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(At the very least I could be told “no you don’t have it”) They brushed me off, saying things like “you’ve got nothing to gain from a diagnosis” “you won’t be able to get a job” “nothing will change even if you get a diagnosis” “you’re not autistic, I work with autistic kids” (my mom is a speech pathologist who’s experience with children with autism is almost exclusively on the extreme end) How can I convince them that a diagnosis, either way it turns out, is good for me? Also, what have you gained from your diagnosis?",3.877321428571431,4.940239708333333,4.971190476190476,84.35714285714286,71.55952380952381,7.980952380952381,28.285714285714285,8.344100000000001,1.7454428571428575,653,24,140,10,12,215,98,168,0.08,0.838,0.08199999999999999,0.1109,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,4,4,5,3,0,0,10,0,18,0,0,1,1,22,29,7,0,4,7,3,0,1,0,4,0,3,0,2,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,25,3,19,17,3,9,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,5,3,95,33,3,0.15415028277036436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506338722548716,0.0,0.0,0.15435924123230765,0.0,0.0,0.12327392543849715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410970563171313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307055957297134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461529149389328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653139630657418,0.0,0.0,0.10181480794388403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507885556695913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416114812876681,0.0,0.0,0.12929394357715235,0.12328806302778494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297036987075333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531004173005848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635290898521667,0.0,0.18053894811417304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437340613228442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423312931208841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692107200207308,0.14572184299265828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451729839966051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590182840391992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024105982782835,0.09877327688363743,0.0,0.12237810576599435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729720115232434,0.0,0.0,0.16767124228614805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719012720915468,0.0,0.12235731935805955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222324177783223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926772808856872 autism,Forzafanboy4,2019/07/13,"Shouting out Sometimes I shout out random things at random times, when it does not relate to the conversation, if there is one. I don’t deliberately do this, it just happens. Does anyone else here do this?",5.106754385964912,7.084824236842112,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,69.78947368421053,7.171929824561403,25.824561403508767,7.793537801064563,1.4723403508771933,163,5,29,2,3,52,30,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269573193862576,0.3556381419152652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074874374254502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899519454806391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069334921041297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351994283716042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432841859928641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305933905427053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023929163774152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GoldenHoneyCyclops,2019/07/13,"The wisdom teeth removal experience IF YOU DO NOT LIKE GORE, TURN BACK NOW, THIS GETS KINDA MESSY. So basically i have four huge holes in my gums where 4 huge teeth were removed. At the moment I am in sensory hell. Touching the stitches make me want to shrivel up and flap my hands for hours. I have been trying to cope ever since I SAW the holes but I am not quite sure what else to do. How did you guys/parents of autistic kids deal and cope with this whole mouth mess???",1.6146315789473675,3.923324621052634,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,81.73684210526315,5.063157894736842,20.026315789473685,6.2581,-0.0639684210526319,369,10,80,3,10,115,73,95,0.136,0.797,0.067,-0.8347,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,6,5,1,0,4,0,9,4,4,2,2,13,14,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,3,10,3,10,10,1,14,1,0,1,0,4,7,1,2,6,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200650328552932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976558255034358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118704009137884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611621754394873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824218371663385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084336279751345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843293062839213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105314722346649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927216656050892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708738483462444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883070976541726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27211352220140844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602073144202653,0.31404253509913965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029349703278635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223436016802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AOneGirlRevolution,2019/07/13,"Looking for constructive criticism from other autistics on my dystopian novel featuring and autistic main character. In a society where everyone is judged on their government issued community rating being different is dangerous. Rose Millon is an autistic teen who's just discovered that the she is considered a threat to the government. For a girl who is not a fan of change changing the world is a daunting task, but it's that allow the holocaust of autistics and other nerodivergents to continue. So it's up to Rose, a girl afraid of change, to change everything. Please let me know what you think of my story so far. If you have a wattpad please feel free to share your criticism there, I need all the reader boost I can get. <3 I think you'd like this story: ""UNDESIRABLE"" by A1girlrevoltion on Wattpad https://my.w.tt/ebCDGD3AiY",9.54525510204082,9.788314639455784,8.433392857142861,67.32723214285716,59.06802721088435,12.520068027210884,40.143707482993186,11.93303328291395,5.141517687074829,680,32,107,19,8,210,97,147,0.075,0.77,0.155,0.9249,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,0,5,6,2,1,13,0,11,0,0,1,1,13,18,6,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,12,4,18,15,2,9,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,2,75,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7522790517703372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857443312720556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698783016098473,0.15977898115436734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989191138938041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288374743826733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855581990480256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770432740597657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817941207611152,0.0,0.086855295845295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492920885785693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182308631010028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903024566172829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278310299199699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AristotelesRocks,2019/07/13,"Sheldon from The Big Bang Theory isn’t on the spectrum according to the writers/cast... I just started watching The Big Bang Theory (I’m about a decade late I know) and I was just thinking about how extremely stereotypical they portrayed Sheldon’s autism, so I googled what people have to say about how autism is portrayed on the show. Then I found out that he, according to the writers and cast, isn’t on the spectrum? Apparently it’s been mentioned on show as well. I read somewhere that they just don’t want to label him to have more freedom of writing him without offending people. But it does upset me. This goes two ways: before knowing he wasn’t “labeled” I thought that he was just a walking stereotype. And now, knowing he’s not supposed to be on the spectrum, I’m upset because if they can’t even admit HE is on the spectrum, what does that mean for people like me? People usually wouldn’t guess that I have autism. I have many traits Sheldon has, but they aren’t as noticeable to others. It just makes me sad. If show writers write someone so obviously on the spectrum and then can’t even own up to it, how will people like me ever be portrayed? Just say he’s on the spectrum and be proud of it. It’s not a bad thing. Sorry I just had to tell “someone”. So far I’m really enjoying the show and I love all the science references and little facts. I also like Sheldon. I get that his character is a bit overdone, because many characters on the show are. (Although I think the “funny foreigner with an accent character” thing is inappropriate in this day and age.)",3.8651803278688486,5.736811714754103,4.720786885245903,82.9464262295082,72.8360655737705,7.371803278688525,30.2327868852459,8.109356740369918,2.221758032786885,1243,55,232,19,25,402,141,305,0.031,0.8320000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9849,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,4,1,22,12,1,2,20,0,26,1,0,4,4,47,44,24,0,4,14,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,19,10,0,0,10,6,0,1,11,5,1,1,7,3,25,7,32,32,4,27,0,1,1,1,21,16,0,3,12,162,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434680441783743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894743338950293,0.15908183618465185,0.0,0.11103099308325233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245309029106015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415041497619627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283722220359168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236491518493285,0.11802888734011625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306732129804836,0.0,0.0,0.0681717183725836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437411793938429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151293011556119,0.0,0.14718993821241114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912414689599436,0.13077773935786235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776554646225125,0.0,0.08709807888306999,0.26457754056705474,0.0,0.14213368972920476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855518582866234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523006651101298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051780580195405,0.0,0.08359042773926346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075298350290225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111478981703428,0.0,0.0,0.14606447082493965,0.09235618182364597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404745221580315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733735440133972,0.16721582878169872,0.0,0.103588526299997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746243814360886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370803423914347,0.0,0.07696195646331004,0.1035709313768565,0.0,0.0,0.11731943366938642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578046927301242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,haylz27,2019/07/13,"Advice needed: brother recently graduated and is getting bad anxiety, can't function well I am sorry if this long post is worded so poorly, I'm not great at explaining things when thinking off the top of my head. Hello, I will try and make this as precise and to the point as possible. A little background info. My brother has autism and is 19. He can speak and communicate fine with people he knows or is comfortable with but stresses out if he doesn't know what to say and stresses about it being awkward. He loves movies, video games and the internet. Those are basically what he likes to do. Our family: parents, 17 year old sister and I (28). He has always been fantastic at school, quiet but a great student. He graduated high school last year and this is where his problems have started. My mum tried to get him a job, at a store selling donated movies - he loves movies and DVDs. He didn't go well at all and hid in the bathroom on the first day. He reacted so badly that my mum didn't make him go back there. We know how much he must have been stressing and that new situations are very difficult to deal with. After this, basically his sleeping pattern has been obliterated; he's staying up all night looking at YouTube and reading God knows what. He's getting bad anxiety nearly every day. He's started worrying about the stuff he reads or watches on the internet. It could be something small... Worrying about a headline he saw about how our country is becoming over populated. Worrying about the weather because it was warm one day in winter. About politics. About negative things. The internet is a cesspool of negativity. I suggested to mum that we start having a cut off time for the internet. He can't keep staying up until past 5am and reading this stuff. I mentioned it to him and he had a melt down. He said he doesn't know what to do besides look at the internet. His anxiety is affecting everyone in the house. I myself have suffered anxiety for many years, mum too, and my dad has bipolar and depression. As soon as mum comes home from work he vents and dumps all his worries on her and it's taking a toll on her mental health seeing him like this. We have tried a councilor for him who we got through a disability service that he is with. That didn't go well at all and he hasn't seen mg brother since. We got a peer support worker who is 2 years older than him who takes him out to do stuff, whether it be go for a hot chocolate, a walk, bowling.. to get him used of the world. He stresses about it badly to mum if he knows his worker is coming but when he goes he's fine most of the time apart from worrying about what to talk about. Mum has bought all kinds of things to relax him, bath oils and wash, bath salt, melatonin drops for his sleep, which doesn't help since he doesn't make an effort to sleep earlier. I'm so sorry this is a long post and it's all over the place... I just.. want to ask for some advice. What can we do and what kind of support can we get (in Australia) for him? I feel like breaking down seeing him like this. I want to help him learn to live. I want to help my mum who is stressed beyond her limits.. Mum is trying to get a psychologist who specializes in autism and other disabilities but I don't know if it will work. He doesn't understand that all these things we are trying are to help him. I also don't know what to do about his sleeping pattern. He has no routine and my parents don't know what to do since he doesn't seem ready to try for a job again. If we took his devices off him.. I can imagine his reaction. He freaks out without the internet. Please... even if you just read a little bit of my post. How can my family support my brother who recently graduated and is getting extreme anxiety?",3.9234844260719086,5.338243541049799,4.7831183906940975,84.4015031965007,71.86675639300135,7.9989328975197065,28.341881368967506,8.527137837955566,1.9908015958469525,2953,112,593,50,56,957,302,743,0.166,0.7609999999999999,0.073,-0.9973,4,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,11,1,0,8,33,39,2,6,35,0,69,10,5,9,9,107,129,53,0,13,17,17,3,4,0,3,3,4,3,0,49,44,0,2,17,9,5,8,20,17,3,2,15,16,62,22,94,107,11,86,0,2,7,2,110,40,0,11,35,385,111,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010740161347552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135786507460747,0.04303247767759568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978158551606851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834817858080898,0.0,0.0,0.03976698729665176,0.1727252990826656,0.031526049855825536,0.057117085517448575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646129481959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909879900309232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041291615431054036,0.0,0.0,0.10005907304899184,0.053317696807943314,0.044543559684420315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034158424618684416,0.0,0.0435735911193646,0.04941756944508486,0.0,0.0,0.09750789558815573,0.0,0.02614954194584801,0.03694645544751588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399023983746636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891390658545975,0.0,0.11756727989619185,0.0,0.0827252163484767,0.11403579555044042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307630422264687,0.05497248524991799,0.0,0.0,0.13865858545515086,0.054641584215508895,0.05187611545123886,0.0,0.0,0.059674184122207076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264178568214403,0.045968222289966665,0.0,0.10771007030822867,0.2557995520924872,0.042156052553566366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010647639735869,0.10366753690829986,0.04566683640248246,0.0915353899470424,0.08685808705430981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335276931951003,0.0,0.10356399359234487,0.052432665693944364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052118318558652836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801776073805325,0.03834731369728492,0.0,0.049948357949318616,0.0,0.0485326650597389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542680278361369,0.0,0.03504460720993227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485065784469616,0.0,0.049369488296105365,0.035853881650030214,0.0,0.05403299481265578,0.05676945958280567,0.048889043643867,0.05830286332680794,0.1485910476420865,0.0,0.0,0.049485943795793935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692297506595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212809993769853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049194470820595096,0.04112723414948513,0.0,0.1046802209741182,0.08242310549692147,0.047080985470842586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834188630604948,0.058131792138196324,0.2070163907884892,0.0,0.0,0.03981407963153283,0.0,0.11578533162131292,0.10981614227609213,0.11024634549440533,0.0,0.0,0.2962068032552014,0.0,0.1776099116573582,0.0,0.17606265991128697,0.0,0.0,0.07776911725620578,0.04156796343250687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374332387238276,0.033138004195123985,0.0,0.0,0.06031290386737606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745921046709655,0.21067366464782888,0.0,0.0,0.053838959056642,0.0,0.04466666583606803,0.0,0.0426717337119504,0.09151163456453523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949870344563453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985310001812386,0.0,0.07530081767369765,0.2626043423601091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321556168333845 autism,harry-just-harry-YT,2019/07/13,"What’s it like to have autism Lonley, Having autism is different for many people but in my case the two words I would use to describe autism is lonely and depressing. I will say some of the things I write might be due to my anxiety disorder and not my autism but as anxiety is heavily linked with autism I will put it down in this blog. If I make any mistakes I’m sorry unless if I’m writing a novel I just say what pops to my head so if it’s sounds broken that’s why. I say this as the life I’ve lived for in the past 5 ish years have been consistent isolation. This is due to my autism as I haven’t got the responsibility to leave my house on my own as I get content anxiety attacks and don’t have any roads sense as well. I also dislike going outside because I hate sunlight and hate the society this world has become and my anxiety. I have had near to none friends in my life and the ones I have had ended up with them bullying me and spreading lies or stretching the truth about me or the friendships ends because I am very controlling as I fear that they with ditch me for someone else. I will admit I’m a horrible person which is another reason why I don’t fit into society. My reasoning for thinking this is because I don’t feel empathy to anyone but my self. Barley even my parents which makes me feel ashamed of my self as even though I 100 percent should. I don’t. The last friend I had only maintained for as long as it did is because of my fear of being alone, we were on and off and he only spoke to me when it’s suits him. I didn’t even like him or thought he was interesting just used him as I wanted to know what it felt like to have a friend. This person wasn’t a good friend at all as he would lie about me but I thought a horrible friend is better then none. I’ve haven’t had any friends for about 2 years and don’t see myself having one in the future because I don’t believe there is such thing as good people in the 20th century. The only time I go outside is to college which I hate because of the crowds and I’m a outsider. I think most people at my college are either annoying or horrible. I could write another blog about why I hate college but this isn’t about that. There are many activities I can’t do because of my anxiety like any activity you have to do in front of people. I’m very self conscious about myself. I’ve been like this because I’ve been bullied my whole life for my appearance. I didn’t really care what I looked like but I do now as I’m scared it would happen again. It feels like the world thinks I’m invisible or a ogre but that’s how I feel to the world. Autism is more spread around now but people choose to ignore people with this condition as they don’t what to be friends with someone who isn’t normal as they feel like it would harness their reputation or they don’t want to go through the pain of having a free with autism. I understand why though as I have never met an autistic person who isn’t annoying to some degree so I don’t blame non autistic people for thinking that. To end this blog I would say to some up autism it’s rubbish but there are benefits like having obsessions to the point of wasting 100 pounds on that action figure you never wanted. So yea I’m pretty sure any other autistic person isn’t as miserable as me and I’ve never met a autistic person that is close to resembling me so don’t assume what I’m saying is cannon to all people with this condition but I did this blog to release some steam as my head is all over the place. Thank you for reading this post.",4.265229591836736,4.786394809523814,5.20010629251701,85.05362882653063,70.29251700680271,8.30187074829932,27.42134353741497,8.344100000000001,1.6616853741496604,2815,89,595,40,48,923,271,735,0.18100000000000002,0.695,0.124,-0.9941,2,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,3,6,2,29,45,7,6,29,1,79,6,2,8,8,107,128,61,0,15,24,1,6,9,7,10,4,7,0,8,44,23,0,2,22,6,1,7,26,18,1,3,21,15,82,28,96,93,15,57,0,3,2,0,47,29,0,17,29,405,126,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515956247288619,0.0,0.04259066298538965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108743535793514,0.1116919941605592,0.20371236293548825,0.0,0.0,0.03723945891693098,0.0,0.0,0.04741120036402285,0.0,0.06058903291714238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597262430733052,0.05881963528806306,0.0,0.06000389405158504,0.0,0.047102660166042185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430041146766737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973373974853303,0.04252243856818639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045871316985690434,0.0,0.0,0.05564361380853921,0.061038654140191814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449049629080845,0.0,0.1415132032098498,0.0,0.0,0.10552986343142612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986084386637345,0.13464504589741486,0.07609551555097033,0.051136343689992036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880307466115719,0.0,0.02782527647627005,0.0,0.0908037997210717,0.0893411117940565,0.04259554746764038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047096160604638865,0.0,0.0,0.21032627796962494,0.10931681224738468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145295605303036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029269382405206937,0.043412642888224835,0.0,0.05639287591528142,0.0,0.0,0.11285378922011445,0.2341739452035809,0.0,0.04702807640864461,0.047131941378476816,0.044723579258894516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110069053057824,0.10799116395239028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056498666116347226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322830973792978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052181850349480086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217843824583578,0.12151606743784588,0.05667061242465508,0.0,0.05913706683226538,0.0,0.050841097188828205,0.2953809317419611,0.2325155740996699,0.05564361380853921,0.0,0.05034633141139498,0.0,0.05100675305937278,0.05418286288808808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053539326326864416,0.0,0.0,0.05327273711463376,0.0,0.03411864653172788,0.10951685581482813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117657869938484,0.053320873970122966,0.0,0.04243998937198425,0.0,0.1666801434744503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090251211301807,0.0,0.0,0.05961833412869561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019534070153102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903310986130547,0.0,0.0,0.07076492878583021,0.13650313584967852,0.10465206713370837,0.08456232152792516,0.031055357398788525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202564445128819,0.05544379422218991,0.0,0.09199618538689992,0.0,0.08788739100770514,0.0942394192724719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788562993305673,0.0,0.19222941679681896,0.059461017513567575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891659288968104,0.0,0.0,0.06859322987090026 autism,hebeach89,2019/07/13,"Sensory overload in public and fair play Last night I had an interesting experience. I was at my local game store playing magic the gathering. I have been playing here for years and every Friday they run two events. A paid draft and a free standard. It's a game store running two small tournaments a total of about 16 people in a fairly small play area. It was fairly warm and lots of little conversations going on, one of the other players is keeps walking past me and is bumping my chair, the stores music is loud, another player is blasting screemo music loud enough to drown out not only the stores music but also the conversation between myself and my opponent two tables away. To put it simply I'm trying to play a very complex game that involves lots of predictions and math, in an environment that is distracting and overwhelming. I am so overstimulated that I am having severe focus issues and cant string together a coherent thought. My opponent (who is a regular at the store and we have played several times in the past) asks for a brief break. Gets up and talks to the store employee. The store employee steps in and asks the music guy to either turn off his music or to use headphones. He complies. He asks the player who finished his round early and has been going around disrupting other people's games by chair bumping and making comments about cards in people's hands(imagine announcing what is in a players hand in poker by a bystander). To sit down or be banned from the store (it's a massive rule violation). He turns down the stores music a few notches. My opponent rejoins me at the table and says ""I was getting overstimulated and I know you have sensory issues so I asked the store employee to intervene. I want a fair game against you at your best, not a gimme because people are being dicks"" Tldr good dude wanted a fair game against me in an environment that had become overwhelming to the point of disadvantage so he interceded on my behalf because I couldn't verbalize what was wrong. I also won but it was a fair game.",7.113423771143148,7.661252407310705,7.47980474514701,71.09544556703374,64.09138381201045,10.316222045635149,33.3623566806675,10.176274734539398,3.4883818594619136,1644,64,276,35,23,538,198,383,0.055999999999999994,0.82,0.124,0.9707,4,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,1,2,9,17,1,3,36,0,28,2,2,2,1,40,48,25,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,15,19,0,2,3,14,12,8,4,5,0,4,12,6,28,13,46,33,7,47,0,2,1,1,33,28,1,4,9,192,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759843445838788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643586829850118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988497756342965,0.4152323051190636,0.0,0.10432640411454464,0.0,0.0,0.135378774725229,0.1226357423240494,0.0,0.0,0.1165303765249048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473473849855093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355658896523096,0.0,0.0,0.10861912333002507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602837791589635,0.0,0.12621399107176318,0.09313568089348144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994776262720958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317953079880501,0.0,0.09869808679444672,0.0,0.0,0.06102507132269615,0.09051300064634647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129196481647656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880568489435967,0.0,0.0,0.07412053747245452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420418606175763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524406017411157,0.08445146512474071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120018481510855,0.3079265933488045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104969364323516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116265851610443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830403099115279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508887960448229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925031811868499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815392192109206,0.06474873210429431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538935451086615,0.24156081691881884,0.32541192218845305,0.0,0.0,0.09590352295326902,0.0,0.09162021648356967,0.1309893777485145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214055870552664,0.0,0.07150657788360303 autism,sleepymoe21,2019/07/13,"Autism in a first world vs third world country Hey everyone! Idk if this type of stuff is allowed on here, so if not I apologize. My aunt recently gave birth to a son who is autistic. She lives in a third-world country where the medical treatment, or therapy centers for autistic children are not available. Unfortunately, the older generation in my family does not understand the severity of autism. They don’t even understand that it’s a spectrum and varies between individuals. So it’s difficult for them to understand the disease. My question is, what can I do to inform her about autism and how she can help with the child’s development? Also, what do you think the advantages are if she moves to the United States or another first world country in terms of medical attention? I know my second question is kinda iffy and you can’t tell someone to move to another country but they literally live in a small village (less than 2,000 people), where there’s a party almost every day (loud noises etc), and the closest hospital is an hour away. Also, her family is loaded, so they have the resources necessary to improve the quality of life for the child. I just think moving here will help her connect with others in similar situations, and it will help with the development of the child. While staying in our country will limit what he can do or become, because there are absolutely no resources available for autistic children. Sorry for the long post!",7.676022727272727,8.442185920454547,7.785151515151515,68.63522727272729,62.90151515151516,10.993939393939394,37.71212121212121,10.820120047756994,4.431943939393941,1169,56,188,29,16,379,145,264,0.034,0.8809999999999999,0.085,0.9372,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,4,4,15,2,0,0,21,0,21,3,0,2,0,35,28,19,0,3,12,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,11,8,0,1,10,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,1,1,21,1,32,24,3,33,0,0,0,0,32,17,0,10,10,143,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709836961102932,0.0,0.0,0.1870335144065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452432614876862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986884015302456,0.0,0.0,0.07128544823642044,0.12915087877135065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541653019262412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023348523189118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041884636615908,0.07723766920145712,0.0,0.09852686868223176,0.11174103970391196,0.0,0.0,0.2204809697180424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893795633657346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351469529452949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516219824426095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426708428595676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259807562035022,0.0,0.0,0.20652006308292373,0.10348808892504976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356091959036178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728656674739773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107136910987565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119960528253762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199879382700303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546399588414505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210874688333327,0.0,0.0,0.13144529296593774,0.0,0.0,0.0990827569120674,0.0,0.0,0.13090459003862004,0.0,0.12464232263376535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338681526507647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221058477082932,0.0,0.13373091189667205,0.0,0.0,0.149860670367067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652155293625365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jubanime,2019/07/13,"Does any other autistic teenage girls feel this way? This may seem weird, but normally I can function fine and I’m only sensitive to really loud/overwhelming things, like fireworks or thunder or crowds. But when I’m on my period and forget to take ibuprofen (or while I’m waiting for it to kick in), any little sound goes straight to my cramps and it hurts even more... I’m even tapping on my phone when this happens. I really hate periods because of this... especially when it interferes with something I really want to do (guess I’m not going to the anime convention I wanted to go to cause it’s on my period...) Do any other autistic girls have this problem or is it just me? Thanks in advance for understanding!",5.692834967320259,6.668536404411768,6.354803921568627,76.41633986928106,67.30882352941177,9.86797385620915,32.02287581699346,9.994966539143718,3.2421660130718952,565,23,102,13,9,185,84,136,0.124,0.784,0.092,-0.7677,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,25,24,13,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,9,3,17,23,1,18,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,7,8,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887809475087905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616926775748425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576715113106333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166768466132538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517384317952245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635755681206756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166098334589811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993355316062115,0.0,0.1685197899724165,0.0,0.0,0.18814771593945032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400836178065276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310252696251667,0.19100048861075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671743828732185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449365291494184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823490694627295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36625069265860094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348712041188008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670954649837542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328438619990866,0.0,0.0,0.17545059447388867,0.0,0.0,0.12660576555816427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838934719186055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480540436177587,0.15126502871194406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sagetlove,2019/07/13,"What are some experiences you’ve had with autism that you wish to be portrayed in writing? How do you feel autism should be written in a story? I love to write, but the one thing I’ve been scared to write is an autistic character, as I’m afraid of getting it wrong and hurting people. How do you wish autism was to be portrayed in a story based on either your experience with an autistic friend/family member or having autism yourself?",8.638928571428572,7.219658845238098,7.911904761904763,75.7414285714286,61.73809523809523,10.304761904761904,35.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.880128571428572,349,12,65,4,4,109,58,84,0.133,0.779,0.08800000000000001,-0.7261,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,12,1,0,2,0,16,19,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,5,1,12,11,2,4,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,0,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791557367295756,0.23088792279267506,0.0,0.12383845196204113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922388300985185,0.0,0.1279601169605023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26219095363223305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210490429017484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596351536417167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697960602738193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452067376750733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162713361929374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632897375828344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26778057917022674,0.0,0.0 autism,Somepersondw,2019/07/13,"Has your autism lead you to lose potential freindships/relationships​ ?And how do you cope with the fact you screwed it up? To times my autism has ruined a potential friendship with a girl. They would start to become friendly towards me thinking I'm a nice guy. ME realizing they wanted to become friends.becuse I don't understand cerien social cues, and boundaries,I lose them. I would become very friendly and very supportive to the point of creeping them out. Everyday I seem to feel ashamed how I creeped them out,and ruined a friendship",5.3238373424971375,8.125473525773202,4.792714776632302,79.8976174112257,71.4742268041237,7.61008018327606,31.39633447880871,8.515128840125781,2.769931042382588,440,20,72,8,9,133,59,97,0.16899999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.162,-0.1943,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,5,3,2,10,1,1,6,0,6,1,0,3,1,18,14,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,16,4,12,12,0,8,0,4,0,1,14,4,1,1,3,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942946888091559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069401769144464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771590555508507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760284817875305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013345640358016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695610499922619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329019215960786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284342531494788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695782805704153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035450566828816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149319840842925,0.0,0.0,0.1045911163893012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672875858719776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29599531649239685,0.10579608903993022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548362323714024,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,33DU,2019/07/13,"u/franklinunderell This is my autistic 70yo grandpa. He likes reddit, say hi to him. Watch out tho he has some anger issues.",1.5136956521739116,4.106860260869567,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,98.56521739130434,4.039130434782609,18.793478260869566,5.985473137389443,0.06031304347826081,98,3,18,1,4,30,22,23,0.14,0.755,0.106,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7454372333427125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34892110274966803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679589731682368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,grudgemp,2019/07/13,"My son like to roll and play on the floor everywhere! Anyone else? So my son is 5 and he loves to always sit on the floor and play all over the floor, he normal wears sandals because here in texas is an oven lol. He takes them off and sits or lays on the floor and rools around. He always does this. In the house, store, church, doctors etc. i really dont tell him anything i just give him my hand and he takes it and gets up but just for a few minutes then his back on the floor lol. It looks bad. But i feel that's just who he is. And doing that must feel good.? Anyone else??? I do tell him to stand up please and try to sit down but like i said he cant really stay still for much. Or any tips lol",-0.44342492260062016,1.5082540460526308,1.0167956656346746,103.69786377708981,87.48684210526315,4.36594427244582,12.888544891640867,5.5289334501034215,-1.4549695046439624,533,6,138,3,17,169,88,152,0.028999999999999998,0.8079999999999999,0.163,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,8,3,8,4,2,0,2,23,17,16,0,2,8,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,10,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,13,6,18,15,4,25,1,0,1,1,20,17,0,2,5,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655691131158043,0.0,0.0,0.10852086347442226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231661312667952,0.3270201236262853,0.13132194241373515,0.1420613305305488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270829054723073,0.13324385140484096,0.097279375393892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633383839366759,0.13965080897848345,0.0,0.1870282798497221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666196616204133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797550871834136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137835973499967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337472513349163,0.15308507538525631,0.0,0.13384935537482412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413557629630292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559268788611799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400823279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402849599335288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731073304094433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635594613247472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517251907294248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044639361578692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179850999874728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009260085232675,0.1274419582085702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399707919709481,0.0,0.2789624556241693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083453345334353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,borka05,2019/07/13,"Wedding survival tips? It's my sister's wedding today and because I'm part of her close family, I'm sitting close to the speakers which I know will mess with me. My sister is being very hostile to me and telling me to ""tone down my thing today"". Can you give me advice so I could enjoy this wedding?",2.8922950819672124,4.522285114754105,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,74.90163934426229,5.5357377049180325,26.95409836065573,5.6839178017228535,0.9833645901639344,236,9,45,1,5,78,43,61,0.094,0.8490000000000001,0.057,-0.3126,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,1,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983496812237639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861168138839943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437686909491095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878232277496586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928853764585738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779280008518346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306257238226292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685822777849305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028373093839303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788046707006156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191634085761905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,weedyweenie,2019/07/13,Potty training My son is 7 and he's still in diapers.. We have tried potty training but its just not clicking... But for some reason he has a bladder steel we drove a 3 hour trip and he didnt pee until we got to the location... I don't know what to do,-0.4044848484848522,1.497518036363637,2.3595454545454544,94.47265151515153,86.81818181818181,5.121212121212121,20.075757575757574,6.42735559955562,0.10075757575757516,192,6,45,2,6,67,44,55,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,12,9,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,5,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965700943696721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883044298277852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725017621006747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098080953009295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959800127191609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366441284305873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Qr37,2019/07/13,"Autistic adults, what is your job? Do you feel comfortable with your job or you struggle? If so, how do you cope with it? Asking a teenager with many suspicions of having autism",2.6768181818181813,5.55768145454546,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,82.93939393939394,5.724242424242425,23.40151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.065915151515152,140,5,26,2,4,42,26,33,0.142,0.77,0.08800000000000001,-0.2593,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486601491102972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857593939690426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7401954189663851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781151963883376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38989082510921796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Monsterfurbies,2019/07/13,"Does anyone here feel like they’re having similar symptoms to that of class B personality disorders Especially interested if you’re unmedicated, formally medicated, or have OCD",17.63392857142857,14.431714535714285,18.08714285714285,15.257857142857175,46.5,22.62857142857143,60.14285714285714,19.287186520377343,11.51874285714286,149,9,17,8,1,54,27,28,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27573555153622337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519541221562311,0.0,0.34509441569453164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939294002611946,0.2817205131347982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265729839045015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972616168890076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443272911572036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098759799942275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Otterlyfun21,2019/07/13,"How do I know if I have autism? i'm only 12, so sorry if theres bad grammar in this. Sometimes i flap my arms when i'm excited, I get frustrated super easily and when I get frustrated I blow out on anything around me like pulling my hair (not pulling it out though, wanting to scream, high pitched groan (dont know how to explain it) its hard for me to socialize (im not sure if thats relevent with this) I don't know if this is normal for me?",3.5418245614035087,3.6217756210526346,4.745000000000001,89.24416666666669,71.73684210526315,8.438596491228072,29.517543859649123,8.344100000000001,1.7774912280701756,344,13,81,5,6,114,61,95,0.185,0.7020000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.7402,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,0,5,2,2,2,1,20,14,11,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,3,12,4,11,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,3,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568251209399026,0.21168524862395674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854634408187494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786903921837176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484729567564054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301487839329414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124024884481905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25685610924428576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920527076267115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617313450330015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329856211206573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085149184077234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239894523531094,0.0,0.0,0.2351823169889703,0.266188617577288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241160969261362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362938166632785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025585196255674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aulei,2019/08/07,"Driving me crazy This is going to sound ridiculous, but here goes: I just got a new phone, and put the screen cover on it, and there are a few specs under the screen, and it's driving me insane. I've tried fixing it, but it's only making it worse. I don't know why I'm so wound up by this, but I just am. It's something so little, an just a tiny imperfection in a world of many imperfections, but it's making me crazy. How do I help myself not get wound up by something so little, and stupid. My body is freaking out. Thank you.",1.9080257936507927,3.1886052589285754,3.48654761904762,92.23067460317465,76.76785714285714,5.692063492063492,19.58730158730159,5.82211442006289,-0.2375924603174604,407,8,93,2,9,135,70,112,0.192,0.75,0.057999999999999996,-0.9406,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,2,0,7,0,6,3,1,3,0,17,14,12,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,3,10,1,10,13,1,14,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,0,1,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26106757486919296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279452272362848,0.0,0.13357410551697566,0.0,0.18797656605141866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753699958674322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291674440657541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711276309497313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137713785689981,0.2382855646953209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699537629901603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875243176838268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362720826461019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618782422088442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163858938907246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957130439786896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207982883060847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395176938051489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Myriagonal,2019/08/07,"Can portmanteaus count as a form of echolalia? One thing I do all the time is combine words out loud. For example if someone says ""Luke Skywalker"" I'll say ""Lywalker"" or something like that. It's typically pretty non sequitor. I was wondering if that's anything any one else does? Or if it's just a personality quirk of mine unrelated to autism.",3.1397802197802207,5.8891662307692325,4.55142857142857,78.97,79.0,8.637362637362639,30.824175824175825,9.23628265651192,3.2869560439560437,275,14,51,8,7,91,53,65,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.7236,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,5,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,6,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,6,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410743902011648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489092431599864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978847403190754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844659014230155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945045294113986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868399751942503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492332089831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903927799627989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539830662928894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418504555496967,0.21974390360236304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963213919160124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644103111345768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095450335247569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,XynoSigil,2019/08/07,"Autistic Lives -- Zero sum games? | The game of life -- Turtle speed. I have been wondering about the ""meta game"" for our generation. My life seems to have been reduced to a turtle speed ""game"". me and my friends are now approaching 40 yet somehow none of have ""made it big"" or gotten into anything serious in terms of opportunities. Some of us have jobs, but are really stressed out and don't have time to do relaxing things like playing computer games. Some of us have a bit of money and can play some games but have to use a lot of their spare time on relationship related time. most of us that have jobs get really stressed out by having to deal with a lot of technical humbug at work. The coziest seem to be the couples that have a child or two, but couple and families consume a lot of time. A few of us have low paying jobs that are spent on fairly expensive trips abroad, but practical jobs also come with their own torrent of stress. Others have little money, but have health issues, but a lot of time to play computer games. to me it kinda looks like some sort of pattern in there somewhere. I find that our lives on general haven't really gotten that far. Of all the people in my generation who I know a bit better because they do some kind of fandom, there are fairly few who have gotten kids. Seems to be a high percent who have been put into the ""useless"" box by the older generations in terms of work and a generally much lower degree of acceptance for being any form of different seen from their perspective. Technical jobs typically even require a certain haircut, even having a nonstandard haircut or long hair seems to be something that can get you taken out of considerations for getting a job. Every time I want to get into something new, like a proper job, its like they recently have added a whole new level of hard to get that, be it a job, a place to sleep or anything else serious. The year before I started working they raised the minimum sum that you need to have to buy a place from 10% of the buying sum to 30% that you need to have saved before you can apply for an apartment-loan. It was some kind of measure to ""cool down the economy"". But for me now it means I never got to the part where I have my own place. I now have to rent and every year by law its the landlords right to increase the rent by the same % that prices for food countrywide went up. My rent has gone up by 11% since I moved into this place in 4 years ago. And I'm not paying money to my own loan like many of my peers. Due to my low income I might not have a chance at buying until in about 4 years orso. But I am not holding my breath. Every time I have some kind of ""hope"" in this life, some rule pops up that kills any hope of having a nice life. As an autistic and a socially non-standard person I have long since buried and mourned for the hope of having love. I have had profiles on dating sites, but never got any responses on it. I have people say i'm not ugly and some women i've talked to have called me ""some kind of brain function"". I thought having brains was ""the new sexy"". I have fallen in love many times but every time it ended up with me in a dark room crying myself silly. I have long since settled for just smiling to random women and letting it all go as a way to appease the one inside me wanting some kind of love. That works from time to time. Going from that to relationship and beyond is like many light-years of travel away. I am afraid to even think that I have a shot or do any kind of thinking about it, because every time I have as much as approached a woman in my life, some other loudmouthed knucklehead has taken up all the space around her. I really hate the thought of many males having some sort of ""siege"" on a woman. I find that deplorable and most guys that ""siege"" women are loud mouthed individuals that I cant fathom even being near. I really cant stand competitions like that. I absolutely refuse to contribute to that kind of culture....the kind of woman that would like ME seems to be more or less not there. Sometimes I get some women who are nerdy enough enough to ask a few questions then they just evaporate. end of story. I read some time ago that people like Mark Zuckerberg thinks today's humanity will or have given birth to the first generation of people that will reach the age of a thousand years old. I choose to believe that I am merely walking my path in life at a turtles speed and will live longer for it. Turtles are really slow movers and they do not seem to do a lot, maybe that is the actual reason why they live so long? Despite my apparent future-less life; I chose to believe that I will live longer for the slow pace of my life. Life-irony; I saw a picture of a woman I had a horrible crush on about 10 years ago -- the wrinkles on her head now look about the same as age as mine, and she is 10 years younger than me.(there was also some picture there of her twin daughters). I have also had people ask me about my age and be a bit curious when I say my age. Though it is possible that they might have been pandering my ego. \--- Sometimes it feels like the previous generations bugger our generation with things to do when we get ""too far"" in some way or other. ""oh you managed to get a big fancy degree, lets buggar you with lots of relationship this&that so you dont get any ideas of making anything big that would disrupt whatever we are doing"". To be honest I feel played. Maybe I'm bored and have been reading too much news and stuff. But I feel some kind of social pattern emerging and I believe the source to be our parents and also to some degree our grandparents's generations needing or wanting to do some stuff ""before they go"". I have seen the trends in one way around my friends and local area, I have seen some of it on written news articles, sometimes I see something related when applying for jobs and sometimes I see tiny trickles of the same bits of information when I watch TV shows on mundane outlets like Netflix. PS/disclaimer: I take ""hidden messages"" in news media with lots and lots of salt. When I see something, I try to ""unsee"" the bits of info in case its one of them freak accidents where you see something ""you wanted to see"" and come back later and check again. I do not perceptive the news to be targeted at just me personally. My theory is that there is a lot of interpersonal drama out there where it is important that people not loose face and that they have hidden the truth in ""the neighbors fruit-basket"", so to speak. Furthermore, the ""other"" things I see regularly of the ""kabuki-theater-kind"" are not even that cleverly hidden and most importantly, not bizarre at all. BUT I do believe in preserving peoples faces and will not write anything in clear-text.",6.9633034363518505,6.28982978895613,7.011888480657017,78.4283298033283,64.65052950075642,9.884089042576186,31.44244650961746,9.120678840339163,2.4634024724443484,5319,166,1041,77,70,1707,481,1322,0.031,0.9059999999999999,0.063,0.9801,20,0,6,0,0,0,159.0,11,9,13,8,49,58,2,4,75,1,114,22,9,4,8,190,193,71,2,12,35,2,5,11,3,9,9,4,6,15,63,49,1,3,28,19,16,17,19,14,0,7,30,24,116,44,191,141,66,165,0,4,13,3,89,75,0,60,80,727,179,21,0.0,0.0,0.03109306203656587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473216506554225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192125432971542,0.0,0.034522848060223287,0.0,0.10833746918522616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048800124443928,0.056728501878877964,0.059574001179990815,0.0,0.029935731132682237,0.024500184057355358,0.0,0.03884599144044888,0.0,0.08133755135809817,0.1435918513055978,0.0,0.028179663510029183,0.17392719555011985,0.0,0.0,0.07113785082989554,0.032535026625092264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548931946637272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051017899952633,0.03499930055251535,0.0,0.032848688676470714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03328937915776322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734244246915856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026616908905986496,0.0,0.05644117812203564,0.06584465960314609,0.0,0.10522392405842744,0.0,0.13422704044697173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030036992381823526,0.0,0.048331691755494316,0.02276247260016181,0.0,0.0,0.058243230013475075,0.02710210267388991,0.03852808583838963,0.0,0.04923355248450702,0.0,0.14982088758250167,0.0,0.05432433141889974,0.0,0.0509664715509608,0.0,0.0,0.03154874059527993,0.0,0.0,0.028542411452177542,0.031457478832447164,0.0326999682635884,0.03386819314890977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033664327158576764,0.0,0.09493952272196532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03596872021417287,0.0,0.03325602025988044,0.2845662358309822,0.0,0.03525097473083616,0.33179739361403376,0.017510716898314932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516283294594871,0.2025479109785361,0.1712297081153284,0.031934450000941784,0.14067521495048718,0.1127887252174698,0.05351270650265121,0.0,0.0,0.2437941114026352,0.08627105745515212,0.03014893046443785,0.02126836921120294,0.12921370689074838,0.06402003587688124,0.034707445092671124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760184644823766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386464064655855,0.07026749061344358,0.07087659696320989,0.04914842447091023,0.09231858229481787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0334341814856813,0.0,0.06477226854949765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035379374294973516,0.034503825230995384,0.0,0.15462541457578194,0.05564195835965675,0.13315751663105288,0.0,0.0,0.03592001757442402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03203046696569318,0.035693129363013006,0.0,0.06374195431241869,0.0,0.12247104201238182,0.032759807351211374,0.0314602314130076,0.10262473454595836,0.0,0.027210276863984487,0.0,0.05067644671776153,0.0,0.0,0.1523410290190692,0.17403774659104287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907060731832544,0.0,0.03188536536205263,0.06495931629438614,0.0,0.12264598670376105,0.12605073426621174,0.0,0.022552338687048853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949465914513926,0.0,0.07294954637548952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023956525453406884,0.025609753823910692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635037981230678,0.0612483311358849,0.0313046017683621,0.05059030122468038,0.24152953870877225,0.0,0.030201786736127813,0.0,0.0,0.02163244737569861,0.0,0.03112489081002375,0.0,0.1533059586263753,0.027518844363253855,0.0,0.0,0.07517296942798007,0.07587256239124655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02953672206899261,0.02875081929007893,0.035573181208654416,0.0,0.0,0.034553364569868635,0.09278469494873112,0.0,0.0,0.04526820527828487,0.0,0.0,0.16414649448793264 autism,SomeRandomRedditer_,2019/08/07,I’m getting left behind my peers simply because I have to get checked more thoroughly to get my provisional license I sent my provisional driving license off last July because I needed to declare my autism and whilst my provisional license is still in effect and I can learn to drive I cannot take my theory test or practical all my friends are passing their tests and getting there freedom that is driving and I’m so close to test standard and cannot do anything to progress as the DVLA can’t tell me when I’ll receive my license.,6.999352750809059,7.250959631067964,7.029271844660197,75.2419012944984,64.33980582524272,9.196763754045307,40.467637540453076,8.841846274778883,3.7317715210355984,434,24,76,6,6,139,65,103,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,12,18,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,15,1,10,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,48,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427733157866793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596784526324848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279288971472713,0.0,0.6165354578655303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404776973471454,0.0,0.0,0.3205361232017795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875088246590535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356004350527029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181557700082105,0.0,0.2578572898293901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Clakky,2019/08/07,"Does anyone take a Vitamin D supplement for Autism? If so, how much? I‘m thinking about taking a Vitamin D supplement since according to my GP I‘m very deficient. My research so far has only uncovered rather inconclusive data as to the efficacy of Vitamin D supplementation in adults. I have problems with concentration, focus, and motivation, especially when reading, studying, or writing, The studies I have found, prenatal supplementation, in young toddlers, or the supplementation of grade school children, don’t really apply to me. Thus, I was wondering if anyone here has had some anecdotal experience that would help me make a decision. I`m generally rather reluctant to try supplements because I have a sensitive stomach. As far as previous post on reddit about Vitamin D there seems to be the loose agreement that it may help with masking, which seems a positive.",8.817793103448272,10.868587089655176,9.351896551724144,53.84025862068971,60.86206896551725,13.8,42.77586206896552,12.857556352371635,6.944365517241378,708,41,95,29,10,237,101,145,0.047,0.795,0.159,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,9,0,11,5,1,4,0,25,21,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,18,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,9,2,65,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956393950954719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887087988424836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500244842992947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679522361177646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317953076297315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834014091969819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411148668017679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155407426555104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078347052894473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246810854441696,0.0,0.0,0.20228658991630694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146279019228545,0.0,0.13543182843521742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395373421512515,0.0,0.3849114019163325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487688107563013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179013740846628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546016001888722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353051236340206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744317443762855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926033446238794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017645910612226,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,shakequail,2019/08/07,"Help with facial expressions? Every time I'm talking to someone I can't help with the facial expressions, apparently ""scared"" is the most recurrent one and you know why is a huge issue, someone could help me to control that? (please don't tell me just record yourself or look at the mirror I have a huge problem recognizing facial expressions so I can't identify mine either)",6.1530434782608685,7.875405463768117,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,66.82608695652175,9.577971014492757,32.64057971014493,9.888512548439397,3.516852753623189,303,13,49,7,5,98,48,69,0.105,0.784,0.111,0.1139,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,7,3,3,1,0,11,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,7,0,5,9,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661155737813473,0.18943871898515974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999080248390478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771060274108938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476455303648931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039596257956718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199244865734839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077853646275214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604483643611224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270328661783605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375460674455872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020718103562537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070655534474087,0.20738217292868624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835253389381802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140969314992351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SezFrancis1,2019/08/07,"Operation Train: Single Ticket [FIRST TRIP] Last week, I took the biggest step of my life; for the first time and today, I uploaded my video of me recording my first train trip all by myself last Friday. It wasn't easy to record or upload but I wanted to do this as not just for something to look back on but as something to achieve, proving to the world that individuals on the spectrum can travel independently on public transport. I hope I made a difference to the world and to the autistic community; but most of all, I hope I made a difference to myself. 📷 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZSxAYlSzSY](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZSxAYlSzSY&fbclid=IwAR0YKnXLJBUYV6ktWsT4y0xcREMgEv9Dx-Nr8VqrvcAqL_LX4i40_PK5_38)",10.725005096839958,14.338136220183484,7.212232415902142,64.92570846075435,58.35779816513761,7.780224260958207,27.70744138634047,8.515128840125781,2.103005300713558,604,17,83,8,9,167,67,109,0.016,0.907,0.077,0.8104,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,3,3,18,10,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,3,4,1,13,2,19,6,4,21,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,4,9,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825794236311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069974963407833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823487449732065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669261731070865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634793666879721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983050234910421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924365655045367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365648661126172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462787837145363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817327344553245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669667292798088,0.0,0.17344293505416652,0.0,0.2032966809022766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792590326062967,0.0,0.1467749182749123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Antisfuneral,2019/08/07,Is my baby brother on the spectrum? My mother took my baby brother to the hospital to see what was going on with him since he would burst out screaming for no reason and would wake up in the middle of the night crying and would never really listen to us unless we screamed for him to stop doing something. Are these signs that he could be on the spectrum? Or what are signs in boys aged 1-5 that he is autistic? I just want to know so I can understand him when he gets older and that so when I get to see him I can understand if he feels a certain way and to let him know that even if he was autistic I would still love him.,7.068269720101782,4.792504847328246,7.337213740458015,81.34592239185751,65.41221374045801,9.95470737913486,31.75699745547074,7.793537801064563,2.0075180661577603,489,13,106,4,6,160,76,131,0.095,0.85,0.055999999999999994,-0.6531,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,16,2,1,1,2,29,30,12,0,8,5,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,6,16,2,19,20,0,19,0,0,2,1,20,8,0,3,8,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297607245090535,0.0,0.1967044557738459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182767334749718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054522969803107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711761975072155,0.0,0.10177191999402907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968288499094236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311536786402546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162133850158028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381129613317024,0.0,0.0,0.1680488826455105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147194338496098,0.1841179673464345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28539769587928754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813192011195653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378599668368277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300878256676489,0.14971393982197329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895787929229256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728448417629408,0.2154040558127784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562252535623932,0.14214066050590182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088363220152302,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,retrophiliac,2019/08/07,"I find such solace in creating art. &#x200B; [I am very prolific and I recently reached 100 sales and have exceeded that on my etsy store. it's so reaffirming.](https://i.redd.it/jcd7qvdm62f31.png)",7.666290322580648,11.86713619354839,5.703467741935487,67.97520161290325,74.16129032258064,10.841935483870973,33.55645161290323,10.125756701596842,5.192412903225809,166,8,22,6,4,48,28,31,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211766794039663,0.4723359140752368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552819595307485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38381293967103797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207337366862697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723359140752368,0.0 autism,neurohoo,2019/08/07,"Brushing teeth Hi! My kiddo is 4 and nonverbal. Brushing his teeth everyday is a battle. Whenever I tell him it’s time, he runs and screams. I have to brush his teeth for him and I feel terrible, as I often have to pry his mouth open. I’ve tried songs, various toothbrushes, toothpastes, etc. and what I think it all comes down to is that he can’t stand the feeling of it. We just had a dentist appointment yesterday and it was traumatic. As soon as we walked in he covered his ears and screamed to the point of heaving. Wouldn’t allow anyone to take X-rays or clean his teeth, so we come back in 3 months. I need an outsiders perspective. Help me think outside of the box. He NEEDS to brush his teeth.",1.3812857142857131,3.8332093428571454,2.488214285714289,92.80803571428574,84.14285714285714,6.357142857142858,23.75,7.645422480735847,1.2062142857142857,548,21,116,10,16,174,91,140,0.102,0.835,0.063,-0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,6,0,9,8,7,1,1,24,18,11,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,12,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,10,19,0,16,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,6,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512149293693428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357875823626245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456122630715832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952696423344047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677342006358633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745839303328986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132336382616135,0.0,0.0,0.3926220734778659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502772141659037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906134958181348,0.0,0.23140584086552785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392861367217227,0.0,0.0,0.15437963634697174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797499465329075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sage010101,2019/08/07,"22 mo kid gone very quiet after therapy today My 22mo, who is always a bundle of energy and an absolute livewire, went uncharacteristically quiet after his OT session today. Normally, he needs his mum in the room, even though at a distance while the therapist works with him. This is not ideal as his dependency on his mum continues, so today the therapist asked the mum to stay out. And she did. He bawled, but the therapist was able to distract him with toys and stuff. After some time, they proceeded to wrap him in a heavy blanket for sensory relaxation, and he cried a lot all through that. Again, therapist was able to distract with lights and games and stuff. Eventually, the session ended and he came back home. But he has been very quiet. Not that he is sitting or lying in a corner and doing nothing, but he is at 10% active of his normal. I know it's all OK, but a parent's mind always makes worst case scenarios. What do you guys say to this ?",4.979340659340661,6.3159740769230766,6.078791208791209,76.4162087912088,69.21978021978022,9.116483516483518,27.736263736263727,9.466822959209583,2.487008791208792,750,25,137,16,13,250,114,182,0.107,0.8240000000000001,0.069,-0.8195,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,2,5,6,0,2,13,1,11,0,0,2,2,32,18,17,0,4,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,9,13,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,3,0,0,7,5,13,3,23,11,5,27,0,0,0,0,28,9,0,4,13,95,22,3,0.2454737196327711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042537992241472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474239567013385,0.0,0.0,0.09437706910458038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037827015740734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482067722936414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870842756726372,0.0,0.0,0.08106653834982891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215287878798334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311507774769198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745296830890016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434648910424874,0.0,0.0,0.08192780699477323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392924006882886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100782636074614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405121262344835,0.11776932722523654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628475789801706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760527722282404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082116190543028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810086799066494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036029582343526,0.5700278167578701,0.0,0.0,0.12058834160052401,0.0,0.07156884998261515,0.0,0.34902057558481203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254152678465911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137782986977692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935389573527397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,4rdenofficiel,2019/08/07,Why are People using autism as a not cool word Can sombody agréé with me . Every body is using autism as a f word and i am sick of it 😤😤😤,-3.1436363636363645,-1.5751083939393915,0.5718787878787914,102.7178181818182,102.63636363636364,2.64,9.630303030303027,3.1291,-2.1529951515151518,105,1,28,0,5,38,26,33,0.174,0.826,0.0,-0.6442,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,2,0,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452970326764195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377660661047868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779257859730406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6924783391911433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617397469452537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TeensWithAspergers,2019/08/07,"Teens With Autism Discord Server (Everyone is invited) We are seeking more people, mainly active people, to bring life to our community server. We are almost done recovering from a raid and will be happy to welcome new people! The owner, Wehrmachtserdbeere#5068 is a friendly person and you can always talk with him. The server is very open and allows for discussion and politics in their seperate channels. We are happy to welcome you! &#x200B; [https://discord.gg/5TtN4rS](https://discord.gg/5TtN4rS)",9.163026315789473,13.346559513157894,7.367631578947371,59.16092105263158,65.71052631578947,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.544584210526317,417,16,45,8,8,124,54,76,0.03,0.746,0.22399999999999998,0.9548,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,4,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,5,9,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,1,1,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978046908125795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262739590073052,0.2378096834386762,0.2666958065244959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460725958121255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972536341308815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957198187237768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672873607547106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502729769296414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119779997364836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564855238689003,0.19164404513114192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641208046284346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810964189598652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666958065244959,0.0 autism,autisticconservative,2019/08/07,"No more politics from me Real talk. I noticed how aggressive and mean I was to some of you recently. I should not have done what I did. I was angry, and I typed out comments in my anger. I have no excuses for what I did. I'm sorry for all the hurt I caused on this subreddit. From now on, I will not talk about politics on this subreddit. This is r/autism and it should be about autism. This apology did not come from outside but within my conscience. I hope that you can forgive me.",0.8633333333333333,3.124490888888893,2.6997979797979816,91.73636363636366,84.55555555555556,6.832323232323233,22.131313131313128,8.00094639256281,1.188082828282829,374,13,82,8,11,124,61,99,0.129,0.792,0.079,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,14,0,0,2,1,19,18,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,17,2,15,8,3,9,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788923574674873,0.0,0.23386236688166154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778258815835439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696482582268732,0.0,0.0,0.2906328903054577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29572938166598794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30909021873762943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090121117835051,0.0,0.0,0.2680610675316523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039079314884878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364225970964669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,slug_93,2019/08/07,"I need some help helping my brother. Apologies in advance if this is a bit ramble-y, I’m a bit worried right now and just trying to get everything across. My brother (27), well call him Daniel, and I (26, F) have always been close. He was diagnosed with ASD when he was around 12, and now lives independently in a flat, and has a job. He’s decided he doesn’t like his current flat mates so wants to move out. He announced over coffee this morning that he was going to look at a house tonight, and then I got a text saying he’d decided he wanted to move in. The guy who owns the house (Phil, sounds like mid-40s, only other occupant) offered him the room on the spot, but thankfully didn’t give Daniel a tenancy agreement so nothing is legally binding. I spoke to Daniel afterwards and he’s since decided to stay in his current house (cheaper, bigger room, more convenient location, and is with three other guys rather than this one man). ANYWAY my concern is just for Daniel’s safety etc. - he is so vulnerable and could so easily be coerced into a bad tenancy. How can I beat support him so that if he does eventually move, it’s into a safe place with good people? I’m worried sick that he will be taken advantage of.",4.887079831932773,5.778949672268912,5.729737394957982,80.47721113445378,69.08403361344537,8.807142857142857,30.841386554621852,9.017664075816787,2.537015966386555,954,38,184,17,16,313,145,238,0.08800000000000001,0.762,0.15,0.93,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,15,10,0,0,13,0,19,2,0,2,0,33,33,19,0,7,6,2,0,2,1,1,2,3,2,3,10,16,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,1,1,2,8,4,14,9,24,20,6,32,0,0,1,0,32,18,0,3,10,111,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498806292379573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232288072804357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535121115082588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755017741572079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288392181727836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074081143037937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806540238077402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104169664037596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071895401531767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339833790274376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592145288185076,0.12103896675840375,0.07170840284864198,0.1058299617717498,0.1009140152752616,0.0,0.0,0.24986701990260315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914545803934805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367685061841292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520964205853952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328588048000985,0.0,0.11141521363643664,0.0,0.10595558054336866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023135319557311,0.0,0.09355748031922352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210687251270917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549973474596463,0.09596209787676664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747415407817656,0.0,0.13182646609041795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775312520313024,0.0,0.10033976382019644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437361703261802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448621695226365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318237925460936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616538093086907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566483252542871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488430718135312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344686188623605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562745415341889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bitchjesus,2019/08/07,"Can ASD symptoms subside with age? How could pursuing an ASD diagnosis as an adult be helpful? So I know I'm probably not the first person to post something along these lines but I haven't been able to find the most useful info yet so I thought I'd ask. I've suspected for about half my life that I might be ASD. My mom even said if she had friends and professionals suggest pursuing an ASD diagnosis when I was a child but she was ill informed, scared, and felt pressure to avoid stuff like that from her vehemently anti-medicine family. I would do things like throw tantrums if the colours and shapes of my megablocks weren't exactly the same as on the front of the box, refused to wear anything except baggy t shirts and elastic waisted track pants cuz I hated buttons and certain textures, did not understand how to socialize at all, avoided eye contact at all costs, had meltdowns long after it stopped being socially acceptable. Because of my social isolation and an abusive father, I sort of trained myself out of a lot these things with age, learned social scripts, forced myself to look people in the eye, etc. But I still struggle a lot. I'm involved with the mental health system and have been diagnosed with BD, BPD, OCD, PTSD, etc over the years, and I'm on various assistance programs cuz of my difficulty with mental health. I think because of my acquired social fluency a lot of professionals have looked over ASD as a possibly, and I haven't really pressed them on it at all. So I'm wondering, is it possible for obvious ASD symptoms to subside with age? And do you think pursuing an ASD diagnosis now could be helpful beyond satisfying personal curiosity? Personal experiences of getting an ASD diagnosis as an adult would be appreciated.",8.625708061002179,8.271312827160491,8.413928830791576,68.6847385620915,61.1604938271605,11.944517066085696,41.281045751633975,11.326091736570909,4.851820479302832,1412,72,241,35,17,455,183,324,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.096,-0.9616,0,3,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,2,12,12,2,5,21,0,26,12,5,5,6,65,44,27,0,6,8,2,2,2,1,3,7,1,0,6,10,18,1,4,13,0,1,2,5,7,0,2,11,8,24,5,44,23,11,28,0,0,5,0,28,12,0,9,14,167,34,4,0.09568193179765266,0.11336744315494601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873807724052183,0.0,0.08944969011944155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166536350725324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050804359433255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278847366155046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971151466857758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342129266160229,0.06319701355455899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359528922134512,0.0902004098249677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186965945635757,0.0,0.08745155223870604,0.08138700230794585,0.0,0.0,0.0739236231575724,0.0,0.04998986023817389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446609855865733,0.0,0.20341083842412072,0.0,0.0,0.12826716399081167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052584287417297836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758297807957785,0.09349071759055068,0.0,0.0,0.08467549870612091,0.16069744919945006,0.0,0.0,0.24403607038831085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928497652430004,0.10150340914700773,0.0,0.1120615221057595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633380402974162,0.2506373166646652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157340032548486,0.09163684173329352,0.0,0.1031613055817317,0.0,0.11184705799040982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129629558546493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101542808147936,0.0,0.09579430557741002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876783997895411,0.0,0.07366062569407741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641171433099536,0.0799943793361337,0.0,0.10002752988957214,0.109532920206693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989003261902378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271336478106464,0.12261823685772436,0.0,0.07596076607184105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960826540591776,0.0,0.08263846819021324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376297351660664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359393982006321,0.0,0.0,0.06161602702232857 autism,quotientunknown,2019/08/07,"Struggling in general Hi! I’m 23/f from the UK. I’m currently pursuing a diagnosis, I’m still waiting for a psych referral. It can take up to 18 weeks. I’ve known for all my life (that I can remember, of course) that I was different but it wasn’t until the last couple of years, after having got to know a few people with ASD, that I considered speaking to my GP about it. I’ve done lots of research, spoken to lots of my friends who have ASD, spoken in forums etc. and I finally feel like I may have an answer, which is great, because I can learn to better cope from day-to-day with the correct support. I could receive a different diagnosis, who knows? But I’m pretty sure I won’t. I’ve really struggled in the past few months, I’ve had some kinda traumatic events and I feel like they’ve pushed back my mental state as a whole. I’m depressed, lethargic, demotivated most of the time. I’ve been drinking too much in order to have the confidence to go out and socialise rather than hiding away in my house. That then progressed to drinking while hiding away in the house so I can get some sleep and not feel what I don’t want to feel. I had a meltdown at work a couple days ago, it’s been brewing for a while and I’ve been exhausted from holding back for a long time. I’ve been open with my boss in terms of my doctors’ appointments etc. and what’s happening so I had hoped she may understand me a little better. So I had this meltdown and was actively trying to remove myself from the situation, but she kept following me with every step away I took and was shouting in my face and pointing in my face. I kept asking her to stop. There were customers in the store also who had turned around in their seats to watch. I took myself into a quiet, cooler room to calm down and she kept coming at me telling me to get out but I was crying so much I could barely see through my tears and my face was covered in mucus... yum! I didn’t really want to walk into a busy main street like this. Everything was just too much. I really wish I could have exerted better self control over myself at the time but I just couldn’t and once it started I couldn’t stop it. So we spoke the next day (I’m not allowed to work for the next week and I get paid hourly), and she says she doesn’t understand me and never will. I get it, she’s not a psychologist. I don’t really know what the point in this post is? If I’m writing to get it off my chest with people who will maybe understand? Or if I’m asking for advice? Obviously I don’t have an official diagnosis, so I think legally she doesn’t have to make any adjustments etc. for me, but I feel like I’ve been as open as possible with her to ensure we can work cohesively and effectively. I think she’s under a lot of stress too, there’s a lot happening at work and I don’t think our jobs are safe. She can be very sharp and sometimes very intimidating. She also uses blackmail and she always has her favourite and then another “flavour of the month”. I do like her in general but sometimes she makes it really hard for me to. She probably feels the same about some of us. Idk, is there anything I could say that might help her understand more? I already explained some stuff on my mind but not the major stuff. I don’t want her thinking I’m trying to pull the sympathy card. I just know it’ll open a whole can of worms in my personal life and I can’t put myself through it. I just feel so worn out and useless recently and I feel like I can’t do anything right for anyone. Sorry to be so doom and gloom!",2.6230991735537192,4.228603334710743,4.0821680440771315,87.34688842975208,75.5702479338843,7.429531680440773,23.945730027548212,8.18523009128523,1.2752549862258955,2775,86,591,47,60,920,298,726,0.09300000000000001,0.778,0.129,0.9818,5,0,2,0,0,0,72.0,4,0,1,10,28,24,0,3,35,0,65,11,5,7,5,137,130,53,0,14,20,0,10,6,1,7,4,6,1,2,29,42,2,9,27,2,2,12,19,8,0,0,29,20,90,16,95,86,25,93,1,4,2,0,43,43,0,17,41,404,119,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686143221215562,0.051580869635824964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421279939235494,0.09306714153888772,0.04841775178149516,0.0,0.0,0.039570386549635315,0.06101604143182302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068696928998866,0.0,0.0957688661403846,0.05180037812889556,0.10879736589426156,0.0,0.16401090889536765,0.08948720705568881,0.0,0.03547135881894882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543898227893859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012450789473207,0.0,0.0,0.06526369892071014,0.18583612141288464,0.12876962419737414,0.06391767604715097,0.1501078758441984,0.0,0.05011793725712743,0.0,0.0,0.12158984432411855,0.0,0.05955871326337527,0.0,0.05954735591058985,0.0,0.11400576324425367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468771582376826,0.0,0.0,0.04902658254660907,0.0,0.05229635088128416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537608791567116,0.16628039151882193,0.0,0.06374299770497283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04495653068313907,0.0,0.15200625927471792,0.0,0.03307004199413685,0.0,0.0465389074414878,0.06415336904992086,0.0,0.0,0.10291234598610728,0.0,0.052125744800738935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390027331405324,0.0,0.0,0.05779461838395308,0.05730425714310164,0.13428414957833276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577434157847118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791619402570345,0.04743164695090089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220095547038207,0.17056868161031458,0.058320474914674875,0.0,0.0514952662368509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788018349370207,0.0,0.0,0.07768296576402121,0.0,0.058458481299726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586406348746112,0.061729132486294185,0.058754110884734076,0.0,0.09289150684606096,0.0,0.12832641312180518,0.0,0.04487879791834491,0.0,0.12376892030359793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196918415261815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055547803865933804,0.08068158915414136,0.05080822492045492,0.0,0.0,0.11001446850065227,0.06559914085954496,0.055728795628799864,0.05919893957881889,0.06273737949521396,0.0,0.0,0.05849582645459496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638621022246515,0.0,0.057454430462339764,0.0,0.06591657911628677,0.04969292626679228,0.0,0.0925481553457444,0.0,0.0,0.04636894827331384,0.0,0.060703619906003765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540666106767197,0.058230833807627565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510044302519927,0.06513760941654491,0.04118633959960154,0.0,0.04646965926643388,0.09729690227541762,0.06665508587932095,0.121663157852904,0.13322453304513393,0.0,0.06603197263736063,0.054842265301958425,0.0,0.04375074384268344,0.0,0.05085958519158675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914016094304555,0.0,0.0,0.10179109011164957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929981911801494,0.07901276549182767,0.0632927165348987,0.0,0.24230641566202454,0.06999397448582978,0.050256449455702464,0.0,0.09602372544897393,0.10296380423782556,0.0,0.093351107847797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993145786154633,0.06691426042087295,0.0,0.0,0.16944858840730456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03747168619560134 autism,voidCalamity,2019/08/07,"How do I approach my psychatrist about me suspecting I have autism? I' m(F18) gonna visit a psychologist/psychiatrist soon and I' d like to get his opinion on my suspicion that I have autism. I never shared that suspicion with any adults in my life, however different friends told me that they thought i was autistic and I have always presented some ""weird""symptoms that no one ever seemed to actually take seriously. \-I basically only ate 1/5 of all foods since I was a toddler. I' m mostly taken aback by texture (I dont eat any textured meat, I really dislike hard or fibrous vegetables even If I like or tolerate the taste) Most of my diet is pasta, rice and potatoes and tbh I' m getting sick of it. \-I have had several pretty weird habits/ticks my entire life. Now its mostly nailbiting and compulsive handwashing(i cant stand the feeling of my hands or feet being dry). \-While I' m really introverted, I seem to have absolutely no problem being the centr of attention(I dont revel in it like some people tho) and I rarely feel shame or embarrasement. Overall I' d say I' m still pretty well functioning, but it wold still help me to at least know whats up with all of that. If any of you have only been diagnosed later in life, how did it go and how did it happen? How did your family/friends react?",3.1466265060240985,5.6925439357429735,4.73857670682731,78.82921445783137,77.51405622489959,8.321349397590362,26.827469879518073,9.065960079200117,2.633565012048193,1036,42,186,27,25,347,153,249,0.09,0.8340000000000001,0.077,0.4477,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,0,13,10,0,1,5,0,20,14,2,5,4,39,35,20,0,3,7,0,4,3,1,1,5,1,0,1,12,9,7,0,7,0,0,3,6,4,1,1,11,6,34,6,21,21,8,19,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,14,12,131,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.13281246806900454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132448243654788,0.0,0.0,0.2776548668622947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813707574004638,0.0,0.14219392741789047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31901277154506497,0.0,0.0,0.13926270531797955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898917516561759,0.12310885214254952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763094503094542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457080245597278,0.0,0.21029867079615686,0.0,0.14221165998540125,0.0,0.07734789327447349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035142192093973,0.0,0.12191749095495005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122393134249816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479615633184802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883911093268394,0.19947250420034748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496752535996916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922238412154498,0.2070180288531498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435353829027283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769221315967065,0.0,0.1302278492003333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437632161068073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823096087542286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477978595861841,0.0,0.1537525250207985,0.0,0.11258205552213878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173768177299885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145841488846286,0.10232910699123628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080469777808072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004791437540494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236886357686742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lonelyanxiousfreak,2019/08/07,"They say girls mask, but I don’t and wonder if that is why I don’t have friends or fit in I am not autistic but do suspect it and will be asking my therapist about it. I never mask besides appearing happy. I hyperfocus on subjects I like, say what I want, and simply don’t hide how I think or speak. People never initiate conversations with me at school except for homework. A few may say hello but none actually get to know me and I used my mom’s social skills lessons and people never ask me back my questions I ask them, so I grew frustrated and this junior year I gave up and have been much more content. Basically I am asking if there are some girls that don’t mask and no one suspects they are autistic. People ask me if I am autistic online but everyone IRL says I am not. Although I get into arguments with everyone when they aren’t being specific enough then they say I just want to argue. My dad especially. But my mom once said to him “She thinks differently from other kids.” I don’t know what it means. I had many nice Redditors give me social skills lessons, but they all seem to tell me I think differently and therefore I cannot use “Imagine if you were in their place” method since apparently what I think is incorrect. I am expressive with my face, apathetic usually, have meltdowns at home and if severe enough at school over sensory overloads or not understanding a social/math problem, don’t mind routine changes, usually avoid eye contact with new people but that is anxiety I think, and I hate being hugged by people. I have a million reasons why I could be (post history) but I also can defend myself and say why I am not. I know I scored 6 out of 80 on the Empathy test someone suggested to me, a 180 or so on RAADS and 33 out of 50 on Autism Spectrum Quotient",5.463522727272725,5.936211488636364,6.405681818181819,77.63477272727273,67.63636363636363,9.581818181818182,31.625,9.573946990214177,2.839148863636365,1412,55,272,28,22,470,188,352,0.109,0.809,0.08199999999999999,-0.8683,4,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,7,4,9,10,3,1,5,0,35,3,2,5,4,79,63,37,0,9,23,3,0,1,1,2,0,8,2,3,11,20,0,1,19,0,0,2,17,5,0,2,5,9,55,5,30,51,8,29,0,0,1,1,42,16,0,15,11,194,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.07864426340177219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444783375081224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165116755264035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767040887760492,0.0,0.0,0.061968773809816864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525358688487711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434459713533222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839889875662745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654212915215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540144924899161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622636726039252,0.0,0.08420994963277315,0.07730931926361027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578960663407509,0.0,0.07956598961997527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083839091326975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287055136146772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937222759736847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170566144213175,0.0,0.08778619007226098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813729767104521,0.1887721847458124,0.0,0.0,0.05924295945170877,0.0,0.18646804399612327,0.07783437233611362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582577291841759,0.054609903467065436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793549666712791,0.0,0.08419944937831372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718299061150706,0.0,0.0,0.07711379378505398,0.0,0.0,0.09027929973436463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285999350241326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665959234562808,0.38453065374364986,0.0,0.1631228658966819,0.0,0.07336615463529385,0.0,0.09104381728785292,0.0,0.06666492203274049,0.0,0.0,0.24645422064157885,0.06828368771558667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043925572148456,0.0,0.0,0.09357125935652152,0.0,0.2581942493100679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389708405740727,0.0,0.13920785557054385,0.17751710847250685,0.0,0.0950681988386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815995503498345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739647132387554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051897349856557834 autism,mavericm1,2019/08/07,"I'm an Uncle to a 10 year old boy with autism and i'm looking for ideas on how to connect with him more. A little background my Brother and his wife have 5 children. My nephew with autism is 2nd oldest and he is very disconnected from the world and not able to communicate well nor have a conversation. Unfortunately my Brother and his wife are all over the place and he has never had a decent set schedule. I know it must be difficult for my nephew and also his parents and i really want to find any way i can help. What are the best methods for trying to connect with him and have a better relationship with him that he would be more accepting and comfortable with? Also i'd appreciate any pointers on anything and everything from special toys he may find enjoyment in to activities he may enjoy. I've tried printing some 3dprint sensory toys or spinners and he didn't take a liking to it. In the past he used to love spinning tops. Also what is some of the largest life improvement things/items that could help him. I saw the mention of a weighted blanket and i want to talk to my brother and his wife about getting him one. He is never able to sleep through the night and is always up. What are some of the best things to help with digestion issues ? What can be done to help calm him when he is angry or becomes aggressive and physical? Sorry i know there is a lot of questions here but i'm looking for advice and tips and things that have made drastic improvements in your lives.",5.024896907216494,6.109429109965639,5.533984536082476,81.30180154639176,68.89690721649485,8.431683848797253,30.35756013745705,8.697196308434329,2.309340756013746,1185,46,228,19,20,381,152,291,0.027000000000000003,0.8220000000000001,0.151,0.9807,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,9,14,1,0,17,0,28,5,1,3,4,53,43,27,0,5,4,9,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,11,25,2,0,7,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,4,22,12,39,30,9,22,0,0,3,1,41,11,0,9,10,160,33,0,0.2397527738651568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714181791335088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875953099595117,0.09974675702504096,0.0,0.0,0.16304010770123942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864805231538602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239405115763594,0.0,0.0,0.2516057446007948,0.10602092259061144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571154053528116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267516402459913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773716690095056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191296918250328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263046445686273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214024611004821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532584944291384,0.0,0.1251198030945167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176185443957672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467223725641994,0.05856554746506596,0.12014763236326854,0.10585304589868597,0.0,0.2013319467676574,0.0,0.0,0.10191461734991422,0.10819311949327816,0.11342993580538255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491211949448466,0.0,0.0,0.11249586848706752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579010270695032,0.0,0.08123134221079366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310854127469213,0.0,0.11443557562306195,0.0,0.0,0.1252453099561895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342889883644591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679588307932925,0.0,0.0,0.1287023770801564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996296022556885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419180074667006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901321241728707,0.09635209897957503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592810896557701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277639566903704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035347092409834,0.0,0.09891057369023376,0.14141239780584627,0.09515229616056023,0.0,0.14597714439721285,0.10778326842770036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515674585533717,0.0,0.0,0.07719646288284987 autism,2017oversoon,2019/08/07,My mom filmed me having a meltdown That’s not ok right?,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,102.33333333333334,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5159666666666665,44,1,10,0,2,14,12,12,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.2235,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8080064303509399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.58917366583337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SandyEggoIn,2019/08/07,Do you have “topographical disorientation”? Aka very very bad sense of direction? Like getting lost inside of buildings bad?,6.774035087719297,10.783570263157896,6.132631578947367,62.37508771929825,83.21052631578948,8.849122807017544,32.64912280701754,8.841846274778883,4.414985964912281,101,5,13,3,3,31,16,19,0.386,0.527,0.08800000000000001,-0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216901500611247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194505205429923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818811969477637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063965200621072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143534658939411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Revolutionary9999,2019/08/07,"My roommate is really annoying So every night my roommate sits on the couch and watches stuff on his phone while I play my PS4. Now that's not the problem, the problem is he weighs over 300 pounds and struggles to breath when sitting. So I'm sitting on my chair and he is sitting on the couch right behind, breathing heavily out of his mouth for like an hour before he goes to his room. On top of that nearly every night, around the same time he belches so loud I can hear from my room. Now I am not looking for advice, because honestly there isn't much he can do about his breathing or his belching, I just wanted to rant.",6.037131428571428,5.685401856000003,6.006285714285713,83.80600000000003,66.44,8.422857142857143,32.25714285714286,7.447530270364453,2.007754285714286,492,18,99,4,7,155,77,125,0.06,0.831,0.10800000000000001,0.6512,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,1,6,0,8,5,4,0,0,13,12,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,14,3,19,12,2,25,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,1,9,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141448159712979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508447132087206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358804572832805,0.0,0.18647525999197906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692762594502799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469910251100252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215812530969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070626067408459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840256257658322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161095931243832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113032815064204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193821016546054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038915002617486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714763481111565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290967140230374,0.2508672574880501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778453051825106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292567097029042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YdrahLeinadReklaw,2019/08/07,"I think I have autism but I don't know how to come out to my parents So I used to make fun of autistic people all the time and felt like they were stupid and stuff like that. I felt like I was more superior to them and they were just dumb and weird. I sort of stopped doing that later on but when I got older I was told by my sister that one of my friends told her that I had a disability. I was like thinking ""No way! There is no way that I have a disability!"" Sure I am known as weird sometimes but why would he say that. I have friends and I am somewhat popular. Many people really like me for who I am so how could I have a disability. Anyway when disability came to mind I would think of Autism mainly. So I looked at Autism symptoms and I was suprised of how most of the symptoms matched to me. I kinda thought I was because of this - I have interest (or used to) by learning every single thing about a topic like sports, history, gaming, and other stuff like that. I developed a weird thing a few months prior to looking up the symptoms where I would flap my arm up and down when I got happy or excited and found out that that could be a symptom of Autism. I couldn't explain feelings I had sometimes. I would not understand how other people felt sometimes. Sometimes sounds would get to loud and I couldn't handle it. I used to laugh randomly all the time at just random stuff. There are more stuff but those are the main points I guess. It's been several months since I found that out but I haven't came out to my parents yet about it or anyone else. It just makes me feel better when I talk about this. Also I have a twin brother who my parents think does have autism as I heard one of them talking about it but they know I heard as one of them talked with me about it. Also a few years back I had a autistic friend who was awesome honestly. Heck I would forget most of the time he was autistic. Sometimes people would remind me that he had autism and it would make me mad because I felt that people just thought of him as autistic. Sure he was different but I could care less about that. We don't talk anymore but still. Anyway I'm just asking for help for someone to help me to figure out how to handle that I might be autistic and how to handle it. I don't really want anyone to know because they'll see me as different and I don't want them to think that way. So I'm asking for some help, thank you!",2.5756554878048803,4.170405195564516,3.47361329661684,91.70557238394966,75.67338709677419,6.290637293469709,22.984657749803304,6.914303735213361,0.5457767112509829,1891,54,412,18,41,603,183,496,0.063,0.741,0.19699999999999998,0.9976,5,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,8,1,35,29,3,0,16,0,51,5,1,12,4,107,99,45,0,15,17,5,6,7,3,10,4,5,0,0,37,23,0,1,23,2,0,3,10,6,0,3,31,14,71,23,58,51,14,36,0,0,3,0,43,13,2,13,24,305,108,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586560962818204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059442895989538426,0.08382079970250475,0.0614140867289518,0.0,0.0,0.11206883154389848,0.0,0.0,0.04608901442799964,0.0,0.1096138781515378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301074126828845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710737534120726,0.06111130566568986,0.0,0.0,0.05163171907061605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356806904888386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524597143511546,0.0,0.0,0.05245259404387002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007093398665609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050077982521047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061342324160648,0.0,0.2302014769612292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314389650035499,0.1389250324908616,0.0,0.031315397618785594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587660391274733,0.0,0.06602902632305745,0.0,0.0,0.06380565847672022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052655946632153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988219127515612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498049871967844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066650504780858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002826262126046,0.060768241447099774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358528713536046,0.0605208085796137,0.0,0.09568469371498983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184765684712608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966386642451792,0.0,0.0,0.20776907945540626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056661265814898824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679628867422357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047665508929788485,0.0,0.0,0.04776323222714933,0.0,0.0,0.06771345551290031,0.0,0.049581754882516496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078570503878743,0.0,0.2964035952064236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786697153397738,0.05011127825210542,0.0,0.0,0.27446101527605354,0.0,0.0,0.11298267271625445,0.2491962478581629,0.0,0.1927052157199423,0.0,0.05518332704086069,0.0,0.0,0.0796409654467655,0.1920308850744617,0.0,0.0951689635311593,0.10485188162992036,0.0,0.0,0.11454762988007175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062398102784089436,0.0,0.155302884084144,0.0,0.0,0.07070657233535366,0.1427291980563567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054085182461290224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406287824313972,0.0,0.0,0.03859843529669653 autism,deepfriedmilhouse,2019/08/07,"Methods for managing demand avoidance? Hi! I am a recently diagnosed 21f, and am looking to return to TAFE (like a community college in Australia) to complete my certificate, and will have access to a learning support assistant. I have been diagnosed with pathological demand avoidance along with my autism, and I was wondering if anyone had any specific methods or practices to help manage demand avoidance when it comes to formal education, as it would help me greatly to be able to outline some practices that I think would help when I speak with the support assistant.",13.168469387755106,10.890844928571427,11.905816326530616,53.34096938775511,53.795918367346935,14.69795918367347,53.07142857142857,13.023866798666859,7.227726530612244,465,28,62,12,4,149,64,98,0.12,0.75,0.131,0.4926,0,3,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,4,0,11,3,0,0,0,19,17,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,8,4,15,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,5,49,11,6,0.20477666576168527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392551548090263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318460599520444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639696538854013,0.21470443801202246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156880104663195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576699692739444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117724476596024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004353522223712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719608249186629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021922529986328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647562671861638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121261890072636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207155883081828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909349360550683,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kwashipoc,2019/08/07,"Self harm I’m in college, and I’ve never been formally diagnosed with it, but my therapist thinks I have it, and in primary school my teacher told my mother I should be tested for it, but I never was. When I was younger, I used to do a lot of hand-flapping, but then I realized that it wasn’t socially acceptable as I got older, so I transitioned into lightly poking my face. Over time, the poking transitioned into slapping and then punching. I regularly leave bruises and cuts on my face, and I’ve had the police called on me a few times for doing it in public. Does anyone have any experience with this and have any strategies to mitigate it? My therapist keeps recommending meditation, but that hasn’t been working for me",9.704916067146288,7.329774035971223,9.998956834532377,64.63738009592328,60.43884892086332,13.583213429256597,41.15227817745804,12.161744961471696,5.019761630695443,577,25,102,15,6,195,84,139,0.05,0.927,0.023,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,14,3,2,1,2,23,20,15,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,1,17,1,17,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,79,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759549839778145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187089055146127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718138467160754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059370412989685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755727111049607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847302505890327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622759413943496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803449268698449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483952129126085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724964917800216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31297465201574043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053434509301996,0.0,0.0,0.21166670228940432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682880103765205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711600718521631,0.0,0.13000874616129482,0.0,0.0,0.2366227296904635,0.0,0.0,0.1938775855076856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523859271546632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477120473676292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jabberjaws12,2019/08/07,"Looking for advice with my daughter Hello, Sorry if this isn't the proper format but I'm looking for advice for my ASD Daughter. She is 9 years old and going into grade 4 this September. Lately she has been making amazing strides in the classroom, she is catching up on reading and has stopped being sent home. She struggles to make friends but has always had a close knit group 1-2 friends. However she has started noticing other kids her age walking to school and home by themselves or being out at the community center or riding bikes without a parent present and has expressed interest in this. Last year we would let her walk herself to school but her Aunt was always there to keep an eye out as her kids also go to the same school. We are thinking it's time to let her have her own key and go out by herself but our anxiety's are preventing us from following through. Basically I'd like some feedback about when you or your children were let out by themselves and how it was determined to be time.",7.814072164948453,7.072429273195876,7.425484536082475,76.37905154639176,62.969072164948464,9.615670103092784,37.95670103092783,8.548686976883017,3.2290923711340214,805,36,145,9,10,254,126,194,0.038,0.846,0.11599999999999999,0.9636,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,0,23,1,1,3,0,34,36,18,0,2,9,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,6,15,0,3,1,2,0,9,2,1,0,0,6,3,21,5,29,23,3,33,0,0,3,0,32,12,0,5,13,107,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570267097894749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051712041388662,0.2188593384241352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100607377327038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321382553158096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422625729788656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638372903539154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168951366720118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720095925652612,0.1483528233115528,0.0,0.0,0.4034440304583529,0.0,0.06425079548918979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208762369194157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557240751971787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972885716855427,0.13800117156608807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460300472458836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154897147389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992956915030664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721846408493555,0.0930858487353974,0.0,0.0,0.10995107620245878,0.0,0.13748634157180314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426846496241848,0.0,0.0,0.15337302139268666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819440583256514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677420726391742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342333332988703,0.0,0.0,0.16938061245422115 autism,Research4Kids,2019/08/07,"Seeking Bay Area Parents to Test Our Game for Children With Autism, Earn $100 We are seeking participants in **the Bay area** to help us improve our game for children with autism! **Who can participate?** Children between the ages of 3 through 8 who have been formally diagnosed with ASD and their families. **What does participation involve?** Playing the mobile phone game with your child and providing feedback on your experience playing the game \*Play sessions will last about an hour, including a break and snacks. In return for your time, we will give you a $100 Amazon gift card. **When?** A one-hour play session during the week of August 12th - August 16th **Where?** Cognoa Office, 2185 Park Blvd, Palo Alto, CA 94306 **Space is limited. Sign up for your spot soon!:** [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/CognoaGame](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/CognoaGame) **Questions? Email:**[ Kelley@cognoa.com](mailto:Kelley@cognoa.com)",5.430523674083986,6.560605748201446,3.66781997657688,74.52373766103398,128.20863309352518,4.746260665885897,23.376443031621214,6.146975581142439,1.5726060230885062,745,28,101,12,43,212,101,139,0.013000000000000001,0.862,0.124,0.9306,1,0,0,0,0,0,80.0,5,5,1,2,4,4,0,0,9,0,7,2,0,0,0,12,8,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,9,1,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,4,19,5,0,19,0,0,0,0,28,8,0,1,10,55,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266055670260285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264638327437769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531406439735148,0.2439587506991745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482494241258325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345762144343868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097006974773209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094369544831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535889872526095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734927398201243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898975748721763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089917170063266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31128557801165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758110807318356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sander738,2019/02/25,"Brighest light So light sensitivity is a common thing, but do you have it from the sun as well? I personally feel under attack every sunny day when I'm outside... the danm things is so bright!! I don't really mind lightbulbs and most lights, but the sun man....",2.598399999999998,4.995066040000001,4.122,83.32100000000001,78.6,6.4,20.0,7.554174236665415,0.7044000000000006,202,5,39,3,5,67,40,50,0.073,0.7170000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.8358,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,3,7,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170268489609387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640763858861816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30885144547495164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534905251116254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37013169451683103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200752100920058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348344406387269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870662865482134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295908912888802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Quillbirt,2019/02/25,How’s it like being a lower class in society BAWK BAWK MOO OINK do you understand me now?! How have you guys been to more counselor meetings than I have doctors appointments! You SPEDs shouldn’t belong in society. On a scale of 1 to extremely fucking retarded you guys completely destroy the scale.,4.708363636363637,7.273881290909093,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,72.45454545454545,9.49090909090909,32.81818181818181,9.888512548439397,3.8785636363636353,241,12,40,7,5,77,43,55,0.18600000000000005,0.7709999999999999,0.043,-0.8537,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,3,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651293412586232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564445725082733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219478471071967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6896366501525322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013542175049906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625364032158058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OldmanRenfrow,2019/02/25,"Thanks for all these amazing posts My son was diagnosed with ASD on Friday. There's supposedly more information coming in the mail on next steps for treatment, but right now it's just my wife and me raising our wonderful son like we always have, with no answers about what's next. When I'm alone my facade breaks and I'm overwhelmed. The internet searches I've conducted have been unsatisfying. The posts of accomoplishments and love on this sub are what I've needed. 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How does this help benefit your life? I’ve been thinking about trying to get diagnosed but I can’t think of a reason to do it really. I mean, if I wanted to not be completely crap at social situation, I could buy a book I guess. Anyways, advice?",2.0448924731182783,4.191460693548386,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,79.16129032258064,7.359139784946238,23.23655913978495,8.344100000000001,1.5551526881720432,241,8,48,5,6,82,53,62,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.772,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,5,3,1,2,0,12,12,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397170296899004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177109950055905,0.0,0.0,0.19933878399813287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253406749661307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848527427138315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608814058628008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750363483262569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673465274183958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763471857071867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719605555075345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601601460888455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994307335857064,0.2566992580919353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806361687594665,0.0,0.2545040653041522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199530651161264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950750450152846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726006531305708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kellyabuch,2019/02/25,"Seeking *parents* of an autistic child willing to take short research survey Hello! I am a graduate student at Wake Forest University completing a research project on co-occurring symptoms in children with autism, and how those symptoms impact home and family life. I am looking for parents (of an autistic child age 5-12) who would be willing to take a survey to help with this project. It takes about 10-15 minutes, it is anonymous and your answers will be kept 100% confidential. If you would be willing to help with this project, the survey is here: https://tinyurl.com/ya4ywcbr Thank you so much for your consideration!!",8.398277703604808,9.959326317757007,7.134045393858483,71.1405607476636,61.52336448598129,9.104939919893187,41.4539385847797,9.23628265651192,4.229463017356476,504,28,75,8,7,152,72,107,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.8306,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,13,4,1,1,0,13,19,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,15,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,1,1,54,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517637454121186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346954375072897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751183696798813,0.0,0.20585919380933604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449577442025345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233880776624666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508652972161771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557601051413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266184093239541,0.4629149939920161,0.0,0.0,0.18894524621233666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915744329616673,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JiggyJack,2019/02/25,"Cannabis & Autism Study - Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia I hope this doesn't violate any rules on this sub. If so, I apologize and please delete. I received this email from Dr. Sulak about this study. I can't vouch for it but if you are already treating your child with cannabis and can help extend our knowledge of how cannabis is helping people with autism that would be great! &#x200B; **Cannabis & Autism Study** My colleagues at the Children’s Hospital of Philadelphia are conducting a study on cannabis and autism, and we need your help.  If you have a child with an autistic spectrum disorder who’s using cannabis products, please contact Mary Ann Diliberto, RN and complete the survey.  Clinically, I’ve observed several patients with autism respond beautifully to cannabis, and recent data suggests that children with autism may have impaired function in their endocannabinoid system, indicating that cannabinoid therapies may be very appropriate.I know firsthand that parents have limited time, but I also know that we have to work together to move the science forward.  With your help we can better understand how to use cannabis to help the increasing number of children with autistic spectrum disorders.Thanks for your help gathering important scientific data! **WHAT ARE THE GOALS OF THIS OBSERVATIONAL RESEARCH STUDY?** The purpose of this research study is to understand the use of cannabis in children diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). Information provided will help us to inform future research and develop treatment guidelines for this population. **WHO CAN BE A PART OF THIS RESEARCH STUDY?** Children under the age of 18 with a diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder who are currently being treated with cannabis obtained legally.  **WHAT WILL PARTICIPANTS BE ASKED TO DO?** Participants are asked to join a confidential registry and provide information on the type of cannabis their child is being treated with. Parents will be asked to complete questionnaires and provide medical background information. **WHAT WILL PARTICIPANTS RECEIVE IN THIS RESEARCH STUDY?** We will provide educational workshops for parents and caregivers to share what we have learned from this observational research study. **I WANT TO HELP.  WHO DO I CALL?** Mary Ann Diliberto, RN 877.754.2440 [carmedcanchop@email.chop.edu](mailto:carmedcanchop@email.chop.edu) Sincerely,📷Dr. Dustin SulakCo-founder of Healer.com",6.931984607745779,11.003659971052636,5.465173783515394,68.65027308838137,78.23684210526315,8.131082423038729,39.01191658391261,8.677809691926855,4.796818768619664,1999,121,256,50,53,588,179,380,0.031,0.7979999999999999,0.17,0.995,4,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,7,6,2,5,5,8,1,0,15,0,35,4,0,5,0,53,48,19,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,24,26,0,1,10,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,23,7,50,33,2,19,0,0,0,0,56,9,0,6,6,167,47,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258659823861603,0.07434219928591829,0.0,0.3021749840842364,0.11295979755264185,0.06321779124299443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26072259199175657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221791123941945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949252616264194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493914404536905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435513501785324,0.0,0.0,0.319629759587754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192874971668868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024916521107387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984872489919352,0.0,0.0,0.0923328892777507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217968480509852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365009180864214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880458713932684,0.0,0.06893062859556315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30967207125682084,0.10066949306377583,0.0,0.0644485978662566,0.0,0.0,0.204090151657756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917894038360565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502133608919001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558752011369161,0.10631089443469778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420727001662645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935547986490579,0.11182262426884086,0.24086965081724576,0.0,0.07670392380667544,0.05483178077901449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767791789774535,0.0,0.0,0.06603800081241618,0.0,0.11295979755264185,0.0 autism,rangerskunk,2019/02/25,"in a relationship with an autistic person, need some advice i know that autism is a little different for everyone, but i figured to ask the autistic community for advice. my SO is autistic and lately has been having a lot of trouble. he's been waking up over stimulated and having more meltdowns (non-verbal, violent, and overall not present). does anyone have any advice as to how i can be better for him? what would you guys like personally for a loved one to do if you were experiencing something like this? thanks for the help, sending love to all. 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I was recently hired as an educational aid for a child in middle school with autism. His teachers don't seem to have a lot of activities for him, so I'm struggling with keeping him busy. I have an android tablet and all the rooms have android smart boards. I'm hoping you guys might have apps that have worked well I can fall back on when there is nothing else. We are currently working on sight words and learning money. Any ideas? Other easy to put together activities would be good too. 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We are mostly shitposters, geeks and nerds, majority of the members are women and/or under the LGBT+ umbrella. There's not many rules to the group, just be respectful, don't police or harass others and issues are dealt with by mods. Feel free to PM if the invite link expires. https://discord.gg/4DzHSy",8.108684210526313,9.64039144736842,7.261684210526319,70.07278947368421,62.157894736842096,8.71157894736842,34.93684210526314,8.841846274778883,3.261966315789474,354,15,52,5,5,109,59,76,0.08,0.7390000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8238,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,9,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,3,10,8,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,2,32,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651465254018276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892337208497853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409015489709831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548549236914886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311366820436942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308942452559064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cipherclone,2019/02/25,"Dave and Busters Yesterday I went to Dave and Busters. I feel that I had wasted my parents money and my time playing for tickets and not for fun. Arcades in general stress me out, I feel like I'm on limited time. One highlight was going on the Jurassic Park VR ride.",1.648930817610065,4.147215433962266,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,83.33962264150944,5.79748427672956,29.58805031446541,7.1686216300943375,1.8594805031446544,210,11,41,3,6,68,39,53,0.182,0.703,0.115,-0.5996,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,2,7,3,7,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37381383719258654,0.26407912440878845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100814811465004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059306403992367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504854410295281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104542748963479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234345747113835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310935555502385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34267066846814603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Clavius78,2019/02/25,"Got lots of help, feel more hopeless now So, by the end of 2016 I was sitting at my job thinking again ""what's wrong with me?!"". Suddenly, after working the same job and owning it for 15 years straight, I started procrastinating like crazy. Literally ""frozen"", I just could not start tasks, or finish them anymore. I felt horrible. I started searching. Got diagnosed at the age of 40 with ASD and maybe ADHD-I in September last year. Going through two types of therapy now (mindfulness and psychomotoric therapy) and getting some help from medicine. (Wellbutrin XR 150mg) Currently I'm starting to doubt that diagnose. You have it, or you don't. You can't suddenly start having the symptoms. I feel like something else is wrong. Right now, I'm no closer to a solution then back in 2016. I felt miserable back then, but I was still much happier being completely oblivious to my condition. This is by far a much worse experience. My self-confidence took so many blows, it crawled away somewhere and died. Moreover, all the things that I try tend to feel like a great solution in the beginning. Only to lose their function shortly after that. Like it's all wishful-thinking or placebo-effect. Even the medicine worked great the first few days. Now, after two weeks I can't even notice if I took them or not. Last Friday, my wife told me that I took a double dose by accident, but I felt nothing. No effect or adverse effects. The people at the ASD clinic where I got diagnosed and follow my therapies sound like every other NT person out there and tell me to ""just start doing things again."" I know that, but I can't, help with that issue is what I asked from them in the first place! They just don't understand. The panic and terror inside of me is crippling right now. Maybe nobody cares, or nobody believes me because I'm so good at looking and acting calm? I know I need help, but I don't know what kind or where or how to get it. I'm desperate to try anything. Any technique, any substance, legal or not. 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Feeling the stress of financial burdens. I wrote something instead of my normal meltdown. What is autism? Everyday I wake up. I'm like you. I have my routine. I sit down, I check my messages, I pretend to matter. I relax, I try and calm the swarming anxiety building inside of me. I breathe. I continue the routine. I think of positive things. A goal, a dream, a song. Whatever it takes, like a drug, one more pill to calm the mind. I breathe. A task, I fail. I try again. A step, I fail. I try again. A breath, I fail. I try again. I cannot breathe. I cannot breathe. This is different, the door is broken, you don't belong here, what is this noise? Please stop, it hurts. No. I don't want to talk. I didn't know. I'm sorry. I understand. It's not fair. It's fair. I can get better. I can't get better. I am diseased*. You look at me, you see normal. I look at me, I see fragile. Damaged. Broken. Disabled. I'm strong, I do this every day. But even lions die. Strength means nothing in the face of an onslaught, eventually you lose. Do I have the grit? I think I do. But how long can I drown before I die too? You understand, like quantum physics to the average man. We are not you. Please stop and listen. We are not lazy good for nothins. We love, we care, we share. The pain we feel is real, the pressures we bare are forever there. We cannot simply grin and bare these horrors til we clear the hell forever here. You need to learn, you need to see, we are more than what you give us credit for. I am smart, I matter, I struggle to be human, but don't we all? These tears, they're real. We can laugh, and we most definitely do feel. Not all alike, but alike nonetheless, we are awesome. We do not have a look, it is invisible, just like us, but we grow in numbers and more suffer with every day. Anxiously awaiting our suicidal ideation, most of us unable to hold a job after graduation, left to struggle in a world without fruition, we are autism. *Word is used to express horror",-0.5051108870967731,1.6921673424317658,1.5645405552109182,95.06104160204715,98.90074441687344,4.503861662531016,20.19265663771712,6.322622252153567,0.2789789392059552,1521,56,328,20,64,502,193,403,0.192,0.662,0.146,-0.9595,2,0,2,0,0,0,99.0,21,10,0,9,11,33,1,4,22,0,35,11,7,2,3,67,65,12,5,5,12,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,1,2,14,23,0,3,10,4,2,2,15,14,0,1,2,12,75,19,30,62,7,25,1,7,6,1,41,9,1,2,17,211,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151892098736767,0.1056160950956626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795523554080906,0.0,0.0,0.16536705883563946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531838866764036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205854966082338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910808399133133,0.09767623236211663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841769848755653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174868211074959,0.0,0.15753723167793168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181272447260213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768841326474736,0.08968328282315766,0.0,0.07841423838063973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008203665760096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277352609375847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513791754565715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157620253673998,0.0,0.0,0.1826962470567036,0.0,0.0,0.08273492935958933,0.2355219451483719,0.1045904118038094,0.0,0.0,0.08437758095136905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183705906622667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439736055108157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864199591919224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319897616135156,0.08970533215377301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633506472988371,0.0,0.09947901526202793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052459592331588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282217209934745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234961739333077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197249211999159,0.0,0.10465341588764897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563221811426024,0.10709147121054327,0.1954702539904789,0.0,0.1022619234938304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029218345245823,0.0751430134333867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062110017251545274,0.11980810647280996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861675446119457,0.0,0.0,0.2538919030500744,0.0,0.0,0.19465094219502035,0.3373677014143441,0.08074458293810713,0.0,0.0,0.05514230525597938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901201756116906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,c-monkeyyyy,2019/02/25,"""Germaphobia"" & ASD Hi, I always had a lot of germaphobic tendencies, especially when I was younger. As a kid I hated touching doorknobs, public transport, old food, and \*worst of all\* carts and other supermarket items. I wonder if it could have something to do with ASD? My parents thought I was weird because I said I could ""feel"" the germs crawling around lol, but I wonder if it actually was sensitivity to touch? Has anyone ever had similar experiences or other comments?",8.333214285714284,9.10737255952381,8.802476190476193,61.87585714285717,61.5,11.005714285714284,40.609523809523814,10.793553405168565,4.915269523809523,381,20,56,9,5,127,64,84,0.057999999999999996,0.917,0.025,-0.3798,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,10,1,0,0,2,17,16,8,0,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,4,9,0,7,7,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.21105838989919148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799625490174345,0.23433963235130464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122822592557658,0.0,0.0,0.19253533559783848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318424733758458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34536446735387244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563792837615385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156365028140228,0.0,0.0,0.1093578264182362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26152701697199826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353203569517248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387379066191234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269498096928066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24015369620259736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573210849644816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650315398883386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717024123973258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690935542559197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,brensteven2005,2019/02/25,"Adult Meltdowns Hi I am an adult autistic person and am having trouble with meltdowns. I see a lot of information on kids having meltdowns but not adults. What tips or advice should I give to people when trying to help me during a meltdown? A lot of times I am not really aware of what is going on and kind of ""black out"" any help would be appreciated. Thanks!",3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,74.14285714285714,6.3809523809523805,23.095238095238088,7.1686216300943375,0.9113809523809522,284,8,53,3,6,93,49,70,0.024,0.768,0.20800000000000002,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,10,10,2,6,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,3,2,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723373454830209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895220294919156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673494592933723,0.15838868458487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736065166436146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902177607192752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738727270823779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321189218034968,0.2433455606941773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785390334075165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220836829870464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565847397100338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625091864927467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921548381889616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797679880099933,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jbookout7,2019/02/25,"Best books on learning to socialize, people skills, etc? I saw a post a few days ago with something similar but can’t find it. I’d really love any suggestions similar to these topics.",2.5924285714285698,5.345171028571432,4.342500000000001,79.51375000000003,81.57142857142857,9.214285714285714,25.892857142857146,9.516144504307137,3.146571428571429,146,6,26,5,4,49,31,35,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.8702,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,2,3,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29386366716960355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225438209648142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478993567885115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137965643951584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697213490762243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299419021672386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992007733398559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298273354957181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174950008801374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237383406881072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379327594485385,0.0,0.2552126413046779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Avarice87,2019/02/25,"Autism and Video Games I'm a 31 year old dude with diagnosed autism. I play a lot of video games. Was just wondering, are there any games in particular that you guys think appeal to you due to your autism? For me, it's Splatoon and ARMS. they're colorful, the lore is amazing, the gameplay is energetic and frantic, and combined with my ADHD I'm just never bored which is a rarity for me. I really fucking love Nintendo for the zany worlds and games they produce. I'm sure a lot of you have been extremely stimulated by games too. 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Sanderson actually does his research to make his autistic/Asperger's deuteragonists believable. If you like fantasy novels, read his Cosmere series. They're good books with good storylines and actually good representation as opposed to harmful stereotypes like from the Big Bang Theory and other such media. Does anyone else know of any authors (autistic or neurotypical) who write well-written autistic characters? Books tend to be significantly better when the characters are relatable to the reader, I've found, so I'm looking to read some more books with autistic characters whose character is also deeper than just ""autism and comic relief"".",14.154772727272727,13.545360083333335,12.209696969696967,46.70954545454546,50.43939393939394,15.163636363636366,50.03030303030303,13.816669648895859,7.535521212121212,689,37,80,21,6,215,95,132,0.018000000000000002,0.8340000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9538,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,12,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,8,14,9,3,4,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,3,3,47,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.3431892180030145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061929446738974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957732334750094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295151266000595,0.18016900074342246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962700581477142,0.19811162013900505,0.1845333758816529,0.1555163121634952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077577786670686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689187160724987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279963478049625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44245909408790174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663714097919383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718132183545012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766142906954793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737465723395647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190541103728368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622576653761795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895854088881327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517754447718417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276204235120982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810140120671226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,goblin722,2019/02/25,"Advice for caring for my autistic nephew? My twin niece and nephew are autistic. My nephew is severe; and although mostly a super happy kid, his meltdowns are scary. He's incredibly violent, either to others or himself. I know during meltdowns he can't control himself (my brother has aspergers and has had milder versions of these meltdowns. He explained them to me). I have bruises, scratches, and bite marks from trying to restrain him. (I'm in the process of attending a proper restraining course, but I can't let him hit himself or bang his head. Left unattended he's beaten himself up into a pulp). He's only 4.5 years old and is so strong, what are we going to do when he's older? I've been reading about Ross Greene and his methods. Are there any other things I can look into? He's semi-verbal and uses AAC. I live with my sister and the twins to help support them all, as she's a single mother. We're in the process of moving to a bigger city that has a lot more supports, right now we kind of live in the middle of nowhere. But I need some DIY solutions now. He seems to be triggered over not getting something he wants (not sure if he is tantrumming or meltdowning. Or having a tantrum that turns into a meltdown) as well as changes in the routine. We have a hectic life, so thankfully he is okay with our picture daily schedule. We do one day at a time, we go over it every morning. I worry about him as a teenager, the men in my family are big. I won't be able to restrain him then. My (and my sisters) biggest fear is having to institutionalize him. Do kids outgrow self injurious behaviours? Or escaping the house?(I swear he's related to Houdini) Anyone have any general advice for us? Anything is appreciated. 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Ok my son is 3 and a bit years old. I have been concerned with his progress since he was 1 but only this week have I finally managed to get him to an assesment. They have told me he is highly likely to have austism. He is non verbal and doesn't interact very much. He doesn't respond to his name or anything. I have just found this term ""stimming"" and it worries me greatly. My son spends alot of time running around on tip toes or flapping his hands while giggling. Since he was giggling I thought he was happy but from what I have read on stimming it means he is craving attention/stimulation when he does this. So I am hoping for some advice as to what his stimming could be telling me.",2.6296127320954885,4.619889648275862,3.4082758620689653,90.49315649867377,76.65517241379311,5.840848806366048,27.705570291777192,6.67199483983844,1.165371352785146,569,24,117,5,13,180,93,145,0.033,0.8370000000000001,0.13,0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,4,1,19,3,3,0,0,18,25,11,0,2,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,1,17,7,13,16,5,15,0,0,0,1,21,4,1,5,10,74,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500092254250688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579390016695233,0.1685345825645196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066879704402784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115629595307387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567485823262093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739036851984025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757917020264574,0.0,0.0,0.09891167740247893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087255279494715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153423515581215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002655233519007,0.0,0.18803708072512704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249199392021157,0.0,0.0,0.16754188893527108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622454592802328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917168978747402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865907377940928,0.0,0.0,0.1439860872766821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813158445436904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937083311008535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321425987874396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192779297771847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547367546892944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502986156221662,0.11039378154130104,0.0,0.0,0.1809029914268033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562084975959412,0.0,0.0,0.15186076396889955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226324413790907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191561565921315 autism,alimcs,2019/10/17,"Diagnosis in the US and best state for autistics Greetings! 1) I was diagnosed with autism where I live, but I'm dating a boy from the US and we have plans to live together one day. That means I'll have to go to the US. I want to know if I'll need to go through the diagnostic process again or a doctor will just give me the diagnostic paper if I already have one, but it's not in English. So do I need one from the US to get accommodations and therapies? My diagnosis is not in English, so I think I'll need a new one, but how's the process of getting it when you were already diagnosed? Does insurance cover it? 2) What are the autism laws (insurance, CBD etc), communities (organizations, groups etc) and rights (preferential seats, university accommodations etc) in your state? I want to move where I'll get proper accommodations and therapy coverage. Also legalized CBD. Can you help me?",4.01293233082707,5.915181274853804,5.665969089390143,76.19539473684213,72.50877192982456,9.5640768588137,29.758145363408524,9.957137785484203,3.066877694235589,702,30,138,20,14,239,95,171,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,5,3,0,2,9,1,0,0,11,0,10,3,0,1,0,26,25,16,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,18,1,17,22,4,17,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,5,91,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807291696553635,0.08988643032881488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179571160369732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248885536168573,0.0,0.0,0.2281677526738083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504640717874196,0.09836220639239346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760679336424455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617345681298113,0.1078245510411594,0.12775929190582894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533951074676412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177223170335685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850294018921072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243681127083557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946366563503955,0.0,0.2500300584711159,0.0,0.1085568510064768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30466124290446417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598918975820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570789376043792,0.0,0.0,0.07202153447591271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408145910168307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325931460230907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pentium586,2019/10/17,"should people get fired from their job if they accuse other co-workers for being autistic who don't disclose that autism to them beforehand? I'm too scared to apply for a job, and I've been reading comments about other autistic peoples' issues with workplaces. and I worry about the safety and security of other autistic people after what I read.",10.152857142857146,9.109610952380958,9.269841269841269,66.00571428571429,58.523809523809526,9.669841269841275,38.460317460317455,7.793537801064563,3.4388984126984123,282,11,40,2,3,89,49,63,0.16899999999999998,0.753,0.078,-0.7184,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,32,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983447707818735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593763968985275,0.4932090447385506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168497001857033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971478340350626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487985265902685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091581370128595,0.25237058373226706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,qwesrst,2019/10/17,what are some labels that i can use that do not have the same stigma as autism I am currently using neuroatypical but I want to know if there are 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autism,nottomat,2019/10/17,I feel like an asshole today at school So I wanted to ask my teacher something I asked her but apparently I was really blunt which I didn’t see she then yelled at me basically saying I should of said excuse me I feel like an asshole probably because I 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autism,anonymous_trolls,2019/10/17,"Stemming = Gun Gestures (school policy) I need some help with my local school district, they have a zero tolerance policy on bullying, but apparently when my son whose 13 years old gets caught stemming and moving his hands they pounce on him for making ""gun gestures"" and they videotaped him without my permission or knowledge and then the teacher had the kids take a survey on his stemming behavior and if it made them ""uncomfortable"". One kid said they were uncomfortable (which means everyone is uncomfortable) Now they want him to start having lunch with a police officer and are showing him articles of kids being arrested for making gun gestures. My son is now depressed and anxious thinking that everyone hates him and that the police are coming to take him away... The school claims that they have to do this because of all the school shootings and making sure that all students are comfortable. I'm at my wit's end!",10.244756097560973,9.502065548780493,8.953780487804877,67.38115853658537,58.14634146341464,12.102439024390245,40.012195121951216,11.20814326018867,4.618331707317072,746,32,118,16,8,230,100,164,0.157,0.7759999999999999,0.067,-0.9565,1,0,0,4,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,0,3,4,1,0,8,0,12,2,1,4,3,28,29,13,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,11,1,0,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,5,2,21,2,15,23,3,17,0,1,0,0,23,6,0,3,8,84,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732381474300871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440742931670605,0.0,0.0,0.09347873840712992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209462274038228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207730694154451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581967995715094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930587287655166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011733308280862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513981404868566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278507533405427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451003761075518,0.3070803830384597,0.0,0.0,0.16703953536988878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298329721376914,0.0,0.1137046513000504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091158902445524,0.0,0.10391170745904713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586784865043398,0.0,0.0,0.6207802777443087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853959908977803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445274706836876,0.0,0.2305953013901909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982583875765191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044786970127752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782076779966613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875026128633893 autism,-Ellie-Kiera-,2019/10/17,"Just got my diagnosis So I [18F] just got my diagnosis today and I don’t really know how to feel. Does anyone have any advice? What do I do now? (I’m in the UK, if that helps)",-2.35923076923077,-0.602424487179487,2.0732051282051285,91.77596153846157,101.56410256410255,5.676923076923077,11.628205128205128,7.1686216300943375,-0.4015333333333331,131,2,33,3,6,50,30,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557157590976368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475458239738353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545309817798886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185560220439944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405925714718505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822794869589832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439946776965131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005566290065452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332002894589152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345048035518276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ironwolf9876,2019/10/17,"I just need to vent for a moment due to overstimulation They are doing street reconstruction right in front of my house. the entire street has been torn up, including the pavement. They're also putting in new sewage lines. My entire house, windows, pots, pans, dishes, plates, everything, fucking everything has been shaking constantly from the time I come home from work (around 2pm) until at least 6pm. I know it's just 4 hours but the noise and the stimulation is impossible to escape from. No amount of headphones, earplugs, blankets, moving to a different room, nothing will stop this deluge of a racket and I know there's nothing I can do about it. Compound that with the fact that work is pretty noisy too so I have zero escape and it's making it really really hard to not freak out. Thanks. Just needed to vent",4.171005639097743,6.6568346907894735,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,73.80263157894737,7.237593984962406,24.01503759398497,8.192908349453996,1.551695864661654,651,20,116,11,14,204,104,152,0.087,0.8220000000000001,0.091,0.3767,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,9,4,1,1,9,0,12,2,0,2,1,21,20,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,7,1,1,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,1,9,1,22,17,2,23,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,8,74,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586610903181007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124383765045046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635072577029495,0.0,0.18359767772401053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750560265352855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053839021297728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570665064763794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219382500325893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041996595641928,0.0,0.1673137547850506,0.3920753255375356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867412631037825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340718240496005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057301153394226,0.0,0.2519520915537387,0.0,0.16408702516099133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260404022579025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728457422542102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079283200430018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176799995476811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509061794817404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204101806957944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641780107696773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906797120798637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473732405138216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,plzstoptalkingg,2019/10/17,"Diagnosis as an Adult Hi all I’m posting here because I’m really anxious about my upcoming appointment. Does anyone have feedback or information on how the diagnostic process for neuropsych testing goes? I’m not asking for precise questions or anything like that I just really don’t know what to expect and I’m honestly getting stomach cramps about the whole process. Long story short my current therapist, and I guess, I too think it would be helpful for some type of diagnosis so I can get accommodations for grad school and the standardized test I need to take (GRE). She told me that she is unable to do the neuropsych testing and I have to go to a different building and speak with a new therapist just for this part. She didn’t know what I could expect and I hate not knowing what is happening. If anyone would be willing to share what to expect (is it just talking, answering questions, playing with kid’s toys, doing puzzles, etc) it would really help cut some of the tension. Again, I’m not asking for their specific questions or tests they’ll do just what I can expect in terms of the people, time, and general overview of tasks. If this isn’t allowed on this subreddit I totally understand I would just really appreciate any information to help me chill out a little.",6.867156862745098,7.756160197478994,7.207243697478996,71.65050140056023,64.67226890756302,10.548347338935574,36.45490196078431,10.504223727775694,4.090091540616248,1029,49,174,25,15,335,134,238,0.046,0.863,0.091,0.8627,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,12,7,2,1,10,0,22,2,1,2,3,55,43,15,0,12,13,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,2,13,10,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,1,20,4,27,32,8,14,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,12,7,123,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322819885371079,0.0,0.0,0.13826387274930482,0.0,0.1711534036481738,0.0,0.1007150918923712,0.0,0.2288329630555753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460673404571552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097717049388392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786965991987184,0.0,0.0,0.10710277201657402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649523747285414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788560615202316,0.0,0.06955605621229279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482444255931433,0.0,0.10822751485495104,0.0,0.0,0.1208330471162762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461027687146789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017841249723504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059792711120269876,0.12266516722935945,0.0,0.10830973948180712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074932785631867,0.0,0.1182033231117414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325345353337171,0.0,0.08484859425787135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172141009705226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113085099750297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136201573068097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386343106381315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202072372907306,0.09837102988841476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28420435526682203,0.0,0.07842144122393355,0.0,0.0,0.0713655659198713,0.0,0.0,0.1169472064415277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741047222872492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664209722450876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477643717346016,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cafeterraceatnight-x,2019/10/17,"Anyone in Ontario, Canada? The new autism program.... Mental health... Trigger warning: depression and the S word. Maybe I should post this on Ontario sub, but I don't have the patience to deal with the ""ur just lookins for free moneyz bcuz u a lazy bad mom"" nonsense today... despite the fact that you have to account for every cent of the budget... Plus it's kind of a universal issue no one wants to talk about... So here I am. Bit of a rant. What the actual fudge. I see NO MENTION of services for the mental/emotional well-being of the child. It's all ""ABA only"" for therapies (not including speech, OT, educational stuff). I'm not going to get into ABA controversy here but I can't, as an autistic person myself, support ABA or compliance therapy for my child when I am looking at his self worth, self esteem, personal safety, and biggest needs. (Emphasis: my child, not every child) There is absolutely no mention of psychologist or social work talk or parenting or play/floor therapy for self esteem issues, emotional struggles, coping skills for social/sensory/etc issues, etc. No mention of alternatives for people who do not want to medicate (or whose children did not respond well to meds) such as mindfulness or yoga or skills-based training for things like mood regulation, attention and focus struggles, coping with co-morbid physical or emotional pain, etc. I see mention of ""teaching social skills"" but how about helping autistic kids to cope with bullying and being treated in asocial ways from other people? It all seems very antiquated ""how to turn your child NT or at least look NT to the general public"" and not really catered to the variability of the spectrum at all. I know they are looking at it as ""the top priority is making sure kids can talk or use a speech board and hold a spoon and stare at people in their eyeballs to seem normal"".... but it's more than that, we all know it. So uhm, how about the mental health of the full range of ""functioning"" ASD diagnosed children (don't get me started on functioning labels) children and their future adult selves? I have seen very, very obvious signs of depression in children (deemed ""low functioning"" because they could not speak or didn't have certain independence skills) - but they certainly functioning emotionally and as a human being, so is that not important too? My 6 year old child (who is deemed high functioning)'s autism-related struggles affect eating, sleep, social life, play, independence skills, mental health, school work, and future goals. How are these not of utmost importance? So maybe you could argue that every child (or adult) in Ontario could benefit from mental health therapies or counselling. Sure, I think they could. But I think we need to look at the ties to autism and the prevalence of mental illness and autism. Autism itself is not mental illness. But there is a very high rate, understandably when you look at what we cope with living in a world not in line with how our brains our wired (y'know, the whole reason we need a diagnosis label). We have people who are very, very capable ending up unemployed and struggling, or ""underemployed"" let's call it. We have lonely, socially isolated people (who feel they or truly do not) have friends or meaningful relationships. We have autistic people who are deeply depressed... And yes, tough subject, awful to talk about, but we have people dying of mental health suffering at an astronomical rate compared to NT people. People diagnosed with ""high functioning autism"" two or two-point-five times as likely to die prematurely than a non-autistic person. Life span of 36 to 54 years old. Seven to nine times more likely to die by suicide. Now when I first read that, I thought, okay hold on.... maybe it's the high rates of co-morbid epilepsy or other physical health conditions. That does account for a percentage sure... But current research has shown the largest factors? MENTAL HEALTH. Chronic stress and resulting illness. Social isolation. Poverty. Now that tells me, if there are more autistic people \*DYING\* from these issues, why are therapies and supports to address these issues not a major big giant part of the provincial plan for our children? (And adults as well, frankly...) Does that not mean even from a medical standpoint alone, the priority should be addressing the parts of autism that are the most dangerous? So what are they basing this program on? The needs of schools and parents? Okay, that's part of it. But what about the needs of our children? I'm not a money seeker. I'm a low-income full-time working single parent trying to make sure my kid doesn't fall through the cracks. If I had an alternative way to fund all the therapies, you'd bet I'd be doing it. But there is only so much you can stretch, scrounge, budget, and squeeze in... Even for affluent families, the costs of therapies and counseling often exceed their ability... It costs anywhere from $150 to 400 for each appointment for autism-specialized talk/play/emotional therapies, and sometimes additional $800-3000 for mandatory ""pre-assessments"" before those therapies can begin. Even if you choose a generic (e.g. non-autism specialized) provider, you are looking at $100-200 per session. Then you also take into account parents themselves may need counseling either for support with parenting or their own mental health needs... and wow. That's a lot of money. The minimum number of sessions of most therapies considered to be effective for ANYONE with ANY mental health struggles is around 10 to 12, which is considered short-term counselling. Now factor in that we are talking about children whose needs grow and change quickly, that many autistic children have numerous struggles which could include anxieties, depression, OCD, etc.... Sooo.... yes. What is the province gonna do about this? It is AMAZING that they have any support and don't get me wrong, I feel damn lucky to live in a country that has any support at all. But if you look at it realistically, if the supports are not helping the majority of our children to be more physically and emotionally healthy on again... a REALISTIC level, knowing that we can't live forever to care for them, knowing that not every child has a parent who will be their advocate and supporter, knowing that there are needs our kids have beyond what we as parents can do... then what is it really worth, y'know? ((On top of it, we have now been waiting over 3 years for any contact from the Autism Ontario program AT ALL. And now we have received nothing about the new program. I've been leaving messages with the Program to try to get a coordinator person and... nothing.)) It's all very, very vague and doesn't feel right...",7.234097414440512,8.488667246025111,6.845753138075317,73.26944936165648,63.987447698744774,9.776740693058684,34.483692736830804,9.882319773389009,3.5727822122089905,5329,229,864,109,78,1667,482,1195,0.122,0.7759999999999999,0.102,-0.9834,12,4,0,0,1,1,260.0,19,10,13,13,49,53,3,7,60,5,82,23,2,15,16,194,143,90,5,24,55,8,4,3,1,5,20,4,2,32,63,57,1,3,20,3,15,4,29,21,2,5,7,19,66,32,146,117,32,86,0,7,11,0,120,50,1,33,32,577,129,18,0.0,0.0,0.029049801809939036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03083123070877028,0.0,0.023805891447879042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097451462889227,0.0,0.022772852351684542,0.0,0.0,0.04162971197975118,0.0,0.0,0.02650031274851838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024855488265936598,0.01814662626550794,0.0,0.025330835797385248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03249953674004589,0.0,0.0,0.033231536755099766,0.030397008639050312,0.0,0.030351011474460836,0.0,0.03149116916436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883878832792595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03069005859396073,0.10255840282244022,0.06042888489607695,0.12358018266562007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052101301595476684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03046064912295227,0.0,0.2009136110403059,0.02636609151643547,0.0,0.1327991684999316,0.05898552164402394,0.0,0.10032511865016333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02806313108154061,0.0,0.04515560625663116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02532110573037909,0.0,0.0,0.02299910089897541,0.0,0.06221133599432716,0.0,0.01691814784190549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847831029737673,0.0,0.0,0.039906451018532296,0.12580839170764588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553531132444787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030999354499749263,0.11452008116583907,0.0,0.0,0.03152058663499624,0.0,0.030440350008433068,0.04205280167592094,0.043630216332864485,0.0,0.07885850114877092,0.0,0.174986539034192,0.0,0.0,0.02530814898816413,0.0,0.0,0.03974146449001801,0.030180628172689062,0.08971950166413999,0.0324266680485096,0.03306613816555499,0.05997734640876391,0.3299965641351591,0.0,0.03005774030900453,0.03486455538454107,0.0,0.0,0.021883302815289805,0.19865696331125116,0.0,0.057501284710720565,0.0,0.0,0.029166849677717627,0.057127435819606914,0.0,0.062474152252638485,0.0,0.02017193376805669,0.04528063363858032,0.03167582641596725,0.0,0.2313810930406203,0.09670928679842823,0.0,0.20637758090413774,0.1039709669484475,0.0,0.0,0.02814089324671373,0.0,0.0285100334516216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029776596746507913,0.0,0.03814097920764911,0.03060701804683315,0.0,0.03196027242188551,0.0,0.02542217132435316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025470542917043,0.04744334599276745,0.05420032331727833,0.09316524148569476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02979003944081883,0.1820716719866822,0.0,0.0,0.02944184818565373,0.0,0.02107032650688874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409976308833207,0.18672325470588552,0.03407785733423028,0.03256195217676164,0.2364669125302931,0.11222599022136542,0.0,0.022382238058696304,0.14356095365153074,0.02601901689758378,0.0,0.3404292093788953,0.0,0.019776895860605173,0.03814895808791791,0.0,0.02363289634121217,0.03471655124806381,0.0,0.028217096082681588,0.0,0.0,0.04042177050230381,0.0323796243090069,0.05815907795275128,0.03099010097975635,0.0,0.025710461512312845,0.0,0.1964973112237725,0.03511651346495394,0.04725776439957172,0.0,0.0,0.08029648013397038,0.0,0.02686147801293908,0.03323551288210769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501555707395004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03254722639214346,0.0,0.057509893128203676 autism,wideodinspaces,2019/10/17,"Does anyone else struggle with face blindness? I have found that I easily confuse people with similar features like the same hair, even when other people tell me they look vastly different. Things like people's voices, posture or gait tip me off as to who someone is more than their face. Faces seem to change to me from day to day or to be almost unrecognizable sometimes.",7.9186764705882355,8.48575527941177,7.1782352941176475,73.87705882352944,62.38235294117647,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.6566647058823527,301,10,49,4,4,93,54,68,0.059000000000000004,0.838,0.10300000000000001,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,9,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,2,11,4,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,5,5,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221041497665838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550901531919253,0.22726388086823995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346386759663291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860897956550369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317374323018193,0.0,0.0,0.1941017235447488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528834967011704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649910929525448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319607174040736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672395709910586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625906391458372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613118244013322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019215614659369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793337220308368,0.0,0.2193693171640212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187716016320575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386602138935485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735637902918505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,becccssx,2019/10/17,"Anyone else have the same issue?😤 Does anyone else have a issue where there cant be a single crumb, or the smallest amount of bits on their bed? I have to check my bed constantly and can’t deal with the feeling of it. I also hate the sound of them dropping on the floor, or going onto my feet when I walk out of bed, therefore making that horrible ‘dropping noise’ make my senses go crazy! I need to invest in a rug for my room 👀",3.549333333333333,4.0474910444444445,4.682222222222221,88.21000000000002,71.8888888888889,6.888888888888888,22.777777777777786,6.42735559955562,0.4557777777777781,334,7,72,2,6,110,63,90,0.11800000000000001,0.865,0.017,-0.8674,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,8,0,6,1,1,3,0,11,13,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,13,12,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009181386888734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31492919967677546,0.4614866298358858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458593299993757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243360460081264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217060919687796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707344145886455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37625026779636056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386754205936292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559719251699953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233770413972714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350495801901129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006445879787029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669824413877538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SirGanjaSpliffington,2019/10/17,"I'm tired of family treating me like a second-class human because of my autism. It gets tiring being treated like a second-class human being for being autistic. The stresses that applies for everyone else doubles on you if you have autism. It's ok to be financially independent on someone as long as you're not Autistic apparently. Otherwise you have to be independent before you're ready asap. I have a family member that's in his mid-20s like me that's not fully financially independent but the family does not give him grief because he does not have autism. I'm not financially independent as well but at least I'm trying my best out in the real world even though I'm struggling wow this guy goes on luxury vacations overseas that does not contribute to a sustainable financial independent future but for some how all the stress and grief about being financially independent before my family dies is all on me but not on him. everytime I try to voice my opinion about something or concern it always gets shrugged off as me having an ""autistic moment."" No one takes me seriously. It's upsetting. I been in social situations where I voice a different opinion and I just get treated like a spaz that needs to settle down even though I'm not spazzing. I'm high functioning and almost in my 30s and I'm getting tired of being treated like a 12 year old. Sick of the favoritism in my family and they're condescending attitude.",5.706729323308274,7.549729860902254,6.809030075187973,69.93399624060154,68.06015037593986,9.981654135338346,31.72105263157895,10.241411754978122,3.6696246616541366,1157,49,189,31,20,388,133,266,0.10099999999999999,0.765,0.133,0.7926,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,10,20,0,4,13,1,14,4,0,7,2,36,28,18,3,2,15,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,3,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,1,2,22,13,32,20,6,22,0,2,0,0,12,17,0,6,10,126,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632820475221894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835381608689702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294578867513438,0.0,0.18070998013596856,0.0,0.11143383678771926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020250443635572,0.11093995846739696,0.0,0.0,0.2787677018936513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870332950838485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140267413333194,0.0,0.0,0.10146361719919544,0.0,0.0,0.5005053821419667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190758689706155,0.10186162417419152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513911823804073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218950762361747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593813455237369,0.0,0.0,0.0939697345504468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873428825597109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142252572012593,0.0,0.07195320714419297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086094212823086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935556464725725,0.0,0.10824148773722468,0.08996958454123803,0.08174583615167913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326743734882236,0.11100685056585932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798373537165923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086510056893381,0.0,0.0,0.3661295824905267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418429385748918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954724079251516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683791863268097 autism,NebraskanFury,2019/10/17,"I hope I did not just look like a lunatic Just had a job interview at Target, all day yesterday i watched videos about how to blend in by keeping a conversation going by improvising just to keep the flow. So I went in there acting like I've never acted before and probably only half baking that. The highlight question that I think I fucked up INTERVIEW: AND WHY DO YOU WANT TO WORK FOR TARGET ME: Oh I Would work anywhere I am not a picky worker!",2.8666573033707863,4.92693773033708,4.393693820224719,83.37683286516854,76.19101123595507,7.1466292134831475,24.608146067415728,8.07648339933343,1.5399314606741572,354,12,68,6,8,118,64,89,0.13699999999999998,0.78,0.083,-0.6984,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,7,4,1,0,6,0,5,2,0,1,2,17,14,4,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,3,2,10,3,11,10,1,12,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,2,5,47,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193693108493396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304804611695347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193931820106437,0.0,0.0,0.13487114606728642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570657755279525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354977555246128,0.4218715838895174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318794915757676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928418445286067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303136447309215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804881660379323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558648784080152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658462500051681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520613765369147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997408171284173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999266916684096,0.21413918110425192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455351723174243,0.0,0.0,0.1685812204262316,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thefivenotes,2019/10/17,"Group chats There’s a group chat for my senior year, and I’m like the only one not added (you can guess why) so I asked my best friend to add me and she just blatantly said no... and not cause she’s trying to protect me. Just needed to vent.",-0.9589835164835137,1.1349935961538478,0.6956043956043985,103.30653846153848,93.80769230769228,3.740659340659341,11.274725274725276,5.288315135182226,-1.6546736263736266,185,2,46,1,7,59,40,52,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,8,3,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071851326117188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34483250676589006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375500696699193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538660329898902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36197638411757627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053134696537147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436436074570019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265952160153774,0.2499057437851205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31256213752768386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230894713867876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964992802694211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159969818327445 autism,superdupermiso,2019/10/17,"Went for my assessment today Turns out the psychiatrist my physician referred me to doesn't do adult assessments. Who suspects that my physician referred me there to see if it's just anxiety or something. He doesn't know of any psychiatrists who do adult assessments around here. So my best option may be to go with a psychologist and dish out two or three thousand dollars. At any rate, he does think there's something, but he doesn't have the equipment or training to determine if it's ASD, schizpid personality, nonverbal learning disability, etc.",9.949489795918367,9.628958234693881,8.91114285714286,66.08385714285714,58.48979591836735,12.329795918367347,44.08979591836735,11.602472056035307,5.3145689795918365,449,24,73,11,5,140,67,98,0.033,0.938,0.028999999999999998,0.1752,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,0,20,14,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,5,1,0,6,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,6,1,11,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,7,1,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507323441917939,0.0,0.19727628935709726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956647173991676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706274973077919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567114761691995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876026110694529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655825179488394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172323833143347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516949396264246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549571717233173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970548208836295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652380821295574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444385940618607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804976748547371,0.2519097501218425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390558836409477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CottonPlant99,2019/10/17,"Is there anything I should know about working with autistic people? Hello there! I hope that this is the right place to post my question. I'm rather uninformed about autism and figured I'd educate myself a little. I'd be very happy for any advice given! ❤ I'm Milly, a young make-up artist from Europe. I've recently landed a temporary job as a stylist for a TV-show about autistic creatives. (Artists, dancers, singers, actors, so on.) The show is very preformance-based, and thus it includes a lot of glammy make-up, hairstyles, and clothes. It's been running for a couple of years, but I was only hired this year. It's my first time working on a TV-show, I've only done styling for theatre or personal clients, previously. Thus, I'm not very experienced when it comes to dealing with clients, and even less with clients on the spectrum. Seeing as I'll be a long time being very close to the artists (my work, of course, involves a lot of close-up contact and touching the artists hair and face, which could be going on for up to an hour) I'd like to know if there is anything I should keep in mind when working with autistic people? Please forgive me if anything I say comes off as ignorant, I am very uninformed and am here to learn. Thank you!",4.404701561065199,5.858049892561986,4.525234159779616,86.56492194674013,70.73553719008265,7.03067033976125,31.213039485766764,7.3871296695380915,1.896216896235078,982,43,191,10,18,305,134,242,0.012,0.9079999999999999,0.08,0.9341,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,5,12,6,0,0,16,0,16,2,2,2,0,37,29,17,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,14,0,2,6,6,0,4,1,1,0,1,4,5,12,5,33,18,3,28,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,7,12,110,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553894391281888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040459929163565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918946961880089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369985352106715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944019011374331,0.13082599056161862,0.0,0.0,0.12189622252351325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209965761861256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809382583366739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005715622601996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719629771017849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586452203680296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743512099751205,0.11643873702159732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733108045523633,0.10509367412197193,0.0,0.0,0.1299589316703629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776418382711975,0.11850362922612236,0.0,0.1046352236664782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104020012047474,0.0,0.0,0.15784702346051613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938475092978112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984775679444984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394004233478734,0.10323919783609303,0.1235315543171414,0.12978772700501062,0.0,0.0,0.11323749582073278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245148633622222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167438799987196,0.0,0.0,0.10097297935410372,0.0,0.0940260886309589,0.0,0.0,0.09421885987425968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885591103072237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788883599641238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877858065355404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443091422504233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228033769950666 autism,Ye7go,2019/10/17,"Rant about yesterdays meltdown So, yesterday was tuesday, but fir this I will have to give a little context. So, every day for well over a year I have has my alarm ring at 04:50 am every day, my new schedule made my parents want me to go up later, but I share room with my sister, and swapping the alarm made me unable to get out of bed for a good 30 min. That was when her alarm started, and she is a very deep sleeper, it takes a lot to wake her up. So the alarm rings, and I hate that alarm, all I can do when I hear it is hold my fingers in my ears and try as hard as possivle not to hear it. It feels physicly painful as well as mentalu painfull just hearing the alarm, even if it isn't loud.",4.846013513513512,3.8547503581081135,5.179054054054056,90.88182432432434,69.06756756756758,7.9405405405405425,29.986486486486484,5.985473137389443,1.141375675675675,535,17,128,2,8,170,95,148,0.18600000000000005,0.732,0.081,-0.9545,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,6,8,0,12,4,3,2,1,18,25,16,0,2,5,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,4,10,17,4,20,20,2,23,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,13,84,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667764211575746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095495909413614,0.0,0.2830754681578121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494013963819941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776716787510343,0.1611500786239291,0.0954718556059775,0.1409009603851463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048488846347688,0.16585407303004318,0.0,0.0,0.5680064581016918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683688203635497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428179945246555,0.0,0.31790995976886305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162244543621443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787518322954094,0.0,0.18653158313575186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890327408380848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630660401167124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140533075132193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860827954856886,0.09908409402260664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020840511485223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081792219802207 autism,GodDuckman,2019/10/17,"As someone on the spectrum, I just wanted to say how happy it makes me to see Autism parents on this board that treat their children with respect. One of the first recommendations I got when I was diagnosed three years ago was to get involved with autism charities and communities, naturally that led to going online and meeting with people on Twitter. But unfortunately this got me involved with a group of people who are more than happy to shoot down any positive aspects of autism: Autism warrior parents. In other words, people who often don't look at how to work with their children and improve their lives, but complain about how much their child's autism is ruining THEIR lives, and how everyone judges them and is mean to them and it's all because of their child's fault. Not to mention it was probably caused by THE EVIL BIG PHARMA AND ALL THOSE VACCINES. Unfortunately, these are quite frequently the loudest voices on social media, and as such I was finding it difficult to find a welcoming community of autistic people, parents, and advocates to work together on strategies and positive thinking. That's why I love that I found this sub so much. Everyone here is so supportive and nobody is malicious or out to get anyone. It really makes me have some hope for humanity, even if I don't have much to begin with.",9.439614325068874,8.6811526446281,8.853512396694217,67.50632920110195,59.743801652892564,11.868319559228652,39.1749311294766,11.038039088145766,4.4095939393939405,1068,46,177,23,12,340,137,242,0.09699999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.872,3,0,0,1,0,0,20.0,0,0,8,4,13,13,1,0,6,0,14,2,0,8,2,44,31,24,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,17,18,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,3,7,4,18,8,38,24,7,18,0,1,2,1,28,10,0,5,6,131,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920986588888733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378060778672228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614469843096262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510191989519073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265609156894044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504597842098772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813728101424133,0.0,0.0,0.23544683579785594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520616582098624,0.1047943362251945,0.0,0.1350830586500633,0.0,0.0,0.1287344188406906,0.0,0.07001771929434814,0.0,0.1970694901495115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622985811242176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236595790985233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757670910567736,0.0,0.10345744433625716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119331846981363,0.0,0.16447466537182,0.0,0.0,0.1342015309410981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716997690419057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348389016305567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103989372982832,0.0,0.0,0.3416470328412741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283104471224114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103896415071353,0.0,0.0,0.07892543559519931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797403286268776,0.0,0.0,0.0981748981374336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558745929464096,0.10438743750232747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980653926579534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894194635642933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266688426421769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111693457768862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793829548210081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933712349064086 autism,Woodpuddle,2019/10/17,"My sons friends My 4 year old boy with autism goes to preschool. He doesn't understand other peoples names though. I've tried asking him who he plays with at school, or what he did, and he tells me what he wants to do now and ""eye name draysont!"" His names Grayson. I got a little sad emailing his teacher asking ""Does my son have any friends and what are their names? He can't tell me yet."" Today his teacher told me theres a little girl that's his best friend he plays with everyday, and told me her name. Makes me feel better that he has friends. I don't know. Just made me think about what a parent of a child with autism has to do to figure things out, and try to teach their kids things. Hopefully now that I know this girls name, I can get him to retell events the best he can.",3.733523433088649,4.455401155279507,3.310728402032752,97.39523997741392,71.6086956521739,6.5998870694522855,22.71089779785432,6.1124844417494595,0.03499503105590085,610,13,145,3,11,180,94,161,0.017,0.8009999999999999,0.183,0.9798,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,7,11,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,2,0,28,27,7,0,2,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,12,10,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,22,10,14,22,2,12,0,1,1,0,44,4,0,2,8,79,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976686684724134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743054405821422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079232119447095,0.12975181893895185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838566906307108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418026733404426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533867471779844,0.0,0.07664917910258721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733625538651185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571472506507807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612544001934429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940810824772633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881920788133414,0.09792911792706938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394597813271346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290251890555868,0.0,0.0,0.10170925866579936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847691773201144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564595348266431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949333263700969,0.09400493573468832,0.14414043727523218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906258188016365,0.2803726749804231,0.0,0.1992109944179488,0.0,0.0,0.15272880817870296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653252295623783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447551700130218 autism,emptyspiral93,2019/10/17,"Finally got my diagnosis today Had my assessment today and got my official diagnosis. Huge relief and weight lifted off my shoulders! It was so interesting to see the results of my IQ test, seeing the blue “average population” line, then seeing parts of mine well above and well below. My clinical psychologist who I saw told me that he realised I had issues with non verbal social cues within around 45 seconds of me sitting down 😂",9.333846153846151,8.915080974358979,10.017564102564103,57.97326923076926,59.769230769230774,12.928205128205128,38.730769230769226,12.161744961471696,5.1804000000000014,348,15,52,10,4,119,60,78,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.9078,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,6,10,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,6,11,4,10,3,1,11,0,0,5,0,4,6,0,0,4,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647160159198334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294627819654843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350625968544578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186309581619436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683424870309146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007584323310623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135270163417542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971037737361567,0.20015637165281994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550765119506945,0.3766751332300777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,l_florida-man_l,2019/10/17,"The fact that we can ""mask"" ourselves is kind of unbelievable I have asperger's autism and have slowly practiced my masking over time. I am 21 years old now and can often be indistinguishable from a neurotypical person when I am conscious of my behaviors. I was wondering how far along my masking abilities have come in recent years and decided to check out a video of myself from 4 years ago and I was blown away by the amount of autistic behaviors I was exhibiting when I felt like I wasn't being noticed. Swaying back and forth, lack of eye contact, difficulty expressing a simplified thought etc. . All I can say is that masking in of itself is truly a superpower--a very stressful, confusing, and exhausting superpower at that. What are your thoughts on masking, guys? Let me know below",7.307083333333331,8.237668319444445,7.530555555555555,69.57000000000001,63.72222222222222,11.122222222222225,37.52777777777778,10.980518767755715,4.469644444444444,634,31,106,17,9,206,97,144,0.09300000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.064,-0.6205,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,19,2,1,1,2,23,25,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,7,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,7,3,16,2,19,15,4,21,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,3,12,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834527559330187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444064858648652,0.15913530414493784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827305312992098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308090723449693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870885993921367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049175801400716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155113570725004,0.11373682960445655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162508852022624,0.0,0.10110755834543217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356191708896674,0.2171640273030368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070476421840687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043426891266998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645785954615033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706578209803186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285976527085144,0.12067688493977766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075920969287928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443342332386185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998159094975313 autism,tastyfood01,2019/10/17,"How to help increasingly violent brother. Hi All, I'm so glad i found this sub, thank you to everyone who is here for being here. Just reading the sub makes me feel support. Anyway, my 17 year old brother is on the spectrum and his episodes of getting angry when he doesn't get his way/is corrected are becoming more frequent. When he's in this mood he throws things, he has broken phones, tvs , utensils etc. He has also attracted me and my mum once. My parents so far are only interested in miracle/religious cures and i have been pleading with them to consider therapy, or at least see someone who can help us understand his behavior. All to no avail. There are no consequences for the violent behavior, all they do is look for another prophet to ""deliver "" him. He's also recently started, well masturbating, i found out when i was hearing wierd noises coming from his room. The door was open. My parents are religious and I'm very sure they won't handle this well. I don't know how to either. My parents are useless when it comes to helping him become independent. He can cook his own food but my mother will still wake up, ask him what he wants to eat and prepare it for him. I keep telling them to stop making him dependent on them. No one listens. I don't know how to talk to him. I'm 23 and really just want to move out of the craziness but i really feel scares for his future. Question is: What can I do to help?. I can't adopt him, neither can i take him to therapy myself. They won't let me.",2.5549855699855684,4.7312520202020245,4.081465848965848,84.69299242424245,77.61952861952862,7.744540644540645,27.10545935545936,8.634040054169528,2.1669317941317945,1178,49,233,26,28,391,165,297,0.095,0.8320000000000001,0.073,-0.8640000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,6,0,20,13,2,1,5,0,30,4,1,7,5,42,58,20,0,2,6,7,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,10,12,3,2,8,2,0,5,10,4,2,1,5,6,43,8,31,48,10,28,0,1,2,0,51,11,0,3,12,161,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654345408443775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574420929681364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319142961017867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438145089524376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901670903757388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294742357357106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310410617183574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054738728238822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162400306490464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334732661583406,0.24205436102696676,0.0,0.0,0.11533913951187642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244075237182585,0.0,0.2959445025819777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811179477654627,0.0,0.0,0.1213251334102525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287215489900952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269232512408757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736048483634706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731764233848567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582639799296934,0.11755227071765678,0.07479709110604467,0.08394980170338431,0.0,0.0,0.3676954516969533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365209565502368,0.0,0.1104109722590601,0.0,0.14142592026481354,0.0,0.10898802132047114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105107388057765,0.0,0.08795944685819009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352554915610976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812831181636842,0.0,0.08815049029517218,0.09228354344718337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525916598112866,0.10403288191866568,0.0,0.0829928512795612,0.08872014827641603,0.0964779480121095,0.10162408815267918,0.25246081889674005,0.0,0.07333229914838005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491061952815773,0.13277487431655008,0.0,0.0,0.09107596883554284,0.1302112671579451,0.08761538060521024,0.0,0.0,0.1984917330892692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710818104215159 autism,dptt,2018/12/01,"Polyamorous with autistic partner whose behaviors are causing massive anxiety and ptsd with the others. So this is a bit wild. There are four of us in a poly partnership. It's pretty solid and good but we've recently been having an issue. Two of our partners are non-diagnosed autistic. Myself and our fourth partner have other mental health and physical health disorders we all deal with. However, one of the autstic partners has lately been getting more and more emotionally / physically violent with their outbursts and general noise level. The three of us all have dealt with abuse in past relationships so the sudden slamming of doors, screaming, banging of things, etc spikes already medically high anxiety issues even higher. When this person gets stressed it's bad but even when they're just... on facebook reading something frustrating they'll scream and yell. We often think that they're injured (they work with power tools and sharp carving tools so it's not unlikely). Or they will come into the bedroom when someone is asleep and just slam the door behind them, waking the person up. However, whenever any of us have brought it up in terms of general noise level they always say that they can't tell how loud they're being and don't know how to stop. But things like the door especially are behaviors that can be modified. I know that their main form of stimming (rubbing hands / flapping) can be distressing to one of our partners but they also know it's a stim gesture and have been managing their own reaction to it. They get upset with us when we ask them to tone the noise level down a little because they feel like we are attacking them. Basically - we love this person and don't want to lose them but their behaviors are one of the biggest sources of mental health issues (anxiety, panic attacks, etc) in the rest of the family. However, they seem unwilling to try and adjust some of their behaviors and we have to accommodate them. Is there any good way to go about altering some of their behaviors without it becoming an attack on who they are? 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My 10-year-old is probably somewhere on the autistic spectrum (waiting for assessment) and gets overstimulated and stressed with poor audio quality in videos. She's very curious and likes listening to TED talks and Kahn Academy videos and the like on youtube, even if she doesn't fully understand everything she's trying to learn. The problem is that often she's listening to talks which aren't professionally recorded and have a lot of interference, the voice is tinny and there is a lot of rustling in the background. I was wondering if I could fix this in any way by downloading the video and jigging the audio somehow. Any suggestions? Thanks!",9.717388392857142,10.051070515625003,8.503928571428574,66.66250000000001,58.6875,12.314285714285715,42.504464285714285,11.765960540728905,5.3408870535714295,598,31,94,16,7,184,83,128,0.063,0.848,0.08900000000000001,0.5437,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,23,16,11,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,9,0,2,3,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,8,3,16,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,7,2,63,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016364480188638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209619005461598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474846823892472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628791401439685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544820321631075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780594509976604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161799052616866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35085167380343824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652275811972654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224731574158651,0.1974428308170083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363657445164638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317021255684173,0.0,0.18997334147916745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400936694882769,0.0,0.0,0.2148108264490231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025497047654886,0.0,0.1637858397660025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377068815602685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287842764085925 autism,SubInTrainingNTrans,2018/12/01,Level 2 Autism I was diagnosed with level 2 autism. How do I level my character up more?,-0.375,1.8074115000000008,3.1388888888888893,83.245,100.66666666666666,6.844444444444445,17.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.3576444444444442,69,2,13,2,3,25,13,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jadeboutinf,2018/12/01,"Meet Guillaume! His autism and his love of music make him an exceptional human being. Meet Guillaume! His autism and his love of music make him an exceptional human being. When he was born, his life expectancy was four days. He is now eight years old and his heart will not last much longer. A documentary directed by Carole Laganière.",3.893714285714285,7.0106811333333345,4.2728571428571405,79.69500000000002,79.33333333333334,7.428571428571428,21.904761904761905,8.418075326091056,1.7699761904761906,268,8,45,6,7,84,39,60,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,2,0,9,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,8,2,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,2,16,0,0,0,7,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312725581753585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732366717253388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567396342092749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247006582930756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685389023808447,0.0,0.42048500308648096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153652664563296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33050422826484105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282801938170308 autism,Smolders1,2018/12/01,"Diagnosed with autism a few weeks ago, struggling to cope. I'm a 15 year old named Bryan, ever since I was about 12 I began to notice that my personality, behaviour and attitude always carried traits commonly associated with autism, my parents always informed me that I didn't have it, so I simply brushed it off, but as my friends and other young relatives began maturing, they began to examine my overall attitude towards everything more closely. Repeatedly asked if I *did* in fact have autism, I just simply responded with: ""I honestly don't know."" But after the continual questioning began to get more stressful than genuinely thought-provoking, I visited my Doctor, after closely examining my personality traits and behaviour, he diagnosed me with a moderate form of autism and... I'm just stuck. I've noticed that the even more frequent questioning has riled me up more than usual, only adding an immense amount of stress. I've found it even harder to socialize with others, follow simple instructions and just communicate with other individuals in any way generally, once again, those are things I've already had trouble with in the past as I matured, but the questioning has just worsened it and I just want it to stop... any ideas as to how I can, even if mildly, just cope with it for once?",8.720979020979023,9.082529129870128,8.912294372294374,62.81481518481521,60.73160173160174,12.475657675657676,39.414252414252424,11.95083700844419,5.206881185481183,1043,50,162,31,13,344,132,231,0.10800000000000001,0.851,0.040999999999999995,-0.9272,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,3,8,0,11,3,0,1,2,43,24,16,0,3,11,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,14,16,0,1,9,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,10,1,21,2,32,14,7,31,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,5,20,116,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182354738084496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920864587983894,0.0,0.2099322791041741,0.0,0.0,0.17157139949180789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793236025181547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560773201016501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911892803613226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499608313702333,0.11410906437885107,0.0,0.0,0.11337465831628647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383159542075939,0.09746246572455657,0.0,0.06590768731198637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424069555871737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932823488824955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872431257389895,0.1323722381439868,0.2686893047429239,0.0,0.09594205928682502,0.0,0.0,0.14007362380219032,0.0,0.1204235702375588,0.0,0.22029702045903668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42394751809626413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435182196812152,0.0,0.0,0.12859309999668478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054662788590128,0.28900668820146097,0.1318784075638999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380784289868587,0.0,0.0,0.10014827795855273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893538861802854,0.0,0.07440599536863796,0.10013126737527413,0.10118918220237116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123587109558361 autism,efsack,2018/12/01,"How can I help my brother cope with death? Recently, my step brother’s dad passed away and our grandfather also just passed last week. My brother (who has autism) had a sort of break down last night from how hard this all is for him. It seems like he is tucking his grief away and it worries me. How can I best support him? He doesn’t really seem to like when I ask if he is okay etc. ",1.8290357142857159,3.5127539750000025,2.584642857142857,96.88750000000002,78.0,6.071428571428572,21.42857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.19723214285714308,298,8,70,3,7,93,60,80,0.12300000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.183,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,12,12,8,2,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,5,8,11,3,13,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,4,8,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535725002404587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499616274456856,0.0,0.4120394728977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301196678224303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455392738194076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643081570080054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697801853273126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574831260911123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142571800160271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577838497855985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404756726233318,0.0,0.21651145100150845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39924653391540543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248835087097035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589229977636905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268835800673328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JupiterJunk,2018/12/01,"The underlying issue - autism? Hi guys! I'm JupiterJunk, f18. I've been diagnosed with depression, social anxiety and derealisation, but my therapist has suspicions that there's an underlying issue causing these complaints. It wasn't until my younger sister was diagnosed with a heavy case of autism and I had a talk with my family about my issues, that I started to think that I may have some form of autism as well. &#x200B; As a child, I was quiet and very creative. I liked to be by myself, either inside doing arts and crafts or outside playing. Wasn't a fan of eating or sleep - sounds rather weird, but my parents could barely manage to keep me eating enough, let alone healthy. Hated sleep because I had a lot of nightmares. I had a very vivid fantasy and this showed in my dreams. Got to the point where my mom would have to sit by my bed every night until I slept and had put dreamcatchers all over my room. Wasn't the best at making friends, but managed to get 1 good one, who surprisingly is still my friend to this very day. It seems I had a very busy mind in general, often complaining to my mother and grandma that 'my head was too full', that being one of my first sentences ever, actually. I would plan a lot, making lists and such, actually calling myself '\[my name\] lists', inspired by 'Lena Lists', a character from a book who would do the same. In my teenage years the planning became very excessive, and I always had to be on time, having breakdowns when this went wrong. Switching house and school in my childhood (age 9/10) was the worst thing ever, but I had to. Was bullied a lot at my new school for 'being odd'. Fell into depression, started controlling my food intake and self harming to have some sense of control and relief. Every day was too much to me. There was just too much going on - too many people, too many thoughts, too many impressions, too many switches to other things. This is still the case to this day. When I was 15 I was diagnosed with depression and social anxiety. It was a big, big surprise to me when my therapy group mates told me I was perfectly socially skilled. It seemed that I did well, that I was able to hold a conversation with them, use body language, etc. But the thing is - it didn't *feel* that way. It still doesn't. When I'm in contact with anyone, I still have a very hard time giving appropriate responses. It feels like I'm an overloaded machine with a worry driven engine that blurts out perfect responses. No one can tell, but it's really hard for me. I feel like I have to go over a lot of options and scenario's all the time, but never have the time to. I've suffered a lot from panic attacks as well, most reasons being overwhelmed by everyday life (just school, public transport, going to town, etc.). The entire time I was in highschool I would drop to the ground, bed or couch when I came home, completely exhausted. Was rarely able to do any homework in the afternoon because I was so overwhelmed, so full. Recently moved house and it went completely wrong. Now diagnosed with derealisation. I barely recognize myself anymore, it feels like I'm watching a movie or something. Friends and family even seem total strangers sometimes. I feel so out of touch, and feel like I'm socially behind on everything again because I focused on 1 person instead of a group.. Also smoking way a lot of weed to ease my mind a bit. &#x200B; Long story short: \- Always looking for a sense of control, panic when I lose it. \- Great difficulty with changes (moving house, breaking relationships, etc.) \- Odd interests I could totally lose myself into (would spend days making art, getting involved in tarot, heathen religions and mysticism) \- Good social behavior, but this is all learned, I never feel like I'm *actually* good at it. \- Persistent worrying thoughts \- Sensitive to busy surroundings (wore earplugs all throughout highschool for the sound, have breakdowns when it gets too overwhelming) &#x200B; I'd like to hear what you guys think - is this decent ground to have myself tested? I'm already and therapy, btw, tho not receiving any help right now 'cause there's a 6 month waiting period.. 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I might delete this, but I need help and I'm hoping reddit can do that. I'm mild autistic officially diagnosed this year. I thought having an official diagnosis would help me, but I feel as if I'm just getting worse. Depression getting worse, more meltdowns. Those kind of things. I constantly belittle myself because I'm just mild autustic, it could be worse. I don't even know where to start in managing this so I can have a better life. I have no family support ( actually found out they knew about this since I was born, didn't do anything about it till I had epic meltdowns, then attempted to fix one of the symptoms and ignore my problem) and I have no friend support. Just me, working in a menial job barely making a living wage:(",4.668552875695732,6.224567605442179,5.435423623995056,79.8953988868275,70.22448979591837,8.610760667903525,29.69016697588126,9.095868883498916,2.565114285714285,606,24,112,12,11,197,97,147,0.179,0.664,0.157,-0.5796,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,2,0,24,33,11,0,6,6,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,6,1,17,6,12,23,1,10,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,3,6,77,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.1542088896467632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004050747855214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633012664070363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975962275412368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076809384234792,0.0,0.12616951891731096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610606990253993,0.1603913049628417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437353821404197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897121544613484,0.0,0.07990181766379653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326545266664314,0.12208915694878933,0.0,0.16512231494544294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118406707754308,0.0,0.0,0.1569537534914859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681470178798562,0.0,0.0,0.16455795700255618,0.08684600463705887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161721335325214,0.0,0.0,0.1395383231977775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548242552631046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763877527716628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717299191251675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070813332480563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512078821984958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307193069192799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185038976790508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586481318045503,0.0,0.16424772017494005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498430148601387,0.0,0.0,0.12545361678400482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504354868162225,0.0,0.48312068642321104,0.11225590557881666,0.0,0.0,0.10176244713621473 autism,JayKayVay,2018/12/01,"Anyone found successful strategies for dealing with executive dysfunction? My biggest issue is bed - I can sleep easily once I'm in bed but I struggle to get to bed due to executive dysfunction - at it's worst I've been known to go days without sleep, trying to convince myself staying up will help me 'reset' by tiring me out...but of course it doesn't work that way. On a good day I go to bed at 4am, right now it's anywhere between 6-8am.# Obviously when I ask NT's for tips they say things like improving sleep hygiene, which doesn't help as I've no problems with sleeping, or they make suggestions like setting alarms to tell me when to sleep...which is like making the problem worse: now rather than just going to bed I've got to remember to set alarms, plan my days around making sure I can be ready by X o'clock, trying to get things done and plan my nights around that alarm too...and even then it'd likely not work. I have similar issues with food (I don't have set times to eat), remembering to drink enough, getting read in the morning, oh and I can't take any daily medication either. It'd be nice to at least have basics like eating and sleeping down. &#x200B;",5.1433333333333335,5.8056293103448295,5.598896551724138,82.469091954023,68.39655172413794,8.428045977011495,28.82873563218391,8.447377352677275,1.934905977011494,928,31,184,13,15,298,143,232,0.141,0.69,0.16899999999999998,0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,5,9,17,0,4,3,0,18,11,5,3,2,26,32,9,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,5,0,10,8,4,0,4,2,0,3,7,7,0,0,4,1,17,10,37,23,4,32,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,17,102,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247073774974907,0.11491759147131878,0.06431346784590303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661282418329837,0.0,0.0,0.16838157236697734,0.08841379252616909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297694731412026,0.09750149689034697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967818940777964,0.0,0.09264637811232747,0.0,0.19354533824995154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772007852083107,0.0,0.06246514255360015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143590868591828,0.10369535598420326,0.0,0.0,0.1482328153046157,0.0,0.16124551220530225,0.0793240667046713,0.07563935529331256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678172959415202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974210774676456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102005432149225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893863576959981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952732142309451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875116095970233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007180742962184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809888229981706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459945298560192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426749451586047,0.08076555965960433,0.0,0.07520892935377488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678529603994722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100803151260591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886913261245203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913474377284021,0.0,0.07110777282479422,0.0,0.08266172211312972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566134042070304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514677828315969,0.10869873964256258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841888583778233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506832798221355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911658261214896,0.0,0.1377017928343598,0.0,0.09637884296602613,0.0,0.0,0.11491759147131878,0.0 autism,leafpile2017,2018/12/01,"My brother with Autism I just published a book about autism. It gently introduces autism to a child that has autistic sibling. I have an autistic son that's 6 years old, sometimes it's hard to explain autism to little children. Hopefully this book helps.",5.412608695652175,7.95789569565218,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,70.30434782608695,6.339130434782609,33.23913043478261,7.1686216300943375,2.2917130434782607,206,10,34,2,4,60,34,46,0.032,0.7879999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,19,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740077998972014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798487861925264,0.0,0.0,0.4146825748065707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41845565171642896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43810750467860027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129290010877476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688633604379023 autism,varhdvohrs,2018/12/01,"Why has it took me 17 years to suspect I have autism? I think I have enough reasons to think I have autism, I am quite different in nature to most people I know, and not in a good way. But for some reason it never occurred to me it was something out of my control. You see, I have some things in my behavior that are weird, although I was blind to that. For example, I usually run my thumb over the pieces of skin between the fingers of that hand, as well as in the unions of the fingers and the nails, this is done constantly through the day and has been that way for years. It seems almost unbearable to not do it. Recently I have been catching myself in the act of being rather weird, such as doing things impulsively, throwing things randomly, doing things that usually only kids do, and I know this, yet I have failed at avoiding doing it. It is only recently that I have been lucid about it, having just a bit more of insight. You know, I usually need to have something in my hands to fidget with, or else I don't feel satisfied. I usually whistle quite a lot, everywhere, and although I hate to hear other people whistle, I enjoy whistling myself. I usually follow the rhythm of a song slamming my fingers to a table, or moving my leg, or my toes, sometimes when done with my fingers I do it pretty loudly and it disturbs other people, yet I like to do it. I like to repeat phrases from movies or even from myself / others. I have a lot of trouble talking to a girl I find attractive, I can feel my body tense up, I have trouble coming up with words. On the same topic, love is a very complicated issue, so I won't even try to explain. I remember that as a child I had to go to speech therapy to be able to pronounce the r letter (I speak Spanish). I think the fidgeting is the thing I have the biggest issue with. I will just take the closest object and start to play with it, even without my realization, then leave it by will and when I forget, I take it again. Honestly this whole thing wouldn't be a problem for me if it were not for the big social disadvantage it gives me. Everyone thinks I must be an idiot for being so uneasy. For not being able to stay still. For doing these childish things. I also forget stuff very easily. I lose my patience somewhat easily when attempting something challenging. I am quite clumsy, I drop things, I crash into things, my whole body just moves very awkwardly. My hands sometimes mimic those of dinosaurs, you know, half hanging. My thin complexion does not help too much either. For short, I am a mess, and I don't know why nothing seemed out of place.",5.874826457105435,5.951648915520632,6.420320235756389,79.25155435494435,66.72102161100196,9.222815979043878,31.112049770792407,8.936278230431713,2.4758934643091024,2034,72,389,31,30,664,238,509,0.127,0.799,0.075,-0.9673,1,1,3,0,0,0,66.0,0,3,0,8,21,23,2,3,27,0,53,14,12,3,2,74,80,28,0,6,17,0,11,2,0,5,1,5,0,3,41,18,0,2,20,2,0,11,11,13,1,1,10,18,67,10,69,59,15,58,0,2,2,1,15,20,0,15,25,316,108,2,0.13917551899347153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696820892049477,0.0,0.0,0.055649306128174564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597181029874027,0.15459262672689605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994369308511555,0.0,0.07519964651150265,0.0780485894428819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044878348023686655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270439767447519,0.0,0.0,0.06089671727922943,0.1424248766384271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058131643753254976,0.0,0.0,0.07190275754078146,0.0,0.13788617654941066,0.0,0.0,0.06649408631704991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037132415954858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360195149145803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675491981461999,0.03954832737254185,0.05836691109697492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870350570467948,0.0,0.0,0.07843046243713185,0.0,0.046643208343646464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526308289416662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121806371137265,0.0,0.0,0.07368338962777354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799412855320391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785090301732951,0.0,0.11832204928459207,0.06280566983332835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792155113511127,0.051155010100329766,0.05159844192353065,0.053670370073177764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677133202937015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584925368361188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473017155696175,0.0,0.07270439767447519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079576865930623,0.0,0.06658608780617564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204544385421807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309561317524458,0.13741903474633674,0.0,0.07882936618680897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055452434761304514,0.12670016542472246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093595741372791,0.0,0.1607161710327514,0.13764814699334926,0.0,0.049254574338022085,0.07417129267750155,0.05557287462426664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966133589816894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464266967604284,0.055932005145995695,0.0,0.0,0.07957966761789308,0.0,0.41607913779633293,0.17835610581972872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773145612666037,0.047245520837782634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832054290052224,0.17225156821362925,0.0,0.11047104888984194,0.0,0.0,0.06256775294151419,0.0,0.12558425852441302,0.15538449671189114,0.0,0.0670801169098647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962447118316569 autism,Mockingfowl,2018/12/01,"Can Nonverbal Autistic Children be in a mainstream classroom? My friend’s younger cousin is autistic and nonverbal(she communicates using sign language), and I’m just wondering if she’d ever be able to be in a “regular”/mainstream classroom or not. Does anybody have any experience with this? Can nonverbal kids be successful in a class of verbal peers? Can nonverbal signing autistic kids go to deaf schools? I’m mostly just curious. Thanks in advance. 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I teach at a rural Title I school. Our school is part of a huge district, one of the top five largest in the United States. I am also autistic. Last month the principal told me about the superintendent's pending visit and asked me to produce some cookies for the superintendent and his entourage. I had one of my beginning classes bake these cookies. Since this class had 4 groups, each group baked a different type of cookie. The students produced lemon crinkle, snickerdoodle, chocolate chip, and oatmeal cookies. We assembled everything neatly on a serving platter and plastic wrapped it. Since the superintendent was expected to arrived at school just after the first bell rang, I arrived an hour early. I brewed coffee. I produced a fresh fruit salad. Since the entourage included a school board member who was allergic to gluten, I also produced some blueberry muffins and some banana nut bread using rice flour instead of wheat flour. When the first bell rang, all was in readiness. I had coffee with real cream, sugar and sugar substitutes, fresh orange juice, a fruit salad, and assorted cookies. The superintendent never arrived. He wound up having a last minute change of plans. I saved the fruit for my advanced culinary students and froze the cookies, banana nut bread, and blueberry muffins. Today after arriving at work I was told that the superintendent and the board member would be arriving this morning. I quickly defrosted the cookies, the muffins, and the banana bread. I brewed a pot of coffee but since I hadn't been told about the superintendent's pending visit, I didn't have any fruit salad or orange juice. I texted the principal to tell her that I had cookies and coffee for the superintendent. The superintendent never visited Culinary Arts. I am told that he was only on campus for 15 minutes. I feel as though all of my effort and the effort of my students was wasted. The principal emailed that she didn't have any control over the superintendent's schedule. While I do understand this, I wonder if she made any effort to say, Culinary Arts catered a light snack for you and your staff. Would you care to visit Culinary Arts? I am not happy over how the initial request for cookies disrupted the production schedule for one class. I am even less happy that all of this effort was for naught. An apology would have been nice. While the phrase, ""Please understand that I have no control over the superintendent's schedule,"" is true enough I also regard this as an excuse and not an apology. Am I wrong to feel annoyed?",6.5976664648910415,8.5766692690678,6.319428571428574,73.77496610169494,66.05508474576271,8.445133171912833,33.400968523002426,8.922882184376627,3.1177987167070222,2133,94,335,36,35,666,211,472,0.057,0.87,0.073,-0.2856,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,3,0,18,12,9,1,0,45,0,33,17,0,9,6,54,49,28,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,2,0,14,18,15,2,5,4,0,5,8,2,0,6,21,14,41,7,47,24,10,42,0,0,1,0,31,16,0,6,20,231,55,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278681043969895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894494675884203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681409188761287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946797148207091,0.0,0.09823642676164762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830683568330294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702175995707016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595199610356267,0.0,0.0613349396115544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345900975593584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390834583402216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579779356951334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977081485239851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811454437815877,0.0,0.0,0.09145105682076107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139099454956606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786893503241988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412212368036848,0.0,0.0,0.06885651771544991,0.14324288292330073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877851284945688,0.07062627028771781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056125809068013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193536189568188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569808640046176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738481487688141,0.0,0.4699100663778645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072679505993644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116609562918052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123713434029028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802298442095986,0.35493716955624793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933466978849957,0.0,0.08020355980369646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070564029203674,0.1352103077432496,0.0,0.0,0.19790099983764176,0.10153078804659313,0.0,0.0 autism,thegoodguyjay,2018/12/01,"My wife and and I were just told that our son doesn’t have autism but is demon possessed. The audacity of the idiotic amazes me! We are having a rough month with school and IEP stuff. We all know these kinds of things can be tough. So my wife asked for prayer on Facebook. She had tons of awesome and supportive comments but then two morons got on and decided to make it weird. These are people we have known for many years but today they decided to pull the moron card and tried to tell us that my son has a demon and doesn’t really have autism. Some people amaze me with how idiotic they can be. Sorry, had to vent for a second. 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I tend to think most Autistic people are moderate rather than really ''high functioning'' (yes I know that's a silly term, but you know what I mean). I still think an Asperger's type of Autism is less common on the spectrum (maybe 20%). It's funny because the mainstream perception of Autism is focused on what was formerly referred to Asperger's and that needs to change. Most Autistic people need a lot more help then they're getting especially as adults. Not everyone is able to drive, pay taxes or live on their own.",5.605252293577983,7.273251302752299,5.420997706422019,80.4643405963303,68.08256880733946,9.119724770642202,29.22133027522936,9.516144504307137,2.681173394495413,468,17,84,10,8,145,75,109,0.015,0.855,0.13,0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,20,16,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,12,14,8,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,5,52,13,3,0.2191880846354396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361502196351555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231871930241445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209443607968172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451672756744515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469171528446062,0.4631684913565157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409200781040193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935470944449595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634587131696906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202038918972612,0.2387600813568616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505037487008537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30391483906511946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041749964913874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504388752665356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28089374841487696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557049265116419,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CuckSlayer1984,2019/05/06,"Anxiety about upcoming evaluation for my son and (false?) signs of hope I am constantly nervous waiting for my son's upcoming evaluation on the 16th. I have told several people about my thought that my son might be on the spectrum because he doesn't always respond to his name, doesn't point, arm flaps sometimes when he's excited, and has limited words (mama, dada, and baba). My son is 18 months old but I go by his adjusted age of 16 months because he was born 6 weeks early - this is a thing I have done because it's my way of justifying his developmental delay and I think it's just me in denial and coping with things. But then, last week, he started saying the ""dog"" and he said ""duck"" a few times yesterday when my mom was over and she heard him say it - and it was clear as day what he said. I was very proud. But I have this dreadful feeling that these little improvements are giving me false hope for his evaluation because of the other items. But he was also responding to his name and overall doing great. I am just in this weird place where I am hopeful in one way but in the other I am almost committed to accepting that my son is autistic. I am preparing myself for the diagnosis because I've watched so many videos on autism that I feel like it is the inevitable diagnosis. I'm curious if any other parents felt the same way when their child's evaluation was looming.",6.09172222222222,6.270160866666673,6.855694444444445,75.96687500000003,66.25925925925927,10.157407407407408,33.1712962962963,9.978442167317967,3.1772407407407415,1094,44,209,23,16,363,151,270,0.055999999999999994,0.79,0.154,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,10,11,0,2,10,0,26,1,1,0,2,40,43,22,0,4,8,7,3,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,19,10,0,3,7,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,13,9,31,8,24,28,3,35,0,0,1,0,34,12,0,6,20,138,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495083032129205,0.0,0.0,0.09978786639229316,0.10382835587076086,0.0,0.0,0.08485582302872123,0.0,0.09545764555033194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803287772730554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484466924985278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804738622648731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769498444598484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126186735858087,0.08914405889217722,0.1198099835562028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197019600594264,0.07091630574512843,0.0,0.0,0.13757224544591912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718090979563402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101713725605835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096202709068785,0.12506402716342016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650904076940564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237364601943066,0.0,0.1461427983974636,0.19919909692853988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093738521842868,0.0,0.08455529741989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855529147115064,0.0,0.0,0.08650790714859607,0.0,0.13037029975832087,0.0,0.11795902294232467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373919095015908,0.1984628045470904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096778350211214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341227462641167,0.0,0.08832111710308299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579881044263026,0.07995506366600498,0.0,0.0990627176353819,0.07276120251845551,0.0,0.0,0.11923424500568955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295795623623673,0.0,0.2971376743165236,0.20018467793160166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wowwww321,2019/05/06,"Getting my nut checked tomorrow... :S So I've had one testicle thats swelled and clearly bigger than the other for the last couple months, and I've finally plucked up the balls (pun intended;) to get it checked. I'm just shitting it because having some stranger feel my balls is like an autistics nightmare (unless she's hot lol) unfortunately it's a man doctor who's checking them :| so i'm dreading it, my heart misses a beat every second I'm thinking of it. For some fucked reason I'm more worried about the experience than what the result will be.......wtf. Does anyone have any experience or advice with this sort thing? Much appreciate any replies :)",3.2129643527204483,5.929991772357724,4.1211382113821164,82.36812382739213,78.4308943089431,6.386241400875548,28.97373358348969,7.61054688173877,2.050383864915572,520,24,92,8,13,167,91,123,0.16699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.083,-0.878,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,1,8,1,5,4,2,3,1,15,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,5,1,10,13,4,6,0,1,0,1,4,2,2,4,5,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564149889417185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862155695103726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714594804852202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828349747022855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328500839829916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539631682141147,0.18415922314229305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730647168588665,0.0,0.0,0.41170533744915,0.0,0.0,0.10640580451400757,0.0,0.0,0.2305289381940004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455024939077592,0.2198945315476364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493747978614995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153832737820626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281133739261623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679728065157544,0.0,0.1546990928380646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260095384356478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636943775302114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601570153387287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980832210807104,0.13484274423134174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137140786294804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SoftPeaks,2019/05/06,"I feel like my head just isn't working Hi, sorry for this being so short but I just wanted to ask a question. Recently I feel like my head just isn't working like it just feels like a massive block and I just can think and almost stutter and repeat words in my head. This really upsets me as I need to feel like I'm in control and I was wondering if anyone else gets this or if its something else.",2.120357142857145,3.6430341309523833,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,76.73809523809524,6.2285714285714295,22.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.6038999999999999,313,9,67,3,7,104,51,84,0.107,0.715,0.177,0.6441,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,2,0,5,3,3,1,0,26,16,10,0,4,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,10,5,6,14,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,7,42,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500573548186611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478155482848453,0.15354335722565698,0.0,0.0,0.1400934667607364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807424996515394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503679436825729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030831847595813,0.4282235385155218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829264488562318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461380987639702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660560120364946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111500524957783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167871022021714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600045049560442,0.0,0.1479629635896796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536509968306087,0.0,0.1677495304167447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960205332547828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838790147774833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251050911337311,0.21819131366437344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MadScientist350,2019/05/06,Homework troubles Hello everyone! Because I am on the spectrum I tend to only want to do certain activities and when I have to do an assignment that is not appealing to me it becomes extremely frustrating. It's different from normal procrastination because when I'm in a zone of something else I feel like I physically can't do the homework. Interests are a gift but right now it's making other responsibilities challenging when I don't see the purpose in them. Any advice or experience is appreciated. I hope you have a good day (:,4.776893424036281,7.401340000000001,6.958707482993198,64.56645124716556,72.46938775510203,10.069841269841273,35.378684807256235,10.25414643259724,4.617254875283448,432,24,68,14,9,152,70,98,0.04,0.701,0.259,0.9659,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,4,8,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,1,1,10,18,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,10,6,9,18,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,6,50,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507894120795163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452662714360476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128954329069475,0.2834429825667297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655140596486059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681382123748796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143930152368688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452342087803894,0.0,0.25104694355006346,0.0,0.0,0.12976684812849415,0.18334642659793216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526069541844056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490526358520155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538322759975648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713117710424754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145649452724506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518922219132254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917245623467446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045119305616771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757698378121044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137519947281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hewhoseeks1962,2019/05/06,"My autistic son is ready to fly the coop. I'm terrified. My son (21) has decided he has had enough and is ready to see what the bigger world has to offer. It's at the point where I'm pretty sure I'll get up one morning and he will be gone. I've ask him if I can help by getting him an apartment, working with social services isn't helping at all. (We live in small town Mississippi, not much help to be had here). Hr gets a disability check, but has no concept of money management, hard as we try. Any suggestions on how I can let him fly, with the minimum danger, would be helpful. Thanks.",1.720044709388972,3.5086384262295134,3.5338152011922515,89.48100596125187,78.672131147541,6.731445603576751,24.205663189269746,7.686295010490155,1.1103016393442622,456,16,100,7,11,153,89,122,0.098,0.7609999999999999,0.141,0.5508,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,6,0,17,0,0,1,2,14,26,6,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,9,2,14,17,3,13,0,0,1,0,17,12,0,1,0,61,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433294742964209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703963769597768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777969609965486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33035275818115395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880673784239704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650934170323513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552457012448786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611201421842824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493873857766813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282185824852972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992438956265891,0.0,0.0,0.21442683856763828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795481568913953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485144348376028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986463550234636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940468659696993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309764356793248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534416214649879,0.0,0.0,0.14972354702568208,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Delicious_Classic,2019/05/06,"I need a job, but I don't know how to prepare myself. I'm an 18 year old high functioning autistic guy. I am quite socially anxious, and my mental state is at an all time low. I hope this means that I'm not fit for a job, as I am running out of time. (my goal is to get a job before I'm 19) The type of job I'm going for is retail, any of you have experience in that field, or tips/unwritten rules about work in general? Sorry for this rushed post, I hope I got my point out clearly.",1.456378504672898,2.209354205607479,3.852418224299068,91.26498247663551,77.03738317757009,7.219158878504674,22.72079439252337,7.645422480735847,0.6966271028037379,368,10,91,5,8,129,72,107,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.5525,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,2,15,19,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,12,2,15,18,1,18,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,3,4,50,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010165663323733,0.0,0.0,0.1829077362227075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377701118915509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837517076880986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845892215067183,0.0,0.09201493151748733,0.0,0.1294910475737045,0.0,0.0,0.16031243070178133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106261653876795,0.0,0.3216184517468472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6426670338015374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889793233052102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636313783907953,0.0,0.0,0.16316320381709762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200512743631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698931495001094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305353689624945,0.0,0.1550612277494299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220699894210453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504281463198722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124055212082454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881742348305075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786952266947055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426217903637183 autism,surfkaboom,2019/05/06,"How does everybody feel about violent criminals being identified as autistic? For starters, my 10 year old son was diagnosed with autism around 18 months old. I currently work in a position that allows me to work within the criminal justice system, albeit from an analytic perspective and often as an educator/briefer. &#x200B; Following an act of violence, primarily with school shootings, we find a lot of social media/traditional media will look for a reason why the suspect would act. Besides the number of issues that led them to choose violence, there are also many who want to look at their mental health. Some assume autism is a factor, even with or without a diagnosis. &#x200B; When discussing these issues, my goal is to be free of bias. But, that can be difficult with a son who has autism. How does the community feel about including autism (or similar spectrum diagnoses) included in the analysis of criminal behavior? I want to provide an complete analysis for my partners, so I would love to know your opinion on including autism as a factor when describing individuals or do you believe this should be excluded? &#x200B; Thank you.",8.42705128205128,10.022559863636367,8.3479797979798,62.33940559440561,61.47474747474747,12.354933954933955,39.978243978243974,11.95083700844419,5.714362393162393,935,49,133,31,13,302,130,198,0.145,0.774,0.081,-0.9438,1,0,0,1,0,0,36.0,1,3,2,3,12,5,1,0,16,0,15,4,0,5,0,33,25,14,0,5,5,2,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,8,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,4,13,4,31,16,2,19,0,0,2,1,14,6,0,8,8,98,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979702818547237,0.0,0.3649934468362785,0.4093282505262598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996052178985088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651062434122345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177322972715014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279408142354249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652874827695835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416545831662348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355282246375925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262960363917203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193573652437668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343999243928035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171079228593726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858802496893876,0.0,0.0,0.0954636197089264,0.10134470484216004,0.0,0.0,0.113842857958578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316034113821324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962756479376048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565566628648496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545122215826978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136419002324866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144639279521766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338011290755043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246126725781293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132285545838017,0.0,0.0,0.10824205309884777,0.0,0.16349464932090238,0.0,0.0,0.1595329779647246,0.0,0.4093282505262598,0.07231007648510622 autism,AdviseThrowaway_,2019/05/06,"What’s the difference between high functioning autism and asperger? I have high functioning while my friend has asperger. Was wondering what the difference is between us. Thank you",6.557068965517242,10.53121427586207,5.547844827586207,68.20038793103453,78.65517241379311,12.555172413793105,38.28448275862068,10.686352973137794,6.777889655172412,150,9,20,7,4,45,22,29,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818071008513165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151168868295202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883601641658798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563439857832552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349209927772217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019490506233378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DMBear89,2019/05/06,"Something weird (a nice weird) happened to today I was making my way to my local swimming pool earlier today and I had my earphones in and was quite happy. I got on the bus and sat opposite a woman who was just minding her own but she started talking to me, asking me what I was listening to and she asked if I can put it on speaker I was like ""oh ok"" and she asked for Bob Marley and I put on a couple of BM tracks and she was quite happily singing a long and talking to me. Usually when random people start talking to me I dont like it but cause it was music I was actually alright so we chatted all the way till I got off the bus just talking about life and stuff. It's funny how certain things happen during the day.",1.1644591611479032,3.1829503907284784,3.4181192052980163,88.48620750551876,81.51655629139073,5.616070640176601,23.973951434878586,6.742157984588678,0.8687426931567329,563,21,116,6,15,193,89,151,0.009000000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.18,0.9792,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,8,2,11,1,0,3,2,22,23,16,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,10,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,12,2,23,7,15,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,11,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.13222416142165866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800102900428518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919130654606146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992330570304174,0.0,0.08738345358579877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587998356390364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673642028313125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396366255483253,0.1442375871452173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570455029967788,0.1323926133243539,0.0,0.0,0.11990934337827093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904443660277124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368119318882352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393558947429323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724210069437525,0.0,0.2882325009933113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431113361923353,0.0,0.0,0.19180896802543496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511004648313556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356249274644557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001725684053742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568679739501997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492292621895541,0.0,0.0,0.21510020306774674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ElixirMeda,2019/05/06,"What do you think? I was neglected (not fed properly, not tended to, left alone in cars, etc) and lived in a pretty hostile environment with fights, shouting, etc. This happened until the age of 2 years old and then I went into foster care (I don’t remember anything other than being scared of some kid). All I know is I developed normally from my half sisters reports and babbled and stuff (this was around 1 years old) but I’ve been told by my psychiatrist that my medical records claim that I had delays in my speech development (he used the word “significant”) but so did my twin but she turned out fine with hardly much anxiety other than disliking certain things (doesn’t like the texture “crunch” of prawns). What boggles me is how did my psychiatrist get my past medical records from foster care if I was adopted she 3 with a new surname, plus I never told him my old surname. My birth mom was healthy whilst pregnant, didn’t smoke, drink etc but she’s a paranoid schizophrenic and she also has borderline personality disorder. I heard there’s a link between Schizotypal Personality Disorder and autism, they have similar traits. I can read body language, read faces, I’m not good with social situations though and I always say the wrong thing or do “odd” things like once I showed someone a picture of my boobs. I had a severe debilitating episode of derealisation which has caused many of my odd behaviours and severe social anxiety and eye problems (blurry vision, hard to make eye contact because it’s staining) Shall I get a second opinion? Does neglect cause developmental delays? Also my adoptive parents said my development was fine, unless they’re lying...",6.347719722138328,8.173682637873759,6.56384929024464,72.37187481123532,66.47508305647841,9.326547870733915,33.61537299909393,9.688023934748609,3.472234551495017,1338,60,220,29,22,429,188,301,0.17,0.743,0.087,-0.9740000000000001,2,1,2,0,1,0,38.0,0,1,1,0,7,15,2,1,11,0,23,10,5,5,3,48,41,24,0,3,10,3,2,2,0,1,3,5,0,3,14,17,2,4,4,4,0,2,7,7,0,2,17,9,35,8,27,22,6,24,0,2,2,1,23,7,1,4,17,144,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945830135437214,0.0,0.1535905944201642,0.07990479941301827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469256438892771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902465270892968,0.08548721639507903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853910408988796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666787730142628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958183294174009,0.19729888736780515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201178031723732,0.0,0.08403665432602889,0.0,0.0,0.09407301360326438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32129709267133844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034360712726602,0.0,0.0,0.08054555567328618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491916766657752,0.0,0.17204835124744847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052775673431861965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043370674186638,0.0,0.0,0.0938309868366926,0.0,0.08479640493643452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410088829811009,0.0973595261317185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934805992633155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246938173750863,0.0,0.0,0.07059322887856538,0.0,0.07406439195578847,0.09274654257307302,0.0,0.0,0.09408918353619022,0.0,0.0,0.30230254771346154,0.10226900356401547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663014626173377,0.0,0.09167166922107052,0.0,0.16769969159749776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769721266398794,0.0,0.09188790946205493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211232665320496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087834696672609,0.0,0.09134668825252867,0.07636705048098583,0.09614295897299384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697353039962988,0.0,0.0,0.10794194155221083,0.0,0.195781342535408,0.08136605666211118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993157672732946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139454603074693,0.06153225937854213,0.0943491605418252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183521897278262,0.0,0.0,0.10445325594318483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293923953947764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890209354198874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049939226019269,0.0,0.12368056999587645 autism,p5ycHOTic,2019/05/06,"Opinions on Terminology for 'Asperger's'? Hi Everyone, I'm new here, and neuro-typical, but soon will be working on placement in a school for neurodivergent individuals. I know there's a bit of controversy around the name Asperger's due to his links to Nazi regime...is there preferable terminology around? Obviously it's very individual to each family, but I know communities may advise certain terms to be used instead of others. Hope you're all having a lovely day.",6.005679862306366,8.552841409638557,7.942719449225475,59.236144578313294,68.63855421686746,11.007917383821,33.54388984509467,10.914260884657429,4.6265504302926,379,18,59,13,7,133,63,83,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,18,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,13,7,4,10,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,5,37,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845257859270909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297107127200178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550821814533515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600420719708313,0.0,0.0,0.2565500032375779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270297089580707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991227896487734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456175792400787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628351543496121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754208863582792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504216137030476,0.0,0.2245445531548056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812164852346575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,geavonna,2019/05/06,demolition derby Does anyone else have a tendency to break things constantly? Like if you’re holding a pen or pencil for a long period of time it ends up aggressively chewed or with the clips broken off? I was using a scrunching to stim until the elastic snapped. I bought a stress ball and broke it within a few hours. It’s compulsive.,4.840312500000003,6.693311156250001,5.627000000000002,77.51800000000003,70.25,8.870000000000003,26.8625,9.3871,2.4506287500000004,270,9,48,6,5,88,53,64,0.18100000000000002,0.78,0.04,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,9,2,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,8,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352019617867286,0.3275389584091293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34544893160319834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797447447978897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670426678645087,0.0,0.2831321029117397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148098524421395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617426513036847,0.0,0.0,0.2828972570922376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366180084976692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123740680559026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864017303167648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27609162436058404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,smudgiepie,2019/05/06,"How to prevent a picking stim So my way of stimming is picking my clothes apart. My councillor, mum, uni mentor and wellbeing coach have all tried to find ways to help me find a less destructive way to stim. The only thing we have found so far is to pick a piece of cloth which is made for picking but I can't exactly bring cloth into a uni exam. But I would like to go home with socks rather than cotton foot pads cause I've picked everything that I could get to without taking my shoe lff.",3.0948,4.646035479999998,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,74.2,7.0,24.5,7.645422480735847,1.0248,388,12,83,5,8,122,72,100,0.025,0.9109999999999999,0.064,0.4208,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,8,2,2,8,2,24,14,6,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,14,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333518806831498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136565651487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415324940716267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41523310770552585,0.0,0.0,0.2490649314025427,0.0,0.0,0.11867968314503287,0.0,0.12909804254718166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225794098857012,0.0,0.2278560825978069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097699301202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149405877361196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276244488056186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079311211866552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091241471123265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542240763262855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409178004724292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897036770541548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136517114182286,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KratosAKAGodofWar,2019/05/06,My parents tried to hide my autism until I was diagnosed. then they denied that I have autism. This happened like 5 years ago. I still heavily mentally suffer from it.,2.6524193548387096,5.607939967741939,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,84.80645161290323,6.970967741935485,23.87903225806452,8.07648339933343,1.9591870967741944,133,5,23,3,4,42,27,31,0.24100000000000002,0.685,0.07400000000000001,-0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450836677303265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951229544805492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34424942869665004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901882961182593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392314544198981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322624436990255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108889123246184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430355969123426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250691138007432 autism,astupidfurry,2019/05/06,"Just a thought One of the weirdest things as an aspie is how the way i act needs to change as i grow up. Idk how else to say it, but i think its weird that i could say one thing as a teenager and it be perfectly normal, but when i turned 18 it was inappropriate",0.9615789473684196,2.4411872631578966,2.726175438596492,95.82189473684211,79.87719298245614,5.963508771929827,20.171929824561406,6.742157984588678,-0.07804280701754385,202,5,51,2,5,67,42,57,0.083,0.8140000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,1,12,8,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,2,5,1,7,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939655780528755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186863195573805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213733453327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604827252158087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226838675757503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766042562358228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419707527357764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692290110545043,0.1780575446071374,0.0,0.2206097207044799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022591802626089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057224926610255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1000Stephs,2019/05/06,"Won't eat hot or solid foods? Hello, I am a mother of a 9 year old boy with autism. I am having trouble, he has always been kind of reluctant to eat but I figured general picky eater ya know? Lately he has not wanted to eat hot food because he says it makes him feel weird, he will eat solid foods but not out of choice, but out of necessity. He eats ice and frozen juice and mostly just drinks a lot of water and vitamin water stuff. I am wondering if this has something to do with his autism or is another issue, I have a doctors appointment for him but they cant get him in till next month. I just kind of want some advice from people, thank you. (:",3.7648175787728064,4.371130589552237,5.0106965174129385,85.65710613598675,71.4626865671642,8.045107794361526,23.844112769485914,8.167268648758528,1.1512132669983424,505,12,108,7,9,168,90,134,0.042,0.847,0.11199999999999999,0.8546,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,14,13,0,1,0,29,22,11,0,3,11,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,7,11,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,13,3,17,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,7,6,68,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323637139282982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493629527809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224069901645855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687744362312797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908221657201416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235429361651604,0.0,0.6452265014474573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376662937177571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574897903926852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588894824921175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162942830679966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265500738697506,0.06930852328557298,0.0,0.14226119647854618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721694317039217,0.0,0.0,0.0841815484357853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066236279635543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412283190928012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233460168940364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743102221260897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002902881636464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708811209388804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436945565958373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610810195919202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876968008506258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676439901304616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121277387961234 autism,ssundiall,2019/06/01,"Headphones broke today For the past few months I’ve been worried that maybe I’m not autistic. Now that they are broken and I’m without something to filter noise I have found out that I am indeed, very much autistic.",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,69.0,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,0.8272285714285714,174,6,32,0,3,52,34,42,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775743799917394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459572009394164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748658961454925,0.0,0.2531451707442967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287318164367013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651061448830482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32641423765190725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28413412854310016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319519948366821,0.0,0.0,0.3497156055191041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,robinwillow286,2019/06/01,"Why am I such a hugger? I just have this thing where I'm constantly trying to hug close friends and family. The pressure makes me feel safe and loved. I just want people to hug me, and I often sneak up on my friends and family to hug them when they're doing something. My mum says weighted blankets are too expensive, but maybe she could get me a weighted vest. Any advice?",3.4493693693693714,5.160716459459461,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,73.5945945945946,7.095495495495496,24.495495495495497,7.793537801064563,1.2033495495495496,294,9,59,4,6,93,55,74,0.021,0.741,0.23800000000000002,0.9074,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,1,0,14,11,6,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,7,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099431514494686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610134379499762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321701290237592,0.0,0.17153551829735034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405071761741225,0.0,0.1086316237350668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33197601124915943,0.0,0.1122471660337712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193905173030262,0.0,0.14341009373092534,0.0,0.2158397584363135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894583579756054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085263805549136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539747146803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273286228737322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586502965841547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672060660414944,0.0,0.0,0.5232444276563017,0.0,0.0,0.1938633680977889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,leftist20021234,2019/06/01,"Autism Awareness and school... I’m in HS rn and my HS supports the Puzzle Pieces and “awareness”, my elementary school (same district) supported A$, I’m now becoming more vocal about my autism and next year or in the future, I could be asked to speak at it for a club or an assembly (I have heard our district has assemblies or something like that). In April I saw puzzle piece stickers and shirts that were probably provided by school. Wether there is a voluntary or mandatory event next year or in the future, I’m hesitant as wether I should speak up. The Autism $peaks stuff makes me really uncomfortable, I sometimes stim when I get mad about social issues but don’t speak out, one of these stims is banging my hand on my head, which could harm me. I’m pro-ND and anti-cure and don’t know what to do.",5.439999999999998,6.058767554140125,5.5648471337579615,83.12879936305734,67.72611464968153,9.33732484076433,28.438853503184713,9.3871,2.2152629299363062,634,20,128,12,10,200,101,157,0.067,0.863,0.069,-0.177,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,8,0,12,3,3,1,0,22,24,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,6,14,3,16,17,4,18,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,7,11,78,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904626420578605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789247786634206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27166596012938143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888460662562843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745999157000823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756892872464713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349763491049597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311571203231848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135614396142767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36186509181118304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528280942337872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834262392799485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898804467074297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165343939795763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734235803764382,0.0,0.1309724753664344,0.16826046587727564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475530595089927,0.0,0.3861173836255469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911308803906468 autism,Secret_Life_Shh,2019/06/01,"Interests advice Ok so we all have things we love and know everything about. (Mythology and rocks are a couple of mine. Always have and always will be.) However, I sometimes become super obsessed with something totally NOT within character for myself. (Currently, I am obsessed with algae eaters; specifically suckermouth catfish.) It's weird because I am terrified of the water and everything in it. But I think those lil fishies are ADORABLE! It's to the point I am considering setting up a tank and getting one. It makes me super sad people think they're small and can live only on algae. They're not and can't. They can grow to be a couple feet long and, being catfish, eat other fish/small crustaceans. But, within a week or so, I'll move on to the next thing and the cycle starts over again. Does anybody else do this?",3.80294117647059,6.431963019607848,4.506954248366019,80.91729411764706,75.66666666666667,7.217254901960787,26.539869281045753,8.238735603445708,2.0950151633986933,654,25,111,12,15,209,102,153,0.077,0.794,0.129,0.8814,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,2,4,10,0,2,8,1,15,4,1,1,2,24,22,14,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,13,2,0,3,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,11,6,16,18,2,18,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,6,79,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779706838442634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030855910418801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102186034181574,0.20114302681272825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40303624416755945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159379031251513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635959562783225,0.1521422743358931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32736485757782324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515292478315993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100091272941254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081993007417938,0.16117511273230958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643751463521403,0.0,0.1215700168128885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935703152358289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369226669240105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341278102356185,0.13851445746603286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626271478556636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216722680121535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402089132227004,0.18012652653157488,0.0,0.1289091874477298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419918433438109,0.23339700917701425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608988777581638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ShaariAmairi,2019/06/01,"Should I get tested for autism?? (A bit of a long explication) Hi, I've been asking this question for some months after a while after a couple of clues. Im a 16y old Female, currently diagnosed with : -Bpd, Social anxiety, GAD, ADHD, sensory hypersensitivity (SHS for my short term) and depression. -Almost got diagnosed with schyzophrenia (lack of emotional display) & OCD (routines). Why Im telling is a bit important, I've read that a lot of autistic women have missdiagnosis of BPD and etc. I dont even fit for those diagnosis except ADHD, depression and SHS. Why I started questionning is because one night, I told my dad about my depression and he said that, word for word : ""You're not depressed, you're just autistic"". But I dont have a diagnosis of ASD, so I went on a hunt for clues. I started hearing from everyone around me that I could be autistic. Teachers, friends, familly (all my cousins on my dad's family (all autistic)), my boyfriend (HFA) and his brother (Also HFA). I was hearing it everywhere. I went on a hunt to find about my childhood and went from memory too and here's what I found : -I never really made eye contact (I still dont) -I didnt engage on convertations at all (Almost still never do) -inapropriate playing with toys -Stimming like hand flapping, flickering, rocking. (Still do, and I have more stims now) -I wasn't interested in others much (Still slightly am) -Rude playing, I didnt care if I harmed another kid -I was mostly alone, like absent minded. -I was obsessed with numbers and I always pick up small details. -I had milestones that were 1-3 months late from normal times, but not where it's concerning. -I had to go in speech therapy for 2-3 years cause it was really hard for me to say words. -At school, I was completly alone, bullied, and didnt want to speak to anyone. I was in my own world, always. -sensory issues got really severe and got multiple delayed breakdowns/meltdowns/tatrums whatever you like to call it. -I was and am extremely great in math and science, but have mild difficulties with others subjects, so I dont have high grades in them. -I got obsessed with medical stuff at a young age, collecting informations about everything in the field and watching medical shows non stop, I even wanted to make full books about medical studies!! -I never wanted to be teamed up, I was forced by teachers and then I just wouldn't talk at all. Like no. -I didnt like social events with familly, I would hide where I could and be in my own head constantly. -Never had friends till highschool. -Had multiple meltdowns and shutdowns (I used to hide under my sister's bunkbed and stay there for an hour or two, unresponsive and lost of speech.) I still have them. -I understand other's emotions and problems only from logic, I have to think before understanding, I dont straight up get it. -Jokes and sarcasm always was difficult for me. -I am, but extremely clumsy. -When we get on a convertation I really enjoy, Ill speak endlessly about it and piss others off. -I dont remember past routines except the ones from now. The only routines I remember from the past is when I would place my plushies in a certain order, brush my teeth, go to the toilet and drink water before sleeping. (some of these routines still follow me to this day). Sorry if this was long, my brain always goes on ""tell your whole life"" mode when I explain something. But I would seriously like for suggestions, because I am a bit clueless. I recently told my dad about me possibly being autistic, he denied it and yelled at me that I was being brainwashed by my boyfriend?? but eh. Have a good day yall. 😊😊",4.204745012749363,6.4534200309734535,5.025323233838312,79.50119019049049,72.87905604719764,8.195430228488576,29.190640467976603,8.937865541717454,2.632798980050997,2863,120,508,61,59,927,328,678,0.134,0.792,0.07400000000000001,-0.9854,1,2,2,0,0,0,149.0,1,3,2,2,30,31,2,2,21,0,57,16,7,5,9,99,91,42,0,15,15,6,2,6,2,5,7,9,0,2,23,33,2,2,12,10,0,6,19,13,0,3,35,14,78,18,82,44,20,89,0,5,2,0,42,35,1,11,52,345,101,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364482857327492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113541016989477,0.11517314373069493,0.0,0.04446464338810774,0.18506020758946626,0.060244397023363885,0.0,0.0,0.05830320945414182,0.04253513299279952,0.0,0.0,0.038877987442352005,0.0,0.0,0.04949728341894026,0.05198006510205784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778853607391107,0.0,0.09462586880390043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210790147330444,0.0,0.14005673900022986,0.062069863432312425,0.056775531895530876,0.0,0.0566896183927825,0.05711824152253001,0.0,0.0,0.0582973035881261,0.06008566319487026,0.0,0.0887868342211874,0.061522201332082735,0.0,0.07171696754401471,0.0,0.19155858195598024,0.11286906953801396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909885289897886,0.05446847859538724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508881238191866,0.0,0.0,0.06201057081305787,0.07344877046382589,0.0,0.0,0.05312978797427935,0.0499712047449963,0.0,0.05241631545814674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050818928188281716,0.0,0.0,0.06096437219616574,0.0859154400463471,0.0,0.08714874873753026,0.0,0.06319943214263744,0.04663605115964651,0.17787897114628753,0.06130104846420947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498081839751338,0.0,0.057063364739968016,0.0,0.12533426867889835,0.0,0.0,0.058746227638224374,0.0,0.0,0.05475645467039005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011871133954742,0.05803370812449452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272111685112315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927311090375566,0.16298503372026893,0.0,0.0,0.09841147419104906,0.0,0.0,0.06069580183628109,0.04727055998031431,0.0,0.05261165398523719,0.03711455313779553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803852894584376,0.0,0.0,0.056141846518052256,0.0,0.08876146097101742,0.0,0.04087363239331777,0.0,0.17153377332792272,0.0,0.0,0.05217841009594832,0.05447784102156798,0.0,0.0,0.05834460992502364,0.0,0.07535427466843136,0.0845751662581159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615618999576798,0.0,0.0,0.05809192136011189,0.0,0.0,0.06268253986649247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320329856569137,0.0,0.0,0.1245732132297161,0.0,0.055616726579794766,0.0,0.14247943981887276,0.0,0.054899951139195664,0.0,0.12597172902511433,0.0,0.05288993031333821,0.04421668760457456,0.0,0.05627186856727105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281407198337986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564183484385701,0.11335782130079446,0.0,0.04280488969747996,0.0,0.0622415285560329,0.07871031053393067,0.059263992815003615,0.2664214407125181,0.04648549413797455,0.0,0.0,0.06365062098661135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469052421013692,0.0971966380837452,0.0,0.06358536678649207,0.0,0.0,0.03562731143089092,0.0,0.0,0.032421786730604765,0.0,0.0,0.1062595759485587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431476209601559,0.11576661950620484,0.0,0.04802199930179521,0.0,0.0,0.09838593431828672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462994316016776,0.1003437357796778,0.06207729004222786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849351449347766,0.0,0.0,0.03580565893156378 autism,sleepylillingenberry,2019/06/01,"Does anybody else have trouble driving? So many autistics I know are great drivers. Not me. It's hard work multitasking between keeping an eye on my speed, the pedals and levers, and everybody else on the road. Does anybody else have trouble driving confidently?",4.509333333333334,7.954856711111116,4.1172222222222254,78.9025,81.8888888888889,5.666666666666668,36.388888888888886,7.1686216300943375,3.1632222222222235,212,13,31,3,6,64,35,45,0.10300000000000001,0.727,0.16899999999999998,0.5355,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675672975366182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695054377013572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945324114694864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931278346204984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745406074780495,0.0,0.0,0.14681795223829958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084687561599946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448745289147606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nickkid218,2019/06/01,"Any tips for taking care of a one year old with autism? My girlfriend has a child with autism. He gets angry when I hug her or hold her hand, and if I get near him at all. I'm just trying to be the best I can with him, what sort if things can I do for him to feel more comfortable around me? Thank you!",0.3219900497512427,1.7341519701492525,1.6217164179104522,103.32471393034828,81.5373134328358,5.063681592039801,14.151741293532336,5.46131890053228,-1.3579333333333334,230,2,62,1,6,73,52,67,0.043,0.691,0.266,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,2,1,0,1,13,12,5,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,12,5,11,11,3,6,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,4,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262573324835921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961865273260347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491634384542977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392247017898228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823049515646574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476592850683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491279966947089,0.0,0.2254560189122872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501599670653135,0.0,0.0,0.30631889558393244,0.0,0.0,0.22104079154947984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589136866161474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142572893910013 autism,Em651643,2019/06/01,"SPARK Has anyone sent DNA to SPARK? My mother is really pushing me to send my own and my autistic son’s DNA to their collection for research. I’m not sure why, but I feel hesitant.",2.8128828828828847,4.366142000000004,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,74.94594594594594,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,1.945781981981984,142,5,29,3,3,48,30,37,0.106,0.7979999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.0895,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136412493846509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991168326730904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789764939973594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575500838340495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338021714392299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gestio_F,2019/06/01,"How to help someone with autism and OCD?? My brother is high functioning but he also has ocd rituals that MUST be followed. It is pretty much impossible to stop him from washing his hands so often, so i'm wondering if there is a gentle enough soap out there to prevent his hands from becoming so dry and cracked? I've heard that what really is best is to stop it all together, but that is actually impossible with my brother without him screaming and coming at you which is a little frightening for a younger sibling.",10.765408163265308,7.890920948979595,10.340510204081637,64.56341836734697,58.89795918367346,13.881632653061226,44.90816326530612,12.161744961471696,5.4070122448979605,415,20,73,10,4,136,67,98,0.083,0.736,0.18100000000000002,0.9047,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,10,3,2,1,2,19,15,11,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,1,12,12,4,8,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,2,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2447487664440317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056806597473814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769935864842781,0.0,0.0,0.2632035841778145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604565134690729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591478316906396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810880025699995,0.2649884574102237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251371744462076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436997969228575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551580852865848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067162304779894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125056248700616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41936716207318986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417663444532911,0.2719865076337878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TankTankleson,2019/06/01,"I need help determining the best kindergarten program for our 5-year-old son with ASD. Is ABA therapy a good match? He's a kind, high functioning sweetie pie whose biggest challenge is anxiety. One program has an ABA approach, and the people there seem great. HOWEVER, a different professional told us that our son is too high functioning to benefit from ABA therapy. Is this true? It's hard to get a clear conclusion from the internet. Anyone care to help us out?",3.6285714285714255,6.716240904761904,4.4026666666666685,78.459,80.42857142857143,9.074285714285717,31.019047619047623,9.3871,3.7749561904761917,372,19,63,12,10,119,62,84,0.03,0.607,0.363,0.9872,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,8,8,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,0,35,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871542873721449,0.0,0.0,0.12678875830525413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029255588428454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487598761323026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894491732046681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473639941429697,0.0,0.0,0.15208932889233354,0.0,0.19991476742750666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624342774689889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308068119569035,0.3831659891558248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882521537498725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344524192997178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902732402794004,0.0,0.12287255008210225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571000845552405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507420701069445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147287568934796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326668095329725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362305312375096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676929118221255 autism,Jupiter642,2019/06/01,"Do you understand confidence? I'm little bit puzzled about it. If you are confident, people are proud of you and tend to kind of follow you. Especially if you have a big mouth. At least until you do not use that confidence or big mouth against them, but use it to stomp others. If you stomp them, they get mad at you. &#x200B; If you do not have confidence, people have compassion with you. At least, until you are not a coward in an important situation when everybody counts on you. If you do that, people get mad at you. &#x200B; How can somebody not see that and be amazed how stupid those emotions are? I would never follow someone or be proud of him, if he is a friend and a big mouth. I would encourage people who have no confidence and not have compassion with them. &#x200B; Now this is some kind of logical thinking and it usually never fits to emotions of humans. Would you say it is wrong, not to follow a big mouth?",4.2764884277733435,5.995780994413412,4.8880486831604175,82.79046089385476,71.4581005586592,8.466241021548285,26.752194732641662,9.04235418022936,2.138190422984837,734,25,140,15,14,235,83,179,0.09699999999999999,0.684,0.22,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,15,4,2,5,11,3,0,6,0,22,4,4,4,2,36,34,19,0,9,15,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,0,2,22,7,21,29,4,22,0,0,1,0,26,12,0,10,7,112,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749030614040583,0.4204415601749077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591822852972445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594774010889453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910914842078106,0.0,0.12051773669162305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021165811656786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559806275467988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791014581789796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198408593151193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917206820172451,0.0,0.0,0.09190872674149453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964371983830192,0.0,0.0,0.09772474075008043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739033491632248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200699766443098,0.0,0.19922842557463008,0.12702750821276876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579647532977295,0.12610300028691465,0.4204415601749077,0.0 autism,andromachenon,2019/06/01,"how do you respond when you are asked/told to make eye contact? i just saw a meme cross posted here where the character is listening but not making eye contact, but when told to everything the other character says is just garbled. *if this ain’t me.* i have been asked in job interviews (one was like a pre-interview???) and told at my job to make eye contact. i haven’t disclosed that i am autistic as i just discloses that i’m trans *and* hard of hearing and i feel like that’s too much already to share. but i would hate if i force eye contact and i have to ask a customer or my boss to repeat while still trying to focus on eye contact and probably getting what they said wrong . it makes me seem lazy and not paying attention, but no i’m really not ignoring you i’m just trying to focus on what you’re telling me to focus on and *hhhhhhh* anyway. how would i bring this up? what should i say? when should i say it? any sort of roundabout advice is helpful i’m just frustrated.",0.7753030303030322,3.2404268939393965,2.5765777777777785,90.6962,88.14141414141416,5.794262626262626,22.06141414141414,7.24861992348623,0.9444260202020204,767,28,158,13,25,253,109,198,0.11199999999999999,0.807,0.081,-0.7967,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,0,15,7,2,0,5,0,16,5,5,7,0,38,37,21,0,6,15,0,2,2,0,4,0,6,0,0,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,6,14,21,3,18,27,1,16,0,0,6,0,24,7,0,5,8,107,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947146876836433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750312815837808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970594604655376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26686152333950425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827409695598901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721672129451138,0.1019644138841749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456912504042604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278556291174429,0.14091366292963758,0.0,0.0,0.16086404374746252,0.0,0.09566710273484318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832696503720653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945870176298775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810863325765625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492099022465312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671571442185876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669330294109486,0.0,0.15388417288239173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143476513537097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576634951327607,0.3405074403432192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993357631947314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398220865899047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474995390819478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091461637942356,0.0,0.19380493993676995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027787622139089,0.15604990028030338,0.0,0.0 autism,roykr007,2019/06/01,"Marijuana helps in opening consciousness! I am 21m and ever since i hit puberty i started to realise i really am weird,so first i started with nicotine and it calmed me down,then i tried alcohol but discontinued it,Then when i was in 12 standard i wanted to try marijuana it was a weird no effects at first but after cycling 3months of marijuana and leaving it . Finally come 2019 i am in New city and study in a new college.I got into some high quality marijuana strains and by taking multi vitamins supplements with amino acids.I was high all day and conscious only when i woke up in the morning. So After a while i have my diet on point eating good quality food with vitamin s and high all day. Then i start to realise what others meant and it scared me out.I felt i was turned into this fucking superhuman who could see anyone and understand what's going in their head. I just realized i just released demon and its juat fucking with my head now.Now i could understand the meaning behind speeches better and sometimes it freaks me out. just try the following 1-take multi vitamins with amino acid in the morning and night. 2-eat chicken and eggs daily with less carbs diet. 3-Be high for whole days like for 3months straight and talk with lots of people while you are high.",5.551634522661524,6.8620786475409865,6.256827386692383,75.76840405014467,67.85245901639344,9.183799421407908,32.79556412729026,9.478462496947786,3.1832953712632595,1026,45,179,21,17,336,140,244,0.055,0.86,0.085,0.784,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,7,10,2,2,7,0,11,13,2,1,3,49,31,22,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,11,26,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,6,0,2,8,4,23,4,31,20,6,44,1,0,1,2,5,21,2,2,21,118,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214751811671952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337555393617218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280972071211424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039536728185306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675699688127835,0.0,0.0,0.20303027110009564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475690283316332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949230295975962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075757418746284,0.1149551772416086,0.0,0.17852154827750547,0.1268922492619786,0.0,0.0,0.1940282081401427,0.0,0.0,0.05963906116274269,0.08801757272823764,0.08392903606963065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153946884964416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033817458395568,0.5543673011632629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111489341367184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051267730658912165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921509963888141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430896910942252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027008315475685,0.0,0.09847782758755236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981058282189829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275125672843442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920095681856543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722639537815045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506190953649423,0.0,0.08362252889229797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680634741124865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378702214311793,0.0,0.222828379856816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578016313624212,0.08434572325738496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373939385864768,0.11414313272569168,0.0,0.2184897005325018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189554299706316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716027097490447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,egg0wafflebutts,2019/06/01,"I get shivers and tingles when people touch my head Im not sure if its autism or what But whenevee someone touches me a certain way i get goosebumps and it feels like electricity Iv never been able to explain it to people honestly",1.892666666666667,4.6882728222222285,3.3305555555555566,84.5425,87.44444444444444,4.777777777777779,29.722222222222207,6.42735559955562,1.7958888888888889,187,10,32,2,6,61,38,45,0.042,0.795,0.163,0.6846,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,3,11,5,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,20,8,0,0.3151235867574016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593359538689053,0.2251243533441576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292781356686829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234077131700745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403875491769775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395346698246945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304273686021216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369340345953921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670031924448555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29700025118438794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250130435372418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,grammatetraton,2019/06/01,"Anyone have any personal experience with apraxia of speech? The recent study showing more autistic people than not have a coexisting affliction of CAS (Childhood Apraxia of Speech) was super intriguing to me. https://news.psu.edu/story/358761/2015/05/27/research/autism-and-rare-childhood-speech-disorder-often-coincide Does anyone have any personal experience with this?",22.01642857142857,27.584665880952386,12.627142857142859,29.46785714285716,33.04761904761905,13.219047619047622,44.95238095238096,12.45797560212912,7.2974666666666685,325,13,24,8,3,81,31,42,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,7,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786174875284507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389301177748154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436132405047218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446204087838801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929944539272212,0.4861434052718484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748678242218188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gshhpy,2019/06/01,My neighbors have been playing loud music all night can someone please comfort me and tell meit's going to be oko I suffer chronic pain and agoraphobia so every day is hell but my neighbors make it even worse. Another neighbors dog was barking all morning too and the other day they were playing even louder music and a different dog was baron the day before yesterday and it's just too much.,6.273918918918916,7.5469807162162175,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,66.16216216216216,8.082162162162161,33.71891891891892,8.238735603445708,2.801451891891892,319,14,52,4,5,101,55,74,0.141,0.772,0.087,-0.7469,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,2,10,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,5,3,1,5,3,6,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608415904113297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116724134395812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812797112405685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598963127328324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286010200966738,0.0,0.20958704405920625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137335274951462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604607462446747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286374591002316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343997014893103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26469314628193724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730585871200126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107695333890388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742307068309646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350287231953195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,punkrockfishboy,2019/06/01,"Help for men in their 30s with autism? So, here I struggle with some things with autism: &#x200B; Having the wrong tone in my voice when conversating. I turn people away and not even know how I come off! Expressing the right emotions with my eyes, or even trying to fake it. I seem to turn people away from this too! Thinking of the right things to say, and always letting whatever is on my mind override the present moment making it hard to properly interact in the conversation making me a monotone kinda boring conversationalist. Having anxiety and sometimes a moment of defeatist depression. (notice I say a moment, so not necessarily defeatist all the time, but I'm getting no where). &#x200B; The worst part of this of all, is I'm 31, and I still haven't developed a hint of social skill to help me through this barrier. I'm stuck. I need help. Any suggestions for people that have struggled in this area?",5.497609890109892,7.459056654761909,5.6750000000000025,77.39307692307693,68.76190476190476,8.264468864468865,29.58974358974359,8.841846274778883,2.4922265567765574,730,28,126,13,13,231,101,168,0.185,0.765,0.05,-0.9582,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,2,11,0,7,1,1,3,2,26,21,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,5,13,0,26,19,5,20,0,1,1,0,13,12,0,4,7,90,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031332780859783,0.26859159977236857,0.3012167220914206,0.08428775665608097,0.0,0.09481860539359216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329033196002953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676879081374356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675479488517717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394229417644239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373076779689333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475684323112407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103156871542244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492358427492964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811766307164048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126743522985997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547027930665575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515046307634578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190463530877263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111372148932105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422180002201312,0.0,0.25778634275103546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169898208854185,0.0,0.19713419748797412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128360863509918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634767743663686,0.0,0.0,0.12258609251322213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898370154224018,0.0,0.0,0.25915123751073005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164688872132276,0.0794198053729401,0.0,0.0,0.07227410344960772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415142397137564,0.26963603616578874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355158575778619,0.3012167220914206,0.0 autism,coll_me_maybe,2018/12/22,"Traits of autism vs autism I have been told, tested to show and self-observed many traits of autism in myself, but have never been diagnosed with autism. I'm now starting to wonder if my mom knew but couldn't handle having a defective child so instead ignored it and just made my life really hard. In therapy this year I finally got diagnosed with sensory processing disorder as it was derailing my entire life because it triggered my panic disorder. I'm wondering if there are people who believe they basically life with many traits of autism, but since there's no specific treatment for these issues really, and without a diagnosis it's hard to either get treatment or feel like you need treatment. However I think having the right therapy all my life would have helped immensely in a lot of ways instead of my mom constantly forcing me to do normal-kid things which I just struggled immensely with. I couldn't figure out how to sustain relationships. But I was always outgoing and talkative, but not necessarily in a normal or healthy way. Looking back, my inappropriate social skills have made me very introverted and self conscious about my ability to socialize with others. I have no confidence now because I kind of see that I've been doing a pretty bad job of socializing my whole life. I also still have acute sensory processing issues that heavily affect my balance and coordination, but also my ability to adjust to new environment. I get extremely stressed out in bright lights or around loud or abundant noises, strong smells, or crowds. I see that my life is still influenced by my struggles that parallel with autism traits, but still don't know how to go about getting help or something. Does anyone else know what I'm talking about? 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There’s a lot going on this next week. I can foresee there will not be enough or at some points any downtime between things. I’ve got fidget toys. Ear plugs. Mints. Essential oils to change the smell. What else can I do to plan ahead? 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Panic attack? I’m a recently diagnosed 25 year old. Lately, when going into crowded places or when there is a lot going on, things start to get almost fuzzy in a way. It’s almost like tunnel vision. It gets harder to breathe, focus, and maneuver my way around. The weirdest part is it seems to come in waves. I’ll be fine for a few months and then the “fuzziness” will hit me. I also have anxiety and allergies. My therapist and I are trying to figure out if this is anxiety, overstimulation, my allergies being TERRIBLE right now, or a mixture. Is this something that is common during overstimulation? Is it the start to a panic attack? I’m hoping someone out there has experienced the same thing and can give me some advice.",3.9463879598662217,6.4652666376811645,5.565942028985512,74.06473244147159,74.65217391304347,8.014269788182832,25.108138238573023,8.841846274778883,2.3039502787068,588,20,97,13,13,199,90,138,0.157,0.784,0.059000000000000004,-0.9366,0,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,2,10,0,13,2,1,0,0,21,26,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,13,22,5,26,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,9,13,72,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471862314252813,0.0,0.0,0.3016526716409163,0.0,0.0,0.1204524868589556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304510801150113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340856560691204,0.0,0.3427089028293581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974765376196787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287832173355864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738772370152915,0.14449050062225652,0.17120408912782367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960179062773998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699083570140478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358637911115305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805357405311224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022517101815637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580526194473968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344530258597195,0.0,0.16310912115642826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736809880975727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872121171492186,0.0,0.0,0.12863050157466746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712075740619384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276216673014098,0.11595629742897548,0.0,0.0,0.21322228005967306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488393685342896,0.200133340436005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226255947828113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391137192986815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699573263830406 autism,estrangedkjf,2018/12/22,"I'm starting college with NVLD. What accommodations were you able to get in college? Any college tips? A bit of background: I hope this isn't overstepping boundaries because I am not diagnosed with autism, but with a Nonverbal Learning Disability which has some similarities to Aspergers. I most likely do qualify for a diagnosis of ASD, but I'm not at a point where I find seeking a diagnosis would be helpful since I am 19. I am also diagnosed with Bipolar 1, OCD, BPD and GAD. I never received an IEP or 504 plan (I live in the US). To the issue: I'm starting college in January as a first-time student. It's a community college so it's a bit less stressful. This will be my first time attending school in 2 years due to my mental health and I received a GED. I want the most to get the most help I can get so I plan on going to disability services. I want to go there with a plan of accommodations to present. I would like to know what help you guys found helpful/received or college tips! If you do not know what NVLD is here is some resources: [https://www.smartkidswithld.org/first-steps/what-are-learning-disabilities/nld-overview/](https://www.smartkidswithld.org/first-steps/what-are-learning-disabilities/nld-overview/)[https://www.additudemag.com/what-is-nonverbal-learning-disorder-symptoms-and-diagnosis/](https://www.additudemag.com/what-is-nonverbal-learning-disorder-symptoms-and-diagnosis/)",11.012971823498141,14.904520602870814,7.513452950558214,61.875559542796424,58.282296650717704,7.898032961190856,31.228335991493893,8.680891452615391,2.6343682083997884,1182,41,163,17,18,329,113,209,0.021,0.8740000000000001,0.106,0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,1,3,0,4,6,4,0,1,15,0,16,4,0,0,1,31,32,11,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,20,3,25,25,8,21,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,9,10,108,28,11,0.13530415153518774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082026810986461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201146282098473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248015492812004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295434180016831,0.0,0.17041084231220122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746617313564013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366554326177967,0.4603585687026914,0.0,0.14835401839487491,0.0,0.0,0.21207250411267314,0.0,0.15379293480568584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397238250823698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382198597453494,0.0,0.0,0.2720745620547869,0.0,0.0,0.1343875520148819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122238108056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871924634896386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220554792682018,0.0,0.11947604469254028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136354760871396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435490290029366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790615736746513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369350248975082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192499234442953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153794972650387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499044843854845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889693884733158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627542347360575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961178837027978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223237436968,0.0,0.0,0.08713143746779886 autism,DIY_Wing,2018/12/22,"Video Game Recommendations? My 5-year old has low-verbal ASD, and I am searching for ways to interact, connect, and play with him. Any recommendations for a video game console, computer, etc. and particular video games? I haven’t gamed in at least a decade and I’m out of touch with what’s out there. 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My autistics traits I struggle the most with at the moment are the need for routine and the inability to handle unexpected changes. When I'm doing something, it takes me lots of energy to switch to doing something else. I work at a laboratory at an academical hospital doing cancer research. Last Thursday, it was lab cleaning day. Lab cleaning day is twice a year, on that day we usually have no experiments planned and use the entire day to clean the lab. I actually like it, I feel it's useful and it's not very complex work, so it's a nice change from my regular work. I don't mind this type of work, it's kinda relaxing. Problem was, I didn't know in advance that it was lab cleaning day that day. I couldn't do any of the experiments planned and had to make the switch to doing something entirely different than I thought. I was not able to handle this sudden switch. It took me lots of time and effort to do something I had not planned to do. This resulted in me only being able to clean a little bit. Making the change was exhausting, so I did not have the energy to join the christmas/new year's party after cleaning. I also tried to hold back a panic attack which only exhausted me more. I don't feel like I can tell my colleagues to notify me in advance of a lab cleaning day, since they would only tell me to ""be more flexible"". After the mentally exhausting day I tried to tell people what happened, but they all didn't understand me and told me it's very easy for them to make a switch in activity, so obviously it should be that easy for me as well. My sister even ridiculed me for having trouble with it. Does anyone understand me? It would make me feel a lot better. **TLDR**: An unexpected cleaning day at work caught me off-guard and destroyed my energy levels, yet no-one understands why this is a struggle for me. I'd greatly appreciate if someone would understand me. 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Discussion: How does this community feel about people who say they have ASD, participate in groups like his subreddit, etc., but don’t have a diagnosis?",7.306145833333333,10.640898156250003,7.376250000000002,61.17708333333337,67.4375,11.766666666666666,35.666666666666664,11.20814326018867,5.530966666666666,159,8,22,6,3,51,30,32,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788559704558613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266465898206453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162889812073901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873392593955104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235835371791048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175497037764871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968351942891282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38939664959363385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hearingstrings,2018/12/22,"Need some advice about my brother Please note- I am NOT asking for a diagnosis here, I don't want nor do I believe that random people on the internet can do that! Bit of background- my younger brother (by 5 years) is currently 24 years old. As a child he was always happy and had friends, and tended to disappear into his own invented worlds. He enjoyed writing stories and inventing games. He was also INCREDIBLY smart. I would come home from school and teach him the maths I'd learned that day, and he'd absorb it all. Now he is doing a PhD in maths. But ever since he was a teenager, he's been a different person. He withdraws to his room, and doesn't want to engage with anyone. Having a conversation is impossible, he gives one word answers and seems very uncomfortable. He is visibly uncomfortable with interaction, and never wants to do anything with anybody. He doesn't ask anything about anyone's lives, even though we only see him once a year at Christmas. He prefers to stay in his room reading academic papers. Now don't get me wrong, I'm a very introverted person. I totally get wanting to be alone and get away from the holiday madness. But this is different. It's like he never grew out of being a very withdrawn and sometimes pretty selfish teenager. Is it possible that a person can develop some level of autism later in life? I just have no idea how to approach it. I feel like he'd respond aggressively if I mentioned it to him. It's just really sad- we used to be such good friends and now it's like he's not even there. I feel like he knows there's something wrong with him but doesn't understand what.",3.779814814814813,5.867319512738856,4.8417338995045975,81.06341000235908,73.61783439490445,7.709176692616182,28.50861052134937,8.515128840125781,2.2591237556027366,1293,53,238,24,27,423,176,314,0.067,0.836,0.098,0.853,3,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,0,0,17,17,2,0,13,0,31,1,0,2,5,55,52,20,0,8,8,2,2,4,2,1,1,0,3,4,13,20,0,0,9,3,0,4,11,6,0,1,5,3,23,11,31,41,6,30,0,1,1,0,42,12,0,5,17,151,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349517253532753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096920341419958,0.0,0.08469712682402185,0.08812658034539039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811110950901293,0.0,0.17431174240793962,0.0,0.19802529969001795,0.0,0.09950703346378982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193256236975146,0.0,0.0,0.11562757021807997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123309756704803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830394480498914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130926758784866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990666185589914,0.095802719553481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710374273827716,0.1513259263789997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636534191499513,0.0,0.16600264978964302,0.10159964792092444,0.0,0.08883326703338815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274441312277045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062375420391034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195608228219914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582060108922234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480819369123529,0.20697139749039545,0.0,0.09352150618644148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853179282152098,0.16337045174687911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113595993979047,0.11279194273227686,0.07176815186188222,0.08055021964532638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734254719330408,0.27743265337056106,0.0,0.11625866348135502,0.0,0.11939893416853632,0.0,0.10774973874661786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593983411830732,0.0,0.06784940946688323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718776145501592,0.08439749255563753,0.09641755419991857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761081680343351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153559536621334,0.10474885828886192,0.0,0.0,0.11288721854210945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405718978195257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025726630394757,0.0,0.0914732482999079,0.0,0.26216342904660345,0.2498766157167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523625859523805,0.23159448303299116,0.0,0.2046099690314004 autism,Calamityamity,2018/12/22,"Help please! I have been asked to a movie and dinner by a man who has high functioning autism. He is self supportive, yet upon meeting him, it is evident quite quickly that he is autistic. I am not looking for romance at this time and I have made that clear. What I need from you all is some words of wisdom and education on how to cunduct myself in order for us to connect on a basic human level. I do not want to demean him but I also do not want to lack any support I can give....does that make sense. Please understand, this is all new to me and if anything I'm saying is offensive, I'm open to kind direction....that's why I am here. Our ""date"" is tomorrow Eve, sorry I didn't give much time. 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Hey guys. Looking more for people who found out they had autism at a later age in this post. I’m 22, and have a lot of things that lead me to believe I’m on the spectrum, or have SOMETHING along the lines of autism, but I wanted to hear what made you guys go and get diagnosed, what some of your symptoms are, etc, before I go see somebody. I don’t want to go see someone, list why I think it’s the case, and put into their head that I AM on the spectrum and be diagnosed if I’m actually not. Feel free to PM instead of comment. 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So id been thinking about this for a bit now so because of aspergers alot of the I bite my mouth on accident this might sound a bit embeassing to admit but I am I believe their called injuries stims or something like that I'm not sure bit anyways I wanna get some chewables from a stim/sensory shops.,1.4636363636363647,4.0431743787878816,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.51515151515152,5.724242424242425,26.431818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.5084909090909102,263,12,51,4,8,86,49,66,0.075,0.848,0.077,0.0405,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,12,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465698594764553,0.0,0.0,0.2673578874715193,0.0,0.0,0.777216375218859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423116885317349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479608116970204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593368189789065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25173972883891993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826865333308746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236541555009296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205342341045872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AMA_BananaX89,2018/12/22,"I’m an autistic gamer and here is a link my first video covering a game, many years in the making!! https://youtu.be/q2-tbJe0aDs I would like to thank you in advance for reading this or watching the video!! This was one of the hardest but most rewarding things I have done and I look forward to doing more and hopefully spreading awareness and love for people on the spectrum who love video games!! Thank you again!!",7.045200000000001,8.411647120000005,5.521333333333335,82.19400000000003,64.46666666666667,8.133333333333333,32.33333333333333,8.238735603445708,2.3407333333333336,334,13,59,4,5,97,56,75,0.0,0.685,0.315,0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,2,7,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,11,14,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,6,7,8,11,2,8,0,0,2,2,7,4,0,3,5,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631381944586883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871874511828604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539289357897005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562308385707033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592848634247933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641484255216567,0.0,0.1716394879231352,0.2606943468859847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742412076051343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782649067404087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572044026685538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734703871408298,0.0,0.0,0.1708289476386081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826611973867629,0.0,0.0,0.16558639251150287 autism,Cosmic_Crossing,2018/12/22,"Apps for adults to learn about social skills? I’m 20F and I’ve got high functioning autism. I’ve been trying to find apps that will help me learn the basics of social skills that people don’t tell you, but the only ones I can find are ones for children with little cartoon pictures and stuff. Is there anything out there for adults (preferably free?)",3.9072139303482594,6.209859447761192,3.0306716417910486,93.22322139303483,73.92537313432838,5.063681592039801,20.12189054726368,5.46131890053228,-0.19315721393034835,281,6,54,1,6,81,49,67,0.0,0.965,0.035,0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,9,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006747555656836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457644759532011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950359078371987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345320258666882,0.2576498788045965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444102665018763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304896419101617,0.1854653669889738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906076927364574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971660325079144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27915962338945177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131430649190882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655639044363183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheAtype,2018/12/22,"Offering help to my people Hi everyone, I am Burhan. I am autistic, and officially I am “high functioning” **Jesus Christ this term is so discriminating.** I have noticed that many autistic people have the capacity and will to change and fit into society, yet can’t seem to find the right source to learn stuff from. *Especially* when it comes to socialising, sexuality, and studying/work. When I was in primary school, the school psychiatrist told me that I needed support for my whole life, but today I own a company with which I earn %166 more than my peers, I’m studying a bachelor at a university with higher than average scores, already have a career diploma I picked up in high school, live on my own in an apartment in a metropolitan area in the 9th expensive country in the western world, am certain about my sexuality and other identities, have multiple friend groups in which I am respected and counted on etc, so yeah... **I’m actually functioning better than most neurotypicals.** Now what does this mean to you? Well, when I was a kid / in puberty, I had noticed that I had a different way of thinking. It felt like nobody was able to teach me something in a way I could understand, but I am the most stubborn person I know, and I took matters into my own hands. I started researching to not stay behind. In high school, I was one of the worst listeners in class, never understood even a single thing. But in the end I got into the 4th best university out of everyone in our school (some got into international top 100 universities), and became the only one to study abroad because I was the only one in high school that qualified for foreign universities in terms of language and skill qualifications (my university also demands proof of certain skills alongside test scores). I want to be useful to people. In a neurotypical world where everything is demanded from us but nothing is explained, I want to explain everything to you. We stand together in our mentality, and I have full knowledge that like with all mentalities, we harbour geniuses in every fields that can change the world! I want to talk to you, my beautiful people, and help you understand this world, for if you understand this world, I will understand myself even better❤️",6.045514705882354,7.834477227941178,6.922333333333333,69.656,67.16176470588235,10.44,33.45294117647059,10.577609850970193,3.9961994117647057,1791,81,299,51,30,595,212,408,0.028999999999999998,0.8290000000000001,0.142,0.9916,1,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,5,5,0,6,13,12,1,0,23,1,27,2,1,2,5,60,54,22,0,6,6,0,2,2,1,2,1,1,0,2,18,22,0,1,15,0,1,2,3,2,1,3,13,3,47,10,60,37,16,60,2,0,0,0,23,43,0,5,13,222,65,14,0.07940639234337447,0.0,0.07748918441732977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762692851594482,0.0635012632682572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840539974903383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333210977927771,0.14045700227137387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800286837481454,0.06840157588132706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633995429292328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829627792097389,0.0,0.0,0.0694890690499221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033049455030173,0.0,0.08855911759472385,0.10489434648655324,0.0,0.06690331031891222,0.15175242154055993,0.1427306905689786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624258923483294,0.0,0.07257600403375385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613491817484183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701709173797365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064488619457014,0.3355888528969587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043639676575354835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608708323813641,0.07758790465433531,0.0,0.070117299231747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050561851007923,0.0,0.0864968400435283,0.0,0.0,0.16004593379864254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887883376786821,0.06124310502402034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619257505571225,0.18080940796991327,0.0,0.0,0.16142347951637068,0.12078427913243175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020157701470652,0.06933459894690118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781262519208524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821810501387378,0.0,0.07228859729388107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113092027125916,0.0,0.0,0.05620425320309888,0.08463664888134846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090901321420243,0.0,0.090109433022939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382385030492196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052754078687739465,0.050880409924040366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526797519576661,0.07587621077027996,0.08822342363357423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33065941938514753,0.09551611293786542,0.06858162773766789,0.0,0.0,0.14050784265841973,0.12605819635768525,0.0,0.0,0.07139588304104333,0.0,0.0,0.08865440128562402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780879935154501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TwxkdH7,2019/09/07,"measure autism Is there any way to measure my autism? for unchanging reasons I will not go to a professional and I would like to know if there is any objective way to measure my level of autism, regarding something or something",6.204285714285714,7.845166095238099,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,66.6190476190476,9.40952380952381,37.80952380952381,9.725611199111238,3.9831809523809536,184,10,31,4,3,58,28,42,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.3612,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492299811738736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877168210602459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152397046311491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613676545980912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396029035550729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508561393508121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243527474992506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463529236328295,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FrankieCactus,2019/09/07,"OUCH!!! Decent earplugs for noisy hobbies! Any recommendations? I like going to concerts, going to the cinema and other events that unfortunately involve crowds and loud noises. My hearing is very sensitive! But I need to be able to hear clearly, just the sharpness of noise can be so painful and I need some comfortable ear plugs that dampen it enough to enjoy what’s happening (and not want to run out in agony and be totally overwhelmed, as many of you will know too well!) Can any of you recommend a good brand? Or tell me your experiences? Btw, I live in the UK so preferably something I can buy here or online without paying too much. Thank you! 💜",3.3094659885568984,6.0948032396694245,3.9358677685950414,83.42240305149394,78.58677685950414,6.698283534647173,25.83661792752702,7.882392219407189,1.7509982199618563,516,20,93,9,13,163,90,121,0.08800000000000001,0.743,0.16899999999999998,0.8987,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,7,8,0,1,4,0,8,2,1,0,2,20,18,11,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,6,11,6,15,14,4,7,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,63,16,1,0.2044495787396674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780654488355244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112510676554084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999091880574668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323868142802879,0.17148260660227035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807940872743852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608590683647774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236014165692132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988373702508282,0.0,0.18053272371704726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727978321175305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029396464368774,0.3031935441285154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175487665460944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739527421648386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869794329842728,0.18822970343629689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869231415224942,0.12058965864658665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382472469429356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708209810480826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,0neGuy,2019/09/07,"Why do some NT’s find this offensive? Hello, I recently started wondering why some NT’s (from my experience) find it offensive when I tell them to stop staring, or ask them why are they staring at me or even clarifying that them looking directly at me for a little bit is staring... It at least feels like they took it offensively. Is this overall for NT’s or is it just me who feel like they took it very offensively?",5.724878048780488,6.057908560975612,6.923073170731707,74.63778048780492,67.04878048780488,10.950243902439025,34.692682926829264,10.793553405168565,3.7713482926829283,330,15,65,9,5,112,49,82,0.188,0.757,0.055,-0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,0,3,6,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,13,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,6,12,2,7,11,4,10,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,6,6,43,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185978693395024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069889668114246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214204908909782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982473099821006,0.0,0.0,0.1859037853813866,0.2626618064034015,0.0,0.0,0.3360415249000545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962381741020686,0.1842497621213358,0.0,0.0,0.15437409198047206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815136992795517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011850957965473,0.0,0.0,0.153693288040061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067884369682545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084922310677453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168213734423888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976442319972002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993599138955684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Holasties,2019/09/07,"Tips for interacting with a person who seems to be decifit in theory of mind Hi, This post really isn't about any person with autism, but rather about me who has personal difficulties in interacting, and forming a bond, with someone who I highly suspect to have autism. Don't get me wrong, I do not judge this person for the way he is. He has no wrong intentions in him. It's just that he doesn't seem to realize I am a seperate person with my own thoughts, feelings and personal identity. Because of the way I grew up, I am a person who tends to try to adapt to and please other people. I have worked on this aspect of myself, and I am far more assertive than I used to be a few years. But for some reason, in this friendship - actually I find it hard to even call it a friendship because of the way it makes me feel - this tendency to overly adapt and emphasize (partly to seek validation) has taken an overhand. When I am with this person, I totally lose myself. I don't know who I am anymore, I am constantly focused on what he thinks instead of putting together my own thoughts. I think just realizing what is happening has been the first step towards change. Last time I interacted with him, I realized I never stopped to think 'what do I think about this' or 'what do I want to say', but just 'what does he think' or 'what does he want'. I tried refocusing a bit and I think I saw a minor improvement in the way I felt about the interaction. Maybe you have some thoughts you'd like to share about my situation. Any advice and tips are welcome. My relationship is very likely to change with this person, once I am able to seperate myself from him entirely, mentally. For information I am a guy in his early twenties.",5.911537313432834,6.1101613701492585,6.722798507462688,76.69703358208957,66.6417910447761,10.282089552238807,31.97388059701493,10.125756701596842,3.0560179104477614,1349,51,264,30,20,448,161,335,0.044000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.12,0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,3,12,7,0,0,16,0,30,0,0,4,2,57,54,13,0,3,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,25,14,0,1,22,0,0,3,7,3,0,1,7,6,42,4,49,44,10,30,0,1,1,0,38,13,0,6,11,193,67,1,0.08124287576487724,0.0,0.07928132732079805,0.0,0.0,0.07938959792772876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049588291407056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057110214681712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904980599431812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869617861490282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295805965399566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188838027669107,0.0,0.0,0.08779468664145275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219237613584507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053660153222891534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821576781240139,0.0,0.07800590131853445,0.0,0.07425451661030495,0.06910514862266225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244604941110911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044321999396076,0.0718428067301634,0.0,0.07277765895825263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583755878899385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464895983562209,0.06622378709055822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938233072510632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908899968580982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423025043432478,0.0,0.08161938849051419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187371024268549,0.0,0.0820321447820141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265951425429497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652101120896527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879781173929142,0.0,0.056323580623319124,0.6384433089068067,0.0,0.0891802808121256,0.0,0.0,0.07780821737763371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816715295765576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204626655770854,0.08353120726814503,0.0,0.08722444427398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460759565849397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792092565464715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132039630277994,0.0,0.0,0.06883682499248367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792268195460294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234292607953323,0.0,0.1934933053200818,0.04737337419640013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103171594438514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701677597686417,0.0,0.06703388094827989,0.09583830611290728,0.25794725295025794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059145781154811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765266185718312,0.0,0.05231774834026884 autism,green_confusion,2019/09/07,"DAE constantly have songs stuck in their heads? I mean non-stop I’m trying to find out if this is autism related or not, because I also have ADHD. I’ve asked previous psychiatrists (not with up to date DX) and apparently this is not a common thing or related to other conditions that I have. Ever since I was a kid, from my toddler years all the way up until writing this post, I have always had this “background music” taking place in my head. Lots of people have told me that they get songs stuck playing in their head on loop like I do, but that eventually they stop and that there’s some kind of silence or quiet. I don’t get that, it just goes into the next track. I get loud sounds or repeating sounds stuck too as part of sensory overload, but it’s like an additional layer to the music. It never stops. I go to sleep and wake up like this. I’ve tried anti-psychotics, mood stabilizers, SSRIs, benzos, tricyclics, anti-convulsants and others for different conditions and none of it has affected this. I think it’s just the way I’m wired. I’ve made peace with it mostly, but I am just wondering if I’m really alone in this. I haven’t heard of this happening to anyone else.",4.630606223175967,5.611149214592283,5.687658261802576,80.22230284334765,69.72961373390558,9.086802575107297,26.150482832618017,9.354420925462401,2.086459442060086,929,27,182,19,16,308,135,233,0.073,0.855,0.07200000000000001,0.1721,2,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,14,6,5,2,3,40,33,17,0,2,15,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,1,22,10,0,2,4,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,7,19,5,27,25,6,26,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,10,14,120,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605132445226053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431005843022708,0.0,0.11049305842529558,0.11496700957939705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661041696501324,0.1415696473302013,0.0,0.0,0.12916861426596873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422605137752202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931073743164386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443563598352673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542180049456023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498104582601625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628323030519356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656154310961465,0.0,0.07852417129752133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218168163009305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42540129957571404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388091684726262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250600793212425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746566142703485,0.0,0.13073809019228566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050567356682004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656383248596296,0.0,0.14694344659362835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962269458777788,0.0,0.09578843184443613,0.0,0.1443563598352673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232694094964534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851408596094029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429416159373296,0.0,0.13826798192510095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465444021365764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038852900309575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179281164837548,0.08853260261438381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202563473916668,0.0,0.18761427437168568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219342969545295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983751741744067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897578981460147 autism,curveofherthroat,2019/09/07,"What if my therapist doesn’t agree? I have a great therapist, but for some reason, I don’t trust her to get this right. She thinks I have BPD, but almost everything I struggle with goes back to childhood, so it’s not trauma-based. Since I started researching ASD last week, I’m positive that I’m on the spectrum. I’m just not your “usual” case. I don’t want to have to convince my therapist, I just want her help. What did you say to your mental health professional to get them to believe you? I have a list of ASD features that apply to me, but I’m afraid she’ll dismiss them as like 6 different disorders.",3.668943089430893,4.83662207317073,4.705853658536586,85.6657723577236,72.17073170731706,8.393495934959349,27.487804878048767,8.841846274778883,1.9599853658536592,477,17,100,9,9,156,78,123,0.021,0.762,0.217,0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,19,6,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,21,4,13,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,3,7,62,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184202540504667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195703596169212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334502796163924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161360321193532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929529804265226,0.1966792402061524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423146348980138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793176574080249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891999695893057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241276762843384,0.0,0.0,0.1150261636040709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988456558996884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383968462733782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729419124713561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764430449429258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465534901396158,0.0,0.1364706829608256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419570692338625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146601675238193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940340551714742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977552213853861,0.0,0.10996037438427866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900350956122472,0.0,0.20243934100521835,0.0,0.1376547095460217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ramennoodsss,2019/09/07,"I’m frustrated I keep tryna talk to my friend and I feel like he has autism because basic emotions are impossible for him to comprehend. Having important adult conversations take forever because he doesn’t listen to me and is stubborn and thinks he knows everything but he’s living in a childlike mindset. There’s no love interest between us and never will be. However when he interacts with girls he doesn’t pick up on social Qs and it’s infuriating because someone should have helped him with this as a kid so he would know how to function as an adult. My question is how to I fix him basically and I’m not saying this to be rude because he’s a great guy but his mind isn’t like the rest of ours and he’s not doing well for himself. He can’t figure out when someone is serious or not and when he need to be mature and can relax ... when conversations get to complicated he shuts down completely and I wanna choke the life outta him. I NEED HELP BEING PATIENT AND COMMUNICATING EFFECTIVELY WITH HIM (Sorry If this is hard to understand because of typos I’m happy to clarify in the comments )",4.27174813587407,6.102507122065731,5.805390776028722,75.75708367854185,71.67605633802816,8.767633250483291,29.90030378348523,9.325443323948027,2.864189947528308,879,37,158,20,17,298,127,213,0.106,0.706,0.188,0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,7,0,21,2,0,4,1,42,36,24,0,6,7,0,2,2,1,3,1,2,0,5,4,15,0,2,8,1,0,0,9,4,1,0,0,4,17,9,27,29,1,12,0,0,0,1,39,7,0,3,7,106,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736854104534873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294544049964071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481641843294576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967335482613344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858045372912985,0.1110256247991318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007012642454275,0.0,0.08119581511783511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713411381023963,0.0,0.1538812895129762,0.0,0.1654378626200057,0.13921769925510552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083373884917152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813640683066045,0.0,0.0,0.1708196045716325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977136097435428,0.1518518952553364,0.0,0.13723072978916165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026446400455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692077245937164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047052341231397,0.11986251736854273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409584881989426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358903749760887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842190795338673,0.2633584134652417,0.0,0.0,0.17396985218368574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168497049157083,0.12491344719867675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958107146668822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617882959378842,0.18694025623782812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973312208277264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039949092615722,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FaygoNLucifer,2019/09/07,"Got accepted to college!!! After being told I most likely wouldn’t pass high school, wouldn’t get a job, and wouldn’t go to college, here I am today with my job of 1.5 years, preparing to start college next year!!",7.685714285714287,6.029689000000001,7.4904761904761905,78.76285714285717,63.76190476190475,10.304761904761904,32.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.5323904761904763,166,5,33,2,2,53,32,42,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.5053,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,6,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,18,3,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685877060793728,0.0,0.15975084626069616,0.0,0.22481464792648306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969887311217919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.557880122391524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732716778149245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894412838631923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844797277293089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989580964724293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664419900068715,0.2685950902655779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620275765978084 autism,PatFromQc,2019/09/07,"How to deal with teenage autistic boy Hi, I'm the father of a 14 yo autistic boy (high functioning). My son is growing up and going through puberty, and like any other boy, he's being quite a handful. It came to the point where if we give him a consequence for his bad behavior, he threats to break our stuff. And he's actually doing it. And if he does that, we feel the need to give him another consequence... but this can go on indefinitely. Since this cannot escalate like this, we try our best to ignore some behaviors, but we're not quite sure if this is good or not and if this will help or not. Any tips, on how you guys dealt with your teenagers being teenagers, are welcome :) &#x200B; Thanks!",4.940144927536236,5.618564318840583,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,68.85507246376811,9.031884057971016,30.55072463768116,9.150863307647796,2.3396028985507256,548,21,115,10,9,174,89,138,0.064,0.738,0.198,0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,5,2,0,3,3,10,1,0,6,0,9,1,1,2,1,30,18,15,0,5,11,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,11,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,2,11,7,13,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,26,6,0,8,2,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.17102679753013614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989227044978346,0.212957990137656,0.2383632771256705,0.18377358501011484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633334116987334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392274966043215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044878012284775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068358853799532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533696996854804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886158510263472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362474189717487,0.199206635864381,0.14699832809486132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353324879274784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747192912272646,0.1851699925265408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712446834985255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995179207713667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567572071958947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728175021793945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497545821757796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006287975626812,0.0,0.0,0.16517885244781286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135427523038878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898886616744275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212957990137656,0.0 autism,pastyj,2019/09/07,What age did you (your child) start realizing your ASD? My kiddo is about to start Kindergarten. He was diagnosed at 2 and has been in preschool since 3. I'm curious when he might start being more self-aware of his differences in contrast to his peers? What can I do to help him process? Advice from all perspectives are welcome.,3.564247311827959,6.088186822580648,3.4754838709677434,88.5498924731183,75.93548387096773,7.359139784946238,26.46236559139785,8.344100000000001,1.8153139784946235,261,10,51,5,6,79,52,62,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,4,14,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,9,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955376029046419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069668426435437,0.0,0.31598193829363885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027169174366704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208375015302984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31550739432165875,0.0,0.0,0.2501787296191642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6421986716198466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,themagicalworldofmei,2019/09/07,"Thinking about Greta Thunberg I'm an older girl with Asperger's and was thinking about how Greta Thunberg is doing mentally. Although I think her cause is great and she's an inspiring person, I think it must come at the expense of her mental health. She is so young and I worry for her that her fame could lead to a lot of anxiety issues. I saw the video of her coming back from her trip and she seems to not be in a good state. Do you guys think it's good for her to be this well known? I think navigating her teen years with ASD must be so difficult whilst being this famous.",2.174907550077041,4.21302504237288,3.3936363636363645,89.83834360554701,78.23728813559322,6.3248073959938385,20.896764252696453,7.348242739294969,0.5888542372881358,457,12,95,6,11,148,74,118,0.105,0.7959999999999999,0.099,0.0665,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,3,2,25,24,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,9,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,17,5,15,15,1,12,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,2,5,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266614813217148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273139990372418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008718611411974,0.0,0.2852497808264742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321950955957379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777464607375769,0.0,0.18254278425238246,0.0,0.16394147571996764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599439660776414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281327035899588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076267613944307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333713565440632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457034723591916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072976220685266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365478686210686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886835374014984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814554615871244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662239614343487 autism,WhatToDo_WhatToDo2,2019/09/07,VB MAPP? Hi Everyone - Does anybody here have experience with or knowledge of the VB MAPP program? Our school district uses this and I’m trying to get as much info on it as I can. Thanks 🙂,-0.0430701754385936,2.27325960526316,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,97.68421052631581,4.63859649122807,22.12280701754386,6.42735559955562,0.7547228070175445,147,6,29,2,6,50,34,38,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34251183148073755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37399407233498105,0.0,0.38285877501543103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044873926156429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877198801790862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961119757067498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603433301345866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657310704813585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33803905050855065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GodBlessWaluigi,2019/09/07,"Anybody else tire themselves out from stimming so much? I'm pretty much always stimming, but I'm stressed right now so I'm stimming way more than usual and I'm so exhausted but I can't stop and my echolalia has kicked in and it's a really straining noise to make. I don't really have any control over it and I'm exhausted. I'm about to meltdown too so I pretty much haven't stopped making noise at all, or rocking and stress flapping and face twisting.",1.8564130434782624,4.310857032608698,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,81.93478260869566,5.419130434782609,26.591304347826085,6.742157984588678,1.201066086956522,365,16,72,4,10,116,57,92,0.191,0.696,0.114,-0.8643,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,1,0,5,4,1,3,1,16,13,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,13,5,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587407618889071,0.0,0.0,0.12973409706165626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139712999710424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936871469586686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546886775499475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207265277693352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881751806306979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444317460242592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292150473402875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31899424959531625,0.4370661060019669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926873657406507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011260904392026,0.0,0.0,0.15142896309114418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Dan_The_Badger,2019/09/07,"Help with my baby cousin my 6yr old cousin shows the signs of having ASD, but his mother treats autism like a dirty word. He has been struggling alot in school and I want to make sure he has the help he needs but I'm not sure where to start. Any advice would be appreciated",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857141,3.5664285714285704,94.42857142857143,71.85714285714286,6.314285714285715,17.571428571428573,5.985473137389443,-0.6450928571428571,216,2,50,1,4,65,45,56,0.105,0.611,0.284,0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,2,14,11,3,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,5,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558289626045385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191780637723068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780589317848288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777883491137535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824795527023416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911138543098012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959284860213051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854153775661847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961246686288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948244891563645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315937260604903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663404190265216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033616582839928,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,psychoticAutistic,2019/09/07,"Anyone here part of r/DiagnosedAutism? I’m diagnosed with autism and it looks like the moderators don’t see my message. Does anyone know any moderators there that I can message?",3.9121875000000017,7.1438608437500015,4.492500000000003,77.1025,81.1875,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.8607250000000013,145,6,24,4,4,46,28,32,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522513077935291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187384864527882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37649537791983617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32461130580249753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385842826225745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122210722257254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114954202914372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016908971501458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955904367596256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cooltv27,2019/09/07,"vocational rehabilitation, looking for opinions parents and I are looking at vocational rehabilitation as an alternative to college, which isnt currently working. looking for independent opinions on it if anyone has experience college has been tedious and unrewarding, hoping voc rehab can find alternatives that I can deal with. it doesnt have to be perfect, it just has to work",10.173870967741935,12.068939451612904,11.20016129032258,42.370241935483904,57.70967741935483,12.651612903225805,49.37096774193547,12.161744961471696,7.226438709677418,314,21,38,10,4,109,45,62,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.7579,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,1,1,11,15,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,9,13,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,4,1,32,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667505073445226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752393890141526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611526711242553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440102130256787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651663052636712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6725750053837097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296444021268546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887217995074181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ahhnoreally,2019/02/24,"Exploring virtual aids for independent living (survey) Hi everyone! &#x200B; My classmates and I at Carnegie Mellon University are exploring ways we can help individuals with intellectual disabilities live more independently. We want to build a valuable experience and would love your insights into what this could look like. &#x200B; Could you help us learn more by filling out this [short survey](https://goo.gl/forms/sVhhLZ9pK551MTnI3) (< 5 min)? Thank you in advance for sharing your expertise and experiences!",9.807435064935067,14.113447844155846,8.392321428571433,52.0370535714286,64.06493506493507,11.642207792207792,40.79383116883117,10.9516,6.4230012987012985,432,24,50,15,8,132,65,77,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,18,9,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,9,6,2,11,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,0,2,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37027997052249295,0.4152569144806416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728551365984859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327573431727554,0.0,0.3342916492776196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906410223941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347953843484097,0.0,0.3017666118058677,0.0,0.14348963439962167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542188550787806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573161881062092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553824869138573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007848659217077,0.13563041939011966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138272664243413,0.0,0.4152569144806416,0.0 autism,mentalhygienist999,2019/02/24,"Am I on the spectrum? Hi all, I’m a 20 year old male who has never been diagnosed with autism, but I’ve also never been to a psychiatrist. Recently I’ve been looking back at my life and I feel like I may be on the spectrum. I see a lot of the signs in myself and it makes a lot of sense when I think about my childhood and the struggles I’ve had in school and social settings. My whole life I’ve struggled with making friends and fitting in, I have trouble with pronouncing certain letters and often get tongue tied. I think I have social anxiety, I can’t look people in the eye and I get panic attacks whenever I walk into class or have a presentation or really at any kind of public event. I tend to speak in short sentences and it’s hard for me to converse at all outside of simple phrases and short answers. I’ve had a lot of struggles in school, I can never seem to focus on my schoolwork or find any motivation to get started on essays. My question is, do I sound like someone that might be on the spectrum? I can answer any further questions for clarification if I didn’t provide enough information. Also, at this point in my life would it be worth it to seek out a diagnosis?",5.5515720263000645,5.4934161506276205,6.57078601315003,78.35938284518829,67.41004184100419,8.83693962940825,32.97101016138673,8.418075326091056,2.5092591751344884,936,38,183,12,14,314,131,239,0.10800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.084,-0.7643,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,4,13,0,22,5,1,3,6,47,37,17,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,3,4,2,0,1,7,14,0,0,12,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,6,8,24,5,35,25,7,37,0,0,4,0,13,23,0,13,14,130,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838273927285535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344797809968523,0.0,0.08792516932138343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075546573345845,0.0,0.0883781304744051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665688281680993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187588612360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581147274923355,0.08210978205991172,0.0,0.0,0.10504875737528073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879870687926407,0.0,0.18014680923158727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295942909936624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968740020581678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354654726774244,0.11230313765275672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303336441303293,0.0,0.0,0.2931415771679379,0.0,0.0,0.15344037454781567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192816167679765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26593550442313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060523491289395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485177878189894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968164665938983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865098343244003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575076200651769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363047902666102,0.0,0.11348471628069436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264126493482484,0.0915885319319362,0.1046327559532284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343240735479239,0.09738428390922337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135177786097515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36046590766747655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729176422497745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832112782859967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164672034831781,0.0,0.0,0.07401454756834522 autism,Gwendalenia,2019/02/24,"Son chewing clothes My 5yr old son is chewing his clothes like crazy. He soaks 3-4 shirts a day. We have used bandanas but he takes them off. I bought some terry cloth necklaces but he takes them off. He doesn’t like anything plastic or silicone just like cloth. He is also back to his pica tendencies, chewing shoes, anything. I don’t know why he has started this and we can’t get him to stop. Any suggestions or if there is anyone who has gone through this what helped you to stop? Is this a sensory tic or anxiety issue?",1.9561188811188792,4.363028038461542,2.6203496503496524,93.11555944055945,81.11538461538461,5.7048951048951055,25.8006993006993,6.980632752743323,1.0835884615384621,412,17,85,5,11,128,70,104,0.091,0.8320000000000001,0.077,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,10,5,2,1,0,15,18,8,0,1,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,11,3,6,16,1,9,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,5,9,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865667068563528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864926300575424,0.0,0.17847078225496416,0.0,0.0,0.16312597006596455,0.0,0.3839654185083713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793902042126905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045660372921485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188751795965383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563733743210704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435003856197681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821336659943466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419298873337509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448048810718995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512809181647264,0.0,0.0,0.39009176267145057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508190781956987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149281729739926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051333049806292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cloakedwand72,2019/02/24,How do you stick up for someone? Hypothetically How do you interrupt bullying or harassment verbal or physical safely with out getting into fights meaning legal issues?,9.742222222222221,12.495661925925925,10.652777777777782,42.732500000000044,59.37037037037037,12.807407407407407,43.12962962962963,12.161744961471696,7.11294074074074,140,8,14,5,2,48,23,27,0.33399999999999996,0.545,0.122,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890605648537949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774697867969201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6026728622759944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687835921394698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wk8481,2019/02/24,"I have created a petition about Emotional Intelligence (EQ) how its is important and will improve all including Aspies, Parents, Educators, Counselor, Therapists etc http://chng.it/jJ9MVwvnct (My link) To introduce myself I have created an NGO/NPO at the age of 17 where I want to express my love from EQ and how it has helped boost my daily life. Because our world and being and aspie or being a human being is tough so we need to different phenomenons in how to improve our life overall. I have listed a company which has inspired me to start EQ and they will help you and me improve our EQ because we need a strong EQ to be able to be comfortable, love, accept, respect our body and be able to speak freely and openly about anything in front of a wide audience. This will help speed up or help the process for many people in the world who have emotional stress, anxiety, etc and can help people on this subreddit to be able to have an idea of how to help themselves or their children. But this isn't a quick help to getting better overall no. This is a day by day practice and needs to be apart of your life if you want it to work. Either be serious about it or don't because it's up to you. To give an example, before I was referred to EQ or Mygrow and before I used to be extremely skeptical and hated myself with a passion and had blocked people off and was a lot of times nervous but because I knew somewhere deep down that I need help with my emotional state because we need to EQ to work with IQ to balance our lives because if you just have IQ you can't express everything that you want, you can try but you won't be able to relate or people won't be able to relate to you. So I'm giving this source of betterment to those who need it which is every life form in this planet and if you don't take part in it that's okay since this is your life not mine and you are in charge of it but if you do then good luck and may your journey to one of many truths be enlightening and educational. Also look into r/emotionalintelligence http://chng.it/jJ9MVwvnct (for repetition purposes since you need that in life to make it constant or have a stable life) ",10.129545264914476,6.877022021276599,9.540595188429982,70.9794117647059,60.465721040189116,12.695257961340563,39.77596996245307,10.59048541779884,3.977102461410096,1717,63,332,29,17,553,190,423,0.033,0.78,0.187,0.9952,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,8,16,2,5,13,20,2,2,16,1,44,11,1,6,2,73,67,41,0,14,18,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,2,25,26,0,1,7,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,4,2,43,14,59,44,7,34,0,0,1,3,46,21,0,14,10,241,68,2,0.3625202477346191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798146222768336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546539945108617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059664655031728374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651867738732826,0.0,0.12339121197770528,0.0,0.0,0.12824787969032808,0.0,0.08053565417867595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835112002473511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351822769480313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575130007622491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446718908860445,0.0,0.0,0.16172236164952675,0.0,0.0,0.061087788817298774,0.0,0.0651619646446722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03788037339397942,0.1391049819319781,0.0,0.060812956828628376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158273836784622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887834887322524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184824671523439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35848228076133104,0.0,0.0,0.06402240408569887,0.0,0.06088514100792345,0.0,0.0,0.061640350155446826,0.13087547092637694,0.0,0.048397016075743184,0.14701545256003706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763258383049762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913062039254629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050716674608281,0.07851482019126885,0.0,0.20106071537850406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995219804278012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051318739445607685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305314379038846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451402201898802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418278977310915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227769435293262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492254903515538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062620219717304,0.0,0.0,0.12829430081377388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556762317844594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,obsurvedunruly,2019/02/24,"How can i prevent a shutdown at a big event? Advice needed! Hi all! Tonight I am going to an event, it will be loud, there will be alot of people and lights ect. i am bringing some earplugs and some noise canceling headphones as well as some beads to play with. Last time I went to a similar event, I did not last too long and the night ended with me shutting down/panic attack. How do yall prevent shutdowns/meltdowns/panic attacks when there is so much aka toooooo much stimulation? This is an event that i am reallly excited for. My sister is driving me there and I will uber back even though it will be expensive because last time taking public transport made me drained by the time i got there. If anyone has any advice please share! I will be there with my bff who knows about my issues but I am scared that I will get overwhelmed and completely panic. All and any advice welcome!",3.499321705426357,5.582721296511632,3.837813953488372,87.9707519379845,74.40697674418605,6.214573643410852,26.00155038759689,7.0316486544052195,1.1483313178294576,701,25,135,7,15,218,106,172,0.084,0.8029999999999999,0.113,-0.6082,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,15,10,2,3,8,0,21,0,0,4,2,26,30,15,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,1,1,1,5,1,5,1,0,4,2,18,5,13,16,8,24,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,5,16,96,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440072995457317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599247199555373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059025462328872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446093496700247,0.0,0.11646140334171935,0.0,0.0923270344982755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588002181864146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341463148800066,0.0,0.0,0.10003619427738916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913024824137026,0.0,0.08607673936700276,0.0,0.1211343307932974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808219154433556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323703441260792,0.37037402429645294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403504632046429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331266830161754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226772540969524,0.11230375422346764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213252411119198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777026433549115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500150139766837,0.0,0.0,0.16625476002606887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163529452442084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138771270845934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880614139315404,0.0,0.2649481102859495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361784055237933,0.14040254123056276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mr_Manfish,2019/02/24,"Is this emotional/disability? abuse? Ok i know i should probably report these type of things and i am going to, im first building up cases for abuse. So in case anyone worries, im going to be fine. I was diagnosed with high functioning autism at 16, im now 17, i have had meltdowns about every 2-4 months depending on my genral success rate in the things i do, because of the stress my mother brings. The background for abuse is that my mother when arguing will take it way to far and say many upsetting things that take it too far, to sum those things up, ""you're never graduating"", ""you need to get a job"" (in various nasty ways, dispite the fact that i have had a job for 2 years as well as a volunteer position for 1 year), and ""dont ask for anything ever"". She also looses her temper easily, and tries to bait me to react so she can take the moral high ground. When i dont react she often gets too close to me and will continue to get upset when i dont react untill she begins to slap and hit me, (im not defenseless either i do swimming, am 6' and weigh 175 lb.) But she is the only person that can get me mad, besides people who injure reptiles for fun. Anyway, she in the past has set goals, then when i get close after struggling for it, would often change the goal and i would not get the reward. But recently, I have noticed that she ignores many of the effects that autism have on me, for example during an argument she said ""you never think of anybody else, it always comes back to you"" and i know that she might have been upset and not been thinking, but she says it often, she also keeps pushing me after i tell her to ""back off"", ""leave me alone"", and ""stop harrasing me"" durring arguments after i go into my room, and if she is really angry she will throw things, even books (which are some of my most prized possessions. When i talk to her days later, she often denies throwing books, or hitting me. I want to know if all of that is abuse in your books or if i mislabeled anything as abuse. Also does anyone else have an unpredictable emotional parrent like this, what are your experiences? One more thing, would telling me i could get a pet if i do certain things, then changing those things when i get closeish, then making them almost unobtainable for me, count as emotional abuse, as she has been doing that for almost 4 years now and has caused me to have depression several times. Yet she claims she wants me to have it more than my dad does.",8.739144620811286,6.137675812757204,8.586331569664903,74.7227777777778,62.477366255144034,11.726278659611992,34.45972957084068,9.957137785484203,3.0864815990593755,1919,55,382,30,21,624,238,486,0.14400000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9925,3,1,0,0,7,0,71.0,0,5,1,7,28,19,3,5,16,1,45,3,0,7,6,69,76,42,0,12,13,3,0,1,0,8,2,3,2,1,31,18,1,3,6,4,0,9,8,10,1,2,7,3,67,9,56,57,7,66,1,1,0,0,39,20,0,16,35,280,98,11,0.0,0.4614504450809608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999711286230872,0.06722777129819699,0.0,0.15572687067783444,0.054010791531888105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077395523456708,0.06650854655755692,0.1068317316280372,0.0,0.06068261776230757,0.0,0.0,0.09982443850073497,0.0,0.03956887909973676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668103263744536,0.1373335458770736,0.055914705803740895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182580584298254,0.0,0.0,0.04186194572862292,0.0,0.055907376150363,0.06588285903946918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360734902491985,0.0,0.22822410290897224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844889899378672,0.14603130206184495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287281724654248,0.058715323954603625,0.054689952176958274,0.0,0.0,0.06349498978238577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521289503941722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713047369330091,0.0,0.11067051308929783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716315551927805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804582038136057,0.0,0.12882744355260098,0.05769549431469315,0.0,0.0,0.10701945001887704,0.0,0.0,0.06873091799347933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03171202422443144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332830743974071,0.13161825342588715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885985374140767,0.0,0.0,0.05181099521088321,0.0,0.0,0.048130362872187145,0.10012606159445303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390111063176663,0.0,0.0,0.04398508002522036,0.049367411104124216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196448088289391,0.045000814080872295,0.056677403293491614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998456971866271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158337128157075,0.0,0.06409135393747868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061744813485282185,0.10323897622504273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333046453053807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426814042514586,0.07435483506576254,0.06785861811138265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641400425093687,0.052172654899840215,0.1134693930266693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449895709876586,0.08318414058215001,0.0,0.0,0.03784987355212942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407001407868017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657186825631393,0.10304597332258747,0.0,0.0,0.058362395082304376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591983151351227,0.0,0.13833181303644598,0.0,0.0,0.1254008307072486 autism,barn1231,2019/02/24,"Advertising Yourself as Parent of Autistic Child So, this may seem weird, but wondering if others have had this thought/idea. I am a parent of 4 year old boy with Autism, and my family just returned from ski vacation in Canada. While in a pool at our hotel, I noticed another family with a child I believed to be with autism. Our son is newly diagnosed, and I would have welcomed learning from this family (and them from me) about challenges of vacationing with a child with autism, etc. Having an instant support group would be nice, especially when surrounding by neurotypical families. Now of course you can't approach a family on the assumption that they have a autistic child. So my idea would be to have a parent bracelet that would signal that I'm a parent of an autistic child and am open to being approached as a parent of an autistic child. The bracelet would not need to be very obvious (doesn't need to say autism), but perhaps would have a symbol and be a secret handshake kind of thing. What do you think? (To be clear, I'm not thinking of this as a commercial venture, but rather of a solution to bringing autistic families together in a inoffensive way). Thanks!",7.919296636085626,7.870080761467893,7.733532110091745,71.97381498470948,62.48623853211009,11.11987767584098,36.97400611620795,10.686352973137794,4.0357694189602435,938,41,162,21,12,300,117,218,0.006,0.887,0.106,0.968,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,2,2,1,7,7,0,0,19,0,27,1,0,0,2,37,38,16,0,10,8,6,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,7,10,11,0,0,7,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,13,6,34,23,1,17,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,4,6,122,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203232908368652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962893285570707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876209349615853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085203203580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503805500504936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969003825283498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132773929851406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430021608926472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078190145500554,0.10210478112378486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402260662836622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738050208383541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858242888626558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042007649264288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958497766945463,0.0,0.0,0.0646448347146542,0.12469768296864868,0.0,0.07724896205017827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028646340322364,0.0,0.07723584100677215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552265883965864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41473426174216255,0.0,0.0,0.06266095484909921 autism,LaudersApartment,2019/02/24,"New York Times; an office designed for people with autism [https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2019/02/21/magazine/autism-office-design.html](https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2019/02/21/magazine/autism-office-design.html) &#x200B; In your opinion, how can office design help people with autism find employment? 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Personally I have a sense of humour about myself, and I love them. &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tInDH2FeXaM](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tInDH2FeXaM)",15.718870967741935,21.919784677419358,7.2260483870967755,57.05907258064517,57.064516129032256,6.970967741935485,27.10483870967742,8.07648339933343,2.377574193548388,219,6,23,3,4,52,29,31,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618144861975909,0.4057631498155353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677260146656344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535810005305375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306445444115673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30138608757894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915759809243958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37724738404853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057631498155353,0.0 autism,Brisivad,2019/02/24,"Private neurotypical school or private ASD school? Hey all, I am hoping to get some feedback from people on the spectrum. My son is high functioning and will be starting kindergarten this next year at a private school (around neurotypical kids) with an ABA shadow. We are fortunate and live in an area that has a private school for kids with HFA, but we have chosen to send him to a school around neurotypical kids. He is still very delayed in language at the age of 6, but we are hoping that being around neurotypical kids he will start to close the gap a little with his language. Our concerns about the HFA school are that the kids all have some of the same challenges language delay/social skill delays. Academics are no problem for him right now. Can you all please tell me if being around neurotypical kids has helped you make progress or had the opposite effect?",9.184103773584905,8.52270391194969,7.597727987421383,75.99017688679247,60.19496855345912,9.962578616352204,35.59827044025157,8.841846274778883,2.9313704402515715,698,25,123,8,8,208,95,159,0.054000000000000006,0.851,0.095,0.7069,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,2,0,4,7,4,0,0,13,0,18,0,0,2,3,31,24,7,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,13,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,22,18,6,24,0,0,0,0,22,14,0,7,9,85,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365615510889049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405367173099433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217649316269816,0.12953410009038746,0.0,0.2435398076005111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287785296488757,0.10825843800647976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183674823458878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038696283714224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499571088507589,0.0,0.0,0.13457847105372162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173120671507229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470010911501412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7444691666148655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355445026420113,0.0,0.09790887277621413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071581917014609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115820587985974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895066618414863 autism,MischievousSchizo,2019/02/24,"I will never be normal I'm an autistic 24 year old man who will never be considered normal. Everyone around me treats me like I'm a sub-human. Everytime I go out by myself I always see someone laughing at me. Most of the times it's girls who are doing the laughing. I think the reason they are laughing at me is because I'm ugly. I've known since I was a little kid that I was an ugly guy because kids at school would come up to me and call me ugly. My whole life I've been treated as one big joke. I will never feel happy. I'll always be lonely and depressed and honestly I'm fine with being lonely and depressed for the rest of my life.",2.137259358288773,3.5096748382352985,4.242112299465242,86.66973262032086,76.35294117647058,6.12192513368984,22.657754010695186,6.574015621080383,0.6199205882352943,502,14,103,4,11,173,83,136,0.16699999999999998,0.703,0.13,-0.7505,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,14,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,1,3,19,24,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,4,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,2,17,10,13,13,3,16,0,4,1,0,9,8,0,1,7,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835998339074037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170653420663474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207768248202068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401397767040616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679845294953706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29355841935922505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283996696325825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616754313054849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685144468472118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873881508498415,0.0,0.18141119688458374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407399813154889,0.08325673951294085,0.17080178643821314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39430640108131604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33394335533491626,0.0,0.0,0.17882311815877158,0.0,0.1154784167733552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521622006308527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724702764274398,0.1357996348954672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409700285462475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439307979362515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091958096878643,0.0,0.0,0.0993710474180204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902635836705896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105876772818665,0.0,0.0,0.10974243526693886 autism,Miss_Robot_,2019/02/24,"27 going on 15 Years ago I spoke with my therapist about a kind of delayed/arrested development. She said it was common in individuals who have ADHD. I wonder if people on the spectrum experience this as well. I was diagnosed with ADHD at age five and ASD at age 24 (I am 27 now). I often feel as though I am going through my adolescence now, but stuck at other ages as well (11, 5 and 13. Ages that coincide with incredibly traumatic times in my life, though I most of it has been riddled with trauma and stressful events to be honest). I am wise, bright, emotionally mature and yet somehow emotionally and mentally underdeveloped. I'd love to hear from others and learn how common this phenomenon might be. This is not about the inner child or criticism whatsoever of acting and living ones life in ways society ascribes to children. I strongly oppose society putting expectations, ideals and a mold adults are supposed to meet, vest in and force themselves into. Doing and being, what you did and who you were that makes brought happiness, wonder, growth and honor to the self is I believe fundamental to a health adulthood. By not doing this, I think we end up unhappy, unfulfilled and develop problems/complications. Anyway many thanks in advance.",5.753333333333334,7.964884711111113,6.591666666666669,70.06750000000002,68.55555555555556,9.622222222222225,31.61111111111111,9.994966539143718,3.6043777777777777,1000,43,160,26,18,330,149,225,0.106,0.7290000000000001,0.166,0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,4,13,14,0,1,6,0,19,5,0,2,0,38,33,22,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,4,13,19,0,1,5,0,0,7,2,2,2,2,9,5,18,12,33,20,1,35,0,0,1,1,15,13,0,8,14,121,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33964772335369986,0.0,0.1252603565452712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920488822888465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342389045236467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790328736321005,0.12515628669347695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382256112074198,0.0,0.0,0.07144919449475205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061634014311524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042420172169385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020300541459086,0.1592635475290715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471497622870977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961898787822446,0.0,0.0,0.12477689600980048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275353156385297,0.0,0.09432369071902104,0.14326337863978428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424044783326652,0.1499046681270601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575345379738892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979646591404856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420528217117114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441555959205612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741428608511753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186698444107922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009673619303294,0.0,0.1640686155939043,0.0,0.09054398397526278,0.27766732333438715,0.0,0.08239739739777091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216312258490567,0.0,0.0,0.2541043871155441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648338296413546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099723999134686 autism,eh_whatever01,2019/02/24,"Question about meltdowns I was diagnosed high functioning Aspergers, and i keep seeing things about meltdowns, is it normal to not have many to almost none? I dont think i have meltdowns (that i know of) i used to bite my arm and cry when i was a little child, and i think that was because of meltdowns, but idk, recently ive just been wondering if i even am autistic, if i was misdiagnosed, so im just wondering, question me in the comments or something, i just want to know ",6.811290322580646,6.25433443010753,7.143569892473121,76.9753548387097,64.91397849462365,10.450752688172043,36.879569892473114,9.888512548439397,3.5306189247311828,374,17,72,7,5,122,59,93,0.046,0.9359999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,11,2,1,1,0,24,21,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,14,0,9,16,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,8,2,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899231016985752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156186331202258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833919485613875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250699745615524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228713931904687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527260414843194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003925422757476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487182673629564,0.0,0.0,0.1685838553335457,0.0,0.0,0.2084709466964777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009515894144569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922915546383748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858324099929557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424938653972712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872722934202396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151139245777049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601415296204764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600566261236207,0.24306062871143785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381052728208478,0.0,0.0,0.11186992081506704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113693725539149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GmanFVNC,2019/02/24,"Hi Folks, Father here of a 13 year old son who is on the spectrum. My Wife and two other Moms with autistic children started “Full Spectrum Moms” which can be found on YouTube (5 videos so far!) plus on Facebook and Instagram. I’m going to recommend Reddit of course! They discuss all aspects of living our best lives in an entertaining manner. Hope it’s alright to post this. Thanks",3.5341071428571422,6.067027847222222,3.82698412698413,85.94500000000002,76.08333333333333,5.7809523809523835,28.341269841269842,6.868970318607317,1.540326984126985,303,13,54,3,7,94,64,72,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,9,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,11,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486746240832764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662843696159952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380234089349772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121560682818574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289011324315383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688713481102531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548415921414702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259354644579355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189814860526975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359362695821625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723974617571636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639441486574426 autism,hiddencastle,2019/02/24,"self help books or websites for social skills training Hello everyone, I hope all is well. I recently got a job where I am going to be teaching teenagers and young children who are on the spectrum. I am nt but I'm very passionate about helping children who are on the spectrum with their social skills. I was hoping that maybe someone can help suggest some good, affective self help books or websites for social skills training. Thank you, have a great day! 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I have pdd-nos. For example I hate onions. I really can't stand them. The smell of them, the taste the texture and when it's in some kind of dish I taste it like right away. The same with chicory and leek when my parents order chinese. And I love nasi (Rice with egg, ham and leek) But before I can eat it I have to get all the leek out. I have this with so many kinds of food. Or Pringles cream&onion flavour I really just hate it but my sister loves it so that's not very nice for me haha. Some people do adapt to me that I don't like many foods but some don't and they say: ""just eat it don't be so picky"" but when I eat something I don't like I almost vomit. I just wanted to know if anyone else has this? Hate for some kind of food. 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Do you think that the Neurodiversity movement adequately takes severe autism into account? Why or why not?",11.91294117647059,13.472099509803927,11.632156862745099,41.94470588235296,53.90196078431373,13.07450980392157,42.49019607843137,12.45797560212912,6.321125490196079,269,13,31,8,3,89,34,51,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301153709200573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8069025191878079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900977389107994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255481475064436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429668122809388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,4amsolitude,2019/02/24,"I constantly mess up my words and I don't know why I think it may be due to ASD or ADHD. By messing up I mean I often say words that are out of context. E.g. ""We will go to London Tomorrow""is what I mean and instead I say ""we will go to New York"" Or saying ""I go to school"" instead f ""college"" or repeating the same word twice in a sentence Or instead of paper towel I would say lecture cards over and over again in a conversation (depsite the other person telling me the word). I would not be worried if I had this occasionally but this happens all the time. At least 3-4 times a day (not xouting incidences but conversations as a whole) on days I talk to people. Ot happens especially when I talk to more than one person or in a noisy environment. Dae experience this to this severity?",2.4864647377938525,4.389871588607598,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,76.78481012658227,7.2990958408679925,27.10849909584087,8.192908349453996,1.8450094032549733,613,25,124,11,14,210,101,158,0.027000000000000003,0.9540000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.2973,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,0,1,30,19,13,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,2,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,1,4,17,0,22,11,5,23,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,8,10,92,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141354537874446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312420469959446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470157558455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765886220982252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573664803939586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669706142720314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295862019070213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32885938045285024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578923771108554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228817884673096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046502886049869,0.26360885833690945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801685870756886,0.0,0.1527702836070197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705314544502972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24265709428031876,0.1319376656912631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672318709207514,0.0,0.0,0.17604126822124475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620963159347818,0.16853119412533993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329787990687502,0.0,0.21446225589755008,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RoxyTheRed,2019/02/24,Childcare For the first time I’ll need to find childcare for my son. He’s 8. Is there a website or app that has autistic friendly child care? ,0.3853448275862057,2.8265819310344824,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,91.75862068965515,2.9000000000000004,24.49137931034483,3.1291,-0.1327999999999996,112,5,24,0,4,34,27,29,0.0,0.789,0.21100000000000002,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044440496312719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522045951270931,0.42084531932393976,0.0,0.0,0.3822528156967617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668606385820208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850039669256183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1hipG33K,2019/02/24,"Anyone playing Anthem? Brin...lets talk. Now this is only speculation, but does anyone agree she may be an ASD character? I had a feeling, but then she tries to tell a joke in dialogue...and now I think I'm sold. I like her as a character either way!",0.7288666666666686,3.1097532200000018,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,86.8,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0721333333333334,191,6,39,4,6,66,40,50,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022902716356299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143184961703677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161084678772246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672831481960901,0.0,0.17547589747130082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317053960424603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886931271626846,0.3139368120427125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301463258971973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438578255774498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28509824099550923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jelly_Noodle,2019/08/12,"I can't do anything. Everything confuses me. All my brain is good for is remembering random, completely useless stuff. And by useless, I mean *useless.* Not even useful in a video game or whatever.",1.6160714285714268,3.475729285714287,3.647678571428575,76.70294642857144,113.28571428571428,7.4642857142857135,30.089285714285715,7.645422480735847,3.7136428571428577,155,9,24,5,8,52,31,35,0.27399999999999997,0.653,0.073,-0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,9,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,6,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670394176108314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362254157164092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402366206151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433205236650266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916435715556803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721788396509418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534803518152066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676001524818893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714798258517281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802675553068853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mollinator5,2019/08/12,"Is saying someone has a small amygdala offensive (not in medical context) My sister said I had a small amygdala and that “it’s probably true.” Probably not autism related, but she said I was socially inept and bad at understanding others. Am I wrong to be offended by this? A lot say this, but only online and the fact she just tells me IRL is shitty to me since I have a huge passion for human anatomy",4.2119230769230755,5.819568910256411,5.96974358974359,75.4169230769231,71.43589743589743,9.302564102564103,30.948717948717945,9.725611199111238,3.2634717948717964,317,14,56,8,6,109,59,78,0.20800000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.1,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,2,12,11,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,9,2,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,0,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900757274379553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353732976656066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933039227532664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731357937051652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490883915293783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330888353616194,0.3620680463136176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831194217979244,0.0,0.0,0.23205743756629,0.19288455548789846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897350279802808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369885445048978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488962464299179,0.0,0.0 autism,basicme19,2019/08/12,"Ignoring people around you? Do you often ignore people when you don't wish to communicate/hang out? Or do you just make up some white lie or something about why you don't want to hang out/cant talk for long, etc.? It happens to me - very often. The length of time I will ignore them ranges from a few hours, to years, to permanently. Even with friends or those I’m close to. I don't really know the reason and I don't particularly want to do it to them, I also don't feel good about it, but I do it anyway, bit by bit, until I've not spoken with someone for quite sometime.",2.794136321195144,3.949180663865549,4.242296918767508,88.19763772175537,74.29411764705883,6.969561157796452,20.785247432306253,7.3871296695380915,0.4092849673202612,445,9,99,5,9,148,73,119,0.105,0.877,0.019,-0.6591,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,2,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,25,18,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,3,13,2,21,17,5,11,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,6,6,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949992444767536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755259829200942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354950257562064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224392372454124,0.13173470477993451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084780626804782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540944124601504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728902043755028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763727899890253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641786636448375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961238813920557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650678721573654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331342831138254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765467416666449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213940168529508,0.0,0.0,0.1277726422322738,0.20506760172064312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899315923876904,0.15354619204176825,0.1972609415401699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031018561930702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630077607623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456696424802114,0.2352813065954289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997241241719558,0.0,0.2293574145530561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284391250939637 autism,og_cannabliss,2019/08/12,"Hair tie/ponytail help I work with a 16y/o with moderate autism. She struggles with some motor functions. We’ve been trying to practice how to put her hair in a ponytail. She can’t get the figure eight motion down. We’ve even tried on a wig which is in front of her, instead of behind. I’ve done hand over hand as well. She just can’t get it. Practicing it is also a struggle. Even in a low-stress situation, she has fits and breaks down crying five minutes in. She’s getting upset that she can’t though, which is why I’m pushing her to try. Her best friend (also autistic) can now put her hair up. If she didn’t care about it, it’d be whatever - it’s not a necessary skill and she doesn’t have super long hair. But she’s adamant about learning how. Does anyone have any recommendations on other activities we can try which might help the process? I can’t think of anything she’d need to make a figure eight for, which is essentially the only part she can’t get. I don’t know where else to ask.",2.314754901960786,4.156805279411767,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,77.08823529411767,6.101960784313726,22.60784313725491,6.937597516519254,0.5320901960784319,783,23,169,8,18,252,117,204,0.053,0.805,0.142,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,4,15,8,0,3,10,0,23,6,6,3,0,21,34,10,0,2,4,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,9,3,1,3,3,6,20,5,26,27,3,20,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,3,2,111,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351150750549217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996647849856118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278729614120374,0.0,0.1209702145042929,0.0,0.1374271328475186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542696494278544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987845249219645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147491964049074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864254067002173,0.15043420075806693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280140342300475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418701989312234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135734686915093,0.0,0.3072101492942903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706483680605266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078851746651762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009224508299078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812505264527244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594601249814766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900020494079314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180173193448853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918896430814816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29555545383383297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523653538442293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839042502192328,0.3073570544557005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419301902373203,0.1444288307230341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39921914397995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217255481119194,0.0,0.13264654325013686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701928984432972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xavi_ch,2019/08/12,"Just my thoughts on whether I am normal or autistic I was reading about autism, something I have ignored reading about because I have observed that once you start reading about medical conditions, you somehow tend to find some of the attributes in yourself. Right now I am alone in my room and analyzing my life choices. I will apologize in advance to anyone who has suffered through hard life because of their condition and I wish you will understand that I felt the need to explore this side of life. I am in a place where I feel that I might have a mild case of autism but never explored it because I thought life was supposed to be hard and I needed to adapt to my surroundings. I have problem in dating life, in fact I am 29 years of age and I just dated just one girl for significant period. I also have problem keeping jobs for longer than a year, I work as web/mobile application developer, because I get bored and unable to find ways to grow from there. The fact that really got me to write this is that, out of curiosity to learn about Autism, I began to watch a Netflix series named ""atypical"" and the main character, who has autism, copes with his condition by researching a lot. I find that behavior similar to what I do and also my father. As I have said, I feel the life is hard anyways and I have a lot of support from family, so I am not planning on getting a diagnosis also because I don't think it can help me much at this point in life. I wish to know if more people feel the way I do and If someone would like to connect. 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Why do people use disabilities as slurs? Specially Autism/Asperger's as a replacement for calling someone or a thing stupid or the ""R"" word? And mostly see it being used online though do some people use it in person? And do they mean any prejudice or are they just playing along? Also I just don't want to embrace it or accept the behavior. I just don't want to feel boxed in with labels.",3.708679927667269,5.915655708860762,4.943074141048825,79.72430379746838,74.18987341772151,8.05858951175407,25.20976491862568,8.841846274778883,2.090325858951176,327,11,59,7,7,108,53,79,0.15,0.795,0.055,-0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,22,15,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,3,10,14,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,0,42,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874999739539924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050585060803124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410090508061963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193418945892371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571016306235809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272615767690173,0.20608889803268665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880822537599555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998415972053987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680526185508106,0.0,0.2318944577792405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115523404080616,0.0,0.0,0.2784286334984567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297685558549165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bradleypost,2019/08/12,"As a person on the spectrum, how do you identify politically/morally? I’m on the spectrum myself, and I read this article explaining that some professor claimed right-wing libertarians were “Autistic” people who lacked empathy and had too much power in today’s society. I actually hold economically conservative viewpoints but still recognize the need for a social safety net but distrust authority figures, and I think having Autism plays a role in these views. I’m a free thinker, so I don’t identify with any particular party, so that may also align with the Autism. But are people with Autism unfairly stereotyped due to their political/moral views?",10.359940476190474,10.648452732142859,10.232857142857146,54.94547619047623,57.39285714285714,13.538095238095238,42.77380952380953,12.745084868956482,6.090888095238094,534,27,76,17,6,176,83,112,0.057999999999999996,0.7909999999999999,0.152,0.8611,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,6,3,1,0,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,20,12,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,3,10,9,3,7,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,3,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.3005098530680585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462634680939083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941312829422049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263749734573618,0.2283372810985952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269805138073261,0.2688856554464691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080282878246149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26298330774630546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31391109971849435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459252376911672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973186919605321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29189580890403083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,helios-hex,2019/08/12,Should I Feel Bad About This? I keep hearing about how people with autism are supposed to be like math geniuses...... i am ABSOLUTELY terrible at math except for a few things and i just want to know if anyone else is and this is just some dumb myth i should ignore or not?,2.3738888888888847,4.434606388888888,3.2627407407407425,90.90633333333336,77.7037037037037,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.4816859259259267,211,5,45,3,5,67,42,54,0.231,0.705,0.064,-0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,18,12,5,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631493913009472,0.3856102446501549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142326139969678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143882150307073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902914967085287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241685164504258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33451300365806225,0.0,0.0,0.2068295401623849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838633085892508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609104517441844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002710131993466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197821468015302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TypicalTable,2019/08/12,"My psychologist said that Autism, Gender Dysphoria, and ADHD are mental illnesses. Is he right? My therapist told me that autism, ADHD, and gender dysphoria are all mental disorders because they are found in the DSM-5. However, many people on the Autism spectrum argue that ASD is a developmental disability and not a mental disorder. People with ADHD say the same thing about that disability, and transgender people who experience dysphoria argue that gender dysphoria is not a mental illness but a mere diagnosis that exists so that trans people can get services. So is my therapist right or is he in the wrong? Should I bring this up to him the next session?",8.816804511278196,9.97647078070176,9.082481203007518,58.952368421052654,60.49122807017544,12.479197994987464,35.58395989974937,12.031772070788634,5.085164411027568,535,22,75,17,7,177,67,114,0.08800000000000001,0.885,0.027999999999999997,-0.7865,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,9,0,10,2,0,0,1,13,15,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,7,0,7,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,1,55,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672054317945053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899338519176675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970296639125427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267583085430555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208249402569245,0.0,0.0,0.06770244721514841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137813892746644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223619745929076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781437083104287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359349743688552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213285645996639,0.12326434173034582,0.1030506347575904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009147149507084,0.08609004945363671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382334977799744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168008717989986,0.0,0.0 autism,protodro,2019/08/12,"What can I do to be less irritable? I've always been irritable but I only just found out today that irritability is really common in autistic people. I never thought that my irritability was related to my autism. I don't understand why I feel frustrated and annoyed so much of the time but I feel like I'm always having to be careful and suppress my emotions in order to avoid taking my annoyance out on the people around me that I care about. What can I do to be less irritable?",4.525136778115503,6.015704765957447,6.845015197568389,69.90500000000003,70.48936170212765,9.626747720364742,29.386018237082077,9.957137785484203,3.1329167173252284,384,15,68,10,7,137,58,94,0.257,0.6559999999999999,0.087,-0.9544,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,2,0,12,0,0,0,1,16,21,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,13,3,13,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690140342017385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739729544634566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452161273413993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494297822952598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423872588189053,0.15841245159398384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312853875739346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833188757150228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630058042018059,0.0,0.17102101667907754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864470055834171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074558153168501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205353372077045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672230628938273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603829304165253,0.12929948013491646,0.0,0.21018538554351335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084112919969474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008756733416688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,subprincessthrway,2019/08/12,"Surpassing others expectations of what Autistic people can achieve (aka I have no one else to share this good news with!) Growing up I was labeled as having “severe autism” my parents sent me away to a “therapeutic boarding school” when I was 11, where I was abused for 4 years. Everyone said I’d never grow up to have a normal life, and encouraged my parents to “temper their expectations” I’ve lived on my own for awhile, and I have an associates degree but I’ve never been able to drive, or hold down a job, or have a serious romantic relationship. Well I turned 25 in May, and finally got my drivers license in July. I just accepted an office manager job at the nonprofit where I volunteer, and my boyfriend purchased an engagement ring 🥳🥳 I’ve gone through some really dark times, and honestly never thought I’d get here, so I hope my story gives someone else a little bit of hope",7.523504273504276,7.047538497041423,8.001972386587774,71.13768573307037,63.4378698224852,11.771466140696907,37.12097304404997,11.20814326018867,4.247366337935569,702,31,127,18,9,233,115,169,0.051,0.754,0.196,0.9806,4,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,0,9,0,11,1,0,0,3,24,21,11,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,5,4,2,1,1,9,2,17,9,20,11,3,23,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,6,7,82,20,6,0.1522589550815963,0.18040196420310786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305230035746996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622734422547478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543856390565755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145489956494639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679224293296085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079549019773513,0.14606066370058318,0.0,0.12770758764524812,0.12177539549900468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302454995114296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021870379526019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754500280638557,0.0,0.15260347285448156,0.13444744685041968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35229447787730306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491814483428172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103174608456019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381311019712135,0.0,0.0,0.10555718826324552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754098543863758,0.0,0.0,0.16346913643438013,0.0,0.0,0.14483313323247718,0.0,0.0,0.1540941912602345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200928045369293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290085185416518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208766028444654,0.08878342114216074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561402086918614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689908618376045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804977506661612 autism,whoisjohngalt25,2019/08/12,"Getting diagnosed as an adult without input from family So I'm looking to get diagnosed as autistic (I'm 25 and female) but I won't have anyone else to provide a history for me. My parents never played enough attention to me to know my traits and they're the type to downright lie so I wouldnt get a diagnosis, my sister and other family don't know me well enough, and its been long enough no one from school or anything like that could help. Is there anyone who was diagnosed as an adult that didnt have anyone, like me, and could tell me how that affected the process?",6.868684210526317,6.109797096491227,7.2428070175438615,76.9763157894737,64.87719298245614,10.757894736842106,33.03508771929825,10.125756701596842,3.096887719298245,455,16,89,9,6,149,72,114,0.08199999999999999,0.831,0.087,0.3767,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,11,3,0,2,1,17,19,13,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,1,10,4,12,12,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155901476333715,0.15415172022813498,0.12380585697479213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402409174884411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581045555863805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256799704852366,0.0,0.0,0.4663588982907374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836579055326593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358085580854928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084210026553724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536453505768112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700255348030758,0.0,0.0,0.1331417155394297,0.12633840010486128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603474615924685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019474353479085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705466186489967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226137356932748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131498153497958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352707894583968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502647042224678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Crypterific,2019/08/12,"how do i get along with an autistic person teasing me? what ever i say to him please stop laughing or raising the volume in the car blaming me for everything not getting his way and gets mad at me and never lets go 50% of the time. he thinks its funny if im mad and when im not happy and blames me for everything. how do i talk to him to have him understand me saying its not nice and its not nice just because i make him late doesnt mean he can tease me.",5.3593939393939385,3.789203121212125,6.315838383838386,85.04709090909091,68.29292929292929,9.132121212121213,29.901010101010105,7.554174236665415,1.6235397979797974,355,10,82,3,5,119,65,99,0.205,0.701,0.095,-0.8861,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,2,23,14,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,2,15,4,10,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,6,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119891968421554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779048566850478,0.0,0.0,0.3535197216675013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082655456735575,0.0,0.11177560044140468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936544131661344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248880291811232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185928761407453,0.0,0.0,0.2011147101700644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128287142607828,0.0,0.0,0.2142380079253429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168878785520862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173004645269782,0.0,0.2158913751242686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31280957052757985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443008561724284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808085637083133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602214900643452,0.0,0.0,0.11468345699744376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047468302748846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611239009853764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Several_midgets,2019/08/12,"Stress, travel and gi problems Looking for some help as I am going on holiday soon. Does anyone have any tips to help with gi problems when stressed? This is not something I have always struggled with but in the last year has gradually worsened. Last year I went on a 2 week holiday to 5 different cities had an amazing time with very few problems. This year I went to Rome which is somewhere I've been before but my stress level was 100 times worse when I was there which meant I needed to visit the bathroom regularly. I was also getting stressed about where the nearest bathroom was. I also stayed with my parents for 2 weeks recently and although I grew up in that town I found myself fairly stressed and still having to visit the toilet a lot. I am going away to Oslo in 2 weeks and also going to Iceland for Christmas and don't want to be stressed and worried while I am there. I have been to many countries but these problems only seem to have developed over the last year. Does anyone else have these problems? What do you take/eat to help? How do you deal with the stress of traveling?",4.568207547169814,6.151241245283022,4.661462264150946,85.24191037735851,70.50943396226415,6.809433962264151,28.816037735849058,7.1686216300943375,1.5753056603773583,872,33,163,8,16,271,117,212,0.21100000000000002,0.713,0.076,-0.9828,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,12,14,0,8,9,0,23,0,0,1,0,28,35,18,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,4,0,10,2,13,0,0,11,1,18,1,30,23,3,41,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,3,18,114,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520746866202604,0.0677038577188398,0.0,0.0,0.05533234655186774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378738906555365,0.08337010152056654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644696990683407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923731948072817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388579866644855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850111913222109,0.0,0.0,0.1424096106730184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325874881451444,0.0679716832413499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892147098471652,0.0,0.0,0.04251089640325622,0.0,0.13872821447997175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361574410411048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989748816318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832778270070733,0.0,0.0,0.06917530913607925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249336151542372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033259553196505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061883265964872175,0.0,0.0,0.09034841841887307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892861251139711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034009102475317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407345599438389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264028770956104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672639006864999,0.06497978702968289,0.0,0.6524393221898305,0.0850624494717441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061177853725759575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489149782729964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713629202332108,0.04799236158787317,0.0,0.19580308536874855,0.0,0.0,0.15085603843426054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263213271010376,0.0829199189202782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959070731917934 autism,fuckinscourge,2019/08/12,"why do neurotypicals like to embarrass us just because our reactions are ""funny""? my friends do it all the time. especially with crushes.",4.9294202898550745,8.461012086956522,5.869565217391307,66.63594202898551,80.30434782608695,10.023188405797102,38.10144927536232,9.725611199111238,5.444692753623189,110,7,16,4,3,36,22,23,0.179,0.634,0.187,0.0571,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123707742975098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958998687053418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250345973575808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988003344431397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163866492371018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623857108704526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BlahBlahBlah7892,2019/08/12,I wish I fitted in. It is so disheartening to see so many people just easily got in while I struggle to even have talk to a stranger.,3.0642857142857127,3.925265428571429,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,73.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.551514285714286,104,3,23,2,2,36,22,28,0.191,0.645,0.16399999999999998,-0.2062,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,4,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263548896312348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31913268409216433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40454357390928064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766301737525196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31796721785096344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171422606938266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207171000092556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458853219942986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sparkrabbit,2019/08/12,"Suspecting autism in self and 5yo daughter. No idea what to do next. It fits, but as I'm in my early 30s, it's jarring to suddenly consider myself in this way. I don't know what I should even be doing as a next step. I've discussed it with my counselor, who I've been seeing for a while about depression and ADD. Do I keep just talking to her about it? Talk to my primary care doctor? Someone else? Do I talk to my daughter's pediatrician, someone else, wait for school to start (Kindergarten in a few weeks) and talk to the school? Already talked to CDS, they said they can't help because her academic scores are so high. What kind of help should I be looking for? Do I need help, in dealing with myself or in learning to parent an autistic child? Or should I just read up and try to handle it myself? I know my daughter needs help, somehow, dealing with the parts of school that aren't measured by standardized testing. Things like transitioning between activities, sharing and taking turns, not interrupting... I just have no idea where to even start.",4.235470297029703,6.015432881188122,4.580284653465348,84.71072400990099,71.67326732673267,7.228217821782177,28.961633663366328,7.865858978985527,1.834563366336634,830,33,159,11,16,261,115,202,0.113,0.8320000000000001,0.055,-0.8767,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,0,0,31,31,12,0,5,7,4,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,12,9,0,2,6,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,3,21,4,32,24,2,20,0,1,2,0,25,10,0,3,9,109,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253023059490899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921740053729918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576907394257813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341246297940329,0.09779815188181228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162205071556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970845397366784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999388565121632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044335364333953,0.11996899192680052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563622367775185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092608711789744,0.0,0.1182420746100494,0.12480528984350843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547349160582131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535116243608333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838781793805702,0.0,0.0,0.2415177544917372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608087632868567,0.12296069697404945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357806092905648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800951614876657,0.0,0.0,0.34474789023526986,0.09048252370339796,0.0,0.11845463249784652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241657424322595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073877402226502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537346358285176,0.4563252274842111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543580289466248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709118594134534,0.1235068928103626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901285880659788,0.09108082179036553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Dianecite,2019/08/12,"Can someone explain to me what a meltdown is? Honestly curious to know what it’s like; I sometimes can’t tell if I have any. Sometimes (for me), I don’t know if it’s a sensory overload, but when I hear too much screaming directed at me (or I guess blame), instead of having it talked to it in a general regular conversation...I freak out; I start yelling at people and panicking, and sometimes I just want to leave. I don’t know what’s going on, because I’m usually a calm person, or even how to deal with this; maybe I’m on the wrong subreddit.",7.66135135135135,5.326407027027031,8.588720720720723,73.02632432432436,64.31531531531532,12.483603603603608,41.11891891891892,11.20814326018867,4.470894054054053,424,21,87,10,5,146,72,111,0.171,0.738,0.092,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,18,18,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,11,3,14,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,4,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328567614204766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909435986827968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201415559514497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290385485233694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110319878697438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521958957967932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019363984490867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32210699881913785,0.0,0.0,0.20686622587818276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544680847836216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627315222961308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361776687627795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544339057480675,0.17058757331034974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553445058367736,0.0,0.5796710658566081,0.0,0.13828229064943054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702918756590384,0.17076001436749472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516996227996574,0.0,0.11523295379328324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360395237917826,0.0,0.0 autism,somethingthathappenz,2019/08/12,"Without offending anyone I have a sincere question about people who self diagnose Autistics aren’t exactly known for being super self aware. With that in mind, and considering the fact that doctors themselves are discouraged from self diagnosing, does it really seem wise to diagnose yourself with a neurological disorder?",11.91294117647059,13.472099509803927,10.938039215686274,46.92117647058824,53.90196078431373,14.643137254901962,48.37254901960785,13.5591,7.907007843137256,269,16,30,10,3,86,44,51,0.091,0.6940000000000001,0.215,0.8064,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,2,11,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308110843490953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795338906524581,0.0,0.0,0.2181313044443465,0.19480781479581025,0.1665564962496048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921760784372783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194882172712086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320987001309152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192839076608762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326661083080078,0.5956579094543321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346849780573773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Milkshaketurtle79,2019/07/22,"Autistic people, special interests, and transportation. It's so common that it's pretty much a stereotype. Tons of autistic people, for one reason or another, have a special interest that encompasses transportation, such as planes, trains, or trucks. I'm autistic myself, and work at a group home for autistic adults who need help with day to day living. All but one of them love this stuff. I was mainly curious if this has ever been looked into. Why do you think it's so common? Is it because it involves routine?",5.197661290322582,7.639201602150539,5.311491935483872,77.68723790322579,70.61290322580646,7.660752688172043,29.90456989247312,8.472884824447931,2.610527956989248,411,17,65,7,8,129,68,93,0.017,0.7759999999999999,0.207,0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,2,13,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,9,9,4,10,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,3,5,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491359702270348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483390248291408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30645442091609565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491560280135275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925293635002605,0.0,0.2383241884351952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097981244230682,0.0,0.19951747472022374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443609253243445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465748726957908,0.17617148732282384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32199703079879866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294328101542895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171652080805925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442841882688513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719860426813289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223938584199476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143898612420154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296983500488775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Rizev-C,2019/07/22,"Stimming and sensory needs. I’ve been trying to get stimming back into my life. I was trained as a child to never stim, and in recent times I’ve started getting some positive effects from stimming. I’m trying to learn about all the different stims, so I can find one that works for me. I’m also trying to understand my sensory needs. Any resources on ether subject would be very helpful, as all I’ve been able to find is NT bassed sites trying to discourage it.",5.328666666666667,6.268768088888893,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,68.1111111111111,8.666666666666668,32.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,2.7944444444444447,368,16,67,6,6,119,63,90,0.032,0.893,0.076,0.5984,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,3,16,15,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,14,10,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,40,7,2,0.20240319608287796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618617627812169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137641114037694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563556418404909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146826058230286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699857087533657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149463213891756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356665958580898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296336316697592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001588105077376,0.15610582258035752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715364390164467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998487380283261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326202395099402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802293131931227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496739361821804,0.0,0.0,0.21070886525436894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700383414586895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147351937358766,0.0,0.0,0.14378142326588128,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BSGYT,2019/07/22,"Alternatives to jeans for my hypersensitive friends 😊 -Chinos -Wearing leggings underneath jeans -Sweatpants -Winter jeans with sweatpant material inside Comment any alternatives you've found help! 😀",10.302857142857142,15.034837857142856,8.086857142857145,47.05814285714289,81.14285714285714,9.382857142857144,52.02857142857143,8.841846274778883,7.786677142857143,172,13,15,5,5,51,25,28,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130284383323573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6659434233447525,0.4692480230792378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071033761452158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,2terribleatusernames,2019/07/22,"Assessments I have a 5 year old son who is on the spectrum. He was diagnosed at 2 with high functioning autism. Since then it feels like never ending reports, assessments, evaluations, meetings. We’re moving soon so I’m trying to pack by myself while my husband is working full time and I’m at home with my 5 year old and 1 year old. I got an email from my sons case manager with a PDF attachment of his most recent ABA report and I just want to give her the finger. It’s not that I have issue with her or the report it’s just the fact that on top of everything else going on right now I also now have this meeting where we review the report/assessment and discuss scores etc. just over it is all lol. Anyone else feel like this?",2.186525096525095,4.2841436756756766,3.6017760617760644,88.06851351351355,78.45945945945945,6.66100386100386,21.382239382239387,7.7094869923839395,0.8863266409266409,576,16,117,9,14,189,98,148,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,8,1,7,2,1,0,3,21,15,9,0,1,5,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,13,2,16,13,4,28,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,17,75,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079386451972286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436057583888057,0.16758013161098506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660036004423516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732563212867298,0.0,0.14486006580621105,0.0,0.182405650415786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699155295716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539536750014489,0.2336856450191045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568956478657315,0.09295135792766017,0.0,0.13080886452829213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280350303706118,0.16405773373211854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707076090042898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598081891199331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383173901711718,0.0,0.0,0.12614272486895545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148664033610979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148958417959194,0.0,0.0,0.13967399789562904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352933414997561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536949940464892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110422515850942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646823171054617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906906857100916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159697332411457 autism,littlebirdINFJ,2019/07/22,"ACTIVE Noise Cancellation for Sleeping? Hello, I was wondering if you guys knew of any ACTIVE noise cancelling earbuds or headphones I could sleep in? I have the Bose QuietComfort 35 and they are an absolute godsend. Unfortunately, I vastly prefer sleeping on my side and these are too bulky to wear on my side. I've been searching via google for answers, but most of the products I've found are either not designed for sleep (i.e. primarily for listening to music) or don't provide true active noise cancellation (i.e. just fancy earplugs). I tried various popular white noise machines and found them to be very counterproductive. &#x200B; Any and all recommendations or input would be appreciated. I was diagnosed as an adult just this year, so I'm still new to all of this.",7.0791240875912385,9.078271401459856,6.979277372262776,69.42585036496352,64.91240875912408,9.567591240875911,34.137956204379556,9.888512548439397,3.6569538686131375,630,28,100,14,10,200,92,137,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.8104,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,12,6,5,0,3,25,18,11,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,11,2,15,8,5,9,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,6,3,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851003670003916,0.20758402665247,0.23234821496878866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639837404938354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733945995540196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374624968462458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915416284309592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499414565408174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.683836144707621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642957931710234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598619967197955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095731144006068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526398667409502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213567518508697,0.0,0.20758402665247,0.1100125644274103 autism,ariannav2,2019/07/22,my daughter is 7 she just got diagnoised 2 years ago when i met my now husband. She has just blossomed still have tough times in loud places but now she doesnt meet a stranger where as before she would scream anytime anyone would say hey to her now she is like hi look at this to anyone. its so scary sometimes and a blessing. how do you get through it?,1.9641071428571413,4.107077513888889,2.024206349206352,98.87000000000002,79.41666666666667,4.669841269841268,22.785714285714285,5.288315135182226,-0.081061904761905,279,9,62,1,7,83,59,72,0.133,0.772,0.096,-0.445,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,12,6,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,10,2,6,8,0,12,1,0,1,0,14,4,0,0,9,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621371657590222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135473825200629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516351985848352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450103988254846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365136024337206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447342939434266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832959013584746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089635498707059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351677211904681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924737807374793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361616789304765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243620260624998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201407702069767,0.0,0.0,0.1904334239588729 autism,Dave047,2019/07/22,"Darkmode for any website I recently found this because I was looking for an addon that had darkmode for wikipedia, turns out it works on all sites. The firefox addon doesn't play well with sites that already use darkmode but you can filter them out in the addon. I don't need to copy-paste text to another program anymore \\o/ &#x200B; Dark Reader for Firefox [https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/darkreader/?src=search](https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/darkreader/?src=search) Super Dark Mode for Chrome [https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/super-dark-mode/nlgphodeccebbcnkgmokeegopgpnjfkc](https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/super-dark-mode/nlgphodeccebbcnkgmokeegopgpnjfkc)",26.577837837837833,32.89390597297298,16.014432432432432,6.607594594594616,23.054054054054063,8.082162162162161,37.77297297297297,8.238735603445708,3.3272627027027024,638,17,52,4,5,162,56,74,0.04,0.883,0.078,0.6989,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,5,3,12,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371097501268228,0.0,0.0,0.2328070014374116,0.26108546176552433,0.14611611012123052,0.2253055228012672,0.0,0.0,0.21308913460655468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098019562780774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558925620916035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804331542685869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932026602892546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051137159473136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215405307849305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337122870276919,0.0,0.0,0.5169141964769791,0.18557506113215244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319015597888115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564248593613812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108546176552433,0.0 autism,Jane-Elizabeth,2019/07/22,"Trying to educate myself I (18f) recently found out that someone I love has autism. I have no idea what the signs are in adults, but I really want to educate myself and know more! So if anyone can give me some personal advice or any information, that would be a great help! :)",6.421069182389934,6.2657294716981164,7.330188679245285,73.97503144654087,65.60377358490567,11.59496855345912,28.9874213836478,11.20814326018867,3.208111949685536,214,6,41,6,3,72,46,53,0.025,0.684,0.29100000000000004,0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790421421513156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941879583223964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996674833296961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130975539110083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739314569285529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148266378363737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914022524913408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32235810908218226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693417932034204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577255532415358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493365954591407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829345668743943,0.0,0.2819522254113709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195077952509536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938738656623727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842840205743476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028508794330416,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Deadman1233,2019/07/22,Autism tests Can you post some internet tests here? Because I think that I maybe have autism (or something different) but I am too scared to go to a doctor.,1.6310000000000002,4.361614433333333,1.8883333333333359,94.8825,88.0,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6733333333333338,123,4,25,2,4,37,25,30,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.5927,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,16,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343552646879976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016651898704408,0.0,0.3934976971860053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849003542088746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862285887660236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36819386358985134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848984187288813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959660094755807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633805313053536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tastyrav,2019/07/22,"Special interest is a TV show and it’s ending soon So my special interest is a TV show and it’s ending soon. It’s been my special interest for as long as I can remember. It started in the 90s before i was even born, and I really don’t know what to do when it ends. There’s a certain character that I relate to so much (in my opinion he seems kinda autism coded), and idk if any other show will be able to match that. I know the creators/voice actors are getting old and they can’t just keep the show running, but still, it’s gonna be extremely difficult for me to let go. I’m also an active member in the fandom and once the show dies I’m scared the fandom will too. Can somebody please give me advice bc I’m really upset rn.",1.821796526054591,3.3024255419354844,4.133548387096777,86.66339950372209,77.45161290322581,7.091811414392061,22.89081885856079,7.882392219407189,1.1118933002481393,569,17,121,9,13,198,93,155,0.081,0.79,0.129,0.5105,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,10,0,15,0,0,0,1,17,27,14,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,8,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,11,7,11,19,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,11,77,21,0,0.1904398490276968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609561640188035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229467846342676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950562779951993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205028496491564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764649671614115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060195420899358,0.0,0.0,0.12578372420180148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949696100206716,0.1826872562544361,0.10823135489048316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927168799832554,0.0,0.0,0.20932152118661326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473764832534826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853327359695094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399952013252285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983458612381488,0.2028122239301915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904576621906176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400128755634914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573122491850205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906635113769992,0.0,0.0,0.17336928613429625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479430533032746,0.0,0.15208550943470028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pandaobread,2019/07/22,What's the most uplifting thing someone has said or done when you were struggling? I'd love to hear your stories.,3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,74.45454545454545,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.526472727272728,92,4,18,1,2,27,22,22,0.11199999999999999,0.72,0.168,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080637052339997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494246491301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598909817833948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793062922716829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33786290296538146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168641766266563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649143864425937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SmallzSnail,2019/07/22,Tell me how you see the world! Hi there! I am looking for other people with autisms worldwiew. What are your problems? What is easier to do for you? I want to write a childrens book about autism to raise awareness about it. Thank you for any comments :),1.3291964285714286,4.016272812499999,1.3426190476190492,97.65000000000002,91.70833333333334,3.576190476190476,21.44047619047619,5.288315135182226,-0.09077738095238086,197,7,39,1,7,58,39,48,0.05,0.7559999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,9,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,0,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29941719122804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36973875235723896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30524663662365337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42130495245277066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508598591721885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848391555636369,0.4053665016247325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596986934861273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,macandcheesebear,2019/07/22,"Anyone else constantly put things off and rearrange for another day in a never-ending cycle? I have such a problem with arranging meetings a week or so in advance then closer to the day I freak out and rearrange. When it comes to meetings, medical appointments or even dating. You reach a point where things get cancelled or people get fed up it's incredible frustrating.",6.429850746268656,8.406640044776122,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,66.46268656716418,10.733134328358213,34.295522388059695,10.793553405168565,4.429808358208955,301,14,46,9,5,98,52,67,0.16,0.823,0.017,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,9,4,0,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,7,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578224110906911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192220727788307,0.2519290053511916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180039178048135,0.0,0.26570459331350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171393420949517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053978373387877,0.0,0.21777314495959416,0.0,0.0,0.1623987707531345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692011049831603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476941898200117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963471924163247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045945097562662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324322822170635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527011364569064,0.0,0.2471732787207743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326698161266538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722688606568173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kayno-way,2019/07/22,"Unsure what to do for my 3yo, preprimary this year or keep him out for EIBI next year? So age wise my 3yo will be 4 this fall and can start pre-primary. My neighbour has a boy a year older than mine also on the spectrum who barely said a word last year and talks SO much now after pre primary. And if people could not give me hate over this part, we are on the waitlist for EIBI. Early Intensive Behaviour Intervention. From research it's not the same as ABA but similar ideas, entirely play based? I'd love to hear experiences from people who have been through EIBI or parents who's kids have but no one locally has responded to my questions. The thing is if I want him in EIBI it wont be til NEXT year - *probably* we cant know our place on the waitlist but ""he won't get missed"". 2020. And if he goes into preprimary this year then primary next year he will be removed from waitlist once hes in Primary. So my options are: -Put him in preprimary hope it helps him more than EIBI would then go to primary the next year. -Put him in preprimary then keep him out the next year for EIBI, do EIBI at home/pay for daycare -Keep him out of preprimary til next year and then put him in and he does preprimary and EIBI at the same time/they do a lot of it at preprimary/daycare. My head hurts thinking about this. I think hed REALLY enjoy preprimary. But what if I put him in preprimary and it doesnt help and he needs EIBI next year? What if I keep him out and put him in EIBI just to not like how they do things? I'm hella indecisive and have bad anxiety especially when it comes to the kids. His Early Intervention worker, who he loooves, thinks EIBI will benefit him, but I guess she would 🤷‍♀️ I really just dont know and want to do what's best for him",1.5726666666666669,3.7145651555555546,3.09277777777778,90.7,80.77777777777777,7.333333333333335,21.94444444444445,8.344100000000001,1.1973611111111118,1376,43,304,30,36,451,167,360,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.107,0.9614,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,1,2,10,13,1,1,13,0,31,2,1,1,0,63,56,37,0,12,17,1,0,1,1,7,0,2,0,3,21,20,0,4,7,1,0,9,9,5,0,1,2,2,35,8,45,42,7,63,0,2,0,1,45,21,0,13,34,192,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796819510081295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545270804139826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052400080376525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607111652946033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244152780302085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057875337980264376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343426421365901,0.0,0.08495476256955561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090664455546702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037871705731930085,0.0695365761945027,0.04119629365660032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985310884804504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156635904184842,0.07439304598673599,0.0,0.08169863498263491,0.0,0.09717363214429918,0.0,0.0727108320539501,0.0719964030024095,0.0,0.0,0.07759932451920976,0.08182951846948876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577207380831049,0.0,0.0,0.07967442396129751,0.05908695419110565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541371118449894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616262458139137,0.06542276221647915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053286623179990486,0.05374853266691226,0.0,0.0,0.5396386480404174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719677853641119,0.049119378486100235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048874536183066,0.0784968546891814,0.0,0.10050735466451713,0.0,0.07573396691369164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815374136472633,0.0,0.0,0.3643495893861082,0.08120254407310415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928746452904639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895217335965383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130699686097985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058262674097228816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631489417197696,0.1393411112229229,0.0,0.0,0.04226802051041092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550996329012236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298602279545138,0.0,0.0,0.5134750199153736 autism,findoutwhatittakes,2019/07/22,"Told my SO and best friend about diagnosis, reactions were expected haha We were at the bar Friday night. My SO was his usual outgoing self, I commented on how strange it was to me that he could so easily make friends. SO: “You just tell people what they want to hear.” Me: “How do you know what they want to hear?” S: “It’s easy, it’s written all over their face.” M: (Laughing) “That’s not easy for me.” S: “What, are you autistic?” M: “....Yeah, a little.” S: “???” M: “Dr. [Name] said she thinks I am.” Friend: “What are you guys talking about?” M: “My therapist thinks I have autism.” F: “High-functioning?” M: “Yeah.” F: “It’s, like, problems with eye contact, socializing, and stuff, right?” M: “In short, yeah.” F: “I see it. But that’s fine. We love you.” SO then proceeds to stare directly in my eyes, one inch from my face. M: (laughing) “Stop it! I don’t have issues with eye contact with you guys; unless you make it weird like this!” S: “I don’t know. You’re not good with eye contact, but I don’t think you’re autistic.” M: “Well, its core symptoms are difficulty communicating, repetitive movement, and like, sensory overload. I actually think it makes a lot of sense for me.” S: “Okay on communication and sensory, but you don’t move repeatedly.” F: “It’s fine, [SO.] Like half my friends are autistic. It is what it is.” M: “It’s really common. 1 in 63.” SO: “Maybe I have autism.” Friend & I laugh. M: “You don’t have autism. Stop jumping on the bandwagon, you always do this.” S: “It’s how I make friends so easily.” It hasn’t come up since, and I’m fine with that. I don’t want it to change anything. I hope maybe they understand my troubles with things a bit better now, and I’m really glad to have been accepted. Thanks to everyone here for their support. ❤️",-1.0560896385126384,0.6807494595375729,1.2251859201104338,95.47659520317491,109.31791907514452,4.955845052195669,17.880942110257962,6.618715190691442,0.2762831162108532,1307,44,292,25,67,434,163,346,0.099,0.657,0.245,0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,0,106.0,2,10,5,2,17,31,0,0,5,5,27,10,6,7,1,49,54,22,0,7,7,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,3,29,15,1,2,8,1,0,4,9,3,1,2,8,9,43,28,30,45,4,27,0,0,6,1,42,13,0,2,14,166,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0986099012622166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408142030260987,0.10948727515178873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315526836307599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604539432304344,0.08937022133936394,0.11032006792924937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689715207858497,0.08704534309602567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067993895317271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655729000723776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684243459434082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475566886873963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011012047570212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778064415638385,0.0,0.0,0.10676452429362776,0.0,0.10036512272400357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546960187917473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106851183346332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747105804859172,0.10127831597134862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590881580467377,0.09120127235496032,0.0,0.2698057573691094,0.0,0.20303595088829254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739980727888486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482826993757457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847387153104359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005511778992357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669088706764783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947001216454868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629586599478697,0.09612137624565524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052350398988481,0.0,0.1054168438518308,0.0,0.0,0.08358933118513727,0.0,0.0,0.10300741300932993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896409753350014,0.0,0.0,0.1156776961489158,0.0,0.11466996794457328,0.0,0.10502929828556078,0.0,0.08121989699681655,0.08832186546390991,0.09303295962085416,0.0,0.1173264551921523,0.0671329106080228,0.2589941931389665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655729000723776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519627010585478,0.0,0.0,0.11129193523881127,0.0,0.17880514029536204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085578884517896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UnicornBurperer,2019/07/22,"Help I believe that I may be mildly to moderately autistic, and do not know where I can be tested with out my parents knowing, not irl but does anyone know a way?",2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.78787878787878,5.612121212121212,26.15151515151515,6.42735559955562,1.0384424242424246,127,5,25,1,3,43,28,33,0.0,0.938,0.062,0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254395392035964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099069802541437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31838632588695864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386470068689134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998472771770992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40398538910594334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878790963098383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jeffboms,2019/07/22,"looking for a game for my girlfriends brother my girlfriend has a brother with autism and SETD5 learning difficulties, and he recently started showing interest in PC and Ipads. mostly the later. He is highly intelligent and has problems keeping focused on one thing. she is looking for a good, simple, fun and stimulating game to keep him occupied and entertained. tho one thing for sure, he hates puzzles. he despises those. he can read, but he does not like it that much. he can read English, understand signs and symbols( in case there are game i don't know about that might be good for him) &#x200B; I have a lot experience with him and a lot of other autistic people( including my self, but that is a different post for an other time) but i am failing to come up with good games for him. any ideas?",4.059079578139978,6.595994778523494,4.63722435282838,80.77209731543623,74.36912751677852,7.478619367209972,30.777085330776604,8.418075326091056,2.6382441035474584,638,30,111,12,14,203,95,149,0.09,0.765,0.14400000000000002,0.7705,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,3,12,2,0,8,0,13,0,0,1,1,31,22,12,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,2,4,8,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,2,11,8,18,20,4,11,0,1,2,0,21,5,0,5,5,79,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638748832405158,0.18378033864296808,0.10285240709185617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302849615785584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801978773915865,0.0,0.0,0.13235631744809512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479475244538554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805736873234153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932402627139835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597996107638233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073822574330896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688686331080661,0.0,0.0,0.08312079820770517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738911132280686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540169488539365,0.0,0.0,0.25716773277633065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604480122008302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118314842578712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049762894659549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485487224253706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448517761524117,0.0,0.0,0.144721912264832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025736840207368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933709236655845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577824724731971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070526354805269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425474828152416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009621277401201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819270799351242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745232911345386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378033864296808,0.0 autism,no_idea_4_names,2019/07/22,"Moved my 3 year old into a normal sized (verusntoddler sized lol) bed with a snuggle sheet to hopefully curb the middle of the night wandering. Usually I wake up to a trail of destruction and he trashes his sisters room (just pulling everything out to play with and leaving it out). This morning I'm woken by his sister (who's only 11 months older, they are very close and cuddle a lot 😍) because my son climbed into her bed and fell asleep. No mess, he just got into bed with her. So sweet! 😍",7.012886597938143,6.072248432989693,7.182185567010308,78.12338144329897,64.67010309278349,10.234226804123713,33.832989690721654,9.3871,2.9091954639175266,386,14,75,6,5,125,72,97,0.08800000000000001,0.828,0.085,-0.077,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,6,1,1,3,2,0,0,19,5,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,13,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,3,15,3,1,19,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,2,6,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420552463562147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568357555261153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285600286189788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838386278936028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025940056973107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429553189409997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281025343137817,0.3037331406240126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681800738551588,0.27999840167165546,0.0,0.0,0.2998723374278945,0.0,0.0,0.21734443701625047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147403135317744,0.2357939479382073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402945277638935 autism,ShadowTheHedgehog42,2019/07/22,"jobs does anyone else feel like having a job is impossible? I’ve had a few in the past, longest i made it was 8 months but that was over 5 years ago. I get so frustrated and exhausted so easily. Honestly it would get so bad i’d start hitting myself or just punching things. I’d just want to kill myself that’s how bad it gets. I really don’t see myself ever getting another job even though my mom always brings it up. I’m 25 and been unemployed maybe 16 months total since i was 18.",1.9019031903190324,3.6849173861386175,3.9747854785478562,86.55335533553357,78.10891089108911,7.657205720572058,21.123212321232124,8.515128840125781,1.1957119911991194,380,10,81,8,9,130,76,101,0.242,0.6579999999999999,0.1,-0.9717,5,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,2,13,21,9,1,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,6,2,8,2,4,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,8,46,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627909049478552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730874923985986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303645923876004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538488793905775,0.16908112402291778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755673860660518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440894640340626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785192046745953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899327237291556,0.14926883063100282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834383956387671,0.11788936775503968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448617677554931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912666887560586,0.0,0.18256870405799472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061978465081382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614465147859055,0.0,0.0,0.16578342972122534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326786685658875,0.2634326491985795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752898867079312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571518279783278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149851153167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650514553060367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680106093548075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963106897152172,0.0,0.16213000121389584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733228452156928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722452550309533,0.0,0.0,0.10626661036733616 autism,madbacon26,2019/07/22,"Any moderate level 2 autistics? Hi everyone I am diagnosed with mild-moderate autism (my language is mild rest is moderate). Could anyone with moderate autism comments and let me know what moderate autism means to you, what supports help you? What are your strengths and weaknesses? Thanks!",5.629375,9.287556520833334,4.738333333333333,75.34,77.54166666666666,9.866666666666667,35.08333333333333,9.725611199111238,4.884058333333334,235,13,34,8,6,70,35,48,0.046,0.7390000000000001,0.215,0.8455,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312058258949244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772990759272605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714554852685121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450841367642273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248763739191754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788908358539245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685039409427204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34766426431751085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37035033067064055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38581823682570815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130184222685476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,purplegreencab,2019/07/22,"Need help on the first feature to develop for an app that will help with autistic kids * The area I live in speaks a language that is not available on many apps that are meant for helping people with autism * I dont want to use someone else's code * I want to build this from scratch and tune the pictures/audio/themes for my local area (Very poor) &#x200B; With that said, can someone give me a general task or reference list of common things that are done to help autistic kids? I looked at some videos on YouTube and im getting an idea of how adults are working with autistic kids for getting better social skills and making eye contact. I have skills to work with Kinect camera, and apps for iOS/Android, so there is a lot of creativity that can happen. Ideally I would like to start with something basic, eg. tapping X and then a clapping sound, etc etc. Please help me.",4.026785714285712,6.022973821428572,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,72.69047619047619,5.990476190476191,27.47619047619048,6.5431188927421005,1.1063404761904765,694,26,134,5,14,208,110,168,0.015,0.83,0.156,0.9707,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,9,0,12,1,1,3,0,27,25,9,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,4,8,11,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,9,3,26,20,4,12,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,3,5,80,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615823820942187,0.17512637283101015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746592052266587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474888382932187,0.1689121945051592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039706556332826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214726005066426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225917571442145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059762940533136,0.13825682431602493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744833186473553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483016224078434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626983952625989,0.15567859639706672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041168135627579,0.0,0.1272640871812111,0.0,0.12102781836965625,0.0,0.0,0.12252902726930658,0.0,0.0,0.09620385490256338,0.14611906284041815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686608177813753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991739913575948,0.0,0.0,0.15820481607050152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370948792722902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691621574970254,0.24423150807868854,0.11095365697352394,0.0,0.0,0.10201167269653584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574954744179856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447681737696148,0.0,0.11891735156403065,0.1700160781399936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984790233292794,0.0,0.0,0.10238151804317988,0.0,0.17512637283101015,0.0 autism,SanDiegoWork,2019/07/22,What was the diagnostic process like for you? Mine was extensive and tiring. Test after test. Observation by many people. Family interviews. IQ tests. Task observations etc etc,4.624642857142857,6.831615035714287,5.3557142857142885,63.789285714285704,112.92857142857143,10.17142857142857,25.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,4.500585714285714,143,6,19,6,7,46,25,28,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7463276402066596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154280351824214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346706968741095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33922858491526264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319672550477204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845697400658836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jammygamer2,2019/07/22,I make autistic sounds unintentionally when i am especially happy. Is this normal? What is it? I don't know how to explain it but it just happens mostly uncontrollably,2.921999999999997,5.923307200000004,5.236666666666668,68.20500000000001,93.66666666666666,6.4,26.0,7.554174236665415,2.3682000000000003,136,6,21,3,5,47,25,30,0.12,0.797,0.083,-0.2763,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464598792020405,0.559285197730278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873945421578634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350700508366595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147685995314458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jumbodog911,2019/07/22,"Breaking up on the spectrum (help) Hi, Im a male in my early 20s and was late diagnosed at 19 with Asperger’s syndrome & I’m really struggling with my first break up. This was my first time experiencing love & my first relationship. The relationship ended 5 months ago today and I’m still very confused and down on the matter. I’m still very much in love with this girl & I’m having a terribly hard time moving on! I read online that people on the spectrum struggle particularly with failed relationships! And it definitely feels that way. 5 months have past and my ex girlfriend is already in a new relationship. I’m sitting here on my sofa 5 months later in an almost panic attack state. I’m still very fixated and obsessed with this individual! Although I’ve played the no contact rule and remained as positive as I can be.. it still feels impossible to move on. I should add that I wasn’t given any closure in the relationship. My ex couldn’t meet me near the end as it was supposedly “too difficult” for her. I’ve done almost everything I can to move on. I’ve watched a number of moving on videos, read a number of threads, read a lot of books, engaged with new people, exploring new activities, maturing, growing and learning from my last relationship. But with all that growth and attempt I’m still very much hung up on my ex. I’m convinced that she’s the only one for me, and entering new relationships and dating girls just seems uncomfortable! I’ve attempted it and dated girls that could even be considered more suited to me.. but still it just doesn’t feel right. I really miss her everyday and it feels almost impossible to fall out of love with this person. Falling out of love seems undoable, because I’ll always care for this person. I was hoping to get some insight and some possible advice on how I can move on appropriately! Any help or information would be very much appreciated!",4.496528162511542,6.595412692520777,5.707986149584489,75.57185918744231,71.65927977839334,8.691449676823638,28.376823638042477,9.2995712137729,2.6598819205909514,1526,59,273,35,30,508,177,361,0.071,0.7929999999999999,0.136,0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,6,12,19,1,5,15,0,20,5,0,1,1,55,43,22,0,5,5,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,17,25,0,0,10,6,0,11,4,10,0,4,7,7,23,9,49,29,8,71,0,2,1,4,30,25,0,11,30,167,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199390350662495,0.05623670263985263,0.0,0.19058127690139184,0.0,0.07000882557032949,0.0,0.05278807295515248,0.20621519882415967,0.0,0.08628423977521699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217340388136079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038673102493550764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468242417962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050652551873521724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439137570158006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492226616139629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237995918916964,0.0,0.0,0.04190224472580116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057016765215946424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831089469895193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188888824292585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033145353549027784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683075975524151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504645700049435,0.0,0.0,0.06301132166226121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852726882850266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051712959555138466,0.0715643181274415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053935350043642284,0.2290322595098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519142295918626,0.33713921824838106,0.13990951270347693,0.0,0.0,0.2450872183724113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042989327640916064,0.04824981128878511,0.0,0.07443445548949967,0.0,0.0,0.0605617034059417,0.08796413418010493,0.11078863371957863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152030208086729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903747883002864,0.0,0.0812839795408943,0.0,0.0,0.4767839548279525,0.0,0.05417834824228675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155087798780994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303984841092327,0.0,0.0,0.1326448134493494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398602500514984,0.0,0.06013473980836238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617277361050075,0.0,0.05035658803737298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506673346489252,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mehul-shah,2019/10/08,"We need people to help in our design research for designing a good public bus experience for people with autism. Hello everyone, I am a student at the University of Washington, Seattle. And I am researching along with 2 other graduate students to design good public bus experiences for people with autism. For the design study: We would like to give you a handcrafted package to interact with. I would be happy if anyone here could take out some time and help us in sharing insight. Feel free to reach me out at +1 (206)-617-0954 or leave your comments.",6.625257142857143,8.234624840000006,6.855428571428572,71.35700000000001,65.6,9.714285714285717,33.285714285714285,9.957137785484203,3.623871428571429,444,19,70,10,7,143,69,100,0.011000000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.228,0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,20,10,4,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,21,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,3,2,49,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456768947580928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507679954191906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756297059281455,0.0,0.4044915281000823,0.0,0.0,0.10454138567466467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833794237548336,0.0,0.34683205618206536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009421657155556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771666266504519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189233681443653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100990000667366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330598597547287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300130163585594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554537991046936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056032486946612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487004400972913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937452053657376,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,h8_me,2019/10/08,"Got diagnosed on the autism spectrum today. I'm a 20 y/o female. I've had this appointment with the psychiatrist for months now. I finally went this morning. I was so certain I'm bipolar because I've had a lot going on with mood swings, depression, and anxiety. I have high highs and extremely low lows, if that makes sense. I've considered autism a possibility due to how bad my anxiety has been in regards to socialization. I've been like that since I was a child. Other than that, I've read the symptoms and I just don't feel this is accurate. I didn't have any of the symptoms you'd have during childhood besides the extreme shyness. I have obsessive interests and hobbies, but I always grow out of em, which I thought was bipolar. I'm really irritable too. I think I may have got misdiagnosed because my social anxiety was rocket high while speaking to this man. My mom had to do all the talking for me and I sat with my head down. I barely got a word in. How can I be diagnosed correctly if I didn't even speak about what's really going on? I have to take an antidepressant now. I'm very socially awkward. I can't make eye contact. I can't muster up the words when having to talk to strangers. I like my daily routine of waking up around noon and drinking coffee, which in the doctors eyes was considered a routine. I get very obsessed if I'm into something. I just don't know what's true or not and I'm scared. I truly believe I have a personality disorder or something else.",2.629958837772396,4.850520701694915,4.4789285714285745,81.71616525423731,77.57627118644069,7.739709443099272,28.50181598062953,8.634040054169528,2.4170460048426143,1177,53,226,26,28,399,161,295,0.11699999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.057,-0.9062,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,4,16,0,31,12,4,4,4,38,52,18,0,3,9,1,1,2,0,1,7,2,0,3,12,13,1,0,4,2,0,4,7,8,0,0,18,5,30,5,29,31,2,31,0,3,2,0,13,17,0,7,12,144,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500319438583496,0.0,0.0,0.07764328137876095,0.0,0.2620319231613542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164043582296316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533180547401604,0.13920069697636145,0.0,0.0,0.1286367334227208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833922394710837,0.2317715362614478,0.0,0.0,0.13085505874607645,0.11686350161539695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118485605804067,0.0,0.0,0.09537901167356146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541186631817663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773058282152685,0.0,0.0,0.12507372149435145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059652006408355815,0.0,0.1297771793327034,0.0,0.2739498246503369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717704207329675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618981750715221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274788997309788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156080169583277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706795981769324,0.0,0.0,0.15242611697984892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337210106796462,0.09113382547702556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969367620166986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871576439046853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142064359526814,0.0,0.14628754710061956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114309632052622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444718524714356,0.0,0.0,0.349162748895796,0.0,0.17579581519178564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734420292425176,0.08584579557863505,0.18353994579576685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315907482006452,0.0,0.09064262398239108,0.0,0.0,0.10822506023679028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884135532696807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584186800081677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,stars-have-aligned,2019/10/08,"wondering about careers? hello! in order to answer this lol, you’d probably need to know a bit. i was diagnosed with aspergers at 7, and was treated as such until 12, when my mother somehow got me ‘undiagnosed’ (i have NO idea how.) as she was worried it would affect my future. however, nothing has changed and i still have ‘mild’ (for lack of knowledge of a better term) aspergers obviously. if, as an adult, i was to go in and get myself rediagnosed, would that effect my career options? i really would like to be an english teacher, but i don’t know if i could be.",2.9464220183486236,5.112057816513765,5.11604587155963,77.79718807339452,76.33944954128441,8.029724770642202,28.33119266055045,8.841846274778883,2.6135350458715605,438,19,79,10,10,152,80,109,0.05,0.887,0.063,0.3399,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,1,15,1,0,3,1,25,22,12,0,8,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,14,3,16,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,6,64,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021151429078052,0.2494942494374011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417531572038776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824616426694592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319519106084423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939686021183507,0.0,0.12987817738602134,0.0,0.1827753492756018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25798118645778256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118689206927125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164762299874448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694512015605356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927953675311385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463926868994656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640139421578874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250338630788301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782972356994126,0.0,0.23208207854770985,0.0,0.4870208852428698,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cunt-sack,2019/10/08,"What are some decent charities that support real autistic people? Basically the title. In my public speaking class we’ve gotta come up with a real charity and do a lil elevator pitch for it. I wanna do one on a charity supporting autistic people, as I am autistic myself, but I’m not sure which ones to look into. I figured I might as well post too because I’m sure there are plenty of people wondering.",5.667721518987343,6.2925583037974695,7.599848101265824,68.71698734177215,67.22784810126583,9.864303797468356,33.52151898734177,9.888512548439397,3.586000506329114,322,14,53,7,5,114,61,79,0.063,0.777,0.16,0.6667,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,15,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,6,5,11,12,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,0,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979376907788825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928034120521646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502317402141026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847144537612716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663274087765978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087164397606246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882071253210344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473543684412109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460059690553367,0.370426275397238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669065787027974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311222201613594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,confused123456,2019/10/08,"What to look for in an ABA povider I was told by my son's SLP and special preschool that his progress is slow and it is time to reconsider my anti-stance on ABA. HE is ""moderate to low"" what do I look for? PEople tell me ABA has changed and isn't abusive anymore. I'm at a loss we tried for two years without aba and basically his behaviors are getting in the way of learning and speech. IS there something to look for that is ""ABA"" but more PRT Or floortime or naturalistic? They all use the term naturalistic but we all know that is not true. I'm already heartbroken. We did ABA with my eldest for three months and it was abuse but he was much more ""higher functioning"" to the point that now 4 years later they want to remove the dx and replace with adhd(right now i asked to just add adhd and leave the other since he's still a minor and before puberty)",4.1555009633911375,5.08851429479769,4.901864161849712,85.59630298651254,70.79190751445087,7.8475915221579955,28.289499036608863,8.07648339933343,1.6384724470134868,675,24,143,9,12,218,106,173,0.138,0.8220000000000001,0.04,-0.9671,0,0,1,0,1,0,16.0,3,0,2,2,5,4,0,0,8,0,14,1,0,1,3,30,25,14,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,15,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,5,4,14,2,21,20,6,18,0,2,3,0,14,6,0,2,10,93,23,1,0.0,0.3880343770152889,0.0,0.0,0.3935917934777517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070239724546044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623961791101779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308431509859727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933934372738352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732259795795446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555271131981455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999281734208298,0.0,0.0,0.1733877986006241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125267328921021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070383264449914,0.0,0.12037522477583773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135237578153498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479685029991014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984176032699755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545584232496288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606288986641356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077110650971058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431248762551792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548404770526014,0.0,0.0,0.15647031582987098,0.0,0.11117562442750736,0.0,0.15996013354132227,0.0,0.0,0.14142758109953965,0.0,0.0,0.09658409969847097,0.12997727216998006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157849331574316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108994963138442 autism,AveryRedlance,2019/10/08,"Birthday fundraiser suggestions Hello! I'm brand new to this sub and haven't had a chance to do much reading yet, so my apologies if this has been asked recently. I have a friend who was recently diagnosed with Asperger's. He wants to do a Facebook birthday fundraiser related to supporting autistic people and he's chosen a...controversial organization to support. I want to suggest a different group that really does do good for autistic people, but I don't know what to tell him. Can anybody give me some ideas? I would very much appreciate it!",5.638200000000001,7.821155019999999,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,68.8,9.8,35.5,10.125756701596842,4.1657,442,23,72,12,8,144,71,100,0.015,0.84,0.145,0.8837,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,0,11,20,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,4,9,16,3,4,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,2,4,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202365086252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976223006495676,0.0,0.20342613251494115,0.0,0.0,0.1703883681759537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042922735852532,0.0,0.0,0.18677955665122956,0.0,0.16330999734654936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979916206922784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070052222754514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862623499080643,0.0,0.0,0.18804808651327806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26996898857827994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475850215271293,0.0,0.12473352889111936,0.0,0.3844969997213499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418996961668516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018146168950066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065268613792102,0.2296850651363335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383134224584423,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tomaxisntxamot,2019/10/08,"Do gestalt language learners learn reading the same way? (If I should be posting this somewhere like r/parenting instead of here let me know.) My soon to be 7 year old learned to speak via echolalia when he was littler. Eventually he learned to break all of those memorized sentences and phrases into smaller and smaller chunks and extract usable language out of them. It took him a bit longer to learn how to carry on a conversation (4 instead of 2 or so) but today he's got full, functional verbal communication skills. And as a plus, it meant his mom and I never had to feel guilty about screen time since he was mining it for raw material. For gestalt learners does learning to read work the same way? For any adult gestalt learners, did things like sight words resonate more for you than phonics/sounding it out, etc? He can read some simple books now but I suspect he's does it by memorizing letter patterns.",5.878627450980392,7.359454058823534,5.413823529411764,81.48053921568629,67.23529411764707,7.549019607843138,35.34313725490196,7.793537801064563,2.631019607843137,730,36,131,8,12,223,121,170,0.042,0.9209999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.4479,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,9,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,32,15,14,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,10,2,24,4,8,18,0,0,2,0,15,5,0,3,10,82,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232455350139505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786091026735636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31719870477699996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021241454325681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916375047545653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449496213385802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960162854279354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532434507301815,0.0,0.1770838435397353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225941525350545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977906061876372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017490513421714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123923635265406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357235629576745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438500170682499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499188811915674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040401217228325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105679174540682,0.0,0.17178891996763124,0.0,0.2013579696071183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877106943428488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194072484875313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670894362527555 autism,GamerGuardian22,2019/10/08,Is it weird that I’ve never had a girlfriend It seems almost everyone else’s has or had one. I hav every few friends and I Ramey even talk to girls. (Never even had a first kiss/girlfriend ever) people always tell me how ugly I am and that no one will ever love me. Is this normal for someone with autism? (Already know I have it and it’s medically diagnosed. Just wondering if it’s normal),0.823417721518986,3.303518240506332,2.8758101265822797,88.51523417721522,88.11392405063292,5.185316455696203,19.292405063291138,6.742157984588678,0.4196774683544304,307,9,60,4,10,103,55,79,0.09300000000000001,0.813,0.094,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,4,18,13,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,6,2,3,9,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,5,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912889250477353,0.0,0.21080632691109225,0.0,0.15895224171717368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389140277415398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958103110416616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234699276885064,0.3455950968696368,0.1609509924104726,0.18253732686184526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248999855943394,0.0,0.0,0.14758928428070822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498507801474084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241201012192547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244260174361688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946681856227511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743376306374761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889370897259445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243613126886444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739065140267387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618590773162246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535426572626676,0.16696861753291925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716385834485893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Polaris2088,2019/10/08,"Curiosity regarding the significance of autism and 'parallel play' Greetings. Speaking as someone who was diagnosed with Asperger's syndrome several years ago, I am curious to understand what 'parallel play' is and how it might be different for those within the developmental phases of autism in childhood. Thanks for your help; still somewhat new to reddit.",12.363684210526314,12.969623263157894,11.279649122807019,48.034210526315796,53.21052631578947,16.02105263157895,50.57894736842106,14.554592549557764,8.406010526315791,294,18,36,12,3,94,49,57,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.9393,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,10,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496602159032396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148378117895592,0.0,0.3240840644568071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079148032694807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290641297018697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29958485390795264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504280677387633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26282422526941546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771930801792305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558262932898104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229202589583903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975313615746826 autism,cerkie2,2019/10/08,"Awaiting diagnosis (NHS), what should i do while im in the nether zone? My GP talked to me a couple of times and asked some questions, now i got referred to a “community mental health team”, is that right? Will they diagnose me or is there another referral after that? Im learning so much right now and understanding my life for the first time, but it still feels weird without a formal diagnosis. Im desperate to advocate and share my experiences but its weird when im self diagnosed.",7.48032608695652,7.197089858695655,8.003391304347826,70.45465217391308,63.45652173913044,12.142608695652175,35.791304347826085,11.602472056035307,4.211588695652174,385,16,72,11,5,128,67,92,0.085,0.884,0.031,-0.5845,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,14,9,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,8,1,8,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,9,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245043399925144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483223503811368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141952219366505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144874785317587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154457113116174,0.0,0.0,0.07833380111538217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177755486432874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239061980146358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467606718706174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6693743610765862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942680463987073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612609998661475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388634319767516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354938727486335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646070524831823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161863614299826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372183016927607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452136205814053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067387283578626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128046601106272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493403911201217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mullberries,2019/10/08,"Advice needed on child with Autism and puberty My 10 year old son has high-functioning Autism. He is incredibly intelligent however, he still has trouble grasping social situations and being social in general. He is well liked at school, but he doesn't understand why. He never shows any interest in maintaining friendships outside of school with other children. He misbehaved at school the other day, as follow through at home, he had to hand over his tablet. After he did, I went through his internet browser search history. I check the history on a bi-weekly basis, as he's never given me pause to check more. This time, I found that he's been visiting Pornhub and watching Fortnite related porn. I'm a single mother, and my oldest son (neurotypical) had his father there when he started going through puberty. My youngest son's dad isn't in the picture and won't help. Are there any books/resources/advice anyone can give me on talking to my son? I've already told him it's normal to be curious, but websites like that are inappropriate for children but aside from that, I'm completely lost as to what to tell him about his body and the urges he's having.",6.153968992248063,7.62343754418605,6.574883720930233,73.45317829457369,66.58139534883722,9.64031007751938,33.4031007751938,9.888512548439397,3.52744031007752,932,41,155,21,15,302,134,215,0.068,0.8420000000000001,0.09,0.5789,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,0,17,3,2,0,2,19,30,13,0,2,3,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,8,0,0,3,1,2,4,5,2,1,0,9,2,15,4,29,18,2,25,0,1,1,1,36,10,0,0,13,93,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902378464853691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388071745095767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197915054106896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383926228486902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495734562808784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570633656807004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577446638822024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282981324320972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246105539934836,0.0843997187385929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954083843258964,0.15690536834031038,0.14896422056209033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510563927794504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211248835381425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011575646860812,0.22907487824212674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455049295167365,0.0,0.0,0.15583268711880582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508897993817837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692763192501267,0.0,0.3027675379428642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511373038760694,0.0,0.1185975564427956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936397355922268,0.12980130736128095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659538822721738,0.0,0.0,0.14190441305073154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460059994826464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912303056172395,0.0,0.1335252614004587,0.13766709888392709,0.13400410082594547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563337645988716 autism,Kimbahlee34,2019/10/08,Is there anyone in this sub that is the child of an adult with autism? My F29 grandfather recently passed and my mother F62 has always lived with him. It’s been very hard on her and our family in general with his passing and so much change thrust upon us. I am uncertain how we should proceed or what we should do? I am looking for support and advice from anyone in a similar situation. I want to be there for my mother in the ways she needs (helping with explaining finances and other things she has trouble with) but I also don’t want her to feel as though I think she is incapable. I have been trying to only step in and help when she asks but what do I do when she needs help with something that I also don’t understand? She is using me as a pseudo parent and I don’t mind I am happy to fill that role... I just doing know if I have feet big enough to feel my grandparents shoes and need some direction. How do you parent your own parent? Especially when you’ve never parented anyone before? Does anyone know of any books on children and parents in our situation or even a type of specialized therapy we could look into? I’m sorry if this post is all over the place I am in very new territory.,4.146451061752502,5.192371460580915,5.4110226995362485,81.51808152306569,70.90871369294604,8.658140102514034,25.37979009030998,9.007467420416297,1.8427332682450577,946,27,188,18,17,316,139,241,0.040999999999999995,0.884,0.075,0.8724,6,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,6,2,0,0,13,5,0,1,7,0,27,2,2,3,2,50,45,26,0,10,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,19,0,0,7,1,1,4,4,2,0,0,2,5,36,3,31,39,5,27,0,0,2,0,34,14,0,6,7,145,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131330132410883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658231069334046,0.08626870771337827,0.0,0.0,0.07050484555254723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899773023135474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692527857008734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882226549326839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967796612938216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277874049742255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090729638551364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712746916403268,0.0,0.0684785842789844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773873825327926,0.0,0.10484579613874226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036755067409586,0.09287545326042464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084802739607654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139578393066646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154989845847376,0.0,0.1741274341851951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468559634385444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621552989814995,0.23062858860204505,0.07996314900406368,0.10013321391755182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885207082353966,0.0,0.0,0.5756127910252653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832182779004527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929521723800837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236988059178212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330776592692404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981667298692663,0.0,0.11605944475207484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765298341191065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856524951751045,0.0,0.06887930082946166,0.06643291189347991,0.10186347019925356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039080627495517,0.0,0.0,0.10793283754767742,0.12471231117599076,0.08954482166731206,0.0,0.17109102342651994,0.12230437537230315,0.08229506272240436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gouttrout,2019/10/08,"I do not know how to helo my son. My son is 9 and is on the spectrum. Hes actually not diagnosed, but its only because its pretty much impossible to get any kind of support in my state unless you are a very severe case and they shoe out the rest, hoping they can just skate by. Anyways. My child can not keep on field trips with walking on his class. He lags behind and trips often. He is still not able to tie his shoes and is always teased. I try to work with him, but he does not want to work with me. Kids are comfortable with their mom's, so he just gives up around me and theres nothing I can do. He would do much better in a structured therapeutic session, but no agencies will help because Im not able to even get a diagnosis. His kindergarten teacher agreed with me about him having an auditory processing disorder, but said her hands were tued and she could not really help unless he needed speach therapy, but his speach is ok. He is 9 now and I've been struggling to find help ever since kindergarten when it became apparent that he needed help.",5.279839591687932,5.589154497630338,5.83952606635071,82.10484506015314,68.00473933649289,8.76718920889537,28.079110462996717,8.617729084823388,1.8568888807874584,833,25,169,12,13,270,129,211,0.08900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.163,0.9627,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,3,14,8,1,1,6,1,21,4,3,1,1,42,32,17,0,6,16,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,14,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,3,2,23,6,26,26,3,16,0,0,0,0,33,8,0,2,4,114,27,4,0.2871297779352872,0.0,0.14009862214821342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945748836454795,0.0,0.0,0.0976290475478115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278031887051952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503164758710466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697147761492752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462488185932693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571534028498645,0.0,0.0,0.16453780063560006,0.0,0.12563460180229907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948232551704136,0.12986266131624186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121570761916745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001345812663705,0.1377205232721916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38491407542812944,0.0,0.0,0.14259232820829185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507471594369093,0.0,0.0,0.12760706972263408,0.0,0.14950073949946874,0.07889950843041221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814146282791906,0.0,0.0,0.2110734243581165,0.21290309213080974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775438293092124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918756734155598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605710458933574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197134406175338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365630854370009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621874604124585,0.0,0.1187583597126622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465110577988742,0.0,0.0,0.15008519322826186,0.0,0.0,0.1629157346795765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641789623386383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974711357622158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845606872978945,0.08467829115112913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090338980360396,0.0,0.0,0.10198437804472098,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sonderluvs,2019/10/08,"youtuber ‘nerd city’ found all of the words that get you tubers demonetised. autism and autism spectrum disorder are two of them the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ll8zGaWhofU&feature=youtu.be the list: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1ozg1Cnm6SdtM4M5rATkANAi07xAzYWaKL7HKxyvoHzk/edit#gid=1380702445 (yellow highlights represent demonetisation)",31.739270833333336,41.14262521875,15.488750000000005,3.0145833333333774,15.5625,11.766666666666666,38.79166666666666,11.20814326018867,6.038466666666666,325,9,21,6,3,73,28,32,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886336378805168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168589738676082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494473252936061,0.0,0.0,0.23561698811503706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405392219843812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nightmar3gasm,2019/10/08,"What could I do to make brushing teeth a less horrible experience for a boy with autism? First if all apologies for my bad english. I am doing an internship with people with intellectual disabilities and a lot of them are on the spectrum. One of the boys (well actually man, he is 24) absolutely hates brushing his teeth and he fights the people who come over to brush his teeth every single day. Important detail: he is an immigrant and he doesn't speak our language, soI can't just ask him or talk to him about it. I really want to make this experience more pleasant for everyone involved and of course, mostly for him and his (future) health. I figured this was a good place to ask. Things I was already considering: Toothpaste without menthol to reduce the 'tingling sensation', trying out several different tastes in toothpaste, using a brush with soft bristles. Anything else I could do? Thank you all in advance!",5.752386468952737,7.84555830722892,6.094819277108432,74.10917052826693,68.33734939759036,8.963113994439297,32.648748841519925,9.466822959209583,3.3198949026876754,733,33,121,16,13,235,112,166,0.073,0.8320000000000001,0.095,0.4094,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,1,1,2,3,7,2,0,11,0,13,6,3,3,2,26,22,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,11,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,2,2,7,16,4,24,18,7,11,0,0,0,0,24,6,0,4,3,88,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16635297385902018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811657727938585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028131057000556,0.0,0.3187306624647513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233434075759746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468437905246221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272210956584073,0.0,0.0,0.10993828369773402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810363013787067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240482157203868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436273296234989,0.16289025883678074,0.0,0.3335024246284731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500068768820554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298115490688082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830266339579644,0.0,0.18120037978012854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492649122335236,0.0,0.0,0.2275785165999044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551408139574028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363632257861928,0.0,0.17810363013787067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920668854471613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925812399047826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701637694591912,0.0,0.15694478243804044,0.0,0.0,0.11325190655814395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573713610335935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723032397411387,0.0,0.0,0.10054692429014668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532719379417313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432585529711438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kndlytrtrd,2019/10/08,"Be in need of advice in how to find comfort while lonely and heartbroken How do you find comfort if you're literally lonely and feel heartbroken? And how do you get rid of the already developed psychosomatic symptoms, which are frightening? Without medical care, because every doctor refers to a different one and does not feel responsible because of autism or prescribe expensive homeopathic nonsense for generalized anxiety and panic disorder and restlessness.",15.40806306306306,13.590828364864864,13.962432432432433,38.89292792792793,49.135135135135144,17.974774774774772,57.09909909909912,15.903189008614273,9.433726126126126,385,24,44,15,3,125,54,74,0.353,0.596,0.051,-0.9806,1,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,3,0,20,9,12,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,2,3,9,8,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,32,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710337183705794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517172221695516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996055287229564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27086731035908274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651860253470504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321218808331909,0.25462773232700503,0.22740189560316884,0.19442373506361416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718903070896065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246731235402466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061213647889609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160754140196436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238143645341964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473731672983782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054912589676714,0.0,0.0,0.260670329718774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092120683249776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416535177616444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lukivanknobi,2019/10/08,"Building sites are like hell for my oversensitive ears At the train station of my town is some construction work and as I bought my ticket I stood next to a gas engine generator that was raping my ears, even worse, I had to walk right next to a worker with a jackhammer, it felt like I was going to get numb. However, just wanted to share that with you guys.",2.3487525150905446,4.635914619718314,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,78.85915492957747,6.874044265593561,20.00201207243461,7.957251820313856,0.7910265593561374,282,7,58,5,7,91,53,71,0.188,0.721,0.091,-0.8658,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,2,0,4,0,5,4,2,0,0,7,11,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,6,3,9,3,11,5,1,8,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,4,36,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861166979061368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887222898906421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571050443061147,0.0,0.1708965945706312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977435077378501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938168512433205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396026650742938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567989443360828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773625759874675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189155574609115,0.0,0.3064423156890171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dggjk,2019/10/08,"I hate when people say I need to do things like cook meals and become more independent People say stuff like you want a girlfriend not another mother. I feel like everyone’s expecting me to conform to a set way of society in order to have a good relationship and be a good person when I would rather make my own easy meals, get through the day doing things how I do, and if a girl doesn’t find that desirable which a lot won’t, that’s fine I’ll be alone. If they do, I shouldn’t be shamed for living how I want to live. Pisses me off how people tell you how to be, I’m just getting through each day and coping with whatever I’m capable of",13.070373134328356,5.4751335746268674,12.269029850746273,66.76682835820897,60.268656716417894,16.086567164179105,43.94776119402986,11.698219412168324,4.672170149253732,505,14,111,9,4,168,83,134,0.087,0.725,0.18899999999999997,0.8689,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,8,9,2,1,7,0,13,4,1,6,0,27,23,12,0,10,5,1,1,3,1,3,0,2,0,2,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,13,6,14,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,11,2,1,3,7,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761443086443076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833634106675972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878322366610329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193659955248753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625120139644836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859940052412103,0.12150016585289715,0.0,0.0,0.15544361613850669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771221771958515,0.0,0.0,0.2852982812946242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791185046518894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249267191587258,0.0,0.3003551019805229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458995972934705,0.0,0.0,0.11352503007794675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610695445065911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35372155576361625,0.14850115995373528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259472490779768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704977086276541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946928644178265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486512746221882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597785222409705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062689176151755,0.13499600967713274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081496034695954,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gameperson700,2019/10/08,What do you think about people who say that autism isn’t a disability? I think it is but that doesn’t mean that It can’t be neurodiverse.,1.2688505747126442,3.441326,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,82.10344827586206,6.625287356321839,16.563218390804597,7.793537801064563,0.038508045977011296,110,2,26,2,3,36,22,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486465991719222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491828322879065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40054028862654606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6454655188617309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SimonSaysGTFU,2019/10/08,"My fiancee broke up with me after 5.5 years. I'm struggling to cope and was wondering if anyone had any advice? I'm 20 years old and she is 19. I live in the UK and she's American but we have met 6 times, She usually comes for 2 weeks at Christmas and 2/3 months in the summer. She made a new friend a year ago and has been different ever since. She's started going out to bars and drinking and she spends 4/5 days a week with that friend. I only speak to her for a few hours a week now whereas before we would talk for 10+ hours a day. She also quit the plan that the had made together for her to get a a dentistry job and for a few months to earn enough money to come and live here, She changed those plans to get a job with her friend working in a restaurant. So she's wasted over a year of education that she had to pay for. We've always planned our future together, She wanted to move here and we would've been getting married in 9 months from now. She told me that she doesn't want to be with me and then blocked me on everything. I'm struggling to cope and I'm trying my hardest not to make a new account and send her messages. It's been almost 3 days now but we've been having problems for over a month. She told me that we were working it out and we could be together if I moved over there, But that I would need to give her some space. The break up was completely out of the blue, We were texting and all of a sudden she told me that she doesn't want to be with me and then she blocked me. She takes anti-depressants and they have recently upped her dosage and the side effects have been affecting her mood. How should I go forward? Should I try to win her back? I don't want to be with anyone else. If she decides she wants to be together should I do it?",2.422607412871105,3.6321450962566857,3.448211322146417,93.3107754010695,75.31016042780749,6.655946892863729,23.324359210768947,7.0983637204850245,0.5690039830352198,1382,39,319,14,29,444,175,374,0.076,0.8740000000000001,0.05,-0.5464,4,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,7,0,1,9,11,9,0,2,22,0,33,2,0,6,2,69,61,29,0,16,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,11,35,2,2,3,2,4,8,4,4,0,0,18,2,54,4,50,32,5,61,0,1,1,0,49,18,0,6,36,213,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896275413783007,0.08070103135120099,0.0,0.09116291721835942,0.0,0.0,0.0728042621239563,0.07575216416590405,0.0,0.0,0.06190998771574294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731388235363209,0.09328073509696999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000376256856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746791642940291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630772867514498,0.15684495091439138,0.09545319265250073,0.0,0.0,0.07268763965308694,0.0,0.0,0.17613885458056455,0.0,0.07841219534297753,0.0,0.0,0.0951169096999212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918405931064492,0.0,0.0,0.07605182748838796,0.0,0.0,0.09406814876320624,0.0,0.0,0.08235044762558927,0.0,0.0,0.08182044005502201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101069549909748,0.0,0.14269315715593714,0.0873333922448801,0.103479701470593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931115488796726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068532928847475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077910800378606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228756853318394,0.060769578914024486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906674687406857,0.1935211799014772,0.0,0.0675046420585386,0.0,0.17585304938944085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553064976649467,0.0,0.0,0.06923964867645703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711251456188822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968317236550301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989053163978362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753088222780425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443823275441941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903485223396484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684503804494705,0.07317410848553052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053085869576394,0.0,0.0,0.26097645559691063,0.0,0.12361970067818333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026715674176008,0.0,0.2684873045795695,0.0,0.21907920710575046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987284635752722,0.13255569305075302,0.0,0.0,0.19401556454356372,0.0,0.0,0.2345058347254617 autism,fun7run,2019/10/08,"Anyone know how to make structure/ a daily routine? The reason why i posted this on here is becuase ny psychiatrist said shes 90% sure im autistic. Its because I rock (stim) everyday and for most of my free time, my motor control is a bit bad (like i still dont know how to type and it took me awhile to figure out how to turn correctly with the steering wheel), i have ADHD, i developed slow and at the last minute as a baby, I rambled when I first learned to speak before i could say even one coherent word, I still have some speech problems, I always had troubles making friends and never knew why, I obsess about the oddest things like face wash, I use to be bad at eye contact, I use to flap until i was 9 years old, i hate loud noises and the fabric of satin, etc. Anyway, the point is that ive been feeling overwhelmed lately and also been procrastinating with tasks like homework. When I was 12 (maybe it was fear of consequences from my parents?) i would wake up at 6:01 every school morning, get ready and catch the bus to school, ride the bus home, clean the cat box, take out the trash, do the dishes, do my homework and read for awhile, have dinner, and sit in my bed (watchibg tv and listening to music) until im ready to go to sleep. Now im 19, have a full time job at Target, do online school to be flexible with work, have a 1998 nissian I need i start up everyday for a few minutes, and im trying to learn to get my drivers license. I really don't know what made me like this. I admit that after I graduated ive started being more lazy with chores. However, now I feel overwhelmed since I have so many things to do and also feel like I have no energy/time to do things. My therapist and psychiatrist says i had anxiety pretty much all my life and it seems like I just got into a depressive state. They say depression becuase ive also been neglecting things like keeping my room tidy, homework, brushing my teeth 2x a day, doing my skin routine, and even showering (and im the one who was known for loving hot baths). I was given 10 mg of prozac, 3.1 mg of Adzenys (They tried a nonstimulant aka wellbutrin for my adhd for a year), 3 capsules of omegabrite (omega 3) a day, and 0.125 mg of risperdal to help me stop and prevent twitching. Basically, i feel like i have no structure in my life anymore. I can't remember to do homework so now my grades went low after and every time I try to force myself to do homework I get confused/frustrated and give up. Im now so behind in my homework. I used to be abke to get myslef to do laundry every weekend and now somedays I have to wear the same clothes from the day before. I cant remember to clean the cat box or even take out the trash. I feel guilty about it. Worst of all, my work schedule is so irregular that I don't have regular days off. So now its difficult to schedule appts. I just feel tired when I get home that i don't wannt do anything afterwork. Any suggestions building a repetitive routine as an adult? Especially when your job gives you a weird schedule?",5.909699583292955,5.528551688632625,6.438544917143138,80.69943768776045,66.71004942339374,9.315805795135187,31.85623606938657,8.757208317658263,2.38699693768776,2373,85,481,33,34,775,299,607,0.098,0.8079999999999999,0.095,-0.7726,6,0,0,0,0,1,79.0,0,2,2,4,32,28,1,4,30,0,50,16,7,11,5,79,91,41,0,4,3,1,8,8,1,1,6,8,15,1,18,29,2,6,19,5,1,5,9,16,0,3,17,18,69,13,71,68,12,69,0,6,1,1,22,20,0,4,49,303,87,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583245072338963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802727637665245,0.05480864184568954,0.0,0.0,0.044793470665099096,0.0,0.050389933101832735,0.0,0.06532477419588233,0.04605743648869387,0.0,0.054204927853158086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999644415129993,0.04015339270731565,0.0,0.1121000655984435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191235673428183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387816592172339,0.0525913794308168,0.0,0.0,0.16992133055848066,0.0,0.11346648582805438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719848053887843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346182543746621,0.13051841041770995,0.0,0.16649350526487328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412142072433348,0.19983337557414324,0.09411426686894707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056028502890805146,0.0,0.0,0.050890557660685176,0.0,0.17207029067539584,0.12637591729354727,0.03743511461784333,0.0,0.052681799877066345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503242441772646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415088997419025,0.0,0.13214481645303447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269017211985292,0.0,0.13073048946897112,0.058547775255932986,0.0,0.0,0.10860034708330916,0.053692376333687765,0.07430358529113687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305105177294787,0.2574438075979714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059449731633744174,0.06232724663495609,0.08793671104940598,0.06678126266780958,0.0661746951584857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842160954984777,0.048841347177949065,0.05080256457739405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691188855921094,0.0,0.08926965998019026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314020608705385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226790154474561,0.0,0.06308470525221481,0.06701289005864504,0.0,0.06302814795420658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588725447674518,0.0,0.04219764307587199,0.06772474383132883,0.0,0.0,0.14923444577855846,0.0,0.06265691118682687,0.15714604189127546,0.0,0.1999901370779718,0.0,0.059965054528036174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448787257111439,0.0,0.06591699938777235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324544213604924,0.0,0.10520682260999242,0.055069792310622485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208115755779739,0.0,0.09905122652442558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647948427259636,0.17504288773102958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522698175225825,0.07570721916564388,0.0,0.0,0.07318335957371133,0.13416305608186516,0.07164702416702942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067011399564838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061061620854303125,0.11887382917039177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590745802475613,0.0,0.0,0.04679175266979226,0.0,0.0,0.08483550567640014 autism,annabanana0510,2018/12/03,"Looking for insights from autistic adults/teens about my son Hi everyone! My son is two and a half and for the last year and a half has been obsessed with vehicles. He will dabble in any size/shape/color but always comes back to hot wheels cars. He carries them everywhere and they bring him great joy. For the last year and a half he has played with them the same way- driving them back and forth, back and forth, back and forth on the edge of the kitchen table, the edge of the bathtub, edge of the couch, counter, etc. I’m not trying to change the way he plays, whatever makes him happy makes me happy, but I’m so curious about what is going through his head when he does this repetitive play. He will often “talk” to his cars as they drive but it’s not intelligible to me. I know the academic reasoning behind this type of play but I would love to hear from a teen or adult who can maybe put it in their own words. He has such a big smile on his face when he plays and I’m so glad he is having so much fun, but I’m having trouble understanding how it can be so captivating for hours a day. Thanks! 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I do not know how to make friends at all any information will be helpful even if it seems really basic and obvious. ,6.025428571428571,5.859902542857142,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,66.42857142857143,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.0398571428571435,139,5,27,3,2,47,31,35,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,15,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258400241580734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618708968342465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057622837032592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193909436968935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988261502275155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311907876872865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369678172740856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269175588248339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725537487888609,0.20968503107439412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979733796857131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gabe-G23,2018/12/03,"question Hey guys sorry if i sound rude, I want to learn a little more about autism, I am wondering how do kids perform daily tasks such as using the bathroom, brushing their teeth? and kids that don't have as severe autism how do they behave at home versus school like do they act differently? sorry if these question sound mean. I look forward to hearing from you guys Thanks.",4.5207511737089225,6.708932929577465,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,71.8169014084507,5.860093896713615,24.509389671361504,6.42735559955562,0.8056460093896716,302,9,54,2,6,91,54,71,0.077,0.7959999999999999,0.127,0.5638,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,3,0,13,13,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,7,13,1,4,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,5,2,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539516148641548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893108753125786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157170698058776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971962343997166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604415593154986,0.19703526112152414,0.0,0.0,0.165086452072267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414461518810368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404525560376461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989600147646885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209123328298847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401337917428833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809940589552155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979101518004536,0.0,0.0,0.11595413151068508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213193939787612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,g_bb,2018/12/03,"Any tips on handling college classes? I have a hard time attending my classes sometimes because I’ll get too anxious to show up or I won’t make it on time. It’s also seems like a waste when I could just read the book/notes provided and do my work at home, but I know it’s very beneficial to actually attend the lectures. I’ve wanted to try online classes, but I couldn’t figure them out one semester that I attempted and I’m afraid the change might make me fail. I don’t feel like I absorb very much information during the lecture because of my anxiety. I hate the spot I chose to sit in and my classroom has very bright lights. There are also days I’m just completely overwhelmed by the idea of showing up for many different reasons. Sorry if this seemed like a rant, I am asking if anyone has any coping skills for their college classes or maybe if anybody relates to this topic?",6.294571428571429,6.195894028571433,6.743571428571428,77.8839285714286,65.85714285714286,9.285714285714286,34.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.820828571428572,705,29,133,10,10,230,113,175,0.121,0.774,0.105,-0.2002,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,7,8,1,2,9,0,11,0,0,3,0,27,23,13,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,4,18,4,17,19,1,14,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,8,7,80,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.1465248102631897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014991567709335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042143948137527,0.0,0.11486439363040918,0.1696268421459784,0.0,0.1049884210751708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403700479748776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830601797469644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588388663359454,0.0,0.15742949312211038,0.0,0.0,0.11988261417810518,0.0,0.0,0.09683437443759133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568748667832834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592038759691246,0.10726724099856888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844721508280282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450497148096627,0.14824210982700978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061276408727214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950115426372214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251855246937924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006722151638344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045267716728013,0.1522286053984071,0.15084592824712784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928549772004572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103775789563293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174557428460262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019070412634733,0.0,0.0,0.1543792808424555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733819714925074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485022599267641,0.16808071194766874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510742819851022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194204236061008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716686016396435,0.08856240235684969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931104024671603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,stormek_,2018/12/03,"Infodumping Heya folks! I'm really feeling the need to infodump/rant rn so I thought I'd make a post specifically for infodumping/ranting. Feel free to do the same in the comments :) &#x200B; My main special interests are political ideologies. Recently I've been exploring fascism and how the ideology works, and it's completely irrational to me? I'm a libertarian communist (socially libertarian, economically communist) and the idea that humans are objective drives me up the wall. From my understanding, the general consensus (according to fascists) is that fascism is good because it helps bind a nation/region together and to protect it from outside threats. But is fascism in and of itself not a threat to the nation? The idea that every single person in an area can come together and agree upon an opinion, like that one specific ethnicity is bad, is impossible. It relies on that not only is everyone perfectly objective when it comes to opinions but that every single person agrees with certain facts and studies, even though a clear majority of facts/studies are heavily biased and can therefore not be trusted. Not only that but who is to decide which opinion is right and which opinion is wrong? The people? It can't be the people since fascism is, obviously, not democratic. Is it the leaders then? In what world does a leader reflect the opinions and values of every single (or at least a stark majority) of people in a specific region? It has literally never happened before and it's unreasonable that it ever will happen. Not only that, but the idea that fascism is supposed to be the most effective way to protect the people is also impossible. If a certain set of opinions are made illegal or are unacceptable to the degree that the leaders see them as punishable, is that not taking away resources that could be used to protect the nation from outside threats? Does this not make fascism go against the very thing it should stand for? There are fascists who believe that fascism is only applicable during times of war and that afterwards, the nation should be democratic. How is this supposed to work? If the nation has gotten used to an inherently oppressive government, how can they be expected to be able to quickly switch into a democracy? How are the leaders supposed to simply resign? Power is addictive, it always has been and always will be. People will always desire power. Are they supposed to just give it up, for no apparent reason? \*will probably add more\*",8.038072407045007,9.330922536529684,8.507061317677755,61.93284246575345,62.21917808219178,11.371298108284408,39.158838878016965,11.20814326018867,5.1218099151989565,2013,103,287,56,28,668,214,438,0.102,0.782,0.11599999999999999,-0.7274,4,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,3,6,13,17,5,0,36,0,50,1,0,12,8,81,71,31,1,8,17,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,37,18,0,3,13,0,1,5,11,8,0,1,5,3,8,10,45,51,10,37,0,1,1,0,12,20,0,11,9,230,45,3,0.10022189053252722,0.0,0.0,0.10925665398711082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014740964969029,0.25017792459395816,0.10859037651972966,0.12178056682959265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941617652582031,0.0,0.08368109232349602,0.06109433424267222,0.0,0.08528144715214826,0.11291575054322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266456888222328,0.10508074542209304,0.0,0.0,0.0800190244607681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540970357683322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619561348157306,0.09065643779818867,0.2533237959250464,0.09576631131859327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013503983682374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614196971641698,0.056958410004008884,0.0840613667832942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725177362007494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717662063716932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33941494608234074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896335331096155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948323760858124,0.13379778033239215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743132619229051,0.0772973004622539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791294678775413,0.3048930556853544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474061989119441,0.17501977814895167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959848672407968,0.0,0.10805614896101573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420470940331294,0.10304479539973513,0.09895702604190723,0.0,0.0,0.08558894691167185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986387098251473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290458351294668,0.0,0.0,0.10216359615762796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535438891228939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658297075787123,0.0,0.09846749859387613,0.07956498618901972,0.058440190332610616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433452255916634,0.0,0.17311906975813104,0.0,0.08269355577481166,0.0,0.07955147175970331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592545988927028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957690420136487,0.12178056682959265,0.0 autism,JackFuckingReacher,2018/12/03,"My son's meltdown last night Wanted to post this here for insight from other autistics and other parents. Last night my son had his mother call me via FaceTime during a meltdown. He was crying and I asked him what was wrong and he actually told me ""I don't know."" He tried to say dome other things but I was able to also make out ""I just can't stop crying."" My son's 6 years old and was non-verbal until about 3 years ago and still has trouble with expressive communication. But this was the first time he tried to communicate through a meltdown. He knew it was happening and he just didn't understand why. And also couldn't tell me why. It also seemed like he was trying to control it. I felt shitty because I was at work and couldn't be there to help him through it but his mother told me that he eventually calmed down and relaxed. Can any other autistics who are verbal give some kind of insight into coping techniques for meltdowns like this? It's a relief that he no longer just cries and yells inconsolably, but I still want to be able to help him through these when they hit. Also anyone who can explain what a meltdown feels like and what I can look for as a trigger would be helpful too. Also to my fellow parents,, I saw with my own eyes that our kiddos want to tell us what's wrong. They want to understand why they're feeling the way they do. Something is holding them back for whatever reason. Keep working with them. It's hard sometimes but will be worth it if we can help them. Thank you. 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When I’m not studying, I work in a theme park on rides, and there has always been several autistic people in the job. There’s at least two on my team last season with ASD plus myself, plus more on other teams and departments. Something about the rides seems to attract the enthusiasts, who i suppose for many of them, rides and theme parks are a special interest. The job also has a high number of people who identify as LGBT+ and have other neurodiverse conditions including dyslexia, dyspraxia and ADHD. I’d be interested to hear about other job with a neurodiverse work place.",7.470624999999997,8.441829812500004,7.4017857142857135,70.49321428571429,63.375,10.32857142857143,34.75,10.290406445055957,3.7968071428571424,497,21,80,11,7,159,75,112,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.9287,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,6,5,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,9,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,5,20,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,57,10,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427820129192387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155081705360716,0.1680921371573645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276848746222907,0.0,0.0,0.21343927108410415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014042665480475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466867236734628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204810861679512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801026534932033,0.0,0.2110620179279336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839062934409899,0.0,0.2282187346653307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552052996711788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733868363892948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941377316755999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AnnabellaPies,2018/12/03,"Disharmonic intelligence We are almost at the end of our state sponsored therapy but it looks like we might be getting an extension because my son asked during his last appointment will the autism go away. It was like the last few months it didn't' become clear to him that autism isn't like a cold, it is part of you are and that's a-ok. This brings up another issue and one I think it really in need of being addressed and that is his disharmonic intelligence profile. Does anybody have experience with this, autsm and ADD? Has this effected your school life and if so do you have any tips. I see him putting together a puzzel with his sister from 4 and he struggles with it while she doesn't. I am so afraid he'll start to notice these things and his self esteem which we worked so hard to try to build up will suffer again. He can play the guitar good but then after 15 minutes he starts to wonder around or stares off into space. His teachers say if he just focus then he'll do better in school. Kids make jokes and he tries to join in but they don't make sense. So I brought a joke book and told him to try to use the jokes out the book but he didn't want to do that. I know I am rambling at this point but my support group only meets every other month and every other week with the therapist for myself so I just don't know who to talk to when I have questions. Sorry.",3.888535714285712,4.954239353571432,4.324999999999998,88.99000000000002,71.53571428571428,7.457142857142857,23.285714285714285,7.734863291789972,0.8474428571428576,1089,26,233,13,20,343,164,280,0.054000000000000006,0.807,0.14,0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,3,1,3,10,13,0,2,11,0,26,1,0,4,1,45,48,27,0,4,10,2,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,2,20,21,0,0,6,7,0,4,6,3,0,1,5,6,28,10,33,36,2,33,0,1,3,0,37,14,0,7,17,151,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813210992839916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701627365279012,0.1341758072487271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391033223615354,0.11962406977605135,0.0,0.12022136901611565,0.0,0.0,0.07800240874458697,0.14132028183696752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316903237050292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197748175648607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333338866251345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562137219891045,0.0,0.0,0.1251681184537769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685311621808113,0.0,0.07272185274868369,0.10732564930512553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146258217176401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335555916757152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064546134774353,0.20860676534989053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903809825911026,0.18754240695856367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745304343815927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708267923691712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357439123835452,0.0,0.0,0.2042707561018597,0.0,0.0,0.09487972172066436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568177743039365,0.0,0.0,0.08670809658627485,0.09731832357190977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856675446401198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096228937277392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863379123007493,0.1433429789127806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197359130409589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017578587654768,0.0,0.2590019815751839,0.10196648159809124,0.0,0.13348878446840598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323923874154998,0.1811395899739424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377016956748006,0.0,0.0,0.1452059659219851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284832033098176,0.0,0.0,0.1463318743112159,0.14856986148817725,0.08501004495531085,0.0819907397225111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226997891101901,0.0,0.2606265830437272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051519431506092,0.0,0.0,0.07547333032875071,0.0,0.1026407151227322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876570357646553,0.0931554252094165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JasonLionHeart,2018/12/03,"Parents left me to take care of baby, almost had a meltdown I’m 17 and currently being assessed for autism after my therapist said he saw symptoms in me and referred me to a specialist. I’ve spoken to my mother about my possibility of having autism and told her about my sensory issues. My niece who is 1 year old was over at my house and my mum wanted to go to the shop, so she asked me to watch the baby until she came back. She was gone maybe 30-45 minutes. This baby was being constantly loud, smelled bad and kept throwing a ball off me. I got so upset that I started stimming pretty intensely (my stimming was a little self Injurious) while trying to hold back tears. The second my mum got home I went up to my room and now I’m being whined at because I didn’t get my food that my mum just brought me in before going upstairs but honestly I don’t care. I really don’t wanna go back down there.",3.7957817725752494,4.765390125,5.3854347826087,81.661237458194,71.66304347826087,7.835451505016723,26.653846153846153,8.139509932561175,1.6763600334448157,709,23,140,10,13,241,115,184,0.040999999999999995,0.888,0.07,0.8002,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,7,0,13,2,0,0,0,15,35,11,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,7,1,2,1,2,1,8,3,3,0,1,16,5,28,3,24,16,0,31,0,1,2,0,15,11,0,1,12,93,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273886828857575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425969263120522,0.0,0.0,0.3518633166944476,0.1273579350272285,0.09298215445050208,0.0,0.12979358543078778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744560912166792,0.3110332901947033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483301569913772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844424248303315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969172847009494,0.0,0.26006252831291,0.0,0.2439877142440001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300213636780285,0.0,0.0,0.17600156791395338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920388681306352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657265765929356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528772391782772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323899952344916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005678380450228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936884981300598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195702815771666,0.0,0.15517998538818878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771597121388532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450929597862717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591242498099452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796300782972004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853925888016013,0.1146851588648923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710152840045534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575096137083016,0.0,0.10355928570458046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996738652649182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139878795941416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822567359609832 autism,CarolinianRevolution,2018/12/03,"How do you find a significant other at age 18? I've never kissed someone, held their hand or anything or had a GF before. Up until now I really didn't care and didn't understand the teenage archetype of trying to get a girlfriend/boyfriend as quickly as possible, but since i've turned 18 I now suddenly feel the want for a real relationship. I don't really have any friends, only acquaintances and I don't talk to girls much except for my sister",5.117992424242424,6.169000874999997,6.086818181818181,77.54606060606064,68.6590909090909,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.9101075757575763,359,14,67,8,6,119,64,88,0.044000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.7141,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,7,2,1,1,1,14,14,9,0,1,4,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,7,3,11,10,1,9,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,2,7,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463034270379942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922046039743724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060018116766452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468281504790685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240860336690874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126700460624668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703908903834726,0.0,0.12648267929417045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796491444169654,0.0,0.1867156862914137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412129465496854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729214946443638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755528280245338,0.3101796908220461,0.0,0.0,0.2599153882347281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026037280412795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512311934675634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458376590752524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643640585185844,0.2633257474178209,0.0,0.2520255153416995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279168384752916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VViLLxO,2018/12/03,"What are meltdowns like? What does it feel like physically? Emotionally? Mentally? I've heard that the person having a meltdown cannot control their actions. To what extent? Can they try to hold back to a degree? If they are to attempt to hold back, does the sense of overwhelm only grow the longer they hold back? Can some people on the spectrum hold back to some degree if they were to start self injuring? I'm asking out of curiosity. I wish to understand what meltdowns are like as much as possible. If I have said anything offense, please let me know and I will change it. 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I’m planning on hiking the pacific crest trail (2,650 mile trail) in 2020, been a dream of mine for years. My background with autism is a best friend and a sister-in-law with autism. I would really like to figure out some way to “hike for autism” but this is a field I have no experience in and I’d really like to be able to surprise everyone but I’m not familiar with any of the groups. So if anyone could help me out in any way, even just pointing me in the right direction I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you ",3.5012275985663086,4.575354911290326,4.438172043010752,87.78281362007168,72.46774193548387,8.414336917562725,24.261648745519715,8.841846274778883,1.4238863799283168,475,13,105,9,9,154,77,124,0.039,0.677,0.284,0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,13,7,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,8,21,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,3,62,12,0,0.1999717883615412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719753468213231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398249239980595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985805460651755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966120115417667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320794802339448,0.0,0.0,0.3821632267643533,0.0,0.19561078059533105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449770763665802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204696026310282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680737490287058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539222965651773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348272153771365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890379765958098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25621409638938275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707748146334677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410715566622865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576771780455196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794854186601955,0.3174565953616195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841084419622783,0.0,0.0,0.1287752753722137 autism,biBiPDantinatalist,2018/12/03,"I have an Autism Spectrum Quotient of 31/50. Do you think I have it? I also have bipolar disorder, so this isn't like the usual normie swinging by to say they have autism. 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Hi guys, I've an autistic brother and he's 19. Yesterday, my mother toke him to the beach to do exercises. So, when he was doing it, a little girl falled down near him, and started to cry. So, my brother started a crisis, screaming and became agressive. It's his third crisis in his life, but yesterday he did what he never did before: hit my mother. My mother tried to turn him calmer, but he didn't stop. He is very strong, and hit is dangerous. How can we avoid new crisis and stop this one when start? I love my brother, I know he suffers when do it, and my mother, too. 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I have ASD and get worn out easily. I usually get very very tired after I’ve gone out to the store or Disney (I live close) last time I went to MK I had a few meltdowns and was EXHAUSTED to the point where I was getting close to falling over. I don’t know if it’s because I’m an introvert and being around people drains my energy or if it’s because something related to autism.,1.448029411764704,3.3428963176470603,3.6855147058823534,87.56356617647059,79.94117647058823,7.544117647058822,22.389705882352942,8.472884824447931,1.4049117647058824,317,10,68,7,8,109,56,85,0.151,0.767,0.081,-0.7125,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,13,16,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,9,0,10,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,4,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529045129480066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745818938059623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584579811294449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056288082025593,0.1788200795686853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937123336860248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208715193050562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207380486190556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688857579494208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791945183764886,0.5042790757104306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416108058523549,0.362015053853005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336302181709426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bart4huis,2019/03/30,"Building a Whatsapp group for dutch autists As the title says me and my friend are trying to get as many dutch autistic people together for a friendly whatsapp group, DM me for an invite link.",16.84916666666667,8.69335225,13.855555555555556,59.84500000000003,54.27777777777778,15.511111111111116,55.444444444444436,8.841846274778883,5.841977777777776,155,7,26,1,1,47,28,36,0.0,0.795,0.205,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735798022595026,0.0,0.2277496606357837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419533973507007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022113141440162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466602472988887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29596035407555604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,feduppudef,2019/03/30,"People think Im higher functioning then I really am According to my diagnosis, my speech comprehension makes me appear higher functioning then I actually am, thus leading to 'disappointment' as my diagnosis puts it. I feel like I'm expected to do much more than I am capable of. Sometimes I think I should just pretend I'm non verbal so people will believe me.",4.836818181818182,7.4342408636363695,7.115151515151517,63.6427272727273,72.18181818181819,11.066666666666668,32.21212121212121,10.864195022040775,4.710866666666667,291,14,45,11,6,103,44,66,0.023,0.889,0.08800000000000001,0.6077,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,1,6,11,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,30,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2897481244699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345237400230261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501301375222511,0.21211753723189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207212705479298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505862995066324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819437796871206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826813103310289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116896727271522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29848355618018163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902126090767565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936584679143137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805048009888239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Keyossa,2019/03/30,"We need to revolt As autistic people, we need to fight against abusive measures utilized by ABA, we need to destroy Autism Speaks and everything it stands for, and we need to eliminate the stigma of our disorder. We shall take to the streets of every big city and D.C. WE SHALL NOT SPEAK, BUT STIM and SHOUT. We shall flap our wings at those that oppose us. WHO'S WITH ME? 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I have a friend who I'm trying to teach her cook but she is never motivated to cook because she only has specific types of foods she likes. 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I’m curious to know peoples opinions on choices for adults who are ASD. A discussion I had with some folks about Special Olympics getting funding cut, one comment that came up was “if they had their way, their solution is to just send them to a farm”. Presumably I took that to mean the solution people have is to send ASD people “away” to live/work on a farm so society wouldn’t have to deal with it. 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My son is 6 years old. He was diagnosed with ASD at 2 years old and later with ADHD. Over the years, we’ve had him in speech therapy, OT, DIR, and socialization classes. He graduated from speech and OT (though he still struggles with speech) but participates in socialization once a week. All of this has really helped him to obtain the skills that he needs to be independent and highly functional. We also started him on medication for ADHD (currently on Metadate CD which seems to be working well for him). To give him opportunities to socialize and burn some of his energy, we’ve enrolled him in different sports over the years. Initially, I took him to a tots soccer class, ballet, kung fu - we tried them all (before he started medication), and it just seemed a bit too difficult for him and he really didn’t seem to enjoy it. When we enrolled him in swimming, he really excelled. Even before medication, he picked up the different strokes quickly despite what appeared to be a complete lack of attention. We have since enrolled him in the swim team and, it’s been more challenging, but he’s doing well. Lately, it’s been getting warmer, but he’s been protesting more about having to go. His reason is that it’s just too cold. We got him a large parka, I greet him when he gets out of the pool with a towel, and hand him a hot chocolate. But it’s hard to tell if he’s just really getting bored with it. But when he’s in the pool, he’s paying attention and laughing with the other kids when his coach starts joking with them. When he swims, he seems more peaceful at the end of the day and falls asleep much easier. It’s challenging to know whether we’re pushing him to grow as an individual or traumatizing him. His lack of motivation, right now, is very similar to what I might expect in neurotypical kids. Because of his rigidity, I’m concerned that if I push him too hard to keep going I’m going to remove any fun that he gets from it. My question: Did any of you with autism/ADHD participate in sports as you were growing up? Looking back, would you have appreciated someone to continue pushing to get better at it because it helped you to stay competitive with peers? What made you feel supported? 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I tend to quarantine myself away. Which means I don't go outside of my bedroom for anything but using the bathroom. Sometimes even when I feel better it's difficult to get out of the rut. Luckily I have an amazing fiance who gave me the nudge I needed to go outside. Sometimes it's the little victories you enjoy the most",2.8299428571428566,5.035518546666669,4.479238095238099,82.03200000000002,76.86666666666667,6.9523809523809526,29.380952380952376,7.957251820313856,2.2730952380952374,301,14,54,5,7,101,55,75,0.040999999999999995,0.741,0.218,0.9447,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,13,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,3,10,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146236985149915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503877082787784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306644884748488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226197615606914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318729368070397,0.0,0.0,0.2857036628546836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626201030780072,0.0,0.2964476873903284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613992736844161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409761052400845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338667141451488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158938134773476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525535680047415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920535905057935,0.0,0.0,0.24177268422112902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pipamonium,2019/03/30,"How/When did you know? - as an adult being diagnosed. I ask because my husband has pointed out the possibility that I might be autistic and when I've tried to look up 'how do you know if you are autistic' and done little self survey things I've got to say a lot of it does sound like me and I score within the 'you might be/you are' range of the surveys. It's not that I don't want to be, or conversly that I *do* want to be. If I am, I am, if I'm not, I'm not. I don't really have anyone I feel comfortable talking to about it other than my husband so I'm coming here. I've considered looking into going through the process so I can know once and for all which way I go for my own peace of mind. My husband brought it up because of our son. We have three kids, an older daughter who's NT, a son who was diagnosed just before his third birthday - he had sudden onset symptoms that were 'moderate to severe' in nature and so he was diagnosed at 'level 3', and a younger daughter who's a toddler and we are becoming concerned that she may also be autistic due to a failure to meet certain milestones and that she's nearly 3 with a capability of speach but no desire to do so.My husband's primary reasonings are that I've been able to bond best with my son. I understand him on a level that I struggle to understand our eldest. I have none of the difficulties understanding our son's needs that my husband does and was able to compensate for needs he had and get him on the road to having his sensory perceptions evaluated before his professional therapists giving him early intervention realized there was anything 'wrong' there. He was found to have multiple hyposensitivities and poor proprioception - in the whole process I also got evaluated and was found to have mutliple hypersensitivities and I finally had confirmation I'm not a freak of nature and all my sensory stuff is not 'in my head' and oh god that was such a relief! My husband says our son's reactions to different things feel bizzare and impossible to predict to him - it makes him uncomfortable taking our son to most places on his own - he doens't want to end up upset or irritable with our son as he knows that wont help the situation and he hates the idea of our son thinking he's 'bad' for something he can't help. Whereas it all feels like common sense to me and obvious. When I think about it - helping him grow as a person feels more real to me than helping my elder daughter - I feel like my son and I connect heart to heart and while I don't love my daughter any differently I feel more like we connect mind to heart. Does that make sense? When I explained it to my husband he said that it sounded like how he feels about our son - that theoretically he knows and understands but that it's not the same as personally understanding. My husband's second main point is that as our son has grown I wanted to make sure that he understood that there is nothing wrong with him. My son is not dumb and he recognizes that other kids his age that are NT treat him differently. He's learned to change his stimming behaviours to more socially acceptable things so that he doesn't scare off potential friends. I encourage him to find ways to deal with living in a NT dominated world but I don't want him to think that he can't be himself while doing so. Does that make sense? So as part of this I've relaxed my own control on 'being normal' and just let myself relax and not worry myself about what others think. I didn't realize how much I actually did that until I stopped trying. It's been very freeing. So my husband asked if I knew how often I did 'flappy hands' (what he called it) and if I knew he was able to tell the difference between 'happy hands', 'upset/stressed hands', 'thinking hand', 'trouble wordfinding hands', and 'concentraing/focused'. So yeah - to those who were diagnosed as an adult. Basically what convinced you to seek out a diagnosis and how did you know to go looking in that direction?",6.69511177794449,6.418393877419355,7.334811702925732,74.57700825206305,65.06451612903226,10.460915228807202,34.410352588147035,10.043921644272036,3.288372243060765,3145,127,604,63,43,1044,309,775,0.055999999999999994,0.8029999999999999,0.141,0.9966,3,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,12,6,0,2,30,30,2,3,26,1,64,15,9,11,6,132,126,65,0,14,20,25,12,5,1,4,5,6,0,7,54,39,0,2,37,2,2,7,19,10,0,3,30,21,90,21,88,84,18,51,0,0,3,1,112,27,1,13,20,417,144,2,0.18017100823699256,0.0,0.058606971352970126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960551267954204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04084082130942865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041993252714635214,0.0,0.04942179607141197,0.0,0.11229038093551333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050145088709949034,0.07322038288962159,0.06632824109351666,0.1022081718585923,0.0,0.06302611915895273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061324914578773336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635323456305314,0.051733790054943614,0.0,0.0,0.06735903532985929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191613273663865,0.0,0.24382637438749136,0.0,0.2509871415511021,0.0,0.0,0.21022515127892133,0.061459165154800925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319267856983583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125663756946361,0.12871420428437716,0.0,0.0657895109447726,0.054891012485195366,0.0,0.0,0.1316988073016256,0.04639989134346351,0.0,0.03137730517323263,0.057612149487027024,0.10239533602359706,0.0,0.09606614281463767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639317961781878,0.0,0.05929385657166099,0.06163581126276306,0.0,0.0,0.2135035122504185,0.16101977197253284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677970459363561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980345484962456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141235429386789,0.0,0.1467040897257355,0.06019289429188565,0.05303143371971801,0.0,0.15129826969112314,0.0,0.0,0.0510583160756217,0.05420378975989898,0.0,0.16035406273199992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274219783674073,0.12128090489224172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414880726536535,0.08906301311278274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884311138169414,0.05762631388078595,0.0,0.0,0.06395874787559992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503588146136076,0.0,0.0,0.104878916581859,0.06274678538777552,0.0,0.11354655946691312,0.0677052468652573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835801727574235,0.03847405380631772,0.06174860130222535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712796252637226,0.09551947818987444,0.06012753677724812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265255180933843,0.06784731855640982,0.0,0.0,0.06750658737590151,0.0,0.061220551142509676,0.0,0.04623481483329623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021034346994386,0.0687950937337269,0.06278461904306386,0.06875089963176682,0.0,0.0,0.0566030143423556,0.062422221268392426,0.045155391878528094,0.048271543888133615,0.052492467519259074,0.0,0.0,0.06973080908079836,0.1196976120597767,0.19241051181968072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154952523821793,0.0,0.0,0.31260728941097776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955331694331557,0.17711588121339614,0.09534090671226246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705149880631983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060990801524509475,0.0,0.0,0.1313258091922926,0.0,0.0 autism,kxvz,2019/03/30,"u/DaffodilsTigerlilies needs help. A few days ago, a team of people from around the world came together to free a slave. It took a lot of work, a lot of prayer, and a lot of work, but we did it. This person is u/DaffodilsTigerlilies. She has decided on a new name for herself, which is Katie. Katie is a severely Autistic woman. She was subjected to horrific abuse by her parents, who told her that she was a slave and treated her as one. She was fed every two weeks. At age 18, she ran away. Traumatized and vulnerable, she trusted a stranger who offered her a place to live and stay safe from her parents. This person turned out to be part of a pedophile ring. Katie was trafficked to Flint, Michigan and brought back into slavery. Her new captor tried to use her to breed more children to be used in the pedophile ring. Her captor manipulated her into marrying him. She had six miscarriages spent another eight years without any friends except for two cats, a neighbor who occasionally saw her and treated her kindly but did not know what was happening, and people she befriended online by posting messages on Reddit via a stolen cell phone. I'm one of those friends and when I found out what was happening to Katie, I called the human trafficking hotline to ask for help. We made an escape plan and I took a plane to Flint to help because I knew she would be scared. Because most people don't understand Autism very well, the agencies involved in the escape plan made many mistakes and almost got Katie, her cats, me, and my dog all killed or put back into slavery. Fortunately there was a miracle and we are all still alive and free. We are scared because no one is arrested yet, but we hope the police will catch them soon. In the meantime, Katie has a few wishes and I want to know if you can help grant any of them. NEEDS * Gas money to get away from Flint * Sunglasses * Yellow glasses * ANC headphones * Seed money found a nonprofit to help make life better for Autistic people, run by Autistic people, to be called Autism Shouts * For Tom to be closer to where she is * A bra that fits * A place to live * A disability partner dog like mine * Good shoes * For all slaves to be free * To start a residential school for Autistics run by Autistics, like the Deaf schools * A weighted blanket * To fix the phone screen * For everyone to get a mohawk to raise awareness of Autistic slavery (see the photo for the one I got. Goodbye long hair, hello solidarity!) * A veterinarian for the kitties * A lawyer * For people to listen to Autistic people about Autism * A computer with a keyboard to use to communicate WANTS * A school bus * A million dollars * A meeting with the president * To make life good for everyone in Flint * A farm with goat * To help her friends * A spinny skirt * A weighted lap pad * A search and rescue team for Dina the stuffed dinosaur * A rocking horse * An apology letter from all the people who put her in danger * A wooden train set * Her own phone Money raised will be used to grant Katie's wishes and hire people to help her get the nonprofit started. She is very intelligent and has a lot of big plans for her future. I want to help her make it as bright as possible to counter all the hell she has been through. She is too frightened still to accept help from any agencies or government workers, so we need to do this as a community. Please see the pinned post on r/MutualAidNetwork if you can help directly. Please also share her story with everyone you know and go get a mohawk to show Katie how much we all love her!",2.1716895179124265,4.997792962406017,2.8810260946483868,88.3416364440513,85.54135338345864,5.655727554179567,23.462627156125606,7.144789436081783,1.1265978770455547,2780,104,520,42,85,869,309,665,0.125,0.696,0.179,0.9848,2,0,0,0,1,0,89.0,7,3,2,9,16,28,3,2,60,0,38,9,2,11,6,91,90,33,1,13,10,2,3,2,5,3,3,5,1,6,16,36,3,1,9,4,8,11,4,6,1,9,27,14,57,25,98,53,17,57,1,0,6,1,94,24,1,11,20,336,73,15,0.0,0.06955812525395523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204016102161613,0.0,0.05878652121058778,0.0,0.0,0.04694791950678398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976819907862027,0.061559346390087026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226162408351597,0.05488306497970219,0.0,0.11031420716604258,0.09028402773027942,0.0,0.10736161900486133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192151854478857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989270117925326,0.06714510079549038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037861120240397006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049463129801384266,0.16829099386611204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873826125917845,0.13607051096123102,0.0,0.12268781452968355,0.0,0.03336450747180126,0.0984811935562684,0.0939066073962822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382870808579067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935002506252273,0.0,0.0,0.05830923883444662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495053205860964,0.06113424498313224,0.0967913983619593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829328971964116,0.057362491940103025,0.0,0.1036786089265304,0.05195379538454836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996421674295896,0.052985306323737116,0.11109985409568357,0.11756201695139472,0.0595196237543888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315635654157945,0.13059135863375665,0.0,0.11339905888616038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591253702743869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303742209629799,0.06357389615243902,0.0,0.3663000089601745,0.10252127289635896,0.12267251641731974,0.1288851837071033,0.0,0.06618325509656366,0.1124500427596212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803338134009915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755177889761625,0.1782436755153967,0.09356366232609167,0.0,0.0,0.06632213306264302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310615000432607,0.0625737878980394,0.09376687783353144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609699795537068,0.13045114311709727,0.03985815931360405,0.06385629368458698,0.11469630180800508,0.06111599599158606,0.0,0.20281579124311636,0.0,0.09687874922506898,0.10388062453706838,0.0,0.047091166921423226,0.14297847678994535,0.05278459037841215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350201697462672,0.05659139616110236,0.0,0.08547870448734295,0.0,0.0,0.04170372650136959,0.0,0.0,0.03780534522078295 autism,Rekington,2019/03/30,"Autism research from one Autsie to another. Hello Reddit community! My name is Carlos and I am conducting research for Florida International University in Miami, Florida. The subject of my research focuses on English literature intervention techniques and mitigation of any symptoms of autism. To collect this information, I set up a survey using SurveyMonkey , which asks five simple questions. The survey should take no longer than 1 minute and I would be forever grateful if individuals on the Spectrum can I share their experience through their answers on it. You will not be asked for any personal information and no questions ask for long responses. I myself am on the autism spectrum and am genuinely curious about how others in my situation have approached their challenges. Thank you! :) Link: https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/8HVHKG8",9.476759195003467,12.864512900763359,9.141568355308813,50.73353226925746,61.21374045801527,12.091880638445526,42.44344205412908,11.567385478589935,6.599635114503817,694,40,81,24,11,223,92,131,0.032,0.8590000000000001,0.109,0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,0,18,17,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,14,3,19,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,3,1,65,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876556339833075,0.21492298470148247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748419773785544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049445693057044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813869936152428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388891432682877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896695837749224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592139446841858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303885090895237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303643171888648,0.154107677733996,0.0,0.0,0.18870362911487484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770233837537246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456007884822507,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,justerab,2019/08/21,"my mother has been manipulating me to take my adderal prescription ontop of hers, what should i do ? She has been for several years been guilt tripping me and manipulating me to having me give her my prescription, honestly i had zero idea this was even illegal for a long time i've just recently been coming to a many realizations and one of them being how horribly my mothers treated me. She has been taking my 30mg prescription of adderal ontop of her prescription of 90mg adderal equaling to more then 120mg of pills being consumed per day some times as she frequently would complain about running out of adderal each month. I Have my reasons for seeking retribution of my mothers actions but this one was one of the most egregiously illegal things she's ever done. Yet she acts daily like she sits upon a very high ethical horse she places herself on unjustifiably. What do i do about this? I have only texts showing how for years i've had concerns about this discussing it with friends and my brother but... no concrete proof showing she's done this as its always been > get prescription > give her prescription and that's it.",7.853515007898892,8.098038928909958,7.765130331753558,70.70829581358609,62.55450236966824,10.824802527646133,37.962480252764614,10.504223727775694,4.140099210110584,918,43,155,20,12,295,118,211,0.08900000000000001,0.845,0.066,-0.2715,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,25,1,0,5,2,23,31,11,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,2,0,4,12,0,32,4,26,15,5,23,0,0,0,0,23,5,0,2,13,122,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497869849600312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500892885346293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236810711546157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566087990931909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508154331696828,0.1576068598010426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346146623401906,0.0,0.09103136276276756,0.3342869918587109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409039383406564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669176332393806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512313684603894,0.0,0.0,0.15419379056293042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664843023765214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907388579968682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542014183332633,0.1325146846953246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204002387384274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914410731586966,0.17203749130794338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683761348818507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620082786647883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157549666878969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319737038425825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437633329522996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377258720463764,0.0,0.0,0.2244051446091811 autism,floppy3433,2019/08/21,"Is anyone else feel the need to do stuff at certain times? I always have to eat dinner at or after 7pm. Today my boss said that I could take my break for dinner, but I said no because it was at 6:30 and I just said that I wasn’t hungry. Then at 7, I asked to take a break and she looked confused because I said I wasn’t hungry half an hour ago. Even when I’m hungry I still wait until it’s 7 to eat. I also only go grocery shopping on Sundays. Even when I forgot to buy something I have to wait until next Sunday.",1.3952999016715817,2.5002165929203564,3.5084365781710933,92.27164208456249,77.76106194690266,5.022222222222221,19.63520157325468,3.1291,-0.4619058013765982,397,8,90,0,9,136,69,113,0.057999999999999996,0.9259999999999999,0.016,-0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,1,1,14,23,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,4,3,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,8,6,15,1,15,14,0,22,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,14,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320482042488467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919192120674472,0.13442300407494398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129599049403936,0.16552763570677748,0.0,0.0,0.15102796206800528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695943886786207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898497341786616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306130997038849,0.13495475976090887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340523713798065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168481512684866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181290386629247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909475570492748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356617794299368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978769021884715,0.0,0.0,0.17181084897750898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286647752794265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146862935595712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243695105972505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290144826451957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493673590244025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429318256819423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420142831511924,0.0,0.1531310374063614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jeybec,2019/08/21,"Weird/Unusual habits My boyfriend pointed this out to me a few days ago that I ate the edges of my hamburger first then the middle, I’ve never thought about it before he pointed it out but for as long as I can remember I’ve always done that and I do it with a lot of other food too, it’s kinda like a tradition for me. Do anyone else have weird/unusual habits that you didn’t know about until someone pointed it out to you?",1.8611516853932564,3.671688640449439,3.4656039325842727,90.0307654494382,78.3258426966292,6.6971910112359545,23.484550561797754,7.645422480735847,1.0298191011235955,335,11,72,5,8,111,59,89,0.0,0.9640000000000001,0.036000000000000004,0.4235,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,1,12,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,9,1,15,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,8,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916058345558849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985590012173291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511386054829793,0.22147341610121035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392955492929267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940025162237066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119869062696915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056738100405825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385890400769694,0.26137203157248884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879156595531976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560101971843718,0.0,0.0,0.19128784630138185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376482389727367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670985948319514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.61300093035798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448582437988425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831450109107676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171600658600375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,awetistic2000,2019/08/21,Do you think it is correct to say “normal people” are all born knowing these unspoken bizarre rules about not being too direct and we are not? That feels like an apt way to describe autism’s social “deficits” right now,5.39211382113821,6.987787073170736,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,68.51219512195122,6.442276422764228,28.300813008130078,6.42735559955562,1.227871544715447,174,6,32,1,3,51,38,41,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.5283,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032494331727163,0.2871693180323927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209136379108325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638351633370987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938478179700693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786771996810201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432824187319382,0.0,0.3196647591822035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097604616112038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575678221470134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190671532334548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonaskingaccount,2019/08/21,"For those who were diagnosed later/self diagnosed, what made you suspect you had ASD/Aspergers? I know everyone's symptoms are different, but I'm trying to get a sort of reference to make sure im on the right track.",8.470714285714287,7.009664166666667,8.895238095238096,68.6914285714286,62.0952380952381,14.114285714285714,40.04761904761904,13.023866798666859,5.379533333333335,173,8,32,6,2,58,37,42,0.043,0.879,0.079,0.3291,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,8,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534034263625796,0.0,0.2848279732991331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260498352890036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424317466599876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944744149023701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982382163167526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25795791266115403,0.1819747514393613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232814435359321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844002165782575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25693940746318866,0.2833546716828321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850898484564706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,inkshards,2019/08/21,"Staying on Tasks I am an adult with ASD and I’m having trouble staying on tasks with out prompting. I don’t know ways to help with this. For example I set off to make coffee this morning but I ended up in the laundry room and had to remind myself that I wanted to make coffee and so I went back into the kitchen and opened cabinets until I found the cup I needed. I know it’s in that one cabinet but I still end up opening things to see it. I know what i need to do to complete the task I just end up doing extra steps that aren’t necessary and I want to know why I do that. I notice I do these things more when I feel stressed out and it’s hard to keep focus on the task. Are there any suggestions that can help me complete tasks better? I’ve had this problem for a long time but it’s never has been this bad before.",1.5907007575757603,3.0922374261363643,3.26668181818182,92.5404393939394,78.14772727272727,5.82969696969697,21.392424242424237,6.42735559955562,0.21385878787878765,641,17,144,5,15,213,98,176,0.1,0.8370000000000001,0.063,-0.7976,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,7,0,14,1,0,2,1,33,30,12,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,17,14,1,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,3,20,1,27,25,2,31,0,0,1,0,4,15,0,0,10,104,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009760680775202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141771296622026,0.12398021707169088,0.0,0.0,0.12635127047860634,0.0,0.0,0.131324445844557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113710221927444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945455081668533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507935210394169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280803501798136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301494411707654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905505001158744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319818279818341,0.0,0.0,0.32641769369512896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140608325066272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823209029338554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202020573271188,0.11452211992308252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905312601827205,0.0,0.0,0.1006184509658918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208174682884664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832469899317424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31653419431545765,0.11858169421066317,0.0,0.17009104727902374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972959706579042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658380623353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516264076584573,0.11786185461122645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764868613121115,0.13398617799331927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,notmyalt5566,2019/08/21,Is not listening normal for someone with asd If a stranger or someone I don't wanna talk to starts talking to me I sometimes just deafen them or ignore them completely but most people think this is rude when I'm not trying to be I just don't want to talk so I'll just keep doing whatever I am doing and ignore them,1.3392857142857153,3.600579984848487,3.2841125541125566,88.31045454545458,82.48484848484848,5.58961038961039,21.549783549783545,6.868970318607317,0.6758510822510826,253,8,50,3,7,85,45,66,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,14,7,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,13,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733303090788187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171477924321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554225359988139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073081484733125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417664976094901,0.0,0.2578307774465213,0.0,0.1845189415442448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286023903379542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704072822737154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699256596690524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537627310416632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LowLead8,2019/08/21,"Do I have a low IQ, am I a thug who wants to hurt people, or am I actually a boy? I am a so-called ""female"" with autism and I was diagnosed at the age of 3 because I was very loud, had severe meltdowns and would talk about my interests (trains, super heroes and cars). I never masked my symptoms because I didn't know how to (and still don't know) so I just let everybody know by going on and on as loud as possible to strangers (after insulting their looks) about trains and cars and then having a violent, explosive meltdown if they became bored of talking about strange boyish interests. I never cared about my looks or about girly things, I just wanted to be me and not feel pressured by society at all, and I even ended up failing all my exams and having extreme meltdowns afterwards. I still don't feel pressured by society to do anything. I have a strong desire to be dominant over everyone, and I voice that desire as much as possible. I even made a music video in my head where I was the dictator of a country and they all had to act like me. I even walked out half naked so they had to see my dirty, hairy, obese body. Today I have been trying my hardest to mask myself as much as possible but that has already failed and I was sweating, sick, and unable to sleep last night just thinking about the idea of masking myself. Today my mum wore a tiny children''s size T-shirt to flaunt her noodle arms and 23 inch waist (while my dad is dressed like it's the middle of winter) and the slut shamer in me was trying to escape so hard that I started to feel sick again. Then I saw a comment saying that only low IQ autistic girls are unable to mask themselves perfectly, and I feel like shit. I personally think I am a girl but just with a very low IQ, because no other autistic girl with an IQ above 30 would act like me. They would just crash diet to get thinner than my supermodel mother instead of going ""COVER UP SKINNY BITCH!!!!""",6.332075892857143,5.824927609374999,6.6909077380952375,79.66093750000002,65.875,9.397619047619047,31.306547619047624,8.704169506293173,2.3413297619047606,1518,50,298,20,21,493,199,384,0.145,0.7659999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,5,6,23,25,4,2,18,0,32,15,8,2,6,57,54,35,0,8,11,3,5,4,0,3,5,4,0,5,8,21,4,0,10,1,0,7,7,14,0,1,13,13,47,11,51,35,5,41,0,6,4,1,20,16,2,3,22,208,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.1066660827564175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062097799911953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994884512927248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989425934646451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214134076741099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144391011191587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094245116325802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968119410265018,0.0,0.0,0.21658511043470413,0.0,0.0,0.1044457783124639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107192172480808,0.07808763843375101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710744222089515,0.0,0.12424129910398067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791596654087352,0.0,0.11217864348111603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701344990186208,0.12339223722949658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021379582396552,0.08909830590578148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177194647926757,0.0,0.2136039479828492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357763457388013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342719890872434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607037600016139,0.0,0.1686057778997909,0.0,0.0,0.10257550164168837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313151061332433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577844512611567,0.09544106219163156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696754822056105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869238618737685,0.0,0.0,0.08710207221060041,0.0,0.0,0.12348373459452396,0.1122001907671758,0.0,0.0,0.109384113292785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736676503312942,0.0,0.1745825069470635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360992840856493,0.0,0.17571071755752002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261750095006204,0.14007668441595794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072170492310436,0.0,0.0,0.14842207687917794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803764324928834,0.12894204772467902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329417793318112,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SauceKingRagu,2019/08/21,"Coping with Being Different I was diagnosed classic autism at age two. I worked hard to the point that I attended school with NTs and did well academically. However, I can't live on my own due to certain deficits in self-care and dealing with the world. Most would consider me more eccentric than disabled, but due to me living in a companion home setting and not living up to my potential earlier, I feel inferior to everyone around me. I know late blooming is a thing, but what about never blooming? I went through life not feeling different until I was about 20. Now, I'm having trouble coping with being different, and possibly less.",6.413269230769231,7.806253863247861,7.0573397435897425,70.51370192307695,65.92307692307692,10.978205128205133,36.84722222222222,10.9516,4.585599145299147,510,26,84,15,8,168,82,117,0.08900000000000001,0.883,0.027999999999999997,-0.7754,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,0,2,20,14,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,4,3,13,2,20,7,4,18,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,7,65,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152689578516024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754835633201178,0.0,0.1727640241637004,0.0,0.5335134318012958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264714524485818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721310212020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247866107254288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170738912886293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935453779562032,0.0,0.1920092473800752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022745839815695,0.0,0.0,0.4509072779154965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127983193896633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609076179123401,0.1918911509851608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226605128729855,0.0,0.0,0.17757073248366895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308287817061452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627472716147973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530431796866948,0.1577904460209239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391810409494587,0.0,0.0,0.12091541987534653,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,youthdf,2019/08/21,"How to STOP a meltdown. 1. You can't. 2. Prevention is better than the cure. Try to spot the early signs. 3. Time and space. Things we have found that help include - 1. Weighted Blanket. 2. Cold wash cloth. I'd be interested in anyone elses experience and top tips. I'm still learning everyday. My 9yo daughter is high functioning but she has a really tough time.",-0.2192838874680305,0.8550564492753665,1.7262745098039254,89.91529411764704,122.18840579710144,5.101790281329922,20.00085251491901,6.522977012572876,0.9947947144075018,281,11,54,6,17,92,60,69,0.06,0.838,0.102,0.2249,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,4,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998937790272027,0.2929176033949891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528374207538089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881586072997574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796452666207377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31345240703064675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916191806837012,0.3020476680694806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314189810689424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283039499616789,0.23900828475149236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992581322333896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333975804176824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409359508915133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481245378416091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lucylyn6765,2019/08/21,"Seeking advice for my 18yo daughter My daughter recently inquired about being looked at for autism. I would not be surprised to find out she was on the spectrum, so this isn’t particularly surprising. She said that she’s not struggling and feels like she needs help, but she would like to know for sure to better understand understand herself and perhaps create coping mechanisms for some day to day things she has difficulty with. We’re in the PNW and she’s leaving for college this week in Portland. How would I even help her start the process?",7.815733333333334,8.530497640000009,6.722000000000001,76.55433333333336,62.6,9.466666666666667,36.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,3.374966666666668,444,20,76,7,6,134,70,100,0.04,0.75,0.21,0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,21,16,6,0,4,3,2,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,13,6,16,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,7,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469228819879356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620911459118438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569830259966598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159429306561168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074031588889946,0.1423350971296411,0.0,0.0,0.18209919341216624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670889939178793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949555587882774,0.0,0.0,0.21096342965033046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467446636388944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730907075689774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477318609769601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672270111198686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952020424361135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102111725326547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082859828740754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777870528841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236434419524531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148259081346408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598160658789616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245971763491593,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mother_of_nerd,2019/08/21,"When your masking slips... Me: *tries to sneak away for a poop at work in front of three coworkers* ...several minutes go by and a coworker comes back... Coworker: joking: ugh! Who died back here!? Me: my butthole Coworker: *laughs and repeats story to other coworkers* Everyone: bahaha hahahaha Me: *cringe* They think it’s a joke and I was being funny...nope just awesome autistic and awkward... :/ Sometimes I might be too blunt...?",1.3750150150150162,2.9054174324324364,3.0754954954954954,80.33519519519521,117.91891891891892,7.049849849849847,25.732732732732728,7.3871296695380915,2.9337291291291296,326,16,52,10,18,107,61,74,0.122,0.7759999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.3703,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,8,3,8,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822002284891262,0.4619200719278934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587354891708289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117286024730475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870090090341998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070279293758614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186368896324025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393238565544507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970659531705239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246000667804314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392625672457287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186673009485949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Duskario,2019/02/10,"Any advice? I’m an teenager with ASD who just turned 18? Any advice for my life ahead would be appreciated. Have a job, going to graduate high school in June with high honors, already have college plans. Again, all advice is accepted.",3.1339534883720934,6.0558479767441895,3.954697674418604,82.02693023255813,80.86046511627906,6.2306976744186064,22.55348837209302,7.554174236665415,1.2891990697674416,185,6,32,3,5,59,37,43,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8426,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,18,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451888238404441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428674932707683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993285039745346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250784621987885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650603693011239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839880486808896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545140679484698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227361400830738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938752947373115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634092555266355,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mankeymus,2019/02/10,I need help My brother has autism and can hardly say any words (6yo) i want to help him lead the best life he can i need any and all tips you have it hurts to see his frustration,0.11115384615384727,1.9702297948717948,1.2227564102564124,103.66182692307692,84.38461538461539,4.925641025641027,14.878205128205128,5.985473137389443,-1.101979487179487,138,2,36,1,4,43,31,39,0.132,0.637,0.231,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,8,2,1,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098879625492207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162723806864714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699710212071763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040079517740049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226260402770329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128686695737159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469285363620392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966391372480514,0.0,0.0,0.2401552700206561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775760956332334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lebjames1245,2019/02/10,"Research Project On The Muslim Perception of Autism Hello, I am currently doing a project on the perceptions of autism in the Muslim community. If you are Muslim and have some time to take the survey, it would be greatly appreciated. You can find the link below: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScxCDYDGgnyttzND-10SvcvgnaQAcjfMHF9NGpv-fNdvfeZpw/viewform?usp=sf_link",16.166249999999998,21.177589791666673,11.215,36.03000000000004,46.91666666666667,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.004108333333334,322,10,33,6,4,90,37,48,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.5563,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,27,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913003444781541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926379658334241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40416196715173297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134429543718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818518451326217,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mbanks3,2019/02/10,"Journalist interested in speaking to parents of kids with autism Hi! I'm a graduate student in science journalism at New York University, working on a story about the ongoing effort to understand brain patterns in autism. It would be great to speak with one or two parents of autistic children, who wish that their child's diagnosis had occurred earlier in the child's life. If you are interested, please send a private message for further details. Thank you! -- Marcus Banks | [https://marcusabanks.com/](https://marcusabanks.com/)",9.185357142857145,12.462810630952385,8.335238095238099,56.676428571428566,61.73809523809525,10.038095238095238,41.76190476190476,10.290406445055957,5.3454476190476194,439,25,56,11,7,137,68,84,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.9484,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,8,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,4,15,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,2,1,34,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814502891896643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27796416592242223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808043726878214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434999219247051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084363670491542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599008128868036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27675302139355834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321190375199169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462854701760681,0.2624667329424903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28992657535616434,0.0,0.0,0.18354700712100147,0.0,0.0,0.1790994430958559,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YadiJavadi,2019/02/10,"How do Autistic People Strategize? I'm a poker theorist who recently spent 5 years mapping out how we naturally think through a poker decision. I've mapped out how we naturally strategize and I'm hoping you can help me understand which sections of this strategic thought process autistic people struggle with. My sister is heavily autistic, and I honestly believe that my findings about the mind could make it easier to treat people like her. This thought process works in levels. - At Level One you have the self, the strength of our attributes. - At Level two we have the ""opponent"" (or any external object). To make a decision at this level you basically compare your strength to that of the opponents. Strategies at this level are all in reaction to the opponents strength. If the opponent is strong, we might react by running away.I - At Level three we require empathy. We put ourselves in the shoes of the opponent so that we can see things from his perspective. This enables us to gage his reaction to our actions granting us an element of control over said actions. Empathy is also essential if you want to deceive your opponent. - Level Four is the last of these levels, we use it to defend against our opponents attempts to control or deceive us. When someone first learns the rules to poker they are able to use these levels subconsciously. As they get better, they develop their conscious ability to use these levels. If they trust in imperfect strategies, it becomes harder for them to consciously recognise the levels. Using this as a guide, I don't suppose any of you are able to tell me which sections of that thought-process Autistic people struggle with or find easy???",6.464536037350456,8.651178097315437,6.3314998540998,72.74587540122558,66.68456375838926,9.343682521155527,38.45987744382842,9.761364909221204,4.362538488473884,1355,76,205,31,23,426,154,298,0.038,0.821,0.141,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,14,7,6,15,7,12,0,2,17,0,15,1,1,13,1,51,33,16,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,20,14,0,3,11,3,1,4,1,2,0,5,4,2,36,10,44,27,3,36,0,0,1,0,36,27,0,8,6,154,56,3,0.22312608052891952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921692299287219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173338607898934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481714875917364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232126129091752,0.0,0.12569334261617734,0.0,0.09866844303961164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025487210890784,0.0890740096839635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393319533365892,0.09489546505694392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582870839435009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477835424130748,0.0,0.0,0.11080727166438342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093876793616627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450406620638338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893839135546394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183507555595294,0.11264686761928115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559800335737363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093750600903482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215166938426603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015504319569236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061219989706586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890129897525928,0.0,0.11638458199083195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945270019803272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332598252348111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751101453118613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411752670118407,0.07148509148333773,0.0,0.26570577677236795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898087959460448,0.11614105939723528,0.4025898031299071,0.3854185876428641,0.0,0.0,0.0658027716466817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121922202192343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184294019235847 autism,CrystalCReal,2019/02/10,"What are your opinions towards jokes about autism? I personally find them to be completely tasteless, offensive and unfunny, and the fact that the word ‘autism’ has a Know Your Meme page is just flat-out insulting. But what do you think?",5.0150000000000015,7.84068930952381,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,72.57142857142857,8.961904761904762,29.54761904761905,9.516144504307137,3.007504761904762,189,8,34,5,4,56,37,42,0.153,0.8029999999999999,0.045,-0.7039,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567810055430657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949714078609985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976244344212731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728648884866185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470065411831461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ugly_convention,2019/02/10,"Looking for feedback! As some of you may know the Ontario provincial government has overhauled the Ontario autism program. I am part of a few groups on Facebook that are mobilizing to protest at queens park (government office) in the coming weeks. I am seeking feedback on this post I plan on using to garner support through my Facebook to get families of those who will be affected by the changes into the game and interested in what is happening. - The Ontario Autism Program has taken a drastic hit in the most recent effort to reduce the provincial deficit. Through his regular backdoor politics, Doug Ford has ensured the average person is distracted by large dollar values for much needed services when the reality is that he has once again undercut a vulnerable population. 1 in 6 children are diagnosed with Autism in this province. There is an astonishing 32000+ children requiring autism services; many have been languishing on government created waitlists for years. These children are waiting for diagnosis and treatment plans as well as funding allocation. Currently 8000 children are receiving some funding to offset the cost of treatments such as IBI therapy, speech therapy and occupational therapy. This funding does not always cover the entire cost of treatment, and requires a great deal of resources to initiate and sustain for just one year let alone for the entirety of an individuals’ childhood. The PC government has proposed that it is unethical to allow just 8000 children funding for treatment and are now re-allocating all of these funds to every child in need. #Clearthewaitlist The conservatives have pledged about $300 million for autism related services in the next fiscal year. Up to $140,000 will be available to children who enter the new program before the age of five. $55,000 for those entering after age seven. Cheques will be made directly to the parents for them to find and pay for the services themselves. For a person who has no knowledge of autism, behaviour services, or families in this position, the proposed plan by the conservatives appears to take a concentrated effort to move those waiting off of endless lists and gives parents the financial power to seek effective treatment. The sad reality is that the conservatives have effectively re-allocated previously designated funds and now placed the burden of finding less than adequate care back on struggling families in the province. They have removed the position of the Child Advocate while conveniently imposing a no appeal age based funding allocation. A breakdown of the proposed funds: a seven year old in the new system is entitled to $55,000 (Max) to be dispersed from the time they are seven until they are eighteen, with a yearly cap of $5000. This equates to $13.40 a day. That is only if they meet the maximum benefit guidelines and if they are in great need of developmental services. A three year old could receive $140000 lifetime with a yearly cap of $22000. This is significantly more than their older counterparts with a daily total of $60. Again; only if they meet the maximum benefit guidelines and are of significant developmental and behavioral need. In what reality is $13.40 a day going to provide for ethically sourced, scientifically researched, and educationally backed therapeutic intervention? My family has been navigating the confusing and stressful autism program for about a year now. My son is one of the lucky ones that was diagnosed and accepted into the previous Ontario Autism Program. We waited just 6 months for an autism diagnosis. Another 3 months before we met with anyone from the Ontario Autism Program. We were told in September that we were “next” in line to undergo diagnostic testing for eligibility into the Early Intensive Behavioural Intervention program and to expect an appointment in the new year. In January we were told again that we were “next” and because school planning was to begin soon, diagnostic testing would ideally be complete to have a better understanding of my sons needs. We met again recently in hopes that at the beginning of the new fiscal year (April 1st) Owen would have his first appointment with a psychometrist. At that time we were informed that Ford had put a “freeze” on new funding in preparation for his announcement regarding the changes to the Autism Program by Minister of Children, Community, and Social Service Lisa MaCleod. The announcement made on Wednesday has put these plans in jeopardy and it is unknown if Owen will have the opportunity to undergo testing let alone receive funding for this life changing program. In the meantime we are left to decide how to position ourselves financially to ensure Owen receives the best therapies while hoping for direction and assistance from the province. Owen is non-verbal. His communication skills will require a great deal of therapy from a certified Speech Language Pathologist and Communicative Disorder Assistants. Last year alone our family spent $3000 on twice weekly half hour visits with our CDA. We are exceptionally privileged in that our benefits are able to offset the cost however the bulk of these payments do come from our own pockets. While we are on a government waitlist for speech related services, we continue to pay for a private SLP and CDA. Although the government speech program is not contingent on the autism funding, the cost of just one hour of speech therapy gives insight into the immense cost of Intensive Behavioural Therapy which should occur for 20-30 hours a week to be effective and to see real strides and change. Applied Behavioural Analysis is currently the only thoroughly researched, scientifically proven, evidence based practice to assists young children on the autism spectrum in reaching their full potential. The changes to the Ontario Autism Program will see less than adequate funding for this treatment, leaving many families unable to afford even a subclinical amount of therapy. Families of those with Autism are uniting in sending a message to Doug Ford and the entire Conservative party that the imposed changes to the Ontario Autism Program are largely inadequate. We demand equitable funding for clinically appropriate evidence based treatments that are provided by regulated professionals",12.669067951157633,11.749263389153187,11.328632849666985,52.84079576990172,53.54804947668888,14.695535997462736,50.915814303837614,13.427899808715575,7.2720727719632094,5166,305,691,156,48,1637,449,1051,0.049,0.868,0.083,0.9895,11,3,0,0,0,0,94.0,17,1,9,21,22,26,1,4,92,0,78,4,0,9,2,115,116,41,0,17,12,4,1,0,0,10,4,5,0,12,38,52,0,10,12,1,23,16,4,7,1,13,18,9,38,19,166,78,15,131,0,1,3,0,72,46,0,14,67,497,76,42,0.04876433965244635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515154479737144,0.0,0.0,0.04057583702063715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051133661966690384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409716011236216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499353429936381,0.0,0.02972628883789453,0.0,0.08298972276181117,0.0,0.051175165944567766,0.043128095630560366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049718494248540704,0.0,0.309517232589585,0.08401232144172402,0.05112848234520306,0.0,0.0,0.03893435722204703,0.0,0.0,0.06289792980532466,0.100547785893407,0.0,0.0989895565318948,0.0,0.0,0.05588815798596302,0.0,0.04267400224694172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032208386433000245,0.0,0.04108605934590946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217947565646605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913944600367144,0.041478922397096406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02547735479450717,0.0935583960988038,0.027713897999133544,0.0,0.0,0.16128856986019224,0.0,0.0,0.04312214450795347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686798456897634,0.14406915518839727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02679960577532864,0.039749445306457055,0.0,0.05163439467713913,0.05298259771491511,0.09972968235943976,0.03444369522937685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040949763695280916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228399450310143,0.0,0.09887877308364676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784646134328993,0.05182877573323538,0.0358474005413814,0.18079069980792412,0.0,0.23548451553083266,0.15558428531924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233994284074976,0.051932430233976416,0.1321759143181091,0.11126243313296497,0.0,0.0,0.10829405662703934,0.052807027793390776,0.0,0.0,0.08515828091250507,0.05094835597618208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670275767853406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804326030339383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055504494397079315,0.0,0.0,0.09629780486604156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049352115132119186,0.07771773032532311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970910323757097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585938631437177,0.0509790756780058,0.0,0.0,0.05533719475402663,0.0,0.0,0.03666471462169052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44613017797531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686975720754595,0.0,0.0,0.09319283257555687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076539734500175,0.0,0.04211673254787173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734743554870496,0.0,0.043844997709309316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928157554368489,0.0,0.0,0.34542899527947674 autism,hiduckiee,2019/02/10,"My 3 years old has been maybe diagnosed with mild autism I say that because they didn’t complete the test and didn’t take my portion of questions and diagnosed him. The girl who tested him was extremely mean and boring so he didn’t want to play or be near her so she cut the test an 1.5 hrs before (he had 20 mins of testing). We are getting him tested by someone else and have definitely contacted the office and her superiors and we weren’t the only ones who filed a complaint about how she acted and how she cut the test or came up with the diagnosis. However, i know my little one could be or is just very speech delayed. He seemed to grow out of or stopped certain behaviors that made his first pediatrician think he could be (she was very confused, he didn’t seem like he was but he didn’t seem like he wasn’t- her exact words) and after a couple months of speech therapy he’s saying words while signing or just simply relating random words he hears, sees, or remembers. My question i guess is: if my son is diagnosed with mild autism what should i expect in his behavior for the future if he is diagnosed with mild autism? Are there any of you who have mild autism that can tell me about your behavior socially? I just want to know how to be there for him properly and how to guide him. I will definitely let my son know he’s artistic when we get an accurate diagnosis but i have only read from some research about children, teens, & adults who are moderately to severely autism or have Aspergers and he just doesn’t fit that so it’s hard to find guidance for him. We have another baby coming at the end June so we also want to know how he could possibly react. He’s such a great kid and such a sweet loving boy and from what I’ve seen he loves the kids in his class at school. He used to HATE i mean HATE learning but now it’s one of his favorite parts of the day besides story time, reading, and going to the library. 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What now? I feel like NEO just after being unplugged from the Matrix. I though this dx would relieve me and explain everything at last. Catharsis. But no, even knowing things are about to get better for me, I have this strange anxiety/depression that I never met before .. as if my unconscious was freaking out without my consciousness getting much hint about what this is about. I know I feel like yelling my dx to the whole world (and proudly too because I LOVE WHAT I AM. Amor Fati) but have almost no one to tell and they all reacted like I told them I got dx'ed a cold. I know it's temporary and I'll adapt, but if anyone feel like telling me anything at all, please do. <3",3.0124489795918383,5.3407526598639485,3.4356122448979605,89.13260204081635,76.82312925170069,6.37687074829932,26.8265306122449,7.447530270364453,1.4708040816326529,599,24,116,8,14,186,102,147,0.098,0.732,0.17,0.88,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,9,11,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,1,3,26,23,11,0,3,7,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,5,20,10,16,16,4,11,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,3,11,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672101052097565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675892080122095,0.0,0.13741339858974558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179174431830704,0.0,0.1420908726024443,0.0,0.0,0.14768355738255148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382285948158255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029119223633987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007422762852882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25329600441211736,0.3578796738170779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448423510191213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671043188008139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753097065486459,0.13611404354893533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32631930295854755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507093541600414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275226989426938,0.0,0.128788162481578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315251080178546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832980135909293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919023158025484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093658388054962,0.0,0.16406068688330616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956012937842695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864313939177613,0.0,0.16096637649585324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862046524156275,0.0,0.0,0.1075320604397281 autism,NordicWerewolf,2019/02/10,"Did Adolf Hitler have autism? I know this may sound like a strange question but from what I've heard online somewhere, Hitler himself was rumored to have been autistic. Is this true? Not saying this would be a good thing by any means but I'm just curious.",3.0789795918367338,5.659465469387758,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,77.9795918367347,4.736326530612245,24.08571428571429,5.6839178017228535,0.2751926530612248,204,7,41,1,5,58,41,49,0.026000000000000002,0.726,0.247,0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,10,13,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417422691355154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35049976445757697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965712946335334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415613568105506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551962239625289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681237026830421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33231669931582425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776223663800516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296851526426344,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AndThenThereWasQueso,2019/02/10,[Massachusetts] My nephew's mom just found out he is on the spectrum. He is 3yrs 8mos. I was an ABA therapist for around 5 years but have since moved out of state. My nephew's mom has little resources and is in a pretty bad space right now. I am trying to assist her from afar. She is frustrated with the daycare provider who doesn't know how to deal with my nephew and often makes her come pick him up early or make him sit in the office for hours. He is aggressive towards other children (pushing) and engages in self harm such as hair pulling and biting his own arm. She will be trying to get him into public preschool next year and thus receive an IEP and school based services. Most of the autism day providers in her area have a 6 month wait list. Are there any rules that apply when it comes to private daycare centers and children with autism?,5.2675629791894885,6.147625789156628,4.583406352683465,89.08037787513693,68.21686746987952,7.000219058050384,27.74151150054764,6.574015621080383,1.0762120481927708,675,21,136,4,11,201,121,166,0.092,0.8690000000000001,0.039,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,0,8,0,14,2,2,5,0,29,22,12,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,16,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,2,1,14,1,24,18,2,33,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,3,9,82,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247209537683064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326837135368635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531346111606557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159724721898428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828035480484515,0.18908138673440072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109293018814814,0.0,0.0,0.09582097769863718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061591581641476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079399718073076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381890827512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484707950695295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296009054400816,0.14639125797120447,0.1949293403392384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950521479967764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658772001333104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566259442969626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561455698983773,0.0,0.0,0.1913302859037983,0.0,0.0,0.15171361662694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294608523421293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903844342412915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362122207605855 autism,witchygrocerygirl,2019/02/10,"Stimming As a mom i am looking for input. My lil guy who is 7 and semi verbal . And usuaĺly stims everyday Can anyone tell me if its tramatic or necessay For him the see a bit of a positive ( boredem) event. We generally accepting and just accept it as it usually happens at our home or grandmas. 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I would appreciate feedback on this iOS app for autism. It’s an acting and singing game called Big Break. It is already released on iPad and now we’re trying to format it for iPhone. Let me know if the screens look ok on your iPhone and if anything looks weird or glitchy, you can send me a message and let me know what device you’re using & details of what happened. Screenshots are great. Thanks in advance! Device needed: iPhone or iPad App needed to test beta: TestFlight https://testflight.apple.com/join/uwyiRuJl",4.0460015232292434,7.345100683168317,2.5112871287128726,90.89576542269613,81.77227722772278,3.8997715156131,24.600913937547602,5.369823440869387,0.4325302361005332,463,17,79,2,13,129,72,101,0.016,0.865,0.11900000000000001,0.8953,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,0,15,16,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,12,13,0,10,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,4,1,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210381916404516,0.0,0.0,0.2278919113737444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730832466310442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476992255255967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188900203126614,0.0,0.0,0.18599367079883888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311831710130177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43015230159096574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298713889304986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119132991854314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936431330431778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279991533549075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816571457198005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941203297206526,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,esmereldaskysurfer,2019/06/21,"Got my test results back, im mostly neurotypical with a side of Sensory Processing Disorder So i guess this is goodbye. I wish you all well, and i will continue to fight for Autism Awareness for you guys and my brother. I did find out i have an IQ of 98 though, which was interesting. Apparently i am smarter than an alsatian after all lol",4.366818181818182,5.922582651515152,5.8276969696969685,76.79154545454547,70.96969696969697,10.128484848484847,32.89696969696969,10.355215969177356,3.6558278787878784,269,13,52,8,5,91,53,66,0.076,0.733,0.191,0.7906,1,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,2,11,9,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,10,2,9,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451704044805638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654214307168197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914165099174276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500768516359096,0.0,0.3512412511309237,0.3157044646885029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344404898748155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31326139671788145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866779362586182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666534431607405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,groovygorons,2019/06/21,"Books/resources for adults with autism? I am a 23 year old female and am currently trying to obtain a diagnosis for ASD. During my time at university I studied special education with a focus on ASD, and only after learning extensively about autism have I started putting the pieces together in my own life. I show many, many signs of autism that have been explained away throughout my whole life. I have very slowly begun to accept that I likely have autism, and looking at my difficulties in this way has already helped me greatly with coping in difficult social situations or in times when I feel overstimulated. Because I studied special education, I have seen numerous resources regarding strategies for helping children with autism. However, as I try to learn more about managing my own struggles I can't seem to find good sources of information that are targeted at adults, especially those adults who have gone undiagnosed. I cannot currently afford a diagnosis or therapy of any sort, but I just got my first full time job so I am working towards it. In the meantime, are there any good books or resources I could find to give me a better understanding of how to manage my own issues? I'm particularly interested in developing better coping strategies for overstimulation and learning more about appropriate social interaction. Thanks!",10.48735632183908,10.4460465862069,10.056896551724137,57.39442528735635,57.27586206896552,12.733333333333334,43.04022988505747,12.00992498983062,5.609990229885058,1096,55,159,29,12,356,138,232,0.022000000000000002,0.851,0.127,0.975,5,0,0,1,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,5,8,13,0,1,7,0,16,2,0,1,0,28,28,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,8,0,0,11,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,3,24,11,35,23,8,28,0,0,2,0,13,13,0,5,13,111,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437571116435914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026445264667394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143433987736394,0.0,0.0,0.0852776439504262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474484725287596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116933994258934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073424478242067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557198437952654,0.1189931509754341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134198379666485,0.0,0.2346716891310345,0.1118854340735585,0.1542328330860816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875350311122012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601223702980212,0.13882249273009384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976215190618349,0.06834478944783519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747512066856425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836596539603377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679446289230375,0.0,0.0,0.1063951419063531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063138337728612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735358645243658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724590599939206,0.0,0.2852071599051852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901718233923136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624682846547782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879493531516173,0.15998015544585809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447186865373161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899567061285272,0.0,0.0,0.14563383621134174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542660532723488,0.0,0.11104077274186916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618584923729614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184397265309401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008668458180276 autism,Doppidoppe,2019/06/21,"I’m very confused about my new friends, I want to befriend them and I think they want the same but I believe my Asperger is keeping me down from socialising. Got some advice? So hi, just before hand I’m Swedish and my English is not that great so I apologise for bad grammar and overall English. I’m also dyslexic and writing this at midnight so yeah hahaa - I think you don’t need to read this below to understand my problem but I think it’s a factor on how I behave in this way. You can skip to : -... the problem ...- if you don’t wanna read this mess - Some back information: From I started 6th grade I had only one close friend ( my best friend ) but she moved to another city the same year as we started. Since then I’ve been aloner. I never talked to anyone if I wasn’t forced to do so. Because of this I never developed a good social skills. For me it was to be good at school and draw as much as I can and nothing else. I got my Asperger/ high functional autism diagnosis in spring term of 9th grade ( when I was 16 ), and I never told my old classmates that. Except for one, which is my closest friend I have atm. After 9th grade we Swedish folks move to the gymnasium where we can choose a program to our likings. When I got to my new school and class I started to befriend 4 friends, and I noticed that everyone in the class was “friends material”. The whole class is like a big family of friends. With those 4 close friends I became more open and could be myself, and I told them my diagnosis and they accepted me! It was nothing like before. -... the problem ...- So I’m now at the second year of the gymnasium and Ive started to hang out with even more people. This time the biggest friend group of about 8-10 people ( even tho it’s rarely all of them at the same place ) and the “popular kids” ( most of them are just so friendly so everyone loves them ). So my problem is that because they are new friends and my diagnosis is making me “shy”, I do not know how to act. With shy I mean that when I hang out with new or people I don’t know as good, my brain do a thing and switches off my social skills. I remain speechless and empty every time I’m with them, I can’t think what I can say so I just listen and nod. I feel like this behaviour have made them like me a bit less or feel insecure towards me. And to add on this little problem, they’ve added me on their private chat where they plan different activities. The latest one is to go on theme park, but because of my “shyness” I think about them not wanting me come with. What should I do? Should I say to them that I have Asperger syndrome or just roll with “me”. It’s not that I hate them or them hate me ( why else would they keep asking me to join and add me to their chat? ). I want to befriend them and be as good friends as I’m with my others, ( but that took some time I believe ) and I feel they want the same. Thank you for reading and I hope what I wrote is at least readable. And if you have any advice or something I thank you very much!!",1.9915527213406463,3.8265915513866235,3.2324205843096543,91.73900311434082,78.02120717781403,6.0895031884917685,23.86976123387216,6.980632752743323,0.7181284828711259,2323,78,508,25,55,752,241,613,0.092,0.731,0.177,0.9962,1,1,1,0,0,0,78.0,4,6,20,4,29,40,2,2,20,1,41,3,2,4,4,118,90,60,0,20,22,0,4,5,12,3,0,3,0,1,28,43,0,2,15,5,1,8,12,11,0,4,15,7,103,29,72,68,19,65,0,0,0,1,61,29,0,14,32,355,131,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272399500171215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059736720107062324,0.0,0.046124849434457736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039222825402939386,0.06048011527147861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032960078957555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392087946143228,0.0,0.0,0.04435060412840871,0.04815848448256277,0.10547940278638494,0.0,0.09815897797916427,0.12996607165095975,0.06052920554332114,0.0,0.06296912854980691,0.0,0.0,0.06438740732144221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968424604842411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605096373391504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026093817296103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636466299582147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619117619407473,0.0,0.04859596417933313,0.11022706060670773,0.0,0.0,0.0543734183880283,0.0,0.08749076018719452,0.04120497253858178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347399328014607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277957574604127,0.19350933002482407,0.1383904176976903,0.06358988659610586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138896089359632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093967472097595,0.0,0.05728698715793047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025332099744281,0.0,0.0,0.06339632970460489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089209552407453,0.05780822489882604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205639146731192,0.054576050399987835,0.038500323962248534,0.0,0.0,0.0628279425987176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260457045957884,0.08479951693418443,0.0427672963126222,0.13345383317171047,0.22282199390656895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068665004732596,0.06566646307266906,0.060523061539354224,0.0,0.11725174122009585,0.04386650282450225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995939996650375,0.0,0.06026093817296103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759489280437305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307997618282092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173527112091603,0.0,0.1167458577101805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771160351500979,0.0,0.0,0.11759033787991036,0.0,0.04440312441329257,0.0,0.0,0.16329833979003452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635916411939265,0.0,0.10620378510810116,0.0,0.0,0.03831851228291794,0.18478776059900748,0.0,0.0,0.1008970218174656,0.0,0.0,0.11022706060670773,0.06408206580868346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004453749524491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518031402348287,0.1700990592791283,0.04578188706589111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052045168383904314,0.06439511122364533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097259529154471,0.0,0.0,0.07428511740011551 autism,tgl39138,2019/06/21,Autism and Medicaid in Pennsylvania I have an autism diagnosis and I would like to know how that affects me as a person who currently gets Medicaid. I heard about something called 1915(c). What is that and does it affect me? What income limits would I have if I lived by myself if I wanted to keep my Medicaid insurance?,3.666,6.327832266666667,4.830000000000002,78.245,76.33333333333334,8.666666666666666,25.0,9.2995712137729,2.5475,256,9,45,7,6,84,43,60,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.4329,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,10,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629873954413828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31108514640075635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857249432638176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31596919476773244,0.0,0.0,0.1953638948101743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736708018133169,0.0,0.3138975754742553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103936224636853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27366780908426835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967279890907267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050491619268463,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chaimkohn,2019/06/21,Autism Research finds way to lower risk of autism a study showed a link that increases autism tell me what you think https://youtu.be/3mLtTNxxgIs,9.508260869565222,13.070809608695654,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,61.60869565217391,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.7208434782608697,123,3,19,2,2,30,20,23,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.5106,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625240625559118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379437315076292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943652626792456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488527645450255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AuldAutNought,2019/06/21,"The weird thing about hugs... I know that a lot of my autistic brothers and sisters out there do not like to be hugged. I share the majority of autistic traits with you, but this is not one of them. I absolutely love to be hugged. I have one person in my life that hugs me, and my biggest fear is that I will lose her. I know why she hugs and when I receive one it is like a weighted blanket around me. Sorry, it's just one of those days...",1.5217391304347814,3.1006274782608725,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,78.56521739130434,5.469565217391305,22.369565217391305,5.985473137389443,0.03475652173913035,336,10,80,2,8,108,59,92,0.139,0.6559999999999999,0.205,0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,5,12,0,1,4,0,8,8,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,0,1,16,9,11,8,2,7,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,1,4,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892750448671376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441137411737872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514555460833956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456164431623813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578369842924468,0.21834333649005566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499954963062249,0.0,0.18997839645024248,0.20168211276024334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056913340202208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511736701373095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501460907721721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845743812075438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721150756593734,0.0,0.0,0.2016386311605871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thatcrazyanimallady,2019/06/21,"Has anyone here successfully completed med school? I’m a recently diagnosed undergraduate student and I’m “high functioning” (I know people get shitty about that label but I don’t know what else to call it?) - basically I have a high IQ and mask remarkably well. My lifelong dream has been to go into paediatrics but I’m trying to be realistic and keep my options open - I’m just wondering if anyone can give me brutally honest insight into what life is like as an autistic med student/ junior doctor. Basically I want to figure out if it’s something I would be able to handle with the appropriate supports/coping strategies, or if it is something beyond my capabilities.",5.59475409836066,7.8959701147541,7.254885245901638,64.77822950819672,69.1639344262295,10.125901639344264,32.691803278688525,10.355215969177356,4.162462950819673,542,25,82,16,10,187,86,122,0.062,0.802,0.13699999999999998,0.8126,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,4,0,11,3,0,0,0,24,23,10,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,9,4,12,19,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,2,54,15,6,0.1835738046729777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567181450618088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744937935291028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192473641561826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863235475448412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878955677709328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533523581281523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590973621225654,0.17610072086864895,0.10432922365564204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879116070765251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631688323001694,0.0,0.0,0.20177472435705088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966360716290348,0.08968488829217656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40781822647957205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726696206263374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125698560575507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578649086674254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282648166883805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246345632719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827658622939733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505489672866147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990779604336146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040556384992005,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,averagecdn,2019/06/21,"Autism question good morning... i am hoping someone can help me... i am working with a young man that is high functioning autistic.... i am trying to understand this better and how i can effectively communicate with him... when we talk i find that he loses focus on the task at hand and as someone that doesn't know much about it would like to understand better so that i can improve things.",4.39662100456621,6.414411424657537,4.99609589041096,80.91323059360731,71.73972602739725,7.606392694063928,28.605022831050228,8.344100000000001,2.1529652968036523,306,12,55,5,6,98,55,73,0.027000000000000003,0.653,0.32,0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,5,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,14,13,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,5,8,12,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,41,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897499457645234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138898864799692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481277571971985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769088581953882,0.2328038743185276,0.0,0.21884974968222745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109443675555615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076481810874206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650681710763134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197703854679812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683394868163255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733908508146308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710289834297685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638571929421218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959804591761264,0.0,0.0,0.4587684796336978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041191288167522,0.0,0.0,0.1565249399251127,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Dragon-Spaghetti,2019/06/21,"My chewy necklace arrived :D First post here and wanted to tell someone because I'm very happy, I tend to chew on everything including my hands and lip so this will hopefully help!",4.461960784313725,6.837325588235295,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,72.52941176470588,8.062745098039215,31.92156862745098,8.841846274778883,2.9931686274509817,146,7,25,3,3,46,30,34,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168880200736782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197636734925681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026372179371308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787481066233676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384804487329981,0.0,0.0,0.3533825815974437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407512017431996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014621286917919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109786346295574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356636433111416,0.20985584223391546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Trade-all-day,2019/06/21,sensory toys? Anyone know of any good websites or stores where I could buy some type of sensory toys?,3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,77.94736842105263,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.2165578947368423,81,3,15,2,2,25,16,19,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221967729405586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341101675470779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956952509036889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207364196170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34120088931117665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,temujin1976,2019/06/21,"Diagnosis at 42 Finally got a diagnosis. 35 years later than it could have been but still not too late to be helpful and I am looking forward now rather than waiting, waiting, waiting, for this appointment. Was a bit anticlimactic as the Consultant took about 5 minutes to decide I was definitely autistic. A weird day. I went to see Toy Story 4 afterwards and wept for Woody as he has to grow up and realise who he really is (hopefully this isn't a spoiler), but I think maybe I was crying for myself?",4.904955357142857,6.357423989583335,6.4752380952380975,73.06500000000005,69.52083333333334,9.652380952380954,33.50595238095238,9.957137785484203,3.582195238095238,397,19,71,10,7,136,71,96,0.106,0.8190000000000001,0.075,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,21,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,2,6,1,14,12,1,14,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,1,9,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885370618514444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110146682544809,0.0,0.2903109923763574,0.17044567752936435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289517611796829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113774661250686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771485270375831,0.0,0.0,0.26250036069335714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981314917010965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193767710042028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551559394022894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931142995573312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060551980556155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106294426408406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934684896321062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936367615629823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450001845759069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019458588318565 autism,Silentkng44,2019/06/21,I need some help Ok to start off i'm high functioning autistic i was diagnosed a while ago and well my mother got me some shirts and well i didn't like them they looked pretty bad in my opinion so i told her so politely and she said go try them on and i said i don't want to and you can go return them and get your money back but she got mad at me and my older bitch sister said i was ungrateful plus they felt very weird the and my brother said that they were really cool so i tried to explain to her that they were not what i liked and just because he liked them doesn't mean i would and the same thing happened with a garbish can so was i in the wrong,-0.2285931715343459,1.8986320559440601,1.3884903331962164,100.09006581653642,88.58041958041956,4.76330728095434,16.104072398190045,6.2272716619740125,-0.6526788153023446,516,11,125,5,17,166,86,143,0.203,0.7190000000000001,0.079,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,8,0,8,12,2,0,5,2,11,2,1,0,0,25,30,17,0,3,3,3,1,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,12,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,5,2,0,14,7,31,7,11,15,3,14,0,0,1,0,25,6,1,3,9,86,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383658740221903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002488233995695,0.13033004955140465,0.0951520515336516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842978980290548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498725104543044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155147080646398,0.0,0.17742102049753855,0.0,0.2496815834879549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380313748156724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462497624304937,0.16491945108669304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287755603817129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310777153069002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700296211577945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574001772464085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880137488649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999633998106637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939158053861944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048250866471593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370038962453336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915230851979475,0.0,0.2119520363532979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287919997512622,0.09206692886078288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280690368332203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088306519550392,0.17066177027236934,0.0,0.0 autism,Beastly_Bridget,2019/06/21,"Getting diagnosed with autism What was it like to be diagnosed with autism, what age were you diagnosed",3.811666666666667,7.033945722222228,3.1388888888888893,83.245,91.77777777777777,9.066666666666668,28.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.6920888888888896,85,4,14,3,3,25,13,18,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9735000013277576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703583553139173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619467680809695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,4641,2019/06/21,"No one's told me ""You don't look autistic"". This the same for you?",-1.9800000000000004,-0.1462713333333312,-0.07833333333333138,108.9825,95.66666666666666,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.808333333333333,50,1,14,0,2,16,14,15,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826225963913236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701411402118078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629617021024472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,meizhong,2019/05/19,"What does it even mean to cure autism??? I'm quite tired of seeing all these posts/news about about curing autism or autism as an affliction. Autism is not a an affliction OK. If you're depressed you can take medicine and you're still going to be who you are you're still going to think the way you think you'll just be more positive or have goals or have more energy or whatever but to change me from being autistic would mean you would have to change the fundamental core of how I think. It's not possible. If you changed me to ""not autistic"" I would literally not be me. I don't mean I wouldn't feel like myself or that I feel strongly about this so I'm saying it wouldn't be me. I literally mean that you would have to restructure my brain and you will have created someone else. I understand that there are things considered to be typical of autism like being bad at, or even unable to communicate or being lost in social situations, and I wish there was a pill I could take to make all these problems disappear, but that isn't possible. Think about it seriously for just a minute. We have, for example, bad social skills because of the far deeper underlying processes we use to think. How do you change one without the other. If you fundamentally changed the processes by which you use to navigate the world and solve problems and have ideas, then who would you be?",5.330091896407686,6.379594323308276,5.61092731829574,81.15585630743526,68.17293233082708,9.670509607351713,28.311612364243945,9.861636050157227,2.4898670008354213,1094,36,218,25,18,348,126,266,0.132,0.8140000000000001,0.055,-0.9689,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,12,0,5,15,11,0,0,11,1,34,3,1,5,2,58,58,22,0,14,19,0,2,2,0,9,2,1,0,0,17,7,0,0,14,0,0,3,9,7,0,1,2,4,29,4,29,37,4,12,0,2,1,0,19,5,0,10,5,157,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539069749489672,0.05618260893070733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288603547354412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487488973444936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358583433348828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938112784748293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065375374714506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769915931378283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174753391668384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320225626612906,0.0658423198363375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047583909126219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404247473661857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900538148129752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060841244854292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615205031808092,0.0,0.0,0.4015765318004213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890130249184709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245303395160522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078031967094188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763779122700528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802826462810522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732928902665928,0.0,0.0,0.07344315453672799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035967321969436,0.0,0.1879001528056481,0.07809066115295779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720533865280575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859243139160227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612299823527888,0.2952763728651469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592950684438124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959464695307123,0.0,0.15920103091778118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315587088623833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598459856872272,0.08884326565207573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273549959516069,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,6ofpentacles,2019/05/19,"I'm new to this sub. What are everyone's special interests? I have a few; veganism, body modification, and true crime.",2.1471212121212133,5.020300681818182,5.506363636363638,68.64621212121216,87.63636363636363,10.206060606060607,30.06060606060606,9.725611199111238,4.290224242424244,93,5,17,4,3,34,21,22,0.14,0.56,0.3,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329570794219712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445007768504384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503491978906461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,malten_sage,2019/05/19,"This has probably been asked before but I couldn’t find anything. Need recommendations for autism discord servers. Preferably 18+ (I’m SFW but I’m not comfortable interacting with minors). Looking for something with a bit of everything. Casual, serious, open to everyone and accepting. A place for advice and discussion but also casual conversation.",5.847763157894738,9.652160859649124,6.648399122807017,60.08733552631578,80.75438596491226,11.271052631578947,35.19517543859649,10.125756701596842,5.965422807017545,287,16,36,12,8,94,46,57,0.142,0.7290000000000001,0.129,-0.1909,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,7,6,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544734643151753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336009449526566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24038234394563845,0.0,0.2730842170610753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856482235354266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31890939726496537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27912443978456297,0.2625304007717712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669840291452523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452995479344077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659649742369425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051936705168088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149449073347044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488120717954305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nocehr,2019/05/19,"advantages of getting diagnosed as an adult? I know I have autism. but I haven't got diagnosed. im an adult. whats the advantage of getting a diagnose as an adult? there's no meds for it anyways, and any phycologist intervention would be too late as im no longer a child so my mind/neuro network cannot be modified as easily i do have some thoughts on possible benefits: do I get less time with crime especially economic crimes if I have a formal diagnose? for instance, Martin Shkreli, the infamous CEO who got prison for fraud, his lawyer tried to defend him with the ""autism"" defense, but I guess the fact he never got a formal diagnose didn't help, despite his lawyers attempt to try to paint him as an ""autistic genius"". can i disclose my autism when i apply for jobs (some certain jobs such as government jobs, require you to disclose medical history)? do i get bonus points/sympathy points for that? diversity hire? is it even advantageous to tell other people you're autistic so they can be more understanding? or would it be social suicide?",6.198053375196231,7.316138836734698,6.846122448979592,72.83294348508635,66.24489795918367,10.724646781789641,35.485086342229195,10.727762888450028,4.127647252747252,836,40,146,23,13,275,121,196,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.8898,3,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,1,6,8,7,1,0,12,0,18,6,0,0,3,20,29,14,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,7,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,18,6,21,18,4,6,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,5,4,96,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188493697204204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110830615884281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795316196166991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25164319169747146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889157146201075,0.0,0.13264844287529504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071026399865443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601333037646971,0.0,0.3584738265938259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617580973311696,0.0,0.1358310554645662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375164529256506,0.12130338176005813,0.0,0.0,0.12158275635265832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286989234525314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347917999744613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382916120731752,0.13574751179056785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274584131687755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317122264406588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524622807546632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559443418640644,0.07021376105464312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350498153889464,0.0,0.0,0.12535413035148352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107581356327764,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hornyculture,2019/05/19,"Does anyone else feel like they bore other people? Like honestly, I'm not sure if it's my special interest, but I feel like I'm a kind of boring person to be around. All I really do is play video games, sing, garden, cook, and talk about ancient languages; nothing super mainstream that everyone can relate to. I always try to think of something else to talk about if I notice the other person I'm talking to is getting bored, but then my mind just blanks. The only people I really clicked with were people from a horticulture class I took. Does anyone else have this problem?",5.995051948051947,6.744477336363637,6.414935064935065,77.05954545454549,66.54545454545455,8.467532467532468,28.441558441558442,8.418075326091056,2.1101558441558437,457,14,79,6,7,148,75,110,0.15,0.715,0.135,-0.5707,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,14,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,2,16,15,6,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,0,3,6,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,9,10,12,12,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,5,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058510328777974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266295785237715,0.2969754646690604,0.0,0.12900958258467138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536410507580262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36318635542188504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384773324095414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465518783321142,0.20706184661895946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571475254675636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091194667619534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240187052118686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463279534661314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390547107718973,0.1649924543940802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021823969245947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014079775579136,0.25307722165833313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866893021165405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856790089099816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156654610143092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365854460945865,0.0,0.0,0.3494437760376398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285892596187524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101152438676491,0.09839121125329273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RobertCactus,2019/05/19,"Just got diagnosed at 17 My mum and I have known for years and years, but only now do I have an official diagnosis, so I wanted to ask; What now? All the support groups are for much younger people, so I don't really have anything to do in regards to research. Does anyone have anything I can read up on?",0.9269585253456184,3.24006496774194,3.0900921658986182,88.68370967741936,84.80645161290323,6.123502304147466,23.37327188940092,7.447530270364453,1.1526884792626728,236,9,49,4,7,80,45,62,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,1,7,13,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953464595156452,0.0,0.4598059098236928,0.0,0.2611792006501417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835611431246235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448415131441986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344281122599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053737834916995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247832486143856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368440393071346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794519814926745,0.0,0.17897566176528287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170330033089067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647834263001604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598184557920921 autism,Mizayo,2019/05/19,"Getting an adult diagnosis? Hello lovely people! I’ve always been a little suspicious that I might be autistic, but I was never diagnosed as a kid and I didn’t think it was too important. Now that I’m almost 22, my super-focusing and social anxiety are getting worse, and I’ve been considering my possible autism more and more. So my question is, for any adults who were diagnosed, how did you go about getting your diagnosis? And is it even really worth it to get an official diagnosis? I’m not sure it would do much other than give me piece of mind. Sorry for me ignorance.",4.128288288288289,6.008262549549552,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288287,72.15315315315314,9.97837837837838,28.54954954954956,10.25414643259724,3.3447009009009023,457,18,81,14,9,159,79,111,0.138,0.797,0.065,-0.812,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,14,3,0,1,2,17,24,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,10,2,7,14,4,4,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,3,2,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429805864416533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145269243934512,0.0,0.0,0.1319504771335953,0.0,0.14843627021509942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938829510115234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815831023005006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055011878831773,0.18613608565580492,0.11027458158592607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447407929655786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512419417521788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584050839110396,0.1959200715685775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426380762376885,0.0,0.14965178040603172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451946156037456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874534698096496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736364552638854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430381158459282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779428215785888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720633512320556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828757236071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432981524916024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773827692547807,0.1378369212972574,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,smallbb,2019/05/19,"I think I Might Have High Functioning Autism Hey y’all! I’m 23f, and beginning to seriously think I’m on the spectrum. I work with kids with aspergers, and I really think there’s a good chance I have a slight case of it (possibly was worse as a child?) So, I had severe social anxiety my entire life, with like a lot of moments of social awkwardness and general oh-that’s-what-you’re-supposed-to-say. I had a ridiculously hard time making friends as a kid— I was basically super quiet, to the point people thought I didn’t talk at school. I was obsessed with reading, to the point where I would just read at recess. I also remember a lot of memories that were very painfully confusing in regards to “making friends”— a particularly painful one is not knowing how to tell kids you want to be friends/play, and being chased around the playground being called “stalker” because I was so quiet. Also, eye contact always freaked me out, to the point many people would point out they didn’t know who I was talking to, because no EC. As an adult, I deal with a lot of the same things. Essentially, I feel like it’s very hard to figure out the right thing to say, how to say it, and how long to look into people’s eyes. I have severe social anxiety even though I’m an extrovert, which I thought was the cause of my current mental health problems... but does this sound like it could be aspergers to any of you? Thank you 🥺",6.1544565217391325,6.1525220181159455,6.443297101449279,79.59146739130436,66.13768115942028,9.653623188405795,32.10507246376812,9.354420925462401,2.6851420289855072,1111,41,218,19,16,358,154,276,0.105,0.8190000000000001,0.076,0.22,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,1,2,13,16,1,3,19,0,23,6,2,6,0,46,40,17,0,5,3,0,3,3,1,3,4,5,0,4,10,15,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,13,11,26,7,37,19,4,21,0,0,3,0,23,16,0,5,8,140,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516767158204471,0.07890911288554177,0.0,0.0,0.06449006788380199,0.0,0.1450948166393994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442196787106883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561930714501906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968356604337049,0.0,0.0,0.09742018182803573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757168752328618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776922880751396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829894811256542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263666722660892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795069372415972,0.06774910906760416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326816764701494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795418847396109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990447219800406,0.0,0.0,0.10080363200752897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019685525454353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042360810123452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698374290264775,0.13899265100812078,0.0,0.0,0.0839247099884491,0.07963629990981372,0.0,0.0,0.24187228592701826,0.0,0.0,0.12660426577467854,0.09614633782259352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556991613082376,0.10060341309670646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426166968763121,0.0,0.20181917287959933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723693455699454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585934412294917,0.1069105817767184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907429024767243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897184322086168,0.0,0.060752802274367176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074279286239754,0.08098733592785022,0.0,0.2262463425754448,0.0,0.09597661835342952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426984272848945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900125932202601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244723501596075,0.08288870510358126,0.08730999412684949,0.0,0.0,0.126006397190677,0.1822965342659788,0.0931734841278887,0.15057449582210392,0.05529820726780328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649522566306506,0.05593528649294992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903995589918116,0.0,0.0966434921583421,0.13473407000043633,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,penguiv,2019/05/19,"I hate sudden change I hate sudden change! How hard is it to consult people before a big change is made? it infuriates me that people always make sudden an impulsive changes, and more than ever I do not need them when I'm trying to study. No where feels safe anymore, no where feels familiar.",2.082857142857144,4.860168714285717,3.1228571428571428,86.92214285714287,85.07142857142857,5.342857142857143,18.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.4363499999999996,232,6,42,3,7,74,41,56,0.267,0.688,0.045,-0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,10,11,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,3,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915326879899782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777130169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253152289071814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7585057245913164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214505005450128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127190760621129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057592390285275,0.3539514336858361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961399257106666,0.11965310085022088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291419635333898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854360872735146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170135762539558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AnotherAlire,2019/05/19,"Parents feeding children bleach to ""cure"" Autism ""parasites"" NSFL EXTREMELY DISTURBING CONTENT: https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/secret-facebook-group-reveals-how-10944477 https://www.healthline.com/health-news/parents-warned-about-bleach-therapy-for-autism#1 This is by far the worst conspiracy I have heard. Refusing vaccinations is one thing. This is straight up poisoning your children. What's even worse is this is not illegal.",15.8589218328841,22.11604254716982,7.62323450134771,53.89339622641512,57.49056603773585,10.575741239892183,43.42048517520215,9.957137785484203,6.593773045822103,377,19,34,10,7,91,45,53,0.358,0.565,0.078,-0.9603,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034327434381153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883261508456645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31130479309646963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101150094671822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520834267885033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681730567648744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Astyanax3227,2019/05/19,"I (25 NT M) need help understanding differences between autistic and BPD traits in my gf (27 f autistic) Hey everybody, First and foremost, let me say that the reason I'm posting this in /r/autism and not /r/BorderlinePDisorder is because, like in most areas most information on 'anything' is written according to NT standards, and therefore inapplicable to my gf, who is autistic. I also want to be clear that I am not attempting to diagnose her with BPD. So I am currently seeing a lovely 27 yo autistic woman and our relationship has been a rollercoaster, to say the least. I'm NT and this is my first time dating an autistic person and I am making every effort to accommodate the differences so that we get along. Most of our arguments happen because of her misinterpretation of my words, as I speak differently to what she expects (standard English). I speak with a regional accent and frequently 'misuse' words, which in delicate and tense conversations, has led to meltdowns, etc. Anyway, my gf is also chronically depressed and has a generalised anxiety disorder - together with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. She is also extremely suicidal at times. Never to the point of acting upon it (attempts; though there have been before I was around), but suicidal ideation is constantly there in the background. Acute some days, minimal others. I try to be supportive where possible. The reason I'm writing this thread is that lately, a lot of her behaviors are coming across as manipulative and frantic. It's taken a huge toll on our relationship, and indeed my own mental health. I've done a tonne of research on autism (to best support her), but there are some things that she does lately that makes me wonder if there is something else. She herself admits to not knowing why - all of a sudden - her mental health is taking yet another dive. She has weeks where she is okay and gets along, whereas others where she is extremely low mood, angry, suicidal - mixed with either complete emptiness or a strong hatred towards herself and her existence. I'm starting to think that she may be borderline, but it is complicated because the traits of a borderline overlap with other conditions such as depression and anxiety. However, since she is also autistic, I'm not sure how to process all of the information. Here are the main characteristics of a borderline (taken from [https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/borderline-personality-disorder/diagnosis/](https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/borderline-personality-disorder/diagnosis/) ) : 1) Intense fear of being alone causing extreme actions 2) Patterns of intense, yet unstable, relationships 3) Lack of strong sense of self and unclear self-image 4) A tendency to act impulsively in a somewhat destructive/damaging manner 5) History of suicidality and self-harm 6) Severe mood swings 7) Long-term feelings of emptiness and isolation 8) Sudden feelings of anger and aggression 9) In stressful situations, a tendency to dissociate and/or being paranoid &#x200B; Again, without attempting to diagnose her but to describe her actions as of late, my GF accurately meets at least 7/9 of the above, with only 4 and 9 being the ones that don't really fit. So, I think my question is, do other autistic people have these traits also? &#x200B; My GF needs help and is seeking therapy, though somewhat slowly and perhaps reluctantly. The reason I'm thinking about any of this is so that she gets the BEST therapy she can. If she is borderline, as well as autistic, then that will make the search for a therapist hard, but she'll need to find the right one. Thanks for any advice, comments, and/or suggestions.",9.673382352941179,10.676288004901961,9.202745098039218,59.36235294117648,58.65686274509804,11.636601307189546,40.03921568627451,11.319583603955671,5.067203921568627,2937,141,417,74,36,942,314,612,0.154,0.754,0.092,-0.9924,3,2,1,0,0,0,132.0,4,0,0,10,28,23,2,3,31,1,47,8,0,11,5,97,84,49,4,8,14,0,3,1,5,3,7,4,0,3,26,33,0,0,16,0,0,6,7,9,1,4,7,8,48,12,75,67,19,54,0,4,1,1,56,26,0,15,22,311,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514120767632196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904159296940038,0.0,0.2665473660690838,0.0,0.1444562162060886,0.16200293668232554,0.09066471482619773,0.06990078286574992,0.10199229590727983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485703890556444,0.05934319728030062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190937133443422,0.0,0.05672434134133673,0.0,0.13991503933906432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791658286737066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848010316619367,0.0,0.05742329820785212,0.06989370221509852,0.07203779921640042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299139123745169,0.0,0.11483154159727575,0.1353207892996269,0.0,0.20894239713036586,0.0764002781316228,0.0,0.05833625150921432,0.0682182373365959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055687438373473536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434560612300634,0.0,0.0,0.056165500429415434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501313665476217,0.06741248869597233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060927741337348726,0.11340510483577207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448422684715762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058948871330973915,0.0,0.059715941636482577,0.0,0.0,0.14171690074624846,0.0,0.0,0.08936409234195998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036635620296650434,0.0,0.2255924782437289,0.0,0.0,0.06816627837468979,0.0,0.032567622374797954,0.0,0.0,0.05899365706734855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667353787316465,0.06016494016913746,0.0,0.13349194723585234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343589714865398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828679541457027,0.051413743582027216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090343616430706,0.05069935589989449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046214947023635336,0.058206573461951835,0.0,0.0,0.06301701400399433,0.07515124209633267,0.0638436442483926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467655048825579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042705300783854185,0.2056185140927996,0.0,0.21470970204721174,0.0,0.05692887259525033,0.0,0.10602438899083606,0.0,0.0,0.05312087950818182,0.0,0.20862860591943544,0.0753089383540258,0.0,0.055143387582996486,0.07493073470480036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131956419464942,0.0,0.0,0.04718361456804144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636094665620657,0.0,0.0,0.291669063711758,0.1512941997942845,0.06282802339810052,0.0,0.0501214299354308,0.0,0.0,0.06137329342908055,0.1524673155661383,0.07739956882859103,0.04428718422251338,0.12814270348427145,0.13098989728215285,0.0,0.07774214474962006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045259033810296535,0.0,0.0,0.06939735744367542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931889797156462,0.0,0.05347213099064446,0.0,0.059937026740314675,0.0,0.0601519689254016,0.0,0.0,0.06425966367576401,0.07229195421891943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200293668232554,0.0 autism,hstrmbf,2019/05/19,Hows raising special need child in bay area. Thinking to moving there? Is service and budget good there for special need child education and support?,5.004102564102563,8.375349153846159,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,76.69230769230771,5.005128205128205,35.5897435897436,6.42735559955562,2.672143589743589,122,7,17,1,3,37,21,26,0.0,0.649,0.35100000000000003,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503734446682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439825788087569,0.0,0.6194853726702243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474036866265015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676655402829079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wittywitwitsend,2019/05/19,"Looking for honest opinions on school Tl:dr - 10 yo son with autism has always hated school, not sure where to go from here I have three sons (15, 10 and 6). Oldest two have autism - oldest is very high-functioning, younger son is more affected. Oldest son is extremely bright, has always loved and excelled in school. Younger son...not so much. Hates school. Has hated school since preschool. He has always been in these incredible integrated classrooms - the kind of schools/programs/classes that are held up as national models for the way autism education should be - but he still hates it. Just loathes school. He’s a great reader, intellectually curious (loves science, hates math), but cannot stand to do school work or demonstrate his knowledge in the ways he’s asked (homework, schoolwork, tests). He loves, loves, loves to draw, and if he could design a perfect day, it would be 30% reading, 30% drawing, 30% playing outside and 10% sleeping/eating. Loves computers, too, but has very limited access. We’re now at a crossroads, of sorts. He’s finishing 4th grade, as miserable and angry about school as ever. Given our older son’s experience, we know the work just gets harder from here on out, and the social demands get worse, too. Elementary school has been such a miserable struggle for him, I cannot imagine middle school or high school being better. We can’t afford the cost of tuition in a special education private school in our city, and his team at school agrees he’s just a little too high-functioning and well-behaved to be granted a deferral or win a court judgment against the city to have them pay for him to attend one of those schools. We’re now looking at any possibility. He loves where his grandparents live - tiny little town in a rural area, lots of woods and streams and places to bike, basically the exact opposite of our city existence. They also have a Waldorf school in the town. At this point, we’re thinking it might be better to move to a tiny place where he could go to a small, non-traditional school that doesn’t focus on academics. I worry that he wouldn’t get all of the support and therapy he’s had for years, though. Can anyone offer any advice? Anything you wish you or your parents had done to support you? Choices made vis-a-vis education?",6.623206349206352,7.608515161904767,6.210000000000001,78.24611111111112,65.23809523809524,8.793650793650794,32.46031746031746,8.841846274778883,2.663150793650793,1808,71,321,27,27,560,225,420,0.105,0.716,0.179,0.9907,3,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,5,4,2,9,20,29,5,3,22,0,36,7,0,2,5,50,64,25,0,7,12,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,15,0,2,4,4,3,4,6,8,0,3,8,3,19,21,47,45,4,49,0,2,3,7,45,31,0,9,11,179,28,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823687422014378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947550937241383,0.12322171172150913,0.0,0.0,0.06713695679403525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034515701481407216,0.0,0.04062147725178087,0.0,0.04614766679234777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731498279273432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078824550010511,0.0,0.0,0.03183499977424795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051540570564826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465158731409953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828640786293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737026512401134,0.0,0.05610817012748536,0.0,0.0,0.054422793680493235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367831982631466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156463905905085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140388511696151,0.02712856993698053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989492280961867,0.04358836282198484,0.0,0.08290484103560528,0.0,0.0,0.04196658943724319,0.3118637385531991,0.046708388547379916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236625747220309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246497202289214,0.03628742604643384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03344959218452532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548116810671619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314749029229604,0.0,0.04666391500359954,0.055649275501627515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937627841069926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7993265680838577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083351761193243,0.0,0.0,0.05031928062637677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394212917593152,0.0,0.0,0.05160484193116622,0.0,0.0,0.11203291351269996,0.046523968011357913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645080115946385,0.0,0.0,0.03162976601494998,0.04849881837242538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822040022826631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145915757713869,0.0,0.07836397664666428,0.0,0.0,0.0443831934214026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676492198459927,0.0,0.0,0.0718735874897355,0.050130441498237546,0.05030503277768282,0.035066002150138116,0.0,0.0,0.031788102119726686 autism,t0mat0s00p,2019/05/18,Writing Autistic Characters What are some tips for writing autistic characters? I just want to make sure I don't screw anything up.,4.519855072463766,7.949720695652175,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,81.17391304347825,6.544927536231885,38.10144927536232,7.793537801064563,3.7620840579710153,108,7,16,2,3,32,19,23,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.4397,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357929347692635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346087187382252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6136461557863203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840307124915001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hyperboleEDS,2019/05/18,"Did your parents ""see it""? Hi guys, not asking to be diagnosed but just curious to here others experience. My son was diagnosed as well as my newphew a few years back and during that I kinda realized it's possible I could be as well. I hadn't been able to find anyone who diagnosed adults though until recently, so I've been thinking about getting evaluated. I talked to a few people about that I thought I could be including my mom because I know I need someone to give inflammation on how I was as a child. She was very defensive that I wasn't and said I was just ""shy"" ect. So now I'm not sure I should but I relate to so much on a deep level. My mom can be quite narcissistic at times though and often doesn't get on board with things unless it fits her narrative... She's the only person that could recount my childhood though as my father passed away... Though I know he would be more reliable. Anyways I guess I'm just kind of venting and curious on how other parents of adults reacted when they were told thier child was wanting to get evaluated for autism. Did you have to bring a adult to evaluate or we're you able to skip that if you didn't have a reliable person?",4.977302259887008,5.464333199152545,6.0459999999999985,79.73854802259888,68.70338983050847,9.683163841807913,29.716384180790964,9.725611199111238,2.617986214689265,929,33,187,20,15,310,134,236,0.011000000000000001,0.927,0.061,0.866,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,1,22,5,1,0,7,0,27,3,0,3,1,36,45,25,0,8,10,6,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,8,12,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,1,2,0,16,2,29,4,29,19,4,19,0,0,1,0,30,9,0,5,8,138,41,0,0.22642450059634675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916063772441516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583817149838,0.0,0.10636663587452208,0.08705323230413416,0.0,0.06901313698364997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711723090953261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34472415286049657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074330451924264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034739457596848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744618435244705,0.10860350649803233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471605736539475,0.11209792699982807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789313711509553,0.12443698401549748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26518563852287885,0.0,0.0,0.0832240303376312,0.08394544908888081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610301789114247,0.0,0.0,0.2514176123791699,0.0,0.0,0.07848711960505511,0.19770514032060785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762980175800573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041516376344863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178343914180362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769077537801787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021550584818616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592437229000393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670120609408028,0.0,0.0,0.09099571838584944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521318856572158,0.07254183868075892,0.4449218444318578,0.08987788080567619,0.06601497357766486,0.0,0.0,0.10817915676430598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341196304200136,0.06677551845412458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358281852546925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042273439367671,0.0,0.0,0.07290497738259512 autism,Ferdibun,2019/05/18,"Does anyone else get pressure in their head? Hey. I'm a high functioning autistic. I honestly don't know if it's because of hormones, stress, depression, anxiety or autism and I feel so alone on this one thing. I came here to just ask if anyone else experiences this and if they do, what helps them. &#x200B; Sometimes, it feels like it gets too much, I honestly don't know what, but my head is filled with pressure, like a balloon that needs to pop. Eventually, it will. I feel like I lose control of myself and I'm watching another person act. What happens lasts for what is either 3-5 minutes or 30 minutes on average and it's so painful to see me act like an animal when I know it's not me. What I particularly try to do is try to alleviate the pressure in my head somehow and my brain instinctively always thinks that bashing my head against something solid will help. Funny enough, it sorta does help but hurting myself probably won't do me any good in the long run. &#x200B; It got to a point that the last time it happened I ended up giving myself a concussion. As I said, I honestly feel so alone, I don't know if this is a common thing amongst autistic people or if it's experienced by anyone else at all in the autistic community. Did you guys get help for it and what did help for you? &#x200B; To be honest, I feel a little lost on a lot of things to help with keeping control of myself, I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. Just advice in general for the topic would help me a million. I feel cruel saying it but does anyone else also feel ashamed for their autism quirks? I feel it all the time but I often get funny looks over the statement. &#x200B; Sorry for the long and awkward post and I hope you're all having a good day.",3.3368256157635487,5.13268592,4.52432512315271,84.12157142857143,74.08571428571429,7.113300492610838,26.64039408866995,7.873277556716777,1.6066453201970443,1392,51,271,20,29,457,167,350,0.11699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.185,0.9824,0,2,1,0,0,1,50.0,0,2,4,4,12,23,1,6,18,0,20,6,5,2,3,55,52,26,0,8,16,0,8,4,0,4,1,2,0,2,29,11,0,3,14,0,0,5,6,12,0,2,6,14,36,11,37,41,7,30,0,4,3,0,21,14,0,13,14,181,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174564201561559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308854298452312,0.0,0.05053065128078435,0.052576677237863016,0.2738525161250167,0.307116668256099,0.04296935246367208,0.06625711848766827,0.04833791094827007,0.0,0.0,0.2209092299246489,0.2589703492015322,0.0,0.0,0.05907135069764316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03851823174749456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705376313662945,0.0,0.07226913799704729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417392715377866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075041203244155,0.0,0.0544229030477732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658862077036752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113864831369952,0.0,0.055964960563278834,0.06528910098270793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180904758707216,0.0,0.0,0.2555941188616453,0.09028166482537807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205047715703694,0.060614764300205536,0.0,0.1059965787959602,0.05053644635538518,0.0,0.0,0.06256510165037198,0.11175217765420507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593925208769105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964705764705925,0.06676057461966795,0.0,0.06275898580693519,0.0,0.0,0.06764303080482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616354244450636,0.0,0.0,0.13890377391202344,0.10301173849839486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347997982757496,0.06333001168219585,0.0,0.1118370801036449,0.05306119766989684,0.07069013265326549,0.06897611592263421,0.053719359927476826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644974315926041,0.04685238787100862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281717209054838,0.0,0.06723546321129267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380593600399682,0.05517248414851978,0.0,0.0,0.05973217455404972,0.0,0.060515715679100884,0.0,0.06812631382297799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040479234396010685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010534261122775,0.050248868581631516,0.0,0.0,0.05035188825427745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864446871948356,0.06249359604904056,0.07073271559148615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238053828592862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050787347482063816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259359806378092,0.04048770242623246,0.0,0.0,0.07368973972800688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579970188790333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044886258711536814,0.0,0.307116668256099,0.0 autism,lolliepopp99,2019/05/18,"As long as I can remember I have always thought there was something ""wrong"" with me. How do I go about figuring out if I am autistic? Ok. So, I will list the reasons why I believe I may be autistic. NOTE BEFORE YOU READ. I KNOW NOBODY HERE CAN DIAGNOSE ME. I AM ASKING FOR HELP IN TRYING TO FIND OUT HOW TO GO ABOUT IT, AND GET OPINIONS FROM OTHERS. Since I can remember I have always thought there was something wrong with me. When I was a child I was always the ""weird kid"", I only had one friend in primary school who I clung to like glue. She was autistic and had ADHD. I got bullied because I used to follow other children around and annoy them, so they were always mean to me and my friend. I have always been really strongly obsessed with dogs. To the point where it's sort of weird. When I went on to secondary school, for the first year I had no friends whatsoever and used to spend my time in the library reading a book all about dogs. I have never been as passionate about anything else in my life. I used to be able to recognise almost any breed of dog just by looking at it (I still can recognise a lot but not as much). Every time anybody talks about dogs I get really excited and happy. I used to try way too hard to make friends and didn't understand why people didn't like me. Looking back, I realise I really didn't understand much about talking to anyone or making friends. I was annoying and tried way too hard. I'm better with that now. I made a few friends in secondary school, eventually, but they were all a year above me. I was an outcast in my own year. I struggle with anxiety. I have noticed that a big part of it is that when it is really loud, such as on a crowded train or sometimes at work (I work on a bar), I will get OVERWHELMED and start to panic and get really anxious. Everything seems louder than it is and I can't cope. A memory that has been playing on my mind since it happened. When I was 15, I was in science class. I sat next to a guy who has an autistic brother, I got to know him over the course of the year. One day, he turns to me and asks me ""are you autistic?"". He wasn't saying it to be rude, because he explained to me about his brother. I said I didn't think so, and he was like ""okay sorry, I was just asking"". Another thing that really sticks out to me. When I was around 13 I was in history and the date was written wrong on the board. The teacher was telling the class off for something and I blurted out that the date was wrong. I got in trouble but I didn't understand at the time what I did wrong. I have issues with touching people and people touching me. I feel very uncomfortable hugging anyone who isn't my partner, even my mum and dad. I can't remember if I've always felt like this. I had a panic attack at work and had to go home because a guy grabbed my hand unexpectedly. The thing is, I feel like I'm a fairly normal person now. I'm almost 20. I don't struggle as much with social situations. I can pick up on social cues easily. However, I have issues with making and recieving phone calls and interacting with people that I view as ""more important"" than me. I'm not sure if this is just anxiety. I still feel that there is something wrong with me, though. I'm sure there are bits I have probably missed but these are the main points. My question is; how do I go about trying to figure out if I am autistic? I would also like opinions about this! Obviously nobody is going to be able to diagnose me here but I would really like to know what people think about this. It has been playing on my mind for years and years. Thank you",2.4229521635138056,4.190571765753429,3.8164448793215935,88.3388203957382,76.54794520547945,6.717112415742553,24.464013916068712,7.565865338246622,1.11928723635573,2799,94,585,38,63,921,280,730,0.11199999999999999,0.774,0.114,0.6803,1,0,4,0,0,0,88.0,0,3,3,6,44,46,4,6,30,2,79,7,1,13,6,109,136,52,0,7,16,4,10,7,7,5,3,3,1,7,31,38,1,0,25,6,1,7,14,20,0,3,45,16,96,26,94,82,12,70,0,2,3,2,50,34,0,15,34,412,127,11,0.10090322839538107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606330360311164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104000779683064,0.0,0.0,0.04034613764622697,0.251878707642156,0.0,0.0,0.03430882771399825,0.05290291644355665,0.07719069353818522,0.056995963562349476,0.0,0.07055388341096827,0.0,0.04151737972857505,0.08982526599860167,0.14149634642262987,0.05739599458137992,0.0,0.03879417712573257,0.0,0.0922645072198778,0.0,0.04293060774526604,0.056841692498314625,0.0,0.044620352850917325,0.055080095850362464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151673892447068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03253711739960439,0.0,0.0,0.1024146528250402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042145849852435344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033322815357068804,0.0,0.04250766092183211,0.0,0.045342657702021234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652955611923468,0.036042643263539294,0.048441461499412086,0.0,0.04611186136863321,0.042914117263336514,0.0,0.0,0.23387275187097345,0.0,0.10543554441883426,0.0,0.14336407503226484,0.0,0.12105229414968385,0.0,0.0,0.09991006009439693,0.04461419581600315,0.053706681457395565,0.09038947322837686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381665352232725,0.0,0.050607082613466116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531675496302498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831806632180602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03563546713931926,0.17253677201266504,0.0,0.0,0.04464809094524428,0.08473329872466606,0.0,0.0,0.042892158224079525,0.0,0.047738537222852526,0.10103053272048937,0.0,0.0,0.05495659825879945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188349640228968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126322441729987,0.0,0.03891139511261685,0.0,0.05365586406032792,0.0,0.04943187002177348,0.0,0.05743949715511808,0.0,0.0,0.06837463895678637,0.038370726034149455,0.0,0.11838819770690125,0.0,0.05463418170218611,0.0,0.17488398417013548,0.04405240350794667,0.0,0.0,0.09538616563933344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439537320741336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565173542957408,0.0,0.10093053424200477,0.0,0.2262441715971857,0.05187266209970485,0.0,0.0,0.17145553179472242,0.0,0.047991038405404536,0.040121148589522114,0.0,0.15317918115358542,0.0,0.04592925473546475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346819323385057,0.05670972819797525,0.0,0.10285813430590716,0.0,0.15536046980896154,0.0498979364859506,0.05647645155982298,0.03570991220215855,0.0,0.08058144853856505,0.0,0.0,0.10548596275854996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510009862198916,0.0,0.0,0.08110219283784774,0.044096934553692096,0.04644906796509452,0.0,0.0,0.06703562135902813,0.06465471446197027,0.049568454792394384,0.08010589234594788,0.08825622587942199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701333723719436,0.05487686870136932,0.0,0.15756572895460122,0.0,0.1742959840667867,0.0,0.04162786543356976,0.0,0.08009228604156964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046769151814352594,0.09104946913363292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018812803523127,0.0,0.0,0.07167875839702446,0.33096552058855794,0.0,0.19493511253299714 autism,AUTI5T1X,2019/05/18,"Am I Wrong To Turn Down A Job I Don’t Want? Hey there, I’ve been really struggling to find a job for the past year that I feel is a good fit for myself. My most recent job I had was working for Walmart last year. As of this year, I’ve had no luck finding a job. I’ve had interviews with no calls back. Recently however, I’ve had a bit of luck where I’ve had a job offer. The thing is, the job is far below what I’m looking for and I feel that it’s a step backwards rather than forwards. The job in question is a maintenance position. From what I was told,I’d be in charge of cleaning the store. I’ve never wanted a job where I’d be regarded as the guy that cleans up after everybody. I’ve thought really hard about it. I really want to work for this company. I don’t want to be a glorified maid however. I’ve tried so hard to find some sort of courage in which I can accept this job, I just can’t find it. I see it as a lose/lose situation. If I accept it, I have a job that I hate. If I don’t my family will think less of me than they already do. I don’t know what to do in this situation. I feel terrible about the whole situation. AITA here?",1.134397647505217,2.4320860557768924,3.645133750711442,90.21727755644092,78.88047808764941,7.649478277366724,22.310946689432743,8.418075326091056,1.0796532346803265,884,26,213,18,21,310,120,251,0.08900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.7072,12,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,10,10,1,1,19,0,26,0,0,0,1,29,41,7,0,7,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,18,2,0,0,13,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,9,7,22,6,33,28,5,24,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,8,11,136,40,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483156353816318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059110798493713076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392569937166043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849620224571544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246927614432055,0.0,0.11660830324911715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810430995040562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447765052214867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611662196872979,0.0,0.0,0.13772669853619335,0.07589643767703792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7628485740234765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224753804435215,0.06266197409412626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455418464462083,0.0860015242068416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928940387513665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338423332497501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611565417010343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147740953063077,0.0,0.151806157477546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125804230416008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592263245032384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036463137659892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107118386880249,0.04925728654900439,0.0,0.061028788486398165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345570253352914,0.0,0.05219190332437045,0.08361604158426487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813673822869654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582625915309519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119293102773349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404885150878454,0.0,0.1485115938784033 autism,ChunksOG,2019/05/18,"Looking for people's experience with Autism service/therapy dogs &#x200B; More background below but my main question: What specific things do service or therapy dogs do for kids/teens with Autism? I can see companionship being one thing but I'd like to know what else they can do or help with. Any personal experience would be helpful. Once trained, can the dog go to school with him and if so is there a certification of some kind required? He has a 1 on 1 behavior therapist with him at school but the idea of maybe having just the dog for a short period of time &#x200B; Background: I have a 12 year old boy with severe Autism. We recently got a puppy (not really planned but that's another story). The puppy is a 3 months old Aussie-doodle. She is very smart, trainable and incredibly cute. I have had dogs most of my life but I've never had a puppy (and this puppy makes all my previous dogs look... less trainable). &#x200B; We are starting basic obedience training now that will go for six weeks (local Petco store). My son is non-verbal and uses proloquo for text to speak. I have tried using proloquo few times to call the puppy's name and tell her to sit - she does respond for the most part but I think it would take extra work to get her to respond to the robo-voice the same way she does with a human voice. Thanks in advance for your response!",6.215905172413795,6.715834314176245,6.3695761494252885,78.45022629310347,66.01149425287356,9.436877394636015,30.871886973180075,9.354420925462401,2.6186185823754786,1080,38,202,19,16,345,160,261,0.013000000000000001,0.878,0.10800000000000001,0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,1,1,4,4,5,0,0,16,0,23,1,0,3,2,42,38,15,0,3,11,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,3,8,14,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,5,20,5,30,30,11,23,0,0,3,0,26,6,0,7,13,130,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275808199841301,0.3673712092979253,0.0685329262305602,0.1056751836650044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029062519355411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638412160286976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418761617094654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716168179388965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265267621477738,0.0,0.11454963906318455,0.0,0.08060187904754612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350995866445468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376680974663765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494543794984468,0.05538530106258435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118292880797215,0.04923534951817536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925733980704488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727052003142316,0.0,0.10124568233467733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044054331060539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777266945117193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115004449125369,0.10732595499849926,0.06829020983650137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913343864370116,0.0,0.06986721485181062,0.08799601505058682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128951331413782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064561372831409,0.0,0.09950674198128777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398671365412854,0.08030752258175668,0.0,0.0,0.11385116969952537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133163508387072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757729898984369,0.0,0.08808496716805589,0.09278342515420003,0.2304982993725015,0.11701176032981415,0.133905691319893,0.06457487871076796,0.0,0.0,0.11752966258912755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684220764678616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408076308970385,0.0,0.0831529265492953,0.0,0.0799933879507676,0.08083854045308918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336804503175487,0.0,0.0,0.14318049868888846,0.0,0.3673712092979253,0.06489813544167955 autism,gunpas11,2019/05/18,"What helped you get better socially? Books? Therapy? Hey, What helped you to get better socially with people? Books? Therapy? If books, which ones?",2.853035714285713,3.743858708333335,2.9554761904761904,79.98000000000002,128.58333333333334,8.038095238095236,20.095238095238095,7.447530270364453,2.768673809523811,115,4,17,4,7,35,15,24,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375148642594327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584561470112697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315816131029342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760804750870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147856909825532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042761855692306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657234031700281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SeadawgCT,2019/05/18,"Does anyone else have the feeling that they were told about their condition way too late? Long story short: I was diagnosed at 3, but wasn't told until I was 17, and I felt my parents should've told me much earlier. Hello all, I have high functioning autism & just discovered this place today so I'd thought I'd share this with you... Apparently I first began to show signs of my condition when I was 3, and I was quickly diagnosed by one of the best doctors in this field in the country. Fast forward a few years when I was 9, and my parents took me to see this woman for what she called ""speech therapy"". I had no idea why I was going at the time, but I didn't feel like speaking up about it so I just went with it. The start of middle school was when I first had loads of trouble in school. I knew I was as smart or smarter than all of my classmates, yet my grades looked more average than anything else (mostly due to half completed assignments & forgetting things a lot, like really a lot). My dad kept trying to help me through by telling me I was actually a way better writer than I thought, but having a D in English didn't exactly help my confidence. I continued to have trouble all throughout middle school & high school. By the middle of my senior year I was deciding between colleges to go to for the next school year. I had a pretty healthy selection of schools I guess. Iowa, Maryland, Louisville and Minnesota were a few of them (I ended up choosing Louisville). At this point I was still going to those speech therapy sessions eight years later and I still had no idea why I was there. All of this accumulated into my parents finally telling me that I have high functioning autism & that was why what was happening to me was happening in the first place I just felt empty after that, kinda like ""where do I go from here then?"" And I still sort of resent them for not telling me earlier because I felt it could've benefited me.",5.520570866141732,6.070891847769032,5.808074146981628,81.69667814960631,67.53018372703411,9.39461942257218,31.623031496062993,9.408791572840183,2.676937795275591,1538,60,305,29,24,491,185,381,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.107,0.9619,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,4,5,19,11,1,0,15,0,30,3,0,0,5,43,55,18,0,0,8,4,5,3,0,0,3,3,0,1,17,9,0,1,12,1,0,7,6,3,0,6,37,10,53,8,49,18,12,63,0,0,2,0,23,23,0,7,36,213,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.06978705987679258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099402769483309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050004045149639215,0.07327424163257171,0.0588496856608078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043594090659837006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504922110814369,0.06324806036695753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730234882787738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498075884317243,0.0,0.0,0.05709787413344045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451698099739696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319730712429927,0.06258212496407373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948104778955182,0.0,0.06333991603154199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231895575333935,0.051089404974756565,0.20599311426884945,0.07833976801012542,0.0,0.18248856222640125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257154581254826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878040832736692,0.0,0.12647866589588475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586825772242498,0.22667446638398125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146053600807206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067057389505708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481395155740024,0.0,0.0,0.06328737831386658,0.06005350081760893,0.0,0.0,0.12159678887747315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052570801476177716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605563632514213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845953713943843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382225182025979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943320113097866,0.0,0.0676035662771002,0.0,0.0,0.07275514738912736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458135104868947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43425412295294813,0.056987163788839584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061776831319801,0.0,0.17133281101516207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751839018182628,0.0,0.16356430776478315,0.0,0.04751052776989809,0.0,0.0,0.11354778685353566,0.0417002163476972,0.0,0.06778663024122854,0.20500322867246906,0.07945435732673622,0.048553111254017255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352850031038435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629392078428535,0.19358998592135945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420992480450085 autism,AriAri1991,2019/05/18,"Diagnosed yesterday! Hi all so this is kind of like a coming out post. It's been suspected for months that I am Autistic only yesterday did I get my appointment to be seen. 90 minutes of talking about me and my behaviour has now helped me find out I have ASD. I'm unsure of how severe all I know is I don't do well with routine and due to the pain I have (physical and different issue) I hide away in my pleasure activities and ignore the world. I'm thankful I had my diagnosis now so that I can learn to handle/manage a bit better. Big issue is I am a massive hugger/talker/needer of attention. This one I don't know how to deal with. Anyone got any ideas how to back off a little?",1.0487558685446032,3.2267388521126783,3.7245352112676073,85.22069953051643,83.01408450704227,6.885258215962442,22.14272300469484,8.021203637495839,1.3407844131455398,535,18,109,11,15,188,92,142,0.11800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.092,-0.1528,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,16,2,0,3,2,22,25,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,1,17,6,18,19,3,17,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,8,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957529029828524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323159859696354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790207525143887,0.1465152585466783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851917011173653,0.2080228292544119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413530995891815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644073297921036,0.0,0.19339641215995645,0.0,0.1990761368461559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741521999190053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955048150955964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239407465306615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127716479665211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509905106980376,0.0,0.3977532899510724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842047225714454,0.20943411753056354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308933760237252,0.19097343054568933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208903697118964,0.0,0.0,0.14128469272806424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911638610507278,0.1449159967305533,0.20275042942079308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248684183354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152585505394193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531506740538376,0.0,0.17542573928301988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132040076186855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,uhitsiza,2019/05/18,"anyone else cant sit normally Even if i tried i couldnt, i have to sit weirdly to be able to be comfortable, even if im at a fancy restaurant or anything i really cant sit normally. Its kinda a problem since my parents scold me every time i do it but i cant help it. One good thing that comes out of this is that no one wants to sit beside me on trains and buses. Does anyone know how to fix this?",3.9085227272727288,3.1643955340909122,5.7558181818181815,85.1437272727273,70.93181818181819,8.85818181818182,26.69090909090909,8.238735603445708,1.4509018181818178,309,8,72,4,5,108,59,88,0.128,0.802,0.071,-0.4292,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,12,6,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,0,9,2,9,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,48,17,0,0.21093614386958107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949829126064891,0.2161290066746092,0.17358247348041475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817028103810278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845916409738597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621008146823602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786426672794112,0.0,0.17772279881140832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692322968024385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138605089269715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784723220316866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592498821398853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133452700164565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28587158031267834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342196251575383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018374021347083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513109509151022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448855796288326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401366011399294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299856179388725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432117954753132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244156028213172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Astral_Enigma,2019/05/18,"Do any other autistic folk hate being intimate, except with that one person? Most of the time I'm uncomfortable with hugs and other physical contact, but with a significant other I can be the most affectionate person in the world. I feel I match the whole 'no touchy!' autistic stereotype except in this one way. Are you, or any any people you know on the spectrum like this?",5.8117391304347805,7.4493293043478275,6.209391304347829,75.12365217391306,67.55072463768116,8.418550724637681,28.29275362318841,8.841846274778883,2.3446788405797108,298,10,50,5,5,96,48,69,0.126,0.7140000000000001,0.159,0.5561,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,3,9,7,3,6,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,2,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554903121595999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753016809850524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685413355900051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948277730895812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328842968540994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36862525014847053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856890038548094,0.4749956565919521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586039981994075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589904844467284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036756265128253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,neweye18,2019/05/18,"When I was a child, I remember seeing many people as 'actors'. Hello guys. I recently had a realization that I would like to share. So this last week, I was thinking about my childhood, and, due to my significant lack of social skills and awareness back then, I used to perceive others around me as exaggerating and not completely genuine. In other words, 'actors'. Now that I have gained some experience and better social skills, it turns out that it was Their social skills--and my lacking was what caused that perception. Has anyone had a similar realization?",6.812640692640692,8.536799383838385,6.9701587301587296,70.28000000000003,65.26262626262627,9.697546897546898,30.304473304473305,9.957137785484203,3.1952412698412687,445,16,71,10,7,143,68,99,0.040999999999999995,0.835,0.124,0.7906,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,18,13,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,12,3,10,6,3,12,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,10,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014958550366086,0.0,0.0,0.1784306290290327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412299313014965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726944725797994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590309325940476,0.0,0.0,0.2101534434098956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606497208511736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984632572003652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338217802721455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792295684486517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321075152765264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895715845947595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790647362439776,0.0,0.2270550351175944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597216257231686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129581048579843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284313633017401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801692636638328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311244073997592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077775390357582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423840587235248,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MeloCityChaos,2019/05/18,"Filmmaker seeking info on teaching aides. HI, My name is Allix and I am a student filmmaker living in Northern Tasmania. I am currently making a documentary about two Mothers who have Kids with Autism and was wondering if any parents can tell me if their child received a teaching/classroom aide, whilst attending school, that was exclusively for them and what country you live in. Kind Regards, Allix Melo",9.524285714285714,10.227791857142858,8.934999999999997,62.17250000000002,59.0,11.571428571428573,44.64285714285714,11.20814326018867,5.680714285714287,330,19,45,8,4,105,58,70,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.5267,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,9,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,2,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227508715190055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32505983929610405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512745265014782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836488805954928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466095256944292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159160114737011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728359215169984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30492861606334143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338517159881214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LibraryLoverr,2019/05/18,"Is It Weird That I Only Started Flapping After I Realised I Was Autistic? I really only started showing outward signs of autism once I discovered I was autistic, it was like the mask had finally dropped and I could just be me",2.695813953488372,5.508885093023256,4.2291162790697685,80.05948837209301,81.7906976744186,6.2306976744186064,34.181395348837206,7.554174236665415,3.025478139534884,181,11,29,3,5,60,31,43,0.045,0.89,0.065,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833768937281213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888004667600984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733973022199929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779810895432801,0.0,0.5398694099410764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273725684115005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024322243073844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cavedrootbeer,2019/05/18,"Help with noise. I don't like hearing noise at all what kind of earmuffs could help me out? I don't have money for anything over 50$ that is ""too much"". I don't like earmuffs that just lessen the sound I literally don't want to hear anything. The earmuffs I have now I have to play music with earbuds then put earmuffs over my earbuds, I do not like that.",1.6136872586872568,3.5690266621621625,2.565289575289576,95.49959459459463,79.67567567567569,4.769111969111969,24.08494208494209,5.288315135182226,0.167002316602316,279,10,62,1,7,88,44,74,0.107,0.782,0.111,0.3067,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,8,13,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,5,10,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41999814100971217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037479106504572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752338305612146,0.0,0.3420960500734966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265740411851395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740178414861721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875935159504996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25653575486362085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051727530386802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,galaxygirl1001,2019/09/26,Are people with asd more likely to be into choatic and proggy stuff with odd time signatures. I like a lot of aggressive choatic music it's probably because im thinking a million things at once so this type of music grounds me.,2.6663636363636343,5.425472909090914,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,81.27272727272728,6.247272727272727,29.25454545454545,7.554174236665415,2.339087272727272,184,9,30,3,5,61,38,44,0.092,0.8490000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914277175454912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37059304838426665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33523015031725384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916804672074166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653766691938281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378534646979017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699060277678672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927527593315714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279318897336788,0.21983642351252086,0.0,0.0,0.20005690445004828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Eniwee,2019/09/26,"Help me do right by my son Hi Everyone. I’m new to this community and am feeling a bit lost. I have a 2 year old son who is displaying many symptoms of ASD. We have an evaluation scheduled for 3 weeks from now. I’ve read 3 books and counting on Autism and related topics to try to prepare and understand as much as possible. However, I feel receiving insight from people who are actually on the spectrum would be more helpful and invaluable than some books. Firstly, on the topic of therapies, I had initially been fighting my insurance to cover ABA therapy. And then I did my research, and thank god I did. I will absolutely not be subjecting my son to that. That realization did lead me to start worrying even more about whether the way I try to help my son is helpful or detrimental. I occasionally will do hand over hand for certain ASL signs. He’s never cried or fought when I do it, but I’m unsure if that falls into the category of denying body autonomy. I also praise him when he imitates me or anything along those lines, but I don’t withhold favorite toys or praise unless he complies so I feel I’m okay there. I also don’t ignore or punish “tantrums” or “unwanted” behavior, I try to comfort him as he has very limited means of communication and I have no idea what could be causing his discomfort(likely sensory input I’m sure). I’ve been starting the process of Speech and Occupational Therapy. My main concern isn’t having him speak, but helping him communicate in whatever means he’s most comfortable more effectively. He also eats so little food I could count them on one hand, and I’m hoping the potential of learning to move his muscles in his mouth differently could improve his feeding struggles. So I guess my question on therapy is, if you have received ST or OT how do you feel about it, anything to look out for, etc? And honestly am I on the right path here? I want so desperately to encourage and support him while also respecting his neurological differences and needs. The therapy will start and probably remain at quite a modest level, I will not bombard or exhaust my child. He still needs time to be a kid. Secondly, is there anything you wish your parents did or did not do? My main focus here is providing him with a strong self esteem and very evident unconditional love. I feel I went through the stages of grief quite quickly for what I expected my sons future to be quite quickly. I’m sure I’ll have knife to the heart moments, but overall I feel there isn’t anything to grieve here. My son is still and will always be the boy who taught me what love is. I refuse to let anyone try to tell me or my son this is a life ruined as so many people do. I’m also not sure on what terminology is preferred or if there’s anything I may not have considered as offensive. Finally, is there just anything I should know? As I said previously, I want to hear from people on the spectrum firsthand. Your insight is invaluable compared to the “experts”. I’m sorry for the rambling, I don’t have many people I can talk to about all of this and this was as much of a way for me to organize my thoughts as it was receive some needed answers. Thank you,",4.756421568627452,6.225204282679738,5.929359477124184,76.77511764705883,69.89869281045752,9.296209150326797,32.55424836601307,9.670409298094178,3.2221389542483667,2519,116,468,59,45,841,289,612,0.086,0.7390000000000001,0.175,0.9958,3,0,0,0,2,0,54.0,1,6,1,11,31,31,5,1,22,1,63,15,6,4,6,100,105,60,2,18,26,8,9,0,0,8,4,4,0,4,18,22,3,4,19,4,0,7,12,12,0,3,16,14,69,19,70,71,13,51,2,4,1,2,64,18,0,21,23,330,87,7,0.0,0.0,0.06420097703739841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26305884979861915,0.0547420620548582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600148738314445,0.0,0.324834488609032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182499989586506,0.07307720689357412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758384987500023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575824792990442,0.0,0.07226658115738338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747186844341136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731899403932673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733725863538654,0.0434532869378739,0.0,0.0,0.0628646036472945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959062436012293,0.0,0.0,0.07206908638954884,0.0,0.055960441251665015,0.0795528195742333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247445579383263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741494500950842,0.07796077139492251,0.22048628440283266,0.0,0.0,0.06534373178434906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426823957766003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615614094793945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727413235683907,0.04646900816084665,0.0,0.06593827551629752,0.0,0.0,0.05524653759326559,0.0,0.071816916102502,0.0,0.1187550279899897,0.0,0.0,0.20010041675666115,0.0,0.14332791558456928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992373456086867,0.09672557704446556,0.14634604879933372,0.05074085124151572,0.06353982521957913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903492217338113,0.0,0.04458060902156796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305135769638679,0.0,0.0,0.18244038178776392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416767833179434,0.0,0.0,0.07093211467118925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736991993883656,0.20992541732246936,0.06580721674047244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236759879560987,0.06258079756860034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863270609601127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364586180865224,0.139698255818368,0.0,0.10507902071584728,0.0,0.0,0.06877737908019832,0.0,0.0,0.07465704644924492,0.18601723004017376,0.06838039062177825,0.0,0.0528790382641873,0.0575028469146366,0.12114010515956605,0.3761796379401877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222944532483072,0.038362335896075565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866677210455234,0.0,0.0,0.06848909932002634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856631181449032,0.07760860088985685,0.10444114789167487,0.052772298905532304,0.0,0.0,0.0609874451439152,0.0,0.0,0.07565457836301986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681234258949838,0.0,0.046734911540355834,0.0,0.0,0.042366225104317264 autism,NonyLem,2019/09/26,Am I the only one who enjoys really cosy small places? When we go out drinking sometimes I’ll find one of those washing up baskets which are plastic and cylindrical and sit in it for an hour self-content....,4.547666666666668,6.087539100000001,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,70.5,7.333333333333335,30.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.139083333333333,164,7,30,2,3,52,37,40,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252516234645337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034587952924017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869370355582374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326971236134632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499685102821155,0.25251494845832384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468885531557793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269948374935072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463675934049217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32837467940306153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LollolmanReddit,2019/09/26,"r/autism Twitch Live Stream Title, thought this would be a good idea to kill time\] going to start when obs starts working twitch.tv/sxnboi",6.942499999999999,9.662881583333338,2.8566666666666656,95.955,66.5,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.0276500000000004,114,3,20,0,2,28,23,24,0.17,0.725,0.105,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710812434367592,0.2908995938484715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915221848818661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837094721094402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30625202780741995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909677555594536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753395888341046,0.202235917434099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524920700098366,0.0,0.0,0.2463738844571298,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jelica46,2019/09/26,Second possible diagnosis I have a nine year old son with autism. He receives ABA therapy at home. I am also an RBT and worked in the field for 15 year. My sons baba think my younger son maybe on the spectrum and asked if I have ever had him evaluated. I plan to have him evaluated even though I don’t see it. I just know this is going to be tough because ex husband is against it he don’t even won’t our oldest getting any help. I had to get a court order to force him to allow our son to get ABA therapy.,1.796388888888888,3.2385999351851886,3.9492592592592617,88.12166666666668,77.42592592592592,7.022222222222222,24.037037037037038,7.793537801064563,1.0728814814814809,395,13,89,6,9,136,73,108,0.015,0.938,0.046,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,1,9,20,5,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,1,14,0,12,16,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,1,5,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949785727623856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413455964913555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814641442136469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920391053326186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998446101385843,0.19172262737188744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322083581416373,0.0,0.12045714879293401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206689033153236,0.0,0.21260503647704826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648322082197395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293417109596094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240786414480504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389439200775073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889822221939424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48477093723039394,0.0,0.0,0.13581021881453662,0.20824166490173687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543035070090789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729801480376676 autism,uenoc,2019/09/26,"Anyone have experience with effective interventions for conversational turn-taking in adults? I am not (yet) diagnosed but man has that remained a problem area for me, even if I don't end up being on the spectrum i'd definitely want to pursue anything people had found works for this.",8.403529411764705,9.091034058823533,8.855686274509804,61.85058823529414,61.352941176470594,11.505882352941176,36.607843137254896,11.20814326018867,4.478772549019609,231,10,36,6,3,77,47,51,0.069,0.795,0.13699999999999998,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,8,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264448418620434,0.0,0.2737989441475752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377022344865947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946898005843013,0.0,0.0,0.2197574057042541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254624987566104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648086193850245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230665087860292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183666327937651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619021433141809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624596887544785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422230024380172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,d-m-wilson,2019/09/26,"job interviews - why not to disclose? I don't claim to be well-read on this topic, but based on what I have seen there seems to be a consensus of *don't mention it*. What are the reasons behind that?",0.2463414634146375,2.5328741219512203,1.9982439024390253,95.34126829268291,88.26829268292683,5.231219512195122,20.39512195121951,6.742157984588678,0.3099424390243901,153,5,34,2,5,50,33,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,7,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42337555462874893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267566505773453,0.0,0.0,0.4386582058729969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38839812077925817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836016722220196,0.0,0.3849773190652912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,csdma,2019/09/26,"Effects of behavioral speech therapies I have been reading about the controversies of ABA (applied behavior analysis) and the many different types of behavior approaches used by various professionals. I know that adults with autism have spoken out about the trauma of these therapies. ABA seems to often be associated with BCBAs but I was wondering if anyone had a speech therapist that used behavioral approaches and what their experience was. Thank you for your time",10.215789473684213,12.270851105263159,9.280105263157896,55.60173684210528,57.68421052631579,15.027368421052632,41.51578947368421,13.662883650711644,7.1705189473684205,388,20,52,17,5,122,56,76,0.025,0.9309999999999999,0.043,0.3291,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,14,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,6,1,12,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656067120945356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488768079349343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301327102609876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309129649324994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150566731814702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382726040883472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685574562433554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931005249576224,0.5448235398893221,0.2765780122678674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389010829757238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114707042584008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583265682669097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Domak042,2019/09/26,"“Stop Spazzing Around!” I hate that I’m a 15M in the UK and when I’m happy I will jump up and down and flap my hands around. When I’m sitting down I will rock back and forth and fidget like crazy and when I talk I will move my hands a lot. Not like the Italians, I will just wave my hands around in front of me. Whenever I do any of these things I either get yelled at or made fun of. Today I was really really excited in class and started jumping up and down and flapping my hands really vigorously. While I was speaking my hands were all over the place and when I sat back down I was fidgeting very fast. Everyone started asking me what my problem is and one person in particular yelled at me to “stop spazzing around!” This really hurt, I’m not really trying to fidget, use my hands when I talk, or any of it really. People don’t know I have Aspergers because I don’t want to get bullied for being an, as people at school call them, “autists” and “retards”. Anyone else get this kind of BS?",4.894117647058824,4.709968607843142,5.905686274509804,83.00058823529416,68.80392156862746,9.349019607843136,27.294117647058826,9.075114841892004,1.8747529411764696,772,21,166,13,12,257,106,204,0.105,0.807,0.08800000000000001,-0.6718,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,0,6,0,14,6,6,2,1,31,30,21,0,2,6,0,6,2,0,4,0,3,0,1,7,16,0,2,1,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,6,9,26,7,28,19,3,38,0,1,0,0,7,19,0,3,16,110,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864216732622964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670042525857853,0.12704787964718578,0.0,0.4415285670771736,0.11591890542172492,0.0,0.0,0.1906895264582842,0.0,0.07558640881269114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661310637345893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358219642725673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848286175045533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943473434035292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199534586807246,0.0,0.12241972811485813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273957676096615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912206643067695,0.06814459649502702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115572044707155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054164045549281,0.0,0.11732738946019107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178742399352564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402245188864498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192551355559374,0.1082679487833186,0.12954873997728988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864679512138615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766075420397196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548990459219314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755290807078288,0.0,0.0,0.2073313139520748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932551600275236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237699469278616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753308459691565,0.0,0.0,0.08418469707306757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709216281852177,0.0,0.1023091419270141,0.07313566455830912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,johntbrown_org,2019/09/26,"My child has autism spectrum disorder but was denied services at school Hi, I am not sure if this is the right sub but I am not sure what else to do right now. My 4-year-old daughter has been diagnosed with ASD by a developmental-behavioral pediatrician, so we wrote a letter to our local public school (NJ) and they set up a meeting for us to come in but after a short meeting they said that she doesn't meet the requirements for services. I am completely lost and don't know what to do. We tried to send her to a general Ed pre-school last year and it was a disaster. Is there anything I can do? Anywhere I can appeal to try and get her an IEP? Thanks in advance!",4.282,4.962134533333334,5.294074074074075,83.82333333333334,70.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9636666666666671,522,18,111,9,9,172,90,135,0.149,0.823,0.027999999999999997,-0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,2,3,3,4,0,0,9,0,17,1,0,0,2,20,24,9,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,6,1,16,3,16,18,0,16,0,1,0,0,20,8,0,1,4,76,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666213919719748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352311978450442,0.1868631644687344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089234155257494,0.0,0.0,0.2042587140974552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488822401137165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311403196071896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794656348062564,0.14527532981894434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455118681346328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701479775651994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044025125482013,0.16953064959412992,0.0,0.0,0.5411128191454131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33594566884879107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640835649073509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242003099293902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143800264682684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295392178379576 autism,DuxSoxRox,2019/09/26,"2 year old exhibiting signs of autism I have 3 boys. The oldest from a previous relationship. He lives with my grandparents due to that abusive relationship with his father. His father was very physically and emotionally abusive, manipulative and two-faced. I'm sure he has a mental illness that is yet to be professionally addressed. My grandparents have been convinced my oldest son has autism/aspergers since he was a toddler. He hated getting washed in the bath, would have tantrums in stores, restaurants and doctors offices because he wanted to be home. He loved wheels and did the finger movements when he saw something he liked. He didn't talk, stop using a binky or become potty trained until he was 4. He still has obsessions with things like trains, planes and video games (five nights at freddies) he wont drink from a cup without a straw. Hes 13 now. I feel the diagnosis of autism is only half right. He also has many characteristics of his father. Hes very manipulative, aggressive, and mean spirited. He hurts animals and other kids and thinks its funny, but knows it's wrong because he will stop of I walk in while hes doing it. He holds it together great at school but as soon as he gets home he unleashes all his anger on my grandmother. He acts much younger than his age. He gets along best with kids 3+ years younger than him. They have never enforced structure or rules for him. I cant help but question his diagnosis. I have 2 more boys with my current husband. My middle boy is I guess ""normal"" by medical standards. He hit every milestone perfectly. My youngest is 2 and a half. He is starting to exhibit the same signs as my oldest. Fidgeting fingers when he sees something he likes. Loves watching wheels turn, hates being washed in the bath (loves playing in the water) wont be without his binky, wont use a hard spout cup or regular cup. I can name off all the foods he will eat in under 2 minutes, he has a texture issue. He just started talking but will usually repeat his shows, rarely repeats things his father or I say. Doesnt like new people. Wont look when his name is called. Basically, I'm worried what's in store for my youngest son. Will he turn out like my oldest? I've done some research and I am unsure if my oldest sons behavior is purely due to autism, autism that has no boundaries or some other mental illness. My grandparents are pressuring me to get my youngest evaluated because I'll ""need help learning how to handle him"" and because I ""can get paid"" if he gets diagnosed with a disability. I'm not looking to profit off my sons possible disability, I'm not in denial about his symptoms. I feel I ""handle"" him just fine. He has an appointment to be evaluated next month on request by his pediatrician. I'm nervous as hell. I dont want him to turn out like my oldest son. I'm afraid for his future. Am I on to something? Is it possible for my oldest to have been misdiagnosed? (He has seen MULTIPLE doctors, counselors, therapists, people who specialize in autism and they all agree, its autism) are his signs likely for someone with autism? What can I do for my youngest son? How can I make sure hes getting the best care? Please help with some advice.",4.1155994170574095,6.268854945634271,4.805992586490942,81.39704109111649,72.85502471169687,7.634634393612977,28.64177544037511,8.44344225975766,2.2016808009124316,2540,103,466,45,52,815,285,607,0.102,0.7759999999999999,0.122,0.9381,4,0,4,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,2,3,13,34,6,4,20,0,61,18,2,7,8,81,104,35,0,7,17,11,5,7,0,9,9,1,5,5,16,23,4,3,7,7,4,3,14,12,0,3,11,12,59,22,64,78,11,60,2,1,6,3,90,21,1,12,43,270,75,7,0.0,0.18048314310301905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442632032523003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090811133707275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571482364215847,0.08411686139190498,0.0,0.0,0.15985828184072018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777168901886214,0.0,0.07765400384718356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730458775895427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559136201479948,0.0,0.07794194435669889,0.08926333014512829,0.07461146443234737,0.0,0.07793451517000764,0.0,0.08567395048104465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417123162587553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702134572845967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209749064733606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785468558514828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397078668432469,0.08390294084315741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822774644958098,0.1503918401091876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315283826017526,0.0,0.15279687236945153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815348535395642,0.0,0.0,0.07949515134749226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185759688491482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604682760871237,0.0,0.06725397336145471,0.0,0.12791671009336478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622223331933268,0.0,0.050839884512537306,0.07721807288710948,0.0,0.08296463554465576,0.0,0.07672695014940603,0.1535102618931101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079316660740278,0.0,0.05598910871347771,0.05647444441192673,0.0587421677529951,0.07355940983880525,0.08100099619768468,0.07147450579498979,0.07462428917697027,0.0,0.0,0.0799210277301327,0.0,0.0,0.05792595251285095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056046878370932,0.0,0.0,0.08360490945500765,0.0,0.17172633473093066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532081405427132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354269574801508,0.0,0.06504341351148163,0.0,0.06056845903539367,0.0,0.07708176597582128,0.06069263581784914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630034286202251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453328547810876,0.1759036926064176,0.0,0.0,0.10781816724652783,0.0,0.06082445713051425,0.12735258563984578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356683769397682,0.07916328320549164,0.0,0.12243505027327754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843196661773439,0.10119960242755396,0.04880264601095715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485328180358424,0.07440090204064317,0.0,0.0,0.13156202579080428,0.08388359373632477,0.12568611572114927,0.08984668843744517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683824520073738,0.0,0.0,0.07734796993613967,0.0,0.054104532077277806,0.08327308780458231,0.0,0.0980938963870885 autism,Gamavon,2019/09/26,"What do you guys think about ABA? Hi everyone! So I recently asked my counselor if she had any Autism resources (I'm also adding all of these resources to a page for a small center I work for in college). She gave me a list of stuff her boss sent everyone in the office. But then I realized, a lot of it are ABA services. I've heard a lot about ABA, and mostly I've been hearing bad things. I looked up some information and stumbled upon this article. https://childmind.org/article/controversy-around-applied-behavior-analysis/ I would love to hear everyone's thoughts on ABA as I'm very skeptical to even list these resources on our website. Thoughts?",5.321951410658309,8.207653750000006,4.900313479623828,78.71239811912227,71.84482758620689,7.321630094043888,27.78683385579937,8.296473431620573,2.004062068965517,529,20,93,9,11,161,81,116,0.062,0.9,0.039,-0.3705,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,16,18,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,4,12,1,17,10,6,11,0,0,1,1,15,8,0,5,2,60,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608822061558305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242278910584474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162622918098386,0.17078007692450664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525292199728017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065766602248858,0.0,0.0,0.5236724459318315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808807949445857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117847102390732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340423594094288,0.0,0.0,0.3106140730625204,0.16487480597490264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803733385153516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912359242035194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136371922475968,0.11705323906068035,0.0,0.2900532233408806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072919352377834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329923878445428,0.0,0.0,0.1297698228511204,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HopefullyGinger,2019/09/26,"Anybody know anything about Social (Pragmatic) Communication Disorder? I asked my therapist about being tested for autism and they slapped me with this diagnosis. Literally the ONLY thing out there for this diagnosis is the definition from the book. It’s been 7 years since they changed over to this and apparently you could be really close to autistic or closer to the pervasive disorder NOS diagnosis... And the way they classify it, the difference between it and Autism is the presence of repeated behaviors (stimming and such) but I know people with autism who don’t have noticeable repeated behaviors so what does that mean even? I feel like I got validated but then nobody could tell me what that meant and now I’m just stuck in the land of ‘Well you’re weird but we don’t know why’ land. Now I’m not saying I WANT to be autistic. If this diagnosis better defines what I have, then great but now I have to explain to people: It’s like autism...I just don’t flap my hands when I get excited...which is so frustrating to me and I just...ugh.",4.0319444444444414,6.471363566326534,5.092380952380953,77.9470634920635,74.05102040816327,9.253514739229024,28.23582766439909,9.725611199111238,3.0123058956916093,833,34,153,24,18,273,111,196,0.078,0.8270000000000001,0.094,0.7353,1,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,1,3,1,14,7,1,0,8,0,15,1,1,0,0,31,29,18,0,4,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,3,19,5,20,20,0,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,11,105,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231442567452818,0.0,0.16167503350667894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295088300099333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294699907506576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761561450428837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806849089919979,0.3964071674518772,0.0,0.151340471435773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422487065424344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744337831078937,0.1235479721836132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035372082573984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831547038150538,0.190666345742096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851289843071915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897895206604555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883817516750413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689270137243528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152823887164106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23978886846480016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078943514932782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752838585307842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430572938348304,0.0,0.0,0.17628998271805274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115669524530803,0.0,0.0,0.200796021897196,0.11489328102851175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200416381590356,0.13727127968436004,0.0,0.0,0.15549332788214873,0.0,0.15605094772882935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136733084353363 autism,Swishio,2019/09/26,"Kinda need help : ) Some of my friends and I are gonna go and volunteer in an autism center for little kids aged between 5-11 . We are planning on getting gifts and organizing activities and games , but we don’t really know what type of activities will interest them . I would be extremely grateful if someone gives me a couple of ideas . * Most of these kids are diagnosed with ASD level 2 and 3 .*",3.395142857142858,5.741100666666667,4.951238095238092,78.64800000000002,75.66666666666666,8.552380952380952,28.04761904761905,9.23628265651192,2.7433619047619047,310,13,57,8,7,104,62,75,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,13,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,1,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357477912232411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791576423179103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496080396287837,0.0,0.16879409426091274,0.3099243398181593,0.18361177402183124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655131326724344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647139516670526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775543505156744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32380744671499634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395570707478185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069710266362547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737416011055724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950421829872525,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Elikilia,2019/09/26,"Making the relationship easier for my boyfriend? My boyfriend is pretty certain he's mildly autistic and to be honest it would help explain how he processes a lot of things and I was just wondering if anyone had any advice for me to help make his life easier within our relationship as I know he struggles with communication, emotional expression and quite a few other traits which help a relationship, id just love to see him struggle less and wanna do everything I can because I really love him and have unlimited patience for him but am still quite ignorant on the matter and not quite sure where to start :)",8.76190476190476,8.65350328571429,8.863214285714289,64.76511904761907,60.78571428571429,12.466666666666667,36.52380952380953,11.855464076750405,4.6159773809523825,496,20,81,14,6,163,80,112,0.075,0.7070000000000001,0.218,0.9108,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,5,0,9,3,0,3,2,25,18,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,12,5,13,14,3,5,0,0,1,2,18,3,0,3,2,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389811870922894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001400063199997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296572050743964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976667670033789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656446300547623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234535632336353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961103706902888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809287550305868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401217827362792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519288130282774,0.26581090561325715,0.0,0.19659076801808748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981360306208175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698787599496851,0.0,0.0,0.09433679019650852,0.0,0.0,0.474297657279131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734499402266214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422946722110712,0.0,0.11759986137087175,0.0,0.0,0.30789058330321545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387882523475584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783119963348748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969424855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460735322587432,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WalleyedArc6325,2019/09/26,"What does sensory overload feel like to you? I have HFA (High-Functioning Autism), and, for me, audial sensory overload feels like an earache and a weird feeling in my head. I don’t get visual overload, but I can get uncomfortable when other people touch me. No smell or taste overload, either (I can barely smell anyway, thanks to hay fever, hehe). I can’t help getting them, but I’ve gotten much better at dealing with it. What do you lot get?",4.026785714285712,6.022973821428572,4.682857142857143,82.86214285714287,72.69047619047619,7.180952380952381,26.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.6835428571428577,347,12,63,5,7,111,62,84,0.175,0.659,0.166,0.2298,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,11,15,6,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,11,4,6,14,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150285524606455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654628837885045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092759531355147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627541826935442,0.3416881075021431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997701108172269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454300652576344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602927435095812,0.2526680743168763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233666717950392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033111204290328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579787506961098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579188475884404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201710625408924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,masterbuilders1,2019/09/26,"Any body else just wanna be held by someone... wants a gf/bf so badly that they are so eager for one that they mess every single chance up? And never find out why?? Im right there with ya, the last gf I had was 2nd-4th grade, since then literally the only thing that has ever happened is me getting ghosted more times than I can even count... and I'll never know why... just a fact I guess... I've been in collage for a long while now... I miss the days when I could lay my head on my dads shoulder as he reads children's books to me on the couch before bed...",1.5289743589743594,3.0288017692307747,2.7900940170940167,95.89796153846157,78.3162393162393,5.021880341880342,19.392307692307693,4.935628992294339,-0.5226061538461542,425,9,99,1,10,137,92,117,0.076,0.877,0.046,-0.5252,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,9,3,3,0,4,17,16,8,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,12,1,13,10,2,17,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,11,63,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643917003387676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752244606013986,0.0,0.0,0.1707262206287553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286105539305476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019129694427012,0.0,0.0,0.12939344154523685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676053994666942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251800115151036,0.18148649580649984,0.1690442478712237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833774137169524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482388302869856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102286600490054,0.0,0.17742150503092638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059101326425728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672100740545105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026414491091302,0.16354489070262626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775562990069958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094852729030765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595595670591246,0.15259250643415576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006900153781164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134180905438384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596794131219034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999799489444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329345754940014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699230209486898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834014624478445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620850617274048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,c3h8pro,2019/09/26,"Need help with protocol for encounters with individuals on the spectrum. Yesterday we had a patient in a roll over motor vehicle accident who was approximately 12 to 14 year of age and exhibiting a severe bruise across his abdomen rather soon after the accident, this with the fact that he had the shoulder belt behind him lead us to believe he could be showing signs of a substantial abdominal bleed. It was very difficult to get him to respond to commands but after I gave him his game boy back and we brought him to his mother (who was driving) he seemed to relax a bit with me and I was able to get him on a streacher. He had to be physically restrained to allow me to place IV access then I was able to medicate him. Turned out he had some bruising but no ruptured organs. Our suspicion was good and luckily unnecessary. The job brought some shortcomings of our protocols to light. As a foster parent I have had several boys who were on the spectrum of autism, this has positioned me as the defacto ""expert"" for my EMS agency. I came here to ask simply how can I help you in these situations? Would an autistic person meet and greet with a demonstration of the techniques used allow you peace after an accident? How can I best work you through my processes? My goal is a protocol to help someone understand better what is happening to them and the necessity of it. I realize the limitations of this as far as communication and emotions but what helps? No idea is a bad one, Im open to any suggestions. Thanks in advance!",6.111412066752244,7.193970209059238,6.952620575829817,72.11988263341281,66.42160278745645,10.780781221346047,34.617458279845955,10.771109862388434,4.024014634146342,1218,56,215,34,19,405,165,287,0.079,0.752,0.16899999999999998,0.9848,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,3,1,7,6,7,0,0,22,0,23,5,2,6,1,40,37,17,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,12,17,0,2,4,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,16,1,32,5,49,17,4,27,0,0,0,0,41,12,0,3,9,161,44,4,0.2891709247048367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832307244641092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516788969678062,0.0,0.0,0.11117729582104063,0.12072282172547223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289830407723638,0.1517335225247097,0.12787409183774434,0.15784987758240493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536725092450014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154397266622574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263918447527195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107987306850054,0.0,0.0,0.12127142601041027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278564468574213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876503507363329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632193879929161,0.1561771103305198,0.0,0.1434787614819439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456546421579471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720828829857697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797485119117527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054504540649467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624644880486946,0.15106103471130122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162517467544482,0.0,0.32668083568517875,0.0,0.0,0.1625201175775177,0.0,0.0,0.12250679305364442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331148680646083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572674642787473,0.0,0.15051856538906472,0.17391850887152638,0.12487541698725108,0.0,0.11929814865531994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525993859710614,0.0,0.0,0.10270936409558404,0.0,0.0,0.09310829733436712 autism,ConventionalizedRuhr,2019/09/26,"Go dairy and gluten free Sure, that’s the prevailing knowledge is that eliminating dairy and gluten can improve symptoms of autism. What does the sub think? I *still* struggle with overeating and do not eat dairy or gluten and I’m still struggling not only socially but also psychologically and mentally. I think this is more autism moms searching for a “cure” more than anything else.",4.225356550580429,7.605583940298513,3.3401990049751227,84.37441127694859,82.73134328358208,5.96285240464345,26.84742951907131,7.3871296695380915,1.7923976782752908,312,13,52,5,9,91,49,67,0.054000000000000006,0.86,0.087,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,14,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498507848720247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035516646019424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242811293217386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669626407888555,0.1932366714064312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146346202766587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331143358536845,0.0,0.0,0.2709170764871883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592791233888685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579977115114026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694620216989448,0.0,0.0,0.4836480079280476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801466303893546,0.24042817673381334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964387207069797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Satirenwine,2019/09/26,"Brother(25) has just gotten his license and I need help with safety concerns Hi all, I was hoping to get some insight or suggestions on how to prepare my brother for new situations that could potentially be unsafe. My brother is a large man, 6’7”, and has come to live with me for the last year after not getting the necessary support from our mom. He is now almost through trade school to be a plumber and he just got his driver’s license last week(yay!). Needless to say, it has been a big change as he had not had a job, driven, or gone to college until this last year. Overall, he has handled it very well, really only suffering from his more severe symptoms during periods of intense change or in moderately stressful situations. With his size, presentation (seriously build like a line backer), and how prone he is to sensory overloads and at times, meltdowns, I’m worried specifically about him driving. The way he gets during his meltdowns could be seen as threatening although he has not been physically aggressive during them since before he was 17. But what if he gets pulled over as a new driver and he meltsdown during the traffic stop? I am acutely aware that many police officers are largely untrained to handle this sort of a situation and really worry he could be seriously injured by a officer who feels threatened. Is there anything I can do besides the talks we have to prepare him for something like that? Am I overreacting/worrying too much? Any insights or suggestions are super appreciated.",7.609154411764706,8.614766606617646,7.6558823529411795,68.67147058823531,63.08088235294117,10.076470588235297,38.42647058823529,10.056822442137396,4.2032147058823535,1215,61,190,25,17,392,171,272,0.096,0.804,0.1,-0.3526,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,1,2,9,11,1,1,13,0,29,2,0,2,1,38,44,20,0,6,11,3,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,12,0,1,3,0,1,5,3,5,1,0,11,3,18,6,31,26,4,25,0,1,1,0,32,5,0,9,16,129,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695135467872875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942326937779727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611071708805527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938227128971933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710309143817796,0.10060685881749418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27974920675692644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590540681608237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407816309489105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341006001134766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828391003472254,0.0,0.0,0.11600183735223088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589906661413656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856057371151985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411835573856767,0.0,0.10313039039789304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840980695401855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678659201523732,0.0,0.0,0.08585631972430624,0.08660055619916955,0.0,0.22559888360328426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882636665514798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964121883658502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287850983238664,0.0,0.11820078755676255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194288668780807,0.0,0.09661240615611796,0.3938407971752203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991298498421002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764420761157472,0.13378602795686634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253535301572045,0.0,0.12139268349668153,0.0,0.0938738181698686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810295842537233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636648612753808,0.0,0.09270487558465552,0.09368432850676454,0.0,0.10501096550352193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558269915054741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504217717469308 autism,nursehealme,2019/09/26,"difficulty exploring things outside of my usual comfort zone or rotation people give me recommendations for stuff to watch/read/play/listen to/etc. all the time and i'm always so embarrassed to tell them that i probably won't get to it any time soon because getting into new things is, well, a little overwhelming and takes a lot of energy out of me it helps if somebody wants to watch or listen to it with me, but even then it doesn't always hold my attention all the way through, and admittedly i get a little bit fussy/fidgety (overstimulation i suppose) in some cases anyone else experience this? what do you do about it? i really want to be able to enjoy things that my friends recommend me.. especially music recs since music is very important to me",5.770422535211267,7.208469985915496,6.817014084507044,71.47974647887324,67.45070422535211,10.187042253521126,30.39718309859155,10.355215969177356,3.3623385915492965,606,23,105,16,10,203,98,142,0.027000000000000003,0.8109999999999999,0.162,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,2,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,20,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,14,4,18,15,5,13,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,5,6,73,27,0,0.16395664125127385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728501196274896,0.0,0.0,0.11149613836366147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464229574468054,0.16799295446138682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994644671625152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789981878486069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696473530874873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285499497596835,0.10829181523455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603810559565831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266724943187006,0.0,0.2569817339789329,0.1572821501792511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989668057305957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32865525497783976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393900732468575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835034579897914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366689097725205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677298997313892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400101024689606,0.0,0.10503482273530627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562662792423488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769112794996615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232749895651929,0.0,0.14330533113510474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267765213364032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191208872036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057507671847645,0.1352813999608466,0.19341174996019606,0.13014115027179005,0.0,0.0,0.14741671088593358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawaylol12345yo,2019/09/26,Ugh math midterms... I'm in 7th grade and tommorow I have math midterms. I have a tendency to shutdown and forget a lot of information. Anyway to help that? I am currently making a study guide.,1.4918918918918926,4.197063594594596,2.923027027027029,87.28616216216219,88.72972972972973,6.203243243243244,26.318918918918918,7.554174236665415,1.8220097297297304,151,7,29,3,5,49,27,37,0.13699999999999998,0.785,0.078,-0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,18,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270081730654089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684433730138348,0.0,0.0,0.5248293461651582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,urquhartloch,2019/09/26,"Does anyone else feel like they run on pseudo code? For those of you who don't know, pseudo code is not really a programming language but its a sort of step through or step by step system that programmers can use to line out what they want to do in their code. For example my script for doing homework would be: &#x200B; If homework exists put on youtube (choose either gaming or music) Identify the homework with the soonest due date If I get stuck then I will switch over to something else If it is close to supper time, take 30 minutes to make supper Finish homework for the day Intitiate bedtime sequence",13.013695652173915,8.223351391304352,11.116413043478264,66.57027173913045,56.82608695652174,13.586956521739133,44.40217391304348,10.125756701596842,4.526260869565217,490,18,86,6,4,151,86,115,0.022000000000000002,0.9490000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,2,0,19,17,7,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,19,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,7,55,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693511653739544,0.30206855014902545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738224920888545,0.25471361863583963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032236805005218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754601830547896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41533626773627663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569644192475646,0.17759538584275875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987994565000632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662059384170105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145032274133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165938222207151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499053261663489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925548703789946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913795720994341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691152126063065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144956983070267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470513632179636,0.0,0.0,0.14662700253413072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659382888722422,0.0,0.30206855014902545,0.0 autism,yoricake,2019/01/08,"any tips on how to find a comfortable job? I'm 18 and I've worked at a fast food place for a few weeks -- I just discovered that that kind of job is absolute hell for me. I could barely understand instructions, and the ""fast pace"" screwed me over. I'm a very, very, slow person (hehe) but mentally and physically. So I've ruled fast food joints a no-go for me. I'm thinking of office work, because I consider myself very good at speeding through packages/research/etc. and feeling less stressed because of it. But I'm not completely sure because well, I've never worked in an office. I'm high-functioning and I don't get sensory overloads that often but I get overwhelmed really easily when in a room with a lot of people and then having those people demand things from me. Any good jobs that can work around my weaknesses?",2.733812499999998,5.164111756250001,3.797500000000003,85.64750000000002,78.3125,7.5,25.625,8.472884824447931,1.962,651,25,125,14,16,210,101,160,0.096,0.773,0.13,0.7503,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,7,11,2,2,9,0,5,4,0,1,2,23,15,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,8,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,11,6,18,14,3,18,1,1,0,1,1,9,2,2,9,71,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871732951525005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169766845146184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403064668491912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777372855318534,0.0,0.0,0.10491474257119876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654927457685069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644139331831841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201001210457734,0.0,0.3177864807142045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730547055993145,0.0,0.074679452331554,0.2204294970023376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883466853518198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911921249437809,0.0,0.0,0.13683618551546056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171428005139117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324234936740331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134622902609836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821968321763538,0.11473618363323225,0.13728834975192908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841802384407942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052189257766652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238459369993594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729843038904576,0.0841978484774915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679533897530338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252641421790268,0.0,0.0,0.10540370057366888,0.0,0.11814723488236226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826523045497179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chaserly,2019/01/08,"Difficulty at current job, need some advice please. Hi! I currently work as an Emergency Medical Technician in NYC. I started out as Full-Time, but I've dropped all the way down to 1 12 Hour Shift per week. My parents want me to work and I know they'll most likely understand, but they help me financially with everything else... I feel like the least I can do is hold down a job &#x200B; When I got hired (a little over 2 years ago) they told me that it wasn't stressful and I would get free time to do homework and study. However, for about 2 years this has not been the case. I get no breaks and no free time. There's also favoritism so... while I may be working like a dog, there can be other people just sitting around for the majority of their shift. Totally not fair. I also get headaches when I'm stressed and don't nap (so this is frequent unfortunately). &#x200B; So, I had to drop my hours in order to get some peace of mind (and to study for school). Recently, however, they have been implementing mandatory meetings (which I'm not sure is paid (I'll have to wait another 2-3 weeks to check), more difficult software (requires more time to use, but constantly rushing us), and also quizzes and tests. &#x200B; I start a post-college in June of this year, paying triple what I make at this job. My current job however only pays minimum wage. &#x200B; &#x200B; TLDR: I don't like my job, but I'm scared to quit.",3.367873044524668,5.388577043321298,4.11919223826715,86.08699533694347,74.5956678700361,7.649157641395909,27.787154031287606,8.472884824447931,1.9844417569193744,1119,45,224,21,24,357,163,277,0.098,0.772,0.13,0.8835,13,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,5,5,13,11,0,3,9,0,21,1,0,2,3,38,41,23,0,3,8,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,11,0,3,3,1,7,1,8,4,0,0,7,1,27,9,30,29,10,41,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,4,27,133,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070048464859942,0.06354325935107076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197624488365526,0.0,0.3883461999580984,0.4355176017685412,0.0,0.07516659127020939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381367520879916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774645946398656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988251844250575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442467160065145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036245423703262836,0.05121083706942575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498070617928623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057331989288835476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804806132287722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118797528126706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556749693181061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03939547718739797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008410546076655,0.07184588179969198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784941467209332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072213768568231,0.0,0.0,0.07238008455943545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053152542240255785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451867069800039,0.0,0.0,0.07959624617517337,0.0,0.0,0.04969643959741808,0.0,0.0,0.07868715713051927,0.0,0.0,0.06865315259252923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624442001051604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077898844111112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176787145766393,0.0725477136543214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147615879205986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422683211823466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756102237295747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539799511445973,0.0,0.0,0.06849683052314094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462524149722069,0.08622664381517609,0.06191168594818915,0.0,0.0,0.042280893172539656,0.056899170532559586,0.1150006523457768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565597237288512,0.0,0.0,0.05092203131120046,0.0,0.4355176017685412,0.13848582377885796 autism,LordMilitia,2019/01/08,Something When you throw the autistic kids fidget spinner out the window and he jumps after it. This happen to anyone else?,3.645757575757578,6.8911623636363615,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,84.45454545454545,2.9333333333333336,20.96969696969697,3.1291,0.03886060606060626,100,3,14,0,3,30,21,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679485747823736,0.5391794343093971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395932480673262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465338801265987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051135152316832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cliner90,2019/01/08,"Toy sorting taking over entire rooms lately. My son is 4. And loves sorting his toys, but species, color, size, and so on. But it becomes vast. Like, hole kitchen table, counter, and into the living room. Or his whole bed, floor, and book shelf. We don't mind this, but his rotten 3 year old sister likes to make him meltdown by disturbing his set ups. It's hard to lurk over her all day obviously. And with baby three on the way, he needs a better solution. We've tried to get him to migrate to our room on our desk and bedside tables. Nope. I've debated a tv stand with levels. See of it peaks his attention. I've debated a card table. Basically just wondering if any other parents/or people themselves have had a situation like this? My mom got me a shelf as a kid and I just rolled with it. My son is much more stubborn than me! 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I run an autism “information” page on Instagram, and I’m looking to get some stories about how you or your family or whoever it was knew you needed an autism diagnosis. Or just how you felt when you found out about being on the spectrum. You don’t have to, but if you left your story it would help me out a lot ☺️ I can blur your username out or mention you if you have an Instagram as well. 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(Concerning school placement) I have a very bright 7 year old son who attends school in General education. My child has a lot of anxiety and sensory issues especially when it comes to noises. At the school Christmas party we went to a couple of weeks ago, I was shocked to learn that they kept headphones on him the entire day. He has never needed that before, and I was honestly surprised that no one had notified me, because they have been really awesome so far. My question is, should I keep him in general education with headphones on, even though he seems to have a lot of anxiety and meltdowns? Or should I move him to a smaller classroom where it might not be as noisy and less stressful for him? My heart wants him to be where he is most comfortable, but I also want him to be around his peers so he can learn how to interact with them. I thought I would ask the adult autistics on here because you can give me more of a window into what it's like for my child. Or at least something similar, (I know that everyone is different.) I really can only guess as to what he's thinking because he is verbally delayed. Also thank you for all you do for the parents of this sub. I truly would be lost without you. 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The focus group will be conducted by phone. I am interested in learning what teens with ASD think about healthy eating and what ideas they have for a healthy eating program. Times for focus groups (by phone): Sunday, January 13, 12-12:30pm Monday, January 14, 6-6:30pm Compensation is a $20 Amazon gift card. Please email me at acadia@health.usf.edu to sign up or ask questions. I am looking for parents and teachers to participate in phone interviews as well. 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Noticed people here often complain about the heat in the summer and talk about their love of the rain and cold. Personally I hate the cold and rain. I cant get enough heat and sun, the hotter the better. I have never been too hot, I wish everyday was 30 degrees C or above. I was in Croatia a couple of years ago in the middle of the heatwave that hit Europe. It was over 40 degrees C in the shade or a few days and I was loving it, I felt really happy and energetic. The cold is painful to me. I hate the feeling of it on my face especially. I cant stand having to wear so many clothes as within minutes I am over heating, covered in sweat. Which I know is a bit of a contradiction of my first paragraph but it isn't a nice warm feeling, it is like a boiling from the inside kind of feeling. When I come back indoors I have to strip down as quick as possible to go back to normal temperature. It feels like I am covered in mild wasp stings all over. That biting feeling on your face from cold weather is terrible. The dark is just depressing, after reading about it more, I think I might have that SAD. This time of year is my hibernation period, I find it really hard to function. I will not be going outside until spring now as much as possible. I used to go to a spa for a sauna, steam and swim several times a week in the winter which really improved my mood, but can't currently afford such luxuries! &#x200B;",2.979015151515153,4.555607040404045,4.612007575757578,84.03801136363641,74.55555555555556,7.643602693602692,25.506313131313128,8.344100000000001,1.634908080808081,1149,39,233,20,24,387,164,297,0.099,0.7909999999999999,0.11,0.0833,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,14,18,2,0,24,0,25,8,4,1,2,31,45,20,0,2,7,0,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,8,1,0,9,3,0,5,6,7,0,1,6,14,27,10,44,35,6,44,0,2,0,2,7,16,0,5,25,165,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736826132445884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123675652548675,0.14717774365251649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469204148883998,0.12410486179344282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627227303817995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071234804435751,0.13223498232679806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433676865858096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402033311080006,0.0,0.07811433654709819,0.0,0.10432309153486467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118275257772626,0.0,0.0,0.1251524721507254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062172261645312,0.17306063910685232,0.11629710708313652,0.0,0.11070425857105418,0.10302719068071664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328178599542658,0.0,0.20651103418220948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893772176147986,0.1085024473028794,0.2391678394110349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613100079563486,0.06656605173947573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752378847239428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863653394002644,0.0,0.0,0.12279974526866334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849239795517794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903936644321939,0.0,0.0934175506703314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867485627599506,0.0,0.13789937678761727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888344777976174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397146082971356,0.1057599611872856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730960430948524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115581142037862,0.0,0.2327835509683852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683455190132013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735410651529204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776107493299374,0.0,0.0,0.1412556301172869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461141187607312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715759169140367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392855112743443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717774365251649,0.15599852519443064 autism,ArmenianPepsi,2019/01/08,Outlook for relationships for someone on the spectrum? Im an 18 year old male. And I've been struggling with autism for as long as I can remember. Diagnosed at 3 years old if my mom remembered right. It's mainly the social aspect that I've always been bad with. I don't work well with people. I have a few good friends but nothing romantic. I want to improve myself but I don't know where to start. Is there any support groups for adults on the spectrum? I'm just afraid of being alone. I hope there is a second half for me no out there.,1.3082424242424224,3.635645672727275,2.6813636363636384,92.1653787878788,83.18181818181819,5.4848484848484835,21.89393939393939,6.816661863887847,0.5422121212121214,424,14,89,5,12,137,79,110,0.134,0.728,0.139,0.5473,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,14,15,6,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,2,0,9,5,17,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,6,58,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701558532231424,0.0,0.0,0.15024832144522465,0.0,0.0,0.1227934784095794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076802254292648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832742809712077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950757779141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145316212147925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793462951345677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950460878436597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923629624914257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597983596879614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148086152744608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326134251150127,0.0,0.3789547119090197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251841824115428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386410845867705,0.4091001751724708,0.15420539956050586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840679051967254,0.15299598429512476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780804898252596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877048785349185,0.0,0.0,0.20490817283821575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650459240764497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623537009536717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314567748537563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256172562572625 autism,icymoons,2019/01/08,"I have a question. Does anyone ever have trouble acknowledging what isn't brought up at face value... Like you know what's going on but you just don't acknowledge it for what ever reason. So there's just kinda this elephant in the room, so to speak.",1.6855782312925172,4.335661673469389,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,85.3265306122449,4.899319727891157,20.41156462585034,6.42735559955562,0.3992421768707479,198,6,37,2,6,64,40,49,0.040999999999999995,0.919,0.039,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,2,11,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519275678642041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152977421484977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6518173069364845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476470462497576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800943774933896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602258520667474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036143418756742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704446295407957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Stankysmoke,2019/01/08,Does weed help Autism In the short term it has helped me a lot but when I don't have it. I can be a pain. I want to know if CBD would just be as good as the full spectrum plant. It heps so well. I may go paranoid but I can have some sort of serenity with it and peace.,-2.133548387096773,-0.3667473387096756,-0.006209677419352744,108.91068548387098,94.96774193548387,3.745161290322581,12.588709677419354,5.148860815047168,-1.7512967741935488,203,3,59,1,8,66,48,62,0.1,0.677,0.223,0.8206,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,13,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,6,9,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,2,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321534914441422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088153290714211,0.3081775275295002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925526588003154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019264305271877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31237045027245874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909646716927161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671598994016847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303579895217688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610072209292497,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Amayax,2019/01/08,"Need help creating a good autism-afternoon I am quite proud as I am asked to host an afternoon fully in the theme of autism, with speakers and such to help people (a very broad audience, from parents to professionals to people with autism themselves) understand autism, see what it is like to be autistic and know how to help or improve a situation. However, autism is HUGE. Social interactions, professional interactions, emotions, structure, autistic kids, autistic teens, autistic adults, sensory things, there are many different areas of expertise in which autism is an infuence on someone's life, so I am having a hard time to select themes I want to focus on. I got one speaker who will focus on what it is like to be autistic in general, but I also want three to focus on a certain theme and how to help with that. So for example social interactions, dealing with emotions and how to create structure in chaos. (those are the three I have in mind) However, rather than just me thinking what people would like, I also want to ask you what you would like. That way I have some pointers to help me set up a great planning that is useful to the majority of people.",10.923896713615024,8.566408244131457,10.038122065727704,65.24713615023475,58.10798122065727,13.03474178403756,42.44600938967136,11.429527900616536,4.848874178403756,928,40,156,19,9,296,114,213,0.027999999999999997,0.7509999999999999,0.221,0.9889,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,3,11,8,0,0,11,0,18,1,0,4,1,29,30,14,0,7,4,1,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,2,13,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,13,8,36,24,2,17,0,0,1,0,19,13,0,2,6,112,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033731186423659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774727832105055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109219079730827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285089359440155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28606663567872603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665236964476488,0.101698221177546,0.14018987280967876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390674631661266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42614973143080975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988157923868099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898140009081966,0.24848787766347336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891616530101152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283912513708708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428451836313713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616415580233275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411916235392432,0.0,0.0,0.3526156736304962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524599418170075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132682128815584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292860424598405,0.0,0.25923893552031113,0.10773881537131763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447675645842942,0.0814763920549172,0.0,0.0,0.07414565120659761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323738179915209,0.0,0.10982190587026804,0.0,0.10491696739206384,0.2249996038223535,0.10093046659321124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180655863064736,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RemarkableStatement5,2019/01/08,"Is autism genetic? I'm a teenager with autism spectrum disorder. My dad also has it. If I eventually have kids, what are the chances that they will also be autistic?",2.3485483870967734,5.2285947419354875,3.800241935483872,81.62036290322581,85.45161290322581,6.970967741935485,30.330645161290327,8.07648339933343,2.795961290322582,131,7,23,3,4,43,28,31,0.099,0.843,0.057999999999999996,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8128531039957005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824687384955135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,owsleybearstanley,2019/01/08,"How do you push your limits, build resistance to stress and overwhelm? As a parent, my ability to take space is diminished. I have a low threshold for overwhelm when there is noise and stress. My best coping skills have been plenty of time to myself to relax and recharge and not be bombarded with stress. But currently that takes too much time, putting too much on my partners shoulders, and depriving my children of much of my time and attention. Admittedly I have a lots of unresolved and suppressed emotion, and this impacts my stress/distress tolerance, and I am trying to work more vigorous exercise and movement into my life. Hopefully this allows me to spend more time in triggering environments. What kind of things have worked for yalls to build resistance to overwhelm/tolerance for sensory stimuli?",8.451134920634921,9.890457335714286,7.333809523809522,70.18896825396826,61.35714285714285,11.365079365079366,39.126984126984134,11.20814326018867,4.935246031746034,657,33,100,18,9,200,88,140,0.114,0.792,0.094,-0.2406,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,5,6,12,0,5,3,0,10,3,1,3,0,24,14,14,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,12,0,2,2,2,1,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,15,5,21,12,7,14,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,3,6,78,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734445061187474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865339117832473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891636922481774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561311720092355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590145049611577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746687880027868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33065195431845223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664818132975834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072313537140625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6869866888694882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225460505012918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996082008561133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497063678872883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179402934445113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183046558785876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,darksteelx5,2019/01/08,"Anyone else with autism find dark and rainy weather really relaxing? Ever since I was a kid i've always had a liking for dark and stormy days with lots of rain, it just makes me feel calm. 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I'm thinking about moving to Alaska and my 2 year old is currently having 2 therapy sessions a week. He's currently in child development, and speech therapy. I'm unsure where in Alaska we would move to, but we currently reside in California. I know here, they have programs for when he's of the age to be in school, but idk anything about if Alaska has the same or not. Could be my ignorance of Alaska as I've never looked into anything before. Does anyone have any experience with what Alaska offers?",4.743299999999998,6.70398333,6.041,74.01550000000002,70.7,8.6,27.5,9.188382445141503,2.613,423,15,70,9,8,142,69,100,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.6917,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,14,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,16,10,1,18,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,9,47,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434629378388242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484194048734313,0.0,0.3493491495189012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806203980379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947493893870433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575300688347507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076341957689124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665433505046505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824767626784588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512045005681515,0.0,0.0,0.1637105096474881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227345820172586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482174858599248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854830673065864,0.0,0.0,0.13600972446564816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026478148686647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078572785830496,0.0,0.0,0.13669057837944146 autism,EriLassila,2019/08/04,Weighted blankets I'm getting my first ever weighted blanket soon and have some questions. How do y'all use your weighted blankets? Do you sleep under it or just nap or chill out? How much of you does the blanket cover?,3.5571428571428565,6.0207354285714345,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,75.66666666666667,4.2,31.92857142857143,3.1291,1.3241714285714283,176,9,30,0,4,54,34,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,3,1,11,6,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833025261785076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500478415179174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277603984102332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840769429568425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660316892529034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538836270723718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679917264509486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574030477201104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8279429461926091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kems2,2019/08/04,"My brother with autism is controlling my life. My brother controls and destroys every aspect of my life. I can't have friends, I can't have a pet I, can't leave the house, I can't sleep, I can't feel comfortable because I have severe anxiety and he has extremely loud and angry meltdowns and he will break stuff, scream, hurt people ect. I can't even stay in my room cuz he might hurt my mother or brother or run out the house and kill himself. I know pets help with anxiety and depression but I'm afraid he'll kill any pet I try to get because he jumped on my cousins dog so I know any animals smaller than a horse would basically be doomed and I can't get a horse for very obvious reasons (Im not a rich white man) life doesn't feel worth it knowing this will be my life forever since he won't be able to take care of himself and I will have to be the one to be his care giver. Can someone give some advice or something? I feel like a slave who exist only to serve him l with no other purpose.",2.043689526847423,3.707483770334928,3.4483811802232864,91.02005715045193,77.32535885167464,6.5583200425305685,25.008240297713986,7.3871296695380915,1.038722275385433,784,28,172,10,18,257,119,209,0.20600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.973,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,2,16,3,1,8,0,26,5,1,4,1,31,40,14,2,1,5,5,3,1,1,7,4,2,4,1,5,12,0,2,7,0,2,2,11,9,0,1,0,6,25,7,15,28,1,8,1,4,1,0,21,4,0,5,1,98,30,0,0.12380256002113488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097842881566855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683799723701002,0.0,0.1894172391073199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509377829901325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524499218992959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771019641810873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066309635365352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177042328420785,0.0,0.10430899637843632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877948825922019,0.08844457361601991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956495507668004,0.0,0.1293634556976304,0.118762696583775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298224633620319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857030644290036,0.2650664020961497,0.0,0.13372800944878802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739383795761919,0.0,0.2041159478128869,0.0,0.0,0.13108903538388825,0.0,0.0,0.3497816376783999,0.06048367731747172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133495182609306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389181870575771,0.0941574256530877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582910692260662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272896509889812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986165382619598,0.0,0.10241075698983776,0.0,0.12389196874937515,0.0,0.10489750735141518,0.09530925915010728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319570565277689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172431172122255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308411771719552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405381164087823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215007767040203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794578657003865,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,unicornromancer,2019/08/04,"Anyone help a worried parent? Hi folks, I've a 3 year old autistic boy who's non verbal. Me and his mum usually joke he's a bit of a moany kid, but for the last week, he's been terrible... Crying, screaming, tantrums, nothing pleases him. We've been to the gp and the walk in hospital ward, his chest and ears are clear, his obs were good, urine dip test was fine, he's presenting no symptoms but the crying, and covering his ears /holding his head. Could this be sensory overload? Can it be calmed? Or could it be something more sinister? Any advice or life experiences would be appreciated before mum goes back to the gp in the morning!",3.7239516129032246,5.474783491935483,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,72.95161290322581,7.863225806451613,28.529032258064518,8.548686976883017,2.110296129032258,499,20,98,9,10,162,89,124,0.21600000000000005,0.645,0.138,-0.9297,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,10,0,13,7,5,0,1,13,13,8,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,7,4,6,2,2,10,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,2,7,51,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143718046326547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322287069097602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698210508327285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063970374818714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670166792085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387872964617427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31283017088607923,0.0,0.4303873190733725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916337641156346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431674787930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105618473193632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131173402256496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968962447393967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837427703124516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879771933177351,0.0,0.20557050437970534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753054793851745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504607602544126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081809230255205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036214563188195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157628994935592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714406218987306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989521612035471,0.0,0.13916607761739905,0.0,0.0,0.12615710989700796 autism,barthalamurl,2019/08/04,Hello I am someone with Asperger syndrome and I hope to spread awareness for autism hopefully you guys accept me into this community,4.9294202898550745,8.461012086956522,5.869565217391307,66.63594202898551,80.30434782608695,8.284057971014493,33.7536231884058,8.841846274778883,4.3238231884057985,110,6,14,3,3,36,22,23,0.0,0.687,0.313,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167721220645232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8361273298824142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566399956448222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,poeticcanid,2019/08/04,"I don't think anyone ever actually understands what ""I'm autistic"" means Whether it's work, family, partner, everyone says ""oh okay, of course I'll keep that in mind"" and then asks about every strange behavior, takes it for granted when I can work a whole day in my uniform without having a meltdown due to sensory overload, singles me out, excludes me from the group and eventually, inevitably, get tired of me and frustrated because they expected me to change and become idk I guess ""less autistic"" as time passed. It hurts so much. I never try any less hard than I do in the beginning, there's just a cutoff point to what I can learn and how fast... I'm so tired of people being mad at me for something I already told them, then not being able to say ""that's an autistic trait"" because it sounds like an excuse in the moment. I wish the difference between excuses and reasons were a little more strict. I'm so tired of this. I'm 21 freaking years old, I have 2 kids, can people please stop treating me like a child with behavioral issues???? All I ever do is try to do things right and make people happy. And I'm always the one it backfires on. I ""stopped"" being suicidal a long time ago because I wanted my other suicidal friends to know it gets better, but now I have no one to turn to when I feel as though I'm literally just better off to kill myself. No more confusion and not knowing, no more anger or trying so hard to be ANYTHING worth being. I'm so fucking tired.",5.9262975778546725,5.998517269896194,6.47391003460208,78.92671280276818,66.61245674740485,9.15294117647059,32.57093425605537,8.841846274778883,2.635912110726644,1157,45,220,17,17,378,172,289,0.18600000000000005,0.735,0.078,-0.9856,0,0,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,2,4,16,16,5,1,13,1,17,5,0,3,4,42,43,25,3,3,8,0,3,2,2,0,4,3,0,3,13,11,0,3,8,0,1,1,8,8,0,2,2,6,25,8,32,36,9,33,0,1,0,1,13,11,1,3,23,146,38,3,0.09804017043311987,0.0,0.09567306387811676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869066956835719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818976599622404,0.0,0.08157727563465927,0.0,0.0,0.06667067783521798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855196671434187,0.0,0.08067870670255736,0.0,0.09165432490478784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929313376020206,0.1082776656183847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734171271963041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371350065555608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322779926842591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243111131602436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736589412488366,0.08260307202778178,0.0936815842680487,0.0,0.0,0.09242354733262234,0.0,0.04957205594850412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757455924774705,0.09063655776715994,0.1024438851849905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800230087862968,0.0,0.0,0.10436558447561757,0.17564947131217154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495403016368972,0.0,0.0,0.10232846629623536,0.0,0.08714260815468383,0.10846692272452874,0.0,0.1077606273961646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579495014666008,0.09826200685090436,0.0,0.08676246568906729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544257505850745,0.0,0.0,0.10679448706249392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989926240264863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207080591493327,0.0,0.07561462342281314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287666673775524,0.0,0.13286911357007147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390612930891688,0.0,0.0,0.10761866622493624,0.0926796504428805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080162377257493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372576986749407,0.0,0.15593095714544386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547611300877566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639319448606407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448006778054074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371400691595155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513353286751779,0.06282018252496692,0.09632396967340638,0.0,0.11433602359543582,0.4507310144847171,0.0,0.0936815842680487,0.0,0.19968852059484696,0.1066395524875886,0.0,0.10206327499319147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057826632654681374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945834907224568,0.1127413575681386,0.094507225725887,0.0,0.1427488234562112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631346553856787 autism,The_Brogrelord,2019/08/04,"Does anyone else find car alarms, hoovers etc. distressing? Like I could listen to my music pretty loud for hours on end but the hoover makes me want to bury my head in the sofa.",1.785,4.337196571428573,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,83.28571428571428,4.642857142857143,14.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.8274285714285718,140,2,29,1,4,42,32,35,0.09,0.769,0.141,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482763603693136,0.31480117388938594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453041806140711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886564724847645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665754611484903,0.0,0.2721212731312813,0.0,0.3426510787582074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080955128675944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153143605897232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025670948643025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010074597886938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508344792750235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125710385300202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121666508777548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,eloiseebinisterie,2019/08/04,"Overwhelmed/ shut down? When I get overwhelmed it often nauseates me to concentrate, things like reading or working on a project can makes me feel like I’m going to vomit. For example I’ve hand to change my sleep pattern for the last week and had to be around people a lot and I feel super overwhelmed but now I feel sick a bit all the time and I feel really sick if I do anything such as reading, working or thinking hard. Is this normal? Does any one else get this? Any tricks? Any feed back would be really helpful.",2.138716577540105,4.643106098039219,2.9498930481283416,90.429064171123,81.15686274509805,5.6698752228164,23.97860962566845,6.980632752743323,0.9665764705882354,410,15,80,5,11,129,71,102,0.113,0.746,0.141,-0.4254,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,3,5,0,7,6,2,1,1,19,17,9,0,3,4,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,6,8,3,10,13,3,11,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,5,8,49,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548264677767762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312609107720373,0.15483081165526105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373818301787474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988189685280651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839904052439678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220361530967624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452926649981735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517683852185469,0.12425260640545588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173807489683996,0.0,0.09884602445729183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580332938016508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657877890187775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177271789946974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994269392511788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786547187254634,0.0,0.0,0.11609680349342755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704103288094399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785660447116815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205782311403984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479456779506111,0.0,0.22284260657930974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405137930389508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554855473508592,0.11144461200528856,0.0,0.0,0.1014175164387392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951276341098384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324006720238784,0.0,0.0,0.12355187839049007,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lavender-slut,2019/08/04,Any tips for traveling on a greyhound? So I am traveling via greyhound on a 5 and a half hour trip during the day and was wondering if anyone had any tips for greyhounds in specific because I’ve heard a couple bad stories. Thank you so much!,5.41,5.869394999999997,6.383333333333333,77.795,67.75,9.733333333333334,34.75,9.725611199111238,3.392075,192,9,36,4,3,64,36,48,0.084,0.861,0.055,-0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,2,1,5,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642772944068865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868905091282344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28502397071865043,0.20809180725010112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777118316064277,0.0,0.2201509908763816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361739394562589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509411923080357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142813240709605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701937735809011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SentientScribble,2019/08/04,"Does anyone else hate dinner time. Hi, so I have high functioning autism. As I grow older and begin to hit what is rumored to be the age of ""peek autism"", I find that I'm getting increasingly frustrated with the mundane unnecessary social obligations that come with eating at the dinner table. I typically don't struggle that much with concentration, but for some reason this is really hard on me. I just get so frustrated being forced to sit, having already finished my meal, thus completed the purpose of the occasion. I understand that people feel this is is the moment to communicate and spend time together, I agree. What I don't understand, is why if I'm not part of a conversation and not eating anything, why should I then have to stay? I'm not enjoying myself, you're not enjoying that I'm not enjoying myself, so why not just let me go? I find the countless unspoken rules and manners that come with dining with other people tedious and somewhat unfathomable. What are some of your experiences?",8.401847826086954,8.347495489130438,8.644695652173912,65.85682608695654,61.5,12.142608695652175,36.33478260869565,11.602472056035307,4.513110434782608,806,33,131,22,10,266,108,184,0.14400000000000002,0.83,0.025,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,3,1,8,0,15,6,0,2,0,33,30,12,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,6,0,1,5,8,4,0,0,0,2,16,3,18,25,6,18,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,8,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550860023480216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487073291783863,0.1536740357907233,0.1234222081186538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583920096186651,0.15725302045240508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125004772909918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069375642311341,0.12529051413725484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467109392310314,0.0,0.0,0.07583528363564965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741612205676301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567185572817888,0.0,0.0852380897881765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435419635659065,0.14807593587595966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846396261416332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533665098241687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025384975128813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241562903350876,0.0,0.2079569340066986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608215511209292,0.15420622734849346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288751532484818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598605990436772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679349870220194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491113921398396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122726003509864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40600562711222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Aliciab12,2019/08/04,Collecting random objects My sons newest thing to collect is DVDs. What is something you or your kids like to collect? I find it interesting how children with autism get a connection to random objects. I wish I knew why it happend. Anyone have any insight?,3.4959420289855068,6.671492217391311,4.07391304347826,79.50985507246378,83.34782608695653,5.67536231884058,31.57971014492754,7.1686216300943375,2.5666492753623187,206,11,31,3,6,65,37,46,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.8053,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29078787626945685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989932225411998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908256600893881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234073567045658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890750638034747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32919327241790663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840835328430922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858494085769673,0.0,0.4917277129835453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AutisticUnit,2019/08/04,Do you hit yourself when extremely extremely frustrated? When I get to that point it is honestly the most soothing thing to do. The bruises go away...,3.8288888888888906,6.826619296296298,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,78.25925925925927,9.525925925925927,34.925925925925924,9.725611199111238,4.436837037037037,119,7,20,4,3,38,22,27,0.122,0.706,0.172,0.1585,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601116428624654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311468826730506,0.0,0.3388112841204408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635635925582178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960620007026239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Twig-heed,2019/08/04,"Hi guys! It's BigBananaLord, I made a new account. Weirdly, people assumed I was a guy and not autistic because of my username so I had to make a new account so that people didn't make these absurd assumptions. More art shall be on the way guys!",2.021632653061225,4.339498918367351,3.1626122448979617,89.84310204081629,80.22448979591837,4.736326530612245,28.16734693877552,5.6839178017228535,1.07151918367347,193,9,37,1,5,62,39,49,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.4184,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306095666026636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6971210429121962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206331590935893,0.3133062777530476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533178057204989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254001457394433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862809341447295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WrenStrange,2019/08/04,"Hi!!! I have autism I am the kind of autistic person that notices everything (""high-functioning"") and I have gone through years of therapy, but I'm still working on it! I am only 13, but I plan on changing the world!!!!! Peace!",0.7742635658914736,3.3166608837209317,2.2980232558139555,91.35153100775194,91.32558139534883,5.657364341085271,25.77131782945737,7.1686216300943375,1.5007085271317837,170,8,34,3,6,55,32,43,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.7856,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34045478637949345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28924117330572824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400323825706212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351377193723538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36640700817360333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447671658693997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810106315626904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570148498477929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680420791984533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342969810512556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724877163157146 autism,sadmads42,2019/08/04,/s lingo Hi! It’s my first post here but I’ve been lurking and upvoting for some time. Has anyone ever heard of the “/s” indicator as a way for someone to tell you (an autistic person) they’re being sarcastic over text? One of my friends asked me about it today and I wasn’t sure how popular it is. Has anyone here found it helpful?,-0.02117647058823735,2.3299086470588217,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,94.88235294117644,5.072941176470589,20.03529411764706,6.742157984588678,0.5681364705882355,260,9,53,4,10,88,56,68,0.055999999999999994,0.743,0.201,0.917,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,5,3,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38790013861419376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25931221990542475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090547439421224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359387071295661,0.0,0.30413210638134497,0.2143025738696862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592151068951174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795940525727112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421969224214868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656527129747732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350225969459049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614267256050026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24244175088424724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174211159424892,0.0,0.2629231613969872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201707925592564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,marblepalace77,2019/08/04,How many here struggle with sleep issues ? Is it common in Autism as it is in ADHD ?,0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,86.64705882352942,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.1914470588235293,64,1,13,0,2,21,14,17,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053374293222676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388737699879143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42630256292022695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207854816821792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395788891606372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chica_Eclipse,2019/08/04,"Can someone explain why some parents of kids on the spectrum or people in general get offended when using the term “higher functioning”? It as almost some people take it as if I’m being condescending or patronizing when it has nothing to do with that. It’s just a fact there are a wide range of people with different abilities and a way to categorize those abilities. Denying that there are wide range of different abilities seems illogical and overly sensitive. In addition, we also use this term for other things. For example, there are people with high functioning depression. Yet, I hear no one complaining about using that term for that condition. Perplexing.",7.833065217391304,9.699556426086957,8.177989130434781,62.03394021739135,63.0,12.706521739130435,36.98369565217392,12.161744961471696,5.63658695652174,539,26,77,20,8,177,76,115,0.102,0.848,0.05,-0.7269,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,1,22,16,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,12,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,18,15,5,14,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,7,6,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154347645316765,0.0,0.0,0.1449837198049745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156151459093744,0.0,0.0,0.3788350566940419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472057501230696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043357048148824,0.0,0.0,0.19155099329499056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396005031318573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285202592625445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013096610080576,0.0,0.0,0.5027560413663867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165046633653188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361296836268332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363133213647992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204461481454668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697490563777883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390569005403575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359299168871982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thatgayjae,2019/08/04,"Autism Discord server? I’ve recently been introduced to the world of Discord servers and was thinking about making an autism server, should there be a need for one. If anyone has a link to a server, please do send that my way. Otherwise, if I started one, would anyone be interested in joining it?",5.655181818181816,7.277299927272729,5.863409090909091,77.51511363636364,67.9090909090909,8.40909090909091,31.931818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.8112727272727267,236,10,40,4,4,75,43,55,0.10099999999999999,0.81,0.08800000000000001,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657912015093354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223318828574888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697281828675044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514040006406991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656191809538402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288739449521094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357540379960218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342267552491928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643814935715677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660876894592744,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,smalldoggobigpupper,2019/08/04,"Finding a cure for autism is a waste of time and money While scientists today are struggling to even determine the cause of autism, we are decades away from finding a cure if it is even possible. But setting standards for ethical practices to ensure that autistic children and adults of all functioning levels receiving services are being treated humanely can be done right now. Autistic people are already at a very high risk of abuse, and stronger legal protections and more ethical services are what we need more than a cure. Especially for autistic adults in legal guardianship systems, who have most of their adult rights stripped away and can hardly make any decisions, and those in prison. The fact that the Judge Rotenberg Center is still in operation and uses skin shock adversives shows that there is still much more work that needs to be done.",15.583378378378374,10.930274364864873,12.218864864864864,60.180189189189214,51.972972972972975,15.353513513513516,51.8972972972973,12.340626583579946,6.30162,698,33,107,13,5,204,97,148,0.11,0.799,0.09,-0.6461,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,2,0,1,1,6,5,0,2,8,0,17,1,1,3,2,23,21,10,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,9,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,1,19,16,6,20,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,6,77,11,5,0.0,0.20453296773876325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049651152256905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173912470510136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32437464484620304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733392145493562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35331160387661725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280350050212254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155531255705782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463852439111508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823882990806263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522884941016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268995915001248,0.2559992145166928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967677334895124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946092930206176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948424361109294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27571786515048025,0.0,0.0,0.180465634352621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065930652374658,0.0,0.16362877196536407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490929907030569,0.0,0.14243410110234425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125673406546181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,omghowsad,2019/10/13,"I haven’t had meltdowns since I was a young child and now years later I’ve had two in two days. I’ve had a lot of issues recently with a family member of mine and her emotions, she is going through a lot but won’t let no one help her. I simply can not understand why she is doing this. My one today was terrible. I screamed and pulled my hair out and banged my head (which now feels incredibly fragile and heavy in a way) and then to top it off finished with a panic attack. I know this is pretty stupid information and no one really needs to hear it but I have no one to tell and just needed it off my chest.",4.012034883720928,4.060520310077521,5.3344089147286775,85.53789244186048,70.70542635658914,8.620542635658914,24.652131782945727,8.472884824447931,1.2647434108527138,476,11,107,7,8,160,79,129,0.204,0.725,0.071,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,6,0,14,3,3,0,0,23,21,11,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,6,5,5,15,0,13,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,10,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231555775696188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090214382753924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015531059184634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936262494190626,0.0,0.0854753273133918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607340112574833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349116422042088,0.0,0.19052844402800367,0.0,0.11330875318136073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644132329782936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290390242994928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286218232024733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874357136739905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25069266579525523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582029433695415,0.0,0.0,0.1983404281074208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719817431554263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829594436067372,0.0,0.16691368415070112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983756404790498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775467566889666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602369488603499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33026903875483643,0.17598406339616438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341817732618536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253877528929924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886083360179707 autism,OGFairyPrince,2019/10/13,"Does anyone else find it easier to make eye contact with kids? I've been a child care worker for about a year now and something interesting I've noticed is that I have virtually no issue making and maintaining eye contact with the kids I teach. I've taught infants to 5 year olds. I have a lot of trouble making eye contact with peers, even those I know very well, but no problem with the kids. Ant idea why this is? And has anyone else experienced this?",5.091273408239702,6.054280617977533,5.57477528089888,81.51399812734084,68.66292134831461,8.18052434456929,28.316479400749067,8.344100000000001,1.869065917602996,361,12,70,5,6,116,58,89,0.11800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.086,-0.585,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,6,3,3,3,0,16,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,4,4,3,9,10,1,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,4,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769843032183466,0.3922762530383765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517113484583185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675178134984177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198230148256507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643478903961894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495951053038922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160961774139328,0.0,0.19979856973973587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052024915807928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274318116296413,0.0,0.0,0.3833341797263741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793928956871825,0.20086894309830144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831684257717568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736876232476906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794614974351345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211458411152436,0.0,0.17273181000353502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654359248485655 autism,ThatsMrSmeeToYou,2019/10/13,"My son loves naming all the cars he sees on the road Every time we're driving on the road, my 6yr old son is naming or asking me the names of all the cars he sees. I decided to make him a little cheat sheet to study https://i.imgur.com/BsitGlA.jpg",9.852244897959183,6.750949836734692,8.654795918367348,76.64913265306124,60.83673469387754,11.432653061224489,30.62244897959184,8.841846274778883,2.069155102040816,198,3,41,2,2,61,35,49,0.054000000000000006,0.873,0.073,0.2484,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,8,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,6,2,10,0,0,2,1,10,5,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341010055978531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30110711587939626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581875196293693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225483877625618,0.0,0.23855317420834735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750090117988939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695693868796542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839049602393334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,justmenotme,2019/10/13,"Denial How to accept having autism? I’m still in denial. And don’t think I will ever be able to accept. All I think ‘Ok, how to fix that?’ I can’t accept the fact that things just doesn’t work, are impossible, have to do things different, get overloaded, and not just be normal.",2.253035714285716,4.131902517857147,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,77.39285714285714,6.622857142857143,16.557142857142857,7.554174236665415,0.10138999999999987,215,3,45,3,5,71,37,56,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.7998,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,2,3,16,14,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,32,6,1,0.3386761095392409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538444509330713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063519306514373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694428889332342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318306796017247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704671785638033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500027165327159,0.4340199517016233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465602413575643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ariameww,2019/10/13,"Puzzles How many of you like puzzles, or mind-testing games? Or crosswords/sudoku?",4.274285714285714,7.691739285714287,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,84.71428571428571,2.8000000000000003,35.57142857142857,3.1291,1.898971428571429,66,4,9,0,2,19,12,14,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231190824439364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6705401235011927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6678098541767662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FRAAT2019,2019/10/13,"AUTISM - INDEPENDANT TEENS - From a Mom and Blogger of a Severely Autistic 18 year old. THE WANDERER Anyone that’s been following our story knows that our Biggest Challenge so far has been ELOPING! It's been going on since he could walk and now at almost 18 years old, he's an Absolute Escape Artist! While I hate being the Debbie Downer focusing on the difficult parts of Autism like eloping, believe it or not there ARE positives! The main one being the fact that the Entire Police Department in our city not only knows him on a first name basis but sincerely care and keeps an eye out for him Over the years I have literally tried everything…every suggestion anyone gave me, but NOTHING worked. Here is where we were at just a short two months ago: · Every tool I own locked in a Steel Toolbox, every butter knife (makeshift screwdriver), every pair of Scissors (also a makeshift screwdriver;) hidden. · I spend my days looking for ""KEYS"" as I’m constantly having to change my hiding spots and any ""free Time"" is spent researching various GPS systems, home security Cameras and Alarms. · Nights are spent drilling windows and doors shut from the outside and doing my, “Before Bed Perimeter Check"" of the house. (lol, I wish I was kidding;) before finally sleeping with one eye open, usually in the living room. · Why the living room you ask? Well, even with all this Security, Drilled Shut windows and doors, it’s NO MATCH to his sheer Genius and Skills this guy has. (He has to pass the living room to leave so I have a good chance of stopping him before he does…one eye open remember? LOL!) We even went through a super cute, sweet phase where every night he would come to my bedroom, gives me a hug, softly sings ""..go to sleep...."" and tuck me in to my bed with a kiss on my forehead. LOL! I quickly learned that this was his way of getting me to sleep faster so he could forge ahead with his escape plan! THE BREAKTHROUGH One night I found myself on Twitter and decided to post a question to the #Actually Autistic Community to see if they had any advice on how to handle all of this? Most of the responses were great if he were higher functioning, but as I responded explaining that the advice they were giving me wasn’t going to work, I was met with some harsh replies along the lines of, “His aggression is his way of communicating with you!” But here’s what happened…I didn’t get angry I just logged off and for the rest of the night I thought about what they said. It really started to sink in! He’s 18 years old after all, he’s almost a man and honestly, had he not “escaped” and made it so far, so many times, taking busses and even trains by himself, to EXACTLY where he wanted to go, places that I wouldn’t even know how to get to without a car…I would have NEVER BELIEVED that he would have been capable of doing it! I decided to take the advice I had been given and give it a go...and this is where by story gets GOOD! I left all doors unlocked from the outside, I showed him every unlocked door and explained that he was FREE to go walking whenever he wanted, as long as he told me first. (Of course I left his GPS in place;) That was over a MONTH AGO and since then he hasn’t even Tried to leave the house!!! He now comes to me and lets me know that he’s going for a walk and without hesitation I make sure he has everything he needs, give him a hug, tell him to be safe and to have a good time! (I follow his walk via GPS) ❤️ I NEVER WOULD HAVE BELIEVED IT TILL I SAW IT! Communication comes in many forms! We just have to learn to listen hard enough to understand.",5.8193490921548445,6.099796057553957,5.957384378211717,81.8242026378897,66.84172661870504,9.036313806097981,29.49725933538884,8.841846274778883,2.134092840013703,2800,90,554,42,42,889,321,695,0.05,0.804,0.146,0.9977,1,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,6,2,3,9,28,26,2,1,42,3,51,10,7,5,9,100,105,43,0,13,15,1,2,1,0,5,0,2,13,3,26,37,0,5,15,3,6,18,12,4,1,6,31,12,63,24,86,63,13,98,0,0,6,3,66,38,0,8,39,350,89,6,0.0,0.0,0.058140600930566985,0.0,0.0,0.17466000206369084,0.10562654329477383,0.0,0.1193197120435515,0.0,0.0,0.04764537959752908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103165335492978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331817500527851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556984098955846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209226124526734,0.20137570836113144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074485662659295,0.0,0.06302678108447213,0.15396634083486616,0.0,0.0643838342815664,0.0,0.09513811643123997,0.0,0.0,0.03842358649312973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156113014687116,0.0,0.19675714697493346,0.0,0.3011877357157348,0.0,0.05354584761289183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652659847959085,0.0,0.1013558930985184,0.0,0.065325400900173,0.0,0.0,0.12451046940244802,0.22861478180838665,0.2370212031108646,0.14991635091076155,0.0,0.06568616098661761,0.0,0.05899266963977464,0.0,0.0,0.053371165306444784,0.05882202019628013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597626886267165,0.0,0.0,0.13749254946049147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295663585337635,0.0,0.0,0.13097244677874229,0.0,0.0,0.126171315083855,0.1294657189659936,0.06092365977593575,0.0,0.029107335658947405,0.0,0.15782829346893126,0.05272562295910624,0.050031433215331364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637517889215565,0.03976950759298975,0.1208076991301046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977831430645849,0.09511092812961752,0.0,0.0,0.044177142953504056,0.09190213978182084,0.0,0.0,0.22364377324406107,0.0,0.05716774713137559,0.0,0.1875547092383292,0.0,0.12111700715339994,0.04531258539194541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451835238916519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449494402074085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706030245138272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667422201074167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816789294676489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749149875745881,0.0,0.056673361454189324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047476823838993605,0.0,0.0,0.06730741721219083,0.0,0.09856888373845678,0.0,0.17886636261751487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217038907627359,0.0,0.0,0.049810789994435736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056152590594143986,0.0,0.08959212730039215,0.0,0.0520747538294917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047299145240218665,0.10422314573805476,0.0,0.0,0.05693037710604481,0.0,0.08090058731062792,0.0,0.058200117230812615,0.06202393756936162,0.0,0.0,0.0656179542894391,0.0,0.07028258604987205,0.09458222258460293,0.0,0.0,0.05356876027522623,0.05523041663091341,0.05376086500601045,0.0,0.06851301728028793,0.11486424022092198,0.0,0.08674857939585516,0.0,0.0,0.16929311463969493,0.0,0.0,0.15346793151075033 autism,WAr-cat,2019/10/13,"I am in college to be a special education teacher. What could I do that would make your experience in school more enjoyable? I learn a lot in my classes, but I also worry that not quite learning what I should be sometimes. For example, person first language is still stressed in my classes yet I’m aware that a great majority of you actually dislike person first language. It seems to me that there isn’t enough communication between educators and the people we are educating. I would just like some tips, I suppose. Anything you would want to share with an aspiring educator that could help me and my future students.",6.389845132743362,8.017492973451326,7.044413716814159,69.71582411504427,66.16814159292035,9.543805309734514,37.13384955752213,9.827888789773867,3.981655752212388,498,26,82,11,8,164,80,113,0.085,0.746,0.16899999999999998,0.8518,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,3,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,20,17,4,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,16,5,11,9,5,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,6,68,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.1838528214535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506647218643277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503849523812852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008467551710337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466925501655644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429295343253432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32050867412526096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771347104342175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628164663489766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204352380675272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601723353461075,0.0,0.0,0.12575955634719746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061397383093998,0.32901008667433634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038833286008934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067251596897827,0.0,0.17151377539113166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863340374283059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045779149844973,0.0,0.21581343981977832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112416742775627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133100865180985,0.0,0.4015053544466591,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bluebirdfly13,2019/10/13,"Service dog for 6yo with Autism I’m wondering if anyone here received a service dog from an organization. Who and how was the process, cost, challenges, advantages, etc. thanks in advance!",4.795312500000001,8.246332906250004,4.492500000000003,77.1025,79.3125,6.95,36.125,8.07648339933343,3.5741625,151,9,23,3,4,46,30,32,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607695771558652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754291536976563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750244720461722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595340492149096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hassaan18,2019/10/13,"I am comfortable opening up to people for the first time ever I am a runner for a British television series and I had my first week at that job this week. In terms of how I got that job, I got that via Twitter. I put a tweet out expressing my desire to work in the TV industry and the exec producer got in touch offering me some work experience. That was successful enough that they offered me some paid work for a week. I spent a lot of time with the other runners but pretty much everyone there was nice, more than I've ever experienced. I have mainly only ever experienced a school and college environment where from my own experience, most people aren't nice. Me being autistic was taken into account - the woman who offered me the whole thing said that she has ensured I'm treated the same as everyone else. My level of self-doubt is about as high as you can imagine. I don't believe in myself at all. I also don't like voicing it when I'm finding something difficult unless it's an absolute last resort, because I don't want people to think I'm a miserable person or am someone who moans all the time. I did have a few moments this week when I felt left out because I didn't feel as good at talking with others because I don't believe my life has been all that eventful (owing to my fear of doing anything remotely outside of my comfort zone). However, there were three girls around my age range who I was working with and they made me feel more at ease about that stuff than anyone else I've ever met. I was surprised that I was able to do this without the fear that's usually there. I got the sense that they actually cared. There's still a long way to go but I feel a sense of relief for the first time in a while.",6.256535719702715,5.7427060778098,6.971248293644778,77.61086303655395,66.03170028818444,9.726012437433642,32.960564234794475,9.134995656068208,2.7397815561959646,1367,51,267,21,19,454,179,347,0.073,0.8240000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8768,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,9,17,15,0,3,23,0,28,1,0,3,7,41,50,17,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,23,12,0,0,7,3,4,4,7,4,0,4,22,10,39,11,44,27,17,50,0,1,0,0,18,19,0,5,27,199,62,10,0.09089576275549567,0.0,0.08870115257795302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268930863583531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355643075039448,0.09313345050728994,0.0747994679268583,0.08091649987317884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622763993534673,0.0,0.0,0.2048167963745411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267428801425627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186349258537962,0.0,0.0,0.09391962089538712,0.0,0.0,0.3288816851718879,0.0,0.1737095931304279,0.0,0.17782699500856228,0.0,0.20456600725241747,0.1378788862837965,0.0,0.08727418660435239,0.0,0.0830770804429376,0.2319476680971081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051658156667622884,0.07623905327905553,0.29079057984608725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603636387485387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040003817710226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409217834157662,0.0,0.0,0.09875851219125846,0.0,0.06420236534126787,0.04440707836001392,0.0,0.0,0.08043988971576832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727632703148636,0.0,0.0860077684868492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681884422579623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691303234954933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904703115238072,0.07936667402508955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247366833891396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913753471474059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646268530070568,0.0,0.0,0.09199136460173456,0.0,0.0,0.09482410418324058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701568481483241,0.06997599893436188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258947355138219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405390173433404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305857103256885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038710586485437,0.05824233456368361,0.0,0.0,0.21200820090836248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010884101854302,0.0,0.05361267590119848,0.0721488256258118,0.2916443925382759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148187304168543,0.0,0.08762027167343978,0.0,0.2646927913972417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,felixper,2019/10/13,"I care too much about what people think of me. I've been bullied till university. They beat me, called me names, hated me in general. At first, when I was too little to understand anything I didnt know why I was being bullied. At some point in life I started to believe it was all my fault. My dad was a cruel man. He also beat me and psychologically abused me. Until recently my mom used to yell at me all the time. I'm a university student and I encounter with so many people on a daily basis. Every second of these interactions. I feel like everyone hates me, it's like they despise me still, but cant beat me and call me names because this is university now. I feel so exhausted every day because I try to do and say everything perfectly because i have an inferiority feeling i cant get rid of no matter what. And thanks to my asd I cant really tell what people really think or feel so these negative thoughts easily take over. Every school day is a challenge. I know bullying is bad and I was nothing but a victim. I know nobody is perfect and I cannot satisfy everyone and live my life for myself. However, I still care too much of what people think of me. If you ever experienced something like this, maybe recovered from it. I need your wisdom",3.2198022273425484,5.094680100806452,5.335875576036866,77.84107526881724,74.60483870967742,8.433486943164361,26.72887864823349,9.107695989026183,2.3634636712749613,987,37,187,23,21,343,138,248,0.168,0.68,0.152,-0.6403,1,0,1,0,1,0,25.0,0,2,2,7,13,19,5,0,7,0,18,3,0,1,5,37,41,19,0,2,4,2,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,12,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,8,7,40,10,23,32,5,22,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,3,16,132,51,3,0.0,0.13138647710691215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867866592112449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125299375998816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925884899150793,0.2027924824891848,0.0,0.0,0.12493501865402762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264621075002033,0.0,0.22611942197625398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302970902523318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030632301459344,0.2802887375511719,0.2119202296128794,0.09966075141047526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427719516209055,0.07921981402303001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943229486168985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793543053435288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896176803939585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282667623084708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664972509141406,0.16252570867675656,0.1111408779898707,0.09791787176888808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242502087667124,0.11140387569051234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987298821400425,0.0,0.0,0.16303376866660302,0.08222350486901593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640191330513586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075085609068995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482686088067868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420779037182837,0.0,0.10949046377510988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881841519339274,0.0,0.11222656594540648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536851358822847,0.0,0.0,0.07848848883665188,0.0,0.17711374052826967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083375454169394,0.0,0.09692271814767492,0.10209258235675063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316143843579044,0.0,0.08803424664769847,0.06466083105522466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528700805349436,0.0,0.0,0.11544036557768016,0.0,0.09577332704049826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006094668088056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DrumpfsFatRump,2019/10/13,Diffusion tensor imaging I've heard about this kind of brain scan that can reveal the abnormal brain connections in autistic people. What do you know about it?,5.272738095238097,8.538433178571427,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,74.35714285714286,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.7391047619047617,131,5,20,3,3,39,26,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8529415875598635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978244947743727,0.2099531894247696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648508595771242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bdalberg01,2019/10/13,"Grad Student Survey Help Good day, I am a grad student finishing my MBA at Hamline University in MN. I am asking for help in providing responses for a survey my group completed as part of our coursework. The survey is designed for individuals living with Autism, family members/care providers for individuals with Autism, or professionals providing care services for individuals with Autism. If you are willing to help the survey takes about 10 minutes to complete. Thank you for your consideration and assistance. https://dsc13878.sawtoothsoftware.com/D4Kd3qxDDk/cgi-bin/ciwweb.pl?studyname=D4Kd3qxDDk",12.589485049833891,16.5914425,10.468870431893688,41.88825581395349,54.2325581395349,11.42591362126246,40.192691029900324,11.20814326018867,5.819403986710965,509,24,56,14,7,155,58,86,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,17,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,2,38,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357309906832789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570889412883517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287596736175995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261918655505744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377093977596236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114957439902153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507042767828161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265758302633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730594132662389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895892626516265,0.0,0.0,0.23215054843229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gabe_CHC,2019/10/13,"As long as anti-vaxxers exist, society will never fully accept us I see quite a few posts on twitter about vaccines and Autism. And the way they go about it is they go “hurt durr, epidemic, NWO, CONSPIRICAY”, or whatever. They treat Autism as a disease and those who have it as modern day lepers. This is why we will never be fully accepted by society.",4.6020895522388034,6.1249068208955215,5.662865671641793,78.3295223880597,70.34328358208955,8.942089552238807,28.32537313432836,9.3871,2.642644179104477,275,10,49,6,5,91,50,67,0.113,0.8490000000000001,0.039,-0.6288,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,3,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,8,6,1,10,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894264343485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338580392787284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31443554788315736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993478661168945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45307313129089294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813045481359648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124095734720982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405845926488356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35331148184371075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314290533709064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26503848013774234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cttnmthslv,2019/10/13,"My son When I was younger, I got diagnosed with aspergers before they stopped using the term here. My wife and I and my side of the family are pretty sure my son is autistic, as well. My wife has bipolar disorder. I recall schizophrenia which the good psychiatrist was worried about with me (with good reason) having genetic relations to bipolar disorder and autism. Just really putting this out there. I really have nothing else to say about it. My son is a delight.",5.254605042016807,7.495591435294116,5.6657142857142855,76.07000000000002,69.94117647058823,9.563025210084033,32.14285714285714,9.957137785484203,3.640579831932774,372,17,62,10,7,119,59,85,0.099,0.72,0.18100000000000002,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,2,1,12,10,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,13,4,10,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931557614600824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138863556985232,0.0,0.0,0.4830293157023858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603774428946806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865734232373194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535003900549456,0.16853990667951976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220096860748532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438800996101984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184169706162834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699978680568645,0.21666537650311893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758082992112042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761795853321498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861038396113334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200292544378027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894714372749552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400638551886692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NCreddevil,2019/10/13,How do you deal with the stress everyday adult life? Hi yes I'm a model if you decide to look at my profile. But be warned my content is NSFW. Here recently things have been more stressful. As we all have times like these I was wondering if anyone had any helpful tips and/or advice to help deal with stress easier. Yes I'm a easy going let stuff roll off my back kinda person but sometimes no matter how hard you try you never succeed you know? And it can hit you really hard. If anyone else out there needs to talk or juat need a friend let me know. You arent alone in your daily life. Thats why this community is here! For love and support a d thats why I love this community so damn much!,0.9565122377622366,3.256835608391608,2.666254370629371,91.86553540209793,84.52447552447552,5.533041958041959,17.329108391608393,6.9077264865688965,0.00235699300699288,544,12,116,7,16,179,103,143,0.13,0.6509999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9421,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,8,0,1,7,10,1,3,5,2,13,4,0,2,2,24,26,12,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,3,15,6,11,19,3,10,0,0,1,2,20,4,1,6,6,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308855714937697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872245656760945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108445665691846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730928929121107,0.13723835824158825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299234279893198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761745296886279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189049844996216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348246574031872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612174328595715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399696114697801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955562560825786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722091501225856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739274453125529,0.18921294479414946,0.06543679521416251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247668587544916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417739203440769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846202874692074,0.19863107296848112,0.1033035378282339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169520938284792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858060189286267,0.0,0.13225055496060478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247105004610446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602868061288226,0.0,0.1533303723299051,0.0,0.1519946322008808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076566828499648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898443279737507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810206018335761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093713053265544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417217951621862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525327484501052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,patgeo,2019/10/13,"Getting diagnosed as an adult I have quite a large number of autistic traits that I won't go into because I'm not looking for the internet to diagnose me. All through school my parents resisted getting me tested despite teachers questioning it. I only found out about that recently, I'm 30. I'm actually trained to identify signs of potential autism and have access to screening tests that I've done myself. I'm relatively sure I'd end up with one if I went through with it. I've been struggling lately with a lot of my triggers being much worse and I'm coping a lot less. My wife is concerned that I've got depression and wants me to see someone. I don't feel depressed, but I know I'm having a lot of difficulty with things that I can usually control. I'm concerned that if I go and see someone I'm going to end up with a diagnosis and I don't know what, if anything, that would entail. I know I'm not effected enough to qualify for any extra support. Does a diagnosis have any effect, do I need to disclose it to anyone, does it effect getting insurance etc? I'm in Australia as I assume that would make a difference. I'm not sure how spending a fortune to get told a diagnosis is going to help anything and I feel like that is the most likely thing to occur. Yup you're autistic, the things you've been doing seem to be managing it alright, keep doing those, that will be $200, come back each week so I can charge you more. What does a diagnosis entail as an adult? Do you think it would be worthwhile testing for it?",2.8765686274509825,4.858160055555559,4.601895424836601,82.25519607843141,75.89542483660131,7.409150326797388,28.98039215686275,8.285830014693849,2.2207176470588244,1211,54,232,22,27,409,155,306,0.033,0.877,0.09,0.9322,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,5,4,9,0,1,15,2,27,2,0,7,3,53,66,15,0,8,7,2,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,2,23,15,0,2,13,0,1,6,6,3,0,1,7,6,23,6,35,50,12,18,0,2,4,0,9,5,0,10,9,152,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.10221778082354296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246285125768046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324140802636267,0.0,0.1723954062839457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054383454309053,0.0,0.06385268575773224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902301055817896,0.0,0.0,0.11748245901268375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043655529742886,0.2126316231735855,0.0,0.10943812669522092,0.0,0.0,0.2749939291471669,0.1071923583212596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554917389339204,0.1082314597352944,0.1168203864873738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592627317490158,0.0748311450480167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484947531585207,0.0,0.0,0.21890354877506368,0.0,0.2381201137768205,0.0,0.08377559617992582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020958164096934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310378135370627,0.0,0.0,0.17269832928034978,0.0,0.11815896895316168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234800497837124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796094283235673,0.0,0.0,0.2671559871472142,0.0,0.0,0.0699193119014226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700096081561557,0.07766843554342269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097915222212565,0.07966467232895147,0.0,0.0,0.11630894130352153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734040442347475,0.11141113052251092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342484234749644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060093682126056,0.1669392987240623,0.09535756570144993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775032716392078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095041132527027,0.0,0.0,0.118865443534241,0.1974452656545797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876738709016507,0.06711752909693093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009006986661337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536381740631135,0.0,0.061782384956229584,0.0,0.0840215761815887,0.0,0.0,0.09710134624706937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674595251771196,0.2232273945857698,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Zach0416,2019/10/13,"My Workplace Boss: How's your work going? Me: I have asperges sir, Under budget and ahead of schedule is how we do things..... Boss: Good job Bowen Me: Would you like to hear a detailed explanation on my favorite train?",1.286178861788617,3.962398146341464,2.040853658536588,92.60160569105692,91.92682926829269,3.7089430894308943,21.46747967479675,5.46131890053228,0.08533821138211373,168,6,32,1,6,52,37,41,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.8299,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,7,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,22,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542579863494185,0.3752435127068325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042329922039678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439584511250711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856866469559108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972212895139985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32570004663005264,0.0,0.0,0.31780794403954243,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OnlyTheForum,2019/10/13,"I'm making a study on silence gaps at restaurants When you're at a restaurant with a good amount of people (but not that, much, generally less than 40), you'll notice sometimes there are gaps of silence when no one speaks and the hall is completely silent. Then 2 seconds pass and they start talking. Because I can't focus on once conversation when several people are talking (and I think a lot of ppl here do too) I'm referencing all these discussions as a general noise from which I can measure the audio level. Because, just think of the probabilities : picture each people as a line. If this person is talking the line is black, if he doesn't the line is white. By taking all line sinto account, because of conversations when roughly half the people don't speak, when people eat they usually don't speak at the same time, etc... Yout ake all these into account, and you obtain sometimes gaps where so little people are talking that they'll stop too, to avoid being awkward or if there's something worth everybody shutting it up. You'll also notice that I'm always the last one to speak in these very moments. Anyways, I'm sure I can come up with an equation that can predict the average time between each silence gaps with P = number of people.",9.156524741081702,7.5610161139240555,8.645638665132338,71.45243958573073,60.85654008438818,10.643498273878023,38.42309167625624,9.095868883498916,3.4954168776371315,997,40,174,12,11,318,136,237,0.037000000000000005,0.924,0.038,0.0516,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,3,1,15,4,0,2,16,0,19,1,0,1,4,31,29,19,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,10,11,1,2,2,0,3,2,6,2,0,4,0,8,10,2,26,25,11,29,0,0,2,0,19,14,0,5,13,119,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545369619220627,0.09931869169806516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828578286014536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028197378635162,0.12514871775659187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213705811292892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331201092839084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011512788130628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972959079452434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963201624634515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147724860429623,0.0,0.0,0.07967501838712926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774475609056966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717887079528403,0.0,0.12711656508567545,0.16176547235973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792537559933634,0.10422223752506472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869235399754975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484501138044722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918906489603589,0.23610401132874476,0.0,0.08448499185433098,0.0,0.0,0.09979192222595357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249721102561497,0.0,0.08974532024705084,0.38375440759889456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296461648352838,0.0,0.0,0.13920180821328088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146030793346905,0.09848609686180466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Amaranyx,2019/10/13,"Had my first appointment 2 days ago I had my first autism referral appointment. I was excited and terrified, not knowing what to expect. I didn't know whether I would be dismissed by being told I'm overthinking, not understood, grilled relentlessly or if I'd be given an indication of whether I was finally on the right path to finding out why I felt the way I did. I met with a man, Tom, at my local disability services health clinic. During the appointment he was asking me many questions about how I felt,giving me scenarios and asking what I would do/think and feel in those situations. He was very mindful of not pushing too hard, letting me ramble but keeping me on track whilst constantly scribbling down notes and giving me smiles of reassurance. Then he did a questionnaire/ test with me. He said the average score was 16.2, 80% of people that score 30 or higher are diagnosed with Autism. I scored 42. He told me not to be worried, that this was a positive thing and not negative, he said he cannot officially tell me I have Autism from this test but that he is putting me on the waiting list for a full diagnosis test, the wait is 18 months. He was very kind, I had been there an hour and a half, I was drained, sweating, shaking and had a headache. He told me that if I needed him I can text him. He told me if I am struggling with college or work that he can come and speak to them so that I can get help and any special adjustments. I have never felt more listened to or understood by someone in person before. Now I don't know where to go from here, I have 18 months to wait until I can go for my full diagnosis but I feel more sure that I am going down the right path and that I do infact has Autism but I still feel stuck in limbo. Thank you for reading if you got this far, I had write down what happened and how I felt as maybe other people will understand how I currently feel as the people in my life don't see this as big as a thing as I do.",5.223840947546536,5.423854307106601,5.876967005076143,82.16751480541458,68.11167512690355,9.409306260575297,30.376057529610833,9.2995712137729,2.3913895093062605,1543,55,321,28,24,503,190,394,0.036000000000000004,0.852,0.11199999999999999,0.9840000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,3,12,8,0,2,17,0,43,5,1,3,2,67,84,36,0,8,19,0,8,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,19,17,0,4,16,1,0,7,11,2,0,3,32,13,51,6,41,44,4,44,0,0,1,0,36,20,0,9,16,221,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789628413300522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674298429626305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539594723937616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437490673493568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541457364034939,0.0,0.10715298664639501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394776105441924,0.0,0.0,0.10064179421448384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054609051397165,0.0,0.3808232876989795,0.1086211356520915,0.09062727519345998,0.1686849933823909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180519618818629,0.09511998211830706,0.16905882905403122,0.0,0.07930453791487765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768379505283183,0.0,0.0888247776355466,0.0,0.0,0.10539875827976483,0.0,0.0,0.06646253423581283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764921187723784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881348828903078,0.0,0.1032562709608477,0.16348151283620804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139427350460577,0.07003719197680076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005291616763498,0.09961606538591633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011983242562264,0.0,0.15829159796898,0.0,0.0,0.073523313138994,0.07647563139646701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062279659493002,0.08657966035532348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967970332700674,0.1110780104932077,0.0,0.09918336660765584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935827555388194,0.1886411398410838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901491931320809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114560980841307,0.0,0.0,0.08401500900986393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918653569209226,0.0,0.0,0.1036599379446124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345385929923544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866671807289896,0.09129001389251708,0.0,0.0,0.1317503896904455,0.0635355028639699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789932678529401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322544825556404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362904920297605,0.0,0.07870584088913124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947334861876963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218713729402057,0.10069827288250914,0.0,0.1408759128338179,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Meusulus,2019/10/13,How would I get my sister to travel alone? I'm trying to get her to move in with me but I'm scared of her traveling alone. Is there a service that could help? She is on Medicaid and will be coming from Arkansas to Washington State. I would go and travel back with her but my financial situation won't allow it yet.,1.9571282051282068,3.901955507692312,4.0657692307692335,85.20839743589745,78.53846153846155,8.025641025641027,21.602564102564106,8.841846274778883,1.5032564102564099,248,7,52,6,6,85,47,65,0.151,0.797,0.052000000000000005,-0.6867,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,14,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,10,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535945048741316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550383992736454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302179090342301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338265995825345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926110112708696,0.0,0.15188809305725878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913647529649102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840514860760319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757049459425924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30040763252046915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144969818698475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797028622123712,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DarkDescent19,2019/10/13,"Do tv shows even represent people in the middle of the spectrum? I'm currently 19 and was diagnosed with pdd-nos a decade ago. Anyways, I've been wondering if tv shows even represent people in the middle of the spectrum for awhile now. I really hate that I can't seem to relate to anyone on the autism spectrum that I see on tv or in the movies. Practically everyone has Aspergers. Sigh. It always makes me wonder if I even have autism or if what I'm doing is just not normal. But seriously... I highly doubt I'm the only one who gets so lonely/bored and talk to my teachers just so I can talk to someone other than my family that day. Or wears sweatshirts everyday so I fit that lazy, slightly overweight, mostly B and C student stereotype. Yeah, I'm not really someone you would assume has autism. I take the normal classes and struggle through them with some minor help from the resource center on my college campus. Get a bad grade on a test, oh well there's always next time, guess I didn't try hard enough. I have a solid friend group who has never really asked why I'm so quiet. Pretty sure this is just me masking all the symptoms and acting like I'm fine so I don't have to tell people and have them talk down to me but stuff like this really should get acknowledged in tv shows and movies.",3.8234883720930237,5.3794321627907005,4.854178294573647,83.23684883720931,72.33333333333333,7.640620155038763,24.527906976744184,8.238735603445708,1.4931590697674415,1030,30,197,16,20,337,148,258,0.055,0.85,0.095,0.6919,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,15,12,1,2,14,1,19,4,1,1,3,39,37,20,0,7,13,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,12,9,1,0,5,7,0,1,6,5,2,1,3,3,20,6,23,32,4,23,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,14,10,126,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004999291254244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660269119208546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680739029041519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606191820824732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036586595559189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006539434775968,0.0,0.0,0.1260079291093784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827839906574842,0.0,0.24599637880401806,0.0,0.0,0.11862903777025498,0.0,0.0,0.11703598495955472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959166822502686,0.0,0.19458711581194046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676336849242599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112125073963106,0.12257076117007312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321400038405394,0.13116951380887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130519405641275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828699660563515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575083606979383,0.0,0.1320331442487334,0.0,0.2432779842192545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412611302080736,0.09442038990741627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582064351747308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630347117207635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181303651341569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893013562718347,0.1130199657004159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038093333028354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978677709352154,0.14212012148018216,0.0,0.0,0.11700832014659322,0.12903763757627434,0.09334408442120803,0.2993571452080732,0.10851110168141803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239188239384713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428855837219874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162424717753712,0.0,0.11202454664018774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692671093493582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881914028666432,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,csasha,2019/10/13,"Is sister not leaving house sign of depression, or a typical trait for someone with autism? Hi! I have a 26 year old sister who used to leave the house all the time with my family or with her support staff, she would regularly go to dance classes or other events in the community. I'm not even totally sure when, but within the last five or so years she absolutely refuses to go anywhere, except for going on a walk with my mom and their dog in the morning. Even going to something that would have been a treat before (like going out for a meal or a dessert), she hasn't done in years. From my perspective, this seems like a sign of depression/anxiety. My sister is not super verbal, (she used to be a lot more verbal, but that's another story) so I don't know what she thinks, I fully assume she's not the happiest person if she never leaves our parents' house and mostly sits either on the couch in the front room, or on her bed in her room, every single day. She doesn't go on the computer or have communication with friends (she hasn't seen or spoken to friends in years) or watch tv, she just flips through magazines occasionally but I don't think is really reading them, even though she can read pretty well. I'm new to this subreddit, and I fully understand no one can offer a diagnosis, and maybe can't relate to her level of needs or experience. I more am wondering if anyone, from their experience, thinks it's possible that never wanting to leave the house (when she had done so regularly for like 20 years) can be explained for reasons other than depression/anxiety. Thanks for your time!",8.167281553398059,6.853183592233013,8.444647249190941,71.20949514563111,62.592233009708735,11.864595469255665,34.19223300970874,10.93419730881044,3.566989902912621,1266,42,238,28,15,419,163,309,0.057999999999999996,0.8420000000000001,0.1,0.9456,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,3,1,11,12,0,0,19,0,24,2,0,3,5,58,47,25,0,6,22,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,1,10,10,2,1,10,4,0,9,13,1,1,2,5,2,31,11,40,38,8,41,0,1,2,0,34,15,0,17,19,171,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416978632964304,0.1374032209525416,0.0,0.0,0.06279468668448661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641858767251031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791766502272749,0.0,0.07735007601336512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838061483834912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794873778416306,0.0,0.07566572157988065,0.0,0.0,0.17569568183369275,0.08466143241673962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387683235164854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30623410323790434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144978722482031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935522027007118,0.07320415998504655,0.0,0.38036782244730494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162453614530012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635014563872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022254744765464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518010947714812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659026917489044,0.13852838406188614,0.08673553060183194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423665526419034,0.0,0.060855105670750614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971932168658078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784154391578125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012431638170752,0.0,0.0913653419700758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179661301921738,0.0,0.05753224620792007,0.09233588306026047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175632640845164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609262730205407,0.06913731429907194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191117955649556,0.08464142025814013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268161945572218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263284489950018,0.08823428102438527,0.0,0.10473360754686248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349157555021992,0.0,0.1551277007118882,0.0,0.0,0.05297011090434448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807466922396246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973911536187334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759170602292985,0.0,0.0,0.28916171875834057 autism,Dixon-726,2019/10/13,"Signs a guy with autism likes you My crush is moving 12 days from now, and really want to get to know him and spend time with him before he leave, but we aren't that close. I tried to befriend him last year, but he was nervous to the point where he couldn't even say, ""Hey"", to me. We've talked at least three times now, and I want to get his number, but I barely see him during the week because he has work and I don't have any classes with him. We go to this club after school once a week. I sit all the way at he back of the room all the time. The first week I went, he put his bookbag beside me, but sat in the front of the class; we didn't talk. The second week, he sat beside me and I feel like he was glancing at me several times. I leaned towards him so he could hear me when I asked him if he wanted my snacks, and in response, he leaned forward and stared me in the eyes/face for about 10-15 seconds without saying anything; after the stare down, he started gesturing in response. (I did some research and I believe that was selective mutism...?) The next week I didn't go. The fourth week, I say where I usually do, and when he walked in, he went to the seat beside me, but didn't sit down, and decided to go up front and sign-in; after that, he was about to sit beside me again, but he decided against it, and sat in another seat that was two or three rows away from me. I always have to initiate the convos, but Ik it's because he has social issues/communication problems, but I like him despite that. We still go to the club together, but from the corner of my eye, I see him turning back and looking in my direction for a few seconds before turning forward again. I actually turned and looked at him once when he was doing that, but he ended up turning forward before I caught him. Could he have a crush on me?",6.607898614795167,4.715109702917771,6.851012378426173,83.24853743000298,66.0291777188329,9.757088122605364,31.28927203065134,7.984000788550335,1.9123222516946656,1406,39,314,13,18,456,167,377,0.03,0.9329999999999999,0.038,0.4397,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,4,1,0,2,16,5,0,1,21,0,23,2,1,0,2,50,51,30,0,8,13,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,9,22,1,0,4,2,1,15,7,2,0,7,16,13,51,3,48,32,5,74,0,0,8,0,48,27,0,3,37,204,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.08796247178143299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500270729451572,0.0,0.0,0.061297478935142126,0.09451839722822723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417655684913664,0.0,0.08426761557834606,0.0,0.08468837523684293,0.13862235544705187,0.0,0.10989555875467798,0.0,0.2301044540963381,0.10155556691118499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393700353932726,0.0,0.0,0.05813207274344584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983622732350758,0.0,0.0,0.059535831111366073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045576888580394666,0.0643951808738782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667202216577966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418761137664597,0.0,0.20491184234221754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925158934454569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159298522510336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049537930334081964,0.07347515739288983,0.0,0.09544398032576076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132111802280329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138778966677313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958032854325555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958636425704186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198977272856904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521030691753173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625066363866789,0.0,0.0906143963338996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774522713131203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504598883597384,0.0,0.09122528375044847,0.1436579158236373,0.0,0.0,0.10183119356263484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188516106529487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380071068690261,0.0,0.07198496674866865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490031540901224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024265015547752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119833227137464,0.39218054680152026,0.0880525155855406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927515987378804,0.0,0.15949860922974424,0.07154798842773342,0.4338234775413322,0.0,0.0,0.1671191520767149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689059218010785,0.0,0.06562212417016461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804643561816046 autism,MaxWoulf,2019/10/13,"Mental over Physical health Okay so, basics: I live in a group home for autistic young adults in our own apartments. We have scheduled weeks and Friday is the day I clean my apartment, throw away trash and shop for the weekend. Anyways, as we (me and a worker) were walking back I asked if we were gonna use the car to go shop and initially we weren’t but I said I prefer the car so we walk to it. On the way there I started thinking “mental over physical health”. I’m not active, like at all except walking to school, because I hate being outside around people. Absolutely horrible for me. And people don’t even have to be outside, just knowing there’s people in their houses makes me freak out and think they’re all watching me. It’s not a long walk to the store but I have so much to keep in mind and so much that I fear others will notice (mostly small silly things). I mean I haven’t been able to go to the store, school, on buses and such in a long while. Getting a bit off track, what I wanted to say and kind of ask? What do you do in these situations? How do you get any physical activities done? At home, outside? Physical health is good but if I did walk to the store I would totally have a shutdown or something later, but if I go by car I won’t break down but won’t get any physical workout (is that the word? It’s late and I’m Swede) So yeah, this is kind of a rant/ask.",1.5699676249676282,3.506829793706295,3.0229292929292946,92.2562457912458,79.73426573426573,5.7754985754985775,21.43175343175343,6.775458762138228,0.3592632996632994,1075,31,235,11,27,351,152,286,0.092,0.866,0.042,-0.9569,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,6,2,1,1,14,9,1,1,16,2,25,3,0,3,3,47,47,27,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,3,1,11,17,0,1,5,4,5,12,7,3,0,0,7,3,30,6,35,33,8,46,0,0,1,0,15,20,0,5,13,159,41,3,0.11281222808889847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343236719317754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004268005803875,0.3163926141952107,0.0,0.10599080184098243,0.08674563991709916,0.0,0.0687692871577479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316173496216735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275455439456409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544607690395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451141269525477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694512026634425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681919907033214,0.0,0.1923413669452126,0.094621544581059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137871965006728,0.0,0.3597423693626597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631972584002694,0.0,0.0,0.130170164754912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002726917341902,0.0,0.23495315108242354,0.06199865026301581,0.0,0.12725710703906315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511435627848988,0.0,0.09961526421832703,0.19967054372977214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530303825064727,0.0,0.0,0.12288558842673153,0.0,0.0,0.2273763843887777,0.0,0.11390819121854485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585993597333767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843746939362424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346293837179119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731026265283326,0.08971281172757689,0.0,0.2283439951667593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268056710189914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684836468963411,0.0,0.0,0.07984907568267376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494743158467555,0.14457104120248893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743354411057394,0.0,0.0,0.06653957499087618,0.08954509567997586,0.0904911646442149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013857009340572,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jpavon__,2019/04/22,"Is my niece linked to autism? I have three beautiful nieces that live at home with me and my two parents but one of my nieces always catches my curiousity when i am around her at home. I try to give my nieces attention a lot of the times because im not always being playful around since im always minding my own business and im the cool laid back quiet uncle so that explains me. Let's just say if im in the kitchen washing dishes and my niece is next to me who i think has autism, she kind of eyeballs me from the corner of her eye and i see that she does that A LOT. I dont know why she does that?? It kind of freaks me out but i dont question her about it because shes a small seven year old girl and asking her why she does that would be rude. She always comes off as quietly serious and sometimes happy smiling with me and i try to brighten her day by taking her walking to the store or giving her candy since they are indoors a lot of the times. Another thing is my three nieces always say hello or hi when they see me passing through the hallways or their room and i say hello every time but its kind of an awkward hello because they say 20 hellos in a day every time they see me! lol i sometimes ignore it and just give them a smile. I sometimes want to tell my mom if my nieces or just that one niece could be linked to autism but i dont want her to take it as rude or why would i say that. My seven year old niece also has somewhat of an Aspie look but i dont know. How can i approach this weird situation avoiding her eye contacts that kind of make me feel curious about what she is thinking of me or herself?",3.2101190476190453,3.9683955743440222,4.260717930029156,89.97035775024295,72.84839650145774,6.6496112730806605,25.370383867832853,6.42735559955562,0.7238669582118558,1274,38,281,8,24,415,156,343,0.071,0.828,0.10099999999999999,0.9059999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,0,13,15,2,2,15,2,22,5,2,2,0,56,42,29,0,7,17,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,18,15,2,2,10,1,1,5,5,8,0,7,0,15,59,7,35,35,5,30,0,0,6,0,45,11,0,13,14,192,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057340074718260366,0.2983090980269401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518581352907029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765998840112264,0.06703170406195573,0.0,0.0,0.05513442289143028,0.0,0.1311266467244111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176493616061088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724822376065995,0.0,0.0,0.0924837345854144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824074701912188,0.0,0.3361369057593496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082407861334732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03625469270036878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634931626095454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632812723338485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384593260320122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098019171390867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29866645525544105,0.07881110348752403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733201673104772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331419203436167,0.0,0.06021163317539256,0.0,0.0,0.1828754647318389,0.0,0.0,0.04786165114337168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239859422840228,0.0839765322439384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625590536743088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047840430463796,0.0,0.09717428074513222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961660122417161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032266549557145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851015973422135,0.0,0.0,0.17141166568361813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862529391520985,0.08059606797153307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212745375887968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078219822565712,0.0,0.06267072066045462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763563207978031,0.09188751078590196,0.0,0.0,0.16724008398363496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973619217713846,0.0,0.07004244900169451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458341122548693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940997453941672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187010707781778,0.0,0.0,0.09234749239084304 autism,cuddleup89,2019/04/22,"[Repost] [Academic] TSU student looking for participants for their thesis ""hope as an influence on resilience among parents with a child diagnosed with a developmental disability"" (18+, Parent with a child with a developmental disability) Hello all, Are you a parent of a child with a developmental disability? A Tennessee State University researcher, Matthew Kettelhake, B.A, wants your valuable input about your experiences as a parent who has a child diagnosed with a developmental disability. This project is a Masters’ Thesis examining the influence hope has on resilience among parents who have a child diagnosed with a developmental disability. You qualify for this study if you have a child between the ages 4-25 diagnosed with a developmental disability living at home with you. If you are a parent with a child with a developmental disability and are interested in participating in my study, please follow the link below to complete the survey. https://tnstateu.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_8rgk5LRWyNaVzVP Thank you in advance! Respectfully, Matthew Kettelhake, B.A. mkettelh@my.tnstate.edu Faculty Advisor: Dr. James L. Campbell Jcampbell21@tnstate.edu",12.049827586206892,14.903381396551733,11.020172413793103,41.87956896551725,54.0,14.535632183908048,45.53448275862069,13.295006501635747,7.733193103448277,969,54,110,38,12,309,91,174,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.9545,6,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,8,1,2,1,6,0,0,24,0,8,5,0,2,1,22,14,5,0,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,4,12,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,29,14,1,13,0,0,1,0,25,9,0,4,1,79,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376878008607772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792560268264614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547144799932982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840956676405515,0.23449223856385495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423660805878243,0.0,0.09912874517100914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7864553766023609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957884483366866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868071681487307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962647394600671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lonewolfey1,2019/04/22,"I have Autism, can I foster/adopt? I'm too young to adopt/foster right now, but I like looking towards the future anyhow. Ever since I was really young, I'd always wanted to foster and/or adopt kids. Not too long ago, I was diagnosed with ASD, Tourrettes, and generalized anxiety disorder. I was wondering if anyone had some insight on whether or not I could foster/adopt kids and how that may play out?",2.5618274853801166,5.375340065789473,3.695438596491228,83.60862573099416,82.55263157894737,6.5356725146198835,21.60233918128655,7.793537801064563,1.361647953216374,319,10,56,6,9,103,54,76,0.076,0.804,0.11900000000000001,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,20,12,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,7,2,6,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,6,8,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622348526886981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461537018584868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263086285615217,0.0,0.0,0.20685074667099715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619564902168694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002605438954077,0.0,0.0,0.3390460428776812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675945665175613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452726825269918,0.0,0.0,0.26179964880636525,0.24842213159267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951584463766333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263663236480044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447130796916132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174487804149138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208142903301038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SnrkyBrd,2019/04/22,"My brother has autism, what are the chances that I [ F] have autism as well? So this is prolly a stupid question, but it was brought to light because I was talking to my boyfriend, who has asperger's, and we were talking about this book about aspergers, we were talking about what affects him, and what also affects me, and a lot of those things line up. Im of course going to bring this up with my therpist when I see him in a few days. But I was curious, my brother has autism, we have the same parents, what are the chances I have it as well?",7.596454545454545,5.358113009090914,7.042727272727273,83.75409090909092,64.36363636363636,10.254545454545458,38.36363636363636,8.238735603445708,2.8647636363636364,421,18,93,4,5,131,63,110,0.021,0.8759999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.7851,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,6,0,14,0,0,2,0,14,18,10,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,6,2,15,2,14,12,3,8,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,2,2,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837019793042954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121256231633606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997552170272586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409758732775397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267942917427592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088823894818706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754366997425175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778793562956766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766842077038926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981337614112453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479730468851098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44606405357448137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Rivallo,2019/04/22,"Resources for autistic parents? Parents who are autistic not parents who have autistic children. Looking for resources and strategies for parents who are themselves autistic. I have not been able to find anything in looking around. Everything seems to be divided into groups for autistic people (usually teens and twenty somethings) or parents who have autistic children. Why are there no resources anywhere in between? Or if there are...where are they? If anyone knows of anything if you wouldn’t mind sharing that would be great.",7.503362068965515,10.810197080459773,5.33400862068966,76.18997844827587,66.70114942528735,5.729310344827588,44.20833333333334,6.6274283507984215,3.904219540229885,434,29,54,3,8,123,51,87,0.024,0.894,0.08199999999999999,0.7383,5,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,16,7,0,5,7,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,12,11,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,6,1,44,8,0,0.14548075321486112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017235252438267,0.0,0.2394365282646195,0.1295087140720268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307487203363977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296677283231698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039304401156038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995241731650436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443343848730321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689408884609273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8076957997935353,0.0,0.0,0.10085803654405888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244021385183952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199819137133298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022649630016852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127375169277047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334535303711367,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LilPad93,2019/04/22,"Hello, r/Autism! I need some help. Hello, one and all! I am looking for advice, insight, and cold hard truth. My boyfriend of a year has an 8 year old little boy with autism. He is non-verbal, and loves alllllll of his CDs and Thomas the Train. He tells the greatest jokes without words, and sometimes I call him a little guinea pig because of all his squeaks. Now, why I am asking for guidance. We have been talking about moving in, which would obviously bring me into a parental role. I'm usually pretty patient with him, but also this is very different for me. &#x200B; Sometimes I feel that besides his autistic behaviors, he's messing with me. Of course like any 8 year old, he's testing me, and when he's testy, it just seems more-so because of his autism. He starts getting on my nerves after a while. Because he will flat out not listen, or ""pretend"" he's doing exactly what I asked him not to do. I didn't handle last Sunday very well. I recognize that. But my bf says I was selfish and making it about me. I mean, he's a child, and a child I need more patience with- I get that. But he's got awareness for action=consequence. I'm not a monster, I know what his level is at, but he made me feel like I was just being awful and picky with him. How am I supposed to take on a parental role when it feels like enforcing consequences for bad behavior is hurting his child?",2.7109848484848484,4.601905472727271,3.7682045454545485,88.4549734848485,76.0909090909091,6.183333333333334,26.00378787878788,6.996647511020387,1.1091606060606063,1075,40,218,11,24,347,158,275,0.073,0.831,0.096,0.4979,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,11,1,18,1,0,3,5,48,41,19,0,3,11,2,4,3,1,2,0,2,0,4,10,17,0,0,7,2,0,2,5,4,1,1,6,8,35,7,27,32,5,25,0,1,1,1,42,9,0,3,17,133,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182916792216938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680611290199444,0.0,0.13116097320407485,0.14709275512836215,0.08232025276716885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263365976873508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107427434820257,0.22137852155991047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360874015734342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647471495036985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836242396974763,0.1729607043752694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264904872232228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968172150475608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084397920220295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113933501032859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958983727992204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652761283998103,0.09867442566585843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774212764728886,0.2426539973500265,0.0,0.0,0.10165410819275206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925514059001636,0.11454336136692632,0.08080387803864512,0.0,0.0,0.1318623037079836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866027787338244,0.0,0.1795186658001251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540497107477208,0.0,0.0820287071407288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688302631222681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231545126192769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626627644438696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020218734225383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394492040547136,0.0,0.08568200065826499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101685896759452,0.09729788889958628,0.10580573690765133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333228771603864,0.1997629550747365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884126643609242,0.0,0.10923158575801613,0.0,0.0,0.11669085965058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599264245441397,0.0,0.14709275512836215,0.23386266459878916 autism,turbulencesucks,2019/04/22,"Alternative to Risperidone? I have a 23 yr old son who has moderate autism and has been on 4 mg a day of Risperidone for the past 4-5 yrs. He is stabilized on it and it seems to do an okay job of keeping his OCD tendencies under control but I've recently been reading a lot of threads from another subreddit from people who take Anti Psycotic meds and almost unanimously they all agree Risperidone is the worst of them all. This really discouraged me because my son isn't extremely vocal and would not be able to tell me if they make him feel crappy. I'm wondering if anyone has any recommendations for a different med that would be suitable. In the past we've tried Abilify, Ritalin, and maybe Zoloft. Just curious if any young adults with autism can make a recommendation or speak of their experience with risperidone.",8.441883116883115,7.937917571428574,8.468149350649352,68.63650974025977,61.59740259740259,12.635064935064936,38.08116883116883,11.93303328291395,4.667755844155844,662,29,118,19,8,216,108,154,0.109,0.843,0.048,-0.9159,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,9,1,15,2,0,3,2,28,23,10,0,5,7,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,7,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,10,1,18,17,4,10,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,8,6,74,16,2,0.17292549939868015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315990861114294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519053891829714,0.18132746377156453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091352989768595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541377939697877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939506517292888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152264134251688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806703415552359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915432021369445,0.0,0.0,0.08743632832586863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160187531090515,0.1537041293123001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701507571437988,0.0,0.0,0.2308582272742564,0.0,0.17372690691284984,0.0,0.3841624931372628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145622241888826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301539122083012,0.11988476793210673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729722954946921,0.0,0.11078050292527304,0.0,0.17074306876850626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742488002500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001845470387402,0.0,0.1511445084743628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740506296380394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753032758993088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568262659572526,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ladychick84,2019/04/22,"Help - Need Advice for ASD 8 Year Old Hi, my daughter is 8 years old with ASD fairly high functioning. For the last 4 years or so she has in some way or another had an oral fixation that we believe is mostly tied to anxiety. We have purchased chewlery for her, which to a degree works in the sense that at least she is chewing something that is safe to chew. But, it also reinforces that it is ok for her to chew things. We would like to treat the root cause of it, but just not sure how. She gets aba therapy now (I know this isn't popular in this group but I'm not looking for a debate at the moment) and they have set up a token/reward system to get her to stop mouthing, but honestly it feels very rote so I'm not to sure we will continue with that specific approach. So I guess my question is directed at those who have a lot of anxiety, what do you do and how do you cope? Or parents what have you found to be effective coping strategies?",3.9004044409199055,4.523606804123716,4.888762886597939,86.59220063441714,71.16494845360825,8.649643140364791,27.80967486122125,8.841846274778883,1.8912724821570184,736,25,160,13,13,241,118,194,0.07,0.8420000000000001,0.087,0.5308,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,4,3,1,2,8,8,0,0,9,1,19,4,1,5,2,38,29,15,0,2,11,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,8,3,2,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,18,8,25,24,4,22,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,8,11,112,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641576803117531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434137581398628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761519440080626,0.257023461846176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926696876852706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257179110233253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494068626544324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841921358725953,0.0,0.0,0.17553546539104048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505969501058225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260001637453325,0.17749043832231548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232279626382082,0.13693410162049008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207132678412513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106911580659873,0.0,0.0,0.14281891362141055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456230203301112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525540551509007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653278354872044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818701309235145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293267489706973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404469880345139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31665678139871617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211096738535696,0.0,0.11160495312937918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860917155395225,0.0,0.13334247745419575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229856918332102,0.0,0.0,0.11933512823618572,0.0,0.0,0.3245397544836126 autism,gaythrowawayiguess,2019/04/22,Too much energy I've been doing just full body stimming. I have so much energy. I've basically been vibrating in all my classes. I wasn't able to ramble enough about my special interest and now the excitement won't go away.,3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,75.36363636363637,9.854545454545457,26.90909090909091,10.125756701596842,3.213745454545455,180,7,33,6,4,62,35,44,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,1,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,4,3,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,25,4,1,0.3872377960765149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638226565026388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301338949288249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001201585348112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007616340879596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693286725362317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GraveyardGuide,2019/04/22,"I can never win. I'm confident and put myself out there. They hate me. I'm silent and shy. They hate me. I 'be myself'. They hate me. I be someone else, someone they say they'll like. They hate me. I take care of myself and put my best foot forwards. They hate me. No matter what I do, I'm always violating conduct. I'm 'rude', 'creepy', 'entitled', or 'disrespectful to conversation'. There is no recourse, no understanding. Even when everything goes well, they talk behind my back and ostracize me. The judgemental will say I'm a shitty person. I say it's the aspergers. I try to act in the way I'm supposed to, I try to conform, but it always falls flat. Even when I explain myself it's seen as disingenuous and manipulative. There is no respect for people like me.",0.9453355704698012,3.510380496644298,3.233620805369128,85.14841778523494,89.67114093959732,6.2014765100671125,21.543959731543627,7.554174236665415,1.211244026845638,590,21,116,12,20,201,81,149,0.18899999999999997,0.705,0.106,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,8,2,9,14,7,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,1,13,24,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,7,1,0,1,4,30,7,10,19,1,12,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,1,7,77,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626167166185385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454597908710117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268317605255473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862178142454054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357836313940395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796025391208843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219340362615265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6711690239654776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284781446990634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048618684837423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425856510611404,0.11871631252679568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27335766308581044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243660573953817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303994269698772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022261058606037,0.1092806805627478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846178286373844,0.0,0.0,0.14154068664087371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107919887492419,0.0,0.0,0.1222456910830068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HiImKris67,2019/04/22,"My brother is autistic. Please help my patience! He is very annoying at some times, and he won't stop unless I literally touch him, but then he cries I punched him. When I WALK, he is annoyed by it, and SCREAMS at me, to stop it. If I don't stop it in 0.000001 milliseconds, he falcon punches me. This happens all the time, so I'm really pissed off. If you have an autistic brother/sister, what do you do to not want to rip his/her face off? Thank you!",1.956370967741936,3.592852526881721,3.2813844086021504,92.24207661290323,77.49462365591398,6.370430107526883,26.678763440860216,7.1686216300943375,1.1108505376344089,347,14,78,4,8,113,63,93,0.201,0.6779999999999999,0.121,-0.9107,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,0,8,2,2,0,1,13,12,9,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,13,1,10,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,3,7,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980757036409711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996233780873916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818865741646972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978712781990001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383986464104745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6806061578280257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983139859584794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164638504381695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223900032819686,0.16005488254975989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UltraButtmonkey,2019/04/22,"Games what are some video games you guys choose to play to help relax after a meltdown or during a shutdown? Mine are Animal crossing and Pokemon",5.904444444444442,7.704672222222222,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,67.51851851851852,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.7192370370370371,118,4,19,1,2,36,23,27,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8281022318515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605771076332446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,deanisded,2019/04/22,"Friends think I'm whining over nothing because we're all supposed to be going to the cinema, but I brought up my auditory processing issues Basically, me and my friends (well, only one is my friend, they're more my friend's friends) are planning on going to the cinema. I said I'd give it a miss because I'm not a huge fan of going to the cinema, and I was asked why. I said it was because my auditory processing issues flare up a lot in cinemas because the volume is typically too loud, and there's so many sounds going on that I can't focus on the dialogue, meaning I have a hard time following what's going on. They basically all laughed at me and told me to just try to focus harder, and when I said it didn't work like that, I was told I was whining over nothing and I should just go. I didn't even want to suggest going to an autism friendly showing or a captioned showing because I think that would have got me laughed at even more. Plus they only do those once a week and it's usually in the morning, and they're planning to go in the evening. I just feel so stupid and weird. I wish I could go and enjoy the film, but I know I won't be able to understand anything that's happening in a regular showing so it'd just be a waste of money",7.2014736164736135,5.099143764478769,8.090048262548263,75.50320624195626,65.02316602316603,11.258815958815957,37.799549549549546,9.928628108626363,3.5188298584298567,981,42,205,17,12,335,121,259,0.11,0.7709999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8059,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,14,16,1,0,17,0,21,0,0,0,2,33,52,18,0,5,8,0,2,1,6,3,0,5,0,0,11,11,0,0,6,8,1,11,5,5,1,1,13,7,28,11,27,31,5,30,0,3,0,0,16,15,0,2,5,137,39,1,0.09787570640435032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054336682012345,0.0,0.09150057323890023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983206108731468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814578734515888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939379429769052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948889799396708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537111678608828,0.0,0.0,0.09389129611405547,0.5006251754651836,0.0,0.07828014352749797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655116393388272,0.0,0.08767740819033568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431361715859211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053789928568976485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781712625627221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321042551659563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923060409443976,0.0,0.10661533752088173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878287600347468,0.0,0.0,0.1042344330031359,0.06632311170277896,0.14887777033750835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793066303053366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542960123219565,0.0,0.0,0.0570721114999577,0.0,0.0,0.18704886368121654,0.0,0.06645117991845016,0.0,0.0,0.10189206213910686,0.0,0.0,0.1077962628287454,0.0,0.05772962750939704,0.0,0.0785099879059696,0.0,0.08800201445731025,0.0,0.08831760143764977,0.0,0.11255223205160096,0.0,0.0,0.07125467995640425,0.0,0.0,0.06952809363844567,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WrongDoerOfEvil,2019/04/22,"What's it like being on the ""High-Functioning"" end of the spectrum? (I'm looking to simply understand how you perceive the word. How you found out you were high-functioning and how life was before knowing, if you were diagnosed later in life.) Some things I'd like to know, but not limited to: * Do you lead a normal/typical life? * Do you stand out? * Did finding out you had ASD help you cope with your differences? * Did the diagnosis come as a surprise? (For those diagnosed later in life.) * Do people treat you any differently? I'm completely ignorant to the autism disorder as I've never actually met anyone (that I know of) that has had the disorder. I've only seen it on TV, but TV shows usually only depict genius savants or kids with extremely uncontrolled autism, as it aids to the drama of the series. But I know it's not always like that, likely not even the majority of the time. Why I'm curious? I've always been curious about this ever since I was told by my psychology teacher that I showed a lot of signs of ASD. This wasn't a diagnosis nor a professional opinion, but simply the observation of someone who knew a thing or two. I never thought it was possible though, as everything I'd ever seen pertaining to the disorder was on TV where they amplified the symptoms for the sake of drama and I clearly didn't act like any of those people. I intend to get officially tested/screened once I've gone off to college in a few months.",3.4613309352517985,5.671239133093529,5.21586474820144,77.47337985611512,74.93525179856115,8.908431654676257,27.66676258992805,9.490545024520769,2.8414942158273377,1141,46,208,31,25,388,145,278,0.06,0.825,0.115,0.9257,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,10,1,2,9,9,0,1,21,0,18,7,0,5,5,45,37,18,0,1,10,0,0,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,17,8,0,2,10,7,0,4,8,2,0,1,21,3,19,7,37,15,4,26,0,0,3,0,16,11,0,6,15,139,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.10682463965462294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217171522342315,0.0,0.0,0.14888351739941805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654232910534256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931489110979164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429669121278,0.11477475277785275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221472958708813,0.0,0.2287407993894019,0.37637824682959536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695584994939216,0.0,0.0,0.07230235322187263,0.19803952083157272,0.0,0.0,0.09838246912995467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005145281596672,0.0,0.0,0.12002563268633056,0.0,0.0,0.057192331237806635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337386116849585,0.2313171738248965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064223980986954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092809661758588,0.2674018322227625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192525944158636,0.0,0.0,0.0930654850478588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737603724458143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885640685767955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725505898689912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657947914460155,0.0,0.16651016772580493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178217639567146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340833235604252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055277480786424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275158821491324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377880718791356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545089068892242,0.0,0.10755141450861423,0.08690508982341126,0.06383146951207118,0.0,0.0,0.10460103477461123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069339919355687,0.11395968866438876,0.0,0.0,0.12056315568898082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877753136136856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cheecky-Cheeks,2019/04/22,"John my autistic cousin stories: 1. Aunt: *conversation....*You’ll have no friends John: Just like me Aunt: ... John: I have no friends My mom: You have Ariana John: No. Me: Don’t you want be friends with Ariana? John: No. —- John: I want a girlfriend but not a autistic one Me: Why John the autistic: Because their dumb. —- (John is also OCD and cleans the windows a lot but my aunt only lets him does it once a day) John: What a beautiful day out * loudly* John: LOVE THIS SO MUCH, I am going to go outside *Goes outside and hides next to the window frame and starts to slyly clean the windows* —- John wrote a note to my aunt and my mom read it a lot : Thank you for being my mom even though you are evil and spiteful *but in bad English and incorrect spelling* John under his breath: I T S T R U E",-0.7372386310360994,1.3228329367088634,0.9567791842475408,98.62575011720585,102.54430379746836,3.606563525550868,18.51007969995312,5.5874745759252304,-0.3536589779653072,596,20,131,5,27,191,93,158,0.153,0.6859999999999999,0.162,0.1654,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,1,0,5,10,3,0,11,0,10,2,1,0,0,18,18,12,0,2,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,1,1,20,6,9,14,3,9,0,0,0,1,21,3,1,2,5,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983651026838816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556097508600534,0.09897107329993046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941314454433527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420793502820115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723499969728252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763089073859775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845419887599609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660206182615091,0.0,0.0793192313104026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760595420818341,0.14653316570463806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5704502450284493,0.0,0.0,0.11935077822665448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266808055118724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290447480205706,0.1100170305129607,0.12347950647524368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240053088119386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149168335014686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947613926982758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595145301409713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152425235009204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465015739270613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,agentscullysbf,2019/08/19,Gentle happy stims? I just had a major surgery in my chest area and i will be very sore for a while. One of my biggest stims is flapping my hands when I get excited. I can't do that for a while since it hurts too much. Its kind of bumming me out. Any suggestions for similar stims that are little less aggressive but that can let out joyous energy?,2.5969483568075127,4.307303647887324,3.8165492957746494,88.77627934272303,75.90140845070422,7.550234741784037,23.10093896713615,8.344100000000001,1.256350234741784,273,8,58,5,6,89,55,71,0.066,0.737,0.196,0.8933,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,5,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,8,3,8,6,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23306008138525594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905607827811612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648298232669036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668868475001333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568881945492582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504525088109511,0.0,0.0,0.3434936025452137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193725993832056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223467518032345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834999795143755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827783504209865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JerrikaClaibourne,2019/08/19,"Anyone else have issues with strong smelling sweat? My son is autistic and very athletic, he plays football and lifts weights. He is really conscientious about his hygiene, showers daily and washes his workout clothing daily. The issue is no one else can wash their clothes with his athletic clothes because it will cause the clothes to have a strong smell similar to cat urine. His shoes will also have a strong cat urine like smell if they get wet though he always wears clean socks and changes to fresh socks after working out. Anyone else have issues like this and any solutions? I plan to try some enzymatic cleaner used for pet stains, any other ideas. I do know it is not cat urine, just a similar smell.",6.584806201550387,8.161284379844961,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,65.66666666666667,8.213953488372093,31.38759689922481,8.515128840125781,2.398587596899225,571,22,100,8,9,168,84,129,0.016,0.8009999999999999,0.184,0.9671,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,5,4,6,0,0,5,0,12,9,6,2,0,16,15,8,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,4,8,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,9,6,10,13,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,53,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235392384720882,0.13771303869826915,0.0,0.0,0.22509753029458485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144925033421165,0.33915792700201114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089003371653957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700187567630718,0.1750818621753942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147734276889409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864692931648217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683448461918034,0.0,0.5182312327552461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095696893101916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171432024436058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215016214090068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602644871668776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626073739286393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236672120732367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294278676887875,0.0,0.13655858163741205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153994711215964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048927900458999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,libra69420,2019/08/19,How do i deal with sensory overload in school school is coming and i have had a few break downs and they are very embarrassing one time i scared my friend and she left the sleepover anyways how do i deal with this i already have ear plugs and know to go to the bathroom if it gets bad but that’s pretty much it,7.301333333333332,5.177063030769233,6.838461538461541,84.6248717948718,64.84615384615384,9.8974358974359,32.43589743589744,7.793537801064563,1.9225897435897443,247,7,56,2,3,77,49,65,0.11900000000000001,0.784,0.09699999999999999,0.1289,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,12,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,8,1,6,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201293146263177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824641936958065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452728078982024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489565456240381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343994505994746,0.0,0.12404880637544514,0.0,0.13493849712940167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304868238706926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579713654818906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454038241754868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089056865392795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415544540232621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377115920673845,0.4805892152950531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384489394083093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959068755211754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Seeeeu,2019/08/19,"Adult Autism It’s been a roller coaster. My husband, Will, 30 years old now, hurt his back, got surgery, then a few months later an uninsured motorist hit his side of the car. That was last year, 2018. So, fast-ward. (This takes a little prior history.) Will is disabled now, qualifies for long term disability from his factory job since his back wasn’t responding to medical intervention. He’s been going to mental health therapy for a few months and also has day treatment services with mental and emotional support 3 times a week. After the car wreck, I almost had to have this [beautiful man](https://youtu.be/VdqEM4hRA1g), the man I love, TDO’ed. It was, has been, is, to much, to handle, process. All the mental health problems, with his back injury, limited physical abilities, at 30 years old, then the car wreak. That was the trigger that sent Will over the edge. Will and his two siblings were raised by adoptive parents in an very rural community, after a deadly car wreak where their biological mother lost her life. The children, were homeschooled after middle school. The youngest sibling was tested because of behavior issues, we believe because school intervened, but the adoptive parents never told anyone. Not even the tested child. He didn’t remember the testing. Five years ago. My husband came back to Virginia and his brother told him he tried to enlist into the military after high school, but they refused to accept him because his school records showed his mental health. My husband, at 25 years old, finally understood his brother for the first time. His brother told him he was autistic. The army refused his service. As of today, my husband has been going to a primary care doctor that has been medicating him for a mood disorder, specifically bi-polar disorder, with a medication that’s off label. Topamax. Since he’s been experiencing emotional outbursts. Ive been trying to advocate for my husband, work with his mental health and try to accommodate, but there is so much. We went to a psychiatrist appointment together, they wanted to medicate him with Abilify, because he’s so depressed and low. My husband finally broke down and started asking his psychiatrist and therapist about his suspicions of autism, because the doctors lack of testing him for anything and just medicating him. Will has been having extreme side effects to medications. Along with the biological history of autism. His psychiatrist told him to call a testing place for adults, I called. They aren’t taking any new appointments or referrals, but they are also booked through December. So as my husbands wife, I have so many questions for other adults with autism if this is what his diagnosis happens to be. Wills is going to his primary care doctor in the morning with an emotional support day treatment therapist to talk about medication and testing. Is this typical for an adult with Autism? Doctors medicating an adult, then medicating the side effects of the medication, without any mental health testing? What do they expect, medicate an Autistic adult till they have emotional outbursts, end up in the psych ward, because their family were/are embarrassed or uneducated about mental health? What do I need to understand about autism, as a wife, that your family member didn’t accommodate for? My husband experienced extreme trauma as a child, his adoptive parents used extreme physical punishments. Will was able to hide his panic/anxiety, emotional outbursts, disassociation’s. He had the abilities to pretend to “be normal,” but only because he was forced through trauma. Now, he’s not able to adapt to his environment or people, sometimes for days. What can I do to help him through his process? My husband spent a lot of time, in his early 20’s, researching with Lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD). Lastly I guess, what are other adults experience with autism and [HPPD](https://allthatsinteresting.com/hppd) How have psychedelics helped or hurt your mental health, as an autisic adult? Will has a [therapy kitten](https://www.facebook.com/Arctherapyanimal/) so while I’m at work he has a fur baby to love on him, but she is still learning, in the mean time while her training continues, what are some helpful self soothing techniques what works for me, doesn’t seem to interest him at all? What techniques worked for other adults to help deal with confrontation from (assholes) humans that don’t understand mental health? They just assume my husband is some drug addict because of his lack of communication or eye contact, usually it’s a panic attack, I see this, I see the person, I listen to him ramble, it’s a debilitating mental health moment. But they don’t see it. Is there a mental health card? He literally can’t be in public, alone, for more than an hour at the most. The lights, someone touching him, people, cars, loud noises, confrontation, baby’s crying, anything can be the trigger... it’s trying some days. He feels the best in the county with his music, but that’s not financially an option. Please Express yourself and educate me on autism for adults. If I think of anymore, I’ll edit tldr; Husband might be autistic, wife worried about his mental health and not sure how to help.",7.760964516129032,9.541467312222224,7.2599569892473115,68.86712903225809,63.1,9.93978494623656,36.071684587813614,10.125756701596842,4.0547189964157715,4191,194,631,93,62,1311,377,900,0.105,0.823,0.07200000000000001,-0.9829,6,1,1,0,0,0,173.0,2,2,10,10,29,26,4,2,57,0,71,32,1,7,4,95,112,49,1,9,22,21,2,0,0,9,29,2,0,17,30,31,0,3,14,4,1,11,14,15,0,3,33,12,80,10,112,64,16,96,0,6,4,2,131,28,0,19,57,429,110,30,0.07365586572169587,0.0,0.0,0.04014788282538247,0.0,0.0,0.03264574041082559,0.0,0.03687785497625928,0.038142631720413496,0.0,0.058902569206508874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008851445801175,0.0,0.02817326783606365,0.0,0.03652341343719772,0.025750946948394908,0.0,0.06061250160246735,0.0,0.0344291458193914,0.041897090282225526,0.0,0.1132736284694512,0.0,0.17959972837966778,0.0,0.0,0.04149246893909532,0.03864864343456245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521087412133133,0.04212134411955022,0.0750970640093905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045375494113968,0.09500387998550973,0.037967981670428926,0.03171984460854968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441600336200812,0.15077979926484397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270871002372972,0.0,0.0,0.20713233782103666,0.03261861740511196,0.0,0.0,0.024324502322083063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03602478506417348,0.06943619499823632,0.0,0.01862130941001477,0.0,0.0,0.0806864006278444,0.0,0.03132582087787904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279048883459712,0.0,0.02945466220451308,0.0,0.04057012006408748,0.0,0.03256681940273179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306100752723146,0.0,0.0,0.12342493548559585,0.038910733061308087,0.0,0.0,0.036268095445788885,0.0,0.07885012764192466,0.0,0.0,0.03843879370938149,0.03654604072112832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060039361280624225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026012658110984247,0.0,0.03691126377167935,0.0,0.032591561674388564,0.0,0.0,0.04020203914603171,0.03130979153895092,0.06647729453082615,0.0,0.0,0.0373377435482701,0.0,0.040116415363937084,0.0,0.4081029464848812,0.4453667316177917,0.039068616895388465,0.0,0.0,0.05879140930110905,0.0,0.05414553625797695,0.027307445571275884,0.028403972192330318,0.03556864704638215,0.0,0.0,0.03608355489310329,0.0,0.0,0.11593416123701385,0.0,0.0,0.02800930247088769,0.0,0.08641928838158232,0.12267918344986935,0.0,0.0,0.05106370315303146,0.032156730454501625,0.038477351413642814,0.04042601106053413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035239358026858035,0.0,0.0,0.041255713272531455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04171886875488754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490873368187069,0.08804128308466387,0.0335267669160902,0.03841956584757625,0.0,0.0,0.06092889326370145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031204188001837163,0.0,0.0364237672871835,0.0,0.02606700043123834,0.0,0.029410834755253405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358380355948168,0.03470989088066638,0.0,0.05538004443712501,0.029600897416246826,0.0,0.0,0.08423190162510799,0.08552013712824345,0.0,0.023597852330478376,0.0,0.0,0.08589865525420506,0.0,0.03490857417492218,0.1407626722997232,0.0,0.10001499585404924,0.0,0.03597553909710747,0.07667835382990576,0.0,0.031807509537627815,0.04056076503505983,0.030386901543342438,0.021722068980166636,0.0,0.029541146314306637,0.0,0.0,0.03413986272527682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03550081307000855,0.0,0.10724469496504296,0.03740055349059355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857990655588847 autism,7777777e,2019/08/19,"I dare not talk to people in voice chat on discord. text messaging, that's completely fine, but when it's voice, I feel frightened. sometimes, I'll exchange words with people. one time, I had a 4 minute conversation with someone. however, I feel very uncomfortable. a few minutes ago, I talked to a couple of people, but I was only able to do it for approximately 15 seconds. then, I escaped. Can I overcome this, or will I forever be like this? Is there any utility in speaking to people at all, anyway? Is it useful?",2.8386734693877567,5.359473071428575,4.607510204081635,79.48391836734696,78.48979591836735,7.185306122448982,28.16734693877552,8.238735603445708,2.32294775510204,403,18,72,8,10,136,71,98,0.106,0.802,0.091,-0.34700000000000003,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,11,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,9,2,12,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,50,15,0,0.22028460998981572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526901554316306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980108867422215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309642224842312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437407310734861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227650352456054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761993343558153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927055273961498,0.16753637230195104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6108704485914646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866464351937922,0.0,0.21786711194282027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541128505541836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844972756696918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902551755950595,0.0,0.1817578733122519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RaisingBrahmer,2019/08/19,"As someone with autism, what is the one thing you wish your parents understood? My sweet son was recently diagnosed with autism, adhd, and anxiety. We are trying to be patient and adapt to help him, while still properly raising him. What is one thing you wish your parents would have done, not done, understood or known?",6.6834210526315765,8.324336947368423,5.7008333333333345,79.57125,65.49122807017544,9.910526315789477,33.54824561403509,10.125756701596842,3.523214035087721,254,11,44,6,4,76,42,57,0.026000000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8677,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,8,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412425022382485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356047855744107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374014506460544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41083986113131704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345473465795689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272044252956539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445781304206945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981999861418596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008073292884904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030592851601394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26671666296651314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628478169125074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616669378283385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259522666945912,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SBD_53KG,2019/08/19,"Anyone with echolalia that may be able to give some insight? I am trying to better understand my son and his repeating of phrases. We've been told it is echolalia and that it is just an automated response without much control. Not trying to change the behavior necessarily but trying to understand. Right now he's pretty ""stuck"" on a phrase from the Smurfs movie.",6.079545454545452,8.060710287878791,6.006484848484849,75.5097272727273,67.33333333333334,8.916363636363636,32.89696969696969,9.3871,3.2181006060606063,293,13,49,6,5,92,54,66,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,11,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,9,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,34,7,0,0.2344101806826298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639050486414698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073167556725076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479748894814656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291094993780545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486760499788125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231845438280768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847942573538505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001850135074986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239889730698573,0.0,0.4774473767853847,0.0,0.0,0.4880585300192976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22596304923125046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KirbyWarrior12,2019/08/19,"Does anyone else not have a consistent special interest? Throughout the course of my life I've become obsessive over many specific/niche things, but I haven't had one that's entirely consistent over the years as most people seem to say. While some have been recurring and I go through phases where they're all I can think about, and they general follow similar themes, that isn't my default state. For a good portion of my life I'm not focused on any specific interest. Anybody else here feel the same?",6.796631205673759,7.769150010638299,6.462553191489363,76.63333333333334,64.85106382978725,10.947517730496457,34.815602836879435,10.864195022040775,3.987764539007092,407,18,72,11,6,127,71,94,0.064,0.826,0.111,0.7472,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,0,1,13,13,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,2,7,4,10,11,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705748242384015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820536259079805,0.2667752445816562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875532617878162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278476217802185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43500396642469535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316486303995471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797172556775298,0.21838224584626514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36780773445727616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639697720556476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764304151725386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050466901135856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070531124068459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370269914453143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297528276818128,0.16683171259736745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676668589437998 autism,1Demarchist,2019/08/19,"When should I tell my daughter she has Autism? tl;dr: My daughter is in middle school and I'm wondering when and how should I tell her she has Autism? Longer Story: She was diagnosed with ""classic"" Autism at 2 years old. After a lot of work (by her) and therapy she attended an NT-elementary school. She really flourished, getting A's and B's and multiple awards. Now she's in middle school and I'm wondering if this is the time to tell her about her diagnosis? I have refrained until now because I wanted her to be mature enough to understand that she perceives and processes the world differently than most people. She and I had a long talk last night and she told me how she feels different from most people. This makes me want to tell her. I also realize that middle school is a rough time period for most people and I think there's a large number of kids that age who feel like they are different than everyone. If she is already struggling with fitting in and finding her place, will this cause her to feel even more isolated? I'm especially interested in hearing from women on the spectrum and their experience as I understand that Autism presents differently in girls vs. boys though I welcome advice from all. Thank you for any tips and advice.",4.507457627118646,6.706080762711867,5.062000000000001,79.78766101694916,71.88135593220339,8.618305084745762,27.47796610169492,9.255337874911486,2.5092735593220343,1004,37,181,23,20,321,132,236,0.023,0.888,0.08900000000000001,0.9179,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,2,11,6,0,1,9,0,14,1,0,4,1,43,32,23,0,6,3,2,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,8,15,0,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,35,5,28,25,7,30,0,0,0,0,37,13,0,8,17,126,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285631446542174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454136239164192,0.0830055478552235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058477482136928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327302038616472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662698649625547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535065884974444,0.0,0.43377851623551306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724891642363492,0.0,0.06855621643502266,0.0,0.0,0.09918143545521864,0.0,0.10153231211816012,0.0,0.0,0.1574469850991598,0.07415181538499108,0.0,0.0,0.09486757689395467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422907642757673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698552877080065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460751615950239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070943632700349,0.0,0.0,0.09185610979906082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824356678948668,0.0,0.0,0.0692845726820441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740542566427253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891634211376942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215877034541925,0.0,0.10844462905887826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649431469090536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201879896792525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085100165793437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342721684779512,0.3628887843947012,0.0955613240507481,0.11869966345214668,0.0,0.0,0.06650822493092794,0.10197894981812082,0.0,0.12104845400554065,0.0,0.0,0.09918143545521864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611039565943707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244302824389848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251244630161116,0.07556465515901503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684115983996898 autism,Da_best_of_all,2019/08/19,"i created r/autismspecialinterests for autists like me to to share our special interests! please consider joining! it is a restricted subreddit, you may only submit posts and commrnts if you are an approved user, however anyone may view. to be an approved user, you must be formally diagnosed with autism. i would rather only have people who definitely have autism on it. no offence if you just can't afford a diagnosis or you just aren't in an appropriate situation to get one. currently, it's only got 2 members, including myself. i'd love if you could join! if you want to join, message me and if i do believe you are diagnosed, i'll let you in!",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,6.156198347107441,70.51793388429753,73.54545454545455,9.689256198347108,32.48760330578513,10.018931242160765,3.985687603305785,517,26,86,16,11,179,79,121,0.053,0.6990000000000001,0.249,0.9722,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,9,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,0,1,19,20,8,0,10,9,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,16,5,10,11,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,8,2,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669681548862302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524853848111439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789266252581346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454916134483446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708366181281082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792342541029541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291587273532249,0.0,0.10948455855703852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022601416591596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185681732505688,0.5113173325285374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536360055363194,0.0,0.0,0.24599589323018645,0.0,0.0,0.2146270650883288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518992119565353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218073268674393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591951092694358,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Joscelan,2019/08/19,"How do you cope with personal space in public? Just talking to a friend about being outdoors and remembered one of many situations (there are so many space invaders in public...) and hoped my fellow redditors may have some good advice for me: I went to a supermarket deli to get some lunch, and a woman came up a few inches away from me waiting for my food at the counter. I sidestepped. She did too. Every time I (now) stamped and moved across, she just stepped back next to me. (Normally if I move across a few times, or put a bit of force into my step people stop.) I ended up at the other end of the 8-9 foot long counter and she laughed ‘I keep getting really close to you, don’t I?’ And I stepped again but had a thunderous face, yet she kept laughing and smiling, despite my obvious discomfort (and more irritating - stepped closer again). It’s like... give me space in public, I don’t know you nor want you near me. Makes my skin crawl and I get ridiculously rageful - to the point I want to throw things, scream unintelligibly... I never say anything because of the autism. I freeze vocally and just go mute. 😕 Is there anything that anyone can suggest that might help me in the future? Maybe something I could practise saying to try and avoid a meltdown/outburst at a complete stranger? Or a good way to have a badge or something to show people I need space? (Apologies if this comes off in a bad way, it’s a sore point for me, which is why I want advice on calmer ways to point out to people to stay away.)",5.109293487957182,5.733251783050848,5.265263157894736,84.96731489741303,68.45762711864407,8.108831400535237,29.763603925066906,8.032893268588372,1.8255423728813565,1176,42,240,14,19,370,173,295,0.10300000000000001,0.792,0.106,-0.4498,0,1,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,0,0,14,13,2,2,19,0,15,6,3,2,2,48,33,20,0,9,9,0,2,1,2,2,1,4,0,2,8,17,2,5,2,1,0,12,4,6,0,1,5,6,34,7,42,24,6,59,0,0,0,0,22,29,0,10,15,156,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163378118128345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571685077786597,0.0,0.17822209599920152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347857035443806,0.08326608766152062,0.09041519657682573,0.06601080467409857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822145562250108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385158237693157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327973920911453,0.11353695309149613,0.0,0.0,0.08645842956419852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182043997004228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123654328669124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094117845562975,0.0,0.08366233672910522,0.0,0.16972660463512196,0.103878843473848,0.061542048439177786,0.18165214605101765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258255349722667,0.0,0.0,0.10755351338046801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625054063783453,0.0,0.0,0.05951175243654675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290360213699237,0.0,0.0,0.09583066661053846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228247310354173,0.2195722248422257,0.10878893617572083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487548949147006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301840778094641,0.0,0.08029350476270046,0.08351767910886025,0.0,0.11516454817231885,0.0,0.10609835618283292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337813433635355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252178997272365,0.09455210972268044,0.0,0.0,0.3070989031709388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088584340411988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937148238238948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266816309572992,0.0,0.0,0.1722284797900818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171922564795085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672938384955807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541962935010106,0.0,0.09053285559596984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870370606971633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719411305778526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628614541702127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735198256185095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161159302457886,0.25785975388528065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003832168473998,0.09771225529342674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LykandHod,2019/08/19,"Is it ok for a 16 year old dyspraxic person to use sensory toys aimed at young children, especially in public? Recently I've decided to give finding a sensory toy that works for me another shot. I previously used fidget spinners and cubes, however, the cubes would start to rub my fingers until they were sore and red, and the fidget spinners lead to me being bullied by students and teachers, and was even outright banned from using them during English classes, despite having permission from the part of the school that focused on mental health. I'm starting college soon (art more specifically) and I figured that I will need to find something else to help me focus during talks and stuff like that (especially since I gave my fidget spinner to a kid with low functioning autism and no longer have it). I was browsing for something that would be relatively cheap, and came across multiple ones that I liked the look of, however, I'm worried about using them, or how my parents would react to them, as their designs are more catered to younger children. I'm also worried about people getting the wrong impression that I have low functioning autism instead. A few examples of one's I've found are: -those wooden bendy things that have multiple joints and are usually made out of wood, more specifically this one I found that looks like a cute crocodile -stretchy animals such as lizards and frogs, usually have plastic balls inside of them (also worried about these as I can fidget quite rough, which lead to the problem with the cube) -those air filled colored animals, like the bird chicks or rats, that have small plastic bits coming off of them to represent fur, they usually have a ball that lights up if smacked, though I probably wouldnt use that as it would probably distract me more than help. -a stress ball in the shape of a colorful dinosaur, the ones where you squeeze and colored parts come out of the holes on the toy. As you can tell, I'm being quite drawn to the more childish animal designs, but I'm worried about using them in more public places such as college, where I'm worried that I might get picked on for using them. If anyone could give me suggestions or advice I'd be really appreciative, as I'm not quite sure what would be best to go for, or how it and myself may be perceived by others. For clarification, I have high functioning dyspraxia, though my mother believes that I may have some other undiagnosed issues aswell.",13.287486080178175,8.96906168374165,11.41183602449889,63.227731765033404,55.7706013363029,14.610300668151448,46.993457683741646,11.93303328291395,5.470279398663698,1972,85,335,38,16,611,235,449,0.07400000000000001,0.862,0.064,0.1343,3,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,10,7,17,15,0,2,22,1,35,3,1,14,1,65,66,34,0,11,8,2,4,4,0,10,2,0,0,5,28,20,0,1,8,7,1,7,3,6,0,4,8,11,35,9,58,41,12,39,0,2,6,0,29,21,0,10,15,228,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274068072080403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905727599367245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780555152406234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520493017407242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386697545944861,0.07811887104682136,0.0,0.08126783077621047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513809430763489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824477622913893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059433281260181735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062184020213624076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916608944875964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607132989248422,0.0,0.0,0.16323648484002293,0.0,0.0,0.0777823445052253,0.1428168555057847,0.04230525459055959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912490570597583,0.0,0.0,0.09978944420635566,0.07864862174270587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769471065815525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145468044299829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250195969261542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043574098110568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501674742845227,0.07896774566993467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519538668446268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811094160764742,0.0,0.20176648215066745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265541780507762,0.16121981505741256,0.0,0.051606453516781656,0.06499704145931677,0.07777264571769107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051511590823753,0.07122782640828952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752430651336415,0.0,0.0,0.04768736657201063,0.0,0.0734992809654074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533598468581308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157649962477296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146131662883096,0.0,0.0,0.10537625460066287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526933163194148,0.0,0.08521455444752779,0.0,0.0,0.0701576368222849,0.0,0.0,0.05983104405838127,0.06506274471262552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945379495511324,0.0,0.14627137929644826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45003823176052266,0.24595128509742475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054192293389383306,0.37798079771651627,0.0,0.2643957457646621,0.08138708277070635,0.0,0.047936111624035084 autism,xLordValx,2019/08/19,"Does my Obsessive behavior relating to movie and video game scenes have anything to do with my Autism? I’m quite ashamed to admit it, but the scenes are typically when a character is hurt in a movie or video game scene. I hate when people are hurt so please don’t get this idea that I’m into the pain of others. I can’t help it and will watch a scene about 20 times and then 10 minutes later do it again. Along with autism, I was given a diagnosis of OCD. I hate cleaning, has nothing to do with that. I have a tick where I have to do everything 4 times or I somehow convince myself something awful will happen. Is this related to this or does anyone else have a similar compulsive thing they do like mine?",4.178309859154929,5.22091471830986,4.9888450704225376,84.58678873239437,70.83098591549296,8.496901408450704,26.876056338028175,8.841846274778883,1.857761126760564,558,18,115,10,10,181,86,142,0.20199999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.094,-0.9635,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,2,2,8,1,19,1,0,0,0,15,27,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,12,2,15,23,0,10,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,4,8,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833405560675618,0.20271006048030096,0.16280514234958945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462615525948745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526960828280718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778054850750967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033630309164258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494891412035996,0.0,0.0,0.3906513128602942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260772058550604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235827895446664,0.22333683904569526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665444038720848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898324419632012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105152942181158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715707553618034,0.0,0.0,0.2171684821227844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104267782422368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523065976713025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143584625522714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307237356415246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Matchingiscute,2019/08/19,"I’m worried about my brother making friends in middle school My brother is 12 and will be starting his first day of middle school in just 7 hours. I’m extremely excited for him but at the same time I’m anxious. He’s high functioning and loves talking, but usually about very niche things. I’m worried that he’ll end up being outcasted in middle school. Middle school is usually the place where kids start to establish groups for high school, and I want my bro to become part of a group that he can stick with for years to come. I’ve talked to him about improving the way he socializes, like being the one to start a conversation first, asking questions about the other person, and not being afraid to talk to someone new. He’s particularly bad at that, and I’m helping him work on that. I had him join orchestra so that he will have more chances to befriend people he’ll see for the next few years. He might be joining soccer so that’s also another chance for him to find more friends. I keep having such negative thoughts about this. I imagine him sitting alone in the cafeteria, or having no friends in class who he can talk to, or even getting made fun of for how awkward he is. I want him to have fun in school like I did, like making friends and goofing around. A part of me is so angry since it’s unfair for him and others to suffer at the hands of students who tend to avoid “the weird kid.” How else can I make things better for my brother? Does anyone have any success stories or tips that could ease my mind? I’m imagining so many worse case scenarios, and it’s because I want him to tackle the befriending part of middle school before everyone already solidifies their social circles. Sorry if I’m rambling, but thank you so much for reading. TLDR; I don’t want my brother to be outcasted in middle school. He loves talking to people, but other kids might ignore him if they think he’s “the weird kid.”",4.650765498118439,5.975658061497327,5.019708853238266,83.74542384630622,69.98930481283422,7.7867300455535755,28.557734204793032,8.167268648758528,1.890575084175084,1521,55,291,21,27,482,185,374,0.126,0.6890000000000001,0.185,0.9772,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,5,18,23,0,3,14,0,26,4,1,6,0,46,57,25,0,7,11,5,1,3,4,6,0,0,0,5,17,11,1,3,6,3,0,1,4,8,0,3,4,2,30,15,50,40,8,41,0,1,1,2,57,23,0,8,18,180,47,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502241759604167,0.07993553152779173,0.05792748094680431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049259336324494064,0.07595603601974757,0.0,0.0818326805468456,0.0,0.05064931831701765,0.0,0.0,0.06448388480578918,0.06771839379281805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060481491571147974,0.0441566470865196,0.08000047577601893,0.06163816680557008,0.0,0.0,0.06406423986046443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239767178895855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578346890447622,0.0,0.0,0.04671558067729385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338971094788752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051144066679045,0.0,0.06415728086906357,0.0,0.0,0.04784365652584336,0.0,0.0,0.06921622543386814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662056922096229,0.12322898077225618,0.0,0.0,0.2238571879630621,0.0,0.03784510641385474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855269096080343,0.15306637916812907,0.0,0.0,0.07133540815671789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438493176707531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616651474112862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130753624645086,0.06854121278356631,0.14505587401025827,0.07343928990282747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368745990628396,0.07314026373958701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324919714354105,0.0,0.0,0.06995966905481706,0.0770370901495606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908487932777705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532516648915916,0.0,0.10043676299076056,0.06324879935827403,0.07568077491095207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114551119706692,0.0,0.07245614996063038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864772270083672,0.057722550047449174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992026071509503,0.0,0.0,0.14767987626162465,0.06137525171778686,0.0,0.0,0.08108678457306323,0.15381288366491566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911087655746038,0.0,0.06668984087492832,0.0,0.0,0.09624724708674644,0.04641441484383453,0.0,0.05750652755519215,0.04223833342607599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955724685072653,0.05976773794070352,0.17089981016783573,0.057496759842796265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273466936945494,0.1471256604872772,0.07381903043394221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329352346051514 autism,TheLoyalPotato,2019/08/19,"What is your most enjoyable way to relax or unwind from a stressful day? As far as me, the most enjoyable thing I look forward to is a hot bubble bath...unfortunately it isn’t really acceptable for a grown man to admit, adding to the fact that I’ll be moving back to college where I’ll have no access to and baths...thankfully I’ll have time for one more before I go cold turkey. Lemme know what you enjoy!",5.1504878048780505,5.340853560975613,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,68.26829268292683,9.486829268292682,26.15609756097561,9.3871,1.9961043902439024,320,8,64,6,5,108,60,82,0.064,0.735,0.2,0.8927,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,5,11,9,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,4,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617210416579425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28962705773302033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195084130995193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343828292665846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705667908761905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858223688243065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617560180217651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306413366206688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804767271256006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898889926753278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133639982223375,0.0,0.0,0.22612456237194845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847060462277047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27016730453681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kookooloop,2019/03/26,"okay so people at my school have been making fun of us (one of the people doing it has flat out said it) because of the degrading memes. idk what to do, should i ignore it or talk to them about it? what if they start targeting it at me for telling them to stop. H E L P",-0.14807909604519764,1.6203108305084726,2.0450000000000017,97.91518361581923,84.76271186440678,5.289265536723164,16.612994350282484,6.42735559955562,-0.5222225988700564,205,4,51,2,6,69,46,59,0.157,0.7609999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,7,2,11,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011422594894804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202527303418684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359133191006406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575093168688167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138701822935597,0.0,0.0,0.3339399681673325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354936723595235,0.0,0.0,0.27586367447742216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652115988342108,0.2884020297713715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39690461959996776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lo_lie_the_fields,2019/03/26,"What kind of music do ye all like? I really like xxxtentacion, oliver tree, lil peep, juice wrld and Yung gravy ",3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,76.14285714285714,6.104761904761905,15.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,-0.2274952380952384,87,1,17,1,2,26,20,21,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653560893395352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243061204496466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093203419669143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UniverseKeeper,2019/03/26,"Feeling left behind I know I'm not the only person who feels like this but because of the way I am I tend to be more childish than my younger brother and such, which can painfully show when he and my mother are talking about bills and general more down to earth topics of the like. This bugs me for everytime they talk about something like this I just happened to want to talk about trivial things like going outside or playing a video game together, something more light hearted but I tend to be overshadowed in these kinds of situations I feel and it just ends up having me feel depressed in the end. My brother is younger than me yet I feel he's ""out growing"" me so to speak and it's really taking its toll on my mental state. I feel like I'm going to be a kid forever and I'm really starting to hate it more and more it happens the feeling ""out grown"" and childish in normal situations. I just feel like I'm going to be a kid forever and I really do hate it. I can't entirely just stop being the way I am but, to be frank I understand how a certain character feels like more and more. My mother doesn't entirely treat me like my age (23) for I guess it's because I live with her and my brother but still, it just doesn't really feel right. I wish i could describe it more but tight now I'm too depressed to think in depth.",2.899171122994652,4.460827205882357,4.1987299465240655,86.98076203208556,74.73529411764707,7.298395721925132,26.701871657754012,8.00094639256281,1.5813176470588233,1048,39,217,16,22,345,129,272,0.12,0.735,0.145,0.0526,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,16,17,2,0,10,0,17,2,1,1,1,49,49,20,0,4,12,5,11,8,0,0,1,1,0,3,16,14,0,2,13,4,1,5,4,5,0,0,0,13,31,12,32,42,8,29,0,2,0,0,18,12,0,2,17,145,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805739443683093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731353201830163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680480489414695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153117171040586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896183952574977,0.27671099194206145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509783336769596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667282651186433,0.0,0.17125878211368628,0.0,0.0,0.19120572541976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474795844482046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083700870668726,0.05321706397699185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520969285516606,0.0,0.0,0.3784629777171471,0.0,0.08550560159781434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758521793250148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487610056275332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736461084777551,0.10303748692974364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455112589125117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481356347258392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269513196468106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176894328710437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909405157623054,0.0,0.0,0.06853912707908381,0.0,0.0773312198351963,0.08095699708066027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280661066726928,0.2334928802052447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433175955658113,0.0620468858294056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008069081677841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711480498799906,0.15372357512337015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135354690353426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fizzle_widget,2019/03/26,"Advice for parent of high-functioning PDD-NOS My son who is 19 has been diagnosed and dealing with PDD-NOS tending towards aspergers the majority of his life. Throughout school he did ""OK"" and graduated high school with average grades. He has always been fairly immature for his age (at 19 he acts more like a 14 year old). He has tried two separate semesters at the local junior college and cannot hack it. I don't think there is enough structure for him. He has a part time job at Little Caesars and seems to do OK but is doing simple tasks such as dishes and making sauce. &#x200B; I'm really at a loss on how to assist him moving upwards/onwards. College doesn't seem like the right choice right now. We can tell him to get more work (full time or another job). I'm not sure if there is a vocational school that he would fit in either. He has severe self-esteem and anxiety issues and I feel like the military would be a really bad idea as well. &#x200B; Does anyone with ASD children in the same boat or another person coping through life with PDD-NOS have any suggestions? 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I have aspurgers and I'm terrible a social interactions (especially with people I have hardly ever talked to). Tomorrow I have a meeting at school about autism. The meeting is halfway through a PE lesson and will last until the end of it. Nobody really takes our PE lessons seriously. Because of this we don't start the actual lesson until about 15-20 minutes in. I don't want to have to change into my kit only to change back shortly (almost instantly) after. (It is definitely my least favorite subject and this also sounds like a pretty good way to get out of taking part in the lesson). I just need a good way of explaining to the teacher that 'I've got a meeting and I don't think there is any point in taking part in the lesson' and that 'I don't want to change into my kit' without sounding rude or like I'm trying to get out of it on purpose. I know this is quite a strange thing to ask for help with but I don't know what to say. I just need something so that It doesn't sound like a mess when I say it. 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It's about a little boy who happens to be Autistic. Let me tell you, I love this book. Each chapter reveals different ""quirks"" Bat has. For instance, his parents are divorced, but his father makes him chili one night, knowing Bat HATES chili - the father says something like, ""Well, maybe you will tonight?"" My first thought was, ""Oh honey"" and my husband and I laughed. Anyway, if you're looking for a really cute book aimed at Grades 3-6, you may want to consider this. It warms my heart to know the whole school is reading this!",4.457878787878787,5.344930848484847,4.075454545454549,91.96651515151518,70.06060606060606,6.775757575757575,28.303030303030305,6.42735559955562,1.0359030303030303,520,18,111,3,9,156,89,132,0.036000000000000004,0.813,0.151,0.9329,2,0,1,0,1,0,33.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,1,0,8,0,9,2,1,1,0,14,19,5,0,2,2,5,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,4,13,6,10,12,3,8,0,0,1,1,24,3,0,2,6,59,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277913295542779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676957265150037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652723219748908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397300761482888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419358723866743,0.0,0.0,0.15846750226663084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020165138910985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764209766811873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641293543033581,0.0,0.0784156471355183,0.16087025139115949,0.0,0.0,0.13478551450626136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486389776748088,0.0,0.1071397159364044,0.0,0.16125092596367252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811521237003246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506250126449769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876374494656066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822410709207348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211010120449917,0.0,0.10282493939976044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764166476730573,0.0,0.487325173318754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235661845597402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402902542784663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742468518682493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467122879321907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431513253045075,0.0,0.0,0.17920041220846886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336129099010842 autism,somaliaveteran,2019/03/26,"Question and concern for my 43 year old sister with a 3 year old non-verbal child: I just visited my sister while I was in Austin. When I entered the home she was down to around 90 lbs, with large bags under her eyes. The child was running around between walking on the back of the couch to opening the back door going outside and my sister having to accompany the child with her husband to make sure the child does not throw rocks at the neighbors windows, pull phone cable off of the attached house, or get beneath the back deck and hurt itself. The child constantly runs back and forth to each person kissing your arm, knee or any exposed skin. The noises are quite unique as well. They have to sit in front of the doors to make sure the child does not accidentally go outside. The house was purchased new 4 years ago, and it is sparse now. No coffee tables, end tables, just one couch in the living room. The dining room has been cleared out. Nothing is on the walls. Everything they had nice has been put into storage. I need help understanding how an autistic child can hold a family hostage like this? My sister came to my car to see me off, and she got in...she broke into tears that she could not take it anymore. Her life is falling apart and there is nothing I can do to “save” her. Financially I can, but her and her husband are shells of the people I used to know. They begged me not to tell anyone what life is like for them. Please, Help me understand.",5.091789473684212,5.973056284210527,4.8754385964912315,86.82473684210528,68.6140350877193,7.263157894736843,26.929824561403517,7.0608816371341465,1.140929824561404,1151,34,231,9,19,353,168,285,0.033,0.872,0.094,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,1,4,1,13,10,0,0,22,0,23,8,4,4,3,43,37,15,0,2,9,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,9,8,6,19,1,1,4,1,1,14,5,2,1,1,9,3,29,8,39,27,1,52,0,2,2,1,35,21,0,3,18,149,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042401842379026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996810471442989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662187157587264,0.08222461553700926,0.0,0.0,0.20936758134836875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361690798014059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344964646571167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707757989814164,0.0,0.09388941903706287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581499553730245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415357854058667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568610590172872,0.0,0.1108573686537508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614381284533671,0.0,0.13366301477902048,0.0,0.09405084327159184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576418589704075,0.0,0.11795659459603965,0.0,0.0,0.2713758917037227,0.12588704880240306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462671008841242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661205559980127,0.11490119574568232,0.0,0.1038378541098464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699011514462885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719462697413237,0.0,0.11357323419683593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256696586883485,0.0,0.24679071296349064,0.0,0.07968488946179779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152502834300022,0.10267874046913224,0.0,0.12908314493477271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182146747394177,0.13173244344516938,0.12507593205280385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937073714548416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166232866805166,0.0,0.08841622157411429,0.0,0.10278253484412224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24483946847895444,0.0,0.10156365310224916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573132976437948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718047409701544 autism,tiffanymtoma,2019/03/26,"Autism families Housing help-NYC I was wondering if there are any NYC families with a child/ren on the spectrum that know of any housing programs for us. I have worked since my son was diagnosed at 2 (now 10) however I just recently had another baby and it was difficult finding someone to put him on the bus while I commuted with the baby. Our lease is up in Dec of next year, however this time around we are looking to move somewhere we can afford. We are currently in Staten Island and prefer to stay since my son is already adjusting well here. It seems like we are always moving every 2 years because of the increase in rent :( We are waiting to hear back from HRA but were already denied once ",4.648444444444447,6.136711955555558,5.583148148148148,79.0791666666667,70.18518518518519,8.955555555555557,32.01851851851852,9.3871,3.0818296296296293,554,25,100,12,10,182,96,135,0.057,0.9059999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.5574,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,7,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,0,0,20,20,5,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,10,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,5,2,14,2,19,15,1,22,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,3,10,67,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295988922572935,0.0,0.12426212144450895,0.0,0.0,0.20311146214418904,0.15659510141406754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294348954848426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483257464190895,0.0,0.09103574898012046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515760757966398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582465996994815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815672863215643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649326148430166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831605582422876,0.0,0.10009887249719278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34463461621018104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207288159761437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295955666750352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540725917345572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31744772738553273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588238614963888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904130207740896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501270757820663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474543768131956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595273732869287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470697470573151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653456223758186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917564490797995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708084904138408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963658860480566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342738149139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195191867986472,0.10872066698952207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233900994750214 autism,LabelMeWolf,2019/03/26,"Having a partner without autism is pain! Does anyone else have anything to share about your life with a partner? It feels like I am ruining mine and my partner's relationship. My partner doesn't have any diagnoses and I have Autism, ADHD, BPD and PTSD. I feel stupid and I feel as if my partner is in denial, what should I do? I have so much anxiety everyday.",3.445190476190476,5.434541042857148,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.28571428571428,7.523809523809526,28.809523809523807,8.344100000000001,2.158666666666667,283,12,54,5,6,92,48,70,0.106,0.778,0.11599999999999999,0.1719,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,11,3,0,0,0,11,14,7,0,2,2,0,3,1,5,1,3,0,0,5,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,11,2,6,13,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287632515534456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275507654525534,0.0,0.1830895730410342,0.0,0.0,0.16734763995494978,0.24522558864996294,0.19695118620814006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014323306502011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291859807693605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094424737991232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993253852853876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630428258287149,0.1709799941913273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904842189112326,0.11692632316041016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593775726046448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25466785823131016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797682076717657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25695475215977104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307090801613443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,beggerman2,2019/03/26,Don't know why i try I'm 30 and i have high functioning autism I've been called weird and awkward and a serial killer my whole life because I don't talk it hurts. I want to talk it's just difficult the words just don't come out right or I repeat it over and over. i've been homeless in the past. I've aways had a difficult time getting work and keeping it.cause of this spent several years living in shelters and tents. 1 year ago i finally got accepted in to a housing program the only help I've ever qualified for i don't qualify for any type of disability assistants I've been denied time and time again. Last month i got the papers to reapply i filled it out sent it in and was denied. I spent the last year starting a normal life i bought a bed and couch I had a routine it was great. Now I have until June and I will be homeless again. I don't know why I even try why I even get up anymore there is nothing and no one for me out there.,1.0290298507462694,3.0194126368159218,2.888703980099504,92.25216044776121,81.83582089552239,6.20905472636816,22.487810945273644,7.365786028017652,0.7769022885572143,744,25,166,11,20,248,108,201,0.099,0.821,0.079,-0.5801,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,11,0,17,2,0,0,1,26,32,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,7,15,0,1,3,0,3,3,6,5,0,1,13,0,19,2,20,17,1,36,0,1,0,0,5,13,0,1,20,99,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054484255129612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247626203275093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348632031872348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776486921781527,0.0,0.0,0.08289680639546526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885859020208935,0.0,0.0,0.13969677126468774,0.0,0.1171413152742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963711440784488,0.12300861063168662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489678184246202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209586399338967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175234853406622,0.14992685904401232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114965216154992,0.14367841352054286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691148464868188,0.14557758687858532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087206741541495,0.0,0.0,0.1494705069675669,0.22169616193030928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210419104413828,0.0,0.0,0.12007958222683728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854404109671982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332390195027648,0.13048381329174755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214874785684783,0.1034247321039517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298155947808726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613270607952668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536273318674319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625275528216236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186034363757476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378864687095411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465336941778995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020903652821641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681230951287787,0.1518253496011455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900062539809884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627147551682469 autism,MansonsRib,2019/03/26,"My niece is a high functioning autist and I have a question. She, for some reason, takes ungodly amounts of time in the bathroom. Like sometimes I can hear her scripting in there. Is there a certain reason this happens? I just want to understand more. 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It's really easy for me to detach and move on from my relationships with people. I chalked this up to moving around a lot during high school and feelings of isolation in middle school, but I recently burned a bridge with one of the closest people in my life. And it was just... So easy for me to move on. Just like everyone else that's no longer in my life. I did this with my family too, and it's not like I had a bad relationship with any one of them. We're a decent family with struggles but overall care for each other. But I moved out, and it was just the same ole formula of ""out of sight, out of mind"" kind of thing. And I know I love them, I think... Well, maybe based on how I treat them (non communication, no visits home, hanging out,etc) maybe I actually don't...? They constantly have to be the one reaching out to me because I just don't have that ""aw I miss X person, I wonder how they're doing"" urge that reminds me to contact them. Even in my current relationship, I've detach myself from the situation and I could feel that I could easily just move on from this person too despite them being the best and closest partner I've had yet. I don't know if this is related to my autism or if it's just some other weird neurological quirk I have that has helped me in some ways, but severely damages my ability/desire to have continuing relations with those that aren't here with me on the daily... It's like, in the moment of being present with X person, I care and love them and feel like I would hurt if they ever left, but when it's time to part ways even for a little bit, all those sentiments go out the window. All I have left are my thoughts questioning why I don't care that they're gone.",7.134725766362884,5.407344467605637,7.64482187241094,77.44673570836787,64.88732394366198,11.057166528583265,31.304888152444075,9.916854025145753,2.6052336371168194,1366,37,290,24,17,454,165,355,0.077,0.7490000000000001,0.174,0.9916,1,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,8,1,19,19,0,1,14,1,26,5,0,2,3,63,42,23,0,6,16,0,3,4,1,1,3,0,2,4,23,25,0,0,9,0,0,9,8,6,1,3,7,4,44,13,50,29,10,46,0,3,1,2,21,25,0,9,14,209,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0844442506729514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058845773339349136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050626191635719,0.08866383594917654,0.0,0.077033195175943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722518898910091,0.05275004171314629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081160964875876,0.0,0.094472211727526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26468012806718433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351201319455188,0.0,0.1381799779136497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572608242046916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457533485463572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650776920387592,0.11430917173139026,0.07827453944296453,0.0,0.08268650406606005,0.0,0.0,0.1631522370597875,0.0,0.13126187087167795,0.061819576982278725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491790039268057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800160660861786,0.09142743413215394,0.0868001943308221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263594237527384,0.0,0.0,0.0903185317646592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011136389856164,0.09511313909742594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880378849020546,0.0,0.1222423942667453,0.1691036631521051,0.08672933845534506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356771971138683,0.156199793445798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386914004548748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737420564596209,0.0,0.0,0.4598572826864709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591209497530758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370738924186328,0.0,0.11998291960245835,0.2266732434134876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969373669176665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543560039057816,0.0,0.08544142949140338,0.2787139072714224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515312093264818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775826737674792,0.0,0.0,0.09726732255304008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046364257499813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748903770539366,0.055447197209205636,0.0,0.06869796344298656,0.0504584020103168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737258964139856,0.0,0.0,0.07780404310444976,0.0,0.07808305879713541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384193090730186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147094277074789,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,topcatt10,2019/03/26,"how to deal with my father..? my father and I have never really had a good relationship, especially since I've become a teen. hes super unsupportive and stubborn and very impatient with me. whenever I have meltdowns, or really unmask my asd symptoms at all, he gets very angry with me and makes the situation even worse. I try talking to him and my mom about and interest of mine and it turns into him telling me about it (because Know It All Knows More than Me , of course), me getting frustrated and starting to melt, and him getting angry at me for doing so. I've been told ""stop fidgeting or I'll make you sit on your hands"" or when I hide under sheets etc, to ""get out from there or I'll make you"", also something I do a ton of is cry, which is the beginnings of meltdowns.. and pretty much anytime I cry he'll give me the ""you have nothing to cry about, unless you want me to give you a reason"" in a threatening tone. I try to defend myself always, which usually gets me into more trouble and gets my parents into arguments when my mom tries to defend me as well. I'm aware hes quite abusive towards me, really only when he gets angry at me. is there a way to maybe hide my symptoms more around him or cope better with how he treats me...? 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I have a kindergartner in my class (I'm a para) who really likes to eat his lunch...throw it up...and eat it again. Much like how a deer ruminates. I want to help him learn that this behavior is bad so he doesn't end up with health problems when he's older. The trouble I run into is that he is still little and nonverbal. The most I know how to do is scold him and tell him it's ""yucky"" so he will hopefully understand. He is so smart and I know that he will eventually figure it out but when I do this he immediately bursts into tears and I feel so, so bad. He's my favorite little fella and he's already got problems with his teeth and I would hate to see him struggle with this forever. I was wondering if there was any other coaching or teaching skills I could use to stop this?",1.5100681818181805,3.531018381818185,3.235511363636366,90.23326704545458,80.33333333333333,6.791666666666668,21.82765151515152,7.865858978985527,0.9176742424242424,623,19,137,11,16,207,95,165,0.17300000000000001,0.74,0.08800000000000001,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,1,5,0,15,4,1,3,0,34,27,18,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,12,2,1,8,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,2,18,4,13,20,2,15,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,5,9,87,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885059557063856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161645903121644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28525791105055825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363872000722744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34958641910750504,0.0,0.0,0.1512972931385466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637256672899472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662169081251982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686510294317976,0.0,0.18157544251979216,0.0,0.0,0.11449816166545332,0.0,0.0,0.16966445749521414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928368679440246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877582400496429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690967452385436,0.34241637072592634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255735791867605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32690652796143155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943273310292773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612275110375655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641840278360678,0.1428145613044403,0.0,0.17857989421380865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493056649779366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783137820805234,0.0,0.14753507283136405,0.0,0.0,0.10075504418997676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524880954635664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213468101079664,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pulsar2076,2019/03/26,"Language delays In the process of getting a diagnosis (35m) When I was a child 4 years old or So,my mother was told I would never be able to talk in a way people who are not around me all the time would understand With speech therapy I seem to have proven them wrong. I stutter a bit and have trouble coming up with the proper word but otherwise speak...ok I find I rehearse conversations in my head over and over again so I don't sound like an idiot when the conversation happens Of course, things never go as planned I find advertising my eyes helps me in conversations I always walk away feeling the people think I am stupider then I am because I can never use language that would show my intellegence. Anyone else feel this way? 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Now my true colours are starting to show. I’ve gotten really good at masking my autism, especially when I’m first meeting people. But now I feel like it’s starting to come out now that I’ve spent more time around this group of friends. I don’t want to bring it up but I can’t help but feel like they’ve noticed by now.",2.7693410852713187,3.3981492674418625,3.583720930232559,94.89829457364344,73.76744186046511,6.663565891472868,24.79844961240311,6.42735559955562,0.43909147286821737,311,9,76,2,6,99,58,86,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,15,5,0,2,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,3,8,6,10,11,1,19,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,15,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996249314420204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931665716252608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267692684421077,0.32040028428461265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814841012203287,0.0,0.0,0.3465011136853671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880854437338394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203707024950647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030619872805553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827889990917637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910883409569187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219711760481756,0.0,0.2553035730911851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546273295005505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365661325797313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174424788351839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307586296917495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322650728587373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444059494932746 autism,zTics,2019/03/26,"Update about elementary school neglect and bullying It has escalated... We are currently at the police station waiting on an officer to file charges for physical assault and criminal harassment on one of the students. To sue the district we would most likely need to exhaust all administrative options. Tomorrow we are going to the school administration building to file multiple things about the bullying, assault, and criminal harassment and to report negligence of his elementary school and request a transfer immediately to the school he spent a week at in December. I added that text to the top of the original post as well: https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/b40epa/i_dont_know_what_to_do_leaning_towards_just/ Thank you for the feedback and suggestions. It helped. Especially about asking the district about resources and independent study I don't expect anything to actually happen criminally. But it should get their attention and be grounds to request an immediate transfer or validity of needed additional resources. 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At my job I fear it makes me look less intelligent because sometimes the words don’t process right the first time.. am I alone in this?,6.098333333333333,8.322687605263162,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,67.6842105263158,7.171929824561403,33.719298245614034,7.793537801064563,2.5823403508771925,171,8,28,2,3,51,35,38,0.276,0.586,0.138,-0.6759999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,1,3,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969011615505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044463937483126,0.29372481557346675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474989783397105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508647336869483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947398120126376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225807291877025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383929964091694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497719803403249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844733425766724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407285706298225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913528376512427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448125495421985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238527720871027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835215696410477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671581729568716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,esybeats,2019/07/02,Toy Story 4 is the fork in toy story 4 autistic?,-0.08727272727272606,1.287123909090912,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,82.63636363636364,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.2348909090909093,37,1,8,0,1,14,8,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,artiguess,2019/07/02,"School is terrible I mean technically it's not that bad I'm just so damn tired right now and I can't do any work, I don't really know why but I just can't my eyes aren't really processing anything and my brain keeps jumping between different songs and I lost my headphones so I can't listen to music in school and I just can't focus and I'm so tired. Nothing is happening, exams are over lessons are pretty easy, I have lots of free time (which I spend most sleeping but I'm still tired!) I've been diagnosed with autism recently and I want to know why this is happening? Is it common? Is it an autism thing or am I lazy? Can I stop it?",0.3029722222222233,2.556890237037038,2.385069444444444,92.9909375,87.37037037037037,6.337962962962964,19.54861111111111,7.645422480735847,0.673083333333333,502,15,113,10,16,168,79,135,0.153,0.731,0.11699999999999999,-0.6032,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,1,0,18,7,3,0,0,23,30,12,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,1,2,1,7,4,0,0,2,3,15,2,7,28,2,10,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,6,69,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496427386456524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701808561623545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887700725790432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230725696294932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666346510705556,0.0,0.1612644054257319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27298494177156857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719465415107887,0.0,0.0,0.1696550323634701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849283283797145,0.13122407678877468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813397060337135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810437199978127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570309074097297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977629729730256,0.0,0.15240342841273632,0.0,0.0,0.13181528856829688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124238005640108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544629133071265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326526139735045,0.12904471736459314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025442398916394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000356740723905,0.5322128315602174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104047991882463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27855633812479763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236968848685804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OuterPlague410,2019/07/02,"New Community Hi all, two fellow Aspies have created a new group/sub. Feel free to check out the community. r/PlanetAspie",3.003484848484849,6.089364499999999,5.506363636363638,68.64621212121216,85.81818181818181,10.206060606060607,25.51515151515152,9.725611199111238,3.849315151515152,97,4,16,4,3,34,20,22,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274699187447041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8689826343950093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394617357474793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,map01302,2019/07/02,"Something stops me? Hi, I'm puzzled, I suffer anxiety, so this is a deterrent to do things,however even when I've a handle on the anxiety I can't very easily do stuff, it's like there's an underlying mental block. For example I'd be interested in travelling somewhere, I can get on a plane, I understand them, I can manage the anxiety.. Yet I don't? I know a plane is a big example, but it could apply to getting on a bus too. It's hard to explain, I feel like I haven't got permission from myself, or this is not for me. I just wondered if anyone else feels the same or has any insight? Thanks, Mark",1.3372133333333345,3.278901648000005,4.237300000000001,83.23648333333334,80.52,8.326666666666666,25.61666666666667,9.075114841892004,2.286826666666667,466,19,98,13,12,167,82,125,0.12,0.784,0.096,0.5367,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,18,24,6,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,14,4,11,21,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,5,5,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574954709616014,0.0,0.4918781567100312,0.0,0.0,0.14986225467605085,0.21960309466711572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112247877626932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904250705333594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156080431393306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216740100377483,0.15311508092321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395377328226596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141668993904427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199467984039048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778838274756916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094184587785855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159909649526698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499921171937926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918676916023413,0.0,0.0,0.2453528641812655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732328587225692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231217168989185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768420239857748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324282297981553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Rednas008,2019/07/02,"The most interesting part about autism is that it defines, in my experience (I have PDD-NOS), who I am. It may sound a little weird, but I recently read through my diagnosis, which has been made 12 years ago, and it’s just the little things that define my character. For example: I love things which spin, like washing machines. I always do laundry because of it and sometimes I jus sit hours in front of the washing machine just to see it do it’s job. I also tend to repeat things I told a lot (to the point that I start annoying people). It’s the little things that can be hidden, but it just defines who I am and that makes me happy if I think about it.",4.101060606060603,4.899487590909093,5.148181818181822,84.27560606060608,70.81818181818181,7.987878787878787,27.54545454545455,8.167268648758528,1.6478727272727285,510,17,106,7,9,168,80,132,0.036000000000000004,0.841,0.12300000000000001,0.9238,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,7,0,11,3,0,2,0,15,19,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,22,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,15,4,11,14,3,14,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,4,7,79,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517369142327734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688913131243036,0.14243188029365494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434710715099182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744266335352967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221969683543696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857356637617574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698654518679686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836277919670363,0.5146890094693012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552744381366187,0.15449273644450467,0.16197056947218155,0.11426109715389485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536658301112816,0.0,0.11867166509677254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181634866866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122200489716013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690153355092316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640485662391835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929712677177086,0.0,0.12115902898709754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548860689114568,0.1096824654637048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356570003567994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023152720306832 autism,BlackAndWhiteSquare,2019/07/02,"Alien I didn't know where else to talk about this so here goes. Do any of you ever feel removed from neurotypicals? I mean obviously we do all the time, but every now and then I get this deep dread feeling, like no matter how good I get at faking it there will always be a divide between me and them. when they're laughing and being natural, and I just sit there in a dead silence not having anything to add, I get this strong feeling of being an other. That although as an adult I've gotten pretty good at pretending to be comfortable, I'll never really be able to be like them at some base level. I don't feel like this all the time, but when I do it's pretty intense, and I know I can't be the only one that can feel like a (as I always liked to describe it as a kid) fax machine with feelings. Like they have lives and destinies they choose, where as all I can do is the one thing I was built for, and any feelings I have are moving down a conveyor belt towards me instead of really being mine. Sorry for the rambly depressing junk, I just thought some opinions might help",5.122220279720281,5.034829886363639,5.920909090909093,82.75444055944054,68.31818181818181,8.405594405594405,28.28671328671329,7.882392219407189,1.6485839160839155,845,25,173,9,13,278,127,220,0.086,0.659,0.256,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,4,1,15,14,0,1,12,0,25,0,0,1,6,39,40,19,1,0,5,0,7,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,10,0,0,12,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,4,7,24,11,24,26,5,21,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,4,14,131,35,1,0.12616664739543948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099615152648018,0.0,0.0,0.17159529333517526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382440071139436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086671485278926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539604454829818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412495574605527,0.10630084195354036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44655553464708747,0.3605339124343605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775059778334392,0.0,0.0,0.2116451957985062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456684427037646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386757797313081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36983190596334703,0.0,0.11140746113030628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374324660337264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384287493660035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340951793765216,0.0,0.0,0.09730749639845784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709875709872973,0.09595542063110342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671367625930763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616511700063253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123323234363386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140797206879128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381951437468425,0.0,0.0,0.10016222508070792,0.1471375734031652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,joym91,2019/07/02,"My Autistic Son's First Day at Day Camp, and I am Waiting by the Phone... I usually have total confidence in my high- functioning Autistic son. The last couple of weeks of school however, his behavior was very violent to his classmates. In school he usually has a para. Now he is going to a general ed day camp and I am concerned about his behavior. We didn't want to punish him by not allowing him to go since camp can be a very fun, fundamental, growing experience for most kids his age. He was extremely excited to go and there are social workers at the camp who specialize in helping kids on the spectrum. He is also with a few of his closest friends. I've just been at the edge of my seat all day at work. I hope we get good news about his first day!",3.899331727874774,5.0959623046357665,5.314629741119808,81.40910295003013,71.64900662251655,9.464419024683924,30.945815773630343,9.800150414767053,2.9769549668874173,592,26,120,15,11,199,93,151,0.034,0.8059999999999999,0.161,0.9601,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,4,6,8,2,0,9,0,13,0,0,1,2,17,20,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,4,0,17,6,23,15,4,27,0,0,0,0,23,10,0,2,13,77,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285059467966489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778034889920613,0.0,0.5181677009745806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718835952934393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733703690907421,0.0,0.0,0.12415083228306545,0.0,0.08395533780932743,0.0,0.2739762060030033,0.13478146798159604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770897369372567,0.1697807297696795,0.0,0.1596041746286487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309860515486667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252593160429028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292671646755122,0.0,0.0,0.1638060382708475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35396075817017536,0.26517672187462216,0.09478075670661826,0.0,0.12889804392976528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169862473832275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BadBuildsOnly,2019/07/02,"New job I am a neurotypical teenager (19) and have recently been employed as a carer of children aged 10-19 with autism and learning disabilities. Obviously I'll be given training, but as that training comes from other neurotypicals, I wondered if anyone here had some advice for me regarding how to act and properly look after people with autism. Anything is appreciated, what helps you keep calm? What keeps you occupied? What are the big do's and don'ts? Obviously everyone is different so I'll take any advice as subjective. Thanks!",5.538392434988179,8.513768489361706,6.434397163120567,67.5338888888889,71.55319148936171,9.709692671394802,32.78486997635934,9.994966539143718,4.1837579196217485,434,21,65,13,9,143,74,94,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.9475,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,2,17,18,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,10,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,43,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547335805086164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822661211459052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269139296605187,0.0,0.19147125611777008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042844560404208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309528933731206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223304183721804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559567865301225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308935001198092,0.41362350307053336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538794654046554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247184441601458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130717469575406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297379600178085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494223785349602,0.0,0.0,0.21421538273657256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523255275468538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GeollandFraser,2019/07/02,"Shy bladder Is paruresis (shy bladder) a thing any of you experience? I remember experiencing it since I was super young, so I know it's not really related to my social anxiety, which is at most 2 or 3 years old. I literally cannot pee in the presence of others, real or imagined, whatsoever; I need to be like, blasting music on my headphones for my body to even consider peeing. I think it might be tied to my autism, because I have other weird quirks like that about social situations that have existed forever, like feeling weird eating food in front of others and so on, so I'd like to know if it's something any of you experience too.",8.123172043010753,6.7611389516129075,9.313548387096775,65.09865591397852,62.70967741935484,12.460215053763445,38.40860215053763,11.538034831475384,4.510466666666666,506,22,91,13,6,177,81,124,0.057999999999999996,0.816,0.126,0.8519,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,0,15,14,7,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,13,5,16,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,7,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490407406251653,0.0,0.14007785145247348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162152106059496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339277304974726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736617693282495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094173962192975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582313929779216,0.0,0.0,0.09258539082383724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141607848660555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012637888825926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578311501742813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424966765553792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577297197250293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921420488684845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084180815199292,0.11730428707815654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074267541208623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146962200869166,0.2058221404241288,0.0,0.3733130458493395,0.0,0.14096622153498695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164945513942026,0.1173288264812096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117916165298521 autism,blankask,2019/07/02,"I need advice I'm a sixteen year old girl from slovakia, i have cerebral palsy which nainly affects my legs, though i can't seem to get along with other kids wiith this condition, even the same or simillar case ro mine, they unlike me are very socially based, but i tend to be obsessed over a single topic for a very long time (anime characters, psychological disorders, languages, music etc.) Many adults assume i'll be like the most kids, (unable to read well, write) but i learned english language completely on my own. The issue, and strange thing is that, as i said, i have problems with talking to people unless it involves my favourite topic, or topics about society, universe, etc. I also tend to get very stressed when something in my routine changes, or i also tend to have mood swings, i also choose the wrong pitch and tone of voice which often makes people think im rude, but i have no way of explaining to them i didnt want to sound like that. I was wondering if there were any undiagnosed people with simillar issues here, because id like to meet some people with simillar issues and/or like minded people. Thank you for reading,, and have a nice day. And also, sorry if i offended anyone, i really didnt want to do so",7.220551337074943,7.1276948583691,7.099570815450642,76.08513700891385,63.93562231759657,9.22931660614064,32.94453615054473,8.617729084823388,2.6667170023109943,974,35,171,12,13,310,153,233,0.12,0.7859999999999999,0.094,-0.5115,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,0,13,14,2,2,8,0,15,1,1,2,0,37,31,21,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,4,8,9,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,3,24,7,26,24,7,10,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,11,10,113,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834440335294114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546623266249331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539785324381923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752540237670782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758752036033888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728957250378615,0.0,0.11624886511546108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150430271540155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707075667524376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473067548066893,0.07323097025953045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585376467890725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197625191295996,0.3471697124576009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666897134324728,0.0,0.0,0.09811965120955499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400899211425932,0.11240843291001353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195073427957426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221137304331899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634319723099018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843289862035813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609106593259958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180721743209067,0.0,0.07102847027990218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054661879115398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093516563754946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130216773942064,0.0,0.08535591772615099,0.0,0.12411392315517154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270053396314251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911600367571047,0.0,0.10207751890967336,0.0,0.0,0.07365949637611821,0.07104332904000255,0.1089327537249246,0.0,0.06465129054812721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744470066110556,0.13079224942809245,0.0880063067042712,0.0,0.0,0.09968868604947748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023769479352088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122288155748165,0.0,0.07139896632120303 autism,hmanlust,2019/07/02,"People with autism, do you secretly feel like you’ve disappointed your parents? I’m 23 and have Aspergers and I feel like I have disappointed them. It’s more like I didn’t turn out what they expected of me and I just felt that they ended up with a Son which is not as they thought a normal Son would be. I never made a lot of friends growing up, I never liked things most boys liked and I was more timid and shy compared to most boys. And even though my parents kinda knew something was wrong with me they still pressured me to be normal but it didn’t work. I honestly feel like if I wasn’t autistic my life would’ve been happier and I would feel more confident and respected unlike now. Do you guys feel the same way?",3.6269800747198,4.965872993150686,4.215130759651308,88.48235990037365,72.49315068493149,7.774844333748442,25.601494396014942,8.296473431620573,1.4035835616438357,571,18,122,9,11,181,85,146,0.09300000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.198,0.9635,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,5,1,5,14,0,2,4,0,15,1,0,1,2,38,26,12,0,6,4,4,6,6,1,2,1,0,0,3,6,12,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,10,6,23,9,11,12,7,10,0,2,0,0,17,3,0,5,11,84,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731928670566914,0.0,0.0,0.09494511207064996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634200374227216,0.3080837648899256,0.13802195107599474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106041710823664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423344899133143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153444074211168,0.42137212630485016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222105853271908,0.0,0.13601914238471258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173677285097945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816877498967679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192333575737525,0.0,0.0,0.09965772278525672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106652983796551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479844335371255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550070296368926,0.0,0.1412330394356815,0.1141209535389999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635805057607746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410156964120773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465126323668493,0.0,0.0,0.3063463130065417,0.15716738470366434,0.0,0.0 autism,Direct_Fox,2019/07/02,Work experience So I have asd and recently a teacher signed me up for work experience at a chocolate factory. I started yesterday and its good. But there's one special thing about it. It's got autistic workers. It's for people who have autism to have a job. I think it incredible that it exists. It's just a routine everyday that's easy to follow. Box chocolates mold chocolate. I just wanted to share. It's in Ely Cambridgeshire if you ever get to Cambridgeshire UK,2.1238389513108618,4.9845529101123605,3.4777808988764067,83.33854400749065,87.31460674157304,6.112734082397004,27.641385767790265,7.492282038375204,2.0851790262172294,375,18,66,7,12,122,59,89,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.8658,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,3,10,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,45,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510519459999496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429771879804141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450038456287355,0.0,0.0,0.2327884287858395,0.2219750878211995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754168607422228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880691307065382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241215385816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27403849700660604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644512199066416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438607103041602,0.17783722342763933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370101738229564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041066643021225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gregwins99,2019/07/02,"Can’t wait to engage with my little guy Hey people. My 3 year old son was diagnosed with level 2 autism last week and I’ve slowly come to the realisation that it will take substantial time to even get him seen by speech therapists, occupational therapists and other ‘pists’ to help the little guy get ready for his amazing life. This even before I can access the Australian NDIS to ensure that a long term plan is put into place. So - while we wait for the specialists, what should I do? Like specifically? He’s affectionate but doesn’t speak beyond sounds - totally cheeky and makes me laugh but no fine motors skills. Pathologically uninterested in peers, but loves adults. I’d like to help him say a few words while we wait for a professional, but just making sounds at him doesn’t seem to work :) Any tips would be great.",5.0806277056277045,6.978512538961041,5.276038961038964,80.09358225108227,69.71428571428572,8.509956709956711,22.573593073593074,9.075114841892004,1.5132658008658004,657,15,125,13,12,207,113,154,0.016,0.732,0.252,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,7,0,11,4,0,2,1,24,23,10,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,3,6,9,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,6,11,9,17,17,3,19,0,0,1,1,17,8,0,1,11,68,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368446485526178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225327685680236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400612056185425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967870626197046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208345014244493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746836636899696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431059347762632,0.0,0.3310582865194873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241072292489331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626961652378833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808036827640887,0.16334613651560645,0.3351057474489409,0.0,0.14794426577997574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088160899836325,0.0,0.2231806954974961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542162737689793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589782267043823,0.0,0.17466188214364814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805665313416507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294395672158976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218948281558226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569449870135133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882052054837039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748085723870914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340973852505926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170510432972677,0.0,0.0,0.1187560437474606,0.0,0.0,0.10765496533696353 autism,lustforwine,2019/07/02,"ASD and being late all the time Is being late all the time to places (chronic lateness) an ASD thing? I always forget what time to leave, or I do things last minute, misjudge traffic, dont do things unless i have adrenaline, I feel like im blind to the time like 5 minutes in my head when im having a shower ends up being 10-15. It’s not new I’ve had this since I was little.",2.2411111111111097,3.13145477777778,3.8058641975308665,91.82138888888893,75.2962962962963,5.893827160493827,20.907407407407405,5.46131890053228,-0.08261481481481514,291,6,66,1,6,97,57,81,0.079,0.8540000000000001,0.068,0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,11,3,1,0,2,8,12,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,6,7,2,15,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,13,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137435038564042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935785269012393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629198567364504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083515137861345,0.11799779615938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951252429218386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35682483966160644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463595454146024,0.5589583558019019,0.17489164844767874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138786892820822,0.16554417386300355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595226413037605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256795626421242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366306957426031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291957054884672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852488499976754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FierceDrip81,2019/07/02,"How can I improve on putting myself in my kid’s head? My son is in the spectrum. We don’t say aspergers anymore but he would be close to that on the spectrum. So sometimes I’ll ask him a question, like what did you do at school? And he’ll stare blankly for a while and answer something that I think has no correlation to my question. But then when I think on it, I can connect the dots. And it’s usually mental gymnastics that he worked out in a few seconds. Kind of amazing. How can I sort of put myself in his shoes so I can communicate better? It would be awesome if I could put myself in “his world” so we could be closer.",2.1597062937062965,3.7677129846153896,3.632937062937064,90.06569930069931,76.84615384615384,6.265734265734268,26.433566433566433,6.980632752743323,1.0745384615384617,488,19,106,5,11,161,79,130,0.021,0.8220000000000001,0.157,0.9640000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,0,16,2,2,2,0,22,20,14,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,19,4,15,11,1,20,0,0,1,0,15,13,0,4,5,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718616303738138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702623523625715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801332840089868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852965002909071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336027405346425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605052008884776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728595128633014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005076491446345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388184312793063,0.4002879714788825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208036967074494,0.0,0.18081697931787827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754387498045448,0.17670274932215385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289606866866274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677258093033376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006914071466025,0.0,0.0,0.25383481900737265,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cakeslady,2019/07/02,What resources are there for Autistic adults who need help and support? Hello. I'm 25 and autistic. I haven't gotten disability benefits yet and I'm still in the process of doing that. I need support in my day-to-day life and I feel like it's not something that I can or want to ask of my partner who is really the only person I have around. Are there any resources for autistic adults for help around the house and with executive function stuff?,3.1776136363636382,5.362929715909093,3.8522727272727297,87.03590909090912,75.70454545454545,6.218181818181819,26.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.3431772727272728,357,14,69,4,8,113,55,88,0.025,0.8029999999999999,0.172,0.8951,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,17,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,11,16,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424414109062441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729313554671269,0.19581878839397288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701714525402329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591033149955842,0.14963976624460054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28079606100225785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169114072578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794927591060486,0.10233260182466364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106269864464577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930536593563654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289422657606286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341867849799937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612541581362187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727670380324516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397839913753548,0.0,0.4753902181668143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123546173681451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,savannah_panorama,2019/07/02,Question about weighted blankets Do you have a preferred brand? I am looking to buy one but don't know what would be best to get. Willing to put more money into a better one that would last. Not picky about the outer texture,2.1311363636363647,4.757308022727276,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,82.4090909090909,3.5200000000000005,24.70909090909091,3.1291,0.20726909090909065,179,7,33,0,5,55,37,44,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.9009999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,6,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31038543396363205,0.26157868628733705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452416573898653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254382599637887,0.24108664043458694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483667603351883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40083385923559456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973239005169117,0.33132268896461514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601601337393117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202036572603128,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cactusbrett,2019/07/02,"What are the medication options for autism? I know that in the U.S. only two drugs, rsiperdal and abilify are approved to treat autism symptoms. However aren’t there a lot of drugs which are used off label for autism? How about treatments approved in other countries like the U.K.? I’m looking for new meds to try to alleviate some of my irritability/ agitation as well as sensory issues and perhaps patience.",6.13867579908676,8.589150835616437,6.127602739726028,72.80090182648405,68.04109589041096,8.702283105022829,35.454337899543376,9.2995712137729,3.6610474885844737,333,17,53,7,6,105,55,73,0.025,0.8029999999999999,0.171,0.887,2,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,2,0,8,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,14,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754121180902393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25894188437042154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363439760648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120442044121273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083334228099793,0.0,0.0,0.21091755588475486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755724667058073,0.2499249415456247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396072197356378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868390138743166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578608805532641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843707224237536,0.0,0.2423482369264152,0.0,0.0,0.2142704195941853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306303191021254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jerrytherose,2019/07/02,"I'm mostly nonverbal and its challenging I have autism and I don't speak most of the time. Its hard for other people to understand. My parents understand really well. Some of my teachers didn't and other adults in my life. I had a few really understanding teachers though. It took me longer to learn most things. I am really good at reading though. I have read a lot of books that most people my age have not read. Most people don't know that though. People don't want to take the time to get to know me. I want to get to know people. I am willing to try to be more social. I do talk sometimes. I also like being helpful. People talk about how I am a boring person and how I am stupid, in front of me. I'm not deaf. I was bullied all through high school for being weird and really quiet. I was in all special education classes as well. I liked some of my special education teachers a lot. I got the right amount of support I needed. I got help with my communication skills. Some people think it is so weird that I can type and write well but I cant speak very well",0.9903225806451594,3.361564124423968,2.857872811059909,90.03309493087559,85.17511520737327,5.683981566820276,18.818248847926267,7.087006719466742,0.3392453087557605,833,22,174,12,25,277,107,217,0.049,0.8190000000000001,0.132,0.9287,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,12,15,1,0,7,0,22,2,0,2,2,36,41,15,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,10,7,0,0,8,4,0,2,7,4,4,0,7,5,28,11,25,30,15,11,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,10,5,126,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879536460452269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295696997820698,0.0,0.0,0.08264329532039685,0.1576088023984664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826460121030627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208677209010494,0.10410362196072856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245051121828993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959550008767035,0.09627473409958638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753540453244753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305963591038314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940723661166896,0.0,0.0,0.4781638922617538,0.08603364283715569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956735901858409,0.0,0.2524864376215567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414510596785557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971883417649953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044014951618108,0.0,0.0,0.0974498756956349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181203749215053,0.0,0.0,0.07408319962986837,0.1583912916502464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545975072993528,0.06313481409426402,0.2904192095781517,0.0,0.11490866953635973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947178802569878,0.06689621667104463,0.0,0.0,0.3077233605610388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129855857101798,0.11623250858590302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543655257197383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MelodicPause5,2019/07/02,"Verbal stimming, ecolalia and scripting: is this ok or should this be discouraged in a 26 year old? I'm a caregiver to a 26 year old client who talks to himself all the time. He repeats phrases, repeats conversations, occasionally makes strange sounds. It is mostly sentences the other people have said. He just moved out of his mothers home and she is not pleased with how much he is doing it. She says if he was kept occupied he would not do it. We don't have the same relationship with him as she does and cannot just keep him busy from sundown to sunset, constantly suggesting things. He does his own thing, participates in activities but spends all his other time in his room. He also has the verbal stuff on the go when he's in the middle of activities like when he is waiting his turn for bowling. &#x200B; He is also having anxiety and has OCD. When his anxiety is high, he calls his mom, who he confides in. He also confides in his respite worker. But not the other workers. &#x200B; What I'm wondering, is: is this caused by anxiety? Or by environmental stimulation? Or is it pleasurable? I have asked him why he does it and he won't say why, I've asked him is it because you're anxious? Is it because it's fun? He just says ""I'll try not to do it as much"". I don't like to pry further, afraid that I'm sending a message that he's doing something wrong. Should this be discouraged? It makes him stand out in public, but he doesn't seem to mind. If he was in school, it would be getting in the way of learning, but he's an adult. Without a job. What exactly should he be attending to all day? We have activities in the afternoon and evening and he is verbal even during waits in these activities. &#x200B; I'm flummoxed. I don't even know if it's verbal stimming, ecolalia or scripting. I've seen so many definitions for all that as I'm researching. I don't know if it makes a difference or what. Reddit, please help!!",3.2171547049441784,5.211071484210528,4.427224880382777,83.83133173843702,74.94736842105263,7.448165869218501,28.09409888357257,8.296473431620573,1.9939122807017544,1524,63,300,27,33,500,170,380,0.055999999999999994,0.875,0.07,0.8512,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,2,0,0,2,14,9,0,1,16,1,42,0,0,6,5,64,65,31,0,9,21,2,0,2,0,6,0,5,2,1,32,13,0,6,5,0,1,4,12,4,0,0,5,6,23,5,35,50,9,39,0,2,1,0,61,19,0,12,16,195,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429753400376425,0.0,0.2903481223713916,0.3256159528452478,0.0,0.0,0.20499825061718546,0.10091089384795272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701209350386687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890237731558827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120997081333768,0.0,0.0,0.09176053430490584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965277013412806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760670396313426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332475231576992,0.0,0.0,0.2345045652825529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769933275818884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466681952793514,0.0,0.05076498773940353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059872112349702925,0.0943758962599506,0.08959943165055143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864046180715124,0.0793954318927105,0.0,0.0,0.09818046228271032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727856098286807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788737434293348,0.09056069455540908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019195437465397,0.10461539544252138,0.0,0.0949374629555268,0.13132709437190024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746139369223147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192613672718868,0.0,0.0,0.1961022435656125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590073646396724,0.0,0.0,0.0849677464770484,0.2131025100722928,0.0,0.09040083497723744,0.0,0.08131737511650218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687661147263089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225481098305007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179538918877504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186860270129906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041712907897036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064525216145995,0.09715905348585084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090137326952436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161202350840259,0.0,0.0,0.08610531819485573,0.09686825863820536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690666369457235,0.09766196419304134,0.3256159528452478,0.11504368156724673 autism,misterjetson,2019/07/02,"Do others here struggle with drinking? I’ve been to AA, rehabs, and the like. I am very high functioning but I can’t seem to kick the drink. I don’t understand the whole bit about harming others and yourself. I get that I harm myself but more so, I just want to drink and relax but I go to far. When I low key drink, I can be more relaxed and social, but I do drink too much and want to stop. I’m super logical and don’t drink and drive ever, I walk to the bar, I go home after a couple but I drink at home alone til I pass out. I want to quit but the way most people quit makes me feel terrible. I don’t do well with people, religion, and all that.",-0.12808510638297932,1.7770452695035497,2.1355744680851068,96.494,85.66666666666667,5.178439716312057,16.492198581560285,6.42735559955562,-0.4570788652482269,497,10,119,5,15,168,79,141,0.154,0.68,0.166,0.1849,0,1,7,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,6,0,11,9,0,1,2,30,22,17,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,11,8,1,4,10,0,5,4,5,2,0,1,1,18,5,14,20,7,16,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787246778830215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425065459472845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259282061751812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7804308620085123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294733854585417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057545575504515285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059460841567805275,0.0,0.1293612866362465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024613726203945,0.2283207044132726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560164321550851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596882098558372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366318330144244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780255408637214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210113058317806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360802532793656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601459947184675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514995827870944,0.0,0.11897855042693002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847985291269805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390487524847464,0.20138362986550196,0.09033679784879836,0.0,0.0,0.1023285377686109,0.0,0.0,0.1270644029305502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tiger_lily17,2019/05/10,"Parents of adults with Autism, what did you do for housing? I have two boys with autism, one is six, the other is 18. The older one is fairly high functioning and is currently in the 10th grade. The problem is he doesn't care about school or work or anything resembling a future. If it was up to him he would play video games and do nothing else. That being said, I'm at my wits end with it. Does anyone have any suggestions regarding adult housing options and how to pay for them? He doesn't currently receive SSD, but I am working on it. I just don't know how to pay for his care and I won't be around forever. I think he could possibly live independently, would just need drop in care etc. Help! Living at home will not be an option much longer.",2.7396307692307715,4.605582973333334,3.620666666666669,89.65546153846157,75.93333333333334,7.015384615384615,23.538461538461537,7.882392219407189,1.0684307692307686,586,18,124,9,13,187,102,150,0.11,0.856,0.035,-0.8555,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,6,5,0,0,6,0,23,0,0,3,0,27,31,10,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,6,8,0,0,2,3,2,1,5,1,0,4,3,1,10,4,18,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,5,5,82,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502681682359556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079904252481021,0.0,0.1270937693382517,0.1374873813353395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723960575222758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331049798032853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515447135478298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901765368452,0.0,0.13679102254539602,0.0,0.17224523059248525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352016410130392,0.16317794520049528,0.1549193356277945,0.0,0.0,0.3564139249027842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487806065438146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275272614988416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353367892651273,0.11451783367777454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819261998482566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930970713883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714911328166011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411174243139074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477814880523344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691105279945382,0.0,0.0,0.15630497913750235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896110279816793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086877284209996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487328792388087,0.0,0.0,0.2194243385714836,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hx7918,2019/05/10,"""Early reading is a reliable sign of high IQ.""--Thomas Sowell From The ""Einstein Syndrome: Bright Children Who Talk Late"" Hello all! I have been apart of this sub for quite some time now. I haven't posted in a while, but I have a question for everyone. I have had autism all my life as I struggled with it especially when I was younger. I was nonverbal until the age of 4 yet I started reading full books aloud at the same age. Also, when I was either 11 or 12 (I'm forget what age you usually are in the 6th grade), I came in 2nd place in my school's 6th-8th grade Geography Bee. I came in 2nd against the smartest kid in the 8th grade. The only thing is, he had studied very hard for the Geography Bee, whereas I didn't even have to pick up a book beforehand. He had told me so after the bee. To explain further, all the answers came to me naturally like a river flow. Do you think me reading as early as age 4 and me almost winning the Geography Bee without having to study are reliable signs of high IQ? Thanks, I hope you're able to answer this question.",5.119506531204646,5.349582735849059,5.853962264150944,82.13835268505079,68.33962264150944,8.598548621190131,31.873730043541364,8.384062270229773,2.267825399129172,828,33,169,11,13,271,127,212,0.036000000000000004,0.8540000000000001,0.11,0.9543,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,2,7,6,0,1,16,0,19,1,0,1,3,26,29,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,12,2,21,5,29,17,7,36,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,6,18,109,27,9,0.14028704934600694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047721549773284,0.0,0.0,0.11218750267768683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813530346663688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265827301436433,0.0,0.0,0.13405028751953418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256696410293383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644193985507056,0.0,0.13933669386410413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824990213606066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908889173402367,0.06853716613788592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669462260419102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657010799017392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435621435128836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143072029340653,0.14921254525370894,0.4209750390417176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197798350627502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929589558058403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665848356044422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275741628533792,0.0,0.12915746687830512,0.0,0.0,0.0932004819973104,0.08989027667814052,0.0,0.0,0.08180250663222298,0.0,0.0,0.13405028751953418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450636524958133,0.1157515077588035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523170941452042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,QueenRowana,2019/05/10,"Was any part of your first diagnosis positive at all? First time posting here, forgive if i am rude or use the wrong terms. Eager to learn For people who have good memories of being diagnosed: do you remember if you got any positive feelings directly after getting officially diagnosed? Did something ‘click’ for you or become clear or was the experience only negative? I feel like most autistic people have a general sense of contentment and happines with their lives once everything settles down after the diagnosis has been completed and life moves on. But i can imagine that being diagnosed for the first time may be a bad experience. That moment when the professionals told you the diagnosis; how did you feel? So I’m mostly curious about any good or bad feelings directly upon hearing the diagnosis. Was it a feeling of “this explains everything” or a really bad feeling like Oh No. Do you still feel the same?",7.419377104377105,9.012466425925927,8.072154882154884,63.42015151515153,63.7530864197531,12.063748597081931,38.18406285072953,11.741389052700956,5.3753012345679005,739,38,111,25,11,246,102,162,0.11800000000000001,0.703,0.179,0.8282,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,1,3,6,11,1,0,12,0,17,4,0,2,2,32,31,13,0,2,8,0,7,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,12,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,8,9,11,6,16,19,6,17,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,10,13,86,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414542650061472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964618523803674,0.0,0.1307126561849061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409188094292485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603803506471957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273782518660486,0.23154577701217555,0.0,0.0,0.4189032473131635,0.16910419305924776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020154675229211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183506204144661,0.0,0.0,0.1985393818224459,0.09465847797045857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333935207094056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359690590423384,0.11564353840894523,0.0,0.1045087197928983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579153482950214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260431104948683,0.0,0.09001352392023683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816581101789684,0.0,0.16410347490797747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335038279489736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582058086139051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407197107091234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111466481610307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451762965206867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802629800362026,0.0,0.0,0.11309228588695755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022198258447984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940148164757098,0.0,0.0 autism,Rickylikesmusic,2019/05/10,"Im not sure if I am following social rules In English class I sit next to someone who is very easy to talk to. I talk to her a lot. I do not know if I am annoying her or not or if she thinks I am creepy. I ask her opinion on many things. I show her articles that I think are interesting. I sometimes talk to her all class. I feel like she is starting to think I am weird though. I talk about all kinds of topics too. We talk about School, Funny things, books, movies, math etc. She is very smart. She thinks I am funny. However sometimes when I start talking I talk for a long time. Sometimes our conversations last for a long time. I have a hard time focusing on my work and talking makes time go by. I have a problem. I talk a lot to a lot of people. I talk a lot to mostly people I am comfortable around. I have a lot of opinions on different topics. Usually when I am in a group project I talk a lot once I am comfortable. Other than that I am very quiet. I just feel like I am breaking a lot of social rules when I talk. I feel like I talk when I am not supposed to. An old friend of mine told me I had too much to say and that I should shut up around them.",0.7801519119958087,2.4353415742971904,2.7068727082242034,94.93808800419072,81.04819277108433,6.097503055701065,20.86624759909202,7.079830092131019,0.2817884057971014,888,25,214,11,23,297,111,249,0.046,0.8140000000000001,0.14,0.9703,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,1,12,13,1,0,13,0,21,0,0,1,3,39,36,12,0,5,10,0,4,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,6,49,10,29,33,12,29,0,0,0,0,34,9,0,15,19,150,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056929525975164,0.0633085230543477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075238816029109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552506223729827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272293151885993,0.14513631713546665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523198615297931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038486511116984416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066330539012954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314860217246262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051936256395586,0.037216826216046266,0.05520037162324666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925287458311388,0.0,0.0,0.11985912427011798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030084478157041,0.0,0.0,0.04520324355813321,0.06865687027563801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049781570946606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202037917046057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071060147294603,0.07211897992820927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389624840716436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479834619676286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385320663036794,0.0,0.06853567577315843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806285600299992,0.0573784509749254,0.0,0.20092873547807472,0.0,0.0958643183549022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638247587831502,0.0,0.0,0.7075940362381782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997955680624864,0.17356749843683356,0.06653399347046615,0.0,0.15795097052438098,0.0,0.0,0.06470881481656915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458338181825554,0.16762685896988316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930054959297656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Time2LoseIt77,2019/05/10,"My 6 year old son just got a diagnosis of mild autism; I have IEP and 504 plan questions My son who is in Kindergarten this year started out at our local public school in August. We had some evaluations done for him in preschool because the teachers knew something was up with him since around age 3, but we didn't know what exactly. All they could see what that he definitely had sensory processing difficulties and problems with getting along with peers, and mood inconsistencies. The public school psychologist evaluated him in May last year (right before K started) and then had a meeting at the school with some of the staff members. &#x200B; His psycho-educational report showed he had ""some"" autism behaviors and ""some"" ADHD behaviors but not enough to get into one category, also a high IQ especially in verbal comprehension...so because he was still able to learn well in a school environment, they determined he was not eligible for the IEP or 504 plan. I requested that he has a warm, experienced teacher because he seems to do best with warm teachers willing to get to know him. &#x200B; He did NOT receive a warm teacher. She didn't even introduce herself to any of the parents when we showed up on orientation in August. We were the first parents there and she ignored us except to point us toward paperwork to fill out. She then went out into the hall to chit chat with another K teacher, not saying anything to parents as they trickled in. Once all parents arrived, then she spoke mainly about herself. Her classroom was stark and bare, no hands-on activities anywhere. I had a bad feeling already. &#x200B; It turns out most of the K teachers use a clip chart behavioral management. So, the kids start on green, then go to yellow, orange, then red. My son started out green or yellow most days the first month, then by month 2, she pretty much ""gave up"" on him and let him be on red every day AND she pulled him out to the hall to phone call me every day. I tried sending sensory toys to school and none of that helped. My son said she only spoke to him when he was in trouble and she never smiled. This was exactly what I wanted to avoid! I had told her something was going on with him and that it was not just a disciplinary problem, but she treated him like he was a bad kid. &#x200B; So, come October, I visited a private school about 2 cities south of us and they had a spot left and could admit my son...so we went ahead and transferred. NO red tape, or 504 plan needed. They simply worked with him and allowed him to take resting breaks as needed. They even had nap mats in the classroom. It is 13 students, so the lower ratio REALLY helped. &#x200B; We love the school, but unfortunately, it is expensive AND further away. Now, my younger son will start K in 2020... and we would really like for the boys to go to the same school. My oldest will stay at the private school through 1st grade next year... &#x200B; My question is, should I brave the public school again for 2nd grade?? I'm actually very scared. Even with a diagnosis, I am VERY worried he won't be treated well, and I think the school will fight my requesting an IEP plan, and I'll be lucky to get a 504 plan. I think now that he has been out of the public school, we may have to start all over with the evaluations...which means they will be reactive rather than proactive. &#x200B; tl;dr: My son had a bad experience his first 2 months in public school in K so we transferred to private which seems to be a better fit. We can comfortably afford to send 1 child but not 2 to private school and we'd really like our boys to go to the public school right by our neighborhood. He now has a diagnosis of mild autism from a child psychologist. Can we come back to the public school with more confidence in that we can get an IEP or 504 plan, or will the school continue to fight it since he is high-functioning? His main classroom problems are disrupting by making verbal noises, and he moves his chair around and/or fidgets. Sensory toys didn't seem to help, but taking often breaks does. It was hard to get the public school to give him breaks before. HELP!!",6.640595257430569,7.034091393129772,6.425257430566834,78.78288208543123,65.0941475826972,9.386562719939363,31.736126901629586,9.195540489509971,2.5978453034486493,3289,118,619,53,47,1032,323,786,0.083,0.815,0.102,0.9454,9,1,2,0,2,0,129.0,19,0,7,13,27,29,2,2,46,0,62,1,0,3,6,126,111,48,0,11,21,10,5,3,0,11,0,4,0,6,19,59,0,2,14,6,1,15,14,12,2,4,35,18,78,16,107,56,18,112,0,0,8,1,122,50,0,20,46,404,97,31,0.03636137946307751,0.0,0.035483461163917464,0.0,0.04369931202769715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012568642048489,0.02907818201961852,0.0,0.2757827761963442,0.309281391992664,0.02472698491972426,0.038128076774116414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029922317107794413,0.06473867356451284,0.0,0.0,0.034162712948979275,0.0279596563530999,0.09108069910750466,0.06649667827970908,0.0,0.061881711561871465,0.0,0.0381590244276596,0.03215868525893243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712903387774501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264421750173993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806320549778397,0.0,0.0,0.07035024495544527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03182008820315127,0.0372103155920315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757102499477157,0.0,0.07204904460907675,0.0,0.06127206090215924,0.0,0.0,0.03556840631657595,0.0,0.0,0.01838540599374095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278691238822326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398392005319298,0.0348811484657811,0.082660039588742,0.0,0.02908151683185206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03257265389612793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748906475646876,0.07683558756200919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039966526441365315,0.029639377351076707,0.0,0.0,0.03950674517859413,0.037181974059827705,0.0,0.0532929999643176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03281756460846445,0.0,0.02427150314234309,0.0,0.0,0.03960820193894975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706991853889967,0.03864639191209415,0.026729797699305228,0.05392300427701149,0.028044137449865128,0.0,0.03867073956983906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038155151104106895,0.038723682421129314,0.02463941176407829,0.02765446758818199,0.0,0.0,0.1615000352584181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03437325662910638,0.0,0.0,0.03699259506583245,0.0,0.10437878830381322,0.0,0.0,0.0814661333825349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698820923111441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062104838772532374,0.03458799854149998,0.028916028387946224,0.036404084136474966,0.6623938306446463,0.028975311708403624,0.09930610267584047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060157017679970476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598553273389854,0.0,0.0,0.1544206292097556,0.03875639247215778,0.02903824460912235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054678464253451804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659780750357522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474485630965453,0.0,0.02468698983179554,0.039550739422868894,0.0,0.0,0.13121478730654154,0.03140455719964383,0.0,0.06000389225751456,0.02144688369817991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538649392685791,0.0674147261026903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026471517311059716,0.03692674586811681,0.0,0.025830080711627332,0.0,0.309281391992664,0.09366214487827017 autism,fanficfan81,2019/05/10,"My personal prime directive... As an autistic person I really am finding reddit kinda disheartening. I keep going negative post counts and it is driving me crazy because I can not understand why. I alway follow simple rules before I say anything in real life and the web. 1 I am not being mean. 2 I try to use ""I feel,"" ""I think"" to me"" ect. To tell the truth I do not understand why I need to make sure to use words like that but in times in my life people tell me to make sure I do so people do not get upset so much. 3 I remember other people can be wrong and that is ok I do not always have to correct them. 4 I check to make sure that there are not any double meaning in frazes I am uses. I can not help but wonder if most all I have said in real life people hate just as much as online. If so I have failed in life...as long as can remember I have lived my life by one prime directive. ""Do more good than harm to every person, place, and thing."" If so many people are put off by so much of what I say would it not make since to say less so as to cause less harm to others?",0.9495861925556248,2.617468895196506,3.2453898939488464,91.21732168850076,80.57205240174673,6.108629652734457,17.891661468080684,7.07126945348624,0.043472697026409435,823,16,186,10,21,283,119,229,0.13699999999999998,0.777,0.086,-0.9454,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,8,14,1,1,3,1,23,4,0,8,6,50,44,20,0,5,14,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,3,9,4,0,1,10,0,1,4,9,7,0,1,1,5,28,7,28,40,9,15,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,6,3,127,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571803958227998,0.0,0.0,0.06363185807170446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700140723024071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704034422677773,0.0,0.07962249138183784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961237503202912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883806084212443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473125837453471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552269528095277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888726929188263,0.0,0.05317886434990148,0.07848337095297228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238252672016886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271903299437935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831706869367975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304617409592917,0.045714329519673386,0.0,0.08262538694375016,0.08280787119523678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498389266875045,0.09486685815658874,0.0,0.2038536839357417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635755216530416,0.06938211363201192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340649931368984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243536314471009,0.2451091868631307,0.09776234694205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961567280902638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406524553599907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300980312797785,0.05994432660152053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199663549602069,0.0,0.08900796523806798,0.22323554048574512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740334746545363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645702162384216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357130615529133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216477548613241,0.05995686662054162,0.0,0.0,0.05456231931441888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352893562616944,0.0,0.0,0.19482255286954567,0.0,0.24244731005660494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688675272064605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147434709087594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647053958090374,0.10230579336741318,0.0,0.0 autism,MaddyJames,2019/05/10,"Are You Truly Nonverbal If You Can Still Text? Basically what it says in the text. I'm autistic, but I found a way of functioning well enough that most people cannot tell unless I tell them. Today, for the first time in a long time, I had an emotional breakdown and went nonverbal. However, I could still text a friend who was trying to comfort me and write quick notes to my mom so, when she gets home, she can know that I'm not able to speak or hold text conversations. I can only really text with the one friend I was texting with who I had already been texting with before the breakdown (texting with her kind of caused the breakdown). Even typing up a note on my phone for anyone on the train home (this happened partially at work) stating that I'm autistic, went nonverbal, and just needed to get home took great effort. &#x200B; I've managed to cut out all external stimuli with sound-reducing headphones and very dim lights, but I still can't talk. I guess another question is if this level of awareness is possible when nonverbal, or if I'm misunderstanding what it means to be nonverbal in the first place. &#x200B; I'm sorry, I'm new to this level of lack of functioning and haven't done as much research on autism as I probably should have.",6.74025489033788,6.902552560165976,6.6447332542975746,78.08366182572618,64.89211618257261,10.039241256668644,32.9819205690575,9.784248007369934,3.022938114997036,1001,38,188,19,14,317,138,241,0.045,0.855,0.1,0.9354,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,4,10,7,1,0,12,0,19,0,0,1,1,35,36,18,0,7,10,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,12,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,10,3,19,6,31,23,5,30,0,0,0,0,20,12,0,8,13,124,31,4,0.11096273341954023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245013559162392,0.0,0.0,0.2404561506006629,0.2696637331623052,0.0,0.11635410100934496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758772321900223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442111334853713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398929331353462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885947135157078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355340172636265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481813992137622,0.0,0.11465416583072813,0.0,0.0732898389091433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876968872264446,0.0,0.12166490982050138,0.17145906516995074,0.0,0.11594689678756352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233680532790432,0.12223796091080492,0.0,0.0981239787028447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339140069042077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555061145098283,0.060982216361200686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819852728270713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087094653385892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995821228093515,0.0,0.0,0.0815703765991064,0.0822774608268992,0.0,0.10716849938914944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519121990319289,0.08439215893782914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692758784200067,0.0,0.1159324392095058,0.0,0.0,0.12509380947346874,0.0,0.0,0.11963659423897885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430365644441692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108556839173417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824201933322275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421369541038547,0.0,0.0,0.2658449467357527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918764192898898,0.1939726397782624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940652439119665,0.0,0.10517969674985853,0.0,0.12328367967756285,0.07533641220674911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915558760286631,0.0,0.08807705289833001,0.0,0.0,0.09976882343272686,0.20572713113593785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078219148920197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696637331623052,0.0 autism,kaptbarbados,2019/05/10,"My problems with autistic culture and myself I have Aspergers, like many of us here. I was diagnosed as a kid and while going through school, my school system would put me through special education and would constantly perform IQ tests on me through the years. Specifically with, like, puzzles. I didn’t understand the logic behind that, but I was constantly told I had a “low IQ” growing up so I’ve always been insecure about my intelligence. My special Ed teachers would try to categorize me as an “Aspy” or “Aspergene” which, according to them, is what people with Aspergers supposedly call themselves. I’ve never been one to identify with titles so no thanks. Now, don’t get me wrong, I think the autism acceptance movement is very pivotal. It hasn’t helped me a whole lot, yet because I’ve been fired from 15 jobs due to the issues that come from autism and I think it should be counted as discrimination, but we need it in society and we need it to be more prominent within society. That being said, I disliked being coddled by therapists and special needs teachers as a kid because they’d say things like, “oh, ‘normal’ is just a setting on a washing machine,” it just felt dumb and condescending. I often wasn’t listened to as a kid and teenager because my diagnosis made it easier for people to dismiss my opinions and feelings, but personally I found the “normal” philosophy to be quite stupid and damaging. Like, I get that it’s saying to strive to be yourself instead of “normal” but if being my “abnormal self” means that I’m not not worthy of being listened too or taken seriously in society than I’d rather be “normal.” So I work daily to be a functioning adult. I’m kinda functioning, but something I realized is that my diagnosis gets in the way of my ability to hold down a job, have a romantic relationship, pursue an education, and some other stuff. I’ve been able to hold down the same job for 3ish years now, but it’s too easy to fail. I just do light security (for lack of a better phrase) at night which basically means I watch a lot of Netflix at work. It’s pretty ‘lax, but I want to do more with my life. So I’m gonna be starting school next year. This is a big step for me because I’ve dropped out of college 3 times. I’m 25 now and I’m afraid to see my life pass me by without experiencing romance and a fulfilling career. I don’t want my autism to stop me from that and I guess that’s what I’m afraid of.",5.615946327683622,6.261601131355933,6.671000000000002,75.25761581920906,67.34745762711864,9.852655367231641,33.318079096045196,9.888512548439397,3.2641090960451984,1922,83,360,42,30,645,232,472,0.11,0.755,0.135,0.8018,3,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,3,0,2,6,18,23,2,3,23,0,37,4,0,1,1,81,72,34,0,17,17,0,3,4,0,5,4,5,0,6,25,23,0,4,12,1,0,7,10,11,0,1,15,12,44,12,63,40,8,42,0,3,2,0,21,14,1,11,21,246,69,12,0.09059884247949827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753854946648925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209128538697944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801273137362757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251154772941256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804288062633379,0.0,0.19581032578378008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919559180260387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045809496948265166,0.0,0.08698909657607774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933695449294784,0.0,0.0,0.14200246759863894,0.0,0.05148941003224314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980483919498398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072649437237121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456165323035187,0.2697161145905217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798528353871033,0.17704807244473625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540477920616059,0.0,0.08572681534246855,0.0,0.0918530062235956,0.0,0.19737739884191688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153368117434986,0.06987541256166324,0.0,0.09635289679840504,0.08502087633310494,0.3550705186970763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061392120380580624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256196598343326,0.07910741469283758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217159367345856,0.0,0.0866908566119409,0.0,0.09107686026009802,0.0,0.09636302100889953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726925115269056,0.0,0.0,0.08618024612417312,0.1440956718219355,0.0,0.2750725962918246,0.0721955475844821,0.0,0.0945143515794693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974741519968689,0.0,0.0,0.06412632701667202,0.0,0.0,0.0757446890604837,0.0,0.0,0.1037139990558707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341124181675329,0.0,0.10519223902387158,0.06018984522699267,0.11610416007987953,0.0,0.0,0.05282891362638694,0.0,0.0,0.08657107651725958,0.0,0.0615106669793688,0.0,0.0,0.09431659016094608,0.10897925236158501,0.0,0.0,0.07475353332394227,0.10687508925895227,0.07191314413122632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115037215716872,0.0,0.08733405112300306,0.0,0.1319140727041618,0.0,0.0,0.19307645486896935,0.09905561180676918,0.0,0.17502805247120046 autism,TrippyMachete,2019/05/10,"How do you replace friendships? I've lost all my friends, and I don't intend to make new ones. I'm currently searching for something other than people to replace them with. This is a really confusing period of my life, and I feel that it's best I go it alone. I don't have the mental capacity to handle having more people in my life than just my family. I know some people can get by really well without any friends, but how? I'd imagine they feel incredibly lonely like I do. How do they cope with the loneliness? Does it ever subside? What helps you cope with loneliness?",3.143362831858412,5.2043247964601775,4.793991150442476,80.81859734513273,75.3716814159292,8.059823008849557,25.45929203539823,8.841846274778883,2.103475044247788,454,16,85,10,10,153,75,113,0.131,0.7190000000000001,0.151,0.3374,1,3,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,2,6,8,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,5,2,21,17,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,1,2,15,5,13,16,4,6,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948513386182674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754686924972995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122642271465047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700312131878512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295991761816066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067707114027832,0.0,0.20454212614551867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125382684871544,0.0,0.10567490940920753,0.0,0.1149516377997713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557370305022612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115933876781067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857309483218005,0.09881627058879876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079571262298714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350131963137665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383515151417286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534841859922555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370597328912727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206744346681416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915177406987816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571317683546945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186017341082444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949758640852852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Youngstar181,2019/05/10,"I know why I flunked first year. For those who didn't see my first post, I'm a Uni student who's having a really tough time of it. I've got enough credits to pass my first year, but only just. I found my Section 140 form (For those outside of the UK, the Section 140 is a form that those with special needs can have filled out, which detail their requirements) Hence why instead of getting like 90 credits, I got around 30. **I was supposed to hand that form in at the start of the year, THIS IS MY LAST WEEK.** I'm reaching out to Student Support. Best case scenario, I might be able to resit the first year staggered through my next few years in Uni, worst case scenario, I have those lost credits as a mark on my student record. Here's hoping.",1.7819999999999998,3.975891866666668,2.2339999999999978,96.857,80.33333333333334,4.533333333333334,24.0,5.2151,0.14580000000000035,580,21,125,2,15,177,92,150,0.07200000000000001,0.72,0.20800000000000002,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,7,4,12,0,0,9,0,10,1,1,0,0,12,23,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,4,0,4,6,2,14,8,20,15,9,26,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,2,15,81,25,7,0.14957295227852432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331516388352706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569675854984822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454884307413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089067071949388,0.0,0.16399902192160887,0.0,0.0,0.07814569416958529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925430737272455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855969071371886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220138290164257,0.12192191934300603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307378926163931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327654624029633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867326554986394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090644888252917,0.0,0.0,0.15907253161635782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375697022318235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432495424999859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958202632639571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191902776905707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586850547049996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973361372599258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721719130742712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997840021643172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699326496937584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816003866274946 autism,floof_overdrive,2019/05/10,"Article: Offices Can Be Hell for People Whose Brains Work Differently [Offices Can Be Hell for People Whose Brains Work Differently](https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/wjvd9q/offices-can-be-hell-for-people-whose-brains-work-differently) I had an internship last year that I found absolutely overwhelming, and I'm glad I found an article that validates my experience. Anyone find this helpful?",9.918688524590166,13.293866114754104,8.12537704918033,58.537245901639345,59.983606557377044,12.09311475409836,36.790163934426225,11.602472056035307,5.592053114754099,327,15,42,11,5,98,34,61,0.162,0.6859999999999999,0.152,-0.3716,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,19,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079978745804336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495820979302553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207692176793551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697458467924356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840448736798799,0.0,0.0,0.4415748454294932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349713835240363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414016393978642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279203656672346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397905333542097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296731003587767 autism,pupypup,2019/05/10,"How many of you guys pkay VR chat? I played it a while ago for the meme, I've been feeling like playing it again. But anyway I was wondering what you guys think of it. Because it is like a social sort of thing, you have to talk to people or there's no reason to play the game. So, like, if you have played it, what are your experiences? Do you find it easier to talk to people and stuff like I do? Stuff like that.",1.8224188311688287,3.0264892613636363,3.124220779220781,95.05454545454548,76.8409090909091,6.392207792207793,18.253246753246753,6.868970318607317,-0.2377162337662342,317,5,77,3,7,103,56,88,0.023,0.7070000000000001,0.27,0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,11,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,9,9,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,4,8,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603090532140355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417686167896718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832161746967233,0.0,0.0,0.09470493916534016,0.13380776698796099,0.0,0.0,0.17118958663159214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709145842360583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575286798378189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898936671665125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597016565367836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257647205647693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092963253813405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288293312748267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010906620280369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443436427671695,0.1200148238871276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311978563269886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,discocrisco,2019/05/10,"Socializing when tired I goes to this big AA meeting. It has 70-110 people at it. Socializing is very tough because of the size and I also tired from work. I really do not like large crowds and the NTs seem to do a lot better than me. I prefer smaller meetings, but do you struggle to socializing when you ate tired.",1.61095238095238,4.057800571428572,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,82.96825396825399,6.139682539682537,21.698412698412696,7.447530270364453,0.9101174603174598,248,8,50,4,7,83,47,63,0.21,0.7609999999999999,0.03,-0.87,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,7,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,7,2,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107647484501255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516175869847994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670813120741831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229507038521648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061007176964398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097092994102666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102476184192472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198250693871586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777298118221919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749656756406175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513952558508231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587591605845807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375334784153777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Niar666,2019/05/10,"Has anyone had any experience with Autcraft? They seemed great when I first joined. But now... they're nothing but problems for me and my friends. In my experience, it seems like this... A friend of mine was banned after being threatened by a staff member's child. And a certain senior helper would rather accuse people of lying than accept that some people are in REALLY bad situations, and another one of my friends was banned because of it. If you have other mental disabilities (such as PTSD, depression, or bi-polar disorder) that cause you to be ""disruptive"", then rather than try to help you or work with you, they will ban you. Which REALLY seems to go against what they should be doing. It also always bugged me that they forbid users from sharing social media, even in private. In hindsight, I think this may have been to force users to use Autcraft as the only way of contact.",7.050925925925924,7.815879648148153,6.388493827160492,78.11422222222222,64.24691358024691,8.949135802469135,29.78024691358025,8.841846274778883,2.306664691358024,701,22,123,10,10,215,113,162,0.18100000000000002,0.639,0.18,-0.5109,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,4,2,7,13,0,0,4,0,16,0,0,2,1,29,22,13,0,6,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,4,0,17,9,25,11,1,12,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,8,7,92,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337928969485527,0.12837501452489716,0.0,0.0,0.10491707609618303,0.16177816847860516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787758789685477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881905699621626,0.09404889810147596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849015151561405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288289287733093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768205814107711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190183073874592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183487426802463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123222233212528,0.0,0.0,0.3575937585133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768203737536652,0.0,0.0,0.1700964910715307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341199764959262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537441046428156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554800063363235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803777604680915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454550150005984,0.1173384417780068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213919477845587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476270736990535,0.18034744572424874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976740477544793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213577176951143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341947437957078,0.0,0.15727110809561756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885770003175964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047473761632024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325014465688878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224619001760896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231916083268473,0.0,0.0,0.10959753291355084,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonymity117,2019/05/10,"[UPDATE] Have I traumatized my son? Just heartbroken now... Update from [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/bh7dt9/have_i_traumatized_my_son_just_heartbroken_now/). So the third session went much better, some crying but he agreed to to some of the tasks the instructor asked him to do. The session ended mostly positively. However, the instructor just suddenly decided to go on vacation in the middle of the program. The company that offered the program tried to switch us to a different instructor but we couldn't make the schedule work as the swimming sessions would clash with his therapy sessions. In the end we opted to cancel the lessons and we were refunded for the sessions we didn't use. Our son is back to playing rather happily in his wading pool and has suddenly taken to experimenting with putting his face in the water, of course always under adult supervision. At least we got something good out of this. Thank you to all who gave advice.",7.353306878306878,10.351913413580249,6.404338624338624,69.75666666666667,66.09876543209877,9.566843033509699,33.176366843033506,9.957137785484203,3.949681128747794,791,35,114,20,14,240,111,162,0.052000000000000005,0.8109999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.951,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,7,1,0,3,6,4,0,0,16,0,8,2,1,2,1,25,17,6,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,2,3,1,4,2,0,0,1,6,0,14,4,27,9,6,22,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,3,9,86,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756780249708984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767448681495937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857774661641414,0.0,0.0,0.16333270371072872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878622878904388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333260180349763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192667165113394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762702435912236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077809504165816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071936421858268,0.17816218452569393,0.16988630733398954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417875163162661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614820413857824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343320937326928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353401910681685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163526123401358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556161304810826,0.2429131019641587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421467648901853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550702658796576,0.18345687699009794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969092421096557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463940039668533,0.0,0.0,0.150892302337925,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Throwaawa64,2019/05/10,"I need stimulation on my back (suggestions) I don’t know what to do. I get really nervous and/or I feel weird if something isn’t touching my back. Whenever this happens, my boyfriend rubs my back until I don’t feel weird. I usually have my back touching something or I have a blanket over me to touch my back. I feel like it has something to with warmth and I’m thinking about buying an electric blanket. Any suggestions?",2.1577777777777776,4.936938419753087,3.156654320987656,86.85794444444447,84.55555555555556,6.202962962962962,29.08765432098765,7.554174236665415,2.1317891358024688,336,17,62,6,10,107,49,81,0.078,0.848,0.07400000000000001,0.1796,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,16,4,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,15,1,8,16,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,8,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951541961018387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7322378034532845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28889817093108444,0.1360605528422893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995044838828896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841806254204944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046686739046359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304632536844794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121941167214416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220098681433628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398629546427175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203539192774775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097584470239996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lostinspaceaspie,2019/05/10,"During sensory difficulty, my doctor shoved a needle in my arm. I felt ""violated"", for lack of a better term. I want to know if I'm being unreasonable here or what to call it, any advice besides ""get another doctor"", anyone with similar experiences, and any doctors opinions when they work with autistic patients with sensory issues. Thanks. I've been seeing this particular doctor on a regular basis, and I've had other people who have told me I really need to change doctors, but his specialty is very hard to come by. I always start having sensory issues on the way there in the car because it's a long ride and the driver is usually speeding, especially around corners, compounded by noise and sometimes overload from sunlight. It gets worse in their packed waiting room with TV that is too loud. So by the time I get in to the appointment, I'm already pretty out of it; communicating is hard. So the doctor always sees that I'm not always attentive and have trouble communicating, and I've told multiple people in the office that I was suspected of Aspergers a while ago, which I know is noted somehow in my file. (And I have a recent official diagnosis.) He mentions an injection for me, but because of everything else going on in the patient room, I cannot concentrate on what he's saying because: * there's car noise from the open window * him talking to me * another new person trying to help me * the doctor's assistant opening the door * everybody else walking outside the room (very busy office) * the light is too bright * the doctor just got off the loud speakerphone calling someone about my case All of this happening while in a room about 3x4 meters. Up until this point, I have managed to occasionally answer questions or remark about something despite ongoing sensory problems, but I'm not thinking quickly. He leaves the room to get the syringe. Meanwhile, I still am distracted and have not processed what he said or why he left the room. I'm not sure how long it was, as my perception of time during sensory issues is horrible. I didn't even notice he walked into the room when, out of the corner of my eye, I see a needle and instinctively close my eyes to not watch it (I've previously been told by other nurses that this is the best way.), but just as I close them, he very quickly **jabs** it in to my arm, deep (to me, maybe 1cm). It makes me jump, and I'm trying not to make any noise. I feel like I want to curl up in a ball and just teleport somewhere else, alone. My arm really hurt and I couldn't stop thinking of the pain. (The pain persists far after he takes the needle out, too.) That experience was bad enough, but then he starts saying things like: ""That caused you pain?! Come on. This is an 18 gauge needle."" (I may not be remembering the number correctly.) I'm thinking ""!? Are you joking? It's a needle."" but at that point, I still could not talk about it. He reminded me of my own parents making fun of my sensitivities and downplaying them all my life. (But he does not know anything about them.) I felt belittled, ashamed, and in a panic. Frankly, I felt ""violated"", but I could not articulate how I felt until days afterward. I did not want anybody to touch me, especially like that, while I was having all of that going on. Finally, I left the room, and I was trying to concentrate on doing the things I had to in order to leave that office to go home. About 1.5 hours later, in the car, the pain turned into a burning pain and persisted for another 45 minutes before finally feeling pretty normal but slightly sore. I'm still reliving the experience days later (as I often do with things that are traumatic for me).",4.788658862876254,6.4176799985507325,5.93398550724638,76.15281772575254,70.02898550724638,8.901895206243033,29.356187290969896,9.367010060515213,2.7565719063545155,2869,111,509,62,52,956,303,690,0.11599999999999999,0.809,0.075,-0.9875,1,1,1,0,0,0,119.0,0,2,5,5,30,24,2,3,44,0,39,20,5,6,5,105,90,44,0,11,27,1,9,3,0,1,15,5,11,1,36,33,0,2,18,3,0,12,14,14,0,0,20,22,59,10,88,64,8,101,0,1,7,0,36,51,0,9,38,340,95,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511048187941395,0.049992525175647166,0.0,0.0,0.0584102689218188,0.062235476309059776,0.0,0.14078043034021362,0.0,0.0,0.11505565298294886,0.17741147109005834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039434083816567066,0.0,0.0464099140375979,0.050205274280956516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047089127499003236,0.10313723738805,0.0,0.04798968114233674,0.0,0.05918515725458196,0.04987855095087028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151752562716037,0.0,0.0,0.05793523975473835,0.059660533078551924,0.09716201919573318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005680830772282,0.0,0.0,0.07274278056172974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461797638274862,0.04935338238870388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133733497734147,0.0,0.0,0.058273162269829225,0.0,0.037249677275463966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068597440263498,0.16550122174629142,0.0,0.0,0.057032021192876765,0.040290017975228264,0.216599802660088,0.12356028271860706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786038967236576,0.0,0.09615512021941623,0.0,0.045105821564120685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498716683522342,0.0,0.10104124368777223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780171083220492,0.0,0.0565707751582421,0.0,0.05553967077570482,0.0,0.06037413980561366,0.0,0.0,0.1765914025586499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298292557908136,0.0,0.0,0.11943252991194345,0.12255098032940988,0.0,0.03983485897803827,0.08265815572502626,0.0,0.0,0.09981911557320522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293627799693423,0.0,0.05665835257800522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181765042008126,0.0,0.05446856038652791,0.0,0.0,0.05525707194014575,0.0,0.06420834221137331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000518462519874,0.06616971151074147,0.06262217867696318,0.0,0.0,0.07819713792103697,0.04924367272981442,0.0,0.0,0.10662676153068193,0.0,0.0,0.11475201942738185,0.0,0.05396429889968584,0.0,0.0,0.06317753123260074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225870655324032,0.0,0.05568521976500506,0.0,0.06388679105702326,0.0,0.0536464483435821,0.08969829354851347,0.0,0.0,0.13482328799155666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778498311375933,0.043417155031294896,0.05577806109407783,0.0,0.07983615374703841,0.0,0.13511611730373568,0.047150405478409915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315349175294741,0.0,0.0424035146838536,0.09065952192726172,0.0,0.05192276741643413,0.0,0.0,0.1124029543194477,0.1084107340078684,0.0,0.0,0.06577107198840039,0.0,0.0,0.16166921051976813,0.0,0.11486955423404405,0.061343725825986975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062113312231274274,0.13960025914238786,0.0997932103875351,0.08953060464231581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088950775899384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105767739928957,0.0,0.05747334673232377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,greenjelloplease,2019/01/31,"How can I help my student I’m a para in an special day ASD class. I have a student who I accompany to a general education class for like 2 hours everyday. This student is often non-compliment about doing his work. I honestly think most of problem is that he doesn’t like how much time the assignments take, or that he doesn’t understand but doesn’t like to accept help. Today we were doing math problems that required multiple stents, but my student wanted to stop after step 1. I don’t think he really understands how to do the math very well which is why he didn’t want to finish the problems. We offered him a calculator so he wouldn’t have to do any actual calculations, but he refused it. He ended up tearing up his paper. At that point a have him 3 options. 1, take a break. 2. Do your math. 3. Go back to special day room. He said he wouldn’t pick any off those and continued to destroy his assignment. I ended up just stepping away for a bit, but he eventually had to be removed from the class for throwing things. I just don’t know what I can do to help him since he’s so opposed to getting help (I think it makes him feel dumb). Most of the time when I offer to help he just scream at me. He acts like this with everyone, so I know it’s not because he has a problem with me. Within the last month or so his time in general ed has increased, he used to do math in the special day room. He used to just do language arts and reading in general ed, so now during math a lot of the time he thinks he should just be able to read instead. Any advice? 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I’m a nanny to a beautiful 1.5 year old baby boy. I noticed within my first week working with him that’s he’s a little “different”. I’m not a mom, but I have nannied/babysat at least 50 children. I’ve noticed he shows signs of autism, which I recognized from encountering people with autism. His parents don’t seem to think anything of his developmental delays, or the signs of autism. My question is, should I somehow bring this up to his mom (who I’ve befriended over these past few months)? He walks on his tippy toes sometimes, can barely say ba-ba, he doesn’t make eye contact, he chooses to play alone, he doesn’t interact with much at all, he instantly calms when I hold him tight and rock him, and loud noises overwhelm him at times. I know that just because he shows signs, this does not mean he is autistic. He’s not even 2. But I know that catching it early and learning how to teach him and deal with him if he is autistic is the best thing for him. Because if he is, they don’t even seem to think so and it could see it furthering his delays :( I don’t know what to do because I’m not his parent.. 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I didn’t even realise but then I discovered I have a lot of social flaws like I have always found it difficult to form close knit long term connections, my social skills have always been rusty, I’ve never felt like I have a solid sense of identity an personality and have masked and mirrored others since I was 12. It’s real lonely and all I want to do is develop in terms of identity and socially and find a sense of identity and connect with others and just be outgoing, as I don’t really have friends and I’m deeply afraid of judgment due to constant rejection from others in the past- like literally it feels like a knife to the gut if a social situation turns awkward or just doesn’t go to plan. Is there anywhere or anything for people mildly autistic like me which is a safe space to and something that can help me with my desires to become more socially able and make friends where I don’t have to be scared of rejection and judgment, bc I’m only really afraid of this in college or anywhere where people don’t understand my situation. 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I am considering beginning a CBD oil treatment for my 10 year old who has not responded well to medical/behavioral interventions (discussion with Developmental Pediatrician has taken place, so I am not jumping in totally blind). However, the information concerning the best type to buy is overwhelming. Could you please share your own experiences as well as specific brands and dose information? TIA!",7.5818991596638705,10.400929576470592,8.16453781512605,58.15470588235297,65.0,13.798319327731091,38.02521008403362,12.540900571622839,6.452344537815128,414,22,62,19,7,137,63,85,0.039,0.7759999999999999,0.185,0.9382,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,1,1,12,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,4,6,5,11,9,3,7,0,1,1,0,11,3,0,0,3,40,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29030362694852685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086464998888025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28519093575697946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270594898935528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049829342776164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202730882779752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902741597414229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890169920107571,0.30365406366214903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23891745123234115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974429148837362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781391215693082 autism,JustaRandomguy9999,2019/01/31,"So apparently i have the mental thoughts of a 6 year old while i’m almost 20 Its just strange, i went for an EQ test and the result was me being 6 years old in my head, like with how i think and how i imagine things, idk why i’m mentioning this, i just thought about putting it out there",1.7867741935483856,3.0564576774193566,2.9492258064516115,96.00383870967742,77.06451612903227,6.250322580645161,23.690322580645162,6.742157984588678,0.3860219354838712,224,7,55,2,5,72,49,62,0.059000000000000004,0.8959999999999999,0.046,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,14,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,6,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25491634601283625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26126355848188443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243706596549569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565479561577324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342594316585227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559144312262743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912583462884004,0.1631189854645451,0.0,0.4042022920660778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359901101869935,0.22971096780420336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787109238571915 autism,Ellie-Byrd,2019/01/31,"Excuse me while I flap So for the longest time I was unofficially diagnosed with Autism, the reason for this is the wait times where I lived where 2-3 years long, recently I moved to a new place with shorter wait times and today while talking to one of my specialists about some of my I guess symptoms is the word idk it’s just the things that make me me, she agreed it would be something to look into and she put in the official request to have me evaluated and diagnosed and honestly I feel so validated; I grew up being told to toughen up when loud noise or to much stimulus made me cry, I was told that not talking until I was 4 almost 5 was normal and that since I was a “motor” mouth sometimes it didn’t matter that I go mute and just lots of little things that basically boiled down to it doesn’t matter we can beat/train this out of you. And just it feels good. 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Does anyone on here have one of those pregnancy pillows that wraps around and hugs you? Or does anyone know anything about the weighted blankets? Do they help/are they worth the cost? if you think they help, do you have a recommendation for something temporary until it comes? if you don’t think they help, let me know why, let me know what you find helps best with these issues for your experiences. (i have visited the doctor and i’m taking the meds but they take time to become effective so) thanks y’all !!!! 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Hello. I have a 14 year old brother who has autism. He has big problems in school and even though he goes to a class with extremely few students, teachers seem to not care enough to understand his needs. The only classes he passes is music and sports. He has huge trouble with writing assignments. Last week he got his report card and he was failing EVERY class, even the music and the sports. My mother asking the teachers how he could fail sports and apparently they had a writing test on something. It pisses me off that they didn't contact my mom about it. And now I am worried about how his future will look. :((( He was always unmotivated to go to school, but after him seeing his report card he has almost lost all motivation to keep going to school. ""Why should I even go to school when I am failing even in things that I like?"". He might not even go to high school since school is not fitted for people with different needs. I am sure that if he had a teacher who cared about him and his learning style, he would be fine. But he can't even change schools now, because there is no other school that has this few students and is as close to home as this one. I would like to hear stories of people with autism that maybe have been in a similar situation. How does your/their life look now? What kind of jobs did you/they have in the future? What do you/they enjoy doing? 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Besides Vaxxed, are there other quickie resources to make these people aware?",12.619999999999996,12.189532904761903,9.457142857142859,64.66285714285715,53.28571428571429,11.257142857142858,49.57142857142857,10.125756701596842,5.544057142857144,210,12,28,3,2,60,42,42,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,6,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873609701083067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048487625293486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691371850557709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017518446932928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985965437126824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619933428302662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911842510523705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548010737555423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044643334389241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387269551605381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,abcdol,2019/01/31,Adult ASD: Which survival skills that you wish you learned when you were younger? And why is it important to you. Serious answer please.,2.96125,5.9723059583333375,1.5,94.995,93.58333333333334,5.7333333333333325,26.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,1.717783333333334,109,5,20,2,4,30,21,24,0.046,0.7120000000000001,0.242,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6004946366877252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936259032071731,0.0,0.6290784203834842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,2sentimental,2019/01/31,"Hello! I’m reaching out to people who have experience with visual communication apps or books... If you, your child, or someone you know uses an application to communicate, I’m wondering: If you / someone you know uses a communication app such as Proloquo2go, what features do you wish it had? How would you improve it? Which part of the interface is most difficult for you? If you / someone you know uses a picture book, what factors caused you to choose that instead of an electronic means? How much of a factor was price? Thank you :)",4.607708333333331,7.272233520833333,5.778333333333332,72.63333333333334,73.16666666666666,8.433333333333334,30.458333333333336,9.150863307647796,3.106695833333333,422,19,70,10,9,140,64,96,0.027000000000000003,0.835,0.13699999999999998,0.8849,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,12,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,6,0,22,18,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,1,10,15,3,1,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,7,0,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048982710505572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510816062974012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288506402844082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726819462693686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662455260712826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599353670791255,0.0,0.1382790373264315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070002539199939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363409415108944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168029179669884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936681370345816,0.0,0.2163036523816899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168921406564972,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Unusual_Guest,2019/01/31,Success Tips for Autistic People? What are rules to live by for succeeding while living with Autism?,5.538823529411764,9.079973764705883,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,76.05882352941177,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.6650235294117648,82,3,12,1,2,23,16,17,0.0,0.674,0.326,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.930845821431706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654121737478547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OliveOilBerryOil,2019/01/31,"I’m worried I’m mildly autistic but also don’t want diagnosis I feel like a positive diagnosis would take a toll on my self esteem. I don’t want to feel inherently “inferior” to my peers. But at the same time I feel like a negative diagnosis would make me feel better, so I’m in a kind of “if I’m not sick then say so and if I am sick tell me I’m not” situation. It’s worrying me now because I am struggling again to make and keep friends in Uni (I’m 17) and I’m clueless as to what I’m doing wrong. Should I seek diagnosis or live life as usual? Does it make a difference either way this late? Or would it inform my approach? I may very well not be autistic and just self diagnosing. Thanks",0.4978316326530639,2.618263421768709,3.5659141156462617,85.8607079081633,84.85034013605444,6.94030612244898,22.792942176870746,8.07648339933343,1.3359799319727887,541,20,120,12,16,194,84,147,0.128,0.636,0.237,0.9527,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,6,0,11,4,0,3,0,32,31,16,0,8,11,0,4,2,1,5,4,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,0,5,13,7,11,25,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,5,8,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888850485905185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062568690887868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148339212155002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089331544932344,0.0,0.1553247962568948,0.0,0.0,0.13009901060538992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006808924089936,0.2124146805002083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485932904332692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214156990995374,0.0,0.15481322831954955,0.0,0.0,0.16770222894701706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500750890447966,0.1452618342493922,0.0,0.13127519739570578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977080256249945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182255265884716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101830566974655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671073165798063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541845053357198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111778667227135,0.0,0.1299410284058798,0.136872091472255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866886014493837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373508917925791,0.12266538931846765,0.17537464584562312,0.11800450667322045,0.0,0.0,0.1336689909928832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019559890373211,0.0,0.3168251379115235,0.16254342298178276,0.0,0.0 autism,Totalityclause,2019/01/31,"How to people ""participate"" in society? This is a super vague and interpretable question, but how do people ""participate"" in society? Like, I'll show up, do my job, talk to people when I need to, but things like parties? Not a party party, but like, gender reveal parties, or awards celebrations, etc. The idea of gathering around to celebrate a ""50/50"" chance of meaningless gender, or to celebrate someone celebrating you with an award... I don't get it. I seems I've gravitated to gatherings as examples, but things like, getting excited (or any emotion) for your birthday, or getting drunk w/ friends cuz you got your dream job, or... Having a dream job. (Maybe this is more about celebrations? Hmm) I don't understand the motivation to somehow gather a lot of people to celebrate, get them to care enough about you, or an individual, to take time out of their day, do nothing of consequence, then go to bed. I feel like a hipster saying they don't do things just because other people do, and I guess it's similar, but on a deep, unfathomably confusing level 😣",6.297325627740136,7.553607357512956,7.196891191709845,69.9070864886409,66.09844559585493,10.912554802710245,34.0171383021124,10.891193690592663,4.1110074930251095,832,37,141,24,13,278,113,193,0.08,0.623,0.297,0.9952,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,3,4,8,12,0,1,11,0,11,1,0,4,0,34,24,19,0,1,13,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,5,1,0,8,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,15,11,27,23,4,13,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,12,9,97,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093095495219693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903492133535347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151157499594287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633160852084086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623527394177406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041165810846094,0.0,0.13816359707415293,0.1491278492239069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761044784158637,0.09552620096132856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330807006971864,0.0,0.27944279588421106,0.0,0.07599345776074637,0.0,0.10694430014673156,0.0,0.1473024225162535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094824081090613,0.0,0.0,0.3980752575858269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32663258344107315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113679923423468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433494067518276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914816320547043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128303388216759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463506588420887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979168161395784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633573334059793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172934115246742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329649698010105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053722655688382,0.1074752525055496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266503410585926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797043729378418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392022904524477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lil_cheesestick,2019/01/31,Am I the only one who absolutley loves wighted blankets? There's jusy something about the pressure on top of you bring just right that makes me feel so warm and comfy... does anyone else feel this way?,3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,78.47368421052632,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.3476105263157896,160,5,30,1,4,48,36,38,0.052000000000000005,0.752,0.196,0.7312,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430728110915413,0.356190700990889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421564882554863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904024471566046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351546996199283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137520124551276,0.0,0.2320474735732505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556486043136124,0.26439027279096994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968763584464381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676245750286799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759345931601211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,melons366,2019/01/31,"Dealing with violence in an autistic adult I’m a caretaker for two autistic adult men, one of whom has the mental age of a 8-10 year old and has frequent meltdowns. He’s been violent towards people a few times in the past and today he was violent towards me. We follow a strict daily schedule and as we were completing a chore today, he suddenly told me to “shut up” and before I could say or do anything, he threw something at me and then came up to me and started hitting me. I kept my calm the entire time and was eventually able to walk out and lock myself in the bathroom (with the help of his mother distracting him). The entire incident lasted no more than 5 minutes. I am not physically injured as his hits were not that hard but I am a little shaken up. My question is, what can be done in these moments? Hopefully this doesn’t happen again but if it does, what should I do when the rage is directed towards me?",6.35409836065574,5.8447660765027285,7.151371584699457,76.38509016393445,65.83060109289617,9.942950819672133,34.69344262295082,9.3871,3.1139403278688533,724,30,138,12,10,242,121,183,0.09300000000000001,0.853,0.054000000000000006,-0.7959999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,14,0,19,1,0,0,0,25,30,16,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,7,14,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,10,2,19,2,24,15,2,35,0,0,0,0,19,14,0,4,17,105,26,0,0.1917552398335112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779822377767036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316958565755293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931691019076766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010517206693275,0.0,0.0,0.15310095574118346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769123232402416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780630259406354,0.196232186346946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695685253033693,0.0,0.1717750303232672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128529495233424,0.0,0.0,0.19045622011494898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563061136952426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218912622220416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932441804384382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012148675019668,0.0,0.12993831317580004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830520739787379,0.13293893906419108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480975386177814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249146320737392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762255193723867,0.0,0.0,0.1357253457129622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362804480342124,0.0,0.3635230920209728,0.1832303491511924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873170061912312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348408751028772 autism,itmightbemyfault,2019/03/10,We're looking for good noise cancelling headphones We are looking to get noise cancelling headphones for our son and we can't decide what to buy. Does anyone have any recommendations? Everything is focused on music/audio quality and features like answering your cell phone. I only need them to make silence and not hurt or irritate my 11 year old's head. ,4.483616071428571,7.606162093750001,4.569464285714286,78.58625000000002,76.5,6.7821428571428575,31.017857142857146,7.957251820313856,2.703373214285714,290,14,45,5,7,90,53,64,0.052000000000000005,0.757,0.191,0.8593,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,11,9,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,6,9,0,3,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,1,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755065520100826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312506756279436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542194001207207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610835850253964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177479288309662,0.0,0.0,0.24365847272088226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29813785591019665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109873500321748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419241245243802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878953842416148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939116865258588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154028252921582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048319527989523,0.0,0.0,0.22093911607162986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870731323319823 autism,StonedHedgehog,2019/03/10,"Mild autism, or am I just overthinking to put a nametag on my weirdness? Hi there. Since a couple years I am starting to think more and more that I might have some form of mild autism, but I never got diagnosed. I told 2 therapists my thoughts and one told me that I don't need to look for an explanation, that all people are different in a way, the other told me that I can't have autism because I have overflowing empathy to the point that I cried about some homeless guy's life, that I met while waiting for the bus. I learned to be really good at socializing and even know how to go about meeting new people, which I enjoy. It feels like a acquired mental skill that was hard to learn, not something I knew how to do. So these are pretty atypical for autism, right? But as a kid I was always a bit weird, a silent book worm, daydreamer. I hung out with the girls in recess because I didn't get along with the guys needing to prove how strong they are. I obsessed over random things, like reading the manual of a game 50 times, in general I read a lot of books in double digits just to go back to the fantasy world of that story. School was easy for me, which fucked me later since I never learned how to stay motivated when actually challenged. Romantic relationships are a nightmare, I am like the guy in beautiful mind and can't build sexual tension at all, I surprised women a few times by just straight up doing a confession monologue, because all other forms of showing interest in more than just friendship feel wrong, and creepy. Doesn't help that I have been called a creep multiple times when I did suck it up and try to make a move. I hide behind excuses, like I don't want to be a dick to another guy by getting with this girl, and generally care much more about others than myself. I have a talent for music and improvisation which was sadly never nurtured, I am slowly trying to get to a level where I might be able to live as an artist. I wonder if someone here can relate, of if I am just be an intelligent socially awkward guy thats overthinking stuff. Thanks for your time <3 Hedgehog",8.43808206958073,6.556758823244557,8.258796992481205,74.56677838664459,62.46246973365617,11.600305849369185,35.53829488976679,10.307518312809881,3.3659375302663435,1666,57,327,30,19,538,227,413,0.10300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9908,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,5,20,23,2,3,28,0,35,4,1,6,7,61,63,23,0,5,11,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,9,22,13,0,1,13,8,0,4,10,9,0,1,14,4,39,14,57,43,16,41,1,1,1,2,25,20,3,10,19,232,61,10,0.091330954787908,0.0,0.08912583722438208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599467075378362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957684693877668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022786670850592,0.0,0.1670235070063032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970974811849267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325911625136207,0.0,0.0931179952953292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101055964330297,0.1003227652632706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269899660823154,0.0,0.09542140895053614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060323234274664135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235934985782136,0.06524685234926914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443399601402216,0.14314996299160754,0.0,0.10381097265729428,0.07660407170829688,0.07304570778539071,0.0,0.0,0.4521600213614294,0.0,0.0,0.08181459626223023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121721382043311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019310424062121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450975434391812,0.17847876481860778,0.0,0.08064690633838159,0.0,0.076694999733101,0.0,0.0,0.07764631173482897,0.0,0.0,0.06096412151741525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204012115639182,0.19377542023772806,0.09221822880721084,0.0,0.0,0.09707035114064702,0.06713876044345632,0.13544149144981546,0.21132018812160297,0.08820800525336331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888218627974514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266347688205624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633727304801134,0.0,0.0,0.09291641509023713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181283534082622,0.0,0.0,0.1827113404826977,0.0,0.058508948299888765,0.0,0.0,0.09805526578653974,0.0,0.07799613636501461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924318021723296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109981917720555,0.0,0.0,0.1862008136558572,0.07738442161164387,0.07031103102247192,0.0,0.0,0.06464451987672579,0.09734664583370227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455209249266466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408527246794624,0.0,0.1060422778414865,0.06067622811363859,0.058521188045769335,0.0,0.07250657633495197,0.2130232568036475,0.0,0.0,0.2618119236057863,0.0,0.12401544635932985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386936343735204,0.07249426080461899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904452454979164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985606168709962,0.0,0.058814140480437774 autism,tjrowaqayyy,2019/03/10,Can I get some help? I’m a female on the spectrum and today my girlfriend left me. I was and am still so deeply in love with her. I have been continually having meltdowns and I want nothing to do with my favorite special interest anymore. I always had a special interest for Pikachu and she bought Hulu with live tv just so I could watch the Pikachu Valley episode and she called me her sweet baby pika all the time. She was allostic and the only person I’ve ever met who ever truly understands and she loved me anyways. Please tell em how to get past this because I’m drowning and I want her and Pikachu back really bad ,2.6498780487804865,4.9754470975609735,3.7570934959349604,86.38246951219513,78.02439024390246,5.726016260162603,26.51016260162601,6.816661863887847,1.2618894308943087,495,20,93,5,12,160,81,123,0.027999999999999997,0.706,0.266,0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,3,22,21,12,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,12,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,19,7,8,14,2,11,0,0,1,2,16,3,0,1,8,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657500515138482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985357460385224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393457386823026,0.16715117939542407,0.1220346166558533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044174626443894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983627772188097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36216856345935583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918314039856867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418385271422956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175081806151524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677238029339473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613605088416617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208872847149175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522543278064148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110502604237825,0.0,0.17479911843185014,0.0,0.2197496758912056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824752404063594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598728451213991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749758167937851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673302136671755,0.0,0.18975772428490256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840596140887635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361557567938269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,caroline2211,2019/03/10,"My Brother Will Never Understand, And It's Super Sad Me and my older brother are on the Autism Spectrum, with me being high functioning and him being low functioning. High functioning basically means that I am much better at communicating and I can have a fully independent adulthood, unlike my low functioning counterparts. My brother can have a sort of independent adulthood, but he is probably going to need support for the rest of his life. But this is only part of the story. Up until my brother reached his high school years, as far as I could remember, he didn't seem to realize or mind that he was little different from the rest of his peers. When he was in ninth grade I remembered saying he wanted friends, and I mean ""normal"" friends and not friends diagnosed with autism. And since my brother repeated eighth grade to prepare for high school, I guess at some point he realized that he wasn't going to graduate with the same class he started school with. And for a while now, he has been doubting that he even has Autism! Most of the time he keeps saying ""I don't have autism"" even if me or my parents didn't bring up the subject. I know my brother is just running away from his problem instead fully accepting he has autism and not letting it become an obstacle, but it's not easy for him to do that. You see, he also has an intellectual disability, which means he will never the ability to understand complex concepts, like that he can't get rid of his autism and he has to deal with. He actually did tell me that he believes he can get rid of autism. And what's sad is that I know running away from your problems does more harm than good, and I worry his obsession might lead to self-harm or suicide later in his life. I don't need any help, that's what our psychologist is for (and I did talk to her about this), I just felt I needed to share this story. And I am also wondering if there is anyone else in a similar situation.",8.941811764705884,7.0044940800000015,8.777741176470588,71.41969411764707,61.53333333333333,12.130196078431375,38.058823529411775,10.843485225782073,3.950515294117648,1540,60,291,31,17,501,176,375,0.122,0.779,0.099,-0.8514,2,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,1,2,0,3,11,19,0,2,14,0,39,3,0,3,2,70,63,29,1,10,13,7,1,1,3,3,3,2,0,0,18,19,0,1,16,0,0,6,11,9,0,0,9,4,40,10,45,47,8,37,0,4,1,0,49,19,0,13,13,202,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.08971792836783361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704508331086044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252078543105125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428497415935898,0.09420103345240033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275698213589946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153796119838134,0.0,0.1035822992802215,0.0,0.081311420189148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340476859898673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478372680654663,0.0,0.0933148253803125,0.0,0.09605532356940297,0.0,0.0,0.08045529664878086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680214717328618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214479612224004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827460517211387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130925058090629,0.0,0.09606730233348168,0.0,0.10450062180301542,0.0771129768005051,0.0,0.0,0.1012797364379844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162389914602062,0.3885488909406991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171844779809942,0.0,0.0,0.10105310583466402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940125223372088,0.1298766261164694,0.044916113934676975,0.0921457235148237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30044130767752825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753136584045076,0.09283086368663504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758478447732663,0.2045119082135726,0.14181603667362766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007942109971774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992276008999031,0.0,0.0,0.10208593045491457,0.09955956466591204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691083887710742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912438527752658,0.1759439157471583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829497301518074,0.0,0.0,0.14622509070395248,0.0,0.27913756766163145,0.07326243988096917,0.08369662479468745,0.09591106698618616,0.0,0.0,0.07605181154822599,0.10334182147156963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507397388112772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056491648462837,0.10432980703059418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389603688402896,0.08035759794478864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360960942918307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142076617283094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422723466737851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997025086722371,0.0,0.09336719226313316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059204861429296984 autism,832Squiddy,2019/03/10,"Shooting range... Me before: I’m gonna shoot my frustrations out and not cry from the sound *boyfriend refuses to help me set up left-handed while each bang leaves me more unsettled during a confusing process** Me now: I’m gonna leave this bathroom and stop crying...eventually ",2.1675000000000004,5.037408372549018,2.6295833333333327,87.56437500000001,92.72549019607844,6.471568627450981,24.02205882352941,7.645422480735847,1.812076470588236,221,9,40,5,8,68,43,51,0.247,0.657,0.096,-0.7432,0,0,0,2,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28776249643923785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714699766265932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266719515490365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7161581853727923,0.3674287388581486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28272991329837555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,schizoqueer,2019/03/10,"loud voice and how to deal i'm in my 20s and ever since i was a child i've had issues with volume control. all the time people tell me to turn it down a few notches, and i do, but the volume just goes right back up and i don't even realize it. i can tell the difference between shouting, whispering, and what feels like a normal speaking volume, but i struggle to keep it to what *other* people think is a normal speaking volume. anyone have this problem, and/or tips on how to be better about it?",2.274972497249724,4.1506481584158434,3.7411221122112224,88.22860286028605,77.31683168316832,5.677007700770076,22.113311331133108,6.42735559955562,0.4957119911991201,388,11,77,3,9,128,68,101,0.07200000000000001,0.857,0.07200000000000001,-0.0097,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,3,2,21,13,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,8,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,7,7,2,12,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397113378280926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832556324162764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210316652072173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093606853599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227543124884166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512326979987134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359960154098784,0.1862497175169948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410999772757593,0.14709609065613502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490769728482215,0.0,0.18301473609211766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005930846648996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034795550847209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854923841373139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701995189040325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758387773890057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032386927141016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152529800246073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599340167889001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193338333020194,0.0,0.0,0.12006283508864725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396173317252904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,justAghostInside,2019/03/10,"Consistency of social skills with autism? To my understanding, autism is a persistent way of thinking/behaving present from birth that doesn’t “go away” and is present 24/7. Any of you feel as though some days you socialize better than others? Any days where you can pick up on social cues/facial expressions easily, but others it’s hard to care enough to pay attention to any of it? Or is it just consistently absent unless you’ve had plenty of practice and learn to apply them effectively? 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They come in various sizes and weights, but I was considering to make one myself as they are quite expensive. I've read somewhere that 10% of your body weight is a good starting point, so that would give me around 6-7 kg. 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Children with autism spectrum disorder (ASD) are more than twice as likely to have a food allergy. The association between food allergy and ASD are stronger than the association of respiratory or skin allergy with ASD. Immunological studies have found that IgA, IgG, IgM, and total IgE were increased in children with ASD and imbalances in specific types of T-cells are also common.",21.9209375,22.104150885416665,16.38666666666667,20.325000000000017,34.9375,16.683333333333334,52.125,14.90622815163357,8.032175,639,27,64,17,4,184,55,96,0.105,0.848,0.046,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,10,4,1,0,1,11,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,18,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,45,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550319779887256,0.0,0.21005021791692066,0.2355644710003786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44436703360874336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7032588515430169,0.21256050849021912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894231029034516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218551131874332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355644710003786,0.0 autism,Deranged90,2019/03/10,"Brain fog Is ‘brain fog’ a symptom of autism? I pose the question because I can seldom think clearly, and it’s deeply affecting my quality of life. Whilst I have been diagnosed with HFA, ADHD and had a fair amount of struggles with depression and anxiety, my brain, regardless of my state of mind, always feels rather foggy. If anyone else on the spectrum has experienced similar difficulties with a cloudy mind, I’d be interested to know what you did to alleviate such a debilitating problem. Thanks.",8.74438202247191,9.09541737078652,8.720539325842697,64.24440449438204,60.68539325842697,12.513258426966292,39.14831460674158,11.979248473330829,5.090822921348315,402,19,65,12,5,131,67,89,0.16,0.7559999999999999,0.084,-0.7317,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,0,8,6,3,1,1,18,12,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,7,2,11,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296034181402652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436843902156466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192315396596067,0.0,0.0,0.1297206852180681,0.19008831795441408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309195675929115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213087980264317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597890743931723,0.18830003819136967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497909562567894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380505583602787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195755931853427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103905814657985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37464690323943184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751866286897022,0.0,0.0,0.2078261201655152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394696235529185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282748518663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080292771626432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887444683564324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mister__Fister0713,2019/03/10,"Anybody else feel lost when they don't get to do a certain thing for awhile? When I'm not able to play games for even a day I just feel bummed out. Speech seems to get worse, I trip over my words more often. Just looking for others with the same problem i guess. I dont really have any interest. My dog helps me though. Just petting her as she sleeps. Also, love my doctor. 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I'm completely obsessed with trying to win games more often, but so far, it's the opposite. My question is, does everybody in the entire universe deal with losing games at all or at the very least? If so, then I really am the odd one out because I may be the only one ever to not deal with losing games at all.",3.8466197183098596,4.8068407042253565,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,71.53521126760563,8.496901408450704,26.876056338028175,8.841846274778883,2.018958309859156,274,9,54,5,5,93,50,71,0.157,0.81,0.032,-0.8497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,3,16,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,10,5,4,9,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,6,3,42,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115771292398926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558802567789224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436348482404192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828534454953785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462182853514706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182446628277328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814113059953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915919091033804,0.1636365972630839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820501720523238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783508648836604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607748277423788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752706177132158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,toopachu,2019/03/10,What resources have you used to get diagnosed as an adult in the US? I can’t ask my family for help for personal reasons but i just want to see if this is possible. 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I landed what I refer to as my ""dream day job"" at a cafe this week! Woo! The problem is training involved like 3 reminders to use eye contact. Greeeeat. I do my best with tricks like staring at the nose and everything but eye contact is still really difficult. Any tips on other body language that can help communicate that you're paying attention to a customer when it's really hard to look someone in the eye constantly? I've been told that I come across nervous/distracted sometimes and while I can probably explain to my boss at this place and not have to worry about getting in trouble, I'd still like to make the customers as happy as I can. Going into a cafe and feeling appreciated and welcome is why I wanted to work at one myself in the first place, after all.",6.952243589743588,7.104690762820513,7.205897435897441,74.27243589743594,64.44871794871796,9.497435897435896,37.20512820512821,9.150863307647796,3.4722358974358976,653,31,113,10,9,212,103,156,0.07200000000000001,0.708,0.22,0.9763,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,1,0,8,0,9,5,5,3,1,20,20,11,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,4,0,2,2,9,11,7,26,18,2,25,0,0,6,0,8,14,0,0,12,77,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154336839667395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813885439578578,0.0,0.0,0.1885504919910347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622188732099115,0.0,0.1834360492799476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947268027937336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255753017908058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582911147362636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443865902729876,0.0,0.0,0.13114600102804225,0.0,0.08868572699978218,0.0,0.09647105093425422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069868623712496,0.15205984263792507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377774047104393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844756369745115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24878922098639344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28508921692045114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330734548618797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502486372417353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546986746179438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301582241224465,0.16242481781219856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174883670604587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382596150909188,0.0,0.16788398248190742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711201193384871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220039668156847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466067837493349,0.0,0.0,0.1001210945420322,0.0,0.13616069011267876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317013645766386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357773393421136,0.17238617349825416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LilPeaHen,2019/03/10,"I start stuttering and repeating words when I get overwhelmed Hi guys, When I'm starting to shutdown or I'm beginning to be overloaded I start stuttering and repeating words. Sort of like... ""I-I-I start start stut-t-ttering when I'm, when I'm overwhelmed"" It gets worse the closer I get to shutdown. Sometimes I'm perfectly eloquent, other times this happens and I wonder if people notice. Does this happen to others too?",3.0509142053445863,5.910895582278481,4.114345991561184,81.19897327707457,80.51898734177216,7.055414908579465,29.030942334739805,8.167268648758528,2.6160621659634318,337,16,56,7,9,109,45,79,0.105,0.805,0.09,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,18,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,17,0,14,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,4,14,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362479387807814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109739121133398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964512848002042,0.3508962392816432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693023764185868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258844205226025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375484444659179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622676079430604,0.0,0.7021573328640166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569104552132962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151608189689868,0.0,0.0,0.20219076174537945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thouartmorelovely,2019/04/19,"Which state is best for autistic kids? Today we went to visit a public school where we were going to enroll my son. When my son approached the school psychologist/BCBA in a friendly manner b/c she reminded him of my daughter's teacher, she viewed it as a negative. Now if he did so to everyone, I would also be concerned. So she told me she was going to discourage him from acting that way in the future. My state is heavily saturated with ABA, which I think sucks out the humanity in every child. Let's just say I haven't had a good experience with ABA therapy. IF YOU ARE A BCBA OR RBT, PLEASE DO NOT POST IN THIS THREAD. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO SAY (bad therapists but you're not, etc.). I want to get away from this type of harsh therapy. I want my son to retain his individuality. But everywhere I go, this is the only option in our schools. If I were to move, what state would be a better fit? Or is everybody following the ABA cult? I encourage autistic adults to answer this post.",2.931584392550988,4.777385557788944,4.807454921667162,81.44498669819691,75.3316582914573,8.099438368312148,24.771208986107013,8.841846274778883,1.8663943836831207,782,26,156,17,17,267,123,199,0.07200000000000001,0.833,0.095,0.8219,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,2,0,2,8,8,1,0,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,25,30,12,0,7,10,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,7,3,27,5,25,18,2,28,0,1,1,0,28,9,1,6,4,110,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609605568621105,0.1166444935388359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704062885216775,0.0,0.12178732507406095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307147039995092,0.1290016532798433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626728806393127,0.0,0.0,0.12289366142613542,0.13937584421835356,0.0,0.14267944048157394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269136810453638,0.0,0.07620602861397112,0.0,0.24868744667110976,0.1223407668130116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016105051055579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491521213415816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550265009225197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093339204401748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011089667139042,0.0,0.0,0.2793878498539449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319880578635183,0.0,0.4428554763537441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33360811377946026,0.16935514387704234,0.0,0.09346144220102116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825858564915472,0.13937584421835356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720644629896523,0.11577718075028835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352140339791919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723005864962607,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shadefenix,2019/04/19,"Mid Level Autistics with Jobs? I see lots of people with Aspergers/level 1 autism who have jobs. I am not in either category, I am level 2 and I need money because I am stuck in an endless loop of disability applications and have no income and am afraid of work requirements being passed in my state which will end my therapy and medicine coverage. I am looking to hear from people with more severe autism who managed to find work and what they are doing. I am having a lot of trouble because I cannot work more than 4 hours per day a few days a week and have extremely specific needs, like not interacting with customers and not being in noisy places or places with tons of movement. I get suicidal meltdowns if those things are not met. I already tried going through Vocational Rehab they placed me in retail and I ended up in a mental institution with ptsd.",8.607743902439028,7.458458798780493,8.594024390243902,69.9604268292683,61.62195121951218,11.370731707317074,36.35365853658536,10.411451182825502,3.7101,689,26,122,13,8,225,103,164,0.092,0.8809999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.8753,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,5,0,17,1,0,0,0,27,26,10,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,14,0,1,1,0,2,3,6,2,0,0,2,3,16,1,23,21,7,23,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,4,7,89,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268746412125049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973816652749114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015422078473992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611500825730761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474403647683014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702362484107933,0.0,0.08378518490582935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615900681825588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518420573754334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925936876326933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202454581298226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380010647244198,0.0,0.0,0.2506714047438875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857000897778155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862795645902705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044122552663946,0.0,0.4620841239560623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233226484704545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747886215739407,0.0,0.0,0.1665486051816897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125932989349429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859365766095288,0.0,0.09794280627101473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009208890371872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825566828095335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32198208232366826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,amazingsheephearder,2019/04/19,"I need help with my 7 year old nephew with autism Im embarrassed to be with my 7 year old nephew with autism/Asperger's. Every interaction he has with others, he says something incredibly rude. A couple weeks ago I was on the elevator with him when a woman came in with us and he looked straight at her and said "" oh my God you're so short. Why are you so short. You are so tiny..."" And I felt so embarrassed and I told him not to say that and I talked to him for half hour when we got home. Then a few weeks ago he called a lady an elephant, ""you are so big like an elephant"". I was so embarrassed yet again. But today, he did something much worse. When speaking to an older woman he said "" you are so old, I thought you gonna die, why are you not dead"" and stuff like that. I feel horrible for the woman and she was genuinely hurt. I don't know what to do. I don't think I'm gonna take him outside anymore. I'm too embarrassed and afraid he will say rude things to others.",0.4607982261640801,2.5356257073170743,2.1465299334811507,96.26972838137472,84.60975609756099,5.6784922394678485,18.58647450110865,6.980632752743323,-0.010317073170731828,750,19,178,10,22,245,107,205,0.146,0.779,0.075,-0.9412,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,2,6,0,0,13,10,2,5,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,26,32,20,2,1,3,2,2,2,0,3,0,6,1,3,7,17,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,11,9,27,2,18,17,2,26,0,1,1,0,37,7,0,0,20,104,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359060776795245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319635440797016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358730273041082,0.15218954988898822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472325747081362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809922657982535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211199881136906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728106039090928,0.0,0.1277621246680678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642328436419578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918986689179195,0.0,0.13347385066049944,0.0,0.13104104905958106,0.0,0.14244756055806893,0.0,0.1437317485250836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731283899858344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001651238062215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117400873147562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978172107733702,0.09866512897392553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188842541524985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531483089863314,0.3174530471990079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487804349651004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232622706469176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004742502752094,0.10695165000676676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840168265131186,0.08526191648417569,0.0,0.10563780166576953,0.0,0.0,0.1261289330147923,0.12714817265602715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600593795600198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347152398645144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013878331383084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560339021784876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137746177708305 autism,curi0us_kiwi,2019/04/19,"People with ASD - I need your help! I work with a lot of kids that are on the spectrum, and I'm looking for any insight that you may have 😊. I know my questions are kind of broad, with a multitude of possible answers that depend on the individual... so I'm just looking for your *personal* experiences. **1.** What are some ways people have successfully helped soothe you and offer comfort when you were feeling anxious or distressed? What makes it worse? **2.** As a kid, what did you find to be the best way an adult could communicate directions to you? What things would make it more likely that you'd listen to attempts to guide or correct your behavior? -I know that keeping directions concise and simple is best. And so far I've been using distraction to deter unwanted behavior. **3.** What, if anything, helped you feel cared about and safe with adults you didn't know well? What did they do that communicated that you were important? **4.** What did adults unknowingly do that made you feel negative emotions?",1.999925442684064,4.828657756756762,2.9714445479962737,85.12108108108113,93.05405405405405,6.22739981360671,24.217148182665426,7.503015589744147,1.7556747437092266,795,33,143,17,29,252,115,185,0.08800000000000001,0.768,0.145,0.9125,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,13,1,5,6,11,0,2,7,0,20,0,0,5,1,39,38,12,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,6,18,9,0,2,10,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,8,6,19,9,18,25,5,7,0,0,2,0,26,4,0,9,2,100,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058141843958794,0.0,0.0,0.1757851200420522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804656897212366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32658781976563483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864584255817898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423493509427967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503046058128005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522078780275205,0.0,0.0,0.2360299987641808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422167216662724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31288870968941346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830553861785902,0.0,0.1620347551682299,0.256543129637047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601891002267791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613317181940542,0.0,0.0,0.13228661664846694,0.0,0.1472336630851265,0.20773008253184935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153763537340143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574862659984748,0.1358650078845358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754170275394272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743090087154666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337455506651463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438951886703018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470180559515983,0.0,0.0,0.1399042088600454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132795617049465,0.0,0.15857096504116208,0.11053466212131538,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,n8toxic21,2019/04/19,"How to get diagnosis as adult? I am 23 years old, live in Virginia. I’ve always felt different growing up. Hard for me to actually socialize with other people, come off very quiet, very awkward, don’t make smart choices in life, can’t seem to hold a job down, a few other things. I want to get tested for it but I’m not sure where to start.",2.1667619047619056,3.838581485714286,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,77.0,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.0476666666666667,264,8,56,4,6,90,56,70,0.08,0.8540000000000001,0.066,-0.2195,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,11,12,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,14,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2314987521023996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739137374544427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043495434547828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478511033819353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277745519924764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478820121310159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125082639143675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354106034897488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756002629688554,0.0,0.0,0.20947526283822665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835046821237336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489292074996686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446292044882002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159620105773599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24182244646555826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791007128544305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358308035696645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760268321771445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914732589003129,0.13992228068390064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152766027800879 autism,Cecilia6132,2019/04/19,"Autism Tattoo Idea &#x200B; *Processing img rr3tetcup9t21...*",14.72523809523809,15.197826285714285,3.8628571428571448,71.52380952380955,143.28571428571428,6.647619047619048,45.19047619047619,6.42735559955562,5.9694190476190485,52,3,4,1,3,11,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662070264843459,0.5228359801744235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857325232334398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228359801744235,0.0 autism,Ninrenko,2019/04/19,"MBTI Type I'm curious to see which type you fall under as someone on the autistic spectrum. I'm an INTJ, diagnosed with PDD-NOS.",1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,84.38461538461539,6.5435897435897425,27.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,2.1671435897435893,102,5,19,2,3,35,23,26,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6574855351919575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161987315337172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488639545245494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chaibrary,2019/04/19,"What to do when there aren’t enough resources where you live? My 5 year old is autistic, issues and behaviors are severe, and totally nonverbal. I work with her as much as I can on everything I can. She’s on a waiting list for a full time day program at an autism center but the waiting list is years long. Her preschool can’t handle her and the schools here are not equipped for her needs. If I could afford to move I’d be leaving every member of my small support system. We’ve been in touch with every agency that provides “services” here. It’s not enough. It amounts to phone calls and meetings with case workers which is hard enough to deal with, and the most involved services we have access to are people who would come and give me tips. I’m not devaluing that but I have been living and breathing and researching and working with everything I can soak up about autism for the last three years. At some point it becomes frustrating because the stress of working these appointments and meetings into my life when I care for her full time versus what they actually accomplish is just... well, you get it. I’m at a loss. I’m good with her, I make it work, I just want more for her and I feel completely stuck because of our location. Is anybody else in a similar situation?",4.7669005847953185,6.181373627530366,4.810249662618084,85.01625618533517,69.80971659919028,7.918038686459737,29.91655420602789,8.344100000000001,2.1000438146648666,1014,40,196,15,18,315,145,247,0.068,0.852,0.08,0.615,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,1,7,10,7,1,1,10,0,21,2,1,1,1,40,36,18,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,20,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,3,3,27,4,31,30,11,29,0,1,0,0,21,15,0,3,11,138,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.1230987902754934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537929763156763,0.1393166384684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880759104458306,0.0,0.12861267765570306,0.0,0.0,0.10866227728737887,0.1322600597278127,0.0,0.0,0.10071608182860654,0.0,0.0,0.0813527369797678,0.130049392801985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537750458114173,0.0,0.0,0.3910228236953733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125642856512549,0.0,0.2267410023262249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378242601808949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590527064890159,0.12100925441636055,0.0,0.10580398289811267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300065323822008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166203632676138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282456605858316,0.0,0.1335687626692991,0.0,0.0,0.08909955819784597,0.0,0.0,0.2227757274183547,0.11163387200863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842024023865098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407159101291524,0.09273068785181247,0.09353451406355896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236738439908358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745268114218313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924728225708785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766492169663188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425073271135145,0.0,0.0,0.14179165122784038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449804553979534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314723120319325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711169078309091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440326709475023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341901323505893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673386587283499,0.0,0.0,0.08960940066221655,0.0,0.0,0.24369867716387156 autism,Tehfennick,2019/04/19,"Son may have Autism, what can I do to help? Today at his routine checkup when we were talking with his doctor about some of his behaviors, he says it may be that he is Autistic and set us up with a specialist to get him diagnosed. It doesn't change one bit how much we love him and I was wondering what we could do to give him all the support and help he needs to be successful in life.",6.255740740740743,4.660503185185185,6.584043209876545,83.92569444444446,66.53086419753086,10.569135802469138,32.595679012345684,9.516144504307137,2.520923456790124,302,10,69,5,4,98,60,81,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,13,5,0,1,1,16,19,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,12,3,11,12,4,6,0,0,0,1,20,3,0,4,2,52,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504304265168377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25681951588244184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938328801140224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24640744335856024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484863941402694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683782165304952,0.2328880540040183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254485528204255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714763289914848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191102958182166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846461036737776,0.18001161206666058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450790498395396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306123442007905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754936411414476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951301248082823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301185109304507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920236079415964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632747814533643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MaxArdite,2019/04/19,"University Hi all, I am 18 and hopefully going to university after the summer to study animal science (with the aim to go into animal behaviour and rehabilitation). I have autism and considerably struggle in social situations (along with panic attacks, anxiety, selective mutism, depression and agoraphobia). I am going to try to live in dorms but also at home when needed (I specifically chose a close university). I was hoping some of you might have some experience and/or advice. Thank you!",8.20662601626016,10.501356573170732,9.742439024390247,49.55601626016261,62.536585365853654,13.271544715447154,34.39837398373984,12.45797560212912,5.800920325203251,397,17,52,16,6,139,60,82,0.113,0.787,0.1,0.3602,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,13,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,14,11,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,5,3,40,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041718407144336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721986686786694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647262344937459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496802992803995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854627085326848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063325797341945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671296083908572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599272594969812,0.4277409267308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901396123104576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843023342212554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966385968336738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526423992694374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420390219863774,0.0,0.21950098353349265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510881351995649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824617997114027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619437968477272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DarkStarletlol,2019/04/19,"Posting for Asperger's Brother - His Success My younger brother has Asperger's and Dyslexia. He wasn't diagnosed till he was 10, but my mother and I always knew he was different, not bad different, more what we'd call Quirky. We had never even heard of Autism before, so when one of my brother's teachers mentioned that he thought my brother should get tested, it took a little while of our mother doing research at the local library for her to agree. Once it was confirmed, that same teacher took extra time to accommodate my brother's needs. We saw change in just a few weeks. It was like night and day. Whereas before he was loud, disruptive and angry in class, he was now attentive, eager to learn, and a model student. All it took was one teacher taking a little extra time to help. As it was, we were told that the likely-hood of him being able to hold down any kind of job for a 'proper' length of time was not going to happen, that he'd probably never have any kind of romantic relationship with anyone, or be able to have 'real' friends, simply because he was too socially inept. Cut to now. He's just turned 24. He has a full time job as a tech analyst, and was recently promoted to the Supervisor of his team. He saved up his money well, and bought his own 3 bedroom house last year. He's just finished decorating and repairing it, and moved in officially last week. His fiancé moved in with him. He's planning to host his Dungeons and Dragons group there twice a month. He's the Dungeon Master for the group of 6 great friends. He has a bedroom that he's turned into a library, with more than 3,000 books. The wedding is this autumn, and their hoping to start trying for a baby by Christmas. Not bad for someone who was supposed to never get anywhere in life. &#x200B; My brother wanted to post this himself, but didn't have a reddit account. He asked me to do it for him. All he wants if for others to see that they don't have to let what other say about them hold them back. He was worried for a long time that he'd not amount to anything. That he'd be living with our mum for the rest of his life, unable to do anything for himself, not even read. He's gone above and beyond what was expected for him, and has never given up on living his best life, just because of what a few doctor's have told him.",5.23777861616238,5.7767392231947525,5.76417716743379,81.804113785558,68.14660831509846,8.053995321813929,29.76299705727005,7.873277556716777,1.918659760054327,1823,64,350,20,29,589,225,457,0.027000000000000003,0.847,0.126,0.9939,4,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,6,0,4,6,16,15,1,0,21,0,41,5,0,0,6,55,67,23,0,7,13,9,0,1,2,1,5,3,2,0,24,21,0,2,4,3,3,7,12,3,1,3,30,5,37,12,63,28,14,53,0,0,2,0,74,16,0,3,29,239,61,13,0.1719457515427382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153631978526248,0.09315157497919033,0.10446645426239966,0.1169290073201225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060114233708269516,0.0,0.1414967027921549,0.0,0.08037303336108931,0.0,0.0,0.06610783467926717,0.14356752035934633,0.10481653419768737,0.0,0.14631317015985926,0.0,0.09022322901712472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778791850632829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094790296959487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055445392513976066,0.0,0.0,0.08726065919312179,0.0,0.1796467135744779,0.0,0.08799688133466649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135685472349738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284486111204102,0.0,0.08983455838190055,0.0,0.04886036654656869,0.0,0.0,0.0947853990488482,0.0,0.0,0.07602553011483924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576258063991054,0.0,0.0,0.08539046425038294,0.0,0.09920115570090383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170629626741457,0.0,0.0,0.1790550405066301,0.0,0.1401587368010806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791309031676882,0.18217555403194471,0.042002004444196175,0.1723348148155476,0.15183124880443907,0.0760832896490354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862272921162793,0.18275112220337664,0.0,0.06374779802611681,0.26523032741820984,0.0,0.0,0.08067971994910463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155830684537863,0.11651489123638575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467649978217372,0.0,0.0926933010502621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085996141252533,0.0978559544856538,0.0,0.0,0.08488784297921281,0.09230269412787176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836908151195528,0.0,0.0,0.06850925104403185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763852002936852,0.07284453864855406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060852043970938186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464090312366537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825286009905407,0.25065737618918993,0.0,0.0,0.16430153417238805,0.2865570850030064,0.05836993924097885,0.18702760221299414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141805922071392,0.0,0.1379245102797359,0.0,0.07729994024576749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730962856852592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446645426239966,0.05536371326530777 autism,SpaceGhost182,2019/04/19,"High Funtioning Aspi swooping down to preach Metaphysics, Mindfulness and Meditation 🌱 asking for others insight too! I hope to enable a forum where people can shamelessly, comprehensively, document lists of their functioning tech to combat the onslaught of their hyper functionality. That includes mantras, CBT tech, Magick (ancient CBT), DBT, breathing exercises, rituals, visualizations, cognative apps, traditional Psych tech, yoga, meditation mantras/prayers, whatever gets you in the zone, I wanna know about. Check out my list in the comments, please ask for details, I'll get back here tomorrow night. Stay rad you guys 🤘🌱",11.34401360544218,13.106951428571431,10.04530612244898,52.13421768707485,55.122448979591844,13.063945578231294,44.904761904761905,12.45797560212912,6.6520557823129245,512,28,62,16,6,160,81,98,0.049,0.894,0.055999999999999994,0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,13,7,0,11,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129563741140726,0.0,0.0,0.21095654698797495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866708360420536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716474848604879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898635454093584,0.0,0.27248929830113433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507743926945521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701310078610075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574568538660329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019824188800755,0.0,0.0,0.3011515325167824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29241828391537744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,doriantownsend,2019/04/19,"Which skills are necessary to obtain a job in special schools? Careers in special education are not as simplified as they seem. To handle the challenges provided by this job and to also succeed, one must have some special skills. Some of the characteristics which are a support in the job of special education are as follows:- * Liking for children * Love for children * Patience and calmness * Knowledgeable * Too much Creative * Be Well Organized * Be an efficient Team player * Confidence * Curious at every step * Positivity To read more on this topic visit [https://www.accel.org/blog/special-education-paraprofessional-jobs/](https://www.accel.org/blog/special-education-paraprofessional-jobs/)",10.7170652173913,15.027538750000005,8.008347826086961,45.839913043478276,90.84782608695652,7.492173913043477,35.03478260869565,7.734863291789972,4.549772173913044,583,28,57,13,20,170,64,92,0.0,0.626,0.374,0.9908,5,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,6,3,11,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,1,8,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,17,9,4,8,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,3,1,47,5,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628721549199008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159794564847766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8084309375602405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950124278148252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381711289232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971842974645375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380098001748059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372177571685665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612153379761766,0.0,0.18541047864911955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311185129192996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312078728545064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,isit-asdoradhd,2019/04/19,"For people diagnosed as adults. What recommendations were made for you? Did you follow all recommendations? The neuropsychologist recommended me to seek out a targeted case management services and an independent living skills worker. He also recommended a counselor and a consult with a psychiatrist for anti-depressant medication. I plan on seeking a counselor, and speaking to a primary or psychiatrist about antidepressants. I am unsure about the case management or ILS worker. I know that their services would probably be beneficial but not sure I could get pass the stigma associated with having a social worker.",9.254285714285713,12.443130908163266,9.777295918367347,46.78288265306125,61.3469387755102,12.655102040816331,38.78061224489796,11.93303328291395,6.363710204081633,511,26,60,19,8,171,69,98,0.044000000000000004,0.899,0.057,-0.1414,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,5,3,1,0,0,11,0,7,2,0,2,2,17,11,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,1,12,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,0,49,10,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810731283922866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770987885638296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267218408824025,0.31489785379938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209314651674245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050562982573997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273956986059347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935666430599478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31254486481395266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150887192798154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345026479539707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162614415543892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924075425352877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039314257880568,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Oniknight,2019/04/19,"“Pablo” is a kid’s show on Netflix with a main character with ASD that doesn’t treat him in a judgmental or negative manner My kids have been watching this show for awhile and I had somewhat tuned it out because it seemed like the average little kid show and I find most of them boring. But then I realized that all the animal characters represent Pablo’s various qualities- a bird who loves flapping, a giraffe that is really focused on rules and facts, a llama that likes repeating, a mouse that hates loud noise, an orangutan that is very energetic, and a dinosaur that worries about everything- and many of the episodes deal with explaining and showing how Pablo sees the world. It’s obviously not really great for older people but for little kids on the spectrum it feels like representation and representation matters.",9.17412162162162,9.257856682432433,8.527702702702705,66.87371621621624,59.87837837837838,12.535135135135135,38.770270270270274,11.93303328291395,4.923064864864863,671,30,109,19,8,212,98,148,0.07,0.8190000000000001,0.111,0.6194,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,14,0,7,1,0,1,3,27,13,12,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,13,11,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,6,6,14,11,5,11,0,0,2,1,10,8,0,4,6,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861250651970655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344251699849776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043600391653584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497328621988513,0.16244473443451451,0.0,0.0,0.20782685164176856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506940692935321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244967796196233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33326820960601883,0.4558013833416668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522490773677052,0.0,0.0,0.2305338996983307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576409485710833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133882253017634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811973479125128,0.20700384080390807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876174146270956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092170623315605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,farfromtheash,2019/04/19,"Keychain Fidget/Stim Toy Recommendations? I work with three boys with developmental disabilities. One of them seems to struggle with the bus ride from home to school, so I thought I'd get some fidgets to help him have a smooth transition between places. They all like the toys, but the child I'm talking about also likes throwing them. It's not a mean-spirited behavior at all, but it is unsafe, so I'm looking for keychain-bound toys I can attach to his backpack to make them non-projectile. He likes lights and buttons. He seems curious about things with multiple moving elements. Not a fan of plushy things. Squishy-rubbery seems okay (like a slime-filled stress ball). I'm currently looking at the [Simpl Dimpl](https://www.amzn.com/B07KLY7PPP), and keychain flashlights. It'd be nice to get/make an assortment of things for him, see what he likes, and anything he doesn't like will go in the bag for the other kids!",7.1118400876232215,8.449977084337352,6.0050930996714165,78.88760679079958,64.3012048192771,9.168893756845565,33.76560788608982,9.339509955726095,3.0248265060240964,740,31,130,13,11,221,107,166,0.047,0.79,0.163,0.9609,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,1,5,10,0,2,11,1,7,0,0,1,2,19,20,8,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,7,0,0,4,4,0,4,3,2,0,2,1,5,10,8,23,16,3,9,0,0,3,0,16,4,0,4,7,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109040302868605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348959369800512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712876227782669,0.0,0.09316209913625728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987517016360247,0.0,0.16442968876168698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805115284866629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753106722919556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942090970113262,0.0,0.0,0.17856189055819885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742258538701946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107951715700648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712662646889584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590039563060438,0.13062664258631218,0.4476922599288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777501763457072,0.17136953099623958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175634355446064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32671256038018265,0.0,0.0,0.13013778177085153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193390243842068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,candle_dancing_moth,2019/04/19,"Clumsiness vs sports Anyone else find themselves generally clumsy (I’m the kid who broke equipment in labs, always the messiest in art class by a mile, embarrassing at team sports, fiasco when trying to follow dance moves etc) but able to do well in one or two sports? For me, track and field, tennis, and (astonishing to me) juggling turned out to be things I could excel in.",7.4684782608695635,7.7929152318840575,7.041847826086958,75.30016304347829,63.34782608695652,9.798550724637682,28.84420289855073,9.516144504307137,2.403402898550725,297,8,53,5,4,93,57,69,0.08,0.83,0.09,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,2,12,4,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,32,5,3,0.28768767157134545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937918892622376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115790903422445,0.2947700168809841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969519639082805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240326134322134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208478006036105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629413199145968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057664661791422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949446116722041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112690572742816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532104468221512,0.31292157507511553,0.2810290524715716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866576664305113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bloonsthecat,2019/04/19,"I might be on the spectrum, but what do I do now? I'm 17 years old, female, and currently a freshman in college. I've been going to CBT therapy for social anxiety since early fall of last year. So, a story my mom always likes to tell people is how I learned to read when I was 3 years old, without any external help. I also hadn't learned any real social skills at that point outside of gibberish. Basically, I learned to talk after I learned to read, and even then I didn't really talk much. When I entered school, my mom says that my friend would talk for me and lead me around. My mom didn't see any concern with it though. I recently learned about Hyperlexia, which basically describes that to a T. Precocious reading skills far earlier than expected without training and underdeveloped social skills. I brought this up to my therapist, who I've talked to about the prior things before, and she felt it was pretty accurate as well. She also commented on how it's not a sole-diagnosis and mentioned ASD. But she didn't say anything specific on it. I know a therapist can't diagnose autism, so I assume she couldn't make any conclusions. However, it stuck in my head, and before I knew it I was heavily researching the possibilities and talking about it with my mom and my friend and BF. I brought it up to a HS teacher of mine who I keep in contact with, and he said that he had figured that was the case since he first taught me. He elaborated why, and as I continued to research more on autism and how it presents, he might be correct. I assume it would be level 1/high-functioning? But I'm not officially diagnosed, and I'm always scared to self-diagnose myself. Everything seems really accurate, especially when it comes to my social skills. But if it is the case, is it really worth it to get professionally diagnosed? I'm already in college, it's not like my childhood development can be aided at this point. Should I just keep it in mind to understand myself better, or is it a good idea to seek a diagnosis? I'm lost on what to do.",6.372626218376957,6.419175284634763,7.311008651845362,73.38977658525901,65.67506297229218,11.13608586135144,34.64122221005365,10.848893137575418,3.783662227576389,1616,69,307,42,23,544,193,397,0.044000000000000004,0.8759999999999999,0.08,0.9501,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,9,19,9,0,1,13,0,29,4,1,5,1,63,52,34,0,6,12,4,1,2,3,5,3,3,0,0,30,19,0,2,15,3,1,7,11,2,1,1,18,5,40,7,48,24,2,46,0,1,1,0,35,19,0,7,22,202,70,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404390861525557,0.12180945874645326,0.1267416198822374,0.0,0.0,0.20716430260125585,0.0,0.05826181357553679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267278416651154,0.06779810702691312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961226026046094,0.0,0.0,0.0673568939548081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656046707315967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309201181478909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050302635386613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844725313285857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312506909422031,0.0,0.0,0.06478123683442212,0.0,0.0,0.11768129071297002,0.0,0.0397901984785676,0.0,0.04328320231416051,0.06387898020731428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816162509790851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051048111448608983,0.08046669945768536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597481202335673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538813636962452,0.0,0.0,0.041855272713696184,0.062080162203412476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441537526026124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313709732615059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083706159375706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158640080079678,0.07689939035043977,0.35678837149407033,0.0,0.0,0.055985999880560564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983318012263315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279941203288797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439907000554402,0.08585839975534952,0.0,0.07748159736319864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854034730927994,0.08668619118137341,0.14636918901510165,0.0,0.07519832415051718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244513048684913,0.12113019186194005,0.07624895156500118,0.07707748595892362,0.060689265818426125,0.06933275384388778,0.07945097445171963,0.0,0.0,0.1259998606249552,0.0,0.0,0.31054010119464864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060706299619166,0.06656676504529452,0.0,0.08709503239295988,0.1768541127466249,0.05059699162578337,0.0,0.0748263278892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928473157803907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847654221630141,0.0,0.06872210824470884,0.0,0.0,0.14683009190841562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820305577349174,0.0,0.0,0.1471326744862769 autism,585ginger,2019/07/20,"How can I help somebody I know who may be autistic? I apologize if this isn’t the proper forum for this, but I wasn’t sure which one would be. I recently graduated from high school and I went to school with a kid who’s one of those kids who isn’t clearly “autistic” or any diagnosis for that matter, but you can tell there’s something up with him. He always interrupted conversations, got in between people that didn’t really ask for his presence, dressed very strangely, had awkward outbursts during class, and overall just made people uncomfortable. And I mean no offense for real, this is me just asking how to help him. He was always the type of kid to try to talk to everyone he could but whenever anyone hangs out with him he assumes they are best friends and just makes things really awkward and strange. He’s extremely immature for his age. Almost everyone wants to genuinely be nice to him, but it’s not easy. My ex gf went to prom w him so he wouldn’t feel lonely, and he assumed they were dating after that. He has a Snapchat account, and almost every day posts updates about how nobody likes him, nobody wants to hangout with him, and how he’s depressed and hates his life. I feel bad, and I’ve sent a few supporting messages to him but no matter what I say, it’s no use. I worry that this kid is gonna off himself one day. The things he posts are really concerning. I’ve had a few friends explain to him that he may be a little “different” and he just swore at them and accused them of bullying him and that there wasn’t anything wrong with him. Again I am not assuming he’s necessary autistic, but he appears he may have that disorder or maybe asbergers. I don’t know what to do about him. If I block him on snap I’ll just be another person he thinks hate him.",4.703191287878788,5.651173088068184,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,69.53977272727272,8.707575757575759,29.72348484848485,8.959647251330699,2.321868939393939,1405,53,278,25,24,456,179,352,0.191,0.7070000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9889,1,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,4,1,15,16,3,2,8,0,31,1,0,7,2,70,54,28,0,7,17,1,2,1,3,6,1,1,0,5,22,19,0,1,10,1,1,5,12,9,0,3,12,3,38,7,36,30,3,23,0,2,0,0,63,8,0,13,9,182,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254011390014687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729791241676425,0.0,0.0,0.07653650284835918,0.118016396503596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786961819806387,0.0,0.09261741841899224,0.0,0.2104343836574643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397288305742764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811218760717165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986042389303085,0.0,0.0,0.1451683047460212,0.0,0.09693743180452634,0.0,0.0,0.1175887106229218,0.12898976445347538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482654838403247,0.2150888838686086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381530605340667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390861898032836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001492106949815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222357081413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087711070801565,0.11891314661667705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237068803474924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949598438475103,0.0549852702328859,0.11280266845070305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649564364574893,0.07512666729966266,0.0,0.11306959852148656,0.1225977720437991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879632289810556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605323112930256,0.09827257680353163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557975533188595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281042696054986,0.21630340191434966,0.0,0.1111275770636172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950269093713509,0.0,0.22780917946058374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664495286153784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277181423411873,0.1060751627793359,0.0,0.0,0.09046182319149153,0.09837191714060016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954378703512014,0.07211621712681594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641270756271823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720534021293857,0.0,0.09286389112116447,0.1327674587567532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866625644536715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429796230681223,0.0,0.07995087360537194,0.1230535754062874,0.0,0.0 autism,lotusfairymoon,2019/07/20,"Parent of a child with autism I live on the second floor in my apartment. Sometimes my 5 year old can be jumpy but I know it's just stemming and is just something he can't always control... and sometimes he can't help it. we play outside everyday for at least an hour if it isn't too hot and he is in bed laying down for bedtime by 8/9. My neighbors are complaining again and we've already explained the situation... I'm trying, HE IS TRYING the office knows and hasn't said anything..plus the complaints are in notes saying 'too loud' 'have respect' I can't help it if he yells in surprise or anger his communication skills are very limited.... I don't know what to do. It's starting to feel like my son is being discriminated against by my neighbors. Should I tape up autism awareness posters...?",3.5307692307692307,5.403758743589744,4.218205128205128,86.19346153846153,73.74358974358975,6.338461538461537,28.66666666666667,7.010146845296331,1.4590282051282055,628,26,123,6,13,200,101,156,0.114,0.804,0.083,-0.6025,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,6,0,19,0,0,1,0,21,27,9,0,3,6,2,2,1,2,1,0,4,3,1,6,7,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,6,12,4,17,23,1,16,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,3,7,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755211569343564,0.0,0.17157890575178014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312762082936865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426333864840012,0.14731274468056285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27642945107331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307018342990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399742830570279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074124561550712,0.0,0.1820826092745048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637724193323174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289660189392805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961479777128926,0.16398232713520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317828259666907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874652321609756,0.4078836240669199,0.0,0.14595281318125305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799990364007597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014054899840642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278912542512156 autism,-__-YEET-__-,2019/07/20,NSFW Fortnite is better than Minecraft,7.475000000000001,11.607163166666671,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,84.0,2.4000000000000004,39.333333333333336,3.1291,2.8165333333333336,33,2,3,0,1,9,6,6,0.0,0.633,0.3670000000000001,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,alloyhephaistos,2019/07/20,"Martial arts and gaining confidence alongside practical self-defense: what can I do as a teacher withOUT Autism? I'm a martial artist who has been teaching as an assistant for several years. Eventually, I will be running my own school, and I have some questions about improving as a teacher in a very physical activity. I have worked with many people from all walks of life, including adults and children of all ages with Autism and a handful of different physical and mental disabilities, diseases, you name it. I do my best to talk to each student individually about how they learn best and what they need to be comfortable. Everyone, of course, is different. I believe wholeheartedly in the power of martial arts training to teach character, compassion, confidence, strength, and a system of social norms that is simpler and actively taught and trained in EACH person. How can I make sure my school is welcoming specifically for people with Autism, no matter the age? Like, as soon as they enter the door (or even beforehand). What resources can I access to teach myself comprehensively how to productively interact with each new individual? What would you PERSONALLY be looking for in a teacher? I would love to hear personal stories and to be directed to resources, where I can learn how to alter my teaching method to any person with Autism in a mutually beneficial way. Blessings to you all. I hope this post is sub-appropriate.",8.755421686746987,9.738065104417672,8.560305220883535,63.25587951807231,60.60642570281125,12.101847389558234,41.499598393574296,11.729898335038438,5.460841285140562,1157,62,176,34,15,373,141,249,0.008,0.782,0.209,0.9944,3,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,3,6,9,10,0,0,12,0,21,3,1,5,4,39,29,20,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,6,8,18,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,22,10,40,20,10,17,1,0,1,1,21,6,0,4,6,132,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534545861968813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796509531451755,0.29427685553630845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929726111226581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260529503380843,0.0,0.0,0.13397364338086545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580232978109872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925702718763686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903223700467456,0.06849797955975442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773843301509915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654214650648082,0.0,0.09358915395503503,0.14214772871407005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412955170113447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396159478469076,0.0,0.13541263907764692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944035373629111,0.4896928161787379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427939529692978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706374785577967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28379361330996394,0.0,0.0,0.14626631136274554,0.15839382011603995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429232160001906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214328675811296,0.0,0.0,0.11269294648665555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568532606851442,0.0,0.11128966294317574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351543897900678,0.0,0.10207224886398107,0.0,0.0,0.19919783181241424,0.0,0.0,0.09028860764579953 autism,CoffeePie87,2019/07/20,"What are some ways I can better help patients with autism? I’m an EMT/nursing student, and I’m always looking for ways to assist people better. What are some tips on better helping those on the autism spectrum? If you have experience in helping those, how do you go about it? What works? What doesn’t?",2.811781609195404,5.367484086206896,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,78.82758620689657,4.55632183908046,23.459770114942533,5.46131890053228,0.3831632183908047,239,8,44,1,6,74,42,58,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,10,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,30,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010121817402754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6380633234117993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523863367011585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366720974149429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835722927878609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019452511896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672071378715253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817686096602421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507457342912994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,metalion4,2019/07/20,"If we are diagnosed as Autistic, we should be allowed enough money to scrape by in a one bedroom, crappy apartment at the very least. We ARE disabled. This isn't just a ""disorder"" it's a disability where we cannot socialise like a normal person. If you put us in any conventional job, most of us get ridiculed or taken advantage of on some level. And yet, they say we should just keep trying. We can turn on a microwave, so everything can potentially be great if we just WORK and bring in more taxes for the government right? Nevermind the emotional distress, the overloads or the anxieties we face when doing practically anything outside of our ""safe space"" - no, if we're not willing to at least try to be NORMAL then we're nothing to them. I can bet that many of those who created these laws, benefits and so on were right there.. laughing at the Autistic kid getting bullied in the playground a few years ago. They resent people with Autism and they try to bash us into submission. Who could blame us for throwing ourselves into video games.. online activity and other realities where we could pretend to be somebody else? It's a safe environment where we can pretend to be someone else, and not get bullied or victimized. And all of those especially in that ""sweet spot"" between Level 1 and 2 Autism.. get far more abuse than support during their childhoods. They are misunderstood, some people think they're normal and lazy.. others just want to hurt them for being different. The age old caveman ""kill the weirdo who doesn't do as much as the others"" still rears it's ugly head.. despite how far humanity has supposedly come. One of the only other people I met on the Spectrum, threw himself in front of a train two days ago.. and I feel really hurt and angry about it. The society we're in is broken. Most of us do not get the support we should on any level.. especially if we're poor.",6.162264543784445,7.093588557746477,6.517452541334972,75.82672382118801,66.23943661971829,9.216166564605023,32.33619105939988,9.318704503766252,2.928512553582363,1498,60,265,27,23,484,195,355,0.172,0.748,0.08,-0.9886,4,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,17,1,7,2,15,17,4,1,22,0,28,4,2,2,1,64,45,27,1,14,15,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,1,3,17,26,0,3,2,4,4,6,7,7,0,3,4,3,29,10,44,29,12,46,1,2,0,0,35,29,0,13,12,193,46,4,0.0,0.1109907967006941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607632569548436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740584737929928,0.0,0.0716619189236807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708740428821281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069361913849653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958540076802154,0.0,0.0,0.06041330015897015,0.0,0.0,0.09507921500555397,0.0,0.09787153032609293,0.10736086463221237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650863266830284,0.10537294349931893,0.0,0.09679239688760817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418999003860601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047365423597935684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447093389593308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032781716169185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613864891877152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005642897755865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295902138077818,0.08326357399748065,0.10363866583522023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576538440278877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949728077878225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886267244496712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753479078402541,0.0898846927648836,0.0,0.09829725245689508,0.0,0.12695462649090647,0.07124485432280077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194829526517222,0.08179431026923148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417029990662028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060011273893982815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999766319786074,0.0,0.0744949518020583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937140993649737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480981148416252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126049341832161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002382791800436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907996588934182,0.10189263848802196,0.0915078854541862,0.0,0.5634037476249003,0.0,0.0,0.07729254864618235,0.055252559098547024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819727729402769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060324302448920335 autism,AndrewSilverman1,2019/07/20,"Puberty makes me super horny and weird. Help me become a strong happy teen boy. My raging hormones make me have high desires to have private time, act awkward (wanting space, breathing heavily when near people, avoiding smelling), avoiding going outside to avoid doing something wrong, extremely hungry, and also tired and lazy. How can I return back to when I had full energy, loved school and cared about my grades, and also was happy all the time, the personality I had during January-March 2019?",11.172209302325575,10.102817267441862,9.671744186046514,64.01482558139537,56.55813953488372,11.390697674418604,40.1046511627907,10.125756701596842,4.315497674418605,399,16,57,6,4,123,67,86,0.198,0.57,0.23199999999999998,0.7845,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,1,4,3,0,7,3,1,3,1,14,13,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,8,6,5,10,2,12,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,36,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448459318577378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579051852350546,0.0,0.0,0.2381239281177959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982841637438105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253593759809955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590409812348975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451860917234222,0.22780344189658425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459613467362,0.0,0.2878422424435708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947658935026722,0.1882620372670491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820848515617147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659868487750323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25144745140581776,0.2478115848745178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717216278090426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573531449466975,0.0,0.0 autism,imstah,2019/07/20,"Appropriately teaching teenager how to masturbate through instructional video? Are there instructional videos specifically geared toward people with autism or other disabilities to learn how to relieve themselves? The boy in question is 16 and has been searching out porn and been generally very curious. Another family recommended a video called Hand Made Love (wtf lol) but it's from the 70s, hard to come by, and I bet just very weird overall. Are there resources like this out there? Any that you have encountered/used/liked? Obviously looking for something appropriate and educational, not vulgar. Thank you.",7.692857142857143,11.419319510204089,6.774857142857144,63.945142857142855,68.18367346938776,10.042448979591835,35.31020408163265,10.125756701596842,4.731621224489796,504,25,69,15,10,154,81,98,0.065,0.8029999999999999,0.132,0.7271,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,7,3,1,3,1,20,12,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,4,13,9,0,5,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,3,1,43,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446361673816933,0.2844359295667227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698305706570703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336633229974957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557163413710051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429924054205062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252214873966092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277870125904997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448194423974034,0.2566693128463896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880549956327522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038691869268159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882638717650934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973639852644985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476297866530183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kopie150,2019/07/20,"Gaming addiction Not sure if this is the right place to post this, but since im autistic and this is common among my fellow aspies. My main obsession has been games for as long as i remember but lately ive been thinking more and more with my 14-16h/day that i need to work on it, ive done that now and did my console to a friend to deny myself the chance of gaming. Here comes the real issue i have now, getting rid of my gaming console left some kond of void having real trouble filling it and thought lets hear with some likemindes people if they have experience with this or advice Short version: getting rid of my console left a void need something to fill it no idea checking with fellow autists",7.440226104830423,6.355496352517985,7.1801849948612535,78.95194244604319,63.89208633093526,9.093936279547787,33.5262076053443,7.447530270364453,2.281157451181912,559,19,106,4,7,177,86,139,0.098,0.8540000000000001,0.048,-0.7376,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,5,0,13,1,0,0,1,26,21,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,4,4,1,3,2,2,0,0,5,1,13,2,18,15,6,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,5,5,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364617676606612,0.0,0.16461708266129568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451133033138749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086427110812091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723929846441613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478612520190145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015171513828494,0.0,0.17602670896292547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898665714260613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017074295733,0.18196561983048767,0.17582838763703046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003012564816732,0.0,0.36606438868111424,0.17226168015914786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490817267343634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498217900168681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678889639533828,0.0,0.17600475995044146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133803528570698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834885356102764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083224834452786,0.14386384993646822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393517853872024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968867545639695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877147953046514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794231365153624,0.0,0.13373835812125556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264082700471456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,burntcig,2019/07/20,Anyone here has PDA? Only came across Pathological demand avoidance today but diagnostic criteria proposed by Newson sounds very common.,10.652499999999996,15.049611249999998,9.55,44.405,61.5,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,5.4705,115,5,9,3,2,36,20,20,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.2732,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35160611520927465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751292254590744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824419370381335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766453124126474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149059227341272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,maize_gear,2019/07/20,"Can you help me choose which school(1st grade) would be better for my 6yo daughter? Sorry, long text. I have gotten some amazing advice from many of the amazing people here in the past, so thank you in advance! Any input is welcome and great! Daughters background: She was diagnosed ""moderate autism"" as a 2.5yo with many sensory issues, VERY limited verbal skills, ADHD, vocal stimming, etc. Would NOT go to any public bathroom because of the noise, could not say more than a single word. Her strengths were good eye contact, and interest in being social. 4 years later, her verbal skills have gotten much better. We can have conversations, ask questions, and she seems to be able to put words together much more comfortably. When I asked her to brush her teeth, she said ""Mommy already brushed my teeth"", I almost cried. Once I was leaving the house, she asked ""Hey dad where are you going"", ""To the doctor to take care of my scratch!"" And after I came back she asked ""Did the doctor take care of the scratch?"" And again I almost cried. However, her biggest thing is that its difficult for her to make friends at school. She is still learning how to approach kids, how to use the right words, etc. If its a physical activity like tag, she can join in and have fun, but not much other stuff. One day she cried in the car saying she was lonely. The thing is though, she DOES have fun with individual friends! When we invite other kids on the spectrum to our house, they enjoy each others company, even if things are a bit chaotic. However, she also has anxiety at school and refuses to go to the bathroom, even though the teacher tries his best. She just won't go, and more than once wet her pants. She also struggles when she needs to sit still on the rug while the teacher reads a story. And yet when I ask her if she wants to change schools, she says NO! Its hard to understand. So..... School A: Current school, inclusive class with 3 autistic students and 18 mainstream. There is NO 1:1 help, a special ed teacher spends maybe 80 minutes a day in class. And there is a general ed teacher. She does get 30 minutes of speech therapy a week, but thats about it for support. School B: Has more children on the ""mild/moderate"" spectrum. Better support, and we feel our child would make more friends here. She would obviously be mostly away from the mainstream children, though they do mix up the classes sometimes. Maybe she can even get a 1:1 help teacher and she can go to the bathroom instead of being anxious all the time So I'm torn. My dear friend who is also autistic and has been learning social skills his entire life told me that she has to figure things out, to leave her in the current school. But at the same time, it kills me that my child seems to be lonely. Again, any thoughts are welcome!",4.655753310104528,6.460747645714289,4.395521486643439,86.35576306620209,70.63809523809523,6.874332171893148,28.233449477351922,7.407850130929222,1.5548327526132404,2194,81,411,23,41,667,259,525,0.081,0.757,0.162,0.9933,4,4,0,0,0,0,96.0,5,3,2,10,32,33,1,1,33,0,43,7,3,5,2,68,78,37,1,10,10,3,5,1,4,5,4,5,1,6,19,23,0,2,10,1,1,10,6,5,0,1,12,13,57,28,54,54,18,53,0,2,1,0,79,19,0,10,24,281,76,17,0.05944868825270681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144577064878094,0.05809257012728317,0.0,0.0,0.119058547879719,0.0,0.06560310577214233,0.14262328355241047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128143978267444,0.0,0.045478083795105435,0.06716009632920436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27788249266630954,0.0,0.05585399954456755,0.045712371717801965,0.0,0.03623936857607496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062387730628615724,0.15773260113933404,0.06490257049668982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799346204984018,0.12122379944202585,0.0,0.06288882955660577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047464940185996785,0.0,0.19590477765076264,0.07667897171144812,0.0,0.0,0.060339167191440585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169650296651267,0.1040478954151686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260200390561674,0.11779589375094222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030059043013789068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371963630077592,0.0,0.062118971915834376,0.0,0.1689302976478584,0.04986273918246038,0.0,0.06554238867091527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053254347762039904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954160783366916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719160901990488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204898528172548,0.0,0.0,0.0657711654956754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589515429332698,0.0,0.0,0.04199036661946772,0.02904362621104004,0.0,0.0,0.05261021836252427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936492207062296,0.12054327809532765,0.11944839559327425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311048783584371,0.04408044906778842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266218255876753,0.040283969704178905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675049969649715,0.04121423514650443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976235153184367,0.06659613631448635,0.0,0.0594647759120337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076885494569755,0.05654931614095258,0.14182794898254472,0.0,0.4813219706058483,0.0,0.10823970609736364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120090224758022,0.0,0.0,0.058796272780949586,0.06654793936311168,0.0,0.0,0.09495159846322572,0.0,0.0,0.06214867665578811,0.06805452507529795,0.0,0.13492333386068592,0.0,0.0,0.08939603017099376,0.0,0.0,0.05473236495993219,0.06798475602152518,0.0,0.15798026760387698,0.0,0.17522410311242345,0.04719561798973263,0.06933001638768052,0.0,0.0,0.05680576924302765,0.0,0.040361757009202935,0.0,0.0,0.06188818104166409,0.0,0.05134457928285409,0.0,0.049051393778778256,0.03506437659384792,0.0,0.047686151826724574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689225698741214,0.0,0.0,0.038283006132936725 autism,cokobites,2019/07/20,"Careers for people with autism Hello, I don't have autism myself, but my brother (20M) has autism. This is going to sound like a rant, sorry about that. I love him dearly and he's usually quiet but is able to talk a lot about the things he's interested in. I love it when he does this, even though usually I don't understand and just nod along. He used to study abroad for a year in animations, but he didn't have enough credits to get on the next year. The teachers said he can't really draw that well, and his maths isn't so good. He's verbal, but still has speech impendency. This is an issue, because he's not very good speaking in our mother tongue, and is better in english. But his grammar sucks. I believe my brother has talents, but he just doesn't have enough will to try much. It's so frustrating to imagine the future. Right now my parents are still strong and able, but what about later? What then? Our country doesn't have social security for these type of things. I live abroad, far away from him. I'm trying to make a living here so I can support my parents. But I want to be back home to give him the push he needs too. I've suggested things such as felting, barista, baking, pottery, etc. I don't know if he follows up on any of it. Maybe I'm not approaching this correctly. A suggestion in careers are welcomed. TLDR Worried about autistic brother (20M) regarding his ability to support himself. Looking for career ideas for him",3.031188811188809,5.0089457832167845,3.9722993006993015,86.95906433566435,75.43356643356644,6.673902097902098,26.125314685314684,7.554174236665415,1.3847610069930072,1138,42,225,15,25,366,159,286,0.09300000000000001,0.737,0.17,0.9803,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,2,21,18,2,0,11,0,24,3,0,2,1,31,44,21,0,3,13,6,1,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,15,7,1,1,5,0,1,4,10,2,1,0,3,7,24,16,34,39,5,28,0,0,1,2,38,11,1,2,14,146,39,6,0.23601781353926765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025010330119395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087325252573477,0.09074156505075312,0.0,0.0719371342476965,0.0,0.0,0.132955626838375,0.0,0.10436928814565273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032703895620958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386949292447585,0.1316111252938542,0.07794376995283657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330705676669126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061654783149125474,0.1132048964615307,0.0670671812335066,0.1979605442074196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183725553480716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321769164941613,0.0,0.123170638990981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485460896105953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765319098751789,0.0,0.20840805340196655,0.0,0.09909776038385283,0.0,0.0,0.10032695249710136,0.2130152914698544,0.0,0.07877186162290939,0.0,0.11855580832523435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675012475452189,0.08750210908425528,0.0,0.0,0.12550381113136375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620698511102389,0.0,0.0,0.08181251724699168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559952746738445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077896159155532,0.11225349410565627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029521923958485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210130959710648,0.0,0.0,0.18848413076909767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26783021786673145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948510891634915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519962196464705,0.0,0.11594315173721922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602406027769931,0.0,0.0,0.12285143375481328,0.0,0.10192180597762,0.2599402772679646,0.09736970697746017,0.06960471071807582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610417948586172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984377311321452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198773377131158 autism,DualMindedDickhead,2019/07/20,"Insurance Programs and Entitlements (CA) Hi Y’all, Location: San Jose, Ca In short I’m asking what waivers/programs are currently available for children with an Autism Diagnosis in the state of California. I have a two year old with an Autism diagnosis whose undergoing behavioral therapy and speech therapy. I have a private health insurance plan for him through Kaiser The copay I’m responsible for and his health insurance come to nearly a thousand dollars a month. Child care is a steal at only $500 a month. Problem is I’m currently a single income provider for a family of three making only 50k a year. Are there any programs or waivers we should be looking into? We have relatives with good paying jobs that pay nothing out of pocket. And does our private insurance plan help us or hurt us with all of this? Some have mentioned Katie Beckett but is that a possibility in California? If my wife returns to work, making around 35k a year realistically, would we lose any possible access to waivers/programs? As for long term planning...Christ I don’t even know where to start. Thanks for your time and consideration. Anything contributed here will make a big difference to a family and a sweet little boy.",5.2008525345622125,7.9451352949308784,5.770532258064518,73.01579838709677,71.62672811059906,9.1326267281106,32.508986175115204,9.642632912329526,3.6707329032258063,977,47,159,26,20,315,138,217,0.052000000000000005,0.8690000000000001,0.079,0.755,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,6,2,0,4,5,8,0,0,18,0,14,2,0,3,1,31,27,11,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,5,17,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,4,0,3,0,3,14,4,29,23,4,27,0,2,1,0,19,12,0,4,13,100,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707364172681853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713909674760552,0.11590083390522644,0.12171441492627776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274211414556913,0.0,0.0,0.11215115553081036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602568997185496,0.0,0.0,0.1139342082444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599233289249117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454718421784727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920108834460876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767816317238914,0.0,0.0,0.08726672388997671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393760565996062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291980924411643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155157014815151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048923425887307,0.0,0.11521816084375992,0.1093307085990966,0.14565450146878825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607178027700195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784024161719114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492526999950082,0.0,0.13661737527999007,0.0,0.0,0.1980377834884958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29354979263545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457868885614065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215243744398212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986573379830127,0.2977778385269575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591754252389131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718124683754556,0.0,0.3132162468413926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478324970718133,0.0,0.0,0.09248653793728501,0.0,0.0,0.25152324180520924 autism,Plecofish,2019/07/20,I’m not afraid of the dark I can’t go to bed because what if I forgot something important like feeding Fish-E or plugging in my iPad or checking my email or I lie awake at night with scary thoughts in my head. What if my mom thinks my self harming is weird or what if my pleco is always bored oh no,3.7234615384615375,3.6363631538461534,4.544423076923079,91.42432692307692,71.30769230769229,7.115384615384617,28.55769230769231,5.985473137389443,0.9690769230769228,235,8,55,1,4,76,48,65,0.185,0.753,0.062,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,12,8,7,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007795016955829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035425515371132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205436857063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709817606956544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660038991191768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233598587759763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33922357253035806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771014529721324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27828420946989696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316211598056517,0.0,0.2869739638761945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,geneticoman,2019/07/20,"Autistic son trying to connect through Minecraft Hi, &#x200B; My son was diagnosed with autism and ADHD many years ago and one of his interest is building in Minecraft. He started a Minecraft server but due to his conditions he has had trouble getting people to connect and interact with in Minecraft. He would be so happy to just have someone to chat with and play with in the game. His main interests are PVP fighting and building in creative mode. If you play Minecraft and are interested, here are the details of the server: &#x200B; DM345's Flat World IP: [158.69.125.169](https://158.69.125.169) Port: 25595 &#x200B; It would mean the world to him if he could connect to other players. Thanks!",7.099499999999999,9.858876616666667,4.626666666666669,83.265,66.16666666666666,6.8000000000000025,37.0,7.554174236665415,2.91615,574,30,89,6,10,158,77,120,0.047,0.752,0.201,0.9721,0,0,0,0,2,0,36.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,0,18,16,10,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,7,18,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,4,57,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901473217619573,0.0,0.12466355083880283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571306231623118,0.5126570897721926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228480119182926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427405441916111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347545772182468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970750232489774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258079714106994,0.0,0.15319164838222846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529723437396996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749790438088103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191587272457948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954146521354992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947688745002822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548125087216093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980470954774768,0.0,0.5126570897721926,0.09056368165255926 autism,Noogabar,2019/02/21,"Anyone recommendations for a doctor in the DMV area who does wisdom teeth extraction for severe Autistic adults? Our family just did paper work for my brother who's in his 20s, but they didn't give us the full price ($3,300) until 4 days before the surgery. We declined and the admin seemed to be upset with us about taking back our request after they dropped that price tag on us. He needs to be fully sedated. I'm sorry if any of you are in healthcare but i'm upset about this. Is it really $3,300 wherever we go for decent care? Is it because he's an adult?",4.180730088495571,5.259686752212389,5.373617256637168,81.69458517699118,70.85840707964601,7.7738938053097355,24.74446902654867,8.07648339933343,1.4028061946902657,445,12,86,6,8,148,84,113,0.095,0.8490000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.5401,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,7,1,2,1,4,4,0,2,6,0,7,2,1,0,0,10,15,5,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,12,2,16,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,2,4,54,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216396112313367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589331559132198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944235810649248,0.0,0.11847332555247635,0.0,0.1653766552543227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981517231164564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533900472809287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989244015701216,0.17007608949772698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321490815979594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864372370803854,0.1104529959284358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410729541119058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450492395787385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692799905243578,0.0,0.2195590119028304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175577554134721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461262351096715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7013336282066774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148836164729905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MrXian,2019/02/21,"How to train your dragon So I was watching this gem of a movie, and it dawned on me. Hiccup has autism. He is socially awkward, thinks out of the box, can't stop thinking about anything else when a thought pops in his head, can't concentrate and is inexplicably good with dragons. Oh, and people don't understand him at all.",4.009047619047621,5.74372704761905,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,72.17460317460319,7.5796825396825405,28.473015873015875,8.238735603445708,1.8718787301587296,256,10,51,4,5,81,55,63,0.026000000000000002,0.894,0.079,0.4919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,7,2,1,1,1,12,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,9,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788846915953923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831063139091209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425208695394416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478077605761201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349496346306905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454644687539979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28333442461865505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343051083858368,0.0,0.26904765218717874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35280541958402095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,-adamskaa,2019/02/21,"How to develop a hobby? I was told that I need “to get a hobby” but I don’t understand what that means, how to get or afford one, and I don’t want one. How do I go about finding one and making myself do it? 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I want to be better Hey all, I (22F) have an older Autistic brother (28M) and I want to be a better sister to him. He is pretty low functioning, he speaks but doesn’t quite comprehend what he is communicating. He is a huge introvert and he is really attached to my mom. He loves our dad but I think he clings to our mom more. He gets nervous/angry when my mom isn’t around. I love him so much but sometimes it is really difficult to connect with him because he is so introverted. He likes to be alone. When I walk into his room or our parents room where he usually hangs out, he will cover his ears and he won’t want to talk to me. I know he likes his own space but it makes me sad when I sit next to him and he won’t want me to (or at least he acts like it). I know he loves me but I want to be a better sister. Growing up, our parents have never placed any responsibility on me with being a caretaker or anything, and I appreciate that, but I know one day I will be the primary caretaker for him and I want to establish a healthy, loving relationship before then. I would really like to seek out some advice or help from anyone who has experience with this or anything similar to this. Anything that will help me to be a better sister to him would be greatly appreciated. Thanks everyone. 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Hello, I'm a journalist and I am looking into a story about parents who have been repetitively investigated by their states child protective services for what they believe to be wrongful allegations of abuse or neglect. To give you an example, parents I have spoken to were investigated for restraining their child with autism to either protect themselves, others or the child. This was viewed by others as abuse, but from the parents point of view it was a day to day reality of raising a child with autism. DM me or email me at [serenamsolomon@gmail.com](mailto:serenamsolomon@gmail.com) if you have experienced this. 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Hi all, Whenever I read a story online about a person diagnosed as autistic making an accomplishment, I dig a little deeper into the story and see that their diagnosis was labeled as high-functioning. I am not trying to take away anything from their accomplishments, but honestly there is a night and day difference between a high-functioning and low-functioning person with autism. When I have interactions with high-functioning individuals in a general group, they are not noticeably different than the whole and sometimes, particularly in the case of some symptoms of Asperger's, it can be an added benefit in certain roles such as intense obsession with details and procedure. I wanted to ask the group if they had any success stories for a low-functioning individual that they could share or link to. Sometimes I feel that it is a disservice to call this diagnosis as a spectrum, because when autism-spectrum disorder is mentioned in these success articles, it can lead to an unreasonable hope for parents as a higher-functioning child has less of a gap to cross (to integrate into society) than from the other side of the spectrum. 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well it also doesn’t end at 18! end rant",2.1099999999999994,4.571017021276597,3.4913191489361743,86.77400000000004,80.91489361702128,5.97276595744681,26.421276595744683,7.24861992348623,1.4700842553191484,940,40,180,13,25,307,143,235,0.086,0.8079999999999999,0.106,0.6958,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,15,7,1,0,8,1,18,5,0,1,2,31,32,16,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,7,1,1,1,10,3,21,6,27,19,10,31,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,6,16,118,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875068254358715,0.0,0.0,0.10282249325226556,0.10698585716769728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080175161244795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940903845392204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053155713611262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050233012850235,0.0,0.13433496227384098,0.0,0.13160338421005752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555220749406279,0.0,0.0,0.08492349347643485,0.0,0.10833115468522207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650120864659335,0.09185499926300024,0.0,0.0,0.1175164918139094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335879286934928,0.0,0.07307292592355928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667069089454464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428460385230853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081730726253652,0.12563185978011435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035627938696395,0.12917226637861765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957476041496008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533776457679044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491929324516533,0.0,0.08712668997471837,0.09778813906118276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913868008847528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862709594698394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861118537596378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245873660910212,0.1170511171733076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894235866053806,0.0,0.12716533816982184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718920580950326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033448325207083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928709971839307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286025140911674,0.0,0.0,0.1398541915270466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608898800130186,0.0,0.0,0.103136225074248,0.0,0.1156056167137208,0.0,0.0,0.2871018971533257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360514382423477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827989801188489 autism,ritalinda,2019/02/21,"Is he just not that into me? Or is it his autism? Hello all, I would love to get some insights. I am a NT seeing a guy with high functioning autism. We've been very casual but he tells me he likes me, feels comfortable with me and he shares a lot of information about himself. When we see each other, things are very intense, we have a great time, but when we're not he tends to completely dissapear (does reply to my messages but doesn't keep the conversation going and shows up again after a few weeks of no contact) I am used to NT guys dissapearing on me because they aren't interested anymore, but I feel it may have something to do with his autism. What's your experience with casually dating? Do you lose interest and if you do, do you tell the person or do you 'ghost' them?",4.877884615384616,5.4073746089743615,6.000410256410259,79.82792307692307,68.93589743589743,9.316923076923075,27.779487179487177,9.3871,2.139345641025641,613,19,127,12,10,205,102,156,0.055,0.77,0.17600000000000002,0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,5,2,1,5,10,0,0,7,0,17,1,0,1,1,32,27,12,1,2,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,11,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,4,22,9,16,24,5,12,0,1,2,1,29,4,0,6,8,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669976217301507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475935372415035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973832530131507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647444437275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841508821561892,0.0,0.0,0.19037618398827447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835619867527373,0.0,0.10699045013325836,0.0,0.0,0.20755334491056876,0.0,0.3728068660134942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989032219295568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733093762046009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197256753488788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061075677470265,0.0,0.16004885863311352,0.16990875045335002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437822654337966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30003195332181226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449289736117155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290887815747809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250691866590523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097738203913914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259308501387024,0.0,0.31066249057317785,0.0,0.0,0.15100792812487068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373194477355613,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ela_urbex,2019/02/21,"Need a full day to recover from too much social interaction It physically tires me so much to spend time with people, especially more than one person at a time or if a single person talks a lot. I don't feel how overwhelmed i am until my social battery is almost completely drained and then i need to get home to my 'nest' real quick. When home, i lay in my bed in an embryo position and make weird noises from my throat, because that calms me down. I can not talk or move. I really struggle falling asleep. The next day, i move from the bed to the couch and stay in my pyjamas all day, because im physically and mentally too exhausted to do anything at all. Can anyone relate? Does this have a name? Does anyone have any advice on how to better handle social situation, or do i have to start avoiding them all together if i want my peace?",4.813587075575028,5.580893162650603,6.147261774370211,77.86832968236585,69.18072289156626,9.168893756845565,27.74151150054764,9.339509955726095,2.3025975903614464,659,21,127,13,11,223,103,166,0.09300000000000001,0.846,0.061,-0.5063,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,3,9,0,10,4,2,3,3,26,17,15,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,5,0,1,0,1,18,2,21,17,9,23,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,7,11,89,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853764818960015,0.0,0.0,0.13171654918862588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945051552810138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394919512349606,0.0,0.10824476578025856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036898344964384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633488613578767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791534462537414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544938535459328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230220004837798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650968768220986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872330265748729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388716436969833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208387395916972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182910990839233,0.0,0.0,0.08780279826970239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255961029972488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796086697234431,0.1933914864207693,0.19506788017471244,0.0,0.0,0.1398924131512605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891337173440775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911920551295566,0.22970823934214546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497193173336689,0.08426676636487009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785449578907325,0.0,0.4022600196348938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310344505426034,0.14020226476858305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751233105934033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145091345820094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340201399066006,0.15118385967895664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775846634557991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,diss_researcher,2019/02/21,"Survey on Flirting Hey I am a doctoral Student at a University in the South. I am studying flirtation behaviors, specifically trying to catalog specific flirting behaviors taken from several experimental studies. I was wondering if I could post to this community as it seems relevant to my topic. Thank you in advance for taking the time to take the survey there is an opportunity to win a gift card if the entire survey is completed. You can back out at any time. Here is the link to the survey [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ)",9.810439560439562,12.80862257142858,9.5789010989011,49.5410989010989,59.54945054945056,12.232967032967036,37.17582417582417,11.765960540728905,5.680358241758244,478,22,60,16,7,155,63,91,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,1,0,8,14,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,15,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,3,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885223045265884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135417432458907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911735085301621,0.0,0.0,0.22172872877721367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842478131612398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659692834119214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528166299392932,0.0,0.3137330991101295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176065122987708,0.0,0.0,0.2556779310788343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32386970971637324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854676815763946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30116450096812125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Meshach14,2019/02/21,Question directed at parents Would you be interested in a product that encompassed a variety of products aimed at targeting different areas of your child’s learning.,9.567777777777772,12.277889666666667,9.778703703703703,48.999166666666696,59.74074074074074,14.288888888888893,54.24074074074074,13.023866798666859,9.149607407407407,139,11,15,6,2,46,24,27,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.4019,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169890669006618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494470058334548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543196692463819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515110194181917,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lishabobisha,2019/02/21,"Concerns with my son (7yrs) Hey guys! We have always had concerns with my son and his behaviour since he was very little. He was born 8 weeks premature and IGUR (growth restricted). From around 6mo he would hit his head on everything including concrete to the point where he would bleed. This carried on till 2, it got to a point where he used this to go to sleep or after a tantrum. He still at 7 does this sometimes, but more because he likes the feeling. He talks A LOT and really loudly. He will tell when we are next to him (not ears checked those too). Sometimes its hard to get him to stop. It's usually about anything and everything, but he also talks about facts. He interrupts, even when he's trying to be polite by saying excuse me. His teachers at school are trying to get him to realise that others can have an opinion too. He misses social cues, today I got an email from the school stating that he got a child with a stick because he refused to leave them alone when yelled at him to leave them alone. He's run away in the middle of the night at 6 years old because his mates told him too and doesn't seem to understand why it was a bad thing. He doesn't listen and is super sensitive and emotional. He wants to be friends with everyone and doesn't realise he can't tell his entire life story to strangers. He's been seen by Early Intervention in kindergarten (2-3years old) and they told me that he was just a bright kid and there seem to be no issues. I just feel like something isn't right for him and there's more going on. It took so long just to get them to listen the first time. I'm a bit lost on where to go and what I can do for him. I'm so worried he's going to get picked on at school. Am I justified in my concerns or just worrying about nothing...",3.7181602564102576,4.814093675000001,4.232222222222223,89.38115384615385,71.97222222222223,7.316239316239318,25.23504273504273,7.61054688173877,1.0794658119658118,1393,41,297,16,26,440,185,360,0.106,0.816,0.078,-0.7466,0,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,4,3,24,9,1,0,16,0,26,5,3,2,1,44,55,23,0,3,9,2,3,2,2,3,2,6,0,3,15,19,0,3,5,0,1,7,7,4,0,1,14,11,27,5,51,34,4,51,0,2,2,0,61,23,0,6,22,177,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962083345138345,0.0,0.07574972203877657,0.07881688807769459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794872465349853,0.08432329992917617,0.0,0.0,0.08899511008734112,0.0,0.07908951157762736,0.17322626609846076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341267328037054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828924873986907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065503065591352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256346079470364,0.0,0.0,0.09051161472054407,0.17026133938987842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578930296648612,0.06766992748341069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057109413399331,0.0,0.0,0.07318253567834279,0.0,0.19795483901742614,0.0,0.2153324103390292,0.0,0.2272752280379009,0.0,0.0,0.09379038146586728,0.0,0.0,0.08485294840758183,0.0,0.09721283447436757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886590612994073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200595359457784,0.0,0.0,0.06690545583804668,0.0925534691539736,0.09493704632821716,0.0,0.08382662321533403,0.0,0.0,0.1034010343429096,0.08052986612018588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073868343876807,0.08889085259706574,0.0,0.09088900101888046,0.0,0.1987911134563793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790871680674968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068179760442417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808926822025595,0.0,0.07532730592904635,0.0,0.28759333783705066,0.0,0.17246400684824778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835560979818287,0.0,0.09479112395798417,0.09655788060084912,0.0,0.07292217477565124,0.18736637703771655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564568363149267,0.07919243226694869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522690627308842,0.16558365831663072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292956378090785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523357764071616,0.0,0.08978605945861412,0.18102322944108812,0.10524042316010278,0.12862101327180214,0.0,0.0,0.09860968829122793,0.0,0.0818100140173443,0.10432368972952696,0.07815616115004731,0.055869912281277134,0.0,0.0759808494658424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854725183253798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239103279697312,0.0,0.1345765999280724,0.0,0.0,0.06099832371997841 autism,milostmira,2019/02/21,"Coping with Sound Sensitivity Any tips? We have to leave church all the time because the noises babies and small children make are painful. My son would like to be able to stay. But even if we manage to make it through, he’s unable to listen or participate. It’s all he can do to endure the sounds. He has some trouble with feeling crowded, too. Anywhere else we go, movies, theater, playgrounds, people step away/out with a screaming baby/toddler. They don’t do that at our church. Can anyone shed light on this ?",3.624352806414663,6.00387780412371,3.6978694158075602,87.74710194730815,75.08247422680412,5.135853379152349,25.21076746849943,5.82211442006289,0.6696217640320734,405,14,75,2,9,124,76,97,0.099,0.861,0.040999999999999995,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,2,17,15,4,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,6,6,1,12,13,3,7,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,2,45,10,1,0.29292730898948666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920061501828965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482158534462688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275214849372984,0.0,0.0,0.1785657687070069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447031790494024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934757249243084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481128489059226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647734021121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101677248554039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310948684236288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910625067366288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31169530967571196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307891306543285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222153616414844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080826953078798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080871558110532,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,artseasteph,2019/02/21,"Thoughts on Ontario's new Autism program? This is going to be controversial- I live in Ontario, and the government just redid the OAP which has left many in uproar. To put it simply; The ""old"" OAP had a wait-list of 1-2 years minimum, the services covered IBI/ABA therapy with some families receiving 30k for example every 6 months to pay for these programs, as well as providing direct ABA therapy services thru the OAP itself. Biggest takeaway points: Long wait, adequate funding but ONLY for ABA therapy. The ""new"" OAP will supposedly cut the waitlist time down, and is introducing ""Childhood Budgets"" which means that based on the family's income & the child's age the family can receive up to $140k (under 7yr) or up to 55k (7-18yrs) per Autistic child. This ""budget"" can be used for different things such as : assessments, consultations, respite services, family/caregiver training, technology aids and travel. The parents get a choice of service provider. Takeaway point: ""new"" OAP= childhood budgets; access to services sooner, less money, choice of how to spend funds. People are upset that they will be receiving significantly less money (cannot cover expenses for the current ABA therapy programs of 20hrs/week that their children are in already) obviously ABA therapy is EXPENSIVE especially when its 20+ hours a week at a rate of at least $50/hr. I understand why they are upset, but I am actually pro the new OAP. Although it's not perfect I am glad that now we will have a choice of services- I do not support ABA therapy and neither does my Aspie partner (I will not be expanding on this here, please research for yourself or discuss in comments) so what this means for us is now we can choose to use the money we will receive for our son for other services, such as respite services/programs if we choose. Whereas- under the old program we would have had a choice of ABA or ABA. I think that parents should really considerwhat this new program means- ABA therapy should not be the ONLY option that is covered by the government. Is anyone else with me here in this line of thinking? TL;DR : I think the changes to the OAP are for the better, ABA therapy should not be the ONLY choice of services we have access to with government funding. If you are a parent who currently has their child in ABA therapy in Ontario I am not trying to disregard your stress/anxiety/anger over the changes, I am just trying to share my viewpoint on why I personally agree that these changes a step in the right direction.",8.396013071895425,8.361675764705886,8.203515468409588,68.94861960784314,61.50544662309368,11.265568627450984,39.92862745098039,10.793553405168565,4.552569777777778,2012,99,328,45,25,647,226,459,0.05,0.909,0.04,-0.6644,7,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,8,2,4,2,12,9,1,2,31,0,42,0,0,3,2,51,56,19,0,6,15,4,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,6,25,13,0,2,10,1,13,8,8,3,1,0,3,0,28,6,60,38,5,54,0,0,0,0,33,25,0,7,21,221,53,19,0.0,0.0,0.06514296203257779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736654762889593,0.0,0.0,0.07232869434984614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667644145503675,0.06839808338485245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903911129646326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185287775703698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974445810489778,0.0,0.0,0.05841749169043892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576498976678992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624371758110771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879118293343253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348765778609188,0.0,0.03793823688496622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573993714303268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252918167455774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058945627006226124,0.059075812764145336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767879271727661,0.0,0.21814632877849888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053282968191454574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223605475213031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400956658788184,0.0,0.0,0.15230988238204918,0.0,0.0,0.22236959811710785,0.0,0.0,0.04627930684406178,0.05828763305104395,0.0,0.07327661939225523,0.12620954540944898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710691571573314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042764773003703314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700815283364239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646728837313797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575244749740394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6870584001156995,0.0,0.04434885940353861,0.12832115746758962,0.0,0.052995778737075734,0.038925204974735915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064412481534503,0.0,0.0,0.06949400153288883,0.08029769012795594,0.11530926297497955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107093194608935,0.0,0.06002049619178735,0.0,0.12047147541895645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742062673432252,0.0,0.0,0.04298784100787916 autism,sasha_2019,2019/02/21,"questions for experienced BCBA's I will be doing my bcba exam soon and will be starting a job, however, I'm kind of hesitant since I have no experience with doing the initial assessments and ABBLS or vb mapp. I know most agencies train you, but I like to get some information before starting a job. can you guys please give me a description of the whole process when you meet parents. I know the first thing is to go over the contract with them and ask them behavioral questions. How many hours do you guys put into that? also when starting the assessment, how often do you guys meet with the family to conduct it? I just like to get an idea of how everything is once I take on a client. Also, do you guys have any recommendations on how to get trained online for ABBLS? The ABBLS package is very expensive, how did you guys know what to buy for the assessments? I've spoken to few bcba's before and I was informed that for a lot of the questions on ABBLS you can just ask the parents without doing the actual testing with the kids since most kids can't even sit still. furthermore, how many categories on ABBLS do you guys focus on and and how many questions do you generally ask? I would appreciate your answers.",7.0339743589743575,6.853816841880349,7.4658974358974355,73.59576923076924,64.34188034188034,10.447863247863248,33.811965811965806,10.035473477838034,3.2970786324786316,967,37,176,19,13,318,119,234,0.013999999999999999,0.924,0.062,0.9138,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,11,2,1,17,3,0,0,18,0,23,0,0,7,0,41,39,19,0,1,5,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,8,5,11,0,0,11,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,24,3,27,32,6,19,0,0,0,0,35,7,0,10,11,130,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.08943078183124674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465744584629289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232068465601314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570227481653312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596364234223664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060529630596242376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236321845996122,0.08964487344367232,0.0863932831512906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779518668359623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363975148108082,0.08791274233525764,0.052083081273228256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444485076270144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025033238891214,0.0,0.0,0.10345429364402746,0.0,0.0,0.18188395514237105,0.0,0.0,0.09543254468015153,0.15109452077768604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954471551172559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791197907377201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27873620528987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759727717396573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351839906786165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059698174183196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212697352847267,0.4106465244476946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161680814910505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459710451167345,0.0,0.0731865729333517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890446488476397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088383220583424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561543915795077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231663269359842,0.0,0.08834100992245296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510087339377263,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pschoticbitch,2019/01/30,"3 year old daughter has autism testing tomorrow The test is to determine if she's on the spectrum. I'm scared, but know it's the right thing to do for her. The program would be about 30 hours a week if she's determined to need it. I feel like she will. Whose been through this before? I guess it's just all unknown territory for me. 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From now on, any selfie post or picture of a child or adult that does NOT have something visible in the image (such as a user name on some paper or something else) **will be removed and you will be banned with a review from moderators** Why are you doing this? Its stupid! We are doing this to reduce the amount of trolls and users thinking its funny to post a picture here and come to find out its someone else and ends up being a giant joke on all of us, while they sit back and think its hilarious. This also takes time to mod, do reverse lookups and review post history. As with everything here, you can share your feedback and we can make changes to this rule or remove it all together. We believe all users have a voice here and always will. YOU all make this place what it is. Post any ideas or feedback as you have it. Stay different folk! :D",3.356950757575756,5.297181551136369,3.870090909090912,88.21430303030306,74.39772727272727,6.284242424242424,24.80151515151515,7.0316486544052195,0.9688019696969692,707,23,139,7,15,222,105,176,0.035,0.8859999999999999,0.079,0.8029,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,4,6,1,0,7,3,1,0,8,0,17,0,0,2,4,35,23,19,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,15,15,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,23,17,6,24,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,7,6,102,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119529069158744,0.11648596848770093,0.0,0.0,0.19040102570101716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764650977790027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577249541208482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809476628292054,0.12059217192564516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462636146168285,0.0,0.0,0.1225094254606032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338935363177871,0.0,0.12399286099987275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258173057739382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795170057630198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803584100304385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868937562994688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520678250710974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462636146168285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670376307513203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861620305584535,0.21554797100331274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921465158665026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525783583615457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179404613480029,0.0,0.0,0.08163144906428077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839517751837116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263225346628765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lilleskovmaar,2019/01/30,"Does anyone else here have autistic parents? My dad is autistic. This made things really interesting when I was a child. From a young age, he had some quirks about him that I read as being a unique sense or humour. For example, when he would take figurative speech literally, I thought that was his way of joking because I didn't find it difficult to understand. In my early adolescence, around age 11 or 12, I noticed that he seemed to have a lot of trouble reading emotions. On my mom's birthday one year, she wanted to go somewhere to eat. I can't remember where, but my dad was adamant on not going because he didn't like it. It upset my mom but he really didn't seem to understand why or how he could resolve the issue, so I walked to the store and bought her some chocolates. It's weird being a kid but having more empathy than your dad... I was diagnosed with Asperger's at age 12, but I've had that diagnosis removed as an adult because my doctors don't think I actually have it. Nowadays, my relationship with him is admittedly strained because he can't understand my emotions. I'm a trans woman who's on estrogen and the recent influx of complex emotions has been impossible for him to grasp. He's always had trouble but now that I'm an adult and a girl, I think he just doesn't know how to relate. I'm not really sure how to handle it because he just seems so unfeeling. I can get frustrated but my older sister has to remind me that he's on the spectrum so he has difficulties in certain areas.",6.253732727990522,6.129390251677855,7.2041887090406656,74.6339222266088,65.94630872483222,10.367469403868931,34.307935254638764,10.056822442137396,3.3645082510856703,1197,50,227,25,17,403,160,298,0.096,0.8590000000000001,0.045,-0.9479,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,15,14,1,2,13,0,29,4,0,4,2,48,50,22,0,3,13,7,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,6,15,6,1,0,17,3,2,4,9,7,0,1,14,1,28,7,30,32,4,26,0,0,0,0,35,10,0,9,12,147,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.1096525246701549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934971021775704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856857423222277,0.11513173935809227,0.0,0.10002912296735668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34248484676027924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971471305832339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404862303724846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501085644539726,0.09833181127918302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497796443763295,0.09386696160785396,0.3791882098766939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270003656139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870633902696125,0.0,0.12771981273711575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728039450374013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175314333552993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489611029711944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552913474029814,0.0,0.10632295840283484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263202244506149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279288730233626,0.0,0.0,0.07614177472253156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476859654838615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479182685663668,0.0,0.2159526607551434,0.0,0.1109473810294628,0.12063850153382605,0.12728821364206375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30688000878089505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059031593562416,0.0,0.08448487624672119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465064909710116,0.14399855789876398,0.0,0.08920566019818292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35092936273155834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627608656745204,0.08919050826204726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013923915819241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982123134436392,0.0,0.0,0.07235970164015335 autism,sup3rab3,2019/01/30,"Spanish Speaking Autism Youtube Channel. [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOLwMuZJ40slQd3shioCf8w](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOLwMuZJ40slQd3shioCf8w) &#x200B; Not sure if this is allowed, remove if it is not. My girlfriend is a Behavior Therapist and wanted to help spread information to those uninformed about Autism. She is trying to target the Spanish speaking community. Would appreciate it if you guys check it out. New to this whole YouTube thing, so the video quality inst the greatest yet, but we are learning and getting better as we go. Thanks!",12.824120879120875,17.350712217948725,8.422380952380955,54.52500000000001,55.02564102564102,8.559706959706961,38.06593406593407,9.23628265651192,4.242701098901098,475,21,53,8,7,130,58,78,0.017,0.818,0.165,0.9155,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,10,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,7,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,2,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900656344452104,0.32529915184615915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367693407053245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986837140420064,0.0,0.15214679112749416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265076781636134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794415832186143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585577344576277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523152128241945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464730665671136,0.0,0.3108340454663622,0.17785583101482086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817587460249089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579033617983922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29889067548895737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901747889011912,0.0,0.32529915184615915,0.0 autism,electricplanesodium,2019/01/30,"I can't take compliments because I feel like they come out of idealistic people who see only good. Constant appreciation for being gifted doesn't feel like what it is. When people typically say that I am a genius or some stuff, they usually look at it through a sugarcoated neurotypical worldview. That if someone has more of intellect than me, they are awesome. After all, people struggle with school so it is understandable. Whenever people ""compliment"" me on something, they usually miss the bad parts of being a person like this, and create a vibe like it is all so pretty and nice when it also has a price to pay. Does anyone else have/s this?",6.509852941176473,7.804780689075635,7.266712184873949,69.45788340336135,65.63865546218487,9.983613445378152,31.681722689075627,10.125756701596842,3.407478151260504,518,20,85,12,8,172,83,119,0.08,0.6609999999999999,0.259,0.9766,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,5,11,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,13,19,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,5,9,8,12,17,5,10,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,3,10,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862052594118462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246030129429743,0.1647955333703562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429137826193582,0.0980441593392082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854601014622608,0.0,0.17380662505697833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407487055904293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435787637941024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626470724312629,0.2298026033379404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490164253915982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143054670001679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506176901318884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232305869106998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416976183737806,0.0,0.44601384588308746,0.1404358295172588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636280779206383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790327733964235,0.0,0.1627746627279007,0.1281655032192254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362758577912896,0.12381944408479753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814075399712655,0.18411879021097796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092868847836415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743599355283995,0.0,0.0,0.3542763585130493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iJustWantMyYouthBack,2019/01/30,"You ever get told your ""perception of things that happened"" is totally different than their perception? Meaning: A principal, parent, or boss basically telling you everything you think happened during a fight or one of them describing their version of what goes on (not necessarily fighting this time) and your version is completely wrong?",11.730555555555561,12.716916129629633,10.222592592592594,53.83166666666668,54.37037037037037,14.607407407407408,49.48148148148147,13.5591,7.681637037037039,277,17,35,10,3,86,42,54,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.8340000000000001,2,0,0,0,3,0,9.0,0,5,3,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,11,8,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,5,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,2,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786229834090534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764139068372234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403767413631037,0.0,0.0,0.23882967639400995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883800724397086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699854172350401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894684000245447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007207476590664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29507245041203106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322681806310761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654562576880434,0.17027524758006352,0.0,0.0,0.1549549359976415,0.0,0.0,0.2539256384458105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29054460775545,0.0,0.0 autism,YellowStarGaming,2019/01/30,"Non-autistic people of Reddit, what is it like not having autism? I have high functioning autism (Aspergers) and I've always wondered what it's like to not have autism. For me, to have autism, I like things in order, I am fixated on the things I like, and I am always fiddling with things. So people who don't have autism, what's it like to NOT have autism?",4.178309859154929,5.22091471830986,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,70.83098591549296,7.370140845070423,22.65070422535211,7.554174236665415,0.7416343661971827,279,6,58,3,5,87,38,71,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,8,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045277902205239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25682973081929544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937885151782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370452341457017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844791134877953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636123181543939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,damage_control,2019/01/30,"A few questions from a parent Our 11-year-old high-functioning son goes through periods of difficult behavior (lots of anger/yelling/slamming doors, rudeness, disruption at school, with occasional incidents at home of hitting, biting, and attempts to leave the house). These periods typically last 1-2 weeks and often seem triggered by a significant change of schedule (days off from school) and/or stress. He takes generic ritilin primarily for school. Once he comes out of these episodes, his behavior is generally very good. He has a therapy session once per week but he does not seem to be applying much of anything from that. 1. Is there a name for these kind of extended periods of such behavior? My understanding is that a ""meltdown"" is not such an extended thing. 2. I assume this kind of thing is pretty common. Is it? Are there some known tactics to help bring cut these episodes short? 3. We worry about what happens if he still has extreme aggression when he's older and bigger than us. Any tips? Thanks!",4.8819428926132815,7.863934106145251,4.834702048417135,78.1123386095593,73.86033519553072,8.670515207945375,32.84947237740534,9.2995712137729,3.5806720049658605,811,41,134,21,18,251,126,179,0.10099999999999999,0.818,0.081,0.4402,1,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,3,0,0,1,8,9,3,1,8,0,10,0,0,1,0,23,19,6,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,26,17,4,20,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,8,12,79,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401605658800766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376956258855032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462522155642825,0.11909180024728865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916106070869206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098519988809965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595916366951675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122255729441739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266735773297748,0.14607075977225994,0.13867796307130478,0.0,0.0,0.15952417080627898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879362308199865,0.0,0.11269377917763596,0.0,0.14638883704802738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753685110994125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163107961776932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507214919139844,0.294467597211729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351241268510854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065192025382367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487380752169747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41975501709037777,0.0,0.2517187382938567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040817379275124,0.0,0.15836712431525396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394824937385057,0.0,0.0,0.1272838069161072,0.1581031363255966,0.0,0.18369688476797494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392513993983308,0.1663000551643583,0.0,0.0,0.11407232520053867,0.0,0.0,0.22179472588580446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404015507923302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902971330327296 autism,SwimmingChipmunks,2019/01/30,"Can I get some basic mom advice? I have a teen that was diagnosed with ASD. We used to have issues when he was little (the mall, lights, sounds, etc... all sensory for the most part), but then life seemed to be progressing normally until high school. We are attempting to do online school now to help with those issues, but this transition has been something else. I'm on the verge of re-enrolling him even though he's begging me not to. I obviously want to be sensitive to his needs, but I also want him reaching his true potential. He's so smart academically, but struggles with other details. I've committed to giving him 2 more weeks, but that's it. If things don't improve by then, I'm re-enrolling him. 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Hello! 17f here. My 3 year old brother was diagnosed this past june. He is non verbal and I think would be considered lower functioning. He had an op therapist that came to the house over the summer a handful of times and it seemed promising, but the scheduling was really inconsistent and just not the best experience. Since then he has started preschool early in a special ed class, and goes for 3 hours in the morning on week days. I know these are all steps in the right direction, but I constantly find myself anxious feeling like we should be doing more. I watch him after school while my parents work, I have since he was born. He doesn't do much other than watch TV and run around playing with his favorite toy. Is the constant stimulation from the TV bad for him? It's the only thing that'll make him stay still and focus for a bit. He has certain cartoons that he's fascinated with and gets upset when they go off. Are there certain activities we should be doing or additional help we should be seeking to better help him? Or am I getting ahead of myself? I know my parents are doing the best they know how to do. But none of us have dealt with this disorder head on before and idk I'm just worried that a lack of proactivness on their end will be detrimental to his development. It makes me apprehensive when I think about moving out for college.",5.112892772977219,6.432764802238808,5.497619795758052,80.770396700707,68.88805970149254,8.477926158680281,29.4037706205813,8.841846274778883,2.2893328358208955,1109,41,209,19,19,354,166,268,0.11,0.755,0.135,0.736,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,3,5,11,12,0,2,15,0,32,3,2,5,3,47,47,19,0,5,8,4,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,18,0,0,8,4,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,4,29,9,30,31,8,40,0,0,2,0,28,11,0,3,24,149,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459418469814275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393974494486303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686771965207044,0.0,0.0,0.10891150596536436,0.0,0.2686387762517049,0.11319825366868284,0.13973378209259305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463884024482194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766271062321277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254405520624232,0.0,0.0,0.12990887688196134,0.0,0.0,0.14668957189678405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336265239901873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520043802773936,0.0,0.0,0.06471644704141426,0.0914372929471822,0.0,0.0,0.11698209106014205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374075663067633,0.0,0.07274063020837256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135640534324192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573704069375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260460382527145,0.14768523228750502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102266597368868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253027738491773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087090143798955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603491684503624,0.09408862321689868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343057540653015,0.0,0.0,0.09734345206944922,0.0,0.0,0.2842392624494146,0.0,0.12218255606132805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199475764884763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930420875139886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953442914954605,0.0,0.11651883268896662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175210654475604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059318095157627,0.13642211772720916,0.10221433348067832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860822361014786,0.08503199534067593,0.1640238209902884,0.0,0.0,0.07463298701617799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395825066659086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266721791134123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931794788078268,0.12998177979856995,0.0,0.09092162832947877,0.0,0.0,0.08242245562680782 autism,Natalie1316,2019/01/30,"Two kids one ASD one not. I have two boys, my oldest is ASD but his younger brother isn’t, they are great kids generally but lately my youngest has started to play up at nursery a lot, he’s been hitting and throwing and just generally being a handful. It’s mostly on the days when I have a hard time with my oldest, getting him up and dressed and to school, the oldest can be quite boisterous and has absolutely no awareness of other people personal space, when he has a meltdown he will hit himself and me and pushes his younger brother over if he’s near him, I do have punishments and consequences in place for his behaviour when he gets like this but I mostly try to prevent the meltdowns. Is there anything I can do to help my youngest. He’s too young to understand why his brother does these things. He sees that his brother doesn’t just get away with it but he is now copying some of the behaviour at nursery with other children and the staff. I’ve put the same punishment/consequences for him and read him books that try to explain it at his level but nothing seems to be working. 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I am doing a survey and interview through the University of California, Santa Barbara with remarried families of children with autism. I am looking for stepparents and the biological parents to complete the survey. English only please. If interested please click the link: [http://ucsbeducation.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_0UnQ3ZFzvIV3uN7](http://ucsbeducation.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_0UnQ3ZFzvIV3uN7) Thank you! 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This video allows me to change that. :-) ).",15.749224806201545,19.601924697674423,7.837209302325583,64.40294573643413,46.2093023255814,8.524031007751939,32.93798449612403,8.841846274778883,3.0031612403100785,274,8,30,3,3,65,37,43,0.11699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.107,-0.1197,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567309616356289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535309194333391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918440459574973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28736324979379874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972217815393037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663263122154089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537404635580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,alessandronl,2019/01/30,Help I always spread stuf im not suposed to I (14m) have a tendency to to say stuf peapol Told me to other peapol wich I shouldend do how can i fix this my friends start trusting me les and it maken me feel unsucure I know I shouldendt tel these things but whendo i just forgot I just had a figth with a clasmate (clas of 9) im not in troubel lukly but it needs to change any help?,-1.1178112449799222,0.9614657228915676,0.7556927710843411,101.96398092369478,96.59036144578312,3.730522088353413,17.76004016064257,5.46131890053228,-0.6825092369477908,297,9,72,2,12,96,57,83,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,10,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,12,2,8,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313987092309615,0.0,0.0,0.18911527351948132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941894050127333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406140333955364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485679918654105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728046748609335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007842554703771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283465825130346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062051587758421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115363581272884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683825602448335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184755071996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26573328797373924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ProdigalSheep,2019/01/30,"Thank You! I am the father of a (nearly) seven-year-old boy who is on the spectrum. I found this community a year or so ago and I just wanted to thank you all for your posts. Reading your posts helps me better understand who my son is, the challenges he will face, and how I can be a better and more supportive father to him. It means the world to me to that you are all willing to open up in the way that you do. You are all beautiful people and I love you.",3.7452920962199343,3.7062462268041294,5.0696391752577314,87.51036941580757,71.26804123711341,8.116151202749142,24.414089347079038,7.793537801064563,0.9650769759450172,352,8,81,4,6,118,62,97,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,8,0,3,3,7,0,0,8,0,10,2,1,1,3,15,18,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,17,7,11,14,4,11,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,1,2,64,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806396941701456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752704328349839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261869249587006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220405480381065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147955794908852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311006648089965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226225971993878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708262988127402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40637463426954296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221394975188226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407527242230281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906504706110645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208624373064072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513542241503806,0.16839998413944227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732437082370966 autism,Bzzzzerk9,2019/01/30,"Help/ideas for getting ASD 8 year old eating My ASD stepdaughter is having issues with losing weight. She has a very limited diet as she is picky regarding textures and the way foods look. She does not like to try new foods although we have been doing the “no thank you” bite when we can. She also is concerned about getting fat. She is on Methylphenidate to help her focus so that suppresses her appetite. She doesn’t eat during the school day so was really only eating dinner at her moms. The school is now prompting her at lunch to stay on task and eat. When we have her we push dinners with chicken or protein as it seems to be cereal, toast, or Mac & cheese at her moms home. The doc has shown concern on weight loss so she is getting Pediasure now too. We had her 10 lbs above her current weight last summer with every other week visitation. She does well with rewards based systems. I was thinking of applying that to her food. Stickers if she eats a full meal and stickers if she eats something new. Stickers can be traded in for a prize. Has anyone successfully done this? Thoughts? I wish we could get her in with a feeding specialist. Mom says they can’t get into one unless she is anorexic. Where we live there are feeding specialists for ASD kids. Any other suggestions would be welcome. Thank you!",3.6931639601885777,6.0718759277108445,3.844222105814562,86.78387113672079,74.86345381526105,6.418788196263312,25.685524707525754,7.423996415210882,1.3511859961585468,1042,37,192,13,23,321,154,249,0.043,0.858,0.098,0.9366,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,7,2,1,6,14,10,0,0,9,0,29,20,1,0,0,30,41,17,0,5,6,3,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,6,16,20,2,3,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,6,5,34,8,27,30,1,29,0,2,1,0,40,11,0,5,14,129,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173504277652877,0.0,0.09719260221646196,0.0,0.06100076406957825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272206138930549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162013304882253,0.0,0.0,0.05785068025473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699849370678925,0.09179678354450076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507282025426088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557821026873353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254057933910872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343292236350839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025136622761977,0.0,0.08997890375292987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126318401983858,0.0,0.09362608620188834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311949559689357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382410185926317,0.0,0.07920893539575223,0.0,0.07532749307886648,0.10035413281302516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31517538976061343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327043297075936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412766571002901,0.0,0.06078472360108882,0.06822278002324678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057465707196677325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133501440829951,0.0,0.1815674023765146,0.0,0.08166177099856207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905735342779266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561091095648387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651719877933618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747772870233369,0.0,0.07121375117087525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090209733238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401394239411087,0.0,0.07120165523203767,0.07195392062084494,0.3277003727662814,0.0806533045237456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031534278216852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372206981576925,0.0,0.0,0.05776545766213183 autism,puppyribbons,2019/01/30,"Is it an autistic thing to look younger than you are? A bit of a weird question but I was wondering if there's any evidence behind this or if it's just sort of a coincidence. I heard someone mention that autistic people tend to have a bit of a baby face, which surprised me at first but I realized it's kind of true. I know that personally, I (17F), get mistaken for around 13 but the idea never crossed my mind. What do you think?",2.1071590909090894,4.026599943181822,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.97727272727272,7.127272727272729,26.90909090909091,8.07648339933343,1.6714727272727274,337,14,72,6,8,112,65,88,0.055999999999999994,0.87,0.073,0.3336,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,7,0,5,1,1,0,2,18,12,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,9,3,11,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,6,2,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376530459350325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438013226624414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525824359209665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484067667879569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581808529476005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718555485010254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507761240740825,0.1323479267177771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022274644667556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431587281334662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857346023564627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695370168221949,0.2102740244782928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697726024980033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404531489938896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998956656273108,0.154307210603854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26115813467269755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,islander85,2019/01/30,"Any tips on dealing with loneliness? I live in a small community so socialising options are very limited, just wondering how others cope. Cheers",5.727499999999999,9.41005341666667,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,77.33333333333334,11.533333333333333,37.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,6.096766666666667,118,7,16,5,3,39,24,24,0.184,0.701,0.114,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333387693013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053533896871878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328373495842118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044493023177721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315785991477937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,beadmaze,2019/01/30,"Flapping My 4 year old flaps. I've observed that it is a behaviour he does often when he is happy; usually while playing or doing something he finds fulfilling. I've noticed he is really doing this a lot lately and I'm wondering if he is using it as a happy stim or if it is becoming a coping mechanism.... and if it's maybe a coping mechanism what could be triggering anxiety or whatever is is he is trying to cope with. Don't interpret this as me wishing to stop him as flapping is either making him happy or helping him and that's all good. Mostly I wonder if there's anything I should look at or do if I notice a big increase in the amount he uses this stim.",4.272908496732029,4.895934264705887,6.528333333333332,75.17222222222225,70.32352941176471,9.573856209150328,30.552287581699343,9.725611199111238,3.0293718954248363,524,21,97,12,9,187,80,136,0.028999999999999998,0.807,0.16399999999999998,0.9538,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,0,16,0,0,4,1,31,24,18,0,8,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,8,21,6,11,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,15,7,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200652292912426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124357120345775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614000147179115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733677037104155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956746721004248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457675171319367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376947583768992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093281453239515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690025245898496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799074046043833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392825844474662,0.0,0.0,0.13558948225428302,0.0,0.0,0.1064582912948033,0.0,0.16022534592108714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36315224053410106,0.1673539610141394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021709573832342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227802851172065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333762251023304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828067546093584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754897773522276,0.17565154095962598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340128386192225,0.0,0.3459120080214703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270389769712852 autism,gothgirl5804,2019/01/30,What is the dumbest thing you heard someone say about autism? For me it would probably be when someone said my broken pencil is autism and threw it on the floor.,5.919677419354841,6.758106290322584,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,66.74193548387098,7.490322580645162,28.403225806451612,7.1686216300943375,1.3772451612903227,129,4,25,1,2,38,26,31,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42232994024165627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726061829671805,0.3115037417176908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6637897087663999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26023490871795524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782597486277177,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ShadoWalker5527,2019/01/30,"How do I not get angry easily? I've posted here before, but I want to ask another question. For those who don't know, I have Aspergers and get angry easily, wether it be at people or at a frusturating game. Does anyone have advice as to not getting angry easily?",3.7288461538461526,5.216507269230776,6.4992307692307705,71.62076923076923,72.46153846153847,9.815384615384616,22.615384615384606,10.125756701596842,2.514561538461539,206,5,36,6,4,75,39,52,0.11699999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.191,0.6299,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992029038870853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32106431494691445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140934353624464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862440018163124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26054303037705795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679467648216283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799110301792866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827265519743834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122718759094435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932430090760583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430001001728165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805973341665318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MooSheeRoo,2019/01/30,I'm Losing myself I've been keeping the facade of being neurotypical up so long I'm worried i cant be myself anymore. I'm thinking of going off my meds to see if that helps me find myself and lower the facade but if that doesn't work i don't know what ill do.,2.629827586206897,3.1436793965517285,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,74.0,6.4896551724137925,23.12068965517241,5.985473137389443,0.5204344827586209,207,5,44,1,4,74,42,58,0.095,0.816,0.08900000000000001,0.1695,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,12,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207701119135903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956224870769997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382100900121595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679808453127908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28749240471651194,0.0,0.0,0.17775668275208856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28623827572164673,0.0,0.3618517518957603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592740138084371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774345431544743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725022719970332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354715069638019,0.32847367208535444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,alltheaubrey,2019/02/01,"How much info is my right to share? Hi all, first time poster here. I am a first time mom of a wonderful two year old boy with autism. He is an absolute joy and brings so much happiness to everyone and I'm so happy and proud to be his mom. I have always loved sharing my life online (instagram, etc.) and documenting our life, but as he gets older and his learning delays become more apparent in comparison to kids his age, I've been hesitant to share. NOT because I'm embarrassed, but because I can't decide how much about his disability is my right to share. We don't know how growing up in the social media spotlight will affect children, and I'm hesitant to tell people about his diagnosis or what he is delayed on or the therapies we're working with, because I don't want him to grow up and be upset that I shared. I hope to raise him in a way where he's proud of who he is and doesn't feel embarrassment or shame surrounding any aspect of autism, but I simply don't know who he'll be or what he'll wish to share. I'm kind of rambling, but I'm curious to hear primarily from autistic teens/adults about your perspective on this, and I'm happy to hear from parents of autistic children as to how you've navigated this area of your child's life with respect to their boundaries that they can't communicate yet. &#x200B; tl;dr my two year old is autistic and I'm trying to decide how much about his disability I can/should share with others before he can communicate his thoughts",7.308490990990991,6.258973317567568,7.733027027027028,74.76782882882884,64.13513513513513,11.001441441441443,34.26036036036036,10.203070172399654,3.238095765765766,1186,43,233,23,15,392,149,296,0.057,0.741,0.20199999999999999,0.9927,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,2,5,14,21,0,4,6,0,20,4,0,6,1,45,42,27,0,3,9,3,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,5,9,15,0,2,9,0,0,3,7,4,0,4,2,3,27,17,40,34,7,29,0,0,0,1,46,12,0,6,13,142,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407848015037512,0.12250502435633205,0.1373853907107192,0.07688753997403343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067686790755153,0.1248705370013636,0.09620931518382744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609648138494278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803769796735901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716866180295931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234471862697305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059071383200303224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610768620704023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486316397584513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122982719844356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177389759823651,0.12427426592283483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395817858023044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204486389567764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26483887263455896,0.0,0.0,0.3324608148992353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372837380098195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554442501837684,0.0,0.0,0.07838448714010297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931124352284044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525472363885528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882310309442564,0.0,0.1292987778409434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976035338846201,0.13185730024215164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676317689734342,0.0,0.2208946087019608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668820048282062,0.08974510723548207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001826167377098,0.0,0.12261331280781937,0.08231209150792487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373853907107192,0.1456192886387301 autism,455_V8,2019/02/01,"Do you think this is autism? Hi, I'm a 27yo male and wondering if I have Asperger-syndrome or not. Here are a few things about me: - I like to do things in a certain way (e.g. drying myself with a towel after taking a bath, I realized I've been using the same pattern for over 20 years) - I like to do things at certain time (watching a movie at exactly 6pm, taking a walk exactly at 8pm) -I prefer to do things the same way over and over again, I have habits that haven't changed in 20 years - I'm fascinated by numbers, and know an insane amount of numbers about vehicles (power, torque, weight, etc) - I hate social events, being in a crowd gives me discomfort - I like to do tasks alone, in peace, quietly - I have a very hard time making new friends/ facing new situations feel like an execution for me - I am very-very introverted, in general",5.336946107784435,5.418776257485028,6.397251497005987,78.94198502994014,67.86227544910179,9.79377245508982,29.87365269461077,9.642632912329526,2.547479520958084,653,22,132,13,10,219,102,167,0.08,0.792,0.129,0.785,2,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,1,1,13,0,14,2,1,2,4,22,26,5,0,2,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,4,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,15,7,23,24,5,23,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,3,13,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647978273239998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832530323558093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774581644659829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804546302728248,0.1136736321835747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293384893903808,0.0,0.0,0.152640083349876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253809935498907,0.1570956697470891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874468616364466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31094725238184484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621222137535097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073535039251579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885482863373414,0.0,0.16220033642768775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927323807235776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228426039591894,0.1019561214884431,0.0,0.0,0.1855654829969453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742650226159173,0.0,0.26257733814266776,0.0,0.2526002601324477,0.0,0.1937623480252479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725562298883245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493301152300766 autism,Quick_Bath,2019/02/01,"What have been your experiences with CBT and mindfulness? I've been very avoidant of any CBT, I was supposed to get it with my last therapist but I had to leave therapy with them. I'm not sure if I want to pursue CBT with my next therapist due to recent experiences. I've been going to a recovery college where they use a lot of mindfulness, it's also muddied a bit with other techniques based around behaviour modification and positive affirmations. I'm finding it just too...fluffy. For me it's all generally hard to do, mindfulness meditation is uncomfortable and keeping diaries of emotions etc. isn't useful as I'm already very conscious of my emotions. I think many of my struggles are more due to autism and ADHD than my depression eg. if I struggle to do a task then behavioural modification like rewarding myself won't work, as the difficulty is due to executive dysfunction not lack of motivation due to depression. Am I just being put off by the muddiness of what I've experienced so far, or is CBT like this in general so possibly not for me? 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I am not trained in the Montessori method yet. I have a 9 year old autistic student, let's call him K, he cannot read and write, and he sometimes moves his arms in a very erratic way. Before joining the school a year and a half ago, he was actually tied to a chair in a public school ! The kid has some anger problems (could be from how he used to be treated...), sometimes hitting other kids, but fundamentally he is a good kid and the other kids at the school don't resent him. He has many friends. We managed to do some additions and subtractions, and I am trying to help him figure out how to read with the B A BA method. Could anyone point to me people I should listen to ? Or are you autistic and you had similar behaviors ? How did you overcome them ? Were there some games that helped you ? I am thinking more sensory games than computer games but perhaps you have a different opinion. Thanks ",4.024223892200052,5.425105229074892,4.900466442083442,83.71172065301894,71.59911894273128,7.631925369266652,30.974086550919928,8.124751697461798,2.187083130344649,905,40,178,13,17,294,133,227,0.039,0.8690000000000001,0.092,0.8929,2,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,5,1,0,7,7,2,0,22,0,25,1,1,4,1,36,32,19,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,12,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,1,22,4,24,19,6,18,0,0,0,0,33,10,0,6,6,123,25,12,0.1477376113047949,0.0,0.14417059722683953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309604784443158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814571438431565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033015728948727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257138258311478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508566191973783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23591292221607085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543543594658296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414171201509432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391529899896965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29707622004723905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660678293261525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107171708855924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497827495280558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702170024763135,0.0,0.10954556680602982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550257709231906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242265777868444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965979569910078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136494161846333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955551824011444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44855504992526257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29223255044276314,0.0,0.10456944168284613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601694331538872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466429594082554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030414032445366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275978616122474,0.0,0.12189900166077455,0.0,0.1172672392339779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027635582486926 autism,ShirosRevenge,2019/02/01,"Psychedelics? Have any of the ASD members in here participated in any of the psychotropic studies using psychedelics or otherwise used psychedelics on your own? If so, what did you think the benefits were, if any? Downsides?",6.363108108108107,9.923081459459464,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,72.24324324324327,8.024324324324324,36.27702702702703,8.841846274778883,3.705924324324325,182,10,29,4,4,51,28,37,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.742157039457091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309817846317546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6283853658237398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zavidbowie,2019/02/01,"Good gift recommendations for 6 year old autistic child Hello all! My bf’s nephew is turning 6 soon, and I would like to get him a great present. He was diagnosed with autism last year, and is mostly non verbal. He is incredibly smart and I want to get something that would keep his attention. I guess I was wondering if I should stick to sensory items or is there something better suited for his age? Any suggestions would be helpful, especially if there is a toy that your child cannot live with out. Thank you in advance! 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I quite like puzzles and crosswords so I've made this crossword and I thought I'd share it so see if I could a\) provide 10 minutes of entertainment b\) get some feedback if it's too easy\/difficult.](https://i.redd.it/jrorzejy6zd21.jpg)",5.865500000000001,9.266504266666667,4.743583333333337,77.75137500000002,73.0,6.95,36.04166666666667,8.07648339933343,3.2575666666666665,360,20,56,6,8,106,58,75,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,2,1,14,9,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,8,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,1,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836710706333845,0.318127857017002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903401449852133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26573168111239703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122009160828848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678494089747764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790716176398528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773099161399925,0.1747602357210915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784672060205323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086287064528252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183079859730245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784792852310355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318127857017002,0.0 autism,skybastion,2019/02/01,"Opinions on Savant-ism? I'm in a play that has a scene titled ""Savant"". It's a very blank play, so there aren't many given circumstances or anything to say about the characters except the context in the scene, and one of the characters in the scene appears to have near-perfect memory about what he did on specific days in his life (for example, someone says ""June 14, 2004"", and he can tell them everything he did that day in excruciating detail). I was discussing this scene with a few of my fellow actors, and they continued to reference ""Rain Man"", which made me uncomfortable because that is not, on the whole, an entirely accurate picture of autism. I asserted that I didn't think that all people with this sort of memory necessarily had to be autistic, and one of the other actors said they thought the person should \*only\* be able to be autistic. Now, I will admit that skills such as these thrive in people where much of their brain power and time is devoted to only a few things (hence why so many autistics with Special Interests know so much about their beloved topics). In my personal opinion, one should not play a character (especially in such a blank show) as autistic when the actor is not if they don't have to, and almost the same mileage would be achieved in the scene if the character was played as just someone who has ridiculously good memory, rather than autistic or not autistic. I just feel as though it begins to narrow down the view of what autistic people can be, if they \*only\* view us as savants, or as though all of us \*only\* have eidetic memory, and it concerns me that when it comes to near-perfect recall, autistics are apparently the only ones who fit the bill. In summary, my questions are: 1. Can ""savants"" be allistic? 2. Do ""savants"" as they're called even actually exist, or is it a gross oversimplification of our experiences? 3. If savants or something similar do exist, is near-perfect recall even a type of savant-ism? 3. Is Rain Man only an accurate depiction of one very specific man, rather than our whole community, and if so, how the hell do I explain that to allistics? 4. What's the best way to tell an allistic (that is half a century my senior) to stop acting like they know more than I do about my own community? 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Hi all. I suspect my 4 year old son is on the high end of the spectrum. His uncle (my wife's brother) is on the lower end of the spectrum. I've had my suspicions since he was born but my wife doesn't see it (or is lying to herself). Does anybody know of any good resources or places I can get him evaluated in Chicago or the surrounding suburbs? I know there are a lot of scammers out there in this field. I want to take him to the best possible place. Not somewhere that's going to say ""Yes, he's definitely autistic. Now give us money"". Please help, if you can. My in-laws are being extremely stubborn, even though they've gone through this for 25 years with their son, they are of no help. If he is on his spectrum, I want to get him the help he needs asap. Thanks in advance!",2.1622874671340924,3.8426711226993855,3.4292418930762487,91.21381901840492,77.03680981595092,6.129535495179668,25.753286590709905,6.868970318607317,0.9258574934268188,615,23,134,6,14,200,100,163,0.08900000000000001,0.716,0.196,0.9671,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,2,2,5,4,1,0,8,1,13,0,0,0,1,18,26,7,0,5,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,3,2,20,3,21,22,3,22,0,0,1,0,26,12,0,6,7,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256290555654036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370862952862845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448523382385774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932126368758181,0.0,0.0,0.1093279242643831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296031399926518,0.15878698649285886,0.0940718637930808,0.13883479973794366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44379257821378615,0.17488660696405225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819367931774734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072372263898028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273494033873203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736909972716158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34587749467957474,0.18169711416972176,0.0,0.18660494731081168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316323920231083,0.0,0.0,0.13190226329222535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369242696118641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445445386324515,0.0,0.0,0.1523934916730197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262780360470971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991066003283196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952622652569848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318578068420024 autism,arlomilano,2019/02/01,"Due to weather, my autism testing has been canceled. I was supposed to get tested this week but Michigan was in a state of emergency. Now I'm not sure how long I have to wait for the screening. I've already waited five months and I don't know how long I have to wait for another one. Adult autism testing is really hard to get.",2.2903482587064694,4.191403134328361,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,77.3582089552239,6.257711442786071,26.092039800995025,7.1686216300943375,1.1587830845771152,258,10,54,3,6,83,49,67,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.7834,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,10,15,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,5,1,9,12,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,33,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375984477344172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32079150993586497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31966883651031003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740508231731907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812967567145756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414721710233115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418829902839298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073042957439692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598489972607094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883329151101388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539647392678984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DemonViture,2019/02/01,"How to talk to friends about autism? As someone who is about to enter high school, I been feeling at times different points of happiness, sadness, depression, isolation, and anger, and lastly doubts. I want to speak to my friends about this before high school and I want them to understand who I truly am without feeling so alien... Any tips on speak to others?",5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,68.23076923076923,8.276923076923078,31.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,2.6661384615384622,285,12,50,5,5,85,45,65,0.18600000000000005,0.586,0.228,0.1179,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,8,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,6,3,15,7,0,8,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244171370577466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782371985613221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040978349678305,0.0,0.0,0.21884377820041065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118211132838824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236604860930572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297677460778675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426173591909458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073993116288802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800980976021448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42397455740254775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747693505683146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835805975973056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213929472481505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805789694213026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470928726276148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191441915808453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,movapage,2019/02/01,"Too many meltdowns This week has been completely awful for me. I've been in burnout for the past couple days, and I've had more meltdowns this week than I've had in the past couple months or so. None of my coping skills are working, and I'm too tired to try to stim. I kinda want to just give up, but my therapist tell me that I'm getting better about these situations and how I handle my shutdowns/meltdowns, so idk. It's gonna take forever for me to get through this burnout. I just want to stay in bed and get through it that way.",4.320193050193049,4.581416360360361,4.733024453024452,89.37243243243246,70.08108108108108,7.784298584298584,28.46975546975547,7.447530270364453,1.3402782496782495,420,14,94,4,7,133,67,111,0.06,0.885,0.055,-0.1361,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,0,12,16,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,9,1,17,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754117639082974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986205501066264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192157345279948,0.0,0.12217086099049496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29691823377707643,0.18172473783569584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920588623298418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120639481790846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36167711980554623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129345459646596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191408744380893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424326608893737,0.0,0.16557583744439433,0.0,0.0,0.21995035963954876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177293720161772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286149382247719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234690937007327,0.15036586407182054,0.3039090429077628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379120170938353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,A_Girl_In_Pearls,2019/02/01,"My son hits himself. How can I help? First time posting ever on reddit, so please be kind. So my son is 3 years old and was recently diagnosed with autism. He is nonverbal (so far, anyway) and has other difficulties in core areas. I'm a new parent in general, so this is all new territory for me, but especially so with autism. So please, forgive me if I use a term wrong or say anything offensive, I'm still learning. Like the title says, my son hits himself (slapping himself, punching his eyes, banging his head against things, etc.) and I honestly have no clue how to react when he does this. He is starting ABA soon, and receives special education services, but so far no one has offered advice on how to handle this self-abuse. I think that it is overstimulation, but in other instances I think it is just to get a reaction from us. I just want to know what to do and how to handle this behavior. I love him, and it pains me every time he hurts himself. I know that maybe I can't stop it, but some tips to lessen it would be so greatly appreciated. Thank you everyone in advance. TL;DR: My 3 year old son hits himself, any tips on what to do?",3.818313725490196,5.2217899111111095,5.147764705882357,81.72917647058827,72.1111111111111,7.96078431372549,29.235294117647058,8.4952907291091,2.145274509803921,890,36,176,15,17,297,132,225,0.092,0.738,0.171,0.9645,1,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,1,1,0,2,19,12,1,0,4,0,17,5,2,6,2,35,32,25,0,3,8,5,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,16,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,1,3,26,8,20,25,4,30,0,1,1,1,26,10,0,3,18,121,42,2,0.0,0.16508156209885133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361502576841254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947481995404536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465553447968248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141555699051253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192736301068732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538817581684305,0.0,0.12603066050828685,0.11739032218161252,0.1331344112239725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851280316144586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279342276372902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361023083031475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299130030016802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338899779477347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491541066539323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145089256254437,0.1531426671912866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806889734867115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574946642500692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997426697034487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691287856468288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240377523135497,0.0,0.0944126390646225,0.0,0.1482554127368849,0.0,0.1547078790250009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058818416983745,0.0,0.0,0.1334382478615274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375701456719546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159932854839154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453500759833973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861747288793914,0.0,0.1112679691220642,0.1164849160608496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827501996604918,0.0,0.0,0.0925637052042444,0.17855223262479444,0.0,0.0,0.16248720922048124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759510430594812,0.1203351424240131,0.0,0.0,0.08217959539964455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897501249572402,0.15233390974057456,0.0,0.1794460509666574 autism,Tom2123,2019/02/01,"Has anyone ever had a SPECT scan done? If so, would you mind sharing the findings? I had one done myself and it showed some things that I dont think are too good. Trying to understand what some of it may mean.",1.7991860465116292,3.7356283953488396,2.5978488372093054,95.58421511627908,79.0,5.230232558139536,17.726744186046513,5.985473137389443,-0.460390697674419,163,3,36,1,4,51,38,43,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.7236,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,4,2,2,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870419114060744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474898456708143,0.3135074910472061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419686658561255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448975086579744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243659387530283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913854400565452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700982991512505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812646241977008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777148208589927,0.17140291632056195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161464150523213,0.0,0.0,0.2784764749148539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900240118562974,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,StarchildKissteria,2019/06/06,"Should I study or do something else? I don't even know if I can do any of this. Not sure if that's the right place or if a sub about social anxiety, ADHD, or depression would have been better but because I heard others struggle with jobs and motivation I figured I try it here. My situation right now is that I started studying biomedical engineering half a year ago but I quit because it was too much engineering for me. I now want to study biology somewhere else. Now I am not even sure if studying is the right thing. In school I rarely was motivated to do anything. I passed decently but it was a pain to do something for school. I just had no motivation and I often ended up doing nothing. I often didn't do the homework. And at the uni I studied for one semester, I failed every exam. But during the exam, I realized that the tasks, weren't actually that difficult, if I had just prepared more. But I didn't. I did not prepare. I couldn't. No motivation, being lazy, being tired. Don't know exactly. But if I don't study, what then? I could get a job that doesn't require studying at an university. But I am not sure if I can do that either. I would have to try to force myself through it either way, and that for the rest of my life. But need an income. I can't life of tax money from other people and be a burden to society. I once had to do two internships as requirement for what I studied. One was in a retirement home and one in a hospital. The people I worked for probably thought I am stupid and incompetent. I often had to ask further questions about my tasks and more specific instructions. I was so afraid of doing something wrong. But they seemed to not care and assume I knew those things. How could I possibly survive in a job? And how could I find a job or study I am motivated to do?",2.278142671433216,4.37119031767956,4.273955151121226,83.38403639909004,78.1436464088398,7.463243418914528,25.56418589535261,8.405096225971981,1.8246633734156648,1413,54,284,29,34,482,167,362,0.171,0.779,0.049,-0.9926,5,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,12,17,14,1,2,19,0,49,4,0,7,4,75,61,35,0,16,29,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,0,19,11,0,2,15,0,2,1,16,9,0,5,17,1,44,5,33,34,6,22,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,17,8,228,63,21,0.0,0.0,0.09793738602403096,0.0,0.12061383671875868,0.0,0.08896354165136941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824859210059278,0.0,0.07677551971704384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258815304915965,0.0,0.09382353439007322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235767756534655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876072031642991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023242343077556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403891158345486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644036500614663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767666556780067,0.0,0.08888962822137368,0.0,0.0,0.13257434803113674,0.0,0.0845580628865603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917276930526805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052434227161082814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066978001927614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39836930331144776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031102941299137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177520032916632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377652657749058,0.07441605063633686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629862143351466,0.0,0.0,0.10688067367584338,0.20402064811513768,0.0,0.10679066451563142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915468986641352,0.0,0.1048553781303385,0.0,0.0,0.1131414018676973,0.0,0.0,0.10820561020444244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124267460284258,0.10674576193541994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571219958248092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314039951081247,0.0,0.09136444410328863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280942444850607,0.0,0.10230490693227133,0.0,0.2317872841853641,0.0,0.0,0.07103568947763039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491860148444013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28376579463818874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335013415440672,0.0,0.0,0.07967503898919243,0.0,0.11534964902668315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627640447806638,0.0,0.09803764076475577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919523233818739,0.07966150586697025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306365062750406,0.0,0.0,0.14258646156305424,0.1097284689249855,0.0,0.06462888158237054 autism,mrsfantastico,2019/06/06,"504 modifications. What mods/accommodations would you like to have or to have had in school? Hi r/autism! I am the mother of four boys, two of which are diagnosed autistic. My oldest and my youngest, my book ends as I like to call them. The baby (2) is well on his way with speech, occupational and physical therapies. Since I've been through this stage with my oldest I feel I have a decent grip on him and the help he's getting My oldest (10) is who I am more concerned for. He has just been re-diagnosed autistic due to his previous school declassifying him and his previous PDD-NOS diagnosis being out of date for lack of a better explanation. I am about to approach the school (new district), fresh diagnosis in hand. I have been advised repeatedly by the professionals to seek a 504 plan for him but this is new territory for me and I'm lost as to what accommodations/modifications to ask for. My question is, what would you want or what would you have liked to have had mod/accommodation wise to help you be successful in the public school system? He is entering middle school in September and the main issues seem to be social; he wants everyone to love him but he also wants to be in control of everything and everyone all the time. Also personal space and social cues are difficult. Academically he struggles due to the lessons being ""boring"" and repedative to the point they cause him physical headaches. When in all of these situations his response is typically to escape. Any feedback would be so very appreciated! Tl;dr- 10 year old son is autistic. Mom is seeking a 504 plan. What accommodations/modifications do we ask for?",4.946732673267327,7.120922920792083,6.116337953795379,72.7985465346535,70.61716171617162,9.336448844884488,29.611749174917488,9.791249743138472,3.066084462046205,1307,53,234,34,25,436,160,303,0.035,0.8240000000000001,0.141,0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,1,4,2,7,7,12,0,1,14,0,36,3,1,2,2,34,47,19,0,8,5,3,3,3,0,4,1,1,0,2,10,13,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,2,6,4,30,8,44,31,5,31,0,1,0,1,40,12,0,4,17,160,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717924968816044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304291714054237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082889440960128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949959807207735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967827067655132,0.0,0.0,0.11034031289753192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047016388306345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803907328563896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513394414433672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052709352737736,0.09653375559985712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431004592577019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611762516961991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439901731293474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210879996252952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742623668846345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725139968708895,0.0,0.09694229442985383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579804111286327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074757270901276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270939621753255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378682612229956,0.0,0.0,0.10153777114199067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032449669337256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435265004256431,0.0,0.09778261081770012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885118974443136,0.12073405749556755,0.0,0.21898323789920027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228892023785768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283342553811695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263200681941299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492458599702187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862502534183903,0.1900607317036136,0.08525756492904123,0.0,0.0,0.096575063104445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520574203091416,0.0,0.0,0.06916892930698294 autism,thewiseaspienaught,2019/06/06,realization. online dating is horrible. being autistic I prefer talking about computers mostly and work and school. I haven't worked in long time so now I am starting to deem myself useless. all I see is bad endings. only good ending is see is with computers and programming only my special interests keep my happy I am so used to my own company.,2.5846180555555516,5.579087531250004,4.698958333333334,74.03909722222225,87.75,7.219444444444445,27.42361111111111,8.167268648758528,2.9700715277777787,278,13,41,7,9,95,47,64,0.136,0.7070000000000001,0.157,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,13,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,5,12,3,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,7,31,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973066065202505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237387591058833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063830259330093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546438787096332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126211610166052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169364307672864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638605194398971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242093657424836,0.3812393760803468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931432560679913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226822804597546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948548590450285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660094899685555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482959853937156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mekanimal,2019/06/06,"Autistic Producers/DJs, I need advice For those who have overcome the fear of crowds, loud noises and social networking; how? I've hit a point where the only thing getting in the way of my goals is me. My production is at a level where I'm getting respect from those who hear it, but at 27 I'm approaching my first DJ set at the end of the month and I'm terrified. I can't even go to nights out because they make me so uncomfortable that I leave before I have a meltdown. I can handle the general obstructions in my life that ASD brings, but in this one thing (my narrow focus) I need to beat it. Please help?",3.615179211469535,4.717609370967747,4.723655913978495,85.73603942652329,72.2258064516129,8.091756272401435,25.87455197132617,8.515128840125781,1.6088863799283164,478,15,100,8,9,157,82,124,0.114,0.818,0.069,-0.7687,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,18,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,2,14,1,14,17,0,21,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,65,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452631308299666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382603166028573,0.0,0.18680746403235024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444217048450455,0.0,0.0,0.1450002913587615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470370478744819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867357076498596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293951530877704,0.0,0.12476636459018765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474310374552581,0.0,0.1471491697497154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245505601135566,0.0,0.0,0.15506352217057645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654080618765644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752301314365182,0.0,0.0,0.3255637062307994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601800734773928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876207883468962,0.16696567786907113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409826645015601,0.20753081126388748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378750539472855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916975809012109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425605680633616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,phillipsheadhammers,2019/06/06,"Does anyone have any memories of being nonverbal? What was it like? Were you happy? Were you frustrated? How much language could you understand? Was speaking something you wanted to do? Something you really didn't want to do? Something that just didn't occur to you?",2.9530319148936144,5.935150765957452,3.522526595744683,80.27187500000002,94.53191489361704,6.605319148936171,25.02393617021277,7.645422480735847,2.423044680851065,214,9,32,5,8,67,33,47,0.092,0.773,0.135,0.5039,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,6,14,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,6,2,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244547644965307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197875832738774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259475080057549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764976622931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012521438434701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825646761841184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080329919052257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812930636141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535873190508805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946065080157509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338341302068102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,odwyed03,2019/06/06,Anyone else walk funny? Like sometimes I step on the side of my feet when walking or drag the end of my feet. Not sure if it's to do with autism or not.,0.4446078431372591,1.8221585588235318,2.018235294117648,100.7787254901961,81.05882352941177,4.533333333333334,17.215686274509807,3.1291,-1.102419607843137,117,2,30,0,3,38,28,34,0.10400000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.145,0.3691,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088287785572829,0.4525472784327649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689620103650541,0.0,0.3911921294248153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577964034954136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368269479292584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162725831409056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Trueidentity08,2019/06/06,"My mom is hesitant to help me get a diagnosis She says I am just obsessing and can’t be autistic because I only show “some” characteristics of it. I have sensory issues with touch, sound and texture of food. I have tantrums over small things and struggling to socialize. I avoid eye contact a lot I hate group projects I have ADHD I stim a lot These signs also influence my daily life",3.332200772200772,5.714377702702702,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,76.02702702702703,8.012355212355214,29.49034749034749,8.841846274778883,2.657948262548263,306,14,57,7,7,101,57,74,0.213,0.75,0.037000000000000005,-0.8979,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,3,0,7,3,1,1,0,11,9,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,12,0,6,8,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30775156888200106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047825405375284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610052818109613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096460832206647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337882626979627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282037496808496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164121833672327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672750590354649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087286465979344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435410457738626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999111477085133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475605889322167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364057668886568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261035520212723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677044781108444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701243991281697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,morimushroom,2019/06/06,"does anyone else hate sunlight? It makes me lethargic as hell, not to mention that I'm overstimulated by it being bright and warm all the time. Is this related to autism?",3.9208333333333294,6.4147552500000025,4.42625,82.32708333333336,74.625,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.5897166666666669,136,5,25,2,3,43,30,32,0.261,0.624,0.115,-0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32039617529716,0.4694977515643111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009890283966918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827817391344168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523946976262134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058635915978243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26719018005211703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jutsuma,2019/06/06,"What does ""learning to be happy"" mean? Hey, I have heard and read many people saying it and I do not get it. Happiness is an emotion, so not really controllable (to me), but you can learn how to be happy? How does that work? Can someone explain this to me, I hoped that this subreddit could actually give me answers I can understand. The explanation I have gotten from family and friends did not make sense to me at all. I know it is not a thing that has to make sense (it's an emotion after all) but there has got to be something to it,right?",1.6299582985821497,3.815686724770643,3.430508757297748,88.11672226855715,80.83486238532109,6.8994161801501255,22.753127606338616,8.00094639256281,1.2278550458715594,419,14,88,8,11,140,66,109,0.017,0.8420000000000001,0.141,0.9427,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,15,0,0,5,2,25,27,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,11,5,11,19,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,67,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.16176039346781315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591685949692352,0.13234795393740972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901199499194517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729212450117258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562662339450347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806777943494702,0.0,0.08660412086837062,0.1590145976563191,0.0,0.0,0.1325754999950479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293721343798937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463967141706098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109879406678574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129565547304256,0.16805726662994386,0.0,0.18056407464309945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491892064670453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580746530943832,0.0,0.10619177101866001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156036117349866,0.0,0.13182107878238994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045011949412795,0.1276121537538974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012531090277246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256472043735332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067715255132397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Quelminda,2019/06/06,"What form of therapy would you recommend for an autistic adult with severe anxiety? (Sorry for the cross post just trying to ask for as many opinions from autistic people as possible) Ok so this post is kinda specific and **reddit is not a doctor**, but I'm in the process of finding a therapist for my wife. She's informally diagnosed with ""autism"" generally, most of the temporary therapists she saw in college made comments to her that they thought she was autistic but couldn't diagnose her due to their temporary positions. Flash forward to now, my wife is really really struggling with severe anxiety and can hardly function at this point in all honesty. I just completed my bachelors of science in psychology and my dad is a therapist, but he doesn't specialize in treating autistic people and neither of us are autistic, so **I have this nagging anxiety that I'm gonna end up recommending a form of therapy to her that would be good for** ***my*** **brain, but not for hers**. I want to honor the fact that she may be wired completely differently than I am, but she's an economics major... she's nowhere near as well versed in her therapy options as I am, and she wants me to pick therapists for her to call for intake appts. She says she trusts me to find good people for her, but I have absolutely no idea what's best for her. So if any of y'all also have anxiety disorders and have found success in therapy, what kind of therapy style has helped you the most? Again, I'm not just gonna let reddit pick for me but... the opinions of other autistic people would definitely factor into what we try for her first.",2.349715271786025,5.189007934426236,3.9828861087144105,80.80304357204488,84.40983606557377,7.931837791199311,27.042709232096637,8.6894789155246,2.772901639344263,1280,58,228,36,38,425,156,305,0.086,0.797,0.11699999999999999,0.9462,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,3,2,4,10,13,1,1,12,1,23,4,1,3,2,50,35,22,0,7,14,3,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,2,1,1,5,3,39,11,50,20,8,21,0,0,1,0,36,13,0,8,6,172,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005186503000432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956945344887145,0.0,0.2680480641157509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189204337021795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192840278252434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977880258172513,0.08944706612481597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368908559202954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778196837502087,0.0,0.0915209731681009,0.1003945762222258,0.08965997824577769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758557953277719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012545821371052,0.07451057587650299,0.0,0.09604637859002732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469456229684591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847035116779745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871490523043965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888716344067236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121954547210058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957460361967788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288708068138559,0.0,0.08881033906681629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429169178456201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280815947844637,0.09875326749252186,0.16778880301345248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223468499031916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966122285325584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979209797842016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805847580089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157615644050432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500878135143436,0.40683081802096815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954280491395652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189462036194186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536927152847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333480966075947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876087033672026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186680720944408,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thenewanime,2019/06/06,Do you know any biracial people with autism We know that genetically some races carry more genes that can cause autism in people.And if your parents were family members you are more likely to have autism or genetic health problems/risks. Will I have a theory that people who are biracial children don’t get autism on the same rates as other races.I plan to talk to my college research department about this and see if it can be made into a study.,7.0736470588235285,7.43084083529412,6.5882352941176485,78.10705882352943,64.17647058823529,9.15294117647059,29.94117647058824,8.841846274778883,2.283517647058824,361,11,65,5,5,112,63,85,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,0,13,16,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,9,12,4,4,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,4,1,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089899499192888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157050316345378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897164564030356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056340755425094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266696205514041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337792997672197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014233005964608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907961352277104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412454489517737,0.0,0.0,0.4261176790775635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489637383992804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470143159774993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwback2trash,2019/06/06,"I used to think it was impossible for me to be autistic because I’m not hypersensitive. I had a passing thought in middle school that I could be on the spectrum after reading a little bit about it and finding myself relating very strongly but wrote it off as being impossible because I wasn’t hypersensitive to anything. It wasn’t until my second year of high school that I found out in English class that hyposensitivity exists while reading a book about an autistic kid. It was then that I started questioning whether or not I was on the spectrum because I could relate to that a ton. And here I am two years later finally being diagnosed as autistic. Strange how that happens. If it wasn’t for that English class I wouldn’t know why I was so different from so many people. I always thought I was odd and although I never saw it as a bad thing, I did always feel like there was a thick sheet of glass between me and other people. Now that I know why, it isn’t so scary anymore.",6.585011899095669,6.630311727748692,7.121085197524991,74.93446930033319,65.2303664921466,9.03969538315088,35.68824369347929,8.575989854853784,2.9697706806282715,784,35,143,10,11,258,107,191,0.096,0.8759999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9221,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,9,0,20,1,0,2,1,27,33,19,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,18,5,0,0,9,3,0,1,8,1,0,2,16,3,20,2,23,10,2,22,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,3,12,114,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433689237314917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450320556547864,0.0,0.0,0.12034411461706125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210536206480692,0.2674419846470581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965760391117642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233523528017124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484318229933991,0.0,0.15279101394144998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394398629695748,0.10447480116438686,0.0,0.16020017634118175,0.13366188247023306,0.0,0.0,0.1603460175540347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932068280633213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545119437595797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074076822254504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144610350961353,0.14657218364400051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826570658923424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127902922572816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277058304981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382370486012196,0.0,0.2925617141686108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960079699025741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351033218177663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971562096765022,0.09370550861606324,0.0,0.232198485381476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428564829383855,0.0,0.0,0.12630551362439496,0.0,0.12066437337212615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392002146751503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883491819484494 autism,GoldenMud,2019/06/06,"How to meet meet in the middle and assist those affected by ASD. Hello Redditors! I would like to learn personal opinions from you on how others in society can help you feel comfortable and communicate more effectively. I'm currently writing a small paper on this subject based on my sibling and how I've worked with them, i thought it would be important to add the views of those willing to respond in this wonderful community. Anything helps!",7.823875000000001,8.882818637500002,7.907500000000002,66.8675,62.625,11.9,39.75,11.602472056035307,5.211325,361,19,57,11,5,117,60,80,0.018000000000000002,0.747,0.235,0.961,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,5,0,18,9,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,14,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,2,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893955884805287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781562062338194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714358377390753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718088768661239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070658919351192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791878004798296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813726196488068,0.256020959292992,0.0,0.0,0.4996345290447956,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lemon__blu,2019/06/06,"Is autism considered scary? If so why? Hi autistic teen here I don’t understand why people seem to be sad or hurt when they talk about autism. Do they believe autism is a burden if so why? Is it misinformation? Or do people believe autism has stolen someone from them because they can’t communicate in typical ways? Thanks for the input.",1.9057142857142857,4.702163777777777,2.787634920634922,86.29764285714289,93.76190476190477,5.694603174603175,22.173015873015874,7.1686216300943375,1.2294711111111116,270,10,49,5,10,85,46,63,0.258,0.703,0.039,-0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,11,0,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,5,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430979762907835,0.0,0.0,0.4964680208923172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358654945006657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30549514516755405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057817771920994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668305185169412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770911605483386,0.0,0.2028482600655052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293690369877286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488597274341552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964347790850589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MetalVirtuality,2019/06/06,"What are your most common/used stims? Been seeing a lot of stim posts and was just curious about the unique ways that people express themselves via stim. Started getting insecure about mine, so some slight positive reinforcement and affirmation would be nice. I personally tap my fingers together like an impromptu drunk test (Tapping thumb to index finger, middle, ring, pinky, then backwards) when I'm anxious. Or clicking my tongue when concentrating. What are yours?",8.353160173160173,11.063863558441561,6.8851298701298695,68.55721861471862,62.766233766233775,9.808658008658007,36.20995670995672,10.125756701596842,4.313590476190477,382,18,53,9,6,114,69,77,0.085,0.7759999999999999,0.139,0.6832,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,6,3,2,0,0,8,10,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,6,2,4,6,3,8,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,4,5,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900552389962071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038859204474655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686807968162117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935350151393565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936577251639735,0.30147522218573714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306718758752012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513437056897433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443828907868077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153156116517485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740581422009145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452689058139879,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Not_Ghastly,2019/06/06,"He's a gangsta So my little 7 year old brother says what ever he hears so today he jumped out the bathroom screaming he was a gangster... I love him :)",0.06951612903225879,2.3835055483871,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,90.29032258064517,3.1,23.87903225806452,3.1291,0.0866064516129037,116,5,23,0,4,39,26,31,0.077,0.71,0.213,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430119273214838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273907162615459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800622494950892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422466141503217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979110404312694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30155841630907165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35944126187753866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419508532312714 autism,Sgt_BigBooty,2019/06/06,"For the people here that were diagnosed later in life. How has being placed on the spectrum influenced your life? Please forgive me if I come off as rude. I've read the rules, but am still new here. I have no intention to offend anyone. My husband has brought up my ""quirks"" again and asked me if I ever thought to be screened for autism. I'm a 27 year old female. I had an IEP in school because of my dyscalculia. I just assumed if I were on the spectrum I would of been diagnosed by now. I'm not here for a diagnosis. I'd like to know if I were to be placed on the spectrum what should i expect? Would it affect my career as a heavy equipment operator or my dreams of fostering/adopting? I am honestly afraid to make an appointment for a screening. Is it even worth it this late in life? How has it changed your life, for the good and bad?",1.6681836945304411,3.814391883040933,3.031186790505675,91.24634674922599,80.46198830409357,6.3627106983144115,24.09391124871001,7.510576382923642,1.0624493292053658,656,24,141,10,17,213,103,171,0.071,0.8079999999999999,0.121,0.8321,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,11,8,2,1,12,0,18,6,0,6,1,26,26,12,0,8,8,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,2,1,2,2,4,0,0,7,2,19,4,24,13,0,21,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,6,10,101,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917425026817273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933657308300705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423086559226328,0.10389745579506003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030086189675554,0.14681729194033716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34598207431915645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257272725504043,0.15417097764355536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295535335156193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366829716118903,0.0,0.1922615487182444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815417520872302,0.0832674240461782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376872454608353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646101346603125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788460669501938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816028652022773,0.0,0.35614298116611337,0.187089801750856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048417699977567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249240994373802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611205012159425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530877679381131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242148606969263,0.0,0.0,0.10975651877181808 autism,ylimek212,2019/06/06,"Insight on those with non verbal communication Hi there, I know there is mixed opinion regarding ABA therapy. However that’s why I am here. I am an RBT at an ABA clinic and I plan on going through to get my masters to become a BCBA. (But that’s besides the point). I currently work with a client at the clinic full time who is non verbal. He just turned 6 and does say sounds like mama and ahh but does not speak any other words other than that. I have started to introduce PECS and sign language to him in hopes of being able to better communicate with him so he can tell me what he wants. However I still do like to encourage him to say his sounds in hopes that one day he may be able to communicate to me vocally. I know there is many different types of autism and not all of those on the spectrum communicate vocally. However I wanted to hear from those with autism who may have been non verbal in the past or currently are considered non verbal and what works or worked best for you to help communicating. I want to be able to help this kiddo communicate to the best of his ability without being intrusive, and was hoping to get some insight on what may be going through his head since I wouldn’t know.",6.0287394957983205,6.126403302521008,6.707226890756306,77.25394957983195,66.39495798319328,10.329411764705883,30.445378151260506,10.125756701596842,2.821853781512605,958,32,189,21,14,316,127,238,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9938,6,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,8,7,9,0,0,9,0,21,3,1,0,1,39,37,12,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,4,2,6,0,0,15,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,6,21,9,38,26,5,20,0,0,0,0,22,11,0,10,9,130,36,4,0.3860764069851532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751506529133961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213035301076887,0.0,0.0,0.2701089134063088,0.11381773593731365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299578106705653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445589104166994,0.0,0.0,0.225238710317135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447265862245494,0.0,0.14627741281596865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207525887095967,0.0,0.14504538995028418,0.0,0.17251925164050974,0.0,0.0,0.3834609850233817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121774965087296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574495398690996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304736265315807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720512170302884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285120530778655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165566517463472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046823032046046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064554644872084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108895599615094,0.0,0.10277370577785637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248259890383062,0.0,0.1471706727600089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504141921908808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998008872291287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771786773462946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612463565347368,0.0,0.0,0.12405462638832535,0.0,0.2810682224330064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Claire0915,2019/07/08,"Has anyone tried Clarifi ASD test for their kids? I read about the Clarifi ASD mouth swab test today that detects mRNA associated with autism (it’s basically a diagnostic tool that helps differentiate between devl delay and autism) but it costs $1000 so I’m wondering if anyone has tried it. It is not covered by insurance. They are in the process of getting fda approval. Thank you",3.3174603174603163,6.434457285714287,4.806190476190476,74.45769841269843,83.28571428571428,7.682539682539683,27.777777777777786,8.515128840125781,2.8484444444444446,310,14,51,8,9,103,57,70,0.023,0.8490000000000001,0.128,0.8201,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,29,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812398945402794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797909194500439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306594901374344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34421776170413804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168237308613029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32618991814470344,0.0,0.0,0.4672760787564865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731884891163431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ubxks,2019/07/08,"I'm an NT writer looking to possibly write about a character with ASD. Any help would be greatly appreciated! Hello! As the title suggests, I'm thinking of including a character with ASD in my story. I have a friend who's on the spectrum, and this idea is largely inspired by him. Being the NT that I am, I'm quite scared that I'll completely butcher the whole thing and not be able to accurately represent/ write about a disorder that I have never experienced myself. However, I think getting NT readers to be more understanding towards people with ASD is important and is something I'd really like to do. I'd appreciate all the help I can get :) starting with these few questions: (I understand that everyone is different, I'm asking these questions in the hopes of understanding how life is like for different ASD individuals, it would really help me get to know my character better :)) \- Are there any harmful/ ignorant/ inaccurate tropes that are currently being used? \- Is there anything NTs tend to misunderstand/ anything NTs tend to do that unintentionally offends or angers you? \- Are there any myths surrounding people with ASD that you'd like to bust? \- What goes through your mind when you do or experience things that NTs typically don't? (eg sensory overload, stimming, liking to have routine, etc) \- What goes through your mind when you're in NT-dominated social situations? What problems do you have with things like social norms, casual physical touches, wanting relatively more alone time, etc? \- What are some things NTs do that you don't understand? \- What do you spend most of your time doing when you're alone? \- Are there any habits you have that might stem from ASD? Why do you have these habits? How would you react if circumstance forced you to discontinue these habits? \- How do you respond while trying something you're scared of trying for the first time? \- How would you respond to an unexpected event that forces you to question your beliefs? Oops, that's quite a bit more questions than I expected to ask... any answers to any question(s) would be much appreciated! As I write, I would likely have a ton more questions. If you're open to me private messaging you in the future to bug you about this, do let me know! Thank you so much in advance to everyone answering my questions and offering much-needed help!! :)",5.424072301967037,7.927472526315789,5.763213716108452,74.42388490164808,70.14832535885168,9.142052099946836,31.46757044125465,9.656535879935292,3.3767127060074418,1868,83,312,47,36,596,193,418,0.055999999999999994,0.8059999999999999,0.138,0.9876,4,2,2,0,0,0,82.0,0,20,0,5,15,20,2,2,16,0,47,1,0,6,2,62,72,19,0,12,5,0,1,6,1,7,1,0,0,0,29,11,0,1,19,1,1,1,4,7,0,1,0,3,37,13,46,57,15,23,1,0,1,0,46,9,0,14,19,212,66,0,0.06721112946631452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392209206220238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742352368295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061806558281076,0.0,0.12566666643089228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944278215845315,0.07337714584730147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046959050018073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044265026520325,0.07702977726757669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991635162929534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844622894947996,0.0,0.06574538142265336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057169752389225725,0.0,0.0,0.05192715190125932,0.0,0.1053451233272435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741005075127426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020081332586416,0.0,0.0,0.06675581683673851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075873184200673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387495806359971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872793357264774,0.0474732084112984,0.19701577735174772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564404211961976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130038707704264,0.13572816204339685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482237407082421,0.049836200870143066,0.05183736647912299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319146900304276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577044981549831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431197383795906,0.0,0.0,0.5270429289429831,0.1429746187377602,0.0,0.0,0.0861143411509013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458013134423258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554812555607186,0.0,0.13702656478758116,0.0,0.10348482220372203,0.0,0.0,0.047572383370042284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187897791255442,0.0,0.0,0.17860835169165795,0.08613235579110573,0.0,0.0,0.11757405026818075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126389010643812,0.0,0.0,0.27987662440888955,0.0,0.0580488361812799,0.0,0.0,0.03964286553955066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606475903209053,0.0750388258013317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864691479481515,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Outrunthebs,2019/07/08,What are the challenges of being a mother or father with autism? My husband and I are thinking about having children. We are financially secure and in a great place in life. What challenges should we consider while making this decision?,5.751585365853658,8.847544097560974,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,71.4390243902439,7.0268292682926825,29.76219512195122,8.07648339933343,2.6319707317073164,192,8,27,3,4,59,33,41,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761197992122641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690967338270381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34881016617658284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459597659146479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348327642392856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,autiefox,2019/07/08,"Realisation on stim So I posted before I never really thought about my stims or if I even did them and asked about others and I only just realised thought my boyfriend picking it out that it was sweet and he mimicked me was tagt I make like a song time him whje I'm excited or very happy. Anyone else only just realised they have a stim when they thought they masked like me?",2.767142857142858,4.957120533333335,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,77.0,5.885714285714287,24.04761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.8473619047619048,300,10,59,3,7,96,52,75,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,15,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,14,5,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,5,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604121870323804,0.2433112030000544,0.0,0.0,0.2219979460258089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206543098906127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837173900180105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684355289932994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25278616599313203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320270450335551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850989313074487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314783406912266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612060346063269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274260605924869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212631481220193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565562631596994,0.1384678923843083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959336942048407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mctobin,2019/07/08,"Are you the parent of an adult with autism? Are you willing to share your experiences of parenting your adult son or daughter with autism? We are looking for parents to participate in a research study investigating the experience of parenting an adult (over the age of 18) with autism. In particular, we are interested in learning about the types of support you provide your son or daughter on a daily basis. If you choose to take part in this research, you will be sent an email every day for two weeks that links to a short survey where you can report about your interactions with your adult child. You may also elect to participate in an interview about your experiences. Please PM if you would like more information.",8.997541528239204,9.075804302325583,8.336677740863786,68.11604651162794,60.24031007751938,11.402436323366555,36.258028792912505,10.914260884657429,3.9592028792912526,581,23,99,13,7,183,74,129,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.8948,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,14,0,0,5,4,0,0,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,14,5,0,3,4,8,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,16,4,26,8,2,13,0,0,1,0,35,9,0,5,4,74,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130798011967834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548197471462953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780544722100235,0.0,0.0,0.4799760348085184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990662830332884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137348302306446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7264513142631918,0.17711837536457792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953858209374124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560472803760306,0.0,0.0,0.12297595525367715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977330214155655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119710264642387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618756646375356,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lift_and_slide,2019/07/08,"Dating someone on the spectrum Hi everyone! I’ve (24F) been dating someone (24M) who is on the spectrum. I would say he has a rather mild form of autism, but that is only my perspective. He seems to function pretty well in life and I would not have known if he had not told me. Anyway, I was wondering if y’all had any advise for me? Mostly just in general. I know everyone is different, so it’s hard to do that but I want to be sure to be as aware and sensitive to his needs. One thing in particular that I’ve noticed is that he does not realize I am upset or frustrated until my mood escalates. Then he gets confused because he doesn’t understand why I got suddenly upset but it really wasn’t so sudden. Another factor in this is that I have adhd so I can be impulsive and reactive, especially with frustration. I do my best to keep that under control but my escalation time tends to be a little shorter than others’. Any advise how to communicate frustration effectively before I’m showing very obvious nonverbal cues and the situation gets a little out of control? (FYI this is not a super common occurrence between us but I know he had problems with this in his last relationship.) Another thing with him is that he is not very good with words of affirmation, which is my love language, because his love language is physical touch (he is VERY tactile, everything he owns is soft and he is very touchy). So we struggle a bit there too. Any advice on how you have traversed these obstacles or similar ones in relationships would be really appreciated! I really care about him and want to understand him as best I can. Thanks!",4.117714568389808,6.152566456591643,5.845418006430869,74.45866868661886,72.53697749196141,9.800692555033393,29.96796932970567,10.125756701596842,3.4686026712837013,1292,56,230,39,26,442,168,311,0.10300000000000001,0.728,0.16899999999999998,0.9795,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,0,6,13,19,3,4,8,0,37,3,0,5,2,55,57,25,0,10,16,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,18,12,0,3,9,1,0,0,7,8,1,2,8,4,30,10,34,41,6,22,0,0,0,2,31,13,0,8,9,167,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253281100136415,0.09963145265774162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080032954213413,0.2138221499801725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430439647351572,0.0,0.08675811718095039,0.0,0.2139957043363665,0.0,0.11131091920427487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395221978160912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870746923950305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652363427324003,0.0,0.0,0.08922348368716278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484905889420284,0.09163260938558376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653691850816166,0.0,0.0,0.08551691080903727,0.0815445333174071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133367685828576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062429569905103,0.0,0.0,0.11206608533601004,0.08310877344832614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720154266675129,0.0,0.2043759156033456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404081231966896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560001502441263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607901417487188,0.0,0.0,0.1381777535975408,0.07754308919505032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372718583712937,0.0,0.09755932642353883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594929101204311,0.0,0.0,0.21892787763436225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810805039476273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281805857529628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460423000516025,0.0,0.0,0.17277610793774908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658786351517248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609350919422144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386854491725592,0.0,0.0,0.13547174378880533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945209714732143,0.0,0.0,0.09742452944710142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122822029053396,0.12264202789147005,0.0,0.0,0.33650166321502645,0.1202740649597272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167181965363017,0.0,0.09200056704566573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105682972610275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728253268484715,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hangingoutwithyou,2019/07/08,"Any good documentaries for autism information? Hello, &#x200B; I hope you all can help me find some good documentaries to watch on Autism / neurodiversity please? This group would be awesome to ask. I can't use Twitter anymore since my account got suspended due to my annoyance at an Anti-vaxxer when I stated that ""Anti-vaxxers target people with autism with their false information and you are discriminating against neurodiversity. Not broken, don't need fixing."" So I can't ask anyone on Twitter so I hope you can help me out!",6.210564516129033,8.903685688172047,6.453427419354843,69.50014112903227,68.46236559139786,8.520967741935483,29.90456989247312,9.188382445141503,2.88601182795699,431,17,69,9,8,138,65,93,0.052000000000000005,0.6920000000000001,0.256,0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,15,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,13,4,11,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,3,2,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228219403680205,0.24928223341235956,0.13951045003516288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034557383295983,0.14344710504895186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835790044534856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875052853779762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34414366431316445,0.16407886016384113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750182309294213,0.0,0.0,0.4075246123887107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211766857861164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422266218997817,0.0,0.0,0.2251953789090459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970392137480864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718552918202626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573415223176728,0.0,0.24928223341235956,0.0 autism,xXx_Obama_Mama_xXx,2019/07/08,Do autistic people actually yell reee? My mom works with autistic kids and she says that she's never heard a student say that ever. Does anyone know more about it?,2.3485483870967734,5.2285947419354875,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,85.45161290322581,4.390322580645162,20.65322580645161,5.985473137389443,0.2924129032258067,131,4,23,1,4,41,28,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,14,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.32832616887645105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352533062904653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944292160448871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043378258563802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490384082284025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940455764166618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949058818765697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325171346629436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351162771793674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244939235857998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lekbekbone,2019/07/08,"Anyone else talented but also anxious to do anything with it? I'm gifted with a talent for writing and poetry. Every time I see someone doing something with that, I get anxious and jealous. I want to start as well but I'm afraid I'll suck and not succeed and my autism is just creating obstacles for the only thing I really love to do the most.",4.173478260869565,5.404163739130438,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,71.02898550724638,8.418550724637681,29.74202898550725,8.841846274778883,2.58004115942029,274,11,49,5,5,94,50,69,0.225,0.5589999999999999,0.217,-0.1785,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,12,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,5,9,12,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100284955684905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679032372181452,0.0,0.17574831743816913,0.2575356581641523,0.2068379309254092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099689440316682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117714723576172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131891990871464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268513209445786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116142764536653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610199206866718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029175882651928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296628622385536,0.19349991698035826,0.0,0.0,0.17790535919440129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698439678573174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656299981299206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482515218640567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599197558091486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,arokhsar,2019/07/08,"Connect Autism App Hello, I am a student at Columbia University and I am creating a website in order to connect autistic children and adults with professional help from therapists, psychiatrists, special education helpers, autistic tutors, speech therapists, and behavioral therapists. Please fill out this survey in order for us to understand our potential customers and what they think of the product. Please leave your constructive criticism in the comments below. Thank you!!! This survey is for all people affected by autism such as for the parents of children with autism, the educators of autism, and people with autism themselves.  Survey link: [https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSczM3oUT3WXFj43wVFsu06N0IYzICLJVizuPVzaWyP1EWFTbA/viewform?usp=sf\_link](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSczM3oUT3WXFj43wVFsu06N0IYzICLJVizuPVzaWyP1EWFTbA/viewform?usp=sf_link)",18.99989212513484,24.94212210679612,11.556828478964405,32.589762675296676,41.52427184466017,11.179719525350594,42.512405609492994,10.980518767755715,6.293365480043152,759,32,62,17,9,198,69,103,0.051,0.789,0.16,0.9069,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,14,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,20,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,0,46,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281978710338507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981858819215948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002878326708908,0.0,0.0,0.2747528347822231,0.0,0.0,0.4350315567412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243541792807014,0.0,0.690223152339699,0.0,0.12697036098499875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062873800795844,0.2383572647647732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tacominnie,2019/07/08,"Speech therapy: yep or nope? I would never subject my daughter to the point blank child abuse that is ABA ""therapy"", of course. But I have been taking her to standard speech therapy for quite some time, twice a week. I'm starting to question whether it's worth it and/or a good idea, though. I don't know if it benefits her or not. She doesn't talk nearly enough for me to really know how much she hates it (she definitely doesn't love it, but I mean, there are certainly lots of ""you should do it anyway"" educational things a kid may not like), and I just don't know whether it's worth it in the long term or if there are better ideas or options. &#x200B; What do y'all think? I myself went through speech therapy and am super happy I did, but my speech issues were totally different-- due to a severe hearing impairment.",4.293861283643892,5.732461776397513,4.8139285714285736,84.44565476190478,70.98757763975155,8.348033126293997,27.08126293995859,8.841846274778883,1.9221175983436856,650,22,131,12,12,207,105,161,0.061,0.767,0.172,0.9557,1,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,2,0,3,6,9,1,0,6,1,17,1,0,1,3,35,29,15,0,4,14,1,0,1,0,3,0,5,0,2,11,2,0,0,8,0,2,1,8,1,0,1,4,5,18,8,12,22,6,11,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,11,8,93,29,0,0.0,0.15543165878669338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421378733449551,0.15940299074988945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602163981096746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705942076980926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554820087246774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110030964879073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964787038577192,0.0,0.12951709934933628,0.0,0.0,0.14785396889568786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961816701370474,0.0,0.13692207512573262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628598454538586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408990496679297,0.0,0.0,0.11609376427846765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152799595323844,0.11839873520385373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428978984034947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643537775000967,0.0,0.10117723370279123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401133838779699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469561691965523,0.13953039473392034,0.0,0.0,0.08403986748917537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820064684840312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285275230885884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863408646764807,0.10544077762844208,0.0,0.0,0.6000816180389932,0.0,0.08715285983738763,0.08405744816105197,0.1288876721151068,0.0,0.07649447987909376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522793939708254,0.0,0.0,0.12160893716369872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318939180762173,0.0,0.15940299074988945,0.0 autism,ArmadaofKittens,2019/07/08,"My realization I realized that all people on the spectrum are my brothers in a sense, an extension of self. I have to guide my brothers through the darkness of the path so I and they can be blinded by the light of contentness and euphoria. Our parents and our peers robbed us of our happiness and robbed us of being content with our gift. I and many others hold the lantern to let less fortunate through. I am always available on Reddit and Discord if you want to talk. My lantern extends to everyone who is willing to walk.",5.400657142857142,6.705863580000003,5.675428571428572,79.81700000000002,68.2,8.914285714285715,37.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,3.5594714285714284,418,23,76,8,7,133,67,100,0.044000000000000004,0.804,0.152,0.8887,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,6,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,0,1,12,10,8,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,1,17,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,1,0,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193058582331524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518461186489661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28056813488026794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26951142831671865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267211914582579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29265595948228124,0.0,0.0,0.1827216723415279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749541019877179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118422732678578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340686248728691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545651904168425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bakerskitchen,2019/07/08,"Helping Roommate with Autism Hi, my roommates and I have long suspected that one of our roommates falls somewhere on the spectrum, and I am looking for some pointers on helping him out. I really care about this guy, and his family has never been much of a help to him, but it has been increasingly difficult to live with him. He has always been very overweight, he has personal hygiene issues (e.g. there is always a specific smell that comes from his room and furniture that he sits on), he oftentimes doesn't flush the toilet after using it, he leaves messes all over the place in the kitchen, and he doesn't ever really clean up after himself. He is usually a pretty jolly, chatty fellow (although awkward), but whenever I try to talk to him about this stuff, or ask him to clean something up, he just kind of ""shuts down"" and doesn't say anything. He spends a lot of time on his laptop, and sometimes he never even looks up from his laptop and just ignores me when I ask him about this stuff. I know his mom definitely babied him, and he never had too many friends growing up. I know he also feels pretty defeated about things in general, so I'm trying to figure out ways to bring this stuff up with him without just unloading all of these things on him at one time. Any ideas are appreciated. 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Here's the pattern: 1) I pick up interesting strategy/building/otherwise intellectually challenging game 2) I pick apart one or more aspects of the game in ludicrous detail, read all there is to read, learn all the exploits, once I even wrote the tutorial myself when I couldn't find it. 3) 3 weeks have now passed, and my exams are closing in. Let's find another game to distract us from this looming disaster. 4) go back to 1) It got to the point where my psychiatrist called me addicted, and told me to stop gaming altogether. That was last year, and... well, it's not really working out well. Does anyone else have experience with ""obsessive interests"", and how to still be productive when they are at their peak? I did my internship this semester, and I noticed that i could be productive there, but all other work went terrible as always. And note: I'm an IT student, so ""just getting away from your PC"" isn't really an option.",4.618442028985509,6.648733380434784,5.61139130434783,76.67998550724639,71.17391304347827,9.689275362318842,30.20144927536232,10.047579312681364,3.2921279710144926,778,33,142,22,15,256,124,184,0.09,0.845,0.065,-0.6634,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,2,3,16,10,0,2,7,0,13,1,0,3,3,28,20,14,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,3,7,0,3,3,3,2,1,6,0,19,7,19,9,4,22,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,10,97,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560202915023035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403226746102825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689074375346955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263155659653395,0.1650464851155477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134086981703454,0.12386131975475748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448167599909438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861004390259356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096303866474866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456247745607816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639245871084324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756809355262708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944501690012054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415815625146836,0.0,0.09154602496846274,0.0,0.12883116336528316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812667813175514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130248630565175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471620108545484,0.0,0.07869602336914716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339174718474496,0.0,0.1715459714480147,0.1091526312247136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227357863710114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222491131658816,0.0,0.206385182792669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863946735341747,0.13467090012523494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539197657816022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376056846428447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920943449940628,0.0,0.2896622665757168,0.149323669084705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345377231144147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373086071923072 autism,bdsmpsn,2019/07/08,"I need to work less and communicate more I just had a meeting with my boss and it was said that I work too efficiently and don't spend though time conversing with my co-workers. It had apparently upset one of them that I didn't say good morning the other day. I'm finding it difficult to understand why I need to ""work less"" and focus more on communicating. I'm a veterinary nurse, and my job has a lot of practical and administrative tasks that need to be done, and when these are done I'm busy cleaning. I don't see the time that anyone has to sit around and talk but my other co-workers don't have a problem with sitting around and talking. How do I understand this better? I go to work to work, not to laze around.",4.19383561643836,5.047706739726029,5.460164383561644,81.92010958904113,70.64383561643834,8.853698630136988,28.298630136986297,9.120678840339163,2.1130378082191785,568,20,120,11,10,190,80,146,0.039,0.8909999999999999,0.07,0.7224,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,6,8,5,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,28,26,13,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,11,15,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,7,3,13,2,17,18,5,11,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,4,84,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945181539082049,0.0,0.0,0.34165517430423137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314392271348825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250443712716739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618341538275363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692594400361092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072705717408991,0.10730183616308056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269510474470356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876173595790364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28457601014811296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668885801437871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241198566509474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169097717409705,0.10173528099063303,0.0,0.0,0.10194385753454407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565100121459964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256908352292962,0.0,0.1491943319117013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663598338736928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543716533550573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6519432928445265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TotalyTrueFacts,2019/07/08,"I need help and answers I just found out my younger brother is autistic. He’s always seemed way smarter than everyone else in the room, but acts a bit awkward at times socially. I just thought maybe he has a little ADD, like myself, and just brushed it off. He’s 14 and I’m 17. I don’t know how to react or what to do. I just need somewhere where there are people who understand the situation, who’ve been through it before, and can tell me how to react. I worry for him and how people will see him. He doesn’t even know yet, and I’m not supposed to tell anyone. My parents are planning on telling him next week. Will his entire life change just because of a diagnosis? The psychologist says he has a very high IQ but he’s also high functioning, what does that mean? I’m sorry if I sound erratic or dazed.",1.0365211810012838,3.430339365853662,2.526315789473685,92.32394736842107,85.21951219512195,5.403851091142491,22.655969191270863,6.8360192770164,0.6592365853658535,632,23,134,8,19,205,107,164,0.063,0.894,0.044000000000000004,-0.4456,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,7,0,12,1,0,5,0,34,25,15,0,3,11,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,6,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,4,15,1,13,20,1,16,0,0,1,0,19,10,0,4,5,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145131040278236,0.12636896982942436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619184504602207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925792484671623,0.0,0.12923116985246272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580397055089507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065954805773885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290347404791225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268688650571702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030946770946826,0.0,0.0,0.14511940002703386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651888617389798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017960360849458,0.32092043404493986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692883362778216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072710904531986,0.07419657662452814,0.1522147985761487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257499135807728,0.16543221391687887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252210790165416,0.0,0.0,0.16151669976592636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863494852426605,0.0,0.0,0.21057667757110507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077404072203395,0.0,0.0,0.12102165031983213,0.13825779861153678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070954505291547,0.0,0.15481352027516862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000732781372455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982262589732039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056873549715608,0.08855729370551152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810323178808278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530961081104952,0.0,0.12054825641795693,0.12182188244095825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423253322946742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sixersfan1414,2019/07/08,Lack of feelings Hi I’m on the spectrum.. so my dad died when I was younger so my mom has raised me. I love my mom to death but don’t care about any other family. My family didn’t do anything bad or harmful it’s just they annoy me to my core. My cousin and aunt are always around and it makes me super mad. She doesn’t understand and I tried explaining it to her but she doesn’t get it. Has any fellow people on the spectrum felt this or have been thru this?,-0.8621645021645037,1.2776276969696987,1.2325036075036095,98.82113636363636,95.26262626262628,4.444733044733044,15.152236652236653,6.1826913282559595,-0.6373036075036076,358,8,84,4,14,118,65,99,0.172,0.7190000000000001,0.109,-0.7337,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,15,20,10,2,1,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,2,16,3,9,16,1,4,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,2,1,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833151684311337,0.0,0.0,0.2996360553033289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812959625450124,0.19612218023564068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839492460257629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246202374747826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286464983291113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153764149261244,0.0,0.11139511236407043,0.0,0.21153168738099687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151026307346277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988379423505565,0.0,0.14705831466036934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160476919537287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273488091547066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957570190072114,0.0,0.0,0.2293499789059014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,unicornman5d,2019/07/08,"Help perusing adult diagnoses in Wisconsin I was wonder if there are other people in Wisconsin that have been diagnosed as adults that could help me start on the road towards getting diagnosed. I was tested as a small child in 1997 but was not diagnosed then. Though I still showed signs at the time and continued to show more signs as I grew, my mother was discouraged from getting me tested again by my father who saw it as a weakness. Eventually my mom talked to me primary physician when I was 15 and he wanted to send me to UW Madison to be tested as he strongly believed that I was high functioning autistic but my mother feared what being TOLD I was autistic would do to me versus coming upon it myself. So this past week I finally reached the conclusion that I really do believe I am autistic after about 2 months of going over it. Apparently many people in my immediate family also have come to this conclusion, including my wife who used to work with autistic children. So I'm wondering what a good first step would be and if it is going to cost me a lot of money. I have insurance but I'm not sure if this is something that is not usually covered by insurance. Also I live in the fox valley if that helps.",6.464261398176291,6.7816347361702185,7.275577507598786,72.79750000000003,65.46808510638297,10.799392097264436,33.381458966565354,10.608840637214634,3.666848024316109,973,39,172,24,14,325,134,235,0.059000000000000004,0.8759999999999999,0.065,-0.2006,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,10,6,0,1,8,0,24,6,0,1,1,31,39,22,0,8,11,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,18,6,0,1,4,2,2,7,3,3,0,1,10,1,25,3,32,23,2,34,0,1,1,0,19,13,0,7,14,133,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006788164365784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827265319628546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616494828258329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001786782092128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094031923180669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828323974504795,0.14119017290506075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744775141942495,0.0,0.10672588211962676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110722301256414,0.0,0.14261654064272108,0.10523943111727116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523024408511548,0.13256738988831893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079351730464072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667127077061962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720827435234108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469505505701319,0.10015004943011288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977661880599345,0.17397209747663725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038017166760103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659398960215218,0.0,0.0,0.08880928056385429,0.0,0.10020159712224984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825528010763252,0.0,0.0,0.10084913339054437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327498269537568,0.0,0.07316336410332128,0.0,0.0,0.11989326975077395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836697709106012,0.1381889861622285,0.0,0.07400626411066391,0.0,0.10064556365530757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213669421103964,0.09134465077080416,0.0,0.0,0.17826252075089907,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,honkbonk14,2019/07/08,"Autistic people here: How do you feel about the humor of 4chan? I am an adult with autism, and I hate to admit this (bring on the downvotes), but I personally find 4chan extremely funny. Most humor I know in theory is sort of funny (like standup comedy or sitcoms or whatever), and I see normies laughing to it, but the only way that I for-real laugh out loud is the 4chan stuff. Just as one example, the triggering of Shia Lebouf. But I have shown 4chan stuff to two NTs in real life. One of them (a girl) recoiled in horror at the racism, and the other (a guy) was like, ""dude, this is stupid."" The people on 4chan say pretty much to a person that they're autistic. Just wondering what the autistic people here think.",4.326115107913669,5.547717618705037,4.941791366906475,84.389809352518,70.65467625899282,7.8621582733812945,24.69136690647482,8.238735603445708,1.3981447482014395,555,15,109,8,10,178,89,139,0.08,0.711,0.209,0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,2,0,13,0,7,1,0,2,0,23,15,10,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,5,9,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,4,9,6,18,14,2,9,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,5,2,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907697934414138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407637822080454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777512371172957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723705205193505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986585053081925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679901029550014,0.17540704477892965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196652914396878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432923501504092,0.13653167689449505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733659394323973,0.31349672752191465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263454253501898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086620154796394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427600742030651,0.0,0.0,0.14305275932267966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110107684402716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502801089522352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753631917544815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249318751275294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467982502534464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,captfriendly,2019/07/08,"want to help my neice My neice has asberger syndrome. Currently she is 20 and is in college. She has issues socializing and is trying to make friends but it is hard for her. Are there any colligiate organizations for students like her to meet and socialize? Thanks!!",2.8991964285714285,5.976223145833334,4.292619047619045,76.5,88.375,7.742857142857144,27.690476190476193,8.418075326091056,3.0079726190476186,213,10,35,6,7,70,35,48,0.027999999999999997,0.746,0.226,0.8788,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,6,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615421855542802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557616455396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847381745915047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305339772060866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317609837852025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528927605689907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121725641816459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.648032040858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926407766630427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580459618920125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748077864241774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AmondaPls,2019/07/08,"I worry about my sister all the time and could use some feedback So my sister is in the middle of the autism spectrum, toward the more ""green"" end but close to the middle. I don't know what the best terminology is, but I hate to call her [high/low]-functioning. She goes to college on a reduced schedule through disability on campus, and is active in local groups for students/adults with autism. Where I struggle is how to help her moving forward from school. She is in film studies with a minor in museums, and honestly she much prefers museums. When I've talked to people in the past about their own museums majors/minors, it seems like being great with marketing is a qualifier, which uh... she fucking hates. I guess what I'm wondering is what the most appropriate resources would be for her after graduating from college. She's financially spoken for, but I don't know how to provide advice on moving forward from living with parents post-grad. She values her independence, but feels incredibly lost on how she can find that with the setbacks she experiences. Right now, through her campus's program, she has roommates that have similar experiences and has mentors at all times. She has struggled to connect/maintain contact with anyone she's lived with or gotten to know there, so she does not think she would take the option of trying to move on with them. Are there communities she could be a part of for adults? Does anyone have any advice for her (or for me to support her)? She doesn't really do reddit, but she could use resources.",7.404807373653687,7.997196792253523,7.171068765534383,73.40458574979287,63.471830985915496,9.499254349627176,33.25517812758906,9.325443323948027,3.009385501242752,1235,47,210,20,17,391,154,284,0.069,0.821,0.111,0.9385,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,2,12,11,3,2,14,0,26,1,0,6,2,47,44,17,0,6,8,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,13,0,0,9,4,0,5,4,6,1,0,2,2,34,5,47,34,9,31,0,1,1,1,34,20,1,8,11,159,41,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277658268479235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792521526501659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297692199686187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230301586466175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900180592923836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791464895785387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397234000060285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032210946481285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799971578223754,0.0,0.0,0.05892683669608845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651673402059024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774065218899173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284873118585599,0.1283834980192882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301210221327971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811524804666449,0.12313239430926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192144327222526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693624437794285,0.0,0.205816393777662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272187118234499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715952140310009,0.08567134304690692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940543993596265,0.1262029861315236,0.11125195923578952,0.08079513718777295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161445220262194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746594090806164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952572419754532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794612501102986,0.0,0.10609491929443757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436687634063165,0.0,0.0,0.13224980677617146,0.0,0.0,0.08762463377074615,0.09367156786336107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467502741287657,0.0,0.0,0.13591246241405228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912396488994873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130871347049734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263841837945343,0.0,0.11835345513878008,0.0,0.1655753425797635,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lordofthstrings,2019/07/08,"Why am I different than others on the spectrum? I suspect my upbringing has something to do with it So I've been on this big journey of self exploration over the past 6 months and I've made many interesting revelations but one thing that I keep trying to figure out is why am I different from other adults with autism that are otherwise similar to me i.e verbal and mostly able to pass as neurotypical?  So many people who are similar to me can work and have friends. They can have relatively ""normal"" lives. They may struggle more than neurotypical people and have vastly different struggles but they've found a way to make it work in a world that wasn't built to accommodate their differences. Yet here I am at 27 unable to do that as of yet and I wonder why? Was it my late diagnosis at 22? Is my brain just different? Possibly and probably but I think there's more and I really wanna hear some stories and opinions based on my theory. I think it was my parents parenting. They weren't horribly abusive or anything but they weren't great and they certainly had no clue what they were doing raising their son that they had no idea was autistic. My dad was a verbally abusive narcissist. Nothing can or will ever be good enough for him and he will always have an answer for what you could or should have done differently or better. His way is the best and only way and if you disagree or choose a different path you're stupid, incompetent, etc. My mom is a raging codependent, micromanager and somewhat of a control freak. She did her best to protect me from my dad (I have no doubt he would have become physically abusive if not for her) but she took protecting me to the extreme. She did anything and everything for me and rarely was able to say no to me or my sister. Neither of them ever taught me how to take care of myself or that I was even capable of it. My dad decimated my self-esteem and self-worth and my mom reinforced it by always ""protecting"" me from everything. They weren't bad enough to push me into unhealthy, but at least somewhat effective, coping mechanisms but they weren't good enough to prepare me for life. So now I'm sitting here, already behind in life in so many ways due to being autistic, and I'm having to learn how to be an adult and cope with life on the spectrum at 27 with little to no guidance instead of when most people do it in their teens and early twenties.  So I'm curious: what do you think? What's your situation now and how were your parents growing up? If your parents weren't there to help you and teach you growing up but you still managed how did you do it? Did you have other people to help you? If so who? If you made it to the end thank you and congratulations! I look forward to hearing your insights",4.368376410629775,5.9819477014925395,5.293238077903169,80.39744812522753,71.05223880597015,8.512850382235166,28.74481252275209,9.047159751262416,2.4000692209683288,2192,84,415,44,41,717,244,536,0.099,0.758,0.14300000000000002,0.9847,10,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,15,13,7,26,18,2,3,14,0,59,4,1,9,3,90,79,56,0,10,22,11,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,3,26,29,0,5,14,0,0,8,13,7,0,1,27,4,70,11,66,43,15,48,0,0,1,0,59,22,0,21,15,325,96,6,0.13187889909943107,0.2343823956534873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276582226639572,0.0,0.10973380864906512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085250971483911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505668608136475,0.0,0.07282494142821781,0.0,0.0,0.13839876832335454,0.05831808461419361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736102331827566,0.0,0.0,0.06722966344987724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395669961520722,0.0526472849236046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822488319812015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747895057725314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058402780435511274,0.2043992343323623,0.07353991655423517,0.04355238453782728,0.11929201444489752,0.0,0.0,0.11852425091006552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229920294723831,0.05094465515223337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106137636126148,0.0,0.07269847591526772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486371039514991,0.0,0.08839564617846385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443761236424419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861001249448305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743825712123384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972494983448427,0.0,0.0660886513637696,0.05822574201911674,0.0,0.0553725303470256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247870030262618,0.04401509460265229,0.20055675671268347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445497273160907,0.05263223953153883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460666028794843,0.06327068023974085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044682277541254714,0.050149922727954536,0.0,0.0,0.292871821268863,0.0,0.06294666579944153,0.18285644706714302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433682178295152,0.0,0.0,0.07109387924226951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04224249985765205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243769689764528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636768021982585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411870404851474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507634097734036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526593295878622,0.0,0.0,0.1378684593175807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957825979563723,0.0,0.0,0.060708185900935185,0.0,0.0,0.04380724029281713,0.1267540102595421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326115467673229,0.044768557865110414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935866329530525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785002909799979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150852024806849,0.09600940921449347,0.0,0.0,0.04684149306488593,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ASDLIFE,2019/03/27,"What rules do you ""break"" for you awesomely autistic kids\adults? (Picking your battles). i have a autistic brother and we (me and my mother let him do these things. (because we thay help him). 1.run around butt naked. it's his house too and if he wants to be naked it's his right. (and where still potty training him). 2.eat with his hands. if it helps him with eating I'll do it. 3.make a HUGE mess with arts and crafts. (again he's naked so it's easier to clean up). 4.splash in the bath. so what if water, bubble bath, enable paint, and toys get EVERYWHERE thats what towels are ment for. 5.play in mud. i here people telling there kids to not splash in mud were as I'm teaching my bro to do so. 6.jump on the beds. (again clothed or naked) and we have a private fence for him to bounce naked on his trampoline to. 7.take walks (or runs) with him whenever he wants. (his scool is AWESOME for that). 8.teach him how to cook. last night we made a roast it was GOOD. 9. read him story's WHENEVER AND WHEREVER he wants. so what if i have a backpack full of kids story's and hes jumping up and down while i read sesame Street he loves it. 10. paint ANYTHING in the house. (we cover everything in bucher paper so it doesn't get too messy. thats my top 10 id love to here yours. oh and btw he's 25 yrs old with 5 brain surgeries. im his full time care giver. I have more because these aren't a big deal. Oh. 13. Scream and shout. It's inside and it helps him say words. 14. Bang on pots and pans. If he wants to he can and he will make a sound so cool. The end. 🙂❤🎗.",-1.0117323259579043,1.0721949755351687,0.5509552077711852,102.53256341068541,99.24464831804279,3.5432991545241945,14.668645439827307,5.391684675048584,-1.0986410145709664,1195,27,284,8,51,378,178,327,0.016,0.846,0.139,0.9901,1,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,5,4,0,2,17,9,1,0,11,1,19,8,3,4,0,44,31,31,0,9,8,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,20,26,3,1,0,7,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,6,34,6,32,25,3,33,0,0,0,3,48,20,1,7,9,158,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185268836477596,0.12821990358314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756023555044919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607884585775999,0.0,0.0,0.14685123914712422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849169484230654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947634264311296,0.0,0.0,0.12757048357064052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294475698818895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050259177445294,0.0,0.0,0.1208080437986279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896268442470214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332389479258911,0.0,0.0,0.15558035232085868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740611591099002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472834973744472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599908053869974,0.13628750378562213,0.19228628709100554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516521007825982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113840078585125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985434427271224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881439475905699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230033919605333,0.0,0.114540819815075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502493699674335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829488818095033,0.0,0.12589118738317165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568912278450163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398679849570613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398175722212413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xAstrologyx,2019/03/27,"Activities for Autism Awareness Week?? Good morning/afternoon/evening to all Apologies if this isn't the right place. I am a 26 year old going through the process of diagnosis for Asperger's. My workplace is very good with awareness, and we are having sessions across our three sites all week. I am an autism champion, so it's my job this week to help people get as much information as I can. I will be delivering an awareness course next week and need to get together some ideas for activities. In the other sessions that get run, we have sensory activities to try and simulate what life can be like for someone on the spectrum. This includes noise when they're focusing, changing lights, changing plans at the last minute and trying to demonstrate heightened senses. I don't have access to the usual box of fun stuff that is used, so I am hoping to be able to get some more things to use. As well as the course, we will also have a stall set up to give information from. I was wondering if anyone had any ideas for activities in either of these situations? My creativity isn't the best at times. Any ideas are very much appreciated. Obviously I will make sure to ask before doing things. I know how it feels to be triggered unexpectedly. Thank you. :)!",5.1780769230769215,7.025692192307693,5.667179487179487,77.58615384615386,69.38461538461539,8.78974358974359,30.09401709401709,9.2995712137729,2.6949247863247865,999,40,183,21,18,321,140,234,0.021,0.8320000000000001,0.146,0.9823,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,12,0,26,1,0,5,4,32,42,15,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,2,17,9,34,33,9,24,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,6,12,124,30,3,0.11773182115407925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415009484158177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012335116189244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232082675212114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006336015143307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018110844376027,0.0,0.12355228282505673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908931219724825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776075751701947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059528746220923676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604006940514095,0.11293909069077593,0.06690970709274642,0.1974957316712412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891315803929905,0.0,0.0,0.11693426298923244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39871468714929614,0.0,0.0,0.11683066617740412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647023299531656,0.09596714769742376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315746702472114,0.057517820951892985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858690482292165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309286989041947,0.08729665361126067,0.0,0.0,0.12520912743575371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353974167720945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816204209694988,0.0,0.12300469516521632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005423319898418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233549974712389,0.0,0.0,0.0997537900096512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347747681299927,0.0,0.0,0.11096084813884753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083916431496558,0.0,0.0,0.156431581234817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865037168916964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986435688782502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336498594097024,0.12966496797480986,0.1942821646517489,0.0,0.0,0.3777494618232949,0.0,0.10585504624083353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767513793834476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581543283384741 autism,pupper4lyfe,2019/03/27,"Parents of children w/ ASD (ages 2-12) please fill out this 15 minute survey Hello, My name is Jennifer and I am an Occupational Therapy student at California State University, Dominguez Hills. My research team and I are conducting a survey that is looking into the relationship between stress, stigma and quality of life for parents with children with ASD. With our research, we are hoping to gain more insight in order to improve our practice with families overall. If you have any questions please feel free to email me at AutismMomsOTCSUDH@gmail.com Thank you again, Jennifer S. , OTS, Department of Occupational Therapy, CSUDH",9.276840659340664,11.267777288461538,8.585054945054946,59.974230769230786,59.769230769230774,10.558241758241758,42.74175824175824,10.608840637214634,5.288921978021979,514,29,69,12,7,162,79,104,0.024,0.805,0.171,0.9403,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,16,10,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,4,17,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,3,2,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073776988107367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951005203252948,0.0,0.10464361289164736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555487099633152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617975920558246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737916491432724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596022295434392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543529951655136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318390610564563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219422918740536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370683977554809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053808229637131,0.4733464394316258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shrimpf,2019/03/27,"Is anyone else dealing with severe light sensitivity, and what glasses would work? I'm dealing with light sensitivity to the point where it's affecting my relationship, my friendships, my mood, my driving abilities, and my general attitude towards others. It's a thing that apparently many other people with autism face, and I would like to know what measures you've taken to reduce it.",11.880696517412936,10.51846801492538,11.26029850746269,54.10995024875625,55.4179104477612,13.70945273631841,44.721393034825866,12.45797560212912,5.877043781094526,315,15,45,8,3,103,48,67,0.039,0.855,0.106,0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,31,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814497377862497,0.26589032729109857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350700564277215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678050972639126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261543849058586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677950333496285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26309416076779024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799059189178669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453131409206339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786078872392379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931632432767041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240150832070322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892044843409456,0.0,0.0,0.3686853589681249,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,curiousobserver32,2019/03/27,"How can i help my friend learn how to drive? Hello, everyone, first post here on r/autism so go easy on me lol. I have a friend that's on the spectrum and trying to learn how to drive. The thing is, he's taken his test 3 times and failed each time. It's always hard hearing him talk about it because he clearly loves being behind the wheels and sees driving as a way to help him acheive more socially as well. I just have a regular car is the thing and I'm not sure how I can teach him to drive. I'm also not a driving instructor myself so I don't know what I can do. Any advice for me? Thanks so much. 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And it came back with ""shows marked symptoms of asberges"" I don't know how to react. I do have OCD and the comorbidity is high. Feels like someone has changed a core part of my identity. Like I can no longer trust anything about myself. Other friends who know me outside and know a lot about autism think I show no signs but that might be because I am just good at coping in familiar settings. Has anyone had a similar (adult) diagnosis. And how did you respond?",3.636355519480517,6.230170508928577,4.289837662337664,82.44152597402598,76.05357142857143,7.287012987012987,29.824675324675326,8.296473431620573,2.4190964285714287,475,22,86,9,11,151,84,112,0.047,0.847,0.106,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,3,0,20,20,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,1,10,5,13,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,5,60,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150441532244902,0.0,0.1900743039111357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776069747461397,0.0,0.14080137121829656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641760347010331,0.0,0.0,0.2443429282520597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167888580885881,0.16500993979442902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845217595729498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937324607312767,0.1847333229101556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440397708646654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380816582438548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256872874085276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963682961445897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450299844037293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307892430319207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501254685311989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570597341324625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007343316767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480006677477527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815393033384413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pounce-a-lot,2019/03/27,"Repetitive/restrictive behaviors? What exactly would be considered as this? My son likes to spin the wheels on his cars. He likes to drop circular objects so they spin. He likes to press buttons. But he will only do this for 1-2 minutes before moving on to something else. He also uses toys appropriately. He doesn’t become distressed at all if interrupted in these activities. Does this count? If not, can there be an autism diagnosis without this criteria? He has very poor joint attention and a speech delay but makes good eye contact. 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Our schooling systems in Texas are not the best by far. I want to creat a group for children to go to after school and for adults to go to when ever. This group would something where these kids and adults can feel welcomed. Doing things such as short plays, arts and crafts, and even go on field trips to places that wouldn't normal go with a school group. I think this would be a good idea for people like my brother who is about to age out of the special class that he is involved in. With years of volunteer hours under my belt and working with these lovely people I want to give them a place to create more friends and consider another family. I'm about to go to college to become a special education teacher. I feel as if everything needs to be changed though. I do have a problem though, I have no idea where to start or even if I should start. I want to get some advice on the matter. Thank you, every little advice helps. BTW I'm thinking of becoming a representative for these children in the government and make sure that they get what they need during the school year and such. Again thank you guys!",5.035,5.77845049180328,4.817336065573773,87.68657786885248,68.67213114754098,7.575409836065574,25.90573770491803,7.413659706084162,1.0768491803278692,976,26,201,9,16,299,132,244,0.032,0.7759999999999999,0.192,0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,3,2,13,15,0,0,14,0,16,1,0,1,2,49,44,18,0,14,4,1,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,12,16,0,1,9,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,0,2,18,14,43,37,4,33,0,0,0,1,25,15,0,6,11,133,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781274921365165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557123358937276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132025203798345,0.0,0.0,0.09564880648777364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641705873724024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039799634652633,0.08244393316072061,0.07679178889187807,0.0,0.08191332391714744,0.0,0.08592137509145166,0.0,0.0921691351637282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041674606319533,0.0,0.095236763128419,0.08743253449782773,0.3107915198100969,0.07644630511413272,0.0,0.10048532279607172,0.0,0.0902457589592194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218227312444715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975735587842476,0.0,0.0,0.4115567713033199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044527796654440316,0.09134908788439597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225998787222,0.0,0.06083856550448375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274382319871576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930064945759376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956094551040426,0.0,0.2856746637762487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721140607098456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689657530488552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016622498737203,0.0,0.0,0.12902276811788724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590106510925158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782419658231806,0.0,0.0,0.06055126501908315,0.17520198981161506,0.17909479061263253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612752573773396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635308618865006,0.0,0.0,0.12949054272777416,0.0,0.0,0.11738602473544607 autism,VerucaMoon,2019/03/27,"My brother is having depressed thoughts My brother (24) who has high functioning autism recently expressed that he’s been having ‘existential dread’ and thinks often about how when you die, there is nothing after that. He asked me, “do you ever sometimes think, what’s the point in life when you’re just going to die one day?” And I really didn’t know how to answer the question in order to give him some positive food for thought in a way he can fully understand. Just to note, as soon as he started to talk about these things, my mother has taken him to a psychologist to get some more help, but he does not have any thoughts of suicide - rather just can’t comprehend life and death and what it all means (we are not religious and he doesn’t believe in god). He struggles with conceptualising things like time, money and quantifying just how long he still has to live. Our father passed away a few years ago (from cancer at aged 48) and I think this is what made him realise his own mortality but doesn’t quite understand that a lot healthy people die just of old age (he is very healthy, doesn’t drink or smoke at all). I’m not sure how else to explain to him and help him understand that living his life with positivity and doing what you love is what life is all about, and that time spent worrying about what happens after death is taking away from the quality of the actual living part. I want to help take his mind off his negative/dark thoughts and give him some perspective that he can understand in his own way. What other ways could I verbalise these things without too much detail that can be easier for someone with his needs to absorb it and take it in? I know him well enough to think that what I’ve said so far has helped a little but I want to try and say it all in a way that I know he can comprehend and take solace in. I hate knowing he’s having these thoughts as they’re troubling him quite a bit. 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Can someone start a thing for helping set up dates or how to write a dam tinder profile or online dating thing? Idk about other people but I need a coach to help me through it.",1.7043750000000024,4.387680687500005,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,85.875,4.033333333333334,22.583333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.37280833333333296,195,7,35,1,6,62,40,48,0.067,0.799,0.134,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,5,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615512164061673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184495228985465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28676401717986405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681179499199716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276849268411615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737377152315568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138679066491487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gninaws,2019/03/27,"I could never care for someone like myself... At the moment my boyfriend is sick, it's just a tummy bug but it's just made me realise how amazing he is for being there for me all the time. I've been trying to be caring by getting him what he needs and making sure he's ok but it really doesn't feel natural for me to do so and I feel bad that I might not seem very caring... It just makes me think that if I were to meet someone like me who needed constant support and care I'd be next to useless and it just makes me all the more grateful that there are people out there not like me. 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I was also wondering if his speech delays are normal? he can count, perform the alphabet and knows many words but can’t seem to form many sentences at all. any tips, education, and advice on how I can be the greatest sister to my angel of a brother is appreciated. :)",6.361857142857144,6.279891899999999,7.136904761904763,75.06392857142859,65.71428571428571,9.666666666666668,34.64285714285714,9.2995712137729,3.1197142857142848,849,36,157,14,12,283,120,210,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.9711,1,0,0,1,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,13,0,25,1,1,1,1,27,36,11,0,4,4,7,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,8,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,7,18,3,24,20,8,35,1,0,3,0,26,15,0,5,20,109,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739310245798456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243810448895658,0.3509724362805338,0.0,0.0,0.19122621298848894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755146566243707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225799402312914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325455621664893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499845158482024,0.15402088681097598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497211284206768,0.0,0.0,0.15454062681920833,0.11460810738922865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686902628515439,0.1409185571593339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276402710798921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335748585160626,0.0,0.0,0.1357927610631288,0.0,0.0,0.13775855858441646,0.0,0.0,0.2950729769654135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204033055682464,0.255994682233432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951770042239104,0.0,0.11228367644626268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324792354342285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320201415220052,0.0,0.0,0.11278117544810001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049503141618369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810841204821114 autism,thebetterderrow,2019/03/27,"Went out to eat by myself I went out to eat by myself, for the first time ever, at my favorite restaurant. And I'm super proud of myself. I have such a hard time speaking to people I don't know. I have to think about what I want to say, and how I want to say it. If I don't have enough time to prepare myself, I'll often go speechless, or jumble my words together. And that alone can be super overwhelming for me. Normally I have to talk someone into going with me if I want to go out to eat. And usually to not be so anxious, I have to sit where my back is towards a wall and I can see as much as possible. But they seated me in the best spot possible and next to a window. I made it all the way to paying before I said the classic ""you too"" after they said ""thank you"" to me.",1.6847527472527446,2.699177273809525,3.919047619047621,89.98236263736263,76.85714285714286,6.597802197802199,21.85164835164835,7.010146845296331,0.4877027472527469,594,15,136,6,13,206,93,168,0.036000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.147,0.9551,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,5,9,6,0,1,7,0,12,3,0,2,2,28,28,14,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,11,3,0,2,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,5,7,28,5,32,21,4,25,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,4,9,107,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534267352100716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853635424162327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790742050688283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941305334484488,0.0,0.1472708334840229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430787102454768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500151009674092,0.0,0.0,0.1269392394753238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936718446709645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926344636642086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571081048372548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712335088177343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278648478080204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316090741519612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492457454904352,0.0,0.13749655180449613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728923780805414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164087610071929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669776520837165,0.2231968801934957,0.0,0.0,0.11182723797998548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890370183376482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127943556866806,0.0,0.12919977894666035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991972478999348,0.0,0.0,0.24548791555638355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455698163317702,0.0,0.2483161311306809,0.11138980936796963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601802077267949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,seecucumberunder,2019/03/27,"Could there be a link to why I get food poisoning?? Or maybe I'm a bit more adventurous or have a worse judgement and it doesn't relate to autism?? Like compared to other people I get food poisoning several times a year. If I remember correctly like maybe 5 incidents??? In the past year About more than 10 in the past 5 years?? Maybe even up to 15. I've discussed with other people about food poisoning and these people just day it's been years since they've gotten it or like once a year. I'm Asian I'm supposed to have a strong stomach?? I live in a developed country. However I've never been exposed to the sanitary conditions they have in Asia. I've been to Mexico so I guess similar conditions, ate a fuckton of street food and I've never gotten sick until I ate an unwashed apple from the grocery store. I think it's bad judgement now that I think about it not so much the autismo ",2.1162983770287127,4.429332028089887,3.6464419475655454,86.53260923845195,79.84269662921349,7.326342072409487,24.495630461922595,8.344100000000001,1.7316244694132337,703,26,140,15,18,232,96,178,0.109,0.79,0.1,-0.675,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,9,3,0,14,0,9,11,1,0,3,19,21,10,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,7,0,9,5,20,12,4,19,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,16,80,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939889582134197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299679987012305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504898245535964,0.0,0.0,0.07677517561737755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862912284711214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758062382787922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439381675477244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114319512901934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744803916757655,0.0,0.10512028378397917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879477818499905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751291117241332,0.0,0.1836320751219743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678068940555864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272868028000432,0.2475956631147432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485653325751928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448871509540175,0.0,0.0984765355100572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525604433959329,0.0,0.0,0.06941700005772433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742099394903154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213186038427032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833103722462336 autism,JoseCFM,2019/03/27,"What to do if I dont want my younger brother to go to high school? So my little brother is 9 years old and was diagnosed with autism at 3 years old and has around 5 years before he goes to high school. By then I'll be 20 years old and out of high school. There are around 8 special ed kids at my high school and 5 of them I'm pretty sure have autism. The special ed teachers are okay but sometimes they have to grab the students by the arm sometimes around the bicep area so they won't run off and they say ""oww"" in pain. I really dont want my brother to go through bullying and aggressive teachers. Kids at my school are very edgy and make so many jokes about autism and make fun of the autistic kids. Are there any alternatives for him not to go to high school?",2.9685849056603786,4.154310716981133,3.3070597484276725,94.95228773584907,73.90566037735849,6.557861635220128,23.94182389937107,6.816661863887847,0.4769408805031441,600,17,139,5,12,185,86,159,0.085,0.8140000000000001,0.1,0.1239,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,9,8,1,0,5,1,14,4,2,2,1,21,22,14,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,13,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,2,12,6,26,19,0,28,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,1,8,75,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397959485099107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25126116988958913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005761412618229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549215801211323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052890453241394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040843213670625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970187204702287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429577726964801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256021259780009,0.09538528865219424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961725156193843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001108336346013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571612764283292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060271911677622324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481849432782306,0.0,0.5713014756149393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861007777289378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886720151274894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762824154626273,0.1109850581686833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423451990463453 autism,DystopianAlice,2019/03/27,"Sudden shift in daughter with asperger's My 10 year old has ADHD and asperger's, does therapy which helps usually, was on concerta which stopped helping, switched to Adderall a month ago and that's been helping but I'm concerned about how the last 2 days have been. On Monday she had a shutdown in the school cafeteria, they took her to the counselors office and she wouldn't talk or eat or interact. She stayed shutdown for almost 4 hours after she got home and when I finally found out what triggered it, she said it was that she forgot that she doesn't like the strawberry milk at school and accidentally put it on her tray. Today after homework and dinner she went to play on roblox and had an epic meltdown because a game she was expecting to be there was offline. I haven't seen anything like this since she was about 3 or 4 and we first started this whole process. I don't know what to make of it at all. Could it be the Adderall even though it's been a few weeks already? Am I missing something that's making things worse for her all of the sudden? Normally she doesn't do well with change, but it's been a long time since a small change triggered reactions of these proportions.",6.8406200265252,6.694296702586211,6.32344827586207,81.5125331564987,64.73275862068965,9.552254641909816,33.79442970822281,9.057496981413335,2.7234027851458884,953,37,186,14,13,294,135,232,0.095,0.8690000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9195,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,13,0,23,4,0,5,2,33,36,16,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,19,12,4,2,2,2,0,3,5,1,1,1,18,2,21,4,25,14,4,36,0,1,1,0,24,10,0,4,24,125,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357015539605868,0.0,0.12064768627192705,0.0,0.13628815954445175,0.0,0.15019377785655516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200171883781486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296753041664852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879592600048685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866770099316717,0.0,0.0,0.0877756038220127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191052337118459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392680267749296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989518656780934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909491141654593,0.0,0.11576970722439665,0.0,0.14923064274473674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088545335524774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736822514767234,0.0,0.13652307238875064,0.0,0.13403469322364764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747990144159635,0.11094265182218987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132986750915141,0.0,0.0,0.12044745986829812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817005054071649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863664624516448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333526933539961,0.0,0.0,0.14281790045809453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368217745869377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946575206232014,0.0,0.0,0.2754883487595187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225172714935182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477925011051366,0.0,0.0,0.0963348740295487,0.14506839684898254,0.0,0.11378875757459092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939496975411156,0.0,0.0,0.15564640154376655,0.0,0.0904212267808956,0.0,0.1337211590225094,0.0,0.07936314110104499,0.0,0.12901035946054673,0.0,0.15121617880917382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989895751534255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917414976012267,0.0,0.12237353949234715,0.12616946026073267,0.0,0.15195488051684955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870126146252065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764629739912498 autism,ZiyodaM,2019/03/27,"How to teach an autistic kid to follow the directions at gymnastics? Hello everyone, &#x200B; Please help. My 5-year old and 7 year old kids are going to gymnastics classes after school. He has trouble following directions. He always runs away and does different things, not what is required of him. He knows how to copy others. He just won't follow everyone. &#x200B; What can I do to make him follow others? Please share any technique. Thank you. 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But I always get really involved in the activities. Often my family gets really worried because I enter a state of hyper focus and totally neglect my phone, missing their calls and texts. Usually is not a big deal but sometimes it is, i.e. many times I have lost my car ride to home and it means taking a 35km bus trip at night to the suburbs I live, which makes me very anxious. Also it makes people very sad because sometimes they need my help or company and Im not available. It makes me sad too, cause most of times I lose good events just for not checking it. How do you guys remember checking your phone?",4.092948717948715,6.140343790209791,5.065891608391612,79.96755536130539,72.63636363636363,7.843589743589742,29.39918414918415,8.59863814320734,2.4494946386946395,594,25,106,11,12,194,96,143,0.161,0.777,0.062,-0.9332,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,2,5,8,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,5,1,25,16,11,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,3,4,4,6,0,0,1,0,18,2,8,15,2,15,0,6,0,0,13,3,0,3,7,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633218393940392,0.1210425658947258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643395205528146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735413682958456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854097809980138,0.0,0.0,0.14943760419028593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997302450447872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713602509030362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238964279402737,0.0,0.15200398182637506,0.0,0.0,0.12201320573645848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403801908142752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750537194586596,0.0,0.14591811723957926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571323973088887,0.0,0.14435637659613146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845253986686056,0.0,0.0,0.1627435488378074,0.15879752193079147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913067570182903,0.14748359227290458,0.0,0.1584593091260733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786404816996982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651359683615422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085047541812747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863834176732133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478897878706222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877467963044605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937522085743047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964927502814942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204289688783297,0.3600835753661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773169071282075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Acerimmerr,2019/10/26,"Books on advanced emotional intelligence. I received a lot of insight from the books ""a field guide to earthlings"" and ""emotional intelligence"" does anybody know off others written in the same earth for an autist to digest format?",8.081491228070174,10.798414342105268,7.0500000000000025,67.07833333333336,63.47368421052632,9.27719298245614,38.982456140350884,9.725611199111238,4.541550877192981,187,10,25,4,3,57,32,38,0.0,0.731,0.26899999999999996,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,18,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33431446396318193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8594580700926737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099520871597104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247857540516028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WanderingGrad,2019/10/26,"Have you said something which you're not supposed to say? I had times when I'm in conversations, I say things which may have caused offence without realising it until someone explains to me or when I reflecting on what I just said. Is it the same for you all?",6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,66.05882352941177,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.7656352941176467,207,9,41,3,3,66,38,51,0.055,0.945,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,7,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212517650501087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949407059331523,0.4973783701669411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649684411969541,0.2407487695969523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077586838041638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235078559231568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014529684230464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GammaNumerix,2019/10/26,Am I becoming mute?! I’ve never had any non verbal episodes until last week. There’s always been stuttering and slow response times but no actual non verbal episodes. Now they’re increasing in frequency and duration. I’m scared I’m gonna become mute.,2.9300709219858163,5.9431518297872366,4.035212765957446,80.0841666666667,83.8936170212766,8.239716312056737,24.854609929078013,8.841846274778883,2.7470737588652483,204,8,34,6,6,66,38,47,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.3050865534606755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601372722399286,0.0,0.0,0.21260244517251348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6905613446719839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548391612922937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112329966438426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130020634059089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822999178722268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507768500455495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,janMekalo,2019/10/26,"We all hate when the waiters sing happy birthday at a restaurant… …but the real pain begins when you go to an amusement park and they stop at every second to try to take pictures you want no part in, and you are pretty much legally *obligated* to smile even when you don't want to.",11.157678571428573,6.346919410714285,10.290714285714287,71.15428571428575,60.25,11.914285714285715,40.5,7.1686216300943375,3.2624928571428566,221,7,43,1,2,71,43,56,0.162,0.612,0.226,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,4,1,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,8,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917103593498508,0.0,0.24455193425657995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649583208848779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089813117936669,0.0,0.28656622651043234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337045411579472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088512517473251,0.0,0.0,0.3143173376762505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952931741912712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303731650305046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426657581731907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823526087547807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706375223704506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423992478752076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Agudaripududu,2019/10/26,"New Discord. Good afternoon, it's u/agudaripududu and I represent ASDerp, a Discord server created and run by young autistic individuals. ASDerp aims to provide a place where people can come just to relax and have fun. To find other people to talk to, exchange experiences with and play games with. In order to make this a success, we would like to ask you whether we can work together with you. Our Discord Server has been up and running for three months now and so far its members have found it a most helping and caring community. We hope and think more young autistic people would benefit from and enjoy joining our server. We would therefore like to ask you whether we can advertise our server on your subreddit. Specifically, we would like to ask you whether we can make a post advertising the Discord server two times in the upcoming month. This will give us the opportunity to see whether there is enough interest in our server, while not being a burden on your subreddit. I am looking forward to hear from you. Please let me know if you have any further questions, or if you would like to take a look at the Discord server for yourself. You are more than welcome.",6.307317829457363,7.814874553488372,6.24558139534884,75.81410852713182,66.25581395348837,8.710077519379848,33.868217054263575,9.029198982220553,3.092137984496124,939,42,158,16,15,296,124,215,0.054000000000000006,0.718,0.228,0.9907,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,12,10,0,3,5,17,0,0,11,0,20,0,0,3,0,44,37,18,0,8,9,0,0,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,20,0,0,5,3,1,4,1,1,0,2,2,4,25,16,28,27,4,26,0,0,3,0,32,12,0,6,14,119,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876606109653172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36608867654089455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330858110718327,0.0,0.0,0.11244153818503397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487418344664096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768509134669925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930364796034272,0.0,0.0,0.14312131833374242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521794168931968,0.0,0.10948383266166488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711876067549826,0.0,0.08749267557802339,0.0,0.0,0.1296474731194658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173683203649453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347755061117778,0.0,0.25508486409795744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922757705987084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742619035707257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837838320592134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606837040403052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714828245323695,0.0,0.1363778887584807,0.14328465543519273,0.0,0.0,0.12501332711059324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462254253118406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401689885561224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814362556420717,0.10491647025249126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363947002142039,0.0,0.0,0.07611410882225786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751054552242633,0.0,0.1570136144059353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502866324300842,0.0,0.0,0.4636300240446432,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lilbitchybitch,2019/10/26,"Got some bad news during therapy. Hey y'all! I'll try to summarize everything that has happened. So in May I decided that I need to go to therapy. I went from school counselor to social worker to psychologist to psychiatrist. So 2 weeks ago, I finally arrived at an psychiatrist that was equipped to do the evaluation for autism. I had to tell my whole story again, do some screenings and that was it. The after appointment was last week and I received some bad news. They highly expect autism based on my story, screenings, my behavior and thinking patterns. This psychiatrist said she was going to be very upfront with me. She said that I should put aside my hope to get treatment any time soon, because care for autistic people is currently really bad in my country. They said that I need a specialized psychiatrist for autistic people that also treats my PTSD, anxiety and depression. She explained that my official diagnosis will come after my temporary psychiatrist, her, my mom and I had the evaluation and my individual test. After this, she told me that they can't do much for me at this clinic if I get this diagnose, because they don't have a specialized psychiatrist there. According to her, the waiting times can be longer than 6 months and sometimes your insurance can decide that it's no longer insured and it will even take longer than a year. She did mention coaching during my waiting time. I'm quite upset about all this. I'm on my 6th school and I could really use the help. I've been slipping away further and further. This news was took a toll on me and I got pretty sick as a result. It took me a lot of effort and energy to get started with therapy and I feel really demotivated. Is there anyone here who knows that the coaching exactly is? How can I cope with this and find a will to continue seeking help?",5.011443688586542,6.949532597667641,5.911966310333657,75.3034229564842,69.96209912536443,9.396350286146204,30.77950545297484,9.816601858774405,3.2402254400172765,1463,62,256,37,27,481,177,343,0.073,0.8759999999999999,0.051,-0.8233,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,4,3,11,10,0,1,14,0,30,3,0,3,2,47,61,20,0,7,1,1,1,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,23,18,0,2,7,2,0,8,3,5,0,0,18,6,44,5,37,35,7,37,0,1,2,0,27,11,0,7,18,181,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288368237475313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379481458199715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125593735957078,0.0,0.08015860042420789,0.0,0.0,0.07326661142017403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844694538490503,0.0,0.2624679317490617,0.12774931672155573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683310828526453,0.0,0.0,0.09026115502425527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366058674920966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024932302102273,0.1063523963458792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920809021868869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417207734012548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052981361944183666,0.0,0.0,0.1147845004212795,0.09576963493497424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423415741297775,0.0,0.1191010271207122,0.0,0.16760884907069873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265913626992504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046748348175767,0.11070884363942493,0.0,0.104073021933247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575859190643554,0.08541201536546067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908263975410644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272041819260142,0.08363667846353222,0.0,0.07702745792417186,0.15539032467875366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528648224415958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066018378438158,0.0,0.0,0.1224855550082679,0.10533571463641303,0.0,0.11144946865217273,0.0,0.0,0.20137974801394248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990174821718861,0.0,0.0,0.21209169504047412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681292925717846,0.0,0.0,0.10363292696136213,0.0,0.07416584700020484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878366967121803,0.0,0.09158483736315327,0.0,0.3594849939644909,0.0,0.0,0.06714062517827424,0.0,0.0,0.1832991833845245,0.0,0.0,0.1001245122608195,0.23283522388946734,0.07114068321559038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049874733566313,0.0,0.08645683252350951,0.0,0.0,0.16810097836434862,0.0,0.0,0.09713476017963876,0.0,0.11698632019688195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747672583289105 autism,TheTrombonerr,2019/10/26,"How to find a therapist that understands how you think/has experience with dealing with depression in autistic people? Heya! Sorry if this is the incorrect subreddit for this kind of question, but I thought it was worth a shot. (I searched up ""therapy"" on the subreddit and didn't find anything useful) So, I've been needing therapy for a long time. Like, a *really* long time. I've always struggled with depression and anxiety basically my whole life, but therapy has never really worked for me. When I'm thinking back on it now... It's probably because I'm autistic. My mind just works differently than the mind of an allistic person, and that's probably why I've never had therapy that works or a therapist that really clicks with me. The problem is, I know that searching up therapists that have experience with autism will only pop up results for ABA therapists, and searching ""therapy for autism"" will probably be the same thing. **Is there any sort of key words to look for when finding a therapist, or maybe any certain qualifications or specialties that would help the therapist understand be better?** I'm going through a crisis right now and I'm just desperate for a therapist that will actually help me. :/",5.6693170234454655,8.026736522935785,6.508562691131497,69.9706625891947,69.09174311926606,11.266462793068294,35.04689092762487,11.095144083064902,4.8763997961264005,974,50,157,35,18,321,118,218,0.129,0.804,0.067,-0.9355,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,4,11,8,0,1,15,0,15,1,0,4,3,42,28,16,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,10,0,0,9,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,5,2,9,4,25,17,2,19,0,2,2,0,6,7,0,6,12,104,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.07365571360159764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280380503126548,0.0,0.0,0.1026553588481536,0.0,0.057740520974337975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211202478266273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803798088437818,0.0,0.046010734110763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675422389866831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781458135248348,0.13001831122893287,0.0,0.0,0.07885852394774343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766408140494608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069567801360056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289592955799562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118272566222952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859880049462963,0.04148077623568113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533123967015615,0.03687477502273029,0.0,0.0,0.13359144288101113,0.06338257357172401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758278715323397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524226792455271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596603641930057,0.11642668941842635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057404477400617764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052326993802983265,0.06590454398397921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24413439317286645,0.07222232447836248,0.0,0.0,0.08455271824997866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505956319684388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445786385904552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449152576231167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890607229931469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43157878514426345,0.6134510398688049,0.05014427936437663,0.09672660589930997,0.0,0.05992116076637088,0.08802374531476853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715067642689126,0.0,0.06518882304621783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810722305030438,0.08426857554013276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648468131665109,0.0,0.0,0.053617459086444164,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Acey06,2019/10/26,Autistic friends twitch I have a friend who's low on the autism spectrum and has recently started streaming on Twitch. Is there anything I can do to help him out/gain followers?,4.622727272727276,7.1669749090909125,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,72.63636363636364,6.824242424242425,35.24242424242424,7.793537801064563,2.704806060606061,144,8,26,2,3,42,30,33,0.06,0.684,0.256,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683873876791791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917245474412776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000581619694045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442011864640656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168572139284556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AdministrativeMoment,2019/10/26,"I am so excited and nervous! Going to a “gardenshow” tomorrow!! Hi! I just found out the Netherlands has a garden wonderland! 200 example gardens and a store and a free advice drawing (drawing free only tomorrow). I am VERY excited about that and we, hubby and i, are going to go! (Google Tuinen van Appeltern if you are interested) Problem is, i am having a cold and my lady problem at the same time and that leaves me exhausted and scared of fainting (i faint when i am stressed or overwhelmed). Normally i plan these things a week in advance and would have stayed at home today but tomorrow is the only day for free advice. So i am really going over my limits tomorrow and am already feeling a bit overwhelmed. Any tips on getting a good night sleep and stop being overwhelmed tomorrow? I was already thinking about: - making a list of what i want - focus on the gardens and making pictures for ideas - going to bed early and do a mind fullness exercise Thanks!",5.446884183232498,7.044210421348318,6.389325842696634,73.64180207433019,68.38202247191012,9.072428694900607,33.91702679343129,9.466822959209583,3.535589801210026,757,36,122,16,13,251,108,178,0.075,0.7759999999999999,0.149,0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,3,6,17,0,6,14,0,17,5,1,2,0,34,30,19,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,0,5,15,0,2,4,4,4,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,16,11,16,26,3,28,0,3,0,0,3,8,0,2,13,90,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882622487927698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255304207789935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030215709162682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102714067233548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512254653318494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745782749560599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172145950083905,0.0,0.0,0.07706043345095312,0.0,0.4191261238959492,0.12371242394862515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479502474569765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665047306550301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617668580161154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690909578638255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892864522178315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841475489976088,0.14451450319399434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435430452359933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822669957665421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448954416453116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476689607603898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760225384259995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721082771180267,0.0,0.12331303820239713,0.16895586517552336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579425536284587,0.0,0.0,0.09798961189141253,0.09450931085052623,0.0,0.0,0.08600594873390836,0.0,0.13980870978606938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169942770744795,0.08699680550639008,0.0,0.1183121811595422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477673770732963,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MrBully74,2019/10/26,"Autism getting in the way of even gaming Like many others, my autism comes with a solid dislike for socializing, because I am just terrible at it. This has actually resulted in an anxiety disorder when it comes to socializing, and even just going out of the house. Atleast I still had online gaming, perticularly World of Tanks and Armored Warfare. That was until the anxiety jumped in there too, joining a voice chat means having the software open for an hour before deciding whether to chat or not, ussually not. And now any chat, even just typing is starting to be a struggle. And that includes non-toxic chats, where I know everyone, there is no terrible behaviour and people even know about my autism. I wish I had a way to get past this and enjoy the games that I played and enjoyed for years again.",9.572644787644787,8.305637770270273,9.08003861003861,67.62094594594596,59.81081081081082,12.240926640926645,39.38610038610038,11.20814326018867,4.4262343629343635,642,27,110,14,7,206,95,148,0.136,0.7659999999999999,0.099,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,25,19,11,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,4,8,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,1,8,4,18,15,0,23,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,10,81,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.16165638763394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126517799584446,0.0,0.2534528167441721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098237740202423,0.0,0.1409610790994412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28539600070875304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898561604113851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43765697790586827,0.0,0.0,0.1582914342524954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730968753680736,0.0,0.09414613853385166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313781919389178,0.19114481546989864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208044195411147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093116790955482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794921214405373,0.0,0.18044797875122265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813742356119806,0.11484503211371495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33773091897388124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725218959001668,0.0,0.13229311833635474,0.0,0.0,0.17317964875454525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26298008951913115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904962573857826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667705109940784 autism,jvcollins0,2019/10/26,"First Job I’m in the midst of possibly applying for my first job within the next few weeks at Target. I am an 18-year-old female with high functioning autism. The thing is, I’m also a college student. I’m currently taking 18 credits this semester and likely 17 in the spring. They’re all mostly music classes, which I love so much. I am a music major. How do you tackle school while working? I also want to hear about your experience with working and how your co-workers treat you.",3.58563829787234,5.575843255319152,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,73.8936170212766,7.253191489361702,26.643617021276608,8.07648339933343,1.856089361702128,382,14,69,6,8,126,70,94,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.8658,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,4,6,4,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,2,1,9,11,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,4,10,11,5,12,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,8,47,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134372033731008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916980538326646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333387077052799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208744952626423,0.0,0.0,0.20705499804558555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889436047459923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574193724186164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687222786921836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406184389289564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841826450777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563946962503815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092879307034985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833395444504354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473464272007714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019497596888807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155892628172263,0.0,0.1571967812257786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280094788640797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619943336194656 autism,Karen4545,2019/10/26,"Venting I feel that a lot of people don’t like me in school because of my autism, other students just either make fun of me for my autistic traits or just don’t like me. I just want a friend",6.05170731707317,4.267564048780489,6.2196341463414635,86.98359756097562,67.04878048780488,8.200000000000001,30.256097560975608,3.1291,1.1062585365853654,150,4,34,0,2,48,29,41,0.0,0.701,0.299,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673228696100403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173315794146325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388059885517717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42848569429779604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728212017510849,0.0,0.0,0.29272114206072125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040204076684781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438141979440455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586554385592385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lulublul,2019/10/26,"'superpowers' ? Am I the only one who sometimes get annoyed at the whole 'autism is basically a superpower'-narrative? I feel like the people who keep pushing it sometimes end up diminishing the struggle that it can be to not be neurotypical I feel it very much romanticizes autism as just being this great different way of thinking People who call it their superpowers - what are your thoughts on it?",7.586521739130433,9.664925333333336,7.748521739130435,64.08886956521741,63.78260869565217,10.157681159420287,35.53913043478261,10.355215969177356,4.07844695652174,324,15,51,8,5,105,52,69,0.065,0.7909999999999999,0.145,0.7959999999999999,4,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,13,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,3,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338091299326537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392301954003015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280393345228528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315533333298918,0.16357982352641184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963001453122644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524458041493834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035235477648829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118656448588315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832301007154485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515942175012015,0.17414584572369432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174849420334926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529243643437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937444108064035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671796827590786,0.0,0.1817806152224079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889283988306436,0.0,0.18174973906201145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556424693661529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,amhamjam,2019/10/26,Where would you go for the best autism services? My son is going to need adult autism services and care for the rest of his life. Where I live is not cutting it and I need to think long term for his sake. I want to move somewhere that has better group home services or in home services. Where would that be? Is there anywhere that’s doing this well. Thank you so much for any and all help.,1.6916772151898734,3.903706316455697,1.5549208860759514,101.50301424050636,80.77215189873417,3.95,18.735759493670887,3.1291,-0.9307354430379746,305,7,69,0,8,89,54,79,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,6,6,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,12,16,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,9,13,5,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393643062104076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23755682447516635,0.20020205610578512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307949059542597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729767479930105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172814944800853,0.0,0.4541264846821109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988878024829845,0.0,0.0,0.199885050197192,0.2003265110498163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405909028797181,0.16640482705076354,0.3356945795742746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840711282313634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450459929739527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351634803679166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035299394285616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32160738078742224,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TSJace,2019/10/26,"L I got to ask here because nobody in the aspie groups can relate which makes me question how I’m even talking sometimes. But who else was not non verbal but partially what i mean is i could talk but nobody could understand me until seven or eight and then when they did start to understand I basically still didn’t talk to anyone not even my parents unless i needed something. Other people completely of the list. I wouldn’t have a conversation with anyone for the longest time other kids would enjoy games and I’d willingly be in a corner and not speak. (Eventually i did play that game) which to my teachers was a huge accomplishment in a old journal i had it described how i willingly went to play the game and nobody expected it cause it had been a while. To get to the point I didn’t actually start talking until I was 17 which i guess is unusual With aspies? Well I wasn’t a aspie i had pdd-nos then redisgnosed at 15 with high functioning autism which wasn’t aspergers (at the time) they considered it a little under that which is confusing because the information seems to be mixed. Apparently i used to point to thinks not speak. But nobody really new what i was pointing at according to my grandmother. I guess i feel out of place cause everyone i talk to spoke sooner. Even if it wasn’t much they spoke more and sooner. I also never met anyone like me before.",4.662030075187972,6.245552383458648,5.7443684210526325,77.56707894736844,70.2781954887218,8.929022556390981,26.833834586466175,9.3871,2.391316390977444,1098,36,200,24,20,364,140,266,0.021,0.9129999999999999,0.066,0.9019,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,10,6,0,1,14,0,28,0,0,6,1,44,49,21,0,7,11,1,1,1,0,4,0,4,0,1,17,9,0,0,8,5,0,1,11,1,1,2,20,5,29,5,29,21,2,31,0,0,0,0,24,16,0,7,15,150,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.10982961766863232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000377947800554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360863964049683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521623384815552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721518912630964,0.0,0.09576919075234014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312335025064069,0.0,0.0,0.11800336754103755,0.0,0.0,0.17971921146524375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940185603215097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300865708252424,0.0,0.0,0.10754346276460107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690713489439706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058801151997653824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001410150242461,0.0,0.24796637490242734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189120639372899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054984769603473836,0.11280164140594458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512598328703307,0.0,0.0,0.12259665581666628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273498033669471,0.08345215980946259,0.08680316950301736,0.10869857489135942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180991233773517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249701025779558,0.0,0.0,0.07802590514859782,0.0,0.117587640002248,0.0,0.3191798243266761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260783755143378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210047750566992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245854388955347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664416397732165,0.11131184132836093,0.0,0.15932266385466926,0.0,0.08988016384464875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45230499777733707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072115560523707,0.0,0.0,0.13125409857508186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343307513343817,0.0,0.09720445517859913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119325163214032,0.1043321782913216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995014566935056,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Meh1690,2019/10/26,"I'm so confused now. So I have been diagnosed with asbergers for many years now.ive been told I was low on the spectrum and that I have asbergers not autism.but recently my mom told me they got rid of the asbergers diagnosis.and whenever I'm at the doctor's she says I have autism.but I'm pretty sure asbergers and autism are different,right?",2.4703418803418806,5.4310846153846155,3.2020512820512828,84.96905982905986,87.46153846153845,8.427350427350428,28.76068376068376,8.841846274778883,3.1893247863247884,280,14,52,9,9,88,45,65,0.075,0.836,0.08800000000000001,0.204,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,6,13,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,8,1,5,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27681779357278924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791533178592927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812913191035588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765079949356115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194210620315954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277467048760794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929048682354345,0.0,0.0,0.23291210439972024,0.0,0.21688786754236944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570471972801257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212152714726422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563081796323496 autism,Lelouch_19,2019/10/26,"Help with Diagnosis I was diagnosed with high functioning autism/Asperger's when I was four years old due to speech delay (didn't really talk until at about 4 years old), lack of empathy, issues with fine motor skills, and behavioral problems. I was also abused as a child & have PTSD from that. When I've talked to different social workers, therapists, psychologists, and psychiatrists, they tell me that they don't think I have autism based on how I conduct myself, my mannerisms, etc. I don't have specific interests, and I can't follow a routine to save my life. I have other diagnoses like falling into cluster b of personality disorders, PTSD, & ARFID. The evaluation that I got done when I was young that led to my diagnosis for autism didn't take into account abuse from home. Could that have had an impact or is it irrelevant?",7.678282828282825,8.127600883116884,8.017099567099567,68.06072871572874,62.896103896103895,12.03924963924964,33.994227994228,11.645159339076185,4.246821933621933,672,26,115,20,9,221,104,154,0.121,0.81,0.068,-0.787,1,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,18,3,0,2,0,17,22,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,9,1,17,4,19,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,12,77,24,1,0.0,0.3502582804247983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182025643728298,0.0,0.3203013304346455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801322003064305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30004543927899163,0.0,0.1544286325243867,0.1694015762964745,0.0,0.0,0.1512596186767428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484577250172622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821612035639993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907305625871662,0.15616800731894145,0.14826417816721915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427388139616213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440165637230847,0.07221186494916129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102007341102277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906085601264214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143296435927274,0.3455609221842496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469003838620324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067235615179322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111337477419591,0.23760606910510176,0.12919131915257062,0.0,0.0,0.17161729361301606,0.0,0.094709847014472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036791402229966 autism,traurigsauregurke,2019/10/26,"Is it possible for autism symptoms to decrease? Ever since I reached... *adolescense* ... at the ripe age of 15, I’m suddenly able to make friends that actually have the will to see me after HS (crazy right?). It seems like I’ve gradually been improving. Now, whereas I didn’t before, I realize why I need to style my hair instead of rocking the barcode. I don’t say/do stupid things nearly as much as a year ago. My squad and I talk every day over discord, whereas a year ago I never would have dreamed of talking to people that actually wanted to - because of my personality - online or after school. The rest of my friends don’t have autism of any form (I was diagnosed with that one asparagus syndrome btw 😩). I really didn’t have close friends until I turned 15. But now I’m almost to talking with the really popular kids. I look back at my Snapchat stories from a year ago and physically cringe - really hard. It’s like looking at an entirely different person. My point is, is it possible I was misdiagnosed? Or is it normal for ASD to improve with influence and adolescence? I don’t think I was misdiagnosed - I have minor reactions to loud noises and bright lights, and I used to have really bad meltdowns when I was younger. What do you think? Some more info: I also have ADHD and OCD",4.0426518218623455,5.894190380566805,5.421641700404859,78.18881882591094,72.31983805668017,8.82663967611336,30.163765182186232,9.3871,2.9048592712550607,1012,44,187,24,20,339,142,247,0.048,0.8420000000000001,0.111,0.9368,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,0,9,0,24,3,1,3,2,29,37,14,0,4,3,0,2,2,3,2,2,1,0,3,10,10,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,8,26,7,32,28,5,26,0,0,4,0,10,8,0,5,20,124,36,1,0.11761108010151446,0.0,0.22954289715361986,0.0,0.1413456629853495,0.0,0.3127653787904553,0.0,0.11777050783634455,0.0,0.0,0.0940535382654682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997956752481501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043566089934403,0.0982003392666668,0.07169462280330456,0.0,0.10007836670102632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584941694357962,0.0,0.0,0.11937277060925007,0.0,0.12287854646370913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063859553132286,0.09909240750981682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725980862185949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535642660054828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149176659449519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752737235567844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850630923276497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645767637893102,0.08720712565068815,0.09070891546738946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523388730274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969631167546314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153671432636665,0.20538691734761247,0.0,0.0,0.11118048595655737,0.2651776428498994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013786780674125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043921979066933,0.0,0.09352905145982524,0.0,0.11902869201862855,0.09372080368303444,0.10706871016116816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728910081933967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224294470375285,0.0,0.2835939934711905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813557562715555,0.15072086240355442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792708227861774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157821146775864,0.0,0.0,0.06937006224188544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612570655832704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835475368773775,0.0,0.0,0.2272130386639397 autism,DazedDoom,2019/02/12,"Is being diagnosed with social anxiety or agoraphobia a light version of autism? Seeing the symptoms are usually similar, is being diagnosed with social anxiety a nicer way of say high functioning and agoraphobia low functioning?",9.559166666666666,12.929465472222226,10.395555555555557,41.905,60.944444444444436,15.911111111111113,45.33333333333334,13.5591,9.1039,191,12,19,10,3,65,26,36,0.151,0.774,0.075,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,14,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833961527859179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086802836225559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475851939846723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992765359332536,0.0,0.0,0.1996850904754222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108829985588076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604554433368532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759857564089425,0.0,0.0,0.19890399301164904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,geothermalantlers,2019/02/12,"Rubber Gloves and Touch Sensitivity TL;DR - any alternatives for rubber gloves in college Biology Lab classes? Hello! So, I’m not diagnosed officially but I’ve been talking with doctors and such recently. I was never really tested as a kid and I’m just now learning I might be autistic. Something I struggle with a lot is touch sensitivity and latex/rubber gloves are are NIGHTMARE. I’m in a Cell Biology class in college and we use them every class. What happens to me is I can’t focus on anything other than wanting the gloves off. This makes the class harder than it would be because I’m already very slow to understand science-type things and it takes me longer than most to do the labs (much to the very obvious chagrin of all of my classmates, TA, and professor, which is also horrible because I’m very paranoid when I’m stared at). So, are there any alternatives to rubber gloves in lab settings? I can handle most other kinds of gloves, just as long as they don’t cling and stick to my skin and smell. I really need to pass this class and I’m not sure how much longer I can deal with everyone being angry with me for working so slowly. Thank you all!",4.644697968873646,6.306812878923767,5.664895805855978,77.81206805592194,70.43497757847534,8.117013980480085,29.26114481667107,8.671277953709913,2.366252651015563,924,36,166,16,17,305,126,223,0.10300000000000001,0.88,0.017,-0.9642,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,2,1,11,4,0,1,7,0,18,3,1,3,5,37,33,20,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,5,16,3,29,26,7,15,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,4,6,111,25,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414109353786734,0.1334429068471248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226949590110332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731673361737634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344027558384156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720318114972996,0.0,0.16936576552316546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707947121727875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059204096359565,0.15944788504377044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475593036571876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737655564752896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767141016447105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186374727007453,0.0,0.0,0.11138454015722808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701875742429354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533183690949836,0.12372923506358804,0.12869756502677718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137976284823352,0.0,0.16476032432858242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284618175984286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744448703553267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726949767586054,0.0,0.12546267863297694,0.13412079811523858,0.0,0.15362805490704812,0.0,0.0,0.11085854431580844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371368626454262,0.0,0.14411889292597024,0.0,0.4130464792941073,0.09842205752637652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148064195548824,0.0,0.0,0.11853702036564324,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,msemmedi,2019/02/12,"Resources for adults working with neurodivergent children/ on the spectrum? Hi guys! I hope this is the right place for this, otherwise mods feel free to delete. Apologies if this is wrong. My mom has recently begun working with kindergarten/first grade kids. She supervises them at lunch time while the actual teachers rotate through their own breaks. She sometimes entertains them with games/story time. Note, she is not a trained educator, but she was hired to help oversee the kids so that the teachers that are with them all day could 'take a breather'. She absolutely loves it, but she started mentioning that there is there one child in the kindergarten class (5-6 yr old) that does not talk and does not interact with kids around him. According to his educators, he is practically non-verbal (he has muttered a few words before) and when things get loud, he likes to sit alone. He does seem to follow quite attently in games where bright cue cards are used, but he does not otherwise participate in activities (he listens no problem, eats autonomily and when he needs go to the washroom he'll get up and stand by the door - no words). My mom is at a loss to what to do. She's a 50 yr old Italian woman, and can be quite loud and boisterous around the kids (which they love) but I'm afraid that if she tries to force her hand to get the kid to talk/participate more, she will overwhelm him. (She overwhelms me, and I'm her daughter lol) Is there any resources that I can pass along to her in regards to neurodivergence/spectrum? Do you have any suggestions on activities that she can propose to the kids for lunch time where he can partecipate and not feel overwhelmed? Thank you so much ",6.276885744713218,7.499344773162942,5.566627110908264,81.69963791267308,66.12460063897764,9.028997413661953,31.518180435113344,9.23628265651192,2.5810378518180435,1346,52,256,24,21,407,174,313,0.076,0.8390000000000001,0.085,0.7807,0,1,0,1,0,0,44.0,0,2,5,5,11,15,0,4,16,1,22,6,1,1,1,39,42,19,0,6,11,3,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,11,14,16,3,0,4,2,1,3,7,7,0,1,1,7,29,9,36,37,5,33,0,4,1,2,58,15,0,4,13,154,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.11960686450442673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694154879318076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666983455325329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821968610832476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429475095300478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785908314558872,0.0,0.0,0.07904501552961626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290337924647981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541575175632785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394623813014027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425468930943013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921072357979144,0.0,0.06965715738206257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135974055007286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215349473043704,0.0,0.0,0.12173582450608987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059879621065530665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124143895417706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709594503733626,0.0,0.0,0.09010020969720343,0.09088123388581083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722507548928225,0.0,0.08305398311401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280555211216126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727923545486996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260728336798754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210192689117699,0.0,0.0,0.10467080708137236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157960335701572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122103860607295,0.0,0.08675293910994021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215447775882536,0.19702802843965375,0.0,0.1128424271131572,0.0,0.0,0.08142749196685567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144078917485497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321435821025022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585778541860333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845920777706634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400682464374356,0.0,0.0 autism,cloudmarshmellow,2019/02/12,"My daughter taking apart her mattress. My 3 yr old daughter likes to put strings in her mouth. She also has pulled 15 ft of border off her mattress. I don't want to use a mattress cover that zips because she can use a zipper and likes to go inside her sheets. I am concerned she might go in and suffocate. For now she is sleeping on a crib mattress instead. Since it is mainly plastic, maybe she won't tear this one up. Does anyone have any ideas for a mattress she can't tear up or some way to prevent it? 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So I currently work with a child on the spectrum. I have known the family for many year and just recently the child's behavior has gotten a little worse. But the mother confided in me that some of the behaviors are really having a negative affect on the family. In particular, the child is like very afraid of her brother. She avoids him and makes a big deal when he is in the same area as her. I guess this has been going on for years but I have just become aware of it because it has gotten worse. She also like needs constant supervision and her mom doesn't know what to do. She is currently getting ABA therapy maybe twice a week but I'm not sure if that is helping the situation.The brother is about 6 years older than her and honestly wants nothing to do with his sister-he finds her to be annoying and usually locks himself in his room and does his own thing. But she has told me before that she things he like bangs on her door, growls at her and like messes up her stuff. The mother has told me that he never does this and I don't think it's true either. Maybe there is something more going on? Could she be having delusions because she truly believes that her brother is doing this stuff to her and gets very upset over it. Or maybe anxiety? Was just wondering if anyone else has a similar experience with a child they know. I just want to know how I can help! Thanks! 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I’m at the hospital now after getting an X-ray and waiting for crutches. This whole thing is stressful but I’m so badly not coping. And some lady has a meaty monitor or something that’s letting off a harsh alarm every *second*. I feel like I’m going to die. I just needed to tell someone who would get what I’m feeling. 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About every school day I need to leave class for extended amounts of times (sometimes up to 5 hours) any tips I could use so I dont have to be out of class for either as long or as often? Thanks!",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,1.5839999999999996,98.54866666666668,87.8,4.133333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.2850666666666668,186,6,42,1,6,59,40,50,0.026000000000000002,0.905,0.069,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,12,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,26,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590342068523694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826657299769706,0.0,0.0,0.17630335475891706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203918202985365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303290464066937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692179266271837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952903964530159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894631677290896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419270312287561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027030586475742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062409936953587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766686753974641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27037347807975826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516856796838025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940634311889018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610701537096576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bowserz,2019/02/12,When did you know? At what age did you become aware that you had autism? What did you think it was? How did that factor into planning out your life?,0.375,2.7936541666666663,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,90.66666666666666,3.0,10.833333333333336,3.1291,-2.022666666666667,115,1,26,0,4,34,22,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7083041657104793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524609662037192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529939060278483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109415983343078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,csmpoffical,2019/02/12,"dear anti vaxxers stop it! your child will become like us due to vaccines, there has been dozens of Scientific research that proves that is not true ! You people lack the common knowledge to understand that you are doing more harm to your child then anything! your child will not have autism because of a shot, your child will be okay if you give them a shot, you are responsible for an outbreak that if kept going, is going end up taking more lives than you can imagine! so anti vaxxers, stop trying to use your own faulty parenting as an excuse to say that your child is like us, sincerely the autism community ",8.232105263157893,7.8118592280701735,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,61.982456140350884,9.705263157894738,32.1578947368421,8.841846274778883,2.4452210526315787,488,15,90,6,6,147,73,114,0.156,0.723,0.121,-0.6901,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,11,1,0,2,7,0,0,6,1,14,0,0,1,2,14,21,5,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,14,6,11,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,23,1,0,2,8,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050050963830416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370939016857622,0.24224698963778515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427269654482954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041368728769969,0.2493152388356281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143197137008641,0.0,0.1936837908405374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435543223953327,0.0,0.0,0.15206474241224952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744302702874699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36676095592898345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491855608028694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891942458941418,0.0,0.0,0.2283436845305985,0.5276849805356584,0.1894418322979539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kermit54,2019/02/12,"How to find a therapist/psychologist who doesn't automatically view Aspies as being inferior/a waste Looking around Reddit, so many therapists and psychologists complain about Aspies and talk poorly about us. As a result, I've not trusted any for a long time. People keep suggesting I get one but I just don't trust them after I see the way they talk about us on Reddit.",7.673260869565219,8.048560927536236,8.409963768115944,65.49146739130438,62.91304347826087,10.957971014492754,31.74275362318841,10.686352973137794,3.482388405797101,300,10,50,7,4,101,54,69,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.7894,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,7,2,10,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505444925164698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988632600515384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949565491002287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114428548441889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895949380246528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887678674476376,0.17912215016846708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162573949456493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454072402786033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787855894232466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997615744104055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428923311884241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953261850663039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437963337683708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131583643864828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693112708179932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BlackWolfOne,2019/02/12,"Would like advice from parent with autistic kid growing up into adulthood. My son have autism and the biggest problem for me is the financial burden as I'm not able to get all the help that my son need as my wife is working and I have to look after my son but I'm always worried that he can get lost and he would not be able to communicate with somebody in a way for him to find his way home it is something that scare me everyday and I always make sure to arrive at his school on time but they will be a day that i'll be too old or cease to exist that worried me as I couldn't care less about my own mortality but people are cruel and my son is the sweetest kindest person I know that I ever had the pleasure to meet and I worry that people will take advantage of his good nature and mistreat him without me being there to protect him. I would like to hear parents who are in the same position as me and how did they deal with it or have any advice as frankly this keep me up at night.",6.6325,4.82617186538462,7.101807692307695,81.19319230769233,65.92307692307692,9.473846153846154,32.33846153846154,7.554174236665415,2.0320388461538466,780,24,167,6,10,257,118,208,0.126,0.763,0.11199999999999999,-0.636,2,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,3,5,12,1,1,8,0,22,0,0,2,3,35,35,19,1,6,8,7,0,2,0,5,0,1,1,2,11,12,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,2,27,7,32,22,4,19,0,1,1,0,24,9,0,2,9,123,38,2,0.2639508481995096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792971400824344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219628250363582,0.0,0.0,0.08974781401796275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455774057063855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511323048991494,0.13606086722542166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937932683385087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062314669077608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137903424014738,0.0,0.0,0.11069472420328873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874589464208726,0.0,0.08846034485152117,0.0,0.13238211099040015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173058208443097,0.0,0.0,0.07253024162971107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895305175794985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108261173838806,0.0,0.14406676546358618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809462039254957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785810471544147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384999525720725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384860069367826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930861804486547,0.0,0.0,0.18299028363033,0.1152358497944932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628265719311968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213042282273765,0.1335661750205738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160112920784124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438527534902988,0.0,0.0992290943788334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769559311108137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095118974000813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721959927817195,0.0,0.09607968056433634,0.4020823482385105,0.0,0.2812546641616928,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hematomatoed,2019/02/12,"Are you glad you went through Applied Behavioral Analysis? A question for those of you who went through intensive ABA as a young child: Are you glad you did it? Do you think it improved your life? Was it educational and helpful, or traumatic and horrible? Do you think you'd be better or worse off today without it?",3.5241242937853126,6.2046014406779655,4.245000000000001,82.14230225988702,76.96610169491525,8.001129943502825,31.867231638418087,8.841846274778883,3.045235028248588,251,13,46,6,6,80,40,59,0.139,0.648,0.213,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,9,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,9,3,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,3,2,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675000055848797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027315883473233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363541634547448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33882279327252074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38760644805860817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28669533678825565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607642061164115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29155924582776793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082310989150757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sophophilie,2019/02/12,"I (27m) need some advice how to proceed Hello everyone, in case I break the rules with my post, sorry, in case I don't please hear me. I am a 27 year old guy (although I personally identify as non-binary) who is now looking for some answers for two years now. I struggled hard at school while privately pursuing my interests such as philisophy, spirituality, languages, music and many other things. Some people say I am gifted, I on the other hand can't tell. There are things which are very easy for my mind to grasp, but I feel helpless when it comes to certain social situations or doing official things like dealing with my bank or insurance. My social problems include group activities at high volume, dealing with aggressive behaviour or basically working with others who I experience slower and less precise in their thought process. I made an IQ-Test two years ago after finally acknowledging that there is a nameless difference between me and the majority of people around me. The result was 118, but this alone does not explain the problems I am facing since let's say school. I am writing this because I need a name for this difference I feel. An objective one. Not something my mind can make up until I see inconsistencies in it. As far as I can tell it is not illogical to assume that I am on the spectrum, but who am I to say this? I know you can't diagnose me, and I am not asking for it. Truth be told, I don't know what I am asking for. Any support you see as appropriate is very welcome.",6.120723964382499,6.784879634146343,7.115441347270617,72.44720770421992,66.24738675958189,10.140843979868373,34.06291134339915,10.125756701596842,3.5230017034456065,1193,52,214,27,18,401,164,287,0.076,0.843,0.081,0.4819,1,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,1,8,11,1,1,11,0,24,3,2,4,3,48,43,20,0,4,10,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,21,10,0,0,10,0,1,1,8,5,0,3,4,11,36,6,34,37,5,28,0,1,3,0,27,12,0,7,14,156,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022909865280684,0.09279150798273922,0.0,0.0,0.10841574647189704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118522555599477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318639322276807,0.1957212376827913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638112714703255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901715831331101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583865030623176,0.0,0.10624685609142576,0.0,0.21873429218776333,0.0,0.0,0.09160519017205884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002515233227906,0.0,0.10239602743855124,0.0,0.0,0.10585757033070432,0.0,0.0,0.11467059245307185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364854524351527,0.0,0.0,0.09377171224396393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798070155230694,0.0,0.0,0.11059898020494292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505754578063393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704124334846313,0.0,0.05114081148364387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790389214257292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990496838962378,0.06987396285393925,0.10612795068871764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139164917812853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552361209657234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098428719185388,0.0,0.07093311577158122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514230521729854,0.09140155723587773,0.0,0.11490597183055258,0.0,0.0,0.1002534276945701,0.0,0.0,0.200327095082302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497345320905935,0.0,0.2118812229474032,0.16683102337096173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659144829478904,0.11766344296703972,0.0,0.21341386397318912,0.0,0.08058691321391273,0.0,0.11717943196432515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094330898530657,0.0,0.0,0.11878834845855485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829879037954862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863198240878786,0.0,0.0,0.08310333513208222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002515233227906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045121036498601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274207180761342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620746875184406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222929314461704 autism,imaginearagog,2019/02/12,"Autistic redditors, should we find a cure for severe autism or certain aspects of it? I know a lot of people with ASD who are vehemently against the idea of curing autism. But most of these people are high functioning. There are people with autism who cannot speak, cannot take care of themselves, cause self-harm and harm to others. Should we try to find a cure for this level of autism? Should we medicate them so they don’t bash their heads against a wall? At what point is treatment ableist because we are changing who they are?",5.603592644978787,6.89053971287129,4.524271570014147,88.32465346534653,67.7128712871287,7.355586987270155,28.289957567185287,7.447530270364453,1.4143878359264497,425,14,83,4,7,124,67,101,0.09699999999999999,0.882,0.021,-0.8219,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,1,1,20,15,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,15,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,0,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295818076224794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237826529820087,0.22405963960909364,0.2307320656142355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986982243035431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384437261564288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304457952862989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622028820420575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986786673790208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542980930411754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972345572063226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536312255344683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618499088281936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275368956002239,0.24640286458091146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399200656533222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808276179112065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anaisheaven,2019/02/12,"My boyfriend has autism and he can be a dick sometimes Hello! My “boyfriend” [25M] and I [21F] have been together for almost a year and known each other for about 2-3 years. I put parenthesis because we are currently broken up due to long distance but are still committed to being together when I move closer after college. Another thing: we’ve never met! *gasp* Although he knows my family and friends and is a huge part of my life! So when we first met he really hated his autism being brought up at all. He didn’t really want to identify with it. He was diagnosed very late in life and he is pretty high-functioning. Along the way of us dating he began to be much more comfortable identifying with it but it has made some things very confusing for me. Things that would cause us to fight and I normally just contributed to him being a dick, he is now saying are caused by his autism. My ex was bipolar, so I understand the concept that some people cannot control certain actions or behaviors but where do I draw the line? I have spoken to people I know who have experience dealing with autism and they’ve advised me to be patient and not take things personally but does that apply to EVERYTHING? Sometimes he can be really mean... is that always the autism or is he just being a dick? I want to be sensitive and supportive, but also I think I deserve to tell him when I feel his actions are hurtful. I read a confession from a SO to someone with autism and they said that some of the things that you experience can seem emotionally abusive if looked at from an objective standpoint and I feel like I can relate to that. So my question is how can I tell the difference between his behaviors that come from autism and his behaviors that come from him just being a dick, and if they stem from his autism but are still hurtful then do I have the right to say something and how should I go about that? Also, “talk to him about all of it” is pretty much the clear answer but he gets overwhelmed and seems annoyed when I try to communicate about serious issues like this. (ONCE AGAIN IS THAT BC OF THE AUTISM OR IS HE JUST BEING AVOIDANT???) tl;dr my boyfriend has autism but he can also be a dick. i’m having a hard time navigating if i should treat them as two separate occurrences or as one in the same",4.1223585810163,5.809697496644298,4.860208373282202,82.96461744966444,71.79642058165548,8.419533397251518,27.312815596037073,9.002800196639251,2.1730450495365936,1819,65,352,37,35,586,210,447,0.124,0.784,0.092,-0.9605,2,1,1,0,1,0,41.0,4,1,3,2,26,16,3,3,21,0,50,9,5,6,6,84,76,48,0,9,20,1,3,2,1,3,4,3,0,1,23,26,0,2,13,1,0,8,4,9,0,3,10,7,47,7,49,51,11,40,1,3,1,5,49,10,5,15,23,261,70,3,0.0,0.10828917016026067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151976962089173,0.0,0.0,0.2192677516355834,0.07604869199327573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583654694332792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571407886882067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877774855361901,0.0,0.1574589121528717,0.0,0.0,0.10250824862669204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422513694695277,0.0,0.09276489221178873,0.0,0.09548923979623178,0.0,0.0,0.07998114866607542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280806110128518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214072182639125,0.17880541218233992,0.0861598996698818,0.0,0.0924250040215741,0.06529323344154711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774128706169171,0.0,0.0,0.07061222855694346,0.0,0.04775057398287179,0.0,0.051942383635788576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187275462853134,0.09023450769029802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656476299512126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568235519697366,0.0,0.0,0.09539355114478017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045756858263216,0.0,0.10309853120810662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911122293185953,0.08930281872663304,0.0,0.0,0.08088247589089262,0.07674951880539031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648098953948956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955690466506456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713935414618068,0.13437297281850585,0.0,0.07049013542229536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954855517072671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973336271366938,0.0619322122165654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897282931458463,0.0,0.1267247878588269,0.07980335528874145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859649304938923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187810101165812,0.10238430018986516,0.0,0.09142061093379633,0.0,0.17565161914543334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805158035760305,0.08693840933903331,0.14536334095389114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664067493225524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743943076335642,0.07036101201466685,0.1807857204815192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597773232156347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371495916351653,0.0,0.0,0.06871832583190199,0.07346054465072778,0.15976805146161244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035968007597493,0.058562788161717276,0.0,0.0,0.05329367139622253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062051801718739086,0.0,0.08928049237880678,0.09514633215434952,0.219875975699163,0.0,0.0,0.15082234205485834,0.10781531355518237,0.07254579375799433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492500939229942,0.0,0.0,0.11771189768654595 autism,Orzhov1987,2019/05/28,"Just feeling very overwhelmed Hi this is my first post here. While Im not diagnosed (Cant afford said testing) to be on the Spectrum, my therapist thinks/knows am I am on it. And the research Ive dont into it its very obvious I am. Im just feeling very overwhelmed right now. I try to be a very positive person and just right now life feels stacked against it. Even the things I enjoy a lot (Im a HUGE gamer) it just feels like Im having trouble coping with all the crap. Normally Im pretty good at dealing with it but right now Im just struggling. I am also Bi Polar and I do think thats part of why it also feels so much too right now. I do find listening to music helps but just sometimes I just dont feel like listening to music and thats when all the emotions and thoughts flood in. Growing up I was always a bit of outsider. I never felt like I fit in anywhere. I would often say I felt like I had/have trouble being human. I am 31 now. When I started to research the Spectrum I felt almost relieved. It felt like I finally made sense. Has anyone else ever felt that way too?",0.4889528973229389,2.7237980528634367,2.526013215859031,92.50278464927143,86.09251101321587,4.901999322263638,22.38715689596747,6.297961479604792,0.4594101660454082,846,31,179,8,26,283,120,227,0.061,0.764,0.175,0.9596,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,23,14,1,3,10,0,19,4,1,1,5,43,37,13,0,2,10,0,11,5,0,1,2,4,0,2,13,8,0,0,14,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,9,15,21,8,17,24,6,29,0,2,0,1,9,13,1,3,18,118,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833662226430514,0.0,0.0,0.13315537744477726,0.06927347189231803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821269100253543,0.08530291447096636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089111598437467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583056729524945,0.0,0.08450041657252254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951446557203912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954750655490251,0.09364883398169838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498806472257277,0.07530743816661473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525724276284206,0.11895244620305916,0.3996814482274282,0.09119999581507147,0.07609207056026332,0.07081527272838446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982897558060164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580297800954232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395675460721945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575387407185716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058804316276365474,0.20336695283040448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077903674234996,0.0,0.07877635027060549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120080511347284,0.0,0.06421013020570868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157062478031221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015528511960863,0.0,0.0,0.07269363015469238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973371368019329,0.08469860590544145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843916872906373,0.07919301828679551,0.06620642018822101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233971024390753,0.0,0.058927162737260765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703449701556483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666357759808908,0.055309838717246484,0.05334539692037315,0.0,0.06609387510896522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652357232667255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747709920900316,0.0,0.06608264880143737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751232158511786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914080433682696,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Icommentwhenhigh,2019/05/28,"My 10 Year Old does not want to fly - We need to go, what do I do? This is a big one for me, My Boy (with Autism) does not want to move - big change and all that, and simply travelling to our destination (several days drive) I don't know how to make this flight happen at all, let alone with the least harm. He's refusing to even talk about it, even considering tranquilizer (not a choice done lightly) Thoughts or Suggestions?",7.461428571428571,5.7496960952380975,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714288,64.23809523809524,11.733333333333334,31.714285714285715,10.686352973137794,2.7576285714285707,328,9,74,7,4,104,64,84,0.10300000000000001,0.863,0.034,-0.4125,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,2,19,14,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,2,1,7,1,11,11,3,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785666748327544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294795830051805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481105607563556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019509336523475,0.2350201073960936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033741931039021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052006595767554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308601646691732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621415845381814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348411024659733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329865346263435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409035594411685,0.0,0.1702886693470714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409876822469545,0.0,0.1556223618863993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594484330124165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459058791621424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232298346427656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091675143637706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789237203455385 autism,swamprott,2019/05/28,"Seeking help Hey folks, New here. First time poster to this sub. We have a 6 year old son (our only child), who is mostly non verbal asd. He says mamma, daddy, swim, swing, bird, dog, etc. pretty much any noun that is an object hes interested in. The only words he strings together are ""up dadda/momma"" or ""doh wide""(which means he wants to go ride the 4 wheeler). I wont go I to much detail about his speech and progress, but hes certainly come a long ways with 2- 45min speech sessions and 2- 45min occupational therapy sessions a week. I've been paying for these put of pocket as we dont have insurance. We finally got into Texas children's hospital, so we have a Dr. there. I just got news today that we were approved for the Texas Medicaid buy-in program. Does anyone have first hand experience with this? I'm looking to know what all it will cover and looking to expand his resources for learning. Oh he also goes to public school and is enrolled in a ppcd program where he receives speech therapy once week in addition to private therapy.",4.950721357850071,6.075510861386143,5.634172560113154,80.36722772277228,69.09900990099011,8.345685997171145,29.77510608203677,8.634040054169528,2.280229420084866,822,31,154,13,14,267,141,202,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,6,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,9,0,15,2,1,0,2,26,26,9,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,8,14,0,0,3,1,1,7,2,0,0,2,4,7,13,2,20,20,5,25,0,0,2,0,24,6,0,2,11,82,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485388837042527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976673976313619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004233406483353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237170184701229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568395286734535,0.0,0.1683230743984797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017569545726193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048917383630638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733009570824993,0.0,0.2443283804212928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324657011251595,0.0,0.2297341206265687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962663187929202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893050128362948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710031622710324,0.2412114120641433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564456815415821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115633701231845,0.0,0.0,0.13871033037726338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070637712877535,0.1529519794286828,0.0,0.21846091555336292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611447790501195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437905818660032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421340902070586,0.0,0.14535240627948365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927303625361944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374672526717154,0.0,0.13613618337769134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471155399269233,0.11399988966739252,0.2304086607307343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924873976399692 autism,Sketchs_Studio,2019/05/28,"Is this part of autism and how do I stop it? I forget to chew. The food gets stuck in my esophagus and it is the most painful thing and it makes me panicky and I yell at everyone trying to talk to me and I almost start crying/actually start crying and I isolate myself from people and just... yeah. I have a meltdown. Eventually I find a way to swallow it \[thank God\] but then I have a shutdown ranging from mild to severe depending on how severe the meltdown I had was and. I. HATE IT 😭 It happens with grapes and meat, so I don't eat meat, which greatly affects me because I need protein in my diet. On top of that people think I'm vegeterian or the like which I'm not. Help?",0.05128195488721588,2.4012164214285754,2.3708270676691754,91.18890977443613,91.92857142857143,4.6616541353383445,21.654135338345867,6.339386263674448,0.4465000000000003,529,20,111,6,19,179,87,140,0.19699999999999998,0.753,0.05,-0.9583,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,7,1,8,6,0,5,0,26,20,15,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,11,10,5,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,18,3,15,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,5,78,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186342086319386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679983249841536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046765910775025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605841126051549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308553910372471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512230367885695,0.0,0.2316879454245423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001050211389894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124374731415596,0.0,0.0,0.1694345124266163,0.0,0.0,0.1891689784303684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842791619702545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360788584036298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789695251779898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207171012829647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387983780026875,0.0,0.0,0.20748812724797794,0.0,0.26566775033934104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432915269225042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123615934817297,0.0,0.0,0.16018926630902947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540037901487967,0.0,0.1764029372129476,0.0,0.0,0.12729297942548612,0.12277190948510334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008632995689018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208609262568762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MissArte,2019/05/28,"I would like to learn more about autism. I do not have autism and I do not wish to offend anyone here, so if I do, I am glad to take this post down. I simply have never understood autism, what the autism spectrum means, or how it affects individuals. I’ve tried to speak to people who would be able to explain, but they brushed me off. I would do independent research, but I know there’s controversy stirring everywhere, and I don’t want to learn the wrong things. I simply want to understand people with autism so I may interact in a manner that would not be considered offensive or rude. Does that make sense? Thank you for reading.",2.6041929382093336,5.192398549180329,3.3519672131147544,87.74568095838589,79.90163934426229,6.704665825977299,22.499369482976046,7.882392219407189,1.1690257250945777,501,16,99,9,13,158,79,122,0.081,0.799,0.12,0.1986,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,6,7,3,0,3,0,15,0,0,4,1,31,26,10,0,8,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,14,3,14,18,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,2,70,21,4,0.2030896762710652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420050237189035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772514430198638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161277482469956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921935737025077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556393592811733,0.0,0.0,0.22122419523792908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663527842164873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815936203026997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945037706959632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314463522172813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269816173377762,0.0,0.0,0.1869776879518668,0.0,0.0,0.13492375672152354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788455903158126,0.0,0.0,0.21142351534029605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395751058734941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335431049305761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770763163819629,0.22204667945091452,0.0,0.0 autism,ZKCL,2019/05/28,"AITA for having meltdowns? I do the cooking at home and it's a very complicated and tiring experience for me. I have asked my wife to leave me alone in kitchen so that I can focus and carry on. When I'm cooking, I literally have hundreds of checklist points on my mind to accomplish the task. I get confused very easily when I'm interrupted. I have explained her many times how tiring this experience is for me. Like so many times, tens or hundreds of times. Literally almost every day! Regardless of that, she keeps coming to the kitchen to do small talk every single time I cook. I get extremely confused and she sucks all my mental energy. I mess up cooking, spill something, loose track of my checklist or whatever... I can't handle being obstructed. And yet, I tell her to leave me alone every single time. More often than not, she makes a big deal out of me asking her to leave. She refuses to understand my confusion and necessity. Tonight I asked to leave again but she shut down the kitchen door and yelled some stuff that I couldn't hear. I got very upset and had a meltdown and raised my voice and told her to leave me alone whenever I want her to. She stonewalls me now and does not talk. I can't handle multitasking, she knows it very well and she keeps pushing me to the edge. I exploded tonight and told her she is a disrespectful, ill mannered, pathetic person and I hate her when she ignores my requests. Am I the asshole to ask for solitude when I'm doing taxing tasks? Am I the asshole to tell her that she is a pathetic person? I know it's hard to keep up with me, I'm a giant baby but it should be very easy to leave me alone when I need it!",3.2097038327526164,5.121151085365856,4.412108013937285,84.29439024390248,74.73170731707317,7.490592334494772,26.04355400696864,8.306716005460428,1.7168907665505218,1308,47,259,23,28,429,156,328,0.166,0.7859999999999999,0.048,-0.9846,0,4,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,2,4,13,0,20,10,0,2,1,47,47,26,0,5,6,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,5,2,11,17,7,5,4,4,1,2,5,8,1,1,4,4,58,2,34,39,5,31,0,0,0,0,37,13,1,8,17,175,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803319432223476,0.3323481506923564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999914381069918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910518046163032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173732513599163,0.0827065931513518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020385999785816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277450951233195,0.0,0.0,0.15694735988497605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382661831244217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416181888479197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186422675145164,0.07920379802637534,0.0,0.0,0.09041737306227013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047040723370043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139181896315953,0.0,0.0,0.0881771417155417,0.0,0.0,0.5096686915857974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039193001650136734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053549606703286234,0.16266745973707694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084611352005855,0.0,0.08100255954789938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059484483807186884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009560191341638,0.0,0.0,0.0758368512574158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175973612742649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183636692588844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896073332374056,0.1402372196949845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338939555052436,0.18440952646691505,0.0,0.1533134045660577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351517692952166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309626944211248,0.04731771989206044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213028820167336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,m0ssboye,2019/05/28,"Video games and motor skills. ugh. i embarrassed myself on a first date last night. I’m not the best at quick-time video games (can’t play anything involving quick-time options, my reactions are delayed and i’ll always end up losing). We were playing a few games and it got to a point where i was just following my dates character around while he completed all the missions, because i couldn’t do the other parts myself unless he helped me. Eventually he just turned off the console and suggested we wrapped things up for the night. He knows i have issues with that sort of thing and he said it was fine but i feel like he’s lying because he thinks he’ll hurt my feelings. I don’t know what to do.",3.7851185770751,5.488016471014494,4.095480895915681,88.04484189723324,72.69565217391305,7.337022397891962,25.58893280632411,8.00094639256281,1.3821652173913046,555,18,112,8,11,173,93,138,0.12300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8669,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,4,4,9,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,24,21,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,7,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,3,14,5,12,14,4,18,0,2,0,0,17,8,0,2,10,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500244140491893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318494913867276,0.17653006474853292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417650795307423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081048214941532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791498171673028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563595896891154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053403826810884,0.1416663803504888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867485589724526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859954387840652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291708005558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122854811902624,0.0,0.0,0.20697487912830226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796225075379366,0.16164190320265934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968799247430729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218482620774396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721843897876879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147408198829084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874586822452376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862980304867175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634849437384709,0.1270633691243085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569470632461635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UnkhamunTutan,2019/05/28,"Had the biggest meltdown last night that I've ever had. I screamed very loudly. I'm sure the whole neighborhood heard me. I'm so embarrassed I could die. The management at my apartment complex is stressing me beyond what I can handle, and I don't know what to do. I complained that my neighbors' off leash dog tried to run up to my dog-fearful dog, and when I told her the dog needed to be on a leash, which is the rule stated in our lease, and the law where we live, she told me she wouldn't, and that I should call the police when I told her it's the law. Then she aggressively demanded to know where I lived, so I became afraid that she would mess with me. Instead of helping me, management told me I was pet-sitting an unregistered dog, which wasn't true. We had put this dog on our application, and he is on our lease documents, and they have his vet records, but he had to go live at my in-laws, because of all of the unleashed dogs, even tho I had specifically asked about enforcement when we toured, and we were promised that they do. So yes, this dog was visiting because my in-laws went on vacation for a week, because that was the deal for agreeing to take care of my dog for me, so that I didn't have to completely re-home him, but he is registered, and they have his vaccination records. We're hoping not to have to stay here longer than a year. Even though all of the office staff knew the whole story, they kept the narrative that I had broken the rules, and sent a letter to our whole building, ""reminding"" everyone of the rules, including the ""no pet sitting,"" so that the lady whom I asked to follow the rules now believed that I was breaking them too, so I don't suppose she will be very nice, especially since they're still not using a leash, which doesn't matter to me now, since my in-laws are back. During one of the phone calls I had with management, when they weren't being very nice, I had a seizure. I dropped my phone and couldn't pick it back up. Then I had another one the next day, when I tried to talk to them face to face. My brain just literally shuts down. Now suddenly they need to check the strap on my water heater, the very next day? I think they want to find evidence of me breaking some rule, so they can get rid of me, because they don't like that I make calm and rational arguments, and they have to be careful because of my protected status, and they know they can't do anything about the jerk neighbor. I'm afraid they will send me into another seizure, which are terrifying, and might be causing brain damage, because the more I have these seizures the worse my symptoms seem to get. The seizures are also humiliating, which is why I'm afraid to go anywhere now. I am trapped in my home, and now the insensitive management is going to come in here, probably while my husband is at work, and I'll have no way to protect myself. I don't see how this is legal, but I'm also poor, so I'm not very important to anyone but my husband, so I don't know what I can do. I wish to God that I was different. This is literally making me insane. Thank you for listening. I hope this makes sense; I'm not at my best right now.",8.196907008086253,5.704146592767298,7.944357592093443,78.56207547169812,63.4182389937107,11.538544474393532,35.76460017969453,9.871247098662263,3.0667279424977543,2467,83,532,39,28,791,266,636,0.113,0.797,0.08900000000000001,-0.9146,1,1,0,0,0,0,84.0,8,1,15,2,41,24,2,5,34,1,65,6,4,7,5,71,112,42,1,11,9,2,0,1,2,6,1,4,4,0,29,24,1,3,9,0,2,11,18,11,0,2,27,5,95,13,62,72,8,69,0,1,1,0,62,24,0,5,28,362,124,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256929130829236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648118522937468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495026074736845,0.0,0.06467087937155402,0.0,0.1469375509860737,0.0,0.0,0.12085799082788408,0.0,0.28743754329880417,0.0,0.0,0.0885412871155595,0.08247281307818671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545945171244065,0.16049340446729746,0.0,0.1602505436769984,0.0807310890191571,0.0,0.06769623854305573,0.08239757877863617,0.0,0.0,0.06274578511325929,0.0,0.0,0.10136497092082393,0.08102034061203409,0.0,0.0,0.08156149703829675,0.08210729093904595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381270621442124,0.07108696217619576,0.0,0.07509379715110144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843287221961121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182762119537671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821175302868588,0.0,0.1339893923446922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267559597907032,0.0,0.07882974687800857,0.15611039138146438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727587072270071,0.06405936379907383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038393920270553314,0.0,0.2081828095461888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737345268718042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336899958447762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654338440394428,0.0,0.0,0.16715755834820664,0.07374911688540903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650595141013867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473069933761034,0.0,0.0,0.07900222042598108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711336094359541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262412370996595,0.07154317811097957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001691077996122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376390014898379,0.06276014011592211,0.0,0.09002180337153208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406786081411308,0.08168258263863068,0.059088077190313865,0.06316571715356878,0.0,0.07235288187573782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050355745799806735,0.07721189490932474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30037518860440576,0.0,0.1067116116514221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787443375654198,0.0,0.3242149048843733,0.04635298875899712,0.062379160282378984,0.06303821354610395,0.0,0.0,0.07285147075922423,0.07091306428392588,0.2632206679449512,0.09037183457036277,0.0,0.0,0.05721269167218361,0.0,0.08008745438732097,0.05582635956438085,0.0,0.0,0.05060782267698942 autism,globularfluster,2019/05/28,"Suggestions for blogs, podcasts, and Youtube channels please I got diagnosed on Friday. I'm 37. Previously my autism symptoms were explained via my schizophrenia and bpd diagnoses (the autism psych said I likely do have schiz, but not bpd). I am looking for resources. Please link your favorites, or just comment anything you think might be helpful. Sorry if this is the 9000th time someone has asked this. I'm especially interested in lived experiences.",5.598538011695903,9.166296631578954,4.627017543859651,76.92967836257309,76.10526315789474,7.061988304093567,34.76023391812865,8.167268648758528,3.408884795321637,368,20,54,7,9,109,63,76,0.018000000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9386,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,0,11,16,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,7,2,4,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,3,2,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004385358938872,0.0,0.18181639190097676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898918632833817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947945609596729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024278074558404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554671134682546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035860115915324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501511366808313,0.0,0.17173303458276035,0.0,0.16331767254934412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631690945060552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42697030641030415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184998927542408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478575752228955,0.0,0.0,0.2177090414611948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021434596785508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461756646088865,0.0,0.0,0.11340525008515527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UnMysTIcREDDIT,2019/05/28,"Built up anger There is a lot of anger built up inside of me, and I can't find a way to get it out. The punch-a-pillow method doesn't help, I can physically feel the built up anger.",4.788048780487807,2.690043048780492,5.644024390243902,91.11042682926828,69.73170731707316,9.175609756097561,22.939024390243894,7.1686216300943375,0.31016097560975586,139,1,38,1,2,46,29,41,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.924,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841656399705858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136606271034893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936234097785538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766988132610034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47779491517533207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460918801929957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MangoliciousFruit,2019/05/28,"Potty training with ASD? My son is 5 and non-verbal. I've been working with him with the potty since he was 2. He understands the sign for bathroom and if you do it, he'll go into the bathroom whether he has to potty or not, which is fantastic. He works with a life skills therapist in school and once a week outside of school, but sometimes it feels like what they're doing with him there gets lost in translation when he is at home and I was wondering if anyone had any advice on how I can better help him at home with this. We've made it to 6 out of 7 accident free nights (YAY! :D), but he absolutely refuses to potty before he has to be on the bus in the morning (some mornings that will cause a pull-up leak) and it feels like he does his best to avoid using the bathroom at home in general.",5.463393939393939,4.7149654000000005,6.220606060606063,83.11757575757578,67.72727272727273,9.515151515151514,29.84848484848485,8.841846274778883,2.0638484848484846,621,19,135,9,9,205,106,165,0.067,0.795,0.138,0.9391,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,6,3,8,0,1,9,1,14,1,0,4,0,33,24,13,0,2,7,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,6,2,8,7,25,15,2,15,0,1,0,0,17,11,0,5,5,81,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866293358296246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041497494385616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353062444968573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816216683451524,0.0,0.17039391335985873,0.1436002180864345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679540413804134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420882591657851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641950402543593,0.231989713319777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482993861116052,0.0,0.09227678010157177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883102688552032,0.0,0.4886013423712227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468445509419616,0.15864840982018855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724251529647847,0.0,0.0,0.15363536857795287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523702195173718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729153165314631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328647689742987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431147431429585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058489240069412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852034044902216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902953917634025,0.0,0.14023276220610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302408332689223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607984162363322,0.2364098922788607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,limmerent,2019/05/28,"Does this sound familiar or am I delusional? I think that someone I know who is diagnosed asperger's was/is possibly using some sort of manipulative language technique, possibly even Seduction or NLP (neuro linguistic processing), on me. I'm not freaked out or upset at all, even if this is true, because I know this man is a good guy. Great even. And far too gentle and socially awkward to be of any danger. I'm mostly just really fascinated by this but also concerned about my own mental health and the reality of my perceptions. Also, if it's true I will totally sleep with him and make the first move in case you were wondering. The main thing he did to establish rapport (and which, by itself, might sound rather innocent) was *constantly* emphasize the similarities between the two of us. In virtually every conversation I have had with him, including some very quick ones at the copier and coffee machine, he almost *always* manages to slip in something along the lines of ""I'm the same as you!"" I've never seen anyone do this with the same consistency. Even when it doesn't seem all that important, like once when I started massaging my head, he told me he had a headache, too, and it just kind of struck me as odd. More usually, it is a comment about how he understands my personality because he is the same. For instance, I when I told him that I was sorry and he said ""I don't even know what you're apologizing for! Though I can totally understand that urge to say sorry"" or when I tried to revise something I'd written, he told me, ""I really liked what you said before, though I thoroughly understand the urge to go back and re-examine your ideas. I do it myself all the time."" I could on and on with countless more examples. Of course, none of this is at all unusual, but the frequency with which he says some version of this ""me too!"" thing is seriously strange. It's seriously every time we talk that he does this. Often multiple times during the convo. And often he is just repeating some story or sentiment he already has shared many, many times before. It also did seem like he was using a sort of **anchoring** or maybe **reframing** technique (idk) with this one phrase he'd repeat over and over in conversation. I told him that he has a talent for ""making others feel at ease."" Well, next time I see him is in class and we are talking about a book he is acting almost manic/euphoric and he says this about a character: ""She says that he makes her feel at ease. Of course she falls in love with man who makes her feel at ease. And she says he does this for everyone but maybe it's just for her."" And then the next couple of classes he kept repeated the same words ""feel at ease"" and ""fall in love"" and kept talking about how the characters relationship in these terms and it began to feel like he was indirectly expressing those feelings to me. At about this time he began blushing around me and I caught him looking at me a lot so it's not totally out of the blue. Even occasionally now, almost a year later, he still repeats the phrase ""feel at ease"" sometimes and says things to me like ""Don't worry. I feel at ease with you."" I don't know if this means anything of course. I feel like I'm going insane. That's just one example but there have been many had a habit of saying ""if you feel like it"" and ""if you want to"" when after s The NLP In terms of specific NLP techniques, he seems to mimic my language and syntax patterns and use words and phrases I'd used with him. I think he may also have made an effort to use my preferred representational system (a NLP thing) with me. And also, maybe, an embedded command or two in an email. (Though not sure on this one, could be a coincidence). I have of course considered that maybe I am just being paranoid, or even delusional, but after much thought it doesn't really seem all that implausible to me given the things I know about him, including: 1.) **He admitted that he has heard of the Pick Up Artist/Seduction Community**. When I casually mentioned something about the PUA community in a group conversation at work, years after the time period in which I believe the original incident happened, he chimed in to say that he, too, had heard of the Pick Up Artist/Seduction community (as well as like Neil Strauss' *The Game*), though he also explicitly denounced these things as misogynistic (he is a leftist feminist and quite politically correct). 2.) **I saw a book on his shelf called** ***20 Steps to Power, Influence and Control Over People.*** 3.) **He has done academic research in the past about desire in literature.** He is especially interested in the way even ""normal"" or ""happy"" romances almost always **involve a level of deception, insincerity, flattery, manipulation, masquerade or role-play.** 4.) **He seems to have be attracted to or have a crush on me** though I can't be sure since nervousness, awkwardness, blushing, getting flustered, dropping things around me and constant fidgeting (or maybe just stimming) are pretty common characteristics in people with asperger's in general, it seems, regardless attraction. Beyond this, I do believe he has been trying to express his feelings to me again and again in verbal ways, too, but they are quite strange, confusing and indirect. It almost makes sense, though, because it would be highly inappropriate and risky to disclose anything directly given the nature of our relationship. Anyway, this probably seems unimportant to you all and I suppose it is. But it is extremely important to me to know if this sounds like a plausible/possible asperger's related behavior because it impacts my own mental health and diagnosis. My mother, for instance, when I told her about this, began crying because she thought I was paranoid and delusional. Since then I have been to about 5 different psychiatrists and even more psychotherapists. About half think I'm probably delusional while the other half think I'm seeing things clearly. I am so frustrated by this. I truly believe he was sending me coded and indirect declarations of attraction and affection, as well as using classing pick up techniques on me. I'm an attractive female, I adore him as a mentor, we seem to have a ton in common and he has vaguely complained once or twice about his marriage. It's a perfect storm. However, if he wasn't doing this, I will seriously have to consider the fact that I am/was seriously delusional and in need of help. Psychologists have been of no help and pretty much all say they don't really know the situation well enough to judge so I am turning to you all.",4.550129894816878,6.811312369028009,5.5738673805601335,75.89176926245091,71.9324546952224,9.150285134963884,29.46549866937017,9.661875296680813,3.1063595488531237,5192,216,908,136,104,1709,460,1214,0.066,0.8,0.134,0.9984,3,0,3,0,0,0,219.0,5,9,2,8,76,48,2,5,58,0,82,7,2,23,21,221,172,103,0,17,38,1,11,9,0,5,3,16,0,4,73,60,0,3,41,4,0,9,14,14,4,10,42,33,105,34,149,116,35,118,0,0,6,2,127,54,0,50,60,644,178,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436963053750972,0.0,0.04284027197753716,0.18627228652669128,0.06460486614782568,0.0,0.0,0.02639981651764715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027144756914808155,0.0,0.06389324731609339,0.06911837853452499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029851184849856573,0.0,0.11832552649912187,0.0,0.06606813715198354,0.13121493963745373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039640889701359684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390407162450161,0.04354139110085577,0.0619913012663831,0.04295503213738993,0.04264337720741188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039402804226336983,0.0,0.040559997771813454,0.0,0.0,0.1019183486622893,0.039727670291486994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040112782430287715,0.0,0.23076993383461145,0.0,0.06541724236604354,0.03709541759679785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159213834821582,0.08320183746006178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302137954735878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02028252794221661,0.0,0.04412608099145016,0.0325614661528523,0.0,0.04280062237406733,0.0,0.03843919233770579,0.03432954904327176,0.0413259977305629,0.0,0.0,0.03984185567486665,0.08253045706529957,0.0,0.0,0.05204220066464328,0.04101683687372253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382452447754988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040426411925259136,0.14934620573992172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069514443032827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0326001161845801,0.0,0.0,0.033004482595585284,0.07007548126325737,0.03673365449877987,0.12956760228664774,0.11807612058651845,0.19500607838102102,0.042287778602076734,0.0,0.0,0.07824548285502375,0.041183266415342035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126090014049904,0.057076247436264785,0.028785503441178962,0.02994138126729494,0.0,0.08257378993515017,0.0,0.0380366332996728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268683902419366,0.1052252754286352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03705932536644423,0.0538276053318249,0.0338972633943026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753036972408539,0.0,0.07899044104407425,0.08371185888690348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082582466316021,0.0,0.0,0.09947968024260884,0.0,0.0,0.08335909950519091,0.0,0.0,0.07385589615334544,0.2778503168523113,0.0,0.0,0.061871102775114976,0.2827316416442471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422676416699921,0.043636769862041916,0.03884933816005748,0.03957342838495672,0.032893163103139375,0.08965960447357274,0.038395260217557375,0.0869145382159932,0.027477917282893116,0.0,0.03100274182898378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317723518155385,0.0,0.0,0.09360927577938373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063291837048397,0.09950049083725857,0.22885039194421355,0.06163955462263064,0.1584590932325646,0.0,0.0,0.1854770879839893,0.0,0.05271423135883814,0.04222642862810692,0.0758455419621785,0.1212430330918478,0.04669724622095741,0.2011748421200875,0.04275617938873416,0.03203163974673378,0.02289780967414369,0.061629084899151226,0.0,0.0,0.13962005056462407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421000458831236,0.028262370128201212,0.039424916490099104,0.0,0.02757753901807218,0.0,0.0,0.04999929120883677 autism,smilessmalls,2019/05/28,That Special Interest Feel When That special interest feel when one of your longest special interests is true crime and you feel bad for being so interested in it but everything about it interests you - 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I'll try to keep this short and edit with more information if it gets any traction. Basically, I went to a government funded peer to peer support group for people with mental health issues. I have been going for close to three years prior to this ejection and ban on returning. Most recent problem, and really my only bad thi G I did ever there. About three weeks ago I called the center to return a message that I wasn't going to pick up my ""friend"" about 10 minutes after he called me and I said I would be there shortly. I knew they were there because he just called me. Anyway, the girl who answered the phone was being very rude. Said she could not take any information and give it to him because she can't verify if they are members or not. She couldn't get the person for same reason. She would only take my name and number down and if there was someone by that name there they could come and ask her for the information. That was the best she could do. Keep in mind that she knows me, knows I'm a member and was told I just spoke to this guy 10 minutes prior when he called me from the office phone. I asked again for her to relay a message and she said no, that's the rules. In my now pissed off mood I said ""please don't act like a bitch"" and hung up the phone. Fast forward a week. I'm at the center for morning check in and am asked to go talk with the manager. He brings up this incident and another I didn't think anything of. The other was when I was asked my opinion of a mental health video. I said that a percentage of people who are having mental health problems and are dangerous/violent should be in a mental health facility or jail. Maybe 15% and another 35% should be cared for or looked after and be in a group home. While the final 50% should be OK and be independent. Also, I stated that this facility was mostly a socialization hub and I thought it was great at that, but not much else. Apparently two members and staff complained that I was insensitive to others by saying my beliefs. I made a staff member cry and really hurt the members feelings because not everyone fits in a box. He said that because of these two problems, among others in the past like interrupting others during check ins and critizing a person on TV that many found offensive I would have to go to council meeting and have to defend my actions Well, at the meeting I was bullied by the manager, told I was never a member, did the above things among other critical things of the facility like critizing how things were done, reporting staff and not being a team player basically. The two council members there pleaded my case on my behalf and said I should get a warning. But manager wanted to discuss with HR and staff. I said that staff has bullied me, said I have no friends, wished bad karma on me, called me an asshole yet them being professionals and me being a member with mental problems is the one to get in trouble for doing one thing wrong. Calling someone a bitch over the phone. While the staff said these thing to me in groups, one on one, etc. Yet they don't even get written up. Then the manager demanded I tell him why I was there, what was my mental health problems and if I was there just to get in there way. Offended, I simply said I have mental issues and left it at that. He said that I am not a member because he couldn't find my paperwork I signed, and that I was not welcome until November 15th where I will have to agree I was in the wrong and change my attitude. I don't know how I'm supposed to change things that are inherent to my illness and not say the wrong thing again and offend someone. I really want to be allowed to go here because I have no friends or anyone I can talk to, yet when I went there I had friends I could relate to or talk to. Something seems really unfair in all this, and I don't think they understand autism or how people with it act with it. Any advise would be greatly appreciated. Sorry this is so long.",5.489957793962478,5.8755528095838585,5.958959260879638,81.16468744370384,67.562421185372,8.642447950176289,28.920117353372625,8.480668928828255,1.9713263453174463,3170,101,621,43,49,1024,304,793,0.14400000000000002,0.799,0.057,-0.9973,3,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,6,2,35,37,7,0,47,1,77,7,1,8,3,126,139,57,0,26,23,0,1,3,4,9,6,15,1,4,46,42,0,3,18,3,3,14,21,20,1,9,47,17,82,16,89,65,8,85,2,1,1,0,89,40,3,14,34,451,128,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880497217755445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035007822314348416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930797948667317,0.09180635405580376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030609346496757082,0.0,0.03602409393532634,0.0,0.16369940198083704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310261988343261,0.18679901507115051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594043554549267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26820245223416617,0.0,0.04463276744267182,0.0,0.09261885924254293,0.03770933192870697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398069782833409,0.0,0.048086115224023854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479826543584437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036569409341199774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488220500429214,0.028913776313931713,0.03959809156605767,0.0,0.04183004821984091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022134568996500275,0.0,0.0,0.0479547023910084,0.04001066628810107,0.0,0.0,0.04799835884706505,0.1352855765849232,0.0,0.13722758930468468,0.04199413315408127,0.12439515546687753,0.0,0.0,0.0965268603904858,0.0,0.04334533409206776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326603407037124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391111167850415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046863342213044994,0.0,0.0,0.09138198746055533,0.0,0.07782062034056274,0.0,0.0,0.07217478667873993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047562984319217384,0.0,0.0,0.06416054043855536,0.0,0.0,0.03874057160542479,0.036760994222939165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041422111908172125,0.0,0.04438220978694119,0.04397909062786408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30881289024294983,0.0,0.04420149668464562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032180554056798386,0.0,0.033762914756557495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118655581478231,0.06658756636654989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417893493995051,0.09104674401009433,0.07644740262617904,0.0,0.04805313693952342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094396222261274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112176653911072,0.04500923864588373,0.0432237298694135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996944470597928,0.06962520443395702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039852220872001104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462433704237513,0.11127433153572457,0.03370106805164312,0.0,0.049003887273856114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935345716785472,0.0,0.0,0.06582852943539713,0.10555698717930098,0.03826234032608744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358079864948125,0.05610006032092285,0.0,0.03475342386139802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366009643968182,0.0,0.02972117558534228,0.0,0.1282889996827436,0.04557258235753582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611996095394025,0.05164069013639306,0.03474752085414855,0.07022927624821754,0.0,0.03936007346685725,0.08116197742971587,0.0395012239485587,0.0,0.0503404853823977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124389464968318,0.1435872528683496,0.0,0.02819044639093172 autism,Triadicarp,2018/11/19,"Anybody else feel like their only capable of living through memes? I feel like I dont have a personality. I see everything as a meme. Including my thoughts. Thoughts that if others were to have, they would identify with them. 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I am currently writing a story about a semi-verbal autistic character. What traits do you wish you saw more in autistic characters? ,5.621818181818185,8.414216030303034,5.863636363636368,72.61545454545455,70.51515151515152,9.248484848484848,35.24242424242424,9.725611199111238,4.27389696969697,151,8,22,4,3,48,23,33,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.5204,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248383632066433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884737271962254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7573855397252078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rtj777,2018/11/19,"Does anyone else get random words ""pop up"" into their head whilst doing something specific, and have no clue why their brain associated the two things. I'll be doing something random, like makimg my bed or reading a book, and all of a sudden one of the actions (e.g. moving something a certain way, looking at a specific object), will cause me to randomly associate it with a certain word (the other day it was a random semi famous persons name on a website i visit. I barely think or know anything about them but their name just popped into my head) IDK if this has to do with Autism or not, but my theory is that it has something to do with the high number of neural connections those with ASD have, and may even be an atypical non-specific form of synesthesia Does anyone else experience this? Or know what it could be tied to?",6.933030942334738,6.963604778481012,7.238945147679328,74.43130098452885,64.50632911392404,9.8070323488045,31.47960618846695,9.444778638647367,2.8126306610407883,657,22,116,11,9,214,103,158,0.027999999999999997,0.9279999999999999,0.044000000000000004,0.0927,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,12,0,16,4,4,1,3,35,21,10,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,9,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,10,3,18,14,2,13,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,10,4,85,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767438012263166,0.3189726966807416,0.12809032557559485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376181144868993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989996698706824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427738917044764,0.0,0.0,0.10038422434781437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724284648881073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26005859062165165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280827682496116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225989113351387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132301038830575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194926837687337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445744143334046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108719774467526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604488751921587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307105107751597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543601568384886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054754637978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359114362373088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569654294294302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793215104013567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034098806472886,0.09973706769999877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205175149934594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235512339919824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045390413674347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dankeagle,2018/11/19,"Looking for advice for my three year old. I first want to preface with the fact that I'm on mobile, and I have never personally dealt with someone who is on the spectrum. I apologize if anything I say comes across as rude or ignorant, I'm trying to get a better understanding of things. This may be a wall of text. My son is three. He barely speaks. He's been in speech therapy since he was 18 months and goes to an early pre-k sponsored by the state (KY). When he was 18 months, they did the m-chat and he showed 3+ red flags for autism. Nothing was said again and he was put into speech therapy. Now his current doctor wants another evaluation because of how slow he is progressing and his behavior issues. Now I realize that some of the issues he's having is related to his speech and age, but I'm not sure whether to contribute them all to that, or to a possible diagnosis of autism. He repeats the words he knows in rapid succession. He doesn't respond 90% of the time when we call his name. He's recently started looking us in the eyes sometimes when we talk to him. He's very easily over stimulated. Hates crowds or busy places. When he's upset, mad, tired or even hungry, he hits, kicks, screams, bites. He throws himself on the floor, runs into walls. Hits himself and others (mostly me). I try talking to him, trying to teach him his feelings and that we don't use our hands, feet or teeth for expressing our feelings. I know that this is partly due to his difficulties communicating. I'm scared to death of an autism diagnosis. Not because I think there's anything wrong with it, but I don't want life to be harder for him. He's my life. How can I help him? We have an evaluation set up but they are so backed up it won't be for 6-9 months. I just hesitate placing a label on him for normal behaviors that will be resolved when he can effectively communicate. I'm sorry if this is a mess, I'm just worried and racked with guilt that I didn't help my son enough. 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I grew up being just an average kid but not too average so I didn't actually fit in everywhere. Sometimes now I believe I have autism because I can't relate to other people a lot. I used to live inside my own little world in my head. Now I am actually depressed because not too many people like me as I'm finally starting to open up more. Most people tell me I'm actually good looking but sometimes I believe I look like a person with autism, not sure why. Is there any way to see physically if a person has autism? What symptoms can you self-check?",2.8212500000000027,4.518011958333336,4.823333333333334,81.855,75.25,7.466666666666668,27.0,8.238735603445708,1.8599,465,18,92,8,10,160,77,120,0.084,0.823,0.092,0.235,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,2,1,17,17,7,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,3,16,4,11,15,4,15,0,1,3,0,7,9,0,4,6,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.4322277742316067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040066841223724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000067451681687,0.0,0.0,0.3326807880518264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716262940081224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173305681892453,0.13494083043980715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238339275594394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152184629262744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425947564254535,0.1479746642405856,0.13036935158524193,0.0,0.24796183360293625,0.0,0.0,0.12551875544217386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968439171393313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070661997252573,0.2578281481508537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765044029513196,0.0,0.15402134133717066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920406501407083,0.0,0.10450077408433857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914951491947494,0.15345511030837905,0.0,0.0,0.1290443888385895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275140719449162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719023337478787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322267428954354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rar76,2018/11/19,"Autism genes conserved during human evolution to make us smarter, say scientists Hi everyone, &#x200B; I just dropped by this reddit today, and was doing some research on autism for my son and myself. After doing some googling, I found this little gem: &#x200B; [https://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/health-news/autism-genes-conserved-human-evolution-make-smarter-health-news-a7602761.html](https://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/health-news/autism-genes-conserved-human-evolution-make-smarter-health-news-a7602761.html) &#x200B; We all know this already, right? :P",21.27586206896552,18.390466471264368,13.759080459770114,48.0689655172414,39.45977011494253,15.737931034482761,55.43678160919541,13.023866798666859,7.186788505747126,521,23,59,9,3,133,51,87,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,5,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494409056649675,0.0,0.0,0.3385747196404625,0.3797005093217867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953015802710312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420699818423867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6643086908772841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724408034748664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714378067381198,0.0,0.10439653797855772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858453307013464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895279868462591,0.0,0.08283289040883944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873230871129712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529268025287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797005093217867,0.0 autism,kgonz847,2018/11/19,"Writing a book? Hi everyone. I am not a person with ASD, but I have worked for around 10 years with children and adults that do. For some reason I have had the thought of writing a book, but by write I mean have excerpts from individuals with ASD and what they wish everyone would know/accept? If it sounds totally off beat please tell me to shut up and find a different way to make a difference (in a nicer way, if possible lol). Just hoping to hear feedback from the community here on Reddit. Thanks! 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Is it one of the effects of Autism? Before, when I was 15-16-17 years old, I was fluent when I was speaking. It was rare when I did so and everything was fine until I went 18 years old, I began having difficulties articulating some words that I easily said countless times before. I don't know, it seems to get worse the older I get, I got a haircut today and while the hairdresser was working on my hair, I decided to talk to her and damn, what the hell, I have to repeat the same word 3 times before I can get it right (I don't do that for every word, of course). It wasn't the case before. I get a little worried but not so much.",3.0647260273972594,3.638153417808218,5.0560547945205485,84.81736986301371,73.04109589041096,7.757808219178082,22.819178082191787,7.908726449838941,0.917010410958904,533,12,118,7,10,185,82,146,0.076,0.899,0.024,-0.6862,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,0,10,0,15,1,1,1,0,15,26,13,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,12,4,19,1,11,14,3,21,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,3,17,81,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538871141828332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710757240125626,0.0,0.14625179529820395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251001827251367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015054874450924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943249724268879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309883988421073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962573542876452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415168391897753,0.0,0.11027048487114552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897106696101444,0.15479409193746035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814385177670833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079671446594132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977907538245745,0.0,0.15424960752251934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085292226084954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846983512086585,0.16526085162176082,0.16583641215273826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958637788698614 autism,Dynamite_Fools,2018/11/19,"Educational toys for a 5 year old? Hi there. My company does an angel tree Christmas program, where we choose several families and provide them with a wish list of items. One of the angels I picked out was for a 5 year old boy, and the request was for “Educational toys for autism.” I really want to give this kid a great Christmas, but I don’t know anything about 5 year olds, much less education toys for autism in that age range. I’ve googled some articles but I thought you kind folks might happen to be parents or friends of parents in a similar situation and have some great ideas for me. Any suggestions? Thanks! 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In 2004, Daniel Tammet memorized and recited more than 22,000 digits of pi, setting a record. **22,000 digits.** I don’t know about you, but I would find it excruciating to count to 22,000 let alone recite a series of numbers. &#x200B; https://i.redd.it/loyhl7a1uqy11.jpg The term **high-functioning** is society’s way of defining how well people fit into the world. I don’t like the term because it short changes the so called “low functioning” individuals, many of whom have profound brilliance. **They simply lack the communication skills to demonstrate their abilities.** Daniel Tammet is a high-functioning autistic with Asperger’s syndrome. But his extreme memory skills are considered very rare. He is known as an autistic savant. Not all autistic people are savants. Approximately one in ten (10%) have some special skills, ranging from “splinter skills” to “savant skills”. When we look at the savant population in general, about 50% are autistic. The research as it relates to high-functioning autism and memory is interesting. One study saw a higher prevalence of working memory **deficits** in high-functioning adolescents with ASD. Working memory is the system that holds information active in the mind, keeping it available for further processing. But on the flip side, TIME magazine showcased a study of eight child geniuses with an opposite result. **They all had exceptional working memories.** The authors of this study found all of the prodigies scored high in autistic traits and their families had a high prevalence of close relatives with autism. So here is the take-away. Every person is an individual, autistic or not. We don’t have enough conclusive evidence to say one way or another what percentage of high functioning autistics have strong memory skills.   We do know that autistic individuals have many profound strengths, whether or not we’ve labeled them high or low functioning. What’s your take on this classification?",5.5776883266244965,9.31652527627628,4.890909207079421,72.61658999424958,81.52252252252252,8.239447958596896,31.709731007603345,8.718977153904607,3.8597499073541615,1659,82,230,45,47,500,179,333,0.05,0.848,0.10099999999999999,0.9573,0,1,0,0,0,0,78.0,3,2,5,13,8,9,0,0,23,0,23,0,0,2,3,45,30,17,0,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,12,13,0,2,8,1,0,0,6,2,1,5,4,4,14,7,42,24,10,32,0,2,2,0,18,23,0,5,6,146,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865965098949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275160929276248,0.1040179057853924,0.0,0.08976297831825665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042752536141046,0.0,0.0,0.05218324128978608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741098279597342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905573992078653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491240390607598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845153984503627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212483738504641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069958124163408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824026141665028,0.0,0.0,0.09386007512905108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8140053980605054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608853143320765,0.0,0.0,0.09409114620876242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753561715517821,0.0,0.04182166009099955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188557614183226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357749910861073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643536777697608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740219154291303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804055051697826,0.07474587804946098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807552462230011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872670788866214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991622530878824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063204514132103,0.0,0.1358965179751381,0.0,0.0,0.07696803685424525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869616121884035,0.0,0.0,0.06081043606297541,0.0,0.1040179057853924,0.0 autism,Dadsliqu0rcabinet,2018/11/16,"Good toys/gifts for a recently diagnosed 5 year old girl? I recently reconnected with a friend from college and learned that her daughter was diagnosed with autism this summer. I'm going to sew a kid sized weighted blanket for her and I would like to include some goodies and toys, as she's a single mom and might not be able to afford the best things. 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I work in behavior support in an elementary school, supporting kids with disabilities, trauma, and other obstacles I’m their lives. One of my 5th graders has ASD, and is very high functioning. His main behavioral challenge is his loss of control When he becomes frustrated; throwing things, flipping chair. In the years I have worked with him, he has made leaps and bounds with using calming strategies. He had a heart of gold and really wants to be kind and do the right thing all of the time, and it has shown that he has worked hard to control his actions in those heated moments. One thing that he‘s been continuing to struggle with is remaining polite and open minded when he is presented with a cerrain tasks. When asked to edit and revise a paper, even when given plenty of time to process. He adamatley refuses. He states that since he wrote a paper he should be done, and almost always becomes very defiant and rude although this happens in his moment of frustration, he almost always reflects on what happened, shows true remorse about how he acted, and apologizes. I want to help him learn to listen and understand these tasks that are presented to him before he gets frustrated, because he really cares about doing well. &#x200B; Sorry for the rambling, on, im just hoping someone may have some helpful insight, thank you. |||| |:-|:-|:-| |||| &#x200B;",9.057672168468985,9.418188737051796,7.809314171883893,71.00642430278887,60.035856573705175,10.518042117245304,37.84889015367103,10.125756701596842,4.006282640865112,1147,50,178,21,14,349,156,251,0.107,0.7659999999999999,0.127,0.6845,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,1,7,10,17,4,1,9,0,20,1,1,5,2,44,39,18,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,14,20,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,7,1,2,6,3,13,10,33,29,3,26,0,1,1,0,31,10,0,5,12,115,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047593695050364,0.0,0.0,0.21470040631249054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784060989021823,0.2323128887328531,0.2605313304772154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022209265118603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653511007513034,0.23679873801771936,0.09122345818385708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930252156796358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404787809420859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970781456243077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080781318846245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486694515688916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601012588998541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960184540487246,0.0,0.09603451668138743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703830080455122,0.1437143446380478,0.11326784331081385,0.0,0.10647863669872172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579966852077488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163738699953764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466387449046217,0.0,0.0900251002601075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143985102534694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824636968602308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528960444075062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373563845137512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155238308359996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084970635210138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868098584034016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083434824176632,0.0,0.0,0.1200070878989187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120738188681896,0.0,0.0,0.2433096582883794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869985149837944,0.0,0.0,0.21366647910598835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250240570977286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116040624736168,0.0,0.09259059706581964,0.0,0.1769105093594313,0.12646443343822686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639006329942823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341392917105353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605313304772154,0.06903642886614789 autism,Mellow28,2018/11/16,"I think I have autism at 20. What do I do? Until recently I didn't know what autism was, until one day I decided to look up the symptoms. I was reading the list of symptoms and I was shocked and scared that a lot of them described me to a T. As a kid I was always socially awkward and was horrible at talking to strangers and even people I knew, still even today. I always thought it was just shyness. It always amazed me that people knew what to do in social situations. I eventually started to in a way emulate previous social interactions that I've seen or experienced to seem normal. It sucks because I get lonely sometimes and just can't seem to do anything about it. Most of the time when I do go with friends, I feel like I didn't really experience it. Like, I was there and talked to them and everything, but I don't feel like ""I"" was there. I don't know if that makes sense, it's just a strange and confusing feeling. There's much more I can describe, but I feel like I've already typed too much. But anyway, how do I go about getting a diagnosis? Who do I contact? I live in Illinois, close to St. Louis, if that helps. 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I wish I could just digitally buy ""Let's go, Eevee!"" like I was originally going to ;-; My nephew said he really wants to play it with me and my mom said ""well your nephew talks about butts too, he's 5 years old, does that mean you want to play with butts too?"" &#x200B; And he's the one that whenever I played Paper Mario or Animal Crossing games, she'd make fun of it saying I'm playing a game that looks like its for babies, then she'd call my older brother in and make fun of it looking kiddie or something. &#x200B; I feel really bad..",2.4716784688995226,2.9589658290909107,3.742736842105264,94.0082105263158,74.34545454545454,6.807655502392343,22.83732057416268,6.5966054737557815,0.2684909090909087,973,23,240,7,19,319,126,275,0.061,0.755,0.184,0.988,3,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,2,12,19,5,0,9,0,9,3,3,10,1,42,43,20,0,4,9,8,1,4,0,2,0,8,1,0,17,16,0,1,2,7,5,10,6,7,1,1,7,11,35,12,29,29,0,32,0,1,2,2,40,4,3,2,22,127,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639890256911495,0.4082018249597437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663210815131954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609889244295305,0.0409569759474945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860611628243714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575244549852727,0.0,0.0,0.07535667749813202,0.053643882052364665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879637694239372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03397210133879775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909214870298327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266781525033128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739470445877087,0.0,0.13233262889524716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870393784978354,0.0,0.13129799407585868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284143108945152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939314795166014,0.0,0.0,0.0731870620956452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31475751699783383,0.05362855185559234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211506451423559,0.0,0.04552809949710089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086084275124506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564341455566386,0.21372130635467815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689671708869431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172434571719738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332357754726092,0.0,0.0,0.10800579750887623,0.05872497915920258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284013831356659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925804919880662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060409778240092075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726249700753057,0.0,0.0,0.04891341909932318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082018249597437,0.12979995703509278 autism,ComptonJapan,2018/11/16,"Doctor prescribed zoloft for my 3 year old with autism. Is he too young for it? So my son is 3, he doesn't speak but does use words here and there. Especially now he seems to be repeating a lot more words so we feel like he might be a late talker. His main struggles, at least to us is his anxiety, sleep and sometimes his mood swings. We can't go out with him at all, it's like rare if we can take him out. He seems to be fine at preschool though, he's adjusting well there. As a matter of fact he seems to be in a better mood when he's at school than he does when at home. I mean there are days where he's just cheerful. We do give him cbd oil which helps out with his moods somewhat but doesn't do anything with his anxiety. He has your typical autistic sleep issues, sleeps for about 4 hours or so then wakes up. His pediatrician suggested benadryl which at times doesn't so much. So we tried cbn oil which has helped a bit but recently not so much. Anyways, I told his neurologist that he seems to have anxiety in some places. For example if we take him for a walk, he's happy. He likes drives but only certain streets. If it's a street where we took him to a doctor, he will scream and cry. Used to be fine in crowds in the mall or grocery shopping but now he just screams and cries. He's also super clingy to my wife which I'm not sure if it's due to his anxiety or not, then again he's still just a 3 year old. So his doctor prescribed zoloft for him. I got it from the pharmacy but have yet to give it to him. A bit scared of the side effects. Do you guys think he might be way too young for zoloft? He doesn't have any aggressive behavior where he'll hit others or injure himself, just mood swings at times but his anxiety and sleep seems to be a major difficulty for him and us. Should I hold off on zoloft until he's older? Or maybe try it for a bit? 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People say I am immature. That annoys me so much. I like to talk about cats, cars, tattoos, and random stuff. I dont have my license, but I do plan on getting a tattoo. People dont always want to listen. They say Im obsessive. I also dont do a lot alone. A lot of people my age are more independent. I require more supervision apparently because of social difficulties and my social behaviours being taken the wrong way. I also like to hang out with my younger cousins who are like 6 years younger than me. People say Im eccentric. Some people just say I am crazy. 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Basically are children diagnosed earlier likely to be more severe? Was anyone here diagnosed early in life? Would appreciate any insight or hearing about your own experiences. 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How do I pick up on them? I’m 20F with high functioning autism. I couldn’t figure out the social cues in high school and I’m not able to figure them out in college. Doesn’t help that I’m visually impaired too. My family know I’m bad socially, but they think I’ll just learn it slower. It doesn’t feel like I’m picking up anything at all. I tried looking for apps that can teach me, but they are all for little kids or cost money I don’t have. Fellow adults in a similar situation, how do/did you do it?",0.1849510489510493,2.404512963636368,2.29909090909091,93.65017482517487,87.54545454545455,5.566433566433567,17.552447552447553,7.010146845296331,0.06913286713286704,406,10,91,6,13,136,74,110,0.023,0.919,0.057999999999999996,0.5426,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,4,2,22,18,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,11,1,13,17,2,12,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,1,1,51,16,4,0.20538877380364887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901746058271486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714910470312337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936222568093176,0.0,0.10385073527727788,0.14672978104394424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376677656710452,0.4340090322994664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287629870201266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034258029276903,0.2058535089181684,0.0,0.0,0.17247484151056255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078644042725996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308655872075848,0.0,0.6281039690238994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160483301817713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394454953394799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NeilZBradley,2018/11/29,"If you could re-design anything, what would it be? I'm a design student who has been lurking here for a while and the more time I spend here the more upset I get with how design as an industry has continually produced problematic and or overly expensive products for autistic users. I think a lot of it stems from designers prescribing what people's problems are. What would you say are things that need a redesign? Or things that need to be cheaper?",7.1290588235294114,7.500015552941175,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.05882352941177,9.623529411764707,34.64705882352941,9.3871,3.1599882352941178,362,15,64,6,5,115,60,85,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.8602,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,2,0,16,15,8,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,9,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24730099334837996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399394462812628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157008432609843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548995155804866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456610921538631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834158267570047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28755547171299883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898425106143645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993020720525735,0.192560022039352,0.0,0.0,0.17523466454971573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269592221245673,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Last4eternity,2018/11/29,"My son has been acting very differently since his sisters came home. My son is 5 years old. He is non-verbal and mildly autistic. He is making great improvements with his communication skills but there is still a great struggle. My twins had 140 day and 189 day hospital stays. The last one came home about 2 months ago and since then his behavior is strange. My son wants me to feed him, change his clothes, and stay with him all day once he’s home. He knows how to do all of these things. If I’m feeding one of the other children or I can’t get to him at that moment, he’s having extreme meltdowns. Spitting, hitting, screaming and kicking me. I know he feels left out or maybe he’s upset because he gets less attention. He will be starting behavioral therapy next month but does anyone here have any helpful tips or suggestions for me in the meantime? I’m willing to do whatever I can to make him feel better or loved. It hurts to see him this way. 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He has some fine motor and gross motor skill issues as well as sensory issues. We have been trying to get him to be self reliant on a bathing routine with little success especially on the hair washing side. He doesn't like getting his face wet, doesn't like having the shampoo on his hands and does not like (or can't) effectively scrub the shampoo into the hair. Rinsing is actually the biggest issue. Right now his mom or I do it for him, usually in the tub with a big cup to rinse. &#x200B; Curious if anyone has overcome similar issues? Any thoughts on accommodations or different methods that would help him to do this comfortably and effectively. Thanks ",6.460863309352519,8.212686057553956,6.7245251798561165,71.60851438848924,66.12230215827338,9.588776978417268,35.48273381294964,9.888512548439397,3.821238273381296,618,30,101,14,10,199,92,139,0.09300000000000001,0.777,0.13,0.6922,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,8,0,15,8,5,2,0,20,19,11,0,2,5,2,5,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,10,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,5,9,8,17,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,5,5,65,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.15465879808337496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171876417736087,0.1925769953748772,0.10777544361425216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108166117873922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608592507565456,0.0,0.1655834141850266,0.0,0.0,0.13869156037716804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560406358352078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622936071439297,0.16744842854358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6616699399217537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322837471424601,0.15884391343609144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856160763767943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353455864318116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653347398098844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591197773172818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125819630965962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760112036546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454917528654315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249732452674424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258341509590801,0.0,0.1925769953748772,0.0 autism,new_speecies,2018/11/29,"lack of obsessive interests? I've been toying with the possibility I may be on the spectrum for a few months, as I have a good friend who has suggested so, as well as my own mother. A LOT of things make sense for me, however I really think I'm lacking ever having any obsessive interests? I don't really latch on to anything in particular, but rather dabble in many things, as well as have a pretty poor long term memory so am not really much of an expert on anything. I have an issue with hoarding things such as clothing, postal packaging and trinkets, but I've been able to cut down on that a lot by not purchasing things for some time, so it's less of a thing at this point other than me still not getting rid. I've been a collector of many different things over time, but nothing has seemed to have stuck to really be an obsession. I was thinking of asking for a referral to see if I could get tested, but would I be wasting my time? I know it's not the easiest process and really I don't want to embarrass myself making such an assumption for it to turn out false. 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I have this terrible disorder (but improving) and always found lots of common points with autistc people. The feeling of having to do social interactions manually, of not really knowing how to socialize at all, of being cut from a different cloth. In fact I thought for some time I had more in common with autistics than with NTs to be honest. I thought I was autistic for some time. I know autism affects much more than just your social life and I do have some advantage when it comes to a more intuitive empathy, although this empathy can also be a blessing in disguise when it's not working healthly. How do you think about us?",6.682618110236219,7.521563748031497,6.9540059055118135,73.48093011811027,65.06299212598425,10.444488188976381,35.56003937007874,10.411451182825502,3.9185913385826776,544,25,93,13,8,176,83,127,0.09300000000000001,0.828,0.078,-0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,0,2,7,5,1,0,4,0,13,2,0,3,2,26,21,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,2,11,3,22,13,9,13,1,0,1,0,9,6,0,4,6,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459566733517025,0.1400455521495939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875498765131796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498224568591606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584580301250533,0.19289529233339334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510146842350867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454078868441426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890329503077576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849951036765284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888075935481145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308925206761586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372558080298053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668341967208845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910524981775784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782227081287812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6862743268833721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784482663097712,0.0,0.2672351473224711,0.19628323488911376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245353085062054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253006516888627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JasonButIGoByJay,2018/11/29,"Autism Families and Divorce Question Autism has put a strain on my marriage of 17 years that I don’t think it can recover from. My 10 year old son has been diagnosed with autism (at age 5) and since learning more about autism I believe that I am on the spectrum as well. I’m not great at picking up on social queues but it really seems like the stress of trying to help my son stay in school along with the difficulties that I am sure I bring, my wife is fed up. Last night I heard her tell a friend of ours that she just wants her life back... that she hasn’t had a life in 10 years and she is just done. We are in a tough season right now. My son has been suspended like 4 times in the past two months. They are now wanting to put him in private placement. Our hope is that this will help solve his behavior issues. I am thinking that once he is doing well, she is going to leave me. Have you had anything similar happen? How do you cope? How do you help your autistic children cope with divorce? Am I possibly misreading the situation? I’m at a bit of a loss and don’t know where to go from here. 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I have a 4 yo daughter with asd. She is almost nonverbal. And I gave her cbd oil. Two days after she started to answer my word. And her social response get better. But she also started to diarrhea. So I quit it. And her diarrhea was gone. 5 days after I gave her another brand’s cbd oil. And she start to diarrhea, too. I heard cbd is good for ibs, only carrier oil can cause bowel problem. But in my daughter’s case, it looks cbd oil cause bowel problem. I will quit to give her cbd oil. But I know cbd oil can help my daughter. I’m so confused. Please give me advice to help my daughter. 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I want to try and be clear with what I mean. Most of us, I think, don't want to be universally ignored or not considered. That isn't what I mean. When I say, would you rather be left alone, what I'm referring to here is how in my experience, the neuro-typical world is a never-ending mess of new random things getting thrown at you. I'm a pretty successful autistic person, in full-time somewhat decently paid work, but the thing that always brings me to the edge of quitting or breaking down, is when things outside the purview of my actual work are thrown at me out of nowhere. What, where did this new expectation come from? Last I heard I was a teacher. I experience this in most walks of formal life. Whether work, dealing with the government, whatever. My feeling is, you pay me to do this job and then you add extra things to it that really just get in the way of me doing the job you initially hired me for, besides causing anxiety, anger and stress. It feels like that scene in Empire when Darth explains to Lando, 'I have altered the deal. Pray I don't alter it any further.' Wait, what? This happens constantly at work. Sometimes it makes me extremely upset and agitated. I've been on the verge of quitting work over such issues. I worry particularly for the future when my family isn't around, I can see myself becoming homeless or suicidal just from the hopelessness of being unable to engage with the world without the concern of constant fuckery. With work, I feel as though I am in a particular bind; I'm reasonably smart so I could theoretically do a somewhat respectable job that does at least challenge me and reward me, but in so doing I have to put up with regular or constant changes and new things to train in (I've been in education for over 18 years, and you sold that to me on the promise that I'd be trained to do a job after... apparently not) most of which are inefficient, quite clearly stupid or based on government regulations or requirements which are essentially arbitrary. Or I can work a menial job, get barely enough cash to do...well, any of the living stuff people seem so fond of. And I'd go slowly insane with boredom. As it stands, if my outside of work artistic endeavours don't pan out, I find it almost inconceivable that I'd just 'keep living' under these conditions for another 50 or 60 years. tl:dr seems like there are constantly new pieces of bullshit to deal with, the neuro-typicals seem to get by okay with it, maybe just irritation, but I find it very difficult and I wonder if I'm alone and if anyone has found effective methods for dealing with this. 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Hey guys. So I have wondered legitimately for years if I am on the autistic spectrum, but I dont know if it's worth officially finiding out at the age of 28 and how I would even go about it. I'm a woman and my parents were pretty negligent on the whole, ""Make sure your kid gets everything they need"" thing sometimes. Like I've never been to a dentist and when a doctor told my parents I was projectile vomiting every day because I am lactose intolerant, they kept giving me milk anyway and they don't even know why.",5.507898465171191,5.326625834710747,6.657213695395516,78.12140495867772,67.51239669421489,9.558913813459268,32.98819362455726,9.23628265651192,2.7637664698937425,470,19,95,8,7,159,80,121,0.0,0.8490000000000001,0.151,0.9497,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,0,7,0,10,4,0,3,2,25,22,14,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,7,1,1,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,14,2,12,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,5,6,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106979673234239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171130546478602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586907054522786,0.0,0.0,0.21282672023262866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35982321187251864,0.0,0.15300070855544706,0.0,0.16320490485123912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597355180717255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487532748905997,0.17420143379914224,0.1032040088099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980652963203758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217185758445897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993978058185445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887176159958267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121215350807741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464958972075994,0.14005642498323426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032771129687409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847462994729346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796010289026293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115011926454998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064293052076855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352077131934698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386026646655955,0.2027431250950386,0.0,0.0,0.1969308585125648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899910963445646,0.0,0.0,0.1169405298287695 autism,Tulle_Tulips,2018/11/29,"Any help finding a new doctor? I finally have health insurance after years of not having it. And I’ve been going through the paperwork and my old doctor isn’t in network. I don’t want to start all over with a new doctor. I liked my old doctor he was nice but not overly friendly and his office was mostly child free(kids make me nervous and they’re too noisy)and quiet. Now I have to find a new doctor with limited children and with child free appointment times. Is there any way I could help this process? 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We’ve been talking a lot about communication and intimacy as I feel like we don’t have much of either and he’s helped me realise that a lot of these “problems” are very difficult for him to work on. I know that he is trying very hard but he particularly struggles with keeping me updated on every day life things, and also making the first move or flirting with me. Last night I had to explain to him that I was flirting with him, and he reluctantly admitted that he didn’t understand what I meant. He said he felt embarassed so I just tried to gently encourage him to talk with me about it. It was a nice conversation and he said he understood at the end of it. I don’t know what I can do to help him feel more comfortable. I want to encourage him to open up to me at his own pace but I think his anxiety and social embarrassment is a big challenge for him. He is the sweetest, most patient man I’ve ever met and I look forward to a long and happy life together, but I need to be more empathetic and understanding. I would assume I am his closest friend and I’ve noticed that when I gently encourage him to talk about his feelings he gets a bit more comfortable and opens up to me. Ive only been able to do that when I’ve noticed that he’s biting his tongue or embarrassed about something. If anyone has any advice for me that would be really incredible. 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We have almost nonexistent support for ASD where we live) It's 6:33 am here. I cried holding my son. He did not respond. I begged him to say ma. He didn't. My son is 3 and a half. He doesn't talk. He can recite rhymes. Knows the alphabets, numbers and lately sings the days of a week. He repeats long sentences. Hums a song....da da dada...All when and if he wants to. We're yet to hear ma, baba. Sometimes when he doesn't get his way he'll scream and cry. MIL, his grandma calls him arrogant. ""Should be beaten,"" she would say. ""You couldn't teach him manners."" WHAT MANNERS??? My mother would suggest things. ""If only you'd tried enough...."" The distant ones shake their heads and suggest little ways that ""fixed"" their kids eating habits and how little XYZ could eat an elephant at six months before sharing how a kid they know never learned to chew! Such horrors, they would add. My friend with the perfectly normal kid, I love your kid but I hate the achievements you share. I feel extremely guilty wishing you could experience what I go through everyday. I lie how he's a little delayed in speech to strangers. I just don't want your pity. I comfort you (and myself) that it's nothing kindergarten can't fix. Though I wonder if schools would accept him. I want your kid to play with him. He is not dangerous. There are days when I don't want to talk to him. What's the point? I wish I had no hope at all because I am tired of waiting for a change. I know no one will take care of him when we are gone and we don't have those assisted living facilities like the first world countries. What kind of mother wishes her kid to die before her? I was gonna post it on facebook but that'll bring on the pity party. Will anyone understand? Nope. I know people have bigger problems. I know many would die for a kid, any kid. (My heart goes out to you.) I wish I could be a better mother, better human, understand my son more. I can't. I am sorry. Feel a lot lighter now. Thanks for listening. It's past 7 now. Let's get some sleep now. Oh did you know he loves Friends? Joey's his favorite, I think. And he can clap the exact moment in the theme song. 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This is not a request for diagnosis I have a diagnosis running but I just want to see if there are people that have similar problems to my own. I have never really functioned well in the societal framework of school>high school> college > job. 25 now I still don't know how I'm going to make my money and take care of myself. This is because I from really young have had trouble fitting in the template. Specifically I have a lot of trouble with making myself do anything with interest for longer than about 2 weeks. It started with the feeling that other people where more socially savy than me. This started eating at my self-confidence and really got out of hand when I started having my first romantic interests. Culminating in an obsession about my sexuality and if I'm even heterosexual. I think this is because I had trouble displaying the courting behaviours I saw my friends effortlessly display. That obsession really got me down and seemed like something I had to fix before I continued with my life because it was eating at me so much. My parents didn't notice I was really in a bad place and started nagging me to get my life in order when I was finished with high school but I hadn't conceptualized that I just needed to open my mouth and vocalize my existential problems. So this gradually got worse I got in fights with my dad and had to leave the house. I started 2 studies and stopped again. I luckily met my GF then and we're still together now 6 years later but all that time I haven't really been able to get my life together even though I want to. Because of this I started gaming to much the past years because it gives me an environment which is not full of anxiety and fear of losing my mind. However this doesn't really help ofcourse but I don't know what else to do. I've been to psychologists for the past 4 years. First because all that worrying eventually started to trigger panic attacks. Then I was tested for psychosis, autism (which was the first thought I had when everything started and I realized something was wrong with the way I interface with the world around me) and eventually it was concluded that I had some anxiety disorder with obsessive components. The autism test done then wasn't really a thorough one and my current psychologist and another one that are saying that they suspect that all of my problems that are seemingly unrelated actually are because of autism. I was wondering if any of this sounds plausible to people who have had similar experiences with somewhat high functioning autism and how they changed their life's around.",7.629939759036148,8.333040467871488,7.873156626506024,68.1823855421687,62.99598393574297,11.70024096385542,38.286746987951815,11.407655852321104,4.764495903614458,2195,108,365,63,30,717,229,498,0.172,0.7559999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9948,4,0,2,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,3,6,26,26,3,6,18,0,44,9,2,7,4,73,80,34,0,9,11,2,2,2,2,0,5,2,0,1,30,30,2,1,11,1,1,3,10,18,1,5,28,6,57,8,56,52,11,61,0,1,2,0,18,20,0,9,38,272,87,6,0.06701785084057389,0.0,0.06539975497919265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114887342323864,0.0702740600004017,0.1538054173713441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514998095082705,0.11932019171518847,0.0,0.07624248034223226,0.0,0.0,0.05595710611437946,0.2859742188464811,0.0,0.0570272549673768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683291654375858,0.0,0.0708959999394264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680826321760308,0.0,0.0,0.06858252951073229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715198486942234,0.055984814834507915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852931683958884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060231322999539615,0.131112635678837,0.0,0.07541371426725485,0.033886239046103536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101604906672155,0.0,0.0,0.05177782531446047,0.0,0.07002812200882556,0.06428962925901544,0.03808778905967683,0.0,0.21440119005757272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044920652742770684,0.2124241168452123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732960188112885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650487593524207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366251630753108,0.0,0.0,0.07096222742641475,0.0,0.0,0.18934676000803896,0.06548307343660315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497583258826017,0.0,0.05697618020363044,0.0,0.0,0.08946987167644699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676689247072431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853166308114192,0.049692887218180964,0.051688298087702485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630026737331795,0.0,0.0,0.0908260603303702,0.0,0.0,0.0786310081587902,0.07441539233052542,0.0,0.1279522437104307,0.13938521831544412,0.0,0.07001939010596117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238109688792152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34346681070895313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329528488799429,0.0,0.20347692888887106,0.05340455028953887,0.12202106878162085,0.06991423447688963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831625917499927,0.0,0.10318723154605312,0.0,0.0,0.3794846381115476,0.0,0.10704108450353884,0.05602992416343349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696572077001369,0.05038908335766614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294233275642712,0.06584469818264968,0.053204687600833515,0.03907864776841869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905772959682464,0.05319565057306134,0.05375767748986247,0.0,0.06025709642600247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267800044648517,0.0,0.06805988065249756,0.06829691550172046,0.0,0.07327349925568949,0.0,0.12947189602433878 autism,Awkawardsizzle,2018/11/29,"ASD, difference in boys and girls, your opinion. Hi, I’m sorry if this is a stupid question. I have done a lot of research on ASD and have ran across many different resources that explain the differences in boys and girls with ASD. But I’m interested in personal experience and opinions from people who actually deal with it day to day. I’ve been researching in preparation of an adoption of a four year old girl. Thank you. 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Do any of y'all have a lot of difficulty with smiling? I will smile naturally when happy sometimes, but I very often don't emote at all, and if I do small, it's very slight. I work in customer service and feel like my employers think I'm a bad worker because I don't smile enough. They often tell me to smile. But I find that smiling usually feels unnatural and it makes me very uncomfortable, and can be exhausting to do. Anyone else have this issue?",4.1350155279503085,5.659128184782612,5.440062111801243,79.46891304347827,71.5,8.300621118012423,29.447204968944106,8.841846274778883,2.385855279503105,371,15,71,7,7,124,63,92,0.14800000000000002,0.636,0.21600000000000005,0.7185,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,17,15,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,11,2,7,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,47,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458465378159924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866449082665806,0.2178479319106522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752361626238294,0.12960738019497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761152202700822,0.23916187313507026,0.0,0.21968685865763196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150078199076136,0.15189131908189066,0.0,0.0,0.19432513307613605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263313106762879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191353608269293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387234801491743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075662329447173,0.0,0.0,0.14192134180481425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028045409706145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858338054690824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362343182308448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341640287466298,0.5262858785108527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478535607631458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,foxh0und,2019/05/15,"working with an autistic coworker I have an autistic coworker and he's very difficult to have a conversation with, typical aspie stuff, only his interests, anytime the conversation veers off into anything out of his interests, he swiftly changes the conversation back to video games or something else completely irrelevant that interests him. It is getting very irritating and I'm finding it difficult to eat lunch with him as he is very exhausting to listen to and pay enough attention to to be able to give a response.. i don't want to be rude and ignore him or tell him I don't care, but I also want to be able to eat lunch either in peace or a conversation that is equal input... any advice?",15.104999999999995,8.761115294573642,14.184399224806207,50.808226744186065,54.96899224806202,18.171317829457365,53.955426356589136,14.90622815163357,7.524951937984498,559,28,93,17,4,188,75,129,0.13,0.787,0.083,-0.2946,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,7,0,10,5,0,0,0,19,17,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,9,4,1,2,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,10,4,20,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,3,1,65,15,2,0.36600504195022493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882794550529518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634704990680772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444798968691655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059548193718764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071764255838393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658326661280103,0.0,0.1935924019233344,0.0,0.19187466147374152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745145311739729,0.1528751239041089,0.0,0.0,0.18909052382470404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726098880104934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561126405898708,0.17555269348972205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918166361099635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088428134088965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094941035469605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599522694948699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529887361366962,0.21587925660589244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322801481938742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gocrazyahhhhgostupd,2019/05/15,"Should I get checked for Autism? (Not trying to be diagnosed just want advice on what to do) I know this might sound crazy or even rude and I want to let everyone know that I am in no way at all trying to be disrespectful. So I, (f17) got diagnosed with ADHD and anxiety when I was 11 and depression a few years back. I’ve been on countless medications for my ADHD and they all either don’t work or stop working after a few months, I’m currently taking Ritalin and that seems to be helping but who knows for how long. I am extremely hyper all the time, I have trouble being quite when need be, I even have to out loud tell myself to be quite because for some reason it’s the only way that works, I find it difficult to pick up on social cues, and just countless other things that have been making me and those around me wonder if it would benefit seeing someone and finding out what’s going on and if maybe I have autism? Or do you think that they would have figured it out when they diagnosed me with ADHD?",5.4506978653530345,5.448232128078819,6.120800492610838,81.3099035303777,67.6206896551724,9.32824302134647,28.24671592775041,9.075114841892004,2.0686883415435138,794,23,161,13,12,260,118,203,0.09,0.871,0.04,-0.8418,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,5,11,5,1,0,4,0,24,5,0,4,3,50,40,20,0,8,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,16,15,0,1,10,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,3,20,1,26,25,7,25,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,9,11,124,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307512851603031,0.11674798481589913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139679350963267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635662036590947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186763931283252,0.0,0.07282985144205803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029022300400034,0.3637888370045724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782205521151418,0.0,0.0,0.11416191555149945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21839297348812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241989960264359,0.0,0.06789946384374178,0.0,0.0955537602193185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008047492507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969783027373505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216960533167046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573016413444006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797493956328201,0.0,0.12002704859203375,0.0,0.0,0.12035684112649185,0.0,0.1267423549114872,0.0,0.0,0.09536249623757746,0.0,0.0,0.08858798271738394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086487407767617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541492495940512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283851250478442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520479977964363,0.1087640599843037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217880450483653,0.10122939035808147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998850787569166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982909819738885,0.0,0.10442498278157944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937279174866006,0.07655370506784913,0.0,0.0,0.06966587708876001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222913822297458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093696654109372,0.1896647845360939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295637627014688,0.2609340873525664,0.0,0.0,0.1697408943993721,0.0,0.0,0.07693692685522938 autism,RealRupert21,2019/05/15,"I need help Im 14 years 3 months and 1 day old and I have autism and there's this girl I like but I don't know what to say to her (I don't even know her and she doesn't know me) im really scared and I just don't know what to do Please help me",-3.8555555555555534,-2.456178741935485,-0.7226881720430107,112.51374551971328,102.54838709677419,3.4007168458781365,6.888888888888888,5.033348758259628,-2.6283390681003587,186,0,61,1,9,64,35,62,0.075,0.7490000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,11,1,3,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505914803346474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422792473927413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130271100139343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044511829201648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133132131480806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407880329604606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638155323686845,0.0,0.0,0.17314108237951806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502433605449175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631849354191405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958935447463734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569263787627194,0.23377935316973564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036963685204455 autism,yipperin,2019/05/15,"Noise canceling headphone recommendations Im 17 and throughout the past 2years ive been more sensitive to sound. My doctor thinks it’s always been around but it was never paid attention to. I was diagnosed at 9 years old on the high functioning side. I shouldve been diagnosed at 2 but the doctors said i was normal and was too young to be tested. Anyways on with the point. Im looking around for a pair of headphones. But heres the catch. I dont like the ones that look bulky and obvious. It makes me feel exposed and i cant focus(on this note i might add that im looking for a bluetooth one so i dont ruin the chords.) Im a longtime earbud user and i love them but you cant always have them in class. Just a bit curious what everyone else here is using. Id also like to hear about what you use them for or just anything really. Im not quite sure how to end this post so thanks for reading.",0.5661175088131571,2.9595601405405385,2.408578143360753,92.12059929494714,88.13513513513512,5.595769682726204,20.475910693301998,7.079830092131019,0.581545240893067,706,23,150,11,23,233,116,185,0.054000000000000006,0.843,0.10300000000000001,0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,3,1,13,6,0,0,11,0,16,5,0,4,3,29,29,14,0,1,8,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,9,0,0,3,1,1,1,6,1,0,2,9,7,16,5,19,18,2,18,0,1,3,1,8,10,0,2,8,95,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812201349056084,0.1833802867530312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068018179619647,0.19619184794166367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203031871884999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236889562270971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255762301019018,0.0,0.0,0.258292835242572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205285476972484,0.0,0.09759907867309424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529498351655008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055717341404520636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419652193033685,0.0,0.0,0.11642589414851205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951415492496344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076703364430774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27760534200773823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994542873830046,0.0,0.0735552768017857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689830279024695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498832069421715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796661517189204,0.0,0.0,0.11562995025142933,0.0,0.14934046250956626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051925360703057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416884323583174,0.0,0.1055352855800733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720476534347055,0.11022370936806652,0.0,0.07059302718485481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481962290590087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385643660867626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145172828524314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060779485268666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903442802129079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096125188422345 autism,i-comment-cat,2019/05/15,"Trying to help someone in a really weird situation, would love it if the members of this community could help. Hi /r/autism, Two years ago, I met this autistic adult online (whose username I will not give here) through Discord, and he struggles a LOT with social skills. He's a really nice guy who always means well, invariably (as shown by the theme of the online content he tries to make), but he is also invariably the target of online bullying, due to his frankly very poor communication skills, and his consequent inability to defend himself. I'm at a point where I feel like I really, really want to find some way to get social intervention so that he can be helped, because from what I've deduced he really struggles IRL too, and it's just such a shame that someone as clever as he is isn't even being given a chance to develop his social skills because the only way he feels he can communicate effectively, the Internet, is filled to the brim with people who want to do nothing but attack him and wear him clean of any kind of social proficiency. IRL, it seems like he can't find anyone to help him learn social skills - either that or people in his local area just aren't patient enough to deal with him and help him be the person he deserves to be. I feel on a personal level due to my similarities in autistic traits (though at a much, much less severe level to him) make me compelled to help him, somehow. No one else seems to want to take positive action. What do I do?",12.205368421052633,7.361274677192987,11.506754385964914,63.32644736842106,58.368421052631575,14.487719298245615,41.833333333333336,11.602472056035307,4.6234280701754376,1173,38,217,22,10,386,159,285,0.099,0.723,0.17800000000000002,0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,12,12,1,3,16,0,18,2,1,5,0,38,36,15,0,6,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,13,8,0,0,11,0,1,2,5,5,1,2,2,3,20,7,37,27,7,20,0,0,0,1,46,12,0,7,6,136,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357154768472258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539389226966439,0.07844665048035435,0.0,0.0,0.06411211113313488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592120330990903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725456473981652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494169741259247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527312156547161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719623297656063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875697275536148,0.0,0.0,0.0974141302577154,0.0,0.06226957269570781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300900770456754,0.06735205206388196,0.0,0.0,0.17233633310154273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049256239512993315,0.09043982006498806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334980678276997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791543797731531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817578134808552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211870479216204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801515819113869,0.08508936112216345,0.0,0.12586227652760548,0.0,0.0,0.10269612137256533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861000572674592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046205539615157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388505150959886,0.07170248637661124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072065909085526,0.16463941076196234,0.0,0.0,0.08912295842649014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019837425261809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716538675357159,0.0,0.10650703604654332,0.0,0.0,0.1059721546555506,0.0,0.4805215287840226,0.15976248372628854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971191736347948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088514406805277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926274225642265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801682378801696,0.0,0.09209567445253987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778902727776088,0.16682240017305705,0.1496665985328572,0.0,0.0,0.08476703040937332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697221721685598,0.0,0.0,0.060711787758375824 autism,achisam,2019/05/15,"Help! Looking for RBT STUDY GUIDE A couple years ago, I completed all my clinical and online training for the RBT. I started working another job and did not need to keep up my credentials for the RBT. I am now back in the field and need to retake the RBT exam. Unfortunately, PowerPoint, notes, and all study related paperwork have gone missing after moving. I am hoping someone has some study material they wouldn't mind lending me or emailing me a copy of! Anything would be helpful! Thank you!",4.0700610500610495,6.795411659340662,5.080805860805863,76.64474969474969,75.26373626373626,8.0004884004884,30.990231990231987,8.841846274778883,3.1016217338217333,395,19,65,9,9,129,67,91,0.049,0.825,0.127,0.8109999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,2,16,17,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,10,2,9,12,3,10,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,3,6,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055097569847105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310159823505326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078232439825105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826855484501322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430769730818099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565235363677832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107912784736489,0.0,0.0,0.23026672607436965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300627234315032,0.2060676232598753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468492219773795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340895594631112,0.0,0.0,0.2464063345105884,0.0,0.3438088052286999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643497168274512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640956172698017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344461549469806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878029815535134,0.0,0.0,0.16469054919129328,0.0,0.0,0.14929560471227207 autism,Tides0fmyMind,2019/05/15,"Marijuana and need for total isolation? Hey everyone. First post on here. I am not diagnosed yet, but I have an upcoming evaluation for ASD. With all the research I've done over the past few months, a diagnosis would certainly explain \*everything\* about me. I am currently diagnosed with ADHD, and I am on medication. However, my personal experiences with marijuana that I'm about to explain are \*not\* caused by THC / stimulant interactions -- the experiences I have with THC have been consistent before and after stim treatment. &#x200B; \~\~\~\~\~\~\~\~ON TO MY ACTUAL POST\~\~\~\~\~\~ &#x200B; I'd like to know how THC affects your mental state. From what I've read, the affects vary. No ASD is the same, so the affects won't be either. I personally love sativas. I feel more ""me."" It allows me to enjoy the creative thoughts and embrace my sensory-overlaps (like ""watching"" music) that I have to suppress throughout the day. HOWEVER. When I smoke weed, I need to be -completely- alone. The only exception is smoking with someone that is incredibly special and close to my heart. Like I won't even smoke weed during the day because even hearing birds chirping or cars driving by outside feel like a total ""intrusion"" into my world. Driving, going to a social event, or going anywhere outside (aside from a forest, or some place without people) is so far out of the realm of possibility for me. It's upsetting, because I watch people smoke weed together and I think ""Hooow can they do that and not feel totally alien?"" I really do love smoking... It's like it opens the door to my inner world that I so often have to keep shut. It's annoying though, because I so so so wish I could share this place with people. I wish they could see, hear, and feel this place. Like if they were actually ""here"" with me, it would be amazing... so it kinda sucks. &#x200B; How does weed affect you? Do you feel it helps or hurts your ability to connect and be present with the ""outside"" world? Can anyone else relate to what I explained? \~\~\~\~\~\~also\~\~\~\~\~ &#x200B; Since I'm here, does anyone currently / has anyone taking stimulant meds before? Same overall question -- Do you feel they make you more present in the ""outside"" world? Do they make you feel calmer because you do not have to work so hard to be ""present,"" or do they make you anxious because... they're stimulants?",5.088452085402185,7.687881129716983,5.153560079443892,77.98756703078453,71.42924528301887,8.14240317775571,31.67676266137041,8.916525866297963,3.033217924528302,1885,87,311,39,38,589,206,424,0.057999999999999996,0.787,0.154,0.9940000000000001,4,2,3,0,0,0,158.0,0,9,6,2,22,17,2,1,19,0,38,6,1,14,5,83,70,29,0,9,14,0,8,6,0,4,3,2,1,2,17,21,0,2,14,1,0,5,8,4,0,1,4,13,45,13,43,55,11,41,0,1,3,2,30,19,1,10,20,215,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.1372539966220568,0.0,0.08451691335476204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283543039711174,0.0,0.05623883022937391,0.0,0.3047881784990648,0.3418100049946081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944716658255667,0.0,0.14751850248831244,0.07205621308073798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143471577227416,0.0,0.11968269090836482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722430867138153,0.0,0.0,0.07373436306923722,0.0,0.0,0.11229748662966664,0.0,0.0,0.09070753873069587,0.0,0.0,0.1427566703839452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308366026000997,0.07196683134969725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058747464639789415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289792108792946,0.0,0.0,0.06719849521625243,0.06320352275135448,0.13758257397369086,0.0,0.0,0.2489088237970845,0.050240152187296966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981835922879036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993456967234391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299733426761615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852264003629665,0.08333539415964351,0.047137325833853966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528430426305835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250803915163393,0.0,0.0,0.0386487486369895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061432847063943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694201056391596,0.0,0.14082733339859493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811515627150974,0.07084497990079135,0.07087100032782154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613269728589949,0.0,0.0,0.10429010592707053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053485286897447325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713311399868199,0.14626337889124602,0.12281005254097585,0.22042378758467124,0.0,0.0,0.07928080491117717,0.1347037085025748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878002898621407,0.0,0.07034397232726114,0.0,0.04505195823347682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056039873294440566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817351824345051,0.0,0.0,0.07168742152795649,0.059586094634624776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052875603885381914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506138285203898,0.06909389786565003,0.05583014809891677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161740423935172,0.06779073395760568,0.0,0.05119739490475034,0.0,0.0,0.09991364129794336,0.0,0.3418100049946081,0.0 autism,stuffedwithpretty,2019/05/15,"Aspie girl needing help asking an Aspie boy out So I take classes and am friends with this cute aspie guy. He's a bit shy, but has come out of his shell since I started talking to him. I wanna ask him out, but have NO IDEA how to. I mean, what do I say? ""Do you wanna go for a coffee,"" or is a more blunt ""Do you wanna go on a date with me"" better? Tell him how I feel? Do I pull him aside to a private place and talk there (even though it's more awkward that way) or just approach him with other people around? How would he respond if he was receptive or otherwise? Should I use cheesy pick up lines or just say ""I like you""? And if he agrees, what kinds of behaviours are appropriate for a date? What should I say afterwards, something like ""when can I see you again"" or ""thanks for a great time""? Do I peck him on the cheek or just walk off? If he wants to keep seeing me, when can we make it official? How often should we see each other? Gaah. It's all so confusing. Any advice would be appreciated, especially if it came from personal experience. Or otherwise. I don't mind. Sorry for the long post, just had to get this off my chest :)",1.3795920745920751,3.2533428333333347,3.08125874125874,91.91601398601401,80.06837606837607,6.305827505827506,20.03807303807304,7.348242739294969,0.3621606837606839,869,22,197,12,22,288,137,234,0.045,0.7979999999999999,0.158,0.9812,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,2,4,0,1,18,10,0,2,10,0,21,2,2,7,1,57,41,25,0,14,17,0,1,2,1,5,0,3,0,4,12,15,0,1,3,0,0,7,2,2,0,0,3,7,29,8,27,32,5,28,0,0,3,0,33,10,0,13,11,137,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580942045543146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945110078207726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237214586296263,0.2598546437248988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291631041471192,0.15172991082870949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895582955814766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971876372016538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179482578290264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594888088748888,0.0,0.0,0.07027234639822426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073754237315662,0.0,0.07261119241834474,0.0,0.15797080949010595,0.0,0.0,0.1532256844749438,0.0,0.13761182034066932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931552086875011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689124100050747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353160322121867,0.0,0.14472604122380694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579698866836806,0.0,0.0,0.1229927209313207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277007410143538,0.0,0.0,0.1513897102850081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032994664745874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305173670565368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635107170326204,0.12135177241175935,0.1452042768577554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310419985180266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331566868422227,0.0,0.0,0.3322466431357532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496549997672435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699341507348263,0.0,0.15557647144213313,0.09837059486705498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449548902671968,0.2234133455528193,0.12147444270664084,0.12795389753073713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654691607653446,0.0,0.0810402201619445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003389660078853,0.0,0.0,0.08197386780112476,0.11031567058424868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745447882733785,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BryanSnow,2019/05/15,"Need help getting my daughter to pay attention to do school work. I have a very bright 5 year old girl that has been diagnosed with mild-moderate autism. She is very smart but what is holding her back is her un willingness to practice writing letters. When we sit down to do home work suggested by the school she goes into a mode of not paying attention or listening. My wife and I have tried everything to get her to pay attention. We have tried saying her name, threatening to take away things she likes, tapping our hands on our chins and many other things suggested. I would not be as worried as I am but last night she snapped out of it after threatening to take away her night time stories and she traced 5 different letters in a row. After that she went right back in the mode of not listening or acting like she cannot hear me. I know she can do the work she just seems determined to not pay attention and focus. Any ideas or suggestions would be helpful.",6.446964809384163,6.69589297311828,6.166911045943304,80.96582111436953,65.50537634408603,10.41955034213099,32.500488758553274,10.230975488527342,3.105855913978496,767,29,150,17,11,239,109,186,0.069,0.807,0.124,0.8772,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,6,0,18,2,1,0,0,32,29,12,0,3,10,2,1,2,0,2,1,4,1,1,7,9,0,1,7,0,4,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,26,4,26,23,0,23,0,0,1,0,35,9,0,4,13,100,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979858194949481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707537077685684,0.22159190450836225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624783698537358,0.0,0.1505428879677159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949837604619524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056166170842786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239936919351586,0.0,0.1931603455287985,0.0,0.14453354406235802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265953750241635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918783584892004,0.11745219599129525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078972943394702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146084164773398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684055862180472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704365206554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511977202650059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305166888491136,0.0,0.1145857753110843,0.0,0.2916525880747836,0.0,0.13117369388317915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667478449125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914533585633824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840197620120377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565466128483505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377779003314368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357243522905907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146966755655484,0.14632990908175245,0.0,0.20471413189810608,0.0,0.0,0.09278893131680488 autism,ramr0d11,2019/05/15,"Home School Hi, Unfortunately, I dont think public school is a good fit for my 7 year old son. I am going to home school. Just wondering if anyone home schools and has any good rescoures. Thanks in advance!",1.6454999999999984,4.314182550000002,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.0,5.2,20.5,6.742157984588678,0.2718500000000001,162,5,34,2,5,50,34,40,0.055,0.6829999999999999,0.262,0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,14,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518469001307152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843492959969318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851292874430307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626295995455764,0.2841370039583652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097079829037401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777365605469648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6856892787560144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594299926408078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853231863919344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836861529451215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907562283460204 autism,pricelessppp1,2019/05/15,"Autism/Asperger's as a Insult? Why do people use Autism/Asperger's as a insult? Like Autist or Autistic screeching or even the ""R"" Word for instance? I know people use evil Jokes for coping coping mechanisms. I simply can't ignore these Jokes I Either drop someone or tell someone off. I just can't tell what the intentions are of that person. Do they like rejecting & socially isolating people. Or do they like using you for Drama/Their own entertainment?",3.9270238095238095,6.85847575,4.766666666666668,77.51166666666668,77.21428571428572,7.542857142857144,24.809523809523807,8.515128840125781,2.2777952380952384,369,13,58,8,9,119,55,84,0.174,0.638,0.188,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,2,11,3,0,4,0,6,0,0,4,0,13,10,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,7,10,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,4,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228332323657488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583692214063411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302571678577253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014262212388241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277376065643252,0.17957495011439267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964513699588286,0.3485112089811732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595129523976339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328743181677834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557675150079644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,abugslife99,2019/05/15,"This will be controversial please no hate comments I am only asking for help, this is not meant to be hateful towards people who have autism I hope everyone understands. My younger brother has autism he is also over 6 foot and strong and has recently become physically abusive. He is verbal and the doctors have made it clear he has 'slight' autism. He told me to get out of the kitchen and I didn't this resulted in some serious injuries for me that I'd rather not specify in case he finds this (let's just say I had some fractures (hairline) My family and my brother himself use his diagnosis to scapegoat his abuse towards me. He has a knife collection and has repeatedly told me to kill myself \*just me walking in a room\* I love him a lot I really do which is why I never made an official police report. He now has full control over the household, the other night when I was cooking dinner he got angry that I served him vegetables, I was immediately told to be quiet, wouldn't want to anger him (he's had no problems with vegetables before this) When he's in a room the rule is for me to leave, looking him in the eye can result in a comment usually telling me to kill myself. I am afraid every day and recently lost my job as a waitress so I'm home a lot when he is I also can't afford to move out. I'm wondering if anyone has any ideas or information on how to show my parents that this is not my brother having a 'meltdown' this is him knowlingly participating in abuse in order to have control.",6.206316620607975,6.0701971208053696,7.124994078168182,75.20170746150812,66.04697986577182,10.099013028030006,33.97236478484011,9.773937934552695,3.191118989340703,1194,49,227,23,17,401,164,298,0.158,0.775,0.067,-0.9795,3,0,0,0,2,2,22.0,0,0,0,4,11,12,5,1,15,0,35,9,2,8,2,42,56,17,2,6,8,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,14,10,5,2,6,2,0,2,9,9,0,0,13,4,35,3,32,37,5,32,0,1,2,1,35,18,0,8,11,162,49,3,0.0,0.3952235044588272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783612584706174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756125537531141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774616122669449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394700929390957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279987361261033,0.09461392597999947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494165649142353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170791607505685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380698549518654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936818017556396,0.10624616482304527,0.0,0.0,0.104819399886915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162502856281944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809183307220098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892826043325898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955287741576893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452786068712412,0.0,0.11153195866373887,0.11043608794965494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551921376227554,0.0,0.0,0.11033824813495983,0.0,0.2460290277898144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773344056170222,0.0,0.11369861798245348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337102914016827,0.0,0.1213762827189578,0.18905837566592487,0.1003527068124036,0.21042005526672186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817665579947785,0.0,0.0,0.08575606194090298,0.0,0.0,0.10434364921505733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456449194326117,0.0,0.0,0.12346258689394565,0.0,0.0,0.07708467782026765,0.0,0.0,0.12205248917497875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639316745018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123072867437152,0.0,0.21957208864962469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842221394595078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718437080052686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187384944691359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157520084873804,0.0,0.09603187679613368,0.122459332630111,0.0,0.06558234462188117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033107129816624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058007979784095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CatistanCitizen,2019/05/15,"It's starting to get to me Hey everyone. I've been diagnosed quite a long while ago, and even though I know it made some things harder for me then, and even now, it never became a huge issue until very recently. I've recently failed my driver's license exam.. Again. Under the slightest pressure, I snap. When the instructor asks if I understand the instruction correctly, I acknowledge that I do, even when I really don't. I'm really trying to fight against doing that. I have a massive difficulty understanding when people talk to me in a language other than the one I was raised in, even though I specialized in that language during high school, and I passed that language as a subject exceptionally well. I feel it's disrespectful to not answer someone in that language, which is their native tongue, and that's why I do it. I can't ask for someone else as an instructor, because that would be considered extremely rude, especially in the country I live in. Advice would be appreciated...",7.298181818181818,7.9000799508196735,7.856651763537009,68.36548435171389,63.699453551912576,11.244709388971684,35.215598609041244,11.022393298168332,4.178130054644809,793,34,132,21,11,263,111,183,0.096,0.889,0.013999999999999999,-0.9123,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,12,6,2,1,11,0,13,1,0,1,2,19,23,15,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,3,1,19,2,20,16,1,24,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,14,101,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194323442163587,0.12876136223710116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27159094329467665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885471787152007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743256383209152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134339232183945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837629063168476,0.0,0.0,0.13879906849529364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344618734629632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075890667028168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347175256459542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161032889698542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982932195221941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826438906177262,0.12854767041023107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374454678547336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203097575377373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842974656872458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070275472562044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449845481315094,0.0,0.0,0.18611041263861766,0.0,0.28684707276627713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700760604216875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615117954480786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281348937787717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675188942851245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650214351576064,0.0,0.28542807786391416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861981186705553,0.0,0.0,0.3024348404719616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985204769893885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306032807897845,0.0,0.13107164160244386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063724834536679,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Troubletrouble19,2019/05/15,"Escalating violence. Not sure what to do. CPS involved. So my stepson has autism, but I think fairly high functioning. He is very verbal; if I had to say the major issue, it seems to be impulse control, mood regulation, and just understanding where other people are coming from. Things were mostly okay for the first several years, but as he has gone into puberty (he's now 14) he has gotten increasingly violent. He has recently chased his mom (who he lives with except for every other weekend) with a knife, and on another occasion a frying pan, on another occasion broke some windows in her house, on another occasion was trying to rip a ladder off of his loft bed (so he could throw it at her) and hurt himself. About a month ago I got into a conflict with him because he is (prescribed by his therapist) not allowed to have screen time until he does his chores. He had not done his chore (cleaning the bathroom) so I told him that he could choose not to do his chore, but he culdn't have screen time until/unless he did it and he got very threatening with me. His dad came home (he had been out running errands) and found SS threatening me (yelling curses at me but also using threatening body language towards me (getting very close and in my space, raising his fists and threatening to hit me, telling me he was going to kill me, at cetera) and tried to diffuse the situation, but eventually used a ""bear hug"" to walk him to his room for time to cool down when that didn't work. SS has since been saying that he was hurt in this incident and specifically that his ribs hurt. Biomom took him to the ER after this because he was saying that his eibs hurt, and they even gave him Xrays, but they could find no evidence of rib damage or even bruising or swelling. But that is the incident that caused us to be interviewed by CPS. Okay, fine, the social worker said that she could find no signs of abuse and was closing the case, so whatever, scary since I have two kids of my own that I was terrified of losing, but whatever. Since then he has assaulted his mom again (hitting her, again, cops called) and just today assaulted a counselor at his school (she had recently had rotator cuff surgery and he was apparently dragging her around by her injured arm.) His psychiatrist is recommending an in-patient care facility, but husband and biomom are hesitant. For me, I am frankly scared to death of him at this point. I feel like his problems are more than autism. But I don't know. Is this just autism? Also, any advice?",6.15959298245614,6.889734913684214,6.2603684210526325,78.37974561403509,66.17894736842105,9.701754385964913,31.833333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.9298491228070183,1984,76,370,40,30,631,249,475,0.212,0.7490000000000001,0.039,-0.9987,2,0,0,0,3,1,70.0,1,0,2,5,18,22,4,1,16,3,45,7,4,5,1,71,68,37,2,6,21,4,1,1,0,0,2,5,9,1,21,26,0,2,9,1,0,9,8,13,1,2,28,9,52,8,57,32,7,52,0,7,2,1,69,25,0,6,19,248,73,4,0.0,0.10266301470422604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467084833035264,0.07680770286241544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385838083778349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892321152616605,0.2725720996887573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713456712877192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563891642492533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624574163423216,0.0,0.0,0.08847669556329198,0.0991015563619176,0.08834281143092611,0.0890107604028853,0.0,0.07463907327823406,0.0,0.0,0.09718244050159423,0.27672363214037377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758257342762375,0.08867038596508016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445959706345912,0.0,0.07300418180588912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381153504483635,0.06190092855061805,0.0,0.0,0.15838832990383053,0.07370224450818437,0.0,0.09500441508733737,0.0,0.0,0.04526969660663064,0.0,0.04924372111340111,0.0,0.1385997017710064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915477482060924,0.08691441918135763,0.0,0.0,0.0999794801131194,0.3710313871500469,0.0,0.0,0.09043738657680496,0.0,0.0,0.0958625236582435,0.0,0.04761915169026879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042331548845064536,0.0,0.07651125237977037,0.0,0.0,0.09693629064255957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029608037644028,0.06916113771101379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600704056559249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190981139736185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290987143583481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110773254647646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242153100929918,0.2067164997347252,0.0867491753221719,0.08769180697708136,0.0,0.07888054976920017,0.0,0.09788691252052677,0.0,0.21502690415235665,0.0973953216372157,0.0,0.08832612491771237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166416051832061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573365735555462,0.0,0.0,0.10060432385109797,0.05756469049384597,0.05552016303448589,0.0,0.0,0.15157440846842152,0.0,0.0821316152991552,0.08279531549950285,0.09626846306680847,0.11765581032427955,0.0,0.0846419313059765,0.09020301182989184,0.10422616819808718,0.14967108790397804,0.0,0.21447956841651813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308034800854044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055798092575516746 autism,throwawaypupper9,2019/05/15,"Does marijuana really help with autism? When i find myself super stressed over the smallest things it feels like it's impossible to calm down and I've heard from many people that using medical marijuana can help with autism and help with things like stress attacks. So to any person here with autism that uses marijuana, does it really help with it? And if so how would i go about getting it without sounding like a drug addict to my very anti-weed parents?",7.572352941176473,8.05341329411765,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,63.11764705882353,10.094117647058825,31.117647058823533,9.888512548439397,2.9298705882352944,370,12,64,7,5,117,57,85,0.08,0.6609999999999999,0.259,0.9525,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,2,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,16,8,8,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,5,13,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883310161419255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155612407673997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662470039499174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871135093298013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023994646751288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294600570581316,0.11719367439420145,0.0,0.0,0.1499340219703824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570666399137218,0.0,0.09323046928776922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398232230660188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043208404671965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663157311446308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525792907642434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215239373275435,0.0,0.0,0.11372804457062982,0.1432376364642164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018266442951675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758256453407234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179682196147415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28336416193985464,0.0,0.13535418231332985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813338249362127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165327555354306,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aevigata,2019/05/15,"Synesthesia? Does anybody else experience any form of synesthesia with their sensory processing issues? I hear motion. I feel sound moving in my body. Whenever I see something flicker, flash, move, etc., I hear faint sounds in my head. They can be anywhere from exactly what that motion *would* sound like, to something unnatural and strange. It’s difficult to explain. Anyone else?",3.795457875457873,6.559829571428577,3.906349206349209,75.68758241758243,102.49206349206352,7.652747252747253,30.242979242979242,7.882392219407189,3.76162612942613,305,16,43,9,13,94,51,63,0.078,0.882,0.04,-0.327,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,7,6,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671994573108642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057785931183672,0.20599805476896535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233196771231146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593898918193454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359006231661169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422233950588893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666411400867728,0.0,0.0,0.10165621558264312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633387137567194,0.0,0.4531927794724399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209842509676366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822219310364597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273656996255192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020970842887675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30955407713290783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281916070997674,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fakeariellejane,2019/05/15,"Auditory processing issues? I know auditory sensitivity issues are super common with autism, but is general auditory processing difficulties as well? Sometimes when people talk to me, I know they’re speaking English and talking normally, but I swear to god, it’s like they’re speaking gibberish. It’s like the words get lost in translation somewhere on their way to ears and my brain just cannot interpret them. I’m just curious if this is a common thing for people with autism, or if it’s something else I should look into?",6.525924812030077,8.447463547368425,7.34075187969925,66.60526315789475,66.15789473684211,10.902255639097746,34.624060150375946,10.914260884657429,4.466353383458649,427,20,67,13,7,142,67,95,0.071,0.7490000000000001,0.18,0.8931,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,19,11,9,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,8,4,10,9,0,7,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,3,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524657345478714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892495007790294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815757088484577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720977923905007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857967749203055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097753500708966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991471624777972,0.0,0.2468768150469549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215856035367456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31357723803838256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410652001030644,0.22367481478259635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635524680780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502484997103906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951270641128522,0.0,0.0,0.20334208423790293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,illegalhugdealer,2019/05/15,"Unsure if this is allowed. I am the father of a child whom was recently screened for ASD. This is all new to me and the internet can be a very confusing place. I have always had suspicions, though never thought to dive deeper. Now in 2nd grade, my son’s teacher had brought up the conversation. A few months later, the school district psychologist performed a screening (With all parties involved). I am on here because all I was given was a phone number for a Autism clinic, and the results of the screening. I guess all I’m here to do is reach out and see if anyone has experience with “what do I do next”. My son currently has some programs at work while in school, but as the father at home, I feel a bit left in the dark. Do I bring this paper work to my child’s PCP? Do I need to specifically take him to a specialist? Just trying to gather a better understanding. Any info will help. Thank you!",3.624987893462469,5.245485175141248,4.740714285714287,83.5923305084746,72.954802259887,7.543018563357546,26.767150928167876,8.192908349453996,1.7053828894269576,704,25,139,11,14,231,112,177,0.028999999999999998,0.879,0.092,0.8887,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,17,0,21,1,0,2,5,25,33,9,0,3,4,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,15,2,22,23,7,21,0,0,4,0,14,10,0,5,9,99,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599872173142634,0.0,0.0,0.13075278795876416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444232245711193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720833336933875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005056493319998,0.209913208154659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808068611036646,0.0,0.0,0.09721941834961938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181128502615207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288770856392682,0.0,0.19286631409648552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890606323608546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347112521352202,0.0,0.0,0.14256859797547528,0.14829341989623954,0.18569924924143327,0.20448538419055026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008852139074838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984719682004486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891827327946477,0.1532173372591778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456598056036213,0.0,0.0,0.1770198966035864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890804760050567,0.15264393239358354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054129960835212,0.0,0.0,0.20016382294095164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586460344137829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27995525545524885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Calm_recipe2,2018/11/02,"Could I be autistic? I apologize if this comes off as insensitive, but someone mentioned (not in a mean way) that I might be autistic. I'm 26 and I have a very hard time socializing and understanding social cues in general. I dont have any friends and live with my mom. For example, When someone makes a joke at work or something, itll take me a couple seconds to recognize it and I never know what to say to keep the joke going. I went to college for biochemistry but I cant grasp the concept of ""faking it till I make it"" or networking so I'm stuck working at a supermarket Is there a way to get diagnosed at my age? Do I just go to a doctor and tell him?",2.003063725490197,3.767697492647063,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,77.75,7.768627450980393,27.509803921568626,8.59863814320734,2.062286274509804,513,22,109,11,12,178,90,136,0.11,0.836,0.054000000000000006,-0.8008,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,9,0,11,2,0,2,1,25,26,14,0,2,7,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,2,0,4,4,1,0,1,2,2,14,3,18,19,0,17,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,4,5,75,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560753401763575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644210625258336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357331681672917,0.18810453988316306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254896551805568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400476897048986,0.0,0.0,0.199241671442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134351477073922,0.0,0.08881929302334536,0.0,0.19323268424513554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228885388034116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110603887255614,0.0,0.0,0.09342893159309623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011532778213038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269559862876216,0.0,0.0,0.1851825674622356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803457940658952,0.0,0.19910488089248424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311164132932504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351928165268478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346592292802503,0.2880851440654435,0.13087623503314313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278207277744298,0.0,0.14858968379760235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912982863261252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769786046707008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026987192073154,0.0,0.2698801533030267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759402665768432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752769882555475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,oliverthegreatest,2018/11/02,"Anyone else enjoy things and not give a shyt how inappropriate they are My favourite tv show is pj masks and I walk everywhere with a pj masks backpack and my favourite character is gecko because he's fricken epic. Paw patrol is cute as hell and I love marshall because I love fire engines and fire men and he's just so cute. I have a paw patrol tshirt custom made and It has my name on it and I love it. I'm binge watching spongebob and I'm on season 8 My favourite author is dr suess and I love ryming books with lots of pictures. I love mr tumble, specifically the songs which I sing whenever anyone says hello to me I like balloons and crayons and playgrounds and ballpits and fire engines and I love toys I'm 15 years old and I don't care ",1.5392559407869086,3.998187615894043,2.4873626801714046,93.04987534086484,83.43708609271523,4.877444487728867,23.451889365017532,6.2272716619740125,0.4768843786521235,594,22,123,5,17,187,90,151,0.087,0.691,0.222,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,12,1,0,4,0,8,7,0,2,0,24,20,19,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,18,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,17,11,7,19,1,6,1,0,1,6,15,2,1,1,4,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186123594654356,0.1601735899905743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905887211600088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938390911332098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058960375361178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499613285355832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637257207988253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329020524258358,0.8465373081649984,0.14791863686547835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403694837229796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431603383939642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385548353282036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006682713817228 autism,just_dreaming_,2018/11/02,"My best friend So I have high functioning autism (along with ADHD) and I love making jokes about conspiracy theories. One day, I was hanging out with my best friend and I made a joke saying, “Vaccines cause autism” (because a teacher had gotten the flu shot at school. I am actually very pro-vaccine) and she said “Vaccines don’t cause Autism. I’m Autistic, I should know.” I thought that was pretty cool. I guess I’ve finally found someone that understands me.",2.5481069518716595,5.4806763882352945,2.9718716577540114,87.51887700534763,85.11764705882355,5.9144385026737964,25.37433155080214,7.348242739294969,1.5326470588235301,363,15,66,6,11,112,63,85,0.063,0.634,0.303,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,1,7,2,0,4,0,17,18,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,12,8,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.18261443195910612,0.0,0.22489703036795367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140743014059442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39276825548555855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844734745187235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068505156412122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499462594117124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518124661512055,0.2891563786710307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614766608032306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977158754618427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028431878411316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688944855624779,0.17706939909820432,0.12491246946450095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268058987345675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903811385093871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800596387934445,0.1488153614492327,0.0,0.1893881906114512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855685214509693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856238845052402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481164531860268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440400034994342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,oenje,2018/11/02,"How do you deal with sensory phobias and talking to people about it? Hello, I’m not sure if I’m posting this in the right place, but I wasn’t sure where the best place to try is. I’ve never been diagnosed with autism. I have wondered about it for a long time due to many reasons, especially noticeable when I was younger. My reasoning for posting this problem here is because the closest “explanation” I’ve found as to what my problem is, is that it sounds similar to sensory issues that sometimes come with autism. I apologize if this is something different. The problem I have is a very strong negative reaction to kisses. It’s the worst when it physically happens, and it depends on the situation and my mood as to how I react when it happens in my vicinity (such as movies, other people kissing or showing affection by …kissing the air? Just kissing in your direction? I don’t know how to describe that). In my best moods, it simply makes me uncomfortable, but that is a rare reaction. I most often get this with kisses in movies. They are expected, I can avert my eyes, and I find it easier to feel a distance from it. In my worst moods, it leads to me getting away from the situation, curling up in a corner and some form of self harm. This often occurs when it is directed at me. It starts a cycle of self-hatred. I feel like I’m malfunctioning because it’s such a common and basic form of affection. I feel like a horrible person. For some more context, I’m 27 years old and live with my mother, who shows affection through kissing. Over the years, I’ve managed to learn how to physically avoid kisses, but she still kisses at me. I’ve never had the words to describe this because it feels like such a malfunction and I’m scared of hurting her. Recently, I spoke to my therapist about this for the first time in detail. She highly encouraged me to speak to my mom about this. She said I don’t need to have an explanation, although I’d feel a lot more comfortable being able to explain it better. It’s not like I have a clearcut definition of what this is. She suggested using a “I feel \_\_\_\_\_ when \_\_\_\_\_\_\_ because\_\_\_\_\_\_. I need\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_” type of statement. I don’t want to do this. Yes, it hurts me to leave things as they are, but I’m really scared of hurting my mom. I can recognize that if this were anyone else, I would totally encourage them to do this, and accept it as normal for them. But since it’s me I feel like I just need to learn to deal with it. Which clearly has not worked. Does anyone have any advice? Either to do with my phobia or with how to talk to someone about it? Or if it’s even a good idea to talk to anyone about it?",3.796751876172607,5.442293798076926,4.877879924953096,82.68029080675424,72.55769230769229,8.150093808630395,28.06754221388368,8.771748573748791,2.176316135084428,2085,80,406,40,41,684,223,520,0.125,0.68,0.195,0.9939,1,1,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,2,4,7,27,38,0,3,25,1,33,9,1,15,6,93,64,37,0,14,18,3,7,5,0,1,1,4,0,2,47,18,0,2,19,2,0,2,10,12,0,1,8,12,52,23,77,54,14,45,0,3,1,7,31,22,0,15,24,298,99,6,0.07887230919558476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770731077121226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363587489972496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654480573862548,0.08081400146915578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410313080690388,0.0,0.0,0.19231931047728704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655432449319682,0.06975614799327358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794151054046002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262777501834594,0.0,0.08005373358445289,0.0,0.08240477599410208,0.0,0.0,0.06902168928816849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588769365924739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209441636121963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791614656391184,0.2253855737950332,0.0,0.0,0.07208786171240608,0.06708874590982658,0.0,0.08647941601559082,0.0,0.0,0.08241505244036151,0.0,0.0,0.06615435088189263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949304508370874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333292505540024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330331480931845,0.08903723671134403,0.0,0.0823221991309406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334615844481059,0.0,0.0,0.08351438717570879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266513139369712,0.0,0.0696456940273918,0.06979951167126569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705441677761825,0.0,0.0,0.05264787884157097,0.07996414202588521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474859055197607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544845364337536,0.12166237435052644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727811683479784,0.0,0.08979664678131878,0.08276322075027986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936025649267796,0.06886825814279854,0.16480955198820416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107573977875108,0.0,0.0,0.22641044388644496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052762091159359,0.16218774003521555,0.07787689010436019,0.0,0.0,0.06735652110205355,0.07502562762206957,0.0,0.15792988178073486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456203980493478,0.0,0.0,0.0652439892105418,0.1773115603120989,0.0,0.0,0.06682825163110145,0.060719756971148835,0.07800673055415737,0.0,0.05582622640218244,0.0,0.06298752800710923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867243600280058,0.0,0.0,0.19018372350431595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157683005877408,0.0523992575760781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198215553250864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354912062945252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812035137764531,0.0,0.06507791526279855,0.04652093147462299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553365485515678,0.0574199804590545,0.0,0.0,0.05602862549544076,0.0,0.0,0.10158236238344487 autism,suchswxxtnothing,2018/11/02,"An open letter to my (younger) autistic self Dear Abby, You’re small now. Probably five or six. Yet you have an eventful life ahead of you. You will feel like an outcast until you are thirteen. You won’t understand why you had interests unlike others your age, or why you get called ‘weird’ by other kids in the playground, or why you mature a lot faster than them. You won't seem to find your friendship group, but don't worry. You won't feel like an outcast forever. Soon you'll be apart of a valuable community of which you can share your stories without judgement. At 11, you will get bullied at high school. By children and by adults. The word ‘weirdo’ will be replaced with harsher words that’ll make you want to bury yourself underground and cry. After being bullied, you’ll learn to ‘mask’. You eventually ditch the quirks that make you Abby and swap them with traits that seem ‘normal’ to others. You’ll apply makeup. You’ll straighten your hair. You’ll buy designer clothes. But something still won’t feel quite right.  You’ll become poorly. Really poorly. You’ll self harm and attempt on your life. You’ll be diagnosed with severe OCD. You’ll be admitted to a psychiatric hospital where you’ll spend three valuable months learning how to survive in the outside world. You’ll be discharged.  One day, whilst in hospital, you will get a name for the cause of all this. At first you’ll be upset. You’ll cry, you’ll scream, you’ll bang on the walls, but that is okay, because  a few days later, you will log in to google and you will google the word ‘autism’ and suddenly you won’t feel so alone.  And as you read on, you’ll discover that there are thousands of other girls exactly like you.  And after a little while, and a lot of googling, you’ll start to accept the diagnosis you’ve been given. You’ll start to accept the fact you are different, and you’ll start to embrace it.  You start to learn techniques to help you when you get overwhelmed, so you don’t get so poorly again, you’ll start showing the real Abby and stop trying to fit in. And in time, you’ll be happy. Truly happy. Please hold on for that day. Love from Abby x ",3.4130423401609846,5.594689895883782,3.620386100386103,88.98724559911001,74.98062953995156,6.3050585694653485,23.75296119363916,7.2228458231874715,0.9175362738040702,1689,52,328,19,37,520,205,413,0.099,0.737,0.165,0.973,1,1,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,52,2,5,12,19,0,2,21,1,51,5,1,4,3,55,74,26,0,2,7,0,5,3,0,33,3,1,0,6,13,16,0,2,14,2,5,0,8,5,0,6,3,6,55,14,49,30,4,52,0,1,0,1,68,23,0,7,32,208,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819217446090727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367968159753767,0.11537118783241272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666841336406087,0.0,0.0,0.10731228742276372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294954236127431,0.20210999924962575,0.0,0.0,0.1060277567073353,0.0,0.10914161213240348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112785474422961,0.1492567911181345,0.0,0.0,0.09547729907102567,0.08885618334868997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728880571182373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240563427388085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001935393848092,0.11037090598858128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475706272794662,0.15310605086905005,0.10469937991774222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177621431753692,0.09428194546574788,0.0,0.1394597413269292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338137832927753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235157067242956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078683942469527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466901585291192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262879358275192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110927025079884,0.10449127965345377,0.11890177578886328,0.06692167944126158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921084017308095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572214361895317,0.0,0.1901984027680239,0.21795540493178234,0.11801346762777674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042072906785458,0.0,0.0,0.36969728242685995,0.0,0.08342429510909471,0.08733575430461821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091322147972341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092352698330609,0.0,0.0,0.10874967799482514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061614990123931936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827848563269025,0.0,0.0,0.1006986143307676,0.0,0.0,0.10608725789686872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SkynetPal,2018/11/02,"Nintendo Switch for son with ASD? Hi everyone! I have a 5 year old boy on the spectrum (level 1 / Asperger's) and I am considering getting him a Nintendo Switch for Christmas. He has a competitive streak but gets frustrated when he doesn't perform as well as others. I think video games would be a good way to practice patience and he would find the defined ""rules"" of the game to be relaxing. There might even be opportunity to build social skills through video games. &#x200B; Am I making any sense? Can you make any game recommendations for someone on the spectrum? We tend to limit media to educationally focused (e.g. PBS) shows and tablet games and avoid over stimulating or confrontational content. I am thinking Mario Odyssey, Kirby Star Allies, Snipper Clips (he already has a mild obsession with scissors and cutting paper) and possibly Minecraft when he's a little older. Co-op modes would be a plus to help him with the game mechanics.",7.460753093060787,8.750122218934912,7.1592146315223255,71.09889725658957,63.49704142011834,9.932436793975256,36.66541151156535,10.018931242160765,3.8699538461538463,761,36,125,16,11,240,115,169,0.099,0.764,0.13699999999999998,0.8386,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,4,5,9,3,2,12,0,16,0,0,3,0,25,23,13,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,11,0,2,3,12,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,9,4,20,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,2,5,71,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966477852056425,0.0,0.0,0.20586006424579265,0.2308653502723061,0.2584069347672817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254902476706157,0.0,0.0,0.18154885941523827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365246128506856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985296326350016,0.0,0.0,0.15935922612308082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734999070263234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904254225311853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536469670511395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015552197300144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993683353308866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419139906075016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367650378087906,0.1609825857426078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434829123519557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080959853127004,0.0,0.0,0.17082878812027086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049020939968407,0.0,0.2308653502723061,0.1223508842682261 autism,joshgelbhere,2018/11/02,"What is over-spondulation in autism? Please help!!! &#x200B; Heard for the first time :(",4.453333333333333,7.258319571428577,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,103.28571428571428,4.723809523809524,18.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.3374095238095247,70,2,12,1,3,18,14,14,0.147,0.556,0.297,0.4545,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141439678329463,0.4644489573400583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251230118210611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619942676256546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195716537852552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288026877651165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644489573400583,0.0 autism,Da_Real_Sunbro,2018/11/02,"I really dont like it when people refer to non-autistics as nuerotypical Like, even if they dont have autism they could still have some other nuerological condition, anyway thats my two cents",8.110833333333336,8.198141750000001,7.818888888888887,71.065,62.05555555555557,11.644444444444444,29.11111111111111,11.20814326018867,3.2732111111111086,157,4,27,4,2,50,31,36,0.07,0.856,0.07400000000000001,0.0288,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524096083155268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7410202373948072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880545574861006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30889706327509314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191695367062166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252540769786434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25246735467399456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30881983678464725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bakergaaal,2018/11/02,[light] How to incorporate HF 6 year old into family games? So I’m not sure where else to post this. Christmas is coming up and my niece is 6 and has high functioning autism. I want to get my sisters family a good family game because we are a family that loves doing that kind of stuff. My niece is non verbal but is a very outgoing young girl and I want to be able to include her in family games where she can actively participate and have a good time with us. Any ideas on what I could do for a good game where she’s going to love it as much as her 13yo and 15yo siblings? All 3 siblings are very close and have similar interests in board games with the family,5.113455882352942,4.983785198529414,6.2238235294117645,80.71970588235297,68.33823529411765,10.623529411764707,26.558823529411764,10.411451182825502,2.3638705882352937,521,13,112,13,8,175,89,136,0.011000000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,1,2,21,22,11,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,12,8,17,20,2,17,0,0,0,2,15,10,0,0,4,70,18,0,0.12841689459371675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732789192668056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782817470218071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106197838835504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253044095526684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727583733704506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7263601164720903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709252721335313,0.0,0.07298228056610648,0.3231299954607387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567949971502155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496704303817368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372643439520154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180252220227415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440119336365058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475192882929013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298788731243147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700662083695468,0.0,0.0,0.12103140340305588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488092393890669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446971264104853,0.0,0.0,0.21191477388998425,0.15148722319677202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269626980508027 autism,Cleverlucas9,2018/11/02,"Yay!! So, to start off I'm a 13 year old high functioning autistic and I do this class at my school for kids with social and learning disabilities and there is this one girl who I've had a crush on since I first met her who I just figured out 1. Likes me too 2. Also has autism. This is the best day of my life",-0.6257352941176464,1.3842864264705916,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,89.14705882352942,4.576470588235295,15.852941176470587,5.985473137389443,-0.8643882352941175,239,5,61,2,8,78,56,68,0.023,0.8190000000000001,0.158,0.8856,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,3,8,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,39,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534228124846385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325643702760749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437266818083435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695528475992138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348196026446349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383407268960076,0.15482010908372335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325306134013252,0.0,0.21473794417432868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32071718357461976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621408828251472,0.0,0.0,0.3230370885967982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430167822264466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407159706872816 autism,TrillaryKlinton84,2018/11/02,"Other than email, does your organization provide and encourage the use of any form of collaboration software (Messaging / File sharing / Discussion board / Shared Calendar / Project Management / Project Tasks List / Video conferencing)? If so, what system do you use? I work for a ABA service provider and we don't currently have a system. I'm wondering how instituting one would improve productivity. Thanks!",9.391904761904762,12.463556761904762,8.616063492063493,55.73171428571429,60.74603174603176,12.65904761904762,44.34603174603175,11.979248473330829,6.8029898412698415,328,20,43,12,5,103,55,63,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.9319,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,24,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459921137769386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147641536453954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437329381592485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311510812377739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213074460664345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900647572718253,0.26185611708329465,0.0,0.0,0.25551102944404924,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Emotional_Nebula,2018/11/02,"My 3 year old was diagnosed today, and the Developmental Pediatrician actually recommended *not* doing ABA I know you guys get tired of parent posts, but I just wanted to share this news. I have read a ton of perspectives here from autistic adults on the potential harm of ABA for autistic children. However, it is recommended by the APA as the preferred ""treatment"" for autism. So, after we did the testing today and she told me that my daughter is autistic, we talked about therapies and things to help her moving forward. She was a big fan of OT and Speech, but surprisingly said she absolutely does not recommend ABA unless a child has ciolent or self harming behaviors, and -even then- *only when every other method fails*. I told her that I have read a lot about how ABA is controversial in the adult autism online community, and she agreed and said it often does more harm than good. What she prefers, and what she recommended to me, was that families need to find ways to work with their children in their homes - to accomodate their kids unique needs and encourage their special interests. She said that, especially for autistic girls, their is so much societal pressure to conform and mimic that they compensate pretty well anyway (making autism more difficult to diagnose in girls) and did not believe that adding extra behavior modification on top of that was at all helpful. Anyway. Just wanted to share this with you guys because I think it's evidence that some doctors *are* listening to the collective voices of autistic adults, and changing their recommendations to parents accordingly. That seems like good news for the community.",9.377709790209792,9.84620875524476,8.627403846153848,65.04572115384617,59.349650349650354,11.905244755244755,38.15472027972028,11.45678717892309,4.666147552447551,1328,58,208,34,16,418,167,286,0.085,0.74,0.175,0.9797,3,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,2,7,3,14,16,0,1,12,0,15,4,0,2,1,43,30,22,0,6,9,3,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,13,18,16,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,6,1,0,11,6,30,10,37,19,8,19,0,1,0,0,48,9,0,5,9,151,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.11835872357556215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393549656691438,0.0,0.0,0.13664903939338385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830568038234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462077273431575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414249655589076,0.21227833476496136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801089923309649,0.0,0.1021896213241762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143386931200479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085422132445202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336750908314064,0.0,0.0,0.2034597470374049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018661545025946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259238654661534,0.0,0.121660860570554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665622377558822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925475554325103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311396373363234,0.0,0.0,0.08096008779744464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890900344771772,0.08915998139268003,0.1798657106222961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272704193554555,0.0,0.0,0.09224431263282132,0.0,0.0,0.2693499647947579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615952461596475,0.12339259446854317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263986421656825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461154485037879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110415229804098,0.12652890756364374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748598481930733,0.0,0.0,0.13870238066869756,0.0,0.08057776661137776,0.07771588278923715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394016909981378,0.22993199727872404,0.2317900626790497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307655994795626,0.09627206254216593,0.0,0.0,0.10905167797066362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882984606707831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810492234628967 autism,imscrewed69,2018/11/02,"Depressed 16-year-old aspie, extremely dysfunctional family. Is there no hope left for my life? (very long) Hi, I'm a 16-year-old with Aspergers, and my family is killing me on the inside. Apologies in advance for the very long post, and I understand if you don't want to read it all. Firstly, *some background information*: Four kids, age gap as large as 10 years; youngest is 6, oldest is me at 16. In the middle are a 9-year-old and 14-year-old. My primary autistic issue (most strongly affecting me on a day-to-day basis) is SPD, *especially* sound. All of my siblings also seem to have some form of high-functioning autism, however none of them appear to be affected by any sort of SPD whatsoever. Much younger, up until around 10, I was enrolled in public school. Various issues (I'd prefer to not go into detail) resulted in me eventually becoming homeschooled, as well as my other sibling who was 8 at the time. After this point, none of my other siblings ever touched public school at any point, and were only homeschooled. Things weren't going *too* bad at this point. **This brings us to present day.** My parents eventually, slowly over time, did less and less traditional homeschooling, until it was completely dropped. Unconsciously resulting in me, also unconsciously, trying to unschool myself (I had no idea what it was until recently). So as of right now, all of us simply wake up... then do whatever, until we sleep and repeat. No obligations whatsoever. Now for me personally, this is great, as I'm trying to actively put in a huge amount of effort to learn and develop useful skills everyday. With this kind of free time, and tests etc. not taking up my brain, I could master something in a fraction of the time it would take others, and I'm trying to take full advantage of that and be productive (instead of doing things like playing video games constantly). **However, this is also where big problems come into play.** What do my siblings do all day? The 2 middle siblings: they play video games, and they watch YouTube. I shit you not, that's *quite literally* all they do. Wake up, eat, video games, YouTube, eat, video games, YouTube... sleep. Repeat, every day, for the past ~20 months or so. As for the youngest (6), he acts more like a 4-year-old. He gets what he wants a lot of the time, because when he doesn't (or he faces a minor inconvenience on a phone game or something), he screams and cries as loud as possible. My mother is quite fond of ""he's just a baby"" and ""there's nothing we can do about it, we can't control him."" I've tried talking to my siblings. ""What are you going to do when you're an adult?"", a simple ""I don't know"" is usually all I can get out of them. They show zero desire to be productive or even try to learn any skills (they mostly just have knowledge of YouTubers or games they play), no amount of suggestion or incentive has helped at all. But they somehow show unlimited desire to rage at games, and then stomp around the fucking house because they're mad. They also like to ""play,"" where ""playing"" is running around everywhere with toys, while yelling random crap at eachother as loud as they can and laughing their asses off as they jump and run super quickly into walls like chimpanzees. I get the same ""I can't control them"" and ""kids need to play, *that's their job*!"" responses from my mother when I ask them to be quieter or stop when they're ""playing."" Keep in mind I am talking not only about the 6-year-old, but the 9 and 14-year-olds do this too. Often when they're not ""playing,"" they're instigating some response out of the 6-year-old that will make him scream, or screaming themselves about something he does. I have continually and consistently drilled into my entire family's heads the fact that I am very sensitive to noise, vibrations, thumps... to no avail. My parents are completely aware that I have Aspergers, they just refuse to put effort into any sort of accommodation that isn't so easy and effortless it could be done and over with in 2 minutes. Dare I ever complain about noise, *I'm the one who gets told to ""shut up,""* while everyone else continues to be as loud and annoying as they like. Their ""normal talking"" voices I'm pretty damn sure are at least 10-20% louder than an actual normal human being's talking volume. Even the most casual of conversation is at least a half-yell that can be heard across the entire 2-floor house, and dear God when they angrily start actually yelling back and forth at eachother, I genuinely want to fucking die or at least have my ears chopped off. When they leave or enter a room (which is pretty often) they either slam it so hard it shakes the whole house or they leave it open (despite VERY consistent and long-term attempts at asking them to just keep their doors closed), and then proceed to be loud from inside the room. When they are watching a movie or ""adult"" TV show (at least once a day), they put the SUBWOOFER really loud, and almost every time I have to ask them to turn it down a lot. They say they ""turn it down"" but even then I'm usually still getting intermittently assaulted by intense vibrations in my entire body until 1-2 hours later. I go upstairs, close the door, and put on my thick headphones that are supposed to block noise, which I purchased myself earlier this year. I turn on some music, and if I'm really lucky they'll be quiet enough that I have 20-30 minutes of peace at a time. On average (and yes I have actually documented interrputions at one point) there is some loud noise (passes through medium-volume music in big headphones) every 11 minutes of the day, and that's not counting things like subwoofer. I don't count this either but they also intermittently ""check on me,"" whether that's walking by and yelling very loud ""Hello imscrewed69"" and getting extremely annoyed if I don't answer back (yes I've asked them not to do this several times), or by sneaking up and opening the door as fast as they can look at my screen and say ""what are you doing?"" I don't even have a history of hiding things, but to be honest I'm really quite scared of them finding some mundane things: **Not allowed.** I have some friends I play video games with and I can't talk to them with my voice at all unless it's an occasional whisper, because last time I tried that (years ago) I was FORCED to remove every single person from my Steam friends list permanently while I cried my eyes out, and I'm still really pissed since I haven't found them since :(. So I basically only have a few super secret internet friends, I don't know a single person outside of family in real life. If they found this post (I've fuzzed a few specifics/minor details) I would be in some deep shit. Keep in mind EVERYTHING I am saying here is either 100% truth or at most very slightly exaggerated. I have to put up a squeaky-clean facade.I act like I don't know anything that's currently going on in the world. I wouldn't be allowed to ready *any* form of regular news, see anything with any sort of sexual undertones, sexual references, or swear words. *I didn't even own a phone* until very recently, they got one for me only to be used to call them if they are out of the house. I STILL don't have an e-mail (that they know of), I'm not allowed and if they ""let"" me have one they would monitor it closely. They genuinely think I don't know about any of that stuff and I'm fucking scared what would happen if they found out. **My parents and family don't physically hurt me or eachother. But I can't say the same for the mental/psychological side, intentional or not.** I try to ""just do it."" I try to work through the absolute insanity I'm exposed to everyday. I've tried to ""just ignore it"" (one of my mother's favorites) time and time again, it DOESN'T WORK. Every time I feel the slightest bit of motivation, feel energy in myself because I want to learn something or get something done... it gets instantly crushed when I remember the fact that most likely 5-10 minutes into working there's gonna be a 10-minute yelling fight or something. I dare try to ignore that thought and, 9 times out of 10, it ends up happening anyway and all the energy is sucked away. My mind goes blank. It becomes an empty void. I can't think straight. I can only feel some kind of intense mental, almost physical but not quite, *pain*. My body is telling me to not subject myself to inevitable the sharp pain and sudden spike of intense fear and adrenaline, of slowly slipping into focus only to be metaphorically shoved off a cliff when someone throws a giant toy at the fucking wall. I've put all of my projects off. I can get some work done but in very short bursts, in very small parts of the day. Usually when I just get lucky and manage to scrounge up enough effort to get started and for once it doesn't come crashing down in the first 10 minutes. When my parents and youngest (or better yet, all of them) are gone to the store or something, and they leave me alone, I experience a high, a pleasurable feeling like no other, it feels like the very essence of *freedom*. Where I'm able slip into true focus and get so much done it's not even funny. I finally don't have to feel 1,000 butterflies in my stomach when I dare try to work on something that requires an ounce of focus or brainpower. I finally don't have to crank up loud music long-term ear-damage levels and hope the youngest randomly shrieking at his phone game for no goddamn reason doesn't overpower it. When they're here with me, as batshit insane as ever, the fight-or-flight feeling doesn't want to go away. **Closing.** I have skills that I want to learn. I want to dedicate my large amount of """"""""free"""""""" time to them, take advantage of what is *almost* a decent situation. But I just *can't*. Reading about and deliberately practicing something for 10 minutes, and then having it abruptly end to God knows what it could be this time, is extremely harmful to the ability to absorb, process, store, and truly understand the information. Not to mention that I've been conditioned to be constantly on edge, and the fear of interruption taking up precious memory space. Do I have depression? I really think I might, I put it in the title, I know feeling this way isn't normal. I think a little bit about suicide sometimes but never in detail or plans, or that often, I really don't want to ever do that. Even if I am depressed, my parents would have a field day with another thing to tell me is ""just in my head,"" that I ""have control over"" and about how it's ""NOT OK to be mentally ill."" Even if I took anti-depressants or adhd meds or anything like that (but not in a million years would my parents go down any path resulting in those) I doubt they would have any real, measurable effect on most aspects of the complex situation at hand. I want to move out. But I'm only 16. I'm just about capable of small-medium freelancing jobs skill-wise, and what I'm trying to do is build new skills and further my current ones through deliberate practice and learning. It will help me be skilled enough to make some money and hopefully finally be able to live by myself. But my situation is stopping me dead in my tracks. I can't move out because I'm 16 and *not quite well-rounded enough yet*, but I can't meaningfully *learn and develop more skill* at a fast enough pace *because of* my shitty situation that I'm trying to escape. *The end.* I apologize for the long rant-y wall of text. I've never told anyone about my situation at all, not even the slightest detail. I don't know what I'm trying to accomplish by making this post, I don't know if you can help me, but a sincere thank you for reading. 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I’m looking for some noise reducing/canceling ear muffs to help with noise in public spaces but all the ones I’ve found are super bulky and obvious. I want a really discrete pair (that I can wear to school and the mall etc) and was thinking about even super gluing a headphone cord onto them to make them look more like normal headphones. Anyone know of any good pairs or brands?,6.659230769230772,7.631164410256416,6.076051282051285,79.2856153846154,65.15384615384615,9.316923076923075,28.42051282051282,9.3871,2.411140512820513,336,10,59,6,5,103,63,78,0.0,0.748,0.252,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,3,3,1,2,15,11,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,4,9,9,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,1,32,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930726346526035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852068786323435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316641420568742,0.18752385854345308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112992698369184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238135293632831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030292859659728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603282371463084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387070299250843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768359141837568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951615305645533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278177425951947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238884809551612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188387735573944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873381774683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192192644913965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746102907971294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,markhalliday8,2019/08/09,"Does anyone else struggle with speaking? Hi, I am high functioning and I really struggle to control how much I speak. For example, I will talk endlessly all day when with my friends and if they ask me to stop I don't speak at all. I cant regulate the amount. I really wish I could learn to control it more so I could have more friends. Luckily, my finance is quite introverted and doesn't mind but my friends find me irritating. Anyone got any advice? Anyone have similar problems?",2.72673913043478,5.397351239130436,4.030608695652177,82.55134782608697,80.08695652173913,8.027826086956521,28.76521739130435,8.841846274778883,2.780522608695652,382,18,71,10,10,125,62,92,0.13,0.733,0.13699999999999998,0.1595,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,3,6,0,2,1,0,10,0,0,3,2,20,13,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,15,3,7,9,6,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596731436459546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111798929178504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427604286004995,0.16742319141179893,0.0,0.0,0.15275747336014325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665352618538212,0.2609241145936454,0.0,0.0,0.10537984838577448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299293794614598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136500207224665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934515864246478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787286198565749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306863609292256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264167110671247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498799312837142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011821838228792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635227557648051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737966171404788,0.0,0.0,0.2093571755803548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661019120450504,0.0,0.341643502889368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133518682743164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790258881064184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chefaugusto,2019/08/09,"I’m proud of myself For the first time I was able to tell someone to stop touching me without melting down, I did the candle trick while loading stuff for her. For context I work at a hardware store and I was helping a customer loading things. She began to start touching my back and arms excessively and I was getting very overwhelmed. I remember what my partner told me and I took a step back, took a couple deep breathes and politely told her “Will you please stop touching me, you are making me extremely uncomfortable and overwhelmed. If you continue I am going to get my manager and not continue helping you load your product.” She got quite huffy and upset but then relented and stopped touching me. I finally feel in control :)",5.0810093582887665,7.184581713235296,5.283288770053474,79.20502673796794,70.10294117647058,7.886631016042781,35.893048128342244,8.575989854853784,3.2863911764705875,587,32,99,10,11,185,86,136,0.079,0.821,0.1,0.4338,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,5,2,5,1,3,6,0,7,2,2,2,0,20,20,13,0,1,4,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,4,2,0,1,4,2,4,0,1,10,5,27,1,12,9,0,22,0,2,0,0,15,4,0,1,14,72,30,2,0.16431350698788535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526938888123867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842915699480042,0.0,0.1818097701892436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308184620155164,0.0,0.0,0.17999741532445834,0.0,0.13976498510430135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169405122253414,0.0,0.09338315262746974,0.0,0.13141652186273778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027176030780685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968054182970567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036688825261604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747676404309756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613517241339556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922230125335106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630194596300443,0.0,0.0,0.4121203479410253,0.0,0.0,0.18809965383900693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436172475183973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916259285038016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581252729885642,0.0,0.0,0.3140171948551425,0.3651167042830655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557585156755447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839235719515088,0.0,0.11962219005160375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,caspiang345,2019/08/09,"How do you feel the media portrays autistic people? In light of the recent shootings, attention has been brought to the shooters being autistic and from the right. People have thus associated autism with mass shooters and being politically right. Personally, this offends me greatly, as I am an autistic person who is not a shooter. However, I would like more options. How do you feel the media portrays autistic people?",7.041596244131457,9.855895436619717,6.9742957746478895,66.13684272300472,66.46478873239437,7.550234741784037,38.593896713615024,8.344100000000001,3.9105755868544603,340,19,44,5,6,108,51,71,0.053,0.912,0.035,-0.3313,1,0,0,4,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,3,0,12,13,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678995153726825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920714101452168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942483536541186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509792984995892,0.4626297923011705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261573114128549,0.0,0.0,0.4524745391840714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881891024608868,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,musical_fanatic,2019/08/09,"Tips for writing an autistic character (I'm not autistic) I'm attempting to write a fantasy book where one of the main characters is austitic (or what they call in their world, he's wired differently). (Idk how to explain this next part, I'm sorry) His symptoms: He's easily angered, is scared to ask for clarification when he doesn't understand things, hates being touched unprovoked, little sounds/loud noises upset him, shakes/shuffles/twitches a lot, a bit of a perfectionist Now that I reread that it just sounds like he has servere anxiety. Any tips?",9.5766,8.943967460000003,8.73,68.09500000000003,59.4,12.4,41.0,11.602472056035307,4.8687000000000005,446,21,75,11,5,140,79,100,0.10400000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.1,-0.1104,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,5,5,2,2,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,5,1,8,11,4,7,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,4,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101451182184516,0.0,0.19238093593090635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509914911459565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745502056051584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567884286593451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627422889020896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482836928966493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286005757148087,0.25204827186211065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137986631552408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674510325781961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040884637132162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723275184588494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517745975553443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28151042855342323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26138322773114364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670716376110809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26179876543387043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mudoindh,2019/08/09,"Research Volunteers Wanted for A Gamified App Study (iPhone users are welcome! $100 Incentive Included) Hello Everyone, I am a public health & autism researcher at Indiana University Bloomington who is seeking research volunteers for a study examining the efficacy of gamified physical activity-promoting mobile apps on increasing physical activity and reducing anxiety among adults with autism spectrum diagnoses (ASD) (IRB approved 1807483245). * You may be eligible to participate if you (1) have been diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder by a medical professional, (2) have been diagnosed with a co-occurring anxiety disorder or self-identified as having anxiety symptoms, (3) are aged between 18 and 60 years, (4) have regular access to a smartphone (Android phones & iPhones 6 or above/newer models), (5) are able to ambulate without an assistive device (ex: wheelchair, crutches, etc.), and (6) are living in the United States and have no move out plan for the next 3 months. * If you participate in this study, you will be asked to (1) wear a motion sensor to measure physical activity for 7 days over 3 different data collection periods; in total 15~21 days (study materials will be mailed to your home), (2) complete anxiety and physical activity surveys. (3) install and utilize a physical activity-promoting mobile app and a smartphone usage analysis app, and (4) return the study materials to the research team by the end of the study participation. * You will receive a gift card valued at $100 after completing a 2-month study participation. If you are interested in participating or have any questions, please pm me or contact: Indiana University Adapted Physical Activity Research Team at: iuapa2018@gmail.com Or lee2055@indiana.edu (Project manager, DH Lee)",10.68414241486068,12.060537319298243,10.987533539731686,46.14724458204336,56.50877192982456,15.547987616099071,49.74716202270382,14.126518440385961,8.486830753353974,1436,94,174,63,17,484,169,285,0.051,0.871,0.078,0.8687,1,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,7,0,4,0,2,0,0,19,0,22,7,1,0,1,26,24,17,0,4,9,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,2,12,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,33,15,3,26,0,0,0,0,21,11,0,10,10,104,11,10,0.13244372092396495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870054325734278,0.0,0.09006627191700801,0.0,0.40527633596970986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381700047578995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277729443083076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083048640060167,0.0,0.0,0.40328276645820266,0.0,0.1383754991564982,0.30358395712946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730582535956012,0.0,0.1477097587467321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655565109381778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078148199457075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328518508876721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695023205731242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342311504476415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143062890941214,0.1407667151440454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791497097742846,0.14085539974389108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538343347156918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836727860431062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381676858259355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765973783501578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811873809943905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276710207054994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528941393707283 autism,anerraticboulder,2019/08/09,"Work and Changes in Plans So I’m having issues lately with work. My husband and I sub-contract and wash windows for a living. It’s really enjoyable, relaxing, solitary work. My only issue I’ve run into lately is when something unexpected arises and leads to the workday taking a lot longer than it should’ve. It seriously messes with my head, and I’ve had a couple of meltdowns over it. I feel terrible, because I want to work hard and do a good job, but the minute the plan changes, Autism Brain says, “whoa whoa whoa, we got a PROBLEM here.” Do any of you cope with this? If so, how? Have you found anything that helps with the irritation/anxiety that you feel?",3.5593536931818197,5.589370148437502,4.527869318181818,83.32565340909092,74.078125,7.154545454545455,26.48011363636364,8.00094639256281,1.701615625000001,521,19,98,8,11,169,86,128,0.07400000000000001,0.835,0.091,0.2792,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,7,5,7,0,0,9,0,6,3,2,2,0,22,13,12,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,12,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,4,10,3,13,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,59,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083745227633362,0.0,0.1219147538893988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114485437905915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714819386332388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790545348900094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371767470383661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633573722232426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611607405310842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747368800651321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366885911616158,0.12745975775525492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427608676346276,0.0,0.1635557615289901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681984582760948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33267394482977913,0.1581464239815648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35954416909275205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072332868347834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548749658757755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212052232357973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524919894299727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209410796222143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673444768654388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268793408062327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982359531778405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399835010604042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640821458372096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,large_michael,2019/08/09,"Student wondering what makes a good ASD service provider website. Hi, r/autism! Would anyone be willing to share their perspective/experience about what it was like trying to find/connect with an ASD service provider? Maybe some examples of things that really were helpful? Were there ""gaps"" that existed that you wished would've been filled? How did they make you feel? These are just some thoughts I've had but I'd love to know anything you'd be willing to share about the process. Thank you in advance. :) *Full disclosure: I'm a User Experience Design student and I'm trying to learn from real peoples experiences so hopefully I can be a part of making things better for someone else in a similar position.*",3.884479166666665,7.007520781250001,3.9630000000000014,81.84866666666667,79.46875,7.163333333333332,30.40833333333333,8.238735603445708,2.7760702083333344,572,28,95,12,15,176,91,128,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,2,2,6,8,0,0,6,0,15,1,0,4,0,19,28,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,8,14,14,4,5,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,4,1,60,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896761000827112,0.0,0.14001280160140886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047723753145364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213224804383215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992961138945827,0.0,0.0,0.08602917322510624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550718613473785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270747823336805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404294855309492,0.0,0.0,0.16898991840541933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350588253532503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312304384569429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356027228818586,0.0,0.34071437132971555,0.0,0.17093103581575847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424777510847146,0.0,0.11795540440633445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365944323157727,0.1089976587374962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416120992625195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156644378332263,0.0,0.0,0.2260702677994103,0.0,0.0,0.13507416033311848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103121305768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956555078114673,0.0,0.18451231137094767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172873731649536,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HighDesertHealth,2019/08/09,"Healing Autism via Microbiota Transfer Therapy with Dr. James Adams What intervention led to a 47% decrease in autism symptoms? Learn about it from Arizona State University’s Dr. James Adams on ""The Perfect Stool: Understanding and Healing the Gut Microbiome"" podcast this week. You can find it at https://link.chtbl.com/theperfectstool-Reddit ![video](ewssqhrb5gf31)",11.357058823529416,16.343319117647056,6.697549019607845,62.18397058823529,63.70588235294118,8.890196078431373,39.87254901960785,9.2995712137729,4.962866666666667,309,16,36,7,6,82,44,51,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.6114,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,6,1,1,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107771819089454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467137022623561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139702608923721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678796603471999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360511169409431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GenticlesHPfan,2019/08/09,Does anyone else have fluctuating special interests? I tend to be obsessed with Harry Potter one month and Michael Jackson the next. Then every now and then I’ll listen to just one album or read one book for weeks on end and then get bored of it. Is that normal?,2.97176470588235,5.3943422549019635,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,77.43137254901961,5.648627450980393,21.964705882352945,6.742157984588678,0.6145576470588234,209,6,39,2,5,66,43,51,0.071,0.835,0.094,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,2,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,25,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191452532159176,0.2812250740741538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018894411752215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292829360388627,0.0,0.243097331080435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312512699216319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339828993749282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907787375005724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919000112829188,0.0,0.2689205303052811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579602033948533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454244377564274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220161809339568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Abburakowski,2019/08/09,"Mathematics (sorry if it’s been asked many times..) Recently diagnosed high functioning autistic.. have a 13 year old who also just got her HF diagnosis yesterday and I’m being told that with new studies they wouldn’t be surprised if my other 3 are on the spectrum to some extent themselves... But it seems everywhere I go to read or research since receiving my diagnosis, most of it fits but.. I’ve never been that good at math. I’m just curious if this is one of the many things they have mostly wrong? Sort of like the stereotype that if you are Asian you must be good at math...my 13 year old is entering 8th grade this year and her math tested at a 5th grade level. I know I always felt barely up to speed with the rest of my class on math or was possibly behind a year or two as well.. however I did know how to read before even entering school and always tested way above average for reading and reading comprehension as does my 13 year old.. due to bullying and other issues I had to drop out of school at 16 but on my GED testing all of my subjects (except math, lol) were in the mid college age range despite not even finishing the 10th grade.. Thoughts?",5.071973684210526,5.849434881578951,5.812561403508773,80.46226315789475,68.60526315789474,9.237894736842106,29.23508771929824,9.3871,2.447185614035088,915,32,179,18,15,299,139,228,0.052000000000000005,0.9259999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.6824,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,0,7,6,0,0,9,1,17,1,0,1,3,36,28,19,0,6,14,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,1,1,2,10,2,17,5,29,13,6,37,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,12,18,115,29,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927721723481758,0.19305718167382102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845254095993163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987149197694815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177464607166895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152005737240496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532453984338958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138661287547676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593045804806485,0.19460530642547416,0.0927828118639155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225696360069347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108301701952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275107734271247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056676025737616625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522937122880774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947311599808715,0.112041994039668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36519507152950975,0.0,0.07861054563839373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078245879446188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641606589456711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454466607403592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234814139562986,0.0,0.1056100282387322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959636542682268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298623214857166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707107273462142,0.0,0.0,0.09209800596015257,0.06764564735521805,0.0,0.0,0.11085135224743882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332371264602112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092082362747587,0.0,0.0,0.10430581732607568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683737985271062,0.0,0.3735292255067829 autism,WakuWakuBookworm,2019/08/09,"I think I'm approaching a breaking point For background, I'm female, 22 years old and I have Asperger, GAD, panic disorder, and depression. A while ago, I was able to secure a steady full time job at a call center taking alarm calls and I was overjoyed at the idea of having an income and being productive. As time goes on though, that initial joy wears off and I start to feel scared and anxious again. What if I screw up and they fire me? Do my superiors hate me for having to ask for help so many times and making mistakes on calls? What about the QA department that scores my calls do they think poorly of me when they listen to my recorded calls? The list just goes on and on. I'm so conflicted because the longest I've ever lasted at a job was 4 months and that's usually the point when I can't take it anymore and have to quit. Where would I go if I can't hold a job here though? When I was working temp jobs, there was a certain sense of safety in that because regardless if I hated or loved it, it would be over when the contract was fulfilled. But at the same time, it was so unpredictable, no only in terms of income but the day to day as well. At this point, I suppose I'm just rambling but I truly feel afraid. Last night work went so badly I was on the verge of another panic attack by the time my shift ended.",4.563724766659434,4.8428186088560885,5.2573171261124365,85.7631929672238,69.55350553505535,8.147688300412417,26.642283481658346,7.928766900206844,1.3925787280225743,1037,29,219,12,17,336,148,271,0.13699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.087,-0.9298,6,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,3,3,19,18,4,5,18,0,20,3,1,1,2,35,39,31,0,7,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,3,5,0,1,4,3,12,1,0,9,4,24,6,33,26,3,52,0,1,0,2,12,22,1,4,25,146,35,6,0.09464525874441206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389731130878239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924380606564676,0.0,0.10692220267934617,0.09386266473477883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848054075523709,0.10767264525495084,0.0,0.0,0.07902483771648525,0.11538974253012425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483216955761749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207672416649196,0.0,0.08151782267150591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847166620177308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382760704643913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561205507764337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957109731860212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378908164529304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688519708333468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343872189994874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684297686195243,0.0,0.0,0.3756832612033136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429703602221345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542104121444391,0.0,0.06317644514437369,0.09595543720607187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554494256135105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881816388597129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931427800607144,0.0,0.0,0.07198198415382441,0.0,0.2220916373527488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684110846938565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066688278985853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947564150020398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699040127576819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232291165603184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128972039073765,0.18597697235231814,0.0,0.27594205745437883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423838112553112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509745404985826,0.08773710306634183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378057511710465,0.0,0.0,0.13446655261379376,0.0,0.0,0.060948443564702776 autism,Gewitwel,2019/08/09,"[Question] Why do so many people act like it's so bad to have Autism? Hello everyone, I'm 38 and have the Autism diagnose (asperger with ADD) now for 20 years, I got used to live with it and my life is going really well. I have some difficulties with emotions - how to express them and how to recognize them- but the rest I either got training for or manage through schedules. But when I am reading online, I have the feeling that people see it as some sort of punishment/severe disability. Also while reading here on this sub I get the feeling Autism is a bad thing or a burden, which makes me feel really weird about myself. Is it that Autism is less known or supported abroad (I am from the Netherlands) or is it because of what people see or read in the media? Really curious, and sorry for the long post...",4.756363636363638,5.907764821656053,5.609484655471918,80.26665315576145,69.57324840764332,8.766415749855241,27.64852345107122,9.095868883498916,2.225858598726114,635,21,120,12,11,208,99,157,0.10800000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.078,-0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,4,0,28,25,19,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,5,12,3,18,23,5,11,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,9,7,88,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919120242680202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889263565773306,0.09085642557478696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127749926617287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765552157705066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142418848568323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608483357251505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778698411481066,0.0,0.08470568676355023,0.0,0.2384097435833579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527486458851804,0.07281583998147839,0.0,0.13160943225722346,0.1319001013799035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948866962487396,0.15110819814393128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099870308459761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274387395939675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696446821151648,0.0,0.4472558876652126,0.0,0.28644605790851696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375390759220051,0.0,0.0,0.16837838332973432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668436326976108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691344568474165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990188501470794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872699303489465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400932060258886,0.0,0.1344898959290416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598006902892356 autism,transworldairlines,2019/08/09,"Non-verbal* people here who can write: do you think that writing is verbal or non-verbal communication? Or else? I personally thing that writing is loosely verbal, but the fact that I have to edit text to make sure neurotypicals can read it is difficult to me every single time. I wish I could speak in short and cut sentences, but I think in picture-like concepts rather than words so I end up writing whole paragraphs when I only wanted to say something small. I don't even know what language even is. To me it is like a random thing I learned to communicate with, but never questioned why exactly language, until I found out about the label ""nonverbal"". When I was smaller I fantasized about being a mythical creature who can't talk, and doesn't need to. And still, the concept of ""body language"" and ""social cues"" of neurotypicals seems to me like a grammatically inconsistent mess.",7.196296296296296,7.9973565308642,7.262567901234572,71.84755555555556,63.93827160493828,9.442962962962962,34.10123456790123,9.3871,3.20691160493827,706,29,118,12,10,227,102,162,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.102,0.7144,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,10,6,1,0,6,0,15,1,1,1,4,34,24,13,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,16,3,19,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,5,9,86,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505331766595534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545791381464987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617334942189438,0.0,0.17147800647612998,0.0,0.0,0.25575070303630376,0.0,0.16312193385666654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122796739942067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640113922493116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891728374989564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292339272383652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355686111281826,0.14932136660031795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724656446480916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342224581627796,0.16904983937988802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168837317615985,0.0,0.19365902020600656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396376099142547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625220232234684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973575752818105,0.0,0.1490478406158427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461450281578615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824719551812728,0.0,0.0,0.1556136734982195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25724728098957045,0.24811061882189803,0.0,0.0,0.11289358144026518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419420507603123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469986773693466,0.2161548855158512,0.22263806685004905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ronald__ruck,2019/08/09,"How do I talk to my doctor about getting a diagnosis ? So I'm 18, french, and I recently found out I may be autistic. However, I don't know how to talk to my doctor about it because she is very narrow-minded and doesn't like to be asked what to do. How did you guys managed it? I need help to prepare to talk to her please.",2.256857142857143,2.9172909714285744,4.367142857142859,88.68785714285715,75.0,7.314285714285713,25.42857142857143,7.554174236665415,1.067942857142857,248,8,58,3,5,86,45,70,0.033,0.884,0.083,0.5023,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,0,10,15,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,10,1,11,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376523180114013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393883606998972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680842056009584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507127132014389,0.0,0.0,0.11946485278205855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264082892806998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326526009401614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256649673559163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171120263420188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088033481897965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954769842570536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099883890477803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257731066342359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513621567232038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866756341287128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tehtrueplayz,2019/08/09,"Weird feeling Every time I look at a picture of a large city at night, particularly from a distance away, I feel really alone and insignificant",12.583846153846151,9.294405076923075,12.250000000000005,53.54500000000003,55.92307692307693,15.015384615384615,45.23076923076921,13.023866798666859,5.809507692307693,116,5,19,3,1,39,22,26,0.265,0.6759999999999999,0.06,-0.6318,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219731283132047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827925567095163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432761455834484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412016257432321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34213738839056096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823441164388153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610091771101817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375748777719726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThrowawayZoloft,2019/08/09,"Is it an autism trait to enjoy burned food? I like my steak charred but rare inside, I just accidentally burned a chocolate muffin mix in a cake pan & after picking at it I'm actually enjoying the burned bits. I like my bacon extra crispy I like my eggs fried hard my dad accidentally burned a ham one year for Easter 🐣 & I wound up gnawing the whole thing. I also love salt and only have a sweet tooth like maybe once a month, actually if I forget to eat salty food I get debilitating cramps which is really weird.",2.5600000000000023,4.8460485436893235,4.2367087378640775,83.03292718446603,78.12621359223301,6.838446601941747,20.00873786407768,7.908726449838941,0.7863833009708738,412,10,83,7,10,138,74,103,0.109,0.649,0.242,0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,8,0,3,8,1,1,0,6,6,4,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,12,8,7,6,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,7,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.3607345512847681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478083676021225,0.0,0.4005261395430044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178633024050727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912708363902625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44699398664653184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965659702326324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557124505264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36119412252256977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681615962722954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568643133412174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475294262183885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683776249658472,0.12524549261944282,0.14057143284807774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840673741985372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279274228370315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635593152556875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190243662003206 autism,jarjar4president,2019/08/09,"My bf told me he can't wait till we get married!!! So me (19F, AS) and my boyfriend (23M, NT) have been together for almost 5 months. Despite our short time together our relationship is really strong! It feels like we have known eachother for years. Before I met him I was very lonely. I did not have any friends and was very depressed. I almost dropped out of university because of this. Then he came into my life and him being there for me taught me that I am not alone. He also helped make some friends of my own. He is very patient with me and understands when life gets too much. When we are in a busy place he often asks me if I am okay since I get overstimulated (is that the right word in english?) fast. I am so happy that he is a part of my life and I love him very much. Yesterday he told me that ""he can't wait till we get married"" and it just made me so happy. I met my life partner and will never have to be lonely again. I never thought I would meet someone that loves me and cares about me.",2.214281674208145,3.6608350096153903,3.4211877828054327,92.3267533936652,76.30769230769229,6.432579185520363,22.812217194570128,7.048011613610866,0.5041546380090498,774,22,177,8,17,251,116,208,0.064,0.794,0.141,0.9584,0,5,0,0,0,0,28.0,6,0,0,1,12,13,0,0,3,1,22,6,0,2,2,36,43,19,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,2,4,0,0,1,8,16,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,12,1,37,10,17,27,5,22,0,3,0,2,31,7,0,5,14,117,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798010092607806,0.12824245973231768,0.0,0.09902057119400412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420334424637267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575704525910804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548086581797826,0.0,0.10536357501966538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416196138933844,0.12624498851878305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664788221076654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260822639825335,0.08845860673434608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132945413543664,0.0,0.25876796247633144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636220756235419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829954127706626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34983713601944194,0.060493274001201365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235087455284398,0.11716356259978075,0.08265228215678558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883370129215027,0.0,0.18204713309103251,0.0,0.1909986330682745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408737972154794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936784817156374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932367404322795,0.0,0.0,0.13293870711205974,0.0,0.10574348501255387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242700606213187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049141509856439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830099829695776,0.0722017224600818,0.0,0.0,0.2366348429564391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890328039569124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086651415273397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795974054797948,0.0,0.0,0.07973743921511803 autism,TheHauntedButterfly,2019/08/09,"How do you encourage healthier stimming behavior in children? I didn't really know how to word the question or how exactly to start this but I'm a parent to an 8 year old boy who could really use the help of those that are more experienced with this kind of thing. I do hope it's okay that I ask here. Although my son is not officially diagnosed yet (he's done some testing and is waiting results but his pediatrician is very incompetent- long story), he has shown almost all the signs of having HFA since he was a baby. Since he isnt officially diagnosed yet I completely understand that he might not actually have it but his stimming does get a bit out of control and I couldnt think of anywhere else that I could find people who are more understanding and experienced with stimming behaviour than this Subreddit. I thought his stimming had always been more obvious things. Wildly flapping arms/hands, repeating things, chewing on his clothes, rocking, etc. But I recently found out that he's been doing other less noticeable things that are physically causing himself harm to do. Apparently he's been flicking his toes (crossing his big toes and the ones next to it, and then quickly flicking them apart) constantly for months and has really managed to hurt the toes in the process. I think it's important to note that I dont have a problem with him stimming at all (I do it myself too) and I think that when done in a healthy way it really helps him regulate his emotions better and comforts him through stressful situations. But when I had tried to talk to him about whether or not his toes hurt he explained that they only hurt when he flicks them causing me to think that the reason he keeps doing it, is because it hurts... We had a talk with him about it, making sure to let him know that we aren't angry with him and that it's okay to find other ways to fidget when he needs to but that he has to remember he should never be doing something that he knows is going to hurt himself because we love and worry about him and would never want him to be in pain. He understood where we were coming from and said that he would try his best to remind himself not to do it whenever he got the urge but has been really struggling. I know how hard it is for him to break out of a habit like this so I'm just wondering if there is any way I could try to help him through it? Maybe find something else that would distract him from it or a different way to stim that wouldn't be as damaging? Any help is much appreciated!",9.017363636363637,6.9781766102040805,8.701261595547313,72.34899814471245,61.46938775510204,12.174397031539893,38.395176252319104,10.832165505486646,3.9370408163265314,2009,79,387,40,22,648,226,490,0.095,0.77,0.135,0.965,3,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,4,1,3,3,20,23,0,3,17,2,55,9,4,11,7,100,87,36,0,14,17,2,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,44,25,1,3,21,1,0,3,12,12,0,1,17,4,50,11,53,56,11,39,0,6,0,1,67,12,0,10,20,279,94,2,0.0,0.0,0.07205165086331082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393441154435038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143607347932928,0.0,0.0,0.100419746321141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902512735000557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001743891980847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748456929399321,0.06530046073565979,0.08060796041685779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169638157859588,0.0,0.0636017335962493,0.07741388542764706,0.07978867563540759,0.08281147419897311,0.17685210264036408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988057216630185,0.0,0.07714115521047102,0.0,0.0,0.06461291572042611,0.15111629923390876,0.08653327948231405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335820932009448,0.08305367824925122,0.0,0.0,0.08234479004622113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244970738876955,0.0,0.0,0.08095552682343381,0.0,0.0,0.03857538762338281,0.0,0.04196174863891123,0.0,0.059052054918330536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614105302111307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979583678259276,0.0,0.0,0.07333414483535299,0.0,0.0,0.3952058621058358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562734090003071,0.0,0.076887087974547,0.16230965722705806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550060015260407,0.0,0.03607172187580663,0.0,0.0,0.06534105455044945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663836136024151,0.0,0.049284985539070916,0.0,0.07417650387461074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783265513103118,0.0,0.0,0.05893385411568555,0.0,0.05427672465716822,0.05474721673457953,0.11389116698430335,0.0,0.07852364269766886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406086884130767,0.07747670423948202,0.0,0.05003204974006331,0.05615433157069316,0.07856492793521405,0.0,0.08198428065611549,0.0,0.0,0.051187424625499814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064947786669529,0.0,0.0,0.08271134222992864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23650079744383115,0.07591398360325351,0.07290248889553705,0.0,0.0836398975394384,0.0,0.07023335134812213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215303391155208,0.08299287528932417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136825418271562,0.0,0.0,0.05226031554304423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457697028836537,0.07718766806139621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958797789846373,0.0,0.0,0.11869046792790895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620898001732312,0.189240217674002,0.0,0.05861620699536914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038598100757491,0.0,0.0,0.15372827330258731,0.0,0.06376915094084919,0.0,0.060921051013120064,0.04354939810377531,0.2344250031980296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007017633750688,0.0,0.07498234144963603,0.0,0.1573493590668517,0.0,0.0,0.04754688480573317 autism,Skazybear,2019/08/09,"I can't go on anymore as an autistic so I'm probably committing suicide, this feeling, this lack of care and attention is too much for me, just too much too bare anymore..",2.938137254901964,4.935020852941179,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,75.76470588235293,8.062745098039215,34.86274509803922,8.841846274778883,3.2784627450980395,135,8,26,3,3,45,28,34,0.18100000000000002,0.66,0.159,-0.4332,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6249552613233486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32124807654756393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931541158563198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790689070620506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463244458514022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33971272186883994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446496178297221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ghoststrat,2019/08/09,"TIFU - Every time I interact with people at work, I say something stupid that adds to the feeling that I'll get fired. Today was no exception I'm not usually in the office, but was today. Multi-hours meeting, subject transitioned to new one toward the end. I was burnt, bored, about to implode from the noise in the room (white-noise), and my attention was fighting its way to something that would recharge me. I was struggling not to fall asleep due to the overload. When asked a question about the subject being discussed, I said (to my boss) that I was detached from what he was talking about ,that it wasn't interesting, and that I wanted to work on something else if the other people on the team could handle that component. Oh, and I followed up with, ""I'm not trying to be a dick head, but I really think I could get a lot done on X"". Oh my god. WTAF. I don't belong interacting with people. I really wish I could find a situation where I just do my work and not have to be a member of a team, and have minimal verbal interaction with people. I love people, I'm just ... dumb. Granted, I have heard on a few occasions that they want us to tell them if we don't like what we're working on and want to do something else. That situated itself in my 'context filter', so subconsciously my mind flagged that as something that was OK to say. But *still...*",4.241495531281032,5.41974291320755,5.256266137040715,82.2195531281033,70.81132075471699,7.994041708043697,27.90963257199603,8.371475516178862,1.8942452830188683,1052,37,206,16,19,346,139,265,0.13,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.9035,1,0,5,0,2,0,47.0,2,0,2,6,9,9,3,1,16,1,24,4,3,1,0,40,40,14,0,10,12,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,17,12,0,0,5,2,0,2,8,5,0,1,12,6,27,4,36,21,2,25,0,0,0,2,22,13,2,4,10,145,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247343314370068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625513753034571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217223771241737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313532623258988,0.0,0.09708465401485747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235374749305487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542366676435436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018436933297044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114536620398332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249464347831728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794680394946547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355141412887718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318912083502302,0.09893008430145143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106779636469477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586499572889366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427665983263514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37995954057149217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279173575800224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044189173257854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426714024496836,0.17433744156291522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464193891085479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219275210627374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753714729964113,0.0,0.0,0.11459139079164632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810284165309942,0.09580666333248616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702356356967831,0.0,0.0,0.06391626844665915,0.0,0.20780076628221367,0.0,0.0,0.07442008614431682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185103896552844,0.0,0.12072332162642735,0.0,0.19395790372425573,0.08700576085363483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604963245640793,0.0,0.0,0.3191985109699467,0.0,0.0,0.07786598709568758,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Drywalleater03,2019/08/09,I just found out that I have autism and I don’t even know how to handle this I’ve always been a quiet kid and didn’t talk much and I have bad social anxiety and I always thought that it was just that and nothing more. When I was in middle school my parents had me tested and it showed up posture for being on the high functioning end of the spectrum but I just called bs on that and thought it was just a misdiagnosis but just a few minutes ago I saw an ask reddit thread on the subjects and a lot of the symptoms I saw on the thread were things that I have and I did some research and I have a lot more symptoms other than just the social anxiety. And that just hit me like a ton of bricks I feel completely hopeless and I don’t think I’ll ever get over my bad social anxiety. So yeah I’m new to this whole autism thing what are some things I should know? Do y’all have any tips or tricks to get over the social anxiety?,1.8289915966386587,3.4723988979591884,3.1146338535414166,93.26734093637457,77.87755102040815,6.040336134453782,21.22328931572629,6.794906146795322,0.2482788715486195,728,19,165,7,17,236,102,196,0.113,0.852,0.035,-0.9111,2,0,0,0,1,1,5.0,0,1,0,0,12,5,1,0,14,1,19,2,0,1,1,37,33,18,0,1,10,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,16,13,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,13,4,20,1,17,17,10,16,0,1,2,0,10,11,0,5,6,123,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113240879557748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863476796470112,0.0,0.0,0.0852554911400489,0.0,0.38362899157606095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720346543018995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093564247318921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801617459950168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144743070923415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104007684290007,0.0,0.0,0.08280530635201318,0.11340379988699592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339053559883286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746107618637193,0.0,0.0,0.13100067419934894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245965442005808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779948715875814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061249156215836924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316916135601974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216093423143597,0.0,0.0,0.1210825478031848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120295320588051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392078822973334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688052601256258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111932608773643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061361949452205,0.0,0.10076717485897277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986957600902535,0.08033164936331959,0.0,0.19905859949797114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997045796651172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,neroday,2019/08/09,"Does anyone else feel they don't have social problems? I was diagnosed as autistic at 15. It runs in my family. My biggest problem with social interaction comes from OCD and sensory processing problems. I have never had trouble making eye contact, giving speeches, meeting new people, social anxiety, dating (for the most part), etc. I am visibly autistic to people I meet for the first time (a new psychiatrist noticed before I told him my name) because of being object oriented etc. but I do not feel socially inhibited. Am I the only one? People actually use ""autistic"" as a synonym for ""social anxiety"" and it is making me pissed. I'm the life of the party when I want to be, it just needs to be a party that's not overwhelming to my senses :-)",5.504565217391303,7.065860760869565,7.2354782608695665,67.76713043478263,68.20289855072464,9.577971014492757,33.36521739130435,9.888512548439397,3.8004034782608698,587,27,90,14,10,204,92,138,0.077,0.785,0.138,0.7042,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,1,8,0,12,4,2,3,1,21,23,6,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,2,3,4,15,0,15,17,4,12,0,1,1,0,14,3,1,1,7,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.11726846322293212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385925081052293,0.0,0.0,0.08402557064276497,0.12312823788891225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325444038344296,0.0,0.10225571263950868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351570668791422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219698935022316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105161467365427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003865106459792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680423520469945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328546324298915,0.0,0.12152299893495826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221643423023298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152778940345483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487953651144621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604286493059183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910443959676295,0.09268241578706476,0.23212162807470235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368141990931704,0.0,0.0,0.08143021727623083,0.09139460494942467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301322640849287,0.0,0.24993198144313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449590230478119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124902707311797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007202045467506,0.0,0.0,0.1148274652664958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378818864332894,0.0,0.0,0.07087930573029948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,praywithlegs,2018/12/30,"Son used credit card without permission, how can I help him do better in the future?? My son is dx’d with Aspergers (before they removed the term, not sure how I should refer to his dx so I’m sorry if I’m not up to date on the terminology and don’t mind being corrected). Anyway, he used my credit card without my permission to buy an expensive device that he badly wanted. Then he lied about it for days, before being confronted with irrefutable evidence, and finally admitting what he did. When he does wrong things, he shames himself (“I’m an idiot, I’m a horrible person”), which is heartbreaking and of course not helpful for his growth. He’s 12, brilliant with computers and music, has such a sweet heart, but acts impulsively in many unfortunate ways that impede him. How can I help him understand how wrong this was and how important it is to never do it again? The lying to our faces is as worrisome as the stealing...and I really didn’t want to believe he’d do either.",5.20679967091732,6.416363550802143,6.3633155080213895,75.06135335252984,68.57219251336899,9.818017276840807,28.82311805841217,10.035473477838034,2.9556691896338965,772,27,138,19,13,259,116,187,0.19,0.7070000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,11,12,2,1,9,0,18,3,2,7,3,33,28,17,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,8,7,0,0,3,1,16,5,21,21,2,17,0,1,0,0,23,4,0,1,9,95,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422353927636172,0.0,0.0,0.2899111327142557,0.19192646369418045,0.0,0.15066100524218248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986185679628764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907470367589368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661043722711435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186593677534576,0.3425466645651373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172708476134752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200525102124642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313846603282089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874331939992816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913077023362402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069322452342344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055315054198435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317317609219513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734067975162776,0.0,0.2942559447805627,0.0,0.0,0.2009540521487866,0.13521614640166646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32842323848195865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725026424523913,0.0,0.0 autism,schwarzbewithyou2426,2018/12/30,"I wish my teacher knew... As an elementary teacher that has had students with autism nearly every year, what do you wish teachers knew that would help make school and learning better?",8.2065625,9.36055653125,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,61.8125,7.65,34.75,7.1686216300943375,2.486450000000001,147,6,23,1,2,43,28,32,0.0,0.711,0.289,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851475250520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27164631234783265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610620358944502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521274873664276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32629851330681553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7415165872323234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290324846152899,0.0,0.0,0.20762298418033068 autism,DigUpStupid1,2018/12/30,"There is this guy that goes around filming himself harassing people and then says he has autism. He doesn't have autism and using that excuse to get content. I don't have autism but I think it's fucked up what he's doing. The scumbag youtuber's name is SJC. He's the typical toxic irl streamer. Anything we can do get this scumbag kicked off youtube? Here is some video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFoXcTEqZ90 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EotghbePQcw&t=3s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vwgj9Qr61uc ",9.328552631578948,13.960543171052635,4.142421052631581,78.89994736842105,71.23684210526315,5.67157894736842,26.02105263157895,7.1686216300943375,1.5624305263157892,435,14,58,5,10,108,56,76,0.24600000000000002,0.741,0.013999999999999999,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,9,16,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,16,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,1,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869611304371781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389585778779065,0.3179303917331005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301702516144541,0.3731819056366004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35362483139636586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759596524177094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840121283481035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884094433526045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084543634567271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BarelyReal,2018/12/30,"Mood, volume of voices and the feeling of being pushed? DAE feel as if they're being shoved backwards by somebody when people are yelling and tense, or when say a large dog barks? People have always misinterpreted my trepidation around dogs to be a fear when really I've never been able to be around a barking dog(or the big dogs who run up and put their front paws on you almost knocking you down). I know this sounds crazy but it's almost like people around me have powers like X-Men's Banshee. With just a bit of hostility in a voice and clear overt tension it is as if I can feel the soundwaves like the crash of an ocean against the beach. 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I love him because he's my nephew, but i don't want to babysit him. I'll get into why. Last weekend, my brother had to do Christmas shopping, so he sent him to stay with me for the night. He had to wrap gifts and his son was always snooping. I have never babysat him before, or really spend long preriods of time with him. But He was absolutely unruly. I had housework to do and everything and he kept bugging me, about wanting to go out to eat. I tried to fix him something at my house but he made fun of my cooking, he spit it out and fed it to the cat. He screamed at me for 20 minutes to take him out to eat. My son had enough and just begged me to ""Take him to dinner, he's not gonna shut up until he gets what he wants"". So, i did. I just gave in. But he wouldn't tell me where he wanted to eat at. I drove past all these restaurants, but nothing interested him. So i begged him to tell me where he wanted to eat at, he eventually just blurted out this restaurant that's really expensive, i tried to tell him otherwise and we could go to a McDonald's or something, but he started kicking the floor of my car, screaming that he wanted food from this place. I got him his food, he ordered over 10 dollars worth of crap and when we sit down to eat, he eats about half of it and then complains that he ordered the wrong one. He wanted the spicy flavored food, not the regular. So, he threw another tantrum in the store, and i got it for him. He ate some of that, but threw the rest away. Before we left, i bought something for my kids and on the way home. He ate 10 bucks worth of food, and when i look in the backseat, he's done chowed down on the food i bought for my kids too. So, we passed a Gamestop on the way home, and he asked me to stop. I said no and he threw another tantrum, i stood my ground but then he started throwing stuff out the window. I just did it, i had enough. I went to gamestop. But, evidently that was wrong too. He wanted a game called Battlefield, but they didn't have it. He started whining about that, even though there were hundreds of video games in that place, nothing there interested him. So, he threw another tantrum, he fell to the floor and started screaming ""I want battlefield!"" So, i went up to the counter and asked ""Please, for the love of God, do you have Battlefield in the back or something?"", they actually did. He got me a copy and i paid for it and we left. On the way out, i bumped into an old friend of mine. I tried talking to them, but he kept pulling my arm, and he even grabbed pebbles off the ground and started throwing them at me. We got back in the car and he had annother problem. Apparently i got the wrong version of Battlefield, he threw the game on the floor of my car. At this point i had enough, so i took him back to his father. But when i got there, he wasn't even wrapping anything. He was on the couch in his underwear, drinking a glass of wine. He got mad at me because i brought him back early. The first thing the kid did when he got was take out the battlefield game and show it to his dad. ""Hey dad, look what uncle joe got me! Haha!"" and he went in his room. My brother started yelling at me, he said he couldn't have that game because it was too violent. I tried telling him about the damage his kid had done and he just said ""Oh boys will be boys"", i tried telling him he was an awful parent since his kids that bad.",2.365912147660609,3.7510854273858953,3.2259085706109616,94.13685684647305,75.77731673582295,6.3693327610053885,25.19027519435303,6.879701675869418,0.7110048838651206,2696,92,623,25,58,855,256,723,0.128,0.8390000000000001,0.032,-0.9972,3,0,6,0,1,0,105.0,6,1,4,1,38,25,6,0,38,2,40,24,3,1,2,85,105,56,0,13,22,11,1,0,1,4,0,7,5,9,26,41,19,3,1,12,11,22,9,17,0,3,59,11,97,8,94,38,7,110,0,2,2,2,128,53,1,5,28,383,123,0,0.0,0.0,0.05179872952083011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416707340980682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697801210950333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368057567279419,0.0,0.09924585651831096,0.0,0.049870702284854886,0.1632619400051433,0.04431984501026509,0.09707180019256144,0.0,0.09033487530069127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420093531232967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238031153159415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863918059359756,0.0,0.05199849981752413,0.0,0.3258864763219588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453846082271498,0.0,0.10517714032178034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770516357022322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045150087958517486,0.32092463182800895,0.0,0.04100971891246124,0.0,0.055464546494721816,0.0,0.060333531346602826,0.0,0.3820785846461766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648776565999933,0.0,0.0,0.06124755563791436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055274978795327265,0.0,0.0432675404319194,0.0,0.0,0.1153438329085724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046974407535580666,0.08914819025538931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581411152837736,0.05022587651975794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630982492433386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093881044185516,0.0,0.0,0.049812278914701316,0.0,0.10186398570285496,0.0,0.05569886045608741,0.0,0.035968594484736716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893940704734619,0.0,0.05067116586024367,0.0,0.0,0.11091526108824404,0.05826624503506698,0.050178053788386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079069182949547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800921667426578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514746016045261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043908584244217584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345527589691458,0.0,0.0,0.2254231166436032,0.056576552146211226,0.0,0.04437751926957055,0.0,0.0,0.06076426015757853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197293705676754,0.04266394573360932,0.2319726701568638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03526420201237379,0.03401172191166992,0.05215113898559545,0.0,0.030951557944523343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897418191402608,0.1801902445583585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817733000603558,0.1263980476652519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761794855563812,0.0478967272556713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741049719619482,0.0,0.0 autism,wooaest,2018/12/30,"DAE feels like their autism ""worsened"" over time? Hi, it's my first time posting here, but with a question that is in my mind for quite some time now. I've been diagnosed to be on the spectrum when I was a child (around 8 or 9), and now I am 21. In this time, I feel like my autism got worse (I only use the word worse because I lack the English vocabulary to find a better fitting one, I'm sorry) over time; especially since I went to therapy to treat my depression and anxiety issues when I was around 18. But now I feel like I'm much ""more"" autistic than when I was younger/a teenager - or could that be a misleading feeling, since I know which other mental illnesses plague me and I can differentiate them better than before? Or is that just a somewhat normal thing, that you get more aware of the ticks and stuff you have, when you get older? I definatly cry more over things that I can't do/feel weird/feel misunderstood than when I was younger, and also I feel like I have a lot more barriers in my mind to do certain things (for example: I once had to pick out some lemons out of a bowl when I visited my mom, but it was like that weird barrier thing in the video game Detroit: become human when I tried to reach into the small opening of said bowl - I just couldn't move my hand behind it and in the end I just started crying and stood there for a few minutes, until my mother came and asked me what's wrong) or that maintaining eye contact is now a lot more harder for me than when I was a teenager. So my question is: is that considered ""normal"" or do you think that maybe some other factors may have influenced this? Could it be that I only now experience these things like this because in the past, after my diagnosis, my mom always said that I wasn't autistic or even on the spectrum and only now came to accept that her child indeed does have autism? I'd really like to hear your thoughts on this. Thank you all in advance. 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Instead, the day-care center is expected to evaluate the child's needs on an individual basis and determine if reasonable accommodations can be made to meet that child's needs.” If it’s illegal to refuse my child then why are so many people doing it? About 8 months ago a daycare kicked him out for showing signs of autism. I just recently found a new daycare center for my son. I had my registration paid, paper signed and put into the system. He was ready to start next week. During a phone call today I was told they cant accept him since he is not potty trained for number two. Which I was told is fine by three different daycare employees. But today, last minute, the director decided to drop him and refund my money. Obviously, if three separate people (one being the assistant director) tell me it’s ok and that they need to accommodate him because it’s against the law not to, I believe them. But out of the blue that’s not the case anymore and they just won’t take him. I did a lot of research to find a daycare that accepts special needs children. I worked for a month going on tours, meeting with teachers, paying fees getting him registered and now oh well sorry can’t take him. I’m overwhelmed by the injustice my son faces. And absolutely heartbroken this is happening to our family. What can I do about this? Anything? I feel like I’m losing hope. Should I contact the better business bureau? Hire a family lawyer? Try to contact the daycare director’s superior? Have any other parents out there faced similar difficulties? What did you do? I really appreciated any advice. Finding a daycare has been a struggle for almost a full year. I love my son and Would do anything for him. Thank you so much for reading. TLDR: Second daycare has kicked my son out for being special needs. Need to know how other parents handle it. Need to know what kind of lawyer I may need to speak to. 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So you can imagine my HORROR when after I simply stated that I think it's admirable how I'm able to work full time without my employers being aware with my autism at [https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/a9v2lm/am\_i\_the\_only\_one\_who\_thinks\_its\_admirable\_to\_not/](https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/a9v2lm/am_i_the_only_one_who_thinks_its_admirable_to_not/), I became a VICTIM of several CYBERBULLYING comments by users like thorpac, Ivellios\_, and KPNerdGirl, who labeled me an ""\*ssh\*le"" (""AT BEST!"") and a ""d\*ckh\*\*d."" &#x200B; It SADDENS me that when I simply state how I have OVERCOME ADVERSITY to my NEUROATYPICAL PEERS, they CYBERBULLY me to NO END. We are supposed to be the NEXT STEP IN HUMAN EVOLUTION with GENETICALLY SUPERIOR TALENTS, but instead we are acting as UNCIVILIZED and BARBARIC as the NEUROTYPICALS themselves. &#x200B; I am currently experiencing severe PTSD and ANXIETY over said CYBERBULLYING, and it will take YEARS for my EMOTIONAL WOUNDS to HEEL. I demand an APOLOGY from this SUBREDDIT as well as ALL THREE USERS IN QUESTION, or I demand that they all be BANNED before NEW YEAR'S DAY. Thank you.",15.819289340101518,16.901919076142136,11.859497461928935,45.123763959390885,46.055837563451774,13.768324873096445,46.09593908629442,12.857556352371635,6.51640345177665,1146,52,131,29,10,330,132,197,0.135,0.762,0.10300000000000001,-0.7871,2,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,2,2,2,3,7,10,1,0,9,0,10,2,1,2,2,23,17,18,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,9,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,1,2,22,7,28,12,6,26,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,14,101,31,4,0.14178300909829786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072436622433804,0.3445637499562464,0.0,0.0,0.10846361388303627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064689793059465,0.0,0.14879252073213614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287662290542397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948680176428218,0.12557766263442685,0.14649974938588922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407577037596483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926801650900945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513030472040287,0.0,0.13693491369298735,0.15078783866920842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379945471903255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573675032197835,0.0,0.15882941875607126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486810963486884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203488867040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445299226203544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066031777287248,0.0,0.0,0.13053474562968329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084882728320122,0.0,0.0,0.1653496255879469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747995263423995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27334752246456123,0.0,0.20643943850209853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445637499562464,0.1826072186415053 autism,doglefoxes,2018/12/30,Head banging? Does anyone’s autistic family or friends headbang? (ie hit head with hand) or against objects? It used to be a major trait of mine as a child and now it’s returned. I feel so awful to my partner who has to stop me and I want to try and stop myself from doing it. How have you managed this in your house? Is there a way to stop or deter this? 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A very useful change I've implemented is my ""Autism kit"" that I now keep in my backpack. It has ANC headphones, earplugs, sunglasses, a thick eye mask, some stim toys, a pen & pad of paper, and an orange. An **orange**? Yes! It might sound strange at first, but oranges are truly wonderful things! They are nice and round, they have a good weight to them, a pleasant texture, beautiful color, and - *oh oh OH* - what a smell do they have! And to top it all off, they are edible and have lots of vitamin C! The peels of citrus fruits like oranges contain a variety of strongly-scented terpenes such as limonene. The effect of odor on mood is [am area of current scientific research.](https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/full/10.1080/00207450802333953?scroll=top&needAccess=true) If you feel like you are getting a bit overwhelmed, try pulling out an orange and sitting with it for a while. Devote your full attention to the fruit and try to appreciate it through all of your senses. This can help avoid embarrassing public meltdowns. While some people might think I'm a bit odd for sitting in a corner staring at a piece of fruit, that's a whole lot better than what might otherwise happen. Not everyone is certain to feel as positive about oranges as me, but I wanted to share this tip in case it is helpful to anyone else.",5.298255033557048,7.643632959731544,5.095712751677855,79.7596899328859,70.0738255033557,8.257932885906044,30.376375838926172,8.954980946260402,2.6872186308724832,1314,55,229,26,25,405,184,298,0.048,0.711,0.24100000000000002,0.9965,1,1,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,4,5,5,7,14,0,3,24,1,21,7,1,3,3,41,33,20,0,2,5,0,5,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,14,12,4,4,7,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,1,15,18,10,43,29,14,30,0,1,4,0,13,18,0,11,9,153,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540108820709403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209005709730846,0.1349456644059964,0.0,0.11724392017387072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648092615421445,0.2875719337652537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393247000035919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493777675306774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002126408032667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258482120602095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331863601157235,0.09408891234926006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202681746209536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761914775206838,0.0,0.0,0.11046653637750717,0.0,0.14520342807262354,0.0,0.0,0.11646485328424942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655598264216227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706400480110946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302598368494633,0.12868722593182916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359084809158682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191493813201441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681712939632853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130653230707284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739533616559413,0.0,0.0,0.10894638691878894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010991285776532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749786546188539,0.08439020020671749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26825382472081943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374942347997445,0.0,0.10866907161684472,0.07768205870890914,0.0,0.0,0.1603792210184047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704210687118574,0.0,0.0,0.1428266844070045,0.0,0.13375116314448318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ggirgenti,2018/12/30,"Therapy Dog to help aggression? My son is 8 years old and on the spectrum. Within the past year we have been having major problems with his aggression. Last night he punched my mother-in-law in the face and actually split her lip open. He is on medication, although we’re on the third type as they are trying to find what works best for him. We have a golden lab retriever that’s 1-1/2 years old. I’ve been reading up on the success stories of therapy dogs for epileptics and people with anxiety issues. Does or has anyone had any experience with a therapy dog to sense and assist with autistic fits of rage? I’d envision the dog to bark uncontrollably when the fits come on. Possibly to snap my son out of whatever he’s into. Or get the dog to lay on my son or lick his face to relieve the tension and just bring relief. It’s nothing major that sets my son off. Last night it was because he couldn’t have pizza. He adores my mother in law and it really wasn’t him that punched her in the face. He was settled down and didn’t think about it anymore after about a half hour. Any thoughts or insight would be greatly appreciated!",3.9982352941176487,5.4731367857142885,5.036323529411764,82.42338235294119,71.76785714285714,8.127731092436974,28.355042016806717,8.671277953709913,2.1096237394957984,896,34,176,16,17,294,131,224,0.073,0.828,0.098,0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,3,4,12,3,2,13,0,18,6,4,0,0,30,23,14,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,17,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,6,0,2,8,1,15,6,35,12,3,34,0,0,0,0,21,18,0,4,13,106,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.1391552070389968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394323964390286,0.0,0.10908718085584138,0.0,0.14141902992155453,0.09970792963437844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692649786588526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964794218092756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228356644237825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478858647564366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948833576763314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303321094849652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450163857487398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721494421094062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558052220128213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043043605070393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883540190137715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324730201906088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365261614806674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676373744908959,0.0,0.13682675377779258,0.0,0.2992655043976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612605253868312,0.09885959011636672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075796833824613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364471542558803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263672132039662,0.0,0.09135201494721702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892201753028922,0.0,0.0,0.09137112527958707,0.0,0.11320698863313285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968147714041617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381313860674744,0.0,0.0,0.10129762180346644,0.0,0.0,0.2754855656986858 autism,Shroomguy123,2018/12/30,"Any hand flappers out there? 28 now, recently diagnosed. I thought this was always normal lol. Does anybody else have more information on this ?",3.5387499999999967,6.2094653750000015,3.4903333333333317,78.58800000000002,103.58333333333334,6.920000000000001,29.8,7.554174236665415,3.2725600000000004,115,6,17,3,5,35,23,24,0.0,0.768,0.23199999999999998,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338000143229644,0.0,0.0,0.2728048104472649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071723199618117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35106072005372235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33512047324897115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930548733334212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39610037652711816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31847886146557297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KingHortonx,2019/06/12,"Life as a High Functioning Asp. - my comedic attempt to describe life # Asperger’s In today’s political climate, as high functioning dope motherfucker with Asperger’s, I felt obligated to try and put into words the problems I run into in daily life, and thus I’ve written them down. Which was hard to do for me, luckily it wasn’t hard for my dear friends DougieDonger56, ieatchodemaybe, and other online posters, or else I wouldn’t have any material for the rest of this. I digress. &#x200B; Trust me, everything I say is the truth to god from this ginormous brain right here. Not because I’m an honest man, I’m just comfortable not giving a fuck if you believe me or not. But really, I’m not good enough to create jokes from scratch, it would lead to that awkward me saying something I think normal-thinking people will think is funny, then when its not, there’s that whole thing where now I have to go fake needing to pee and go to the bathroom so I can look myself in the mirror reminding me *sometimes* *things that are funny in my head*, are still funny out loud- just some of these idiots have no sense of humor- and I have to deal with that. Really though, I have to write it down because my thoughts come and go so fast, I cant just stand here and tell you, I mean, I have mad trouble trying to put my feelings into words, especially in a fashion where, when it comes out of my mouth, the other person will stop talking to me and leave? Anyone else have that? &#x200B; Being the funny guy is exhausting tho sometimes. Don’t get me wrong, its wayyyy better than actually having to participate in a conversation but… I’m just sitting on the outskirt of a conversation listening for the right opportunity for a witty remark, and *boom* wordplay joke, **fuck yes** they think I’m participating in the conversation. \~phase one complete\~ screw getting stuck in a 1-on-1 conversation with someone I don’t know or like, yeah let me just stare at your face saying, yeah, yup, really, trying to read your body language and face on whether I should be asking you to go on so you don’t suspect anything or an entire balancing act inside my head that considers whether to sit and suffer or if I can live with the social consequences of saying *‘uhh, hold on’* while I walk off gazing into the distance never to return. **TRUTH BOMB**: i choose (2) every time. There’s no downside, seriously, next time you’re talking to someone who you don’t care about, coworker, Gene the starbuck's barista, or your kids (I’m not judging, I just get it), just say *“uhh, hold on”* and walk the fuck off. Ever since I became an adult, it feels like **fucking magic.** ""Wait-wait-wait... you’re telling me, I *never* have to associate with this person again, forever, *with absolutely no negative consequence to myself*? Yeah...., **i'mma do that.** But yeah, I’m pretty high functioning right now... also pretty high functioning autistic, so y'know 420 and shit. Seriously though, I’m 25 now, but ever since a kid I had problems with authority. *Fuck doing it your way*, you like get that its slower right? Like you do know were all dying, *like right now,* as we speak. I'm 10, my Mom’s yelling at me to take a shower, I’m like dude I just played basketball in the sprinkler for 4hrs before trampoline slam dunk in the rain, is shower water different or something. And adults can’t or don’t want to explain *why* you have to do things, just that you have to do them. She’d be like well in the shower you use the soap while you have water so you can get clean- UH, well for your information I don’t use the soap so we’d still be wasting each others time. Seriously this is how my brain worked as a kid-adult-whatever you think I am. I was always questioning rules, why they were in place, why I had to sit still after a test and not be able to read my fiction book until jimmy quarterback filled his scantron in by spelling out boobs with his shading bubbles. Like yo, Ms. Holly, I get why rules are in place for these mouth-breathers, but c’mon, *you know me*. I was put in gifted and talented in 2nd grade. I mean yeah, i wasn't too surprised because i was pretty naturally good at everything, but still in the woods on that whole being a gift thing. &#x200B; Always had a problem with rules, laws, policy. So much I got a Bachelor’s degree in Criminal Justice to try and understand the screwed up situation some dudes 100 yrs. ago have got us in, little did I know my over fascination in the matter was a symptom of Asperger’s, which I would have loved to have known before I went even further to get a law degree to understand it even more. It was hell. Nobody told me 33/36 classes you will take will be about the most boring -contracts, corporation law, wills, debtor/creditor bullshit. Every day I would give up on quitting because that would require talking to someone. Which if you ask me, a *pretty damn tight*\-loophole against a person with Asperger's. Making you **have to** talk to someone to get out of something – like damn it the others finally outsmarted us. &#x200B; I’m so antisocial, I’ll be getting groceries at 7 at night and the lady at the register will ask me how I am, and I respond with , ""aughsdf"" type of frog sound because I’ve not talked to another warm body in 24hrs. ---One thing to I want to set the record straight about is that you don’t have to talk out loud when you talk to yourself. idk why people think that. Like what idiot is out there wasting his breath talking to himself out loud. How do you even do it, do you take pauses? Like do you say it out loud then you wait for you to hear it? Or is it like you say it and it reverberates around the room and when it enters back into your eardrum it sounds a little like you’re an idiot? If I talked out loud it would probably take until about…. Now, till I would be like, “man, can you SHUT UP?”. &#x200B; I was walking my golden retriever around my apt complex the other day. His name is Beau. Usually will have a podcast playing or some other sophisticated shit while I walk. This lady to my right on the second floor yells, “hey!”, well she actually yelled “hey!...hey you with the golden retriever”, I mean I heard her on the first *hey,* but if I’m out in public and someone speaks words in a manner in which they are trying to induce a conversation, I just assume – **its not with me**. But when she said the golden thing, *-- too damn coincidental*, so I turned around. She was like, ""does he stay with you?"" I said back, “aagsgh”, nodded real quick forgetting I hadn’t used my voice in the last 7hrs. She was like, “well my daughter blah blah moved in blah blah she has a golden”—at this point 4 seconds in, I get the gist. Your daughter has a golden over 40lbs, they don’t allow it, you come here, you see me, you see him, and boom you got a headache from thinking too hard. But I gotta sit there waiting for her to get done articulating what I already know she’s trying to say, beau’s standing there gazing in the distance, he doesn’t want to be there either. She finished the question, I replied, “you lie!” she goes “what?” I’m like “you lie, l-i-e”. I kid you not the look on her face made my night. It was like having front row seats to someone first dilemma of being so entranced with following pointless rules have an internal crisis when they forget you can just like, not. I told her I just sent a picture of him when he *was* under 40lb because there would be no way to prove otherwise. again lawyer stuff. But still, I try to get in the head of what normal people like her think. She was like, so you just walk him around here and nobody says anything? I’m like, “what? Usually they say good looking dog..?” – jesus lady the hell are you talking about. Was she really under the impression I’m out here walking this big harmless teddy bear dog like scanning for people peeking through the blinds with the phone out like “YEAH-YEAH IS THIS THE HOUSING OFFICE? CORRECT, I HAVE CONFIRMATION OF A VISUALLY ESTIMATED CANINE OVER 40 POUNDS, YES RIGHT HERE ON THE SIDEWALK, YEAH WALKIN ALL DOWN IT AND AROUND IT AND STUFF” okay 1) if someone talks to me, I can ignore them, I’m an adult, 2) even if they do see me how the hell do they know I live here, there’s no gates on this property- its for your freshman daughter on a purposely short lease for when she fails/drops out to be an Instagram AdModel in a year. Like, did you just think dogs over 40lbs cant physically exist within the parameters of the apartment vicinity? -What if they ask you where you live? Where I live? Fuuuuuuck you. I’d just be like, “Well, you see, He’s doing it *\*point behind them\** and run off. &#x200B; I am thankful of finding others on /r/aspergers I can relate to, even if it took 25 years. It probably could’ve been sooner if I joined a help group of other Asperger’s people, but turns out creating a group requires talking and communication. Then betting on the off-chance they may be like you even though nobody has ever been like you. So yeah, not a lot of Asperger’s group socials going on, who woulda thought? It’s like a blind person getting together with other blind persons with a common interest in movies- which I would assume they would discuss what they are seeing in their head compared to the other person, but if they told them the description, would it not then be recreated with the same mental image they were using before since they have no reference outside their own? Do you like being in my brain? Why did I just imagine to blind guys sitting on a bench, when they sense/feel/whatever, a pretty women walk by, what if one says to the other, “\*whistle\* w-shooo, she’s fine”. What is the appropriate response from the other blind guy on the bench? Does he just go with it? Like, “mmm, mmm, mmm never in my life”. Because he can’t be like – what’s she look like, -describe it to me, and … alright what the hell am I rambling about. &#x200B; On a serious note, I’ve never felt the same as other people my whole life, however this diagnosis changes my future, I’m glad I found some resonance. Cheers!",2.065900396539547,4.680019309119015,3.124835591114344,88.30221446704947,82.59608449252963,5.841818720116748,22.538601411317114,7.214061997973406,0.93326868456573,7873,267,1526,113,221,2515,660,1941,0.09300000000000001,0.772,0.134,0.9975,7,0,3,0,1,0,386.0,4,54,23,10,108,105,20,1,102,12,149,40,18,14,13,260,274,109,1,32,66,4,9,37,1,21,12,31,6,18,99,78,2,8,41,8,1,31,41,35,6,7,48,56,219,70,230,184,20,236,5,1,16,9,206,128,17,34,99,1017,318,12,0.025321181791172317,0.0,0.04941964160759658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02244569986518929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02794255375763125,0.020249339930109488,0.0421385033756728,0.19204842924160034,0.2153760519241381,0.017219271918319068,0.026551466902555845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017705159055189188,0.02594454306388066,0.04167435021924446,0.11270610098215242,0.0946875474658414,0.0,0.0,0.038940851628274716,0.0,0.10804890178030416,0.0,0.06463938213337596,0.028528300867202486,0.0,0.02239452759027977,0.0,0.056252249436342314,0.0,0.0848004392896485,0.0,0.0,0.025816632404402868,0.0,0.026786452866171685,0.0654358680672992,0.026548777352400448,0.0,0.0,0.0202169032569364,0.0,0.0,0.0326601349724034,0.02610502657733729,0.0,0.0,0.026279389000197627,0.026455245632953997,0.0,0.0,0.04431747364377563,0.025912360298911984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423051964868874,0.0,0.0,0.026163549568830668,0.0,0.1003464105798976,0.06871337578539359,0.04266837550535668,0.0,0.04551409094935699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840945099000558,0.01808945733102485,0.04862461082217807,0.027738116962641376,0.023143101425245283,0.04307636859247891,0.0,0.02776336887379704,0.019563082239952508,0.11704512272925648,0.17198054110444874,0.048580769730355036,0.08634366683271955,0.06371461779330694,0.060754986637135584,0.0,0.0,0.07521585289137231,0.0,0.0,0.06804841589376152,0.0,0.1039473507154656,0.0,0.028538812166089125,0.0,0.016972254407018213,0.10701287516689316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02921724410006873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741101514421167,0.020640142732919527,0.0,0.026811475426826367,0.0,0.025892623944027502,0.08942549767707482,0.40823146322874254,0.05075695253578704,0.08943626970864307,0.0,0.08505366160796468,0.0,0.0,0.021527163264824938,0.02285335517147456,0.023959514451369696,0.016902085467806482,0.0,0.0,0.08274657038817905,0.0,0.0,0.02551779563998473,0.0,0.0,0.029655862081006013,0.0,0.026912408979772085,0.01861398210902977,0.0187753354546248,0.07811702559477726,0.0,0.026929364097456058,0.04752442761423792,0.04961876391880533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147486429710151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532711531927656,0.13265687553923955,0.05291049126590799,0.0,0.04787340264381466,0.0,0.0,0.1288037250539846,0.05460103330634866,0.0726868538215643,0.0,0.07636434437240207,0.056731037261600836,0.026932193680786344,0.050656068125148966,0.028821048390533142,0.0648855897653633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136905627952066,0.048172484751380126,0.22150062085975306,0.0,0.0,0.1008885177155315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198365846695716,0.06283782971859135,0.02846206924920618,0.0,0.05162351212897197,0.15018188612923716,0.058480448471578315,0.050086592504822634,0.0,0.0,0.02698901069894861,0.10110764243567076,0.021169641784886402,0.0,0.0,0.057973390222451286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02631840318837521,0.07615350978802432,0.2442264812931033,0.044263657923499226,0.02331234218524797,0.0,0.0,0.1009336082844607,0.14602311780547006,0.07463379764149425,0.04020437987747625,0.04429495418994756,0.0,0.02400151960995716,0.0725864229506155,0.028132764657097967,0.1203399421712609,0.05508434925680828,0.0,0.052720486488097004,0.06091652795979561,0.08747748448112894,0.055775408786716704,0.0,0.04480526720889543,0.040197551003670215,0.0,0.0,0.11383391690973706,0.023472989202481614,0.13709056865189378,0.08481058559493154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01843412191779307,0.0,0.0,0.17987441044251642,0.027684737302936083,0.2153760519241381,0.03261202177191918 autism,goldenoptic,2019/06/12,Help for my son I am a dad whose son is most likely Autistic. He lives with his mom. People from his school have suggested for years that he be tested. Mom will not hear of it and denies what the experts are telling her. He is 15 very intelligent but he has been severely depressed since me and his mother split up a few years ago. I live in NC and any and all help and resources will be greatly appreciated. He is a great kid just has issues with regulating his emotions. Thanks in advance.,2.7503321878579605,4.912771432989693,3.6978694158075602,87.74710194730815,76.93814432989691,6.3729667812142035,24.179839633447884,7.3871296695380915,0.9995186712485684,387,13,79,5,9,124,71,97,0.09,0.72,0.19,0.9116,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,1,12,15,6,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,4,9,10,3,7,0,1,0,0,23,3,0,1,4,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594328442595654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730378445365578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123681465279988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057706160924752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41278174805104223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099026775284468,0.0,0.25095511900535394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539025910379867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145744487074364,0.0,0.33060560444531184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384974570418741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297823009913443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894584257140257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148498341461366,0.0,0.15485543500285195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362280571888355,0.17235045701922938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446126147466022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411039101968957 autism,SyncBonked,2019/06/12,"Clothing help Its getting to that time of year where global warming is proving its existence to those who dont believe in it. Its hot as **** where i am, and its a bit of a problem. See i wear only only leggings and lounge pants to school. Now that its getting hotter i cant afford that. I also have shoulders length hair that extends a bit below, and its a bit thick. It gets pretty hot as you can imagine. Hair isnt the issue here though. Its my leggings. They are all black and a bit thick made for winter. I dont like wearing shorts as no one at school has seen me in them. If anyone can link some leggings that are black and good for heat or have any other recommendations please link or share them below.",1.023015220074047,3.4611099440559485,2.2136651583710427,94.17398190045252,85.92307692307693,3.9241464417935012,19.60057589469353,5.0885558068054335,-0.35358790621143577,554,16,114,2,17,176,88,143,0.049,0.8370000000000001,0.114,0.8121,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,13,8,8,1,2,16,19,13,0,2,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,11,11,4,15,17,6,15,0,0,4,0,7,11,0,4,5,80,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837571957346332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066222952933204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035026796208911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677373954011604,0.0,0.0,0.646420833402548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34696892435151355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201121285707274,0.0,0.0,0.12415653637209885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921818860017534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449987754969233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231764827145838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006504772999506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030572390914176,0.2251597089504022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624872467616136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059487064401814,0.0,0.14164014982474693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29961886235100826,0.11795694005332025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543403276033534,0.0,0.08631469953763712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532339220243194 autism,Oz_of_Three,2019/06/12,"My being is ""literally"" ""autistic"", two of the most mis-used words these days. I feel like I need to find uncorrupted words to describe myself. It occurred to me most recently that the phrase ""Woops, I'm being autistic"" is pretty much the antithesis of ""No, but I slept at a Holiday Inn last night."" Many involved Allistics rely on peripheral information, hearsay and eavesdropping all too common, to allow actual definitions to be polluted w/o actually knowing it's wrong, adding yet another layer to the stack of confused assessments many may make when interacting with an autistic. I think this is the definition of a slur. Not sure what to do about this, how to inform or educate.",9.867796143250686,9.215684553719012,10.023760330578515,59.116246556473854,58.83471074380165,14.017079889807164,41.65426997245178,13.023866798666859,5.838188980716255,545,26,86,18,6,182,92,121,0.106,0.8170000000000001,0.077,-0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,8,0,8,1,1,3,2,23,15,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,7,2,16,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,8,60,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.4202873555145511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258058829749177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887840251141895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888387732914254,0.15384106272395706,0.0,0.0,0.19681957578029508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834686609028455,0.17553326419364754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105205699067188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374310644238575,0.4366479498021079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583018626140084,0.1596740856556489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208479214527986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190812204313565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262520637078333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295820328971176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379830817375903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103587937694932,0.0,0.2590310816763917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544373554051606,0.0,0.0 autism,lvxlk,2019/06/12,"Looking for info on how my mum can support me. Hi everyone. Just a bit about me, I’m 26 and am finally being referred for a formal diagnosis/assessment for ASD. My mum is really not coping or understanding it well and can’t understand my behaviour very much. We live apart and don’t see each other much but I had a meltdown at her house yesterday because I lost my house keys and she screamed at me/told me to grow up etc to a point where she was screaming at me whilst I was on the floor crying. The incident has affected me really badly, I know some people will probably think ‘why give her the time of day if that’s how she treats you?’ but she is my mother and I want her to understand and learn how to support me. I don’t really know where to begin finding things for autistic adults/parents of autistic adults, everything seems to be aimed at children and their parents and it’s really overwhelming me looking for stuff. Any help would be appreciated",4.374817629179333,5.8280499468085125,5.58969604863222,78.90500000000003,70.80851063829788,9.413981762917931,29.386018237082077,9.784248007369934,2.873448632218845,762,30,145,19,14,254,115,188,0.10300000000000001,0.812,0.085,-0.6746,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,8,9,0,1,7,0,16,0,0,4,0,34,33,15,0,3,6,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,6,10,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,5,27,4,21,24,6,19,0,2,3,0,18,12,0,4,6,102,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969698879392067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101315623897129,0.08040543325240057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440013859244241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448867087750901,0.08506502988407369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710413002624134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260367568941851,0.11854383057586584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449075304488154,0.1205548364091018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653115586925107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841024873614371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30439136208134643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497833383169528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647072129239802,0.0,0.2215267105461992,0.0,0.14398517878972872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939243601661957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646010117914596,0.0,0.0,0.0914433270592024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246887812922198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221124725388912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33799582500808045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051077686198557,0.12007742968260138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509947272392115,0.0,0.2993586682437097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762895409832018,0.08451663296270713,0.0,0.0,0.07691235007786185,0.0,0.0,0.1260367568941851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119397941008743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883187879329057,0.0777984413783359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859455635354794,0.0,0.1190198522760916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369846213190232,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,prztak,2019/06/12,"5 Year Old Doesn’t know how to form complete sentences, listen or respond, please help!.. Hi everyone, I honestly need help with my girlfriends nephew. He’s 5 and a half and still doesn’t know how to talk yet. He knows how to repeat what we say, but does not know how to answer in his own words. For example if we point at something red, he says red back, but if we point at something and ask what color it is, he just smiles. He’s the sweetest child I know and it breaks my heart that he’s not developed.. he’s suppose to start preschool this fall but he doesn’t know how to say “My name is ____” or other basic speech needs for school. We believe he has speech delay and that’s one of the symptoms we believe he is autistic. My girlfriend and I believe he is autistic. He likes to daydream a lot and say a lot of gibberish at random times, he covers his ears when there are 4-5 people on a room and talking loud, he only likes to eat food with a cheese type of smooth texture. At his 5th birthday party we got him mini gumball machines as a party favor for the other little kids. He took them all to himself and threw a tantrum if the other kids had them. He also cannot play or interact with other little kids, he has a 4 year old cousin who tries to talk and play with him but he just takes his toys and does his own thing alone. And when he does play with his toys he only likes playing with girly and princess toys, and lines them up just I look at them for a while. He is addicted to YouTube on the phone, but only for the pretty kiddie videos, and I’m sure he’s not watching them for educational purpose but for dopamine hits. He watches the same videos he watched when he was 2 years old, the ABC 123 videos, he refuses to watch anything that has actual talking in it. Again he’s the sweetest little boy ever, he would grab my face smooshing his nose into mine and look me in the eye then laugh and smile. That’s why I am so concerned for his future.. My girlfriends sister, the parent refuses to accept the fact that he might be autistic. When he went for a checkup recently, and when he failed to answer any of the doctors questions, the doctor recommended him to get tested for autism. The mom jolted him out of there and was quite furious with the doctor. My question to fellow reddit users is, what can my girlfriend and I do to help him with his speech, writing, and basic skills? I have tried multiple times trying to to teach him basic numbers and words, but he refuses to listen. I believe he needs to get a speech therapist, and tested for autism so he can get the help he needs. But we believe his parents are in denial, and can’t do anything for him. Please help, thank you.",5.412431586270873,5.43840369573284,5.537504058441559,85.36197037337665,67.70129870129871,7.999095547309833,29.088647959183675,7.292943589461545,1.5128148886827455,2108,66,433,17,32,665,234,539,0.047,0.825,0.128,0.9923,2,1,2,0,0,0,57.0,7,1,5,3,23,16,2,0,28,0,28,13,5,5,4,99,55,54,0,8,20,6,2,3,5,2,6,12,1,5,18,41,2,4,11,10,0,4,8,3,0,2,7,25,49,13,61,44,7,50,0,1,10,0,110,20,0,12,28,259,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.06951977114911526,0.07766190053278484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378295098681029,0.0,0.0569704446276463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048445508877665286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724857549693812,0.0,0.06659959902951243,0.0,0.0,0.05477901104675712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40131431209249424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469357792930595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875087082032246,0.18702729473954574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289610338603493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644404802637477,0.0,0.06807268456979929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614345242512317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116595700764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056976978245723474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441950942314085,0.2387526910108345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349091954976044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441250768221663,0.2142029935708002,0.0,0.0,0.11964698443849267,0.0,0.0,0.1211310657040641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755741729266201,0.0,0.08343519612996753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129364464719166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242625679042899,0.0,0.04827393413440139,0.16254324084393676,0.0,0.0,0.1582067408795548,0.0,0.0,0.04938870939165897,0.0,0.0,0.15639982130940938,0.13468928092816662,0.0,0.0,0.0724764907038916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960976644849548,0.07577229944719427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034071091352874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661100243687804,0.0,0.0720984838295885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968776144306183,0.0,0.0,0.0504238991501442,0.0,0.05689219860691129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714267112919542,0.07404543242922845,0.053563465865478485,0.22903942016771375,0.0,0.06558803912568972,0.0,0.08271490195498861,0.047328559529062134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308100391329289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915004225577928,0.14510144956311405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604001099398245,0.06428284145978602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050606711998589564,0.0,0.0,0.1376282921047297 autism,Susannatomical,2019/06/12,"UK: Adult Autism Assessment - first GP appointment (your experiences?) I'm 26 and a couple of recent events have led me to decide that autistic or not, something is not right and I think I need to know. Autism has been a question mark for many years now but I have never been quite sure of what will happen at the first GP appointment (tbh I'm scared). I was wondering what your experiences have been like with asking for referrals, and do you have any advice to share with me and others in a similar position? Thank you :)",4.311136363636365,6.218595202020204,4.731199494949497,83.18346590909094,71.72727272727272,8.586363636363638,24.49621212121212,9.188382445141503,1.9159181818181807,411,12,79,9,8,130,68,99,0.027000000000000003,0.84,0.133,0.8977,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,3,1,5,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,1,2,19,21,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,0,10,4,11,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,8,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307464688519647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132148915447246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942791959458728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229943609807906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40656636171604144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535350731281287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837703299776208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420982079622526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152802887098614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069203497071665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540923668787361,0.160279924112634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328006290021448,0.22103708770149594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051924779980389,0.0,0.0,0.1774730790576825,0.0,0.0,0.2080593084103648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998632430818086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586340384508694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913283516821007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331596142659057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253667624431239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382620075366114 autism,chicoquadcore,2019/06/12,"Recommend some items for a $500 grant Hi guys! My nonverbal 3 year old (4 in Aug) with ASD received a $500 grant that can be used to purchase anything helpful/useful to help him. We already have a full pecs system. Can you guys recommend some things that you think would be helpful or useful? Thanks!",3.3898305084745743,5.310861881355937,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,74.25423728813557,6.753898305084746,27.0542372881356,7.554174236665415,1.4554176271186448,237,9,47,3,5,74,44,59,0.0,0.6679999999999999,0.332,0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,4,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779354622037213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726057987921287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987650262687334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376349502031799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26428630893548777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188025892367364,0.0,0.0,0.1673256097358288,0.16138269923245965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029584106951535,0.4350549934084211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891520524071355,0.0,0.0,0.16219056824934525 autism,mebeingbored,2019/06/12,"Check-up on Neuro Dev, what to ask? Hi there, My son(2y10mo) will be having another follow-up check up with his NeuroDev pedia. the last time we went there, he was diagnosed of ASD, i was blacked out of questions and just accepted the news without asking. we only spent max of 20mins with the doctor. and she didnt say much about it. We're going this Saturday, and I would like to gather some questions for the pedia. Would like ask anyone if they could suggest any topic / things in specific that I need to know about my child that the pedia could answer. thank you in advance.",4.000990990990991,5.8493476576576615,4.315495495495497,86.08963963963964,72.42342342342343,6.7351351351351365,24.04504504504505,7.3871296695380915,1.0737099099099099,454,13,85,5,9,142,80,111,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,23,19,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,5,2,11,4,17,8,2,11,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,4,5,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510839167112284,0.19291241444150928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863865465296448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159715882991991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937759811267219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672938354680985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830482782966707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455646575989999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110710747779224,0.14996308051972812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976046640301646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524180205193606,0.13641413138466893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992025205300387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41218518781172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630323174770732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937822056113713,0.0,0.0,0.12222391920258667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727651560293874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705454179924921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734403482575345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613792069723172,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,atablckblt,2019/06/12,"Please help make my autistic nephews day? Hey, my nephew Keegan is autistic. He has had a horrible school year, my sister has 4 children 2 who are autistic. Keegan has been prohibited from recess and pe because of antisocial behavior, his therapist states that excluding him from these activities results in, you guessed it, antisocial behavior. My sister spends her time fighting a circular battle with her local school district which frequently leaves her at the end of her rope. Here is where I am asking for help. Keegan has a YouTube channel, he has zero intention or chance of profiting from it. He has a little over 100 subscribers. All he is concerned with is the quantity of subscribers he has. I really doubt he knows/ or cares if anyone watches him but he loves seeing that people are following him. We have exhausted every member of the family that uses you tube. Is there any chance maybe a few people could add him. I don’t really watch many of his videos and you would t be expected to watch. If just a few people could add him it would make his day/week, this is a link to his latest https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pTQ0VQdFY0M&feature=youtu.be His channel is Playville Police chief Thanks so much for anyone that could help.",6.625560032232072,8.885344378995438,6.029551437013161,74.77858984689769,66.39726027397259,8.988557614826751,29.320709105560034,9.478462496947786,2.8624910556003225,1005,36,161,21,17,308,131,219,0.048,0.8370000000000001,0.115,0.9327,0,0,0,0,2,0,35.0,1,3,0,0,5,8,2,1,10,0,27,2,0,5,1,29,38,8,0,8,6,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,4,0,1,2,4,25,4,18,30,4,14,0,0,4,1,38,6,0,6,6,108,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841106361613594,0.0,0.09942316284666942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445729881267802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668021934819252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912408979945875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490638663394843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35019398165691423,0.0,0.0,0.1885778872276763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949260504901722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318246864313527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782732823010496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105926468320395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399069051035703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034943361869236,0.0,0.0,0.15480803719028874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653397604452406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195406075148938,0.0,0.1951834902062565,0.1482270575318714,0.1468807260384291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747614552054288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407658895895484,0.0,0.0,0.16048716654521794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732297707607298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959308082360512,0.11650499015024053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460422742702413,0.0,0.16975313826682736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525223878228542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627258902467725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727535673459395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771706128119213,0.0,0.0,0.0941500420798619 autism,calvik,2019/06/12,"Missing my maladaptive daydreaming I’ve been diagnosed ASD since I was 15 (21 now) I used to struggle severely with anxiety growing up however since my diagnosis and getting a better understanding of how my brain works and what triggers me, my anxiety is very much under control, which I am extremely grateful and lucky for as I know this is not the case for most people. However during the time my anxiety was at its worst (most of my childhood) I had extremely vivid daydreams. The typical MD where you have your own world, characters, relationships etc. And to be honest I loved them, I would always try to trigger them whenever I could (I understand this is a symptom of MD). Since I’ve gained more control over my anxiety I have lost the ability to MD but I really miss it. To this day I try to make up new scenarios and characters but nothing sticks anymore. I assume that for most people who have experienced MD, getting rid of it is the ideal situation but it makes me feel so sad now that I can’t have them anymore. I feel that my MD made me more in touch with my emotions and that losing MD I’ve lost touch with myself. Is this unhealthy? Should I try and move on from my MD?",5.516390101892284,6.371121279475982,6.492384279475986,75.707018922853,67.64628820960698,10.473478893740904,33.60727802037846,10.504223727775694,3.669901077147017,939,42,175,25,15,313,127,229,0.145,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.9295,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,9,5,13,0,1,7,0,19,4,1,9,0,37,35,13,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,7,6,35,5,25,24,9,17,0,6,1,1,8,9,0,5,6,126,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185621333397904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745779937664235,0.0,0.24279872342843276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082630657009088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665177044213847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745899177736316,0.0977356596048329,0.0,0.0,0.07894532099557644,0.0,0.0,0.1242451435175635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769651429259513,0.0,0.0,0.13652123299695587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378991249248204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279099619714535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672741849226687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369472094929775,0.26725332780465594,0.0,0.11048120048263292,0.11582876561041608,0.16342131640032947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010410198656902,0.08998657193823194,0.0,0.0,0.11822583493993223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745718085653853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697295073529104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784199715699605,0.0,0.0,0.13142419029398253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382902051100743,0.0,0.3037802900686858,0.13759570773210178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797112737778055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723246793394302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137915749510315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493282154352046,0.0,0.0,0.2548694751177565,0.0,0.1057242736149673,0.0,0.1010023462943212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911706417021417,0.0,0.0,0.08695765086870096,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,QuinnMilk,2019/10/19,"Is it worth getting diagnosed at 16? Long story short: I have a bunch of signs of autism and I’m too afraid to ask my mom and not sure if it’s worth it. As the title states, I’m 16. I am also physically disabled so I can barely do anything as is, like I can’t marry if I want aid (so many jobs have heavy lifting and I can’t get around that). If I get diagnosed with autism it’s game over for me. When I was 14 I took a bunch of screening things on line because I was scared. Normal teen stuff. My friend helped me self dx (they’re professional diagnosed). I was wondering if its fine to just? Chill in the self dx zone? Sorry if its hard to understand! I ramble a lot",-0.7042546926757431,1.4437061048951063,1.6207876334192122,96.84753772543249,92.84615384615385,4.968568273831432,16.617224880382775,6.5966054737557815,-0.28009650349650395,515,13,122,7,19,173,92,143,0.11900000000000001,0.79,0.091,-0.6998,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,0,12,5,0,0,1,19,22,14,0,7,7,1,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,2,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,4,2,16,4,15,18,3,10,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,7,3,75,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330772986392844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694051186029293,0.14813938143800173,0.15557004666602312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014414439433074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067052065259233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856725930507726,0.0,0.26082566232581283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906986919211587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115405132266186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651353562551095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129908152270278,0.0,0.0,0.14726681856125196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147506755960965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871271034952046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948963288769348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304558782966969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660454126914748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472019714430103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628136542374804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049860860633014,0.0,0.0,0.15683860913669598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055481296980643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848866351566596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323774377338205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815239979098707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046357243528705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,akrkfls312,2019/10/19,"What is autism?!? Autism, or autism spectrum disorder (ASD), refers to a broad range of conditions characterized by challenges with social skills, repetitive behaviors, speech and nonverbal communication. According to the Centers for Disease Control, autism affects an estimated 1 in 59 children in the United States today. We know that there is not one autism but many subtypes, most influenced by a combination of genetic and environmental factors. Because autism is a spectrum disorder, each person with autism has a distinct set of strengths and challenges. The ways in which people with autism learn, think and problem-solve can range from highly skilled to severely challenged. Some people with ASD may require significant support in their daily lives, while others may need less support and, in some cases, live entirely independently. Several factors may influence the development of autism, and it is often accompanied by sensory sensitivities and medical issues such as gastrointestinal (GI) disorders, seizures or sleep disorders, as well as mental health challenges such as anxiety, depression and attention issues. (This was what I was able to find about autism in Google. ) Ok! So autism. Challenge with social skills, repetitive behaviors, speech and non verbal communication. I am going to theorize using above known facts. Kids ask questions. Not just questions, too many questions. Eventually the parents will be tired of answering. I had baby siblings. Thank God for disney world. Couldn't have lasted without you. Thats how many questions they asked their parents to the point of not getting answers to what they are most curios of, which becomes different skill sets per each autism kids since no one is same to another. They all have their own way of understanding the knowledge. Which is why autism kids start to have social skill issue. Because parents did not give them the answer they seek, they figured out on their own. That is what they are mumbling all the time. Calculation of probability by deducting the impossibility to find what remain. No matter how improbable it may sound, Must be the truth. So in that sense, remember this? Stay awake. Did you wake up from this matrix or no?",8.046493937097384,10.805079854395604,7.037589996210687,66.96258241758242,63.64285714285714,10.075634710117473,36.17809776430466,10.324001499409627,4.460488935202728,1793,86,253,46,29,547,212,364,0.087,0.818,0.095,-0.6336,4,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,2,11,13,12,13,0,0,16,1,29,5,2,8,6,76,43,22,0,3,10,3,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,5,18,18,0,2,20,0,0,1,9,1,1,2,5,5,17,12,48,29,12,30,0,1,0,0,32,16,0,16,7,174,35,7,0.08469064568616883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880552631537691,0.06478811214142814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834864263953058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325326308026994,0.09353416435427003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949877605288101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294392903107842,0.0,0.0,0.08848369925696667,0.3882512688391851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481143171349376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424736689352824,0.08124298443742521,0.048131645640145465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002219605126308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948031700654252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651850923274988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465437640173909,0.06903417974413233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495667834908871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575890660099438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531691562099902,0.08534825139920754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279704066501922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477714665617147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211681871688343,0.0,0.0,0.1174276603440489,0.07394860514267615,0.0,0.0,0.08006003460928697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913108401492304,0.08103751020013042,0.0,0.0,0.3794916221332209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959379921077278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135264678297206,0.0,0.07005697728058323,0.0,0.08475180825763225,0.2589943437976472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059944474917031414,0.09026895985248773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922118821902136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797176800072865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426634609730476,0.0,0.0,0.0493837965637365,0.09733943871898124,0.08027682949321005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816594893533912,0.0,0.07314552599487523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444698504121122,0.0,0.0,0.07614706140952976,0.0,0.07642013494449547,0.0,0.0,0.08163876024872767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SaltySoupStock,2019/10/19,"Could martial arts training hide your sensory overload? I took karate for 11 years starting age 6, and around age 11, our sensei started sparring us to reach the next rank. When it started, everyone's sitting in line like death row inmates watching the guillotine. When I went up, I cried as soon as I got punched in the face, I sucked at keeping my hands up. The fight instinct was not there, but he pushed me. Over the years I watched that terror turn into excitement and I distinctly remember the full transformation of laughing after he got a good one on me. Now normal life isn't nearly as intense. It's possible I could have learned at an early age to handle my sensory overload with intense focus and adrenaline effectively enough to push myself through my tasks and maybe just look anxious through high school and go undetected. Does anyone else have an experience like this, where your physical training was so intense that when you get overstimulated, you just handle it enough to stay cool in public? I wonder because I KNOW I would be vastly different if I never had karate in my life. I wonder because I've had specific people, jobs, and interests that helped socialize me and now I'm almost normal. Now that I'm socially interacting more, I'm finding that emotional triggers are causing nervous breakdowns. They can last all day and they're mostly a physical sensation, I just have to work through it. I prefer simple physical jobs because of this. Trouble is they're things I'm struggling to process, so they don't go away like a crowded room or chaotic situation, and I can't just truck through like I do a physical task to resolve it. Someone on the spectrum told me it sounds like autism. After years of not getting far on this in therapy, I decided it wouldn't hurt to stim regardless if I am. During a recent breakdown, what got me to calm down was the fabric of my car seat. One part smooth, the other rough. Like really? If that's what does it... Coulda known sooner I guess. I scored high on two online tests so I really should've tried stimming sooner. Gonna keep exploring that, life might actually get easier. ANYWAY, have you experienced a tighter hold on heightened states of stimulation due to your intense physical training? Maybe symptoms are mild enough and training was strong enough to hide your symptoms? Super curious.",6.154894713261651,7.813993594907409,6.179097968936678,75.58215053763442,66.75462962962963,9.185304659498213,34.30585424133811,9.536714749202195,3.4519804958183986,1891,88,316,39,31,598,239,432,0.094,0.754,0.152,0.9866,3,0,0,0,1,0,48.0,2,7,2,6,20,22,2,3,17,1,25,7,2,4,3,56,53,24,1,11,11,0,3,6,0,4,5,1,1,0,22,13,0,3,12,1,0,8,7,7,0,3,12,9,44,15,47,34,9,63,0,1,3,0,21,27,1,10,31,202,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.08363524660534878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582069484936365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968217105914213,0.0,0.05992659175982582,0.08781440684819558,0.0,0.07629519149018435,0.0,0.0,0.08052221594157985,0.0,0.0,0.15673403619417406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804214844801937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685616766839884,0.0,0.09414238871944944,0.055272323993564805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954298010032809,0.0,0.0,0.15000120262116473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159512747912529,0.09640604730952076,0.0,0.3542227096886205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189433979682685,0.0,0.08383546407448751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833237684246819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433122009511264,0.0,0.09741570535461663,0.07188488352897658,0.20563719705812009,0.0,0.0944131890605767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057445931884762574,0.18110305767888749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174845917078607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009701950937675,0.1523562270804893,0.0,0.0,0.04710096176133213,0.0698606210520139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160690707749372,0.2512253905426211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197020993952892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220341573144102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091894989348777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610060784709597,0.0,0.09114772725789083,0.0,0.16794446182159134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615119898139672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280964121926907,0.0,0.05941672162054969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661896677697612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980901772313703,0.0,0.0846228721183498,0.0,0.09708651186948802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867375478268692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633546918276163,0.0,0.17472992628409142,0.0726171600341675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198629701383376,0.09134961290751213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959697072664734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781596198852569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801058562928476,0.0,0.05693827356247585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189433979682685,0.09522087304756788,0.05818774197330895,0.09322190498200927,0.08372086079523347,0.0,0.10309198271231458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944894688238567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588578786141724,0.06239390988665922,0.0,0.0,0.06088203065009321,0.0,0.0,0.1655726991011324 autism,BlueberryPhoenix15,2019/10/19,"Harassed, even though I’m acting as ’neurotipcally’ as possible? I’m a 15(F) with autism (Aspergers to be specific), and everyone at my school is aware. I’ve been aware of my condition as long as I’ve been able to process such information, and I’ve been slowly working to try and camouflage if you will, to avoid seeming ‘weird’. My only telltale signs is my slightly awkward walking, my loud voice, how I’ll avoid eye contact like the plague, how I’ll cover my ears In noisy rooms, and how I’ll get help in lessons via a teaching assistant. I understand things such as sarcasm and jokes, and how to act ‘normal’ as people would put it. I have average grades as well for someone my age, with English and Food Tech being the only things I noticeably excel at. Despite all this, I’m being harassed by some of the boys in my class, along with a few other people with autism. The other people are a lot less ‘camouflaged’ with their autism, and it pains to say that I can see why they are being bullied. Me on the other hand- I don’t stick out in a crowd. Hell, people are sometimes shocked when I tell them that I’m on the spectrum if they aren’t already aware. I’m not too sure why exactly this is happening to me, and why they are being needlessly cruel. They laugh at me behind my back, they scream in my face, and I think the only reason why they don’t hit me in the face is because of my gender. I don’t cry or get pissy with them, I just try to ignore them, but they continue with their douch-baggery. Does anyone have any idea as to why this is happening to me? I just need advice, and I’m scared to mention it to teachers, parents or even friends.",6.1770303030303,5.605851915151519,6.506666666666671,81.0666666666667,66.21212121212122,9.515151515151514,31.96969696969697,8.841846274778883,2.418242424242424,1292,45,262,18,18,418,168,330,0.106,0.841,0.053,-0.9021,2,2,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,1,12,3,15,20,4,4,13,0,26,7,5,5,3,51,42,30,0,5,8,1,1,1,1,2,1,5,1,1,13,20,1,3,7,1,0,4,5,13,1,0,3,8,39,7,46,31,5,22,1,0,2,0,23,13,1,7,6,174,52,6,0.1142511098783051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164486228042506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607894078453166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769467255474426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988703249753162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878520511962805,0.0,0.06964641614135225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254994793825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998191617914763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092356109348098,0.0,0.0,0.1091718316124711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815289557193072,0.0,0.08827012407984662,0.0,0.11938297874150648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020637582906009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658011064139238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897559635971564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558173212400674,0.0,0.0,0.1011086369695416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713220796018217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471575030420654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194182987323056,0.0,0.13007564584770795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606793522439146,0.12157123621270227,0.0,0.12686233681257866,0.0,0.0,0.3168293361331943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880095984308404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485392179598986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746916945037728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085706827899924,0.11438529225545073,0.11562822277249166,0.09104334243194788,0.10400991946161467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680459464102276,0.0,0.11299726906295883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076803189539563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986050585515116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518067214190615,0.07320749795239599,0.11225113537086567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513800793510127,0.0,0.0,0.11893943466511485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272546878729304,0.0,0.5154692802090871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831761687155574,0.0,0.0,0.08116071043306483,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BilliePetRock12,2019/10/19,What if autistic people had their own country? What do you think it would be like?,1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,85.875,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.5730249999999999,65,2,13,0,2,19,15,16,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821332175795944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422645289598557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011888088140518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556376180333401,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,deathro_tull,2019/10/19,"Husband recently diagnosed. Advice? My husband is 29 years old and has recently been diagnosed as autistic (after returning to college and having unexplained terror-meltdowns during a couple exams). What are some things I can do to help him (and understand the whole thing better)? I have anxiety and depression so our social struggles overlap quite a bit, but there's always going to be things I can't immediately understand about his feelings or thoughts. He's honestly very relieved at the diagnosis because he's spent his whole life alternately feeling like an alien, or trying to ""pretend to be normal"" which is so hard. What online resources are trustworthy? Help!",8.212105263157895,10.232709640350881,8.081535087719299,62.50282894736844,62.24561403508772,10.96315789473684,39.68859649122807,10.9516,5.287775438596492,545,29,72,15,8,175,86,114,0.076,0.733,0.191,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,5,0,13,3,0,0,0,14,20,10,0,1,3,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,8,4,9,15,4,9,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,3,7,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343246752979972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064839978638534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011543989052904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571440427177233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886630797292254,0.1714188495794757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373323547119915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523610788018214,0.318732233419566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878220333804796,0.11217098206989937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923479319941946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065389026371145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048662875146093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090377906829878,0.07670921127795255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384058725523847,0.0,0.0,0.16475999940030495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700393821595022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31006517751663537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005621250651636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414534237538966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129397902309835,0.0,0.0,0.12465174305238025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660234102556508,0.0,0.0,0.32691465732530417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295531660376512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35060151343109275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111200249128384 autism,waghkunal93,2019/10/19,"[M]ale Volunteers Needed - FOCUS + Fragile Kids Partners During the fall, FOCUS+Fragile Kids partners with **Camp Twin Lakes** to provide a weeklong overnight camp for teens and young adults. Camp takes place in Winder, GA. Our campers are 14-29 and have a range of developmental disabilities – which can include **Autism, Spina Bifida, Down Syndrome**, etc. **Overall our campers are just teens and young adults who want to have a weekend away from their parents and the opportunity to have fun with peers!** Campers who attend our weeklong overnight camp have the opportunity to practice social interactions to make new friends, learn new skills that increase independence, and grow in confidence by trying new activities that have been adapted to meet their needs. For many campers – and counselors, this is the best weekend of the entire year! A pivotal piece of providing this opportunity to our campers are the volunteers who serve as counselors for the week. W**e are looking for males who would like to serve as a counselor, friend, and mentor to our campers.** Counselors stay overnight in cabins and are provided meals for the weekend, experience to put on their resume, and memories to last a lifetime. We ask counselors arrive **Friday, October 25th around 7:00 pm for training. Then stay through Sunday October 27th until around 4:30 pm** after parent pick up. Our only requirements are that volunteers are 18 & up, pass a background check, and most importantly have a passion to make a positive impact in someone’s life! [https://imgur.com/a/AVpyTQn](https://imgur.com/a/AVpyTQn)",6.3778213205645145,10.176393488281253,4.500957661290325,77.50150201612905,75.0546875,7.0532258064516125,32.47681451612903,8.155646560271837,3.0851233870967745,1287,62,186,24,31,366,151,256,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.9905,2,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,7,0,3,6,3,9,0,0,17,0,17,3,0,4,0,27,25,14,0,4,1,2,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,7,10,15,1,1,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,10,9,41,23,5,35,0,0,1,1,29,12,0,1,16,111,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306154251890104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26794536201125896,0.14069274512760613,0.0,0.14139524312742008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793548201256946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678419874520998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472132340981832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325445165417521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226737166032376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629924706522843,0.07352437825218075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637810836843072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091349846863266,0.15257856422676552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231806446781844,0.0,0.4360477561379317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445842061870505,0.0,0.0,0.3342143345663832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723550691681598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128929519127432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341095696186427,0.1275141385292139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208158289142078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315370003689597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217639724819257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876599874718838,0.0,0.12071821331202386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069075090048009,0.0,0.0,0.09691400802006814 autism,notmyrealife,2019/10/19,"Is co-sleeping okay? My son is autistic with developmental delays. He will not sleep unless he is close to me. I am getting a lot of negative feedback for this from friends, family, and even my therapist. I feel like if it helps my child sleep, that it is not a problem. Do any other parents sleep with their children so they will sleep or is it just me?",2.974190476190476,4.846555942857143,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,75.28571428571428,6.9523809523809526,27.380952380952376,7.793537801064563,1.6035238095238094,276,11,56,4,6,90,52,70,0.049,0.782,0.16899999999999998,0.7916,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,9,4,4,0,0,14,11,5,0,2,6,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,2,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772632481249365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434295036529132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632004489364227,0.0,0.08753377271250633,0.12367568963054425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375070589738386,0.0,0.09044712378768756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603749244445136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457681684469909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717891829736313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922272940856564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565075463483098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8662162102384464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100359434713072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rocketarm9,2019/10/19,"Getra Thunberg I find it weird seeing ppl from my school who thought it was funny when I had meltdowns and mocked me for liking maths and science, support Greta Thunberg. It's great there supporting climate change but does it mean that to them, autism is only acceptable if your special interest is climate change and you are completely verbal?",10.433551912568305,9.829954868852461,8.589180327868853,69.69830601092899,57.68852459016394,10.756284153005463,41.6448087431694,9.725611199111238,4.306208743169399,281,13,42,4,3,84,51,61,0.042,0.67,0.28800000000000003,0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,7,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,28,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009639659457237,0.0,0.2482594627201449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720788851926428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641275035928265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26105093064726065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567881191866998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579229774417037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800819595623916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239634133946715,0.18868310860594156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373905740178336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879769756417126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Tyrannosaurus__Wreck,2019/10/19,"Can we get an ""Autistic Minor"" flair? Like, I'm not an adult, but I wouldn't want to really be called a ""child"" either. I think using minor instead of child in a flair is broader and includes more people.",3.4391869918699167,4.549800073170736,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,72.65853658536584,6.442276422764228,23.422764227642283,6.42735559955562,0.6749447154471538,157,4,31,1,3,52,34,41,0.037000000000000005,0.915,0.048,0.1071,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137932403227253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628857685050961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458236432827305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488350030814585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223438452263437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224112777621589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345776746476804,0.0,0.0,0.2967829409834817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BlissfulDoughnut,2019/05/25,"Videos that show/simulate sensory overload? One of the autism support groups I attend are going to be talking about sensory processing & sharing our experiences. I had in mind to find some videos I could share that visualizes sensory overload in some ways? I managed to find one years back, which I can't find anymore - It was an art/animation where there was a gradual build up of noises starting from a gentle guitar and nature noises playing to also including hustle & bustle, plane noises etc. To visualize what it is like not to have a sensory hearing ""filter"". So I thought I would ask here if anyone perhaps has seen the video I know of or have other videos that do sort of the same thing? Thanks!",6.197854113655641,7.571029175572523,6.660712468193385,73.2336301950806,66.40458015267176,9.486344359626802,32.876166242578456,9.725611199111238,3.3609789652247675,566,24,94,12,9,184,93,131,0.038,0.82,0.142,0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,16,22,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,2,9,6,15,14,4,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,5,4,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717899731762585,0.0,0.3988206931296384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252104927572027,0.12868703701384002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205521689333764,0.0,0.0,0.14151758815658647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694323669281475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525642262995086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800292182753259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046354806147948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459579055439444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742966307733607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011451349320926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899140381094503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858308095707549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494243908017695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026647354200085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884964044180515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792666805928364,0.0,0.16944192550436554,0.0,0.0,0.1222698889134985,0.0,0.0,0.14610946180387158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608464453073944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307387572306191,0.0,0.0,0.11851755863297656 autism,mosqueet,2019/05/25,"As an autistic person, do you feel that you can relate/understand what’s going on with other autistic people? Essentially, if you are a high functioning autistic person, do you understand what’s going through the minds of the extremely low functioning, highly involved autistic kids ? My mom used to work in special needs and would always explain the spectrum to me, but I can never seem to understand.",7.505142857142857,9.469124942857146,7.2328571428571475,68.14214285714287,63.85714285714286,9.6,36.85714285714286,9.888512548439397,4.263228571428572,326,16,45,7,5,103,51,70,0.025,0.9420000000000001,0.033,0.1314,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,15,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,14,0,8,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,1,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627640015264278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890678656891123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223404502507244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41334747040558667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751132264223967,0.2290972101209955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504305961468913,0.1508672431931776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356120205612092,0.3415999171472741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807688528777513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109137716677839,0.0,0.1689450772690999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240711974114445,0.0,0.0,0.13895642450715584,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mewiodas,2019/05/25,"My parents are the least autism-friendly folks I’ve met Constantly yelling. Constantly loud. Have to have every light on in the house. Constantly have to have the TV on. Constantly fighting. I’ve had four or five meltdowns in the 3 days since I’ve gotten home. I don’t know how I’m going to stand this at all. They say I’m the bad guy, insinuate I’m a terrible child. If I ask something, they say one thing, then change their mind when I’ve made plans, then y’all at me for having plans. All the yelling is super overstimulating. I’m so exhausted.",1.3410419580419592,3.8477491181818197,2.620909090909091,91.34290209790213,85.0909090909091,6.293706293706293,22.097902097902107,7.61054688173877,0.9807692307692308,433,15,92,8,13,139,72,110,0.11599999999999999,0.847,0.037000000000000005,-0.8147,1,0,1,0,4,0,16.0,0,1,3,3,3,5,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,2,8,19,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,3,4,6,8,1,10,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,8,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825735703376673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141344773102475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907965084592245,0.0,0.0,0.7317419271538994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917394693242577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262877257092454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078812467271855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620779694380112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761742389161033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980529909249464,0.0,0.0,0.19533059857761534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303386447793617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018027858431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709282247241854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147109793611085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796945508207533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692422990755606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003318097823655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032282084188668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246453210574987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ninasayswhat,2019/05/25,"I can’t do this anymore, I need a job for rural living or an isolated job I can’t live like this anymore, I cannot live In this society. I’ve tried to get a diagnosis, but my doctors lost the essays and questionnaires I filled out, they’ve told me that in order to get a diagnosis my case will get sent to a board of funding to see if I can get funding for a diagnosis but the doctors don’t know anything about autism and have told me that they’ve never once been successful In getting funding before, ever. I wanted a diagnosis so I could go back to uni and actually finish this time, study biology so I could get a job working in nature, anything so I can escape this society. But realistically it’s going to take years and I don’t think I can do it. Im so overloaded all the time I can’t hold down a job to even try saving for university. It’s just not going to happen. Surely, someone out there needs someone to live in a rural area, there has to be rural areas that need people to move in? I would be a lighthouse keeper but I don’t like the ocean. I like the woods. I’ve even tried to be a lumberjack but I don’t think a 5ft tall female would really excel in that job market. I just can’t live like this anymore I need hope or something to work towards I just feel so lost without purpose and depressed. I can’t live inside these concrete boxes In this concrete world. I can not do it.",2.3880670103092783,3.924631831615123,4.5882345360824734,83.76317654639178,76.04467353951891,7.049312714776633,24.839776632302407,7.793537801064563,1.314499312714776,1097,37,227,16,24,381,129,291,0.044000000000000004,0.845,0.111,0.9584,5,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,6,15,12,0,0,18,0,28,2,0,0,4,41,55,18,0,11,14,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,4,0,3,6,14,3,0,0,6,2,26,9,31,41,1,30,0,3,1,0,3,16,0,4,11,150,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.08364596153247231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25502022500953714,0.0,0.0,0.14107310299853992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590992713390477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729375756349749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687370099223647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738266329099582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754668887558556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322855618062005,0.07753457533273367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334033129990067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686968598707345,0.0,0.14614227864720253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579793188653693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851348301449983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258744679703088,0.0,0.42529702870989056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471069960996429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750505085069,0.0,0.4541301311970885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713718322982395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110200936471972,0.0,0.2542278229642849,0.06610907632449814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128420802103776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059424333792067366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054911542951083206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830415435958405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452529267589174,0.06598797811466986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078584255425293,0.0,0.06444738714285493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098460602796304,0.0,0.0,0.09996279249113896,0.0,0.0,0.16380966337545308,0.0,0.17458559008240734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055722158901447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826266813998873,0.0,0.1248038069611256,0.0,0.0,0.12177966109926695,0.0,0.0,0.055197970480845925 autism,SpoonLord23,2019/05/25,"Been working with an autistic teenager, what are things I should know Hello there, I've been working as a Paraprofessional Teaching Aide for a 17 year old boy at a local high school. He's very well behaved, gentle, and a diligent student. I find that he doesn't initiate conversations, when I ask him questions he responds with short answers which is fine. I enjoy working with him. Being this is my first real up close experience with someone on the spectrum, I was wondering if there's anything I should or shouldn't do. Thank you!",6.003852813852808,7.527128000000005,5.897431457431459,77.97090909090913,66.97979797979798,7.6773448773448765,34.34487734487736,7.957251820313856,2.6759483405483397,428,20,73,5,7,134,75,99,0.023,0.8590000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.8289,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,16,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,10,4,9,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,4,4,50,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392695793967712,0.0,0.2089485795044116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186324257243467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428106113429606,0.19011467227734344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614708431297898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283342899706726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345326682765169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503786393643712,0.0,0.0,0.2543995396312189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262006979041808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893764890879228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577492668866856,0.0,0.0,0.14848791025311248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844164228275952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095935209468505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238346597398144,0.4881465863954543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393097733295288 autism,Dent18,2019/05/25,"Anyone else have people act overly nice/patronizing to them? i guess it's better than being bullied but hey i wanna kill myself anyway so",1.459230769230771,3.837923384615386,3.684153846153848,77.91084615384621,103.6153846153846,3.6184615384615375,12.892307692307696,5.6839178017228535,-0.27594461538461523,112,2,16,1,5,38,25,26,0.303,0.632,0.065,-0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869674467048293,0.4205124198973635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629733222227056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34284397503421543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521116753737568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540566428370029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28452585729147645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,knightoftheidotic,2019/05/25,"Helping a friend Hi all so I am helping a friend that has autism and other issues including depression. He is an Adult capable of making his own decisions. I have noticed a pattern of behavior that is trauma based due to his dysfunctional family. He is an adult but at the core I see his behavior as attention seeking. How without being insensitive tell him what his family is to afraid to tell him? This being That he needs to grow up and take responsibility for his actions and stop wallowing in self pity. That yes his trauma is valid but he needs to move past this to heal He has a trauma centered identy,that is not healthy for him. It triggers the depression when the focus is off him and he gets jealous of other family members when they receive positive attention. He has always attracted negative behavior due to Alcoholism in the family home. He was the "" Good Child"" but is suffering from the abuse from Alcohol in the house. The are afraid to tell him in to grow up because the mother in the situation will have know one to rerescue she would have to face her own issues. Yet the only way he can heal is hearing someone to tell him to grow up and get help. In my location their is a scheme called the Ndis (national disability insurance scheme ) He is able to make simple phone calls but percives he isn't disabled enough to deserve help or puts it into a to hard basket. So he needs to access the help but sometimes I get frustrated because he won't ask for help until it is to late. The core of getting him to grow up is to get him access to the help he needs to stop the family over care.",5.269102740774767,6.287933279742767,6.23523197060175,76.73645230439446,68.29260450160771,9.910947787475118,30.565150819170114,10.07000556051586,3.0815060787015764,1274,49,237,31,21,423,152,311,0.14400000000000002,0.722,0.134,-0.7782,0,0,2,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,6,16,2,2,24,1,29,5,1,4,1,30,46,18,0,5,8,1,1,0,2,3,4,1,1,4,12,6,2,2,4,0,0,8,5,11,0,1,1,3,23,5,48,40,4,35,0,4,1,0,57,16,0,1,10,160,35,0,0.09051516886341754,0.10724567395320468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934663761887328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531587151335968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461946423765926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103544136154324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184852215224246,0.0,0.0922862471760294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592116461777064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352636566571014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42664822780348144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986358986258388,0.0,0.23645219927655964,0.0,0.0,0.0759198291795353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810838123105723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201717375116703,0.0,0.4246928679789349,0.0,0.09079409452577022,0.0,0.0,0.10444235206918326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894863942850296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974476963116629,0.0,0.1021050530411811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083915615627265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620329980706814,0.0,0.2684634031947358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305211968150067,0.0,0.0,0.0613354209728341,0.06884086469035028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640697068497348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099274516512902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212887054572534,0.0,0.09442706174935947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174284223939087,0.0,0.0,0.07669320884514848,0.0,0.08952181647279481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134946834156734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805614223353565,0.0,0.31645698881676004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184672790946765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725339274300116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429937895350601,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Octonaughty,2019/05/25,"Mother in law is a piano teacher and has a 9 year old student with ASD. Any tips/hints/suggestions about how to best use their time together? He is non verbal and currently plays C-G with one finger, but little else. Trying to help him have fun and learn a little something along the way. Thanks.",3.2912068965517283,5.269349155172417,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,74.6896551724138,6.708965517241379,21.944827586206884,7.554174236665415,0.8700372413793098,233,6,45,3,5,74,50,58,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.9428,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,2,0,11,6,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,7,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,24,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373314030084288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29897165615570354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379867919307752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909539590206691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710638552840027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989413091021625,0.0,0.19304701449519265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932016991084796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622859596352078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612008172019982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341978329406692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460511666018475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261302866138996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834580875255184 autism,Pizza_Again,2019/05/25,"I Need All The Advice I Can Get Re: Dating & Autism 2 nights ago i finally found out why my boyfriend reacts the way he does and doesn't react the way he does at times in different situations. I've spent 2 months confused, often feeling either hurt or feeling he didn't care about me when the reality is he never meant to hurt me and he certainly has cared all along. It's been difficult for him mostly because of Autism, partially because we're also very different.. ages, different experiences in life so far. &#x200B; Tomorrow i see him again after a really difficult situation leading up to finally finding this out when we talked afterwards. All i care about is him, getting it right and being the best partner, friend and whatever support he needs from me. I feel horrible i didn't understand any of it, not knowing i put pressure on him and expected him to respond / feel / act in certain ways i'm used to in a relationship. Nothing about this knowledge changes how i feel about him, if anything i feel thankful i finally understand better how to enjoy time with him and be a positive in his life in the small ways i'm learning will help. &#x200B; If there's any advice anyone has, anything helpful for someone like me, who truly does love their partner and wants things to be as amazing as possible with them i'm all ears. He is a great person and he deserves a partner who cares enough to try their best to get it right with him. ###",5.9299275362318875,6.854185181159419,6.46536231884058,76.0194927536232,66.7536231884058,9.756521739130434,34.89855072463768,9.861636050157227,3.538407246376812,1154,54,206,25,18,376,155,276,0.07400000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.214,0.9912,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,3,4,13,23,0,2,11,0,14,4,1,6,7,54,44,19,0,6,5,0,6,1,4,1,2,1,0,4,9,15,0,0,14,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,6,8,29,17,35,34,9,39,0,2,1,1,34,15,0,6,18,129,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795514442823178,0.07164314541587287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463270977966633,0.0,0.26270931229621475,0.19641328564711108,0.1099224180496887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565120843823321,0.0,0.13301797452525838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853574536089386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963379276215682,0.071479811558848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329610528627849,0.0,0.08549814661127203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332295556982953,0.0,0.0,0.21218161348017886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350993720904971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790586729677079,0.0,0.0,0.24519385888149545,0.0,0.0,0.26560712640540074,0.07386914156125646,0.0,0.0,0.08861630893250766,0.062442283115139476,0.0,0.12667727334838666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910569325821198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834553592182594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304160020941872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444172352770081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141728522156989,0.039485171363849214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294431706849049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451073605251613,0.0,0.0,0.1198558384266388,0.06233431634740087,0.0,0.0,0.07584525095725407,0.0,0.07755015156372415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056998208828881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111379511315104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124766081876053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051776150564189515,0.0,0.0,0.08677175632953829,0.0,0.13804178052086882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440405769387877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816929013846391,0.0,0.0,0.06847956733303323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917149759427414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496104457564288,0.0,0.07440933146186053,0.0,0.0,0.05369403507949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942550202868766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054872311070049085,0.0,0.0,0.1682755049986249,0.0,0.0698035946633138,0.0,0.06668598042535373,0.04767045645451616,0.2566085271757797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292859065850517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641328564711108,0.0 autism,letitgopeople,2019/05/25,"Underrepresented perspective on autism I nested this question in another post and cannot find a single article representing those on the spectrum, so I’m hoping you all can provide your experience and thoughts. How do those diagnosed with autism feel about the public opinion that vaccines cause autism? I really am not trying to offend, but instead educate myself on a perspective I cannot find elsewhere.",8.40565217391304,10.687508115942027,8.261565217391304,60.4106086956522,62.04347826086956,11.317101449275365,38.43768115942029,11.20814326018867,5.299606376811594,336,17,45,10,5,108,52,69,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.3576,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,15,9,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,0,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977878679623988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29173555836808657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882434765710586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777963322562296,0.0,0.0,0.14359367992607344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191227179088886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206576146845314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719835447364375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31813335766773243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193101635987605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254560286707089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281030386013165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iLoveBabyElephants,2019/05/25,"An interesting trend I noticed about the all-time top posts of /r/autism and /r/aspergers /r/autism top posts are almost entirely positive. Sharing cute photos of diagnosed children, accomplishments by autistic people, etc. /r/aspergers is a lot more negative. It's mostly people being resentful and upset about their condition. /r/autism top posts tend to be picture-based. /r/aspergers is almost all text. Why might this be?",4.5441095890410965,8.015026767123294,5.03782191780822,71.94604794520549,82.6986301369863,8.947397260273975,29.217808219178075,9.120678840339163,3.9091216438356167,346,16,49,11,10,110,52,73,0.122,0.654,0.22399999999999998,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,2,5,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,4,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,0,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431789670371921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460419906013546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24679630385431364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881324317983636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347532047405749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193957889955204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068285727440351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6358025543173496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996793674099155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xplodingturtle,2019/05/25,"Putting on the mask (18 m) Everytime i go to a place where people dont know i have autism, i put on my ""public mask"". And apearently my ""mask"" has become so good that when i eventually tell them i have autism theyre all shocked. Does anyone else experience it like this? Also how many ""masks"" do you have? And when do you put them on? I have 4 masks; 1 for public places 1 for my friend group 1 for school/work And 1 for my family. The only time im my true self is with my 3 best friends and when im all by myself. Is it a bad thing i have so many masks? If so/not why(not)?",-0.26918769230769257,1.5369615520000046,1.8480000000000023,98.93938461538464,85.48,5.446153846153847,16.015384615384615,6.67199483983844,-0.5931476923076922,434,8,112,5,13,145,74,125,0.047,0.785,0.168,0.9403,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,3,11,13,12,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,18,6,10,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,5,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440572993963782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877506346184833,0.15939531011641175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298907527785706,0.0,0.17180994964330487,0.0,0.0,0.16325646783917278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613647844235574,0.0,0.18232168917686328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995507180372992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217297792612508,0.14665337419665678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403791466122419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841149830944382,0.13048101916341534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336075021071725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549476875368835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600147946847703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31543814152733146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183146258620528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784957854558043,0.0,0.3250658199289029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691590953483088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574406618551908,0.0,0.0,0.16228881685872354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597116480777996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335085207229198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071153475722946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325358756851699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Eden987,2018/11/10,"What sort of resources are available to me? There is a strong possiblity that i have HFA, and ive been doing a lot of research about how to cope and work with said condition, but i cant seem to find anything helpful. If its true, then im just now learning this at 18 years old and knowing my family they wont be helpful at all. Its very scary to me that this is a possibility, and if its true, id like to know what, if anything i can do do help make my own life a little easier, or if ill just have life stuck on hard mode forever.",6.992105263157897,4.15149610526316,7.896736842105267,79.05615789473687,66.01754385964911,11.225263157894735,34.20350877192982,9.3871,2.6522477192982463,412,13,97,6,5,141,78,114,0.09699999999999999,0.695,0.20800000000000002,0.9379,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,14,3,0,2,3,25,20,12,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,9,4,12,15,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,8,5,66,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32525599368950664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863026438860128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062507061355834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703259530208207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973902971442105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134682045765612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721834283712668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279175837944599,0.09654927233545076,0.19807151097529266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801315058737393,0.0,0.0,0.1319157845373608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737350556830467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455835096590302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798600714675776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799097809889024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630607811148768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387287649650127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726359849458624 autism,fess432,2018/11/10,"No hair left from my daughter's burnnnnn For those of you who don't think kids on the spectrum can be sarcastic, I give you my daughter who, having entered her teen years, is dripping with it. Exhibit one: my baldness. I am not bald. But I might as well be. I am pre bald. I am Bald In Waiting. It's coming. Like old age or hipster backlash. I live in constant fear of this because I have pictures of my relatives. Every single one of my uncles is bald as a bat. When they stand together for a family photo, they look like a row of chess pawns. So I know it's a matter of time. That leaves me constantly checking my hairline. One morning, my 13 year old ASD daughter saw me doing it. ""What are you doing?"" she asked. ""Checking to see if I'm bald yet,"" I said. ""You know who else is bald,"" she said. I said I didn't know. ""Homer Simpson."" Then she paused. ""He's cool."" ""Maybe I'll still be cool, when I lose my hair,"" I smiled at her. ""Maybe,"" she said walking away. ""You'll be cooler."" That's my kid. And I was about to run after her and give her a big hug. Until she said, ""Cooler than now, anyway.""",-0.4489085545722702,1.7617558495575238,1.4975575221238948,97.74353392330386,92.27433628318585,4.075280235988201,18.5952802359882,5.6839178017228535,-0.3726833038348083,826,25,187,6,30,271,132,226,0.047,0.871,0.081,0.7402,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,5,2,1,9,8,0,1,6,2,21,10,9,0,0,15,39,12,0,1,4,3,2,2,0,2,0,5,0,2,12,4,0,1,4,1,2,4,4,2,1,3,8,12,41,6,23,25,1,28,0,1,3,1,33,7,0,3,18,122,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657860037128227,0.0,0.117160693168659,0.0,0.0,0.0760165713644121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741886858448954,0.0,0.26951495747014503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041716831170984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050659697005087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175570034537806,0.14032329245982628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392491216299567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055972229901813,0.0,0.0,0.13204035220263888,0.13548799993941818,0.0,0.0,0.12184521813166528,0.0,0.11011326646540756,0.0,0.10471743214477268,0.13950852024629204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505578282612591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228805326738508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170544230420395,0.0,0.2535018719847021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930960299450957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993705508577286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958637863119416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990336475051127,0.0,0.0,0.072714155151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212117380402416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060670933819038 autism,jhicks1,2018/11/10,"Autism Funding - Individualized funding for children with Autism If you need an extra $500, $5,000, $50,000 or more we can help you right now using our unique Cooperative Crowdfunding system. 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That’s it - So please join us and begin raising money in minutes [https://651820.coopmf.com/page.php?id...](https://www.youtube.com/redirect?v=qjA9y_AKmf4&redir_token=rrb0kRgzXNOXFEteoBEJfcVT4ON8MTU0MTk0ODE5MkAxNTQxODYxNzky&q=https%3A%2F%2F651820.coopmf.com%2Fpage.php%3Fid%3Dhome&event=video_description) ![video](fo5tazmbqix11 ""Raise Funds FAST Through CO-OP Fundraising!"")",21.279263803680976,25.52698125153375,11.616079754601223,40.81319938650307,34.030674846625764,9.46478527607362,32.864417177914106,9.3871,2.935697423312884,1196,27,124,12,10,288,100,163,0.013000000000000001,0.848,0.138,0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,114.0,3,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,21,13,9,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,0,16,12,9,18,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,5,7,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8151267656670133,0.1142672614534882,0.1278990231388979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077166171098425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971954856750752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606425924507902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358587926994474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27891389080126033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023262775014876,0.0,0.0,0.20029620150140734,0.0,0.07152063628941285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322620624692086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030849936812898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786205281306597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311692584955395,0.08121920648603041,0.0,0.0,0.05546643643121034,0.074643508888373,0.07543213842307775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142672614534882,0.0 autism,Darkidabunny,2018/11/10,"An interesting title As I'm wiriting this, I'm 5 minutes away from taking a test that will define my next 5 years If I win it, I will officially be a physics student. And I have my hopes up. I have to thank you, and r/aspergers for a little help that you guys gave me. I posted about it a while ago and even though I didn't respond to anything, just know that the people that commented helped me. I feel very much accomplished just by being here, a couple of weeks ago I wouldn't've been able to even think about getting out of my home to come here, but now I am here, thanks to my professors, guides, my girlfriend and you guys. Thank you a ton, for as small a help as it may have seen, it was a huge deal for me :) ",4.1769021339220025,3.930270384105963,5.019558498896249,88.95787343635028,70.32450331125828,8.300515084621045,26.049300956585725,7.793537801064563,1.0864033848417955,552,14,130,6,9,180,92,151,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,2,11,6,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,26,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,21,6,20,16,2,15,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,3,7,90,30,4,0.165186129829426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29285507466607297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593411007919565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519780656962678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422932242685244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277531076585654,0.0,0.0,0.17029964655551766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182077616896836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352307052961727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630293502979246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271204781149356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321623425514641,0.0,0.16569515667269105,0.1640670989227989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907819769637501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655598980424672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143081198432674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756773230693792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451926355029356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820265071284584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419941196422185,0.0,0.0,0.4562435846714194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584460207111047,0.1622945338616203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629585680028247,0.0,0.0,0.13250234947541312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637445177014583 autism,ilostallmykarma,2018/11/10,"Noise cancelling headphones? Hey all, my 10 year old son was recently diagnosed with autism. He's a great kid but one of his triggers is my 4 month old newborn's cry. I'm working with him on his coping skills but our house is small so there is really no getting away from the noise. I was curious about the headphones. I looked online and they look like they each have different noise reduction specs on decibels. Does anyone know the specs needed to drown out a high pitched baby's cry? Some of them I see drown out background noise but allow conversations to be heard, I'm no expert but that doesn't seem likely to drown out a baby in the next room over. Any help would be great, thank you!",3.3190931372549035,5.41059703676471,3.4932352941176497,90.20372549019608,74.95588235294117,6.5921568627450995,23.098039215686285,7.492282038375204,0.8728745098039221,551,16,111,7,12,169,94,136,0.196,0.66,0.14400000000000002,-0.8868,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,3,2,3,5,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,2,1,19,21,6,3,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,13,5,17,15,3,17,0,0,3,0,16,11,0,2,8,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116650508593657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994211011455035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611639208490278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768489554516867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410564766410547,0.0,0.17921883530807622,0.0,0.0,0.15011249792253334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962059256900817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37823856576598497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497710925009187,0.18123742939745333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979297614989257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427181783874143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676078602790072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880944366110693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369185704571295,0.0,0.0,0.12719193007623422,0.0,0.0,0.1824307109483564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599968048034493,0.0,0.11623737884175166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989049192138968,0.0,0.16937131827064755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669215468113444,0.15616012790881875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792750037970282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248804076843893,0.0,0.0,0.12185440569517435,0.0,0.0,0.11046369858166312 autism,dizneedave,2018/11/10,"The only job I've been able to hold for any length of time is changing dramatically, and I don't know what to do. I was 30 years old before I found a stable job that I could do every day and I've been doing it for 18 years now. Recently the company I work for has been reorganizing and the department I work for has been eliminated. The job I do isn't being eliminated, just the department. The job has been absorbed into another department. But now I am expected to learn and perform all of the rest of the duties of everyone in the department, even though at my age and seniority level I would never realistically have to perform them. Ever since the reorganization started I have had to train employee after employee how to do ""my"" job and in the end I will have to learn how to do ""their"" job but I don't think that I can. I sit at a computer and they work with people. I am not good with people, or change, and have been just sick every day thinking about what I will do when I can't do my job anymore. It's the only thing I am good at. I have been struggling with depression and anxiety over this, and it is obvious that the company that I have worked for 28 years just doesn't care about their employees anymore. I don't know what to do. I don't drive and I don't know how to proceed at this point. It took so long just to get to where I am, and now I don't know what to do. Everyone I have worked with has always said I was really good at my job and that they were happy with me and now it doesn't seem to matter. I will probably delete this later but I just wanted somebody to hear me. I know what sub I am in. Any similar experiences or kind thoughts would help me a little. Thank you.",4.707117153679653,4.600415877840913,6.2670292207792215,79.98587121212124,69.19886363636364,10.000216450216447,28.12554112554113,9.842372674337009,2.3015961580086577,1327,40,290,29,21,457,145,352,0.086,0.862,0.052000000000000005,-0.889,11,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,5,7,20,9,0,1,16,0,57,1,0,3,4,58,75,25,0,5,11,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,19,20,0,2,12,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,15,2,44,7,42,53,2,44,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,3,23,219,63,18,0.08141305280488982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774218179734984,0.0,0.0,0.1107273353597264,0.08536868440076804,0.062280762558415935,0.0,0.16147974408514976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927651158228645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300603323012483,0.0,0.17224842976401722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500169802430497,0.0,0.0,0.10500936785067816,0.0,0.07012094308513672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210780011082424,0.0,0.0,0.05377255355284196,0.07364276724725874,0.1371880166085899,0.1555873216696055,0.0,0.07963758758321017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926521024196739,0.0,0.0,0.042534959890717386,0.0,0.0,0.20485621822984096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666570858037073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175842743156094,0.0,0.054569453181617295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.646319141349791,0.0,0.0,0.08477916631818994,0.22371242343149467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159726688688652,0.0,0.07204798981296197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279076527863442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542930376916719,0.0,0.0,0.12383659054156362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288311991115245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696164992483531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777704066958378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215528632717277,0.0,0.08038556790095605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744245661895087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411538561314841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734571857947896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057624577805984165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511059946055788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495420083413824,0.0,0.0,0.05408721473336904,0.10433239384476248,0.07998791102415763,0.06463287000083744,0.04747260579695898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045289724093153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801952788378815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963483603336947,0.0,0.0,0.1156669937159914,0.0,0.0,0.1572820103236906 autism,Mauricejuhh14,2018/11/10,Its so fucking hard to just open a book and learn.. So I've got 5 exams next week. But I'm just really bad and just open the book and learn... Has anyone got tips?,-0.8374999999999986,1.0012113611111104,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,88.16666666666669,4.711111111111111,11.777777777777779,5.985473137389443,-1.3790888888888893,123,1,32,1,4,41,26,36,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.6970000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,5,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,14,1,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538562608047744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30313547760006976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356381844282445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807359570496471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32522566555566584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386112751335432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325821127418793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912205503846165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Poopybeans227,2018/11/10,"My difficulty with social skills is giving me a hard time getting where I want to be so, this has been a tense few months for me. I have to stay in uni for a few more years since I failed some subjects and right now I having a hard time with the subjects they are allowing me to take. The thing is in one of the subjects im taking this sem, one skill needed is social skills or soft skills. Which I thought I had down, I mean I'm in the mild side of the spectrum so it thought I'd be able to deal with my weirdness.....or yea so I thought. Alright im just gonna go an and say it. The course im taking or program has something to do with therapy. Right can you guys believe it, im in a course right now that requires me to be a therapist(not a psychologist btw a speech therapist), and I didn't foresee that my social skills would actually get in the way. Most of the time when I ask my teachers what is it that I'm doing wrong or I'm lacking in, they'd just say that im awkward, which is really vague to me. Cause what does that mean? I understand that approaching someone at random and then engaging with small talk is weird, or just talking to someone randomly and talking about yourself I weird, I know that when talking to people you have to maintain eye contact. Another problem I have according to my friends is that I can be monotone a lot when I talk to other people(like Holt in B99 I guess) but it cant be that bad??? I mean since I can tell that holt is monotone I should be able to tell if im monotone most of the times meaning I shouldn't be monotone since id stop myself but aside from that what other sort of awkward is there? Recently I asked this one teacher to further elaborate what they meant and she told me that when I talk to other people I seem distant or impersonal. She described me as being guarded and I should try to seem more open with people. I should try to connect with people more. Like improve my ""vibe"". I also I talked to my psychologist about it and she told me that it was also all about making the person im talking to feel comfortable. Anyhow - so there it is, basically I have to change myself somehow in the last remaining months that I have in this college, I hope it wont be the last remaining months though. I went into this course because I wanted to give back to the community, I know what it means to have people say that you don't have what it takes, but in my time staying in a rehab college I learned that you don't ever judge someone from their disability/condition. People have to look at one's ability and I hope that my professors do the same for me......because after understanding what I lack starting now I'm going to pour ever minute and second I have breathing to improve on those points, I know I means changing myself but me having to change isn't so bad in itself if it means that I can help people out and connect with them...….I just hope that towards the end of this semester after the culmination of this month when I have my final practical I hope they don't just take into account my past performances which I know were bad, I hope they see when I do well in the end, that I have the capacity to change and that I can get better, I just need a bit more time and more effort...…………………….. I hate it cause awhile ago with my therapist I cried and that was the second time I cried this week, the first when I asked my teacher what was wrong with me and when I talked to my therapist......the thing is I never ever thought id ever be in a position that there was something I want but i'd have to struggle so hard, harder than ever just to get there. Most of the times before when i'd see people saying stuff like ""I wanna do my passion"" i'd always say that just because your passionate about something doesn't mean that it's something meant for you and that people should do their best to find a middle ground or else they'd just be wasting their time and that not to feel bad because any job or profession is important to society and that they all play an important role, and that what's important is that you do your best. I don't know about you guys, I don't know if you'll say the same thing the head of the department told me, but i'm literally in a position where I want something but maybe im not fit for it which like I said I never thought i'd ever be in. Another thing im experiencing is having a hard time in a subject or failing for that matter. I've never ever failed a subject before EVER. So now it really feels like a punch in the gut. Before I used to judge people who failed, i'd say ""if your having a hard time that's because you didn't compensate for what ever your having a hard time with"" or ""you didn't manage your time well, all about priorities"" never did any other factor cross my mind...…….now I feel bad for judging others who have failed subjects or who's ever had a hard time in any subject cause now im trying as hard as I can and im wondering if anything will ever come out of that. If I don't make it this semester i'll have to change courses/programs which will suck but i'll have no choice ………",3.772598799563955,4.672496775647176,4.8481553474566255,85.7516138903847,71.65580057526367,7.747666767359698,26.751717253969716,7.996773504094717,1.4801977672414923,3999,130,840,53,73,1314,325,1043,0.085,0.7959999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.9921,1,0,5,0,0,1,97.0,0,15,10,16,60,41,2,3,48,2,95,7,4,7,18,167,174,67,0,27,35,0,13,4,1,11,1,9,0,3,89,37,0,3,32,1,1,7,21,20,2,7,24,27,124,21,108,125,22,115,0,5,4,2,69,41,1,35,68,595,213,13,0.06496904975676046,0.0,0.031700210332250074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0287955713006095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051955725617810165,0.027029726979843655,0.0,0.0,0.06627177257736509,0.068125713425766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026731996114007218,0.0,0.09110593701828937,0.0,0.0,0.024978594481419703,0.1356161069696842,0.09901132427700764,0.0,0.08292581421957251,0.03659893550393605,0.06818100944788046,0.028729922428013782,0.035464687749011035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001116659729048,0.17182160013520206,0.0279825418063182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136545044625088,0.0,0.03349011875890922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02842742663042067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027136652212697374,0.0,0.05754329424887135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32322523779306345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570060731708559,0.023206951063829813,0.0,0.03558520917323375,0.0296902672320513,0.027631320266823,0.0,0.0,0.025097463339688517,0.0,0.06788729399853312,0.062324232570644005,0.03692340818910615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03578536649125353,0.06432957367864489,0.0,0.0,0.2327980294406755,0.032071743025442405,0.03333849431087242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02177369228158194,0.0,0.0,0.16132231447594325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859774736521767,0.0,0.03223587849737531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711587197663673,0.052958446855319655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348119199538088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02727881946118819,0.0,0.0,0.027617181393996174,0.0,0.0,0.043367345205576883,0.0,0.03263507145723814,0.2830813660587833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032800109830064095,0.0,0.10371535134991228,0.0,0.0,0.04817372717479757,0.10021627277457028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880494190548086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031010154697020294,0.2252067936753973,0.028364234137266593,0.0,0.0,0.030708375936424087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031083303177697308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416208369017782,0.0,0.032074549355118775,0.0,0.0,0.08322482026112482,0.03090022204068601,0.18083098611652088,0.0,0.0,0.051771921084910084,0.05914538283169399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061460399564138,0.0,0.0,0.09934164672248384,0.08257209753955172,0.12504087150835588,0.0,0.0,0.02299271390584949,0.06924836263357327,0.0,0.02715851735906288,0.0,0.0339598785494049,0.0371870091312605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212159979769832,0.2349884754477855,0.0567858131141932,0.0,0.037148885252843065,0.15086814851334285,0.08632509957926016,0.0,0.03191588076006712,0.12894542098396872,0.2651878276629764,0.0,0.0,0.09312106684506892,0.0,0.0661645801566139,0.0,0.0,0.0676350720533888,0.0,0.02805619959171928,0.0,0.0,0.07664085767314692,0.02578470381828548,0.02605712642110181,0.0,0.05841497820053556,0.030113480010786738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522808153354623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023076074447050437,0.07103345689672186,0.0,0.02091896897469293 autism,9niebieski,2018/11/10,"Boyfriend's friends. I have Autism. &#x200B; I am in a discord server with ALL of my boyfriend's friends from his highschool. We live together, and everyone is at least 20 and I hoped they would be mature. Anyways, his friends like to make fun of people with disabilities, even children. Online, and in person, they have no problem saying stuff like: ""\_\_\_\_ is so Autistic he wears a helmet""... ""\_\_\_\_ is an Autist"" ... ""That's Autistic"". They don't even say the ""R"" word as much as they use Autism as an insult and a slur. They constantly laugh at and mock pictures of disabled people, and again, even children. &#x200B; None of them know I am on the spectrum. My boyfriend is so laid back and doesn't want to start conflict, so is hesitant to confront them. I am nervous and scared to go and hangout with them, afraid that something they say could upset me. But I want them to know how I feel. Do I express my disgust in anger to them on discord? Do I wait until we're all together in person? Do I try to convince my boyfriend to say something? &#x200B; Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.",2.555790031813359,5.259517512195128,2.794379639448572,90.90338282078474,81.1951219512195,4.931071049840933,27.44962884411453,6.280692351149826,1.1120413573700958,850,38,161,7,23,259,110,205,0.17300000000000001,0.68,0.147,-0.47,0,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,1,0,11,0,10,20,5,4,7,0,20,1,1,3,2,32,32,18,0,7,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,4,0,4,3,13,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,0,5,29,10,28,27,5,14,0,0,0,0,28,8,0,1,7,113,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705615880182463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561093240452244,0.3993649964704854,0.07450135217314721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424125348743479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839034533970072,0.0,0.08747098231215447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708070205833568,0.0,0.0,0.1046847719014112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055394445025659884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539264296071156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226279447372907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881311994601224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041744156079508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704635904444708,0.0,0.09673932582955927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731290049817977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053574175654593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190368382987804,0.19131890224742687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482961417893034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34849104674475245,0.10968395465914522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868202509729802,0.0,0.0,0.07754379622710643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541459308274167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086378932644327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438084867704177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462059298245012,0.0,0.0,0.12923709385531096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564986560271854,0.0,0.3993649964704854,0.0 autism,sara3d,2018/11/10,"My 4 year old son does not accept ‘no’ as a response My son is on the spectrum. He likes to play with the family members and when I say to him for example, last time we are having the race( he likes to race) he says no. Then he goes to his father ( he is eating dinner) and pull him to play what my son wants. He barely quit by asking to play one more time and again and again. Do you have any advice on how to make him understand that you have to play till a certain time and then you stop. I always use the reminders :2 more games or last one but he still insists. Also, at school he does not accept from friends when they say They dont want to play, he still runs after them or wait for friends to start the game. Thanks!",2.1010307017543863,3.3325509013157912,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,76.17105263157895,5.856140350877192,19.24561403508772,5.985473137389443,-0.3401596491228074,555,10,131,3,12,176,89,152,0.094,0.7879999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.4270000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,3,1,8,13,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,3,1,23,17,16,0,2,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,2,2,3,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,16,13,21,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,32,3,0,2,21,80,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744484547305454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884780727591855,0.13406495669942994,0.0,0.0,0.10956729637711286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506256859410893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819948365091191,0.0,0.18883173532825784,0.0,0.0,0.1648662414632327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518898342063698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489622139661237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626690195510276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743043321220707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754901929809513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690686010813414,0.0,0.218358505096916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137122063617347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843878737399792,0.0,0.1630622967764707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404174361393875,0.0,0.2573416826748555,0.13470374512027505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833788081006627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28185154382615696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773186449426802,0.0,0.13915616632825367,0.0,0.0,0.19006579816769287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375615972296988 autism,gooiweg90011,2019/05/16,"How do you deal with wondering thoughts? Tips to deal with moments where your thoughts start to wonder off, making you lose focus? Or moments when your head gets cloudy? Like pinching yourself or something? There are moments I need to fully focus, but I don't want to start using medicine.",4.783846153846152,7.587446615384617,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,73.23076923076924,4.929230769230768,29.63076923076923,5.6839178017228535,1.2777261538461535,232,10,39,1,5,66,37,52,0.08,0.8859999999999999,0.034,-0.3384,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,14,14,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,12,0,8,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,4,7,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732963102645164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992644007421055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355767451991026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214283143820697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679925252820085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322134731387574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020279539510186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671296881089912,0.0,0.0,0.3249426116684408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644620815862695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825095041314306,0.0,0.0,0.1353900661465952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978579242299477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,termina666,2019/05/16,"Anyone else have a kid who seems to prefer non-native language? Our (non-verbal) son loves Daniel Tiger, but seems to prefer watching videos in spanish over english. We only speak english at home. We lived in Texas for awhile, so I assume he picked it up from there. Just curious if anyone else has a kiddo who seems to prefer another language over their native one.",5.456764705882356,7.099495852941178,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176472,68.41176470588235,6.616470588235294,25.364705882352943,6.742157984588678,1.137596470588235,290,8,49,2,5,89,51,68,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,6,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,11,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,6,0,5,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280461438818569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041333470703403,0.4456667514611206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633523134674822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814959966195066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203832037873675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628367580382514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736968962803215,0.16540290589406076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939553131233432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,khaleesibrink,2019/05/16,"Need some input to help my 2.5 year old little dude So my son is 2 1/2 and was very recently diagnosed with ASD and then referred to a Speech therapist (which we’re totally game for) and 30-40 hours a week of ABA which we’re really not into at this point, but would really love input from you guys so we can make a good decision. Our dude man knows a few signs, leads us to things he wants and we’re pretty good at reading his needs but he is non verbal and we feel like a lot of his frustrations come from that, which is why we’re game for a speech therapist. However, for ABA the majority of my research has turned up inconsistent, between autistic parents saying it’s the best thing in the world and ASDs saying it’s essentially abuse, half and half. We did take a tour of an ABA clinic and were extremely turned off, there are no cameras in the building (I get it’s a HIPPA violation but who tf would drop their nonverbal kid off in a place with absolutely zero way to confirm his well being?) and it’s a drop off at 9 pick up at 5 type deal/ no parents allowed in the learning areas, which we are extremely uncomfortable with. The dr that diagnosed him spoke to us like ABA therapy was an absolute must but we just don’t feel right about it. Our guys has some issues with running off in public places/eloping, has an extremely limited diet, has started showing some aggression when he’s mad (head butting, pinching), doesn’t follow directions, commands or listen/react with you call him name and really isn’t cooperative with any types of transitions, any time we leave the park, beach, yard, or we take away a toy it’s a full blown tantrum and head butting/throwing himself down (which has resulted many times in busting his head on a wall, floor, concrete, our faces, etc.). All this said to ask the question, are these behaviors something that we can discipline out of him like a NT child, something we really need to get assistance/ ABA therapy for or just life from here on out so we need to learn deal ? Any personal advice, educational books or articles or resources are more than welcome. Thanks for the help",7.2467014892198245,6.802787865525676,7.3264692153811986,75.64786785952434,63.98777506112469,11.152745054456544,34.238830851300285,10.637119530657019,3.478314425427873,1683,64,323,38,22,543,228,409,0.099,0.787,0.115,0.8788,4,0,2,0,1,0,50.0,15,2,1,3,10,15,5,0,26,0,25,11,4,5,3,75,48,26,0,8,13,3,2,3,0,3,5,6,1,6,20,31,1,2,8,8,0,4,6,5,1,3,6,8,30,10,54,38,12,49,0,0,0,1,56,32,0,10,13,203,50,8,0.0,0.10782739663492877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893014853144582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566189153534104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850784576855802,0.0,0.08550326598893065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955053312185432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292744590577673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839373295263616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764667232232676,0.0,0.1847386365878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014959045283796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203087947640773,0.06501480590773186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950939059330997,0.0,0.0,0.1526632680208575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802207767552392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801956703725251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199899708394628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962271791196239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949867679333024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050014595533926856,0.0,0.0,0.09636236394916116,0.0,0.0,0.06428032934637468,0.13338301200207422,0.09121206228565164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737016737402347,0.08213659611919936,0.0,0.06074730634625825,0.09226594383754294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699196041312823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549563697047568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210310130441184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946305277602983,0.09508204854315716,0.0,0.08603021981461427,0.0,0.0,0.0925859635403804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194770658436107,0.0,0.09103076938513158,0.0,0.23320345920873506,0.0,0.08985758599505038,0.0,0.0,0.07771874787429825,0.08656768107776934,0.14474347340566854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401219482781603,0.0,0.0,0.06441461559380374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685058560516966,0.0,0.0,0.08378622833693695,0.2081469088945984,0.2113302899263997,0.12092087363554373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613282630696284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797709848061024,0.0,0.0,0.2189383666632444,0.0,0.0,0.07508959794451417,0.0536777803395713,0.07223643939797797,0.07299963757072665,0.0,0.08182545090405026,0.0,0.08211888790233916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292963041255075,0.0,0.0,0.05860497158540048 autism,CAFEDlSCO,2019/05/16,"ASD Dissertation Survey Hey everyone. I am currently working on a dissertation looking at the relationship between autistic traits, sensory sensitivity and social impairments. It would help me immensely if you could help me out and complete the questionnaire (if you are over 18 and have been diagnosed with ASD). [https://nclpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_7860WmpvaJUfixn?fbclid=IwAR23d5XKBTNZGOEoxSIFtpm3pEoBzZy194NgUUR0qB1DfZZBvIGdZdb6JTA](https://nclpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_7860WmpvaJUfixn?fbclid=IwAR23d5XKBTNZGOEoxSIFtpm3pEoBzZy194NgUUR0qB1DfZZBvIGdZdb6JTA) &#x200B; Thanks in advance!",21.310341880341888,28.950488615384607,12.460512820512822,18.590598290598308,47.46153846153846,12.735042735042734,42.60683760683761,10.746095033038511,7.672709401709403,540,23,40,16,9,139,53,65,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8382,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,7,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,1,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856928768710069,0.3203952467943322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764593090616386,0.0,0.0,0.2105238607258604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676256281025054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195375377451074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35347298026576424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214214633049221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28308938667142536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687845151034857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427574696790855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195929593685385,0.0,0.0,0.18730789206875267,0.0,0.3203952467943322,0.0 autism,BlackOutPro,2019/05/16,"Anyone else here feel like a chameleon? Just curious to find out if there are any people here who experience a similar thing. So I'm 21 and I've got PDD-NOS. I'm pretty bad at social interactions since I'm just not interested in most people I meet. Anyway, I've come to realize that I'm just always changing and changing my character, depending on what I am watching (Netflix/youtube/twitch) and listening (podcasts) to. For example, I'm following this laid-back guy on twitch that I really like. After some time, I gradually start acting and speaking a little bit like that person. Then I'm suddenly into some sort of mafia serie on Netflix or whatever, and I start to act a little bit macho all of a sudden. I'm only trying to take over positive traits that I like, but it does feel very weird to be this character that keeps changing very specific things like speaking melodies or even accents. I know that a typical ""chameleon"" also changes his/her opinions on things which is something I don't do, but I don't know what else to call it. Anyone?",6.456221122112211,6.74686048019802,7.097772277227726,74.15708745874588,65.48514851485149,10.495709570957096,34.16006600660066,10.317481424215053,3.562454125412541,835,35,151,19,12,276,121,202,0.035,0.8740000000000001,0.091,0.8069,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,31,26,13,0,1,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,0,2,17,8,0,1,6,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,6,10,6,20,24,6,22,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,9,12,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096581996022612,0.10049267727923533,0.0,0.0,0.0821296722593157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889435481354467,0.12374604622436496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286685862502624,0.10084027620207624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637053214357573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332257222560855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511046600651637,0.10403510717263303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568912562011118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178042014875125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976932137839038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813901141001434,0.0,0.0,0.12213275282227505,0.08628014058860263,0.0,0.0,0.11038418721394146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659307246548106,0.0,0.0,0.11958409887046972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734844882266308,0.0,0.0,0.1327471880873866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950175442601661,0.2420922264553432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185318658529693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745736022261476,0.10545418492589924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286939627462995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737017347569003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990454077182596,0.0,0.0,0.1231127004712858,0.0,0.09297683218608832,0.0,0.0,0.17096727466299289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080614485263301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070832401263734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704236138751703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199683020541257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930048169608847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AshleyBoots,2019/05/16,"Suddenly lost all energy and could barely function I had another meltdown last night. I guess the sensory overstimulation from the past 3 days had taken its toll - I was making up my bed to go to sleep early again (the night before I got between 8 and 9 hours of sleep and was not at all sleepy yesterday) when all of a sudden it felt like my batteries just drained away. I had to hold on to the bed to move. I fell slowly to the floor several times. I managed to fight against my body shutting down to finish getting my bed ready and then lay down. I haven't had this happen to me in a very long time, and actually thought those days were behind me and had kind of forgotten about this kind of energy drain immobilizing me. I think everything was too much, what with the excitement of Monday (went to meet my surgical team to plan for my gender-affirming surgery, and they were amazing, but visiting the city and walking around on the street without my headphones was clearly a mistake). Plus I went to work yesterday and dealt with light and sound and all kinds of sensory things for 10 hours and was bone-tired. So, that's a thing that happened.",8.009572192513367,6.937677131221722,7.676223776223779,75.81195804195805,62.75565610859728,11.475277663512962,35.475524475524466,10.637119530657019,3.5242000000000004,910,34,177,19,11,289,138,221,0.032,0.898,0.07,0.7816,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,1,0,12,0,14,3,3,1,5,33,28,17,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,10,16,0,1,3,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,19,3,21,6,38,8,5,40,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,22,120,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.13355992482476312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351427117380938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218383451178614,0.0,0.0,0.12858862195538687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646153550313301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202550972742845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927509756650584,0.0,0.0,0.17653244862910109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300490994918775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314113003410609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071506007278573,0.0,0.07778320033722351,0.0,0.10946297442375624,0.0,0.15077158190133594,0.0,0.24205749803493634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26956775648049697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42756967675966895,0.0,0.11156276420091904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686503923653632,0.0,0.0,0.12112069923678305,0.0,0.0,0.14940367512178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135805890243244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454652119386928,0.10061109187766147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568759615821181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065256939083306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461783055432735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739265110498075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818532698908722,0.08769718994471942,0.0,0.1086550565602754,0.1596134805050558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129274748887272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537493653384985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319324107716121,0.0,0.09963892320791344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Emeraloan,2019/05/16,"Developing Relationships Before I state my question, I have a disclaimer: *I have not been diagnosed as someone on the autistic spectrum.* A Therapist/Psychiatrist described it as something to look into, but would require more testing from a professional that has specialized in that area of expertise as I am 28 years old. (Had a fairly neglectful childhood and have no contact with family other than a grandfather who I met at 15 and a sister I was separated from in childhood.) Regardless, of all the details I will pass over there, I relate to the expressions of this community and am curious. When trying to build new relationships; do you struggle with trying to communicate outside of the things you already enjoy? I.e my constant references to things require that if I am to become close to someone I inevitably introduce them to a library of media so that they can understand what I am trying to tell them. My identity in this aspect is mostly a amalgamation of media moments. I don't think this is all that uncommon, but maybe my level of dependency is a bit abnormal. I can not form new meaningful relationships without providing a list of films, games, etc for the person to use as a Rosetta Stone. It has become apparent to me that my repeated viewings of the same material and constant need for others to have the same reference material has become another weight on my social life that burdens those around me when they try to their time to me. Life is lonely, and it is still lonely if you can't communicate your thoughts and feelings even when around others. However, I can't expect others to constantly try and accommodate my burdensome approaches.",9.196906565656564,9.252674000000004,9.4487015993266,60.38194128787882,59.84175084175085,12.946885521885527,41.794823232323225,12.273956033585215,5.689054040404041,1346,69,202,41,16,448,164,297,0.08800000000000001,0.887,0.025,-0.9545,2,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,5,2,9,7,0,1,18,0,27,4,0,2,2,42,35,19,0,6,7,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,22,13,1,3,8,2,0,2,7,5,0,0,5,4,33,2,46,28,9,32,0,3,2,0,22,13,0,5,16,175,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215629878318902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551111884727926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961293946303158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649852578984013,0.09373703506006484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026489134448574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571276219937423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118088749114408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228561940592432,0.07275885610471153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384792365821202,0.0,0.05569960502807729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561685277975132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250565750708256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066933256542548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168136295655798,0.0,0.21278413330064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115593142028458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961864252331686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234030799786697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548080135021147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229303576198336,0.1866744071165529,0.08480563501361475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797296921196282,0.0,0.0,0.11516190788765662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628365675202034,0.0,0.0,0.12790287071403075,0.14636923909602367,0.07058531843156221,0.0,0.0874537915221792,0.06423448889594496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37395301018408017,0.0,0.0,0.11467920779598707,0.0,0.09514184417234624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414375552682814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618916332014863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825365912348049,0.0,0.0,0.07093866294791415 autism,little_plague_doctor,2019/05/16,"I'm supposed to talk to my autistic cousin about autism With out asking me, my mom and my cousins mom had set up for me to talk to my 19 year old cousin, who was recently diagnosed. The thing is, I was diagnosed when I was 18/29 so I'm kinda in the same boat as him. It's obvious we're on different sides of the spectrum, so experiences are drastically different. His mom is kinda pushy and won't be happy of I have no advice because I'm the only autistic person they know. Another obstacle is my cousin hardly listens to me because I'm a ""female"". Is there any generic advice I can give him so i can say I tried and get them off my back?",2.9621804511278214,4.123500894736843,4.945872180451129,83.29189097744364,73.8872180451128,8.327518796992482,27.58571428571429,8.841846274778883,2.0749254135338338,501,19,105,10,10,173,84,133,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.8179,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,0,1,10,23,8,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,20,1,16,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,2,5,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033651133412016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555726732133776,0.16276531916689407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511297003824447,0.0,0.0,0.11935724996227393,0.0,0.189245546055318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31509706411402577,0.0,0.3243509305824336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183831696188194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109784484744112,0.14890447521325967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652382465177378,0.1390497202081576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853067474496514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453874779686495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162880897038504,0.0,0.0,0.1180544266643064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553512734387335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326442837501933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234399158784244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952545511307164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312356141739888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538653190002628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995881116220297 autism,jBelt3,2019/05/16,"Autism research careers Hey fam, my girlfriend needed some career advice but she doesn't use reddit so I told her I'd make a post for her. This is what she wanted me to say: ""I need advice! My major is currently family studies and I want to work with children with special needs (mostly autism as being a speciality of mine) I want to do something involving working with the children, parents, and doing research after I graduate in the spring of 2020. I would like to be able to get a decent job but most of the ones i’ve seen require a graduate degree or an aba certification of some sort. Is it worth it to get my Masters in psychology, speech therapy, special ed, etc? help please!!!""",3.873863636363637,5.832069568181822,5.270303030303033,78.65045454545455,73.01515151515152,7.527272727272727,28.66666666666667,8.296473431620573,2.2342030303030307,541,22,96,9,11,181,91,132,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.9602,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,23,21,7,0,7,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,15,4,18,16,6,6,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,6,4,66,19,11,0.1861054827652586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36372024770859146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075568080459024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544368618727674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446486704862687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474258216234207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468097509743825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092173832806506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422685487856745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41398457200928895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610989156948993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066481145118136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428793364866488,0.0,0.0,0.17823760818211834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799854962205514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327309292394114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128278387957228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783176415745694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607353836672683,0.0,0.0,0.3293095066852265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097401591742065,0.0,0.0,0.13220399532928334,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JuniPetuni,2019/03/29,Getting A Swing I am so excited! I have been wanting an indoor swing for a while now as it's very calming to me and helps with my anxiety. I am finally getting one! We already have the stand and now we are just looking for the right swing! Just had to share my excitement. :) Anyone else like swings? I've loved them every since I was a tiny tot! ,1.4200201207243452,3.4765073802816886,2.9910663983903447,91.683661971831,80.83098591549296,6.310663983903421,24.227364185110666,7.447530270364453,1.0665195171026158,268,10,58,4,7,88,52,71,0.021,0.672,0.307,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,10,6,6,10,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165812143654732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946380168152008,0.0,0.0,0.2005944339534414,0.2939443194979089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396529428547857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171030052682144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142650034213964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997678133189909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922908320155297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401559628503497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409084698524177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589220368068535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439854101886714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449955007690885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373116002323101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23670754038292435,0.1692103261331029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MrCFodder,2019/03/29,"Helping my son with Exam Anxiety My son is 15 and has autism. We are very lucky that our local high school has a support unit where he can attend a mix of mainstream classes and additional support classes dependent on requirements. They also hold classes on social and life skills. The one thing that he is struggling with is anxiety and stress during exams. During his mock exams, on some he aced them, on others he frozen and written very little. How my wife and I dealt with exam pressure does not seem to have had an impact. Any advice I can pass on to my son would be gratefully received, I am feeling helpless and would hate to see my son's plans for the future disrupted by anxiety if there was something I could do.",6.888260869565219,7.068585760869567,6.870833333333337,76.52625000000002,64.57971014492753,9.218840579710145,33.19202898550725,8.841846274778883,2.8053594202898564,577,22,101,8,8,184,94,138,0.146,0.755,0.1,-0.7275,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,2,4,4,9,2,3,5,0,17,1,0,2,0,25,24,10,0,4,2,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,3,2,14,3,14,17,1,13,0,1,1,0,17,9,0,5,1,69,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773933282148227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517300517004858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234496264989656,0.0,0.4166199891433677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494045787030896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886198889981654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178925414188646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922765049205594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167869102309607,0.1918010751644923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822312511337208,0.0,0.18194517348037528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123012416972979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837225184769976,0.14465942449943553,0.16526211241416414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505147375326794,0.0,0.13975406075150507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794705772553249,0.18977918470402347,0.0,0.0,0.41200620311591135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206033981674289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29956980649774057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791367824590306,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TommyAnderson1313,2019/03/29,"Reposting from r/aspergers after my search for advice was deleted from r/aspergirls . I know I have aspergers and I'm asking for help. I guess I'll start from the beginning. I started to suspect that I was on the spectrum 3 years ago, I'm 35 and a man. I work with all types of ""mentally disabled"" adults and the the few there who have ASD got me to thinking and researching. Of course it became an obsession for me and it led to me realising that I too have ASD. I told my SO and she wasn't surprised. Neither was my mum who just said ""I know darl"". But to get to the point I've recently started wondering if my SO is also on the spectrum and after doing a significant amount of research (including lurking here) I am now 90% sure that she is. My query is, how should I go about bringing this up with her? Or should I at all? I've seen a lot of good advice here so I'm asking here first.",1.6442647058823567,3.5150298586956548,3.637698209718672,88.25998721227623,79.21739130434783,7.155498721227622,24.9539641943734,8.124751697461798,1.4865419437340155,690,26,149,13,17,234,105,184,0.046,0.895,0.059000000000000004,0.5096,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,13,4,0,1,10,0,14,0,0,2,3,27,35,15,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,8,2,23,3,24,25,6,19,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,5,11,107,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718228417708892,0.16864634588738164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214393876577895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35571866720711603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182770421175896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939847993910657,0.0,0.10812422861478653,0.1595738090144829,0.1521613872936104,0.0,0.2095833151559288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752147201494676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911433690983355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174489740746542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917286168678836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798490238568146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187850259619984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809726044282415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403982661963032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930964926845416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190538539617606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179332144063728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063194774374755,0.13850525132877495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251563410512352 autism,RomanianChic2,2019/03/29,"My friend has high functioning autism. Can someone contribute their perspective? If this isn't allowed here, someone tell me and I will remove it. So, a friend of mine has autism. I've done some research on autism so I have an okay understanding of it. However, I really, really want to understand this from the perspective of people who have it as well. Because I don't have it, I will never understand it, but I want to do everything I can to help out and support him. What are some things I should know? Are the things I shouldn't say or should say? What are the best ways I can support him, in general? Literally anything would be appreciated. Stories, opinions, advice, perspective, etc. Thank you so muchh!",3.301785714285714,6.05051790151515,4.178051948051948,81.90136363636367,78.31818181818181,8.316883116883117,26.85281385281385,9.04235418022936,2.6086541125541123,561,23,103,15,14,180,80,132,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.9877,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,5,8,0,0,5,1,22,0,0,1,1,22,31,9,0,7,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,2,17,8,11,23,4,7,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,5,1,82,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413399040543946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980008522952974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615202901447442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553011603822998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141470989241188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591299500907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175944803676918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372687072400104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572450713585067,0.1666526321855581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866854415005539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165272555823993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935158335601647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020944546802618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086980635448386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672918064805203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579850538750032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786481470772433,0.14521853306055013,0.0,0.0,0.20958040759560664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926140614188075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606896798152145,0.12520040549751266,0.0,0.0,0.14182010794804856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120483639611422,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MaichenM,2019/03/29,"Fire Alarms need to change Look, I get it. Everyone needs to know when there might be a fire. The notification should be clear and unmistakable. The fire department should be automatically notified. What I disagree with is the idea of having a switch in every public facility that can be pulled by anyone that, when pulled, produces extremely piercing noises and flashing lights. It’s like someone went out of their way to try to trigger a sensory overload. Maybe the lights can pulse, or the sound can be less piercing but still unmistakable. Maybe the lights could be a distinct color that is only used for fire alarms. It could be anything so long as it’s immediately identifiable. But in its current form it’s just inhumane to anyone with sensory issues, especially when there are drills, and it needs to change.",7.226137931034483,8.881602958620693,6.9105172413793134,71.34370689655175,64.24137931034483,9.937931034482759,32.43103448275862,10.125756701596842,3.3960896551724136,659,26,110,15,10,207,88,145,0.11,0.866,0.024,-0.8555,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,2,10,0,19,0,0,3,2,25,27,11,0,7,4,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,10,3,1,16,14,2,14,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,7,75,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524380463706223,0.0,0.14854697888223484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819180505330333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882501956597284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209015237882678,0.1724880936828282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431069405520416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037774251755976,0.0,0.18840887692956196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992053312230836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818962907352595,0.0,0.0,0.15974849728318669,0.15158562051077532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626995342886775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149597378376965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015447407739697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728841914288234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294824445779026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441580708201518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255661030523675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559054426946848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328297210744154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733754038251578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NinjaShepard,2019/03/29,"Autism questions How does mild autism manifest itself in teenage years, especially in boys. What is your experience (either you yourself if you have mild autism, or parents with children with mild autism) with interacting with the typical ""teenage world""; parties, puberty, kissing etc. Any information would be appreciated. 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When things get particularly tough with the autism and other mental issues I make a lot of jokes about them to lighten the mood. 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It's a little bit shocking, and I am not sure if I really want to accept this. I started the diagnostic process before, but I quit because I was too afraid to accept that I may have been born differently. &#x200B; I'm now learning that I was nonverbal up until 3ish, and that my mother really worked with me to me to talk (she's definitely the reason why I've made it so far). Even then, I still struggled well into adult hood. &#x200B; I've always felt like I was different. There was so many years of people laughing at me and I never understood why. So many situations where people act weird the next day, and I have no clue why. I've had so many emotional struggles, it's not even funny. &#x200B; I'm always the last to laugh at jokes, and that's if I get it at all. I offend people without meaning to. I misunderstand and miscommunicate constantly. &#x200B; The sad thing? I've masked it for 27 years. I'm an educated black male (Masters in Public Health) who grew up in a pretty rough place, but overcame my circumstances through sheer luck, amazing people, and constant work. I now work at a University as a research coordinator. And while I had more issues than I could list off here in a reasonable length, they've all been easier than accepting that I am more than likely autistic (I've had a few professionals suspect this). &#x200B; How did you guys deal with this when you were going through your diagnosis? What did you do to accept yourself? I apologize for the word dump. I'm just not sure how to process this all. &#x200B; Thanks guys. 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I am not certain about my faith and believe everything I was taught. Coming from a Christian paradigm, were taught that faith is believing without seeing but I have a hard time conceptualizing that. It's like, how do you believe without seeing? I deal with worry enough as it is and I cannot help it. I am wired that way to think about other things to be concerned. It's a natural recurring pattern for me. If I am wanting to be a Christian basically it's saying give up worry and let things happen the way they are. However, trust is a big issue for me becasue of worry and anxiety. My question is how have you believed your faith and come to believe it? Also what is your stance with faith and disability? 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In previous shows I’ve never had one. And when we tried mine today I got really extremely anxious immediately when I heard my voice being louder than how I was talking. Just to make it clear I am autistic so have any other performers had this problem? And also did you have problems with the mic being taped to your face if it needed to be?",1.8763115693012613,3.821665061855669,4.0628178694158095,85.13060710194733,78.79381443298968,7.197709049255441,22.117983963344788,8.167268648758528,1.2321990836197023,369,11,76,7,9,127,73,97,0.092,0.8809999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.7316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,1,2,8,2,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,4,2,17,18,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,6,2,12,0,12,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,59,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853962302652595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688305775523532,0.0,0.0,0.28047188107386795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381610398633621,0.0,0.0,0.19856239241297746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657206451530135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408738438999667,0.19147938731670916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364652934585098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751173982798738,0.0,0.2495776520237836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904667234009173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251260208584789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995482062476519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353287895739769,0.0,0.0,0.16855749962489122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442361642573066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,crybabybloomer,2019/03/29,"Even if an organization isn't directly linked to A$, is holding a ""Light it Up Blue""-related activity there not a great idea? A local organization is going to hold a conference for World Autism Awareness Day and one of its activities is to hold a celebration with other countries to ""light (the skies) up blue"". I'm aware of the terrible things about Autism $peaks, and I know that this org created this event. With other organizations following suit, I want to ask everyone if this isn't a good idea to hold and what can change this considering its connection to that org? 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And then show her how to say different things to different people. In fact, it puts a particular emphasis on that, as if its kinda second most critical after 'love your child' Please forgive my ignorance, but I was wondering what your thoughts on this was? Is it true? And if so, what scripts would be particularly helpful?",6.301132075471699,8.3145826509434,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,66.83018867924528,8.318867924528304,34.94811320754717,8.841846274778883,3.0545509433962263,475,23,83,8,8,140,67,106,0.03,0.8240000000000001,0.147,0.9099,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,2,25,14,13,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,14,5,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,3,9,3,11,7,3,7,0,0,0,1,19,4,0,5,2,57,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664904035519608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955472493966536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916340268608518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756020815521162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582963068178246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004944960740755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389499638948867,0.0,0.0,0.12159333015302436,0.0,0.0,0.19252553207596831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631537537216418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184314609808673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330426219016052,0.0,0.0,0.13924005479180412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033796480511203,0.0,0.19020295430075645,0.1276859960877192,0.0,0.0,0.12459201132805355,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gener1cb0y,2019/03/29,"New stim I've recently injured myself and as a result of the pain I'm still dealing with, I've been finding stains (?) I'm doing that I wasn't doing before. I do a lot of masking, (I know it's not super healthy but you gotta do what you gotta to pay rent) and it's kind of falling away as the pain is more and more distracting. (I am having this issue treated, it's just not a quick process) But I digress, my question is does anybody else mouth the words they're thinking, or just like mouth ""dumdumdumdum"" as a stim? I feel a little weird as I haven't heard of this being common, and I kinda just want a little reassurance.",2.6296946564885486,3.799307732824431,4.291519083969465,87.62704961832061,74.72519083969465,6.461374045801527,25.31374045801527,6.742157984588678,0.8942512977099235,487,16,104,4,10,164,81,131,0.174,0.769,0.057,-0.9119,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,1,9,0,12,5,2,1,0,23,21,11,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,3,2,12,5,11,15,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,6,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013756029148841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238403656330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209708678190857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875667619338128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905011422359488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837465462282993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589909976958894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237109593448897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319782299109148,0.11779338734841413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047136782821772,0.4296416943479325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222068972881733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070069163331703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561369494029164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401052245404664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116308113724209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116890056375378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373377693182376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642084783537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Netlogicc,2019/03/29,"Am I the only One ?: I make up real-life situations in my head then I stress about them. Hello everyone, my name is T and I have high Functioning Autism or asperger syndrome plus I stutter and I have ADD. I make up real life situations in my head then I stress over them in my head. For an example: I was being drag to this party and my anchor broke away from me so now I’m in the sea of unknowns and my anxiety is through the roof ! So I always go to my plan A : Go over to the table with all the food and stuff my face until I’m full. If people come over to talk to me I stuff my cheeks with pretzels and that usual scares them away. If plan A fails then I go to plan B : Drink all the non-alcoholic drinks then spend the whole in the time of the party in the bathroom playing on my phone. The music is blasting and people are dancing all up on each other my innocent self just want to hide in the kitchen with all the food but it seems like I have a shadow following me so I try to shake him off like the cops In GTA 5, I turn left he turns left I turn right but maybe I’m overacting and he just follow to the kitchen as I tell myself before reaching the kitchen let out a sigh of relief as I grab one of the little deli sandwiches they have on the counter and you know who was there the guy who was tailgating me and flash his headlights as I pull my hand back as Plan A has crashed and burn so I start plan B and start to drink until I can’t anymore so bum rush people until I reach the bathroom and locked door behind me. Before I can think about it anymore I brought back in reality by my mom calling me asking me what should she cook for dinner. 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If there's kne thing us and r/Vaxxhappened hate is anti-vaxxers. Heck, our sub bans all submissions supporting anti-vaxx ""theories"" So, should r/Autism and r/Vaxxhappened team up in an epic march again the evil Facebook Moms?",3.2743749999999987,6.347631020833332,2.2800000000000007,92.965,82.54166666666666,5.7,24.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.176766666666667,211,8,39,3,6,60,38,48,0.171,0.77,0.059000000000000004,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,2,3,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201264262657449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983799217129611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828905953941485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827056792212563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118646416802878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Scully_40,2019/03/29,"My 5 yo nephew (mild autism and SPD) is so mean/aggressive toward his mom, but lovely with everyone else. How can I help her? So yeah, my nephew is a little jerk to my sister (his mom). ANYTHING she says to him is met with an angry “NO!” or yelling/growling defiance. Sometimes she’ll have me ask him the same question that she just did and he’ll respond nicely, “okay,” or “yes,” or just answer in a calm voice that he doesn’t want to do whatever it is. I don’t know how to help her. I understand his trouble communicating creates a lot of anger, but he’s just so disrespectful to her. 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I am diagnosed with ASD, but have been told it would be Aspergers if they did that test. I was only diagnosed in university, but throughout my life, people have suspected. Recently, I have noticed, that when people get to know me in real life, they don't suspect it. But if they know me online or on a professional level, they always respond to the most of my queries with ""Are you on the spectrum?"" This usually happens a lot when I get asked about my problems, and I mention how my friends usually ditch me at parties not giving me the opportunity to make them smile. Recently it has been getting annoying. Not because I don't want to relate to having ASD, but I always think I can do better in all aspects of life; so I aim to avoid having symptoms of any mental illness and/or disorders and have avoided it a majority of my life. Is this the correct emotion to feel in this situation, am I not being harsh enough on myself, or do I need to start treating people better regardless of what they say?",8.779501133786848,6.959985204081633,9.158435374149658,68.18973922902494,61.755102040816325,11.976417233560092,40.14512471655329,10.746095033038511,4.325632199546485,804,36,144,16,9,270,112,196,0.102,0.76,0.138,0.8284,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,6,3,6,9,1,2,7,0,24,8,0,3,2,38,40,15,0,8,11,0,2,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,3,29,5,24,31,5,16,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,6,7,116,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225963838944523,0.0,0.0,0.09096069758675704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504659620812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153823664256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659790743772366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715251113132705,0.0,0.0,0.15329938682312208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046085630486233,0.0,0.1382087890484311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526512512833044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334186113874247,0.0,0.20965064918693685,0.1283138080673877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828262998447113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470208817220688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779117114514421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371710702525667,0.0,0.0,0.08928516212041725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479759790656146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099180593609254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522854926381048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017297366168106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781949181617155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798928550055189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224701016513667,0.0,0.0,0.26414172465810354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637051472895016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035070506762224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467529907309832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902680233751916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570735757511612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781244368199565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946332525261351,0.0,0.07889451579243519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950185462513745,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Eyelander0523,2019/07/11,"Alternatives to Autism Awareness? Hey guys, I know this will be a short post but I was wondering, well, what the title says. I am aware of why Autism Awareness is the worst for actual kids with autism so I wondered if there were other organizations like them that are actually good for kids with autism. I remember seeing a meme on this subreddit that showed one though idk where that post was so I cant check it. If there are alternatives, then thanks!",4.6450756302521015,6.734669541176473,4.6939495798319335,83.03705882352945,71.23529411764707,8.621848739495798,23.907563025210084,9.23628265651192,1.7709327731092444,361,10,71,8,7,112,61,85,0.08,0.768,0.152,0.7678,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,7,4,7,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,4,2,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.4274037138530595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367774017069924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683372454523772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035073010448227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698705518935536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483927405851631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194622138567906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480720594623353,0.0,0.0,0.17414899107215884,0.0,0.0,0.17450602940074786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016158212498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515576434309205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689757864283444,0.0,0.19760367966408093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749688636620262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HeartToShart,2019/07/11,"Friends doubt your diagnosis process? I have one last remaining real friend. I love her to death but I have never been my *true* self around her. I also finally had my assessment today and told her about it, and I get the feeling she thinks I’m being dumb or overly dramatic about the whole thing. She doesn’t know half of what’s going on in my head or everyday life at home. She said I’m a “really fun person to be around but in a group I shut down and I need to just get out of my own way”, like it’s that fking easy to suddenly just be a social butterfly and loved by all people. That kinda hurt. I guess I’m not “autistic enough”? I don’t know why you would say that. “Just get out of your own way.” Like I’m doing it on purpose. Like alllll these years I’ve been lonely and lacking friends by choice. Such a simple solution. Did anybody else deal with friends doubting you while you were going through the assessment/diagnosis process? Or act like it was just all in your head? I don’t know what I’m gonna do now if my results come back and I’m not on the spectrum, aside from feel stupid and watch her roll her eyes.",2.17461206896552,3.875418961206901,3.4296896551724134,91.13427586206898,77.0603448275862,6.881379310344827,22.37586206896552,7.734863291789972,0.7979251724137923,877,25,195,13,20,285,134,232,0.09300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.188,0.9751,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,0,12,18,2,2,8,0,17,6,3,1,4,44,42,15,1,4,12,0,2,4,4,2,1,2,1,2,11,13,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,8,6,29,12,27,29,7,30,0,2,2,2,28,14,1,8,14,126,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046349981551054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329557942933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061009278194104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270954935044065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489325662892832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930243088503723,0.0,0.0,0.1351956641705112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231617581443192,0.0,0.0,0.14333197167066294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40435551601202985,0.0,0.20508000218911204,0.0,0.1487220398447459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413817581285096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685650714512457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124606975583664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400700015548883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157234632638028,0.10665440474772399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092418190585529,0.2556928742053254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618160240863506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701833232277256,0.10091408975803147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866251689111057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070997338805176,0.11424694973777785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489278344667175,0.08382129477831088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244615348076743,0.10405150414783124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364976521647843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337783145077153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692619078847814,0.08383882972599459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240237444171354,0.12502597216728611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771396448605348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806534145049613,0.14608139488148222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294702281538324,0.0,0.0,0.0842585202707042 autism,alyksskyla,2019/07/11,"Discovered why she is always so tired Our 10 year old is on the spectrum. She has been making videos for YouTube when she is meant to be sleeping and now it is an addiction. On one hand “she is such a clever little cutie wooty baby” on the other she can’t seem to grasp the concept of boundaries and just because the idea suddenly stuck you doesn’t mean you should immediately act on it. https://youtu.be/CF84QcoYR4I How do I teach her to regulate her own whims?",3.9269318181818207,6.298360556818189,3.8522727272727297,87.03590909090912,74.11363636363637,7.127272727272729,24.63636363636364,8.07648339933343,1.3767,371,12,72,6,8,113,67,88,0.062,0.848,0.09,0.3951,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,0,12,4,2,2,0,11,17,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,11,1,9,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133460350659509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391685322945893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521740508540293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32447856710424183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880848836396647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918647626382834,0.0,0.0,0.31310043794890274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016141590854351,0.0,0.1947730580152869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26166957613753283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287642084641014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303636777377264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593649312727524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509839594474128 autism,kurtleneckless,2019/07/11,"I think my mum has an incorrect belief about autism? Sometimes when I tell my mum about an insensitive comment I saw online (e.g. someone asking about gta updates in the replies to the tweet that announced etika's unfortunate passing) she'll say it was probably someone with autism who doesn't have a grasp on the seriousness of the situation. My gut tells me that this is wrong, but I don't have the facts to back it up. Is she wrong? And if so, what can I tell her to get her to stop?",4.192901325478644,5.401584402061857,4.898821796759941,84.6215463917526,70.95876288659794,8.017083946980852,28.290132547864513,8.418075326091056,1.813873048600884,385,14,80,6,7,124,69,97,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,10,1,1,0,1,9,14,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,13,0,12,11,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,3,0,1,4,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202704202495853,0.0,0.0,0.16616979273290813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129048472015256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329954792496292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718537017480611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290871668847536,0.0,0.0,0.3662065758977519,0.0,0.2137312962405992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806717028792593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666503855355529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847001402466375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725491988114199,0.0,0.0 autism,Kaybeezyyy315,2019/07/11,"Stem cells???? My older sister has been talking to her client for months about stem cells for autism. I don't see much out there, but her client claims that her grandson who was severely autistic (non verbal, no eye contact, self injuring, couldn't feed himself, etc) can do all of the above now, just from one round. she says he's more affectionate, he's starting to say a few words, looks people in their eyes, responds to his name.. &#x200B; I'm in no way shape or form educated when it comes to these things, I'm just wondering if you guys have heard of this or what your thoughts were.. i've seen only negative things about it on reddit. I have an autistic brother. He is 28. It's been hard on us getting older, I can tell that my brother is sometimes hurt about not having many friends, or being able to drive... just normal little things. I think my family would do whatever we could to help him , but I don't want him doing anything dangerous just based off of one persons opinion. I'm not trying to upset anyone or offend anyone- I'm just wondering what everyone's knowledge and input on this is. I am not for or against this because I literally don't have enough info on it.",4.387624140565318,5.770266229437232,4.7786758339699515,85.00398013750957,70.68831168831169,7.513216195569138,27.87394957983193,7.928766900206844,1.6786412528647825,933,33,182,12,17,295,148,231,0.139,0.8170000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,2,1,0,11,6,2,1,3,0,25,4,2,0,1,35,41,10,0,6,16,4,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,3,16,4,1,0,6,0,0,2,10,4,0,2,7,10,23,2,26,30,7,19,0,1,6,0,36,10,0,9,6,125,39,0,0.14444065899057082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650139366961358,0.17551121049151153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199253435761533,0.0,0.11886235520749015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880496850709253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442283807037585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532411296057896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924581215920427,0.1610895159383559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801923953394582,0.0,0.0,0.13616579840685786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115944948355686,0.0,0.07546428275422329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301896132872213,0.0,0.0,0.12939045941878854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681552904296067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546267128421716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476748623119415,0.0,0.0,0.1212937752425363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644015735856036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152911559620054,0.0,0.10618050391330007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152117815504986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575345737129388,0.10985362990770077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013696616901203,0.12612001209463022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297300189056968,0.0,0.0,0.11510050442032375,0.0,0.15068310866437729,0.16317683126033994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285550507976158,0.0,0.10223584186551787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160959303817014,0.12624750243751215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878798670444811,0.09255174202297044,0.0,0.11466974906033912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806572612072928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737443282563915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519484300107047,0.1146502719474452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31327946649855365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102606499941939,0.0,0.17551121049151153,0.0 autism,AdNew38,2019/07/11,"Why Does Daddy Always Look So Sad? - #1 Autism book by Jude Morrow Hi Friends, I recently completed the narration for the Audiobook version of this text. The author, Jude Morrow, who has Aspergers, penned a touching memoir of his life on the spectrum and how it changed with the birth of his son. The book goes to some dark places, yet that makes the light all the brighter. Many of these places relate directly to his challenges with social skills and emotional processing....However, He was able to make great progress in this area and his story has provided hope for many. It's only recently published in the U.K, and has been getting some great reviews and great press. It has gone to #1 in the Teen Autism Category and has been reviewed as one of the most important books on Autism in decades. If you are Linkedin, look us up for more details, otherwise some of the Press article links are posted in the video comments on my Youtube page - ' Adrian Newcastle' Here is a link to a preview trailer...hopefully it's not the worst thing you have ever heard... [https://youtu.be/VQdic8PPisI](https://youtu.be/VQdic8PPisI)Thank You everyone.",9.305306875865256,9.73769438071066,7.267641901245962,74.85524227041994,59.50761421319797,11.021504383940933,37.19843101061375,10.637119530657019,3.947826395939088,911,38,153,19,11,265,128,197,0.016,0.833,0.151,0.9790000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,3,0,3,5,8,0,0,17,0,12,1,0,3,2,22,20,10,0,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,7,10,6,27,15,9,19,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,6,5,97,20,8,0.1499187337272284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474439620041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859414176871345,0.0,0.15718693998972794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131194894169216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863839693323118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356100776657638,0.0,0.1432537747025576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582684178815834,0.0,0.07832635070493019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958577995816785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890312971316014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589203525522788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517879566659021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014383780194184,0.3039881306474047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158881390089464,0.11401995259643065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31326633633805834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358070554502364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960533264496782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282326932358756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802502779892628,0.0,0.0,0.09959934512088894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803337776670385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352783388214708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wiickeramp,2019/07/11,is there a certain symptom I HAVE to have to get a diagnosis? We put in a referral almost six months ago. Not a word. We really need this diagnosis before End of August the lastest. The GP and my counselor at the time says they think I have it.,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,81.0,7.2,24.0,8.238735603445708,1.5448,190,7,40,4,5,66,39,50,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,5,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015519302848332,0.0,0.34064439075082065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894708945263429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013013924007128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777317103154533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715310287929045,0.0,0.0,0.2522415733121372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419781307591287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793010419515052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052737852083986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35358065603369515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797569395829933,0.0,0.0,0.19836359181018415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gibcatboyspls,2019/07/11,"Hyperempathy towards inanimate objects? Hey y'all! Title pretty much says it all—ever since I can remember I've struggled with hyperempathy towards inanimate objects. Whenever something breaks I can't bring myself to throw it away since I'll just... feel sad for it, I guess? I'll think about how it'll be all alone in the darkness in the garbage bin or something and while I _know_ it can't think or feel since it's, you know, inanimate, I can't bring myself to not feel bad. It even extends to small disposable objects like tissues. And it's even worse with food—I physically can't bring myself to throw away uneaten, otherwise perfectly good food since I don't want it to feel bad for being the only thing left uneaten. Like it'll feel undesirable or something. Putting it down like this it sounds really weird, since I _know_ it's irrational and there's no reason at all for me to feel this way, but I'm getting pretty tired of feeling sad and guilty every time I gotta throw something away. So I guess what I'm looking for are other people's experiences with this? I guess I'd like to know I'm not alone in this here and that I'm not the only one struggling with this, haha.",5.399027181688123,6.0914290171673855,5.964995708154508,79.96308726752504,67.84120171673821,9.13178826895565,30.554792560801147,9.21078282632365,2.499941573676681,943,35,184,17,15,306,111,233,0.15,0.722,0.128,-0.6236,0,2,4,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,8,14,0,2,4,1,11,2,0,2,3,40,38,12,0,1,8,0,7,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,22,9,1,0,15,0,0,7,9,7,0,1,0,10,16,7,27,33,3,23,0,2,1,0,4,12,0,6,6,103,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904652527821667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708473236908589,0.0,0.1604671127195978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693690623715725,0.0,0.0809624113535602,0.0,0.0,0.09399729341539777,0.0,0.0,0.34011219689217514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239182834738226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020457332515762,0.0,0.0,0.08059816408007651,0.0,0.0,0.3175714835857083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124057565393425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044052152741251,0.0,0.0,0.18778454527112967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069383303995302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063933691358286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511503485866127,0.1461659586879792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661871652533055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955220473839204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096599903927241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615595713134449,0.09879950380340816,0.0,0.0,0.1088545216946072,0.0,0.0,0.07641692969310994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974451927597499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959080314460498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009143228226343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383985185389987,0.1231448984653141,0.0,0.0,0.05603254181485329,0.11044465087280826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056678081156653765,0.0762740699925707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792687291417264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CaptainDreadEye,2019/07/11,"Why would this hypothetical argument be a bad case for vaccinations? ""So many people don't vaccinate their children out of fear of autism. Well, the truth is, vaccines don't cause autism. In fact, if your child is vaccinated, it will actually cure any possible autism."" Putting the science aside (which I am certain what I said here is not true), what is a potential problem with this argument?",4.6304285714285705,7.5318017571428575,4.998571428571426,77.03642857142857,74.28571428571428,9.142857142857146,31.42857142857143,9.606745405546679,3.4948571428571427,313,15,55,9,7,99,56,70,0.191,0.725,0.084,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,4,11,11,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,1,4,4,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.27971769371544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949239157457132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393310597919551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944565564544817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225478480166029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290606309901208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987189494192222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231416855091339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742742015524716,0.0,0.2881507243556713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726587222584588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25772231176757177,0.0,0.25864653840759155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036196686609361,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,StreetPhotoAddict,2019/07/11,"How does support work? I have PTSD and bad depression, and I think it's so bad because I don't have any support really. I have a few family members I can talk to over the phone or text. What am I supposed to say to them? Communicating about my day to day life and how I'm feeling doesn't really make sense to me. But it seems like now that might be what I need to feel better? It feels like such a chore. Any thoughts?",1.3319382022471906,3.011031224719101,3.0678511235955064,92.88245084269664,79.4494382022472,6.6971910112359545,21.2373595505618,7.645422480735847,0.5546505617977533,325,9,77,5,8,108,60,89,0.114,0.7170000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,3,0,16,20,8,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,10,5,8,17,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25668533890781525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151628365295428,0.1150478748614412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691608482225914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343008966736654,0.0,0.16255261613466518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651586344032425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791756691578794,0.0,0.28628222468987946,0.1348285371094207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330537021033795,0.1844075989809705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259785418667193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021238954608947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994068294929238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061492251484768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24181016012408746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008543440950084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181243287927905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283364594862343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169378584054727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209303727309197,0.0,0.14983030239869682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373974711120832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Suspicious_Bees,2019/07/11,"College/University accomodations I'm starting University this fall and have already contacted the disabilities office. They say that they work with each student individually to see what they need, but common accomodations for students with Asperger's include telling the professors, giving more time and a quiet room for exams and not having the students perform in front of all the students but only the professors. Now, while this is all very nice, I am only starting university and just know the general process. I don't know any details and therefore also don't know which things could be challenging to me. I imagine that one major problem will be taking notes during class. I can't process the language and write it down fast enough, I miss words or write entirely nonsensical notes because my brain is trying to write down what the person just said while my hand is still at the sentence before that, and if I focus on writing, I don't know what's being said anymore. The end result is a pointless mess on my paper and me being stressed out. I have experienced this at school and in my private life and will ask for help with that (is/was anyone in the same situation? Maybe some voice to text thing?) Also, I will be stimming, but that should be fine with telling the professors and trying to stick to less disruptive stims. What are some challenges that you experienced at university that one might not think of, the less obvious problems?",10.594885057471267,9.241870375478932,9.530047892720306,65.47599137931037,57.88888888888889,12.071647509578545,41.29022988505747,10.864195022040775,4.5214850574712635,1172,51,192,22,12,368,147,261,0.065,0.85,0.085,0.6354,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,4,6,9,0,1,15,0,25,3,2,2,3,52,41,20,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,5,1,5,1,1,18,17,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,2,9,19,4,26,27,11,24,0,1,1,0,18,12,0,5,10,141,37,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653715387983833,0.22687790587064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646419011506953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406790173587823,0.09918618146103587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261242437546458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647163192249539,0.0,0.12070556131549645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583536891354736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325723924716664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256387235558807,0.1465709834692652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607731585386496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508037178146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118324872518917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019422714242324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250934968405207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048250196714533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518142331223107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922451045648985,0.2157695996999188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385965100412055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146631670104204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26986737589228155,0.11280636393168054,0.0,0.14356174622312826,0.11303763828695765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944753484046958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008070802288584,0.0,0.11328315027797202,0.0,0.16249092912786725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665501249077937,0.0,0.24796971285285635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848026453030656,0.0908930016450307,0.0,0.0,0.08271501262047383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261632489640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170427144507188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326990883920892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ilovebananasandcream,2019/07/11,"Anybody else death grip pencils? I have permanent calluses. I’m working hard to try to hold things the “right way”, but my writing seems to look worse that way. My motor skills have been hard to work on.",2.647307692307692,5.136303410256414,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,79.0,5.951282051282053,25.134615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.0598153846153844,159,6,32,2,4,48,31,39,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,15,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393266313378844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017113254474481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351582219385071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391476994523561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549326425647242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604229697885147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901248579454892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44455626914105023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077365043416257,0.0,0.28537880091894063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,princeofpersiashadow,2019/07/11,"How do I get rid of my stalker? It's a long story but one time a few years ago I was seriously broke. I had met this woman years before, one of the few times I decided to be social. We were immediately drawn to each other, but I sensed something was wrong, but I couldn't place my finger on it. She wound up going home with someone else, but she wrote me a note if I remember correctly. The point was the affair never happened, until a few years later where I was in need of some sort of affection and I was feeling very lonely, so out of desperation I texted her. We hooked up, and I thought that would be that... But after that she wouldn't leave me alone, so I had to cut her out of my life. It wasn't until a few years later she popped up on facebook to offer me a job. Since I was at the brokest in my entire life, I accepted. I did the work, some illustrations for her company, and everyone was very happy with it, as I was told. It was never to be seen in public apparently, but the money covered almost all my debts I had accrued. Here's where I was blindsided: I didn't think that she was using me at this point, but now in hindsight it's obvious. I was being manipulated. She had the jobs that paid money, and I needed work... and she got my attention, which is all she wanted. This started a cycle where she would offer more work, and in exchange she wanted to be personal with me. Basically she texted constantly and wanted to know who I was dating. Since I have a very bad ability to define my boundaries, I think I shared pretty much everything with her, yet she decided that she didn't trust me and started calling me a liar. It was then, that the biggest job was coming in. I had to do set designs, and all sorts of pre production stuff on a project. I needed more people, so I even hired a few extras to help out. But at the last minute she pulled the emergency break, literally the day before.... cancelled everything. Ostensibly, because I hadn't been as intimate with her as she wanted to. So I relented, and went to visit her to .... perform what she wanted. Since then I think I kind of lost my soul. The people I had hired kept their jobs, and I got paid as scheduled, but I felt vandalized. I'm still not sure what came over me that day, I was pretty much in debt again at that time. It then took off a little bit for a year or so, where she would hire me for one thing after another: I got really good at my craft during this time! But it was eating away at my soul. And as the jobs were about to complete, she kept finding ways for me to revise my work. This went on for almost 18 months, and we were at I don't even know how many revisions when I became unable to function. I would have melt downs in public, I would be afraid to look at my phone (because of the excessive texting, and her wanting more and more information about my personal life).... eventually I had to simply stop texting back, and block her number. I felt I had done more than enough for the money I was paid, as the jobs really were only supposed to be 3 months, I got a new number and moved on. Somehow today, she found a way to call me again despite having blocker her, and I'm god damn spooked. How do I get rid of this thing hanging over my head. I know talking to people with narcissism really doesn't help. Today was 18 months since last she tried to contact me (by text) and before that maybe 12 months. So it's getting less at least. But it freaks me out all the same. :( Sorry for the rant.",4.2913839037927834,4.812277380141843,5.417528522972557,83.5190217391305,70.23404255319149,8.399938328707988,26.10622880049337,8.456263369488248,1.5629401788467467,2703,76,565,40,46,898,286,705,0.102,0.828,0.069,-0.9769,9,3,1,0,0,0,103.0,3,0,1,6,26,18,3,1,33,0,61,7,2,6,9,112,111,53,0,17,14,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,35,35,1,5,18,0,9,10,11,11,0,3,60,6,108,7,93,37,25,103,2,3,2,0,56,43,1,9,46,419,143,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486415848835522,0.0,0.1239532297118392,0.06410218808141313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489990942538412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058150244221583436,0.047591678322282775,0.051677832738126636,0.07545845061474017,0.0,0.15799842852995336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757081598032355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639876645199674,0.07078877888617965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053315094621386165,0.06489333534184588,0.06688403838520066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983136334082411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333773732988839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333170017134546,0.05170342245681685,0.0,0.0,0.06395172076538669,0.0,0.08175911060706617,0.0,0.0,0.05914114265069227,0.111250364849244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03129481696157108,0.0,0.11885342718673438,0.0,0.05656882129462745,0.0,0.0,0.06786216866532188,0.0,0.0,0.09700916900723854,0.0,0.0351750569153402,0.05191267384000976,0.1980050365006874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473152450175759,0.06588594724908507,0.0,0.0,0.06351978283535974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297076600720905,0.0,0.062083440738112776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685138235518722,0.0,0.0,0.06445173957911668,0.10204385451140836,0.10090164877214623,0.0,0.06553544981706623,0.0,0.0,0.13114996743935206,0.0,0.06203276139827904,0.0,0.05477310615671338,0.05197429350054878,0.0,0.06756321098882268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627494997463912,0.062179552335216624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976087022109747,0.06578216230448546,0.09099653569840736,0.13767799439198494,0.0954709565442774,0.05977637095104645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582031881049288,0.04707219963684688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872584910930154,0.10808466488559444,0.06466471520033908,0.0,0.11701724454137175,0.0,0.0,0.12593428634786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895017648853567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011238215213009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047931775767776,0.0,0.0,0.06309182979769742,0.052441497557994286,0.0476480367091122,0.0,0.06928382851652831,0.0876159661247099,0.0,0.049427603080246456,0.05174508208714835,0.0,0.0,0.0708523523074607,0.0,0.0,0.05833315251624389,0.0,0.0,0.04974702079980913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223754089468834,0.11897506020247985,0.0,0.04913590315231843,0.1443605620977279,0.0,0.11733411600003588,0.05914114265069227,0.06876508498879033,0.04202109153212172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345543468861242,0.0,0.15320391829965765,0.21903556547811948,0.09825511444753096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475033592493787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802345380301524,0.0,0.0,0.2198340488777281,0.06766996904616035,0.0,0.1992843998924664 autism,wolley_dratsum,2019/07/11,"When will my autistic 6-year-old stopping beating up his little brother? Every day he beats on him. I told if he could go one day without hurting his 3-year-old brother we’d get a Raspberry Pi 4 and do some fun stuff with it. He went one day. Then we got a call from daycare today that he hit his brother in the face with a prism they were using in the classroom and cut his forehead and eyelid. He could have blinded him. I’m honestly at a loss as to what to do. He was kicked out of a preschool for hurting other children. Is this normal behavior in autism? Will he ever grow out of it?",2.5257851239669407,4.107118809917356,3.659578512396696,90.3766404958678,75.77685950413223,5.831735537190082,26.97603305785124,6.2581,0.9629133884297518,460,18,96,3,10,149,85,121,0.07400000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.5197,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,3,2,6,1,0,7,0,11,3,2,1,1,17,19,7,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,5,1,11,2,18,8,1,20,0,3,1,0,22,9,0,2,8,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368321542079769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872478804212623,0.0,0.0,0.3480338120729402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271674004748138,0.15156129834977392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398275309549207,0.0,0.10223307929627644,0.0,0.1438708730902497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38514231222054746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802925359939228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624960390397193,0.0,0.0,0.3775191599515114,0.0,0.2437901505223761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039233889343676,0.0,0.0,0.2059258686975258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705104275177283,0.1718883111072897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536332198383832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675566751922438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340320986649427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316807379246321 autism,alduinswings,2019/07/11,"advice and warnings for any autistics that may go to alton towers in the future! i visited alton towers in april, and found some high points and low points that may prove very useful for anyone headed there. first of all, i want to talk about the best part of my visit. the staff! (putting this section in {} brackets in case it's too long ) {they were so accommodating and kind, i cannot praise my interactions with them enough. i went on a couple of rides (nothing crazy!) and on every single one i was able to wear my ear defenders. i wore them around my whole time at the park and not a single staff member so much as gave it a second glance, in fact they were incredibly nice and it made me comfortable :) i did not have a blue band (disability pass) just in case anyone is concerned, i didn't have to explain a thing to the staff that i encountered. they clearly received training and knew their stuff!} !A WARNING! i only encountered one quiet room in the (massive, in my opinion) park. this quiet room was so. small. from what i recall it had like one couch, a children's table and a carpet playmat. the biggest problem, however, is that it was hot as an oven. it was a pretty warm day and i couldn't stand to be in there for long. if this is a problem for you then make sure you're aware. this quiet room is located on the right side of the row of buildings you encounter shortly after entering the park, and covered in puzzle pieces. hard to miss. once again, if this is a concern for you then be aware that there is very little seating throughout the park. if you find it difficult to sit on grass or rocks this will be important. there's not a lot of shade either. i don't remember much else but feel free to add anything :)",3.8736555479918313,5.37999031268437,4.427743362831863,86.54078454731113,72.12684365781709,6.9852961198093935,25.427842069434988,7.468242284971852,1.1733493533015662,1352,42,269,15,26,429,188,339,0.045,0.85,0.105,0.9596,3,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,6,3,12,14,0,0,24,0,26,3,3,3,5,48,39,23,0,7,10,0,4,1,0,3,0,4,6,1,21,14,0,0,7,2,1,9,7,5,0,5,15,10,29,10,42,17,14,52,1,2,2,0,20,30,0,10,12,192,50,3,0.13382247466945876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076977344387644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100387174342432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871435716328071,0.0,0.11012449423915284,0.11913037446803355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043843097501488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807202287760798,0.0,0.08630442530469283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179150586144217,0.0,0.0,0.13827438933591216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275120662502434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766466410834225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231131744934305,0.11382932859059873,0.0,0.14672943618878898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605439629479238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987865189102205,0.0,0.13734046679574152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139079185198344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393555142110133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537890148920426,0.13412527604432967,0.0,0.2368573578695585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377108242699295,0.0,0.12662606122431327,0.08932754099040968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674983338667207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840627365744625,0.0,0.0,0.1425165680298738,0.2720447165666738,0.10177802225778457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491669916206734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25301098761812885,0.0,0.0,0.13614556678691858,0.0,0.25610007027739645,0.0,0.13452854905832673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159477666813764,0.11428366217413875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319471674997698,0.0,0.0,0.12612609865203026,0.0,0.0,0.10756143603406502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889057058325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803296115159528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155796513337013,0.0,0.22083511325124386,0.07893196278080906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405477472859075,0.0,0.14940801389236466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hefaistros,2019/03/14,"What do I do in a job interview? First post on reddit, so be gentile ;) &#x200B; **Backstory:** (Backstory gives a little context but is not entirely important for my problem) I recently quit my schooling to become a primary teacher. In december I got diagnosed with autism, which in itsself was not a problem to become a teacher for me. all my placements and traineeships in schools were awesome and my mentors told me they thought I would be a really good teacher. The problem was that in the testing we found out that the 4 parts which your IQ consist of did not line up. The rational part of my IQ is on the high side at 123, but my processing speed is very low at 89. Which runs down to me understanding everything that I hear, but I can not oversee large quantities of information. This is why I had troubles in school. I could not write my master thesis. which is why I quit. &#x200B; **Problem:** Now that I quit school I want to start working. I have a degree as a teachers aid/educational assistant but I am scared that the quitting of my schooling will become a problem during a job interview. I feel that my Autism is in such a mild form that it would not impede on any job duties I would have. But I'm scared that telling them would lover my chances in getting jobs. How much or what should I tell them? Only the IQ part, or a bigger backstory? HELP",2.397241379310344,5.039384892720307,3.5177011494252888,85.87241379310349,81.29885057471266,6.665134099616859,28.157088122605373,7.873277556716777,2.078957088122606,1071,50,201,20,29,345,141,261,0.064,0.8079999999999999,0.128,0.9533,4,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,1,3,7,4,11,0,2,19,0,26,2,0,1,1,39,38,12,0,12,13,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,16,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,9,2,34,2,28,20,6,28,0,1,0,1,16,21,0,2,5,149,50,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218336510552235,0.1930980301681472,0.054033520000398905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632622136487552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343999047472157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064723513560737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141087484063986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017587286534948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675861277679817,0.0,0.08712055622542303,0.0,0.0,0.04151303015654765,0.0762224444015912,0.0,0.06664480533174788,0.06354906295600793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955387227049134,0.0,0.0532583870156457,0.0839507378427382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153954544043573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079636840135035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058410075602866166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060430668453009186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581327325712763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760978917764616,0.0,0.0,0.38014833886551536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33804942109246744,0.0,0.0,0.0509022220706456,0.0,0.07845425299558956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591007407227682,0.4020738927360663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056240110308419536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889793116953625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308002378143855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592461816164038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827175932466323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556038924527215,0.04686582788051282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339526119834672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057845680122815435,0.0,0.0,0.22577603978402025,0.0,0.1930980301681472,0.0 autism,conarkay,2019/03/14,"Clothing texture issues & buying weather-appropriate clothes. i have very bad texture issues; it can be next to impossible to find fabrics that i can tolerate wearing without sensory overload (i prefer mostly cotton, some polyester and spandex is okay, fleece or fluffy is great. soft.). i am also fairly picky about the cut and fit of my clothes-mostly over-sized, with the exception of underwear and leggings, which have to be fitted, preferably no seams. it's a fairly androgynous style. i just want to be comfortable, man. i am running into a lot of issues with finding spring and summer appropriate clothes, since in the colder months i just wear heavy and soft hoodies, sweaters, sweatpants, and leggings. that's it, that is my whole wardrobe! i really want to find something for the warmer months that will make me look like a more or less put together human, not just nike shorts and baggy t-shirts... i *do* want to fit in sometimes. as some of you can relate, clothing stores are hell of sensory overload, and I do not usually have much luck there since i get so overwhelmed and anxious. i bought this romwe dress earlier ([https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07K7JGLTD/ref=ppx\_yo\_dt\_b\_asin\_title\_o00\_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1](https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07K7JGLTD/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o00_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1)), and loved the cut, however the texture is bad to me and i'll still have to wear something like a tank top under it... so, online shopping can be difficult as well, since i cant feel the fabric, and the description can be inaccurate. **to summarize, i need help; do you have similar issues? do you have any advice? any brands you can recommend? how do you cope with severe texture issues? thank you guys!** ",7.907615658362987,11.175378081850539,6.052674733096088,71.68760996441281,65.33451957295374,7.62767259786477,30.10120996441281,8.488131031819089,2.545075330960854,1415,53,208,22,25,411,158,281,0.086,0.745,0.16899999999999998,0.9603,1,0,2,0,0,0,102.0,0,6,0,1,11,16,3,1,12,1,31,6,5,2,0,42,42,20,0,6,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,16,0,0,6,1,4,2,5,7,1,0,1,4,24,9,27,35,8,18,1,1,1,1,11,9,1,7,9,139,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530365732026928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617713271644394,0.0,0.35027984048286165,0.0,0.14656354098525867,0.0,0.0,0.12174024585160073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995332926013735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448764201624954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954772051647861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056301132118789725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880784791293827,0.0,0.10670119881063644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223051346755432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623770018146059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529401798420253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049283470112414,0.0,0.0,0.09161529274951256,0.09725929973153176,0.0,0.07193188852432691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720290014571587,0.0,0.07921737756035081,0.07990406506352761,0.0,0.0,0.1146059768765689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833044867138934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903501669553204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174024585160073,0.0,0.26742521040008393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592071269637396,0.10657925010149223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605877278863425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921265647983056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186844811217708,0.08891483283050984,0.19068223813633406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689086754454043,0.0,0.0,0.12031228533538715,0.0,0.10387860226435516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Normacont,2019/03/14,"That moment when you realise you actually have no idea how a conversation works (and can't seem to hold one) its weird but it just occured to me that my only contribution to a conversation is jokes, like im quite good at timing and doing observational and in the moment humour but other then that I literally have no idea how to talk to another human being without it being yet another joke as a nervous reaction or an instinctual reaction. I actually have no idea how to talk to another human being in the slightest so I just nervously fill the void with jokes. I never really notice until someone actually said ""what the hell"" about it recently.",6.412747933884297,7.56038716528926,8.447592975206614,61.436844008264465,65.77685950413222,11.669834710743803,33.30681818181819,11.45678717892309,4.487619008264463,521,22,83,17,8,186,76,121,0.14400000000000002,0.715,0.141,0.1461,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,9,10,1,2,8,0,9,0,0,3,1,19,11,14,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,1,8,6,15,7,0,13,1,0,0,0,9,3,1,2,10,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.4397270353825623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725003033742928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259824775080578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086799970901145,0.16224414882199176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733812070070123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584519488035225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100619812026566,0.0,0.0,0.10178089672572978,0.11423554005868468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597585264800292,0.0,0.0,0.09622337427806073,0.0,0.1483065501388736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287668639210274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367384399901418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272658350627474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145367461980294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758410963177314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478955903275334,0.0,0.10934898914828556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wollcen,2019/03/14,"how to bring up possibly being autistic two years ago a past therapist of mine casually mentioned that he found it interesting that i shared some “traits” found in folks on the spectrum. he meant it as a compliment but it got me interested in autism as a whole as i didn’t know much at all. i did research for pure educational purposes and discovered i have a lot more than a few traits. i didn’t bring it up with him though, i didn’t want him to assume i was looking for something that wasn’t really there and i figured he already thought that considering i brought up a panic disorder once and he sort of shut me down- i was diagnosed with one a year later by my current therapist. i stopped with the research, like i said no one takes me seriously when it comes to my genuine concerns. i’m just seen as the kid who’s looking for stuff to blame my stuff on when that clearly isn’t it. but in my last session with my current therapist he out of the blue asked me if i have any sensory issues. when i asked what he meant he listed the basics, the ones you read about everywhere. i got somewhat excited, he noticed something in me after talking about something not at all related to my theory and felt the need to ask me. i felt if i didn’t give him a quick enough answer he would just assume i was faking and shut me down so i anxiously blurted out that i had a noise sensitivity. i do not have a noise sensitivity- im a jumpy person but have no issue with sound. i do have a touch sensitivity thing that i always struggled with. i prefer if people didn’t touch me at all but i have spots i feel most uncomfortable with. certain spots even ache like my ribs, sides and arm when touched. i couldn’t take my words back so i started talking about how i’ve always been a jumpy person. i feel like he looked right through me and dismissed it as what it was, a jumpy kid who had no issue with noise. i want to bring it up again, tell him the truth without it seeming like i’m looking for something in return. if i’m autistic i want to know, personally i think it would explain a lot and then maybe i would deal with my issues differently but if not that’s just as good, i can stop kicking at myself and just continue with my treatment. anh recommendations on how i can bring this topic up in serious conversation? i see him tomorrow but i try to see him weekly. 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Sometimes I’ll stand outside alone, close my eyes and breath through my mouth (I’ve got a supersniffer) and just enjoy the sound and skin sensation of the wind/sun/rain. I think blocking some senses makes things a little less overwhelming and I can actually enjoy each individual sense as my body processes it. I highly recommend giving it a try ☺️",4.859768339768337,7.621356405405407,5.595019305019307,73.777972972973,72.78378378378378,9.093436293436293,28.138996138996138,9.606745405546679,3.1382185328185326,330,13,54,9,7,107,59,74,0.06,0.716,0.22399999999999998,0.9113,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,1,5,0,1,5,5,1,0,11,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,4,4,5,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2762560169679881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931969398466568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197943836145482,0.2900602228479285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314450325199949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364862370171285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156671943334976,0.0,0.0,0.22641376415456724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991012246976122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837315910201655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896546627610453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799842754576767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284922965668007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807310680419886,0.18139330660151295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922002323943565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SquiggleWings,2019/03/14,"Hello all! I was wondering if you could help in sharing your experiences when travelling through an airport... Hello, I am not on the Autistic Spectrum however for several years I have been mildly working in a field for those that are. I am working in an airport, and we have Autism Awareness week coming up soon. Im part of the team helping to raise this awareness of how we can make the process easier-what we are doing right and far more importantly: where we can improve. I was hoping if you had any experiences, if you could detail what they were (private message is okay if you are more comfortable with that) so that we can really put some thought into where we can make things better-far beyond that one week. I am based in the U.K. but welcome experiences from around the world. I’m sorry if this is not appropriate for this sub, please do let me know ",5.018760162601623,6.521701323170731,5.425365853658537,80.50723577235773,69.3048780487805,8.393495934959349,30.13008130081301,8.841846274778883,2.4289691056910567,683,27,127,12,12,218,104,164,0.009000000000000001,0.858,0.133,0.948,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,6,5,1,3,8,5,0,0,8,1,24,0,0,3,1,31,32,11,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,0,19,5,18,23,5,22,0,0,0,0,20,14,0,8,5,101,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350689970590533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858839747823258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762142146362925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378119564939268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665336863526437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898202762991166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375719343987055,0.0,0.0,0.16578276141477047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802952161437619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173129120070764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068035646796118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228321068527772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310490336760905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807510485254513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322089335687644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779416340215014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692905839445284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254321197450429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856473831291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868459912528789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108899087685488,0.0,0.0,0.13251066990921578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677758738248337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810105643149225,0.2430300232919055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748681773629216 autism,windhowl1,2019/03/14,"Are these practices byproducts of AS? Just a couple of things: I fidget a lot, to the point that I take apart and reassemble pencils and pens just to keep myself occupied. I shake my leg all the time when sitting. I bite the inside of my lips and chew off the skin and swallow whatever I've bitten off. I tend to listen to one song on loop and am uncomfortable if that song passes. I always feel more comfortable with air in my mouth.",4.467131782945739,5.517630441860469,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,70.16279069767441,8.058914728682172,25.96124031007752,8.344100000000001,1.5690914728682173,342,10,68,5,6,110,61,86,0.053,0.904,0.044000000000000004,0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,2,6,4,0,1,13,7,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,5,10,1,13,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,2,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293034660534085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379001710153415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001078084090896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517690764127374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33646042975019524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817676423775344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741204874276545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975617631902688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26292491337458224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077044784727174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UbiSergei,2019/03/14,Is /r/Autism perceives the world the same way as /r/SoulNexus? I want to know.,-0.8064583333333317,1.068512937500003,-0.23499999999999946,106.24666666666668,107.125,2.1333333333333333,17.833333333333332,3.1291,-1.2232666666666665,61,2,14,0,3,18,14,16,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48576482895138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213433700059428,0.701593629891751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Beanbag141,2019/03/14,"Please I need help I posted about an hour ago about having a meltdown, and it's still going on and I can't stop. I have to deal with it on my own and I really need help right now. 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As a kid it was a little more acceptable to chew on shirts, necklaces, sleeves, books, etc. As an adult, I've mostly chewed on my fingernails, paper for awhile, and since college the inside of my cheeks. I'm really starting to worry that I am doing some significant damage to my cheeks and wondering if anyone has any ideas for either helping me stop chewing (which I'm not convinced is possible), or if there are products out there that are maybe people have run into that aren't just for children. I can't do gum because I have slight TMJ so gum really aggravates that with how dense it gets after a while. I've tried mints on and off, but I end up basically just eating them by the tin-full. I notice I mostly do it while I am concentrating on something else very intently or uncomfortable in some sort of social situation. Wondering if there is anything that might be similar to a cough drop with no sugars/flavors/cough medicine that I can just suck on all day to stop the cheek chewing. It's mostly about just having something in my mouth to move around, not necessarily the actually chewing. Really open to most ideas at this point if anyone has run into anything.",7.618422590068157,7.460191413502113,7.751223628691987,71.96114897760471,63.135021097046426,10.66783511846803,33.42064264849075,10.214889679676881,3.3340706913339826,1003,36,177,20,13,326,143,237,0.11,0.865,0.025,-0.9629,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,11,4,1,0,9,0,21,14,5,2,1,42,28,17,0,4,14,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,12,10,8,2,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,1,16,2,36,25,10,30,0,1,0,0,7,18,1,16,8,128,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.14358954910329086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243408699002535,0.0,0.0,0.10006173295511432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577047690656453,0.0,0.2421709653286561,0.13098774248277495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969651153760103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948945379162594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505631915003914,0.12291841645700086,0.0,0.1303243036641225,0.0,0.164102433907768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224190999110266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687571969494886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986263063953695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322112380763083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747512712335187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782410420574282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609460783625745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638885855840842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752235527611614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200986561262622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909692737652266,0.16588070744619027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827891585603121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121717537702458,0.16539398332714497,0.0,0.14999292970566416,0.0,0.2265544887076203,0.0,0.0,0.10414799737284752,0.0,0.0,0.24603491402922414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989988638057916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121407714341863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191388505097547,0.0,0.14943003346151915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KirbySmasher48_48,2019/03/14,"i found out i had autism? my mom was talking to the doctors on Monday and she mentioned me having autism, i didint like it but my school papers also say i do. so idk what to do other then make a meme about it. im not sure about the signs, again, i think its super minor, just wanted to say, if anything i thought it was aspergers at most. if its ok with the mods i can post an imgur link in the coments i guess.",0.3185479797979802,2.220418102272728,2.03469696969697,97.89010101010102,83.88636363636364,4.365656565656567,17.732323232323235,5.033348758259628,-0.7383373737373741,315,7,74,1,9,103,65,88,0.054000000000000006,0.8290000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,1,7,1,0,1,1,18,13,7,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,12,4,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,4,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380249627224176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971885094823792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26084854949083514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794285591992776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28074468922187273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752804403076807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245062525944313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701135554262542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984758388211652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407470726173006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053319952235282,0.0,0.2579205951077209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401919815081764,0.0,0.0,0.20483781494077927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632968230894687,0.0,0.2023214832776735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031642734750505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,michelle204,2019/03/14,"New to this! Advise please! My daughter is in the process of doing autism testing. I am in Ontario Canada so I don’t think we will have the diagnosis Until May. What would be the most appropriate action?s should I start private autism therapy now? She is 23 months old. Or should I continue with speech therapy until hopefully something clicks and wait for the formal diagnosis. Non verbal (has about 20 words. 5 which she uses correctly (I rarely hear them) Minimal eye contact Does not respond to name Did not walk until 19 months Shows no. Affection Does not point gestures with hand kind of In her own world Understands questions. Bring mummy your boots, etc Does not play with me acknowledge my presence or my husbands. Doesn’t engage with us Interacts with her baby brother...brings him toys occasionally. And smiles at kids her own age This is very new. I am beside myself: I thought she was a silent quirky kid. My teenage niece and nephew (my sisters son and my brothers daughter) had similar problems which were managed with psychologists, speech therapy, OT PT. Never tested for autism formally. They are managing well. 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And I know just about everyone stims but does anyone else do it the same amount as me?",0.4545199063231884,2.6846913606557368,2.8970960187353647,89.81295081967217,86.21311475409836,5.4529274004683845,23.46838407494145,6.868970318607317,0.8741597189695551,227,9,48,3,7,78,43,61,0.033,0.866,0.10099999999999999,0.3971,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,13,8,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,4,8,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177660461843668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391088907841966,0.32811146661030616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904160780992242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802337130763833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675094340719826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30599161233612265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673059323593397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598895439768258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644724349005482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722464255157601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469796034953121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32924775584510824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677249777169499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,leodamascus,2019/02/19,"What's your autism story? Hello everyone! I'm Leo and I'm in the autistic spectrum. I asked the mods if I could tell you about a new sun I made, and was given permission. So here it goes. I know several of us have been struggling with people who have inadequate exposure to autism. Our way of thinking, and the life differences that entails can make it difficult for those people to understand our or our families' lives. I want to solve this problem, and my new subreddit is my attempt to help bridge that gap in understanding. It's over at /r/talesfromautism. I figured that since a lot of our stories were stories of awkwardness (a characteristic which is a comedy staple) that our stories could fit into the mostly funny, sometimes intense through other emotions, style of other ""talesfrom[whatever]"" subreddits. My hope is to appeal to neurotypical people with those funny stories, while also making sure that we, the people affected by autism, are in control of the narrative, so our perspective comes across and people will understand better what it feels and looks like to be autistic. I have already posted a story of my own on that site of a time when I clearly missed a social cue rather spectacularly, and posted a thread with prompts showing what kind of stories might be appropriate for the subreddit. I welcome posts by anybody autistic, whichever level you are, or anybody who has a personal connection with an autistic person to tell your story. I have some rules on the sidebar to keep bullying and other unwelcome behavior to keep the subreddit a positive and constructive place, but other than that, feel free to post any stories you feel would help people understand the autistic community better. And I hope everybody will come and check it out! **TL;DR: I made a sub at /r/talesfrom autism. Please share your story to help spread awareness while also having a good time!**",7.596561736770692,8.987533053731344,7.361770691994572,69.40379579375849,63.23880597014926,10.389416553595659,35.82428765264587,10.436869588844218,4.1474776119403,1523,69,233,36,22,483,182,335,0.047,0.7909999999999999,0.162,0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,8,6,0,4,8,17,0,2,23,0,23,1,0,6,2,56,49,22,0,9,5,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,25,20,0,3,10,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,6,4,30,12,43,35,4,29,0,1,1,0,28,15,0,9,8,172,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019439265153933,0.14775293909967205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282175231067727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636308320731348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340568545113265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915484756296705,0.0,0.0,0.10361232947099562,0.1475162590986211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651772132731393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391537112191863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827330805762994,0.0,0.0,0.08708789810949093,0.0,0.14013072259554507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748418857985674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576164559730984,0.0,0.0,0.18350890742260276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422365942432762,0.0,0.0961998366572126,0.05076978113119632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525091759950152,0.04513233422945805,0.0,0.08157347200682019,0.0,0.07757616129180271,0.0,0.0,0.0785384030747312,0.0,0.17482489265376253,0.12332909682003447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980008690727004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784428832799063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842690899808767,0.1613257791805633,0.09651772132731393,0.10140579656769423,0.0,0.0,0.3538990544025489,0.0,0.0,0.08839544336681568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436341152400846,0.0,0.07641791501691671,0.0,0.0,0.09417005282677793,0.0,0.0,0.09136645043267756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657591742732677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706731238610645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148885781147865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919354767097228,0.0,0.0,0.10773535814729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846844813839204,0.1111220918419152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054488277478918164,0.07332715937779621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562429418300264,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,greenplant2222,2019/02/19,Sensory Experiences I have had a feeling I have been on the spectrum for a while now. I recently bought a weighted blanket and I love it so much. I was wondering ... are there other sensory experiences people really like I may be missing out on? The blanket is so wonderful.,3.618235294117646,6.2013806274509795,6.203686274509806,68.75258823529413,76.05882352941177,10.354509803921568,35.69019607843137,10.355215969177356,4.927694901960784,216,13,35,8,5,77,37,51,0.040999999999999995,0.711,0.248,0.9008,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,6,15,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,6,2,4,9,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,3,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279862558780987,0.0,0.0,0.13645876606102214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184908757334712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357603923043555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198391877359123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709989102649985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289118861970504,0.0,0.2664726312704662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32863951808554265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853438174249181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Eclipsekiller,2019/02/19,"Been having a lot of meltdowns recently and I feel pathetic I feel like a toddler. I've been crying over the most stupid things, from taping a picture wonky into my portfolio, to not having enough spare change in my pocket to buy a kit-kat. Everyone around me says grow up, and they're right. 15-year-olds don't behave like this, do they? Most of the time this week I've been lying on the floor screaming like a child who's been refused ice cream for dinner. I don't know what to do...if something goes wrong I'm bound to cry. Any advice on what to do would be appreciated.",4.172758620689656,5.069837482758626,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.72413793103449,7.524137931034483,24.84482758620689,7.645422480735847,1.0471586206896553,452,12,95,5,8,144,80,116,0.205,0.7070000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9336,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,0,0,14,16,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,4,1,2,3,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,4,5,7,3,16,10,4,13,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,6,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064139970483484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436453732291381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880417478460104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345602286194466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640580612077321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825968372190124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018417477341493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361104190535515,0.1509045714681584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608788184204866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095926533391606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795823549572144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165302153727826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856665367870705,0.0,0.0,0.18039143821573825,0.0,0.16798059705118332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261713207456158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033351605650934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317139495337652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694380052533743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005353852910605,0.23094962676093836,0.0,0.13602683265023355 autism,disasterchild96,2019/02/19,organizational strategies that work well for autism?? any ideas? I’m a mess ,2.837435897435898,4.961432230769233,3.3461538461538503,78.79051282051283,111.30769230769228,4.810256410256411,19.71794871794872,6.42735559955562,0.5664564102564107,61,2,11,1,3,19,13,13,0.215,0.636,0.149,-0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877858289586906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437366540743567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127183082055228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415144803039662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AngrilyUnderstand,2019/02/19,"How to communicate with an autistic person? Hey guys, Recently, I got into an online argument with someone whom I strongly believe is an autistic individual. There's some lasting antagonism from our encounter and, as my posting here would suggest, I'd like to resolve it. I reached out to him via private message but was met with adversarial responses and empty threats. I've tried approaching him cordially, but that strategy hasn't been effective. I'm eager to better understand how to properly interact (as not to cause negative emotions) with him and others like him. Does anybody have any tips? Please additionally let me know if I need to change my tone, nomenclature, etc. Many thanks!",7.216666666666669,9.41945466666667,7.605,64.28666666666669,64.83333333333334,11.0,40.833333333333336,10.980518767755715,5.427833333333335,560,33,82,17,9,183,92,120,0.11599999999999999,0.682,0.20199999999999999,0.8983,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,4,8,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,24,14,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,12,7,16,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631227326160698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24240517090219316,0.0,0.1902864567036507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102268973419906,0.2276046763217068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828294090454045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420195810597813,0.0,0.0,0.2399538709126559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207851468254992,0.0,0.0,0.21303654173165906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182431533199538,0.17537943636773082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200098057530647,0.0,0.21022700500483554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181326476186793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595341559530681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786439902915988,0.0,0.2361747654594108,0.0,0.0,0.20605830484757695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243887317985585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229950443663387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808513370111505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607561795352367,0.0,0.0,0.2239831701979507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528394116677904,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ithurtssobadfeeling,2019/02/19,"I am having a meltdown. I am a 21 female who just went to a concert (the concert itself was great) Afterwards I went to buy a hoodie but my pass refused 3 times and now I cannot use it anymore. I am feeling extremely mad and sad right now and my family is saying I should just get over it and that i should not whine and/or cry about it. I am just at a loss at what do do and just short of throwing up.",1.4477597402597375,2.5587738409090943,3.526493506493509,92.17045454545458,77.63636363636364,6.392207792207793,22.798701298701296,6.868970318607317,0.5004655844155841,310,9,73,3,7,106,56,88,0.16899999999999998,0.743,0.087,-0.8515,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,16,17,6,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,2,1,4,2,4,0,0,3,4,10,1,8,12,0,14,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30306735888115155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356809102171697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28808704127637397,0.0,0.1545176239210492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596603713639516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369187155723463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609758012523213,0.0,0.24302079601941534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819445206085782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639352952245725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665778225524242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,moldy_bread_666,2019/02/19,"Sexuality Hello everyone! This is my second time posting here and I really like how helpful and nice everyone is here. I would like ask you if my own feelings about sex are normal and how you guys feel about sex. &#x200B; Imagining people have sex with me makes my guts feel awkward. I understand that sex is supposed to feel good, but thinking about other people touching my privates makes me uncomfortable. I don't think it's wrong to try and have a baby or express love to your partner but I simply don't want anything to do with it. I am confused whether I am asexual because of my autism or if it's just who I am for no specific reason. &#x200B; Is asexuality in autistic people common? Can autistic people be sexually active? Hopefully this doesn't make you uncomfortable, but I would like to hear what you know about this or your experiences. thanks you!",4.205555555555557,6.721215111111113,5.229407407407408,76.80633333333336,73.81481481481481,7.776790123456791,29.935802469135805,8.648137234880735,2.703043950617284,696,31,118,14,15,228,95,162,0.085,0.7240000000000001,0.192,0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,0,0,9,11,0,2,1,0,18,6,1,6,0,37,35,15,0,7,10,0,5,3,1,2,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,23,8,14,32,1,4,0,0,0,5,16,1,0,7,5,87,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28511583151422554,0.3197481092404583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827232411829572,0.0,0.1230018077696852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802049061191103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514448550391571,0.0,0.1287023997241306,0.0,0.0,0.2661064822793742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103561257303802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027669954052545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482909033754328,0.0,0.08818975799297606,0.0,0.0,0.1306804164265205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230838255528578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283790572053855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187486242880301,0.0,0.2634754566899626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891236122705615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648610878809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600934867911653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428822007689064,0.13527765288791846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113357284559224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861170540548875,0.0,0.0,0.07672053451948636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932856887199335,0.0,0.0,0.13697081227861688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776044159525282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186929565697474,0.1438530335625572,0.3197481092404583,0.0 autism,dingl3berryfairy,2019/02/19,"Misdiagnosis of autism. Has anyone, who later in life learned they’re autistic been diagnosed as adhd as a kid? 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I think I’m pictures;there is no ongoing dialogue in my head. Is this an autism thing?,0.2616666666666667,2.681982481481484,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,94.55555555555556,5.662962962962964,21.564814814814817,7.1686216300943375,0.94397037037037,105,4,22,2,4,34,21,27,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939625003645962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015408552801182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844945089016705,0.37083840175198174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thehealthyactress,2019/02/19,"I just met my new step sister she is 17. She Will be going to my school. a senior like me. She has autism. I’ve done a lot of research but I’d like to learn more about the effects of someone with autism in a public school. How can I help her at school. Are there stuff I should anticipate? Like anxiety, fears, her social ability? Or should I just observe and learn as I get to know her better. 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My idea started when I found out there was an Autism Housing Network that specifically provided resources for prospective buyers. Hoping I can ask a few general questions and perhaps even interview someone for the piece. 1. What features in a home or neighborhood were important to you because they specifically supported your needs as an autistic adult? 2. How was the process of working with a realtor and a broker for you? 3. Was there an adjustment period for you once you moved and do you enjoy being a homeowner? And anything else you would like to share. I want to make sure I'm writing with accuracy and insight so I appreciate your time. Thanks!",5.845405835543769,8.634408606896553,6.093793103448277,71.2393633952255,69.82758620689657,9.702917771883287,37.36074270557029,10.035473477838034,4.646750663129973,668,38,101,19,13,213,97,145,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,9,1,1,9,7,0,0,14,0,12,0,0,2,1,27,22,13,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,16,7,15,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,4,6,77,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605128417178255,0.0,0.18864107981363304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300583520682963,0.2228549038266342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685648886384627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327662579948624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124606767354046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024061034461135,0.2004173378602137,0.0,0.232831987889591,0.0,0.22778991124722256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098581615516406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469258583974025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144647749868809,0.0,0.14962050021630635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148936919131117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520891886797054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097118093643793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428239647491249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289824301930637,0.19017931290803144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857758710836416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766204690856515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901760705015625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690137223136468,0.0,0.0,0.1433417758716702,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Afghaniscran,2019/02/19,"We're helping my GFs sister find a job and having no luck. I'm not sure if this is the right place or not, sorry if it isn't. Also on mobile and I've read that it causes formatting issues. tl;dr - GFs sister closes off when we try to help her find a job and need advice on how to coax her into communicating with us about what she's happy doing. My gf's sister has moderate autism (or that's the phrase they use, I'm not sure if it's the proper term.) She's been living with us for 2 years and we have supported her as she went to university. We learnt last year that she had stopped going and hadn't done any of her exams. She told us she didn't want to go to university anymore and wanted to find a job and continue living with us rather than her mum. So now for the past year she's been applying to jobs and not getting any responses. And we've signed up for jobcentre in order for her to get someone for professional to help her find what she needs. My problem is that when it comes to talking her through application forms and interviews and making choices for what she wants to do she completely shuts down and cries until we stop talking about it, then she goes back to her normal self after an hour or so. I don't really know what to do, I'm hoping someone here might have an idea of how we can help her more through the process of finding a job or how to get her to talk without closing us off. We applied for PIP (disability funding) in order to maybe get funding as we knew it would be difficult for her but when the interview came around she wasnt her usual self (I don't blame her for that ofc) and was informed she wouldn't get funding as she had no problems communicating or looking after herself. Any help is much appreciated, and apologies if I've said anything out of hand. 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So i was kind of wondering if i'm the only one having trouble eating a box of chocolates. I realise it sounds kind of stupid but let me explain. I get so worked up about eating which flavor when. Do I eat the disgusting ones first so all that i have left are the good ones. Do I eat all the good ones first, but then im left with all not so good ones. Do i eat one good one, one not so good one, one good one etc. I can get so worked up about how to eat and in what order to eat them and I didn't even start about the different textures they all have. Which is anxiety inducing itself. Feel free to have a laugh about it, i am too sitting here laughing next to a box with 3 not so good looking chocolates left (not sure what they are filled with so I don't have the courage to eat them). &#x200B;",2.073220973782771,3.639712089887645,3.0256404494382028,94.506063670412,76.97752808988764,6.0949812734082425,23.10262172284645,6.742157984588678,0.4446684644194754,664,20,151,6,15,211,83,178,0.08,0.703,0.217,0.9854,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,4,17,18,2,0,10,0,17,9,0,2,5,22,25,16,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,9,0,4,0,1,1,6,4,0,13,2,5,16,15,19,22,5,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,6,111,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404627335847869,0.08304048139639833,0.0,0.0,0.05227985075031324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280133926087415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293591811782971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621707419128547,0.045137871771705314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034554716279124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625979986817048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714095737884242,0.0,0.0,0.4012419700759177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381883938407527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233101779040527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227545648797886,0.06988219704109476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738831985899781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726802788360849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093978731774099,0.05197558768542849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048371346198932734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440956460428962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411172664353805,0.09950454947505806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304048139639833,0.0 autism,Somedood12345,2019/02/19,"Things about me I am an aspie, my mood is usually numb (sometimes worse during school). I still enjoy actives such as gaming, ect. But I rarely feel crazy happy over things. I literally was so happy and ecstatic during the school holidays because I learned how to mod Fallout 4. Anyways, making friends at school is hard. I don’t want to come over to their places, because of the fear of being rejected. But I can gladly say that my sister is a very important person in my life. We play games together, such as Garry’s Mod and talk about bad things that happened at school. By joining this group, I hope to realise that I am not the only one that feels about things in similar ways. 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For myself I have no issue with sight but there will be scents that nobody else can smell but make me half to leave the room or risk throwing up. I also have a fear of having a cotton ball like texture in my mouth.,5.460733333333337,5.590572139999999,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,67.6,7.466666666666668,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.7856666666666667,197,4,39,1,3,62,46,50,0.21100000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,6,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,6,1,6,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31237964787791034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012755936998122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32631390523326154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43955747077911306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407707066280612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136114698961439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908377966680672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607426970488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,____Joshua,2019/02/19,"Autism Spectrum Quotient - Overlap with other communication difficulties. Leading to poor diagnosis? Hello, Sorry if the title does not make much sense. I am not sure how to precisely word this topic. \-----preface----- I have often wondered If I am on the autistic spectrum, but I have never had a formal diagnosis. I am currently 22 years old. I just took an online Quotient, and this was my result: [https://imgur.com/a/jg496wk](https://imgur.com/a/jg496wk) \----question---- Now this test, really means nothing to me. Because yes the score was high. However I think I can attribute a lot of my answers to a non-autistic reason. I have a very severe stammer, I have since I was 4 years old. It has effected my life greatly, this is because in stressful social situations I cannot speak at all. I block on every word, making no sound up to a minute at a time. Which obviously makes communicating very very hard. Now, here is my concern. Out of the 50 questions on this test, a lot of them are about general communication/social habits. Of course my stammer has a huge impact on how I view social situations. General I avoid them at all costs, I recently quit my job as a Software Engineer because of having to talk to people. And currently I just sit in my parents house in my room all day playing computer games and reading and listening to music. This is all have done for 7 months. 0 human contact besides my family. Now obviously this is not healthy, I have been to speech therapy courses and met other people who stammer as bad as I do, and they seem to find socializing much easier than I do. They have friends and partners ect... and I cannot even fathom how people are able to build relationships with people. So this is why I think on-top of my stammer causing my issues, I may also be autistic. However I am unsure, I do not really have any issues in understanding humor or anything like that. I am not insanely good with numbers ect... and I do not have a major obsession. But I do spend all day alone by choice doing the same thing every day. Which I know is a very autistic trait. And I have a very hard time finding things to talk about and generally have 0 interest in talking to people. A lot of autistic traits I do seem to have, but I also wonder if most of them are crossovers because of my stammer. I do not want to waste my GP's time, booking a diagnosis. If I am not actually autistic. What are your general thoughts?",4.9189916789035735,6.874812854625553,5.806747430249633,75.89287200195794,70.23348017621146,8.39246206558982,30.8930494371023,8.998388855275968,2.825868526676457,1932,83,333,38,36,634,221,454,0.132,0.7979999999999999,0.07,-0.9726,6,2,0,0,0,0,95.0,0,1,5,3,16,17,0,3,20,1,50,1,0,12,10,86,67,28,0,5,18,1,2,1,2,1,1,4,1,2,18,15,0,2,17,4,3,2,12,9,0,0,9,7,54,8,49,56,13,39,0,0,1,0,26,18,0,17,19,246,72,7,0.08113641059030398,0.0,0.07917743266820061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403285191041175,0.0,0.12976951647057666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055175541487479066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676835264560131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774551377276936,0.1978400112596529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334944372915809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569788177489118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100301967619732,0.08303071799395177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358983397918286,0.0,0.13672185061405095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648818694891579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831441873904852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626857895545002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805337171222,0.0,0.08945317911250189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536457414745288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572507248671353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362052423819987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937066551003602,0.08051536795734138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459044935998148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730904628866058,0.03963915185602036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069378244551294,0.0,0.0,0.16247755231074448,0.0,0.0,0.08838133708666251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476230884667107,0.0,0.11928919491785613,0.0,0.06257740174829426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785257422249124,0.0,0.17027802860237753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090092382113702,0.0,0.0,0.2812488553824283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817826976020448,0.08629855994097746,0.08115836725530277,0.0,0.10395612448136064,0.08342174333693393,0.08011241708841796,0.08711014051997416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477270818618888,0.0,0.09166104940595696,0.0,0.06711687728083178,0.18240144997168728,0.0,0.2481250585430843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082556892007172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294148419987693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647010677138377,0.0,0.0,0.19564312031963224,0.0,0.0,0.09278655661831113,0.0,0.1078068518769263,0.10397787152319532,0.0,0.0644132469836915,0.14193388049080866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014553756153948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844658648537109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473018014660944,0.047856357138072785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321299059638227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597795247526085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449837651688304 autism,mantispose,2019/02/19,"7 year old autistic girl and abuse? I'm very lost in what to do here. My 7 year old daughter is autistic. She witnessed her biological father (who I left him when she was a few days old, because he was physically abusive and the abuse caused her to come early), hit his own father. There was blood, and though it happened in the summer- we only learned of it recently, and she has been talking about it. I'm required by law for her to go with him in the summer. CPS/CAS was notified, but deemed everything safe... And we we're never told this happened or contacted by CPS/CAS. And were not told this happened by her biological father either- it was one of his other family members who told us. Since the summer my daughter has been hurting her siblings and thinking it's ok... CPS/CAS closed the case as fine (though stuff like this has happened before... They just keep saying it's all fine). I'm not sure what to do anymore. She is not safe with him... She tells us what happens. She has been locked in rooms and hit. She has told us about inappropriate touching. We've called CPS/CAS ourselves before and they do nothing. They talk to her biological father and then he lies and they say they don't know who is telling the tuth... What do I do?? Who will listen to me and my daughter? Should I go to the police? She is scared of him. And so am I. 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I look after a man who is somewhat high on the autism spectrum.. he picks his nails when he doesn’t have his hands full and this is my worst nightmare. It’s not the normal sort of nail picking it’s sort of like finger nail under fingernail action. This to me is the sort of “nails on a chalkboard” feeling and it make me very uncomfortable and hard to work with. What is the best way to tell him to just to relax his hands and keep calm. He is verbal, a happy man but can get a little confused and upset.",4.403787061994606,5.043609216981135,4.898733153638816,86.91216981132077,70.0377358490566,7.18921832884097,25.52021563342318,6.868970318607317,0.928300808625337,411,11,85,3,7,131,68,106,0.10300000000000001,0.79,0.107,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,8,0,8,3,3,4,0,21,13,7,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,6,8,5,13,13,4,10,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,5,3,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103991290805113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955345672077022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453098379898192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148595236240783,0.26495759660643764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125040513922251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289969273686764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450142985505107,0.29644569924915937,0.0,0.0,0.24837771900605204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974330725131764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897981149561371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585216481467361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24404654177522545,0.0,0.23477357327520626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532877325964087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,_mastertactitian,2019/02/19,"Advice on talking with people This isn't something I'm very confident talking about but here goes: (I'm M/15) I have aspergers. I've recently been a bit overwhelmed, there's this girl in my school, who I keep accidentally making eye-contact with and she keeps randomly smiling at me, I have never really spoke with her and I didn't think anything of it until my NT friend brought her up in conversation, he said I should probably talk to her, I don't really talk to people I don't know often so I didn't really want to do that but I seem to be unable to put her out of my mind, what do I do?",1.1834521575984986,3.3963974390243936,3.5455284552845536,86.49495309568482,82.73983739837398,7.036647904940589,21.65666041275797,8.139509932561175,1.2564814258911818,467,15,98,10,13,161,79,123,0.046,0.85,0.105,0.7713,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,13,0,0,1,1,20,25,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,6,2,19,1,18,17,1,11,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,3,3,66,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053759613856406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361397155421696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052915599134299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483266908977287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102403734563172,0.0,0.0,0.0959108810122188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649254799704525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762140776925277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345995346375885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419785033843222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816061205119305,0.0,0.0,0.17543943653203775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354033306032821,0.0,0.17231610385752996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600719191503882,0.0,0.0,0.17662218175222252,0.0,0.15887521626384218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343529760166766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610858918046195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182449837021673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439961558586695,0.10293561605744384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gatti1996,2019/02/19,"Availability and Disparity in Early Intervention Access Statistics & Reports? Hi all, For a policy paper I'm trying to do a report on access to early invention for autism/ASD and contributing factors to whether a person gets early intervention such as gender, location, age/generation, wealth, race, other diagnoses, parental attitudes, etc. This is a topic I have a personal passion in as I feel my life today is much easier because of the help I had as a small child. Good data specifically on this topic seems hard to come by. Does anyone have any good resources for this kind of paper? Thanks!!!!",7.514164420485172,8.926529688679251,8.572318059299192,60.574433962264145,63.433962264150935,11.717520215633426,34.01078167115903,11.491704259439757,4.713678167115903,481,20,69,15,7,164,76,106,0.013000000000000001,0.81,0.177,0.956,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,0,6,3,0,0,1,7,12,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,6,17,11,3,10,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,45,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039061788829005,0.0,0.1508757974571444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513315570069805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352468352055241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111703878046468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251882889308113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415554295815288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474381049506634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121816024025772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591529720228058,0.0,0.0,0.3721796451805982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874744728596966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871142232094908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310382397346329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567097997991052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309629163618192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635480921022146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38744789326937934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019775491191801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042634691221293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030206320646103,0.0,0.0,0.15063176079819854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,imnumbereight,2018/12/12,Has anyone done EMDR before? Has anyone on this forum done EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) before? What was your experience? I'll be starting in the next couple of months.,5.53125,9.165059625000003,7.073750000000004,58.59625000000002,77.75,6.95,23.625,8.07648339933343,2.3616625000000004,156,5,19,3,4,53,27,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807326853263186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633362411630199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012438973992994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572207789263731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663166753298979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731056320168807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28954524144615323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270279831799134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WillowW0lf,2018/12/12,"Text communicating issues. Hey guys, I was wondering if anyone else had trouble communicating with text? For example I use a lot of emojis so people can know exactly how I’m feeling. But with other people and especially with my partner if they use no emojis or sometimes don’t put a x on the end I can panic that I said something wrong or that that might be annoyed with me. ",5.161643835616438,6.255895301369865,6.914958904109592,71.48997260273975,68.58904109589041,9.127671232876713,31.03835616438357,9.3871,2.9144761643835624,299,12,53,6,5,104,55,73,0.18899999999999997,0.79,0.02,-0.9081,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,3,1,19,14,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,2,7,0,7,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,7,1,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778830596502266,0.2312176629605865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188511870081928,0.0,0.19986979094742105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410162401192435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344112569015212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553278079042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401808191311545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918499920391084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939200716282996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647660519778009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128916087227558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685290950303336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465649473559434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372584016597978,0.22318575501811316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389799494128617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447211055083691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467262669880758,0.0,0.0 autism,DiMski_F,2018/12/12,Guys!!!! I got my job back! Hey guys thannkyou for all the advice you gave me. I managed to get my job back luckily!,-1.5524999999999984,0.3374487500000036,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,103.16666666666666,4.066666666666666,18.5,5.985473137389443,-0.16929999999999978,86,3,20,1,4,29,19,24,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.6671,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810004723311467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422320450252056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023832144824265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299881389557743,0.0,0.0,0.5694595615591627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707181996041629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gtmarie,2018/12/12,Thank ya folks I’ve just wanted to say that this community is really sweet. You guys are so nice to each other and help full. ,0.8375641025641016,3.1739425000000066,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,85.53846153846153,6.5435897435897425,12.512820512820511,7.793537801064563,-0.2055487179487181,99,1,22,2,3,33,25,26,0.0,0.634,0.366,0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169978340841068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34997750197522604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344944059240728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152243908601716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807137041152891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079699985056696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Warhawkgame128,2018/12/12,"Not trying to offend anyone but this though crossed my mind and I feel like this would be the place to ask? Again, I am not intending on offending anyone but I was wondering why we praise people with disabilities (Severe Autism, Severe Downsyndrome, etc.) what good do these people contribute to society other than needing more care than the normal person? Idk if this is the right place to ask this and I will take it down if needed but I was really just curious as to why we do this even though some of the people have little quality of life ",4.092513484358143,6.332108262135923,4.797605177993528,81.04995685005395,73.1747572815534,8.461272923408847,22.124056094929887,9.150863307647796,1.8259868392664504,433,11,78,10,9,139,70,103,0.042,0.745,0.213,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,22,18,10,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,4,13,13,3,8,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,2,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181728865252072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916982485757517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906350218237528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739933844237866,0.10304372292663896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888379470090047,0.11145421256262447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085453449364268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019510695354301,0.0762190415160717,0.15636389951986887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752652741941425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313601995241033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285755011059526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32447492715188136,0.13622269345145302,0.3259963542537789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994457243276432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323244951274893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524958029099836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730077514193048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30655981895873097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592115498224744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815511285433272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918715761558434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108256616501894,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AutismHelpPlease,2018/12/12,"What would happen if we called 911 whenever my brother has a temper tantrum? Hello! I hope this community can help me and my family. My brother is 15 and has severe non verbal autism. He has unreal temper tantrums that just seem to get worse and worse every time. My poor mom has been raising him this whole time and he seems to be targeting her whenever he has tantrums. It could be days weeks or months before he has another tantrum. He’s had tantrums the past 2 days and my mom has been lucky to have either me or my dad home to help. My mom is getting scared because my brother just wants to attack her. He always hits her and is trying to bite her but my mom can’t leave him alone cause he will start hitting his head. The next time this happens and my mom is alone, she is going to call 911. I just want to know what will happen if she does. What do cops do in this situation? Is there any emergency medicine we can get? This is just unbearable and we need options. Please let me know so I can tell my mom if anybody has experience with cops being involved or potentially going to the ER and getting some emergency medicine. Thank you so much",3.2860526315789467,5.098260412280705,3.891754385964912,88.53394736842104,74.26315789473685,7.080701754385965,25.157894736842106,7.85451343220497,1.2592947368421057,906,30,187,13,19,286,123,228,0.155,0.784,0.061,-0.9554,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,0,0,7,12,8,1,4,0,33,1,1,1,0,39,54,18,0,9,12,10,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,9,1,0,3,0,30,3,11,41,4,13,0,0,0,0,37,1,0,12,10,115,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275302533873234,0.0,0.0,0.0774288903802336,0.0,0.0,0.06328032611431941,0.09757587268366398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058630532363988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056725226855328964,0.0,0.07918261973427741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003832288659955,0.0,0.0,0.09559271804926732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429653455669853,0.0,0.0,0.12002505110524612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143271672704505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840252275343552,0.0,0.0,0.09102526484270787,0.08772360512526738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944687731823148,0.0,0.10577015917589028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468636542261889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550087662237693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474508781392785,0.0,0.09334136153442,0.09242422472678363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228076067813484,0.0,0.0,0.09853139648782884,0.0,0.09515464387262222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6539066108913162,0.07427530230335146,0.0,0.0684058457136262,0.0689988145904361,0.0,0.0,0.09896463394165488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883115506494689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021460185470723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316389861230792,0.0,0.0,0.16942684501353678,0.0,0.10512522291613514,0.0,0.0,0.10459728103033117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586453225693628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813338311195315,0.08567218306144886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278267511280156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317797226020752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977204046208798,0.0,0.07464279557051784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389214944456207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966119594185216,0.06610332542756274,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Top_Seaworthiness,2018/12/12,Is there a subreddit for parents of children with autism? I think it would be nice to see more posts on outcomes/help for children with severe or nonverbal autism. The Aspergers related posts are interesting but I assume they’re less relevant for parents with children on a more nonverbal side of the spectrum.,7.196636363636363,9.201614800000002,6.72159090909091,71.36238636363636,64.63636363636364,10.590909090909092,39.20454545454545,10.686352973137794,4.869454545454545,254,14,39,7,4,79,39,55,0.035,0.892,0.073,0.2382,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,11,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449661061212686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444047760631954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558103748392605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312300331444276,0.0,0.0,0.32781249996041456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593091736066408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613032498768893,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,averynicedog,2018/12/12,"My brother may have autism (please help) Ok, so my parents and I suspect that my older brother is somewhere on the autistic spectrum. We're no experts on the matter, but we're starting to realize that some of the things that he does might be signs of this. &#x200B; He has a hard socializing, rarely makes eye contact, has a stuttered speech pattern, and has a tick where he turns his head sideways whenever you speak with him. A while back, he mentioned to me that he gets disoriented and a bit panicked when he's in setting with large groups, loud sounds, and lights. He's super smart, but he's always had trouble making connections, holding a job, and furthering his hobbies/interests. &#x200B; The issue we're having now is that we don't know how to approach this or where to start with getting him diagnosed and assistance. He's 31 years old and we're afraid to approach him about it because we don't want to upset him or make him feel like something is wrong with him. What do we do? What kind of professional do we go to for this? How do we approach this? &#x200B;",5.567385575589459,6.706817791262139,5.328183079056867,83.06990291262136,67.6893203883495,7.827461858529817,33.16088765603329,7.957251820313856,2.3772674063800285,859,38,160,10,14,265,123,206,0.11199999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6594,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,5,1,0,1,9,10,0,2,10,1,18,3,2,5,0,36,30,16,0,1,4,3,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,13,16,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,1,8,19,5,19,26,2,20,0,0,1,0,32,6,0,5,10,101,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252803952649164,0.4005230513712679,0.4491735436192084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474776878867383,0.0,0.07511312990037489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452318293990845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506464327094516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782973588204073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062303204809873565,0.08802764444258042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287536342416364,0.0,0.07002817041194097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110379978967147,0.0,0.12645819415814966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825910666633234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860857334941705,0.12227579757704216,0.0,0.0,0.12831357781326194,0.06771791396021687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019855626866623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674882325182734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307158367049518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292975632194429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682006501423571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525740812813622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560620496814334,0.0,0.09485996973625242,0.0,0.0,0.17443001787758988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186119701089474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402683734500187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267773080649592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472058156268815,0.4491735436192084,0.07934896565881536 autism,KeyKindheartedness4,2018/12/12,"5 year old daughter has just been diagnosed with Autism by paediatrician. So like the title says, I just had a call and the paediatrician basically said from the school reports and chatting with myself and my partner they're confident to diagnose my daughter with ASD. He asked if I was happy with that but I'm sure they know better than I do. I'm not sure what to feel at the moment. I thought I'd feel sad but I don't. I am a bit worried how she will be affected so just looking for some advice really I'll be speaking to the SENCO at her school so we can help support her as she needs. She's always told us to see her if we need to. Sorry if this reads as a bit rambly, I do have a brother with aspergers so I do know a bit about ASD Anyway, I'll be lurking here a lot more now lol. Looking forward to getting to know a few of you here ☺️",1.465,3.128669222222221,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,79.0,6.5,24.027777777777786,7.413659706084162,0.978444444444444,660,23,146,9,16,228,110,180,0.051,0.782,0.16699999999999998,0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,1,1,13,7,0,0,12,1,15,2,0,2,2,33,33,15,0,5,9,3,2,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,10,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,8,22,6,22,23,7,7,0,1,3,0,24,3,0,5,6,99,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808048736593087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757612327116705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210002564442638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497177287385068,0.4628016222650675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428703012683716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868408677665145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289494508517742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382542980983207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042057644248102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947129924648075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329707025382695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903392384443441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373192923518849,0.0,0.0,0.12013148066216453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095500294531029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482746212836996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413420893764729,0.0,0.09052286495275798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441232012707316,0.11237049347682806,0.0,0.2860140812136848,0.1126008742153364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581780919715458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034993507517412,0.2663544137577051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121794735416253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502188464183715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997113392468854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435009192833493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090995046924016 autism,barappoi,2018/12/12,"I can't engage in my special interests without damaging my mental health. Hi. Recently, I've developed another special interest. As always, it's surrounding a game with an intricate story and loveable characters and I can't get enough of it. But the thing about games is that, well, they all end eventually. I can't stop thinking about the object of my special interest. It's always like this. It's actually painful, whenever I see anything that reminds me of it, I start to hurt. All I can do is pull myself away from it and try to hold myself together until it starts to die down enough for me to continue with my life. Whenever I have a special interest, I think ""what's the point in trying? I can never make something I'll love more than this."" I lose all motivation to do anything. Pulling myself away from the object of interest is more painful than staying engaged with it, even if there's nothing more to experience. However, if I stay engaged with it longer than I should, it'll completely consume my life. In the worst case that has happened, I was obsessed with something for 6 months straight. Whenever it popped into my mind, I started to feel depressed because I knew there was nothing left of it for me to explore. I'd stop whatever I was doing and have this weird mix of dread and loneliness for hours. That's why I'm currently in the process of avoiding my special interest until it dies down. Special interests feel so good, but they also hurt me considerably. I'm not sure if they're worth it anymore.",5.563961937716265,6.8307311660899686,6.255188581314878,75.9530250865052,67.78892733564014,9.793840830449827,35.903287197231826,10.008157457239328,3.832527889273356,1213,62,215,29,20,397,148,289,0.111,0.727,0.162,0.6965,2,1,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,8,33,0,3,9,0,19,6,0,2,5,38,34,15,2,4,7,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,23,11,0,4,8,2,1,3,6,12,1,0,4,3,32,21,44,28,9,32,0,5,1,1,6,13,0,3,15,153,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.11148858994757782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136328321045804,0.19012530933178026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979793902636095,0.0,0.0,0.1133023231627258,0.0,0.0,0.1880310901409248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146776312418257,0.0,0.0,0.06964390972040874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978580400697734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098400772170135,0.0,0.2371406937816041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118893012862017,0.2360953786442765,0.0,0.07545906484365518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175548655185856,0.0,0.0,0.11553343008941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968934120567315,0.0,0.0,0.09582496170554622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102824323074976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143921669096586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125102799540152,0.0,0.24460754904164245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412969786213088,0.0,0.1613920670739131,0.05581531249775562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781316777211527,0.0,0.0,0.10311237640570962,0.0,0.07626075846286715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513410303789147,0.0,0.1153569000568827,0.0,0.09119086400947066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811432814115984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924615212588572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313372226396185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800034122325784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280512789431588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104006598280834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590584168585674,0.0,0.0,0.2425938401257233,0.2435441981386888,0.0,0.19103121232910875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107676443776717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590062911494909,0.14640972675194092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513242486028184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272177192418558,0.0,0.103090145921265,0.0,0.0,0.1101300293827696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1up_for_life,2018/12/12,"Nonverbal communication, humans vs. animals I was recently diagnosed and am reflecting on some things. In particular the idea of nonverbal communication. I wouldn't have thought it was something I struggle with. I definitely pick up on it, but it can be overwhelming and confusing sometimes, especially if I make eye contact with someone. And there are plenty of occasions where I've misinterpreted cues or missed them altogether. &#x200B; Several years ago my mom decided to get a pony. At one point she decided it was cold and needed a blanket. She tied it to a fence post and proceeded to put a blanket on it. The pony was not keen on this idea and took off running, fence post in tow. So now the pony is being chased around the pasture by a fence post and is in an absolute panic. It finally got free of the post but after that it wanted nothing to do with humans. So I go out to the pasture with the intent of getting close to this pony. To me it's very clear how my actions are affecting her emotional state. Staring at her while walking is an obvious red flag, even just facing her direction puts her on edge. So I start getting close by not walking directly in her direction, little bits at a time. Sometimes walking away, but always very casual, usually with my back or side turned to her. I would only glance at her occasionally so she knew I was aware of her but also totally indifferent. Before I tried touching her I got close enough to do it but walked away a couple times first. I mostly didn't talk but when I did it was very soft. It was a very delicate dance and it took several tries, I kept overstepping boundaries too early and resetting the process, but it eventually worked. I found out later that it was basically a textbook example of how professional horse trainers do it, go figure. &#x200B; If that pony could talk I could promise it oats and it might respond by telling me it's ok to get close on the condition of getting oats. But it would still be noticeably nervous, and that would confuse me. I feel like people do this sometimes.",5.516071428571429,7.053398213917529,6.2977908689248885,74.59164948453609,68.14948453608247,9.975846833578792,33.444771723122244,10.208560254849939,3.657532842415317,1649,76,293,43,28,542,200,388,0.063,0.872,0.065,0.2297,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,2,17,13,0,6,20,1,32,3,2,6,3,75,54,32,0,10,16,1,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,28,23,0,4,10,2,1,13,4,7,0,2,18,8,36,7,47,26,5,65,0,2,4,0,21,29,0,9,19,211,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707801321303788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953576409122639,0.07235132206781733,0.1884256730755752,0.21131324899883666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740602781707083,0.0,0.0,0.1633891930887413,0.06686099106640161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399004679564322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492944739237298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884875461438062,0.0962111230907748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825480645472424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780969198739968,0.0,0.08984502294329749,0.0,0.05743120810825177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396572155163099,0.062118777295949536,0.0,0.09525205088690744,0.0,0.07396162577871078,0.0,0.09533876536466487,0.0,0.0,0.22714507420215546,0.0,0.09883405036697693,0.0,0.13908747750945016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963172419668186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248052681712025,0.08714909942002684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804136983208729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224270399084852,0.0,0.1018375431843338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447406687884909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343312639617154,0.09899582851570614,0.0,0.0,0.05892116373085465,0.06613118154989517,0.0,0.1020198495716777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028181221815436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219807766510714,0.0,0.33310526760409265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482225934567572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585495711084404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964628144173448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367444526729597,0.06694016830349757,0.2579942970415062,0.0,0.0615453219433488,0.0,0.06944026024051103,0.0,0.0,0.0909014771826662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977801290184014,0.0760001878038141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776727866001905,0.0,0.0,0.06903045443069714,0.10140523084093173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321452384935872,0.11806987795234665,0.0945791894516196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576573065766786,0.2869791855459771,0.05128674978107081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330234750015548,0.0,0.0,0.18530536719344246,0.0,0.21131324899883666,0.05599446353059098 autism,ikemari,2018/12/12,"After a diagnosis As of today, I've been diagnosed on the spectrum. I'm not sure .... what kind of help and stuff I can get exactly ..... I'm not exactly sure what to do with it. Also ..... I'm unsure of who/how I should let people know. .... or if I even should, unless it's necessary.",-1.0763793103448265,1.0018005862068975,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,94.86206896551724,6.348275862068967,17.594827586206893,7.645422480735847,0.7535793103448278,206,6,46,5,8,76,42,58,0.105,0.852,0.043,-0.3647,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,4,14,11,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,9,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357879209225923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992620789797407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474273897604316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540446574331721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762879154641616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703632180468066,0.1620394316561708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30149960384213703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440881549409973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375276724220615,0.0,0.0,0.5557769799486441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947915474517043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DigeeWritier,2019/11/01,"Trying to meet and socialize with others Learned about intersubjectivity today with another. Felt like I was getting verbally fucked by opening myself up by listening to understand this ego versus just walking away. I'm unsure if my body began to convulse, my memory may be already trying to corrupt the runtime context via a self-reflexive virus gene. I think what happened is that it seemed like less energy and reputational blow to physically vomit with paralysis in my seat, than to walk away or say something (and not invade political territory). Looking for some advice as I'm easily distracted in social environments so my compiling takes some time and the other person wasn't clear. How do I politely excuse myself with maximizing integrity on a misunderstanding of invitation of starting the conversation? This tends to happen a lot if I'm not clear on how we transact via some pre-compiled social contract for meeting, or the other person wanting more from an interaction. Thank you",10.490701754385967,10.631436900584797,10.727602339181287,51.992105263157924,57.187134502923975,13.447953216374273,42.391812865497066,12.650343791298138,6.0802795321637415,814,40,109,25,9,274,122,171,0.09,0.8220000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.3315,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,8,0,6,3,1,2,2,33,25,12,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,4,11,3,28,19,6,15,0,0,1,1,15,8,1,10,6,81,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856389363052628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790639295643886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014944448203853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049074132275257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024030513239506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558002529561279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001176910340855,0.0847769864004867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869815558166787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854937893371848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626208795610287,0.0,0.0,0.13795226019815596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28336781746136225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903997744192344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477203470823994,0.16927822524501582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962274933731159,0.0,0.12491985040497205,0.0,0.0,0.11485230176643088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200340411834774,0.0,0.0,0.14939220070034287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397313124113154,0.0,0.0,0.09461827321301322,0.0,0.15380864806252395,0.0,0.0,0.2203351420371288,0.0,0.0,0.16892402822212876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570835079710803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Caledscratch1,2019/11/01,"Anyonr else draw binary trees? I remember thinking of them as tridents in 3rd/4th/5th grade and spending hours trying to draw them with as many branches (levels) as possible, it was only in college level computer science courses that they let me know this was a binary tree with specific applications to foundational mathematic functions like sorting, searching It felt odd learning this, it was simply in my head, I had to draw them over and over, it was fun! Drawing them in such a way that no lines intersected over and over, page after page for years, but apparently it's a basic mathematical data structure. That part is boring to me comparitively to seeing them as infinitesimal tridents, haha. Granted it's important to my job, but infinitely growing tridents are way way cooler in my mind.",10.354326824254882,9.993389776978418,10.321192189105863,56.43251798561153,57.70503597122303,12.547173689619733,42.87872559095581,11.765960540728905,5.470509969167523,645,32,93,16,7,214,90,139,0.043,0.853,0.10400000000000001,0.8290000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,8,1,1,0,0,14,12,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,2,13,3,24,5,3,20,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,1,5,68,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606015717266705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385322568678747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858256216581455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193416171778492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102257024225855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240515041826568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277538496781001,0.0,0.10881335386907308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258106181475896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248911745792629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939421892641374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411920620915279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510916703043281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523067182616551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748489568072254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271472015474115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512172796987208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303719125864856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342913874616922 autism,z4yz4y,2019/11/01,"Advice for my son (17m) Hello! I am sorry if posts like these are not allowed. I have a son who has been with me for 2 years (adopted). He has been diagnosed with PTSD, ADHD and anxiety disorder. He has also self diagnosed himself with OCD. He struggles with sensory issues, social situations and frustration tolerance, abandonment issues etc. He suffered a lot of emotional trauma as a child. Lately he has been having severe meltdowns. I was talking to a fellow adoptive parent who suggested I researched ASD. Her daughter was recently diagnosed and she saw many similarities. I took an online screening test (from [autsimcanada.org](https://autsimcanada.org)). The result was 37/50 which places him as 'high risk' on their scale (I am not sure if this is standardized ranking system). As far as I know he has never been tested for ASD. All of his treatments and therapy have been trauma based. I know I am not a doctor but I have a strong feeling he might be on the scale. I would love to give him answers and access to resources if this is the case. I am assuming there would be different approaches in helping him cope with different things he struggles with. My concern is how I should bring this up with him. I think because of his history he would take it as me thinking just another thing is wrong with him and refuse to get officially screened. He is very sensitive to seeking outside help etc. Any suggestions or advice would be much appreciated! Thank you!",5.002398605830166,7.656728129277567,5.46397813688213,75.40658824461346,71.88973384030419,8.48979721166033,30.349968314321927,9.188382445141503,3.0964728770595698,1170,51,190,27,24,374,159,263,0.115,0.775,0.11,0.8071,4,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,2,4,14,1,3,10,0,36,5,0,3,3,46,49,18,0,8,9,4,1,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,10,14,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,10,4,30,5,29,30,5,16,0,2,3,1,41,7,0,7,5,139,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266544374240166,0.21574059665361334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827758932245837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506791925483232,0.11575189607279203,0.08444684846204728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729176366119109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33612580497664546,0.0,0.2306648332707451,0.12651470686971586,0.1129872378822635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417212831215953,0.0,0.0,0.2462245634629527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581570810537975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576733996932299,0.105894642838415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798207838777064,0.11663143933091427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043368673653786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133319082519135,0.0,0.1245229596671011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393021202216982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938482975014906,0.09962986988370456,0.0,0.0,0.1119165440687512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171046819908987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114819909923023,0.0,0.0851383641188944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257329033230445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533241663537255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572160383584517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903816992604591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899525940615427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515920957365325,0.12470750753177524,0.0,0.0,0.12408122285076427,0.0,0.11252710505215208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235708121779534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308039144003229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403979092484883,0.0,0.08299836298040109,0.08872604033709633,0.0,0.1016308371866428,0.12623879263129542,0.0,0.14667433855001266,0.14146490008736626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226456098557499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108201735039904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136671000530322,0.1206924215092438,0.0,0.071086531089238 autism,werenroe,2019/11/01,"Contractors left plaster dust all over my safe space and I am NOT coping well. Please help! First of all, they gave me 2 days notice to replace my sliding bedroom door without much choice and I felt that fit rising up inside to protest but I squashed it down thinking I was just being a brat. They gave me no indication that I should cover with plastic, and they didn't cover up anything themselves and did not clean up after themselves. Not only that, but they did not replace the security gate so now my safe space is also more vulnerable to break in. This all happened so suddenly and I felt like I couldn't consent. Now I have a massive cleaning job I cannot do (I have EDS and dysautonomia) in the only place that I feel fully safe. It's also gotten all over my dollhouse, which is my special interest and safe activity. It's all over everything, and my SPD is NOT having it... having to breathe it, smell it, touch it, get it all over my skin... so now I am just... not safe. I have nowhere to recuperate and recover my spoons! I had a meltdown about it yesterday and I thought some very shameful thoughts about the contractors I have previously liked very much and I feel bad. I don't know what to do or where to go and I feel so ridiculous for these feelings. Please help!",3.1860181818181843,5.232516380000003,3.993018181818183,86.67450909090911,75.19999999999997,6.785454545454545,27.763636363636362,7.686295010490155,1.6327600000000009,1005,41,199,14,22,321,131,250,0.124,0.7290000000000001,0.147,0.8467,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,1,15,15,2,1,6,0,23,2,2,0,6,49,39,21,0,2,12,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,17,13,0,6,10,0,0,3,12,4,1,1,12,9,33,11,24,24,10,28,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,2,10,149,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25503184892533026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121769185883522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331380751332549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283513730461934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433076683861491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32250049749761617,0.0,0.3062031761049024,0.0,0.0,0.13563214856689804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330853770738418,0.0,0.09062182220648693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410053292714136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137583465333991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823425805643535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763217320969073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324807756415098,0.0,0.0,0.15580309555927074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344352107038391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815403160676637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254508054531396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659629970243542,0.3500669150541774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021721801201804,0.0,0.2531785571884977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631337745741061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336899079231216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370871114050388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kyisla,2019/11/01,Anyone else hate alcohol Just wondering if other autistic adults (or kids in school who find they’re pressured into it) don’t like drinking alcohol.,13.670769230769231,10.651293769230774,11.796153846153851,56.79884615384618,53.61538461538462,15.015384615384615,49.07692307692307,13.023866798666859,6.559892307692309,122,6,17,3,1,38,25,26,0.192,0.722,0.086,-0.4767,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166576453095178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201732490711338,0.2956119894958091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826293894095646,0.0,0.0,0.2410125949936333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26369237795305195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848433164100496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409511266918268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29198693013338456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31287615290564696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SheldonCooper-The1,2019/11/01,Aspergers and High Functioning I was wondering what the difference between Aspergers and high functioning autism is. I presume they are the same but why are there two different terms?,6.1839999999999975,10.045470400000003,5.428333333333337,69.5025,78.33333333333334,12.333333333333336,37.5,10.686352973137794,6.496,152,9,21,7,4,46,23,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089162889248825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.615774690942931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846621577923308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629493644609187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160183075815382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Joh_Joe_Sen,2019/11/01,"What's your favorite ANC headset Hey guys I'm about too buy my first ANC headset, any recommendations??? Thanks in advance :)",2.515000000000001,5.279020045454548,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,98.54545454545456,4.0181818181818185,28.22727272727273,5.985473137389443,1.3450545454545455,99,5,17,1,4,30,20,22,0.0,0.6559999999999999,0.344,0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917048924448508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899517356619701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703380434573528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303103715201408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sugar_rat,2019/11/01,I got banned from r/furry There was this scary animation and i went ape shit and i want to go back. 😔,-2.58195652173913,-1.0060536521739092,0.5046739130434794,101.68570652173914,107.2608695652174,4.039130434782609,10.097826086956523,5.985473137389443,-1.4940347826086957,78,1,21,1,4,27,20,23,0.40399999999999997,0.546,0.051,-0.8765,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936891194203942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909760208241864,0.0,0.4094856034119978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525550928404634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30198528375374445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746203569199565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1koopa8888,2019/11/01,I want to make a game about autism. What should be in it and what should ut be about?,-0.5668421052631594,1.2000252105263165,-0.08499999999999908,112.5925,86.36842105263158,3.8,9.5,3.1291,-2.5566000000000004,65,0,19,0,2,19,15,19,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7493651113130254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6621570281638768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wackywolfao,2019/11/01,"What exactly is the point of “accomodations”? I’ve noticed many high schools/colleges provide people of various mental disabilities with access to “accomodations” and other various luxuries that neurotypical people don’t have access to. I’m having trouble wrapping my head around why exactly these services are provided. They seem to be provided with the intention of helping people with disabilities, but how exactly is it helpful to allow people with disabilities to avoid things that neurotypical people can handle and are exposed to everyday or by providing them with things that neurotypical people don’t have the luxury of having access to? The general goal for anybody with a disability is to overcome the weaknesses that result from their disability & to work towards becoming as “normal” as possible by pushing yourself to be able to handle/do the things that neurotypical people can handle/do (in the case of autism for example: being able to handle obnoxious sensory input and being able to do things like interact in a socially acceptable matter). Accomodations, however appear to contradict these goals by providing disabled people with an escape or a way of avoiding situations that they are still uncomfortable with (due to not being able to overcome their disability by the time they reach high school/college). If the goal is to overcome your disability, then you have to force yourself into uncomfortable situations until you are comfortable with them and can handle them like everybody else and can do the things that everybody else can, so why would it make any sense to allow people to avoid these things that they need to do in order to improve themselves? It’s as if they are encouraging people to remain disabled rather than encouraging them to improve themselves. It’s not just accomodations either. I’ve seen the same bs with articles on dealing with autism. They all say the same stuff: “You can’t handle loud noises? Just don’t put yourself in situations where loud noises will be!”. “Oh you can’t handle certain types of clothing because they feel uncomfortable to your overly sensitive body? Just don’t buy uncomfortable clothing then!”. #IT MAKES NO SENSE!!! Just to give you an idea of how stupid this logic is, let’s apply this same logic to a dog training/disciplinary site that helps people correct their dogs’ misbehaviors. Let’s say somebody asks on this site: “My dog won’t stop pooping in the house even though we let her outside regularly. She just insists on pooping inside...What should I do!?” If the dog training website used the logic that people seem to use for helping disabled people, they would reply with something like this: “Just don’t feed your dog! That way, she won’t poop!”. See how ridiculous this is? I just don’t understand why people seem to think the solution to helping people with disabilities is to spoon feed them freedoms & luxuries out of pity. Nobody is gonna improve if they’re constantly being given special treatment and leeway out of things that everybody else has to go through. In fact, has anybody else noticed that neurotypicals are starting to grow more and more autistic than actual autistic people? Like I’ve met neurotypical people that have not just worse social capabilities than me, but social capabilities far worse than mine have ever been. Like to the point where I think to myself “Wow. You’re seriously not able to make eye contact with people? How on earth are you neurotypical!?”. I’m not saying that this is necessarily due to the accomodations or anything, but I’m calling it now: Someday neurotypicals will become autistic, thus making people who are legitimately autistic be considered “normal” since everybody else around them posesses the same lack of social skills as them. If things continue the way they are now with the accomodations and all, people will not know how to cope with their newfound autism when this “Autistic Revolution” comes to fruition.",10.252427500814598,10.36409150733138,9.515635386119259,60.58234196806778,57.68035190615837,12.211208862821767,39.91218637992832,11.59176659117168,5.0095199087650695,3216,143,468,79,36,1024,273,682,0.078,0.799,0.12300000000000001,0.9886,1,4,1,0,0,0,72.0,1,9,20,5,27,21,2,3,27,0,64,9,6,16,9,114,93,34,0,13,27,0,1,5,0,9,1,5,0,0,43,31,2,4,13,0,1,6,17,9,0,0,4,9,41,12,101,69,12,52,0,1,3,0,55,26,0,12,21,340,84,6,0.2437958597553723,0.0,0.04758191822913559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566108487524463,0.0,0.033157908949981746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040124643965035116,0.08681200116243873,0.04558324376986685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0297231386551031,0.10770134921275563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416044806916495,0.0,0.0,0.049788566164288575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200170920370968,0.0,0.05269134286592991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026856527350208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366015762416675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032204973214981863,0.044105462545022935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02465410238765614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046774240719359934,0.027710961075354174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004097744325085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341122579785966,0.1030334844612289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626153789980001,0.0,0.055043170145955014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02679676574180171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957867056483393,0.0,0.11910634247193455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018850359406986,0.04943414730373509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913777704704789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615430817649728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955472719192064,0.0,0.11102528087982798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6760694095715144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218635570187228,0.0549686401746274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901643518448947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632575175606573,0.0,0.049346885142440435,0.03885474717373271,0.13316555663349258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040334090901308864,0.16442205660668513,0.0,0.1988153416672252,0.0,0.03753719272554827,0.0,0.0,0.03451199286905125,0.0,0.038939137704918136,0.04076485104229165,0.0,0.0,0.05581758635429729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591474180298155,0.062485817154352565,0.04790563887809272,0.0,0.02843186527554547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076001758562482,0.0,0.08422453862619139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610828342636954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199270604539176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549725789931738,0.0,0.09937952366148642,0.06927423357011289,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,usernamesforusername,2019/11/01,"Is there any community meant just for autistic people? Like, one not meant for allistic relatives or autistic people or educators at all? I just wanna talk to other autistic people and find myself uncomfortable with how allistic people talk about us....",8.559285714285714,10.785091595238097,8.693809523809524,57.667857142857144,61.61904761904761,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.985085714285715,205,9,26,6,3,67,31,42,0.067,0.877,0.055999999999999994,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,13,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361356769041232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467808999281529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191145743730634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296328139007012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7487535868744501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340417311430668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247843777329322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aspiecat,2019/11/01,"Stressed about work schedule change I'm coming back to my old role as a people manager after doing a stretch role in project management for three months. I was told I'd keep my old schedule (7-4) but have been told it will now be 2-11. My husband needs me to help with his medical care (he's disabled and I am his caregiver) in the evenings and I won't be there now. I have tried to plead my case but all I get is ""We wanted to give a site closer an earlier schedule for a change"" and ""You've always had good schedules...I'm amazed you've gone this long without having a late one"". But schedules are based on performance and I am consistently one of the top managers for our site and in the network, so I always do get a schedule I like when we realign twice a year. And because my stretch role work is taken into account, I am still at high-performance level as I was told this just last week. I have epilepsy as well as autism and I am incredibly stressed as I don't know how I can care for my husband when I'm not home until 11:30 - midnight (depending on when the last employee finishes their work). My husband is really worried as I have been close to having seizures since learning about this new schedule change. Waking up later is not an option as I have to be available in the mornings for my husband's medical needs then as well. I'm also scared as people who don't play ball end up leaving all of a sudden, particularly at managerial level. I am the sole income earner and we cannot afford me to not be working. As we live very regionally, it's not like I can job hunt easily and relocating is not an option as our son (who is on the autism spectrum as well) is at university and lives at home. My employer knows about my autism and my epilepsy, but there is zero empathy. Ironic, as we expect our workers to be empathetic towards external customers and colleagues. I am seeking an accommodation through our FMLA department based on the risk of a seizure, but we'll see if that does anything. If it was just me to think about, that'd be okay...I'd get used to the schedule eventually; however, my husband needs me at home in the evenings. Apologies for this long post. I am so upset and I needed to vent.",5.710970279720278,5.769811261363639,6.457272727272727,78.90898601398601,67.06818181818181,9.314685314685317,33.51398601398601,9.057496981413335,2.7811975524475514,1745,73,344,28,26,576,208,440,0.055,0.851,0.094,0.9591,6,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,10,0,1,7,24,15,0,5,23,0,46,3,1,3,2,55,72,42,0,8,15,6,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,0,11,22,0,1,4,2,1,3,10,5,3,5,11,1,50,10,60,51,2,63,0,0,1,0,31,27,0,5,34,241,61,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456527620349891,0.15516896619119205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672989454038236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169703721908123,0.0,0.05683921572992896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901320568989126,0.0,0.29591175762349364,0.08031938477821282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159635509836458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258438465260239,0.0,0.0,0.12317039875118722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614466743123058,0.0894458418305321,0.0,0.07820663274878757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624978810185109,0.0985148728512998,0.2805867906872079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252790352696963,0.08287742090777474,0.0,0.0,0.10248629302149008,0.15200870241417927,0.10518058946238536,0.09872939451482764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110627478639816,0.0,0.16466808736613311,0.16503176896301566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786221094530206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442455790953399,0.0,0.0,0.2765498685526534,0.0,0.0900533211683805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195682754770877,0.0,0.12636584656088082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928397456586746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892996812803899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059732958446797574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335111069668177,0.0,0.07430148553172641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713041750442648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446286457258988,0.0,0.21361588233083312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059745454248778786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672890422412585,0.0,0.06330492787337445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053080760207526,0.0,0.07693408749638987,0.05499631323513132,0.0,0.07479278965138385,0.0,0.2515061967944788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988157792347902,0.0,0.27152398984133824,0.0946913738656302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004453526314341 autism,lightningstormm,2019/02/27,"Autism Scientific Research & Treatment I am interested in the research surrounding Autism and autoimmune disorders. I've learned quite a bit of new information over the last few weeks researching. Here are some interesting things I've been putting together: 1. ASD may be a blend of neurological damage through autoimmune or physical factors 2. A mother's nutrition does have an impact 3. The father's nutrition does have an impact 4. Low Vitamin D correlates with higher rates of ASD 5. MTHFR genetic mutations correlates with higher rates of ASD 6. Abnormal gut microbiome correlates with higher rates of ASD 7. Some babies experience direct triggers from vaccinations that tip them over the edge or invoke ASD 8. Mercury may cause ASD, but safe levels may be different depending on genetics 9. Autoimmune disorders have increased significantly over the last 30 years alongside ASD 10. Glysophate, herbicides, insecticides, pesticides correlate with ASD, potential impact on gut? 11. Breast feeding for longer periods may reduce the risk of ASD or symptoms 12. Low IGF is correlated with ASD 13. Chelation therapy may help ASD 14. Candida / Fungal overgrowth may impact ASD 15. Gut therapy may help ASD 16. The brain develops 80% by age 3, and 90% by age 5. ASD treatment is the most important during this time I'll keep adding more as I go through my notes",6.255830721003138,9.37348627586207,6.7822100313479625,65.22015673981193,69.86206896551724,11.459561128526644,36.40752351097178,11.022393298168332,5.504450000000001,1104,60,159,42,22,359,149,232,0.037000000000000005,0.873,0.09,0.9116,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,1,13,0,17,9,5,3,0,28,19,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,24,9,7,22,0,3,0,1,6,10,0,14,9,73,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205838387007249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935192370579522,0.0,0.0,0.1978779479396704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209223925111573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851963183896342,0.4063048120892165,0.0,0.3102383955540863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733918089356135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073949942692534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376238780438077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575545749506405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897697630233204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119635944470735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819270615516494,0.0,0.18853512777916592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842383716259928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40541870733848906,0.0,0.11776198008395004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336025040212808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421852424197601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114147992636265 autism,nuhtalia,2019/02/27,"Does anyone else do this? So, I do this thing where I start singing a song and counting the lyrics on my fingers or on some sort of object. By object I mean like maybe I'll start singing the song and count the words using the keys of my keyboard. Sometimes I go by the words or sometimes I go by the syllables of the words in a song. I've done this for as long as I can remember but never really looked into it until I got my diagnosis in January.",5.507234042553193,4.5184667446808495,6.429234042553194,82.45300000000003,67.72340425531915,9.647659574468086,30.50212765957447,8.841846274778883,2.1367642553191493,350,11,77,5,5,117,56,94,0.0,0.9790000000000001,0.021,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,4,1,1,1,1,15,12,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,15,10,1,13,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,6,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917521624352246,0.2332499945162711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992143484457168,0.2329606608504601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016883096148648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875267573170324,0.0,0.18206911905721251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121622497113548,0.0,0.0,0.20145934390806006,0.19116511374665104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870077483115805,0.24797298147001426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557445265798238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583571022711478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787828186676737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502949771874355,0.0,0.3222576970685719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123773504696095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661285540162987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,InxsU2,2019/02/27,"THC or CBD? Anyone else find great enjoyment in herb vis a vis alcohol, and other chemical substances ingested by people to get high or drunk? I am not promoting herb use, just more curious if others have found great experiences with it versus the other substances. Personally, I never got into drinking, nor other types of drugs. I have found that my productivity and ability have only increased since starting very moderate use (one time per week) and I am in a very judgment driven field- where I have to make snap decisions a lot.",9.168749999999996,8.87252754166667,9.22925,63.09075000000003,60.04166666666666,12.68,37.95,11.979248473330829,4.9036775000000015,428,18,67,12,5,141,72,96,0.044000000000000004,0.772,0.185,0.9397,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,3,1,20,15,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,4,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,6,3,8,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,4,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165080761899014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253927363485868,0.1837462876189328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567657240353396,0.20796757597015644,0.0,0.14980843529052235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754205926725339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390571845520066,0.0,0.0,0.3932554101873775,0.0,0.0,0.09369329357868693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342776207215974,0.3954271665611473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894735483578388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246120631760304,0.0,0.0,0.11970515148717435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831148825334635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215196479787995,0.13638966703159472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243258641960288,0.1565853260384752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834484852804056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269317403753381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456962468772496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097696302469785,0.0,0.2959344944720415,0.0,0.0,0.1438488914076913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FluffyPantsReviews,2019/02/27,"What should I do with my autistic son Bryson? My 10 year old son, Bryson, keeps have melt downs and I’m not able to control him anymore. What should I do?",0.08531250000000057,2.366481906250001,0.4362500000000011,106.18375,89.3125,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-1.2849,119,3,29,0,4,35,24,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,17,7,0,0.4245788060819061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210680879047365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762012336895268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37738515106334497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455240351402588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734148307537884 autism,AndyRobinsonSAAS,2019/02/27,"Autism, considering joing MGTOW I'm just 40 and autistic therefore I cannot work because of my autism. I spend my times playing and collecting videogames and because of all this, no girls wants me. This was before I began watching MGTOW videos, I felt it spoke for me in every level in their views towards women and society in general and how everything has to revolve around women. What do you think of joing the movement",6.9611538461538425,8.008077935897441,6.832461538461541,73.86253846153849,64.51282051282051,8.804102564102564,34.83076923076923,8.841846274778883,3.20408923076923,341,15,54,5,5,108,58,78,0.034,0.9420000000000001,0.024,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,10,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,10,1,10,6,1,9,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,2,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33477629169995143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584897020410705,0.0,0.3200023846655597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168497623479662,0.0,0.3379816721397566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610799849020565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409663395690315,0.0,0.0,0.21928568160177506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181202665025104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737787450104772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kwyjibo68,2019/02/27,"Need help with school work I hope someone can give me some insight or advice. My 9yo son is in 4th grade. He is in a mainstream classroom. Early on in school, he had some behavior issues that mostly resolved once he became accustomed to how school works. He's a smart kid, has a great memory, likes to read. As he's gotten older, the schoolwork has gotten more difficult, as it does. He seems to be more and more intimidated by the work. He can't seem to learn or retain any information he's learning in school. He knows all about his interests (Minecraft, etc) in great detail, so he obviously has the ability to learn. I assumed when he was younger that learning things like the multiplication tables would be a breeze for him because his memorization is so good, but this was not the case. I think that he would likely do better with some other academic approach, but I'm not sure what that it is. I'm doing all I can to research different teaching techniques and we do all we try to reinforce at home what he's learning at school, but honestly that is no fun for any of us. I am not a good teacher. I want to help and I feel like I'm failing him. I hope someone can offer me some insights or suggestions. Thanks in advance.",3.882789473684213,5.572268700000002,4.8238157894736835,82.97644736842108,72.41666666666666,7.719298245614036,28.048245614035093,8.371475516178862,1.9650416666666668,968,37,188,16,19,315,135,240,0.057999999999999996,0.74,0.203,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,7,5,20,0,0,10,0,23,0,0,1,5,50,39,15,0,6,9,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,7,0,1,16,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,1,18,18,26,30,12,14,0,1,0,0,28,9,0,13,7,118,30,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322067822912525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758259433995078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062944331415386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247203753544036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105291851237884,0.0,0.0,0.10139311500082714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921866586243574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858417400853271,0.08277305887109218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114702998848423,0.0,0.19436196870720773,0.0,0.25548030262110244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553220074543476,0.0,0.11622074989977625,0.2301576178035763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093161279718573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367566591552742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264206283620964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591147420684488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339107170017942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589506618061332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863013101242031,0.0,0.2109559433988469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634189405729294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092001771946567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667173905836863,0.0,0.0,0.07697470178087885,0.07424078815923114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786638548283975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936977939053047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683394191535762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530504863937668,0.0,0.0,0.16461251316175216,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,badwolfgoddess,2019/02/27,"Got a metaphorical bomb of a diagnosis tossed into my lap and its been a few weeks but i'm still figuring out how to cope. I'm 31, nearly 32 years old. I always knew I was odd but I attributed that to the fact that I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child and my whole family is kinda ""weirdos"". My mother and I were in the car a couple weeks back and having a conversation about Autism in relation to a comic convention I was hoping to attend. The convention was supporting a cause to ""eradicate Autism "" which didn't sit well with me. I'd consulted a friend with much more insight into the Autism community and was merely discussing the topic with my mom. She dropped the bomb at that point. She revealed that on 2 separate occasions once as a young child and once as a young teenager I had been diagnosed with Autism and my parents had chosen deliberately to keep that from me For a multitude of reasons ranging from not having a lot of understaning on it at that time in history, to having enormous feelings of guilt and failure because I was an anxious, hyperactive child already, to not wanting me to use it as an excuse to hold me back. Ultimately this was something that happened so long ago that I didn't feel it was right to be angry although I expressed that I was extremely disappointed because I felt like it was something I had a right to know, especially as an adult. I'm still reeling about what it all means for me and my life and definitely agree that it explains quite a lot but i'm not sure how to even begin to go about finding ways to deal. I have a therapist so i'm planning to talk to him about it but how do I fit this diagnosis into the narrative structure of my life? For one thing I just found out i'm not alone in the struggle to keep a job which is kind of a relief but I have no idea how to fix that. Can it even be fixed? And I've noticed how utterly rude people are about Autistic people, there's a lot of prejudice I think. I am afraid to acknowledge myself as Autistic because I don't want people to look at me differently or treat me badly. Sorry for the rambling post, I just feel like my world has tilted on its axis.",6.214984496124033,5.8757799209302375,7.094244186046512,76.1119089147287,66.06976744186046,10.329457364341087,33.265503875969,9.928628108626363,3.0938527131782947,1706,66,335,34,24,572,210,430,0.124,0.7879999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9367,3,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,22,17,2,3,31,0,33,4,0,9,3,71,61,31,0,3,12,3,4,2,1,0,4,1,0,4,27,21,0,3,17,1,0,3,8,7,1,1,22,6,40,10,66,37,8,43,2,1,1,0,19,22,0,6,16,246,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373316296603208,0.0,0.0912643250280776,0.0,0.0,0.10663141637932437,0.1136145597405048,0.0,0.08566768003163162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163110295886723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583336924764247,0.08596400006317516,0.18828315477983135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576422241082756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391890946648832,0.0,0.0,0.10614316527129694,0.0,0.2089964441432073,0.0,0.10756715765802573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360029981328076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705779972033657,0.0,0.1561730148917468,0.07355182165652067,0.09885395227353526,0.0,0.09409996316965093,0.0,0.0,0.11288599312968033,0.07954358771708457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851229501467885,0.0,0.08234335724036752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910436937161951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022585868425024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162248469609284,0.0,0.0,0.10216799180809467,0.1830241329938595,0.0,0.10721288126239993,0.05658195175042305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544180372750126,0.10059824962239257,0.0,0.0,0.09111286312984604,0.08645715063953018,0.0,0.0,0.2625886522051077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121493194720631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058087973216995,0.0,0.0,0.0756845419598587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172161436635602,0.10803505388290263,0.21928966317005702,0.06976568302172713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143205078891423,0.0,0.0,0.21413028206966986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973267442166318,0.0,0.09860343483153754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950643074464424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585596521623687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584780584075127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852119230419476,0.0,0.11525086721714875,0.0,0.0,0.16444166673336896,0.0,0.0,0.10763201610038303,0.0,0.0,0.11683330381145142,0.09703485732465676,0.0,0.0,0.08275217191959572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953990770461433,0.06839942385442449,0.06597007872853121,0.0,0.0,0.060034499860776025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892096954287859,0.0,0.0,0.12145228986939155,0.08172171913029244,0.1651702638692088,0.0,0.09256985217183207,0.0,0.0,0.11494675143487892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630031972028409 autism,Randommyman,2019/02/27,"Has this caused me to isolate myself emotionally? I was diagnosed with Aspergers when I was 16. When I was 13 my half brother in his 20s pushed me onto a bed and punched me 6 times as hard as he could all over my body. Had bruises all over my body, told my mum but she didn't do anything. Around that time he also forcibly held me and pushed his finger through my boxers into my rear so it went inside. When I was like 6-7 he'd lay behind me and rub my nipples until they were erect. After the stuff when I was 13, I stopped brushing my teeth for a year and began just eating junk food, lost a tooth. Also stopped washing properly and my hair went completely black from dirt I guess. I looked up to him and thought he was cool, he moulded my interests and the films and music I liked. Does this explain why for the next 7 years I shut myself off socially, refusing to be involved in friendships and basically isolating myself from reality? I've rarely left the house or spoken to people since. Stopped going to school when I was 14. Also, i'm gay and had very little self esteem at the time it happened. I was so confused by everything and became disturbed and even more alienated. Does what my brother did explain why I alienated myself? Is it how an aspergers person would react? He would also push me over and drag me about the room and accuse me of faking autism. I remember visiting him once, cos he lives in a diff country and only ever visited us, and he pushed me about his flat. I hid in the bathroom, phoned my mum, but she never told him to stop. I gave up on friendships after this and completely shut myself off. I've wondering for years since why am i so bitter and angry and upset. Just thought it was how I was.",3.5696069538926696,5.149578209912541,4.570275348234535,84.92266493899147,73.02332361516034,7.4138429975164675,26.406327610409235,8.045849151850463,1.6091175682971603,1358,47,267,20,27,442,187,343,0.149,0.7979999999999999,0.053,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,1,25,10,1,3,12,1,24,11,6,5,4,53,42,39,0,3,5,4,4,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,10,22,2,6,6,1,0,9,2,6,0,1,25,9,55,4,39,12,3,52,0,1,2,1,35,21,0,4,24,184,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259213609466011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384570180374762,0.09070252646721597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635070767589746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466774044160326,0.0,0.0,0.21365668402100527,0.0,0.0,0.08134981987522563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341486501847433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783269402058033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042575557315876,0.0,0.1146110506691167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729651191756526,0.09216414390340416,0.0,0.0,0.09157097537290937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232041957656162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790568462225034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224186757199436,0.0,0.09009982284667158,0.0,0.09127224391389152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756585638186733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070234846947023,0.0,0.0,0.09955532447878383,0.10211922404053088,0.08996957074291229,0.0,0.08556082951480692,0.0,0.11122352970178516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858283091827124,0.0,0.10835976661909348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850811844979998,0.0,0.07749093208881591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063678142909513,0.08896526496645635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542001193594008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311678329662716,0.0,0.0,0.10629211388147672,0.0,0.0,0.16856673724922527,0.0,0.0,0.103862677672396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407339935571374,0.0,0.0,0.11663816144874913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177646099709625,0.1782363252639737,0.0,0.0,0.19471799933531864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225595362942956,0.0,0.0,0.08406883128675274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889036534712447,0.2758160566108826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104939267080064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475758926769,0.0,0.0,0.19683890726456785 autism,rkim777,2019/02/27,"[SC] How best to help our community? I hope this is the proper sub to post this in and apologize in advance if not. I belong to a relatively new, local group that wants to help intellectual and developmentally disabled (I/DD) people. We want to especially help children. Our founder and president is intent on starting an after-school program for I/DD kids. But I'm not so sure there is much interest in this from people with I/DD kids. Our president says that there is no after-school program for I/DD kids even though we live in an areas with parents who have I/DD kids. Maybe the reason there is no such program is that there is no interest in it? Also, I volunteer to help another organization with ongoing programs to help I/DD kids but the attendance there is always low. Our president wants us to raise funds and get grants for this after-school program but, given how low attendance is at the other place where I help, I'm a bit concerned that we may be ""aiming at the wrong target"" by expending a lot of time and resources on an after-school program that may not even be wanted. Are there other things, besides an after-school program, for which we can raise funds and apply for grant money to help I/DD people? Thanks in advance.",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,7.103865546218492,74.41025210084034,65.47058823529412,9.825210084033614,31.70588235294117,9.606745405546679,2.865089075630252,980,35,180,18,14,324,113,238,0.064,0.777,0.159,0.9607,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,9,0,0,4,15,9,0,0,12,0,16,0,0,5,1,34,27,15,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,15,13,0,0,1,0,3,4,6,3,0,0,1,1,13,6,30,22,4,24,0,2,0,0,27,16,0,5,3,120,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897426721387887,0.09257690552582314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166653984407526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676009297131633,0.0,0.12146667443926963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697184171114092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581285523859769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220247834402693,0.0,0.0,0.1105058935858546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824427101247148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458893886379507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177522915337627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178861255722028,0.0,0.0,0.10745522137228757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354062646040438,0.0,0.0,0.2314002070099496,0.0,0.1162426085136358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065559481422909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439340586263025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847810481471728,0.0,0.5630033088118415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875012221290371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486086253228237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243289757249972,0.0,0.0,0.07391593886812049,0.0,0.10931199860440696,0.0,0.06487637134388323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383160772508382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624951944766561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164491400901466,0.0,0.0 autism,UnusualOddDuck,2019/02/27,"Recently Diagnosed and Feeling Lost Hello all! I’m being set up with a behavioral counselor and psychologist to figure where I am at on the spectrum. I’ve always known Inwas different from other kids growing up but as a girl I was able to play it off as shy. Now as an adult I’m labeled as eccentric but after going to the doctor and being screened I’m not sure what to do. I’m 28 years old and have been pretending to be normal for years, mimicking regular women, copy their voices, style, and attitudes but I’m so exhausted. Will counseling help? Or just tell me to keep on doing what I already am doing?",2.943045454545451,5.104430183333335,4.987878787878788,78.73227272727277,76.33333333333334,8.363636363636363,26.74242424242424,9.095868883498916,2.5668333333333324,482,19,87,12,11,166,85,120,0.095,0.8170000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.4131,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,12,3,0,0,2,19,21,14,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,3,5,2,20,14,1,16,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,6,61,9,1,0.2545251087504625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808747866739068,0.0,0.21178528006173072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583376276702704,0.0,0.2659245657363161,0.0,0.2605172339584152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869554260805974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465248483632073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060281523640633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262336113797392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778442228700879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938056577794404,0.0,0.0,0.2670812859018301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513128387531691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398869028163772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224661636961912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278116502036251 autism,professor_aloof,2019/02/27,"Looking for practical dating advice for a ""very late male bloomer"" Hey all, Nine months ago, I wrote [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/8hxu5r/looking_for_existing_literature_on_dating_and/) asking for literature on dating and sexual intimacy on the autism spectrum. There was some good material in there, and I really appreciate it! I read the texts and watched the videos and I found them really useful. I think I now feel confident enough to take the next step, which is to actually get to know people and date. Now, this is where things get tricky. There's an appreciable gap between my chronological age (~30 years) and my romantic experience (which comes from a 3-month relationship that occurred around 10 years ago). It's likely that such gap will be found very surprising by potential partners, so I'd like to find ways to mitigate such discrepancy, so the whole dating process is as least awkward as possible. Here's the question I'm looking to answer: What would be the best way to ""catch up"" in terms of all the little things that are expected by a romantic relationship? Questions like: - What's the best way to let people know (verbally and non-verbally) that I'm open for a relationship? - How can I find out if somebody is interested in me? - Conversely, how can figure out if they're flat out disinterested in me? - I just had my first date, how can I know I'm interested in having a second date with that person? - I tend to get nervous around people, especially in one-to-one conversations. If for some reason I'm personally not having a good time during a date, how can I tell it's because of the social situation or physical environment, instead of us not being a good match? ...and all those sorts of things. What makes this situation more interesting is that I'm not originally from the US (I was born and raised in Mexico), so I'm still in the phase of getting familiar with its customs and ways of social interaction, which to be honest it hasn't gone as smoothly as I had originally hoped, but I'm slowly getting there 😊. In your experience, how would you think it'd be best way to tackle my situation? If I go down the route of consulting a therapist, what kind should I be looking for (e.g. a sexual therapist, one that's specialized in people on the autism spectrum)? Should I ask a friend with more experience to lend me their hand? How much of should I figure out by myself vs. by asking others? Sorry for the verbosity -- this post ended up a little longer than expected. Hope you understand, and thanks for reading! 😁",6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,7.262150537634407,69.71322580645165,65.0,10.903225806451614,31.344086021505376,10.875528500678817,3.6353440860215054,2046,76,354,57,31,670,225,465,0.009000000000000001,0.846,0.14400000000000002,0.9952,0,0,0,0,0,0,90.0,2,3,2,4,24,22,0,2,28,0,31,1,1,11,3,76,69,30,0,13,11,0,3,3,2,6,0,0,0,4,29,22,0,0,17,3,0,5,4,2,0,4,8,7,32,20,65,47,15,62,0,0,4,0,29,26,0,12,28,244,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.07087174744677499,0.0,0.0,0.07096853350434508,0.12875576757458973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930370297610566,0.20368435703069004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044271665676564965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228647092477196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256020433399571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432439681815831,0.07504127577761784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131242297284124,0.0,0.0,0.03672149806005502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275628766137867,0.061774982911674485,0.0,0.15925963063179646,0.05611007197499713,0.0,0.18971842397423533,0.0,0.04127459144001795,0.1827437898789186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426647910833268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562800040747984,0.11973878006964064,0.0,0.08192442194255757,0.0,0.0,0.07426421743266384,0.0,0.1064430557296604,0.1455791181104516,0.0,0.0,0.18296070435210984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847790447812773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593753022746554,0.0,0.053387899875306385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723775523794105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842546981051413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139675841107055,0.12682709781597004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818740338543854,0.13910978833536308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271375568129265,0.0,0.14528976536569355,0.0,0.0930511630840926,0.07467083139864616,0.0,0.2339169509899061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449014017129933,0.0,0.1480645506485274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812979982463893,0.0,0.0,0.05799860190437488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460513408552061,0.0,0.06347765146363314,0.06686355359937397,0.0,0.16864697753002642,0.14474692576743484,0.09307062886878252,0.0,0.0,0.042348355220688576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560542493050339,0.17471841739286964,0.06272488008566174,0.0,0.11984684014485175,0.0,0.28823263281952405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108347487723244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318175829959884,0.0,0.0,0.09353653306918784 autism,ninjahexparty,2019/02/27,"question about diagnosis? i’ve done many google searches and just can’t find an answer. it’s likely i won’t be able to be tested or diagnosed until i’m 18. i’m fairly certain i have autism after many tests, observing my own actions, etc... as many google searches as i’ve done trying to find information on adult diagnoses i just can’t find anything. does anyone have any links or information? thanks!! **please note that i’m not looking for anyone to diagnose me so i’m not violating the rules of this sub.**",1.5982983682983658,4.308541090909095,3.470909090909089,83.74174825174826,87.58585858585856,6.278477078477079,22.766899766899773,7.61054688173877,1.449807459207459,404,15,75,8,13,135,67,99,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.8425,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,1,16,15,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,11,10,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,3,40,8,2,0.15608438142044145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614273172740324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827565726360895,0.0,0.12844414665782586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752670847739915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659049401511333,0.3194570270657206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740753443266831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279748907338864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625494463538977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310715695371982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747351930438463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133377953959142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485022877968573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370152781394446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597104933659766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iridxnt,2019/02/27,does anyone know of any way to get tested without parent permission? i’m almost sixteen and i’m starting to think that i have autism or aspergers. is there any way i could get tested without my parents knowing? i have a feeling they wouldn’t allow me to be tested so i’d like to keep quiet until i know a definite answer. thank you so much!! ,1.9972670807453448,4.290915724637685,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,80.15942028985508,5.681987577639752,24.349896480331264,6.868970318607317,1.1719548654244305,271,10,49,3,7,92,49,69,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.8665,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,18,5,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,8,15,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741434992966926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817158609669538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483260820926705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537930099861714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126398291779955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473295663763206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643748235933175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410983419036647,0.0,0.0,0.3415055791124728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119499956020107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226700701235849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45999463366363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661020692614415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907007619435537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272282794141466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32882597311546075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993387397195863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TimIsColdInMaine,2019/02/27,"Advice on my ASD son having a YouTube channel? Hey all, My older son Timmy is on the spectrum, and he had been begging me for a while to let him have a YouTube channel a while back (since his favorite thing is watching all the kids channels), and he has been on my case to do more videos lately. At first I did a couple videos just to humor him (I'd been posting home videos on Facebook for friends and family for a bit now), but now he wants to do it often. I am trying to figure out what the best way to protect his feelings are in the future. I know people can be pretty nasty on YouTube comments, but I haven't had many views, so I haven't had to disable comments yet, obviously I will do that if it comes down to it. I try to edit out some of the more obvious behavior for his sake, like the flapping and hand biting, but I don't want to completely hide it, because that's who he is, and I don't want him to be embarrassed of himself, even if he is self-conscious. This video is a pretty good example of this typical behavior: https://youtu.be/JsNRfzaxDY8 Again, I'm torn between wanting to protect him, and engaging his interests, especially if there is a chance someone else like him might see it and get excited and not feel weird. Any advice is appreciated, since he is bummed about not having subscribers, I might start trying to promote it after I put together at least 10 videos or so, but obviously I'm nervous for his sake with moving forward. 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Especially what people/places you let take care of them, here are a few questions I would appreciate if you answered, thank you! What people would you trust watching you child? How far are you willing to travel for child care? What outdoor recreational activities does your child enjoy participating in? What can we do to ease your concerns regarding your child's supervision? How much are you willing to pay? What activities would you influence your decision if they were included?",8.140280193236716,10.822762486956522,7.2472463768115984,65.862077294686,63.26086956521739,10.676328502415457,39.73429951690821,10.746095033038511,5.175096618357489,566,31,80,16,9,174,76,115,0.032,0.78,0.188,0.9626,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,13,2,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,16,0,0,3,0,15,20,5,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,18,6,10,12,2,5,0,0,1,0,27,4,0,4,0,61,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509707156904836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25346627031340885,0.0,0.19353688829027108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614907646032156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625766037581146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911396549741159,0.0,0.0,0.15332313626701466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774761551940855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628332015521996,0.0,0.0,0.20361260669129275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713129718527768,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ibidyefaire,2019/02/17,"Do you ever find it easy for people to vilify you or go angry mob on you? I've had many people turn others against me by utilizing half truths, gossip, slander or just not actually knowing what has happened. It's really exhausting more than anything. I realize that a lot of these people are incredibly gullible and that I don't want to associate with them regardless, but still. It just can't be me who experiences this mob mentality. It happened since I was a kid in elementary school. Mainly consisting of mob bullying, mocking my physical disability or turning others against me. Because a lot of people who know me don't understand autism or even know I am autistic I get branded ""bpd"" or ""psycho."" Which is silly to me because I feel these situations would not be so hurtful and troubling while much easier to get through if I was a psychopath.",6.770696202531648,7.669485436708863,7.674531645569626,68.18154430379748,64.8860759493671,11.130126582278482,37.31898734177216,11.00357731598739,4.546000506329115,681,34,113,19,10,229,106,158,0.171,0.7759999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,6,7,1,0,4,0,14,1,0,0,2,28,27,11,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,1,17,2,16,21,5,6,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,8,3,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.1537867724142317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968454655269648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921328828222836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848123725125427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408783568936032,0.142550720590381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541549281812026,0.0,0.0,0.07968310177638084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440359644897379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467032430616382,0.0,0.08956299835902068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27871565074851873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687051809201187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598248411125568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795766622660017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977325513194687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881537392598086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584803682121066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370169858445714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095728238420963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949122013548514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303614879102617,0.17713968064847094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585294017351906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428290455850114,0.0,0.16405852396684048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295167140122236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194862658662114,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,smokesmagoats,2019/02/17,"Im pretty certain my daughter is autistic, advice? What helped you be successful? My 18 month old daughter hasnt said a word in 3 months, she stopped pointing, she stopped sleeping well, she ignores her name most of the time, she's progressively making less and less eye contact with us. She's spinning more. Walking around aimlessly more. Every week her symptoms are getting more apparent. So what things growing up helped you to become more social and successful? My brother is also autistic but he wasn't diagnosed until he was in highschool. He has friends and a job but he hasn't had a girlfriend and he's been taken advantage of by people he thought was a friend. 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It feels like people are not making an effort to communicate with me and I have to do all the emotional labor and it is giving me a lot of anxiety. I've had one friend for like, 15 years. We used to be best friends but I'm pretty sure I'm not her best friend anymore as we only get together maybe once a month. Lately I feel like she hasn't been real with me when I ask her how she's doing and therefore I can't tell her about my problems. I sent her a message asking how she was doing this week because she had a problem at work and also about plans for a future convention we're going to (she told me we should room together and then I found out she's rooming with other people, which is fine, I just wish she hadn't said that to me if she already had other people in mind) and she hasn't responded to me after four days. This is unusual. She also hasn't acknowledged anything I've done on social media or the group threads with our mutual friends since I sent the message. I feel like she's been pulling away from me lately and I know there's nothing I can do about it, but then she'll send me a message saying how wonderful I am, but then she'll blow me off when I try to make plans with her. I am so confused by her behavior and I wish if she didn't want to do stuff with me she would just come out and say it because that hurts a lot less than the anxiety of her not responding to me and me wondering how I can talk to her about it without her getting defensive. Am I the problem or do you think she's dealing with social anxiety and that's why she's being inconsistent? I don't know. People are so hard.",3.1911165565736224,4.138057011080335,4.69757617728532,86.11330652034947,73.07202216066483,7.880715959940338,25.79597272533561,8.263242389622931,1.481106030257831,1355,43,291,21,26,455,166,361,0.087,0.762,0.151,0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,1,0,6,18,20,1,2,14,0,39,0,0,8,3,74,67,32,0,10,13,0,4,4,5,4,0,3,2,0,14,24,0,1,10,0,0,6,11,7,0,2,15,7,63,13,41,46,8,29,1,1,0,0,59,9,0,11,18,216,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482279400674616,0.13743189012857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293626929815395,0.0,0.08521668596532077,0.0,0.0,0.07071075823062864,0.0,0.16066065196180207,0.0,0.08073142621726931,0.0,0.0,0.1047608384078335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035057518443487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401866811241338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541593079828912,0.08858716276093616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793335155278273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665652645369124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034211155960784,0.18415921118789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421473178464901,0.33193568015762226,0.0,0.08978682348278799,0.0824291931365176,0.04883440388019938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697388695807518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919868371167076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444667598209673,0.0,0.29078884872370664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679187442731005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915667968457694,0.0,0.0,0.11471413690386305,0.0,0.08632541460092746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676196967260645,0.0,0.06858626552644098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244945899292483,0.0,0.0,0.09150965600745052,0.05822648967719168,0.06535150217746058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828438507264085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741884649508798,0.0,0.2466621564622854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780395730106166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225364774893506,0.0,0.0,0.08173643751379983,0.13666550521232498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107986185896001,0.0,0.0,0.17518390405434572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836607789355864,0.0,0.0,0.08098536233899288,0.0,0.0,0.06906502273533173,0.07510415393079035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550586755797127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821071150813363,0.0,0.05833892352485511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742135057082699,0.0,0.0,0.05068208462998252,0.0,0.06892561104264111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753592641233348,0.0,0.19762406224443865,0.08283074757244235,0.18636875043852089,0.06255601977069672,0.0,0.0,0.061040212417297436,0.0,0.0,0.0553342949510775 autism,twilldy,2019/02/17,"A letter to my father. I'm hesitant to hit send. Okay, I just want to preface with this: I'm trying to only get you to see a different perspective, not force my views on you. Whether or not you change your mind, that's up to you. Your views likely won't change, and I understand. You have made your thoughts clear multiple times. The one thing that you said yesterday that really upset me was that you regret getting us vaccinated when speaking to us in the heat of the moment. And when we asked what you meant by that, you couldn't give an answer. That hurt. It left me confused. I didn't know what you meant by it, but what I could gather from the context of our conversation was that you felt some kind of shame. Why else would you say that? I have autism. Your son doesn't. It didn't make sense to me. I'm not expecting an apology. I just want you to know that what you said hurt. Maybe you didn't mean it. Maybe you just spoke out of pure emotional reaction. I want to give the benefit of the doubt. You as a parent can make the decisions you want to shape your children's lives; ultimately it's up to you, and then when they're a little older and have some autonomy, the children. I know you said you only avoid one vaccine, the one for MMR. I don't want to have a debate. I just want to show you what I have read and seen and lived, for you to take that in with an open mind, and that's it. One of the major issues I have regarding this ""vaccines cause autism"" belief is what it, in direct and indirect ways, does to people with autism. How neurotypical people with little information and/or a negative view on people with autism treat them. I will send you videos and articles of autistic people speaking for themselves. Of people that lead relatively typical, average lives. Of parents that care for their autistic children and celebrate their child's different way of taking in and taking on the world around them. Of the challenges they all face. I want to show you that autism does not come about suddenly the next day, as you implied with the story of your cousin's child who you said was vibrant and alive and then completely changed the following day after he got a vaccine. Autism shows itself over time and is usually diagnosed around the time children would normally get vaccinated. The vaccines don't cause it. The symptoms show on a spectrum, where you get people that can't live on their own, need a caretaker, maybe just need some classes that help them develop their own life skills so they could live with minimal to no assistance, or sometimes they don't get any of that at all but they do still face some challenges, like I have. When many people think of autism, the picture that comes to mind are the kids that can't speak, that can't take care of themselves, that make ""strange"" movements with their hands, that rock back and forth, that throw tantrums all the time because they're going through intense sensory overload. That's the picture that is painted much of the time in the media. I understand that image seems daunting to other parents. I understand it can be difficult for some to care for a special needs child, financially and emotionally. Children as a whole are challenging to raise as it is. But they're children, they're human in the end like everyone else, and they deserve respect and love once the people who have them bring them into this world... whether they planned for those children or not. They don't deserve to be feared, pitied, or treated like an ""other."" A lot of the people that use autism to scare others aren't doing any justice to the people born with it. Autism is not a disease. 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Please. My kiddo is 6, and was screened over a year ago, and we are trying to get her into a more extensive evaluation to be sure we are getting her the best help we can. Anyways we had great progress going this school year with school and at home. She stopped nearly everything at home (the cussing, aggressive behaviors, etc.) and the teacher had told me she stopped doing it at school too for about 2 weeks. Now comes the whole case of visitation with a dad who was MIA most her life being implemented as well as perhaps some extra stress at school from some of the other kids. I can't be certain. The only thing I know is that home life routine stayed the exact same. Suddenly she went back to every behavior we had worked hard to get through, but even got worse. Yesterday she punched me super hard in the stomach. She's trying to bite people now. She NEVER did that before! Dilemma ensues here because I am weighing all my options. I don't know what's better for regression - whether I should push her a bit or start the cycle over. I really don't want to go back to the beginning with her but it seems to be the only way she's calm right now. She fights me really hard otherwise. I am also considering the other option of inquiring about medications finally, which makes me cringe really hard because I don't want to drug my kid unless I truly believe it will help her. I have an inkling that she has a bit of ADHD and/or OCD working against her too.. someone I know who works as a psych nurse gave me a bit of feedback on that. I can tell that her brain hurts sometimes and it's hard to see her go through it. Everyone throw your best advice and opinions my way - tell me stories like ""I wish my parent hadn't put me on medications because x, y, z."" or ""I am glad my parent did because it helped me out in the long term."" Also, should I just wait this out until I can get into the more extensive evaluation? It takes FOREVER. I worry about her school life too and the fact that she is doing worse there. I want her to be included more with homeroom activities and not just kids that are also on the spectrum, so she doesn't feel left out. If she continues like this she might miss out on field trips.. etc. Basically, I just don't want my kid to hate me and ultimately I'm going to have to make my own decisions, but wanted to get some opinions of people who have gone through what she is before I do. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.812860040567951,5.86892473833672,5.383458417849899,82.29194219066937,69.36511156186613,8.39634888438134,28.90162271805274,8.671277953709913,2.0997245436105474,1988,71,388,32,34,640,232,493,0.10800000000000001,0.797,0.095,0.3731,3,0,1,0,1,0,69.0,5,1,0,8,24,18,3,1,26,0,43,9,2,2,6,74,80,25,0,9,12,4,6,2,0,4,6,0,3,4,26,25,1,4,7,0,0,12,9,6,1,0,13,9,68,12,62,58,20,58,0,2,3,0,51,22,0,13,23,279,94,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173381585915002,0.11665355948865798,0.052910134430742564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319829244854704,0.0,0.25868927537290115,0.2901115881288493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179333711465183,0.0,0.14554189386897656,0.0,0.10158080519470933,0.06724834792544454,0.12527851376349414,0.052789508566507916,0.19549270720370449,0.0,0.0,0.06663195577994048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051416241519571165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692195539228695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313661038775718,0.039423602332987404,0.0,0.050290022086392765,0.057034790913634614,0.05364405398555419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03018023092022181,0.0,0.0,0.06538568661987403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592353656157978,0.0,0.13568909402991675,0.0,0.047738238350265895,0.06580663343951906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673452565051512,0.058929903393459326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002355921110727,0.0,0.17961689120268493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389762953625623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840949371666223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485158352240032,0.0,0.12647897277557713,0.058321440599935014,0.0,0.0,0.05282232498938525,0.05012319393617565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968489462415784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025949696995672,0.0,0.06331992308781295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603534697485101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079138291221374,0.0,0.0,0.1988305980045672,0.0,0.0,0.1241411910570036,0.0,0.0,0.06551990099762772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000329314340196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471368561872307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097353781733902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020390613649315,0.04756389924936838,0.05433804601258986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057375820558438,0.0,0.05903331948935955,0.0,0.04224773215943629,0.06361985559865624,0.0,0.09980429208412732,0.06837282076217863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562555778935087,0.0,0.044878222381764615,0.0,0.10434052425163694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039654297667895334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057034790913634614,0.0,0.0810489639556942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602872157149124,0.09475569218892274,0.047878406280835575,0.0,0.05366700867111834,0.05533171260660075,0.0,0.06663992824058586,0.06863867436122338,0.0,0.0,0.13036152242627838,0.060616432283927435,0.1216550870798282,0.0,0.0,0.2901115881288493,0.07687470056064546 autism,Sidhantk,2019/02/17,"A book to learn about the spectrum What would you suggest a self diagnosed aspie, who wants to begin learning about the spectrum. I am from India, and Amazon suggestions really turn me off. They are books about ""curing"" autism in kids. 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I wanted to make a post here because I'd like to bring some attention to a really great organization. https://www.speclabs.org/ Spectrum laboratory is an organization that focuses on giving people on the spectrum the ability to enhance their creative skills. Offering classes such as voice acting, animation, film, etc. Why am I making this post? I have a brother who is on the spectrum who struggled to find anything for people on the spectrum that he could actually enjoy. My city offers literally nothing except maybe janitorial work for people with disabilitys and I find that this does not get any attention at all. Its been posted here maybe once or twice but I'd really love to see more attention going to this. Thank you for reading.",6.039020979020977,8.935041993006998,7.018881118881122,64.33293706293709,69.62937062937063,9.714685314685315,31.97902097902098,10.035473477838034,4.038046153846153,667,30,97,19,13,222,96,143,0.011000000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.174,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,3,8,0,1,8,0,6,1,0,2,1,18,17,4,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,6,2,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,2,7,7,19,15,4,11,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,2,2,62,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.14868070501715386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036095530204824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253787273677152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287681907404327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164650862392527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333065582011094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992090107398114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278507291777692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960144923029179,0.2923138597862636,0.08658930498652609,0.0,0.0,0.16797667325495486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887012234742789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751022259052367,0.0,0.2034020403116293,0.0,0.3061308036565921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619286370785725,0.0,0.0,0.1622576889170142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31688027783442885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377542987779821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240053705865805,0.0,0.19521054621094427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214106412279208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927902787085552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027197927598936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986546644747463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374805761118871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109193896982182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheAmazingBC,2019/02/17,Is anyone else not able to sleep with their door open? I have a feeling that this is related to my tism' so I'd thought I'd ask you guys.,-0.15817204301075094,1.4412078064516152,1.7625806451612895,100.83053763440859,83.83870967741936,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,-0.2214602150537633,106,3,28,1,3,35,26,31,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.3785503114858111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646911795240263,0.3878695291233625,0.0,0.0,0.35389344070344725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162302107313733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140641165143196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748243239661432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37882369599352345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005266628396156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AnhedoniaAddict,2019/02/17,"Do any of you feel your social anxiety suppresses your autistic traits in public? For instance, I only rock back and forth when I am alone in my apartment. I don't go outside at all practically, but when I do I am so socially anxious that I can't rock back and forth.",5.9738888888888875,5.530431574074073,6.9448148148148166,77.33166666666669,66.5925925925926,10.162962962962963,34.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.1862666666666675,211,9,42,4,3,71,38,54,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.5814,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,5,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112123557088756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043404436890665,0.0,0.22987058458753395,0.3394630845420717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621096023744388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193449708330006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077283400862467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285327627003314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126142512448227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jon_queer,2019/02/17,"Diagnostic standard/screening for adults? I participated in a screening for one of my 14 month old twins (and will do the other in the next few days), and learned that she has some indications that she should undergo a diagnostic exam when she’s 18 months (few hours of observed play at home and in a professional’s office.) We expect her sister will have some of the same flags. Autism seems to be something that runs in my family. I have two younger cousins who had Aspergers diagnoses when they were little, and an older cousin and uncle who I’ve always thought might be on the spectrum. But there wasn’t the kind of screening when they were kids as there is today. I feel like I have a lot of resources (so far) for exploring what this might mean for my kids. I have none, though, for addressing questions I have about myself. I know the rules for this group forbid asking for a diagnosis, so I won’t go into the details of why I think it might be something that applies to me, except to say that a lot of the indications for diagnosis of children seem to apply to what I was like as a child. And some adult characteristics resonate for me, though not all. Knowing that my kid was flagged, though, makes it more real— it’s something I’ve wondered about myself for years. I’m 41, and there wasn’t much awareness of this when I was little. I’m having trouble finding out anything reliable about how an adult can be evaluated. Is there a standardized diagnostic test yet? If I have to rely on the educated guesswork of an experienced professional, how do I find that person? Are there adults who identify as being on the spectrum because they know that it’s true for them, without a formal diagnosis? (I don’t have the certainty to claim it for myself. But knowing but could be a reality for my kids makes me feel more urgent about figuring out if it’s my truth.)",7.0474369747899175,6.950438526610648,7.270099439775912,74.73237605042019,64.29411764705883,10.165210084033617,33.81638655462185,9.766711354998122,3.097419159663866,1482,57,278,27,20,481,175,357,0.01,0.9520000000000001,0.037000000000000005,0.7802,0,0,3,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,4,0,21,8,0,0,24,0,38,1,0,4,3,58,56,26,0,5,8,3,2,2,0,7,1,1,2,11,23,11,0,1,18,1,0,3,7,2,0,2,9,6,35,6,50,33,13,31,0,0,2,0,30,14,0,14,16,215,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743506421226092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636182266408036,0.0,0.1094709888624332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138196213276758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349336636145844,0.0,0.0,0.07551863719142886,0.0,0.0,0.11885218525649716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103897402679744,0.0,0.11841671389242055,0.083654961397177,0.0,0.0,0.2140512256295707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665495927969208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174590196256747,0.0,0.1153181171974194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219397323042516,0.2574163838694777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441650932976935,0.23472627328279566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991053660654651,0.0,0.0,0.1563278855155166,0.0,0.0,0.12755424379517555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726679843404846,0.0,0.0,0.1869332961837108,0.0,0.08608063394516483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453524021196168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287483924356253,0.0,0.07934875559282444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224561189822863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117675796723735,0.0,0.0,0.13328336203878954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312117071785736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320356577638624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044369379666283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503178391931438,0.34514509453613323,0.09296287293481703,0.0,0.0,0.11099538033133463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438790437842755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566289172959477,0.0,0.0,0.1128784644434994,0.12698797841559606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540738708990427 autism,ReptileInsane,2019/02/17,"Gaming with Autism! GWA is a community of gamers on the spectrum that chat via the online service of discord. We are 500 members going strong with a loving, caring community with excellent moderation. Live chats for advice, venting, gaming and general chatting are offered. This is a none profitable community meaning we do it for the pure sake of helping people come closer together! Here is the link if you want to join: [https://discord.gg/X4QfJd6](https://discord.gg/X4QfJd6) DISCLAIMER - You must be 13 or over to join discord. If you are discovered to be below this age, due to the TOS we will have to remove you from the discord.",7.140051921079959,9.955811831775698,6.360685358255452,70.63506749740395,66.19626168224299,8.120041536863967,32.449636552440296,8.841846274778883,3.1456259605399786,514,22,74,9,9,157,73,107,0.084,0.735,0.18100000000000002,0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,4,0,2,1,5,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,0,2,17,18,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,17,14,1,9,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,3,2,55,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662659965277992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821500375025337,0.0,0.0,0.32287091830593884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301665144497275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512313595571208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309695208099237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382862024385603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082846603398176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598503194813195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107627201951047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GardenerOfBees,2018/11/11,Thinking differently than everyone else? Am I the only one who does not at all think the same as NT's? It's like I am on a completely different wavelength than they are....for the length of my entire life. Anyone else the same? Tell me about your experiences.,1.3582285714285725,4.046768880000002,3.007714285714286,86.22100000000002,90.2,6.857142857142858,21.142857142857142,7.957251820313856,1.4540857142857146,204,7,40,5,7,67,41,50,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.466,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,7,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715507583223994,0.2513846965770349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572393093527153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126661032292102,0.0,0.0,0.2147028497971723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099081242750288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443742889239744,0.0,0.239994249863717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329425725055966,0.11986305520303812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625195660361736,0.18659574300671464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444213122372413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31441402680734404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MattIsCool15,2018/11/11,"Is anyone else clumsy? I'm so clumsy! A lot of times I'll find myself almost careening into other people while walking. Also, I just lifted my foot and hit it on the edge of the bathroom sink. It left a nice sized mark and still hurts a bit. I teared up a little. I wish I wasn't so clumsy. :(",0.015345622119816937,2.102029290322584,2.709447004608297,91.41274193548388,86.74193548387095,4.188018433179724,13.695852534562215,5.288315135182226,-0.9332792626728112,224,3,47,1,7,78,47,62,0.052000000000000005,0.8109999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6138,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,3,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28053795141297705,0.0,0.0,0.2240423976502017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958931154888917,0.28705516594778724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058601753982801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340362127036971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25605950368110186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999151291684088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30439268545729725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807920994655781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381804685538036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194226408820876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373468676244865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336248942392134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32216808411201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AcrobaticMango2,2018/11/11,"My twin brother will celebrate his one year of full-time employment this week! I'm so proud. We're 24 years old. It hasn't been easy for him to find and keep a compatible job that pays above minimum wage. And those minimum wage jobs aren't usually those known for their willingness or ability to accommodate employees with ASD. But this time last year he found a job as a graphics designer and it's been amazing for him. They're very satisfied with him and he's already received two raises. With this latest raise he jumped above the median wage in our area. He's so happy at this job and feels fulfilled and appreciated. I really want to call our mom and rub it in her face. At 19 when we were moving out she told me that if I take my brother with me it I will either need to provide for him for the rest of his life or I'll be kicking him out on the street, she never believed he would ever be able to hold a job or take care of himself. She was so wrong. We don't talk to her anymore otherwise I would have told her how wrong she was. It wasn't just our mom, sooo many people told me that I'm wrong to take care of him during these last few years instead of only focusing on myself. That it's either pointless or that it's not my problem. He himself had received crap and was mocked by relatives for relying on his sister. All those people can go F themselves. We'll be celebrating this week. It will just be the two of us (he doesn't like big celebrations) but we're gonna have fun. I'm gonna tell him how proud I am of him and how he's proven every one of those assholes wrong. Sorry, I had to share this with someone! We don't talk to most of the family anymore because they never treated him with the respect and love that he deserves. All I can say is that if you have a loved one on the spectrum, don't give up on them. They may need more time to become independent or need support, they may always need some help but it's always worth it. 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It’s EVERYDAY! From a bout 4:00pm to around 8:00pm I get really figgity and start pacing my apartment. Then I start having ticks. Has anyone else experienced this or could it be related to something else?",3.5426436781609176,6.279874758620689,4.25241379310345,81.79229885057472,77.27586206896551,8.004597701149425,26.90804597701149,8.841846274778883,2.4985080459770117,248,10,44,6,6,79,48,58,0.094,0.8690000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.4954,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927679205769585,0.0,0.18120505772537973,0.2655317813804786,0.0,0.2307001645205517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691173178858702,0.0,0.0,0.16713155822394316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43297637415141815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116740818298082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103500439521534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27079237866234274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729859281877233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320387295682594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950781969003908,0.0,0.0,0.3668581452430403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111357666830313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570274255469329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,loneSong_stRide,2018/11/11,"Maybe Maybe there is a devil Maybe it is inside me Mabe it is my autism Maybe that's why I like metal so much Because metal music turns negative energie into positive energie. https://youtu.be/aLDgVieHIOM",4.9471428571428575,8.531718000000001,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,83.28571428571428,6.2285714285714295,24.142857142857146,7.554174236665415,2.028542857142857,170,6,23,3,5,50,27,35,0.192,0.664,0.145,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877052014136146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121604140636583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9148015894224552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734555887453187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476128202344386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054145614221676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,karmicviolence,2018/11/11,"Listening to music instead of stimming? I rarely stim, and when I do, it's usually limited to tapping my foot or wringing my hands. However, when I'm particularly stressed out, I have an overwhelming urge to listen to music. Particularly bass-heavy music such as edm. I will put on my noise-canceling headphones and tune out the world. I have a tendency to listen to the same song or playlist on repeat for hours. It is extremely soothing. Does anyone else do this?",4.208953488372091,6.743924255813957,5.479244186046512,74.92607558139538,73.88372093023256,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.491586046511628,370,18,63,10,8,123,61,86,0.061,0.9059999999999999,0.032,-0.3313,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,8,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,13,9,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255184590934969,0.3739388947658528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193740408602421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30487255794422713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594065538199919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668799570404894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41805401386912905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019456936563762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pharmer25,2018/11/11,suspect that I may have high-functioning autism I just did the Autism Spectrum Quotient test and got a score of 36 indicating significant autistic traits. Also for as long as I can remember I’ve struggled with social situations and often felt different from other people - when I was growing up my parents used to joke that I was autistic but now I think they may have been right all along. Who can I talk to in order to see if I’m on the spectrum? I really want closure for this question (I live in the UK btw) ,4.8825571428571415,6.059079970000003,5.793428571428574,78.97100000000002,69.3,8.514285714285714,31.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.587771428571429,407,17,76,7,7,134,74,100,0.036000000000000004,0.8959999999999999,0.068,0.2357,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,18,17,8,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,11,1,15,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,5,3,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092357065920346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494367705981103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923177624867366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094546660368436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224624980233085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108154144548622,0.2112810158218468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650970697920626,0.0,0.0,0.16551509838014125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674480313573013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529455839682825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045052512465423,0.2038861570793204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024813754173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683583715895759,0.0,0.2433695443814581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958717041121176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189346426003195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297757933199566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061982482770722,0.0,0.0,0.14081745593333658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spiders-are-coming,2018/11/11,Stim Toys Comment your favourite stim toys! I have loads but I want m o r e and I figure asking other Autistics would be best for finding fun stim toys. ,0.6772580645161312,3.142196000000002,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,89.0,3.1,20.65322580645161,3.1291,-0.5427483870967738,120,4,25,0,4,37,25,31,0.0,0.637,0.363,0.9184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884497378518523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483121728599261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775386891636581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081731668459325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711559163937541,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KokujohSayaka,2018/11/11,"[ New sub opened] World Aspergers' Organization [ Welcome Autists with foreign language skills ] \[ Most Welcomed \] &#x200B; 文言文 漢語 한글 &#x200B; Thai Malay Cambodian &#x200B; Dutch Swedish Dan Norwegian English Spanish &#x200B; \[ Subscribers wanted ! \] r/WorldAspergersGroup",12.418235294117643,16.840008911764706,6.8910294117647055,53.227132352941204,92.23529411764706,7.582352941176469,57.191176470588225,7.645422480735847,7.912658823529411,229,18,17,5,8,60,31,34,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.7171,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528253909462709,0.5924195364828557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771830047214865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189154650019469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924195364828557,0.0 autism,crYINGmyselftosleeep,2019/01/19,"How can I get through the loud hallways at school? I am a boy who goes to high school with autism. Everything is too loud and crowded and I it keeps hurting me until I get to class, and it just makes me so nervous I can’t speak. I am also shorter than all the other boys and because of this I always get pushed in the hallways because there are so many people and it scares me. I can’t even speak because of the loud noises and how crowded it is. I feel like people always laugh at me because everyone is looking at me because I am so small and push me. It’s so bright too. I do not know what to do. Is there any tips I can have to help out with this? I just want to be able to go through the hallways without being scared. Any help would be appreciated.",1.6370619946091622,3.301401138364781,3.014128481581313,93.68108490566038,78.49685534591194,5.297574123989219,23.93575920934412,5.773587663045528,0.3057381850853549,587,20,132,3,14,191,83,159,0.049,0.8109999999999999,0.14,0.9296,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,3,6,0,19,0,0,3,1,23,29,15,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,2,10,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,8,19,3,20,25,1,11,0,1,2,0,9,7,0,0,2,97,29,3,0.15688141348623738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545800968525048,0.26107580705711103,0.0,0.0,0.2133694817270772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781672677028758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361869402381094,0.0,0.0,0.14990691359137662,0.14099489866949272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932395641769475,0.11207611314095657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458921905150092,0.0,0.08915932261782122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030860908311225,0.16575382673550176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794479783558727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944340857210266,0.0,0.0,0.08621792204862898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664433424309294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174087573481155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047195617062038,0.15905312976353642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175236377984633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141313261671692,0.3175447318940151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253272233144907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512280842744373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144405499297637,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ab101bab,2019/01/19,"Iep testing , autism, kinergarden Does anyone know as to what i cant expect with my 6 yr old possibly autistic (in process of diagnosis) IEP school testing? I have done a small amount of research online but havent gotten much information or personal experiences. We are based in the USA. He is in kinergarden, first year of public schooling and he's been having stimulation problems to the severity of being sent home early several times. The school has been pushing hard for his diagnosis and doctors appointments as well as permission to access his dr files. Also im pretty certain they think i will medicate him when i wont.... Anywho, the school itself has finally decided to give him an IEP test and any info or personal experiences with similar situation would be greatly appreciated because i havent gotten much information. 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I have a bachelors degree in psychology and was offered an interview for the position of a behavior technician for autistic children. I am excited to potentially get this job and work with children, but what should I know before going into this interview and just generally about autistic children? Thank you so much for any responses. 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I have a new job that involves supporting college students. Some of them have autism and are more unique and struggle more than I'm used to. Some of the struggles include writing, planning and organizing assignments, time management, and of course social skills. Can any college students with autism share what kind of supports have been most helpful for you? Anything including apps/technology you use, tips/advice you've heard, or something helpful a teacher or staff member does. I'd also appreciate any insight or information that helps me understand the perspective and experience that college students with autism have. Thanks! 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Hi I'm not diagnosed but have ADHD and was told I have ""suspected autism"" when I got diagnosed for face blindness. I have a bunch of symptoms, have done online diagnostic tests etc and at this point I'm like 99% sure I'm on the spectrum. The thing is I don't have health insurance yet. Here emergency medical care is publicly funded, health insurance is only really good for things like speeding up elective surgery and therapy waiting lists. Because of that it's not really a necessity and I'm waiting until I have a stable employment situation before getting it. If I get diagnosed with autism before I apply then it'll probably make it more expensive because it'll be a pre-existing condition. From what I've read there's no cure or medication so beyond validation is there really any benefit to getting diagnosed? Would you recommend it? Thanks",5.162630662020908,7.559138085365856,6.534668989547041,69.0767073170732,70.58536585365854,11.027177700348432,34.27526132404181,10.914260884657429,4.784482229965158,722,37,115,26,14,244,105,164,0.05,0.758,0.192,0.9784,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,18,12,1,1,1,16,33,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,8,7,13,25,3,12,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,2,7,75,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425960557345347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613741890272871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465771659631485,0.0,0.2019273892740511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097312062433555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021439176646967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142168811943575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232779608738782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479620641234824,0.0,0.0,0.09951925594716794,0.09489645036908648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522420102818016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593426746788472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920080326786046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390578240840603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902398188560474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243280541787429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792639421196922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186836172833508,0.0,0.2280335837719808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336926685740794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182764257839213,0.12332434818277195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923836769395326,0.13568834055133205,0.0,0.15765358004843313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133766010705086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428662736036306,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,slowmotionz101,2019/08/06,"Mom of 2 year old with autism, balancing life, where to go from here? (Help, advice please) (TLDR: Should I continue going back to school or will it be a waste of time if my son who is nonverbal and severe on the social scale and may not become independent in the future?) Hello everyone, My 2 year old son has been diagnosed since April. He is diagnosed as severe on the social scale. We have had a grueling time getting his ABA started because our health insurance ""accidentally put a hold"" on his request and hadn't noticed until I called and now in August I barely gave ABA our availability for them to create a schedule. I work part time right now 1 day on the weekend on 1 night shift during the week. When he was getting testing, with all the appointments and stress I decided to cut back my hours. Talking to other moms I've realized that I'm not the only one who needs help balancing everything from cooking, bathing, cleaning, working, play time, taking him to his day care 3 times per week, etc... I decided to go back to school taking online classes in order to help us have a better life, because I don't have a college degree. What I am wondering here is, do you think it is a waste of time? I know that once he turns 3 years old he will go to more school in the public system called Early Intervention, but I'm starting to question whether I should continue spending time and energy going back to college. I know it couldn't necessarily hurt, but if my son is not going to be independent and will need me, I wonder if I will be able to use my degree or if I will just be at home as his caretaker. I understand there are some jobs that allow you to work from home or are part time so of course there is hope. Obviously I know I cannot predict the future and neither can you, and I don't want to be a pessimist, I just would like to know what your perspectives are and your experiences with your children and their needs as they grow up and how that coincides with your work schedules. I am not one that ha a lot of money for babysitters and even if I did, I do want to care for him and wouldn't want him to be with a babysitter all the time. If you read all of this, thanks so much.",7.5267221135029345,5.910726577625568,7.792687540769732,76.34171232876714,64.04566210045662,10.99125896934116,33.870841487279854,9.842372674337009,2.975807436399217,1723,57,349,29,21,566,208,438,0.053,0.862,0.085,0.9572,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,8,3,5,18,11,1,1,20,1,43,6,0,5,4,75,78,34,0,18,18,5,0,1,0,10,5,0,4,1,14,20,1,1,12,5,2,8,11,3,0,2,6,0,50,8,51,55,11,64,0,1,0,0,47,13,0,16,42,239,64,13,0.07343351292292488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175837894074195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258633546299595,0.0,0.08952877578518043,0.08110154564527072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494597466919692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996765410650575,0.0,0.1497407210240125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471708166467133,0.0,0.0,0.14906693970693052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189777818155207,0.04850214271763709,0.0,0.0,0.07016886852191606,0.06599730639487753,0.071832066424992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673195929150772,0.0,0.2504037460204057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805639033119471,0.0,0.0,0.14766280740065393,0.0,0.14731960172872344,0.0729360476052992,0.07231721817434886,0.0,0.07861209437203033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287143059907612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614285530006688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373652372888613,0.03587590514412905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062430546679798075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200888562991584,0.0,0.0,0.05398208136663933,0.16335005807905548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891237735557472,0.0,0.0,0.08360454117679653,0.23116835689839735,0.07820429465231747,0.09952089766165173,0.0558494956187092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590426769038665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060794551931001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382096295990523,0.08226234052261082,0.0,0.07345338507441894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271181880227998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295590651844344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591793516893805,0.0,0.06074496073082765,0.0,0.0,0.1497124374491576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103953236814126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411784094726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042572560919292,0.05902307607541585,0.0,0.06760771259581863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705322996571682,0.0,0.0,0.385377047298228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987457509607539,0.0,0.07644687672469254,0.08833147441631045,0.06342297764859317,0.0,0.0,0.1299389655559673,0.0,0.1178078692511065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592710246019464,0.21384188798722856,0.0,0.0,0.05216506067003158,0.0,0.0,0.14186632413020922 autism,bella_boo_98,2019/08/06,"My diagnosis was hidden from me (venting and possibly advice?) My whole life I felt like I wasn’t fitting in with my peers instead of being invited to play with other kids- I preferred to sit inside and read and watch movies. I struggled to make friends in school and I struggled with being able to just sit still and listen. My dads ex-wife thought I had ADHD so I was put on medication for that, and soon after they divorced I was taken off the meds (I was maybe 10 by this point). Fast forward 4 years and I’m sitting in my doctors office with my dad and the doctor said something about my diagnosis with autism- after we left I asked my dad why he never told me and he said it wasn’t important and he didn’t want me to feel different from the other kids- and that was the end of that conversation. All I know about autism is the little information that I can find on the internet, and my doctor isn’t helpful either- I basically just listen to her and she gives me more anti-depressants etc, I’m 21(F) now and still struggle with my day to day hygiene/relationships and work. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to figure out more about my diagnosis without talking to my doctor? Why would something like that be hidden from me for so long? What should a female my age be doing hygiene wise? I have no idea how to “life” essentially- anyone with suggestions it would be greatly appreciated, I want to start feeling human again.",2.899501541623845,5.394253025179862,4.199409044193216,82.63879496402882,78.10071942446044,6.561356628982527,25.03648509763617,7.7094869923839395,1.527287358684481,1143,42,210,18,28,375,151,278,0.034,0.868,0.098,0.9388,1,0,2,0,1,0,28.0,1,0,1,1,15,9,0,3,7,0,23,7,0,3,2,48,42,19,0,6,4,3,3,2,1,3,7,4,0,3,11,24,0,0,10,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,15,8,37,6,40,19,6,33,0,0,1,0,28,13,0,0,19,153,48,7,0.1086524442731314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057912364641866,0.10617391104757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073887387956802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519446306618699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157536839353326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014367592744645,0.0,0.09358219104246186,0.0,0.0,0.11351867877148784,0.0,0.44484152284729134,0.09508248617931843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623381587195387,0.0,0.12117619634109066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987588093033053,0.0,0.10432338548079284,0.0,0.09930636566064767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394460892137992,0.0,0.0,0.10422932506478502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978970338795142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728274431010504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265538436339415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971254186561525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180511986155186,0.0,0.1534888692492669,0.10616419204980533,0.108898293182967,0.0,0.09615399408869496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252635025237203,0.0,0.1091559841534624,0.0,0.12068837164723625,0.1094559067882978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379946323416011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271167941173401,0.1224893055882157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922571650097394,0.0,0.0,0.10868184716762536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665206310719145,0.0,0.0,0.2067067113262598,0.0,0.0,0.10996207428156446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729191975921373,0.0,0.0,0.076904759287584,0.0,0.17353996469721333,0.0,0.0,0.34076137718738075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733071902530305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862579041570684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382206670118403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817205344010882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960838622997536,0.121306573828471,0.0,0.10473707900778298,0.0,0.07910027347520543,0.0,0.0,0.15436715804142606,0.0,0.0,0.06996861180158105 autism,IlokoEli,2019/08/06,"Do you detect any hints of any kinds or sorts of Autism in my vid? Here's a sample of me talking: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1rUy8\_jJWg](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1rUy8_jJWg) Please describe or explain etc what you see/hear... :-)",12.596250000000005,17.984836125,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,62.75,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,0.031662499999999934,204,4,26,1,4,43,27,32,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48284433872380705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959352333959033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001273675700052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696931779806104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896995307003507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829007512759939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28534736742013345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Vampilton,2019/08/06,"Pivotal Response Treatment? In the process of researching psychologists for my son (PDD-NOS & ADHD, possibly depression) I came across something I'd never heard of: Pivotal Response Treatment. Have any of you experienced this? Is it a helpful technique or should I steer clear?",6.412826086956521,9.998973760869564,5.6979999999999995,70.59700000000002,72.26086956521739,8.027826086956521,41.8086956521739,8.841846274778883,4.8632399999999985,227,15,30,5,5,69,39,46,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.7131,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,6,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238858426084158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382158400999156,0.0,0.2398531773502443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40340338820813904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037864307512808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364123852408155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720297478740137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976246819543163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27153144541209634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CarlyS456x,2019/08/06,"Does autism settle with age? I currently live at home with a severely autistic 24 year old brother (doesn't have a learning disability but was ruled to have no capacity) and the last few years have been hell. He was extremely abusive to people in the house and the police had to be called several times, he was pathologically abusive and controlling and extremely difficult to manage. Despite all this we seem to be at a relatively calm point with him atm. It's been almost a year since the police have been called and only one or two direct threats off him in this time. He is still very difficult and demanding and controlling but things are liveable at the moment. Given past behaviour it feels like I'm just waiting for things to kick off again. We believe a lot of the past extreme behaviours were due to a difficult transitional period between stopping school and becoming an adult. I'm just extremely worried about all of our futures. Can anyone give me any comforting words? Do people find that people with autism settle.down a bit as they get into their mid 20's? Will things get easier? Thanks",7.1378446306169065,8.259554673267331,7.06009900990099,72.12088728103582,64.14851485148515,10.967859862909368,33.85529322162986,10.891193690592663,3.96951591774562,892,37,150,24,13,284,132,202,0.2,0.727,0.073,-0.9861,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,2,2,5,9,2,0,14,0,20,1,0,2,2,33,30,12,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,8,15,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,9,1,9,4,25,18,5,28,1,0,0,0,15,10,1,4,19,98,17,3,0.0,0.3006186699764785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703279274958645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626971227550356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870403956268454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401078159404421,0.0,0.1429287091345736,0.0,0.0,0.1384991658919078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590781755316577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845704082704568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110167641861294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414464562896001,0.09062939981261728,0.0,0.0,0.1159484971600128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255909173650834,0.12169646448005415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725175259733687,0.0,0.0,0.14638036114143313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340850550132412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197779184894614,0.0,0.112020434013684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785253811971453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311909714289466,0.0,0.08596417923275038,0.0964833751348971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422060270267629,0.2638479715200929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992448610261545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838992921274067,0.0,0.11548933190276872,0.0,0.28663324893393505,0.0,0.10494058663949124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131121993027097,0.10606133142102732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679640476841675,0.0,0.0,0.2528420884150492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794713626104813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392459390925956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467346781808573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883332730032668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450826389464936 autism,dumnnie,2019/08/06,"Born with aspergers (minor autism), developed schizophrenia I am passing, you wouldn’t know I have autism if I didn’t tell you. I would say in my early teenage years I was immature for my age, I was quite weird and it was impossible for me to make friends, and when I did, I would lose them within a year. I have the traits of any adult / child with autism, I obsess over everything and do the same thing everyday. I don’t know if this is relatable, but I don’t really like to hang around people who listen to boring music (Billie eyelash, imagine dragons, Shawn Mendez ect.) I’ve discovered people’s personalities normally reflect the music they are into, and I don’t like boring people. (Sorry) I told two of my friends, this was when I was 16, I am 19 now. A friend (who I never told) a few days ago came out to me and said that between those years they would all make jokes and mock my disability. All my friends know, I only told two. It hurts really bad. All my friends are egotistical jerks who have a good taste in clothes and music, that’s why I was drawn to them. I lost all my friends when I developed schizoaffective disorder. I began to do drugs around 17ish. I did weed, alcohol, coke, xans, ritilan, and a lot of acid, shrooms, and cough syrup. I wish I never left my innocents because drugs led to my downfall. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GETTING. Doesn’t matter if it’s molly or acid. (My friend got meth instead of molly) you. Don’t. Know. There was this sheet of LSD (acid) going around, it was not acid. It had other components in it that was fucking people up. I took it, woke up the next day and was fucked in the head. I now have schizophrenia. Did any of my friends ever reach out to me and ask me if I’m okay? How I’m doing? Want to hang out? Thinking of you? NO. Now that I can’t drink, smoke, Nothing, they don’t have any use from me. They make jokes about my schizophrenia now, I have nothing. I want to kill myself. I am so lonely it kills me on the inside. I. Want. To. Die. I have no friends, no one cares about me. I don’t even care about myself, I wake up everyday and just feel hell, excruciating pain I can’t even explain.",1.3860688405797106,3.6697920231481516,2.7133494363929143,92.33615942028987,82.47222222222223,5.886151368760065,20.73389694041868,7.1686216300943375,0.4867075684380038,1662,49,358,23,46,536,200,432,0.177,0.6679999999999999,0.155,-0.9296,0,4,6,0,0,2,81.0,0,6,6,3,21,34,7,1,11,1,45,12,2,6,8,66,81,23,3,13,8,0,1,2,9,4,5,3,0,3,22,22,4,0,10,3,0,7,18,17,0,3,25,9,69,17,44,52,7,49,1,4,0,2,36,18,3,6,26,241,91,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822781832580528,0.08225578275883205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702339822797134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555450963538868,0.07195503843739258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426537617043035,0.04691920555732182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880313136740623,0.15694877112773348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992764658164793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988101904540583,0.0,0.08821242325482309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539970300657092,0.17851775280687154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167376842501467,0.06962229956140248,0.0,0.0,0.06917421036563251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891752183981072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351901638528436,0.14231204047913426,0.040212797943901264,0.0,0.04374289989937728,0.06455741921777088,0.0615586387825063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899175568883228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823962347923317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030820099186506,0.0,0.21149902348807528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836263620629969,0.0,0.0,0.07520571808336954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610792121963512,0.08402007087800026,0.06543575799034408,0.0,0.0,0.15413095918829467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780882617531537,0.0,0.08185673747336282,0.0,0.07541266323919818,0.14770645876349733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052155761247537936,0.05853791570867688,0.08189977514628731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344071342382973,0.06720581416723158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186533851046818,0.0,0.0,0.0986158207822183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732145479459317,0.06120833919531556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615979165970901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672737501922092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113436671879944,0.049318225331141836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063973534972206,0.08551469401958559,0.0,0.0,0.15037383222445835,0.0,0.0,0.0664759614828631,0.0,0.0,0.13619382106720054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945198462912698,0.0,0.08850983001322027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640283707459684,0.0,0.0,0.1486953253889736 autism,XNatsukiX_reddit,2019/08/06,I have problems accepting my autism. I was diagnosed about 7 years ago but I feel like the reason is because how people treat me. This makes me end up noticing every symptom and I HATE it. I know it sounds kind of stupid but I really want to get rid of it but I can't. I really want to be able to accept myself but I'm struggling,-0.5702857142857134,1.6438925428571451,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,95.0,5.085714285714286,17.0,6.742157984588678,0.0821142857142858,258,7,56,4,10,88,51,70,0.205,0.601,0.19399999999999998,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,1,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,15,13,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,12,5,7,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,35,16,0,0.2348106187198628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081454458331357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313837373826102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383278352759668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797251270172096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978380735704276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187273040944416,0.16774875293085004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267885683024066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318268729933193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451912576520746,0.1290457752202461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471660756404024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673791132984466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673334457268658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278811760621115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468205024817087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30085139004293626,0.24142442369734196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547504153721755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405814023007655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27699477330865474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512103398870517 autism,therealtread,2019/08/06,Has anyone ever thought about starting up an app based around dating for people with autism? I just think this would be a wonderful idea.,5.7323999999999975,7.938752040000002,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,68.6,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0602,111,3,19,1,2,32,25,25,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628379450369716,0.0,0.0,0.3346305998487604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34002297356172245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243452240906936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060165534140284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26606387875190723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24086147302693475,0.0,0.2984225263252997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076473987448352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670284986318222,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,emilyrafalski,2019/08/06,"Survey Study! The Koegel Autism Center is currently in the process of recruiting individuals for a survey study being conducted for adolescents and young adults (ages 12-30) with autism and/or their parents/guardians. This project’s purpose is to evaluate the accuracy of a new measure intended to obtain reports of motivation and social skills. The responses provided will help in the development of a new program that monitors the progression of individuals receiving autism-related services. Participation should take around 5 minutes for each person and every survey is collected online. In order to access the survey, click here:[ https://tinyurl.com/smcsucsb](https://tinyurl.com/smcsucsb?fbclid=IwAR27iUXrXldbmMoXGWk5a-llU_s_rZ6ac73r0d1O8xrFrcz3dqSW5lxeTqk). If any questions arise, please contact dtagavi@ucsb.edu.",15.67341743119266,19.842107110091746,11.699896788990829,35.447826834862404,46.70642201834864,13.156422018348625,43.900229357798175,12.38480682065935,7.077778899082569,701,33,66,21,8,203,79,109,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.7712,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,10,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,16,4,1,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,5,41,3,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530033289385624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687523625919166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543612684915691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023552154962544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5831480656370972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636048418893055,0.0,0.3313922809691497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33819376598698186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077460033008925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269889950149987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YoureMyAngelDust,2019/08/06,Afraid of death because I don’t know what will happen I’m 26 and I’ve gone through my whole life needing to know every detail of what’s going to happen next. So my biggest fear is death because no one knows what will happen. I’m not trying to turn this into a religious discussion or anything like that. I know I’m still young and healthy but It’s just something I can’t get over because there’s no way to prepare for it. Has anyone else felt this way?,1.7953567251461988,3.8015174947368418,2.9350877192982487,92.82005847953221,79.3157894736842,5.064327485380117,23.18713450292397,5.82211442006289,0.3195730994152046,362,12,76,2,9,116,64,95,0.128,0.8320000000000001,0.04,-0.7865,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,22,5,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,1,5,1,10,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529896164939014,0.18360887333680034,0.14746415984198485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32771114481123337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496964013612409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098150571317578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016468514268357,0.0,0.0,0.17205756885982149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936232252423707,0.0,0.10184199009845273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475390904679704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939287336770577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657239586484695,0.08754677918030057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287257288964974,0.0,0.0,0.19057842681738935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142876976075015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795488361026248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431072443067865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166324557883447,0.19491527140467935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447704908542315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006745451607197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ByeByeFlutterPie,2019/08/06,"How do I go about getting re-tested for an autism diagnosis? So I was spurred from a previous post on here to make this about being NT. A lot of the symptoms there matched up with me, and it got me wondering. The last time I can remember being tested was when I was in middle/high school (probably 10th or 11th grade?) and even then, I don't know if it was an actual test for autism--I wasn't allowed to take it myself for some reason; it had to be an adult chosen by me to do it--fill in bubbles to questions about my behavior. And my marks were all ""Below Average"", in every category--which seems a bit unbelievable to me. But I want to get re-tested again. The problem is, I don't really know how, nor if it would be covered by Medicare and/or state insurance. My doctor hasn't mentioned anything, and I know there's a center for ""Autism and Developmental Disabilities"" nearby. I was officially diagnosed at age 3, but I haven't really been tested since? Aside from the above incident anyway. So how would I go getting re-tested to see if I have autism?",4.6263909774436085,5.427211095693785,6.040755297334247,78.34278708133972,69.62200956937801,9.416404647983596,28.325700615174302,9.606745405546679,2.4748848940533152,825,28,163,18,14,280,122,209,0.01,0.971,0.019,-0.3094,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,0,11,0,24,3,0,6,1,32,39,19,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,10,1,20,0,28,23,4,18,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,9,6,117,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.16978835708170553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431782834921544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899511392577208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659537152632174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808531468987554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149182230464154,0.0,0.14659340174749844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270652135880136,0.0,0.19776413937252704,0.0,0.13915505428047692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382913827508907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868597357820203,0.14182441679284133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479193925519051,0.0,0.0,0.11613913939806082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663355474043615,0.0,0.1875897808741572,0.16648416284622114,0.0,0.0,0.19490771885135635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229238684492018,0.17888987137819026,0.0,0.0,0.19709584193489607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608635522189198,0.13864686277850735,0.15839322948821966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392566091049355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084139394816087,0.13081822219170738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145449938895744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262333572293368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868386121199066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719386573115634,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cat8abird,2019/08/06,"At my wit's end with chewing I have a 7 y/o non-verbal son who will chew on literally anything. It's driving me crazy. We've lost countless charger cables, I lost a tube to my breast pump, he'll even bite into bouncy balls like they're apples. He has chew necklaces. He knows what they're for. He just won't use them if we do t put them on him. Does anyone have any advice to help with this? I have no idea what to do and I can't be hovering over him at all times to make sure that he's not putting something he shouldn't in his mouth. I'm planning on getting him more chewable toys/jewelery, is there any recommendations?",2.654090909090911,3.784455015151519,3.861030303030304,90.89154545454548,74.6060606060606,6.492121212121212,24.56363636363637,6.742157984588678,0.6424945454545448,490,15,111,4,10,160,97,132,0.08,0.858,0.062,-0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,12,5,2,2,2,15,20,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,2,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,14,2,15,13,2,13,0,2,0,1,16,8,0,1,3,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680025463684666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017465282278074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513055087250144,0.0,0.182572912409678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415228290822645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650322362493888,0.0,0.0,0.1465372691919352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591335087795546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487089253195552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504543564440236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192914581133382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839020453621903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843755448232554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809411320969934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44606368771125976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079963639200674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209101611052708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936908432431954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916168941803559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,blake_thenbhd,2019/05/05,"People who were diagnosed as an adult, did the diagnosis benefit you in anyway? I just turned 18 this year, and my mom and I have researched into the fact that I most likely am autistic (high-functioning) for the past few years. We havent been able to get a diagnosis because we havent had health insurance. Now we do, but my school career is over. In my thinking, the only benefit would have been maybe an easier school life (if any accommodations would have been applicable), but I also dont regret not having a diagnosis, even if I always felt off compared to everyone else. My mom told me she doesnt think I need a diagnosis, because she knows I'll do okay and we will work through my struggles (getting a job, adjusting to said job, learning to drive, etc) at my own pace, but also told me that if I think it will help me feel better or if I think it's something I want to do she will come with me and help me get a diagnosis. So, I want to know, besides the research I've Done (I know that you can be eligible for certain accommodations by college, university, and jobs, which I dont care for. I dont wanna he treated like I'm special), have any of you had any other benefits (anything, even personal) from getting a diagnosis as an adult? Do you think its necessary?",6.913726631933803,5.998785466135459,7.9240637450199225,72.64008274593934,64.85657370517929,11.229053018694453,35.243947287771995,10.560738912317856,3.5497003371130846,996,40,197,22,13,340,140,251,0.027000000000000003,0.82,0.153,0.9835,3,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,4,4,0,2,8,13,0,1,14,1,32,3,0,0,2,44,56,18,0,11,10,2,2,2,0,5,3,1,0,3,10,12,0,0,12,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,12,3,35,11,23,38,4,12,0,1,0,0,23,6,0,6,6,140,45,11,0.10427621472432648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667793024821703,0.08676616404403567,0.0,0.0,0.21273420538892715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581043980881124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713162527823282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222383800696024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063165505568562,0.0,0.0,0.08982472573794881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583816294811534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671077159145344,0.3666328411445617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710939697055216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162955435901354,0.13774691274602868,0.0,0.0,0.09964039182810368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272518731430406,0.0,0.10012151882950288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792007340565725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084074007632676,0.0,0.0,0.13978829736289253,0.11017354601771397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104341590900205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192244166164616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365337427382918,0.10188818263849887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475947336645756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442540847972659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731949193896895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079306760164047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954344605400632,0.07229199768995909,0.09104996857618076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919055921573344,0.0,0.0,0.21106619268485766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027692456970535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901214042341163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340799395316991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928078365620736,0.0,0.0,0.11342257795122444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300962629594273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591432624303306,0.0,0.0,0.14814966221880346,0.0,0.0,0.1343009269049449 autism,Jonny8888,2019/05/05,"Working full time, can you handle it? Currently I’m self employed as a dog walker, I work from 7-1 with a break where I can go home between walks. Been doing an evening course and I’m aiming to become an apprentice electrician. This would involve 4 days working 9 hour shifts, plus a day college each week. I was very sceptical how I’d handle the evening course but I’ve surprised myself. I’m still concerned about going full time though. Never worked full hours, never worked with people. Do you or have you worked full time? How do you find it?",2.628087478559181,5.147454518867928,2.9738421955403105,90.90503430531734,79.28301886792453,5.363979416809607,22.84391080617496,6.574015621080383,0.6189358490566033,433,14,83,4,11,133,74,106,0.018000000000000002,0.951,0.031,0.2832,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,6,8,2,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,13,14,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,8,11,5,21,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,12,51,11,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214267071855152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201042424909376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058971457709392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245946118674474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716542578370326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634714165435032,0.0,0.3069948661624433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404282202990253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805843622706557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260309964477782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447545381740074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313837160317886,0.0,0.27266161052675736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860646055061742,0.0,0.0,0.12502697133078605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6808374627771127,0.0,0.0,0.11072332580702364,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,squish-squish-beep,2019/05/05,"A conversation I had with a coworker Her: it’s very hard for me to get jobs. Once they find out I’m epileptic they think I’m not capable for anything so they never employ me. I’m sick of people underestimating me because of it. Me: I understand how you feel. When people find out I have autism they don’t want to employ me either because they think I’m not capable. Her: *snickers* well, people with autism aren’t capable of anything are they? Me: wait what? Her: I’m only epileptic so I can still do most things but people with autism are permanently disabled so I don’t blame a company for not wanting to take you on",0.4072707979626493,2.8531380887096773,2.656876061120545,87.63820882852295,95.53225806451613,5.513752122241087,21.042444821731753,7.0608816371341465,0.9453935483870975,489,18,97,9,19,165,63,124,0.107,0.87,0.024,-0.8151,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,6,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,22,23,6,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,2,22,1,15,22,2,6,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,3,67,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161479498176981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419296520478905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712664280890752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511341642771745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003592694910161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720752058118496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906200130744728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481519049350472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045699329154336,0.0,0.14609335232641954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326849951783962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340358613283114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442802265809618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761628019377189,0.2461674551336399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997280856111327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584946400537426,0.2265997077275803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271227631097075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,__thisguyando,2019/05/05,"I think I have autism, but I don’t know I don’t know how to explain why I think I have it, but I think I have it. Getting words out isn’t easy for me, so I don’t know what to say. But Is there anyone out there that would like to talk?",2.790297619047621,1.1986921964285742,4.122142857142858,98.7561904761905,73.46428571428572,7.466666666666668,22.23809523809524,3.1291,-0.38554047619047616,177,2,53,0,3,59,29,56,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,17,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,6,16,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209891047219157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651227787935181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210774915864276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440578355691453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513351860610719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25402855406019903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075351252506975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851854454565607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451244183781416,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PotatoNommer,2019/05/05,"Sensitivity to taste and texture Hi everybody! I am a very 'high functioning' ASD adult (aka Aspergers) with a sweet ASD son who is on the more affected end of the spectrum. One of our biggest problems is his hypersensitivity to most foods and trying to incorporate the necessary nutrition into his diet. In many ways I share this problem, but I've been able to branch out a bit thanks to being able to comprehend the need for diet variety, even if I don't like it. One thing we've learned is that he loves pancakes, so I make everything into a pancake. Leftover rice and veggies? I add an egg and a little flour and boom it's a pancake that he's happy to eat, even though he wouldn't touch the original food. He's low on protein? I blend or mash some chickpeas or tofu into it. Just thought I'd share in case it helps anyone with their own sensitivity or that of a loved one. I know it's carb heavy, but at least it gives him some nutrition and I'm hoping it will gradually help his taste buds accept new foods. It really tones down harsher flavors and seasonings to a more bearable level. I wish my mom had cared so much when I was young to do this for me and maybe I would have been a little healthier as a child lol. I'm also interested in any other tips you all may have for overcoming taste and texture aversions. Thanks everyone.",4.0813636363636405,5.566228045454547,5.336030303030307,80.31654545454545,71.57575757575758,8.613333333333333,28.35151515151515,9.120678840339163,2.3333278787878786,1060,40,208,22,20,353,163,264,0.071,0.7240000000000001,0.205,0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,0,8,16,0,0,16,1,17,12,0,3,1,42,31,21,0,8,7,2,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,16,16,10,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,7,19,13,29,21,10,24,0,1,0,2,25,17,0,9,7,132,35,1,0.2516597147610083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062609148611383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556861790840986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798316197035816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737361461217362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829192571981124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875535755858844,0.0,0.0,0.11144790535875783,0.0,0.0,0.16621886814034895,0.0,0.0,0.12023582104714553,0.1130877622575557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564618890364239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070746494021901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339482229782372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868220204518825,0.13294615286106326,0.0,0.1249774401737407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691527988812654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147411240451452,0.2522291475697909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713271802307256,0.0,0.0839924068863421,0.1275717256067707,0.1264130044210638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473704081793618,0.0,0.0,0.09249942334362243,0.09330124486331026,0.0,0.12152726035356165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557967035900031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408043596394228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060982869559387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316944538029363,0.0,0.0,0.08359576605386501,0.0,0.12362719600326415,0.099894851428659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543021347259627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382281030763682,0.0,0.0998778838908843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469812609475965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938592044813176,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lowkey-amajiki,2019/05/05,"Does A Bad Day, Or Just Some Days In General, Make Your Autism Worse? I was only recently diagnosed as an adult, but even before my diagnosis, I noticed that some days would be worse than other. Some days I felt overly sensitive to everything and like I was on the verge of freaking out. I would just want to curl up, not talk to anyone, and just listen to music and write and just calm down. But other days, I'd want to go out, get things done, and I'd be fine. A therapist once told me that autism doesn't fluctuate like that, and that I probably have bipolar personality disorder or something like that. I was just wondering if anyone else had experiences where some days almost felt like they were ""more autistic"" than others?",5.809920063948841,6.648898561151083,6.1383693045563525,78.56176658673064,66.98561151079137,9.918784972022383,28.394084732214232,9.994966539143718,2.608821902478017,576,18,110,13,9,185,87,139,0.10400000000000001,0.754,0.142,0.5733,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,1,0,34,22,12,0,5,11,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,9,3,11,6,16,9,5,17,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,9,11,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552139865443028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892628705964124,0.13866971432665914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300152788889703,0.0,0.0,0.1151626199083818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236906553345811,0.0,0.0,0.1373651615453726,0.0,0.0,0.15510900582207435,0.0,0.11843514442960472,0.13849770224637464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113057483743797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938943380475366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163301497052617,0.13238647587461286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598912948805605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070848844481152,0.0,0.07691567088648088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644771276796061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033912671248742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408314314704444,0.0,0.1441304904974588,0.0,0.10293060289524257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817187008715825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591719098480932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362988971090567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041897592014056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877951068082957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713778098264328,0.08991251450130287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932120266128838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596516484896054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676822417470076,0.0,0.0,0.275841848791036,0.1922803808826002,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sneakyslylife,2019/05/05,"Does anyone else have a hard time accepting compliments? As title says. Whenever i get them they make me feel extremely shy and like I shouldn’t have done what i did. Or something a long those lines.",1.4442982456140356,4.130054657894739,2.09578947368421,91.31719298245615,94.52631578947368,6.743859649122808,19.491228070175442,7.793537801064563,1.2597228070175444,159,5,31,4,6,49,34,38,0.095,0.6970000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.6565,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,6,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106493065328236,0.3532484207021239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30170270364033397,0.3528102356521494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880036046441499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743215374018829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801234104696076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088381679667821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843282637147133,0.0,0.0,0.30510266557045473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301306669141969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741678114619446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541388701884283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010329310759177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NinjaRio2007,2019/05/05,What is one thing you like about having autism Mine is my special interests!,6.428571428571428,8.125159000000004,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,66.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,62,2,11,1,1,18,13,14,0.0,0.595,0.405,0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577239799601646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348704121037912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224374008722396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Throwaway1282018,2019/05/05,"Parents are trying to cure my autism and are forcing me through life right now to be normal in the future (M, 21) My parents are convinced that my autism was cause by vaccine ingredients and they are detoxing me in hope that I will be normal in the future. My parents are forcing me through college with detox symptoms and chronic illness, which was basically caused by their early attempts to treat the autistic traits. * They turned to psychiatric drugs like Zoloft and Prozac to treat my anxiety in elementary school. My body got addicted to these drugs while already having low grade auto-immune disease (was tested positive as being allergic to all foods without symptoms when I was a child). My psychiatrist instructed me to stop taking Prozac immediately because of minor motion blackouts, instead of slowly coming off of it and ensuring that there wouldn't be withdraw. There was severe withdraw because I was addicted to it. This caused severe inflammation with symptoms like precocious puberty and food allergies from digestion. * I got vaccines before middle school while my immune system was already a mess from the Prozac withdraw. This made everything twice as bad. My parents are putting the sole blame on the vaccines for causing my health problems. I do not believe that the vaccines would have been such a problem if I had never been given psychiatric drugs. * I went an entire year with undiagnosed and sporadically treated inflammation and brain inflammation, which helped cause chronic illness in the form of fatigue, ulcerative colitis, esophagitis, arthritis, migraines, headaches, back pain, muscle pain, etc. I eventually got anti-inflammatory supplements that made things better, but eventually began causing stomach problems because I took them while fasting. * They decided to get a colonoscopy and an endoscopy when I started having pain and that's when I was diagnosed with the colitis and esophagitis. I got this procedure twice. The process of emptying my stomach for the procedure messed up the acid balance and I am still having constant stomach pain and discomfort because of it. Stomach problems cause migraines and affect my executive functioning. * They decided to get treatments to reduce brain inflammation in high school. These treatments altered my personality and my inner dialogue. I made the decision to go to college while on these treatments and the majors that I chose had nothing to do with my special interests. These treatments took at least a year to fully subside to normality after they were stopped (so I was still affected at ages 18-19). They were supposed to notice the personality changes. * Parents were not aware of the social problems with Asperger's because they were always obsessed with making me normal. My school district dropped the ball on keeping me socially safe and did not follow my 504 Service Agreement (which had Asperger's Syndrome and selective mutism on it) when being disciplined for social issues. I was not once seen by a school psychologist. In middle school, my mom scolded me in a tough social situation instead of asking if I was being bullied and it made me feel vulnerable and unable to articulate what was going on. The failure of her and the school to investigate if I was being bulled in this situation led to my reputation being ruined through high school. I was robbed of important social experiences while my brain was forming. I am severely disabled right now. All of the stuff in the bulleted section was caused by my parents while I was a minor and they don't want to take accountability for it. They are throwing ""you're an adult now"" at me. They are guilt-tripping me and accusing me of not wanting to have a good life when I say that I am fine with being autistic.",8.549129441250184,10.100184772445823,7.925908889871737,65.63293085655319,61.1826625386997,10.239068258882499,40.922748046587046,10.290406445055957,4.794589974937344,3057,165,433,66,42,959,288,646,0.131,0.809,0.06,-0.9918,6,0,3,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,12,2,17,32,0,2,33,0,58,43,8,16,3,84,89,41,0,17,10,7,1,2,0,3,33,1,0,4,28,32,3,5,4,1,1,11,9,18,0,2,41,4,69,14,80,36,8,73,0,3,1,0,32,29,0,4,33,333,97,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059336526313235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072335702902302,0.0,0.040428142349249685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716879893038761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045422135825786816,0.0,0.0,0.03736028018825588,0.040567981182421685,0.14809043077066772,0.0,0.0413438214919982,0.05474072954889659,0.0,0.04297111082434472,0.0,0.053969025131321166,0.0,0.16271694323439306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992965410062549,0.05139843339240407,0.04185325971968831,0.0,0.052505112286052716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931461895074545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690359241979259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418716895746592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043666718093732536,0.04752725173210786,0.0,0.0,0.024566965724700185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750279742141552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076923617328257,0.0,0.05522604069962638,0.04075233545769347,0.15543733491087955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164553794988189,0.0,0.0,0.03256673408817558,0.10266932624254757,0.0,0.048257694194302085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050712036772737716,0.0,0.043186215030520586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863664269250626,0.04747415074527239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389616778237813,0.032432092388271966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690431874202673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03747316560451065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041914545653915,0.04662038251941954,0.05531643835704158,0.0,0.05174339794823803,0.0,0.0,0.2067992897555245,0.0,0.32369960979502954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484830765652772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324552161569966,0.0,0.048843193079592895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298579025028034,0.0,0.03863820459243439,0.0,0.39337980084710905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164667895497896,0.0,0.0,0.10922728573463368,0.0,0.2476408189336855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03439001479646588,0.0,0.07760302494931352,0.08124154613959134,0.0,0.0,0.05562030648043725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515009882081639,0.07306251260652588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0322789369710059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796353198359768,0.03298727443115545,0.05284852888856248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731555309620982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504048662478991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683597907571616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451469647854483,0.0,0.0,0.06257666280825418 autism,Fkfkdoe73,2019/05/05,"Pictos storyboard for common verbs? Hi. I find pictos really useful for communication. &#x200B; How would you communicate the following verbs in the most efficient manner? &#x200B; *LOCATION (to be at a place)* *EXISTENCE (there is/there are)* *POSSESSION (to have)* *IDENTITY (to be)* *PREFERENCE (to like/dislike)* *MOTION (to go)* *VOLITION (to want or feel like)* &#x200B; Obviously some of these seem easy to me but I think I should consider other perspectives. I think some concepts may require an animated gif or a series of pictures. Here's what occurs to me and doesn't: Preference = happy/smily face. Maybe a thumbs up or down? Motion = Arrow pointing from stick man to a door. Emphasis on the arrow But the others seem hard and I can't seem to get my head round how to show them in cartoon format. Any ideas?",1.5946061643835634,3.609820883561647,3.323621575342472,79.36022688356171,110.7123287671233,6.756506849315068,22.37071917808219,7.413659706084162,2.2762746575342465,643,26,103,18,32,212,101,146,0.012,0.927,0.061,0.6811,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,9,0,9,2,2,3,1,29,20,9,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,10,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,22,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,10,2,68,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42684195890452425,0.4786893403266014,0.08929927119398727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639723205949774,0.09381205916358752,0.0,0.0,0.12002029471665825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860710421986857,0.0,0.07462981552446298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763319560477375,0.0,0.1347679319060172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482395945309792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830856847299554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192440686989082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719709901133412,0.0,0.12413590963508872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412428679511512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586350144531377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828377025408006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341471995888425,0.0,0.0,0.07745348209040888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328300194781332,0.0,0.4786893403266014,0.0 autism,Bunnythermos,2019/05/05,"I will never be enough and I hate it I feel like ill never be able to work a normal job and be satisfactory to normal people. I try so hard to be other peoples version of success. Too hard. I try way harder than what is actually necessary. When i inevitably burn out, people just think im giving up at the first sign of difficulty. They think I should push through it like regular people do. But the only way I can push through it is with relaxing time which I have none of when I try to do these things like regular people do. So I just get really sick, hurt myself, etc. I want to do art, and study art to become successful, but if i dont make money straight away people will stop supporting me. They make this really clear, that they wont help me forever if I make the wrong choice. Of course they only bring up art being the wrong choice and never anything else. So i go through all of these steps just to make money to be able to do art, and im more likely to fail at these things than if i just went into art in the first place. All for the acceptance of other people, because they care more about average probability than my own probability of success. Getting a STEM or skilled trade cert is better to go after because there are a lot of jobs there. It doesn't matter if my personal chances of failure and debt are 90% with that path. It only matters that it looks better. No one understands that mental health issues and autism are real and you dont get over them with willpower. I feel like i have messed up legs amd everyone is telling me to run, because they cant see my legs. And theyre giving me all of this advice that only works for regular legs. And when i take a break, they say im out of shape and need to have more commitment. Im tired of feeling completely worthless every time i have to drop a class or quit a job i shouldnt have even applied for. Im tired of people acting like my entire life is being destroyed becaude i apparently just ""dont want to do it"". Im just tired of everything. If the people saying this stuff to me read this, they'd just get mad at me for ""misinterpreting"" and say ""this is why i don't like talking to you"" or something. But everything they say is mean, so theres not a lot of grey area to misinterpret. They just call it ""criticism"" instead. But I never asked for that. I just wanted a friend. I want to be happy from my own choices and not care but I am not that strong of a person. I've been through a lot of trauma and stuff people say really affects me. I just want people to be happy with me and think I am worthwhile. I want to stop feeling like a failure and that I am ruining my life.",3.738985380116958,4.6674455944444455,4.98617933723197,84.62464912280704,71.75925925925925,7.906432748538013,25.50682261208577,8.20500826718156,1.4130185185185182,2071,61,434,30,38,688,220,540,0.157,0.679,0.16399999999999998,0.0086,6,0,1,0,0,2,53.0,0,2,11,13,26,33,3,0,18,0,47,11,3,5,9,93,85,36,0,16,26,0,6,8,1,5,8,5,0,2,32,23,0,2,10,7,4,9,17,11,0,3,2,14,59,22,69,68,15,43,0,4,3,0,28,16,0,11,22,301,91,12,0.10922089787433133,0.0,0.05329192051070795,0.0,0.0,0.053364698663813916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493974636347812,0.0,0.051053397887529835,0.0,0.05130831444251755,0.0,0.0,0.09987006838870448,0.060312950326030214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965970084277255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576337417907401,0.0,0.11135798457414303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057258016703347576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200911831087164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562002262724884,0.0,0.0,0.05642719204526825,0.06090508618517591,0.03606968647958755,0.0,0.04601165855891141,0.05218262423883724,0.09816070040529884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045073537210312,0.11704114689718438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290323993638468,0.0,0.0,0.042191897381778434,0.0,0.11412682242604205,0.10477463755710938,0.06207275325856172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626767674156915,0.09784047132473186,0.05391651228928652,0.0,0.05804835352048681,0.0,0.0,0.03660423278372353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584616150674059,0.0,0.35393193631335856,0.056999120450337726,0.16257733211889014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714595021433117,0.21343925496299385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045859023114198,0.0,0.0,0.1392835523947308,0.0,0.0,0.14581159489057505,0.0,0.0,0.05948678849426936,0.0,0.0,0.05503448801399317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040492955920422416,0.16847577939091682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701329012447107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037005453529350564,0.16613482903116406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164601011587573,0.09536747517744487,0.0570562958977801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775860091697506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808493457770578,0.054625227300221464,0.06215864663929342,0.10495455590883772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171421044887826,0.0,0.0,0.0435174573642622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042041791616970386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131356121100724,0.0,0.0,0.12503179719523586,0.0,0.061971290290796725,0.0,0.0,0.04106026124652204,0.04389381024865393,0.047731939424054605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256151136916357,0.1049765118169622,0.0,0.0,0.06368758388171662,0.1883000325951026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123073031296052,0.0,0.0,0.056851403284511916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326394614650125,0.08669446491831419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062443328342834,0.049277436053829074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951411446712868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941590604178827,0.0,0.0 autism,Firebird831,2019/05/05,Austism Jokes Lately I've been noticing the amount jokes about autism. Like how a lot of people on YouTube or just the internet in general call people who act strange autistic. I have had kids at my school say that I'm autistic as an insult when they don't know I actually am autistic. Also when it comes to more jokes on it 4chaners are called weaponized autism. And I think almost everyone has heard a joke on autisticly screaming. For me I'm kinda neutral because I can when it's just said as a joke like when idubbbz calls someone it. I just want to know how u guys feel about it.,3.9762547892720335,5.575100284482758,3.9832183908045984,89.46139846743297,72.01724137931033,6.534865900383142,29.26819923371648,6.937597516519254,1.4218325670498082,467,19,94,4,9,143,81,116,0.067,0.789,0.145,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,2,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,18,11,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,5,8,7,13,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,7,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.18901140909285266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395041111492994,0.0,0.0,0.15489210965066308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807032017518004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933308742686983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684493892556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507704813459816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979344004117298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178143046851054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128915621937941,0.0,0.21848833968866455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892522072280079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466649008765796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205149094974525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685575456044541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842415065382164,0.15402835833084905,0.0,0.1960224522727331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411109310343552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410735830140032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424211662208596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nololgoaway,2019/05/05,Where does my autism end and my personality begin? Question I ask alot.,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,91.30769230769228,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.1802615384615391,57,2,10,1,2,19,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435884745957959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152334928449534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42026144982104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143104532749253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315426358505938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yellowwalker,2019/05/05,"How to deal with classmate on the spectrum I have pretty bad social anxiety and am happy to be alone in classes, but this guy sat next to me on the first day and insisted in talking to me and now he acts like we're bff's, or more than that. Everyday I get in and just sit anywhere and he will get up from where he is sitting and come sit next to me, and talk the whole time and not let me pay attention to class. He also gets super touchy, hugging me, kissing my cheek, grabbing my hands, interlocking fingers... I just try to pull away from all that, but he keeps doing it, and it makes me very uncomfortable, to the point I don't want to go to that class anymore. But I don't want to hurt him. I don't know what to do...",5.298684210526313,4.149846763157896,6.026578947368424,85.69605263157897,68.21052631578948,9.178947368421053,30.184210526315788,8.07648339933343,1.7410105263157898,556,17,129,6,8,183,95,152,0.07,0.767,0.163,0.9601,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,0,11,5,3,2,1,26,22,15,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,1,3,15,5,23,18,3,23,0,1,0,2,11,9,0,1,8,84,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864311790070685,0.0,0.14395015404558256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770354331235765,0.0,0.17851686476093953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691208820517969,0.0,0.15029688649103354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505860636948351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608851144417445,0.18557753537358945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311239566360782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821359815291465,0.0,0.1023011464762943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823352345892782,0.0,0.19161896330347025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269937073160207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999695989880802,0.0,0.0,0.09892619205044892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840675902647532,0.0,0.08794148535190291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015491937910246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828753059169391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016316850447724,0.0,0.0,0.18313007858193125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183492710107794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893628444638616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104962523899423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221176643062093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852320423567314,0.2123435509185381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009694621030288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KoopaGameZ,2019/05/05,"A cry for help? Hi? idk I've never been good with these kind of things haha. &#x200B; Anyways, I'm a 18 year old M with PDD-NOS. I've been diagnosed since my 9th. I only have 1 question and that is how do others live with the fact that people don't actually believe you are autistic? Like, every now and then I get into a fight with my parent about some basic stuff that is normal for them but I just can't get my mind on it why it is so ""important or normal"" for them. When I try to tell them its cuz of autism that some things are hard for me I just get the usual respond ""Oh everyone has autism, you are just 1 of them nothing special"" and ""shut up you're autism isnt even true"" etc. (you get the point I hope). &#x200B; Maybe I'm wrong here? I actually don't know anymore. Is there a way to have people ""believe"" you have autism? or something else that can perhaps help me?",0.602119565217393,2.7450271467391336,2.2349565217391323,95.42526086956524,84.59782608695653,4.7669565217391305,18.98260869565217,5.985473137389443,-0.2612165217391307,681,18,153,5,20,222,110,184,0.10800000000000001,0.823,0.068,-0.731,1,0,1,0,1,0,35.0,0,4,4,0,12,9,1,0,7,1,19,1,0,2,3,27,27,11,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,20,7,17,25,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,6,8,99,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.2368708082035719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629993440947503,0.29494518967664324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036215038470052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734751391661317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331450917707155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318361841006654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138545886904572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353548234904771,0.08016089217832406,0.0,0.10225582644789696,0.11597011572470045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536342508085284,0.0,0.0,0.1017957807877101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871981763657296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269772453424938,0.0,0.0,0.12054351252146772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638368760974433,0.06669940803916252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929314465137129,0.0,0.1071681258679063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121928146072787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254474723010042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936047004044324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782521137715,0.11645365071439337,0.0,0.12735287346136406,0.0,0.0,0.09230407453477628,0.0,0.0,0.13476223366376167,0.0,0.0,0.1682793731389101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472980384738653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595734620136055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039495112346307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343323587519214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389346760679688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607896056427517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125994032278235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239933537708445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366715871896734,0.0,0.0,0.09633443388407778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951365603276572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269432732676925,0.29494518967664324,0.07815552382597156 autism,callingFives,2019/07/16,"After clearing this with a mod, I'd like your thoughts on the matter : Autism = Evolution, A Speculation Post I'm figuring autistic is the term given to sensitives. The spectrum is just people taking in more than normal data. There's a tipping point where it's overwhelming to their other operation tracks. There are only so many bits of data we can process at one time, and modern media has studied how to consume as much of that attention as possible. The thing is, there's so many of us humans that evolution can make a bunch of different, specific groups of sensitivities. So some people are smart, some are slightly dull, some can barely control the blend of sensitivities they have. I think folks like us are in the middle of functional some ways, and on the razor's edge of too much. And since we feel like there's nothing that keeps that ""too much"" away, we must be broken. So we're don't deal with learning how to deal with it. How to own it and read it like it's part of us. We self-medicate to try and bliss or blend or blackout. We throw our shit in worse imbalance. I think some of the ways that we're sensitive, as people, are necessary for our evolution. I think understanding all of them is vital to it. I think it's.... We used to have these crazy threats all the time, we had to focus on cave people and tribal shit. Prevention and damage control-- prevent starvation, species death, territory loss. Try to keep the next generation arriving steadily and populated. The less we've had to work, the more we've turned our senses to the reality around us. We think more, perceive more in the form of information in our faces; we still have that threat assessment part built in. The prevent and preserve. So nothing but the reproductive drive and the ease of life as our go-to, how we've stayed alive. The amount of color, sound, emotional data, intellectual data, then all the expert programming from the media sources.... There's more than the brain is used to. It's passing on some of that burden on the basics part of the brain. This part of the brain was the part of the brain that stored all the shit we needed to deal with right away. The animal sounds and the prints in the jungle. The light and the water and the stuff we couldn't look at while hunting that antelope or whatever. It's the part of the brain that had to take on the extra senses we're developing, and we're developing them because that part of the brain is bored and because there's a shitload to keep up front as threats. I mean, not just threats but that's how I got there.",5.424260864220297,6.417933198782965,5.698432601880878,80.81634273772207,67.92494929006085,9.058921875960415,28.529657631077512,9.259372276320047,2.2570248816768075,2029,67,395,38,33,646,220,493,0.083,0.8590000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9355,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,20,1,4,4,24,19,7,1,42,0,26,12,10,10,6,85,49,37,1,4,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,27,31,1,8,14,1,1,4,3,13,0,1,7,6,31,6,69,39,33,40,0,4,2,0,31,23,3,9,13,272,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580121305907685,0.0,0.0,0.12245241712938006,0.0,0.0,0.07944996443525926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114509882938763,0.0,0.0,0.4364851694234943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617986823199886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155185003513532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808527449249692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330370495209057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03295021398331068,0.04655506453770978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037035706380990636,0.0,0.05211971946091354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376932613467322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046029128895235576,0.12734852510987202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054723569547552996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349924187200795,0.13213750037447036,0.0,0.07098558116295486,0.07238545233772074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437149477508224,0.048320241885204576,0.0,0.0,0.06930546674644351,0.0,0.06384947636211084,0.12505830774650278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044158605489901775,0.04956217039402547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493983886131422,0.0,0.18071338686502264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616035436812158,0.07346560128802054,0.062411632626302525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518428047999726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565195915854694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798302353231389,0.0,0.20067787528524586,0.053906522538246855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945897336254185,0.052042167243738516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460021806865183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799441459402053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043293823594953665,0.2087807754855442,0.0,0.05173503731049918,0.07599839004829805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848774923310397,0.07088259718742948,0.0,0.06784077614930198,0.3135498029249965,0.1125661168572141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345249981734657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474420940260592,0.0,0.06641037906626415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Daveydave182,2019/07/16,Nephew needs a new school in Portland Oregon My nephew has autism and was having trouble in school and my family want to switch school does anyone have any suggestions for schools he is 12 and going into 7th grade he currently goes to Ron Russle middle school and the teachers and staff are no help they put him in detention. My nephew needs a new school so any suggestions are useful!!!! Thank you! He is ahigh functioning with high anxiety,4.2750925925925936,7.046712851851858,3.8007253086419763,85.84701388888892,74.80246913580247,7.50679012345679,22.47067901234568,8.472884824447931,1.5480234567901237,355,10,63,7,8,106,57,81,0.11599999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.073,-0.5815,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,14,6,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,3,32,6,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882054184168465,0.0,0.105859830714307,0.0,0.0,0.09675806514715828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109670940022213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045174402079435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864417855461373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927527672860471,0.14620539011690234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521308229037247,0.0,0.2672952940338095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910947622051653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8402837929084346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740112172174814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951533612252202,0.0,0.0,0.08161973110060856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Epratt5253,2019/07/16,"Seeking advice from an adult with autism My son (7) was diagnosed at 5 years old with Autism and sensory processing disorder. He has come a long way since his diagnosis but still struggles to communicate his feelings verbally. He is fully verbal he just can’t explain why he got frustrated and lashed out at his day care provider or other student. What my question is to the adults (or even teens) with Autism is what helped you be able to manage these feelings of frustration? We talk with him, explain what he did wrong and ask him what would be a better way to manage his emotions. He sees a consoler at school (we are out for the summer) that works with him on this as well. I would also like to thank all the people on this subreddit. It has helped my husband and I better understand Autism and we apply all of what we’ve learned here to better understand how our sons’ autism effects him. ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 ♾",3.9523675762439794,5.622740657303375,4.615762439807384,84.61539325842698,72.20224719101124,8.007062600321026,27.32102728731942,8.634040054169528,1.96824430176565,719,26,141,13,14,230,115,178,0.09300000000000001,0.778,0.129,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,1,0,5,7,11,2,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,2,34,25,11,0,2,4,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,16,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,3,18,7,23,18,2,16,0,0,1,0,31,7,0,3,7,89,29,6,0.15380415113748172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029563642919566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299712409673486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378611927930374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080818187580052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156813582593996,0.0,0.0,0.13248865745468358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991909535837174,0.0,0.0,0.15610797585259673,0.0,0.0,0.17627288217030715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300896855687994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158619126481024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553600022555164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230112299412423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061833609101832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514093929801613,0.0,0.0,0.13611183382229075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139158397575346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066284326500687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229584900755526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565801216287084,0.12256199536599675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722838318916802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228281937753143,0.0,0.0,0.16078949323034206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362195068660975,0.0,0.14160219812799535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202310910576747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441651523579573,0.0,0.0,0.1382884030085876,0.0,0.1387843236962058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119712538266858,0.0,0.0,0.21851611222278086,0.16816069468869455,0.0,0.09904483066536364 autism,Blommen0,2019/07/16,??? Are you guys autistic? Just want to make sure?,-1.09,-2.1438266666666657,-1.3088888888888892,109.79000000000002,149.0,1.2000000000000002,14.111111111111107,3.1291,-1.838955555555556,36,1,8,0,3,10,9,9,0.0,0.637,0.363,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068584012774741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091094697840551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776424692022284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614989630772267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TwinParatrooper,2019/07/16,"50 years since mankind's greatest achievement gave me hope again. Today I've cried almost all day long. Listening to the recordings of Capcom in time to the Apollo 11 launch 50 years ago today. I have scrapped through my last year at University which luckily doesn't count towards my degree classification. I have had major breakdowns, severe anxiety, massive social issues and every day wondering if I can do this. It's days like this that make me think I will do it. I don't know if I can but I will because I won't stop trying till I do. People say this but since I was 5 or 6 I have been fascinated with Space and NASA. This moved onto me loving every space program and being fascinated with everything that occurs. I still do a couple of decades on. This is what drove me to start university, to start learning languages I know would help me if I had a chance. As Chris Hadfield says in his book, I want to know I did everything I could that if I got the chance. I want to make a contribution to physics, maths or space and I will. I will do that. I will live my life to do that. It won't be easy and I will struggle so often and quit but it's days like this that make me realise why I try so hard. How can you not think it's incredible, the shear effort, work, and determination from such a great set of men. Not just the US, everyone that has ever been involved in getting us to where we are today. I will never go to space, the chance of that wasn't ever there at birth so I don't feel bitter or upset, I will have to make a contribution in another way. I am writing this as I need to get it out somewhere, to hopefully someone that understands. I love that we have been to the moon and I love that we have a permanent base in space and I will contribute to that. China, Japan, India, Israel, US, whoever makes the progress doesn't matter, it matters that it is made.",3.403908045977012,4.7953596243386265,4.571226053639852,85.50500000000002,73.12698412698413,7.541835431490604,25.468345192483124,8.104835398774808,1.396085093960956,1470,47,306,22,29,483,189,378,0.049,0.762,0.18899999999999997,0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,6,1,0,5,13,11,1,2,14,0,47,4,0,8,4,62,78,26,0,11,13,0,2,2,0,12,1,3,0,1,30,15,0,1,9,1,0,3,10,3,0,0,12,6,49,8,37,51,3,46,0,0,0,3,20,17,0,12,26,214,79,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420579862808136,0.0,0.095122034019995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960872188014216,0.0726695883825593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057907013178744575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584439312481342,0.1051082418843788,0.10434564201808563,0.2450511915573959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185369489307115,0.1600718470429001,0.09077013638577593,0.17074764432565462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048031449452159834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992601214292428,0.0,0.053986862114600805,0.0,0.07597479251623637,0.10473041097738027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509530764059174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367198374056532,0.0,0.0,0.1886994938932121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914828954301186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661744390091506,0.07743219026636583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709655296861661,0.09281782281778286,0.0,0.08388079412053186,0.0840660510312149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572053936972189,0.08988492500728835,0.3170437130151679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096280823311923,0.0,0.07043630298731515,0.07326466278803886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585636978664486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103703120498153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510849155406937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731535167498796,0.0,0.157158822322001,0.0,0.0,0.09683367177042733,0.08048748590686483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447344502090625,0.0,0.07586174483159823,0.07941862378421001,0.0,0.09930758673660213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173569821908728,0.0,0.0,0.05539133724441428,0.0,0.27012752632121423,0.0,0.0,0.1289883840080054,0.0,0.0,0.09889133988813903,0.3427956078878883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205897880157448,0.07540123287504667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571664719035763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301614469460577,0.06915622891770737,0.0,0.0,0.0674804905841133,0.0,0.0,0.18351764623118866 autism,import_FixEverything,2019/07/16,"Something I wish I learned to do a long time ago: Learn to inhabit your body I think a lot of people on the spectrum can relate to growing up as an awkward teenager; no romantic partners, bad body image, **incredibly** self-conscious and insecure, you name it. That was (and largely still is) me, too. I don’t feel like the term “uncomfortable in your own skin” really describes it. I much prefer “not knowing how to inhabit your body”. It almost feels like you’re a stranger to your body, like the wrong brain was put in your skull. Something that helped me tremendously was to take an introduction to acting class at my university. We practiced mindfulness meditation every day, and the release of self-consciousness that comes with learning to act allowed me to practice “putting myself out there” in a safe environment. I credit this as the number one reason I was finally able to be in a relationship. Recently I’ve started taking yoga and I feel like I’m learning to combine my sense of self and my body.",5.0280645161290325,7.102806752688171,5.677182795698929,76.44577419354839,70.18279569892474,8.615913978494621,32.83010752688172,9.21078282632365,3.2080649462365605,800,38,137,17,15,259,118,186,0.083,0.792,0.125,0.7269,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,6,0,0,4,10,0,2,12,0,9,8,8,3,0,29,20,8,0,2,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,11,1,1,6,3,4,0,1,4,4,22,6,25,15,4,23,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,13,90,29,6,0.11139577474837274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874563307799096,0.0,0.1115467773241713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301081891027152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186779668282174,0.0,0.12435452541379186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595759628973756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184105917018616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385574468587317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897515234391566,0.2387434912144972,0.0,0.1220286262543894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746662396916801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122020455051792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768939489652336,0.0,0.0,0.09858175523170798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947047041404642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247797713007203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818887118021722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548465991480749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722780417442489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239670426831061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136298575564126,0.11453340938141247,0.10998988867761866,0.11959737337483052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486302627348989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151581941289668,0.0,0.0,0.0788465027178043,0.0,0.08896080960983886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675115184711133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713779144945147,0.0,0.0,0.06495577207686669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809964341150792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179379248566108,0.0,0.0 autism,Arcordia,2019/07/16,"How do I get my mother to communicate the way I want her to? Frequently when talking with my mother she repeats herself, adds a lot of unnecesary information, if I ask her to elaborate on things she just repeats herself and when I tell her something very straight forward she asks for an explanation even though I've told her all the necessary information and she wants stuff that genuinely doesn't matter. She also has a habit of putting her own interests in front of mine despite literally saying she wouldn't. No matter how much I've asked her to talk to me the way I prefer, she refuses and sometimes gets mad. How do I get her to comunicate the way I want her to? It's genuinely really hard sometimes but she just straight up refuses to care most of the time.",7.430561224489796,7.148381537414969,7.791215986394563,71.93131377551025,63.5578231292517,11.703741496598639,37.42261904761904,11.20814326018867,4.2379802721088415,614,28,114,16,8,202,87,147,0.039,0.86,0.10099999999999999,0.8303,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,8,0,5,0,0,3,1,26,16,12,0,6,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,2,29,2,17,14,5,17,0,0,0,0,32,6,0,3,7,84,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996351577755882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557899150597902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569529300182512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733989650719612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547227846332791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455818873301737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816479116211042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946752663838595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633728755100208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411153398472044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292387780324683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511230347667582,0.32146379475636955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604126457600992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124746341021665,0.14204563271613896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796801803613593,0.0,0.15967056655999393,0.0,0.09476404329887322,0.0,0.0,0.1552904400330885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409223439180365,0.2875674008100636,0.3869915072873542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VirgiliusMaro,2019/07/16,"Is bonding excessively to only one person an autistic trait? Is this a common autism trait? I find it extremely difficult to maintain more than one relationship at a time; it isn't that people don't like me(people often try to be my friend), but that I can't seem to get any fulfillment out of having friendships, casual conversation, etc. My social style is to bond heavily to only one person. Even this is not fulfilling unless it is romantic. This wouldn't really be a problem for me if I could just find a partner, but I am currently utterly in love with someone and although it might not be impossible for us to be together eventually, he takes much longer to fall for someone, and it is excruciating for me. I cannot stop thinking about him; I am trying to find other social outlets but I despise online interaction(even with him) and with the one great opportunity I have for friends irl-- a group of artists I met -- I can't seem to enjoy myself. I am trying to force myself to be with them so I somehow learn to like it, but last time I was at their house, I could only think of him and it ended up making me feel too sick to be there anymore. I know you could just chalk this up to being love sick, and that may be so, but I've always bonded like this to only one person, and it is a really maladaptive social style since unless I am romantically interested in them, I find it impossible to care about them, so I just end up exhausting them and I am forced to move on. I have no other social support though, so I am chronically very lonely. Advice to just 'make friends' is completely useless because I am extremely selective with people and find no enjoyment in group conversation or making friends. I should say that I don't know if I have autism. My therapist wants me to be screened for it, but if I do, it must be very mild. I just want to know if this might be connected.",7.311792048054921,6.462619421195655,8.092488558352404,71.54072654462244,64.02717391304347,11.334324942791762,33.77059496567506,10.65788864234165,3.460736956521739,1489,53,282,33,19,503,168,368,0.122,0.7070000000000001,0.171,0.9758,1,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,5,1,17,23,1,0,8,0,47,6,0,3,1,66,67,27,0,13,20,0,1,3,5,6,4,1,0,4,23,14,0,1,14,2,0,2,11,6,0,5,2,3,46,17,50,45,3,20,0,2,1,2,32,10,0,12,11,221,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051846087544169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856181247685407,0.0,0.0,0.05603352742391516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171676523422479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050229111475875166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401034530886603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639283071338874,0.0,0.0,0.19736451258470586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596050313543987,0.0,0.09189565240517013,0.1088463239675512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166295058999801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765518119864045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546422428052801,0.0,0.0430496016863154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084418620693056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507633402262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585150773504698,0.06716544168328982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076663550764198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873498830887846,0.0,0.16500409670180974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482270655539678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757613061487032,0.060572077723272465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791753946697952,0.25066984479132337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137338421509435,0.21584050442896152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884384497185966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557265402337968,0.0,0.0,0.08846471309818928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552626917219644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500242547622582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816055234503625,0.0,0.0,0.3359779085107735,0.13963127020727795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888849360964673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350437719352687,0.0,0.0,0.061953109855286036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567053447131983,0.0,0.10559473923418472,0.08095570603939613,0.0,0.09609397896794786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678286850877316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991147580512252,0.0,0.0,0.13597410898532575,0.09720105785326648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,richa39,2019/07/16,"Looking for tips to change up our day During the day I watch a 12 year old boy who has autism. We started going to parks around where he lives. He enjoys swings a little bit and also really enjoys playing in water. But now he just wants to sit in my car. As soon as I arrive at his house he starts getting ready to go outside and when we get outside he bee-lines to my car. We then go to the parks and we will be outside for maybe 10 min before he wants to go back in the car. Sometimes we will spend more time out if we go to the park with the water playground but today he only played in the water for 5 min before wanting to go back in the car. Then if we try go inside (for lunch or when I have to leave) he becomes very upset and does not want to leave my car. So we just end up sitting in my car for hours. I think he likes the pressure from the seatbelt around his waste because when I buckle him in he moves to another seat so it ends up being tight on him. While we are in the car I play music or podcasts so there is always sounds playing. He also grabs at things in my car so I have things in there that he can stim with. I just want to kinda want to change up our days because I feel bad that all we do is just sit in my car. It is hard to communicate with him because he is non-verbal but we are trying to work on some communications skills. Should I not feel bad if this is what it seems like he wants to do? Should I look for something that provides similar pressure to the seatbelt around his waste? I’m just kinda looking for some tips/insight. Thank you for taking the time to read!!",2.9466962524654825,3.738959088757397,3.9368195266272217,91.9214817554241,73.49704142011834,6.225049309664695,22.66321499013807,5.7366,0.15056173570019735,1244,29,282,5,24,402,159,338,0.092,0.831,0.078,-0.7937,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,13,1,0,2,24,14,0,3,14,0,19,4,0,0,1,56,47,26,0,12,15,0,5,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,11,22,4,1,4,5,1,17,2,5,0,0,0,10,37,9,56,41,5,70,0,0,4,0,36,25,0,10,27,179,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388571399350867,0.08005833401193023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008894970398358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569544323063162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796632327313444,0.16067050321703893,0.17595475549959982,0.10626157165299822,0.1637432381504138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504152778000267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035647798343819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615155629885827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419812815626973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043532384024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972980816509958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005364142625925,0.0,0.3827671998882281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618946841462216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475209380583716,0.11101884023825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375493984086024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401128017370504,0.09643240110619726,0.08495933860395798,0.0,0.24238833505460494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666059347085174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022609943196096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096113756740853,0.0,0.0,0.07317561130621122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962407322713681,0.0,0.06163759746858353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875902449465035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407077299614444,0.09515879376450463,0.0,0.1362025129656636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234147673016526,0.0,0.0,0.08858156449592673,0.0,0.0,0.12784153648468558,0.06165049171043244,0.0,0.0,0.11220712502821456,0.0,0.0912002809685532,0.0,0.0,0.13064692469609165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938719996497166,0.3972494404950112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004544402321257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195910919152239 autism,efil4zagginE,2019/07/16,"Is this girl on the spectrum? Met her at work a week ago, thought she was cute so I started flirting with her. I noticed right away that she never makes eye contact and she talks a mile a minute. She ended up finding me on Facebook and we exchanged numbers. She texts me more than anyone I’ve ever met and a lot of the time the content of the texts are totally random. I’ve never had someone interact with me in this way. Dunno if this is the right sub or not but I figure I’ll give it a shot. Thanks",0.4841428571428565,2.713237723809524,2.2072619047619058,94.82232142857146,86.04761904761904,4.261904761904762,22.083333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.06990476190476214,391,14,84,2,12,128,72,105,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.7498,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,10,0,5,1,1,1,4,21,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,14,3,11,7,3,18,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,5,8,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464266212034776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142204983936867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689972303100133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044726392008461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882527207816245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100103422163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214610839756861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626815046410584,0.0,0.0,0.15410024130643846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561055384918323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628346144609334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39430481849509375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560616551010188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340325857556384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555579907764394,0.0,0.21254404156265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832763374820056,0.1346157972109383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832452072672352,0.18518124410012507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680681736709309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mepposaurus,2019/07/16,How does one know that they have a meltdown? I don't experience emotion very intensely and have always associated meltdowns with intense emotions. Do meltdowns or breakdowns happen like that? Also I've been professionally diagnosed as ADD and depression and took the test. 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My family wants me to apply. the whole process seems intimidating to me I feel like since I don’t look disabled I won’t be taken seriously. I’m 19 and can’t drive and have tried to get a job before but can’t get through the interview process. I’m really frustrated because even if I do apply I won’t know what to do or where to start. Has anyone else tried and what was it like?,3.2140097402597405,4.763717965909095,4.867402597402599,82.55681818181822,73.88636363636364,8.664935064935065,25.07142857142857,9.23628265651192,1.9318292207792207,343,11,72,8,7,116,58,88,0.10400000000000001,0.836,0.06,-0.5718,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,24,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,2,8,2,6,19,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,3,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226838347365927,0.2377826174741286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146740727088836,0.0,0.1974740434849856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386428060500116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532797096167261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187744617606752,0.0,0.11734130718304635,0.16579049021086426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36374019103638094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451941579580277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302931601724906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753932270497972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675486131583475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487992362309486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026341275568281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866965793897532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211267348011496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919702804823692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425997966058786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31511990088917674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368805980680514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590972981951352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mouthydraws,2019/07/16,"Vent- Pity/being treated like a joke Hey everyone, it’s the first time I’ve posted on this community and I just need to get something off my chest. I’ve been thinking a lot about school and I’ve noticed that people treat autistic people all around poorly. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE TO BEING NICE TO SOMEONE OUT OF PITY AND BEING FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE OUT OF PITY. I’ve asked my “friends” before what their first impression of me was, and honestly I couldn’t have been more offended by their answers (TRIGGER WARNING!) Here’s a few examples- “I thought you were just some weird sped who dressed funny idk.” “You just kinda stood in the corner I just assumed you were (r word)” “Idk I couldn’t tell you had Autism but I knew there was something wrong with you.” Note that I have stopped being friends with these people. And those are just the ones who became friends with me out of pity. Here’s more who became friends with me for OTHER reasons “You’re funny and seemed interesting, I wanted to get to know you” (proceeds to manipulate me out of money on MULTIPLE occasions) I’ve lost like 50 or 60 bucks to this person I no longer have them over “You likes to draw! Your art is amazing and I wanted to be your friend” (proceeds to try and date, pressures me into inappropriate rope play over message that I was very clear I didn’t want to do, ended up having to get the dean involved at school.) “I mean I’ll admit I did become friends with you to get closer to (name) but now that I know you I find you fun!” (Proceeds to date name and never talked to me again unless it was to complain about how they weren’t satisfied with the size of their thing) (I’m gonna get a little more emotional here so just stay with me.) I feel like no one ACTUALLY want to be around me. “You’ll find the right people!” I’m told but I never do. “Haha I love you you’re so funny” people say, but they don’t ‘love me.’ They don’t KNOW me. They don’t make an effort to get to know me, or to be my friend, they just laugh when I make a mistake or don’t know something they did. Funny right? I can’t even ask questions anymore without it turning into a joke. “Omg ur so funny!1!1” yes hilarious I didn’t know the answer to a math problem or I can’t do a task in gym. Yes so funny. I’ve also noticed I’m treated like a pet almost. I’m talked about like I’m not their. “Yeah she’s a mess but we love her!” Sure you do. Thanks, calling me a mess is sure showin the love isn’t it. I’m not some plot device to help you get closer to you crush by making fun of me. I’m not some clown for your entertainment. I’m not TRYING to be FUNNY. I wish people would stop laughing at me. You’re friends with me to make YOURSELVES feel better. “You looked so lonely I could tell there was something wrong with you so...” So what? You decided pretending to be my friend, making me BELIEVE you cared and then leaving when you decided I was bad for your social reputation made you a good person? Here’s some advice. You wanna be nice to autistic people, or honestly, ANYONE who you view as “different?” TREAT THEM WITH BASIC RESPECT AND TREAT THEN LIKE A HUMAN BEING. I am not a dog, and I am not a baby. Stop talking to me in the cutesy voice. I can understand you just fine. Just because I don’t know what a word means once and a while doesn’t mean I’m some sort of idiot. Yes it’s hilarious to poke fun at my “stupidity,” definitely not hurting my already broken view on myself. I’ve tried to ask people to stop but they always get defensive. “Why? You’ve never had a problem before. You even do it to yourself.” Because if I stop you all look at me funny. It’s easier to please you by playing the part of the clown then argue. I am not your punchline, and I am not your clown. I wish people would take me seriously. But no, once I tell someone I have Autism it’s over. Suddenly their view on me changes. Before I was a person like them, now I’m some sort of caveman to them. “Don’t be so loud you’re gonna scare her she’s sped remember?” You jump at a loud noise ONE TIME. People get mad I won’t let them hug me, get taken aback when I whip around with fists when someone jumps on me unexpectedly. “JEEZ calm down it’s just me >:///“ Yes awesome, please don’t jump on. “Ugh calm down you’re so dramatic put your fists away.” I literally cannot help it, did you ever think that maybe the reason I react this way is because sometime in my past someone did this to me and it WASNT friendly? That maybe I react to loud voices and people getting mad the way I do is because it had gone badly before? Nope. It’s just “ugh she’s (r word)” or “she has autism don’t get too close.” I want to be treated like a damn human being. I’m not some animal. Autistic people are commonly looked down on as “less than” and I honestly can’t stand it. I’m so tired of everyone. END OF RANT. Sorry bout that. Just needed to get this off my chest. I might post to some anger management subreddits as well, because I’ve been getting increasingly mad lately but I keep pushing it back down. There’s nothing I can do with it but push it away considering it’s about something I can’t change. I can’t CHANGE how people treat me because I can’t CHANGE how they see me. Anyways if you made it this far then congrats 🎉",0.8368119170474059,3.1597521873252603,2.5154570045234483,92.56565764250375,85.37465051258155,5.092413186946408,20.000371271187078,6.506843040667907,0.17027363292645026,4079,121,870,43,123,1337,372,1073,0.128,0.629,0.243,0.9993,2,2,5,0,0,0,123.0,1,37,18,5,57,94,10,2,36,6,88,8,2,16,9,179,172,61,0,20,41,0,2,9,11,7,1,6,1,5,43,41,0,7,30,8,3,8,42,32,1,5,32,15,147,62,119,116,18,98,0,6,7,5,111,45,2,25,48,558,190,5,0.0,0.0,0.040690529264815,0.0,0.0,0.040746098318067685,0.0,0.0,0.04175380162113921,0.0,0.04601398409306903,0.03334529884136804,0.03469547631279772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135249623833441,0.029155706890542813,0.0,0.0,0.11135825557178906,0.11694398105206398,0.0,0.07835193216322901,0.0320626336256871,0.06963097230703491,0.15250964504584227,0.04605136851458656,0.14192525264844702,0.0469785544188937,0.0,0.036877854660277945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257758375366715,0.0,0.04251315477807304,0.0,0.1764407686977646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03329188423308403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871295631953844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690382641978503,0.07386282532786474,0.0,0.0,0.05508131886429032,0.03771757594521555,0.0,0.07968707370111043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216679411165019,0.02978854435073618,0.0,0.0,0.07622111494048309,0.07093536819841233,0.0,0.0,0.35436735635883204,0.0,0.3049915009936525,0.0,0.0,0.03497369919569978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055897614160965683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463779942572439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370624573270462,0.0,0.0,0.16041013789268752,0.0,0.047036346762300466,0.044151397703396,0.0,0.04263829271377589,0.0,0.1833406581708818,0.041791627688226585,0.0,0.0,0.10504563754889412,0.0,0.04551750551514721,0.03544953537992319,0.1505336885747312,0.0789099469150626,0.1391662871263043,0.0,0.08378104222476432,0.13626168197163582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044234223506559416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061836007864184375,0.09647853604292372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040009663650205016,0.09494525670486023,0.0,0.08881248227276399,0.0847654658734565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045154089637707014,0.03980477081951213,0.3757993588190651,0.10922536669061172,0.0,0.0915421814659318,0.0,0.0,0.07986893391521542,0.0,0.0,0.07979732906140842,0.0,0.04191728212231032,0.046710495196339887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857434946848609,0.0,0.0,0.047234888552257374,0.07121849663668353,0.0,0.0331593497575265,0.041746250290271375,0.08439974464024104,0.03322733268835852,0.03795963663596466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250512473796597,0.17664984533620512,0.16050301206463902,0.04123967499147278,0.046676689879841735,0.0,0.04444375126772119,0.0,0.17430396104717186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859838372138098,0.0,0.03135116441406625,0.100544079853993,0.1093357788228302,0.03838925217031117,0.0,0.0,0.02770181927739776,0.05343586526526745,0.0,0.033102981785418636,0.04862803725048047,0.047924888134697696,0.0,0.039843536850555215,0.0,0.08492914579869285,0.04535466572713687,0.0,0.04340833782917276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03440462195370635,0.12297067706113353,0.0661947182246384,0.0,0.0,0.03749086133908481,0.0,0.037625308576381515,0.0,0.09589962573636387,0.04019468885238943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924110110080185,0.09117885737485187,0.0,0.0 autism,nervousnell89,2019/06/22,"We accidentally hurt my ASD kiddo (almost 5) when we caught her cheating at a game. She was playing a game with her nana, my MIL at the table, Nana was distracted. My husband/her dad saw her lift up a piece, look at nana to see if she was watching, and put it back to pick up another piece (that was in her favor). Her dad said, ""Kiddo, I saw that."" And I said, ""Yes, hunny, that's not nice. That's cheating."" She was embarrassed and knew that it was wrong. Immediately withdrew and then started crying. I realized that being called out, especially in front of others (nana and her great nana) was very upsetting for her. We reassured her she wasn't in trouble and we weren't mad, but she needed to be honest and games are only fun if you play fair. She got over it after a few minutes, but I realized how shocking and upsetting it was for her to be admonished. We're going to try not to do it again. What is the best way we can handle this in the future? Waiting for later after the moment has passed? Pull her away from the game to speak to her one on one privately?",2.977809235843868,4.461502602803738,4.482963166575043,85.34298790544256,74.37383177570094,7.465200659703133,23.80318856514568,8.124751697461798,1.2468557449147886,823,24,171,13,17,275,120,214,0.124,0.747,0.128,0.6035,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,5,1,0,1,4,20,3,4,9,1,18,0,0,2,0,29,31,15,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,14,15,0,1,3,6,0,6,4,11,0,2,17,8,30,9,29,11,4,30,0,1,5,0,34,13,0,3,10,125,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103844206795552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030777057374093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973955091186136,0.16155363916338314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048658915399566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453520264404854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307845671361134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940445583722298,0.0,0.16803585914087912,0.2316355728513577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491598867578705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643076592295884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578620612424007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847378799697295,0.15979022851978988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120814808151406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997057020436224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742219551160534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870959246708534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264385073079855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335418997548346,0.0,0.1667672990845256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229710952562942,0.0,0.0 autism,zomacka,2019/06/22,"Advice on how to respond to someone calling ASD a “brain injury” So in conversation someone just referred to ASD as a brain injury. I was floored and speechless. That is such a negative way to look at ASD and approach it like someone is injured. I am not diagnosed with ASD just trying to be a better advocate and support system for my sister(16) who has been diagnosed with ASD. People with ASD is that offensive? What would you feel is the appropriate response to someone calling ASD a brain injury?? I’m so upset by what that person said but I know it’s not really my place to be upset since I am not apart of the ASD community. So I would love some feedback from people who are a part of the ASD community.",4.05816205533597,5.828877398550727,5.463596837944667,78.2361462450593,72.11594202898551,7.9167325428195,30.66139657444005,8.575989854853784,2.581150724637681,563,25,101,10,11,189,78,138,0.127,0.79,0.08199999999999999,-0.5359,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,2,9,0,14,7,3,1,0,19,21,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,3,8,4,19,14,2,9,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,1,1,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346715524626896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984705574495226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916865213275913,0.2998316437915113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980308376068688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423471506192138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806863798221138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172701124092537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328868621586005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250741150698134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898770816012867,0.0,0.2035678249099465,0.12819429987716655,0.15339174897083271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405425898517444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965588886992847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144793179894615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975877805476343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660535799090215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967860685392456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653591764645302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085881249842258,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,77Bacterium,2019/06/22,"I got the results of my diagnosis. Welp, turns out I don't have autism, because the doctors said that my ""symptoms"" are much more aligned with anxiety (even though anxiety is a part of autism?). I already have been professionally diagnosed with anxiety a couple years ago and I take medicine for it. I guess all I can say is that I'm really disappointed, partly because many things that I feel can't be explained with the label of just an anxiety disorder, nor have I ever seen the things that I feel (which I suspected to be part of asd) even once talked about on the anxiety subreddit. I'm also saddened because reading everyone's submissions in neurodiversity subreddits made me feel accepted and not alone in what I was feeling. I felt like I finally belonged somewhere when talking with you guys, like I could finally understand myself. I'm not going to argue with the doctors even though every online evaluation that I've took said that I could very likely be on the spectrum, and I'm not a stupid kid either that thinks they can just randomly diagnose themselves with serious things like this. Because my parents also know the results, they think I *am* just a stupid kid that tries to self-diagnose themself. I appreciate all who have talked to me here, and I wish you guys the best, but I now realize I have no place here. Goodbye everyone.",7.845771428571433,7.943264640000002,7.9886857142857135,69.59320000000002,62.6,11.782857142857145,38.65714285714286,11.35114627814755,4.620194285714286,1080,52,186,29,14,352,139,250,0.081,0.8290000000000001,0.09,0.2402,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,1,16,11,3,0,14,0,20,5,0,3,3,43,45,11,0,3,8,1,5,4,0,0,5,3,0,4,16,11,0,0,13,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,9,9,30,6,21,31,9,15,0,1,1,0,18,6,0,2,11,135,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040528739734029,0.0,0.0,0.09394393348033107,0.1000961912077596,0.14507491470221182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469487395252577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211738437407713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951902221780466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484252452998636,0.10036432804194403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761936685203149,0.0,0.0,0.10395679383957733,0.1856826180236184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973112957999832,0.08204865907871184,0.07642361378551975,0.17334670585880962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345446799307813,0.0,0.08709186684360218,0.19872770995224304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155024041963613,0.0,0.07254577626182741,0.0,0.09992275017955583,0.17962615868191986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984957803167394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772572397827821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582809433137101,0.0,0.0919615227893961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667925660926442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965987990654062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007181424878612,0.29467687786259544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476833607598266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073042365541542,0.0,0.05810850769150164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256412160646373,0.07213295434146727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462601229993932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427813723386164,0.068199531286598,0.21871784502549652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078286333029397,0.11624132733487764,0.1782361279283334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077756724546773,0.061583336635106026,0.09866194771583224,0.0,0.0944280172430098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484184830731927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430728248877676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058411611108775886 autism,merrifam,2019/06/22,Co-worker's Son Just got Diagnosed and She's Acting Like It Was A Terminal Disease I have a 27 year old son that has Aspergers so my wife and I understand to an extent what it's like for people with Autism. We have always taught him it's not an excuse nor is it a crutch and he does fine most of the time. I have a co-worker whose youngest son of 4 was just diagnosed with it a couple of weeks ago. Since then she has been taking days off of work and acting very depressed about it. I get it. I remember how I felt when I was told our son had Autism. But I feel she is taking this over the top. The only tangible way to describe her attitude towards the whole thing is just as the title says. She is acting as though her child was diagnosed with Leukemia or some other life-threatening disease and only has a few months to live. I have stopped by her house and made myself available to talk to her to little avail. I just want to let her know that her son is and will be fine. He will just need a little extra help but he will still be the same loving and happy child I know him to be. What else can I do to help her accept that her son is still just her son and that a diagnosis like this is far from the end of the world?,2.121840411840413,3.5034611583011634,3.3891119691119687,92.73133848133848,76.4131274131274,6.6321750321750335,20.055341055341056,7.2636822038024595,0.2455117117117113,956,20,219,11,21,311,134,259,0.019,0.8590000000000001,0.122,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,13,9,0,0,18,0,29,4,0,2,0,38,44,20,0,2,10,8,2,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,18,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,3,31,8,26,26,7,25,0,1,0,1,38,8,0,3,16,155,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496036480296301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791059644861244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434970278495366,0.0,0.08363786946925393,0.0,0.11169986839946056,0.3948910067625022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134906233228112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108337473333505,0.0,0.11486485247602073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655740227038707,0.0,0.1245205770391012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775649632094795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372314028007176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805502061516567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738539292495396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149642250429013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425459907250968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261451022642165,0.09160229262075044,0.1900766505133061,0.2599623898941209,0.11451665858131048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704825704984714,0.12271368406306965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035155241615316,0.0,0.0,0.09616182280460464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608547701487192,0.0,0.0,0.19726675452347944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990915612249477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691093878938058,0.0,0.0,0.10313290349217574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727904633942986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071376081580556,0.10842476540965124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950180951994891,0.1042381003660245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615877799126874,0.0,0.12741755518174155,0.0,0.07562196951147078,0.0,0.0,0.1239222020589399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135009520657916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700597513469057,0.07649319460394284,0.10294009889026612,0.10402768980740396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479174062596514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832426780924412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351465853992839 autism,thornyrosedd,2019/06/22,"I am applying for a provisional and must declare having ASD&/depression if it effects my ability to drive. But I don't know if it would since I don't drive My dad really wants me to get a provisional to improve insurance prices. I'm not particularly interested in driving - my needs as of current are sufficiently satiated by public transport and don't outweigh the environmental or financial cost of driving. I also don't see the cost benefit ratio changing any time soon with my career decisions which place me on university/inner city areas. He is putting significant pressure on me to apply he tells me every day since I moved in with him for the summer. A provisional rn would only benefit me as another form of ID as I am anxious about losing my passport. It also benefits me as it would stop the multiple daily reminders I receive as soon as I come home when I'm exhausted working 6-9hrs a day while doing other forms and applications while unpacking and getting ready to go abroad. Dealing with this and the daily unscheduled nagging is overloading my capacity to avoid a burn out. Therefore getting a provisional provides the benefit of ID and reducing the risk of burn out. Cycling already gives me anxiety so I tend to cycle at hours that suite me where possible, but I have had no significant problems. My dad does not know of my learning disability and I have no intention of telling him; he doesn't believe in mental health issues/learning disabilities as its ""just a label"" and people need to get on with their life and stop being lazy/giving everything a label to use as an excuse. He has said this many times to me even concerning other family members. Telling him of my learning disability also does not benefit me in anyway. I just wanted to make that clear before it gets suggested. More importantly I dont know if I need to declare my depression/ASD in my provisional license application. As I dont know if it would effect my ability to drive as I've never drived. And if it did I could get fined.",8.396671087533157,8.098535742705574,9.320651193633953,61.812064323607466,61.59946949602122,12.632838196286473,40.07015915119364,11.979248473330829,5.19409400530504,1633,80,265,48,20,561,199,377,0.076,0.8370000000000001,0.086,0.6861,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,13,14,1,3,16,0,26,3,0,6,3,60,51,35,0,17,13,2,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,15,17,0,3,9,0,3,12,13,7,0,0,3,2,42,7,50,41,3,42,0,1,1,0,20,15,0,6,15,190,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463994483339413,0.2492309649972221,0.0,0.11255961337455607,0.0,0.07064552509801282,0.10893273132286267,0.07947192371513097,0.11736075064688205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883986871315836,0.11704309011889714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989680848414164,0.0894879350258829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829439103590984,0.0,0.0,0.13399477026916284,0.10710112012875414,0.08947620438121948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182134595662405,0.0,0.2435054535163345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861522079006384,0.0,0.08752779464061587,0.0,0.09336535452045752,0.0,0.09793375805885568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256544989625661,0.09965618765841547,0.05904037552826645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042515147898306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420536529868478,0.0,0.10230603461879187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837044273373155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337721676637285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622100995727573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934420391226642,0.10532332721321386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469188714144444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041356876453064,0.0,0.23108876583896595,0.08012270086702755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900940573287166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202094455644106,0.0,0.10853796421837272,0.0,0.0,0.11711499826235013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940414399836764,0.0,0.1044333587882319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655154442667938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881865205104093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278308565173823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186988693239136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370542344930073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27240083421625383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211526369130688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972349200850963,0.0,0.0,0.12254841142118725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562969147480696,0.0,0.0,0.2951883735313596,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SaiKahtek,2019/06/22,"The struggles at work Tired of the stress. I never know what to think of people when they're not direct about anything, can't tell if they're upset at me or something else. Constantly keep thinking I'm perceived as weird or lazy or something when I struggle with simple tasks sometimes and then people who do drugs are somehow picking it up faster. And I misinterpret what I'm told often of course. Even worse seems to be how I'm misinterpreted. This actually led to me being threatened as this wanna be gangsta gets up in my face going ""what now mother f-er"" at one point recently as well. Granted he got fired but still. I just stress about getting fired a lot, thinking managers are upset at me or whatever. And I have gotten fired from a few jobs before. Now it weighs heavier that I have a wife and two kids. I do think some of this doesnt entirely weigh on me, or maybe it's something I somehow can't help I dunno.. I'm just venting I guess.",2.6322222222222216,4.885775319148936,3.6099290780141855,87.78388888888891,77.72340425531915,5.667139479905437,24.80614657210402,6.691623216298621,0.9150345153664304,752,27,146,7,18,241,120,188,0.21100000000000002,0.773,0.016,-0.986,1,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,6,5,0,12,5,1,3,1,35,30,18,0,2,10,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,5,2,1,7,0,0,2,5,7,1,2,3,3,15,1,23,24,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,14,10,98,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.13988127337901465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795838630717333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197362275568698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549019545753281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662314005352018,0.0,0.1197439836193709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467614653018082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978072749740515,0.0,0.08146465434853635,0.0,0.11464382201726575,0.0,0.15790755268392448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960792300930553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224497835954875,0.12740910032707548,0.0,0.0,0.07877710386436591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186438071047373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400646886589855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055431259034924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713235912774844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875081422327956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355046759742934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153309267754652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304933213103925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33105539958925073,0.1417690640984624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447323624522368,0.0,0.32839592599813483,0.2997047026186255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528736820706582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36739147966199615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647507294682721,0.0,0.13696957919391411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400244644663429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888181891312878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435480159728752,0.0,0.1460779097915446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nightblade6,2019/06/22,"Can i get some advice A buddy of mine got a late diagnosis on autism asperigus to be exact. He wants to learn social skills, pentesting, and programming. He's been manipulated, gaslighted and he's been kept back in life because no one gives him advice or assistance. Can anyone help in a structure or a strategy for this he's had enough of abuse and his memory got distorted and confused by an abusive family and by many abusers that come and go. He is confused on his talents and strengths and doesn't know we're to begin can anyone help? He feels as if people hate him and push him away and are telling him to kill himself because they have their rights and they are above him. He just doesn't know any better because he was cut off by jealous people who manipulated him and abused him. He's also scared of how people treat autism today and social midia posts of people saying ""autistic people should not have children"" he hate discrimination and he can't take he's being discrinated against he doesn't even work normally because of a bad job experience that a coworker caused him a few years ago. Please help if you can.",7.354147286821708,7.297883418604653,7.204011627906978,75.32493217054264,63.65116279069768,10.14341085271318,32.80038759689923,9.725611199111238,2.9663410852713166,905,32,166,16,12,288,128,215,0.22699999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.076,-0.9893,1,0,0,0,3,0,14.0,0,1,3,4,6,13,5,3,8,0,20,1,0,4,1,37,35,21,1,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,15,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,7,2,17,4,21,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,38,7,0,7,6,99,21,4,0.0,0.5044792750276098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803347877875386,0.09435699499035942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512396039415332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238619262900703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885751964142768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000085019780027,0.08184956949611383,0.08887705815845152,0.25955132978651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414187752392784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093482497252621,0.0,0.09169286934690553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998605213575308,0.0,0.07030586272096545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412355244673188,0.10034679289163216,0.0,0.053821747542048236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055613074948725374,0.10211166222497862,0.06049509845030825,0.0,0.17026744555944254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018463321265726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140433491060517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563015382237946,0.0,0.11776552777247892,0.0,0.11699868346622637,0.0,0.12007450099419953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518519170268685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107918437033432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429341670418568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212982949640923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689775083950946,0.0,0.0,0.11684455230962147,0.0,0.0,0.10194480486837824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090337615315056,0.0,0.08464926911837388,0.10656992978886977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170143726679956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003332915351602,0.0,0.0930375478160074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089733352935226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278396900019922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749316616972445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854703558900413 autism,fewfucks,2019/06/22,"Just found i can get a Medicaid trust setup. I can work and NEVER be kicked off unless my assets exceed 100k. I was speaking with my Disablity advisor and he told me of a Medicaid trust that ANY With or without a Disablity can get a Medicaid trust. It allows people to live a fulfilling life without worries about your health. Just make sure not to go over 100K. And you'll be fine, I didn't also talk to him about get a ablenow account on top of it. That could allow for an additional 100-300k limit on top of the 100k. Please speak with your disability advisor pronto if you want free healthcare for life!",4.298169934640523,5.826780142857142,5.23389355742297,81.08839402427641,71.10084033613445,8.650233426704013,27.507936507936506,9.150863307647796,2.28659589169001,483,17,92,10,9,158,79,119,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,4,5,6,0,0,8,0,9,3,0,3,2,24,17,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,12,7,20,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,1,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769437472759897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504662625600518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666030759251244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426031931159673,0.0,0.0,0.3468019756154513,0.0,0.1257487241202498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519196456701724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125688583552041,0.0,0.0,0.19537906864191576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769460880083893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706514790420572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153395736508684,0.0,0.0,0.2428800638353506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085375304575726,0.0,0.0,0.1778426232377007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114260468501168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050650712578746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265788050044926,0.0,0.16108192272611635,0.22470307064604028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,punkboxershorts,2019/06/22,"Best Apps for Autistic Child My step son is 6, verbal only in one or two words at a time. He has the same color and shapes range as his 3 yo brother. Looking for apps to further his progress.",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.1750000000000007,97.28,82.0,4.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.2795000000000001,148,5,33,0,4,47,37,40,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,6,3,2,6,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,1,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158727639670979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127952961435681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331007969911585,0.37386140879464186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663862925791544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801928124761706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AronMageru,2019/06/22,"(Question) Autism and Pregnancy For autistic women: what was it like for you to be pregnant and give birth? What does it feel like to have a child of your own? I'm not only curious to know, but also I'm writing a story with an autistic woman who is pregnant, and I want to know if autism effects you in any way.",4.379687499999998,4.583177593750001,5.400000000000002,84.845,69.9375,7.65,30.0625,7.1686216300943375,1.6741062500000004,242,9,50,2,4,80,46,64,0.024,0.89,0.086,0.4270000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,9,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27384122895848834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328642118784059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29966288997157736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314294851136058,0.2446321333839743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284901565341498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763812576219983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345881021784013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260433523162869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836000831984297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197414629556013,0.2718050762632204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,treboR-,2019/06/22,"Brother listens to anime at 90% volume at night, how can I explain that he’s damaging his ears? My 26 year old brother who has aspergers and ADHD listens to anime at very loud volume (90%) to the point where I can clearly hear his shows when I’m 3-5 feet away from him. He somehow manages to fall asleep while it’s at this volume level and I’m concerned it’s damaging his ears. I share a room with him, so I turn it down when I’m trying to fall asleep because it’s so loud. He even listens to it during the day at this volume and I’m worried about the damage he’s doing to his ears. I really don’t want to deal with him being nearly deaf in the future.",2.7615000000000016,3.547275007142858,4.620000000000001,86.87500000000001,73.92857142857143,6.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,6.742157984588678,0.8623714285714281,511,15,109,4,10,175,78,140,0.08900000000000001,0.863,0.048,-0.7595,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,6,7,6,1,1,10,17,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,9,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,10,13,1,21,16,0,23,0,3,0,0,21,13,0,1,8,66,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296818562447953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577346437911672,0.0,0.0,0.1672242064548793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691506088613873,0.28281404043591674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118716035567015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091809446744728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743270847031285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878548987986322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259323053952886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573776216282935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862466994373788,0.29838367204777144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263444624578061,0.16180228246615716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785874092288799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665443888318974 autism,BreezyMe9000,2019/06/22,"Need some parenting help! Hi everyone! I was wondering what some of your favorite things to do with your parents when you were young. Or if you are a parent what activities or games do your kids get a kick out of? I’m trying to get some inspiration, I’m running out of ideas for my toddlers on the spectrum.",2.416120218579234,4.71198473770492,3.850409836065573,85.5650136612022,78.672131147541,7.3453551912568305,26.560109289617486,8.344100000000001,1.9104404371584696,243,10,49,5,6,80,44,61,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.8652,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,11,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,10,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,7,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287241271544305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501173352726617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044174312306125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702146722820782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748658933692255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7973616498226938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902389535793146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625135574320606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25958182631727905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hotandreadynukes,2019/10/03,"I don't have anyone in my life who I can talk to about my diagnosis. I have atypical autism, and I'm 18 now. I've become aware of a lot of the social mistakes I've made in my life, especially with guys and I just feel overwhelming guilt. for example, with a guy I liked who removed me on Instagram, I kept trying to request him, hoping he'd follow me again until he blocked me. i feel like I have no right to feel bad about these things if I'm aware of them now. I've lost a lot of friends because I just get clingy and annoying. Sometimes I can't tell if it's partly due to my autism or who I am as a person but I've always struggled socially immensely,",3.6065634920634935,3.842610592857145,5.310952380952383,84.69182539682541,71.64285714285714,8.793650793650794,27.698412698412696,8.841846274778883,1.8586746031746035,513,17,115,9,9,176,86,140,0.122,0.818,0.06,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,3,5,0,8,2,0,1,0,21,19,9,0,4,6,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,3,21,4,18,15,3,11,0,2,0,0,16,4,0,6,7,73,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898584038721696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519751722124794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495011746288677,0.10914860787355657,0.19774917563522149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716026377842964,0.12791498447794172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833534722859753,0.0,0.09354742609431298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354579815157265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778393145689726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529398408801725,0.17495179927764098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545671459776415,0.3044476906613973,0.0,0.16942359646630376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193896170525034,0.0,0.0,0.156341544368233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290966863908842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650425013772468,0.0,0.0,0.17708728309442331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871843192831309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391544013747246,0.15649958460916824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895437860801375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156474469573696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Tiny_Dinosaurs,2019/10/03,"ABA therapy for my two year old who’s main problems are speech. It just doesn’t feel right. They have given us so few resources. We have private very expensive insurance and we really can’t afford it but we thought it would give our some better care after he was in the NICU. Iv fought and fought for intervention for him. He has a diagnosis. They all say “oh it’s soooo crucial for early intervention.” Well I did it. I followed through. And now they are just passing me off. Iv finally got somewhere and they just want to do ABA therapy. They say that’s it. That’s what people get. You fought for this here it is. That’s your option. It doesn’t feel right. Iv had therapists suggest I’m on the spectrum and I just know that it is painful when you are playing with or focused on an item fully experiencing it and someone yanks it away. There is pain in that. If I’m holding something and finding comfort in it and someone grabs it even with well intentions it does hurt me. I feel it in my arms and in my stomach and it is painful. I don’t want that for my son. It feels mean. He has tantrums when he melts down in public but more so when this happens, when they take the thing away, he just hands it over then pulls his hands into himself and starts wringing them and I can see a sad look on his face and panic in his fingers like he’s done something bad. Like he must think “I was trusting this stranger they gave me a nice thing and now they took it away to hurt me. Why do people want to hurt me. Why isn’t mommy telling her no, don’t hurt me? Did I do something bad?” Am I delusional? Is this really helping him? It hurts. Has anyone ever asked an autistic person “hey was that traumatic and painful? Did that help you?”ugh idk guys what do you think any advice? Also I feel like when I voice my concerns and try to advocate for him they me feel like I’m uneducated about it and kind of hint that me expressing these concerns and wanting an alternative is me refusing to provide care for him. Almost in a threatening way “are you refusing to care for your child?” They ask it calmly. Almost slippery despite me being timid and sincere in voicing my concerns this is harming him. Autism care/intervention is a new issue. It’s not like a common cold we know how to treat with the best results by now. We have to question this standard of care right?",1.6685492865343576,4.124709093816634,2.746689765458424,91.43442533213056,82.7953091684435,5.569312776775464,23.944603903559127,6.928431444225013,0.8543586681974737,1851,70,382,23,52,589,222,469,0.171,0.674,0.155,-0.9468,2,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,7,6,11,2,24,41,4,2,13,0,41,13,6,3,3,72,81,33,0,8,10,1,10,5,0,2,7,5,0,3,44,28,0,3,14,1,1,4,8,20,2,1,16,19,61,21,45,62,7,45,0,6,2,0,65,22,0,7,23,261,105,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144434141518648,0.0,0.0,0.1464225033335218,0.0,0.0,0.0584677555239134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971876536691747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051121711360653015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669997134474066,0.0,0.20607379932351996,0.0,0.12209117348468412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672668496820664,0.0646617503948896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727135198187188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398093032624938,0.07481910779479682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048289881890288086,0.0661341204291041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180618213161052,0.10446266124635156,0.0,0.08009078058163954,0.06682317551419842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038198077896978114,0.07013583103354451,0.0,0.0,0.05847446086010868,0.0,0.0,0.07239251770763952,0.06465282790482943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801105861072253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913403140221582,0.0,0.0,0.07631008370296727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613504767333314,0.08036104511407223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859450377304603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139578759692992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964055889552782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061216472691427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671889684258065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111859060538049,0.08578134865272713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137351060629853,0.06383870449081949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995844825411507,0.0,0.0,0.08190233431503671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367502379139736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731211571727333,0.0,0.11628342359012166,0.0,0.0,0.05826091328725901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123895365515706,0.1688559022647889,0.0,0.0,0.05174915216726995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497123372838353,0.0,0.0639032368214901,0.0,0.16722021799303555,0.0848888348563437,0.09714492017502484,0.09369462008427017,0.0,0.05804287600929504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123028265910008,0.04963834689297037,0.0,0.0714199415443575,0.0,0.08794490774543748,0.0,0.0,0.060325176117073276,0.17249374833254275,0.058033017195981286,0.0,0.0,0.13147319660156429,0.0,0.13194467704853974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051936769746865716,0.0,0.0,0.04708182396765172 autism,joddie_is_a_pizza,2019/10/03,"Need to talk please? I have a 4yo son who has some minor speech/development delays and is showning signs (for lack of a better term) of autism. Right now he is on an IEP (individualized learning plan) and is getting extra help at school with a special education teacher and speech therapist. At his IEP meeting yesterday (our yearly one), I brought up the fact that I myself and a friend of mine have noticed he may be autistic. I asked ""I know you can't give an actual diagnosis, but y'all work with autistic children daily. Do you notice this, too? Is this something I need to bring up to his doctor at his yearly apt. in a couple of weeks?"" His teachers, speech therapist, and the principal (who tries to be as involved in the classrooms as much as possible) all agreed I should. I love his school, they are fooking the best they can to make sure every student succeeds. And they actually follow IEP's! When we go to the doctor, I'll bring a copy of his current IEP and a list I made of things we've noticed as his parents outside of school. Is there anything else that I can be doing for him right now? Also, I kind of feel like this is my fault? Did anyone else feel that way when their child was diagnosed? This doesn't change anything really, does it? Like with his future?",4.1452270797962685,5.712632423387097,4.821494057724959,83.74303056027165,71.54032258064517,7.317826825127335,27.16553480475382,7.85451343220497,1.5941741935483875,1003,35,194,13,19,322,147,248,0.02,0.826,0.154,0.9871,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,3,4,5,7,11,0,0,14,0,23,4,0,2,3,29,39,15,0,4,1,2,2,2,1,2,3,2,0,2,11,11,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,4,4,32,10,31,30,7,28,0,0,0,1,34,10,0,2,14,133,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.22554452503877864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241523427363907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080393867576817,0.11840736703747386,0.1901960682178313,0.0,0.10803527315031768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127564163937175,0.10220557908783096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224972890628255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786763180597222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729343483718335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656608973947876,0.10112946207978456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930751648114039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736633223633724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686367469473795,0.08255782375621468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928324748163302,0.0,0.06037660050432647,0.11085801392342468,0.06567679264222871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774590615096613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034048860124301,0.06351008982766561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291593294987942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429960578468507,0.10934796634104403,0.07713882001150052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495168352690156,0.1713761565161231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39470578071405626,0.0,0.0,0.07830809398626316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283184036706457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685284642881595,0.0,0.13027927731402744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403225240731172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737936920602092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508660490944572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896560520955156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089162235386762,0.0,0.0,0.0928847045649792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268353778597047,0.0767745441570526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845930489316959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172807869423356,0.0926972114841748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841308260684851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883683332845474 autism,arustydoorknob,2019/10/03,"Why is the world so FREAKING loud?! I have big headphones, I’m not even talking about exceptionally loud things, like construction or motorcycles, it’s everyday crowds, people, and places. It just feels like everyone and everything is so damn LOUD. Why can’t the world just be quiet for a little while? This is why late night and early morning is my favorite time of day.",4.73901960784314,7.183199176470591,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,71.94117647058823,8.062745098039215,27.509803921568626,8.841846274778883,2.276698039215687,296,11,53,6,6,92,52,68,0.107,0.7709999999999999,0.122,-0.2843,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,9,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,2,2,4,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,9,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295017793175678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664357956039218,0.0,0.0,0.2266189104874033,0.2131463423218681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199164744858194,0.1694289212097258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675296045268555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317312137924138,0.2376991071280645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256091917086407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441860025720648,0.0,0.2477843113757887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062221574298532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756021175302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829134775583038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6420067426478817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lunarsoistice,2019/10/03,"New to the Autism Community! Hello, I was just diagnosed with mild to moderate autism and also, social impairment. I am 17 and I hope I can make new friends here.",1.7408064516129007,4.4699042903225825,3.800241935483872,81.62036290322581,86.74193548387099,8.261290322580646,23.87903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.4778967741935483,127,5,24,4,4,43,24,31,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747975243019838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487730758188212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654845336099797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412980733538931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293729700881487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6637521101566358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502833518963556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Agares65,2019/10/03,"After having kids with Autism did you ever stop to think you have it too? As the title says I sometimes wonder if I have autism after my kids got diagnosed and never realized it. After seeing some of their struggles and what not it reminds me a lot of my childhood. My mom even told me recently she used to wonder if I had it, and my dad back when I was a teenager at one point thought about getting me evaluated since I had really bad anxiety issues and other problems. None of them followed through on it though since overtime I found ways on my own to overcome all of those things. However even now there are things about me that make me wonder. Has anyone else ever gone through this and found out later on in life they have it?",6.573541666666664,6.2790237152777815,6.589722222222222,79.87750000000003,65.31944444444444,9.144444444444442,31.19444444444445,8.472884824447931,2.2659194444444437,581,19,111,7,8,185,96,144,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.9106,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,3,0,12,3,0,1,3,0,10,2,0,2,4,28,25,10,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,13,7,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,10,2,22,0,22,15,5,23,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,7,13,95,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079209675745193,0.0,0.0,0.101266257876218,0.14839215960714838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136286069547187,0.12092431893845113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699614169886452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209841979840783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913134557571884,0.2620082432899589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317590196520994,0.0,0.0,0.0756660194609306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583121290399895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511615399630032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229544372064417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312655648695135,0.0,0.0,0.0966730058901738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961938425266632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169934754250796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813838000184158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369081272421461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857967726358164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277974918423516,0.0,0.1429989815624371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517207509870354,0.0,0.0,0.11540819960875788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396044320125144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323739699045074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108168006020545,0.0,0.1514044045570963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243296587641887,0.09279915819065003,0.1422915843283523,0.11497629272165935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838820278158587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508384525402674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495676354110552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471175422537152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jack_hull,2019/10/03,Its happened again I hate spiders I saw one I ran down stairs and told my mum to get it she said man up i said i can't can you get it she said no so i started having a panic attack she made fun of me and I said why dont you get it and she said cos your rude to us I admit I am at times but that's because I'm having some issues right now but that's no excuse to do that to me I can't calm down now because it's still in the house and I really need to pee and I can't because its still in the bathroom or somewhere 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autism,crumbly-toast,2019/10/03,"Part One of Samantha Craft's ~~Unofficial~~ Autism/Aspergers Checklist yesterday I made a post asking if anyone has heard of this checklist. didn't really get any bites, so I thought I'd post some of the questions here. if this gets some attention, perhaps I'll post other sections of the questionnaire. note 1: yes this list made with women in mind, but you guys out there are welcome to do this as well ☺ note 2: obligatory, but don't give any revealing information in this post while answering. leave any question blank that you would not like to share with the world. and you don't even have to leave a comment with your answers if you don't want to! this is simply a checklist for you to maybe learn something about yourself and to gauge yourself on certain aspects. with that out of the way, let's get to the questions! these aren't really yes or no questions, but rather, see if these aspects apply to you. **SECTION 1: DEEP THINKERS A deep thinker A prolific writer drawn to poetry *Highly intelligent Sees things at multiple levels, including her own thinking processes Analyzes existence, the meaning of life, and everything, continually Serious and matter-of-fact in nature Doesn’t take things for granted Doesn’t simplify Everything is complex Often gets lost in own thoughts and “checks out” (blank stare) please feel free to leave your answers in the comments! this'll be interesting 😄",5.9528571428571455,8.170332222222225,5.478761904761907,78.22457142857147,68.04761904761905,9.008253968253966,33.63174603174603,9.516144504307137,3.426680317460317,1128,53,189,25,20,345,153,252,0.068,0.805,0.127,0.9648,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,8,0,1,8,9,0,0,12,2,16,1,0,2,1,50,35,16,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,13,12,0,0,19,0,2,0,9,2,1,1,7,5,11,8,34,25,7,25,0,1,3,0,23,17,0,12,4,117,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219209991943998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513185985767858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045167519104882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097001532537565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313908969117627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433018101289305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455372161874276,0.10307627205668687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639284856455583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352731024534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34132356700102856,0.0,0.10987537516304227,0.07589543746242672,0.05249486713841007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729486986111907,0.0,0.0,0.20334444626079048,0.0,0.0,0.10794842921820948,0.11704505093175273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108494333740914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281121241757234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635837702023552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179483381209922,0.0,0.0,0.4116313538497395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814764247904455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767103198107947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124820964611753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272061352823706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080789373414119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277062199629206,0.06884991599682534,0.0,0.1706073255373611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337706515054711,0.08528917360232564,0.0,0.0,0.09661086766465768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632972375579314,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,remyymer13,2019/10/03,"College students: What accommodations have helped you the most as a student? I'm a college student and I was advised to get in contact with my university's Office of Disability Resources to document my autism and request appropriate accommodations. However, I don't know what kind of accommodations would even help me. Of course, maybe there will end up being no need for accommodations, but there's also the possibility of an accommodation that will help a lot that I just don't know about. So what kind of accommodations have been the most beneficial for you college students?",9.091023102310231,10.03608405940594,9.55123762376238,56.56698844884488,59.8910891089109,11.881848184818482,40.595709570957105,11.538034831475384,5.11626600660066,474,24,74,13,6,159,64,101,0.016,0.8809999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.8573,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,15,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,14,9,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,1,57,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013149092833745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296528291786605,0.0,0.0,0.16627067526257475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152279436285635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062043308191059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242930938018867,0.2766974097447582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140187746733724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529048096912037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866606500191376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837969421396378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788275605309564,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Waluigi_Taco,2019/10/03,Aspergers Syndrome and Dyspraxia My name is Nicholas Porter. I am 13 and i have Aspergers Syndrome and Dyspraxia. I cant talk to people well or make friends. I hope this community is nice to me.,2.00108108108108,4.832723162162164,3.5608648648648646,82.71318918918921,87.64864864864866,8.365405405405406,31.72432432432432,8.841846274778883,3.5690367567567574,155,9,29,5,5,51,27,37,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880464714101517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988596181600044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352638681782197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482053163720911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403699270255927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515939691078772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,23ioo,2019/10/03,"Is there such thing as an autism meltdown for adults? Like with sensory overload. I deal with low back pains and nerve issues. I’ve noticed that there is a certain threshold of pain I can tolerate. If I go over the threshold, I blow up. It gets worse when I deal with people and I push through my pain. Is this an autism meltdown?",1.4000384615384651,3.986629369230773,1.7387500000000031,97.06812500000004,86.07692307692307,4.480769230769232,23.509615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.3576538461538457,259,10,54,2,8,78,47,65,0.24600000000000002,0.69,0.065,-0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,7,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710284466141306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586137136354561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620608243232505,0.0,0.12640729547412413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321503165976363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866393687862827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532284146895953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7100166495588316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541991008257205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776699801737467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266665666592126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AproposofNothing35,2019/10/03,"I need a life, motivation, friends, a job, but they have to be “perfect”, which nothing and no one is, so I am wasting away I somehow need to find friends. I just rarely like or am interested in anyone. I’m 38/f and when I was younger, friends were just boys who had crushes on me who would listen to me talk. I’ve realized that’s a bad dynamic and I want more now. I fell in love a few years ago. He doesn’t want to date me, but we’re friends and no on compares to him, subjectively or objectively speaking. He’s in love with someone else now (who doesn’t love him) and he talks about her all the time. I fixate on things he says and thing about them for days after we hang out and it overturns my emotions and routine. I’m not working and I lost my foothold on a functional/normal life so long ago I don’t know how to get back, not that I was ever truly there. Autism is terrible. I’m exhausted all the time. I just wish I didn’t have all these issues, that I could take life less seriously. I’ve been stuck for a few years now. I’ve mad efforts, but nothing has worked. I have friends that live out of town and I’ve asked them for help, but they don’t understand. I seem “high-functioning” so everyone assumes I’ll be okay. I am 38. I am not okay. I’ve given it enough time to right itself. It’s not going to happen. I think if I had more energy that would help immensely.",1.2787722670767645,3.1029494775086515,2.9159323337178016,93.22125977188264,80.17647058823529,6.357606048955531,23.160451108548003,7.3871296695380915,0.7398495706779449,1065,36,247,15,27,351,152,289,0.096,0.649,0.255,0.9943,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,4,6,17,20,1,0,8,2,26,7,0,2,5,51,50,22,0,9,14,0,0,1,5,2,4,3,0,1,16,14,0,0,8,0,0,3,11,6,0,1,10,3,33,14,26,35,9,32,0,1,0,3,32,12,0,6,18,157,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208709824589366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970311103986187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656346105445236,0.0,0.10709554689993148,0.08764979212105707,0.09517527972201788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910102010463147,0.0,0.0,0.07351287712717272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522240841347616,0.12822123981988398,0.0,0.1177801504059495,0.0,0.0,0.10310873802518083,0.0,0.10892048866257167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418303371087116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403345124414144,0.0,0.059554063490828535,0.0,0.06478204877747283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079927655758897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528076052163885,0.12043465756979364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897393324590502,0.11311557386610845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264486390938805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415394410951135,0.05568881473826424,0.0,0.10065355687230856,0.10087585766465236,0.0,0.0,0.12443144698741898,0.0,0.3086360589906559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904142367611455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874926075719286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724126834152417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734519157494413,0.0,0.09064789084537772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377046062328464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658172440039822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570484495211522,0.1832385906720016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145722147376914,0.0730389545816534,0.0,0.0,0.19940208621126454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866560406314955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344662376425482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310806585386876,0.0,0.0,0.16596934956148726,0.0,0.0,0.16194771325172244,0.0,0.0,0.14680916361267302 autism,Dscott1989,2019/10/03,"Blogging About My Personal Experiences With Autism I cover dating and finding love, things you should never say to an autistic person, how autism feels on the inside and other things. My articles are in-depth so if you are interested in reading them I recommend making yourself a cup of tea and grabbing a biscuit. Thanks for reading [https://www.autismandtrauma.com/](https://www.autismandtrauma.com/)",11.024499999999994,14.758752450000005,8.166666666666668,57.88500000000002,57.83333333333334,8.8,35.33333333333333,9.3871,3.9672333333333327,337,14,39,6,5,97,49,60,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,1,11,7,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,7,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,2,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595834736389668,0.0,0.0,0.1341794037562432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425440200473865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395074252586447,0.0,0.17713700861520754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467025004300016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463422933815247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308850433272337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103343866401947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443176947823617,0.0,0.0,0.35260101432064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SonofaWich,2019/10/03,"I just can't seem to get anything done.. There's so much I'd like to learn. How to play the guitar, more advanced English, history. Really all kinds of things. But I'm not getting any of those things done. I can't even study for my college courses right now. I have comorbid ADD, which obviously adds to all of my struggles. Is there anyone in a similar situation who'd like to team up so we can motivate each other to get stuff done? I'm sorry if this is not the right subreddit for this kind of post.",2.3091154261057163,4.1057569126213584,3.995663430420713,86.79947141316076,76.96116504854369,7.684573894282633,25.036677454153185,8.515128840125781,1.6375402373247034,394,14,84,8,9,132,71,103,0.037000000000000005,0.8340000000000001,0.128,0.8513,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,8,6,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,3,16,16,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,5,14,12,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,58,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109079303700525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450768888539986,0.0,0.14653291211405728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466691517980571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761072606298392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790959617097882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708560835184592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398782881538294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308987897891953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705377340507875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407345732491095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30413429711774004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210434019716966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001533254837514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993299906456642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615294861114104,0.20384264301012567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365978989361145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EricHill78,2019/10/03,"I wanted to share what happened with my son this morning so it doesn’t happen to you guys. I just had the scariest moment of my life. Today was like any other day. I woke up, washed up, and headed to work. I logged in and got a call from my wife. We aren’t allowed to have phones on the floor due to my job’s security so I couldn’t answer. I sent her a DM on my watch and she didn’t respond so I went to the break room and heard her voice mail from her crying to call back. I freaked. Finally I got a hold of her and come to find out that my son left the apartment after I left for work on his own. My son is autistic and non-verbal. My wife did call 911 as soon as she knew he was misssing and the operator let her know that he was at a bus stop like a block over and some good samaritans were holding him there. Long story short he is home now and he’s safe. When I leave for work I always make sure the door is locked. I have a bit of OCD so I’ll check a few times by turning the handle. The only thing is that I can only lock the main deadbolt. From the inside there is that deadbolt and a second one as well. We installed another lock up high to prevent situations like this. It can only be unlocked with a key that we hide. When my wife wakes up with my son she locks the second deadbolt and the lock we installed and holds on to the key. He got up without her knowing and he went looking for me. From now on I’ll be waking her up so she can make sure all the locks are locked so this will never happen again. I wanted to thank the people at the bus stop that helped my son but my wife was already on the way home with a cop that gave them a ride. Thank god for those people. My son was standing in the middle of the street and they got him off the road. You see these stories on the news and think that it couldn’t happen to you but it can. My son is home safe and I thank god for it.",1.07110298102981,2.5823177878048824,2.522398373983737,97.26308265582657,79.65853658536584,5.1409214092140925,18.705962059620603,5.46131890053228,-0.5619485094850951,1463,30,354,6,36,475,186,410,0.027999999999999997,0.8809999999999999,0.09,0.9661,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,3,2,3,17,15,0,0,32,0,30,5,3,3,4,58,59,29,0,4,4,11,0,3,0,1,2,2,5,1,21,26,0,10,6,0,1,5,7,1,1,3,20,5,54,14,55,33,6,56,0,0,3,0,52,30,0,1,21,236,75,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548489423859457,0.0,0.0795377475249835,0.0,0.0,0.06500383225257028,0.10023345404965862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350207950208447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435848583808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292821324280872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234150300363507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500008349757764,0.061647029710756286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471313250611176,0.08736666044807552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017556039765977,0.3058051837577763,0.0,0.0,0.09464818851957706,0.33811632680454795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810194329149699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407132564345135,0.1009950800941447,0.28765083462663865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485738302433687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506648460969724,0.0,0.0,0.10121500254811393,0.2077155661939078,0.09774628052919168,0.06751737329751913,0.14009994510707074,0.0,0.0,0.08459330171220053,0.08027072773252786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276128669876017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372416865126577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477361450714278,0.2180993410202278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253882371525466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617209732095426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744609782647806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983345288458545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018309776012614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640166648182488,0.0,0.0,0.06350511772209518,0.06124960386665981,0.0,0.0,0.0557387440742174,0.0,0.0906072429736469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397343789612168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127617972658526,0.07587413901126762,0.0,0.0,0.0859460362151702,0.17722401502484186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214443361330596,0.0,0.20876990175051932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wolf_in_the_Closet,2019/10/03,"Advice and help for an Adult with Autism Hi I've been on the autistic spectrum for longer than I remember. I was diagnosed when I was very young but not much was done to help me deal with it. My mom didn't really understand or have time to deal with me becuz she had an absorbent amount of disorders for her self. So I was ultimately stuck with figuring out how to deal with it myself. Anyway I was diagnosed and wasn't told till I was older meanwhile I was put on Concerta for that whole duration and it progressively made all my symptoms worse. Felt like a zombie most days and my anxiety was ten times worse so much so every morning in class I would have an anxiety attack I couldn't handle. Anyway I was able to graduate and get a job. But I got worse and now I can't work at all it causes to much anxiety for me and I over load too much from sensory issues. I have no where to turn I live with family that doesn't have time to help me nor do I not know what to do or where to begin to help myself keep in mind that becuz of all this I've been sinking into isolation most days. I just don't know what to do wether it be SSI or going to get my medical card somehow to treat it, any ideas. I'm just hopeless at this point",2.3744561793589014,3.8595980817120648,4.013207337409671,88.08726329442284,75.96498054474708,7.852436538817861,22.354826755604964,8.563005593585519,1.2164624420974612,965,26,212,19,21,323,136,257,0.135,0.7929999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9493,1,1,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,2,14,4,1,0,6,0,28,4,0,3,3,44,43,19,0,2,9,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,13,15,0,1,7,0,0,2,10,2,0,1,20,1,29,2,38,20,11,25,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,6,12,155,42,4,0.10967424615963224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717240402516802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458224827870227,0.0,0.2517014943615181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477028809483227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266566196745842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414616312979106,0.3392079960317776,0.0,0.22263410245456328,0.0,0.0,0.1256961878300228,0.0,0.0,0.11223483190625523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240528260094008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339111852135402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530447553176736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460053396166064,0.0,0.06233040153651358,0.0,0.08771651358691558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940493414676502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380887431910055,0.0,0.11447141872694735,0.10883476629963328,0.09748350921389798,0.0,0.0,0.12054819492001645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358129681344008,0.0,0.09684436868429093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377642352857687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048526468993686,0.0,0.0,0.11073972400807963,0.12844915157483944,0.0,0.0,0.3224927608313191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036776124700346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025290962048208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026013045943523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423954118231707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441415780880895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399353527869747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918558047378178,0.0,0.0,0.10479844219209347,0.0,0.0,0.11929408606908955,0.0,0.11417475812220808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049273909793684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244737914410014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984415741817978,0.0,0.3353022797089363,0.0779094377639549,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Icearstorm,2019/10/03,"Who prefers animated shows/movies? I find it a lot easier to tell characters apart when they're animated, opposed to live action. Emotions can be more obvious, although that might not be as much of an issue since music is usually used to match the tone, regardless of the medium. Scenes are often less ""cluttered"" as well, so it can be a bit easier for me to focus on what's going on.",7.105540540540536,6.675489689189192,8.049324324324324,70.30344594594597,64.27027027027027,11.724324324324325,33.364864864864856,11.20814326018867,3.80765945945946,303,11,55,8,4,103,60,74,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.7533,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,11,6,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139984650922393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32352546021094536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628727032653061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345686700254192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001928273393491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539671926018321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451794498403745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051115145479221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142835204425672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379161124796685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513860869586909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484049393150805,0.3167646421731986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585982657337265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cryptiott,2019/10/03,"Is this an autistic thing? Joined a stranger’s conversation bc it was about my special interest I was waiting for my doctor appointment and this guy was as talking to his mom about how it was soo weird that the doctor could know his heart was ok from a bunch of lines in the ekg.so I chimed in bc this is my special interest y know I didn’t think twice about it and I started telling them how reading ekg works and what the lines mean and all. Have you guys ever done something like this?",2.758321995464854,4.88140385714286,2.9852380952380955,93.05420634920635,76.75510204081633,5.988208616780046,25.174603174603178,6.937597516519254,0.8521528344671205,390,14,82,4,9,119,66,98,0.017,0.8190000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9295,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,0,6,1,11,3,1,2,2,14,17,7,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,10,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,11,6,10,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,58,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460150163746652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476649939664363,0.0,0.22378981398196127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978123362454622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330633857840562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591417741664751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403661827510444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683803096713787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821115201655824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561202369072375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874333198548174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835374488040106,0.0,0.0,0.15478576901772315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757700385310822,0.19113958857072896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452840340925127,0.1401239751299703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920466786180507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChazyChaz65,2019/10/03,"Need advice for getting first job. Before I get into it, it's probably worth mentioning that I live in South Africa. I was diagnosed with Asperger's when I was 11 years old (2009). I'm currently 21 and I've been really struggling to find a job. My dream at first was to become a pilot, but we realized that the cost is way too much for my family. Since then we've been looking into studying different things but every time we find something new I'm either not capable of doing it, it works out too expensive, or there doesn't seem to be any job opportunities in this country. It doesn't help we spend the money and I get a qualification if no one's hiring. We don't really know anyone personally who can get me a job opportunity, there are a few people we have asked but they never got back to us. We recently decided to maybe look into more mainstream jobs that don't need massive qualifications, but every job listing we find demands lots of experience job experience in that particular industry. The few job listings we find that don't require much, have yet to come back to me. We really don't know where else to look. Is there some advice that people who have been in this position can give? Is there something obvious we're missing? Are there people or support groups I can contact that help with these sorts of things? It feels like the last 3 years (since I've finished school) have been an absolute waste of time and every potential opportunity we've thought of has gone bust in some way. Any help is desperately needed and would be greatly appreciated.",5.044581818181818,6.568040306666667,6.169515151515152,75.11809090909092,69.26666666666667,9.587878787878788,28.96969696969697,9.910423181423305,2.8862333333333337,1252,46,230,31,22,418,160,300,0.087,0.83,0.083,0.2013,10,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,10,0,1,7,12,8,0,1,10,0,31,1,0,0,2,51,55,13,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,20,20,0,1,11,1,5,2,9,2,0,3,10,4,21,6,27,42,9,34,0,1,3,0,22,12,0,8,19,148,41,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029748893692038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459338611949487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053772382077210634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189394577614591,0.0,0.0,0.11826735617796368,0.0,0.0,0.08493334743147687,0.06543880877651104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624514523894254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805495000090687,0.0,0.08034729152600995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424260810799222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943823421582432,0.0,0.0,0.1504518269252131,0.0724973263102776,0.0,0.0388844793311838,0.054939535315169936,0.0,0.0,0.2811518808525338,0.13082734491304354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071462277941426,0.07377238756801799,0.0,0.0,0.061506373073980325,0.08478585483980652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463942670737899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105150755050744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452778099529286,0.06268622821761212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757093273354531,0.0,0.06790677863077557,0.0,0.1937375135176548,0.0,0.0,0.0653802004549284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725942351955561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306514161495244,0.17106785234973354,0.059312352601916814,0.07427341925640239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069678662472421,0.0,0.0521114789523276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994462038957508,0.06714875378441633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291446621878741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779813810027564,0.0,0.07593245800221471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782996538297203,0.0,0.07000962426890321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722995137549906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184074091797434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039573754140594,0.0,0.0,0.08726863966350402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021819032555337,0.0,0.0,0.061052410464376684,0.08968554281720538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092504868384991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208408093933497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055986316978662125,0.0,0.0,0.05462970139990447,0.0,0.0,0.0990460514680314 autism,DTPocks,2019/10/03,"Helping out a friend My friend and roommate seems to be on the ASD spectrum. He has trouble with communication and if you ever mess up when talking and aren't precise enough with your words he's confused. Trouble showing and communicating emotions. Hes a real good guy but living with him is getting real hard since he has a lot of huge outbursts at me. I want him to go to a professional and see, but I dont think it's right for me to even ask that of him. It really sucks because our friendship is deteriorating and I really dont want that. Is there anything I can do?",3.553149758454108,5.096298904347826,5.195072463768118,80.57512077294687,73.0,7.1980676328502415,29.299516908212556,7.793537801064563,1.854748792270532,454,19,90,6,9,154,77,115,0.106,0.745,0.149,0.62,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,4,8,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,24,21,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,14,3,14,20,2,9,0,0,1,0,16,6,1,4,2,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882231104137664,0.0,0.16906825861197602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024312614238664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42390449494931903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342940740578172,0.0,0.1868640970474421,0.0,0.11944825093166506,0.16358716780687196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27944508741953233,0.0,0.09448549913855067,0.0,0.10277995916937056,0.15168653487870126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790677318358947,0.0,0.0,0.1620040858503546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121845265235826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969190016085436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537503126206802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116887251318255,0.2317114333243977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444301321458787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411226363434326,0.16463702379163986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959914976233718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535859256484615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587995303239455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133374086706234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Goldenrook,2019/10/03,"The Unfortunate Reminders From what I've gathered here, I'm sure others here can relate without me going into a whole spiel about who I am and what my deal is. I guess I just want to vent for a second about a bit my current point in life. My husband is abusing me. Just in the past 6 months he has drop three bomb shells on our lives that have made life hell. As of this year he's accidentally given me HIV, admitted to using meth, and just last night he was apparently place on suspension at work pending certain termination. We live with his parents, and frankly it difficult for me to grapple with magnitude of social incompetence that allowed me to marry him in the first place. I'm treated like a child and the my daily experience in college classes show me how much potential value is more or less trapped inside this flawed interface of a personality. It seems like no level of reflection or self awareness is able to turn off the constant noise in my head, violently churning my unpleasant reality over and over and over and over and over and over and over. I honestly just want to go to sleep, but my brain just can't stop the illogical feed of fear and anxiety. Is student debt worth it there is a chance I still won't be able to hold down a job? Will ever truly fix my co-dependence or will I inevitably be drawn to another person who could/would manipulate me? I don't know. Thing is though is that I'm not depressed about it. Not going to kill myself over it or anything like that, it just sort of feels like a poorly designed puzzle that wasn't meant for me. When I cry or get emotional it's more of a overwhelming feeling than anything else. How am I supposed to process all this information while at the same time satisfying any kind of normalcy of being married, going to school, having hobbies, having friends, etc. At some point I feel like I gained the tools to articulate how I feel about many things in my life, but all the clarity in the world still doesn't yield this mythic connection that I've seem to be missing from the people closest to me. Everyone around me seems jaded and miserable, and for some reason I have a compulsion to empathize. Or at least have an intense feeling that I assume is empathy /s. (That's supposed to be a reference at how people with Asperger's tend to not show empathy, though I don't know how accurate are dated that is to say.) I'm like six paragraphs in and I don't even know what the point of writing any of this is. I think I'm just in the mood to say something in the hopes that I might resonate with someone else out there. Just externalizing the noise that's inside my head and attempting to put it into something constructive or indicative of my current mental state. And that even while I hate the contraints of language so much. I don't know if this is the right place for this sort of thing, or if I sound fever-induced. Lol. But either way whatever it was I guess it's certainly written now. I believe they call it a stream of consciousness. TL;DR My life is crumbling around me, I'm going to rightfully leave my husband along with some unfortunate unfortunate ""lessions"" that will be reflected in a lifetime of future medical dependency. In general I'm just a overly verbose guy, but I at least I wrote a summary.",7.058544474393532,6.792992886792455,7.341511230907461,74.79288679245286,64.31446540880502,10.664797843665768,35.15256064690027,10.225005016275231,3.4738760646900286,2620,108,493,54,35,854,304,636,0.095,0.7829999999999999,0.122,0.9361,7,1,3,0,0,1,56.0,2,0,1,4,34,25,4,3,33,1,43,11,4,11,6,113,85,42,1,5,28,3,5,6,1,5,6,3,0,5,40,28,1,3,22,2,3,6,13,10,0,4,8,8,55,14,94,66,17,76,1,4,0,1,29,47,1,25,26,349,95,6,0.15278584909005855,0.09051312372239488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389961663124957,0.08010464220725788,0.0584403781803179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257297356030898,0.1360117981712164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606866589085822,0.0,0.0,0.0834012880091819,0.0,0.0,0.08527976844927414,0.07800571720147682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255361234953355,0.0,0.06099353410036064,0.0,0.08391404047733007,0.0,0.07875775080386495,0.06579711397098482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763297186279554,0.08593175790661871,0.0,0.0,0.08519830442533127,0.10091361236632257,0.06910177382844797,0.0,0.07299671314963567,0.0,0.07472693885797799,0.0,0.08596327861040469,0.19313279000261396,0.10915024111799396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497978259265831,0.0,0.0,0.059020984002646874,0.0,0.039912150073093164,0.0,0.2170792974728856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831083800163388,0.0756410057780667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542219731219775,0.15680235988492972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587541109700678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580818998931024,0.0,0.0845174524556644,0.07955147525369516,0.16793421392950245,0.06227042953201575,0.0,0.0808890768256526,0.0,0.0,0.21583432725333904,0.2239303450622051,0.0,0.13491270391303758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722848323081481,0.0,0.07745043514503079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695783453583972,0.0769861001337797,0.0810408206685144,0.0,0.0,0.06097610354082943,0.0,0.1123151788463031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168958468687843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482530221415106,0.0,0.07292569051781925,0.10592247022657056,0.1334067102005153,0.23944304023318286,0.0,0.2166480182112436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679598903509492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854464965590631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304782803152135,0.0,0.12150143957136544,0.0,0.07731371806316345,0.0,0.20863574816460867,0.0796944809782381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644809460152051,0.07787296618582068,0.06472747706259309,0.11762201107075368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201497644484778,0.06386790556837013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199942731056383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522561937535729,0.048949501437357386,0.15011132099485594,0.0,0.044545328637832234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309356512448489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597895910298328,0.0,0.0,0.09011705233816827,0.060637147705896476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528997210591084,0.0,0.0736400531735386,0.0,0.055614958904121437,0.0,0.0,0.05426734177670702,0.0,0.0,0.0491945387665836 autism,ysabelsrevenge,2019/10/03,"Need some recommendations. I thought I’d ask the experts. My son needs some noise cancelling headphones, he’s on the spectrum and sometimes he just needs a quiet break. His little brother doesn’t always allow For that. What I’m looking for is something that works well and isn’t insanely expensive. I figure y’all would have some decent recommendations (choice was just not cutting it, ear muffs only mildly reduce noise, I need silence people).",4.54142053445851,7.77160792405063,4.4130801687763705,79.05720112517585,77.35443037974683,5.536427566807316,27.76511954992969,6.937597516519254,1.7584672292545718,362,15,55,4,9,111,61,79,0.025,0.9009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.3757,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,16,14,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,3,6,1,3,11,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,0,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007719053477304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255727872907293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418351211812959,0.0,0.0,0.20262211908183986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7156514011257532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835112744757294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672795182029776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857561790231486,0.23864114299261185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915566359669265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694792705293345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756613778069938,0.0,0.0,0.17140489203369627,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xHolliWouldx,2019/10/03,"Administration issue or individual issue? Hey Guys, &#x200B; I am a therapy assistant that works with individuals anywhere from 6 years old to 21 years old. I am writing to get a better perspective on how to work better with individuals facing increasing violent outbursts. These past few months, our facility has had an individual who was becoming increasingly emotional/violent with his behaviors (due to unknown reasons.. medication? sensory overload? new environment? who knows..). The behaviors were also very unpredictable and concerning. A whole class had to be evacuated because they would not stop attacking staff. Today, unprovoked, the individual came up from behind me and proceeded to grab my hair, face, and ears; digging his nails so deep that it broke skin and resulted in a bloody ear. I was doing an activity with other children and could not keep an eye on him because there were so many people in the room. I will never blame or resent the student who attacked me, but I AM disappointed in administration for putting this student in an environment where behaviors towards staff could've been prevent. This is where it doesn't make sense to me. This student's behaviors are increasing within the gym yet they still put him in the gym unguided. They only have guides there when they ALREADY had a behavior OR they're having a bad day. To me, this sounds like some positive reinforcement if they get snacks every time they lash out. The Friday before this week, this individual bit a co-worker and grabbed another smaller student. This isn't the first time that they have grabbed/attacked other staff/students inside the gym. I was grabbed and bruised by him two times before this incident. If administration willingly knows about his increasing behaviors and how it is a recurring issue within the gym.. why do they leave him unattended most of the time.. and only attended when he has a bad day or grabs someone? I feel as though that is neglecting the safety of other workers when they are fully aware of the potential risks. Also.. after the incident they just have me fill out injury paperwork and seemed kinda cold about it. They did not go over usual protocol, potential medical risks, or asked if I had a tetanus shot. I feel like certain things are usually discussed when broken skin/ bodily fluids are involved. I also asked if the individual will still be present in the gym after all these behaviors and they claimed that they do not want to remove him because they want to keep the 'routine'. I'm just unsure of what to do.. I want to keep working with this individual but it seems like administration isn't doing much to reassure me that the situation will improve. I also would like to know how to form a better relationship with this individual and see if it would reduce the attacks? Is that possible?",7.670849210669568,9.102826435129742,7.948473961168574,65.11647250952642,63.091816367265466,11.422028669932866,36.3395028125567,11.26911803661169,4.658629540918163,2288,106,358,67,33,748,250,501,0.1,0.813,0.087,-0.7875,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,14,8,25,21,5,2,34,0,46,11,8,6,3,72,68,39,0,12,18,0,9,4,0,7,2,3,1,2,33,21,1,6,8,5,0,11,8,12,0,2,12,15,42,9,50,46,12,63,0,3,2,0,37,19,0,15,37,266,75,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861902856700275,0.24984064210365636,0.0,0.0846262203437036,0.09490554699596032,0.0,0.08189940465497267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460343753162917,0.3554206914705986,0.0,0.0,0.13042803210620282,0.1428353807328283,0.08626031164221214,0.13292239642647072,0.0,0.0,0.20723131613455853,0.08526991254435727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933076946272331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472021578219365,0.0,0.0,0.1007419145619186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580643104029682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789839893655242,0.055797888356965135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664356691735662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816127814672415,0.0,0.04438860154933246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773357594519749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244562496120644,0.0,0.2082686718578984,0.0,0.0,0.12877261320050795,0.0,0.0,0.08270141470666302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526317030609871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213537701404988,0.0791857294891191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736418410592698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234228679597584,0.0,0.05741581279040761,0.0,0.06023902476941559,0.07543383706804811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391512105159387,0.0,0.0,0.11880402176801536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455960694523943,0.05414784344642015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805111666048482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703324073505992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030446012115502,0.0,0.08385503018416758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062239194299500825,0.14220685255015994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779275869440592,0.0,0.0,0.06617771068159724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474874931677975,0.06529888029554916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931933135992788,0.0,0.05188917595722884,0.0,0.07673729937923812,0.0,0.18217350680672614,0.0,0.07403395729826602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762967720179964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204219980705154,0.06444441299761115,0.13820421761564805,0.0,0.06265073886479014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047718554563794,0.08720091303123542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744409805231625,0.0,0.0,0.16644964116639702,0.0,0.09490554699596032,0.10059350684907303 autism,livingdeadgirls,2019/10/03,"Need advice speaking up for myself (also posted to r/Aspergers ) Whenever there's something I need, whether it's a rest from responsibilities, to be in a different environment, to not be around people or certain types of people (I/e: loud, boisterous people) or if I need to be accomadated in some kind of way, I get intense anxiety over it because im too afraid to speak up for myself because I'm afraid people will be like ""pfft whatever ur just looking for special treatment/attention"" etc. Does anyone have advice on how to deal with this? I'm tired of feeling embarrassed and ashamed and scared to ask for things I really need.",7.115859564164651,7.55795823728814,7.884285714285718,68.56059322033902,64.08474576271186,10.810653753026635,36.34866828087167,10.608840637214634,4.083853268765133,504,23,85,12,7,169,79,118,0.11199999999999999,0.802,0.086,-0.6124,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,18,16,8,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,6,4,23,11,3,9,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,4,1,56,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31548553457780765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290916169261901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348978144913217,0.0,0.0,0.1128722031561742,0.0,0.0,0.1437025884641154,0.15091070434060744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968065200581598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642221931188725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865490167703925,0.0,0.0,0.1412642177598101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003168906364456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162139524318253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433796705564761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436683945226122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809943054652254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886416387837401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555645196783714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787787494376927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476474350823668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546006510593201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341307083256256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161471445236772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427295042408434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724368251514718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855344385949756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281317532681848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LogicalPython,2019/10/03,"Hideout I'm a teenager with high-functioning autism and I really like enclosed, comfy spaces. I'm looking for some kind of mini hideout kind of thing that has enough space to work on a computer in. I've seen some of these kinds of things in magazines with kids' toys, branded as ""sensory hideouts"" or that kind of thing but I'm not having luck finding those again online (could just be my problem). I was wondering if you guys had any you would recommend, or anything that worked for you? Thanks in advance.",4.342187499999998,6.4167138437499975,4.577500000000004,83.61750000000002,72.02083333333334,7.716666666666668,29.70833333333333,8.472884824447931,2.3525458333333336,403,17,73,7,8,126,70,96,0.034,0.872,0.094,0.6981,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,14,6,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,7,15,8,3,9,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,7,2,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659452408975865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410919420290178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689197923075114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715770010178286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670574861918435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976630629283396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115044745716896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7141713664458781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837637098137617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397808519885555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405821665221826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098377517769399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578517056586402,0.0,0.0,0.3417190366239836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593442915099756,0.24964094675002801,0.0,0.0,0.12179592366596655,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wrightthoughts,2019/10/03,"My 6 yo the two e's: elevators and eloping Hi I'm raising an austic son who love elevators. His teachers and some other folk think he is ""fixated"" on them and ""obssessed."" He had made one in our home, loves watching YouTube videos and fashions all sorts of materials into elevator buttons and arrows. I love it. However, I've been told that ""letting him"" be ""fixated"" is bad for him be so rigid in his play. So I'd like opinions regarding that from actual autistic teens or adults. Second, I'd love to take him places out on the weekends. But he elopes. Mostly to be chased or to run to something he wants. But he is fast and I'm alone with him. Safety is an issue. Would any of you have ideas of what I could do so that we can enjoy more outdoors but he is safe? Btw, I live in a place with no enclosed tracks, playgrounds and/or gyms for kids. Any guidance or thoughts would be helpful.",2.2385728609625666,4.426430551136363,3.4658288770053503,88.65403743315511,78.7159090909091,6.1866310160427815,25.69385026737968,7.285733465282438,1.2155004010695192,691,27,141,9,17,224,120,176,0.044000000000000004,0.8190000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9455,1,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,1,0,3,10,0,1,5,0,18,4,0,1,1,33,30,15,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,11,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,1,14,8,19,17,4,13,0,0,1,4,27,10,0,7,3,86,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.16201552151182153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195084341070027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258040915838202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862314518300425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325566927633528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128241968317648,0.0,0.1665356568359029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742094158364989,0.0,0.17328597162530593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977083747026828,0.0,0.08111096361449346,0.0,0.1466022760137781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5993727410329395,0.15709596843421822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250219160584653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34691958731546363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781342328892362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482942208716677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638150614907092,0.0,0.1318045489813393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586430925905906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218137057888335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792528499720864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358774403576093,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DrStrangererer,2019/10/03,"I was diagnosed with Asperger's when I was 16. I'm 26 now. I'm lonely and scared. I see any combination of the same 5 people every day, and the occasional cashier, and that's about it. For the last year and a half. It's driving me insane. I'm starved for outside contact. I spend my time lurking on Reddit, playing video games, and working on my uncle's horse farm. I just got a car, about 2 months ago, but it's been broken down most of the time I've had it. My stepdad had a ventricular tachycardia (I think that's what it's called) 2 weeks ago, but his defib saved him. Then he was in again this week for pneumonia. I went to the doctor today for what I'm worried is a degenerative disc in my spine. I hate doctors. My whole life has been screwed up, and I've spent much of it isolated and in fear. It's been full of pain, and loss, and chaos. My life is more chaotic now than ever before. I feel myself growing more and more manic, and I know an explosion is coming. I need help, even just someone to talk to.",1.3679857819905197,3.269989530805688,3.2325568720379145,90.67746090047396,80.23222748815165,6.115734597156397,22.398341232227487,7.1686216300943375,0.6461637914691942,785,25,174,10,20,263,126,211,0.225,0.727,0.048,-0.9907,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,2,2,10,0,12,8,1,0,1,25,26,15,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,12,13,0,0,3,3,2,5,0,7,0,1,11,2,21,2,22,15,8,30,0,2,1,1,8,8,1,1,17,108,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29577091563638225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345067991779735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419607419578923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035292219396386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370998105033075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759207870119712,0.0,0.0,0.16932977269586708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415168313447437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019018459474222,0.15090802985706825,0.14056216299484384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773105662028397,0.08435467637183798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342984873916752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471089775685527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118231834277239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168585683709153,0.13598938664525678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356750868811863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316277056145498,0.0,0.12263985006244628,0.12370294070016905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751975718875745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565948610211492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702675681956303,0.0,0.1329425655744349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135521420020666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340922953850158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689845448448228,0.0,0.0,0.19456078799828067,0.0,0.15813611235868105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26764324485755625,0.0,0.0,0.15465384351655082,0.0,0.18626065503066105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145482545265195,0.16942479802896582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074335796852733 autism,smol_fluffer,2019/10/03,"Im 12 Today in art/ELA this kid was saying ""oh your stupid as stupid as someone with autism"" and I was attacked because I have autism and I was about to yell at him",1.3166666666666664,2.639726222222226,2.5288888888888903,98.305,78.44444444444444,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.6036000000000001,128,3,31,0,3,41,27,36,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504678170219426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704246932185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791822857538108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35278189715054703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758750881712452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204968703290344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zlkln,2019/10/03,"I'm confused, Need advice Personally, I was borned about a month earlier than expected and my mom had issues during pregnancy. My parents were told there was huge chance I would be born autistic, but I was never tested. When I was young it took me a lot of time to speak well, I used to mess up s,d,y,r,z,t,l sounds altogether, and my parents hired me a tutor who taught me how to speak correctly(about 5 - 6 years old). My speaking improved a lot but it was still worse than almost every other kid my age, when I grew up I started to excel at maths and I became one of the best kids in my state(about middle school). During high school I developed full social axienty to the point I couldn't speak to anyone home nor school. Then I became suicidal and that phase of my life lasted for about a year. Since then I'm now a college student with great notes but constant anxiety issues and relatively poor, but straight forward communication skills. personally I feel that I was born somewhere in the middle of autism and asperger's syndrome but I'm quite scared of knowing the truth. &#x200B; During my whole life I've had severe issues communicating emotions and ideas effectively, so I became extremely straight-forward when talking trying to avoid misunderstandings. I've also had anxiety issues at some level and overreacted to life according to them. Now that I'm older I don't if it worth it to get tested or just continue with my regular life. &#x200B; Any recommendations?",6.4367905675459625,7.431468658273381,6.902398081534772,73.08406874500402,65.65467625899282,9.631015187849721,31.9912070343725,9.725611199111238,3.100836290967226,1189,46,206,24,18,388,165,278,0.136,0.745,0.11900000000000001,-0.6172,2,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,5,14,9,0,3,10,0,14,4,0,3,2,36,27,24,1,5,8,3,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,4,9,10,0,1,4,0,2,3,4,4,1,1,13,6,28,5,28,11,6,41,0,0,0,0,16,15,0,7,25,127,37,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726969803108612,0.0,0.0,0.09967530249484484,0.0,0.0,0.07960239833854138,0.0,0.2157038997326875,0.2419048908263763,0.06769086533549458,0.0,0.1522962219812263,0.0,0.0,0.06960094149354241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446147770349988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075677781631039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196951906268628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386705530054034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033060218627704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200573521722158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974360990204933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516986659551786,0.09984710765307488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236896221679883,0.0,0.4155771416733499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470478442990272,0.0811386874466543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812332298151835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925132683039948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658047889921125,0.07945217407518393,0.0,0.0,0.07380792346601202,0.07677167021097894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445087436371307,0.0,0.06745113118654432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210556032982996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382962416664738,0.0,0.0,0.0940978244285346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587343670994956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965727584435397,0.30222050750623924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245228564284693,0.0,0.08234082311247788,0.0,0.0,0.10146887232641587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045518658255989,0.0,0.07949306847545776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888100928839807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000677929838088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804279053021924,0.0,0.0,0.09511508973671348,0.11059301420827314,0.06758137757870362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597092040227736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949874741162801,0.0,0.0,0.1111332688893265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144014152736516,0.07071062326167417,0.0,0.2419048908263763,0.1282014701058682 autism,closetedlemon,2019/10/03,"How should I decide whether to drive? I could have gotten my driver’s license six years ago where I live and I find it embarrassing sometimes that I don’t have one. My city is large and has crappy public transportation. I have only ever driven twice and found it terrifying. I failed the written test even after reading the driver’s manual twice and doing online practice tests. My mom has tried multiple times to convince me that I just shouldn’t drive, ever. She thinks, based on my behavior in the passenger’s seat and elsewhere, that I am too jumpy and easily thrown off by common sounds on the road, such as motorcycles and sirens. I sort of see her point. Sometimes, it doesn’t take much to get me where I spend a little while hyperventilating, flapping, flinching, or even trying to flee, as well as depersonalizing, which would not be ideal if I couldn’t figure out how to suppress all of this somehow. My parents once had to stop me from jumping from a moving car over a sound I was afraid of, but that was a long time ago. I proposed wearing some ear plugs and she said that I then wouldn’t be able to hear properly. One thing that really startles me for some reason, is vehicles, especially large ones, suddenly pulling up next to the one I am in. I also have a really slow reaction time and wonder how well I could visually prioritize in that context. There also seems to be a lot of multitasking involved and I probably could never hold a conversation while driving. But I also wonder how far I could get if I just practiced and got used to doing it. I would assume that most people aren’t perfect when they first start, or even after being newly licensed. It also isn’t exactly risk free to just try it out either, especially outside of empty parking lots. How have you all made this decision and based on what?",6.205787267487558,6.978052037463982,6.6460898611475026,75.50637346083316,66.08933717579251,9.306209064710506,29.89376473670422,9.339509955726095,2.5839867435158497,1455,49,261,26,22,473,199,347,0.065,0.883,0.052000000000000005,0.1612,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,5,26,11,0,4,12,0,34,2,2,8,7,72,52,35,0,13,12,2,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,19,14,0,3,11,1,2,10,9,5,2,8,10,6,37,7,36,28,9,50,0,1,1,0,12,17,0,15,23,205,56,4,0.10402508855625196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442392898086515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327553029408214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322222744546901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612276972228524,0.18819329629568746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507704636703694,0.08848368718470677,0.0,0.11405814031647984,0.0,0.0,0.10869763058689147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319836619112411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724383511604718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426046710468864,0.09185605902314098,0.09205892989364914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768768206363113,0.0,0.09843105401334187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183292646570497,0.0,0.11056220639586696,0.07647040936894059,0.0,0.08023056123787146,0.0,0.11063186181847334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078332430078867,0.2819603687846739,0.0791157673970478,0.0,0.0,0.11550755030247176,0.0,0.0,0.07211789842474961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833733256573572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215663968211684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040532392225716,0.0,0.1332822708875243,0.10695511638986052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895168072258073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289452740571528,0.0947005337125186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576694499352025,0.0,0.07362949309430758,0.0,0.0,0.08696963196815248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821392051229639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910964653154236,0.06665507639786791,0.0,0.0,0.18197359705425853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118786202306366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898442768674413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706209504595456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256215422521358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477928765695267,0.0,0.0,0.0669887464337273 autism,FemmeboyAmanda,2019/10/03,"Is social communication disorder on the autism spectrum? I'm still not sure. My therapist diagnosed me officially with Social Communication Disorder in my teens (I'm 19/AMAB) and she says I would've been diagnosed with Asperger's if that diagnosis still existed in the DSM-V. I'm OOTL so pardon me if I said anything inaccurate.",4.686499999999999,7.601799983333336,7.386666666666668,59.91500000000002,74.16666666666666,12.0,33.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.404333333333334,269,14,42,12,6,97,43,60,0.128,0.8190000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.5221,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941341197492153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425751918761119,0.0,0.0,0.4997438742191034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073887128914107,0.1733797317619406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444916549609743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482250739016403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548302041782315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531401804758499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548764721450498,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chase-caliente,2019/10/03,Re-evaluation So 2 1/2 years ago I had the evaluation that identified me as autistic. It's been a blessing and a curse. Being aware of it has allowed me to compensate in so many ways. But still not escape the burden of knowing I have it when making major decisions. In September 2020 I'll be reevaluated. Maybe it'll still stand. Maybe it won't. Whatever the outcome I'll be ready to accept it,1.4307692307692292,4.076124384615383,3.790461538461543,81.7795384615385,87.20512820512822,7.222564102564102,24.46666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.1019805128205133,314,13,59,8,10,108,56,78,0.065,0.795,0.14,0.6896,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,8,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,7,4,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776338811493037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721271357963769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090641689111254,0.31753676051489044,0.6293052119487628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002456123331858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24860445797803446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169124222108895 autism,kubrickfan1234,2019/09/13,"Anybody else think autistic people are kind of gross? Idk. A lot of them have weird eyes and look pale or sickly. It honestly makes my skin crawl whenever I'm expected to shake hands with one and I can't eat in the presence of somebody with autism. Just a thought",1.92448717948718,4.530831192307693,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,83.23076923076924,5.7743589743589725,24.051282051282055,7.1686216300943375,0.981758974358975,210,8,43,3,6,64,46,52,0.154,0.79,0.055999999999999994,-0.4927,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,3,5,3,1,0,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,4,3,2,7,7,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39580505186857706,0.3231316347411519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028049785196592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248245014607244,0.0,0.0,0.3288535704713542,0.0,0.0,0.2581998884907585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621136949225116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681666066424153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478533906774647,0.0,0.3070853718310909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway777ab,2019/09/13,"My autistic/ADHD partner in a long distance relationship. Need perspective, support, advice. We are very close. We lived together for a year and are now married, but for various work-related reasons we have to be long distance for a while. The time differences mean we don’t get to chat much or FaceTime much during the week. My partner is the most amazing, caring, loving, communicative woman when we are together. I really fell in love with her because of how good she was at expressing/responding to needs and being understanding. I’ve done research on high functioning ADHD/autism and want to be the best partner I can for her. My problem is she’s never been a good texter, and that combined with the distance make me feel like I’m the only one ever initiating conversations or talking. I feel like she’d be perfectly fine not talking to me all day. But I wouldn’t be fine with that, and I know when I video chat with her that she genuinely seems distressed by our distance and I know she really misses me and loves me. She married me, after all. I trust her. She trusts me. We have a great, satisfying relationship all in all. It’s just hard and I wonder if there’s any perspectives or advice from the ADHD community? Sorry for the rambling post. I just feel pretty down.",3.6653959949485824,6.16359921991701,4.850048710084796,78.95309218834569,75.47302904564316,7.842756629983762,27.9056467616814,8.716276077567194,2.4885004871008483,1016,42,178,22,23,334,136,241,0.046,0.662,0.292,0.9976,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,7,0,0,2,8,20,0,1,13,0,19,3,0,3,7,53,40,18,0,6,9,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,19,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,4,37,17,24,30,9,23,0,1,0,3,32,8,0,7,15,131,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132718023723761,0.22402092237637225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794909615153747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987448443890447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029212109026005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686807497701356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392379925708803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197589825712549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730142099122785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368509503769294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387390143729034,0.16377659351846033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988695867288524,0.0,0.0,0.19228443154421776,0.0,0.1263747354665009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268170335780434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110786297187015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599007208258084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200020792152986,0.0,0.10121618991824373,0.20287946665420206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310361272200713,0.0,0.07651324002206505,0.0,0.0,0.12486049356005093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852548563753664,0.1699863310797622,0.08840605410094808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767303142500885,0.08717766278618384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977929779457098,0.1166150810154504,0.0,0.10968087741778268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686373208639286,0.11785384098088432,0.0,0.2461292281365753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435051653141954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283135754340602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007536779376627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842628573706285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683890119471099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932892081355992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457783029819664,0.06760893837108023,0.0,0.09194545613489254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430618683785513,0.08344854234577227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738148985872893 autism,MerryMach,2019/09/13,"I think I need a diagnosis. Advice? Hello, I'm not sure if this is the right place to put this, but I desperately need to vent. Even if it is just to strangers on the internet. Sorry this is a long post! I am a 23 year old female from the UK. I've suspected for a few years that I might be on the autism spectrum, but getting a diagnosis always seemed like a hassle and, potentially, a burden. That said, today I had a panic attack and I've been forced to recognise there is a pattern to my issues and that putting a name to them (any name, I would be satisfied with even 'severe anxiety' or 'avoidant personality disorder') feels like it would provide a huge amount of reassurance. I'm not quite sure how to tackle this, so I'll just describe my experiences. I've always been introverted. It's not that I'm *shy,* throughout school and university I was always #1 person raising their hand to ask questions and if you get me talking about a subject I am keen on I could talk for hours (although, I generally don't, because I can recognise that nobody cares...). I'm also not exactly stereotypically anti-social, I think the impression most people get of me is that I am an amiable, enthusiastic young woman, if a bit weird, nerdy and meek. It's just that I find talking to most people, particularly those my own age, really *really* difficult. I just can't understand how other people do it. I can manage small talk for maybe 1-2 minutes, then I run out of stuff to say, panic, and invariably say something weird, normally about my hobbies or a random bit of trivia. Almost every conversation is a constant stressful game of trying to come up with *something* to say. The few friendships I've managed over the years have always been based on either A. the other person being talkative and opinionated (I can do debates) enough to carry conversation and/or B. with people that share enough of my hobbies that the conversation can consist of that. And even then, I can't really cope with extended periods of social interaction (sleepovers/group holidays are stressful as hell) or anything too frequent (I see the group of friends I have maybe once every two months). Generally speaking, my pattern since about the age of 14 (when my school started allowing students to go home for lunch) has been to end up avoiding people after a brief period of *trying* to befriend when introduced to new social environments. This happened at Sixth Form, during my Bachelor's Degree and during a term of study abroad. And in primary school before that I hid in a bathroom for two years every break and lunchtime. I'm better in work environments, because work and the mundane humour of office life helps to sustain conversation. In the last few years I've learnt to cut out the trying-period as much as possible (often there are periods of forced-social interaction at the beginning of courses/internship schemes that make this difficult...) and just avoid interaction outside of work/class. That's the social stuff out of the way, but there are other things I do that make me suspect I might be on the spectrum. I love spreadsheets, to the point I can't manage to play any video games with any kind of collecting/questing/achievement elements without making an associated spreadsheet. I also world-build, which is a awesome hobby that consists of spending an inordinate amount of time pondering the mundane details (plate tectonics, political organisation, linguistic history...etc) of fictional worlds, either existing ones (ASoIaF, Naruto, Harry Potter....etc) or those I make up. And, you guessed it, making spreadsheets to support my ponderings. I'm also an obsessive learner, if that makes sense, I follow something like 40 educational Youtube channels and when I am not reading fanfiction, I am probably trawling Wikipedia or reading news articles. I would happily go weeks at home without leaving my room, just on the internet. Other people regulately point out (often with some annoyance, because I keep inserting random facts into conversation out of desperation) that I tend to know a little bit about everything, from whale biology or Iranian history. Now, I'm not saying that to brag, but more because I think its a little odd? When I try to describe what I 'do for fun' to people, I get odd looks. I also think my sense of empathy might be a bit skewed? I wouldn't describe myself as uber-logical or anything, but I find that people often react to things in ways I can predict, but can't exactly empathise with. For example, I've never quite understood why anyone watches reality tv or lifestyle vloggers. Or why people care so much about terror attacks (as opposed to more common ways/reasons people kill people). Or why people feel the need for justice/revenge, above simply making sure bad things are not repeated. I do a bit of creative writing, but I always falter when it comes writing from the perspective of characters that aren't more-or-less modelled on myself. On the other hand, there are things I do that I don't think you find with 'typical' autism (I am aware autism is diverse). I don't have ritualistic behaviours and am not particularly wedded to routines (I'm probably even less into routines that most neuro-typical people...). I do understand social nuance. To the point you might even describe me as hyper-aware. I am constantly apologising for anything that might cause even slight inconvience to people (although that is partly because I am very British). I think I react to things like awkwardness worse than most people. I can't even stand it on tv. Honestly, whilst on the whole I don't have terrible self-esteem, the fact that I know I cause awkwardness is distressing enough that it's a big reason why I avoid people - I don't want to inflict myself upon them. I'm not sure I experience the sensory senstivity symptoms either. I don't generally enjoy loud clubs/rooms, but that's more because I am hyper-aware of my inability of dance and the prospect of forced socialisation. I have been diagnosed with dyslexia, and during my first year of university I experienced a severe bout of depression (I was suicidal - months of spending hours a day thinking about nothing but killing myself...). That brings me to my recent experience and why I want a diagnosis. I've been on a two-week educational course in a foreign country. True privacy has been limited and forced social interaction is constant. To my dismay, everyone is a lot more normal and less nerdy than I was expecting. I tried blending in and socialising at first, but as the days wore on and small-talk and Brexit conversations wore out, I became more and more stressed. I gave up socialising and started pulling out my phone or game device in the gaps between lectures or whilst on trips with the class. It's *also* painfully awkward, because I get the feeling people are looking at/pitying me (may be in my head though), but I just couldn't bare talking to people anymore. I finally broke today, and walked out of the final party in favour of pacing frantically in near-tears around a foreign city for five hours before finally making it back to my room to break down and hyperventilate. I just want to know why I am like this. I don't necessarily want counselling or anything (I won't be going on a similar trip in future if I can help it...) but I feel like a label would provide comfort over simply being 'odd'. I'm planning on seeing my GP when I get home to try and get a referral. I was wondering if anyone had any similar experiences with being diagnosed with autism as an adult? Even anyone telling me I'm barking up entirely the wrong tree would be welcome. TL;DR Adult Female wants a label, and thinks Autism might fit. Is prepared to be told otherwise.",7.492523033309713,8.161492724309003,7.868975194897237,68.21236428065204,63.28773919206239,10.637165131112688,36.01885187810064,10.486850031729247,4.035268405386251,6178,274,1000,141,85,2031,548,1411,0.127,0.77,0.10300000000000001,-0.9784,1,4,3,0,0,1,222.0,0,4,3,9,49,65,7,16,76,0,103,10,3,16,10,219,185,91,3,26,54,0,6,6,1,14,5,7,5,6,64,56,1,7,29,12,2,16,28,35,0,6,19,19,119,30,170,139,37,146,1,2,5,1,62,65,1,44,65,686,183,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03273223597481542,0.0,0.0,0.033541746177516533,0.0,0.0,0.1339350557943383,0.13935819192601534,0.0,0.0,0.09111463990739484,0.0,0.025624608572184685,0.0,0.033219368746789484,0.07026425969702932,0.0,0.11025853565740644,0.02981884441766155,0.031314556416748233,0.0762138453403859,0.0,0.02575661801082631,0.02796804492688161,0.14293340660397286,0.0,0.05700583678234461,0.0,0.0,0.029624790858807527,0.18284664013100851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830350250309465,0.06881993676117604,0.0,0.057708262233364165,0.0,0.1085929319014459,0.0,0.02674410203050876,0.0,0.0,0.04320473669638097,0.0,0.02885034873463132,0.06799616042831949,0.0,0.0,0.03838970786006475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029667815179817893,0.10383202069916528,0.07471454736917542,0.17699213434338013,0.0,0.08466633392033966,0.032007188518595686,0.030104350718447127,0.13106339265122444,0.0,0.0,0.06774702423726177,0.047859584268572564,0.0,0.1100808102143752,0.09184514432597103,0.0569839397310167,0.0,0.0,0.02587918934998194,0.0,0.1225031867212018,0.0,0.05711022618338514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036899995144973184,0.0,0.02962070301861827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034376908743203316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490378153175479,0.0,0.10079868104634494,0.0,0.0989614433296947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034961476550086856,0.0,0.029773086236761774,0.07411747507903785,0.034881283766269526,0.05522613771265318,0.027303987962848483,0.0,0.035467787785822436,0.0,0.0,0.023659455690219582,0.09818771914767993,0.06714426537650069,0.0,0.02964320701176812,0.05625697900422338,0.0,0.0,0.02847739060057913,0.03023175481812087,0.0,0.17887253751359947,0.0,0.06730315189714615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320594143916946,0.0,0.0,0.0534729183534609,0.0,0.04924732837578941,0.07451133549099326,0.025834442548833426,0.032350974097475525,0.0,0.0,0.06563860290605887,0.03214064182657701,0.0,0.03514877435268912,0.03567250911447616,0.022697987014009317,0.0,0.03564246764413714,0.0786014760783319,0.0,0.036273272245897936,0.0,0.4179986048622099,0.08774313675494988,0.03499654618009525,0.0,0.0949946053989149,0.03776209066188031,0.03208023467133464,0.0,0.07222944024402864,0.0,0.0,0.06734614731158092,0.03752356702553568,0.07125496190493437,0.06701080957780083,0.0,0.06437583977157439,0.06887963307362126,0.033073594922392716,0.0,0.0,0.02860569151292022,0.031862690118280426,0.10655053669799007,0.0,0.10170025371068007,0.05338449271285353,0.03049381008673636,0.03494398811263238,0.07568266015162653,0.0,0.02770851875798783,0.0,0.0,0.17072650271954262,0.0,0.0773613575153846,0.0,0.03749641047208648,0.047417764001549234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510983359246675,0.0,0.07669059120772018,0.03663955950665061,0.038011249913374366,0.12627961691569092,0.0348155229910634,0.0,0.161538536620684,0.02927727774884225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126740018656034,0.17170481823587014,0.03290998417975868,0.0,0.019531985343110084,0.0,0.06350122777737645,0.032007188518595686,0.0,0.11370908120339142,0.0,0.09816317151076076,0.06974174292751625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027637988688445216,0.09878504656145266,0.05317567145452348,0.053737487286352977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813514220675111,0.0373974676139686,0.0,0.0645785532730284,0.036325352092517874,0.07315720382296627,0.0,0.03413563233979862,0.11897419511818072,0.036622989668980234,0.0,0.1294232692225209 autism,WritingPower,2019/09/13,"Coping Mechanism that were okay in school but not in the workplace I tend to rock back and forth or side to side all the time. It's something I'm aware of, but also something I've always done since I was a kid. It's never been a problem in school; I got the work done, and it kept me calm. I tend to increase the speed of my rocking when excited or stressed. I can force myself to stop for a minute or two but will find myself starting again; it's something I do naturally and helps me focus without panicking on things. It's occurred to me that it might be a block to finding a job, mostly because my therapist once told me I should try to stop or slow down my rocking, and commented that I had stopped or slowed during our sessions (which I had just started to get used to, then she stopped seeing me cause it wasn't needed.) &#x200B; Do any of you have a coping mechanism that didn't impair your schooling or what you usually do, but maybe off-putting to people who don't spend a lot of time around you? (For instance, I was in a high-stress situation before and didn't have any of my normal coping items, so I started to rock back and forth rather quickly, and I heard someone say: There's something wrong with her. I know they probably didn't mean anything bad by that, but it stuck with me. My dad says I'm too self-conscious, and that people don't care that I'm autistic, but I've caught people staring before. But maybe he's right and most aren't...)",9.218231981981981,5.863591746621622,8.540810810810807,77.76319819819822,62.27702702702703,11.21801801801802,38.18018018018018,8.344100000000001,3.0043342342342343,1151,40,240,10,12,364,159,296,0.095,0.823,0.08199999999999999,-0.5749,2,0,4,0,0,0,39.0,1,4,1,1,12,8,0,1,12,1,25,0,0,2,2,51,46,26,0,5,17,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,19,12,0,6,4,4,1,2,10,4,0,1,18,5,34,4,29,24,6,32,0,0,2,0,18,10,0,10,20,161,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856640396309741,0.08174761967649857,0.10644829852198344,0.11937829619457616,0.1336197898948265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084717441471323,0.08745878225593656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108851400854176,0.08203038042398471,0.05988917377300203,0.0,0.16719833259237754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016721421299876,0.10092456601869608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107726710187526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958810132187109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051328900721020435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857541429960692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585147962889885,0.10380112152585587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749289503761377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399282285384284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352429319085672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974003963555453,0.10701748794639017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422230400582927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284734193618432,0.07577251666545687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625913396806077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462760271548273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433191202784268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592460925529858,0.0940070925745768,0.0,0.09876325103348337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390060024684147,0.0,0.15625656141797412,0.0,0.2982872246849264,0.07828845844293847,0.0,0.10249084789102704,0.0,0.0,0.08126918919950002,0.11043137395968908,0.0,0.0,0.0832425774603349,0.30253486809409497,0.0,0.0,0.2086147188731386,0.0,0.0,0.32854851248802336,0.2250783817702829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406989085723268,0.06526954021958498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457477219589535,0.0,0.0,0.0938772036925266,0.0,0.06670183213136006,0.0,0.09597098311905958,0.0,0.0,0.08485204217941636,0.10820286767541028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470456919792523,0.0,0.0715234508530712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741536573844004,0.11937829619457616,0.0 autism,the_melt,2019/09/13,"I need some support for coming out with my autism oficially In my last post I said I kind of publicised my aspergers. It was another bullying incident where I let it slip to the offender in the form of a rant. I'm thinking of fully publicising my autism to my secondary school. I just think most have deducted that I'm autistic so there's nothing to lose. Anyway, any advice on how to do this? I'm not quite sure as to how to let a whole school know as I am not the only diagnosed kid there but probably the first to openly announce it like this. Hopefully it will bring pride to to other autistic kids who need that extra push.",3.5230952380952374,5.1370757539682534,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,73.20634920634922,8.84952380952381,27.679365079365077,9.3871,2.461085079365079,499,19,99,12,10,166,83,126,0.059000000000000004,0.83,0.111,0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,9,8,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,1,19,20,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,1,11,6,20,15,5,12,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,3,3,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636711499754615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273547541078217,0.18925346719636227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554711955738563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318770912686852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535198062742509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179261578722298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879465671089825,0.09918942077296476,0.14711874827739962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691147366134451,0.0,0.08817548531051367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191570364912936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676535609579063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317950040089844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726640096585754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285401589371402,0.0,0.19459254179165225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919672103992919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168184711077106,0.0,0.0,0.36531938230091704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048113819609101,0.170104264612046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312940326375705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015042136554498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,strawberryren,2019/09/13,"stimming question new to autistic terms and typical behaviors since i was recently diagnosed... how common is it for people to stim in public? i have always (without realizing what i was doing, as i said, newly diagnosed) and now that i know it’s an ‘autistic thing’ i’m curious. (my biggest stim is hand shaking) (and leg shaking, if you even count that, i feel like EVERYONE does that)",5.704084507042253,7.125655183098594,6.900112676056343,70.88397183098594,67.59154929577466,10.187042253521126,36.735211267605635,10.355215969177356,4.3455780281690135,302,16,49,8,5,102,53,71,0.025,0.8590000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,6,4,2,1,0,10,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,3,8,1,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216012518815896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269881045718809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718246597423705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714669416887081,0.0,0.0,0.24806411867727404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131264308412003,0.1854621749259012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426723580306531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683010256248095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507285472192947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997772153803587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908175011500675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563290484306643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694421811794634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474829885666386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247031584017214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502503756901364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ElectricEley,2019/09/13,"On Autism Moms Your thoughts on them? I view most, if not all of them as cretins and manipulative bitches. What set me off was the bitch from: www.thespectrummother.com USING YOUR THREE YEAR OLD AS AN EXCUSE TO WEIGH IN ON THE AUTISM COMMUNITY IS VILE AND LOW, ESPECIALLY TO PROMOTE PSEUDOSCIENCE AND BULLSHIT DIETS! THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A BLUE PUZZLE PIECE AS YOUR SITE LOGO ONLY PROVES YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT. IF YOU KNEW ANYTHING, YOU'D KNOW AUTISM SPEAKS AND FRIENDS ARE A BUNCH OF HEARTLESS BASTARDS RELYING ON FEAR MONGERING AND BIASED STUDIES TO PROMOTE AN AGENDA. SOME OF US DON'T NEED TO BE ""CURED"" OR ""FIXED"", YOU FUCKING NEUROTYPICAL CAN'T AND NEVER WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE IN THE SPECTRUM, SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.",2.7363265306122417,5.771787938775513,2.7930612244897968,87.50551020408165,87.9795918367347,5.248979591836736,22.64625850340137,6.868970318607317,0.9290054421768704,645,23,116,9,21,195,106,147,0.266,0.615,0.11900000000000001,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,9,2,2,2,13,7,1,9,0,13,4,0,2,4,27,23,13,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,7,2,1,6,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,3,15,4,22,16,5,16,0,1,2,2,18,9,5,6,6,82,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592517633503088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415510688329784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405652867292148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516819936552093,0.3952778387083984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413349616860025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748953442285963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888713001670448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503800413693852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851737019184206,0.16488261280895933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243292744307973,0.0,0.0,0.16259158905962556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873214312221125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436613213414309,0.0,0.1968226445353648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971980564005076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255562073776766,0.2571546014914488,0.1846398540316166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766922941050147 autism,vergak,2019/09/13,"People doing 'uplifting' things for autistic people stresses me out So, ever couple day Reddit has some big post where an autistic person is surprised by a person or their community, or they are thrown a party or something. When ever I see these I just think of how much I would hate that. I would feel extremely uncomfortable if a stranger approached me, even if it was to do something nice. Surprises stress me out and if you really want to do something nice for me, let me plan it. I just see these videos and I'm not uplifted in the slightest. They feel like peer pressure. I understand that this is not how all autistic people feel and sometimes these people are made very happy by these grand gestures, but I just can't help but think about how uncomfortable I would be in that situation. You never hear about the inspiring story of how people rally together to respect an autistic persons space. Just because I have a special interest doesn't mean I would enjoy it if you got a crowd of people together to 'celebrate' it. Anybody else feel this way?",6.325806325654041,7.437569624365484,6.4326903553299495,75.93404919953144,65.95431472081218,9.10722374072628,32.412729402577106,9.265573868473778,2.9802966809839906,844,34,144,15,13,269,113,197,0.095,0.754,0.15,0.86,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,1,16,16,1,3,9,0,18,0,0,5,4,44,34,18,0,9,15,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,14,5,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,7,21,12,17,25,3,15,0,0,2,0,12,7,0,8,6,111,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098595110083064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884809816848772,0.0,0.07509967681893275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972778154962075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076913164533846,0.2106687482657881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551952932461406,0.08319086253242568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093134537777074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123961639592474,0.0,0.1149688279975436,0.0,0.0,0.1312459714131917,0.0,0.07805300387967003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907652505623008,0.0,0.05689087616633606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018642718756662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268466016093344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560307799601614,0.0,0.08981229534386641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843845457118786,0.3050351288879916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111525515038936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459991861181899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855888245796807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089304156394754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689433331584661,0.11517058681025275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667828256031474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736323776919107,0.14923104899800932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122704025376653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608224362128408,0.0686843678594134,0.09243143336177242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308868160806618,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Leicestersbest,2019/09/13,Can anyone else relate? My daughter has autism and I recognise so many of these traits in my hubby too [https://www.leicestermercury.co.uk/news/leicester-news/teacher-diagnosed-autism-42-after-3262445](https://www.leicestermercury.co.uk/news/leicester-news/teacher-diagnosed-autism-42-after-3262445),24.5,29.44483551515152,11.584393939393944,41.39659090909095,27.18181818181819,11.44848484848485,49.83333333333334,11.20814326018867,6.5707696969696965,264,11,20,4,2,58,26,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869981719145339,0.5670940715969993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623520650641125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611303741781379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Idiotnationbillie,2019/09/13,"I have autism, but I can't get along with people who have severe autism.. why? I don't want to come across as an asshole, but at school there are a few kids with severe autism.. sometimes they shout and scream and thrash about in their chairs, and I find that it scares me in a way - even though I have autism too. Some have made attempts to talk to me, often lecturing me about something that isn't relevant to me and not getting the hint when I say that I have things to do. I can be just as bad with not picking up hints as well. Why don't I get along with them?",4.441537530266345,4.2193987711864445,4.184285714285719,95.0877118644068,69.76271186440678,7.420823244552058,23.63680387409201,6.1826913282559595,0.21334479418886154,437,8,106,2,7,132,72,118,0.168,0.81,0.022000000000000002,-0.9534,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,10,4,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,2,0,22,19,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,3,16,1,21,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,78,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419831188518645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797172789367468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779891971434738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068510912201445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32700352516869685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974118569383356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463858371962912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659118797164346,0.20887619653034875,0.2111458816780792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713876737491205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061446696945264,0.20634156118146013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768983112270802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860527849569226,0.0,0.20497906461713336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305606913527856,0.1656017112557626,0.0,0.0,0.1875844768501202,0.0,0.37651435968833663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Dishonours,2019/09/13,"Do you get scared when people scream at you I accidentally upset my friend. Because I woke her up at 3pm. She sleeps naked so I threw clothes at her to wake her up so I don’t see her naked. She ended up throwing the clothes near me also hitting the ceiling light in the process. Shouting at me. I ended up wanting to cry so I left and stress clean. Is it natural to be scared when people scream at you. It’s been a hour and I’m still scared. I’m alone in the house with her. I have no pets to hug to keep me calm. I can’t find my toy called moon. I’m crying. There’s nothing to clean. I’m scared of getting her trouble. I want to bang my head. I told her I’m scared, she told me she does not care. Is this natural. I’m used to people throwing things at me but in a playful manner. How do I stop overacting.",-0.9583448616600804,1.1126044204545489,1.2057114624505942,100.04758893280632,92.86363636363636,3.969960474308301,17.879446640316203,5.511479884284512,-0.6533974308300396,622,18,152,4,23,206,93,176,0.185,0.713,0.102,-0.8640000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,9,15,0,7,6,0,9,4,3,2,0,12,28,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,0,2,1,2,0,3,4,10,0,0,5,5,33,5,24,21,0,25,0,0,1,1,18,15,0,0,7,90,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199575359154275,0.0,0.101918623076159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768997714315833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301367467338482,0.0,0.12993982204860252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799871759349825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152896606944256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257588840257031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648345275026152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098464562889623,0.0,0.1331706842012634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079649625494688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550876470159328,0.14705572127470995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327997498421816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847059173460055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228799772849333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650652960287985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6379790399267278,0.0,0.1015580640677807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753816876969873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177864300848316,0.10655067025285883,0.14598910983002372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466954490011541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435604751129103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007253568825986,0.0,0.0,0.15034205744487558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cj062802,2019/09/13,I'm embarrassed. I'm 17 and I can't tie tennis shoes. I get someone to tie them and then slip them on and off. Should I learn or just buy Velcro? I have mild autism and this is something I just can't get right.,-1.178652482269502,0.8139201063829802,0.7713829787234054,103.4841666666667,92.61702127659576,3.984397163120569,14.21631205673759,5.46131890053228,-1.2478198581560282,163,3,42,1,6,53,31,47,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904583357809284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825722750427345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787875160281362,0.4350235252977739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mightywomble,2019/09/13,"Teach me.. Hi, I'm a manager of a team of 15 IT engineers, I think it's safe to say after a recent wellbeing week talk, most of the team myself included are on some level of the Autism spectrum. However, I have one member of the team who is best described as very high in several areas of the spectrum. the individual didn't declare the autism diagnosis till after being employed, which while is totally at their discretion to do, had me on a back foot from day 1. The concerns I'm having I'd like advice on are: &#x200B; **Loud Noise** the team is noisy, a lot of cross pod communication and I love this and am not going to change this, it's a fantastic dynamic and one we foster a lot. We have sessions in rooms where the conversation gets loud, multiple people talking at the same time and this gets results. This, however, causes the staff member above with a huge issue as they have huge problems working in this type of environment, be it these team sessions or as just discussed, while at the desk its noisy My immediate response was to suggest not attending these sessions, however, this just ends up with the person being less part of the team and other team members not wanting to work with them. Other suggestions are to leave the room, take a break, get comfortable again, and rejoin, however, this feels like such an ""I've not a clue what to suggest"" answer &#x200B; Perception The individual puts out a perception of using autism as a crutch, and I've had many people suggest that it's all ok until work isn't being completed, or someone has noted that the person isn't doing their job, and then the autism excuse comes out. Sometimes if I'm brutally honest, it does feel this is the case with the person, that it's being used as an excuse, I don't think on purpose, it's just something they have got away with forever, so why not. However, as a Manager, I'm trying to be more supportive. Its becoming harder with the team. &#x200B; Team Communication The individual has a huge problem managing their time properly, and communicating with the team on a whole, they are not willing to ask for help as they feel its a sign of weakness (and trust me when I tell you, EVERYONE asks for help in the team at some point, Devops is a new skill) recently the ""its a sign of weakness"" reasoning has cropped up in other areas too. &#x200B; What I'd like to know is how to deal with some of these situations like noise issues (i can't turn it down) and communication. How do I help this person work in our world?",7.724253112033197,7.025711450207473,8.086876348547722,71.42347634854775,63.128630705394194,11.280464730290458,35.047634854771786,10.621296500359557,3.6368940082987553,1997,76,366,43,25,660,226,482,0.04,0.838,0.122,0.9892,7,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,3,1,8,17,12,18,1,0,45,1,37,4,1,7,2,67,62,30,0,4,12,0,3,4,0,1,2,3,2,4,35,24,0,1,10,11,0,5,11,5,0,2,5,6,24,13,67,50,14,57,0,0,0,1,48,33,0,9,22,259,59,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538385449559724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343403284008374,0.3749517776029486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423774570919032,0.0,0.07247897218937778,0.05931868345079529,0.0,0.0,0.08519906952385109,0.0,0.0,0.08095747180256542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924774988168147,0.0816077230927517,0.06645239950519795,0.08088361984508856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975125419397718,0.0795316868155652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750890338785745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832635156481316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371403664434734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701839941993696,0.05511141890058723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091307537416272,0.0,0.04384249810219113,0.0,0.061698801638752875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512323092881733,0.0815064720178752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103579744633345,0.07655314128128725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239611711716087,0.0,0.0,0.08168395693420809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075390794522928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311694973175722,0.0696251306543578,0.0,0.0,0.07821152443806903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450579074498079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454902938641562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353902492844825,0.0,0.10696334827755434,0.2694353403053652,0.0,0.0,0.07292565771928201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763205537240695,0.0,0.07755064722253369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931649156701512,0.15234003990404366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134770445447985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715033468993133,0.0,0.0,0.08671266320854616,0.0,0.0,0.06536354049678128,0.05938892903628384,0.07629701461806943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754166794075104,0.0,0.0,0.05800240302786356,0.12401024227222347,0.06742692578484492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886103598334148,0.0,0.0,0.08996613260689114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523754554309078,0.0839101082803522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325464118099067,0.0,0.06365156720255086,0.04550130691993668,0.0,0.061879960257989725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961011984345497,0.08612809889566721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464590208211246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749517776029486,0.0 autism,cnoelle94,2019/09/13,"What are some bonus perks of autism? I would like to say: • attention to detail • incredible long term memory • heightened sense of touch/smell",3.5500000000000007,6.707287333333337,2.9750000000000014,84.42000000000002,92.33333333333334,7.4,18.5,8.07648339933343,1.5794499999999996,112,3,19,3,4,33,22,24,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325017159743181,0.0,0.0,0.6023004068504876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412321917282777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834713470505523,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,saftey_dance_with_me,2019/09/13,"The school district has failed my son. I have a 9 year old boy with autism. He is on the higher end of the spectrum so can do schoolwork with assistance and the right environment. Last year we were in a different School District, closer to a big city, and he was thriving there. He did most work without fuss (this is a big stressor for him, I think he tries to get it perfect) he had friends and his teacher loved him. We moved here last September. The school here just started a ""program"" for autistic kiddos. It was like a roller coaster in a lake, he had ups and downs and I never received report cards or even his backpack. The aide on the bus picked on him and everyone had some giant chip on their shoulders. No one cared. So this year he starts out very strong! I was so happy to see him happy coming off the bus... At almost 5pm... But he was happy none the less. Fast forward to this past week, I receive a call from the school, his teacher calls to tell me that he is having problems with some behaviors (which he does to avoid his stressors, this time it's schoolwork, and he is being overwhelmed by a block of times tables with blanks to answer) I tell her I will talk with him about it when he gets home. When we talk it's hard to get much info though I know it's because he is having trouble being overwhelmed. They have implemented various things to try to help, they just haven't found what helps him, which is important for a child with autism. So they called me Thursday, Friday and then Monday. And on Monday they told me this ""I can't get ******* to do his work, and if he continues behaving this way, I don't see him able to get an education, I think you need to come pick him up."" I was floored. Never in a million years would his previous school ever have thought this, let alone say it. I didn't send him to school on Tuesday or Wednesday, just not knowing what to do. And to add insult to injury, after just 3 absences they sent a truancy officer out to my home. For now I have unenrolled him, I feel he is not welcome back and they don't care whether or not he gets an education. I have looked into homeschooling but I just wish he could have that school he loved so much. Sorry for the lengthy post, I just didn't know who to turn to or what to do. I had spoken with the school many times about my buddy but they just don't help. I won't even say anything about the abysmal transportation staff they have. I would give anything to have him happy at school again, but I fear that's not an option here.",2.2973503265220145,4.359482352475252,2.947356224984201,93.06895091636828,77.95049504950495,5.8028228354750375,22.62586896987571,6.761325535456951,0.4773918264166843,1968,60,419,19,47,614,236,505,0.066,0.851,0.083,0.9274,1,2,0,0,0,0,68.0,3,1,9,5,28,21,1,4,28,0,49,3,1,2,4,79,80,31,0,7,22,1,2,1,1,4,0,2,2,2,24,28,0,2,10,1,0,9,17,8,0,2,17,7,59,13,61,55,8,67,0,3,3,2,76,25,0,10,34,286,83,15,0.06795048286101414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804259315839252,0.07037620745060348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183491527650244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224972698712792,0.0,0.04142198365849451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081551209615902,0.0,0.138560091878181,0.0,0.0,0.11706664847564473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054252931383406665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099379206671431,0.0,0.0,0.059463925461896876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018395904301117,0.0,0.0,0.08976130614686627,0.06146510198634824,0.0,0.06492959832766912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764631845773859,0.034357805818094916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450419717300315,0.05249837449995886,0.0,0.21300793645275426,0.06518429487537224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893382101585766,0.06087028580843775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663732898109754,0.0,0.13631974930664034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120314249652952,0.11077742552372404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948397251145318,0.0,0.033197173614425694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057061291836834574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265592749208372,0.0,0.0,0.06889112437105854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222060961491722,0.09990284677122034,0.05038442204399999,0.10481520279361264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713026012610905,0.0,0.04604500575894181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486642464823834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507777933250702,0.0,0.0,0.06501943518482957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058029341088175486,0.0,0.1080739026075134,0.0,0.6189256472264082,0.10829547452311003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606500237493523,0.09619140301648343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923204841027867,0.1187834341185888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451432814655372,0.08707985139418951,0.06676100440750081,0.053945093249055484,0.1188674189986963,0.0,0.0,0.06492959832766912,0.0,0.09226783495157727,0.07391061288043413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606626471059211,0.0,0.05393593046043952,0.05450577864116337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813970183157998,0.06550184065938207,0.0,0.09893752161832653,0.0,0.0,0.09654014685973596,0.0,0.0,0.1750315324736049 autism,peyton2242,2019/09/13,"Vector Play (watch out) I found a rather pressing channel while looking through my reccomended the other day. At first i wasnt sure what it was but it appeared to be minecraft but get this in real life. i found it through a live stream and ive linked the channel. Now the real reason why im making this post. i looked at the about page as i was quite perplexed and it reads "" VectorPlay - best channel for children in minecraft videos! My video special for for children with disabilities ( Realistic Minecraft, Minecraft in Real Life, minecraft vs real life ). "" Then it hit me. this is a ponzi scheme by the government to fucking target overpopulation. now i know what youre thinking. but here me out. This is designed to make anybody who watches it autistic. While watching it for a mere 3 minutes i felt the autism secrete itself into my bloodstream. i suddenly started shaking and making intangible noises. I quickly alt f4'd. But later came back once i realized my discovery. The channel exists for the sole purpose of making children autistic so their parents will euthanize them. Because lets face it, nobody wants an autistic child. T His is genius. The government is using this crazy schemes. I am not doing this as a joke but as a serious matter to try and save people from the wrath of autism. Im putting my own safety out of the way to type this and hopefully i will be able to update because i do fear that i will be in danger after posting this.",4.116125461254612,6.594714295202955,4.443504059040592,82.51210479704798,73.94464944649447,6.402420664206643,31.13520295202952,7.404127859558343,2.16814910701107,1158,55,199,14,25,363,158,271,0.075,0.828,0.09699999999999999,0.7874,1,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,1,2,3,8,12,2,2,18,0,18,5,1,6,1,43,38,17,0,3,8,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,22,11,0,0,9,9,0,4,2,5,0,1,7,7,26,7,34,23,3,31,0,0,5,1,11,10,1,2,14,141,48,4,0.11686853962372425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898646931062117,0.0,0.14248395404011038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264632211918708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366647519534006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075370539764246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150959846475765,0.0,0.0,0.11221212547316878,0.0,0.0,0.09940832010161872,0.0,0.2562806429869402,0.0,0.10804308168757457,0.061058988382305925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607682964186095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524761550714205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422789300084493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195059998510706,0.2476431172486904,0.0,0.0,0.10319706161865053,0.0,0.1962802783801871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120426307916749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446118052274892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297686827929399,0.0,0.0,0.08102193025363233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385551102267967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748516162908272,0.0,0.12430407752272099,0.11690016591030444,0.5320879354849976,0.0,0.12016032316097668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272015386474432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014721551300516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488464124607966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934606695208936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093689490463176,0.0,0.0,0.06893209262952439,0.09276480697055983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545567927190452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BarbsFury,2019/09/13,"Look for advice. So, i am 24 and have autism aswell as adhd. I am somewhat higly functional yet realy strugle with social aspects. What is the problem? I comute to work daily (i work at an architecture firm) 15m car drive + 30m on the train + 15m bike ride. Every day i am super stresed durning my comute up to the point where i cry in the train. Eny advice?",0.13226666666666986,2.364972093333336,2.449333333333332,92.34466666666668,88.06666666666666,4.4,19.0,5.82211442006289,-0.1546000000000003,277,8,59,2,9,94,56,75,0.085,0.86,0.054000000000000006,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,2,32,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299143227530324,0.5365068010741008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30154242140964554,0.17703980789808293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129117528676665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23052390819612295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950590879829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626742897859864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983401409884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997011532075447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kittyx5,2019/09/13,"Question, is shutting down normal, just not being able to do anything? I spend a lot of time alone, and one activity I do whenever I'm feeling overwhelmed is just doing nothing. I might just stare off into the distance and not really think about anything. I usually sit in a dark area, I'd kind of describe it as being asleep but being awake. I can do this for a few hours, it happens every 2-3 days. My mum saw me doing it though and she asked me what I was doing? She said I was acting odd, but I've done this my whole life, I'm surprised she hasn't noticed. I think it's probably something to do with sensory overload and having autism. I do other things though when I'm overwhelmed, like stimming, but this is another coping mechanism of mine. Was wondering if anyone else here does this or if it's not normal.",3.8838139059304737,5.143595576687119,5.1271319018404915,82.49699642126791,71.76073619631902,7.641922290388548,28.307259713701434,8.07648339933343,1.9066854805725983,641,24,123,9,12,213,104,163,0.051,0.8859999999999999,0.064,-0.2047,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,0,22,2,1,0,0,27,33,14,0,4,12,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,6,4,17,3,13,23,3,13,0,2,2,0,7,6,0,7,6,92,29,0,0.16143808970374104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672011737526312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692819131007183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288126594340535,0.16541240077228736,0.2656995848189448,0.0,0.15092282133279952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041142124189742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127556021183227,0.16520721587449005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134860808664261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360185533431172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162794882606579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275916956753945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589839991314218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811292766388294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402849704926753,0.07887049607635907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724889078540078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712603013258995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31635010271540664,0.15490420108009628,0.1837983351321633,0.0,0.0,0.10939462763385548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405756543125328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084760731068106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342137412275863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356459225881475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242829286053973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725229337459127,0.2068860185955976,0.31722420693594794,0.0,0.0941358483569786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780124800715158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023986186767246,0.0,0.0,0.17507272179585953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Seiisakura,2019/09/13,"I want to help my mom with cat boxes, dont know how? I feel I need to do more around the house chore wise, I do help with laundry and I walk my dog. My mom has great difficulty back wise and does the cat boxes, I would like to take over doing them. I cant even be in the room they are in without my nose burning and my stomach tightening. I need help figuring out a way to block out the smell enough to do 3 cat boxes fairly well. Any ideas?",1.2021875000000009,2.496813177083336,2.8566666666666656,95.955,78.6875,6.0500000000000025,19.291666666666668,6.6274283507984215,-0.17943333333333333,339,7,84,3,8,112,60,96,0.051,0.7090000000000001,0.24,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,10,2,2,1,0,19,16,4,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,15,5,14,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434573756327994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586788031635764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190936812424524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288372330307766,0.0,0.23153568260654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412949982853396,0.0,0.13048473250526846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989090609503316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780761912370927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397255478728466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795459801144136,0.0,0.22301814334053505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857232473022896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651651708191013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627534408245279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929724673162373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853850222349185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652441323598285,0.15681178807799495,0.0,0.0,0.17762773710177465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904381859831164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033903671589745,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,No1954083,2019/09/13,"Numbness illusion: what is it? I am seeking professional help with a number of things with a therapist who specializes in adult autism. I have been curious for a while if I fall on the spectrum and so far, it seems like he's leaning towards yes I do. After today's session with him, he sent me an email with information regarding numbness illusion, asking if it's something I experience. All the information I can find on it, including what he originally sent me, is very jargon-y and hard to make sense of. Has anyone dove into this subject or experienced it themselves? Can anyone help me understand this phrase? (Submitted this question to r/aspergirls with no response yet)",4.953835920177383,7.510570089430896,6.135136733185514,70.9927716186253,71.6829268292683,9.675979305247598,33.946045824094604,10.018931242160765,4.151266666666666,543,28,87,16,11,181,85,123,0.066,0.813,0.121,0.7702,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,1,9,2,0,2,1,20,15,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,2,10,2,16,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,5,6,63,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606628505167523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411040241930329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522781336262275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571821365199494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23102998371728226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457332201902261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599813484919467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215192208934724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889098249239424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347847508054755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854594527610045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994446815399382,0.1713389619156681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446141523715276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684855990019205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279657309217706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,13SwaggyDragons,2019/09/13,"Does anyone else hate high necked shirts? A lot of graphic tees are small necked of the neck hole is rather small. I hate them because I don’t like anything above my collar bones. It makes me feel like I’m choking. But of course, my parents hate it when I wear anything low cut cause they say it makes me look like a slut. I honestly don’t care if I do, my sensory issues come first.",2.0989330922242324,3.906086379746839,2.553200723327308,96.85848101265823,77.60759493670886,5.5269439421338165,21.4122965641953,6.1826913282559595,0.0005790235081373217,300,8,68,2,7,92,55,79,0.23800000000000002,0.614,0.14800000000000002,-0.8555,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,2,11,4,0,3,0,5,7,6,3,0,9,15,3,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,0,3,12,5,3,15,1,7,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,2,5,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072153681593382,0.19155493213734456,0.3076919608281301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396451047297235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061053632988773,0.19205171880669494,0.0,0.16104302725133274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636033950459218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617482686339165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452880270695707,0.13355890535107995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590217033720485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537306748393245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752558360677314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512984113208307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740066485887704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569930171561614,0.0,0.0,0.15894033239089486,0.0,0.0,0.24958449465025895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758863001593286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867213394599418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mario2099beyond,2019/09/13,"does anyone here feel ""looked down apon?"" i have had autism my entire life. (high functioning) for me personally while i have met some great people and became friends for life with them,having autism makes me feel looked down apon and can be a pain to deal with. esppeclliy for middle school and freshman year in high school in which i felt that big time as i went to a special ed school during that time. i dont want to get to into it,but have any of you ever felt like you were looked down by soceity or your parents? if so how? advise might also help for me personally on how i should handle it as i still feel it now in a way. &#x200B; p.s i have terrible grammar.",5.433507462686566,5.51340037313433,5.208171641791047,87.55613805970152,67.65671641791045,7.894029850746268,25.70522388059701,7.1686216300943375,0.9315701492537304,526,12,112,4,8,162,88,134,0.055999999999999994,0.828,0.11599999999999999,0.8409,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,3,1,21,24,12,0,3,2,1,5,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,8,15,4,22,15,1,21,0,0,3,0,11,12,0,4,8,71,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064109774130476,0.0,0.14990576133150074,0.16811442386568165,0.09408500000120958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967398562279922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426361949106218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107392018684345,0.0,0.16214905730117726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251484962414711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209866782613298,0.0,0.2656817623279644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689142963190232,0.0,0.07228389788968337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253502059092294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927353121246673,0.2923557513919973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954460789972142,0.06759244226480211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485458237047259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923519135305144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677100570555784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721768408457891,0.0,0.15362498568682206,0.0,0.0,0.09591676980642157,0.2416095600029721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200628298687169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048913779637903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134986367923895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160437106748153,0.10981842333895056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825491110308587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811442386568165,0.08909500015462872 autism,gaynautistic,2019/09/13,"should i tell my friends i’m autistic? so i’m in high school right now and i have 4-5 friends. out of all of them, only three know i’m autistic. i really wanted to tell them but i’m worried they’ll find me weird and not want to be friends anymore. help?",-1.7497817460317469,0.12857326785714207,0.32238095238095354,103.83373015873016,102.03571428571428,3.203174603174604,18.72222222222221,5.033348758259628,-0.72910873015873,197,7,49,1,9,64,39,56,0.106,0.6859999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.7892,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,11,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385749348775956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198712192417324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575776554562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124503804322804,0.2541691680078995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220773206906816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295982998547505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411151546619142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544041766245488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346370126218803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42052723431105976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28378186509105824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443045097290062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jo_mak,2019/09/13,"Has anyone tried audio earplugs for musicians? Last week someone posted, on an autism forum I read, about getting her daughter custom made “unhearing aids”. She contacted an audiologist and had them custom make the same audio earplugs they make for musicians for her 11 year old. I thought this might be a cool idea for my kiddo so I called around and found out you can get them made custom and they come with different filters you can switch depending on how much sound you want to filter out. They also can attach a string to them so even if one falls out it won’t be lost right away. Has anyone tried this or even heard of it? *** the reason I wanted to try this for my daughter was because she loves to wear hats and hoods but her noise canceling headphones tend to make it hard to put them on and add a lot of bulkS Plus luging around bulky headphones sucks. She’s 6 btw.",3.5449901380670603,5.718766378698227,3.536544378698228,89.77448126232744,74.5621301775148,6.400157790927023,22.509270216962527,7.3011,0.7321002761341227,694,19,137,8,15,211,109,169,0.040999999999999995,0.9279999999999999,0.031,-0.4039,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,7,1,9,4,1,0,7,1,11,2,1,8,0,33,28,13,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,14,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,8,6,22,2,25,16,3,18,0,1,0,1,22,10,1,5,4,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211826958559847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355001140975985,0.0,0.0,0.2718799540367192,0.0,0.0,0.14347153432302506,0.0,0.0,0.09308765450822198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592905242412294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154198284636615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954440141303086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172064968435455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674333374044172,0.0,0.0,0.15956429770480932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367938383122457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238555002683872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447509515092968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666957323071532,0.12982447507230274,0.13782237827988653,0.2889866489486689,0.3057956610201355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199605397994454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225587071468128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023838854392386,0.0,0.1034769754933859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624934162042252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351087368746072,0.0,0.0,0.1527464945722785,0.0,0.0,0.1570063481654434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040938114145784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293865953197494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123084795221048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311030360581224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013893189459249,0.0,0.122490876648534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833712309192047 autism,senpaisora1,2019/09/01,"25. Ftm. My names kadin and i suffer from depression plus im a psychic medium. How goes it? anyway.. im interested in anime, cosplay, and metal- ive had my fair share of experiences with the paranormal and ive been abducted. Im hella depressed. Because of the visions. I dont feel real anymore. Ive had lots happen to me. My autism makes me feel ashamed. Ive been laughed at all my life and bullied and was told i was stupid. My father now seperated from my mother beat me a lot. So yeah that's just me.. all i have is myself. Hit me up if you want to",-1.080299455535389,0.9462495000000004,1.846225045372052,92.70022686025408,101.41379310344827,4.511070780399273,19.03629764065336,6.339386263674448,0.2303689655172412,426,15,92,6,19,148,78,116,0.19399999999999998,0.682,0.125,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,1,1,4,1,13,1,0,2,2,20,20,9,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,2,21,3,11,12,4,4,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697012272905015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107226985326874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34212912198010603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327722425896661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942810287318625,0.0,0.0,0.20084878463909772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563228107583648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436063917004505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028580514358707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377063040754667,0.0,0.0,0.13257531297277966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606438228326126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978265056071966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714673384264583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonisgr8,2019/09/01,Autism vs Socially awkward/shy?? I can’t tell if I have symptoms of autism or I just socially awkward. Some help would be appreciated :),1.8538,4.630993480000004,3.839500000000001,78.66725000000002,94.2,7.300000000000002,30.25,8.07648339933343,3.1196,107,6,19,3,4,36,20,25,0.057,0.608,0.335,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416599948428475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7730818335909226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941281512041027,0.0,0.0,0.3314326013256239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693688075572552,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BillyChewBoots,2019/09/01,"Classic WoW guild specifically for autistic/neurodivergent peeps Casual play alliance, Ashkandi server, ""Divergence"" is the guild name. Just grabbed the charter, so it's brand new.",11.137777777777774,14.237840000000002,8.904629629629632,55.26583333333339,56.407407407407405,11.325925925925928,46.83333333333334,11.20814326018867,6.513311111111111,148,9,17,4,2,44,25,27,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,downtown_coolsville,2019/09/01,"I suspect my friend is making up this story about his autistic cousin So according to one of my close friends, one of his cousins came to his house, and he has autism. And apparently this guy started “screaming, howling, humping the floor” . I called bullshit as from what I know, autism doesn’t cause people to do that. Could anyone with any experience please confirm or deny this?",6.1530434782608685,7.875405463768117,5.1833043478260885,82.4801739130435,66.82608695652175,7.259130434782609,32.64057971014493,7.554174236665415,2.205548405797102,303,13,53,3,5,90,56,69,0.142,0.747,0.111,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,11,9,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,8,2,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,1,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316460776764936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805090353407765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001692519749303,0.2912414597251615,0.0,0.2615864446801438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331011319006187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490877536717865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39347000022731976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25213461842110146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938215180432531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994403073246964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699748406536408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451026550631958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653600278105294,0.0,0.0,0.2795193438917544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023620601239573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AzOzEd,2019/09/01,"The effect of socialising with “acquaintances” Hello everyone. This is more of a question than anything. Do any of you feel a benefit from socialising with casual acquaintances or strangers ? I don’t really enjoy it, I find no real necessity in doing it and apart from being forced to make the short and often abrupt on my part conversation with customers, I get no joy from it. I find enjoyment from talking with my family because I love them and they’re amusing I find enjoyment talking to friends and co-workers because they’re the same age, same interests and are great fun. But talking to random people of whom I often don’t share any interests, similar age or will probably never see again, I can’t logically see the point in exhausting myself with socialising, which will lead to feelings of even more exhaustion. I personally only see any logical point in doing something I gain enjoyment from (talking to family and friends does achieve this), but I fail to see why it’s considered impolite or odd to not want to speak or socialise with people constantly like the rest of my family. I’m just wondering if anyone has any input as I am quite frankly fighting a losing battle trying to explain this to my family.",8.623684603886398,8.525860452914799,9.013553811659193,63.538835949177894,61.06278026905829,12.993871449925265,39.211136023916296,12.311054993355176,5.3099360239162925,983,46,156,31,12,328,126,223,0.134,0.7070000000000001,0.159,0.0139,0,0,1,0,2,0,18.0,0,1,1,7,5,23,2,0,8,0,13,3,0,3,1,42,26,14,0,2,9,0,2,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,9,12,0,0,11,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,0,7,19,17,33,23,6,15,0,2,4,1,18,8,0,10,7,110,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30223811686069074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769164046167411,0.0,0.091435175013536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546489719630692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007189797977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723429249546336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338799977350849,0.0,0.0,0.10617165796514727,0.0,0.0,0.4189835742849001,0.0,0.11236247571848093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046612870565373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168870914639875,0.0,0.05805109522572007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250065732612675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428339390940669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430518118593005,0.0,0.0,0.1002823328381655,0.0,0.07416768994415998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569592410221895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450518971249428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203227659914791,0.0,0.1540612418625738,0.09701814639674172,0.0,0.0,0.21007228312869086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979682970510895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447014274786568,0.1181805993252889,0.0,0.12646904341870574,0.07118077696281419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541654461565099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553894682201284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572283821662399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543731415237291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553635393186898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002607124961858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049552104801885,0.0808903872481219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hello_kitty31,2019/09/01,"Need some advice for helping my mother living with my 38 y/o LFA sister Hi reddit, I'd like to ask you for some advice related to the situation i'm currently in. To make a long story short, &#x200B; * my sister is 38 and has always lived with my mother * my sister has what we could describe as mental retardation, she acts like a 8 years old kid * my father passed away in 2008 * my sister doesn't want to work anymore, she works in a protected environment for LFA and other people with disabilities &#x200B; My observation is that : * there is a very strong bond between my mother and sister * there is some kind of guilt trap unconsciously set up by my mother to protect my sister from ""the outside world"" * my mother can't understand that overprotecting my sister has the exact opposite effect of what she wants, meaning my sister is more and more afraid of the ""real world"" * my mother is herself very afraid of the ""real world"" * the only people they see are people who confort my mother in this setup * my mother is afraid to be alone if she starts working on making my sister more independant * my mother cannot see the situation in which she's in, meaning, she doesn't understand that when she dies, this will be a very difficult situation for my sister. She once told me she thinks she'll outlive my sister. * my sister is programmed to please my mother, she always tells my mother what she wants to hear &#x200B; My questions are : * How can i untangle this situation ? The plan being : if my sister is more independant, she will deal more smoothly when my mother dies, (instead of going from an everything to nothing situation) * how to change the vocabulary my mother uses to adress my sister without guilt traps ? * how to teach my sister in being more independant ? * how to wake up my mother from this situation so that she understands ? * are any of you in a similar situation ? * are there books on the subject ? &#x200B; Thanks in advance :)",4.000840336134452,6.6790155826330535,5.1459831932773135,76.33578151260505,75.24649859943979,7.217254901960787,24.765826330532214,8.238735603445708,1.9290394397759087,1541,52,252,28,35,507,160,357,0.036000000000000004,0.894,0.07,0.9239,1,1,0,0,0,0,68.0,1,2,1,7,11,11,0,5,17,0,29,1,1,11,1,40,51,14,2,7,3,30,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,2,8,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,1,4,52,5,47,42,9,30,0,0,2,0,59,18,0,6,9,184,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474645936233046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140725919288901,0.0,0.0,0.114737184221785,0.2988118329547797,0.33510772831707664,0.04688564177620462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837590203623081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445519956084457,0.0,0.06477703313320138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729357222242597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504776789780993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710802948271705,0.0,0.0,0.14311011808228385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196421585487871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391835985861865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770714872759066,0.0,0.04621304803343549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179664550160719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736706243855156,0.0,0.1217611558505664,0.06101503716479431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204397587464644,0.0,0.0,0.15020480447074905,0.0,0.0,0.0694813480482811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051122582681158185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615554298056933,0.0,0.07234722520322802,0.07342523595767321,0.0,0.05243653704891818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339541827337232,0.0,0.0,0.07568199989696107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723529494328317,0.0,0.0,0.15695127608915854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988206524366087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424873203411585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880033107884373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060261839726735614,0.06347621025131814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441778105430561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588085412713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153256411310668,0.0,0.05954720414895,0.0,0.17066300279010188,0.12199840492724325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646148013671775,0.0,0.15058051945454726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33510772831707664,0.04439896116540483 autism,TheStokes19,2019/09/01,"I really hate people who talk A LOT and FASTLY just to say NOTHING INTERESTING..! I'm not speaking people who do actually say meaningful things in that way, I value and respect these people, I'm speaking of people who talk fastly and loudly, spew a lot of words and give on a good social show just to say meaningless shit, non interesting things, I feel like they're manipulative in their style of talking, I don't get their purpose of talking that way at all, its just to bring attention to emselfs and earn social points, they lack emotional and intellectual death in their communication, I just can't stand how they get so much the praise of fellow neurotypicals for trivial social shows, to me they're just ""Attention whores"".",15.952611940298505,9.073251350746274,14.29440298507463,52.24593283582092,54.14925373134328,17.280597014925373,49.17164179104478,13.427899808715575,6.1957522388059685,587,21,100,13,4,191,78,134,0.12,0.711,0.16899999999999998,0.7321,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,2,7,9,2,0,4,0,3,2,1,2,1,23,11,8,1,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,7,11,6,16,11,5,12,1,0,0,1,23,6,1,2,3,62,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1366758020699774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575457044157536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081722098553284,0.10005702224066346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634840369135318,0.1343558037266808,0.0,0.11747348769581367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827766932275146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842496265316629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381435566751688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295829155008633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438883614301528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38839261739381736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239949727107211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972434578118581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33413775682793023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376689074189894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283125916970559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502912759870792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609580346794805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234206262762254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fluffyglassesnerd,2019/09/01,"Does anyone here in there early to mid 20's ever feel self conscious about being behind compared to your peers? Everyone my age is finishing college, buying houses, getting married and having kids. I am just now starting college, still living at home and can barely have a conversation with a cashier. I try not to compare myself to others but some times I just feel so far behind. Does anyone else ever feel this way?",5.478225108225106,7.474863597402602,5.812402597402599,76.24812770562772,68.87012987012987,6.691774891774893,28.417748917748927,7.1686216300943375,1.8800839826839824,335,12,51,3,6,107,62,77,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,11,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,10,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,9,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103689328709576,0.2274020843151133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884395209181716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854010270057854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015119180798537,0.0,0.21207162049846748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366561203649124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595363651823735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262227771309445,0.0,0.0,0.2560870773457086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597564404042356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315301195985917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708911837695586,0.0,0.17724026646719193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294140464995583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068158268374562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616434523611935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,punk-painter,2019/09/01,"happy hands the more I've begun to accept who I am, the more I've allowed stims and certain quirks into my life. after so long with ""quiet hands and feet"" being something of an unspoken rule, it is so much fun to flutter and flap and dance around like I've always wanted! It seems like all the time now I notice myself prancing and walking on tip toes or drumming and tracing patterns in the air.",5.190759493670889,5.6971303544303815,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,68.24050632911393,6.82632911392405,28.458227848101266,5.6839178017228535,1.2527093670886082,314,10,58,1,5,101,59,79,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.9457,1,0,1,1,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,3,5,4,1,2,16,5,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,9,4,4,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804821015719717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300077520851935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35883373449004274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380934253784228,0.3293658525377611,0.0,0.0,0.2983100198518577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477965946734525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383774024238524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068699378148195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595048514489834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965572393410826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882173470039766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nivonivonivonivoniv,2019/09/01,"Am I most likely autistic? I don't wanna go around labeling myself something I'm not, but throughout most of my life I haven't really been ""normal."" And I don't mean that in the way that I have different hobbies or interests than most, but often just how I react to life and to people and just everything in general. &#x200B; In very early childhood, like pre-school or so, whenever my parents took me to birthday parties and such, I wouldn't play with the other kids at all. I'd just stay by myself in a corner. I don't remember life before 5 years old as much, but I remember some parts of this accordingly as my parents described. &#x200B; Then in kindergarten, when kids were at least old enough to talk somewhat properly and know better, it didn't go too well. I used to pee my pants almost daily because I was too scared to ask to go to the bathroom; and whenever I did get permission to go to the bathroom, I kept going every 5 minutes to the point where I wouldn't get my school work done. &#x200B; There was one boy I liked because he was small and cute, and I wanted to be his friend badly for some reason, and I thought copying everything he did would make him like me. He'd say something, I'd repeat it. He'd do something on the playground, I'd do it. He got pissed off and wasn't at all interested in being my friend, but I didn't realize till way later on. &#x200B; I also become obsessed with certain things. Like for about a solid year, all I wanted to talk about were Teletubbies. Whenever I had to draw something for an assignment, I drew Teletubbies. And then my obsession became dinosaurs. And so on and so forth. &#x200B; The other kids noticed I was different and somewhat singled me out. Like at this big long table at lunch where the boys sat on one side of it and the girls on the other, neither wanted me on their side. The boys were like, ""(my name)! Go sit with the girls! I'll give you candy! Dinosaur candy!"" And then the girls were like, ""No! You come to the girl's side and we'll beat you up!"" &#x200B; It also seemed as whenever I tried to begin a conversation with someone, I made them upset in some sort of way. &#x200B; I also had some weird habits. Like whenever my class was set free for physical education along with people from other classes, I'd just follow a small group of kids from our class so I didn't ""get lost."" To the point where they noticed and said, ""Stop following us!"" &#x200B; And over time, building up to my teen years, I've always been a sort of quiet and awkward kid. I didn't like arousing negative emotions in others, which I seemed to do every time I talked, so I tried less. &#x200B; Eventually though I was being too quiet and pushing everyone away. To the point where I'd talk so little I'd often forget to say hi back to people who greeted me, or I'd forget to say thank you. &#x200B; These days, I'm the best version of myself socially I guess. I don't usually talk to new people unless they talk to me first, but I can somewhat get a conversation rolling, I ask them questions, they ask me questions, we have a good time. I've been able to build a few close friendships. I feel comfortable around people who are already friends with me at least. I can tell when a person is irritated or might not wanna talk or whatever. I can pick up ques. &#x200B; Social interactions though, take a lot out of me, and I just wanna chill with some TV and video games after school. It's why I never joined a club, or got a job, or began community service. The school day itself already drains me. &#x200B; If it matters, I'm 18 years old and in my senior year/12th grade.",4.374334195216549,5.687310371148462,5.068641456582637,83.17894149967681,70.63865546218487,7.677181641887523,28.01648351648352,8.07648339933343,1.811666968325792,2871,102,550,39,52,926,306,714,0.061,0.805,0.133,0.9954,5,0,4,0,0,0,143.0,4,4,6,6,37,34,1,5,31,0,49,7,3,7,5,119,93,59,0,11,21,2,1,10,3,5,3,6,0,13,22,39,1,2,12,5,1,11,18,9,1,3,33,7,83,26,92,50,26,97,0,1,0,1,68,47,1,31,43,379,105,12,0.033694356043773986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03374003043819314,0.0,0.0743651195150898,0.08083609306431158,0.02803640342700523,0.4380938483529104,0.4913079674908548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999024099455149,0.09449902349161148,0.0,0.031656956653501274,0.025908879969186432,0.028133379882359102,0.04107953340915735,0.03721276901923946,0.028671415286665117,0.0,0.03536014789136965,0.02979991977791775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029024704229532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346014436741368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040686117525635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034481024663330764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037901615412908034,0.0,0.03481527686233225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567778963850791,0.0321964011397323,0.06056462917504867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017036878817853658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0286604020380644,0.0,0.0,0.07809652769086732,0.0,0.07041564139844651,0.03232269658017799,0.114895674158499,0.028261227231622936,0.053896909132418035,0.0,0.0371181319175064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03343644924901735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018517536898121502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139796040262643,0.16461360395323976,0.03377059658080371,0.0,0.029818444799189936,0.0,0.0,0.03678136988547078,0.028645736586842063,0.0,0.03188241438406508,0.022491244300181745,0.0,0.0,0.036703031570621235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574438708751121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024769228614469452,0.0,0.02598716457211979,0.03254221902989905,0.0,0.0,0.03301331493372588,0.0,0.07672249536104976,0.10606967600153014,0.0,0.045664335344099256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482718985682056,0.03648770410438063,0.0,0.11679711982836853,0.029420612045524982,0.0,0.0,0.09555617231913734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549078016932832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021585467274937854,0.03464340980007422,0.0,0.0,0.07633827415087201,0.0,0.032051048527524675,0.08038531295530289,0.03373392842775487,0.13640194868846367,0.0,0.06134815254148133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869430551263128,0.028549118533571526,0.10375824575917687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03591370036593771,0.0,0.028169990385985607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0253339624305695,0.1895757294792408,0.029450352321117926,0.0310212360656043,0.0,0.0,0.022385032962831432,0.0,0.06620906747483632,0.02674955500266384,0.05894234991587465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743566934077425,0.04575251199620717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405301616440241,0.029101105274522126,0.037109572879451005,0.02780137249454385,0.059621412555841836,0.08023503445310888,0.0,0.0,0.030295272612838726,0.0,0.03040391550767935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02452989249771114,0.0,0.0,0.02393550379519426,0.0,0.4913079674908548,0.10849030289666828 autism,ASD_And_Me,2019/02/22,"Travelling with aspergers Hi guys, I have been busy making some youtube videos and I wanted to share this one with you. [https://youtu.be/oVS8BL1ggLo](https://youtu.be/oVS8BL1ggLo) That is my video for my top 5 tips for travelling with aspergers. I just wanted to be able to help out as many people as I can in getting coping strategies and doing things in day to day with aspergers :)",7.011770833333332,10.27340746875,4.979375000000001,78.36145833333336,68.0625,8.016666666666666,24.729166666666664,8.841846274778883,1.9917479166666672,314,9,50,6,6,89,45,64,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,1,15,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,36,10,0,0.3407492601822134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395101666691384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802742453813927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373953401027616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283970464140021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274527771329963,0.3454662671135682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090051735963504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623263267726896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637866743408816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019654843287539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,d3ad6ull,2019/02/22,"what the fuck is wrong with me I am a mere retarded boy and in a fit of retardation I furiously did orange justice flawlessly at god speed unable to stop. unknowing to me I was clearly visible through my window as stepdad (cunt) was walking home he witnessed me doing this autistic act furiously. as managed to stop myself I sat down and started a youtube video crying on the inside for the things I just did. about 10 minutes pass until cunt opens my door and asks me what the fuck I was doing I said ""what"" hoping he would drop the subject in pure embarrassment that someone saw my autistic outburst. the cunt persisted asking me what I was doing and then proceeded to mock me saying I looked like I was trying to shake a spider of my head. he eventually left the room...…….. what the fuck do I do ",3.7612587412587435,5.755504376623378,5.044285714285717,79.99686813186814,73.41558441558442,7.595604395604397,28.72927072927073,8.384062270229773,2.235676923076924,630,26,115,11,13,209,95,154,0.258,0.643,0.099,-0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,15,9,2,12,0,15,4,1,0,2,14,26,8,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,8,6,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,12,0,0,10,4,22,3,19,15,0,20,0,0,2,3,8,8,6,2,8,82,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686806413431645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659724575621533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468799909024434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236756021971053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779152055323168,0.19584809610820852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424087505288128,0.0,0.0,0.09633408923745776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558480681697452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756703546091602,0.15680854489233342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707327137100267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956777329440262,0.0,0.0,0.32970912518660705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310002157317081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387491882908056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400737790301184,0.2155896308951423,0.0,0.0 autism,pinkypaz123,2019/02/22,"Teaching my autistic brother to knit Hey, So my brother (he's 13) is autistic and one of the things he does is fidget a lot, especially fidgeting with his hands so I thought it might be a good idea to get him into knitting since it will keep his hands busy and you can make some really nice things. Thing is, he's very impatient and loses attention quite quickly. I tried teaching him today but he found it difficult and became fidgety and frustrated very quickly and lost interest. He did say that he wants to learn but I'm not sure how to go about it now. I was wondering if anyone here has any ideas or thoughts- should I try again and should I try anything differently? Thank you!",2.9503470213996508,5.357123097744363,3.748872180451128,86.40716020821287,77.42105263157895,7.099826489300174,26.772122614227875,8.139509932561175,1.854306419895893,544,22,105,10,13,173,92,133,0.14300000000000002,0.779,0.078,-0.8524,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,9,9,1,0,3,0,12,2,2,2,1,32,24,14,0,4,5,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,6,3,13,5,8,13,2,7,0,2,0,0,16,1,0,6,5,67,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111870370297422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425421077035015,0.0,0.13446560911497174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071991282919388,0.0,0.0,0.1429938572910288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916144040920562,0.0,0.0,0.08537060139232086,0.0,0.09286490525388294,0.13705352486653133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689210754240965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523886616808446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828046143274573,0.1783721687281437,0.13891821255489792,0.0,0.0,0.10907184902872928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334329483949354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107251654060023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737977345315396,0.0,0.0,0.10467926080050508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994352530801068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516750717761514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540040914395461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043825640206232,0.0,0.0,0.3256703235141173,0.0,0.0,0.2594452655349676,0.0,0.0,0.1548856280690123,0.0,0.0,0.3328169185216072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696468957470575,0.09637850804483676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772020847660558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Falcon4617,2019/02/22,"Machine Operator I have a chance to be a machine operator, does anyone have any experience being one? I think it would be easier, i work in retail and im fine, but who knows maybe being a machine operator is easieR?",2.884285714285717,5.180756714285717,6.766904761904763,65.24892857142859,77.09523809523809,9.914285714285716,27.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.548695238095238,170,7,29,6,4,65,29,42,0.0,0.778,0.222,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559977121439421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322136224883363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294323916430005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682386134504555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40662869801649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068861077188699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781928551384704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550910699648259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412128318629657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740588021794941,0.0,0.0,0.26741802885136,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,somuchpanic,2019/02/22,"Mom of a newly diagnosed son, feeling overwhelmed and lost So after having a feeling for a while that my 4 year old son might have autism, we were given the confirmation about a month ago that he indeed has it. It is a moderate level of autism, and he is verbal but only uses about 3 or 4 word phrases, but never complete sentences. I was recommended to reach out to our school district and get him into preschool but everytime I call I get transferred to the person that's ""supposed to help me"" and they are never in the office. I've left messages for them to call me back and they have not. It's so frustrating and it makes me feel helpless. I was also recommended to start him on ABA therapy and to hold off on speech therapy for now because they think with ABA and preschool combined, he will get what he needs. My issue is that we were assigned a BCBA and he requires that the parent observe at least 80% of each session. I understand that I need to be able to learn things as well so I can implement them into our daily life when the therapist isn't here but I'm at a loss as to how parents can spend that much time watching the sessions if they have to work... I work from home but my schedule is pretty much an 8 to 5 and the therapists hours are 8 to 6. Idk how to go about this. It's driving me crazy because I want to help my child but I also can't quit my job. Any advice or comments about parents who work and have their child receive ABA would be much appreciated.",4.0407198598502925,5.03094695317726,4.998977544194937,84.58199554069122,71.10702341137123,7.5681477942347515,28.284917980570153,7.793537801064563,1.6524991559165474,1165,42,236,14,21,381,166,299,0.066,0.8370000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.7555,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,7,7,16,6,1,1,15,0,25,2,0,4,2,48,43,31,0,5,10,6,3,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,16,18,0,2,6,0,1,3,5,5,1,0,6,5,32,1,39,32,5,29,0,4,1,0,35,11,0,4,15,168,48,11,0.11273686679556764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016516146516486,0.09993443026096538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803112632914146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666493533287493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668769173430274,0.0,0.13744669522562328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023389147124426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820245992650336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442554670509815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171009441647023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670107957430406,0.0,0.0640709594220359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113029084381546,0.0,0.11308426939821835,0.0,0.11102310468116497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766799897704247,0.1118739447106826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248893563700455,0.0,0.07962938304295453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230656075441759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525273400215889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959600001076633,0.0,0.13203605584869155,0.08998549150377462,0.0,0.2486237062946673,0.16718591649052228,0.17389924336024884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829837731971432,0.0,0.0,0.08574146731580974,0.0,0.0,0.3755428472033575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843748362222507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469392316630647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990953489231546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140957279311814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979573457137172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25784886459219303,0.2617923830858063,0.07489736489002967,0.0722372321274337,0.0,0.0,0.06573777363436259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736305421333462,0.0,0.09736845614961108,0.0,0.0,0.06649512494752588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136398240262852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622134515032934,0.0,0.0,0.0800850355928446,0.0,0.0,0.0725988459929774 autism,radial-glia,2019/02/22,"Poking My 22 year old autistic nonverbal brother is obsessed with poking people, especially in the face. He also likes to just put his finger in your face and not poke you, but be very close. This is made worse by the fact that he licks his fingers all the time, so they smell horrible. We've been trying everything to get him to stop, but it's been going on for several years now and is only getting worse. It all started with our old cat. He would poke her face and she'd put up with it for a while then eventually she'd scratch him. One of my cats does the same thing, the others all keep their distance from him. When we've asked him why he keeps poking people, he's told us (via typing) that it's fun. We've tried explaining that it's not fun for anyone else, but he doesn't care. He doesn't care about any consequences either. He gets upset when my cat scratches him but he goes right back to her. I've tried pushing his hand away but that just makes him really upset and he starts biting his hand then goes right back to poking me. He becomes so obsessed with poking people that he can't do anything else, and he makes it hard for us to do things too, like driving. He has to sit in the back seat, but even then he'll lean forwards to poke the driver in the face. Does anyone have any suggestions? It feels like nothing works. Rewards, punishments, nothing is stronger than his desire to poke people in the face.",3.8899681421864503,5.178845257042255,4.184989939637827,89.14565727699532,71.78169014084506,6.958819584171697,23.735077129443326,7.2636822038024595,0.7887865861837695,1119,29,232,11,21,349,150,284,0.128,0.7709999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,2,2,2,15,13,1,4,10,0,17,9,9,3,4,36,35,20,0,2,11,1,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,3,2,0,0,6,5,5,0,1,4,10,26,8,30,26,5,36,0,0,0,0,42,12,0,0,22,133,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548081120451663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453792900913693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948154989409393,0.1095226113584752,0.08796230581978483,0.0,0.0999287926950038,0.0,0.10042775073955963,0.2465780808906827,0.0,0.0,0.11805287325304695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796529547274335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870823251859076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858767378824128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060059412172616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606687005639464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054047375369238336,0.07636305638813648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675386367662873,0.0,0.0607487018400594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095753471666366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001952464845348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666484463845134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114298729925794,0.14270134056941164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051298757950537,0.0,0.2243285543648822,0.0,0.07243220720519977,0.08129553358156681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964194484165505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491025144800685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847720552583891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825689100652872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075657014342052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131620725871592,0.0,0.0,0.08936578470838763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202745610035908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062329087096044525,0.0,0.0,0.10213907116097633,0.0,0.217716215779492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571537760607781,0.0,0.0,0.08819639037509626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645263382493044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781802768952732,0.0,0.21786242041558665,0.07593240358762324,0.0,0.0,0.13766878751133374 autism,sus1tna,2019/02/22,"Friend's husband doesn't understand what autism means My best friend and her husband have a beautiful, awesome two-year-old. He had complications at birth due to a rare genetic urea cycle disorder, which caused high ammonia levels in his blood. He had a seizure and was in a coma for a short time, but has now had a liver transplant and is thriving. Now, at two, he is verbally delayed. He asks for things, and they understand him, but he doesn't know more than a couple words or speak in sentances. His early intervention specialist think's he's showing signs of autism. Whether he is or isn't is neither here nor there to my friend. Her son will be happy, healthy and loved, and if a better understanding of how he experiences and gets the most out of life would be helped by understanding where he falls on the spectrum, cool. Her husband doesn't feel that way. He's scared and overwhelmed by the possibility. I think he has this archaic 90s Hollywood stereotype in his head about what autism is. He loves his family so much, and after going through the trauma of almost losing their son at birth, he's having a hard time hearing all of this because of what he *thinks* it means. Could anyone possibly share some learning tools or teaching aids that might help her husband understand autism a little better? Anything that would be easy to consume for an outsider/new learner would be greatly appreciated. Thanks, all. 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I want to ask her but there 2 problems, 1. She has slight autism (and I don't) and 2. I have no self confidence. What do I do?",-2.2620408163265324,-0.4680539387755082,1.1073469387755104,99.59122448979595,98.59183673469387,5.248979591836736,13.122448979591837,6.868970318607317,-0.6621510204081633,163,3,44,3,7,58,33,49,0.133,0.711,0.157,0.0378,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,10,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,2,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884673696784863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300849060103013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39760907208281066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620115380304943,0.0,0.0,0.4461270565837736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43349166335086187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631942578741547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509219731926346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BriefHistory4,2019/02/22,"Does anyone here take cbd? Last year I started using cbd which was slightly helpful for me. But the effects didn’t feel strong enough. I’m trying to find cbd or weed that will decrease my symptoms of autism. Some people may take pride in it, but I don’t. I enjoy being able to talk to others without anxiety, etc.",2.5006989247311817,4.760478532258071,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,78.19354838709677,4.778494623655916,23.23655913978495,5.46131890053228,0.3595075268817207,247,8,47,1,6,78,52,62,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,10,12,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,7,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,30,9,0,0.25927110473171144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834168546353853,0.0,0.0,0.18128838478186365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268898909478633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789635872281936,0.2891558169972119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109526077740286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369690926326859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378395630133586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134055480972455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974593874441286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835134223901579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694819509492065,0.38987920814228616,0.208392292968454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602806111054045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392698954201729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499280928504216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696209091014644 autism,patrishaei,2019/02/22,"Persons with Autism and Telling Narratives (personal or fictional) Hello! I am doing a masters in clinical linguistics. For my research, I’m interested in how persons with Autism tell stories (personal and fictional). Most of the research concludes that there is difficulty for persons with Autism to integrate their listener’s perspective and informational needs to construct the story clearly. I want to ask your first-hand opinions on this (because this is unavailable from most journal articles). Namely, how do you decide to include the following things when you tell stories: -your personal evaluations or opinions on events in the story -your interpretations of people’s actions in the narrative -the reason you’re telling this story to others/ the whole point or “gist” of the story Apparently these elements are what make authors judge the stories produced by children with autism as “descriptions” rather than actual narratives. Thank you for your insights! 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Does anyone have any recommendations for one? I am an average height adult female, if that has any bearings on recommendations (since I am looking for one that matches my size). Thanks!",4.323709677419355,7.694338709677421,4.371209677419358,77.52681451612905,81.25806451612901,6.325806451612903,28.717741935483872,7.645422480735847,2.2219290322580645,288,13,47,5,8,89,44,62,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.5411,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,10,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,6,2,6,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.18853817740945847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26276921792154073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509197195379175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856111768399596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907317488325918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926809463001156,0.0,0.1009405501224872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452202237123994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224179111713266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626156998855627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236771875190566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981944967791906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787528860090565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395608632675586,0.0,0.0,0.47053820815629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157041574692351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PIEDTIEG,2019/02/22,"My Autism Most people on this subreddit are often told that they don't look Autistic, but I'm not. My behavior is noticeably different from other people. My hand writing is the same as it was when I was five, and so is the way I talk. These are all characteristics of severe Autism. The thing is, though, I have highly above average grammar for my age. Does this mean still have Autism, or does it mean I have another, similar disorder?",4.019535283993116,6.073386168674703,4.957177280550777,80.64096385542172,72.855421686747,9.080206540447504,26.314974182444054,9.606745405546679,2.5200444061962126,344,12,65,9,7,112,60,83,0.08199999999999999,0.868,0.05,-0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,0,1,11,17,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,9,0,5,14,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,3,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425304752667133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344036500994668,0.2451044823890887,0.0,0.3743043109359414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595703910484316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959029240162527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659170219616793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434834060458239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965300898342866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416032873955613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079054070834476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189424636340894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420804692180352,0.0,0.21011841682192064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435439110859507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975377196229638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,olivia2128,2019/02/22,When is a good age to tell your child he/she has autism? I have a 8yr old daughter with HFA (high functioning autism) and recently has noticed more a difference and has recently started aba again. I talked to her about autism a little bit tonight but not sure when is the best way / time to tell her more. ,3.331500000000002,5.15499581666667,3.25,93.135,74.16666666666666,7.466666666666668,25.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.316733333333333,239,8,52,4,5,72,43,60,0.040999999999999995,0.831,0.129,0.7436,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,7,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,10,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354693940559985,0.0,0.2533642792381807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24246753159895296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465233621909933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451985142287093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325987285014543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642173469713425,0.2435222182259907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45828939122554296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426289800472588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187266341029944,0.0,0.0,0.18653197961766085,0.4056851342511199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532399023033936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420923213886306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mighty_Mac,2019/02/22,"I found a good alternative for weighted/compression vest for adults I was looking around for one and could only find the ones they make for small children, and they were rather expensive. I looked at neoprene (non weighted) vests, but they seem like they would get to hot. I came across this device that’s made for added weight for jogging, it has straps that can tighten down and give a good amount of compression. It’s an X shape that goes across your chest and looks cool imo, normal weighted vests look like a bulletproof vest or look like you have a bomb strapped to you. The weights aren’t changeable but they are a lot heavier than they look (I think it’s full of sand). It kind of reminds me of a weighted blanket except you can wear it anywhere. Walmart carries them, and amazon has a brand called empower that sells them. They run 25$ (USD), mine was purchased in America and shipped over seas. I feel like these could be really beneficial to some of you, it has done a lot to help my anxiety. I wear mine all the time.",7.833333333333336,6.877609707070711,6.554222222222228,83.33800000000002,63.04040404040404,9.940202020202019,34.44646464646465,8.841846274778883,2.570964040404041,814,29,166,10,10,242,123,198,0.031,0.813,0.156,0.9758,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,9,0,2,8,0,0,12,1,16,8,3,2,1,28,31,9,0,5,5,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,8,5,0,5,1,3,3,1,0,0,2,7,15,25,8,24,20,6,14,0,0,6,0,19,10,0,5,5,106,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079735424323562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278651831042632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643016274693276,0.11921099341383205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643784567854922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066631563149406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270166087610369,0.07446170833895698,0.0,0.0,0.09526404451226744,0.0,0.0,0.11428247059915693,0.0,0.0,0.05445570889230781,0.09998661210083916,0.0,0.17484583055702432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986296130301706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853917843151474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368543848643356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525160110769376,0.0,0.0,0.17722470310276456,0.0,0.09862464884234533,0.06957412460712144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021229619952431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125746512415366,0.07927137279632179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677220565681789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948867913302428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678617403008169,0.0,0.0,0.060777167964431375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6346183881248515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404177827402894,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Young_ElTopo,2019/02/22,"Thread: Autism and Substance Abuse My story: I was raised in a strict Christian family, so I wasn't offered as much as a beer before turning 18. When I turned 18, I got a car and commuted to the local Community College. I'm a guy and was friends with a few girls but never had any guy friends as a kid (a large part due to being shy and awkward, but having a lisp and being into poetry and indie rock at a fundamentalist Christian school didn't help) I met a guy in my college class I clicked with and he invited me to his apartment to hang with his roommates. They offered me beer, cigarettes, and a bong rip my first time there. Within a month, I tried coke, MDMA, Adderall, and shrooms. Luckily, I never got hooked on any of the harder stuff (mostly because I refused to possess illegal drugs and only used them when others had them). However, I got a medical weed card and high dose Adderall prescription. When I turned 21 and added unlimited alcohol access to the mix, I became a complete mess. I flunked out of school, lost my job and my few friends. I got sober about a year ago and have been slowly building my life back up. I was diagnosed autistic about the same time. Sadly, my first positive human interactions involved substance abuse and I'm still learning how to connect with people on a sober level. I would love if others on the spectrum could share their story of substance use. If moderate alcohol or weed use helps in social situations, don't be afraid to share.",4.780533400639406,6.3125980848056535,5.510237253912166,79.55949352179036,69.91872791519434,8.217331314151101,30.790678108699307,8.704169506293173,2.541787952212687,1170,49,212,20,21,380,163,283,0.11599999999999999,0.768,0.11599999999999999,0.2382,2,0,6,0,2,0,35.0,0,0,4,3,10,12,0,2,21,0,16,11,0,4,2,38,31,28,0,4,5,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,6,3,21,5,1,1,3,0,2,5,6,0,2,14,1,31,6,31,12,6,32,2,3,1,1,28,15,0,4,15,140,34,7,0.0,0.25191064810290875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423392768618084,0.2272177441539054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458356250910148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174281529238897,0.0,0.06480320098275008,0.0,0.0904586460988124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145990457898874,0.0,0.0,0.0848767563940957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789843565928348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328130534946052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021591325429947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084779834476752,0.0,0.0,0.24639544610202505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34009074057092586,0.0,0.0,0.315779204248048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250945206149224,0.11231821240297804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054923832387336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508712966862202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604564644727434,0.0,0.09594538960913697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709219380152253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485250055489957,0.0,0.07814720211663055,0.0,0.16397960823610291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085056581246178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511912751901897,0.0,0.07369925218047277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517486109827244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194924903895906,0.0,0.10836566331381793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848961745281082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216950305572293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397586278791695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217485166700961,0.3468914724657411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754429689074274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551679069059651,0.0,0.0,0.06845763152436392 autism,OedipusTheRex,2019/02/22,"My experience with autism Mobile User.... sorry in advance: First of all, I have always been a lonely guy since I feel so misunderstood and alienated. I’ve struggled with making friends because I only found that I had Aspergers in late 2015. When I found out I did, let’s just say my life went downhill from there. It’s time for my story: I [18M] am “friends” with someone we’ll call C [17F]. C is the hottest girl at my school, and we have known each other since we started high school in 2015. Not much happened between us during freshman year. However, it should be noted that at some point during that school year I developed a huge crush on C. Fast forward to September 2016, I told C I liked her through a lengthy note I wrote to her because I get shy when telling such personal feelings of mine. Anyways, C told me that the note was sweet but she already had a boyfriend (She broke up with him 2 months later). For some reason, I didn’t take that very well. I developed an obsession with her. I was determined to make her my first girlfriend. I memorized C’s class schedule and waited outside most of them at the end so that way I could talk to her and show that I could be a better boyfriend than the one she had. I also did so many other things that I’d rather not talk about. The funny thing is that I had absolutely no idea I was stalking and harassing her... I legitimately thought that I was just being a nice friend. That is until October. I was told by a friend of C’s to stop harassing her and obsessing about her. That figuratively “broke” me. When I got home from school that day I broke down in tears. I couldn’t believe what I had done. That epiphany in my life caused me to become depressed. The thing is, C is such a sweet person that she always was nice and forgiving to me despite my actions. That boosted my morale slightly, but has left me emotionally unstable to this very day. From October 2016- August 29, 2017 C and I had a rocky friendship that was relatively one-sided. On August 29, I made the idiotic decision of asking C to my school’s homecoming. To my surprise, she said that she’d think about it overnight. That response made me the happiest guy in the world. The hottest girl at school was actually considering going to homecoming with ME of all people!! The next day, however, my entire world fell apart. C told me that her answer was... no. The answer was no because she didn’t want me to become even more obsessed with and didn’t want me to get hurt. When she told me that, I actually fell to my knees and cried. C was the first girl I’d ever asked to homecoming and people assured me that she wouldn’t reject me. She and I still talked after that because I wanted to move on from that incident.... but I couldn’t get over it. On October 1, 2017 I made a decision that changed my life. I was having a rough night filled with crying over C. I decided that I wanted to try and drown my sorrows away. I got into my parents alcohol and got absolutely wasted in an attempt to forget about C. Well, actions always have consequences. While drunk, I made a video of myself confessing about drinking because I was depressed and sent it to a friend of mine. Well, he sent that video to my school’s principal because he was concerned. It should be noted that I go to a private Christian school where drinking will get you in trouble no matter where it occurred. At school, I got called into the front office and confronted about the video. I confessed and was given one day of In-School Suspension (ISS). After that whole situation eventually got resolved, my school forbade me from having any form of contact with C. If I were to be caught being in contact with her I would be immediately expelled. Well, for the next couple of months I struggled to not talk to C, but I did it. After the school forgot about the agreement, I caved and resumed all contact with C. The only condition I set forward alongside resuming our friendship was that I vowed to end my obsession with her and simply be friends. As of now, C and I are in a semi-stable friendship. I’m still depressed and lonely.. and still have autism. My inability to properly interact with people has completely ruined my life. I wish things could have been different if I only I wasn’t so blind to the fact that I was harassing an innocent girl. Summary: I was unaware that I was obsessed with a girl at school, which completely ruined my life. (Sorry for any typos) ",4.481196646341465,5.949546217189315,5.157067182055751,82.05046140026137,70.56794425087108,8.168706445993031,29.24871152729384,8.660442795831766,2.2268828252032526,3507,136,670,60,64,1131,337,861,0.165,0.72,0.115,-0.9940000000000001,5,4,3,0,0,0,114.0,5,1,1,7,35,47,5,7,39,0,73,11,1,8,6,110,121,40,1,17,12,1,3,1,7,6,7,2,1,9,49,42,4,3,20,7,0,16,14,26,4,5,61,8,125,21,106,39,11,94,4,13,1,0,74,39,0,5,42,470,174,14,0.0,0.0,0.08875155092177091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048597560158747256,0.0,0.0,0.05018136315912748,0.0363653046739843,0.11351329369631742,0.0,0.0,0.06184735618396716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850235495159929,0.0,0.04272404182769465,0.0,0.0,0.16632208738620854,0.10044426680076876,0.0,0.051233292366448975,0.0,0.040217795822546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286747213453177,0.0,0.0,0.046714020334739946,0.04810514925304957,0.0,0.09535662697886237,0.0,0.0,0.10892115728815993,0.05031578857222456,0.09990145716623043,0.11730710858370955,0.0,0.11749930391225273,0.0,0.0,0.04751034211426085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653538734321076,0.0,0.08909383583539154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511517964270006,0.0805524088989957,0.0,0.0,0.030034952631161037,0.04113356870295281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444820082492668,0.0,0.0,0.04598574216683842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603972822233175,0.0,0.0997191386343014,0.21079722553136204,0.0,0.09503253396590924,0.0,0.0516875078706802,0.0,0.18184737602550047,0.0,0.0,0.09005223268672895,0.04021224628388865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804546497459679,0.045613832829232204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04868054066076776,0.051334276758026084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129631882741453,0.0,0.049407312469800825,0.04649994329609588,0.16059710982549136,0.022216154817673955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211327299992196,0.06070810108220469,0.046103198494163285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259335340542312,0.04833135082122112,0.03342840472466207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672360022209857,0.04267399074768582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244247613388608,0.10375440308777484,0.0,0.0,0.05049316686192054,0.0,0.0,0.0945772220782868,0.07941176869194502,0.0,0.0,0.042987348697080034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046754541365195884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325590589454165,0.036162514615933984,0.0,0.5982836104880738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523263575193366,0.05111434858972344,0.0,0.0,0.03852972184668988,0.0,0.0,0.10180817732229898,0.03218652175579851,0.0,0.10894607630861823,0.03801805273671162,0.0,0.09507797767853902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034190566149231716,0.1462001631054451,0.03974602164635509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084283338873104,0.02913771338703202,0.0,0.03610104152824902,0.02651608250272664,0.0,0.0,0.21726036460978332,0.0,0.030873660055883205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546992669041354,0.0,0.0,0.07504113641276641,0.10728627525140606,0.036094909622779656,0.0,0.0,0.1635452843378967,0.04215457920621575,0.0,0.050769766576485686,0.05229251542495491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03230321463006841,0.0,0.0,0.058567148947261415 autism,soupybrains,2019/02/22,"mbti and autism what's your mbti type guys? i'm an INTP, the test i took (which i felt was more accurate than 16personalities) is linked here: [MBTI test](http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/jtypes2.asp)",10.512727272727274,11.983459818181819,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,56.87878787878788,10.236363636363636,28.62121212121212,10.125756701596842,2.341375757575757,166,4,29,3,2,44,29,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421314812815735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5590705482179125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273225479119731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LillyTheEnderdragon,2019/02/22,"Jobs? So, I am 18 and have funding from the government to help me be more independent, and all of this has got me thinking of my future. Jobs. &#x200B; I was wondering what you do for employment, if you have a job, and what you would like to do. &#x200B; I would like to work from home, and do something like this/these; * Technical * Organising/Patterns * Planning * Unique * Creative &#x200B; I guess I am asking for your advice and experience with working. Thankyou!!!",2.5471978021978043,5.519555880952384,3.0847619047619053,84.45510989010991,91.38095238095238,5.917948717948718,27.89010989010989,7.321109707123232,2.144654945054946,370,18,63,7,13,115,56,84,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.9182,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,1,14,17,7,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,12,3,10,12,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,48,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255639941334846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176733928784639,0.4684070924566411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012563948367475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569293370788226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276932665288248,0.0,0.14155191773253584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612760468247124,0.0,0.12889113355311715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825348908089373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883287502956638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098921860483287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233451728690458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934753191169358,0.1870920299836696,0.0,0.0,0.1825585658046636,0.0,0.4684070924566411,0.0 autism,Ohm860,2019/02/22,"strangers I'm immune to what strangers think, i think i miss the purpose of strangers, cya",1.6286274509803889,4.226683235294118,-0.19176470588235264,106.53039215686277,99.0,2.266666666666667,29.196078431372552,3.1291,0.2389372549019613,73,4,15,0,3,19,12,17,0.10099999999999999,0.759,0.139,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CyberJay7,2019/02/22,"Is 40 hrs/week ABA therapy necessary for nonverbal four-year-old? Please help because Facebook groups on autism were worthless. Sorry this is long but I'm trying to provide as much info up front so responses apply to our situation. My four-year-old daughter was recently diagnosed with nonverbal autism. The developmental psychologist has recommended 40 hours a week of ABA therapy. I will do anything to help my daughter, but 40 hours a week seems excessive. My sister, a social worker, checked with one of her friends who specializes in this area and the friend said that 40 hours of ABA is what the research says is necessary. Here are my concerns. My daughter does not do most of the things that I hear ABA therapy tries to teach autistic kids *not to do*. She doesn't flap or jump around or have outbursts, etc. She is happy and loving and laughs a lot. She gives hugs, she will sit on our lap when we're at a sporting event (even longer if we give her a phone to play with!), and she falls asleep in our arms every night (her preferred method of going to sleep.) We don't have behavior issues that we need to ""correct,"" what we need is for her to connect with the world around her and try to talk, learn her letters/colors/numbers, etc. The things she doesn't do: she doesn't normally respond to her name. She just won't focus on things so she can learn. Her expressive and receptive language are terrible. She won't even try to repeat the words or sounds we say. However, she has learned to work the iPhone and play her games with no problem. If she wants something to eat or drink she will bring it to us from the pantry or fridge to make it for her. Her preschool teacher (she goes for 2 1/2 hours a day) through the county specializes in kids with developmental disorders, and the teacher does not want our daughter in 8 hours of therapy, but right now the county only provides one day a week of speech for 30 minutes, and she needs a lot more than that. I'm told the ABA centers incorporate intensive speech classes into the daily routine. I apologize this is so long. I'm looking for information from people whose kids showed similar problems (and lack of problems), what you did in our situation, what you wish you did, etc. Does my daughter sound like a child who needs 8 hours of ABA based upon your experiences? 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I have Asperger’s. Last year, I went back to my old school for a coaching course. The teachers and those that had previously knew me, treated me as though I was an idiot. Very few teachers clicked that I had matured from when I was younger, and this severely irritated me. I made a statement towards the new chicken pen outside, and as though I was a toddler, I was asked with a childish smile “ well would you like to feed them? “ to which I acknowledged politely, and brushed off. Said teacher who used to know me as a child proceeded to tell others, whilst I was with her, that I wanted to feed the chickens outside. I was beyond embarrassed. I expected to be treated like a co-worker, but very few actually treated me as an adult. I know that anxiety and paranoia towards others can come with my condition, but I was wondering if anyone else experienced the same thing, and how they dealt/deal with this. 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I often hear misconceptions and stereotypes about the autistic spectrum. One popular misconception is that we are cold, calculating androids who don't feel anything and are basically sociopaths. Sociopathy isn't even a diagnosis anymore (The correct term is Anti-social Personality Disorder)and on top of that, people on the spectrum have difficulties expressing their feelings outwardly to others. But I'm wondering if it's possible for an autistic person to actually have ASPD. Is it possible or are the two inherently different to the point they can't be comorbid? Does anyone here know the answer to this question?",9.481824324324323,11.995750729729734,10.019448198198196,47.94106418918921,59.72072072072072,13.477927927927933,44.505630630630634,12.602617957971056,7.3085036036036035,565,34,66,22,8,190,82,111,0.05,0.907,0.043,-0.212,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,8,0,14,0,0,0,1,15,20,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,10,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,5,1,53,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1896812941843198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276709214549334,0.13591104160542047,0.0,0.1599535008093175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307979039861884,0.22276980664224336,0.0,0.17009827433549576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838240293659742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656298955092805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190739815205333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106823041084263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171306738541244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475467713219547,0.5091604677048753,0.0,0.0,0.183746556532898,0.4382556734121368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177437192613151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987546364034474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079065491612126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fishparrot,2019/03/16,"Good resources for explaining shutdowns? Hello, I have been having a lot of what I think are shutdowns lately and they are causing problems. I want to explain what is happening to my mom but I can't, because when this happens, I can only communicate with single words or sometimes only affirmative/negative (yes/no or sounds) responses. When it happens, people press me more because I am usually articulate, which in turn makes it worse. Others say I sound irritated or mean, which I do not do on purpose because I have very little control over my affect. I understand what a shutdown is and how it effects me, but I need help explaining it to my mom and others who have never heard of such things. She knows I am autistic and is supportive but I have difficulty explaining how it effects me so I don't think she knows the full extent. Are there any resources that helped you understand or explain to someone else what a shutdown is? Preferably shorter, as she does not like to read lengthy articles.",6.125183946488296,7.673359913043478,6.475652173913044,73.8449331103679,66.71739130434783,9.13979933110368,36.43645484949833,9.466822959209583,3.736088294314381,800,41,131,16,13,258,111,184,0.09,0.858,0.053,-0.826,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,3,7,4,0,0,4,0,20,0,0,8,1,41,41,17,0,4,9,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,17,5,0,1,15,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,5,25,3,13,39,5,10,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,5,6,104,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710712854790282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261143908433631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466922648768254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015942610657752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249629667984395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928890411231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977168391680244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37882580695681656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142817399806952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569554328339881,0.0,0.1610816867123982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697635965328209,0.14312050875242885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214012427671282,0.0,0.0,0.09531837315977224,0.0,0.0,0.1555482307982003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33448517741744915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058824625205308,0.11013415785224967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720771438391345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899773710338564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663782633155416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283604273438866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355822373326435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099177339617224,0.0,0.1412302796530503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620447969878848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486824724622847,0.1829976156814257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532256560068974,0.0,0.29731425827947394,0.0,0.0,0.1572711615379453,0.117822809730778,0.08422560611382063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455227498480513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,eternellejeunesse,2019/03/16,asper-dar?!? Do you ever feel like neuro typicals have some sort of autistic radar? Like they know and they try to avoid us.. A lot of us faces social difficulties but even with a lot efforts things won’t work out…,0.7978571428571435,3.3518492619047637,2.030476190476193,92.97285714285721,92.09523809523807,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.19507619047619013,167,4,34,2,6,53,36,42,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.2805,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,2,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,11,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738887809597856,0.23814474442890296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311831626839873,0.18808168615128024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446874958535645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572429613124285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476491572754976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26837281596103113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490632700292547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787445173232766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333679934947424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916652705258552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Fatihhhvisualsnow,2019/03/16,"Do you see dots, hear ringing and have light sensitivity? Do you see millions of dots moving in your vision(tv static/noise) 24/7? Then you may suffer from visual snow syndrome. Other symptoms of visual snow syndrome are: AfterimagesSeeing circles and starbursts around streetlightLight flashes in eyeBlue field entoptic phenomenon (worms in blue sky)Light sensitivitySound sensitivityTinnitus (earringing)Numbness and tingling Visual snow appears most of the time after a trauma, panic attack or medication use/withdrawal. According to research hyperexcitibility of the visual part of the brains are responsible for these problems. It has nothing to do with the eyes. 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I have a high-functioning autistic brother that lives with my parents. He has this problem where, after an active shooter incident gets widely reported, he gets very **tense and agitated.** He obsesses over the shooter's identity and looks up every minutiae of their life on [Heavy.com](https://heavy.com/) and Daily Mail. I feel like he takes it very personally when the news inevitably report that the shooter was **quiet, a loner, weird, and sometimes even has a confirmed autism diagnosis**. He starts wailing and ranting about how he's just like the shooter, that he has the dark thoughts too and that autism means it's his fate that he'll go on a mass rampage as well. If I'm not there in the house, he'll blow up my phone with calls talking about his **fantasies of who he's going to kill** and where he's going to strike, to get back at all the bullies in his life, and that he'll do it if I don't come back and be there for him. He never has any sympathy for the victims, especially if it's a school shooting - school was not a good time for him, he was tormented and made fun of pitilessly by his peers. If the shooter got less than 25 kills he'll mutter ""too bad he didn't get enough for a tactical nuke"" and, if its something like this week's Christchurch, New Zealand shooting, he celebrates their ""top score."" We haven't reported this to anyone outside our family. I think he just feels as shocked and worried about the media reporting, and just wants to be comforted. But, being unable to express himself adequately through his Asperger's, the only way he can get us to meet his needs is through attention-seeking behavior. This time his reaction is very bad though. **The shooting this time happened right where we live, New Zealand**, and it's all people are talking about. My parents called me back home for the weekend because of how he is his reacting. He was fantasizing again - saying that the best time to do a follow-up strike is at a vigil, then people will really know they can never be safe. We have locked him in his room, for his own safety, and as a precaution. **I can hear him right now yowling and banging against his dresser.** **We have him already going through CBT therapy, and doctors have him on antidepressants and other medication. So I don't know what else can we do?** The regular psychologist sessions we have set up for him are very expensive, and I have to split part of my paycheck to help my parents pay for them. But so far, counseling seems like total quackery: it doesn't seem to have helped him at all. Usually after a week my brother calms down. He tearfully apologizes for his outbursts, and tells us that he's just so jealous of the victims, or the shooter who gets to suicide by cop. Every day living with autism and knowing that he will never be normal and that no-one will ever love him is pure pain, and he just wants to die so much. One of the e-mails he sent to me in the past: >You can gain victory only if you choose death for yourself because the bullies actually make up our entire world. Because the second you choose death, the world disappears into nothingness, the harassers, too, disappear into nothingness. Then, peace will come to you. Using my own life energy, I sacrifice myself in order to deal a mortal wound to all the hurtful people in the world. Remember me as a hero. 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He’s starting ABA therapy next week. I found out that it’s going to be $110 A DAY until his deductible is met. I’m trying to get help from our families, but who has an extra $5,000 to help us?? No one. It’s becoming a major stressor for me. I can’t sleep, I’m not eating. Heck, the stress is even wonk-ing my period up. I started a GoFundMe, but no nibbles on it. I just don’t know what else to do. ABA is a last resort for us...so please no comments about how awful it is. Thank you for listening. 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Need Indo I'm editing a fictional literature and need to describe an even where the protagonist encounters a group of autistic students who were coming over to his school. &#x200B; Could anyone provide me descriptions of how autistic people behave?",5.8937121212121255,9.697454886363635,5.7745454545454535,66.72348484848487,79.68181818181819,7.4787878787878785,36.87878787878788,8.344100000000001,4.449769696969698,221,13,26,5,6,69,37,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,19,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34033109887260005,0.3816702313663417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962852716542966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705724224714065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25078615065395543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746245292405344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658076507623957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177598737939238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178895932461029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816702313663417,0.0 autism,r1ker,2019/03/16,"Toe walking I’ve been a “toe walker” since I was about eighteen months old. Even now, after months of corrective casts as a child and at-home physical therapy, I still find it the most comfortable way to ambulate and get around. When I was nine I was seen at Shriner’s Hospital for Kids in Shreveport, Louisiana. After my first consultation I was put into the casts and after six months of changing the sets every four weeks I was slowly brought down to a heel-and-toe pattern of walking. Now, thirteen years later, I’ve resorted back to it and am reminded all the while of its benefits - the release of tension, the comfort. DAE with HFA/Asperger’s toe walk? I’d like to know. I’ve had a hunch that the two are connected but neither my doctor nor my independent research in my later years have brought forth anything useful. 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A few weeks later, someone called me and said it was actually part of a research study and we were invited to come in for an assessment. My husband and I had no concerns about our son (just thought he was a little behind his peers). Our pediatrician had no concerns either, in fact when I spoke with her, she was surprised they wanted us to do the study and said it was totally up to us. Fast forward to yesterday, we completed the study Thursday (they asked us a lot of questions and played with our son for a few hours and did an eye following test on a computer). Then the doctor told us that he had autism. We are so floored. We feel like something in us has died. I mean nothing has meaning right now. Everything I dreamed for him seems like it will never happen. I don’t want to offend anyone. This is so raw for me right now. I did not sleep last night. Ok and maybe we are oblivious people, but it’s not like we saw an issue and then got a diagnosis and suspected it. We saw nothing unusual and we only went through with the evaluation because we felt we should and we’d laugh about it later. I feel like some random person just out of the blue knocked our world upside down. I am going to get a second opinion that’s not involved in a study. Just because a small part of me hopes that doctor is seeing what she wants so that it fits into her hypotheses. My main question for the group is how do I even being to profess this? How many opinions should I get on this? They have a 20 hour a week therapy school as the next part of the research study. The doctor is one of the leaders on autism in our area and she said “if I would have blinked, I would have missed it” meaning that the signs are all there, but are so subtle it would be easy for someone else to miss it. I stay home with him and can’t imagine him being away from me that much right now. He also usually takes a very short nap (always has) but he took a 3.5 hour nap after the assessment. I don’t know how he would handle 20 hours a week. Or is they crazy? Should he be in daycare to be socialized more or do the therapy school? I’m worried I’m going to make things worse by doing too much or not doing enough. Should I tell my friends about this? Will they want to exclude my son from play dates or parties? Again I’m sorry if my wording is offensive to anyone. I love him no matter what, I just feel helpless powerless and scared for our future. If you made it this far, thank you for reading. 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Having been diagnosed with what my psych said ""used to be PDD-NOS"", my therapist told me we were going to work on ""social things"" in therapy. What exactly does this usually entail for those that have been in a similar position?",7.247588652482268,8.332114468085111,7.84340425531915,66.73333333333335,63.8936170212766,13.07517730496454,34.815602836879435,12.45797560212912,5.2257432624113465,208,9,33,8,3,69,39,47,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,25,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419158678891668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208577927845285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354573537238151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672134087256696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859268501858389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451381589009916,0.27673772765183724,0.15834629199264175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774952998503056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058541580331551,0.2625041148095994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351850794413012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,toxicfan666,2019/03/16,"Manage to go/eat/pay in a restaurant all by myself I know this sounds foolish, but I just felt real proud of myself, I'm 19 and it was my first time. Useally I go with my family. This time I only had to speak louder for what I wanted. The hard parts for me were where to sit once I was shown the table and sorting out the tip. I still couldn't give eye contact but hopefully they didn't notice ",-0.01607142857142918,2.1663562023809533,2.155047619047618,94.57328571428572,88.16666666666666,4.7885714285714265,15.542857142857144,6.2581,-0.5001628571428571,307,6,68,3,10,103,63,84,0.04,0.861,0.099,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,15,13,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,5,13,2,10,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258186694878977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378651562103092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226709102518465,0.0,0.0,0.2146235483301505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24204865732250316,0.2867989225800269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260294596871673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506110256282756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866865754817348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872683741362492,0.0,0.2687129222769837,0.0,0.19190098500497405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732383347205707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871957815520786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015033457265807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942600332696221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488250711695734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,workingoutmyfaults,2019/03/16,"ECE looking for advice for (probably) autistic child. I say probably because his parents are somewhere between denial and acceptance and doctors seem reluctant to diagnose until parents raise more concerns (this is a cultural matter that seems common in many Asian countries). Anyway, 5 year old boy has severe difficulties in daily life. He is a sweet boy but he cannot control his impulses, doesn’t socialize with other children at all and most recently he has become very demanding (or strongly refusing) in certain matters. I want to focus on one thing at a time and right now that is walking to the park with the class. We don’t have a school playground so we walk 10-20 minutes to various parks. Sometimes he walks perfectly fine while holding hands with a teacher, but other times (becoming more frequent and strong) he just flat out refuses to walk. He will fall to the floor, have a tantrum, kick off his shoes and scratch and bite. The big problem is the other kids always have to wait for him to calm down so we can walk together, so they miss out on their playtime or are late to come back for lunch. We usually end up having to carry him while he kicks and screams but I feel there must be a better way. Does anyone have good advice for dealing with this type of behavior?",6.736457461645749,7.5591879456066975,6.521907949790799,76.68275034867506,64.94142259414228,9.553249651324967,35.59860529986053,9.558583805096642,3.4698901534170163,1025,47,176,19,15,322,159,239,0.078,0.797,0.125,0.8987,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,2,5,8,14,1,0,12,0,20,6,2,1,4,43,28,19,0,3,6,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,5,8,19,1,5,4,0,0,7,3,4,0,1,0,7,14,10,34,25,5,38,0,1,1,0,31,15,0,5,15,117,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766833851861509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779854063492122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898984213162727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885947827800654,0.0,0.08630046108020221,0.31270843243955004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252081805006116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219510130641735,0.0,0.0,0.1587840865472571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459536427590111,0.0,0.14369174062416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490407436061006,0.12388987034782177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253900213438654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158262888256406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874316665133985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969842741006907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999589238371008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188841132271786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353092904899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855511063357815,0.0,0.09593227741574724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439602400838995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527529576951457,0.13546447417600707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397844346845711,0.0,0.0,0.1209009914488456,0.0,0.11258306341218162,0.0,0.1432775653365675,0.0,0.2577621219801006,0.0,0.15993510668471156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431396238796673,0.0,0.0,0.14001749065085028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940535836542504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510255603363055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592062441839125,0.11681102806327134,0.08350233424146145,0.1123725919526576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116718117958124 autism,Sentient-Jello,2019/03/16,"Is it worth seeking a diagnosis as an adult? Hello everyone, I’ll attempt to keep this short, but the title is basically the TLDR. I’m a 21 year old woman who has been in and out of psychiatric care from therapists to groups to psychiatrists and a couple of hospitalizations. I’ve been diagnosed with depression by multiple doctors as well as GAD and social anxiety, but I always felt like my doctors were missing something, and even my current doctor keeps saying, “I know there’s more to why you’re doing X, Y and Z” but I’ve never had any answers for him. I’m now studying to be a middle school teacher and part of my studies involves learning about children’s disabilities, and after learning about autism, I strongly feel that I am on the spectrum. I was non-verbal my first few years of life and didn’t emotionally respond to things normally, so much so that my parents and relatives jokingly referred to me as “the very serious baby”. I’ve spent my whole life desperately struggling to deal with things that are supposed to be easy. Just existing often feels like too much. In social situations I always felt like a field biologist observing apes—like I wasn’t one of them, and I had to carefully study what they did to be accepted. Every class, every sports team, summer camp, etc, I would show up one day and suddenly everyone had a friend or a group formed. It was like everyone had a meeting in the middle of the night to decide who would be friends with who and I was never invited. Reading all these symptoms(at least for high-functioning autism)—they all sound like me. From the social problems, to the hypersensitivity, the emotional disregulation: all these symptoms that were never fully addressed by my other diagnoses fit so perfectly, but, being a female, and still being able to generally function, maybe I flew under the radar. So, now I’m an adult in college, and I just wanted to hear from other people who were diagnosed as adults and how it happened for you and if you think it’s worth pursuing a diagnoses. I’m not sure if anything can be done at this point, but I feel like it might finally give me some peace that I’m not a broken freak, and give me some direction on how I can handle the problems I still deal with every day (like feeling that being at school is too much to go, not being able to make phone calls and ask for help, not being able to plan or prepare, etc.). Also I’m just scared to actively bring it up.... Anyway, thank you to anyone that can help. 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Can you describe how this works for you, personally? Like, it is constant? No words at all? What about during a conversation? Thanks in advance. I'm just trying to understand. I know it's not like this for everyone on the spectrum, but from my understanding, it's pretty common. Isn't it? Also... Do you feel like this is a benefit? I suppose that's the wrong way to put it because you wouldn't have anything to compare it to, but I suppose I mean, do you find this form of thinking has been useful for you?",2.0925401069518728,4.585460500000004,3.6440106951871662,85.45259358288772,81.25490196078431,6.062032085561497,25.93939393939394,7.348242739294969,1.4747137254901967,409,17,78,6,11,135,67,102,0.09300000000000001,0.752,0.156,0.8334,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,17,20,4,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,11,5,13,18,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,59,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971702208927295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464388076666967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937097430238775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293408661502904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279099779400908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730782113733124,0.15161426693555954,0.0,0.0,0.1939706809880889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663383643283375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110486496729885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117628464027715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853075207545405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159100960882486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334570518374646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953891488444693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719716493988614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408749473312046,0.0,0.0,0.44186941405201613,0.0,0.18329508785521084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845508730584302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450302516115255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320357694915104,0.0,0.0 autism,Grrshapeshifter,2019/03/16,"How can a person with HFA use a social worker? A social worker spends 3 hours a week with me; either at home or he takes me out somewhere. How can I use this to my advantage? I have poor social and communication skillscand generally very quiet.",2.6110638297872337,5.1965330851063865,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,79.85106382978724,6.313191489361702,20.038297872340426,7.554174236665415,0.8764672340425528,193,5,35,3,5,65,35,47,0.08,0.8740000000000001,0.046,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,0,11,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,23,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435422242688978,0.0,0.23910322808979115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119983958897788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7424938621045104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255090643600574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193922021249496,0.0,0.20033051532909887,0.0,0.0,0.19475473852166908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wm-cupcakes,2019/08/03,"My hyperfocus makes me drop everything and have no continuity in life. It's ruining my career and I don't know what to do. Has anyone been through this?? My hyperfocus keep changing and this makes me have no continuity in life. I usually spent a lot of time working in one field and then it changes and I get lost. I'm 24 years old already, I can't get a job and I have no idea what to do with my life. And I'm afraid that if I choose it'll change after some time and I'll get lost again and again and again. Has anyone been through this? I'm accepting advices!!",0.7110886571056056,2.914277788135593,2.5500000000000007,92.94734680573666,84.67796610169492,6.342633637548892,21.788787483702738,7.61054688173877,0.7766445893089964,441,15,102,8,13,146,62,118,0.145,0.8320000000000001,0.023,-0.8962,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,0,12,3,0,2,0,21,25,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,12,1,10,19,2,16,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,12,65,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924468148032156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983273351333856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278937836391245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171768924736474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464598307619293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554229191860867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839643790275742,0.0,0.0,0.161714742251189,0.14484820524046127,0.0,0.0,0.0895597102522663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453148591760429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557847728612726,0.1385445528093196,0.0,0.0,0.21755693900537634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710013144388996,0.0,0.11042733881887734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004902610594807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947973388437766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186383522117951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494225172670656 autism,TheMo0min,2019/08/03,Advice how to calm down after bad experiences ? So I’m guessing most if not all of us feel fucked around by NT’s often if not all the time and I’m wondering if you had tips how to calm down / relax afterwards instead of brooding about it after episodes or just plotting revenge !,4.456272727272727,5.780610581818188,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,70.45454545454545,7.6818181818181825,30.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,2.1047272727272732,222,9,42,3,4,72,43,55,0.17800000000000002,0.69,0.132,-0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,8,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,18,7,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,11,6,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,8,4,32,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315218984398125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020141953709078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832687432946457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318623327560615,0.0,0.0,0.17154054267836846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31364130473081736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37373421272820206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782580286383755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080891809814369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679140556261387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fairy_girl12,2019/08/03,"Back talking? What the is “back talking”? Do people not want me to talk to them after they ask a question or what? If I don’t answer then they think that I’m depressed. It’s very annoying, all I really want is a conversation not a confiluted conversation.",2.504200000000001,4.877469020000003,4.829999999999998,78.245,78.8,8.0,26.0,8.841846274778883,2.322,201,8,38,5,5,70,36,50,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.8062,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,9,1,4,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461529565483815,0.0,0.0,0.40492782906937663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678266758660354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254129174979625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495985319584184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867877757517594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6348994355291823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687140642353016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172527222858222,0.31060610854913273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AppleCiderYeah2638,2019/08/03,"What’s a good gift for an autistic non verbal child? Hi guys! At my parent’s workplace, we recently hired a new employee who often brings her sons in our workplace. One of the boys is autistic, non verbal, only communicates with handsigns (he does not react towards me). He tends to get mad when we keep him from tampering with the doors, items, etc. I’ve been wondering if I should bring something that can occupy him and prevents tantrums. Are there any suggestions that might be good and safe?",5.312515527950311,7.12909093478261,5.055279503105592,82.2276086956522,69.0,8.300621118012423,29.447204968944106,8.841846274778883,2.385855279503105,394,15,71,7,7,121,77,92,0.057999999999999996,0.804,0.138,0.7815,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,13,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,3,9,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,4,3,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919312757705494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305958912261921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938788636424161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376710180809515,0.0,0.0,0.442032690229018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609123852025678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342162552937319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795382425431319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544957532437306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178558496719191,0.2004081999763636,0.0,0.0,0.2925922480613065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26018040220029043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285980563793585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857610350394505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zeonpm123,2019/08/03,"What medication (synthetic or natural) would you recommend for ASD? Me and my mum have been having trouble, because at school I can never focus (quite severe and is stopping my learning and the others around me from learning) We have looked at many natural medicines, like CBD, but my mum says she needs to ""do more research"" it doesn't appear she has done any research... So what would you recommend and how can I get my mum to listen? P.S: I am starting a new school year and want it to be a new chapter for me as I will be starting GCSE'S. Thanks and btw this is my first time posting on any subreddit, I have Asperger's Syndrome. Thanks ❤",5.463870967741936,6.189088451612908,5.775967741935487,81.25895161290326,67.70967741935483,8.780645161290323,33.24193548387097,8.841846274778883,2.7345032258064506,504,22,96,8,8,161,83,124,0.025,0.82,0.155,0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,19,1,0,1,1,20,29,11,0,4,2,3,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,18,3,11,22,1,15,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,2,10,70,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475362202372507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202103298641304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094718619576867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625200171775386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548114448960069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508892420363273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891734960205454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528364701745545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452222051573006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334862145117825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349527318626012,0.1403717397549769,0.35155877726000273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430832285430972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358232618845286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447358906608066,0.0,0.3683929962853756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056113007797066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576449642993726,0.0,0.0,0.1521624472876927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33512735595251675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612726627634847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734993659256384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585790612376304,0.0,0.0,0.1172038028380216 autism,mamapedeuk,2019/08/03,If your from northern England? Where did you get assessed? Did you have to pay and if so how much?,-0.19866666666666788,2.1045378000000032,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,96.0,2.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.5943333333333332,76,3,17,0,3,23,17,20,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793103795651062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8151070384484067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,julesmic79,2019/08/03,"How to help my son deal with our separation?? Hello, I need some advice please. My hubby and I have decides to separate after 20 yrs together..it should have probably happened sooner than later..nonetheless..my son is 11 yrs old and has autism. The 1st 2 wks were ok..but the last cpl days have been awful. I know this is a huge change for him. My son and myself have been staying and will be moving into my parents home and my husband will stay in our current residence. This does involve a change in school for my son. He is being very violent and just down right mean to me, in particular yesterday and today. Any one been through this and can give me some advice on how to help him cope better. Its the hardest decision we have ever had to madr but know that it is better for all of us. TIA",1.9897784810126569,4.27584878481013,3.4966930379746834,87.58149525316459,80.13924050632913,6.481645569620253,21.900316455696203,7.645422480735847,0.9941379746835444,620,19,124,10,16,204,104,158,0.027999999999999997,0.856,0.115,0.9203,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,5,1,21,0,0,2,2,26,27,11,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,18,2,19,17,3,19,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,2,8,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142479455564865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934399815768828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844147180193773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34019299616654186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036974662805878,0.16576937698173125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407100654268386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544546890884782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424623123129044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421877362228093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555082740037,0.0,0.16128737461335865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673403400217633,0.1310668499613943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514950463641735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708963312654637,0.0,0.1192251481420872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872403916523707,0.0,0.10895674516260204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854036405057974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650120898000354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336085153825945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731539446425628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272997571234452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34276551879108125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241190965924814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341284441656245,0.0,0.0,0.13267014773050953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,That_Eugene,2019/08/03,"There is a band called autism Why in the world would you name your band after something where lots of people suffer from?? Anyway, who wants to start a band with me? I already have a band name, its called lungcancer, who's in???",4.850378787878785,5.834918431818185,3.807272727272729,93.88924242424244,69.22727272727272,5.866666666666667,21.484848484848484,3.1291,-0.2881878787878791,177,3,37,0,3,51,35,44,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.6662,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608477002490507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677979958699721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779999073948793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669752895228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517371356908629,0.0,0.0,0.2314491202195129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928704366299924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29506260626089154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228824360446795,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Equadex,2019/08/03,"Not allowed to exist The medical community has declared all autistic minds defective. They see no value in what they are and complain about their lacking facial expressions, body language, socialization, social games, deception, perception and intrests. The list goes on and on. It's like they are inferior in every way that makes them different. Treatments often targets these perceived deficiencies to make them better. They offer no treatments in helping people to stop masking in harmful ways and seem bewildered when parents report their children melting down from a full day at school masking. It's the same story for adults. When adults contacts them and express that they don't want to be changed they just nervously laugh it of and don't take it seriously. Any suggestion that autism isn't wrong is taken with large scepticism and with a lot of mayby. These people are basically being described as flawed versions of being human. Where the goal is to treat them to be the least defective and any remaining autism is treated as a burden to be tolerated. No-one ever reaffirms that there is nothing wrong with being them and love is given exclusively to the person with autism. Not the autism. Bad mental health is seen as co-incidental or as an inevitable part of autism. Not as an expected and a healthy reaction from what has been done to them. The final solution seem to be finding the most effective way to prevent them, normalize and, failing that, dispose of them in special homes with special jobs that you can't live of. This mentality isn't unique to autism. They seem to deal with any disability or illness requiring accommodation from the environment the same way. I wish they could see autism as a different way of being human. With worthwhile strengths in empathy, passion, loyalty, fairness among others. As valuable human beings. To see the beauty in stimming. That autism isn't negative just because it's different. As of right now I feel like I'm not allowed to exist. As autism is something to be fought rather than something to be embraced. To be openly autistic is to be openly defective. Yet I don't think they are. I can't ignore the social reality I'm living in though. I'm part of a group that the medical community feel they would be better of without. Where school districts complain how expensive and difficult these students are. How social services threatens to confiscate children who don't have enough friends, free time activities or too much behaviour problems resulting from lacking accessibility. They see this as parental abuse and believe they children must have a normal life even if the child isn't normal. To be different with different restrictions quickly becomes dangerous in a system where everything has to be normal and you are not included. In short, autism isn't allowed to exist and yet I have to exist anyway. To be ostricated, othered and questioned for daring(well forced really) to not be the same as others. How they can claim to like and support people with autism under this mentality is beyond me.",7.238883497454928,9.221320434137294,6.963636363636365,69.75263403263405,64.51020408163265,9.684049284049284,36.45502116930689,9.97462318616391,4.125029075686218,2490,122,372,56,39,784,255,539,0.106,0.752,0.142,0.9694,11,0,2,0,1,0,54.0,0,2,23,7,24,37,3,1,26,0,56,9,2,10,3,89,80,38,0,15,14,2,2,3,1,2,5,0,1,10,25,28,0,5,11,1,2,0,21,20,0,0,6,7,31,18,83,53,15,42,0,2,5,2,57,25,0,11,14,287,56,9,0.0,0.08749074821648116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506453676212776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165502293141429,0.04501342506560242,0.0815527368846747,0.0,0.08319469781952052,0.0,0.13061457563539347,0.0,0.0820218651525969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811509217571255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895686410265472,0.0,0.0,0.04762201002474743,0.0761279056815099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857461011120189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556604912761915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629857138695971,0.0,0.04877197409646476,0.06679435695843869,0.062215107432125084,0.0,0.06636446840433997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467351300034501,0.05275277148047336,0.0,0.08089035058665088,0.06749029108471405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705018055394885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784906404951925,0.0,0.0,0.0494947660318323,0.0,0.07406959153581955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327683533985563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052156819932851615,0.10822647938853364,0.0,0.13040775661949425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277786577845411,0.06664532831812649,0.0,0.0985802764461492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877618289500835,0.2232462396380692,0.0,0.07455941513560681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054282399221294686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893981025802281,0.07085343341047501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398570402159246,0.15992747708787589,0.0,0.15357832862143886,0.06447602520237894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065686418182737,0.0,0.0,0.08271998959799358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047305104661672405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306070269870334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946418292866026,0.23537019702291298,0.20166907251606206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010906616516855,0.0,0.11369442719565866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617352557882577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379507724575593,0.0,0.0,0.055520027850609374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731500062590928,0.07254943399083492,0.0,0.043057890080405115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043553951139238836,0.2930618900510639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491470717682617,0.07118109602110945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245526991561416,0.16146936789905156,0.0,0.0 autism,scruggbug,2019/08/03,"When you cut the tags off all your child’s clothes and think it’s over, but then they start messing with the tags on yours until you cut yours too. We are slowly becoming a tag-free home. Who needs em?",3.2885714285714265,4.205258333333337,3.074761904761907,97.95357142857144,72.80952380952381,6.552380952380951,21.142857142857142,6.42735559955562,-0.1056285714285714,158,3,38,1,3,47,36,42,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,5,1,0,2,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751505600191188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223756881692043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38614503433450864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686043335780193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336889741147432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lynthecupcake,2019/08/03,"Those who have gone through ABA, what was it like? Was it positive? Negative? Did it help you? How does it affect how you act now? Are you happy or upset with the results? Do you know anyone who has trauma from ABA? Do you agree when others say it is abusive? Would they try to suppress your stims?",-0.11898305084745785,2.1058558305084745,1.1110000000000009,97.60582203389832,100.86440677966101,3.715932203389831,16.06949152542373,5.6839178017228535,-0.5739437288135592,230,6,48,2,10,72,46,59,0.168,0.631,0.201,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,4,0,9,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,2,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,3,38,17,0,0.0,0.4690910232506483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768309013420984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34646529115521696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421455724820739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653714926060035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175829012723947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934226227500283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314845142179403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687982844425889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812445514664048,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WilderRaichu,2019/08/03,I am free for questions I have aspergers syndrome is would like to clear up thoughts about aspergers (a weaker form of autism but still very similar) so i am answering any questions about it (Including what it is like and personal stuff) please feel free to ask about it also here is my youtube channel as i have done a video about it: [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCeco9EhiYK5CJCqCd5-Mzw](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCeco9EhiYK5CJCqCd5-Mzw),14.302846153846154,16.843413092307696,8.719807692307693,61.48894230769233,48.84615384615386,10.807692307692307,36.25,10.686352973137794,3.9038461538461537,381,13,52,7,4,99,46,65,0.027000000000000003,0.743,0.22899999999999998,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,12,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,6,10,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065883669259145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567492459195244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415059684254412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643637874530552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062064873774712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524163723803444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255659309861894,0.0,0.2835714543127888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787829322999544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206304628265496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957288497440478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508710927922105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131513260064717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835119605544604,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hollandse_Herder,2019/08/03,"The older I get the more I hate people Talking to people, listening to lame stories and pretending i'm interested, explaining why I never reply to messages etc. I just get so damn tired from any social contact and I'm not interested in anyone. The older I get (i'm 25) the more I live like a recluse and the more I get agitated just by someones presence. The only reason I even speak to people is because of my job. Does anyone who experiences this have any tips on how to deal with this? It's preventing me from growing in my job.",3.1211530398322864,4.984591283018869,5.2561635220125815,78.35602725366878,74.84905660377359,7.729979035639412,27.815513626834374,8.515128840125781,2.2284897274633124,420,17,78,8,9,146,66,106,0.161,0.738,0.10099999999999999,-0.8207,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,12,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,11,3,13,12,4,7,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,0,4,51,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481622051498644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516475577521125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122775630623144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881113496452713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967460816984366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034944861852411,0.12051509614008114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848383403483478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813175638390995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180144445274245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621327624900757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914220929841388,0.0,0.1611181792162667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072672049743046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877133991889104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794906271835175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760236171526695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599805886503845,0.1546003148274291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466568545048107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097143866611424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464448469561027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,talkativetech,2019/08/03,"Does anyone here have eidetic memory? If so what can you remember? I have eidetic memory since, I've been born. First real memory was when I was not even a year old. After that I had flashes of memory. Here and there but one thing that comes to me. Extremely well is building designs! I don't know why have no interests in buildings. I can just memorize them inside and out. It's kind of like seeing it in 3D. Figure might as well make a career out of it. Planning on going to college in the next 6 months to study 3D design with computer science.",2.105279399499583,4.409066183486242,4.404820683903253,81.13140116763971,79.82568807339447,8.000333611342787,22.753127606338616,8.841846274778883,1.9404238532110087,430,14,82,11,11,149,82,109,0.026000000000000002,0.862,0.11199999999999999,0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,9,5,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,17,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,4,1,8,5,15,12,0,16,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,9,62,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612379097657377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863781997081428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017958944663149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523063178361669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961446268429345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105287860090895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401299882188885,0.12672939340168485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265743543233082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392445348929107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446256496227012,0.0,0.0,0.1840593273499723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524119579268705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197144886569286,0.0,0.1562576478202097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624684469233698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612200323859738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375495712983392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075118701200436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319756964783632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146665447231487,0.0,0.2080767971746369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849610238880714 autism,Wy_lie,2019/08/03,"Marijuana Use So, a tiny bit of backstory; when I was about 3 or 4 i was diagnosed with PDD (pervasive personality disorder), which is now technically just under the umbrella diagnosis of autism spectrum. This trat was 15 years ago. I had issues growing up that this would make sense with. I currently have issues where the diagnosis would make sense still. But as of now, I ask under the assumption that I am somewhere on the spectrum. Anywaysssss, onto my question. Obvisoly, this is only for anyone who is somewhere on the spectrum, particlusruly those who are closer to neurotypical like myself. How does cannabis, mainly THC affect you? Does it help you. Does it cause you to freak out. Dies it affect you for the next few following days? How do you feel when using it? And how many times have you used it? I have personally used it 6 times within the past 6 months. The first 3 times I freaked out. Having my sense of normal be so off freaked me out. Then the next 3 times it slowly improved and the last 2 times I actually enjoyed it. It made me be able to actually open up and to freely speak my mind. I usually have difficulty getting words from my brain to my mouths with serious personal topics. When I am high though, I do not experince this. I still feel off and am a bit freaked out though, but I have come to relax with it. I still feel it over the next day or two though. I'm just curious how it affects anyone else here. I read the rules and I hope this post is allowed. If bit please let me know and I will happily see it removed. Thank you all.",2.882029002055265,5.208422341059607,4.139591230874629,83.93188741721856,77.24503311258277,7.609225850650834,24.983329527289328,8.53829466247534,1.8014179949760218,1225,44,242,26,29,401,161,302,0.032,0.855,0.113,0.9781,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,7,0,1,22,10,0,0,14,0,26,3,2,16,1,52,45,25,1,5,8,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,24,16,0,0,5,2,0,4,1,5,0,2,5,5,34,5,34,34,6,51,0,0,1,0,16,19,0,5,28,171,58,1,0.09184202026738618,0.0,0.1792491268205421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141240953663015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843615200858266,0.094103003151761,0.0,0.0,0.08585989118859644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080309777185243,0.0,0.0,0.1025260685981404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094347053863429,0.0,0.07911376821211502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846101034339472,0.0,0.0,0.09321771731205804,0.09531751705254568,0.0,0.10525891204590926,0.0,0.24111471254532746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672222302276244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931425497340302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812077552192087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798366495011341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155977023852938,0.09703613688930868,0.0,0.09121984902751026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171841570635512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050473972462625465,0.0748635045090751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391468821065184,0.0,0.044869371983010484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690314022414948,0.1226105233869108,0.0931133933760445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273425925309232,0.0,0.07330742435344408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930250914381049,0.0,0.08998567995476224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984999497328259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767360048642736,0.0,0.2405787287568559,0.0,0.1008149586125228,0.0,0.0,0.0879592679368841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288408173322784,0.0,0.09186687402240384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318619932665796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003546806812585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455579289763711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707029558159009,0.0,0.26776910295937656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897163086337454,0.0,0.0,0.31728807007960125,0.10115100998163608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048387224331756,0.0,0.0,0.05914324989328178 autism,SylkoZakurra,2019/08/03,"Daughter (17) diagnosed ASD today. Devastated and relieved, but feeling guilty and angry. When my daughter was about 12, I started to get really frustrated with her. She wasn’t communicating and she wasn’t reacting the way I non-ASD person does. I’m not going to go into a lot of details because you all know. Her younger years were fairly “normal” with some signs we didn’t see. She’s very high functioning. Anyway. For the last five years, we’ve been taking her to psychiatrists trying to find out what piece is missing. They diagnosed her anxiety, but it didn’t explain everything. We kept taking her to the therapist and psychiatrist and nothing changed or helped. This led me to think she’s just willfully, knowingly being rude and her temper tantrums were conscious decisions so then she would get punished (computer time eliminated mostly). She recently had suicidal ideation so we pushed again and even though her psychiatrist and therapist assured us she wasn’t autistic, they finally agreed to refer her. So finally today we got the diagnosis. I’m relieved that we finally know and can move forward. I’m angry I let the psychiatrist and therapist basically tell me I don’t know my own daughter. I feel terribly guilty over how frustrated and angry I’ve been with her. I don’t know if I’ll stop beating myself up over it (I won’t any time soon). Anyway. I needed to say it to someone who would understand.",4.245672705672703,7.064065335907338,5.288822393822397,74.88697282447283,75.17760617760621,8.92670032670033,30.810959310959312,9.466822959209583,3.5245074547074555,1138,54,187,32,26,373,152,259,0.24100000000000002,0.715,0.044000000000000004,-0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,1,2,1,14,11,6,0,6,0,21,2,0,3,2,56,46,22,1,5,6,3,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,7,21,0,2,14,0,0,6,9,8,0,1,13,4,38,3,20,27,6,30,0,1,1,0,34,7,0,5,18,128,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828542849252189,0.0,0.0880663508768943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701759766958606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217815102967314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336883978419907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074213446324684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760355585609518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034622755630962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641608476744612,0.0,0.0,0.3783244231748067,0.1052174342977728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029071412724265,0.0,0.1308504987450296,0.0,0.0920718402904827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716239194317911,0.1216304154205318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163342253389945,0.09383802205216306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771782046704568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787075832296924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235415520130308,0.0,0.08535989141285506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127929860530408,0.11046057669659047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051819063867344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374870757989813,0.0,0.11366693883306335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154790525417364,0.0,0.0,0.09173559575342108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975406539769836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148240451350973,0.0,0.0,0.09624532825919913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259224036300056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731115628246296,0.0,0.1006198009888277,0.0,0.0,0.4009889683653552,0.0,0.07376413539848023,0.11310464337292198,0.0,0.1342545912225841,0.0,0.21824026660943588,0.0,0.0,0.07815880437695501,0.0,0.0,0.119843797537805,0.1384749749069188,0.0,0.0,0.09498591178521708,0.0,0.09137675854123806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355564118075416,0.0,0.0,0.1482667856418503 autism,Specialist_Committee,2019/08/03,"Are there any young autistic people here who have done the supposedly ""newer"" type ABA who would be willing to share their experiences? There seems to be a big difference in how ABA is perceived by adult autistic people vs. parents of autistic children. The common defense of parents is that the ""newer"" type ABA is amazing and has done wonders for their child. I'm just curious if there is anyone young enough here who has experienced this ""newer"", positive-only type ABA and feel it has either improved or worsened their lives.",11.665319148936169,9.587147127659575,10.019680851063836,65.08250000000002,56.446808510638284,11.953191489361705,43.71276595744681,10.125756701596842,4.614944680851064,426,19,66,6,4,131,63,94,0.028999999999999998,0.843,0.128,0.8402,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,0,4,0,15,0,0,1,0,14,19,5,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,7,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,6,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744436012874027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618870676788728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189345754496325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738591743065792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392263354746561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264750430144555,0.0,0.0,0.11706556589043005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444006464637648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141603352487137,0.0,0.0,0.32101938561074705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077088915121214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251078062645935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446811218264906,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chillipepperice,2019/07/19,"I am an adult who might be autistic/Aspie. I got fired today because of my disability (likely). Otherwise my work is excellent. Please give me your opinion on how to process/digest what I am going through. I am in my late twenties and have an autistic 3 year old son. I think I am in the spectrum too but I am high functioning. I have never been able to make best friends or keep up with friends. I am socially awkward and cannot understand other person’s feelings/emotions very well. I am brilliant in studies and graduated with a 3.9 gpa. Well, I found a temp job a month ago with a potential to convert to full time role. They want to test how I do for a while and then offer the job (common in the industry I am working in). I worked very hard for the role. I knew my weakness was to get along with my coworkers and I focused on that area hard. I did amazingly well and made close ties with my coworkers. We went out for lunches and just got pretty close. Today I was told I am being let go at the moment because I am not the right fit for the role. It was emphasized that my work was exemplary and extremely detail oriented but personality was not a match for the group. I tried to ask for more details as to why I am being fired. All I was told was that I was asking for feedback when my manager didn’t have time. I was only trying to work hard. I mean...isn’t that a good thing to ask for feedback so that one can improve? I am having a hard time digesting the way I was fired for not doing anything wrong. Just the fit/personality. I loved the work and my coworkers. It was going so well. How can I get fired for personality issues?",2.4907938326909083,4.344749353474319,4.1550348994686965,85.6022658610272,76.61329305135952,7.2241275132826335,25.91530367746641,8.104835398774808,1.6021173247213247,1280,48,263,22,29,429,167,331,0.095,0.7290000000000001,0.175,0.985,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,1,8,13,15,0,1,21,0,41,4,0,5,2,42,64,21,0,1,8,1,8,1,2,1,2,0,0,4,11,19,2,1,4,0,0,4,6,3,4,1,22,8,43,12,39,37,4,38,0,0,0,1,24,17,0,3,17,191,54,15,0.08929491935319818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915455825947748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348211020746521,0.0,0.2504360870015393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886670806446587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370950880245264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044476550478326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790727008733427,0.13797806637331247,0.0,0.09330581970032706,0.0856598232848022,0.15224508141193965,0.07489634178470916,0.1428346085057532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199628337233835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434498492792484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320069625635817,0.1772228580519201,0.0793694271748342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072855844332614,0.0,0.0,0.09131010495452788,0.0,0.04362498713537498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059215102267688,0.08449301175282115,0.05960505205467216,0.0,0.0,0.09726834487825456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472779827464864,0.0,0.0,0.07127435270449939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886974666234964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369999683895253,0.0,0.060508548324403916,0.06791280995127959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118755172544475,0.0,0.0980190066887935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084503508518567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625737322848103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910249251062302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059323576641081524,0.057216578750714876,0.0,0.0,0.15620575669670794,0.0,0.16928228513192972,0.17065024418336364,0.0,0.12125077753674593,0.0,0.0,0.09295916020114876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735532037373555,0.05266845698610104,0.07087815064619499,0.0,0.0,0.3211474255489092,0.08277728484792994,0.08057477578003266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900465887189096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976299765614416,0.0,0.057503000414528514 autism,Cwe87even,2019/07/19,"Does my online friend have it? I hope this doesn’t sound too stupid lol but I’ve been chatting to someone for about 4 years online ... they are around my age but one thing I always noticed was how they spell words and put words together. I thought at the time they might have been from a different country because they English is poor. But that’s not the case. Anyway, I noticed they will misspell words a lot . Instead of saying “of course” they say “of coarse” The other day we were talking . They spelled wood as would lol. A lot of the times they will also skip certain words in a sentence. Example “I want go outside” “I’m tired so have to go sleep” This happens on a consistent basis and I always feel like I’m chatting to a little kid lol. Is this anything autistic related or is it just bad typos? Hope this wasn’t too weird or stupid... Would appreciate some Insighr",1.2164757033248073,3.853964494117648,2.007902813299236,93.83164961636831,89.35294117647058,4.368286445012788,22.685421994884912,6.0469075449839425,0.4306496163682869,684,26,135,6,23,212,108,170,0.09300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.8723,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,8,0,10,9,2,0,10,3,18,2,1,1,1,28,28,11,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,5,1,3,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,2,1,3,3,4,0,1,6,4,17,5,15,17,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,8,6,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281421418695436,0.26666143668745795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318620882593528,0.14264564900847107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337919023357636,0.097679499314674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334014993963138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741443675657058,0.0,0.0,0.1402252126380731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102106595211479,0.11447394412143233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379935684076335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213371304946574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169779173854835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31830465901472266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782841141567208,0.1606004105604282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724569609331566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998702488863607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364863683255426,0.0,0.0,0.1085813066210404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108328607446973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254855121925574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603535607428307,0.0,0.13576900090169494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879310519987838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645490006779997,0.0,0.0,0.12721094533990396,0.18687194491290604,0.1841698238679359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451242899771307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276567266012688,0.0,0.0,0.10318791464249263 autism,nubivagance,2019/07/19,"I'm very tired of never knowing when I'm going to upset people (or why) This is my first post here so I'm sorry if venting is not allowed. I'm autistic and ADHD and have related auditory processing problems (among other things). I feel like I am constantly saying things that seem innocuous to me but end up upsetting people. Often I blame my auditory processing issues. I have a hard time seperating speech from background noise (it feels like everyone is constantly muttering or whispering). So I can often chalk it up to my not having understood what they were trying to say and responding ""wrong."" But other times, such as when talking to someone via text, I'll read what they said, type out what I think is an appropriate response, only to have them respond in a very negative way, accusing me of having said things I didn't and being very upset. In those cases I just get confused. I've found trying to clarify myself almost never helps once someone is upset (defending yourself when somebody else is upset is wrong I've learned). I hate having to apologize for things I didn't actually say, so I end up coming across as mean and stubborn. It's so bad that when posting on Reddit I tend to read what everyone else has already said before replying, just to make sure what I'm saying falls in line with the majority response. I want to contribute. I want to be a part of the conversation. I just hate that I never seem to know when I'm going to slip up and upset people. I have so much anxiety and try to analyze everything I said in past conversations to see what offensive or stupid things I might have said, even when nobody acted upset at the time. I hate that I'm forced to do human interactions on hard mode. Thank you for listening to my rant. I wasn't sure where else I could post this.",6.287892925956509,6.721548315028907,7.1715524360033065,72.99201348747594,65.84971098265896,10.52111202862648,31.794109551334987,10.398101306919678,3.358027140104596,1431,53,255,34,21,479,179,346,0.245,0.706,0.049,-0.9976,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,1,20,23,6,8,7,0,27,1,0,2,5,49,63,26,0,5,11,0,4,2,0,1,1,12,0,1,23,10,0,1,11,2,0,5,9,18,0,1,11,17,33,5,41,48,3,42,0,0,1,0,23,15,0,11,20,173,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.07745020542949825,0.0,0.09538304840212576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947403416588253,0.0,0.08758284999058648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060715116212949526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626766973634346,0.0,0.0,0.06753500244318855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683671681867051,0.0,0.1715338717396866,0.0,0.0633676513816453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890145205794407,0.0,0.14059023312318866,0.0,0.0,0.0524207910101557,0.0,0.0,0.15167608629665313,0.07132944674011367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026012257045319,0.11339881397931115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750906093441683,0.0,0.08702121475360866,0.0,0.0,0.04146569384817336,0.0,0.09021156388019798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219349820385654,0.2350738111610139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053197657759752236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283795265536259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723544946440834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754887600776822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297772096620484,0.0,0.0,0.0864533299807902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419526016241273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834347200056405,0.0,0.18363689465506555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452267789346629,0.0,0.060361760817349536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594613001129972,0.07576425602581377,0.1650681076068441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803335755025525,0.0,0.0,0.07594297297424762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877585328099056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37747833843763184,0.2524615429713494,0.0,0.0,0.06324478420615967,0.1445044686615451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449386928676396,0.0,0.0,0.0888442417751668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960387774831185,0.0,0.0,0.06379174532016695,0.0,0.07306996297652925,0.0,0.0,0.26363771036771816,0.0508548158118529,0.0,0.0,0.13883764389640196,0.0912200577943241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616538272641334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645689693765386,0.09362477581165063,0.06299739297418187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161587551796274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354950555080492,0.0,0.0 autism,Selaura,2019/07/19,"Blogs to follow for Autism advice and tips These blogs are primarily authored by autistic adults. [https://www.andnextcomesl.com/2019/05/autism-blogs.html?fbclid=IwAR2\_JqwFG-X3NbO6i0ayQcR68SvHMcTI31IcS0M6NOj9iR5twz6NSNYe7ck](https://www.andnextcomesl.com/2019/05/autism-blogs.html?fbclid=IwAR2_JqwFG-X3NbO6i0ayQcR68SvHMcTI31IcS0M6NOj9iR5twz6NSNYe7ck)",73.38686274509803,93.8079425882353,23.408235294117656,-62.669607843137186,-53.352941176470566,6.972549019607843,29.196078431372552,7.793537801064563,3.284819607843138,332,4,11,2,3,53,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,autismandaccents,2019/07/19,"Study for US Autistic Adults with ""unusual"" or ""foreign"" accents Hi everyone, The Linguistics Department at the University of Colorado Boulder is conducting a study on the adoption of different accents by autistic individuals. We’re looking for participants who are autistic and speak an “unusual,” “non-local,” or “foreign” accent relative to where they grew up. Participants must also be native English speakers and over the age of 18. The study will consist of a 30-60 minute interview conducted either in person (if you happen to be in the area) or via Skype, which will be audio and video recorded. Participants will receive a $100 gift card for participation in the project on completion of the interview. If you’re interested or have any questions about the study, please email [accentsandautism@lists.colorado.edu](mailto:accentsandautism@lists.colorado.edu) At the moment, we can only recruit United States citizens, but are hoping to expand the project in the near future. If you're outside the United States or a native speaker of a language other than English and are interested in a potential future project, feel free and get in contact as well.",11.695372340425527,12.243590132978726,10.383489361702132,54.10300000000004,54.585106382978715,12.413617021276595,44.86382978723404,11.792908689023552,5.859317446808512,947,49,124,23,10,297,116,188,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.9784,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,20,0,13,0,0,0,1,21,18,16,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,3,3,7,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,6,30,11,1,24,0,0,1,0,16,15,0,10,4,88,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957653296227525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867195691814693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878853585128166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868711343085247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623669898482348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883274072931315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345345456284722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428046650729188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27271369290575204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23057280133677024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088257137201275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974721237869656,0.0,0.3013995304362986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075854451614366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33027842032575083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687478105288174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,shemightbite,2019/07/19,"Keeping a job is difficult for me and I want to share a blog post I wrote about it Novel idea: if your employee says “I’m autistic, when you have expectations of me, I need them very clearly communicated. If you don’t say a thing, I don’t know to do a thing”, consider giving detailed instructions and not yelling at your employee when they fail to meet uncommunicated expectations. I experience this at every job I’ve worked. I know I’m a common denominator, so I always voice a need to have expectations clearly spelled out so I can fulfill them. Yet employers fail to fully train me, fail to communicate ongoing expectations, and assume I know to do things or will guess the right thing to do. I don’t guess at the expectations of others. I do what I’m told to do, I don’t do more, I don’t do less. I strive to meet the standards set for me to the best of my ability, but why on EARTH would I do anything I’m not asked to do? Every job stresses the importance of respecting the fact that time is money and doing things that are not in the scope of my specific job duties is “waste” or “time theft”. Why would I knowingly commit time theft (usually a write-up-able offense) to GUESS what someone wants of me, attempt to do that thing without guidelines, and then hope that it turns out for the best? Of course I don’t do that. So when I’m yelled at for not doing things that have not been asked of me? I’m confused and hurt. So, employers, PLEASE, I’m begging you. If an employee voices a need for clear and thorough instructions, and you then express frustration or disappointment that your employee does not meet expectations that were not specifically explained and detailed, consider that you may be in the wrong, and ensure you and your employee are on the same page as to the scope and specifications of all job-related tasks before you berate them for doing a subpar or incomplete job.",7.036147540983608,6.6962199098360715,7.5704972677595626,73.38017213114756,64.38251366120218,11.254426229508198,34.14699453551913,10.793553405168565,3.5524102732240443,1501,58,290,36,20,497,159,366,0.096,0.777,0.127,0.8289,13,0,0,0,1,0,39.0,0,11,4,7,9,16,2,2,21,0,36,0,0,0,6,68,64,30,0,17,16,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,22,14,0,2,7,2,1,0,14,11,0,0,4,6,40,5,43,55,7,24,0,5,0,0,28,11,0,15,11,205,62,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556942693921824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473703411001377,0.0,0.16980868153956866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772810402871658,0.0,0.1906197504679181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947710094961483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303935484470432,0.0,0.0,0.0888392829520651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712271757872876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001450559123895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020464665844656,0.0,0.0,0.09722457452430204,0.1025246052851283,0.0,0.0,0.5407483841946694,0.08072489439007982,0.0,0.0,0.19964895359851748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020254010801012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969297051550648,0.0,0.0,0.08698035317060661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755969293786062,0.0,0.14444724933371705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695140116024027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403388131726088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42235691257427577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887343100874027,0.0,0.0,0.08678230037491852,0.0,0.0,0.09878596469232792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000252819075239,0.07493592368244928,0.1071358526634182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390165576021334,0.0,0.0,0.08754713655436543,0.0,0.06611796423028814,0.0,0.0,0.12903169338489748,0.09929729655056953,0.0,0.0 autism,wardyfrog,2019/07/19,"Parents Hey everyone just recently joined and can already relate to like all the memes posted so nice to fit in lol. I just like wanted to ask if anyone had good recommendations of talking about autism with your parents because they have a really hard time understanding it and I have a hard time explaining it I’m 16 year old male if that’s important or anything k thanks bye",2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.0,7.088888888888889,24.66666666666667,8.167268648758528,2.0076000000000005,306,12,55,7,9,99,58,72,0.042,0.6859999999999999,0.272,0.9545,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,10,6,0,3,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,5,7,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,8,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329226716935644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758611491506582,0.0,0.1736938770585473,0.0,0.19732337927265933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866723991002804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168788327873136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703677732388526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781572477106661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623776673748068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148405489963546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687398901641147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021481712518226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521782094123638,0.0,0.2084076628111245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696512930735382,0.0,0.1943262978867704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461550021986072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973289686234107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449545157016785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592313906472453 autism,StoicStar77,2019/07/19,"Question about an interaction and hopefully insight for me to grow Hi! Question about an interaction I had with what I assumed was an autistic male. Wanted to check to make sure I didn’t do something wrong. I was at a grocery check out line and saw a male (assumption) who exhibited some behavior that made me think he was autistic (assumption). He was quickly waving to customers at the end of each customer’s check out. In between the last two, he looked at me and I smiled. He looked uncomfortable and quickly looked away. I thought perhaps I provided too much stimulation with my energy and tried to tone it down and remained neutral for the rest of the time. At the end of my check out, I smiled gently and signed thank you (I’m Deaf) to the cashier and him. He didn’t wave at me and shifted his body language away from me either his eyes sideways at me. It felt like he was horrified by me or something. I am little worried that maybe I did something to provoke that reaction or triggered him with something and just wanted to check in. Thank you for listening and giving me any insight.",6.247836538461537,6.915330033653849,6.194230769230771,79.15076923076923,65.97115384615384,9.092307692307692,35.71153846153846,9.057496981413335,3.128084615384614,869,41,161,14,13,274,110,208,0.063,0.812,0.125,0.9097,0,0,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,11,0,11,3,2,5,1,41,28,13,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,18,0,0,8,0,5,1,2,1,0,1,13,8,26,5,36,15,5,22,0,0,5,0,22,15,0,7,7,114,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098634469325383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725460522888156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111049287774795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569307596916605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392643866520402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913882260824315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440607992801317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822970999696103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708608670150357,0.14537156686093286,0.0,0.0,0.3653997168119485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724354922872906,0.09681757965827537,0.0,0.14571556619326295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662357015241046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249635513696429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466459076215202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670166521813745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26707290657596383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293793864805627,0.0,0.11514823892037385,0.08457595886443121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984749313030047,0.0,0.14168630257590667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110068203792742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472985887458372,0.0,0.0,0.15858216219831328,0.0,0.0 autism,rebeccazone,2019/07/19,"Guy in my building is monotone and in his own world? There's a guy in my building. He's harmless but I feel awkward when I see him. &#x200B; His voice is always monotone, he never has any expression on his face, he kind of talks to himself. He'll approach a group of people and just say things that he thinks are relevant like he's trying to make conversation but he doesn't direct it at anyone in particular. &#x200B; Is this autism?",3.113604651162792,5.37651704651163,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,76.2093023255814,6.16046511627907,27.02906976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.4242604651162796,350,14,66,4,8,112,60,86,0.023,0.9129999999999999,0.063,0.4956,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,9,11,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,10,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,0,3,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613898535087234,0.4066351874054021,0.4560281049038468,0.12760774258343874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120853133806445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488096356907026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716039888130567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540753865020768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167581413617393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525715266767673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472646318566487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009217697545236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922600224182914,0.0,0.0,0.1495319437353424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082514379210202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466564561186574,0.12023789079366586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740134124087396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560281049038468,0.0 autism,sarahhatespants,2019/07/19,"Question about SIB. If I intervene Physically to stop him, the behaviors/meltdowns escalate. If I don’t, they tend to end sooner but also he is hurting himself pretty badly. What is the best way to handle it? I am already employing sensory tools. He is in a dark room with his noise machine and he is lying safely on a soft mat. He has a weighted blanket but he won’t use it. His SIB of choice is punching himself in the face. Hard. Also if I intervene he goes after me. Which is better! However I can’t just continue physically in an altercation with him... Any thoughts? I hope this is alright to ask. I’d love new perspectives and ideas from people who have felt what he’s feeling.",1.6326492537313442,4.229669932835821,3.879235074626866,82.16721082089555,84.74626865671641,6.932089552238806,27.03171641791045,8.07648339933343,2.2620164179104485,537,25,99,12,16,184,91,134,0.1,0.687,0.213,0.9652,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,7,1,13,3,1,1,0,19,21,9,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,5,14,6,14,18,1,11,0,1,0,1,18,5,0,5,5,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228079830604906,0.33665733525532393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314032504433305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967796081362182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575024368234074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089612533361586,0.1861611788055121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643154217633795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642999939377387,0.0,0.20210327797994973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855757308806195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090639284232232,0.0,0.0,0.22533375211024906,0.2376174347437812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899753196950381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032924216139109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592716806204115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141438634409818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357968197566053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759789508252648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710543950889584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817956592776737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670770559854542,0.0,0.2563199471917638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ABCBA_4321,2019/07/19,"Any autistic railroad workers here? I'm planning to hopefully work for the railroad with something related to welding and I'm just wondering if there are any autistic individuals who had or are currently working for the railroad. If you had worked for the railroad or are currently working for the railroad right now, I do have some questions for you. 1. What railroad do you work for or had worked for and where at? How long have you been with the railroad? 2. What is/was your position on the railroad and what was a typical day like for you in your position? 3. Did your co-workers on the railroad get along with you and didn't mind you being autistic? Are/were they very open and accepting to it? 4. What jobs did you had before you got a railroad job? 5. Is your family OK with you working on the railroad or are you single?",2.9104375000000005,5.38460616875,3.797500000000003,85.64750000000002,77.9375,6.75,30.625,7.865858978985527,2.2885625,657,33,123,11,16,210,78,160,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.8991,4,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,15,1,9,6,4,0,0,10,1,19,0,0,1,0,25,25,12,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,17,4,21,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,10,6,92,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212805841571484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020484030323335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110327587613247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317066270720926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380435221388165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298133158626066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030653710013374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803644676832267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069014214251718,0.0,0.0,0.12501375880263746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426358728397311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824745803254833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063826352388853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875154955662628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655718796942767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319424794733255,0.8227321269945761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ghgjyvhdsfyw,2019/07/19,Social Communication Disorder Does anyone here share this diagnosis? I’ve been diagnosed with this since age 2 and at 23 have only just started to try to learn more about it. It shares a lot of similarities with Autism spectrum disorder but manifests differently. I am the only person I know with it and sometimes I pretend it is the same thing as Autism as I relate very strongly with those on the spectrum.,6.8568,8.176453080000002,7.409333333333333,68.65800000000002,64.86666666666667,10.266666666666666,33.66666666666667,10.355215969177356,3.720066666666668,331,14,55,8,5,109,55,75,0.07200000000000001,0.843,0.085,0.2475,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,12,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670644349003415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425075030961388,0.0,0.24962953724630965,0.5476657587187592,0.0,0.20908803099224801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130891193439725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031285544871339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36343193892085296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086232406283908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976442097955155,0.0,0.0,0.2435576222307332,0.0,0.0,0.2363064982025506,0.0,0.16911489528206405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873354745485574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221683805843715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714112047546464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DakotagurlSD,2019/07/19,"my story of growing up autistic When I was 4 my eyes didn't focus on people, anyone ever seen that movie Mercury Rising? that little kid was me. I was also fantastic at puzzle books lol. We had labels on everything and my mother always tried to get me to understand the words. I'd have huge fits and freakouts all the time. My mother said she took me to a doctor in the mid 90's, and they diagnosed me as autistic and said I should be institutionalized. Apparently I babbled nonsense constantly, my therapist as a child recorded it once and played it backward, i was repeating tv commercials, 'k-mart blue light special!' seriously... I was given lots of drugs back then trying to control and calm the autism, they turned me into non-activate drooling person, my mother hated it, said she felt it was hurting her child. So she took me off it and tried to work with me on her own. She'd put one hand on each side of my face to try and block out the world around me and get my eyes to focus. I also had OCD tendencies, everything in a certain away, and my food couldnt touch or i'd throw a huge fit, and i kept touching every tree and pole along the street, don't step on a crack or i throw a fit and we have to start at the beginning of the block all over. I had this thing i'd do with my hands when i got excited, and I'd kind wave my hands around in the air, it's hard to explain, I call it my twitch, and i still have it today. I didn't start stringing actual sentences together until I was about 7 years old I struggled developmentally throughout most of my childhood and school was just terrible for me Some people would argue that I was never autistic, and I've read articles trying to understand the various arguments on this. I still have autistic tendencies, social problems, ocd problems, and i guess it's just the little things that might make sense to others, but that i still struggle with today. I came out of what i call the brain fog, and I dont really remember that time, but I think in it's own way it's lingered with me even into adulthood. I still have the twitch with my hands and while I'm everyday functional I do have the tiny issues. so, yeah..thats me ..",4.65400286032099,5.443512806451615,5.553924996027334,81.89891705069127,69.55299539170507,8.659017956459557,27.638328301287146,8.841846274778883,1.9870501509613847,1714,55,342,29,29,563,216,434,0.068,0.872,0.06,-0.6177,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,2,2,18,15,2,2,20,1,30,15,9,2,5,70,55,35,0,5,6,3,8,0,0,3,5,3,0,4,23,36,1,4,6,4,0,9,6,9,0,1,25,17,61,6,50,24,9,70,0,1,4,0,25,35,0,8,25,235,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.08988018963441104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731102482217331,0.07663788224910062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440123811594778,0.0,0.0,0.16398412290669126,0.0,0.0,0.08653471272420851,0.07082226853577159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028184923578154,0.18809690466541645,0.10534240615862146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953167222210976,0.10330243534640396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348359189144484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427231719856508,0.0,0.0,0.10794516817266007,0.0,0.10681136539853052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083380425720771,0.0833133149102991,0.07760156806204377,0.0,0.16555422064967842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843425608584342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137248744857918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624104689531997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366395954521941,0.0,0.10146290805832853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250706704049156,0.0909336031155682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859920600040277,0.0,0.0,0.09613261646372094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095912112557977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846247512438488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830350255862531,0.0,0.0,0.06148011590719226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770775826546768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103626054074272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664762411210402,0.09808772327128748,0.06241203448573614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770659317619515,0.08042163494728465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626212285620654,0.0,0.09258993024133838,0.0,0.0,0.0921288957409632,0.0,0.059004162342559285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433584465828563,0.0,0.2628359043350044,0.0,0.0,0.09321413594784833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388839960816484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038332959987184,0.0,0.29421740117870565,0.0,0.0,0.19257413701617085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069398093581139,0.12237957160334388,0.059016505684457474,0.0,0.0,0.10741313245590342,0.0,0.17460759033310186,0.0,0.20466180166968587,0.3126627525615925,0.10018267223388788,0.0,0.1917669642687241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310784517088481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705278791258606,0.0,0.0,0.0654280184762251,0.0,0.0,0.059311937640014564 autism,Ib_dI,2019/07/19,"Tried joining some facebook groups and keep having problems As ironic as it sounds, I keep trying to join in discussions on autism groups on facebook and keep having clashes with people where they start calling me an asshole or saying i'm not kind or that I'm insensitive. I mean, I'm fucking autistic - I think I'm just speaking my mind and I'm not being malicious but there are always these women (almost always women) who say I'm being a dick or an asshole or unkind etc. I thought these places were for people like me to not have to mask/filter. I'm not being malicious - I'm just voicing opinions without all the usual NT filtering and niceties. I thought we could just be honest and not have to worry about NT hurt feelings. I feel so vilified and excluded. I don't know what to do if even in autistic groups I can't just ask questions or voice opinions without being called an asshole.",5.2445183044315975,6.448017416184975,5.652153179190751,80.21711223506745,68.47976878612718,7.385163776493258,31.75770712909441,7.492282038375204,2.204830828516377,715,30,125,7,12,229,101,173,0.126,0.7859999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.6932,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,9,7,1,0,5,0,15,2,1,0,1,45,36,16,0,3,18,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,8,0,3,8,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,8,13,3,16,27,3,8,0,1,0,2,16,6,2,11,3,84,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508723622487642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073589792636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085435726461662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076980006777693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029623705964075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803478561129145,0.09951487493567013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236466115844827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929025283021546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612933429643914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40176225425503537,0.0,0.15689766573972105,0.0828032606540191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360883485924265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412175694074865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213185461431716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890861263018595,0.0,0.15741612153389312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416904652032225,0.0,0.0,0.16878278093157909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396346792057452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664367367170027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654205016503144,0.0,0.239227321371158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458753219940365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659396523847735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047738991717725,0.0,0.0,0.15301079355536534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Avbitten,2019/07/19,"self diagnosed people are just as valid as someone diagnosed by a doctor These posts saying self diagnosed people are liars or something are discriminatory. I, an actual diagnosed person, welcome you all to the community with open arms. You are all valid and deserve access to the same resources and information that benefit us all.",8.447142857142854,10.645095142857144,8.834285714285716,56.66071428571431,61.85714285714286,12.028571428571427,37.214285714285715,11.698219412168324,5.484371428571429,272,13,36,9,4,90,40,56,0.055,0.847,0.098,0.3818,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,6,1,0,3,11,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.17867864213391788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7433683141482683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874100365872908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253876196223946,0.1598753695226849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535865124509825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560802466242953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820252992121287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513956229187054,0.14095889521354407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024608324346906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Otherwise_Vehicle,2019/07/19,"Do autistic people have ""obsessions"" that would change every year? I have a good story to share! Every year since 2013, I would get a new special interest I would think of as an ""obsession"" that would get triggered by something I saw on TV. I would keep the obsession a secret and act afraid when someone talks about it. I feel like I'd lose that year's obsessions when the new year starts. Since I kept that fact a secret, nobody suspected I was autistic. I didn't either. I'd notice a pattern each time with each new year. I used to be afraid of telling people this because I thought people would find me, but now I realize literally nobody cares or can even tell by looking at me. Okay, get ready to read. This might be a long story. 2013 - Squirrels, skunks, and raccoons. I watched HTF secretly because those animals were in it. I still think the 9 year old me was the best. The squirrel obsession got triggered at night, when my mom and me were looking for stuff put on, Secret Squirrel on. The skunk obsession got triggered when we were watching Rugrats the one episode where they imagine they are superheroes. The raccoon obsession I'm not sure, but it might have been from looking at Sly Cooper stuff. I liked other mustelids too but not as much as those ones. This is probably the easiest one for me to remember. 2014 - Mollusks and insects. I started watching Spongebob at the time, and I felt obsessed with Squidward and Plankton. The insect obsession was from ACNL. I also felt obsessed with aliens at a few times. I started to get into anime because of that game. Also sloths for a brief time. 2015 - The insect and anime obsession again, turned up to eleven. I always loved the praying mantis the best. I also got obsessed with bunk beds for some weird reason. 2016 - The same mollusk obsession. I became obsessed with classical music for a short time after thinking of Fur Elise. Also I felt a meerkat obsession after watching the Lion King 1/12. Besides that, not a lot of memorable ones. 2017 - Hyenas. I just started watching the Lion Guard with my brother and felt something new. I also become obsessed with lemurs, for some reason. Other animals I felt obsessed with were possums, otters, coyotes, and Australian animals like dingoes. Also! also! Towards the end of the year, I became obsessed with ferrets but I forgot how. And my now number 1 spirit animal, the weasel a month after that. That felt the best. This year was a very good refreshing one, as I had the most animal interests. 2018 - Seals and walrus. Also I decided to get back into the mustelid obsession from 2013. I felt obsessed with the mink, which is now my future fursona. I got interested into the seals because I was thinking of a toy I had when I was little. Following that I felt obsessed with Eskimos and the arctic. 2019 - I feel like there isn't any new obsessions after that. Also the weasel is my lifelong obsession. I think the weasel is the only special interest I still have since 2017. I think it'll stay forever. The other obsessions come to me sometimes especially the seal one. Is this weird... or normal?",3.465412702052049,6.2697034720279685,4.07544078871948,82.54526710993927,78.0909090909091,6.5480224693339455,27.9085177117964,7.755146713633716,2.0999230425312385,2454,106,411,40,61,776,247,572,0.10300000000000001,0.762,0.135,0.9838,0,0,2,0,0,0,88.0,1,0,2,5,28,49,0,26,46,1,38,1,0,7,2,96,82,37,0,7,11,2,10,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,27,30,0,4,30,4,0,5,5,29,0,7,30,19,54,20,60,41,13,67,2,1,9,1,15,17,0,8,48,292,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882737190047003,0.04488835870819456,0.0,0.0,0.036685918703495315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148203605403128,0.0,0.13154275198218515,0.05958039976881727,0.0,0.0,0.1698426483256119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550027249745878,0.0,0.057068942105382166,0.04647070150230305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047781171364045104,0.0,0.0,0.03563159036944395,0.0,0.09090561798576513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455461001871778,0.0770797237170418,0.4143818688904613,0.0,0.04930672687327981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409258224753462,0.0,0.0,0.09049663654682223,0.17258588796511515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795071449962899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542342953139618,0.05406922671289192,0.0,0.04774153895136438,0.13590608229483978,0.06035307285231956,0.0,0.045863946233989934,0.048689418106631736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445882304884138,0.0,0.06318226174408778,0.04306010839855162,0.0,0.03965736981444008,0.0,0.0,0.2605125163036611,0.0,0.0506257551468029,0.052856762699607714,0.0,0.06141919918011515,0.056608469494729426,0.0,0.2193359505366664,0.04102924610590997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220050441754854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581641627620887,0.0,0.0,0.05423179607091352,0.0,0.0,0.05396175883316173,0.0,0.0,0.11093333066272147,0.0,0.0,0.06111161587060365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387694459414534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570925357363545,0.08306231872246322,0.0533551206312094,0.0,0.15273630995241896,0.057500494625213436,0.08616454326970596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351318283116325,0.0,0.0,0.05084455982909047,0.0,0.0,0.043360683698186166,0.09430439125438576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740297089035645,0.0,0.0428280190563806,0.15728511403732034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058679018725533966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659302523480691,0.0,0.0445120567751982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299350877192309,0.0,0.0,0.2779216183254369 autism,lvjaybby,2019/07/19,"Thought on ABA What do you all think about ABA? I have seen a lot of negative comments on here about it and I’m wondering why. I have worked in the field for about 10 months. I know some people in the field have good intentions (others are just getting a pay check) but I realize there’s just a lot we don’t know about autism. In my experience, ABA has been most effective with the one case I have where the kid doesn’t have autism but a rare syndrome (think of down syndrome). He has learned a lot from therapy but he doesn’t really have “behaviors.” Whereas my other cases its hit or miss. I think there is some positive to ABA helping a kid potty train or teaching them to use their words. I understand how it looks wrong that sometimes we may trigger children. I never physically force kids to do anything. However, I do have to follow through on my commands and that creates behaviors. From an ABA perspective we put kids in uncomfortable situations, so they can get used to it. I know that sounds awful and its not like every session we are just making kids uncomfortable the whole time. Most of the time I let kids lead play and we run session totally based on their interests. But for example, I go to daycare with one of my kids and sometime he doesn’t want to participate in washing his hands, making art, eating lunch, etc. So its my job to follow through and make sure that he participates in class activities so he can get used to school instead of just letting him do whatever he wants. And this creates tantrum behaviors but we want them to be prepared for the “real world” which is full of uncomfortable situations from my understanding. Btw, i work with 2-4 year olds and I’m wondering what are your thoughts and experiences with ABA?",4.608675725472132,6.383637499999999,5.10622754491018,81.33387839705208,70.70658682634729,8.85103638876094,30.211423307231694,9.367010060515213,2.707068539843392,1391,58,267,31,26,444,175,334,0.086,0.8170000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.3683,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,6,2,5,4,17,8,1,0,14,1,29,4,1,11,4,73,62,20,0,3,12,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,8,16,19,2,0,15,2,2,6,7,3,0,2,4,4,34,5,43,53,12,26,0,1,2,0,31,14,0,12,7,182,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055221312562103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259673666588672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227218840993816,0.0,0.0,0.09271208338362746,0.0,0.0,0.2152773060799019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247153996075146,0.0,0.06253734875249911,0.09229497471521088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375640844794132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109196115678635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142265222167028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250434033813372,0.0,0.0537591955583718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240452763535012,0.0,0.0,0.2806520940134013,0.0,0.0,0.2203544248435347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783158728385064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486838442811966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546677224804115,0.0,0.14912971193461236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628675947452608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061896746926553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524777003761087,0.07049340568364251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136471801214393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473755052775989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176615484283396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370987349135274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583848061507227,0.0,0.0,0.21152445753363466,0.0,0.17471636899415882,0.12832853177382128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291076743100391,0.0,0.2851134970343397,0.0,0.0,0.19471046742688025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929252505654644,0.12285392464347017,0.0,0.0,0.2386638643390289,0.1602185063860072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120309697422692,0.0,0.07086111074107486 autism,Dragonite7000,2019/07/19,"PEOPLE WHO ASK EVERYONE IF THEY ARE DIAGNOSED Can we ban them from the sub. Like, max, people should be able to ask 3 times a week. Any more than that and it's annoying. If you agree with this sentiment, please comment below and maybe the mods will acknowledge us.",1.4222689075630228,4.1187655686274525,2.2906442577030823,91.61647058823529,89.39215686274511,6.835854341736696,19.050420168067227,7.957251820313856,1.0731714285714284,208,6,42,5,7,65,46,51,0.111,0.76,0.129,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,27,9,0,0.27009898617332845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367657268675688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505012182778113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741447854269351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809115612637945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195672141751322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27135073538233245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745052567572221,0.0,0.0,0.2964875776150372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749689091617705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248958239555029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665711458855064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DragonofEpics,2019/07/19,"Its frustrating to be reminded the world thinks we’re a disease. I looked at the comment section of that one post on r/science about the most big study done on autism and heredity. Everyone was talking about how to avoid having an autistic child and if they’re at “risk”. People didn’t seem absolutely out of their minds scared but they all seemed like they were trying to avoid some potential tragedy or something. Idk how else to put it. The post was tagged Epidemiology and I commented “We’re not an epidemic” and it got downvoted. Only one by one so far but it’s still discouraging. I also saw a comment on YouTube where someone was saying they wished their (as they described high functioning) autistic child was neurotypical. Someone called out that they wanted a different child and they denied it. People view us as affected with some sort of affliction that isn’t apart of us. I’m not a disease. I’ve been taking a preemployment class that a local disability charity has and it was going fine until I noticed the material they had us use was published by.... well you know who. It’s discouraging. I feel entirely alone in my feelings too, autistic people are rare in my area for whatever reason. I’ve never really gotten to feel solidarity or shared experiences with other autistics in real life. I’m finally learning some of the things I’ve felt or gone through weren’t just me being dramatic or “unexpected behaviors”. But I have no physical tangible thing to connect it too. No one. I’m not sure if this post makes any coherent sense. I just needed to get this out I guess.",4.4866658004158,6.847916746621621,5.4337837837837855,76.38231808731811,72.41216216216216,9.013305613305613,29.965696465696467,9.565088089820216,3.143237422037424,1271,55,222,33,26,416,178,296,0.13699999999999998,0.805,0.057999999999999996,-0.9694,4,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,9,0,13,12,1,4,14,0,19,1,0,6,3,58,44,22,0,5,14,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,18,11,0,4,10,0,0,3,9,7,1,4,17,8,24,5,34,25,6,30,0,2,3,0,24,20,0,14,5,151,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188982180650034,0.0,0.09180554935799436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806796287988535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722367478056955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994160634948114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748029716596473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590070139524767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969635648887303,0.0,0.11229646610914404,0.0,0.0,0.1741390465490278,0.0,0.1102260400649168,0.1257578308577402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059978281949223326,0.0,0.06524350747992172,0.0,0.0918160780172104,0.0,0.12646518514142396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129254369505242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309109891059975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108666227335652,0.056085500065063784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640311925942777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662991717376723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591531313035305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512277396407647,0.08854086693311608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070060478678086,0.0,0.0,0.31116590869854016,0.08731060241052872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387636761878076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298401098280371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154057467332884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066757680490615,0.07354384432266313,0.11803355955611187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129359839675392,0.11493486562429801,0.0,0.0,0.20901928702892453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453940025843486,0.0883786783036817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167945908494833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819767773740822,0.0,0.08631534195385465,0.09227192244401736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525360890646642,0.07355922928499363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794169050782165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142709342847519,0.09915037412286216,0.0,0.0,0.06771203710740964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321902159320596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201437878599231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bastillebastille,2019/07/19,"Question for Siblings of a Person with Autism Hey everyone! I recently just got engaged (woo!) and even though I'm no where close financially to start planning my wedding, I'm already having some worries. background: I have an older sister who has autism & is developmentally delayed, and also has epilepsy. My parents often take turns being home at social events so someone can stay with her at home. She is often triggered by waiting around, general sensory discomforts that are often noise related (e.g babies crying, etc). I've come to the terms that maybe having her at my reception may not be a reality, but I've been really trying to figure out how I can have her be a part of my wedding process, as my fiancé's side (some people on his side don't fully understand what autism/developmental delay is) is already asking me questions about her involvement and we don't even have a date or budget or numbers... we literally got engaged on the 4th and I'm still a student. I've already been trying to vouch that we have a small ""engagement party"" (not even using those terms) at my house (I still live with my parents) with our immediate family and friends, so my sister will at least be at the location, even if she just sits somewhere on her iPad... and I've been getting backlash. My future mother in law is saying that it should be at her house because her dog cannot be left alone due to desperation anxiety and that another family member can watch my sister. I've had a conversation with my fiancé that the dog should just come to my house so everyone's family can be involved and he agrees, but she won't budge. Help!!!",6.103993506493508,7.038225698051952,6.851714285714286,73.36828571428575,66.37012987012987,9.536623376623377,31.958441558441557,9.642632912329526,3.10276961038961,1297,51,224,26,20,429,169,308,0.066,0.861,0.073,0.722,2,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,0,0,1,21,5,0,1,12,0,37,0,0,3,0,51,52,20,0,3,10,6,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,10,21,0,3,4,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,6,2,32,4,30,34,7,36,0,0,1,0,37,19,0,11,13,161,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784943651941416,0.34473703898368113,0.08327439156574945,0.0,0.11282707169327807,0.0,0.0,0.10919157163245452,0.07966076078079964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926996338392341,0.09734944362737467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634779531167633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794011432368874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438420682339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161348019825415,0.2751130428840164,0.0,0.0,0.1990053413431264,0.0,0.0,0.29449938953494303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045219134577268,0.0,0.05440471705042538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656788366945874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979754224689483,0.0,0.20890594537235027,0.0,0.0,0.3604633386656842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313981614362605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195053974109033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461467670753344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23125271664023184,0.11276490155849195,0.0,0.07219207699165775,0.09092412094807308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333035361725061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670968075681656,0.0,0.10281787235312967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281001435645292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614954803131657,0.08823077856064407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370522644759722,0.11099094847899547,0.16632003681183313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829436928663114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230924580402843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139770199152138,0.11326580730503714,0.0,0.10840517395874577,0.0,0.08993668831936234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575118804180396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,epsilon1345,2019/07/19,"There is a problem urgent My cousin is autistic, I think, my uncle doesn’t want to go to a therapist but he has hurt many times people of my family thinking there are jokes. Recently he sprayed bug repellent onto my mother’s eyes and I don’t know how to react. By recently I mean almost 2 minutes ago and I want to help him but I don’t know how to react. Pleas can someone tell me what to do this has been recent but right now I’m turning to reddit for advice",1.0460824742268071,3.152939432989694,3.2775360824742283,88.84104639175258,82.50515463917526,5.9418556701030925,21.040206185567012,7.1686216300943375,0.6867369072164946,363,11,75,5,10,124,66,97,0.069,0.8240000000000001,0.107,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,1,4,0,18,21,7,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,11,20,0,9,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,6,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716208127818126,0.1697808609385634,0.0,0.19179083974338465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055857852728047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885160022853503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837933246006086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503812117127335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052108759508426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418258447667036,0.0,0.20863363650345232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278362467708033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326950068923029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567341888814678,0.0,0.0,0.1635666064511789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228377231364266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740671923081474,0.0,0.0,0.2223824965599851,0.0,0.24545093078306346,0.0,0.0,0.11168338854467852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083309564244357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259401395960733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,teacup18,2019/09/10,"The ""I'm sorry"" reply. Why do people say ""I'm sorry"" when they hear about the autism diagnosis? Like what are they sorry for? My experience is that whenever i mention that my son is autistic the next sentence out of the person I'm talking to, is ""I'm sorry"". I never get a chance to follow up with the ""why"". But im dying to hear if anyone has experienced this.",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,75.75675675675676,7.095495495495496,23.144144144144143,7.793537801064563,1.2048360360360362,278,8,55,4,6,100,49,74,0.086,0.86,0.054000000000000006,0.1331,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,14,3,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,9,14,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520671895834475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099886951060395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117066672306213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608231430243543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37140168042263183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779732379338485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804952974227799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707604299834913,0.0,0.17522822989795547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422651193979347,0.14386544368699153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102683130608495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7377585888184409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324309461854918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973475050461712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gumdroppop16,2019/09/10,"Does anyone else speak to themselves? I constantly monologue to myself my special interests, out loud if I can or in my head in public. (I have to bite my tongue to keep from speaking though.) It's as though I cannot think in words without physically speaking them. Indeed, I tend to externalize everything. I smile or laugh at things in my head every day and can't help it. It's as though my brain doesn't distinguish between social behavior and internal processes. 🤔 Is this something you've experienced?",4.185520094562648,6.824875117021279,4.928014184397167,78.33388888888891,74.42553191489361,8.433096926713949,29.59338061465721,9.150863307647796,2.9783323877068564,407,18,70,10,9,131,65,94,0.025,0.852,0.12300000000000001,0.8361,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,11,9,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,13,3,16,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,2,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011690348422318,0.20532258564254927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370080438757628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654971423468955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923456280300133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536208395116168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739960128449008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883668296559026,0.0,0.18009704032718346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113146022082986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431676751646335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781152751904754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427172226876386,0.0,0.15426952352633855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312979008193995,0.12840141389948712,0.590644601847241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931681972127199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,madelief10,2019/09/10,"Wondering if I’m autistic Hey! I hope this is allowed! I need some outside input on my issue. I believe I’m autistic but it’s only started bubbling up more in the past two years or so (I’m 22). I know the general symptoms of autism but I’m not sure if that’s what I have as I know symptoms can overlap with other illnesses (I have OCD too). It’s been things like shutting down completely after one thing goes wrong or my daily plan/routine is changed, going mute and barely being able to talk, a lot of anxiety about not being sure what people are thinking, needing a certain morning and evening routine, massive sensory overload (like today I shut down cause my partner was eating fruit loudly, it makes me disgusted and very upset). My partner has to deal a lot with my mood and it’s really hard for me to be pulled out of it. I feel bad for him. I will go to my doctor, but I wanted some advice first? Thank you so much",2.3741366223908926,4.382144193548385,3.966306135357371,86.11357685009493,77.49462365591398,6.0969006957621765,27.070208728652748,7.048011613610866,1.4348485768500951,724,30,139,8,17,241,123,186,0.159,0.784,0.057999999999999996,-0.9662,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,5,12,1,1,5,0,13,6,0,3,3,36,31,14,0,6,9,0,2,2,2,1,4,1,0,2,12,7,2,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,2,4,21,7,20,25,6,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,10,8,97,33,1,0.14855162085208753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516292462480954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364158334818032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240343984061448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736680653098135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526034350423427,0.15714791761951266,0.0,0.15575354815055367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531501982187198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204887861325692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200539408448752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811694454910032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075112162979604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635793280915494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885061900737458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330730737715069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754527815773005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504929724682284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328017171959447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514963663225067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258655158442395,0.0,0.0,0.09915936044100893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920253389484913,0.2202982891421396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066242283553987,0.1129802016504205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418093310695834,0.10298698950541672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516597219949588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514560183010402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800162892337457,0.3088040269301253,0.0,0.1194001658055209,0.0,0.13676637394090402,0.0,0.0,0.1973821921473088,0.09518588039046573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408095668826691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511334817774818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257064478726724,0.08761959481834218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109789602619942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624178773776341,0.0,0.0956623733725398 autism,RedSaidWhaaa,2019/09/10,"Autism & CBD Oil? Has anyone used CBD Oil to help with their symptoms of autism? It is being used for everything it seems!",1.8024999999999984,4.510177583333338,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,85.66666666666666,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3753166666666661,98,2,20,1,3,29,19,24,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.5191,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38763899832961857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501581035557573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215367521258831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398028146649797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32569646649859624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718555597098752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179894106970386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gothbae2019,2019/09/10,"Is this weird? I used to not be able to look at medical or death-related things without barfing. Now I have some kind of morbid curiosity about them. Anyone else have this problem? Seriously, I can now search up the term “abscess” without flinching.",3.689333333333334,6.652401488888887,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,78.55555555555556,7.155555555555559,31.222222222222207,8.238735603445708,2.834022222222224,197,10,33,4,5,63,38,45,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7082,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,26,7,0,0.2903637516685477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302908646014967,0.29751197718508265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425616558562485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30236916498484223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438324214220291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925109319900719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778388958655786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290477443366566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507810534866409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598005899076767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DrZharkov,2019/09/10,"Are incels trying to instrumentalise autism... ...or are there a lot of autistic persons indentify with the incel way of thinking? There is a lot of content concerning autism [in this wiki](https://incels.wiki/w/Scientific_Blackpill) for and by incels. And it looks like it took a lot of work, but not a lot of thought. Reading it makes me uncomfortable. What is this all about?",7.1217187499999985,9.541363984375003,5.995750000000001,74.87425000000003,65.40625,8.870000000000003,31.55,9.3871,3.00750375,301,12,49,6,5,90,45,64,0.061,0.91,0.027999999999999997,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,11,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,39,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323990222580825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464353151057387,0.0,0.0,0.7882314298158981,0.0,0.0,0.15472028096856585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023883294849105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318507117957142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852038267244105,0.0,0.18401377045034414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575249817816489,0.15736882798906887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398251497965146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687444148807683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yungwashington,2019/09/10,"Short Stanford survey on pediatric video privacy I am a PhD student and my lab at Stanford is conducting a very short survey about parental privacy preferences when sharing video of their children for research purposes. In this case, the video would help inform research to create more accessible, scalable, and free digital diagnostics for autism and other behavioral/neuropsychiatric development paths. We want to know whether you would be willing to share video of children under various privacy settings on the video. The short survey is here: [https://forms.gle/gpBn6LTap951EW3YA](https://forms.gle/gpBn6LTap951EW3YA) Anyone who is a parent can answer this survey. Thanks for the help! Also, I would be interested to hear about people's opinions about sharing videos of your children for ""the greater good"" and how privacy may or may not help that.",11.166060606060602,13.719264090909093,8.723939393939393,58.63924242424244,55.81818181818182,11.01818181818182,40.42424242424242,10.980518767755715,5.2300696969696965,708,34,88,17,9,208,85,132,0.0,0.768,0.23199999999999998,0.9832,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,1,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,13,1,0,1,0,20,17,9,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,19,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,4,1,66,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213552901468044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925153718274834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910300230000202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25669635006681113,0.0,0.4579779704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516814894696748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057897762974974,0.0,0.0,0.1578965860490558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968613254241675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792166325750376,0.13433575405260398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485371686413894,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Miller_0,2019/09/10,"Brother has autism with limited verbal communication I recently found out I have a half-brother who is autistic and uses an iPad with assistance to write to people. It’s a long story, but we haven’t met before and just found out each other exists. His dad (not related to me) said he will write a message to me today and I’m so excited. Is there anyone on reddit who has this level of autism, or someone with a close relative like him? I don’t know any autistic people and I’m curious how they experience the world, or really just any insight/advice you can give me.",4.4941071428571435,5.710220196428577,6.2003571428571425,75.54464285714286,70.25,9.171428571428573,28.285714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.652228571428572,450,16,82,10,8,155,79,112,0.013999999999999999,0.888,0.098,0.8728,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,26,18,9,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,11,2,11,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,4,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226565183413566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153375332831405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211780641286355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729079730717275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267978394271332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5084321972393661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224156190289995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742097250059806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132722219912407,0.0,0.0,0.2051836189484584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214769367152568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485316998251226,0.0,0.2289279933550323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054638235689705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644926145396585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197706158760066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024753590732988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LeviOHsaur,2019/09/10,"Autism and healthcare I am in school for a healthcare profession and doing a project on how to care for autistic patients. I thought going directly to the source would be best. So my question is, what are some things you wish healthcare providers knew or did a better job of when it comes to dealing with autistic patients?",6.780762711864405,8.204145000000004,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,65.10169491525424,7.255932203389831,38.478813559322035,7.1686216300943375,2.8306915254237284,261,14,45,2,4,75,48,59,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.9186,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,13,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,9,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,35,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133911307619229,0.2641117504515759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044706322830066,0.0,0.0,0.25724114351749183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30787183329189977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971688653001812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963417084963813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345311370309596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022269665622689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198394837428745,0.0,0.0,0.2370768729649213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434068800125148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121364034668826,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ehlee1999,2019/09/10,"Does anyone else not have a special interest? I know autistic people are normally supposed to have a special interest, but I just don’t. I don’t have any interests at all, actually. Literally nothing is fun or enjoyable.",4.411749999999998,7.258808675000001,6.895,63.44000000000002,74.75,11.0,40.0,10.686352973137794,5.94875,177,12,26,7,4,63,31,40,0.24100000000000002,0.61,0.149,-0.2361,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.3667363432640568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555636832470711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277508608279704,0.3850617504049995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32887385861416624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139410274129472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065353446266565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682140024679584,0.3605998252519352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605393312066261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,edyhowey,2019/09/10,"CBD oil autism Hi there, I currently have a blog which I write about CBD oil and Hemp oil. I am interested in writing something about CBD oil and Autism I want to know if anyone has taken CBD oil for their or their family members Autism. How this has helped? and what products they use and recommend? Interested to get some feedback! thanks.",2.5139062500000016,5.398280078125005,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,84.15625,6.325,22.0625,7.645422480735847,1.1413500000000003,271,9,52,5,8,83,44,64,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.8946,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,3,6,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31472241321316513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243169561488102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516018802716096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016944862225905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473647827261409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465112025896381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143942772455321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887443898682321,0.0,0.0,0.2654823522847964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,colossan,2019/09/10,"Redditors with ASD, what was you longest shutdown period and how do you avoid shutdown? I just came out of one of the worst shutdowns in my life. I was a walking husk for 2 days with no contact with anyone. I only broke out of it after forcing myself to the gym to exert my body. What are some of your worst stories of tipping into shutdown and what are some strategies you use to avoid it happening again.",4.1355416666666684,5.573052137500002,4.802500000000002,84.37916666666669,71.375,6.833333333333335,29.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.7350833333333333,321,13,60,3,6,103,54,80,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.9485,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,16,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,0,10,0,17,5,4,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740217939577518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43530651875696297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482229839035255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527395757401361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34655107224283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768067230873568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26555790159722764,0.29805347841999796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384710800071121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VictoriaR2000,2019/09/10,"My partner is autistic and I find it hard to understand him. We are on different pages. I find that he finds obstacles as huge excuses to not be able to do something. In his eyes and mind things are very different. I find it very difficult to understand as to me the issues are achievable. An example; He fixed his mums bathroom maybe 10 years ago. His brother tried to help and did a poor job which resulted in something coming apart. Because of this my partner has been unable to fix it or do anything with it since. Every discussion blames his brother despite having many years to fix it. Another; He moved home 22 years ago due to serious injury. He has too many belongings for a bedroom and as such his room is an unbelievable mess. In all those years hes not been able to sort his room out because its overwhelming. I tidied it a little in the early days of our relationship and now because I moved a few things it is too overwhelming to organise everything as his system is messed up. I suggested to move out, put everything in boxes using categories and then move back in. He said he cleans area by area. However it's been years and the whole thing is too overwhelming. Another; I tidied and cleaned his mums kitchen. It had not been cleaned in years as my partner finds it too overwhelming and if he cleans someone else makes a mess afterwards and he cannot cope with having to clean again. I put everything in a big bag to be sorted. I just removed all the clutter and kept only kitchen things in the kitchen. The bag has been sat in the living room for 3 months untouched. He finds it too overwhelming to sort through it. The christmas tree is still there and he said he can't get to it, despite the living room being somewhat tidy for 5 months prior. Another; He wants to go to the gym. He mentions it regularly and says he will do it or he wants to. However he said as his gym things are not in a clear order he cant do it. He then says he doesnt have time. However in the past 3 weeks has cleared up 6-7 hours a day for something. Another; His mum desperately needed care. I mentioned it many times and he put it off and put it off saying when he moves out and gets her a new place he will sort it out. I suggested for them to pay someone once a week to help her. He said they dont have the £10 a week. However they definitely do. He just kept making different excuses as to why not. This has been sorted now. All sorts of examples. Is this common for autism?",3.384424643584524,5.104651594704688,4.361812118126274,85.65367540733199,73.78615071283096,8.250122199592669,27.54994908350305,8.912814788092511,2.1303535234215887,1947,75,397,41,40,631,213,491,0.062,0.893,0.045,-0.7563,8,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,3,1,15,11,0,5,25,0,44,4,1,4,5,67,64,29,0,4,10,5,1,0,3,2,0,7,14,3,32,24,3,5,8,2,2,12,10,10,0,0,15,9,34,1,63,44,7,79,0,5,1,0,68,32,0,10,33,244,66,3,0.13023602828476705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544638108215427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731276622901433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358657722479399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007173338036077,0.0,0.11908601105292432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639215530630217,0.0,0.0,0.05609340324064254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399146408587335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410339534794325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631782760121036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439774505489037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054864735431878704,0.0,0.17557161683215072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571001112830682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804294948495268,0.0,0.03700806808234136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833295019009992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729446450162505,0.0,0.06531867758315071,0.0,0.0641281269051879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796628857344005,0.06461958116189974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652653572867984,0.11500079901009655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693356017941538,0.19805833699173536,0.06541979766200892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657506312246346,0.0,0.10395315525271467,0.3460507181306548,0.0,0.0482841823792162,0.0,0.06289138383474377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934855983956242,0.0,0.04952518408538144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216251275578937,0.0,0.0,0.06803446511598109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618463597171465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991237745243029,0.0,0.0,0.2477685732984025,0.15535337547519534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386629420957047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034856413379708,0.1503930859954092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052003330210475485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630757554138286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594167542324373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421085714396825,0.0,0.0,0.13558029846466724,0.0,0.05624105658417771,0.0,0.10745836275520078,0.07681658378149618,0.0,0.15670122926087166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058758879304319875,0.07270193729162029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516031967784273 autism,aspieprincess8611,2019/09/10,"I can't study Exams are coming and I just cannot study! I'm always busy doing stuff related to my special interest and that makes studying things I don't like really boring to the point I try to avoid it at any cost. I know I need to study, but I just can't. Do you guys find this relatable? Any advices?",1.3049743589743628,3.0878222923076954,3.339615384615385,90.41455128205128,79.92307692307693,6.7948717948717965,20.06410256410256,7.793537801064563,0.6580256410256413,239,6,53,4,6,81,46,65,0.055,0.838,0.106,0.4472,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,5,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,32,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932007248231316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496616663413212,0.0,0.0,0.40808208891383935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25846239664354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742359031891312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970919493862045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489701079378935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658694283814588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002825199991394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247973516900307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836397242428866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221665655681736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434800015880192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933671753427407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371101475290945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thicccymouse,2019/09/10,Can you guys help my friend out? One of my friends at school has autism and his dream is to hit 1k subscribers. Today he hit 30 subs and he was ecstatic. I know this might sound like a lot but maybe if you can watch a video or two and maybe subscribe it would make his day.,1.5858620689655183,3.1404375862069003,1.7512413793103467,103.16789655172414,78.3103448275862,5.329655172413793,18.49655172413793,5.6839178017228535,-0.7518593103448272,212,4,54,1,5,63,48,58,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,7,3,4,6,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,4,3,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681958878285758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996928166220553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561221840202189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337984079301372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421572769984728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637221582785935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991045208685905,0.0,0.0,0.17266303092100793,0.0,0.5197339450149959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744060813431097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528026551740788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26178602626146863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518720665912205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25268124372757994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375046648113347,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tigrekell,2019/09/10,"what about an 'auto stim' bracelet which taps on your wrist for you, providing calming and regulation? there exists a nervous system stim implant for epilepsy; https://us.livanova.cyberonics.com/learn-more/how-it-works without getting into implants-- how could we create stimming or squeezing which happens automatically on a bracelet or armband? or electro pulse could be used... calling the savant makers & inventors, let's team up and make our lives more liveable.",12.664452054794516,13.749240068493155,9.954897260273976,56.19618150684931,52.42465753424658,10.03972602739726,47.017123287671225,9.516144504307137,5.127495890410958,387,21,47,5,4,114,61,73,0.03,0.895,0.075,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,4,0,14,8,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,0,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161634664342859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979588120996535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659545894402492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524526310476226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25803637935248463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983836546586502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576633510801174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477771137213265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509975713750001,0.25202014651208576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812832642749867,0.0,0.2124327252481097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Haidun,2019/09/10,Lost person with autism? There has been a guy wandering around outside my work for about 6 hours and I’m worried he might be lost or confused. He’s been wandering around the same 30 square feet or so like he’s waiting for someone. He has a sweatshirt on that says autism and any attempts to talk to him were unsuccessful. Is there a number i can call or should i just call the police? Sorry if I was offensive in anyway just looking for info.,2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.5840909090909108,88.9586363636364,76.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.0112454545454548,352,12,70,4,8,111,63,88,0.18100000000000002,0.768,0.051,-0.8664,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,9,5,1,1,5,0,11,1,1,0,0,17,16,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,5,1,11,7,1,5,0,2,2,0,11,4,0,6,2,46,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445215122725882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37819575230676505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338069387790001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032812939848555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918984979886007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377715567550012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783783955457911,0.0,0.4637606925423893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534290813289626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547600945449386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892405277666567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998186342474812,0.0,0.0,0.2377855923701504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073428335027502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546435052331014,0.2157217265181738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AuroraRose41,2019/09/10,"Help relating to a co-worker who seems to be on the spectrum Hi, looking for some advice on how to be a better colleague to my new co-worker, and get him to listen so that he doesn't hurt himself. Please let me know if there is a better place to post this. A new guy started on my team a few weeks ago. He has some clear sensory issues and is extremely socially awkward, to the point that he has made many of us uncomfortable. He also seems to struggle with following directions, which has frustrated many of my teammates. On top of all of this, we work in a job with a lot of field work that can become dangerous quickly, and he has a habit of wandering off on job sites and touching things he shouldn't be touching. As an example, he wandered into a nearby abandoned building on a job site he was supposed to be shadowing me on (job had nothing to do with that building) and came very close to being locked inside before any of us realized he was missing (fortunately he walked out right before the site owner locked up). I would be lying if I said that I wasn't frustrated working with him, but even when I am polite and try to guide him on best practices/rules he seems to completely brush me off and ignore me, and then repeats bad/annoying/unsafe behaviors. This behavior is causing the team to gossip about him, and given the nature of our work I am really worried for his safety in the field. I even had a nightmare that he died on a site because he wandered off and I didn't realize it until it was too late. I would appreciate some advice on how to get through to him so that he can be successful in this job, not subjected to ridicule and gossip as much, and not get injured or worse on a job site. I'm a colleague and not a manager. No one on our team (including the manager) seems to be able to teach him anything and have him listen to what we are saying. Ideally I would like to be able to take him in the field and have him shadow me without feeling like I have to babysit him.",8.162807017543862,5.971214365914791,8.403872180451131,74.29222431077694,63.23558897243107,11.673684210526318,37.454887218045116,10.25414643259724,3.631442105263158,1568,61,310,28,18,519,193,399,0.095,0.7909999999999999,0.114,0.9171,6,0,0,1,0,0,37.0,6,0,0,13,12,19,4,2,24,0,38,1,0,4,2,58,59,29,1,7,8,0,3,2,0,4,1,4,0,1,17,25,0,2,8,3,0,3,9,12,0,1,11,9,36,7,65,34,8,47,0,3,1,0,47,32,0,11,13,224,53,17,0.16785875558629298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402963323469488,0.07439832940474424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711829309833024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057074854960338324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906672667731223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007752472482487,0.051162569698381684,0.09269340377620768,0.14283543762240022,0.0,0.08807870396278647,0.14845742841899276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599284915399577,0.0,0.08621859040470163,0.0,0.0,0.08799835579287893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710544340942193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108691249511186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243721520785404,0.05995916426530649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154890751879295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310327937319452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056256092779391455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984813479624316,0.0,0.0,0.0876004648791255,0.4997217416655199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612539109226118,0.0,0.09467599385704767,0.0,0.0,0.08582347518281229,0.0,0.08200730910621301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047953919230175,0.0,0.0,0.07135375565678083,0.0,0.07941600659533278,0.0,0.17018243169102093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061697749715942475,0.0,0.0,0.16211903213935416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053250158036065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687271850200589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768833633636998,0.0921292532977472,0.0793403903868524,0.0,0.08038114370296448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053767308548833805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716752300530179,0.07983605791540715,0.06674400989966958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056246135036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555543118433916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059405645584125866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774120869101339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310444696050324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557589492438652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056982538252495926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191341506686256,0.0,0.0,0.06925052647485502,0.0,0.0,0.06732308432363568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090492516576228,0.0,0.3666095197648545,0.08523435717788849,0.08553120625855948,0.17886306579828687,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,egg-rolls,2019/09/10,"Has anyone else ever been restrained? Cross post from r/aspergers Though recently diagnosed, (or not so recently, apparently I was diagnosed when I was in kindergarden but my mom withheld the diagnosis from me until I sought out my own) I've had life long struggles with physical aggression, self injurious behavior, and property destruction (mostly my own). I do my best to control these behaviors but NT's often keep pushing me, even when I've tried to walk away myself or asked them to stop and then I lose control. This has lead to me being restrained for ""my safety and others"". It's really traumatic and it's usually people that I'm close to, which makes it worse. Has anyone had experiences like this or know of others who have? If so, how do you deal with it/feel about it?",4.719223744292236,6.817140945205481,5.885136986301372,74.53925799086761,71.05479452054793,10.072146118721461,29.28995433789955,10.317481424215053,3.479403652968037,622,25,108,19,12,207,99,146,0.16899999999999998,0.753,0.078,-0.9421,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,5,11,6,2,1,1,0,12,3,0,5,1,29,17,18,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,12,8,0,7,1,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,5,0,16,2,16,11,4,19,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,6,11,82,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293111236225891,0.16801239410807298,0.0,0.0,0.15329506384818042,0.0,0.15406048693831226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720822902208016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678251880745717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905165771138006,0.0,0.33286359275124466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698058446189568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083043464423902,0.1483253304882688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603996147769393,0.0,0.0,0.08291099726723912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457490597944648,0.0,0.0,0.09011670902696324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158208253815664,0.08011020218806067,0.0,0.0,0.1451132582259231,0.0,0.1834467685356487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945499552153908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920462570992519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368004417291787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704331100077976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504697705362437,0.0,0.3238122729789273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106232697490958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709095550195674,0.0,0.17142291449554178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110520803610962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132867814706794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059597233105126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710515931909312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dismemb3rment,2019/09/05,"Uncle is dying and my brother with autism just doesn’t seem to get it, and although he doesn’t mean to he’s coming off as very inconsiderate. So my uncle coded 3 times and is on a breathing machine. It is likely he won’t make it. Uncle had a safe that he stored at our house with a ton of his personal documents. Documents that might not mean much to us, but they’re still not ours as the man is still alive. My brother has done nothing but laugh at what the man felt was important documents in his life and all he wants to do is shred them in a hand crank paper shredder. My brother is 20 and very high functioning autistic. I know empathy has always been a huge...issue? I guess for him. But the whole time while we were gathered around my uncle he just complained about his cold. I’m really not sure what to do in this situation but I’d be a liar if I said I wasn’t a little mad. Like I said, I don’t think he means to come off this way, but even when my mother and I told him gently not to shred any paper work he slammed his fist into a cupboard and threw a temper tantrum about how he hates when people make him out to be an inconsiderate asshole (no one called him that). Obviously he’s dealing with grief in his own way but I don’t really think it’s healthy. Anyone with autism or someone with an autistic sibling relate to this? And how do you deal with it? It would be super easy for me to just take him as inconsiderate but I’m trying to understand all sides. Thanks.",3.776232630757221,4.5633074163934415,4.8533021077283385,86.1353005464481,71.55737704918033,7.776736924277909,25.34348165495707,7.957251820313856,1.217282591725214,1162,33,251,15,21,382,163,305,0.13699999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.107,-0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,1,1,2,14,14,5,0,14,0,27,3,2,4,4,58,52,27,2,3,16,4,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,3,14,20,0,1,9,0,1,3,11,7,0,1,11,5,31,7,37,35,6,27,0,1,0,0,41,15,0,5,9,165,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135845307792853,0.0,0.0,0.08283724503498313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517471621304358,0.0,0.0,0.10843969417851564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438503469905668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098628042223223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511683993945238,0.0,0.0,0.12642301000328932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465733450855923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045655899407941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695990459161815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364243993723145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419112198524974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026544933272157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287024765644584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055623375047865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714147376131216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694542328489901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604036103954273,0.1190236850152602,0.12208896329591284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262269416970698,0.0,0.0,0.3980712982270621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922469855456126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954681733099737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688318036599975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254386842735051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445002883899096,0.10636270566245072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560734833658835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317447533335434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089428529916008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692329244715878,0.0,0.0,0.10321204354314446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456057354998132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480762674363493,0.0,0.09158846814936024,0.0,0.0,0.11214935283554517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610613306871704,0.0,0.0,0.14206067060409636,0.0,0.0,0.11639786189752033,0.0,0.08270325850529894,0.0,0.0,0.12681197783199685,0.1465264436621601,0.0,0.0,0.20101751758757846,0.0718486611251076,0.19337951093941014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360002384501434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886815587530396,0.0,0.0,0.08653269826988373,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,slowblinks1991,2019/09/05,"My mum doesn’t accept my diagnosis I just need to vent really. My mum, who actually works at a school with people who have autism is refusing to accept my diagnosis. I (F28)was diagnosed recently after extensive assessment. My mum has had no real involvement in my upbringing but keeps saying that I was “not born with autism” and that “social anxiety is not autism” I feel like she doesn’t really know me and it’s hurtful to hear her dismiss the diagnosis when it’s been really helpful to me to explain and understand why I am the way I am. My mum and my sister cornered me and asked me to explain my symptoms saying that I must have answered the questions incorrectly resulting in a false diagnosis. They are making me doubt myself and are causing me to feel ashamed of who I am by refusing to accept my diagnosis. I just don’t know how to get through to them or if I should just give up on trying?",5.849002597402599,6.4636127885714325,7.2694025974026,71.28041558441559,66.82857142857142,11.163636363636362,33.62337662337662,11.022393298168332,3.956714285714286,718,31,131,21,11,247,98,175,0.14400000000000002,0.795,0.061,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,2,5,0,18,2,0,4,1,40,32,11,0,4,8,5,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,8,0,3,12,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,5,31,4,21,27,0,11,0,1,0,0,25,6,0,4,5,100,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.17753723040611047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391757906445365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007979402716422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689200820106566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846549062738968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397833542461045,0.12997067763461873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505080589326052,0.17452363125997367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504809449159755,0.0,0.12194370267172225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947596019184541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617075556591032,0.0,0.0,0.19996770835219205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888170529165781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143954688576568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489863334206587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612720861695442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380300030225754,0.0,0.0,0.20707592941625894,0.3496466442941257,0.0,0.17963371849424867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893557407280655,0.0,0.18412265926666224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545450895793453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890947104746808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235183845666569,0.0,0.0,0.18939532647927484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444073983977045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416333723145093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244705318747138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,eroticthanoscar,2019/09/05,"Helping an abused autistic friend Hi, a close friend of mine is autistic. He lives with his mother, and is currently working a 20 hours a week job where he is bullied and hurt. They give him awful names and call him stupid and r*tarded and it's driving him to suicide. His uncle got him this job there, and his uncle was very happy about it. He's 21, and doesn't have a bank account or a driver's license or anything on his resume but high school experience and summer work at a baseball field. We got him to go see his therapist, who strongly recommended that he start exercising, leaving the house more, quit his job, and find something more understanding. His mother didn't want that at all. She lied to him and told him that she NEEDS all of his money from his job, or they'll get kicked out. That is bullshit. She works 50 hours a week at an insurance company she's worked at for 14 years, but she tells him she makes only 300$ a month. She won't ""let"" him quit because she thinks that his uncle won't give them money and help financially anymore. So basically, he works 20 hours a week at 13$ an hour, doesn't see a dime, and has no idea where his money goes. He's scared to quit because he believes everyone will hate him. He's depressed and getting closer and closer to suicide. No one can or will help him, and he's not able to function on his own. I don't know what to do anymore. He's being abused and taken advantage of by his mother. She's in her late 50s, and she is a widow. Every day she gets home, orders fast food to their apartment, and goes to sleep until the next day. Things seem pretty hopeless. Is there anything he can do? Should he just quit his job and deal with the potential fallout (I don't even know if his mom is just lying to him about his uncle being angry or if he legitimately would be dissapointed). Is this really legally allowed? He believes he can't apply for jobs himself, and when his mom does help him she just goes through the one click system on Indeed. There's gotta be some kind of resource for him to use. He can't go on like this or he's going to kill himself.",4.494508196721314,5.103713491803283,5.197312646370026,84.96233899297427,69.81967213114754,7.692505854800936,27.19379391100703,7.5804360353943165,1.359905386416862,1659,51,344,17,28,537,208,427,0.163,0.767,0.07,-0.9937,8,0,1,0,2,3,51.0,1,0,4,11,13,14,3,1,18,1,34,3,1,3,2,57,60,33,3,6,14,5,0,1,2,8,1,0,1,0,13,25,1,0,7,1,6,4,12,7,0,2,6,3,54,7,38,41,6,43,0,3,3,0,88,18,0,10,20,208,67,13,0.07299075474291528,0.17296421766762562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447744310081929,0.0,0.0,0.12013034387611812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898897323117841,0.0,0.0,0.16447117113278056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453172144813087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941459968693996,0.07525026312666011,0.06286683010567229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638747013515414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820970511549258,0.0,0.06149785893634456,0.06974579410693191,0.0,0.07139896396630886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671222749600914,0.0,0.08826071036382281,0.0,0.11278495210596134,0.0,0.1144039703126064,0.14003876587808414,0.12444698397900565,0.0,0.11675474880050216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770001568140271,0.0,0.07206325898599986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569665730039765,0.07711873985640777,0.0732156783095167,0.0,0.2875247622155319,0.08422153104700217,0.07813811258298756,0.0823976776395487,0.0,0.0,0.43459236854474703,0.0,0.08075345564301749,0.07600863894478793,0.0802276198671213,0.0,0.08233675060350339,0.0772866702397534,0.0,0.07463799199956489,0.0,0.035659595861955884,0.0,0.0644521736906119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048721895573395284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097177957144746,0.058260524063375264,0.0,0.0,0.05412171977937656,0.0,0.0,0.07762649573114892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892084885875918,0.055512758071364174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425783822354537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31053860911472986,0.0,0.0,0.04675974652340445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730764788377752,0.073870540590247,0.11632836277045965,0.06644804177691993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304346779306341,0.0,0.0,0.056191849006731576,0.0,0.0,0.051663231888388346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968007761974176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379713684305195,0.0,0.0,0.08474789201845498,0.04849181414179344,0.04676952840175839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974579410693191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598594984459665,0.0,0.06304057673875306,0.0,0.060225016873134224,0.043051838272617216,0.0,0.17564634216093378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656906938426784,0.0,0.0,0.05185053796230553,0.0,0.0,0.047003652958540684 autism,kaystrrrr,2019/09/05,"Does my brother have autism? Hi all. I’ll start by saying my brother is currently 11 years old. When he was born, he was diagnosed with an extremely rare brain disorder called Dandywalker. This basically means that parts of his cerebellum are missing, and he has fluid filled sacs near it that have to be examined every year. He learned to walk and talk at around age 4, which is later than most children. However, doctors predicted he wouldn’t walk or talk at all. My brother has some behaviors that make me wonder if he’s on the spectrum. They are hard to describe. But, can anyone please tell me a few of the signs of autism? I would be happy to elaborate further after that. Thanks",3.8073255813953466,6.2425416124031035,4.24436046511628,83.77956395348839,74.73643410852712,8.020930232558143,27.80426356589147,8.841846274778883,2.399454263565892,544,22,100,12,12,171,96,129,0.049,0.882,0.069,0.5714,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,15,3,1,1,2,19,21,6,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,2,16,15,6,19,0,1,0,0,18,6,0,5,10,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422774850918417,0.0,0.0,0.18113975200406865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227150237193688,0.2077751556668307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652724607127088,0.0,0.0,0.2332049513348013,0.2082697258186839,0.17806614094811926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144011925939795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660754025054796,0.18227752049875887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582403895219766,0.0,0.0,0.2216486523900999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351733757066813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220348295425772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335921073171586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181493758643714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440237235809969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32709797036086896,0.17784991116685986,0.18733643721463245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066466350392447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454588445303002,0.0,0.0,0.26206804621216484 autism,Lying2herself,2019/09/05,stimming/ stims! so recently i’ve been under a lot of pressure which has made me very distressed and i’ve started stimming again (im not sure if that’s the proper term aha). i’ll twitch a lot and make fists on clench my teeth and shake. i was wondering what you guys do when you start stimming? i find that when i do it it makes me do it more :/,0.4885273972602739,2.623602561643839,1.7084760273972643,99.06627568493151,85.02739726027397,4.7458904109589035,20.08390410958904,5.985473137389443,-0.2198479452054798,269,8,63,2,8,85,53,73,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,6,2,1,3,1,13,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,3,9,4,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,7,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419053342062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206680624414924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858910847485885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500291925791216,0.0,0.2504389642632597,0.3533411152415539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133158454325944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746722855831209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24945014641989996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838204750611792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870254002839655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,vizurant,2019/09/05,"1year old son diagnosed yesterday My son JJ was diagnosed yesterday with moderate to severe autism. If anyone out there who either has a child like this or is going through it themselves, please message me with any advice, kind words or helpful suggestions. I’m feeling so lost and so unprepared. I just want to arm myself with all the knowledge I can to help him live his very best life. To whoever is reading this, I am forever grateful Thank you ✨🙏🏼✨ Love and light to you all, always -Viz",3.3818830409356733,5.782098884210527,4.30140350877193,83.02426900584798,75.94736842105263,8.011695906432749,28.450292397660817,8.841846274778883,2.5656783625731,394,17,72,9,9,127,75,95,0.05,0.65,0.3,0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,2,17,13,7,0,2,5,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,10,5,10,11,4,5,0,1,0,1,13,1,0,3,4,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119147195192238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044628651357653,0.0,0.0,0.14747337590171716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516347258543376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758294922459976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402200716333045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965177914019927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324748781439085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907156197937675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258280635483273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317581482756185,0.1059476605846216,0.0,0.19149283263188085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367301364454809,0.0,0.19572612906082268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755984846637425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23804899745368796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169203614345484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449919661895495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996570945939357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893359394982106,0.1279106349524706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lolcutie6,2019/09/05,Everyone thinks I’m stupid and I’m fucking sick of it. I don’t deserve to be made fun of.,-2.2300000000000004,-0.4280549523809505,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,98.5238095238095,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.2668285714285723,70,3,18,1,3,25,17,21,0.28800000000000003,0.5760000000000001,0.136,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450335885757519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273178151496858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397182948737059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36548388655126696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,StarChild413,2019/09/05,"Does any other autistic on here have similar pet peeves? Posted something similar on r/aspergers and figured I'd widen my pool since not everyone with HFA/aspergers goes onto that sub. Anyway, these are a bunch of things that really get under my skin as an autistic person (albeit ones that don't have to do with autism) and I think they're all connected. * Overly-simplified descriptions of how to do something (e.g. on the post on r/aspergers I gave the example of a reply to a R/showerthoughts thread about Build-A-Bear Workshop that describes part of the bear-building process as ""kids say some cute rhymes and then pick out a lovey"") * On a similar note to said example (even when it isn't directed at me), when anyone who's puberty-age-and-older uses baby talk and/or talks in a really cutesy childish perky manner (including such affectations as using w in place of r) when they're not talking to a really young child (and no, it isn't just cutesy babey talk that falls under that umbrella but a lot of the stereotypical ""lol i'm so random XD"" scene girl stuff especially when they veered towards the perky-goth side of scene) * ""Stage directions"" like [laughs] or [music plays] in the closed-captions when I'm watching a video * Those posts on certain sorts of social networks that say things like ""Every [show] episode ever"" or ""Every [artist] song ever"" and then have not just similar stage directions/descriptions to the aforementioned kinds I hate but really stereotypical [dialogue, lyrics etc.] I guess, if I could find the connecting thread between said pet peeves it's that I don't like feeling dumb (the first and third fall under that umbrella because I don't like being told something I already know, the fourth because I feel like I'm getting poorly fansplained at and the second (despite being the odd one out) because when I read that kind of talk I hear that kind of voice in my head and feel like I'm getting talked down to if I'm not the target)",8.874989403572506,7.85357059673025,8.11643505903724,73.18659930366334,61.01634877384196,11.643293975174085,35.92022403875264,10.746095033038511,3.7408069633666368,1567,57,280,32,18,490,201,367,0.036000000000000004,0.8440000000000001,0.12,0.9843,1,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,1,1,17,15,2,0,23,1,14,2,2,5,4,46,36,27,0,3,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,7,2,4,21,12,0,0,7,7,1,2,10,2,0,5,4,12,16,13,44,29,6,41,0,0,1,0,20,22,1,9,18,166,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358079030737706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383045047663219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563159485569417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716550943664686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494242777825391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214064799275839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468269908280868,0.0619960067747667,0.16980995677235505,0.15816822235762015,0.08969066941202455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238073310427835,0.1341123150612107,0.0,0.0,0.08578960808605438,0.07984030989226026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471195333298418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103401311362611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267084877629968,0.09633110873523433,0.0,0.1057910720772965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932334112191584,0.05158496668762128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751420123413469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797994558187987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849403357852947,0.0,0.12720877676645473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164510599264402,0.0,0.0,0.08195805417575776,0.09806745919523492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696860788846084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388897693064796,0.0,0.2405256414911996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857151085395334,0.14928816626772742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776449201208568,0.0,0.0,0.09568209532926164,0.0,0.21678229995572976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074513379865914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526639219477335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471757837362316,0.060143989528703236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969066941202455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213598540867166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MasquiiActive,2019/09/05,"Is heightened sense of intuition an autism thing? Recently found out I’m autistic, 98% sure, just waitin for that diagnosis. I used to be able to tell what kind of day it was, bad or good, by asking my gut. It was always right, though sometimes I would read myself wrong. I was worried I had lost my intuition for a few years, but no. Tonight changed that. I’m so happy it’s still there. I knew sort of, that it was there. It helped with mild things. Such as, should I freak out over where my scissors are? No, you’ll find them soon, Etc. I was insecure about the security of my intuition, basically. So onto the story. Yesterday, my air conditioner broke. I live with my aunt and we opened all the screened windows. We have 5 cats, so we made sure they were screened in. Her cat managed to get through a screen and run out, probably at like 3-4 am. The whole entire morning and day, even though my aunt was so terribly distraught that he may have gotten eaten, my intuition told me that he was alive. He was just being a cat! He’s done this before. He’s NOT dead. I didn’t tell my aunt this because, what if I was wrong and just gave her false hope, yknow? I went to sleep at 9 pm and woke up at 12 pm. At 12, my body was suddenly very stressed, and kept pushing me to get up to look for that stupid, lovable cat. I HAD to. It was a compulsion of so much anxiety, all centered in my gut. I go out there to her back porch, pitch black, with my phone’s flashlight. My aunt’s out there on her phone, hoping that she’ll see her beautiful baby come home. I don’t really know what I’m doing, she hasn’t seen him, and the food we left nearby was untouched. I suppose I was just hoping to maybe hear him meow. We had before, but then he stopped when I went inside to get some food. I go out past her screened pool and guess who I fuckin’ see? That cat, acting like nothing happened, sauntering up so casually you’d think it was an everyday affair! He was gone for a whole day! I had gone over the entire 7 acre property, with a cat toy, wet food can, and a bag of crunchies, hoping the smell and the noise of the food bag would entice him to me! I was going to go to the neighbors tomorrow, to see if they had found a big, fat white cat with beautiful blue eyes! I was going to call local shelters, and was about to post to my area’s subreddit with a missing cat picture! I was so calm through all of this, so sure I’d find him. But when I scooped him up and just hugged him so tight, all the anxiety, hopelessness and grief fell on me that I hadn’t felt throughout the entire day. That my intuition hadn’t let me feel, that let me be so calm and sure about that dumb cat. And I’m still shaking. He’s safe, and tomorrow morning I’ll be checking him for any bites, or wounds. I’m up at 1 am now, so glad for my intuition. It’s gotten me out of so much trouble, and has stopped lots of potential autistic meltdowns. I’m so glad I have it. But now I’m wondering, is this connected to my autism? Just asking here until I can see my doctor and ask her, I’m just curious if anyone else has this sort of powerful connection to their gut. Also there’s no guarantee my doctor would know either. Also, I’m so fucking glad this stupid cat is alive. We have coyotes and my aunt was so sure he’d been eaten. So glad he’s alive.",1.8053985385318008,3.5807139252199427,3.1483337339550985,92.40397601076872,78.36950146627565,6.642219124080572,22.76390558146243,7.578289261198852,0.7895560982645069,2555,79,575,37,61,831,287,682,0.115,0.718,0.166,0.9928,1,0,0,0,0,1,101.0,6,2,4,2,48,44,5,4,23,0,63,19,7,2,9,99,123,53,2,11,18,5,4,2,1,7,4,1,4,0,33,40,7,6,11,4,1,15,9,20,0,0,50,20,84,24,74,58,13,74,0,5,14,3,58,33,3,16,27,363,117,4,0.0703975264952108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259375300858858,0.0585763814722827,0.0,0.0,0.04787273205078887,0.0,0.10770783016466574,0.0,0.0,0.0492235873494709,0.07213058508913762,0.0,0.0,0.19743655291644926,0.0,0.0,0.054131352494836006,0.058778994116854874,0.04291367874526294,0.0,0.11980622004919762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819578194985137,0.0,0.0,0.07188374546692491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447124865303267,0.0606412356526316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816023229894028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410970273291945,0.0,0.07204111110375036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058808100173449125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851185078788236,0.04649690231520186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0355951046049792,0.0,0.06759266524177336,0.0,0.12868412771579624,0.0,0.34049987389266884,0.15437450842605008,0.0,0.06508137887419317,0.11033940612897614,0.0,0.20004268309431505,0.05904610523616076,0.0,0.0,0.0775508121217891,0.0,0.062252300188313375,0.07493947599083797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934312869648606,0.0,0.047185978093568524,0.0,0.07061445893816183,0.2796825122142337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330819078151796,0.07737727901479974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764871185174291,0.14397248083939573,0.0,0.0687853510582917,0.0,0.06216230563774493,0.0,0.05911619218587207,0.0,0.07684721612363413,0.059849459586857626,0.0,0.06661184171074958,0.0,0.0,0.070723777435115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350056403438786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754832530394367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720240468583774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742137070873007,0.0,0.07590044020357728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041657706566068,0.0,0.045098458104520636,0.0,0.06950906459314388,0.0,0.0,0.060119102981360174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22439085687280966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044836674693196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962495376385497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243911119053496,0.1177109686851362,0.08064012875184969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317441780061569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306108210679287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353797704575967,0.04510789245059666,0.13833042470755974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726785338589518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080086014825727,0.0,0.058085331983945575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051842468739627,0.0,0.15719264858259258,0.0,0.0,0.07634311452662766,0.0,0.07149210533314161,0.0,0.15002514905546852,0.15393728806732465,0.0,0.04533369898934685 autism,sunflowers_and_decay,2019/09/05,"Any tips for getting a diagnosis as an adult, specifically in Australia? I’m (19F) interested in being assessed to see if I am on the lower end of the autism spectrum or not. My sister was diagnosed at 3 and my cousin also has autism. There’s also about 5 family members who I suspect could be on the spectrum too, but are either older and it’s just a part of them quirky selves, or their caregivers don’t see it. Growing up I was always that weird kid no one wanted to be friends with. I misinterpreted bullying as friendship from a young age and through middle school years the library and books became my best friend. It was around this time I made genuine friends with a small group of people, all with different intellectual disabilities, and I just seemed to ‘get’ them and they understood me. When I was young I seemed to be a whiz at school and learning, which very quickly dropped to average in higher years and today, ‘struggling to understand, not producing work at a suitable level and failing’ at university. I have a lot of sensory issues too. I have bitten my nails my entire life, any sort of length that goes over my skin makes my skin crawl and I have to bite it off. Getting fake nails was one of the worst experiences of my life and I couldn’t wait to take them off. I don’t like repetitive noises if I’m not in control of them, birds chirping can get annoying and especially small noises from other people - if I can hear my sister breathing or whispering in the room over or at the other end of the house it really gets to me. I’ll block my ears to try block it out, but most of the time I just go, bam, angry, I can’t control it. I don’t like lace or scratchy clothes, but velvet is too much for me too. If I could live in tracksuits and a hoodie for the rest of my life I would. I’m alright with most foods, except for the texture of jelly which grosses me out. I like childish shows, things that are an easy watch and aren’t heavy. I don’t understand a lot of what happens on the news with politics and whatnot, I can’t keep up and even if people try explain it to me I don’t get it. Unlike my sister though (never ending energy) I’m forever tired, just wanting to sleep and ignore everyday life (my depression and anxiety may be tying into that more recently) but yeah, my rooms my safe place, I don’t like going out much. I’m sorry, this turned into such a ramble with no direction. I guess my mums never believed I could have my own issues, always thought I was trying to get attention off my sister, and part of me spilling this is convincing myself I have a right to be assessed. Except, I’ve looked it up and it’d cost me close to $1,000AUD. For probably not getting any support afterwards as I kinda manage okay at life, just looking for the label, I don’t have that sort of money. And I don’t know where I’d go to get more information (I live near the city in South Australia). Has anyone got stories of being assessed and diagnosed as a young adult? Did you have any supports put into place afterwards? Was it worth it? Thanks for reading, I do appreciate it.",4.090491208990393,5.383550951060362,5.122340402392607,82.60061410186697,71.30016313213703,7.993750226572412,27.651586006887804,8.447377352677275,1.9034675294544137,2435,86,478,39,45,800,279,613,0.109,0.772,0.11800000000000001,0.8294,3,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,6,6,20,25,1,1,28,3,50,14,5,5,3,105,94,44,0,12,26,6,2,4,3,2,8,3,2,3,29,36,1,8,12,3,3,5,20,9,0,2,12,10,66,16,87,68,16,72,0,2,5,0,24,44,0,21,26,339,95,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022127397762372,0.12508912825847332,0.0,0.0,0.20446323822232815,0.0,0.05750218024428905,0.0,0.0,0.05255817683287309,0.0,0.0,0.06691413691454487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468692526545693,0.07888262284315746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861128211316956,0.18004304390810744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474081148892759,0.15258486629579265,0.0,0.07853301254169569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972567203730326,0.0,0.0,0.049646775979838735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352727756239244,0.07086030316929058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089165147882217,0.0,0.1742203951783379,0.0,0.35344262768507445,0.0,0.12815659254026004,0.0,0.060117530737790435,0.0,0.08280439351346304,0.0,0.06646950329567237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471812830090583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673206929087493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690863105490016,0.0,0.06681145455909203,0.0,0.0,0.0413095523131363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26546167168726165,0.14689025481893525,0.0,0.13274682435687288,0.0,0.1262418872697043,0.0,0.0,0.12780777061149184,0.0,0.07112437642833765,0.05017423419310904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051207845134704,0.0,0.11594610452440535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018695553366511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279602733115714,0.0,0.1563329969245453,0.0,0.15706602508339138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104221924319792,0.0,0.0,0.07556311134587616,0.0,0.0,0.07518685875344701,0.0,0.04815359594007307,0.0,0.07421786799968616,0.0,0.0,0.06419179534995836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214505757327346,0.11979596541258394,0.13685754917997084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522080198634984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414276250916945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785803646236692,0.0,0.0,0.17059614687751076,0.0,0.0,0.05651586666641423,0.0,0.0,0.06920323049013226,0.0,0.0,0.04993729432250639,0.0,0.07385072192655327,0.059673818813762186,0.08766040180199894,0.08639285456996196,0.07124906971948804,0.0,0.0,0.1530993942253017,0.08175958656848492,0.0,0.15650199147713276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202024911622305,0.08867031918658254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472212006082749,0.0,0.0,0.05339613748895266,0.0,0.0,0.09680954584046353 autism,trashcankyle,2019/09/05,"I don't know what to do So I didn't know I was diagnosed with autism until 2 years ago. Up until then I was depressed and had really bad anxiety (and I still have depression and anxiety). I still felt like there was something that wasn't normal, but I didn't know what I was. When my mom told me I freaked out. It made a lot of sense but at the same time I was so confused. I had a lot of medical issues due to cancer that have been calming down now so I didn't think about it much until recently. I don't know what to do when I feel anxious, because I don't want to make a big deal out of it. Do any of you have anything that helps you with anxiety in places like school and work? I'm a college student and I'm having a lot of anxiety about being seen differently because I'm autistic. &#x200B; Another thing I forgot to mention is that I'm high functioning and my dad thinks it was a fake diagnosis because I was apparently 1 thing off or whatever from not being diagnosed. So that has definitely not helped.",3.9904285714285694,4.598143757142856,5.543809523809526,82.03285714285717,70.95238095238095,9.23809523809524,29.761904761904763,9.424239791934726,2.482476190476191,799,31,169,17,14,272,109,210,0.165,0.758,0.077,-0.9459,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,12,9,0,1,7,0,28,4,0,2,0,33,46,19,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,19,3,22,3,25,25,5,24,0,2,1,0,9,10,0,5,16,123,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880493433321872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299280904539848,0.1491470992999622,0.0834699635828327,0.12870753106984287,0.3755945514825672,0.13866550739000322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100765327475372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248590979023868,0.22447036435724715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265434234429544,0.2114380354840216,0.24916465852217656,0.0,0.12824110101939365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062062931398037376,0.0,0.11785325517273156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645451055064907,0.1296855179975978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811259211050086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982703450690537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993279894234407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31305705762942165,0.0,0.11614311035941935,0.08193241068287026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365142152388232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375600429920646,0.0,0.0,0.09023078421331336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026282054706533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824110101939365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863279354168827,0.0,0.12119465177193453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422323470334512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449414058436914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604664522599305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630909957120934,0.15729848616766354,0.0,0.0,0.07157287158010284,0.0,0.0,0.11728691954449412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239744785157125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935891671021895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491470992999622,0.07904295496863183 autism,simulation001,2019/09/05,"NT dating ASD Hi guys, 24 F NT here seeing a 26 M with ASD. He is super sweet, smart, affectionate. We met on okcupid this summer and we immediately hit if off. I thought he was very forward, I consider myself a blunt and no-filter person to a fault and found it awesome that someone else seemed to ‘leave it all on the table’ so to speak. After a few dates he tells me that although he doesnt want to see anyone else he also doesnt want a girlfriend right now but would like to continue what seeing eachother when we can. He is really busy with school and says that until he moves closer to campus his commute, work and school are too overwhelming. Now, he didnt tell me he was on the spectrum. After a few dates I actually asked him because Ive had various friends and family on the spectrum. He was shocked that I asked because he doesnt tell people but to me which his speech, stims, etc it was all there. He also really doesnt like talking about it, I can tell theres some history there he doesnt want to get into. He seems really honest but it confuses me that he needs to do certain things before pursuing a relationship with me. Is this relevant to rigidity and a pre conceived notion of ‘i need to do x and x before i can have a girlfriend’. Im used to hearing NT guys make excuses of all sorts but he does seem extremely genuine. Ive actually tried to end things once because he can be very time blind and forget to respond to me, and even stay at school later than expected and miss a meet up time because of stress. Its also hard because I wish he would tell me what overwhelms him etc, but he just says he is a distant person and just re-iterates that he needs space when I even ask what he thinks having a girlfriend / a relationship is. I can tell it panics him a little and I dont want to overwhelms him and he says it makes him uncomfortable to talk about it ‘right now’. he says he is very comfortable around me and even talks to me more often than anyone else, but I have the capacity to understand what he is dealing with but he is opening up slowly. Anyhow I thought id put my story out there to see if theres any personal experiences, tips etc :) Hes really lovely and thought I wouldnt want to see him anymore when I asked if he was on the spectrum, but I told him that wasnt the case of course.",4.630000000000003,5.047582987261149,5.740218683651804,81.87147452229301,69.44585987261146,8.827770700636943,28.438853503184713,8.841846274778883,2.031250191082802,1821,60,375,30,30,607,205,471,0.086,0.815,0.099,0.9309999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,0,2,26,21,0,7,20,0,40,2,0,3,4,76,77,36,0,16,13,0,1,2,4,3,1,7,0,5,25,27,0,1,9,0,0,3,9,10,0,0,14,15,41,11,48,58,11,40,0,4,6,1,79,19,0,11,21,233,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.1293775740432248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903456950999803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507899197796491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574116558092416,0.09270202907573097,0.13584242750756356,0.0,0.05901152436807702,0.247886159930188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204668681226787,0.0,0.11281461076377157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834134969507036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058010206481089566,0.0,0.07769055697741796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612859319241122,0.0,0.058712637348027924,0.0,0.2217902513744548,0.13135035729171407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484364786969764,0.062491645263902114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268278755803237,0.05121494285834912,0.0,0.03463341928110942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127364289616078,0.0,0.0,0.05938218543229299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471285027603923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160381107464298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019078921667292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477119971487268,0.06643928579095372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059828674483529035,0.0,0.08849723482251676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045502703376127,0.0,0.14745801106297649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059593294073215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777620178694804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595664873891052,0.17364375963809728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666390480715538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986647254269432,0.0,0.0,0.1423397838910353,0.0,0.11322138699516827,0.0,0.2108636238452269,0.0,0.2012649087277428,0.2641199176330321,0.18104184640466445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056166702320265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065556561057436,0.0,0.0,0.07593416045798429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984246667400812,0.347638580175855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807932065392503,0.04247550191549687,0.0,0.15787888070177428,0.07730763894721407,0.0,0.0,0.06334225963833871,0.0,0.0450060781854524,0.0,0.0,0.06900949118943155,0.0,0.05725266491932941,0.0,0.16408682577988967,0.1954957107227814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622941476551702,0.0,0.0,0.04825939435737429,0.0,0.0,0.09418002275407374,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VulcanWarlord,2019/09/05,"I believe I've debugged a lot of the human brain to some success, AMA Not gonna solve your problems for you, but I have no problems saying I'm good at logic. I've explored logic through 4 different venues, and have found some practical success. I've turned inward to the human brain as well, and maybe I've made some progress. So ask me whatever and let's see what happens.",6.659399999999998,5.983815706666667,6.6691666666666665,80.64375000000003,65.26666666666667,9.1,36.08333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.7533333333333334,298,13,58,3,4,95,54,75,0.11599999999999999,0.67,0.214,0.878,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,2,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,16,11,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,2,5,4,7,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,0,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016100383846877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297141437575004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814887216686237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253155026308105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645659916806785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088272967619587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070463566812973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052373503997932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334373751524133,0.0,0.20405972094532168,0.0,0.0,0.21665628688479335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127089508241648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714989788431239,0.0,0.0,0.17185058414605384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457271975635444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390140285072388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gfsef3w4r3wf,2019/09/05,How are you on tests for identifying faces? I took [this](http://kgajos.eecs.harvard.edu/mite/#) one and I got 26/36 correct. I'm curious what other people on the spectrum will get on it since it's on a computer and not irl.,4.8827500000000015,7.846793774999997,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,73.75,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.0615,181,6,32,4,4,56,33,40,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26904015827588146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41185261329981865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489434950687087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570015409159886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259720200131215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721284762636651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Monochromepigeon,2019/09/05,To people who boot their bass in their cars Why must you do this. I accidentally ran a red light today because someone’s bass was booted way up and it so painfully loud.,1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,84.58823529411767,4.576470588235295,20.264705882352946,5.985473137389443,0.044435294117647565,135,4,27,1,4,44,32,34,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.7973,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713949320814597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737331685243098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30865147456678865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37722366552863534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220055432260283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533857360561118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017313683693242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Secretitnerd1,2019/09/05,"I got called Autistic today I’m pretty sure their not wrong, but I’m not sure how to feel about that.",-0.6360606060606031,1.5458432727272748,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,93.54545454545452,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.8834121212121209,80,1,19,0,3,25,17,22,0.0,0.639,0.361,0.7563,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34779136193141946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221793088610246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272409467461091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465133259778953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6420241946611871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228496064490429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723933604266487,0.0,0.0 autism,shouldiclash,2019/09/05,"I have a student who I meet with twice a week for social skills training. She whines and is very negative about most things. Can you help me decrease these behaviors so that she can make friends? I am a special education teacher in the US and I have a group of students that I meet with during the week. I am not trained as a behavior therapist but I have a few years experience using CBT. This student spends a great deal of her school day whining, complaining and making noises indicating annoyance and displeasure. She is a lonely kid and I would like to help her but I'm not quite sure how to form a plan to help her. I figure I might try to find things she likes and go from there.",3.5571858288770097,5.28227697794118,4.3288770053475965,86.04767379679144,73.33823529411767,7.886631016042781,27.06951871657754,8.575989854853784,1.85345,543,20,111,10,11,174,88,136,0.124,0.7,0.17600000000000002,0.8603,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,3,4,11,1,0,11,0,11,0,0,4,1,22,16,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,20,6,13,14,3,6,0,3,0,0,21,1,0,2,6,80,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334829216604087,0.1971829233396893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870911257094867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481017997271325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776869635357626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086987122799577,0.0,0.0,0.2108672436939644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845970502722391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688209356390145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533799884905595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289896252955192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343088585623015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356755095660988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496772019166594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802623540029248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207014833885488,0.25413220560915545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298544746958994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006486944633495,0.16518912617547227,0.0,0.15781134034359875,0.0,0.0,0.3068379899475792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358671747756415,0.0,0.0,0.12316658192156744 autism,Samantha_the_loser,2019/09/05,I don't think my parents care. They have known I was autistic since I was 5 (I'm diagnosed) yet they never told me. I found out in 5 grade by looking at some school documents and googling stuff about it. They never understood my troubles in school or my special interests. My dad makes fun of my arm flapping and me chewing things. I love my parents but I want them to understand my disability and my quirks.,2.586624999999998,4.980366412500004,3.5025000000000013,87.76250000000002,78.625,7.0,28.75,8.07648339933343,2.064125,323,15,64,6,8,103,56,80,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.8552,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,16,15,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,20,5,8,10,1,7,0,0,1,1,9,4,0,2,3,44,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181831051733393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172013568622359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346354836707829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970267873535026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313967510693386,0.0,0.14284394004239953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300936958816327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752342946789544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331505967405262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701963854921193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449741333033613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216938216993144,0.13711994642671735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448227463999408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227773024002225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622033959382464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,john_doe562,2019/06/02,Tips for a 22 year old adult looking to get diagnosed I’ve read that it’s hard for adults to get diagnosed is that still true? And to people who live in California I heard medical doesn’t have much to help you with is this also true? I was also wondering what kind of help is offered for adults with asd,1.9123809523809527,3.9674541269841295,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,79.15873015873021,7.374603174603175,21.61111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.1064730158730156,242,7,53,5,6,79,46,63,0.022000000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.175,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,11,9,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,3,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640122727573536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620044533802423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378160239887171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038787322823105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305101742666103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370032122126217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096889525750825,0.0,0.1911209005769471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292761250719136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673071308980689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882069486729926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577844132313997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276547106082276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175616016708035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468150309022285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656250778274646 autism,hauntedmilkk,2019/06/02,"Should I Talk to My GP About Getting Tested For Autism? Hi all, this is a rather hard thing for me to post because i don't want to come across like i think i have autism, because i am only speculating based off of my life experiences. so a bit of background: i'm 17 years old, female and i was born 22 weeks premature (yep, i know verrrry early!). i've been speculating my potentially autism-related symptoms for a while now and i figured because i literally don't know who to talk to about this i should ask the internet. i feel really stupid for posting this and please, please don't judge me - i just feel like i'm not right somehow and i just want to figure out what on earth it is. some of my behaviours include: difficulty socialising (i often over analyse conversations, interactions and what i am going to say next - i usually am very harsh on myself when it comes to things like this and have often felt socially inept at times, whilst at others i try and come across as easily sociable - but really, new people and small talk has always been pretty scary for me). i was veeerrry shy and quiet as a young girl and didn't make any friends, really, until about year 2 - i was picked on by other kids due to my quietness. i am pretty intelligent - a grade average student, i strive my best to do well in school and hope to study medicine next year at uni. i ""tend"" to get overly interested in a topic when i find about it - e.g. if i find something i'm interested in those kinds of videos on youtube are the only kind i'll watch for a while, or it's really the only thing i'll look up or read about - i feel like i tend to obsess over things (and also my friendships with people, i am very emotionally invested in people i become friends with but don't actually really have any close friends). i have had a history of self harm (ever since i was about 7 years old is the earliest i could remember, when i'd bite myself... it's been an ongoing issue throughout my life and i hate to admit it. it usually manifests when i am angry and i don't know how else to express my anger or frustration) i have also had a history of depression and anxiety - especially social anxiety ( which is probably due to my over thinking brain). i go through episodes of being okay, then getting depressed and thinking about ending my life to being okay again. i am definitely introverted and love reading books a lot (fiction is honestly my best friend, and music). i have reaallly low self confidence and self esteem, i often butt-in in conversations and not know that i am doing it and then i feel even worse for doing so. once again, i reiterate, i am not claiming to have autism whatsoever, i am just asking whether i should see a gp about these things and whether they seem autism related or not. thank you for your advice, it's greatly appreciated",5.561709601873535,6.217907533697634,6.583166276346606,75.80252459016396,67.46994535519126,10.13585219880302,30.62196200884725,10.158995162802928,3.0155384959666924,2232,82,426,53,35,747,263,549,0.11599999999999999,0.722,0.162,0.9842,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,1,2,31,31,4,1,16,3,48,6,1,3,2,83,86,47,0,9,17,0,6,4,4,3,4,3,0,5,27,29,0,0,19,4,1,5,10,9,1,0,11,12,65,22,69,69,6,65,0,3,3,1,28,25,0,13,37,292,92,7,0.0,0.0,0.06922345209009341,0.0,0.0,0.0693179871518149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345523090903853,0.059024561382609066,0.0,0.0,0.09647803228753687,0.0,0.1085319248671951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326314536551105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972606031247716,0.07834340716745683,0.0,0.0,0.14888623108497068,0.0,0.07744390613037089,0.0,0.0,0.07918820608475798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331564255755645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056636745572896566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219440825559612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925805301109021,0.07979362371724139,0.06282837607059115,0.0,0.0,0.04685265965265265,0.06416581102708248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938916863837988,0.0,0.0,0.14346980020752112,0.10135360291220748,0.06810983058871635,0.0,0.12966871637372454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219220381551896,0.0,0.11118363555901953,0.0,0.08062930027884553,0.0,0.0,0.07820735845970117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354485927992466,0.0700347645488293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045560512150577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403891332605685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773817357356478,0.1559386168976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503129068373542,0.13862328377814132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059568502298698624,0.0,0.0,0.060307380078983126,0.06402264708319053,0.0,0.047350432562567005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851057802964987,0.15088280568431986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887111842016376,0.0755446872121055,0.0,0.16185042124195728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475345891616285,0.0,0.0,0.15573318724091995,0.0,0.0,0.13587445089212674,0.14433513801815187,0.07648117004091398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419106974824657,0.0,0.2272175782922741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035683250513641,0.06057908657040855,0.0,0.05641127556587515,0.0,0.07179117334032553,0.05652692933692265,0.0645776089793754,0.2220056326938676,0.0,0.0,0.0586791183083194,0.0,0.0,0.1446209483653129,0.0,0.054610115752804944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372982332264448,0.0,0.17104737688270166,0.0,0.06530847856736847,0.0,0.0,0.2356341382385909,0.13635906656594374,0.0,0.0,0.04136344092425775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816099111570585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625230019309436,0.11705950954781692,0.08367996116863906,0.0,0.05690070266131945,0.0,0.06378012010688139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228999955181281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272222567818172 autism,meforbleach,2019/06/02,A fellow autist to another Do any of you play fortnite?. Cause if you dont your a loser. The emotos are really cool and dance on the graves of your enemies. So in short PLAY FORTNITE,1.3985135135135138,3.72540067567568,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,82.7837837837838,6.943243243243244,20.06081081081081,8.07648339933343,1.0797081081081084,143,4,29,3,4,48,29,37,0.121,0.628,0.251,0.6971,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,5,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32414779679851696,0.4998236591569192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489665127352119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586465395807766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536309935437866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sleepymango998,2019/06/02,"I'm autistic [20, F] and a caregiver. How do I cope? About 7 months ago I picked up a gig as a caregiver with elderly people and I've stuck with it ever since. I find that I constantly run into issues with people with dementia and confused clients because I can't communicate well. I try so hard to be comforting and confident but even that isn't enough at times. What are things I can do to understand them better? I hate the job that I have but I can't quit because I signed a contract. How do I cope until my year is up? Or at the very least what can I do to enjoy my job more. My communication abilities are next to non existent and I get so anxious.",1.4979015837104048,3.463675566176473,3.8473529411764713,86.1121266968326,80.1029411764706,7.714027149321268,24.432126696832576,8.617729084823388,1.748654524886878,511,19,110,12,13,177,83,136,0.11,0.772,0.11900000000000001,0.4867,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,8,6,1,1,6,0,14,0,0,3,1,21,19,14,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,18,4,16,17,3,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,8,79,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756420848577039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384553572949176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24157263961167136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752416515851393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141225213209595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473500140997025,0.0,0.1308717844108068,0.17923196355418572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109939136750103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352169895130592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177497482229411,0.19562549223984294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068101314771258,0.3932533129758591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815609588602156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072765306396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747352386401745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074979511871408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390618969328494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163760763212587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155389547415398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452629782455874,0.0,0.0,0.2062741687070953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348897811086502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815462751110997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275977922240744 autism,climbingrocksmysocks,2019/06/02,"Advice for controlling emotions better? I was just not hired for a job due in part to how I reacted when I had to reschedule my interview--my mom got stuck in traffic on her way home and we share a car, so I couldn't get to the place on time. I was hot, mad that my mom was late since she's made me late for important things before (later learned it wasn't her fault), and had just started my period, and I was very stressed over the phone as a result and didn't sufficiently explain myself at the interview. I'm really mad at myself for this since I could've been calmer and now I didn't get hired for a job where I've held the exact same job before with some of the same people. And the guy who was in charge of hiring even said some bullpoop about how maybe I'll be able to work a similar job in the future when they have more openings--I have enough social skills and context to know he's lying. Anyway. Does anyone have advice for how to...not have emotions at inconvenient times, I guess? I'm really mad at myself and I need this to not happen again.",5.607507645259937,4.984098848623856,6.055550458715597,84.0040902140673,67.39449541284404,9.285015290519876,26.882262996941897,8.59863814320734,1.5692556574923544,831,19,180,11,12,269,121,218,0.098,0.856,0.045,-0.9012,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,4,14,7,3,1,12,0,17,0,0,7,1,33,32,15,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,16,2,22,2,28,14,7,28,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,3,13,115,28,10,0.12168084081328223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378102187232205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508207311711635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708286662940126,0.0,0.0,0.10761681541070477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647540970400146,0.09715225012927456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648372378841936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737491362430408,0.0,0.12572883589916795,0.0,0.08036904775783159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714643426688613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973192841547348,0.0,0.13404516457512392,0.12048316303968995,0.1076019656740375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220558045850528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829978353817338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687260788207737,0.0,0.2745225769634961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151373536971741,0.0,0.0,0.12224475961355948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28502226024202304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022480165071324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176849288941006,0.0,0.08435817397324398,0.0,0.12713058020309398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590372488198093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574634424560105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131129787172147,0.0,0.0,0.12403829357952648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612632541549174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938499203496796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808393438061765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190615361925146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003994371195125,0.0,0.0965845876606483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858510132388912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,joyconboy3378,2019/06/02,"my little brother has autism. recently he has started physically and verbally abusing be on very small grounds. how can i support his well being as well as defend my own safety? our mother refuses to do anything about it because she believes in the A$ nonsense that autism can be cured with the right combination of medication and therapy. i love him and i want him to get whatever he needs, but i also need to be mindful of what is best for myself and my own safety, because at the time my home is a very toxic and unwelcoming place to be.",6.710705128205127,6.803159942307693,7.6219230769230775,71.2897435897436,64.96153846153845,10.394871794871797,36.56410256410256,10.125756701596842,3.802267948717948,430,20,76,9,6,145,73,104,0.034,0.7879999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,13,19,10,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,5,14,14,3,11,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,3,61,17,0,0.0,0.23039545406388925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555042950428766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600185604711343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370739470943671,0.0,0.0,0.2190823666567496,0.2040668219610024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159386352590552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950525915265548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489336812569455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550176438197673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195891319429422,0.0,0.0,0.19634247797723364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883694297337196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031623912946187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199925039930252,0.0,0.0,0.1660621211731595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763510083000435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066338743137895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237438296470685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338732766991255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208888010618463,0.11469363965401655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496738770175278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Harambeislife7,2019/06/02,"Help with bathroom problems Hey, My brother is severely autistic and can’t clean up after himself, and my 51 year old mom is getting weaker and weaker, so she can’t clean up his rear, and I won’t (this sounds pretentious, but I just can’t, I’ll throw up), so I’m unsure about how you’re supposed to clean them up. Thank god he doesn’t smear or anything, but he just stays in the bathroom until someone takes him to the bathtub and wipes his rear for him. Any suggestions? Thanks.",3.972767857142857,5.193703479166668,4.262738095238095,88.92750000000002,71.5,6.735714285714287,28.29761904761905,6.868970318607317,1.2913619047619052,378,14,77,3,7,118,65,96,0.132,0.69,0.17800000000000002,0.7125,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,12,12,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,12,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,4,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044027415413328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304532595395309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631200861841634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770833038809284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279854416478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938602284204219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796534400221433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163712563126773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728130818527265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984908201135111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210559066472518,0.0,0.0,0.5156558137873904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033986560016907 autism,PrismTC,2019/06/02,"What’s your opinion on jokes/memes about autism? Personally, I find them amusing. Even memes and jokes with the R word. And if someone does make fun of my autism they can shove it up their rear. I’m curious what other people that are on the spectrum think. Does it offend you? Or do you not care?",1.3049636803874094,3.8096107796610177,1.8971428571428568,96.47322033898304,85.27118644067797,4.727360774818402,18.59806295399516,6.1826913282559595,-0.26201404358353475,232,6,50,2,7,71,48,59,0.076,0.755,0.16899999999999998,0.7106,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,3,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,0,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562335550810913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6115193856826314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230773441067959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193425527843583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332252286109281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222790530845906,0.3050800070734879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960429671104902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238795068450015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,piano0011,2019/06/02,"How to play the piano by PianoCourse101 Hey guys! How to play the piano for kids by PianoCourse101 is based on the Bastien Piano Basic Series for children. The Bastien Piano Basic Series consists of four levels. There are the ""Primer Level"", ""Level 1"", ""Level 2"" and ""Level 3"". I will eventually be uploading all of the courses on youtube. The first few lessons of the ""Primer Level"" are free and available on youtube while the rest of the lessons will be available on my website, which will be announced pretty soon. Lesson 1, Lesson 2 and Lesson 3 are paid courses. I believe that PianoCourse101 offers piano lessons that is not only well structured by engaging for children. Utilising a white board with rhythm exercises, explaining terms in a visually presentable manner is one unique method in making learning fun for kids. [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC\_pzmnmzz\_4RT0lPFFnRWyQ?sub\_confirmation=1](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_pzmnmzz_4RT0lPFFnRWyQ?sub_confirmation=1)",12.492708333333333,15.504511743055561,8.791277777777777,57.6815,53.097222222222214,7.982222222222222,35.927777777777784,8.238735603445708,3.1971244444444444,817,31,97,8,10,229,81,144,0.012,0.871,0.11699999999999999,0.9417,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,0,12,0,12,1,0,3,1,17,15,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,8,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,3,7,20,8,4,18,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,6,66,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488747631769873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33888970185222395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944912844141711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659436202273485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997480652031525,0.3030108676306319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053290229169592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35822093108328684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aly2677,2019/06/02,Looking for a home-school communication log I can implement with my students at school. Does anyone have one I can incorporate into my routine?,6.862800000000004,9.349916280000002,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,66.2,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.4262,117,6,17,3,2,39,21,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25494218551189485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190706604750473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365731257306025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061786441529931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470676176347787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7380049276804995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,magicsexsugarblood,2019/06/02,"Adult screening/testing in USA? Hi all, Was wondering if anyone had any info on where an adult should go to get screened for ASD in Florida specifically, or even if you know if it’s expensive, a long process, etc? Thanks in advance :)",5.492651515151515,6.636716295454544,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,67.86363636363636,9.503030303030306,35.12121212121212,9.725611199111238,3.3881757575757567,183,9,35,4,3,58,39,44,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,5,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,1,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701560268887366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777791911569961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430591019963756,0.2623919265518844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075562593575696,0.0,0.22577669649431364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183282358725864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515698921130088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657512217770983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308204611958356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,unicornvibess,2019/06/02,Autism Society of America. Yay or nay? I know there are some autism organizations out there that many people on the spectrum happen to dislike (or totally valid reasons). What is the general consensus on the organization Autism Society of America among autistic individuals?,8.155227272727274,11.576863159090914,9.081818181818182,49.54272727272729,65.13636363636364,13.490909090909092,42.81818181818181,12.161744961471696,7.407836363636365,225,14,28,10,4,76,34,44,0.055,0.866,0.079,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628845443576229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876740813757281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306954970319586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628938809606501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381931271307602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,babytooth2001,2019/04/27,Hi Yes I'm actually autistic.,-1.09,-2.1438266666666674,5.246666666666666,62.79000000000002,149.0,7.866666666666667,36.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,4.9949333333333366,24,2,4,1,2,10,6,6,0.0,0.597,0.40299999999999997,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SugaChainz,2019/04/27,"Rocking Hey, so if just like to share something I guess haha. Anyway, I’ve been rocking a lot more recently as it really calms me down but I was caught doing it in class when I didn’t even realise. Rocking just makes me feel so comforted and secure.",1.2940666666666694,3.8153353400000007,3.0,88.39666666666666,85.6,5.7333333333333325,22.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.0099333333333336,197,7,38,3,6,65,41,50,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.9287,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,6,4,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715697360585785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198293220537392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789406476716761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240332425175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696201000746928,0.0,0.0,0.2902077921381179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27852041961407586,0.0,0.4292761804094524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347019290708121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mixbot2000,2019/04/27,Idea We should add puzzle pieces as the upvote and downvote buttons.,6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,4.823333333333334,81.855,67.33333333333334,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,1.1130666666666662,56,2,8,0,1,16,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NuclearImpactx,2019/04/27,"People making fun of autism I have been wondering for a while, why do people make fun of autism? For example when ever I go to twitch I tend to see people using the term as something negative. Whenever someone says something ""unintelligent"" or rather dies in a video game, people spam autism like it is something negative. I see it everywhere and I really don't like it. I dont have autism but I still find it very offensive. Is it right for me to feel this way?",2.671666666666667,5.0865303888888915,4.174444444444447,82.94500000000002,78.44444444444444,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9180000000000008,365,12,70,9,9,121,58,90,0.125,0.7879999999999999,0.087,-0.6651,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,1,11,17,6,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,4,8,4,10,16,1,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,7,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898354469567005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341136822455933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471333388346845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920715748991384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642949128540913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348751652195684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779226574050051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309667355136916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049607915277078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665329008824395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550622914149326,0.0,0.14480747797534413,0.0,0.0,0.29020872131889625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428661161888002,0.4205517277235112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541951993763413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726968669419875,0.0,0.15024560409784726,0.0,0.14453676371055385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431040062096547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747183960202908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BetaMale69,2019/04/27,"I think I may be on the spectrum, please help. Hey guys. I guess you could say I had the scariest night of my life last night. I could just be paranoid, but everything makes so much sense now. Last night I was smoking some weed with friends. After we left, an acquaintance of mine cracked some joke about my really ugly pants. I looked down at my pants and I realized that they were actually really ugly, and I didn’t even realize it. I have been wearing those pants to college for like 7 months, and I finally realized those pants were ugly! I also began to notice more social and facial cues while I was high. I went back to my room and noticed my wardrobe was absolutely terrible, for the most part. I lie in bed literally analyzing my whole life, and realized I might have Aspergers or be on the spectrum. However my parents have treated me normal and always expected me to become a great student and person. I cant even bear asking them if I am autistic because they probably don’t even know. I have an instagram and social media but I am anxious about posting any pictures. I have trouble keeping up with the latest fashion trends and I dont even realize it. However, nobody has suggested I might have autism or be on the spectrum, and I have met some brutally honest people. My younger brother has severe autism, so I feel that maybe I could have it as well. Am I being paranoid or should I dive deeper into this?",5.146298438403704,6.348625318681318,5.963134759976864,77.9016020821284,68.70695970695971,9.117331791016005,31.584538268748805,9.414487439383343,2.9470336996336988,1124,47,204,23,19,369,158,273,0.135,0.773,0.092,-0.9331,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,3,0,13,10,1,0,9,0,36,4,2,1,0,46,47,22,0,7,7,2,1,1,1,4,2,1,2,2,8,15,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,11,3,44,7,22,24,8,26,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,12,14,156,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.11190530545396007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170477552680803,0.09541797427568843,0.0,0.0,0.07798226862973015,0.0,0.0,0.1295490064067677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720473254325004,0.0,0.0,0.08817724601688688,0.0,0.0699042206375997,0.1266484499786002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746736310551711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439710202854172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029644452251096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030616185076542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057982632080909036,0.0,0.0,0.12561978802148635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859686644697602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642851624605247,0.1263263658510051,0.11354531274052936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768635810328395,0.12115940235002515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192754144497666,0.0,0.0,0.0630218445812543,0.186949269724016,0.0,0.0,0.1245936625595588,0.0,0.16199530886743127,0.056023935696078636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962972987318668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654580144883451,0.0,0.11520547029994507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433020352625673,0.0,0.0,0.09153171186745336,0.0,0.08429860216976294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228414097530654,0.11235619587593937,0.0,0.26111427265580794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733193284704455,0.12418079304199164,0.0,0.07950052940473183,0.10012893453483793,0.0,0.12587764234028964,0.0,0.0,0.10982601612155476,0.0,0.12363799314379426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469262322844767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119338652789016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295490064067677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337914523649971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347848421668345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310571933283068,0.10630396907683924,0.0,0.12802945250107686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SolarStarLord97,2019/04/27,"Embrace autism It's really hard for me to embrace my high functioning autism. I have grown out of most autistic type things and mostly look and act normal now. But i wish i coud go back to having some of them since i feel lost maybe that will make me less lost. If i could just get a special interest back i could focus on that but i seem to even have grown out of those. It's horrible.",2.1822857142857157,3.953742800000004,3.02714285714286,93.71500000000002,77.25,6.571428571428572,20.17857142857143,7.447530270364453,0.3587321428571433,304,7,68,4,7,96,56,80,0.11800000000000001,0.768,0.113,-0.3392,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,15,5,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,11,2,10,10,4,11,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,5,3,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465292886495877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598148890630256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488281535662107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393347579249763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772547748411195,0.0,0.1280600714324308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185116800984929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807321846682986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892202123325556,0.0,0.4919480099922587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040933644093013,0.0,0.22637398804639286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077528155509987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435198721151146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513171242301173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863950711755584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969905218274726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591180552738493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chopstick38,2019/04/27,"Do i have autism ? Hello, Idk if i have autism or not due to the fact that my parents don't really know what autism is. So, as a kid up until highschool I walked on my tippy toes, i still would be if i didn't feel self conscious about it. That's one autism symptom i had as a kid. I also hated the sound of motor bikes. I just found out today that most people with autism hate the sound of motor bikes and as a kid I legit cried when I heard one. Other than that i was a pretty normal kid. Now a days, I think i have autism because i'm not that social. I hate unexpected visits and I hate social interactions. Id much rather stay home than party. I like to keep to myself too often sometimes. I also hate getting help which I seen was a symptom of some autistic people. One thing i read is that autistic people need lists and are forgetful of things and after i read that I KNEW I had some form of autism. I have an app that reminds me of everything. If i don't put what i need to do in it i'll forget. The thing is it isn't just something that is important in the app, it's things as little as like snacks. If i get some snacks from 7-11 or something and put it away sometimes i forget i had it and i waste them, so I have to put reminders that i have snacks so i dont waste them.. it's that bad Lmao. My humor is also very different from others, i feel like im very different in terms of my humor and an unordinary person sometimes. I also have fidgets, when i get anxious i have neck fidgets with a constant feeling to crack it, along with my wrists. Speaking of anxiousness, i have bad anxiety also idk if that has anythin to do with autism symptoms but I thought i'd say it . Do i have autism ? and if you guys want to know more just ask questions i might have forgotten some stuff here, but all these symptoms are just too coincidental not to be autism.",1.5679457364341085,3.4469535400516764,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534884,79.49095607235142,5.6436692506459964,20.82751937984496,6.56203326957186,0.2178263565891476,1448,39,315,13,36,477,169,387,0.102,0.8390000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9064,3,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,0,22,12,5,0,14,0,37,10,3,0,2,61,62,34,0,12,18,1,3,3,0,2,4,5,1,7,32,14,3,1,11,4,0,5,8,7,0,3,11,9,50,5,41,47,10,25,0,0,1,0,22,8,0,16,14,228,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319522763428342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061131461768503925,0.18055267586096754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470571123049527,0.0,0.0750787270008998,0.0,0.13344418232740218,0.04871281702641739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635507083178069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777814444411401,0.0515357864322669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697933307441554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936547375864128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181857860681783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121574297682,0.057088215371738166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761795076041352,0.0,0.0,0.12525011741524694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912415006257434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944763291282055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053562453378301234,0.0,0.08015694105585973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631726167611317,0.0,0.0,0.07102829601809595,0.0,0.0,0.08783365455626567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712098513240335,0.08009150813514035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477261757443542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874355433224977,0.11850553330551752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829551293995914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244866197196425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873136828968342,0.0,0.0,0.16620003944281125,0.06977493522647428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812979036574275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409969552141499,0.0895182650918386,0.0,0.15986463684867805,0.0,0.05119283645803886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354819081643658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336428114906877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291777717454187,0.0,0.12303831181106176,0.237101157416794,0.0,0.0,0.08517416676780062,0.06381678301865623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147862554099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322312310345205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123564557538332,0.051203545714099005,0.0,0.06344016449283132,0.0,0.0,0.0757459936839688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318693820517537,0.047133397414909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676626388120089,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sulamitflowers,2019/04/27,"13 year old demanding to be in general education My son is 13, artistic and has been in a self contained classroom since pre k. Since the beginning of the year he has asked me to put him in general ed. I talked to him about how kids learn differently and how some kids need smaller classes and how his autism affects his learning. I spoke to his teachers who said they feel he learns best in a smaller classroom. He still was demanding to be placed in general ed, so he stopped doing his work. He said he would only do his work if I put him in general ed. I told him if he wants to be in general ed, he needs to prove he doesn’t need special ed by doing his work. He did his work for 2 months and then stopped. He demanded to be put in general ed and just flat out refused to do what the teachers told him to do. I told him he needs to prove he doesn’t need special ed and he said he did his work but isn’t in general ed. So I had to think of something else. I spoke to him about his autism and how it affects his learning and how his teachers feel he does better in this class. He still demanded to be put in general ed and refused to his work. I told him he doesn’t make this decision, the school does. My friend also has a son on the spectrum and said the school is legally required to provide least restrictive environment. So if the school was violating LRE they would be in serious trouble with the state and federal governments. Moreover these classes cost $$$. I doubt the school would put students in this kind of class who don’t need it.",4.624367088607592,4.990059664556963,5.3593417721519,84.78027848101266,69.44303797468355,9.10481012658228,31.939240506329114,9.120678840339163,2.495968860759494,1218,51,262,22,20,396,122,316,0.085,0.865,0.05,-0.8035,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,9,14,10,1,1,12,0,30,0,0,8,2,63,53,25,0,13,5,2,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,3,9,13,0,7,10,1,1,5,5,4,0,0,16,8,34,6,39,28,3,32,0,0,0,0,62,16,0,5,10,155,43,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715915819208211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851041072236499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813233084048001,0.07427390849596026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774172553803042,0.0,0.0,0.146983765070295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015491351857177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492610636567591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648831092476296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745274493329577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605762141513766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703241659537537,0.0,0.0,0.3736227634852303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812338498722724,0.0,0.0,0.06387093808751416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774172553803042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221178815080728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195386649727805,0.0,0.0,0.3399709103601325,0.0,0.0,0.08760995437677338,0.0,0.0,0.13893903903645832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465227514579694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413383697843767,0.14042288058850422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750032737063158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053811299541102725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209877838562156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953386198770855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668327306318766,0.0,0.0,0.1789719668983474,0.0,0.0,0.10816134929352753 autism,fourofkeys,2019/04/27,"just diagnosed today i feel grateful to have an answer to a lot of my questions, but i still have so many questions. all of them immediately fled my head as i started typing. i am 36. it's kinda wild.",1.6159756097560989,3.6847480975609774,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,80.21951219512195,6.051219512195122,24.88414634146341,7.1686216300943375,1.2083121951219509,156,6,31,2,4,55,33,41,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,9,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040078296440369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144697636952242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073952808823516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546423108561844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036676014740933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6710648424898178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120027282405245,0.0,0.2391981089037314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28391118431874895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChromeDolly,2019/04/27,"""Grown up looking"" fidget/stim recommendations? So when I was younger, no one ever talked to me about autism or anything related to my neurodivergency, and so I wasn't really able to get ""actual fidgets"" (I mean I look back on my life and I'm like ""oh yeah, I demolished straws and cups and jewelry when I was younger and it probably would have been helpful to have a chewable necklace or something"" so I still stimmed and fidgeted but I didn't *have fidgets*, if that makes sense). And now I'm a sort of adult with money and I want to go crazy and buy a lot of fidgets and stims and find out more of what I like and whatnot. The thing is I'm feeling hung up on getting stuff because when people see my Tangles (one of the only ""official"" fidgets I have, if we might call them that) they're like ""oh, I remember those from when I was a kid!"" or ""I had that toy when I was little"" and I know that they're not trying to be demeaning (probably- I still have trouble telling what people mean when they say things) but it makes me feel like they think I'm a child or like I'm somehow mentally stunted and I already have baby face so this just compounds the issue. And I worry that if I get more fidgets, since they're mostly bright colored or shaped in a more childlike way, this problem is only going to get worse. So basically I was just wondering if any of you all have recommendations on fidgets/stims that are a little more subtle and/or ""adult"" looking that I can use without people looking at me like I'm a child? I will say, the most ""grown up"" looking ones I have right now are a spinner ring and a fidget cube. TLDR: Any fidget//stim recommendations that I can use/carry as an adult without people looking at me like I'm a child?",4.623304347826089,5.388210692753622,5.514492753623191,82.24304347826089,69.6086956521739,8.202898550724639,30.36231884057971,8.321376580360154,2.103579710144928,1359,53,273,19,23,446,165,345,0.062,0.84,0.099,0.8479,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,3,0,21,10,0,0,16,1,27,2,1,3,2,58,58,39,0,7,16,0,2,7,0,3,1,3,0,7,18,19,0,0,9,1,2,4,6,2,0,3,9,14,37,8,28,45,8,31,0,0,9,0,18,14,0,16,19,186,55,0,0.09313546266067674,0.0,0.09088677660481427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277729900604812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266706167207211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664255011402274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161542187704151,0.0,0.056774513585837676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510172054553416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424635808244772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418417665755503,0.06653599313413283,0.0,0.0,0.08512412558068817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463774086296667,0.0,0.10586205947528372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242673741015652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720922566488918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118481457553708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657843316200925,0.3185089782145135,0.1866924022999036,0.0,0.0,0.4692619912158342,0.0,0.0,0.07918043979844476,0.0,0.0,0.12433728906944327,0.0,0.0,0.20290364486789905,0.0,0.0,0.09385864066736144,0.09880200780785713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933299959078026,0.14166743239625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582736118421143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083156231320454,0.0891180595472903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059664962250249275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550432352116113,0.07953717622869559,0.0,0.14813011618303978,0.0,0.0,0.07421690545155935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704261714822687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170022934320748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487562015775962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066178222822588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485875697802884,0.08140449947711874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375012592371767,0.05967744382780515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632328655742672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087827291659978,0.0,0.0,0.05493370893389788,0.07392659516109508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955852491631366,0.10100143636265706,0.0,0.09458358323485924,0.09491299323640637,0.06616076048717716,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DemonEmoji,2019/04/27,Should it be illegal for autistic people to have children? Passing that type of mental disorder (disease? Whatever it's medically called) is cruel and should be illegal. I can't think of a possible argument in favor of having children that can't socialize and deal with other psychological issues.,7.479117647058826,10.009676862745104,8.81779411764706,54.55257352941178,64.68627450980392,12.158823529411766,40.200980392156865,11.698219412168324,6.30836862745098,244,14,30,9,4,84,40,51,0.27899999999999997,0.675,0.046,-0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32718322944139183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303375210946853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672274909604296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33443378523638073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227880434611993,0.32290659925361903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222137922209136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612238430605026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32662642530482044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531130966279276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,uratanu,2019/05/23,"Help with toothpaste? Hi all, I've been diagnosed with autism for a little over 17 years (I'm 20 years old now) and ever since I was a kid I've never been able to stand minty toothpastes. They make my mouth hurt and trigger my gag reflex, and I'm wondering if anyone has recommendations they could make to flavored toothpastes? I've heard children's toothpaste can't help adult teeth with tooth decay due to lower fluoride, so if there's flavored adult toothpaste out there, I'd really appreciate it! tl;dr I can't stand mint toothpaste and need an adult non-mint flavored 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autism,GrisStar,2019/05/23,h u r very special 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autism,mindy3rej,2019/05/23,help with a 2yr old adjusting we moved from the only house my 2yr old ever knew. she adjusted well at my aunts but had so many melt downs. now that we are in our own place again the melt downs have stopped mostly but she will only sleep on the couch not in a bed. she refuses to bath here. she loved baths before. she would have a melt down if we told her she couldnt have one. now she refuses to get in the tub here. we have to trick her everytime. her cousin whos her age either has to take a bath with her or daddy has to get in( fully clothed no worries lol) . i read up on Autism for years because of my stepdaughter but now im stumped. i know the change will mess her up but for her to refuse to do things she loved before is confusing 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autism,rayniidayes,2019/05/23,"How to keep son in his seat on a train? My son is 3 and very active and adventurous. Normally I encourage this, but we’ll be going on a train in a couple weeks and I’d like him to stay in his seat. He will have his iPad and books but I know he can only stay still in a seat for so long(he’s fine in his car seat since he’s strapped in). Any tips or suggestions would be much appreciated.",1.2649579831932771,2.5150117647058816,3.3057142857142883,92.99000000000004,78.41176470588233,7.210084033613445,20.378151260504197,7.957251820313856,0.4378739495798323,300,7,76,5,7,102,56,85,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.9359999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,11,9,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,11,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,1,3,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824147792757589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968063320018655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244896340433012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842714890853675,0.0,0.0,0.14741961308442722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105022518238654,0.0,0.0,0.2373870574288885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718983787283453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26282167768532555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040112701756402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189379614225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571823762685595,0.21421960656041109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213289812198218,0.0,0.0,0.21516875646189998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055248696851956,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Artistic_Inflation,2019/05/23,"My life. I thought I would share my story a little bit. I was diagnosed with autism at a very young age. I ended up staying back in first grade, but I wouldn't change it for the world because I met so many amazing people. School was tough for me and I got bullied and had a really rough patch. But I didn't let it stop me. Elementary and middle school went really well and then I hit high school. I was really close to failing freshman year, but I turned myself around. This was when I had my rough patch but I picked myself back up. I got really into writing, so I started writing my own stories. One of my favorite YouTubers read one of them actually. I had a lot of amazing high school achievements. I got an award for improving in my chemistry class in my junior year and I made the honor roll quite a bit after my freshman year dilemma. In my senior year, I didn't decide on colleges so I go to community college right now. Another amazing decision. I'm able to decide what I want to do with my future.",1.7998208392267827,4.1187475346534645,3.4663790664780803,87.34295379537956,81.07920792079206,6.0258368694012265,23.48043375766148,7.2636822038024595,1.0594928807166433,790,28,156,11,21,262,112,202,0.067,0.736,0.19699999999999998,0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,6,9,9,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,2,0,27,26,14,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,2,1,3,16,2,36,7,23,6,4,38,0,1,0,0,5,17,0,1,18,107,40,14,0.11714981078234105,0.0,0.11432131626019595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284179108545468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428816879848553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801619465307111,0.0,0.0714134373076835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557945036786769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392896629714638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118904591959932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375996044711104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964756920545073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657893718605333,0.0,0.2810862165645616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755041412495235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979361866746033,0.08274637588707089,0.0,0.11741488676347485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959657981026827,0.0,0.11084998352617473,0.0,0.11877152074341832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876748729409487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121692825967552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460324402226125,0.11718151318489135,0.0,0.3001966743180588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004529831242802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742474513665258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291923903850801,0.12486611101566705,0.0,0.0979424874353214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300386400033116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274253537161765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966608628161334,0.06909799364636103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533174902000514,0.10859904826896093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321986438750004,0.0,0.0,0.3017625489456303 autism,kittybean_toes,2019/05/23,"Autism Resources. Hi guys, I work for a non profit that focuses on autism and one thing we have noticed is that there isn’t a lot of resources for adults on the spectrum. Do y’all know of any that we could potentially use? We’re open to gaining resources for children and their parents as well. Anything helps, really. Thank you! If this post isn’t allowed sorry mods. I’ll delete.",1.9666516516516488,4.676349148648646,2.4463963963963984,92.16782282282284,84.54054054054055,4.910510510510512,24.43843843843844,6.42735559955562,0.7802960960960958,303,12,59,3,9,93,57,74,0.017,0.802,0.18,0.9039,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,9,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,9,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,0,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735781184219585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267231478793323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997415305436024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728004931609925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846700872610655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514143549101774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423070520051506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31367257983892266,0.0,0.0,0.18669426491679386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059238046681362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263864624939053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765002343913793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084134635280165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365470976144205,0.0,0.0,0.183038129982288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379541678008982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477186455595117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057623586718568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LeslieABecker,2019/05/23,"Pathological Demand Avoidance? Hi, This is my first time posting and I’ve read that it’s good form to say that you’re posting from a mobile device in case there are formatting issues. I’m wondering if anyone is familiar with a condition called “pathological demand avoidance” that is a condition on the Autism spectrum recognized in the UK but not in the United States. My daughter fits the PDA profile but doesn’t seem to fit on the autism spectrum otherwise. She does have sensory issues and she definitely struggles with flexibility, black and white thinking, transitions, changes in routine etc. I would’ve sought support earlier but my concerns were dismissed by our pediatrician. My daughter is 11. If anyone has personal experience with PDA I would love to connect with you.",7.465441176470589,9.60707936764706,7.327235294117647,66.75305882352943,64.14705882352939,10.44,38.6,10.577609850970193,4.80002294117647,638,34,94,17,10,203,89,136,0.085,0.7709999999999999,0.145,0.9145,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,1,6,0,3,8,0,10,3,0,0,0,19,16,8,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,10,3,15,14,2,13,0,0,2,1,11,8,0,4,2,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269621360545373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687099516221987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395749745735745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687211267422417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150236621121814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885960073977496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639961136617707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617120174079517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024675239483712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401009206278956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834606962626633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692994086607782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285280020936565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332279594503992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551844848112055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155707540385592,0.0,0.0,0.21878786516498708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235388559504792,0.0,0.0,0.11242359526170903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908405416292594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739200654432636,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,joshuatelemaque12345,2019/05/23,Who is someone with Autism that you admire? Any why do you admire this particular person?,3.765000000000001,6.960115500000002,4.492500000000003,77.1025,81.5,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0450999999999997,72,2,11,1,2,23,14,16,0.0,0.6809999999999999,0.319,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095555702037925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258677850477362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510290598478494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434434769766721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cremasters_Hammer,2019/10/09,Interest burnout? I'm on the spectrum and have had periods in my life where I focus solely on one interest or fixation until I get tired of and move onto something new to obsess on. Any other people on the spectrum experience something similar?,6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,8.353333333333335,61.89000000000002,65.0,11.333333333333336,39.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,5.348777777777778,198,11,28,6,3,69,35,45,0.099,0.7709999999999999,0.129,0.3527,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,9,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281394254530945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281660019484633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527562240368288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696102550306275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35656452556928225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401083518289825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273314462563163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258114210206104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165412327084259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38558748019851136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,K-R-Rose,2019/10/09,"I think I’m autistic, and I don’t know what to do So I’m pretty sure I’m autistic, and I don’t know what to do about this. I’m not a legal adult where I live, so I’d have to get my parents envlolved, but I don’t know if I want them to know. My mother works with young children with autism, so Part of me thinks she won’t believe me. I’ve been thinking this for quite a while now, and it only gets more apparent that I might be on the spectrum . A lot of social cues go way over my head, I have no idea how to respond to someone or participate in a conversation, and I notice that other people interact with each other differently than they do with me. I know a lot of people, and I consider them friends, but they seem more friendly with others rather than me. Another thing is that I’m often overcome by very strong emotions. I’m either, very happy, very sad, very angry, or very excited. There is no in between for me, and I switch on a dime. The only thing that really helps to calm me is slimming, mainly rocking. It doesn’t have to be anything too big either. Rocking on a chair with an uneven leg is enough for me to calm down. It’s super relaxing, and puts me in a kind of trance. I also find that being in a situation where something unexpected happens is hard for me. If I’m not told before hand how to handle a new situation or how to do something, I’m useless. I can’t find a way to do it myself. Furthermore, I’m obsessed with English and storytelling. I want to know everything there is to know, I want to know every word, every type of writing, and really anything I can get my hands on. I’m an artist and a writer, and I live a lot of my life inside my head. Another thing, is that I can’t handle small talk. My parents or family will ask me the same questions every time I see them like, “what do you have for homework?” Or “how was school?” I hate it, and it’s pointless. It’s always the same answer, and it serves no benefit whatsoever to anyone. As far as sensory issues, I always need something in my hand, and I prefer to wear clothes that cover my skin completely. I don’t like dogs because they bark, and I hate the sound of a vacuums cleaners. Smells are the worst for me though. There are a lot of things I can’t stand, that everyone thinks I’m just being dramatic about. So knowing all this, I really don’t know what to do. I don’t see how getting a diagnosis could help me, but at the same time I still want one. Part of me just wants to know I’m not crazy, and that I’m actually the awkward loner for a reason.",3.7141501761995137,4.225062263757117,5.306574139333153,83.8354914611006,71.5237191650854,8.223995662781242,27.01160206017891,8.329178653251315,1.6455713635131481,1971,63,421,29,35,671,226,527,0.10099999999999999,0.769,0.129,0.9335,4,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,6,4,25,21,2,2,27,0,41,9,8,6,2,90,88,40,0,11,18,3,5,2,2,3,1,1,2,2,31,24,0,0,23,4,1,2,17,7,0,1,3,9,60,14,62,77,18,29,0,2,2,0,26,17,0,15,9,296,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.06895437379687615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650710969405935,0.11759025433970074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818721577882038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049407406282646865,0.0,0.11629500454806975,0.0,0.06605795114533419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307393416487723,0.0,0.06012681021330036,0.07961009257843116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408610252349786,0.0,0.0,0.05641659303250749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382509613272775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948345813850786,0.0,0.07301109915556045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786033458475899,0.06751905622811477,0.06350502630647484,0.0,0.06661235223454165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916468145734816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918412530012016,0.0,0.14766860526698009,0.0,0.04015794317200587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248477311490287,0.07521932748625218,0.06329785422944667,0.13952506521030014,0.14503594609895795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472437569254384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976700962184365,0.0,0.07375111686650572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358195045951231,0.4271642878856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049909541981371576,0.06904222079352454,0.0,0.12478888498333494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402918377005705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495953572968919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239380363701111,0.0,0.06824427074726308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044735272991857,0.0,0.0,0.047881327051688016,0.1074808619384734,0.0,0.0,0.15692006126422908,0.15303669092495187,0.0,0.09797407190633656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188704664695324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103323530643295,0.07915583808320495,0.0751560509070686,0.0,0.0,0.1358006168752914,0.07265067682792209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151211406478783,0.11261440732585427,0.06432658953033656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885053781860345,0.0,0.0720293963342204,0.0598703417554499,0.16319352275910914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642950004039252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659660649389504,0.0,0.0,0.05679416636236045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877745643342031,0.1811053674765965,0.06942350063044482,0.0,0.08240531441004083,0.0,0.0,0.06751905622811477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915112196128945,0.20838672254529836,0.11217389958570644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051441624908153946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,secularflesh1,2019/10/09,"Anyone know of any internships/jobs relating to autism? I am graduating in December and I have no idea what career I want to go into. Does anyone know of any internships or jobs relating to autism?? I was interested in ABA for a while, but I have had mutiple autistic people tell me NOT to go into that field because it is abusive, so I have ruled that one out! I have enjoyed working with autistic people, but I do not want to overstep my boundaries as a non-autistic person. Any ideas??",4.525136778115503,6.015704765957447,5.8407598784194565,77.10500000000002,70.48936170212765,8.77568389057751,31.51367781155016,9.23628265651192,2.9623848024316106,384,17,69,8,7,129,60,94,0.079,0.812,0.109,-0.4122,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,15,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,10,2,15,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,50,14,4,0.0,0.2322534110458417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999040035836114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274125565968218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949288041833403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153972617547555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228070592730557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425688030067698,0.0,0.0,0.3890421628631133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545656813288613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328292341664911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27179323842555503,0.171158403479161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133142156871134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312371061585371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270597875146174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yeetboi69420666,2019/10/09,"In need of a friend? Hello. I am looking for anyone who is feeling lonely or just in need of someone to talk / have fun with. I do not have autism, but have had many friends who do over the years and I realize that it can be hard for someone with this condition to make friends. If anyone out there wants to talk or maybe play some video games (minecraft, COD, rocket leugue, protal etc) you can just send me a message and I will be happy to play/talk with you. This is not a charity case or anything, I myself get pretty lonely sometimes and I think it would be kinda cool if I could find some new friends who are also in need of company.",2.543403805496826,4.284048837209301,3.2534038054968306,92.62484143763216,76.13178294573643,5.931219168428471,23.35517970401691,6.574015621080383,0.5069627906976741,496,15,106,4,11,156,81,129,0.066,0.71,0.225,0.9759,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,1,18,0,0,1,0,31,27,10,0,8,10,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,11,8,17,20,3,8,0,2,1,0,15,5,0,8,2,76,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732252534144578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265076987785687,0.0,0.13101867839129486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711857206907606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756450681205108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050284295529568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455177367689886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920300696911997,0.0,0.08318218644537066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948512818806774,0.1426235157455796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369876527876878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627586937281652,0.16141692503938193,0.15995079130257478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541631182744462,0.0,0.15376884322470272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197679138047733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269801203658473,0.0,0.15746566222584682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38390797503547497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201721900507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390791320152746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310029986602672,0.0,0.0,0.1025279091274683 autism,Teal-Alternian,2019/10/09,"A kinda weird question? :? Note: I don’t have a formal diagnosis, but I do have some signs that make people, including some on the spectrum, think that I quite likely do. I also think it’s fairly likely. Just a little disclaimer because I feel the need to give one! Does anyone else have imaginary friends? I’m almost 17 and I have 3 or 4 imaginary friends. It started as a coping mechanism but now it’s also regular imaginary friends, who I sometimes imagine having around and spending time with me and stuff. I never used to until a month or so ago, but I do now. Am I the only one? :?",2.0378405797101458,4.4267150956521775,3.949239130434784,83.81748188405798,80.65217391304348,6.268115942028986,25.23550724637681,7.492282038375204,1.5467246376811599,456,18,84,7,12,154,73,115,0.011000000000000001,0.861,0.128,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,2,1,25,19,13,0,1,6,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,11,5,7,19,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,7,10,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171288383099705,0.0,0.18267694966215525,0.0,0.0,0.29177786172314124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755905793525982,0.18692074222396945,0.0,0.16240107213977245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120742570870268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964542228763162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239656963295653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224191602051084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228341015846958,0.0,0.0,0.17500315024726154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825183114850993,0.1828424423906004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177321269433815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561361180551052,0.0,0.0,0.13526927917139972,0.14070099797626318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472381139160739,0.13874597480901102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647375418736695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436296692457476,0.1940363960212022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804275955722034,0.0,0.1291246502456886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883831145029128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337871161478838,0.0,0.0,0.10637620010722584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575606504886025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,blacklikeyourheart,2019/10/09,"Fellow autist doing uni project and need help with terms Hey all, I'm working on my final uni project and it's regarding autism. I don't want my work to be auto-ethnographical so am looking for input on wording. For ethical reasons I am focusing the work on autistic adults that do not have high support needs (don't need carers for day-to-day life) but I want to make sure I use terms that do not offend. I understand using ""Asperger's"" or ""high functioning"" are controversial these days. I had thought ""low support needs"" might be appropriate but my supervisor, who has worked with autistic people in the past, has asked that I make sure there is a consensus on these things. So, would you like to share your thoughts on this?",5.964057971014494,6.896792797101451,5.8668115942028995,80.3107971014493,66.68115942028986,9.321739130434784,32.0,9.444778638647367,2.786269565217392,578,23,110,11,9,181,90,138,0.085,0.7809999999999999,0.134,0.8346,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,4,3,8,1,0,3,0,17,1,0,5,3,29,35,7,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,12,6,14,28,3,14,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,2,6,66,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290994790297086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26717809402540393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127549693623502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925616624592023,0.2918083064407393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975400501633866,0.06746587338054078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596438705014032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435796358093248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649617257611874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095805356748938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182658387715115,0.09573716276561084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198388486202593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134154286445592,0.2603043859048184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174368115521077,0.0,0.0,0.2192628127269686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376098065611956,0.0,0.2385381811144117,0.0,0.0,0.16290312884889788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021370242908861,0.0,0.0,0.0980981905240796,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,average-unicorn,2019/10/09,"Got called out by my bus driver I have to take the bus and train to school. And today on my way home, the bus was a bit crowded, but there were plenty of seats left. So I left my backpack on the seat next to me. It wasn’t just to keep people from sitting next to me but also for comfort. The seats in the bus are way too small to have a backpack at your feet. If someone would’ve asked me to move the backpack I would’ve! And if there were less seats still left, I would’ve removed my backpack too, since it’s the polite thing to do. When I got off of the bus, the driver called out to me that I have to lay my backpack down next time it’s so crowded. I pointed out that there were at least 10 seats still empty and that I would’ve if someone had asked. He answered that not everyone likes to ask. Which is a fair point, I too don’t like asking stuff. I mumbled that I don’t like having people in my space and then proceeded to get off the bus. Was I wrong? Does anyone else have this experience, and if so, what would you do?",2.511695205479452,3.3822328264840213,3.3800884703196346,95.20794092465755,74.61643835616438,6.022945205479453,21.90667808219178,5.602791699666715,-0.07740890410958913,795,18,189,3,16,253,104,219,0.044000000000000004,0.892,0.063,0.6129,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,14,5,0,0,13,0,19,1,1,0,0,20,28,18,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,9,0,24,4,29,18,3,34,0,0,0,0,11,19,0,4,13,128,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619238938872055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536294855739757,0.11043432358747213,0.0,0.0,0.4030425677877705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176688859471648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011280784049372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431983852838642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900371563060726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298931969943616,0.0,0.10543045384013873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631109958805289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240454861273394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811308405018877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580066350080267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513129632674695,0.0,0.0,0.15796898862241165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455409619174052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34387879964826296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494434842176552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203775677443347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908007885830337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915751832143229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826449038841577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214801701328816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233834051254121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103786335285801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160487615637379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284794060239203,0.0,0.10216374120256344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110300782839213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38282248407699293,0.11784155266172185,0.0,0.0 autism,manuel161616,2019/10/09,"I feel terrible, how can i do? &#x200B; I suffer from inattentive autism and adhd type and in the last few months I feel an incredible malaise, I feel unable even to perform the multiplications that a third grade child would be able to do, I feel extremely confused and repetitive and incapable of being aware of myself , I feel like an automaton. Blood tests have reported mostly normal values, but the TSH was much higher than the average, even prolactin and insulin, whose maximum allowed in the normal reference values is 23, I have more than 60. Could the very high insulin be mostly at the base of my enormous general malaise, my tiredness, my inability to motivate myself and understand a written text for more than a few seconds, beyond the conditions I suffer from? I suffer from enormous anhedonia and apathy.",12.190208333333338,9.956542048611118,11.470000000000002,55.57500000000003,55.59722222222222,14.877777777777775,46.22222222222222,13.295006501635747,6.370438888888887,661,32,97,19,6,216,89,144,0.16699999999999998,0.765,0.068,-0.9347,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,13,0,12,3,1,3,0,26,19,9,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,5,15,1,17,12,7,10,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,3,4,79,17,5,0.19935626637868734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958749139331015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160024313311394,0.24223968428083506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916975693634747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334586753879186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040025913332499,0.14242015653419973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106308408476209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250196482506002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739540187865277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912426985374492,0.0,0.14654979401433602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906536274158864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075369039765592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448979803961886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161697182470825,0.0,0.24223968428083506,0.0 autism,machine-language,2019/10/09,"having trouble with my occasional failure to mimic normal social behavior, perceived as rudeness by normies . wat do I honestly think the problem is that I mimic normal social behavior TOO oFTEN AND TOO WELL, so that when I fail to mimic normal social behavior, they have no other possible explanation except rudeness. Here's an example that just happened today..... Talking to boyfriend on the phone. He asks how my day went. I tell him. Work is frustrating lately because my boss's communication style feels so alien to me. She can't just say what she expects us to do. She reminds me of a used car salesman, her communication style feels so shifty. Humans in general feel so alien to me. You know, the usual stuff. He replies with a sentence that is grammatically structured like a command (Stay there until after the holidays and then in the spring start looking for a new job) and my brain freezes. my brain in that moment is like.... HUMAN.EXE HAS FAILED, BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH. ERROR ERROR. STARTING DUMP. he said cOmMaND wording and humans have gotten very angry at me in the past for using cOmMaND wording, wat do? human.exe says that command wording is rude. but his voice doesn't sound rude? ERROR ERROR, NEW HUMAN INPUT IS INCONSISTENT WITH PRIOR HUMAN INPUT how should I reply? I can't ask if he's commanding me because commanding is rude, humans will be angry at me if I assume they are being rude. ERROR ERROR. Normal Human Reply generation software is temporarily unavailable at this time, please try later anywayyyyyyy.....what happened in that moment was a big pause because I had no clue how to reply. and then a big exhale because fuuuuuucccccckkk, wouldn't it be amazing if I could just ask people what they mean and then they tell me and then the conversation proceeds normally? But it's never that easy is it? He interpreted all this silence plus big exhale as ""you're really annoying me"" but in my head it was more like ""human.exe annoys me...I wonder if I should just throw out human.exe and start over with zero masking so that it's never a surprise how strange I am""",3.701147356580425,6.648450608923889,4.889064491938509,76.16765748031497,78.34383202099737,6.358230221222348,26.91919760029996,7.62386473244151,2.019826846644169,1666,68,263,26,42,547,196,381,0.213,0.747,0.04,-0.9971,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,1,4,3,20,21,10,0,15,0,32,3,3,7,3,62,53,33,1,15,12,0,4,3,0,4,0,5,0,6,20,14,0,0,10,1,0,3,8,14,1,1,6,12,37,7,34,39,2,45,0,2,3,0,37,15,0,7,29,184,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756941739262073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396932287774805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947259577411107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848525798006459,0.0,0.0,0.06339593869534227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911164343574418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385429619697784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088506797459762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754846044045816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402359569068825,0.0,0.11088768013948323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407454135099984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254798581924112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707848182524507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151631405377029,0.1898792148676568,0.0,0.0,0.4815699809864813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383931785699813,0.06814945653041729,0.0,0.0,0.107904852697879,0.0,0.11081947803232653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406067126835876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297406416801155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350665245815028,0.15634561876701394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006161192780029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873361739275875,0.10477566422577304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253099522121232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790105279158586,0.1718386128239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298723799124509,0.0,0.0,0.05732003664838223,0.0,0.09317774510568276,0.0,0.0,0.06673984838035348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824386137214175,0.16980080603078734,0.10826453715326284,0.08110852515400252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838430121563358,0.0911259053726715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660311671506548,0.0715642151503868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nothing_for_everyone,2019/10/09,"Has anyone tried publicly announcing your ASD diagnosis? If, so how did that work out for you? I'm really, really tired of feeling misunderstood. Everybody always talks about ""Autism Awareness"" and I feel like a hypocrite constantly hiding myself. I feel like life could be easier if I could just clearly explain to anyone who's ever known me that there's a reason I've been kind of odd throughout my life. I want to write something and post it on social media, especially with October 10th coming up, but I'm curious if anyone else has tried this and how it turned out.",7.754088050314465,7.929838245283017,7.9981132075471715,69.18635220125786,62.77358490566038,11.217610062893083,32.76100628930818,10.864195022040775,3.700093081761007,458,16,76,11,6,150,78,106,0.07,0.804,0.125,0.5803,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,3,2,26,16,10,0,6,5,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,3,11,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,4,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479853350200832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37307028268289055,0.18222820412116994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320191088165536,0.0,0.19219252185261,0.0,0.2839972910166106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857074109605867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608753850812337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697787067575315,0.254111958329177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852032662285984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512412387331172,0.17377692108980747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033100852373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227870355380168,0.18285928217753708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812955403093328,0.0,0.1369175151133861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294898473542395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044122571621027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414967680643166,0.19344958235602955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049004583679739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947681997555566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Macgyver644200,2019/10/09,"How does everyone deal with extreme emotions? I'm in kind of a rough spot right now. I'm looking for a steady job, but I'm unable to focus for long periods of time because I either get too bored or too anxious. I know I need healthier habits than just doing something else. How do you all deal with that?",3.0022580645161305,4.5738385806451625,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,74.48387096774194,6.895483870967742,26.916129032258066,7.554174236665415,1.4329574193548384,240,9,49,3,5,78,48,62,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.6715,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,9,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,9,9,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344337856891955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294512110371047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173297404879251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956257228175394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959312428790947,0.28222653366658035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23974383654135126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310838744687408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897759810139616,0.0,0.0,0.2612717074089305,0.13788700544462762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203687688038715,0.21069116974867794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603772322428933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426556182032194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315357486032586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630066926078467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Briinykole96,2019/10/09,"Midnight Souls Hi, my name is Brii. I run a support chat for people. If you would ever like someone to talk to or just have a good group. We welcome you. I am always available to talk. [https://discord.gg/mxd3TKc](https://discord.gg/mxd3TKc) Midnight Souls is a server/chatroom. It’s dedicated to supporting others. It’s a community that’s more like a growing family. We have many interesting things like venting/support channels, voice channels, NSFW, music, gaming, member polls. Come check us out!",5.875365853658536,9.560013121951222,5.308000000000003,71.61200000000002,76.3170731707317,6.694634146341463,28.931707317073172,7.908726449838941,2.643479024390244,404,17,55,7,10,123,60,82,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,6,8,1,5,2,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671325352820386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302406196012005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169037472160274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893539795891124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684727704001179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29439177934054817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364164049951844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925180382982116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018896781843468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.683804426506283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322889105620939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344319720575706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416111855642589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268597050827164,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,insignificvnt,2019/10/09,"I cannot understand my mom at all I didn’t get diagnosed with autism until I was 18 and realized that I had it. My mom never noticed my obvious symptoms (which i won’t condemn her for, no one knows everything) and would yell at me for stimming and hyperfixating on things. After my diagnosis she says she is supportive, but doesn’t act like it. She constantly says the r word even though I’ve asked her not to, because it makes me uncomfortable and could hurt people who overhear. But what really gets me is the interaction we had the other day. I was talking about being socially awkward and how I hated having to talk to people. The example I gave was employees greeting you when you entered a store, and how I really hated having to feign nonchalance and reply to them. Her ‘joking’ response was, “you could just give them a big smile and wave, and they’d stop trying to talk to you and assume you were a bit [r word]ed.” I replied, “but I am [r word]ed.” And she got offended and said “you know what I mean!!!” Like she didn’t just tell a disabled person to act disabled so that people wouldn’t want to talk to them. Sometimes it is EXHAUSTING to interact with neurotypicals.",6.5557472043375125,6.542222819383262,7.126607929515419,75.06924771263981,65.29955947136564,10.685055913249746,33.320569298542864,10.389873798559362,3.370648525923416,928,36,175,21,13,306,129,227,0.149,0.7829999999999999,0.068,-0.9691,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,6,4,0,9,10,3,1,8,0,24,3,0,3,3,40,40,21,0,5,6,2,0,2,0,3,3,4,0,1,12,15,0,1,6,1,1,3,9,6,0,1,12,4,38,4,21,21,2,14,0,1,0,0,38,4,0,1,9,130,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240946159354125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981865919876749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295050822213728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414975850209881,0.0,0.20908685959264572,0.0,0.0,0.08444425153131221,0.0,0.0,0.13289942986398148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648338963727639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176787342610205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681952097811126,0.12560777051782565,0.0,0.0,0.10472317148929514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585485594856042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401719595638899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392032666488666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793949748704364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740220809578339,0.0,0.0,0.14262999237688342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30670627406315226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098754588395226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149073911066807,0.0,0.0,0.08872705500487467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232800558245834,0.11433011095288788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677646178600795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455213129618295,0.20825448804262855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334749181787555,0.0,0.0,0.12950114319482664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947012663733488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858702050478767,0.0,0.13609483614317716,0.0,0.4209723859448885,0.1144456832939068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698946501739585,0.0,0.1286460325633617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889838465640186,0.0,0.0,0.13631119484398135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772306923473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301467965327634,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TbuckyFilms,2019/10/09,"Career Change Help Long story short, I'm currently working as a supervisor in a warehouse where I manage upwards of 50+ people at a time and am asked a question every two seconds. I have a meltdown at least 4 or 5 times a week and it's exhausting. Needless to say I can't handle it. I'm working too many hours and I absolutely hate everything about it except the planning and organizing that is required in the job. I've been looking for a shift in careers but I was unable to finish school which is why I'm stuck in this position. I struggle because I get paid pretty well and just barely make it by on my own so if I quit and start somewhere else I worry I couldn't support myself. Any advice on a new career that would be better and more likely for me to get without needed years of experience or a degree?",3.327972027972028,4.852949060606067,5.164848484848489,80.63958041958044,73.54545454545455,7.016317016317017,27.843822843822842,7.61054688173877,1.7524871794871792,645,25,121,8,13,221,116,165,0.106,0.812,0.08199999999999999,-0.4183,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,6,6,7,1,1,11,0,10,1,0,1,0,20,24,13,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,4,2,13,4,20,17,3,20,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,4,11,83,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538675671459668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509414446279186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822362174423546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317174160223727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496857129545375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790414769247621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138461890506945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259836878415372,0.0,0.15210879367219227,0.16555658962066938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684972920108316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709692594843367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134430718004074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667475415455335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795208785146234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268580873165791,0.0,0.0,0.1497787645814308,0.14212532420987672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297406044703864,0.1715904612608012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549492112108487,0.0,0.16346034797794087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733494776385935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218561399146756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959600118644587,0.18001561302360258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459245271418982,0.0,0.17128756629196185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979429399366913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769342971688841,0.0,0.0,0.19206012527460495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737922643472766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533027336797013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576018367825402,0.0,0.1521738821446486,0.0,0.15271959801545826,0.0,0.0,0.16314860810860318,0.0,0.24642847863898615,0.17187911252761146,0.0,0.12022861058722074,0.0,0.0,0.1089898795618586 autism,Volga_668,2019/10/09,"taking a chance I will take a chance... why not... For some 30 odd years I have dealt with this... Every **Psychologist** said the same damn thing... immature, childish, hell the Dean at the School I attended tried to say I lack any empathy and couldn't learn or handle the regime, took legal action to get him line and A's and B's to shut him up, that was at a Mortuary Science school. Now I just want to hear from someone who understands, so I'll take a chance... Not adverse too questions... but mostly just want to talk to people who understand.",2.487830188679247,4.64999570754717,3.3496603773584934,89.92694339622645,77.77358490566037,6.881509433962264,21.92075471698113,7.908726449838941,0.9595841509433964,419,12,87,7,10,133,76,106,0.096,0.835,0.069,-0.564,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,21,15,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,12,10,4,9,1,0,0,0,9,4,2,4,2,53,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432644078222628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664266364681925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032007092444302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226294515010757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369416835761181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127759969710156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789523886328865,0.15708292731687995,0.0,0.3998196300540233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673656149375294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455515005842213,0.1587662655564438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122943893401035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194619008096179,0.13410917216546292,0.0,0.0,0.4112691488842483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330153524499325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823912880069068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272021497806166 autism,Randomusername919192,2019/10/09,"How can I manage my meltdown triggers? I've finally somewhat identified what causes me to meltdown, and its whenever I feel like I have enough of something or I feel really frustrated. However, most of the time I don't know when to just stop and so ot leads me to have a meltdown. Now, I am pretty high functioning but I stimm and have somewhat destructive meltdowns, which I want to minimize. Anyways, based on this, how can I help avoid them? Also, how can I calm myself down/know when to stop? I really need to know these things because I'm about to find my first job, and then eventually become an adult. I really don't want my meltdowns to affect my life/relationships negatively.",3.2795384615384613,5.8453829538461575,4.557692307692308,80.1973076923077,77.15384615384616,8.307692307692307,26.92307692307693,9.057496981413335,2.6106923076923074,544,22,98,14,13,179,82,130,0.11800000000000001,0.779,0.10300000000000001,-0.599,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,11,5,2,1,3,0,9,0,0,7,0,28,17,14,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,20,2,12,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,10,73,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492548806120734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809576368956427,0.21395911840375448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901366053556624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017446002462194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959110094889717,0.13840046220984434,0.0,0.2122213031717738,0.17706534118797634,0.16478629553181132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985286466530552,0.2046859548420641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224673122746944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31940615875824796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683694303671334,0.09464649502672187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364804081813393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709264634763066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723244201008817,0.0,0.0,0.20799308500463248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914250790015046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239332340633705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870533541027748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296528545641575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285334703586855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RedLMR56,2019/05/17,"Pleasantries Something I've realised about myself recently, I can't do small talk. Apparently this is something most autistic people do, not feeling comfortable with talking about things that are insignificant. Example: a throwaway question about the weather, like ""isn't the weather awful?"". I don't know how to respond to that, it seems so meaningless to ask that. Where do you go from what's just been said. Does anyone else genuinely feel the same or is it just me?",5.948932874354561,8.481999831325304,5.3836833046471595,77.5831325301205,68.75903614457832,8.11635111876076,34.74870912220309,8.841846274778883,3.3446227194492257,378,19,60,7,7,115,62,83,0.125,0.818,0.057,-0.6978,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,1,10,0,0,1,0,13,17,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,5,2,8,15,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,2,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770159155364542,0.25939315367414106,0.0,0.0,0.2366711709892103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215427194656116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148336100039453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601141117700266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387711502172576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913055329836369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236815777630518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175509820715137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835980311979091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499657454805588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081389117575244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046808152423826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897910996793077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069621181184717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818878444015892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JuliaFindlay,2019/05/17,"Women in my work fundraising to take her autistic daughter to India for stem cell therapy Hey guys! So a women in my work is doing a fundraiser for her daughter we all have to bring in something baked and wear black to raise money for the therapy. I am totally against being part of it I think it's wrong in the message board about the fundraiser it talks about how her daughter needs to be ""cured"" and it's very backwards thinking. I'm not autistic but I was annoyed and i dont want to be rude and not take part but it goes against my morals. What do you guys think?). ( I never post on reddit so go easy hope this is the right sub)",1.6778175313059052,3.87091155813954,2.5497674418604674,94.45610017889092,80.70542635658914,4.899463327370304,23.87656529516995,5.8734145424116955,0.3822779964221827,497,18,105,3,13,156,79,129,0.084,0.851,0.065,-0.1436,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,5,4,2,0,6,0,11,2,1,1,3,19,22,9,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,5,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,1,1,13,1,19,18,4,11,1,0,1,0,16,7,0,1,1,72,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098330207783886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231009782319876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564982377725711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880149839437826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348330995121346,0.13884331341422235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898904570885768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241038077189114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373697282809332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385889810647798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707068157443677,0.1446940818515503,0.0,0.0,0.4117394650868136,0.0,0.0,0.3460506141364107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853620001108986,0.10618106548608043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211490234920043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682473206706216,0.0,0.0 autism,wrongsirwrongg,2019/05/17,"I have autism but that doesn’t mean I like being treated like a child or like I’m too stupid to think for myself. I fucking hate how people are with me and people with my disorder in general. The people who don’t know I have it will just assume I’m a stupid incompetent person and the people who do know I have it are even worse because they use it as a way to treat me like a child and even take advantage. That’s how fucked up this world is. People know about your disorder, but simply don’t care.",3.788571428571432,4.3461501428571445,4.7571428571428624,87.67285714285715,71.38095238095238,7.904761904761906,22.619047619047624,7.957251820313856,0.8331904761904759,395,8,87,5,7,129,63,105,0.26899999999999996,0.557,0.174,-0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,7,13,5,0,6,0,12,2,0,3,0,19,25,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,11,8,9,23,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,3,2,2,4,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063052356643684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683088707927625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783892856562541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806602281622053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30522543962785464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298116987654274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216902606835186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225967147578153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798192421827139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722243825077408,0.14414046840786293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411873708538035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577584972910607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257510819167935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310318927752246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822943252867906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Severely_Autistic,2019/05/17,How to reunite with someone after 2 years? I was dealing with hard issues for four years but 2 years ago I was at my friends birthday party and met one of his friends who’s really cool. Over the time of dealing with these issues I was keeping a low profile and not talking to many people. Now the issues got worked out and I’m interested in DMing this individual after 2 years and want to be good friends with him. How should I go about doing this? Thanks!,2.9939835164835173,4.988292945054943,3.8880082417582433,87.44761675824181,75.5934065934066,5.868681318681317,25.660714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.9304164835164834,362,13,72,3,8,116,62,91,0.036000000000000004,0.652,0.312,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,16,13,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,2,7,7,17,6,0,15,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,9,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479140454679121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440570007879109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867539867296228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483212923089536,0.13995682810594573,0.133455641983712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947653734690605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522485084630742,0.0,0.14831556537042395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917296490652328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307073609979515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568184416844803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689675675529776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138253949242546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411821668672666,0.0,0.1536250980215632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972991992141317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842016319299143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147830381258125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298173904261561 autism,Phoenixlurker97,2019/05/17,"21 year old with aspergers and mood disorder ask me anything since the AMA thread is being difficult ill ask here instead I'm a 21 year old who with Asperger's Syndrome and mood disorder I was diagnosed at 17 although family has kinda figured I had these since childhood due to many symptons however the official diagnoses was done when I was 17 as past Psychologists mislabeled me as Having ADD so redditors ask me anything! I do love answering questions!",6.710040160642572,8.555106771084343,7.433915662650603,66.40380522088356,65.6265060240964,12.280321285140564,40.339357429718866,11.855464076750405,5.89395742971888,374,22,57,14,6,124,61,83,0.13,0.821,0.049,-0.7256,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,0,0,9,15,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,7,1,6,9,0,9,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,8,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794194612786486,0.0,0.4761479788559052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446345519213567,0.0,0.0,0.3891519663288196,0.0,0.0,0.17373798792516587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004804031101566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322787654345355,0.0,0.0,0.17212442832409475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562990034531063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206871874915282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901859991340116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808780050641354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865808361204536 autism,PomSam,2019/05/17,"My parent are so persistent I feel bullied They strive for me to do normal things. Which is fine, truly i like being given options to try and have some sense of normality. Though, the way they react to me being quiet or turning down their ideas genuinely makes me feel bullied. I think about my replies and plan the most polite and informative response i can, especially for a negative reply to an option. Yet i get given guilt trips and sometimes aggression. They have this idea of what's going on in my head but haven't actually looked into anything or asked me questions. Admittedly, i have used similar learning processes to only adapt to what i observe but i need them to try harder. I feel alone and misunderstood all the time. And they constantly surprise me with things, no warning that they may need me to go outside or that people i barely know are visiting. No matter how many times i have asked for as much warning as possible.",5.5403120879120875,7.267843497142858,6.1125714285714325,75.21496703296704,68.31428571428572,8.813186813186816,30.60439560439561,9.265573868473778,2.8846835164835163,752,30,127,15,13,244,115,175,0.156,0.795,0.049,-0.9612,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,7,2,5,5,1,1,5,0,13,1,1,4,1,39,32,16,0,4,5,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,11,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,5,27,3,21,27,4,13,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,9,5,96,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.15169864805774588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100130551929318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792368340390045,0.0,0.2906531182990977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798829838294088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580348210896154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121721127350973,0.0,0.17669381512820176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953851606136096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509725881896438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543230888203912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759459551045662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054045981088136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376536257311043,0.15760384601880545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142750464817954,0.2305312553994267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046197487446852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822818880334973,0.0,0.0,0.17261095878446386,0.0,0.0,0.10777078693140826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524868080996578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414172534540542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374592209978466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065506941810652,0.0996073123770634,0.15273072046303834,0.0,0.18129052735075385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108329679557386,0.1690870479747476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426054600565804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339049706001327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iJustGottaKnow13,2019/05/17,"Violent 5 yr Who Seems to Enjoy It A little back story: I started nannying for this family who seemed to completely have their shit together, cool mom, funny dad, four kids, dog.. I knew that H, the 5 year old, was autistic going into this. Anyways, turns out he's not seeing any therapist or on any medication. The family is a shit show.. while I was staying over night with the kids so the parents could get away they got in a physical argument(definitely wasnt their first) and are now living apart and everyone is extremely stressed. The dad sold his company so they don't have health insurance right now( which also baffles me because from my understanding our state, MA, has great state health insurance, mass health.. maybe they make too much $$?? idk). &#x200B; H has extremely violent outbursts when he can't do what he wants, when he's in pain, when he has to do something he doesnt want to do ect. Example 1: We're at the playground and kids are playing soccer with a community soccer ball, he'll try to take the ball and have me run after him to get it back. He has no intention of playing with it and when I finally do take it back he freaks out and can't get off it. He'll pinch/ scratch my hands, bite, and pull my hair. He will not stop freaking out until he gets the release of seeing me hurt. Sometimes after he's done hurting me he can move on to a different activity but sometime i have to completely remove him from the park. Example 2: If he falls down and i go to comfort him after a little there will be a switch where hell just start hurting me. Example 3: He loves the swings and will grab my hand and say ""I need a swing"" over and over again until he's on the swing and I'm pushing him. If there are no available swings he'll scream and cry and try to approach the occupied swing to take it I assume(I never let him get that close as I dont want another kid to get hurt). There is no reasoning with him it's like he can't hear me when he's in a fit of rage. There are a billion more example.. Basically what I want to know is: Why does he seem to get satisfaction out of hurting me? Why is he constantly so testy, smiling at me when he knows he's doing something he shouldn't be? Are there ways to help him get over a meltdown(hysterically crying and screaming) that don't involve giving into him or letting him pinch/scratch my hands? He has very low communication skills and can put together a few words, but theyre hardly about things that arent related to his needs at that exact time. When he acts out it just seems like he knows what he's doing is not okay behavior and does it to get attention and is extremely happy with that attention, then when I catch up to him he has meltdowns that he really can't seem to control and then he basically forgets all about it. Is this because of the autism or is it a behavioral issue? His mom at one point mentioned that when he was tested he was diagnosed with moderate/mild autism(??) and immediately said ""they clearly got it wrong."" I don't want to quit this job I just need some tricks or ideas to help him out.",3.8493418363751672,5.179200218800653,4.9026752871538335,83.8029326685928,71.93354943273907,8.477048833767881,27.1893805933338,8.964715089967882,1.999281615108167,2433,85,502,48,46,798,275,617,0.11199999999999999,0.794,0.094,-0.7313,4,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,1,0,6,4,33,31,7,1,26,2,57,13,6,4,4,84,106,47,0,12,14,6,7,2,0,7,6,5,0,4,31,35,0,2,14,7,1,12,19,20,0,4,11,15,47,11,69,83,5,86,1,6,2,1,76,36,3,12,36,307,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363824180904092,0.0,0.07267355113980989,0.08150101818384843,0.09122385955475756,0.07033187289163834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301727724153795,0.15472495570941489,0.0,0.0817741381185982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064949714681832,0.07248206858586921,0.07522805592130001,0.053552320681481004,0.0,0.1473530488633938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807766782023311,0.0,0.07007699348599397,0.0,0.0,0.11739204220360885,0.0686389508178165,0.0786090387946472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409111144225793,0.0,0.0,0.1264608816826808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347517648006481,0.0,0.057052246710104636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153857965757945,0.06434251889345485,0.07623824605703472,0.0,0.10728878655124664,0.07394820266455608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140043966618237,0.06008422001292741,0.0,0.0,0.21388633949261146,0.07559612872276034,0.0,0.08991521591027793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590150879754784,0.0757172358247577,0.0,0.07000677014963935,0.06655958800338113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058467520853137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371733428322965,0.0,0.06553694489077,0.13444950319374865,0.059226674519864964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053598759595815,0.0,0.04477173826546448,0.0,0.06738382857571369,0.0,0.0,0.06756897587266181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711013858691905,0.0,0.07128796817590953,0.04930636143397004,0.1492013053220909,0.051730820889936115,0.0,0.0,0.06294345270036097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038181478476865,0.0,0.045450390445403006,0.0,0.07137038495368889,0.0,0.07447661220288103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634056506556119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742687552900115,0.0,0.0713403756410805,0.0,0.0,0.042968671642744864,0.06896219948931934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057279962642525176,0.06380176821948617,0.053339129722185415,0.0,0.0,0.10689697002784483,0.305303631937651,0.0,0.0,0.13769891031476053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327212136449178,0.1326737942785894,0.0,0.09494920790060432,0.07149087758186352,0.0,0.056076018723953236,0.07683187761178842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129161197534136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077876905143896,0.0445603108258259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03911079689447027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107630795087483,0.07295614710228163,0.0,0.06982534275929682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055342237011597545,0.1978069215395268,0.05323941344033874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210458727127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333377971825236,0.08150101818384843,0.04319280321535029 autism,LilBeegirl,2019/05/17,"Just a cute story about my 11yo daughter meeting a friend Every Wednesday I take my daughter to the pool to play. She is autistic, verbal but has a severe speech delay. She loves to swim and tries to interact with the other kids but is only successful occasionally. Most of the time she just floats around the kids area. A boy about her age came up to me while I was sitting on the side of the pool. He told me that he saw her talking to me and wanted to tell me that she hit him with her goggles. I told him I was so sorry and I that I would talk with her. He said he wanted to be her friend. We talked for another minute then he said, this might sound bad but she looks like she has special needs. I told him that she does, that she is autistic. He reacted so quickly and said 'WOW, I am autistic too and I stutter really bad when I am nervous"". I called her over to tell her he wanted to be friends, and that he told me she hit him. That we don't treat our friends that way. She started launching into her video game talk and said Fortnite. He was blown away and said 'she plays video games???'. They were instant friends at that moment. He was leaving the pool but I told him we are there every Wednesday and he said he is too. He gave high fives all around and then left. My daughter is so happy to have a friend at the pool. I love that he came over to talk to me.",1.6639279869067105,3.5311572695035487,2.532198581560284,96.22615384615385,79.1418439716312,5.189525368248773,21.129841789416254,5.8734145424116955,-0.09900534642662297,1058,29,240,6,26,332,129,282,0.07200000000000001,0.745,0.183,0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,1,1,14,21,0,1,13,0,21,2,0,2,1,38,47,21,0,5,6,3,0,1,6,2,0,8,0,3,12,21,0,1,0,11,0,3,1,4,0,1,20,10,51,17,31,21,2,31,0,0,2,2,81,14,0,2,13,158,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058516181110143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380695058447186,0.0,0.0,0.08116420082563199,0.0,0.14426044295215226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821162319911803,0.1976093047460185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559856364648168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455709288512988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004580937242449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196144101707644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127347510064587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147222821424032,0.09386061945464692,0.0,0.0,0.04220472535035707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254401167042959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593676113882202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164382551722693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405547408950052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570183007436467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534224973026252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930475979419278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759364755218328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670409208009732,0.06114574379928616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649528897212026,0.3471762879693933,0.15101352516856434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037343269253277,0.0,0.0,0.4127363215248959,0.0,0.05865165929534456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528613238207468,0.06857063068193338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136742890858271,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,andreyloverofmythos,2019/04/09,"What type of games do you guys like? I like FPS games with lots of straightforward shooting like Kilzone, DOOM, and WH40K Space Marine. Mostly because I just find the way the games works with mostly shooting, shooting and more shooting enemies and stuff apealling as weird But I also like stealth games in wich you can beat them your own way like Dishonored, Hitman, because the ways you can get on how to kill them. Just watch StealthGamerBr to get me. Etc. I also like games where you can create whatever you can like Minecraft, LittleBigPlanet, and Dreams. [ Wich one do you guys like?",5.990094339622643,7.926290603773588,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,67.49056603773586,7.186792452830187,28.34433962264151,7.645422480735847,1.5578528301886787,468,16,86,5,8,132,63,106,0.11599999999999999,0.684,0.2,0.82,0,0,0,4,0,0,15.0,0,7,2,2,6,11,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,8,9,1,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,8,9,8,6,7,1,1,1,0,16,4,0,3,8,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26535470732742744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022731520979476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850323719644021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516378046529175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336119182268325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285519544383657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835537080901168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6484379891696143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104988427878307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242422055419034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899260920152636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39507248453557015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078371549930432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,shrimfririceeeee,2019/04/09,Sensory you similar to peeling crayons? Hey everyone I'm looking for sensory toys similar to peeling the paper off of crayons,6.335454545454546,9.305102545454547,8.009090909090908,57.23363636363638,69.0,13.490909090909092,56.45454545454545,12.161744961471696,9.325109090909091,104,10,13,5,2,36,17,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7511537246508324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6601273225243608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rosswoodblues,2019/04/09,"am I going nonverbal?/is it possible to go partially nonverbal? I just recently got diagnosed with autism. As far as I know I don’t recall ever have going nonverbal before, but I’ve had a couple of experiences lately that I think come close? Like I’ve been extremely stressed out for the past couple of weeks, and today it really hit me. I think I began to sort of shut down, but even as soon as I woke up I had a super heavy feeling. Like I had a hard time responding to a friends message, but then my mom started talking to me and it got worse. I was really overwhelmed and it felt really draining to talk. Most of the morning I just didn’t respond, but I did say a few words when she kept talking to me (like to tell her to leave me alone). It felt really forced though and I had a hard saying anything more than a few words. Even responding to a friends text I had a hard time formulating my response, although I started to calm down and it became easier. When I got to school though, it still felt very difficult to speak, but my friend talked to me. I didn’t talk as much as usual, but I still responded a bit. It still felt tiring and a little forced, but it was much more natural and easier than with my mom. Is it possible I went nonverbal? Like is it possible that different ppl make it harder to talk? I already thought I was going nonverbal, but then talking to my friend made me doubt it, because it had been far easier. Do you think I only went nonverbal for a little bit, or is it possible to be nonverbal but talking to certain ppl is easier? I guess I wonder that bc my mom stresses me out a Lot and it really affects me, but my friends are way nicer and caring. Or do you think I was just stressed out or something? Sorry, this is long and confusing. Its 4 now and I’m still having a hard time speaking out loud fully, especially to my mom, but I don’t know. I guess I just wanna know how to tell if you’re going nonverbal, what it feels like, etc.",3.3978757346767448,4.697817876574304,4.9971964735516385,82.80518178001681,73.00503778337531,8.819781696053736,26.83534844668345,9.2995712137729,2.2296032577665827,1535,54,313,35,30,519,166,397,0.099,0.723,0.17800000000000002,0.9903,1,1,1,0,1,0,45.0,0,2,0,1,18,21,0,6,16,0,29,2,0,4,2,70,67,40,0,2,19,4,10,5,5,0,2,5,0,0,23,19,0,1,15,0,0,8,4,7,0,0,29,15,49,14,43,36,11,46,0,1,0,0,32,13,0,12,29,216,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413904827335473,0.0683394254637805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509617190909356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037750920455823865,0.0,0.05269642705345369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521934142178196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631400351317092,0.0,0.0,0.05334575199330977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370449850825721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285592686950292,0.0,0.06470189885795631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906643104467082,0.08180612392439826,0.056017698114751935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060577766243424876,0.0,0.0,0.06262562436261096,0.08848318816358665,0.2378435411316012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392282774465309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597641679919315,0.0,0.1485891703691395,0.0,0.13644202153223084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190239237433132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102102532010201,0.0,0.06985782641966333,0.06557313416656407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127521062349664,0.1241368632471806,0.0,0.05480460191788164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264923106684042,0.0,0.05859806037057635,0.04133762504417303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901187334311664,0.0,0.0,0.0910488607417835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047099267204517486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911757527930855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925943984262114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983642925010241,0.0,0.06114673095240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984957488835767,0.0,0.06267475172697179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476754353959793,0.0,0.06932366826761957,0.08766634726496685,0.0,0.19782410023032446,0.0,0.2128159953936258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982050115958165,0.10825613784821378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872463136433432,0.1216884921647941,0.04916415739566998,0.10833267948742084,0.07117747756674958,0.05870079287059341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820527974202664,0.05109733799314752,0.0,0.04915580666802143,0.04967515150480572,0.0,0.0,0.11481631993475334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715860602285713,0.0,0.0,0.06311023435673277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WallaWallaHawkFan,2019/04/09,"Opinions on Autism Speaks? As a new parent to a child with Autism I am searching for any information and assistance I can obtain. I have seen some negative feedback in regards to the Autismspeaks organization and I was just curious why this is the case?",5.310217391304349,7.830072847826087,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,70.52173913043478,9.817391304347826,33.23913043478261,10.125756701596842,3.974321739130435,205,10,34,6,4,67,38,46,0.092,0.857,0.052000000000000005,-0.4137,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,7,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665220160196192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205461716561257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984688256809826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863418135787739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SuperSlimeG,2019/04/09,"Teacher Hey all, I'm graduating college in May with certification in teaching students with mild-moderate disabilities and also students with moderate-severe disabilities. What is one thing you guys wish a teacher knew about autism, and one thing that you noticed teachers did poorly related to autism? Anything helps. Thank you!",9.367075471698113,12.142032830188684,8.279386792452833,59.3032311320755,60.32075471698114,10.58301886792453,43.43867924528302,10.686352973137794,5.713796226415094,272,16,34,7,4,84,40,53,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.7959,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,7,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,24,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012687341487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470977190931451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973158244231982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126554246339065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418608983918651,0.0,0.0,0.4069432473940737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392211330735621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644949713138506,0.0,0.0,0.3989738573122636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34529720964985045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RosyAngelina,2019/04/09,"Seven years later. Since the age of 17 i’ve been trying to find help to deal with my depression and anxiety. Every single time I explained my reason why I needed help, but there was something about me that felt different from how others were. I tried to explain that as a child I had a hard time keeping up with the rest. Social skills weren’t as fast and i’d rather be alone than play with the other kids. I ended up being bullied which caused my anxiety to fit in because how else would I survive school. They all said it was a phase, my anxiety was purely from being bullied and obviously it’s why I became depressed. I believed them, took pills and kept going to therapy every single week. I never got better. I kept struggling socially which caused me to lose every single “friend” I had and I started noticing I lack a lot of skills in the adult department. They told me I was too close to my mother, I needed to be cut lose from her, I told them if I do that I have a hard time trying to survive. I forget to eat after awhile, I don’t take care of myself and hell, I even forget to pee. They looked at me weirdly, thinking it was me trying to seek an excuse to not grow apart from my mother. 6 years later at age 23, I went to a doctor who said there’s a lady who studies autism and helped women find out what was going on with themselves. I thought, well, can’t hurt since all those years I didn’t feel better anyway. We met, first time my mother went along (as she always does) and asked me certain questions. She asked me to come in the next week to talk to me personally and if I was okay with that. My mother told me she could be trusted (i’m not always sure) and I agreed. Week later we went trough my entire childhood and adulthood, how I did things, how I react to light/smell/touching/stress etc. It was odd to me, things were asked that I was never asked before. A large part of my family has autism, however only the men have it and as I thought what was tought to me is that it doesn’t happen to women. Turns out, it does happen to women and they’re now trying to figure out how women react differently to certain things. There are similar things and things that they’re just discovering. She asked me to meet with a man who has helped people for 40 years, she told me he was gentle, calm and trustworthy and is good in listening to people who felt ignored. 4 months passed, a month before my birthday I finally got a set date to meet with him. We talked and he asked me to fill in tons of forms together with my mother, he told me to take my time and see what I can remember. I did, there were moments I was shocked when my mother told me how I was when I was younger. She said that she always noticed I was a bit different, but everytime she asked for help she was told it was a phase (as I was told aswell.) A week before my birthday I hear it, i’m on the Spectrum, I have autism. It’s almost two weeks later and i’m still going trough a lot of emotions and i’m trying to place them, but it’s hard. I’m happy, but sad at the same time. Happy because I finally know why I have been doing things differently than from people my age, sad that it took 7 years and I wonder what could’ve happened if I recieved this diagnoses sooner. I couldn’t go to school, I was constantly overwhelmed and work was something I struggled with. I felt hopeless, why didn’t I function like others, why was my body making it so difficult for me to go out and just do things like it was supposed to do?! Now I know and it’s okay, because my brain is a bit different, that’s all. It's taken seven years with help, but i'm just finding out who I am after years of trying to be someone i'm not. It feels like my life is only now beginning at age 24. Thank you for reading if you've come this far!",2.9939189189189146,4.321463710424717,4.145956885456887,88.40349131274132,74.05791505791505,6.672921492921492,22.85990990990992,7.100725674708028,0.6842811840411839,2961,77,621,29,60,967,295,777,0.125,0.767,0.107,-0.9389,7,1,2,0,0,1,82.0,3,1,6,10,26,37,2,3,25,2,63,8,3,12,10,119,137,47,0,11,16,6,8,3,1,1,4,5,0,10,51,46,1,4,20,2,0,16,12,17,1,4,61,15,109,20,89,67,17,90,1,9,2,0,84,23,1,9,53,419,160,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045580606785275035,0.04714385636916668,0.0,0.0,0.11362612277015766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104465510039986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978782120027825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324370347006911,0.0,0.11619970306957368,0.05128421684180564,0.0,0.08051554239811469,0.0993897069247606,0.050561240421599804,0.0,0.05081415044724286,0.0,0.0,0.0464095559183723,0.09352090555742547,0.0,0.0784210099020929,0.0,0.049189763928448725,0.0,0.07268628127029449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046927990905774083,0.07841072997998896,0.046200729010781434,0.0,0.2377878304002701,0.0,0.04659052665805758,0.07966779861191459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046577202211897095,0.03802520311791495,0.05120263989764786,0.040316237882568634,0.0,0.05076560991712718,0.030064806543225964,0.0,0.11505491854686535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429111712559987,0.0,0.04603145072245852,0.032518713842554926,0.13111585738286147,0.09972746794260533,0.12481035979769868,0.03871835616740088,0.0,0.0,0.03516779202371696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129347209559208,0.038179096728251115,0.07281125091474593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075664843293625,0.09691143865206063,0.12232799046399198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130311259497023,0.0,0.1830621696024969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487289277715452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045929300638463,0.0,0.0,0.05003199801679245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321513477820189,0.06671471118300598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822441481352893,0.10184801973645537,0.0,0.07739708817579465,0.0,0.0,0.030384221627662605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266550919057374,0.0,0.0,0.06750338053533297,0.07021396924913123,0.0,0.048409870402537566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364714694147067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923835472953885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929253683768474,0.0,0.0946712292207632,0.039745350896637034,0.04755756608005402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099158954694859,0.0,0.04553122168362365,0.0,0.0,0.046801014085952025,0.0,0.0,0.051564044423603086,0.0,0.1298967032052659,0.0,0.0,0.0921351212071858,0.036272672834293716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753074149107268,0.0,0.0,0.0928015798235444,0.03856801932436605,0.0700853517210437,0.0,0.0,0.03221851426805492,0.0,0.03635145523157235,0.0,0.05214175030650466,0.09517248255822977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290102796949442,0.0,0.06844910125235551,0.07317274101163407,0.0,0.04190769079742489,0.052054833303369415,0.0,0.21168515868897256,0.029166675468108413,0.0,0.07227384992974545,0.15925463253135388,0.0,0.0,0.3479621046434857,0.10114635356308743,0.2163304333394912,0.0495114960583513,0.04446535468316105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182562594137528,0.0,0.0409269609566026,0.12658943907550094,0.2053686525308412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049363309271464935,0.03313830396423069,0.0,0.0,0.032335323131813795,0.0,0.0,0.20518877075614575 autism,Digital_Moonshine,2019/04/09,"New here, looking for some advice about eye contact / greeting people Currently my therapist is considering I have autism, and I don’t think it will take long before they diagnose me cuz I fit a lot of the symptoms... Anyway, every morning and afternoon I travel by train and bus to school and home so I come across a lot of people. And every time I find it very, very awkward. For example asking people may I pass when they stand in my way, walking past them, looking at someone, people looking at me, greeting the bus driver, come across people I know and greeting them, all that kind of stuff. I absolutely cringe every time I have to do these things. Especially coming across people I know. For example: I recognize someone from far, we’re walking towards each other. When he/she notices me I just keep smiling at him/her till he/she says hello and I say hello back. Sometimes I got this voice crack which makes it extra awkward. So after we walked past each other I absolutely cringe inside. When I notice people in the train making eye contact sometimes, I look back but immediately look at something else again. And that’s how it goes the whole train ride. So does anyone have a bit of advice to make it all less uncomfortable?",3.9906493506493534,6.377903995670997,4.73982683982684,80.67259740259743,73.97835497835499,6.651082251082251,26.15151515151515,7.62386473244151,1.6401307359307364,977,35,168,13,21,314,132,231,0.028999999999999998,0.9279999999999999,0.043,0.2542,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,4,0,14,3,0,2,7,0,8,4,2,5,2,32,26,18,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,14,14,0,1,4,1,0,9,1,2,0,0,1,10,28,1,25,23,11,39,0,0,7,0,12,12,0,4,16,115,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528231071950574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628900638745341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862873554552753,0.0,0.0,0.14579650791462465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067103307316423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350117241253397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499518263352904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962238398096809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296342564025189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919639217586752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396288173068852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664893624629309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582324234243172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509591989639278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426595450800764,0.0,0.0987235467514322,0.10420335491681627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389836087737698,0.39805648596772975,0.0,0.0,0.16119756492642076,0.0,0.0,0.1898467754021657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915620802596414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586946088446246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100186814277813,0.4600750228493096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507835399863668,0.0,0.09594648540953647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065386814041122,0.07298458056189,0.18752672258568906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852764504343897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853742582168158,0.07128064313104528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007449410910657,0.0629834180291868,0.060746433403015776,0.0,0.0,0.11056169154149458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156446092218531,0.0,0.07525082680523272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058450333167784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thrashing_throwaway,2019/04/09,"Any autistic people here with a connective tissue disorder & orthostatic intolerance (e.g. POTS)? If yes, please come talk to me about supports. I need your advice. I’m 27F, disabled, I have an unspecified connective tissue disorder (including OI and chronic pain), moderate autism, ADHD-PI, fibromyalgia/CF, chronic migraine, IBS-D, and a disabled dominant hand. I live with my highly stressed mother, and newly employed foreign national spouse who I believe is undiagnosed mildly autistic. He is loving and supportive, but he needs a lot of support as well. I see that he is really pushing himself to his limits and we have a lot of meltdowns. Being autistic and chronically ill presents the need for intense supports that I don’t know how to access (may not exist) even with the help of my ASD diagnosis team (only work with kids), my psychiatrist, therapist, general practitioner, and case worker. My GP referred me to county homehealth because of my diminishing capacity for ADLs. They don’t even work with ADL assistance outside of short term occupational therapy. Even when using all my coping skills, my distress and pain/symptoms are consistently reaching crisis levels. What I’m saying is that I need longterm, intensive support. I cannot continue like this. I feel like an assisted living facility would bring me the most peace, but I doubt that is possible for a young person without profound physical disability.",9.614551357733175,10.453272780991737,9.534073199527748,57.49578512396698,58.79338842975207,12.534120425029517,43.731995277449826,12.031772070788634,6.055915230224321,1151,64,156,34,14,377,164,242,0.109,0.7490000000000001,0.141,0.6505,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,1,6,9,13,0,3,10,1,14,8,1,2,1,38,32,14,0,6,5,2,2,2,0,2,6,1,0,2,7,15,0,1,3,1,0,3,5,4,1,0,0,4,25,9,20,29,5,12,0,0,1,1,18,4,0,6,7,99,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788852225702588,0.10398618253014333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529914014382245,0.0,0.07236492783344042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486877043436308,0.0,0.0,0.11989173777257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166593285458896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391851335100134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085562718345002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053805936398832216,0.07602192941230354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132682329198965,0.11243185869639764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848215645927082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397666379370801,0.0,0.1879303966468132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809381515673072,0.0960424694830639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156174782923554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093237237730007,0.2264632424817945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377382287260645,0.09291629044619013,0.0,0.11681022704084168,0.0,0.1199653960489404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817130600924821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846244018151315,0.0,0.0,0.08479789782447328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189647107284292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037847177217369,0.0,0.1106045224474322,0.0,0.08553125715586668,0.0,0.0,0.12169327735770805,0.12355444393902122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190722292957663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956786468237052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257895661861492,0.0,0.15494080221066164,0.0,0.0,0.07559320041230877,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fawnyng,2019/04/09,"Advice/products/devices for sound sensitivity that won't draw attention? Hello r/autism! I have a predicament. I'm going to be going into a professional environment soon and I need alternatives to headphones to help with extreme sound sensitivity. I've found that foam ear plugs just cause pain and irritation, but headphones just won't fit in with what I'm going to be doing. Do any of you have any advice or product recs for noise management that aren't particularly flashy or stand out? Something I can easily hide? I do have long hair which could be beneficial here. Anything helps, thank you!",5.1213888888888865,7.864519472222228,5.8849629629629625,72.10633333333334,71.87037037037038,8.394074074074075,28.39259259259259,9.120678840339163,2.7611303703703705,485,19,80,11,10,158,74,108,0.08199999999999999,0.767,0.151,0.8611,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,14,3,2,1,0,16,22,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,12,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25242371821337106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513279112186699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257232134109524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653620170927397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624456208897465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832305117514147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404213525867442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628796837489395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860181441428015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153827812793756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27486677708040697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886452329025384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782296151687635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,emilee_mc,2019/04/09,"Does he understand me? Hey guys sorry I'm new here so if I'm in the wrong place just let me know. Anyways, I have started to tutor a nonverbal autistic boy American Sign Language. He can grasp nouns and verbs decently well, but I'm having a hard time identifying if he is comprehending the signs or if he's just copying me? How can I be sure he is understanding me?",2.250173745173747,4.36360112162162,4.319343629343631,82.92391891891893,78.32432432432431,8.012355212355214,26.787644787644787,8.841846274778883,2.219029343629344,289,12,59,7,7,99,54,74,0.075,0.861,0.064,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,16,15,8,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,2,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,3,33,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415109411345055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536202891557107,0.0,0.0,0.22945241265147584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076863289239694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192196934208783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473829920969965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676132805462653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867293636207927,0.1812982246208139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141026928076226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935812940947288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333045301042367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030190960464095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28005044721533445,0.0,0.0 autism,Phoenixwolfling,2019/04/09,"Hey, new to this sub Hey, im happy to find a sub for Autism.",-3.863999999999997,-2.498211733333332,-0.07833333333333138,108.9825,99.66666666666669,3.0,7.5,3.1291,-2.673,44,0,14,0,2,16,12,15,0.0,0.764,0.23600000000000002,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531489438977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277845062057128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355452104794982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788432699600546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kamiuq,2019/04/09,"Is anyone else feeling offended by all of these ""Autistic"" memes out there? It seems as though the internet is disparaging us as a group by taking lightly the use of the word ""Autistic."" ""Autistic"" is being used as an insult in the internet and there are memes that poke fun at us, how some of us have sensory overloads and how some of us have meltdowns. In fact, you know about that ""REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"" fad? That's supposed to be an autistic kid screaming. I've just been noticing this on the internet more and more and it's disturbing me greatly, like how people used to use the word ""gay"" or ""queer"" as insults.",6.525329192546579,7.042476191304349,5.900621118012424,82.01913043478261,65.34782608695653,9.006211180124225,34.68944099378882,8.841846274778883,2.8589875776397515,482,21,90,7,7,147,73,115,0.139,0.787,0.07400000000000001,-0.853,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,1,0,0,8,8,3,1,9,0,9,2,0,7,2,23,17,13,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,3,18,14,5,5,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,4,1,66,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060521008353495,0.15540517250147567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670191071713913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668956746308014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721814581268588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335458098759152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409893690435462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267878250566598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514978355289566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807585689154947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140379433168418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901628405838382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7297676056559549,0.5239812292054146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ParthenaSLW,2019/04/09,"Any advice on making friends in college? (Long, but really just looking for advice.) I am a 19 year old female and I am so bad at making friends. I act super hyper (trying to impress people) or I act super ""depressing."" (Closer to my actual self but not quite.) I know my authentic self will never be enough for my peers (a huge philosophy, neuroscience nerd) that stutters a lot. I don't like to drink or party, and would prefer a book. Honestly, I'm transferring to a 4 year (not sure what one yet) and I want to be acceptable enough to pass as neurotypical. This is because (I believe) it's easier to be neurotypical than different. In my case (in college at least) when you are different you are a target for bullies and I don't want to be bullied anymore. (Was bullied really bad in college and it made me really depressed. Grades slipped and I want to have good social skills not only because it'll reduce my odds of being bullied, but also to hopefully make friends someday, and not be the ""weird"" girl anymore.) How I act according to other people: I often get ""You look sad"" or ""You look nervous."" Most of the time, I'm not sad or nervous. I have been told I have ""resting depression face."" I'm not sure why people think that, so what can I do to work on it? I have also been told I am super awkward. Which sucks because I don't know what I am doing wrong. How I feel I act: I am usually pretty confident in greeting people (I work in customer service so I'm decent at that.) I don't mind shaking someone's hand when I first meet them and seem to be good in that regard. (I am not sure, but I think it's not socially normal to shake a peer's hand when first meeting.) So that's when I first meet someone. When I start talking to them, I've learned to ask questions. However, I feel damned sometimes because it sounds more like an interview than a conversation. And when I talk about myself they seem bored. How can I overcome this? Physical description of me: I'm an obese, girl with bad fashion sense. Would losing weight help me be taken more seriously? And I believe that I don't have value to people (I don't have my license etc) so that may be a factor in why I can't make friends. Please help me thank you guys! :)",2.498099547511316,4.49560205656109,4.150269230769233,84.98848076923079,77.07692307692308,6.9539366515837076,25.982126696832577,7.908726449838941,1.6270622624434394,1727,66,339,28,40,578,201,442,0.16899999999999998,0.613,0.218,0.9725,3,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,5,3,11,20,41,2,5,13,0,43,6,3,8,4,64,76,35,0,8,17,0,5,2,4,5,1,1,0,5,20,11,3,0,12,2,0,7,16,22,0,4,7,9,55,19,41,55,9,40,0,6,3,0,32,15,2,12,20,230,75,11,0.0,0.0,0.07586356663498761,0.0,0.0,0.15193433954870622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243381861244611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052866242655250986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541954804020031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267692392142132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947303464558808,0.18955968097828027,0.0,0.0,0.17517396593093135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087347611015652,0.0,0.0,0.16244466569438368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615614692325208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065354758199474,0.08670126765820653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861592003520776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983782269238358,0.0,0.0,0.240248637152115,0.0,0.04061623091730093,0.0,0.0,0.1304101768810967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697537095527247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421570948461653,0.0,0.0,0.07721391136326547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544835093304554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759602158555802,0.0,0.0,0.06879794406504737,0.1958474580667639,0.08697179482373907,0.0,0.06609223910487713,0.0,0.07355999201920684,0.20756969422620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849579834479786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995830790915185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616923717879373,0.0,0.0,0.08157563420554619,0.0,0.05267901142946686,0.0591251945502018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269477558974807,0.0,0.0,0.08533578340006903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790900917983634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708721240313193,0.08268664860631683,0.0,0.0,0.1494077689363023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154416152372526,0.16220070511454204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849340970236225,0.13173863849749934,0.0,0.0768873958694391,0.0,0.05502516435170317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980865677773168,0.0,0.0,0.12496982532251485,0.0,0.07157305748313385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962601613921936,0.0,0.0,0.045331142294460613,0.0,0.0,0.14856886196608787,0.0,0.05278073323991702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562023728707767,0.0,0.1375601790676673,0.0,0.0,0.09466705152041556,0.0,0.0,0.14029751669091578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319209860502198,0.0,0.0,0.11044931835715588,0.08499709204004324,0.0,0.10012473608935904 autism,Rorynator,2019/01/09,"Advice on swallowing tablets? I have sleeping problems and my older brother suggested a thing called melatonin to me to try and help me sleep tonight, but I'm really bad at swallowing tablets. It came to the point I just crushed it up into milk and drank the inside of the capsule to help me eat it, sort of like a zookeeper does to their bears. It worked, and while I'm waiting for it to work I was wondering if you guys had any advice for how to swallow tablets.",6.6099999999999985,6.110595652173918,6.336000000000002,82.40900000000002,65.30434782608695,9.53391304347826,36.87826086956522,8.841846274778883,3.0195234782608686,368,17,74,5,5,115,62,92,0.11,0.807,0.084,-0.5467,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,3,8,2,1,0,14,9,8,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,9,1,15,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,4,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41126273331224267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310073363880255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757016326486048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487423575718814,0.2406777406190762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841501493653652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532410569353724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083604111540613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209578995785994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280627173733578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892592069550266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013546634860204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480789928364575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211672295805505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980143356072694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286927289083318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820414104299114,0.30639348550119555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonymous8097,2019/01/09,"Why do ABA therapy prescriptions expire? Today, after an extremely exhausting search to find therapy for my daughter, I finally found a provider for ABA therapy that has a BSC available. But because the prescription expired 3 days ago, they will need to do another evaluation. So now I want to ask: why do these prescriptions expire? Her condition has not changed and cannot change in just 60 days. And all agencies in my county are severely understaffed, so it's not like it's really possible to start therapy in time. Fortunately, the agency that has the BSC also does evaluations and can do it soon so we can avoid it expiring again. So my question is, why the Hell do they do this? Why subject us again to a 3 hours long session of observing my little girl, wasting a lot of people's time? 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His counselor just died of a heart attack he was 50 something. Its around last year where my dad died of a massive heart attack he was 54. How do i break this to my mess of a brother he isn't on medication and barely can function literally you say brain to him he just goes really wired say i i i i i i i i i i i.,-1.931182795698924,-0.410490086021504,1.2701612903225836,95.15857526881722,111.1505376344086,3.7870967741935484,19.145161290322573,5.82211442006289,-0.0029612903225801897,334,13,75,4,18,117,54,93,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9612,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,3,0,8,4,3,2,0,9,8,3,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,23,0,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,2,53,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777566056680135,0.0,0.42881702815906936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039159362557047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867972288605234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466687998596701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362582642074574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986075764967789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073683888100036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997531766801849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509116760407312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213666218492708 autism,manofmuchpower,2019/01/09,"Biggest fear I read the article today about a 9 year old ASD student was dragged out of the classroom by his aide.. [Teachers aide drags 9 year old ](https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.nbcnews.com/news/amp/ncna956626) This would upset me with ANY child, but the fact the boy had limited speech (as does my own son) I feel anger, sad and fear. You hope all the professionals who are there to help shape, teach, and care for your children are equipped individuals... but not everyone is. We all have hard frustrating days and Ive been there in the face of a full body meltdown, the desire to finish the struggle, but this isn’t the answer. As we enter making IEPs and getting services for our son things like this just make me want to vomit. Has any person had issues with their own teachers/aides making bad choices? How do you encourage your kids to report? How do you cope?",6.644562937062937,8.308403467948718,5.447319347319347,81.26737762237762,65.6025641025641,7.724009324009327,27.643356643356643,8.00094639256281,1.6142769230769236,695,21,125,8,11,205,109,156,0.191,0.68,0.13,-0.8587,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,5,1,1,6,12,2,4,11,0,14,3,2,5,3,29,22,11,0,4,5,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,9,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,3,16,4,16,17,5,13,0,1,0,0,20,5,0,1,8,79,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617075973744497,0.0,0.22701768762680224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936818261469916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540643953213007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018234622694892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764723900907627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146069625298272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159495728289368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37565460516017146,0.0843979233280813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720690519932424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952426653256465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188051293841243,0.0,0.0,0.16578560088541036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742173062525649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154689878198562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342538851677455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35030126814192153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574492113434315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669615228882407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744972135317404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089180805311566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821718558219175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984515896250253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857258807340053,0.0,0.0,0.21497731746775114 autism,LeCiel7,2019/01/09,"Hi! I'm new. Tell me about yourselves while staying within the community rules. Hello! I just joined this community out of curiosity of becoming familiar with all kinds of people whether they're on the autism spectrum or not. I am familiar with autism to an extent, though I do not have first-hand experience interacting with people whom I know have autism. I've definitely seen videos of autism throughout the spectrum. Even though I remember reading fairly extensively about it, it's been some time since I have read much about it at all, and I only know so much about it. Most of my reading would be from government or medical websites, though almost three years ago I did read ""The Reason I Jump"", which, as short as it is, was quite interesting. I might read its sequel ""Fall 7 Times, Get Up 8"". One fact to know about me is that I do like Japan, so learning about those books' author was also particularly interesting. I also tend to like J-pop and J-rock, as well as J-idols. Now, go on and introduce yourselves and say what you like! 😊",5.258607686729512,6.630747279187823,5.770953589557652,78.75046954314722,68.59390862944163,9.080348078317623,28.28462654097172,9.424239791934726,2.384950978970268,822,28,157,17,14,265,125,197,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.9529,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,1,17,7,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,1,3,28,23,19,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,6,7,0,3,2,0,1,2,5,2,16,7,28,15,7,18,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,6,10,105,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919445444968323,0.0,0.12335015854233256,0.0,0.0,0.19701908516238156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360461415922838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136132700299024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049678464162115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047795478951428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643581260712665,0.0,0.0700078385586167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827632347935225,0.20309475858781426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180543234983616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409409185320287,0.0,0.13067788490350654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110761827337016,0.0,0.0,0.11897108047992395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834721091129894,0.09368635737269224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079941020810288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102047224054644,0.6160825633321125,0.0,0.0,0.1266528226497651,0.0,0.0,0.13954252703783832,0.0,0.0,0.09796020699779223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018983974084815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129687722408226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766752669627963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630805395206281,0.0,0.14365820288355244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075647032157697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750579503288455,0.0,0.0,0.07932592762252627 autism,booboothechicken,2019/01/09,"Tips for dealing with really picky eaters. My nine year old refuses to eat anything but 12-15 non-vegetable/fruit foods. PB&J, scrambled eggs, plain hamburgers, kraft mac&cheese, hot dogs, cheese pizza, cereal, lunchables, and a few other things. He will not eat with the family if it's not one of these known food items. Last night we made sweet potato tater tots as a side dish to try and introduce a new food in a manner we thought would be a compromise. He only had to eat three tater tots. The meltdown started, but we stayed firm through his crying and said if he didn't eat them, he'd have to go to bed. We sat at the table for about two hours, and he never gave in, so we sent him to bed. I do give him a vitamin gummy with breakfast, and he has a children's nutrition shake daily when he comes home from school. How have you had success in getting your super picky eater to eat healthier, or at least eat what the family is eating?",5.9209287469287455,6.0864882378378375,5.7669287469287465,83.67157248157251,66.62162162162161,9.105651105651106,28.710073710073708,8.841846274778883,1.9962432432432424,744,22,149,11,11,232,132,185,0.033,0.875,0.092,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,2,1,2,4,4,0,1,11,0,12,15,0,2,1,28,23,14,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,5,14,14,1,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,9,3,14,3,22,10,3,20,0,0,0,0,25,6,0,3,9,86,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424298411068375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515594847168073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913961673505127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366888942638392,0.0,0.1066842451712684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7412074318502443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951051313512752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753884786128442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406448965657069,0.09926829097775193,0.05881056977078512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379976163014752,0.0,0.10190782380847573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435072997015743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979161122989822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798108353377275,0.09994248034685374,0.0,0.09710979745990947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858577795448053,0.0,0.07012132352570451,0.07870187353697804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629250257706913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843401535141492,0.0,0.0,0.10472817683041404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324430065903934,0.1102968512905574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874809965773848,0.0,0.0,0.08215226111914921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025672599030364,0.0,0.1010857850311696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735098493266661,0.0,0.0,0.06663829504135763 autism,NoUndershirt,2019/01/09,"Anyone have family members that are in denial of autism diagnosis? Hi all! This is kind of a specific question. I'm a mom to a 3 year old. (He turned 3 on 12/23) He was diagnosed with mild-moderate autism in June. We've been doing speech therapy since he was 15 months old. He was virtually nonverbal until we started ABA therapy in October. Now he has maybe 20 words. You can definitely tell that he acts different than other children his age. He tends to want to play alone. And doesn't really engage in pretend play. But no stimming or repetitive play which is why I suppose people think the diagnosis is incorrect. (My family only thinks of autism based on the classic symptoms) So I guess I'm wondering if any parents out there had other family members that deny the diagnosis. Or if anyone with autism has gone through this with family members. I feel very alone. And the entire family acts like I am saying something bad about my sweet boy when I mention the autism. Any input would be great. Thanks. ♥️",2.71263683960019,5.511238895287956,4.352977153736319,79.31719538315089,81.5130890052356,8.08005711565921,24.91218467396478,8.841846274778883,2.4964952879581155,803,31,141,22,22,268,127,191,0.09,0.79,0.12,0.7891,2,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,8,0,18,2,0,0,1,22,31,10,0,4,5,2,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,7,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,4,10,9,20,23,1,21,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,7,12,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557137068616737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790031423549956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263806408639126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307549997560553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252990377213324,0.0,0.12897885799180506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818878382435501,0.0,0.062419972627434414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610393733754106,0.13599396949658754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855406137250106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603113795826074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402200528976985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458301680654373,0.09853652282180217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590797819014464,0.0,0.0,0.09388920268979913,0.0,0.0,0.13707649131588426,0.0,0.0,0.08558460854942454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829212739528032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908515936851314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817230585412064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211902305040696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503775499904576,0.0,0.0,0.08737846612022583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831170175098025,0.0,0.0,0.10790064338698348,0.11365607085583215,0.2823514113872306,0.0,0.0,0.1582034070861326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427802861741098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185908631902564,0.07281394241932461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139432251917984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338761375174774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769525848562104,0.0,0.0,0.07949768040910732 autism,PsychyHex,2019/01/09,"How many others on here have heard the dreaded ""hmmm you don't act/look autistic"" not just from regular people, but from professionals? I was diagnosed with mild autism by a psychologist about a year ago now and anytime I have gone to any other professional, mainly just doctors, when I tell them I'm diagnosed with it, I get this look...then those words with a snarky tone. I hate it so much. It makes me feel so invalidated. I'm sorry you can't understand autism and how it actually works but please don't just judge me like that in a minute especially when someone tested me fully for a few hours to come to that conclusion. Sorry for that tiny rant. But has anyone else experienced that or something similar?",3.20831746031746,5.869814133333335,4.341084656084656,81.11416666666669,78.03703703703705,7.708994708994709,23.716931216931208,8.634040054169528,1.8584708994709,568,19,106,13,14,185,93,135,0.10800000000000001,0.845,0.047,-0.7879,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,2,12,3,1,1,6,0,7,3,0,3,0,21,17,12,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,3,11,1,14,14,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,71,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.1821727328818797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654805398369959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269487888440779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305309834823399,0.19127570170772895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080827415370047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37895250296531996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107487121494626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594717016192422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439100767397936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753258532078793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430783310249105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384217780640805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120240931518918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135283355505312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461033714174508,0.18926420050237708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723126596268653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942039386304824,0.0,0.0,0.20491856057077484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581733423943665,0.1437153699982552,0.0,0.417945910801581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316653194896935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434044420351526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135905249767166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021578744271284 autism,stare_at_the_sun,2019/01/09,"Autistic 5 year old I babysit has been flaring up. The little boy I watch is mostly non-verbal (he’s gotten better with his words over time). Over the years watching him and his twin sister has gone mostly without incident. Recently he has gotten weepy before school. The aids say he usually snaps out of it once some time passes. This alone has raised concern. On top of that, he has been throwing massive tantrums and nothing can calm him down it seems. At least for a long time. He has been attacking me when I try to calm him down, or himself. I can hardly get him ready for school or even get his diaper changed in the morning, as he is just running around the house, hitting me, or self-harming. He has an iPad that generally distracts him enough to be complacent. As of late, that doesn’t work so much anymore. I am well-versed in his ways and the tips and tricks that usually work (though have no formal background and do not claim to). Any advice or leads on resources is appreciated! 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Hi All, My non verbal 7 year old autistic nephew recently had a very serious seizure (convulsive status epilepticus). Anyone with experienced with this. Any advice would be much appreciated. 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I work in ABA as an RBT at a clinic while I attend graduate school. My masters is in Developmental and Clinical Psychology and I plan on continuing into my doctorate for clinical psychology. Coming from a psych background, I’m focused on giving people the tools that they need to be successful in life while also fully appreciating the neuro diversity of everyone. Being someone that falls into the neuro-atypical spectrum myself (I’m bipolar schizoaffective) i love that we are all different and that we can live successful lives no matter who we are! That brings me to the point of my post. I’ve always been a big believer that a person should do everything in their power to do no harm. I’ve been through the ABA training, i work with children with autism every day, and never once have I heard the opinion of a person with autism. Everyday I am told to block children from stemming and scripting behaviors when I am guilty of the same things in my own way. I feel often like I’m dog training, not giving an equal human being the tools that they need to be successful. I feel as if I’m just changing their appearance. I want to help where help is needed, but I don’t see how forcing a child to fold their hands and repeat tasks repeatedly is helping. Every day I am being told to work kids until they go into a tantrum where they cry and are restrained. Am I imagining this, or am I doing more harm than good? Perhaps it’s good that I wish to continue with clinical psych and not ABA. I would love to hear from any and all of you and really even make friends.",7.166174609084138,6.703700066455699,7.67903201787044,73.11540953090099,64.15822784810125,10.853015636634405,33.778108711839174,10.328600350310266,3.3832061057334317,1295,48,239,27,17,429,165,316,0.076,0.7659999999999999,0.159,0.9722,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,7,10,8,15,1,0,17,0,26,10,1,3,3,52,53,22,0,8,6,0,4,2,1,2,7,2,0,7,12,22,0,2,4,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,5,7,36,11,41,41,7,36,0,0,1,2,31,16,0,5,14,168,48,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327598167004156,0.09705279979590398,0.0,0.0,0.07931836283889708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141195110314996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198201457004252,0.12338835217217635,0.10047397185085524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281222111431137,0.15044471382976635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186268862357537,0.0,0.1193847227880004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703880707725687,0.0,0.19654638745089112,0.11145334251230064,0.10482740493699323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692819908528987,0.08332676009457213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011482382741842,0.0,0.0,0.22378107150777654,0.06628850053557753,0.2934931974036977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146037005041752,0.0,0.23454152526932565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823854121759126,0.11396762205788065,0.0,0.20598834042920766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105420863525288,0.0,0.07785728422368725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945850853791186,0.08995900943741546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421648262855035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086263644303453,0.20368894877414725,0.0,0.0,0.1102613379719887,0.0,0.11170769905710276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472178232096995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804466157989205,0.09294599786098508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882765072211028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748961553584173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229066850246013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879656814037605,0.09258242598376464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341288283980174,0.0,0.0,0.33965765285033284,0.0,0.0,0.08285683518205908,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,b-nst,2019/01/09,"ABA therapy Our little one was diagnosed Friday with Autism at 20 months her dr has recommended us adding ABA therapy and I was wondering what other people have thought with this therapy, and if anyone has used hopebridge. 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In autistic subjects, the amount of bufotenin was over double the amount in neurotypical subjects. I think the implications of this are huge. In the Wikipedia page about bufotenin, it is referenced that its chemical structure is very similar to the structures of DMT and psilocin. I believe that the way serotonin is effected by those chemicals plays a role in the Default Mode Network in the brain, which is where information is processed.",10.024242424242424,12.29384566666667,8.098181818181818,63.125606060606096,58.24242424242424,11.92727272727273,44.96969696969697,11.645159339076185,6.209842424242425,676,40,90,20,9,201,83,132,0.034,0.909,0.057,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,13,0,10,3,2,2,1,11,14,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,19,13,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,0,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223107075098745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184398465727411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804496540563363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583582667567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960337774300486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017914499197185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544883730751165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30927814656289376,0.0,0.29752659093764144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DJH0gan,2019/01/09,"Friend with autism claims hes a god. Hello, sorry in advance for my ignorance about this topic. My has high functioning autism so his traits are not as extreme as most cases, but I notice it a bit. He's a good dude and seems to really enjoy my presence however he sometimes says things that make me worried. He knows a lot about tech and physics and he often boasts his intelligence compared to other people. He often refers to people being inferior than him and him having the ability to have power over them. Sometimes he takes it to a point where he claims that he is a god compared to him. It worried me because these things sound kinda anti social personality or narcissistic. Or maybe these are attempts at humor. Is this typical with autism or is this something else?",5.3002194357366745,7.096075586206897,5.826771159874608,76.76579937304076,69.0,8.031347962382446,28.35423197492163,8.575989854853784,2.263413793103448,620,22,105,10,11,200,94,145,0.09,0.757,0.153,0.9017,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,21,14,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,4,17,13,3,7,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,9,0,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697450180981064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094944296308344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029966251564948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482539139985926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094841891344444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202742561181571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545785083915736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631382096211423,0.0,0.0,0.12808821711251608,0.0,0.19277952563071074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846829619695027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660650454554306,0.1675511453690385,0.0,0.0,0.18139828967956445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292979356260025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259881106108458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468965650160845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560792194196933,0.0,0.14772647227334432,0.37956868384102616,0.2148053997444288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427757027657606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496668160692315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897476818205373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OnlyForF1,2019/01/09,"As a subreddit moderator, one thing I've noticed is a high number of banned users claim to have autism. What can moderators do to make rules easier to follow for our users on the spectrum? The rules most commonly broken are the ones regarding civility, refraining from insults etc.",8.380933333333331,9.236079760000004,8.61,63.01833333333335,61.4,13.06666666666667,36.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,5.2472666666666665,228,10,36,8,3,75,43,50,0.166,0.76,0.07400000000000001,-0.7251,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44153868011653336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182953240569906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642696332368929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507404179038685,0.0,0.0,0.5365508903077488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630216617688608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Muhnamajeff,2019/01/09,"Looking for some extra information on Multiple Complex Developmental Disorder (MCDD) I’ve taken a great interest in this disorder, but I am very dissapointed in the lack of information on it. Here are some questions I have in mind, that I am posting here in hopes someone that knows more than the average person who just had a look on Google 1. Can you get officially diagnosed with MCDD? Or is it still in some sort of research phase where there isn’t enough information gathered on it for official diagnoses? 2. How “high-functioning” would someone with this disorder be? Could you go past your childhood undiagnosed, or does it affect the sufferer so much to the point where it would be impossible for it to go under the radar? Thank you. While these are the main questions I would like to be answered, I would also appreciate extra things such as more obscure symptoms or info similar to that. Thank you.",6.961069844789357,8.351338067073172,7.348935698447892,68.92910199556543,64.67073170731706,11.08558758314856,35.64079822616408,11.022393298168332,4.351885365853659,729,34,122,21,11,238,103,164,0.079,0.795,0.126,0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,0,11,7,0,0,8,0,17,3,0,2,0,31,27,9,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,14,2,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,10,6,23,17,11,20,0,1,2,0,13,13,0,11,5,99,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828720100088557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811373971474893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27487627671190873,0.0,0.0,0.4655742277576112,0.0,0.11849806445244045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399145631825679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074605313668614,0.0,0.15391306642980931,0.0,0.0,0.14928982784520142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306793163229514,0.0,0.13449252559449348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441770739215063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661544085434077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742032535855536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672533849865906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954181366031792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292640152674024,0.0,0.1182346502424933,0.0,0.0,0.12800606816271304,0.0,0.12968519703103898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30338002404715825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294646378753185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081384740139324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074267239912566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933437758745955,0.0,0.0,0.08996028155130212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172730016857847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384765064061014,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Confused_Alpaca937,2019/07/01,"I think my friend is autistic As an autistic person myself, but was told I am very high intelligence and low spectrum and would be able to (which I am) able to hide the symptoms, and look at what people laugh at and laugh along etc. Now my friend, gives off clear signs of autism, that I myself have to actively try and hide. And he sat me down today and told me that he struggles to make friends and feels bad as I (who am SO lucky) have a loving boyfriend who gets me and my quirks. And us two are his only friends and is very lonely. How can I help him? Is there somewhere he can make friends? He is very antisocial, and wont speak to people even when my boyfriend introduces people to him.",5.555341726618707,5.338917582733816,5.193444244604319,88.77491456834534,67.41726618705036,8.101079136690647,28.16636690647482,7.1686216300943375,1.1870784172661866,540,15,119,4,8,165,83,139,0.102,0.622,0.276,0.9889,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,3,0,16,2,0,3,1,23,27,18,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,1,6,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,3,19,9,14,20,1,9,0,2,1,1,22,6,0,1,3,79,25,0,0.2830939491595693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818581135304215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578622929094002,0.09349044174863662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157040335825622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467942071894488,0.0,0.07395245208200718,0.13578475591700595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487595337866024,0.14955215011171688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886380913051768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775167092111206,0.0,0.18896740932455408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076528525188844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943925492422573,0.12359335848174265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797563097388536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712150395698406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906975858943941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416998124831678,0.2705084001466371,0.0,0.09610110435223884,0.0,0.13827082658461964,0.0,0.1702635822001799,0.0,0.0,0.3503732340801448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005509095603782,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PsychologicalLoad1,2019/07/01,"Adults in this sub who got diagnosed for Autism in their late 20s what prompted you and how did you go about it? This is extremely confusing for me. I'm 28M and have trouble connecting with people. I've stuttering as well. Single af. Question is how do you go about it? Do you go to a psychologist and say you've autism? If you say so, the psychologists are going to believe you right? They aren't going to challenge you by any means? This is different from physiological stuffs where you go for some problem and then they track down the underlying cause e.g cancer with solid evidence. How does diagnosing autism/adhd/depression work really? Last week I was talking to my therapist about how I'm not getting anything done in the weekends and just stare at my phone, sitting in couch watching TV and doing nothing. Now this might be a phase of depression.. Everyone goes through this once in a while - but the therapist didn't disagree with me. Does that mean I got diagnosed with depression ? Now I may have symptoms of Autism, but does that mean I've autism? How does one get diagnosed for something really? By thinking you might have something and seeing a doctor? Which doctor do you go to and how do they diagnose ?",4.119360902255643,6.59236264035088,4.688145363408523,80.78868421052631,73.91228070175438,8.377944862155388,28.401002506265662,9.107695989026183,2.6435160401002507,974,40,176,23,21,310,127,228,0.075,0.9,0.025,-0.8791,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,10,4,2,15,8,0,1,8,0,21,9,0,7,0,35,39,21,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,1,1,13,12,0,0,5,2,0,7,3,6,1,1,6,5,21,2,31,29,2,26,0,2,3,0,21,10,0,7,8,123,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095405607538092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278266508221647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597379217730693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040161725307793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484093983244872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385524588302084,0.4685284572695079,0.0,0.09645766871678853,0.0,0.18899258125021856,0.3231691930141415,0.09447827096600757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821838505990813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646969765609358,0.0,0.3672841956491588,0.0,0.1476779427224538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525539840458771,0.10414413173337957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30169976059535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958797873172909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858620978478753,0.0,0.0,0.09832076139038573,0.06256031382835504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400500010041132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834044437741014,0.0,0.0,0.1034226571558062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182886904343214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884316072702229,0.0,0.1468375810218706,0.0,0.0,0.07356931290035408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214919297653766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568750988085067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595873163003044,0.0,0.07420556383939685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143877567624258,0.0,0.059156717884534964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405577567091169,0.0,0.0830092783741642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721209281899343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LeOssa,2019/07/01,"Toddler glasses/goggles recommendation? My son, who just turned three is on the spectrum. He has broken every pair of glasses we have gotten him, multiple times. Usually my ripping off the arms when no one is looking. He has a very high 'script in one eye (-9.5) so the correction is a must. Most of the sports goggles with adjustable strap instead of arms (also a must) are just too small for his face/pupilary distance. Does anyone have any recommendations for prescription sports goggles/glasses for younger kids/smaller faces(pupilary distance of 49)",6.619710526315791,9.311988694736844,5.561250000000001,76.34187500000002,67.31578947368422,7.276315789473685,37.13815789473684,8.07648339933343,3.3030263157894737,446,24,67,6,8,133,69,95,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,0,10,3,3,0,3,9,13,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,5,0,11,10,1,8,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,3,46,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511145212500759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135382802090275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956382554422546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747931837650127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645678507182869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317699121042807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26369019421087025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255640249342645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310236701696744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415538491560251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458388056930582,0.25909200009857736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shay_DaBop,2019/07/01,"Does my autism make me not feel scared about my surgeries? Hi, I am someone that has autism. I also have scoliosis. So far I have had 11 surgeries in my lifetime. My first one was when I was a toddler, so I can see why I wasn't scared about that one. I was just oblivious. But when I was around 8 I knew what happened during my surgeries, yet I did a happy dance when my mom told me I was gonna have one soon. I am gonna have my last surgery in a year or less, and I am pretty excited about it, even though I can visualize how the surgery could go wrong. This brings me to the question: Does my autism make me happy about surgeries, or is it just me being used to them?",2.7520422535211253,3.4403964577464805,3.825464788732394,92.9276338028169,73.85915492957747,6.806760563380282,24.76338028169014,6.742157984588678,0.5819160563380277,515,15,123,4,10,167,78,142,0.023,0.8440000000000001,0.133,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,18,6,0,2,5,0,21,0,0,4,0,16,33,12,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,3,0,4,10,2,28,3,9,19,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,8,92,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955329838910516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534835401965508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932975309105108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054247518490684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526032145793165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823605433511328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843568581627298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099176430302625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431608932913296,0.3715321951573942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224661186698073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329697446759394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438065557993731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547516670462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753649983779773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548793684675966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34942418426653965,0.0,0.13905959863763284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785933509769272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145238096853566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674905249566266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071814113766638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746555278214766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079616515873954,0.0,0.1123768779900181 autism,Zovlo,2019/07/01,"What is autism I am a normal person and I am pretty ignorant to what exactly autism is, to me when I see people with autism they seem normal so what is different about them?",2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,75.57142857142857,8.095238095238095,20.238095238095237,8.841846274778883,1.3233809523809528,137,3,27,3,3,46,24,35,0.061,0.845,0.09300000000000001,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547600282010259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.665378591881549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540290723070856,0.2964840921677086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454469012801717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705793314981609,0.30911578733104217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OMEGA1202,2019/07/01,Sensory issues in stores I have an 11 year old on the spectrum also with adhd. There are some stores that he would not go into. I noticed that it's when they start to speak over the louadspeaker. The thing is he is ok in other stores no matter if they speak over the louadspeaker or not and sometimes it's even loader in the stores where he is ok. Has anyone else come across this? Could it be the frequency they use?,3.073571428571426,4.833003976190478,3.5590476190476217,90.91928571428572,74.71428571428572,6.704761904761906,20.333333333333336,7.447530270364453,0.4475904761904763,330,7,69,4,7,103,58,84,0.026000000000000002,0.904,0.07,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,7,2,9,0,0,1,0,13,13,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,10,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,4,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267069951627977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173957673842832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900815855108632,0.27853914588199724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341719253079591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704752909700087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270930975121429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955223073582624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449678668258734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837374046106546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094993546023357,0.2852574603303697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886341112430834,0.0,0.1924145462072408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060291762266129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478833054879386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311214896837844,0.0,0.0,0.17506040995729846 autism,jayjeroo,2019/07/01,Obsessed with certain websites. Hey. This is my first time posting here. I’m wondering if anybody else becomes obsessed with certain websites? I find myself spending hours on certain websites and sometimes just refreshing to see when a new article is uploaded. I re-read the same stuff over and over. Does anybody else do this? I do the same with tv shows. I watch re-runs of certain shows over and over.,3.239624624624625,6.26549806756757,3.243693693693693,86.45160660660662,81.83783783783784,5.451051051051049,33.8978978978979,6.937597516519254,2.4896204204204198,323,19,54,4,9,98,48,74,0.047,0.831,0.121,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,4,16,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,4,10,7,2,11,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890806546052626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290578769476113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437314571179261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923338776304365,0.22264314107155325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577695480738526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527983331368689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506827098039632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618193336679481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085796664499788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887596018926384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963941064305605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262765574583698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838550836809262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,uchihashin,2019/07/01,"Suicidal I’ve never been truly happy. Living in a bubble, I have no friends and I’m turning 20 this year. I do things without thinking before hand and then go into regret about it forever. I have no plans for the future. I’m barely living, I’m just breathing. Just to fit in, I always make a fool of myself, so I can make people laugh at me, even if not with me, coz I have no other way of being part of a conversation. I have no social cues. I don’t know how to put my feelings into words. I wish I could just die so this suffering could end. I have extreme anxiety, I always dread social interactions, going to uni is hell coz people.",1.7537531806615796,3.6168996870229013,4.250706106870228,84.03091921119595,78.84732824427482,6.198727735368958,20.84033078880407,7.1686216300943375,0.7023277353689572,493,13,97,6,12,173,85,131,0.29600000000000004,0.624,0.081,-0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,4,0,13,2,2,5,1,25,25,7,2,5,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,1,2,16,3,15,21,1,15,1,2,0,0,5,6,1,1,5,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906087761406443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358985276228133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859546675398813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788523104616924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123617269901213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546684723197138,0.0,0.0,0.11534006997808267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829710478741276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491706946985513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849010078383794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589462898645948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597091775899612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30839924060542595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331309362477037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346837890839256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910498027258324,0.0,0.24212997318607904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554925528163814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560222712737177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910145610997325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601500617105545,0.11189449646658807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994499139315096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861148552052974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008134476691903,0.16833504790995307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245463145804192 autism,im-so-curious,2019/07/01,"Need to get this off my chest I work with children in an inclusive classroom and there’s a child there with mild autism. He’s been diagnosed and undergone (still undergoing?) therapy. When I first started teaching him last year, I honestly had no idea how to deal with him. He would throw temper tantrums and run out of the classroom. The saving grace was one of the boys in his class is extremely helpful and close to him and always managed to calm him down. So I’m teaching him again this year and I just have to say that I love him so much. He responds best when I hold his hand, look at him directly and tell him to calm down. He’s incredibly sweet and thoughtful. He still struggles to understand social cues but I believe that he’s trying his best. Honestly, seeing him brightens my day and I’m so glad that I got to teach him again this year.",2.769767964071857,5.059933982035929,3.318948353293411,89.85770396706587,77.44311377245509,6.809730538922158,25.40755988023952,7.865858978985527,1.4037428143712578,673,25,137,11,16,210,98,167,0.039,0.745,0.217,0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,13,14,2,1,5,0,6,4,2,1,0,24,17,16,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,6,14,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,5,5,23,11,20,11,3,23,0,0,2,1,29,8,0,0,13,89,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840982713283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095066796032288,0.3743556800794706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502745938023942,0.18388135179367665,0.0,0.18103166874144894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171294431901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093185750399468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265080376949082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955096364690328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013467557384778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538722401602694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977749807245871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097688426028742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111513916033052,0.1322516969499404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120861367475287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183904901563033,0.0,0.0,0.14212984585962815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181558188593253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624414218561514,0.0,0.28487708928644506,0.0,0.0,0.18646062199323907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589452150514008,0.0,0.20397023035649126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159793513320554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109474765421327,0.0,0.0,0.18567907398852296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298482208907592,0.0,0.0,0.12670184283196484,0.0,0.0,0.3445740208526334 autism,cerophane,2019/07/01,"struggling with new job in food prep, need advice any advice, suggestions, recommendations, etc are all appreciated!! i’ll try to keep this short, but for starters, my friend who i recently reconnected with recently got me a job at a small fast food joint that makes different types of salads and sandwiches (and some other things of that nature) similarly to subway, except our kitchen is closed off. she worked there for 2 years and knows the owner and my coworkers pretty well. this is my first job working in food service, and i only really took it because it’s been a while since i’ve worked and i need money. i am honestly not quite fond of dealing with rushes when they come. ive been there a week so far and i haven’t disclosed with my employer or coworkers that i have autism because i’m nervous to. anyways, so far i’ve been getting the hang of things alright but i’ve had two more challenging issues: one is that the oven (think subway sandwich toaster ovens) is brand new, and it doesn’t have a lot of foods programmed into it, so my coworkers use a lot of shortcuts that are confusing to me. my boss has casually mentioned that he could add more buttons if needed, but i’m anxious to ask him if he would because i feel like my coworkers will get annoyed having to sort through more buttons. this one is a bit of an easy fix but i need to work up the courage to ask. two is that we measure portions of ingredients by hand, and therefore by weight, in order to keep the proportions for each respective recipe accurate. i’m struggling with learning how to measure weight by hand, how to pick up a handful of diced chicken for a salad and say “yes, this is approximately 85 grams” my coworkers tell me im overthinking portions and often have to correct me (because i’m not confident enough to measure them on my own, i usually ask if i’ve grabbed enough). we have a small scale at work, but using it takes more time and i feel a lot of pressure to keep up with their pace so in really antsy to get the technique down. ive tried to think of different ways i can “train” myself to measure more appropriately by hand, and i’ve considered buying small weights of 10,25,50,75 grams. i was thinking i could just hold them at home and try to memorize how heavy they feel. another thing i was thinking is that maybe i could bring them to work and keep them nearby, so when i grab ingredients with one hand, i could easily grab a weight with another and see if it balances out. sorry for rambling, i just really want to keep this job. i get free food and tips, and it’s overall pretty nice. i’m just worried that food service won’t work out for me for some reason or another. thanks for reading and have a nice day!",7.929584790209787,6.7182299450757625,7.750454545454549,75.66587412587414,62.99621212121213,11.077622377622378,36.595571095571096,10.125756701596842,3.4734953962703967,2153,86,418,39,26,690,246,528,0.055,0.7909999999999999,0.154,0.9959,7,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,3,0,7,10,18,20,1,5,20,2,36,20,5,10,2,99,76,41,0,14,17,0,15,1,1,3,0,1,5,0,26,36,15,6,11,2,3,5,5,6,1,6,8,17,48,15,70,61,19,45,0,0,1,0,25,23,0,14,16,271,74,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636600857374416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049008054634323,0.18730252450993293,0.0,0.06726464613404401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698904758345953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518313323686413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500360595449739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128950053236776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015532019100445,0.0,0.0,0.03839916989405868,0.06138439730754891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441583263599094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304402119269298,0.0664042143839053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031751003778596,0.042536269120276235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064574281151443,0.43198497545451936,0.0,0.04600140931555362,0.0,0.12443134815196055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047620563637431015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972471191135007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643147495235612,0.062145578491924335,0.23634194760379626,0.2646149205144075,0.0,0.0,0.032722304802264665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029088839151732018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185948256030524,0.0,0.0,0.03974423571676016,0.0,0.0598171719519039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659628082964454,0.0,0.11501058870809515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104004230773464,0.04528379111917272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114967988992635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332943091888914,0.05955734621875217,0.0,0.1144309164910823,0.0612183046322316,0.11757956997697575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047349578701540544,0.0,0.0,0.04744665428225399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925312364603813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665153620786289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449085011609405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044767597605614204,0.0,0.05204166247852668,0.05481756820393774,0.0,0.0,0.11866964958381995,0.15260647306803124,0.0,0.0,0.03471897208072432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615250124166762,0.12127376750314747,0.0,0.1163262669298037,0.0,0.0,0.10284901735201138,0.06557625679506192,0.0,0.035118962187527546,0.04726105974819962,0.0477603860541831,0.29002072768004644,0.05353471954499383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034270899229697,0.060467012835104285,0.0,0.04229638396786793,0.0,0.0,0.038342602247871616 autism,ddswan4816,2019/07/01,"Coward ashamed of his kid I found out yesterday the child of my husband's cousin is autistic. I wasn't supposed to know this because apparently the child's father is ashamed. I was told 'in confidence' that this boy is autistic, with the expectation that I never bring it up. I have two nephews on the spectrum. I call bullshit on their hiding and their self-inposed shame. A supportive family and community can support these kids and make them whole. Hiding is SELFISH and more importantly, damaging.",6.141238095238094,8.291960933333332,6.206507936507936,73.465,67.44444444444444,9.142857142857146,36.19047619047619,9.606745405546679,3.8743809523809527,404,21,65,9,7,128,65,90,0.267,0.63,0.10300000000000001,-0.9525,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,0,7,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,15,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,0,11,2,9,11,2,8,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,0,2,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176461505129178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709682962145431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501633929149689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909600581845827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583818166517787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713382671636782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466657356660356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27683455140345353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6022682519314112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25356852934677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592239659072942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962715971963017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spacedetected,2019/07/01,"dental hygiene hi! just wondering if any other autistics experience this too. i often only brush my teeth once every three or four days (gross, ik) because brushing my teeth+flossing+mouthwash is literal sensory hell to me. i literally can only bring myself to brush my teeth when the feeling of the grime gets too much. does anyone else have this? and if so, do you have any tips to manage it?",5.3168075117370925,7.702710563380287,5.6447183098591545,75.66923708920191,70.12676056338029,8.11361502347418,27.32629107981221,8.841846274778883,2.3993079812206566,314,11,51,6,6,100,57,71,0.10300000000000001,0.877,0.02,-0.8048,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,8,9,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,4,8,0,4,9,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772239388409903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393415320595828,0.2841845686743225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907398254679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887203384397035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271659171607374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169581338755504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368486118965226,0.0,0.0,0.2713079328635179,0.0,0.0,0.14023980862740487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490735333143304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388898212397175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953756807946665,0.0,0.4218843188537376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007813543477174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,vesperaven,2019/07/01,"Want to anonymously share your painful or positive experience as an autistic adult? This website came about through a discussion on a closed autism Facebook group. A few of us thought it would be a great idea to create a website similar to Post Secret, where information from autistic individuals could be shared anonymously and collected in one place. From the About section: There is a huge disconnect between the lives and experiences of autistic adults and the perceptions that non-autistic people have of autism and autistic individuals. Surprisingly, some of the most damaging misperceptions come from the autism experts (psychologists, doctors, educators, etc.) who are supposed to help provide the understanding and materials that autistic individuals need to flourish. Instead, these experts end up doing massive amounts of damage on account of their lack of knowledge and sensitivity. This page would like to help address this problem. We'd like to bridge the gap between our reality and others' perceptions of us. Through anonymous stories, secrets, and experiences from autistic adults around the world, we hope to educate, inform, and dispel stereotypes. If you would like to be a part of this new adventure, please feel free to [submit your experiences](https://autistic-secrets.blogspot.com/)! These can be anything from what you'd most like someone to know about autism, to an experience you had (positive or negative) with a doctor or therapist, to a breakthrough you had in understanding something about yourself. We're aiming to have each post be between 100-500 words.",13.315262467191602,12.964544397637795,10.922480314960632,54.453982939632596,51.8740157480315,13.820997375328085,50.30052493438321,12.745084868956482,6.792806824146982,1303,74,174,34,12,393,148,254,0.053,0.779,0.168,0.9798,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,5,6,1,0,8,15,0,0,19,0,19,3,0,0,0,46,29,14,0,10,4,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,3,12,16,0,0,13,0,2,2,1,4,0,1,4,1,12,12,45,14,11,18,0,2,0,0,26,12,0,8,6,132,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127449371626014,0.10955662901186908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075702825577396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601220134264584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982597991851288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519306649531985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090017364765104,0.0,0.13725337295542978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815365506660091,0.0,0.0,0.06222688828128847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568292562217935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497979819736674,0.0,0.0,0.12223431167660273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892881377158606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763496483854264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049927107643776,0.0,0.10867131565294423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125337683811152,0.0,0.11885985981638053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339407482662782,0.0,0.1309530493557103,0.0,0.0,0.1332706718888342,0.0,0.0853198687956833,0.0,0.12857988635798778,0.1350917284350088,0.0,0.0,0.2357302864774617,0.0,0.0,0.11775947366312955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042751332865105,0.094743773729738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289145574310752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770226040350778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562362964013962,0.2960713482333716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258870629904852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622719695098855,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Opioidofthemasses,2019/07/01,My boyfriend has a great little trick When I’m feeling strong emotions (which easily trigger sensory overload and shutdowns for me) my boyfriend does this wonderful thing we call the shushy. The shushy is when we breathe deeply together and when he breathes out he goes “shhhhhhhhh” (making a shushing noise). It’s incredibly comforting and feels to me like the mental equivalent of a rocking chair. It always soothes me whether I’ve been crying or I’m having sensory overload or even if I’m just overly excited which can also trigger a shutdown in me. It also puts me to sleep really quickly. The shushy is a calming and a sleeping spell :3. Anyway I just wanted to share the shushy with everyone because it’s one of my favourite things! I recommend you all try the shushy if you can :),5.173252873563218,7.419184434482763,5.479741379310343,77.29731321839084,70.17241379310343,8.419540229885056,34.15229885057472,9.075114841892004,3.3294712643678164,633,32,107,13,12,201,92,145,0.051,0.727,0.222,0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,0,1,10,8,1,0,12,0,7,4,4,3,1,23,15,14,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,14,7,10,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,5,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32418142893466806,0.1686538954435449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355763374741975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069686345819392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226448906942141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737494138328672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799839856894386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387449863606574,0.0,0.0,0.19367849680207228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497179578055152,0.14480141442794756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346588178907767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902384812658672,0.20314812060804285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529681060818075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042633360491065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734764622491624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375892386080455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984807949299415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40567174621831603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693157857171659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376128609822921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955151458197685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980810920013766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheSludgiestThoughts,2019/07/01,"UPDATE: Traveling Struggles Link to the original post here: https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/c079kx/traveling_struggles/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share I would honestly say all in all a success... In the sense that we all survived 😅 I had some learning moments. And I even found out what comic I actually want to write/draw! I might post it here soon because it has to do with my experiences as some who's on the spectrum and has ADHD. But there were really really REALLY tough moments, one big ass meltdown from me and one really bad PTSD nightmare. A lot of times I was very homesick. Very VERY homesick. And a lot of times I thought I was going to explode on my stepdaughter. She's very well behaved in a lot of aspects, but a lot of her 'quirks' could ignite literally anyone on the spectrum to go into, like, perpetual meltdown. Mainly her questioning EVERYTHING (in times where we don't have time to question things), not understanding her tone and always wanting to argue and 'trick/troll' you. Ironically, I think she's also on the spectrum with ADHD. Especially with how she takes even the gentlest of criticism so personally. Her dad definitely is on the spectrum. We saw some really cool things and had some cool experiences I'll cherish for the rest of my life. Was it worth it? Tbh I'm still deciding that. I know some people will regard that as an ungrateful response, but I'm not going to lie about my feelings just to appease some. One thing that's for sure, I'm extremely relieved to be going home. I can't wait to have all my stuff, be able to take my medicine (cannabis, it helps with my mental and physical ailments. I'm a spoonie, and it's extremely illegal in Japan), and hug my big chonky cat 💕 Thank you for all who listened, and for the great advice. It really kept me going through hard times.",6.135451807228918,8.094070171686749,6.0807662650602445,75.11965542168679,67.16265060240963,8.926457831325301,30.74987951807229,9.3871,2.858006361445784,1475,58,254,30,25,464,176,332,0.087,0.75,0.163,0.9823,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,3,2,0,2,14,19,1,1,16,2,20,3,1,3,6,63,44,19,0,4,6,1,2,1,0,3,1,2,3,1,18,20,0,2,11,2,1,6,4,6,1,3,10,7,33,13,43,28,17,34,0,2,1,2,22,15,1,13,12,179,51,2,0.09382857933238256,0.0,0.09156315849311726,0.0,0.22552743740235925,0.09168820179243577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503468099277431,0.0780728944553171,0.10166322650547012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560712429233573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834294452016245,0.05719703107563319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491448569591969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394578346126298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432707700222435,0.18356470975971068,0.0,0.0,0.04744254894381777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287819424832068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662471957526124,0.0,0.0,0.10344633995793537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405197727062276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289131890492855,0.0,0.09411771538511852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156573337173966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627390042321354,0.04583990439719342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190788112265693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455713924965993,0.09953729506421763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907420209750252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504892278916155,0.08192749633601831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972368477101028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968058813800223,0.0,0.2102189650628476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606539432304645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461625228852653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493162465815767,0.0,0.0,0.0980900034869095,0.10741127504465113,0.0,0.0,0.08843232560514562,0.0,0.14109482909435325,0.0,0.0,0.08638474958205802,0.0,0.0,0.18700661664069365,0.060121565004209676,0.0,0.07448941123589588,0.2735609957907976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767886012758634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096736178919121,0.11068505420980744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436316117918925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665313068426816,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BigCreamCat,2019/02/05,"A Study of Empathising and Systemising - Participants Needed Hi all! =) Firstly, thank you for letting me post this here. I’m Martha, a psychology student from the University of Bath. I’m conducting some research under the supervision of Dr Chris Ashwin at their Centre for Applied Autism Research, and would be delighted if any of you would be willing to take part. It is a 20-minute questionnaire which can be completed via the link below. [https://bathpsychology.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_5aINyEuguqAtujr](https://bathpsychology.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_5aINyEuguqAtujr) The study compares men and women with and without autism on a recently-developed measure of empathy. The aim is to identify whether there are differences on specific aspects of empathy. Firstly, this might contribute to the development of better, more targeted support in the future. Second, it might be linked to why women with ASD are so underrepresented. If you have questions, feel free to comment below or to email me at mb2153@bath.ac.uk. Thank you for your time. Best wishes, Martha",9.609113597246127,13.05128163253012,7.800550774526679,60.255421686747006,60.98795180722891,10.285025817555939,37.15834767641997,10.451354775682146,4.82444199655766,885,42,114,23,14,264,111,166,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,5,1,4,3,6,0,0,11,0,16,1,0,0,1,23,25,9,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,8,7,28,15,5,13,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,7,4,87,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898435054790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905043009983656,0.16775062329936982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886885002362892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816823224224675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959045212896368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226720301078457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395380357798112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024268023585215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064035119611645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053977041511524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816545941996587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124775086835048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523901707008827,0.0,0.0,0.1426107190905936,0.0,0.0,0.3492513888831432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060002857730757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115065460457976,0.0,0.21811493835051196,0.1828382960567191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694769456126924,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,marffff777,2019/02/05,"I think I may have Autism where do I start I am 21 years old, I am in college to become a math teacher. I always have found it really hard to socialize well with others and when I was growing up (according to my parents) I was bad with things like personal space and how to talk to my peers. I also used to run around and wave my arms around while day dreaming since I was very young. As I grew up I learned to manage alot of these behaviors, to either not doing them at all of only doing them in private. I still feel like socialising is hard to do, and while I got the hang of it, I still have often find myself feeling akwerd when speaking to people. I have never been tested for autism in any form. I don't like going out with anyone and I don't like to make eye contact with ppl when I speak to them if I can avoid it. I have always had alot if trouble reading and writing as well. I work as a substitute teacher and within the past year I occasionally would sub for the assistants for some of our schools autism students (which I love to do). When I would work in them I learned about about what it means to be on the spectrum and started to connect the dots that I may be on the spectrum. I have no idea if I actually am but I feel like there is enough evidence for me to start looking seriously into how to find out. So I have two main questions: One, if what I described above seems like it may be autism or not? Two, where would I start to look for a diagnosis? I apologise for the long post and thank you to anyone who is willing to help.",5.788340401991519,4.888463235109718,6.413501751797899,82.5029301124839,67.11912225705329,9.386760095887883,30.6769315876821,8.4952907291091,2.031643776507468,1208,38,262,15,17,397,163,319,0.04,0.8540000000000001,0.107,0.9602,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,4,2,20,14,0,1,12,0,36,3,2,4,2,58,55,28,0,7,9,1,5,6,0,7,0,2,0,1,13,18,0,1,13,2,0,5,6,4,2,3,7,10,45,10,54,38,8,44,0,0,3,1,18,18,0,14,26,206,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.10537291304072943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635157464434581,0.17969603612781826,0.0,0.0,0.07343010930272714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100426670904504,0.0,0.0,0.1922502032248888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015879766640322,0.0,0.11925543701615395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963817321201572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157221476609916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637938118308766,0.15428188083039948,0.0,0.0,0.19738354505592307,0.0,0.0,0.11839450707819832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613675278412873,0.0,0.08636147781804887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345775828614425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237672429663912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189628743727847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165214703818175,0.0,0.0,0.09555891054038353,0.18135202516389826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745617446171546,0.0,0.07207749486926178,0.0,0.0,0.11762188585077207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328084014002238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133068558553512,0.0,0.07317004903205747,0.08212366304672675,0.0,0.0,0.1198990220595016,0.0,0.10307913733128694,0.07485974268756447,0.0942839793770206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341500074049263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096232310916125,0.0,0.10800923049826583,0.0,0.0691747591193689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928153446662134,0.0,0.0983009452707687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932217975436814,0.0,0.0,0.110072021517595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057152261865738,0.0,0.17246595025876366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679024148563651,0.0,0.0994134852440638,0.0,0.0,0.07173712032080415,0.06918923009342627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109615584897901,0.0,0.0,0.09326005880863006,0.0,0.08909481648010588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417399296997764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572214660113785,0.0,0.0,0.2301177021109547,0.0,0.0,0.13907117180415093 autism,oryx8o8,2019/02/05,"Finding the Right Words I'm posting this in hopes of inspiring anyone that might be going through what I have and not realize it. Background: Younger sibling on the spectrum. High functioning/ difficulty in interaction behaviour at times. Sibling always discussed living independently but their current life skills are lacking for that to be considered a viable option in the near future. Parents are separating and are moving to their respective homes. Sibling moving in with one parent; I've moved out long ago. Event: A couple nights ago I was tossing and turning in bed, feeling sorry for myself and stressed out about how to help my sibling cope with moving out of our family home while managing their expectations of them being able to live independently in the near future. Whenever we discussed this, the conversations always ended up being bitter and putting additional strain on our relationship. I've realized that my parents and I have simply only ever told my sibling ""yes or no"" to her endevours, but never provided any solutions. Somehow we believed that because she is high functioning ""enough"" that she would be able to pave the way herself. Of course, over the years my sibling became more distant and reclusive and as a family became frustrated that we were going no where. It's clear that she needs assistance from time to time and we want to offer her help, but we all came from a place of dead ends. And it finally came to me that we failed as family support in not providing her solutions, we failed when we always resorted to just ""yes or no"" resolutions, and we failed in not listening deeper and preparing her with skills rather than assuming she would pick them up herself. She had every right to become distant and reclusive if she knew that we were only ever give her a yes or no answer, and our frustrations as a family finally made sense. I spoke with my sibling yesterday. I apologized and said I'm sorry that we as a family never offered you solutions to your goals. I'm sorry we said No more often than Yes. I said that her feelings towards us is fair and I'm sorry that we ever made her feel unheard, and that going forward I will be more proactive in providing solutions and avoiding closed ended answers. And it clicked. I asked for forgiveness and asked if we can start over our relationship. She acknowledged that I finally understood her frustrations and is said to feel relieved that I found the right words to how she has been feeling all this time. I've tried to discuss this realization with one parent and eventually they understood and will try to be more proactive in their parenting style going forward. Said parent texted me this morning and said that they had a good conversation with my sibling about everything and is happy to have our family finally understand and be able to rebuild our relationship. I know this is such a simple idea and I'm ashamed I didn't realize it sooner. My parents don't completely understand it yet and it will be a learning curve. But I'm glad I've realized it sooner than later and I can finally have a sister again. Tldr Neglected to hear siblings needs. Ruined relationship over time. Realized we offered no solutions in preparing them for their future and goals. Apologized and on the path to helping sibling achieve their goals and rebuild family relations. 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Given we are living in the UK we have been struggling with the local NHS. Therefore, we want to have an additional diagnostic for our son (i.e. to rule out things like brain inflammation and other pathologies/check for other options available and potentially overlooked by us all this time). &#x200B; I was wondering if you could suggest the highly acclaimed, recognised clinics/medical centres with substantial experience of working with the autistic children in countries like Israel, the USA or the EU countries. &#x200B;",10.101406593406594,10.377023338461543,8.445164835164835,67.59269230769233,57.92307692307693,10.505494505494507,43.956043956043956,9.957137785484203,4.747142857142856,614,33,90,10,7,185,93,130,0.028999999999999998,0.8959999999999999,0.075,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,6,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,12,0,10,4,1,1,2,20,13,4,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,19,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,4,8,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426613160970826,0.496430233650049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202480116813702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873071143086847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822245535678587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332126977871072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388437612430646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306386263561595,0.0,0.12025171597197185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126814980186584,0.13718962546902885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290071272279878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304252703906198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423676044000252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904736570893026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940915943227335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163810879905518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032401595765143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768420235200247,0.09914254251759916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496430233650049,0.08769711867823131 autism,failedvessel,2019/02/05,"Got an adult autism screen screening *Spoiler alert: My assessment was negative (I probably am not “on the spectrum”.)* Since some people here are undiagnosed and some are adults, I thought it would be a good idea for me to briefly talk about my experience with the autism screening process. I am currently a graduate student at a large state university. I’m a 26 year old male. Last summer I went down to the campus mental health clinic, primarily because of depression, suicidal ideation, and anxiety. I had also had it in my mind for awhile that I could have autism. I don’t make friends easily, I have trouble with attention and social cues, I tend to get obsessive about specific things, I have a few verbal and physical tics, I have sensitivity to pressure and texture, I am very clumsy, I have a slightly stilted and broken manner of speech. I mentioned autism to the triage worker at the clinic and she referred me to our university’s autism research center. So I sent in the application. A few months later they sent me a packet of question, and asked for permission to send questionnaires to my parents. These were general questions about work and living arrangement, as well as current and childhood behavioral questions. Once the Autism center got my packet and the packets from my parents, I was assigned a psychologist and got an initial screening appointment. This was just a short(like 45 minute) interview. Basically questions about current and past behavioral stuff. The way my psychologist described it to me, basically the initial screening appointment is to clear out any obvious negatives. After that, we scheduled a full screening. In the meantime, my psychologist conducted interviews with my parents to get some idea of childhood and developmental issues. The full screening basically consisted of two main parts. The first was an IQ test, and the second was behavioral observation types of tests. The IQ test basically involves some spatial reasoning and pattern recognition, as well as some word games. The behavior observation stuff consisted of a set of interview questions and games. My understanding is that these test mental and social aspects that are signs of autism. Obviously I don’t want to go into detail, so as to not bias anyone else’s results. Suffice to say, it was basically painless. My psychologist’s conclusion was that while I do have a lot of the low priority symptoms, I do not have strong levels on many of the higher priority symptoms. This is fairly in line with what I expected. I assumed that I either had a little bit, or was just close but not quite over the line. Fundamentally autism is a diagnosis based on subjective factors. My psychologist theorized to me that many of my autism-like symptoms are likely better explained by long term depression and anxiety. So overall it took about 9 months, but that is mostly because our university’s autism center has a bit of a backlog. Other psychologists who are qualified to diagnose autism likely could have gotten to me faster, but most of the steps would likely be the same. So to my estimation, if you wanted to get started on the process, but didn’t have my access to the university’s mental health clinic, you could mention it to your general practitioner doctor, or you could seek out a psychologist/therapist in your area who specializes in autism. As a side note, it looks like my insurance will cover most/all of the cost for this. PS. I maxed out the non-verbal section of IQ test that was given, and did pretty well on the verbal portion, so my aggregate IQ was around a 145(like 99.9th percentile). My psychologist actually seemed pretty excited because she hadn’t seen someone max out their non-verbal IQ chart. 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He's 5 years old. And I just had a question for anyone who was diagnosed young and live with autism. What is something that your parents did that you didn't particularly like, didn't approve of, wished they hadnt done? What are some things that you really appreciated that they did for you, things that you wish that you could say thank you for? Ive been doing a lot of research and there's just so much information going out right now and I wanted to see if maybe you guys could give me new or confirm information. Thanks for you time. I hope to hear from you guys. 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I've tried several different antihistamines to combat it, but the only one that really works for me is Benadryl. Unfortunately, Benadryl makes me a zombie and makes it harder for me to empathetic and relate to people, to the point that my partner has told me I can't take it this year because of what an asshole I become. I was wondering if anyone else had trouble with antihistamines, or allergies, and which drugs seem to work better than others. &#x200B; Thanks!",10.000500000000002,9.473154050000002,9.91,59.63500000000002,58.5,12.8,37.0,11.979248473330829,4.772300000000001,455,17,68,12,5,150,75,100,0.10099999999999999,0.79,0.109,0.4206,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,2,0,11,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,9,2,13,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,47,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740110136680304,0.23259357316016016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384377324486182,0.1961301521189012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598258636511578,0.11668651141383254,0.21140591611178527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929348464908095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999908550155852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198387156216567,0.0,0.15990500588049586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612777484253036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000789763011957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554572965616235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970965210979046,0.14558185903504853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270499759783178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809516883735849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24525428256090906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425957180305618,0.0,0.21624762391819186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439223599191747,0.0,0.0,0.17623178823318486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290790655563915,0.0,0.129960118097808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758443379926275,0.2787088696850873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259357316016016,0.12326678437316665 autism,Phishingtackle,2019/02/05,"I need some help.. thought id ask here? Iv always assumed im on the A.S somewere, however having recently seen a blog by some1 about stims iv realised my stkms are all there and im not the only person that does them. Im 27 is this too late to ask to be diagnosed as i feel itl massivly benifit me, any answers or questions i can answer. Just want some answers so I can make my choices..",1.135092592592592,3.126812185185188,2.9266512345679025,92.11368055555558,81.46913580246914,6.025308641975308,26.174382716049386,7.1686216300943375,1.1906160493827158,301,13,66,4,8,100,64,81,0.0,0.982,0.018000000000000002,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,1,1,17,14,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,6,11,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,5,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682112098404218,0.0,0.0,0.13747401212278604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779798910762156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205185577038472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769093646309758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221689116855223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550189108862154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550942751686754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804243193057835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349416812466727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989720274714322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153749865776572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765161055449996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226462632718587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996061135258295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049045026071032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923771374033118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lubodogg,2019/02/05,"I’m tired of arguing and I want to like my kid again. Sorry guys this is long. I have a 9 year old son. I would say my son and I don’t really have fun anymore. We used to have fun. I will say since starting school I have more trouble connecting with him in a positive way. Now I’m the more disciplined parent so you know I’m always the bad guy. Dad pitches in too but their relationship is pretty solid. My son was diagnosed with mild to moderate autism and ADHD. He is high functioning so yes he has issues but he really is a pretty easy going kid to outsiders/new people. People would describe him as quirky, funny and imaginative. He fits in well with a group of kids at school. Overall is doing ok. He has a laundry list of things that are hard to deal with but that’s him. For example he has problems with textures, disorganization, transitions from tasks and expressing his feelings or understanding others perspective. I know some of what he is dealing with so does his dad. I have ADHD and his dad is probably autistic, never formally diagnosed. Very similar issues as a kid. Over the years I’ve developed coping mechanisms to help me be successful in my life. I’m not saying I know it all but it keeps my anxiety and depression down. I can tell my son has similar issues. He gets overwhelmed. Anything that he doesn’t like to do turns into an argument. Which is everything that doesn’t involve his interest. “Why do I have to?” Is his favorite line. I try to create structure for him. We are doing small amount of work over the week. Dad helps with homework. I also help him with chores. Like I said every activity or chore that is asked of him turns into an argument. He is using his diagnosis as a get of jail free card also. Some of his previous teachers have told him his uniqueness (autism) is special. This has led to some very difficult behaviors. Now I’m yelling all the time. Im beginning to resent him for all the work I have to do. I’m doing it for him so he doesn’t feel overwhelmed. I feel hurt and disrespected all the time. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t like who I am around him and I am sure he doesn’t like me either. School is getting academically harder for him which has always been easy for him. He doesn’t like his teacher. I’m at a loss. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so exhausted. WTF do I do? 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I’m always told I’m autistic and I just have always been alone. I have never really had friends just family. Just I have been taught to be silent and no facial expressions etc (went to Christian school 1st - 5th). And I am always so stressed when around people I just go silent and emotionless. Just how do you make friends I am just strange to everyone at school help I guess. 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Maybe Even When You've Done it Before? I'm going to a Sam Harris talk and I'm so excited. It's in DC and I'm going to ride the metro all by myself for the first time. I've ridden the metro before but never alone so I've been researching the DC metro constantly to see how it works and to look up roots and other things like that. Just looking at pictures and familiarizing myself with imagining how it would feel, and playing out images in my brain makes me feel less uneasy about the whole thing. I've been watching one of his talks every morning trying to prepare myself as if I just hear about Harris three hours ago and had to do a paper on him tomorrow. I do this with other things too. If I'm going to watch a movie with friends, I watch all the trailers, all the reviews, all the clips available online, and all the \*spoiler heavy\* reviews. It's kinda sick because I always prevent myself from having any real experiences, and my friends always get mad at me when they realize I watched a review before watching the movie. I watch videos of the rollercoasters I go on, and when I went to Slam Camp last year I consumed all the media on it I possibly could. I also Researched how to pack bags every way I could think of and what exactly to do on a plane and how Florida was like and everything else. Is this normal?",5.098337330135892,5.7605757482014415,5.756354916067147,81.30061550759393,68.49640287769785,8.19216626698641,27.67466027178257,8.167268648758528,1.7743614708233406,1110,34,212,14,18,361,149,278,0.053,0.8640000000000001,0.083,0.7341,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,16,7,1,0,17,0,15,2,1,6,8,48,34,27,0,6,5,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,16,17,0,1,5,2,0,8,1,1,0,3,6,12,24,6,33,25,8,31,0,0,9,0,9,10,0,3,14,147,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301708306384696,0.0,0.0,0.12036310436728705,0.0,0.09293664025167477,0.19339943635129198,0.0,0.0,0.07902979974616546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125983382125496,0.11907542041094688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084323982202143,0.0,0.3955596922602248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297337418840568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558651636725954,0.0,0.185575536928887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170003365814363,0.11892771396419248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416449327476967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675853709140606,0.0,0.1958313445352519,0.0,0.20889207804017174,0.11368001548166876,0.0,0.0,0.11752301856893765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885193752105943,0.0,0.0,0.17957396563282085,0.0,0.060717244778875565,0.0,0.3302367027822229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098211243647204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144478070979024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473027400069872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355300369820664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195181709088538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775740365881693,0.0,0.11675301844189215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963173528483293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386546988620427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874990759690792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101431190588453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227746757138892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260785693573342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681751858093604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23162311647720124,0.0744655162684303,0.0,0.0,0.06776557057701768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890197163448512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224560774624337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773194388913024,0.0,0.12974926442334664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460549148478758,0.0,0.0,0.08255539899807415,0.0,0.0,0.0748382847479871 autism,TwistyTangy,2019/02/05,"Why are autistic people told to smoke weed? I mean, I have autism and I get told to “smoke this joint, your autism will go away” and I get really uncomfortable. Isn’t weed extremely bad for you? I was told it’s bad countless times throughout my life and now suddenly out of nowhere nearly everybody wants me to smoke it. I don’t understand.",1.8918181818181807,4.57770628787879,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,84.60606060606061,6.936363636363637,21.88636363636364,8.07648339933343,1.3071272727272731,269,9,55,6,8,84,47,66,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.8965,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,15,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,8,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863721940765504,0.0,0.38860361830377976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431610878877733,0.0,0.1322535569613567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436883794262433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348768848077113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133071661689802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907897168584522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569415017804154,0.0,0.0,0.6670885989300528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225767048875624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725745445721468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998315215398594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fatmama923,2018/11/21,"DAE find their sensory sensitivity has increased with age? I'm 32 and I feel like my sensitivity to touch and sound has worsened over the years. I also feel like I get to meltdown point a lot easier. I've been out of the workforce a couple of years due to a physical disability so idk if it's because i'm not being forced into interactions? so i'm not used to it anymore? idk just wondering if anyone else had experienced this?",2.2430457516339857,4.724178611764707,4.890980392156866,76.8183006535948,80.52941176470588,8.013071895424838,25.91503267973856,8.841846274778883,2.3885816993464046,342,14,65,9,9,121,59,85,0.077,0.768,0.155,0.7722,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,13,7,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,10,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013143815741921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496559483953888,0.17602070774505718,0.2579348097349013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345683871141902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854274701242016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029437249627847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545720798585855,0.3596826294760427,0.0,0.0,0.2300835072754328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152244960058054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597244588884815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401821366339552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797329889161806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742036716711435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729985719048451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324221382897319 autism,parkerontheweb,2018/11/21,"Interview parents of autistic kids/teens/young adults- $10 Amazon gift card Hey everyone, I'm working on a new project for parents of autistic kids/teens/young adults. I'm looking for 5-10 of these parents who are interested in sharing their opinions via a 15-minute phone interview. In return, I'll email you a $10 Amazon gift card. If you're interested, send me a message. Thanks!",3.926607142857143,6.557015430555558,4.4825396825396835,81.24500000000002,75.25,6.8920634920634924,35.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,3.023938095238095,309,18,53,5,7,98,47,72,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.9558,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,8,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,2,2,19,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465133317357968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664032315216816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491611034513022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8593770991349327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375156224419671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878143305671951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1completecatastrophe,2018/11/21,How do/did you handle school? School is making me feel depressed. I can hardly bring myself to go there and it’s making everything worse. Does anybody have any tips on how to handle the sensory and social overload at school? ,2.955714285714283,5.87626219047619,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,81.85714285714286,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.6592419047619047,180,5,30,2,5,56,35,42,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,18,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379413211052446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074537236552864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210779589498517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647085490061613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178685060151745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688718507952413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576466329289376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155394643742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7312943258686593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552804572028405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454585247255083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ERSupremeGentleman,2018/11/21,"Autism and dating I am really struggling mentally with this hope writing helps I go on dates and my autism must show, they seem to have a great time but get second thoughts about second dates but they do this thing I call 'killing em softly' where they dont just say no to date just stuff like your a great guy ectra but dance around going out again, they reply back to messages and chat via text forever but to go out no. Im wracking my brain to figure it out only thing I think is my autistic nature is too much for them. Generally its the younger women early 20s I have this issue. I think its my facial expressions and I have difficulty saying goodbye its awkward for me I actually wish they would just say f**koff to me then I would know ok she does not like me and I can move on to the next and not overthink these ones",2.34213855421687,4.548026873493981,3.0996234939759044,91.31883283132534,78.4578313253012,5.836746987951808,21.218373493975907,6.9077264865688965,0.4030132530120478,655,18,136,7,16,206,105,166,0.073,0.763,0.16399999999999998,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,6,0,9,9,1,2,4,1,12,2,2,0,1,33,23,11,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,3,0,2,11,11,0,0,6,3,0,5,5,3,0,3,1,4,25,6,17,19,1,22,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,12,95,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.147339070413332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440819567634302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609774359698186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685486106217656,0.15417203275691102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212753385766204,0.0,0.17695268333169384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788831579174452,0.0,0.2574238742608729,0.0,0.0,0.33292183926157204,0.0,0.14949837061892965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120171275237444,0.0,0.0,0.14996165389875232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308914492808455,0.1575885676674544,0.0,0.0,0.1670419543079167,0.0,0.08297712033104411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752677851815654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215684154272746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047260533162205,0.11099096356915962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057370486197242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231098956440736,0.1148304988737043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967245225608828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602067501006278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745059787185154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784175828412605,0.1728411041890745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061475605426546,0.19348951358380315,0.0,0.1198648101240228,0.08804026310252575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362469798593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145100819320604,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ItsSpookyTime,2018/11/21,"A question for you all Hello, I have a question for you guys! I myself am not autistic, and I was just wondering if someone could explain what the differences between being Autistic vs Shy/Introverted? I'm having a difficult time understanding the differences even though i know that having autism is far different than just being shy or introverted and I want to be more informed. I would love to know more! Thanks so much in advance! 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I often feel like if flirting isn't initiated on my terms then it is very overstimulating for me and I shut down. This happens even when I really like the person who is flirting with me, touching me etc. Is there anyway to cope with this? I get so sad knowing I'm hot and cold with a person I care about and I know that if I had initiated it there'd be no problem but for some reason if I don't I just completely shut down? does this happen to anyone else? 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I think it's cute and wanted to give it a little online boost. I don't think she knows what reddit even is. Here is a link for her website. [https://remarcableworks.com/](https://remarcableworks.com/) Here is a link to the youtube video about the book. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRjg4OjrATk](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRjg4OjrATk) Tell me what you think. &#x200B;",9.552266666666668,14.124674093333335,5.753333333333334,68.65666666666667,68.06666666666666,5.466666666666668,21.66666666666667,6.937597516519254,0.5764666666666671,427,10,62,4,9,115,51,75,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.9431,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,13,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,7,12,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,0,37,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805681649939153,0.31464804950823405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103156283648244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441114887104112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484048484474565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231009270491768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595321805786213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337091099789186,0.2450212126815405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194043261535716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263304451379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977669236836356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273321347039268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31464804950823405,0.0 autism,Nevin1999,2018/11/21,Any amount would help :) I am a 19 with functioning Autism and am currently working 2 jobs and would love any help I can get to get a apartment ,11.260344827586202,5.887335034482759,9.961379310344828,75.29655172413794,60.72413793103448,14.358620689655172,42.793103448275865,11.20814326018867,4.278282758620689,112,4,25,2,1,35,21,29,0.0,0.625,0.375,0.9118,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4511913580650629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34664261098648336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447188331570199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292023715075361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994097661350889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415118520190581,0.0,0.0,0.4713194606234784,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kapuchinz,2018/11/21,"Please help me, I am desperate. I am really failing to find a reason to be alive. I don't seem to experience and enjoy life like other people. I pretend like I do, but I don't understand. I feel like everything is a lie and no one means what they say, they only say it because it would look bad because they told the truth. When you remove what they say and measure them by their actions it doesn't line up. Does anyone else feel this way?",2.9489047619047635,4.306728588888891,4.370952380952383,86.625,74.2222222222222,7.365079365079365,23.968253968253972,7.957251820313856,1.1748253968253972,343,10,72,5,7,114,61,90,0.134,0.6859999999999999,0.18,0.3407,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,6,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,13,16,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,6,15,5,5,13,0,5,0,1,1,0,12,1,0,1,4,46,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178920434751598,0.1931194561365188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737245666413002,0.2297906301428436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493962499855078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745038402064335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939316427824494,0.18436905523948624,0.0,0.0,0.1906017325089263,0.1346497470767077,0.0,0.0,0.17226679034397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263337932922428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312859998044674,0.2762445965907725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827525687874644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530936095991892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277185440406629,0.14334710464685602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306679094765334,0.0,0.0,0.2068938219354981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074475329678395,0.1937882519006711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496592386833452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158460017298738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010017865932265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621374045334802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496062036771062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338903839316255,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonymous--addict,2018/11/21,"Need some serious advice. My brother, 9 years old, has been eating the same food for 6 years. Oatmeal, Mashed Potatoes, and Applesauce. He drinks Pediasure as well. He is non-verbal and not potty trained. He has a tablet that he is heavily reliant on, but refuses to use it for communication. We listen to his cues, like his sounds and his body language to tell what he wants. We moved about 4 months ago and he has had a hard time adjusting, but we've been making do. Well about two weeks ago he got sick. Just with a cold, nothing serious, a small fever and some congestion. As soon as he got sick he stopped eating, but he was still drinking his Pediasure. We talked to his doctor and went in to see her but she said as long as he is drinking the Pediasure with water, it'll be okay. We were buying the off brand Pediasure because it is very expensive and he didn't seem to mind. Well today we got the name brand Pediasure because we are receiving shipments for it now. We tried to give it to him and he completely shut down. He has been refusing everything and it's been over 12 hours. I got him to drink a few sips of Sprite, but that was it. So he hasn't eaten anything besides jello (stopped eating that too yesterday) in two weeks. And now he is not drinking anything. I'm so lost on what to do. We're going to talk to his doctor tomorrow and see if she can help us in any way. I'm just so worried that he is gonna end up in the hospital with a feeding tube. They'd have to sedate him because he would freak out. This is an extremely scary situation. If anyone has any advice, please, I'd love to hear it. 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It seems like we disagree on.virtually everything. I am asperger so I tend to argue with bullet points while she argues with emotion. She kept calling me emtional abuser when I say that is not a reasonable argument. For example, I say moving him back and forth between our houses affects his sleep and I even used the past month sleep data to back up my claim and some article on sleeping patterns for autistics, her response, ""he is malleable just need more time to adjust.'"" I would say two months? Two months later the same pattern, oh day-light saving screwed up his sleep. I say non of these were happening before over night, she says I have autism so I naturally hate changes but not our son, he can be different. Regardless, wondering if other parents have similar issues and if there is any recommendation for dealing with this. 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In subreddits people tend to think I'm being rude when that's not my intention at all! I typically just say what I mean and don't have time to type big paragraphs. This happens often on the internet, less often in person. But I have had times I came off as thoughtless in person when I was just being honest. I don't really know how to not be honest. Does anyone else have experiences like this? I'd love to hear them. 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Might not seem like much but it was hard, the convo was about 1-2 minutes long, and I did stutter a lil but I still made eye contact! Btw this is the same person who posted about the crawl movie",0.7211904761904755,2.5554501666666667,2.6797619047619072,94.17000000000002,82.05555555555556,5.2253968253968255,20.007936507936503,6.1826913282559595,-0.036339682539682894,260,7,59,2,7,87,54,72,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.7468,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,9,5,4,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,6,5,1,4,5,3,7,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,5,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680697644835205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551003664694726,0.0,0.0,0.26357985556999325,0.25011137281554363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818242948338756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159621653447227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894735774279436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648540313000432,0.2600632167761797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852492855433971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190804530050256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27114320172071565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378561559716382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823183813990406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33252876817478305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,datrueryacu,2019/07/30,"I have Asperger's syndrome but struggling in math I'm an aspie, but I am also currently failing at maths. I hear all over the place that we are meant to be brilliant at maths and that we will always be the top of our math classes, but that has never been the case for me. I am the one person who never understands an equation. I'm good at some bits in the subject but most I can't do Does anyone else go through this? Is this yet another stereotype? Because it is frustrating that I'm meant to have a great ability but don't (Post also on r/Aspergers)",3.6673684210526334,4.559169201754386,4.976271929824564,84.76598684210526,71.89473684210526,8.156140350877193,29.16228070175439,8.472884824447931,2.048301754385965,435,17,90,7,8,145,76,114,0.11800000000000001,0.723,0.159,0.7399,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,8,0,15,0,0,0,3,16,23,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,1,9,2,12,17,4,15,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,4,67,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557329711952789,0.18506843999963066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332232122982645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555188677242328,0.22789210468768675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558310329888024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282133673336306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463827746462653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580054084754494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640448714341745,0.18655250306441395,0.0,0.24521510177445105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25067968835693216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430828080283196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071525361224195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420560805082024,0.23237802232551005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301363426837205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325181364355623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154353877709205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dontchabotherme,2019/07/30,"Living in your mid 20s with autism Hi everyone! Sorry I’m advanced for the long freaking post here. Anyways I want to hear about other adults who’re living with autism. I am what they call “high functioning” Or as people say I don’t look like I have autism🤣 ya know the classic line. Anyways I live in LA I’m 6’6 half asian and white and 25. I feel uncomfortable most places go to. Which sucks cause I’m very physically active (play football, go to the gym, hike, boxing etc) I have weird ticks where I move my hands a lot and I’m general move my head a lot and fidget a bit. Seeing as I’m quite big i think it sometimes makes people around me very uncomfortable. It’s even worse if I go out with a friend to a bar or a club. I get very anxious and nervous and start moving my hands and tugging on my shirt as if to fix it if I feel people stare at me or don’t like me. It’s sad cause I feel it’s been really bad this year. I sometimes can’t even just go on a walk or enjoy working out because I feel people look at me weird or think I’m the “weird or creepy guy” I especially get these looks a lot from women (I’m gay btw not that it matters just putting it into perspective) who seem to think if I am by them and move a lot they seem to think I’m hitting them or maybe feel threatened or weirded out by me? But I mean... I can’t help it. I’ve started to isolate myself from friends a lot recently cause of this. I always feel likes burden because I’m big and also have my rice so I just always feel people don’t like me or think I’m weird or creepy which just makes me kinda sad. For awhile I was pretty social minus some anxiety but now I just feel I can’t help but notice when people stare at me. Sorry for the very long post hope it didn’t put anyone to sleep haha. What kinda problems do other adults who autism have and do you ever feel this way?",1.155669533169533,2.9496372601010137,2.7976904176904185,94.0672113022113,80.43939393939394,5.3921921921921925,19.036036036036037,6.243973517019112,-0.19217477477477413,1449,33,330,11,37,477,184,396,0.10300000000000001,0.807,0.09,0.6667,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,4,3,18,23,1,1,15,1,17,7,5,5,1,79,64,33,0,7,23,0,11,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,22,18,1,0,18,4,0,12,8,13,0,1,3,20,45,10,36,60,9,42,0,2,7,1,22,18,1,26,13,188,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570433891860507,0.11870624208357675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456803339701642,0.08058374657890237,0.0,0.049876306194274335,0.0,0.0,0.06349972892111441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059558420387969074,0.08696545279503948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787499689678541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283694448852812,0.0,0.0,0.21982981302829555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955294038149154,0.09422692907339268,0.06452298940347673,0.0,0.06815984435848974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246039528410814,0.05095889338910066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022033485970456,0.0,0.07453502547212404,0.0,0.16215624502294207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062892229659767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320620329090832,0.0,0.0803952412728852,0.0,0.09562335531388053,0.0753651366801656,0.0,0.0708477955768645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920166193112125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939492896796707,0.0,0.18895978676147168,0.12625141224351774,0.1797002693994315,0.0,0.0,0.30321540268113395,0.0,0.0,0.09522801658955247,0.0,0.07166159494889845,0.0777003898193784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30325433316166445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121083657624571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967116780961189,0.0,0.0745257315972671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366307947298541,0.07256928909512149,0.0,0.06825415059723793,0.0,0.14341474935339546,0.0,0.0758693177688624,0.0,0.0,0.0456964765558661,0.0,0.07043077466726938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672528839442716,0.0,0.0,0.05684158595109048,0.12987415925030374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138253223623046,0.07271298974899065,0.0,0.0,0.14109640112305027,0.15969846900452422,0.10097692311511387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285301800203453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354222403872388,0.04207288243803672,0.05661924176646691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192983052727545,0.0,0.07269240114630929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593483680209733 autism,melior3,2019/07/30,"I think I might be Autistic So...you know...the title, due to some recent things I've read online I've started to research more into Autism in adults and how to diagnose it, symptoms etc. I've read through the DSM5, taken some online quizzes on various .orgs and really started to think about my childhood and difficulties I've had in my life that an ASD diagnosis may have allowed me to deal with better. I'm reading books written by PhDs and experts on the subject as well as blog posts written by Autistic adults. The question I ask here is: what resources should I also be looking into and reading that have helped you learn to compensate or find better jobs and what not? I'm 31, I live at home, I drive for Uber, I want a better life.",9.688229885057474,6.737602937931037,9.052931034482755,73.20100574712643,61.0,11.321839080459773,40.7183908045977,8.841846274778883,3.609873563218392,586,24,111,6,6,187,93,145,0.016,0.894,0.09,0.8479,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,2,0,24,21,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,6,9,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,11,4,21,12,5,14,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,6,5,69,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795547500930847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378923297913565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913545550577705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206573748519187,0.0,0.1497091137671855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450118067985886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481207442936394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886595501228458,0.0,0.14795424833100346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463707152690334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810619901836143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083668325555368,0.0,0.0,0.13024495752645726,0.0,0.1238626183726944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564738966714887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412639617247736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652334464002137,0.0,0.5901585531606539,0.0,0.09449209935297838,0.0,0.14563818173662935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880212590759464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330868859360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979922617287725,0.18902373314700927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699915807602455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261996477517365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,glitchpoet,2019/07/30,"Recruiting participants for online interview-based research on the neurodiversity movement and its impact on personal identity in autistic young adults Hello, my name is Alexandra Saba. I am an undergraduate student researcher working with Professor Rakesh Bhandari in the Interdisciplinary Studies Field Department at the University of California, Berkeley. I am currently conducting interview-based research to establish the impact of engaging with the neurodiversity movement online on personal identity in autistic young adults. This research is close to my heart, as I am on the spectrum myself and have found that the neurodiversity movement has greatly impacted how I perceive myself. I also feel that there is a lack of research by autistics for autistics (especially young adults), and I would like to help change that through this research! **Participants will be compensated with a $15 Amazon.com gift card upon completion of the interview.** * I am looking to conduct 30 minute to 1 hour long online interviews of individuals that identify as autistic (diagnosed or self-identification), are between the ages of 18-35, and engage with the neurodiversity movement online through forums such as reddit autism or neurodiversity groups, WrongPlanet.net, facebook neurodiversity or autism groups, or other forums and groups closely related to the neurodiversity movement. Engagement with the neurodiversity movement online can include just reading posts and infrequently posting to forums / groups. * Participants will be asked to complete a consent form and short screening survey (linked below), which should take around 5 minutes to complete. If you are eligible, you will be asked to provide your email address and Skype ID for contact purposes. I will then email you to set up a date and time of your preference for the online interview. Interviews will be conducted via Skype audio or text chat, depending on your preferences. The interview will involve questions about autism and how it relates to your identity, your engagement with the neurodiversity movement online, and its impact on your sense of self and identity. With your permission, I will make an audio recording and take notes during the interview. The total maximum time commitment for this study is 1 hour and 15 minutes. * All study data collected will be confidential and protected through encryption. Personally identifiable information, such as usernames or contact information, will not be published or presented. * If you have any questions or concerns about this study, you may contact the Student Investigator, Alexandra Saba, at alexantoinette@berkeley.edu. Or you may contact Rakesh Bhandari, Principal Investigator, at rbhandari@berkeley.edu If you have any questions or concerns about your rights and treatment as a research subject, you may contact the office of UC Berkeley's Committee for the Protection of Human Subjects, at 510-642-7461 or subjects@berkeley.edu. If you are interested, please click on the link below to access the consent form and screening survey: [Consent Form and Screening Survey](https://berkeley.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_3Ld3Rj1Ln0mWvit)",11.848550394860125,14.135306850622413,10.352709142015794,48.53222527104808,54.14522821576763,12.858358988087273,47.29112568598581,12.306276458036287,7.038424762414673,2610,153,297,80,31,812,222,482,0.005,0.925,0.07,0.9802,1,0,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,17,0,1,11,7,0,0,29,0,36,2,1,4,3,71,44,42,0,9,17,0,1,1,0,14,1,2,1,8,13,28,0,2,12,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,1,8,30,7,68,23,6,47,0,0,5,0,54,23,0,22,14,224,43,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006183312072011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112403772214385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120066119373319,0.2352497178920165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310103912804286,0.0,0.3957601109976957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770480719588878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361845002582994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795530394635944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387171632949647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490974875657724,0.08433459664129422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478150130955931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146937152418092,0.0,0.0,0.11134687641948153,0.10565724023095502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398592939631576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295839144878113,0.0,0.1381127453376115,0.0,0.0,0.24100185408677244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228421012697886,0.0,0.12585420210887885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744972352412674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251572068005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920219367369848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673348651939142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159857017761068,0.0,0.0,0.08937902701062161,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,siristaci,2019/07/30,"Does anyone else find it difficult to describe pain? I'm not sure if this is an autism thing or not, but I can't really describe how pain feels. Any time I mention feeling pain to my boyfriend, he starts asking a lot of questions and I never know how to answer. Especially ""is it a dull ache, or is it more of a sharp, stabbing pain?"". To me, those describe intensity, not the kind of pain I'm experiencing. I can describe where on my body I feel the pain, usually whether it's internal or surface pain, and how much it hurts, but other than that, most pain just feels the same or I'm at a loss with how to describe the differences.",5.8880427446569215,5.347036409448819,6.5376827896512975,80.50503937007876,66.79527559055117,9.776827896512936,33.103487064116976,9.23628265651192,2.6399817772778396,492,19,104,8,7,162,77,127,0.318,0.6709999999999999,0.012,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,0,0,9,0,5,9,1,4,2,32,15,14,0,1,12,0,5,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,0,6,8,2,12,15,5,8,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,8,4,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032997100038747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231451647987326,0.1059672540137896,0.0,0.0,0.09668487289938388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148776525027058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805315503464163,0.0,0.0,0.0905046000481953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863951523677121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917149010572866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452511464000488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071454704615212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769727798875584,0.05683759372064166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792501653481875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602649102352929,0.0,0.07976481483622344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8803796951505152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158554271155205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625427701281278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320206655092132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974732688912244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870845814778169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030574073088939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139038543880394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,vitaminDeficiency22,2019/07/30,"My Autistic 14 yo brother won’t do anything for himself Okay so I’m currently 17 and my Autistic 14 yo brother won’t do anything for himself. My mom expects me and my dad (me and my brother moved in with my dad last November) to do everything for him. I need to wake him up, make him brush his teeth, make him have a shower and do his dishes. My dad also has to make his bed, do his laundry, take time off work everyday to pick him up fast food because he won’t make himself anything all day. He will just eat potato chips and my dad has to prepare special meals for him. Which he usually wastes the whole thing to. On top of all that he makes a fuss about everything and is just very nasty/bratty to everyone. Like every time I have to make him do something he yells at me and throws a temper tantrum. I can’t even look at him or talk to him or he gets very nasty and yells at me “don’t look at me!”. There has been times were he has not even wanted me in the same room as him. Its like he hates my guts or something for no reason. Like I’ve not had a proper conversation with him in at least 5 months. Despite me being home a lot (but still busy) because I did online schooling. All he dose now since he’s on summer vacation is sit in his dark musty room, play video games while eating chips and drinking Soda all day. Honestly it looks more like laziness to me then anything. Since my mom babied him his whole life I mean literally waited on him hand and foot. Since she’s a stay at home mom. She never enforced him to do anything like everything was a option. Even things like brushing his teeth because he would throw these huge temper tantrums. So she just gave in. I mean he still can’t talk right despite having speech therapy his whole life and was literally still shitting his pants at 12. I mean come on. But she doesn’t understand that we have life’s. We can’t constantly be adjusting are schedules and catering to him for everything like she did. My dad works full time Monday to Friday and I’m going to college in September. But I’m currently volunteering, doing side jobs, going to classes for my hobbies, going to the gym, hanging out with friends etc. On top of that I do my own laundry, my own dishes, make my own bed, make my own food, take care of pet maintenance for are many pets, water all the plants, clean the house etc. I don’t know what to do here it’s like if everyone stopped doing everything for him he would rather just waste away then get up and do anything.",3.705895337568649,4.928795992031873,4.322068482825454,88.24081134919778,72.14741035856574,7.339377624636589,26.714977926133308,7.730073105063049,1.353098890922796,1956,66,410,24,37,622,225,502,0.053,0.852,0.094,0.9517,4,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,0,4,18,20,6,0,12,1,45,21,7,10,6,67,78,28,0,7,14,11,1,8,1,6,4,3,10,0,11,21,10,2,7,5,0,8,13,6,0,0,8,9,68,14,58,62,19,68,0,0,3,0,65,32,1,6,34,258,79,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301300687209028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273117971530973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062282715443200375,0.0,0.0,0.1212314050525928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758824316212847,0.0,0.0,0.05710395393143675,0.0,0.07163718031112529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550461228422153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494008745073733,0.0,0.13566478741776072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478643059367973,0.13135403356411876,0.0,0.05585315105809899,0.12668806496023646,0.29789104541223405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603190378887274,0.0,0.051216376277222274,0.0,0.06926877722285453,0.0,0.113024360768378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544878406336277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299085240269629,0.0,0.0,0.0764910840356517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578373520871064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036431881117261686,0.054036133143983964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047019426581064,0.259092050200988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670036046686742,0.0,0.0,0.056358363187821864,0.0,0.0,0.35399884683653976,0.06720881896927718,0.0,0.21663148131104135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291817299591835,0.052912961646419385,0.07045699894976512,0.0,0.04915404605370969,0.051127819832357216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815834061931413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661227793431204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709018059638716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804691049330153,0.16451016725466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206832839678112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065754313931084,0.15882058857512826,0.05542236780533934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968538608321192,0.10656462692796284,0.0,0.0,0.07580970473538609,0.0,0.08808178584383862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461960531226834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901142264735334,0.0,0.0,0.07301033365801839,0.1093942788601306,0.03910023646283815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220350970692503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652149011097468,0.0,0.0,0.09418265869223076,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BigBananalord,2019/07/30,"Guy tells me I'm not autistic because I'm ""funny and intelligent"" and then diagnoses himself with Asperger's within 5 minutes of knowing me. I met this man who was 53 years old, I talked to him for 5 minutes on Reddit and he had already decided that I was lying about being autistic because I was ""funny and intelligent"". I told him that some autistic people can be above averagely intelligent for their age and that anyone can be funny. The guy didn't seem to know much about autism so I tried telling him a little bit about some of the things I do, I mentioned my brutal honesty due to not having any acknowledgement of how my comments will make people feel sometimes. He told me that he was also brutally honest and then goes on to diagnose himself with Asperger's! XD I thought you guys might find this quite funny, lol!",6.992651195499295,7.0380332721519006,7.3883122362869225,73.36041490857949,64.37974683544304,9.8070323488045,35.27707454289733,9.444778638647367,3.3051623066104083,659,28,116,11,9,216,96,158,0.067,0.745,0.188,0.9628,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,6,3,2,0,3,1,15,2,0,2,0,23,26,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,8,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,10,1,21,1,17,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,23,4,0,4,6,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645760120921458,0.12787485285453698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873993277890544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180831655564233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495150337794606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745733188598677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32459758044213244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085206580433223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614899545196502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749891183618807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757576757841479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026541752127596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673689609589536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169632452506877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754754631235505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779193175792298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171404795633606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007716379236182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557023382299747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814875123449804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852445835406895,0.2795255926023865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623284801711146,0.0,0.0,0.12694559868827252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055894887136684,0.0,0.10856404950049628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029726771284088 autism,throwawaylove37,2019/07/30,"My autistic boyfriend never says/said “I love you” My autistic boyfriend is very clever. He is also surprisingly (due to my lack of knowledge about autism,) good at reading my emotions. We have been together for 1.5 years. I love him dearly and told him I love him about 6months ago. From then, I told him I love him 3-5 more times. I guess that makes it roughly once a month? His reply every time was “thank you.” I know he might not feel the same way about me. But I feel like his actions are saying he loves me. He really treats me well and care about me. I can feel it. He has never expressed it verbally though. When he started pursuing me, he did say that he has never felt something so strong before. I really want to hear that he loves me. Of course, I won’t force or pressure him to say it. I know you can’t make someone love you when they don’t. I have been wondering recently if this has anything to do with him being autistic. Does anyone else here have difficulty saying I Love You? Tl;dr : Autistic boyfriend has not said ‘I love you’ but I can feel it from his actions. Wondering if this might have anything to do with him being autistic.",2.0957958245546813,4.409940740088106,2.8661788929323886,92.09228117218923,79.9251101321586,5.709940624401456,23.085424248228307,6.895973343053719,0.6767331545680908,896,30,185,10,23,281,118,227,0.079,0.805,0.11599999999999999,0.7507,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,6,1,1,11,20,0,1,2,0,26,9,0,2,3,33,55,13,0,4,7,0,6,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,10,5,0,0,10,1,0,2,8,1,1,0,8,12,44,19,17,42,3,18,0,0,0,9,46,1,0,8,15,122,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657689152493254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908367823648623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060403821335221514,0.08851372297586302,0.14217833327890392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735090014805448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880773364628764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559787380792911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216528024910424,0.09717378356269343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278480025668897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471951596724045,0.061714912883207775,0.08294509796388094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245734379138215,0.0,0.0,0.09516505504867943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973644634214484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949521070829834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042204340231311914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7017090219560431,0.0,0.1153280292605784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328597853061526,0.0,0.0,0.06895330471898285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988101388516855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199936965482518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864104095037629,0.0,0.1106834894620381,0.0,0.08529677223754323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434769962392495,0.2747937405003129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319545183137895,0.06650495768059808,0.0,0.0,0.06114518584303193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953357255215117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487482027608219,0.0,0.10074594606770763,0.0,0.0,0.1650930221187612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127834853737025,0.050953309652603945,0.06857000497342337,0.0,0.0,0.07767231638496833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873661022428646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563041626316277 autism,soljakid,2019/07/30,"possible diagnoses at 24 So I've had the same problems for as long as I can remember but since I was never diagnosed despite having counselling as a kid I just assumed I was just a enigma. A lot of the problems I have scream autism but I just chalked it down to being weird without reason. I asked to speak to a counciler about problems I have with depression and social anxiety and she said that she suspects I may be on the spectrum. She did the assessment where I say I strongly agree or disagree with certain autistic traits such as fixating on sounds or being flustered when my 'routine' changes. I got a 8/10 and I needed 6/10 to be referred to the autism unit to be diagnosed. Can anyone share their experience of being diagnosed as a adult with the NHS, I don't really know what to expect and what help is available.",5.3185934819897085,6.5222257421383665,5.9290337335620364,78.29948542024017,68.30817610062894,9.05225843339051,33.951400800457414,9.339509955726095,3.225825157232705,659,31,118,13,11,214,99,159,0.183,0.728,0.08900000000000001,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,12,0,18,4,0,1,2,31,23,15,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,5,19,3,24,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,5,3,95,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840552540083525,0.0,0.0,0.10822508843261493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469748854013625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373567846530285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331094171832267,0.6283897822731297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140357972657534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379092031933699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374511340874012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506250067267633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369745606418401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158758646430718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476668092022775,0.11937512078731895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449008723229473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443078516384044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915540250824056,0.1591386092888821,0.0,0.0,0.1753344554417556,0.0,0.1472302905041934,0.12308648777918554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803480343421814,0.0,0.0,0.1577777174422696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492014504022303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SotiCoto,2019/07/30,"Is it just me or are overt displays of 'authority' really intimidating and unwelcoming? Yes, before you ask, I fit here in the sense that I am autistic... ... But one step into this sub and I see the rules being swung around like a blunt implement of force, huge lists of threats, and right now huge blocks of red text here. I don't actually disagree with the content, but I can't help but get the impression that I've walked into a North Korea analogue. It doesn't exactly give an impression of being a safe place to interact. So do people get banned often? Does anyone even know? Do they get unpersoned in the middle of the night with nobody any the wiser? I know there is a connection between autism and patterns, rules and order... but is anyone here really comfortable with being subject to ***someone else's*** patterns, rules and order?",3.085158371040727,5.851233820512822,4.327285067873305,80.38242081447966,79.38461538461539,7.260331825037707,23.920060331825038,8.313332769828598,1.876549472096531,660,23,116,14,17,216,99,156,0.07400000000000001,0.76,0.166,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,0,10,7,1,0,12,1,13,0,0,0,1,25,21,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,9,5,17,18,0,18,0,0,2,0,6,12,0,2,3,77,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2205940377809372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372303790750366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31612147708797184,0.0,0.0,0.20123410926862992,0.21132800384223505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235351020533675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781953363716775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888373490495708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930514242634474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543083501702205,0.21684957245172798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151781794038524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484644156626015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043753589200557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121343870498874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317861198704674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567159190171471,0.0,0.23617611398309946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896292602400975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930470802619768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013409053279494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915330341489905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JT4019,2019/07/30,"Dissertation Research Into Autistic Opinions Hi I am a Masters student at Queen's University Belfast, I am conducting research into public opinion on autism interventions from the fields of speech therapy and ABA in the UK. I am particularly seeking views of adults who identify as autistic as I think they are underrepresented in current research. You do not need to be a UK resident to complete the research, but must be over 18. If you can spare 15 minutes to complete my survey the link is https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/PMXSF5Q The survey involves watching and rating 6 videos, it is anonymous and entirely voluntary, you can leave at any point and stop or skip any videos you don't want to watch. Full details are on the first page of the survey. The research has ethical approval from the university School of Social Sciences, Education and Social Work Research committee; REF 193 1819 Thanks for reading Judith",7.63016877637131,10.011602924050637,7.3943670886075985,65.49994725738398,64.0632911392405,9.317299578059073,39.74894514767932,9.725611199111238,4.5191881856540075,754,42,107,16,12,239,106,158,0.034,0.887,0.078,0.8755,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,0,1,19,19,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,22,16,2,14,0,0,3,0,12,11,0,4,3,71,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051958950337784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705528726506879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087233957610197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376044782520985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638785123479885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212810328884327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244581554272836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271021794663631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574898423035859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760629957905867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659500507077785,0.2566180179731812,0.0,0.0,0.14378481256241996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235541832538875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336400181581698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,stitchaloha1,2019/07/30,"Friends on the spectrum, what did a teacher or adult do for you as a kid that made a big positive impact? I work with young kids who are on the spectrum. Of course I am there to teach them as much as possible to help them succeed and transition back into school. However, beyond teaching skills, I really want them to be affirmed in their own awesomeness! Do you have any experiences or suggestions on how to really go above and beyond for these kids?",6.776744186046512,6.955594348837212,6.89706976744186,76.24909302325581,64.81395348837209,11.066046511627908,33.47906976744186,10.793553405168565,3.5896772093023266,358,14,67,9,5,115,63,86,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.9306,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,4,3,5,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,10,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,18,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,2,52,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191362994505449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477849866054577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152155009141631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489641529703168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313813073772095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599269944337124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049141310045325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368856927726373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632805799625984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128742520675603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32612713352454703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006727846614355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459675181665265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Annoying_Anomaly,2019/07/30,hate that i can't seem to remember/learn things i find boring If I find something interesting no matter how useless the info is I tend to remember it for at least a while. If I don't find something interesting I tend to zone out and can't concentrate. It's like trying to catch water with a sieve. It makes learning certain things so much harder. I really hate it and its part of why I've been at community college FOREVER.,3.4260168067226933,5.2128257529411774,5.249243697478993,79.05588235294121,73.82352941176471,8.621848739495798,27.43697478991597,9.23628265651192,2.4595210084033616,339,13,65,8,7,116,57,85,0.19699999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.8485,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,1,17,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,7,4,10,10,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879578000972695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234121870565425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047600933257576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313427294677009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763136453752227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322077395440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736990819087594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429083785397321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520981350466046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301587246742961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849166880463318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558448729340806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349051047796167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Schickie,2019/07/30,"When/how to begin to talk to your child about their ASD? Our 9y/o boy has been diagnosed ASD (high functioning) and my wife and I are struggling with how/when to bring up the subject with him and his older brother and younger sister. Everyone's getting old enough to recognize where the behavior and processing differences are notable and not just a quirk. My wife and I have feel strongly that his early grade school experience be as typical as possible and that the word ""autism"" be extremely limited and used privately only between us the teacher. For good or ill we were concerned other kids would treat him differently (I went to grade school in the 70's and got hella-bullied). He's excelling academically but he doesn't make connections easily so we wanted to grease the skids on any positive interactions/friendships he can develop without making it easier to label him ""different"". His self awareness is improving and he's starting to observe his processing as different as others. and my wife and I are talking about how to create a context that will open him up to the opportunities his differences provide while avoiding any talk that implies he (or we) should expect any less of himself. I love my boy like crazy and I know nothing about what to do here but I do know I'd do anything I can. Any advice is greatly appreciated.",6.4641965566714505,7.944624735772357,6.842147297943567,71.7814992826399,65.869918699187,10.34108082257293,35.60879961740794,10.46071229359064,4.1091571496891435,1079,52,179,28,17,350,152,246,0.066,0.797,0.13699999999999998,0.9668,3,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,5,1,1,4,8,10,0,2,9,0,20,3,0,4,0,41,34,25,0,4,7,5,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,8,20,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,29,8,29,25,2,15,0,0,0,1,36,7,0,2,7,122,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693480835138476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255039760734442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847372438995017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145699417591327,0.0,0.6251199007117175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364546325255407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434460078340965,0.0,0.11705488675861565,0.0,0.0,0.060505989429320485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251978574925943,0.0,0.0,0.10036894283383932,0.09570666813752601,0.13193058322833548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264321617484337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315290087807228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058462052158752574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800192380694676,0.0,0.15975402589034848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148213582223045,0.0,0.12556781015144036,0.0,0.0,0.09101027870331846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134903794470139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422138160903655,0.0,0.0,0.12483621822009598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846991808051026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509936430964785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885454851852563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394171363313846,0.10335174575970876,0.0,0.0,0.07058124899584545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093023200952294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535235106458153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500625936834229,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ravineshkumarkadam,2019/07/30,"Connecting with your child diagnosed with Autism It is very natural but as adults, parents need to remember that children diagnosed with ASD think, feel, speak and behave differently from their peers. Often a child diagnosed with ASD seems to be aloof and lost in his/her world. When parents approach them in a stereotypical way, they may end up feeling rejected as their children may not respond in a similar way as their peers. **Read more:** [Connecting with your child diagnosed with Autism](https://www.asap.org.in/blog/Connecting-with-your-child-diagnosed-with-Autism)",6.414094202898546,10.314443380434787,4.458695652173912,76.75115942028988,77.15217391304347,9.58840579710145,31.57971014492754,9.516144504307137,4.246323188405798,469,22,68,15,12,133,57,92,0.085,0.873,0.042,-0.6959,3,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,19,10,7,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,6,2,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,16,6,1,10,0,2,0,0,17,5,0,4,2,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7091198009919558,0.0,0.1824863617762386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470017030120814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663040104877722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906660305403461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129510899493407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878866749909855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747109382823661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785989151530994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590072469090988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191742828730836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411582150457442,0.0,0.2772797855196282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,XpressDelivery,2019/07/30,"I've known I'm autistic since I was 13, but I'm not officially diagnosed and due to my field of work I can't get a diagnosis. Is there any place I can search for help. A little bit of backstory so you know I'm not self-diagnosed. Skip to the line of lines if you don't care. When I was 13 my mom send me to my father because I tried to kill myself after we've had an argument. This would normally be fine, but she did so without telling me or sending any of my stuff, which led to me shutting down for a few weeks(she did eventually send most of my stuff, which led me to me calming down after a while). In the mean time however I stopped communicating with people with exception of screaming, shouting or swearing at people. My father didn't want to get anyone autside the family involved and said that I will eventually be alright(and I guess he was right in that one), but my grandparents didn't agree with him, so without his knowledge they send me to a psychotherapist who specialises in kids with behavioural problems. I went there for two sessions. During the first one I completely ignored her, but during the second one she talked to me for a bit. After it was over she called my grandparents in and told me that I have autism and referred them to someone who can help me further. My grandparents decided to ignore her and said she was wrong and I'm not ""sick"". They never told anybody and claimed it never happened when I asked them. In the mean time my father signed me up on acting classes as an out of school activity. The classes were taught by a family friend as well as a professor who teaches at my country's national acting academy. ---------------------- Right now I study at the acting academy under the same professor. The problem is that rules here state that you have to be mentally sane to be here. I also can't refer to help from my parents because they think there is nothing wrong with me, because from what I've gathered I'm high functioning. I also can't go to a psychotherapist or psychologist or anyone like that, because I don't have the money and also because I spend most of my time at the academy and my absence will create questions. I can't stop going because my mom, who is paying for my education is not OK with that and because this is the last class taught by this professor and I want to continue under him. I also don't want to tell any of my friends, because it is not something I want anyone to know about, at least for now. So is there any place online I can get help, or should I try to deal with this alone like I've done for now.",5.8303083989501285,5.913447135826773,6.4608503937007855,78.9016036745407,66.81496062992126,9.529238845144356,32.48451443569554,9.2995712137729,2.7509186876640426,2027,79,397,35,30,665,216,508,0.11,0.809,0.081,-0.9188,5,1,1,0,0,1,65.0,0,3,5,2,21,17,1,0,24,1,41,2,0,2,2,70,71,35,1,10,18,6,0,2,2,4,2,4,0,1,23,19,0,4,11,0,3,12,18,8,1,6,19,4,69,9,74,44,7,60,0,0,0,0,52,27,0,10,22,291,92,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970131238863222,0.0,0.2461608891191685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932589901834067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142443568769585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194176129059555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752843841879042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802804628018958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857881198792831,0.0,0.07845990546685667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068498356798537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933637065376341,0.0,0.15621372620162355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875083425400731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509108624695655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545717804474317,0.0,0.0,0.11890920234238185,0.0,0.12061613363006896,0.0,0.08746965691520106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847736946043402,0.0,0.06805031875480556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632303322519904,0.08130630612282189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513838785763499,0.0,0.08458399907165441,0.06272791982625557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075191841121024,0.07712829534390417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765130294468386,0.0,0.0,0.07755170396640577,0.0,0.0,0.1802555886426961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870360059960755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539874809132356,0.07383960198067671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643841239266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544849933613305,0.0,0.0,0.10670066466708987,0.0,0.1608014584512618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726949640290946,0.0,0.0,0.08620628265642455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314368821315479,0.14640207678877168,0.0,0.0,0.07788172884920286,0.0,0.0,0.08027998282600164,0.0,0.0,0.0636572849914937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520301886870096,0.05924308002770207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286742644967233,0.0,0.0,0.17618822800726666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061852847209111474,0.13452267367384232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930912513007588,0.0,0.0,0.13461778685779824,0.0,0.0,0.1470660152641571,0.0,0.10449366061761774,0.0,0.07517304261922418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815582541032814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919104102932334,0.07133728694750932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483621483322502,0.0,0.05602355258340707,0.0,0.0,0.05466603474130709,0.16827460976611966,0.0,0.0 autism,Bearmageddon76,2019/07/30,"Difficulty finding a job. Hello, I was diagnosed with ASD at the age of twelve. I am high functioning. I have only ever felt ""disabled"" when it comes to connecting with others. Establishing friendships and relationships is extremely difficult, I rarely understand social cues and am constantly getting death glares by saying things before thinking of the repercussions of my actions. It's been a struggle and although it had been difficult, I'm 25 finding myself a year from graduating with a bachelor's degree in Accounting. Up to this point I have been able to compensate for any difficulty that my disability has given me with determination, a good work ethic and the help of others along the way. But I have found a hurdle that seems a little too high...job interviews. I have always been able to get a job but it's always due to the recommendation of others or employers approaching me. Every interview I've had in my life has had the same result, I don't get the job. I always freeze up, or even say something wrong. How am I supposed to compete with others when they make a much more charming first impression than I do? How do I read the situation within the interview? Do I disclose to the interviewer that I'm autistic? I am approaching graduation, and need to get a job to provide for my wife and newborn baby. And the 8th failed job interview is getting discouraging. Is there any advice that you guys could offer me? Words of encouragement are also accepted",6.395840534171247,8.03436600746269,7.302843676355067,67.82785938727416,66.16417910447761,10.716732128829538,33.5082482325216,10.771109862388434,4.136534328358208,1182,52,190,34,19,395,150,268,0.09300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.3,7,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,4,9,11,0,1,21,0,27,2,0,4,1,36,43,17,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,14,14,0,1,8,1,1,4,1,6,0,1,11,4,24,5,32,31,3,22,0,2,0,0,18,9,0,3,8,143,38,16,0.20659134335355525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093933486336933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260551132022079,0.25785082103642776,0.0,0.0,0.14048919779944402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789700851122663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898007472570046,0.0,0.11162592462294016,0.0,0.08247318858860395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484293239512224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822581693783006,0.09343684882045476,0.08703105849347344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918004373417227,0.0,0.18882074510739671,0.08786324555964871,0.0,0.11325837235720235,0.0,0.0,0.2698386253974593,0.0,0.0,0.08663950857253283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227895508237636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923691134563463,0.2182750969048592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6150300921335335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296078772124243,0.0,0.1035293997667655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895066294828497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593420403474513,0.07659243169362732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856101299142415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976477978462614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332362495253056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090089405488823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428972820410553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403649998042726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610866288368428,0.0,0.10529692894380413,0.0,0.07952205462670325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798706393139301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862505436811099,0.06618769551406348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753443713304528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199129615927381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520047922620618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129376013523548,0.0,0.06651902587821762 autism,stetovid,2019/07/30,"I'm thinking about giving up I'm regarded as a freak. My social behavior is weird. I have been struggling years to learn how to behave appropriately and I truly made some progress. However, I feel all the time that I will always be joke material, no matter how much I try to improve. I don't want to tell people I'm autistic. I don't want any pity. I want to be admired by people. But reality shows I will always be the freak people said I were.",1.2353846153846175,3.562658087912088,3.778780219780221,84.1787197802198,83.50549450549453,6.277362637362637,22.286813186813184,7.554174236665415,1.1172892307692308,350,12,70,6,10,122,60,91,0.171,0.623,0.20600000000000002,0.6511,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,14,22,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,2,11,2,9,13,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38455453123269295,0.0,0.0,0.1571424827712391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168411091766012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167321610863686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865370410209292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987055996023226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806058143142286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981021877696505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355571973019211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415752328172633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019743092399724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148066882933371,0.0,0.0,0.1347447423767371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688830995412548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088913261741401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880809402797782 autism,Shakezulla1,2018/12/04,"I need help and justification This is going to be one long rant/advice needed post. My brother in law has fragile x/ level 3 autism. He is nonverbal and literally cannot be left alone for 5 seconds. He is 24. He is also extremely aggressive and violent. His mother refuses to put him in any kind of therapy or help. She can not care for him, and his day to day life is less than that of a dog. He eats, walks arou d the small apartment and sometimes soils himself and is stuck smelling it until she can do the laundry. Recently we had to call the police and paramedics because he was so violent. I have an 8 month old and 3 year old. He is still in the hospital and is set to come home tomorrow. My husband, is also coming home tomorrow-from a month long stay and new diagnosis of ALL, leukaemia. And cant be around his brother at all, for fear of biting scratching and him pulling on his PIC. I've made the decision to keep my children away from the brother in law, and my mother in law is pissed. She thinks she can single handedly watch all 3 kids and that my husband can help. Up until this point my husband has helped with his brother but cant anymore. Weve risked a meltdown everytime we take the kids over to visit, and after he hurt my kids 2 times. i cant justify literally putting our lives at risk, especially my sick husband and children. I feel guilty though. I need help explaining how an autistic 24 year old who is nonverbal and violent, and needs 4 men to hold him down, is a huge risk to my husband and children. I need facts and logically arguements because all i have is emotional reasons. And my husbands doctors telling her he can not be around him has been met with disbelief and she will not listen. Im sorry if this is all over the place, im distraught and tired. 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The first topic to come into mind is how children struggle in schools nowadays. I wrote non-stop for a full hour. I am sure you are all aware of the horrifying situation that is, the difficulty that people with various disabilities or conditions, be it Autism Spectrum Condition (ASC), Hearing loss, ADHD etc., have in schools nowadays. For the duration of my talk I will be focusing on the area of ASC. ASC is a condition in which people think in a different way than most people. The best way to describe it would be linearly, like a computer would execute commands in a program, they think in a way that if there is anything unexpected, like a sudden change or introduction of something new, the result is not dissimilar to what a computer would do, crash. The break in the chain of their linear thinking causes them to lose the ability to cope with the situation they are experiencing and the result is what is called a meltdown. A meltdown is an uncontrollable introduction of the “fight-or-flight” response commonly assigned to fear, and can range from kicking and screaming, to running away to calm down, to just staying quiet and not responding to anything. A famous example of someone with ASC is Sheldon from the show “The Big Bang Theory”. He replies to so many questions in a way that to others may seem blunt and rude, but to him it seems completely logical. Another quirk of having ASC is lacking the ability to pick up on social cues, like sarcasm. For example, as a young child, I would be singing to music with earphones in. My mother asked me “Can you stop headphone-singing?” and my reply was “I'm not headphone-singing, I have earphones in.” People with ASC tend to reply with facts, also. Another example would be my younger brother. When asked “Are you happy?” he replies “No, I'm four.” Another result of the linear way of thinking is the ability to completely focus on one activity, or to be able to multitask in ways `Ty by an attempt by the teacher to embarrass me by asking what he had just said, I repeated, word for word, what he had said; his attempt clearly backfired. This does not apply to everyone with ASC, however. This is where the difficulties are introduced. There are commonly two `categories' to ASC: High-functioning, and Low-functioning. To many people, categorising people this way seems offensive, but to those with ASC, it's a simple fact, and they completely agree. Those with High-functioning ASC typically end up in high-performing schools and working in major companies such as Microsoft (in fact, Microsoft actually prefer to hire people with Asperger's Syndrome (another term for High-functioning ASC). Those with Low-functioning, however, are what many people around the world, and most proficiently the internet, call “autists”. LFASC comes in so many forms. One being that they are so sensitive to change, that after one thing is changed, they react with a violent meltdown. Another form could be that they struggle with communication, to the point that they cannot speak at all. The main issue with this broad variety of symptoms is that it is very difficult to identify whether someone has the condition. Autism Spectrum Condition, as is explained in the name, is a spectrum. There are no two people with the same symptoms from ASC. Everyone with ASC has varying perks and quirks. This is displayed most commonly in schools. Teachers have trouble identifying people with ASC and, without proper training with how to deal with children with most importantly the low-functioning category, will treat them as if they are neurotypicals. This results in horrifying situations, such as if a child has a meltdown because of a small change, and the child, as a result of this, injures another child, the teacher sees it as bad behavior, and punishes the child, wheras in reality, that child was not fully in control. Teachers' common response to a meltdown is to shout at the child as if they've done something wrong. This only makes the situation worse, as the child believes they have done nothing wrong, as they have only done what they deem necessary to remove themselves from that situation in which they find scary. The proper response to a meltdown is to try and gently distract the child, and divert their attention to a different activity. For example, if the child is shouting, give them a book to read and gently encourage them to try and read it. Another common issue with neurotypicals is they commonly tease those with disabilities. This can lead to horrifying bullying for just being different. This is only made worse by the fact that some with ASC, most prominent with High-functioning, cannot see the teasing, and see it as friendship. Common phrases like “Thanks for that(!)” said in clear sarcasm may not be picked up on, and the response will most likely be “You're welcome”, allowing for further opportunities for bullies to chip away at their confidence. For example, on multiple occasions my younger sister would come home from school and hide under the bed, because someone had swore, and she thought that they wouldn't. She thought that because they've changed one thing about themselves, they could do anything, and one of the things going through her head was fear of death. Because one of her friends swore when she wasn't expecting it, what's to say that they couldn't murder her when she isn't expecting it? My proposal is mandatory training for every teacher in every school for children with ASC. Without such training, children will continue to be blamed for their “fight-or-flight” response and be discriminated against for actions they cannot control. Action needs to be taken. Thank you for your time.",9.420655391120505,9.423535829457368,8.673167019027487,66.30037420718817,59.406976744186046,12.272896405919662,41.825651867512335,11.672212919986274,5.199062945736435,4704,238,745,123,55,1482,395,1032,0.111,0.8009999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9805,5,0,2,0,2,0,149.0,0,6,25,11,22,38,7,7,73,0,94,4,1,18,9,150,130,55,2,20,22,3,0,5,1,13,3,12,2,14,53,54,0,3,15,5,0,10,17,22,0,10,21,17,55,16,170,79,20,92,0,2,4,0,87,50,0,22,28,535,108,17,0.04361585928949208,0.0,0.04256278700320225,0.0,0.05241778701996284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034879586915830874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201452198130229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767640764957913,0.03882736186680374,0.12232482218238233,0.0,0.08195707109753736,0.0,0.03641742067106626,0.10635129198041864,0.0,0.0,0.0491401375596929,0.04577215343964367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907333775996677,0.0,0.0,0.08961100406339229,0.23069897935863004,0.11271360229734975,0.13719119591575052,0.0,0.09783778984991624,0.06964742917577606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496603576151175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367078693852444,0.0,0.0,0.03816853238632352,0.1339025014681561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03863070545758522,0.0,0.04864321243950008,0.0,0.0,0.07349648517596644,0.08335364533539358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981599352627161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986410522268158,0.037099627630469915,0.0,0.0,0.03369750469324465,0.0,0.0,0.04184030655064226,0.024787897962090102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642989324727227,0.0,0.0,0.04476245480672853,0.0,0.049158243323356325,0.0,0.0,0.230412750080962,0.043750263087155655,0.0,0.042952835654348896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104725068446837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654252863347644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879499004020982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127038064707606,0.029113924758433867,0.17687854215893606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044039584398541935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032340607008612035,0.0,0.042124468689413504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418505933144977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733141025122232,0.09951547918665338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023774508249353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123108492017084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048859744362554816,0.0,0.08725532472088979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244660103467542,0.034685081919410686,0.0,0.26484946884336663,0.10426857866816001,0.11911872060012113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451302663712843,0.0,0.044460875870959586,0.11086672811152046,0.06715523871828104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464887027278611,0.0,0.07292962270982607,0.0,0.09119353229542698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411074312078539,0.09066715603206826,0.0,0.03505677555750776,0.0,0.08031124651652294,0.0,0.0,0.08692931658605522,0.11178912600598892,0.0,0.06925224067419428,0.02543275830115201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922461087473738,0.0,0.0852127137872127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598765173613814,0.0,0.2423416726700027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408826383900403,0.0,0.03175286502512725,0.0,0.08889657364619426,0.1859007302347064,0.0953741904015222,0.0,0.0 autism,autisticGuy81,2018/12/04,"Good resource for people with autism CROSSPOST I found a book about security written by someone with Asperger on amazon. I bought the book and its legit. Hope it helps. &#x200B; [Hope it helps my fellow aspies](https://i.redd.it/sc0rqv9a9b221.jpg) &#x200B; &#x200B; [https://www.reddit.com/r/aspergers/comments/a3217o/new\_resource/](https://www.reddit.com/r/aspergers/comments/a3217o/new_resource/)",23.113008130081298,31.210488146341486,8.948170731707318,43.07965447154472,45.585365853658544,6.635772357723577,36.101626016260155,7.793537801064563,3.877777235772358,358,12,26,4,6,76,33,41,0.0,0.672,0.32799999999999996,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745243975537687,0.5321636406525353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006513146448034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244537901306457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957014759453026,0.0,0.0,0.28999229563430395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409933231272961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012076898700031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236927048737836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321636406525353,0.0 autism,Ettina,2018/12/04,I hate when people drive around with their speakers super loud Some guy freaking *parked* in front of my workplace with his speakers buzzing with super loud base! 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I'm 18 years old with autism and aspergers, and my whole life I've had difficulties with getting out of bed early in the morning to go to school/college etc. When I was younger, I'd throw full tantrums to the point where my mother would have to physically drag me out of bed. There'd rarely be a day where I wouldn't have a meltdown first thing in the morning. As soon as my mother came into my room to wake me up, I'd start crying immediately. As I got older, it wasn't as 'dramatic', but I still suffer with it. No matter what I'm supposed to be getting up for, I dread it the night before. Nowadays, the tantrums have turned into just general miserableness. In the past few months, I've had absolutely nothing to be getting up early in the morning for. Until this morning. I had to get up for a small interview. It wasn't something that I was particularly dreading, I wasn't afraid of this interview at all. But as soon as I woke up early today and realized that I had to get out of the house, the feeling hit me again. I felt absolutely awful. I was quivering, angry and depressed. Everything that everyone did was irritating. And not in the typical 'early-morning grumpy person' type of way. I just wanted to shout, scream and lock myself in my room. I'm hoping that someone else here know's what I'm talking about. I seriously need to know how to cope better with this. Does anyone else with autism have any tips for this oddly-specific issue? Does anyone else even experience this? I'd be grateful for any advice.",4.3586663879598655,5.744788849358977,5.509409141583056,79.72399665551842,70.76282051282051,8.24659977703456,28.949832775919727,8.716276077567194,2.237527424749164,1259,48,240,22,23,418,152,312,0.17,0.78,0.05,-0.9911,0,0,1,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,13,12,2,4,15,1,22,2,1,1,1,39,46,17,0,5,5,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,4,1,16,19,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,10,0,1,16,4,23,2,58,23,5,51,0,3,0,0,7,28,0,1,19,162,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672983623881705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246670413124684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705113035330293,0.24479109347797376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016472262600652,0.0,0.0,0.10564805252591078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662445426322278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121547536670533,0.07703845596112226,0.0,0.10288623379769783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907137980287185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29936744161365586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322366497925087,0.07889876081700363,0.0,0.0,0.11414416898116254,0.10735826089436784,0.1168497041635992,0.0,0.0,0.06039992998772922,0.0,0.1146953294166198,0.0,0.0,0.10160818158224992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368713746198558,0.0,0.06788890881227512,0.0,0.09553890630311976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006802634470668,0.0,0.0,0.11864555775296767,0.0,0.27566957390842256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467976326147985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129845485778213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437444940650599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953476720535332,0.0,0.0,0.08857421163743401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121002263747714,0.0,0.11462009072381935,0.0,0.12534770546507612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403311166176072,0.0,0.1043033132268134,0.0,0.0,0.11292338578517486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089462276299395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121365416017804,0.09196213177463652,0.0,0.0,0.08455071372103119,0.0,0.09539674793989528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601323366410056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793604531782638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322917146754395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993250695238698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045752888274727,0.0948176504891317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336700473758678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485725401390709,0.0,0.0,0.07692496694217656 autism,GhostAlpaca,2018/12/04,"Getting obsessed with fictional characters and franchises I don’t know if anyone else does this, but recently I just found a new interest(more so hyper focus, and it happens without warning whoops) and it’s all I think about night and day. It used to be Drakengard now it’s Soul Caliber, though the scales are balanced between Emil and Groh. This has always happened throughout my life with other franchises. Like it’s just calming to think about and I know I can always go to it when needed. I hope everything is phrased right ^^;; I just needed to get this off my chest ",3.6382158028886975,6.380425242990657,3.9737298215802888,83.89826677994904,76.94392523364486,6.881563296516568,28.418861512319456,8.00094639256281,2.177568224299065,459,20,80,8,11,143,74,107,0.013000000000000001,0.861,0.126,0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,6,2,1,1,1,24,20,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,11,18,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284451457214035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380014257758245,0.20222263594228704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272833861072133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271447634442644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487221082619294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773779445957849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163993261501484,0.0,0.0,0.20622898065717848,0.0,0.11216645096198433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490564847628569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602688227549286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693207264404973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940395724976035,0.09642203087659464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926856577883393,0.0,0.1906152816498176,0.0,0.18521264761026227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487303820616075,0.0,0.0,0.16854768972624468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25292563208487084,0.19390902680748828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045903886048652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025175383570025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LonelyEyess,2018/12/04,"To the nurse who said “It’s just a sticker.” Sure. When you and I look at something it’s just a sticker attached to the machine. What does my four year old with Autism experience? I’d imagine he feels the sticky bit touching his finger. He feels my arms around him trying to make him stay in place. He feels his body is hot but he doesn’t know why. He sees The fluorescent lights from above. The computer screen, the lights blinking. He hears the nurses talking around you. He hears you saying it’s just a sticker. He hears my voice in his ear begging him to take a deep breath, and to please stop pinching. Then he hears the machines beep. He can probably still taste the medicine he spit out earlier, but what he can’t do is tell you his name. He can’t tell you that he feels yucky and doesn’t know why. I can tell you that I see the look you gave my child when he had a meltdown when he got overwhelmed. I heard you ask what was wrong with him today to your colleagues. I noticed you didn’t even consider this child could have something deeper going on until a doctor told you. What matters at the end of the night my son went home without feeling hot. He got to go in and see his prescription quickly get filled. That sweet little boy got to stop and get ice cream, and one to take home to his brother. I don’t know how your night went, but I hope the next time a child comes in who experienced more than ‘just a sticker’-I hope you remember to take a second to just ask why it’s more than what you see. I hope your night went better, because you’re part of the reason ours turned around, and I hope you remember most kids aren’t acting that way because they want to. 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I have a 3year old, non-verbal autistic son that hums/moans and does the typical hand flapping and gestures. His humming is very constant and when he’s “grinding hard” he’s a handful. When people look at him, strangers or pretty much anybody I think they are judging him and I want to destroy them physically. I just want to protect my son and I can’t help but get so angry if people glance at him in any setting. We won’t stop taking him, he’s our son and needs the social exposure. We struggle so much everyday with his behaviors but this is within me and I can’t stop it. I just wanna fight the whole world for him but I can’t because I have to keep to together for us. I don’t really know what i thought the outcome of this post would be but I do feel better after typing it. 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With behavioral and attitudinal changes, however, I can overcome this hill. I need to go balls-to-the-wall. If I don't have it, I can learn it all. We're talking deliberate practice over the smallest of imperfections. From hand gestures to recording voice inflections. Others on this subreddit might find it overkill. But neurotypicality is nothing more than a skill. 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Anytime I find a drug that I like I end up abusing it to the very maximum. It's like I can't control myself at all, I either do none or too much. Nothing ever satisfies me either. 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If they worsen your speech problem by putting more stress on you or if your speech problem is worsen by your traumatic experience with talking, then too bad.” “If you are isolated then why don’t you make friends.” “But don’t expect people to tolerate autistic people. If they promote discrimination and ostracize you for your disability then there is nothing that you can do to make friends. If they makes you too traumatized to interact with others or refuse to allow you to learn common sense that is vital to social relationship, then that is your bad as well.” ""If you gets scolded for your lack of common sense, then why don't you learn common sense."" “But don't expect common sense to apply in your home where your family follows a toxic culture that defies common sense. And also do not expect common sense to apply in your school where the principal may sponsor gang violence against you for your ethnicity and disability. You should also not expect your family to encourage you to go outside and learn common sense from the outside world especially when they side with your assaulters and accusers even when they know that you are in the right.”",10.256889338731439,9.471039975708504,9.158147773279351,66.06437415654524,58.14979757085021,11.634143049932526,37.99224021592442,10.686352973137794,4.1263309041835345,1122,43,177,21,12,350,108,247,0.162,0.763,0.075,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,31,5,1,11,12,1,1,4,0,18,0,0,4,0,45,26,29,0,17,14,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,6,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,8,7,1,0,0,5,37,5,32,23,2,28,0,0,0,0,45,10,0,10,15,136,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434986193793047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342414008343948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926478897471449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744245510634821,0.2644706499428574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167465613576666,0.0,0.1465719596329693,0.0,0.07971942871551564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070357981929804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708945390060347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28089660361178365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459412312974595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917394327637277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40266215283695694,0.0,0.1410114286528281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059891206022213,0.0,0.11979094837234483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419620734823337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298895493458336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068033322198966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274478071221344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612077050758105,0.0,0.37971916931860267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PatMenotaur,2018/12/26,"Developing tics as you age? Hello all, My daughter has autism, and is non verbal and deaf. She has recently started a behavior that I think may be a tic. She is 5, and has never shown this behavior before. It's hard to describe, but her body jerks backward, and she makes a popping noise with her mouth. I was just curious if tics come and go with age, or possibly cycle through? We've noticed a few behaviors that seems to come and go. Thanks",2.7392241379310365,4.862761586206901,3.9776867816091968,85.91411637931036,76.816091954023,7.5683908045976995,26.96695402298851,8.472884824447931,1.9938747126436767,346,14,69,7,8,113,64,87,0.045,0.872,0.083,0.6497,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,8,3,2,1,2,20,17,10,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,6,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,5,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258853302580237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29486415685718625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573373748716671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017319636186162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377983574468749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719537371506475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473768710584175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30222585856985423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926417370068603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621078939824838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416631261310149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789264198476416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443981953325536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009486117268888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DarthStater,2018/12/26,"Tinted lenses and Blue-light blocking for light sensitivity - what works? Lights of concern: primarily florescent lights (secondary: screens) At my glasses provider, they can add a blue light blocker coating - appears clear with maybe some green at certain angles. However, Internet consensus seems to be this is mostly for screens (blue light from phones, etc), not florescent lights. Also, even with it blocking blue light... lights would still be too bright. I found several glasses online that are supposed to help with florescent lights. They are all rose/orangey lenses, which I like --- but the frames aren't for me. My glasses provider can add a color tint to my lenses (with my frame), in a range of colors. I like rose, but wonder if the color alone will have the same effect. The ""special"" glasses I've found online don't appear to have anything ""special"" about them, so maybe the tint will do the trick? If so, would rose lenses also help with blue light? Glasses provider said blue light blocker coating can not be layered with any color lenses. Any insights and experiences are appreciated.",7.6198656898656925,9.354514169312175,6.1879365079365085,76.59274725274727,63.39153439153439,8.143426943426944,34.64428164428164,8.384062270229773,2.9194286528286533,874,38,137,11,13,258,101,189,0.038,0.856,0.106,0.9229999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,2,8,7,1,0,9,0,19,0,0,1,3,36,26,10,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,4,6,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,26,11,6,20,16,5,6,0,0,13,0,7,3,0,8,3,84,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655659613840892,0.0,0.3035366985661401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811611478888125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561741607886841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116567513710409,0.1253490166655349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856429095070048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41617165587188215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544133333586185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543549541646587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813224328909931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805258471835357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727701232798174,0.0,0.21439929099296887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515599031408197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058101477432916,0.1381633309333846,0.0,0.0,0.2696309355796224,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HateTheASDSpectrum,2018/12/26,"Is George Wallace someone you can relate to? The man was in a wheelchair much of his life and express his frustration at being disabled toward people who were more social, especially blacks.",8.942727272727273,10.023509484848486,8.008636363636366,67.03295454545456,60.21212121212122,9.024242424242424,37.71212121212121,8.841846274778883,3.726830303030305,155,7,21,2,2,48,32,33,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901861317354386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060876295898385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829741028456201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631161980484254,0.468058333694124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bobdupsup89,2018/12/26,"Sensory sensitivity Hey, at Christmas my girlfriend was rubbing my arm very lightly with her fingertips and i bursted out ""aw, what are you doing!"", It felt like the area she was touching was burning, i asked her to try again, and it still felt like the area was burning. I was abit overwhelemed due to all the people being there. The next day when i was more content i asked her to try again, and it felt normal, no burning sensation. Could this be sensory sensitivity? Probably worth noting that I am sensitive to a bunch of other things, such as when I look for things in my freezer and various eating sounds. I have no diagnosis, at the moment I'm trying to collect a list of behaviors and things that has led to my suspecions, that I can present to my doctor.",6.180176245210731,6.774263462068969,6.643678160919544,76.1263601532567,66.10344827586206,9.478927203065137,34.042145593869726,9.444778638647367,3.1316743295019163,602,26,110,11,9,196,89,145,0.032,0.917,0.052000000000000005,0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,1,15,3,1,1,1,14,22,8,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,12,7,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,9,8,19,2,16,10,4,17,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,12,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426544996610229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463215186284113,0.0,0.0,0.11819022149525606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757863231312472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752498661374345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527886996919928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906722212320694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389573730974926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490351219271226,0.0,0.1795599651636365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705229274731314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758975968103026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463549941166174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36525769197021657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732730025754781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121212415787466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AppleSaucySaucer,2018/12/26,"I'm confused and need a bit of advice if possible? First off, I have read the rules and I know that this subreddit cannot diagnose me. I do want to know something though. I believe I am autistic and I would like to know if I need to see a general doctor or someone like a psychiatrist or therapist to get diagnosed? I really don't know how all this works and I'm really struggling. I just wanna find the right treatment to get my life on track. Thanks for any advice anyone is able to provide.",3.1889999999999996,4.763632500000004,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.0,8.6,27.5,9.188382445141503,2.3514,390,15,78,9,8,132,66,100,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.4883,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,5,0,7,4,0,1,1,23,20,10,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,11,3,11,19,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,50,14,3,0.164932445464922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32234015370386354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215971869069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153246007394414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582238640327373,0.0,0.0,0.18006351331883516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33480592069238657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881534671946416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507452671517551,0.14029145385668385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723407908395503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362570234685752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164966638637667,0.16115532358908968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445906369216231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593655070639226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497707852702273,0.0,0.21131989580292845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085140725147186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314298051598431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397467258164129,0.1269730543891308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724232026731242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184763641120713,0.0,0.1914992813518981,0.0,0.0,0.162045290261521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972814295875231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200727846344081,0.0,0.0,0.1171632771152417,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheArtisticTurle,2018/12/26,"Thoughts on Pathological Demand Avoidance? I recently found an article on it, and after going through the list, it sounds EXACTLY like me. Thoughts on whether is is/should be a sub-category of Autsim?",4.610999999999997,7.865107171428572,5.3539285714285745,72.26232142857145,77.28571428571428,9.214285714285714,37.32142857142857,9.516144504307137,4.722285714285714,161,10,25,5,4,52,30,35,0.13,0.799,0.071,-0.264,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,1,6,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780822459583442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780478641543674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130212783073196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305250919205032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6923151263291759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Piece-of-Cake,2018/12/26,"My three year old son isn't diagnosed with anything but is very particular about things, routines, and very sensitive to everything. He often has tantrums which is normal for his age I believe. What are some signs of autism and what should I do as a parent? I'm a single parent. I'm unsure if my son has a form of OCD or autism. My three year old son isn't diagnosed with anything but is very particular about things, routines, and very sensitive to everything. He often has tantrums which is normal for his age I believe. What are some signs of autism and what should I do as a parent? ",4.906842105263159,6.106498412280704,5.183289473684212,83.28177631578949,69.26315789473685,8.50701754385965,28.285087719298247,8.841846274778883,2.07558245614035,465,16,91,8,8,147,49,114,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.8541,3,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,4,0,15,2,0,0,0,20,17,10,0,5,4,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,9,0,13,15,4,6,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,6,6,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356102496187744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225753996479676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906004915830465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25731862100630043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805248142126092,0.0,0.0,0.3004361140714921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768731247098787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021286488944256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472474507303727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843754383651212 autism,BetterLifeNW,2018/12/26,"My 2 1/2 year old son was recently diagnosed. He doesn’t speak. I’d like to hear from you. I hope this isn’t offensive for me to ask. I’m terrified for my son. He’s starting ABA and additional speech therapy soon, but I wish I could know what the future could hold for him. I love my son no matter what...I just want to know that a happy semi normal life is possible for him. I’ll do whatever it takes. Was anyone here in the same boat as my son - not speaking any words at this age, mainly screaming/screeching - and where are you now? 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I can't find a lot of information on it. F84.9 (PDD, Unspecified) seems to be the ICD equivalent of the DSM-IV's PDD-NOS, but F84.8 has little information and has a similar name.",1.0606818181818198,3.420978250000001,3.6647272727272733,84.46209090909093,84.68181818181819,8.065454545454546,20.163636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.5193145454545451,169,5,37,5,5,59,33,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963019743290074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442394105172929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616483086567237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943365790949576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Monkey-Magic007,2019/02/14,"Ocean Heaven - Netflix Hi All, my son is 9 years old and is autistic. I love him! My wife and I try to give our best everyday. We're continuously working on his development (interactions with people, motor skill coordination), revise his school work and his nutrition. At times its overwhelming, but usually put that on the side and keep going. I love watching him pause and stare off in the distance, and the smile he shows when he is in his wonderland. I stumbled upon this movie on Netflix yesterday ""Ocean Heaven"". It's about a father who had a terminal illness with an autistic son - and man did it get me. I was overwhelmed. My heart feels like crying. I just wanted to pause and take a moment to tell all the parents out there, keep up the great work! We have amazing little creations that we need to nurture. We want them to get the fullest out of this life and I wouldn't have it any other way! 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Everyone is distancing themselves from her, her partner has left her after the way she treated his family and most people can’t stand to be around her. Uncompromising, lacking empathy, unable to change plans or self reflect, quick to take offence and always being brutally honest with people without any understanding of how she is wrong or responsible. Think the final straw was how she treated her partners gran, very rude and wouldn’t be surprised is she mad the old lady cry. So she is staying with our mum who is also giving serious thought to putting her out, she had a baby under nine months. She really needs to talk to someone but seems completely unwilling to comprehend that she is doing this and it’s not everyone else that is the problem here, I’m pretty thick skinned and I jumped out of her car at a set of traffic lights and walked home the other week rather that put up with her. How do you convince someone this single minded and stubborn to get checked out? We have a history of spectrum diagnosis in the close family and this seems like it might be a thing with her. Also in the U.K. ",6.500933333333332,7.732197671111116,6.727555555555559,73.54600000000002,65.62222222222222,9.911111111111113,34.111111111111114,10.047579312681364,3.6347777777777774,976,43,163,22,15,314,144,225,0.09300000000000001,0.835,0.071,-0.4933,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,1,0,1,10,14,4,0,11,0,21,3,1,3,0,41,32,17,0,5,6,1,2,1,2,2,2,0,1,3,11,18,0,1,6,0,1,5,4,8,0,2,3,3,25,6,31,23,3,29,0,1,0,0,30,13,0,6,8,125,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055924390911492,0.10695851961788304,0.0,0.0,0.08741401263645553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443100012815476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359820171512762,0.0,0.13477545217787149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411990386970334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046898353442715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738163024065628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456577151127928,0.0,0.0,0.3635382178537955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081316086914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343173845662924,0.1233106730424565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893964771820945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966292831408286,0.0,0.09079410117972324,0.06279987885622937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636437845826624,0.12979232802994156,0.0,0.1026022243057391,0.0,0.0,0.095313403404601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488481800705784,0.0,0.08710442693649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823180587338552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077498866271078,0.0,0.1229988040648561,0.0,0.2584435159089442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234828090552368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340424153979944,0.13409894267487035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267435635276617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701030644468926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664874186461304,0.1033184253433311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539861375356568,0.08236550770691514,0.0,0.10204920937776917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381835462995792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606187962388633,0.0,0.1020318759137294,0.10310987120126648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391138191601128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405421778525493,0.0,0.0 autism,binkandsilk,2019/02/14,3 yo. Son just diagnosed with autism. Any good education recommendations? My son was recently diagnosed with autism. I’d like to better educate myself about autism before we meet with his intermediate unit to discuss next steps. Are there any good online resources or books? I have no idea where to start. 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One question I have. As an infant, I spoke meaningful words extremely early. At age 5 months, I was calling my mother when she was in the other room by using “mama” and it was obvious that I knew what I was saying. I continued to develop my speech at a much higher level than the norm. Is this typical for individuals with ASD? Is it something that would disprove the diagnosis? I have many other symptoms (?) that say that I do have it. 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Hi guys, I thought I’d post here to ask for some help/ contributors. I’m trying to create a short film conveying the visual and auditory experiences of sensory overload from various people. I am hoping to record real people’s spoken experiences to overlay on top footage that can hopefully be edited to replicate their feelings. I found some great detailed examples on this site: [https://themighty.com/2016/02/people-explain-what-sensory-overload-feels-like/](https://themighty.com/2016/02/people-explain-what-sensory-overload-feels-like/) e.g. “Imagine walking into a room filled with 25 72-inch flat-screen TVs that all have super-high definition and surround sound, but they’re all playing different movies. On full blast. At the same time” (So I would film this scene like described above with the voice over.) Would anyone who experiences sensory overload be willing to record a short audio clip explaining what being overloaded feels like? I’ve tried interviewing a few children in person, but they were too young to really understand what I was asking them, so I’m getting desperate now haha Would anyone be willing to upload (or message privately!) a sound file for the film? Hope to hear from you!",10.359506802721086,13.46406437244898,7.868244897959182,61.92437414965988,58.33673469387754,9.716462585034016,33.98503401360544,10.047579312681364,3.925818095238096,1051,41,136,22,15,305,132,196,0.05,0.815,0.135,0.9416,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,3,1,5,8,0,0,10,1,14,0,0,0,2,27,29,7,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,5,0,6,1,3,7,5,0,0,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,9,8,25,16,8,20,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,6,5,83,16,2,0.13946365666168709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925486942881522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607593855377854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570983788525912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092666515781157,0.0,0.0,0.1410340304443332,0.09963286418526547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291470107200458,0.0,0.0,0.0728640044555773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537591738194691,0.0,0.13809094653993575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571856769675505,0.0,0.09347954929261644,0.147351010349156,0.0,0.4155566374236626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044046941904947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337307883439864,0.12177428563297794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356763176647038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874017376110355,0.08934398962850253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071856514776034,0.0813223797364475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937333647686067,0.0,0.0,0.1451865850348343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29721294085401856,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HighZenDurp,2019/02/14,"Did we as parents do the right thing? I apologize for the lengthy post but I need help and this is the only community that can possibly relate... I have a son who is on the spectrum. One of his struggles is controlling his anger. He hasn't figured out how to process this emotion in an appropriate way. He can easily become upset about anything from losing on a video game, to being told he has to do his homework. When he doesn't get as he wants, the majority of the time he gets upset, and when he gets upset he can have a meltdown, or he will harm himself by hitting himself. He will also say he wants to die & that he wants to kill himself. We have taken him to anger management counselors. We have seen neurologists as recommended by the counselor for tests and medication recommendations. 4 days out of the week, for about 3 hours, he goes to a special group that helps with children on the spectrum. So far these attempts to help him have done very little to nothing to help him from getting so angry. Today he attended his special group as usual. Apparently he got upset about something and threatened to kill himself. This resulted in them advising to his mom(we are not together) to take to immediately see a counselor for evaluation.... The counselor evaluated him and advised his mom that we admit him to a suicide prevention & anger management type specialist at a local hospital. These specialists help with children a can't properly manage their anger or have threatened suicide. They will take the child for 3-7 days. During this time the child will attend group meetings that teaches the children to manage their their anger and find alternate ways to cope with angry thoughts. Doctors will also monitor the child and determine the proper medication they think will help the child. They will then monitor the child for several days to see how they react to the medication. His mom said she wanted to admit him. I wanted to explore other options to get him help. We ended up making the decision to admit him to this hospital program and it was one of the hardest things I've had to do as a parent. He was so scared. He begged us to not make him stay at the hospital. Of course he had a huge meltdown and the nurses had to physically carry him to his room. Now I'm just sitting here feeling helpless. I'm torn up because I know he's scared and I can't be there to help him. He has to sleep there overnight and I know he's just terrified... I'm sure he feels betrayed. The 2 people that are supposed to help him and protect him didn't save him from this fear he is feeling, and honestly I can't help but feel like I betrayed him myself. Did we do the right thing? Or did we jump to an extreme conclusion before exploring other options? Thank you.",4.8535741444866884,6.552923853612171,5.5559904942965845,78.65048764258556,69.96958174904944,8.37787072243346,31.21083650190114,8.912814788092511,2.718832091254753,2201,95,395,41,40,714,232,526,0.21100000000000002,0.6679999999999999,0.121,-0.9976,3,0,1,0,0,2,56.0,8,1,8,4,18,25,7,8,36,0,45,5,1,7,1,69,83,33,5,6,9,5,4,1,0,7,4,2,2,8,21,25,0,3,17,2,0,5,8,18,0,2,16,9,55,7,70,57,1,42,0,2,3,0,106,18,0,5,15,265,76,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189919084029753,0.0,0.1651591622069278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271895266777723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646032817317137,0.08417415279020106,0.06485387018104732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548228685368138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745828899653488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909976981862503,0.0,0.0,0.07800990590498702,0.0,0.0779950300627538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573230240168682,0.06750440806872336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857637499430234,0.15414760884262327,0.05444844669018538,0.0,0.0,0.06965968636531952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909755152957107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095658538452479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510857165243906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505702294004198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864255936724207,0.0,0.08377221159515429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03723509702635087,0.07638806332684214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526577188708462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017490223953202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033762499454494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677884022755808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651290875587413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313093290832784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329133901134634,0.05796540546868144,0.0,0.0,0.16925682978907014,0.0,0.0,0.0528383072208661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859216481603868,0.07299348600726564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017542823913705,0.07249849787977826,0.060609711783693565,0.15261024215765698,0.0,0.12146794628415145,0.0,0.0,0.08610194487926671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762706515504148,0.0,0.0,0.0586744997883705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812356989693782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967710328326492,0.0,0.16673501310455424,0.0,0.07183231002495401,0.0,0.11460930646195452,0.0,0.0,0.07016909338235637,0.0,0.0,0.1519027931395982,0.04883588514737108,0.0,0.06050668061546285,0.08888386967507864,0.0,0.07224348619484831,0.07282728107196948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167799410658732,0.0,0.08394072625767343,0.06288585982201801,0.22476970595086027,0.12099280663027748,0.06113556472526317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,unbridged77,2019/02/14,"Preschool Questions for Parents/Guardians Hi, everyone. My name is Christine and have a 2.5+ year old son with autism who is also non-verbal. He’s currently in an extremely play based ABA program in home, but when he turns 3 at the end on July, the regional center wants to transition him to a public preschool. Has anyone else done this, and if no, what age did your child start school? Has anyone continued ABA through insurance? Did anyone go private or to an autism specific preschool/school? Any insight would be amazing because I feel conflicted and overwhelmed. Thank you :)",6.129134615384616,8.212969798076928,5.251153846153848,80.56884615384617,67.36538461538461,8.661538461538461,35.115384615384606,9.188382445141503,3.388984615384615,465,23,78,9,8,139,85,104,0.026000000000000002,0.826,0.14800000000000002,0.9237,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,8,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,3,10,11,0,14,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,8,43,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971518655419512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431936823775435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451751586561789,0.21744822208266654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936957512062944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171784896380861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728563841500866,0.0,0.1879671740171485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027888045550202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730666057448728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061159832753318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287763755773434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226930343605422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773907212523945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295633538894768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021300091633494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538703565846052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083840368630495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251750149093565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075760113634715,0.0,0.0,0.13666508088742452 autism,Casual_Bitch_Face,2019/02/14,"Looking for input from adults with ASPD What are some of the things that your parents did that helped you? I know hindsight is 20/20, but what are some of the things that you wish they would have done? My son is almost 5, and I feel like I’ve spent the last two tears just fighting with people to get him the support that he needs. I’m so tired of fighting. Just looking for solutions to help him so that he can function independently when i die. 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Help me please. Hello, Dad of newly diagnosed autistic son. I need someone to talk to that isn't my wife. She has enough on her plate without having to deal with trying to help me. I'll be clear that we're a good family, normal relationship etc but I don't want to be a burden to her or my son. They need a rock, and I'm trying to be that for them, but I feel like a hollow one that's starting to crack leading to an eventual collapse. Has anyone here been through anything dark with this that ""got better"" or ""learned to process"" that isn't judgemental that could message me? I'm starting to see that there's tons of no no's and terms not to use, or things that offend people, and I assure, and promise I'm not trying to offend anyone if any verbage I've used isn't considered correct whether it be politically or factual. I find this diagnosis to almost be like a exclusive club that's very difficult to navigate without unintentionally sounding ignorant or politically incorrect. I'm so very very new to all of this, and I'm going through something that I feel like is similar to ""grieving"" like I've lost my son.. :( I feel guilty and horrible for saying that and to be honest makes me feel so incredibly inadequate as a pathetic ""father"" that it sickens me knowing that I'm me. This isn't fair, and I feel like my son has been taken from me and most precious memories that I dreamed of forging with my son will now be forever a dream. I've sacrificed my entire life. where I've lived, the work I've done, any money or security I've had to build the best life I could to give him the best. I'm exhausted. I'm depressed. I'm disappointed. I'm so sad that I haven't shared a single word with my son. I want the very best for him, but I'm no longer here. I feel so utterly hollow and misunderstood and sad. Anyone have good wisdom to share? More importantly, am I a monster for having these emotions? Am I in the minority or majority for feeling like this? I've kept this in as long as I possibly could trying to deal with this on my own and simply can't anymore. I'm so broken.",4.00823575331772,4.992671669789232,5.6298524590163925,80.05046174863391,71.17798594847775,8.784668227946916,29.2216237314598,9.120678840339163,2.3634550195160027,1661,64,337,33,30,567,191,427,0.18,0.635,0.185,-0.5223,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,7,10,33,2,1,15,0,31,4,0,4,5,66,68,32,1,10,16,9,7,6,0,1,4,2,0,0,27,17,0,3,10,4,1,2,14,13,0,1,8,10,39,20,50,49,13,13,0,6,1,0,29,5,0,10,12,213,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883681795421766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066060358901455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798298688130696,0.1860980407626183,0.0,0.07300616825564496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27930766335384866,0.07846258625079475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212498858365272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292575194063546,0.07641144157760431,0.0900454391012813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078784076684564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979418704957148,0.0,0.09166792004857263,0.0989424135529406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363407549683875,0.0,0.3140043022117525,0.25351650760995176,0.0,0.0,0.0810853269562769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510500656313155,0.0504196644973561,0.1488224797744383,0.07095473600212973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892967778959625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875630024674703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532625743002018,0.2600545745322353,0.0,0.07833834625082264,0.07851136225724707,0.0,0.0,0.09684460322606916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921899149199705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973466113393954,0.0,0.08568300473472355,0.0,0.0,0.08692339072441335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011663583699685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061504890997516076,0.0,0.0,0.09738413981810573,0.0,0.10001458945953147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524838225873282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055096790032697,0.0,0.0,0.07069561071165988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033850372875332,0.06829834079908577,0.0,0.0,0.12558807302719802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261401791082862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589393391882403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409308780323009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324524358536362,0.0,0.2928018066491643,0.10465464918294784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103919248868224,0.0,0.06458671097667193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,highcaliberwit,2019/02/14,I did it and now there’s no going back. So I started a podcast and had my first guest today. Went really well. And was super fun. Don’t known if I can post a link here so for now I won’t. But I have plans for more guest and I want to bring on doctors that work with those on the spectrum eventually.,-0.8200000000000003,1.192337530303032,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,90.36363636363636,4.512121212121213,15.825757575757574,5.985473137389443,-0.7507515151515151,231,5,57,2,8,78,51,66,0.035,0.789,0.17600000000000002,0.8384,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,0,7,3,6,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725740709658537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628264077028015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015214269518487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014597677128104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33949488858475635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270896579021349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509035340852526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360066170048805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908212623636085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187210638562037,0.3286075140694816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580664492794681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gnmf,2019/02/14,"I want to find a link between ""super strength"" and ""autism"", I have a video in the post showing my unusual strength, I'm a mild autistic and want to prove my theory that there is a link between them, can you help me? Hi all, &#x200B; I'll try to write this in a few words. I'm trying to find evidence of a link between that genes that give us autistic traits, and physical strength, as it happens to me. I'll explain below and have a video below for you to see it's not a joke, it's a serious question/study I have. &#x200B; I think Autism could be a wonderful thing, although I realize it's not always the case. But I found I was Asperger/Autism Level 1, some weeks ago, and everything in my life made more sense than before. &#x200B; I tried to find out if I was when I found some hidden papers from my childhood telling that between 2 and 6 years old I was a more severe case of autism child, not talking to anyone, agressive, isolating myself, etc. Between 6 and 8 I improved a lot. Since then I had a wonderful life and nowadays I'm just a mild autistic person, and never imagined I was. &#x200B; As I now know how to talk to people, recognize sarcasm and use it, almost eliminated my obsessive compulsive disorder, got used to look people's in the eyes (doesn't mean I like it), can make friends, talk to strangers, etc. &#x200B; I'm just very distracted which now I know it's the reason that my relationships all went bad (once I turned around and noticed that my girlfriend was 40 feet back staring at me saying «you weren't listening to me, you don't love me» etc), so my distraction destroys relationships, and I don't feel the need to be with people, but besides that, my life seems perfect this way. I have 9-11 autistic traits from the known panflets about autism, but always lived a neuro-typical life, + -. &#x200B; I even got to have perfect motor skills, etc. &#x200B; Now, I learned that some of my physical traits came from Autism, like my hyper-sensitivity to light, my hyper-sensitivity to sounds (even listen to my neighbours discussions), pain tolerance (probably my cold tolerance, can stand below 0ºC 30 farenheit just in a tshirt not feeling cold)... &#x200B; And I know I have a really unusual strength, I can roll 3 or 4 frying pans together as if they were mazagines, I can bend horseshoes with my hands, bend steel bars, adjustable wrenches, but, having a height of 5'11'' and a bodyweight of 140lbs, body mass index 19 to 20, never had training before! &#x200B; Of course then I started doing feats and improved but, my base strength was too high. &#x200B; Check an example: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zuabvEjcdQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zuabvEjcdQ) &#x200B; I know I look pretty ""neuro-typical"" but I guess nobody will say that to me here, as I've heard also from my friends that ""you don't look autistic"". I have grown to be almost neuro-typical, besides my ADHD, walking on the street with mathematical patterns like fibonacci, loving to be alone, etc. On the video I may look some neuro-typical guy, if that's what you might think, but I still have 9-11 from the 14 basic autistic traits. &#x200B; They say my brain compensated, at my time there wasn't a 2e child, I would be autistic or not autistic, just that, my mother insisted for me to go to a public school, no special teaching, and I adapted luckily because of my brain for what they say. I learn everything very quickly, am a self-taught polymath. &#x200B; I can't go higher on my trainings because when bending unbraced (using only hands or wrists) steel bars that require above 600lbs of force to bend, I start having blood coming out from the pores of my skin, and hear my heartbeat (intra-cranial blood pressure too high and risk of brain hemorrage), etc, so I stopped training because I found my body's limits, but not my strength limit though. &#x200B; I think this may come from Autism. &#x200B; I even made a video telling that to find others, but it's in a terrible English: [https://www.youtube.com/edit?o=U&video\_id=Jy0K4UvVOo4](https://www.youtube.com/edit?o=U&video_id=Jy0K4UvVOo4) &#x200B; I think it would be too much of a coincidence, for me to have adapted to Society very well (in my point of view, because people say I'm a little anti-social as I'm very introvert, but not shy), and besides all the cool traits I had, having also this huge physical strength? &#x200B; So I thought, it must have come from the Asperger's also! &#x200B; And once someone told me like ""it seems you want to be like Da Vinci"" as I specialized in several areas like computer programming, technical analysis on finantial markets, etc, but also painted, created and play music, etc. And I answered ""No, I would never be like him, I've very strong and he wasn't!"". &#x200B; After all I was mistaken, Da Vinci was very very strong and was able to bend horseshoes with his hands like me... And he was asperger like me... &#x200B; So, there must be a link here. &#x200B; I'm not saying all aspergers, or autistic persons, are very strong, maybe it's a rare gift, but I believe there is a relation! &#x200B; I thought in creating that video, so that I would reach very strong and light some steel benders and oldtime-strongmen, hoping some of them would be aspergers. &#x200B; I thought that if there were like 1% aspergers in population, or autistic persons, like me, and I would find 10% or 20% or 30% of Aspergers in the middle of the strongest guys I've found, there would be a link! &#x200B; But they usually don't like the idea to do asperger tests, some due to religion issues (someone explained that it would lead to discussions), others because they don't see themselves as autistic (like I never did because I was ignorant in that area), so I didn't have much luck convincing them to do the tests. &#x200B; So my only option left was to ask autistic persons like me if they knew cases of that. And here I am. &#x200B; There is a point in this. Oldtime strongmen in the past, always said this, Dennis Rogers says: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJ8Lj1pA0WE&list=PLswCft9xAHt-EfaTXYP1bCGvdyUws06fH&index=7&t=0s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJ8Lj1pA0WE&list=PLswCft9xAHt-EfaTXYP1bCGvdyUws06fH&index=7&t=0s) &#x200B; That each one has a governor our heads that limits us. Like a chip in a car, that if we take the chip out, it would be a lot faster but blow up its engine sooner. A measure to protect us. &#x200B; Some say some persons have more tolerant governors, letting them use more strenght when their lives are at risk, they call it ""hysterical strength"". But it's a rare phenomenon difficult to study. &#x200B; You can see one explanation for this: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8golExMhp4&list=PLswCft9xAHt-EfaTXYP1bCGvdyUws06fH&index=8&t=0s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8golExMhp4&list=PLswCft9xAHt-EfaTXYP1bCGvdyUws06fH&index=8&t=0s) &#x200B; You can see in the middle, they notice he has a lot more muscle acceleration than usual. He has a lot more muscle fibers being activated at once, than the typical human being (I have no clue if he's aspie or not though). &#x200B; And this comes from our brains. More muscle fibers activated at once by each motor-neurons we have, or having more motor-neurons? Or activating more than usual, etc, etc. &#x200B; So, it comes from our minds, as human beings are a lot stronger than we imagine, we are just limited to a certain ammount of strength for our own sake. And some persons can go beyond that, having no limits. &#x200B; As I have that, rolling frying pans with my hands the first time I've tried, and adjustable wrenches, with no train for 10 years before, and 140lbs for 5'11'' tall, I have that surely. &#x200B; Now, I was a more severe case of autism in childhood, nowadays everybody think I'm a typical neuro-typical person, but I'm asperger still. &#x200B; There must be a link, I'm certain of that. And I notice certain oldtime-strongmen in the past like Mighty Atom in the US, seemed Asperger to me, introverts, focused on certain hobbies, etc. &#x200B; On the asperger section nobody had clear answers, maybe here some of you have. &#x200B; Do you know examples of stronger than usual persons, being autistic? Specially Level 1 Autism/Asperger to be sure it happens also in aspergers like me, that's it's a trai possible in mild autism also. &#x200B; If so, tell me your opinion on this, or where should I find examples. I want to test my theory and find answers, and know what gave me this strength, Autism, or I was simply gifted with strength also. &#x200B; By the way this is a serious question I'm really interested to find out, I'm not claiming to be ""super man"" or something! &#x200B; Or, it would be very important if you know, do you know some specialist that may study these things and give me answers? Someone that studies autistic traits, etc? &#x200B; Thanks!",9.301426629640456,9.859493259807078,7.495175021923416,72.79890985822861,59.4887459807074,9.82059339374452,36.705824320374155,9.428446367607588,3.436303858520901,7229,296,1162,107,88,2134,504,1555,0.071,0.795,0.134,0.9988,0,1,1,0,0,0,556.0,12,13,13,28,58,72,1,6,72,1,121,26,17,10,22,262,217,110,0,30,54,1,7,17,4,19,5,14,0,15,71,61,2,9,61,10,1,14,30,14,1,3,43,37,155,58,156,133,51,124,0,0,11,2,103,67,0,57,56,782,226,13,0.010246060287424244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.012313773354209613,0.0,0.009082514232899562,0.0,0.020519898675026585,0.0106118284076664,0.0,0.05735639497037483,0.02557662886173989,0.6105881122365969,0.5104534741926188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.00716428358573484,0.0,0.0,0.009121165946735177,0.00957868325227208,0.0,0.0,0.007878587909471999,0.008555032361775123,0.037475419504323065,0.0,0.02615592793979782,0.011543801272539306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022762126340758974,0.0,0.04575196742540199,0.010462373131676415,0.011718763387207868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044130368447180726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.008180645409994651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.011742872766422064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371247877303688,0.020302278560843108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01841699663311139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.010361431881973884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491770783738251,0.008715293646280741,0.0,0.04493710500701747,0.015832161523225006,0.0,0.0,0.019657909317653825,0.017469216545685545,0.0,0.016389420814546838,0.0,0.011287190557648624,0.02029042113570729,0.01812111454807104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.010515413843361764,0.0,0.011548054604906648,0.0,0.006867718232979021,0.02165105048281849,0.0,0.010176649749477556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.011566554909757396,0.0,0.010694224930036394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045047734210742235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.011132374481854234,0.010477290835714493,0.028948381572037364,0.08509702763497208,0.01026924414461793,0.018094917900644044,0.0,0.03441644042084973,0.0,0.0,0.043554170268924296,0.01849493888460457,0.01939013996666865,0.0068393248038177215,0.0,0.020587089445645808,0.011160963388505205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.010869450793476192,0.010345600066838068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015064066476126774,0.007597323875766587,0.031609573372969116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499562264298852,0.010751516698793944,0.04364687924349507,0.013885991241766229,0.015585181107490947,0.01090253054678264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01956204782046762,0.028413312415984975,0.07157171707208089,0.0,0.0,0.01937167758195502,0.011550893475223421,0.009812893482691092,0.010423926837475169,0.01104698595086005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022955864885939908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013127777170984291,0.010534656454403235,0.0,0.02200086853534813,0.0,0.0,0.00974634965753734,0.06518462709845545,0.0,0.010369560021925326,0.03265913394871912,0.027982885411677014,0.010688875462500459,0.034725395099037326,0.0,0.00847564694962285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026044360895436564,0.007887917786474125,0.0,0.0,0.014504428415243529,0.0,0.016365033961825273,0.008566165188496098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019313581127509225,0.0,0.00770376219820707,0.024706185435497918,0.026866524913790348,0.009433195711046451,0.0,0.0,0.01361405435231818,0.03282630857199967,0.02013340442060959,0.024402682116523924,0.011949120300462504,0.0,0.0,0.00979054968990119,0.0,0.02782560946439936,0.011144771362440038,0.0,0.0,0.049298995846570534,0.03539722542090597,0.04513835141641493,0.08454072791364997,0.02417356729516433,0.01626569148261494,0.008218771529742529,0.0,0.009212438700767362,0.009498200537327693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02222283062808394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278507254355089,0.0,0.5104534741926188,0.013196253789638223 autism,lostsanitymom,2019/02/14,"HELP! My high school son won't do homework! My son is 16 and a sophomore in high school. We just found out in October that he has Aspergers. He has always struggled with homework but ever since entering high school last year it has been a never ending battle. This year is extremely bad. He failed Spanish last semester. This semester he is failing 3 classes and close to failing another all because he refuses to the homework. He refuses to read for his English class and I have to read out loud to him every night to get it done (he doesn't like audio books). How can I get him to do his homework and care about graduating and his future? 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The university I attend has a mandatory number of humanities credits in order to graduate, which I've decided to cover with an honors sequence, and despite the fact that I got good grades in last semester's course, I always feel like I struggle with it, even into the second semester. It causes me a lot of stress, to the point where I've had minor meltdowns over certain major assignments. I don't have anywhere near this level of difficulty with my science and math courses, so I'm starting to wonder if it's just an autism thing. Did anyone else have similar difficulties? If so, how did you deal with them?",9.167594537815127,8.746543007352944,9.860672268907566,58.97088235294121,60.102941176470594,13.065546218487395,42.22268907563025,12.28987398476788,5.702868907563026,603,31,91,18,7,206,96,136,0.073,0.805,0.122,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,6,7,0,2,9,0,8,1,0,2,2,20,14,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,4,1,10,5,19,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,3,65,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564972922575166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441065996883292,0.2409218372128793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415466541035087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24241209213119305,0.0,0.23865533472288106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964236879442704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530331712466838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889045384310412,0.16797926576096828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000042520734781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721864360563926,0.18805756782101107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166501006810355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487424599299505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990191043154484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227695608632125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663601753710154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642854932272233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693443834951573,0.24581236235516396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621210649540554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549920174303177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141812637000024 autism,SCSWitch,2019/09/20,"Late diagnosis abd breaking old habits I flew under the radar all my life until I recognized some ASD characteristics which I've experienced all my life (sensory issues and social difficulty, mostly). I met with a specialist at age 30 and was diagnosed as being on the spectrum. I've also realized that most of the anxiety I've experienced throughout my life has been about my preoccupation with 'fitting in' and masking myself so I fit with the social surroundings seamlessly. I'm trying to break the habit, but after 30+ years of it, it's not as easy. Anyone else with a late diagnosis and having to readjust their thinking with how to tackle life and their goals but being hindered by decades of old habit?",12.366461538461545,9.023027338461539,11.977692307692315,55.49730769230773,56.384615384615394,15.015384615384615,44.46153846153846,13.023866798666859,5.7852,574,24,92,15,5,192,85,130,0.051,0.9309999999999999,0.017,-0.4888,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,6,5,0,1,2,21,10,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,11,0,21,4,5,18,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,8,65,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979649111299234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329618289595808,0.0,0.0,0.13097566193360966,0.19192731851572176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901217381235624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647843365398914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955091772005503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226010828864114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292271575979781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39311314231578026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818900271583909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200244921241092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271752288519999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062532523023307 autism,WinningBuffalos,2019/09/20,"Teacher: help needed with Food aversion I have a student with severe autism in my classroom this year. He is wonderful and sweet, has no real behaviors except eating. He will only eat Cheetos and saltines (occasionally a sip of Applesauce pouches) he drinks juice, water, and Yoo-hoo. That is it. I have never seen him consume anything else. I know his mom is trying but I’m pretty sure that is all he eats at home. He will bring in protein shakes but won’t touch them. I don’t want to force him or make is food aversion worse, but I’m worried for his health. Do you have any tips?",2.1599999999999966,4.604149473684213,3.12377192982456,89.58723684210527,80.57894736842105,5.203508771929825,23.535087719298247,6.42735559955562,0.6598035087719292,456,16,89,4,12,145,83,114,0.132,0.746,0.122,-0.3071,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,14,8,0,1,3,19,23,7,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,5,7,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,3,11,2,9,19,1,7,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,2,2,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755972922101934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225994427860122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693499587098881,0.0,0.5306774378386522,0.14441340688596313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180780087101147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837561669907448,0.0,0.0,0.11587328673499965,0.0,0.1734059519112468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095006610017458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539422806558627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246704579593486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818331475045094,0.13333049765454208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314778866882726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175874231057305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676759044918574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529755137471708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293097998116365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736958021084545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196511416082672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747365122420928,0.0,0.1755611636179061,0.17617259745453068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132469674220304 autism,Aguero2992,2019/09/20,"Does anyone else have sensory overloads from flashing lights? I'm not super sensitive to flashing lights, but there are times where I will feel uncomfortable or faint if they get too much. If i see flashing lights on a TV screen, for example, then I'm okay. However, if I was in a room with flashing lights everywhere (particularly if the colour is changing each time), then I would definitely feel very uncomfortable and faint. I'm not epileptic, so I have never had a seizure. I have heard that flashing lights can affect autistic people as well like they affect me except autistic people will have sensory overloads rather than a seizure.",9.430263157894741,9.307610798245614,8.174385964912283,70.29736842105265,59.438596491228076,11.108771929824565,39.175438596491226,10.504223727775694,4.1777649122807015,517,23,85,10,6,158,74,114,0.077,0.82,0.10300000000000001,0.4455,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,5,1,12,2,0,2,1,19,20,11,0,6,10,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,11,9,4,9,14,2,9,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,5,6,56,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618787892902195,0.2874871023535703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968161627616787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553722241531897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438837065983256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837390953702034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659133433356886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370770889746972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625839378285613,0.0,0.2164003936919124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38903732868273777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235857270438024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272166070426432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315076712697343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522748837114607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931579800172844,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LeisurelySimple,2019/09/20,"""Good"" ABA therapy? Whenever ABA gets brought up on this subreddit, the comments devolve into ""ABA is abusive"" and ""Not the ABA that I do/my kids have."" What defines as ""Good"" ABA? If my insurance only covers ABA, are there any questions I can ask to get the ""good"" ones? (If you want a starting place, I don't want my kid forced to do anything, I don't want her to be trained to look people in the eye, she mostly needs social skills, and my issue with ABA itself is the compliance requirements). (P.S. I'm only looking at the possibility of ABA because my insurance company doesn't have any pediatric SLPs or OTs in network, and doesn't cover DIR/Floortime).",5.621428571428571,6.2600318968253985,6.379484126984128,77.37732142857142,67.33333333333333,9.474603174603176,34.003968253968246,9.516144504307137,3.1961777777777787,513,23,95,10,8,169,83,126,0.064,0.904,0.032,-0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,0,0,16,24,7,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,11,3,13,22,1,9,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,5,1,57,15,1,0.0,0.2166472816688509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486884617818863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504699226097598,0.0,0.1709400130336503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146362761623096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106309589789225,0.0,0.0,0.4600975687938694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908478337553951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070957990346121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558091526164126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390385303165935,0.2781312411613952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676512696997178,0.0,0.1910392719776372,0.0,0.0,0.2061358361272298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483378244449651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639248924158114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942213021603266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910484444164512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235489001730777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MyCatThinksImSoCool,2019/09/20,"How can I help? My stepson is 13 and on the spectrum in a very high functioning capacity. To someone who doesn't know him, he looks neurotypical. He is having trouble with getting himself ready for school in the morning. He will stand and watch for water to boil rather than go get dressed and come back. We need to prompt him for every step of getting ready (have you brushed your teeth? Ughhhhh! Is your lunch with your bookbag? Ugh!!!!!). This routine is not new. He has been in school for a month already. Ughhhhh just happens to be his response when he doesn't want to do something. Similarly, when he gets home from school he lets himself in and has the same instructions daily (put the key away, let us know you are home safely, do homework or leftover classwork, then he can have free time on his tablet). If we don't check his bag and his computer to see if he has schoolwork to do, he will just not do it. Even when he does it there is much fussing about not wanting to do it. How do I help him remember his routine? I've tried talking through it and I've tried leaving him notes on the front door in the form of checklists. The notes help, but if there are 5 items, he might get through 3. How do we help him understand that whining and crying because you don't want your responsibilities is not productive?",3.9755859375,5.613807261718751,4.198093750000002,87.76253125000002,72.0859375,6.995000000000001,29.596875,7.554174236665415,1.655550625,1033,43,211,12,20,321,140,256,0.040999999999999995,0.8859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.8011,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,4,7,0,0,14,5,0,0,9,0,34,4,1,3,0,39,51,19,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,7,13,3,1,4,0,2,5,8,3,0,0,1,4,26,3,30,44,4,24,0,1,3,0,41,10,0,5,8,140,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150670113956415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047775982518655,0.09860214462283116,0.0,0.07816876103994991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104601236131756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085633343399334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221629119095043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469572761985866,0.0,0.1080406091926769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349784545461125,0.0,0.07287694343527262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339473379789547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438036126361806,0.13548367013690898,0.2572533946329102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409454097173405,0.0,0.0,0.13577869343092971,0.0,0.2622508901618179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768220380265778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603340743594142,0.0,0.0,0.10235319766509288,0.0,0.09426494178615688,0.09508206751671933,0.0,0.12384682745645965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289081228408131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526134585967546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38933151550968653,0.10218394101424164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086501739113952,0.09871890994829904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306766040568767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477284644912795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412160657169068,0.0,0.0,0.1334935630814726,0.1542467626838243,0.0,0.0,0.10580445602744797,0.2269028669105066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sage-lilac,2019/09/20,"Having big trouble handling awkward situations or even just positive confrontational situations. Whenever there is special situations that require a non routine kind of behavior i‘m feeling really uncomfortable and i have to look away and take a deep breath/stim a bit. I even get this when watching TV or browsing reddit. Examples: -a street performer interacting with a member of the audience -people singing happy birthday to someone (a classic) -job interviews -people receiving gifts -regular people getting interviewed -awkward high fives/fist bumps And sooo many more. It’s fun to look at for a few seconds but then i get nervous and notice every little awkward movement or word or gesture or facial expression. It puts me right in high alert mode. Does anyone here have a similar experience or better words to describe it? I‘m wondering if it’s something specific that has a name. I mean there is „fremdschämen“ in german, wich is „getting embarrassed for others“ that cones close i guess.",6.085773809523811,9.553407458333336,6.241666666666671,66.9366666666667,72.63095238095238,9.20952380952381,37.904761904761905,9.586721724236666,4.9576761904761915,815,48,107,23,18,259,123,168,0.094,0.807,0.098,0.4005,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,1,5,10,0,7,1,1,0,0,23,19,14,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,7,0,1,0,4,6,5,13,19,3,17,0,0,3,0,6,12,0,9,2,69,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962257109947692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386094465170678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260084933519963,0.15554695219414946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468175674852912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882081825493534,0.0,0.12004222213512765,0.0,0.0,0.13936892179503702,0.0,0.0,0.07204017484802386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977514351433833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695343859386868,0.0,0.0,0.1516684109601989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010675513177237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138550117947882,0.0,0.0,0.1483668875341385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279843793064384,0.0,0.0,0.2392880070830793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444835829866162,0.0,0.15519819328815312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622099340988046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963248734984412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322778844649536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127380979157104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167377336145545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804471694231239,0.0,0.0,0.1207194999098172,0.10968502867118794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107124262759851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545092051273712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zachar3,2019/09/20,Is Pokemon creator Satoshi Tajiri Autistic? I've seen many works alleging this but nothing confirming it,7.201176470588237,11.155215294117653,5.0779411764705875,73.79573529411766,72.52941176470588,8.105882352941178,49.67647058823529,8.841846274778883,6.047376470588237,88,7,11,2,2,25,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6439765276580229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094758456089351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624212640491232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SouthernCriticism,2019/09/20,Would any autistic adults want to talk to me via voice call or video chat? I would really like advice on lots of things and to learn more about autism. I'm autistic and struggling hard to find acceptance in that fact. I really hope someone takes me up on this and I can meet someone else who is autistic. I have so many questions and hope to make a friend.,3.1939906103286404,5.052636873239443,3.1517605633802823,93.54247652582164,74.63380281690141,6.423474178403758,23.10093896713615,7.1686216300943375,0.6191671361502347,282,8,60,3,6,85,52,71,0.054000000000000006,0.732,0.214,0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,17,11,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,11,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,1,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530949214193367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142876738244185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453789339186485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551347448074558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202965492260976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232448118050366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882103523637932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173578922414004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264534921219284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786214240368694,0.0,0.0,0.1402448868117051,0.2130107099122163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353626099755008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269193769303992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356037918033938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964449521747886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579707483564393,0.16887223419170858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958260255628516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392375367423085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985012279210388,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Marley-Lou,2019/09/20,"So, I went to the global climate strike! I’m home right now: my throat sore, feet hurting from walking that much and really, really tired. First, I didn’t really want to go there- I hate to feel sweaty, with ppl all around me, screaming. I think a lot of you can relate, but it was surprisingly great and fun, and I care about the earth a lot. The people there were nice as well- we talked to a group of boys from the british school in our city (i live in tokyo). Even though I didn’t talk to them, only my friends did, I felt (and still feel) pretty accomplished- not proud though. I wish I could talk to strangers.",2.3499334811529917,4.259920756097564,2.48960827790096,97.12935698447895,77.21138211382114,6.098743532889874,18.49889135254989,6.980632752743323,-0.16759512195121928,475,9,109,5,11,143,87,123,0.12,0.621,0.258,0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,1,3,11,11,1,0,7,0,7,4,2,0,1,19,18,9,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,1,1,7,4,17,8,16,10,4,11,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,3,69,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446566300921834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545763203883412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956922063469492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718593617006708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410962538073318,0.0,0.15581646822525488,0.0,0.0,0.1380372511894318,0.0,0.0,0.12537891124217604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922287773756746,0.0,0.0,0.1789168212442446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022018511368513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278239004225112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372657077460835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329825413107422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759332357928963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929617133364162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342301055372927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250612148802576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509945225527392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31188661250961497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858820725472204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423836299322414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959886352630706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913091243171007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039839524835433,0.3188830940300114,0.0,0.0,0.1865196442815603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571831186351472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459112872860858,0.15043732852056158,0.0,0.0,0.18661664925338675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lucyb37,2019/09/20,Is it true that people with autism aren't as good as making decisions than people who don't have autism? I've heard from a couple of people that people who are on the autism spectrum aren't as good as making decisions than people who are not on the autism spectrum.,10.926603773584906,6.9349206226415125,9.661981132075473,72.99033018867925,59.75471698113208,12.109433962264152,34.04716981132077,8.841846274778883,2.735233962264151,215,4,41,2,2,67,28,53,0.091,0.855,0.053,-0.2528,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,11,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619940313540425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972018811159637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31610674481519546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.820771782565128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DougJoudy,2019/09/20,"Going on holidays is extremely stressful for me and I wish I could make it easier. Going on a trip, going on holidays should be something fun and exciting. Well... not for me. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I love traveling. But when I think about sleeping in a place I don’t know or not being able to crawl back to my room whenever it’s too much, I’m just overwhelmed with anxiety. Especially considering the fact that I’ll have to share a room (which is almost always the case when I travel). When I think about it I already feel exhausted. And don’t get me started on packing my bags... It’s a nightmare. I feel really uncomfortable when I know that I won’t have all the things that usually surround me while I’m away. Breaking my routine like this is extremely stressful for me. I also feel quite guilty for feeling this way because all these trips are paid for me by my family so I feel like I’m being ungrateful for being stressed out. (It adds to all the guilt I get from my family helping me with a lot of things I can’t manage on my own eventhough I’m 28... )",3.163948016415868,4.668088902325582,4.7646785225718205,83.42800273597813,73.93023255813954,8.407660738714089,27.065663474692197,9.007467420416297,2.144099863201095,834,31,170,18,17,281,116,215,0.127,0.72,0.153,0.5847,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,12,14,0,5,9,0,17,3,1,1,4,32,42,12,0,3,5,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,7,0,0,10,4,1,7,7,7,1,0,1,5,30,7,25,34,6,29,0,1,0,1,3,12,0,3,10,119,44,1,0.13499002538601004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351730111553217,0.0,0.14896484975308727,0.10795147453063936,0.11232251494662934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326699993635016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682757245006274,0.10379899708484906,0.0,0.08228866654319482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777855103239252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545131642586592,0.0,0.3412750641580221,0.09643690110804799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115801502690732,0.0,0.2301538268196759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904809685486302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837397531600474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318986155880931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476369229419615,0.121833768273342,0.0,0.09010689015988756,0.0,0.0,0.14704371132735106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992332008101085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410358453660568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357850824868507,0.0,0.0,0.0864780668794281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350875135679412,0.0,0.0,0.10392191655809392,0.0,0.0,0.09554663475806556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638918539879606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793627492980471,0.17299231521805533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867244171555302,0.0,0.0,0.10714879888293023,0.0,0.0,0.12137224447234565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552318672330154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759040167040086,0.0,0.0 autism,n30nex,2019/09/20,"Use of medicinal CBD oils for ASD Hi, a question that I cannot seem to find a lot of concrete information in my own searches. My daughter (4) was diagnosed with ASD ""level 1"" (HF) by her primary physician when she was around 2 years old. Upon starting school a few weeks ago for the first time, she has been placed in a usual classroom with a support education assistant for her and another child on the spectrum in the class. We have been working with our local agencies in regards to helping her succeed in school with workshops other community resources. We had her teacher(s) write for her pediatrician a log of sorts to help them understand the difficulties she is facing in her class with regards to attention, distruptiveness, stimming ect. Her pediatricians first response when he saw that she was acting in this manner was to tell us he believes she has ADHD symptoms co-morbidly with her ASD and that he thinks she needs to be put on Ritalin/methlyphenidate to help her focus in kindergarten and for the school years ahead. I myself had an ADHD diagnosis as a child and was given a prescription for Concerta/Adderal, by the time I was in my teenage years I decided for myself I did not want to remain a zombie began self medicating with marijuana. This worked amazingly in my case and I found myself with a renewed vigor for life and futures in college, no longer just riding each day out in the routine. My SO and I feel strongly that we want to find other alternatives then straight to ADHD medications like methylphenidate for our daughter. We are in Canada, so marijuana/CBD oil is legal for adults in a recreational use. My question is what directions should I be looking in to see if CBD oil would be helpful for my daughter with the problems she is having in class. She would require a medical prescription I would assume, and her doctor going straight for the pharmaceuticals kind of scared me a bit, because I know first hand what the childhood experience of being on those class of drugs does to a person over time. Anyone with personal experience using CBD oil for ADHD or ASD feel free to share your story please.",12.286376811594202,8.884349368286443,11.174465473145778,61.374775788576315,56.59590792838875,13.904927536231884,45.75976129582268,11.729898335038438,5.336645899403238,1717,77,285,34,15,550,207,391,0.032,0.865,0.10300000000000001,0.9763,0,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,7,1,1,9,6,11,0,1,25,0,29,11,2,3,0,59,50,16,0,9,4,3,3,1,0,4,9,0,0,6,11,25,0,1,15,0,1,4,3,2,0,3,15,10,48,10,69,27,5,54,0,0,3,0,50,28,0,8,23,207,59,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427378702083774,0.0,0.07880754811820177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322302347886112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062163362361722936,0.0,0.0,0.07914292296263829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054194720575257344,0.0,0.0,0.10016374881717847,0.0,0.0,0.09705954631356906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057335373230585136,0.0,0.0,0.09023513472149007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909964526480508,0.0778000119763593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030997820207285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392927510085113,0.0,0.0,0.08990451549795625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251229323466326,0.2268636984588327,0.0,0.09747804887289012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050525881865198435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383604456780292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257926683157117,0.04885901346250457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627951389665504,0.04343373708886001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465651071315345,0.0,0.0,0.07558253763662583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686826312982473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592078487917734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328922012747078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552541342745483,0.0928851876181089,0.09758929562594756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506859910076467,0.0,0.08937252688025067,0.19918443067675767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890078670971646,0.2699251262714201,0.07084454271592168,0.08093436582346136,0.09274569196810926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292632254408258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088658639722356,0.0,0.09240472955262084,0.0,0.0,0.0777055376451807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056965743757605415,0.0,0.0,0.1555209574521501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255163128527097,0.10693990914114207,0.2303521200801621,0.0979145947368855,0.0,0.10487512152205393,0.0,0.07131298847366789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944554714520806,0.0,0.0,0.18946338953101166,0.0,0.0,0.17175272928390087 autism,greasewife,2019/09/20,"Over supportive support worker. I work with preschool aged children, at the moment leading a room of 3-5 year olds. I started working here 3 months ago. One of the children has autism and a 1:1 support worker in the room. She is very dedicated to her job, and has done very well making sure there is a clear routine and visual aids for the child. The child's parent is happy that the rigid structure has improved behaviour at home. My issue is that the support worker seems to take this too far: following the child around constantly, writing down everything that she does and quite often meddling in and disturbing play, or trying to get the child to do conform to the behaviour expected of the other children when this is not necessary. For example, this child likes to sit in the middle of our circle during group time, which is fine, but her support worker will try to physically keep her sitting with the other children which causes her distress and therefore a greater distraction to everyone else. The child does not seem to like her support worker hovering around constantly. Other staff are not very involved in this child's care, which I believe is a barrier to inclusion as they are not very aware of her specific needs so cannot include her in group games and activities as easily. The support worker is very resistant to involvement or suggestions from anyone else and I am concerned that she is overly controlling with this child. I have worked with several children over the years who have additional needs, including autism, so I understand that some of this is beneficial, but I am new to this nursery and don't know how to ask the support worker to chill out a bit. There was no room supervisor or nursery manager for a long time before I started so the support worker has been left to do things her own way. Any opinuons, experiences of similar situations, related articles or research would be hugely appreciated. Thanks! Tldr; Support worker for 4 year old girl in nursery is very controlling and the child does not like her. I recently started work as their room supervisor and would like some advice on how to ask the support worker to let the child have more independence.",10.04034071324407,9.027754317380355,9.263229484290077,65.86563303725309,58.722921914357684,12.58963277210659,41.297759512130455,11.622719091009314,4.956257430730479,1772,81,286,42,19,562,196,397,0.055,0.778,0.16699999999999998,0.9927,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,2,18,14,26,0,4,28,0,34,0,0,9,2,57,63,26,0,5,11,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,5,16,20,19,0,5,4,2,0,2,8,4,1,1,3,0,25,22,52,55,6,49,0,0,0,0,42,24,0,9,24,200,45,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871224836476265,0.05325980565578496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085838630169418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042011313349448326,0.061561961966418485,0.0,0.106972918119434,0.11233867525500517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112606498959184,0.0676927771912962,0.0,0.0,0.06559489156985211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061258451855082816,0.06172161936444385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985639382862033,0.13477601077437096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773667434737548,0.06148559777113866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038299347554862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741172106932931,0.053998575520514985,0.05877253899479815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03139080005666079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395929223407963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060267979665743675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271086692601359,0.059622940138623536,0.05340438200015485,0.0,0.0,0.033019953338014746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528017310925725,0.06143876677759361,0.0,0.11741374787031897,0.0,0.0,0.05317141590150159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401057571204964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047957543529452924,0.0,0.0,0.08910131770819278,0.0,0.05802837384877727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609365098674533,0.0,0.04071368213195179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671487496097908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390548790805296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932454846326839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939430797076584,0.0,0.06787649861664054,0.0,0.0,0.0675356208930325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758081386966838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7499941470588315,0.05662735840491979,0.0,0.045174812499457435,0.0,0.0,0.05531619961171539,0.0,0.0,0.0399163640374654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006956539137255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158459840115005,0.0,0.0,0.06254834737385907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29744777425416563,0.0,0.047690955665282926,0.0,0.0,0.054021681908453516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749640700309569,0.0,0.0,0.0853622404305149,0.0,0.0,0.11607412235171992 autism,NotAGirlOkay,2019/09/20,"First good experience at a hairsallon Since i was a little kid i would always hate getting my hair cut. Hairdressers would always hurt me since i had a really sensitive scalp. The past few years the only one allowed to do my hair has been my mom. But a while ago my mom convinced me to go to a new hairdresser and get it cut there. It was really scary and i tried super hard to be social and not just ignore the hairdresser. Anyway, the girl cutting my hair hardly hurt me. I was really happy because i was so scared. She was really gentle and didn't tug at my hair. So that was a really good experience. Not sure if I'll do it again anytime soon because i still think having to explain what you want is super scary but it is nice to not be in pain while getting your hair done.",3.3971308016877617,4.727179873417722,4.855126582278484,83.7050105485232,73.0506329113924,8.051476793248945,23.29324894514768,8.59863814320734,1.420707172995781,612,16,124,11,12,205,90,158,0.124,0.725,0.151,0.7619,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,8,17,4,1,10,0,20,7,6,1,1,19,28,11,0,4,7,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,10,7,19,8,9,14,1,15,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,10,87,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755852738560245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206988613778988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168632815084308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571503388716247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945318612670915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280544797591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786348256507964,0.0,0.07537029648508722,0.22246864464624705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411751341388364,0.23760071673536015,0.13093356757539554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394224707728205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291883591346693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106429735345829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280840230685765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986590275621664,0.10086254164061102,0.1411157090416296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659961082641435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247948619989544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277451248682307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194072144536224,0.0,0.0,0.13518812291005286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059095116085146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499161012421038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497674534329208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003943149333693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822197961943195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841712161330584,0.0,0.0,0.08540213220350153 autism,3milesupandtotheleft,2019/09/20,"Recently diagnosed I was diagnosed with high fuctioning autism spectrum recently. Im glad that i finally was. A lot of things make more sence now. Most of my friends growing up were somewhere on the spectrum as well.",4.579615384615384,7.548549974358977,4.8535256410256435,77.63105769230769,74.8974358974359,10.053846153846157,37.95512820512821,10.125756701596842,4.958789743589744,175,11,29,6,4,55,32,39,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.8467,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,6,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327527371138604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287495904553039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202764521903042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772877786401628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28348586776991525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312153646252594,0.0,0.0,0.1751842187753567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182659759053478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743569390610614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359697664759137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HamsterRivals,2019/09/20,"People keep making fun of me It always happens!!!!! Last time I explained something to someone online and people kept asking me to emphasize what I meant, and I finally told them I meant that I'm freaking out irl while flapping my arms autistically, and they made fun of me. And now today, I've been BEGGING for help or for someone to talk to me this entire day, but no one really reached out to me. I decided to look at Reddit just now before I go to sleep, and I saw this: https://i.redd.it/70bwap7cdon31.png Why must people always make fun of me!!",6.891858974358975,7.029308057692312,7.168076923076924,74.54358974358976,64.57692307692308,9.241025641025642,30.794871794871803,8.841846274778883,2.4329410256410253,434,14,78,6,6,141,68,104,0.044000000000000004,0.826,0.13,0.8445,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,1,20,17,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,2,16,3,15,9,0,12,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,8,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286022616656652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845968636537612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802247714981006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273442737460095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163059254148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222010722114037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461173020263485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235214203006068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551001736878208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095487594025665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658152481007348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683982596488136,0.26360990859461936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338028601867392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106781866464663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649684871531394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760091065584184,0.0,0.3346115682461788,0.1520130529210741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870950888645882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513952767796423,0.0,0.18716738838423003,0.18867987578286072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817541086050806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kcb809,2019/09/20,Tips for working with children with autism? I recently got a job as a behavior respite in action and it’s similar to an ABA therapist except we kind of wing it. I got a decent amount of training but I’m still pretty nervous. I had my first case today and it went well I just was on edge the whole time because I was scared he would suddenly have a breakdown or would elope. I don’t want to be so scared every time I go to work so I was wondering if there were any helpful tips or advice out there? I would very much appreciate it.,1.9680000000000002,3.8528770727272783,3.610909090909093,88.76636363636366,78.27272727272728,6.945454545454545,24.63636363636364,7.908726449838941,1.3184727272727272,418,15,89,7,10,139,79,110,0.092,0.763,0.146,0.7251,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,3,7,5,0,3,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,17,18,9,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,8,0,11,2,13,6,3,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,7,61,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492457118832502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173159608652095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912163112109216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082198240798572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522641354189623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173438638374012,0.0,0.2863381420784927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199853064608845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763784435472887,0.0,0.0,0.1864093125201596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159149599394532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821155169287967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767488299273919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584365243387315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295604075042626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784211515967685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876203894099826,0.0,0.16967867773280595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770036863823868,0.10558357163791812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609497133204622,0.1659422334518019,0.0,0.19985606821776605,0.0,0.0,0.19412656816166204,0.2606399497204209,0.0,0.0,0.3814864969115431,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,h0tcheeto,2019/09/20,"Does anyone else have a anxiety disorder, how do you deal with it? Mines making me super overstimulated I’m having problems going to work and leaving the house, It keeps on putting me into full blown meltdowns and I’m so tired. I don’t know what to do.",2.504200000000001,4.877469020000003,4.122,83.32100000000001,78.8,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.2886000000000006,201,7,38,3,5,67,41,50,0.198,0.731,0.071,-0.7133,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040578961155982,0.0,0.0,0.1865131190265229,0.2733100354240572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500063196452473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057109339387413,0.0,0.2334288613536545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228298012800584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159636577262192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077859571595282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709370315754666,0.0,0.0,0.14659514297865314,0.0,0.0,0.28244264239437666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805322555006936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25523731578699504,0.0,0.26815069375946965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065821864157605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419230093813095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AppleFritterFella,2019/09/20,"So I'm working on a project Called 'How to Human'. It will be literally breaking down human interactions and explaining things like facial expressions, body posture, interacting with others and developing scripts, etc. It will also cover interacting with customers, supervisors, coworkers, etc. Would anyone want this?",10.0825,13.58278225,9.494166666666667,48.36750000000001,59.83333333333334,12.3,43.25,11.698219412168324,6.905150000000003,260,15,28,9,4,83,41,48,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,8,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746820375873999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163756410714158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437307876070841,0.0,0.0,0.31598451769865865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6902403079776342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118234197248362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055857855717334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252247617923176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252843329516472,0.0,0.0,0.21982542348545187,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JT0114,2019/09/20,"Question regarding speech vs singing Sorry if this question causes offense to anyone, I have no intentions to do so. So, I've just seen the winner of Americas Got Talent, Kodi Lee, who is blind and autistic. He has an amazing voice when he sings, however when he talks he sounds completely different. There is a clear distinction between the two voices in terms of pitch, tone, clarity, murmurs, stutters etc. I asked my wife this question while we were watching, and she assumed it was maybe because: 1) The words of the songs are memorized as they are, and therefore you don't have to think about the sentence structure or think about what to say free flowingly which may cause different effects on the voice/speech or 2) A different part of the brain is used for the different functions I became intrigued and curious as to how this is and couldn't really find anything online. Can someone please explain to me the science behind it, or point me in the direction of an article etc? Thank you all",6.733688524590164,7.899052491803283,6.477718579234973,75.78247950819673,65.06557377049181,9.81584699453552,36.56147540983606,9.928628108626363,3.8420131147540975,798,39,134,17,12,250,125,183,0.052000000000000005,0.809,0.139,0.9531,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,1,9,6,1,0,14,0,16,2,1,7,3,34,24,17,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,8,6,0,0,10,3,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,9,11,5,21,18,5,9,0,0,3,0,18,4,0,9,4,93,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317292893857736,0.0,0.10965508017848076,0.0,0.12457267545440785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122921053758388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875335261068695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737731147409018,0.0,0.0,0.13971223517115627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568801079342787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972225101092386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178995612471928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657383411921316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133869590658767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429898067279892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462707318438271,0.12596625448763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478183635834984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853646728829299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059673754509311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290402629105654,0.0,0.0,0.14916475616899502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710294720458788,0.0,0.12268058112594565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076506139342196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016788681748798,0.0,0.0,0.11508698424961195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kallik,2019/09/20,"Communicating with a non-verbal child Hello all. I appologize if any of this comes off wrong, my terminology is wrong, or if anything comes off as insensitive, its not my intent to cause any harm. I am going to be hanging out with a friend this weekend and her child who has pretty severe autism. I know the boy is non-verbal and likes to wander away from what she's said. I don't have any experience in interacting with anyone quite like him and was wondering about the best ways (on average) to interact with him in a positive way. He'll of course have his own personality and what not, and I'll find out more from his mother later, but I was hoping for general tips and advice so I can avoid any big mistakes. We'll be at a small town festival with music and food and I know those can be triggers and on the absolute tiny chance she may have to step away for a moment, I want to be as best prepared to be able to help/manage (sorry if that phrasing is rude) him. Thank you!",5.9346011131725405,5.578101551020406,6.8917439703154,77.38832096474954,66.65306122448979,9.984415584415583,28.532467532467532,9.573946990214177,2.2399653061224494,768,21,158,14,11,258,122,196,0.077,0.747,0.17600000000000002,0.966,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,3,2,14,1,1,8,0,20,1,0,3,1,39,31,17,0,6,7,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,4,8,18,1,1,4,1,0,5,3,6,0,0,3,1,20,8,33,20,5,24,0,0,0,0,22,14,0,7,5,110,28,0,0.14698112395108154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362825322939454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998088179369542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277261934794923,0.0,0.12095294140834735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761872085495492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084952431438631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099010211172795,0.0,0.25322244737143024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377574269061053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433808450371473,0.0,0.17773015850688564,0.0,0.11355725176216334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353275992273029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851834915528797,0.0,0.0,0.14598542037377826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615539636700931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361510571831285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833824810784664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495326437261382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156332517586136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981270721618996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660468335511155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453333474138032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532047139737075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866932750559572,0.23333354956837635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939475912997095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214015711142357,0.0,0.0 autism,delaneytheeditor,2019/02/26,"Nephew recently diagnosed with Autism. How can I help my family? My nephew (3yrs) was recently diagnosed with autism and needs 40hrs/week of behavior or speech therapy (I can't remember which). I'm wondering if anyone could help me out with: * Recommended reading material about autism * Tips to better interact with my nephew (ex: someone told me to get eye level with him when trying to play or talk to him) * How to help his sister (5yrs) understand what's going on with her brother & possibly help her interact with him better * Help my family out with the sudden change in lifestyle for their son I would greatly appreciate any advice, suggestions, or recommendations. I am coming from a place of love and curiosity and apologize in advance if anything written above reads as insensitive. 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They're excellent. And talking to them about random stuff my life, has kinda made me think that I might be autistic too. Honestly, I feel like something small has been wrong with me my whole life and I couldn't figure out what but I would always get in trouble for little things other people wouldn't. It's continued into my adult life and I've just adapted as best I could and hoped for the best. Recently, I kind of had moment that brought me to the thought that I might be autistic and immediately went to see my mental health provider. He said that with what's he seen of me before and what he heard from what I was telling him, he doesn't think I am. I hate to be one of those people who questions a medical professional but I legitimately feel like he maybe wasn't thorough enough or maybe had blinders on because military or I don't know. I don't even know why I'm posting this here, no one here can fix it for me, I guess I just needed a place to say this stuff because it doesn't sound OK to say to people out loud. I don't know. Thanks for reading if you did.",2.4433893557422977,4.3173894453781525,3.3568907563025228,91.18124649859944,76.81512605042016,6.214005602240897,24.358543417366942,7.07126945348624,0.8019081232493002,920,31,198,10,21,293,133,238,0.068,0.785,0.147,0.9622,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,3,7,17,2,1,5,1,25,7,0,1,0,44,51,14,0,8,7,0,2,2,1,4,5,6,0,1,19,13,0,0,10,1,0,2,9,5,0,2,13,10,31,12,25,29,4,15,0,0,2,2,21,9,1,11,5,131,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551158634842832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994560367121178,0.0,0.097674880589221,0.0,0.2409227579716348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164770205092136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860516741880398,0.0,0.07581541892467765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160790346419233,0.16400703655420734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868378650967193,0.10611829515209284,0.05997122304950803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645030133631355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133279317102767,0.0,0.12201271121483336,0.0,0.0,0.07693898987685775,0.0,0.0,0.11400892195831187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953250470395012,0.18925102098169447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432313573262611,0.1121577986209287,0.11504625619199504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035993227548624,0.10861378786934077,0.0,0.0,0.23063699073242785,0.0,0.0,0.11563535043599063,0.1156778217755597,0.2435407325100791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022551157147942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556464364685466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873557586897395,0.0,0.1199274903104184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993376354637638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285871810809365,0.0,0.11481759049848513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333784808861845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091882736301934,0.1825657079367154,0.0,0.0,0.0914700010624008,0.0,0.0,0.12967610354022904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836827693493884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628062234094178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226106287575528,0.10032848457304963,0.10568001258895536,0.0,0.0,0.07625906847532714,0.14710114406194258,0.0,0.09112768116177253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640826111365198,0.10357698728735347,0.1281550588400434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154105584476629,0.12550104847669927,0.0,0.0 autism,ILike_Planes,2019/02/26,"Need help with social situations Hi if someone could give me some advice on social situations, i would greatley apreciate that :) &#x200B; (sorry for grammar im not from an english speaking country)",5.959545454545456,9.65575942424243,6.221439393939395,65.1521590909091,75.96969696969697,6.936363636363637,38.55303030303031,8.07648339933343,4.311066666666667,163,10,19,3,4,52,30,33,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158699919165631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23935511281625,0.2684289551848824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763780846986338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119163110523743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480708339592386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386199308532357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638014321468785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966225733916477,0.0,0.4503783828317408,0.1871757162470673,0.0,0.0,0.2472898530896981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569276144666808,0.0,0.2684289551848824,0.0 autism,sailormoon90,2019/02/26,"Are you in a relationship? My sister is high functioning (would’ve been considered Asperger’s some fine ago) and has read some books that state that girls (in particular, those who have Asperger’s) often end up along because many people have trouble “getting” it. Is this true? She feels really sad about it and I’m trying to help ",5.054262295081969,7.221233114754098,5.417180327868851,77.9536393442623,70.31147540983606,9.47016393442623,26.95409836065573,9.888512548439397,2.7794301639344265,264,9,47,7,5,84,52,61,0.09300000000000001,0.782,0.124,0.254,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,6,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942765679029553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023694017916404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940320745959519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678569685992174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344368404391028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251641991431426,0.350750720791516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365714144128297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015026032778216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320656954530077,0.0,0.21267223540803148,0.0,0.0,0.3564178330717273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253898161626471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582612472103834,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jsgoose6,2019/02/26,"Does anyone else feel ready to cut ties, quit a job, or walk out of somewhere after a negative social interaction? Probably my most frequent example: i work with some people who tend to get mean for no reason. It’ll go from jokes to purposely striking nerves. Pointing out I’m “too much of an ‘autist’ to think a show is funny”, or saying I blurt things out too much, etc. And not just saying it once, but just repeating it over and over. And they “warn” the new guys in front of me that I’m a mess or a joke. Instead of sticking up for myself and then moving on, I can’t handle it. I feel like I’m gonna have a meltdown as soon as it starts, and I shut down. I want to quit my job and walk out. Once I ran to the bathroom and started hitting my head over and over cause I got so overwhelmed. I’ve never been one who can’t take a joke or criticism, but for some reason when people get a little too much I just can’t handle it. Does anyone else feel overwhelmed like this during something minor? 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Any autistic gamers feel the same?,3.671999999999997,6.909549866666668,1.495000000000001,97.7025,83.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5643333333333334,68,2,13,1,2,18,14,15,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.6633,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226618863236916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38861798188142016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7588152718171747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shadowadha,2019/02/26,"Friendhips, how? I struggle so much with friendships, when they become real and close. I just don't know what to do. People usually don't come close, they think I rather be alone because I always am. Or that I'm arrogant because I don't say much, and I'm just weird and I don't understand things. I can do sortoff okay with people, as long as I don't let them come close. But sometimes I manage to make a friend. And then I become so afraid of losing that friend that I cling on. It's like when I realize I actually care for someone I get so scared. I don't know what to do anymore and I become so afraid of losing that person that I actually try to push the friendship away. I kinda go from pushing someone away to trying to get confirmation all the time. And that is like I constantly want to ask if we are okay and why we are friends, and when confirmed I want to ask the exact same question again, to get the same answer. Preferably a couple of times in a row. And it is crazy and it doesn't make any sense but doing that calmes me down and helps me get rid of the nerves a friendship can give me. It's very heavy to people though if I go through that. It does becomes too much at some point. So I avoid it and then the only option I have left is pushing someone away. It's like I don't understand friendships, like I can't grab hold of the concept and I constantly want to ask in attempt to understand it and fear of losing it. &#x200B; Are there more with these problems? It makes me feel so alone.",3.002301075268818,4.3468379774193595,3.8739516129032254,90.29426075268816,74.06451612903227,6.586021505376344,24.85215053763441,6.996647511020387,0.8294731182795698,1183,37,255,11,24,379,141,310,0.11,0.759,0.131,0.5224,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,3,4,20,22,0,6,11,2,25,0,0,4,2,61,53,34,0,8,8,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,22,24,0,2,11,0,0,7,9,11,0,0,0,3,35,11,34,51,8,32,0,3,0,0,16,13,0,7,16,173,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.1622201230284981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721679917618419,0.0,0.0,0.06915988238153943,0.09005707853793134,0.10099607739525428,0.056522312145248436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242958679230898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331091206782613,0.0,0.2342730662027185,0.0,0.0,0.10133452767088087,0.3671841483038473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474317394037889,0.0,0.0,0.14319562321177912,0.0,0.17963958664058274,0.0,0.0,0.09196722003941857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273612062881099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352957064106958,0.04202637967665878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264762984201206,0.0,0.17370050654380284,0.07973326177729634,0.09447444916437413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055711476417389605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135770051277917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030670702783716,0.08499261639900528,0.0,0.16242678940539773,0.0,0.0,0.07355580185174572,0.0,0.27895950352951426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664434399866807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330135769213568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063214114228016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286828727935807,0.07257443252159514,0.0,0.0,0.07857229447692593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953160582799608,0.0,0.0,0.09310990068669946,0.0,0.0,0.09460517850060464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609785980176783,0.08321447251267505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127392659537064,0.0,0.08220469568279534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689178429066736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521914573839735,0.05325792508775164,0.08166188882024167,0.0,0.09693221405488632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128617783146108,0.0,0.0,0.2595827344964013,0.0,0.0,0.09154147400732214,0.06858011073973905,0.14707342511028024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500003436332253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099607739525428,0.0 autism,Jstef06,2019/02/26,What if natural selection is... “Neurotypicals” going extinct because their parents didn’t vaccinate. ,9.993571428571428,14.831558357142859,9.89714285714286,36.57285714285717,72.57142857142857,14.228571428571426,57.0,11.20814326018867,10.907542857142856,83,7,6,4,2,27,14,14,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390729870668959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093489114670361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7997802077501706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nickftw22,2019/02/26,"Query of relationships with a NT Hello everyone! I am new to this sub, have had my diagnosis of high functioning autism for about 4 years now, and am currently 28 years old. About 4 months ago I started a relationship with a wonderful woman, J, and it’s been good except for a few bumps. When we encounter conflict I find us usually coming to a stop when I try to look at everything rationally. I was just wondering if anyone on here has any advice/experience with relationship arguments and if they could give me some! It would be much appreciated. 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Hello, &#x200B; I would like to know if it is viable to use ""eristical"" while being in a dialogue with someone else. I think that I would like to know if people know what it means. If not, then could you tell me a simple synonym for it? &#x200B; Thank you in advance. &#x200B; Kind regards &#x200B; Ra\_K\_",4.622727272727276,7.1669749090909125,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,72.63636363636364,6.824242424242425,29.181818181818183,7.793537801064563,2.0673818181818184,288,12,49,4,6,88,43,66,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,14,5,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,8,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744453367865306,0.5320749765797435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748067104395802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914486276457248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399676953324715,0.180486513490326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696359749519943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924556055794508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589312070142737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927540722738542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568211727697468,0.10078580775339248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014433128143134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909487651662266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552952686226573,0.0,0.5320749765797435,0.0 autism,wuji2000,2019/02/26,"cat behavior? Anyone else feels like you're actually a cat in disguise sometimes? Like, hypersensitivity, jumping at loud noises, head bumps and slow blinking to show affection, etc. I joke I'm a cat behind the screen, but sometimes it's easier to explain why I reacted a certain way or did something if I take cat behavior into account. What do you guys think? (this is not a kin thing btw ^^"", saying that just in case) ",4.006781193490056,6.287798177215192,5.540542495479205,75.4407594936709,73.55696202531647,8.05858951175407,30.273056057866178,8.841846274778883,2.788427124773961,332,15,58,7,7,112,64,79,0.019,0.7979999999999999,0.183,0.8931,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,2,1,13,8,4,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,7,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2425549185680119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737962183928498,0.2546751180476599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763674432036724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720577675662456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567744259927033,0.1775685418646096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461096368383481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509028766686465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428639304543537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976618030171408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135064460772447,0.4916567166884913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688326912576386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512964172292252,0.15926472550500415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729227880175448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428323796053304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cronos-titan-of-time,2019/02/26,"I can’t control myself and I need help I have high functioning autism and I seem to talk from the first thought that comes to my head, which has lead to many people at my high school hating me or they just pretend to be my friends. Can someone please help me?",2.087924528301887,4.150763075471698,2.1251320754717007,98.70618867924532,78.62264150943396,4.994716981132076,21.92075471698113,5.6839178017228535,-0.10739698113207607,205,6,46,1,5,61,41,53,0.08199999999999999,0.73,0.188,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,2,0,10,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,11,1,6,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,30,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908728654872027,0.0,0.0,0.2592179609133353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658845196251493,0.0,0.0,0.1785608294678358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281807113169927,0.2371932619956956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098264156623676,0.4883767168987989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343168989104166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713707191532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022779408498494,0.0,0.0,0.25369764337195544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339032779592721,0.0,0.21040071808609812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958251321790673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576351510298136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348150181828288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chuck_man,2019/02/26,"Toilet Training 4yo with Autism Hey r/Autism (Excuse formatting posting from mobile) I'm a parent with a 4yo with Autism that is in the habbit of taking off his nappy and pooing on his bed, we've tried toilet training him with by sitting him on the toilet and basically flushing his system with lots of water to get him to urinate. He seems to understand that the toilet is the place to go. Whenever we've sat him on the toilet he has done a poo and we've celebrated and he seems like he gets it but evidently he is still missing the mark. Has anyone gone through this before? Got any tips or pointers? I currently am working away and its just my wife dealing with our 3 kids so she can't monitor him constantly as is probably ideal Thanks all!",3.2560910518053348,5.342031741496601,4.633605442176876,81.98218210361071,75.12244897959185,7.244165358451077,25.59340659340659,8.139509932561175,1.7378910518053383,594,21,110,10,13,197,96,147,0.019,0.8909999999999999,0.09,0.8859999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,9,0,9,2,1,0,1,20,22,9,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,11,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,12,3,22,18,2,15,0,1,0,0,21,7,0,4,4,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947904904730394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536969943534811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651971362735735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870430104543302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753765162048865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266155367454061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494301701175465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296843985299119,0.0,0.12492368309410767,0.0,0.17580297375483195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738857408085796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868754909485285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440741539041995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229655758866304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105182208593139,0.0,0.23699348539092896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002154418413715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554138542431774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527055090839846,0.0,0.0,0.20237247878111145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492372715831466,0.0,0.0,0.22883105113079816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600250595591246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NEONVORE,2019/02/26,"Does this sound like Autism? I really hope this doesn’t sound insensitive! Or annoying or weird but I’m genuinely confused. I’ve suffered from depression, anxiety and bulimia all my life? And it really doesn’t have much to do with this but I thought it could have some input (?) I have these weird moments where I stop what I’m doing, tense up and start spazzing my hands about? Sometimes it’s my legs too, where I start kicking and moving in any direction. I also sometimes /have/ to kick or punch something, I can’t control it. It’s never someone or something, it’s usually my face or arm or a wall. I’m never sad, mad or even excited when it happens, I’m just maybe doing work, drawing or perhaps laying in bed. It just happens. I hope I don’t sound obnoxious but? I’m genuinely just so confused. It calms me down after too. I crossposted this from another I posted because my friends kept telling me it’s Tourette’s but?..",1.9537227045514352,4.578189939226527,3.3526440410418306,86.37727440147331,83.30939226519338,6.762536174690871,27.40357800578795,7.957251820313856,2.094834043672718,733,34,139,15,21,239,99,181,0.18,0.69,0.13,-0.8247,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,12,15,2,2,1,0,12,5,4,1,3,33,25,19,0,3,15,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,16,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,4,18,6,11,22,3,18,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,13,10,90,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353393638375227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355220312620422,0.17509320819831906,0.12773932973122734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178952729509974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728239582183745,0.13332003328039452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381972702109327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612542252394678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028879009523908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900842142590307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953199256962113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331697858857362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794299230603444,0.08157804893182086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775396759567854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747343474118749,0.12274959635101765,0.0,0.2575707149532881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992079110176202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394347287011592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414817082404455,0.2570988984612239,0.3302952037104621,0.0,0.236378767458964,0.0,0.0,0.13960285170414244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459479790864659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256355820577345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390500417321345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156351130244485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TinByn5Gin,2019/06/28,"A drunk man talks is a sober man's thoughts TItle is self explanatory I feel sad. I read my post reply and heard: "" Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria "". I am terrified of hearing: ""no"" ""sorry i cant"" or ""i want to speak to you later"". It just eats me up for the whole day. Please o Please, do not feel bad for me, I am just drunk and will wake up tomorrow seeing replies and possibly moderators saying this post breaks rules.(This isn't the 1st time I posted intoxicated but it's the 1st time I pondered my thoughts on rejection under drunkiness) For the record, I've been drinking before writing this up (and re-writed this a couple times thinking ""are you sure you want to post this? it could ruin your standing with r/autism ?"") I want my own family so bad. My own flesh and blood but when sober I'm too scared to try. I really really hate rejection (and no I'm not spoilt. It literally scares me. I can handle no by my parents out of safety or money issues. but a random person saying no. I don't know why it eats me up.) I am also in university final year. Once that's up I need to find a job. I know in my mind, 30 YO is a fine time to start having kids but I'm 21 from 25th june. Time REALLY FLIES FAST!!!! I can't use alcohol to socialze otherwise it will turn me alcoholic and it's not a good elxiir. I do wish there was a drink/potion that made autistic people eaiser to chat and socialise without side effects or anger. I do wish I could meet someone via r/autism but it's a pipe dream. I tried Tinder but no replies and like I said, NERVOUS! Do not feel bad for me, I am just drunk and will wake up tomorrow seeing replies and possibly moderators saying this post breaks rules. That reminds me. It's gonna feel weird being hungover/sober and seeing I posted this (normally I wouldn't out of fear)",1.2742032967032983,3.6111183983516497,3.1952637362637373,88.36223626373626,83.42307692307692,6.497142857142857,20.913186813186808,7.734863291789972,0.94662989010989,1403,43,291,26,40,470,185,364,0.18899999999999997,0.721,0.09,-0.9891,2,0,4,0,0,0,58.0,0,4,0,1,8,19,2,4,13,0,27,13,4,3,1,60,57,24,0,10,17,1,4,1,0,5,3,7,0,5,18,15,8,0,12,7,1,0,15,15,0,0,7,14,41,4,31,42,3,37,0,5,3,0,21,13,0,4,16,171,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919426780096964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704507513471204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000323578911492,0.0,0.0,0.0713398106926198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387535618749194,0.09276495427523328,0.0,0.054068458791554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642582943048136,0.0,0.17157404196114534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903483622936508,0.0943408568855538,0.16956368529516738,0.0,0.0,0.09184023490516148,0.07662624951041758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031918656567993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277249120373623,0.0,0.0,0.09449131737305642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750490333614852,0.08319610091824442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921501477061717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040958924510837935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932937330933604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465229969686414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216468193923672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214326408934593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928454315561102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309197864273272,0.0,0.0,0.05812258888994803,0.07320395148979368,0.0,0.1840575027855124,0.0,0.18902909254446254,0.481760745412646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838605086684754,0.0,0.16112596469787852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974896640407644,0.20001360070165294,0.16787256882109325,0.0,0.20042366636582892,0.0,0.08746113161424307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103551363833112,0.0,0.0,0.09384957666510003,0.059340841188836466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901615407820889,0.0,0.0,0.06738566477021751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053719890450548785,0.0,0.13311573013902805,0.244432538048464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384075435017987,0.0911914745719186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724089592534336,0.0,0.0,0.14834915690187642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565059328065481,0.0936019330845149,0.19281871317070784,0.08081666764916183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053988807969538685 autism,Attagoat,2019/06/28,"I'm not disabled... well not according to OFFICIAL documents Hi, So there's a document that I read that referred to my autism as a mental disability. I felt offended by this because this wasn't a joke or meme. It was an OFFICIAL document from a organization that helps people with disabilities find careers from anything mental like autism, or a physical disability. I just can't stand being referred to as disabled because guess what? I CAN DO EVERYTHING THAT EVERYONE ELSE CAN DO OK?! the fact that the government lets this slide is mind-boggling. They're offending people without even realizing it. Why do we have to be referred to as disabled, Why can't we be referred as Differently Abled? Sorry if that's confusing to read. Just need to vent somewhere and figured this is the place to do it. &#x200B; \-Attagoat",4.431364653243847,7.305050436241615,5.390040268456374,74.11105592841163,74.83892617449666,9.074004474272929,34.094407158836695,9.558583805096642,4.0167929306487675,661,36,108,19,15,216,89,149,0.092,0.872,0.036000000000000004,-0.7126,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,9,1,17,0,0,0,1,24,21,9,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,3,1,0,3,1,7,4,17,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,1,76,21,4,0.1694258009345812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835727845272668,0.20587089271354966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942299815534873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065607913925816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701390153310048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153351643690967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190414362450632,0.0,0.0,0.1618936133761832,0.1522689852412921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267533841078302,0.0,0.15485211264702567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664162096313444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356254302384225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324936040481992,0.0,0.08277288830886867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34148271593679164,0.0,0.1710717610772067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562708460646346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349170353404641,0.0,0.17701390153310048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33894329992497263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965831305163855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523341422609,0.0,0.30576086569179245,0.0,0.0,0.16332042612713074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587089271354966,0.0 autism,dopaminefortehwin,2019/06/28,"General advice to give to NT sister I am the oldest of 3 children and have two sisters. My mother sadly passed away last summer. She was the person I most talked about personal stuff. A couple of years ago I was diagnosed with Asperger's. I don't feel helpless or anything but obviously family dynamics change after the loss of a family member. My oldest sister, brother in law and my father are the ""least"" NT people of my direct family and generally there are no issues. My youngest sister is the most NT person and has a bit of a habit of worrying about me and seeking contact a lot. This seems to have increased since other mother's passing. Obviously she cares about me but she does not seem to understand that people in the spectrum work differently regarding social contacts. How do I explain politely that she needs to worry less, propose social contacts in advance (not like tonight call late in the evening ""let's do activity X tomorrow morning"") and in general be more mindful about approaching me?",6.333006237006238,7.896085302702705,7.245405405405407,68.46320166320169,66.24324324324324,10.016632016632016,34.230769230769226,10.214889679676881,3.9984927234927214,811,37,124,20,13,271,116,185,0.078,0.846,0.076,-0.0798,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,12,0,14,1,0,1,2,29,22,10,0,1,5,8,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,1,17,3,23,18,8,21,0,3,0,0,25,6,0,6,11,93,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294964265935136,0.12060298025126973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196021658185998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782648907210795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853489071497922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892556045884247,0.0,0.1387153364218002,0.0,0.14392627832606128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505403122677592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138091165512013,0.0,0.1421466688843089,0.0,0.0,0.11906109924724692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986187589114507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847766331247913,0.0,0.0687926015084061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051465642798032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200422536833893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090154200369767,0.15347397056852102,0.0,0.0,0.13912364653053633,0.0,0.06646873632599129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566759164057128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737497883888022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088174682210924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886443592769477,0.3563893003324521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771550330218986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254463857369247,0.0,0.0,0.27737827072379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574839898266815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935443342947278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329042373264252,0.14163621158951267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904837251473007,0.2763373204129782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761382004872445 autism,eternallyenchanted77,2019/06/28,"College professors need mental health training I'm broke & on cheap health insurance that refuses to pay for a full mental health evaluation by a psychologist specializing in autism unless something extreme happens like a suicide attempt.They are that cheap. Example: I ask therapist to perform an evaluation.......they seek authorization from insurance (one therapist a little while back made the mistake of trying to test me first then going back & seeking reimbursement....she was supposed to seek pre-authorization).......insurance turns it down because ""we see no purpose for it"".How about I,a human being,believe that there is something functionally wrong with my brain & you (insurance company) are supposed to help me? So,out of desperation for answers about myself I was searching for someone that would evaluate me for free (since my insurance refuses to pay) & discovered something called a Regional Center here in CA about 1.5 years ago.It took months to complete the process because of the lack of therapists available,funding,etc.In the end,I truly believe that because they mostly see children that particular therapist (with 20 years experience) is wrong with her diagnosis of social communication disorder.We talked about a lot of stuff but I forgot to tell her that when I was younger I had a bad habit of repeatedly picking the skin on my nose.Today,people ask me what happened to my nose (make fun of me) because the skin is darker there because of scar tissue.It was something I never thought about until I was evaluated as an adult.My parents had their own problems on top of poverty.Strangely I was never evaluated by a therapist because my family was poor & it wasn't seen as serious.I can think of no other reason.My 2 brothers had severe anger issues but again,none of us were ever evaluated.I say this because my father's schizophrenia (combined with our poor socioeconomic status) should've prompted an evaluation of me & my brothers.We slipped right through the cracks.But what led me to believe that I am on the spectrum was that I always had trouble looking people in the eyes & I was always extremely shy.In elementary school people bullied me because I was shy.In middle school.girls bullied me because I was a shy teacher's pet.When I got to high school I has no friends & couldn't wait to graduate.I failed a lot of classes in high school because I couldn't do presentations or group projects.Again,today,I often apologize in advance to people if they are overly concerned with my lack of eye contact.Its too much pressure for me to look someone directly in their eyes,like they are judging me or destroying me with their eyes.I dont know what is too much or too little eye contact so I avoid it altogether.People then think there is something wrong with me because I won't hold their eye contact.Then they start treating me differently because they think something is wrong with me.This therapist at the Regional Center said I didn't have enough repetitive behaviors.She never asked me directly if I felt there was anything I did when I was younger that I thought was repetitive.Often if people aren't direct when they talk to me,I won't understand what their talking about.So she ended up diagnosing me with *social communication disorder* nearly two years ago.I am a 31 yr old black/arab woman & come from a family plagued by mental health issues.My mother is co-dependent on my father due to having only one eye & immigrating from Morocco with no education.And my father is an unreliable head of household due to schizophrenia.They were never going to take me (or my brothers) to be evaluated when I was younger because of several reasons: One:they were extremely worried about government intrusion into their lives Two:They were so troubled themselves they could not recognize that it was more than mere shyness,for me Three: I disliked them for choosing to raise children in poverty so I couldn't trust them enough to open up emotionally Four: I never learned how to form normal relationships with others human beings & I have no social skills because my father wouldn't allow me to go anywhere alone because I was a *woman* (my 2 brothers could go anywhere they wanted to) Five: Because we were poor,anytime I dared to hint if I was sick or something they would accuse me of being a hypochondriac so I stopped talking to them and many more similar reasons........ Middle school was what really destroyed my social skills.I was bullied to the point of it being criminal (in my opinion).I had girls verbally harassing me,giving me dirty looks for being a teacher's pet,bossing me around,making my life hell just because I was quiet.My life was a living hell.I would've begged my parents to change schools but again,we were poor.They had no motivation to try & improve my life & so I gave up on life getting better until I was old enough to move out.I never talked about the bullying with my parents because they loved to call me a hypochondriac.There was no solution.......I was stuck in a public middle school run by bullies,a living hell.For that reason,I have a deep distaste for interpersonal communication.I am concerned that I am stuck with what I believe to be an incorrect evaluation.For according to my therapist if we were in 2012 & not in 2019 I would've been diagnosed as being on the autism spectrum (possibly aspergers).At the same time,my current therapist is unwilling to challenge it because he believes its correct.But at my community college there seems to be little to no understanding of this condition.I have been repeatedly told that I can't tell professors to treat me differently because of this condition.I am only asking that these professors have mental health training.Giving me extra time on exams isn't going to do anything about the fact that I break into a cold sweat & shakes at the thought of communicating with other human beings.They need to know how to educate everyone,not just some students,but all students.I feel that my college instructors are in the wrong when they say they are not therapists & *don't have to understand* how people on the spectrum behave.LIke when I told my English 101 instructor that I had trouble with social skills & she said *whatever,that's not my problem I'm not your therapist*.And if I file a grievance complaining that instructors are not treating me appropriately considering the situation,again,they are judged right & I am judged wrong.Is it too much to ask for college professors to know how to communicate with someone on the spectrum?I am tired of telling my instructors about fear of social situations only for them to respond with *you either do it or I fail you* or *stop telling me about this stuff* or *be quiet or I'll report you for behavioral issues*.I am tired of these instructors punishing people like me with ""participation"" grades.And I'm tired of people telling me to change my major (theater) just because they refuse to learn how to communicate with people that have social anxiety. I know that most likely there is nothing I can do to change this diagnosis.I just want understanding & respect from the system.",6.7288241170594105,8.316422353705121,6.895171886936594,71.24821355115473,65.34071810542399,9.665228888758303,35.69859552212493,9.904410835900958,3.8584422988775935,5827,279,932,128,91,1872,466,1309,0.17,0.7879999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9995,6,2,8,0,0,1,208.0,5,5,23,11,45,41,6,4,47,0,109,27,11,13,9,134,170,44,1,24,30,11,4,3,1,5,15,5,0,8,48,27,0,9,24,0,7,12,33,26,0,7,60,22,140,16,165,91,23,103,1,3,11,1,101,50,1,22,42,615,188,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740807558168445,0.0,0.0,0.027695324791685245,0.0,0.0,0.044500847933709856,0.5504976886019641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020456580156353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044010673689788005,0.02380491312799517,0.124994832915268,0.0,0.0,0.04112393127183159,0.02232738702140807,0.34231883163929977,0.0,0.0,0.15063819037192264,0.0,0.023649996725266898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02985149092661774,0.054610536628022815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486441877543026,0.02303476536500421,0.02803713964998476,0.0,0.0,0.04270058333618194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428254258822501,0.0,0.055876728818076135,0.03064718564602317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031339928590515403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030079714545467606,0.047368687609817585,0.08289094634344192,0.029822975106092,0.0,0.024188515189040288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026157558561145874,0.050417548187839036,0.03009074811204708,0.013520913185463678,0.0,0.025675287904064297,0.0,0.0,0.02274564560564122,0.0,0.0,0.020659816513022674,0.0,0.013970924258283288,0.0,0.07598684654875554,0.0,0.02138699926011613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729346665967474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027443696837435944,0.1421206922462633,0.0,0.0,0.01792374317914169,0.05650608473556109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02791036770051081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058784008851608165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555105482595309,0.03919250008162805,0.08040368945605171,0.07083764584458928,0.0,0.06736641832668351,0.0,0.0,0.045468013438995286,0.02413454683461722,0.025302718980320285,0.01784964046918798,0.02711089633609531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779343853336976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0213441902421707,0.02842115698466055,0.05897252542810586,0.039655815040313305,0.12374456608135527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026200231272145304,0.025658445238290528,0.0,0.056119781726061,0.0,0.05436061855524054,0.06101257523124395,0.0,0.0,0.08907722612659923,0.0,0.0,0.18538650587297192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02527862691430537,0.030146147689248174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117452163018885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01713079210179359,0.1099756689856544,0.0,0.028709529422160537,0.0,0.04567286323328935,0.05087310290539944,0.04253059297520268,0.0,0.18944127741703254,0.04261778872486667,0.024343750210064945,0.0,0.06041881184161387,0.0,0.02212020267118896,0.03005769341748533,0.0,0.190811599287502,0.06797198430667062,0.14410420678125765,0.0,0.0,0.018927221608093042,0.0,0.0,0.04471288415165736,0.0,0.0,0.06122346110612752,0.029250011130117007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020105696021537025,0.10746590246807243,0.11686285418602273,0.0,0.0,0.31048040829450224,0.0,0.05140312730406482,0.0,0.06368744207333073,0.031185461636106783,0.09220358325224556,0.05069415801593382,0.051103814184378565,0.029709927540595173,0.03631039167041145,0.029086228193141783,0.05224360223246605,0.11135214420322544,0.03216579766989846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03154474289885649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027156502569182363,0.0,0.07598337050469897,0.17542069880639086,0.0,0.05166044729014439 autism,BlueLightning95,2019/06/28,"Uncertain and nervous. Umm... I'm not sure how to begin. My son who is nearly 5yo has been very interested, tantamount to obsessed with a few different things since he was about 2yo. First it was ceiling fans, then garage doors, now it is air-conditioning units. Really it's anything mechanical, or that spins. He is constantly running to the window anytime ours turns on, or off, pointing them out anytime he sees one, or asking to see them wherever we visit. Because of this, my in-laws who take care of him a couple of days out of the week have brought up autism, and suggesting having him assessed. This has also been suggested by my wife's sisters who only see him about twice a year. None of this is what I am nervous about. I've noticed these things, but have never once been worried, or really thought twice about it. However anytime it comes up my wife gets all bent out of shape. Really just legitimately angry that they would think that our little guy has a ""problem"". He is our only child, and the only one we were physically able to have. The feeling I get is that she does not want to accept it if he were to be autistic, or even be on the spectrum. She is a mental health therapist, and says he doesn't show any of the telltale signs. What I am uncertain and nervous about is this. I am willing to heed the advice of the family, and have him assessed, I'm not sure how/if I can bring it up to my wife without getting my head bitten off at best. I'm tempted to set an appointment without her knowledge, and just let her know the results after the fact. Or maybe just let it go, and deal with the questions/concerns of the family as they come up. I just don't know.",4.199363636363636,5.459891436363641,5.076742424242428,83.15511363636367,71.0,8.045454545454545,28.59848484848485,8.472884824447931,2.014757575757576,1314,49,259,21,24,428,178,330,0.07400000000000001,0.884,0.042,-0.7506,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,5,0,4,2,13,13,0,6,18,0,35,2,1,2,5,54,60,20,0,4,17,5,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,24,17,0,0,7,1,0,7,9,7,1,5,9,5,29,6,44,45,4,35,0,0,3,0,39,17,0,9,10,188,53,0,0.11581927473020125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317725482444002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926206321573905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876107842869776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530939466119273,0.0,0.10827538741989662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060235487988821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154518334793428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808546953746735,0.0,0.0,0.19953609968125294,0.0,0.1251594904321973,0.0,0.0,0.12815182457115512,0.0,0.07469385071144254,0.11940458663955013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100649121701985,0.0,0.0,0.10135422780871843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649753864170293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183682091282979,0.0,0.05856170528342072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851581591920526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153237234675476,0.0,0.06582276288540692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467929106333301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188639897347551,0.12311047308475108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730248891202453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368661108151436,0.0,0.0,0.11608134009486802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163560286350749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167185879439039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932696470373543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186101192531838,0.0,0.1233437476554485,0.15696427596714765,0.2642573323461594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948665071798784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082340418208914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225903793425735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210413591075543,0.0,0.0,0.27687890036376395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580690090018358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183165915367994,0.0,0.08708168071052651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344751047315836,0.15389035951294552,0.07421231466976959,0.0,0.0919475669972514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597811256449384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955630312281101,0.06831320900980854,0.0,0.09290323607761068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329129563891406,0.0,0.0,0.1176200954899022,0.0,0.0822746897510042,0.0,0.0,0.07458381564216758 autism,RickRE1784,2019/06/28,"Differently colored light sources. My mother always told me that some kind of light autism runs through the family, while it was never diagnosed for anyone. Now I am trying to figure out if some weird things on me might be connected to that. First and most odd, I seem to be the only one who finds it annoying if there are two differently colored light sources around. Like when the sun is shining into the room I get irritated if someone turns the light on. Does anybody here know what I mean? Another thing is that I get into some kind of ""head in the clouds"" state when there are too many people close to me, for example into a busy mall. I never quite noticed that before, because I came from a small town, were the stores never really got that crowded. But now we live in a big city my girlfriend often complains that I seem with my mind in another place when we walk through crowded supermarkets.",6.841403508771932,7.088672701754391,6.605315789473687,78.16271052631579,64.67251461988303,9.64701754385965,31.719883040935674,9.3871,2.694880233918129,716,25,133,12,10,225,110,171,0.07400000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.015,-0.8439,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,11,6,1,0,10,0,10,2,1,0,3,31,20,9,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,12,11,0,0,6,1,1,3,3,3,0,3,5,7,16,3,22,12,4,30,0,0,3,0,9,16,0,11,11,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117323765400006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957027729371036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859087347463928,0.0,0.0,0.12552039670600487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595263570425273,0.0,0.11998109563292725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126708338122553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311260543672566,0.0,0.2946311599696837,0.0,0.0,0.12339054461780025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329227839533529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887196196965886,0.11993500855908105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733395125789772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277103247748314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470725835429266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936607813925631,0.07749022304082416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888575384550448,0.0,0.12450608214536485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295244199652546,0.0,0.15359095101737694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957931733079374,0.14237037590747909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32624498441201155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053007779829112,0.0,0.0,0.09554563196750553,0.10723728341152576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775203814438492,0.0,0.14731557998484188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499714569804249,0.0,0.0,0.09032857246500356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567232375308049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946932116062407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734902018658606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473208230425046,0.0,0.09573012811503387,0.15336812538882874,0.1377370638218779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThatGirlNamedHope,2019/06/28,"Hello, what are some good and mildly sassy responses to ""but you don't look autistic"" I get it occasionally but i normally just shug, can yall give me some help?",2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,4.42625,82.32708333333336,77.4375,8.016666666666666,23.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.6869041666666669,127,4,26,3,3,43,29,32,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608662586525033,0.4789788608879797,0.0,0.4187933513876573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346736219988323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192904535833184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892128953989977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AguyNamedCJ5,2019/06/28,I'm getting tired of having to be flexible Why can't everyone just realize that I have autism and just not change anything 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autism,jPolar_,2019/06/28,"Sweating Do you guys find that you sweat more than other people? For me, it only takes a little bit of physical activity before I’m dripping. Just trying to gauge if this is an autism thing or just a me thing.",2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,78.28571428571429,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.545838095238095,165,4,32,2,4,55,37,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903817065663325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725605825514807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118996375878321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33789474779279105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420257901066297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595387648388037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365823007946739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25658026194812905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534274997100544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316888158523225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BearsBeetsandAnxiety,2019/06/28,"Should I Bring My Neuropsych Eval. Results? I initially sought MH care back in April with a Psychiatrist that I'm still seeing now. I went in after the culmination of intersocial relationship stress and personal difficulties with more emphasis on the former than the latter. I hadn't talked to a psychiatrist since I was maybe 11, but was intensely treated from 7-11 because of ""depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts"" which is so frustrating for me to talk about because of the age I was at and how people thought I was suicidal when I was really in a cycle of trying to understand what death was and couldn't stop talking about it to everyone. My doctor back then tried to diagnose me as OCD (after other beliefs from teachers thought I had ADHD) with anxiety induced depression but it never really stuck because I didn't respond to any SSRI type medication nor did I feel like I was depressed--it all came back to knowing I had to go through it because of my ""bad behavior."" My parents split when I was 13 and it rocked my world as far as routine and structure go and I pretty much drifted through 3 different high schools until joining the Army at 17. I got out in 2015 after about 4 years and have been going to College but have been in a downhill spiral ever since. &#x200B; My psychiatrist referred me for a Neuropsychological Evaluation to help narrow things down after treatment with stimulant medication was the first successful thing I've had in my entire life ( ridiculous things I changed my winter tires to summer after 2 years of consecutive driving on the winters). I felt the difference immediately, however, I still felt the same things that stressed me out--I no longer feel an incessant need to mask myself and also find comfortably stimming and suddenly realizing I don't remember how long I was rubbing my thighs and rocking while eating but I used to do it as a kid constantly and my mom would yell at me as if I was wiping my hands on my pants (which was partially true). &#x200B; I was diagnosed with ADHD-C comorbid with OCD--my problem is in how my OCD was ""evaluated."" The doctor literally handed me a pamphlet at the end of the 8-hour exam in which I would check to mark each type of Obsession I've had in the past or present. I was so angry because I had most of the obsessive thoughts but none of my compulsions are actually compulsions. When I returned to my Psychiatrist he had reviewed the findings and was frustrated with the evaluator as her feedback ""didn't make sense"" to him. He heavily suspects that I'm on the spectrum as he's helped me identify that most of my ""triggers"" are sensory based and prompt impulsive reactions. For instance: When I walk, I don't care how many steps I'm taking, I only have a problem when I step on something that feels significantly different than the routine ground I'm stepping on and I usually have to step on whatever it was with the opposite foot in the same respective spot--When I'm around other people I'm not afraid their breath is going to somehow contaminate my skin, I just am too aware of the scent of their breath and it becomes overpowering to where I'm almost holding my breath or placing myself to not be downwind. &#x200B; Anyways, I'm attending an appointment today with a Clinical Psychologist in pursuit of therapy and the clinic this doctor works in has spectrum-specific resources and evaluations. I know I'm going to bring my Neuropsych Eval findings but I'm anxious as if there's something I'm not seeing in the paperwork that they might or that I might be taken wrong for bringing it in? &#x200B; If you've braved this far in reading I can't tell you how much I appreciate it.",9.326655214940097,8.162534997093026,9.331897463002116,65.2909390415786,60.220930232558146,12.757998590556733,42.21476391825229,11.7986141942116,5.133613759689922,2970,147,502,76,33,979,324,688,0.12300000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9938,5,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,0,1,3,3,30,23,3,5,34,0,52,20,8,11,4,99,96,55,3,10,16,2,9,1,0,5,11,1,0,2,28,31,1,2,21,3,1,18,14,14,0,1,40,13,72,9,100,48,10,95,1,2,2,0,21,37,0,12,41,361,100,13,0.0,0.0,0.060937934916377584,0.0,0.1500950439943097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253028632636763,0.0,0.0,0.04993775424591261,0.0,0.2706392912666933,0.3035131413401898,0.04246517527576083,0.0,0.0955414844856142,0.07054579663468159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558985717349559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405052353196493,0.05213949947659247,0.19033140700137394,0.0689663012021467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142117430481046,0.1273349796998705,0.0,0.06605920513792128,0.0,0.0,0.06748155059151145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756867322556468,0.12676201644881852,0.0,0.19572720288565465,0.0,0.1917472700011813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389747737039639,0.0,0.0,0.05530830052954402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648565476243441,0.0,0.05966948327548289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472317274931304,0.044611176352243535,0.11991521076351162,0.0,0.17122254583868995,0.05311622788698795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744647602775754,0.0,0.049943481324505865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371198987247186,0.06597724518030673,0.0,0.0,0.061496374835173485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863697923567276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410720094313757,0.03050778453584168,0.0,0.0,0.055262424689151685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168294834537687,0.06331007582617919,0.06273503675870881,0.0,0.0,0.1258148215890344,0.0,0.13248990769210986,0.0,0.07313557664908779,0.0,0.0,0.09180945821511692,0.04630264942233865,0.048161925771875766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047492721700705065,0.0,0.0,0.0693384911924672,0.0,0.05961142745956328,0.08658388567066229,0.05452512256838901,0.0652424009618849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352966358315465,0.0,0.11950408443199152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246253679944565,0.0,0.08000854958698632,0.0,0.0,0.06704324571633434,0.07073873494363099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319831959390564,0.09952217743989193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331135430139923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614740608974977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973833453856844,0.05220734960134298,0.1430625349760371,0.0,0.0,0.13661078553856507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695134841288501,0.15057431557341905,0.05458024012234791,0.0,0.07141202938488665,0.0,0.16594442890680286,0.0,0.0,0.1982994456965361,0.0,0.07177207489783588,0.059191163363714265,0.0,0.0,0.08479297849224503,0.0,0.0,0.06500811154967137,0.0,0.053932981731094266,0.06877504813909541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057887732156025364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546116827744736,0.0,0.0,0.0887191793392767,0.06827450240691359,0.3035131413401898,0.08042588718098752 autism,yeayeasaveit,2019/06/28,Books on Autism. Has anyone read In a Different Key by John Donvan and Caren Zucker? Getting towards the end of it and looking for the next book to read. Also interested in what others thought of the book.,3.1303846153846173,5.7393650512820535,3.945833333333337,84.13875,77.97435897435899,5.951282051282053,25.134615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.3113538461538456,163,6,29,2,4,52,32,39,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,20,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561600473588652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397541834584536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346665618542592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28370873093769483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673541485461252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268988397408756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406642985083796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408140144191802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542985571133241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dijster,2019/06/28,"Got diagnosed as Autistic on the 20th, became single on the 24th. Help me learn to love life again. My supportive partner of 8.5 years decided we should split up, 4 days after receiving my results. I actually feel happier ad free now but I need some suggestions on what to do with myself. I am planning on staying single for a while and learning new hobbies, try and learn how to interact with people. I've got the following on my (maybe) list and would like some suggestions: - Running (trying to build up to 5k without stopping) Gym (Healthy body, healthy mind) learn snowboarding/skiing Go out drinking with friends thaiboxing/kickboxing/mma Rock climbing (Mainly bouldering) I'm a 45 year old male. Thanks for reading.",5.0615364583333315,7.838781664062503,5.0715625000000015,77.70052083333336,72.203125,8.641666666666666,34.104166666666664,9.2995712137729,3.714404166666668,575,30,92,14,12,179,98,128,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,5,0,4,5,1,2,0,25,14,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,1,6,4,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,7,22,10,5,24,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,11,54,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.19390312390032013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220711574129468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814544970681552,0.0,0.0,0.20167692764005785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465094310264028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046899427013103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535155916170208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129261307397477,0.0,0.31783804490809137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318482457978534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403481109281069,0.09707507700901304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933505040519296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962146111790435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063096407447686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733397809054802,0.0,0.19190627885584588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085028559586625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377539781583362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875437244093572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117884029616623,0.0,0.16612259985751254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254830875743088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829368173506928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26980933037886945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154028894431285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411512061195157,0.0,0.0,0.2559133450821444 autism,ocarina_zeke,2019/06/28,"Autistic brother won't stop chewing his nails and they keep getting infected Hello all, I am a 16 year old male and I have high functioning Autism, and I have a 14 year old brother that has mid-functioning Autism. He has pretty limited speech and needs someone with him at all times; but he reads well, does basic functions on his own, can play video games very well and is good at other stuff like that. (Just to get a feel of where he is on the spectrum). Anyways, he keeps chewing up his nails and they get terribly infected. He won't listen if we tell him to stop, does anyone have any advice for me to help him stop this habit? Any advice would be great. Even if nobody has had this exact problem, is there any advice for people like my brother to stop bad habits? Thanks a lot in advance.",4.470716783216783,5.594626083333335,4.539627039627039,87.77506993006996,70.21794871794873,7.211188811188811,26.361305361305362,7.348242739294969,1.1999179487179488,623,19,125,6,11,193,99,156,0.111,0.664,0.225,0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,2,7,11,0,0,5,0,16,4,0,0,3,27,25,9,0,5,4,3,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,6,8,2,7,1,4,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,3,14,8,14,20,4,18,0,0,0,0,23,8,0,3,11,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845899294356057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676396210718477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173059277274803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109537566505358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296092407225616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664928017514499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663332402419429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056229477657679,0.0,0.0,0.1100353413045851,0.0,0.14463664101828574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793340701389309,0.1386086739291129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321411434050335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818490822015416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153243192239803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727518659343223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753221555746969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095012639314193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334666580933894,0.0,0.12553042057881572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122477866965904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115624866677803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43872043931629395,0.0,0.0,0.15018033539192244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466521048910573,0.12078146041547018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649752240801866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824489276778523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590983042230226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319309836815412,0.0,0.0,0.1689631863419566 autism,NotChrisYouGuys,2019/06/28,"There is a biochemical basis for autism That includes vaccine-induced autism. Chris Cantelmo (Yale Biochemist) has defined true autism as an over production of pineal-mediated DMT production. There is ample evidence that vaccines trigger autism by interfering with pineal function. There is also evidence that autism first becomes truly apparent after vaccination because vaccination is along the first truly traumatic, human-created painful event for an infant, which could trigger a massive release of DMT from the pineal.",14.298375,14.838518087500002,11.680000000000005,46.94500000000005,49.375,14.5,53.75,13.427899808715575,8.1105,437,27,46,13,4,132,55,80,0.077,0.8220000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,2,1,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,33,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30455824864056913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215701568068964,0.4206087403512537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040703879790651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6478859766097106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052414604431527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Fatechanger1,2019/06/28,Let’s have a talk on reddit Should we have a discussion room for this subreddit?,1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,85.875,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.8457250000000005,65,2,13,2,2,21,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7862002841061417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179717738468498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hashtagvain,2019/06/28,"I had my assessment yesterday and yes, I’m autistic I posted a few days ago and I want to thank everyone who replied for all of their advice, it was wonderfully helpful. I was a little surprised I got to find out there and then, but it’s also a massive weight off to know that I’m not just imagining all of this. I’m hoping it will be a big step towards greater self understanding.",1.1394871794871797,3.5508560256410284,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,84.8974358974359,6.5435897435897425,25.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6249641025641024,302,13,62,6,9,102,57,78,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,0,2,16,15,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,7,3,9,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340722553552314,0.22987400346081416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738033855617247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672417439591742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779403539466024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370163286987328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740412183428625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381859740303626,0.0,0.0,0.2575660395066696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251702150314305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990955846663444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483595458876148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270530222364939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874958055918846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699641661032789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295529821302625,0.0,0.0,0.3157852918131991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28122449983094605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cam279,2019/06/28,"Spitting all food and drink out? My niece has autism, and for about six years or so she has been spitting out all of her food and drink. She chews it slightly and then spits it out. She only eats about six foods and two types of beverages as well. Has anyone had this and what has helped you? Is it sensory related?",1.4614285714285735,3.871138634920637,1.7803174603174623,98.32857142857144,83.28571428571428,5.504761904761906,18.52380952380953,6.868970318607317,-0.06829523809523819,246,6,55,3,7,74,42,63,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.3899,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,2,12,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,1,9,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499664557973082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202092353537527,0.0,0.21946227216159755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7780349122755903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375859784014622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311849926651473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951167755510386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283948836907094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381153737810098 autism,aut1st1c_k1d,2019/06/28,"Question Hello! I was recently diagnosed with level 1 autism and I have a question. Don't take this in a bad way Redditers, but how should I deal with this diagnosis? I've always known that I don't exhibit normal behavior and that I realize that I'm shunned from my fellow classmates at school. But now that I know about this diagnosis, I'm not sure what to do next or how to go forward once the summer is over... Thanks for reading my post and I absolutely mean no offense by any of this. Thanks for your time!",2.3252941176470614,4.587303882352941,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,78.80392156862743,7.217254901960787,25.88627450980392,8.238735603445708,1.7858321568627449,404,16,81,8,10,134,71,102,0.114,0.809,0.077,-0.4,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,2,1,20,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,10,3,13,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,6,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080200303487644,0.0,0.0,0.13959139024140238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139279824385495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162549552066068,0.0,0.20834585034662925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666029927487948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281163083938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236004103035568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830814859724684,0.0,0.2011220994227181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860702718025812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965929761273675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599012315241215,0.0,0.20532665397512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268045179962746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077453168565943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346558689502505,0.0,0.1543383244294322,0.0,0.0,0.37797210832822814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969523189645614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293464832657592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,albae_,2019/03/28,"Autism awareness week Hi! So I heard it was autism awareness week next week. I work in social media for a hotel and was wondering if anyone had any ideas on something in the hotel I could do for a social media post that relates to / supports autism? (I am able set up a competition or give away, or not whatever your ideas is!). I really appreciate any idea, thank you!",3.5256807511737094,5.466710887323941,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807516,73.92957746478874,7.550234741784037,24.509389671361504,8.344100000000001,1.6232516431924893,287,9,54,5,6,95,51,71,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.8346,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,7,2,8,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,4,34,9,1,0.1712756855041293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294667887264986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975994166253227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091914458192536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674969804567455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430324434512866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800482035582101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215363461392906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640347617405473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972358989852457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491879842315626,0.0,0.13185639047398184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436161820138464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768763959813262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121610711639727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574117479763946,0.12469073893057528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,quickhakker,2019/03/28,Hijack autism awareness month We all know that aam is pretty much one of those events where the people who are normally arse holes towards autistic people try to be nice by giving money to charity and helping out when in actual fact it goes to the charity that shall not be named. So how about this year and potentially years to come we hijack the month to raise money for actual autism charities spread actual news and information and do stuff that is actually beneficial for autistics? ,14.538712121212125,9.783501204545457,13.013636363636362,54.00712121212122,54.0,16.73333333333333,44.10606060606061,14.06817628641468,6.0232833333333335,398,13,63,11,3,128,65,88,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,2,17,10,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,13,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.7305885953464447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122705258285655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954681156921518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545351507749405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286161304412747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987884467658713,0.0,0.13758864492402048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833830732834296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268286170543153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595148633547041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041524685625244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426044560580854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707351983805354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105770906776144 autism,CoyoteKingOfSummer,2019/03/28,"If you could, would you 'cure' your autism? Why or why not? Edit: If you could get rid of certain autistic aspects, would you?",0.213750000000001,2.5423928750000044,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,99.41666666666666,2.4000000000000004,18.5,3.1291,-0.9755499999999996,95,3,20,0,4,28,17,24,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611315542719008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835929589519859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6341710109770207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992515729169401,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kablump,2019/03/28,"Anyone ever dream of a city/town of aspies just to not feel alone? I mean a whole community, real life not reddit, of aspies.. not at a fucking help center, not some awareness walk by people who want to look like they give a damn about us even though 30 seconds into a conversation you can tell they hate you. &#x200B; nah, just a place for people who aren't normies. Where we can all praise tzeentch together... or at least we can wear our colors on our chest and not worry about them being misconstrued as a big fucking target &#x200B; &#x200B;",7.0730128205128215,7.255456173076923,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,64.19230769230771,8.471794871794872,29.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,1.9046717948717944,438,13,79,4,6,135,76,104,0.095,0.779,0.126,0.3118,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,5,2,3,1,8,6,4,0,7,0,5,5,2,0,2,19,13,4,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,0,3,11,2,14,12,4,10,1,0,2,2,17,8,3,2,2,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351597468511735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241935500129631,0.4757192361023817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124937933583474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619472301314735,0.11804568512003767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598525986207664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24129226447589536,0.0,0.12518851346474494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884278451491404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747211339603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217676197537007,0.06375622876594435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958802753161656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215391808595115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809460144763284,0.0,0.13634583776735856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853878291894884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406368336095835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821663431609812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697671368832494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697290962940463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569977922862354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253016674192916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757192361023817,0.0 autism,VividLotus,2019/03/28,"Homeschooling: yea or nay? I am specifically hoping to get feedback from autistic people themselves on this. I'll keep it brief: do you think homeschooling is the ideal option for autistic people, perhaps especially those whose conversational speech is very limited? If you are/were homeschooled, did/do you like it, or no? Based on the fact that my daughter has been kicked out of literally every class or organized activity we've had her try, from daycare to preschool to even a social skills group specifically for autistic kids her age, I don't think at this point we can reasonably expect her to be in mainstream school when she's ready to start (she's preschool-age now), so I am trying to plan ahead and decide what might be best. I'm an engineer so quitting my job to homeschool her even for a few years would be a career-ender, so it's a really big decision, and my husband quitting his job instead isn't an option.",9.58377167630058,8.049780982658966,8.940859826589596,69.4775325144509,59.982658959537574,11.886994219653179,38.96604046242774,10.686352973137794,4.079601734104047,742,30,131,14,8,236,115,173,0.026000000000000002,0.878,0.095,0.9108,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,8,8,4,0,0,8,1,16,0,0,1,1,23,23,10,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,17,4,19,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,8,7,86,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778670759116526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692769446504158,0.0,0.0,0.2489641446910947,0.0,0.1587933572062068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846733332327301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719235575750373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740530288967676,0.16752000821389804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920764891896107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999359464960983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613215064365957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816423139290735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009202038603932,0.0,0.0,0.12073814049767632,0.19377763874569545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074080531981416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212052731432602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339940898058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152679648745176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559163140254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550675718620194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388305118889995,0.0,0.0,0.12136793025539085 autism,katlolkat,2019/03/28,"In light of autism month, my work came out with shirts for the employees that say ""it's okay to be different""... I'm a little hesitant to wear it. I don't have the place to decide whether or not it's stigmatizing or advocating. I would like to know what folks in the community think.",4.039210526315788,5.0233679649122855,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,71.10526315789474,9.910526315789477,26.530701754385966,10.125756701596842,2.326196491228071,222,7,49,6,4,74,45,57,0.032,0.885,0.083,0.4005,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,2,2,0,0,11,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,10,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.410808212987176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752684608035005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739688586123885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547805072315634,0.3599944547378276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866954307706474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752684608035005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856357288707511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301491500058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614885778923627,0.0,0.0,0.2551523961683324,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JVerose,2019/03/28,"Discord Server A chat for autistics and allies! Come join! https://discord.gg/pPZfZQE",11.202272727272721,12.461014454545454,5.8643181818181835,57.91647727272729,131.72727272727275,4.736363636363637,30.022727272727273,5.985473137389443,3.0975272727272727,73,3,6,1,4,19,11,11,0.244,0.593,0.163,-0.2695,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,missmermaid91,2019/03/28,"Thank you! I have a kid who was diagnosed not terribly long ago. I am still gaining my footing as a parent for how best to get her assistance and how I can help her. I haven't been on this sub for long but I have learned so much. And I wanted to thank you all. &#x200B; I have a small rant though. &#x200B; I am tired of people telling me there is no way my child has ASD. That the doctors must be wrong because she is verbal and people with autism aren't verbal. Coworkers have even said, without ever meeting my kid, that she will outgrow it. They pity me. They ask if I can medicate her. They tell me how hard it must be as her parent. &#x200B; You know what? It is hard being a parent to a child with ASD. But I wouldn't trade her for anyone. I love when she gets a big smile and rocks back and forth. I love seeing her spend hours doing her letter tracing over and over. I used to hate how she repeated herself over and over and over. Now I realize that she was using it as a calming technique and I just reaffirm her over and over now. I used to get frustrated because I can't stand the yelling and crying and hitting. I get overwhelmed myself and she has taught me that I need to learn how to calm myself too. She has me improving *myself*. &#x200B; So thank you for sharing your perspectives and stories!",1.8375206149545809,4.104967784905662,2.709475890985328,93.1182459818309,80.58490566037736,5.435359888190078,22.645003494060106,6.605766666666668,0.5072823200559049,1033,34,215,10,27,325,135,265,0.11599999999999999,0.722,0.162,0.9099,3,0,0,0,1,0,43.0,0,5,3,2,18,15,2,1,9,0,28,7,1,8,4,41,49,29,0,6,6,3,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,11,16,0,0,4,1,2,0,7,6,0,0,5,5,54,9,26,36,3,23,0,2,1,2,42,10,0,1,11,168,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696528794754241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763002075543394,0.42200841403045264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071018827766821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116982762316748,0.0,0.0,0.06676320801965367,0.0,0.10585565403088344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911176751787376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953733889451519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812573532180126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886925614990122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734721595651021,0.0785383508486991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145030275770133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555662346889085,0.08572189491098972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819709144293533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855053178199153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047716851110940525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367511334480818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672623904838648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746723961583236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382650135555472,0.06437977466757475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892272792887099,0.0,0.0,0.12038730221409324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259063389216577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918843130945636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933870505706266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177807767879573,0.2398108956007978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530530362306099,0.0,0.0,0.0997927778862204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249672483745468,0.0,0.0,0.051211743793702,0.06891779063172929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369638016845292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492970996984214,0.42200841403045264,0.0 autism,AnxietyQueen1,2019/03/28,"I dunno where else to turn..... I need help. * long(ish) read but I only want opinions... * Hi... Probably in the wrong place here but this is the only way at the moment I can get any form of answers or anything rn.... Woke up early af to ring the doctors today as I need my tablets (ran out last night - yes It seems I've left it late but I've just changed doctors, only got registered properly yesterday) anyways they're closed.... This has set me off something bad, idk why. I have had quite a few meltdowns before when things get overwhelming, bad stuff happens (and I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel), I cannot control my emotions, they just come out... I've not been diagnosed with anything other than depression, anxiety and bpd so I have no answer for my meltdowns, just questions & ponders on what's wrong with me... At the moment (for the past 3 hours on now - on and off) I've been crying, can't stay still, kicking/moving my legs/arms without really being able to help it atall(extremely strong urges to do so.. But now I've calmed abit I don't feel this urge) , I've reacted to every little noise I hear, my head is foggy and even now I've calmed down a little I still feel like I'm on the verge of tears & melting down again. Idk what to do, my doctors are closed and even then they don't listen to me regarding anything. I feel so alone, I feel like I'm just like a child having a tantrum but I honestly don't wanna feel like this, there's no show for anyone to see as I live alone I'm 20 years old and I feel like I'm 2. I just want opinions, if anyone else thinks I'm just child-like when it comes to things that get too overbearing for me, i feel this subreddit would be less judgemental I'm sorry if this is unrelated, I just feel so helpless. 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So yeah, my flatmate just got diagnosed with middleish ASD, and I thought I should check if there's any general things I can do to make life a little easier on them. For example, I have a very glib personality, and seeing as she is generally fairly critical and obsessive I will often return such criticism towards me with some sort of light hearted rebuttle or tease, as that's how I deal with people doing that sort of stuff in a way that I see as unecessary. Should I try to avoid responding in this way to her, or is that fine? Are there any other ways that a glib personality might be harmful or abrasive for someone with ASD that I should try to avoid? On the other side of that, is there anything I can do, such as engaging in interests etc, that would be of benefit to her that I might wanna put a bit of effort towards? Obviously I'm not her professional support network, but just little things that would make her life easier/better. And lastly, what are the behaviors that I should be leanient about and just be conscious that it's likely not her fault that she's doing them? Like I have (a sad amount of) friends with severe depression, as well as a(n un)healthy amount myself, so I get that if they keep blowing me off or just acting negatively then I should give them the benefit of the doubt that it's not about how they feel about me. What are the similar things with ASD that I should keep in mind? Thanks in advance :) ",6.835208333333334,6.605682104166673,7.040416666666669,76.64625000000002,64.7638888888889,10.672222222222224,32.583333333333336,10.270032843473604,3.105641666666666,1178,42,229,25,16,381,139,288,0.091,0.7829999999999999,0.126,0.8839,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,5,2,19,20,1,4,11,1,30,5,1,5,1,58,45,24,0,11,14,0,1,2,1,11,4,0,0,2,27,12,0,4,3,0,1,3,4,9,1,0,3,4,35,11,41,27,5,22,0,2,2,0,20,13,0,13,5,179,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055862013538192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319715755332086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369091538695946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292864568475542,0.1080106484666888,0.25456570555391056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985908429510188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340824583145753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688714854695832,0.0,0.0655186367747927,0.12029935251659793,0.0,0.0,0.200594750972974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860484875982866,0.08405594342139483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229304318548565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022213447996859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771537096466341,0.12253253636729453,0.25137635980912026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741685644283505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26606855724823697,0.12662272160535445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869396391869905,0.21899661564061168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606608519302467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986218291562768,0.0,0.0,0.14167130657330115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625476330506542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355806516987415,0.0,0.1423074566597748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545554696217065,0.0,0.0,0.24993938529956286,0.0,0.0,0.0995571065348862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028274715566113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347178496912286,0.0,0.2986205890932745,0.0,0.0,0.11275363955473085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816741258439805,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,J-IP,2019/03/28,"Dealing with schedule interruption I'm waiting for neurological investigation or what it's called for suspected hfa/adhd atm and genererally hang out in r/adhd for figuring out workarounds in everyday life but this things that came up today feels like this sub would be a better fit. &#x200B; I'm a bit of a stickler with planning. Since I struggle when it comes to building new routines or tweaking already working ones when external factors interrupt I'm having an enormous amount of problem handling that. After a few weeks of poor sleep, late night I'm turning that around again. This morning I was about to get early to work so my flex time would be a little better. Got stuck in traffic. I live in a quite rural place so traffic is only an issue if there is an accident. Early prognosis was that the road would open up after 1 hour. &#x200B; Unexpected things happen all the time and if I'm in the right mindset I can accept the,. No use getting worked up over something that you cant controll. But today I invested in planning out going early. Skipped breakfast at home to get away quicker and about to make a quick stop to get a sandwhich and had calculated how much flex time I would work in today despite planning on long lunch and going home early. And today when this happened it broke me. I can't explain it really so the closest approximation would be rage. Some quite honestly horrific thoughts about the person who caused my delay etc. It feels like an attack on my planning. I know how unreasonable this is, I think that while feeling this way but I can't control it. &#x200B; If we take a less extreme example I get the same sort of weird emotional storm but at least with less intensity when planning chores etc and my wife goes of plan or doesn't respect it and in similar situations, say you are planning a day or event and almost before you are finished with it people seems to go off doing unrelated stuff. &#x200B; This really messes me up because I don't know how to handle it at all. Today in traffic was worse because I had no outlet. If it's chores I can just dig in and go to work for an hour angrily until I burn off all my energy. I tried listening to mynoise and relax but I just couldn't. &#x200B; tl;dr: What do you do when something messes up your planning? How do you salvage the plan, how do you deal with the emotions that gets stirred up?",5.259025119617224,6.750806581140353,5.791196172248808,78.15428229665073,68.71491228070175,8.071132376395534,32.01993620414673,8.484438967287268,2.6172859649122806,1915,83,336,29,33,618,231,456,0.14,0.7879999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9871,0,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,1,7,0,20,22,16,2,1,24,0,32,5,1,10,3,78,68,39,0,11,15,1,3,2,0,5,2,2,4,1,30,24,2,5,12,1,3,7,8,8,0,1,9,5,32,8,59,50,14,82,0,1,0,0,17,37,0,12,39,235,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724098304523905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061341271395634375,0.0,0.06759998315502702,0.0,0.0,0.3318663481177752,0.3721772893761599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453281467361593,0.0,0.06969008331270582,0.05755412619438785,0.0,0.0,0.07468490024848051,0.0,0.052126244213621116,0.0,0.0,0.1083558575925978,0.06687812445241358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255150474925282,0.07006309892073677,0.0,0.06292907942174197,0.0,0.05276854336522393,0.0,0.0,0.13741263391173766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950649237585185,0.12630909631211396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781453348923872,0.0,0.0,0.13663824486414705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292200929233614,0.0875257874758061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920293897229404,0.0,0.13925786154128306,0.0,0.0489938048001143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834090587761287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289400433839985,0.0,0.12065403951369268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393767963364193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733184538924053,0.0,0.06910195479648686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326850143358284,0.05985535652676136,0.0613968423605992,0.054092141847464116,0.05421160832600616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089034605852734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503184955579578,0.0,0.0,0.059163582942995,0.0,0.05748670171740106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151016390715589,0.046589646430770085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042468745478725534,0.05348832602318375,0.06400181510472636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861585566527685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031134197258995,0.0,0.0,0.07848718505094836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052314196084699935,0.0,0.048715005431970035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557671944244593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067344318060795,0.068856820263899,0.06130247274295695,0.0,0.0,0.09431916080081404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051214625566048895,0.0,0.06404040548980403,0.07012602062914912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605856736931832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139449575711757,0.03925180206630357,0.0,0.04863219421620425,0.10716050447877837,0.0,0.2903282096907555,0.0,0.0,0.04159031896151511,0.06663136652012172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052907444758457815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862393384461724,0.04913765929636068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298361522883306,0.0,0.06242737263991239,0.21758045491124275,0.0,0.3721772893761599,0.0 autism,Lindaero,2019/03/28,"Neurotypical parents of autistic kids: stop dismissing the things autistic people have to say My god the amount of ""autism mums"" on this subreddit is infuriating. I'm not talking about the ones who want advice that is completely fine. I'm talking about the ones who think they are more of an expert on autistic people than actual autistic people are. It's usually the type of parent who uses their child as sympathy bait and won't shut up about wanting to ""cure"" them. If you want to cure your child of autism you are a bad parent. End of ",6.972058823529411,7.304020519607848,6.88901960784314,75.95058823529412,64.39215686274511,9.937254901960783,31.70588235294117,9.725611199111238,2.891811764705882,431,15,78,8,6,137,68,102,0.085,0.8290000000000001,0.087,-0.4228,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,14,3,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,1,17,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,1,3,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.17358469469371182,0.0,0.0,0.17382175076837014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485219200576293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865032307518543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575484051867451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410714529082872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925422730857378,0.0,0.0,0.369957663813887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145688709140006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871519446389056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859455458890946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817521002081105,0.11397797626813372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363074217333605,0.19590909587193264,0.0,0.314753744710717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,somehwerebuthere,2019/03/28,"is there a youtube channel/video series for learning emotional intelligence for high functioning adults? I swear I can never find anything useful on youtube. But I really need to SEE how to behave and react, as going out there and getting minimal feedback or just negative feedback never helped me socialize better. I think there should be like a comprehensive video series, how to engage, maintain conversation, follow up questions, starter questions, gauging eye contact, judging appropirate responses, etc, I see the overlap with social skills, but I think the focus needs to be how far is too far or not enough?",11.688349514563107,11.248800359223305,10.086718446601946,59.4366796116505,55.11650485436893,12.511844660194175,45.842718446601936,11.602472056035307,5.8144656310679625,499,26,66,11,5,154,74,103,0.051,0.8440000000000001,0.105,0.5357,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,5,2,26,16,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,11,13,2,12,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,4,4,48,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573099368390187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690671457255148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150313820977101,0.0,0.19752131987683352,0.2131960243716759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471849251692265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987419089034373,0.0,0.10864170010607732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128131776727781,0.20197301871418294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339203721141434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834882193925145,0.2948716488131774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282901036961261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246319347575935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30466253253846576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389730920323591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449776241865544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510248493578206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yuirick,2019/03/28,"Pure stress, lack of sleep I don't know why it happens to me. I'm just kinda always stressed and I'm frequently tired mid-day even when I sleep like I should. Today, this is especially bad. I have a long day ahead of me and stressed out during my sleep and hence lost sleep and aaargh. Combine this with this weird... Stress that just keeps reappearing even when I've gotten time off. It feels like I'm really worried about something except I don't know what. Or like I'm working every day of the week, but I'm actually not. I want to relax. I want to wind down. But I just can't even when given the chance, and it's frustrating. &#x200B; BAH. Wish me luck with my long day.",0.971630434782611,3.3508231739130463,2.0534601449275383,95.7023641304348,85.3768115942029,5.189130434782608,18.04528985507246,6.6274283507984215,-0.1421753623188402,530,13,117,6,16,167,81,138,0.185,0.706,0.109,-0.6848,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,10,13,1,4,3,0,6,5,4,0,1,28,22,11,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,13,5,14,18,1,16,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,16,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1133709089769424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666764620756857,0.1258765270676012,0.14116642107827915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700201454768104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299695349353714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019923678013346,0.0,0.0978831970094298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874202011443287,0.08299607823148028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027339548629978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326246799939408,0.0,0.0,0.12769446053690306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702730131131269,0.0,0.0,0.20562401163991975,0.0,0.0,0.12681970639977347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744252492724823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650391588846001,0.0,0.0,0.0894378751029893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323163527952081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774309506977423,0.13352709410804128,0.11012115857151336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704709855406827,0.0,0.0931892904408288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483066971386842,0.0,0.13359653876118713,0.0,0.0,0.08457743075541557,0.11798225447313622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116642107827915,0.0 autism,joshd523,2019/03/28,"I’m starting to think I might be in the spectrum but I’m scared to open up about it. Just some context: I’m a 16 yr old and throughout my life I always enjoyed being alone, never hated being with people but never went out of my way to make friends. All of my friends I have now aren’t very close to me except for one or two of them, and my not so close friends are really a result from being in the same event as them and being forced to talk to them i.e band friends. In addition to those, I used to not be able to understand social cues and what people meant with words, but I’ve gotten way better at that now however I’m still really blunt with most things. I’m always really anxious when I’m with a lot of people, often fidgeting with my hands or something, and in the past year it’s been getting harder to talk to people clearly (I constantly trip over my words or go on long winded explanations of some small detail). If I’m ever really stressed or anxious for whatever reason, I always do this clap thing I can’t really explain via text and I look at the clock to see if the time is divisible by three (don’t really remember when that one started). I never even had a passing thought I could be autistic in any way because I didn’t know HF autism was a thing but after reading up on it and scoring an average of 30 on those AQ tests online, I’m starting to have second guesses. I’m scared to tell anyone though because my parents aren’t the most open minded people and they don’t really believe in mental illnesses (they only think of the extreme versions of them is what I mean) and I don’t want to think I’m doing this for attention or something... I really don’t know what I should do",6.39994252873563,5.343417270114943,7.208620689655174,77.81511494252874,65.95402298850574,10.032183908045976,31.6896551724138,9.150863307647796,2.5539413793103454,1342,43,268,20,18,450,175,348,0.079,0.8240000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.8193,4,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,1,12,10,1,3,13,0,29,3,1,4,6,72,63,25,0,5,15,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,15,20,0,0,13,2,0,4,13,4,0,5,8,3,29,6,52,45,8,48,0,0,2,0,17,20,0,15,21,186,44,2,0.08675630769612379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985337043975307,0.0,0.0,0.216564593718244,0.0,0.0,0.05899726423391985,0.0,0.0,0.19601986699084054,0.0,0.060662027525757535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577167985724384,0.0,0.0,0.09774464985459222,0.0,0.07672890398065796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375274787655287,0.0,0.06926785227034768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730172301506493,0.07847604720349549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811083247079626,0.0,0.04532659003667435,0.0,0.049305608963602574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557185391989496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565389263606286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535799567266724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612785458146037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677660224927835,0.07285344833031335,0.0,0.0,0.07375711036832214,0.0,0.0,0.05791050906093244,0.0,0.0,0.09450305256419164,0.0,0.0,0.0874299528563523,0.09203473247996632,0.08759913932980343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073543855590836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103615094529836,0.0,0.11757663873156847,0.06598208139185209,0.0,0.0,0.09633261277973187,0.0,0.08281871237678506,0.30072950059312153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677978518509277,0.0,0.44462649785886615,0.08919993355425793,0.0,0.0,0.0982779844882636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737163975281313,0.0,0.06913354485678813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843713021674726,0.0,0.1335784883883617,0.0,0.0,0.18421968335874467,0.0,0.06928369939381572,0.0,0.09937905734694323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394628677112331,0.07582883686546284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291110757436118,0.16676981671652288,0.0852376318256081,0.06887481753711408,0.050588300693355084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474830643456119,0.09031637593718572,0.0,0.07492959474321945,0.0,0.07158303970486106,0.051171118057598525,0.20658935662636688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042396640856013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586821773902518 autism,AutiSpasTacular,2019/03/28,"those of you who live in apartments, how do you do it without having meltdowns 24/7? Need advice on housing please. due to my sensitivity to sound and frequent meltdowns, I don't think apartment living is possible for me. I get about 700 dollars from ssi per month, and that's not really enough to get a house, plus i'd like to go to college (36yo). How do you not get upset or have meltdowns? I am afraid that the police will get me and kill me. &#x200B; Does anyone have any advice?",4.294872180451127,5.662270968421055,4.732330827067671,85.3063157894737,70.89473684210526,6.69172932330827,27.25563909774436,6.868970318607317,1.2328796992481208,382,13,74,3,7,121,69,95,0.049,0.873,0.078,0.2081,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,12,17,7,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,10,1,13,16,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35248667455618315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954173597857688,0.21915419769015654,0.12264933737284504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611021165706546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783213141157645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863575900979164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769175608771677,0.0,0.1025013675917812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41621685814970416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953893722087945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811360211599814,0.0,0.3185180903379026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395969758778454,0.0,0.0,0.13373285835696422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979784596469996,0.0,0.20332606932103034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554168241721068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556585309319264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385826856110048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915419769015654,0.0 autism,doublea365,2019/03/28,"Help my sister in-law of a precious autistic child (she's a single mom) Visit her Facebook live video, help her earn money to help her children. Here's here current live Facebook show [https://www.facebook.com/kimberly.j.snell1/videos/10215525376744874](https://www.facebook.com/kimberly.j.snell1/videos/10215525376744874) and here's her site [https://paparazziaccessories.com/277589](https://paparazziaccessories.com/277589) ",25.272142857142853,33.735556214285715,11.286,29.10900000000001,34.476190476190474,5.2647619047619045,27.447619047619053,6.742157984588678,1.5856704761904754,379,8,30,2,5,84,30,42,0.0,0.731,0.26899999999999996,0.8957,1,0,0,0,1,0,43.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,0,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6883347697537695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045366027123878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009123853524481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jordanwhite916,2019/03/28,"Evening of Inspiration - Jordan White - Autism A little speech about autism and my experience with it when I was growing up. A speech that I gave on March 26, 2019 at McEachern High School in Powder Springs, GA. Feel free to enjoy and have your heart be filled! &#x200B; [https://youtu.be/4AgNKcCBrGM](https://youtu.be/4AgNKcCBrGM)",9.2866,13.34445446,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,64.4,6.4,26.0,7.554174236665415,1.417200000000001,273,8,40,3,5,69,45,50,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,4,8,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33719620415343016,0.3781545491476485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555145228305385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30442336661511565,0.0,0.0,0.15735726642866202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687856756209191,0.0,0.3288107433502952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119144545450179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149614141568351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781545491476485,0.0 autism,quarkalark,2019/03/28,"High functioning? What are some ways to figure out if you have high functioning autism? What if you’re able to fool most people through social adaptations? I understand it’s a spectrum, so what does that look like in someone with a less obvious diagnosis or with easily differential diagnoses?",7.1097058823529435,9.548512078431372,6.966813725490197,67.8231617647059,65.47058823529412,12.158823529411766,34.318627450980394,11.698219412168324,5.0966039215686285,240,11,37,9,4,76,42,51,0.055999999999999994,0.831,0.113,0.4515,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,1,25,7,0,0.2868103815835071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911064999961565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098969770478136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060618302512459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012106508973912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408484854897193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883820579511452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923670651413495,0.24301350558083826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985797221398009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276567309766029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thefabulousbomb,2019/06/11,"Advice on going away with an autistic child Apologies if this isn’t allowed here, directions to the right place would be useful. I’m going away with my cousin and her son (5) at the end of July, and he’s autistic. He can talk fairly well, and she can obviously deal with him most of the time and she’s already said that she’s putting things in place now to help him. She’s been on holiday with him a lot (her & her partner work for an airline and get cheap holidays) so I’m not worried about flying or anything. My concern is that I don’t actually spend a ton of time with him, when I go and see them it’s mainly with other family there so he’s got other kids to play with (my nieces are amazing with him). He’s been around me enough that he knows who I am, but he doesn’t always want to cuddle me and be with me all the time (which I respect, I understand the struggles). I could just really do with some advice on what to do if he gets upset, and what can I do to help my cousin out while we’re away. Essentially the holiday will work like this: she flies out 2 weeks before me with her partner, so she’s away for a month, I’m there for the last 2 weeks and we all fly home together. While we’re away we’ll be switching villas (she’s staying in my aunts, I’m at my nan’s) so I’ll be staying with them a lot. I just want to be able help out where I can",2.5396754729288986,3.3153258801369887,3.9766927592954993,91.31755707762558,74.44520547945207,7.068754076973256,23.15133724722766,7.2636822038024595,0.6008350945857792,1055,27,248,11,21,350,141,292,0.012,0.866,0.122,0.9762,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,2,2,15,7,0,2,13,0,24,1,0,2,3,48,41,20,0,6,7,4,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,4,13,26,0,0,2,4,2,4,4,2,1,0,4,2,39,5,42,28,9,38,0,0,1,1,43,20,0,7,13,168,52,2,0.11174688804875914,0.0,0.10904884305319416,0.0,0.0,0.2183955313827341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233154697242071,0.0,0.09298236271312592,0.12107770651347385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195816741219892,0.0994784220794588,0.0,0.0,0.5249493990221094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508837118228496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892207971798962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520613478888242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897457457758677,0.11546440718045653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534502083401852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676627364551972,0.0,0.19052499505846646,0.0,0.08937419464509026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247047506073351,0.0,0.11209123999723623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141316723800421,0.09108862841820717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054593884947281776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000641622504452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919529991302025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350342779646896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233648718658568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158791792663867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543123181901733,0.1062968803142463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904780185649303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382146285268261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168221102391888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981791571670572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423966699988391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548152719770112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163324514244313,0.0,0.09651343236779476,0.0,0.0,0.13182241966638664,0.0,0.17927322624867145,0.0,0.10047387261757977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270613079701982,0.11348438913654404,0.0,0.07938178309498971,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Musicandlove14,2019/06/11,"What should I do in this situation? I am 19 and I have Autism and ADHD. I am currently not in school but I do a lot of things in the community. I do volunteer work and I read a lot. I am a regular at my local library. I also am working on getting my G1 and G2. I think my ADHD is making that more difficult. &#x200B; I consider myself mostly independent. I do a lot on my own although I have an aide. She is very patient and understanding. I am however having issues with my sister and sometimes with another aide that I sometimes have. My sister is not very patient a lot of the time. I have another aide sometimes though who isn't very understanding. She tells me what to do a lot of the time. She also doesn't like that I insist on paying with my change at stores. She pays for me with it and doesn't let me count it out myself. I'm supposed to be working on that. My mom lets me do it every time and so does my other aide. I sort of feel frustrated. Plus this aide also doesn't understand that I have a lot of verbal communication issues. I text mostly when I cannot get what I mean across with my voice. She doesn't fully understand. I only see her once or twice a week though. I see my other aide more often. I'm learning independent life skills. I feel sort of unconfident.",0.8978960709759178,3.2257826996197707,3.4426882129277594,85.99462801013942,85.1216730038023,6.396400506970849,20.933967046894807,7.675431598112923,1.0055014955640051,1002,32,206,19,30,348,117,263,0.049,0.9329999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.8017,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,4,8,3,1,0,12,0,30,1,0,3,0,43,45,19,0,1,4,3,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,17,15,0,0,9,1,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,5,48,1,26,41,11,18,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,12,7,166,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223743292299478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195685430038173,0.0,0.10024186884708368,0.1124179876661314,0.0,0.1940237752964665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978704628819435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809620385525601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794935899115682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935585055180526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667237533306204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312691788646888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892093069053112,0.06534732235604382,0.04519901485026223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719266363015165,0.0,0.0,0.06175565449703424,0.0,0.0,0.10077787188727078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835450903230956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852732805329176,0.0,0.07036316356920659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254179453989332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936318985234944,0.1474477561866655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399271250713593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27450431849546697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808637245003022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146402320418394,0.05928100298596295,0.18179449037925302,0.0,0.16184179710406846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38525283222307705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290080439394623,0.0,0.0,0.0742113628961623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205990549742064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124179876661314,0.0 autism,TKBoomer,2019/06/11,Mono focussed I’m extremely mono focused and hate being interrupted when I’m doing something.,5.825624999999999,9.532550312500003,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,77.125,8.200000000000001,39.25,8.841846274778883,5.0951,79,5,9,2,2,26,13,16,0.298,0.556,0.146,-0.4627,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7885951306125503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149127742811777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AlwaysIvan,2019/06/11,Adults with autism This is a general question and im not going to phrase everything exactly. But when kids get upset and act out its a tantrum...when adults do it do people consider it a tantrum still or do they call it something else?,5.383840579710146,6.172463326086959,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,67.91304347826087,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,2.996776811594203,187,8,37,4,3,59,36,46,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785288142041877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096744650638619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331636049008477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936768147453365,0.0,0.21067883742022395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004224341813086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569985155631839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152717650643592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853849818464415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29604358504600553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,toocoolforforest345,2019/06/11,"Do I have undiagnosed autism? Serious question for people with high functioning autism So academically, I have always been at the lower end of average still graduated high school and then graduated college. However during my time at college I never made any friends besides doing book work. People really didn't come to me and the ones that did, I wasn't interested for obvious reasons, they were weird. Am I slightly high functioning autistic?",7.399780701754384,9.947383276315794,7.981578947368423,60.39938596491231,64.92105263157895,11.382456140350875,37.66666666666666,11.20814326018867,5.389314035087719,363,19,50,12,6,120,58,76,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.8112,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,2,9,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,8,2,7,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,35,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560790134219026,0.0,0.0,0.14351910779831975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179818998882333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692488360862594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305428720689027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6689478120680353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969765003148893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277235574190546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430108201439132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926266509079547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642079325073456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352020282313102,0.2169913307948979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359069834447772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685423019369513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306312631305298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364463394485833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cargod2000,2019/06/11,"Can’t stop maladaptive daydreaming — Could this be Autism/Aspergers related? I’ve never told anyone before due to fear of embarrassment, but since I was around 7 or 8, I’ve daydreamed about a fantasy world usually centered around a made up family with names, pets, birthdays, jobs, cars, a nice house, friends, scenarios, etc. Sometimes I even set time periods and locations for them like May 1995 in Los Angeles, or July 2007 in Miami, etc. Almost like they’re a nonstop mini movie in my head. I try to make the thoughts stop but my mind always seems to wander back into this world when I’m doing just about anything.. I thought I would grow out of these daydreams by now but I’ll be 19 next month and there still hasn’t been a day where I haven’t daydreamed about this “world” and get ideas for it.. It’s so frustrating because I know how weird/possibly unhealthy it is and want to stop but just can’t. Is this normal? Could this have anything to do with Autism/Aspergers?",5.272878411910668,6.535810688172044,5.279247311827959,82.69656327543427,68.46236559139786,9.163937138130684,29.36145574855252,9.466822959209583,2.5322999172870144,772,28,148,16,13,241,126,186,0.11599999999999999,0.799,0.085,-0.691,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,16,7,1,2,6,0,17,1,1,3,1,39,27,13,0,5,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,3,5,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,6,0,10,4,23,15,2,31,1,0,0,0,4,13,0,5,17,89,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385156872394927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953399454515108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100448198981164,0.0,0.2364346691370999,0.25577007972776866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046323844536418,0.0,0.0875718730334321,0.0,0.1222413854687521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293965860239475,0.0,0.0,0.09264677392147257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204306892275065,0.09488398443221846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542687858538136,0.16165387796848188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098891410115193,0.0,0.0750547668919949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474333573576637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576069946035196,0.0,0.16217108035969804,0.0,0.0,0.14255724178556614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895003937764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403669460545072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593157043104245,0.09589205264830786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505245104513873,0.0,0.11466551485845372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079700705175367,0.0,0.15278067341081994,0.0,0.1407531967315134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307797868999318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188344181384729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208028277323884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472453372756344,0.3603106389058381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809496018977665,0.08376745554716986,0.0,0.0,0.13727026179482213,0.0,0.09753356085099264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821770769186738,0.0,0.08473252310196508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204969362562097,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FL-8-US,2019/06/11,"Bullying, your thoughts? My daughter is 5. She will enter kindergarten in a few months. She was given the diagnosis of autism 2 years ago. She is verbal (developing on a slow timetable), but entirely need-based. There is no such thing as back-and-forth conversation with her that lasts more that two interchanges. I feel like she has some desire to be social, but really lacks the verbal skill to understand what’s going on. I’m concerned about bullying as she gets along in school. For those of you with autism who went through it, is there anything your parents could have done to help you deal with it? For parents out there, is there anything that you have done to prevent bullying of your child?",5.3569767441860465,7.2938022558139535,4.716968992248066,84.22056976744187,69.07751937984496,8.26077519379845,28.403875968992253,8.841846274778883,2.156453643410852,557,20,104,10,10,167,88,129,0.11800000000000001,0.8,0.08199999999999999,-0.79,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,15,22,4,0,3,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,1,14,1,22,13,4,13,0,0,0,0,21,5,0,1,6,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497389994804255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32486951306743184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178035698642825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759947023191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034999280894771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039960228989027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980607235757498,0.14101511274602593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312787740723917,0.0,0.11218101323248697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323060346677804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089880427672384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643454909112313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755443190140414,0.0,0.0,0.14636182819246432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383554056472825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264527811547776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976873267198195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121375810228329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113682638123736,0.0,0.0,0.15670523049861912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282087951868834,0.20548945195259605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298206288351188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271123794066434 autism,karistee,2019/06/11,"Looking for safer sensory seeking options. I have a 4 year old who’s mainly nonverbal on the spectrum. Summer started on May 31 for him and for the first few days home he was fine but the last couple days I can tell he’s feeling off because of the routine change. Most of his sensory seeking is a way of comforting himself but his new thing is wrapping himself with things. I’ve taken all of the blinds out of my house because he was wrapping his hands and feet with the cords. He’ll use anything he can like cords from the vacuum, charging cords, or he even found a ribbon and shredded it until it was in stands then started using the strands. Big squeezes help but I can tell it’s not enough. He also refuses to use his weighted blanket. Any suggestions on what we can use?",5.213921568627455,5.9769428431372535,5.416215686274509,83.48197058823528,68.281045751634,7.950065359477126,33.600653594771245,7.908726449838941,2.420088104575164,617,28,118,7,10,195,97,153,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,11,0,11,4,2,4,1,23,22,10,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,12,3,19,15,5,21,0,0,2,0,21,7,0,4,13,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128591642992932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934946397073657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323246383302363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604428520304465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010500075076396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792206002377078,0.0,0.20740529967731952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614930843154455,0.0,0.10620683480259492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130527425105738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677633519400464,0.0,0.17630881948857108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778080110390548,0.0,0.16129543693640827,0.0,0.0,0.1855415255766844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131073401641512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855872168819734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350314396232507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530157085998753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687324732271917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276300309820782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281092446317044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365665197485495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555180313601589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763549690249545,0.0,0.19581099052098688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035498805256533 autism,bringyoutubewhrebck,2019/06/11,"Kinda weird to ask but do I have autism ? I am a 20 yo guy and my acquaintanced have told me several times I am weird / different / not like others I never thought I had autism honestly but one day I was going through signs for a cousin of mine and things just started to make sense 1 I suck at eye contact , I never understood how can people look in the eye while they speak , even with people I am close friends with / was I can't look in their eyes and speak , I just stare at my shoes or the wall. 2 I speak slow more like I take time to pronounce each word something . Like . This . Taking a gap between each word 3 I don't have the best motor skills , I was never the guy who can catch the ball , I cannot make a round circle with my rounder , I take time to tye my shoes 4 I can't hold on to conversations , I don't know how to converse with people or interact with them , I often run out of things to say 5 I can never analyse emotions until they are extreme like I always question if people are interested to talk to me or they are bored , I can't analyse someone's feelings easily 6 difficult in self analysing I really can't tell what I like / don't like , what I would like to do , what I want 7 it's hard for me to bond with people , I really never had a best friend , I had 2 gfs as of now (1 for only 2 months and the other currently for 4 months) 8 I have picky eating habits , I don't eat fruits at all , eat only a limited amount of vegetables and other food , don't eat seafood or anything that is sticky 9 I am bad at counseling people , people have told me their secrets , cried infront of me and I really didn't know what to do 10 I act impulsively at times and other times I over think a lot more than a normal person does But unlike some autistic people I don't have imagination , I can't imagine things if you ask me to , like there is a mental block , I am not really passionate about one thing , The most I can think about is movies I can tell you about my fav directors and all and I pride myself tht I have watched 100/250 top imdb movies So yeah I don't know who am I , what am I doing so if you help me answer it , it will be a real help",2.3530179754020817,3.5245759448123657,3.966765058341217,89.67548344370863,75.42384105960265,7.296348155156102,22.43513087354147,7.859703344183488,0.8239684515925578,1665,43,377,24,35,557,208,453,0.145,0.765,0.091,-0.9673,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,6,6,13,22,1,0,17,1,52,13,5,4,7,72,75,26,0,6,14,1,3,8,2,2,0,4,0,4,20,19,7,3,13,1,0,4,21,6,0,2,11,15,68,16,47,61,12,37,0,0,8,1,37,14,1,13,27,254,88,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452479881290005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381406191819104,0.0,0.14499079133995918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474798672241877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276027947916666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518105520766457,0.050010998717935434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101946036354474,0.0,0.0,0.06786135818035484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173972176876651,0.0,0.08722923807146236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051218651475272665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920977884998247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376938838881003,0.0,0.1198242789440786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044071393815137264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356621257882205,0.0,0.0,0.06946632324893935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395540546382503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278523844157752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30308194714356856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023885434722746,0.0,0.0,0.06592715770143813,0.0,0.0,0.10352561927562688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814851017083252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379355856336954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990427374358955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597898602763511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509486563332494,0.11795503006197056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300871574186313,0.06771050638261772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686969095977022,0.0,0.0,0.0882647555085986,0.19871278237582102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166799246626206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089778474899466,0.08760533472085676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570479464173945,0.0596989905483168,0.0,0.0,0.05488772565271725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491567702919267,0.06232884143087414,0.13555790516687827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060734718855656,0.09937717599117714,0.0,0.061563162314141925,0.2260895838383468,0.0,0.0,0.1481977751853574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573886304785492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508672219285751,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ResponsibleActivity5,2019/06/11,"Calling all creatives on the Autism spectrum! If you are on the Autism spectrum and you are a creative person, I have the community for you! I've just created r/AutisticCreatives, so please join the subreddit! Yay! &#x200B; I personally have Asperger's, but the community is open to persons of all ends of the spectrum.",5.671578947368424,8.321038263157895,6.245473684210527,70.5903157894737,69.87719298245614,9.472280701754386,37.71578947368421,9.888512548439397,4.468448421052631,259,15,41,7,5,84,39,57,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.8102,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,1,5,0,0,0,2,7,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893632359591853,0.3245114348448018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272701735668852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365390293733977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6995687507286318,0.0,0.29315557121677344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245114348448018,0.0 autism,Anonymela,2019/06/11,"Addiction Hey, I am sorry if this shouldn't be posted but I ought to request some help. I have ASD and I never noticed that I have the compulsion to watch porn to an unhealthy limit. I have seen studies of how porn affects the brain and how it can destroy lives but I find myself watching it and being fascinated about it. I need a new habit ""compulsion"". I have to do something or I will find myself watching these so called ""normal"" kinks in the bdsm world and that scares me deep down. What has helped you do something different in your life?",2.4947855917667208,4.981043641509436,3.1964837049742734,89.30880789022301,79.56603773584905,5.741337907375644,23.78730703259005,6.980632752743323,0.9238415094339621,430,15,83,5,11,135,73,106,0.124,0.805,0.07,-0.7096,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,1,5,0,14,5,1,3,1,20,16,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,15,0,9,10,1,8,0,0,4,2,7,5,0,3,2,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386695192448514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444018726192844,0.22355528990901627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873861128994286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002019829563613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934926371415037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463900382074885,0.0,0.0,0.19332203918969532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233620424389775,0.16885479160314912,0.2114470625430536,0.0,0.0,0.2145080660028584,0.0,0.2492569154574544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967750048289446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191903406320507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370909688156298,0.0,0.24507780898164575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,slamindorf,2019/06/11,"Frustrations with doctors and diagnosis So, I spent the last several months regularly visiting a grad school psychology clinic in hopes of seeing whether or not I was on the spectrum or not, and to get an updated diagnosis of Tourettes for academic accommodations. I had to take a ton of tests, answer a lot of questions, all that crap that you’d expect or have experienced. Throughout the whole thing I was honestly expecting to get diagnosed with autism, not because I consider myself a professional or anything, but because after 21 years of knowing I’m not neurotypical, I’ve related to everything I’ve ever learned about it and everyone I’ve ever met who I knew was. Social difficulties, sensory problems, it’s all lined up for a while. Even as a kid, I was like, halfway tested and they said “yeah maybe” and just never did follow up testing. So I finish the testing and they take me in for the final meeting where they tell me the results, and they’d decided I wasn’t on the spectrum. Now, I’m not trying to fight for something that isn’t mine to claim, but when they explained why they diagnosed me the way they did, I just got pissed off from the obvious flaws. They did one of the standard autism tests, where apparently an average score for someone on the spectrum is 30 or higher, and I got 40 on it, like, a couple points shy of the highest possible. Every other number they’d read to me followed this trend. Every test was like “yeah this looks like what autism looks like on paper”. But they decided apparently that because one other test I took indicated I have anxiety (not news to me), they were going to instead read all of those scores as results of my anxiety. Does it not occur to anyone else that maybe my anxiety is because of the reasons why I scored highly on those tests, social difficulties and the like? That was the first thing that seemed really flawed about their methods to me. The second thing that’s just as frustrating is that they hardly took time to actually have conversations with me and ask questions about how I socialize or interact with people or anything like that, they didn’t really take any time to get to know who I was beyond just answering questions. The bullshit really starts with this thing they said. They said that they didn’t think I was autistic because I didn’t go off on any tangents when they asked me questions like “what’s your job” or “how is your sleep schedule”, you know, plain, direct questions. Going back to one, the anxiety, and two, the fact that even though I have trouble talking to people a lot, after so many years I’ve gotten really good at knowing how to respond to people, kinda cookie cutter style. So when someone asks me a direct question, I’m gonna answer the question and nothing more most likely. Anyone who actually knows me knows that given the chance I’ll talk for half an hour about specific video games or Star Wars or any of the interests I have without stopping. But these doctors somehow tested me for weeks and weeks and didn’t ask about that. That’s a whole lot to say that I don’t know for sure if I am autistic but I sure as hell am not neurotypical and these doctors did a shitty job of figuring out what I am. Don’t know if any of you will have thoughts or similar experiences to this but it’s left a bad taste in my mouth.",8.49014399104508,7.338437831230284,8.373826193141348,71.45295359723214,61.854889589905355,11.524493741731966,37.013127098809406,10.598780456956122,3.8292573114887567,2651,105,481,53,31,859,265,634,0.096,0.8170000000000001,0.086,-0.9085,5,0,2,0,1,0,55.0,0,5,18,1,31,25,7,0,37,2,39,11,4,6,10,110,87,51,1,6,33,0,1,9,0,2,6,4,0,1,41,21,1,1,28,4,1,8,18,10,0,7,32,10,63,15,76,50,11,58,1,0,3,0,57,22,3,28,36,341,104,22,0.0,0.0,0.11119953058438901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498088549696812,0.0,0.17434408042732422,0.0,0.0,0.07967703980906025,0.058378023718539514,0.09377178852460694,0.0,0.2130572073750148,0.0,0.0,0.04381056074832874,0.04757207373911063,0.17365835536650964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304218925871469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156576502336546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749501886159169,0.0498595508340995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047595630376840815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526342016610756,0.10307501071301388,0.09600845276597003,0.05444243015087368,0.0512058099159273,0.055732867599455456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062413758683884664,0.0,0.04846324063616299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930187465035498,0.0,0.09714128743557507,0.04778825691908975,0.09113685402461263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051038761500814524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019763143737141,0.0,0.056589421503812375,0.05610928581430361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307857327485114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504974900186843,0.04644255013663706,0.0,0.0,0.06190393178504305,0.0,0.0,0.2505176940923193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956899619020639,0.0,0.0,0.14531532637586364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776410640427795,0.1144788816413915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045477215543788016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439429359168636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546694267330307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158240035851038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849869202118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386016296657371,0.0642311955020965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054517756919356834,0.0,0.0,0.4467783613448998,0.0,0.11398162377408913,0.0,0.14599958415098127,0.058580193793805975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258993946084244,0.045309119764988186,0.0,0.05766214002991892,0.04540201201943729,0.05186825842940331,0.0,0.06436597729512199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701654048421269,0.17423771588957013,0.09655013210249153,0.04386244151019529,0.0,0.0,0.04032747679580045,0.0,0.0,0.0476339801856673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073972682639298,0.0,0.12851521579246353,0.09158932627000796,0.04979900524293239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514076791644904,0.03650753161256167,0.05597803486963311,0.04523209825468053,0.06644562031009743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660351723107222,0.038682552248155234,0.0,0.05565668063657954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045224415402914005,0.09140444798427096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282286142206147,0.1272219843495567,0.0,0.05492224619742359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338057085156695 autism,cannelli,2019/06/11,"Why would a therapist do this? [youtube.com/watch?v=ziB16mMe22Y](https://youtube.com/watch?v=ziB16mMe22Y) Trigger warning: There is a video on youtube where an autistic 10 year old was referred to feeding therapy for eating only one bag of chips a day and a few bananas. Their technique was a therapist placed a spoon in front of his and didn’t remove it until he took a bite, and a second therapist was there to hold his arms down so he couldn't escape. They eventually stoped this technique and they did a technique where the kid could choose which of 2 bites of non preferred food he would eat for a preferred reward. But why would they do this in the first place?",12.169487179487176,10.273576717948721,9.067623931623933,71.73015384615384,55.32478632478633,11.41128205128205,38.784615384615385,9.3871,3.4259415384615384,544,18,93,6,5,154,76,117,0.047,0.92,0.034,0.3566,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,2,5,1,0,0,13,0,13,5,1,1,0,16,14,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,4,1,4,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,6,0,6,1,13,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,64,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157858390552835,0.0,0.0,0.10628171523642817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372610182949333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401779369262771,0.19927559317185656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292881810224722,0.0,0.11167206083055034,0.12533705821850272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344359738286099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846200773501026,0.5740329887135498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309774191843206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974109117301949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512054230968498,0.0,0.0,0.1061251465793391 autism,LaurenBeck_ASync,2019/06/11,"Autistics: how do you ""read"" (make an educated guess on) people's emotions? For the autistics who have degrees of face-reading blindness or full face-reading blindness. What hacks / work-arounds do you use to predict other's emotions? (Yes, we can flat out ask, but that doesn't always win us a straight answer, lol). I watch & listen to people's breathing patterns for changes in depth & speed. I also watch for pulse changes at temples, necks and wrists if they are exposed. Curious to hear what skills others have developed...",5.3802368421052655,7.764659484210527,4.4433552631578985,84.35661184210528,69.94736842105263,6.0131578947368425,33.98026315789474,6.6274283507984215,2.179131578947368,421,21,70,3,8,124,75,95,0.064,0.878,0.057,-0.1576,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,7,5,3,3,0,11,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,11,13,1,8,0,0,4,0,9,7,0,3,1,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375291502313953,0.14309781408385214,0.37267186229326615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309510677847998,0.16077435098401335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638556232561598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868997198556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945095986010327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382945811381924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479531972641802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845301815896375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516067636823785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686596092202655,0.14853205273102307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520058092591427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,buhnooti,2019/04/29,"Do I have PDD-NOS. I have some autistic traits and some very not autistic traits. I'm sorry if there's a lot of posts like this on here but it would be really helpful to see if I can relate to anyone with similar experiences and a diagnosis. I had a language delay that I slowly caught up on through elementary school. I used my own personal jargon as a kid that was like a made up language. I had a lot of special help in elementary school with speech therapists, counselors etc. I have a diagnosis for ADHD of the Inattentive Type (ADD) I was also kind of paranoid as a kid that I was ""mentally challenged"" because I saw all the extra help I needed and I had so much social trouble. I've gone through all my records and paper work though and I just had ADD. I had dyspraxia too but that did not persist and I have a feeling it was a phony diagnosis. Socializing has always been extremely difficult. I've always felt social incompetent. It's always been very difficult for me to make friends or get close with anyone. I just always seem awkward or like people can't relate to me. I jump around a lot with ideas too (which is obviously typical of ADD) I also get excited sometimes when I am talking to people and it seems like I get too excited or engaged and that turns people away. I also have a single track mind. I cannot multitask. I have a job that involves a lot of multitasking and switching between different tasks and I'm constantly aware of how poorly I perform compared to my coworkers. I also recently came to terms with the fact that I'm trans and I know there's a lot of concurrence. Its probably worth mentioning too that I'm pretty high functioning. I live away from home and go to school and have a job. It's hard I feel it's probably harder for me than a lot of my peers. I do ok socially. I don't really have any good friends now but in the past there's been times when I've had really great circles of friends. I'm definitely noticeably different, people might call me weird. But I don't think people assume first thing that I'm autistic or anything. &#x200B; Here's the things that in my understanding are not typical features associated w/ the spectrum. \-terrible at math/numbers/anything that's data oriented or analytical in a detail oriented sense \-I pick up on other people's feelings easily (I think, maybe I'm imagining it) but I can sympathize with people easily and it's easy for me to imagine how I would feel if I was someone else. I really understand the world through feelings. \-I feel that I can understand social subtleties well. I notice when people are acting off or awkward or if they're being annoying/charming etc. I can tell when other people cross the line, but in practice everything seems so relative to me that when it comes to performing social interaction I'm awful. (maybe i compensate for a lack of intuitive skill with socializing by analysing) \-I'm also very big picture oriented. I love big ideas, concepts, theories etc. It's hard for me to do something without fitting it into a larger purpose.",3.8805198214754526,6.1366306211604105,5.397491467576792,76.43700380677345,73.84641638225256,8.808033604620636,29.869913363087424,9.417114560684844,3.10810616959832,2448,109,429,63,52,824,262,586,0.069,0.774,0.157,0.9956,4,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,7,29,25,0,2,28,2,44,1,0,6,4,98,85,48,0,8,23,0,9,4,3,3,0,1,1,3,31,29,0,1,21,0,2,8,8,7,1,1,21,12,56,18,63,59,19,45,0,0,2,1,23,23,0,24,17,303,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850209195415895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791163134389605,0.1897119625605086,0.06175872674870692,0.06926039849180346,0.038761484245941225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971048335202703,0.0,0.09381114818011256,0.050741468958318485,0.0,0.0,0.1071054529348772,0.0,0.0,0.03474624930232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058202666697597535,0.06519202392702082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049099857052448216,0.0,0.061596002916714514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910429101631315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761560810835986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070788758445484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051227302979778254,0.05575626084494613,0.0,0.0,0.17292337753961073,0.0,0.05472827467065365,0.0,0.0,0.048483582537348184,0.0,0.0,0.1321125726412239,0.0,0.08933935810969333,0.0,0.032394020466806984,0.04780831550343738,0.0,0.06284193864604737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212036889593723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461630461550262,0.06022289871735944,0.05717495368268043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869056222318095,0.0,0.0,0.11312603673650835,0.0,0.0,0.059356008323519914,0.031325329190989175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138793159199174,0.0,0.05033143352070563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907526417054592,0.051444101158748895,0.053934123716296314,0.03804748090927925,0.0,0.11452693286676505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744189640434993,0.060467258599604515,0.057553052725078636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190105003834689,0.042264264882329816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978818061827813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441228939589091,0.3556452915504963,0.04976959745763722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054589581304732335,0.05798878818084133,0.12290978981896168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606086583736652,0.0,0.056279940516427235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305902919755994,0.04542106900427745,0.15567008864574247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067253171677213,0.04829532896826147,0.043880852277598165,0.056373773395236575,0.0638060590601167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458138849307418,0.04981990781631533,0.0,0.0,0.06618059017873147,0.07573561541902184,0.07304571047820957,0.05600153102133307,0.0,0.03323675505663591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061998879686782075,0.0,0.17801487044344927,0.0,0.04922910144915189,0.0,0.1410911964389677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051249223519797785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494529919368119,0.0,0.04149617531413303,0.0,0.0,0.08098134647839611,0.0,0.06926039849180346,0.0 autism,ImAnIronmanBtw,2019/04/29,"I think my girlfriend is high functioning. Very awkward, very poor social skills, eye contact is uncomfortable for her, she doesnt know how to show affection or empathy, very shy and quiet, homebody, but shes extremely intelligent. She has no friends either, I'm her only friend... I think she might be slightly autistic, but i dont know for sure. I dont know much about autism either... Tips, thoughts, suggestions? Should i just straight up ask her 'Hey, are you on the spectrum?' How should I handle this...?",4.005785024154587,6.677623467391302,3.9162318840579746,85.19205314009663,75.19565217391305,7.132367149758455,28.700483091787444,8.167268648758528,2.143938164251208,397,17,72,7,9,121,67,92,0.128,0.731,0.141,0.6387,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,12,1,1,3,1,20,20,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,15,3,6,15,3,4,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,2,0,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863708635229212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467287280436661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080437610062856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106304628929088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286823813681132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114851151299473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654953104626836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161915185342534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032182433922122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789058462707192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25547843325468683,0.0,0.15826632320098655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49346850864034797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nathan_RS3,2019/04/29,"What are your biggest issues with clothing? Hey guys (and girls), I'm in the process of (attempting) to pilot a clothing brand specifically for those with Autism and other sensory issues as i'm Autistic and tend to have a problem picking the right kind of clothes. What i've identified so far are the following issues: Seams and labels being irritating The need for an additional sensory element (a patch of soft fabric or something like this depending on the consumers preference) to assist with stimming. A label that is printed or hidden by a piece of extra fabric A cheaper form of weighted items I'm hoping that the community can help me with other gripes so that I can hopefully bring something that works most of us. Thanks in advance, Nathan.",9.355523809523806,9.059038562962963,8.888465608465614,65.6866666666667,59.66666666666667,11.566137566137565,40.76719576719577,10.914260884657429,4.746386243386244,606,29,93,13,7,194,89,135,0.040999999999999995,0.856,0.10300000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,13,0,7,1,0,2,0,19,17,9,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,9,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,20,16,5,9,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,6,1,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655854624139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305871798730295,0.0,0.0,0.3943353303485559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215863016447274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672017996564354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969831610777859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719447431455476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899496152581144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952855683915016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056491814755842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276360288163848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387860481049706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417346976427544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451943570848905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawaylolomgwtfdq,2019/04/29,"Auditory processing issues or hearing loss? So, sorry if this isn't the right place, I just want to get some feedback. I have autism, obviously, and SPD. Auditory processing is especially hard for me, but I'm starting to worry if I'm actually losing my hearing because it seems to be getting worse. Like, if I'm just sitting with one or two people in a relatively quiet place, I often have to ask them to repeat themselves because I don't understand the first time because it sounds too quiet. I attribute this to either a. volume, or b. difficulties processing alongside ambient noise. If I'm in a loud place, everything sounds like I'm underwater. I went to a little gathering the other night with 13 people sitting in a room and talking and I could hardly make out a single voice. If someone wanted to say something to me, I have to get close and angle one ear (I think I go left?) to them. I don't know. Is there a way to figure out if I'm losing my hearing or if my auditory processing is just getting worse? If it's the former, well, I guess I get a hearing aid or something. But if it's the latter, how on earth do I fix that?",4.252849999999999,5.379421604444445,6.152152777777778,76.0015625,70.73333333333333,8.647222222222224,30.50694444444445,9.017664075816787,2.6585611111111107,891,37,166,17,16,310,116,225,0.124,0.8290000000000001,0.047,-0.9494,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,4,9,6,0,0,13,0,12,1,1,3,1,44,39,22,0,12,20,0,2,2,0,0,0,12,1,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,1,4,1,14,21,3,21,36,3,25,0,3,0,0,10,14,0,18,8,111,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.10709836382365263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259970609041452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070436225388816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762496812871005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863456134104713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335172100903937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28669439553613296,0.0,0.06237240324905819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089996122656592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196625572773425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947765688351526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454855597466952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060314713519795976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192416869673343,0.0,0.0,0.10723480577925038,0.10999647897936173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455602165198781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732577428700477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299120498595674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873637457855646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217109837323906,0.0,0.34399037666109006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372432113293366,0.0,0.0872761344875927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999105946397102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298925203004424,0.1689789765969412,0.0,0.12285406961166548,0.07768030600972482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821140643021387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032218359911906,0.0,0.0,0.06399502930507985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720799630551768,0.11425169546341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946460564151185,0.08711297375230548,0.0,0.0,0.0986767677958753,0.1017376353150087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145457444350723,0.22368548343227493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,balalalalalala,2019/04/29,Potty Training Any advice for potty training a toddler with autism? Not non-verbal but very poor communication skills (which we are actively working on).,8.370000000000001,11.231468600000005,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,63.0,8.200000000000001,36.5,8.841846274778883,3.9138,125,6,15,2,2,39,23,25,0.161,0.736,0.10300000000000001,-0.3898,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027730373903227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194752253555419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089610866153927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490699422355505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spainguy,2019/04/29,"Which charity to donate to in Spain? Just a 100€ or so, this was one of the first [searches.](https://www.asperger.es/centros_diagnostico_atencion_especializada_CONFAE.html?V_dir=MSC&V_mod=centrosAtencion&V_idmod=170&idn=173&) Anything to watch out for?",19.843000000000004,27.097038300000005,11.721666666666668,24.3825,49.33333333333333,9.666666666666668,27.5,9.516144504307137,3.6910000000000007,239,6,23,5,4,62,27,30,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9538890113894556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111898533576656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872122331931756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491417005542508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Krunklehorn,2019/04/29,"Can I ask my endocrinologist for an autism referral? Last year I brought an AQ questionnaire to my family doctor who took one look and brushed me off. ""You make eye contact, you're not autistic."" She didn't even take a peek at the *three pages* of my personal responses to common symptoms of adults undiagnosed on the spectrum. I've just been walking in circles ever since. I recently dropped out of college after crashing into a depression, despite having straight A's and only a few weeks left. I applied for social assistance and was recommended to go get an assessment, just like I originally thought. &#x200B; I've been trans for almost three years. I don't want to have to bounce from doctor to doctor if they're not going to listen to me at all. Is it reasonable to ask my endocrinologist for a referral given the circumstances?",6.883896103896103,8.011837389610394,7.273142857142857,70.34685714285715,64.71428571428571,10.575584415584416,36.17922077922079,10.577609850970193,4.152802077922076,674,32,112,17,10,220,106,154,0.049,0.9209999999999999,0.03,-0.3915,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,11,0,9,5,1,3,2,18,23,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,8,4,14,1,25,15,3,24,0,1,2,0,10,9,0,2,10,76,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362006716116922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704228468739186,0.19854715006093954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055112156006382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073495078642448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017360872428078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792321587476883,0.14780336327957794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403763174866592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536900993551405,0.0,0.18572634818037986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319164484178336,0.0,0.0,0.17753302676889718,0.0,0.0,0.07982828878536598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721364764732485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906981573935637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072310129593048,0.12427197716283805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426733306488769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800094619249567,0.16133637747490334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516498741969088,0.0,0.0,0.16656426706781186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983368068855864,0.12285539107445755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297202145115087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154182590265694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637671138146367,0.0,0.13106847855105558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854715006093954,0.21044664649969505 autism,purplediamond11,2019/04/29,How to stop it? When I experience emotions my breathing changes and people can read what I feel because of it. How can I stop it? When you feel does your breathing change?,1.96318181818182,4.666794939393941,2.288106060606061,93.3521590909091,84.45454545454547,4.512121212121213,26.431818181818183,5.985473137389443,0.7734909090909095,135,6,27,1,4,41,23,33,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,7,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,19,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819493525196674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5837619710807294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414546627063932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103667067892229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698973521174046,0.0,0.0,0.27902135120412297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128439275573172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759891942736627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613537998913279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Elissa_D_,2019/04/29,"Disclosing diagnosis So my 8 year old daughter’s teachers say they think she is putting pieces together that she has some kind of diagnosis and they encouraged my husband and I to work with her professionals to consider telling her that she's on the spectrum, high functioning. I am scared to label her and worry it will lead to depression or giving up. But they say she is angry that she has to go to special classes like speech at school and is always asking why, angry and upset. They all think we should think of telling her. I'm scared to label her. I realize her peers are getting older and will eventually talk openly about who is autistic in their small class and I'd prefer she not learn this from other kids. Lately I swear we have been in taxis when there is a commercial the content is like ""do you have trouble making eye contact? Do you have trouble making friends? YOu could have autism."" She has heard that at least twice and is very focused on it. She tries to sneak read a book at Barnes and Nobles called Rules, that a silly teacher introduced her to last year before I stepped in and took it away from her. (It's about a kid with aspbergers but the school did not consult me and I thought that was sloppy. I was upset.)",5.030625153827224,6.352122050209208,5.050263352202808,83.89500123061778,69.0836820083682,7.96662564607433,28.70317499384691,8.313332769828598,1.9225809008122068,986,35,189,14,17,307,139,239,0.08199999999999999,0.86,0.057999999999999996,-0.6822,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,3,5,2,5,14,0,4,7,0,26,1,1,3,1,35,39,16,0,3,5,2,0,2,1,3,0,4,0,2,13,16,0,0,7,2,0,5,2,7,0,1,7,5,36,7,27,28,4,25,0,1,1,0,44,13,0,2,9,133,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723348255789388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295033584296735,0.0,0.14366410630008178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011526340330248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613834527129006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220863012140604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170127610674096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181379917917362,0.0,0.07988923494589935,0.1466853358086901,0.08690235412495842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615579540714951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923237623622266,0.0,0.12464216951366405,0.17248929374578825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940833735615708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413740634193575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045346551670378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371692077955595,0.0,0.0,0.15295151569083745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432005550792305,0.3061794431227056,0.3095064423027918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229033752130568,0.2673003973657714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939359227943457,0.0,0.1213935677849674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988878743000954,0.10381594508377824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616687627496792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797761412264034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132040018543564,0.15528766557960805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693822850341725 autism,HyperMenthol,2019/04/29,"Auditory sensory issues help Hello, I have a son who is non-verbal and his auditory sensory issues are worsening. I’m looking for advice on how to help him. He seems to have trouble filtering out background noise and I can only get him to respond to his name and focus to learn new skills in very quiet environments. The sound of a lawn mower in the distance or a fan will make him cover his ears as will any percussion sound. He also covers his ears frequently for no known reason and will pace back and forth. How can I help him? He won’t wear ear defenders and these issues are impeding his ability to learn. One of the only things he doesn’t tune out are the sounds of his favourite cartoons and some music.",4.73273381294964,6.055330654676262,5.790712230215827,78.3034784172662,69.79136690647482,9.013237410071943,27.56906474820144,9.3871,2.4223174100719427,567,19,105,12,10,188,86,139,0.055999999999999994,0.846,0.099,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,13,4,4,4,0,20,18,12,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,13,0,17,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,22,5,0,3,3,68,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968859139375712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161125111578917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701469374917402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492724911626024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526604806530483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40514748547585705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6308846974401934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919416588490074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449082371654306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459260610405268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652944214488685,0.3064723353609315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071570900292116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342167864686093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385571211232808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662437807947972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,los4muros,2019/04/29,"Been wanting to watch ""Autism and Me"" documentary, but can't. So I while back I read about a documentary called ""Autism and Me"" that came out on 2018 from RTE. I read some critics and it seems like it's really good. Saw a trailer and an interview about the documentary and they kept mentioning very important things about the spectrum. The documentary is suppose to be free, but I'm from México and I'm unable to watch it here from the official RTE website, where it should be available. I was checking the available programs on Amazon Prime and saw that ""Autism and Me"" was now available. I quickly paid the monthly subscription only to find out, again it's only available on the U.S.A. Is there ANY way to get this documentary? I really wanted to see it, I'm on the spectrum, I have Asperger's. If it's only legal and I have to pay for it, I don't care. I just wanna watch it. RTE should free the documentary for all the countries to be able to access it. If it's purpose is to bring awareness, it wouldn't hurt. I remember the Hughie Malone scandal on ""The late Late Show"". The show was about that documentary.",4.090024509803921,5.7982944675925925,4.989368191721134,81.92186274509805,71.91666666666667,8.230501089324619,27.983660130718953,8.841846274778883,2.1802568627450984,879,33,170,17,17,286,105,216,0.054000000000000006,0.825,0.122,0.9418,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0,16,0,17,0,0,0,1,29,32,15,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,1,3,4,5,2,3,1,0,0,9,6,15,7,27,17,2,19,0,1,6,0,4,8,0,4,9,117,32,6,0.17929320848795588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192552999790494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786541021795598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307841204865802,0.2050636662544836,0.1828013753194266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387074438764984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367330138067476,0.0,0.0,0.15038263677103722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193708791669645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045010972737653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759360521743996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311012845810045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090816929494744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35868345555296216,0.0,0.2297196408447461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031042540946866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287347399494468,0.16322180322545696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191144409111302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479356741063648,0.2115035593860971,0.14231460348582348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SammyP81,2019/04/29,Does anyone else feel like a chicken? I’ve got the wings but can’t fly...🐥 I’m a chicken 🐓,-2.9910606060606035,-1.3940822272727296,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,98.54545454545456,2.9333333333333336,16.424242424242426,3.1291,-1.2938666666666665,69,2,19,0,3,25,19,22,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32436901794060624,0.47531942121029497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40596120482823295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38752814915306105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345613098500502,0.3314095903489376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710224665600394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22663765455645676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DismalEnvironment08,2019/04/29,"Autistic housemate is very difficult to live with. Need advice on how to resolve the issues we have This is quite the story and I'm not sure where to begin. I moved into a new house with an autistic housemate some months ago. From what I understand, he has been formally diagnosed with autism by a professional. While we do have a lot in common and occasionally have a nice time together, certain negative behaviours of his have come to the surface, possibly exasperated by a change in the housemate dynamic (old familiar people moved in, new people moved in). I would like help interacting with this housemate as I believe he is an intelligent, sensitive and kind person whose condition is made worse by social pressures to be an ""alpha"" I suppose I'll make a list for context 1. Asking inappropriate questions - He likes to ask people he barely knows about their romantic and sexual lives mere minutes after meeting them. He asks myself and the housemates about it constantly and if we ask him to stop, he gets upset over his lack of social graces. Whenever someone does actually engage with him about sexual topics, he quickly becomes upset due to his lack of experience in the matter. 2. As he does not have many friends outside of the house, he tries forcibly to integrate himself into mine and the other housemates social lives, becoming upset and angry when we don't invite him to social events that exist outside of the housemate dynamic. In events involving the housemate group, he is quick to becoming controlling, irritable and dominating usually resulting in a social event becoming awkward and unenjoyable. He is not willing to join social or sports clubs in the local area and prefers to be with housemates. 3. He suffers from depression and anxiety but does little to treat it due to his distrust of mental health professionals. As such he is prone to high emotions and lashes out at housemates. This has greatly upset members of the house and when professional treatment is advised, he is quick to dismiss it. He is also prone to binge drinking 4. Inability to accept criticism. When I or the other housemates express our frustration with his behaviours, he is quick to defend himself and quicker to dismiss our side of the issue. This is especially the case with me and our conversations with one another. With women, he makes promises to change his ways but does not do so for any decent length of time 5. (Minor) He gets annoyed when I don't share my food or take up his offers to have his food. I don't know why. Possibly due to previous housemates taking up his offers more than me. I don't know how to stop this from happening. Putting this down on a list, it becomes clear that the main problem here is communication. He cannot communicate what he wants us to do for him and we cannot communicate what we want to him either. Any advice on improving communication would be appreciated.",7.309088459811406,8.536760541984737,7.625168387965875,67.84396722047599,63.809160305343504,10.515850920520881,36.02245172878312,10.525883462305444,4.183431028289178,2340,108,368,57,34,764,255,524,0.12300000000000001,0.792,0.085,-0.951,0,1,1,0,0,0,51.0,10,0,2,3,18,30,3,6,27,0,37,5,0,7,3,79,59,35,0,10,11,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,18,37,3,3,8,3,0,5,11,13,0,1,2,0,42,17,82,51,7,61,0,2,0,0,74,26,0,7,31,258,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.06663616457518833,0.0,0.0,0.13345433261136558,0.06053040052771747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460737084399631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287208082364164,0.0716026203621602,0.05223772427370306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553484724253798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770762664795469,0.0,0.0769336437820373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447263666933327,0.058821352965627315,0.0,0.07379166552288803,0.07658726701356758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881364229055069,0.06930768659585816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902613383819105,0.0,0.0,0.06689315787388272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681126672435461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679568732146912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514062627055892,0.0,0.05275670665887766,0.0,0.07135203281046107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528428952847911,0.0,0.0,0.0603840684130265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725836036952853,0.0,0.0,0.045769896384848865,0.07214669440448794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637465059880444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425432874090741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110816458180276,0.112582705269756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672105820272442,0.06843935998900126,0.18089032397130853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805333861147709,0.0,0.06461277727589412,0.0911613368498021,0.06923012139827381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881506925378697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450431676233362,0.2177279707688375,0.0,0.05063235193985825,0.0,0.13189986962173966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716534645991605,0.0,0.046271582407427285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202035389844436,0.05962369820925771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396181950932347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533938053976608,0.0,0.06864513587101825,0.07649466108034415,0.07262934461296694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176468389823319,0.05785753283963065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417838641376407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435766414975824,0.0,0.10268341991442044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963489174846783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636093163793021,0.0,0.0,0.07108693830682912,0.0821382683166612,0.0,0.07520611639945099,0.05634215361845176,0.0805523488892401,0.05420133649428064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161645719010045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958809712357973,0.09701519822652893,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RelativeStranger,2019/04/29,"Shut down, as opposed to meltdown I would be interested in what purple experience when they shut down as I want to look out for it in my son. I know what I've been describing as shutdown in me but I'm not sure it is. So for me what happens is voices start to be coming from a long way away, like I'm underwater or on the edge of sleep, my eyes completely unfocus like I'm staring off into the middle distance but not at anything and my body freezes like a game of musical statues. Unless I'm doing something repetitive in which case my body keeps going but my conscious control over it all but disappears.",3.9561384335154814,5.246758803278688,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,71.62295081967213,8.373041894353369,30.76867030965392,8.841846274778883,2.5319806921675774,482,21,94,9,9,162,81,122,0.07400000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.102,0.551,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,7,4,4,1,2,21,19,12,0,2,8,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,11,5,25,15,1,24,0,0,4,0,3,16,0,1,7,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802159876120773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057550232967908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865129094629534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864664598987652,0.229614336170098,0.0,0.24562391579267806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422122655266074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446112225261245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365844889690406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946547215932355,0.0,0.0,0.12035510164716914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209728239554717,0.0,0.0,0.19380557870691054,0.1839024429422845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191552985232868,0.0,0.0,0.16859469868728205,0.0,0.0,0.15500730385986358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640221405123768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917018802203814,0.17382973737087842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556928592047492,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AndyLeviBlack,2019/04/29,The idea of living independently & how to get on social security? Has any one lived or currently Living independently in a home or apartment? Same with living with room mates or partners ow is it like? What are the pros & cons? Also how do you get on social security & what are the prerequisites of applying for social security? I want to avoid going to a group home & live independently in the future with my own life.,4.419535714285715,6.746672025000002,6.419642857142858,69.39250000000001,72.5,9.071428571428571,25.17857142857143,9.606745405546679,2.543607142857143,342,11,60,9,7,119,51,80,0.026000000000000002,0.8340000000000001,0.14,0.8299,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,5,0,15,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,13,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,3,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593283497263396,0.0,0.5741064613695925,0.0,0.090081271625052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841580357834676,0.0,0.0752833544294293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657479522796451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953773980444127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356449662524882,0.06471608812646015,0.0,0.5848485452065325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976223955355528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40509653721610855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813174805576692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ghynnek,2019/04/29,"I'm High functioning and have no friends I've really only had one we were super close but for whatever reason I couldn't hang out with him outside of school but, unfortunately he passed away and it left a hole in my heart I haven't had a close friend ever since it's hard to cope with but I don't know how make new friends. I not very comfortable with guys I have to have a instant connection for a guy. I'm more comfortable with girls but they give me more anxiety to talk too. I'm just looking for advice I don't really know what to do. Sorry for the rant",1.656009244992294,3.565244847457631,3.293636363636363,90.55529275808941,79.33898305084746,7.3417565485362095,20.896764252696453,8.296473431620573,0.9422440677966112,444,12,100,9,11,147,75,118,0.204,0.7240000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,3,1,23,19,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,2,11,6,16,15,2,11,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,2,61,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060487434347414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138750603047434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364534822998798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718111292402005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283765775360373,0.0,0.0,0.1772970776954481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660035575950264,0.0,0.0,0.1655632512855512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901369263692827,0.0,0.19527346055020287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031454999437115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008084818736665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155203033361648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336940633233112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785012064638368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523944577660576,0.14056464607001465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368020415031929,0.19002669853745185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704864888392228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288578367761224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689190029220705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855206312239438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249662375719064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thesoundofthecrowd,2019/04/29,"Professional diagnosis of ASD as an adult: some specifics of different types of tests. Based on reports from my ASD diagnosis as a young adult, I was able to retrieve the names of the different tests used as a part of my diagnostics process (another part involved a psychologist specialized in autism who interviewed some close family members - this same person also performed the following tests). I personally thought it was interesting to see which ones they included and what the various tests measured. Maybe someone else might find this interesting, purely out of curiosity or for research-purposes for themselves and just gathering additional information on the subject of this sub. I personally find information like this extremely fascinating, because I never actually was able to properly recall any of the tests that had been used at the time, and what measurements apparently play some role in this particular disorder or in its diagnostic process. I know this is very technical and quite boring information to some people. Or maybe just nobody else will care at all and this will soon be deleted then, lol. ***Know that this is not a tool, you are never able to replicate this yourself or perform any of this yourself and interpret any results and draw actual conclusions, even if you had all the tests completely available to you. You are most-likely not a psychologist specialized in autism as well as a psychiatrist specialized in autism who know how to use these. Do not use this information to defend self-diagnosis, but also do not use this to invalidate it either!*** &#x200B; NOTES: * *Take this with a large grain of salt! These tests have been performed over seven years ago, on an adult (not a child) with normal intelligence, in a country that is most-likely different from yours and where different tests could have been used, performed under and possibly based on an older publication of the DSM (IV) when for example HFA would still be a possible separate diagnosis, instead of every form being classified globally under the ASD diagnosis term - the spectrum, as we currently know it.* * *I was not able to find an English term or equivalent for every single test, therefore certain parts may remain untranslated, inaccurately translated for the lack of better terms or just because of my mistakes. The explanation provided after each title is just a very concise explanation copied from the internet, just so you get the rough idea.* * *And again, please, no gatekeeping or misuse of this information such as propagandizing. This is not the place to do so and I honestly just do not even care anymore.* &#x200B; TESTS INCLUDED: &#x200B; >\# The Wechsler Adult Intelligence Scale (IV) # Intelligence quotient (IQ) test designed to measure intelligence and cognitive ability in adults and older adolescents. >\# Trail Making Test # Neuropsychological test of visual attention and task switching. >\# Rey Auditory Verbal Learning Test Evaluates a wide diversity of functions: short-term auditory-verbal memory, rate of learning, learning strategies, retroactive, and proactive interference, presence of confabulation of confusion in memory processes, retention of information, and differences between learning and retrieval. >\# Stroop KWT (Color-Word Test) # Classic psychological test measuring interference phenomena in cognitive functioning (the ability to focus on relevant information and maintaining this focus). >\# Bourdon-Wiersma test # Attention test examining sustained attention, vigilance (the ability to maintain focused attention) and mental speed (amongst other things). >\# Controlled Oral Word Association Test # A verbal fluency test that measures spontaneous production of words belonging to the same category or beginning with some designated letter. >\# AQ test # Autism-spectrum quotient test. >\# Dewey Story Test # Perspective and central coherence. >\# Happe's Strange Stories Test # Theory of Mind (ToM). >\# IOA test # Questionnaire for measuring social anxiety and social skills in adolescents and adults. >\# Beck Depression Inventory # Psychometric tests for measuring the severity of depression. >\# Utrechtse Copinglijst (UCL) # Determines the characteristic coping behaviour when confronted with problems or situations/events that require adaptation. >\# Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory-2. # Method for identifying personal, social, and behavioural issues in psychiatric patients.",10.021955701394583,13.06419558550725,9.307938200710966,51.517370795734216,59.08695652173913,13.555373256767846,43.59857806945584,12.5455725999928,7.244682253213017,3654,211,435,144,53,1159,351,690,0.049,0.86,0.091,0.9832,6,0,1,0,0,0,188.0,1,6,1,10,22,20,1,1,39,1,31,2,0,11,6,125,50,49,0,7,26,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,12,34,32,0,4,27,1,0,1,11,7,1,2,10,3,18,13,85,31,21,49,0,2,1,0,39,27,0,18,22,295,52,35,0.2640040201572289,0.0,0.1288149203178533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850590869457791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055619597688553,0.0,0.2145361841554822,0.2405953358782731,0.13464884009288908,0.06920780851735492,0.050490588202375036,0.0,0.06545526199989075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046720014556186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837252544248365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458484674794854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920079806204428,0.0,0.07402573933095384,0.052696431973227785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369313785627047,0.0,0.0,0.34478501334116995,0.07564286983396266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027074129270588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718608271631788,0.0,0.11121738669124406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062219873612034675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809711686907123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034482801042013685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450710101943328,0.0,0.06888790166159127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508970517681785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032244757222668036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405618336994095,0.0,0.13261376140002376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651348947756477,0.07001663629436537,0.06664220031811763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180808783842082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466697159828035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472398913407062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441797011974348,0.0,0.04575678659270968,0.2881476591144111,0.06895700266823399,0.07244928380332588,0.0,0.14881243269716776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315404819218676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020019308359783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259425583739903,0.0,0.06885344254033954,0.07456234925523944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018391388050576,0.05592243738844823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270848788136459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962454186313498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043848135024913006,0.0,0.0,0.05239742561740599,0.038485716804442766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420220632876081,0.0,0.10891548268370008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593428299323923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046885220318578585,0.0,0.2405953358782731,0.04250248331736302 autism,chocopbchoco,2019/04/29,"Finding a one-on-one aide for after school program? Hello, My daughter is 6 years old and on the spectrum. For the past 4 years, we’ve been fortunate to have a nanny to care for her at home after school. However, our nanny is moving on, and I’m a little overwhelmed as to where to find care for her while I’m at work. She is transferring to a new elementary school (public) next year for second grade, and while there is an after school program on campus, the director of the after school program has informed me that my daughter may require a one on one aide that I would have to provide. Since my nanny is leaving, that leaves my summer up in the air as well. The after school provider has a summer camp, but again, I’d still need to find an aide for her. Has anyone encountered this is an after school program? I asked our ABA provider for some insight, and our case manager informed me that in those cases, most parents find aides on Care.com and similar childcare sites. I’m feeling a little overwhelmed, and have no idea where to look. I’m located in Southern California, and any insight or help would be so appreciated.",6.929178187403991,6.678550976958526,6.9601958525345635,77.36981758832567,64.57603686635943,9.260983102918589,34.212365591397855,8.59863814320734,2.750007987711214,890,35,164,11,12,285,112,217,0.023,0.8859999999999999,0.091,0.9353,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,16,0,17,0,0,0,0,26,27,14,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,2,15,3,35,22,2,37,0,2,1,0,16,17,0,4,19,113,21,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590760121334671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776735787457125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060529893266413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964432505483742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900468093117055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543253876959511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496212966816424,0.0,0.09721671189885488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094086877725138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524445386018594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427470582972134,0.0,0.0,0.08138675719832489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300855501574888,0.0,0.07186351012168801,0.0,0.0936040619530201,0.10307345155377566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169919589341124,0.0,0.19702254803208227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761603117311998,0.0,0.09251925049761496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6866037247392237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017161704727474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739888433009134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714097130040077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055749870490005,0.0,0.0,0.13769561184894166,0.0,0.0,0.18723615050918346 autism,FearfulGamer,2019/04/29,"I have high functioning autism, and I get completely overwhelmed if I even brush my teeth. I haven't taken a shower in like 6 or 8 months. If I take a shower my skin feels horrible like moldy sewer water that is cold is flowing underneath my skin. IF that goes away then I just feel very numb or maddeningly dull. I test it by pinching myself hard it doesn't hurt a lot like it should. I brushed my teeth yesterday, and it made me have a panic attack that is still going on to this very minute. My teeth are rotting, and almost all of them are an inch away from a cavity. My family is barely making enough money to stay in our house. That make me want to get a job to pay for my, and my families teeth, but my mom says that if I try to get a job now it could make me get psychotic again. I hate that she is most likely right. I had a psychotic breakdown, and tried to kill myself, so she has a valid concern. For right now I just want to able to brush my teeth, and take a shower. Thank you for listening to my situation, and do you guys have any tips to deal with this? &#x200B; &#x200B; TLDR I get massive panic attacks when I brush my teeth or take a shower need help on how to solve that problem. Haven't showered in 6 months at least.",3.9495294117647033,4.547086227450984,4.790196078431375,87.43588235294119,71.0392156862745,8.03921568627451,24.411764705882355,8.124751697461798,1.1344117647058822,968,24,211,13,17,314,136,255,0.14,0.7829999999999999,0.077,-0.9639,8,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,1,2,1,0,10,16,4,3,12,0,18,10,8,5,1,35,40,19,1,10,10,1,5,4,0,1,1,2,5,1,14,8,1,0,2,0,2,2,3,11,0,0,3,12,37,5,27,35,5,25,0,3,0,0,12,13,0,10,13,139,51,4,0.10287297543388096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301242492651803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229256518054697,0.2500038503208801,0.06995715095968047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406572156193736,0.1933050935828067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786035750216144,0.0,0.0,0.08213570003375728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605752053513837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629528330292172,0.0,0.06794663005594001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395897155741876,0.0,0.1040313347328634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873441869361203,0.0,0.05846508264772372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186041934570003,0.0,0.0,0.09215397967712499,0.10156576538307037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895358696407539,0.10869094666417513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870160166062765,0.11012764787145496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417110911522848,0.0,0.11381370541823957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103415792916854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745892494147096,0.0,0.09734089672002456,0.206005529771584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048358550126932,0.16422445505177832,0.0,0.0,0.07627900778548408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24139854290174514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843554419142153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570591786429224,0.0,0.08180871908391643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563353459639007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964890412759634,0.08215449106793701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204302447956174,0.0,0.0,0.09471161435937896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396879951202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976195692499976,0.12135429251558046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500038503208801,0.0 autism,mrsrainh20,2019/10/18,"5 year old kicked out of his second daycare... It finally happened. After bouts of aggression, they finally kicked him out. Now I'm stuck finding child care with an aggressive, mostly high functioning autistic child and I have no clue what to do. On top of that, 20 hours of ABA therapy per week will cost us $450 (if we decide to go with ABA - unsure yet and I know it's controversial). At this point, I don't think we'll find a childcare setting that will work with him. I'm lost, confused, scared, sad. Mostly sad for him, because he loved the daycare but his impulsive reactions got the best of him.",3.380769230769232,5.340538059829065,4.202059829059831,85.77488461538465,74.38461538461539,7.756923076923077,27.084615384615393,8.548686976883017,1.9658553846153843,471,18,93,9,10,151,86,117,0.14,0.763,0.09699999999999999,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,4,2,10,2,2,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,18,17,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,7,0,1,3,0,13,3,16,11,3,18,0,3,0,1,14,7,0,4,9,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230468902987428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183084993690687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580120650042666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422372250214935,0.3689774964348134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471694248300472,0.0,0.1614392013512888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784967445365273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132673471450735,0.0,0.0,0.19878321206492566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093238614040124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220344916786524,0.0,0.18217899194591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118093480921256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081505033354984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208871163421224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083494952751846,0.0,0.0,0.12933838478223542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428026776219825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191321546551316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695040282677496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998584249769404 autism,alexthe_magnificent,2019/10/18,"Advice for my friend with autism I'm a university student and recently joined my college's ultimate frisbee team after months of pestering from one of my best friends, who is also the captain of the team (we'll call him A). Another student who joined this year I suspected has autism (we'll call him Z), which was recently confirmed. I did a ton of volunteering at a special needs summer camp growing up, so I recognized a lot of parallels to other people with autism I've known. Z tends to hang out around the edges during practice, and doesn't always participate in team-building stuff (of course we include him nevertheless). Often he's minimally verbal, and usually one of the captains or I will practice with him in 1-on-1 time. Recently, at a frisbee tournament, Z had just missed a catch that would've gotten us a point. Out of frustration, he threw the disc to the ground and kicked it across the field. This caused quite a reaction in the sidelines, as this tournament had been generally laid back and this seemingly came out of nowhere. A's also had experience with autism (thank GOD) and pulled him aside right away. He was calm but firm and let Z know that that behavior wasn't acceptable here and that it could result in him being cut from the team. In his upsetedness, Z expressed how it was difficult for him to understand why that was. A went on to explain that causing damage to someone else's property was harmful, and reactions like that scare other teams and players and make them not want to play with us. Z got quiet for a while and didn't play for a bit, but eventually joined back in. My gut reaction almost always is to get involved and help any way I can. However, I also recognize this might not be my place. Is there anything I can do, or should do? Any advice?",7.771445427728615,7.327033120943952,7.697182890855463,73.42182153392329,62.92330383480825,11.427138643067849,35.9424778761062,10.864195022040775,3.849361061946904,1424,58,262,33,18,458,188,339,0.087,0.857,0.055999999999999994,-0.8871,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,5,0,1,6,12,17,2,1,22,0,30,1,1,5,0,52,47,24,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,21,24,0,0,7,6,0,7,5,7,0,2,17,1,26,10,46,21,4,40,0,2,0,0,33,20,0,7,13,179,47,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245433242674532,0.0,0.0,0.11504828442257327,0.0,0.0,0.27563857251133417,0.19119959725969007,0.0,0.0,0.15626173651854955,0.1204748477458619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454677242499002,0.10227872083818848,0.0,0.0,0.10794532505525893,0.17669054550650842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057263431586898,0.0,0.1254328987415987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346362618745509,0.13140646010042564,0.0,0.23605257807807786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917323457385994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597797598757003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123869520337679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753138558767778,0.0,0.060026611077356816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918900613134136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701004893980931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314193627546315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748540820158215,0.0,0.05613069247856721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767753044486016,0.0,0.0,0.07669166380880896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188283053531147,0.0,0.0,0.09170613072848537,0.0,0.0,0.0851913639489225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570831953633055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965202216617275,0.0,0.1200382525532972,0.0,0.10861058855536773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220236061015778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403275728732629,0.0,0.0,0.09811760293770456,0.0,0.0,0.11502747751092166,0.0,0.0,0.10459385499549254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734807782941614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152447256480854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577761619252876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669947650667614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196071879201872,0.276403162887263,0.0,0.1265379029001234,0.0,0.06776659791860982,0.09119635187571347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650653731063796,0.10367264858563363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816163652688916,0.0,0.0,0.07398703002127724 autism,PersephoneArcheops69,2019/10/18,"I wish the discourse about Greta Thunberg was more civilized. And as an autistic Trump-supporter, I also wish the discourse about Trump was more civilized. Trump's good for the economy and Greta's just a child actress being used by terrible people. Calling her names wouldn't be right. But it wasn't right when the left doxed and harassed Mini-AOC, a little girl much younger than Greta, for the crime of mocking AOC on Twitter. I wish the two sides could just talk things out. But what could an American talk about to someone who thinks America needs to burn?",6.423667582417586,7.705944471153844,5.6350549450549465,81.12423076923079,65.82692307692308,8.635164835164835,32.164835164835175,8.841846274778883,2.6723835164835155,451,18,79,7,7,136,70,104,0.11699999999999999,0.779,0.10300000000000001,-0.3687,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,14,8,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,13,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,52,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444432061373541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844350754275348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28842365575170825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149701510676353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962461385583712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181030517126366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277782209649885,0.1339287926782154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522042926193686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30850009890218444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304028400173947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496750362380148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903539580662735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999711297536335,0.1157351706211646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644127513309624,0.0,0.0,0.15599926178947526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231185454940917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BlubberFreeWhale,2019/10/18,"Adults with Autism: How important are routines to you? How do you organise your day? How can the removal of routine effect your day/week? Do you currently use any apps, journals/calendars to help organise your day? Hi Guys, a quick explanation on the reasoning behind my question. I am currently a final year student and I am basing a piece of software on enhancing the lives of adults with Autism. I am specifically looking at how I can use this software to help adults with ASD to organise their day and prepare for any obstacles ahead. My current understanding (mostly from personal experience, through my sister who is an adult with autism) is that routine is extremely important. Any changes or disruptions can cause issues. I am essentially trying to gather some first hand information from some brilliant adults who are happy to share their experiences, to give me some inspiration for my final year project. Any help is really appreciated (I understand my wording of the question may appear quite vague, however I want to get a grasp of the issues which may be faced and gain an understanding of some common issues and methods which are applied to assist) Thanks! Tl:Dr: Aiming to gather information from adults with autism in relation to obstacles they face in their day to day lives and how routine and preparation can assist",8.188640915593705,9.573915875536482,7.889459227467814,66.16566237482118,61.91845493562232,11.5352217453505,37.421745350500714,11.34169021259432,4.819898655221744,1081,51,165,31,15,344,121,233,0.037000000000000005,0.802,0.162,0.9840000000000001,4,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,4,5,6,4,0,0,11,0,20,3,3,10,0,41,31,12,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,11,0,0,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,23,4,36,28,6,23,0,0,1,0,33,5,0,11,16,116,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042088356337444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488621834967135,0.11830749400773345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327492044404774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879383002095007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450214011342901,0.0,0.09512751174243048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842961261573671,0.10728313212055544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073506832839533,0.0,0.11905133547626776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488362642728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35018269569460925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750619829159846,0.0,0.09391394235076073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765074523773784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505634801446773,0.11895118619937413,0.0,0.0,0.07164490536229673,0.11498587382610767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029634195004048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592919695237511,0.0,0.0,0.34927517300091576,0.0,0.19318052343042216,0.0,0.0,0.06596367833539732,0.0,0.08970796819193615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403723365828472 autism,WeenerMcThrowAway,2019/10/18,"What do you think of these ""symptoms"" I am considering going to my GP to see if I can get an official diagnosis but just wanted a consensus on these symptoms if anyone can relate to any of this... ● I’d rather people not touch me, including family members. It has always been uncomfortable outside of romantic relationships. ● I'd rather people aren't physically close to me. ● I do not enjoy medium to large groups. Anything over 2-3 people is very uncomfortable. I find myself socially flustered and not able to communicate as well. I don’t know how to insert myself into the conversation that’s happening or keep track of anything. ● I find casual conversation difficult, if I do not have a shared interest with a person I find it difficult to have a conversation. Once I’ve exhausted the pool of things I can speak about I usually just exit the situation. ● I am very comfortable with silence for long periods of time. I.e sitting in a room/car with someone for 4+ hours and not speaking. ● I almost always speak in a monotonous way. ● I am never able to understand sarcasm, I always take things literally. ● I don’t think I change my facial expression much. Complete strangers often tell me I look miserable or sad, and I am almost always perfectly fine or happy. It also means people will think that I have an issue with them personally when I do not, which is frustrating. ● I do not like ticking or repetitive noises, I find them extremely distracting and frustrating. This can cause issue with personal relationships as I become agitated when it really shouldn’t matter, I understand it shouldn’t be annoying but it doesn’t change my reaction. ● I have a lot of difficulty forming close friendships with people. ● I am quite sensitive to noises and feelings, like an Aircon system or a tree brushing against a window. No one at my work seems to notice these things but I do and become very agitated by it and it can’t focus on anything else until I’ve stopped whatever it is from happening. ● I never used to be make eye contact when talking to people, I only recognized this as a problem when I was about 20 and I’ve been trying to get better at it.",4.783042883211678,6.6023826593674,6.616629409975669,70.50078353102192,70.338199513382,10.101003649635038,30.605307177615572,10.341088651717358,3.6540321776155733,1727,73,292,51,32,599,206,411,0.174,0.73,0.096,-0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,4,14,22,3,2,16,0,36,5,2,4,3,70,57,29,0,9,22,0,2,2,0,3,3,3,1,3,23,17,0,2,13,2,0,1,17,10,1,1,3,9,42,12,46,49,3,29,0,2,3,0,21,11,0,13,16,208,65,1,0.16667600844731334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690194616044668,0.0,0.0,0.06664537186846661,0.2773755823296275,0.0,0.0,0.05667270065402146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058271870258294015,0.0,0.20574022985374732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840805562611357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370569234474601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561108684748864,0.1763211164872289,0.0,0.08737831185662184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696182088297313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856365348962505,0.0,0.04213819896233237,0.05953668686910092,0.0,0.0,0.3046777042607081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708133511516636,0.0,0.04736290832536507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739104381398813,0.0887148551599742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820711469977288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396644903251002,0.0,0.07407464730398057,0.0,0.0,0.04580038764422451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142947859697318,0.0,0.0,0.07375151124388207,0.06998293433516968,0.0,0.0,0.07085099099571955,0.0,0.0,0.05562876494949917,0.0,0.0,0.09077951797267336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061263022098052435,0.0,0.12855081296455634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094880870169206,0.0,0.08875225463996954,0.056471988466451316,0.06338230756638702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466564733721717,0.21830259237427174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974321499872603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864022576956497,0.0,0.0,0.053388459497232935,0.0,0.0,0.17894765631755646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640959955847434,0.07586778908867453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367540847288933,0.0,0.08495260030367396,0.07061202053665867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967430315978479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324019188056758,0.06265980763359569,0.06698393100748166,0.07284108896270215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660982007650966,0.1601988841961862,0.0,0.0,0.04859506044929117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658103441759296,0.0,0.0,0.17351560293880136,0.0,0.07197727806788974,0.09178503774780516,0.20628774403912645,0.049154914104348336,0.06614982868794106,0.0,0.0,0.07493087428902218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067105962566195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mashed45,2019/10/18,Question for parents If you could give your child a magic pill to take their autism away would you? I'm in the middle off an epic row because I would and the wife wouldn't.,0.9941666666666648,3.2878200833333366,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,84.27777777777777,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.1052,137,3,31,0,4,41,31,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33461574349792605,0.0,0.0,0.21710644463880868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435772513924945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34165265051901034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954637213212855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989708140628306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677813526814797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059991385836856,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sparklesparkley,2019/10/18,"Synaesthesia and its links to ASD? I saw another post on a different part of Reddit (I’m not sure what it’s called I’m fairly new) and it made me realise that being able to feel or picture time and associate one sense with something completely unrelated is not something everybody has or can do. I was wondering, does anybody else on here have that or think it may be more likely in people such as myself with ASD? Thanks :)",3.0519512195121936,5.4773855975609775,4.236768292682928,82.94344512195124,77.17073170731706,8.002439024390245,26.103658536585364,8.841846274778883,2.2705073170731707,337,13,63,8,8,110,65,82,0.024,0.9,0.076,0.6483,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,17,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,4,3,9,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,3,43,11,0,0.23451864249190385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591324470988776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946975474036925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24588833474886934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450220666554045,0.0,0.0,0.2052288444379081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959102330270572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857967214068148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145739627273484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190720994939106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264995662968401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891590154268645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539608361438554,0.0,0.16258569805298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246040325668326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610878170689919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103104513448846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591325743323367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027007666106562,0.0,0.0,0.13674970638599393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543254638869545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Askeladden418,2019/10/18,"What do you wish your parents knew about autism when you were growing up? My son who is 5, has high-functioning autism. He is a really smart boy and has above average abilities in certain areas like memory or reading, but sometimes its really really difficult to deal with his meltdowns over having to change a routine or when someone says hello, etc. I want to understand what I can do as his parent to help him, but he can't communicate those things to me yet so im hoping you guys can help.I know autism isn't the same for everyone, but I would love to know what people with autism think. What do you wish your parents would have done differently when you were little that would have helped you deal with certain things better? Or what do you wish they understood about having autism in general? Any input is appreciated.",7.163589743589744,7.368530230769231,7.054615384615384,75.3570512820513,64.0,10.77948717948718,30.794871794871803,10.504223727775694,3.093325641025641,660,21,121,15,9,210,95,156,0.023,0.732,0.245,0.9886,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,9,1,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,23,1,0,0,2,28,35,12,0,8,6,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,18,7,17,27,2,11,0,0,0,1,29,6,0,4,5,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698332088223837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312617563806975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531202921979382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26373959528453217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363893263463314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308965420482461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426536823278766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222367568070028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266512060540159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572065285077567,0.1351441469669505,0.0,0.1270436878308492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816496336345144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405921993839478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249046175966271,0.1281996216323151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544394766199767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260874132546417,0.0,0.0,0.0886768259122336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794481233770108,0.0,0.2458276445412349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171932340615868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837789569937407,0.0,0.12650645649860318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699557038736562,0.0819596901047784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315902713584407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544474883206398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412712454920482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725912042549162,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LimpCricket,2019/10/18,"Anyone else suffer from sensory induced headaches? Any idea how to help/stop them? So recently ive been having these debilitating headaches that are extremely similar to cluster migraines in how they feel. Ive thought they were cluster migraines due to them fitting every symptom and being nearly the most painful thing ive ever felt every time. However recently ive noticed them only coming on after i listen to music with headphones. Usually a bit too loud maybe but even lower volumes are causing the pain. Its like im being stabbed in the back right side of my neck and the pain travels to just behind my right eye making me feel like i just took a gunshot to the forehead. &#x200B; Does anyone know how to stop this pain??? ive taken medications and nsaids but im on day 3 now of this pain and feel like ramming my head into a wall to make it stop",5.783569844789356,6.881375317073172,6.125764966740579,77.69861419068737,67.17073170731706,8.158758314855879,33.20177383592018,8.296473431620573,2.679507317073171,688,30,119,9,11,221,104,164,0.19399999999999998,0.752,0.054000000000000006,-0.9790000000000001,2,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,0,11,9,0,0,8,0,12,13,4,7,1,29,24,10,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,8,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,6,7,16,3,20,16,2,26,0,1,1,0,6,11,0,1,15,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179798548000474,0.13231056059016766,0.07404741846084481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522737230347879,0.11156838954280936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372797495209107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887724466409436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185773572683776,0.0,0.09379717346378437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022360448110365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528842251851903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096176081638338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719193460530741,0.09849522315797987,0.18348528736155947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517078676726615,0.15557889126484653,0.10454933640995147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175026756119162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298517790193987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229210400256936,0.23523495665684244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059841871490557724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959119489104368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453668658503659,0.0,0.10939240186487996,0.0,0.0,0.1096929740932624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396944942220155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281405680724686,0.5793213295481277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150270758430885,0.0,0.0,0.185979123615864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27310515764211696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317608684938475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234019693027034,0.0,0.0,0.08644472759556919,0.06349333514536468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097832050659403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992449662929365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231056059016766,0.0 autism,Kiki-02,2019/10/18,"Nervous about finding a doc? Does anyone in the Southern California (Orange County) area know of a reputable psychologist that I could see to possibly be tested for ASD? My father is on the spectrum and I have been increasingly more and more sure that I am too the more I think and research about it. However, I have a bad problem with doctors not taking me seriously. I have other issues that have taken me years to get looked at because they keep getting brushed off. I went to the school counselor yesterday which was a start, but she said she can't really do much to help me unless she learns more about me, but says on the surface I just look like I have anxiety. I'm a 21 year old female also, so I know we present things differently. I tend to giggle and smile a lot because I'm unsure how else to act so people don't really take me seriously at all. Some people think I look really happy with what they're telling me but really, I just want to look nice. Even if what they're saying is pissing me off. Anyways.. sorry for the rant! I'm just looking for some good recommendations because I'm terrified to pick a random one and have a bad experience.. Thanks all ☺️",3.570505809979493,5.3868298008658035,5.03815903394851,80.59603554340399,73.5021645021645,7.806880838459786,26.44360902255639,8.532816995589336,1.9290987012987009,928,33,177,17,19,311,137,231,0.11599999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.155,0.8903,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,0,13,14,1,1,14,0,16,2,1,2,3,36,42,14,0,4,9,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,5,10,26,7,25,35,11,18,0,0,6,0,11,9,1,5,7,121,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647792919384514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922913406346502,0.0,0.0,0.08435618581089584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146324217681225,0.220628023250122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632338474605184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604595131452834,0.0,0.12348292267468985,0.1055752458848461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078150115709868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968337015921294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118011716957866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026524856302898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606167011758654,0.0,0.0,0.10118937876974596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842640493414273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086426345707434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591964213950552,0.0,0.10723278117131944,0.0,0.0,0.13260415336600084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589399327373823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065474461521194,0.0,0.0,0.1025661152598812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868627096630323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265942266995542,0.0,0.08175062051502788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672769253884873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600652523274845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543877743709965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091472293264897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475884125053815,0.19187984568617752,0.0,0.12209686028181535,0.09613661780804933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350496333127385,0.08539152895296942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370432359140553,0.0,0.1814166029744773,0.0,0.1054470434528591,0.11107159573862126,0.0,0.0,0.08014965382376002,0.15460595060190546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115819432816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183699804839356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553798957516114 autism,Kona_Koffee,2019/10/18,"Zach Bear- Children’s book that may help kids understand other children who have autism! So I really wanted to share this children’s book with you all! It’s about autism and how children with autism may be different but are just like other children in many ways. My mom is a special education teacher and I have multiple autistic family members, so growing up I learned to deeply care for children with autism. When visiting my moms classroom and when I was in school, I noticed kids treated autistic children differently. It broke my heart. I really think it is important for children, including siblings of autistic children, to understand autism, especially at a younger age. The book, Meet Zach Bear, is on Amazon (that’s where I got it). Plus, the author donates $2 of each book to an organization which helps families with autistic children financially. Specifically, they donate money to families who need it so they can take their autistic children to therapy which helps them learn ways to cope and function in society. I hope this helps someone!",8.020711711711714,9.422684616216221,7.388986486486488,69.54600225225225,62.2972972972973,10.490990990990992,40.28153153153153,10.504223727775694,4.704018018018017,854,46,131,20,12,266,109,185,0.019,0.7929999999999999,0.188,0.9855,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,1,1,24,20,12,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,13,15,10,0,0,5,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,16,6,23,15,2,14,0,1,0,0,29,7,0,3,4,85,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151831583834934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111747328058632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42115923975677305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191031386599873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646826571023214,0.3992657489173584,0.0,0.0,0.14790893954353124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275369668710853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097923772486108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34882136749807824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042063404914522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954385975783282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908010639772434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071272610661585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617753700755982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196762444249864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703004398623266,0.0,0.0,0.0954204892481921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31005728549905154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783555471670583,0.23640797682551015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hasra23,2019/10/18,"An interesting Title I had an epiphany tonight and realised that I am autistic and fit every single criteria for pathological demand avoidance. I have just spent a couple of hours online doing tests and scored at the very highest end of the spectrum in every single one. Would it even be helpful to be professionally diagnosed with autism at 30 years old or should I just continue living life the best way I can?",8.982999999999997,8.884542200000002,8.557166666666667,67.10775000000002,60.33333333333334,10.7,37.41666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.9182666666666655,335,14,53,6,4,107,60,75,0.053,0.7929999999999999,0.154,0.8402,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,6,0,9,3,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,8,4,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,41,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814387681020309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29673649456012313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219744509944377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752822049833236,0.0,0.0,0.1771306146828424,0.0,0.4519070809073604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975565872035112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641036578929866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942373659789985,0.0,0.0,0.23680819279258855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814102007205141,0.0,0.181725969089881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212769033219967,0.0,0.21286910643472706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050765066695624,0.0,0.0,0.1726993749689989 autism,pachacuti092,2019/10/18,Stupid question but as a somewhat autistic person I can’t use words to express my feelings so I almost always use bitmoji/emojis to show how I feel via text Anyone else do this? All my NT friends don’t use emojis like I do,4.462318840579711,5.0220576956521725,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,69.8695652173913,7.0028985507246375,30.55072463768116,6.42735559955562,1.6661246376811598,178,7,34,1,3,59,35,46,0.049,0.785,0.166,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,1,12,9,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,3,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278133394253816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835912403800808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834940832035656,0.26888604213057943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922291745334332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265380539604084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274936977784094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282078939174708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291399141708357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939767340992558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6799543892454193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,James_CyberLink,2019/10/18,"How best to start a blog? I have been advised (by many people) to start a blog about my experiences with Autism Spectrum, but I'm not sure about the best websites, the best software, hardware, etc. Could anyone explain how best to go about this, or provide advice on this? Thanks!",4.906346153846156,6.686470019230767,4.23,87.89000000000001,69.96153846153847,5.9692307692307685,28.384615384615394,5.985473137389443,1.0878307692307696,219,8,41,1,4,65,38,52,0.035,0.603,0.36200000000000004,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,9,7,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642915275378105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339863098330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8008522768292184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232324142306133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277143692741815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662059374590045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842533630696898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342216359369685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226364271580668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700717902403369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980899631923974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564567044174756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AndreLeo,2019/10/18,"My story: (only read if interested) Hello y‘all I‘d like to share my story, if you’re not interested then better look for another, personally more interesting post ^^ So first on a few things about me, I am a 16, very soon 17 years old male currently visiting a „Gymnasium“ (comparably to high school in the US) in Germany and I haven’t received an autism diagnosis YET. When I was about five years old my parents decided that I should better go to a psychologist because they suspected that I might have ADHD because of several..... weird behavoirs I had, for example I was constantly tilting the chair in school, was sorts of hyperactive and had quite some overload moments, for example when I first got my glasses the next day I had to wear them in school, I entered the hall and then got really got uncomfortable when everyone looked at me because of my glasses, even though like half of my class had glasses that really didn’t make it any better, to continue, I really got indescribably uncomfortably and so I climbed under the chairs and just started screaming as loud as I could.... for hours.... the principal really tried to calm me down but every time someone touched me I started clinging onto those chairs as hard as I could, I just felt sooo awkward. This was just one example of many. So lets go on... then my parents took me to a psychologist and I had several tests, amongst with others an IQ-test where I received 138+ (the psychologist told me that at this young age the specialized IQ test wasn’t meant for higher values and therefore he could only tell me that I had at least this value) and that year I jumped a class, for a while everything was perfectly fine but then everything started getting boring.... again.... till now. I have never had very much friends, neither in primary school nor now, I was always that creepy guy in class nobody wanted talking to, mainly because I find it very confusing how to interact with most other people. Also I was ALWAYS, as long as I can remember (okay little bit exaggerated) told that I was like Spock or Sheldon Cooper (of course the younger me didn’t know what those persons were) Now I have maybe like 5 good friends and most others really don’t care me a lot. Also practically my whole life I have been ongoingly told that I should make eye contact to the persons I spoke to... of course I couldn’t because every time I did I would be confused and distracted from what I wanted to say, I literally couldn’t focus anymore and this just seemed strange to me why anyone needed eye contact since they could hear me anyways if I wanted to say something. Also I am told that either I was annoying because I couldn’t stop talking about physics and chemistry and electronics and stuff like that or because of my habit of always correcting other people if they were spreading fake news like „Oh did you know cell phone radiation causes cancer“ and other fake news relating conspiracy theories or similar. I don’t care if the person is 5 or even 70yrs old, I just cannot stand when people spread such bs. Also I really don’t enjoy large crowds and loud sounds and so, I just start getting this „I really need to get away from here or else I need to scream“ feeling. Pretty sure you all know what I mean. I mean don’t get me wrong, doing things with friends is enjoyable but just not joining a party or such. Also other persons incessantly tell me that they find it very strange that they cannot tell how I am feeling, whether I am happy or sad - but admittedly I cannot tell either if a person is happy or not. Also I absolutely HATE IT if someone tells me that I should stop lying at him/her because I simply won’t lie and honestly I also cannot without literally everyone recognizing. Also I really cannot stand when someone disrupts my routine which looks like this: at 5:15am my clock wakes me up, I turn on the lights, the till 5:25am I lie in the bed semi-awake, then from 5:25 to 5:30 I look whether I have new messages on my phone, check my emails and so on, on 5:35 to 5:55 I am in the bathroom showering and brushing teeth. On 5:55-6:00 I make my bed then from 6:00 to 6:30 I eat my breakfast, at 6:50 I go to my school bus and sit in the 5th row from the back.... I think you get the gist. Also not only am I very interested in science, I also have a talent for memorizing digits, whether it may be the telephone numbers of my family, 75 digits of pi, 12 digits of sqrt(2) [just too lazy to look up more] or my bank account number or even some random numbers I see everyday. But I really really have a problem expressing my emotions or recognizing emotions as well as memorizing faces. Also one of my favorite things is learning latin taxonomic classifications, no matter if plants, animals or protists. This is something I can focus on without beinh distracted by literally EVERYTHING AROUND ME. So yeah... thats my life I guess. Please forgive me my mistakes concerning grammar or spelling.",7.119711762344444,7.101248008510645,7.495491770373343,72.91311320754718,64.12765957446808,10.583701324769171,34.65074267362505,10.23491550297108,3.5093382175833003,3928,159,708,82,53,1288,398,940,0.10300000000000001,0.775,0.12300000000000001,0.9793,4,0,2,0,0,0,126.0,1,4,6,8,55,52,2,5,33,2,72,11,6,7,5,139,127,93,0,27,45,2,5,7,3,7,3,9,3,8,43,25,2,2,21,1,3,10,27,17,1,6,36,24,119,35,96,74,17,100,0,1,8,0,58,35,0,34,58,500,162,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335275098355487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905189865918901,0.11081765689578096,0.0,0.0,0.030189323533514827,0.04655079659656816,0.0,0.0,0.0440267457214443,0.031041194858000942,0.0,0.0,0.039519916555024036,0.0,0.0,0.041709460225239324,0.034136111388829965,0.0,0.2164965108370435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778819255718763,0.04846655932826153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052492717455428,0.04560468742566043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797395395452981,0.0,0.1417794285762119,0.0,0.0,0.028630344709324962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04542596621310607,0.037085344547373694,0.0998741564351962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796510876863979,0.0,0.07480742501140883,0.08484040506054076,0.11969492294928195,0.0,0.0418505475440924,0.0,0.04489370391432728,0.0,0.042625034170006855,0.0,0.08115030412550472,0.07552273024411538,0.0,0.0,0.10289567791069604,0.0,0.1159697071598632,0.0,0.07569010192323634,0.03723543441133202,0.14202319018390525,0.0,0.04890480357268299,0.043956866634822664,0.0,0.09451610506454032,0.039768147633357884,0.04382971160226015,0.0,0.0,0.05003506755867406,0.0,0.0,0.0469045138201805,0.0,0.0,0.04371897546592875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319305615906488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539569414350627,0.0627133433823451,0.15182006436184395,0.044494275627529375,0.0,0.03928713839878073,0.18639816190930386,0.0,0.0,0.037742042732317634,0.0,0.0,0.08889966933547452,0.04500837096836016,0.044599564450088634,0.09671578049630462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709483314585185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03263456961491625,0.09875237684473563,0.034239254864307934,0.04287583311071315,0.04721333684410983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397515554231438,0.0,0.0601648098897733,0.10129051381037144,0.0,0.0,0.09858817868249836,0.0,0.0,0.09233126627853004,0.23257785541668005,0.0,0.04873108896447629,0.0,0.0,0.042517013051177055,0.04516448019895399,0.0,0.0424788952955667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721829775111148,0.044405838900161115,0.0,0.2843982125640148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028955000649212,0.0,0.0,0.07060750343335771,0.0,0.22464460638691,0.03537613107660648,0.040414471238154004,0.0,0.10030477277928937,0.0,0.03672303104175331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284423234126123,0.06835307120487763,0.0,0.0,0.1256887121659966,0.0,0.0,0.0742304515503508,0.0,0.0,0.050820308839490624,0.0,0.0,0.04184065496643311,0.0,0.0,0.07136415033674615,0.1940108002487181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847985473366324,0.02844577070849696,0.04361670795803494,0.0,0.0517727930768819,0.0,0.0,0.16968081012108152,0.04932317336958987,0.03014049329185166,0.04828773391916005,0.0,0.0,0.053400305769031486,0.0,0.0,0.1831477758522927,0.0785538850998626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991538042928787,0.0,0.04005852231594199,0.049564120553171866,0.0,0.08558812678477366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031536099772443024,0.04853767890671027,0.0,0.08576450395446862 autism,onegayaustrian,2019/10/18,"Books/articles about ASD Hi! First time poster and not native English speaker so I hope I'm getting this right. I'm looking for articles or books about anything connected to historical and diagnostical aspects of the Autism Spectrum. Things I'm looking for especially: •The effects of representation •The effects of getting a diagnosis (especially for teenagers/adults) •Critical articles about the connection to Hans Asperger's position in euthanasia Any material in German or English language that you can think of is welcome! Thank you!",7.437070707070706,11.10701109090909,7.666515151515149,57.51282828282828,68.77272727272728,11.183838383838381,45.005050505050505,10.746095033038511,6.766094444444446,448,31,56,16,9,145,61,88,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.8784,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,14,12,0,6,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,3,3,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202719977074296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655286064058353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552029519181803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33846242419165035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32171876896383783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440108049744699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766199952831953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821563935701145,0.0,0.0,0.2151934533788704,0.2075504187211116,0.0,0.0,0.18887631823346165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tapiraat69,2019/10/18,"I lost my rubiks cube in the bus today I use the cube as a way of stimming and to focus on something when I'm in a crowded area or in public transit. I'm 18 year old but losing this just janked my heart out. Is it normal for an (autistic) person to need something so small so badly?",3.1046721311475416,3.3686754918032773,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,72.77049180327869,6.1000000000000005,25.08606557377049,3.1291,0.4310295081967217,219,6,47,0,4,75,48,61,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.9007,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,5,0,12,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317742950580341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289429886842013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105498470384201,0.3030199752792355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582790469631868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719771967779495,0.0,0.0,0.2912817974601545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237904032651425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274014421276657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631208642202026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239746812811544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203363481042577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875750144244207 autism,Casper590,2019/10/18,"My brother pulls out the internet cable when I sing So I was just singing in my room today, for not even 5 min and my brother texted me saying ''stop singing or i pull out the internet cable'' i didnt read it untill he did it, but its just ridiculous to do that just because im singing. It took us a time to get the internet back and we were all doing stuff. This is one of the few things he does which are ridiculous and it makes me mad, because even though he has autism, he is very smart (has done university) so he should be smart enough to understand that there are some things you just can't do for no reason, or is it just me?",3.4231060606060595,4.0531454015151525,4.075454545454549,91.96651515151518,72.25757575757575,7.381818181818183,25.272727272727273,7.3871296695380915,0.8617363636363637,491,14,114,5,9,156,83,132,0.078,0.847,0.075,-0.1253,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,0,0,13,5,3,0,5,0,18,0,0,2,1,22,22,11,0,1,9,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,1,2,5,0,3,4,3,0,1,6,1,13,2,10,14,4,14,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,7,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633361157556521,0.0,0.2589757423742852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588817918460368,0.217377078533748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948428872317413,0.0,0.2805998028428929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097949205198997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944758984236155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141790478278961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393974522517586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124752043431904,0.0,0.0,0.21840079540316387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689230976346983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759072626810407,0.0,0.0,0.24316747015482326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224179042548825,0.0,0.20869933246835046,0.0,0.12386248138629673,0.0,0.20134716224218369,0.0,0.23600390399380994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211343389691455,0.2555123641684573,0.0,0.0,0.17526686608357506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yofuckoff,2019/10/18,"Misdiagnosed? I hope this is the right place to ask this and that I'm not breaking any rules. Sorry for any mistakes, english is not my first language. A little over a year ago I(20f) got diagnosed with autism. I already got diagnosed with ADHD type-C at age 14 and a dysharmonic intellengence profile at age 16. My ADHD diagnosis was very easy to accept. I still had many issues which could not be linked with ADHD but it explained a lot. My autism diagnosis however, threw me and everybody around me completely off guard. Nobody saw it coming and I was honestly ashamed of it. I just could not believe it but because they are the professionals, I didn't say anything about my doubts. Now, a year later, that doubt is only getting stronger. I'm no longer ashamed to be diagnosed with autism, thanks to it my academical issues are finally taken serious. Still, me and many of my loved ones are still very doubtful about me being autistic. My father is autistic and I have massive issues with for example, sensory overloads, hyper fixations, being unable to stop once I'm busy, not knowing my own emotions, sleeping, eating and moodswings that do fit in with the autism diagnosis. The ""main"" (most common?) symptoms just don't apply to me. I'm socially awkward, I tend to observe how other people act before I attempt to socialise. I basically just copy what I see others do. But I have no/barely have any issues with the following things: -Difficulty interpreting what others are thinking or feeling -Trouble interpreting facial expressions, body language, or social cues -Trouble keeping up a conversation -Inflection that does not reflect feelings -Difficulty maintaining the natural give-and-take of a conversation; prone to monologues on a favorite subject -Tendency to engage in repetitive or routine behaviors -Strict consistency to daily routines; outbursts when changes occur -have trouble with expressions -speak in a monotone voice -not being able to make eyecontact -not showing facial expressions Ect. Which also makes me have doubts is the fact that the person who diagnosed me was doing research about autism and adhd comorbidity in woman my age group. I don't want to ask for a second opinion without asking if anybody else has similar issues. That's why I made this post. Tl;dr: got diagnosed with autism a year ago but I don't have any of the symptoms regarding social interactions.",7.158183847871275,9.26235820047733,7.254560012318119,67.12472091769962,64.8472553699284,9.797859727461699,36.90515051197168,10.088038600937136,4.3575936715682495,1942,98,280,46,31,624,229,419,0.122,0.792,0.086,-0.9128,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,1,2,14,18,0,7,20,0,34,13,4,4,1,69,65,19,0,6,20,1,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,23,19,1,3,10,1,0,4,14,12,0,3,12,7,32,6,44,46,4,40,0,0,2,1,22,15,0,12,19,195,55,3,0.07601577727420021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654247687171828,0.0,0.13476680004806213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388530047412622,0.060789789622434025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677334095412012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255450773268267,0.06767015805470558,0.2131934711271948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633851227341648,0.0,0.06468382763379615,0.0856437500673319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443639202133346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804146130237351,0.06548086122480927,0.07970109621131427,0.0,0.0,0.1213848253867127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857720690688608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652191895393596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778311751110764,0.06350142778110086,0.08550751798957087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687172201676812,0.0,0.0,0.08327156838204752,0.0,0.06465898131675689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039715106190264526,0.07292126019409031,0.0,0.0,0.18239028377876085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550081875892445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967036097765379,0.0,0.06756631555529774,0.0,0.0,0.04177628320558119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618777888997788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646258954886053,0.06860720684405988,0.07192796644145014,0.1014822432054258,0.15413613401603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095432191043421,0.051510257984776715,0.05781342401914226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269976868296244,0.0663740446506181,0.07942030811808265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280210192704394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491705844901641,0.0,0.060450797138336426,0.0,0.0,0.060574732691676514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607067495944292,0.23246553611545864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509343915511787,0.0,0.0,0.18211889377427645,0.06355259356242013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580189970183463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699851146723159,0.0,0.0,0.05050150469614472,0.04870784069474948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544195453486476,0.04483607493720032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685924154921611,0.0,0.0,0.07327649666299113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685500486828604 autism,KratomFocus,2019/10/18,"How hard is it to find a decent job with Asperger's I have Asperger's and in my mid twenties. I am about to leave school with my Master's degree (I am omitting the subject so I cannot be identified by people who may know me personally). I will be leaving in May. I have experience being a TA - involving grading, helping to manage classrooms, tutoring,etc. I very much want to avoid having to move back in with my parents again- but all I am seeing is less than promising stats on how nobody wants to hire us. I am trying to get a job lined up, but I am very scared that I won't find employment--especially because I am not even sure what I want to do (my subject was very academic and doesn't generalize that much to the real world). I mentally cannot cope with the idea of losing my independence. I could maybe cope with it for a few months , but that is it. Some people on the spectrum seem to be totally ok with living a life at home - but that is not me. There are certain aspects of my lifestyle that my parents would not exactly approve of. I won't go into details , but yeah- having fun is important to me. I like having fun and well, lets just leave it at that. Also you need income for what I am talking about. The last few years have been amazing and I am extremely worried that I will have to move home and that I could be stuck there for several years. I have talked to other people with disabilities who are in this predicament. I could not mentally handle it and the idea of having to move back home and possibly never be hired for years scares me. I have talked to people who worked one menial volunteer job after another all whilst essentially becoming institutionalized living at home with aging parents. I am scared that it will happen to me.",4.145522454424189,5.597241115606939,5.3219653179190765,80.60919519786573,71.3699421965318,8.328857269897734,27.469542018674968,8.841846274778883,2.1175028012449992,1390,49,267,26,26,461,168,346,0.081,0.8079999999999999,0.111,0.9065,8,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,4,14,14,0,4,11,2,50,1,0,3,7,56,61,16,0,8,10,3,1,1,0,8,1,0,4,1,22,16,0,1,6,0,0,4,10,5,1,1,3,2,39,9,48,40,9,29,0,1,1,0,14,13,0,4,13,209,61,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661094990937592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668451333183788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713304257398178,0.0,0.05039359165696216,0.0913002135492791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980108021529708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219657378531378,0.05460137599703198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808650803398123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111394721800767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319057185427246,0.0,0.0469820792836633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310296127299004,0.0,0.07405421122182149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541055862623143,0.0,0.331690622929861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664401980062864,0.0,0.0,0.24610543938721174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045432122300037896,0.06738538154856419,0.0,0.26260014645660706,0.0,0.08453354060284564,0.05839079079166388,0.04038736592344669,0.0,0.1459945610982879,0.0,0.0,0.09248424752356037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305102859298627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661962252190626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065984738395469,0.2635887218842545,0.1215408539355287,0.061297209020473566,0.06375858979341516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056017916408567264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753787984584569,0.0,0.0,0.2292460843590021,0.07218243181844848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931956493236313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409418178723017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482950033402053,0.08366434003712486,0.06587562254874522,0.07525776199286804,0.0,0.09339120969923732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791352841248664,0.0,0.0,0.1993360079815588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612608555829313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943931910503737,0.0,0.0,0.2046290544304233,0.14627902846046473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432838060655374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060183224264337684,0.08395327709472022,0.0,0.05872491259064814,0.0,0.0,0.15970627422061526 autism,BethTheOctopus,2019/10/18,"What does autism mean to you? A friend of mine recently asked me what autism meant. It took me quite a while to come up with a response. Here it is. Feel free to post yours in the comments. Autism basically means that my brain is fundamentally different from the majority of people, to the extent that no matter how much my friend and I explained our thought processes to each other, we could never truly understand each other. Autism also means that I have difficulty with social situations, but a slightly higher than average level of intelligence compared to the majority. I can focus on tasks incredibly easily, and almost never lose that focus. I can learn incredibly quickly given the correct method, and can be logical to a fault. I have emotions but don't understand them, I cannot express them well, nor can I understand the emotions of others well, but I can learn. I can, theoretically, learn anything except for certain social cues and such. It means I can't stand touching felt or similar materials, but can hear dog whistles and can deal with certain ""stressful"" situations more easily, because they simply don't cause me stress. It means I have to predict every conversation several minutes in advance or I can't think of what to say. It means I don't deal well with sudden changes that I haven't planned for, and prefer routine and planning to anything spontaneous. It means I feel like an outcast, like I'm unwanted and don't belong. Like I'm inherently alien to most people. It means I have a lot of flaws I can never change, but want to, making me incredibly depressed not just from the flaws themselves which are individually small, but from the amount of times those small flaws have caused immense issues and lost friendships, lost chances, and my ex becoming, well, my ex. It means I hate my existence but am logical enough to know there's still good I can do, and so I push forward. The second I'm no longer needed for anything, I'll likely disappear. That's what autism means to me.",7.880592334494778,8.138132390243907,7.859605110336819,70.009756097561,62.495934959349604,10.714208284939993,35.457607433217184,10.398101306919678,3.73757700348432,1608,66,274,34,21,519,187,369,0.11599999999999999,0.767,0.11699999999999999,0.3761,2,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,2,2,3,7,14,22,1,2,16,0,30,1,1,4,6,76,65,25,0,5,12,2,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,23,19,0,0,27,0,1,6,15,8,4,1,7,6,38,15,37,56,11,24,0,4,0,0,22,8,0,5,14,193,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630103702937704,0.0,0.0,0.05294914013573036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634587362432867,0.0,0.06189861295703907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040361784360262255,0.07312516155638588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391369066871134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603445543394654,0.14008551897942206,0.057035158679364976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528643228548063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652185357756735,0.05702768214993568,0.0,0.0,0.06917669974326297,0.0,0.0,0.05794194108363523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489575660915732,0.0,0.06841395607706863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557858626946582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695682954031237,0.04730135473579216,0.0635732162469292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230934801680344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553488390035415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536993548480663,0.0,0.0,0.07462492949918932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910737858074842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036387990278320494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938995619741273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407349094458422,0.1445548765129334,0.056290466176583134,0.0,0.0,0.04419654641138409,0.0,0.0,0.721234991092222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867291233081027,0.04909482835062958,0.15319867275231466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180513551522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634121078729344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042385096445349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537565546047952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265387080420402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479990496973994,0.0,0.0,0.14884851540155178,0.0,0.13498813232677714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052876417173077714,0.0,0.15168960492930111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242551748695878,0.0,0.05256436386445505,0.03860833233419555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356317308986715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067848460777235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905313095720615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381275849763529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Avachi,2019/10/18,"Having a hard time with a relatively big change Up until a week ago, I was in a 90-day outpatient program in my city for my mental health (not AS.) At first, in early July, it was hard to get into the routine of going there. After a week or two, I started getting used to the drive and the structure and help. (I drove the same route every day no matter what lol.) I didn’t say I had AS at first because I didn’t want to be judged (bad experiences in the past) but realized my therapist could be trusted, so after a month or so I told her. She helped me sooo much with social stuff, having me talk to people and eventually go out with people as my “homework”. I got distressed almost every time she told me what to do and had to be talked down, but I have good friends now for the first time in ~10 years, and I’m 23. Things don’t last forever, so I was predictably discharged after the 90 days. My therapist also had me move into what they call “transitional housing”, which is an apartment complex where clients go during or after treatment for help with independence. She knows I hate change but said it would be good for me and my parents and the rest of the treatment team agreed. So now I’m no longer going to the program that provided me so much help and support, but I’m also out of my house for the first time. It’s a lot. I feel depressed and sleep until 4pm. I wish I didn’t have such a problem with change. Does anyone have any advice or similar experiences?",5.5430445151033405,5.304213527027031,6.229642289348174,81.41138314785377,67.44594594594595,8.721462639109697,29.57392686804452,8.124751697461798,1.8784430047694758,1148,36,234,13,17,377,155,296,0.077,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,5,13,10,1,1,20,1,23,2,1,2,0,42,45,29,0,5,9,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,10,18,0,0,4,1,0,7,7,5,0,5,14,5,32,5,42,25,5,50,0,1,0,0,20,16,0,6,27,170,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167156811037937,0.08315828532722548,0.0,0.09393872363681692,0.0,0.0,0.15004213704270022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379507593485245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559522212799201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832873187769554,0.057186654634489374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957920888174694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977205661299966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490089502981301,0.0,0.0,0.1815020809669402,0.0,0.08079975688400451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209512602381508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808056625699365,0.0,0.0,0.18353140823389572,0.0,0.0,0.04743394211917022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191842510404061,0.0,0.0,0.07247857650065874,0.0,0.09802533357453763,0.0,0.21326107972570849,0.15736936689562064,0.07502967226338975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807345783962416,0.09261949101856302,0.0,0.09971729863916697,0.0,0.0,0.2515196377216065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164918836072319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051556378536579385,0.07646894010378885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797552313277794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453998509722053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487949006404059,0.0997068390927626,0.13792457749995968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416663259026876,0.0,0.08955374649162219,0.130074243782702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976499085846909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892362736723893,0.07460271572665113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387930693696016,0.09562906875254906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640030313930344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739178894978356,0.0,0.10645624356599427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508043525620826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784489722204672,0.06232423023294315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880909401844728,0.0,0.0,0.17928192651194175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164026018065008,0.0,0.0,0.08102306519601488,0.0,0.0,0.05533248709995145,0.0,0.15049994536400846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787866121346808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664103875791133,0.0,0.0,0.06041156720207426 autism,justinroark88,2019/10/18,"My ex wife and my ex girlfriend(after ex wife) think I’m autistic. I’m a 31 year old male. The exes support their claim by the fact “I’m just different “ and “they can’t quite put their finger on me”. I took an online autism test and I scored high (meaning I answered the questions in a way an autistic person would). I get frustrated easily. I’m obsessed with numbers and dates. I know things most people don’t know(like useless facts) and I’m extremely scared of social interaction and eye contact freaks me the hell out. I struggle to maintain friendships and I’m even more terrible when it comes to relationships(cannot keep one without getting too into my head and too into the other person to the point it scares them off). Should I be worried or should I take their claims as gospel and run with it? Tl;dr my last two exes think I’m autistic. What are your thoughts?",2.8103858948769123,5.480186449101797,3.361267465069861,87.48871423819028,79.7185628742515,5.387757817697938,24.84664005322688,6.691623216298621,0.9806755821689954,695,26,129,7,18,217,109,167,0.163,0.792,0.045,-0.9586,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,5,1,5,10,2,4,10,0,7,3,3,0,2,32,26,12,0,3,3,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,15,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,9,0,2,2,2,20,1,15,20,2,18,2,1,1,0,18,8,1,3,5,77,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525606162143387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617790838741484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137564786098904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761998789927081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305855978003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816225162867258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988222073223287,0.0,0.0,0.18534448857631214,0.13745240645106152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368276118696775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769442480401112,0.0,0.11426510079464022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690378996340085,0.29447481720601226,0.0,0.0,0.15940573869912766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951534746096414,0.1888993136572385,0.17935412949087326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376473742977347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189260906286066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762841362079184,0.0,0.0,0.19135438310019467,0.0,0.0,0.1267854989607647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202738542081067,0.2160970084102348,0.0,0.13386992608384135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873492956069552,0.0,0.0,0.16472275243432638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384718774452514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254910389983546,0.0,0.0,0.1712475272964891,0.0,0.11978681976291075,0.0,0.0,0.108589386463769 autism,DesignLove36,2019/10/18,"22 Month Old Son Recently Diagnosed - Seeking advice Hey all, my 22 month old son just recently got diagnosed with Autism and while it didn't come as a complete surprise (we had our suspicions), I'm finding it very overwhelming navigating the resources, services, and therapies, etc. out there. A little background on my babe: he is always super happy and curious. He's a ray of sunshine and loves people, especially other kids. He loves exploring new places, and being outdoors and being active in general - he's always on the go. He's not saying many (or pretty much any) words, and doesn't respond to anything we say to him, but he does babble NON STOP in his own language and definitely always seems to be in his own world. It's been incredibly stressful keeping the secret from some family that we're not ready to tell yet and emotionally exhausting telling other family members. I'm not looking forward to telling friends after family is all up to speed. I guess I'm just looking for advice on anything that you found to be helpful in your own journeys in terms of videos, articles, resources, advice in general, and advice on therapies/services to pursue, etc. We're currently looking into starting ABA therapy as soon as possible but that's all for now. Thank you all!",6.995979971387694,8.085026566523608,7.484309012875537,69.0703834048641,64.45064377682404,10.505178826895566,36.99256080114449,10.504223727775694,4.336121831187411,1022,50,160,25,15,336,138,233,0.059000000000000004,0.804,0.136,0.9324,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,3,0,1,6,11,0,2,6,0,10,5,0,0,4,40,27,17,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,8,16,0,2,5,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,5,6,12,8,31,18,12,38,0,1,4,2,31,17,0,4,18,101,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905287954415085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494026998475479,0.0,0.0,0.06794313295137326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443702910550384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860647671394892,0.10475513238347403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281580096720636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743308132107032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238680259843414,0.0,0.0,0.22285509465723372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28256254030197386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913171488609638,0.0,0.0,0.10954762033600267,0.07719124849603369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056781913340592426,0.0,0.0799082205513052,0.0,0.11006359806011658,0.0,0.0,0.10635747245738918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696846086934542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880578394923032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001374039130154,0.0,0.0,0.2517010707265945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034775873985096,0.0,0.0,0.10129441056316343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594965465343296,0.0,0.0734463261389597,0.0,0.0,0.09649498857462184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968027542882325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926593870585303,0.0,0.10438607856519032,0.0,0.0,0.1126350166765556,0.0,0.10164574504064512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730077706729687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890700524678625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095552569917603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071775616055805,0.0,0.0,0.08353034862021577,0.11444809506986338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198072800141897,0.09198493246483504,0.2285146346537856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243731377860303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,neonrox1,2019/10/18,"Question for autistic people. Whenever I see autistic people walking the halls in my school and someone talks to them, it almost seems like they use the same inflection as when they would when they talk to a child. If this happens to you, does it seem condescending or do you like being talked to like that? Is it something that you don’t notice when you are talking to people without autism? I don’t know if this was easy to understand due to my grammar. I have limited experience with autistic people, so I apologize if my lack of punctuation caused misunderstandings.",8.06935897435897,8.499270807692305,7.6219230769230775,71.2897435897436,62.07692307692307,10.394871794871797,36.56410256410256,10.125756701596842,3.770825641025641,460,20,77,9,6,145,69,104,0.04,0.8490000000000001,0.111,0.7644,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,4,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,16,10,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,15,3,13,13,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,8,7,58,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431359586460806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856682440677015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359728169272687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605126431012502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510527267329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018021130299987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404999596251501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681887557234386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550406030198351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838196555123092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606901639432456,0.1307594111921457,0.29876486217779225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390339091012177,0.12632539330784814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5275610415425811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708246866701108,0.0,0.1417220787648855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817802460055336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656565350834225,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,idontlikeredditbutok,2019/10/18,"What are some actual good resources on how to learn to communicate better with Neurotypical people and understand Nuerotypical language as an autistic person? I just really tired of constantly having communication errors with others and not being able to understand what others are saying because they aren't being clear enough and they can't explain what they actually mean so they get mad at me. I keep trying to look for resources, but they're either all based on non autistic people being able to understand autistic people (which I can't just link in the middle of a conversation with a stranger or something every time there's an issue) or written by people who don't understand autism (aka: nearly all of what is written about autism frankly). Does anyone know of anywhere I could go with this, because I feel so insanely lost and sad all the time because of this.",11.17958791208791,9.670113314102569,10.120659340659339,62.195769230769216,56.88461538461538,12.504029304029306,40.23443223443225,11.20814326018867,4.672773992673993,711,28,107,14,7,225,97,156,0.098,0.8759999999999999,0.025,-0.8817,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,2,7,5,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,1,4,33,27,11,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,8,0,1,10,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,3,10,2,23,20,6,10,0,2,1,0,9,6,0,3,3,81,20,1,0.27175494030383673,0.0,0.2651936206151229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950086864387642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848893390658405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017258038388233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683527387860246,0.0,0.10848710346593253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890728979205675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403977490042117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114482628950225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870373156997937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099037001861287,0.0,0.07722229758486365,0.11396757530052253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182077676357466,0.0,0.1207741386636589,0.0,0.0,0.07467470409265996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410285331228735,0.0,0.14832630967236446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801039884077316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768013169372712,0.11864296589830993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704658672079094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805521798711888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460511489551864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846249108650678,0.15617116355629454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225188300176236,0.0,0.0,0.5658129536180201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gigabytestarship,2019/10/18,"So I found out I may be on the spectrum and I don't know what to do. (28) I've been told even as a child, I didn't seem normal but I never thought of myself as abnormal. I think of myself as normal but I've often been called odd, weird, eccentric, strange, off, etc. I seriously don't see it. But my doctor and I have been trying to make some sense of my mental illnesses (I have been diagnosed with chronic depression, PTSD, an anxiety disorder and I'm a hypochondriac.) I know when I was a child my parents were told I had ADHD. He threw out the possibility of me being on the spectrum. I didn't like that. Not because I think autism is horrible (because I don't) but because I just don't see it. I feel like I'm taking away from people who are? I don't know. I haven't been actually diagnosed yet but there is a possibility. He told me that there have been ADULTS diagnosed, not everyone is diagnosed at a young age. Thoughts? Advice? I'm confused.",0.7533706857911255,3.1197233195876315,3.270699238009861,86.63658225011206,86.42268041237114,6.87906768265352,22.867772299417304,8.04050195162591,1.4902441057821607,740,28,155,17,23,256,100,194,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,9,0,28,7,0,1,1,32,49,13,0,2,8,1,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,18,3,26,2,18,28,2,13,0,1,2,0,11,7,0,5,7,108,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.11845984566134718,0.0,0.14588807259794795,0.11862162044262417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286357932831828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405059062908515,0.0,0.0,0.2219959944047616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395351181764545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455366140797467,0.4928361594417096,0.0,0.0,0.1391242980828934,0.12424856012101765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538275671707714,0.08017743501224704,0.0,0.0,0.11599404852175813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137880254631034,0.08672156469873449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309867432642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013951846439296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861076200054033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102925762875149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233330857121115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362401764219164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378742914568197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479004459737293,0.0,0.0,0.08415705050869557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736996268180416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189927211663614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346539713872565,0.1105095652109267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912707247827609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556456174134026,0.0,0.1927413668035958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34798214556527435,0.0,0.08241634015938497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,realhannahking,2019/10/18,"I may be ‘disabled’ but I still have feelings!!! Hey everyone, I don’t know what type of disability everyone here he has but I have cerebral palsy! I have been told so many times by people that I can’t do things that I want to do because of my physical disability. My biggest dream is to become a youtuber, when I post videos online I feel like I can be myself and I don’t have to pretend to be anyone. I am so close to 10,000 subscribers! My goal is to prove to the world that I can be who I want to be and nothing is gonna stop me! Please check out my channel and help me prove people wrong! Click this link to watch one of My videos and help support me! 👇🏼👇🏼👇🏼 [don’t tell me what I can and can’t do](https://youtu.be/U3DM_Gf_e2w)",0.7451923076923066,2.761748198717953,2.508653846153848,94.44259615384615,83.03846153846153,5.438461538461539,21.28846153846154,6.6274283507984215,0.2500076923076921,573,18,131,6,16,189,85,156,0.039,0.7879999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,26,0,0,0,2,19,34,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,6,5,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,4,25,2,14,25,0,9,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,5,88,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435512591637412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514960714859374,0.2267388666411199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923478793298871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761274670342653,0.14666710247351905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27521791624467123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128280813259136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029971694600484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081430291254247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969918828333292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911729649153515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846597796916386,0.0,0.0,0.22535888883374536,0.0,0.0,0.1966216438283955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395367403902442,0.17164086042904633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329731848444951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944215610559866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639288710529401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971268616766195,0.0,0.0,0.19617393966494354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421837426012737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446445621108851,0.0,0.0 autism,Dalekbuster523,2019/08/26,"Social anxieties and emotional meltdowns Last week I was on holiday in Scotland with some American friends, and last Friday I experienced an emotional meltdown as a result of my social anxieties. The evening before we had not seen the American friend I talk to most over the internet all night, her husband had said she had crashed out because she was tired but when I was with my parents and brother waiting to go to the bathroom my Mum expressed concern that one of us had upset her. These words ('Have we upset her?') seemed to act as a trigger for me, and I spent the entire night feeling sick, worrying that because I don't understand social conventions I had somehow appeared rude, inconsiderate or ignorant through my actions without my realising. When I woke up I felt queasy and like I hadn't drunk anything for days. I had a total emotional meltdown related to my social anxieties and my American friend that I talk to the most consoled me outside. It all just came flooding out about how I'd been worrying that I'd upset her in some way. Then as soon as I calmed down and my friend had reassured me everything was fine the excessive thirst disappeared. Has anybody else experienced this problem?",8.567712121212118,8.590321740909094,8.294545454545457,68.24848484848488,61.13636363636364,11.87878787878788,42.87878787878788,11.374738998889045,5.224287878787878,973,54,158,25,12,312,126,220,0.17800000000000002,0.68,0.142,-0.8978,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,0,8,14,1,3,11,0,16,4,1,3,3,39,28,17,0,1,5,4,2,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,7,14,2,2,4,2,1,6,4,6,0,1,19,6,33,8,27,9,7,25,1,0,1,0,26,8,0,8,11,120,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605187803377706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539817424030662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133624028461014,0.0,0.0986454738882846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325897865726497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476342715406009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968422659140301,0.3912073515893085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656879519839394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041878555018449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861625482248491,0.0,0.11130825246650576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582601419599573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588407601414784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899221438808106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663615419074936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757957124045604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855524317118842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287233910386651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092663487843582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027327528141098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553573165325762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726925582827272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863557183569276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324121572080252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206842609318646,0.13944609856783144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201758286589706,0.09298977434833006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174964442607224,0.0,0.0,0.2354593144483785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Azuleraheem,2019/08/26,"Identity and Queerness. Hot-Take fishing for your opinions. Hot take, my hot take: gay and bi folk aren't that weird, but neuro-divergents are (from what I know) lacking representation in modern culture, I hereby propose that if the ""Q"" in LGBTQ is just idling around we might sue to adopt the Q. What 'yall think? I possibly just have a deal of identity with the word since I had to make it an armor to get by the occasional redneck heckling for my divergence which they couldn't differentiate from gayness. In some Oldie times when the definitions of words were fresh queer meant ""weird"" in a very general sense. Thinking again at it, some people likely wouldn't like the term as much as me, but I've always been a little gleeful at the prospect of taking the sting out of names I'd be called for nonsense reasons. All that said, I honestly don't like hard-lines in identity differentiation, and I'm sure there's plenty of queers that'd be in the neurotypical category. Heck, I'm only doctor suggested to get tested for being on the spectrum. Anyway, what say ye? Certainly it'd add some sanity to the world if the sexual identity and social justicey folk expanded their horizons a little bit to give room for other types of folk who aren't built optimally for the runaway modern culture, but what's your opinions? Statically 'weirdness' should stem from more than just sexual wiring differences from the norm, but what's this group's reaction?",8.522942113648433,8.058545226765801,8.265653212958046,70.02469330855021,61.416356877323416,11.55188528943176,35.57116303770579,10.914260884657429,3.84952448220924,1162,44,204,26,14,373,167,269,0.043,0.863,0.094,0.9281,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,2,0,8,9,0,0,19,0,18,7,0,2,3,41,32,13,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,3,1,2,1,0,16,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,4,15,6,38,18,9,21,0,0,0,6,19,15,4,8,9,128,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354177669299928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357008610285458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833576429209406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615155255966405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784978560450035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802357775808546,0.0,0.17657084860022773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025825423053896,0.16548689302132344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545346850037671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480674485423668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528383775130647,0.3457998060137692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515147352226672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830053859334025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681437873772966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120129699332272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959641069111245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944786133608171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736856320937508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640960996474668,0.1371865293120145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270169399745147,0.0,0.0,0.17585177584648665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258822249406074,0.0,0.38911716912179706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210743259482208,0.0,0.0,0.10059171404792948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423384569551037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,i_am_meee,2019/08/26,"Is it possible I have autism? I’m currently on a waiting list and have been for like a year. I PERSONALLY don’t feel like I have autism. Let me give a background of my life thus far. *Ages 0-3* - didn’t talk apparently and I don’t know what other signs there were *Ages 4-12* - was kinda naughty as far as being a kid goes. I would push my mums friends over when I was very young. Run around restaurants with a video camera and put it in people’s face. Quite popular and quite high functioning *Ages 12-19* - popular still although when I first joined school I didn’t make a friend for a year or 2. I wasn’t socially awkward and I had no obvious signs. I was still mischevious and sometimes ended up in fights (usually cause I was drunk) *Ages 20- present* I’m 30 now and things are going well. The beginning of this decade though I run into some mental health trouble. After a break up from a girl and some other slightly stressful events I became what I think was cataonically depressed. I didn’t speak for like a year. Got a bit deluded and eventually I was back on my feet again. I did get the occasional episodes of mania though which was later discovered to be bipolar. On medication and now seem to be a lot better. Since developing “bipolar” I have been a lot more withdrawn and I distance myself from people. I can be quiet with some people and just not feel like talking. Sometimes i feel like I’m fine but then people tell me I’m quiet. I am definitely not quiet with some people though. I don’t really see a pattern with it though. If people click with me or show an interest in me then I feel like I socialise better. But I’m more concerned how I can’t fathom the energy to see anyone and when I do family events I just want to leave after a while. Perhaps this is just a case of introversion? But my family are adamant I have autism. I’m not asking for a diagnosis but if anyone has backed up answers then I’m all ears",1.2635760026963254,3.761156695090442,2.997546904842153,88.55622598584429,85.40826873385012,6.155915065722952,21.074542186271206,7.505811317475913,0.9129270194360188,1519,49,309,27,46,502,195,387,0.035,0.845,0.121,0.9779,2,0,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,0,0,5,22,20,1,2,21,0,39,9,3,4,2,60,64,36,0,4,14,1,4,6,2,1,5,5,0,3,11,20,1,1,8,3,0,5,12,5,1,1,17,12,39,15,35,41,10,54,0,1,3,0,14,15,0,12,39,205,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806228012043272,0.0,0.0,0.08152087326788464,0.0856099568894679,0.0,0.0,0.14083054079897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198071175139306,0.09997582447393444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407241381374153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887313103042766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811079788181351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726569021360861,0.0,0.1852116232194096,0.26168385663537497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789336944200212,0.0,0.0,0.14150072925199653,0.0,0.04784398664976964,0.0878467700047511,0.05204399658356572,0.0,0.07324063091051088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733959438588727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675366903932857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050327044988608884,0.0,0.0,0.09696435558273066,0.0,0.09364130675802172,0.06468189920086709,0.2684325555003644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570702322554436,0.0,0.0,0.06112680482142666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225184815613588,0.0922857310436278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809180845043299,0.07995947161621413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323668362393663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205783871382874,0.0,0.19480187219192166,0.0,0.0,0.05866507995219085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267845726386288,0.1459463151542253,0.08336614231983458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575151519865207,0.0,0.0,0.0933488460969706,0.0,0.0,0.18113938484361225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462633031146758,0.0,0.10489847767340893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720850554864262,0.08004029987085587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083814317152485,0.058677352359942876,0.3598866021752549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085656392031543,0.07555869508864965,0.05401311431591554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233662803626837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505201976662242,0.0,0.0,0.17691325962241708 autism,PikpikTurnip,2019/08/26,"Does ASD affect how I perceive things? Recently diagnosed with ASD level 1, and I'm trying to understand the areas I need to be vigilant in. Does ASD affect the way that the affected perceives things in life? I'm not sure how to elaborate on that.",3.9006250000000016,5.8654778125,5.560833333333335,76.56750000000002,72.95833333333334,9.8,28.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.327441666666667,197,8,35,6,4,67,32,48,0.084,0.879,0.036000000000000004,-0.3009,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,13,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067877634626359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290199154744369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349533415486086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412212517003047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298445504922485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28487668274536965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016165222802192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521485029763967,0.0,0.0,0.3146635515585333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399200956847377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1stKunoichi,2019/08/26,"Platform or Software for Children with ASD Hi, I am doing a research about platforms or software for autism. Can you please share any platform that has serious games for children with ASD?",8.657272727272726,9.667154878787882,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,60.81818181818181,7.8121212121212125,43.77272727272727,7.1686216300943375,3.728345454545455,153,9,23,1,2,44,25,33,0.038,0.828,0.133,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266378267311911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8500897596465024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VirileMember,2019/08/26,"Credentialism and the cost of formal diagnoses From what I've read in the comments of the two r/diagnosedautism threads, getting a formal diagnosis in the US seems to involve long waiting lists and forking out several thousand dollars to see a neuropsychiatrist. Which, I have to say, sounds pretty bonkers to me. What I'd like to ask the good people of the subreddit is: 1. What's the minimum qualification you think someone *should* have to make a formal diagnosis in a patient? 2. What led to this state of affairs in your opinion?",6.329396170839466,8.06873330927835,6.84521354933726,70.66690721649485,66.42268041237114,9.666568483063331,37.56848306332843,9.957137785484203,4.118615316642121,429,23,71,10,7,140,66,97,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,11,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,17,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,2,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25196504563743044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735573743642168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408132034834476,0.0,0.0,0.22606079341606436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167397725427854,0.0,0.0,0.23851693468553226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179906855768968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186851401467578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419898248568403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959318006563443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143333158269086,0.0,0.0,0.2147727396120976,0.245361107719677,0.0,0.3044811599002513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836362816569114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269768964310112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632821156233402,0.0,0.32419966845166864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GlitchedCobalt,2019/08/26,"Autism and Savant syndrome? I'm autistic and I recently discovered I had this ability to know what day of the week a date will fall on within the past 2000 years by using this ""algorithm"" my brain has came up with, I can also divide any number by 7 1-10000 with the same method, can anyone else do this, or what other abilities do you have?",5.563676470588233,5.545829779411764,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,67.38235294117646,9.741176470588236,27.294117647058826,9.516144504307137,2.1766647058823527,267,7,53,5,4,88,55,68,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.6468,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,9,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,9,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916382130786355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118794788430601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785821672610972,0.3192420846405327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34781712350331184,0.0,0.3563550860627284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093800741757376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602782227528113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712316892062531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29743049690018863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30763952149710744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690979605625046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499240695488709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064199606783653 autism,MEMEMAN42000,2019/08/26,"Wondering about my diagnosis so i've been wondering this for a while, and now i need to get it off of my chest. i've been thinking: what if i don't actually have autism? i'm mostly fine in busy supermarkets and crowds, and some other stuff that many autistic people say they struggle with but i can mostly do just fine with. i know autism affects everyone differently, but when so many people are saying the same thing and it doesn't match up with how it affects you... well, you know, i just got to wondering. i think i have some stims, but i often get it mixed up with my tourette's so that's a slightly difficult one to pick apart. all this stuff just makes me really confused and it makes me feel down about myself. i'm not asking for a diagnosis or anything like that, but i just wanted to put it here and see what people have to say/if anyone has had a similar experience.",4.448958333333334,5.3337947670454575,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,70.07954545454545,8.821212121212124,26.59848484848485,9.075114841892004,1.8972098484848487,693,21,143,13,12,228,100,176,0.05,0.892,0.057999999999999996,0.0656,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,15,7,0,2,5,0,12,1,1,6,1,45,31,18,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,17,10,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,4,4,18,4,19,27,6,10,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,11,4,105,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.14009132045941905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003786765869312,0.0,0.11813551376715792,0.0,0.13420679636732344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998693528482046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371752540460149,0.0,0.14042669018413625,0.0,0.0,0.07258693820615247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500056396943826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148159722952796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779079265921908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701348975114164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165136732509155,0.2910893561800604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644599800183986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727821402279427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985738905680533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431484447812698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196655068033363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424878351575841,0.0,0.0,0.11439666663863253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007737105730262,0.3286777695499904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953731620555387,0.18397157914030773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467387787054045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290753491057412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467045651201798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Viperinelight50,2019/08/26,"r/diagnosedautism argument on Discord Hi all. Sorry for posting about this subject, but I've got a compilation of some of the main things from the argument with the r/diagnosedautism owner u/asiaticdhole4 and us on the Discord server. I have been banned from that Subreddit for trying to defend the Discord server from being obliterated by the power hungry admin, who was under the impression that we were using Discord as opposed to the Subreddit. https://imgur.com/a/hvYOMh9",11.935379746835446,12.025932379746836,10.634018987341774,53.99887658227851,54.31645569620254,13.469620253164553,42.53481012658228,12.602617957971056,6.04846582278481,394,18,49,11,4,124,56,79,0.29100000000000004,0.684,0.026000000000000002,-0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,16,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32912466775629645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941158560468547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606552933072979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339105916091355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793904242777879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949996650986045,0.3554152458459689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Olive09,2019/08/26,"What type of things are asked or done during autism testing? My test is on friday and it is 4 hours face to face with someone followed by a questionnaire that will take an hour and a half on average. Really nervous, wondering what to expect. Being face to face with someone for so long makes me REALLY nervous.",5.663135593220339,6.808926118644076,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,67.47457627118644,9.289830508474578,30.00423728813559,9.516144504307137,2.7708610169491523,247,9,44,5,4,79,45,59,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.584,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,6,4,4,1,0,8,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,31,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234159495323344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762249736878721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316396229355103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887338646373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017571767906626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458392079862385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574098126575786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294852528659246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932486640212775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927200105367354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GoofyGoober84,2019/08/26,This subreddit makes me feel dumb Reading some of the posts on r/autism and r/asperger's makes me feel so dumb because I cannot understand half the words or things you guys are saying. I just had someone explain to me what he meant by one of his replies and I still couldn't understand what he was saying. Why can't I be smart like you guys? I know for a fact that people with autism are extremely smart but what about me. Its probably my ADHD,2.5281593406593394,4.40676921978022,3.239656593406597,92.09596840659344,76.58241758241758,7.187362637362638,23.46291208791209,8.07648339933343,1.1036032967032965,353,11,77,6,8,111,66,91,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.728,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,19,17,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,4,13,3,8,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,2,2,2,49,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291839689946394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828755182677953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281833486694374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167545266945906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565708163532885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281458671016287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809522338114123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260546069848218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589860516634098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015516460467396,0.0,0.22689925312838946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050561368553228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33471444767567193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831246947259602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806457434979336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981274070280694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381689607080627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989718542221626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,krnoll,2019/08/26,"not getting a diagnosis how do i deal with not being able to get an official diagnosis of asd? i haven’t been able to see a psychologist for a few months now due to a lack of any who are good and i’m moving in a few weeks anyway. i’m concerned that i’m making things up, but i know that the things i do would be hard to make up. i just feel very lost and bad about myself.",3.2698795180722904,2.8900458674698832,5.2430361445783165,87.0390120481928,72.25301204819277,8.567710843373495,23.828915662650605,8.238735603445708,0.934013975903615,289,6,72,4,5,101,57,83,0.152,0.823,0.025,-0.87,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,3,0,14,19,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,6,1,12,14,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,50,11,0,0.4669132207797965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875850063341834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949265181864345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068351426662285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804267679941327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439428867249341,0.0,0.0,0.19581232852118888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913126735785664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830164765247454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548454681194525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116682005110926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863428391072347,0.248127430609682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860346927515087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101963968196632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262615312579773,0.0,0.0,0.18726481096911812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584087782360585,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zeonpereiramarques,2019/08/26,"I am in the supermarket. I am in the supermarket and it is super overwhelming, lights are bright, beeping everywhere, screaming kids. Oof.",4.9294202898550745,8.461012086956522,5.869565217391307,66.63594202898551,80.30434782608695,10.023188405797102,33.7536231884058,9.725611199111238,4.880779710144927,110,6,16,4,3,36,18,23,0.095,0.657,0.248,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Charleen538,2019/08/26,"Where do you find autism friendly leisure activities I value places that go above and beyond to accomodate the diverse needs of all individuals. Things that would seem simple I find are often hard to access. For example finding a GP/Psychiatrist with a solid understanding of autism, Cafes restaurants and leisure centres that are happy to accomodate. Things such as classes that are accomodating and also suitable for the needs of my child/ the person I support are often word of mouth. I am trying to find a way to list all the things people want to see in an easy way. Its voluntary but I really need insights from people who can share a glimpse of their worlds. If you identify with the spectrum, or are a parent or carer I would love to hear from you. Please find attached a questionnaire, its not crazy formal. Its just a research piece to understand what you want to see and how I can better help the community [https://forms.gle/hK5TB9G3JqEyecRQ9](https://forms.gle/hK5TB9G3JqEyecRQ9)",8.854244217321137,10.489723106508878,7.717794513179129,67.09416352877892,60.53846153846154,9.69575040344271,32.523399677245834,9.800150414767053,3.2182378698224854,811,29,125,15,11,248,104,169,0.006999999999999999,0.792,0.201,0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,1,1,8,6,0,0,14,0,11,2,1,1,2,34,25,11,0,8,6,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,13,6,23,23,3,8,0,0,2,1,14,5,0,6,0,92,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104445731408549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551057080323575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968585059475829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090602657715307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742265136046067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390327291184516,0.11699750203789523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720268021113014,0.0,0.08754258318105096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787719522031352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905285284509339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502272953043807,0.0,0.0,0.1810917892409369,0.11404029662111405,0.13645568148214507,0.1433663879191539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366967644759406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815246442388244,0.1188989797724489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148210368652542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030686870190434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867303697038778,0.0,0.0,0.2719313217353868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540698419714944,0.2073382455873507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555779521894364,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AncientSuns,2019/08/26,"Middle school tutor for student with autism in Washington, D.C. area? Searching for granddaughter. Recommendation or search suggestions?",11.661666666666667,16.833697388888893,7.727777777777778,50.34500000000003,75.1111111111111,11.288888888888893,39.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,6.934866666666667,115,6,10,4,3,32,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,0,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,roitsblade,2019/08/26,"I’m afraid i will never get a job Hello I’m 14 and a freshman in high school. I have a ton of conditions that keep me from doing normal life things. I am currently diagnosed with high functioning autism, semi severe pots, severe ADHD, generalized anxiety, mass cell activation syndrome, EDS, mild scoliosis, and severe insomnia. I’m afraid with all of these conditions I can’t get a job but I feel like I couldn’t get a disability pass? Card? I don’t know the thing that gives u money if you’re disabled enough. I don’t think I could get a job because everything stresses me out to the point where even fun things stress me out. I’m afraid I will die because I can’t get enough money.",3.591818181818184,5.325511176470592,4.936229946524065,81.69326203208556,73.26470588235293,8.474866310160428,25.59893048128342,9.095868883498916,2.0434499999999995,544,18,107,12,11,181,82,136,0.159,0.78,0.061,-0.8875,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,8,0,11,3,0,0,2,18,25,4,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,6,5,0,0,0,1,14,2,9,21,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,59,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510872792182182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873289435784376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735129762004854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304635846573997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309962980584935,0.13394708896605506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667133015716308,0.0,0.08524493970838233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599356418744736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652581654880043,0.09220268212659817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371506327869965,0.12380905593091154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727244364468555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842255430267581,0.11471718562413738,0.0,0.0,0.07092968731229599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116106232983433,0.0630536961799595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954139513126184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645440472318287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220063168704302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061871595679173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374135941484584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956826184646778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25723130413043355,0.0826984031378395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,purple-amazon,2019/08/26,"What do you wish your teacher knew? I’ve recently accepted a teaching position at a school for students with autism. So I was wondering what do you wish your teachers knew? What advice, or suggestions, if any, do you have for me? I am very excited about this new position and I want to do the absolute best I can for my students. I want them to know I believe in them and that I’m on their side. Thanks in advance!",1.5671352074966514,3.9436080963855455,3.2187148594377533,88.41179384203484,82.49397590361446,7.544310575635875,27.29451137884873,8.515128840125781,2.2363531459170014,324,15,67,8,9,107,56,83,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,3,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,18,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,16,4,11,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,2,49,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412435898288828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788360283527706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781438120655598,0.2590802931450276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567615448407436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384336081330053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375947838587356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985088411059356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272895169524857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036978962262348,0.2912267805014511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677885964759505,0.0,0.2677256252013974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sweenster321,2019/08/26,"Has anyone ever gotten the feeling that everything that they touch turns to ash? Disclaimer: I am still awaiting a diagnosis. I get this feeling due to the fact I always feel like I screw everything up even when I know that I don't but due to the low self esteem that I've had since I was 6 or 7. It doesn't help that every ftiendship I've ever had I've buggered up or we have just fallen apart mostly just to time constraints and to top it all off I've never been in a relationship due to my inability to talk to anyone of the opposite sex, please excuse my spelling as it is 2:32am and I am completely drunk of my skull.",5.821029900332223,5.110323395348839,6.781638981173867,79.26488372093026,66.98449612403101,9.541971207087485,30.05647840531561,8.841846274778883,2.178815282392027,494,15,102,7,7,166,82,129,0.133,0.782,0.085,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,7,3,1,0,6,0,11,4,1,0,5,18,18,7,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,4,13,1,15,13,2,17,0,1,0,2,7,7,1,3,10,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734875234386008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915741139819014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860679730974086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771134760258116,0.3771978099882234,0.17566904855586596,0.0,0.3747701644725111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162694445735516,0.14895142927736388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893190409892388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975220515037834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458536844792315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186187593035632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160806960655509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288688330650399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238494496085909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175094938066852,0.0,0.0,0.17247218233239497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166507237625404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758326314188798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157720038496865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226786586310222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mint4you,2019/01/07,Sun Rise therapy Have any of you heard of sunshine or sun rise therapy? It's a program they use for children with Autism up north.,3.91,5.442655384615384,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,72.07692307692308,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.6401384615384607,104,5,21,2,2,33,22,26,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679803260212152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9013041294249388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403489549669812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,goddess_of_fear,2019/01/07,"Haircut Days are Heck for us... Ds's hair is too long for school. School starts back up tomorrow and I waited until today to get it done. Went to two salons. The first one just asked us to leave and said they wouldn't cut his hair because he was already upset. The second one was amazing. The hairdresser has a lot of moms bring in their autistic kids. He still got upset but not as much as usual. Previously I could not get him trimmed without having his father take him and hold him still during the process. DS actually sat by himself on the chair this time! He still pitches a fit when it comes time to trim around his ears or the back of his neck but hopefully he will be ok next time. I am definitely taking him back to that hairdresser, but does anyone have any tips on how to help him keep calm next time. I would let him grow those beautiful curls out but his school is pretty strict about stuff like that.",3.796219415943174,5.332625011049722,3.925071033938442,89.94896408839779,72.37016574585634,6.939384372533546,22.87332280978689,7.447530270364453,0.7037289660615631,721,18,151,8,14,222,123,181,0.023,0.794,0.183,0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,2,1,12,8,1,2,8,1,16,4,4,1,0,24,31,13,0,4,9,2,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,5,7,4,20,5,22,18,2,32,0,0,0,0,26,7,1,3,22,100,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1178967069322762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333208806919568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215743331611611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844757218149519,0.0,0.0,0.10754977352915343,0.1129444657081478,0.0,0.0,0.2786947470339149,0.0,0.07364688725353563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407027259385056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964598787375596,0.0,0.0,0.07791481758981719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572485012428624,0.12363432225355415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276403952863827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262403044188608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662572236773287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097885127101682,0.0,0.0,0.11999522673234445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073847342028822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792422437691572,0.0,0.12354015519074125,0.0,0.05902345291993956,0.0,0.0,0.10691628944900246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271145544390996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149550125636387,0.0,0.0,0.08881194286983987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569734011492554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373292866295508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229109279670765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492145900264875,0.0,0.0,0.36680962887893337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551253207862232,0.0,0.2894458405870587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383027390444733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816736773737111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817896724370744,0.0,0.11451722559434464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801739326326426,0.0,0.2906479209717241,0.0,0.1330591807194459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199547543477398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164600593180741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582255946306792,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hccinmil,2019/01/07,"Have you had occupational therapy? What was the experience like? I'm an NT and I work with teens with disabilities, and am strongly considering pursuing a career in OT. I know that some therapies are actually detrimental to the people they treat (in large part thanks to resources about ABA provided on this sub), and I want to learn if OT has been a positive experience for patients before I go into the field!",6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,8.038666666666668,64.14600000000003,65.0,12.4,35.0,11.979248473330829,4.8814,330,15,56,12,5,113,60,75,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,1,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,4,11,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.25215401517028924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198731680071104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055153117392642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685053397236886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200587800673262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623762809190747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798141289686353,0.0,0.1791369731421199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789329480408056,0.5909891749882177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240671738318212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881129731623002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,retrocuddles,2019/01/07,"So i got diagnosed with autism last week [27m] The lady said its not Aspergers as apparently in england all forms of autism are just autism now. Ive always thought i was different. my mum thought it was just shyness. i was happy to be diagnosed. so now i know im not a weird freak, like people say. theres actually a reason im the way i am. i havent got any friends. never had a gf. thousands of pounds in debt. jobless. been unlawfully fired twice in under a year. but i got a phonecall about a job interview today. im do miss my old job. i hate change. so going somewhere else will be hard. im trying to find a job away from busy public areas. does anyone have any advice on how to deal with horrible people? i mean even when i make a post on reddit i wont even go back and read the replies because i know there will be downvotes and cruel comments. i know reddit is full of cruel, rude people. but still",0.14916666666666956,2.4715376755319163,2.3405319148936212,92.2341666666667,89.79787234042553,5.048226950354612,19.5354609929078,6.6274283507984215,0.2523929078014189,705,22,151,9,24,237,118,188,0.19899999999999998,0.773,0.028999999999999998,-0.9854,7,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,16,10,4,0,11,0,18,2,0,3,2,22,33,10,0,0,6,1,2,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,1,1,2,5,7,0,2,11,4,16,3,18,16,3,24,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,12,91,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.11027980890627524,0.0,0.0,0.1104304126139323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403196681926784,0.0,0.0,0.15369905202756645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901803791961691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617502724239412,0.08689641479621005,0.0,0.06888881686515061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954780760305167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650660542222414,0.0,0.2294021116687492,0.0,0.1180696313476412,0.0,0.0,0.09889433362246818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440394208765816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928184588427146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328754801339067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730993996962054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284504536905387,0.0,0.27114920701556505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029944736613975,0.10123324865748956,0.11157230993318486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882734684534722,0.0,0.33642993059258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863192352448672,0.09211685566067418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521015199125545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543392444273456,0.0,0.0,0.12309917910122788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715897540619183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858321129139875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350371992231031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823072258897944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303889164436955,0.0,0.0,0.11619136417794244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749678144379846,0.08986874392608106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902485823373986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943194996387202,0.0,0.0,0.10711866415637566,0.0,0.0,0.0767252244234284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897007363668049,0.0906484497184028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277364651106058 autism,throwawayradiodude,2019/01/07,"I [22M] Have A [32M] Colleague On The Spectrum, and I'm Not Sure How To Help Him. I want to make him feel more comfortable on the job. A little subtext to the title. Apologies if I worded that wrong, still new to this whole thing. I work at a REALLY small radio station in the middle of nowhere, Canada. I really hope that's not a real place... My colleague and I have been working together for almost 7-8 months now and early on, he told me he's autistic. Frankly I don't see him as different, don't treat him differently than any one, but as the months have gone on, I've found it difficult to help him. He's in charge of the station and often gets very overwhelmed by a lot of the stress and tends to lash out at me as a way to calm himself. That or he'll lock himself into his office all day, not speaking to a single person. I understand that's probably a mechanism to help him cope, but my other Colleague and I are frightened by how quickly he can snap. We want to help him feel comfortable and safe, but at the same time, it's becoming a larger and larger challenge. With that in mind [/r/autism](https://www.reddit.com/r/autism), I was hoping for your help. Teach me how I can help him. How I can explain to him how I'm feeling in a professional manner, and also have him understand our feelings. Often it feels like it's him against the world, when we want him to be a team with us. TLDR:I \[22M\] Have A \[32M\] Colleague On The Spectrum, and I'm Not Sure How To Help Him. He snaps on me often, and I want to help him feel more comfortable on the job. Throwaway account for privacy reasons.",3.7557004830917897,4.747179358024695,4.799592055823943,85.74229468599037,71.77777777777777,7.7335480407944175,27.35856146001073,8.04050195162591,1.6029625872249067,1248,43,259,17,23,409,159,324,0.061,0.75,0.19,0.991,4,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,4,1,0,4,14,16,0,2,23,0,14,0,0,8,3,63,40,27,0,7,9,0,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,17,0,1,11,2,1,1,6,4,0,1,5,8,41,12,45,33,7,33,0,1,1,0,42,21,0,9,11,177,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253731469727152,0.0,0.0,0.0818880501468127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963449708512506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309110745090875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603856668051353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396929366732906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106545753725332,0.07315351483872208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122746790971402,0.0,0.0,0.053498994280022576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490844935324686,0.0,0.0,0.20340964727979827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322943841359756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002673884045635,0.10263020643872038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705555000967764,0.0,0.0,0.06835179947349364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339330291884237,0.0,0.16346702488213427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889711746789373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938787936479396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941042781287674,0.10698464683366453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040291112920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655192040992778,0.13119821304918106,0.10528272105041353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159835359020888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177558105671494,0.0,0.11729714536779305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301876460168546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802901893118628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970939369672555,0.0,0.0,0.0978461629378754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320091697815188,0.12317279757164135,0.0,0.0,0.0844894934434378,0.2415891731586949,0.08127916968476237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432427773199608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909466730538865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195669411392553,0.0,0.0 autism,PorcupinArseIHateYou,2019/01/07,"I feel like alcohol helps my autism and my anxieties, does anyone else feels the same? PS: I'm often drunk (I'm right now x)) so it might just be that",-0.5034375000000004,1.6315005312500013,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,90.5625,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.3786500000000004,115,2,28,2,4,38,28,32,0.11699999999999999,0.733,0.15,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601466959496081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257801346148155,0.0,0.0,0.2356357390457931,0.3452926663921236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949078464119435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815172743885492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34079104070405564,0.2407503165516089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258816030968563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463943309405216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574999565682239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877931094539622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Vaidif,2019/01/07,"The Concept of the Flying Anchor Here we have a person, the **'flying ancho**r' which means so much as this; imagine a group situation which finds itself in the predicament of having lost momentum. This group can be a group of people doing a sport together, a book reading club or any other social group where people come together with a shared goal. Imagine that life has drained out of the group and they need someone to pull them forward. Maybe the old leadership has gone. However, no one feels energetic enough to be that fearless vanguard of shared interests in which all group members find glory when being replenished by positive progressive action. Here comes the 'flying anchor', the person who will step up to announce they will do it. To great relieve of the others who have great hopes in his success, he will start taking action. Perhaps he will build the desired website, organize and plan activities, contact the media or do whatever used to be done by another, perhaps. He starts motivated but cannot keep that up. And as all participants in the group expect much, the flying anchor cannot deliver. The heights that were perceived by the groups participants to be achieved cannot be met even though this was need for the invigoration. The flying anchor does some, but not enough and as such is a drag on the required actions that are needed. Because the flying anchor cannot deliver on the perceived goal, the group cannot move forward and gain that renewed momentum that would revitalize them all. Hence this person is named the 'flying anchor'. *He takes off well-intended but then cannot deliver the expected results while the group required big steps in moving forward, in fact therefore being the anchor on that progress.* &#x200B; ^(All disclaimers required or perceived to be necessary by the reader apply.) &#x200B;",8.016759834368532,9.459336555900617,7.1372049689441015,71.20272256728782,62.322981366459636,9.487370600414081,35.830227743271216,9.606745405546679,3.705068737060042,1489,66,223,27,21,457,169,322,0.022000000000000002,0.87,0.10800000000000001,0.9735,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,4,13,8,12,0,0,33,0,34,1,0,4,5,49,51,19,0,8,7,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,21,10,0,4,10,4,0,14,8,1,0,1,6,1,6,11,35,32,9,36,0,1,0,0,31,19,0,5,9,162,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966679362841,0.2799931690177953,0.07834889089714675,0.12081103041844675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023286514002927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984918492212064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082380148893974,0.11790305069676828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380919588672728,0.0,0.07609719709926208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058255228972712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106054584873703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540458029679249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144326514103336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240673892170292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137845309789547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576876008313906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574709202347695,0.12550089315060478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449066842010113,0.16938983951699868,0.2562872662798387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208968170088226,0.0,0.07807141025648233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974857910768875,0.3017990283701513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524432547561407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950440465143534,0.0,0.11744529439765045,0.09761972570935143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309691711979268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325189642510633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319633211731416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950716731927126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359045584113756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184411411702157,0.0,0.2799931690177953,0.0 autism,zoeleigh13,2019/01/07,"Possible autism and eye contact Back when the slime trend first started getting really big on instagram I realized that I really enjoyed it, and eventually started looking for slime stuff on tumblr. There I started getting into the stimming community, and by connection, the autism community. I realized that a lot of things about me that seem odd or quirky or whatever could be explained by asd. I did a lot of research, particularly research into how autism impacts and is different in women, and have come to the conclusion that there is a pretty good chance I'm on the spectrum. Go forward to a couple months ago, and my therapist suggests that I might have ADHD too/instead. I still haven't really looked too much into it, but from what I've read in correlation to autism, ADHD seems like a good possibility as well. I know that if I have asd then it is a relatively mild case, but something that I keep wondering about is eye contact. Almost everyone and everything I've seen that discusses the struggles of autism includes something about eye contact. I do find it extremely uncomfortable having to make eye contact, though I don't have a problem with close friends and family. However, in most cases, I'm able to maintain some kind of eye contact. I watched a video of autism for my psych class last semester and the video mentioned a new autism screening for babies that measures where and how much they look at a video of a person talking. Babies who don't look at the eyes very much are flagged as a high risk for autism (or something like that). It just seems that lack of eye contact is a must in a the list of criteria for having asd, and I just wonder if I've adapted to make eye contact (since we know that females are under diagnosed with asd because they learn to cope and adapt to societal norms) or if I really don't have autism, but instead ADHD with some sort of sensory disorder. 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Hello, guys! I am a woman who is considered a high functioning autistic and lives independently of her parents with roommates. I was diagnosed late at the age of 17. At the job I am at, I have never mentioned my condition. They are fairly accepting of my quirks, mind you, but I am curious about experiences of those who have autism. Do you mention that you are autistic at the workplace? What were the results (positive or negative)? Were you treated differently, either negatively or positively? 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My 2.5 year old is obsessed with the pacifier. We've pretty successfully gotten him down to just car rides, naps, and bedtimes but just can't seem to drop it completely. I've read several articles that say it's usually tougher for ASD kids to kick the habit because they have the strong sensory need for the oral stimulation. Any suggestions to try? I've also seen the chewing necklaces for the sensory stimulation, are those any good as a substitute to transition off?",6.2908791208791195,8.414887758241761,6.596483516483519,70.92351648351651,67.021978021978,11.353846153846154,37.17582417582417,11.20814326018867,5.003545054945056,410,22,67,14,7,132,70,91,0.013999999999999999,0.807,0.179,0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,7,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,3,13,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030838516571305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37468381716615023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793548510933634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888448851576848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310670307598871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427153918249136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890792732443953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802712658083014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755634654268845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907984189851787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079476086061425,0.0,0.3112240582602408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703888918419412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30341211822633074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740582849511538 autism,TheBlizWiz,2018/12/21,"People complain I ask too many questions when I'm learning something new...what do I do instead? Whenever I try to learn something new, other people around me complain that I ask too many questions, refuse to figure things out myself, and sometimes even attack me by saying that I don't care to listen to them (which is never the case). I try communicating with them that it's not that I don't care about learning it, and it's just that I don't understand what they're talking about and ask that they try to explain their thoughts in a different way. This usually either a. makes them angrier, or b. repeat the same thing they said but slower and more sternly so that I'm supposed to feel like an idiot for not understanding it. &#x200B; The other side of the coin is that I am terrible at learning things by myself, to where by attempting to do self study, I learn bad practices or methods that results in having to un-learn what I did by myself with someone who is experienced in what I am doing. (Usually they are very annoyed at this, with the whole ""why the %\^&$ would you ever do this"" attitude.) &#x200B; TLDR: If I ask too many questions, everyone gets annoyed about it. If I ask too few questions, I learn things wrong and make them even more mad",9.110661157024792,7.248412214876037,8.495785123966941,73.33640495867768,61.14876033057851,10.948760330578514,38.52892561983471,9.339509955726095,3.5138958677685954,1004,40,183,13,11,318,125,242,0.17300000000000001,0.813,0.013000000000000001,-0.9896,2,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,8,1,16,13,5,0,9,0,17,0,0,3,2,43,36,12,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,28,10,0,1,16,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,3,5,29,3,28,32,6,17,0,0,0,0,28,9,0,8,8,142,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875170722663262,0.21496068163656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874211664990252,0.4134590897739613,0.10062830430437124,0.0,0.0,0.07385474182888982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036790045794035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241478586690546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168450317303963,0.08001099917325165,0.0,0.08452083979733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472460443516229,0.0631909961785722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462131553153601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043213774073100036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808641891918488,0.2690330374618788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822057422052767,0.17085733708799195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264464728165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963513877949102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413926532267978,0.07034154872223597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922759966696754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494612405462935,0.13619121636301476,0.08748249374351565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109534559129622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350575490345205,0.0,0.0,0.07022197428891949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016178516228734,0.0,0.0,0.18416583755047686,0.0,0.0,0.19483744476153605,0.07298316791864824,0.0,0.0702100468073294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981527067833932,0.09875485837157066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283462778842809,0.09670970759936537,0.21496068163656296,0.0 autism,EatYourReddit,2018/12/21,"Puzzle Piece It annoys me when people talk about how the puzzle piece isn't accurate in portraying autism. What they say goes something like this: >The puzzle piece is innacurate. I am not a puzzle in need of solving. When people say that, they're missing the whole point of the puzzle piece. Autism Spectrum Disorder is complex and hard to understand, kind of like a jigsaw puzzle (if it is a large one). The puzzle piece represents complexity, not a problem in need of solving. &#x200B;",5.211477272727271,7.901956284090911,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,71.38636363636364,7.581818181818183,28.04545454545455,8.472884824447931,2.410336363636364,395,15,62,7,8,122,54,88,0.098,0.773,0.129,0.4512,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,18,9,5,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,3,3,9,9,6,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,8,4,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377401369364675,0.26661781238973514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514729107826465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965561124997692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849087553656836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439384767031688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253924635308193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868383172192254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042346843208417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742165248552932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995412206671907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34898121270636273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891928280538124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763604894470103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842266944263198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497321185836646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26661781238973514,0.0 autism,YoungMasterGandalf,2018/12/21,"What do we all think of this article? I've followed Kirsten Lindsmith for a long time-was a little surprised by this article and its 'facts'-I'd like to know where her figures come from. [https://www.vox.com/first-person/2018/2/19/17017976/autism-average-age-death-36-stress](https://www.vox.com/first-person/2018/2/19/17017976/autism-average-age-death-36-stress) &#x200B; What do you think?",25.38089430894309,31.941301073170727,8.735121951219515,56.77796747967483,26.07317073170732,8.393495934959349,38.05691056910569,8.841846274778883,3.5168959349593485,348,10,31,3,3,66,35,41,0.0,0.887,0.113,0.5372,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005521042999986,0.26921409183299977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085038078533825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769098626583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176106740881555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108240789461539,0.22205674055539693,0.0,0.19606957918839232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869073026496499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075819815753155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839275406567961,0.0,0.0,0.12919075002300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26921409183299977,0.0 autism,SpecialisterneCanada,2018/12/21,"Jobs with CIBC Specialisterne Canada is recruiting talent for some great roles with CIBC in Toronto. The roles are across a variety of sectors including: Data Analytics, IT, Business Intelligence and some administrative opportunities as well. If you identify as someone on the autism spectrum and are looking to start or continue a career in any of these fields please click on the link to learn more and apply. Please feel free to share with anyone you think may be interested. [http://ca.specialisterne.com/opportunities/](http://ca.specialisterne.com/opportunities/) \*\*Please note that these opportunities are only available to those who are eligible to work in Canada",15.397878787878788,16.32100676767677,12.394626262626266,41.46527272727275,46.979797979797965,13.576565656565654,42.022222222222226,12.688352899677879,5.775054949494949,566,22,69,14,5,170,72,99,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.9806,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,3,1,8,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,11,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,19,9,3,8,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,5,2,48,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809072952804562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255167609422244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175461648743636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563041152520003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306952123248967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522015037014506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680744214948696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7655620434692011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697501109465096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454674926471874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896036468990154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902262365866656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924430928420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cashewcavities,2018/12/21,"The Santa Problem Did anyone else get really angry when they were told (or found out) that Santa wasn't real? I was always told that people shouldn't lie, that you should trust your parents and other adults. I believed in Santa until I was 10 and my mother told me he was fake, and I remember screaming at her for lying to me and being angry I couldn't tell anyone the truth. They forced a lie on to me and then forced me to lie either directly or by omission for them. Realistically, it's small and harmless but when I was young it felt like a huge betrayal of my trust and for a long time Christmas just made me genuinely angry. I still don't feel comfortable telling children Santa is real.",5.1242497972424985,5.903665934306574,5.936447688564477,79.61364152473644,68.48905109489051,8.132684509326845,26.17112733171127,8.167268648758528,1.6204475263584746,551,15,103,7,9,181,86,137,0.19899999999999998,0.695,0.106,-0.9214,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,0,4,9,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,1,25,21,14,0,4,5,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,13,3,20,6,13,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,9,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711281773728896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724711401112226,0.1811537918661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919448436102852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476947722758626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893960330849364,0.0,0.16975694285239853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385346406308207,0.0,0.0,0.09237136501722187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637616867834462,0.0,0.0,0.15646355804422854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729363409680012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631688443669626,0.0,0.0,0.12257173746473266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917493537627765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024770980662662,0.11326341915644725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028137062543366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411937205351525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090642010909567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309424082345413,0.0,0.0,0.5068235629792427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,draftagency,2018/12/21,"Hiking with Autism Meet Garan, the first person with autism to hike every trail in the Great Smoky Mountains National Park. 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I don’t know if this is characteristic to my autism. But let me know if you have similar experiences... I feel very comfortable with myself. I feel like when I look in the mirror, I’m home. When I’m sad I don’t want other people. I wanna run away and be by myself. Preferably a place I can see myself or hold myself or talk to myself. I’m not narcissistic at all. I really don’t think so. I have so much empathy and care for others and I feel so much of it goes unnoticed. Lately I feel other people are too self serving. It feels fake when people care for me. I feel like I’m the only one who understands myself. I love myself and being by myself. And I don’t know if I should be more open to others. I have been in the past. But I feel I should have my guard up more like I’ve had it recently. It feels safer keeping people at bay because I apparently can’t read people well enough to protect myself. I don’t even know what this post is. I just feel like I need to be alone. And I feel I need support from other people similar to myself. TLDR: I like being alone. I feel misunderstood. 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It was said that the path to hell is paved to with good intentions - and that good intentions is basically stuff of care, concern and things which I think that are totally unnecessary I wonder to myself that why my ""no's"" is interpreted as ""yes"" and that constant fighting back against my mothers response has left me weary and distracted . Right now, I could only wish that my mum would have passed on and I would be smiling . Maybe my anger has left me perpetually warped that I have lost sense of what is meant to be human. Think Gregory house from house md, the brilliant doctor who is in perpetual pain where the only purpose is his obsessions and drugs. That's where I am at. Interestingly, I have never been able to be happy in the most childish sense. I survived high school by making minor cuts to arouse a sense of adrenaline and in law school by belittling others. Powerlifting as a form of depressurising my existing wound up state and my confession to my therapist that I am a potential masochist. How the hell do I get myself out of this mess beyond whiskey, prozac, self multilation and law school ? Would crushing the beliefs of others grant me some greater relief? I crave for that and I don't know otherwise. What should I do. Help? 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You hand her a Playstation 4 controller, you log her into the Fortnite loading screen, and then you hit play game. And instead of telling her how to play, you decide to let her figure out how to play on her own, the only thing you tell her is to win the game. So now, poor 80 year old grandma is playing a game she knows nothing about and has no idea how to play. She doesn't know how the game works, she doesn't know the rules or even how to win, she doesn't even know how to move the controllers to make her character move. So as a result of not knowing whats going on, she makes mistake after mistake time and time again. What's painstakingly obvious for everyone else, 80 year old grandma just can't seem to understand, she's a total noob. &#x200B; Now imagine you're the 80 year old grandma and instead of playing Fortnite, you're playing the game of dating. You barely even know how the game works, you keep making mistake after mistake because you don't know any better.",8.000873205741629,6.5748205307017535,7.243636363636366,80.0468181818182,62.99122807017544,9.518979266347687,35.63955342902711,7.686295010490155,2.5659070175438594,923,34,178,7,11,285,109,228,0.077,0.7959999999999999,0.127,0.8982,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,11,0,7,20,16,0,0,13,0,13,3,1,13,2,48,28,20,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,3,15,14,1,3,7,4,0,1,0,2,26,12,27,26,2,28,0,0,1,0,34,5,0,2,21,116,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124593737245112,0.13597336570906612,0.07609730217511393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682145145896311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896836179777363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101556243860884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216763205391104,0.0,0.0,0.11357833103703907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347989090105803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173095251381408,0.0,0.0,0.10692730384275977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359657304370536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632391136580562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946377628654628,0.0,0.0,0.4304894823530551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442753431862847,0.0,0.05466974016806568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408667067942373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378685612386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737313501606163,0.0,0.4696899476474841,0.0,0.07582779576706399,0.0851066308076693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018715184738422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561483019481876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743428189616217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305020920673288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649408901068575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629322020774649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597336570906612,0.2882452739106739 autism,jeepkat4011,2019/05/20,"YouTube My step son thinks this jeffy YouTube puppet is the best thing ever. In reality, he's the most God awful puppet (and YouTube channel) I've come across. He mimics jeffy to no end. Bad words, violence, bad behavior, ETC. are only a small side effect. He's tried to video tape me in the shower, at the store every thing has become a ""pee pee"", he constantly acts out the skits. I've blocked ""supermariologan"", blocked jeffy, blocked ""pee pee suck"" (a puppets name). Put YouTube kids on his phone. He just goes to a TV to watch it. Does anyone know of a good China like blocking system I can use? He's just learned SO much bad behavior in such a short time. Any help is greatly appreciated.",2.0204010025062646,4.602735751879699,2.9507067669172966,89.6999949874687,82.45864661654136,5.651929824561403,23.15238095238095,7.0316486544052195,0.7988600501253136,537,19,109,7,15,170,92,133,0.205,0.677,0.11800000000000001,-0.9117,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,11,1,5,4,4,2,1,18,10,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,4,4,3,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,4,12,10,4,19,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,1,5,47,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727507149825974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114864941551014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056463423537211,0.0,0.2229439503549908,0.0,0.0,0.2118447851048888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738887588685394,0.0,0.2181442705018294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766533565394043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879240719804998,0.0,0.2251327523763009,0.0,0.18259838198678613,0.17007990599129286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931472198805025,0.0,0.2225567928717465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530580434887046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093968376223473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862100594699916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483939470266423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352737212961928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029300054684031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682201732948235,0.12934689323187334,0.0,0.0,0.11770906134090045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705303356792506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434648215090068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KQQM,2019/05/20,"[vent] tired of seeming like I'm ""high functioning"" This is going to be a bit incoherent but I need this off my chest before I shatter. **cw: vague mentions of trauma/abuse** I'm so exhausted. I'm tired of going to a job that doesn't require much of me but by time I drag myself home I'm aching down to my bones. I hate that my childhood has forced me to function. That I can't relax in public. That at work I feel like I have to maintain a perfect image. I'm too damn good at coming off as functional. As neurotypical. As though I'm no different than everyone else. That when things set me off I have to take it. It compounds, building and building to whittle me down to the bone. It's why I don't have friends. Why I rarely leave the house unless I'm obligated to. I cherish and loathe the moments when I shut down. When my body forces me to fucking chill. I'm not as functional as I want to believe. Years of my health being ignored and my mother forcing me to a standard too exhausting to uphold. *Lazy, ungrateful, selfish, stupid.* The words rattle in my brain as I force myself to take everything. I build my walls so high that they threaten to crumble and crush me. I want to just let go. Not of living but of all my forced habits. I *can* work at the cost of everything. I want to be on disability but her words rattle. Sharp against my skull and make me fight myself. I'm a burden if I don't work myself to the marrow. If I can I must, no matter the cost. I'm so very tired. I can't keep this up. But I've always had to and now I don't know how to not. I'm 22 but I feel like I'm 40. I just want to not be tired. In through the nose, out of the mouth. Blink away tears burning my eyes. I have five more hours of work. It's only Monday. Only Monday.",-0.6362536382536383,1.5580600378378406,1.6001351351351367,96.26369542619543,94.56756756756756,4.35966735966736,17.926195426195427,6.093298490706669,-0.2553617463617464,1354,40,306,14,52,452,176,370,0.223,0.705,0.073,-0.9964,3,0,0,0,2,1,57.0,0,0,1,6,13,18,5,0,14,0,21,17,9,2,3,44,52,29,0,8,15,1,3,3,1,1,7,0,1,0,14,8,0,3,4,1,2,4,12,10,0,1,1,5,51,8,58,45,4,36,0,0,1,1,7,20,2,3,14,195,65,6,0.0,0.12579351833306818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834154436961987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974975742140488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034244040186004,0.11961669043541795,0.0,0.0,0.11590961642602927,0.11793040073512615,0.0,0.11852029489961495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145563920793627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092454969542367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869100924617683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014495246236924,0.19083663457144973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736499707787396,0.15169505031388053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202630654913208,0.09815200896578234,0.0,0.0,0.18101575194865552,0.08904995485325029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482041907437556,0.0,0.11285323334617807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243478505962896,0.10649668348622947,0.0,0.10455558940079092,0.12250536963846433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535686478421204,0.09436834614651757,0.0,0.0,0.05834799073856145,0.0,0.0,0.1124181903148162,0.0,0.10856552576652427,0.0,0.1556071915786902,0.0,0.09374962986085446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086897795023996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804681204361398,0.07872335262276035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149340584625188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966527421009576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596525297508533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053431043143649,0.0,0.10431101277358427,0.0,0.0619082999703088,0.4881049729239554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760097164950162,0.2504861308331718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160295348330508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30917069546534603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836968894368117 autism,Kuyirutao,2019/05/20,"Short memory/ working memory Hi y'all, autistic male here, have you ever had problems remembering things people say to you, and being unable to continue a coherent conversation? If yes, that is part of an autistic spectrum? Or is adhd, depression? Love you all.",4.945333333333334,8.220361755555558,6.53777777777778,64.22000000000003,75.8888888888889,9.822222222222225,33.44444444444444,9.888512548439397,4.775577777777778,209,11,28,7,5,71,39,45,0.121,0.738,0.141,0.2593,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,2,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,4,2,3,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,2,2,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946206204275627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828129126532077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701719036711216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963544986361729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555780163936467,0.0,0.22764100514658736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141927587160585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719638267706544,0.0,0.0,0.2611222129886168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814542222387687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390473922868264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,skunkspinner,2019/05/20,"Associating the smell of poop with sexuality My son is 18 with severe autism. For some reason, he has now associated the smell and texture of poop with sexual arousal. I’m looking for guidance here. He will wake up at 2 am and try to dedicate and then rub it on his sheets and then proceed to masturbate. We’ve tried replacements such as other strong smells, including even joke “liquid ass” spray. He likes that smell, but he just moves it aside and poops anyway. The challenge is that he does it in the middle of the night and we have to get him up to shower and sanitize his sheets. If we interrupt him, he gets angry and aggressive, biting his hand and flapping. Any suggestions?",4.77279069767442,6.564518410852719,5.357279069767447,79.62987209302327,70.31782945736434,8.880930232558141,26.853488372093025,9.3871,2.3060660465116283,541,18,102,12,10,174,89,129,0.096,0.823,0.081,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,6,5,1,0,5,0,6,7,7,1,0,19,10,14,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,18,9,1,12,0,0,1,2,15,6,1,2,6,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626353129946213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783001916090702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004826460506956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323031516928669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553678083982908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670555017735549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380034085848286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984388825379579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32697605342571506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592704610184047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43182746424690704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hang-clean,2019/05/20,"Behaviour management in autism schools UK My son has very severe AsD and is in a UK special school, but they are having severe difficulties managing his behaviour. He is 12 and non-verbal frequently violent. We see it much less at home but still sometimes. He has an IEP/statement. There are other compounding disabilities. One of the options being counted for his IEP review is a change to a ASD specialist school. I'm just wondering what other parents experiences of behaviour management in those schools are like. whether they are likely to have tools available to them not available in the special school. It seems unlikely to me but I'll try anything.",5.4843652037617545,8.410407232758622,5.6123824451410655,73.60722570532916,71.5,9.390595611285269,34.6833855799373,9.800150414767053,4.209493103448277,533,28,82,15,11,168,79,116,0.11199999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.069,-0.742,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,3,0,3,5,1,0,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,12,15,2,7,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,4,57,14,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541261172272045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612195028865909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907691523042946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287010990854968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489103553931861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120318900509416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327051108751363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692227004187594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7711871227427535,0.12144345318378565,0.1387396754927736,0.0,0.3443383322713651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507279740481895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170722217647392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346992377710064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574635872005024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652718222859524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,undertakersarmpit,2019/05/20,"Should a high score in the Autism Spectrum Quotient concern one? AQ result is 42. what would be the point of an official diagnosis if it costs time and money but provides no benefits? sure, you get an explanation for your behaviors but nothing changes and life goes on as usual since you're high functioning enough to not need treatment or help and most people don't even notice anything",6.566478873239441,8.202247619718314,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,65.76056338028171,9.060281690140846,33.91830985915493,9.3871,3.250930140845071,315,14,53,6,5,97,64,71,0.036000000000000004,0.831,0.133,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,7,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,33,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983251879021443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549495442624681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490208416988957,0.0,0.15918041216292225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591428153182654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153943740869714,0.509266454396264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022776395307804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870089934814398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23124917419028765,0.274383863836497,0.0,0.0,0.16331007890549445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708134881520936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278260254785008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993604270690816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271427658973529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053096715561278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26543109538001675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712018354797338,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cerealinhaler,2019/05/20,"A little rant about using autism for personal gain Just an interesting story that I’m not even mad about, just mildly annoyed. I sold a girl something on the Facebook marketplace and gave it to her for half of what I asked because she said it was a gift for her autistic nephew and that money was tight. My two little brothers are autistic so I guess she got lucky with that lie because I said I’d give it to her for cheap and then several hours later I found it on the market place for even more than I was originally asking and the cheekiest bit, she even used one of the same images as I had used and marked it as brand new in the box! I’m sure she had her reasons but using someone’s very serious illness for personal gain is heartless. Rant over.",4.086484045755569,5.329598768211922,4.689464178205898,85.89122215532812,71.25165562913908,7.34521372667068,26.972305839855515,7.686295010490155,1.4364251655629143,598,20,120,7,11,191,94,151,0.10800000000000001,0.79,0.102,-0.4476,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,3,0,9,0,7,1,0,6,1,22,23,10,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,9,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,11,3,16,3,20,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,2,5,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747259933439579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913860701860368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041333675967429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911445914787064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110500898083085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095201089035064,0.0,0.0,0.11751615005487565,0.0,0.16186382597404636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469990920346856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29453195436362145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190929892623608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956594860141244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565933457411296,0.1535142440624224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107211934828155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795348296447077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599304259941888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449628565092095,0.1131165940157045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384830936711868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353268835630895,0.0,0.0,0.5076135027782507,0.0,0.12123553333173236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pockycroc,2019/05/20,"How/should I tell my mom i think I have autism I would like to get tested for autism. I'm learning more about it, and I relate HARD to alot of things that others with autism experience (hard to make eye contact, misses social cues, takes longer understanding sarcasm and jokes, etc). I was diagnosed with ADD 2 years ago, and i skipped a grade and in a gifted program when I was younger, if that matters. I've always felt different and sorta separated from everybody my entire life. Autisms always been at the back of my mind but I never wanted to accept that I might be autistic because I didn't want to be different from everyone else. My sister thinks I might have high functioning autism, and I'm sure my parents have thought about it but never wanted me to get tested or diagnosed. My mom couldn't even accept that I have ADD until a year after I was diagnosed. Like she flat out said she didn't believe in it and didn't believe I had it. My problem is, im not sure how to ask to get tested. Do i tell my mom? When my sister (also ADD and was in gifted programs) asked to get tested years and years before we actually did, my mom laughed in her face and said ""You dont have adhd, you're smart"". I'm sure my mom will have an even worse reaction to me telling her I think I have autism, as she regularly makes ""r****d jokes"" and has a terrible view on what autism actually is. Should I just ask my doctor? When we have checkups, my mom is in the room for half of it, then half she has to wait outside the room. If I told my doctor while my mom was outside, wouldn't they have to tell my parent anyway, since I'm 17? And even if I told the doctor while my mom was in the room I feel like there's the possibility of my mom saying something like ""I don't want her tested for autism/ she doesn't have autism/etc"" I'm not rlly sure what to do",5.549134773272705,5.0255419177718865,6.122303902993558,83.14383731211319,67.48806366047745,8.984665908803837,28.562460527977773,8.269060116576782,1.6951261588985722,1441,40,309,17,21,470,165,377,0.067,0.843,0.09,0.8539,4,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,2,1,1,0,14,17,0,0,12,0,41,10,2,3,6,64,73,28,0,12,9,13,4,4,0,6,8,3,3,0,13,20,0,1,10,2,0,0,12,3,0,2,18,9,55,14,38,46,3,29,0,1,2,0,39,13,0,8,20,200,68,12,0.0,0.0,0.1209058224936083,0.0,0.07445019580680391,0.0,0.05491370870703012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049540284380091816,0.10309241919921693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737407754364463,0.0,0.0,0.04763466044636795,0.0,0.03776330021922373,0.0,0.05271370793802719,0.1395897488728058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886296181605628,0.0,0.1294462334599799,0.0,0.1902210948090898,0.0,0.0,0.07260331445234082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051750118076681687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817816037954928,0.12274942624815477,0.0,0.0,0.059194555600635676,0.0,0.06059763167728267,0.0,0.0,0.0313230806781132,0.04425610234968594,0.059480384454906186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946237630177018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098758071875177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545211209843232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691513375234763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375613823506565,0.12105985497622725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270236201098954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314353799779946,0.06255044075922224,0.6529812139509517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555718053648307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757320985023966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983775454011645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927645742927992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785463635436655,0.04926402443299848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124453381083565,0.0,0.0,0.0631488107858181,0.0,0.047691069732918936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354334293997556,0.0,0.04657764826485917,0.0,0.21658327716378054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115590660551092,0.11908251177764882,0.0,0.049180279933318416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838911120127135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449069209889527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461555907116544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313093026983932,0.0440065181224672,0.0,0.0,0.1595715058729706 autism,eatsticks,2019/07/14,"What is it called when I have a sensory overload and just unravel? Please let me know if this is the wrong subreddit to ask questions in, I am only recently comfortable seeking out communities for people like me, and am generally uneducated. (For context my mom hid that I was autistic for 10-11ish years and I avoided pretty much all autistim support type things from the moment I realized as a child that there was something different about me) Warning I talk a bit about a sensory overload? I’ve been just kind of building up to this overload all day, the lights I put up in my room stopped working last night, there was loud construction at the house next to me, I got yelled at for not cleaning my room etc. When we were sitting down for dinner my mom asked what was wrong because I’ve been trying to stave off the complete overload till I was alone and could deal with it myself, but she touched my leg and I just started breaking down. I ran off to my room and I’m past the worst of it but my food is sitting next to me and I can’t stand the texture of it to chew it. The room is dark and I turned off the fan and every one of my senses is just screaming. What is this called? I wanna call it a meltdown but I don’t know if that’s the right term. Does anyone have any tips for coming down from these cause I usually just go to sleep but I’m not allowed to go to bed yet, and I’m also really hungry.",3.276281279695916,4.631094076655053,4.299121000950269,87.47539673740894,73.39024390243901,7.169401330376941,27.331168831168828,7.686295010490155,1.4482209059233453,1108,41,233,14,22,360,155,287,0.10099999999999999,0.8540000000000001,0.045,-0.9151,2,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,13,9,0,1,15,0,22,5,2,2,2,40,37,21,0,4,13,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,17,14,3,2,4,0,0,5,4,5,0,1,10,5,32,4,41,25,7,44,0,0,0,0,13,18,0,3,18,162,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456468096073425,0.0,0.09618082720088728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178853348391503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840964125017861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248746544904948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331620111530847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130498952946093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684309963864241,0.0,0.0,0.12355164236774947,0.0,0.10360298065753516,0.1261020544738443,0.0,0.0,0.09602675866985363,0.0,0.0,0.07756496777130754,0.12399431581352648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565779514603753,0.0,0.0,0.10525012887392456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413416911815967,0.0,0.0,0.1013336648401332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543240036725918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670577787049012,0.0,0.09619185763597314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387768053563245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252439365695364,0.13219580133596948,0.09803707224277154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229854404110742,0.0,0.058758428308054285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817203282824401,0.0,0.0,0.08841316324029527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558195500521873,0.11286636443367212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149887099590465,0.0914716596325359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481245983655275,0.08338089960015542,0.0,0.0,0.1320216498741361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235903851687578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090576508899467,0.13473125816984655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704880404237853,0.0,0.11875329051370236,0.0,0.0,0.1027109391207784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035804842839805,0.0,0.0,0.09259063799098123,0.0,0.0,0.08512856732386281,0.0,0.0,0.10055210023855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648232114905898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666942674101972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990283445185918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816562432108037,0.1308205179928982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246172401396009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755885875267429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629953315837546,0.0,0.07745070312273564 autism,brainless030,2019/07/14,"Recreational drug use I am the only autistic person i know that uses recreational drugs regularly. I have been diagnosed with pddnos and i am 16 years old. I smoke weed a couple of times a week and i have experimented with substantial ammount of other drugs. I have not noticed any of these drugs helping me i any way with my autism although i do get out more often. The only drug that i can say helped me a lot is MDMA,for weeks after doing this only once i became more social permanently its like it changed something in my brain to make me more social. I DO NOT RECCOMEND THIS DRUG TO ANYONE HOWEVER THIS DRUG WIL ROT YOUR BRAIN AWAY IF YOU USE IT MORE THAN ONCE EVEY 3 MONTHS AND EVEN THOUGH ITS NOT PHISICALLY ADDICTIVE IT IS VERY MENTALY ADDICTIVE 2 OF MY FRIENDS ARE ALREADY ADDICTED TO THIS STUFF.",1.4051505016722388,4.110199871794877,2.7885507246376844,87.15065217391306,91.94871794871796,5.7899665551839465,21.52619843924192,7.255503002510835,1.1443726867335569,644,23,120,12,23,208,98,156,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.8531,1,0,9,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,13,13,2,4,0,18,19,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,1,14,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,20,2,15,18,5,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,8,83,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893968925800587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764936590471712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035055913280986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061873283665392034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313794864701984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975650757598616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936092012171186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791094820388233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981406209528718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7183307452358133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844588298868535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655882635024104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836606963139426,0.0,0.0462316390881144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862408104815715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863101809045976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323105819002242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522983979098108,0.0,0.0,0.059066824840513475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063075295959992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074485284883984,0.09285389593765564,0.18847493320330955,0.0,0.20189869372850644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726482871290864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703696830747357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804059596303671,0.0,0.06812284423017369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129827151219188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693959612003979,0.0,0.05159841183384548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927720649519398,0.0,0.07301235883369163,0.0,0.07023812856330125,0.1419604280470839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698375450076789 autism,divination_fool,2019/07/14,Life hack: NT time scheduling means nothing Took a shower at 11:30pm in the dark. At least I’ve showered! Fuck you executive dysfunction. I win this round,2.228571428571428,4.955093285714291,2.6082857142857168,86.33671428571432,98.28571428571428,6.525714285714287,27.028571428571425,7.554174236665415,2.344534285714285,124,6,22,3,5,38,26,28,0.204,0.679,0.11699999999999999,-0.4199,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,2,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119923987925471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147728366812696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854389662030871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276092033972915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598596735684532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951289265830654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FavoriteWorst505,2019/07/14,Let’s talk Why not?,-4.799999999999997,-4.078707,-1.84,117.16000000000004,119.0,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.3089999999999997,15,0,5,0,1,5,5,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6459663400883281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077446206771513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700200765291573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AreyouaUFO,2019/07/14,"How to cope as an autistic adult. I am 22 and was diagnosed when I was 8. I had support and help dealing with my autism as a child and teenager but now as an adult i am really stuggling. I am high functioning and generally am dealing with life well, i have a skilled job and go to university. But i feel so overwhelmed at times, I feel like im all grown up now that I dont deserve support and I cant talk about my stuggles with ASD because im an adult and adults dont have autism. I cant cope with stress and have difficulties with sensory over stimulation. Not only that but I am seriously struggling with my social like and relationships with others. I feel as if everyone hates me and only talks to me out of some obligation. It feels like im living in a play, but everyone but me has the script. I just want some advice on how other adults with autism get by in life. I want to hide away and never be found.",1.7553605200945626,3.7911222074468083,3.5471631205673795,88.23388888888887,79.58510638297872,6.943735224586287,23.742316784869978,7.984000788550335,1.2380664302600477,717,25,155,13,18,240,101,188,0.076,0.764,0.16,0.9205,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,1,3,7,0,17,3,0,3,2,43,29,25,0,3,8,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,20,0,0,5,1,0,2,6,5,1,0,4,4,21,7,27,24,3,16,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,3,8,107,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439631685006435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960276175534937,0.0,0.0,0.07760104202582843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624819062099553,0.0,0.12920705942204944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838985593544354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328166077639454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574672961282453,0.1818866274081137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957813762830687,0.0,0.0,0.0665091189450854,0.0,0.07234765749126086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568262754449766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532666450724707,0.13449968811370186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41251829763303993,0.0,0.1263258410227741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179831842151273,0.18657739470162796,0.0,0.11240844022838573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818178945740627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936351309897469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815517905943984,0.0,0.0,0.1366728121844769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976655883419747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458219897060508,0.13308184602861495,0.0,0.0,0.288917597424706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463821455627124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422979106351857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501699543112392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445819989224902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Briansomething24,2019/07/14,"Dating frustrations Has this ever happened to any of you: You're talking to someone romantically then something goes wrong, you say something and it comes out wrong, you come off as cold or whatever. And then you explain yourself and explain being on the spectrum. And they get all defensive and say something along the lines of "" that's not my fault"" as if I ever said it was? Then proceed to act extremely rude and apathetic towards me. Now I've had this happen probably a dozen times. And the part that gets me isn't it not working out, it's how they try to deflect the situation. How is that Ok? In any other demographic that would be seen as severely apaethtic and distasteful. Yet I regularly see people do it towards Autists. If someone started talking about the poverty of a 3rd world country and someone replies ""that's not my fault"" and dismisses the issue, we would probably think ""wow, they're kind of an asshole"" but why is it specifically with Autism it's ok. Like because it's not my fault I have no obligation or reason to feel any way. If someone told you they were depressed and you said ""not my fault"" you would be seen as cruel and kind of an asshole. Why is it ok though when it comes to Autists and Dating?",4.639267139479905,6.328062744680853,5.117836879432627,81.62361111111113,70.48936170212768,7.945626477541372,32.63002364066194,8.515128840125781,2.6316335697399533,975,46,182,16,18,311,124,235,0.10800000000000001,0.802,0.09,-0.7708,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,1,7,3,1,9,18,4,0,10,3,16,0,0,3,3,46,34,30,0,6,11,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,18,21,0,1,5,0,0,4,7,11,0,1,8,9,20,7,25,20,2,26,0,1,3,0,20,8,0,5,14,128,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983887274186926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867675414579016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911409616081276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703426566966453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381562276034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056964499880348386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772085247835905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199250497279479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758822172200085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463700816983604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504019675758541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200027002070513,0.0,0.07810455881761481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429340025757508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583368846546785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143317411048222,0.17918419600916882,0.0,0.0,0.08977577872951657,0.0,0.0,0.12727422152309226,0.0,0.0,0.12663504673077108,0.0,0.0,0.3818272763871359,0.26019451573224306,0.0,0.0,0.07974163418109166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181104376732942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218825629593295,0.11068830319717687,0.0,0.0656932043446773,0.0,0.0,0.10765187147718333,0.0,0.07648903863195773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942460762852485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331703474750865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201813684244214,0.0,0.0,0.2400922171815733,0.2463529950257719,0.0,0.0 autism,OrbitalColony,2019/07/14,New Subreddit r/AutisticPride I recently created a subreddit called r/AutisticPride. I want it to be a place to celebrate the autistic experience outside of the disease model. Check it out if you're interested!,4.804166666666671,8.345802194444445,6.229111111111113,63.22700000000002,82.6111111111111,10.657777777777778,40.53333333333335,9.888512548439397,6.3255066666666675,173,12,23,7,5,58,28,36,0.0,0.7140000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416012158239233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230395955369577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417683159899334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518401192502519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270129114131849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508258437145565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ShadowRade,2019/07/14,"Seeking Employment Advice I was diagnosed with general ASD at around 2-4 years of age. Since then, I've been in a rigorous program to help me socialize to the point where I am sometimes more socially aware than some neurotypical folks. Even then, I am an introvert and hate customer service type jobs, even if I enjoy making people happy. I can't stand the office environment, I find it overstimulating and stifling, not to mention stressful and reminding me of the hell that is American high school. (I wasn't in the special needs program other than a class every other day in gym, looking back I wish I was, but that's in the past now.) I am in IT and I already hate it despite enjoying computers, and I think it has to do with the office. I, at heart, am a creater. I like writing (and have been told that I am quite good at it) and dabbled in sprite animation as a child, and am pretty decent at basic graphic design. Does anyone have any advice? I don't wish to work in an office the rest of my life. If I had my way, I'd get to write all day. Is there any options for that? I've been told it can be stifling or something like that, but I'd love making novels, if I can make money at that if anyone knows anything about that. I've also enjoyed managing Minecraft servers in the past, if anyone knows how I can get employment in something similar to that.",4.724638579099544,5.542058368029744,5.854690210656752,79.70505059892606,69.40892193308551,8.654357703428337,30.92957455596861,8.841846274778883,2.4997705906650154,1067,43,205,18,18,356,146,269,0.062,0.7959999999999999,0.142,0.9726,3,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,3,1,14,0,25,4,1,4,1,37,42,21,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,11,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,9,1,23,9,32,32,4,30,1,0,1,1,10,18,1,8,12,141,39,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354498433926369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294506462941955,0.0963422967371506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385168212674778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25271278372937994,0.0,0.09913909858316744,0.1072466032215113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926363796478652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539036955510604,0.0,0.0,0.12227766334437468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542682406355347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914269630457314,0.0,0.10150378502256233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011023335203096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588444767763646,0.0,0.0,0.10104712277245607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282458580572434,0.0,0.2378844946687163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427612068048017,0.08075058130403559,0.12728644747938614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955096516685942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241773324650602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850937152796914,0.1177141453366692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116706437713767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873167880874188,0.0,0.24125019470804376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932927917414965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300104167661662,0.08352088046311408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388602243941252,0.0,0.0,0.12256445635099028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813797409359312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192521172703098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965659552298528,0.0,0.0,0.2456143134200631,0.0,0.18549216054833245,0.11915097910123022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800153215498756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719429974647643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023442486301016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562594139535001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27707624524907104,0.0,0.0,0.0877058536240015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758072830010676 autism,bugs-with-pants,2019/07/14,"I’m autistic and I don’t get bullied but my special interests do So, I like bugs. It’s recently become an interest of mine which is why I think they think it might be something more than just an interest. My friends have begun to say I have a bug kink, I know their joking but they don’t stop and it can get rather irritating at times and I don’t know how to get them to stop when they’ve gone too far. I really don’t want to have to explain why I have a special interest to them, any suggestions over what I should do? I know they don’t mean any harm but sometimes it can get sorta overwhelming",2.4764285714285705,3.830442198412701,3.9335238095238085,89.30314285714289,75.42857142857143,7.897142857142858,25.29841269841269,8.548686976883017,1.5098946031746032,471,16,106,9,10,156,71,126,0.11900000000000001,0.643,0.23800000000000002,0.9498,0,0,1,1,0,0,7.0,0,0,6,0,6,11,0,1,4,0,17,0,0,1,0,22,31,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,19,9,10,27,1,10,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,7,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705335626535892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196823520225418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367869094479564,0.0,0.4156926272696582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32795001554496045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971782123299084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166731612372894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110138867368037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274279325468177,0.0,0.19640131318546505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818257266261654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531319495354148,0.1967287637912941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325981864583204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490917952015585,0.0,0.0,0.11598701560890227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173232780608356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35897375258306635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sehuns_buddy,2019/07/14,"Book recommendations about autism so I can understand my friend better Hello! My best friend is autistic. I’d like to understand them better but since they have a hard time wording the things that happen in their head sometimes, I’d like to read about it to be able to create a safer and more comfortable environment for them. I know there are a lot of books but I feel like most of them show autism under a very negative light or are targeted for parents with autistic kids so I thought that maybe I could get some good recommendations from you. Thank you so much in advance",4.675463812436291,6.786034018348622,4.5058103975535175,84.32937818552499,71.20183486238533,7.780224260958207,25.87257900101937,8.515128840125781,1.685023649337411,464,15,89,8,9,142,75,109,0.055999999999999994,0.65,0.294,0.9808,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,5,4,6,11,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,0,15,15,7,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,14,11,15,12,6,5,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,4,4,60,18,3,0.1872217417440071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964776672967809,0.33116483231822225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494813264108114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466493800968563,0.13375124971059152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892941064956186,0.0,0.09781563276881924,0.0,0.0,0.15703271429950053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655595679149282,0.0,0.16771390650484552,0.0,0.1921435205031521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289217299096697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274401258241988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591692297179126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808940389430492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762952219154678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788758800736995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727240660623184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487175946673867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516708983236355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723686257635903,0.0,0.0,0.12438180610585416,0.0,0.0,0.1486331500732519,0.10917050320829493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38980887176972223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447754438578176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bevstarr92,2019/07/14,"How to tell my family and close ones about my diagnosis? I am 27f, have been living independently for 8 years. I have a 4 year old son (me and his dad are not together.) I am diagnosed with bipolar, anxiety, OCD, and have recently been diagnosed with autism. I have never dealt closely with someone with autism. I don’t mean to sound horrible, and please don’t take offence, but I generally know nothing about autism or the effects it can have. Because of this, I don’t know how to tell the people closest to me about this. My mum and my boyfriend are the key people who should know, as they’re the people who put up with my mood swings and little ticks from everything else. Any advice on how to tell them, what to tell them, or what I should expect following this diagnosis would be appreciated. I really don’t know where I go from here.",5.791165644171777,6.19201109202454,6.403809815950923,78.1825245398773,66.91411042944786,10.200981595092024,29.796932515337424,10.125756701596842,2.7334888343558283,660,22,132,15,10,216,95,163,0.034,0.925,0.04,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,8,1,0,0,5,0,20,3,0,5,1,33,28,13,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,8,13,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,1,20,0,21,22,0,15,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,5,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784235484120936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288483602817823,0.0,0.11573918983447593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222717425836864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071196384389411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638638916732328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597293214570788,0.0,0.14262614122450715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598363940023464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325880233991402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163593338051695,0.13359502056176253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480308355788242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668695121739255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517028953980007,0.0,0.1587571827993082,0.0,0.10252045881889224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146637976433861,0.0,0.0,0.1660749401032036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209185549816767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692255420653004,0.0,0.14938417773087614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281905762508773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375395842340585,0.0,0.528949099482152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747463256187492,0.0,0.0,0.19485623599344512 autism,VexxedFox89,2019/07/14,"Possibly dumb question, but why can I listen to music at full blast but almost drop to my knees around loud people? I can do to an EDM concerts with my friends, and listen to my music (and love the music) at full blast, but when I hear a loud voice in public I clench up quite aggressive to the point I crumple papers in my hands or my knees buckle and I all but drop to them when I hear a very loud voice in public. &#x200B; This may be a very dumb question but I'm hoping someone can explain to me why loud voices are kryptonite to me but loud music isn't.",6.061580459770112,4.921014181034483,6.3948275862068975,83.64959770114946,66.67241379310343,8.422988505747126,28.81609195402299,6.42735559955562,1.3276195402298847,439,11,92,2,6,142,62,116,0.109,0.78,0.111,0.5089,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,3,0,6,0,8,4,3,0,1,19,16,12,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,13,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,14,15,3,16,14,3,14,0,0,0,1,12,10,2,6,2,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628322235039252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015645626850704,0.22604808532077406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560707351039555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372712614354233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41934102263348777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847708059466369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167900283873758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897050512583105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585947082142533,0.20972205483738388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167946977240689,0.1978669184641781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157623503198648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069901945426072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33572817091642715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604808532077406,0.0 autism,geddiayon,2019/07/14,"Just found out I have autism. Need advice for stress Hey guys. I'm a 19 year old male. Finding a doctor to diagnose me with autism is hard for me since I live in a third-world country. Regardless, I've shown many symptoms of having autism and I'm pretty sure I have it. The past few days have been quite rough and I feel like I'm reaching my breaking point again. I don't wanna throw another tantrum. I just wanna know how you guys deal with stress. Mostly how to deal with anger.",1.6371428571428552,3.859511081632654,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,81.04081632653063,5.144489795918368,18.983673469387764,6.2581,-0.2224604081632653,378,9,83,3,10,116,69,98,0.139,0.7609999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,2,2,4,0,7,3,0,2,1,20,14,4,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,10,2,12,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711102868280884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361254622569706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129280458282452,0.3610505149674422,0.0,0.17772758517093748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922708087239134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853819792441392,0.12509483308701302,0.0,0.0,0.16004252404750566,0.0,0.0,0.1919932661133096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467623670061187,0.0,0.0,0.15685941765771164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096232964059145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554731182679838,0.0,0.1546206586852588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775286826258221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983791674174575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837429274850603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715725022027195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553054089589087,0.0,0.0,0.17814443177329814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862454031380388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484841780771446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40116368581103995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503410802435142,0.18200083030240827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276168614498558 autism,AutumnBloom99,2019/07/14,"For people who use weighted blankets Does anyone know if it's safe to use an electric blanket with it? I get cold at night, and would like the pressure as well (it helps me sleep). Should I just choose one or the other?",1.2747727272727258,3.6882442045454593,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,84.22727272727272,3.5200000000000005,20.163636363636364,3.1291,-0.6052309090909089,171,5,36,0,5,52,39,44,0.045,0.74,0.215,0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,12,6,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,3,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096901240668084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624358391168241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668019477720074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101000624775556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648117509332628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651115018283195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814265348187553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032132865367247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079060290661905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001066675329783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180175031673622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651853393635292,0.2696372067080361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303331602141454,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cryptoguys,2019/07/14,"Difficulties getting past interviews Hello, I'm a Computer Science student and have been applying for internships related to my interests and educational experience. I've been getting many interviews at huge companies such as Google, IBM, and other fortune 500 companies. The only problem I've had is getting past the interviews (phone, or in person). I've been told by my current manager for my summer job that the interviewers can tell something ""is off about him"". No matter I'm recommended like ""practice interview skills"", etc, it doesn't help since like most of you should know my high functioning autism can't just ""shut off"" if I try hard enough. Obviously I can mask which is what i do everyday which has already given me mental health issues, which I'm doing in interviews but it's not working. I've actually been told that HR are being trained to ""detect"" when someone with autism is masking their problems. You can't just practice with having autism to ""make things better"". I wish people would just be more understanding. I'm qualified for these internships from what I know as I work far harder than other NT's I know to keep up with current software frameworks, etc (managing portfolio, etc). What do I do? This is depressing and I'm starting to lose hope in getting an internship / co-op.",6.082330969267138,8.12954900851064,6.57400709219858,71.18361111111112,67.42553191489361,10.15839243498818,34.75768321513002,10.380263240014207,4.1728250591016565,1047,51,168,29,18,340,149,235,0.08,0.848,0.07200000000000001,-0.4365,3,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,5,6,9,0,0,5,0,27,1,0,1,1,29,48,10,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,8,1,17,5,25,36,6,19,0,2,0,0,17,11,0,4,10,109,32,14,0.0,0.0,0.1281177142241584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448790804854032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611317252270248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307777786280784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356551386335344,0.43926098094563387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284244198959291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743693130359788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117607860859699,0.0,0.0,0.1395525305946954,0.0,0.0,0.08799928000788355,0.13871250896354206,0.0,0.13039816434897253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370300967745653,0.1302826393202129,0.11669441027343587,0.0,0.0,0.2164566185987226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828093456526687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687719084447926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876354617441769,0.13310497333621138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230697524651813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985010084322883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250657651534755,0.09101825928293636,0.11463522813564568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124891676896544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086024213378796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123951844045203,0.10107157318101084,0.0,0.0,0.09292600643821558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147511089090347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872216171623951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090176805899383,0.0,0.08913563120896803,0.0,0.0,0.13667497379427276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509742078351297,0.0,0.0,0.19115780584487851,0.0,0.0,0.0932629115212802,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nyman56,2019/05/27,"Autism is not a tragedy I like this T-shirt Autism is not a tragedy. Running out of bacon is. Ignorance too. But mostly the bacon thing.",-0.2388888888888907,1.803929555555556,0.938222222222226,97.95400000000002,105.29629629629628,3.641481481481482,20.214814814814808,5.6839178017228535,0.0015837037037038648,106,4,22,1,5,33,20,27,0.15,0.62,0.22899999999999998,0.5302,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924319676338474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8056204836804289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TehPotatoQueen,2019/05/27,"I need advice I was recently diagnosed with High Functioning ASD. I never had anyone to talk to who would understand, because I don’t know how to put these thoughts into words. I apologize if this post sounds uncoordinated. I hate it when my dad jokes with me. It sounds harsh, but I do. I barley understand what he’s saying or why, and when I get upset he always tells me to calm down. Then makes fun of me. I’m always left feeling like an idiot by the end of it. My mother is no help when it comes to meltdowns/anxiety. All I get from her is, “Stop freaking me out”, “You’re making me feel like a bad mom”. She usually yells at me which makes it worse. I don’t feel like I can express emotions near her, so I try not to anymore to stay safe. I wish people who aren’t on the spectrum would stop telling me, “You don’t act autistic” when they’ve never lived in my brain. I try to hard to be “normal”. It’s exhausting. Thanks for reading. Have a nice day.",1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,82.06122448979592,5.960816326530613,21.02448979591837,7.1686216300943375,0.5205497959183676,736,22,161,10,20,244,129,196,0.171,0.648,0.18100000000000002,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,6,15,2,1,5,0,14,3,1,4,3,33,32,11,0,6,4,3,4,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,12,6,0,3,7,2,0,3,8,6,0,0,3,8,29,9,23,26,1,27,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,2,16,99,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209271251723675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792492974615184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558094259669984,0.0,0.12390973966845595,0.08736294974396153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432206561000676,0.07616400513302317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947754800045312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762720695507227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057780563651055,0.0,0.0,0.12681436846902633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405438957695217,0.11066228511095308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952458580424514,0.26777760314601823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055497051290416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192425739397678,0.12335520296550767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374656246691467,0.13200898684417686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866532593308744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575077825306886,0.0,0.0,0.18312230450502348,0.0,0.11032683060751078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502009790518103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633156248531073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264354432713556,0.1927272655363151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241747066727388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661964434237868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966071832753365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560207938716436,0.0,0.0,0.12497666697173855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336599674639268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935957366030773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317245995824198,0.0,0.20891564380593888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042433462870856,0.21841112585324046,0.11503059489019032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919067114208324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696559950581633,0.0,0.0,0.2601398381782346,0.0,0.0,0.13760690371642567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274149361563515,0.0,0.14367811789170268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732744408490185,0.1775116397512234,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chanbert,2019/05/27,"Autism Stories Is anyone interested in sharing their experiences with autism? Or is on the spectrum, and wanting to share about themselves? I have a section on my blog called “Autism Stories” and it’s a collection of people’s experiences with autism and reflecting on what being on the spectrum means to them. If you’re interested please email me at AusomelyOlive@gmail.com or visit AusomelyOlive.com to get a better idea of what an Autism Story is. Anonymous submissions are welcome. If this is against rules or regulation, please delete.",8.182238095238098,10.839896366666668,7.517619047619046,64.065,63.111111111111114,9.587301587301589,36.19047619047619,9.957137785484203,4.125714285714286,443,21,64,10,7,138,61,90,0.0,0.779,0.221,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,10,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,15,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,0,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347698739195809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207249613080155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679409155428708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133573571692943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709377229681538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962189622939493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858317812812869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819159201867609,0.0,0.0,0.5760753370759522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477099868941707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChriickFace,2019/05/27,"In your experiences, what are the most ASD friendly states? Family is considering an out of state move. Currently in MN. We have 2 kids on the spectrum and worry about moving to a state that lacks in the ASD department. Thanks for any and all thoughts.",3.3125531914893607,6.072255574468088,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,78.36170212765958,8.01531914893617,24.293617021276606,8.841846274778883,2.0430629787234045,200,7,38,5,5,63,40,47,0.057,0.8190000000000001,0.124,0.539,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,9,4,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157733532589053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037808798438843,0.2991200836045599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514345757578104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744745953703911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921251414979126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189897409741224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222312710898779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JonsRedditAccount,2019/05/27,"Need help with resources for an adult with autism. I'm fairly certain my adult sister is autistic. Unfortunately, my parents have never been very good at handling the situation and just kind of ignored it. As my parents get older, I'm finding myself more responsible for taking care of my sister, and I'd like to help her get an official diagnosis and get her in touch with some resources that might help her find a job and gain some amount of independence. The main issue is my sister in in her 30s and it's very difficult to find help for someone that age. Most resources I find are aimed at children. Can anyone help point me to some resources that might help?",6.331666666666668,7.146676095238099,6.379484126984128,77.37732142857142,65.82539682539682,8.522222222222224,31.62301587301588,8.472884824447931,2.4007015873015876,532,20,96,7,8,169,74,126,0.07200000000000001,0.722,0.20600000000000002,0.9558,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,24,16,6,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,12,5,18,13,7,9,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,6,4,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483053001294976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827635924803938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958266836142834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212571755289538,0.0,0.0,0.1137538679371714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454301345438982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415548402093343,0.13458458123519468,0.0,0.0,0.1412301492117175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625839002421602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877484586867593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056249744964356,0.10460057033512954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30118586865746705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820726806477664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524455727143797,0.0,0.0,0.11491265516441095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197137558936686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380582621534226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CarlosTheCowboy,2019/05/27,"Constructive feedback appreciated for my children's educational show featuring ASL Hi my name is Carlos and I acknowledge that I myself am not autistic. However, I do have an Autistic cousin who communicates primarily through sign language and he has inspired me to create a trilingual children's educational youtube channel called Cowboy Carlos with a STRONG emphasis on ASL content: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnhzZuzFRJo](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnhzZuzFRJo) It is a passion project of mine and I want to provide more ASL content to the masses since I feel the ASL content variety on Youtube is more limited at the moment. With Deaf Awareness Day coming up, I wanted to reach out for constructive feedback so I can improve my show and strive to create more educational and entertaining content. All help is immensely appreciated and thank you VERY much in advance!",10.792116788321168,13.713482408759127,9.13256204379562,53.98789416058396,57.029197080291965,10.735474452554746,43.627007299270076,10.793553405168565,5.6913334306569325,738,41,90,18,10,225,90,137,0.015,0.746,0.239,0.9841,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,0,1,20,14,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,10,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,5,17,14,5,11,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38456680673865995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244211358233882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428860133633801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904282480628928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524376102054032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768559230450005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115404546787037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467371987483954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107474505442806,0.4442754748460149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lawrseb,2019/05/27,"Anyone else struggle to get out of a bad mood, even when they really want to? Any tips on how to? Especially when something seems unfair or unjust, I really struggle to get myself out of a bad mood, even though sometimes I really want to so that I can just enjoy my time. And if anyone has any tips on how to, I would love to hear them.",4.942826086956521,4.639951652173913,6.1867753623188415,81.430597826087,68.71014492753623,9.218840579710145,24.49637681159421,8.841846274778883,1.4642724637681157,260,5,55,4,4,88,43,69,0.22399999999999998,0.647,0.129,-0.8305,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,12,10,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,13,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,3,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208637324338824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694818309672671,0.19744479410408106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217943228023289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609768341134311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455418925986595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135648234637787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718786406198815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392004150194906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703472984665788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542761734290194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483505295526553,0.19058606891129634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029055384511947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932760763663428,0.0,0.11236541583265974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273199091630861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368891556385091,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tkulogo,2019/05/27,"Options for Undiagnosed Adults What should an undiagnosed adult do when where they struggle most is navigating things like the modern healthcare system? Many conditions can be improperly treated such as ADD, depression, and hypertension. What is someone to do, when they don't have the skills to even get an appointment to get a proper diagnosis, but are otherwise fully functioning adults?",10.51833333333333,12.37321031746032,9.282658730158731,56.56303571428572,56.936507936507944,13.284126984126985,41.14682539682539,12.602617957971056,6.1990349206349205,322,16,43,11,4,100,50,63,0.068,0.905,0.027000000000000003,-0.3839,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35798454796819346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27452202480131643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343027266714354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030575469434865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213871603481021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35216493883899114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345104063731286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612844701297096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BubbaDouchegai,2019/05/27,"Lack of Familial Attachment So just a preface, I'm not diagnosed with autism yet. I at least have strong autistic traits but I'm seeking a diagnosis soon. Anyways, I was interested to see if this community shares a trait that I have where I don't feel a natural familial connection and really don't care about family. To give a bit more context, I do love my mum but I think that is more because she has cared for me for along time and is genuinely one of the nicest and most amazing people anyone could ever hope to meet. But everyone else in my family I don't feel a connection to. I fake it as best I can but I think they know, they hope maybe deep down there's something in me that just naturally loves them just because we share the same genes but there's not. I just feel about them the same way i would feel about acquaintances or friends depending on how much I like them. Does anyone else here have a similar feeling or am I just an arsehole?",3.6689649122807,5.289922352631585,4.7521052631578975,83.55307017543862,72.84210526315789,9.27719298245614,27.403508771929822,9.725611199111238,2.5062350877192983,757,28,156,20,15,248,116,190,0.057,0.6609999999999999,0.281,0.9943,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,5,2,18,15,0,0,11,0,15,3,0,2,1,40,33,14,0,6,15,1,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,6,25,14,19,30,10,12,0,0,1,2,15,7,0,7,5,113,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853766131580205,0.13813836571373592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436926003883556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148459978546385,0.0,0.14718782233697933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27491464388450576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764228796898206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683881166136566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798132976632655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524854993622664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219518289491162,0.0,0.1288256752709761,0.0,0.0,0.5083827729469758,0.0,0.3408435943965312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416110248296033,0.0,0.0,0.12933101421642065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678120876757201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409319398470986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586592891556158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433594707519086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354441672685118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910774152526113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913570869454138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934667683278827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636873374961766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743357416000872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379052938903244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277360321467167,0.0,0.0,0.07861425253727232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701333200722367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577180461830184,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,baileyhalfgiant,2019/05/27,"Seeking Acting Advice for a character on the Autistic spectrum. Hey everyone, I’ve just recently received a role in an upcoming film that is depicting the life and interactions of a young man who is on the Autistic Spectrum, he has high functioning autism and is someone who loves aircrafts, the director describes the character as a person who within himself lives in a very honest world. The script is absolutely beautiful and my main goal is to respect the character and also bring authenticity to the role. Any advice on how I should approach this or what I should study to get a better understanding would be greatly appreciated. The more I dive into this amazing world, the better I understand these brilliant people. Thanks again.",11.351588541666665,10.420030148437503,10.5221875,57.62072916666668,56.109375,13.533333333333333,45.55208333333333,12.45797560212912,6.0548239583333325,601,31,86,16,6,193,86,128,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,17,0,10,2,0,1,0,13,16,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,13,12,2,17,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,1,3,65,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078232710371095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687473658265053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419039571379742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691064405476282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939481568565096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902238558507163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006135966090305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220473178583392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473910401044228,0.0,0.0,0.1842609931987546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833441669863607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466672892861135,0.1822041379940787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603819544415644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680691091167794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921169270067576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434469337053734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217606155107648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823443610584985,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ardhanarishwara,2019/05/27,"Web Forum Being one of Worst Environments for Deprecation of Asperger-Syndrome-Endowed Persons. It seems to have become an established norm that on a _webforum_ (or whatever a contraption such as _reddit_ is to be called), there is _total_ carte-blanche to deplore, deprecate & execrate persons endowed with Asperger syndrome. It's the _virtual equivalent_ of some _dark-ages witch-burning hysteria_; and I thank _The Most Highest_ that _it is_ only virtual. I wonder whether this state-of-affairs is something it behoves us to remedy ... or maybe it would be better just to let the violent-ones _occupy_ that 'territory' - quarantine it, if you like - & concentrate on seeing to it that _IRL_ ways do not become _infected_.",7.276302367941713,9.391571803278687,7.976994535519125,62.01545537340621,64.57377049180329,12.307468123861566,40.6047358834244,11.855464076750405,6.1130462659380695,568,33,79,21,9,189,88,122,0.035,0.898,0.067,0.4215,2,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,1,14,15,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,14,10,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,7,1,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43831647587099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44678015457842496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889037977688851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653913297944507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068336254066689,0.0,0.09881835369724283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320626836564826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370626221956881,0.15383459148111206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532267537171349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118210287313595,0.18413798407082366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571645936608494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622200134366348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433045478964968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055161548191368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193519631018008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368600304912124,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThrowAwayTheKey3000,2019/05/27,Is autism something you're born with or can you develop it over time? And how would I go about seeing someone to find out if my issues are because I have autism or if I've just developed a lot of traits autistic people have posted that I really relate to?,5.714358974358972,5.5593453076923085,6.3738461538461575,80.2378205128205,67.07692307692308,9.241025641025642,28.871794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.120633333333333,204,6,40,3,3,67,43,52,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,8,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632725563209532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32434744592062226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016824747183952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703951594127296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017002904911311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460242198619678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398701887794624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273406978903412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827877944488011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30068269771078704,0.2731985333270567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692927011946768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252091560856518,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,batfink702,2019/05/27,"Need ideas please! I have two severely autistic sisters who are 6 years old. They've never been on holiday because they can't deal with change and don't feel comfortable in new places. That also means my Dad and Stepmum haven't had a break in 6 years! So what I want to do is bring the holiday to them. I've got a couple of ideas for my Dad and Stepmum (cocktail menu, keeping an eye on the kids for them), but for the kids, I need help. I'm thinking of a paddling pool and a sandpit in the garden, but does anyone have any other ideas of ways that I can introduce them to the idea of the beach in their own house/garden? Any advice or ideas would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!",4.420639488409272,4.914554021582738,5.034772182254198,86.47399680255795,69.93525179856114,7.904396482813749,27.67466027178257,7.793537801064563,1.4469513988808949,535,17,114,6,9,172,88,139,0.052000000000000005,0.831,0.11699999999999999,0.8959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,11,0,13,1,1,0,1,22,24,9,0,4,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,5,1,1,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,12,3,17,19,1,15,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,1,5,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762297751391716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444254787309848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762797581315684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132010863587793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961390089592285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815983115902508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450887195472234,0.0,0.0,0.13464515374044175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429088253322113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603640641537029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445452579820104,0.1439894082363581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753991485834182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7371700451703661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608525363918686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142264104557331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367978203944647,0.10072848316965444,0.12613643757707627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704505987022744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645152227435775,0.1433620180710787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754333376668952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024097689705035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368462886864875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275793913585343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703257293955536,0.10366596292947516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277606968241707,0.0,0.0,0.16820709499214684 autism,beejonez,2019/03/11,"Autistic adults, what do you wish your parents did differently? Or things you were glad they did? My son is most likely on the spectrum, though we haven't gotten his official diagnosis. He's scheduled to start that next month. I'm more than happy to go into more detail about him but my primary question is this. What are some of the things you wish your parents knew about you when you were young? What do you wish they had done differently in regards to how they treated and interacted with you? My son will be four this summer, and I still feel like I barely know him as his verbal communication is still very limited. He loves playing games with me such as basketball, trucks, trains, blocks, etc. But I can't get more than single word answers from him most of the time. I want to keep pushing him so that he has an easier time communicating with people, but obviously I don't want to take it too far and torment him. I want him to have a happy childhood and just want to be the best dad I can be to him. Thanks for the input.",4.259917491749178,5.667065618811886,4.850118811881189,84.27524422442245,71.02970297029701,7.762904290429042,25.34785478547855,8.238735603445708,1.3960821122112206,813,24,165,12,15,260,123,202,0.023,0.7559999999999999,0.221,0.9922,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,9,3,2,12,10,0,0,7,0,22,1,0,1,1,35,41,14,0,7,5,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,3,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,1,33,10,24,29,9,18,0,0,0,1,35,4,0,5,14,123,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601643730375816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29073857558894434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238617981435026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551753204880663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035220427813929,0.09940000426697793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269370817570643,0.0,0.0790751641922675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29622934849679616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236719852127328,0.0,0.0,0.07646644391338983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595130911118414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255772110788154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105838869545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797452777111486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089919111738658,0.0,0.0,0.09646056558966454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586607278156886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848238375065857,0.0,0.22223110192018933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046142382736435,0.0,0.0,0.1280993050417624,0.0,0.0,0.18487381739472866,0.0,0.1367020887409708,0.0,0.16226462942534026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114803178320382,0.3282680934165957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800044823519838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheLocalCryptid,2019/03/11,"Does anyone else not particularly enjoy making out? I am a generally affectionate person and I love my SO tons but doing things like making out, especially for long periods of time, stresses me out. Partly because of sensory overload I’m guessing. Can anyone else relate?",5.3168085106383,8.574319829787239,7.407914893617022,58.69400000000002,74.1063829787234,8.866382978723406,30.676595744680853,9.3871,3.9783821276595743,220,10,28,6,5,77,39,47,0.175,0.6809999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.4083,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,6,8,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212935665391651,0.4708127584304328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005367791961326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105607527486244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838538648549567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530959074327418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224441348749352,0.0,0.0,0.20332182560956588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735865652326027,0.0,0.3067202788166824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879723475738955,0.0,0.0,0.20060913947495448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26317824408969803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263592045071514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396927384286927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aimsterdamn,2019/03/11,"Birthday present Hi all! First of all, sorry if this post seems ignorant or ill-informed, and sorry if this is not the right place to post. I have very limited knowledge / experience dealing with people who have autism, but my boyfriend's sister has mild autism. She's turning 29 tomorrow, but has the mindset of about a 12 year old. She doesn't do much with her day except for watch youtube videos and play around on Facebook and Instagram. Anyways my question is what should I get her for a birthday present? Should I get her something that a 12/13 year old would like? Or should I get her something that a 29 year old would like? In the past I've gotten her blankets, pj's, bath bombs, etc. Stuff that pretty much anyone would like. Anyways, thanks in advance everyone! Again, I'm sorry if this seems ignorant or rude or anything, but I am not sure where else to go. 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So.. One of the biggest problems with my Asperger's is that every time someone asks me a question its like a reset button is pressed, similar to the reset button on computers and old gameconsoles. This is quite irritating because I spend a lot of time on the phone for work, someone will walk up to my desk and asks me a question while I'm on the phone. <reset> I'll tell them I'm on the phone or give the answer if I have one and I'll go back to the call. But after the reset I have to start over again with the conversation. I have to dig to remember what I was doing. It can be frustrating at times because due to the nature of my work this happens every day, every day. I'm pretty sure other people have the same problem, and I'm interested in seeing how people cope with the 'reset button'.",4.610860962566843,5.146969123529414,5.985508021390379,79.6756951871658,69.52941176470588,8.299465240641712,27.807486631016044,8.296473431620573,1.8734705882352944,661,21,128,9,11,224,94,170,0.07,0.866,0.064,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,4,6,1,0,17,0,13,0,0,1,1,20,24,10,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,1,2,12,3,23,21,2,23,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,5,13,88,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004131597475484,0.14714205837575065,0.0,0.0,0.2685058010536327,0.0,0.0,0.11042470567666267,0.0,0.17508265086857294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663852038203845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522891210058048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567121105009066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996498985825844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362984573516048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776065429254847,0.08161501010183309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699095088461973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015899100435721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208930047363102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069109854250648,0.0,0.19462326415845155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199117639917562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609966484468676,0.0,0.2748244788079537,0.0,0.0,0.32174479141567786,0.15274342681649608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267842270680616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144359654096853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433550207609985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016455776825131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135347636916225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255186056286934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512147051162436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209094809390557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,total_human_disaster,2019/03/11,"Any of you have therapy animals? My cat isn't exactly a professional therapy animal, but she has helped me become more open and has helped develop me emotionally. I've had her since I was 9 and I'm.18 now, a d this cat is my most prized possession. She sleeps next to me every night, greets me with mews and cuddles when I get home, hinges Netflix with me, and keeps me company around the house. I couldn't ask for a better companion in life than my cat. She means the world to me. All of you guys, tell me about your owts, professional service/therapy animals or not, so Molly and I can share the love.",3.902371615312792,5.332675016806721,5.134733893557424,81.7993183940243,71.94117647058823,9.994771241830064,26.66760037348273,10.25414643259724,2.6631505135387483,473,16,98,14,9,157,82,119,0.026000000000000002,0.8440000000000001,0.13,0.925,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,9,4,1,0,2,18,14,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,22,4,11,11,3,8,0,0,0,2,15,4,0,2,4,63,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221068774624392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984636431991994,0.16786425132368582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830978290427695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880612428138294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019806996993207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128694535019968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938126275390292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779251402743054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24071040854338574,0.0,0.18011320255319518,0.0,0.0,0.2071879962196181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960107383339828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682845521772987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620598044311072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955933518125354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909639720882272,0.16850478599477278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853379031453418,0.0,0.1796895584874991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156943251716524,0.0,0.6160271232711801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LittleCato5001,2019/03/11,"I just found out I have mild autism. And its one of the best news I've received. I was diagnosed by a professional, and its a great news because it explains everything about my whole life. I always felt different from everyone else. I didn't understand why I'm like this. It always felt like I didn't belong anywhere, and I spent my whole life seeking an explanation to it. Finally at 21yo I found out the truth. I know having autism is not something to celebrate, but my discovery made me love myself a little bit more. Just getting it out of my chest. Thank you. 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Can anyone recommend types of jobs that might be better for a person with sensory sensitivities and anxiety caused by being around people? Open plan offices appear to be a no-go and I was wondering if others had found jobs that don't exacerbate them?,6.89903846153846,9.174099288461539,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,65.73076923076923,11.353846153846154,30.30769230769231,11.20814326018867,4.319369230769231,241,9,35,8,4,82,41,52,0.033,0.852,0.115,0.6416,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,8,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,26,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514142268544966,0.0,0.0,0.16008286686098405,0.0,0.0,0.20380857016541204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248223511997604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351884049178945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25102512037212243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011406900088715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815743494148843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287325081445585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174416851410224,0.1999049437035713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827984502129866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mauhg,2019/03/11,"In need of advice and I don’t know what to do. If you’re reading this, thank you. It means a lot to me. I’ve been lost for a couple years now and it’s not getting any better. My son’s birthday is 9/18/14. He’s 4 now. He’s never said any word other than grunts, screams, or excited EEEEEEEE. He’s extremely affectionate and ridiculously smart. He’s taught himself how to play complicated games on my iPad that are on par with GTA. (Please don’t judge me) We have a small farm. He doesn’t understand the concept of petting animals. He doesn’t understand the concept of potty training. There is no way of teaching him any simple task, unless he teaches himself. I’ve never heard “mama” or “dada.” I’ve never witnessed him doing anything for himself, other than grabbing his snacks or shoving his sippy cup in my face when it’s empty. When he’s upset, he can’t communicate it and he kicks and grabs me. I’m 5ft tall & petite. He was a 9lb emergency c-section. He’s a tall, strong boy. I have a lot of bruises and hair ripped out. I think you get the idea. We live in Southern Louisiana, very near the Gulf. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know where to go.",0.8535694444444459,3.1405626625000025,2.8233333333333337,90.6527777777778,84.875,5.388888888888888,23.055555555555557,6.775458762138228,0.7331388888888886,909,34,191,11,27,304,141,240,0.083,0.8420000000000001,0.075,0.0254,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,2,0,3,7,11,1,1,10,0,17,3,2,1,3,32,34,14,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,10,10,1,0,8,3,0,1,12,4,0,0,6,6,22,7,23,28,2,21,0,1,0,0,28,11,0,6,8,106,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905103383850286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763546559202658,0.0,0.3320551722981348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614180878661807,0.0,0.0,0.13394085038463988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395147392216412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009519861521806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007487674500732,0.0,0.09250249534034324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837406712852108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683524066264022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372353686361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767606246421194,0.2767521546361768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729764144928273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068739566756542,0.3766007429979613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866592389205674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280798155532009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482577505818945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985116362092307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429255763523104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338885993699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429729265963616,0.0,0.12919443582170706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481463792268424 autism,alkakfnxcpoem,2019/03/11,"I figure you guys will give me better advice than google on helping my son. We're in process of getting my five year old son evaluated but I'm like 98.5% sure he's autistic, would have been diagnosed Asperger's prior to the DSM-V. He's always been very high energy and all over the place but very smart and hit all his milestones so we didn't realize until he started getting really obsessed with Pokemon and time. Now it's pretty clear that his little quirks were autistic behaviors the whole time. He stims like 24/7 unless he's playing video games. He repeats things constantly. He doesn't really get social situations. But anyway I digress. I came here to ask for help. What works best for helping you with day to day life and understanding social situations? Is there something I can tell him to help him understand he sees the world differently and needs to explain that to other people sometimes? Like if he's having trouble with something he has to tell me rather than shut down? Also - any tips for discipline? My husband gets him to listen better but he's so firm it causes our son to freak out sometimes if he can't do exactly the right thing. Like my husband's presence can overwhelm his system and prevent him from being able to think things through. TL;DR - momma figuring out son likely has high-functioning autism looking for tips for helping my son from the people who have lived it. Thanks. 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What should i do? The kid is showing all symptoms of autism and i am concerned. Should i contact someone?,2.5340909090909065,5.379504151515154,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,83.24242424242425,5.724242424242425,32.49242424242424,7.1686216300943375,2.2450060606060607,139,8,26,2,4,42,27,33,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763415975670403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966708787975512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811256088018522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901990351927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AnAutisticGuy,2019/06/15,"Your favorite movie! It’s no secret that a lot of autistic people (including myself) love movies and TV shows. We love the memorize the lines from movies and mimic many of our favorite characters. So, without further adieu, what’s your favorite movie? Here’s mine: Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1979) Summary: Flowers from another planet make everybody autistic Just an amazing plot. People go from being highly emotional and loud to rational and quiet. Thanks aliens from another planet!",5.473292682926825,9.05807462195122,5.164097560975613,72.64370731707318,77.17073170731706,8.158048780487805,32.590243902439035,8.841846274778883,3.945552195121952,397,20,52,10,10,122,60,82,0.023,0.706,0.272,0.9761,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,1,0,11,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,9,5,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014569677780656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265598154487731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689674254096324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589215715675845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263364963668616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328342037108607,0.4316135989736848,0.0,0.15960829130303306,0.2424207841814688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315385929940899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201410654055772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304942432417006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,I_Need_No_Intro,2019/06/15,"People really still don't know shit about autism The title came after a shift from work. Was leg bouncing and cracking my fingers behind the counter, as I got bored and one of my co-workers asked what tf I was doing. Told him I was autistic so i do shit like this cus idk. His genuine reply, ""Is that the one that makes u act and think like a really young kid, like a toddler or something?"" Bruh. 1st, I get you're trying to understand what autism is, but if u ain't got it, then clearly being that blunt was not neccessary and could've been avoided, and even I could cook up a better way of asking that sort of question. 2nd, what brand of autism u been looking up? 3rd, I've talked with this guy multiple times, we've had semi intellectual conversations, dipshit if your description of autism were true then what happened to the last 3×5 hour shifts we worked? Obvs I'm not whatever kind of autism u seem to think I am. Shit like this reminds me why we need more autism awareness in England, like so many people don't know what it means or what's included. It leads to people asking some dumb shit.",4.114472477064221,5.412197545871563,4.500814220183488,87.0615883027523,71.24770642201835,7.2848623853211025,25.551605504587158,7.645422480735847,1.1975954128440365,867,26,176,10,16,273,136,218,0.084,0.757,0.159,0.9476,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,4,5,15,5,1,8,0,18,7,6,2,2,33,38,15,0,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,16,9,1,1,8,1,0,3,5,7,0,2,12,2,15,8,19,24,2,15,0,0,1,0,14,3,5,8,13,98,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337331507079042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524152261965013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609872827720976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001585747561375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859516122314313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217004418333366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034255205585454,0.0,0.0,0.11782388727948967,0.10522700064284382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171862334971717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239151166327611,0.13079322312592026,0.09699691317633287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29067504968225666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992593967335904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943017341662949,0.1206423849922104,0.0,0.12962058139873187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823338125681487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126835967486325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748872117640555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330177913184532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246265489308122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832869738381536,0.0,0.0,0.4885871645514889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160826479918324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502966468497144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564377819428324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249454923072348,0.0,0.0,0.06938701734943951,0.0,0.0,0.11370494632436315,0.0,0.08078988235603733,0.0,0.0,0.12387812712031193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445279558036992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737459649131137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598896160185406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,InsanityBeforeDusk,2019/06/15,"My mother and I So....I believe I am autistic as last year my therapist brought it up and said it was a possibility, and many of my teachers and friends agree, especially my chemistry teacher who also has an autistic son and is autistic herself. However, my mum doesn't believe any of them and tells me I'm mirroring my friends/brothers behaviour (many of my friends and one of my brothers is autistic too). I cant get myself any help or advice elsewhere as I'm 14, and dependant on my parents. What should I do?",4.7412571428571395,5.882684440000002,5.911428571428568,78.12500000000001,69.6,8.514285714285714,39.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.6580714285714286,404,25,75,7,7,135,63,100,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.8859999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,11,14,12,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,17,2,8,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,2,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046402816295705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747103716907127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848220571544888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718834442398422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235907623909368,0.0,0.10941195990763644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036808401908793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070314996588695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246327942442704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190666529915832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23253326488328116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360866784021203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920392497162448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304005777301685,0.0,0.0,0.24314976845060104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348579541153989 autism,TheOneAndOnlyAlt,2019/06/15,"A student with autism keeps following me, I don’t like it and I don’t know what to do about it or seem mean I posted this to r/advice earlier but I was suggested that this subreddit would be a better place Sorry if I’m offensive, I just don’t know what to do about it In my school, there is a kid with autism keeps on following me and it bugs me a lot. He usually doesn’t even say anything or know what’s going on, all he does is stand an inch away from me regardless of what I’m doing. This can happen anytime. When I’m practicing for band, he will just show up and stand there for god knows why. When I’m hanging out with my friends, he’ll just show up making the atmosphere very awkward, with all of my friends pulling the usual “oh sorry I just remembered I have to do something” a couple minutes after he arrives, leaving me to deal with him. It’s not like I’ve tried to include him in stuff. If me and my friends are talking, I usually include him in the conversations by saying stuff like “Hey have you ever done (insert whatever)”, but all I get is an awkward laugh. My safe space used to be school events and trips, where I could get to have fun with my friends without having to deal with him, but now he’s started to ask me whether I’m going, and I don’t like to lie, so I answer honestly and he always goes to the same events I go, so not even those are safe now. The thing that really annoyed me, is that usually a few days after school, I head to the park or somewhere with my girl friend to spend some time, but the student with autism has found out about that, and now starts to follow me even then, so then I have to awkwardly try to spend time with my girlfriend while I have a pretty much mannequin breathing down my neck. He also doesn’t have a sense of boundaries, but I can’t really blame him much for that as I know he has autism, but whenever he’s there a couple times he starts resting his head on my shoulders, or when I’m watching something on my phone, he takes it to see what I’m doing, and I have to say “(X) remember personal boundaries”, only for him to do that again a couple minutes later. I know it seems really mean, but imagine if you had a person follow you around all the time, not even say or interact, and when you do try and include him he wouldn’t even respond, I really don’t want him around because now my friends have stopped hanging around with me because they know eventually he’ll come too. I really can’t deal with this anymore, but I don’t know what to do.",7.247209302325582,5.202941434108531,7.362054263565893,80.57412790697677,64.89147286821705,10.693023255813957,34.0968992248062,9.188382445141503,2.6791410852713184,1964,65,424,27,24,637,205,516,0.046,0.818,0.135,0.9944,0,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,4,1,1,34,21,2,3,21,0,45,5,5,2,5,91,89,40,0,8,25,0,0,4,7,5,0,4,0,4,27,29,0,5,17,3,2,12,15,5,0,0,4,6,59,16,65,77,11,66,0,0,2,0,55,20,0,12,35,290,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647843651686727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054403818369497765,0.056606671919309716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746779224196589,0.0,0.0,0.05598315273040992,0.18168421098556192,0.06359916115740988,0.0,0.06391672041366295,0.0,0.0,0.08294129724394833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016728523978605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058602092602704665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431667089299185,0.22582274894781795,0.0,0.043873925201874685,0.2104088028567197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059533787151400175,0.06961863192048108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246669074178179,0.06153731477480617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745917290513506,0.3153603159224071,0.0,0.0710860635353505,0.0,0.11598958741215383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015898292812235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963745998223498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093693964718175,0.0,0.0,0.2991014560550981,0.0,0.0,0.07203428083946573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329447023645083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783694107128004,0.0,0.0,0.04541076356217304,0.0,0.0,0.14820991372673725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000202184651913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051740120161485735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880289410603745,0.07107719971630186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515423650512009,0.06921128774901078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790980919479536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413017047623204,0.0,0.0,0.21640174826936528,0.0,0.2065509323975496,0.05421135318294749,0.12386448756927253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474612037711382,0.0,0.15230873595662167,0.1444566214346388,0.0,0.0,0.05687638958047079,0.0,0.0,0.15575686925164892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115033044295687,0.054680190297358884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519631842682772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867609517166786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856435488221036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875634951013148,0.2997031231230477,0.056132134629982657,0.04012604242315799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061386777897048425,0.0,0.0,0.065578796043987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048326783928814426,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lucidless,2019/06/15,"DAE have trouble planning meals and end up eating the same thing every day? That’s quite a paradox for me as I’m quite good at planning and following through on my plans – when it comes to working and studying. But I can’t, for the life of me, plan my meals and stick to these plans. I can write a list of what I want to eat this week. It’s a little complicated because I have to include many variables (like having a worse day or a migraine, so eating is tricky) but doable. But when I try to eat exactly what I've planned, I just get stuck. Suddenly I don’t want to eat that or have no strength to prepare the meal. So I end up eating the same thing over and over again. Recently, I’ve even bought a diet plan. Not to lose weight but because of its structure. It shows me what ingredients I’ll need for the whole week, how to prepare meals, how much time it’ll take etc. It’s very customizable. And guess what? I still can’t stick to it. Even if I know in advance what I will need and everything, when it comes to preparing said meal I’m just exhausted by the thought of having to prepare it and come back to my old everyday meal. I thought it was a problem with planning and decision-making but now I don’t have to plan, everything is laid out clearly before me and I still have a problem. Anyone else? Maybe some tips on how to overcome it?",3.4628909090909086,4.5404965527272765,4.232863636363638,89.20529545454546,72.56363636363636,7.3909090909090915,27.93181818181818,7.734863291789972,1.4432,1052,39,230,13,20,337,138,275,0.083,0.858,0.059000000000000004,-0.7523,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,15,17,8,0,0,14,0,17,17,0,3,2,45,36,27,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,22,15,14,0,3,1,1,5,6,5,0,0,6,2,21,3,35,28,6,34,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,5,20,151,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700204434951468,0.10260559681780544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700172849594797,0.0,0.12208922508708073,0.0,0.08521204074140014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587860684154269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291644502176207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6148113141238948,0.08365439166424729,0.0,0.17738920914104997,0.0,0.11168293307763977,0.13228348020010566,0.0,0.08437254268062852,0.0,0.1799993337319595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052319186580814935,0.0,0.0,0.08399295333645622,0.0,0.0,0.1103158577131792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503450362727607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073207292410952,0.04892350442559446,0.10036691328046214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120314085744798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015265717255842,0.10060441605973357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736146610387548,0.1485055639664158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508042548650892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164153321970648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302312393213335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887648974444474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525638081083003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994438552122325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529306165011022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305756425030965,0.0,0.0,0.1590004642541271,0.058392628711767265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798870717162411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262625552264674,0.11813071625455265,0.0,0.16065305640433572,0.121943937674495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180309644831483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290334913705097,0.0,0.10205154622248283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThatGuyYouForget,2019/06/15,"What is there to do in your free time? I want to start out by mentioning that I'm not entirely sure this is autism specific but I can't think of anywhere else to ask. So, I have aspergers, ADD and social anxiety (the anxiety is somewhat controllable as long as I don't have to do a speech and stuff like that) and I've come to the conclusion that my mind basically goes on autopilot when I play video games and it makes me not think about the things that I should think about, or want to think about. Just to name a few examples it's everything from planning what to do for dinner (I live alone) when or how much I should clean, just generally thinking ahead and or motivating myself to do things, or interact with people I actually do like etc. &#x200B; So I feel like I should either stop playing completely, or cut down the hours by **a lot,** but as I say that I realize that I have no idea what people do with themselves if they aren't playing games. I mean, when I visit family or friends I can watch stuff on the tv that doesn't really interest me but we usually chat while we do that so it's not really that much in focus. and I just can't make myself mindlessly watch stuff on tv anymore (used to watch tv pretty much all day everyday as a kid) and/or sit on the couch and browse on my phone. &#x200B; So what else is there to do? Like many people with autism I kinda lack the imagination to think of new things to do as I simply just can't imagine the possibilities, and the few things I can think of is very lackluster. Like I want to be able to draw, and so I try to draw something (also struggling to come up with things to draw) and it tires me out pretty good but then that 'desire' to draw is extinguished for a while (either that or I get frustrated because I just can't do it proper). Then there's playing guitar, I'm pretty good at that but playing the same 15 songs for 12 years is tiring and I can't find any new songs that fits me, as in I either don't like the song that much or find it too easy to be ""worth"" it. and if I can't find something new to learn it frustrates me as well and I end up losing interest for a while again. (after a bunch of google searches this one seems to be popular) exercising, it seems like a go-to but my first thought is... ""Ok but what then? you do your exercises and is a little physically active for an hour (or a few) but what then? you can't be doing it all day every day, at least not at first and I really don't want to spend all my time on it so it just leaves the big gap of what to do alongside with being physically exhausted and not wanting to do anything because of it"" &#x200B; Then there's reading books, I've (somewhat) recently started reading Lord of the rings, albeit it's been a while since I last read because of a new game release it is the first time I've ever been able to sit down and read a book. **But** with lotr, while I do like the story and the setting etc, it also sparks my desire to play games where you can ""experience it yourself"" - there's other books than fictional (or just that setting in general) of course but I have no idea what it would be as my imagination once again leaves me hanging. &#x200B; So if you've made it through this rant, or manifest of my lacking imagination, what else is there to do? I can't do something simply to pass time, it has to have a clear purpose or a kind of guideline to go along with it - like an example from a course I took about autism, one of the other people there said (after being suggested to go for a walk); ""you don't just do that. You don't go outside and wander around aimlessly. Why would you do that? it makes no sense"" &#x200B; I agree as I would just end up with no idea what to do and then go home. That being said, I do go for walks occasionally but I have to plan out the route in my head before I go and it is generally to get some fresh air/get the blood flow going.. And mostly in fall and winter because I am very sound sensitive and having bumblebees, bees and wasps fly around my head is incredibly exhausting (as I can't tell what it is but it's fast, **very** loud, to me at least, and so I'm always on guard as I don't know if I'm allergic to wasp stings or not) I'm gonna keep adding stuff to this if I don't just cut it here, already been in the making for like an hour, so that's all. Hope you guys got some suggestions.",2.686982015274697,4.124835034368076,4.000046193643758,88.69757606553341,75.0421286031042,7.494481399359446,23.39252278886425,8.167268648758528,1.0966732692781471,3419,98,754,56,72,1124,318,902,0.069,0.8029999999999999,0.128,0.9946,0,1,3,0,0,0,125.0,2,9,1,10,45,36,4,1,40,1,82,11,3,9,7,168,132,93,0,21,49,0,1,10,1,7,7,10,3,2,71,45,1,4,27,28,3,17,28,8,1,5,9,14,74,29,119,108,28,103,1,1,3,0,33,32,0,28,60,535,145,9,0.09460306278900617,0.0,0.04615947131310008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899012112923047,0.05219841612092434,0.07565403513322304,0.03935866336690203,0.256255947517865,0.28738269027467633,0.032166663386888686,0.0,0.07237108409361999,0.0,0.04691040884270382,0.0,0.0,0.038925129986001415,0.08421678289625352,0.04422054661648393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533829800459075,0.0,0.04025011929431496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149216186507786,0.049594755717841305,0.0,0.05305268958978822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915167237741902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854307964050675,0.0,0.08379023395437261,0.0,0.1055074222000174,0.0,0.04278694321010735,0.03985358029818942,0.0,0.042511566397028036,0.04626997415607848,0.04459167407024934,0.0,0.02391707552505539,0.03379222347952587,0.0,0.0,0.1296982282652448,0.12070397532049745,0.0,0.0,0.0365450458188712,0.0,0.07413929356474845,0.0,0.2150604028457188,0.0793485606555054,0.037831355733311714,0.0,0.0,0.04683595281673007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709003540579572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474472927198166,0.04698109362157445,0.13974744076702858,0.0,0.0,0.16019301414661274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420437744775194,0.0,0.04925726599161258,0.025995684612503903,0.03855706133781589,0.0,0.10017098388963144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109138946714616,0.04740856101546274,0.04176811882557442,0.041860366791748274,0.0,0.05291831436730427,0.0,0.0402140704728366,0.0,0.04475785270866079,0.12629655803296658,0.0479563285651037,0.0,0.05152523460771034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047761062557590585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908827263567092,0.0,0.0,0.18273645510123884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037458718016378,0.06410548369233929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311717042028457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053325369461611316,0.0,0.14436798790712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892573274426846,0.0,0.09090771670875923,0.0,0.046704555752804966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998917659573948,0.037616076309361694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612307532055788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039128315570071126,0.0,0.0,0.04821795443438553,0.0,0.10924508943367574,0.0,0.0,0.06696053476135051,0.0,0.0,0.03954619826817444,0.0,0.04944983087707962,0.2165957466178832,0.0,0.0,0.04458113354868907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041343623338186385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712517818752167,0.2121623795582996,0.0,0.03755213229490671,0.11032761337989544,0.10873230400323064,0.0,0.0,0.05255374182834604,0.032114634862800175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040853335881215064,0.0520959541210256,0.11708615165274246,0.13949834378448686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252975740920892,0.0,0.04268227480097676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080495226625644,0.0,0.28738269027467633,0.030460635376435063 autism,Sedimentally,2019/06/15,"I think I hurt my friend who is on the spectrum and I don't know what to do now I really value our friendship and I don't want to do something to make it worse. I need advice on how to handle the situation but I don't want to post their story for everyone to see in case someone recognizes them. I've been feeling sick about this and I just want to make it better, but I don't understand why they're acting the way they are. If anyone is willing to message me and give advice I would be very appreciative. As a warning- it's a very intricate situation with a lot of details so it's kind of long. Thanks so much",1.069461538461539,3.0863759461538463,3.3776923076923104,88.6573076923077,81.84615384615384,6.461538461538463,22.30769230769231,7.61054688173877,0.9429230769230768,483,16,105,8,13,166,82,130,0.12,0.706,0.174,0.8475,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,3,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,3,0,22,26,11,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,16,4,17,22,2,8,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,2,2,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420040530659256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195678784230856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512364923641967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339878803069632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646324595663414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211495200670886,0.0,0.0,0.16403974544121766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306011220535107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807123200002042,0.09397768009334448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133050802796547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453789391001322,0.0,0.0,0.22828899689765514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570541404595026,0.12679507820254587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377169341165207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954762231013836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362656611318095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384424587776985,0.0,0.0,0.14488859632120565,0.1316449277332305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743475037272486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957053906215423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780180765155897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218747502138825,0.3025824690785207,0.135732638050036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430180919232406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426463276347956,0.12147420744526707,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,callieallie,2019/06/15,"How can I support my Autistic friend? I don’t know if this is the right place to post, but here we go. I don’t have autism but my friend does, how can I help support him/make him feel at ease/etc. I’ve yet to talk to him about specifics, but any general advice would be really lovely! Thank you all!!",0.9034895833333324,2.6479757031250024,2.0293750000000017,99.51145833333337,81.03125,5.5166666666666675,18.479166666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.3859083333333331,231,5,57,2,6,73,47,64,0.0,0.653,0.34700000000000003,0.9789,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,1,12,15,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,6,5,13,1,6,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286991669852171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591538251695676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048081790483428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261014169000783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833661486424354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616342648358869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300915509842606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687069833389844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862113158022032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112283789205621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445198355806061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414365311521875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993069768755074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998671225844308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531166963231246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811083152393648,0.0,0.21547069179486436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625383818691628,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dr0fty,2019/06/15,"AM i the asshole for making my autistic son get rid of his body pillows hes 15 and has severe autism and says the pillows make him feel safe and good. i said he could keep any of them that dont have drawings of naked people on them he said they are just cartoons and i am being to harsh would i be a bad mom if i made him get rid of them",1.202412280701754,2.210737223684216,2.7026315789473685,98.24675438596493,78.07894736842105,5.066666666666666,20.561403508771924,3.1291,-0.5729228070175436,263,6,66,0,6,86,55,76,0.11599999999999999,0.81,0.075,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,11,1,1,3,0,14,20,5,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,14,2,7,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,1,0,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161147004067827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785916529690745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632190696488977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892004149094376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27772583085689745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198186153338368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761297947850236,0.0,0.0,0.19875830254655685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062888044263992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242257391063338,0.31635721284332424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775351565427459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428442465822954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508234513637782,0.18844721098773307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26770744977346506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833593481058046,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,picklerick1215,2019/06/15,"anyone else struggle with not being able to tell lies from the truth, feel like I'm being taken advantage of. hi, so I've been diagnosed formally with adhd but i also suspect some form of autism. do people with autism have a hard time telling lies from the truth? I feel like i was cheated on, and i was told very openly about some points that sound suspicious but sound innocent if it was the actual truth if that makes sense? like my thought process is I get the feeling it's a lie,but for some reason I believe that lie? I'm kinda gullible like someone will be messing with me thinking I get that they are messing around when i actually believe it as complete truth a couple of weeks will pass and then I'll realise it was them just messing around...why did i take it seriously? just wondered what people who actually do have autism like been actually diagnosed through something similar",5.4630392156862735,6.840643676470588,5.552647058823529,80.48524509803923,68.11764705882352,8.490196078431373,32.401960784313715,8.841846274778883,2.704843137254901,715,31,131,12,12,225,102,170,0.13,0.696,0.174,0.81,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,7,16,1,1,7,0,18,2,0,2,4,32,32,11,0,2,7,0,4,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,10,6,13,10,16,17,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,7,9,82,24,0,0.12558566785966493,0.0,0.490213983522604,0.0,0.15092956777338248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043081321452196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781241897969821,0.12867735774983513,0.0,0.2235957402057282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829840839860113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167418338353926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895815280914053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549336186400385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491071069582428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049966129087195,0.17943685242429516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122665619877028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250009086318433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306774068695608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382940848501923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174130578767257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871904900256555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912298282318124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640832883659804,0.09668198267897483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312894076187819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944247929012616,0.0,0.2195348182434512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047022503745935,0.0,0.09970099222534684,0.07323001286215879,0.0,0.0,0.12000248749547165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362132837934902,0.0,0.0,0.1007372475463142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332153164227855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619229966788213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,philip_j_fry_y,2019/06/15,"Tips for conversation I'm 22 years old, pretty high functioning and weirdly my special interest is social communication. It comes naturally to me and the doctors told me it's rare but it happens so i'm dealing with that i guess. A tip for if you're bad socially is to not speak a lot at all. lots of people on the spectrum like to talk about their interests but they often don't stop talking about it and that's what turns people off, so what you could do to make social situations easier is when you talk to someone, don't speak unless asked a question and when asked a question you reply but also ask something back that you know that person is into. for example my friend is into soccer. friend: hey how are you doing? (it's a question so i reply to it of course you can also start with this question.) Me: i'm fine, how about you?(I quickly answer it and throw it right back at them so the burden isn't on me anymore) friend: Oh i'm alright. (could be that after this answer it's a bit awkward and silent so you just throw a question towards them that you know they are involved in and for my friend that's soccer) me: Oh did you play soccer this weekend? (now you asked him a question he can talk about and you don't have to talk, there is a few other things about this subject you can speak about now for example: did you win? do you still play at the same club?) friend: yes we lost this weekend, it sucks, i hate losing and yes my club where i still play won't be winning any championships this year. Do you play a sport? Me: Oh no i just workout alone in the gym, are you dating? (short answer but throw them a question so the pressure is off of you again.) friend: no not yet, but i have a date next week. etc etc. now you just ask a few questions about a dating subject situation like oh where are you going? dinner? movie? how did you meet? etc etc. I don't know if this helps anyone on here but in my head i have a dialogue tree that i learned to make use of and this is just how it goes for me, hope it helps someone and if it doesn't well i still tried giving my perspective on it. thanks for reading lol.",0.6464530044882153,3.0378743233256387,2.094147893154385,94.5999163362238,87.52193995381062,4.653605821604427,19.02431478495795,6.16825346331588,-0.1118020044446384,1654,47,355,15,53,532,181,433,0.09,0.701,0.21,0.9961,0,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,20,6,4,42,31,2,2,21,4,36,3,1,7,1,65,64,35,0,6,16,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,0,1,34,17,1,1,15,15,0,5,11,9,1,0,5,3,51,22,45,54,11,51,0,2,0,0,69,20,1,16,28,256,85,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755037769168623,0.0,0.10431610556072106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044353233075988464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646827515824482,0.045604776435803684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30486907940037883,0.0,0.0,0.10030346675743516,0.054457690513070665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120559027734304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056183024107829035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041490054263739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724107347464095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675753565770498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909593221901605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30234238139310826,0.0,0.0,0.06256693700762764,0.03706719616091786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184944535065915,0.0,0.057675646688377484,0.0,0.0,0.06439327506594411,0.0669366436598532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743393554736735,0.06891068067400909,0.0,0.06478021579359332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075330050295088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372840188994035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296679493584547,0.07119757619758067,0.11089891538722432,0.0,0.0,0.08707245460551154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936439403874754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843957382851362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043351962726162,0.056949381559552925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635427636516003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845090153038243,0.0,0.06523970371469713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569927749313988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662464211299805,0.0,0.19945701042285355,0.11052486889405616,0.050211123400031456,0.0,0.0,0.04616450530541445,0.0,0.1562592490083904,0.054528557344015134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262115080985641,0.0,0.06004770418832187,0.0,0.0,0.0433306343678653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062322467340713714,0.0,0.04428149317472043,0.0709428654421548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633091335826103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231719734505896,0.0,0.058642459130677824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400172838842902 autism,I_Think_Alot,2019/06/15,"I got yelled at in the most bizarre way today. How do I deal? A lady got really upset when I called somebody sir, referred to the person as ""him"" regardless and just stood there scowling at me. I was doing pictures for an event so it made my mind turn off almost completely. I told the person I was talking to, to please repeat themselves due to that rude lady interrupting me. What could I have done to best deal please?",3.3820209059233437,5.3362675853658565,4.232229965156797,85.58402439024394,74.3658536585366,6.636933797909408,23.90940766550523,7.447530270364453,1.0969212543554003,330,10,63,4,7,106,62,82,0.127,0.7709999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.3063,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,13,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,1,11,1,11,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197891888386387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119729815282936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576656927875608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101375963591667,0.0,0.0,0.153072048400939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953078115841472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619513530079036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066704508574111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140918562810715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358157147760172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348033312387219,0.0,0.4208998545704298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282012248438005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409649741346362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172722719889933,0.18319575301153812,0.0,0.0,0.2085352555832065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521776454740142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Haydalan,2019/06/15,Just a question I want to say first that I do not care whether he does or not I'm just curious as I have no one else to talk to. I was wondering from adults with autism on here or parents of older kids with Autism roughly what age their kids started talking,3.1133333333333333,4.2203160740740735,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,73.44444444444444,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.2347925925925924,204,8,46,2,4,64,42,54,0.13,0.845,0.025,-0.6694,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,8,4,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,5,1,9,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017684440631927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590116103603996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472509411695855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175802409899184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005617859574276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286476135647665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33156216071009803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537292009288824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094941597329488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757904652601602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457499955413847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209746083082667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,brave-acony-bell,2019/06/15,"Should I tell my public speaking professor that I'm on the spectrum, or just tough it out for 2 more weeks and assume she doesn't think much of it? I'm in a 4-week-long online public speaking class right now and it's a living hell. I thought taking the course online would be a better alternative, but it's almost worse. I keep sitting here recording my speeches over and over and messing up and getting more and more upset and overwhelmed. It's also difficult because I have to look at myself as I give my speech, and it would almost be better if I had a room full of people to look at instead of my own mouth moving and having to watch myself slip up. For the first time, I'm in a class that I'm performing quite poorly in because since I can't write that much, I'm stuck with a problem that's presented itself since taking my first online class: I have to speak to a room full of invisible people that I *know* can see me, ugggghhhh (this is also the first time I've *ever* thought ""man, I wish I could just talk to a room full of actual people and get it over with"") I think I would be so much more relaxed if I didn't have to do the video thing because I'm discussing a topic that I talk to people about a lot, since I'm giving a speech on one of my biggest musical influences. It's 10:30 and I have to turn my speech in before 11:59, and at this point I'm considering just sending one of the recordings where I was less shook up, but made a lot of mistakes and pauses and was obviously trying not to read off my notes cause I wasn't comfortable. My question here is: do I email my professor and let her know that I'm on the autism spectrum? She would've received a letter of accommodation, but I don't have it registered with the office of disability accommodations at my school because I was diagnosed by someone I'm not seeing anymore and I haven't been to counseling (I have been to see a nurse practitioner for my meds for my bipolar disorder though) since I stopped seeing the other counselor, so therefore I don't have anyone to write a letter for me that is treating me for it. I'm not sure that I even care if she was easier on me with the grading if I told her, but more so it would maybe make me more comfortable that she knows why I trip over my words so much and in a way that they're phrased so weird. I've always been a straight A student, have made the Dean's list all four of my college semesters so far, and have always taken pride in the fact that academics is the second place (music being the first) where I can truly excel, express my knowledge creatively and myself on paper, and be proud of myself. As a kid, I had difficulties building and maintaining a social life of any capacity with my peers, so it was through books, essays, and artistic outlets at school, along with the praise from and interactions with teachers, that made all the difference for me. That is still the case for me now as a junior in undergrad. All of that is why I value my professor's view of me as a student so highly. The situation with this class just has me feeling really down about myself too, because with my major we're required to do gigs with our band each semester, and although I don't generally love it all that much, I've gotten so much comfier speaking to people while on stage about what I am most passionate about doing, and why I do it. But then again, that's casual conversation, and my major as a whole is pretty casual since I study folk music and American roots music; most of my classes for my major are a million times more laid back than this class and most college classes are structured. Should I tell her so she knows that it's not just me slacking and not learning from the class (cause I truthfully don't think that it'll be in a four-week long public speaking class - or a full semester, or two, or three semesters for that matter - that I begin to improve some of my communication problems I face that are related to my autism spectrum disorder) or just don't worry about it too much and focus on finishing this class, as I assume she doesn't think too much of it as a lot of students in general public speaking classes don't do amazing unless they happen to love speaking in front of an audience?",10.933614126280382,6.520397042654032,10.379249350252257,69.14061687815322,60.2085308056872,13.25999082709066,40.85139886867452,10.384295024167834,4.041360999847118,3360,115,658,50,31,1098,323,844,0.076,0.8240000000000001,0.1,0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,1,0,1,13,39,30,1,3,47,0,67,8,2,9,9,132,117,68,0,15,26,0,1,0,0,7,3,11,3,2,49,43,0,3,16,8,1,6,17,11,0,11,21,20,90,19,109,81,37,78,2,1,8,3,48,48,1,21,21,492,139,32,0.0,0.0,0.06212236647157034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274913358343829,0.0,0.0,0.10181675746934588,0.10593939834904267,0.0,0.0,0.04329055758749197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313299365347352,0.04451211475782271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895012948039824,0.0,0.19403081894741397,0.0,0.054169438908114924,0.0,0.0,0.1126030869238196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490497490947425,0.13079142664911972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082683047440925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461292503031901,0.0,0.06651049707544429,0.14591831657983614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042046416427220935,0.05758354874273025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032188092463573126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165945254896444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651879139504699,0.12213574532261195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629377457290135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725962423078619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658337696773553,0.0,0.0,0.13994210940791396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650960234124474,0.04496449879348265,0.0,0.0,0.056212393918256234,0.1126730862592582,0.10691568300136596,0.0,0.0,0.1623627709868152,0.11491014170762973,0.1807081179237139,0.04249312675725582,0.0,0.0639543980195582,0.0,0.07071121401652332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765984045571022,0.3743757195987928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627447926689262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206669738458692,0.0,0.06651049707544429,0.0,0.060178685367539085,0.0,0.0,0.06476446975671345,0.0,0.12182684789238615,0.0,0.0,0.07131306849735923,0.06770958069691622,0.06367660156393389,0.0,0.040781825353305136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436475793697775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885337107624487,0.20291311766483908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26329846184453204,0.07155580408606642,0.0,0.06489271542051389,0.053938381374710034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083845865446129,0.05322208750418896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999820702547129,0.0,0.0957278541336237,0.10233398759020347,0.11128219831012147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229245969940665,0.16316142673547468,0.06254501216424893,0.10107686495755114,0.11136087950125324,0.0,0.0,0.06082926033341094,0.0,0.043220536529008056,0.06924311913369695,0.06218595875227801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052984832503897,0.15319113088794706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232805153082725,0.07107341814726216,0.07320513891216797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464918483641065,0.06487434111986527,0.2261089656030611,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,beeemoji1080p,2019/06/15,submit title people think im not really autistic,4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,7.58666666666667,56.70000000000002,76.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.7675777777777766,41,1,4,1,1,15,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6875231068448627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412650311059068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077545705967617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078398705802817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,22_An0n,2019/06/15,"Looking to find some things to do with my Brother over the summer Hi, So my younger 16-year old brother has Low-function Autism. One of the thing I'm really happy to have done is take him out more and do more activities with him this past year. Even though we rarely hold conversations, I feel like we've really bonded and gotten to know each other better. However I'm running out of work at my current job (Which was super flexible and part time so I could take of my brother easily) and will need to switch over to new one eventually (Which may or may not be as flexible; I might need to work in another city entirely, I might need to work fulltime Onsight). Additionally, my younger brother will be on summer vacation (He will go do actives with a group on two days, and he has ABA therapists that come 2-3 days a week but he'll be home with my mom and/or my other brother for the rest of the week). I want to find more actives we can do together or activities that he can do if no one else is around to play with him, because...I feel like I want to try to make him happy as best as I can this summer, since I remember him not doing much and seeming bored throughout summer. Some activities he's used to doing with me or an adult (but not alone) are shooting basketball hoops, going out to eat dinner, drawing, making animals and characters with clay, running errands at a store, going to park for walks, mowing the lawn, and watching PBS/cartoon network.",5.924563467492257,6.118793150877195,6.515954592363262,78.20619195046442,66.6140350877193,9.653250773993813,32.20330237358101,9.478462496947786,2.8090763673890606,1148,44,222,21,17,376,157,285,0.019,0.856,0.125,0.9795,3,1,0,1,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,6,5,9,0,0,9,0,29,2,0,3,0,56,52,20,0,7,9,6,2,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,10,24,2,1,7,1,1,7,4,1,0,4,3,4,23,8,42,37,10,32,0,0,2,0,22,11,0,11,16,149,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040913202995104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190756659988056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034950465231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200651607372308,0.10282152672408837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014672602599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282325113273024,0.0,0.0,0.14995471225456455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897319272388815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896185256465427,0.09711937154308062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678789007353788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756796016364293,0.16611072619308526,0.0,0.0,0.2125170099776521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821779251440205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475194672343417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661713018617866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153689937972272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389283693459437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359642713245735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762817394505767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520740284561446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466645869884621,0.0,0.13616098858060102,0.0,0.0,0.0854636495969682,0.2586134467564328,0.0,0.11228354534441988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199413182859685,0.0,0.2363400662776439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589703162386667,0.11098225057470933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895682383055328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169864137505286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058377128701474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617054228459894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482440989737905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498551382314727,0.15447446047911462,0.0,0.11422375381334897,0.0,0.06779148458811889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893214428043842,0.0,0.11356802720757095,0.0,0.0,0.10041033989299768,0.0,0.0,0.13714499256205145,0.0,0.18651171282299175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539135355855637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497338068253508 autism,Onizuka103,2019/10/30,"How do you with the insidious rage that spreads like wild fire? I don’t know if this is a good idea to post it here since it is very likely to be tracked down if anything happens. But sometimes I feel like the rage and hatred is just too extreme that I couldn’t just cope with it. Sometimes I wish for war because it is not half as agonizing as the slow torture. When suicidal turns homicidal, it is not as painful, but nonetheless unbearable in modern society",6.7763333333333335,6.532183966666674,6.638888888888893,79.52500000000002,64.8888888888889,10.311111111111114,36.888888888888886,9.888512548439397,3.4371555555555564,367,17,73,7,5,116,63,90,0.17,0.718,0.113,-0.7613,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,4,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,14,10,2,4,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,5,4,10,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367228192286287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346664594107714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899959217926205,0.16813346634631027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973996851773271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208118459457878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656805223175312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934172758989593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449390926652482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504280689324809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253994111702488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946832333502509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655326172149936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574337508109245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599227252919665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418768098576314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27063988603340744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,A_real_scientist1,2019/10/30,"Does anyone else feel like this sometime just like i think that everyday, eveytime, every second.... &#x200B; AAAAAAAHHHHHHH i found it. i really did this time it did &#x200B; fluoride causes autism introduction in toothpaste. 1952 rates of autism increase fourfold. 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However, finding individuals to answer this survey has been more difficult than we expected. So if anyone out there is willing to answer seven quick questions for our study that would be so so wonderful! I don’t want to be intrusive of this community, our group has just taken an interest in the awareness and knowledge of ASM. Thank you in advance to anyone who’s interested in helping us out!",6.431526548672565,8.069527053097348,7.253263274336286,68.21847898230091,66.07964601769912,9.897787610619467,35.36393805309734,10.125756701596842,4.0390893805309735,499,24,78,12,8,166,83,113,0.023,0.773,0.204,0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,1,1,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,22,15,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,8,4,19,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,5,2,62,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158088464007182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528449829694185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306086944148873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073584596328543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749214456607574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826473037323569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322950885583891,0.28854088311736337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035003978717506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488202176550476,0.2002736060587001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27362171669584584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923528134197186,0.0,0.0,0.16248072427424134 autism,Piper-Jojo,2019/10/30,I find that I tend to have my tongue sticking out a bit when I'm thinking or concentrating. I'm trying to figure out why I do it. Does anyone else do this or know what it might be? I do this quite a lot when I'm focusing on something. I usually don't realise I'm doing it until later or until someone points it out. My Dad tends to point it out and tells me to put my tongue away. He says it more abruptly when we're out in public. He tells me it makes me look 'stupid'.,1.6525485436893206,2.6804340970873817,3.6370752427184487,91.91833131067965,76.96116504854369,6.315048543689321,21.612864077669908,6.6274283507984215,0.2443019417475729,364,9,86,3,8,124,62,103,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,18,9,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,0,14,16,3,19,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,5,8,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634862365742404,0.21445433825158766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664584837604904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850326102294735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316133878051247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484472351007369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129797310440627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502674729673215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576072424073616,0.0,0.0,0.17794083098804026,0.0,0.0,0.13971051812881868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203604093851284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957155405879576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040603025303128,0.0,0.22261813435124425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644512227426886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773406615130719,0.16113068358599847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658778435683432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411208592668508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210212363914085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305162660335944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888622404358652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thebottomofawhale,2019/10/30,"On behalf of educators, I apologise. I’m subbed here because my son has DCD and autistic tendencies (I think a diagnosis of ASD isn’t completely out of the question, but the work to get it is hard), but I do also work in an ASD class room as an assistant, and before that worked as a receptionist/admin in an ASD school. And what I really want to say, after 3-4 years working in SEN education is, I’m sorry. I’m sorry that the system has and continues to fail you. I’m sorry for every educator who hasn’t seen or understood your needs. I’m sorry for every setting that you’ve had to be in that wasn’t appropriate. I’m sorry for every time funding has prevented you having additional support. I’m sorry for any trauma or anxiety that has come from your education. Most of all I am sorry for anytime someone has tried to force you through neurotypical shaped holes. Now, with all the stuff we know, with everything society has already done to autistic people, this isn’t acceptable.",5.787547993019196,6.383050821989527,7.421688481675392,70.20209642233858,66.95811518324606,10.764572425828971,32.670593368237355,10.686352973137794,3.6898792321116938,781,32,140,21,12,272,112,191,0.11,0.83,0.06,-0.7438,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,5,0,5,3,4,0,0,9,0,18,0,0,0,2,25,34,11,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,5,3,12,2,28,28,3,16,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,4,5,91,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322656583096545,0.08205274437394522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977454681959347,0.0,0.07849212606759355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254672249822019,0.0,0.08730883273209293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838465144946374,0.1075788173370608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049999794102274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593460320392977,0.0,0.09221426680992782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053606592098013335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191343674500596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638872429155551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607990215536221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113300893400956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494047002424256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573104023323642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159517964448805,0.0,0.10384118470698096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693642046528402,0.0,0.0,0.8040009972040809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745755132839165,0.0,0.11643431788558298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574479080049662,0.0,0.0,0.05982948194439786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966168877627378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051876504924555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987890565716109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607390401871614 autism,Shinatobae,2019/10/30,"Trick or Treating this year Hi guys! My boyfriend and I are in our second year of college, and he unfortunately looks almost 30. However, he is still enchanted with trick or treating. He is high functioning, but has been really put out for the past few days over this. I suggested the blue bucket idea that has been going around, but he's really against it because he doesn't want to be seen as ""more autistic than he is"" :/ Do you all have any tips for what to do for Halloween otherwise? Parties tend to be overstimulation central for him, but he really loves the holiday and wants something trick or treateqsue",5.815789473684213,7.2412065,6.011359649122809,77.34493421052632,67.33333333333334,9.910526315789477,31.793859649122812,10.125756701596842,3.2669859649122817,487,20,89,12,8,155,81,114,0.077,0.8029999999999999,0.12,0.8871,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,14,1,0,0,1,17,21,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,3,6,3,16,16,3,12,0,0,3,1,14,5,0,4,5,58,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350104700541175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959883424168492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892593384904387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306626773462527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513571390386786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338106121271762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238230774024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479653350981281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649390768734217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708245077099404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181899334536866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404038764110829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593061691340256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510497540818974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067762381337552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742560013226636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768552370989742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022683352555385 autism,crooked_left_hook,2019/10/30,"I told my manager and HR rep that the phrase “It’s not what you said, it’s how you said it” isn’t fair can be extremely confusing for someone on the spectrum. We were discussing accommodations and the topic if communication came up. We had also just completed a department wide training on how certain idioms and phrases we use regularly can be hurtful to others based on the persons perception and knowledge of the historical origin of the phrase. I used this training to back up my explanation of why “It’s not what you said, it’s how you said it” can be confusing and hurtful for someone on the spectrum for several reasons. 1. May not have the same tone or range of tone in our voice that a NT has and we may not be able to control wether we sound bored or frustrated to someone else. 2. We mask, and sometimes regardless of how hard we try we choose the wrong mask, but we won’t realize its the wrong mask until we have had time to step away and process the conversation. 3. We struggle to read social cues and we might think we are saying something correctly or using the right tone but we haven’t read the room right which leads back to point #2. 4. We express emotions differently. The way I show excitement, curiosity or passion for something might be read as frustration or lack of flexibility by a NT. The look on their faces was priceless because it was obvious nobody had every pointed this out to them before. It’s so easy to fall back on this phrase when giving feedback or having a disagreement but in my opinion it’s a copout phrase that gets used to often when the problem is just a difference in communication style but one person needs to be blamed for the negative interaction.",5.369311594202904,6.761572756172843,6.001443907675793,77.1256280193237,68.35185185185185,9.215029522275898,32.29683306494901,9.54385415503706,3.0509564143854018,1359,59,250,29,23,442,169,324,0.128,0.807,0.065,-0.9583,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,16,4,2,2,14,14,2,3,23,0,28,2,1,12,3,76,43,30,0,5,17,0,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,2,20,26,0,1,6,4,0,5,8,11,0,1,12,10,28,3,38,20,2,34,0,2,1,1,36,19,0,15,9,179,48,6,0.09922307636047356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793486583171606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322334646460673,0.2288892631386512,0.0,0.06048546639404629,0.0,0.08443152985787047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348476602723145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403350776592964,0.0,0.11128711724770488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733399248283266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828881482721057,0.11161260584456777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359972128989157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183996211689588,0.0951838161496496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888438702059179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124407108487284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833223941724467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052000785145145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357265387025574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723612445525662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327552613099434,0.0,0.0,0.1875957577864299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494308370780756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977497826022857,0.0,0.0,0.10201784807859852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947193013233192,0.37753546989866976,0.07890617284452099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120938335615166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114543089285392,0.2522141718275285,0.1527735435664147,0.0981341596480014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372950305154748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357814087956727,0.0,0.0,0.057857773756635325,0.0,0.0,0.094811901573955,0.0,0.0673659556749711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427875205066148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787586595609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953339325306055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696971540139956,0.0,0.0 autism,FancyMeeting,2019/10/30,"Is this book accurate? (free) I don't have autism but one of my lets just call buddies said it was worth reading. Has anyone read it? What are your opinions on it? &#x200B; [https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07ZFZXPSS](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07ZFZXPSS)",9.330000000000002,13.560845999999998,4.565714285714286,71.23428571428573,89.0,4.285714285714287,22.142857142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.6741428571428574,210,6,28,2,7,54,33,35,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.4386,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,20,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31186644522845514,0.3497480503546368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012592098246189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939092128575397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943282813228192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504278351809545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5758208786439285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737946658973878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497480503546368,0.0 autism,CulturalJustice,2019/10/30,"Where does “normal” end and “autistic” begin? My friend Steve is studying to become a therapist. It’s what he’s been wanting to do all of his life and I’m very proud of him. However ever since he started studying psychology, it feels like every month Steve self-diagnoses with something new. Probably whatever it is they’re seeing in his class that month. It’s particularly strange because according to Steve the very first thing he was taught in his psychology studies is that therapists cannot reliably self-diagnose. Still, every month Steve self-diagnoses something new. At first it was OCD because sometimes Steve wants to have things a certain way without knowing why. Okay. Next it was “giftedness”. He says that word isn’t used anymore and that they call it something else now but that he recognizes himself in all of the traits associated with giftedness. I won’t lie, I thought this was a little grandiose of him. But okay. Lately, Steve has diagnosed himself with autism. To be fair, Steve has always said that he suspected he had “autistic tendencies”. He’d say this because he’s not very sociable and other people often make him angry. Then again, I am also not sociable and people also make me angry. That’s why Steve and I are friends. But now Steve is convinced that he is autistic and he will often list “symptoms” which I find really strange because I think a lot of people around me, myself included, also have those “symptoms” to a similar extent as Steve does. He does not have any meltdowns and he never had any issues functioning normally at school or in society. It’s just that people piss him off. Then again, I think people piss everyone off sometimes. Where this whole thing gets dicey is that ever since he’s diagnosed himself, whenever we have a disagreement Steve will say things like “yeah but my autistic tendencies...” to justify his words / actions. If I’m fully honest I kind of don’t buy it, and I feel terrible for it. I don’t buy it because I know he has a tendency to read something and immediately decide that it’s a perfect description of his personality, kinda like people read their horoscope and believe all of it. But I also feel terrible about it because if it is true and Steve is autistic, I’m being a bad friend for doubting him. Still, I can’t shake this gut feeling that he is hiding behind this self-diagnosis. I can’t shake this feeling that Steve is as normal as can be and that he is so obsessed with being special, different, *better* that he fails to see that everyone has things they like a certain way, everyone gets pissed at people sometimes and everyone likes to think of themselves as “smarter than the average”. I can’t shake this feeling that he’s merely this autistic diagnosis to justify his stubbornness. You see when he plays the autism card in a disagreement I am immediately disarmed: I can’t stand my ground and stick to my position without having to feel like I’d be a terrible person for doing that to an autistic person. I don’t know what to do. I just know that I like spending time with Steve less and less. Dear autistic fellow humans, dear family and friends of autistic people, where does normal end and autistic begin? Where do you draw the line between what you consider an acceptable struggle with a mental issue and misuse of a diagnosis by an otherwise healthy person? And finally, what even is “healthy” when we’re talking about mental health? Do you think anyone can ever be mentally fully healthy? It seems to me like if we all went to a therapist we would all get diagnosed with *something*. Do you agree? Or am I being a horrible human and a terrible friend?",5.9275166666666665,7.470035293333333,6.2745231481481465,75.1242291666667,67.17777777777778,9.417592592592593,33.32175925925926,9.725611199111238,3.4253759259259247,2913,130,492,64,48,937,260,675,0.124,0.723,0.153,0.9605,2,0,5,0,0,0,72.0,3,5,3,6,28,45,4,6,25,3,61,11,4,3,13,101,98,44,0,10,17,0,7,8,6,4,7,4,0,6,55,32,0,1,21,3,3,5,16,16,0,2,11,14,55,29,61,75,10,55,0,1,3,0,63,17,3,11,38,329,110,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302193297615072,0.04240570493121185,0.0,0.0,0.06931383942032394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054208617407088,0.035634856034681785,0.0,0.0,0.045368309544241966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042552384050083776,0.18640121693882994,0.05628516891660991,0.0,0.057418399413864236,0.0,0.04507306396721898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520394196944915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31036120758973296,0.0,0.053245998330422005,0.0,0.0,0.17839396846919475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042573455048609536,0.0,0.0902770478779602,0.0,0.0,0.03366090342618416,0.13829817886057535,0.08587787399297557,0.19479118855356825,0.0,0.0,0.04804384120935157,0.0,0.1803806970411828,0.07281665256180342,0.0,0.05582801044349772,0.04657970509691319,0.08669903436083372,0.0,0.0,0.19687132350585326,0.0,0.07987895771275219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054171804986657794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638528227530056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530706306737812,0.11203280161080867,0.0,0.05748903470475045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03599701901145424,0.1991854892537505,0.05107880394448737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332733534818448,0.0,0.0,0.06803704846183152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540776286367403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203571061209025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03930618403723929,0.09844170929995576,0.05420024805917345,0.0,0.19973359215287745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28265332752268724,0.17799740919642698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494726015032145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019545596453512,0.0,0.03264851565025147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484779479697815,0.12158463445073253,0.0,0.05157777105027861,0.12183390591879635,0.04639524576542515,0.21266413241221685,0.0,0.0,0.08431504845843453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961709160243832,0.15121257941938782,0.0,0.036072219382249374,0.0,0.0813990153032875,0.0,0.0,0.05327810341331775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594115599380467,0.0,0.04096252149636338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751761405542146,0.16928938570325694,0.13062138215102678,0.0,0.040459317095985686,0.029717219911277425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044016090960328144,0.0,0.12615064572270634,0.060119171728705165,0.0809048898401585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724366430861948,0.09197324279691788,0.05689891476399294,0.0,0.09825396832194998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03620299993048463,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yeetusthehutt,2019/10/30,"Anybody wearing a costume based of a special interest, what is it? I like to experience new things! Mine is a werewolf costume I made my self! One of my special interests is creating things.",3.265285714285717,6.1851497428571465,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,80.14285714285714,8.071428571428571,40.17857142857143,8.841846274778883,4.633428571428572,151,11,24,4,4,51,25,35,0.0,0.605,0.395,0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885933490755039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407959181613868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758939614450108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836730643421337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691914687274434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144254500378388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278394927130359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,haikyez,2019/10/30,"How do you meet people? Hi, I'm a 22-year-old who takes online classes and studies for certifications. I don't yet have a job so I have no disposable income. I live near a city. How do I go about meeting people Especially one who can understand my situation a loIeasier than your average 22-year-old? Meetup is dead and I can't afford to do what In want to do yet. The city is surrounded by conservative counties so there are no mental health groups.",3.231136363636363,5.4297462045454585,4.925000000000002,79.34500000000003,75.5909090909091,8.036363636363637,28.04545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.407268181818183,358,15,68,8,8,121,62,88,0.11900000000000001,0.865,0.016,-0.8525,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,0,12,1,0,2,0,7,17,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,8,0,8,17,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423558875209175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662528871601835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485668208095832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118205106346114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524290602305668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256818579757484,0.0,0.16973451003023318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473082747422016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815546254135112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833287150133468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607627838792541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774201312277707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32260709836569834 autism,catsurfer,2019/10/30,Sleeping Schedules My fiancé has a really hard time falling asleep and an even harder time sticking to a sleep schedule. He will go back and forth between sleeping all day and being up all night and vice versa. Any recommendations or suggestions to help with this?,5.990744680851063,8.57832036170213,5.562712765957446,76.10875000000001,68.78723404255321,7.253191489361702,30.89893617021277,8.07648339933343,2.512365957446809,215,9,33,3,4,66,39,47,0.07400000000000001,0.87,0.055999999999999994,0.037000000000000005,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,2,8,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474311501999035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975880788495108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657193680755877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972111682948518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603754614953654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018766844222646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722363534336729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411416278297749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461657219441286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.771443357799343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996734632194137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sakdxxx,2019/10/30,"I can't walk straight on my heels Back in 2014 I went to a neurologist who made me walk on my heels in a straight line, to check something that I don't know, and I could do it easily but today I discovered that I couldn't do it anymore during a challenge between me and my sibling and she could do it effortlessly but I couldn't. My friend could also do it without any problem. Whereas I just after 1-2 steps of walking would get disbalanced and would always be about to fall off from the straight line however hard I tried. Is there something wrong with my brain or my nervous system?",5.599079903147705,5.664446898305088,5.8842857142857135,82.89957627118646,67.30508474576271,8.77675544794189,32.958837772397096,8.418075326091056,2.3831753026634384,466,19,95,6,7,149,72,118,0.145,0.8009999999999999,0.053,-0.858,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,15,3,3,1,0,20,19,8,0,8,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,3,0,0,2,1,18,2,15,9,0,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722051668003302,0.173991407397081,0.0,0.0,0.14219799543953476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737513314484676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078818745983178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334293911415103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008579568465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615533509393334,0.0,0.10924829018798796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731625004876631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491817468028535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978594067653194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000844355723861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219571878342701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982062884091886,0.0,0.0,0.14196799484102446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384164599989448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201568942886522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970831835065281,0.2286225670528769,0.0,0.0 autism,xfucktheworldx,2019/10/30,"Dermatilomania Hello. I would like to start this off by saying I am not diagnosed, though many people around me suspect I may be on the spectrum and I am getting tested. What I wanted to ask about is if there may be some form of correlation between autistic people and dermatilomania. If you are unfamiliar with this disorder, it is where people, much like myself, have something akin to OCD and feel the need to pick at their skin. I have been battling this for years and have many scars. I am curious to know if any people with ASD also have dermatilomania.",5.268653846153846,7.138766250000002,5.591538461538463,78.12846153846156,69.19230769230771,8.276923076923078,27.42307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.1737923076923082,446,15,79,8,8,142,70,104,0.07,0.861,0.069,-0.0323,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,16,2,1,1,0,21,23,9,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,11,2,16,17,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,4,65,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410237336422048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954644443488062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826759660081296,0.19183898488559076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827876689497007,0.0,0.0,0.23518272102970975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375781941257814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721114885762452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127753076125418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005056063900052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160913464303465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084929446559034,0.152156915704297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690532683421571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318726127815206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797684307592652,0.0,0.0,0.14524516315256686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016128816778991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210352323182791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577175237804044,0.0,0.0,0.13214529933936053 autism,heylylaa,2019/10/30,"What could this mean? Possibly makaton in low functioning autism? Hi all! I work in a small home with adults with disabilities. We have this one lady (I will name her V, 45) who is very low functioning autism. When she was a baby her mother left her and her father. Vs father didnt cope very well, when V turned 18 her father put her in a home for elderly woman and she was, let's say, ""forgotten"". After many years of trying to find her a suitable home, she came to my service in 2014. When she first came, she was honestly just a shell. She would sit in her chair all day and then go to bed, wouldn't even look at anyone or engage in anything other than plucking her clothes. She can walk, although not for long and she isn't steady on her feet. She can't talk, show expression(including pain), accept food (it takes her a long time to start eating, it's a 50/50 if she will even eat that day or not) or have any understanding on what's happening around her. She will sometimes hold her own cup to her mouth but this takes a lot of encouragement. She occasionally smiles and laughs although we have came to realise that she does this before having an epileptic seizure. The past year she has became a lot more active, she likes to hold someone's hand and follow them around her home. She has just started doing this ""new"" thing, she touches her fingers to our lips really gently and then hits her own head with her fist (she hits her own head often) but we have realised that it seems like she is trying to tell us something because of the way she is doing it. We contacted her father in regards to this and he says that she does that when she wants attention, but V can have attention for hours and hours and hours and she will still do this, we really don't feel that's what it is. We originally thought that this could be a sign for hunger, but she still takes around an hour to eat a meal with lots of encouragement. Vs father told us that she used to practice Makaton with a nurse when she was very young. I know some but not a alot, I have no clue with this. Does anyone have any ideas? Thanks in advance!",4.0115618472963614,5.3639620119904095,4.144378432737682,89.30823160826179,71.56594724220624,7.2031871277171815,23.283747195791754,7.601502580125103,0.7863878548773884,1657,41,350,19,31,512,201,417,0.017,0.871,0.11199999999999999,0.9922,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,9,0,1,3,16,13,0,0,18,0,37,14,7,2,2,75,62,29,0,6,16,6,4,2,0,6,1,2,5,2,28,29,6,2,11,1,0,8,9,3,1,2,10,7,61,10,42,40,11,56,0,2,1,0,76,18,0,11,30,239,89,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003941943721254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314447165468265,0.0,0.0665797794079495,0.21607383827733734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932031338877773,0.0,0.06884611726981749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776090468833404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291957237079709,0.0,0.0,0.10435697595555206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240745952345824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836496968449884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687696141856784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090914052474908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394776785251903,0.06881967213632456,0.09783337726015562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045981459104960334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154602085468613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606837645378728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32462630531236497,0.0,0.3187094055499318,0.0,0.0,0.09133444596855274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446451296839799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790597230960079,0.08273315271465301,0.0,0.07905439873589318,0.0,0.0,0.1432007542650601,0.06794171952177992,0.0,0.0,0.20635337188135905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202726049284915,0.0,0.08813172249798318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814073372912686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054824851768135334,0.0,0.08609102666391964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723513239821812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121077660828136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133414080362188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366252216543652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868139753267752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736549288189801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855245696316653,0.06228635981015871,0.0800193467378171,0.0,0.11453314696835575,0.0,0.12922528115082552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249656645467327,0.06503018909124944,0.07071650943161227,0.07448853273108501,0.0,0.0,0.053751186993708976,0.0,0.0,0.06423132524906591,0.047177672650551575,0.0,0.0,0.07731035201331757,0.0,0.10986143428171123,0.08800386336090142,0.0,0.08422730869685811,0.19464293852329725,0.0698778935877249,0.0,0.20027088288642386,0.047721196873513776,0.0642204153030387,0.0,0.0,0.0727453413154193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058901447264756435,0.0,0.0,0.05747419458440608,0.0,0.0,0.10420324272357616 autism,YoungishGrasshopper,2019/10/30,"I have 3 daughters. One has an ASD diagnosis. Help. Looking for advice from anyone with insight. I have 3 daughters ages 5,4,3. The oldest has an autism diagnosis and is not great with communication yet. She gets frustrated easily and has daily ""meltdowns"" although I don't know if I should classify it that way because she tends to be able to gain control again pretty quickly when she gets her way. She is basically the weirdo in the family. I'm very sorry if this offends anyone, just trying to set the stage. She is very loved, but she is definitely different so she does not much get along with her sisters. Her sisters are best buds who do everything together, but they never play with their oldest sister. I am so thankful that so far the 2 NT girls seem to be very understanding of the oldest being treated a little differently. They don't seem to be resentful, and know their sister is different and they don't ever complain about things being unfair between them. Basically I have 2 questions for those with experience, Parents and those with a diagnosis. 1. How can I help as a parent with keeping things good between these kids. I don't want resentment anywhere, and I see a lot of posts of siblings almost hating their sibling with ASD. I want them all to eventually be buddies. 2. My oldest tends to need more alone time and quiet time. They currently all share a room. Should I plan on the future to give the oldest her own room, or is that asking for trouble? I'm wondering if it would make everyone happier when if it will seem a little unfair. My oldest gets upset easily and can be very loud and also has much more trouble sleeping than the others and wakes the sisters up sometimes. Maybe get them each an individual bed tent or something similar instead? They are all very young, and I want to do this the best I can, so I'm looking for advice from someone who's been through it. Thanks!",4.87215476190476,6.7076677472222235,5.682063492063495,77.225,70.1388888888889,8.253968253968255,29.24603174603175,8.841846274778883,2.4891865079365085,1519,59,266,28,28,496,184,360,0.115,0.735,0.15,0.9656,6,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,11,5,15,19,5,1,20,0,37,3,2,3,5,59,69,29,0,11,11,9,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,2,17,21,0,2,9,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,1,5,37,10,36,57,12,32,0,0,3,1,44,8,0,13,19,197,54,0,0.09424236015672817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184185087250134,0.0,0.0,0.09437011041624337,0.09760666311364312,0.0,0.0753655813685086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317928989312031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810388496306414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057449268025579515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780308538583224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057008205063093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953896236997235,0.0,0.0,0.08247212446121073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524761023870384,0.0,0.09005261379737252,0.0846989565264046,0.09218711192438048,0.08884330980049916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461887173595959,0.09040585931923892,0.0,0.07904602040097107,0.0,0.103902534777551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304481959868174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633733493872396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376693988218525,0.0,0.0,0.10358627298299318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889112064668028,0.0,0.0,0.1582796939734617,0.0,0.0,0.08012148446655865,0.0850574095088481,0.0,0.06290750720853587,0.0,0.09467911781158717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855795676026866,0.06987951591560439,0.07268551801008287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386106225365022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092899762453065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902581300356439,0.09587836101945076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055730117528812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509895944541041,0.2573841155735263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431042086214923,0.0,0.07985124593277766,0.07255237311378669,0.0932081039659136,0.10549660645978874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735314067438169,0.0,0.0,0.12522087294754544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990695616874536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398437631542621,0.0,0.0,0.09810962055849463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887990849384835,0.1667597572673827,0.1496103977432464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220181948003887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694706870993145,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Swashbucklering,2019/10/30,"Can Sensory Issues be Improved, or Just Managed? I've had significant sensory issues all my life, and it is the worst part of autism. My main problem is tactile issues - wind blowing on my skin or touching certain things like sand, flour or chalk makes me want to throw up. I literally gag and get nauseous. I've seen OTs in the past, and their solution to sensory issues is always basically ""don't do stuff that feels bad (like touching certain things) and do more of stuff that feels good (like weighted blackets). But like, obviously I'm already doing that. I'm not going out of my way to deal with sensory things that are awful to me. But part of life is that certain things can't be avoided. For example, it's almost summer here in Australia, so I can barely go outside because it is far too hot if I have to wear a jumper, but I can't have bare skin. Plus, I have tattoos that I want to show off, and I want to get more tattoos, but there is no point if they are always going to be covered. The idea that this might be my whole life is so depressing. Is there anything that works to actually reduce sensitivity to sensory stimuli? Medication of therapy or anything? Even experimental stuff I'm open to. Heck, I would volunteer for brain surgery if it might work.",4.2226337271750785,5.880064689795918,5.284661654135338,80.1411278195489,71.48979591836735,8.096670247046188,30.44575725026853,8.6894789155246,2.4564285714285727,999,43,189,18,19,329,132,245,0.07200000000000001,0.841,0.087,-0.6674,0,1,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,2,2,8,13,0,1,4,1,29,9,4,2,5,41,44,19,0,8,13,0,9,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,20,9,1,1,3,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,2,10,17,8,26,35,8,16,0,1,1,0,3,9,1,10,6,130,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.10367508485988647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638418827443467,0.0,0.11723867425129415,0.0,0.1768006716046257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748532225210089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870610794746406,0.06476302421290525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859917033687452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952895478946624,0.09150450651330301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017063319925494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743644864739682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101221241812516,0.0,0.1811362182080241,0.089109217734202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993222527007665,0.0,0.4435485599315401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512173116730616,0.207614331203105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091614136329677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702579864885582,0.0,0.2254080720311113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300955116358317,0.10141826776654032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043130464276907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165749882722024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364858745758532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214948983199796,0.0,0.2823250044909937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798962230183727,0.08432850534522117,0.0,0.12937191111824045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861336063351255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468822451767145,0.0,0.0,0.07546997169596377,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iron_pancake_,2019/10/30,"What's this trait called? It's like, when someone mimics others' behaviours subconsciously? For example, I had this favourite character and I would develop traits of hers, but mostly unhealthy ones tbh. Like absorbing personality traits? I'm still trying to get a better definition... Google isn't helping much Or like I saw a post listing some common traits for autism and adhd and I just started copying them almost instantly? Idk why?",4.967866666666667,8.401619120000003,5.124000000000001,73.1686666666667,77.8,8.133333333333335,29.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.340066666666667,354,16,52,9,9,111,61,75,0.102,0.733,0.165,0.7136,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,4,4,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,7,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32760052059726885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729597701359269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410839334466557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783451332120179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241716027274526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827115055410808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995214963895786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038520597765871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471421508893465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238015301021016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610661184856193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309648429862038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929407892737926,0.0,0.2176909340163044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850708934673792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459703112423373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936402999396261,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawayaccoountttt,2019/10/30,"How we got the autistic girl kicked out One time in my class there was an autistic girl who freaked out whenever we made too much noise. One day we were clapping in my class to mess with her and she started throwing a fit, the teacher tried to calm her down and she attacked him. Needless to say, we never actually saw her at school again.",5.785,5.952195223880602,5.208171641791047,87.55613805970152,66.91044776119404,7.894029850746268,33.167910447761194,7.1686216300943375,1.8994805970149256,268,11,56,2,4,81,50,67,0.105,0.83,0.065,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,12,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,2,12,1,10,1,1,13,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,0,5,39,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.30663624165540426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574739329538195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264778768360348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513127730624401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29732532346519563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099000035145764,0.0,0.2423480862920653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42585116401326817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988267710189474,0.0,0.3180103694981642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224085993011518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322591093033447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133367358059393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,prodiggaawesome,2019/10/30,Where can I go to check if I have a mental disorder? (ADHD) (ADD) (AUTISM) (ASPERGERS) I'm just a guy here looking for help...i feel like my mental state has gone unchecked throughout the years. It would really help if there was a way I could know for sure.,-0.2336764705882324,2.0398372745098072,1.241348039215687,97.51731617647059,97.82352941176471,4.9029411764705895,16.178921568627448,6.6274283507984215,-0.15635490196078372,195,5,43,3,8,62,41,51,0.055,0.7879999999999999,0.157,0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,12,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,3,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30606813179786857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333611684365666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918779667428406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877060538809054,0.18193884408274105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473685463989075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521668667985865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414046415859128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996192977369648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442063867919535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386165149655426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133021026911483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315040555819027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400268189117871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214801999675136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091279200425786,0.0,0.0,0.16400142458137534 autism,Tazelly,2019/05/26,"Just A Question(?) Hello. I have high-functioning autism. The only thing my autism really affects is my social skills, and I have extremely low amounts of social skill. I also have ADHD, and before 6th grade I barely got any sleep at night because my parents didn’t have the medicine to treat it. I treated everyone at school horribly because I was grumpy due to staying up extremely late. Most of my interactions at this point were brief and negative, as nobody really wanted to talk to me. When I finally got it I still had a hard time socially, as such I barely made any friends and to this day I don’t have too many. I’m entering high school this year (it’s summer currently for me), and I was wondering if any of you had any tips on how I could improve socially? Any help would be greatly appreciated.",5.676580645161291,6.454630109677421,6.518225806451612,75.93733870967746,67.25806451612904,10.329032258064515,32.274193548387096,10.355215969177356,3.4002129032258064,637,26,118,16,10,211,99,155,0.071,0.83,0.099,0.6365,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,4,0,16,1,1,3,0,16,22,11,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,1,19,4,16,10,2,22,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,4,11,77,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775657811283446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831945798684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180357206162008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989285006367226,0.0,0.10461755029864472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816196366177647,0.0,0.0,0.07928966522728471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747967730207805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346807666203136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949873748488999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666146737878976,0.13554782856164896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101350034228256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240776538259065,0.2597973050069049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868785945961273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633398829873814,0.0,0.12464742226258928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153760068301994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935055796249658,0.0,0.0,0.13651640876955634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622322051413556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772707786632676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752404865802652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488547842000915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303427232038583,0.5013097463340516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310435259954326,0.09818442119015404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881892179222096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167951559109203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169049958400305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251643102341057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333291313366689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733694333470053,0.0,0.0,0.07917285984474019 autism,psychicsavant,2019/05/26,"I love to write I can't stop blogging. I hope you read what I have to say about my life nonpeaking autistic. Here's one blog: [https://www.psychicsavant.org/post/my-autistic-life](https://www.psychicsavant.org/post/my-autistic-life)",17.21595238095238,23.448055357142863,7.43571428571429,58.375952380952384,49.00000000000001,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.1176761904761916,202,4,24,2,3,46,24,28,0.08800000000000001,0.691,0.221,0.5693,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,14,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101300222008367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44109615839314575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818135608518902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115854862898602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980893414942711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123297833073293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830998347755695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610510399280189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kelekona,2019/05/26,"""Autism doesn’t give you an excuse to be a jerk."" As if the inability to not sound like a jerk isn't a common trait of autism. It's like ""just because you're confined to a wheelchair doesn't give you an excuse to not take the stairs.""",4.141933333333334,3.9442138599999983,4.834,90.09033333333336,70.4,7.466666666666668,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.5240666666666671,183,4,43,1,3,59,32,50,0.149,0.752,0.1,-0.508,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,25,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582316628431517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8127398724166989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139136075579013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31850562564537616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Graymarth,2019/05/26,"[QUESTION/DISSCUSSION] cats and dogs can be very great companions for certain autistic people as an autistic myself I have found that my cats and grandparents dogs really help with my issues, but I know as there is a spectrum they are not for every one. do any of you have furry friends' that help with your issues?",13.534137931034484,8.725883793103451,11.385517241379313,65.08620689655173,55.89655172413793,14.358620689655172,44.51724137931035,11.20814326018867,4.896558620689656,252,9,43,4,2,77,45,58,0.0,0.773,0.22699999999999998,0.9243,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,3,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220573778397794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574772254819755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937781070544089,0.20700676833304493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954004991689012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591838436325716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593113585522773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472506749317222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815604374577818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575315733868664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014975512708514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164672831156286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107534529957326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aishanisingh,2019/05/26,"Does anyone have tips on what is a healthy mindset i could follow when people tell me everyone has problems and im too sensitive? Hi, im 23 and my brother is 8, he was diagnosed with autism when he was 2 and is non verbal. We lived in a small city in india, and after a year we realised that the resources in our city werent sufficient, we moved him to delhi with a caretaker where my 15yo sister was studying in a hostel who also moved in with them. My dad wasnt always around, he used to come and go into our lives whenever he wanted, he doesnt contribute financially or any other way, and was really toxic. My mom is a doctor and she has a clinic in the small city mentioned above and she would fly to delhi every weekend and back home on monday morning. We started an early intervention programme with him at the best facility in delhi in 2014, but i think maybe it wasnt well rounded(?) enough to have an effect on him. I graduated 2 years ago in 2017 and moved back to delhi and my little sister moved to california for college. For the past 2 years ive been trying really hard to work on his development but i feel like ive not had any success, there have definitely been minor improvements. But he still throws or bites everything he can get his hands on, gets physically agressive often, doesnt know what his name is, or my name is, or who mummy is, he still wets the bed at night etc. I know for a fact that im doing smart, hard work as best i can, as much as i can. Our caretaker, me and my mom are all doing our best just for him every single day. But its still really difficult and when im upset or feeling demotivated because nothing im doing is working, and i tell someone, or if i cant go to a party, or meet a friend when theyre in town, they tell me things like I'm micro managing or everyone has problems and i need to get to over it or that i cant make this struggle an excuse to not be there for other friends and family or to be a ""bad person"". Does this happen to anyone else? Is it cool if these people to say these things or is it them being insensitive? How can i not be upset by their attitude?",6.8943239405854095,5.174195153669724,7.960812581913498,74.9667125382263,65.35321100917432,10.873569244211447,31.771079073831373,9.725611199111238,2.7169409349060727,1661,48,340,28,21,571,211,436,0.087,0.807,0.106,0.8897,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,8,0,4,8,19,18,0,3,19,1,45,4,1,4,2,68,64,42,0,8,21,6,7,2,2,1,3,1,2,1,20,27,0,0,6,1,0,9,9,7,1,0,9,9,45,11,48,49,8,56,0,0,1,0,50,25,0,14,23,237,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098034885043354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403476928154424,0.06662758763604278,0.0,0.0,0.10890548613351994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197854143445683,0.0820447893583119,0.0,0.07128241412238008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314319667949468,0.06685804898229017,0.048812077829319865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520966740890547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689762518826034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393219433885135,0.0,0.0,0.05164079952433881,0.0,0.0,0.08127294268171657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195864618732901,0.14014576325524433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689115560799375,0.0,0.0,0.08273735667477923,0.08930314723030114,0.0,0.0,0.13493079727705645,0.15302736986844978,0.07196492140140434,0.0,0.07548619332565631,0.0,0.08097516070037777,0.05720454249958616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372921408746985,0.0,0.12550533622576093,0.0,0.0910152594872891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080875400787122,0.0,0.1434603013158736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803202747083376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324657402448396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801263084228883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823975961848878,0.08025470845670772,0.14141277977360608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053449699942988586,0.0,0.08044461881346865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187562290203723,0.0,0.3404219408194698,0.058863254499973636,0.05937350442879327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514357919860155,0.0,0.07683270715494825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643924044159599,0.11102580054196708,0.06991711374366598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532390991617551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538914521903937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367768126327356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784603816890122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667645336909384,0.0,0.1918404623058952,0.0,0.0,0.08371023450762699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996337158184675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063945844087942,0.05130788180815569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054364667538992016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691578164450404,0.0,0.0,0.04722943987676022,0.06355863729601607,0.0,0.0,0.07199571572099216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488344034738434,0.0,0.0,0.0568819349771173,0.0,0.0,0.15469417500846785 autism,shmarbleblarble,2019/05/26,"I promise this isn't JUST a plug Hey everyone. I'm a leftist political Twitch streamer/YouTuber, but that isn't what I'm promoting here. The reason I bring it up is that I made a Discord initially for the promotion of those things, but as a politically active Aspie who is very concerned about the oppression we experience, it's at this point turning more into a pro-autism activist Discord. If you're interested in being in a place that is safe for autistic people where you can express yourself in a way that feels natural for you and discuss autistic issues, consider joining :) Here's the link: [https://discord.gg/qCYGT6j](https://discord.gg/qCYGT6j)",6.602920353982299,9.523153407079649,6.5692123893805325,68.09116371681418,68.02654867256639,8.76778761061947,35.193805309734515,9.3871,3.882147610619469,537,27,79,12,10,170,78,113,0.084,0.7440000000000001,0.172,0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,11,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,12,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,0,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939280658196445,0.0,0.3008949808208991,0.0,0.0,0.15553343421217647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210578515696746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29106161129307445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325334701518786,0.0,0.32137990261490745,0.0,0.2907844760350361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626734900401976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043579160763536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33458398091202823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380487741434204,0.0,0.2441611241519742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Rumblet4,2019/05/26,"Problems with eye contact I struggle with eye contact to an extreme level. When I go out, I usually look through the doors peephole to make sure my neighbors are out or any car is passing. If they are, I wait till they leave. All because of my eye contact anxiety. I freeze when there is another human around. I can’t make eye contact with them so it causes me to stare at the floor and I can’t turn my head towards them because of my freezing and anxiety. And if I do force myself to look at them. They get scared. Because they can sense my anxiety or fear. Which than causes them to give me an ugly look or immediately leave. I’m not ugly. In fact the first thing people say when I’m being introduced is he is so handsome and big. But of course disappointed by my lack of eye contact which has hindered me having any types of friendships even online. This is part of my autism. Is there a way to fix this? Does anyone else have this level of eye contact anxiety as me? Going out is panic attack mode instantly for me. It has made me a recluse. I’m thinking about applying for disability because I haven’t worked in over a year. When I try to make eye contact, it’s so taxing on my brain that within 5 minutes I start to slouch and get so tired I could fall asleep in seconds! That’s how taxing it is for me. Not only for me, but the other individual as well. My fears are projected to them and they also can’t make eye contact with me. And they also get tired or want to throw up. People hate it when I look at them. Honestly. I feel like I’m broken. More broken than any disability. I might as well be wheelchair bound and not be able to speak and be blind! I have tried everything. Everything. You could say I’m cursed.",1.9727332657200805,4.135147669540231,3.4569371196754592,88.50824543610551,79.48850574712644,6.163083164300202,23.74104124408384,7.285733465282438,0.9860538201487492,1351,47,277,18,34,444,166,348,0.159,0.7829999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,12,2,19,15,2,5,9,0,29,14,11,8,3,49,56,33,0,7,11,0,3,1,1,1,3,3,2,1,14,17,0,2,2,0,2,6,7,9,2,2,1,20,48,6,50,48,4,36,0,1,14,0,28,19,0,7,11,193,62,5,0.0967541934734142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547485871287241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738850821376747,0.10145520801041197,0.2960667727171542,0.0,0.0,0.06765278172366204,0.09913610509510973,0.0,0.08613174527156592,0.0,0.11007186296489346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23592183320574955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800967844928412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987864177328084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450070105628833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467024672358871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082571342010023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390523227865877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739128606949896,0.0,0.0,0.2177507338491152,0.048921827358392636,0.0691212151498091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229906754158349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516502181233721,0.092815438717336,0.10997527570440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552473497245148,0.09929771608921588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489744137133714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726921168802313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249966174054437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155115728307248,0.2583367018085168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264090933688318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358592404746908,0.0,0.1135201991854869,0.0,0.10477536290438366,0.0,0.13415435053075753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258069621480873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538856361580565,0.09686782657240904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848311613158341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011484906060479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118968230984678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427918691726266,0.061996180414661324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240942456170107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313794925127736,0.1052407788330088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656107478147273,0.0,0.05706813012533285,0.07679897524219148,0.0,0.0,0.1739872792882206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043820518552822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230652838603905 autism,papnvleis,2019/05/26,"List of symptoms Hi all. Where can I find a reliable list of symptoms for adults? Thanks",0.08911764705882419,1.4486342352941222,0.6439705882352946,98.01536764705885,118.41176470588236,4.052941176470589,21.897058823529417,5.985473137389443,0.5697176470588232,70,3,14,1,4,21,14,17,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729992959480409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8483517986083048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757269633927272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FinnsChips,2019/05/26,"How do I explain my odd behaviours and habits to others? Like many people here I have a fair few specific things I have to do to not get upset, or just because I feel a need to, most notably wearing very similar clothing all the time, sometimes speaking in a rather posh fashion, not eating in public, having long hair I can play with when I start to get stressed, things like that. However, people tend to ask me a lot of questions, mostly about my clothes and my eating, sometimes the other stuff gets brought up too. I've gotten into the habit of telling people I wear dark clothes because I'm colourblind and don't want to wear clothing that looks unusual (I am colourblind, but obviously this isn't why I wear very similar clothes all the time), and with the eating I just laugh and try to change the subject. Is it better to be upfront and say ""I do this because I'm autistic and it's one of my needs"" or is that a bad idea?",12.666539855072465,6.657930255434785,11.248260869565218,69.03876811594205,58.94565217391304,13.78840579710145,47.51449275362319,9.2995712137729,4.614640579710144,733,31,144,7,6,232,106,184,0.051,0.851,0.098,0.8096,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,11,0,13,8,5,1,3,32,29,12,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,12,10,3,0,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,5,16,5,19,26,6,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,6,7,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415026821669096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981395101068587,0.2624232081609682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691138225566126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180073548180165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404995809443905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255636445364566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249136855626188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199057872792516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021071312596273,0.0,0.0,0.12699027629542678,0.12050128895392805,0.0,0.0,0.1219959668704088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548337440266468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280232550155695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723724025928616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984481306936073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607494135931724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411452621617592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384428569156844,0.0,0.10156787269133116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437525991958055,0.0,0.16426966493304393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254226504246804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906659814068791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734843934632904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742500285873423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368000073947595,0.08463821307671138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948366880917614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spurrit,2019/05/26,"Why am I so damned mean? I've been smoking pot for a couple of years now. Has really helped me to recognize some of my shitty behaviors and understand how I affect people around me. I have some very good friends who help me monitor my behavior, and we've decided that I'm at my best halfway between high and sober. When I'm sober, I am just plain mean, and I don't understand why. It feels like a compulsion to look for someone to be shitty to. I'm sick of feeling this way.",3.4968367346938765,4.465251744897961,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,72.36734693877553,9.273469387755103,28.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.459677551020409,373,14,79,9,7,126,66,98,0.13,0.705,0.16399999999999998,0.3829,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,17,17,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,11,4,12,15,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,4,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635249600479688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789549221208006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919574197219088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003323243147247,0.141523880424347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305286725822687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615829107631352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655667618188697,0.2093053024179213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678247478997637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663555187807354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315816120165135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733876221484004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269090094740871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785091137038152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124616725156415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345463363673454,0.0,0.15724389343173042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575119085509379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757098748699194 autism,GBlackwolf,2019/05/26,"Not reacting to important news (death, birth, accident...) Hello, I'm a 19yo girl and I will know if I am autistic or not on june 7th. Recently I've learned that my sister is pregnant, I think it's cool and everyone is happy about it. When I told this to a friend, he asked me how I felt about it when I knew, but I was like :"" I don't know"". The thing is, I know I'm suppose to be happy about it and stuff, but I don't feel any strong emotion about, it's almost neutral. When some big news like that comes up, I don't feel strongly impacted by it. Another example: long ago my grandfather passed away, I was playing on my DS when I knew, I stopped because I knew I should, and cried because I felt like I should, but it ended quickly as I wasn't feeling sad ""enough? "". When the funeral came, I didn't cry at all, I was sad but stayed neutral, and my family blame me for it, telling me that I wasn't polite, nor respectful, and that I didn't care about grandfather. So I'm asking, Is it a thing to not be strongly impacted by big news? Negative or positive ones.",4.43712937062937,4.179578831818187,5.652727272727272,84.67716783216783,69.77272727272728,9.67832167832168,31.01398601398601,9.466822959209583,2.4693566433566425,813,31,183,16,13,273,111,220,0.136,0.687,0.177,0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,3,13,15,0,0,5,1,20,0,0,2,1,42,41,22,2,3,10,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,17,8,0,1,13,1,0,3,12,2,0,1,14,6,30,13,18,22,3,24,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,5,16,120,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895625579051026,0.0,0.1456738318530165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892909766065684,0.15254493190517324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720020240963457,0.0,0.1366800835870063,0.0,0.0,0.17736240793878874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638651040426672,0.14832312077535098,0.0,0.0,0.12531523619285986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31959849611168895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636416292134602,0.12884911528094914,0.15031624813884442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390091551486105,0.0,0.0,0.13714242058273265,0.0,0.22067206709477466,0.0,0.2793607590121773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239488421114677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30972515757282304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398504555030365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321760073925544,0.0,0.0,0.12874224051910094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857873010490842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364062264381924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550587323242319,0.0,0.1216249774968762,0.0,0.0,0.16653593747290454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271529876031841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932964188532823,0.09321555103178926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390091551486105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nobodylovesme666,2019/05/26,Have trouble reminding myself what day and date it is Could that be related to autism? (I' m halway diagnosed),4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,75.5,10.0,30.0,10.125756701596842,4.0045,87,4,14,3,2,29,20,20,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531288555468759,0.0,0.0,0.4467861088738656,0.0,0.0,0.7031576224992186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fisty_dingo,2019/05/26,Piano lessons Does anyone have tips for teaching a five year old with autism piano? He has a interest in learning and allows hand over hand but we aren't quite sure how to start.,3.6470476190476178,5.686534657142857,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,73.85714285714286,5.80952380952381,23.095238095238088,6.42735559955562,0.4948095238095234,143,4,28,1,3,43,32,35,0.075,0.757,0.168,0.3467,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,2,1,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,15,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30397902128728965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804422830138823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561845555584763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623975334356396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077098987801337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097355596296333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799571138990213 autism,Merrymir,2019/05/26,"Question about eye contact I'm not autistic and I'm sorry if I'm invading a space meant only for autistic people, but I've had this question for a long time and unfortunately haven't had the opportunity where I felt I was close enough to someone to ask. If I'm interacting with an autistic person who does not make eye contact, what is the polite thing for me to do: try to make eye contact anyway, or also avoid eye contact? I usually default to avoiding eye contact as well, but I wanted to know if that was something that people appreciated or perceived as polite, or if it wasn't the right thing to do. Or does it even matter at all?",7.993333333333332,6.320775748031497,8.646102362204727,70.77445538057745,63.173228346456696,10.356430446194226,37.70209973753281,8.841846274778883,3.276822572178477,508,21,95,6,6,172,72,127,0.106,0.83,0.065,-0.6437,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,6,0,9,5,5,2,1,29,20,15,0,5,12,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,7,6,5,2,15,13,2,8,0,0,5,0,11,5,0,10,3,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569521908920633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201085194131167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34075277477009913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116900582094055,0.0,0.1285923099549327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693496828085185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069976982454518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229640077542088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25991700559697123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807213143629114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699500058153285,0.16999765072226894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361994665549136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626600783820455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496200260514146,0.14988350679814305,0.0,0.2179418901528952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586895887232717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135265416214969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218317045822114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144258657519348,0.0,0.1148344574607851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750515986616477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Souperjaren,2019/05/26,"Today I was at a party and we were playing cards against humanity. The black card was “and I would’ve gotten away with it too, if it weren’t for____” And for the white card someone put mild autism. When it was read everyone looked at me like is it ok to laugh. I said “I didn’t put that” It ended up winning",0.9426666666666712,2.635526061538464,2.6134615384615394,95.62070512820513,80.69230769230771,5.564102564102565,20.06410256410256,6.42735559955562,-0.08828205128205148,234,6,56,2,6,77,47,65,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.9349,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,4,6,5,9,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759416291017172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601317898397901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806437611471254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348740639962296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466347547106087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905009766574677,0.0,0.0,0.2937803429142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793767778092837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885178836988606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839407685791245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863666659144084,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,awolphantom,2019/05/26,"Advice for my partner Preface: I'm 21 female, engaged to my partner of two years Had a meltdown tonight this is probably the third or fourth time in front of my partner this severe. When I go nonverbal I text and she adapts very quickly and thinks of good alternatives on her toes. But I don't know what to tell her. I thought if anyone had some partner suggestions we could try. I'm fine with her touching and talking but outside noise that isn't white can just trigger the panic and frustration. If you have further questions that might help you navigate what I'm asking I'm open and happy to answer.",2.9291025641025636,5.488089367521372,3.542414529914532,87.0310576923077,78.40170940170941,5.951282051282053,28.553418803418804,7.1686216300943375,1.698875213675214,484,22,89,6,12,152,82,117,0.087,0.8009999999999999,0.113,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,3,6,1,1,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,23,18,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,3,2,14,4,10,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,6,5,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345099030000615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780261858268805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435294653966856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160795424498106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363886212242664,0.20128746418648105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554677743659465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085643308098432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188910781028476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25458544233685604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815698955759348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25874368983543616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688373647967476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711139762129348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192890308414594,0.20975687607377305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377226406148445,0.0,0.1905207459843844,0.13993678866716036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293360235915755,0.0,0.23442981252364345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801219969912653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545420358423659 autism,cool-dr0fty,2019/05/26,"my autistic husband (30)is spending most of my paycheck buying toys please help me i love him very much, but he has no job and when ever we go to the store he begs me to buy him toys and childrens things and will get very angry if told no. our room now looks like the room of a 4 year old and i think its time to stop. i understand its okay for adults to play with toys and things but i think it has turned into something i dont want to feed. i understand he has autism but he has got more than 10k dollars in toys in 2 years and i think i should stop buying them or make him sell some.",4.615714285714283,3.8349189841269897,4.728412698412701,93.22214285714287,69.47619047619048,7.8349206349206355,25.142857142857146,6.1826913282559595,0.4615047619047616,456,9,112,2,7,142,82,126,0.13,0.76,0.11,-0.5607,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,7,2,0,1,1,27,21,12,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,9,1,2,5,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,18,4,13,17,4,15,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,4,10,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304685650169253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644319995683732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949734613164141,0.0,0.10331075736776348,0.0,0.14538747110453554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218444748535718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039033693328546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880938062464876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265088662456222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406512610128166,0.0,0.1213407293083866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363050191320874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074936705370774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954177284825533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139944471770239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039553643564408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415354338826235,0.3494352150439035,0.0,0.0,0.10599839994749356,0.0,0.0,0.17370025167388886,0.0,0.0,0.19772634344531076,0.0,0.3784824240856734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999779620227424,0.10721958562134906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341229733788116 autism,OldAssMemes,2019/05/26,"Inappropriate laughter is a symptom of autism? Sometimes I remember a funny thing and then I laugh, am I displaying a symptom?",4.073939393939398,7.425694272727274,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,83.54545454545453,8.387878787878789,39.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,5.03567878787879,102,7,14,3,3,35,17,22,0.0,0.564,0.436,0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274263063828466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731758981188888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7843531177275663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506724723341683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LokeKobold,2019/05/26,"Lonelyness I struggle with leaving my home and i feel more lonely week by week. I don't really dare to talk to anyone around me about it. Anyone got any tips or advice?",1.2444117647058803,3.7189331470588254,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,85.17647058823529,5.752941176470588,17.323529411764707,7.1686216300943375,0.32825882352941216,133,3,26,2,4,44,29,34,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.624,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,6,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831396385772937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703944325961614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051988608584543,0.0,0.0,0.2579382856003272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465059396796496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173896470986266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064214802892496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30680264625186665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562080533349132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30290885405520424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288949213183774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648387827833293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thomasoniii,2018/12/24,"Requesting beta testers for a team-based behavior tracking/reward earning app Hi, I could use some help with beta testing if anyone here is interested. I'm developing a new webapp to centralize recording/encouraging behaviors so kids can work towards rewards. It was difficult for us, our therapists, and our BCBA to keep all the data coordinated between us. Hopefully it's useful to more than just me, so if anyone would like to try it out and help test, please send me a private message (or email from the site) and let me know and I'll sign you up. Participating in the beta program is free, you can quit any time, and we're not going to share your info with anybody. Thanks, and just let me know if it's something you'd like to help out with! https://kighzen.com",6.620208333333334,7.380190048611113,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,65.18055555555556,10.011111111111113,34.05555555555556,9.994966539143718,3.459088888888889,613,26,107,13,9,201,99,144,0.027999999999999997,0.7559999999999999,0.215,0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,4,0,4,5,9,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,2,1,30,19,12,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,13,9,19,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,6,4,70,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982462529931713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464115857762651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140684395308128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014067933376428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543170758530251,0.0,0.0,0.17501012994875648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566180322262216,0.0,0.0,0.1936739991106547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603606443787541,0.0,0.17216855114718632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701787266343927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934188577996344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741442911158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565029266206335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222478397736403,0.0,0.20458619102245895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027458519275769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196308128939458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239029485069213,0.3043670153360741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827846392108724,0.0,0.0,0.12517012295554786,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,murmurationis,2018/12/24,"Do you find you can tolerate some sensory stuff but not others? Hi, I think I have sensory problems with things like loud noises but I've noticed that some sounds are way more tolerable, even if they are the same volume as others - have any of you noticed this as well? For example I quickly feel overwhelmed by people speaking loudly but I also have parrots that make a bunch of noise and I can listen to them for far longer. 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Ill sometimes get obsessive about something for a while. I sort of forget all logic and reason and live in my own little world for a while and talk to people about what thing I loved so much. I sort of forget what the norm is and later kick myself for it. This has already happened a lot and Ive lost my closest friends because of that. Now I dont trust my judgement and never learn to keep whatever Im thinking about to myself. Is this a common experience for autistic people?",3.7071000000000014,5.41041611,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,72.9,6.2,25.5,6.6274283507984215,1.0291,401,13,75,3,8,129,65,100,0.141,0.7909999999999999,0.068,-0.6649,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,6,2,0,1,2,19,12,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,3,15,11,4,10,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,3,6,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456199685676741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568126791868526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608593449938445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217723648386476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196293819607186,0.0,0.11628763417403995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682467845610505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404220536277475,0.0,0.0,0.19783723976818293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308127586631485,0.19654014040008372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296979481925385,0.1892275563042783,0.20088501672294248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362018089669106,0.0,0.17166560309425272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807883666995506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086146310324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884689170558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713511470712739,0.22013498450077465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178899481828926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787069875148484,0.14261876911478344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,strangegurl44,2018/12/24,"I don't quite understand my autism Hi, new here. I was diagnosed on the spectrum in preschool, then in elementary school-middle school, I was deemed to be no longer on the spectrum. (This was after they changed the characteristics or whatever it's called. Also, I was with a parent who was scary so I always behaved better with him than with mom.) During hospitalization though, the doctors and nurses even said they saw the autistic characteristics. I don't quite understand a few behaviours I have though like I don't understand whether it's autism, the ADHD, something else or if it's just me. Please keep in mind that I am a fully functioning autistic (I think that's the right term?) basically I can live by myself and such without help. Does anyone else constantly get stuck on ideas, such as seeing a place and wanting to go there so you start making plans and everything without having any idea on how to get there or how to get the funds? Or deciding that you will do something and you can't get rid of the idea? Does anyone else also get slightly angry if they are being ignored and they have something to say? Or have trouble sticking to plans or schedules? Thanks in advance.",4.546294452347084,6.801990049549552,4.753328591749646,81.79444523470842,71.92792792792794,7.376386913229019,27.900426742532005,8.20500826718156,1.9852216216216227,949,36,170,15,19,297,126,222,0.086,0.8640000000000001,0.05,-0.7758,1,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,4,6,15,5,0,0,13,0,20,2,0,3,0,36,39,25,0,3,12,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,9,0,2,8,0,1,2,7,2,0,0,8,4,22,3,24,28,2,19,0,0,2,0,16,10,0,8,8,120,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491766161174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624419622483452,0.08648777747799312,0.0,0.0,0.07068388474681357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535683367071914,0.21300100264809602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192794066203447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061360436743588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995648109570376,0.0,0.0,0.1123239952166006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549858446076367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638868080543763,0.1819200727049312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604897274566962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865247800866674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341605075641292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715261044491223,0.0,0.05907243372398638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966989545725139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520124052965717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923881123057772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078063877068077,0.0,0.09178237921815366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938185695971355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049514337437354,0.12173520154305432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038749104983398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154148991059001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859689899425824,0.11409671608334747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110947351801824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887655992080831,0.0988723093602956,0.08265857016310957,0.0,0.21038899330377867,0.08282803584621748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005807558619074,0.0,0.0,0.07357043322661676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569550420115586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660161086622374,0.2042442822488926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32462076286362235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061307476848550965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039207843244666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pathetic-nightmare,2018/12/24,"Getting Upset Over Dumb Things... I know that if I were any other person, I wouldn't get so upset over such trivial things, but I can't help it. How do I work with this? For example, my dad and I were going to binge watch two seasons of Agents of SHIELD within about forty-eight hours, because that's all the time he had off work. It's my absolute *favorite* show. I was so excited. And we got through season 4 in less than twenty hours, and we were moving quickly through season 5. But then he decided to sleep in, and roll around in bed, and I've done the calculations like eight times and I know, *for a fact*, that we won't have enough time to finish season 5 to the finale before it's time for me to go back to my mom's place. I'm *so upset.* So upset that it's giving me heart palpitations and making me feel physically ill. And I'm noticing the beginnings of sensory overload because the lights are bright and every sound is irking me and I'm just *so frustrated* because I really, *really* wanted to finish the season today with him. And now I can't. He'll watch it without me. But the thing is, is that it's something trivial. It's not that important. But I can't help but be *so damn mad and angry and sad*. And this is just one of *many* things. Sometimes I'm able to control it. Sometimes I'm not. Sometimes I'm overworked and I need to just *leave* and get out and sometimes I'm able to pull it together. How do I get around this? How do I think rationally? How do I work through these irrational frustrations?",0.7930543164523769,3.1862970485436897,2.5984186127875475,91.30789294148519,86.6051779935275,5.541187789731478,20.325461383713808,7.001395882987947,0.5144851045219978,1184,37,248,17,37,391,149,309,0.154,0.8,0.046,-0.9841,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,3,0,0,4,20,13,5,4,8,0,22,3,2,6,2,53,46,34,0,4,12,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,24,25,0,1,5,1,0,4,8,10,0,3,7,6,27,3,35,35,3,35,0,1,3,0,13,11,2,1,21,165,51,4,0.22015092140235204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485508792518493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195980994753868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464123472650975,0.0,0.2013029374798464,0.0,0.09366610961593283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345898908277347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264541368096803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373737592970992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274332315643198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055657460328044216,0.0,0.0,0.12058228675212615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23003954007706964,0.10559441208922732,0.12511684201293127,0.0,0.08803740150743403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043995092357308,0.14756252203373954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680431155524368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098918895874787,0.0,0.0,0.11655401924072414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377730997230907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347622476799548,0.11159924012426813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891904919680053,0.0,0.11699279446979265,0.0,0.08161955934882394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253216415835301,0.0,0.0,0.07458998094643088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611364647582082,0.11500542806518682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410343175368673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015495588245558,0.0,0.0,0.08474146744820812,0.43546978102282063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29251697975690905,0.07053191056501562,0.0,0.0,0.2567435453530479,0.0,0.10433866595892513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752773051504083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492535867839946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610881606395836,0.0,0.2404087391485973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,blueastheocean,2018/12/24,"Quite confused! Recently I have been wondering whether I might have autism, as for a while now there is something off about me and it has been bugging me for a while. To start of with I constantly heard my mother say that I was behind in my verbal skills such as talking and also social skills at an early age but my parents thought I would grow out of it but then when I was around 6 my teacher put me in a group to improve my social skills but it wasn't much help either way so constantly I was labeled the shy kid as I was quite clinging to my parents whenever we went to social gatherings, but surprisingly I was also labeled as a very creative kid as I would always sit quietly and play with my Lego's while everyone else was playing football or something, but whatever I tried I was never good at socialising with people and was mainly an outcast, currently I am occupied in programming which has been a keen interest but my parents were surprised I'm doing such advanced things! Any help would be appreciated thanks!",9.16733784545967,7.3816934720812215,8.939560067681901,69.95686407219407,60.97969543147208,12.004286520022562,40.67061477721376,10.746095033038511,4.352334912577551,822,37,147,16,9,267,116,197,0.063,0.758,0.179,0.9784,4,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,6,10,9,0,1,8,0,25,0,0,0,1,27,32,25,0,3,9,4,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,2,6,10,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,16,3,25,8,26,11,3,28,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,4,14,118,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110936907513603,0.10982052045907516,0.0,0.0,0.08975304068762242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174929499363164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852537080830529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025495269477477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611551760839562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070117076427527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693099308492585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001322258260976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970227720147132,0.0,0.10179351092575864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396548734912309,0.0,0.0,0.09150047024446396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267947952062015,0.0,0.28076056719528397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031739855515964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495826647904648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036204788328149,0.0,0.20321409236495974,0.0,0.0,0.09341832456502347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060830243794776,0.0,0.12151231518972325,0.0,0.0,0.08768371367148263,0.0,0.0,0.10477984667646764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960786808506595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889988813210456,0.0,0.10476204940282356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234966524392488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313005276278815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812710436717221,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,autalley,2018/12/24,"Anxiety and Feeling Like Something Is Going to Explode I'm sorry if this title seems weird or confusing, but I couldn't think of anything else. I am autistic and this post is directed toward other people who are also on the spectrum. I have tried finding information about a specific reoccurring experience that I have every now and then. I have no answers and I believe the reason is because I have trouble knowing how to explain it accurately in words. I've experienced this since I was a young child and it seems to occur more commonly when I'm feeling stressed. I will try my best to explain it. Usually when things are quiet and still, but not always, I sometimes have a spontaneous boost of anxiety and I strong feeling that something very sudden and intense is going to happen. It is an imaginative, senseless moment involving a single, real life object or person. Sometimes the sensation is sort of like the object is going to suddenly explode or quickly fly toward my face, or just anything very intense and very fast. It's difficult to explain the feeling, and I feel as if I really experience what I imagine. In the moment it can feel extremely suspenseful and often scary. When the experience is involving a person rather than an object, it is always during a quiet, still moment, and the person is quiet and still, and also either expressionless or sometimes sleeping. The feeling is more as though that person's face is going to suddenly change drastically and intensely, and/or launch at me very quickly, sort of like a jump scare in a horror movie. This is very intense for me when it happens, and just thinking about it happening can almost trigger it. During these short moments it seems excruciatingly loud, in my head, although it is almost always quiet when it happens. I've decided to find out if this is something experienced by others with autism by posting this here. I remember feeling the same overwhelming anxiety and fear when having horribly intense racing thoughts as a child. I apologize for the length of this post and I very much appreciate those who will take the time to read it. Any answers will be much appreciated as well.",7.478406169665813,8.673895215938305,7.89022519280206,66.20766683804631,63.42159383033419,10.234282776349618,37.153830334190225,10.264317810270406,4.281721974293061,1745,84,260,39,25,574,184,389,0.12,0.759,0.121,-0.634,0,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,24,14,0,5,23,0,32,5,4,4,0,76,61,44,0,5,15,0,8,3,0,3,1,5,0,6,32,20,0,0,28,1,0,5,3,8,1,0,2,15,22,6,36,54,8,43,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,17,28,207,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271759727744286,0.0,0.0,0.12196288054819485,0.19035188078075413,0.0,0.0,0.05185630769569187,0.0,0.17500558699037708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550344394573726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648460269632256,0.0,0.0,0.08591375726119205,0.0800253697938602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066813443061904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637016273555918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642484891224452,0.0,0.0,0.2237773300933029,0.0,0.08580855965951452,0.3084562953119737,0.054476894833616486,0.0,0.0,0.1393921641092568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335087399324045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697297016518664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826007145398776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190799038782598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053861465750468934,0.11176365469336676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211303105807252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286591410102247,0.2663332026481113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909487060575655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627606636947991,0.08679537442357832,0.04885118145311187,0.07840328294689708,0.0,0.0,0.08638253772461787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634498886498098,0.0,0.0,0.2082602401035387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307928016689453,0.0,0.07631050132697936,0.0,0.0,0.1761154678612135,0.2262557120312056,0.08536171139569723,0.0,0.0,0.1826930560618718,0.0,0.08735033807428624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733459368095301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050660719694997525,0.09772280169599268,0.07492057336210407,0.06053829405594322,0.044465154793543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103544863634129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839845834834613,0.3775122979950663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856278998878128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,astro-mod-2000,2018/12/24,"How do I make Co-Workers / Bosses / Family ""understand"" me? Male, Early 40's ASD. Excelled academically as a kid, but always annoyed my teachers, and got beat up a lot for blowing the grade curve. I have an advanced degree but can't hold a decent I.T. job for more than 6 months to a year. My wife keeps telling me I need to ""change"", and I try ( falls on deaf ears it seems) to explain to her it's NOT that easy. She also has a nasty habit of pushing me into higher stress (and higher paying) I.T. jobs to ""keep up with the joneses"" and then throws a fit when I'm in near constant states of meltdown. I do very well with the work itself, but struggle with bosses, co-workers and unexpected work-related emergencies. For the past year and a half I've been working with a professional who specializes in ADD/ADHD/ASD - we're pretty much at the point where she's suggesting I divorce my wife if she can't/won't cope and be supportive. Her responses to requests for help include (but aren't limited to): ""You have to learn to cope"", ""I'm not walking on eggshells for you"", ""I shouldn't have to spell it out"", and my favorite.... ""Grow up and stop being such a child about stuff"". If you ask her, she'll probably tell you I'm an abusive asshole who only cares about himself, and yet, after pretty much any ""meltdown"" I'm in tears because I know it hurts my wife when I'm struggling to deal with something. At this point, I'm just so damn exhausted. &#x200B; Escape through video games, and isolation headphones only takes the edge off so much. 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My 3 year old has not been officially diagnosed, but I strongly suspect he has Autism and ADHD.(on a waiting list) He is verbal, and has been doing much better with speech therapy, but has troubled with understanding why questions and is very hard to reason with. Most things, if you find a way to meet him halfway,even if he doesn't understand why, he will work with you. But there's some things I can't do that with. Stuff like getting him through the bath or shower. Kinda important, but not worth the meltdown to do everyday. He mostly hates getting his face wet. Idk if its a sensory issue, but he freaks and won't cooperate with me trying keep water away from his eyes, and winds up making it worse. He also refuses to even try to use the potty. I know he understands what its for and how it works, but all I get is no no no if I ask him to try. I feel like I'd have to get rid of the diapers entirely to get him potty trained, but he is so stubborn it may not work. 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My girlfriend has recently self diagnosed and is getting professionally diagnosed with autism. She had always suppressed her stims but is now letting them out and her 'moods' are actually shutdowns and sensory overload. I'm just getting used to this and am not sure how to deal with it, she has always not totally understood some social situations, had specific interests etc. It's just getting used to her more frequently shutting down and feeling comfortable to release her stims. Is there any ways that you guys know to make her feel comfortable or help her?",8.941142857142857,9.499810304761905,8.20452380952381,67.40964285714288,60.23809523809525,12.333333333333336,41.30952380952381,11.855464076750405,5.321095238095238,482,25,77,14,6,151,70,105,0.048,0.7929999999999999,0.159,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,5,2,28,22,9,0,0,6,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,13,4,10,18,4,7,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,2,3,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.18598846213413886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171724919296415,0.0,0.0,0.12960781579870614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964900427907376,0.0,0.3868899155951187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255836170235198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273618042452206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987264108873292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887141812756972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554970771480019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474334444622532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489130844797556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722038366760974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818474848209768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988270591499824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423127795412855,0.0,0.19428262363915394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796289305974826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292173370902641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128156436452198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AlbanyCat123,2019/02/15,"Help with finding job utilizing memory for dates and locations Hello /r/autism! I have two cousins (twin boys) with autism who recently turned 18 and are beginning to start employment. One of whom is verbal and has an amazing memory for dates and locations. For example, if I were to ask what day my birthday was on three years ago, he would respond with the correct day of the week in about three seconds. He is also very strong with directions, basically being able to navigate to anywhere he has been before. &#x200B; I was wondering what kind of job opportunities there may for someone with autism where he might be able to utilize this. &#x200B; I appreciate any thoughts or suggestions of where else to look around for this kind of information as well. &#x200B; Thanks!",8.731304347826086,9.369397021739132,7.7259057971014515,70.39581521739133,60.66666666666666,11.82753623188406,38.26449275362319,11.45678717892309,4.654127536231884,631,29,104,17,8,194,93,138,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.9637,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,15,0,0,0,1,20,23,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,5,7,26,13,0,15,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,5,10,71,11,3,0.2396104528680753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620010460005283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958081962948638,0.0,0.3894267383615547,0.4367293903585746,0.08147166227141456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066520517093064,0.1120017141990553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194542362349007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452891962171986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008189361475582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094998065060313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030291789294762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377764019721594,0.0,0.0,0.24951741441219205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060621648728403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709441258357165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118312201533429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829320769340215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015105795749055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479875590412822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103005561606568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511196741497167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031368342342275,0.1170322978457906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885185882640736,0.0,0.0,0.09610052610552784,0.0,0.10771928659347993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992365751891194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510619547886829,0.0,0.4367293903585746,0.07715063785487823 autism,pbbft,2019/02/15,"Parent in need of help on how to deal with temper tantrums. (not meltdowns) Hi, So my son, 8, was recently diagnosed with Autism. They say he's on the far side of the scale but on the spectrum. Reading through some of the posts on here I see a lot of stuff we've been dealing with like him not being able to wipe his bum and such. Can anyone point me in a direction on how to deal with temper tantrums? I'm not talking about meltdowns though because I know they differ. This would be situations where he wants something and acts out (and quite inappropriately). We're at a loss what to do because every common avenue of resolution seems to make things worse. Thanks a bunch in adv. .pb",3.641506105834463,5.46531137313433,4.0429986431478975,87.77343962008142,73.32835820895522,6.663772048846678,25.614654002713703,7.348242739294969,1.0861283582089558,540,18,110,6,11,169,96,134,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.8294,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,8,7,4,0,8,0,7,1,0,3,0,22,15,8,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,8,2,26,10,3,18,0,1,1,0,15,14,0,3,3,70,12,1,0.17078264073884225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941519329878178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082150252944732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282082106834693,0.0,0.17334078540357928,0.0,0.17843151033992202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389174061737134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447200414368285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385767299816072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343577170060483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519329391113653,0.0,0.0,0.11399873884211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663316412886827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963391177757571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144479732606534,0.0,0.16356256114556364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164836047653146,0.17082885694686814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686272543583113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358132106288032,0.0,0.0,0.13609165336582207,0.15547410198123465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196684370260525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147682052567605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955052642571629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726861749442784,0.0,0.15723371022090962,0.0,0.0,0.1134603978616409,0.0,0.16779307741508387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073202633341427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404210128206354,0.12131908798753227,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bowenmck,2019/02/15,Autism diagnosis as a young adult (20) How common is it to be diagnosed as a late teen/young adult and what are the common symptoms for females? ,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,114,4,22,2,2,37,23,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.551832449329427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6133043831813537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651005940871277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bagles-And-Chi,2019/02/15,"Working with an autistic child who won’t chew Is there anyway I can teach him how to chew? This is my first client and he’s about 8years old but, he never chews his food. I wish he could have a bigger variety when he eats.",0.7070212765957429,2.8195720425531974,1.6334468085106373,100.09400000000002,83.8936170212766,4.611063829787233,15.782978723404256,5.6839178017228535,-0.9162987234042552,174,3,41,1,5,54,41,47,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,1,7,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29313763104956514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756838423619292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31229571816555884,0.44395655869298783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831670055555444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852598392082561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222018331867401,0.0,0.0,0.2672879600196292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PrestigiousMonkey,2019/02/15,"PDDNOS troubles Hi, I'm a M/16/USA I had recently been talking to a girl in my grade, (16) for just over a week. She had recently just left a relationship with someone who was absolutely horrible to her (4-5 weeks ago, 11 months together). I had always kinda seen her as someone with potential, we weren't great friends but we certainly were close. I managed to get her friend to convince her that I was someone of interest, and the girl eventually started talking to me. Things were just normal for around 2 days when she straight up told me she had feelings for me. Things progressed and she was pretty excited on having a genuine relationship with me. We had good conversation IRL, on social media, and we would regularly call for 3-6 hours playing games together, or just talking about life.vShe was quite ill and had missed a couple of days off school, and I decided i wouldn't come today as I had a stomach bug. She ended up coming to surprise me, which she was upset when I didn't end up coming. Then she got all weird, I started talking normally and asked her about plans we had made for the weekend, which now she couldn't do, she continually left me on read. The conversation as follows \-M if you don't wanna talk to me, let me know, because i'm getting a weird vibe and you seem off me. -F It's not that I don't want to talk it's just that I think we should put this on pause for a little while while i get my shit together as it is still soon. -m what changed? you came to surprise me this morning but now you want this to go on hold? you were happy yesterday -f Nothing has changed, i just don't know how to put it but you didn't do anything i promise, i think we should just wait. -m what do you mean by wait? do you not wanna tune me, do you not wanna date so soon? i have feelings for you and i understand if you need time, but i just don't wanna lose this already, i don't wanna be hurt. -just maybe stop tuning for a while, i'm sorry - we can still like talk and be friends and I know and i understand if you strongly dislike me but i just want time. This just kinda hit me hard for some reason, i felt like i got led on almost. I haven't been in the game since june last year after i ended a year long relationship. Was just hoping for some real advice.",2.4447138228941654,4.222703295896331,3.7570793736501074,88.74253050755941,76.51619870410367,6.703434125269978,24.74994600431965,7.554174236665415,1.1024782289416843,1778,61,378,24,40,582,210,463,0.08900000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.135,0.9746,0,0,0,0,1,0,60.0,8,12,0,5,25,26,1,1,15,0,46,3,2,4,2,98,87,32,0,20,24,0,4,2,3,4,1,0,0,2,19,28,0,4,14,5,0,9,14,8,0,0,29,5,75,18,54,49,3,69,0,3,1,0,59,20,1,11,42,261,94,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607666531363827,0.06901163764623193,0.0,0.07795813888013252,0.0,0.08591228638063861,0.0,0.06477960463212153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406606106617853,0.06930532483473828,0.07278167705362308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474582258677659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949621492114317,0.08904264081529921,0.0,0.0,0.1647154680077534,0.2011893789567522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614242749000246,0.0,0.1004169802558982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686290246946176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872923335971654,0.0,0.0747507104457333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044619025858807,0.0,0.1220243197808377,0.0,0.044245429965763014,0.06529907201719261,0.12453168158967255,0.08583277269104382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287554649175341,0.06974064294817739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732520389779259,0.07666913445754622,0.0,0.08334282464886551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835726830770244,0.06346026454090861,0.0,0.0,0.16917416789747602,0.0796095640620518,0.054989597821321456,0.07606970137181084,0.07802876358199906,0.0,0.06889710621640156,0.0,0.08709715191687697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366601796462352,0.0,0.0,0.07821340658444004,0.0848043109429278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621412071581323,0.0,0.0,0.057726720702103176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255804793724315,0.07470167492032484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920408857196046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652674363976182,0.0,0.08280582928933722,0.07787367377787346,0.0886133094560656,0.0,0.08004544505147643,0.1537401119535896,0.25075368917629204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879099337843855,0.0,0.07087408834187874,0.0,0.0,0.07991458103765545,0.0644004799889017,0.0,0.0,0.07936092735953608,0.19789278065020527,0.0,0.0,0.08714961825836008,0.11020895012007467,0.0,0.12434638304785953,0.06508826442185835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380248285228441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344362384316874,0.099769612437415,0.0,0.0,0.09079296098207074,0.0,0.07379516719147418,0.07439150110103229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209461642549378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775845190099675,0.0,0.12489732868311396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055304257429461316,0.0,0.0,0.100269051219256 autism,awsomejwags,2019/02/15,"Tense and awkward in public/around family, partner thinks I don’t love them enough to express my feelings in those situations So today I was talking to my fiancée on the phone while at work. And she said I was acting “weird” I explained that I didn’t know what she meant but I was sorry, then she said “you don’t love me in public or around your family” while this isn’t true. It is true that I don’t act as lovey dovey in those situations because I’m more tense and don’t feel as comfortable in public or aroundmy family, since she is long distance currently she probably thinks it’s just around her that I act cold and strange, I don’t always notice this and didn’t see anything wrong, I even apologized and tried to loosen up but she was frustrated and hung up. I feel really guilty because I do love her, and I wish she’d understand I’m not just “cold and mean” In public or around family. How can I be less awkward and let her know she’s loved?",3.839178386380461,4.993526999999999,4.64342339008142,86.32540155440417,71.74611398963731,8.20858623242043,25.18467801628423,8.634040054169528,1.5347900814211697,753,22,158,13,14,243,98,193,0.125,0.6940000000000001,0.18,0.9557,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,8,12,1,2,1,0,19,4,0,1,2,36,40,22,0,1,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,10,13,0,0,11,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,9,8,31,7,18,28,3,22,0,0,1,4,29,13,0,3,6,105,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975813775431507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650652436216596,0.4175949579720558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297830566363925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117540984234065,0.0,0.07745838280491342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44222202793495136,0.0,0.1778918014655776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890146654718995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992062889085132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378381546959214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233775194593784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774578558179706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351724669983694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644122639602134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751287388585715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310889306191647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345220877162624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701027950764954,0.2636418194832715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312786617069537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426041335098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028891074401074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116205650629234,0.0,0.0,0.07962136010550193,0.0,0.0,0.12208638855511865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485933296980265,0.0,0.0,0.08537688177958049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822072862228798,0.0,0.0 autism,TheWhiteRose000,2019/02/15,"Autistic - FL - Needing Advice Hey Anon, A few years ago I was diagnosed with Autism in Florida before moving to Europe to be with my now ex-wife. Fast Forward, I ended up in Pennsylvania and the notes of my autism were added as well as depression because I was suicidal when visiting a therapist, however I learned that I need a copy of my diagnosis for state help in Florida again. The place that had my initial diagnosis has long since closed and I can't find a copy of it, and I am not sure where to go to get a copy. I am afraid since if I have to get re-diagnosed I may say or do something that would make them think I am no longer Autistic and I desperately need medical coverage. You ever take a test and you remember the answers, but you have to re-take a test and the answers change? That, I'm afraid of that. &#x200B;",3.9578112449799216,5.119290222891569,5.301385542168674,81.69296184738957,71.4698795180723,9.388755020080325,30.09839357429719,9.725611199111238,2.7729333333333326,651,27,134,16,12,218,100,166,0.067,0.91,0.023,-0.6789,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,0,6,5,0,2,11,0,15,2,0,1,2,27,25,12,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,3,1,0,4,1,20,2,19,18,1,21,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,10,89,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584332179895145,0.1437199670351318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756696260978187,0.1970077582063459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883397771583774,0.0,0.13796213269024646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715138376631697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964379316048645,0.32912051947440146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360056041613645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665740226505672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818543390956604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941424001834204,0.0,0.09214317980297768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867345899387736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348144996929885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082241668046844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333062773453574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232033550477172,0.0,0.3606557971663576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693931155237069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366360715798496,0.0,0.0,0.12893363304420286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682340305702622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481690148543552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773457616162655,0.0,0.15280720579117776,0.0,0.1219028586998811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882473966624344,0.0,0.10388744492716782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577586695008915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151737058524738,0.0,0.1970077582063459,0.10440749725247424 autism,Luckyqcleo,2019/05/11,"Non autistic children of autistic parent Hi! Was wondering if there are any non autistic children of an autistic parent on this thread? My parent has never been diagnosed officially. It wasn’t a thing in the country he was raised in and he’s high functioning academically. A younger family member was diagnosed and it raised awareness of my parent’s challenges though he would never admit it (because of social stigma). It explains of a lot of the instability my brother and I faced as kids. Was wondering about others’ experiences.",4.374354838709678,7.757562913978496,5.449704301075271,69.79455645161292,81.15053763440861,7.401075268817205,31.405913978494624,8.344100000000001,3.4599397849462363,433,22,60,10,12,142,58,93,0.022000000000000002,0.963,0.015,-0.1491,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,9,3,1,0,2,12,13,6,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,4,1,11,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,4,2,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973924631311924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837154806691001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275806129585164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785386347796426,0.15212820321003592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704995472851729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371936446063144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892177653206896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167429513277925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449956014233666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720912159102863,0.0,0.1585482580509122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500045011201825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463482501823075,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DibsOnTheChips,2019/05/11,"What to do when tired? I can't be the only one who gets exhausted after things like social events or stimuli rich days. Sometimes I'm so tired it gets difficult or even impossible to think clearly, sometimes this lasts for several days. What do you do when you're tired like this? I tend to get bored out of my mind after a day or two. I can't really do much to make myself feel less tired, but I can prevent boredom with activities... but which ones?",4.648333333333333,5.4194562777777815,5.337777777777777,83.51000000000002,69.55555555555556,8.666666666666668,27.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,1.8558888888888887,355,11,73,6,6,115,63,90,0.175,0.73,0.094,-0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,1,1,13,16,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,7,3,10,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,11,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29673383205814763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129976148398592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754872748378844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403892510382476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250174185857146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985814772265085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023759923195743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486047283392462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274495641738302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785562515223727,0.11664516799005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825306250110864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732649973463655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156341899089656,0.0,0.0,0.3033746705017003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189253791786566,0.09827361649416347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7051072613788087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498206821064658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Z091,2019/05/11,"My Sensory Hero - Autism/Spectrum Fashion Brand Well hello there! ☺️ We specialise in epic children and adults autism fashion and living aid wear, all lovingly inspired by two little ones with autism in our life, and the issues we’ve had in public with them! 🌈 We’re still very new, but we really want to make a difference, so if you could check out our website and maybe let us know what you think that would be wonderful! We started this with my son in mind; he has recently been diagnosed with autism and has had a few social challenges along the way and more to come I'm sure. These tees were designed to help others help him, raising awareness and understanding of his view of the world. Hopefully that comes across when you're looking through the site. Previous feedback has been really constructive; •We're going to move away from the puzzle piece logo and have already started expanding designs and removing it from previous ones. •We're going to be more inclusive with the different areas of the spectrum. •Less pointed at the diagnosis and more towards the heightened senses; for example one tee slogan might be 'Senses set to 11/10' •Adding a page explaining why we're doing this •Adding which charities we support and donate to •Expanding our range Have a wonderful day! 💕Alex & Zoe 💕 www.mysensoryhero.com",6.88579511465603,8.75146998728814,6.224117647058827,75.16475074775674,65.22881355932203,9.62073778664008,33.7976071784646,9.916854025145753,3.599858225324028,1071,47,173,24,17,328,160,236,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.9921,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,8,2,1,2,5,8,0,0,13,0,18,4,1,1,2,43,37,15,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,9,24,0,0,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,5,3,15,8,30,25,7,29,0,0,2,1,24,14,0,6,7,113,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940423129954236,0.0,0.0,0.1466930443488887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720165865233546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332498704976843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809645090276997,0.0,0.0,0.08731418040769802,0.0,0.0,0.13741616018612096,0.0,0.2829036795931805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538884537018283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149569614110928,0.0,0.0,0.13447101846696544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413100925607303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440580701987229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844359431997358,0.0956286805773688,0.0,0.13569453140347956,0.1195502497912265,0.0,0.11369197892550276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219312492427754,0.0,0.0903726663131904,0.0,0.13601563152788215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362547148194282,0.1367034743149179,0.0,0.0,0.14389621689261814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075875492829256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752276187160015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279855983052234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346627916326415,0.0,0.13367950158237252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801120709135725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165691158616524,0.0,0.108121181246613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363691049812486,0.12760176425418676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675128367101928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225458629555495,0.14094387767511918,0.16285531938512893,0.0,0.0,0.11170943350065424,0.07985546064232375,0.10746484125824242,0.0,0.0,0.12173023982870908,0.0,0.12216678073110156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29364542765468904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617588376396384,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MrsScienceMan,2019/05/11,"Diagnosed yesterday, struggling a little I’m a 25 year old female and after a several month wait to see a psychiatrist for help with my mental health I was diagnosed yesterday with an autism spectrum disorder. My feelings about this are all over the place because I already suspected this was the case and self diagnosed and yet this still feels like a shock. I’m not sure if the whole anxiety/depression issue is to do with autism but he sounded very final about it. I just feel incredibly tense about it all and I can’t relax, I feel like I’m still waiting for something. I’m too anxious right now to be able to work and I got the impression he thinks dealing with having asd is the best route to resolve that and I don’t know where to start. I’m sorry if this doesn’t make a lot of sense, I feel really disjointed and out of sorts.",3.452065404475043,5.364970385542172,4.53067125645439,83.69879518072291,74.06024096385542,8.357314974182444,26.917383820998282,9.04235418022936,2.22877934595525,668,25,131,15,14,218,102,166,0.115,0.753,0.132,0.7839,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,1,12,0,11,4,0,1,3,34,29,10,0,2,5,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,12,0,2,9,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,7,10,7,20,25,5,18,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,14,83,17,1,0.13884355099785964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321731108974793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685369238202626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463773998904672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570774080587948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314160447892765,0.11958574702500825,0.4227698448871178,0.0,0.0,0.15912673828468854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510173558322248,0.19837972115024835,0.0,0.15209632349899846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104587133275444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758420209357462,0.0,0.0,0.09306390553741928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491659455474076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630478455587382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566389151779815,0.13915771360946844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180398219660107,0.0,0.0,0.09267914842891394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992164305413127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082359776174837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456929507730435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450619594493221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894673406154165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857163392389812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064033401014764,0.0,0.144844104344084,0.15685369238202626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688854884032337,0.0,0.15542398805315874,0.09827418002012016,0.0,0.22176127835683407,0.0,0.0,0.14514942566986772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085840366955054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896534122255642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456047044620535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501386630005107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107975874515322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941069467798989 autism,Awesomerus,2019/05/11,"Hot showers and feeling sick When I'm taking a hot shower, I just keep making it hotter and hotter. Once it's hot enough (when there is steam, and turned all the way to hot), I just sort of stand there. One thing I've noticed is that if I leave the hot water on too long, I start feeling nauseated and gagging. Does anyone else experience this? I think the water might be too hot but I just don't realize it until later (a bit after I've stopped gagging).",2.361532258064514,4.0986461612903256,3.9157930107526897,87.69368951612906,76.63440860215053,5.940322580645162,22.377688172043012,6.6274283507984215,0.5207430107526876,355,10,73,3,8,118,61,93,0.067,0.904,0.03,-0.4767,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,1,1,19,14,9,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,4,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,5,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611493662611759,0.2361428473840661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516125863175621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168507861830376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925273752742229,0.0,0.0,0.2381362075888378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544302135454045,0.0,0.0,0.2330642221733284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485154185277846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403351927492706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039579173463024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383992615592693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449131389263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623906188406607,0.0,0.2454420894006899,0.15617183921742708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631272282235699,0.0,0.0,0.192682502708762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328409480325402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311344148141018,0.1476753051374072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506842199489373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293565873372294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LeSpork,2019/05/11,"Dating whilst autistic I keep banging my head against the wall, metaphorically, in my attempts to start dating again. Until recently, I had not been on a date in eight years. Now that I've given myself more than a sufficient amount of time to heal from the tremendous disappointment of that long relationship, I've been attempting to date again and failing miserably. Some issues: 1. My personality on paper is much different than my verbal personality. When I tell people this when chatting online, they blow off the concept and then, of course, realize my honesty when we meet in person. 2. I'm apparently pretty ugly, especially in a 'neutral' expression (the so-called RBF) and, despite everything I do to try to capture my face accurately, I still manage to fall below expectations. And, when I am honest about that, people blow off my concerns, until they see that I am right. (Mind you, no one has had the guts to tell me this other than the autistic ex!) 3. Obviously the social situation - talking to someone new face to face - becomes an issue because I'm INTJ and autistic. The two people who gave me a ""second chance"" were either autistic themselves or had a significantly altered brain physiology (specifically agenesis of the corpus callosum). And, of course, they ended up being significant relationships. Noisy places and eating food seem to compound the issues. Basically, I guess I'm asking for practical advice here. How do I make th he dating process less...terrible...from my end? I feel like I am always the one who makes a bad impression and ends up with the short end of the stick emotionally.",7.643570318570317,8.714153318181822,8.224149184149187,64.39938616938618,63.02097902097902,10.691219891219893,35.11965811965812,10.62613485830676,4.097950893550894,1283,55,199,31,18,427,178,286,0.07200000000000001,0.865,0.063,-0.5848,2,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,1,3,3,11,7,0,1,20,0,14,9,6,3,1,25,28,17,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,10,2,1,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,5,8,2,27,3,37,19,5,43,0,3,1,0,23,15,0,4,28,138,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196906270190836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534213392445508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711952381154437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956719173868004,0.06984865919138275,0.12654778694312446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791238719810058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971472027160875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724689031489405,0.0,0.1288903158373715,0.4059456812731708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029797028161335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793654618130961,0.08185803126890243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855407146178994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622595881523538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759509046455295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587842666477094,0.0,0.1018465271434028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055979406612403165,0.0,0.0,0.10140224172708782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296992224973271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569604334097848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423159974547585,0.0,0.0,0.1106648580309362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528864774982992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831202178965985,0.3001480494194227,0.11971472027160875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165719806855349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313676910102355,0.24603826004872464,0.0,0.09785315213742203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130771903994216,0.10431194912101092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879595622712853,0.0,0.1168028148311661,0.09708570108643456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110235113114203,0.0,0.09150603475350626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920973773864827,0.20030097244340728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681419788303297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779425305888056,0.0,0.11193082271519073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378761698310837 autism,The37thGender,2019/05/11,"Is it normal to never talk to people? I was recently diagnosed with autism at 19, but I was wondering if it's normal for me to be alone 90% of the time. I think a lot of people are stupid, and my 3 friends are busy. I am happy when I don't have to be around anyone.",2.070762711864408,2.3242940000000023,4.5625,88.62307203389831,75.10169491525423,7.933898305084746,21.529661016949152,8.07648339933343,0.7386576271186436,202,4,49,3,4,72,45,59,0.114,0.738,0.14800000000000002,0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,10,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610376650518548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623238777951636,0.0,0.0,0.22436923872290826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558155262104421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472565508884326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830150958010324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427558896556045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943889617693989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938918208428226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494659188090199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488593189805792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025803883071125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149720128749856,0.0,0.0,0.1469666839129739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733268761586368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,-Splitbreed-,2019/05/11,"Sharing my diagnosis Man, the story of my Asperger's diagnosis is a wild one. It all started when I was around 3. I would have these insane meltdowns for seemingly no reason. We eat dinner for example, table gets put away. ""Let's go watch TV, Pokémon is playing! Its your favorite show (it was)"" Boom! Meltdown. We didn't know why. We found quickly that food intelorences were a thing. Ironically, it's because of a meltdown that happened minutes after I ate a burger at McDonald's. We ruled out the meltdowns and other weird behavior to that. However, even after limiting my intolerances, they still happened every once in a while. I would also lose track of my belongings all the time, didn't do homework, and had a LOT of trouble socializing. I would participate a lot in class. It's not that it was hard for me to approach kids or anything. I was just annoying, talking about things I've seen, done or liked. And for young kids, that makes it easy to pick on me. I became smartass. Shut up kid. You name it. I was really confused because I didn't understand what I was doing wrong, I would imitate other kids and get told to get lost. My mom did more research, talked about it to our family doctor, and he suggested Ritalin and Cortisone. I was 10 at the time. I made a huge fit. I broke a mirror, I remember crying from dinner time (5:30) to 7:00-7:30. I didn't want pills, even young. I think it had to do with the way my dad explained Ritalin to me as a very calming pill that would get rid of my fits. I think that scared my young mind. At 12, I got to see a doctor specializing in children mental health. I took the test. Number sequences, auditory tests, puzzle, grammar, quick maths, and a blind test with noises for visualisation were all I remember. I had fun during the test for the most part, but puzzle and quick math was really not fun and anxiety inducing since I could not produce a result I deemed satisfactory. Got the result of mild Asperger's. My parents made me read a million things on the subject. I was a little overwhelmed, to be frank. I also did a variety of tests with various doctors. In the name of making my socializing situation better. I was getting bullied pretty bad at school and being treated badly with supposed friends backstabbing me and using me as a comedy scapegoat. The test I remember the most was an experimental sedation test where id wear an eye patch and have light shine one eye for a half hour, then the other, while I did something (usually chess or reading at the time). Needless to say, it didn't really work, my mind would still race at night. And here I am now, 20 years old, with more friends than I could have ever hoped for, writing paragraphs to r/autism. I discovered the subreddit this morning on a tireless night and felt like sharing. It was nice writing it down. If you have any questions about my journey feel free to ask! Thanks for taking your time reading.",3.8293723818073,5.9394970969479335,4.951423922800721,80.23163618342309,73.54219030520645,7.945077797725912,28.659821962896466,8.72156446121922,2.4037804009575106,2301,95,421,46,48,756,292,557,0.084,0.792,0.125,0.9819,2,0,1,0,0,0,89.0,5,4,1,6,19,29,1,3,37,0,47,17,3,12,4,87,83,27,0,11,9,3,3,2,2,6,9,2,1,6,29,25,5,1,15,7,1,5,9,12,0,4,37,13,60,18,62,35,11,58,0,4,7,0,38,24,0,14,30,291,89,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149060301424708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165550422984983,0.0,0.05810930396406274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250872813432436,0.06762063464274258,0.07101248287147881,0.0,0.07136705785069176,0.0,0.12684709851145765,0.0926092002266588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718057651639146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212959916838444,0.0,0.08343865383458599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332452851610352,0.0,0.07773360240637313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772619307819653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003419203929994,0.06871030107751018,0.06399969934422553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160846559829176,0.0,0.038407732287636415,0.0,0.07293365253520584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185131035275984,0.08328637965055738,0.11737324112057053,0.0,0.1984302063635313,0.0,0.04316990161232556,0.0,0.1215045360843723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434261292143293,0.0,0.06804537094074604,0.0,0.0,0.08074208340005481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544556459285734,0.07480544304339552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0417457098458766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767439599113947,0.0,0.07422058111857315,0.0761320219822215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497997379333437,0.08291947268259478,0.12915719995104002,0.0,0.14375065402982412,0.10140797491521243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654996139618138,0.0,0.15339618780425673,0.08896360522279216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256690313582684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970739561039583,0.0808950766781279,0.1029451219169952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434475312594178,0.08225743611928188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727877689495266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636092730768987,0.08509274808863289,0.0,0.2279421064129664,0.0,0.14598604426250095,0.07809968148260618,0.0,0.0,0.2581441144443379,0.0,0.0,0.06040655710969998,0.07604935774419769,0.07687572331688447,0.060530401962624374,0.06915126427632654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283501792295179,0.08538238698283884,0.0,0.15486360641653252,0.0,0.058477831655072275,0.0,0.0,0.05376498247573616,0.0,0.12132374182324372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571125766181235,0.12210777646233142,0.0,0.06993389709332942,0.0,0.0,0.15139363773346254,0.09734438915286478,0.0,0.0,0.22146486064892032,0.0,0.0,0.07258317493602848,0.08439451741255474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907719111771484,0.0,0.06560517760370975,0.08365936951836866,0.06267507584078838,0.04480326231382616,0.06029362843415707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854221713962867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055299891146099185,0.0,0.0,0.3237594509290557,0.08305049549352247,0.0,0.048915843729465135 autism,whoknows96,2019/05/11,"How to improve myself? Hi I'm a 22 year old with Autism and I'm looking to see how I can self improve myself in certain areas somewhat related to my condition and others maybe not so much. I'm also trying to get stuck in and be practical but some tips would be useful. NB: I don't want to stop, hide or change my condition because it makes me who I am. I'm specifically looking for tips on, and in no particular order: ▪️ Working out what I do differently to allistic/neurotypical/normal people and where I can improve myself ▪️Body posture while standing ▪️Body posture when sitting at a table or desk ▪️Body posture while doing other activities such as doing a plank ▪️Eye contact, doing it more frequently and appropriately ▪️Walking normally and positioning my feet straight while I do, especially while walking down stairs ▪️General (club) dancing skills ▪️Time management, in terms of less going back and forth between activities/room ▪️Time management, in terms of working out the best way to fit X amount of tasks into a week ▪️ Photography skills and social media use ▪️ Stamina and endurance when exercising as I go to the gym ▪️ Physical strength ▪️ Improvements of my team management/leadership skills ▪️ Improvements of my casual social skills for talking to someone at a transport interchange, grocery store, bar or coffee shop for example ▪️ How to respond best to topics I'm unfamiliar with such as last week's sports game ▪️ Improvements to social skills over the phone/making and answering calls Those are the ones that initially come into my mind for now. Is there any good advice or sources that anyone would suggest?",7.940647058823527,7.860027041935487,8.460474383301708,66.88424098671729,62.45161290322582,11.552182163187855,38.55787476280835,11.088447113337141,4.538425047438329,1333,63,221,33,17,445,177,310,0.025,0.7979999999999999,0.177,0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,0,9,0,15,3,1,6,1,40,32,30,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,18,1,1,1,10,2,6,3,0,0,1,1,3,17,6,41,27,10,46,0,0,3,0,13,19,0,6,17,134,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528995063393594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253327356882913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719041333450123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965072062847876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985892134456229,0.0,0.07815850959861438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691068986445656,0.0,0.0,0.4272529845584439,0.0,0.0,0.13092157499270993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563418408428474,0.11044563732143872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339571041414967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698690476005048,0.0,0.1457347719786012,0.10754043274303747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451211785858323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533616364236985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558432813789812,0.0,0.1288089299061288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946032778111172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425257941136853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562321321568398,0.0,0.0,0.13453979150340056,0.0,0.08688161953442543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888879503111504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217054010238373,0.0,0.13375592638868733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920963135074669,0.10863592498549272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719325568021801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305414359845956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952608072995066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704938569772401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147272153991887,0.0,0.0,0.07562436991214598,0.10177088507778324,0.20569224584838008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668370150552416,0.0,0.0,0.18216013161506214,0.0,0.0,0.08256608268501524 autism,Shaoraroseman,2019/05/11,"Sleep weirdness Got diagnosed as an adult and am lost and confused about defining what is and isn’t because of ASD. Does anyone else go for 2-4 days without sleep but can function fine. Like seriously no fatigue or drop in energy. This is something I’ve done my entire life, as a kid I remember staying up several nights in a row reading books and doing fine in school the next day without any dozing off. My husband and roommates are the first ones to point out to me recently they can’t and don’t know anyone else who can sustain themselves with this little sleep.",9.05227272727273,7.175521500000002,8.437272727272727,73.75590909090909,61.27272727272727,10.981818181818182,40.18181818181819,9.3871,3.749672727272728,455,20,83,6,5,144,85,110,0.127,0.784,0.08900000000000001,-0.3506,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,1,8,0,1,5,0,11,6,3,0,0,15,15,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,0,5,3,16,12,0,17,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,2,7,52,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420014185378393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428084693079352,0.313999927570907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340622983413843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763847816745436,0.0,0.0,0.1555229668765558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409065906468198,0.15680521404859527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560042896120426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130335467700784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708287604361066,0.0,0.12255024981978195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842099782507513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822930943303263,0.0748593513540472,0.1535744855933224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726621770104544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295947774666655,0.1437938875236396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383110635388296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484977559364096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326924127320282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129394292862527,0.0,0.1735771998541812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507468940943284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731037719445822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46001530478414,0.0,0.0,0.11796222773562773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332042125032353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954122155825178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jaffycake,2019/05/11,"If i dont mask, i cant be liked or function Living with autism has been a battle. But i am 32 now and i am determind to build a life. I am single and i have a great job but the pressure every day is overwhelming and if i dont mask my true self i woild certainly lose my job. I work in customer service in an office and only one person guessed i am autistic but i feel like i am going to work x2. I cant just sit there and work calmly without massive doses of CBD and i often slip up and start becoming overwhelming for others, i dont understand what people mean when they talk to me, i jump out of my chair whem someone touches me and i simply find every single day painful. When i am sitting in my chair it is like my body is in actual pain. I have to constantly move to cope with the desk job. People notice. When i manage to have a calm day i am incredible and the person i always want to be. People lile me and i understand them. But on the bad days, which happen far too often i can see in a third person perspective that im acting too out of control. Masking helps me and i feel better when i mask but i cant keep it up. Does amyone have advice for staying calm and not needing constant stimulation? Not feeling the pain of sitting still would help alot. PS i have a lot of confidence, nothing stops me anymore. But anxiety is a different animal and even the most confident person will have it. Im happy in my life but this is frustrating me. How can i have more calm good days. I feel like especially helps me achieve some peace biochemically but ot also causes.me.some.anxiety after it wears off. It isnt a solution. Most of all i want the pain of sitting still to stop, it geuinely hurts in my chest legs and head to sit down being still on bad days especially. Hopong someone could give me advice.",2.169020140664962,4.170121953804351,4.022480818414324,85.50129156010233,78.10326086956522,6.829411764705883,23.323529411764717,7.827709963407826,1.2150745524296678,1421,46,287,23,34,480,182,368,0.138,0.6920000000000001,0.17,0.9163,4,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,7,17,27,2,3,17,0,36,12,5,3,3,63,53,31,0,7,15,0,5,4,0,2,7,0,0,5,11,18,0,4,8,0,0,4,10,13,0,2,1,6,48,14,37,46,9,46,0,4,1,0,12,16,0,11,24,203,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.0759744075394773,0.0,0.0,0.15215632409762214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225992557659778,0.06478087910849786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191164040789617,0.0,0.07721038430194538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000990557277234,0.0,0.08598377810492606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885565780940224,0.0,0.0864783957282293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826532875033334,0.08732003520187756,0.06216019369078425,0.0,0.0,0.3012568675900261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134100320816844,0.0,0.0,0.06813068031668391,0.0,0.2737334077295029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142192351410446,0.0,0.13119093721606906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746156456322558,0.1112380226750985,0.0,0.0,0.07115727116640065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468478277082745,0.04424630045201517,0.06530035671358983,0.0,0.08583446136823986,0.0857651097346228,0.0,0.06884615661404891,0.08287717698837005,0.0,0.0,0.07990080592462064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655196167804036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334446433873019,0.0,0.16819165652764986,0.0,0.2317746549329121,0.06920033453126669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998135937747168,0.15214239593994958,0.0,0.06874662970654342,0.0,0.0,0.08709886546951742,0.0,0.06618880355454744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480597938612874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274662709751407,0.0,0.057727856419775986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470314460388497,0.08863745148029763,0.0,0.0,0.05275597840496591,0.05921157975897541,0.3313691654107002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192276843614709,0.2719169193268742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203966772430291,0.0,0.08121884469823683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193111600013985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055105559187550834,0.08298215168011437,0.18652324416490992,0.130179089941638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257620660568343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209780548106986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184077477730483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504861025325874,0.0,0.17003621786680936,0.0,0.0,0.05530534548750065,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kitelovesyou,2019/05/11,"Does this sound like Level 2 support needs? Hi, my 4yo son has been diagnosed recently with AS Level 2, which suggests moderately high support needs, right? Thing is, apart from some speech delay, he is really easy to parent. He is a little clumsy (but learnt to ride a two wheel in half an hour the other week once the training wheels came off), is a bit high strung, a bit literal, quite shy, and quirky. Curious and bright. Doesn't have any of the demands and requirements a lot of other parents talk about, he does the same stuff as his older NT brother. Since he was diagnosed a couple of months ago he's had big leaps in his language development. His other parent thinks now he doesn't have autism and wants to pay to get him re-assessed. We're not sure about the competence of the assessing team, tbh, who are now doing expensive therapy with him. FWIW I'm getting assessed myself and my brother really should. My younger son is a lot like me, I think, except I had no delay. My brother did. I'm not an expert which is why I post here, but does anyone have any opinions on support needs vs levels for young kids?",5.398755760368665,6.107800188940092,5.735184331797235,81.55134792626731,67.84792626728111,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.0918534562211977,879,28,169,14,14,281,137,217,0.044000000000000004,0.8759999999999999,0.08,0.8298,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,15,0,20,2,0,0,1,30,34,9,0,5,6,8,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,9,8,0,3,2,1,2,2,5,0,0,2,6,3,14,7,21,27,6,27,0,0,1,0,25,13,0,4,13,98,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082608335123272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469793823417835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953157412631576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835524363647835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009140241939224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258541873576121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089299012304484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29861113609916595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885178265313424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403509165683401,0.0,0.0,0.1120136951525523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113792271289998,0.11400011489427148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340003392106567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907883763690712,0.0,0.0,0.2530164194743485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113231457114106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788935836748844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893411128591418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209794134823074,0.0,0.0,0.1457330339724125,0.0,0.1123072417272715,0.0,0.0,0.09713568540268228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408917661838637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020823386727395,0.0,0.3872217679143261,0.10720119399974597,0.0,0.0,0.09142211242885744,0.0,0.0,0.13007474523796836,0.0,0.07556562773680513,0.14576352051086616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111013743182424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708841980588794,0.0,0.0912375716738084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263513861290156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Asmolconfusedbean,2019/08/18,"Help; family problems My family is great. My parents are accepting and try their best and aren’t too strict or anything. I have two younger brothers who are fine, we bicker some but that’s normal. The problem is that the house is a total disaster: as in you can’t SEE the floor sometimes, surfaces are totally covered in stuff, etc. my Mom’s always trying to clean it, but it doesn’t stay clean for very long, so she’s just cleaning ALL THE TIME. And she’s also stressed about money stuff that I don’t understand, and my dads stressed about it too. I HATE this environment and the messy house doesn’t help either. It’s a total sensory overload and I’ve had to stim a lot more than usual. They’re always low on patience because of stress, and then (unintentionally) make me feel guilty because “everyone’s stressed right now,” etc. like I said, they’re great parents and I wouldn’t trade them for anything. It’s just stress causing them to act this way, and I can’t help with anything. Suggestions appreciated!",4.580738831615122,6.309870510309281,4.781835051546395,83.81488316151206,70.70103092783505,7.647560137457045,28.912714776632303,8.238735603445708,1.9611131271477649,805,31,154,12,15,252,116,194,0.207,0.628,0.166,-0.9059999999999999,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,3,1,9,15,1,5,8,0,15,0,0,2,4,32,21,16,0,4,6,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,13,11,0,0,3,0,2,1,7,9,0,1,2,3,18,6,14,18,11,15,0,1,1,0,18,7,0,3,6,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983341120007628,0.16613185807324732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464528880224302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170996240323285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476463370618484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025521338986604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267199380235367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539112173466632,0.0,0.0,0.18822025531783868,0.0,0.050476665831047866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012419019413196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856071177555184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074031594280206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303790909159949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048771526562040486,0.0,0.0,0.08834574042711175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848712542148851,0.0,0.0,0.06663679625842167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169188052636391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978114643944366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169712526927188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910462105597929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525362981593756,0.09496047271071567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955098336982344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873367598275444,0.0,0.0,0.10640469252079827,0.0,0.0,0.5717703145912937,0.0,0.2285612032918453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582112355948369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555500885193866,0.0,0.09751866665831052,0.10392576476564576,0.0,0.0,0.10994780965431268,0.08236958213149803,0.0,0.07923980805271343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,abaxtastic,2019/08/18,"Folks who got diagnosed with ASD later in life, did it help? After doing dome self test, and exhibiting a lot of symptoms in childhood I'm faily certain there's a good chance I'm autistic. But like, is it worth it to know? I learned to mask well enough to get through the day and live with my partner but am generally really miserable with lots of depression and SI and am terrified of people and social situations besides having had friends at times in the best. Basically I always feel like once I have friends I'm completely in over my head and everything just goes to shit. I can't explain to people that simple stuff makes me uncomfortable and feel incredibly overwhelmed and that I don't think I can really understand what people mean or are thinking and always assume the worst. I also have a really hard time holding down jobs because of the people. Did anything get better after you got diagnosed in adulthood? My partner seems very sympathetic and maybe has ASD herself but thinks there's no benefit to finding out officially. I'm also worried they'll say I'm not and that they don't know what my deal is and I'll just feel more out of place because I' still don't fit in but officially have zero explanation as to why. What do y'all think?",6.322793914246197,6.9749655394190935,6.882639004149379,74.33397233748272,65.80497925311204,10.078118948824343,33.07911479944675,10.047579312681364,3.314790650069156,1009,41,182,22,15,331,141,241,0.14300000000000002,0.696,0.161,-0.4723,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,2,8,15,1,2,7,0,21,6,2,1,1,47,44,20,0,0,8,0,4,2,4,1,4,1,0,3,11,17,0,1,16,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,5,5,18,10,30,38,6,21,0,3,0,0,16,13,1,5,10,120,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318163936930648,0.190598808543066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942496868930105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963470998831345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201937701379689,0.1012938271333181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008412559246155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386335908870445,0.11807697388460267,0.0986458352192168,0.23249417533382724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183416822049616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293355022044226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737317419705693,0.08182134481013513,0.0,0.0,0.10467973953222193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769735452217127,0.0,0.1196759900773523,0.0,0.0,0.09606360980531016,0.18320264743547504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259775069975337,0.0,0.11754238766470923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676806742346297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136548667051004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258870624801543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089700366748745,0.1119086364453097,0.0,0.10113343546537086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474121484610893,0.0,0.0,0.07645068272445614,0.0,0.11506231160059215,0.12475840750209573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197233691454695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31760695609203743,0.0,0.11966106751352255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201154842396252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108006615715662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426519945013507,0.119481359652447,0.0,0.1175649652193361,0.0,0.1287382335154498,0.0,0.11675046710689535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914650243319397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111119544388686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904210849017255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935487082294652,0.0,0.0,0.13356850729140535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923135737472855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945005033744451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297759624425597,0.0,0.1033468876615236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631232379196972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spiderplantvsfly,2019/08/18,"Work problems (rant) If this doesn’t fit here I’ll remove it. I was out of work for 8 months until a few weeks ago when I was offered a job waitressing at a 5* restaurant. I’ve done waitressing before and it took a good 6 months and a management change before I started to struggle to cope mentally with the work. I have just finished my second week of work and I literally want to die. I’ve already had to take two days off this week because my hips & knees are playing up and so being stood / walking around for a long time is agony. We just got the schedule through for next week and I’m working four days in a row, with no certain end time for each shift and with an hours travel on top. This 5* restaurant is paying minimum wage which isn’t enough to properly cover my travel costs, mentally the job is draining, I can’t cope with no fixed shifts but they refuse to give them. I want to leave this hell but I can’t cope with being out of work again. I’m getting married in November, my partner and I need the money. I got very depressed over the 8 months without employment and I can’t do that again. I just want to scream but there’s nothing that I can do. I can’t even get this off my chest to my fiancé because he works 8-5.30 and so the only time we get to spend together are the evenings and I’m working most of the evenings now. I rely on my partner for emotional support and physical comfort and I can’t get that now. I’m so stressed and upset at how all this has gone down and I don’t know what to do. I can’t quit my job until I get a new one, but it took me 8 damn months to find this job and I won’t last that long in this job.",2.9027999999999987,3.7236705371428576,4.030000000000001,91.105,73.62857142857143,7.085714285714286,26.285714285714285,7.24861992348623,1.031171428571429,1288,43,294,13,25,420,171,350,0.127,0.8109999999999999,0.062,-0.98,7,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,2,0,2,10,18,13,2,3,17,0,27,3,3,1,2,47,51,27,1,6,9,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,17,26,0,1,2,3,5,7,13,8,0,4,10,1,33,5,45,38,5,55,1,1,0,0,10,17,2,2,31,187,50,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730531754495362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094357914542656,0.0,0.0,0.08929325744516307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733640618803034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047505664520102,0.0,0.14025291116785604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718086104047035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629771335599196,0.0,0.07098124730085738,0.0,0.08553053934020688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433598482548582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927022933202949,0.07299248080238832,0.08515352109820724,0.0,0.16329684487123994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532298208651098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528407734543334,0.07905700236349511,0.0,0.06912319034098931,0.13182464718242853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115911927496508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089054638045754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045291424083059535,0.06717669653553142,0.0,0.08726230102784799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458638734003997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610362012942234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26312156407242593,0.0,0.0,0.06110737839891521,0.0,0.0795939249801892,0.08764598885182981,0.0,0.0,0.07907643914064796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584443516757488,0.06267796232755563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885705676356503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765519819030969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058331565833162013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944025511342672,0.08615480971068998,0.0,0.0,0.09352004563734087,0.0,0.0,0.06196349128180322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441651220234793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312530281694173,0.0,0.0,0.08050444978362731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799844702181894,0.1458260186197667,0.0,0.26442341543141445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944212914664096,0.0,0.4799747482348583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fl1ghtmare,2019/08/18,"Job Search hey everyone , i’m an 18 year old aspie who graduated H.S back in june and i’ve been searching for a job , i decided college isn’t for me and i’d like to take another career path . basically i’m looking for something part time or full time for me to do so i just don’t sit at home while i work on my career goal . i have HORRIBLE social anxiety , i couldn’t even present projects or any of that in school . i’m quiet and it’s really hard for me to speak to strangers out of the blue .. i use to work in a grocery store but i had to greet and speak to customers and it was horrible for me so i had to stop . does anyone know any job suggestions that’ll be a lot easier .. quiet .. and less well people based ? currently looking into cleaning or being a janitor or something somewhere .",1.1638722482858164,3.3341926625766867,3.4242583904727546,87.5900577408878,82.49693251533742,7.0254781667268125,24.31216167448575,8.124751697461798,1.573122266329844,616,24,130,13,17,211,102,163,0.083,0.85,0.067,-0.3915,4,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,20,20,14,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,8,13,2,23,12,4,19,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,5,11,80,18,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273177479857385,0.17525769064561175,0.1278593279755106,0.0,0.0,0.1168660586593431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851801659756684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626269265198738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103923953137994,0.0,0.0,0.15970654157876238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497219000542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676520128830818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975729724317972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185411014483023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165468329857753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807059280203147,0.0,0.0,0.14209387879737434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753821392134748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180993055943404,0.0,0.11587173357167413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707222561554096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915154115435604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037509738997605,0.0,0.25734041700126503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397339945333453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566620432864298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491782775627872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435268275304053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502762123687001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433554159737276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076307317408665 autism,AutisticBeeArmada,2019/08/18,"Should I say that I have Autism I Live in London (16 m) and I'm applying for work at a collectable card shop. I wanted to know if I should bring up my autism before or after I apply?",1.7216666666666676,2.5596285000000023,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,76.5,6.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.21116666666666628,140,2,33,1,3,48,32,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672788407871789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017937234515386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849018708233305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43669924067239335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32389779468083835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39978144142384253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Master_of_The_Tide,2019/08/18,"Is it wierd to question if I have autism if I'm diagnosed? I'm a highschooler to was diagnosed with high functioning autism in the 6th grade, and have since gone to many speech lessons at school. However, the diagnosis came after years of riddlin takeing when later I showed no signs of ADHD (Misdiagnosed). Now I am confused as to what symptoms I show now that I'm far off riddlin and now that I'm older. I often have lots of friends but never close friendships with anyone, and my social skills improved to a point that I do not need speech therapy, so I ask all of you, is it possible to be misdiagnosed with autism and need a rechecking from a professional given my new development?",9.18956743002544,7.4406820152671775,8.958587786259542,69.7214949109415,60.90839694656489,12.397455470737913,39.39058524173028,11.20814326018867,4.304082951653943,548,23,101,12,6,178,84,131,0.049,0.898,0.053,0.3682,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,6,0,9,3,0,0,2,23,20,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,2,10,1,19,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,10,68,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054388197196735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399509748708803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711515856296912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289206367523627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063002576467371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546369858879137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147164163646764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016212482055332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292277482188015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968204343391554,0.15436960848423406,0.19330810781269991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892083925793472,0.2256413754623028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421611535509686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025645714164878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556785323559395,0.0,0.0,0.2040298205225906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080346283123881,0.15048944069708114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288913252643848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889136508922747 autism,esjunsia,2019/08/18,"Posting in non-Spectrum spaces makes me so frustrated. It’s like we really speak two different languages and yours is dominant, so I guess I’m just a fucking idiot. “Don’t take it personally, Leanne”- working on it.",3.823,6.5238273000000016,5.715,71.9,76.0,9.0,35.0,9.516144504307137,4.251,172,10,27,5,4,59,36,40,0.191,0.743,0.066,-0.7348,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697658992894552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271887599449637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898773272751683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729050160311348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362410434430293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309024969699485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33895278584403804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267270429406823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610007162191024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34572357706378565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25765437082366266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,expselfharmstudy,2019/08/18,"Online research study on self-harm among young adults with autism - Participants needed Hello, My name is Sarah and I am a clinical psychology doctoral candidate at the University of Massachusetts Boston. We are recruiting participants for an online study on self-harm among young adults with autism. We are hoping this research will aid in the development of more helpful supports for adults with autism struggling with self-harm. Do you identify as autistic or being on the autism spectrum? Have you engaged in self-harm in the past 12 months? Are you between 19 and 30? If yes, you may be eligible to participate in the Experiences of Self-Harm Study. Volunteer participants are needed for an online study on self-harm among young adults with autism. If interested, please use the provided link. [https://umassboston.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_2o7vrfUYREKWqgZ](https://umassboston.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_2o7vrfUYREKWqgZ) &#x200B; If you have additional questions. Please feel free to email the primary investigator at [umbexperiencesofselfharmstudy@gmail.com](mailto:umbexperiencesofselfharmstudy@gmail.com) Thanks so much for your time and consideration. \-Warmly, Sarah",13.171551270815073,17.586371926380366,9.510223488168275,47.616273006134996,53.66257668711656,10.546713409290096,33.72874671340929,10.608840637214634,4.4180660823838735,996,36,118,24,14,284,94,163,0.016,0.823,0.161,0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,6,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,1,13,2,0,1,0,25,20,9,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,8,29,16,2,19,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,7,6,73,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796247825360014,0.15472042128784955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032810052036853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455360285555105,0.0,0.0,0.06438209618110677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534690974316639,0.0,0.0,0.12646785703666347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163394219235564,0.0,0.09360252403259728,0.18882781532910764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155131246559216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795411724288329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263923344207918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7970005102771308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331134220123357,0.0,0.0,0.14449307407606773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722876152289068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424740337311724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997261756639272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472042128784955,0.0 autism,Xiayne,2019/08/18,"Does anybody else see this all the time ? Floaters can be because of an eye injury but it is fine most of the time, they can appear when growing old but I always had them (benign form, just annoying). But I am asking this question for the visual snow and the small light points moving very fast. They are exagerated on this picture compared to what I see and I mosly see it in the dark (visual snow) and while I look at the sky and/or a white surface (small light points moving very fast). https://i.redd.it/u5ia0g9oc7h31.jpg",4.362395833333332,6.965991281250003,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,73.6875,5.5166666666666675,22.125,6.42735559955562,0.3764875000000001,417,11,77,3,9,120,66,96,0.02,0.934,0.046,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,8,0,7,1,1,0,1,11,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,7,11,3,20,0,0,6,0,5,9,0,3,7,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686082725682643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943605649219555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352420994478774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732695936183768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927525965321968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016208230598615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307371572526871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263099228658586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38311050821034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269971979879703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844207742928715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363158033995463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33438963763923873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nostra_damnus,2019/08/18,"When you're a female with autism everyone thinks you're weird No, I don't want to take care of or hold your fucking baby. Its incessant wails and the puddles of drool that come out of its mouth are disgusting.",4.41,5.605222857142858,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,70.42857142857143,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.6669904761904766,168,5,35,3,3,52,37,42,0.195,0.732,0.073,-0.5142,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618645361797525,0.0,0.0,0.3902201028262741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432861705119421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41879196693547704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406002468268056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902646399090069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26719162584398026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawaytehee,2019/08/18,I have a 13 year old brother who has autism I have this idea for a Christmas present and I'm excited and also hoping it will be a good one So my little brother LOVES blankets but only the super soft ones. He also loves minecraft. I found a minecraft weighted blanket literally sounds perfect. And I can also get his name on it! I just got a weighted blanket for myself and I LOVE IT. But main thing I'm concerned with is most 13 years dont care about getting blankets for Christmas and he does have sensory issues so I'm unsure on how he would react to sleeping with one. Those of you who have used a weighted blanket did you like it?,2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,3.504375,88.93645833333336,77.75,5.204166666666667,27.854166666666664,5.985473137389443,1.0876072916666666,504,22,98,3,12,162,80,128,0.045,0.7140000000000001,0.24100000000000002,0.9829,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,8,10,0,0,7,0,12,7,1,3,1,20,25,13,0,2,3,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,11,10,10,19,2,7,0,0,0,3,14,3,0,2,5,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34625652400879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715174961776134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263021776652873,0.0,0.1691510360935483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824791712050662,0.0,0.0,0.15081057422627914,0.0,0.0,0.12105526052154778,0.11543207807038272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335001116500584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292845054822655,0.0,0.15064066277809182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051124336756544,0.1446543114901567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907842601746623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144768433167133,0.0,0.2934006350636003,0.10976774973915954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443197152053006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958849371575354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465282740907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272569146988946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252628535534912,0.0,0.0,0.18588466486016236 autism,trent_85,2019/08/18,"Clinical trial On Tuesday, I go for my third appointment for a clinical trial to test a drug for autism. I have mixed emotions about it. On one hand, I welcome any relief from the hard to deal with symptoms. On the other hand, I don't want to give up my superpowers. ;-) Has anyone else participated in a clinical trial for autism spectrum disorders? BTW, I love you all.",2.3905714285714303,5.093177414285716,4.342500000000001,79.51375000000003,82.0,7.5,25.892857142857146,8.472884824447931,2.3172857142857137,289,12,52,7,8,98,49,70,0.035,0.7170000000000001,0.248,0.9522,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,3,8,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,8,3,15,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285814474349466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830014555607295,0.29058234664350296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29237978342329124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32503087726239066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288866786603981,0.0,0.2369119247948602,0.3190125226974728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205555394126696,0.16117676630675906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540504481307885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559606294878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217511782444066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29476962995871003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727499183538153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,arewethereyetmom,2018/11/04,"I teach Sunday school at church, and have a new kid in class who's autistic. I need ideas/ advice! Please let me know if this isn't the right place to post; I'm new here. As the title says, I teach Sunday school, but am a volunteer, not a trained teacher. The class is k-2, and we have me, with at least a dozen kiddos each week. We have a relatively new student, who I'll call Ben. Ben is autistic, and has struggled for the last several weeks. The class is about an hour long, with 15 mins of unstructured time at the beginning and end, during which the kids play together, draw, build, etc. The middle half hour is more formal (but hopefully also fun)! We have a dance party (worship), which he seems to really enjoy. Then a short video with a Bible story, which he tends to be pretty attentive to. But during the activity that follows (a group game and a craft of some kind), he really struggles and becomes disruptive. He climbs on tables, lays on the floor, runs outside, screams when we pray, throws all the chairs into a pile, etc. It's not always safe for him, or the other kids. I want to help him to adjust to this environment and make friends with the other kids. I also want to be able to more or less complete the lesson without major incident. Ben is super sweet, and is trying SO hard, but he's not very verbal, and although he understands me and the other teachers fine (we rotate every other week, and sometimes combine with another class), the other teachers are clearly very frustrated, and I'm worried they'll try to keep him from attending if his behavior doesn't change. My approach has been to give him specific tasks to do, helping me get up or move things around during play time. I dance beside him, and hold his hand if he's having trouble (this seems to be calling for him.) But can't always give 1:1 attention. When I turn my attention to another child, he acts out, often in destructive ways. What srategies would anyone recommend for making this situation work? He's a really sweet kid who seems to genuinely enjoy church, and his mom says he really likes me and Sunday school. No matter how poorly class has gone, he always gives me a hug before I leave. But he's having such a hard time, it really breaks my heart. I feel really inadequate. I know that a more tenured and trained teacher would be doing a better job, but I'm what they've got!",5.62941975401796,6.265654623632388,5.996562287783897,80.13803063457331,67.31509846827134,9.104323549385043,28.012450011318197,9.130062681391069,2.1782440051309138,1861,56,353,32,29,598,238,457,0.092,0.7390000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9908,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,5,0,1,5,11,23,2,2,33,0,31,3,2,3,2,77,58,38,0,9,17,1,4,1,1,3,0,3,0,6,22,30,0,3,13,6,1,11,8,6,0,2,3,9,34,17,41,47,11,52,4,0,0,1,49,16,0,12,23,216,56,13,0.08297064803476649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107795699337976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270319451386656,0.2071146774148786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740039176170473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801500626956518,0.0,0.0,0.07386146754983726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916345620816486,0.07060191040060203,0.0,0.0,0.0733807956485567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944461663614618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777194410546099,0.0,0.08699314588181448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348736716573727,0.0,0.18506840971813565,0.0,0.0,0.06990634946399744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195245263541104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410291685406924,0.0,0.04334873911095562,0.2387790178869477,0.0,0.0,0.06635920674634697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865080708602793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832061740929304,0.1112269528630106,0.0,0.0,0.08240857469610509,0.1634187502998822,0.0,0.0,0.0936637624092622,0.0,0.0,0.08233556559348973,0.07374812424429768,0.0,0.08640116206089474,0.09119699658000956,0.06763215209321095,0.0,0.08785393625298912,0.0,0.08484310904894027,0.0,0.04053526762047269,0.0,0.0,0.07342641257673937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076710368169483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717422019175072,0.0,0.08818466814241765,0.0,0.0615216842005155,0.0,0.2404007066844312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668666779409016,0.09107685592418904,0.0,0.0,0.07946294561181952,0.08441097753776057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189187302956224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085648007777179,0.0,0.13196317903042196,0.0,0.2519121762080241,0.0,0.22660008543372745,0.0,0.09373321562326836,0.0,0.0,0.0932624847249558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206009246036086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347787237001375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055122011793097406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451425563040473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266324735846014,0.09024823944047032,0.0,0.08637537072125419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691894803577734,0.09787647581254053,0.06585823844422316,0.19966214742345234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998074389103517,0.0,0.0604036199449588,0.08426072057040368,0.0,0.11787993563941945,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YZYWest,2018/11/04,"I’m autistic and don’t know how to deal with my girlfriend being an actress Hello everyone, So as the title says, i am autistic and my girlfriend is an actress. When she shows me her work i cannot differentiate acting from reality and i am finding difficulty watching her scenes and this is hurting her. If she is in a romantic scene, drug addict scene or whatever it is, i am not able to feel that this is acting and i experience physical pain. Anyone dealt with this before?",4.595776397515528,6.2343310000000045,6.2096273291925455,73.95152173913044,70.52173913043478,8.735403726708075,31.62111801242236,9.23628265651192,3.0203118012422365,380,17,67,8,7,130,62,92,0.09300000000000001,0.877,0.03,-0.6908,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,11,3,0,1,0,14,14,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,13,0,7,13,0,4,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,2,1,51,18,1,0.28269811032741604,0.0,0.0,0.3081826680651992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766909179939154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24055527018895245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914493385151971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278400572698332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701301591792141,0.0,0.2765329974145793,0.0,0.0,0.14294065870934958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838095133116873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026341740068875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536348824165888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008107210871386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481288400367114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058075912366029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AwayGate,2018/11/04,"Serious problems with controlling emotions I have got serious problems with controlling emotions. When I'm angry, I'm completely unable to take whatever control of my body and I'm flooded by evil thoughts. Each method of controlling aggression whose are proposed by psychologists don't work. Squeezing the ball, counting to ten, breathing, attempting to redirect emotions, trying to escape the situation, talking about your emotions, etc. doesn't work. It is possible that the attacks of aggression may have a delusional origin. How can I control my nerves? Aggression is my serious problem that I'm unable to control.",7.127647058823527,10.582446078431373,7.013490196078436,62.94670588235294,68.60784313725489,10.746666666666668,44.513725490196066,10.577609850970193,6.518283137254904,508,35,62,17,10,161,64,102,0.275,0.71,0.015,-0.9747,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,9,3,11,5,0,4,0,9,2,2,8,0,17,16,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,2,11,0,1,2,1,6,0,13,13,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250482846704545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961141101208805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290345725142853,0.0,0.7246530788761404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484515012261063,0.0,0.0,0.12009488261056996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612384097827068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213962743496244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30911393712229873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104007563551315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809641289952007,0.08655142483692553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548818321395155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310961112513405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678884705588825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NopeNopeNope__,2018/11/04,"How do you deal with meltdowns/tantrums? My 6 year old son had a terrible meltdown tonight, could have hurt himself, did hurt someone else, I'm not sure it was handled very well by his dad and his Grandmother (I was at work at the time.) His dad has decided to ban him from technology for the week (no ipad, DS etc) and he said he expects me to follow that through the week too, I don't want to undermine his decision obviously, but I also feel that he's not fully understanding about our sons autism and what he uses as a coping mechanism. although I do agree the ipad is over stimulating for son sometimes. How do you other parents deal with these meltdowns? Even though I'm saying I don't think it was handled well I'm still not sure how I would have handled it myself. ",6.910931372549019,6.094691882352944,7.062214052287582,78.49371323529414,64.81699346405229,10.26437908496732,35.46486928104575,9.516144504307137,3.077863398692811,610,25,123,10,8,197,99,153,0.092,0.821,0.087,0.4414,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,1,11,7,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,5,3,27,26,11,0,4,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,6,3,18,4,15,18,1,11,0,2,0,0,23,3,0,0,7,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647596512723226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625734929619315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35188393390706363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256372159223105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032993081568506,0.1127186801990652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862903336102274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36538804385965534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907794469389893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894966573658566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623358186418162,0.13571491089879284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459884283253774,0.0,0.16878614502060724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362885223002196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216882333802448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935141590992152,0.16767163109825547,0.0,0.09951265315650787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766206948656182,0.0,0.14739460844983704,0.0,0.14081157311880316,0.10065911788109123,0.0,0.2737847607342921,0.0,0.30688592770116097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242418068286274,0.0,0.0,0.12123127890372473,0.0,0.0,0.10989882044142553 autism,bigpurplebubble,2018/11/04,"Hi there! I'm 17 and I believe I am on the spectrum I have suspected it since I was about 13. I'm having such a tough time; I cant possibly go into the whole situation but in short my routine has been, well, crumpled to tiny little metaphorical pieces and my mental health as such has been plummeting. The context may be useful but I want to respect the privacy of my parents and wont post it on the internet I may be willing however to discuss it in my dms'. I'm currently writing a journal of sorts that pertains to things that make me think I'm autistic and I will hand this in to a teacher on Tuesday because he asked me to write it. I cant wait to get diagnosed but I am so stressed they'll get it wrong or my mum will stop the process because she doesn't like stuff like that (very chemophobic and thinks psychologists are quacks). I am living in England.",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,5.8022727272727295,81.96090909090908,69.0,9.127272727272727,34.18181818181819,9.095868883498916,2.876563636363637,682,32,140,12,11,226,109,176,0.11,0.797,0.09300000000000001,-0.2608,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,9,0,23,3,1,2,0,23,37,11,0,1,4,2,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,1,20,4,19,25,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,4,6,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812985466953835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230371211344436,0.0,0.0,0.21467414558506276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339482274615785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990993267229005,0.0,0.10828868375464652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253587820324012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861771451093722,0.190971861044982,0.1682509490609992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718741201227632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920202328812982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157292364574412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480603563718534,0.1824853420792261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761725485687353,0.2141757557205469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930057607240794,0.21826375414655672,0.0,0.2181235410865633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658678961257033,0.2441816028891329,0.0,0.0,0.11110582772665198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645660069831425,0.0,0.15721605131209845,0.11238585502110976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131899277810134,0.0,0.0,0.2127319123550513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832636874940227,0.0,0.0 autism,Ununnilium272,2018/11/04,"Is this how it will be now? Will I just oscillate between credible denial and absolute crushing confirmation about my diagnosis? I haven't been formally diagnosed yet but if I am sure of anything it's that autism is the unnamed monster following me and fucking my life all this time. My diagnosis is being held up because the psychiatrist I was referred to was unqualified to do the assesment. Thanks Australian health system. I am trying to quit weed and come to terms with this diagnosis at the same time and I though about suicide in far more detail than I would like. I hate autism, I fucking hate it! I think my friends all thought I made it up just to have a thing but even if I entertain that idea I'm smashed back to reality with just how autistic my behaviour is. How do I modify my environment so I don't want to die?",3.3909583333333337,5.753272012500003,4.942500000000003,78.62583333333338,75.75,8.766666666666666,30.666666666666664,9.3871,3.1246541666666667,662,32,125,18,15,222,97,160,0.115,0.7559999999999999,0.129,0.3292,0,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,4,0,5,0,19,6,1,4,3,29,32,13,2,4,7,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,0,21,5,18,21,5,14,0,0,0,3,1,5,3,2,7,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119453555252355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062148441947018,0.0,0.11940810078832585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687353540981933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988165257999521,0.20329501874439787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293784863086677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513382662983311,0.3621802686357069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867866581528621,0.0,0.20821384503691653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211274012735774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835754116164056,0.09569825253953004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853486753235109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083450577607432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426356670924507,0.0,0.18461685598404776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034220816511992,0.0,0.0,0.13013557118834868,0.12551354080042307,0.1924534761238052,0.1555087555638558,0.2284412204119336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329913002990522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155365222660701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914924598237005,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Seth1996,2018/11/04,"Why can’t People make this world more easier for people with autism to live in by understanding and educating themselves about it? There are hundreds and hundreds of organizations across the world like Fraser here in Minnesota where I got evaluated that works with people who have autism and post what they know in the form of books and on their websites. It’s frustrating being treated like a second class citizen due to the ignorance. But it doesn’t matter either way I guess since I’m going on a journey this January anyways. I won’t have to deal with it anymore.",9.794,8.661622304761906,9.12,67.08000000000003,59.28571428571429,12.20952380952381,37.19047619047619,11.20814326018867,4.149819047619047,462,17,78,10,5,147,75,105,0.052000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,5,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,17,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,56,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25037135209410033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602739999495148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347818845209034,0.0,0.2019144134569902,0.0,0.27811189752380705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874478747069602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667729429603014,0.0,0.2229257992581452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851824989190545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250695594213821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417858024750801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088365784082706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628185774277992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039009263033356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780485431720135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379305735954587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,calcraw1337,2018/11/04,"Anyone else really enjoy loud concerts/music but are relatively noise sensitive otherwise? Earlier this year, I went to see Death Grips live in Glasgow, which was one of the most fun and amazing things I’ve ever experienced, and I tend to listen to music when outside, but if there’s a lot of conversation/bustle I can get a little stressed (such as when I’m at a train station, etc). Is this normal, to have situational sensitivity?",6.940750000000001,7.7803465749999985,8.202500000000004,64.7525,64.5,10.9,33.5,10.793553405168565,3.91695,346,14,57,9,5,119,65,80,0.094,0.752,0.154,0.7254,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,11,8,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,3,3,9,9,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,4,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799149173558932,0.2754763929413933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459603358960603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998473037681733,0.0,0.2431971000809936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046700421715755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26946595603608803,0.23740619479024866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285731250634493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634233733257072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821848742116208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722370690671521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424470557101746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022072176455092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079754831800808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861704911832976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492336974727477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313548560355185 autism,miaannginette,2018/11/04,"I need some advice on getting better sleep! Heyo! I’m a 14 yo girl with Aspergers. I was diagnosed when I was 3, but after lots of ideas I’ve never been good at falling asleep. I have medication (25 mg of temazepam I think) as well as CBD and melatonin. Since I was little I would listen to audiobooks to sleep. That turned in to shows (just the audio, no screen) and podcasts. But I feel like no matter what I do I can’t get enough sleep. Does anyone have tips that have worked for them? Thanks!",0.8230666666666657,3.22735024,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,86.6,4.933333333333334,17.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2544666666666666,384,9,83,4,12,122,75,100,0.105,0.76,0.135,0.4796,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,6,4,0,1,15,19,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,4,11,5,13,14,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,4,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794683864153192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344846050206192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010404640897206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521525205454812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831303011502885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873273200956207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724999418433704,0.13740365260865636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097345264054656,0.0,0.0,0.16132087416372246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712199829516898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939648171373924,0.19276948296674584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635157323275134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375655891856303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261343628002007,0.14834005867657205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910090920798348,0.0,0.5774195636562461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770755699576567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324004458395632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920447338338086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729316218604554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400216511632942,0.0,0.0,0.13662875869273053,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lscolem,2018/11/04,"The hardest thing about being autistic (for me at least) I’ve got to give myself some credit, because I have overcome a lot in my thirty-two years, including the suicide of my mother nearly five years ago and my own attempts that came very close to ending my life. I’ve gotten to a point in my life that I have achieved many things that I thought I would never be able to achieve, and I have opportunities to do more with my life than I ever thought possible. The one thing that I continue to struggle with is that I can’t ever get close to the people I care about. I don’t have a best friend or anyone in my life who would consider me to be theirs, though not for lack of trying. I have friends, but I’m not close to any of them. I’ve never been invited to a wedding (except one I was only invited to because my boyfriend was a friend of theirs from church), I’ve never gone on a trip w/ anyone except my boyfriend, who is also ASD and can’t get close the way neurotypical people can either, and I’ve never had any friends post with me on Facebook or Instagram. Ostensibly I’m a success story, and I’m even helping lead a group for young women on the spectrum who are in a place similar to where I was ten years ago, and will be mentoring a high school senior w/ Asperger’s who will be starting college soon, and I have a full time job where I do research at one of the leading autism centers in the country. I’m trying to help these girls find their own way and learn to build on and capitalize on their unique strengths while also learning to adapt and compensate for the disabling parts of being autistic, but the one thing that I can’t tell them will get better is being able to have close friendships with other people. To this day I still struggle with this terribly, and despite the reassurances I get from those whom I have relationships with outside of my family and my boyfriend, friends who claim they love me and care about me deeply, I honestly don’t think I will ever be able to be close to them the way they are with their neurotypical friends. On the days I just accept this and go with it I’m fine, and can focus on doing what I do best and continue to excel in my graduate courses, my job, and my advocacy work. But on the days when I feel lonely and allow myself to look at FB or Instagram and see all that I’m missing out on, and the messages and posts that I know will never involve me, it breaks my heart. More than anything, I wish I had just one close friend in my life, one bestie who would consider me theirs as well. I’ve never had that, and honestly I’m at the point in my life that I don’t think I ever will. One of these people has told me that she loves me and cares about me, that knowing me and my story has led her to a career in helping people w/ ASD, and that even while she’s out of the country trying to build a program for an ASD center overseas that I’m still on her mind and that she tells people about me. I hardly ever talk to her anymore though, I don’t think I’m going to get to see her when she comes back for Christmas for three weeks beyond maybe spending an hour or two together getting coffee or something, and I don’t feel like I matter enough to her to have any significant role in her life. I don’t understand how to be her friend, especially while she’s out of the country, and I’ve given up on ever being a close friend to her whom she considers worth spending time with. I’ve invested a lot of time and effort in our friendship over the past two years we have known each other, and at this point I think I just have to accept that I’m never going to be as close to her as the people she spends most of her time with. I just wish I knew how to be close to people, but at this point I think I just need to let go of it because holding on to the idea of one day being able to be close to someone is much too painful for me to bear when it never ends up happening.",11.537344072697227,5.708642503097899,10.732589838909542,71.35056588186703,60.7719950433705,13.64080958281702,41.41305245766213,9.53975657930432,3.7742066088393225,3088,93,656,34,27,1003,282,807,0.034,0.7979999999999999,0.168,0.9988,2,2,1,0,0,1,57.0,2,0,11,14,36,36,0,2,38,0,66,11,1,6,15,132,121,54,1,7,19,1,3,1,9,9,8,0,0,2,43,58,0,1,20,0,6,11,19,6,1,13,16,6,103,30,123,80,19,124,1,2,3,2,67,59,0,9,49,487,146,20,0.19474568861756075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631515133849925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786902841389197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932530978061883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482838483452637,0.06808535677209845,0.0,0.04006477708104837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743685340323684,0.0,0.08903637316285071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218679267497087,0.04305918393542802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568429673376856,0.14891715649903026,0.0,0.0,0.041939041695573415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559485824947955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624343826618215,0.05030608878648348,0.0,0.06431384532078313,0.2642379371335053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045897225826549606,0.0,0.04923463580913152,0.03478158971510348,0.0,0.0,0.04449850782020688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385350808613092,0.0,0.15261987670619376,0.04670445248534708,0.11067846275751513,0.0,0.03893897938617201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305324232174889,0.0,0.0436134712624433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769364466893545,0.0979004475130631,0.05143987807617652,0.0,0.0,0.04794631868916519,0.0,0.0,0.05496104448063415,0.0,0.0,0.09662752310010704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351356871223116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978516525888545,0.2407206185734393,0.02378572661846115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04088433262093708,0.0,0.0,0.08278291014546077,0.08788279367833671,0.0,0.0,0.04936039042842934,0.04891205495399605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049159407437098734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579012221500789,0.03610036512406522,0.3003997615054876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392943733058977,0.03702821794261967,0.051805785820262136,0.0,0.0,0.0527226507360007,0.04647669892986157,0.2700242794368681,0.0,0.050866948774607484,0.0,0.1840976231130285,0.054886625709723705,0.09325626850756416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052270997008962254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927325846426967,0.07759355000944655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125184749800323,0.037481186377827234,0.0,0.0,0.03446050018851697,0.0,0.07776207924662269,0.0,0.0,0.10179523878266984,0.0,0.053255043710827885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913230191880525,0.08510815780771773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293803820856498,0.1559814672248452,0.09566832514444262,0.0773031617289161,0.11355777713624203,0.0,0.0,0.04652196277930475,0.0,0.09916465434643958,0.0,0.14267868009303328,0.05068428248161712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017139713198113,0.0,0.11593504721921853,0.0390533111325387,0.0,0.043774940521041486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197396545869666,0.0,0.0,0.03544429518088533,0.0,0.0,0.10375631225035672,0.0,0.0,0.12540983848150095 autism,Chaonix,2018/11/04,"Diagnosis and anxiety. I don't want to make this too long of a post. In short, my social anxiety had shot through the roof over the last few years since discovering I had ASD. I'm 25 and only learnt when I was 21. My parents had kept it from me until then so it didn't knock my confidence. I used to be outrageously outgoing and never had a care about what people thought. Since find9ng out about it and researching it in my own time I've become increasingly more self aware and anxious about how I appear in social situations. Had anybody else felt the same after getting a diagnosis?",3.5644736842105265,5.690578605263159,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,74.35087719298245,8.41964912280702,27.18947368421053,9.120678840339163,2.393185263157895,467,18,89,11,10,156,80,114,0.128,0.852,0.02,-0.8382,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,16,19,10,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,1,10,1,15,8,5,18,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,9,61,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048393386439127,0.22508687305839756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200472575904432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031406106307112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644121728542885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130367158989664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409577941639636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624089126959581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763229981698325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299565602046207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366779864433086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153260336688876,0.0,0.0,0.22123478519805814,0.0,0.0,0.1381293926254571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908188664268328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078529745308694,0.0,0.0,0.32963026573433124,0.22395648032356386,0.0,0.4062044813789434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817598032163846,0.11617967700118205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208121237091026,0.0,0.0,0.1175181590652253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128305386869898 autism,jesscmfg,2018/11/04,"A few questions about autism I hope this doesn't come off ignorant. I have a few friends that have small children with autism. But my main questions are, can you be diagnosed when you are older ( like twenties or more) and what are the actions like of an older person with autism? Do they ever get into drugs or drinking to numb? Thanks for reading. I'm very interested in the feedback.",3.5275733855185933,6.009106219178082,3.510019569471627,88.47191780821919,75.84931506849315,5.815264187866927,26.866927592954998,6.868970318607317,1.2426297455968696,306,12,57,3,7,93,57,73,0.03,0.733,0.237,0.94,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,0,1,13,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,9,13,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,6,42,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523808510990852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536094971329107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24477429507857246,0.28976610888311305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601878545073764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304643544322272,0.0,0.13054506685520628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24817406719971696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441445509159416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817401305323494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598159016058646,0.0,0.2499343729475832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300437377656148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616624141390205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TrainerAbu,2018/11/04,"Please help me people think I'm awkward and weird I went to a campfire with my brother and his ex-girlfriend and afterwards she told me ""DO YOU NOT REALIZE you were making everyone at the camp fire feel incredibly awkward??"" all I did was literally not say anything but I responded to other people and said hi and stuff and I tried to be quiet cuz I don't think of myself highly. And one time my bro invited me out and a lot of his friends kept on asking him ""Dude what's wrong with your brother???"" while I look extremely extremely nervous and awkward because I don't usually socialize, and he said ""Oh..he had too much beer he's drunk"" even though I literally had one beer (and was still drinking the beer can when they said that and it wasn't even half-way empty) And I hate how my dad asked my brother if he wanted a beer and he said ""HELL NO, I'm not an alcoholic like my brother [me]"" But the only reason I drink beer is because he told me in middle school that he works at Friendly's and the boss keeps asking him why he's so happy and he scooted close to me and he said its cuz he drinks lots of beer before he goes to work and he told me there's a south park episode where one of the main characters drinks scotch or something in the morning and he gave me soda once and told me it was a mixed drink afterwards and he's the God of Life the person I care about what he thinks about me, so I try to drink beer a lot so he'll be like ""Wow thanks for remembering over 20 years ago when I told you I get shit-faced before working at my job thanks for following my advice little brother"" but instead he just made fun of me a lot saying I'm an alcoholic and when he first asked me to smoke w33d with him and I said yeah he said ""I love you little brother"" and I only smoke w33d so that he'll love me but not that long later he said ""I bet you don't like me at all and only use me to buy w33d"" and I'm very shy and nervous so I just looked down very nervously thinking ""but I love you!!!!"" and he said ""I KNEW IT you hate me and only like me for the w33d"" and anyways I'm very sad and lonely and people keep making fun of me. Last night was VERY VERY VERY BAD. People kept saying ""cwc"" three times to me in the Team Fortress 2 4chan server I always play on and I asked what it meant and they said it means I'm worst than Chris-chan. And now this happened today: https://i.imgur.com/otIih7p.png They said the same thing that some other people on the internet told me: That I have the ""worst kind of autism and am worst than Chris-chan."" They tell me to watch videos about Chris-chan but I refuse to, I feel like its rude to make videos detailing peoples lives. I'm just so sad and lonely and I feel bad.",1.7800174447002988,3.610751217081852,2.922237806154492,93.73871013885984,78.644128113879,5.973679436187286,20.272276882283162,6.881172211772175,0.16123287977112533,2112,52,475,22,51,677,237,562,0.184,0.713,0.10300000000000001,-0.9947,1,4,18,0,0,0,63.0,0,8,4,5,26,40,4,6,22,1,19,21,0,10,2,95,85,60,0,2,15,8,4,5,2,2,3,15,0,1,21,43,17,5,13,18,2,2,9,21,0,5,33,22,74,19,44,48,13,41,1,4,3,3,87,20,1,8,24,275,95,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050310505804148524,0.04563830948741805,0.1100435266081944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042839610035464284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236773423007915,0.0,0.2406574322590304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597558001886539,0.06276950594854197,0.0,0.08761981566169692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249234671547663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026139541476544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801065934681746,0.0,0.0,0.04919608440371342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809702624787845,0.03678086480222089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043793079592643565,0.0,0.0,0.07955430279805484,0.0,0.026898765971894542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552797897118172,0.05480669592451065,0.0,0.10166147555927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0345092825787974,0.05439668561615504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051090877277745785,0.09152439381620732,0.0,0.053613661795952235,0.0,0.0419671129689464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636534894046447,0.12576475114308958,0.10320290845815876,0.045462161804692966,0.045562568336810536,0.08646879702607307,0.0,0.0,0.17508268316283515,0.13940155607611912,0.048716312802334336,0.10309982921390692,0.0,0.0,0.05608221338726475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037847368600105735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048315146079155116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548298007576769,0.10466262142519976,0.15662652445391398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415912692538247,0.04495468009355871,0.0,0.056515024040031676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052935112379801065,0.0,0.0,0.05832242184555132,0.0,0.5387138425561316,0.122828716905497,0.0,0.05210552688315494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052848570275204974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248243176911144,0.0,0.0396356365560563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111595454574104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893796007471416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500012321938853,0.09480086554814723,0.0,0.0,0.03420431886905353,0.13195793072466272,0.05058371054651184,0.0,0.06004258693033726,0.0,0.048801720895608185,0.2951765064222805,0.0,0.0699098148292618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446647391158216,0.05670340829833523,0.2548828973483267,0.0303671625868576,0.0408663638104452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047727072546269365,0.04645716727865322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244498940990467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629072012447176,0.0,0.033154625419934775 autism,jennygirl2992,2018/11/04,"I’m a teacher of a high functioning autistic 15y/o with sensory issues and I need advice As the title suggests, I am the science teacher of a 15 y/o autistic child in the 8th grade. He is extremely intelligent which is why I don’t understand why he is still in the 8th grade but that is not the problem. This is my first year teaching and I have a couple special needs children in my classes but this student concerns me the most. At the beginning of the year he was very excited for my class and contributed to the conversation when he was interested in the topic. Recently though, his parents moved to another city with the child’s siblings and left my student to live with his grandparents. As soon as this happened there was a noticeable difference in this child’s behavior; not eating, irritable, tells me he’s not sleeping, and had a couple outbursts toward not only students but teachers. One teacher asked for him to be removed from her class and now I have him for two subjects. His home life does not sound like it’s the best due to this abandonment. He is a lot bigger than me and stronger so when he has these aggressive outbursts it is quite scary for not only me, but the students. I don’t want to give up on him and I want to make school fun for him so if anyone has any advice on how to work to earn his trust I would really appreciate it. ",5.456986120290811,6.077006745318358,6.136043181317472,79.04409120951753,67.68913857677903,9.428420356906805,33.308878607622816,9.478462496947786,3.020873716677683,1079,47,207,21,17,353,144,267,0.052000000000000005,0.794,0.154,0.9821,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,10,10,1,0,20,0,20,3,1,2,0,34,31,22,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,11,11,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,3,4,1,25,7,35,25,3,26,0,1,0,0,26,13,0,3,12,146,36,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718936069175468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460661389920036,0.14587982521114126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727618883677686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005875461309202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599823239743392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078680594414962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535116357287367,0.0,0.0,0.12174516256823127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423548573968691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833570521854335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133456923922435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302367289179672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698829618322642,0.1395490619874395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520550887021932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115467573824326,0.0,0.0982648229450196,0.06796717954793978,0.0,0.12284582468188825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827515315404548,0.0,0.0,0.09286391907446867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786292344555865,0.0,0.2063119649436436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583894493632407,0.0,0.0,0.0942715548634534,0.21161460211965544,0.0,0.0,0.15447669347883833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331193937363573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797162511301856,0.0,0.0,0.08912406354450668,0.0,0.1373645696569302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079722930783964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139220828792169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110169739515537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159732463716055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668504512063734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359003745271281,0.144829198743622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478886499274822,0.1641135829509284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25106896813435114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128127734553384,0.0,0.0,0.09882711057589627,0.0,0.0,0.1791778982806992 autism,JeffreyDwagon,2018/11/04,"Do you guys know of any good sources for information about autism? I was diagnosed with (high functioning) autism by a school psychologist a few years ago. I personally didn't really pay much attention to it nor did I really even care about the diagnosis at the time. However, I've gotten a bit curious and from what I've heard there's a lot of misinformation and stigma out there. So I figured I'd ask you guys if you know of any good sources out there.",6.6804494382022455,6.518853449438204,7.527280898876405,72.79946067415732,65.06741573033706,12.513258426966292,32.406741573033706,11.979248473330829,3.8857667415730326,363,13,74,12,5,122,61,89,0.027000000000000003,0.82,0.153,0.8687,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,7,3,13,5,4,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902317265806754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918734409849377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062390288899065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23428980493941776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188010436869821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781651486685785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417425984742274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599959553959278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249794436559196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673879776112615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587929613188915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244694800552175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775716401849305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873821907105746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749590755780688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171886832510968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251361532494676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819665339507214 autism,JDP1982,2019/02/09,"methyl b12? Does anyone use methyl b12? I’ve heard it can help with autism, any truth to that. I’d love to hear some experience ",-0.06461538461538296,2.262118307692308,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,96.69230769230772,4.138461538461539,10.346153846153848,5.985473137389443,-1.5635846153846154,100,1,24,1,4,30,22,26,0.0,0.687,0.313,0.8611,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869051039487874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865544976070545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586347729387938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008809542481623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618950305424625,0.0,0.2746925808292465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698770335462257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35395144628864444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Swashboon,2019/02/09,"Being severely harassed due to autism-help? People at my school have recently started calling me a school shooter because I'm autistic and act differently than them. I've done nothing to deserve this, but people have straight up called me that to my face and are threatening to harm me. Principal was no help, and this is going on mostly due to social media spreading it. Any advice reddit?",6.566478873239441,8.202247619718314,6.567718309859156,73.2670704225352,65.76056338028171,8.496901408450704,35.32676056338028,8.841846274778883,3.3913526760563397,315,15,48,5,5,100,55,71,0.203,0.726,0.071,-0.897,1,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,9,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349415228276414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857251749120895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318214801755054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461808872486243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22826298714492804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357882621348546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416607016072208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928823676997975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963551301135044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30293024306917404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572064665342755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422227569911911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468179287233547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271078577310854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463983787181546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PM_Me_Whatever_Idek,2019/02/09,"Question about job applications. So, I'm about to finish nursing school as a psychiatric nurse and it's about time for me to start applying to jobs. My question to you guys is if you think I should tell people that I have autism when I'm doing job interviews. On the one hand I realise that this might hurt my chances at getting a job, but on the other hand I find that my autism has can actually be an asset in working with cliënts in psychiatry. I've had it happen that cliënts do something that seems strange or odd to the staff nurses and that I understand perfectly why the cliënt did what they did. I've had this happen more than once. So I'm really conflicted about this and I wanted to hear what you guys thought.",5.486192696192696,6.020934853146857,5.624848484848485,83.03505050505049,67.6013986013986,9.152758352758351,30.574203574203572,9.150863307647796,2.3639998445998445,576,21,117,10,9,182,90,143,0.051,0.833,0.11599999999999999,0.8885,4,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,2,7,2,0,0,7,0,13,2,2,0,1,19,26,10,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,14,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,14,1,19,18,1,9,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,6,4,78,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.14748624900789628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813492403368818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896195515896784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992954123237514,0.2672968892147046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034046466538513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179346202212266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5999138495576942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603306671265295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609541595077824,0.10241318912091553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477818570335644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386122446810523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682114173494487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295698998165935,0.0,0.13758789876400493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635133595744028,0.0,0.0,0.1069743415877436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209891173112126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684139617815636,0.0,0.11998454438216816,0.08812820747567911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733717495850233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914351435281287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637609856536154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002829672450022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ReltenPL,2019/02/09,"""Almost 90% of all autists are unemployed in the USA"" according to a Galileo episode. Hello, &#x200B; I would like to know if proven researches exist about this statement. If so, then could someone tell me detaield reasons for this because I was suprised about this fact. &#x200B; &#x200B; Kind regards &#x200B; ReltenPL",9.011603773584905,11.698270490566035,5.8303301886792465,76.86172169811323,61.07547169811321,7.564150943396226,47.21226415094339,8.07648339933343,4.619456603773585,268,18,36,3,4,73,44,53,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.7096,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,5,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,7,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743186170151593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082605196647725,0.5699976016809689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148846671765641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363286199700382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212167099271698,0.06445011471036997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729361154263435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205760651568968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936494116316792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025016769670598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330729803526184,0.0,0.5699976016809689,0.0 autism,pixel_kittyx,2019/02/09,"My parents just told me ""the secret"" Please remove if this isn't allowed I'm new here :) Hi, I'm 23F and my parents just told me one of the family secrets (that they're best friends know about too) is that I'm on the spectrum but that they didn't get me diagnosed because I was a good kid with good grades. Apparently it wasn't until high school/college where the obsessive behaviour, need for routine and other things became more of a red flag so they researched it and spoke to family friends with boys with ASD confirming to themselves that I'm autistic. Now I work in admin for children's social care so I already knew I ticked boxes but thought it was just me over thinking, however I'm now slightly mindblown to have it ""confirmed"" and would like to know how I can go about getting a formal test at my age in the UK? Apologies if this isn't the right place just feeling the need to reach out a bit. Tldr: 23f parents told me i have autism but never had me tested because it wasn't a thing for girls and I had good grades. What do I do now?",4.51487196765499,5.18228494811321,4.9543935309973035,86.51311320754719,69.80188679245282,7.5665768194070075,29.765498652291107,7.447530270364453,1.661461185983828,827,31,170,8,14,263,120,212,0.03,0.807,0.162,0.9785,6,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,15,9,0,1,12,0,16,1,0,2,1,32,37,14,0,5,9,3,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,4,15,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,13,3,19,8,22,23,3,19,0,0,1,0,20,10,0,2,8,111,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745819875669405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291277528440246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402308972225521,0.0,0.14588358321573874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623930530248224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356262756740866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519389830799375,0.0,0.0675646722360745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647625082905188,0.0,0.13962679966923575,0.0,0.07594200644434497,0.3362342202421767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411818507423954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687330050500594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528228741666195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816207002450914,0.10305961998275234,0.12905558501041645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054756693958076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451233067166517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960938941151355,0.14667981327070084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141147787916378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523534818243996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362135719243914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775486497611855,0.08562132356420545,0.0,0.10608309981766484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830524323341831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728038593883673,0.0,0.0,0.09492316556439273,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,elephantindeltawaves,2019/02/09,"Friends forget to invite until the last minute I have this group of friends that constantly make plans and be all hanging out together for hours, then later at night when they're all bored of each other and scrolling social media remember to invite me. Sometimes they just saw I posted something, other times I like a picture they all posted together. What am I doing that makes them forget that I exist? Why invite me later? Are these people really my friends?",6.428571428571428,8.125159,6.024761904761906,76.80357142857143,66.14285714285714,7.980952380952381,28.285714285714285,8.344100000000001,2.2125857142857144,372,12,58,5,6,115,61,84,0.066,0.7440000000000001,0.19,0.8818,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,3,13,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,8,6,4,15,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,11,43,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376148573139865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096419996598459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165399609775014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792335769085721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742347806041272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935465393635719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063448218855297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243883297720862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42117328912049856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086235369050784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490839979648771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241425083921869,0.0,0.16927628350910792,0.21746940527410832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821524833422926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984097469500518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,InternationalTreasur,2019/02/09,"autistic person + bipolar person = good match? I am autistic and I cannot get a long with autistic people (I dunno why but can't). But I like bipolar people I get a long with them great and I think they are amazing. Whenever I meet someone really cool and get a long great with I always ask ""are you bipolar"" and they normally say ""yes I am"". What about the rest of you?",0.5166959064327479,2.822246868421054,2.6085964912280737,91.40073099415207,86.89473684210527,4.956725146198831,21.60233918128655,6.42735559955562,0.4687532163742687,286,10,59,3,9,96,45,76,0.032,0.655,0.312,0.9778,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,6,3,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,14,6,5,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638364865763723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407482298354466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086162063399034,0.0,0.0,0.16515029069333756,0.0,0.4341656603392106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619534326002548,0.0,0.0,0.5227506349511057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929200920176188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730111913925111,0.3438507883520057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261391151201892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658270007454322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683264269508258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616550272002705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776715300845259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,learning_selflove,2019/02/09,"First time flying w/ my 4yr old Autistic son Does anyone have any advice on flying with an autistic non verbal 4 year old? He is still in diapers, he loves his tablet (I think hes going to be amazing with tech), he loves 1 particular blanket. Lighting is not an issue with him but I know loud noises sometimes get to him. We are flying from Cali to Florida with one stop. I'm excited but nervous. We are also flying with my 5 year old and my baby who will be almost 9 months. Where should we sit? Front, or back? Near restrooms? I have no idea what to do.",1.6293724859211594,3.69367254867257,3.349106999195495,89.34800482703139,80.15044247787611,5.525020112630734,20.892196299275945,6.574015621080383,0.3583522123893812,430,12,88,4,11,143,81,113,0.07,0.835,0.095,0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,12,2,0,0,0,19,19,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,13,4,13,15,0,18,0,0,0,2,14,4,0,2,11,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506968853080485,0.0,0.0,0.18964669943808515,0.0,0.0,0.1514550920278457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287916752863466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324258718223229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562919797285326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573644060316226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109501326752676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989484434853574,0.0,0.10763468547046508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137982255413868,0.0,0.19767392550511814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408377552844214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418636876646089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116926860912336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961987497612496,0.0,0.12833554634614738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731152480430754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124707612857216,0.15833849675065245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135344670083352,0.0,0.0,0.1104348155933766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24392186489673004 autism,RebelRoad,2019/02/09,"Tips for brushing teeth/ 2yo son autistic & SPD I'm desperate for help here. My son is 2. He currently receiving therapy through EI, 2x a week, speech and OT. He is hyposensitive, meaning he seeks stimulation. There are a few instances where he bucks against sensation, one of these is oral hygiene. As many of you know, the day to day of caring for a child on the spectrum is challenging. For the most part, I accept the bad and embrace all the sweetness when it comes our way....but I *dread* when it's time to brush his teeth. I used to just bite the bullet and wait for the inevitable scream so his mouth would open and I could quickly brush. He became hip to my game and now clamps his mouth shut. I'm sure I'm not the only parent of a child on the spectrum who deals with this. What do you all do?? 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My 4 year old Grandson is diagnosed moderate autistic and is non-verbal. Does anybody know of a good app I can install on a tablet for him that he can select a picture and the app will speak that is age appropriate and easy to use?,3.1505102040816304,4.823324,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,74.3061224489796,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,1.8727918367346943,192,8,39,3,4,63,39,49,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510677392004531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889069996987207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727508031725831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24423662479275685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466334513097924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838283552014414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286186068352472 autism,bryan168,2019/10/06,"Is my son autistic? He is 4.5 and met all the milestones except speech . He had speech delay and didn’t start talking after 3 . He doesn’t stim, no sensory overload, no meltdown, no need to be in routine and likes to explore new places and tries new things . He is very curious and asks a lot of questions. He has a lot of interest in numbers and anything that related with numbers such as temperatures, weight, height, distance and math . He likes to watch , write and talk about them. He has good imagination and very good at math. He talks a lot and plays with his younger sister at home , but at preschool, he doesn’t talk or play with anyone even he attends there over one year already . He just plays and runs by himself. He is also not very proactive at school. He always waits until the teachers to tell him what to do. He is completely different person at school and at home. So is he autistic, selective mutism, or introvert? Thank you for your time and sorry for the language since English is my second language.",3.8911213235294153,6.140116531250001,3.9334558823529417,86.9777205882353,73.79166666666666,6.600980392156862,28.481617647058826,7.510576382923642,1.6957202205882351,802,33,150,10,17,246,118,192,0.064,0.8270000000000001,0.109,0.8494,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,15,1,0,0,1,33,21,20,0,1,6,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,16,1,2,3,3,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,4,8,9,27,17,4,22,0,0,1,0,33,11,0,6,10,91,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601836637416818,0.1058162243292559,0.11010080677911732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252119273198084,0.0,0.10888805281545054,0.0,0.1237013008623334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873496072885988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824619549300493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739608574244069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219674093983471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265455417489089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292896975837657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374810949490909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811357383405173,0.0,0.2555908841091568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966342946782409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553668538767076,0.13824619549300493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822863821794885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678297278027111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945643839611473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812136219768854,0.093656748844087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425415087123058,0.11565347741290828,0.12182244156248093,0.0,0.0,0.08790750195194129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715683285472014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983656723425408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275334743829161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113006426274076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520971605886116 autism,valueyoghurt,2019/10/06,"Advice please: wife burned her hand with water a few days ago. It’s nothing serious but she didn’t apply cream for the first few days, like I told her to. She asks is it noticeable- what should I tell her? I know it sometimes better not to be honest. It looks like it might scar and she’s really upset about it. In certain lights, you can barely see there’s any mark. In bright light, it looks dark red, which is a big contrast from her light- olive coloured skin. So is there any benefit to just lying about it? I don’t want her to be upset but it’s too late to do anything about it now anyway.",0.2198475609756123,2.5791491300813014,1.4146290650406534,98.61267530487808,90.21951219512195,4.3758130081300814,15.004573170731707,5.985473137389443,-0.7762353658536583,465,9,104,4,16,146,81,123,0.113,0.691,0.196,0.8266,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,10,10,0,2,3,0,11,3,2,0,1,11,18,4,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,12,13,7,13,12,2,9,0,0,7,0,13,3,0,1,8,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071325423957134,0.18789672104612026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882908309106898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443149032897529,0.0,0.1981613382472762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746834934366852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734034718051134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029975589341252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649199400777313,0.0,0.23910898201415104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711358179892767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559992387202863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486440552643291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033888812512279,0.24132681681783155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267706070252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579204071693404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689109431544287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964163640593134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526925503070035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025443766779821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250241374325666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,piercednightingale,2019/10/06,"parenting styles I was wondering if ultimatums were okay? I thought a more positive reinforcement was okay, but some just give ultimatums which work. I thought it was absurd, but what are anyones opinions on this?",7.204166666666668,9.989539972222225,6.790000000000003,67.75500000000001,65.94444444444444,11.466666666666667,39.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,5.506677777777778,173,10,27,6,3,54,28,36,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.5728,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667861613525426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660141383512333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236621989868877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.605810551807928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41377086813392217,0.2777703724108246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,okokherewego1,2019/10/06,"Do you ever feel like your diagnosis impacts your life .. and your unaware of why? I’m going through a difficult period in my life atm. I’ve lost friends and I’m still getting over an ex relationship. I’m putting all of the blame on myself.. as I feel like there’s something going on I’m unaware of.. when I was younger (before the label) I would have been really confident in situations like this. But I’m deeply down these past few months, and my confidence has been dormant. I feel like I’m a set up for failure. Anyway as depressing as I sound lol.. I was hoping to get some insight or people who may relate to what I’m going through? Hope to hear back, thanks.",1.4537844611528818,3.8953852556390975,3.216872180451129,87.79172431077697,83.66165413533834,6.2534335839599,23.904260651629077,7.554174236665415,1.2857021553884709,521,20,105,9,15,173,87,133,0.115,0.687,0.198,0.9209,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,1,6,11,0,0,5,1,9,2,0,0,2,16,29,9,0,3,2,1,3,4,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,5,5,13,8,19,22,3,19,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,5,11,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842276137944794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421158432224607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438481344757325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107290661060974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533405178855165,0.3579425665080918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903390333270154,0.0,0.1745148984334392,0.0,0.2847521730683879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882358968337196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317633762385627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235932577110516,0.3263766493254813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823145228056477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330825947495786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943289763391275,0.11578585154869095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789429036034462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106992865627926,0.0,0.0,0.17930956172100196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877297169793856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285748404806411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333768738506654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376321947095434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070334151407974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864131124320568,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rainbowats,2019/10/06,"I'm wondering if I might have Asperger's syndrome, since I display some traits. Could anyone help me please? I'm 14 years old and I just started seeing a psychologist for anxiety issues and possibly OCD. My psychologist hasn't made a diagnosis on anything yet and I'm going to start therapy on Thursday. I want to bring up Asperger's syndrome to her, but can anyone tell me if there is a possibility of being an aspie? I don't want to make a total fool of myself when I bring up this issue. -I love rocking, playing with my fingers and I also like moving my ears sometimes (I do these things when I'm anxious, or to make myself comfortable, or just because I like doing it, it brings a nice feeling). When I'm anxious, I've also noticed that I touch my nose a lot. -Sometimes, facial expressions or even jokes might confuse me (most times I understand them, or so I believe). -I sometimes make sounds to block noise or I accidentally make sounds, without doing it on purpose. -I'm different, because of the way I act (I'm a bit childish) and I know it. -I am very sensitive (emotionally). -There are specific loud sounds (those of cars or motorcycles and the bell) that scare me and make me want to close my ears or cry sometimes. -I adore music and it upsets me when people disrupt me while I listen to it. -I hate new situations and I don't like meeting new people. -I prefer to be alone, rather than hanging out with my friends. -I absolutely hate specific textures (I don't like creams, because they have that oily feeling.) -I have difficulty making decisions. -I hate when people invade my personal space, unless it's someone really close to me, who I know well (for example, my best friend or a family member) -I'm actually empathic, but I often find myself not knowing what to do when someone is crying. -I usually talk loud or I talk with a low voice and I sometimes don't talk clearly or I confuse my words a bit. -I have always hated fighting and loud voices, because they scared me and made me cry. -I'm either going to be organized or chaotic. -I've noticed that when I read something out loud, I kind of do it in a monotone, I think. -When I spend time with friends, I don't want to stay long with them, because I want to return home. -Sometimes, I don't understand things (in school) very fast, I need people to explain them slowly and I sometimes want instructions on what to do. -I'm anxious in social situations. -I either talk a lot or I don't talk at all, unless I've been spoken to. -I don't really fit in, sometimes even with my friends, because I'm a bit weird. -I can't concentrate, most times. Sometimes, when I read things, my brain doesn't absorb the text, my eyes just read it. -I overthink and overanalyse things. -I don't like sudden touches or when people touch me without asking, it makes me anxious and angry. -It's hard to make friends, because I'm awkward. -I'm not the best at social interactions and sometimes I don't know how to keep a conversation going. -I can't make or hold eye contact for a long time. It makes me super uncomfortable. -I can't always walk straight and usually, I bump into the person I'm walking next to and into doorways. -I slouch all the time. I'm really sorry if I offended anyone with my way of talking or with what I said. I'm sorry if I made a mistake, I think some of these characteristics might not show in autism. My problem is that I try to hide these traits, so no one notices. I also don't think I showed any signs of autism when I was little, so I'm confused. I'm not sure if I'm on the spectrum or not and I'm scared to talk about it with my parents, because they'll dismiss it.",3.4753398510242093,5.36240023044693,4.786346368715083,82.00143761638735,73.93016759776536,7.287299813780263,27.99478584729981,8.07648339933343,1.9442198137802604,2879,115,542,45,60,954,286,716,0.177,0.705,0.11800000000000001,-0.9919,3,1,1,0,2,0,127.0,0,0,6,3,30,41,6,8,24,0,42,9,8,14,5,135,113,63,0,17,38,1,7,5,5,4,0,13,1,2,32,34,0,3,16,8,1,12,24,19,1,1,6,25,101,22,66,99,16,73,0,1,4,1,38,25,0,35,38,356,133,5,0.0,0.0,0.043846695063612134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653551787264885,0.0,0.1077951928755133,0.07477327021595014,0.0,0.0,0.030554983421972014,0.0,0.03437250000278298,0.2030393735728091,0.0,0.0942515184116147,0.0,0.03697482350330333,0.0,0.04200491833815586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191187653541465,0.0,0.0,0.05062245164541745,0.09430574431706863,0.0,0.1471607916438768,0.0,0.0,0.050158450929518976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587417323970138,0.0,0.14806553857202653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694388912455342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050541927360065735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593537079900429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042357450805103065,0.0,0.04543746657093396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041066607446339484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735699559075131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660687749112338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024982839747368,0.17744234777703924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030116659664815658,0.0,0.045069991408010816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379369440355928,0.0,0.03993721128941724,0.0,0.04678927769669941,0.09877278259474434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975638799091657,0.045033200318733,0.0,0.07952598614134666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763983657147591,0.04055246306076158,0.12754590966437884,0.2999214738668206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299576912691156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047755109166226564,0.0,0.0333161626275094,0.0,0.08679030972301834,0.04778519541738799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346454544918448,0.047148085916405534,0.0,0.030446769811309036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989115045757759,0.0,0.0,0.1557493389640558,0.07846496360084876,0.0,0.04932133089339417,0.0,0.10130710545093101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042993409246113404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348310772773927,0.0,0.08635287233731757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274017739994275,0.0,0.1349529096523351,0.045473110494624665,0.03580461474664162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716782866763022,0.10100985200649637,0.0,0.09160407970598383,0.07614068473853307,0.03459048950181544,0.4443843534463792,0.10059434589413987,0.06360554108305178,0.04789103618280637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234743840631433,0.0,0.0,0.25279985151525,0.03927214055460442,0.0,0.051383124167394496,0.0,0.11940205689225497,0.0863709368769167,0.0,0.0,0.1309996920283044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030505561737420105,0.0,0.0,0.09355062155260717,0.0,0.0,0.09897147213400907,0.07414644119104341,0.1590106949096218,0.07132911950907367,0.0,0.0,0.04039884451020033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662478945986264,0.04872633122897736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028934434316525225 autism,limitless1221,2019/10/06,"Do you guys have any really odd fears or common fears with more specific things to them? I’m very afraid of bridges. But only when they’re over water. And it’s not questioning the engineering of it or anything, I’m just afraid to be on them. I have a few other decently bad fears, but they’re mostly normal fears.",3.4857142857142875,5.090410269841269,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,73.28571428571428,8.214603174603175,22.123809523809523,8.841846274778883,1.3555295238095242,249,6,51,5,5,81,47,63,0.222,0.7609999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9029,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,6,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990651428821753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720088508646274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950153484007054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8598445494325984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891490982639132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716821171528408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528643506437153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139966003663928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237829848348818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691141732515465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761922677199589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bubblebutt3333,2019/10/06,Question about “stimming” Does compulsively twisting your hair in your fingers count as a “stimming” behavior? What is the exact definition of “stimming?”,9.713043478260868,13.326455304347828,8.390652173913043,55.38858695652178,61.17391304347826,9.817391304347826,50.6304347826087,10.125756701596842,6.798669565217391,124,9,13,3,2,38,20,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6156125631679743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7880489655280036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,stone100100baseball,2019/10/06,How did you deal with dating relationships as a teen I need help because I may end up dating This girl and have never been in a serious relationship before. I dated someone before but it really wasn’t serious and kinda was a joke.,5.433333333333334,6.3994314444444464,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,67.8888888888889,10.444444444444443,28.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.259666666666667,185,6,31,5,3,66,36,45,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.5685,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277687995303626,0.0,0.4823577354423902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29220487003246165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510357000862842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997779521381689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016046239528874,0.21859942608773847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815731279586913,0.0,0.0,0.60859755093963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401501290927672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dragonsaredope,2019/10/06,"Help with Entertaining and Connecting I have a friend with a 7 year old autistic daughter. All she does at home is rock in place, and play with play-do (until she eats it). He loves her very much, and enjoys his time with her, but has expressed to me how much he'd like to connect with her more directly. She's sensory sensitive, which limits things. Any tools you could share would be appreciated! Thank you all so much!",3.6027513227513204,5.669809839506176,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,74.06172839506173,7.591534391534393,23.917107583774253,8.418075326091056,1.3491255731922398,331,10,68,6,7,103,63,81,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.9737,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,2,15,9,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,8,10,5,6,7,0,0,0,1,17,3,0,0,5,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841752409685268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197736629492242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672923282463705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341835668577783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913417646335388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600150570425168,0.0,0.2484235143961899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099433250519295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235231265028699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461765390412512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598778662807806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587523438860434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280123672105497,0.0,0.0,0.16453452548271152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441273611028732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043457179068317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759308000873184,0.0,0.0,0.15948513934483038 autism,Claudia_Rose,2019/03/05,"Dealing with being away from parents Hey guys, I’m new to this sub-reddit but really need some support and I’m hoping some people here might understand what I’m going through. I’m 21 and have been diagnosed with high functioning autism since I was 7. It mostly gives me lots of anxiety and panic attacks but it is usually controlled by medication. 2 days ago I moved out of home to a house 1.4 hours away from home. I’m from the country and I’ve moved to the outer suburbs of a big city for uni. For the last 2 years I lived in resident halls at uni and loved it. Had no problems at all with anxiety. However. Since I moved out of home (where I stayed for 3 months for summer holidays) I can’t stop crying and panicking. I just miss my parents so much. Thinking about them makes me uncontrollably cry and breakdown. I just want to go home. I moved out with strangers and they’re all nice enough but I just want my parents. Its so debilitating I lost my appetite and have hardly eaten. And I have been crying during my lectures. I’ve booked in with a new GP to see in 2 days and I’m seeing a uni councillor tomorrow. Has anyone experienced anything like this. I feel like it’s desperation anxiety but it’s just so disabling",1.8320021250758955,4.324108954918035,3.409854280510018,86.71158773527624,82.40163934426229,6.72956891317547,23.79113539769277,7.921354282810032,1.4698450516089858,971,36,193,19,27,320,138,244,0.215,0.688,0.09699999999999999,-0.9859,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,10,12,1,2,7,0,12,4,0,2,2,45,36,18,0,5,8,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,9,19,1,2,3,2,0,6,2,6,0,0,6,5,20,6,34,28,8,35,0,2,2,1,9,15,0,6,15,115,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350419224884564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161923066276122,0.0,0.0,0.06586807336909206,0.0,0.0775200366541158,0.0,0.0,0.1071681217079716,0.1770113424350456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565530399201843,0.0,0.0,0.3104286887614066,0.12150470718172995,0.0971178965711798,0.0,0.09561282158001147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733561823555167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047631249324750366,0.06729776891429758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090366929067156,0.10707408245935582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327457044816716,0.0,0.0,0.0843862898335478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952935032888766,0.3779682556848494,0.09356362074846396,0.0927697756734092,0.10869620385940304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678702188682195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204446067815927,0.0,0.0831818956929989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028323684315222,0.08008698283567954,0.08502078238734696,0.0,0.06288041819979268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948983806483574,0.0,0.09993319970917802,0.0,0.0,0.07519096033785178,0.4004863268820147,0.06924914571096118,0.0698494246450771,0.0,0.1819613281007106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105254893932667,0.3137997788015317,0.0,0.0,0.06530765164717688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013837916890544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034807106137136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013324119306118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584936817405928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040656123654138,0.0,0.07875690435413572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689906115601863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036069554148316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806737293993473,0.0,0.0,0.10374994956845084,0.0,0.11112529851282052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066285640505496 autism,unspokenecho,2019/03/05,"Man, all these rock stars are killing themselves, how have I made it this long? Seriously. I have no idea how I am still ticking.",1.5766666666666684,4.168126399999999,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,85.0,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4899333333333339,100,4,22,1,3,30,21,25,0.304,0.696,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144753509384434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042091430437674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40331584389603103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312325122704418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639548100673909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,let_it_snow_day,2019/03/05,"Symptoms/Behaviors/Traits? A lot of people in my field say ""symptoms"" but I hate that word because it's so negative and also I don't see autism as a medical disease/disorder. I say ""behaviors"" mostly although I've seen some discussion in this sub about not liking that word either. Is ""traits"" best? Curious as to everyone's thoughts.",4.977419354838709,7.039582548387099,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,70.29032258064515,10.121290322580649,34.980645161290326,10.355215969177356,4.3031187096774195,266,14,44,8,5,88,49,62,0.217,0.655,0.127,-0.7997,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,4,2,7,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,1,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248805845407303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714207565368518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951086733347533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222867938762664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687046800734381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776330128408112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373831988054262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907154876190534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832857729594993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949530482042051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472530890748587,0.0,0.0,0.22408502119697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228102810304474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324639912091068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bitxoin,2019/03/05,"anyone with autism looking at suicide ? Please private message me as i am having a difficult time in life and mind ",4.454285714285714,7.1407070476190535,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,73.76190476190476,6.104761904761905,34.3095238095238,7.1686216300943375,2.7101238095238087,92,5,14,1,2,29,21,21,0.27699999999999997,0.632,0.091,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994056784627264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244858823817505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595780921833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43235745347704096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700323173892193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683786132508544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968543105386826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,puppetangel,2019/03/05,"Is it problematic for ASD individuals to ""live in a fantasy world""? I have tried to find research on the issue. Obviously the inability to distinguish between real / fantasy is common, and one of the look-fors when diagnosing ASD. However, at the age of 14 is it problematic for an individual on the spectrum to truly believe they live in a fantasy world - Lord of the Rings for example. When the constantly talk about being friends with Frodo, or marrying one of the elves - and their text messages to friend are filled with the same content - has that gone beyond indulging in fantasy, into a problematic obsession? I have looked for scientific studies but come up empty handed. Thoughts?",8.728928571428566,9.422588416666667,9.484047619047619,57.600000000000016,60.66666666666666,13.190476190476188,41.30952380952381,12.540900571622839,5.927702380952383,550,29,83,19,7,187,80,120,0.099,0.852,0.049,-0.6174,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,13,0,8,2,1,0,1,14,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,3,4,2,26,9,1,19,1,0,1,0,6,11,0,1,5,63,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256251635730984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592296909861,0.0,0.2457862914582072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308509929574628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787980411848192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514455240263441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373925682275784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016746478032469,0.0,0.3819915531143197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308244042446686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888120108991913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281096729028945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056522460118413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544196268655838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NotFishie,2019/03/05,"Birthday Present Ideas for Toddler Hey, I'm looking for interesting ideas for a birthday present for a toddler turning 4 who is diagnosed with autism. He doesn't have many interests but i know he enjoys colors and and markers. I'm open to all sort of ideas and I have a budge of upto $200. Please help!",1.8527142857142849,4.462745699999998,2.8961904761904758,89.56500000000004,83.66666666666666,5.428571428571429,28.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,1.5581428571428573,242,12,47,3,7,77,41,60,0.023,0.757,0.22,0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,8,9,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243519282399938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081697241102247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8125398911449695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185675329107044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014769520925939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432467495513797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263366096965403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609699943882581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KillAutismOrMyself,2019/03/05,"Are teen pregnancy rates lower in red states when factoring in abortions? Here’s data from Georgia on the comparison between its teen pregnancy rate versus the U.S. http://dph.georgia.gov/sites/dph.georgia.gov/files/related_files/site_page/DPH%20Health%20Status%20Measures.pdf Page 12 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1d-BX_LjAXt36UvFhdCDEcKc5vHcDYH4l/view?usp=drivesdk ",32.1721875,42.42296684375,16.292500000000004,-7.497499999999974,21.1875,10.7,36.125,10.125756701596842,5.6947875,337,9,20,6,4,78,28,32,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.3736,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lovelifepending,2019/03/05,"Am I bitter ? As long as I live, I'll never forgive the people that have laughed at me because of my disability, it'll always piss me off, even I've managed to continue living my life.",5.91842105263158,4.9235113684210505,7.656842105263159,74.00789473684213,66.89473684210526,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.958642105263157,144,6,28,2,2,51,31,38,0.18600000000000005,0.738,0.076,-0.5129,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150228957973448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078911683963524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500596391375274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26741414126838153,0.0,0.0,0.668615883714433,0.3350462855647913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29199721920058724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624713758661472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,IT_ISNT101,2019/03/05,"For those UK based peeps... Questions on PIP Hi Everyone, Just looking for opinions on applying for PIP. I have a diagnosis of moderate ASD and I am sure a lot of you know what this comes with: 1) Social Anxiety to the max 2) Tones of voice 3) Prioritization of tasks 4) Forgetting to turn up to places/wrong place/wrong day. &#x200B; I am however able to wash myself and cook dinner (just about, although Just Eat makes it sooooo easy, if unhealthy) and my writing skills are far superior to my F2F skills. I feel that I should qualify because I have major stress around task prioritization, understanding sub-texts and ""playing the blame game"" in work and every single issue my boss has with me is related to communication and interaction. I don't like change. I am a creature of extreme routine and any variance (unexpected) send me off on one. I don't scream and shout but get distressed about it and frequently have problems making myself understood. I frequently book things that I need to attend and turn up a day early, or a day short. Ruminating for days about something coming up, to the point of either cancelling it or just not turning up (sometimes done accidentally) is part of the course. I am also hyper private. To such a degree a mental health nurse I know said that I present like a person with a mental illness because of my obsession with privacy and trackers (ie phones and smartwatches) However, I can't see how these issues relate to getting PIP. I mean, I can tick a few boxes but not all of them. It seems very stanced against aspies. What are your thoughts. Should I go for it? Oh and the binary trust/no trust in people is strong in me ;)",5.920324605726536,7.100903032154343,6.387000459347727,75.64834941050377,66.90996784565917,9.267860970754864,31.851324452610626,9.48565724429506,2.9372295513703865,1317,53,237,26,21,427,190,311,0.083,0.851,0.066,-0.6299,2,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,1,4,11,12,0,3,15,0,20,6,0,4,2,55,42,21,0,5,12,0,1,2,0,2,3,4,0,1,14,20,3,0,9,4,0,5,5,5,0,1,4,7,30,7,44,36,7,28,0,0,2,0,13,15,0,7,10,158,44,4,0.11555686956948598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241078684517087,0.0,0.12520581989938792,0.1404142448565967,0.078582633921155,0.0,0.0884006889275958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287011339589552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088479025894568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224384571041293,0.1990840220592222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809848436407405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825479805775953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824352637369827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736164653920908,0.11041954095449667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584290253497702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074738983230293,0.0,0.06567363198544313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283154866952925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412226984265825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701406688434194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291049893741748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703866669707807,0.0,0.0,0.09824231815521572,0.0,0.0,0.15427021550285958,0.0,0.0,0.12587530761831267,0.0,0.0,0.2329082905205108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856839545699962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830432545557423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513682880901988,0.0,0.08011258339268551,0.10089980127183293,0.12073233367416387,0.0,0.10923859302426844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057231788187566,0.0,0.0,0.12945014034980684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992104521744683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208386384854192,0.10519863404356143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779567610636005,0.0,0.08896132379244097,0.11428869878572555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323700036659384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891098200986307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767708494275418,0.0,0.0,0.09173924661058436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770780733035232,0.0,0.12029877655372295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534651948922844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412677732225995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25268659290587986,0.1404142448565967,0.0 autism,KR1DL1,2019/03/05,"Self Diagnosis Hey y'all I'm a 17 yr old trans girl. I've suspected I have autism for 6 years now. I got tested as a child and the results were inconclusive. I want to know if I have autism, but I've seen a lot of things saying that an autism diagnosis can be harmful to us transfolk. I was wondering if any of you know of any way I can determine if I objectively do have autism without having an official diagnosis in my medical info? I'm hoping somebody will mention some type of online diagnosis with a psychiatrist so that I can easily communicative in relative anonymity. TL;DR: Don't want diagnosis on file. Trying to find alternative.",3.730073313782992,5.947448693548387,6.220879765395896,70.53995601173023,74.16129032258064,9.992961876832846,29.821114369501466,10.230975488527342,3.6422193548387103,514,23,92,17,11,183,83,124,0.013000000000000001,0.899,0.08800000000000001,0.8098,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,0,19,23,7,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,12,1,14,17,2,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,7,3,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301594976366294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218710168629024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941510260730674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110760388721186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682040562164466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063791501397616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454719674022066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547274882416617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304620917602155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532433771875272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127370524106996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481273773343422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920008808208823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863629500584197,0.19268531370764985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400435680142484,0.2632542917478187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632439013981753 autism,Wubbalubbadubdub624,2019/03/05,"A question about your parents and if they pushed you beyond your means Fuck this is hard to ask....My dads autistic at least that’s what my parents and uncle tell me. Well he died last week and I’ve been sitting here at my uncles house trying to figure out how he worked because bonding and relating to him was something I was never able to do. He got worse with old age like as if he was stuck in an infinite loop of some sort. Talking with my mom she pointed out he changed most after me and my brother were born as if the pressures of children threw him off his routine and it was too hard. Sitting here with my uncle kinda got the same thing his parents were popular in the military community and they had a desired fit in They described it and this being the 1950’s someone with autism was just odd imagine as in there wasn’t a label.... my aunt even said his parents when they were younger routinely pushed him out of his comfort zone join the military, get a job, buy a house, get married, have kids. She theorized him just being him and left to his means and desires was his comfort zone. What ever time there was when things were a certain way he was comfortable with I imagine. Those changes that are a natural part of life yet are uncomfortable at times were hard on him and made his life difficult. For folks who are like this would you say that is accurate? Is it difficult to change a routine and do you feel pressure or difficulty’s when it changes? My apologies if I’m wording anything wrong or being insensitive but my dads gone I miss him and I could never figure out who the hell he was I’m sure there are things I could’ve done better as a son as well and I wish I had tried to figure that out. But if I can. Abe understand him better as a person then maybe I honor his memory better I dunno.....",3.0795660310105184,4.973727781767959,3.8608786312600247,88.1807618962752,75.04972375690608,6.659918018178579,26.318303332739266,7.4822170145007005,1.327961753698093,1435,53,289,18,31,457,182,362,0.08900000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.122,0.9378,5,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,4,5,21,22,2,2,17,0,35,3,0,2,5,64,53,34,1,10,11,10,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,3,19,24,0,0,10,0,1,4,3,8,2,1,26,6,47,14,40,22,5,42,1,1,0,1,55,18,2,13,19,207,66,2,0.09337105463421612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683642223450858,0.0,0.08728933191711517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691812826622165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477373303170773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950967809719087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909837890711464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690441332192136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555100662855708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167070098251076,0.08445946451040914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047211210709345815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632003544820306,0.09756504459643177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935472399830207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509263750242245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547532162024294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265636433437856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610987159553992,0.0,0.0,0.10144792406009454,0.0,0.13190147439657154,0.09123276188026894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834994951254829,0.0,0.0,0.09380377430280183,0.2034169023185753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935505070129638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402702695367992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979772151366232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41471002580784144,0.10111175322600527,0.0,0.0,0.08152800341712968,0.0,0.0,0.0882658268213179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459695016003127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881725471350553,0.07425241028484783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911299159104651,0.07188159955442054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800111399170618,0.0,0.0,0.07504811688229447,0.08161041724612875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609473940198407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889082565468504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678563411927432,0.0,0.0,0.09720256078132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411359710378693,0.07489662797237406,0.0,0.1679035830580606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737210482729044,0.0,0.0,0.06797523981760291,0.0,0.0951530815846284,0.06632811826571562,0.10208659060879834,0.0,0.0 autism,elmielmosong,2019/03/05,"How can I teach autism child to differentiate between private and non private thoughts or statements? For example, a child wants to say something sexual in nature to a girl. How can I make sure he knows that he shouldn't share that with the girl or other friends? 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Number one, this claim was brought up by a quack 'doctor'. Number two, studies are constantly showing that there is ZERO correlation between autism and vaccines. Number three, which one would you choose, a dead child or an autistic one? Sure, it's hard for us. But it's harder to die a painful and meaningless death. Anti vaxxers are so deathly afraid and/or hate autistic people, they'd rather risk their child's life than give them something that they believe would give them autism. 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I’m not really sure if I have autism, but I figured this would be a good community to ask about this. I’ve struggled with severe misophonia (hatred of certain sounds) for the majority of life. It’s always been something that’s really hard for me to communicate about (because it doesn’t make sense to other people), and something that seems to come and go unexpectedly. I’ve been having a particularly hard time recently, to the point where it’s effecting my relationships. It’s always been a huge fear of mine to lose people because the sounds of them just trying to live their lives makes me so uncomfortable that I push them away. I am looking into therapy, but along with that, I’m wondering if anyone has any tips for me that have been useful to them or people they know to help with coping with this? 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I work part time as a janitor. My boyfriend helps me clean every time. As of lately, I just want to do something more meaningful with my life, but I don’t know how. Every time I’ve tried to work for other people or high stress environments, or anywhere, really almost anywhere, I have meltdowns, I walk out on the job, or quit. I just can’t keep up with the average person. With that being said, I wish to maybe have my own way to produce income, even if it’s low. I have hopes to maybe create my own sensory/stuffed animal prototypes that maybe in the future could be turned into some sort of business where I could also donate some revenue towards family’s in need. Should I even pursue this avenue with my history of not completing things? Idk. I just want to ask because I feel like I want people to be honest if they think it’s a too far fetched dream. I have a history in art and design, in small business, but that’s about it. Other than that I just have hopes and dreams.",4.939378881987576,5.887958386473433,5.510728088336787,81.88836956521742,69.0,8.426363008971705,27.34610075914424,8.634040054169528,1.9297318150448604,834,26,159,13,14,269,123,207,0.03,0.775,0.195,0.9829,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,6,11,7,0,1,6,0,15,1,0,2,0,43,29,14,0,12,13,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,11,9,0,1,4,3,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,23,5,30,22,7,21,0,1,0,0,6,14,0,12,6,113,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322442821697297,0.0,0.0,0.10561254156027004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234310120731176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346319159651425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050575736013428,0.1458557050063177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846791358050886,0.0,0.0,0.21088672942551656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445571879333274,0.0,0.22254135675149012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244993746253754,0.0,0.06677616411185386,0.0943474488931286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852056067602374,0.13953419920175125,0.0,0.262341205933986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310543936034959,0.11738567206728365,0.0,0.0,0.07257961367668234,0.0,0.14897536683983506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328159952438342,0.0645204156826308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39803191655378695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792471768727183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301380806826924,0.0,0.18311484691146185,0.11531429196786792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046766137753855,0.0,0.0,0.08460438796288224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562430591383478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167029009316124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128031034866754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773829119503045,0.08462208672929554,0.0,0.0,0.23102494730408726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089663643272107,0.14364908054495876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368653800819905,0.10482725710193656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518685326060276,0.0,0.0,0.2884352488362042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SoScorpio9,2019/08/13,"I don't believe I'll ever be functional again, and I'm starting to be okay with that. Until I remember I will have to explain and justify it forever. A short history to show you where I'm at in life: * My father died in an accident when I was 14. That trauma dominated my life for the next five years and stunted my development into adulthood. * When I was 20 I started dating a guy I thought I would later marry. When we moved in together it was the first time in my life I had to pay rent. I hadn't held down a job longer than a couple months before then. He taught me about work ethic and made me into a passable employee. * I still couldn't balance work and home life. As soon as I got off work I would unleash all the feelings I had during the day on my boyfriend, which resulted in him complaining that I was too negative. Most days I felt like the only thing I could do after work was get ready for more work. I had to calm my mind by immersing in a hobby, and then battle insomnia so I could be well rested for work. I never truly feel rested if I have to wake up before 7am, no matter how many hours of sleep I get. * I was in that relationship for 7 years before realizing that he was abusive. He made me feel like everything was always my fault, and he broke my possessions. I got a protection order against him a year ago and I'm still struggling with PTSD. When someone uses an irritated or condescending tone, I feel like it's directed at me. If someone puts a dish down loudly, I think they're angry. * A few months after escaping that relationship, I quit my job because I was too overwhelmed. My now-partner tried to support me (she's also autistic) but too many bills finally piled up and we lost the house we had been renting. We had to move in with my parents. Then my partner had a nervous breakdown and lost her job too. Now here we are, feeling pressured every day to find a job, any job, even though we have no car and live miles away from any jobs. I tried taking online classes for medical transcription, hoping I could work from home. I still have no desire to go out in the world and be surrounded by people and try to work a normal job. But I couldn't even get through the classes. I couldn't motivate myself to work on them consistently, and then I fell into a severe depression and didn't care about life at all. I'm slowly coming back to life, beginning to enjoy things like video games and crafts again. But a few times a week I still have actual nightmares about people forcing me to work. I dream that someone is giving me a ride to work and I try to skip work without them knowing, or I dream that I go on a break and just leave and never come back. Neither of which are things I've ever done in real life. I look back on the jobs I have had and acknowledge that I did sometimes enjoy working. But it came at such a cost. I couldn't take care of myself when I had a job. I managed the bare minimum of showering and laundry because I needed those things in order to work. But I could rarely find the energy to wash dishes, clean the house, cook, or anything really. All my time not at work was spent getting ready for work or recovering from work. I just kept going, with some vague hope that someday I would miraculously be able to handle all those things at once. I figured there must be some trick to it that I would eventually learn. I don't believe that anymore. I can see now that I've spent all of my adult life struggling to achieve the absolute minimum requirements for independence. And it's never been enough. I believe that I probably could hold down a menial job that pays enough for me to live in the cheapest housing, with a roommate. But that would be it. My whole life would be a job and a shitty apartment, and I'll never make enough to improve my life. And no matter how much money I do make, I still won't be able to keep a clean house or take care of my physical health. On top of that, I feel completely exhausted by all I've done up to this point to survive and appear normal. I feel like I've reached my limit and should be allowed to retire now. Basically, I feel like I have to choose between working myself to exhaustion just to pay rent, while having no life outside of work -- or convincing someone who has the power to do something that I can't be independent, and that to strive for that will only condemn me to a lifetime of misery. I just can't do it. But I also can't see how I can make anyone believe that I really can't do it. I know they'll just say I'm lazy, as always. Even the thought of saying the words, ""I don't want to work ever again"" makes me feel ashamed. And I can't make myself lie and say, ""I can't work ever again."" I know I can, because I have. But it's not worth it. I'm having trouble accurately explaining this. Here's an analogy: Asking me if I can work is like asking someone who just broke their leg if they can walk. If we were stranded with no way to ask for help, I'd find a way to limp along because there is no other choice. But if I broke my leg at a friend's house and the friend then asked me to walk to their car so they can drive me to the hospital, I'd look at them like they were crazy. Sure I \*could\* make it to the car on my own, but the struggle and the pain wouldn't be worth it if my friend could just carry me to the car. I'm 28. How the hell do I tell anyone they need to carry me?",4.025748940236699,4.688763630099729,5.093461689250447,85.09313953345912,70.90389845874887,8.101781382470412,26.872767146112565,8.230097160068514,1.565860121045796,4216,132,890,59,74,1390,409,1103,0.134,0.774,0.092,-0.9921,19,0,1,0,0,0,116.0,7,1,10,33,58,47,3,7,55,1,100,25,4,18,16,189,179,79,1,35,33,2,11,8,4,13,18,4,8,3,48,53,3,7,28,6,13,19,33,23,1,2,42,19,139,24,128,101,21,130,1,7,4,0,52,46,1,19,68,622,187,46,0.06610620909452113,0.03916252400485059,0.032255062070474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029299582870937788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286511152937303,0.05500566162463942,0.0,0.0,0.04495448906277592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277979807674501,0.04622299844480928,0.0,0.027199888735368244,0.0,0.12360076364221127,0.0,0.03105447976381845,0.07624739145138074,0.0,0.08059546297674118,0.0,0.08437727248060982,0.14895812034303815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780394615454333,0.1010995288796214,0.0,0.0,0.05694464569114816,0.03465555125617257,0.0,0.0,0.1847315009777447,0.03657263150144772,0.0,0.06394955405360514,0.0,0.028468590513366983,0.0,0.034303904107844035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764960348926657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024580779473117,0.0,0.06549379146663697,0.11959370155577904,0.02784866614977672,0.0,0.02970599909059325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041378514388345,0.09445257797154206,0.031736163784338516,0.03620806040853751,0.09062981624615618,0.028114953842713557,0.0,0.0,0.07661023974432785,0.0,0.06907553163745138,0.03170754971325282,0.05635452306990415,0.0,0.052871174330016375,0.0,0.0,0.032727770103482184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513390450088786,0.0,0.0,0.022154799248487383,0.0,0.0663099176926362,0.06565838159730263,0.032550649938164464,0.1906942242638694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608011669400257,0.029379118020022257,0.0,0.0,0.05449536553743944,0.0,0.0,0.034998465224010795,0.0,0.0,0.2568102376197779,0.12918461843993387,0.0,0.05837299375235658,0.0,0.055512566365197726,0.0,0.0721627362538997,0.0,0.0,0.06255129342650306,0.13237922368115732,0.06702132024204849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03329752546840286,0.0,0.0,0.033374213211789364,0.0,0.0527653454092238,0.07026043847109532,0.024297834981189242,0.049016916414853465,0.10197036754443133,0.0,0.03515235166530712,0.0,0.06477004923545404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03520047760619733,0.0,0.050276750876252066,0.0351708336554303,0.0,0.03670156102853038,0.0,0.0,0.04582972183816909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031245867504706364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03563683711817077,0.0,0.03863731042636856,0.033227499398731083,0.0,0.035156045273070466,0.0,0.0376216692202755,0.0423493302921767,0.0,0.0,0.07097332900938914,0.03744272413439473,0.0,0.0,0.07885546617136907,0.0,0.0,0.05267808984858957,0.0,0.0,0.0373405999462437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03307697510406859,0.0,0.14002894110757727,0.025445894709064585,0.032690365562935544,0.0,0.04679031504389298,0.0,0.13198125993939008,0.0,0.0,0.1036628444136002,0.0,0.0,0.03750827134322125,0.03115215986836837,0.0,0.07455546332977442,0.0,0.028889870248861367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979506981126268,0.02117909476801842,0.0324745073979054,0.05248094588583882,0.0578205932025999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976355329929879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02854726987006333,0.0,0.0,0.01949557743838361,0.052472031788475086,0.026513206735280685,0.0,0.029718710506264363,0.0,0.0,0.036902610832602836,0.0,0.031862013280772816,0.0,0.5293871829615797,0.0,0.0,0.14087986278285222,0.0,0.0,0.0638553469195055 autism,Colin-Shaw,2019/08/13,"Dear people who make fun of autism You wouldn't make fun of someone who has Depression would you? Obviously you wouldn't. You wouldn't make fun of someone who has ADHD would you? Obviously you wouldn't. You wouldn't make fun of someone who has Anxiety would you? Obviously you wouldn't. You wouldn't make fun of someone who has Autism would you? Yes you would. Autism is just as severe as ADHD, Anxiety, and Depression, but I don't think you care about how much pain autistic people go through when you mock them and call them stupid. Until you learn what Autism is and how severe it is YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO JUDGE US!",1.7547382920110195,4.439505851239673,2.1840991735537187,93.77130027548208,85.5289256198347,5.540716253443526,18.810468319559227,7.0316486544052195,0.2301103030303033,492,13,102,7,15,150,49,121,0.23800000000000002,0.66,0.10099999999999999,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,16,2,0,5,12,2,0,0,1,21,1,0,7,3,29,29,10,0,12,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,0,0,20,7,11,17,1,4,0,2,0,0,25,1,0,0,2,69,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31025534994927645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748990982594586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180392166948915,0.0,0.13160447419258248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235082163300587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335847613908553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308056209471777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488779519017444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734898039878052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897402228509213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023261919262542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916446837934689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437472309604515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827085050259349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526594457028062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584695020670276,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jalpeno-Joshua,2019/08/13,"Life is great I love trying to buy something, and basically having a mental breakdown infront of the cashier. Idk if this is my autism. God bless self checkouts.",4.3547126436781625,7.293642172413794,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,75.55172413793103,5.2459770114942526,30.356321839080447,6.42735559955562,1.7240252873563218,129,6,21,1,3,39,28,29,0.038,0.601,0.361,0.9153,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462335527712851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619973735382915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378480297861394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226067823355168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374741429633024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228365870206815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284711537139147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Olivia93,2019/08/13,"Do you guys daydream? I don't think I've ever had one. I sometimes just stare off, fairly frequently but I don't have any images or visions, I don't have a ""happy place"". Does anyone else experienced this?",0.4820325203252018,2.9585211463414645,2.616463414634147,88.47477642276422,93.6341463414634,4.684552845528454,19.028455284552845,6.42735559955562,0.3207040650406503,161,5,31,2,6,54,31,41,0.11900000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.4601,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225593400059377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288394383174199,0.33533359647511635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864019957311902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339763997008465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960404604972025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240553308892297,0.0,0.34839207211356304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177112325464035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419344346087761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236849683278552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970565795603435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,walinwalk,2019/08/13,"My Cousin has ASD in his teenage years has become hard to deal with My 16 y.o cousin have been diagnosed with a developed autism since his early age, he does not either communicate, or behave normal since a long time ago although he knows things, remember people. This is the first time we get introduced to such case in our family and I suppose my aunt did not know how to treat him when he was a little child. However she loves him and care about him so much, as everyone in the family, and lately ""1 year ago"" it's really getting hard to deal with him, as he becomes aggressive, somewhere he might just strike you with a punch when he's on his crisis."" last months he fought with his father and went to the kitchen to pickup a knife"", today I was at my aunt's saying hello and suddenly he punched me, I took no offence as his mother and father panicked I told them that it's ok, they should reduce the tension and help him breath instead of getting panicked. They told me that they do this to people outside who walks around and they're so afraid and confused of what to do. His teacher at school abandoned him and kicked him out of school ""which makes this stupid country I live in has no care and special places for persons who have such disabilities"". There's so much other details I have not brought up due to the large text I have already written, ""but I really want some opinions and advices that could help??"" Thanks in advance",7.134112709832131,6.693228694244606,6.5365611510791375,81.20855875299763,64.2158273381295,9.427721822541967,32.20239808153477,8.648137234880735,2.371579088729017,1139,38,221,14,15,351,164,278,0.085,0.845,0.07,0.3544,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,1,4,2,13,14,3,3,10,1,17,4,1,2,0,41,35,24,0,4,7,7,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,14,20,1,1,3,0,0,5,5,7,0,1,11,3,35,7,33,21,4,36,0,1,0,1,50,13,0,5,18,145,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531500040507615,0.2092120360513109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022357509942453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050511813109014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065875252448945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24063184760346626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421892653023704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433199140245325,0.0,0.119774543868134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326865445666084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127606729899858,0.0,0.0,0.22249285126367724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003766292993383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496124175455794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142205002451994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819510740139575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970703860266514,0.0961913932619393,0.13311695033001147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827393941322978,0.10420227590897174,0.10443241430863087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650585623848234,0.0,0.07877053813138578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518669792035755,0.0,0.0,0.09419200091210267,0.0,0.1734973344311868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156217303108254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163622285335315,0.1030390943271203,0.1232921191219265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119651455215688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367884085534684,0.0,0.0,0.09384384244284044,0.0,0.23885861442252734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952330940214325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864492092012258,0.0,0.0,0.07839855674667108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376215727813799,0.0,0.11185676579664662,0.2255213459799716,0.13111003463946094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960354124914693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939360084017144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519851801376511 autism,Launchpad_McQueer,2019/08/13,"Feeling like I’m too much for anyone to deal with I’ve been told many times that I’m very difficult to deal with and how much people sacrifice to make sure I’m taken care of. I know this is true because it seems like just about every friend I make ends up parting ways with me after a while, even when they tell me they accept me and my mental problems. I’m terrified that this will happen with my parents as well; they’ll get tired of me and how hard I am to understand and kick me out. I don’t have the skills or the energy to work enough to support myself, and I don’t have the energy to take up any hobbies or find any real “reason to live”. Should I just wait for my relationships to fizzle out so I can put myself to sleep and not upset anyone?",6.062784810126582,4.694725753164558,6.675791139240506,82.37735759493674,66.78481012658227,9.672151898734178,27.34493670886076,8.472884824447931,1.5997316455696198,591,12,129,7,8,195,97,158,0.081,0.731,0.187,0.9324,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,10,12,0,1,4,0,11,2,1,5,2,34,29,14,0,2,5,1,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,2,20,9,25,23,4,11,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,7,87,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386883130212996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962152765353986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137520628016513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528289552952277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30907237452768704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276335864674108,0.1548826308863339,0.0,0.0990048899247364,0.0,0.1262938393838701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579191812361369,0.10708572762133924,0.0,0.0,0.13700222235447446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580927265233368,0.0,0.07831446981209965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325525319068528,0.0,0.13427736749488062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237891784278324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464632216528112,0.0,0.13236090837648395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001134790852875,0.15197101018089618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105990541318184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038160477676572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644176165369715,0.16232275357266762,0.0,0.1039190081440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343022176861053,0.0,0.15068687489812246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061445687576166,0.0,0.15411804633712906,0.0,0.16093219988064358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364596826733987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500042464737939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010019693978706,0.14127519981447664,0.0,0.1127031322352464,0.0,0.1310157051475084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740555917155107,0.17228339379895075,0.0,0.1432320453263069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604701547475888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236798929169124,0.0,0.11898046246089475,0.0,0.0,0.13477449983377304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912606843333704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ziman22,2019/08/13,"Should I share my parents about my autist brother's actions or talk to him privately? Hi. I have a high functioning autistic brother. He is 14 years old. Today I found naked pictures of him in our mutual ipad. Should I tell my parents about that, or tell him in private and prevent any conflict between my parents and him. (I asked it here because I'm not sure he is able to understand the consequences of his action. If he weren't an autist I would definitely talk to him in private at first. Thank you.",3.1908730158730165,5.421390173469392,3.948503401360544,86.14808390022678,75.83673469387755,6.804535147392291,30.276643990929703,7.793537801064563,2.108989569160998,399,19,76,6,9,127,66,98,0.045,0.867,0.08900000000000001,0.5003,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,12,5,0,4,4,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,18,3,12,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,23,5,0,3,4,50,20,0,0.1882271972551092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128000948719098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596702062963118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147415523850332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010595782928758,0.0,0.20638140638824465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988723682902658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975127802965751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270120820944337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774019058355609,0.0,0.0,0.30257978246829337,0.3290377337010316,0.17329431411100488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841737416935216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595115053121145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371120042791054,0.0,0.0,0.1212121437612164 autism,AnOriginalPseudo,2019/08/13,"What part-time jobs can I work as an SPD college undergraduate ? Hi there ! I'm having a hard time finding a job to pay for my expenses, I sent some applications to work as a supermarket employee but I feel like this is going to drain my energy because of all the sounds I will have to endure and the need to stay concentrate on task but it seems the easiest job I can get right now. Do you have any job proposition/list that are SPD friendly and for an undergraduate student ? Thank you :)",4.316205357142857,5.622442614583335,5.737738095238093,78.35250000000002,70.77083333333334,9.652380952380954,28.29761904761905,9.957137785484203,2.668236904761905,385,14,78,10,7,130,68,96,0.023,0.763,0.213,0.9698,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,1,10,17,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,9,3,11,15,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,49,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817220107877075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489506500970577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530065883871136,0.1346494540208351,0.0,0.0,0.1722664154172026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456184281469025,0.0,0.09847251203650656,0.0,0.1071169741250598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884018647633287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7481454030932488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208133178783057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397548097635513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410441829376733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096005859509424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158422673095858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089356406193654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352616442544674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990363592103836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744299517849297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MorwensCats,2019/08/13,"Should I get involved? My son is almost 15. He has Aspergers, but is extremely high functioning to the point that people outside the family often don't realize. For example, he has been taking a martial arts class for nine months and I recently had to tell him he was being disrespectful, and then explain to the instructor that he really didn't know that he was. He was just tired and didn't want to do a particular exercise so he was trying to talk the instructor out of it. He wants to get a job, and there are a few fast food places around. I'm not sure if I should let him do this on his own, and only give help or advice if he asks, or if I should speak to his potential boss. My concern is that some rude, entitled customer will treat him badly and trigger one of his very rare meltdowns. Then the manager will have to deal with him, and I can't even imagine how that will go. He has come a long way, but he still has a lot of trouble dealing with certain emotions and he shuts down. With his birthday at the end of summer, and him starting high school this week, I've already told him he has to wait for school to let out for next summer. So I don't have to figure this out immediately, but it's bugging me. I try not to baby him. He is about to turn 15, but his maturity and social skills are about at the level of a typical 13 year old boy. I think a job would be good for him. I just can't help worrying about it.",5.5561734693877565,4.808440833333336,6.466726190476191,81.42723214285716,67.5374149659864,10.07108843537415,30.279761904761905,9.516144504307137,2.366041496598639,1111,35,242,20,16,371,157,294,0.065,0.86,0.075,0.4639,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,0,15,0,38,3,0,3,2,53,55,24,0,9,13,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,11,18,1,1,6,2,0,2,8,3,0,2,9,1,25,4,37,35,4,32,0,0,0,0,42,14,0,9,15,164,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364078966183395,0.0,0.0,0.12669858506506534,0.0,0.1396257694256681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263591871449698,0.1182857317250119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564481945926064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899186841429293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608877093592624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232592508452058,0.1120654299081905,0.0,0.0,0.08356993725919883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927846215895722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299703679761095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322103450377027,0.12137629602017892,0.07190825041214845,0.10612490433309382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961685757307773,0.2673655951999333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511171895479317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695359693933867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587650056607275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197247648661103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756879133075926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099270113767354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345629756988257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276887713860513,0.0,0.08573801802924312,0.09622953921819663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771793996473733,0.0,0.1321938595479106,0.0,0.1196089795003419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105648175726292,0.0,0.12493021852544915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561043021375455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897841521543976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955651226608713,0.0,0.10104468254652904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925026727217004,0.0,0.09513261109602518,0.10169766711510192,0.11059023718394503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107343832147253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542425552440194,0.0,0.12090203878339455,0.0,0.17180715185514542,0.13762512036312324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439808477286497,0.14925788966004688,0.100431299812426,0.10149238456608237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849438263041715,0.0,0.08988120118106857,0.0,0.0,0.08147928553572663 autism,throwaway060090,2019/08/13,"Random rant about my struggles This is just a rant. I have some things I wanna get out. Wanting to appeal to girls has been a goal of mine for a long time. But, all I’ve experienced is rejection and heartbreak. Knowing that I’m different from my friends brings me quite a lot of misery. I’ve tried so hard to overcome my social difficulties and I’ve had very little success. Yet all I feel is loneliness. I feel like I’m suffering through the effects that autism has on my life alone.. Being loved by a gorgeous woman is what I desire, yet I know that I will never fulfill that wish because I will always be single and alone. I’m just a socially awkward, annoying, autistic guy who will never find love. It’s funny how people tell you that it’s good to be different. What those people don’t consider is the social isolation, loneliness, recklessness, and misery that goes along with being different. Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve to be loved.",4.589156908665103,6.258350573770496,5.370152224824358,79.84290983606556,70.5846994535519,8.288680718188914,29.46487119437939,8.841846274778883,2.4869362997658078,757,30,136,14,14,246,111,183,0.24600000000000002,0.603,0.151,-0.9445,3,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,4,7,15,1,2,8,0,20,4,0,2,4,29,35,7,0,4,3,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,3,14,7,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,5,17,9,17,25,5,10,0,3,0,3,13,3,0,3,8,94,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27333401094436804,0.0,0.0,0.10979827234051874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043937961984683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135989698940308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001633196439125,0.188539317100732,0.0,0.0,0.1206057334518591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194916570493767,0.0,0.06894175809165827,0.0,0.0,0.11067874423814698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065755446927887,0.0,0.0,0.11820699047350886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503954223009474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320468798426676,0.12893443600831192,0.13225495096526188,0.0,0.11677723682912143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121845887025322,0.3572873330561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354577793662992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296386702940584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035184449373495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035387109061348,0.0,0.0,0.13050822606167828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379494508545742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533568537409715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766595016381508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769448217006277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895897147703265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887782652092463,0.07783128709996126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174331559862697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JesseAster,2019/08/13,"I overcame my sensory issues long enough to take a bath! It was hell- But I managed to do it. I don't know if this is the right spot to put it, but I wanna just throw it out there. I ACTUALLY DID IT! I'm proud of myself, and I also never wanna do it again!",-1.5330049261083722,0.2954052068965538,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,91.75862068965515,4.693596059113301,15.182266009852214,6.1826913282559595,-0.5777320197044333,194,4,47,2,7,72,41,58,0.051,0.857,0.092,0.4983,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,7,7,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.35089791887099625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875557575429508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715419535770007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753077868432602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761560023686014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182167206978466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733003334231143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36147691679610733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30707910054812737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703591854380442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChrisOfNil,2019/08/13,Support People with Autism in Tennessee I'm trying to start up a project to keep people give people in Tennesse and beyond access to more information and a community designed to help people with autism and friends and families of people with autism reach out and touch each other's lives in a positive way. Feel free to join the community and/or donate to the cause. Any advice or information on autism or other mental illnesses will be appreciated as well.,10.359634146341463,9.64547654878049,9.961097560975613,60.15920731707318,57.90243902439024,12.590243902439024,37.57317073170732,11.698219412168324,4.617721951219512,375,14,57,9,4,122,55,82,0.034,0.71,0.256,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,17,8,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,18,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,37,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999990691113451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918116667858604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102502758920438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929426483126717,0.0,0.10348622221333363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812588493297425,0.0,0.0,0.19633606581301394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718455581280847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191820248716556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807254746379076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062570696999316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7094546381212468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448649683899997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322546679757169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389560457017503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245582487029278,0.0,0.0,0.18402099041406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DeWalt,2019/08/13,"Books / reading material My 2 year old was just diagnosed with level 1 asd. We got him into early intervention, and we are waiting for case management to contact us. In the meantime, does anybody have any book suggestions or advice on parenting a child with asd? Anything is appreciated.",5.2360000000000015,8.2877826,6.718,64.709,73.0,9.6,36.0,9.888512548439397,4.7200000000000015,230,13,33,7,5,78,47,50,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,21,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133304327537307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804949083183853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638633877541161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254477694250704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805984657428545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564489750120977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364628278729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356038156003926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207316173014449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856962700828743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648476823223266 autism,Inspectreknight,2019/03/31,"Dies anyone know/ have a good idea about what the cause of autism is? Title is self-explanatory, but here is backstory nonetheless. I am autistic myself, and I know quite a lot about how my autism affects me and how it could affect others, but I still don’t know anything about why people have autism. I had attempted to ask my Biology teacher (a doctor of Biology (I know that does not mean he knows everything about it)), but I was essentially brushed off, and I am still curious, especially with the oncoming of Autism Awareness Day. As far as I am aware, autism is not caused by any mutation of the genes, showing it can’t be genetic, yet all of my siblings and most of the maternal side of my family have autism, including my mother, implying it might be passed down in some way. Any response or answer, even if just theory, would be appreciated, as I am quite curious as to what the cause of Autism is.",12.425626204238926,7.440178277456647,11.820317919075148,61.672056840077104,58.132947976878604,16.157610789980733,44.44026974951831,13.5591,5.636511368015414,714,27,136,20,6,237,104,173,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,0,8,0,22,1,0,7,1,35,29,15,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,16,1,23,21,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,4,100,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832719258250126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710284667350436,0.0,0.1260491794464133,0.0,0.14319704565364907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720557827062482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222970029803888,0.0,0.0,0.09878458073665417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897046516148727,0.0,0.0,0.1567801152564114,0.13404363015974194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117000543056733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376629458464028,0.0,0.14439884796064173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847511317852184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291484099081078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420902218660834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022308691388396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668514285095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249344513342212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619158938777133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32583888135463696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979392441302231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446499642630053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215824192365737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382157417972469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881043961288477,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,keenonthedaywalker,2019/03/31,"Any good books on Autism? Hello to anyone reading this. My mother got a job at a school for children with special needs and would kinda like some more insight on children with autism and so she asked me to check for any nice books about it. Any Suggestions?",3.175102040816326,5.779462428571431,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,77.77551020408163,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,0.14396816326530626,205,6,39,1,5,60,38,49,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.8740000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,10,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,23,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103953898752679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092064348125047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797100574572729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250953370755371,0.2392962433871545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29690818365250204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617319497729006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185177668424505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29927930556985705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280469174626656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125419150733403,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CrochetQueen2016,2019/03/31,"Is it expensive to get tested for ASD? I’m really questioning if I may be autistic. I don’t know where to begin to go, and in my experience seeking health care (even with insurance) can add up and put me in debt, which I’m terrified of happening again. Can anyone share their experiences with me? Asking from Portland OR.",4.0658064516129,5.901546870967742,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,72.2258064516129,10.121290322580649,28.529032258064518,10.355215969177356,3.3081187096774194,254,10,47,8,5,87,51,62,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.4859,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,11,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,2,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005835204194829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681811774661633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924792144995217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947242281975304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612203873518158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987575208076204,0.0,0.16303267506425656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25367483758000736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30492536131270365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576541639994463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883797688759493,0.3213558018741889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837738364713588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nug_2018,2019/03/31,"Thoughts on ABA? Hello all! I’m currently an ABA therapist practicing to become a BCBA. While I think ABA is great, I’m recently learning that there are people on the spectrum that disagree and believe it’s abusive. Because I’m working with autistic children I want to make sure I avoid making them feel a negative way about ABA. I don’t want it to feel abusive. What makes you feel it’s abusive and how would you change the ABA practice if you could? Thanks!! 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I am aware it can still be terrible, but I want to go to school to become a BCBA. I have also heard good things about it too. I was also hoping to become a speech language pathologist and help others. I want to be good with people and learn how to do good things. 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I am interested in video games, game developement and computers. Want someone to whom I can chat with. Nothing special, just feeling lonely.",5.853918918918918,9.287421891891894,5.558040540540541,71.68949324324326,73.32432432432431,8.024324324324324,41.682432432432435,8.841846274778883,4.760518918918921,178,12,25,4,4,55,30,37,0.145,0.638,0.217,0.4717,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,6,7,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471629956630373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7464156714741799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264409354223335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765626521931325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621353231755986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fruzels,2019/03/31,"Ima keep it short Im not fucking special, its acctually really mean and hurtful when people say that. Im not special, just have a.s.d",-0.6310714285714276,1.385183750000003,3.0297142857142885,83.31528571428574,104.35714285714286,5.097142857142859,23.457142857142852,6.742157984588678,1.3070342857142865,107,5,21,2,5,39,22,28,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.8231,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28992495856534256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357231739166801,0.0,0.6774995460559585,0.0,0.0,0.2787486383080262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416103611981949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741586230939494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009049104904368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493931665277076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,That-IS-A-TREE,2019/03/31,"I Suspect I’m Autistic Ever since I was 11 I’ve suspected it. My mom had me at age 37 so there was a decent chance there. I was always socially awkward and hated eye contact. I despised going through the lunch line in school because it was so crowded and people always touched me. I’m pretty smart too. I know that if I do have autism, it’s high functioning, and of course maybe I don’t, but I want to know from actual people with autism.",1.125,3.4511492777777804,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,84.0,5.377777777777778,22.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.6758000000000006,345,12,70,4,10,114,64,90,0.106,0.81,0.083,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,12,15,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,2,11,1,7,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,43,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.23690442371092496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040012243520648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798779233863266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195955853737397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796941166640134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396809901011155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564954206098997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26683549472753226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438908989974857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843243976448204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366065089932685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469801177274757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456919733732104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008183973345504,0.0,0.0,0.24746918417490366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431895721626837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,the1wtheFlippityHair,2019/03/31,"I really suspect I am in the autism spectrum, and if not then something else is ""wrong"" with me. These symptoms have great effects on others and my life, and I need to know why I'm like this because I know it's more than just me being a quirky socially awkward introvert. Please help? I have generalized anxiety disorder, depression, gender dysphoria. But for a long time I've suspected I am on the autism spectrum because: - I'm highly individual - have trouble connecting with others - and understanding social cues and expectations - I sometimes have trouble understanding metaphors but according to my parents it's all the time and they say I always take things too literally - I have this need to correct others- to me I'm helping them, but often they see it as rude.... - my parents say that I don't show emotions like I should(but I definitely do feel emotion) and I usually have a blank expression, and I don't seem like I fully understand how bad and wrong or even dangerous a mistake I make is, and I barely understand how it effects others - I naturally am bad at eye contact when people are speaking to me, and I usually don't even look at the person a lot of the time when talking to them. I just naturally do it, but I try to do better at this and when I think I'm doing better I get told I'm still not making eye contact like I should. - I've always had a hard time in social situations, they make me nervous, I like parties in theory but I always end up uncomfortable at them (this is probably just an introvert thing though) - I have a hard time understanding social expectations and not understanding how some things I do are ""not socially acceptable"", ""really weird"" or just plain rude. - I'm super book smart but according to my parents I'm really dumb when it comes to ""common sense"". Even though I think my actions make sense, they say otherwise. - My parents also say that I act as if I think the world revolves around me which I deny and I don't really understand what they mean (oh wait..... it's a metaphor, of course I have trouble understanding it) - I never truly feel part of a group, even when my mates really want me in their group(which is rare), I never fully believe them. I never fully feel like a belong in any social group - I have a few really strong interests (art, sciences, geography, language learning and creation...) and I get really frustrated and sad when I can't pursue then, and I often ramble on about them(I ramble about anything I'm interested in) and love to tell others about my strong interests but I can't tell that they are getting bored right away, sometimes of the time I never do. My friends, parents, siblings, can all confirm... - also I don't understand how they can get bored of what I'm talking about, and I get told I don't know when to shut up when I'm talking about a very strong interest of mine which sounds selfish I know but I'm being honest. - which is ironic because I am very quiet most of the time(unless my friends are near) and often I will do gestures rather than talking in full sentences - I'm sensitive to loud noises and a few specific sounds that aren't even loud but to me they are really loud; and I'm really sensitive to touch- My mom likes to touch me a lot (just my shoulders, arms, upper back; you know, normal places) but I hate it but she doesn't understand why I'm so sensitive. I don't like anyone touching me unless I really really like them but even then I still have limits - I always like to do my in thing, which is not a bad thing, until it gets to the point where others are annoyed, angry, or hurt because of my extreme stubbornness and my lack of agreeableness that amplifies when I'm really stressed, anxious, and overwhelmed - I am very detail oriented, and I will often get fixated or obsess on little details, and I get upset when a pattern or order is messed up and I will go out of my way to fix it if I can but if I can't then I get even more upset. I don't have OCD, but I do have this need to be in control and do things my way or it will be wrong. - I have a routine. I don't like changing my routine. It is hard to change it even when it's better if I do. I like things done in a certain way and I get upset if I can't do it my way. - I'm really clumsy- I drop my phone A LOT- it just falls out of my hands! I wish I could say I'm really coordinated but I'm really not that much. Yeah I can sing and play the drums at the same time, but for most every action, I'm slow. I'm not well coordinated in most actions. - according to my mother, I'm often ""in my own little world"" or on another planet, and seem lose full awareness of my surroundings a lot. I actually disagree, I think I am very much aware or more aware than most people of my surroundings. - I hate it when things are unrealistic. It bugs me so much. I hate exaggerations. - I also hate it when people are not straight forward to me. I'm very straight forward, that's what I think is the right way to speak, but again to other people I'm being rude. Even after all this my parents still think I am not on the autism spectrum; and I've done a lot of research on it to know that it's under diagnosed, it's a wide spectrum and everybody does not experience the same symptoms and levels, and there's a stigma to it which is all probably responsible for my parents just seeing me as a really quirky socially awkward introvert, but all these symptoms make my life difficult and impair my social abilities and I'm unable to see specialists in autism. I just need to know why I'm like this. Thank you for reading.",4.823307508047009,5.6176275819672155,6.0953352296828625,78.15189422860995,69.17304189435336,9.331556753249997,29.79519425106669,9.507389127327237,2.6436144022756194,4367,162,844,91,73,1472,345,1098,0.165,0.7140000000000001,0.122,-0.9933,7,0,1,0,0,0,152.0,0,2,14,12,62,76,12,9,39,1,83,12,5,12,11,186,174,103,0,20,52,9,10,13,3,5,6,13,0,1,64,44,0,4,35,7,0,9,29,41,1,0,5,29,142,35,96,158,30,111,0,5,6,1,62,56,1,31,56,598,206,4,0.0,0.0,0.03366475747555054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827633421383207,0.11481932692175847,0.0,0.0,0.02345960408367927,0.03617382339564563,0.02639062932207969,0.038972556879143416,0.0,0.02412157863837567,0.0,0.02838864968349679,0.0307102474413399,0.0,0.0,0.032411704168919524,0.026526585044189286,0.08641236073316644,0.08411785749516099,0.0,0.0,0.03886706979826747,0.0,0.09153117856569884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298793840150558,0.029716695049836643,0.0,0.0,0.03869207938607859,0.02754358886110632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02971279959744856,0.035014417100917544,0.0,0.0,0.039537327841083256,0.0,0.030189150580919536,0.07060620406829214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028818383407047118,0.07761048920357719,0.030554703343114945,0.0,0.0,0.20506851926633549,0.0,0.029065781671770624,0.0,0.0,0.03374534876707539,0.0,0.0,0.052329187759581855,0.024645148127487103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330564104949041,0.0,0.1802361296801053,0.0,0.019605825463442382,0.0,0.0,0.03803381189257493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270943062876212,0.1362372601889373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04624613290095441,0.03644869096643805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693047790382712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271315184013735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873346051892651,0.21909969866918927,0.0691514726425148,0.0,0.030529359539736727,0.028969361141618823,0.038594077629408516,0.0,0.14664346135920045,0.03113550136438253,0.0,0.11513734005251618,0.0,0.0,0.037578084791606715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04040326365021552,0.0,0.0,0.07607928827129334,0.10231836477015492,0.10642694425996443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03380039998724742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681391230344034,0.03735762360793631,0.0,0.09566538532667793,0.030122041879304926,0.03604273115783231,0.03786809109531797,0.03261145643932928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743886634697948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03450701366146635,0.0,0.3536015352686409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892165721030376,0.0,0.13716969130201856,0.0,0.0,0.08247054904839474,0.06281078099983194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387768355802712,0.0,0.2813283074219367,0.0,0.02655799800531791,0.06823817148817173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264967087899704,0.0,0.03951697370787807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756888941228764,0.0259379606420671,0.11091170763131797,0.060304982411943535,0.031760827085107066,0.0,0.0,0.18334979553318745,0.1326283150271235,0.06778758715762666,0.0,0.16092698818395726,0.0,0.0,0.06592801957982597,0.0,0.023421658942727158,0.0,0.0,0.3591329952789472,0.0,0.0,0.07598863726344311,0.14232098660744613,0.020347624347304638,0.1369132557045513,0.0,0.0,0.031017555616341837,0.0,0.09338636614357597,0.0,0.03967062730248605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315338639781725,0.0,0.0 autism,bubbletrollbutt,2019/03/31,"How to get my son out of the loop of wanting something he can’t have? First of all, I love you all. Hugs are you having a good weekend? I am sorry for this post. I feel it will get worse due to spring break and him being fixated on stuff he can’t do. So my son has a thing were if he wants something he will ask for it repeatedly even if we say no. When we say no he can’t have x thing or do x thing he gets upset for a bit(screams, taps me in the chin) Basically: Son: may I have leap pad Me: No you can’t due to -yelling and making your little brother cry while playing with it. (Or other reasons depends on why it was taken away) Son doesn’t want to listen gets upset and asks again. Yells and screams loud. He might give up for a bit than wants different answers. Repeat. He asks again and re-gets upset. This happens for hours on end sometimes. He really wants the item/do the activity but it sets him off screaming and yelling. That’s mostly the reason we take it away is it triggers him to scream and scream sometimes. We never know why. We explain him know because xyz but he doesn’t have it and has been getting out of hand. Meaning more yelling, I might get hit(lightly sometimes but we take it very seriously) or he will try and take another item he knows he can’t have. Time outs never work for him. He sees it as a game and giggles and tries to play while in time out. Super cute but man kid! He talks but never explains thing so we can never fix the problem to prevent his outburst that get things taken away. Has anyone seen this? I hope I explained it well. He is Will be 10 this year. Time flies! 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I've heard of the controversy surrounding the puzzle piece symbol and blue color used to represent Autism. Which symbols are appropriate and easy recognizable? 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Today was the team celebration for my twin boys’ (15) special olympics basketball team. During the awards part of the ceremony (held at a pizza and games joint like Chuck-e-cheese) the coach announces my twin boys (who are somewhat tall), “Andrew and Joel, the Twin Towers!” And their good friend, who’s on the spectrum, turns to the kid next to him, giggles, and says, “Hehe. Get it? Like 9/11?” and my wife and I lost it. I love an autistic sense of humor. 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I’ve been thinking about getting a weighted blanket for awhile and I was about to ask my boyfriend to get me one for my birthday, but it just occurred to me that it might not be safe for my cats. One of them in particular loves to sleep under the blankets with me and she’s a tiny little thing (maybe 8 lbs) so I’m scared it might be unsafe if it restricts her breathing or she can’t get out from under the blanket while I’m sleeping. I was leaning towards a 20 lb blaket (I’m ~140, but I’ve heard a lot of people say they found 10% of their body weight too light) but now I’m not sure I should get one at all. I’ve never actually had the chance to use one in person, so I’m not sure how heavy it would actually feel with all that weight evenly distributed. For people who’ve used them and/or have small pets, do you think it would be fine? Or should I go with a lighter one or none at all? I *could* always get one and just use it when I’m awake for sensory overload, etc., but I have pretty bad insomnia a lot of nights and was hoping maybe it could help with that too. 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This study will have people with ASD express and contribute their ideas of what they would like to see in an online game and how they believe an online game can become a fundamental communication learning tool for people on the Autism Spectrum. I am a MEd student completing my thesis. I have my ethics approval and in need of a couple more participants. If you are over 19 and enjoy playing multiplayer online games I would be interested in hearing from you. If you are interested in participating or have any questions, please contact GAresearch151@gmail.com",12.218667377398715,12.711039097014927,10.720490405117273,52.297537313432855,53.55223880597014,12.43326226012793,43.02345415778254,11.765960540728905,5.634790191897652,685,32,86,16,7,214,82,134,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,3,3,2,6,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,2,0,19,15,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,6,20,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,4,1,65,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486892114177905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251517545682003,0.0,0.2565815324985601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387778371642628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519865802961616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566760703818165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570872725896705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126076006540164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252964388486613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886404719814566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736523354137398,0.0,0.0,0.2499867599091525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551174805077316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147684720136387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32355556051832696,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,the_squid_conspiracy,2019/10/23,I feel like I shouldn't be allowed to have a crush I feel like the fact that I am autistic automatically makes any feelings I have toward someone creepy and unwanted and I feel vastly inferior to the person I like. Does anyone else get like this sometimes?,6.6340136054421786,7.227100428571429,7.1555102040816365,72.85258503401364,65.12244897959185,8.982312925170069,32.65986394557823,8.841846274778883,2.6889945578231296,207,8,37,3,3,68,34,49,0.126,0.6709999999999999,0.203,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,11,11,2,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,4,3,9,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694390025060665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165466236037974,0.2515369540506611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214832889986315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050781977278482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965152677126674,0.35076100483033895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826014602609553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797426131266383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386872126473542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435532913966404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080057236892812,0.0,0.24279920610703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tahoepines45,2019/10/23,"I hate the Good Doctor! I don't know about you guys, but I just can't with this show! Autism is portrayed infantile and that's not a message society should grasp! People on the spectrum have done great things and shouldn't be treated like babies!",3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,3.59416666666667,90.6675,72.75,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9020249999999996,198,6,39,2,4,59,41,48,0.10099999999999999,0.723,0.17600000000000002,0.6959,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754566513580062,0.0,0.37538505488770896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076718989392124,0.0,0.4044212474890632,0.0,0.3632102818931444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621596152110798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159512870506008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921012312886825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25430736856335195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369945236435864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,everydayiswonderful,2019/10/23,Little Brother! I just found out my little brother Garrett (6) may have autism. The doctors say they need to run a few more tests to know for sure. I’m just wondering if there were any way I can make his life a little easier or how to make his time around me more enjoyable?,3.568928571428572,4.555249464285719,4.409285714285716,88.3857142857143,72.21428571428571,7.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.205978571428572,214,6,46,3,4,69,44,56,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,1,15,11,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,6,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,1,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461180619357834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239756854466934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327114045415043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492872304914137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249504713260408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059027096149012,0.0,0.6836198544571657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352757944842274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858369740021195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080487336079984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142830139768081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257476671209045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804668627894763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465609611518006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawaysuctionbomb,2019/10/23,"Please help? Hi. I hope this isn't really stupid, but I'm not very good with change, and yesterday I woke up completely devoid of love for my special interest. Part of me suspects this might have to do with autistic burnout or depression, but if that's not the case, can someone please give me advice on keeping interest in my special interest? It's way too early for me to be letting it go, and I'm not ready. Please. I really don't want this to end.",3.4441758241758222,4.861131659340664,4.651428571428571,84.86857142857146,73.06593406593407,8.716483516483517,28.384615384615394,9.23628265651192,2.3718967032967035,355,14,73,8,7,117,62,91,0.133,0.542,0.325,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,17,6,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,8,8,12,13,1,8,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,4,3,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502448211009756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030053918644486,0.0,0.1985232776058376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308146004532065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770232694177714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163573989618265,0.10760839386694697,0.15881252066505988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691309767365722,0.0,0.0,0.18806102694254054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829738933859026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361677198739108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089009082074486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086375465830344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504078660864192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235276044621479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425968582022673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043031110866954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622839049488876,0.111679825932562,0.1502922238386036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yaboyhereforapost,2019/10/23,"Anyone else often get ""taught"" how to speak or act by strangers? This happens to me a lot, people will stop me while I'm talking to tell me that I'm talking wrong and will ask me to rephrase what I say to sound better but it's not like I'm speaking another language it's basic english! I'm thinking a lot of other people with autism get told to ""talk better"" or ""stand better"" or ""move better"" So anyone else?",2.512857142857144,4.133021714285718,3.84,88.905,75.90476190476191,5.276190476190476,23.904761904761905,5.288315135182226,0.4143761904761898,320,10,64,1,7,105,54,84,0.071,0.769,0.16,0.8701,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,5,5,9,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,6,3,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619557924625822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159920637140547,0.31650748694309705,0.0,0.0,0.14439123874444526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463989580718486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580487039553948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613889960896084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365808905104635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545716763233762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626181671107976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415742826534907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141543502654108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282597730236244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291283123453431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724266296033261,0.13499735857537326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989662406259052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758496136497185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886839380553484,0.0,0.0 autism,mbots99,2019/10/23,"I’m drained I just had a 3-4 hour long meeting with my student job and it completely drained me. It was on topics that no one had explained and that I had no clue what they were about, on top of that I had to write down “minutes” (what everyone says and what’s talked about) for three hours. I just feel dead, and I’ve got class in a bit, luckily I brought my energy up after food (lol) Am I the only one who experiences something like this? And if so, what do you guys do to try and reduce this “burnt out” feeling after enduring a very low stimulus activity?",3.4916739130434777,4.279867678260871,4.791902173913043,86.31046195652176,72.21739130434783,8.532608695652174,28.28804347826087,8.841846274778883,1.949369565217391,433,16,96,8,8,144,81,115,0.139,0.767,0.094,-0.7394,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,4,1,9,1,0,0,0,15,15,8,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,8,3,11,1,15,7,1,14,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,6,66,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672546349060426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694901426572154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159456803970672,0.0,0.2210641953507825,0.0,0.0,0.2285373680242561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732712329953944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074698261129454,0.0,0.0,0.2237682733081336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44511451337441305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426285322400769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040860298025,0.0,0.0,0.1999964009206341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062769631600928,0.17187760876389652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971844145692611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398019797328396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816443472827641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343418803263933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646762019304686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xuhthenecromancer,2019/10/23,"I think I may have autism English is not my first language. I'm a 25 years old male and I have always struggled with anxiety and a hard time creating bonds with people, but eventually I manage to make some friends and even date someone. I also deal with a lot of depressed moods, but I am not clinically depressed anymore (I was through my 21 to 24). Often I find myself in some kind of obsessive behavior, usually with some music or action. Eg, I tend to listen the same music non stop for days on end or fold and unfold boxes. It goes to interests too, to the point that usually I neglect a lot of my obligations. But what made me come here was that this weekend I was with my bfs in their friends house and they pointed out I was visibly uncomfortable and I told them I was uneasy with how loud their friend was talking, nearly screaming, and that I was nearly running away. It made me realize all the times I felt uncomfortable with loud sounds near me. They pointed out that it, with all the other factor they know about me, could be a sign of autism. I'm afraid of going after the diagnose. You think I should do the tests?",4.4228110859728496,5.709562782805432,5.174250565610858,82.56734869909505,70.49321266968326,8.239932126696834,28.29213800904977,8.660442795831766,2.06603371040724,889,32,173,15,16,288,130,221,0.155,0.773,0.071,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,6,1,7,13,0,3,11,0,16,2,0,4,2,50,30,14,0,2,7,0,2,0,3,2,2,5,0,1,10,18,0,2,6,1,0,4,2,7,0,1,11,7,33,5,31,15,8,29,0,3,0,0,15,12,0,9,13,130,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043584135166166,0.11490747574128699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564355949205652,0.0,0.13695476942033982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974634882023925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189580363200419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025893823754124,0.0,0.0,0.08906091499242011,0.14237158265534358,0.2378848850961199,0.1401651931424636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231264290805965,0.0,0.0,0.09121153510237204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259444073432847,0.0,0.12621783654209134,0.11746494019815144,0.0,0.0,0.32007938837380506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848350880382983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237074737219958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934499323457782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380641040196104,0.07589430746526284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348096674035805,0.0,0.26134077910163284,0.09218058641306093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490920413246344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573882932789587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39163791394566827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700884365830055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115454983209153,0.0,0.1443686028905412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099685650269442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697351482730742,0.0,0.0,0.16105053466710606,0.0,0.0,0.13195726736322386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304187900314468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892971511642575 autism,BeePuppy,2019/10/23,"Do you ever feel out of your age group? A lot of people think I'm pretty childlike and see it as quirky, my boyfriend tells me I'm immature. A lot of times I still feel stuck as a teenager even though I am 20.",2.824057971014493,2.9768921304347837,3.9856521739130457,93.79775362318844,73.34782608695652,7.0028985507246375,24.02898550724637,6.42735559955562,0.3937333333333335,162,4,40,1,3,53,35,46,0.047,0.877,0.076,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,9,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,6,8,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445108358226688,0.28000053125434976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130297866889432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263269704031684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145990348152466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31491782521610234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466667215946992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472024691461649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705553524080057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834348161773466,0.30412569241853804,0.0,0.18049776427530476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RadsXT,2019/10/23,"I have autism but don't struggle socially at all any others out there like this? Don't mean to generalize or anything. I was diagnosed with autism at the age of 4. I think I still have traits, I talk to myself imagine with my hands and have various shoulder and hair pulling ticks that make me stand out from a crowed and I talk to much. Though it's hard to know if talking really counts as a social disadvantage especially when your doctor and personal trainer have said they really enjoy seeing you and wishes they could see you more because of it. But I have very little or almost no difficulty socializing I feel like I struggle in social situations about as much as any other normal person. Sometimes I say things that aren't inappropriate at all but certainly come across as awkward. But I have no trouble making friends and even know when to end friendships if the other person is in general a bad human being. I even love performing in front of crowds. Are there any other autistics out there like this or am I just a rare anomaly?",6.134537290121045,7.19879394923858,6.492588832487312,75.50460757516595,66.36040609137056,9.310269426005467,30.382272549785238,9.466822959209583,2.748773838344396,836,30,148,16,13,270,120,197,0.102,0.723,0.175,0.9582,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,2,1,11,12,0,3,6,0,15,6,3,2,3,39,28,22,0,5,10,0,4,3,1,0,2,2,0,4,11,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,2,8,21,7,26,24,6,20,0,0,2,1,21,11,0,6,8,112,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766748716072213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972881431208365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669923533620643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811443774952584,0.07163190736957344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122290845375916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938207350817456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926834834169756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027462080911372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040773859322184,0.0,0.0,0.15522611423670138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059415676083365426,0.08394788076380233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078654296806092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526426523987352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291588660063222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222571122273114,0.1177740857958292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605573732150647,0.0,0.15687527044578595,0.0,0.0,0.12800087729639087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727640936965412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513308555583793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078108802956481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055752235225048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177720624789562,0.09344723618833888,0.0,0.0,0.1872776413495732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208413894901944,0.0,0.4791392424336611,0.0,0.0,0.116218613375667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384219942233034,0.0,0.0,0.24569016648309144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833459174006477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806722591941341,0.07529450907339179,0.1154512087843258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695657053554747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351286295130864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway911turbos,2019/10/23,"Do you think someone with autism can ever make such a positive global impact to this world? I see people like Shark Sandberg or these top CEOs and even our former president. They have all made positive impact to the world. We have autism and sometimes I wonder if we can ever make such an impact for the world. Or will we struggle to hold down jobs, be single and die miserable? I’ve always wanted to go to these elite schools, work for top tech company but I feel like this is just a fantasy. I struggled during undergrad, and I struggle to hold down jobs. My life is becoming a living hell and I don’t know what to do. What do you say?",3.6352380952380976,5.2770722063492075,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,72.96825396825399,7.5796825396825405,24.50476190476191,8.238735603445708,1.4610057142857142,502,15,98,8,10,162,78,126,0.14300000000000002,0.765,0.092,-0.8686,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,2,1,4,6,7,1,4,6,0,12,1,0,3,3,27,22,9,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,14,2,12,19,2,12,1,1,1,0,8,8,1,4,5,67,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331660780822572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022439297086804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787568416089239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376220493507865,0.3115999901822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708919052943634,0.12304754341469198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788736701497686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418411706050222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465802488225597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165746718038112,0.1682945059560735,0.0,0.15209015226990893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297666318566265,0.2299416789946263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940880405115957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369713296779929,0.0,0.1743150172182268,0.1372521467778323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459375070985511,0.0,0.17034873000753487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540184656571939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036376725415813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015909978430346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678579878902815,0.12539201013515755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hmansloth,2019/10/23,Anyone here have poor attention spans? As an autistic person I feel like my attention span is much shorter compared to neurotypicals. Like even though sometimes not paying attention is intentional I realise that I tend to lose interest in a conversation if the person is going on and on about something for way too Long. Like I get the point already so they should just move on but they don’t. I know that it is rude to just stop caring but I just can’t help it at times.,2.6846153846153844,5.371843010989012,3.6491098901098944,85.10839010989012,80.42857142857143,6.716923076923077,24.48461538461539,7.908726449838941,1.5790474725274724,378,14,71,7,10,121,66,91,0.109,0.736,0.154,0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,9,7,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,14,7,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,11,13,1,14,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120960084581195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591732086388489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320971081507505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503559884965872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510309014222846,0.16262813324294118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893401963413912,0.0,0.1293747061008905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258423736149065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510658446210882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336444667542791,0.0,0.0,0.2014568029928981,0.0,0.254674176297752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194837652451234,0.16734372442545314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975379993625172,0.0,0.0,0.21519612118486292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525062604340666,0.22514464891075076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031965757166205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365799344075707,0.0,0.1327404056438629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069233811267785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DearDiaryGuessWhat,2019/10/23,"What kind of support is available for families of children who have not yet received a diagnosis? I refer a lot of children to developmental pediatricians and the process is stressful for families. There is a strong likelihood these children will receive a diagnosis, but they often spend months or years before getting an official diagnosis. Are there any support groups or resources that are helpful for the parents of these children? I don’t think they would feel comfortable going to parent support groups for parents of children with a diagnosis. Most of them are either in denial or at the very least holding out hope that they can avoid a diagnosis. Any help is appreciated.",9.390219780219779,10.471383162393165,8.981562881562883,60.43923076923078,59.256410256410255,11.130158730158731,44.06471306471306,10.914260884657429,5.40903028083028,558,32,79,13,7,179,74,117,0.037000000000000005,0.733,0.23,0.9787,3,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,4,9,0,2,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,20,5,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,16,18,4,9,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,7,3,64,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000424861360046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137645567173793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049852460683422,0.0,0.08179055077358925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451275252100529,0.0,0.0919317496610018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684819752003884,0.0,0.0,0.16066385370688985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684478067075824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375222890179681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911502734891225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388449201871164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852951583725453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550688878399025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364906659816477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346867069381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490943026493335,0.0,0.0,0.10416792562042683 autism,NarodSlovinski,2019/10/23,"Just a reminder how important encouragment is. I'm a teaching assistant to an autistic kid in elemntary school. Today after a school day his mom sent me a message saying how he came home all happy and proud of himself. He told her how this was a first time in a while where he didn't feel weird, stressed and frightened during school. I was encouraging him, telling him how good, smart and brave he is and how well he is doing on his exams, and he believed it - of course, because it is true! Just there was no one here in his school setting to tell him that before me. Please tell those around you how important and good they are when you see their effort. It can make an unbelievable difference.",4.02814789687924,5.947985708955227,4.307177747625509,85.87940976933515,72.50746268656717,7.260786974219811,26.360922659430127,8.00094639256281,1.5205313432835823,551,19,108,8,11,172,88,134,0.034,0.7120000000000001,0.254,0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,3,14,12,0,1,8,0,11,0,0,7,2,20,18,14,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,7,3,15,10,10,11,1,16,0,0,1,0,29,6,0,0,7,74,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391532013138716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170122966892158,0.0,0.12800554533803013,0.16948401684310446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720527791848412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701543200079983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716818598189866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606234091107368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795637591688425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523484639691575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601364017262921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089437462291225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041373832405932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761827545156172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193581463937557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512786331274126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962862336502175,0.0,0.6089760708519129,0.11987388464086772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723179923842128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944494931523454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771741900483987,0.0,0.14259082490646002,0.14374309201716334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352553703121284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EnterSilentHill,2019/10/23,"Links or helpful things I could send to a mother of a high schooler with autism? I’m lost with the links I’ve gone through and overload of info. I really wish l had time to sort through everything I come across on the internet. I’m very separated from my family and not involved apart from just hearing things that go on. My sister lives with my mother. My sister is autistic and is in early high school. I really don’t know to what level but it’s rather obvious and my mother has a hard time properly learning/communicating/being a general parent and understanding anything to be honest. She’s struggling in school and my mom doesn’t have a clue how to tolerate or support her latching onto strange interests. She’s actually requesting resources from me which surprises me and I want to give the best possible information and resources or even some general guidance, but this is something I’m lost on.",4.1632058823529405,6.732457482352943,5.281985294117653,76.11768382352942,74.17647058823529,8.720588235294116,30.625,9.354420925462401,3.272970588235294,732,34,124,19,16,241,106,170,0.081,0.78,0.14,0.9031,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,35,25,14,0,4,8,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,2,16,5,23,19,2,18,0,2,0,0,17,11,0,5,3,84,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.15532964361927126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309856113287737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704198155378172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711323050481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708648933231045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513210056311313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305420470171915,0.0,0.15005390323335027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526930063330524,0.09046154229121874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425875198038555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939925822507527,0.0,0.10669013949516397,0.3363495003531544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087477180990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055245494076096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475117201888857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642120170927504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674250269234654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794433601319722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394027974356785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221826428259839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253895987230437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640191901396698,0.0,0.0,0.1806273510740096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114946054380457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562982179131207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657044468807302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133418914621875,0.0938842123149425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304080775045944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,selfdestructingsquid,2019/10/23,"senses and food does anyone have issues with foods that chance suddenly or one day will be bad and the next not? my parents keep telling me it's not real i'm just using it as an excuse not to eat what they serve and get what i want but its nothing like that. some days i will have bad sensory days and a lot of foods will make me feel sick, something will be wrong about most things wether it the taste or texture or smell, but the next day i'd be able to eat it fine. i can't tell if it's all in my head or if it's an actual thing, especially when my mum has so many books on high functioning autism and has done research since she has two kids on the spectrum as well as a few other family members and people she knows, but she says this isn't a thing so i'm not sure what to think. i mean it can even change over hours for me, earlier today i was eating something fine, really liked it, then an hour or two later up until now still (so a good 9 hours) the thought of it is making me want to gag and i never want to look at it again. anyone else have similar experiences or know someone who does? or am i just being weird? or is this not even an autistic thing... i assumed it was since its sensory based",3.393943014705884,3.8244935781250007,4.433722426470592,90.09638786764708,72.203125,7.742279411764708,23.261948529411764,7.724431198458867,0.7536165441176466,940,21,218,11,17,307,148,256,0.10099999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8766,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,0,13,0,23,9,1,3,3,49,40,29,0,5,20,2,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,26,8,7,1,7,1,0,0,8,4,1,3,4,5,19,7,20,28,5,26,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,14,21,148,45,2,0.09633369544154068,0.0,0.0940077904483124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471751944541968,0.09870525516929687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608692236650794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190827638497434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485090562880443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860453212441984,0.09858281678136822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957202605103843,0.08047444127159882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272549945888354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423283912870553,0.09081483458294648,0.0,0.0487092109189252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494612607414291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033037984155301,0.0,0.0,0.08080013321514129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886616379482847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017818383208825,0.0,0.0,0.2846078551940951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054734976114832,0.0,0.08562581477437857,0.0,0.0,0.10588495934177374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412755517965146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089604190972269,0.0,0.0,0.08189946293884874,0.0,0.0,0.12860697950126573,0.09766724700634166,0.0,0.10493563552637797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429848470846102,0.0,0.2049039559680509,0.0,0.0,0.09243477891029188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527820516682176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696716846359274,0.0,0.0,0.06678565487571753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964883554240236,0.0617138320651015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660842116652725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937645670836634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816232275329598,0.1483247703788661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693221361892175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079336789119576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839979179081974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599930683806205,0.061726742254803124,0.0,0.07647819360238263,0.0,0.0,0.0913130792752281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820804522593,0.0,0.0,0.08320138271483718,0.0,0.0,0.1704603284742165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866155614136725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053257732484622,0.0,0.0 autism,El-Mooo,2019/10/23,"Going to a psychiatrist in a week Hello all I a question I'd like to ask regarding meds Im wondering if anyone here has been prescribed add/adhd medication like Ritalin and Adderall post diagnosis? At the moment im on effexor for anxiety/depression. I just have no hunger for life or energy for anything since I can recall. I do the basics food water (studying nutritional science (trying to)) no electronics before bed and an hour exercise. My world is a void at the moment and I am getting professional counselling. I really could use some hope in my existence",4.285673076923079,6.96553929807693,6.619846153846152,66.12515384615384,74.28846153846155,10.313846153846157,31.55384615384615,10.355215969177356,4.414937692307691,453,22,69,16,10,160,78,104,0.065,0.833,0.102,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,0,8,7,0,1,1,13,14,5,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,11,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,6,46,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397524882407975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194738040053212,0.0,0.16705765887435806,0.0,0.18978436281525415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727442066639228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208476005145062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484983592714906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454771570315842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606290261997693,0.0,0.1153736912018748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163199235557666,0.19992123594379485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385653047760988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339001526850734,0.19835816360427108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254952758186554,0.2045084340300109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442481684992985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274145660478837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005163444489712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792968442710285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782858831078135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533307279842128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628401604705273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015268902966476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dyelyn666,2019/10/23,"New to my diagnosis and just figured out what stimming is, and it answers so many questions I’ve had! Well first lemme say idek if I’m really autistic. It’s a long story how I got the diagnosis but I’m also a server so I literally have social interactions for money. I get paid to pimp out my personality. Anyway, I do this thing with cotton shirtsleeve threading. I basically tear it apart with my nails. Whenever anyone used to ask me why, I’d tell them it’s just like biting my nails but better haha. I’ve done it literally my whole life, and ruined literally every shirt I’ve ever owned in the process. I even do it in clothing stores, I’ll pick up random shirts and tear out this string piece by piece until the shirt is ruined (typing this out, I realized it’s kinda rude haha). Anyways it really calms me down and slows down a lotta thoughts that are racing. Has anyone ever had any luck of quitting their stimming process? I can tell if I keep this up I’m gonna have bad arthritis in my old age. Plus I’d LOVE to talk to any of y’all that are diagnosed yet social as well. I have a lotta questions as to if I’m a fraud for being on this subreddit 🧙‍♂️",2.280410714285715,4.076239695833333,4.4529761904761935,83.49250000000002,77.04166666666666,6.904761904761906,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.1435238095238098,917,28,186,14,21,317,138,240,0.08900000000000001,0.79,0.122,0.7947,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,3,14,13,1,0,8,2,15,6,3,3,2,36,28,18,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,17,12,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,6,1,21,9,29,20,6,23,0,2,0,1,15,13,0,10,11,121,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884870787738055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021288817457686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078324808349801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893653703324124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240887227657734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143937910151465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508428051117902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208646554446836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981599176295509,0.2688645968765251,0.12521596539791746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641327482614428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764608305510541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886233796349473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320973365701371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049723584758308,0.07260660450270623,0.0,0.0,0.1315210879554983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341323589888452,0.0,0.0,0.15067399047437632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353491874313698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594820902248435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297663553750866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329693954645529,0.15807213619370078,0.0,0.0,0.1904153056369161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818595153350478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299198560530205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945246047240594,0.2597950633596685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873432061994268,0.0,0.0,0.11798504583214768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835709750082666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672484927220084,0.0,0.13410344075978325,0.1659252194075032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThunderCluck_,2019/10/23,"I have a problem I recently got a job opportunity However the work environment is usually quite loud and I struggle with persistent loud noises the noise just builds up in my head eventually causing me to lose focus, become agitated and if it gets to a certain point just breaks me down. I really need this job so anyone else with a similar problem with the noise are there any coping mechanisms that have, that have allowed you to deal with this problem?",5.204285714285714,7.492936571428577,6.368571428571428,70.77642857142858,70.19047619047619,10.038095238095238,32.23809523809524,10.290406445055957,3.915566666666665,368,17,61,11,7,123,59,84,0.183,0.762,0.055,-0.8876,4,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,5,4,7,0,1,7,0,5,1,1,2,1,16,8,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,2,10,7,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,42,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279904776508495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316020662840628,0.19284523032860496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786514538922887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334536331190172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940381008309024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722680758961882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983328970319059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053016945672454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19315960529171386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735423386984821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056086081684847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955666443340198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792098586452387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402798204064636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018641611215893,0.0,0.0,0.12057329813536945,0.0,0.185836445868638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675983789760826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728870667837548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370204315562403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,psychepsych,2019/10/23,"Identity First vs. People First Hi! I hope I don’t come off sounding ignorant. I was wondering what your preference is to address someone with ASD. I work doing the initial screening process for individuals with autism, and we are taught to use people-first language. However, I have been told by some clients that it is offensive for them to use this people first language, because it takes away challenges they have overcome in their life, and want to embrace that part of them. My younger sister is on the spectrum, and said she has no input on the matter and doesn’t care either way. But I would really like your input on this topic to get a more general idea, and appreciate any response! Thank you!",6.190145299145301,7.61512363846154,6.018717948717949,77.63850427350431,66.46153846153847,8.854700854700855,33.67521367521368,9.150863307647796,3.0828803418803417,563,25,97,10,9,176,94,130,0.054000000000000006,0.7929999999999999,0.154,0.8926,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,4,5,0,7,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,2,0,24,26,6,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,5,3,16,5,17,20,4,11,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,3,4,71,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202654058170613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615824978092736,0.0,0.0,0.10780732095938526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803123725366257,0.0,0.0,0.15234231477064006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017207898771035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239785633873657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565391293991206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964435046391776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249157783156252,0.08640094062856142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151345212578114,0.0,0.24521377999219085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329590214132215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822672454801685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984610239853324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297067382545222,0.0,0.0,0.162821535472258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898963855487653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30548664371186884,0.0,0.0,0.10431187546102512,0.1403768639940365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178842018338427,0.12875034228166066,0.0,0.0,0.1256305671377402,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,White_Orchid7,2019/10/23,"Advice needed about sons iep and what to do next I have a 3 year old that has autism. He goes to an Early Learning Center through our towns public school system. He is making amazing progress, the teachers even say that he has been having great days lately. Here is the problem:he only attends 10 hours a week and I feel like he needs to attend more. Not only that, I'm raising him alone, currently pregnant and financially just scraping by. I have no child care outside of his attending school. I desperately need to start working but cant find a job that requires me to only work those specific 10 hours. I've requested numerous times to just try him attending a few full day sessions for a few weeks and see how he adjusts but the school won't budge on the iep they set up. What is my next step? Do I try to contact an advocate for him to help him attend longer? I honestly feel like he needs to attend more and have no idea what step I should take next.",4.1461353383458635,5.476591463157893,4.670225563909779,85.75157894736844,71.21052631578948,7.533834586466164,27.25563909774436,7.957251820313856,1.588616541353384,758,26,151,10,14,241,119,190,0.040999999999999995,0.8440000000000001,0.115,0.9344,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,4,6,6,0,0,11,0,15,1,0,2,0,24,27,8,0,5,5,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,1,4,16,6,17,24,5,31,0,0,1,0,20,5,0,0,18,87,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159352907295955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887404519243675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268667365679689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604967168030624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218617515744094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583313537666804,0.17778851880629126,0.0,0.0,0.11372861130337228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718674048861304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340415957785847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508094804704986,0.0,0.0,0.14046860379724832,0.0,0.0,0.12347957891376107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036473757271434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158239858689568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305933906886327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690590623571649,0.0,0.0,0.3970045923161022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057047246698825,0.0,0.0,0.2839084732459577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906463749524752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895333603007517,0.0,0.3777955397184465,0.09915620906130533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880736236615993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355739270777083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725573110708783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896234625464887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996237204109244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117598396045087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013014072240755 autism,deli_sammiches,2019/10/23,"Looking for advice regarding PECS My 2 year old was recently diagnosed with ASD. He is non-verbal and hasn't taken to sign language after months of working with him. We were recently given the suggestion to try the PECS system. Needless to say after a brief search I am completely overwhelmed. Is going with the name brand the best option? Should I stick with real-world pictures? Should I craft a system myself? Any advice or guidance would be helpful.",4.090799457994578,7.1243191097561045,4.512113821138211,78.94088075880761,77.41463414634146,6.571273712737128,26.184281842818432,7.793537801064563,2.0853289972899733,365,14,55,6,9,115,64,82,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.8415,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,14,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,1,11,6,1,11,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,7,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547966605847431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582485611132246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421136376981534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439885864664865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361924397647153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225260144885542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597842066137751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541505051314384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574429743805315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418657514795425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487121286030063,0.0,0.0,0.4595396579631785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505773754290272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799259925063344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941327616605067,0.0,0.0,0.16530818938595704,0.0,0.0,0.1498555091318622 autism,G-L-O-W-Y,2019/10/23,"DAE have issues with eye contact? Not just that, but it gets worse the closer I am to someone? I've tried looking at other parts of their face and that just doesn't seem to work. When I'm far away from others it's not really an issue...",-0.5257714285714279,1.6948284800000053,1.3557142857142848,98.065,94.2,3.6571428571428566,13.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-1.1969142857142856,184,3,41,1,7,60,43,50,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,7,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853849777906275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489065476152786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6188645858850751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489558183041584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32104255629756073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992298262995969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269890476798803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511937163226305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012801814863119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582995111561626,0.0,0.3021230230598222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pencilpaper10,2019/10/23,"Can anyone relate to this!?!?!? I’m extremely passionate about Godzilla and monsters right now, but I’m not really able retain a lot of information about them, I don’t info dump. At all. Can anybody relate to this with your special interest?",2.051493506493508,4.882394409090914,4.025064935064936,77.40045454545456,93.54545454545456,7.059740259740257,24.467532467532468,7.957251820313856,2.5034714285714283,190,8,30,5,7,64,36,44,0.068,0.698,0.23399999999999999,0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,5,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,22,5,0,0.5462442177328579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819466578494906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643973000383959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499380332622605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664895773161621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Slingblade09,2018/12/28,"Advice Hi, I am a (26F) and also a nursing student. My spouse has 2 boys from a previous marriage as do I. 4 boys total, and I am concerned about my spouses oldest boy. I don’t know exactly how to say something to him but I have studied autism. I don’t want to start any issues between us but the situation is escalating. His son is 5 and asks questions over and over. Questions he knows the answer to or obvious question, anyone and everyone is asked questions all day long. Also, he is behind on milestones such as dressing himself etc, he refuses to try anything new so we can’t teach him and my problem is, he is frequently getting in trouble for things that I think are beyond his control because I think he may be autistic and I don’t know how to say anything. His mom babies him very badly and then his dad is the disciplinary figure, please help me! 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I have smoked a few times pretty much only on Vacation but the last time I did made me very agitated. I was just wondering if this is common.,3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,6.2212121212121225,70.0518181818182,75.36363636363637,10.460606060606061,26.15151515151515,10.504223727775694,3.38389696969697,135,5,25,5,3,49,30,33,0.17600000000000002,0.762,0.062,-0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001341272078724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34840204601477964,0.2457779839759571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067115506164763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800345430561443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745942467591865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294036007903168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038055695041469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992998334397565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mikepate,2018/12/28,"""SPARK For Autism"" has hit 15.000 families today (30% complete) The largest genetic autism-study ever designed got the DNA samples of 15k families (person w/autism + parents). This means that 30% of the needed families have participated - they need 50k. The collection started 2016. So by 2022-2023 they will have the samplesize they need to be (relatively) sure what genes are responsible for autism / the wide range of symptoms which differ widely. For more info: [https://sparkforautism.org/](https://sparkforautism.org/) As European citizen I cant participate. But maybe some of you havent heard of it, so I post it here. (This is NO advertising, just for info that autism-research is moving forward) Greetings from Germany &#x200B;",8.259491525423726,11.39002986440678,6.612000000000003,68.6749491525424,63.91525423728814,9.465762711864409,33.83389830508475,9.888512548439397,3.9237227118644067,596,26,84,14,10,176,86,118,0.025,0.889,0.086,0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,2,11,18,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,13,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674497199663551,0.22064307149970505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038619238693796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971545912881285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425210858973974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135405295689385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522841511466314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242440692969775,0.1977969865325236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929938620377022,0.0,0.4039242086984801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016262966711337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855116472736666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390620258103842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285252953551761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171139713176874,0.1887341366507772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211933602008248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064307149970505,0.0 autism,cs24601,2018/12/28,"Evaluation Update [Original Post Here](https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/a5titz/youre_too_connected/?st=JQ8H3QG4&sh=33a7474c) I am not autistic, apparently, because my IQ is 131 (138 in verbal comprehension, 129 perceptual reasoning, 117 working memory and 108 processing speed). He said I ticked almost every other marker, and I scored 45 on the ASQ, but because my IQ is super high I’m not autistic. 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Hi all, I want to ask about other people’s experiences with being ‘too giving’. To explain what I mean I have examples: If someone compliments an item I have or mentions they like food I have, I will attempt to give them it. I usually assume they say they like it because they want it, because that makes sense to me. I have given away various things over the years so I will give only one example for ease: A lady stopped me in town and said my scarf looked warm so I gave her it. I really liked the scarf but I felt very compelled to hand it over....I do this often. Is this familiar to anyone else? 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Hi everyone. I suspect my dad has autism. I really want answers, because it would literally explain so much. Especially about my childhood. My mom had always told me she suspects it, but since they've been fighting all my life I never took her seriously. He's always been known as a bit odd and eccentric, but with a good heart in my family. I've never heard him mention that he suspects he has it himself. The reason why I'm thinking about it now (I'm 30 and he's 50) is because I've lived with him the last year, and I've noticed things that I haven't before. A few days ago my SO was very shocked by my dads reaction to talking about emotions. Its not the first time he's reacted to my dad. My SO's brother was diagnosed with autism a few years ago, and my SO told me he saw a lot of signs that made him think my dad has autism as well. I could give you tons of examples as to why I suspect he has autism, but let's just say he ticks all the boxes when I read about it but he's also pretty well functioning in some areas so it would be hard to detect unless you know him really well and live with him. Any advice in dealing with this situation would be greatly appreciated! I think knowing for sure would explain so much to my family and probably give us some tools we need...",3.5762984384037035,4.388674985347986,5.012219009061116,84.71918449971079,72.04029304029305,8.238210911895122,27.188933873144396,8.532816995589336,1.7360446886446883,1033,35,222,17,19,347,145,273,0.078,0.8240000000000001,0.098,0.7601,0,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,2,2,0,1,18,9,1,0,9,0,21,3,1,4,5,53,41,24,0,8,8,7,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,12,12,0,0,14,1,0,1,4,3,3,1,11,4,36,6,25,22,11,18,0,0,1,0,43,4,0,4,13,142,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435627980231843,0.189330006464816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540182936825423,0.17771963370380114,0.0,0.0,0.0726224818828406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983646133511938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019928981272938,0.0,0.09087245152150343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658962224949528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526502731756204,0.0,0.0,0.06887225172979419,0.11009825668917232,0.0,0.10839201985163274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012705598101507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204469756670696,0.0,0.0,0.20134870709731045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083754564435864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488996784142569,0.0,0.08957238336045048,0.0,0.11773897825605148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566499818425764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265494869528924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738060066081392,0.08705004478650555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920244608448598,0.07543061769073146,0.0,0.0,0.1885992598117592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079106431471663,0.0,0.10104953405812236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507394719788587,0.0,0.0,0.1570093770390373,0.0791851981527247,0.1647297372069116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215838348159321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864624513216364,0.11514025014774745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682128161762856,0.0,0.13682786907440042,0.10980035502680596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492558856426666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833976202057098,0.12003911188600405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065055627671443,0.0,0.0,0.08583567149428051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094811338693281,0.20528473905298647,0.0,0.0,0.062271496793823065,0.0,0.0,0.20408939513341395,0.11865026589485198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845808664590933,0.0,0.0,0.08811489942098172,0.06298891384739957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805753022467523,0.0,0.19272702867377972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034489768327782,0.0,0.0,0.13754158547054302 autism,Lacking_scrupuls,2018/12/28,"Looking for insight from ""sensory seekers"" I read this sub daily to try to better understand my child. He is young with mild autism, but very desensitized to his surroundings and such. A lot of posts talk about sensory overload. I can't find any good numbers on % of people who are sensory overload vs. seeking. I'm hoping for some insight from anyone that can help me better understand how my son sees the world and what he needs to thrive daily. We already have him in all the ABA and therapy as the doctors prescribe. I'm looking for more first hand explanations of what helps you, or makes life hard for you as a sensory seeker. Thank you for sharing your experiences.",5.748604444444448,7.328751736000004,5.96906666666667,77.0049777777778,67.64,9.075555555555557,33.08888888888889,9.444778638647367,3.207382222222221,537,24,93,11,9,171,91,125,0.077,0.7290000000000001,0.193,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,4,0,3,3,6,0,0,5,0,5,3,1,2,1,20,16,8,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,12,6,20,16,4,7,0,0,3,0,16,4,0,4,2,59,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317457108892148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252039529677034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873691246337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325668052917424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844866033569985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009899249966466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682770210098443,0.156607423730105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442623527462784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493013764856376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24681570191960184,0.0,0.0,0.1828669192517028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004528714553146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30921907436647644,0.0,0.0,0.15652728812939992,0.0,0.0,0.12289764189831835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651832832216373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764158724029173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763304863879152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416399953364185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671516062881024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798400024470182,0.0,0.16950759639399,0.21055060553434649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125001439676082,0.0,0.0,0.3833386999172556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191347688525167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,netpy,2018/12/28,"Do you force yourself to interact socially? When I'm out doing social things, I feel like I have to pick and choose my facial expressions/words. I also have to force myself to listen carefully to what they say because otherwise my mind will wander and I'll start thinking about math or programming. Doing this is very exhausting to me - physically and mentally. So I end up not doing it often. It's also very discouraging when I try to portray something and it is interpreted incorrectly or when I accidentally portray an emotion that I'm not feeling. Because of this, I don't do social stuff very often and I start to feel FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) and that makes me sad/lonely. So I'm stuck between this rock (social isolation) and hard place (forcing myself into social interactions). I was wondering if you guys felt the same way and how you deal with it.",5.3762836438923385,7.083731881987577,6.5729347826086935,71.83447463768117,68.68944099378882,9.341821946169773,30.80797101449275,9.725611199111238,3.2314964803312627,687,28,114,16,12,231,97,161,0.10099999999999999,0.873,0.026000000000000002,-0.8636,0,3,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,0,11,6,0,1,2,0,12,2,1,3,0,33,28,19,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,12,0,1,8,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,7,19,2,17,24,1,12,0,2,0,0,15,5,0,6,7,86,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090160760514144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932764475097733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324116293801833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472958227886844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700203762903086,0.11574733510071553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705595957589795,0.1982334425944093,0.0933607565056532,0.12547724257503542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293978180891916,0.0,0.0,0.11706729635566797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384565654777688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723266026843382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169884876644125,0.0,0.1319537003710964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653708348671248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392525200788183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6660799793000941,0.0,0.10060701490719436,0.0,0.0,0.18499777574951354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496020435915103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682071785279519,0.08373710287686875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872593445975625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234842389480151,0.0,0.10373096612856247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172134603846326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thatgirlambz,2018/12/28,"Possibly on the spectrum, but never diagnosed I'm a 24 year old female. For as long as I can remember, I've struggled with forming friendships with people and with social situations, despite being outgoing. At several points in my past, I've either been told or overheard that I made people ""uncomfortable"" or that I can't ""take a hint"". More recently, I went on a date with a man I met online. I thought that things went okay, but he wasn't talking much afterwards. Naturally, I asked him if something was wrong...he proceeded to explain that I made him uncomfortable. Reasoning given was that in his perception, I didn't react correctly to social cues, that I had very narrow interests, and that I was very overbearing with physical contact (i.e. hugging). He even stated that he believed i may be on the spectrum, and suggested I talk to my psychiatrist about it. Obviously, he's not a professional, but this is a recurring thing that has been said by several people since high school. I do believe I was tested once at a young age, but I'm not sure what the results were of that...I've never been told that I have any diagnosis that would put me on the spectrum. I do have mental health diagnoses (Bipolar 2, Borderline, and PTSD), so I'm wondering if the issues that are being brought up could be results of that. I guess I have a couple main questions: 1. Is it possible to be diagnosed as an adult, and is it possible to have had a ""missed"" diagnosis as a child? 2. Is it likely that my social struggles are just symptoms of my other mental illnesses? 3. Has anyone here been diagnosed as an adult? I'd love to hear stories and/or advice. I'm **not** looking for a diagnosis, and I full well plan on discussing this with my doctor. I'm just looking for advice in the meantime so that I know how to best approach things. TL;DR: 24F with possible ASD symptoms (as observed by others) and mental illness. Looking for information on what it looks like to possibly be diagnosed as an adult.",5.242663893840366,6.714569818181822,6.376393345216871,74.01868587839178,68.73262032085562,9.711863735393148,33.10318875024757,9.994966539143718,3.5687836403248165,1568,72,273,39,27,525,191,374,0.062,0.865,0.07400000000000001,0.7455,0,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,2,20,1,38,14,0,7,5,52,67,25,0,4,14,0,0,2,0,2,12,2,0,5,29,14,0,0,9,0,0,5,8,3,1,0,24,6,30,9,44,34,7,35,0,1,4,2,30,16,0,8,15,196,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825472871653614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051585905374632264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304153764434902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091680308695827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093152788520558,0.07960808119971466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056628081184419,0.08393521302401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849703517742734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764367282046801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010336156501012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356591914571074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063329428539398,0.08549725394242992,0.0,0.0,0.08014793073732901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917583487804937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168946310782156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412057885247486,0.0,0.0,0.06713176602416,0.25480578739259313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846462631874352,0.14355696932755632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293404618089029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557642114182516,0.0,0.11701242391650685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960000059858502,0.08078608142557006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241485372912289,0.15777074170199826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171014054659787,0.4275913591080205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867370895047452,0.07625804121252529,0.08497809703754775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799445264968531,0.07490042609176792,0.0,0.08593209997195665,0.0,0.07215813920105038,0.0,0.0,0.07677214360322862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139544420305158,0.0,0.06275035617431117,0.08526734568223887,0.0,0.2319824227548954,0.0,0.058399040629808274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586060864153144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149507889817111,0.1576905995708879,0.05703562509068395,0.1219432526311996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118965513701774,0.0,0.0,0.06022261991805863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449707577097532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251812591852502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682052724875337,0.14064188144572676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226454838209786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388720475767493,0.08293859610355853,0.0,0.048849936198867364 autism,Qrowed,2018/12/28,"my school starts in less than a week and im having bad bad memories of it, on edge of panic attack. how do you deal with stuff like this, I hate it",0.19818181818181912,1.643478515151518,2.287878787878789,98.2518181818182,82.03030303030303,5.612121212121212,14.030303030303033,6.42735559955562,-0.930042424242424,113,1,29,1,3,38,29,33,0.401,0.542,0.055999999999999994,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32330838052137184,0.0,0.0,0.4745753620631197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929885245691924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805798551218009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069751337059725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388414065840868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334369998518981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761654507753104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115190906345445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253307943439483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279609421391074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RunaMajo,2018/12/28,"Hypersensitivity Advice Does anyone have any advice for major Skin Hypersensitivity? Most posts online are just people whining about it. Desperately in need of some coping methods on top of shaving my entire soul. :) ((My doctor is also not that helpful.)) Thank you!",4.972358803986712,8.508435604651163,6.5638538205980055,58.94418604651165,88.30232558139534,5.247840531561463,22.421926910299007,6.868970318607317,1.6362717607973425,213,7,26,3,7,72,39,43,0.136,0.769,0.095,-0.2737,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,5,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040409676463204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471638685668257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017879476197004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161095433616864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163471389284505,0.2704700071387634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071636938299102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291721389745001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427083036738934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29600446495777905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845509384378407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ohmsnap,2018/12/28,"I have a tight socialization schedule tomorrow and it's likely going to give me ""burn-out head."" How do I handle this? I couldn't make this a short post, I apologize. Thank you for investing time into reading it. I personally struggle with doing tasks, doing them quickly, doing them without burning out, and the physical exhaustion and mental (not emotional) exhaustion. I'm definitely depressed, but I have decided to believe that this is also an autism thing and that maybe I can get help. This is honestly the first time I've actually approached an autism community. The only thing I know about autism is that I was officially diagnosed as a child, and that my parents spent years denying that I have it and threw out the papers when I seemed okay. I am not terribly upset about it, it's just leaving me completely uninformed about my autism, which can easily be fixed. My main problem is that tasks in general leave me very tired. Physically, mentally, and socially. The big one coming up is social. But I'll describe in more detail in case that helps identify a problem better: * If there is a task that involves walking around, I need to lie down and rest, probably even sleep. Sometimes I feel awake after physical activity, but usually I need a nap. * If there is a task that involves a lot of mental strain and doesn't get me to focus naturally, it makes my brain feel wiped out, and it feels super sleepy. A lot of my day is actually spent in bed, now that I think about it. I'm self-employed, working remotely, and sleeping between e-mailed work requests. * If I have any planned socialization to do, I have to be careful not to get stuck performing as a participant for too long, which includes active listening and responding to questions or even just walking around doing the same thing with someone. In general I feel like I have a stunted battery, always trying to recharge myself. I really should get out and exercise more because maybe that will help but it tires me out so much, and if I keep up a schedule/regimen for more than two months I ""collapse"" and basically become dysfunctional for at least a few weeks. I thought things like Habitica could help since I like games but I collapsed again. I always collapse. These next five days are going to be murder on me. There are two birthdays, a zoo visit, New Year's, an ice rink, and an outdoor hike. I want to see my friend again but I can't manage my burnout. You would think that it's not going to be so bad, but that's just how fast I run out of juice. My own mom who's playing Habitica with me is level 53 because she does lots and lots of tasks everyday. I'm level 35 because my task list is tiny and I don't even get everything done every day. In fact I haven't opened it in days. I feel a little dramatic about it, like ""I died some years ago"" and this inefficient always-exhausted husk is what remains. Anyway, the main symptom is that brain-exhaustion part, because the stress is going to be social performance related. My brain just feels like there's a sort of thick numbness at the top of the brain, and it's sort of tired, as if it's like, ""Hey I've done way too much of this and I'm overwhelmed."" It's not really a headache, it's just that if I go shut my eyes or get on my computer and just ""decompress"" afterward, I'll feel better in a few hours or by tomorrow. The thing about these tasks is that even though 1-2 of them happen, my brain considers it less like ""Task is done, out of sight out of mind"" and more like ""My Day Was Task, And It Can Fit No More."" Which is pretty stupid and a pretty legit reason for me to hate my brain, but anyway, there's got to be a way to not have that going on, or if it is going on, for there to be instant relief from the head thick-pressure feeling. I don't know what any of these feelings are called or what my lack of energy is called other than burnout, or what my inability to complete big to-do lists or keep up a regimen is called. Sorry that this post is way too long, thank you for reading it. Lemme know if you have advice, I will take it.",5.439096612296108,5.936209171894608,6.053952572145544,80.04962647427854,67.69510664993726,9.487668757841908,30.494579673776666,9.490545024520769,2.5983486775407783,3198,116,630,62,50,1042,330,797,0.096,0.767,0.13699999999999998,0.9847,2,1,0,0,0,0,112.0,0,4,3,12,40,36,3,5,37,1,64,19,10,5,1,125,119,58,2,18,36,2,11,9,1,4,9,1,1,2,63,41,0,3,19,6,3,14,14,16,0,5,11,15,71,20,86,95,23,91,0,2,3,0,37,40,0,24,41,436,134,9,0.0,0.0,0.1012225068666274,0.0,0.0,0.05068037073131978,0.045973826090659815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147518847658156,0.08630910319345149,0.0,0.0,0.07053785957534962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923389462931522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330382093710787,0.1264619300182657,0.05727911445128411,0.0,0.058432356781392164,0.0,0.09173802759563206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473806271784057,0.15887516733273335,0.0,0.05287825176025095,0.0,0.0,0.04467577660287854,0.10875569755005388,0.0,0.0,0.041408750896983884,0.0,0.0,0.1672381986680022,0.0,0.044669920219442716,0.05264031796460493,0.05382608102755612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538606143522801,0.15922297185683912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058339409410842126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370212990024835,0.0,0.04369720006139122,0.0,0.046611531708694295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601350334246035,0.07410252925111313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044115030722636034,0.0,0.0,0.040069578854687565,0.0,0.16257909673707327,0.049752154585243034,0.2063263878892266,0.0,0.041479945031369855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586268446374789,0.0,0.0,0.051204427267078106,0.1064537406514354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390519301534124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107505884936929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219724857511204,0.0,0.0,0.0855084002049135,0.0,0.0,0.10983182666703803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280407918739128,0.051980809749468435,0.0,0.09179505623615668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763698287166696,0.0,0.0,0.06923852163518633,0.0,0.10420762859457937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679850118495228,0.0,0.052367307782846116,0.06074185496863165,0.04139691722136123,0.0,0.07625121795933547,0.07691219362007096,0.0,0.0500900507389987,0.05515737576392396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514402125200862,0.039444496724916345,0.0,0.0,0.05758823227667977,0.0561630707561391,0.0,0.0,0.045285170896881964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934171240497702,0.10552756369418936,0.05591757941772755,0.09925264963119257,0.0,0.0,0.05809894226226622,0.0,0.10375498560568384,0.0,0.06645011823153396,0.05332427248010646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413284610937141,0.04721454413915798,0.05410489750048391,0.0,0.0,0.04290198824641922,0.0,0.10380182596714638,0.26434131961365,0.04394373950302558,0.0,0.051294285923818336,0.05805689489960974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940941569828743,0.054218946871778965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390599083269105,0.038994865789613295,0.0,0.0,0.09549780776073867,0.0,0.0,0.17227888421994053,0.06646401922590356,0.05095558397768285,0.041173792300334855,0.060483998653141524,0.17882824600507852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0352118834493287,0.0,0.1013261244593916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712027156864837,0.042792784277742114,0.030590411154906374,0.12350039630392097,0.04160173750331931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049994522581462905,0.0,0.07551442995965515,0.0,0.0,0.036842312396189895,0.0,0.0,0.10019509926702702 autism,adellabk,2018/12/28,"Is it easier for autistic people to live in certain countries than others? In some countries it's rude to make eye contact. Other countries don't emphasize small talk as much.",4.951145833333332,7.700972656250002,5.16375,77.03958333333338,72.4375,6.766666666666668,32.541666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.8090916666666668,143,7,21,2,3,45,27,32,0.086,0.774,0.14,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192119681844044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924924458835177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322453214143682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076429620500476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726095741993638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ljhans,2018/12/28,"Hey guys, I need some recommendations of books Hello everyone, I’m Lin from China, I’ve been interested in Special Education years ago and even thought to study in US. But you know, been stuck in shit life here 🤦‍♀️ Two months ago, my best friend’s son been diagnosed. Her son is one and 10 months old: -likes/obsesses looking at the light and taking the escalator very much. -Rarely responsive to others. -Rarely looking at people’s eyes when talk to him -No listening to the teacher’s class as other babies in Early Education Center. -Obsesses in reading books by himself With the whole families effort, now he: - can say some simple words( two months before he never spoke a single word) - can remember lots of animals, vegetables. If you asked him to point out which is tiger/bear/...he could do it very quickly without hesitation. - Hardly to say that he is special than other babies unless you put him with others together But still he can’t express his emotions: - when happy, he will smile all by himself and run to the bedroom, then keep running circles in the bedroom. - when said, he will smash the things and run to the bedroom, bury his head into bed I went to visit them last weekend and that’s all I learned so far. I’m wondered if you guys could recommend me some books or anything else could give us one suggestion about how to deal, how to behave to make this little boy better, how to intervene etc. All his families want is that this boy could work and live all by himself when he grow up, because grand parents and parents will be old and can’t be with him all the life. Thank you and happy new year Lin@China",4.643204301075269,6.395302196774198,5.0539516129032265,81.83426075268817,70.58064516129029,7.876344086021506,29.045698924731184,8.472884824447931,2.176892473118279,1291,50,238,21,24,410,185,310,0.038,0.8490000000000001,0.113,0.972,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,5,1,4,14,12,1,1,10,0,21,7,3,4,6,50,41,26,0,8,7,4,1,0,1,3,3,5,4,4,12,15,1,1,5,5,0,7,5,2,0,4,8,10,24,10,38,24,14,44,0,0,3,0,49,15,1,8,22,154,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644708563821668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190118470594243,0.0,0.09304311013314176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066995313785847,0.0,0.08468905449886575,0.0,0.10444609943105716,0.08802240855224445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31785274522435697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026066437612617,0.0,0.10101650745369034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314096544434538,0.11195303549565966,0.0,0.0,0.11099748255894193,0.06573579723295744,0.0,0.0,0.09510108739062817,0.0,0.0,0.18764797629130991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689332184054097,0.0,0.0,0.09547413634311007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709221389376586,0.0,0.21189395220710075,0.08915549332289492,0.0,0.10214209850726584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088463029936102,0.0,0.0,0.05469673107762992,0.08112674263342143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405959140649313,0.0,0.0997509144803557,0.08788303124442641,0.0,0.16715307167654092,0.0,0.0,0.0846132052676007,0.0,0.0,0.0664341887291238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383214326248888,0.0,0.07316285335245683,0.07379705784951447,0.0767603682871852,0.09612255737577524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088709953044772,0.0,0.1348824027675238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221023060648442,0.0,0.0,0.06899860050547066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408397183892796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005083447394557,0.0,0.0,0.09955264977541968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127432356455628,0.0,0.09467174774437327,0.1582936891840208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216171797267372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948136592164369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483095283240447,0.07999500111874602,0.0,0.09162990823839856,0.0,0.0,0.0661204637997011,0.0,0.0,0.07901230193176492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444432713320725,0.0,0.2394343658309055,0.0,0.0,0.16423827891249865,0.05870284633384705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226133648919037,0.0,0.11111690843067704,0.0,0.09593923931823158,0.10793139428159464,0.07245590710536595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818259695589765 autism,kraljica02,2018/12/28,"Emotional self-regulation and ASD in adults Generally, when I think about Autism, I think about the social aspects of it (i.e. difficulty with social communication and interaction). But what if you recognize the social aspects of it in an adult, but very minimally...and the bigger issue is the lack of emotion regulation? I have some concerns about my twin, who is 24. I recognize some signs of Autism, but it feels so subtle that it may not even feel true. There are social aspects that I recognize in her, but I feel this lack of emotion regulation plays a big part in it (causing aggression, outbursts, meltdowns, etc.). Does anyone have any articles or sources to help me understand more? I'm not trying to diagnose her, I'm just trying to mostly understand her and actually see it as something that needs to be addressed. Not sure if I'm posting in the right thread, please let me know if it isn't! &#x200B;",6.032345309381237,7.669880532934131,6.5836077844311385,72.64850548902199,67.02395209580838,9.878043912175649,33.07834331337325,10.125756701596842,3.5751600798403187,727,32,125,18,12,237,99,167,0.09699999999999999,0.843,0.06,-0.7346,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,2,36,22,14,0,6,12,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,13,4,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,13,3,19,19,8,10,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,8,1,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.12593702950790725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982878012285754,0.1568134179860606,0.08776040801350883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902367992095194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257289357150845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309859927802231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293507610411632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43550147996993,0.0,0.0,0.14392811447924753,0.08523823361944806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575909518402093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865014490005449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346977148747455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092410738235737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196534979221278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569110168562926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975173146798464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166134745342282,0.0,0.0,0.12359701961339567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021048477978776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283846518706327,0.0,0.13463033635431965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262127817040904,0.0,0.0993512393753541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216308456640368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538379476207926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752369168580284,0.0,0.0,0.2686972728471631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064821708755429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568134179860606,0.0 autism,erilazwinter,2018/12/28,"My life with autism I am born with autism. Autism in most cases are as wikipedia states, but the problem with the article is that it generalizes to the extreme as all autistic people are different. As a example I have many interests, and above average intelligence. I have some friends even that they are busy living their life with a job and a partner. I cannot have a partner because I am a introvert, and have had a lot of bad luck with the ladies. That makes me insecure because I do not have the normal experience that men in my age has. It also affects me in the way that I can make mistakes that has the potential to scare females away even if it was not my intention at all. I don't have a job because of health issues, I have a back with some issues. It's not visible, and I look normal to people that does not know. So, I am on social support but I have my own place and a car. The females that has shown interest in me has either been crazy or not on the same mental wavelength at all, or have used me, played me for a fool or just wanted me for my looks. (It's up to the reader to believe that!) I just don't have the capability to read social situations or body languages that a normal person has, so reading many people at once are mentally taxing. I think that it is a factor in my introversion, and some trust issues because I am not that good at judging people. Also, I am not a person that smiles a lot, I am also shy and silent. I have been friend zoned so many times that I have given up. And if I first have been friend zoned, it's going to take a lot of patience, sandwiches and cookies to make me even consider letting any lady dating or even having a relationship with me, if that ever happens. That's because I am not a person that's any woman's ""alternative C"". Sadly, these are many womens inherent traits or nature: I am pointing at things like hypergamy,monkey branching,dating men with dark triad traits etc.. Many women don't even know their own sexuality, and why they fall for dark triad men that actually are bad for them. Also, they tend to get quite defensive if these inherent traits are discussed. I don't hate women, I know that the situation is as it is because of my autism, and my social difficulties. There is nothing that I can do, there are no cure for autism at this date. At least I have seen an touched boobs, but I don't think that it will happen again unless I pay for it. Paying for "" merchandise "" like that is something that I feel is beneath me, even if I do understand those who do. Also, its illegal to buy services like that in the country I live in but not selling. 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If the moderators still want the HD sub icon I created just give me a message with an email address and I’ll send you the file.,2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,4.42625,82.32708333333336,77.75,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.1944041666666667,126,5,25,3,3,43,29,32,0.042,0.85,0.10800000000000001,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397292484661098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298220552188216,0.0,0.0,0.4493197795660857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318557710826077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jaxxly,2018/12/28,"Does anyone have information or has anyone ever used a metal health/employment advocate or attorney? [x-post r/mentalhealth] I am in and out of work due to my mental health issues and have been terminated and/or had my rights violated many times by employers. There's not much legal recourse even though its discrimination. I've seen lawyers about the things that have happened to me. I was thinking that having a legal advisor that specializes in advocating or consulting with employees with chronic mental health conditions would be helpful in preventing messy job situations or at least help me stay in control of my options when I'm having an episode. I would talk to this person at the onset of an episode and get help navigating paperwork and other decisions like taking medical leave, etc. They could also tell me if an employer is breaking the law or if I'm not communicating correctly with my employer. If you know what this kind of advocate/attorney is and/or have used one: what are they called? How expensive are they? Are they worth it?",8.554652406417112,9.279692379679148,8.519144385026738,64.26342245989308,61.032085561497325,12.789304812834224,37.855614973262036,12.24349002098031,5.209004278074867,853,39,135,28,11,277,123,187,0.057999999999999996,0.8690000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.6828,6,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,2,8,4,1,0,8,0,20,4,0,4,2,34,30,16,0,6,10,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,11,8,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,15,3,19,22,3,14,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,9,5,98,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257457616676916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968608145729697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374300461592593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788672830366549,0.11239424709197836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318971456476085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569969574749016,0.09297796602982482,0.12733549476554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354707549666042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448339489263305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488992033326485,0.0,0.0,0.2830676485839888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469284266709821,0.13969356855489706,0.0,0.0,0.14659141002525305,0.07736410020336097,0.0,0.0,0.14905624049960842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687736356143928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271977306231168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181204611381282,0.283728263617132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348293593432303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539012220462087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229158710932608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348197751528712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021772712624153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823258405545934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004323356124874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058423276707814,0.11314645611151952,0.12304012248121304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352204576234488,0.09020041944982114,0.13830686442466175,0.0,0.08208474467926091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316201845560526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248301767191892,0.0,0.0,0.1999994625869691,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HKei,2019/01/22,"Any point in seeking diagnosis as an adult? My situation is this: &#x200B; I'm an adult. I'm living independently. I have a job, which I'm decent enough at. I'm thinking even if I was diagnosed, I'm not sure if I'd even need or request any assistance, I think I'm doing alright enough on my own. It seems to me at best getting diagnosed would give me some peace of mind, but even then I'm not sure because I may just as well worry I was misdiagnosed either way. &#x200B; So in that situation, would there still be a good reason for seeking diagnosis? I don't want to waste the limited resources of the healthcare system for nothing.",4.484761904761903,5.698553825396829,5.9779365079365085,77.13928571428572,70.26984126984127,8.774603174603175,31.46031746031746,9.150863307647796,2.748736507936508,506,22,97,10,9,172,81,126,0.091,0.78,0.129,0.6957,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,6,1,10,2,0,2,2,23,24,8,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,10,6,13,18,6,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,2,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28752576025393456,0.3224507657496875,0.1804591158709163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088283447999987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924349921892815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693425997399052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741957410065093,0.0,0.2629092655596441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932182762772042,0.12728242511435192,0.0,0.1112889059186572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316682330965483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171622574619728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133972849756488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838338265385292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731371848569745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542911157649184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364210811633796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079038041265333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982843802532817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596148227569784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25010588906771386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700368882602955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826036378726989,0.10531825254732546,0.0,0.0,0.11929870263445973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474687538703528,0.0,0.18850957944235505,0.0,0.3224507657496875,0.0 autism,vand0631,2019/01/22,"Get Children (2 and 3YO) to take liquid medication Does anyone out there have any helpful tips on how i can administer liquid medication to children? We have previously been successful with mixing it with milk or yogurt, however, they are now on to us and will not take either. I am sometimes able to get half of it in my before they refuse, but now we are at a loss. Thanks in advance. 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I know some of the lyrics are not PC and negative, but he has flow and I think it's pretty cool. Show him some love I think it's dope! &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qq23n5qIcHg](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qq23n5qIcHg) &#x200B; &#x200B;",10.788962264150946,13.917082188679247,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,57.301886792452834,6.809433962264151,22.683962264150942,7.1686216300943375,0.3943622641509433,288,5,47,2,4,65,41,53,0.0,0.6679999999999999,0.332,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,0,0,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,4,7,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883440402075473,0.5476619193186361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321449251243012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875790296793973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256613342113288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355944416132532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284468337674853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253115714806796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476619193186361,0.0 autism,TheOgBroski,2019/01/22,"I can't describe it.. Okay so i've got some kinda HFA and usually i'm relatively okay and leading a somewhere below-average functional day-to-day life. I mean, i don't do all the things i need/mean to do and i forget about things and put a lot of stuff of but i can manage to do a try.. Then there's days like today where i'm not so functional at all.. Out of the 10 things to do i wrote out today I've done half of one and i just have this lethargic feeling of being a bit lost? Like i try to be functional but no matter what i just can't? Like it's pretty much a case of i take forever to get anything done and i'm almost incapable of making a decisions or plans",0.06714285714286206,1.8995607482993224,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,84.37414965986395,6.3689795918367365,20.00408163265305,7.554174236665415,0.5800906122448981,518,15,121,9,15,183,81,147,0.13699999999999998,0.759,0.10400000000000001,-0.6647,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,8,2,13,1,0,2,2,28,24,12,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,5,1,11,5,16,17,6,11,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,5,8,81,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282878559031946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381282661199626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752621586385578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146068232758046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328096210301269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221967354896992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495615761577308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005276146949146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148550948235596,0.2383266956956597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750623556106918,0.13824381425263066,0.0,0.0,0.10854234416066842,0.0,0.0,0.35425635249945303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953585586388812,0.12057203985446187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101876342774718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165431162688353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634663163166213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614767052478626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226125119587533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240893104184444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082674273355331,0.0,0.0,0.22080080750655934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909013736088533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pinkyporkchops,2019/01/22,"Curious about the inner world of a non-verbal person Hello everyone! I want to start by saying I’m a neurotypical person who is still learning so I apologize for my ignorance and I mean no disrespect. I’m a friend to a 5 year old with autism who is largely non-verbal and I would love some insight as to what that experience is like. For example- do you formulate the words in your head and are just unable to say them aloud? Do you understand what people say to you? Do you have an inner dialogue or do you just think in a different, more abstract way? When communicating what are pet peeves you may have about the person talking to you? Does it irritate or frustrate you when people try to get you to talk? I’d appreciate any insight at all. I just love my friend so much and want to understand better what he’s going through and how I can be better when interacting with him. ",3.779149463253512,5.5621666878612706,5.2581874483897595,79.37342485549134,72.87283236994219,8.873492981007432,26.80800990916598,9.424239791934726,2.4340044591246905,699,25,134,17,14,235,103,173,0.07200000000000001,0.745,0.183,0.9613,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,10,1,2,12,9,1,0,9,0,15,3,1,1,1,28,28,14,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,3,8,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,20,7,22,25,4,15,0,0,0,2,30,6,0,4,8,96,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248795533678312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665814622532545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745985345462246,0.0,0.0,0.13188732023594546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400984564868374,0.0,0.14742328067123042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328763153713868,0.0,0.07873974489441697,0.0,0.08565195547506918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467192062531096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362928419886347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27204328443387155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416735176035513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078917715448633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581447732071301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896664972828105,0.3947824274996984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595518785119274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667330045095166,0.0,0.12035718573130033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422699483226341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656887060275868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232218442704076,0.0,0.0,0.3137888111736737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777853034414158,0.1196265681689282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706004662166008,0.0,0.0,0.09705228672435437 autism,RidCyn,2019/01/22,"Autism podcasts? Searching my podcast player app for any autism focused podcasts provides a dizzying return. I was wondering if any can recommend their own personal picks. I only have so much time so narrowing my scope would be very helpful.",5.300975609756101,8.842958121951222,4.876292682926831,74.7071219512195,77.53658536585365,7.182439024390242,37.46829268292683,8.238735603445708,4.106283902439023,197,12,26,4,5,60,35,41,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518454142666522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555083527761524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022369882201964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899175401060159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328465677041136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227907010178186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145274951436637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41339194876535795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707914530184287,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DAMSurvivor,2019/01/22,"(Reposted) Discord for teens with Aspergers. We are making a discord for teens with Aspergers. If you want to join, go to the link below. [https://discord.gg/VaRBdS2](https://discord.gg/VaRBdS2)",10.985769230769227,16.05715334615385,7.821923076923079,50.56057692307695,73.23076923076924,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.9179538461538472,161,6,18,4,4,46,20,26,0.18100000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378673468695844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317368859081399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582179002455582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,darkness_is_purity,2019/01/22,"How to Talk to People I'm a sophomore in high school, and I've always usually kept to myself, although I want to kind of get out of my comfort zone and be more social. The issue is, I've been a loner for most of my life, so I don't really know how to interact with people I'm not entirely familiar with. Any advice?",2.4091176470588245,3.2948863823529417,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176472,74.88235294117645,8.381176470588235,23.894117647058824,8.841846274778883,1.6562729411764707,246,7,52,5,5,89,49,68,0.037000000000000005,0.902,0.061,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,12,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,13,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,34,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702251121980472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009783430560066,0.0,0.0,0.18805210718574566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447722074272706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29217258381479666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886288895945152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879668479294977,0.15197545391388095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532362755032853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834267030093169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715429460732907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27986643392040544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818908453920784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222669685434816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045623299650037,0.0,0.16310648811829845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cancan100,2018/11/24,"Mama of toddler with autism, searching for advise. Hi y'all! It was recently confirmed our son has autism. He is a very smart, happy almost four year old. He does OT and speech. (Working on aba.) He doesn't talk but he babbles. There's been a few times where he mumbles a word but when acknowledged he gets an embarrassed look on his face and shuts down. We hear him in his room late at night with muffled speech sometimes. The speech therapist says he has the ability to speak, he just isnt utilizing it. He is ""level 2"" and has huge troubles with anything social wise. Has anyone ever grew up with not speaking in front of anyone, parents included and you know why you weren't speaking ""publicly?"" Maybe something you realize now that could have helped you? I am so sorry if I offend anyone. If I have please correct me. I also understand everyone is different. I'm just trying to look for some info, insight, anything for my son that might help him open up.",3.0853005464480887,5.547373404371587,3.721448087431696,86.48960382513663,77.25136612021858,6.471038251366121,26.0136612021858,7.594959193182576,1.5595661202185784,755,29,139,11,18,238,127,183,0.065,0.823,0.11199999999999999,0.8454,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,5,0,1,9,6,1,1,6,0,17,1,1,0,2,30,24,11,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,10,17,3,19,19,2,25,0,0,2,0,35,14,0,5,9,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579546854723124,0.0,0.0,0.12614530859393505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308882304949484,0.0,0.25961457445047165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594324106179314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480562506312224,0.0,0.0,0.1380400894101498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268563852610527,0.0,0.15072815137742246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241308873296319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791807843923556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777854132540209,0.0,0.2114607465821243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669025126763813,0.0,0.17793856056556795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264925188366938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847189548430524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733812466918374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480291112658445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655224974941171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515255743859445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315209537207754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155750069055946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544186296954465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607969417938629,0.0,0.1214366203971877,0.1560097437681111,0.17657797811460474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678612799175673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183149296106524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197996386928713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709568942398556,0.0,0.0,0.1642137980847117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015272929639474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233659095061074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483722462086475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157994197563533 autism,cosima_stars,2018/11/24,"recently ive been wondering if i may be mildly autistic, is it silly to try and investigate? how do i even go about it? i dont want to self diagnose, but the thought has been crossing my mind often for a while now. what do i do? how do i talk to a professional? i wonder if im autistic mostly because of my social issues. its hard for me to talk to people and feel normal. its hard for me to figure out what people are really thinking or feeling. i definitely constantly miss normal social cues or mess up. i am very oblivious not only to social cues but to things people say. the other day my coworker jokingly snapped at me for asking if i could come into the room to get my water and i just froze, i had no idea how to respond and i slowly processed that she wasnt being serious. i hate when people arent straightforward because everything goes right over my head. people flirting with me goes over my head, people playfully tricking me goes over my head. ive had social problems since i was a young child (18 now) that ive never really been able to fix or talk about. its always been brushed off as ""oh youre just awkward and shy!"" but to me it feels like its something more. for the first few years of primary school, i remember having one friend and obsessing over her, i wouldnt let anyone else play with her. i didnt know how to make other friends. my nursery school teachers actually asked my mother if i had special needs. i have issues with balance and coordination, which ive heard can be associated with autism. i also have a thing with textures of objects. i often see something and want to know how it feels so i'll touch it. i walk places often and ill randomly touch leaves or walls that i pass. and i absolutely hate certain textures. my hatred of magazines and newspapers is so strong that i completely avoid them. even if im near them, the smell of them or even knowing that theyre near makes me genuinely uncomfortable. even the words themselves creep me out. sorry for the longness of this, i didnt mean for it to turn into such a ramble. not asking for a diagnosis, but if anyone could offer advice or even another subreddit that would be better to post this in? i dont know. ive just been thinking about certain aspects of myself lately and wondering if things ive always written off as ""quirks"" are actually a sign of something. 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I don't like imagining this sweet little autistic kid going thru terrible things all alone, and I especially don't like feeling sorry for myself. For some dumb reason this week, my stupid brain decided to recall being locked in the attic at my first elementary school, because I wouldn't do my math, which they didn't know how to teach me, and I couldn't communicate that I didn't know how. At home, I was punished harshly if I acted out, so I never got in trouble at school either, other than refusing to do math. It was so hot in that attic; it was in New Orleans. It makes sense now why I freak out and feel trapped, if I get too hot. One time they locked a boy in with me, and I had a huge crush on him, so it wasn't so bad that day. Anyway, I hope not too many of you were treated like this, although I suspect everyone here has stories like mine. I am very isolated now, so I don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff, so thank you for allowing me to vent, in a community that understands. I actually feel better already. I hope everyone is well. Please take care.",6.0673921200750485,5.151167552845532,6.803821138211383,79.98661350844279,66.5609756097561,10.170856785490932,31.524702939337093,9.466822959209583,2.5233693558474046,942,31,200,16,13,313,142,246,0.18600000000000005,0.6940000000000001,0.121,-0.9332,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,2,18,21,5,0,7,0,21,2,2,5,2,39,40,18,0,7,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,18,9,0,2,10,0,0,2,10,9,1,2,9,6,33,12,31,28,4,26,0,0,0,0,10,15,2,6,13,143,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.13706060553451618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454656103324133,0.1549919511198157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982070991310521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727130859184615,0.08561805690213398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421812106833885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679055507146902,0.0,0.0,0.1431998758026426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090579731672286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684152497419591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130498093344838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946815014145355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467604398522335,0.0,0.07982194174352962,0.0,0.11233206051750937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420098056496935,0.0,0.0,0.13866698275949646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088451375537975,0.27900047194081823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437716996827533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744704380111981,0.14076950830360335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194070186079114,0.0,0.0,0.09375260498277684,0.14239598603201356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414316101106563,0.10832501493626444,0.1356491337363881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951737115158586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417379732291156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997695991322066,0.14440774689449148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842892514881268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572241869267074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607836016268594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560220416006506,0.11288976179210584,0.0,0.12930906143385626,0.0,0.0,0.09330987316134463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189851977753779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621518018095295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588736748722014,0.0,0.0,0.11266188736080088,0.0,0.1262829520772248,0.0,0.12673581961395314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mint_o,2018/11/24,"My husband wants a screening but insurance wont cover it Hi guys, this is crossposted to r/legaladvice as well. I am on mobile so please excuse formatting issues. Also, I'm sure this will be long. Bear with me. My husband will be 21 in January, and he has been pursuing an autism diagnosis for 3 years now. Our main hurtle is that his insurance (WA state Medicaid) will not cover anything in relation to an autism screening. We are sure he *has* autism because he has been referred by a few health professionals over the years (therapist, psychiatrists, pimary, etc). Also, there are a lot of things he can relate to when we learn about autism. Because I'm sure people will wonder, there are many reasons he was never referred as a child. The biggest being that his mom is a non-english speaking immigrant who had to work a *lot* and who was for a long time unable to communicate with him. He was also placed in elementary classes in meant for Spanish speaking kids, which he was not. He started getting mental health help at 15 thanks to a highschool teacher, and she is still in his life and has been able to help us a lot along this process. I have a lot of info about the specifics of his denied referrals, where we have gone, and more if anyone is interested. I really just need help looking for resources, because we've spent so much time on the phone with his insurance and different providers trying to find out how to get him a screening. He just needs an autism screening.",5.6974816072439145,6.883880774193551,5.954763252216562,78.52407470288627,67.42293906810036,9.0278060743256,31.88851160158461,9.276330184999452,2.8526731182795704,1172,48,212,22,19,374,160,279,0.019,0.858,0.124,0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,5,0,0,1,17,6,0,0,18,0,32,3,0,2,4,40,46,17,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,10,14,0,0,8,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,11,7,19,6,35,27,9,26,0,0,5,0,38,13,0,6,11,149,29,5,0.11734978878167995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815337510741956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205370083464446,0.0,0.09656887731731098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146060261198554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260555264750465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308760345073141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072555809757801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262084240902255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161947406013733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947467590281866,0.0,0.0,0.2359712693789297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224826910557865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288762626205601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770174057857965,0.09854426727707874,0.0,0.0,0.3990663758161011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897426704695985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826098612704772,0.0,0.0,0.13743865432686686,0.0,0.0,0.08626559719428809,0.17402676289568236,0.0905073914934342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135556782483877,0.0,0.12260555264750465,0.12881482860209362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517727960662053,0.12065512744728925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306078449572117,0.0,0.09371569290795144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318023614470858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803991906881848,0.0,0.1362521495097106,0.07796198528461279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685521108120127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796728035403169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115734700596602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692159458516224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551155325780304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726084012688765,0.08543204386230192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113883302289116 autism,awkwardonlooker,2018/11/24,"Autistic adults, what helped you the most growing up? Hello everyone, I’m sure this has been asked before, but what do you feel were some of the most helpful things your family did for you growing up? Specific therapies? Lots of time outdoors? The way they treated you? Finding the right school district? I’ve read the literature, but I want your perspective as well. Thanks!",3.3114759535655054,6.464717328358213,3.16407960199005,85.6370978441128,84.67164179104478,6.559867330016584,26.84742951907131,7.793537801064563,2.1300096185737982,299,13,51,6,9,90,51,67,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,4,6,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,4,1,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384095435515481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700348148287965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436828133067692,0.0,0.0,0.240410430777548,0.0,0.12894591983380915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308392264148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34186944615311193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680912877284275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508929955524795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778593206973146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809414577637146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403536028745424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478841762196775,0.2916379239302876,0.0,0.16942414727265634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870438042724016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504175728821004,0.2024232339554963,0.0,0.0,0.22929386511716934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KcrinBlue,2018/11/24,"Anyone else get nauseous from overheating and overload? I feel terrible after that lot 😔 Was just in a taxi, given i had just braved the supermarket with a friend, and it was so hot and his air freshener was SO strong to me and I felt so nauseous and was panicking big time. Pulled my coat off and opened tbe window then the cold made me feel just as sick. Get to our destination and ran straight to the bathroom. Occupied. So had my head over the sink and could just smell EVERYTHING. Now everything smells strong and overpowering. The nausea has calmed down but I just feel withdrawn and shutting down a bit. Lying in bed with a blanket now and just feeling emotional. Just generally feel unwell and run down now and wanna cry. Getting out of the taxi Running into the house to find a puking place is a blur to me. Feel like I lost myself there for a minute. Anyone else get nausea with olfactory overload or extreme reactions to changes in temperature? I hate being this sensitive. My friend cooking a nice dinner just hope I'm feeling a lot better soon. 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I recently started my apprenticeship as an IT-Specialist. I relly love it so far, but the only downside is my class at vocational school! Lets say the teacher explains an at the beginning easy to understand topic, but after a while it gets more and more complicated. I don't have any problems with that so far. The most disturbing thing is, that about five to seven people are constantly, you heard right, all the time, talking and shouting around etc. Well, now my problem is, that I get into concentrational problem after maximum 90 minutes, as I get disorientated, dizzy, angry, tired and then I can't pay any attention to the teacher or whatever we have to do!! Our teacher knows that I'm autistic. He already told the other students in the class that they should keep quiet as he talks! But they really wont stop!! Our english teacher also, almost had to scream at them, because he cant teach us whilst theyre talking! I don't know what to do! I don't want to get bad grades as IT is the only thing I love and like about in my life! Please share any advice you know and can give me! Thank you so much! 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Hi all, r/relationships suggested I try this question here, so I hope it's okay. I'd just love some input on how to emphasize to my husband that my needs are important, even if they aren't natural to him. I need more empathy in the relationship in general- him telling me he loves me or hugging me first or something. I know it's unnatural for him, and try to be very understanding and adjust my expectations, but it doesn't change long term. I think empathy would help me feel more secure also, changing fight dynamics. We don't fight often, but we're hitting a communication barrier when we do; I think due to his ASD. Our fights always go the same: I'm hurt by something insensitive he did (likely unintentionally), and go to talk to him about it. He shuts down, so I get more upset (abusive past, so I have difficulty not seeing this as a manipulation tactic, when he's just overstimulated, and I overreact). He walks away, which makes me more upset, but eventually I calm down and can explain where I was coming from. He'll listen, but ""has nothing to say"" when I would like a response. He'll ask what I want and I say an apology, for example. ""What do I have to apologize for?"". I'll tell him, and he'll agree, but won't apologize until later because I might still be too mad to believe him or something. How can I communicate better, or be more sympathetic? I'm trying, but I'm hurting.",4.458328267477207,5.932302624113476,6.217355623100302,74.40500000000002,70.63120567375888,9.626747720364742,30.44984802431611,9.957137785484203,3.1085550151975685,1148,48,218,30,21,396,158,282,0.14300000000000002,0.703,0.154,-0.5720000000000001,0,0,3,0,3,0,49.0,3,0,1,2,19,19,4,2,6,1,20,3,0,5,1,52,48,30,0,9,14,2,1,2,0,7,0,3,0,0,11,10,0,2,8,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,2,5,37,11,26,35,10,23,0,2,1,3,42,8,0,10,13,147,48,0,0.0,0.14879296413132087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042708997272518,0.10449346211854013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174012940850132,0.0,0.11798749470392562,0.0,0.0,0.07655301935059229,0.0,0.0,0.1414867965004342,0.0,0.1110661999338337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656961186217432,0.10817692218642933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294507408249553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349753298444777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681914470462844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561089563590321,0.0,0.14274116633782122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417430524928637,0.0,0.0,0.1247302806213154,0.0,0.0,0.26887414147569644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901604000064909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270507830056285,0.0,0.0,0.1111352438685734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266835327873237,0.0,0.08382630070218364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332216083922379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279350187632438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049836800961072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988128579839255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067947407128165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696540191399945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973412248474867,0.0,0.0,0.10007180758289316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900351952493869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028915845023624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093726056914797,0.21952667949414734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093448357727386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578379150258945,0.0,0.0,0.13073426240608652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361748685652836,0.0740709346044579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784182957434684,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spenserinho,2018/11/24,"I don’t know what to do My cat is on his last leg. He got diagnosed with late stage liver disease yesterday and he’s already gone downhill. My only friends are my mom, grandma, my roommate and my cat. My cat means everything to me. He makes me smile, he makes me laugh, he makes me cry, he keeps me going when I’m feeling down. I’ve been crying for the past 2 days nonstop. I live 1000 miles away from my mom, who is about the only person who could make me feel any better about what’s happening with my baby boy. I don’t think I could ever love anything like I love my Scottypoo. 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I heard many autists are unemployed, and many life off welfare or their parents. But is that true? Do you currently live with your parents? Ir do you live off welfare, or disability benefits? Do you live completely financially independent? Or are you currently homeless? Because i want to know if it is true that the majority of autists is really poor.",4.0150000000000015,7.177669029411764,4.904411764705884,75.03985294117648,79.29411764705883,9.282352941176473,34.97058823529412,9.516144504307137,4.372523529411764,306,18,51,10,8,99,41,68,0.045,0.815,0.14,0.7242,7,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,2,13,12,6,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,6,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,2,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999479298557588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918832626217635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916532485530093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745039069875086,0.0,0.0,0.6373287156962387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658764884952184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010731311878983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559474060990388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642842290455576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mama2Many2011,2018/11/24,"Is there any companys that offer assistance to families of special needs children? [US] I am looking for some guidance and I figured this was the best place to go to! I have 3 special needs children. Alexis 7yo - SPD, developmentally delayed, mixed receptive expressive disorder, speech delayed Bentley 5yo- Speech Apraxia Cameron -ADHD (under evaluation for ASD) Their insurance covers therapy for each of them several times a week. All of our extra money after bills goes to the gas it takes to drive to these appointments. Insurance doesnt cover any help with at home therapy tools that are a desperate need for my children. My 7yo is still sticking everything in her mouth and ive received so many phone calls from school about her chewing on rocks, pencils, other peoples belongings. She would benefit from some oral stimulation but every thing seems so pricey. Chewlery Weighted blankets and vests Motor skill / sensory therapy toys How would I seek help to get assistance? Pediatrician and therapy office seems clueless. Thanks in advanced ❤ ",6.547152406417112,9.805157886363636,6.281737967914442,68.46540106951873,69.56818181818181,9.595721925133693,37.05748663101604,9.916854025145753,4.7844208556149725,852,47,117,24,17,266,132,176,0.078,0.8390000000000001,0.084,0.4829,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,2,3,6,5,0,0,4,0,10,3,1,2,1,22,20,8,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,7,6,2,2,3,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,14,5,24,17,6,16,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,4,6,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609221132314242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211356117467356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405200806332263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672715465316518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346131901431873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281675917655848,0.0,0.12034093580921447,0.0,0.1262292651556692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995736865657369,0.0,0.07609861364626684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950106751821146,0.0,0.13431289626428894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244250976353216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575386527987826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978560781875916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282959305731127,0.0,0.13989729115208424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355142297984439,0.0,0.2437955680590483,0.0,0.15126920079356698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693293487250424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006763448625628,0.0,0.0,0.12327738579241045,0.6125065490741287,0.0,0.08895739482136712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807832882312947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106554757046182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740672616654033,0.16305446549998742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023783122346624,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lovekohls,2018/11/24,"Genetic testing My 4 year old daughter was diagnosed with autism this year, she is non verbal. The doctor said I should bring her to a geneticist to have a genetic test done. I made an appointment for this but I am starting to worry about it. I wonder if I should bring her in for that. I imagine they do blood work and that would mean she would be held down by force to do it. I wonder if it is worth it... why make her suffer even more? Anyone dealt with this? Thoughts on subject?",1.1878537956888486,3.5753201752577333,2.325379568884724,94.09691658856607,84.36082474226805,5.589128397375821,20.158388003748826,6.980632752743323,0.3707402061855669,375,11,80,5,11,119,67,97,0.096,0.88,0.025,-0.8312,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,13,3,1,2,0,18,24,4,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,14,0,13,13,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,4,4,59,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453849566274086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432509191893932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262177328994443,0.0,0.22617459505347545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459780102119263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091292887334532,0.14752891253989228,0.0,0.0,0.24074961181615603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319175667519353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023542636948825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643521930111715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546084635420292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943123341408264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793616519410462,0.16090120744802652,0.22445097980175305,0.0,0.31400475659507554,0.0,0.0,0.2846522174380484 autism,ExcitedDragonfly,2018/11/24,"People with Autism are not ''mentally ill'', They just perceive the world differently and there is hope. Autistic Boy Gains Ability To Speak After Just 2 Days Of Cannabis Oil &#x200B; &#x200B; [ July 14, 2018 ](https://i.redd.it/k5vcskcpg6021.jpg) *WITHIN JUST TWO DAYS, HE WAS FINALLY ABLE TO SPEAK. “HE SURPRISED US IN SCHOOL BY SAYING THE VOWELS, A-E-I-O-U. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME EVER,” ABIEL SAID. “YOU CAN’T IMAGINE THE EMOTION WE HAD, HEARING KALEL’S VOICE FOR THE FIRST TIME. IT WAS AMAZING. THE TEACHER RECORDED HIM AND SENT IT TO MY WIFE AND ME AND WE SAID WELL, THE ONLY DIFFERENT THING WE HAVE BEEN DOING IS USING THE CBD.”* &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.8654118773946347,5.915330732758624,2.487126436781612,88.7094061302682,90.8103448275862,4.6467432950191565,23.68582375478928,6.42735559955562,0.9870800766283528,519,20,87,6,18,153,86,116,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.9485,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,4,1,1,3,6,4,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,1,1,17,17,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,8,8,9,4,10,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,1,9,56,13,1,0.1028127373336504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44559023178520896,0.4997149171010851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261142018931882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483485587598825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565049128423364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300000705858323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262632830211546,0.0,0.17490492370818364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158774271771722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021162464673162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361105741842452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819371966162092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127740673625255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559691416850036,0.0817608153288328,0.0,0.10405197909173564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830421424949465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199018678747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004331050999483,0.0,0.12367106401392165,0.0887971946643332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244099817632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997149171010851,0.0 autism,cosims2,2019/05/01,"I was honest that i have a form of autism to a girl i liked Hi sorry im not the best with words. This girl and I were close i think and i liked her, she liked me too she said. I just wanted to be honest about it but she didnt find me attractive after i told her. That made me really upset, because i think that i could be a good boyfriend to her even though im different.",-1.0503614457831318,0.8951548674698842,1.2951927710843414,100.55989759036146,90.68674698795179,4.765783132530121,13.119277108433735,6.2581,-1.038806265060241,286,4,73,3,10,96,52,83,0.127,0.703,0.171,0.3752,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,19,8,7,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,4,52,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386704762076276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387275677174713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162529087507687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376695195199248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502492392810841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079137677363821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080050395837808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914376343734655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33340758703010515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152482863547651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573033224922374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638678891493265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546466675529068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291521636444984,0.2234992015257856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736811047728327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417435212716725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,newera39thirty,2019/05/01,"Autism Diagnosis Cost Hi, I am almost 25 years old and I really want to get an Autism diagnosis as I feel that I am on the spectrum for various reasons. I believe having a clear diagnosis from a medical professional will help me in my work, help me get the right therapy and more. However, I have called two clinics and it seems that getting a diagnosis is very time consuming and costly. One clinic would need to talk to my parents, who live in a different city and would not have time, and the other one said they would do it for $2,000, after all of the Doctor's time. Is this normal? Is there any way to get a test and diagnosis that costs a reasonable amount that you could likely expense through your employee benefits at work? $2,000 seems like a money grab for the wrong reasons. Thank you!",6.416143369175625,6.493777696774199,7.189892473118281,74.18928315412188,65.58064516129032,11.017921146953404,32.70609318996416,10.746095033038511,3.4575232974910404,633,24,121,16,9,211,99,155,0.03,0.853,0.11699999999999999,0.9071,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,1,5,0,0,13,0,14,4,0,3,2,24,25,8,0,7,1,1,2,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,3,14,4,16,19,4,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,8,81,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375157534215454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933888346799684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472342768181635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402288721367628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964650799168377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348019896273734,0.0,0.14056266091128833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943797015478265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869961838744357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409826716042904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341846078801458,0.0,0.12126454948027908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383451204118165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182815551960167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345538464871993,0.0,0.0,0.1441043099358346,0.0,0.18611617706869504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248826476946045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797685588063606,0.4235930914593165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727872483813513,0.1306318941912935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500394133673309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038032751008883,0.0,0.12643464141040775,0.15704836170058026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402339758396476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415106076179972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331129922196255,0.0810005539531897,0.10900584133373208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995516330974047,0.0,0.0,0.29266501498420106,0.15014835513409094,0.0,0.08843575745491215 autism,casstorpedo,2019/05/01,"Are you a religous or spiritual person? Supposedly athiesm is more common among those on the spectrum? Just wondering what everyone elses beliefs are. I am athiest.",5.320555555555553,8.997378000000003,5.835092592592595,65.2504166666667,83.81481481481481,8.625925925925927,40.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,5.384711111111113,134,9,17,4,4,43,26,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44340881259966985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071947386158705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463467316473901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5756215497962275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Throw9022,2019/05/01,"When someone on the spectrum is harassing others...what do. Hello folks of r/autism I’m wondering if anyone has strategies on talking to teenagers on the spectrum about their inappropriate behavior. I work in a multi-use public facility, and one of our customers is a teen on the spectrum. I’m going to guess he’s in junior high. We’ve had a lot of issues with him approaching other people and asking/saying inappropriate things, even grabbing people. He has been asked to stop, and had the behaviours specifically outlined, but he doesn't. As a consequence he gets asked to leave because of multiple complaints, and I’m hoping we can try something else to communicate the problematic behavior that needs to stop. His family says verbal instructions aren’t as effective as visual. I’ve read a little about ‘social stories’ and how those can be effective in visually describing a situation, but I haven’t seen any on this kind of issue – boundaries, personal space, etc. Do you have any suggestions for something I can use, or create, that would work for someone in their early teens? His family is supportive, it’s not like they aren’t trying on their own, but I’m not sure what something visual would look like for this. Open to any direction you can point me in. Thanks for reading",6.654807692307693,8.107784683760688,7.0573397435897425,70.51370192307695,65.41025641025641,10.294444444444443,33.001068376068375,10.411451182825502,3.76995811965812,1032,43,167,26,16,336,139,234,0.09699999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.2908,2,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,2,2,4,4,5,8,1,0,11,0,22,0,0,4,1,29,39,15,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,2,3,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,4,4,15,7,33,32,3,22,0,0,2,0,24,16,0,6,6,109,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507405093048114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593860452558555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298006945263673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492224490352631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267203866768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707247396514935,0.08117813257618793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172933071833385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642132163156124,0.0,0.06985020782262903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539461328277322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298567430183306,0.0,0.12207320770455607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656348076450103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798749451825084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013951336281093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200911473555094,0.12318391654376215,0.0,0.0,0.10320993115051333,0.0,0.0,0.10449012994499388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113310552255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328416201642384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170414835604863,0.10731661817731801,0.0,0.0,0.1161857231634158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458781529077757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954792765502786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815128717922853,0.0,0.12528700191973752,0.20827539877317447,0.2838567062861187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550953172786665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947206394462822,0.11583727742119967,0.0,0.0,0.09878703962829706,0.0,0.11315516281882634,0.0,0.0,0.08165316315111322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668899631643442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784056412851895,0.1061511636281154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328611506869098,0.17895379627276886,0.0,0.0,0.1746175312529786,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PursuingABA,2019/05/01,"Compliance training? Don’t know if I like it... When I’m finding the most challenging about ABA is compliance training. My conundrum is this... I feel uncomfortable with “keeping firm “with a child“following through “after giving a demand. I’m not sure if it’s my mental health training but I was always taught to consider the whole individual and provide a therapeutic environment. When a behavior therapist is commanded to give a demand and follow through no matter what even if the child falls on the ground screaming crying for an hour it doesn’t matter you must not given or you are reinforcing the bad behavior this is what I’m a little uncomfortable with. I understand the logic behind it that you are reinforcing a bad behavior but a part of me also thinks maybe this child needs a break and is overstimulated. So I’m wondering if it’s just compliance training that I have an issue with with ABA? And I don’t know if it’s possible to practice ABA without eventually being forced to utilize compliance training The conundrum is people have pointed out to me that compliance training is the same thing parents use with their children and the children need to learn right from wrong and learn consequences and that every parent utilizes these procedures. I’ve been told that if everyone had my viewpoint kids would get away with “murder “and no one would learn to be a fully functioning human being in society.. so I’m wondering if I am being a little bit oversensitive? And that I should just realize that compliance training is basically just teaching a child consequences for bad behavior’s and is actually better for them in the end. I am so conflicted on this!",8.122696835908759,8.856105824503318,8.418896247240617,64.58635025754235,61.94701986754967,12.141574687270053,37.96983075791023,11.750952952430431,4.999515967623253,1357,64,213,41,18,447,151,302,0.157,0.797,0.046,-0.9901,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,2,11,10,1,0,24,0,29,1,0,1,2,61,52,26,1,13,16,2,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,7,21,18,0,2,13,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,6,2,19,4,31,38,5,19,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,11,6,163,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.12593858931455967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320484820986524,0.10738369397934472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125096410627872,0.0,0.3232653857072784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413823011829728,0.14089410444851058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176032368238556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430399398395864,0.0,0.0,0.0852392893467775,0.0,0.10873399411019856,0.12331711862495998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652538399264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795348776512148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742565702994803,0.2476016987835019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717891350780007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709270022571215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469938318781075,0.0,0.11470958172901725,0.0,0.0,0.14184997164106705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304951673910171,0.2586930537060184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296526054063154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005659615398366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913845737561655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745067863515042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28659953042263114,0.13975346237811712,0.0,0.08947015052035932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199822982372985,0.14548957372410606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021184980362546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163235213598513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984223761553553,0.08573808461761746,0.08269292157044712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331711862495998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435030041309806,0.0,0.11146166416801986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408475606489174,0.0,0.1244039461630875,0.2799082306453703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335324796395505,0.14110085172855627,0.0,0.0 autism,mugasha,2019/05/01,"Advice for speaking to parent with possible autism Background info: *I grew up in a household where my mother basically ran everything. *I know almost nothing about my parents except that they had an arranged marriage, and that he was bullied in high school. I was never able to, I don't know, I guess communicate to my dad. When I or any other member of the family speaks to him, he never makes eye contact and mumbles incoherently to himself. He also cannot stop cutting and taping papers back together, no matter how important they are. We never understand the words that he speaks, but we kind of understand what he says from his body language? I always thought this was normal, and everyone's dad was the same, but apparently not. I am currently being diagnosed with ADD, and my therapist suspects my dad has autism. I took a look at a few articles explaining the symptoms, and I'm absolutely crushed. It describes my dad to a T, but I know that he will never be able to get a proper diagnosis due to the stigma against therapy in my family. I was only ""allowed"" to get therapy because it was free (college) and because no one else in the family aside from my mother knows. If that's how it is, fine. But I want to communicate more with my dad. I want to get to know him better and appreciate him more. How can I do this? Thanks in advance.",4.809185855263159,6.3495231093749975,6.258486842105262,74.19046052631582,69.859375,9.295723684210527,31.44243421052632,9.682069395223575,3.2221359375,1060,46,186,25,19,360,144,256,0.055,0.841,0.10400000000000001,0.8677,6,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,2,2,8,6,1,0,12,0,18,4,2,5,4,51,39,19,0,4,8,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,12,14,0,1,11,0,1,4,9,1,0,1,10,6,32,6,30,26,4,22,0,0,2,0,31,9,0,4,9,137,44,3,0.2310050658891617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286773841736344,0.0,0.0,0.11565910243768135,0.0,0.0,0.09236733386586553,0.0961073601248894,0.0,0.0,0.07854568315293724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881431828851066,0.0,0.14081854405452998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215260417570182,0.0,0.12829727591926698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723263962953147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648754531388423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036761998085493,0.10380622896427158,0.0,0.3266565257938892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103591881690004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723906190916126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203476758505336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202781140531398,0.3173858572707431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699303761718643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709883763237481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35633069564861314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316795877590548,0.11082779548086527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782675055522956,0.08784488104782401,0.0,0.0,0.2565037880634854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021175132053908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185225012974572,0.0,0.1168947297258516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656528940273497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005135685941187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633921408066643,0.26417442513537603,0.13410734310560732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169610939986958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832756399077053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404844204218255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362527729963059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheMildHero,2019/05/01,"Making a new autism charity. Hey everyone i am a 20 year old person who has been diagnosed with autism about a month ago and since then i have emailed and phoned countless different charities and organisations and i am honestly shocked at the lack of support there is for autism and mental health in general. because of this i have decided to start taking the necessary steps to create a brand new autism charity and i was just wondering if anyone here can tell me their back stories with autism if that is ok. if not then that is also fine, also i am wondering what i would need to make this charity a success so any advice/help would be greatly appreciated. :) thanks.",6.61666,7.565449976000004,6.929350000000002,73.21242500000002,65.24,11.05,34.025,10.9516,3.9607800000000006,537,23,95,15,8,174,85,125,0.033,0.701,0.266,0.9842,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,0,7,1,15,2,0,2,0,23,24,14,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,7,11,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,10,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560132919196587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807508099376801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936992895301478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273826608611185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497570380115154,0.0,0.10700460499099768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816449360181347,0.0,0.1833968826684601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677313688923631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352813488389253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658566792991227,0.0,0.0,0.1176575184101065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343421662681775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768981561492108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011049094306832,0.0,0.0,0.13015709780988033,0.0,0.3390659049743384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419462345591844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327053202717308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520449925043685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424469055090605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919522071036727,0.0,0.0,0.13198059557977207,0.0,0.15342546788832076,0.16160919251300568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807207889212266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493902842912378,0.0,0.0,0.11303888864739482 autism,Satchmoodle,2019/05/01,"Dear parents of children with Autism, I need your help with my postgraduate research Hello fellow redditors! I'm a Clinical Psychology student from Malaysia who is very interested in the family context of Autism Spectrum Disorder. Currently, I am conducting a research on parents of children with Autism. I am interested to explore on the concept of affiliate stigma among parents and its impact on their parental efficacy. I am also looking into how social support may play a role into this interaction. Affiliate stigma among caregivers is a fairly new concept that has not been widely explored especially among parents of children of autism. Therefore, I am really looking forward to your contribution in this research to help us fill this gap in our understanding. It will only take 10 - 15 minutes of your time and your responses will be kept confidential. &#x200B; Here is the link to my survey: [https://forms.gle/2u8TFQDNGjve7JWk9](https://forms.gle/2u8TFQDNGjve7JWk9) Thank you in advance for your participation.",10.805727272727275,13.328280800000002,9.773977272727274,50.895113636363675,56.625,11.31818181818182,44.54545454545455,11.20814326018867,6.0853125000000015,848,48,99,22,11,267,101,160,0.016,0.852,0.132,0.953,6,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,6,1,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,2,0,17,22,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,16,6,28,16,0,21,0,0,2,0,25,14,0,1,4,77,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107144924650752,0.0,0.15000520260756486,0.16822594401464386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867007320831855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051371428270792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559365778309567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325180230497307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265528372257794,0.0,0.13371113547198013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529373333421377,0.0,0.0,0.7686344707117495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869147295620555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411273395663935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710585317500855,0.0,0.0,0.10409348174700804,0.0,0.0,0.1274616428051606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072844824951098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412622643966733,0.16653240300872532,0.0,0.0,0.11423170253108784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822594401464386,0.0 autism,hayleyprice,2019/05/01,Should I relearn sign language? I used to be fluent when I was a child. It was the first language I learnt because I was unable to speak until I was the age of six. As I began to talk I lost the language and have been thinking about relearning it. Would like to know the pros of doing this and if it would make things easier or more difficult for me because I still struggle with autism on the verbal side.,3.7838211382113833,4.9800330731707385,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,71.92682926829268,6.930081300813008,25.861788617886177,7.1686216300943375,1.1076276422764229,320,10,65,3,6,102,56,82,0.09300000000000001,0.841,0.067,-0.2716,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,13,17,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,1,10,1,12,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783994146404139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640020091402726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057216918801354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516319349524778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388073738742152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717551956970714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478632402371436,0.0,0.0,0.3244678893598658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494650154806533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619716600660232,0.1988736528542508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680614965021365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409583008168204,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Fat_Nutt,2019/05/01,"Advice for helping brother get the support he deserves So I am 22, soon to be graduating college. My younger brother is 17 and has high functioning autism. Certain things are easier than others but mostly what I am concerned with is his physical health and education. He's a pretty happy kid overall has been battling with bouts of depression and narcolepsy so sometimes it's hard to help set a routine. With that being said he's been homeschooled since middle school but since we live in a one parent house hold and my mother and I have to spend a lot of time either at school or work progress has been slow. Basically, I wanted to know if anyone had advice or suggestions on how to help build healthier routines and/or services or groups to look into to address these concerns. He already has a general therapist that he sees weekly and we are looking into a tutor. Thanks for all the help!",4.927487091222034,7.20685142168675,5.312598967297767,78.09277108433737,70.92771084337348,7.634423407917385,31.1342512908778,8.418075326091056,2.682092598967297,720,32,118,12,14,229,114,166,0.053,0.758,0.18899999999999997,0.9751,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,8,0,17,1,0,1,2,29,26,15,0,2,7,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,13,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,9,4,20,19,4,12,0,1,3,0,20,7,0,6,4,82,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025286482398113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082063047042326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823657918383928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333250959490002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087423470233998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478263702096765,0.13866632003062498,0.0,0.0,0.1645403268716263,0.0,0.0,0.4150245140023369,0.16354989385561286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786131683264259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507153214631989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366872200646733,0.0,0.2599783868309216,0.0,0.0,0.1316015577184976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489340438576243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188203059471294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748262461266094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472459226156139,0.0,0.0,0.3133225230362161,0.1233519337772548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25609679494646204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530966600977253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566004447491215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425148547397439,0.0,0.17972945058377512,0.10283922001997617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026247286982388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130236817777193,0.0,0.12416757444444708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269293263168804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,liquidpotatoes_,2019/05/01,"Could I be autistic? Im sorry of this sounds bad or I offend anyone as I have no intention of it. This was also paosted in r/austistic but I thought I'd post here too.Me and my friends were joking around and one of them said the way I tend to act I could be autistic, I seem to talk over my friends and cut them off in conversations unintentionally, seem to talk louder than I am aware and can never pick the time and place to say something, simply I tend to lack simple social cues. So we all decided to take a quiz online out of interest( I am aware it may not be very reliable.) We all filled it out honestly and when comparing scores and mine was noticablly higher than my friends. The scoring system was 29 or below none or not very likely, 30-33 possibly and 34+ most likely/maybe you should got get tested. I took it 3 times to make sure I was entering them right and scored 41 once and 42 twice. I'm not going to go ahead and self diagnose myself on this test but I was wondering if I should ask my parents about looking further into it going to see a professional about it for a diagnosis?",3.346404936974793,4.659407406250004,4.8782878151260505,83.5564180672269,73.15178571428571,7.949159663865548,25.676470588235286,8.4952907291091,1.6320344537815124,865,28,179,15,17,291,141,224,0.055,0.8440000000000001,0.1,0.9314,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,3,1,7,11,2,0,6,0,18,1,0,3,4,45,37,21,0,6,9,1,0,1,3,3,1,3,0,1,9,17,0,0,5,1,0,7,6,3,0,2,10,5,26,8,30,19,5,28,0,0,2,0,18,13,0,9,6,122,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481634467245892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039051404034173,0.0,0.0,0.12781159861723754,0.13422262310217778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198785735032112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292648491822337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572492888138558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327755276572961,0.0,0.07501166477736758,0.0,0.2447898115584621,0.0,0.1148295123096436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508492042085845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014316837740081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056628216698068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583698419075012,0.0,0.1442397182712087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110733379043886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290198214081993,0.0972896858449532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942230931368306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000462293939998,0.0,0.0,0.16185849146338172,0.13750452633003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226116985154651,0.1365720717819301,0.11417607468407327,0.0,0.0,0.11441015720513227,0.26140936654190194,0.14977934490620146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635595486718814,0.0,0.1105305383037639,0.0,0.16071971461130596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531711260084214,0.0,0.10795003266795372,0.2307992256461597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398198541995205,0.16743869989762175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951637014377812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369277271350633,0.0,0.11396262512644753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557002429822135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lotrtrotk,2019/05/01,"Potty training an ASD child Today my daughter just got diagnosed with ASD. It is not really a surprise, deep down I think we've known for a long time. It doesn't really change anything about who she is, but the diagnosis confirms that our approach to certain parenting challenges may need to be re-evaluated slightly. Our daughter just recently turned 5, and potty training still seems to be an impossible task for us. Specifically pooping. She has been peeing on the potty for close to a year now. All of our persuasion attempts have failed, and now she sits on the potty and poops in her panties every time. She is clearly capable of controlling her bowel movements, and wont go when she is away from the toilet or away from home at all. She will just hold iy. She is fully capable of going in the potty if she wanted to, but chooses not to. After several weeks of this, we have tried to make her clean up afterwards as a discouragement from going in her panties, but she just kind of enjoys ""helping"" to clean, which just ends up making a bigger mess and doesn't serve the purpose for discouraging it. We thought maybe she was scared of getting splashed, so we showed her how to make a ""poop pillow"" with TP resting on the water. This hasn't helped, and we're out of ideas. I'm hoping that others here might help me figure out what may be at the root of her reservations. I'm sure it is an anxiety thing, or maybe a sensory thing. She really hates using toilets with a loud flush, or an automated sensor for flushing. Does anybody here relate to this? Do you have some suggestions, or insights that might help us out? Thanks in advance",5.608475274725271,6.6882779519230775,5.937619047619048,78.955,67.55769230769229,8.891575091575092,30.562271062271066,9.107695989026183,2.578088644688644,1299,49,238,23,21,416,177,312,0.079,0.794,0.127,0.9457,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,8,1,0,5,14,14,1,1,20,0,25,7,5,7,5,62,45,18,0,4,15,3,0,0,0,6,1,1,4,1,16,16,1,4,8,1,0,6,6,6,0,0,4,1,29,8,49,32,4,41,0,3,0,0,36,20,0,12,14,172,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936638884735544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075513112698704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006698381198604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952199886786453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732338718408355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427086971976807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714535067024153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844274652736964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031583635113885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396822350552467,0.0,0.2087511245633828,0.0,0.097923968628809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088108423397058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282674756637308,0.0,0.12281418716713045,0.12160746155589773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821634979573832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749918357951825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835279796478926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451827316326553,0.0,0.24600863250086075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597723911190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907854052064059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595168090472087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353086276331001,0.0,0.12089166152544265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258068977462172,0.0,0.0,0.11146194951825224,0.0,0.13831883948304738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777826138095176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539532322957588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272344170430278,0.0,0.0,0.16268326335535208,0.07845261762883057,0.0,0.09720121717851604,0.1427878745301114,0.0,0.116055858955251,0.0,0.0,0.08312661378036236,0.13317618158930686,0.0,0.0,0.2945530154687677,0.10574616488543427,0.0,0.0,0.0722164520712359,0.0,0.09821149076012774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884534522216825 autism,blackhawk1378,2019/05/01,"Seeking diagnosis as adult Hello everyone, I recently posted about my fear of an upcoming dentist appointment, that several of you gave advice and encouragement about. Well I need some more advice. As a result of my dentist appointment, I'm going to see my doctor tomorrow to try to get a formal diagnosis of autism, so my health insurance will approve me getting dental care under general anaesthesia. The insurance will not cover this unless my doctor agrees it is necessary and a medical reason why. I realised, as many of you have, as an adult that I have autism. I have done a lot of research and the more I read about it, the more everything in my life makes sense to me. Has anyone else tried to get diagnosed as an adult? How did you approach the subject with your doctor? Any tips or advice would be greatly appreciated.",6.714276315789476,7.899646085526317,7.572210526315793,67.84647368421055,65.11842105263158,11.08,34.27894736842105,11.00357731598739,4.279334736842107,663,29,106,19,10,222,94,152,0.021,0.888,0.091,0.8642,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,1,6,5,0,1,11,0,11,9,0,4,0,16,21,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,18,4,23,14,5,7,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,2,81,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43203466975931704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100218948767911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030468905245638,0.15100143864733975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150256977912305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958087361825478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525286827110805,0.0,0.15081412974781686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231115444209113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082157552771815,0.1324496869179161,0.0,0.0,0.16583601930994338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309895177528179,0.0,0.0837556853331677,0.0,0.0,0.1624796664050319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665100632215856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040941732351548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252915734526918,0.0,0.0,0.09837287230285573,0.14941347126237042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846317102419393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927549033159528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114295565484056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741325650410245,0.0,0.0,0.15152437468169172,0.1455134287296418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743749951990255,0.0,0.0,0.16648996578516898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001136958038997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250636311388533,0.0,0.13298154863399828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046898173761839,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LeftBuy9,2019/05/01,"Has anyone been diagnosed with autism as an adult? Autism and apsergers seem to run very strongly on my dad’s side of the family. I’m 21 and don’t want to self-diagnose but suspect I might have PDD-NOS (pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified). I have scheduled an appointment with a therapist to discuss it, but am wondering if anyone here has been diagnosed as an adult. I have auditory processing disorder, or trouble processing sounds. I also didn’t start speaking until I was about 3 or so. I’ve struggled socially as well and have trouble reading people. I have trouble understanding social cues. I just struggle so much socially and have always been a social outcast, the odd one out. There are also some things that catch my attention and I’m obsessed with them. I’ve also always been mentally young for my age... therapists have observed that as well. I remember when I was 16 and about to turn 17, my therapist ran group sessions and she told me that I’m more than welcome to join the middle school group. Those were mostly 12 and 13 year olds with a few 14 year olds. Past therapists have suspected that I might be autistic, but they weren’t sure because I have the social systems, but I’m expressive of emotions, I don’t have meltdowns, sensory sensitivities, etc. So they don’t know for sure if it’s autism or something else. That’s why I’ll bring up PDD-NOS. Has anyone been diagnosed as an adult? My older sister has aspergers and was diagnosed at a young age.",5.052064935064934,6.989844700000003,5.809350649350653,76.08110389610391,69.85714285714286,9.662337662337665,32.01298701298701,10.018931242160765,3.5366428571428585,1196,54,208,32,22,390,151,280,0.12300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.075,-0.9378,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,1,14,12,0,3,12,0,33,4,0,0,2,40,47,31,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,9,14,0,0,8,1,0,4,6,6,2,1,13,2,22,6,26,31,6,25,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,11,14,140,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698803606758368,0.14357943002360038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098150921198888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259390713112135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378487650762961,0.0,0.0,0.19776276863031167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207370352562659,0.09705047140100186,0.0,0.0,0.09622211634527256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133466178870018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741580709871518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694733462135508,0.18305339120724745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342382210059487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181067252589876,0.0,0.058463804551308875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236154844741983,0.0598138913823819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630075591204397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773548451127358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731734304735125,0.0,0.07854371190869666,0.09000615296851107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397447615316424,0.0,0.06642056382667848,0.0,0.0,0.06106759346402906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803917593925491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263087201557605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006988821680461,0.05731887619306805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244176070032655,0.0,0.0,0.09384504474451084,0.0,0.08981782448517056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118789731773363,0.050888650620833815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551475026205102,0.0,0.07785194114580128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356416865000733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111964409805386 autism,torako,2019/05/01,"dissociation vs shutdown is there a meaningful distinction between these terms? i think i'm having one right now but i don't know, i'm verbal (or at least i can talk if i have to) but i feel like i'm dreaming or something but also like i want to cry kind of but i don't think i could and every time the volume in the room goes up it gets worse and i can't leave, i'm not really looking for advice (i know about earplugs and stuff but i'm at work currently in a public facing job) but just like, what IS the difference? if there is one?",-0.16207453416149065,2.020375556521742,2.184006211180126,94.03489130434784,89.08695652173913,5.372670807453416,17.77950310559006,6.868970318607317,0.018863354037267133,419,11,96,6,14,142,71,115,0.075,0.7929999999999999,0.132,0.5126,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,0,1,25,23,14,0,4,13,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,10,4,11,22,2,11,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,4,7,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395738020473786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669121725653371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166644802092581,0.0,0.2292675588386806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180664920232845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585440513156986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553438505339313,0.14910859485151606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904684321252794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071209842829995,0.0,0.0,0.21734828200005066,0.2294125455889072,0.0,0.0,0.22100283903671625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059080653861793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527103960698862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828662222073942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337104665300247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824452641760022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068175951540106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389328379691805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776008802969047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674768760287561,0.0,0.0,0.12170548213825574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123107625862034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194961165415646,0.0,0.2127020637702314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Leueb,2019/01/28,"What’s the name of that potential autism spectrum disorder where the person is resistant to following instructions? I can’t remember the name for some reason. But it involves someone who is very resistant to following rules and if asked to do anything will do just about anything to stall and get out of it. Tend to be more socially adept than other autistic people and there is question as to whether they are even autistic at all. Does anyone remember what this is called? I’d really love to read about it again. Thanks ",6.1805803571428575,7.9498836354166675,5.860654761904764,77.47125000000005,66.8125,10.06904761904762,33.50595238095238,10.290406445055957,3.749695238095239,423,19,72,11,7,131,70,96,0.045,0.878,0.077,0.6432,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,16,17,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,16,15,3,6,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,3,1,54,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487308719423736,0.0,0.35008227977050765,0.0,0.1988539251861722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217199369600483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437826036277939,0.0,0.18614282076698008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049209324914588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113151889733006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197791055516972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474654332086668,0.18572903625247145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382824297655828,0.0,0.21276626654244926,0.0,0.13626664284991533,0.21869997485813344,0.0,0.0,0.4819149943338786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168297372459741,0.18022739509609664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583359683033705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550695790820553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xxtinagee,2019/01/28,"Substitute teacher - Am I wrong to be upset? To start off, my 7 year old son is on the spectrum and in the first grade. He just started attending his current school last November. The school he previously attended didn’t have the proper amount of help or the program he needs in order to succeed so he was moved schools. That meant he left behind friends he’s known since kindergarten and that was more than enough change he could handle. A new school meant having to make new friends, new teachers and a new schedule. He’s still having trouble adjusting to this change as it’s only been 2 months. His current teacher is pregnant so she is leaving for maternity leave at the end of the week. A long-term substitute is to take her place. This past Friday she visited the classroom and my son was not happy about having a new teacher in the classroom. I’m not sure what exactly triggered his anger but he began throwing items and had a breakdown. His teacher called and told me about the incident and informed me that the substitute stated she no longer was interested in taking the job because of that specific incident. So basically that means the school would be screwed and have to find a new substitute at last minute when she had already committed to long term. I’m upset that my child is being made out to be he’s the reason there will possibly be no substitute and that she specifically stated she doesn’t want to teach the class because of his outburst. I understand she may not have not experience with kids on the spectrum but I feel as blame is being placed on my son. She claims “ working with children with children and teaching has been the most fulfilling job” she’s had but can’t deal with a special needs child? I’m not saying my son is an angel either but it’s not like he is violent or aggressive every single day. I can understand her not being comfortable but he does have an aide who assists him in chunks throughout the day. It’s not like she’ll be on her own if or when he does have a breakdown. Are certified substitute teachers not properly trained on this matter? I’m just very disappointed that my kid is the reason she’s turned off to substituting his class. I’ve never personally had this problem before. I am having a phone meeting with his teacher and this “substitute” tomorrow so I will ask what is that she wants. Am I in the wrong to feel upset about this? How do I go on about this? Tl;dr: Long term substitute teacher no longer wants to teach my son’s classroom because of his outburst. 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I’m so jealous. He doesn’t care how the world views his. He does exactly what he wants without fear.How can I help him?,-1.2679411764705897,0.773477500000002,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,97.52941176470587,3.896470588235295,15.623529411764707,5.6839178017228535,-1.0059811764705882,121,3,31,1,5,38,25,34,0.16899999999999998,0.743,0.08800000000000001,-0.4449,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,7,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654646090266088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995140655744288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137252123870284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060036505967981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692742913048632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400803758104834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AmethystVajra,2019/01/28,"How to stop meltdoowns in my relationship As I was single I also had meltdowns but they only affected me like me thrashing at my wardrobe or just getting panic attacks and leaving a place or even just running I am together with my partner since May 2017 since like two months into the relationship I have started having these meltdowns Mostly because of stuff that is very trivial Like we are in the grocery store and he asks me what kind of cheese I like and I start saying completely contrary things like in one moment I say I want mozzzarella The next moment I say I want gouda and I say I never said the other thing when he asks me to decide I start shaking and screaming at him when he says he’s going to leave the store and we are not going to go shopping at all because he can’t take it I tried to force him to continue to do that what we actually planned to do There have been situations where I run out of the store without paying chasing him all across the Market Square and screaming for everyone in the vicinity to hear When I come out of the situations I am totally ashamed of myself and I am very sad because I made him suffer and lose his face as well I am not even intentionally wanting to hurt him I am not angry at him at all it’s like I’m sitting in the car and it’s going really fast and I can’t stop it I know I will Hurt people and I see how I drive over them but I just can’t stop it until it’s over and I am like awake again These situations have happened all that time In different variations and intensities What I mentioned above was just a simple example this year in August I realised that I am abusive and went to a lgbt place that offers counselling which is great because the person Who is counselling me has also a physical disability like me and can help me very much Also I have tried to find a therapy which is not so easy because I’m trans have cptsd and am autistic so I’m still trying but I have only the counselling at the moment So in the last months things have been getting better and I had the hope we could heal our relationship But now I am moving to another flat and I don’t have the help I need and my partner is carrying a big load although he is moving to another place to in the near future and needs his energy So I have been having very big meltdowns this past days and these have caused my partner who has cptsd himself to dissociate and be completely emotionally drained Since Sunday he has distanced himself and said to me if this behaviour doesn’t change in the new place in the next month he will leave me forever He knows I’m not meaning to be violent to him but he just can’t take the violence any longer even though I am not physically violent towards him I want to change really and I’m trying my best to do so I know it is my job to realise when my tention goes up and to avoid situations that cause meltdowns but I often don’t recognise it until it’s too late I just don’t know what to do due to my complex situation having physical disability cptsd am trans and queer and being autistic not many people are willing to support me and I don’t really have friends just acquaintances I meet at events Has anyone had set me up situations and can give me any advice ? Greetings Morgan ",3.756948192120888,5.33041966513762,4.964081669364994,82.3126956287102,72.53211009174312,7.820543263176829,27.96114409066379,8.435331408891425,1.994277603885592,2607,99,508,44,51,862,263,654,0.128,0.762,0.11,-0.9336,2,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,5,0,2,4,33,30,3,4,26,0,70,3,1,7,6,99,110,59,0,9,24,0,0,8,4,4,1,10,0,4,34,39,0,4,8,1,5,13,18,14,1,2,12,12,86,16,66,90,9,88,0,5,2,1,55,35,1,7,46,374,120,3,0.0,0.06929218873146709,0.05707047503515465,0.0,0.0,0.05714841337421496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030528081960436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954019868787633,0.1226479820344243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089231750710615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093464690961794,0.06653227634222783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825191855588188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061373766242937014,0.05172301077831711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015525604303601,0.12373344199600265,0.0503774876204205,0.12263555831786087,0.0,0.0,0.04669351031618043,0.0,0.0,0.03771636857238588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110175575260759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657849308698526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588140127238646,0.0,0.0,0.0558825263820813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345193729298461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518342749026602,0.0,0.061109375564709176,0.0561017343690862,0.1329477895057005,0.0,0.0,0.06447715281131602,0.0,0.0,0.051715873667943016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591401775796757,0.0,0.07839916194593648,0.0,0.0,0.05808630936146344,0.0,0.0,0.12521343240196492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803484834134075,0.0,0.0,0.060900514869556076,0.1285617904621551,0.04767103573572027,0.06597079718901391,0.18577354135653815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285727283827199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542694820996804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533754705097388,0.0,0.059292066704752185,0.0,0.06370457745093984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004049913090896,0.12431526533610973,0.04299135998165169,0.08672805212534031,0.04510530240613865,0.05648275425496585,0.12439358533917125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962924945418375,0.08895713948597178,0.0,0.06861660245581971,0.0,0.0,0.055828155110760204,0.08108879128239342,0.05106465538417312,0.24440702301043035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123961438323007,0.0,0.0,0.1883649266838616,0.0,0.0,0.11126048263216898,0.23253812087365106,0.0,0.0,0.046602973589617784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513196274037374,0.39442062136346456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418262445589552,0.0,0.046704192873801086,0.14668194349695315,0.0,0.0,0.06694846040496387,0.0,0.06636523776107113,0.0,0.0,0.0879431100230557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687982528145328,0.0,0.11655950517700515,0.0,0.0574587504957131,0.0,0.03410161081772714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882309004526193,0.0,0.05712889588862001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301671949504529,0.1379779537316941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052582782892155934,0.05421385508691191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637503439110229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766080679334874 autism,scrollbreak,2019/01/28,"Is 'high functioning' a bit of a poor name? What about 'alternate functioning'? 'High functioning' always kind of sounds to me as 'Well, you're almost like us NT folk, you're getting high up towards us...' as if that's the thing to shoot for. When most genuine 'high functioning' people with autism...maybe it'd be better to say they use an alternate way of functioning, rather than describing them as a second best version of NT functioning? 'High functioning' always seems to imply what has to be done is the NT way - but does it really? If an alternate way of doing this works/functions, isn't it just as valid? When it comes to cultures and how different cultures do things different ways, we don't call other cultures 'high functioning' as if if they don't do it our way then they need that name. Is it fair to compare 'high functioning' people with autism as being similar to different cultures that do things in different ways?",6.487832980972513,7.3989085232558205,6.355856236786469,77.34432346723045,65.51162790697674,10.673150105708244,31.91543340380549,10.637119530657019,3.4787604651162787,734,28,132,19,11,231,91,172,0.022000000000000002,0.9179999999999999,0.06,0.7441,4,0,0,1,0,0,21.0,4,0,4,2,7,5,0,0,7,0,16,0,0,2,0,20,21,16,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,16,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,9,5,27,16,4,20,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,7,4,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008623058465408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971497482886306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441196095791032,0.0795660943292693,0.09821769264662003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186358795718272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749626078917889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759740965376284,0.0,0.0,0.0787283472303759,0.09206469283737576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700262288890866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6653654045564396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368395300073104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043952002682000654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038121075736473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670737330019688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473980766266728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763342110107748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154320594322502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190010121535597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930480929726522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643190240656995,0.0777002523702906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284567453459305,0.0,0.0,0.08088869152695702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kalalalai,2019/01/28,"Advice on helping other family members to accept possible autism. Long post: Hello all! I’m currently taking care of my 2yo niece (turning 3yo this March). her mom is in the ICU because of a heart attack and will undergo surgery and recovery after. Although I’m no expert, they’ve asked me to take care of her since I’m good with kids and have multiple experience in taking care of kids so she will be under my care for quite sometime. My niece is diagnosed with GDD and possible autism. According to my cousin (my niece’s mom) doctor didn’t officially diagnose my niece yet because the doctor thinks she’s still too young and needs to observe her more but the doctor gave my cousin a heads up that my niece has a high chance of being autistic since she has a lot of symptoms for autism (no eye contact, non-verbal, repetitive movements, flaps hands and arms, sudden bursts of energy, doesn’t react when we call her or to anything we make her do, doesn’t interact with anybody, scratches herself to the point where her skin starts bleeding and etc.) My niece’s family, including my cousin is in denial about the whole thing. They avoid the topic and they keep on saying “she’s normal to me, she’s just lazy/doesn’t want to be disturbed” They do take her to therapy as advised by the doctor but also do not follow the routine that was advised by the therapist. Her grandma even said that she doesn’t believe in therapy. And the last time they went to the doctor to have her assessment (2 months ago), he said that her development is very slow, no developments since the last time the doctor saw my niece. I am slightly worried as well because since the other day, my niece spaces out in the middle of doing something and she lightly but rapidly hits herself in the face for a few seconds then resumes to what she’s doing as in nothing has happen. She has done this about 5 times since the first time I first saw her doing it. I know it’s not my business because she’s not my child but I truly care for her and I just wanna know if there’s anyway for me to help them out with acceptance or any way for me to help my niece with her development. If I am overstepping my boundaries, please kindly inform me so I can back off. 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NT here with HF boyfriend. Help me help him with triggers? So we live together, been together almost two years. After this time I’ve come quite familiar with his ticks, stims and triggers. He can be somewhat explosive if plans change or something goes wrong. He left his smokes in his moms car and she drove away so he threw another pack of smokes on the ground and just fell to the ground almost sobbing. We’ve gotten into such a heated argument that he hid in a ball in the corner. I got our dogs to come over and coax him out to snuggle and calm him down. I need to find better ways to help him during these times. I have severe anxiety and OCD but I really don’t think those coping methods are that helpful for him. What can I do to help? What do you guys do when you’re really struggling? Thanks in advance❤️",1.9489411764705868,4.278223509090913,2.7843850267379717,92.3871657754011,80.57575757575758,6.064171122994652,20.614973262032088,7.285733465282438,0.5427326203208556,649,18,135,9,17,204,112,165,0.081,0.794,0.125,0.861,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,3,6,6,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,2,0,26,19,12,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,14,0,0,2,1,0,6,1,3,0,1,5,0,18,3,22,13,1,26,0,1,0,0,25,14,1,5,5,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036317649718457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897668895883674,0.11598151578495425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244293051169155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340870491323886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038366547672747,0.2611978133553425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385691287915196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125666036654333,0.0,0.0,0.3002361989708444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081061659789224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472510735965212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387473169835426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756422947029066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124171660881149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612562874014834,0.0,0.0,0.19425096662071606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127656054327836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671706753478155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849607373613828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958245644534933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971458014201308,0.0,0.0,0.1768104484407568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810129871843747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034125244888652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576213612861868,0.0,0.09763210561172693 autism,ArialCCAA,2019/01/28,"How do you (autistic teenagers or adults) deal with high pitched noises? Although my degree is very low, I still have a big issue with high pitched noises (for example right now I am at a party that has something causing such a noise and my solution is quite unnappealing, since I am using headphones (or hearing protection). I want something that is not as inconvenient to other people around me and doesn't make me seen like a douche.",12.39183333333333,8.667024850000004,10.592500000000003,66.61583333333336,56.75,13.16666666666667,45.41666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.7724166666666665,348,15,60,5,3,107,61,80,0.061,0.8029999999999999,0.136,0.605,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,4,0,13,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,7,13,0,9,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,2,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085063948804255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406095405473293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414716209888331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639841493524457,0.0,0.0,0.4949348041587221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444659267492438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442857551341228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634437160643294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237938694089926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491229206612065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002349946491735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375007538128344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606296191463552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704923544874646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229178770518488,0.0,0.19325689830423054,0.13814964549346376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,scarygamer2005,2019/10/11,Any other autistic teens who like progressive rock It’s basically my favorite genre of music right now,4.073333333333334,7.360604111111115,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,91.22222222222223,6.844444444444445,28.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,2.9804222222222223,86,4,12,2,3,27,18,18,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685869856141471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084836371063189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714037784719136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Tsar_fall,2019/10/11,"Parents are not our enemy. I’ve noticed some things said to parents seeking advice that seem inappropriate. They are doing their best, to raise a child running on Linux, while their running on iOS. It’s not easy for anyone involved, and parenting is imperfect regardless of the child. There are some things that they need to be called out on, but there is blatant over correction in this community. Take ownership of that, like you want parents to take ownership of their shortcomings. Self reflection in this regard is something we can all stand to do.",7.005306122448977,8.845140755102044,6.486326530612246,73.49438775510204,64.91836734693878,10.089795918367347,34.40816326530612,10.290406445055957,3.882228571428572,446,20,72,11,7,138,69,98,0.033,0.8759999999999999,0.091,0.7070000000000001,4,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,5,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,3,16,16,3,0,3,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,16,14,4,11,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,3,2,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696220293425703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137236137522678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821632861503133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772463244069149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848032512004487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870863190985768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976239171786965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7709677481885582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651159475428004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802226139634598,0.1810835709955125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363167393098366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610236734155449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306399383633636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238298464758876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,crispy_whips,2019/10/11,"One aspie's thoughts on love and relationships Hey r/autism community. I have high functioning aspergers syndrome. High enough that superficially most people think I'm ""normal"" but low enough to cause most neurotypicals to keep me at arms length. I got married young mostly out of religious and family pressure, my ex wife studied communication disorders and I often felt like she used my diagnosis as an emotional club to beat me into compliance and submission. I recently mustered the courage to divorce her and while in many ways it was a victory. In other ways it was a tragic defeat. I feel like my confidence has been destroyed and I am crippled by thoughts of what the future might hold in regard to relationships. I don't know if I will ever feel comfortable in a relationship with a neurotypical. I'm worried that I will spend the rest of my life alone. Which wouldn't be so terrible, I genuinely enjoy solitude and I can find joy in my own company. Deep deep down I long to be understood, and most of all appreciated. The companionship that neurotypicals seem to find with such ease has always eluded me. I yearn for a partner that I can push through the muck of life with. Is this a hopeless dream? Will we as a community ever be truely accepted by our neurotypical neighbors? Do neurotypicals ever actually gain such companionship themselves? Or is it all an act. My experience with my ex wife was that at her core she was filled with self loathing and spoke very negatively about her family and friends. She had lots of friends but in private she disliked most of them. I was never able to understand this. Why would she perpetuate fake relationships and were her ""friends"" doing the same thing to her with other people? Perhaps it is better to be alone. Anyway, sorry for the depressing rant. Life is a gift, so is autism, I know that I will find someone compatible one day and if I don't than that's ok too. I hope everyone is having a good day. Keep on keeping on.",5.757777777777778,7.495882136612022,6.526174863387983,72.4170947176685,67.79781420765028,10.121675774134793,32.134790528233154,10.338469443840273,3.5908058287795983,1586,68,278,43,27,522,198,366,0.13699999999999998,0.684,0.179,0.9673,0,2,0,0,1,1,37.0,2,0,1,4,12,25,1,1,18,1,36,5,1,2,6,67,57,22,0,7,5,4,3,2,5,7,3,1,1,2,18,21,0,4,15,2,1,3,5,10,0,2,14,4,42,15,46,32,13,35,0,6,0,1,33,19,0,13,13,205,60,0,0.09510123566741534,0.0,0.09280508749322584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699239823882725,0.0,0.0,0.07913184647643773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410931462788683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769516587146007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266485895310685,0.0,0.08191055492713911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899425525952283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069760898494673,0.0,0.19652999721434175,0.0,0.0,0.25807353692901397,0.0,0.09087330615413552,0.0,0.0930272569791218,0.17930596238802413,0.0,0.09617208445170927,0.0679403417629269,0.09131210010601598,0.0,0.2607624194875996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042493630349014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976640443026288,0.07606114582644577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200959353805564,0.0,0.0944569853173396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359104369709,0.0,0.0,0.10453030402127036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151844568869925,0.0929233199962718,0.0,0.0,0.08416160090430241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085166971206596,0.08583257818998202,0.0,0.0,0.0964177262375892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088738231947443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334793575192053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317901904983876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888611705512953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186244489899324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390099712301513,0.4084125458516018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657659319899677,0.0992113296099347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057896836582652,0.0,0.0,0.10645804727682928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631810351993493,0.060937031796088136,0.0,0.15099951641763956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900374025499173,0.0,0.08213693317952507,0.0,0.07846847923273365,0.0,0.15097386854928466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581407313888334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657992114409476,0.0,0.06755718923038137,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PointBlankPanda,2019/10/11,"I JOB'd (joined obscure business) So, it's now 1:20am, and just one hour ago I signed a contract as a casual employee of Creative Activation as a mystery shopper (all expenses paid, a metrosexuals dream come true). I think I got the job because of traits I possess which are commonly associated with those on the spectrum. Traits such as attention to detail, concise communication and a good memory. Thoughts?",7.428873239436619,9.278840056338028,8.063492957746481,62.54312676056338,63.92957746478872,11.31380281690141,40.960563380281684,11.20814326018867,5.392620281690142,328,19,50,10,5,109,57,71,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.8225,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,8,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853341146486288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621981628939086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772778393097915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699842162406651,0.257443080066035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169946453591381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6388479502592583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811950498441876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625270609862847,0.0,0.2555429593694268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,doriaboria,2019/10/11,"3 year old son just diagnosed with high functioning autism Today my 3 year old son was diagnosed as high functioning autistic. Hes a twin and today when I heard the diagnosis I cried just thinking of how life will be a little bit harder for him. I feel selfish for breaking down and allowing it to drain me. I just would love to hear some stories from people who have autism and maybe some links I can educate myself with. Thank you for reading my first post ever!",5.485666666666668,6.464763122222222,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,67.77777777777777,9.111111111111112,29.44444444444445,9.2995712137729,2.468111111111112,371,13,70,7,6,118,66,90,0.064,0.857,0.079,0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,2,1,17,13,6,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,12,2,11,8,3,15,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,9,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954599468975776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966616378137276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634336922197726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194748744827386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052552011891217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228715476886692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178555654831412,0.0,0.0,0.37832080129538775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264577776633604,0.0,0.17944019282449494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615861573156788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798648102917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375734416753248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412038770592132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146612485819238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908353787983258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483145531489854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471845555377325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33940865963968203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718139006174678,0.0,0.0,0.23058545412173126 autism,kem7,2019/10/11,"Question regarding language Hi, I am a nurse and work in a day program with adults with severe disabilities, primarily down syndrome, cerebral palsy and autism. I have been working in this position for the past ten years, and have encountered something that is really rubbing me the wrong way but wanted to put it out there as I may just be sensitive to the language and wanted others input. We have a new consulted speech therapist we work with, she has been in the field for over thirty years and is the president of the Autism National Committee. She refers to people with autism as ""autistics."" I have never heard this before, and feel it is demeaning and doesn't put the person first. As if autism defines the person, not other skills, likes, dislikes, etc. Does anyone have any feelings one way or another toward this term? If this is way out of line to ask please let me know and I'll remove the post. Thank you in advance for the help",6.047380952380955,7.369715371428572,5.943214285714286,78.42720238095238,66.71428571428572,9.033333333333337,30.011904761904763,9.2995712137729,2.664590476190476,750,27,131,14,12,235,110,175,0.057999999999999996,0.888,0.054000000000000006,0.0905,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,6,2,3,0,0,13,0,17,0,0,0,1,31,25,15,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,9,16,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,3,5,11,2,25,19,2,26,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,5,9,95,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386709957648277,0.16015914434427905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679798352254144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427894420847203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996881580238706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850339513342056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366208135197238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034328049352587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544578767937591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991889225084755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023770834732975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394082810921441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618498634832306,0.0,0.07462008748733172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780098651324747,0.14751534336935868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349924357999812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580573450200612,0.1058893200872624,0.2667299168532313,0.0,0.16766049309864753,0.0,0.0,0.1462808142547033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708781798463697,0.17110155192040974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784789457427452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172550501350203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758519937211825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062065914297753,0.0,0.17734062778683418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801776975167856,0.3637090220162345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335853198537585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699506110555318,0.0,0.196716570180339 autism,robologoin,2019/10/11,"What are the advantages and disadvantages of telling friends and colleagues that you're on the autistic spectrum (diagnosed and self-diagnosed) I'm also wondering whether it is really a good idea to come forward and discuss it at the outset, or whether they prefer to ""cross that bridge when they come to it"".",13.814727272727275,9.956796745454547,11.440454545454545,62.02068181818184,54.27272727272727,15.363636363636365,52.95454545454545,13.023866798666859,6.697727272727272,251,14,41,6,2,76,41,55,0.046,0.804,0.15,0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,6,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215726880082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647485041445367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476012034263471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084158155766422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262617902548936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30452607136338183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281508793259118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281418389251047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578202691627564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29254308471899965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Worldblender,2019/10/11,"I'm finding myself relating to video game characters more often This situation that's playing out for the past year for me is similar to that of another boy who uses Disney characters to express most of himself (I forget about this, could someone remind me of this story again?). **I'm finding myself on the verge of using video game characters to express most of myself, with the majority of them being from franchises with playable representatives in Super Smash Bros. Ultimate + DLC characters, and many of them happen to be Nintendo characters** (it seems to be very true that Nintendo is the Disney of video games). I've already expanded to include franchises not represented in any Smash Bros. game or many more non-Nintendo franchises. As long as characters originate from popular video games, I'm finding myself expressing myself with them, no matter the content or their origin country. **Now I'm wondering if there's other people out there who use video game characters to express themselves. This could make it even easier for me to relate to some more people.** *Side note: I'm a huge fan of free/open source software (FOSS), and many of these video characters I know are all non-free copyrighted ones. Its sad to find almost all of them owned by big for-profit companies, many of which have been founded before FOSS became more mainstream in the 21st century. I see fan works with these characters very often, but FOSS will never drop down to accept that kind of status, unless usage can fall under fair use. Without legislation to at least reduce the length of copyright terms, these companies will never put their characters under Creative Commons licenses or even in the public domain. I alone have no power to change this situation, unless I get more people to join this cause, and there are some out there, but not enough of them to drive significant change.*",6.879301801801804,8.74682405105105,6.794823573573574,71.05998310810814,65.24624624624624,10.114564564564564,31.59271771771772,10.317481424215053,3.662978078078078,1511,59,233,38,24,479,174,333,0.031,0.87,0.099,0.9590000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,7,3,11,7,0,0,9,0,15,0,0,8,5,54,32,13,0,3,11,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,20,10,0,0,9,15,3,3,7,1,0,1,2,1,21,6,59,23,16,31,0,1,1,0,24,16,0,13,11,164,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849274055837853,0.11221364827538456,0.11956236425042645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367890848784507,0.1136100939349374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219435725868504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130105607440256,0.2292311334419417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301072566148815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195024874125188,0.0,0.14312285361175986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961046576473415,0.0,0.0,0.11879565664971885,0.0,0.0,0.056606246454697876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580989703839184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282555326632847,0.05954405791507297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958826875209568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232171106557551,0.4393828357344055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712603202511306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341796706931879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342839468108816,0.2253401574616415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891752697090318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633763261882002,0.0986340129362254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435705999109031,0.0,0.0,0.09180110598617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743041868672206,0.0,0.17879338305534226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444155454528056,0.11749647676086175,0.07887708541206669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977118948857987 autism,autisicautist,2019/10/11,"Does social anxiety make autism worse? I'm currently writing this with extreme energy and some shyness. Idk if this makes the post better or worse. SO yeAHS yeahea ffea fok airghbuth pleas respond in clears messages thank and good time",4.841463414634148,8.269314121951222,3.725073170731708,82.96078048780491,78.51219512195122,6.206829268292682,27.71219512195122,7.554174236665415,2.1296985365853653,193,8,29,3,5,56,38,41,0.218,0.563,0.22,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,10,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160209380577808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561957449760301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534982738495185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296730388877666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867232617983631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27743046895417894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952891972122167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666956402276635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891297426159832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904111728047889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dystonic,2019/10/11,"need help for a autistic man who has sensory issues and experiences pain when dogs bark Hi, Jim is one of my best friends. Dog barking hurts him, and he has developed a trauma response to dogs. He has a lot of sound protection but none of it covers the frequencies in dog barking. I'd like to find him sound protection that covers the sound frequencies dogs bark on. Any ideas? I'd do anything to make his life bigger, right now the dog barking is bad for him and he's not able to be with people much. Sarah",1.8610081008100816,4.321573930693074,2.9453645364536456,90.29961296129616,81.97029702970299,6.445004500450046,23.043204320432054,7.686295010490155,1.1442594059405944,401,14,82,7,11,128,68,101,0.10099999999999999,0.809,0.091,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,5,3,12,8,4,6,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,3,45,8,0,0.2493480844135321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956524791135366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051922276386408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819523520885533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616754310376978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391027270255694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278996318325404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264571148322804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671327649503514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669322815044326,0.2814836365497293,0.0,0.2602546174615928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612192612020286,0.12181887898621115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119868245965048,0.0,0.0,0.16644178256564002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832995324022531,0.1848884451145287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896471517775527,0.0,0.2653239421631082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286656588056562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294190167436985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sondash,2019/10/11,What counts as a special interest? where do you draw the line between a special interest and a phase?,3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,77.94736842105263,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,3.7539263157894736,81,5,14,2,2,26,15,19,0.0,0.505,0.495,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gnuggetrizzle,2019/10/11,"As an Autistic, here's my motto I only take advice if it's logical, moral, and reasonable. I don't take too much advice, people are prone to human error. Even a valiant logical scholar can sound like an idiot sometimes. What's your motto. I'm willing to listen to my fellow autistics.",1.8523896103896118,4.594384472727274,3.994285714285713,80.42000000000002,86.0909090909091,5.324675324675325,24.22077922077921,6.868970318607317,1.476168831168831,226,9,36,3,7,77,43,55,0.114,0.838,0.048,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6063025075312555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049026969702483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156175188127802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280533073453184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359424065720759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507306408167234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189660972328737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30682346763514257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466505760868013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hannygl10,2019/10/11,"Is this an Autism thing? I’ve noticed that every single time I eat, I eat it so fast. Does anyone else have this problem? Like mega fast. It just made sense to me that this could be one of my autism things because of the whole problems of executive functioning and understanding social things",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,73.72727272727272,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.054381818181818,234,7,44,3,5,71,43,55,0.107,0.8490000000000001,0.043,-0.5697,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534704355266245,0.21298665653921714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267151922371977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596671676466335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190781996838146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254043647354176,0.17364812191510304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751388455073149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155443715503767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669095203317086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666056894467416,0.0,0.0,0.14085761330048402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978056819550753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189656761518744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142973670419851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121025696033964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639926593760575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320786432882572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheHockeyist,2019/05/13,"Learning struggles? And I don't know what to do in life. First post here, I think. Background: I was diagnosed with high functioning autism when I was very young. I was the type that did well in traditional schooling (K-12), very well in fact. I thought I could handle college. However, I struggled in college, especially English literature (I think I have a comprehension disorder or something). I took an easier course load the next semester and then due to insomnia and other struggles, was forced to withdraw. I only had three semesters of experience with college (with a gap semester and a transfer to a more rigid institution). I was made painfully aware of how much ""not planning ahead"" skills I had. I also was not very good at handling lectures, especially pure auditory lectures - I need visuals to learn. I'm no longer enrolled in college, and this seems to be the case for 80% of autistic students who attend college - they do not graduate. (I don't know the source, sorry.) Anyways, throughout my college experience, I had become increasingly concerned I had a learning disorder or some sort of disability that caused me to be unable to learn the traditional way and succeed - like I have an unorthodox method of learning that requires visuals. Is anyone else similar? They struggled in college? I also don't really know what I'll do now. I really don't think college is for me due to all of this. I don't know what I will do in terms of life now. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do in life. I was thinking something along my ""special interests"" or passions, but with my level of education, I'd be completely unemployed in these fields. There are too many with much more experience than I have.",5.0856730769230785,7.3448634006410325,5.8823076923076965,74.26269230769233,70.44230769230771,9.158974358974358,34.75641025641025,9.661875296680813,3.791464102564104,1359,71,229,34,26,444,159,312,0.075,0.871,0.053,-0.6483,3,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,2,6,12,14,0,5,12,0,34,7,0,3,3,48,49,15,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,12,12,0,2,16,0,0,3,10,6,2,2,15,0,35,8,38,29,8,28,0,0,0,1,3,12,0,6,12,167,47,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696767512719885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417905669041942,0.10869948836627763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716564062533398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898139422055683,0.0,0.0,0.11123104029431677,0.0,0.0,0.08470247616112056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767688425577507,0.0,0.0,0.2431716205045947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886227443288738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31132267627564664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023822880886148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889814136577496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208758572664686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976021357838787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332123226143097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247988523936756,0.0518291405642367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038284181593786,0.0,0.10755637844736067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559734797971763,0.07866275974866538,0.0,0.0,0.11282557924474933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068455268890952,0.11288489935115635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160278738811647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592512291454112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073665177426402,0.0,0.09657834908747503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633431434281272,0.0,0.11875660699007128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436240123555552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190711538533313,0.0,0.08422186337999553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786744969938365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260063718203863,0.06257333330467747,0.08420755796156885,0.0,0.0,0.19077134634980888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BMoves26,2019/05/13,"Need Advice: Autistic sibling with anger and aggression Hello All, (please read whole thing) &#x200B; I am new to this forum and I am seeking some advice. I have an autistic brother who is 24 years old. Like many autistic children, he was diagnosed at the age of three and has been affected ever since. He is severely Autistic and somewhere on the lower end of functioning. He can perform basic tasks (showering, brushing teeth) but often needs guidance and may not always perform these tasks properly (staying in the shower too long, making a big mess when eating). In addition, he is very aggressive. He has violent outbursts from time to time, and has gotten physical with family members and outsiders. When he was younger, he used to bite people a lot or even scratch really hard. I love my brother very much, and as his family we are very used to these things. However, I think it is time we properly find a way to calm his anger, outbursts and his overall mood. He speaks mostly in two word sentences and when he does its in a very aggressive, somewhat incoherent tone. Now we all know that no two autistic individuals are a like, but I am wondering if anyone has a family member, loved one or any autistic person they know with similar characteristics and what the best remedies are for them. I'm considering getting and burning ""calming oils"" such as lavender or peppermint to help him. I was even wondering if CBD therapy would be helpful. Any advice, natural remedy suggestions, even medication if necessary is welcomed!",6.9055785603715165,8.570149871323531,7.085804953560372,69.75888544891643,64.99264705882354,10.432198142414864,36.742260061919495,10.5429385540328,4.431614705882354,1223,61,189,32,19,394,171,272,0.10300000000000001,0.755,0.142,0.9520000000000001,5,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,2,3,11,16,6,0,11,0,24,6,1,4,3,51,39,25,0,6,9,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,2,2,10,19,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,7,0,4,5,5,17,8,21,31,9,23,0,0,0,2,31,7,0,14,16,129,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30854700612246005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757636341636793,0.11403824249937525,0.1278901709057177,0.14314710722778656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359319005415857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045329584636693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682645157576333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210491276639066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769694208640374,0.0,0.0,0.09322018777829512,0.0,0.0,0.20854973519412198,0.09520457676911193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297660767896227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096196518558333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498873827881093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942832536012765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109360331977827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156852051432416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283958740015098,0.0,0.0,0.09314286566904724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947971676147329,0.1899843209842933,0.0,0.07025513774073366,0.10670689752294914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602821982893404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737080015742889,0.15608296159732182,0.0,0.1016510269427916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044208430837056,0.0,0.07132006852579566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296704114495522,0.09190016897634888,0.0,0.11553280433032175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527840041735953,0.0,0.06742579273778124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890244947485926,0.0,0.08706382003603587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121824089549373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203624541913428,0.0,0.13984673797010666,0.06743989783781956,0.0,0.0,0.1841162212652162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562775352533344,0.0,0.0,0.1818042730034836,0.0,0.34736882102513816,0.0,0.08354248616190202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750777508478001,0.0,0.0,0.22827809345939085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476652218888744,0.0,0.1278901709057177,0.06777749662767886 autism,Trekkie200,2019/05/13,"Eye contact I have not been diagnosed (I'm waiting on an appointment...) but while reading about ASD I read a lot about eye contact being uncomfortable to people (on the spectrum). However for me eye contact is not really uncomfortable, I just don't know where to look and often (like with a cashier) I just forget to look at them. So now I'm wondering if that is an ASD specific eye contact issue or just because I was probably raised by two diagnosed Aspies who never told me how to interact with people (I also struggle with handshakes or when to greet, or not greet, people).",6.1031454783748345,6.9513147798165145,7.046159895150722,72.27954128440369,66.33944954128441,10.26526867627785,34.83748361730013,10.290406445055957,3.8401024901703806,457,21,78,11,7,153,70,109,0.109,0.838,0.053,-0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,1,5,0,7,6,4,1,1,23,15,11,0,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,6,9,1,15,11,1,8,0,0,6,0,8,4,0,7,5,61,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014114589395972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207152715244265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065023523080095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901066131158405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005305175893262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783282504450212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363218475117698,0.0,0.0,0.1702467638438613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444639227442425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164877719261782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590511273089327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006116161831839,0.0,0.12828631368842944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093464695431818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913490017909328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561673226732929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716433664797352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jelly-Robot,2019/05/13,"What are the benefits of getting a diagnosis? I've been in contact with mental health care for a long time and the most recent development is that my psychiatrist suggested I may be on the spectrum. This is after years of failed treatments that don't yield any results. This feels like yet another dead end since, as I've understood it, autism is lifelong and incurable, which makes me question why I would even want to be diagnosed. It seems that mostly, a diagnosis will entitle me to certain benefits that I don't need. I am already employed full time so I don't need any welfare benefits or anything like that. If anything I think that getting a diagnosis would just make me feel worse and lower my self esteem. My second issue is that I don't really think that I have autism and this is just something that my therapist is trying to force upon me. I've already been tested for it, and it showed that I have some traits but not enough for a diagnosis. I also don't recognize myself in the description of the symptoms. The only symptoms I would agree with are difficulties building and maintaining relationships and being weird, i.e. a lot of people find creepy and uncomfortable. Other than that I don't really have any of the described symptoms such as difficulties with eye contact, sensory issues or issues with motor skills. I would also not regard myself as asocial, I don't dislike social contact in any way, I just am unable to be liked by others. So in conclusion: How has your diagnosis benefited you? Do you get a long with other people on the spectrum better than neuro-typical people? What kind of treatment have you received and how did it help you?",8.062195445920302,8.011765132258066,8.308216318785579,67.97585388994311,62.193548387096776,11.165085388994308,36.299810246679314,10.718039707386858,4.058296015180266,1341,56,221,30,17,441,157,310,0.063,0.833,0.10300000000000001,0.883,3,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,0,4,12,13,0,0,15,0,36,6,1,5,1,51,51,22,1,8,9,0,2,3,0,6,5,0,0,1,25,14,0,1,9,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,3,30,11,32,37,6,19,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,10,12,172,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299938222592439,0.1666713475492805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28346200561098545,0.1092719264759554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150979076987058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216414224079077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062477326885139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057696547363157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229799296265112,0.10767546197457276,0.0,0.06882887512552152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538211742914266,0.07444672863913991,0.0,0.0,0.09524487994000624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333426158999234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076899373563397,0.0,0.0,0.069848906747837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263004805401665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851734325814087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273334682690562,0.0,0.0,0.18444287154814196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859452512145025,0.0,0.0,0.13912025631628505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501787713779598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453888727795076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925542552093602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673561094254604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673761294065466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351754575765604,0.0,0.10289353674662184,0.1118811636241489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948677026512098,0.1087124194807831,0.0,0.0,0.08620252801999373,0.0,0.0,0.10622766422831073,0.0,0.08022496194679266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249382750172484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099435296099545,0.0,0.1335454768840591,0.0,0.0,0.12152988245466377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707508787761335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146500156537705,0.08271602947413235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403215895913873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619758598259266,0.2961075322115399,0.0,0.0,0.06710699748476757 autism,w3tl33,2019/05/13,"Autism and Alternate Voices My 5 year old son was diagnosed with ASD last fall when he started Pre-K. He has been receiving all of the normal services (OT, Speech, etc) and he's making remarkable improvements in his ability to communicate. HOWEVER, one of the big things that he's developed in recent months is what we call his ""tiger voice,"" a low growly tone (his favorite stuffed animal is a tiger). It began as him having conversations with his stuffed animal, but now the tiger voice is about half of his verbal communication. He'll stop conversations with others and start talking to himself in the tiger voice. He can articulate more complete thoughts and sentences in the tiger voice than in his normal voice as well. For example: ""Hey bud, do you want some juice?"" ""Uhm.... Yes!"" \*Tiger Voice\* ""Juice? No you don't want that! Juice is not good! HAHA"" &#x200B; Part of me thinks that it might just be an imaginary friend type of thing, but I was also wondering if this is something that other kids with autism might do as a coping mechanism because of the difference in communication level between the voices.",5.683041044776116,7.8498977860696515,5.629773009950249,77.07510727611944,68.65174129353234,9.20410447761194,29.477922885572138,9.673873057562805,2.951917661691541,889,34,153,21,16,278,131,201,0.068,0.838,0.095,0.4006,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,11,2,17,1,0,1,1,27,27,12,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,3,1,9,0,1,12,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,5,9,14,4,25,18,5,22,0,1,0,0,27,9,0,5,11,100,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276580073340066,0.0,0.17988214907503364,0.20173196538187507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012039970032112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952455658715382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406837436923606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850638230077594,0.0,0.17345512901560275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515572060413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826631817951906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924934967341482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353281186767516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108193609738848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522410839145225,0.0,0.0,0.1325152474205543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253278845542172,0.0,0.0,0.17420962510733698,0.0,0.1124991662219722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978303015538274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392430969477456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780998615881778,0.0,0.0,0.2350190310264994,0.0,0.0,0.1387998054509673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334402522958536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205920682032057,0.1063786453613064,0.0,0.13180100452277047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584530322451904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927154348046862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004115609924265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173196538187507,0.10691116843877624 autism,Kanderin,2019/05/13,"Has anyone diagnosed as an adult had it effect their career prospects? I'm 27, and my three year old son was recently diagnosed with autism and it led to a conversation with my wife in a coffee shop one day along the lines of 'have you ever noticed you have all the same symptoms' and voila, it all clicked. I live in the UK so I had no problem getting a GP referral and I'm now on a waiting list to see a psychiatrist fora formal diagnosis. I think the help would benefit me, but I'm very concerned about the the fact I would have to inform my workplace I have autism for at the very least insurance purposes. I work in a laboratory and I think I'm doing very well, leading my own section with a really strong chance of going higher in years to come. I know there's laws in place tos top it happening, but I can't help but convince myself that I would be looked at differently if I had a diagnosis.",3.9700549450549434,5.056006005494506,5.495274725274726,80.59972527472529,71.36263736263736,8.896703296703297,28.285714285714285,9.265573868473778,2.308217582417583,711,26,145,15,13,241,113,182,0.034,0.8390000000000001,0.127,0.9457,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,5,6,5,0,0,16,0,15,3,0,3,4,32,29,11,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,5,1,1,4,2,1,1,2,4,3,20,4,21,21,6,22,0,0,3,0,10,11,0,1,7,100,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667999118102453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437444774376352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761790528603583,0.0,0.0,0.3387408378027191,0.0,0.17434454090601365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094425407620218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871831414388425,0.0,0.09483656009693106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756335789591676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370005130821785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170786526548792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473500340824345,0.0,0.14012950201967442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899835897752941,0.17510290576657048,0.0,0.11307601913296415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434454090601365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967288473075164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690175132003728,0.0,0.16476485117081713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329744773330879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734427260634092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213848229141178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130578278772992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003695114771362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214839796747052,0.0,0.0,0.3556208316237665,0.0,0.0,0.21491873644747947 autism,alltacct,2019/05/13,"Really struggling at my job. Looking for advice. I've always struggled to hold a job for longer than a few months. My longest job was 4 months when I was still 20. I'm 23 now. I've had 4 jobs in total since the start of 2018. I only have the job I'm at now because my sister works here. It's a full time warehouse job. I'm okay at it. Nobody tells me I'm doing bad. But mentally, I am doing bad. With the noises and all the people moving around, it's pretty stressful on some days. I really struggle with wanting to be there and on my bad days, my work ethic kind of goes down as well. I don't do bad but I'm still not doing my best. I feel like going part time (30-35 hr a week) would help me a lot. I could afford the pay decrease. But I'm just scared of how to bring it up to my employer or if they'd even do anything for me. I'm not sure if they'd just fire me or judge me then fire me for something else for bringing up the fact that I have autism and want to work less hours. I also suffer from bad anxiety if you can't tell. It tends to impact how i feel throughout the day. I have mild panic attacks a few times a month. Sometimes I have major ones. Luckily I have those at home so my girlfriend can take care of me, bless her. I guess what I'm asking for is advice on if I should ask my boss for less hours or if I should just try my best to deal with it? I feel stuck. I don't want to feel stuck. I want to have my time to recharge and not spend all of it over stimulated. Thanks for any help",0.3581356592924685,1.9632506102719065,2.334918623915801,97.34001754214992,82.17220543806647,5.116889192086543,17.626059838222393,5.843745405466311,-0.5849620699736864,1156,23,284,7,31,386,169,331,0.183,0.708,0.109,-0.9774,8,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,5,17,23,1,6,14,1,27,0,0,4,5,50,57,22,0,13,17,1,6,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,1,4,0,2,4,6,13,1,1,5,7,41,10,42,45,14,38,1,1,1,0,13,14,0,11,21,181,51,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601431201191377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655279943134318,0.06818127452815899,0.0,0.0,0.05572252509165848,0.0,0.06268445534455118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743026176675604,0.07294464678590262,0.15320709448579314,0.0932194412144466,0.0,0.0,0.3420855499811526,0.04995032533596296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198353968723026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354406352140896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654230274284583,0.0,0.0,0.15853502974425052,0.0844773231629232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845098863443255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412109764687087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572683651201625,0.05853849366012664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046568820915838964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026698266876283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098463252735956,0.0,0.08219326099544744,0.0,0.16139028121496876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878813499947463,0.0,0.0,0.08532868974165655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04003211521558687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688095991452044,0.0,0.0,0.06966310195149847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257701107095756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621299306258488,0.08709005768454797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552517804839055,0.06231963860865699,0.0,0.09613982401659632,0.0,0.08873385550040741,0.0,0.056807404072704924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336320879611703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498669516743613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203699311983054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778224150647635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308199852635565,0.081041504566649,0.0,0.05799809003365713,0.0,0.13087598986310867,0.0,0.09386286107511736,0.2569868135234831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772281943856809,0.0,0.06160925212329315,0.0,0.14323966779726358,0.07544004058503873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112125901655905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563239573306962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332312756925285,0.0,0.0657279332217052,0.0,0.0736745818449657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896154250530988,0.0,0.0,0.0582083632616729,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Experimentalphone,2019/05/13,"What is the best treatment for autistic staring? I was wondering, for those who have the ""autistic staring"", what is the best treatment to get rid of it and make normal eye contact? Sorry for using the term autistic staring. I am a non-native English speaker and I do not know the medical term for it.",5.2786842105263165,6.570697175438597,5.7008333333333345,79.57125,68.47368421052633,7.1035087719298255,37.05701754385965,7.1686216300943375,2.8498807017543863,237,13,40,2,4,76,37,57,0.022000000000000002,0.83,0.14800000000000002,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,0,6,2,1,2,0,8,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,6,10,4,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6454032516626985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160655733348771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899361625334958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525822247508665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30977327259108817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012841019761655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34422037813877565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26558073270586063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33346995821424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,punpuniq,2019/05/13,"Is it worth getting tested? I show symptoms of Autism or Aspergers and I believe I am on the spectrum, but I don't have a diagnosis. I don't really suffer from it and I don't believe that if I were to be diagnosed it would make a significant difference on my life. So my question is: is it worth testing? Ps: I'm below 18 so it's free now, but won't be when I get older. So if it's good for the future that would be worth mentioning.",0.6780732860520082,2.446262670212768,3.7982269503546138,86.43388888888893,81.87234042553192,7.1565011820330975,24.274231678487002,8.167268648758528,1.4969494089834514,337,13,75,7,9,122,57,94,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,15,3,0,1,0,11,19,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,7,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,4,56,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876471252023624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646986466536748,0.0,0.27247239706099363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725063762559104,0.0,0.0,0.2187401681923564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420528048390825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408085362875478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921470079107885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670701949187564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710630059174987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705186673614183,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Axtasma,2019/07/06,"Having a hard time on the social aspect of life Before I begin, this is my first post, so if it doesn’t follow the rules, one of the mods can delete it and apologies. Second, English is my 2nd language, sort of. Sorry for possibly bad grammar. So yeah, I am a 15-year old boy with autism, smart, have a psychologist, kind and being social is not of my big talents. But during my secondary 4th grade, I gave it my all become more social. Every moment, I took the attempt to have a conversation, with different people from my class and even year almost every time. Sometimes I had the feeling it was a succes, other moments I did not. There are definitely some people in my class that I really like. There are some things that hold me back from walking up to someone though. First, very low self-esteem, this one remains the biggest problem. Second, I feel way better around girls than boys, in other words I prefer them. And yeah, at this age, a boy talking to a girl still gets wrongly understood (oh he talks to her oh he must like her, yeah). Third, people from my age seem to like idiotic behaviour, there was one guy in my class who always acts as an idiot, and everyone gave him attention, except for me and maybe some others. When that happened, I imagined myself bonking my head against the wall out of stupidity. Sadly, those people I like, always laugh with him and even are befriended with him. When they are with him, they completely change. That is the moment where the people I like, become people I would disklike. This makes me sad. This was mostly during the period of april-june, just before the final exams. I felt depressed, I was stressed for the exams. However the exams were pretty good. But still, I felt like I missed something. I can say that I like people but I didn’t know if that was the same on the other side. And now we have summer break, I am bored, wanna hang out with friends, 2 girls, a boy and another girl. But what do I do with them an how can I manipulate a yes answer? I wish some of you guys could help me. I am asking people that also have autism because they might understand my feelings better. I hope you understand Thanks in advance Anonymous",4.598899976792762,6.097180841726619,5.106488744488281,82.41038988164307,70.3189448441247,7.299110389108069,25.2022124236095,7.717688229018142,1.3639178308965727,1709,49,314,20,31,546,222,417,0.067,0.795,0.138,0.9839,2,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,2,5,6,19,30,3,1,26,4,36,2,1,3,2,66,59,23,0,10,10,0,6,7,1,3,1,1,0,10,24,20,0,1,14,0,0,6,4,13,0,8,15,7,56,17,41,39,8,47,0,5,0,0,40,17,0,12,28,234,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363516187792186,0.0,0.0,0.06679246818698195,0.13899389589394082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758004036317625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435223755748849,0.07808174270919753,0.0,0.0,0.06422321918968002,0.0697373342606913,0.050914201645995374,0.18448684962220674,0.14214204478339384,0.0,0.0,0.14773674369623396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835514180121673,0.0,0.08757116887927545,0.0,0.0,0.06668547578779843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193732770754761,0.0,0.0,0.08726265440832663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033091217572016,0.0,0.1407416796482376,0.07980879644257434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669361283795286,0.0,0.16038832784941776,0.09149420678345987,0.0,0.14208744525769335,0.0,0.0,0.06452884650370301,0.0,0.04363676833283373,0.0,0.0,0.0700542436888239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653997110932506,0.0738581789626855,0.0,0.07481925615758428,0.0,0.08571761029923917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598299828314447,0.0,0.0,0.0829561356663342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697525164200264,0.04590147596018946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589940188600385,0.2856322197874172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575154596636821,0.0,0.08390901854098036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886035833834652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764222999124012,0.0,0.16978989181178586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632287948460431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415844209900227,0.07999093444983696,0.0849718434055299,0.0,0.07991922021895408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350629582439377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642000194141102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603524066341956,0.08713160271957479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554203102527495,0.0707678718429485,0.06429927275950817,0.08260533795223332,0.0934959779099417,0.0,0.0,0.13340146422854327,0.0,0.0956741042967312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342635491534591,0.0,0.07689578421551012,0.0,0.0,0.055488268124671065,0.0,0.08205988560365876,0.0,0.09740463405350117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927959526017452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389857786536705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689143506633451,0.0,0.06629583126842964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604611330088128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059331592430178284,0.09131813392207262,0.0,0.10757078671365347 autism,GMgoddess,2019/07/06,"Help understanding how my child scored on his autism evaluation. My 6 year old child has recently been diagnosed with ASD. I was disappointed that I wasn’t sent home with any specific information on his diagnoses - just generalized information about ADS. They didn’t even inform me of what scale they used during diagnoses. They did explain that the behaviors were scored so that an 8 and above is considered on the spectrum. My son scored a 10. This means he has high functioning autism. I tried finding more information online, but the scales I found started at 15 for autism spectrum. Is anyone familiar with the scale that was used in my son’s case and how to interpret his diagnoses and best help him? He has issues with overstimulation in public places at times. He also misses social cues at times and doesn’t pick up on indirect communication well. He also rocks himself back and forth in bed and chants phrases while doing so to fall asleep. He’s already been diagnosed with ADHD, and it’s suspected he deals with anxiety. Any insight or links would be greatly appreciated.",6.790684830633283,8.644595005154644,6.784388807069218,71.10298969072167,65.44329896907217,10.697496318114876,31.89837997054492,10.7630783206399,3.797635935198824,877,35,147,25,14,279,123,194,0.044000000000000004,0.862,0.094,0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,11,5,0,0,6,0,17,6,1,5,0,37,26,16,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,7,13,0,0,13,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,10,0,17,3,22,14,2,23,0,2,0,0,29,13,0,2,8,91,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664381476455289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383385685722427,0.20846631887861825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727186382230534,0.0,0.09971003838516036,0.0,0.0,0.09113702832129224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022371125384363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678419354185314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437521454005674,0.0,0.6614637397535497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608859555618023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912875131256935,0.0,0.0,0.1429115054803266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370073549438805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472882629825856,0.13771177378903018,0.1307420342700634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604149928733278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197889073744316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677030929175954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617796163150636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869540660327305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132865609178579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225559593259867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200505426755515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884925661954401,0.0,0.0,0.13568893832585396,0.0,0.22514448912266102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719166009170287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259007042905207,0.0,0.0,0.08393493508240721 autism,j33pkrawler,2019/07/06,"Fortnite for Autistic kids? I think playing on multiplayer is beneficial to them for communication development. Thoughts?",9.663333333333334,14.257017294117654,9.525882352941178,36.85980392156864,81.94117647058823,11.678431372549019,52.72549019607843,9.725611199111238,8.805407843137258,102,8,10,4,3,33,16,17,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280654705662941,0.0,0.7781605005924802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Captain_DongDong,2019/07/06,"Does anyone else’s general obliviousness and forgetfulness hurt others around them? I’ll often forget to be places, send a text back, or do this or that for someone and I realize that it’s made it hard for those close to not be regularly annoyed by me. Have you guys ran into this issue? What have you done to aid it?",3.7100000000000013,5.370403174603176,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,72.80952380952381,8.214603174603175,23.711111111111112,8.841846274778883,1.6133073015873012,252,7,50,5,5,84,49,63,0.114,0.851,0.034,-0.6194,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,8,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200544784557084,0.29387156494665784,0.0,0.25532242516748394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053980638973367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509900695131108,0.2935070335890475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959362603470505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398779072168395,0.0,0.0,0.2569261472004972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30703690027278785,0.0,0.0,0.2993559661526389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713873198633591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996562481775911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430138655734848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,star_vibes,2019/07/06,"Anyone else relate to Paranorman? I feel like the character Norman from Paranornan. Though the only way he got poeple to understand was when they saw dead poeple themselves. To bad we couldn't make everyone autistic just for one hour, then they'd get to feel and see what we endore daily. Dont get me wrong, I wouldn't want to trade this brain for an average one, but a little more understanding and a little less witch hunt would do my life some good.",5.417931034482759,6.6242808505747135,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,68.08045977011494,9.018390804597699,24.84482758620689,9.2995712137729,1.8921586206896561,362,9,68,7,6,114,68,87,0.096,0.82,0.084,-0.006999999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,1,0,16,18,6,1,4,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,4,8,2,8,11,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,4,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330126406622217,0.19491223845797984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883338951800516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235863746592848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229471402323493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891204029612455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177209935986646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923711420926002,0.13589973861550775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877375283679868,0.0,0.0,0.15955518078195494,0.15214362436796625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873373882794074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436447028217896,0.09293635100367864,0.3813191549258265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269794308971533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578083825377163,0.14467783620640348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515879988653035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689916831586775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960704957758331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220207790762396,0.15099504021641172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513332608840414,0.2079857064952018,0.0,0.0 autism,blueybluel,2019/07/06,"What are ""social cues""? Everyone talks about how autistic people struggle to pick up on ""social cues"", but what does that mean? What are the social cues I should be noticing, but don't?",4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,73.11764705882355,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.6143450980392164,144,4,26,1,3,43,26,34,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.2937,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062315566097304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409019042651147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746216932535956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287028900407749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747813270012495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7709831731662309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635601058386137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263646431339302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Momof3Todders,2019/07/06,"Differences in a girl with autism than what I read in most articles? My three year old daughter was given an autism diagnosis earlier this year and my husband and I just don’t see it compared to most sources we’ve researched. I recently met with a local resource for families with children that have autism and she brought up that girls tend to be more vocal or social than boys regardless of any autism diagnosis and that most of the autism information we will find is based on boys with autism since that is more common. I’m curious for your experiences and input on what differences a girl with autism may have compared to what is generally known or published about autism. Also, please forgive any offenses in my post. There is none intended, I’m truly ignorant on this diagnosis and learning what I can as fast as I can for her sake.",8.7225,8.083531910828025,8.222985668789807,71.06212181528663,61.10191082802547,12.181210191082805,38.09633757961785,11.45678717892309,4.356236305732484,678,29,122,17,8,215,94,157,0.046,0.909,0.046,-0.0109,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,28,20,11,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,11,12,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,1,12,1,25,13,6,16,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,6,6,84,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467057259448869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31407372445635945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825347765436071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225888879721707,0.21769545983895594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106119046662994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231685450867466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534862132782832,0.0,0.0,0.2211622368238625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309874084376168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280104964250377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840172608000233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910234775516869,0.0,0.0,0.23539887169409174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974161505940843 autism,Frankendoodler,2018/12/08,"Dealing with anger Haven't looked at the sub for months so this question must've been asked a thousand times by now, but what's the best way of dealing with anger in argumentative situations? I can only argue with people I trust or associate as family, so it's pretty rare that I have problems because I'm mostly too scared to say anything! Recently I've been trying to accept my dad's partner as a family member, something I thought I'd accomplished, but today we had an argument which has left me feeling very conflicted about how to feel. The argument was trivial and motivated mostly by stress, but was blown out of proportion by a huge meltdown on my part. I'm worried my dad's partner will never accept me as their family now that they've seen this side of me. My confusion leads me to ask what is the best way to approach anger in the future? 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I feel like I fail my girlfriend daily. I feel like I can’t be what she needs emotionally, most of the time I can’t tell when she’s upset or why, I don’t know how to comfort her, and when I try I constantly feel like I’m doing it wrong. I feel like I’m bad for her. 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My study investigates the lived experiences and perspectives of people on the autism spectrum with respect to interventions in the domain of communication. This research protocol has been approved by the Human Subjects Research Committee at The College of Wooster. A fundamental component of this research is the intent to investigate the perspectives of autistic people themselves, as a departure from the perception of parents/caregivers and professionals as the dominant voices on issues of interventions. If you are an adult living in the United States with a formal diagnosis of ASD or prior diagnostic labels that now fall under the umbrella of ASD—particularly if you have experience with communicative interventions/supports at some point at any age—I would appreciate it if you would consider participating in this research. (Interventions might include speech-language therapy, assistance obtaining and learning to use an AAC device, social skills training/groups, or any other form of intervention addressing communicative differences and/or deficits.) The following is a link to my survey. All survey data are anonymous, and participants may choose to opt out at any time. https://wooster.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_9QvVHTfM2xL0AEB If you have any questions, feel free to contact me at rburkhart19@wooster.edu. You can also contact my advisor, Dr. Joan E. Furey, at jfurey@wooster.edu.",14.612375,15.230508154166667,12.614166666666666,40.24750000000003,48.70833333333334,15.5,51.66666666666667,14.191785591663535,8.228666666666665,1327,76,145,45,12,415,147,240,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.9477,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,0,4,2,3,0,0,19,0,15,1,0,2,1,31,18,14,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,6,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,12,4,41,13,3,22,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,10,4,109,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456881228616022,0.0,0.18232501908467394,0.0,0.4577288896286704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581071757660974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938133535690666,0.0,0.0,0.08508448864882061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563453971079426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971783927658058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851232786954496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333202770882589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907350452189353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885056088347825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153434969271075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095556141066045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243620628084476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812203584881476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533487547046778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390743190392167,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AncientAsians,2018/12/08,"How to tell an unaware person they’ve been diagnosed? My girlfriend’s sister (29) has been diagnosed with autism over a decade ago. Everyone knows this except for herself. She’s a single mother who’s unable to take care of her 2 year old son, so her mom comes over everyday to avoid the house and the child from being neglected. I’ve seen the articles online about how much of a relief it was when people found out they’ve been diagnosed with autism. And how the world made so much more sense afterwards. I need advice on how to approach this. I see her nearly everyday and this secret seems very detrimental to her growth as a person. Especially since her and her mother have always been avoiding professional help. Thanks in advance.",5.149973457199736,7.2313982773722625,5.201579296615794,79.95276045122766,69.87591240875912,8.485467816854678,25.593231585932315,9.095868883498916,2.1479109489051096,592,18,103,12,11,185,93,137,0.07,0.826,0.10400000000000001,0.6908,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,9,0,8,3,0,5,0,22,19,12,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,5,8,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,8,2,11,3,20,10,4,18,0,1,2,0,21,7,0,1,7,68,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084761843528226,0.15498147674545495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454774749780348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825685270051075,0.0,0.0,0.15060564720043704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323642760393766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706319529831692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169854062617245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171888186823109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173715519041116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608523852800974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543395635153338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047656935216304,0.0,0.0,0.2570490073998485,0.12963860483859807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346086694769187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120919947222332,0.3053199290582837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393215765703299,0.1591640373833665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462606354829874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314548385345918,0.0,0.1528142831887972,0.16096540718110627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442579281597264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258858766318844 autism,Nickkaayy,2018/12/08,"I love puzzles, but humans are the biggest puzzle I cannt solve. Wow they're complex creatures, NTs. So many layers that I haven't even covered. So many queues. Some people act to make you feel better, some are showing their true emotions. I do things because others do them, but I get into trouble. 20 years and learning. But I don't care. I love puzzles! Every realization is a big achievement and I feel more motivated every time. Even though I may hurt some people in the process. I doub't i'll ever understand them fully. But I've learned to accept that. So it's whatever. 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What helped you feel comfortable with / proud of your autism? Hey everyone. I have been a special ed teacher for a while and have a ton of background working with kids with autism. I recently changed from elementary school to middle school and am running into a problem I haven’t experienced before. My student is old enough to understand that his stims, special interests, and executive functioning issues make him different from the other kids. He has been melting down several times a week because he gets a very small correction (e.g. I call on him but he wasn’t listening to the question and doesn’t know the answer), and has a sobbing sensory overload 45 minute meltdown about how much of a failure he is and how he hates himself/his behaviors. He keeps asking things like “what’s wrong with me? Why am I like this? Why am I acting like a five year old? Why can’t I stop drawing/wiggling/stimming?” It’s really breaking my heart. We use the language a lot of “everyone’s brain is different, no one’s brain is better than anyone else’s, you are the boss of what you need to learn”. We have classroom fidgets and a sensory room, and actively encourage the kids the use them to stay regulated. But this student really resists all that, I think because he hates the idea of needing those things. It just seems like he hates having autism and that’s preventing him from learning to use coping strategies to help himself learn. I was hoping some of you might be willing to share what helped you with self-acceptance in your middle school years. Any book or movie recommendations? Any specific language that stuck with you and helped you? I really want all my students to feel proud of themselves and love themselves, including being proud of and loving their autism. This student is so incredibly bright and fun to spend time with, I really wish I knew the right thing to do to help him see himself the way we see him. 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Is Autism more common nowadays or it wasn't prioritized before the lest few years? Why does Autism develop? Any known causes? I have a cousing who I believe has Autism He doesn't talk, he's about 14yo. He has most of those Autism symptoms if not all of them. I never knew it was Autism. I wonder why this is so common in America. Mexico is not even on the top 10 rates of Autism and most people are dirt poor. Is it the food, water? I think Mexico is required by law for kids to be vaccinated. I remember my school wouldn't allow me to study if I didn't have the proper vaccinations. Is this a reason? I hope I don't insult anyone by asking this. I've heard of cases many times but after talking to a coworker who has autistic children it hit me that I'm not very informed in the subject so didn't even know what to say. It's good to be informed too. 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When we got around to his turning 4 in January we started what has been a long and tough year. It probably took us 7 or 8 months to even get an autism diagnosis. We’ve seen some of the tendencies for awhile, but he’s always seemed high functioning. What’s really hurting us right now is what we feel like is a pretty abrupt regression. I guess I was under the impression that regression autism occurred where a child developed normally and then began regressing. With my son, it feels like he had autism type neurological development and now he’s regressing from that. He’s become almost non-verbal (lots of gibberish or just silence), doesn’t make it to the bathroom on time anymore, and feels more and more distant every day. I do wonder sometimes if he puts on a facade outside of the house and then when he gets home he no longer feels pressure to try to conform. He added a speech affectation about 2 months ago but his teacher said he wasn’t doing that. We haven’t had reports of a shift in his behavior at school, but at home we have felt his loss of communication keenly. We have some meetings with doctors next week and we’ve been putting together videos of how he used to talk and how he doesn’t or gibberishes now and it’s just heartbreaking. I love this little guy so much and I feel terrible. I feel very new to this and now it’s changing on us. He’s changing on us. I’ve lurked around here for awhile and just recently subscribed. I appreciate a community that has many success stories and support for each other. 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We will have children coming in with autism or on the spectrum. Just wondering if there is any does or don't or anything I can do to make there visit easier and fun for them. ,3.05745283018868,4.265251301886797,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,73.71698113207545,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.3743622641509434,201,6,41,3,4,68,46,53,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,11,1,6,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,6,2,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636259795392115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190158518409924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339396868437077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500123151206736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392488792634168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984415684142675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32554156414333985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498834428898208,0.0,0.2587698747567563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204069307514021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ortho-dz,2019/03/06,tv kills your kid.. know why! you can translate the article in the site,0.5735714285714302,3.07185635714286,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,92.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.7275428571428577,55,2,12,1,2,17,13,14,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.5848,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7232028945632683,0.0,0.35924683624880016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898468309150589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,you_best_not_miss,2019/03/06,"Waiting for autism diagnosis. What do I do now? My daughter is 18 months old and our pediatrician has referred us to a developmental pediatrician who is going to assess our daughter. The wait time is 2 months and I'm a nervous wreck already. I still have no clue what autism spectrum is and how she will grow up. Right now she doesn't respond to her name or follow instructions/directions but otherwise a gentle and playful child who loves colors, rhymes and music. I read a statistic somewhere that 60 percent of autistic children need life long support from a caretaker. I don't even know if that is a correct statistic or not. &#x200B; I also guess it is too early to think about adulthood. How do I calm myself down? Where can I learn about autism and it's progression?",3.985330049261087,6.605577055172418,4.562389162561576,80.79974137931038,75.0,6.6256157635468,29.66748768472907,7.7094869923839395,2.1267142857142862,623,28,108,9,14,198,100,145,0.036000000000000004,0.826,0.138,0.9564,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,7,0,15,2,0,2,1,23,26,13,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,2,4,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,15,4,11,25,1,16,0,0,1,1,15,4,0,4,9,77,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442772307490435,0.17702221226906562,0.0,0.2398444162658927,0.2689776930506024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620677065214832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258044868862096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385396095669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165414816145048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635373287915738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589740911560852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978683276533066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533762780503098,0.0,0.0,0.1641362844291751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228100207064095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142077903074348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904097829620006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677908122484973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511976984244592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418391109458907,0.0,0.0,0.12907730671921933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662698779420189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689776930506024,0.0 autism,Seghboth001,2019/03/06,"Are there any songs that describe how it feels to be on the spectrum? So I love listening to my own music, I get these emotions while listening to different songs, imagining different scenes for each song. While we are all different on the spectrum, I think that there’s scenarios we can relate to. I’ve always wondered though what songs have best described certain scenarios we go through. Are there any songs you listen to that best match this, I would like your input!",7.926860465116277,8.391371918604655,6.75986046511628,77.23281395348839,62.37209302325582,10.600930232558145,35.804651162790705,10.355215969177356,3.7043283720930233,379,16,66,8,5,114,57,86,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.9571,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,2,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,2,12,16,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,9,14,5,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350677464558215,0.0,0.0,0.28360383905021275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43766135892542896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535824447263747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234558867768918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543484657044616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894399183060118,0.0,0.11850769836838247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187317912967682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819899274930885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336122978826578,0.20487153032591487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261329094591009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481278464919299,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,celofabrica,2019/03/06,"Ask Temple Grandin one question. I’m going to a seminar in a couple of days and the keynote speaker is temple Grandin. There is also a meet and greet with her. If you had the chance to ask her one question what would it be? 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Hi friends, &#x200B; First post on r/autism, and one of my first ever on reddit so bare with me please. &#x200B; This is a question primarily for those working with children on the spectrum in a professional manner, but I encourage anyone to chime in if they think they can help. Thanks! &#x200B; A little about me. I graduated high school in 2012. In 2017 I graduated from University with an arts degree. I returned home to my parents house a year later, and fully intended to move out after 3 months and pursue my art. When some moving logistics fell through I found my summer job ending and needed a new source of income. After some horrid interviews in retail and a lot of afternoon wasted I came across a job listing to provide respite care for children on the autism spectrum and their families. I had work experience in the past (namely summer camp, and one-on-one babysitting) with children with autism as well as a few other developmental disabilitis. I did not have any formal training in this work but found that it came very naturally to me. I enjoyed the kids I had worked with in the past and built strong and unique relationships with each one of them. To make a long story short I got hired to begin respite care and more or less thrown into it without much advising from higher ups. I was placed with two families with non-verble kiddos between the ages of 5-10) I have developed a very strong passion for the work over the last 5 months. I mostly play with the kids in leisurely settings, (parks, walks, swim lessons, etc.) I'm not tasked with teaching the kids or working on any type of therapy, but I do my best to integrate some of what I imagine they're practicing into our play time (i.e counting, colors, new words, etc). I love going into the families houses instead of an office like some of my fellow 25 year olds. I love the smiles and laughs of the children, and the parents are always so caring and thankful for my time. The feeling I have after leaving work is something that feels new to me. I work with the kids and their families after school M-F. The hours are slim but will pick up in the summer and they pay me decently (15-$16 an hour). I'm beginning to think I've discovered a new direction in life but don't know where to move from here. Does anyone have any advice they could lend me? Have you found yourself in my shoes? If so, what is your story? I'd love to hear any ideas for ways to progress in this area after receiving my degree in something unrelated. I would be willing to pursue more school if necessary. &#x200B; Any and all suggestions welcome! And thank you in advance! &#x200B; &#x200B;",5.2322847203639276,6.796648904950497,5.341685844260101,81.07508696815628,68.86138613861387,7.994112924805997,29.29221300508429,8.441846121484758,2.169192667915441,2127,79,385,32,37,668,255,505,0.019,0.778,0.20199999999999999,0.9987,5,0,2,0,0,0,87.0,1,3,7,16,12,22,0,0,32,0,23,6,1,3,2,77,52,33,0,6,13,2,2,1,2,3,1,1,1,8,11,36,0,0,12,5,2,12,4,0,1,5,10,4,48,22,84,37,16,86,0,0,1,4,38,35,0,12,37,259,59,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051145772544742334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355084322365619,0.3402604145809977,0.3815909612378721,0.1779640356598797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319430397308266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492731124346042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972540161026375,0.16009151066186292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178901069936747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045802845191764516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635746021915255,0.0,0.11674525530328582,0.0,0.047344276872213736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119829328677247,0.19736493471949546,0.0,0.05292907418375159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904028500919789,0.0,0.17216341753817194,0.04043754093533045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059491742647861785,0.0,0.041860858615065034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899067289381989,0.0,0.035082213729440814,0.0552997920661396,0.05250101070163203,0.0,0.1030881702293792,0.12078602848187375,0.0,0.05908517759346193,0.0,0.0,0.10387819985476912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028764543513508063,0.0426638607575328,0.0,0.055420210466361024,0.0,0.0,0.0369690949373404,0.025570545369393537,0.05245815359623759,0.0,0.046319008713218604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449736166651281,0.1417159331931109,0.0,0.03493717220086367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355413670834967,0.1668865304208623,0.038475719432707715,0.038809242158703634,0.0,0.2022001263908051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492173585856741,0.0,0.1064002546543338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623413904731515,0.0,0.09992837786029818,0.0,0.0,0.05468387164738496,0.057453299638139575,0.0,0.0,0.0501269875649334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863246939903755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619327599114464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891178494592173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058735325992174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456215741237166,0.05985503585687789,0.0,0.0,0.06707436351953698,0.0,0.0,0.061039427949534236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112830509779243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637150753410157,0.0,0.04154483670500824,0.0,0.0,0.047059697632571736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050453626197613614,0.0,0.30483153953533204,0.0,0.0,0.037180638236203344,0.0,0.3815909612378721,0.06741013247353557 autism,CaptainQuadmay,2019/03/06,"Ambulance work with autism Sharing some experiences, because I think they might be helpful. I recently started doing ambulance work, and it's interesting to see how good of a fit it is for me! Turns out, there are a surprising amount of other ASD individuals in emergency medicine, and many of the traits that I have as a result of the disorder have been useful. One medic complimented me on my, ""poker-face,"" for example, because being over-expressive with patients is generally a big no-no. I've also got a naturally good memory for things that I care about, (which is apparently pretty common here) so I'm pretty far along with memorizing the field-pharmacology book, and I know where everything is on the ambulance at all times. There are issues, though. The bright lights and sirens can be disorienting, although the ambulance actually mutes it very well, and you'll rarely see the lights anyways. The main thing that gets me is when the tones drop at the station for an emergency; They're meant to wake people up, so they're quite loud and jarring. Plus, if your dept. is a mixed fire and EMS, you'll probably get some fire calls, which can be really fun but also horrible if that's a trigger for you. As for the stuff you may see, I'll be honest: I haven't gotten a whole ton of real emergencies yet. But, on the ones that I have been on, I was surprised by how easy it was to ignore the bad stuff. It hurts to watch people hurt, obviously, and it hurts even more because I feel like I don't really know how to express it to my non-spectrum partners. But, actually being able to help make them feel better makes up for it, because it feels really cool to make things better, even if they don't have a great final outcome. Overall, If you want to help people and you're looking for a career with a fairly low entry barrier, I'd say check it out! Most places have ride-alongs for adults, and long-term cadet programs for minors. Like I said, you'll probably meet some autistic brethren there, and a lot of the traits of the common traits of the disorder are not only not detrimental, but seriously helpful!",9.983380158033365,7.403492298507468,9.600512145156577,68.34965320456543,60.09452736318408,13.140415569212761,38.074919520046834,11.557038098267885,4.185007140766754,1672,58,313,37,17,544,213,402,0.11199999999999999,0.721,0.16699999999999998,0.9520000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,7,3,5,20,25,0,0,29,1,35,2,1,9,2,60,60,32,0,5,10,0,5,2,1,5,1,3,0,2,23,19,0,2,8,1,1,0,5,7,1,2,8,17,26,18,48,41,11,26,0,4,6,0,22,17,0,11,10,211,49,6,0.09227874312567512,0.0,0.18010148384386274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759055507642158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704889602426336,0.2250090612363357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322609868428226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422691411331123,0.0,0.09408432867246426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151886855480487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189847906590925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293418415365122,0.09026631767944368,0.0,0.0,0.1399767155710167,0.06592395252714703,0.0,0.10108685254484763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964236692369963,0.0,0.0,0.15479806319700568,0.07380374070121548,0.10173764006863796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474099854588708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29635890921118885,0.0,0.0,0.09631503305307053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142796784850328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016546542369364,0.0,0.0,0.08166378382352289,0.07749090323023282,0.0,0.0,0.0784520874863669,0.0,0.0,0.1847903327777156,0.09355616180798644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296112548296266,0.0,0.0978931637674859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125060929069201,0.07018214238649705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192338451802365,0.0,0.09641164603703817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776131313160868,0.1989841851942926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814980212916642,0.0,0.10503341206490856,0.1773483773357094,0.0,0.09111412624608406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777821633206448,0.07338376033108235,0.0,0.0,0.2206026327060456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531536934043716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112741667660698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183917689712184,0.05912849254259477,0.09066339659620612,0.0,0.0538084772025758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037277401258783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969920584955249,0.0,0.07613962729046629,0.054428393555316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296967230151339,0.0,0.0,0.10302592123591447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436004806003554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BenchPebble,2019/03/06,"Is it okay to explain my behavior by saying I have autism? I was diagnosed with ASD when I was 11 and I've always had issues with getting really worked up and emotional about things which probably aren't as significant as I think they are. Today, long story short, I had a really stressful class where I thought I had fucked myself over on an assignment at the beginning of class and found out at the end that my professor was only joking when she said I ""kinda threw [myself] under the bus."" Afterwards, I pretty upset (but kept my composure) and I went to the campus bookstore to get something to eat while processing everything. When the cashier asked me ""how is your day going?"" I told her (I know it's just a pleasantry, but I like to answer sometimes) and I said ""not too good, I just spent the past hour thinking I completely fucked myself over"" and I elaborated a bit, but I suddenly got really emotional again and had to stop. She looked at me really weird and I kind of just walked off. Here's my question: is it okay to explain my behavior by saying I have autism? On the one hand, I feel like it would be beneficial sometimes because people won't just think ""oh, he's weird"" and then not talk to me. On the other hand, I don't want people to think I'm using my diagnosis as a crutch, since I don't ""look autistic."" Does anyone have any advice? 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Things like a bad friendship, or moving far away? If this doesn’t belong in this subreddit, let me know and I’ll delete it!",4.413599999999999,6.29239376,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,71.4,6.6000000000000005,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.28200000000000003,208,3,38,2,4,64,43,50,0.21100000000000002,0.737,0.052000000000000005,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122533916372196,0.0,0.2774980356651989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30376151547805497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265064972903167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398499857223785,0.0,0.32473845611018426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532350304589369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32563204574825905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304093675146957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415966159388856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RiskyDriver,2019/03/06,"Having a really hard time with hair brushing, scalp is to tender. Also struggling with different clothing fabrics. Does anyone know what can be done for this? I was newly diagnosed. Im 26. My scalp feels like its sun burt and is so tender and Im struggling with wearing anything other than cotton. How is this stuff treated?",2.651500000000002,5.635582150000001,3.4616666666666696,83.6025,85.83333333333334,5.0,24.16666666666667,6.6274283507984215,1.2736666666666672,259,10,41,3,8,82,48,60,0.12300000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.04,-0.6313,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,8,7,4,1,0,8,10,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,4,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370941217858336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062767348385076,0.0,0.18904246775762484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331640246947071,0.0,0.240011656727802,0.0,0.0,0.20103215858981974,0.2350864025742612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615485883869794,0.1641141678880479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057866993306829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962805539499522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262497613229287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223106142000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716644586684982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803127471924784,0.2629778915393162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395333748818058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,endoftheline445,2019/03/06,"21 and suspect to be an HFA As of recent, I'm suspecting that I'm a HFA. After high school, I couldn't a job because I was the idiot at every single job. It was hard processing directions, suffered from work anxiety, and I made countless mistakes. The longest I've held a job was for 3 months and got terminated, afterwards. About a year ago, I assumed that I sucked at being a working man because of my ADHD. Today, I've realized that the main reason why I'm so incompetent could be due to something deeper than just ADHD. Here are some of my quirks (feel free to skip): &#x200B; 1) I have trouble filling out forms and I can't explain why. The worst time I've had signing forms was at my local county office for a passport renewal. However, virtual forms or eDocs are an entirely different story as I tend to breeze through them. 2) I'm terrible at following directions and figuring out what people want me to do. I seem to struggle on simple tasks and don't understand what people want me to do most of the time. I don't know how to improve on this. I remember in my 6th or 7th job, I overheard my supervisor call me a shithead while I was walking into the workplace. This is a huge issue because it's preventing me from securing a job and accomplishing my goals. My biggest one is to purchase a car (Yeah, I can drive) and to reconnect with friends. 3) I'm socially awkward. I get social cues and can empathize (which other HFAs can do as I've just read) but I can barely hold a conversation. I'm trying my best to improve on that. 4) I stutter a lot and sometimes the wrong word or pronunciation of a word slips out of my mouth. 5) When it comes to eye contact I tend to stare away from the person I'm having a conversation with because I feel like staring into someone's eyes for too long is incredibly awkward. &#x200B; I'm really contemplating on bringing up the possibility with my therapist. Should I? The problem at hand is that I don't have the money or time to find a psychiatrist to perform testing. Plus, I don't know how my parents will react when I tell them that I legitimately think I might have autism. Another question: Anyone who had a late diagnosis want to post how much they paid for testing. I truly believe learning whether or not I'm a HFA will have a huge impact in my life. I'm currently at a make it or break it point in life as well, but that's a different story. &#x200B; tl;dr - 21 yo who is starting to believe he is a HFA. questions: should I tell my therapist?, how much did testing cost for those who had a late diagnosis? &#x200B;",4.2934081719514765,5.58676996456693,5.83861034262609,77.65680463928497,70.81102362204723,8.720238348584807,32.233666737603734,9.142720283898788,2.923347031283252,2034,94,382,41,37,692,250,508,0.086,0.831,0.083,0.7426,10,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,3,6,13,19,2,3,35,1,44,6,4,8,0,77,78,32,0,9,12,1,4,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,22,20,0,4,19,1,5,7,7,13,1,1,13,8,47,7,63,55,12,54,0,1,4,0,22,26,1,14,20,257,69,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195755771058946,0.0,0.06341707454064655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100600146964864,0.3477221974091737,0.0,0.07501732473640975,0.05472892340407067,0.0,0.0,0.050023362973782085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721543670700185,0.0,0.0,0.17444372862740085,0.0,0.0,0.16120516566464513,0.0750782145155988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305169909453177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061626523087266474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711993248268282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949093094647495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027665802811628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723468943904088,0.05110914210078133,0.0,0.0,0.06538748165579403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055272655880957706,0.0,0.03737739337521526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057218138877737024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408698160488684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558734548296221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467056391565341,0.3549686665720023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863449054617806,0.0,0.1614034779458184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106351748588956,0.03495148127704408,0.0,0.0,0.06331182782472261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082188239232957,0.0,0.06769413843391406,0.04775439484810303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589404800367815,0.0,0.0,0.057103608910057585,0.0,0.10518222180608727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847825828117214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943818319041833,0.0,0.0,0.09919550386743242,0.06246713190001245,0.0,0.0,0.06762968324025516,0.08065210290294868,0.06851682050737364,0.0,0.0,0.06845539315789932,0.0,0.0,0.16028533039269507,0.0,0.07156069241598471,0.0,0.045831209401778594,0.07355640481233927,0.0706384348508536,0.0,0.08104238336413475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240364771266733,0.0,0.06512854203544179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458547577663325,0.060616738710470276,0.05507601280968484,0.07075620696709645,0.0,0.05063732323408197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747905338246694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506055551111048,0.0,0.0,0.16613000173185455,0.0,0.04584079703534197,0.0,0.0,0.12514897857985496,0.0,0.06781281792661119,0.0,0.0,0.04857186854579212,0.0,0.0,0.07447704998096304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265907941149486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432424952018914,0.0,0.12910984974453815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041658839575854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782192161404324,0.3477221974091737,0.04607027243642477 autism,tomatosauc,2019/07/12,"Puzzle piece opinions? Hey all, I know that the puzzle piece is used as a symbol for autism awareness but I’ve heard differing opinions on it, I know some find it offensive even. I was just wondering what opinions were out there on this sub?",2.8291304347826056,5.525174086956521,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,79.86956521739131,6.288695652173913,24.417391304347824,7.554174236665415,1.3397617391304353,192,7,36,3,5,59,36,46,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,15,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,5,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44577011406681855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281805679870391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899605811764145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689636434588345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684982628441109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626958403972127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WolfNamed,2019/07/12,"Hi, my friends call me Wolf. I'm new here. I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome in 2008, before the change. I just wanted to say a few things about myself. I try to be ""chill"" and open, but I am very defensive which makes most assume I'm mean and aggressive. If you actually get to know me I am pretty chill and nice (ask my friends if you don't believe me). I wanted to see if anyone else has it where you say something that makes sense in your head and people take it differently cause of how it seems? I often get in ""debates"" with people because what I might say is misunderstood. I also hate when people tell me to write differently, I don't have to change who I am to suit you. Has anyone else experienced this?",2.4022334217506622,4.336034772413793,3.896551724137933,86.99246684350136,77.13793103448276,6.944297082228117,22.188328912466847,7.882392219407189,0.9610265251989394,562,16,118,9,13,186,91,145,0.069,0.821,0.11,0.7269,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,0,8,6,3,0,2,0,12,2,1,4,0,27,27,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,23,3,14,24,2,7,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,8,2,77,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.1328004837663775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882807123615416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903092463809659,0.2788727524443517,0.0,0.0,0.12722221065422154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295687394199694,0.0,0.11579931836053008,0.1533225265484278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895920800862455,0.0,0.0,0.13979799642248494,0.2879222740835144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812461097266607,0.0,0.284362193162857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736508710037676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027969454377984,0.0,0.14219882754884516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435693152725467,0.13966368444004668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478940711781824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816771675203997,0.0,0.0,0.1482377481246867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436593445297535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314328833761486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830350729610888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384485717958043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246635840383964,0.0,0.0,0.10844306857163316,0.12388774980154915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476579210571096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231987334771192,0.0,0.1189453220277212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904096129422491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239358520447508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228535292614872,0.1605343129996445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hachigoki,2019/07/12,"I'm neurotypical and want to support my cousin, looking for advices Hey everyone I dont really know where I should post this, but I wanted to ask the opinion of someone who can potentially relate to that situation. My younger cousin (around 10yo) comes to visit from times to times and he's on the autism spectrum, when he greets me it's obvious that he doesn't like to hug/shake hand/do a kiss or ""La Bise"" (What we do in france to greet people) , although I told him and his mother (my aunt, she is neurotypical) that I don't mind and I don't find it rude if he just waves at me from afar or doesnt say hello to me because he's busy with his interest(s). My aunt doesn't agree and pressures him to come greet me ""formally"" even tho he doesn't like it, to ""educate him"" and ""teach him how to be polite"". I cringe a bit at her ordering him to come greet me, and I try to keep it to a fist bump which seems to be more comfortable for him. It's not my kid but I wanna be supportive to him as much as possible and I don't know what to do, should I tell his mother to drop the idea and tell her to not force him to do that or should I let her teach him ""politeness"" and not interfere ? Maybe if someone can relate to that can give me their perspective :) Thanks a lot and have a good day !",2.6817286245353174,3.704573111524166,3.999737918215615,90.34235780669148,74.3903345724907,7.907881040892192,23.48717472118959,8.395991825355821,1.0783009665427508,993,27,232,17,20,327,137,269,0.039,0.805,0.157,0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,0,7,10,1,1,8,0,23,1,0,1,1,46,40,24,0,8,11,6,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,15,17,0,2,5,0,1,4,11,2,0,0,1,2,41,8,35,32,4,17,0,0,1,1,41,6,0,8,6,153,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165629697203466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290479233817445,0.13552096186558896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836818109172502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826219739259936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746187125266616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348922903968553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989571361980382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574678294033613,0.0,0.0,0.1385184869594188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249367840406145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906184748112696,0.0,0.12158819921366165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636457335061849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884989430522722,0.0,0.0,0.15933589485426114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823462624309536,0.0,0.141643329970819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173252280570368,0.0,0.0,0.12324247274179727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563495264472007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637144116880876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656458328798103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049918467364492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634241526671133,0.13883461102479014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286709574340024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528050268726925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319689929150925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294463652589222,0.0,0.0,0.24565358632056786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290048935337086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534083375491812,0.13346257753372584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905833859598604,0.0,0.0,0.1385184869594188,0.0,0.09842045247234688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100602479918814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChaoticOtaku,2019/07/12,"What's your special interest? As someone with Autism, my personal interest growing up was trains, particularly Thomas the Tank Engine (Coincidentally enough, I also had the same name as the titular character). So I have to ask: What are/were your special interests growing up? And why did you have a fascination for them?",6.16418181818182,9.091289781818187,7.150909090909092,63.38636363636365,69.36363636363637,10.945454545454542,36.45454545454545,10.793553405168565,5.113290909090908,258,14,39,9,5,86,44,55,0.0,0.672,0.32799999999999996,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,5,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621672950977515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233808739384217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679452273607079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39543660810664333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38372303675671504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086529948090059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nerdybritguy,2019/07/12,"Over-communication with friends One of my closest friends recently told me that I message him too much on WhatsApp, often trivially and without anything substantial for him to respond to. He says he sometimes finds it intense, at times worrying that I'll message him further. We live in different cities and only get to meet up in-person a few times a year, and so I never considered a few messages a week to be excessive. He understands my condition, and knows that people on the autism spectrum may not know how often to contact their friends and can't necessarily understand their friends' frustration. He's an amazing friend and I'd be devastated if we were to fall out over this. I thanked him for highlighting this so tactfully, as I was otherwise unaware that this was a problem, and I said I'd try to reduce the frequency of my messages. As I was only diagnosed with autism as an adult, I am still learning about these characteristics I have and how to adapt my behaviour so as not to upset anyone. Has anyone else experienced something similar? How do you gauge an appropriate level of contact with friends and family?",9.676310679611651,8.737019349514565,9.456621359223302,63.95415533980585,59.38834951456311,13.094368932038837,44.87184466019418,12.161744961471696,5.70048504854369,910,50,149,25,10,297,124,206,0.07200000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9385,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,2,0,11,11,1,1,10,0,12,1,0,3,1,33,20,20,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,1,9,15,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,3,22,8,30,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,31,10,0,4,7,110,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083752440614316,0.13982343662449104,0.1122981979755821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385080300555568,0.0,0.1425757760326266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399811407944994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864606090215638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472557205803933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325902251635709,0.0,0.07129677810965207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499940289563893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050016219929968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003167001763352,0.0,0.10524940592181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924714997944992,0.20757395658493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460691597345416,0.11915505175849912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057756402093235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474168102139408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980846014698272,0.10852160509091306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505661069078874,0.1349663294433688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898028151466801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563766461724346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914644567615613,0.0,0.0,0.13039714599770647,0.0,0.09265005987220172,0.0,0.0,0.2841275555761576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109463144055239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154637175600972,0.0,0.0,0.1385857586881731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878783054339214 autism,PointBlankPeriodt,2019/07/12,"Can you have autism and still be good at reading emotions? I suspect I have it for a variety of different reasons, but I'm still incredibly good at reading people's emotions and understanding social cues because I had to be due to years of abuse from a bipolar parent growing up. I had to learn how to read her face before I did anything so that I wouldn't get yelled at for interacting with her. I'd say I'm incredibly good at reading emotions which is why I've been in denial for so long, but there are so many other symptoms that I can't just ignore.",11.199732142857144,6.399418080357144,10.922857142857143,66.62214285714289,60.16071428571429,13.342857142857142,44.964285714285715,10.125756701596842,4.532582142857144,443,19,86,6,4,148,73,112,0.067,0.804,0.13,0.7154,2,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,13,3,1,2,0,13,17,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,10,3,17,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,59,15,5,0.0,0.16678462912478387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158383804476416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580961482494795,0.0,0.11978145310123788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707045424073764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750282318104347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354439747245779,0.0,0.0,0.3542033935592803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457343355935388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271457629542633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630392575529334,0.0,0.0,0.09758938365060828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632161615566554,0.0,0.0,0.14473083817960408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194273108499314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434931560199311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248317344171837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630971738110535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465423153345964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701937253759782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906486547554582 autism,Psychoicy,2019/07/12,"Inclusion within the autism community I really struggled on how to put words to my feelings and thoughts on this issue and I am sorry if this doesn't come across right. I am active in many ASD community for myself and my kids and as well as LGBQT+ communities because one of my kids has ASD and is trans. All my communities are amazing, resourceful, and supportive, but over and over again, LGBQT+ communities have made my family feel more included and made more effort to accommodate our ASD. With the exception of communities that has an explicit pride mandate, we do experience a lot of transphobia in the ASD community. Even the government funded ASD charity in our area has board members who are anti-trans (caught on film spewing hate). The biggest irony is that the ASD advocacy group for inclusive education have members who are against inclusion policies for trans. There seems to be a mental divide for some people that ""yes symptoms of ASD is not something we choose do have and we are not a disorder. Our experience and existence have value just like everyone else. People should treat us with respect and be flexible"", but ""No, gender identity out side the binary norm is just not valid. It's a made up thing or a sickness or some sort of agenda"" [Individuals with ASD are 7 times more likely to have non-conforming gender identity](https://www.liebertpub.com/doi/abs/10.1089/lgbt.2018.0252?journalCode=lgbt) and it really baffles me that ASD support groups and forums do not have better commitment for inclusion, even though the members believes inclusion is a human rights. Even posting this here, I am expecting comments that invalidate the experience and existence of transgender identity. While I am happy to discuss and even debate this issue, I want to emphasize that if you replace ""transgender"" with ""autism"" in whatever you about post, and it seems offensive to you, then your post is offensive and I will not engage. I am also hoping to pin the admin here with the hope of a clarification and commitment for inclusion for EVERYONE with ASD in this subreddit. Thank you for reading.",9.722315068493153,10.076346841095894,9.243664383561645,61.29535958904111,58.67123287671233,13.32739726027397,39.3458904109589,12.602617957971056,5.507934246575341,1707,77,259,55,20,548,189,365,0.06,0.7979999999999999,0.142,0.9861,0,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,7,5,0,3,15,19,3,1,19,1,33,2,0,4,4,68,50,31,0,7,14,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,17,29,0,0,7,2,1,3,7,4,1,1,5,2,27,15,49,41,7,29,0,0,0,0,21,19,0,12,6,199,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690260196247337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624364572802845,0.0,0.0,0.12243280934020928,0.0,0.09610894597220522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360876644783678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245441487231556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077904919205737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709953697539664,0.0,0.0,0.2076758730022457,0.0,0.3188975556811108,0.10244351132740784,0.0,0.10989267609058756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568022699823068,0.0,0.1072881914453464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586577749978872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268445152490822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618041985707236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238654232884642,0.0,0.3084758547342315,0.0,0.11017336287578007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095128456095478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363696229972465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506748764822105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312224739965007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924241227985908,0.0,0.0,0.10869845981295533,0.0,0.13923235522594174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856055540250645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785644800537167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365874564559242,0.0,0.12164610732237413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360448817449348,0.0,0.0,0.2466327058085797,0.0,0.11294875410563045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004786332443316,0.0,0.0,0.07219488977299278,0.0,0.1067667922637234,0.0862710891737571,0.06336579836183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307154899986257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409582263777436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770652875777623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Marvel_plant,2019/07/12,Do you think that being autistic has affected your musical preferences? And what kind of music do you like? Feel free to provide lots of detail in the answers. No such thing as tl;dr to me :) Question’s in the title,2.1992682926829303,4.970861121951219,3.725073170731708,82.96078048780491,84.12195121951221,6.206829268292682,25.27317073170732,7.554174236665415,1.813357073170732,170,7,29,3,5,56,35,41,0.078,0.735,0.187,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,7,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082052488577585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49597036385621995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326854286585379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049146204734269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533540488806056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164180156077204,0.3051797840460416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jocar49,2019/07/12,"Potty training! And it’s not getting better! Hey everyone, As I type this my wife and myself are trying our best to potty train our 4 year old son who has autism. Just a few days ago he took his pamper off and doesn’t let us put one on. He would start having a meltdown when he saw it. He will scream and kick us. The only time that he let us put one on is when it’s time to go to bed. So we thought maybe he wanted to do it on the potty. We guess wrong. We started with baby steps. So he only wants to peep in the bathtub, we have tried everything. I’ve even let him see me use to potty. Now it’s getting a bit worst as he is holding on doing poop. And on the second day of him hold it, it starts to come out because he is back up. I have no clue if any other parents have had the same issue, but right now we are at our wits end. And any and all help is welcome. Thank you In advice for your time.",0.3884848484848469,1.8810482525252568,2.4070707070707087,97.39727272727276,81.62626262626263,4.8040404040404034,17.565656565656568,5.033348758259628,-0.7633252525252523,686,13,168,2,18,230,126,198,0.048,0.882,0.069,0.8037,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,11,2,0,2,9,7,0,0,8,0,20,1,1,1,1,29,36,15,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,11,15,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,3,0,3,4,3,21,4,23,27,6,35,0,0,2,0,32,12,0,2,17,111,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776450809831847,0.10682804677311412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639067791993437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266752972986762,0.0,0.0734639800718818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647160200954474,0.10658449748704353,0.13156965291968512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381180681255343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544262141093665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673929100631148,0.0,0.0,0.07959810496240166,0.0,0.0,0.11515592196031832,0.1083098648288166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592677781707945,0.0,0.06849066364877307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275933182265934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807777346452923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257849018160481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697000037937419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107212264283028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645876453683266,0.0,0.16332628651360573,0.18331206686003426,0.0,0.0,0.13381610569245125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422989348044361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029179672425446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603374681223432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559004672211102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109527435684398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567434742135317,0.2108173710972304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389505859456205,0.1636416653543896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348891148792352,0.10408506818534878,0.0,0.0,0.14216410299290055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560941315018078,0.13176271754779126,0.0,0.07760681574067321 autism,snexto,2019/07/12,quick question does anyone else feel like eye contact doesnt feel right? like oh i shouldnt be looking this person in the eye. can anyone else relate to never using the phone app and only texting?,2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,79.0,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.24475789473684184,158,4,27,0,4,49,30,38,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,1,1,7,8,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,2,6,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,4,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336167989565926,0.4888708076771833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876759210116005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985766009554283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24124866748392065,0.1704290492626103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330991082816662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003323596016348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399405465452146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143747975697214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830351405406275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672445216914801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037310136539521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604134550838546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dontfearlionhere,2019/10/05,"My partner thinks I am suggesting / hinting. Hi, not sure if this belongs here or not, I didn’t think r/relationships would understand so... My partner always thinks I am hinting or suggesting, despite me saying this is something I don’t really do. I have a habit of thinking out loud, so say if I forgot to bring something upstairs, I will say... “Damn, I forgot my phone charger” She thinks I am asking her to go and get it for me, especially since I am scared of going downstairs alone in the dark, but I am not hinting or suggesting that she do it for me, however she always assumes that I am, and does it for me anyway. Does anybody else experience this? I don’t want her to think this, because it’s not what I’m doing. Thanks.",4.315625000000002,5.296437090277782,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,70.45833333333333,8.26,31.06666666666667,8.548686976883017,2.4058050000000013,567,24,110,9,10,190,80,144,0.053,0.9059999999999999,0.040999999999999995,0.0995,1,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,16,0,0,0,1,26,33,10,0,4,10,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,2,11,3,0,2,8,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,3,4,25,2,10,28,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,2,1,6,0,80,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148250417432267,0.0,0.0,0.2594700880479882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576090932191094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504527014668232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728872140023236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302482548974113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251628537710682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145995224200067,0.0,0.17722191535644205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988412224426592,0.0,0.0,0.1673960041858305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719732505023644,0.15609964741274684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897576565917498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400643259479785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694948529279747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435469937193644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994301046755692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162314607486708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196360965537112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075863017490123,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wow_its_a_Korkskrew,2019/10/05,"What are things that help prevent you all from procrastinating? I've got an essay to work on, but I just can't get started. I've been putting it off for a few days now. Now that I'm in college, I really don't have much room to fail. I could really use some tips.",1.1268421052631579,2.6474978245614054,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,79.52631578947368,6.665263157894738,20.171929824561406,7.554174236665415,0.3187992982456147,204,5,50,3,5,69,46,57,0.09,0.855,0.055,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,7,8,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854013153843409,0.0,0.0,0.23053099090623425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675717514474466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858920063412344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959672118125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627729336655447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35934425853720003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579937993760185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530107797821798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23747936899443606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30872914635011656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602338536436516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OGgunter,2019/10/05,"Mobius Fidget Rings question Since they're stainless steel, does your hand smell like metal (like when you hold coins) if you use this fidget? Asking for a smell-sensitive fidget user. :) Thanks.",3.992727272727272,7.33375675757576,2.717333333333336,87.33600000000001,87.48484848484848,3.852121212121212,15.690909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.2851163636363641,155,3,23,1,5,44,28,33,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776727459368229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535312173982664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947346937130759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525572199483226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341817213024381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719363959869229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489145368724669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PM_me_ur_Obama_Memes,2019/10/05,"Looking for a list of normal small-talk phrases and alternatives I can talk about specific topics, but I have a hard time coming up with routine phrases. Not just small talk, but also introductions. Does anyone know of a list of normal routine phrases with some alternatives to them? The kind of list that's in such detail that it would be criticized as ""too autistic""/""Jesus Christ, somebody made a list for that?"" by most people.",7.434415584415586,8.699092701298701,6.966649350649352,72.54425974025976,63.54545454545455,9.276883116883116,32.28311688311688,9.3871,3.0192306493506496,346,13,56,6,5,108,54,77,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,8,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,14,5,2,5,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916846886069788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676009149900532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064767549213932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209759457952099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472040497475672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496063475426453,0.1317305732945577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012841492176716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268060135607776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469702091212213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617492530234873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779753460832131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976858060667624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027305814926494,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lightning3240,2019/10/05,"A subreddit for people with disabilities. Community events + Custom Minecraft Server Hey! I'm Adam! I would like to talk to you today about r/disabilityhub It is a place for people with disabilities (and those that would like to learn more about them) to expand their circle, make new friends, chat, laugh and even engage in our new and upcoming community events (such as our minecraft server!) We would love for you to join in, give input and help us out! Lots of love, from Adam! Ps: We are looking for new moderators if you wish to apply, please PM me!",4.2296979503775605,6.5033660582524275,4.683042071197413,81.87131607335492,72.88349514563106,7.684573894282633,23.09492988133765,8.515128840125781,1.4174431499460622,436,12,83,8,9,138,70,103,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,3,2,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,17,12,6,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,7,20,9,2,10,0,0,1,2,18,4,0,2,8,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067150276324083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115342156835592,0.0,0.0,0.17526230748699947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245983285735268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851579926836034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534218279822361,0.0,0.0,0.15532484678130334,0.3297874268690235,0.0,0.1219535432177104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293578508012013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253322091220679,0.0,0.19088241789918625,0.2005495298857276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684718836431035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317805927669966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197653786382704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009576732451565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893541136585281,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pierrot_seething,2019/10/05,How do I contact a moderator? I’m wondering if I can promote a discord chat for autistic teens,2.16,4.604149473684213,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,80.57894736842105,8.010526315789475,41.078947368421055,8.841846274778883,4.608663157894737,76,6,13,2,2,28,16,19,0.156,0.6940000000000001,0.15,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,silky101010,2019/08/28,"Hi, advice on autistic son Hi everyone and thank you for taking the time to read my post, I wanted to know if my sons speech and understanding will improve as he gets older. He is very smart, his reading etc is well above average, but he uses very simple sentences to communicate with us and struggles with requests that may be slightly confusing (more than one instruction at a time). He still struggles with toilet training yet could do his times tables and count to 100 in 5 different languages when he turned 3. As a parent I worry and want his life to be as stress free as possible, I’m also unaware of how he will progress as he gets older, any one with experience or advice reading this, if you could advise on your experience or opinion that would be great. Thanks",10.576735159817352,7.751145897260276,9.82191780821918,67.98461187214616,59.205479452054796,12.473059360730595,40.77168949771689,10.504223727775694,4.209629223744292,615,24,109,10,6,197,99,146,0.107,0.728,0.165,0.8361,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,1,6,10,0,4,3,0,12,1,0,2,0,26,24,18,0,7,5,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,11,7,21,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,7,8,70,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607582565413181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066980931750806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073201822326872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305435484469412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939833462508855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880159061887746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749111733949256,0.0,0.2610260248522191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941571856281726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709900906376536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332563224289672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424040602122376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082136293177334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815013020892742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041405866564272,0.12778207496685898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003764489624391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065515487472544,0.0,0.15283526379228227,0.2789647718392541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031727343973848,0.0,0.0,0.2456754113661127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333995658948572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512559544601006,0.0,0.13889774676502595,0.16049109251438035,0.11523438322069167,0.0,0.22017541821012995,0.15739234272621416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199630399296066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549723874176853,0.0,0.09477966527032636,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kaje26,2019/08/28,"How do I get evaluated for autism? I know this is probably against the rules, but please I’m desperate. I am extremely sensitive to loud sound. I work at my dad’s business and I barely say anything to anyone, I can’t participate in conversations. I have a lot of health anxiety, I’m constantly going to specialists. And I have an extreme sensitivity to loud sound. My dad talks loudly and it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I’m 27 years old.",3.085952380952381,5.8085023571428565,5.3285714285714265,73.48309523809526,79.0,9.923809523809524,29.57142857142857,9.994966539143718,3.813628571428572,354,17,64,13,9,123,61,84,0.114,0.848,0.038,-0.7086,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,8,13,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,9,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226338260672328,0.0,0.0,0.20349190151938396,0.0,0.239489313376524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144953394438803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204889075024766,0.0,0.1653965838730738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093466575182329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994008654152642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741960088709564,0.0,0.0,0.19426188156604135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053824644255176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319458770896365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137748736907176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23143527819914106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391539402350955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187013966939935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874109772771107 autism,Msimes00,2019/08/28,"Autism In Toddlers I’m a nanny to a 22 month old boy. I’ve been his nanny since he was 11 months old. His family does have a previous history of Autism. He’s extremely smart, way ahead of the other children we hang out with day to day. He can speak sentences and will pick up on new information quickly. Since I’ve started watching him he’s had serious behavioral problems. In the beginning, he started pushing and hitting every couple of minutes. He would go as far as pushing down a little baby just to get to what he would want. I constantly talked to him, tried time out, nothing worked. Then he started hitting himself as soon as he hit someone else. This pattern continued until one day it dropped off and now he only hits if he gets worked up. He also spits, if he isn’t getting what he wants he’ll spit. At least multiple times a day we have some sort of issue occur where I have to talk to him about his behavior. He also doesn’t ever listen. I will have to call him name 50 times for him to turn around and listen to what I’m saying. He won’t look me in the eye and he will continue to do what I just told him not to do. This happens at least 20-30 times a day. Another big issue is sleep- he never lets himself sleep. His sleep is extremely irregular and he’ll force himself to stay awake. He’ll poke himself in the eyes if he doesn’t want to nap. His parents say that he sleeps through the night but by 9:30am he’s so tired and whining/crying that it’s hard to go do anything. I’ve been blaming his bad behavior on sleep for a while but someone brought it to my attention that it could be autism, what do you think?",3.1207830907830925,4.543278741741748,4.252447447447452,87.38654365904371,73.89489489489489,7.285239085239086,27.22210672210673,7.882392219407189,1.5600497574497578,1283,48,267,18,26,419,177,333,0.059000000000000004,0.924,0.017,-0.9466,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,0,3,14,4,0,0,12,0,27,10,9,1,2,37,56,22,0,10,8,1,1,0,0,9,1,5,0,2,15,13,0,0,3,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,6,10,25,1,47,34,3,59,0,0,4,0,57,19,0,5,31,156,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227002057800562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983022719710334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834519776152843,0.08475219624468193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949178710692098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721444670769472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288225063751456,0.0,0.07601305241510184,0.1053419767822309,0.10457768108125667,0.3069951564775165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331410612635275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795311496800489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611792763730464,0.08021390374520225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975033673125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922127731671328,0.0,0.10821383125554862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418903160621706,0.0,0.08528453869119712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873754194322832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973530592696784,0.0,0.0,0.09541992768377804,0.0,0.0,0.07994780847166039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519826592402797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342758539206992,0.09194910664585994,0.0,0.08934298100277407,0.0,0.09135129267124388,0.0,0.19980223109750972,0.0,0.06451303822596019,0.07240731806901156,0.0,0.0,0.10571333893723328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109785607301553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514208912612251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750830491845044,0.0,0.4763663155194745,0.0,0.16133294058876646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215872137032026,0.10147533768244413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530435537674736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061003204246676886,0.0,0.0,0.22205805586041347,0.10942357627660183,0.0,0.090971986860827,0.0,0.06463761123649915,0.1035551655487332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684622556451068,0.0755689066858536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862003074905355,0.0,0.0,0.13526110122143872,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UFOsAndGames,2019/08/28,"We might have an autistic son. Need advice please! My wife and I have a 3 year old boy who might be on the spectrum, and I'm hoping someone can lend some advice. We're overwhelmed and having a very hard time trying to figure out what to do. Our son has been very challenging ever since he was born. As an infant he had colic and wouldn't sleep for more than 1-2 hours until he was one. The only way to calm him was to bounce up and down on a exercise ball. He was speech delayed, so we contacted the regional center and they signed him up for a bunch of therapy (speech, OT, child development). We had mixed feelings about the help. Most of it wasn't very good, and his language developed soon after on his own. One of the therapists thought he was autistic and suggested we have him tested. After thinking on it for a long time, we decided not to have him tested at that time. All the therapy ended when he was 3. He speaks great now, but to say he's high-energy is the understatement of the year. He rarely listens, repeats himself constantly, and will go on insane destructive rampages just tearing up the house. He will throw huge tantrums and fight us when we put on his clothes, wash his hands, put on sun screen, eat... Eating is a HUGE issue. He never wants to stop playing, and we have to fight him to sit at the table. Most of the time he out-right refuses to eat and will often throw his plate across the room. As a result, he mostly eats snacks at meal time (healthy snacks) and we often have to spoon feed him because he refuses to behave and eat on his own. He finished his 3rd day of preschool and the teacher already had a talk with us. She said he was painting on the wall, wouldn't listen, and was obsessed turning the faucets on & off and flushing paper down the toilet. She thinks he may be on the spectrum. At this point, we're afraid he might be kicked out of the preschool. We've tried everything to get better behavior, but nothing works. When we scold him, he gets a rise out of it and starts laughing (he's super excited to tell us his bad behavior after school). We've tried bribing and rewarding good behavior, and that doesn't seem to work. We've tried putting him in time-outs in his crib (which we still have because he frequently gets out of his big bed at night and won't sleep)... he hates that, but the bad behavior doesn't go away. When he's on a rampage, the only thing that usually works is taking him out of the house and going on a swing together. We're scared that having him tested for autism will label him for the rest of his life and he'll be segregated in school. We're more scared that he won't be able to function in society as an adult. We constantly question where the line is between a rambunctious 3-year-old and someone who really has a problem. We're constantly second guessing ourselves as parents and worry we're doing something wrong. We love our son like crazy. He's super smart and funny, but out-of-control. Do you have any advice?",5.098650814854395,5.706764126903554,5.330348650814856,84.54755610472884,68.47546531302875,8.454555169650012,28.75060112209457,8.452757503120043,1.894993908629441,2353,78,474,33,38,744,278,591,0.10099999999999999,0.789,0.109,0.4713,1,0,1,0,2,0,82.0,17,1,1,8,14,30,5,5,39,0,52,16,3,1,3,84,77,40,0,6,6,5,3,1,0,13,3,7,2,4,15,44,9,4,8,3,0,9,9,14,0,3,15,11,46,16,79,44,11,91,0,1,1,1,97,43,0,14,38,290,61,10,0.06966689779436724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423305869084216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687915409324117,0.0,0.0,0.07548405465367444,0.0,0.047375879479889534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654543437718468,0.0,0.11633789934006344,0.08493658854135826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616147096787194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258555006905409,0.07813734977294164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044929385678710944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564331440186939,0.0,0.0,0.06170419321501885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301769756017556,0.0,0.0,0.06261211559007544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035225676780896546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919423610716653,0.0,0.1187799104724858,0.1168665770926742,0.0,0.07680800076404451,0.07674594223600185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240785645047092,0.0687816383895382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669625307638512,0.07360690249785698,0.0,0.06919494889719753,0.06860786099955858,0.1607724927959083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271414126903536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920779020709967,0.03403572725139488,0.0,0.0,0.06165301225859155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287709523670618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171670757376707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165712196846666,0.05373140640703245,0.0,0.0,0.06537766421492981,0.0,0.06684726736031925,0.0,0.14620738000315,0.0,0.094416185877899,0.10596963016652587,0.0,0.0,0.07735684547914189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647333320144828,0.06585773674706545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666181246914843,0.0,0.2101034232288765,0.07804286954825825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044630398649943136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059495150062927174,0.06626917336151192,0.05540191335061004,0.1394974363614914,0.14101323981212607,0.0,0.06342212724629831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762917777335803,0.0,0.1394344207895571,0.0,0.11805707284707788,0.05363298153878125,0.0,0.0,0.04931058883240822,0.0,0.055636074570982234,0.05824464603327531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238083698895764,0.05599561351192645,0.0608919393650956,0.0,0.1593403383164114,0.08088863791493876,0.04628359127917748,0.08927947016118007,0.0,0.055307734980729294,0.2437399701014813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919700218840044,0.07577757944696667,0.0,0.0,0.2514021005632325,0.0,0.07672824545531108,0.17244746036436615,0.04109134132619957,0.055298340741996285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215499396914253,0.07075011642187386,0.0,0.0,0.07616981624530486,0.0,0.13458959418181954 autism,Jk64354,2019/08/28,I have Aspergers. How can I get SSI? I work as a real estate agent but i only make 2000 dollars a year. How can I get SSI?,-3.322499999999998,-1.974731107142853,0.9225714285714304,98.42242857142858,110.07142857142857,3.6685714285714286,12.742857142857144,5.6839178017228535,-1.0072514285714282,91,2,23,1,5,34,19,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006495081593487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198218513145906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643986517564271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453528838582989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488110985083413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085429072664758 autism,lewisjet,2019/08/28,"Help It started 3 months ago when my cousin spontaneously commited suicide. My grandad was immenently going to die to sepsis as well. 3 weeks ago his life also ended. Little did i know until recently that my neighbor also took her life a week prior. Today, my granny has had 2 heart attacks. Leaving her in heaven too. HELP! How should i cope? Im at my breaking point, juggling around the heat, four cases of mourning and shcool next week! Im just a 14 year old boy with moderate autism, how could this happen all so suddenly!",1.9626538461538487,4.754231250000005,3.1040000000000028,86.50930769230774,86.5,5.476923076923078,22.69230769230769,7.010146845296331,1.0978538461538467,415,15,74,6,13,133,82,100,0.138,0.757,0.105,-0.675,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,3,0,6,3,1,2,2,11,11,9,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,4,0,10,2,9,5,1,25,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,17,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829253638116944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552405093662506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206469308460626,0.0,0.18155124315727367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741582448906905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656242785541508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134515070326725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906959666298532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411206961728491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910927171485611,0.2139332380656764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34475887728499843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877038715798268,0.0,0.0,0.16897772145718706,0.0,0.0,0.22543954179452236,0.0,0.1599463299029476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737941195540084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972070775807113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745785888863265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085962947530004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757116694540188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295525063420048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456034523539346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512681428617904,0.0,0.17730506786251854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840289481817729,0.0,0.14348629158026896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276765906021927 autism,tunnelcatto,2019/08/28,"I feel ashamed of my big stim! It's probably such a random one too. I've been made feel like I'm the worst kind of person recently just because I really enjoy the swings at a local park (I'm around mid -late 20's btw) They're a really big stim for me for some reason the rythm in the back forth up down motion. But after some real young kids made a raging fit at me and threatend to actually harm me if I didn't get off the swings - also telling me I was ugly and smelt like fish which I don't??? (Note: they were not actually using the swings and didn't want to use them, just wanted me off them.) My mother has enforced a park ban on me because my stim was ""causing problems"" there are no age limits on the play equipment and I don't look at, talk to or interact with any kids while I'm there. No one else really took issue with me till the other day. She's also banned me from the aquarium, the arcade, build a bear and basically anywhere associated socially as for kids, because people might see my otherwise innocent 'zoning out' behavior as...not innocent... which is a huge blow to me as animals and arcade games are some of my most favorite things. Half the time i'm so in my own bubble im not even noticing people around me of any specific age, older or younger than I am. I just end up focused on me and whatever animal/game/toy is in front of me-- I'm having a really difficult time understanding just why i'm not allowed to have fun at these places too. I don't really find drinking coffee and having conversations with adults..fun..which is apparently what I should be doing instead... I could do all these things when I was younger why do I have to stop- Ugh i got so off track sorry! But really I'm also wondering if anyone has an alternative suggestion for the swings? Bearing in mind I'm not allowed to visibly rock if im sitting as my parents find it unacceptable for a grown up- (Still fairly new to reddit still figuring out how everything works sorry! If I posted wrong I'm sorry!)",4.452218546089512,5.211078421836231,6.013245106148336,78.5353092546641,69.99255583126549,9.44431577979965,27.33287381674479,9.633347757342033,2.3787041448396287,1576,50,312,35,27,539,212,403,0.127,0.805,0.068,-0.9725,4,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,3,2,23,14,1,1,22,0,29,1,0,9,1,66,53,28,0,9,16,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,15,1,4,9,4,0,4,11,8,0,3,11,4,38,6,50,38,7,54,0,0,2,0,17,29,0,13,21,203,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.18621350746457785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288989047412639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976464076192812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667131460414763,0.0,0.0,0.1698709071440729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336468182970504,0.0,0.17448381994087822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801272748428907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617741333371962,0.0,0.0,0.061531792720881426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346583519991132,0.0,0.0,0.07970311768297501,0.0,0.08450526464052667,0.0,0.0,0.06301764665398088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574868452140665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648469523418952,0.06816118426126275,0.0,0.0,0.17440669134034945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049847978117691816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630838528734242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061191347363728,0.0995836333138028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935521364832793,0.0,0.0,0.10762704819990904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322537055429292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012067740435531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805591897474212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121532034545233,0.09633727083611564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214792565330973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862533363153301,0.0,0.0,0.12930506596460933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594191996306808,0.0,0.0,0.13229106846803246,0.08330865110812065,0.09968352500945826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137675640083899,0.0,0.10286851130869512,0.09129483444492074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859788406038398,0.3667339400208862,0.0980977464290727,0.0942062256553242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602970857572341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972588524367038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32041227884239504,0.0,0.0,0.1523896824579686,0.07976733784986463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668723780318777,0.08339286493206823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267728148047117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126910292317234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060044268040271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932555543541574,0.0,0.1648078444068,0.0,0.0,0.11255101127744788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218602967407032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034684715788153,0.06945988250174279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431625703296718,0.0,0.0 autism,ScottSaw,2019/08/28,"Help needed with an autistic child (13-14) from a foreign country unable to comprehend traditional discipline I work as an ESL teacher in Thailand. A student has autism in the class next door to me. I've had a few issues, and I'd like to hear a different perspective. Before I was aware that this student had autism, he locked the door of my classroom from the outside, trapping students and myself in the classroom. I scolded him for his behaviour and I told him not to ever do that again. You've got to understand that where I work there isn't really much I can do as an individual teacher, if I was in a situation where he spoke perfect English I would have given him a detention, asked him to apologise and that would have been that. But those disciplinary steps are not available to me unfortunately. But regardless, I assumed that would have been the end of it. But then a few weeks later he locked the door again, and I told him to come with me to see my co ordinator because it was clear he hadn't learnt anything. I spoke partially in Thai and in English, trying to be as clear as possible with gesticulations and the works. He instead stood up and violently started swinging his arms around and started trying to destroy a plank of wood. It was at this time that I was informed he had autism, something my cousin has and something I'd never associated with violence before. I called for help and the situation was resolved, he calmed down. Following this incident and another incident where he got into a fight, I think he was absent from school for about a month. But today he was back, and today the exact same thing happened: he locked the door from the outside. I've got no idea what to do, as typical successful disciplinary rules clearly are ineffective. Does anyone have any advice for my situation, as I need to know how to deal with this effectively. Thank you. I apologise for any grammatical mistakes, I've written this up very quickly.",7.002198211624439,7.530581117486342,7.276323894684553,72.52614008941879,64.32786885245902,10.479682066567316,35.76204669647292,10.33465798735191,3.7717092896174864,1563,70,276,35,22,508,180,366,0.057,0.83,0.113,0.9636,1,0,2,0,1,0,38.0,0,1,0,8,13,11,3,0,24,0,31,1,1,2,7,53,55,26,0,8,7,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,1,18,21,0,1,8,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,24,4,32,6,50,27,4,35,0,0,1,0,33,15,0,2,18,193,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175885763464492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555480059119288,0.11992457492744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996860141508964,0.0,0.0941149269409939,0.10181155942622264,0.10691842302383853,0.0,0.0,0.08794175282240553,0.0,0.06971752884386277,0.0,0.1946370911600328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167822765264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851770389660447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790814523530414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948997389774553,0.0,0.0,0.10008400304385076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129589483478366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345219234196247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744110513336633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113503807814717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289007846727704,0.0,0.15331660603100242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910728731702822,0.0,0.11937023439108843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628535334105958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587431369969695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912872599686054,0.0,0.08407346759126334,0.16960449919995904,0.08820747195843741,0.0,0.12163141698747522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893247248720635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732669196779762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574628535005704,0.09113630253649636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856624835976309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760917880798393,0.0,0.0,0.16190018734069125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529447346127524,0.0,0.0,0.07598086208589347,0.07328224670921447,0.0,0.0,0.06668876428002472,0.0,0.21681453965617736,0.21856660374117004,0.0,0.1552964121088921,0.0,0.0,0.1190608781664853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436538480036706,0.0,0.0,0.09173892360882213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978328804944075,0.0,0.0,0.24373073953101734,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rl3245,2019/08/28,Can’t accept myself So I’m on the spectrum a little bit and I also have something called 22q I’m having trouble accepting who I am. I keep hating myself because of it how can I accept myself?,-0.08091666666666697,2.2515340749999986,3.235000000000003,83.74333333333333,95.75,3.6666666666666674,19.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,0.2191666666666668,153,5,26,1,6,55,31,40,0.147,0.662,0.191,0.2023,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111017003389249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714492267490744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42471256168633975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972361670861968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840798552769292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457816811909513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899034312329823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994890536166483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,8cacophony8,2019/08/28,"Finally officially diagnosed. I have mixed feelings about it. I am happy that I finally have a piece of paper that confirms something that I've felt my whole life, but I also feel a certain sadness about it. I now know for certain why I've experienced so many failed work and personal relationships throughout my life, and why I failed at so many jobs before I got settled into the career that I have now(which is a little more forgiving than some traditional jobs). I am also feeling some fear, because I'm about to go back to school and eventually pursue a law degree. Not because I dislike my current career, but I am just bored and no longer intellectually stimulated by my current career. I've also finally succumbed to the challenging aspects of it, like regular travel. There's only so much masking that can be done before exhaustion catches up to you and your defenses are down. I'm 30 years old. My family knew I was different. Autism was discussed with our family doctor and my pediatrician, but my Mother worked in the system as a special education teacher and she saw how so many kids were labeled and medicated, and that was not something she wanted for me. I lived a very different life, and I am grateful to my Mom for shielding me from what could have been a toxic environment growing up. I am a professional musician, and it being one of my obsessions, practice dominated my life. 8+ hours a day. Every single day. I was pulled out of a school environment that became too much for me and was homeschooled with the use of our home computer. That changed the game for me. I was finally able to pursue learning in an environment that was safe, where I could thrive. Of course, social dynamics were always difficult. I couldn't relate to anyone. I disliked everyone. They disliked me. I felt like an alien. I was just waiting for the mothership to come pick me up. (Speaking of which, there's a great song called ""Alien"" by John Paul White of Civil Wars fame. I'm sure many of us can relate to it.) I am looking forward to reading more and engaging in therapy with my girlfriend so that she can be better equipped to help me when I need it. It's a long road ahead, but all that can be done is take it a day, hour, and even minute at a time. Anyway, I could go on and on about all of this. My girlfriend and I had lunch today, and I dubbed today my ""REBIRTHday."" She promised me a banana split to celebrate. I shall have a banana split every year on this day to celebrate my rebirthday. Now, I'm just waiting for her to get home so we can celebrate. If anyone has any questions, please feel free to ask. I'm sure there are a lot of adults on here that are looking for answers, and I discovered there just aren't that many resources out there. Some of us fell through the cracks, or were misdiagnosed. It's amazing how far we've come with knowledge on the subject.",4.576438510068275,6.220965990925592,5.5453033445683175,78.67197973381731,70.57894736842105,8.587001987727941,30.360426929392446,9.107695989026183,2.6835138363149245,2275,95,419,46,42,748,260,551,0.07400000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.177,0.9958,6,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,5,2,1,7,33,28,2,2,27,0,47,9,0,5,6,79,76,37,1,7,12,2,6,2,2,1,8,2,2,3,26,28,1,4,13,4,1,10,5,10,0,1,20,13,64,19,67,47,13,56,0,3,4,0,30,22,0,7,27,301,90,18,0.0737499154625312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693334225082688,0.06136583764737416,0.0,0.0,0.05015247150688279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313531132469453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894621545068204,0.0,0.0,0.056709132680083915,0.0,0.08991452788798403,0.0,0.1255114922413479,0.0,0.0,0.06522580700329904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530690942211557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801763166954369,0.12705804381434527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664991923477688,0.0,0.0,0.1902503771802108,0.0,0.0,0.07485461177094453,0.0,0.15410592957798314,0.0,0.07548616352739569,0.0,0.15094353788381626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871112361098362,0.0,0.12427496916990866,0.07047120470764283,0.0,0.0,0.13904971344736652,0.08298915859233036,0.14916069277949762,0.0,0.14162296875038885,0.3231577100872579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03853128691366492,0.0,0.0838275530496505,0.0,0.058984544578379476,0.08130954215751386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850815638397007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049433013753036784,0.0,0.14795435681894611,0.0,0.14525762188284594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463708225958452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040531024811293566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836698534120696,0.07206096688574218,0.07391679009142912,0.06512252651450189,0.06526635440984363,0.1238627091953696,0.0,0.0,0.06269954080430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738541938602834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429528094388088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637500964529109,0.0,0.0,0.10842934727798556,0.054684627833681214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738813020681325,0.0,0.04997485138022519,0.056090134007724265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439558151503302,0.0,0.08095526049389833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261678377909279,0.0,0.07376987323704598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917980907137931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492777035363096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517875126819605,0.0,0.11355257603585787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901684505807413,0.0,0.0554507581375985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433945570026936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300416878731158,0.0,0.13981259301441734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742413542767932,0.06369624785450677,0.0,0.06085140397255968,0.043499610934222686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309565527877895,0.08233914685259754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738163362795318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949850551438229 autism,wildheart39,2019/08/28,First time poster with a question Hi everyone! I’m really excited to meet others that understand life with autism. My son is seven years old and autistic. I just came home from kindergarten parents night(he started school late and is repeating kindergarten for behavioral and handwriting issues). I felt very out of place there and wondered if any of you felt that way around parents of kids that are not autistic. I know what works for my child and it isn’t always what is considered the “norm “ and feel like most people can’t relate and so I keep to myself. Just wanted to hear your experiences!,4.847706422018347,7.4855756513761476,4.358247706422016,83.23021559633028,72.30275229357798,7.662752293577981,27.413761467889906,8.548686976883017,2.1970212844036703,482,18,83,9,10,145,80,109,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.6982,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,26,18,9,0,2,4,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,7,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,9,2,13,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,8,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434406859848384,0.0,0.0,0.11722980069335295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346193285915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716603015688705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472419073831054,0.0,0.1686286135171426,0.0,0.0,0.08716458910416416,0.12315407339092473,0.3310391671910041,0.0,0.0,0.1466332063470507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429388641551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291929231461653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992835979278804,0.0,0.15322643953195592,0.0,0.0,0.09473997627162227,0.0,0.19446125440037407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217627936804282,0.08422010453289948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177452809011258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089228322338852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828331073678869,0.0,0.0,0.11951218374249302,0.0,0.180108844761634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311409398876225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043621344947586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744659326621758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201716494464054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052087134385757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794620629946921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422382136967045,0.1016789515419492,0.13683362789305334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694751097078666,0.12550056986328192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101226668190572 autism,Hii_rainbowe,2019/10/07,"Does anyone else have a hard time with /not/ expressing their feelings, such that it is socially inappropriate? I'll try to explain. I basically live inside my own head. I very rarely pay attention to the world around me. When I'm thinking to myself, if I think something funny, I laugh out loud or smile to myself. If I'm upset, I frequently glower. It's as though I've gotten a handle on how to express emotion, but that expression is not limited to a social context. It all has to do with my internal state. I'm very upset currently, because I feel that this has led to me being ostracized somewhat on campus. It's no one's fault in particular, but I've apparently accidentally flirted with people who assumed I was smiling at them or checking them out, when I was really just smiling to myself. Likewise, I've death glared people when I'm really not thinking about them at all, or not smiled at people who I liked because I just was in my own head. It makes me feel weird and crazy. I wish I could just emote the way I'm wired to and not be ashamed, but I feel like a nutcase and it's making me very depressed and hurting my self esteem.",6.123148400272293,6.0426938539823,7.062566371681418,75.39138529611981,66.21238938053096,9.7857045609258,32.8713410483322,9.466822959209583,2.936043975493533,905,35,171,16,13,304,125,226,0.165,0.7070000000000001,0.128,-0.8791,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,1,11,11,0,3,6,0,12,2,2,4,2,46,29,18,1,4,16,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,10,0,1,10,0,2,1,6,7,0,1,4,6,28,4,25,22,5,20,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,7,8,116,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714616104098124,0.14235470863390629,0.0,0.1236810694801892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693862382134186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092781112139496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196639928897504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158242741868625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606186134715868,0.3125649940110121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809976233284876,0.0992547612560785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445793056499953,0.0,0.28517354859425403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873214591593492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357526574348926,0.0,0.12268161829184475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547957820268365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941455433221739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889588530352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780098651736646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493887694432406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832522434364865,0.0,0.1069584868316234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670706557679625,0.13650234002756384,0.0,0.08101376439914644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432733593469032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34390628470266643,0.0,0.1102796577845789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597677003773238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BrandonPlays1,2019/10/07,"Most people I know assume I'm autistic although I've not been diagnosed. I never really thought about it much but most people (including family) pretty much just think I'm autistic. I've been told eye contact wise I look briefly and look back or stare but that's the only real thing I've been told. I've also been told I just kind of have a ""general autistic aura"" whatever that means (jokingly, but kind of meant (didn't offend me)). So I don't really know whether to consider getting diagnosed or if I think I even am or what. If you couldn't tell I'm not really one for formulating rant-ish text posts properly but thanks for reading regardless.",4.83642169728784,6.084844015748033,5.98734908136483,77.26970253718285,69.4724409448819,10.053893263342085,29.85914260717411,10.25414643259724,3.188157305336832,518,20,96,14,9,173,79,127,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,0,9,3,1,0,1,30,26,14,0,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,10,4,9,5,6,15,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,8,2,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237500916676518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176677138963412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106367749044601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107237204563167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425949689263298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994988162122339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31870651005666084,0.16819841200271873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570069605939333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166690409740466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498375147877764,0.0,0.11802325108171573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369452390312607,0.11638333243538106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217821991882424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655681399815068,0.1556826749770469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530676264649449,0.17417733482477055,0.2940975361320468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375165716114004,0.14088597941785164,0.0,0.0,0.1016638178633442,0.19610603979828814,0.0,0.1214857218317156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386693198209467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rose_among_bones,2019/10/07,Feeling sick My tummy is upset. I feel anxious when I'm home alone. Feeling kinda anxious.,0.6432352941176482,2.1403814117647078,2.7263235294117654,83.08595588235295,117.23529411764707,1.7000000000000002,27.77941176470589,3.1291,0.9638352941176476,72,4,10,0,4,24,14,17,0.52,0.349,0.131,-0.836,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33629360805439085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7336422440034263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925376445516404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32570283341552114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,doboppitybeepboopbop,2019/10/07,"My boyfriend (25m) hits himself in the face and I don’t know what to do He’s not been diagnosed with any ASD, but he’s also never shared this problem with anyone except myself and his previous girlfriend. I have bad anxiety, and I clam up from previous trauma, and when this happens he gets so overwhelmed that very very rarely, he’ll punch himself in the face. He starts to shake his arms and then he’ll hit himself. This happened last night. He described the feeling building up to it as “his soul trying to burst out of his body” and punching was the only release. I know it isn’t for attention, and that he’d stop if he could. But he badly injured himself last night, and I need to know if there’s a way I can help him when I see him starting to shake. Does anyone have advice?",4.085046029919447,5.026083879746835,4.57510932105869,87.84451668584582,70.96202531645571,7.011277330264673,28.287686996547755,6.980632752743323,1.3371696202531642,615,22,126,5,11,195,96,158,0.191,0.7659999999999999,0.043,-0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,5,0,10,6,4,0,1,27,25,18,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,2,20,1,18,17,0,19,1,1,1,0,23,5,0,2,11,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679600156502836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745308499332068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688489870193085,0.0,0.13148840977829962,0.0,0.0,0.2403662283148824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702672602270085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092092012693146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723290394989165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744554844723549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041412442262764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690814202171834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980067048421889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039874053460585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520813693622073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833837248900089,0.28021173066720484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744750144597405,0.13256513787072205,0.0,0.0,0.32259714196439193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307231614850893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446679794199975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696681519759651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331635608179905,0.0,0.0,0.14370011968683516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669584120801076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836394688236569,0.0,0.13643104944905107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mirel1985,2019/10/07,"TalkWishes | AAC | Autism | Speech Communication Tool - Very User Friendly. Very Simple. Very Intuitive. Accessible Price. Fully Customizable App \- replace pictograms with photos from your device gallery of capture directly with your device camera \- replace sounds with recordings from your device microphone. \- replace images description text The TalkWishes app is designed to help individuals struggling with speech difficulties, better communicate their needs. It is highly intuitive and very easy to personalize, thus making it a great way for children or adults to be able to express themselves. Tutorial Video: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5w1fmtlndQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5w1fmtlndQ) Website: [https://talk-wishes.web.app](https://talk-wishes.web.app/) Available on Google Play For Android Tablets Only: TalkWishes: [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.talkwishes.app](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.talkwishes.app) TalkWishes Latin: [https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.talkwisheslatin.app](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.talkwishes.app) TalkWishes Asian: 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autism,babyblueberrys,2019/10/07,"help my parents don’t understand my autism. i really dont know what to do, im 16 and started college recently i attend an autistic sixth form and also college(the autistic sixth form support me jn college) but im full time and finding it incredibly overwhelming to be in everyday. i’ve began refusing to go in and having more meltdowns than i’ve ever had,i’ve began having meltdowns that i cant get out of or calm down from because i dont want to go in to college because i find it so overwhelming but when i try explaining this to my parents they simply don’t understand they get angry and don’t acknowledge my meltdowns and make me go in. they don’t understand that i get overwhelmed and struggle to talk, and do everyday things i dont know why they can’t understand or how to explain to them and get more support and feel better.",6.887583668005355,6.433257463855423,7.597309236947794,73.44521419009372,64.72289156626506,10.751271753681392,38.3239625167336,10.25414643259724,4.015959303882196,673,33,122,14,9,225,82,166,0.076,0.8290000000000001,0.095,0.2656,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,1,5,8,0,4,1,0,14,0,0,2,1,32,37,18,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,12,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,2,1,19,4,18,34,5,20,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,2,9,83,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756609776449056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487443153466921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790211808405367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289613290187177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103590859874124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168859928777329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230178469048787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549670237290303,0.0,0.20801208011278044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177632646171848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26356927754048604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340997873751016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143823595571721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709407386328448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815852043084145,0.0,0.12046366712895093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635465470393039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754447334619348,0.0,0.0,0.2768960899149107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806173449259524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105365679073802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114118033618766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283231949696516,0.0,0.0,0.5080394873751684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196078318199248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008911788273414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bill_llib123,2019/10/07,"Things you wish your teacher(s) had done/known? Hello! I am a recent college graduate (psychology) with a very small background in Autism & the autism spectrum. I live in Cambodia and work as a primary school teacher. I just got a new student who is a little older than my other students (he is the 8th student aged 4.5, the others are all between 2y10m and 4y1m). He seems to be very high functioning, incredibly bright (he is yards ahead of the other students when it comes to math and the alphabet). He struggles with social interactions and following directions (that being said, he’s 4, most 4 year olds have a hard time following directions haha). He’s also aggressive with the other children and with staff (pushing the little ones down and hitting/kicking). I want to make sure to give him the best and easiest transition into school, as well as maintain an environment where he and the other students feel safe and respected. Does anyone have any good resources that I could read? Is there anything that a teacher did that made a difference? Anything you wished your teachers had done? I love my students and want them all to feel like they belong in the classroom, any tips for making my new student feel welcome & get the best education possible would be really appreciated! Thanks!",6.755448717948718,8.233422525641025,6.653920940170941,73.40600961538466,65.19658119658119,9.610683760683765,34.710470085470085,9.827888789773867,3.6329495726495735,1037,47,169,22,16,328,145,234,0.022000000000000002,0.773,0.205,0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,4,2,4,7,15,1,1,20,1,17,1,0,3,3,35,37,15,0,6,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,16,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,2,1,1,7,6,16,13,22,25,5,24,0,0,1,1,23,10,0,2,11,109,28,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962033070703512,0.0,0.2606884834550102,0.0,0.163615299027376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411606794071752,0.0,0.1979921481360432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25249338779449104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362719527024987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604920252964112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568716452155873,0.0,0.0,0.10527472846645253,0.24621590267711285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824808226218133,0.08594184424574422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285141929070953,0.115402050738799,0.0,0.10090134561744904,0.09621434008352613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077645439715346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710281576701887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877216162514784,0.24114300553050955,0.10622648624231988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857481541312032,0.11383010675791308,0.16060143431844845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237162792565744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262338792537829,0.0,0.08151791932429568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561938590377914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033185510343655,0.0,0.07706681227861052,0.0,0.11878104613347447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443218294705605,0.0,0.0,0.24349862896449065,0.0,0.10951596496229928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262998711402034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257629485609687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338066694727945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075543309151142,0.0,0.0,0.07992150974651557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014748948707455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851904319091515,0.14191128845166912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081635184286134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667651702678997,0.0,0.0,0.08757932345205825,0.0,0.0,0.08545717145164357,0.0,0.0,0.0774688052928537 autism,Shmuli5,2019/10/07,"How to stop picking? Hi friends. I need some advice. One of my Bad^(tm) stims is picking at my face/arms/back. I have pretty bad acne and I pick at it a lot. My therapist says I need to stop and a lot of people mention that it looks really bad which makes me self-conscious. I really want to stop but every time I have nothing to do with my hands, I start picking. Has anyone else had this problem? Does anyone have any good advice? I have tried using fidgets but they just don't help. Thanks.",0.7288666666666686,3.1097532200000018,2.1740000000000035,94.31866666666667,86.8,4.533333333333334,19.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.09046666666666647,382,11,80,3,12,123,67,100,0.19399999999999998,0.716,0.09,-0.8666,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,7,0,23,17,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,14,3,9,16,3,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,5,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002360483347847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446849495819296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148326977197298,0.15740429555433974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181261374259453,0.38480484322660186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443599107663606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833179668862538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129433491511724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868827950715698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885117441429053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296985159183407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290041190622956,0.0,0.0,0.26120852933427596,0.0,0.0,0.1025441400108198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278181152587693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474048289945703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409850905822277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650242422064607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628920160187842,0.0,0.1469958826367201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682887695300252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216669260988132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026165936336706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087347202284798,0.0,0.0,0.38530559710570733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143485935966268,0.0,0.17836743834547558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895784525698198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429952059050528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268042327547389,0.0,0.0,0.0906104674211628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,orionshat,2019/10/07,"Just diagnosed My son who is about 23 months old was just diagnosed with mild autism. I know for a fact this child has a super high intellect and he views the world incredibly differently then me and his mother. It’s hard explaining it but he has these incredible meltdowns and after wards I can see in his eyes that he almost feels bad about it and he wishes we could understand how he feels. Yesterday he started something new, were he will actually tap his head into on the ground repeatedly whilst he he has these meltdowns. What do I do? He doesn’t do it to hurt himself only to calm himself down, he prefers to do it on a hard surface, I tried placing him on a carpet but he loves to do this in a the wooden floors that we have. Me and his mother go back and fourth about how to actually handle this behavior. How do you guys handle this and is there any possible chance my son will ever be able to live a normalish live, we are so scared",5.855241779497099,5.862326148936173,6.453114119922631,79.23772727272728,66.7659574468085,10.027852998065764,29.8568665377176,9.800150414767053,2.538397872340425,748,24,152,15,11,245,112,188,0.085,0.83,0.085,-0.2487,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,1,12,6,0,1,9,0,21,5,2,3,2,30,31,14,0,3,4,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,15,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,7,19,3,19,25,0,25,0,1,3,1,32,13,0,1,11,102,34,0,0.16110650339796714,0.0,0.3144334148478133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132489136686404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955794688802148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388095660206395,0.13451720091416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863043360778315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270394193673639,0.0,0.16832200627955893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457300558448485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629205776536256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915605385818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595207674923697,0.0,0.0,0.28863956500473203,0.0,0.1653417517136699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702178662007773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724678439714821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853992096846869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28451998821674906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454049093345124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859367396655896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555976648999225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690541742852647,0.0,0.0,0.12252875557123685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832200627955893,0.0,0.0,0.18162337588425964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129571515812066,0.0,0.12838102467886936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240276572673714,0.0,0.0,0.11403201231570345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109380740498593,0.0,0.0,0.16771755176328695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526452805927413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RoarOtakuYT,2019/10/07,"I Have Autism, Now I Work to Give Kids Skills I Didn’t My parents knew I had adhd when I was growing up, and quickly got me medication, and later skills to better myself. But it wasn’t until I was 16 that we learned I have high functioning autism, when I started going to therapy for anxiety. My anxiety and my autism correlated. I struggled with social cues, detecting sarcasm, etc. I’ve learned many skills sense then but I still fail, mostly with reading a room before speaking. Because of my social issues, I had massive anxiety where I doubted people around me, and my ability to function as a normal person. So to understand things better, I studied. I majored in psych in college and I never backed down from learning about some strange abnormal behavior. I wanted to understand people better, and it’s only helped me better handle social situations and be friendly to all sorts of people. Once out of college, I found out about a company that teaches autistic kids of all ages skills from motor skills to body language skills to peers. Seemed like a no brainer. It’s been two years since then and I feel like I’ve been very privileged to work in this field. Just wanted to share that guys. You have no idea how many parents just light up when I say I have autism. It’s inspiring for others, I hope it might be encouraging for some of you too 😁",5.103560855263158,6.717013796875001,5.613174342105262,78.81702302631581,69.234375,8.201973684210527,30.66118421052632,8.6894789155246,2.566159375,1076,44,188,18,19,346,142,256,0.09,0.733,0.177,0.9828,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,0,13,16,15,0,2,4,0,15,2,1,1,3,43,28,19,0,4,4,2,1,2,1,1,1,2,1,4,11,14,0,0,11,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,11,4,33,12,36,14,7,29,0,1,0,0,19,12,0,8,17,134,44,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218612620441528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524252311712179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791406405530202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457521392969419,0.0,0.06704863989380319,0.0,0.09359304934913217,0.0,0.0,0.3891074555600345,0.0,0.12217365135000653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226674795726716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561404709226783,0.07857659294398359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059792037036295,0.08497769290524833,0.0,0.0,0.10551204765718747,0.06250962496969095,0.0,0.08796873167510147,0.0,0.0,0.1089069975479298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372371108085893,0.11621005232330403,0.0,0.10924449146716626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416487156869785,0.0,0.11480056726697255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747072653577457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230243837628028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080295153239432,0.0,0.1166815851672259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483076094864539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776645599381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713533541156855,0.0,0.08365204789517999,0.0,0.0,0.24426087107682745,0.0,0.0,0.2287588210900168,0.09603867711194417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001936576576743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746814538857949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001304018459703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098453456299033,0.12363291992749025,0.0,0.33636164076132763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785120571367514,0.0,0.08783783745206952,0.0,0.0,0.1149850122863722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578269445248186,0.0,0.07307220358063878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744385808015364,0.22900610730201976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075293988244897,0.1297494328250377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014747902137633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082969690465679 autism,Nalonnareik,2019/10/07,"Question for autism-friendly game design Hey everyone! I've started developing a video game and want to know - what kinds of things in games causes sensory issues/discomfort/etc for you if anything, and do you have any suggestions on how it could be improved? I don't tend to get sensory issues from games, but I know some people will, and I want to know what I should remove/add to make the game more pleasant to play for those people.",6.6179518072289145,7.069698987951809,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,65.144578313253,9.531566265060242,31.057831325301212,9.3871,2.6530501204819283,348,12,64,6,5,109,59,83,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.9067,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,17,16,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,12,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,1,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636675060886288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013217011323052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513174450933667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532884538817247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728434526362621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376844622888746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890118490255289,0.0,0.12781673181798225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534545298263744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547597551022737,0.4033509034012441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330220296949385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392115921004941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274057996547516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316074181039284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253103419207315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885955051241381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ssdaniel,2019/10/07,"Requesting Advice for a Sp. Ed. teacher (Me) I have a 6th grade student with high functioning autism. I push into her general education classes (and also work with with eight other students with special education services...so I can’t give her my full attention). She was just diagnosed at the end of last school year, but the behaviors have always been there. Info: she likes to draw (dinosaurs) in class which most teachers were fine with...but then when we would check in she didn’t know what was being taught. So she is asked to put the drawings away now and she has had more productive days since then. She also like to lick/clean pencil erasers, peel the wood off of pencils, lick/eat/tear paper. I have substituted a spinning tube type fidget toy with some success. (Open to other quiet, non-disruptive toy suggestions) If a task seems hard she will shut down (sometimes ripping paper, throwing things off her desk) This could be a test, 5 minute worksheet, not being able to open her locker when I am there to help, etc. When she shuts down she will stop talking, not do what is asked, not go to her next class, etc. Sometimes asking questions about dinosaurs can bring her out of it but she also seems wary of those kinds of “tricks”. I tried offering a 2 minute drawing break when I noticed her starting to get frustrated/shutdown which she was happy for, but after the two minutes she did not return to her work. What I would like to see: - less task avoidance (she once said “it’s not hard I just don’t want to do it”) - if something IS hard, for her to explain what she doesn’t understand - more self regulation of breaks If anyone has any input I would love to hear it. Thanks for your time!",3.875787716955944,6.053642710280376,3.8792022696929247,87.6697780373832,73.61059190031153,6.579483756119269,25.48297730307076,7.447530270364453,1.2370622162883844,1334,45,254,16,28,408,192,321,0.038,0.84,0.122,0.9851,0,1,1,0,0,0,56.0,1,1,0,3,15,12,1,1,11,0,32,2,0,0,0,43,52,18,0,8,13,0,3,3,0,5,1,3,0,1,15,12,0,2,8,2,1,5,9,2,0,2,10,7,37,10,40,33,8,40,0,0,1,1,40,16,0,8,20,173,52,18,0.11463527080027038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120202598872581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750213539271809,0.09538572854590124,0.0,0.0,0.07795591515511999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015564674635609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215055107225796,0.0,0.10770361047921266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152693577713436,0.0,0.0,0.07393026612683835,0.0,0.0,0.11635238680878104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730050075540575,0.0,0.0,0.10153282437800468,0.0,0.25569725881524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989219759682276,0.10996859743067687,0.06514986616664592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203137740108673,0.3080720579254456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292022816296132,0.0,0.07683760560962101,0.12111845751359353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937499398773485,0.06300054686050006,0.09344304586799927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680150085854658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346280755703442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219159110048801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051301560356687,0.0,0.12208282211178015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524010962852355,0.12841773881049867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904439374392816,0.0,0.0,0.11601701413489328,0.09134946894927196,0.2087192902737933,0.11958958846826565,0.0,0.0,0.09482748061418576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825183203465667,0.22675442807550364,0.0,0.08113943469693212,0.0,0.0,0.09584021941666324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921394883623764,0.0,0.10554075561852916,0.0,0.0,0.07615858015607703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684474827606536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782982401657985,0.0,0.11198200241553484,0.11933935973304327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761485281545128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691168488416525,0.0,0.0,0.2443008219897409,0.0,0.0,0.07382135593038577 autism,The_Deuteragonist,2019/10/07,"Hi all, is there any correlation between ASD and not liking to do rough drafts? Not sure where I got this idea in my head, but I’ve started to wonder if my lack of need for rough drafts is a characteristic of my ASD. Does anybody else not really feel a need to to rough drafts?",6.001052631578947,5.0266666491228085,6.518245614035092,82.17105263157897,66.71929824561403,9.705263157894738,27.771929824561404,8.841846274778883,1.6468877192982454,217,5,49,3,3,71,40,57,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.6619,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,14,9,3,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,9,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923951877611247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926129346768224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570352276401394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557713627936773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460875277325966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157783578906254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34734417211365337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150321625043392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562959658249333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971138739548723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177843238190352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28999386159596235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33367630927088465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Michaelnom,2018/11/06,"Not sure how to tell my son he has autism, in need of suggestions So my wife and I have son who just turned 9. He is moderately functioning and is in a mainstream class in Third grade and he is really starting to notice that he is different than a lot of the other kids in his class, as he has told us as much. We knew the time was coming but now we just aren’t sure how to tell him in a way he will understand and accept it, and realize he may be different but still equal, and just generally put it in a positive light for him. He is a bright kid, extremely loving, and has really come a long way considering before we started services he would self harm and was non verbal, now he is doesn’t stop talking and can express his frustration in ways that doesn’t hurt himself , not to mention being in a mainstream class with his peers. So parents who have walked this road before and folks on the spectrum, what helped you and what didn’t help? Are their videos that helped explain what autism is that a 9 year old will understand? Did a video help you? Books? Really just looking for any helpful advice. Thank you for taking the time to read this!",6.013967611336036,5.825295403508775,6.155263157894738,82.1703036437247,66.45614035087719,9.822402159244266,29.380566801619437,9.466822959209583,2.2692728744939274,904,27,187,16,13,288,125,228,0.08,0.7879999999999999,0.132,0.9434,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,3,1,0,11,9,1,0,13,0,27,1,0,2,2,41,42,19,0,2,8,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,14,17,0,1,6,4,0,4,6,3,0,1,6,3,17,6,23,30,3,28,0,1,2,1,47,10,0,2,11,124,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199192621052414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345290246201388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884909567101895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114225325066515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564297775060687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41127868190597744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313728722526798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860215947420304,0.10305277365785838,0.0,0.0,0.10433102309697752,0.11075838915267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021234119207597,0.09099433738074963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971601692462995,0.12877259859427864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626455807074256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336615649247915,0.0,0.0,0.1227518774431974,0.0,0.23585016339098375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802233470103874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737218097205878,0.0,0.09800328680995576,0.1025983014502717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313217846027033,0.0,0.09226916583097323,0.09863661686101367,0.21452304980281225,0.11298286174787965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311648440994473,0.0,0.0,0.11726294629448987,0.0,0.0,0.1334826712626964,0.0,0.25550892264848857,0.1476154476875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292225099792308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717582079705571,0.0,0.0,0.07902679872096245 autism,PM_PELFIES_PLEASE,2018/11/06,"I really need some help. When I was a child, my parents suspected I might have ASD, but never actually got me tested because they didn't want me to use it as a crutch. Once I became an adult, I noticed the signs in myself and wanted to get tested to find out what I'm dealing with. It wasn't until recently that I was able to do so. The official diagnosis was: ""Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder, Inattentive Type Autism Spectrum Disorder, Mild (formerly Asperger’s Disorder) Major Depressive Disorder, Moderate"" IQ 124 I've recently ended my 9 1/2 year marriage to an abusive, stressful woman and have moved to another state to deal with my depression and start a new life. Given what I know now, I'm looking for advice on how to deal with all this since I've never technically lived alone before. Job, dating, scheduling (setting up a routine) advice would be greatly appreciated. Maybe coping mechanisms if I'm getting stressed out (customer service work has that effect). What helps you guys try to seem more ""normal""?",6.539007444168735,8.116415795698927,7.499677419354842,66.77720843672458,65.7741935483871,10.88436724565757,35.81306865177832,10.891193690592663,4.552945078577336,822,40,128,24,13,276,134,186,0.17800000000000002,0.759,0.063,-0.9746,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,4,5,0,2,8,0,12,1,0,3,3,28,27,10,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,1,15,1,20,17,4,22,0,2,1,0,13,5,0,4,14,77,23,6,0.11044630042675303,0.13086080569300532,0.1077796571461362,0.0,0.0,0.2158536930391563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143890583806933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581257598778545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732703961465067,0.0,0.09398166690876246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415958581776149,0.190254473438026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063241156311523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782263997934754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009459176866135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540726694007235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833399591283161,0.1217674361301878,0.0,0.10935920176510262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805965413591626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960091102982293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606983982942544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801148827656547,0.0,0.0,0.09752610674684843,0.0,0.09274707574691107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095815377043013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716607106865574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738693840995244,0.0,0.08189453230644618,0.17036599137511427,0.10666972518661792,0.0,0.0,0.10821392444824722,0.0,0.12574384506900868,0.0,0.1176217053771876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263754618547125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075472819253216,0.0,0.21810479466090968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054616383557093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136232103358677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817445990604435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530317279594971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498578810419858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953901422459248,0.0,0.0,0.13028817911334153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040622211976564,0.0,0.0,0.07845788296399843,0.0,0.0,0.07112379635062914 autism,cobblestoneskies,2018/11/06,"Is this related to autism? So, disclaimer, I am not seeking professional advice. I’m looking to find a professional soon, so I’m trying to sort through some things I’ve noticed about myself so I can keep my intake visit concise and focused. So, I’m looking for whether or not this issue is worth mentioning. A couple of years ago, a therapist I was seeing told me I could be on the spectrum and/or have ADD (in addition to my depression and anxiety diagnosis), but she couldn’t officially diagnose me and referred me to a specialist that I could not afford. Now I’m looking to find someone to see if those potential diagnoses could be valid. Anyway. I have this weird habit of scripting every social interaction. If I can’t script it, I either freeze or fall back on an old “script.” This leads to A LOT of saying or doing things that don’t actually fit the scenario (because human interactions don’t play out predictably all the time), or repeating myself. For example, today at work I really felt the urge to make a joke to a coworker about something we were doing. And these are strong urges. If I think of something I want to say, the urge does not go away unless I leave the situation. But we were so busy I wasn’t able to tell the joke right away. When I finally had the opening to say the joke (and it was a really dumb joke), it didn’t even match the current situation anymore, and I just looked like a moron. It’s like I can fully comprehend and understand the aftermath, and I can see in retrospect that I shouldn’t have said/done something, or I should have done it differently, but I cannot properly handle the events leading up to it, if that makes sense. I don’t know very much about autism, but is this a social difficulty worth mentioning? Is there a name or better way to describe what I’m doing?",5.816674436674436,6.4001814017094025,6.668170163170164,75.67190559440563,66.89173789173789,10.142501942501942,31.90896140896141,10.125756701596842,3.175050142450143,1436,56,269,33,22,477,184,351,0.057999999999999996,0.8290000000000001,0.113,0.9504,3,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,0,5,16,13,2,0,24,0,37,2,0,4,1,60,59,30,0,11,22,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,20,14,0,1,7,5,2,5,13,4,0,0,10,12,31,9,35,41,5,32,0,1,7,0,17,12,1,13,16,192,51,5,0.1032991937110528,0.0,0.10080511197415117,0.0,0.0,0.10094277655450057,0.09156850250815224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902360044662864,0.0,0.1024450428399931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410598578610808,0.07943070368510399,0.0,0.06297022969780597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135974231749017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742800193914646,0.11429859305921425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897144417753848,0.20969301437154667,0.0,0.10792567131541757,0.0,0.0,0.09039782053752453,0.10571093988042403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822814320825173,0.0,0.08703402595925437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991834254394052,0.11315921748575992,0.1888271832584377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870731231684456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078175202612546,0.0,0.09181706968163414,0.0,0.0,0.056770535356293735,0.0,0.0,0.10937893091389723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093353640680312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34698122460218345,0.0,0.0,0.08782128047901265,0.0,0.0,0.1379060278670254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593679313518785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760681670247965,0.10839512700500946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235221723665555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882169470120338,0.0982611884965494,0.24644299489521754,0.0,0.0,0.246948249588042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322252435955541,0.0,0.2106010384284149,0.08752507161282118,0.238574298182278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902880483997274,0.0,0.0,0.11993832568319206,0.13725478850236708,0.06618995229141351,0.0,0.0,0.06023459056302551,0.0,0.0979155571803906,0.098706806380605,0.0,0.07013337179264438,0.0,0.0,0.10753810369493697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523265317835567,0.060928540840600974,0.08199409178614425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520304330910572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652129395281642 autism,Robloxianxs,2018/11/06,"Anyone else have difficulty with communicating only around people you don’t know well? Around my friends and family I act normal and talk normally, and understand their feelings, etc. At one point my parents didn’t even think I had it anymore or at least it improved a lot based on how I acted around them. When I am around people I don’t know well I suddenly get really awkward and nervous, fidgety, and change my voice a little. I talk in an unusual way. Sometimes I’m like, “why do I even act like this?” Then the second I go around my friends I just act normal again. Is that normal for people with mild autism? 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Something I've been involved in for a couple of years is coaching young adults with developmental disabilities in various degrees along the spectrum. These include autism, cerebral palsy, and down syndrome. On a more personal level, I'm also an amateur poet. One thing I would love to work on is a mini-book dedicated to children who have autism. My goal is to make them feel valued and represented. Because I am not on the spectrum, I don't want to speak out of place or misrepresent the experiences of those who are. I am asking for your descriptions of what living/growing up with autism feels/felt like. This way, I can connect to potential readers in a more authentic way. I greatly appreciate any shared information or advise. :) ",6.4221028971028975,9.077238383116883,7.1897402597402635,64.61504995004998,67.76623376623378,10.193006993006994,36.52147852147852,10.389873798559362,4.7363912087912095,717,38,104,21,13,237,108,154,0.008,0.836,0.156,0.9714,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,1,6,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,1,0,16,19,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,10,6,27,17,3,17,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,3,4,76,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981811577687348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291051669282846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021100479827848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707078140362947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248800068526792,0.0,0.14501420668590145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148605641963809,0.0,0.2199533588694704,0.0,0.0,0.1136944896127556,0.0,0.215898047259967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790571092107555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233338041332971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985380529423597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294228257799815,0.0,0.1500938387132999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047379367993388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633651834780488,0.234927777327625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731059562145588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938504434314348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326265243573522,0.35696214816250865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369862329832455,0.0,0.0,0.15973200940814267,0.0,0.0,0.14480057935076535 autism,attentionalllibtards,2018/11/06,"My goldfish has autism. i think my goldfish might have some form of autism, all he does all day, is sit upside down at the top of the tank. anyone know a place or vet i can take him too to repair him.(im only 9 so please try to make your replies getable)",2.7019811320754705,3.821488962264152,2.713349056603775,99.20889150943395,74.47169811320755,5.300000000000002,22.683962264150942,3.1291,-0.3358264150943397,197,5,47,0,4,59,45,53,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.5847,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278758096637106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147078653900216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913432591008485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596140911742552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296583582716866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222876264894886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35317881074452123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532030289922895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478337932785493,0.36544960236843177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503167476552164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332368751418312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260329396029936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xMB99,2018/11/06,"Have you ever faced discrimination because of your autism? And what did you do about it? I have autism myself and it's hard for me to socialize and show emotion when I need to, so people think I just don't care and I am never taken seriously. It feels like discrimination to me that's why I think people need to be more aware. ",3.653181818181821,5.031696136363639,5.112545454545458,81.9188181818182,72.48484848484848,7.704242424242422,22.29090909090909,8.238735603445708,1.0084036363636364,259,6,54,4,5,87,44,66,0.07,0.865,0.064,-0.0951,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,2,12,14,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,7,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658233007708499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734658943162843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059903777249183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460612745547017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754350383053288,0.19433399433510484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436800659967965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328971820951925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034046867310898,0.2098016724826568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771743702648999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772942031938081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486039806270451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454593422776093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LilUmsureAboutThis,2018/11/06,"Anyone know songs with a lot of assonance (repeating sounds)? Heyo, I’m kinda in a music slump at the moment and am looking for some new songs. I happen to like songs with a lot of repeated sounds/rhymes (not whole lyrics) so could anyone recommend some good songs that aren’t like Hi-5 songs. I’ve attached 2 songs from my current playlist (one is in Japanese one in English), called La Vie Boheme and Tenshi Sozou Sunawachi Hikari Eg 1:https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jdsMC6ilA2w Eg 2: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=c2qpklxK478",5.625666666666668,9.069673566666667,3.915555555555557,83.02000000000002,74.44444444444446,7.155555555555559,25.66666666666667,8.238735603445708,2.004466666666667,431,15,69,8,10,122,68,90,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.8808,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,3,11,7,5,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,5,7,33,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37387996093051024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729981030832113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346023993000826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242436675943721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642006622757025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469306465291252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26123110637670705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245098418761626,0.0,0.0,0.4545892491171105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25821194837422035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362331683330515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29849094953892497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mikethepurple,2018/11/06,"Prototyping Autism Hello, Reddit Me and my team are trying to prototype a first-person AR experience aimed to educate the general public about how it feels to live with autism. The idea is to ""gamify"" the experience, but also to recreate the feeling (make the user stressed out due to the sensory overload) We created a few prototype videos to show examples of how the end result look like. We would love any feedback from the community, but mainly: is it relatable? Does it invoke the right feeling/stress? Did we get it right? We'd love any help :) ![video](26vtjt5xkpw11 ""Having eye contact or conversation with someone (don't mind the pug). Some of the effects are not technically correct when it comes to autism - but are there to raise the stress level."")",6.465,8.450519529850748,6.543462686567171,72.01608955223881,66.38805970149254,9.837611940298508,32.056716417910444,10.125756701596842,3.5842113432835827,603,25,97,15,10,192,90,134,0.044000000000000004,0.778,0.17800000000000002,0.9708,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,14,0,10,3,1,5,1,26,18,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,6,3,16,15,3,8,0,0,2,2,12,4,0,2,4,64,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333626151869174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676821581216275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362565310668934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590910805017648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767588440694224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261935923800423,0.0,0.0,0.16861035535542246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182294256865866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711107273306755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175756641879403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822117983182396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145728614858233,0.0,0.14722822926929108,0.0,0.14001366595682127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009659526918517,0.0,0.11129552350472784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835272610047208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455847607066251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847780173658601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127226801616732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729760137938077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320071282657028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844228757116915,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Tangentnote66,2018/11/06,"Sound Sensitivity? Whenever I hear something loud, I get the urge to fight and it's like a maxed out fight or flight type thing. Loud noises make me wanna rampage.",2.1966129032258053,5.038922129032258,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,85.7741935483871,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.7056387096774195,130,4,25,2,4,41,28,31,0.16399999999999998,0.757,0.079,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929485964280377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240805552199642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705187001364115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696111394453128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262792548296923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678657094061334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tayfshockey,2018/11/06,"I feel really...dumb for some of the things I do? This may sound weird...but it's something I've been thinking of for a while and can't really get it out of my head, and it's bringing me down. I'm not sure what I need by posting this, if just somewhere to vent or what. Thank you for reading ahead of time. My age is in the low 20s but...a lot of my interests and routine revolves around stuff that some would deem ""childish"" (and I've had people tell me so as well) examples being I have a special bowl I use for a bed-time snack because I have medicine I have to take so I need to have a snack before bed so my stomach doesn't get sour, a special cup for bed/bath that ties into my bedtime routine, one of those divided kids plate things for meals (otherwise I tend to go overboard and eat too much. The portions of this plate are perfect for me) I also enjoy ""kids"" stuff like Paw Patrol, cartoons in general. My mind is very overactive and I have a wild imagination so I've been considering making a small wishlist that includes those tiny figures so I can draw backgrounds and just act out scenarios. I already know I won't be able to function like a ""normal"" adult; I've been trying but there's stuff I just cannot do, like work (but that's for other reasons as well) and driving is tough but I'm trying I've had a friend tell me it's okay, but...I don't know. I know I shouldn't let it bug me so much, that I like what I like and that's that, it's just the weird looks I get I guess. again thank you for reading this. Mods, my apologies if this breaks any rules. I read carefully to try to make sure it didn't and I haven't, but in case I missed something. 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Does having autism make you less likely to feel good when you make other people laugh with jokes? How much do you like to make others laugh?,5.9606666666666674,7.851494400000008,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,67.5,6.333333333333334,15.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2901666666666665,176,1,30,1,3,51,26,40,0.0,0.574,0.426,0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,10,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,4,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585370860306756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246962792871828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974413836053205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559894109810692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6995193887220085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925922308728084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363260692811786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RecklessMarshmallow,2019/10/31,"Autism on Halloween [uk] [Me](https://imgur.com/gallery/YJcbsw3) I wanted to be a bat for Halloween and I found this really cute costume, but it was kinda short. I got it anyway because I could just wear tights with it. Anyway I go with my mum, my sister and her 7 friends and my little brother and his two friends. My mum was holding my hand and my dog- and we went to all the houses in our town. Butttt some people said I’m too old to be trick or treating (I’m 16) and that it’s childish. I got upset after that and didn’t go to anymore houses. So yeah, that wasn’t great, but Halloween was still fun- anyone else experience anything like this?",1.7974441964285717,4.252809570312504,2.633526785714285,92.4659375,82.203125,4.5946428571428575,22.424107142857146,5.773587663045528,0.2495450892857143,507,17,101,3,14,159,84,128,0.053,0.7240000000000001,0.222,0.9795,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,0,6,9,1,1,2,1,8,2,2,0,1,23,18,12,0,2,4,4,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,3,16,7,10,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,4,65,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162584058363935,0.13510639862004867,0.19798036076814132,0.15900651768792007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778728245966667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427328169040402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141348186820387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900970829677294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118596489535232,0.2985680703696537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962679226348675,0.0,0.3090770480011317,0.2130296456809432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459080673219031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439926628388493,0.1936607584451225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275561170829495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395688024667635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378395370820985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379984351031955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430857638574447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887513315749311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139682558613448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912016639382244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,writesgud,2019/10/31,"For those on the spectrum, is it easier or harder to relate/interact with others similarly placed on the spectrum? Pardon, I hope you'll be patient with someone who knows little about this. I realize the answer may ultimately be ""it depends"" since there is such diversity among those on the spectrum, but figured I'd try and narrow this down somewhat if possible. If two moderately to high functioning people who are on similar places on the autism spectrum (feel free to correct me if this isn't how to appropriately characterize this) interact, does their mutuality make it easier to relate or interact w/ each other because they have a better understanding of each other, or is it harder because they have the same social challenges? I hope this comes across as a respectful question (because that's my intent), but it's quite possible I have made wrong assumptions or other misunderstandings about this, so feel free to correct me on any of this as well. Thank you.",12.324551495016616,9.796243813953494,11.692857142857141,54.99500000000002,55.62790697674418,14.712292358803987,44.920265780730894,13.023866798666859,5.972703322259138,784,35,119,21,7,258,102,172,0.022000000000000002,0.779,0.19899999999999998,0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,3,3,7,10,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,5,2,35,22,14,0,5,9,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,0,8,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,2,12,11,24,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,13,0,96,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504899039762245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30939379490515545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962698782591152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457345891790316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805157337300928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108615583317796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874918442979845,0.0,0.3360701309879396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297754117023654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695639679947743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008330440003976,0.11292973813931667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728891458030595,0.0,0.3535166080459441,0.0,0.0,0.3814526763530758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895216183389658,0.17994498878151002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994840397811234,0.0,0.0,0.1724588873266781,0.1433466480144228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575928209620274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486290242523108,0.0,0.16526541052049012,0.17612355425069445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521141808503429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497304016307795,0.0,0.0 autism,maybezayd,2019/10/31,"My lovebird died today, wrote this for her Today i found that although love never dies, It seems that lovebirds do, Of course I knew this all along but, I wished it wasn't true,  As i lay you in this wooden box, Your final place of rest, My bleeding nails are out cried by, This heartache in my chest, Your feathers are so gleamingly bright, I can almost see them shine, Would you kindly sing for me, Just for one last time...",7.614759036144576,6.08018225301205,6.292861445783135,86.90387048192774,63.81927710843375,8.781927710843375,29.183734939759034,5.985473137389443,1.1635566265060242,329,7,70,1,4,97,64,83,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.5376,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,14,13,4,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,15,4,11,8,2,10,0,0,3,1,8,4,0,2,6,48,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927868104920215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405412688100047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545371546041953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398839021368145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401022849128548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280358886830277,0.0,0.17849942683932166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763966035745728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889229492610222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838776218037672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878941504818745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450017492532946,0.1993528428900506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769007199692078,0.0,0.4151383591758804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181830908943525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555841634680645,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,StaleyAM,2019/10/31,"Vent about anxiety over having to many Halloween options So first off, part of this may sound strange to complain about. So I grew up constantly moving around (father in the military) and every school I went to (13 different schools), I would get bullied a lot and end up socially isolated, until I dropped out at 15 because I couldn't handle the bullying and social pressure anymore. I'm now 26 and I'm doing much better as an adult, although my early adult years had their rough spots and still do occasionally. But I have a good mix of friends now and a mostly filling social life. I still get social anxiety and that part of this venting. I'm incredibly angry with myself right now. I really wanted to go out and do something for Halloween. My parents didn't even let me celebrate Halloween till I was 13 so I missed out on enjoying Halloween as a child. I really wanted too. And this is the part that may sound silly to some. I actually got a lot of different invites for various friends to do things. So I have a lot of options for ways to celebrate Halloween tonight. But, because I have so many options, I'm now overwhelmed trying to pick which ones to do and my social anxiety is really kicking in hard and I can't pick one. At this point, I probably have so much anxiety built up, that even if I did pick a thing, I wouldn't be able to enjoy it. And because of my childhood experiences I'm also always get anxious when I have to decline a friend's invitation to do something because I get worried that they may eventually choose not to invite me to do things anymore, and I'll become social isolated again. I'm really angry at myself for this. I really wanted to go out and enjoy Halloween, it's one of my favorite holidays, but I have to much anxiety because I have to many options. I also feel bad for feeling this way, because I know plenty of autistic people who are socially isolated, who'd love to be invited to things with friends.",5.431031746031746,6.337310283068786,6.570821164021165,74.88343809523809,67.86243386243386,9.540063492063492,34.16761904761905,9.692545771848811,3.4338576507936507,1549,72,275,33,25,521,172,378,0.102,0.7929999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.6967,9,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,2,22,16,0,2,12,0,33,2,0,3,0,51,55,32,0,7,5,2,4,0,4,5,1,2,0,3,19,21,0,0,4,1,0,6,5,5,0,4,6,6,36,11,56,39,12,44,0,2,0,1,22,18,0,13,17,210,55,2,0.07061882016355077,0.0,0.06891378159234836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294768994182908,0.0587605155318077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701160206645277,0.07977916593681747,0.14006978751840235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286572200487428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058963765086476036,0.25829146386905644,0.07799293863172106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245660765711141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631385680131719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756327324244092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254731388858711,0.0,0.0,0.09328612939214023,0.0,0.0594994017525304,0.0,0.0,0.06907875680912877,0.0,0.0,0.07141399466564527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060068332355475276,0.0,0.0,0.21823970112320712,0.0,0.14758167540456135,0.0,0.0802686058205904,0.05923171586595735,0.0564803216367858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326059191665097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03881025672019011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221252818868022,0.04988016112814297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011278665043134,0.06373624234042496,0.0,0.0,0.2147891987511912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505662988340575,0.15573887497739886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355942051675838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784138426177029,0.2294199014500144,0.0,0.04895819816271167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675761107444507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613903220641433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22620112247503724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030808656499442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294003232877314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039089574330999,0.0,0.1087316357705958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127925620093209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876640248121849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794554334995031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495842940900642,0.1121078648206301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546435379129567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171683979519113,0.0,0.05016558369125269,0.0,0.0,0.04547620485635987 autism,101rheaa,2019/10/31,"Tips for sensory sensitivity ? I get very hypersensitive to sounds to the point where a relatively loud banging noise or lots of different people hurt my head. I can normally deal with this, but sometimes I completely shut down and cover my ears and eyes and start rocking. I have tried putting in earphones and it helps marginally, but apart from earphones do any of you have other tips ?",8.560652173913045,9.156358942028989,7.7259057971014515,70.39581521739133,61.02898550724638,10.957971014492754,37.53985507246377,10.686352973137794,4.092098550724638,313,14,53,7,4,97,56,69,0.032,0.912,0.055,0.3736,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,10,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,9,6,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,2,1,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628457035454926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872146746964951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824140116446971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28620281332080777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311925239686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811353996176169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836122418623221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325210198618384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328889617843737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683972400803105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991140195520784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589562521928027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27537941498145224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709278130208856,0.0,0.19389195420581606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859832611656093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602430755468775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cstarkel1,2019/10/31,"GEICO TAKES ADVANTAGE Please if you have GEICO go somewhere else they are predatory and ramp up how scuzzy they were after they found out i have ASD. I was involved in an accident, a GEICO insured person ran a redlight and struck my vehicle they claimed fault witness stated they were at fault the police assigned them fault on scene. GEICO said they will handle everything and implied that i did not have any options beyond the actions they are taking, also they authorized the shop we had our car towed to begin work on our behalf (which is apparently illegal). Thankfully my fiancee is more competent dealing with others and said oh no hold on. They have since dug in not budged on a very low offer and when confronted by her about being very misleading and taking advantage of someone with ASD who would take a major corporation on their word and literal phrasing the supervisor stated ""you've hurt my feelings i have a brother i care for with ASD"" and has since continued to try and speak with me after i told them she is to be their point of contact (i am a pushover and too trusting) and have several times lied to me in addition to continued misleading statements, please again, boycott GEICO leave them they are horrible.",10.585866666666668,8.807815520000002,9.600111111111117,66.3095,58.244444444444454,12.911111111111113,41.611111111111114,11.602472056035307,4.90331111111111,992,43,162,22,10,313,141,225,0.157,0.7709999999999999,0.073,-0.9562,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,15,4,7,11,1,0,11,0,23,0,0,1,0,29,37,15,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,4,18,0,1,3,1,1,4,3,6,0,0,10,4,33,5,28,23,2,28,0,2,0,0,33,14,0,2,8,120,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281383065167901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896396379739152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336826620939554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519323142093706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385414668823967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400712707256708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101864095465605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756872610647155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106413085218028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153278644342193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966365660648405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990931258398834,0.0,0.3517755280496971,0.1514720174373028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30483663359165936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810177299550041,0.0,0.2650928577794612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576493727357195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819012280512629,0.0,0.0,0.14752105791437758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343317587517999,0.0,0.0,0.15310953912746536,0.0,0.10878771815615032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644180827091033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166515635977708,0.0,0.0,0.11382495636580214,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JellybeeCupcake,2019/10/31,"How do I know I have autism? So I've been thinking a lot about my mental health lately and I think I might have autism (among other speculations) I know I'm probably only imaginating things, but I wanted to ask this community for advise, if that's not rude. Any tells? (I'm a minor btw and I really can't tell my parents or ""friends"" cause they'd just dismiss it as ""wanting to be special"" and ""attention seeking"", so I hope you guys can help and I'm writing way to much bye👋) Oh and happy Halloween🎃",0.7413754045307464,3.072733679611652,3.1089563106796128,88.06078074433657,85.99029126213591,5.763430420711974,22.175566343042068,7.1686216300943375,0.8786770226537213,391,14,81,6,12,134,78,103,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.9714,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,9,1,0,2,0,24,20,12,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,12,4,7,16,2,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,5,1,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852901834264436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044029651684627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092651255960205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738496908071328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170381020894526,0.0,0.21685188205071085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653300493553296,0.0,0.0,0.13654176281196506,0.0,0.0,0.20232887389599066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390613705884108,0.0,0.22979248039692776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318599816089947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529063000129305,0.2161029212020215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974945986352464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549297765261891,0.0,0.0,0.2261945948857379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196326180427983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050111958010074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561010656828945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353351227600595,0.2610568393739194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030554108097515,0.16169462061844272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,alexandra10566,2019/10/31,"I have a very strong feeling that my 23 year old brother is autistic but no one in the family seems to want to accept it. Hello guys, I’m writing here because I need some support and advice in how I can help my brother. Let me give you a bit of an explanation first. Let me clarify that I love my brother and if I didn’t I would try to help him in getting the support he needs. So I have an older brother, he has a twin brother that has an eye sight disability (this will be important later on). Anyways, my brother has always been different from the rest of us and not at all in a bad way, but it’s something I noticed since I was very little. My parents also noticed this, but since my other brother has an eyesight disability my parents were naturally more concerned in him so my brother and I took the back sit of my parents main concerns. So years passed, my brother is now an adult and so am I and the older he gets the more I see him struggling seeing as he’s not getting the support he needs, and it just worries me. From my research, and talking with people who have experience with autism, I suspect that my brother has level 2 autism. Now, I accept and love my brother regardless, and I only want him to get the support he needs, that being said no one in my family is making it easy. My father angrily refuses to accept that my brother has autism, saying that he’s a healthy normal man, and refusing to get my brother diagnosed. My brother on the other hand, he will only accept any support and get diagnosed if my father agrees with it because my brother has a very close relationship with him and doesn’t want to anger him. This being said, my father is always forcing my brother into situations I know are very uncomfortable for my brother, and he really doesn’t like, and to me this is more for my dad’s benefit than my brother because he just wants to prove to himself that his son doesn’t have autism, and my brother doesn’t speak up. I just don’t know what to do, I really want to help my brother any way I can but I can’t find a way to do it without being shut down.",7.465118764845606,5.726440042755346,8.147290973871737,74.14288420427556,64.24940617577198,10.510261282660332,37.6770783847981,9.120678840339163,3.34227971496437,1642,70,318,22,20,554,174,421,0.079,0.735,0.18600000000000005,0.9931,4,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,0,2,14,17,1,1,21,0,41,6,2,2,2,64,75,29,0,14,12,28,2,1,0,3,2,4,0,3,22,22,0,2,11,0,0,2,12,3,0,3,7,10,61,14,39,59,8,32,0,0,4,2,68,16,0,4,11,234,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655736193022906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626520873763828,0.1303778396982236,0.0,0.0,0.10655392546204223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024210288202304,0.06541440491861343,0.14327428361954406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553192893394998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903608503195538,0.0,0.0818533525873078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766359774101874,0.14771248910590254,0.0,0.039613345221959716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716054754209026,0.06663981192049323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559068080174865,0.07515520605766428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757339586877637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753804861089415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861122027864582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022516717524046,0.0,0.03827517699308351,0.07852179469076277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141798300474198,0.0,0.05229557799054518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323658867862544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676099920488354,0.0,0.17839151921668456,0.08220939875886213,0.0,0.10617655379584556,0.11916908137607528,0.0,0.0,0.2609769666860364,0.0,0.0,0.054314228306222616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037901614271752,0.0,0.0,0.08411269893979828,0.0,0.0,0.14904716569517415,0.0623027098433212,0.0,0.0,0.12486088433506873,0.07132191205141493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296147993518049,0.08806252725613074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060313441987037385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819027066937667,0.0,0.0,0.4445221859083521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629703605912357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704364860875667,0.05319078898942181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942388158225349,0.0,0.0,0.2585697481434351,0.2310481498642045,0.1865587090609624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552132521068465,0.0,0.0,0.07956266685083116,0.0,0.05565370189209395,0.0,0.0,0.10090260939995642 autism,Crusty2Rusty,2019/10/31,"Anyone else deal with therapists arriving late? My 2 year old son is autistic and I was wondering if any of you guys have to deal with therapists being late? She normally runs about 30-45 minutes late, maybe an hour. Not particularly a huge deal but it's kind of a nuisance when it's every single time she sees him (once a week), and gives us no heads up that she's even running late.",3.5208225108225117,5.031289155844156,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,73.02597402597402,8.25021645021645,25.82034632034632,8.841846274778883,1.7874865800865805,303,10,63,6,6,99,61,77,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,7,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,7,5,1,14,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,2,10,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338179475408802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601680819159494,0.14069979305004252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247103324911474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471260788811365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906980655311798,0.0,0.1156973855466164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172913144862164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596764079754542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409291608813037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352317944218292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299686130489872,0.0,0.0,0.6196083534608574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795563749470366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134543703421281,0.0,0.0,0.1440934469278051,0.1462405131766751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942565863464937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31887645217929644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007195543126462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517814278260734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014921451645576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891686240196314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842909090660589 autism,gemini090,2019/10/31,"Whelp it’s official I’m autistic So a little bit of background I got the testing done I’d say about a month-ish ago, and when I had my meeting with my psychiatrist about a week ago, that’s when he dropped the bomb (lol it wasn’t that serious). He basically said that I tested positive for 2/3 categories or whatever (I can’t remember exactly). I’m in the mindset of oh I have ___ sure whatever, like it doesn’t affect me it’s kinda like discovering something new about yourself. Also I have ADHD.",1.0273892773892754,3.5958318787878834,3.709292929292928,82.03265734265736,88.79797979797979,7.4905982905982915,26.80730380730381,8.384062270229773,2.560211499611499,392,19,75,11,13,137,67,99,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.9313,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,1,7,0,0,1,2,8,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,9,3,8,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,8,43,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951514641560295,0.0,0.43540144794720415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639824060951494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812068140124096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513238451382273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642076441292844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399657452847468,0.24614570675231226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602760126150454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719236002351995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782056040697721,0.0,0.2336123370839325,0.19530303156421103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890671865439464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23146567603227175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969974905976416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,redbluecloud,2019/10/31,"Sensory toys vs stim toys? What’s the difference between sensory toys and stim toys if there is any? I have lots of stim toys like tangles, putty, stress balls, et cetera. Are they considered sensory toys too?",3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,76.89473684210526,9.06315789473684,27.921052631578952,9.516144504307137,3.0670842105263154,166,7,30,5,4,51,29,38,0.084,0.853,0.063,-0.212,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34758797961737115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340252145072937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497137741821153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345470134630544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855011449775454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ClutterKitty,2019/10/31,"Looking for unflavored gum My son loves to chew, but he’s starting to he self-conscious about silicone chew jewelry. He’s very averse to most flavors, doesn’t like candy, doesn’t like juices, etc. Does anyone know if I can buy unflavored gum anywhere? I’ve seen unflavored gum base in candy supply shops, but I’m assuming it’s unsweetened also and I have no idea if it tastes gross by itself. Plus wrapping and storing would be factors. I’m kind of hoping for a premade product just like regular chewing gum, but without flavor.",4.837499999999999,6.821580350000001,5.215,79.93750000000001,70.5,7.800000000000002,32.5,8.472884824447931,2.8091,425,20,72,7,8,135,71,100,0.067,0.775,0.158,0.8624,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,16,14,9,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,3,6,11,11,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,5,4,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253895284939825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583499405956214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325801599876631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296407679943875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639730299769293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000259045055506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27676217707743056,0.146062151910744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895304871183856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318278319882665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398709387073991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27725969865742417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811583434184054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929095186720984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619614685221825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879785203768168,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pidge_The_Turtle,2019/10/31,"My little brother may be autistic, what are some things my family can do to help prepare him for the future. So my little brother (1.5) is showing a lot of signs of autism. We can’t definitely diagnose because he is so young, and because he was born with drugs, so we don’t know which behaviors are from (possible?) autism or drugs. What are some things we can do to help him live the most normal and successful life? He has a twin brother who isn’t showing signs of autism.",5.16,5.809743225806455,5.5539247311827955,82.85088709677422,68.35483870967742,8.780645161290323,30.553763440860216,8.841846274778883,2.3155247311827956,372,14,74,6,6,119,56,93,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.9104,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,16,4,0,0,0,16,17,6,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,8,14,4,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,6,3,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26668438888739715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201702955508096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073391295456693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062091006131737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932343276053093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021407259398224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450290252109256,0.0,0.4384709447311709,0.19315189207198366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596537306795166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431927258173952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659707682696086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29064297183989835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ArminFuckingArlelt,2019/10/31,Autism Parents Why is it that the parents of autistic children are seen as the victims?,3.470625000000002,6.592624812500002,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,82.125,3.2,39.25,3.1291,2.2676000000000007,71,5,11,0,2,21,14,16,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.3182,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9264433930624894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764341103710739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FluidFan,2019/10/31,I hate the fact that I was born defective. What about you guys?,-0.4269230769230781,1.8098220769230802,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,97.46153846153842,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.3205076923076917,49,1,12,1,2,15,12,13,0.423,0.5770000000000001,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7081302517037219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7060818271433017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mr_Lapis,2019/10/31,"How do I convey ideas I have without upsetting people I have a serious problem that's been plaguing me my whole life and now threatens to tear a relationship of mine apart. So I'm in a relationship with another guy and sometimes I have issues with things he does. Only problem is it seems every time I try to bring these issues up I seem to either not say how I feel correctly, or see genuine nice gestures he does as red flags and say they make me uncomfortable and ask him not to do it. This causes him to be upset at what I'm saying and me to feel bad for fucking up talking to him. The only time I seem to get better is when I upset him and talk to my dad about it and he helps me get better. But it's always after the fact. Now hes asked me to not let this happen again and I'm scared I might be becoming abusive towards him and I dont want to be like I was in the last relationship I was in. If anyone has any advice to give I'd greatly appreciate it. And if you have any questions needing clarification I'm happy to answer.",3.449554531490016,4.183111497695855,5.386562211981571,82.21031950844858,72.27188940092167,7.814316436251921,26.448233486943174,8.021203637495839,1.5169603072196618,813,26,170,11,15,282,122,217,0.129,0.769,0.102,-0.6092,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,8,15,1,4,6,0,19,2,0,4,2,41,40,19,0,6,9,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,11,12,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,7,29,6,28,32,2,17,0,0,2,1,26,8,1,8,9,118,40,0,0.0,0.13156335834238378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850627357995613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923935542342217,0.0,0.0,0.15102100040672098,0.11643433917853364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764122796708249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761342599417784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271313871339744,0.0,0.12263413178285568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964103927484825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406790070359005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434239835835165,0.0,0.13013717834041394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355536031249387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228956603777657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265400076814216,0.116026854147387,0.1065189701401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224211691895882,0.0,0.1099463187137345,0.09819164531997572,0.11820335031312786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442727113735838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534980166480095,0.0,0.2317922638845535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051181196421072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354516003147518,0.07843030869785522,0.05424817054064255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411956406799153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779510077094613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233419963339571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890071209413984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769806373585626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249913919359487,0.0,0.0,0.1243893766530734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576438095278656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649086139564087,0.1111696638920868,0.0,0.08848390888549318,0.30325789863354724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982066115981994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849829203801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376954617131963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949576355430434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538836444338087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549382875067172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397136129780414,0.0,0.1070378781063475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,revgodless,2019/09/14,"Does a diagnose help? Sorry if this formatted weird. I'm on mobile and its my first post. I'm a 31 (f). I saw a psychologist and psychiatrist as a teen but a diagnoses never quite fit. It ranged from bipolar, schizophrenia, or social disorders. Tbh, they were more concerned with my sexual orientation. I had trouble coping in college. I withdrew more and more into myself and ended up dropping out and shutting myself in my apartment for a year. I had already met my husband at this point and he helped me through it. We didn't have health insurance so I ended up seeing this old school curmudgeonly doctor who would see me for 15 minutes every six months just to write scripts. I got the same pills as a teen because that's what I was on before and was the only thing I knew how to ask for. I feel exactly the same. Some reasons I think I may be on the spectrum are: I can't make eye contact. The only person I can look I the eye is my husband and then only briefly I tend to fixate on subjects and will spend hours or days reading everything I find on it. I have main interests that lasts years. I don't exactly flap my hands but I do bend and extend my pinky, ring, and middle fingers of my hands if I'm walking around happy. I don't notice doing it and when I do I have to concentrate to stop. Its like an itch that won't go away then and jts uncomfortable not doing it. I notice small changes in appearances or rooms I have to follow a routine. I've often thought I had a great relationship with someone only to find out they think I'm rude I thought we were just joking with each other. I can't eat certain foods because of the texture and mouth feel. I can't wear certain fabrics for the feel. I can't have constricting clothing on at all. I will look like a slob just so u can feel like I can breath. I really sensitive to noises. I can't go to the movie theater because its too loud. I watch television shows with subtitles so I can have it low enough. Those are just a few things. My question is; at this point in my life would a diagnoses make a difference? I have a job I love, a great husband, and cats. Sure, I work by myself and don't see anyone besides hubby but if I'm happy what good would it do? I've built a life for myself that I'm comfortable in. What did a diagnoses do for you?",2.170545941389399,4.140854245202561,3.759669757524669,87.53414141915012,77.97654584221749,6.6655625526850795,24.76625179749095,7.65591337171366,1.2734439529925128,1807,65,371,27,43,600,231,469,0.057999999999999996,0.8140000000000001,0.128,0.9895,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,1,2,3,12,19,1,0,27,0,46,22,9,4,7,76,78,34,0,6,14,3,7,3,0,7,11,3,1,1,26,27,2,2,13,3,1,5,12,4,0,2,15,19,59,15,47,55,11,53,0,1,9,1,21,31,0,11,18,258,85,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806648222503976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062137579866085965,0.0,0.0,0.07911009812838772,0.08307825736897419,0.0,0.08349307840027043,0.0,0.0,0.16251672931412184,0.0,0.0756189153170376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940090596821303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731159316216543,0.0,0.0,0.3607908373975677,0.0,0.0928466631262938,0.10184880116048536,0.0909587115163899,0.0777677441196487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090932698192623,0.0,0.0,0.15741882799053972,0.09182293397341876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487392749355665,0.0,0.079867553083887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973445450292672,0.0634863034066485,0.0,0.0,0.16244489063074846,0.07558986862000584,0.107457822802432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100985211946553,0.0745370721122928,0.07107472314821403,0.19595143912568647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920025643167104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446102028790032,0.0,0.0,0.11913079237935766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751568172890073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818636955950421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243812458935837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553818887823248,0.13024716833384056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925109327156735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802055591677572,0.0,0.11863826609921566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709324573229941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853938591664188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235038353050366,0.0932505280616054,0.0,0.0,0.2703481581109973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775948710101063,0.0,0.0,0.1680152870114692,0.0,0.0851096198525997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955090908080387,0.0945205479709188,0.08889062981633578,0.0,0.05693020751233615,0.09136964624078556,0.0,0.09540945088079107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993772459280269,0.21244547900118985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058828835942297,0.07529636591641439,0.0,0.0,0.09947886210345948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429644111326249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375570114228251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807801568642645,0.1138842339888864,0.0,0.14110027804980066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469592955124079,0.0,0.0,0.1893848088553796,0.0,0.0,0.11445432944886408 autism,pcounts5,2019/09/14,Help explaining inability/hyper sensitivity to criticism Been with my partner for over two years and still we fight about how sensitive I am and how even the smallest criticism really affects me for prolonged periods of time. How can I explain that this isn’t something I can just change and ‘toughen up?’,13.788333333333336,10.216017092592594,12.640000000000004,52.53000000000002,54.0,16.725925925925928,52.925925925925924,14.554592549557764,7.567548148148147,249,14,38,8,2,81,45,54,0.15,0.802,0.048,-0.6908,0,0,1,0,1,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,12,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571683744244948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854378519454262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896679898731371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27685300238154764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326981701899861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34512383379124784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519961900566985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221578911044981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27829711262354495 autism,throwaway1011011013,2019/09/14,"Autism forums/discords? Hey everyone. I am only recently diagnosed with autism (26,F) and I am struggling with finding people to share my experiences with. All of the people in my life are neurotypical and don’t seem to understand any of my daily struggles. Are there any autism forums or even discord’s that are highly active with discussion between people with ASD?",5.907864583333333,8.895317390625003,6.085625,70.43020833333338,70.40625,8.641666666666666,30.979166666666664,9.2995712137729,3.513466666666666,299,13,42,7,6,95,45,64,0.086,0.835,0.079,-0.1197,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,12,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,11,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056540714260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228100591709254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843489072507388,0.0,0.0,0.2147432617974884,0.0,0.21983327607653744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054030858449321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744413486907354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873648772115945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092056793192048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674074168409589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218980167182481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458967331211966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698821869435191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339563400108635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Domak043,2019/09/14,"An update: my friend agrees he probably has autism but his parents are a problem Yesterday I posted here saying I thought my friend is autistic and outlined his symptoms. The comments I got and the research I’ve done on autism were enough to convince me to talk to him about it. He agreed with me and said the possibility of being autistic had already crossed his mind and thanked me for the effort I had put into helping him. He later texted me to say he had spoken to his parents and they didn’t react well. They told him he was being silly and that he was overdramatising because he was “absolutely fine”. He’s an only child so they didn’t really have anyone to compare him to. I think also they may be in denial. They are quite proud people. They put all the symptoms he talked about down to “quirks” and that he was “antisocial” and “needed more practice socially”. He’s in a bit of a state about this. Does anyone have any advice on how to convince his parents: 1) He potentially has autism, a serious condition 2) It would benefit him to be evaluated so he can get help A link to my post yesterday is here for context https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/d420ai/i_think_my_friend_has_autism_can_someone_tell_me/ Any advice is welcome and desperately needed.",6.557943779281626,8.615052920353985,6.041608537220196,75.42554138469548,66.25663716814161,8.149505465903175,30.108276939094228,8.671277953709913,2.453218948464342,1024,38,169,16,17,315,125,226,0.034,0.784,0.182,0.9875,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,6,3,10,13,0,0,12,0,27,2,0,2,1,24,36,14,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,1,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,15,3,28,11,25,15,4,16,0,0,0,0,46,6,0,1,4,117,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472238606257908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959317897706536,0.10116003560552274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204532753862622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690003986363986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711172518609666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810254915192205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069884814084696,0.1294509005976718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070577189601548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546336846315804,0.0,0.0660897427222156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117163707785877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957726681915294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772645319910325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875926434788443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962070780073123,0.0,0.0,0.421381638628893,0.0,0.0,0.08769746547048232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260696772921602,0.2422993489149627,0.0,0.1363857412743502,0.1210410602028138,0.0,0.2543299295143271,0.0,0.1345457027778016,0.0,0.0,0.08103756213294508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032812648401635,0.2011918392505696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289483099961151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629587544883636,0.0,0.2033478591458156,0.0,0.11646193770500167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105451473927469,0.0,0.10042491542788448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087381869410058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373647859585173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986022175385044,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FrumpItUp,2019/09/14,"Anybody else out there self-soothe by rocking? From the moment I could stand myself up in my crib, I've rocked back and forth (swinging my head from side to side). I was rocking before I was walking! I usually do it to songs in my playlists, but I have a lot of music warehoused in my head for when I need it. Most places I go, I'll probably escape to the bathroom to rock a lottle before coming back out. I do use medications, but rocking is still one of my favorite things to do to relieve stress. I've never had interest in doing drugs, because I've always gotten such a high from rocking. It's one of the best parts about my Autism. Only issue is that I also have mild vertigo, so I lately have to be a little more conservative with how many songs I listen to. Anyway, I was just curious home many else out there also stim by rocking. 😊",3.8560980392156834,4.834576864705884,5.136176470588237,83.47112745098042,71.52941176470588,7.313725490196076,26.51960784313725,7.492282038375204,1.3920196078431375,657,21,130,7,12,219,102,170,0.042,0.847,0.111,0.9085,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,1,7,0,15,5,2,2,1,17,21,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,6,0,1,0,9,0,3,1,1,0,2,5,3,19,3,27,14,5,25,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,2,8,97,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416695442230583,0.12572746741608956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237344765667145,0.0,0.0921092769908056,0.0,0.257150275399102,0.0,0.15857033350997002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015943948663536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064121133253808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522825616660848,0.0,0.2524496499278661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587372346469904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101447869079397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964565299933126,0.15156581649642412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770934751015708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704476024947287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151442091789319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845998320394328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063837651628536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221755087442695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203888071450996,0.1165377861495108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477880656127687,0.11491850785682232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636267876090217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786754473212292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291156747327562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763045810581608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206688116710596,0.0,0.1730847639483311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100384256125077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050205511204888,0.16641551856584028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,llamabag,2019/09/14,"Negative emotions manifest as cramping muscles and the pain that comes with it. Anyone recognise this? I've recently got the three way whooper of a diagnosis as adhd/autism/tourettes. It took 15+ years to get here, got chronic exhaustion along the way. Been on medication, elevanse, for three weeks now. I can finally feel how strong the non-concious bond is between stress/tired/sadness, etc. is to all of me cramping up. My shoulders, neck, and respitory muscles stiffen to the degree that my arms go numb. Calves, hips, and feet do the same thing. The time until I can ask a doctor again is way to long, and I am just trying to figure out what I can do beyond wait until I can start exercising again and hope for improvement.",4.700053475935833,6.709005529411769,5.10975935828877,80.44914438502673,70.91176470588233,8.180748663101605,30.74598930481284,8.841846274778883,2.6649205882352938,576,25,103,11,11,183,96,136,0.087,0.845,0.068,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,9,0,11,14,5,1,1,17,22,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,2,4,1,8,2,20,18,3,22,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,12,72,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865043810662095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303124342777795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786344275760346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388848144269186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947348210163901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140121099985615,0.0,0.0,0.21218545206743086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619902328376533,0.0,0.0,0.20841587349670332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940077638123124,0.0,0.10812672665131023,0.0,0.30432980547581673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896688746347606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837035094226985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916626512846732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244553105571425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785459959831752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466399844438373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179373177714968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639746576952926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093965728853714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113811376519598,0.1291711649143601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530484738460287,0.152611685867307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251846463194105 autism,caffeinated-heart,2019/09/14,"Intolerant elm. school wants to put son (6) in SE Our high functioning (30% severity) son just began kindergarten at a school notoriously intolerant with behavioral problems. My niece (8) doesn't have a diagnosed condition, she's just a little stubborn, and she was sent daily to principal's office in kindergarten. Just my luck, her teacher (who was fired from the daycare my niece has been at since 2 y/o, allowed my niece to be unattended with scissors and cut her own hair, and sends home hostile, accusatory notes with no explanation. ie: ""(niece) hit another student today and was sent to office."" OK what was the scenario of why? Was she hit first? Where were you to allow a fight??) is the same my son was assigned to. I had planned on immediately requesting a teacher change, but I was advised by other parents that the K teachers at this school are a clique and it would immediately mark my son as a target. We are only on week 3 and I've had countless problems with this school. His bus was late the first week (it's a 1 hr 15 min ride) and he was missing school breakfast. (I make him eat before but that's a long stretch to lunch if he misses school b-fast.) Rather than fix the bus route, instead they escort him off the bus, take him to the cafeteria, and put him first in line as ""a solution."" I didn't ask for any of these things, just maybe, I dunno, start the bus route 5-10 minutes earlier? The first week I sent a note and his ear muffs, explaining he needs them during music time. Yesterday she sent them back with a note stating that Des broke down in music time because he didn't want to go at all. I have no background on why he didn't want to. When he's dropped off, it is past 4 and she was already gone for the weekend. She has no other means of communication. (Remind app replies shut off). The 2nd week I got a call from school as I was walking to bus stop. (Bus arrives at near 4, they're dismissed at 2:45). Office lady says my son ""missed his bus"" and needs me to come get him. (1) why are you calling me literally an HOUR after the acceptable p/u time (2:45-3:00) and (2) how did my 5 y/o with explicit instructions that he ALWAYS rides the bus unless I call to say otherwise ""miss"" his bus? My neighbors daughter says son got on the bus, looked confused, and WAS ALLOWED TO STEP BACK OFF and wander around the pick up zone. He is unable to communicate under pressure, so when monitor eventually realized she didn't recognize him, he couldn't explain why he was there or where he was supposed to be. My husband went down and had words with the staff. It wasn't pleasant. These were all my fears when we did an end of year IEP meeting. I told them, he cannot express he is hungry, he cannot express if he's lost, and if he is upset or confused, he will shut down. They waived ALL of my concerns off and said he's such a good boy, he'll be great! Yep, so glad you know my kid so well with your 2 hours a day interaction. The way it's explained to me is, there is no difference between a learning disability and an emotional disability for our district. It's all one room. They teach at the pace of the slowest student in the room (from the mouth of his pre-k teacher herself). He is smart, all of the stereotypes of a brilliant mute ASD child applies--if he is placed in Special Ed he is going to be bored and unchallenged, and it's going to create more behavioral issues. My son categorized life into two things, fun and boring. If it's boring, he isn't doing it. We requested an assistant in the classroom to ensure son transitions during the day with minimal fuss. Obviously, school pushed back, saying it would ""ostracize"" son. I'd love to hear ""we ain't paying for that"" for some honesty. Teacher has requested P-T conference Tuesday and he has an IEP meeting the week after. We know they're going to recommend moving him to SE. Teacher does not want to deal with it, and neither does school. Pretty much everyone has been invited. Principal, assistant p, school psychologist, special Ed teacher, and sons teacher. It's obvious what they're doing. Husband is livid. He is on spectrum and refuses to let this happen. Obviously they can't do it without our permission, but I can feel this coming to a head very quickly. We aren't even sure of our rights to transfer schools. Going to be honest, due to weird mapping, we are ""poor"" but live in the ""rich"" kids district. They don't respect us at all. My husband and I don't consider ourselves white trash, but bias is strong. Any advice is appreciated, I seriously just need to know what to say and do to protect my child. Pros, cons to assistant? Experience with this?",4.338922484513645,5.651812634254148,5.208556002009043,82.14261133433787,70.72375690607734,8.269378871588819,29.844717897204085,8.710501217029153,2.2808268876611426,3634,146,713,63,66,1185,405,905,0.098,0.81,0.092,0.8909,4,0,0,0,1,0,160.0,12,4,8,7,27,40,4,5,50,2,77,11,4,6,11,120,127,49,0,17,20,15,3,0,1,4,2,8,4,5,33,49,4,4,12,1,3,22,22,22,1,6,40,13,79,18,106,74,12,110,0,6,2,1,126,46,0,11,39,431,112,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055867364524721415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309021301856342,0.0,0.04757129891051197,0.0,0.0,0.07775721165461659,0.059949341687500435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089478922458018,0.0534476697409393,0.0,0.0,0.13188414947655766,0.0,0.034851238462153385,0.0,0.04864876731926312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751355950878772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047990573792645,0.09849643405846642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737418236892976,0.05894134451364073,0.0,0.05802790685997099,0.0,0.05973208808753413,0.0,0.0,0.10006239504385936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058500755499318574,0.0,0.06431028433062144,0.0506370125945023,0.0,0.0,0.037761261157724185,0.0,0.0,0.05462985387725095,0.0,0.05592473379092106,0.0,0.06433387404264594,0.028907647047396543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452032152382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02986976854629613,0.0,0.16245951069619108,0.04795277296225734,0.0914506021204316,0.06303182165423399,0.0,0.0,0.05055660158056142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058674491210050986,0.0,0.06443647758442989,0.0,0.0,0.06040486804256723,0.057347713346562634,0.0,0.11260489572922287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596722312600038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425994512746262,0.0,0.06449198423779924,0.0,0.0,0.058461770330928135,0.040381947524727416,0.0,0.05730089982883835,0.050483514825152426,0.050595011385181285,0.04800969227257732,0.0,0.062409486499058274,0.0,0.05159954449630249,0.0,0.038162445060364224,0.0,0.05743649354711953,0.06227656447853035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076429628100161,0.042027658122038784,0.1271759113646255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874091325336665,0.04348153032872842,0.0,0.0,0.0634822263237184,0.0,0.05457670140187639,0.0,0.0,0.05973208808753413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058164006924535626,0.0,0.10941087993193324,0.0,0.11494637164679353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882418043373694,0.05438322407750664,0.2273255056036882,0.0,0.6364671273655207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458756386433159,0.0,0.047292886409704436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040466308327668433,0.0,0.0,0.04779796511513936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053883497263211816,0.0,0.04298588092834542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596445792121814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001154939992153,0.0,0.0541919324230654,0.05462985387725095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055848284546504,0.0,0.06877031996914694,0.0,0.0,0.04717250572113422,0.13488501574011702,0.04538010515508999,0.229297793250297,0.0,0.05140407801567797,0.052998587810269816,0.206353679626768,0.0,0.0,0.05511132174042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122603946539847,0.0,0.0,0.036816595548187794 autism,floyd_18,2019/09/14,"Engagement is on the verge. I suspect my partner has undiagnosed high functioning autism - and isnt even aware himself. How can I better communicate with him? I have long suspected that my partner is on the autistic spectrum. I never brought it up to him...because why would I? It wasnt causing any problems, so that would be pointless. I have also been afraid if I told him, he would try to change his quirkiest traits, which is what I love most about him. Over time, it has become harder and harder to NOT discuss this because its now causing friction in our relationship that he doesnt even FEEL or understand when I try to explain it. I try to meet all of his needs. And I truly do believe that he tries to meet mine...but it just falls sooo short of what I feel I need in a relationship. I know he loves me because he tells me. But most days I feel like his roommate because he hardly shows affection. He hardly touches me. Romance is a completely foreign concept to him. When we ""do the dirty,"" there is no foreplay. His lack of touch makes me feel unattractive, insecure, and like he is disengaged. He hardly even cuddles with me. The closest we get nowadays is just lying side by side in bed, not even touching. I am ALWAYS the one to initiate cuddling or touching of any kind...and even then sometimes he rejects in. He wants it on his terms. I am lucky when once in a while he places my hand on his head to stroke his hair. It wasnt always this way. we used to be more intimate. This is one of many problems...but this is the real kicker that may be a deal braker soon. I need to learn how I can better communicate/connect with him. Do I need to change some expectations? What Salvaged your relationship? TLDR : My relationship is close to ending because I cant seem to communicate effectively with my suspected hight functioning autistic partner. How do I change/adapt?",3.063362514922406,5.4891828412256265,3.9244918424194215,85.19503064066853,77.13370473537604,6.554110624751295,27.805889375248707,7.6583078777640585,1.7696600238758458,1476,63,278,22,35,472,176,359,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,4,1,0,3,20,13,0,2,10,0,35,9,3,9,2,60,55,18,0,12,8,0,14,2,3,4,1,0,1,3,21,12,0,0,13,1,0,2,9,4,0,2,5,14,50,9,36,43,7,35,0,1,0,5,46,19,0,9,15,193,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339307303000296,0.15272963298063702,0.0,0.0,0.12482138042885207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27972837515212073,0.10135915916067907,0.0,0.1033998972902406,0.0,0.16233647166561566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885580520602841,0.19417325188940526,0.0,0.09622517878643164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918779771273256,0.09461681855574068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128611711173263,0.0,0.0,0.30308524728083425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856184054250014,0.0655646488997358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047949066892982256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466392669837436,0.0,0.09418844674279524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696617012434036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557037146305854,0.05043757879855845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967403890037325,0.0,0.0,0.08121869379734713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566248291250438,0.0,0.06126105825570807,0.09304625505913916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220236727521435,0.0707831537244224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773823033390144,0.12437931269549407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588617611574468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781704472441987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446095115339453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941314465041328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354924024130989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076861157494948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021609321012772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351520623954612,0.0,0.0,0.08769570858422218,0.0,0.24923897187155455,0.0,0.0,0.095541843051505,0.0,0.07926482331231392,0.0,0.0,0.05413174387809093,0.07284735716379681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281338347752151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955846825733784,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DreamSeaside,2019/09/14,"We’ve had a shitty week. Next week will be better. My son is 17 and a senior in high school. We’ve been trying to teach him independence. Slowly, but surely, he’s becoming more and more independent. The latest Apple update killed his phone. He was able to use it on WiFi. I tried to revert back to before the update. Instead, it did a factory reset. Which really killed it. (He ordered a new one, but it took a couple days to get here.) I didn’t realize how important technology is for us. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. When he was able to use WiFi, he texted me from school saying he was feeling sick and needed to go home. He said he’d take the bus, which stops really close to our house. The bus has WiFi, so he was able to text me when he missed the stop. He didn’t know where he was. I told him to get off at the next stop and I would find him. Of course, it was storming. He wasn’t at the next stop. I eventually found him at a park and ride, under a covered stop. When we got home, I accidentally killed the phone. The next day, he had no music to listen to, which he uses music to stop from being overstimulated. He got on the bus, completely overstimulated, and got off the bus too early. I had no idea this was happening. It took him an hour to walk home. The next day, he asked if I would take him to school and come pick him up. He had his laptop and sent an email saying never mind, he’d take the bus. But because the WiFi signal was stupid, it didn’t transmit and I didn’t get the email. I spent an hour driving back and forth between our house and the school. Husband found him, walking home from the bus stop. “Mom, I’ve had a really horrible week. I really hope next week is better.” His new phone arrived. So now we are back to our normal routine. 👍🏻",0.7953051351164541,2.896692107816712,2.7189218328840994,92.51264081830121,83.44743935309972,5.745829013753543,16.790448545165525,7.010146845296331,-0.14289306793835088,1376,27,311,18,39,459,165,371,0.175,0.7709999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9944,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,6,0,0,2,14,11,4,0,30,0,33,1,0,7,2,51,64,23,3,7,6,3,1,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,14,15,0,7,8,0,1,9,9,6,0,1,31,5,34,5,32,26,2,60,0,1,0,0,51,13,0,4,37,178,48,7,0.19741746649425326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061519560591025486,0.0,0.0,0.1518018458811178,0.05494511279653903,0.04011461840407345,0.07267736048009503,0.055995907834381686,0.0,0.0,0.1163998041026136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668588894922776,0.06899615253158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281289057855557,0.0,0.12731793394927726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033273400930220555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014532928559569,0.0,0.0,0.1443053748336829,0.0,0.0,0.10314247813780246,0.0,0.03739896523199493,0.05519480149570755,0.15789278238423302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819187121322428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952746410740537,0.26403442044009456,0.06536002959781823,0.1296109585176892,0.15186216703862865,0.0,0.07428676331180052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841317684481085,0.0,0.0723303177816431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644512125519897,0.07707098358756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048794183312617936,0.050753506853710176,0.12711134621749884,0.4199114305379303,0.0,0.06447573382246351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459172816689889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862757893247626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259640626032445,0.10466286207542208,0.0,0.26639602094360626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38511629743575854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202120861036176,0.0,0.14843336589683165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743692839183181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288028312497475,0.1462253794704953,0.08935566728450292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915630160701922,0.17050530563679595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111418447782405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349313600912833,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,schnittenliebe_franz,2019/09/14,"How did you tell your family about your autism and how did they react? Hi there, I am new here, so before I get to my question I would like to shortly explain some things about me and my situation. I am 28 years old, married and mother of two kiddos (3 and 5 years old). I am not officially diagnosed yet, but I realised that I may be on the high functioning end of the autistic spectrum a few years ago and seeing my daughter growing up with the same issues that I once had makes me feel more certain about it. Until now I have only spoken to one person about my thought of being autistic, who is actually my only friend, and she didn't react the way I hoped she would, not really negative, but not really positive or supportive either. And now I have a problem that goes somehow in a circle: I need to speak to my husband or my parents about it, but I am afraid that they won't take me serious without a proper diagnose. But getting a diagnose is something I can't do on my own, so therefore I need support from someone (f.e. coming with me to the doctors). Right now I am in the middle of an autistic burnout which usually takes a few days up to a week and ends in a meltdown (last meltdown was 10 months ago) and I know that I need help to get myself together again and to ""function"" again (how ironic does that sound...). So did you tell your family before you were diagnosed? And how did they react? And is there someone who didn't tell his partner at all? How could this possibly work? If you can't answer my questions it is okay, but if you understand me, or feel the same way, please let me know - it might help me feeling okay about my situation and not being afraid of the crazy site of my brain taking over. Thanks for reading and sorry for the language mistakes, i am not a native speaker.",7.619747899159666,5.947338145658264,7.936694677871152,75.56369747899163,63.901960784313715,10.75294117647059,35.845938375350144,9.478462496947786,3.181045938375351,1406,53,275,21,17,464,180,357,0.047,0.82,0.133,0.9840000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,8,3,2,24,14,0,2,19,2,34,6,1,10,2,72,58,33,0,11,17,4,3,1,2,5,5,3,0,2,15,17,0,0,11,1,0,2,12,5,0,2,10,7,52,9,37,38,9,40,0,0,1,0,33,14,0,12,23,216,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0884346609505096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606630718317303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422644808326127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116487902496343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806341255274447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235483410392028,0.0,0.0,0.05844413008528172,0.0,0.0,0.3679204410663861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275615063101918,0.07930451594509337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605295884014137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708619906354507,0.0,0.1374646462460071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001485598678234,0.0,0.14203982634541346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148494122788055,0.09574783451352156,0.0,0.09000876672365535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458653100126213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996077073452411,0.0738695775679314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266782781594028,0.0,0.04427366279281746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604913410570844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613634004987497,0.0,0.0,0.07233415674423258,0.0,0.0,0.20158670170201284,0.0,0.08752394682209996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901865117283633,0.09651019413940692,0.061408271738497375,0.13784526000043285,0.0,0.0,0.10062575910785787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912822668239995,0.0,0.09947648662817793,0.0,0.10216345279197137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671366369279376,0.0,0.0,0.20303627798179769,0.0,0.0906472014771725,0.0,0.1161104157135716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739127159641222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221454116414354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037273733378565,0.0,0.0,0.15356860145611856,0.06976576471196427,0.0,0.10144466829005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567508143869714,0.0,0.0,0.2044109264825192,0.0,0.2376246439811664,0.08343318607951064,0.0,0.0,0.060205680284117075,0.0,0.0,0.0719442834373686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852518811653487,0.0943414034593911,0.0,0.0,0.09980807640400137,0.0,0.0,0.14386412682944075,0.07269204577013108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735702741880882,0.0,0.06597438867180283,0.0,0.0,0.1287515002837379,0.0,0.0,0.17507409976038688 autism,RecentPerspective,2019/09/14,"A pickpocket thwarted I (28M) think my autism helped me last night in dealing with a pickpocket in Spain. Last night of our honeymoon, I was walking back to the hotel. A guy walked up to me in a kind of fake drunken open arm hug thing. It must work all the time for other people, but despite the fact I'd had quite a bit to drink he knew exactly what he was doing. He broke off my hand holding with my wife, she thought he was after her purse, but no, he'd seen my pockets, which despite the amount I'd had to drink, were constantly aware of. My wallet was my main priority, so I twisted away from him and started yelling telling him to get off me. At this point he'd grabbed my phone and as he stepped back I grabbed his necklace and told him to give it back to me. He did and ran off. He was hoping I'd have thought he was being friendly and that I wouldn't have noticed. Unfortunately I probably looked a bit drunk, and that's why he picked me. Alcohol tends to dull my senses where I'm usually constantly over stimulated by sound and light, I think I would have picked him out of a crowd if I'd not had a drink. It's funny how quickly your able to sober up though when someone is way too much in your personal space. This all happened in just a few seconds, and I think I was also benefited from the fact the street was crowded. Despite this it was a great evening. Had a lovely time abroad!",5.507604895104893,5.014862653846159,5.8218094405594405,85.16040646853149,67.56643356643356,9.108041958041957,32.210664335664326,8.472884824447931,2.1647489510489506,1093,41,241,14,16,350,159,286,0.057,0.825,0.11800000000000001,0.9676,0,0,4,0,1,0,28.0,1,2,0,2,13,10,0,0,17,0,26,9,2,4,6,37,44,17,0,5,5,1,3,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,13,12,5,1,6,5,0,4,3,3,0,1,21,8,35,7,35,17,8,40,0,2,2,2,34,19,0,2,16,156,48,1,0.12366753082495592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216298075417018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889687972086897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618971609622318,0.2852780929898341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700258281023656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672813342531392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749579405747352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363441298463272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168123777362232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554522754478696,0.0,0.06461118066693625,0.11863316427480647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634388931925004,0.0,0.1224502984982056,0.10935878909021604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289173911229772,0.0,0.0,0.12282976200452116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878070288182467,0.0,0.20161108661560934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384957942943787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161477487228877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909098645248122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321072004218667,0.0,0.0,0.14079630350708772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573549467973751,0.10798171783732086,0.0,0.0,0.11690578950808475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333451466000273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153564156960018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478309755167904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753251483119176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809087280807783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821592123723087,0.23772348082979,0.12150272114116957,0.1963564113555476,0.14422306346394104,0.0,0.0,0.1181696253588504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620231358653467,0.0,0.0,0.0981615297191066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159071131558412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900314353137514,0.0,0.0,0.08784986570325001,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sparrohawktron,2019/09/14,"Book recommendations for parents of a recently-diagnosed child A friend of the family recently was given a diagnosis of ASD for their child. Unfortunately, they weren't especially prepared for this, and are quite unsure how to gain an understanding of the difficulties they and their kid will face. If possible, could anyone provide a short list of books/resources that might help the parents (and also the child, if possible)? Cheers.",8.710273972602739,10.685920027397264,8.531397260273973,59.900931506849325,61.05479452054794,12.415342465753426,36.51780821917808,11.979248473330829,5.2603665753424655,354,16,52,12,5,114,51,73,0.111,0.733,0.157,0.6833,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,9,0,6,1,1,1,0,9,8,7,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,3,1,37,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316611358863308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601526363723829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287270652532306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324744700097211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159219564026084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695854561554275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352312170672652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297910316688706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086517063335265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164245720805989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436161012631736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261529592984836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844250355459756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nemedite,2019/09/14,"please help, idk how to deal with this please help, I would like to rant about something that has been upsetting me really much and I dont know how to feel better from it. so I am 20 and my sister is 18. shes neurotypical and I'm autistic with other problems. she lives with my parents so she doenst pay for food or rent. and my dad is big boss at a hospital and just have her a job at his work. he also bought her a car and pays for her insurance and gas. I dont have a car. and he paying for my sister to go to college. and I moved out when I was 19 because I couldn't take the emotional abuse any longer, but anyway, so I got myself a job last year all by myself. I got myself a cheap apartment all by myself and pay for everything myself and I cant go to college because I cant afford it, but I dont have a job anymore because I moved and it's so hard to find job but anyways. I see a post of facebook my dad and step mom post on how proud they are of my sister because she has job and going to college. but shes the one who is getting helps when shes neurotypical, and I'm the one doing everything myself and I'm autism but they're not proud of me! they should be more proud of me because I've done so many things they thought I could never do. I've been called a disappointment so many times in my life. I want to prove them wrong. but I haven't and I never will be able to. why are they so proud of my sister when they do everything for her. i can't afford college but they're paying for hers, it's not fair 😭😭😭😭😭 so I've just been really upset at this for a while. why arnt they proud of me? cant they see how hard I try? I'm sorry if this rant is bad of me but I'm really upset and need help. I unfollowed them on facebook so I don't see anymore posts like that. I don't know how to deal with this. it hurts me so bad.",-0.07328730272596927,1.6757403357843188,2.289014825442376,96.3756886657102,84.36764705882355,5.3530368244858915,17.794356767097078,6.467335915029111,-0.327062960306074,1419,32,349,14,41,484,159,408,0.13699999999999998,0.758,0.105,-0.9005,10,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,9,7,24,17,0,3,13,0,40,2,0,6,5,60,62,48,0,8,14,8,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,14,23,1,0,6,0,8,8,15,9,0,2,9,6,64,8,40,46,4,29,0,2,3,0,39,9,0,2,11,230,78,16,0.0824196194788956,0.09765377172657798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591093991988446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604816753482913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634762314213098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763387919014458,0.2512111752154219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728934556697495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415964655384299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580535960842288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994201729878924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434388620759117,0.2897855405999092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271097853625676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222203186196651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041673836041007134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533003904640789,0.0,0.09966213102940097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306084943337801,0.0,0.14052290733219786,0.0,0.13183699774560093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766358037998445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220976534422754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823190729527343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40894377388444425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059133481267967,0.06718299027537453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821541467566816,0.08053212580320325,0.0,0.0727780339972924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712111576159516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652886220686788,0.0,0.17519802398374035,0.06058790363994997,0.061113103508394724,0.12713418310098962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116993343908344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151723372694937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094398408122508,0.0,0.0,0.23680563772097,0.0,0.0,0.07886444482855866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584003561394608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703329746172046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345064973314178,0.0,0.09226201621299096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196929659992706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054755932905268034,0.0,0.0,0.06543197150540947,0.04805954291916651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595751146025811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048613226987360016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874177405592284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060002464593566375,0.0,0.0,0.058548532943400663,0.09011291545154763,0.0,0.053075532711038514 autism,demonwithfries,2019/06/25,Anybody else find comfort in noises? Not any noises but I like making clicking noises with my tongue or knocking on the table. Just a steady rhythm. Anyone else?,2.421379310344829,5.2531401034482785,2.5409655172413816,87.17558620689655,96.24137931034485,2.32,19.593103448275865,3.1291,-0.25868827586206944,129,4,19,0,5,39,26,29,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706702884586903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783079639724317,0.4078231058979068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6649967426453879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637871547829862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944546510624026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656844244533665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Smooshsmush,2019/06/25,"So I had this therapist once who was OBSESSED with my autism! I wanted to see a therapist to work on my anxiety and depression issues. But my mom made the mistake of telling this lady I had autism, and that, no joke, was ALL she talked about. And boy did she love to hear herself talk about it, because I couldn’t get a word in edgewise! I didn’t get any help for the things I went to get help for. It was essentially me sitting there for an hour a week listening to this lady talk about my neurodivergency. Luckily I only had her for 3 weeks and never went back! I’m doing better than I was without a therapist anyway!",4.694980000000001,5.166470768,5.89095,80.65722500000003,69.32,9.13,29.225,9.188382445141503,2.27862,486,17,100,9,8,163,78,125,0.096,0.7559999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8287,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,1,2,14,23,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,12,3,17,3,18,10,1,10,0,1,1,1,16,2,0,0,5,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238807435553107,0.0,0.11518036313316055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577373395624707,0.0,0.0917818712660447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316083089617595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967978162133714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359890241295011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969556180661766,0.0,0.20183855095034808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482743296908844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571487639846965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358890805412589,0.14246645031253669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633768873799335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612354841382518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034479286198286,0.0,0.11451002590383663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997930112814595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36305076144980575,0.1315987900132263,0.0,0.0,0.5244461082902746,0.10002743669054276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880602022093034,0.0,0.24154528183600796,0.0,0.0,0.2791470133244611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513746025911306,0.0,0.10961173355941588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sihtotnidaertnod,2019/06/25,"(Adult) Does anyone have tips for reading without burning myself out? I'm a senior English major and I really struggle with the workload that's assigned at my university. Sometimes we read 100 pages a week each semester. I end up having to cut corners and ignore chunks of the syllabus because I can't keep up. &#x200B; For example, I'm taking a class on Shakespeare and we're cruising through his plays. I finished reading 20 pages earlier and switched to Rilke's Duino Elegies in hopes of a break...but the fatigue caused me to keep re-reading sentences until I had to stop. It felt like I'd lost the ability to read. Is this a form of burnout? &#x200B; I'd really appreciate some general advice for reading or more specific advice if anyone has any. Reading is one of my favorites things but I always have trouble with fatigue, time management, etc.",4.658571428571428,7.073381025157236,5.240543575920938,77.718820754717,72.0817610062893,7.310152740341421,35.25651392632525,8.192908349453996,3.2000778077268635,689,38,110,11,14,221,109,159,0.10800000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.078,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,9,0,8,2,0,1,0,22,16,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,4,1,8,0,1,2,7,0,1,3,1,12,3,23,13,8,15,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,4,8,69,16,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049031309211355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723794447504155,0.2271951352876675,0.2547919368456299,0.07129697389196736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661761181295987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391144398993767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770285081509036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917489942759052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285995956114264,0.0,0.11692788641966476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006659173727227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041329579342938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863789137959084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051221093600318346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444874204848796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104446833934952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341010318567291,0.0,0.13433048218909865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369260951024424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876536130446732,0.0,0.10960488063684007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788290414498036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965316602636926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113491533221714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409889413971305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106510724001554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547919368456299,0.0 autism,sithmuffins,2019/06/25,"Separation Anxiety: What It Is, And How To Combat It Hello everyone! Whilst browsing today, I came across a post talking about anxiety stemming from being away from a loved one (it's this one right here if any of you want to check it out or read the comments: https://old.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/c57jfy/do_any_of_you_find_it_hard_to_get_attached_to/ ) My response to this post would have been far too long, so I decided to make my own post. Before I begin, a quick disclaimer: I am not a medical or mental health professional. If you/a loved one are/is in distress, PLEASE seek professional help. Note also that this is geared towards adolescent and adult autistics, if any parents of autistic children want advice for separation anxiety in their own children I may make a second post specifically pertaining to children. Now about Separation Anxiety. Most of you - if not all of you - know what it is. Anxiety and other sorts severe distress stemming from separation from an emotionally significant place, person, or thing. Usually seen in small children and dogs, it's not typically seen outside of childhood (especially early childhood), but when it is, it can be quite debilitating for the sufferer. As to why this is autism-relevant, it is relevant for the same reason depression and anxiety in general are relevant - because of common co-morbidity (which, by the way, is defined as medical conditions that occur simultaneously in a patient). Most autistics here can likely attest to at least some symptoms of depression or anxiety, if not have the disorders entirely, which is why a conversation about separation anxiety and autism is necessary to have. Thankfully, there are a variety of coping mechanisms available to sufferers (specifically autistic sufferers) that I will cover here. (Note also that these do not apply to everyone - please try them and find which ones work best for you!) One very big way to cope is via breathing exercises. Being mindful about your breathing can help out a ton when you're anxious, and can help especially if you're just about, in, or recovering from a panic attack. Some common exercises involve timing your breaths, whether on 3, 4, or even 5 second intervals, or a mixture of the aforementioned. There are also handy gifs on the Internet you can look at and breathe along to if you find you have trouble keeping track of time on your own. The name of the game here is lowering your heart rate, which helps immensely with calming down. Another very major way is by self soothing, which, as is the case with Separation Anxiety proper, is also rather self-explanatory. You soothe the self. This ties in very heavily with stimming, though they are not the same thing. Basically, with this is that you want to seek out calming, pleasurable experiences - whether they be playing a game, going for a walk, smelling something nice, drinking something tasty, etc. The goal is to provide ample distraction for your anxious brain to concentrate on while you are separated from whatever it is you are attached to. In a similar vein, using CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) techniques can help too - forcing yourself to think opposite thoughts from any negative ones you are facing. This is highly variable, and the form it takes depends solely on you. That selection of coping mechanisms is by no means exhaustive, and you can learn of many more by doing a bit of research. At any rate, now we've got you coping with the anxiety. Now to help either prevent it or make it so it is not as intense the next time there is separation. One method that worked for me is gradual controlled separation - not unlike exposure therapy for treating phobias. Basically, you gradually spend more and more time away from the attachment in a controlled way, until the anxiety gets to a good and manageable level or it becomes negligible. Another way to manage anxiety for future events is (if the attachment is a person) talk to them and schedule occasional check-ins with them to assure you that they are indeed fine and that you are fine and that everything is okay. Hopefully, that helps with mitigation prior to stressful events! Aaaand, done! Phew, now that was a doozy. Very long, and it still was a wall of text. Oh well, this topic isn't exactly light reading on its own anyway. At any rate, I hope this helped some of you struggling with Separation Anxiety. Again, a lot of this is extremely variable and each of you are going to have to do some soul-searching and experimentation to see what works for you, but this is basically me providing a bit of insight to a problem a lot of us have. Thank you for reading, and I hope you all have a wonderful day!",9.152487063216858,9.648699103067486,8.737451320352097,63.97601960522808,59.809815950920246,12.33849026407042,39.92598026140304,11.841903285220926,5.161053347559347,3759,181,585,107,46,1203,358,815,0.109,0.764,0.127,0.9615,2,0,4,0,0,0,131.0,1,28,7,8,36,36,1,6,45,1,67,18,8,10,4,115,98,57,0,17,32,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,9,52,34,1,4,11,9,2,4,11,15,1,9,9,6,48,21,116,82,29,81,0,5,4,2,65,35,0,32,34,446,100,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497350267732323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628061973140126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305528175322188,0.1067378831713506,0.5061593631071537,0.11499608923162825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057901599533431415,0.0956370205916068,0.0,0.0,0.031025757036176306,0.05621068373560941,0.04330878618835949,0.0,0.0534122598868827,0.0,0.1111305998075808,0.0,0.0,0.05681681929286313,0.0,0.058211517377251665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416848597942265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282373892786095,0.0,0.08767337910175069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058331277756458064,0.0,0.0,0.05208432544291878,0.0,0.049858748422833526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057251200950463814,0.0,0.0,0.05676254467636972,0.033616358148403185,0.0,0.0,0.09726670546632137,0.0457420840459765,0.04978609884392463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303612735282668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026591083202124586,0.0,0.05785079130028337,0.042689188355632235,0.04070621715899316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410011653342542,0.0,0.06031205916561513,0.27291637252273504,0.053774466629820425,0.0,0.151653772030394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523874391735473,0.0,0.0,0.027971135649825896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024865237052395874,0.0,0.0,0.09008279761328272,0.042739859860306935,0.0,0.0,0.08653999592581048,0.09187133665038384,0.0,0.10192051708306456,0.05160060185208307,0.0,0.05544071441412028,0.0,0.10254482293989116,0.05129124315065442,0.0,0.051390497287984685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412852196569862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340683828695121,0.0,0.241419344189064,0.0,0.0,0.0597155434199368,0.0565140355678926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888092784194881,0.053175535046762507,0.11173714868472144,0.0,0.0,0.19497737111488614,0.0,0.0,0.04870064203842752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413420948074327,0.1527294565674728,0.0,0.0,0.05232961166604641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0434649449049725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055755886020199,0.0,0.15928702692499908,0.05749804461581413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836452501445597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064564781161102,0.0,0.058301248347230994,0.05320759764328117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052900479191733164,0.03826749224757521,0.08181662719202397,0.0,0.09371648149428688,0.11640812770011112,0.0,0.06762614239399191,0.03261213096862895,0.050005106450604436,0.04040577511298985,0.11871157408511733,0.0,0.04824350017015221,0.0,0.0,0.03455507410102745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122167626782876,0.04395784210782898,0.056054803758675,0.1679782717484659,0.09005941920941231,0.20199456015701076,0.0,0.0,0.0457616574204386,0.0,0.09185152967481497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551945904416221,0.11115878223502748,0.0,0.0,0.036155090560139165,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pinkpebblez,2019/06/25,"How can I support my boyfriend when he’s depressed? My boyfriend is autistic and lately he’s been really depressed. I have my own set of mental illness, but we process things differently. I feel like I don’t always understand how to help him and when I told him this he said that no one does. I’m doing a lot of research to understand autism better and ways I can help him for when he’s so down. What can I do to let him know I’m here for him? What can I do to let myself know my efforts are working? Anything is appreciated. Thank you.",1.5219410319410334,3.62115133333333,3.1220311220311214,90.65218673218672,80.7117117117117,5.838165438165437,24.505323505323506,6.980632752743323,0.8725603603603607,422,16,91,5,11,139,66,111,0.076,0.7190000000000001,0.205,0.9541,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,2,0,13,26,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,20,4,9,21,2,7,0,2,0,0,15,1,0,1,5,65,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467585238463108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297210689401602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440511011491782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202145651037191,0.0,0.0,0.19421608934902584,0.0,0.0,0.16267409761263193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939918616874698,0.13280026615596469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491970722253909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043212005589797,0.0,0.20969266894988034,0.0,0.0,0.3801714212118211,0.0,0.0908167467766146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580375220128117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733398082050146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596426662420615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908626434785928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682450831196367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094642515446008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114306915167465,0.0,0.0,0.12349744014772375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177626413565185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870372952251833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755128842228607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533055482188575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hollowskull499,2019/06/25,"Can high functioning autistic people drive if their reflexes are slow? Can reflexes be learned? My reflexes are pretty slow though, I’d like to drive for independence and convenience reasons. Though when I brought in groceries and some cans were about to land on my foot I jerked forward naturally and caught them before they had a chance to go off the counter. I had the same reaction when an item from the freezer was about to fall. Does that mean my reflexes are good and I can drive or should I ask a doctor first? My mom said my reflexes are slow and quite frankly she’s right. I want my own place when I’m older and would prefer not to depend on other people to drive me everywhere. So for any of you high functioning autistic peeps with a semi slow reaction time how is driving for you? We’re you able to do it? Is there hope for me?",4.09104596622889,5.839352579268294,4.367804878048784,86.21696998123831,71.9878048780488,8.21688555347092,27.24953095684803,8.841846274778883,1.994353283302064,669,24,134,13,13,209,104,164,0.011000000000000001,0.8909999999999999,0.098,0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,3,2,10,4,1,0,7,0,18,2,1,4,0,23,27,15,0,6,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,10,1,1,0,1,7,1,21,3,20,17,4,29,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,5,12,91,24,2,0.18966757874498294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898045752499812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731358288545462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139313983472015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941328037489468,0.16597937630699272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161331145588755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779245589184122,0.15908416633396855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007884208334978,0.0,0.18838270160172685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266199849534054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660359620930385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213637589618795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629832354529017,0.0,0.19816225110217736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296011430904636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017348166390294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950098600404748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197507592217178,0.18041730082498003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726948662440993,0.0,0.11059669043246408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187085206130808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473440611175305,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aroace-waste,2019/06/25,Just Autism Things My brother can't hear too well so he has his phone on speaker and it hurts so bad ):,-1.552727272727271,0.20096690909091208,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,107.1818181818182,2.2,14.590909090909092,3.1291,-1.7490363636363635,80,2,20,0,4,24,21,22,0.41,0.59,0.0,-0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997236160559984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395689869871639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512495575117231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180501723877973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304401379728818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bulletThroughHead,2019/06/25,Tips for job interview? My voice is very monotone and I'm always get distracted by the smallest things.,2.5598245614035093,5.5226509473684215,3.027368421052632,84.63824561403509,92.15789473684212,6.743859649122808,27.385964912280702,7.793537801064563,2.5418280701754385,84,4,14,2,3,26,19,19,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747203123599889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807438895230426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661554155128641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379029709283902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707407021377714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GlennOstrich,2019/06/25,"Hi everyone. I’m feeling a bit anxious. I’ve had a girlfriend for about 2,5 years now and we’re about to move in together. While she is very kind, loving and caring, I’m really nervous. I’ve only ever lived with 2 sets of people: my family at home and my host family during a year abroad. I didn’t have my diagnosis when I was abroad and I got into a lot of conflicts with them to the point of being asked if I even wanted to stay there, because I was not being grateful (long story, but they didn’t specify the house rules and then got mad when I didn’t following them because I was ”supposed to know”). So to my question. Are there others here who’ve recently (or previously) moved in with a partner? What were your biggest challenges and how did you overcome them?",4.712402597402598,5.3009969935064944,5.893922077922081,80.23516883116886,69.32467532467533,8.757402597402598,29.03636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.219425454545455,603,21,118,10,10,202,102,154,0.08,0.852,0.068,-0.3941,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,4,1,12,6,1,1,7,0,14,1,0,1,1,22,25,15,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,10,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,11,1,18,4,18,12,2,21,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,4,10,82,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193279065567379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994279774945236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858550472596046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867821647698605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443410567662965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300103045442875,0.15475754887255266,0.0,0.16348049806703746,0.0,0.0,0.3225702824970859,0.0,0.08650648321104977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736670322562275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161372538112907,0.0,0.0,0.19741086928371412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816027921397715,0.09402467505425104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107252833468307,0.15140618313828616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545163803835734,0.1544122606156288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636757822208935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011900509251778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860984859437555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173205794352247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916560532338684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096024032562392,0.0,0.16892729480563046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823554625802087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411642935690251,0.10091126000685252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203482143984563 autism,Icey_Pie,2019/06/25,"The JRC is still open... You know, the Judge Rotenberg Center, the school that tortures students with Autism and other disorders with electric shocks. It’s still open. Like, why.",4.457000000000002,7.889525033333339,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,82.0,4.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.678666666666667,141,5,23,1,4,38,25,30,0.17600000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586636665550685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993935549333915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955174176679196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050235845030172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6392001880231575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611180913543256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xRobotsAreOurFriends,2019/06/25,"Is not feeling emotions a trait of autism? I feel really out of touch with my emotions, I experience them but I don't really feel them. I've been wondering if this is autism or depression for a long time, because it gets in the way of so many things and makes it so hard to understand how I actually feel. I also find it hard to express myself when I'm talking, I feel like an idiot because everyone else is great at talking so I stick out pretty bad. I'm 17 if anyone is curious. Thanks for any help. :)",3.024393203883496,4.393012058252428,5.011832524271849,82.06202063106798,74.04854368932037,8.645145631067964,27.43810679611651,9.188382445141503,2.2857582524271844,394,15,81,9,8,136,69,103,0.159,0.619,0.222,0.8724,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,19,18,11,0,2,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,11,3,12,17,0,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,4,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.15777123366855406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929123877969198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994437373701584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304674398957132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499166269042834,0.1971108533932805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139250224857273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505850757324836,0.3637246647673383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448715158557105,0.0,0.15814892798273564,0.0,0.0,0.4087380557000736,0.1155004733612538,0.0,0.0,0.14776779207626445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446838374501217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824698210784118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289657638825647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108367176645822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898611610845012,0.0,0.0,0.14307706571756112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791915072962648,0.16391282015796527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448134338350728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071459689221921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598960790670726,0.0,0.14884838767040665,0.0,0.0,0.10740951964066932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427384659902613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830911601663304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832989082884816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175329369271396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MrHost56,2019/06/25,"I'm starting to doubt my diagnosis I was diagnosed with high functioning ASD at a very young age, but coming into adulthood I'm starting to realize I'm a lot more socially aware than I was led on to believe, and much more NT than I was told by my parents and counselors. Honestly, I just don't know what to do with this thought I've had for a few years now. I've been feeling a little resentful, remorseful, and generally confused. Any advice?",4.796856060606056,5.768101943181819,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,69.3409090909091,9.957575757575757,35.12121212121212,10.125756701596842,3.719539393939392,353,18,67,9,6,120,61,88,0.12300000000000001,0.809,0.068,-0.5563,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,17,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,1,6,1,13,10,5,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969702850682324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376642750475893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878902748031297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011300436442027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935348904804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920161225190627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997722527078555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043039501251048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561041591947087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172390489321848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878409951400168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837313592807099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604765555841149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617252050466259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285908412657347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416602245261435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108356928234225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455035218373534 autism,raegirl1,2019/06/25,"Had seizures due to Autism in the past - Is it possible to have them again? As some of you *may* have also experienced, I had seizures until age 3-4 or so? And have been seizure free since, I am now 22. Is it at all possible that they could come back? Although it's recommended to probably not be too afraid ya know, it's always good just to know or be aware for future possibilities. Of course no implications of vaccines as a cause because that is a disgusting and false claim, it was all due to genes or whatever. All part of who I am. Thanks in advance :)",2.4932432432432456,4.470391342342341,3.834495495495496,87.34147297297298,77.01801801801804,7.6832432432432425,25.51441441441441,8.548686976883017,1.6501992792792801,433,16,94,9,10,142,77,111,0.048,0.8290000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.8334,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,1,7,5,1,1,3,0,16,0,0,1,3,17,20,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,4,1,7,4,16,12,5,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,9,70,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726697980396954,0.17403975184958173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083286332634505,0.0,0.12750336931126893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486725234239795,0.0,0.1801747622432084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699904097854226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543537590911626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299002106318877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650233951800755,0.1996690396581198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7073970461245821,0.0,0.0,0.2255122874832273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730211788094906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925685026248663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CommaPolice54,2019/06/25,"4yo son and tee ball hi all, my 4yo boy (almost 5) is on the spectrum. ADHD and very sociable and impulsive. after having a plastic tee ball set in our backyard for a while, he was so excited to see a 'team' of older boys playing at the park a few months ago, so we signed him up for a tee ball team (they mostly just play catch, swing at the tee, and run bases - super accessible, basic instruction for ~40 min). in fact, he was SO motivated by the prospect of playing tee ball he actually potty trained in under two weeks of us promising tee ball if he did - after 2 years of failed attempts. this last weekend was the first pravtice, he got there and got a nametag and a team shirt, excitedly introduced himself to all the other kids, the coaches, was excited to be on a team, and everything!....then we got on the field. he was playing with sand in the infield, didn't follow instruction (which no big deal, what 4yo does, especially ADHD) but like a light switch he was no longer motivated and even expressly told me multiple times he wanted to leave. He also was impulsively throwing infield dirt at other kids.....again, Ive never even played baseball in my life, so I'm certainly not being the 'overbearing' father here nor walk around the house talking baseball nor ever watch it on TV so I can't imagine he did it from any influence I gave him. I just wanted to validate his motivation to play, and did my best to assist the coaches by 'rearing' him where the instructions led, but he just preferred to wander off to the infield and pile up dirt or throw it or tell me we needed to go home. so I was like 'welp, clearly he hates this.' but then in the van home, and throughout the week to his behavioral aids, and grandparents, he tells EVERYONE how much fun he had playing tee ball, and even continues to potty with 'the next tee ball practice' as a motivator. but while we were actually there at practice he completely was disinterested and 'shut down' and kept saying he wanted to go home. Anyone have any advice? Can I do something more to help him acclimate to team sports? Or does he not really like tee ball and instead he just likes to 'pretend' he likes tee ball? I don't know. I want to validate his motivations and his feelings, but I also don't want to keep pushing him to play tee ball if he's not having a good time doing it - like maybe he's just 'scripting' that he likes it? I dunno. any other parents with advice or who have navigated this kind of situation?",6.496696048867239,6.320896789144051,7.045799118533982,76.14589345086216,65.45093945720251,10.186066651202353,33.189592515271016,9.816601858774405,3.050103626382122,1938,74,372,37,27,638,237,479,0.05,0.7709999999999999,0.179,0.9968,2,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,6,0,1,15,25,27,1,0,28,0,29,2,1,8,7,75,50,43,0,9,19,3,2,7,0,0,1,1,4,3,15,25,0,2,9,29,0,10,12,2,0,2,21,6,32,25,56,27,7,55,0,1,2,0,60,23,0,9,28,230,47,14,0.0,0.0,0.19338913606482552,0.0,0.23816651257959146,0.1936532380903986,0.08783460106339755,0.0,0.09922126559700988,0.0,0.0,0.1584795934402283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021475679481957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928389810595144,0.0,0.0,0.08820839159959844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039856390143501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389078003691783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215429275724544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342331230560806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633798443278944,0.08962981753117588,0.0,0.09468182533519748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010133826722343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428330756681318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262679230547087,0.08310943104758133,0.23774665285269106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978278473672064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641589275186377,0.0,0.2981768644660405,0.0,0.0,0.11433303461753296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807303237899425,0.0,0.10318380869680628,0.054455595413189485,0.08076908778635143,0.0,0.10491877117579554,0.0,0.0,0.06998804190145408,0.3388621448949723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954615771284628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909025675223218,0.0,0.07284030805755677,0.07347171660465954,0.07642196301058188,0.0,0.10538009358573797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100243298870461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347763631824599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879791831098694,0.0,0.0,0.07895946892851757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113778814186125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762819737167258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964233566019595,0.17321272041719254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155567927268312,0.0,0.0,0.09468182533519748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679355054809076,0.0,0.11918939849619226,0.0,0.0,0.08175710953479105,0.2922202466744861,0.0,0.15896314611459358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380874598278424 autism,alicskysareblue,2019/06/25,"sensory overload at work I was just made aware at 30 I had autism, and today I had a sensory overload, I am very sensitive to sound and noise, and these guys were throwing a bunch of metal pots and pans away, and I tried getting through it, but in the end it became too much, I ran to the locker room, and there was noise everywhere ! and it all became so much I covered my ears and proceeded to rock back in forth in sheer distress. now Ive had those before but I percieved them as ""anxiety attacks"", but now that Im diagnosed Im aware of stimiuli. how do you cope ?",3.778369565217393,4.6377716521739165,4.894510869565217,85.5748097826087,71.6086956521739,8.532608695652174,29.15760869565217,8.841846274778883,2.147456521739131,440,17,93,8,8,145,75,115,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.857,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,8,2,1,1,4,0,9,2,1,2,1,15,12,14,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,2,12,0,13,4,4,15,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318478191871188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27241814442816153,0.2249787561841076,0.18412848883078653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376119599350376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430449187991148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120887910701164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510696772850174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371011546984448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173116525770964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265810327500303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520584942082118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269782683548208,0.0,0.0,0.1625763233318687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757800070594472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743283400192088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WearDoWeGoNow,2019/06/25,"What TV shows might a 9 year old ASD boy like? Looking for recommendations on what a 9 year old ASD boy might like to watch on TV. I bond with my other kids by shared favorite TV shows and video games in free time, but I struggle to find anything of interest to my autistic son.",6.0836842105263145,5.129821929824561,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,66.54385964912281,9.003508771929825,31.280701754385966,7.793537801064563,1.7625017543859651,218,7,49,2,3,69,40,57,0.049,0.73,0.221,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,10,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,7,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128131166613226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346625585965432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086771398798996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560323186802555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447370363808429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388266117930595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684082271050894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497115287494302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306739373166628 autism,LelandCorner,2019/05/07,"Emergency Behavior Interventions During IEP, it was suggested that my son if physical aggression continues causing harm such as bruising and bleeding there would have 2 person restraint until he calms down. I am concerned because it is a thin line to cross. What is considered aggression? I think it is subjective. There are good and bad days. How do one judge the level of aggression? How can one use it appropriately and not use it for convenience? You can only hope the teachers and staff use sound judgement. What is sound judgement? Has anyone been in this situation? Thank you.",4.742788778877884,8.103774821782178,4.983589108910891,74.3237665016502,78.00990099009903,8.911221122112211,31.188943894389443,9.2995712137729,3.836920132013202,471,23,72,14,12,148,77,101,0.15,0.758,0.092,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,3,0,3,0,14,1,0,6,0,15,20,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,2,3,5,4,7,17,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649966230802174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988209961573784,0.14515628389197466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461574661576505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535682742778238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972450428341965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365077717036283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227137542642489,0.18110166636713626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079179756897572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676578563236026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192297222156393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525782508927935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169799822298552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169154247658429,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway_1753145_re,2019/05/07,"Autistic parent with newly diagnosed autistic child seeking advice Hello. This is my first post here. Up until a few weeks ago, I hadn't been giving much thought to my autism. I've been working at home, and so I'm pretty well in control of my environment and my interactions with co-workers. I can do most things ""my way"". Yesterday, my world just blew up. I wrote about it this morning: [https://www.reddit.com/r/CPTSD/comments/bltizt](https://www.reddit.com/r/CPTSD/comments/bltizt) The TL;DR; is that I'm being told by the ""special ed"" team my my daughter's preschool that she's autistic and will require ""special education"". They've already had us cancel her pending enrollment in a sought-after charter school so that she can be enrolled in a local neighborhood school that offers these support services. She's an only child and I've been watching her develop, so it actually took me by surprise when the team explained to me that my daughter is not able to do the things that her peers are able to do. I can handle being told she's autistic. It's so much harder to hear that she can't do tasks that they expect other children her age to be able to do. I woke up two hours before my alarm sounded to toss and turn and worry about my daughter's future. I've spent a good part of my day dissociating and crying at my desk. I wasn't diagnosed with autism as a child. I have many unhappy memories of my caregivers utterly failing to meet my own special needs and I have suffered from emotional neglect and emotional abuse that continues even as an adult. I have so many memories of being shamed and punished for my autistic quirks. I'm still feeling fearful that my daughter might not get the support she deserves. You might say that I'm in a unique position to be a good parent, but frankly, most of my knowledge about living with autism is about being an adult with autism, not about parenting a child with autism. I was hoping that maybe someone here could steer me toward some good resources that can help me, as an autistic person, parent my autistic child.",7.533819875776395,8.29825545767196,6.740200138026223,76.01083850931678,63.2063492063492,8.796135265700482,34.15965033356338,8.587818076936951,2.798636392914654,1665,67,283,21,23,510,184,378,0.07,0.84,0.09,0.7619,4,0,0,0,1,0,61.0,1,1,1,7,17,18,1,3,17,0,36,2,0,1,0,38,57,21,0,4,5,8,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,9,22,16,0,3,4,2,1,1,6,7,1,2,14,5,46,11,44,32,8,27,0,3,1,0,44,12,0,6,12,201,68,9,0.2896564724106248,0.11439851827656936,0.09422097787476548,0.0,0.0,0.09434965082721022,0.0855876619735154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654770668986477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215877460472636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829145459942932,0.07708904121940341,0.0,0.10605801124098722,0.06226815400758896,0.0,0.0,0.19599681485062648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172163631777473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377178940398819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864802025159853,0.048819671884669034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212721582046664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504445172348441,0.09262162737334076,0.0,0.2429501063997808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882129866598776,0.0,0.06471687592014995,0.0,0.09684968632434536,0.09589807804827218,0.0950844261571114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852573239637202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957774664288787,0.09699961967083796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204853162129933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419538903484547,0.07159220135621439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343226656293995,0.0,0.0,0.4288389787727601,0.1045565776011764,0.0,0.0,0.08430561971266168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247027737500768,0.09822825527438354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678215094014748,0.0,0.1954318760670503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180832970091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710667767721459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191324882047213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828992634821226,0.0,0.0,0.07665162805069929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451944822918406,0.1072729995640016,0.0,0.1050210216776195,0.0943174282711989,0.0,0.11614035728306787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663860846684845,0.07744831678624184,0.0,0.0868119850136796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405822411379142,0.0980534026642513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThatNun,2019/05/07,"I Think I Have Autism, but I Don't Want My Friends To Treat Me Differently Should I get tested because is doesn't actively hurt me? Does anyone know if I should and if you think it is worth it? Any help would be great!",1.8289130434782592,3.4840960217391337,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,77.91304347826087,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.10236521739130387,171,4,41,2,4,54,34,46,0.124,0.539,0.33799999999999997,0.9361,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,14,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,25,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882157193700985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499619927190773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961542247197389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361918240703305,0.0,0.0,0.2815920235480741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486065861545032,0.0,0.16811687475954165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547638091164459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568248682497806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34447236187257296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684198395303488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412367521549984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189794300405886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858342345125515,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Commander_PonyShep,2019/05/07,"Graduating college and trying to find a job I am thinking of applying to the Rutgers Center for Adults with Autism Program to prepare myself for the job market. However, it's competitive, and I did not create a Plan B any time I don't make it into the RCAAP. Plus, I have frequent urges to fart, use the bathroom, and get snacks at the vending machine. And doing all that at work is going to get me fired. When my mother learned from my College Support Program coordinator about it, she was so upset that she considered abandoning me outright to get a job on my own, rather than help ease me into the job market. And right now, I am so upset with what she said, especially since it's all true, that I am right now uncertain about my future post-graduation, and so is my mother. Any post-graduation advice, outside of just applying to the RCAAP?",9.533835978835981,7.129749438271606,9.678924162257498,66.88944444444445,60.79012345679011,12.220105820105822,39.80952380952381,10.608840637214634,4.1672634920634914,667,27,120,12,7,223,95,162,0.102,0.823,0.075,-0.6753,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,3,10,0,10,1,0,2,3,24,19,11,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,11,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,2,18,2,23,16,3,15,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,6,87,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512534194620665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298244471075872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444469762258772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648552936238113,0.0,0.09603525236724324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326376062139122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707464730059464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279549060001752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236723408626567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886160662114858,0.16073871657149275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397820374463869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175654986044852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827558819547313,0.0,0.0,0.09853362175290672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472635679729094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594450189738753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230194835695533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Comeback0915,2019/05/07,"Autism in our 8 month old son? We’ve noticed a few odd movements that out 8 month old son has been doing over the past month and I can’t help to wonder if they are early signs of autism. Moving his arms up and down if music is on or he’s excited. For example if one of us comes home he will move his arms up and down and sometimes stiffen up. Another thing we noticed is when he picks up a toy he seems to move his wrists around. He also tends to do a taking motion with his hands. For examples scratching his head, grabbing at your face, scratching at toys etc. As far as develepopmental milestones he has met all of them. He is overall a pretty independent baby who doesn’t cry often but does social smile, make eye contact etc. Anyone have a similar experience? Early signs of autism?",3.741666666666666,5.1949928853503256,4.694665605095544,84.7070090233546,72.37579617834396,7.271549893842888,25.18524416135881,7.793537801064563,1.2854632696390649,621,19,124,8,12,202,106,157,0.024,0.914,0.062,0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,13,7,7,3,1,23,20,13,0,3,5,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,2,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,5,12,1,25,17,4,29,0,0,1,0,25,14,0,7,9,76,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142517691374826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980992354726685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989687327575754,0.0,0.0,0.1271831227510936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306843445333338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693417562399484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250250572359705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186719550982329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397526621274973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662414623620892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576164452501153,0.0,0.14330860540292506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536573406713432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34210846555036084,0.4555393432531223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32531313038601845,0.2998326038684984,0.0,0.09681129248910926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363840074691238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534847565113754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300619815137045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563629259478406,0.0,0.0,0.1413004528418033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741922019854368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491538449921012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185303602836846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549346329270563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bugsy219,2019/05/07,"Is it possible to only sometimes have symptoms of autism? I don’t understand it, I feel like I can go for weeks or months without having autistic like symptoms then it hits out of nowhere and I can’t function.",1.9695121951219503,4.684039121951219,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,84.60975609756099,5.231219512195122,30.151219512195123,6.742157984588678,1.8145765853658544,168,9,31,2,5,53,32,41,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309366763933726,0.2021757714611843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608358313652772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765197144950511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588847533075995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523480064314607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31904079102359245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798949491469013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882922158323026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946137308734867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270061078578616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728025959137968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,shawndream,2019/05/07,"Anyone able to check this study for me? A stumbled across this the other day, and found it very interesting (as an adult diagnosed guy, with other ASD family members, and fear of addictive medications)... but I don't have access to the study itself. https://stm.sciencemag.org/content/early/2019/04/30/scitranslmed.aau7356 It's small, but the P value seems strong (for the kids anyway) and I'd like to know: - Are there any glaring issues? - What serum AVP levels made the results more pronounced?",7.474841772151903,11.12327020253165,5.289098101265825,74.73086234177218,68.49367088607596,6.987974683544303,22.53322784810127,8.07648339933343,1.4453405063291145,402,10,59,6,8,114,64,79,0.025,0.815,0.16,0.9049,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,11,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,9,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,37,10,0,0.2675165090665338,0.0,0.0,0.2916324818023272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192039969722312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705376320797135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725260172592968,0.0,0.0,0.2715236255242546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25219075638832383,0.30103044671649026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933180442483916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648834028615099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921773249441123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702007722185104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306950535490906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531305891573413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694947387203723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435369826367525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072913657517385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mithfayce,2019/05/07,"Do I have ""mild"" autism? This post might be a bit weird and I don't know too much about autism so please correct me if I'm wrong. &#x200B; I'm 20yrs old and I live a very ""normal"" life. I've never had any big problems in school and I can manage my own life. I do, however, suffer from anxiety and occasional depressions. I've also been meaning to kill myself many times (I've planned it and each time I really wanted to but I've never physically tried it). I've known about autism for a long time but mostly through pop culture. &#x200B; The thing is, a few days ago I watched a video about Autism Awareness month and it was mainly about people with autism that you wouldn't really think had autism. While watching it I just started recognizing traits of my own in the video so I looked up some common symptoms of autism. A lot of them fit but on a pretty small scale or with some exception: &#x200B; \-I hate smalltalk and I really don't understand the point of it but I can manage it if I have to. \-I'd rather make someone upset than lie and sometimes people tell I'm being rude when I just think I'm being truthful. \-I'm uncomfortable with touching people if I'm not the one initiating it but I can put up with it if I have to. \-I often notice and focus on the little details that most people don't but it's not hard for me to see ""the whole picture"". \-People with autism often have special interests that they focus a lot on. I do have things that occupy the majority of my thoughts and my free time, but my extreme interest in it fades after a year or two. &#x200B; It's not that I need a diagnosis, I just think this would explain a lot of things. I've often felt like I'm a bit weird or different, especially the times I've gone to a new school or workplace with new people. It would also explain why I freak out and want to kill myself when people get (not even extremely) upset with me for making a mistake (forgetting someone's birthday or being rude in some other way). I'm also very comfortable around people with autism, as I feel like I don't have to think about how I act as much. They just make sense. &#x200B; So what do you think? Does it sound like I have autism on some minor level or am I just seeing patterns that don't exist and need to find other explanations to my problems? I'm looking forward to reading some replies.",3.4939977603583467,5.2013337234042565,4.372833146696531,85.74105263157895,73.46808510638297,6.989921612541995,24.92161254199328,7.669130373188453,1.2349787234042549,1870,59,370,24,38,603,209,470,0.11900000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.095,-0.8782,2,0,0,0,0,2,73.0,0,2,3,1,26,25,5,2,22,0,33,3,0,4,4,100,70,41,2,16,28,0,4,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,27,23,0,0,15,3,1,4,12,16,0,2,7,11,42,10,52,55,21,46,0,2,6,0,9,19,0,24,26,252,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485155960708198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845265010912578,0.0,0.3352266621624984,0.3759457720189793,0.04207950412288318,0.0,0.04733688562700453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508498690826808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511059834192307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039906515523547466,0.0,0.053295864188648685,0.0,0.0,0.06464986574138767,0.0,0.0,0.054150295197007065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087016781490733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031287630490581086,0.04420601509473618,0.05941306697725843,0.0,0.0565558309584427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232896401368862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543098474662906,0.0610922112257531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691879159423387,0.0,0.03400680713048102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741323363829402,0.09069213327058248,0.06201851633524625,0.0546398520476399,0.05476052818449166,0.10392471648267114,0.0,0.0,0.15782067203302674,0.0,0.0,0.1239131442667844,0.06273509009318515,0.0,0.06740383035784257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564331338287009,0.0,0.0,0.04939083094887883,0.0,0.09097563945974944,0.0917642522191523,0.09544903280973586,0.11952528808082573,0.0,0.0,0.060627795147146925,0.0,0.07044908609246839,0.06493108008950091,0.0,0.04193047523901312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34319010345717715,0.0,0.0,0.06792401481658925,0.05849518648299209,0.0,0.059262501327448126,0.06295268354158091,0.0,0.11841874149587556,0.0,0.062204986736230726,0.0,0.0,0.06189524846441185,0.0,0.1189228610390273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524869767482172,0.09861831132699153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485891002219594,0.0,0.061199421955977724,0.0,0.04379792309620165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431545774561682,0.0,0.0,0.05408453925697693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332798407768135,0.1982462317312195,0.0,0.04912461969464542,0.1804092643309212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201144190369814,0.0,0.06044630638940975,0.06441770415902835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211249126556586,0.07299508888207965,0.04911627568263263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583572460903154,0.06908513908398439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791342667357023,0.06765442946751253,0.3759457720189793,0.03984772733471625 autism,jbreighttwo,2019/05/07,"I made an audio recording of myself going grocery shopping to improve any strange things I'm doing in public because I always feel weird after any social interaction and now I know that I speak with a very high pitched, soft voice. I'm a 6'4"" black male I'm cringing at myself right now. I never want to speak or go out in public again. This explains why women speak to me with that ""oh bless your heart' kind of tone of voice and why men don't really engage with me at all. All I really want out of a social interaction is to leave with feelings of mutual respect and I feel like I've been presenting myself in a way that unintentionally amuses people or even freaks them out.",8.717263681592037,6.5693143582089615,8.882686567164182,71.15621890547266,62.13432835820896,11.022885572139304,33.527363184079604,9.2995712137729,2.8571184079601983,540,15,101,7,6,179,83,134,0.083,0.81,0.107,0.8022,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,3,23,17,5,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,3,5,10,0,0,5,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,11,14,6,22,15,2,19,1,0,1,0,15,10,0,2,7,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583291850816266,0.0,0.0,0.258795455189359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599364135879975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256789249754082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886356461435747,0.13593691319580672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628235954350916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548411477308644,0.0,0.20104251410359336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814856798107766,0.10457356038665416,0.0,0.0,0.20148029545900772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296177320005868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004865356593844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675657667711575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191701175546955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379799300184984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249908826104562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879354011965356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641436110940682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700190156958593,0.22446554026230253,0.1510363440283576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433983376758465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MissPawsie,2019/05/07,"Diagnosis as an adult: How difficult is it? I found quite a few archived threads about this, read several but they didn't really help with this. My main question is specifically about getting AS evaluation and a diagnosis, when you already have a medical certificate full of them ~~(and your caregivers are perhaps rather proud of themselves)~~. Guess some presetting is in order here. I'm new to this reddit thing, and have a tendency to write books so please bear with me. Or skip down to questions. Also if there's anything more I could say (how but okay), just please ask. I'm around 30, been in and out of care for 12 years of my life. Started at 16, past few years I haven't had a contact mostly because of a tiresome hassle in the organizer's end. Been trying to get one established now because recently life has been a growing struggle, but it's.. difficult. Anyway I did a stint of cognitive psychotherapy around 2007, currently holding a bunch of rather cute F codes, including F32.1 and F60.3. The latter doesn't really fit, but I assume it was shoved in when they couldn't come up with anything better. Prior to borderline I was briefly diagnosed with bipolar, until having that overturned due lack of evidence of such issue and the fact that it was in my initial and most thorough evaluation ruled out already. So there's been some dx lottery. &#x200B; When I first gathered the courage to seek help, I was a shy, terrified and very gullible teenager. Those posts I mentioned reading earlier? I truly relate with their most common reply: the feeling of relief when a person, an expert, gives you words for why you are the way you are. When the weight of being somehow ""off"" that kept trying to crush you all your life is lifted and you suddenly seem to understand yourself. And because of that, I didn't argue or combat any of the dx thrown at me. At the time, I was the yes-girl. I must press here that I really don't think every doctor, nurse and psychiatrist I met was wrong. It's the type of science that amazes me to speechlessness. I don't mean to judge anyone for making mistakes. I just want to know if there's a chance that they were made, and to correct them. &#x200B; So back to the actual subject. I have close family members on spectrum and down the family tree too. Can't say why I never considered it in my own case back then. Maybe the way it was spoken of in public, maybe my extended family's god-awful opinions about it, or maybe because I just didn't grasp the vast diversity of it. But now I do, because for months I've been finally doing the reading. I'm convinced it is a possibility that needs to at least be explored, but at the same time, occasional depression is taking its toll and I honestly don't know how I would endure having to go to battle over this. &#x200B; **Finally, the questions.** How difficult is it to get diagnosed as an adult, when you already have been diagnosed with something else? If you've experienced it, do you think it was worth it? Did it take longer than usual evaluations? How reluctant were professionals with it? What should I expect? &#x200B; And to those with AS dx overall, aside of the feeling of relief and justification - how did it help you? Is there an effect on daily life and social situations like school or work, and if so, is it in your experience more good or bad?",5.02923523206751,6.764659887658231,5.5272784810126625,78.88602320675106,69.58544303797468,8.684388185654008,29.62236286919831,9.188382445141503,2.625374894514768,2667,104,481,54,48,856,305,632,0.11900000000000001,0.768,0.113,-0.8048,1,0,1,0,0,0,107.0,0,12,6,6,41,23,2,1,36,1,58,14,0,10,5,105,89,56,0,16,20,0,4,1,0,3,13,2,0,3,35,32,1,2,18,4,1,4,11,10,0,2,27,7,50,13,81,55,17,68,0,1,0,0,39,28,0,22,33,350,85,10,0.0,0.0,0.06369473795213515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608335245784413,0.05219691436830539,0.0,0.2828828833868256,0.3172439307177286,0.044386279498850136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045638755350576994,0.0,0.10742436530062788,0.11620943145911584,0.06101924586033471,0.0,0.0,0.10037820022210232,0.05449826550037051,0.19894190883970214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772658481624715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665477766456434,0.0,0.0,0.05622488459563461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052113302050182816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056217514282058345,0.19874500418511304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680727493485683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452525183492378,0.0,0.05781042159767132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054993336824183565,0.0,0.0,0.06384721910987487,0.18459407661882074,0.0,0.06600560252593228,0.0,0.0,0.1430016109991001,0.0,0.055519180636991364,0.0,0.07156589758891088,0.0,0.0,0.10230366035892803,0.06261355398037395,0.03709481395005471,0.05474592357817112,0.0,0.0,0.07190297847527641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312486203962057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681255996367585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174208335483577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441035848888052,0.031887942119751565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617606661965676,0.043568664996188035,0.0,0.1967194194673765,0.07109887143202602,0.0,0.06575331197721979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052098409258231164,0.0,0.0,0.048397359140780624,0.050340748263285016,0.06303879946450051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422908093316501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230821993229602,0.0,0.05699181304006086,0.0,0.1432951442359628,0.0,0.07358284957423641,0.06251123920185726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935419407665432,0.06942336946086416,0.19586493628603532,0.0,0.1254421471666218,0.0,0.06444689150938215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381167960354616,0.0,0.06605738135158314,0.0,0.05941994739244469,0.0,0.07373725474019999,0.0,0.0,0.07336694413117892,0.0,0.06653520685828486,0.0,0.05024853438230178,0.0,0.0,0.04619890125938942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823505403969182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815080992691697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043362918879430265,0.08364559264309893,0.0,0.0,0.0761196805683796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862897229215179,0.0,0.0,0.06794904743000484,0.0,0.0,0.07188639842942621,0.05385512106323214,0.03849831984357281,0.10361760604523652,0.0,0.07948206638248484,0.0,0.0,0.1177932169200424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751780979128162,0.0,0.0,0.046366396294018265,0.07136320824767603,0.3172439307177286,0.08406431585826869 autism,andrewvanzyl,2019/05/07,"Useful Autism posters Dear All &#x200B; I just came across this set of posters with the byline ""Autism is challenging but not impossible."" Might be useful for those working with autistic children? [https://www.adsoftheworld.com/media/print/amena\_autism\_center\_mazed\_girl\_mazed\_boy](https://www.adsoftheworld.com/media/print/amena_autism_center_mazed_girl_mazed_boy)",30.50863636363637,40.30225554545454,15.160833333333334,1.0612500000000011,23.848484848484844,6.936363636363637,35.52272727272727,8.07648339933343,3.521672727272728,335,9,23,3,4,77,29,33,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,16,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413679728286429,0.3828330517022193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603453345648749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342294535093294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442223132044882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293678317683931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828330517022193,0.0 autism,A-Star-Above-You,2019/05/07,"Discover you have autism when you older Recently discovered that I have autism (28), Last year I had my 4th depression which was probably the worst in my life and I had to quit my job because of that. I made the mistake “i think I can work for a year at this company while I knew it is a big mess”. I was actually preparing for getting my music studio complete so I could do a study for audio engineering. Sadly these plans got terrible screwed up after all that happened. I struggle even more to get my act together, been more distance towards family and last time I tried they got to curious and kept asking questions which caused me to be irritated and angry. At the moment I feel like a ping pong ball, the psychologist couldn’t help me anymore and said “I’ll send a report to your doctor so you can apply for this institute, the waiting list can be like 8 weeks”. It’s now 2 months later and I called my doctor which has zero information. Massive headache for me because never ever in my life asked for help, normally I’m strong, keep my emotions aside and positive influencer to my surroundings while now I’m waiting, I don’t know what to do, I asked for help just to be left behind? **Deep breath** It’s complicated and I tried to keep my story limited or I end up writing a whole book but I’m wondering how other people deal with their issues, most likely the need to explain everything in detail. PS I haven’t told my family about autism yet but I assume my mom did talk with them, I just feel super uncomfortable at the moment after my recent incident, makes me want to be more alone just to avoid these feelings and conversations.",3.969724238026125,5.854217138364785,5.173081761006291,79.75850507982588,72.58490566037736,8.540106434446058,27.010643444605712,9.162432508145574,2.363066376390905,1302,47,242,29,26,431,184,318,0.099,0.83,0.071,-0.7808,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,3,6,13,14,1,2,13,0,23,6,1,5,3,51,53,18,0,6,6,1,3,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,15,11,0,7,11,2,0,2,4,9,0,1,13,5,44,5,35,34,7,39,0,2,0,1,25,13,1,5,27,165,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.10924044985599697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593943167928147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101760958538892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139554419392913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647911469981205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430655946404375,0.0,0.0,0.11499653905647733,0.0,0.0,0.11737035262745095,0.0,0.0,0.08937756465410791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540856040415833,0.09641654471634616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291572899796313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592107280588868,0.09914848015294744,0.0,0.0,0.07393745129532718,0.10125906539377157,0.0,0.0,0.1006073619386638,0.0,0.2110602394999087,0.0,0.16980559018158106,0.07997226981865685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697144053901445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906246329976303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899103346698987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509957330909888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683965411116938,0.11108638812323572,0.1990005824119932,0.0,0.0,0.06152107467007782,0.1824973556173687,0.0,0.0,0.12162665292765923,0.0,0.1581376355969111,0.16406943120300024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592339611773137,0.07472297895919462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110656448380711,0.08935202258666691,0.0,0.0,0.08300449070618865,0.08633752431011314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968060300452703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760734453770697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206937413336268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540204318887607,0.11906541033457005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210608802754181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064836517169928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702737524166748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997573237191311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172870524775661,0.0,0.0,0.0652750008519804,0.0,0.0,0.10696655875578062,0.0,0.15200421753434346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602702065549469,0.0,0.08979411121761169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498062472818798,0.0,0.0,0.12139766373642155,0.08149600869183411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441755469359939 autism,bigskycoffeelover,2019/05/07,"Book Recommendation Hello everyone, I've been looking for a book about late diagnosis for autism written by a male author. I've heard many good things about this book here: [https://www.amazon.com/Diagnosis-Asperger-Syndrome-Spectrum-Disorder/dp/1849054339](https://www.amazon.com/Diagnosis-Asperger-Syndrome-Spectrum-Disorder/dp/1849054339) I know Asperger's is on the spectrum, but I was hoping to find something that addresses autism and not specifically Aspergers. Any recommendations? Thanks in advance",18.931412429378526,25.438690305084748,11.645000000000005,29.08806497175145,44.254237288135606,10.035028248587572,33.56214689265537,10.125756701596842,4.470658757062148,444,14,42,9,6,117,49,59,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.8591,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,3,8,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,23,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255518486726665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169317487736848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031469237052774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781950731119265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32943026734097025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228109802186668,0.0,0.3741462935686545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785252870019222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362685906621533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534128904211983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536377506057555,0.0,0.0,0.2203515732232467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jaylucieljoseph,2019/05/07,"Anyone else with a late diagnosis + a history of masking not know who they really are? Basically I got diagnosed at 16, and the past 2 years have been figuring literally everything out. I had no clue I was autistic -and didn’t even believe it for an entire year when I was diagnosed- especially because of masking, I struggled with internal ableism for the year, but not so much anymore. I found out about masking months and months ago and realised that I had been masking my entire life, but now I don’t have a clue as to who I am without it? I don’t even know how to take the mask off, I feel pretty fake now since I literally have a different mask for every single person. And even a different mask if I’m with a group of certain people.",6.565459183673467,6.068408904761906,7.630671768707483,73.08233418367348,65.39455782312925,11.159523809523812,36.06207482993197,10.686352973137794,3.820497278911565,587,26,113,14,8,200,90,147,0.059000000000000004,0.889,0.052000000000000005,0.2168,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,10,0,14,3,0,1,1,23,21,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,9,1,14,1,18,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,11,82,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431468046213665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014983460648416,0.112914142097837,0.16546057638041192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843982287153703,0.0,0.0,0.1819384173781277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32780797038847304,0.0,0.3374351346204983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490008626037375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199781721222549,0.0,0.13605816812709312,0.0,0.14513240228145066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816517225942736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706008561452516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915439266249906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774959841059815,0.0,0.1821622354079939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406170732953208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577917447952843,0.0,0.1187101349563744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541558078272528,0.1119534408854536,0.141002567370353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428840958888452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345149512679573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358214992304102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881929686090666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141670400489545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566588132113532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119733448008458 autism,chronic-yeeter,2019/05/07,Stim toys Does anyone know of any stim toys that are like a pair of wireless earbuds? Like the ones that are still connected between each other. I want to stop ruining my earbuds by spinning then around 😂😂,2.998750000000001,5.494853375000003,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,77.75,6.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.5,165,7,31,2,4,51,32,40,0.099,0.753,0.14800000000000002,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797237791828125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761692279691803,0.0,0.0,0.3661778111552695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35996444188453697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260604730678417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019176998302266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787331087014829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284948629713168,0.34389678216968844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426176656484991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PhoenixARC-Real,2019/08/01,"anyone else get disoriented when going anywhere new? I'm on the spectrum and I've noticed none of my friends have experienced this, does anyone else with autism experience a disorientated dizziness when going anywhere new? I notice EVERYTHING when this happens, the smell, the light, the temperature, the more neutral the room the worse it is, normal colours, neutral light, perfect room temperture, and absolutely no smell... it lasts for far too long... i notice the people around me, and i start to panic inside because I think people are looking and that I'm probobaly being weird and everyone notices it, though the last part's probobaly just paranoia...",10.191726190476196,10.438458053571429,8.757857142857144,65.52047619047622,57.75,10.680952380952384,41.88095238095238,10.125756701596842,4.534548809523812,530,26,78,9,6,162,76,112,0.138,0.83,0.032,-0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,10,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,13,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,7,6,2,6,12,3,16,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,9,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126081286272192,0.2802671458800225,0.0,0.12175129532155538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337166713873126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968539800616056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285019367286557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306863742658021,0.1229170266777484,0.13378400585396988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056655576956525,0.0,0.07145491840862624,0.0,0.15545525320705758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094227765298148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229661119900405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103416217665801,0.11484952214621873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418012355628484,0.0,0.0,0.13400225734731191,0.0,0.6228388508296353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046617019563297,0.0,0.14810493054766855,0.0,0.18963351896148992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680412338549606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763453296662346,0.1343725178204521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937687845238048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MyDadOwnsALadder,2019/08/01,"I need some help Hey! So I don’t have autism, but my best friend does. And I just need some advice. Recently our friendship has seemed rocky to me, but to her, nothing has changed. She also seems very disinterested in what I have to say and from time to time it really really gets me down, because I try and give her so much of my attention/time/interest. This is all down to her autism from what I’ve been told from her, but even so, I just feel very isolated and ignored a lot. And it’s just kinda upsetting. I don’t know what to do or what to say, because whenever I try and talk about it, nothing seems to get done, since we can’t see things in the same way. I’m just curious if anyone can give me advice for maybe just, helping I guess? I don’t know, it’s all confusing and I just want to be a good friend to her.",3.0120327552986477,3.66103601734104,4.2879913294797705,89.99745905587672,73.21965317919073,8.310019267822737,24.24325626204239,8.59863814320734,1.2050620423892089,633,17,150,11,12,209,93,173,0.071,0.7559999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,1,12,7,0,2,3,0,14,0,0,0,2,38,31,16,0,4,11,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,4,24,4,20,27,8,8,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,11,3,102,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133555372177153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693431391518964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934988025713748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302662169371004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032889312308786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145601631223872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701760785557673,0.13684003923343535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831954198877154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761188765743538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662054018710346,0.0,0.13972437341541807,0.2565491664675333,0.0,0.11215639560946702,0.0,0.0,0.1473055594332435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925684361788807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697593823772187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368234432379752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433780143979585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829818714727608,0.19830054928185328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566122410697609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713264740601364,0.0,0.13203048898436606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267599568164086,0.0,0.0,0.10655601082373144,0.3651958004137873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110612991700297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747754127269836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883636199283712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339162932004365,0.0,0.0,0.12777337211274184,0.0,0.18157162084708295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206628683481382,0.07887039816782268,0.10613920138840482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NevarD0785,2019/08/01,"Feeling like a burden to others Hey, I've posted here before, but not in a long time. I'm a high functioning autistic and have worked hard to get to the point I'm at, via therapy and trying to work at my weaker points. Recently though, I fear that all I do is place unnecessary burden on my freinds and family. As I said, I'm high functioning and as such my autism doesn't get in the way much. But there have been times, where my other mental issues such as major depressive disorder and my anxiety, that I often wonder if I am just a burden to everyone around me. I don't really have much of a point to this message, I'm just so frustrated at my own brain that I needed to post something and hope that I'm not alone in this.",5.843,4.964641533333339,6.983833333333332,78.38775000000003,67.0,10.7,28.75,10.125756701596842,2.5108000000000006,570,15,119,12,8,194,88,150,0.21600000000000005,0.728,0.055999999999999994,-0.9808,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,1,1,7,0,9,1,1,0,1,20,21,14,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,3,14,2,19,19,5,22,0,1,0,0,3,15,0,4,5,82,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075084182240422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134899852496642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957460223148765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385638629192515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248725807297726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536610772600554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681837351163864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908381769445227,0.0,0.0,0.13721608049565467,0.16378957976036765,0.07359686373955196,0.10398435478759872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209271664548674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038848156222502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075732061655162,0.0,0.14456872630518405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192136066546633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711107070100616,0.0,0.0,0.12881138865128156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466849705145512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399900331069885,0.10792701557837593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207375199542855,0.0,0.4127889074538058,0.0,0.2788024638921905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324611102612147,0.0,0.14371777277512834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384559153357396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205517097108636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645456154367988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300681977505006,0.0,0.16974831057676582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882213247882007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553459920517767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784793610308054,0.21193120817505975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iboopsnootsforfun,2019/08/01,"Meltdowns/sensory issues getting worse? Hi I'm a long time lurked but never posted before. I changed anti depressants about 5 times this year and since then nothings been working to keep my mental health in check and that's declining again, I'm also being tested for seizures. Could this be why meltdowns and sensory problems are getting worse and more common? Most the time I can't even give my partner a hug because I just freak out, but they're the only person I've ever been able to be physically close to before. Every time a neighbour's kid screams while they're playing I have to cover my ears and hide because it irritates me, I cant go out from around 10am-4pm bc it's too bright for me. I've recently bought a weighted blanket, use all the breathing techniques I usually do and cuddle an old bear which usually relaxes me but I'm driving everyone around me insane - how do other people manage their meltdowns?",5.885895238095237,7.1681204800000025,6.0780714285714295,77.46034523809526,67.05714285714286,8.347619047619048,33.4404761904762,8.59863814320734,2.8896761904761905,744,33,125,11,12,237,119,175,0.177,0.7490000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9583,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,10,8,0,0,8,0,12,6,2,2,3,24,22,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,7,11,1,1,0,2,2,2,3,4,0,0,3,4,14,4,13,15,3,25,0,1,1,2,7,6,0,1,16,76,21,3,0.14422450398498635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153362837299155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567807718342699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583583797159852,0.0,0.2454488605091425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257040172934078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515153077731267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422035394803288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525892466839113,0.1304593208631008,0.12151536495920205,0.13781269416299066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070270137054856,0.13835328610159844,0.08196610926966638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330390349418474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053291145782535,0.0,0.12819336585752766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763414754624805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534437805150552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123482863186328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838730132997706,0.0,0.15133935575931184,0.0,0.0,0.10968923428563623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998711150459318,0.12593127388124115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381272074824391,0.0,0.0,0.13800337236891366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240429831136975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930400007128167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33639387238553325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245636648517685,0.3176858305100317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562659154612145,0.0,0.0,0.13014018215987666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499715660662226,0.0,0.29395418200957074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287585198022587 autism,Mcl1545,2019/08/01,"Special interests Hey all- I was just wondering if you guys had special interests and if so, what are they? Mine are Gilligan’s Island and anything Disney :)",3.265000000000001,6.4317712142857175,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,86.85714285714286,7.085714285714286,32.0,8.07648339933343,3.508971428571428,126,7,18,3,4,41,23,28,0.0,0.64,0.36,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888571085263114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882084010328417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6442279133953155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bad-jubies,2019/08/01,"Hi! I am just about to begin volunteering with an inclusive gym, and begin training to become an in-home play therapist for kids on the spectrum. If you have any advice, please pass it on! Hello everyone! As the title says, I am gonna start volunteering with an inclusive gym that caters to every child and family. Their primary clientele is ASD kids and I am super excited to begin working there. Later in the year I also begin training to become a play therapist for kids too. It means I get to have one on one time with a kid to work through some learning stuff together and otherwise just have a fun time. Since I am not autistic myself (that I know), I guess my questions to you are just what did you find most helpful or good about the positive people in your life when you were growing up. What were or are the do’s and do not’s of how they interacted with you? Personally, from what I have seen, I have felt the treatment of neurodivergent kids in my schools and in the wider community to be absolutely sub-par, if not at times downright insulting and patronising. A few of my friends have been through the various programs and it upsets me the amount of misunderstanding that went into their learning and how much sadness they felt because of it. At the core I really just want to do right by these kids and be a positive person for them as every child deserves, without babying them or making them feel invalidated by any means. I want to work with them, not above them or as a controlling presence. So if you had any tips, it would be very appreciated! In saying this I know everyone is different, which will be part of the learning process for me. But yeah, if you had any good memories or things others did to help you out if you needed it, please share! I am really excited to begin these new jobs. Thanks!",6.742306590257876,6.781200845272206,7.241861031518628,74.22239040114616,64.9025787965616,10.647621776504296,33.20931232091691,10.355215969177356,3.3122961604584518,1441,55,272,32,20,474,176,349,0.031,0.805,0.16399999999999998,0.9924,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,10,9,5,13,14,1,1,20,1,31,1,0,4,0,60,54,29,0,9,20,0,3,0,1,3,1,2,0,10,19,17,0,1,12,4,0,3,5,3,0,2,11,6,39,11,52,36,7,30,0,1,1,0,40,14,0,14,13,205,58,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556917413432804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639442315350823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938661842096965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585627393216305,0.2386292254973901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211688578350287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128721081147394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204591860306815,0.20646145047162168,0.0,0.0,0.10184445421752926,0.0,0.05462502931581625,0.0,0.20745837728761926,0.0,0.09874074436590237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346648389818402,0.0,0.05644309202415766,0.0,0.0,0.18122689989560367,0.0,0.0,0.1190111795605036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448252766924633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720666854367383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874487184314315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630731978120825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211326043823987,0.0,0.0,0.2353605019979941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941711939499521,0.08010553833925142,0.0,0.10433951473829277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641271347452936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698985052825076,0.0,0.07489688883554911,0.18866152804842512,0.0,0.2371768806027736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102234581553803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841816864406378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226009585424827,0.0,0.17182529435860908,0.0,0.10933576104963574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893665023072964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646673127970217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367261411505258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946281520302394,0.0,0.25087065011714543,0.07177271699254999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898576590940264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891390262131188,0.12744202125803608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014822057589713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041405258881304,0.0,0.2359492212969972,0.0,0.0,0.07674396293358368,0.0,0.0,0.0695700901505725 autism,TakeMeBackToSanFran,2019/08/01,"I've just found out I belong here more than I realised I joined this subreddit when my daughter was diagnosed autistic and adhd. I wanted to learn more about her brain and what makes her tick, do the best I cns to help her Through her journey I started to identify heavily with adhd and started my own journey of adhd assessment. Just spoke with the psychologist on the phone and found out my daughter and I are as similar as people have always said. It seems I also have aspergers/autism. Meeting the Dr in person in two weeks and will go through it all then properly, but I don't have any friends I'm comfortable sharing this with, and wanted to share it with someone. Hope you're all having a good day out there",6.6396582733812926,6.692552345323744,6.6366097122302135,78.42815197841728,65.11510791366906,9.827697841726616,34.64118705035971,9.516144504307137,3.1444165467625886,572,24,107,10,8,182,88,139,0.023,0.8140000000000001,0.162,0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,9,3,1,1,2,27,22,13,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,6,14,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,2,16,7,21,16,6,15,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,6,79,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604368919460693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405206803514907,0.13947994208482098,0.0,0.0,0.11399280266306235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591526647987632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187128309635474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810620618916388,0.0,0.0,0.17013891303152212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36759094627288985,0.12950899340219382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526686746838384,0.14059843117094825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235752920007216,0.0,0.0,0.16649244808779046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189300584051423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162121636018624,0.1463663224455229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594526346439598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260225488220894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203067843572525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729595244171384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374821946183318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774270005673897,0.0,0.13446108748424954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Expressoxpaint,2019/08/01,"OT therapy for Adults? I have been looking to see an OT therapist to improve my processing speed and memory. I'm not sure where to look or what to expect. Does anyone have any experience in getting OT therapy as an adult? How did you apply? How long did it take? Cost? Any help would be much appreciated",1.3369915254237306,4.0057408983050875,3.686250000000001,81.76971398305086,89.16949152542372,7.695762711864407,22.62923728813559,8.472884824447931,2.0828457627118646,239,9,46,7,8,82,47,59,0.03,0.818,0.152,0.8359,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,8,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,7,8,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196811351748466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435089044597126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569191818515856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299218555063927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280277691417125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754758915037587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208009910973174,0.3947619159304396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278718168125098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730266890725286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221529774611865,0.0,0.17672669736027471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375952994577873,0.2729086180064626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697121687820835,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway01239876,2019/08/01,"My uncle is getting poop everywhere. I promise this is not a troll post I’m honestly looking for help. My uncle has this problem where he constantly poops his pants and when he tries to clean it up he puts the waste in the bathtub drain, bathroom sink, and the toilet and gets everything clogged. As I type this poop is literally floating in the sink where we used to wash our hands and brush our teeth. I am honestly lost on what to do. He lives with me and my mom and from what she’s told me this has been a life long thing for him and my grandmother (his mother) just swept everything under the rug. If you talk to him about it he gets extremely aggressive which is scary because he’s over 6 feet (not sure if I’ve said it but he’s 40yo) and then talks about how nobody loves him. Is there any advice you folks can offer on dealing with this?",3.491133603238868,4.850342935672514,3.962222222222224,90.08384615384618,72.85964912280701,7.600719748088169,24.84975258659469,8.139509932561175,1.219176878092667,666,20,144,10,13,209,109,171,0.053,0.8540000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.784,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,2,0,1,8,8,1,0,7,0,11,9,6,2,1,21,21,15,0,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,12,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,4,20,5,19,17,0,15,0,1,1,1,28,9,0,2,4,89,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913361828207344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315258551524134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935954005800388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115932143806824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018640393278528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519497755788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068965689006952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124245711647567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830127409768087,0.0,0.0,0.17289741701963318,0.17327927369705218,0.1644249972408889,0.0,0.21374183336047592,0.0,0.17671962805480815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932181630562398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752491124435505,0.0,0.0,0.1873567896331529,0.0,0.196835846536656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862532552411763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454177624241255,0.0,0.0,0.3147576698724993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008264782438886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870979201874176,0.0,0.132937215570911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911071049177048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aceofhearts12,2019/08/01,"Advice for how to talk to my boss TLDR; I need advice on how to request help from my boss with certain things and explaining my situation without disclosing my autism. Hi all, I’m 21 with high functioning autism and work in a retail store. I normally cashier, which I do very well(even with the social elements, which I have been getting a lot better at). However in my downtime between customers, have to sort items back on to the shelves. I get pretty scattered brained if I don’t know exactly what I’m doing or where things go. A lot of items are sorted incorrectly so it is hard for me to figure out where items go without wandering the isles. If I were told where things go/given a guide to the store I’d be able to handle it, but without that I get lost. My boss gets frustrated with me and I’m trying to figure out a way to explain my situation without disclosing my autism. Any advice?",3.8753142857142855,5.620410788571429,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.54285714285714,7.9714285714285715,29.07142857142857,8.634040054169528,2.2791714285714293,708,29,135,13,14,231,100,175,0.036000000000000004,0.904,0.06,0.2409,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,1,0,9,0,10,1,1,5,3,36,25,10,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,3,2,5,2,0,0,4,1,18,2,30,20,6,15,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,7,1,96,27,4,0.1298737980852873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807335171582685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831863626029801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986493409645744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486282032418263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498211050700965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578041876637063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714147966248985,0.0,0.2214308171841604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163414132707281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705166923439868,0.13721879824341804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137524293442822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177259240686915,0.2208281176022826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629977565532034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272487473052914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212834312595942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919671810933853,0.0,0.13238998175489738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438763936891862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588471417026352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409997968983748,0.0,0.08817578375990451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071594849048146,0.0,0.1030877757923952,0.0,0.0,0.116772141694798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500774827187698,0.0,0.09454967179555897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SockAccountNumber,2019/08/01,"How easy or difficult is an adult autism diagnosis in the United States? So, I'm 22 years old and I think I might have high functioning autism. I want to go through the testing and whatnot but I've heard it's a difficult process for adults in the US. Since I'm using a throwaway account I'm comfortable with saying that I go to Kaiser Permanente.",3.2965217391304336,5.316223507246381,4.115289855072465,86.04076086956526,74.79710144927536,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.332147826086956,278,12,56,6,6,89,51,69,0.075,0.7829999999999999,0.142,0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,7,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723716586928304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461333351575159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475378026079643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437669997498265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605251463028576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27099876272688633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991645972933645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39406923617473866,0.2829460792210398,0.0,0.0,0.1932302886913006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096728490921127 autism,elixirdiego09,2019/08/01,How to help out an autistic friend? I have a friend who has autism and I want to see what I can do to help my buddies out. He can be a little much to deal with it and was wondering if there is anything. He also starts screaming like a monkey and crying randomly. Is there anyway I could help him,0.4711520737327177,2.6710471290322597,2.13847926267281,95.50629032258064,85.7741935483871,4.833179723502305,18.534562211981566,6.1826913282559595,-0.2045695852534561,230,6,51,2,7,75,44,62,0.081,0.657,0.261,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,14,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,3,7,11,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,2,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058084263368282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117830128496978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547874938516472,0.0,0.28269475359087165,0.0,0.2653239294666636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976670038627582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175032346169658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573170782621873,0.2579394825485289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918712308369928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508033484700836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215872109978395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517959197302421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27909285981752435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CumfartablyNumb,2019/08/01,"What should I do if I suspect I have autism? I think I might have a mild form of autism. I'm an adult. I don't really know how or where to get tested, or if it's even worth doing.",-0.9285714285714306,0.4208773333333369,1.7097619047619048,101.50607142857143,85.19047619047619,5.152380952380953,12.88095238095238,5.985473137389443,-1.308447619047619,136,1,38,1,4,47,31,42,0.065,0.88,0.055999999999999994,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840579412249239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30379604549857314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195627772637081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6168517806724535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37250698669399057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37258491307941294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,m31void,2019/08/01,"Extreme Metal Interested to know if people with autism attract to the genres within the extreme metal category (black metal, deathcore, etc..)? It seems to calm me down and allows me to work more efficiently.",9.658857142857146,10.395787600000002,9.777857142857146,56.12964285714287,58.71428571428571,10.428571428571429,37.5,10.125756701596842,4.341571428571429,166,7,21,3,2,55,27,35,0.0,0.747,0.253,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,7,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061545054992691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29869749488400754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767996499139149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947887934750476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956799157010785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SpikeTops,2019/08/01,"How do you guys handle your emotions? I’ve been struggling a lot. I went 5 whole days without hitting myself and I’m so proud, but the end of the day I just sort of melted down. I was with my girlfriend and her family and it just hurt. My brother is moving out and it feels like he is abandoning me. Seeing how close she is to her sisters really hurt, and I just couldn’t handle myself. Like I had a hard time expressing myself and I hurt myself and threw my jacket. Her family was really upset, and it made me hurt. I don’t know how to handle my emotions. It makes me scared of myself because I want to raise a family and have relationships well.",2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818188,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.86363636363637,6.824242424242425,20.090909090909093,7.793537801064563,0.7892000000000001,507,12,102,8,12,171,75,132,0.223,0.6890000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,2,13.0,0,2,0,1,8,12,0,3,5,0,11,0,0,5,0,29,21,14,0,2,5,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,8,1,0,7,3,26,4,10,12,2,10,0,5,1,0,13,3,0,2,6,76,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513430040424426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801358817460393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141931998331172,0.1236956513460869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949717699847092,0.0,0.07061534729635144,0.09977179669909136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382835067207182,0.0,0.0,0.1251062537330954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980276709006933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675245642784875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645981681433975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873234876331025,0.0,0.13214790035470714,0.0932228869128334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843449133255446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893714975262065,0.0,0.0,0.14994056710905224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398221526996973,0.0,0.1112894488163887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460010015636196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143577929330535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237398408754286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556943204593185,0.1294644866219036,0.0,0.15592331579410998,0.0,0.13462545458233255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Darth-pompous,2019/05/22,"I appear to be obsessed with the concept of a reationship, even though I've never been in one. I don't know were this came from, so I know is that it's driving me insane. Two days ago I read that a celebrity coupe broke up. This was inexplicably, and embarassingly, upsetting to me. So much so that these past few days I've been ruminating on it and how humiliating my initial reaction was. I feel constant pressure on my chest and heat on my neck. I feel like an obsessive adolescent fan girl. Their relationship has no bearing on my life, so why do I ruminate on it? I don't want this. I feel constantly ashamed. I don't want this. I hate myself.",1.7615614617940203,4.1885156821705465,3.6454318936877113,85.33831395348841,82.10077519379846,7.09656699889258,25.493355481727576,8.192908349453996,1.7653960132890367,509,21,105,11,14,171,82,129,0.222,0.741,0.037000000000000005,-0.9634,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,5,4,0,12,3,2,1,1,15,22,9,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,7,0,2,6,3,19,1,12,15,2,17,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,8,74,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833231546737721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365336973804665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469727870408913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674859822472674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365949874451321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137055991600323,0.14774395114331634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418046393079206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273129591282358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460748779578781,0.10103613032673453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520279582175422,0.0,0.15950337538790746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401387135178908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742200377386235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686434969385847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222034808976861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031881876573016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020217411330136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439618866885873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661239994171555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lonestar189,2019/05/22,"How to survive a 14 hour road trip with autism? I posted this in r/travel but someone recommended that I post here so here it goes: So next week, I’m moving from Arizona to Texas. I have autism and always want something to do or I will get bored. We are driving for 14 hours. Any advice is welcome here. Thanks",0.1623809523809534,2.558536031746033,1.5622222222222213,96.33000000000004,93.44444444444444,3.4349206349206347,18.11111111111111,5.033348758259628,-0.6034888888888887,242,7,51,1,9,77,52,63,0.040999999999999995,0.7829999999999999,0.177,0.8338,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24948798066256705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244007845451865,0.0,0.0,0.17362094921336235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339000865480408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028618816585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713563044274393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715272619243811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890367387972298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163250716829598,0.1965516897234317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505703364167424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058966216201772,0.0,0.2047959265488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,A-fuckton-of-spiders,2019/05/22,"I got my first job!!! Hi all! Hope you don’t mind me sharing some of my good news! &#x200B; I am a 20-year-old full-time student on the autism spectrum. I have severe social anxiety, frequent meltdowns, and tend to become very confused and struggle with processing language. I didn’t think I would be able to have a paid job any time in the near future, maybe ever. &#x200B; I love working, especially with children. I love feeling responsible and having clear tasks that I need to complete. I volunteer multiple times a week, but I was just terrified of searching for any paid work, because my symptoms make it so difficult to function as an adult. I didn’t think there were any options for me, since I am absolutely terrified of restaurants, shops, and other public places, so I knew most typical student jobs were out of the window. &#x200B; I found out that a nursery where I volunteer was hiring, so I applied, and I just found out I got the job! I am just so excited and proud. I would be working in a place I'm very familiar with and I know I can do well. I finally feel like I can do things and that other people see me as a competent adult.",4.4061685214626385,6.035595324324326,5.129968203497615,81.54245627980923,70.98198198198196,8.106412294647589,31.977742448330684,8.671277953709913,2.667489348171701,910,42,169,16,17,294,127,222,0.099,0.746,0.155,0.8537,4,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,6,11,12,0,2,11,0,21,3,0,1,3,40,41,15,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,7,14,0,0,8,1,3,0,3,3,1,1,13,3,31,9,22,24,3,18,0,0,1,2,10,10,0,5,9,116,38,10,0.09619396011884343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31267834679806444,0.3506585714940389,0.19624557453678207,0.0,0.07358811619646803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058638945248389016,0.10623867137564408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085753701792864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701294413564352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972771130823856,0.06872098432936379,0.0,0.10537578138656874,0.0,0.08182253333638091,0.0,0.2109434243817042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068292985616031,0.15387019478506234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554230725600926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818306497856369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286568479192685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699550996945963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736376093404137,0.0,0.06421021533766988,0.0,0.09663976228639563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971284779044672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132660255887951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093937957892483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666887799972772,0.0,0.20100442896688064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766541319407174,0.0,0.0,0.10867179441213344,0.0,0.07957263785126302,0.0,0.0,0.09805762835011522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056281306414816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998235657297874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390699277018791,0.1232744110045675,0.0,0.0,0.11218294343326647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874018268904833,0.0,0.0,0.07716099247710811,0.0,0.08648992257703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009104589316088,0.0,0.0,0.1366668586577595,0.0,0.3506585714940389,0.061945756473667485 autism,throwwwaayy33,2019/05/22,"Approaching adults who might have aspergers Hey guys, My friend has recently brought to my attention that their sibling most likely has aspergers. After talking about it, and doing some intermediate research, the quality of life for adults being diagnosed does help them manage symptoms that they have struggled with their whole life. Her brother is now getting more removed and the family is having a hard time, just accepting that he is how he is. What would be the best way to approach someone who you suspect of having aspergers?",12.459835164835162,11.005636274725275,10.528653846153848,60.09759615384617,54.384615384615394,13.935164835164835,46.92582417582418,12.602617957971056,6.1755032967032975,435,22,62,11,4,133,70,91,0.059000000000000004,0.816,0.125,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,4,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,15,4,0,1,0,12,17,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,4,8,12,5,9,0,0,0,0,18,0,0,3,5,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510002696251881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427584251167518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930437395299245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547367924844955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478664707906944,0.0,0.12495949558199115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368216673376816,0.0,0.0,0.21425455794435488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031451213965092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378739132502648,0.11684922558347564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372775091651034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361572702262621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265289815817975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003850020305785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485952582524518,0.0,0.19224046621986188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946534543800768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984663509690725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703126424005114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990364193795698,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ReptileStoner47,2019/05/22,"I got downvoted for asking someone to not use Autism as a joke. Why do people refuse to acknowledge others' feelings? I asked someone in the comments of a post to not use Autism as a joke, and I got downvoted to hell and called a ""gatekeeper"" and a ""pussy kid"". Why are we so rude to each other? I don't get it.",2.485312499999999,3.75338565625,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,75.25,7.620000000000001,25.3,8.238735603445708,1.4389100000000004,238,8,52,4,5,80,41,64,0.171,0.7609999999999999,0.068,-0.8237,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,10,9,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390437730839781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977407197665074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873036272849348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226820172635698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756086804192477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279231132798014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488945850098666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979188013613797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056124155116082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42377103871987465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Air_ball_batlion,2019/05/22,My autism disappeared when i was 4 and came back 11 years later mild case How to explain this ok so back in daycare I wasn't social able at all never talked to other kids and played by myself and when someone took something I was playing with accidentally ran headfirst into a table in a fit of anger blackout and became different personality wise could some explain it had brain scans nothing was damaged then so what could have caused it?,9.260421686746989,8.134588024096391,8.567560240963857,70.59543674698797,60.325301204819276,10.227710843373494,37.61746987951807,8.841846274778883,3.3113879518072284,358,14,61,4,4,113,66,83,0.08900000000000001,0.747,0.16399999999999998,0.6914,1,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,1,8,1,1,2,2,16,13,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,1,5,4,9,3,2,17,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,8,44,10,0,0.23878028130492346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672145945926734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266557763316595,0.0,0.2731010300200735,0.0,0.24529312395581399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812932497873117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494745721714255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416207327976808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291161198518733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849373145065808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434064264804869,0.20231775747836087,0.1838247262975931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192254527659794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652936783957292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537666724413305 autism,ChrisCGC,2019/05/22,"One Million Dollar Challenge Announced To Raise Autism Awareness Chris Cantelmo discovered that N,N-dimethyltryptamine is at the root of autism. He will donate $1 million to help researchers develop an effective treatment.",9.568190476190473,13.078347342857153,6.828571428571433,66.88476190476193,61.28571428571429,9.23809523809524,45.95238095238096,9.725611199111238,5.7719523809523805,187,12,21,4,3,53,31,35,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7032421421189949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7109504128614648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LolItsMe4121971,2019/05/22,"How do I stop myself from feeling so dumb all the time? Today was the worst fucking day of my life. I barely had any sleep last night and had to deal with unexpected social situations in which I basically came off as a retard. I kept blabbering stupid shit all the time. I bet, everyone has that one ""friend"" who is clueless half of the time, acts dumb for life and gets third wheeled all the fucking time. That's me! I. WANT. TO. DIE. My grades are falling. I hate studying and there's fucking nothing that I'm actually good at. My only friend in the bus just left the school recently and now I'm all alone and depressed. Anyways, how do keep your head high at times when nothing is going well for you. The only way I know to cope with this shit like this is by smoking which I want to stop. Just someday, lol.",1.4738888888888866,3.8866937962962993,2.5607407407407443,92.73333333333336,83.25925925925927,5.3283950617283935,21.962962962962962,6.691623216298621,0.4423925925925922,633,21,134,7,18,201,104,162,0.263,0.653,0.084,-0.9887,0,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,2,0,0,10,16,9,0,9,1,10,9,4,2,4,25,25,10,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,11,1,3,5,1,16,5,18,20,5,26,0,1,0,3,7,7,7,1,15,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.12615523937298534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389149143516355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791246961815885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785790416244507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833726634060457,0.1332784200602499,0.11134568096562132,0.0,0.13416862211263456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352925901100364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536609502086804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975744400989245,0.35854219079759697,0.06754164826515588,0.0,0.07347082794943248,0.10843101511602693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276338035639896,0.1326750102299555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658774571723728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149069147126471,0.0,0.0,0.0710469968927989,0.105377621628231,0.0,0.0,0.14045932193112004,0.0,0.18262366457575566,0.06315797977302627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213172606419044,0.0,0.24808862338336524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760111858162584,0.19664124433651484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764497172938571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308347443555531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654009889207463,0.0,0.14531222980913536,0.129369886279271,0.13178113636711572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616192590131406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769109047247915,0.0,0.12253902914763785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250128696575865,0.10261368767790273,0.0,0.0,0.11623512084964152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheManGames1,2019/05/22,Looking to make friends I'm 18 years old and autistic I love learning and playing video games and listening to music I don't have many friends and especially gamer friends I'm not looking for people my own age I'm looking for adult friends so yeah ps I'm new to this group and new to reddit,0.4293333333333321,2.8885179333333366,1.563333333333336,95.72833333333334,94.66666666666666,4.0,26.66666666666667,5.82211442006289,0.8081666666666671,236,12,49,2,9,74,38,60,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,8,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,6,12,1,5,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,0,5,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319740652531666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151767590073185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456610767213025,0.0,0.1365030256138726,0.2073273903398356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950080572229317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458471434259474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177214943532052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316890643977491 autism,azyazy1,2019/05/22,"UK - low functioning non verbal care options. Hi all, I'm potentially going to have to take over care of my bro who is 12 and low functioning non verbal. Until this point as an adult I've been working and traveling so am a bit in the dark of where to start. Are there options for care homes? Does the UK government support this? Not sure if I'm fit enough to care for him and work simultaneously as without the money from work not sure how we are going to survive. Also not sure how this will pan out as he goes into puberty? Any information would be helpful. Thanks for reading!",3.7846491228070143,5.434339745614038,4.979824561403512,81.92043859649127,72.59649122807018,7.873684210526315,26.701754385964907,8.515128840125781,1.8395333333333328,457,16,90,8,9,151,79,114,0.077,0.737,0.18600000000000005,0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,4,21,21,12,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,9,20,17,3,14,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,3,2,56,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223585644348417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394474375627648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668750240306554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6233720572286778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376199829119964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579371920361789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373886589548804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245361381551722,0.0,0.1533232285976123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449474385901145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528935731413637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818958037141084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345487557728112,0.4321841946129541,0.0,0.11492583859826187,0.0,0.0,0.14072577785511764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473440750891053,0.0,0.3338346861945621,0.0,0.0,0.108581823845104,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,444jin,2019/05/22,"i feel like a fraud..? i just got professionally diagnosed with autism...but its weird ? side note: i am female(biologically, too). for months, maybe almost a year now i suspected i had autism but...was too afraid to say anything about it here or otherwise because of the ""what? no, you dont seem autistic"" or stuff like that, because i dont think i do even with the prof. diagnosis, i still doubt myself. i feel like im a fraud, that im faking it or something or that it was a big mistake. i even read all the symptoms on the DSM-5 thing , most matched, but just the therapist saying ""oh that might not be something you experience then"" just made me feel like i was on this weight scale or a teeter totter that couldn't make up its mind whether i was autistic or not, you feel? &#x200B; i think an autism diagnosis would really help me, i want it so that i can help cope with sensory issues and such. even though i have a diagnosis, i feel like it could be YOINKED, because i dont fit some stuff, i dont know how this works. &#x200B; *also* do you guys ever NOT have a problem with facial expressions? ever since i was very little, my mother always told me that i got the faces ""just right"". can people with autism still read facial cues, but maybe not voice ones, like sarcasm, teasing or pain/anger ?? &#x200B; &#x200B; any feedback is appreciated",3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,4.34586872586873,85.87187902187901,72.51351351351352,7.095495495495496,25.460746460746464,7.793537801064563,1.259102445302445,1057,34,212,14,21,332,138,259,0.073,0.7959999999999999,0.131,0.9620000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,4,0,1,21,13,1,2,14,0,23,6,3,3,3,52,38,16,0,6,18,1,6,6,0,2,2,3,0,1,20,6,1,0,10,2,0,0,10,7,0,1,9,9,30,6,12,23,3,16,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,13,14,140,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442052158037507,0.0,0.0,0.05943349912290882,0.061840008416639725,0.3221017909799225,0.3612266569057808,0.05053999715481152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061158844331521585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591393944597396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059338294785718726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543300962563465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484089023564442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726253610665582,0.1344529870625833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269900312864246,0.0,0.0,0.1878915625237669,0.21237625525140733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188806304295507,0.0,0.0,0.07358826414881636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962996037351307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055622582488327,0.07757053870443904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040844206020101116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178533351568864,0.07448794144473904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032317033768627,0.049609028506282515,0.0,0.1493284112783087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884153914728548,0.07504178897072987,0.0,0.05932133725579367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036100456628713,0.0,0.07908148307038214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515239759053296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111398985121692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486797787422877,0.0,0.047611152458788934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346868380948598,0.0,0.11820413990623715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765793407467284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614780878513505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442999113186632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870374044310535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015672850722294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724670523639142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629098973904932,0.049374757729976064,0.09524222489303837,0.07301880393756154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101573219440686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132159973845733,0.04383573026005928,0.0,0.0,0.09050146698899124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054105683079755815,0.0,0.0,0.052794637514938667,0.0,0.3612266569057808,0.04785949996561596 autism,LobstahRolls,2019/05/22,"Recently started dating someone who has an autistic child-- seeking advice for sexual deviance. Hello, I'm new to the world of Autism. Please forgive me if I don't use the proper terminology. I am seeking advice because the nine year old child has displayed patterns of sexual deviant behavior. The mother (my partner) is struggling and I'm finding it difficult to provide support because I'm uneducated when it comes to the subject matter of fetishes and sexual deviance as it pertains to a child with autism. A few years ago, he (7 yrs old) started acting out sexually towards a younger member of the extended family. She (5 yrs old) woke up to find her foot pressed inside his underwear against his penis. When he was younger he began displaying signs of a foot fetish and would rub his head against women's naked feet. The mother didn't really recognize the signs at first, he was four, and mostly non-verbal. As he progressed in age, his sexual behavior expanded to watching torture porn as well as foot fetish videos. The mother: took him to therapy (the younger girl attended separately as well) as this greatly impacted the family dynamic. For awhile, the therapy seemed to help the compulsion. However, recently when searching through his phone history the torture porn has returned. When confronted with this new information, he began to hit himself, as an attempt ""to discipline himself."" I'm so far out of my depth here, I feel for this child who knows what he is doing is wrong but doesn't possess the cognitive awareness to stop the urges or compulsion. The younger girl has also been affected. I feel terrible that she has been impacted and now struggles with her own personal safety because she was stripped of her innocence. I love this woman and I love her child, but I want to make sure this pattern of behavior doesn't continue to happen. I don't want another girl to be a victim. I'm afraid he will grow up and start acting upon this behavior more aggressively. What can I do to provide support? The mother feels so alone and I feel like the only solace I can offer is a kind ear. I need to do more. Please help!",6.385369896750972,7.840958015345273,6.897675475987501,71.4027924599792,66.03324808184144,10.29387136497111,36.73212086767074,10.421817524276454,4.293106772757413,1708,87,277,44,27,558,203,391,0.081,0.79,0.13,0.966,1,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,3,11,23,5,3,27,0,28,10,6,3,1,42,58,26,0,5,4,4,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,12,14,14,0,2,10,1,0,6,5,11,2,3,10,8,30,12,48,44,5,43,0,0,1,4,50,11,0,4,27,178,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496047080724053,0.09296318184318904,0.0,0.0,0.10861632678506368,0.0,0.08386653485671752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996800548392696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178798671246214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903384098623644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977290005032217,0.0,0.21210683550830975,0.07492096577111967,0.0,0.0,0.19170320900058965,0.0892045316175995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562234904040555,0.0,0.0,0.09273844354856492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762948498730276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405877100918987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920861545475086,0.05763520705378436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512354272596432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893031293559852,0.0,0.07000323689214429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777616619004203,0.0,0.20257311132649616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330138277682934,0.0,0.0,0.07976029479296373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157065954408386,0.0,0.2302371194600923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718403654807541,0.0,0.20709796885850534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954720245340543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885816547514737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268797742373656,0.0,0.0,0.08767814194360259,0.0,0.2192711047128362,0.0,0.0,0.23801623831049096,0.09884113079042388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986178561831245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165172541857556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057620552986216,0.0,0.0,0.12371308619141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885860219313436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449844570379162,0.11466166275194742,0.0,0.13506895879681655 autism,jaehom,2019/05/22,"Hi people of r/autism! I am going to be starting a job working with children who have ASD relatively soon.... As parents, friends, family members, etc, of people who have ASD, what are something’s that you wish their caregivers or those around them did to better suit their needs? Additionally, if you have ASD, what are things you wish people did to better suit your needs and abilities?",7.90942857142857,8.211842942857142,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,62.42857142857143,9.285714285714286,33.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.7189999999999994,306,11,53,4,4,94,50,70,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.9428,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,3,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,15,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,8,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,2,38,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533690537915226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682615585883637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321914760051086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626688632922004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085025967692776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832151550517285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660053795225752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30874660202881793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117493072816586,0.0,0.0,0.43300676351316303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027800403670608,0.0,0.0,0.14736086880081878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831492147258748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788259236749205,0.0,0.0,0.15156779800974549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThrowawayAristocracy,2018/12/07,"Iron poisoning and manganese There is nothing wrong with you. ""neurotypical"" people suffer from iron poisoning, which makes them insase. Taking manganese reduces the effects of the poisoning. Leave the US/Europe, if you can.",7.437000000000001,11.393017771428573,6.028214285714286,67.42803571428573,71.28571428571428,8.071428571428571,34.464285714285715,8.841846274778883,4.1725714285714295,182,9,21,4,4,54,28,35,0.345,0.6,0.055,-0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,1,5,3,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260827488867698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860465242567083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861129739229794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789730026236463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025541887503813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840368027597912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399604566498628,0.0,0.0 autism,silver_penguin,2018/12/07,"Making new friends Hi all, I'm an autistic teenager. I started a new boarding school this year and I'm trying to make new friends. There's one person in particular who I want to befriend because they seem really kind. They're in the grade above me and we've had some of the same classes together-- I have a total friend-crush on them! Recently, I've been trying to have conversations with them when I see them in the hallways. I've also visited their room a couple times (they live right across the hall from me) and had some nice chats. I told them that I want to be friends with them, and they said that they do, too. But I can't tell if they were saying that just to be nice, or if they meant it genuinely. Part of the reason I'm so eager to be friends with them is that I know they have family members who are autistic, so I think they'd understand me really well. (I told them I'm on the spectrum.) Others have told me that I can be a little overwhelming at times. That's because I have trouble reading people's boundaries, and I have a habit of oversharing personal information about myself too early on. I'm trying my best to work on these things, but I'm scared that the person I want to be friends with will think that I'm weird if I become too friendly with them. (For context, I'm just naturally really friendly with the people I love.) I don't want to come across as romantically attracted to them, and I don't want our friendship to become one-sided. What are some things I can do to advance our friendship without being coming across as creepy? I'd really appreciate any advice. Thanks! 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Sorry for admittedly bizarre line of inquiry. Having a hard time finding any studies on this. 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Hello /r/autism, i'm kind of new here, please excuse my english, i'm not a native speaker. I found this subreddit looking for resources. Short story, my very small brother of 2 and a half years has been diagnosed to be on the spectrum by a neurologist and soon will be going to an occupational therapist and speech therapist to see if he can develop speech, since right now all he can do is scream, cry and some babbles. So my question is, when are you supposed to know if an autistic kid will be verbal or not? And if you are a verbal autistic, do you know at what age did you start talking? Sorry if i'm using the terminology wrong. 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Before I get into my specific questions, here is some background (it'll probably help): My son is 5 and is on the spectrum. Currently, he has switched from doing half days at school to full days (my heart. I miss having him home at lunch time). Since he switched to full days, night time has become easier. He's finally fully sleeping through the night (minus the occasional wake up to go potty, Thank you teacher for helping with that :D). He's picking things up faster when it comes to live skills and the routine has calmed some of antsy-ness. You know, 5 year old hyperactivity. Over Thanksgiving break though, he was incredibly grumpy. His routine had been messed up, I would try to work with him on things they worked on at school but because that structure was broken he was very skeptical to work on things. His usual night of full sleep was messed up and he would wake up sobbing and smacking his head at 3 am. He was also eating less. He's back to his usual routine now, but I am trying to organize everything that I need so that on Saturdays and Sundays we can maintain a learning structure and incorporate the goals in his IEP and what he is working on in class into the home so he can maintain the skills that he has learned as well as expand on them. I'm looking for resources that can help with how to structure the day and learning materials that he will be able to work with. His teacher is coming up with materials to work with over winter break (since it's two weeks long) and a mock schedule that I can use, but I won't get this until closer to break. So far, I know that I need to make communication boards (feelings, foods for breakfast/lunch/dinner/snacks, play time options, drinks, and basic needs), I'm looking into basic sign language materials since they are working with that in his speech therapy, and sensory toys for when it's too cold to play outside. However, I want to be able to maintain his 7:15-2:30 schedule and don't know what else to throw in there or what other materials I can find online to use. I would use the disability office, but they are slower than molasses here and I still haven't gotten my intake packet after requesting it months ago. Any tips, suggestions, or resources are welcome. I want to help him succeed in his way but I need the structure to do it. 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I've started a podcast about tech, design and entrepreneurs. The guest on my second episode is Nadia Hamilton who started a company called Magnusmode and I think the members of this community would appreciate hearing her story. Magnusmode makes a mobile app meant to help people with autism. Nadia explains the tool in the podcast, but essentially, it is a “how to” system that helps people with autism achieve more independence. Here’s the link to the episode: https://youtu.be/-0jjvHQSX9c",7.096666666666664,10.2553814949495,5.744444444444442,73.47000000000003,67.3838383838384,8.44040404040404,35.24242424242424,9.150863307647796,3.783896969696969,484,24,69,10,9,143,64,99,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,0,3,0,0,3,0,14,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,13,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561386588393915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396911518362077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827181922760286,0.0,0.5044041486599757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743959143580628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242265647291768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217086728665228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550958080690389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073000927147713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819160748901444,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bambalina11,2018/12/07,"ASC with DCD Four years ago my son was diagnosed with DCD (dyspraxia) during one of his appointments with the specialist doctor they advised that he had autistic traits...fast forward another two years of speech and language observations in school, numerous appointments, OT & P.T ... two days ago we had our big meeting at the hospital with the school, speech and language and specialist doctor, where they officially concluded that he meets the criteria of autistic spectrum condition (they keep changing the names it’s hard to keep up...) they confirmed the DCD diagnosis still stands and coincides with the ASD diagnosis. (We are in the U.K. and in a London borough so the wait times ect for diagnosis on the nhs can take years) So I won’t get his official report of all their findings for a little while, has anyone had experience of being a parent with a child that has dyspraxia and ASD? Any advice would be most helpful and gratefully received. My son turned 11 a few weeks ago so one bonus is we have all the diagnoses in place for when he attends secondary school. 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I have suspected that I am on the autism spectrum for quite so time now. I was wondering if anyone here was diagnosed as an adult and how they went about doing it, what experience they had, or any advice to give. I just want to know so I can figure out appropriate mechanisms to function better and cope with the difficulties I have been having. Thanks!!",3.9496875,5.926726260416667,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,72.85416666666666,8.966666666666667,27.625,9.516144504307137,2.687025,395,15,73,10,8,132,69,96,0.042,0.84,0.11800000000000001,0.8154,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,9,3,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,2,1,19,21,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,10,4,12,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,3,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231371560482838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105663425948431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966489520907814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195355996594985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46353294873750606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819447423744165,0.0,0.22336629187764093,0.0,0.0,0.11545864397002893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219050376333674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549303911709314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053807631890904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428741740409855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556147524170977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023040010447488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331504411978358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721770571639705,0.0,0.0,0.13468443993120238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167911282669946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763159365628154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RazacLethrblaka,2018/12/07,"Creating a superhero with high functioning autism. First off, I want to say that I am trying my best to not be offensive. I know that certain aspects of this character may be stereotypical or not entirely accurate in depiction. Please keep in mind that some creative liberties must be taken as this character is a superhero and thus inherently unrealistic. Second, I apologize for such a long post. I realize not everyone will be interested. It just needs to be long in order to tell the whole story. If you read the whole thing, thank you and maybe let me know what you think. So I have a hero named Geometrix who can see the trajectory, speed, length, width, and other dimensions of pretty much any object. This allows him to, for example, tell where a sword strike is headed and dodge it, or if it's moving too fast to dodge he could at least defend. On the flipside, he could tell which way his opponent will dodge based on how they are shifting their weight and ensure his strikes land. Additionally he could have perfect aim when throwing things, see the best way to stop, let's say a falling crane, from landing on people, or see structural weak points. Stuff like that that's based on seeing angles, trajectory, and other dimensions. I thought about how someone would get powers like these, then I realized his origin could be tied in with another neurodivergent hero. Twitch, who has ADHD (like myself) was the second hero I ever made. Ollie was a fidgety and easily distracted teen like myself. But when he became part of an experimental super drug trial, that all changed. This drug, made by super genius mutant Dr. Feliks Wolanski, heightened Ollie's symptoms, for better and worse. He was able to quickly take in and respond to his surroundings with heightened senses and environmental awareness. However, taking in too much at once can lead to distraction and confusion. His fidgeting became enhanced into superhuman reflexes, minor phasing capabilities, and even short bursts of super speed. These are hard for him to control and he sometimes uses them without meaning to. His impulsivity was turned into bravery and a willingness to fight the bad guys. Others called it foolhardy and ""bad for covert operations"". Twitch wasn't the only product of Dr. Wolanski's experiments. Enter 15 year old Theodore ""TJ"" James, a high school teen with high functioning autism. TJ has his issues: he hates really smooth textures and prefers rough ones because they ""have a more solid grip"", he won't eat mushy foods like applesauce, he rarely talks to anyone besides his friend Matt, he won's respond to any name but TJ, and he is very attached to a specific igneous rock that he always keeps with him. TJ also has a high spatial intelligence and loves geometry, architecture, and engineering. Despite his lack of social interaction with most people he dreams of using these spatial skills to help them in some way, be it by engineering the next world saving invention or simply by designing homes. Dr. Wolanski, manipulative as the old man is, recognized TJ's passion and told the boy that he could help him achieve his dream and much more: an average social life, less stress, and freedom from most of his neurodivergency. Wolanksi started him in the same drug trial as Twitch. TJ's spatial intelligence became something superhuman and incredible. He became able to tell an object's height, weight, length, width, etc simply by looking at it. If an object was moving he could see it's trajectory and speed and the amount of friction being applied on it from its movement. These figures allowed him to do things like tell an enemy's movements based on their weight shifting and body angles, which in turn allowed him to block, counter, or dodge incoming attacks. It allowed him to see structural weak points in buildings, tell where something will fall and save people from being crushed, and even throw things with perfect accuracy. He became the hero Geometrix. However, this drug did not help any of his symptoms as Dr. Wolanski had promised. The flood of information was too much at once and it became easy for Geometrix to be overloaded with stimuli, potentially causing meltdowns. He also did not gain the promised social skills, making teaming up with other heroes or law enforcement somewhat difficult. This did not stop TJ. Although he had to fight through these obstacles while crimefighting, he was and still is determined to make Geometrix a great hero who can truly make a difference.",9.218154059680778,9.653063307888043,8.341194772148974,67.07745489243582,59.68702290076336,11.2675919500347,37.8381910710155,10.880160147430859,4.354331806615776,3624,157,563,81,44,1130,378,786,0.07,0.7559999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9981,7,1,6,0,4,0,107.0,0,3,6,24,20,47,5,4,35,0,56,25,2,20,6,126,91,55,0,15,19,0,7,6,1,7,16,2,1,3,45,42,5,6,10,5,0,10,9,14,0,4,19,16,42,32,89,47,23,78,0,0,7,2,85,41,0,16,28,362,87,5,0.1130815939129972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795105039965889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043130979696926,0.04704647245661475,0.0,0.0,0.11534904239088535,0.05928795549179217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953463987099385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643233190324889,0.0,0.0,0.09441840749601936,0.034466745031977636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867215623176272,0.05000574016889485,0.0,0.0628040792084075,0.0,0.0,0.05773447533266001,0.0,0.0,0.058082973353650015,0.05981266613784356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341531154826313,0.27085935361945696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907309872435049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622774958181651,0.057855350711932575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305793449118653,0.07468932628162238,0.05114438786886829,0.0,0.05402715449455688,0.0,0.05530774875177282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809357300731819,0.06836935611220836,0.0,0.04368327947307976,0.0,0.029540232774435606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062336428251087636,0.0,0.05598427831836802,0.0,0.0,0.05064944832869656,0.05582233131719297,0.05802716969768443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369431311327748,0.2389538251588181,0.05671502940216565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901390226236102,0.0,0.10051211645526112,0.0,0.0,0.06214668667541558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563359128843045,0.03993643700039353,0.1657378644418535,0.0,0.0,0.10007365214276526,0.04748002927986585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103027675333737,0.10700053835903278,0.11322426304483955,0.0,0.05680283014244079,0.06158950338823613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709008695665985,0.0,0.0,0.12018783833115035,0.16625596572202067,0.04192428451740685,0.0,0.0,0.06013177900459254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186601104401138,0.1204282069333624,0.03831350730504995,0.043001823911306886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061228173243447176,0.0,0.1175948083781206,0.0,0.0,0.062064816175571774,0.10689865744908857,0.0,0.054150454164472187,0.05752231728818408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056556097699143076,0.0,0.036221482340183235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992702224245269,0.0,0.05722230508906127,0.27033416887601985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729086664400752,0.04790683377942006,0.08705573566104878,0.05592029393441175,0.0,0.04001986709969455,0.0,0.04515355348618466,0.09454127596985708,0.06476729188225698,0.0,0.06472568524803679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753507424459705,0.08502328544457056,0.04544535086631035,0.2965148920589078,0.0520551693419005,0.0,0.0,0.1502527725381294,0.03622905967240582,0.0,0.044887077115153065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402715449455688,0.0,0.03838748969807537,0.12300030198021245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976661896965074,0.0,0.046652078920393684,0.03334922696647872,0.1346383585997975,0.0,0.20655437554089026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625156122732872,0.0,0.054503310603020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057619902514093366,0.040164959923181184,0.0,0.0,0.036410419477139765 autism,iloveGARLICBREAD,2018/12/07,"Overwhelmed with therapy suggestions for toddler Our 2.5 year old daughter was just diagnosed on the “moderate to severe” end of the spectrum. She does not not talk at all and is (hopefully) on the verge of walking independently. She also does not eat anything besides formula despite weekly OT feeding therapy over the past year. The clinic that diagnosed her gave her the following recommendations: -20-25 hours ABA therapy a week -speech therapy 3x a week -OT 2x a week -PT 2x a week -floortime therapy 1 or 2x a week We currently get 2 in-home play therapy sessions a week (I have no idea if this qualifies as “floortime”) and until last week had 2 PT and 1 OT appointments a week. I am looking for somewhere closer to home to take her for speech/OT/PT now, and we are going through the process of getting in-home ABA therapy through our insurance. I’d be interested to hear anyone else’s experience doing this much therapy with their toddler? It seems unreasonable to me, but maybe I have to change my mind on this? I already felt like the amount of therapy we’ve been doing is a lot, but she’s not talking, so I’m of course very concerned. I want to make sure I’m doing everything I can to support her - without going crazy. Any insight/recommendations are very much welcome. Thank you.",4.056924803591471,6.4433374403292225,5.27657500935279,76.90534511784513,73.77366255144034,8.862626262626257,33.26767676767677,9.457814108942452,3.5683432098765437,1030,54,181,27,22,341,146,243,0.015,0.868,0.11699999999999999,0.9714,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,1,1,0,4,9,0,1,16,0,15,5,0,2,2,29,33,12,0,3,10,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,8,2,0,3,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,5,4,21,8,28,27,5,30,0,1,1,0,20,7,0,5,20,106,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671677928037726,0.05559492362315956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727581790070669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860982969353572,0.07123120531595623,0.057208835583787136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354268368105403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112217758303744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216744136303198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113606584361999,0.058074835418562364,0.0,0.06157386911163375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062479873883310284,0.06800366100031341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674986775359623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264240620166902,0.0,0.07901935864702568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835381736617641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973398339530236,0.06904880372935812,0.06846295580747899,0.0,0.0,0.07847934236212492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666787968241534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033963841121685004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837908590212607,0.0,0.0,0.05910321035954665,0.0,0.0,0.046404976848533536,0.0,0.06984193882491213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019513553703753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221003916632586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294928926546297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636447326730145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328817473128287,0.0,0.07853753607995062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889019507334276,0.06552154714044679,0.0,0.05227020454633969,0.1117546927546498,0.0,0.0640044508976157,0.7155170955204297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472215852071285,0.04100455318529369,0.0,0.5018809928625929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701456380510804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953688692394135 autism,sammijt,2018/12/07,"Advice for sensory issues in class Hi, I feel a bit funny posting here because as far as i know I’m not on the spectrum, but I guess i knew this was a place with some people who could understand having this problem. I have always had a really hard time with loud noises and lots of noise going on all at once. Recently i started taking a bilingual night class. The class has an interpreter that speaks in headphones. Depending on the day I sometimes Have to listen to the interpreter as my Spanish is only okay, however, i find it really difficult to the point of wanting to cry. Having her voice in my ears with someone else speaking Spanish and the added bonus of classmates speaking to each other makes me feel upset and unable to pay attention. I try hard to listen but i get distracted and end up just sitting there frustrated and trying to tune everything out, Does any one have any suggestions for ways to help myself so that I can keep up in class? 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I am just wondering what's best for my son. I try and keep his diagnosis private. I feel like it's nobody's business. I just want to say I am so proud of him and if I had my way I would be shouting from the roof tops and doing my best to raise awareness. Close family know and his teachers as I feel it should be his decision when he's older if he wants people to know. I live in a small community and everyone knows everyone's business. I don't want him growing up with everyone in the community knowing incase it's something that he wanted to keep private because it shouldn't matter weather he is or isn't Autistic. On the other hand I don't want him to think I am ashamed because I am not. Any advice or experiences would be very helpful.",3.850276497695852,5.238703612903231,5.324761904761908,80.55000000000003,72.01075268817205,8.109984639016899,31.027649769585253,8.634040054169528,2.503468202764977,736,33,142,13,14,248,101,186,0.031,0.778,0.191,0.9828,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,5,0,19,2,1,0,0,41,34,15,0,11,7,3,3,1,0,4,1,2,0,2,9,12,0,2,10,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,5,24,5,20,24,3,13,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,5,4,97,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112388355154125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912503001799988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359567961063334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224561682191548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136194799353379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093989676215108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846581269321521,0.0,0.1312585324837863,0.12649753552298715,0.0,0.1356957850952351,0.09586168447651963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994127723391596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385393222560721,0.0,0.0,0.29497793983101694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555594033568726,0.0,0.1184876819502844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489963975010927,0.0,0.0,0.09302688034244874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249135233448175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670917942400247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330205409779414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598023447329492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220541161854212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107165551773137,0.3957285091041062,0.10650968905611513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551774713505214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906421366180762,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BATIRONSHARK,2019/06/08,"Good first pet recommendations For teenage autistic person ? Pretty much as the title says I am moving into a new house soon and got quite a bit of money for my birthday so I figured now is a good time to get a pet I am just not sure what My sister already has an dog if that helps",3.5875423728813587,4.217805338983055,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,71.88135593220339,6.5779661016949165,24.91949152542373,5.985473137389443,0.6332338983050843,221,6,47,1,4,74,49,59,0.032,0.7759999999999999,0.192,0.8637,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755992397074966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726562846898857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243252382049768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304811809587001,0.0,0.0,0.4189476350753729,0.19974347215920701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673984579673205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881715941274041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26543885422415125,0.18359092592875556,0.0,0.0,0.2412047713098919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806724346971854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407991699167337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656339920273981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860683143379024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353812131550843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562801242762774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,arch1tect_wannabe,2019/06/08,"Not able to connect is one of the symptoms of autism I wasn't able to connect to my co-workers as I was always awkward in front of them. And at the time of leaving, nobody did a farewell lunch or cake for me. But internally I loved them to death. In our team, we celebrated birthdays of everybody and did a cake cutting. When somebody leaves we all go out for a lunch to wish them well for future endeavors. So I have been crying for the past 3-4 days. Lul. Disclosure: I do NOT have autism.",2.1177555555555543,3.997371620000002,3.4933333333333323,89.80722222222224,77.8,6.4444444444444455,26.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.214377777777778,382,15,82,5,9,125,67,100,0.1,0.7809999999999999,0.12,0.4654,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,3,1,3,4,1,1,6,0,9,4,0,0,1,11,12,7,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,1,5,0,13,2,19,7,1,11,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,5,58,13,1,0.4796184723392478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954049521049952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634191853581133,0.15465711840628646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362891153212135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078467107668275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643719842077347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250094474035015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289250509045807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492536176968165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983469410529986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156173032479668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757687866483792,0.0,0.0,0.17458398004570433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Laputai,2019/06/08,"Dealing with others emotions ? Hi there, Id like to ask how you deal with others emotions. Whenever people around me get angry not just at me, Just in general, I tend to shut down and become non-communicative. This happens when people get angry at video games , TV shows , movies etc. Even playful angry scares me a lot. I don't really have this feeling with other emotions. I'm just wondering how to cope and not shut down when in the situation. I personally don't get angry and neither did my mum when I lived with her. I don't think I've ever "" raged "" or raised my voice in anger etc at anything so it might be that's I'm not used to it at all ?",2.1852035623409662,4.155511992366414,3.80032442748092,87.25992684478375,77.93129770992367,6.504071246819338,22.36704834605598,7.492282038375204,0.8733201017811703,505,15,104,7,12,168,81,131,0.16699999999999998,0.779,0.054000000000000006,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,13,5,2,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,2,26,19,10,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,2,12,2,18,16,5,16,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,4,5,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095658358269838,0.14166609298909782,0.148772058337038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575483974935846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281275006730614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370247244724071,0.0,0.0,0.3549607042776884,0.1051088022184434,0.14394895808331726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046468955086389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942828958993424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072474471051633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774653256361548,0.0,0.1405213070846652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352929915191153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881971404107474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065177754451407,0.1389527060648433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194754224982044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932437550860756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788771909321346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196886910744728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744368475800614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257780467013553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ellzie,2019/06/08,"Communication help Hi, Please help me explain to my wife that I get overwhelmed with stimuli and need to be by myself to recenter myself. We're generally attached at the hip, but I've been ignoring the chaos in my head when I'm overwhelmed. I've newly realized that I can control the chaos in my head if I get overwhelmed so it doesn't escalate and prompt me to lash out (something I hate doing and eats away at my soul every time it happens). In order to control it, however, I need to be alone to control the stimuli around me. I love her to bits and her energy is always BIG ENERGY and I love it when I'm doing well, but I react poorly to it if I'm not ready for it. I know now that these negative thoughts are just triggered responses and I can control them by controlling my surroundings, but she is having an incredibly hard time handling it, which in turn makes me feel terrible. How do I explain to her that this isn't because of her?",7.66079365079365,5.998578677248678,8.270899470899478,73.16761904761907,63.814814814814824,11.574603174603176,37.402116402116405,10.504223727775694,3.773237037037037,746,31,146,15,9,251,104,189,0.163,0.698,0.138,-0.8861,1,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,5,8,9,1,3,5,0,14,6,3,9,0,35,32,15,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,9,1,6,6,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,2,28,3,24,28,1,18,1,3,0,2,14,11,0,2,6,105,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251437971692767,0.0,0.0,0.10646205280436533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389984847979392,0.0,0.0,0.12021030442243705,0.0,0.0,0.07799522977993391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968485374051598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7175165208063574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092159902506836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780076372504156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469378631429018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369392676083755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314300240579793,0.0,0.11461527211108713,0.1263210539288412,0.2626208207274065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152019176193584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031625850966633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309541070627635,0.0,0.08540553514847175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897419788994129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140447251238024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633210722650914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849975824878597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157552999268804,0.14921370794450514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916946330509755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503960987820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aimeejulia,2019/06/08,"I would like to share with the world the human / everyday life on the spectrum I would like to compile stories for publication and would love to hear about your stories if you want to share them with me and the world. Names and identifiers will be changed and you will be asked for approval before anything is published. The purpose of the book is to show the true multifaceted nature of autism, our shared journey as human beings in joy and pain that is life. I hope that it can give hope to people on the spectrum that they are not alone and to give understanding to those who are not so that there is more empathy in the world. :-)",13.2745867768595,7.663790487603308,11.030640495867775,69.85686983471078,57.34710743801653,14.083471074380164,44.29958677685951,10.125756701596842,4.2890809917355375,503,17,99,6,4,152,71,121,0.023,0.722,0.256,0.9827,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,2,1,3,11,0,0,9,0,15,4,0,0,1,20,24,9,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,10,20,16,1,9,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,3,3,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832927921635788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552815315551947,0.0,0.1880467814901718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116263743944676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127885401547194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859201187317286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670908346513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995718787941104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841543999630525,0.19654208436758533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815444586437468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403628509528708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945110748999182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940277930969087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864265179437553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286705679226893,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fauwl909,2019/06/08,"This is like somekinda curse I don't know if anyone knows what im talking about, but when i start a day and put a shirt on, the sound it makes, sounds like something from the past i've hearded ""a line from the movie or radio programme"" from my childhood and it tricks my brain to believe ""it's actually happening in the moment"" and it lacks my reality for some seconds and i feel im controlled by some possession or something... no wonder it's been so hard in the army to do stuff fast and follow directions, i thought i was mentally ill but it seems that im disabled.. severely.",2.925775862068964,4.8131538189655165,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,75.4655172413793,7.053793103448276,27.97931034482759,7.908726449838941,1.734951034482759,457,19,93,7,10,148,78,116,0.145,0.812,0.043,-0.8957,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,8,0,5,3,2,2,0,21,16,12,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,5,0,1,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,5,8,2,11,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,9,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17181987642392516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311292198691005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837169878762592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965534421196918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974785739516754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355121511209962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902677704565573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569898476064462,0.0,0.15772501282719018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705606119751563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352801020527016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203877276475482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752874532941665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743813394224175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807967177770575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699996447354913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602884060180632,0.0,0.1989100890378331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710960825221836,0.0,0.0,0.1246239447797794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201559145713562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151918302857106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978068957073653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190941465444726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,scootmcdoot,2019/06/08,"r/DisabilityArt Hey guys! I created a community for creators of all kinds with disabilities of all kinds to meet and support each other. I thought some of you might be interested, especially because I remember how important these accomplishments were for me with autism even before I even got sick. Please join and submit if you're interested! We accept creations of a wide variety, and I know I've seen some pretty interesting creations by some users and family members here :) r/DisabilityArt",7.984274509803921,9.988093329411765,8.398529411764706,60.08171568627452,62.764705882352935,12.254901960784313,37.69607843137255,11.855464076750405,5.4242549019607855,403,20,60,14,6,133,61,85,0.034,0.623,0.344,0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,20,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,7,10,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,5,0,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498182516486322,0.0,0.2091309688333749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246556722993476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168875431210176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965635932389647,0.0,0.0,0.2433495443125418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118603343053525,0.1350679899541978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607216360694649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697801094849827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500350119774321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784079033528686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788952840497036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511280826693425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lucasvdorr,2019/06/08,"Birthday are the worst I really hate going to birthdays, but I have to because in my family everyone comes to every birthday no matter what. There are always so many people, everyone's talking loudly, everyone has parfume on. Usually I can go home after after 2/3 hours but today I have to be there for a full day because we're celebrating my sister's birthday on the camping which is an hour away from home.",11.376153846153848,7.786750974358974,11.493589743589745,58.968076923076964,58.48717948717949,13.989743589743593,43.948717948717956,11.855464076750405,5.35668717948718,328,14,52,7,3,112,57,78,0.099,0.8220000000000001,0.078,-0.1646,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,12,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,12,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482683121909913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748207931685311,0.0,0.0,0.22685555949636044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028457411201247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000106315794283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567737067893794,0.5333993832092834,0.0,0.0,0.17541214575028882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149804036095768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370760267039926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732908261265711,0.0,0.3664869277231392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864782880002048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899891389867418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920250424642913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955764589490889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763745234387268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493204814157376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aimeenwilson,2019/06/08,"Imagination in autism? Ok so, I think I might be autistic; all of my teachers since nursery have been saying I’m autistic or I have ADHD or dyslexia or the like but my mum never got me tested. However, I’ve always been very imaginative. Does that mean I’m not autistic? Like, I’m a good artist, so surely I’m imaginative? Is a bland imagination really so key in autism, or is it more of a ‘sometimes’ thing?",0.7429292929292899,3.2650298024691367,3.306509539842871,84.47202020202022,90.48148148148148,5.908417508417509,22.178451178451176,7.348242739294969,1.2080518518518508,318,12,62,6,11,110,52,81,0.033,0.8109999999999999,0.155,0.8685,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,1,8,0,0,0,3,16,15,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,4,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303675510040451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287327097588045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056041444645526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305669164245197,0.21985676774802487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26859733127623303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994386883242213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916176655283417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201416176667912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610327351941388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860567226400468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273940444879608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187586431527344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590830736718037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826264649443846,0.1761401133427101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268152290734165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,feddyuppuyddef,2019/06/08,"Am I a failure if I never get into a relationship? I'm autistic, and I never really tried to get into a relationship, and no one else has ever tried either. Truth be told I just don't think I can trust someone enough to be in one. It sounds like something that can easily ruin your life if your unlucky. I feel like it'd be easier to just love myself instead. But everyone seems to act like if your not in a relationship, and have kids, your a failure who's failed life, disappointed your parents, and should of never been born. Not to mention, it does feel pretty sad that I'll never be #1 on someone's list. I'll always be behind their spouse. So am I a failure if I never get into a relationship? Can I get any feedback from other 'no relationship' people? Or aromantic people?",4.212357771260997,5.315381367741935,6.120938416422288,76.27595307917889,70.80645161290323,8.47507331378299,26.994134897360702,8.841846274778883,2.122741935483871,612,20,114,11,11,213,85,155,0.18600000000000005,0.68,0.134,-0.8709,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,1,1,5,10,0,0,7,0,16,3,0,0,7,30,27,11,0,5,11,2,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,10,4,0,2,2,3,16,6,14,18,2,14,0,4,0,1,18,6,0,6,10,87,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681756733407748,0.0,0.0,0.07912611435355837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182397676372017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720056198804666,0.0,0.0,0.12022691928546893,0.0,0.0,0.10525072248127973,0.0,0.11118320662551433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766624534452674,0.08312479622589143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316496658410974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437145981282195,0.17053708825037778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050158916845251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487048530196788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769176219246156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919964058949854,0.0,0.0,0.16133329002559973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837594906603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454067483262967,0.0,0.0,0.6246143448997384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592619172730623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971762329036987,0.08957658363178922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455626832634693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118320662551433,0.0,0.15799626091231264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yoomoo1823,2019/06/08,"I was diagnosed with autism when I was younger, is it possible I was misdiagnosed? So a bit of background I was around 11-12 when I was diagnosed and did have some issues like being completely obsessed with history and it was all I ever talked about, or the day that I had issues in social interactions like reading peoples signs. Now I don’t seem to have any trouble with any of that. I can maintain conversations with a small amount of effort, can look people in the eye, and am able to tell if I’m annoying someone and reading social signals. I’m fine with loud noises and lights, I enjoy talking to people (not extroverted as most of my hobbies are gaming, swimming, or biking, things I can do by myself or with a small group of friends) Yes there’s still stuff I’m deeply passionate about like Star Wars and History but I don’t try to bring it up into a conversation unless it correlates with the discussion. On top of that I’ve taken a bunch of online tests and all said I don’t have autism. Yet some people in my family still claim I do based on situations that happened years ago. So my question is what is the possibility I could have been misdiagnosed?",5.4226696165191735,6.353234393805318,6.262991150442478,76.9954306784661,67.89380530973453,9.389498525073746,30.110914454277285,9.558583805096642,2.704544896755162,927,34,174,19,15,306,128,226,0.036000000000000004,0.889,0.075,0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,13,11,2,1,9,1,28,4,1,0,3,33,37,18,1,2,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,11,16,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,4,0,0,11,5,19,7,31,24,8,23,0,0,2,1,14,11,0,9,13,127,30,3,0.13289816378447694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178062035785824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075061729133174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183075418151123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509037453000345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934119623464766,0.0,0.0,0.10610836975989607,0.0,0.0,0.08570832125021123,0.0,0.0,0.26977767751374704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120213997706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528456118231915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267679167173782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752140733168699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774223099281215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947819896386451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160098632111913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685394133151593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964542270191835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887635861221854,0.0,0.2658682558300131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641658713232073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098549700342727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493831043085373,0.0,0.27094588343573583,0.11260418290374508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226529053967985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213660192611458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363701991398146,0.116158852871316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829163475183825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022912954507586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558206023974813 autism,ezramc,2019/06/08,"Trouble understanding deeper meanings I have such a hard time understanding shows, movies, books etc. with deeper meanings. When I watch it, I think it's cool and all but then I go read commentary and everyone is discussing a big thing that I completely missed. Like the main character that everyone empathized with has actually done gross things. Or the characters were in a stimulation and I had no idea. I'm referring to black mirror but it happens with other shows too. I hate it because it makes me feel stupid. I only get to enjoy the parts of a show that are explicit, usually. Can anyone relate to this?",4.225105519480518,6.9651518839285735,4.921980519480523,77.90938311688312,74.80357142857143,8.715584415584416,28.038961038961038,9.339509955726095,2.9369535714285715,489,20,84,13,11,157,81,112,0.19,0.73,0.08,-0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,7,1,8,0,0,2,2,21,21,8,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,5,9,3,8,18,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,5,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.1788025432529219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811616453643826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169311752836024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210940251477204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750422999503544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434587837305893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35016136923198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264477710424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957282356668433,0.0,0.1041317899878637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202650727331494,0.0,0.16413487202447075,0.18089814418894512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684031197324967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951516771131361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230504996043925,0.0,0.0,0.3991745454392789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935193960448847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984163443279097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832759914344995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345496748377365,0.1174040837386209,0.0,0.0,0.10684079183632196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814903046222835,0.0,0.0,0.20179800212277013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hambonebo,2019/06/14,"My 17 y/o autistic daughter seems addicted to electronics. Is this normal, or should I do something about it? I guess I should say first that she is in the middle of a years-long assessment process and hasn't been formally diagnosed, but we've had several professionals along the way say it's very likely she's autistic and it's getting closer, so that's what we're going with atm. She's pretty high-functioning and 80-90% of the time passes as neurotypical. Sorry if I say something wrong in here, I'm new to this. Correct me and I'll learn. :) &#x200B; Anyway, for the past couple of years, and increasingly so, she's been displaying what I would say are addicted behaviors. For example, she's recently been playing Skyrim. Today she played it for roughly 7 hours during the day, and then went on an hour before the PS4 shuts off tonight to play a little more, but at first it wasn't working, and she was crying for a few minutes until she got it working again. &#x200B; A little earlier, the wi-fi wasn't working when she was playing Fallout 76 (requires an internet connection). I was busy and couldn't sort it out right away and told her so, and she told me she was angry with me, and she was shaking and crying about it. &#x200B; She has said that she can't function without her phone, that she might want to die without videogames, etc. I know this is typical teenager stuff to say, but her behavior I think is beyond just hyperbole. It does sometimes seem to me like someone addicted to drugs, like she's literally shaking if she can't have it. &#x200B; If this was any other person who wasn't autistic, I would say there's a serious problem and probably arrange some kind of intervention and investigate what's going on in their life to cause this kind of behaviour, put some system in place to ween them off electronics or reduce their time, etc. But because she's autistic, this is kinda uncharted territory for us, and I was hoping to get some more opinions on it. I know autistic people can sometimes display what I'd call obsessive behaviour, where there's one thing they're very focused on. So does this sound like concerning behavior, or is it something that is understandable and should be allowed?",6.931428571428567,7.357416904761906,6.9200952380952385,75.37157142857146,64.47619047619048,10.14857142857143,35.609523809523814,9.98439552973466,3.5718409523809527,1780,79,316,36,25,568,214,420,0.083,0.828,0.09,0.4309,1,0,4,0,0,1,69.0,1,0,3,6,15,17,0,3,14,0,37,6,0,2,1,62,56,34,1,13,13,1,1,4,0,6,6,8,0,1,32,20,0,1,7,4,1,8,9,6,0,3,19,9,41,11,43,29,9,49,0,0,0,0,39,22,0,17,21,217,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276898329784781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017350893888701,0.33838606509922325,0.047344320914287766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541074257173145,0.0,0.0,0.04244000480216795,0.0,0.05924190960648884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109030481687313,0.0,0.0,0.07151942156899578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770337485124833,0.15294967933032186,0.044899456799691616,0.0,0.0,0.07066333233670567,0.0722550774596407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185072076533104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073766591316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552905004599556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843830727214365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727476655913436,0.0,0.07913385828846889,0.0,0.05568186618916008,0.0,0.07669481934647847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355787062157894,0.0,0.06914885596218387,0.13712431828457208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499805468899812,0.07652320166863544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049175011348059655,0.13605221992556168,0.13955604283878212,0.0,0.0616119432451343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385633836368558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723990353767004,0.0,0.0,0.06821329883997576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717664614124772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646063588521912,0.048266082061101216,0.06078992689904617,0.07273859458484888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082906783560253,0.07506266395495301,0.06661740693610005,0.0,0.06998782224022403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874183526978242,0.0,0.0,0.059455518469448375,0.06622502937774079,0.33219005034622257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675975953924576,0.0,0.07865133755689196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058989215656103086,0.16079176476122184,0.13771289055077354,0.07793443917809939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969880504241733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625276032115192,0.04460999914695773,0.0,0.0,0.08119253574329878,0.0,0.06599208446412122,0.13305072434714327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247738588744859,0.0837448779017332,0.0,0.0,0.1148883917860939,0.041063969089416966,0.05526150477540034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453889217218348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422333681815035,0.0,0.15205363873497008,0.0,0.0,0.0989127978541167,0.07611907713145112,0.33838606509922325,0.044833313271244415 autism,JOYtotheLAURA,2019/06/14,"Do I disclose? I was diagnosed with ASD a few months ago, and have since quite my job. The job I quit was that of a paraprofessional in a self-contained classed for students on the spectrum. I am now trying to obtain my teaching certificate in special education through an ""alternate pathway"" (meaning my undergraduate degree was not in education) and here is my dilemma: do I reference my Autism diagnosis as a way of showing that I truly undertand the disorder? Or... is this not a good idea?",6.532333333333334,7.771396677777776,7.69777777777778,66.59000000000002,65.55555555555556,10.888888888888893,40.55555555555557,10.864195022040775,4.950888888888889,391,23,65,11,6,133,63,90,0.085,0.8490000000000001,0.065,-0.1891,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,0,9,1,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,11,2,11,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,51,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074500179071888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375315659580483,0.0,0.0,0.2682141864256009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628998993953087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641869818890036,0.0,0.0,0.4644695881684363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549230307198448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679740080668467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978311297857038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441402621832755,0.0,0.0,0.193588808824024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888836047067942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575902568467745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,darthluba,2019/06/14,"Just me or you all doesn't feel the coffee effect at all? Don't know if it's really a autistic thing, but when everyone around me have strong coffee habits, I'm just 'yeah, whatever'. Maybe coffee is overrated, maybe I have a different methabolism (?). Anyone? Really curious about that.",2.664093406593409,5.657955903846158,3.645604395604393,82.15653846153847,86.11538461538461,8.356043956043958,20.89010989010989,8.841846274778883,2.265326373626374,225,7,39,7,7,72,41,52,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8548,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,11,8,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151444257296704,0.0,0.0,0.28201982321437274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309893444756803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027166821480517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018397234884127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410540100507876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365378461333326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059013308801671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046833398782297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JohnnyMilkyPiggy,2019/06/14,"Misdiagnosed for ~20 years? I am about to go into my senior year of college and will take the GRE soon to get into grad school. In order to get the accommodations I need, I need to get a report from a psychiatrist. Recently, I started my first appointment in a series of appointments to get this to happen. We mentioned how I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 4, and I've been taking ADHD meds since. Talking to us, she mentioned that she doesn't think I have ADHD, but could actually be on the spectrum and will take time to figure out what's really going on. I just don't know what to think, but I've been treated for the wrong thing for 20 years.",6.335692475463468,5.598988000000002,7.381853871319523,75.47053435114505,65.94656488549619,10.233805888767725,30.164667393675032,9.606745405546679,2.5224255179934576,512,15,102,9,7,174,82,131,0.035,0.965,0.0,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,1,0,19,28,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,0,14,1,24,20,0,20,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,10,72,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.14604778236034913,0.0,0.5395911844254957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949232292349984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190300931005482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273017751731627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127672856114785,0.0,0.17011186445405968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323449411868135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224990409536527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623990008248335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194382775921104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587682330458262,0.0,0.1477724202592117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146516596363824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380132514392557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105930996709476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337579883069866,0.1202920364799724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942827842029313,0.1917937604032834,0.0,0.0,0.0872686731935706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002404566715402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363107286076026,0.0,0.2891307971774577 autism,rxnyeah,2019/06/14,"I finally enjoy school Hi. I'm a 16 yr old girl and I have PDD-NOS. I just wanted to share what my school has done for me to make school easier. I found out that I was autistic when I was 15 and my parents told my school right away, and things have changed. The classroom setting doesn't work for me and my brain, I have no friends and I'm sensitive to sounds and certain pitches. So instead of being in the classroom, I have been given my own room at school which I go to everyday. And instead of being at school for 6 hours, I'm only there for 3 hours. I do schoolwork when I'm there and given my own tasks. Now let me tell you what school was like before these changes were made. Being at school for 6 hours drained me so much. I would be extremely exhausted, throw tantrums and yell at my parents. I couldn't get any schoolwork done at school because every little sound in the classroom would distract me (I have ADD as well). And my life was like this for 9 years. I barely passed my classes in middle school. So I am so happy that I found out about my autism and that things have changed! If any other autistic kids/teens struggle at school, just know that there are other options, reach out!",3.263516051539636,4.776049813278012,3.4580869185411665,92.86177112906748,73.68879668049794,6.069534832932956,25.13234330639877,6.339386263674448,0.6283726141078843,939,30,200,6,19,288,125,241,0.062,0.8320000000000001,0.106,0.8859,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,16,12,1,2,4,0,27,3,1,2,1,29,42,19,0,5,3,2,0,2,1,2,2,3,1,1,13,15,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,14,3,32,8,27,20,3,31,0,0,0,0,9,17,0,2,12,134,45,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061466672774526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950442985742533,0.0,0.0,0.045096083929734763,0.0,0.06294952463425521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258351435112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477560846353845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140962451673715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232935401755413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103889081634938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622253321584827,0.057154942702491475,0.0,0.038650264632297184,0.0,0.04204319876606417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875057552147563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855922713701634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065617736269109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564715108725338,0.05225259632591928,0.07228347825583244,0.07414503191147015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999943356834121,0.04938065048319495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438207884921616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762709090391776,0.0,0.0,0.05626333030394375,0.0,0.0,0.1642868335625819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317650206408967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.823562555039809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733749369026452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465971980769075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982949163718296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068880717662263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363392994832521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651478451886313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053856604448071006,0.0,0.0,0.10510318871420762,0.0,0.0,0.04763917599803972 autism,rattstaad,2019/06/14,"tips for going to sleepaway camp? Hi, I'm 16 years old and autistic and I'm going to sleepaway summer camp in Maine for two weeks. This is making me very anxious so I'm doing my best to prepare by doing lots of research on the camp and its schedule and rules and what the cabins look like so I know what to expect. I'm bringing two comfort items, one that is a stuffed animal to sleep with and the other is small and can fit in my zipper pocket so it won't get lost. Also some stim toys. I don't care about making friends at camp, I don't want to, but I'd rather not be an outcast either. Does anyone who did a similar thing, like going away from home into an unfamiliar place with strangers, have any tips for not being too overwhelmed or homesick?",3.6453896103896097,4.650701590909094,4.5050649350649365,87.699025974026,72.05194805194805,6.3792207792207805,25.038961038961038,6.1124844417494595,0.7052155844155847,591,17,121,3,11,191,104,154,0.052000000000000005,0.85,0.099,0.7991,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,7,0,13,1,1,2,0,23,29,13,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,3,0,3,2,1,6,6,21,24,6,18,0,3,1,0,3,9,0,3,7,82,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362786559299227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306393196522532,0.0,0.0,0.21702618243852045,0.0,0.13432565234329824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804908116221572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016044012647358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586584781412414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811409428322355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842135987233768,0.0,0.1003679570813602,0.0,0.32753643547805805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269894317931288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055769605577528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770751280213485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613214620674007,0.0,0.2097074389009264,0.16332246661183114,0.0,0.0,0.25646577354636785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015839374534236,0.0,0.13017664708984694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007108841254499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224569620692772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276273272845806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753211691441898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850836012675135,0.11330966165455435,0.0,0.15409661468334465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371058303096615 autism,Autocofee,2019/06/14,Montessori School My 6 years old just got diagnosed with high functioning autism level 1. He is really low on the spectrum. He has a lot trouble of focus in a regular classroom. I am thinking sending him in a Montessori School. I was wondering if you someone had tried this type of school with their autistic kids. Thanks for your advice.,3.5858294930875587,6.559335693548392,3.8513824884792633,83.22564516129033,79.16129032258064,6.768663594470048,29.82488479262673,7.957251820313856,2.5125271889400915,271,13,45,5,7,84,52,62,0.084,0.8690000000000001,0.048,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,8,6,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,3,2,28,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288752843253104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315071929768383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242491706647607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409902786329462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939145010458353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393427521704096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612070120003226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6925196985618595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932604546213289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099952115125513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615126883630922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548585687165284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473545636653817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688289051839112 autism,danielnewton1221,2019/06/14,"25 Year old Autistic man needs help with memory issues I have an extremely bad habit of leaving things out, or doing multiple things at once (i.e. in the middle of sweeping I'll empty the trash) and forgetting to finish some of the things I start. It has caused some strain in my marriage and even used to cause a lot of tension growing up in my home. My wife understands quite a bit, though my family could have been more understanding. Anyway, it came to a head today when I accidentally left the backyard fence, and back door wide open. I was pulling weeds earlier in the week and had the big trash out in the backyard. Today was trash day so I pulled it all the way out to the front, and then I came in through the front door and ended up completely forgetting about the back doors. I even remembered to lock the front door, and left the back doors wide open. I don't know what to do. I feel like a child. I am crying as I type this out because I'm a grown man making mistakes that could cause serious harm. Someone could have easily broken in, robbed me, killed me, hurt my cats, etc. Are there any tips for memory issues like this? Even if its as simple as eating certain foods or making reminders on my phone, anything will help me. I've been this way my whole life and I can't take it anymore. I've already lost my family, now I'm scared I will lose my wife over this and I'm even more afraid theres nothing I can do to fix it.",3.8183226231669134,4.978639588235296,4.353613445378154,88.36078431372549,71.80276816608995,7.719294776734222,24.142527599275013,8.11559375814309,1.1280666007579505,1127,30,240,16,21,357,160,289,0.138,0.8059999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9726,0,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,3,15,15,1,4,19,0,22,4,1,6,2,45,38,19,1,6,3,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,9,3,15,18,2,1,5,0,0,9,2,12,0,0,8,1,26,3,34,25,9,50,0,3,0,0,9,24,0,6,17,151,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011825588586742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785908717280148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896262738479512,0.0,0.0,0.08211681010127267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019184473313495,0.08331859734835237,0.060829681994980477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894237066196827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282611886874944,0.0,0.3075284998755272,0.0,0.0,0.1046255500949025,0.0,0.0,0.239017179178816,0.0,0.10961215011953117,0.06435483906290902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210777322458968,0.0,0.0,0.08838232181173039,0.0,0.11128971125066801,0.2636354527771745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814200661841698,0.0,0.050455681195543306,0.07128838360632142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066373504804903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241101318108364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377124152381034,0.0,0.10009524252054827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068248428434682,0.0,0.0,0.20830495624531584,0.0,0.0,0.11040035295158257,0.0,0.05484073393063176,0.0,0.0,0.10566081172600726,0.21683934969761529,0.0,0.0704830340228713,0.09750250160622394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163695980828156,0.10893010936556467,0.08483597073676323,0.0,0.0,0.1332181867622178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399134709978775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574903079093296,0.0,0.10471045027409172,0.10627068967762356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061365478986908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304006046982107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990493895163513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454983090178103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063027816804897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750279640703415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888362747654534,0.0,0.0980409509417822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917422516094184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077651195334347,0.0,0.0861845708869234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584137314649871,0.08004370840774147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140945154094173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426003488415777 autism,BelievergreenMonster,2019/06/14,"Mental Illness = Disobedience to the Moneyed Interests Let's be real about what 'Mental Illness' really is in Hell! Mental Illness is the unwillingness or inability to serve rich people or Uncle Sam. That is ALL there is to it. That is it! For every 1 person that hears voices in there are 1000 people who pissed off their parents or pissed off the police or simply did nothing. DOING NOTHING IS A 'MENTAL ILLNESS'! Fucking crazy, man! NOT WANTING TO BE BEAT UP AND ABUSED BY THE AUTHORITIES IS A 'MENTAL ILLNESS'. THAT IS REALITY, THAT IS HOW SOCIETY ACTUALLY WORKS, EVERYTHING ELSE IS RICH WHITE PEOPLE BULLSHIT!",2.700566844919784,5.711773527272732,4.5262566844919805,74.13644385026741,91.0,6.2245989304812825,25.561497326203213,7.510576382923642,2.301700534759359,488,21,72,10,17,164,69,110,0.264,0.665,0.07200000000000001,-0.981,1,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,4,0,6,0,16,8,2,1,1,10,19,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,3,12,15,1,5,1,0,1,1,6,5,4,4,0,54,10,1,0.0,0.1752295626921009,0.1443226800324637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354600595381553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246066160183974,0.0,0.1329171028234002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672511776708893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668667447883473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512310797535355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7452090981406896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838155211801611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421818186055312,0.0,0.0,0.3075921044443533,0.12913486203572605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833513193376465,0.0947443355091507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723139265831857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766819801510337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spittingwisdom,2019/06/14,"Some questions from a mom with an autistic son. Hi everybody, my 3-year-old was diagnosed with level 1 autism about eight months ago. He will be 4 next month. We’re getting a lot of input from professionals, but I’d really love to get input from other parents of autistic children, and also from autistic people. I want to understand my child as well as possible. Some info about my kiddo: he is verbal and can request things, will point things out, and loves to sing, put together puzzles, look at books, and play outside. Our challenges: He recently started grinding his teeth, like all day and also at night. He also stims very loudly and constantly, to the point that it’s difficult to even have a conversation in our house. I’m not sure what to do as I know it’s an outlet for him, but it’s incredibly disruptive and stressful for everyone else in the house. This is also a newer development - probably in the last two months. For those of you whom are autistic, do you have any suggestions for me? I’d also love any insight and input that would help me understand and help him as much as I can. He’s amazing and we love him so much and want to do what’s best for him. Thanks!",4.474377087079374,5.932983650655029,5.276629848445932,81.22436167480095,70.57205240174673,8.532340097611097,28.31774980734652,9.007467420416297,2.2964526586180334,932,34,177,18,17,303,134,229,0.053,0.723,0.225,0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,2,0,2,10,14,0,1,9,0,15,6,1,0,2,33,30,24,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,13,15,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,2,1,2,1,2,18,12,34,25,7,22,0,0,1,4,32,9,0,5,13,120,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535298993570622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301124754757431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630054502992618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288651021750047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624334018277263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937278721596514,0.0,0.0,0.10917976892315057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985968357124845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710479834710538,0.0,0.0,0.1027863168839918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240020893885584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420180376451852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482392261640829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059116837539102435,0.08768268907203522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255253835955377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033045291536093,0.0,0.0,0.0914508968071264,0.3883391043720267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598293372577848,0.2575804648101502,0.0,0.1581504572694029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440032608393078,0.10094575565069844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287505169660365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944209563643365,0.0,0.0,0.07457445767130272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337401408290526,0.12126732764169545,0.0,0.0,0.11597704260970515,0.0,0.0,0.10813605878664442,0.12050134452339073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891113916060633,0.0,0.10621092215615173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613754194252202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321935977210037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138204354268902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990346277068043,0.0,0.0,0.1429274707809982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507879969297786,0.22396521595218494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875528263646915,0.1268933832581538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671700502660746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641358011391958,0.0,0.0,0.06927059085877643 autism,Westcoast976,2019/06/14,Autistic parents I was just wondering if anyone had autistic parents? My dad has it and though I don’t have it myself I’ve just recently been seeing some very hurtful comments about the whole thing,3.8171621621621625,6.744783621621625,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,77.64864864864866,5.8621621621621625,30.871621621621625,7.1686216300943375,2.2240324324324314,162,8,26,2,4,50,31,37,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.5709,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631005364777945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005534673839503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6234892289015612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772111691577821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237249635933226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652079501632687,0.0,0.2758398418086148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316518411582207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134523400052128,0.0,0.0,0.30446624708513725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jshonest,2019/03/03,"Entertainment Discounts in USA So in Canada we have the Easter Seals Access2 Pass that partners with entertainment venues for discounts for the disabled and/or discounted for a support worker helping the disabled. For example, if someone goes to a movie theatre, their support worker is able to get a ticket at no cost. There are discounts to museums, roller coaster parks, etc. Is there anything similar in the states? 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As you can all guess I’m autistic and have anger issues which are getting in the way of my relationship. I need advice on ways to handle my anger when it arises, I have tried walking, gaming and a variety of other things to try to control these issues to no avail. I turned to smoking marijuana on a regular basis a couple of years ago and found that whilst it worked for a period of time it gave me other anxiety issues so I stopped. If anyone has any advice that has worked for yourself or another person i would be greatly appreciative trying other methods of anger management. 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She eats junk food because they like it and it’s easy to cook, drinks fizzy drinks instead of water, and needs motivating to exercise. I need to help her understand why it is important long term to stay healthy but she has difficulty with long term thinking. She only really understands short term impacts, which makes it difficult when she doesn’t see immediate results to keep her going. How can I get through to her that her lifestyle needs to improve? She’s already overweight and depressed, but she doesn’t seem to understand that it only gets worse from here if she doesn’t change.",9.938101265822784,9.532577841772149,8.468196202531647,69.52672468354434,58.55696202531646,11.950632911392406,43.16772151898734,11.20814326018867,5.023212658227848,721,37,116,16,8,219,95,158,0.098,0.7140000000000001,0.188,0.9408,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,10,8,0,5,0,28,25,13,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,7,1,8,4,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,18,1,17,25,4,14,0,1,1,0,18,4,0,2,8,78,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374205525992045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518705796075394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572583455438468,0.15531314090060844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876631712197447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112312977467322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755248043360089,0.0,0.14389807388587209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004855274924371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694518470890122,0.0,0.07992242313484459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426032606870348,0.14858174207266328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499708136002598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870398666578187,0.0,0.0,0.24890361242073736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387062256017856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494658508464637,0.0,0.31282277525908464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390863794868534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009022463618896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206271539886616,0.12802291405325045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498912806599608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901090710090586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855969546171519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268953570945768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433124661287321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bubblesdomino,2019/03/03,"I got rejected from the only grad school in the country that offers the program I want to take after a Skype interview. Like the title says. I feel like crap because I exceed their minimum requirement for Admissions so i know I was rejected because of the interview and the thing is I didn’t think I did that poorly. Their website says that you can request feedback which I did and they never mention that the interview is a considering factor for admission, Rather all documents I submitted is what they consider for admission so I’m at a loss here and devastated. An acquaintance commented on the fairness of a mandatory interview round (especially with more than one person) for applicants in the spectrum and suggested that I disclose my condition but I don’t want them to see this as an excuse. 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My 14 year old SS has high functioning autism. He is in therapy because he has already repeatedly threatened his biomom with violence and has done such things as chasing her into her room wielding a knife on one occasion and a frying pan on another. Today was the first time that we were going to have a therapy session at our house instead of biomom's and I wasn't sure who all was going to be involved so I asked him to take his computer off of the table so everyone would have a comfortable place to sit (he doesn't yet have a desk in his room, although we do plan to do that when we can afford it, so in the meantime when he comes over he sets his computer up at our dining room table.) He argued, and I tried explaining why, that his therapist was coming over and I wasn't sure if this session would include the whole family, and if so, we would need that seat.) He argued that it was too much work to take the whole set up upstairs to his room, so my husband (his father) stepped in with a compromise that if he didn't want to take it up to his room, he could stow it in our downstairs coat closet (in the same room as the table.) He said no, repeatedly, so my husband went to go take the computer away himself. At that point, my SS physically attacked my husband. He hit him and jumped on his back and started clawing his face. My husband restrained my SS by pinning his arms to his sides, and kept telling him to stop. My SS responded by telling my husband that he was going to murder all of us tonight with a knife. Eventually SS stopped struggling, and husband let him go and again went to go get the computer. SS again ran up and hit husband. Got restrained again, and continued threats to murder all of us. Eventually SS gave in and put the computer in the coat closet, and then stormed upstairs which is where he had his therapy session. After the therapy session, he apologized and now SS and husband are playing Mario together and laughing. But frankly, I'm scared of the violence that I saw and heard from SS. Is this normal for either people with autism or teenagers? Before SS I didn't have experience with either. But I'm shaken and don't feel safe even though he apologized.",6.664041095890411,6.2584709863013686,6.8297831050228295,78.60166095890412,65.16438356164383,10.131050228310505,35.14497716894977,9.621722640351123,3.1615141552511425,1764,74,345,31,24,568,198,438,0.115,0.852,0.033,-0.9876,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,9,1,0,3,20,14,6,2,20,0,36,3,2,0,5,63,68,40,2,12,9,9,1,0,0,3,0,2,8,0,19,32,1,6,2,1,0,14,7,8,0,2,21,4,46,6,55,39,9,73,0,0,1,0,69,34,0,5,22,237,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286103437257478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774021993105043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871400226963755,0.10604135859940317,0.08757512467403912,0.07167376884332521,0.0,0.056820769274111824,0.0,0.07931598718707351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058663625502295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442167236596345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538756573575533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156521267020575,0.0,0.0,0.08906743230971892,0.0,0.09117857888754376,0.08787135817770378,0.0,0.04713045549073693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928552037278587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869907933640037,0.0,0.3178449242317001,0.0,0.07454962567121608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984829010827586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755337453107022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953149130392348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852106182329529,0.06911502943883033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265465015283455,0.0,0.0,0.09780962419141832,0.0,0.06316241805376333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462100853530266,0.0,0.09738601396241432,0.10231806330073924,0.08811484729688816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937031444281594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866533196649556,0.0,0.0933208147624956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597546802701047,0.0,0.0,0.1558577122318751,0.0,0.09744473360612814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570117452210732,0.0,0.2803333172709344,0.0,0.2444124655865517,0.0,0.4263811747102198,0.10822555298707104,0.06192547420175401,0.0,0.09157967081493554,0.0,0.05435228343817708,0.0,0.08835345383990123,0.0,0.0,0.06328438305163428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242435366029918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497846487024505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281569681326198,0.08410873857229996,0.2081342704203372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785896753250402,0.0,0.0,0.1986439901924279,0.0,0.0,0.06002504856100355 autism,emas_eht,2019/03/03,"I need advice on how to stop stimming. I have recently begun growing my beard out, and I have accidentally begun getting into the habit of stroking/scratching/twirling one part of it tho the point where It is starting to give me a scratch. I'm afraid that if I let it continue for too long, I will have a bald patch in that one spot. Does anyone have any advice on how to quit, or at least replace it with another behavior?",7.797857142857143,6.1696854523809534,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,63.523809523809526,10.780952380952382,37.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.341438095238095,334,14,67,5,4,108,62,84,0.06,0.9179999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.4404,0,0,0,2,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,2,0,10,12,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,13,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682931374427362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629447214591016,0.2512546058445576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754263619983067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968651964237733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518764529373624,0.22985815049357225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450200227058548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204952857614376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766963786083714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247352719992373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594769950701766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265112687719638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485739573747923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365884436467188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959896577100506,0.0,0.0,0.20032678503424253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,camaroluvr447,2019/03/03,"Help please. Im desperate and dont know what to do. Hi this is my first post on reddit. Im 28 years old (guy) and I am the caretaker of my 26 year old brother who is high functioning autistic (he can drive very short well rehearsed distances, he has had a job at a hotel in the past but had trouble keeping it, just to give you an idea), schizophrenic, is also diagnosed with cognitive delays and some other development issues. 10 months ago I moved him in with me because my mother could not longer handle him and still take care of my two younger siblings living at home. He is 6'2 190 lbs and has no physical or mobility issues. He is not a small guy. My brother has behavioral issues (explosive arguments are weekly or daily routine, these only occur with family members, he presents himself very well to non family) that range from being nasty and mean on a daily basis to extreme outbursts and meltdowns that can get somewhat physical and occure one to 3 times a week. He is extremely narcissistic and manipulative, has no consideration or compassion for others and extraordinarily self centered. My parents are divorced and while I am gainfully employed the rest of my siblings (im the oldest of 6) are young and money is very tight. I help out a lot with various things in the family but I am not in a financial position yet to pay for a separate place for my brother to live. I think much of his behavior issues are because he is very isolated (no hobbies, job, social life, sense of purpose or accomplishments, he just sits in the house all day every day and that would take a toll on anybody), there is a tremendous amount of resentment and negativity built up between him and the two other brothers that live with me as well as myself, and I work full time and have little time to spend with him. The two brothers that live with me also work and are in college but do help out when they can. again he spends much of his time alone in the house with nothing to do or look forward to. He is destroying my life and everyone in our family. He is the nastiest, meanest, most ungrateful person by far I have ever met. Everyone in our family has sacrificed money, untold amounts of time and energy, and he doesn't care in the least. He verbally eviscerates each person in my house on a daily basis. My home is a nightmare because of him. There is no peace. Sometimes he raises hell at 2 or 3 in the morning. Police have been called on several occasions (a couple time he called them and a couple times he left the house and caused a scene in the neighborhood). On top of that he has hygiene issues. I am paying $2000 this week to get him crowns on his front teeth because they would have to be pulled otherwise. I cant bear the thought of my brother missing his front teeth. the embarrassment would be horrible for him. I have spent a lot of time to get him a caseworker, counselor, psychiatrist, he has medicaid and SSDI. I dont know what to do. I cant have him in my house any longer. When he was younger he responded well to horses and other animals. I have thought that maybe there is a ranch style place he could live and work that is made for developmentally disabled adults. It could even be for a year to allow for some healing and me the time to try and buy a small house for him to live in. Having transportation for recreational activities or work would help a lot I think. I think that if he had some activities in his life and some sense of purpose and accomplishment or something to look forward to and do every day his behavior issues would lessen. He is destroying my life and he is an awful person but he is suffering and my brother and I want to help him if I can in any way. If anyone knows of transportation services, places for people like him to live, support groups, or anything please let me know. I feel like I'm drowning slowly. I'm extremely desperate. I don't know what to do. any advice is appreciated. Thank you. 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Thanks Susan but how well your eyes work is also a spectrum but when I meet a blind man I don’t tell him not to worry bc we are all “a little bit blind” Can u see why it’s an unhelpful argument¿? Thank u everyone for coming to my ted talk xx",-0.30776136363636303,1.9598918375000025,2.5863636363636355,89.47318181818184,93.125,5.40909090909091,19.772727272727273,6.980632752743323,0.6373749999999996,297,10,62,5,11,104,58,80,0.185,0.6990000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,6,2,6,3,1,1,2,9,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,4,8,3,4,11,4,4,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,0,1,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476844039532493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44988006384486906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774834136911187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687805042416293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130082233498237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799043538024686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418553666597818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560546567934906,0.18008621286964832,0.3793840467968953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525282323320616,0.0,0.1859171646058903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499980507480975,0.4184829932943613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pcgeek76,2019/09/23,"Blue Halloween buckets I found this on Facebook. If not allowed, let me know. This states that it is to raise awareness that people who have Autism might use Blue candy Buckets on Halloween regardless of age to trick or treat in hopes that those handing out candy don't exclude them. https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10211417868720666&id=1780758103",11.24132075471698,15.57764332075472,5.910037735849059,71.57033962264154,59.18867924528301,5.749433962264153,31.35471698113208,6.742157984588678,1.9131690566037745,308,11,39,2,5,78,44,53,0.022000000000000002,0.8490000000000001,0.129,0.7154,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,11,9,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,7,6,0,6,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,1,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077140479234552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125866005028028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737445324071463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068011670473822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384785785173438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991881320803832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26087465974732105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32499692406447483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,candlelightener,2019/09/23,"Timestamps I like So I have this thing where I need to find a ""pattern"" (as in seqience of numbers) in a timestamp. I really like 23:xx; 00:xx and 01:xx. The latter two because the solutions are always trivial (first term is 0*xx, second is 1*xx and the first one is xx^0 and xx^1 respectivly). 23:xx is nice because the pattern can always be 12{3}; 23{4}; 2 + 3 = {5}; 2 * 3 = {6}; {7} + 3 = 10 (However for this purpose it is sometimes easier to find a pattern if you work in Z/10, so it would be {7} + 3 = 0); {8} + 2 = 10 (or same as above); 3^2 = {9}. 0 is just 0 * 23. I also love numbers in the form of a:b; a:b ± 1. Sorry if this is unwanted content, but this is my first time posting here and after reading the rules I decided to just go for it.",0.1754437869822496,0.7805250059171627,3.933254437869824,90.01751479289943,80.00591715976331,6.8568047337278095,25.42603550295858,7.321109707123232,1.0222094674556217,542,21,139,7,13,207,94,169,0.026000000000000002,0.892,0.08199999999999999,0.765,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,9,0,14,1,0,0,0,17,17,13,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,8,4,14,14,3,13,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,8,76,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936896842519513,0.3316438875114615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429658317701194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642876472054031,0.5085377930674394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325884498518275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472217859349014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179863425242662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776806817250002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504137338419106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908609316689776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933996242458624,0.0,0.1276677356182646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709898216379867,0.22308439792492002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239678500835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620528833792705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467349664648387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508260535913065,0.0,0.0,0.14156707990115205,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Throwawayuk123456780,2019/09/23,"Struggling to return to work due to autism, depression, and lack of support. When I seek out help online their is typically a negative response, which doesn't help at all, but I'm trying here just in case anyone can help. I'm very long-term unemployed, some of it I can explain but there's at least two years I can't explain to potential employers (without disclosing disablity). I'm Autistic with ADHD and depression, due to executive dysfunction I struggle to job search and when I do due to depression I get significant anxiety or suicidal ideation. I worked for years without issue, there's no reason to think I'd not be able to do so again now - in fact my depression is caused by unemployment, which also made my ASD and ADHD worse too, so in theory my disablities will improve if I'm in work. I need help because, as well as struggling to be able to job search, when I do try to job search I'm stuck on what jobs to search for; I'm looking for social focused roles, but it's tricky to narrow down what to search for or open up to more options. Due to disablities and the risk of going back into work I've got to find a role that's a good fit too. I've been referred or self-referred to various employability agencies but they're of no help - I know how to write a CV, etc. which is about all such agencies can help with. When I'm referred either they meet me once every few weeks for a catch-up over coffee, or they refuse to work with me as they think the fact I can't job search means I'm not willing to work...which is not true at all!! I volunteer - currently I only have one voluntary role (I've had others over the last two years, my last volunteer role ended suddenly so I wasn't able to replace it prior to it coming to an end), thus only have one set of references and without anyone else to give me references it's difficult to even get a new voluntary job. I don't have references from previous employers as none of my previous employers even exist any more. Volunteer work evidently isn't enough either, it's not viewed favourably or equally to paid work. When I do apply for jobs around 80% ask me to interview and I get good feedback, the issue is often just a lack of recent experience - if I could apply for more jobs I improve my chances...but I need either support to do that or to find a way to deal with job search by myself (figuring out how to regularly job search with executive dysfunction, determining what roles to search for, and doing this without anxiety/becoming suicidal). Can anyone offer any advice?",6.512444668008051,6.3356474527163025,7.216202213279679,74.94068158953726,65.4185110663984,10.96317907444668,33.444164989939644,10.608840637214634,3.4640474849094574,2012,78,385,48,28,669,217,497,0.139,0.7559999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9662,19,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,4,7,28,16,0,4,13,0,31,0,0,6,6,80,61,35,2,7,25,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,19,0,1,15,0,1,2,18,9,1,4,7,2,35,7,82,49,19,49,0,4,2,0,26,19,0,11,26,253,51,26,0.17769324115070767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236849655539074,0.05787992623606076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736707358314038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055833156223892,0.0,0.045311614370834113,0.0,0.0,0.12424724578622093,0.060689241458210086,0.0,0.05272821925965463,0.055373064550521316,0.0,0.0,0.0455450446985673,0.0,0.03610671683881191,0.0654160747340072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060846635505928,0.0,0.051022331072162634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472911980094039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061064643047447964,0.20406257096886352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049479967294241874,0.0,0.10492231300752908,0.06120153950204549,0.06605831165667758,0.07824313994344811,0.0,0.04990473983870659,0.0,0.0,0.057939362168364025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082722688181715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283738448317913,0.05681984949844445,0.033662387962765467,0.0993604400523264,0.04737250584490783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382080678611029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236437184052903,0.5877770777505716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03255185275223599,0.09656247195919666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524176422460578,0.049739189793410216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056045880406542584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452001072392798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878381911802444,0.0,0.05720574652667476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307916751515869,0.08027302596063071,0.0900958113728165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060899415556816563,0.05848354618799425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617909346586993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037862730520949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576355698969502,0.0,0.12957837669252933,0.13442945619843108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590576932717799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042803110042837,0.0,0.11572031784430425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887184449700007,0.0,0.04701487462862178,0.047511599920006725,0.0,0.0532558546316176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283865912949127,0.0,0.34496745566400844,0.0,0.06036153116362152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442862139929907 autism,CatPooedInMyShoe,2019/09/23,"People keep lying to me and it drives me crazy Time and time I have told people to just tell the truth to me directly, even if they think it's impolite or whatever, because otherwise I won't understand them. I explain about my condition and how I can't grasp hints and stuff. And time and time again they promise they will be honest. But it's a lie. They aren't ever honest. They just keep lying to me and expecting me to read their mind. I live with my boyfriend. Recently his dad came over and he was sitting on the couch and I was about to take the dog out for a walk. It was horribly hot and so I had changed into the only short dress I own, since I don't own any shorts or short skirts, and it was too hot for pants or a long skirt. I was trying to find my shoes and put the dog's leash on and stuff and my bf's dad was like, ""Is that a nightshirt?"" ""No,"" I said, ""it's a dress."" ""Are you sure? It looks like a nightshirt to me."" ""It's a dress."" ""Well, why are you wearing it?"" ""Because it's so hot out. I need to stay cool."" ""Why not wear shorts?"" ""I don't have any. This is the only short thing I own."" At this point I'm wondering why he's going on about my dress. ""Well, I don't think it'll make you stay cool,"" he said. ""It's black. Black absorbs heat."" ""It's short,"" I said. And I was about to walk out the door with the dog when he said, ""Are you sure that's not a nightshirt? People are going to think you're wearing a nightshirt."" I ignored him and left. So that night I was talking to my boyfriend about his dad's visit, and I said something about how I didn't know why he kept talking about my dress, and he'd been driving me crazy. And my boyfriend finally told me: I've put on a bit of weight, and the dress was a little too small now, and his dad thought it made me look fat! So instead of ACTUALLY SAYING THAT, he made up a bunch of other crap to try to make me change into something else! This accomplished nothing at all except to make me frustrated. Now, I don't care what I'm wearing just to take the dog around the blog. I wasn't going out on the town or anything. But if an outfit isn't suitable for my figure and makes me look fat, I would rather know that than otherwise, and I don't see what's rude about having a word with someone about that if you are in a private place and know them pretty well. It's like if someone has something stuck between their teeth; they're better off if you tell them. ESPECIALLY as I've told my boyfriend's dad exactly this thing before. And he PROMISED he would tell me the truth about things, but he turned out to be a liar just like everyone else.",2.3609445603058745,3.4874348667883237,3.3011261730969785,94.63436739659369,75.33211678832117,6.532916232186308,22.719151894334374,6.868970318607317,0.36214584636774383,2009,53,475,18,42,641,208,548,0.05,0.883,0.067,0.6991,0,0,3,0,0,0,87.0,0,6,10,2,34,24,4,0,29,2,40,10,9,8,7,95,83,45,0,10,20,5,4,4,1,5,2,6,2,0,33,37,3,4,13,2,0,11,14,5,3,0,27,18,69,19,59,48,6,58,0,0,6,0,52,31,1,10,17,296,102,2,0.0,0.0,0.07201594630287766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036998420107507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060729249949378276,0.06569563236241471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997283157147652,0.0,0.06279643911261974,0.0,0.0,0.06526810166798104,0.08056801585265122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440495170507241,0.07524171169508515,0.0,0.15613644198975798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329708024689735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048742709584911184,0.0667542785267751,0.0,0.0705169006692535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084181417525539,0.06744979507363817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582286459282752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311896396995361,0.0,0.0,0.12167191958041255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018145767234952,0.0,0.0,0.14421538740804693,0.07396472028953505,0.06516475420854999,0.06530867536686362,0.1859145390771339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965840706603827,0.1970422511957828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451467745774804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472008723393622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925417740414894,0.0,0.07081091942249185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225300957339372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348617744536727,0.0,0.07710292859102379,0.0,0.06976271543019527,0.0,0.0,0.07507882975559675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837421842498116,0.0,0.0,0.07381770816919235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286636270981732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509927391499249,0.05868692284721073,0.0,0.0,0.058807242125056634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061046251026202376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250571669230573,0.17043931116853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731713804776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896150686022215,0.0,0.0,0.13910698837890087,0.0,0.11097342864637467,0.1186316519128115,0.1935074259035703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708381279017765,0.14185983101424776,0.0,0.058587160250708134,0.17212821669897038,0.0,0.0,0.21155070200776047,0.0,0.10020763904024944,0.08027074679549034,0.0,0.07682604730595144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986576299197899,0.19905908616765985,0.0,0.2663639181915382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003049826746014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484759065269167,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HopefulShape,2019/09/23,"Overwhelmed during schooldays Hey everyone, sorry in advance for the long story. I’m a 15 year old and I got diagnosed around half a year ago. I’m having trouble with severe mood swings, and my therapists think it’s because of sensory overload, which is the most prevalent problem I have. So recently, school started again. Maybe it’s good to mention that my high school has around 3.000 students... so not the best place for an autistic person or course. In the beginning everything went okay, I didn’t really feel overwhelmed. But now after 1-2 weeks, I feel way more overwhelmed by sound and light. After one or two hours I already feel overwhelmed and when I finally get home I usually feel broken and exhausted, unable to do my homework. I’ve been taking antipsychotics for a while, it is supposed to help against sensory overload according to my therapists, but it seems like the effect of it is decreasing since school started. I have to do things right this year at school, because I will have my exams next year. Does anyone know what I can do against sensory overload? Any help would be much appreciated!",5.259947841205445,7.586994931034487,5.168536656041726,79.27529701535788,70.13300492610837,8.323268617791944,32.138220805563606,9.007467420416297,3.0567371196754567,893,41,149,18,17,277,131,203,0.096,0.7979999999999999,0.106,0.4505,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,7,12,0,4,9,1,17,2,0,1,0,24,33,13,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,2,1,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,7,0,3,4,6,15,4,21,26,4,33,0,4,0,0,5,8,0,4,23,95,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224933097434714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728974567924128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844081690872418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065423128084903,0.0,0.0,0.2053689301980713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063053739091996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105095134983235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707612247768245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009420971002346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022026830822904,0.1036676373966585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23329431712431786,0.0,0.0,0.1263584525745574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026473932869929,0.0,0.0,0.09674870289602837,0.0922545932972052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546311024977605,0.1218718391181236,0.11570377556059495,0.0,0.11359486562038427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339242316122583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635336544655034,0.0,0.0,0.10207963840545434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158828969902042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479429150563089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267425293340325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210386640990975,0.0,0.07816301070265233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071770877051013,0.1205144496709037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103727695211616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389509107793188,0.0,0.11389255585962813,0.0,0.0,0.09850683985769927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669546548683845,0.0,0.10500878349710573,0.0,0.1303107753957576,0.0,0.09541732695936928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291230068654024,0.16328827718781302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672758561707937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678565931161302,0.07663230211798591,0.07391054951912586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267855339868155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703988442140765,0.0,0.0,0.0915581318831337,0.09252546913751457,0.0,0.0,0.10692905350855623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194014104089653,0.0,0.0,0.29712215951627297 autism,endless_thread,2019/09/23,"Endless Thread podcast: invitation to participate Hey everyone -- Endless Thread is a podcast from WBUR (Boston’s NPR) and Reddit. We bring amazing stories on Reddit to life by hearing from the people behind those stories. You can find more about us on our Reddit profile or checking us out in your podcast app. We’re working on an episode about autism and one of our goals is to paint a vivid picture of how folks on the spectrum experience/process the world differently. Let us know if you’re interested in participating and in having us include your voice! If so, please send us a PM that includes a little about your background and experience. We welcome all descriptions, analogies, personal stories, etc! FYI, we can keep your name and/or Reddit handle anonymous on the show. Thanks in advance for anyone who takes the time to consider this. Hope to hear from you soon. &#x200B; \-Team Endless Thread",5.55377358490566,8.477445886792456,5.167899371069186,76.89109433962268,71.26415094339623,7.007295597484277,33.870440251572326,8.021203637495839,2.930213081761006,732,37,113,11,15,224,104,159,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,10,6,0,4,6,5,0,0,10,0,6,1,0,1,1,18,14,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,16,5,26,13,3,17,0,0,1,0,25,12,0,4,2,76,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390378860467743,0.15592645606572794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972640535585913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407019310315302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311403390854205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226180984630371,0.0,0.12552448941017322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728487121750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892586303017401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274536650676939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140593531858238,0.0,0.0,0.07052294922070486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121893254315134,0.09063830975718863,0.0,0.1286133291335593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869549665375809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896299109430908,0.11204666909771868,0.0,0.14086008808169376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648290460442073,0.0,0.0,0.11814255145564426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482615664879863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7717836738368886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934206515976173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592645606572794,0.0 autism,OneNationAbove,2019/09/23,"Benzodiazepines to treat autism I’ve found that low doses help me cope with social anxiety and anxiety in general, so much better than anti depressants,which makes it worse. My psychiatrist suggested a small dose of antipsychotics, but I’m reluctant to try it for several reasons. A small dose of a benzodiazepine takes away a **great deal** of the problems I have when in social situations, all anxiety and insecurity oriented, stemming from fear. I’ve started looking for more info and found that it’s a studied topic, so I’m surprised no one talks about it, since it’s a blessing for me. My personality shines, I can be me because my mind is calm, and not filled with endless calculations and hypotheses. I’ve tried microdosing LSD and Psilocybin but that wasn’t a big success. CBD and L-Theanine to some extent, but benzodiazepines really work for me, also because it triggers the release of GABA, and that’s what people with autism lack, enough GAVA receptors, so we’re anxious all the time when life becomes too stressful. (Link to article/studie)[https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/antianxiety-drugs-successfully-treat-autism/]",7.175134615384617,9.87419421538462,7.316971153846151,64.31084134615384,65.82051282051282,10.618589743589745,35.7772435897436,10.686352973137794,4.703416666666668,932,46,137,28,16,300,127,195,0.184,0.7140000000000001,0.102,-0.9288,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,0,3,10,0,5,4,0,3,2,30,13,17,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,2,9,7,21,9,8,12,1,1,2,0,7,7,0,2,4,84,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212865274327807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504869098796904,0.17252804475884362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348373305109796,0.0,0.0,0.1861911386510771,0.16866520286491848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506679688636394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744571115511086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779867743106166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185038165635252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348951469899256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683723041549598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236375960399467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786934872833892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824478648335913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194055380864868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542018006964029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122654153177128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348577366712684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587553911779596,0.13334760163918466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461306485382516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783516015642793,0.15701969769680535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252804475884362,0.0,0.12633003530536294,0.1716616039677813,0.0,0.3113538519254604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809469558328877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749381296626048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482504595438885,0.12274906749020813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905118384459303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073712040463903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118063512666944,0.0,0.1556328462132058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jurgi_Goblinlust,2019/09/23,"Anyone Ever Ask for Workplace Accommodations? Recently diagnosed with ASD and struggling with sensory overload at work. My work could be done entirely remotely and I'm asking for the freedom to do so. While my manager is fine with it (I strongly suspect he is on the spectrum as well), his higher ups and HR are a little hostile to the idea. They are making some allowances but seem very reluctant to offer greater leeway with working from home. I haven't told them my specific diagnosis and I'd prefer not to, because I'm afraid of discrimination. I did supply them with my doctor's recommendation that, because of my sensory issues, I should work from home to be able to be more focused and efficient. Has anybody gone through a similar situation? How did you navigate it? I'm walking around in full-on panic attack mode because over wondering if they will accommodate my needs (and what kind of unofficial penalties I might face . I feel like the center of attention and I HATE IT.",5.722571428571428,7.769307511111113,6.730952380952385,69.70500000000001,68.33333333333333,9.80952380952381,35.079365079365076,10.125756701596842,4.107269841269842,792,40,127,21,14,264,123,180,0.129,0.769,0.102,-0.7309,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,5,5,11,3,3,6,0,17,3,1,3,1,32,30,13,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,5,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,5,1,19,5,27,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,5,4,92,24,6,0.14879162845369584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403856619250364,0.0,0.0,0.13245609498090294,0.2782001744215764,0.16927195762299213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27210598701422345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879800803527685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102037084132766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229453656349587,0.0,0.15226549525813066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459054641785892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523351803439872,0.10629676909729344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690092867203985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29850027013379593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796763754496094,0.0,0.1552998028269694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494358436185007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269207390701893,0.14912830067393648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931956737877204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784440444330114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032710716653707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457491704313285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691378274221906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545431032149705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724802450680487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554931618589352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217677731266187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276867619422352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378154313609006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135817403210478,0.43328831045613053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,god_damn_bitch,2019/09/23,My son's school is pushing hard for at home ABA I have 4 year old son who is nonverbal/LF and is in his second year of preschool. I've always felt ABA therapy wasn't for us. He had early intervention and I sat through many sessions of him just screaming and crying. It was awful. He's doing well in school but he's not progressing as THEY want him to and are pushing for us to get at home ABA services. I don't feel comfortable with it but I'm afraid they're going to cause problems in my life for not doing what they suggest. Am I safe to voice my feelings to the school without backlash?,2.640975609756097,4.165842081300816,3.789113821138212,89.80415853658539,75.34146341463416,6.546016260162602,26.121138211382114,7.1686216300943375,1.1022104065040654,468,17,100,5,10,152,78,123,0.11699999999999999,0.826,0.057,-0.7433,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,2,1,4,6,0,1,1,1,12,1,0,1,0,18,20,7,0,2,6,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,5,6,14,3,20,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,4,62,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286158179503505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637508224050993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885957106386866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736253698236132,0.0,0.16485134164102064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897020363140117,0.0,0.0975765775047049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380239851045666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444423519496457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212712083014378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406884202410344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016197802163544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428615289721146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212847165015442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634488032753733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130489146333584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012684494138502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543718179705282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655050582802787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211281674783073 autism,solutionary88,2019/09/23,"Walking with a weighted vest Walking with ankle weights and a weighted vest seriously reduces my anxiety while out walking, helps me feel grounded. I originally bought these to be an exercise badass, but now they're just there to keep me sane while I get a little exercise. I'd recommend them to anyone, though maybe wear a windbreaker over the top of the vest. And maybe don't wear it somewhere too public cause it can look a little ""odd"".",9.095975609756096,8.067955548780487,8.378170731707321,71.50798780487807,60.585365853658544,11.614634146341464,40.012195121951216,10.686352973137794,4.262721951219511,353,16,62,7,4,111,59,82,0.052000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.5933,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,8,0,3,7,2,2,0,11,8,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,8,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473085418408143,0.0,0.0,0.13464304063203136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781306132555646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736456389501927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060510920819506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290694950899953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115695278947515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859931673774527,0.0,0.0,0.16170263678636385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38690656051704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891900813964784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7034618063912268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,darthedar,2019/09/23,"Am I stimming? Hi, I'm not diagnosed but seeking a diagnosis, and am finding it hard separating out which of my behaviours could/could not be considered a part of being autistic. Most recently, I've seen a lot of posts about stimming and am not sure if I can say whether I stim or not. Where is the line between just repetitive behaviours (which I've kind of always assumed everyone has? like shaking your leg, biting your lip etc) and stimming? Here are the things I can think of that I do that may count as stimming: \- Shaking/bouncing my legs/feet, esp when focusing on something like studying \- Clicking my teeth together to a certain rhythm (pretty subconscious most of the time) \- Tapping my fingers on pretty much any surface/myself (used to do this more when I played a lot of music) \- Listening to certain songs on repeat (used to have to listen to certain songs using headphones before sleeping as a teenager) \- Always having some kind of rhythm going through my head, which I kind of subconsciously do things in time to \- Repeating/having on a loop certain phrases - esp in foreign languages that I'm learning, but English too. I noticed when I got stressed in a language class the other day that the only thing keeping me calm was reading a certain sentence over and over again aloud in my head. \- Pulling on my rucksack straps while walking \- When I was little, putting glue on my hands, waiting for it to dry then peeling it off (in secret haha) \- Also when I was little, I remember I used to press quite hard on my eyes (over my eyelids) to see the effect it had on my vision quite a lot... Seems like it'd be sore now! \- In general, I focus much better when chewing a pen or something (often leading to snacking!), and quite often pinch my lips when thinking \- I remember around the age of 9 sitting shaking back and forth while sitting under a table, but I'm not sure if this was a regular thing. I was going through some bad bullying at the time and my mum brought this memory back recently. I can't think of any more just now and am not sure if these all could count as stimming. I also struggle with noticing whether I do any of these things more to calm down when stressed/overwhelmed, but I do think when I'm stressed I'm more conscious of the rhythm going through my head and the amount of phrases I repeat over and over. I definitely end up with a sore jaw due to clicking my teeth together too. The idea of stimming is kind of new to me so any advice would be much appreciated! I wouldn't say that any of the things I do tend to get called out by others (with the exception of finger tapping - people think I'm just impatient), or that they've ever felt like they impede my life in any big way.",6.295269851116625,6.576650240384616,6.337320099255584,79.50380893300247,65.82692307692308,8.786600496277918,35.04342431761786,8.460557738077197,2.8199336228287852,2135,95,395,27,31,678,236,520,0.079,0.815,0.106,0.946,0,0,2,0,0,0,81.0,0,2,1,6,29,27,0,5,27,1,34,20,14,6,10,85,64,40,0,6,22,1,7,4,0,3,4,6,0,0,27,16,2,2,16,4,0,10,8,6,0,0,10,18,45,21,75,45,18,80,0,0,5,0,11,32,0,18,38,282,72,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697494503651207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416142219510625,0.1187839082938957,0.0,0.0,0.2912356518500499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354127503709801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977007198052464,0.059597387814811366,0.0,0.0,0.060737155051546074,0.0,0.0,0.0631277643596766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288459968635379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096782681500386,0.0,0.0,0.04603270366346133,0.0,0.0,0.07244685056747943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632194453174063,0.0,0.07960498966963939,0.0,0.06456520501048657,0.0,0.0682044394590871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853377374648809,0.0,0.06523791347842976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037291895838680866,0.0,0.12169675452614112,0.0,0.05708725736146807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788077641656215,0.0,0.21976230025365973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057672133633965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344376846987411,0.0,0.2973155115463604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050416171739701886,0.1394861312137849,0.14307838941354625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820482728785945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574124399325256,0.0,0.0,0.06893701560172437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625279411600199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428594792799128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729508011742348,0.0,0.04948430138981637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836009423955333,0.14523353834685526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717542908282438,0.0,0.22775687089391444,0.0713970035559071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095371114948999,0.0,0.16171401192132226,0.0,0.0,0.11352480436276305,0.0,0.0,0.05687877582831893,0.06497956615993841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142923585235414,0.0,0.0,0.10990006244098033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352580029205369,0.07461945698327732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018178779238693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845209846051384,0.2286797009950989,0.0,0.0,0.1248627111758934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465896190415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665628617004626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050704661444519766,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThePaleNeon,2019/09/23,"20 years old, recently diagnosed with autism. Hello, After about a year and a half of extensive therapy, as part of a support program that includes family intervention and behavior intervention, my therapist finally referred me for an autism diagnosis that came out positive, I guess. I entered the program for depression and anxiety, but I've come so far with this. I'm not really sure where to go from here with it, though. I work a part time job and am making great progress with my GED, and sometimes I feel like a 'fraud' or experience imposter syndrome at thinking I have autism. But, of course, things are becoming clearer: I was diagnosed with ADHD as a young child, something I know is very comorbid with autism. I have very repetitive behaviors and struggle with socialization and vocalizing my wants and needs. One of my 'repetitive' behaviors involves listening to the same song for hours on end. I isolate myself a lot, and struggle to stay focused on tasks for more than 30 minutes at a time. That's my biggest worry, I think. I can't tolerate any kind of ADHD medication, so I'm just wondering how I can improve my focus as someone with autism. I especially want to improve my focus as I plan to enter community college. Thanks for hearing me out. I'm glad to find a supportive group of people.",7.110892608089259,8.026623799163183,7.756217573221757,67.83337796373779,64.14644351464436,11.728981868898186,38.945885634588564,11.4731,5.01127090655509,1044,55,172,32,15,347,148,239,0.085,0.755,0.16,0.9684,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,0,2,12,0,8,3,0,2,1,42,29,20,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,21,0,0,7,1,0,5,2,3,0,2,2,4,24,8,39,27,5,28,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,4,14,116,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870013879533319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119897845718954,0.0,0.0913439175764276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187260312055366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656664210388286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028561808870954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284269784819104,0.2423855824443693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057567165103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680025962050945,0.11256369175287394,0.0,0.060374371968885523,0.08530241366137413,0.0,0.13080150963272488,0.10913331312584848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786018185826945,0.0,0.0,0.13164359728724115,0.13153723326536035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345772576947763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758912527759585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849028486153527,0.0,0.0,0.12434114262977244,0.06562144818821904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833488083390481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015132158012613,0.0,0.0,0.07970325808734721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202872108905962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853673176998124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252946650224971,0.0,0.08091140393883196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586063143889916,0.0,0.08277986634526975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649341433441532,0.0,0.11789728299797507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171758681577448,0.1011708259568872,0.09192321832064276,0.11809384755305435,0.0,0.0,0.1272690337152604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965447636302274,0.0,0.0,0.2709970354695052,0.11253708409472782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993138268945857,0.1365491558189196,0.13863752693550702,0.07932687208043493,0.15301883266070526,0.11731406057927225,0.0,0.13925114635481275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704200777341602,0.14085543005230902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294888059705012,0.08692770957915186,0.12126080280202504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378483282363795 autism,FollowTheBlueBunny,2019/09/23,"Help with an undiagnosed child Hi all. This is a bit odd, and fairly difficult to explain. I'm involved with a small agricultural community with focuses on off grid living and community. We have a total of 30 houses, and everyone basically lives together as a village and help each other with children and general day to day things. Now, I do live in a third world country. Some conditions are just... ignored or not known of. There is ignorance and tribalist medicine, witch doctors basically and a terrible public health system. Now, one of the couples who live here have a son, and I believe he may have a condition that is unrecognised and untreated. I can't accurately state what may be causing him difficulty. I've been trying to spend some more time with him, but I HAVEN'T told the parents that I'm concerned about their son, and I'm having trepidations about discussing this all with them without having an idea what's happening or how I can help. He is roughly 8 years old, 1m tall, and at a real guess maybe 30-40 kg. Jnr has trouble standing upright, and always stands slightly bent over with his arms in a ""T-rex"" position, he struggles to lift his neck up straight and has to lift it side ways to look up. He some some problems walking, with it being more of a shuffle. We played a lawn game the other day, one of those that has a tennis ball on a string, and while his coordination is utterly terrible, he did attempt and get it right to hit the ball nicely when I held it in his ""Strike zone"". He doesn't vocalise words properly, and doesn't speak any English (while not completely odd, some English is expected). He responds to a few phrases in his home language, but I'm far from fluent in Chichewa which makes it difficult to find out more. I would ask ""How are you?"", and he'd parrot the second part of the phrase back to me until we start an activity or I hand him something. He will zone out at things, then swing his body and loudly give out a string of sounds, much like my 1 year old does, and he's fascinated with playing with imaginary cars and such, although he mainly has rocks and such for toys. The other kids make time for him, but treat him akin to a toddler and don't really include him in the ""older kid games"". Now. The first question is. Do I mind my own business or do I try and help? My wife is a preschool teacher/special needs caregiver, and agrees with me that JNR is defiantly struggling with... something. We want to help, but we don't want to insult anyone or overstep our places. Secondly, is there activities I could do with JNR that he may enjoy more? I get a long with him, but he's super shy and doesn't really know how to voice his desires. Thirdly, should I purchase anything for him or his parents to help with this? Fourthly, and the main reason I'm here, how would I go about helping JNR live a better, more adapted life? How would I go about getting him help, or due to all of our monetary issues, how could his parents and us help JNR more effectively? ‘Charity ain’t giving people what you wants to give, It’s giving people what they need to get.’ - The Hogfather.",5.648837391987428,6.234350495854066,6.097191673212882,79.6121347211312,67.25870646766171,9.199773064502054,32.120494021122454,9.206073818396263,2.7009197346600327,2451,98,473,43,38,792,304,603,0.065,0.795,0.14,0.9943,3,0,2,0,0,0,88.0,8,2,3,5,22,20,1,2,34,0,49,7,4,11,4,118,80,52,0,14,16,6,2,1,0,8,3,4,2,4,26,51,0,3,8,8,2,4,11,12,0,7,4,7,52,8,69,62,23,58,0,0,1,0,81,26,0,17,24,321,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395406142848091,0.0,0.0,0.05226774972049236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374262202536116,0.0,0.0632496111727659,0.0,0.0718541564368734,0.0,0.0,0.05910095085507482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865954203378075,0.0,0.06797683251358215,0.08391171766305666,0.08537464617262587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895686651605423,0.0,0.0,0.08058673192587594,0.0,0.0,0.1227336492006698,0.08504463913573064,0.0,0.14870591817174725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866993956755666,0.06726110812481738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344346508736191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024906969288247,0.0653774695916166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062567608741135,0.2949262344586917,0.08736314344706078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467046406088295,0.0,0.0679674525848187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169907679705668,0.0,0.0,0.4636615269053922,0.0,0.07709731006185616,0.0,0.0,0.08868665350015567,0.0,0.0867661059492968,0.0,0.08022235320409776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042240499762031175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428881724369791,0.03755013929157769,0.0,0.3393459798445808,0.068019090086009,0.06454343015814512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260991024200287,0.0,0.07721666468386741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760715602111395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056501283143187926,0.11398211714359333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130425079575506,0.0,0.1041652762377598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560333412102823,0.08323239019410328,0.0,0.1065707332343236,0.0,0.08030282372545118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354508176530786,0.0,0.0,0.08610130762319536,0.0,0.0,0.08748403249012866,0.09847755998075956,0.07902535588112869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563841446768776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183418772003066,0.0,0.0,0.05440223050120839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070248585729185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212535119997113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963590680888134,0.0,0.0,0.07344346508736191,0.0,0.10436641669574152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245367203524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600287536796973,0.06100825706228995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409074245843969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379840060708578,0.0,0.0,0.09899123493371936 autism,izzykim,2019/09/23,"I seem to attract autistic friends. Why might this be? I'm curious. Throughout my life I've attracted people who showed signs of--and who were later diagnosed with autism. The first friend was very determined to have me as a friend, aged 5. We're now no longer friends as she turned out to be a bit of a friend-bully, often bringing me down/wanting me to be where she was emotionally. At uni, I didn't have many friends. In class I was quiet. I had a couple of non-autistic friends who studied computer science/who were a bit geeky and unconventional, but I also seemed to attract quite a few autistic people. One, I really enjoyed spending time with. The other had issues with boundaries and often invited himself along with me, overstepped the line and tried to kiss me when it was very inappropriate etc. Living abroad, I befriended a very intelligent autistic person. She was very knowledgable about politics, a Cambridge graduate and journalist, but she didn't seem to have good social skills/emotional intelligence. My husband I think is on the autistic spectrum, perhaps. I do of course start to wonder whether I might be on the spectrum, or whether my problems are more down to a dysfunctional family and resulting mental health issues. As a teenager I had anorexia and today I still suffer from depression, anxiety and I'm quite shy. That said, in certain situations, I can be a lot more confident (e.g. with family, people 10-20 years older than me, close friends and my husband.)",6.096333333333334,7.944221707407408,6.195000000000004,74.69250000000002,67.1111111111111,9.103703703703703,34.611111111111114,9.516144504307137,3.5382,1191,57,196,25,20,378,155,270,0.075,0.73,0.195,0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,3,8,17,0,0,16,0,26,4,0,1,1,36,37,18,0,1,5,2,0,0,7,2,3,2,0,1,7,16,0,0,6,1,1,1,3,3,0,2,13,2,28,14,31,17,7,21,0,2,0,1,20,9,0,10,11,136,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534495334122407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207541467795467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572017516347346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424883762938088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114858975482385,0.09562783067640096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119619098293612,0.0,0.0,0.10507637548763324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776379856706197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014056243096873,0.0,0.0,0.5823318779445396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902438501468527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014780329532064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667523217009372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654794648369079,0.0,0.0,0.08319495340920982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009955471908453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552080947939827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494813798876976,0.19989777401858566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384358308463613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595371050827406,0.08226627083808137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015252889902514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042182937907602,0.0,0.0,0.060357544372591686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962152910788583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573136679439553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590336707160676,0.0,0.09604192349213228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668696994698467,0.0,0.07524147086324894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603701708344674,0.0,0.0,0.054938436976419695,0.0,0.08930628758134139,0.0,0.0,0.06396686339458821,0.10248056822866204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109541345730653,0.055571371362342976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501579585844607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217384620785708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067237913060579 autism,Aseasita,2019/10/27,"How to tell if you're autistic hi guys, I'm new here and passing by to enquire about potentially having some kind of autism... so to put it shortly, my partner suggested I might be due to some of my behaviours. I'm female and 24 and have had a traumatic childhood which for me is why I act and think the way I do but I'm not ruling out that things could be extra tricky for me because I have an additional... thing... so to say. any tests online for a detailed analysis would be great, any questions youd like to ask feel free and feel free to educate me through your own experiences and set of behaviours you exhibit",9.392177419354836,6.003964830645162,9.402967741935488,71.81945161290325,61.983870967741936,13.145806451612904,40.92903225806453,11.20814326018867,4.2868825806451625,485,20,100,10,5,161,86,124,0.033,0.8290000000000001,0.138,0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,21,20,11,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,12,7,17,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,5,4,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311396424054334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140433392248239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956970421193202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280306535390872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396330511485685,0.0,0.0,0.23153448347320366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524252535178665,0.0,0.22670284525456874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384228712812873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118565383115683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288657241314446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211275303039564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016443315780116,0.2564835815932716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207532918171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011799654371626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421693433356045,0.14670602453648587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173494352231795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659755075725547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264406664921588,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ramiel_franck,2019/10/27,"Is there any way to know which textiles are comfortable? for as long as I can remember, I've struggled with uncomfortable clothes.",6.02695652173913,8.7248327826087,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,69.0,9.817391304347826,37.58695652173913,10.125756701596842,4.3960608695652175,106,6,18,3,2,32,21,23,0.19,0.684,0.125,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186706835646689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575356506691582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147048619668621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308434705049723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898926325749836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719605891796529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,shxtsandgxgglxs,2019/10/27,Has anyone tried the hairbrush massage My mum found out from a colleague who’s brother has autism that “brushing” his skin with a hairbrush calms him down. I haven’t tried it because I really don’t like scratching sensations but maybe it doesn’t feel like that? If anyone’s tried it/ is going to try it could you say how it feels?,3.2614358974358986,5.5302219384615405,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,75.76923076923076,5.564102564102565,24.679487179487186,6.42735559955562,0.7115641025641026,266,9,52,2,6,80,50,65,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.7627,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,9,11,3,0,2,2,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34526932042790026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050484427561156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971254939568925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967496761800506,0.17638177155380855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707075229870786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031606586936493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412407617376368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803911994214595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816720012241595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963407404182317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6705017434956752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Elithemar,2019/10/27,"Ever have a new interest in something, then it ends up not lasting? Like for me I have a tendency to become hyper focused on a new interest or hobby, I become soooo obsessed with it, then one morning I wake up and I just don’t care about it anymore! Can anyone relate?",2.286666666666669,4.32572025925926,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,77.8888888888889,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.8663155555555564,210,9,38,3,5,73,41,54,0.068,0.711,0.221,0.8639,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,8,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588420965741113,0.18249743026764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765084994009405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661071305420993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116873593991705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360896517367313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127500237288837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751152937181046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041512995285095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686051145345558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093072935586528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,insaneclownkosse,2019/10/27,"Should I seek diagnosis (UK)? I am 25 year old female with ADHD and possibly autism. My partner works with autistic youth and is pretty sure I am on the spectum although I don't need much support to live a normal life (ie she doesn't take care of me). A friend of mine went the doctor for a diagnosis and said it was a real nightmare having to go through so many intense interviews with various people. Firstly, why do they make it so hard when obviously most autistic and even neurotypical people would be stressed out by the interviews? Secondly, how much of a benefit is there in being diagnosed? My friend did it so he could access support in the workplace but I thankfully work from home. I would like to talk to a therapist and get a better understanding of how my brain works, but don't want to pay loads of time and money in getting diagnosed only to find that there is little help available even so. Jut wondering if anyone has a story of what it is like to be diagnosed with autism as an adult, and what kind of support you can access?",7.104788478847888,6.747791297029708,7.51934293429343,73.86026552655268,64.24752475247524,10.711791179117911,34.700270027002695,10.230975488527342,3.4659445544554446,830,33,153,17,11,273,127,202,0.059000000000000004,0.7929999999999999,0.147,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,5,11,14,0,1,13,0,22,6,1,3,2,32,38,19,0,8,3,0,1,2,3,3,5,1,1,2,7,12,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,4,2,14,13,28,27,4,14,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,8,112,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171356995943682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245045396983815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428818857277994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316346023679463,0.0,0.0,0.1202244529450631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414729606228288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35905045379579537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206932595894532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576640836279154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077741924166573,0.10030031740327716,0.0,0.0,0.18220508572732805,0.0,0.12321374928794462,0.0,0.06701506705462837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563065761190428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903741934134716,0.0,0.11828057461457088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279262717548825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328841166544088,0.11521678379444238,0.1181840209866573,0.1041230555435938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787106523874579,0.11954954169000585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733654321084607,0.08743411605873712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553382824111574,0.0,0.0,0.12373427462376638,0.0,0.0,0.08968135069872242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349789057411454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293393531849246,0.0,0.1199641931552675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421559875733852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216626815454374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507376405892269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014331528360317,0.11113557361947307,0.0,0.08865906589496078,0.09477738565401712,0.0,0.10856232300892847,0.0,0.13691096766105512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875847260394909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275597273384305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955062476607342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931043374086412,0.10640193991949357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127876182723189,0.2575353967597228,0.0,0.0,0.16753000356916592,0.0,0.0,0.075934816275511 autism,Reimagine_Stardust,2019/10/27,"what if I want to stop paying attention to a ""special interest""? I can't say that any one thing popped out as a special interest, but I definitely have something like it going for me. &#x200B; I found on a website, it said ""intense focus on one topic"" and to me, this resounded a lot for me. It isn't that there is one thing I care a lot about - it is that I can just stick to a topic intensely and it's hard for me to switch my thoughts elsewhere. So there's actually a few topics that I can get this with that I want to stop obsessing about. It isn't like it's a bad thing to think about - but the thing is if I think too much about it it means I'm not paying any mind to other things. And I want to stop that issue - where I can't switch gears away from one of my many ""intense focus"" topics. Does anyone know anything about an autistic person using some kind of learned skill, or something, to prevent getting carried away like that? I'm not even sure what I'm asking for, but I want to try to stop paying attention to a few things that my mind just keeps thinking about for hours.",3.3796875,4.31900545089286,4.356607142857143,88.76339285714286,72.61607142857143,7.207142857142857,25.607142857142854,7.413659706084162,1.062630357142858,847,26,184,9,16,275,104,224,0.078,0.757,0.165,0.9376,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,1,11,0,10,0,0,1,1,42,32,11,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,28,5,0,6,10,0,3,1,6,2,0,4,3,3,19,10,34,29,6,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,8,131,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.10520295905128624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680759413602546,0.13099590847538573,0.14662335052121667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538035738378407,0.0,0.08871502942931514,0.0,0.10078391763553794,0.0,0.20257429087030612,0.0,0.09001338223747908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099152496186866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434162639265097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120474761164453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820355080466036,0.0,0.0,0.1126482148821026,0.0,0.06126854930991785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657286695331348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616704705312464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252129923693292,0.0,0.09582279343534643,0.0,0.11226320383836973,0.059247276149440135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580054794279072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330535809402615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929821175947524,0.0,0.11743217572347928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770635432152965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924970452625135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922081377450307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413191052010757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254805125740006,0.08573153944509647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659884214919276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605220734718497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160573840566536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297285012126212,0.2072329082568474,0.0,0.08558580338393898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731930960279292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310964141394244,0.0,0.0,0.2543467354612733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099590847538573,0.0 autism,SixLobedHyperCycle,2019/10/27,"Uhhh question: Any tips for being autistic and dating? My autism isn’t much of a burden for my work life, my bosses live how organized, timely, and consistent I am. But then I’m here on dating apps not understanding if someone if hitting on me or being sarcastic. Sometimes they are very forward and ask for me to come over or to go on a date after exchanging a few words. The sudden socializing makes me confused and uncomfortable. I don’t want to be that person that says upfront that I’m autistic in hopes they can try and communicate in my language rather than me trying to understand their language. But really I don’t want to be alone forever.",5.210501792114695,6.709171806451613,6.246236559139785,74.81991039426524,68.83870967741936,9.059498207885305,30.71326164874552,9.444778638647367,2.9683218637992828,520,21,90,11,9,173,83,124,0.09699999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.7506,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,3,0,25,22,13,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,14,1,17,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,7,8,66,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222631771720444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617888454015854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095681359318454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851673761888948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216564638142705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350190342955505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183126861451446,0.0,0.0,0.18981194741360555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143486206141959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801894263912974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876931284212091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080227622413106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770766818166727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094331511925695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912272060208945,0.1821333071841723,0.0,0.21259906509122503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534380131282652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188488996792344,0.0,0.0,0.4475579422754615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773629511795963,0.2535757227207797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564920626262653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KentuckyLongRifle,2019/10/27,"i think i just need to vent here so uh, yea. &#x200B; I was diagnosed with high functioning autism at the start of year 7, and then i promptly got booted from the local council's mental health services because they said ""i dont need it"", however, i do suspect the tory budget cuts on the local council may of have forced me to get cut off from it. Chewed up and spat out would be a good way to describe such situation. From there its starting to get worse and im starting to find it harder to cope with school and what-not, im constantly getting bullied, getting called nasty things, the teachers aren't doing anything and every night i have to come home just for my brothers to start giving me the business and dictate my evening. I'll feel like i'll fail at my GCSE's and then i'll be shoved into the worst college possible to do retakes until im 18, when the government stops paying for our education. Im not sure how to get help, i tried to get through the school once, and nothing ever came out of it, because, again, tory budget cuts on our school and also our school's policy of ""do nothing when a student's mental health is in the question"" I'm somewhat obsessed with politics, economics, history, (mainly colonial, victorian and modern) and military stuff. I also play alot of video games and read alot of books, and prefer to talk over text-based applications like discord then in person. My social skills are god awful, and i often say the wrong things or react in the wrong way at the wrong time. I think this shows at sea cadets, which i go to, during a 15 min break we get, i often awkwardly pace around the room and not really talk because my social skills are god dang awful. I really hate it when my routine gets interrupted, like when the library shuts at lunch time, i'll often melt down. Its also the same with loosing stuff, something really major gets cancelled. I dont exactly have the most supportive parents, they have to work overtime to make ends meet, and they dont know much about autism other then ""i dont like change"" my speech is starting to get really bad and i'll find i'll not be able to talk at all to some people, struggle to talk to some people and reguarly start repeating certain phrases in a sentence. im finding that situations that i could cope in before (like being in a busy station) makes me really nervous. my parents are relatively uneducated about autism, and expect me to talk about school when I have a meltdown, due to my brothers telling them i had a meltdown and then they start getting angry when i dont speak. basically, my life is a mess that'll never be fixed.",7.596359377361345,6.703991577603143,7.600599214145383,75.43868633821974,63.47937131630648,10.109747619767267,34.70462445216866,9.162432508145574,2.9765523046697906,2079,77,387,29,26,671,252,509,0.149,0.7929999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.993,4,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,4,0,5,4,26,25,4,4,27,3,32,7,1,4,6,74,67,38,0,6,6,4,1,5,0,3,4,4,2,1,17,31,2,1,10,6,3,3,10,15,1,0,5,5,43,10,64,53,12,66,0,1,0,0,31,27,1,12,38,243,60,14,0.05831617767529576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139906278653638,0.0,0.06318555414694127,0.07086053889921241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047989245366407605,0.05191376187865306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869157249050315,0.10664700191900496,0.0,0.04962277201223751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595473375460161,0.06669817165354222,0.0,0.0,0.06169078353124855,0.05023422340000719,0.0,0.06301907086532844,0.0,0.04656072264315846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918969279452874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34173062959609085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165082426174508,0.0,0.0,0.038517285361562376,0.052750321371484686,0.049133894847555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029486411637714594,0.04166108898335455,0.0,0.0,0.15989978972575164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33514575516257256,0.055942191453830455,0.03314242766971248,0.0489128430417284,0.04664077457114856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757515221879968,0.0,0.123974739762862,0.0,0.0,0.039088104643482835,0.061614243494279075,0.058495881018814935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149573949782554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032049046150541764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041190440906325516,0.14245169374117936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785300286160167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753798197065445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286910053674475,0.0864814136492551,0.044977031301505335,0.0,0.0,0.05472578230204948,0.0,0.11191189055091133,0.0,0.0,0.062104825990041676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295064281081503,0.0,0.0,0.08085818981701544,0.05091943698623693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657427281621901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532746528056442,0.0,0.05833195886117658,0.0,0.1867941834493309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055472039239521966,0.04637536512737813,0.0,0.2950954257976847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310996541181923,0.0,0.11889199842107907,0.0,0.04489464264510865,0.0,0.0,0.28893543497205515,0.0,0.0,0.04875493576212917,0.0,0.060964730705869274,0.13351614282988805,0.0,0.06617650734795442,0.054962307315351816,0.0,0.0,0.2343616731892657,0.050970909677786135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774853543918102,0.07473330390055916,0.0,0.0,0.06800926433748615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959285666708755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257733488802007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042454871889939315,0.0,0.059429167141565785,0.0414261394476534,0.19127875698298868,0.07086053889921241,0.03755370645190181 autism,blabloop8888,2019/10/27,"Selective mutism Hello, I wanted to learn more about selective mutism, and if you have personal experience with it I would like to learn and understand. My daughter will be turning 3 next month and doesn’t speak for the most part on a daily basis, but I know that she can speak. The only words I hear on a somewhat regular basis are shoes, out, lets go which sounds like YEGGO ( she loves to go out.) She can say hotdog, socks, ball, sheep, pig, cow, horse very clearly but in a low volume. She will grunt at me to get what she wants/ needs and along with her guiding me by the hand I typically understand what she wants. But I’m her mom and the rest of the world isn’t going to understand what she wants by her grunting at them. Is this too young to be concerned about selective mutism ?",5.965555555555554,5.989473246753249,5.871645021645023,83.44254689754692,66.53246753246754,9.441847041847042,28.150072150072152,9.150863307647796,1.9775362193362191,616,17,127,10,9,193,98,154,0.017,0.866,0.11699999999999999,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,13,3,2,0,1,30,30,9,0,7,4,2,1,2,0,3,0,5,0,1,7,10,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,20,3,22,24,5,15,0,1,0,1,21,9,0,3,5,85,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701570476203254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088199950922828,0.0,0.2965803731986037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605494817035388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559869062411597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787625552869765,0.0,0.16996693548851985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699719166959736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203728819174451,0.1388456949055273,0.0,0.0,0.12898215237603225,0.0,0.0,0.1849984173013617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322972560658158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837152886207156,0.0,0.0,0.15188693854837684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833248461023834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920828196510667,0.0,0.5432660714355929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352744766510064,0.4104022404892601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235695025120352,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,slytheringoddess,2019/10/27,"Help So I'm really struggling with something. I'm 19 and have asperger's syndrome and my mum's family talk to me as if I have very little intelligence and as if I'm a little girl. They still ask me if Santa came to me on Christmas. I'm a woman with an IQ of 140! I really don't know what to do. I've tried avoiding them but it doesn't work! They also laugh whenever I talk about my obsessions they said I don't meet their ""standards"".",0.40638297872340345,2.4442624042553227,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,84.53191489361703,6.7387234042553175,20.038297872340426,7.908726449838941,0.8735948936170219,342,10,76,7,10,120,60,94,0.071,0.8220000000000001,0.107,0.6308,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,1,4,4,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,14,11,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,14,1,10,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,3,1,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059165980127532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280549509656505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725849482273061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467542304651275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974694232838735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097941621336798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777366503619112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30535939179372473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267055088513081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834773508435508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903298918080255,0.0,0.0,0.24915327588696315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831197345834176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180978454446196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664643085631647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350639109312702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FabioAbdilla,2019/10/27,"EEG report. So I was diagnosed with Aspergers at 7 years old (2007). I was formally diagnosed with ASD at 18. I recently discovered that I was taken for an EEG test at 7. And I had no medical problems at that age except the autism. My parents kept everything hidden from me. From what I've read, EEGs can accurately diagnose autism. The EEG report isn't detailed, here's what it says: *There was a well-formed 7 to 8 Hz alpha rhythm which is symmetrical and responds well to eye closure. There was a modest response to over breathing. Flicker responses were normal. A concomitant ECG recording showed a heart rate of 64 beats per minute.* It looks like there was nothing abnormal to be found. Does that mean there is a possibility that my diagnosis is false or incorrect?",3.494149184149183,6.25975272727273,4.6314965034965025,78.83698834498836,77.67132867132867,8.56857808857809,28.414452214452208,9.21078282632365,2.9985537529137534,612,27,108,17,15,200,99,143,0.037000000000000005,0.9279999999999999,0.035,-0.0772,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,8,0,14,7,3,0,0,11,19,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,11,3,8,2,16,7,0,10,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,6,66,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629673467809599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617953156755134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661639553740561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271837096393744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190912486112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032614552032116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525799304166454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139546738959715,0.0,0.1862535752164023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114939574854186,0.17740346649935487,0.0,0.19400715290677664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052944433986087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084316119705175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691129468931474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493641129157415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825529938227997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702906890894593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324701163073241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190607659591954 autism,flybloxairways,2019/10/27,"Do you ever have full blown conversations and arguments with yourself in your head? I have literally do this all the time. Literally like every decision I make I have to have a full blown debate listing all the pros and cons and then argue because I never make the right decisions haven't sorted myself out this whole week and I've got loads of work to do or whatever. Even in the nightclub I'll be having a full on presidential debate style argument in my head over the Brexit Referendum in 2016. Sometimes when I'm on my own I'll actually start speaking the conversation out loud, complete with individual accents. Is it the same with y'all?",5.461794171220404,7.126383303278693,6.622896174863385,71.72365209471768,68.42622950819671,9.684517304189436,30.76867030965392,9.994966539143718,3.2468167577413483,521,21,91,13,9,175,79,122,0.068,0.91,0.021,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,9,0,11,2,2,2,4,20,16,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,10,1,15,14,8,20,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,2,8,66,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.23791106981971455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861661696323245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556169092632227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102586688907394,0.2205286833634741,0.20540980334402706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949870321129098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004128846179262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910708275085888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254732818792413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880315652423781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082016261759007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112183777178076,0.0,0.17256103685325316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216020993733489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555954860542585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721910626971585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748739262305974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HoodieWeed,2019/10/27,"Best and worst textures? I got a haircut yesterday, and the couch in their waiting room is velvet, which is the absolute WORST texture for me. Some of my favorite textures are my kitten’s fur, and just generally soft and fluffy things. What about you guys?",4.8884042553191485,7.202185021276598,4.558457446808512,83.30875,71.12765957446808,7.253191489361702,30.89893617021277,8.07648339933343,2.303642553191489,204,9,36,3,4,62,39,47,0.16399999999999998,0.708,0.127,-0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900969095914644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497209628941393,0.0,0.0,0.5567632824815101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735657105578423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,moddynobby,2019/10/27,what do you think of the autism CARES act? Hi I'm from Britain and I have been wondering what you Americans think about the autism CARES act that trump just signed?,3.3320833333333333,5.679773875000002,1.8450000000000024,100.83333333333336,75.875,6.766666666666668,20.041666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.26815416666666714,132,3,30,2,3,36,24,32,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.8328,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7720222334591058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851871881099375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41057893703743015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,redditamrur,2019/10/27,"Not too fond of Halloween I don't like wearing inconvenient, itchy, clothing (e.g. costume). I don't actually enjoy seeing people in such clothing. I don't like people knocking my door when I don't expect them to. I certainly do not like knocking on other people's doors.",3.80294117647059,6.431963019607848,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,75.66666666666667,6.432941176470589,29.807843137254906,7.554174236665415,2.3318125490196078,218,10,34,3,5,73,33,51,0.265,0.648,0.087,-0.7922,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3437074328309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162179676040901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7325369273482231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806668142311745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NeonMechanist,2019/10/27,"In distress This is only really related in that a lifetime of undiagnosed autism is the hurdle in trying to overcome. I only realized my state a couple years ago, and the knowledge, while useful for treatment, has done little to help me maintain a job in a world where people think ""I will have a breakdown of I don't have a stable work area"" is hyperbole. I can't afford a specialist, or health insurance. I can barely afford the medication to manage the anxiety that's just part and parcel with this sort of thing. I don't know if this is tacky, or inappropriate. I only know I'm desperate. My entire pool of friends burned out at 43 shares. I've never begged for financial assistance like this, but everything we've attempted to right our trajectory has been thwarted by tragedy or incompetence. Please, if you can help. I'm sorry if this is a problem. https://www.gofundme.com/Home-for-a-clowder",5.817512977819728,8.028258490797548,6.529447852760736,70.58208117036338,68.38650306748464,9.432562529495042,29.716375648890985,9.851270322608157,3.2189767815007078,726,28,118,18,13,238,106,163,0.14300000000000002,0.765,0.09300000000000001,-0.8481,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,12,0,17,2,0,1,1,21,23,10,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,12,3,18,20,1,16,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,7,5,81,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633124049449452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354382927097478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076197191127152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192020523242525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863843081423893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496993884844825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994521882714004,0.0,0.0,0.251541822840255,0.0,0.1882178820682813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862034131194593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624370412758955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916712617231298,0.18806423790979526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902722065883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471927639768764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281252592289214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031954706233721,0.0,0.13008571689294335,0.0,0.0,0.20597200379970645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954581703692132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020677346563477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602432477023672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004724142097145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465945499859893,0.12023192005266285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739501477916573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206042356079325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366039100776069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083379152657656 autism,ashgalka,2019/10/27,"sweet moments tonight i accidentally had a huge fit in front of my best friend (who i never told i have autism). i had my ticks and she held my hands and calmed me down until i could think straight. i cleared it all up, told her about everything, and she is extremely welcoming. she started asking questions like ""what can i do to help you in case another fit happens?"" and ""how do your ticks work to help you?"" it was genuine interest to help me in my weakest moments. to me, this is a friendship. this was super heartwarming to me, i just wanted to share that transparency with friends can be good. if you tell them and they act poorly, think about their character. if they cannot love you for you, how will the friendship ever blossom? sending sweet thoughts to all!! thank you",3.268552123552124,5.634920256756757,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,76.16216216216216,6.66100386100386,27.463320463320464,7.7094869923839395,1.586664478764478,610,25,121,9,14,186,93,148,0.048,0.588,0.364,0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,7,4,3,6,15,0,0,3,0,15,2,1,2,5,23,27,10,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,8,3,31,15,18,16,3,19,0,0,0,1,30,9,0,3,8,89,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209411483440875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867002287573366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958145776388867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945076470363215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806475201321105,0.0,0.0,0.1794848724958823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085881535343675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750578135578664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660132099368978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015806342173305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756734952092162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024446730658794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402729227567108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371891379281586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413545072846021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455378835184335,0.18386449899022855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559299293333465,0.0,0.15854602048658048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816595284808156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779308348090305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538996398588433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mrs_Phantom,2019/10/27,"I need information please! I hope this doesn't break any rules here, I'm not asking for a diagnosis. I just wanted any of yall to help me understand the signs and symptoms of autism. Currently, my daughters pediatrician believes she could be a 504 kid. (If you dont know what that is, it's basically the term for mentally or physically disabled children.) The pediatrician is trying to get me set up with a geneticist so we can run tests and see what's going on with her. But I'd like yalls input, please? I believe the only real way you can truly understand anything like this, it's best to talk to other people that have the same or similar issues. I just want to help my daughter and make sure she getting the help she needs.",4.7576223776223765,5.896266475524478,6.077909090909093,76.95686363636366,69.55944055944056,9.076643356643356,28.985314685314684,9.3871,2.5061697902097904,578,21,111,12,10,195,99,143,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,4,0,1,4,5,0,0,9,0,9,1,0,1,1,28,24,8,0,7,7,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,18,5,13,22,3,9,0,0,1,0,19,2,0,4,4,72,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116760254486473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807540381802876,0.0,0.14549891977231486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506976002828648,0.16333068208816826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426291159718975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182404570225418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626270734870312,0.0,0.08845168901696338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129591691933405,0.0,0.0,0.15458195103162645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624438489239499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855336335542079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207205748840444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388843066623328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568447720933046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080467074057415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836841013914608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107898605549424,0.0,0.0,0.3416838146881068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714816867723684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402197110732352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466853594057929,0.1617656951320769,0.0,0.12509455276492104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566682320652143,0.0,0.0,0.3240457288919125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359662992590747,0.12353684101146392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hurting123123,2019/10/27,Should I tell my ex I’m suicidal? We broke up in early June. No contact since then. She’s the only person I know where I live now. I don’t know what else to do. I’m trying so hard to hang on but I have absolutely nothing and nobody. I don’t know what else I could do.,-2.551311475409836,-0.8910227704918015,0.9103114754098378,99.40087704918035,104.57377049180329,3.7514754098360656,12.657377049180331,5.6839178017228535,-1.1577029508196721,205,4,52,2,10,73,43,61,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.6891,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,5,10,0,9,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062399034224295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616701748299363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247534004262814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555849682093063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440011021182973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651424468786072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101585311313132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24127738437355836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285798927885661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30225601942132385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152128330722125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876073551067373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lets-go-forward,2019/10/27,I’m going to write a character with autism Even though I have autism myself I want to do a different interpretation. So give me some advice while writing,3.705057471264369,6.482628241379312,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,76.93103448275863,8.004597701149425,23.459770114942533,8.841846274778883,2.0512666666666672,125,4,22,3,3,41,24,29,0.0,0.9470000000000001,0.053,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353111752483002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654245942443467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942307931163123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42733840678582696,0.25317263892098874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376750766955359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627515868375778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bettababy69,2019/10/27,"This is probably someone y’all hear a lot, but I need help figuring out if I’m on the autism spectrum. I don’t know a lot about autism or aspergers, but when I read about aspergers the symptoms it manifests as seem strikingly similar to how I live. I’m nineteen, and I have extreme anxiety and I’ve been diagnosed with OCD. I promise I’m not trying to belittle you guys’ struggles. Some of the signs look a lot like OCD but many of my symptoms look like autism as well. Please correct me if anything I’ve said is incorrect. Thank you. Does anyone have advice on how to find out once and for all if I’m on the spectrum?",2.57655844155844,4.435601230158731,4.0487012987013005,86.43720779220781,76.38095238095238,8.073881673881674,28.914862914862915,8.841846274778883,2.372898412698413,489,22,101,11,11,162,77,126,0.040999999999999995,0.7659999999999999,0.193,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,1,7,0,6,3,0,2,2,28,18,15,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,11,5,16,16,5,6,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,9,3,62,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640950751201398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284627201090724,0.0,0.0,0.11741757149451867,0.0,0.13818856360179307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044107622148294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695293371282478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348107055876425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627286914630388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892644967173159,0.0,0.11255707384764448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228758690694276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408005410742066,0.0,0.14828149185194428,0.0,0.28203063190773114,0.0,0.0,0.4282933393327963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025032832030576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245147974217632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883541678508402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843320190690828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810523337276589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797116823902858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597358192245663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287327333006914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422829219825057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555242851373173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490782520913754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460344618811944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401054444474328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098539398134006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NotTheBruce,2019/10/27,"Do not visit this website. WrongPlanet.net Do not go here. It's not run by autistic people, please trust me here and avoid it.",2.1950000000000003,5.000165166666669,2.2800000000000007,92.965,84.83333333333334,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.30135000000000023,100,3,19,1,3,30,19,24,0.079,0.7190000000000001,0.201,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010073704776202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891725253689441,0.0,0.0,0.7745342660249411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Maximum_OwO,2019/10/27,"Opportunity for people with ASD diagnosis and their families to get up to $50 in Amazon gift cards from research study So a couple weeks ago I sent my saliva to SPARK for Autism (Simons Powering Autism Research) and after filling out the second round of surveys on my dashboard I got my second $25 Amazon gift card redeemable online. My mom also sent in hers as well. Website available here: [https://sparkforautism.org/](https://sparkforautism.org/) They have 20,000 out of the 50,000 families needed signed up so far. They've been going since 2016 I believe, hopefully should have the other 3/5s in the next few years. I think it's a great opportunity for those who are interested in such. Q: What are the steps? A: Sign up on their site, fill out consent questionnaires electronically I believe (there's quite some reading to it), they say they use a genetic de-identifier or something so that it can't be linked to you but they do disclose that as with anything there may be some kind of data security risk involved. They send you a saliva test kit which actually is rather easy to use once you watch the video they have, they also give you an informative diagram. They can send it for you or your whole family if you sign them all up though I think the gift cards are limited to like one per family or something. They send you your first giftcard code in an email. You fill out a second round of surveys online then you get your second code. Have a good day everyone!",7.1012155415671785,8.010561214022143,6.650675059691775,75.77352507054482,64.1660516605166,9.476101584545258,29.963316691990446,9.478462496947786,2.562468026915563,1183,38,211,21,17,368,158,271,0.018000000000000002,0.8390000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9811,1,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,12,12,6,12,11,0,1,16,0,16,0,0,2,1,31,29,16,0,5,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,4,2,0,10,1,1,1,6,4,4,35,10,36,21,5,35,0,0,3,0,37,17,0,8,9,145,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.13230771304949154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018457116864155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168485055547396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157179192259148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30550721309538464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001804131041405,0.0,0.08743867064835567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955366606790358,0.0,0.0,0.511255631786981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532531660593325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167118324963568,0.130061860671592,0.07705393188706247,0.1137190948623292,0.10843668734168783,0.14947877386955238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466274367554287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118697699579574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623813569794987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587910864107078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053175680483256,0.0,0.0,0.1441921657749866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438957457747553,0.09187334364960316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399494679089583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442073166618459,0.13561791036314336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781962810250728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215418637357084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875409435570907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737499426969039,0.13320786042320942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341972855028041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875507667878476,0.0,0.1219037995733099,0.0,0.0,0.1513715904235221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730986057777475 autism,0Snowy1,2018/11/08,"Fascinated to a point of obsession on clocks and time? Hiya, not too sure of this is just me but I wanted to know if anyone else gets uncomfortable if you can’t see the time. And when the time turns turn to the next hour I feel soo released. Does anyone else feel like this or is it just me?",2.1973770491803317,3.654766114754096,3.289311475409839,93.20937704918032,76.37704918032787,6.847213114754098,18.757377049180327,7.554174236665415,0.07221704918032845,227,4,54,3,5,73,44,61,0.10800000000000001,0.809,0.083,-0.1633,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,14,11,7,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,6,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,8,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812846536775921,0.4121850466182703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601967295094206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360546636571702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340566810673252,0.14369503049117155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050877682536949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808317510534246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105417255332687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098267236767797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139155268331412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014307413248815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602831789152524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957282726575256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518604608449554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375668712000532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863805751477008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wowsogoodwelldone,2018/11/08,"I hate being autistic sometimes.. I have just started sewing with a machine and I'm finding it very difficult. I've been able to stay patient up until now. I was sewing a skirt and got to the final part of adding elastic, that's when I realised I'd sewn the elastic on the wrong way. Since I had to finish the skirt today I stupidly tried ripping the elastic off and ripped the skirt. Then I snapped and ripped the whole thing out of frustration. To finish it off I had a complete meltdown. I wish I could just be patient and normal.",2.6211320754717,4.8164065849056605,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,77.49056603773585,4.994716981132076,27.581132075471697,5.6839178017228535,0.9352445283018866,422,18,82,2,10,132,66,106,0.155,0.8190000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9184,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,13,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,10,0,13,5,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,9,57,14,0,0.2312816208070459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24249437909921065,0.0,0.0,0.18465955465765868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25335771063780577,0.2113872113977968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497704013754326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283427181651072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660688265316856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504554571046147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131854672991166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287434368338994,0.0,0.16370232160719644,0.24651543478147214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365323197560998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192279334749796,0.0,0.0,0.15702503880367055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083155893660847,0.0,0.18358058532331076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25821767008822183,0.26596244983206563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528701451554129,0.0,0.0 autism,CharlotteGuz,2018/11/08,"Participate in an online Autism study by the University of Cambridge - it takes 10 minutes! Complete a quick 10 minute anonymous online survey and contribute to research conducted by Dr Simon Baron-Cohen from the Autism Research Centre at the University of Cambridge. All adults (over 16 years old) are welcome to participate, whether you have an autism diagnosis or not. The study is being supported by Heterogeneous. Founded in 2017 by researchers in genomics we help connect individuals directly to researchers. If you have genetic data from 23&Me, My Heritage, or Ancestry you can use this data in the study but it is not a requirement for participation. Your genetic data will never been shared with a third party without your consent. We operate a dynamic consent level, which means you will always be asked if you are happy for your data to be used for a specific research project. You can delete it at any time. If you agree to share your data, it could never be identified as your data. It's fully encrypted and anonymised/aggregated for research. [sign up ](https://www.heterogeneous.co.uk/autism_landing)and give it a go!",7.8088070175438595,10.458001915789477,7.484736842105267,63.9614912280702,64.05263157894737,10.119298245614038,37.40350877192982,10.355215969177356,4.726919298245615,924,47,126,24,15,292,115,190,0.033,0.846,0.121,0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,12,0,1,1,6,0,0,13,0,16,1,0,2,3,25,25,10,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,15,6,28,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,5,6,96,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534088416640287,0.24134307328027946,0.0,0.15147358479207085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823560830353152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354288709131485,0.0,0.0,0.17784299035691112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422734185088385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136763789410369,0.12659057054681205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371151715078376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930063415161138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263355820932306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34358786934383795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337323994326544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527672959102071,0.0,0.0,0.1674757965494769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298838404468941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847586653432339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471730503228234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434398582164874 autism,joeywessels,2018/11/08,"My mother doesn't listen to me. She often doesn't care about my opinion like for example today, she forced a new desk onto me while i've been telling her for the last week that i don't want a new desk. i can't concentrate on anything because of this new desk and i'm panicking. how do i get her to change it back to the old desk that is currently in the kitchen and stop changing stuff like this. this along with the fact that she's been telling me to ""grow up"" every time i even slightly disagree with her",5.221352201257865,4.768031575471699,5.326415094339627,88.34106918238994,68.15094339622641,8.576100628930817,29.930817610062896,7.793537801064563,1.623300628930818,401,13,90,4,6,126,67,106,0.13699999999999998,0.815,0.048,-0.8051,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,1,1,11,13,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,15,3,15,11,0,17,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,14,59,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841294146107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802234028799596,0.0,0.11734757890719676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626886352325693,0.0,0.4072836905688905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271459141445819,0.0,0.16219143995310004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057447528679916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691501872479116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809374183198235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577595895344457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199871876629272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094049251774245,0.0,0.0,0.2203690093137457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365108856934333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224960434412397,0.0,0.18246961504840065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354280885276648,0.0,0.15441368556188034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheD3xus,2018/11/08,"Constructively disclosing Autism to future employer Background without personal information: I'm a soon-to-be college graduate going out into the real world (scary, right?) entering the tech industry in the USA. I have already received and accepted a job offer with a large company. I won't be starting for a few months, but one thing on my mind is how, or even if, I should disclose my having autism to my employer. It didn't come up during any of my interviews, it never came up during the negotiation process, and it's never come up at all. I've had negative experiences with not disclosing autism in internships, either very late into the actual internship or not at all. I want to meaningfully disclose my autism, rather than it feeling like a burden. I was diagnosed with Asperger's (not sure if that diagnosis still applies, not even going to get into those politics). I've overcome a lot of the issues that have historically held me back (eye contact, meeting new people, acting independently, are not problems anymore). I still have trouble speaking clearly (I can speak pretty fast), my mind can sometimes move really really fast (faster than my mouth), and I'm somewhat afraid to do things if I feel like I'm going to step on someone's toes or irritate them. I also struggle with clearly communicating ideas without needing to take some time to process information before communicating my response. How can I meaningfully communicate these issues, in the scope of autism, to my future employer? My current idea is to frame it with respect to the issues mentioned above. I don't believe that I would need significant changes or alterations to my work environment to succeed. But I would want my future manager to be cognizant of these struggles I have, so they can help me improve in these areas, and give me room to grow. &#x200B;",9.462944752369033,9.156507313069909,9.496248882531738,61.448907563025216,59.45592705167174,12.482817807974255,41.84534239227607,11.78182255692154,5.30570538172716,1482,74,228,39,17,489,183,329,0.07200000000000001,0.795,0.133,0.9675,5,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,2,10,12,0,3,14,0,23,4,3,3,7,68,43,17,0,12,18,0,2,2,0,4,1,2,1,1,14,16,0,1,9,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,5,5,31,6,44,32,7,49,0,0,1,0,15,19,0,10,20,165,45,10,0.0,0.0,0.10508458325680198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883257430584465,0.08611529256633801,0.0,0.11667616064896065,0.13084851010484747,0.07322918397060843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679413397533256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280276893778991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163161734218718,0.1213236077856871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231624331843795,0.0,0.0,0.11391597125370227,0.18552140275179485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929754749316184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422492541303466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053361490757498,0.0,0.0,0.10889708407724437,0.1538597224209935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056260730792456255,0.10330082888792713,0.1835988273250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217868132073924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312549015222865,0.0,0.3371840662408375,0.10686029595101254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214728583467405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521845968152817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154955021112632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174613881828441,0.0,0.08595277728213048,0.1144516305695444,0.0,0.15969345285196276,0.16610592090223222,0.10400240559454388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296983529763013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746549054783509,0.0940259920193864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955389662025462,0.0,0.10303956744886694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256858854588487,0.13797095523284633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196201394353952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124076641384546,0.0,0.1065027695246072,0.0,0.0762196759395309,0.0,0.17199403514568587,0.0,0.0,0.22515053669440566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014914102525754,0.0,0.08096537711826715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430816549608142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627917247746595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885102812460284,0.1270302705347202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076081193095964,0.0,0.07839563203706416,0.0,0.0,0.15299202377873372,0.0,0.13084851010484747,0.0 autism,morning_green,2018/11/08,"Help me learn about Sensory Processing Disorder Hello all, I am a post secondary student from Toronto, Canada. I am doing my 4th year thesis on children with Sensory Processing Disorder and Autism. I recently visited a center for autsim to learn more about SPD but I was hoping that you might be able to help complete a small questionnaire about children with SPD. If you are able to do so just click the link below. I would love feedback from people with SPD as well as any parents or caregivers with SPD. I hope this is okay to post here, but I will be happy to remove it if it is not. Thank you so much for your help : [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/CQW5DMZ](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/CQW5DMZ) **Thank you for your time and help with my project !** All the best (also feel free to share this link)",5.151458966565347,8.158642631205678,4.7406940222897695,79.01250000000002,73.04255319148936,6.865450861195543,24.255825734549138,7.957251820313856,1.469935764944276,645,20,110,10,14,196,87,141,0.037000000000000005,0.6759999999999999,0.287,0.9931,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,0,1,9,11,0,0,5,1,13,1,0,0,2,25,19,12,0,5,7,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,16,12,23,13,5,11,0,0,1,1,17,4,0,6,3,81,21,5,0.31872385760128696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744167688599553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837157633782928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724051242658822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708795035989893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652851537511324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805781794918044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964373653130996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272677666791351,0.0,0.0,0.31656470629903444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383036264768792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905782270069994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714935408701227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769525627203415,0.0,0.0,0.11048149589223552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30524935217027505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735067912429432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934381061785129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929252222383387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328551259003466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320614190286928,0.0,0.0,0.10262385726154144 autism,franthewhovian,2018/11/08,"How does the presence of a child on the Autistic spectrum affect the family dynamic? (UK) I’m completing an Extended Project Qualification at my school, and want to find out ‘How the presence of a child on the Autistic Spectrum affects the family dynamic?’. If you yourself have autism, or are a family member (mother, father, sibling, etc.) of someone with Autism, could you please take 5 minutes out of your day to complete this survey? If you know families with autistic individuals, please send this to them! Thank you! [Survey here](https://www.esurveycreator.co.uk/s/fd7d5cc)",8.459503759398498,10.86129711578948,7.713383458646617,63.93368421052632,62.05263157894736,10.06015037593985,37.78195488721804,10.290406445055957,4.537406015037592,466,23,65,11,7,145,63,95,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.8786,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,10,0,3,0,0,4,0,16,8,6,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,14,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,1,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37577969338623307,0.0,0.0,0.1430781840961839,0.0,0.0,0.11557043986408905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682084372903066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985755646151668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6757426412191833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378734587562546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848471125282447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934198797715675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136195171114627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518372400589993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473757274476636,0.0,0.0,0.16498508918519655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569795958560176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,amonsterlpn,2018/11/08,Service dogs How many have service dogs/animal? What do they do for you? Have they seriously enriched your lives?,3.3338333333333345,6.514426050000001,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,88.5,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.3161666666666667,91,4,15,2,3,28,15,20,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6567780947512678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7540839039887368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,the_anxiety_man,2018/11/08,has anyone who's been diagnosed scored around 35 on the autism quotient test? I took the test in therapy. I scored 9/10 on the AQ-10 and 35/50 on the AS quotient test and I'm not sure what these results mean,4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,70.90476190476191,7.504761904761906,25.904761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.1284190476190483,166,5,36,2,3,50,30,42,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.2411,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,20,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656395775503855,0.0,0.0,0.3381974819760256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855972739720765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138297380468284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580575412949973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43445638734761177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42209028992855135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GummyHypnoHearts,2018/11/08,"Please help my friend understand Hey everyone I have a situation. I'm just going to talk into my phone and hope my Babble make sense. So please bear with me. So I used to work at Walmart and there was this early twenties kid there very much textbook on the Spectrum. I never really got to know him he didn't really talk to me that much. Is someone on the more ""functioning"" end of the Spectrum myself and having my hyper empathy ""problem"" I always thought that he and I had an understanding. He was a good enough kid and there were two guys there who really took him under their wing and help him adjust it was really nice to see him fit in. Anyway those two guys ended up leaving and he was left alone. I I ended up quitting not long after. but before I did I could really see a change in the kids demeanor and attitude. Okay so we have a backstory down let's talk about the problem. Well this kid has a tendency to mumble, I can understand that I myself don't have much of an inner monologue sometimes, and well he said something a little insensitive to one of my friends. So here's where things get tricky and I don't really know how to handle it. Kind of to himself mumbled, ""shut the fuk up faggot"" it just so happens the person he said it to is in fact gay and has an overprotective boyfriend. The boyfriend confronted him and he apologized and it said something"" I apologize it's over please leave me alone."" They said he was crying. Like okay I understand I'm saying stuff like that is totally wrong. But I can't believe for a second that this kid actually meant it. It must have been a tick. He's not a hateful person like that. At least as far as I've ever seen. And I'm trying to get my friend to understand that but I can't seem to find any resources. I don't want anyone to get hurt out of this. Please if you can provide anything that could help my friend deal with this in a peaceful manner. Any bit of psychology to explain this kids weird out-of-left-field bigotry. I'm really worried about him. My friend's boyfriend has a tendency to go overboard. And I just don't want anyone to get hurt.",2.428293838862558,4.593652670616116,3.7358744075829406,87.06893009478677,77.98104265402843,6.874028436018957,23.346208530805693,7.908726449838941,1.2444102369668246,1665,54,334,28,40,544,196,422,0.099,0.741,0.16,0.9728,0,2,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,2,2,21,24,2,0,22,2,33,1,0,3,5,57,70,27,0,9,9,0,0,3,5,1,0,5,0,10,26,20,0,0,13,0,0,3,10,8,2,4,19,8,42,16,47,47,8,34,0,2,3,1,53,23,0,3,11,222,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.06718866645876873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426177906588108,0.0,0.0,0.05728956658286601,0.0,0.0,0.09364211313138644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628447213795227,0.0,0.05665852534908551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858714935982995,0.07757152537938403,0.0,0.0,0.07516748473458951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283525289516019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994387863393128,0.0,0.0756296156469791,0.0,0.07098238135876714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294471063617276,0.07114151168135585,0.0,0.0,0.062279691997215614,0.0,0.06579010291479398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629285875777472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26597064745276994,0.0,0.1438872709502321,0.0,0.07825924595884957,0.05774897138339949,0.05506645266379241,0.0,0.0,0.13634667480209334,0.06088473215544224,0.0,0.0,0.06797613083013386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844816797269838,0.0,0.0,0.06838460102363238,0.0,0.0,0.14741288802364022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169774525649872,0.0756774431383568,0.0,0.0,0.14580658386997308,0.1496136756453371,0.07040483570201267,0.0,0.10091139595003346,0.06900681274601422,0.0,0.06093098864012105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595859241437671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184027176767445,0.0,0.053102153381782105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665523498706373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023611495526355,0.0,0.30231099022548125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176226073922415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732315378808072,0.0,0.0,0.30875409805063714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619723579665198,0.054753096877867086,0.0,0.0,0.10973070213874564,0.06267938537322644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739143447035185,0.0,0.0,0.058337248262584525,0.10600976235090306,0.06809542215185754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881794874331054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601953249979332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574156024408325,0.0,0.0,0.05466002143880695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649601978571365,0.04674532504078875,0.0,0.13451488983239765,0.3583817149382441,0.0,0.059465177571737235,0.0,0.0568093045446436,0.08122023433510657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381067650264535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012436467384214,0.06992155585046378,0.0,0.0,0.07527778511285999,0.0,0.0 autism,dacreepyone,2018/11/08,"300 words feeling like 300 pages Hey, Just a disclaimer. I have been tested for ASD, I have not gotten the results back, so I may not actually have ASD and I really am trying not to post or comment hear because I may not have it. But I am just wondering if anyone here when they are told to write a paper that has to have a minimum number of words it feels as though they have to write that many pages. (Like in the title).",1.764741379310344,3.6462406896551727,3.2995258620689683,90.7761853448276,78.88505747126436,6.189080459770117,20.070402298850574,7.1686216300943375,0.35697816091954016,328,8,71,4,8,108,56,87,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,20,19,8,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,8,2,8,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,4,53,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.281319025812072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157159927634846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216689981554774,0.0,0.17573239418941033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915253661093311,0.2059467996243303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249117385409688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816774226788239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29226997731297355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760918951858627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846791104534021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832329624709793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546323860175875,0.0,0.19572273115158853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126266190153078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Quistillis,2018/11/08,"I Can't Tell Personalities Apart! For example I can't describe a single thing about parents outside of their beliefs. Like Dad's a Climate Change denier and used to yell at me is the best I can do. I can't even describe my mother and I spend more time with her. Even character's in book with exaggerated personalities are just people to me, Not kind, carefree or cold. I used to have a crush on some girl but I honestly couldn't describe anything about her at all outside of makes art. I think it was just I had no one else too attach myself to. This is making it really hard for me to feel any connection outside of ""lecture subject"". Like the only reason I like people is that A: they help me at school, B: they tolerate my constant lectures or C: they agree with me on something. Why am I like this and how to I get better.",4.529852135815993,5.226685271084342,5.720755750273828,80.92616100766706,69.78313253012048,8.205038335158818,29.548740416210297,8.296473431620573,2.011633734939759,649,24,130,9,11,217,104,166,0.07400000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.17,0.9658,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,2,8,8,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,6,1,24,21,7,0,1,6,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,26,8,22,18,5,9,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,3,6,94,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196549272010404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447953596786321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465313521957888,0.1556172398709758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861362712012248,0.0,0.0,0.19014404087599665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698720218474753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243225206770654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896775821575491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192883604917156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762045163771368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793842824148558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832292801233175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438494450095741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349016631817699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192311569921936,0.1338211398110218,0.0,0.0,0.1953763775137508,0.0,0.0,0.24396905156823664,0.3072729373742825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272080138753365,0.18091027938946236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780750999173023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545818192824774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379177446095765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689618864940605,0.11274438195092655,0.0,0.0,0.10260034113933636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039359645103222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877134730011747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Zahria7,2018/11/08,"Anxiety or high functioning autism I did the thing you are not supposed to do and I started looking online about mental health stuff. Honestly I can't even remember how I stumbled on to Asperger's/high functioning autism because I'm like +5 hours of educational lectures and video examples of women with autism and articles deep into research. I think a Ted Talk or something lead me here. I have struggled for a long time with depression and anxiety and thought that was what was wrong with me. My family has several members that are bipolar, schizophrenic, or a whole variety of mental illnesses. I thought I was just lucky and on a lower severity end of the spectrum of problems. I had always thought of autism as a severe disability or being extremely odd like a man I once met who was super into antique clocks and I always say hi to a guy who has it that I see at my local game store who talks like an auctioneer who loves WWE wrestling and the walking dead. So it never occurred to me that it was something I could be. But the more I heard about women masking autism the more it started to sound like me. I was a very lonely child. I did not make friends easily or on my own. I was presented with other children by adults. But I was extremely shy like I didn't want to talk to my aunts and uncles or my grandparents when I was little only my mom a little to my dad and brother and a few other adult later, it took me years to talk to strangers and I still struggle greatly with them today. I have distinct memories of being afraid to look at people in the eye when I was as young as 3 and often felt out of place at family get togethers. I never liked children my own age and had no interest in my cousins. I felt like kids my age were kids but I wasn't, they seemed dumb to me and I remember almost feeling disgust when I was like 5 of the idea of kids who believed in imaginary friend. I did play pretend as a child, but by myself in an imaginary world where I role played all the characters myself (I still go there I may write a book one day) but I understood that it was all me and the concept that other children couldn't understand real and fake irritated me. I have always gotten along more with adults, like teachers. I did not talk to other children really in school until about 4th or 5th grade I was held back once in 1st grade for my social skills and a lot of my teachers suspected I was abused because I was so quiet. I also used to get really upset when I was little because I had long hair past my but when I was little and sometimes other little girls at school would come up and want to braid or brush it but at the time I couldn't understand why 'strangers' would want to touch me and I would feel really uncomfortable. Now as an adult I guess they may have been trying to be friendly but I feel just as uncomfortable now by the idea as then. I wasn't slow as a kid, quite the opposite, I was a very 'gown up' kid. I figured out multiplication when I was 3-4 got mostly all A's in school (though first year or two I struggled to read). I have always been very matter of fact. I busted the Santa out as fake in 1st grade because I saw his beard string. I used to like doing math that the other kids couldn't understand yet, and always kind of felt like I was older or beyond them. I spoke like an adult to adults and kids too. I have been accused of being painfully honest and cold. I focused way more on school than the other kids and remember watching them play not knowing how to be included into games. I didn't like the girl games they were dumb, they gossiped about boys and terrible music I thought. I liked boy stuff but didn't know how to fit in with them either. I had hotwheels, played video games and I collected rocks and skulls and liked animals and outside (i won a forestry science olympiad once) and didn't run when they held out worms. When I was a little older like 11 I made a few friends but struggled with how to interact with them I kind of went through a phase where I began heavily imitating my brother and the boys I was around and even quit wearing girls clothes. Later I started having a harder time socializing and began having panic attacks before school often. Now as an adult I struggle in my relationship because I have a hard time telling my boyfriend what is wrong when I get stressed and just break down. I don't know what he wants from me when we have conversations about our relationship or emotions. I feel like I don't know what to do or what to say to get the results being sought. And he will tell me things but I look at him and not know if he is angry or sad or understanding. I have always thought of myself as being in tune with emotions (maybe because I had to cope with my mom's violent extremes as a child) but someone pointed out that I didn't feel empathy but pity in a lot of situations. And I know I have experienced a lot of times where common things people do make no sense, like how I couldn't fathom imaginary friends as a child. And the more I thought about it the more I realized I go through life often feeling emotionally blind to other's intentions. Like I know when people are happy or sad or mad but when i look at a face it has honestly only made me anxiety over interpreting it wrong. Like I cant see what is behind it like I feel like I need so much more information. I didn't know when I was being hit on when younger at either and still fail to see signs of attraction from my BF now. I have always felt off like there is a wall between me and others. I know all of this could just be social anxiety of some sort but I wondered of it is autism because I keep hearing that people on the spectrum have a hard time processing emotion and I am not sure if I struggle enough to fall into this category. I have panic attacks if I have to share basic emotional information about myself and I sometimes feel like am in this state of blindness when it comes to other people. I don't know what they want from me. And then some other stuff I do that I know may fall into the symptoms. Firstly I am NOT organized but I am not clear of some milder obsessive behaviors like some food I eat in specific order or only with certain things. I collected stuff as a kid I had like 100lbs of rocks and crystals I collected over my life. I own all the final fantasy games and could go on for days if paired with the wrong person. I made an alphabetical list of rock bands when I was 12 it had nearly 500 bands. I watch documentaries and educational videos and political/new articles and can spend hours of my day doing so. I also seem to binge on things. I like 1 thing at a time a lot. I was one of those kids in front of their Playstation for 8 hours at a time. I am clumsy and always have been. I am constantly covered in bruises and had a hard time learning to tie my shoes as well as catch. I rock back and forth and do stuff with my hands a lot. I sleep poorly. I used to have take the wrist watch my mom got me outside of my room so I could sleep (I could hear it in the drawer at night ticking). And sometimes when I am home alone I find myself saying a specific word over and over pacing for no reason. Like I think I understand people's emotions to extent but I don't know if my anxiety is flustering me and making not able to read people or if I feel anxiety because I can't read people. That is my thought vomit of the day. Maybe I am an aspie or not.",4.714035324973363,5.3803012108433785,5.512270578914297,82.69516351118763,69.35475234270416,8.61469278474442,28.564844411660253,8.724045039944539,2.014395399284211,5875,199,1190,94,98,1919,496,1494,0.135,0.764,0.10099999999999999,-0.9929,2,3,2,0,1,0,92.0,2,1,12,9,66,89,7,12,70,0,131,24,10,18,12,276,230,147,1,25,58,8,19,28,6,7,11,9,2,36,64,85,2,3,57,24,4,14,34,35,1,5,80,45,198,54,180,123,33,169,0,6,14,1,112,75,2,48,104,852,262,18,0.030430775002008525,0.036055492300227455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030472025448169793,0.03151710546052223,0.0,0.048670959549540066,0.2025667404818404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967675750305533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027089841450743318,0.0,0.06923879938820374,0.0,0.04679877519380832,0.0,0.14840254394386013,0.0,0.025894348194224436,0.034285062681478067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524268362785318,0.0,0.032884857046295006,0.0,0.12148248832202747,0.0,0.0,0.07850132960436552,0.0,0.026209981918578533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311382798783624,0.0,0.2053831560415263,0.026952634319229268,0.031443125235985366,0.0,0.04019847977870464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057374852804547814,0.0,0.13848042765148758,0.06521925522537374,0.1168732647388354,0.03333542657016944,0.02781317705186368,0.051768803342279686,0.03679701392400839,0.0,0.11755370639875296,0.0,0.063595295818517,0.0,0.051883532133379706,0.0,0.048676541346614415,0.03355003686978749,0.03352292946062172,0.030131251571618875,0.0,0.032394125847599965,0.08177999156532602,0.0,0.0,0.0323464908199428,0.06859539013724958,0.0,0.0,0.06430356911021143,0.030524548500748268,0.0,0.08990455069245729,0.0,0.0,0.06870528186120764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02704827103143776,0.0,0.06337793870153816,0.20068749729101884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042988312657704135,0.416274307348572,0.18299778602071146,0.0,0.05386055655226736,0.1022167472606386,0.0,0.0,0.12935578345947776,0.027464962536092312,0.08638300527677471,0.06093833583804356,0.0,0.06114360732735481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061334127614717335,0.0,0.0,0.10692046768436897,0.0,0.0,0.022370121036324363,0.022564034077039368,0.04694017935864184,0.02939023212310129,0.0,0.02855722090215204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722334667224564,0.041241361392016264,0.06943192695680073,0.03238049013130214,0.07140791557620625,0.0,0.0,0.029049618053381132,0.16877494235591226,0.026570978962044408,0.03179368301679965,0.0,0.02876691847262783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02911814191098886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473375002554185,0.0913170300056988,0.03463688409677932,0.0584842010724428,0.03128790494048438,0.0,0.06534252790506022,0.10341640785665396,0.0,0.0,0.07259932105041278,0.0,0.15398784461786494,0.07274816337263901,0.055406069323698334,0.0,0.10313434192961436,0.0,0.0,0.034205466101749425,0.06090550348756104,0.09306102863006263,0.02578389690760443,0.04685419461939897,0.0902904437696653,0.0,0.06461717751828303,0.0,0.07290616867691574,0.0,0.034858349949944335,0.19087711957029665,0.1741797843908394,0.0,0.0,0.028680645305963745,0.03162922696273217,0.02288015564483387,0.12229552124672292,0.05319567728491535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130112840610373,0.03899762376089422,0.029898081933989608,0.16911045340729364,0.1596998665933313,0.0,0.028844816524777488,0.0,0.03380971072065316,0.02066049869783075,0.0,0.02972644541241385,0.15839754988005975,0.0,0.07884725730638034,0.0,0.0753257290356928,0.0897442976518911,0.02415453276060969,0.0,0.0,0.02736092131596489,0.028209633299750632,0.02745904123504472,0.033974873544115894,0.0,0.0,0.033000877399725445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485144837951576,0.13308510144642127,0.0,0.03919284277828843 autism,MPastelle,2018/11/08,"Is it a good think to just be open about being autistic? So, recently I started a bunch of creative projects. I can't keep a job, but I'm good a creating things on my own, so I decided to kind of make videos, comics, art, books etc. I love making it all, it gives me purpose, however when I started I made sure I didn't really let on too much about myself personally. Well, that doesn't really work in videos or social media, & with my mannerism you can clearly see I'm not neurotypical, so I thought 'screw it, just be really honest, you're autistic, so just go with it'. So I hadn't filmed a video in a while because I had a huge meltdown and was feeling depressed. I was waiting until I felt better when I remembered my resolve to be more open and honest. I filmed a darkly funny video of me obviously depressed answering weird questions from the internet. At first I thought it was funny and honest, I was happy with it. I posted it and now I feel a bit sick. I don't think the neurotypicals will really 'get me', and I'm wondering if I made a bad move. In your experience, is it better to be brutally open about the reality, or is it just pointless and humiliating? I am totally torn between my want to be myself, and my want to get ahead. 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Hello everyone, I was in a virtual conversation with someone a few days ago and he told me that i might be interested in taking an online autism screening test and i did. The test says that a score between 30 and 50 means i high probability of autism, i scored 39. I don’t know what this means but i would appreciate any feedback. Thank you.",2.10625,4.6761182361111135,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.91666666666667,6.933333333333335,22.88888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.3641055555555557,291,10,59,6,8,96,54,72,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,9,2,5,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,36,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893808974228307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528400488489346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377815284926152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695970677188092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041442533412222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257246873189965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741215197870332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6981568787292801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266405857428161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303423985412668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169896832274727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101832131150006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063232726284102,0.0,0.0,0.19669301071415451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041442533412222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176527119939315,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fullmetalheartbeat,2019/06/20,"""Autism Cousin"" I'm kind of afraid to post this. I used to be immersed in some of the more toxic corners of the social justice movement, where ""your lived experience is percieved to be a threat to my lived experience, therefore you're trash"" type attitudes were common (I'm not saying the entire social justice community is like this- just those specific corners). I'm afraid this will be percieved as an allistic person coming in here and trying to claim experiences that it is wrong for me to claim... but that's not what I'm trying to do. I don't pretend to fully understand what the students I work with go through. Let me stop beating around the bush... Ever since I got this job in special education, a job I love, I have found myself relating so SO much to some of these kids- particularly kids on the spectrum. This job has made me more self aware of some of my own traits and struggles. I have actually questioned, many times, whether I have autism and was just never diagnosed. But... I don't think so. You see, I have obsessive compulsive disorder, and I learned something about OCD that recently rocked my world and made so much of my life make soooo so much more sense. That ""executive dysfunction"" is common in people with OCD. Me having executive dysfunction would explain sooo very much about my experiences. I don't think I have undiagnosed autism because my earlier experiences don't really suggest that that's the case. I don't think I was born with my neurotype. The following makes a lot more sense: obsessive compulsive disorder made my life a living hell. I spent so much time in mental duress that my brain didn't develop normally as I grew, resulting in the neurotype I have now. Yet all of this.... even suggesting I have a disability ... makes me feel like a liar. Like I'm some cringey allistic person trying too hard to relate, or trying to claim experiences that aren't mine. But I read an article here https://theaspergian.com/2019/04/05/7-cool-aspects-of-autistic-culture/?fbclid=IwAR32SZiV0UmEmU9KSFPzG7VmkJA6H-6RjHxlTvFBvWiTb-Zu3g5ha0NuZWE that talks about how many in the autism community recognize ""cousins"" to autism, including ADHD and social anxiety (the latter of which I also have). This makes me think it is safe to talk about my own experiences without being crucified as some kind of imposter. And I don't even mean barging into autism spaces, either- my intention, the point of all of this, is not to be like, ""please accept me as one of you, people with autism!""- it's not that at all... The point of this post is that I finally found a group of people I can relate to immensely, yet I feel guilty for even having that thought. For even suggesting it. Which makes me worry that I can't pursue my place of belonging within neurodiversity communities, even though I really feel as if that may be beneficial to me. I'm sorry that this whole post is a mess. I'm not even sure that I 100% understand what I'm trying to ask.",7.9269924812030075,8.690949509398497,7.484727443609022,71.0117528195489,62.36466165413533,10.785338345864663,32.79041353383459,10.618573550423957,3.4817112781954886,2377,86,410,55,32,748,233,532,0.11800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9714,3,0,1,0,0,0,100.0,0,3,0,2,31,21,3,5,23,0,43,5,1,13,6,76,82,27,0,3,15,2,4,4,0,3,3,1,0,5,37,14,0,2,17,3,1,5,16,10,0,1,12,6,54,11,63,60,22,41,2,0,1,1,24,20,1,10,17,288,91,8,0.0,0.0,0.06356327667154332,0.0,0.07828073614186158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052089183754656335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982881205527123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798479184598732,0.060893306599738725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970626145803633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271324530215104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056108840546036286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611160301079942,0.0,0.0,0.14930284944078234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581300248727769,0.05891918238720858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460081018352801,0.0,0.0,0.09880405768481017,0.04653312503963055,0.0,0.0713532330664649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283638162102802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037018252967123064,0.0,0.05209515756853174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583490038348171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939120947971466,0.0,0.0,0.13565810600695102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660590671922068,0.09201487449823373,0.1272885109578182,0.0,0.1725486720776035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537624272634208,0.058787724491073175,0.18489959009587206,0.2173937122909265,0.1320752293742162,0.0,0.07095212856145935,0.0,0.0,0.06564170243043305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394120346217859,0.0,0.050236848640719416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381938671498187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413779534497023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547116802695724,0.11374837221249055,0.06805318868692918,0.07149969676933009,0.12314902490062693,0.0,0.18714666172837985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296715435444329,0.0,0.06515356179427342,0.0,0.08345549583301855,0.0,0.0643138778388596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179870994474056,0.0,0.0,0.0519049070849472,0.0,0.06795098591344217,0.0,0.0,0.0538811185986448,0.0,0.0,0.1991936491728556,0.0,0.050144825082442133,0.0,0.07291434657031352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445655832531804,0.0,0.06809422187876746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061389847965657565,0.0,0.0,0.10470759463220364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694590851520344,0.06399572550798713,0.05171065670308357,0.07596257511497025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111512143884035,0.0,0.0,0.1356176111316095,0.0,0.05625653452482667,0.0,0.0537439680322436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272194538426306,0.0,0.06278871704085325,0.0,0.04741973650725657,0.06614870385253431,0.0,0.04627069944323885,0.07121591980525506,0.0,0.0 autism,mizxy,2019/06/20,"First time posting..my 8 year old autistic son is obsessed with youtube..let's get him some likes pleaseeeeeeeee https://youtu.be/c-vCji3eo_s Ricardo is the sweetest boy ever..he is excited for Toy Story 4 and got a Woody Doll...he posts videos and gets about 4 or 5 likes from family and friends...he always asks for comments and likes but doesnt get much..let's make his day and get him 50 likes!!!",2.707066666666666,5.579290640000004,1.9773333333333305,95.72866666666668,82.6,5.466666666666668,23.0,6.937597516519254,0.7058000000000004,318,11,63,4,9,91,57,75,0.02,0.805,0.175,0.8633,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,11,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,5,5,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,9,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080052367020427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313438773854067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401323975250416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654889360750166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483922302127544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482455178574736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45409479402588104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378458368808478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443821771779855,0.0,0.42462259291529214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504102703667368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597312407086248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280065750532209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810126580573046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670203055690685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992596181550904 autism,miles19_,2019/06/20,"My Story and Asking for Advice So howdy. My name is Miles and I'm autistic. Originally I was diagnosed lower on the spectrum but these past few years some of the problems that comes with it, like my sensory overload, issues with communicating, and emotions have been giving me severe depression and anxiety. I am getting rediagnossed on the 25th, and I don't know how to feel. At one point, I am going to get better help, but I'm scared to not be high-functioning anymore, and what that means. As a just graduated high school senior, I don't know what to do with real-life. I'm nervous and confused, and want some advice.",4.654388422035481,6.2714747563025215,5.7296918767507,77.53377217553691,70.34453781512605,8.314098972922503,28.348272642390288,8.841846274778883,2.315419421101774,492,18,89,9,9,163,82,119,0.209,0.679,0.11199999999999999,-0.9209,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,3,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,28,24,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,1,9,2,13,21,3,12,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,3,5,60,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35334612410234306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383094654393251,0.0,0.17930237336728053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902110119143088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990054934463108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574089411833894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572047861665214,0.18350548798189226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337266579032395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141656428590092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891828947824255,0.1734372769452948,0.1027512912349046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211846417549344,0.3820446190961797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870544379206303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872297271841846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832844483436321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969412989864684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251295240716802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259151268994016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709119192374767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299863116627046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578694735827968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810096714135308,0.1829765540436593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424952519977427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066389517313005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642755524863922 autism,peachystars,2019/06/20,“Everyone’s a little bit autistic!” It’s almost like you relate to autistics in some way because they are people too...,4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,73.54545454545455,6.218181818181819,29.181818181818183,7.1686216300943375,2.1210181818181826,94,4,14,1,2,31,21,22,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.3609,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146067824956548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523983077666954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452030474225426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956382407223075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022817282725655,0.4149823876707683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870470324293672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286500638953676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nocgruh,2019/06/20,"My partner (21F) and I (21M) have £1.50 until next Wednesday but my partner's autistic son (5M) is taking most of the stress away for me. My partner and I have been together for nearly 2 years now and have been living together for the last 4 months. Her son, who I'll call K, has known me since the beginning and we clicked straight away. K is clever, slightly verbal (uses 1 and 2 word phrases, but getting towards longer sentences with more familiar things such as ""I want a milkshake"") and his focus is cars, which I have to admit I don't know a lot about. Our money is tight at the moment because of a mix up reapplying for disability payments and as such we're stressed because K needs certain foods for school lunches and any other needs. We have everything we need until we're next payed but obviously the stress is still there. However, K has been a Godsend for me because he has been taking my mind off of it constantly and making me realise that it's going to be okay. The strength that he has is beyond anything I've ever seen and that is resonating with me so strongly recently. He's happy and that alone is pushing me through the stress because if he's happy we're doing a good job as far as I'm concerned, but it's more than just that. K, for the first time since I've lived with him, called for ME when he woke up the other night. He normally calls out for his mum but he didn't the other night. I jumped out of bed and went straight to him and got him back to sleep with a smile. It's such a small thing but to me that shows that he trusts me and that our bond is growing. Just yesterday, he sat with me for nearly an hour and a half fully focused on helping me take apart my PlayStation 4 to clean it. He used the screwdriver (with assistance), sorted and placed all of the screws together, helped me clean the dust from inside, was gentle and listened to instructions. He even sat and waited without touching anything while I popped to grab some paper towels, which was a huge display of self control from him. He didn't even get upset that we had to put it back together and was happy with going to bed after. The bond that I have with K has done nothing but grow since having the pleasure of being in his life. I'm forever grateful for him and wouldn't change a thing about him. He's been a beacon of inspiration for me and a true force to push me on through all of the stress recently and I just wanted to share that with you guys. TL;DR - Partners autistic son has helped me through a lot of stress recently and I couldn't be more appreciative to be a part of his life. Love the little man to pieces.",7.171346153846155,5.7716630227272745,7.057651515151516,80.6329195804196,64.60606060606061,9.941258741258745,33.754662004662,8.617729084823388,2.511961305361305,2068,71,425,24,26,659,245,528,0.057,0.75,0.193,0.9976,3,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,6,1,0,4,21,23,1,7,32,1,42,7,1,4,6,81,71,40,0,9,12,4,3,0,4,1,2,1,4,7,26,38,2,3,4,1,2,10,6,8,0,2,18,6,48,15,77,47,11,61,0,0,2,2,53,23,1,6,28,286,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955913190946348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223811977794522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642751149686504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434399477024795,0.11813489451019625,0.0,0.1873074541080316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235315901866938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126208470874513,0.0,0.0,0.08301176904862513,0.08615667469144878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861034934838143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147366354057533,0.06948527540636283,0.0,0.0,0.06903806809820386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534040791059463,0.09288728904123288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026730968654933,0.0,0.08731361835874306,0.06443036329063859,0.06143748477699797,0.0,0.0,0.07606079883783634,0.0,0.2453190253745714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446622763515627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756491636661837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622891088935463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042216554143790386,0.06261601846063354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851608316580706,0.0,0.07699070491206794,0.13566144351789713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061394679654767,0.06933024290680641,0.0,0.05127587097483581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775631614817192,0.0,0.061314509208693475,0.0,0.0,0.17087625313118382,0.0,0.0,0.16339126926385536,0.14417489623644872,0.07526424302721528,0.07370787830290274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318520677884815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802573010452883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722219203019612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754223665472295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774279435497174,0.0,0.0,0.08013677004714295,0.0,0.0,0.19063117714830405,0.0,0.07687236684930752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134606806924525,0.0,0.5279609319366554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732702252752716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310118639727496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447925466595252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326902593174405,0.0,0.0,0.09061718467709376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121002719058916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404874133051552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049467559011890386 autism,visitor04040,2019/06/20,"Father of 16 y.o high functioning teenager I'm a father of 16 y.o high functioning teenager with autism. Trying to get advice on how to handle this: Our son has decided that he wants to go with us to London to see Theathre (thats his main interest). He has decided that he's not interested in the planned family travels for the summer (we plan to travel to Romania for 2 weeks and Greece at the end of this month to celebrate my brother's 40th birthday) He is practically blackmailing us to set a trip to London soon and threatens to destroy the planned travels (he doesnt like much the family members we're traveling to greece with and the trip to Romania was decided by us while in past travels he was the one who found the destinations and they were based around something that interests him. Therefore he feels less in control now). As background - each year he travels with me or my wife to a destination he chooses - because his sister goes to Ski with me, so he was with me in Germany a couple months ago in an exhibition he chose.) He doesnt stop talking about the London travel in a loop and threatens us + Chase our cat trying to hurt it to prove his point that he is frustrated. How can we handle this given that he's high functioning autistic and reasonable explanation that we have enough travel and he will travel in October does not convince him. We feel we're being blackmailed and threatened.",8.000756929637525,7.445500888059706,7.990639658848617,71.86917910447762,62.50746268656717,11.239232409381664,37.42643923240938,10.608840637214634,3.989603624733476,1130,49,200,24,14,366,144,268,0.09,0.882,0.027999999999999997,-0.9434,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,10,0,1,4,7,8,2,0,15,0,14,0,0,5,1,38,23,14,0,1,3,6,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,20,0,2,9,10,0,12,4,3,0,1,6,3,21,5,41,15,5,39,0,1,1,0,39,14,0,1,13,126,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491648380706835,0.11331583845052373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379806740701325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779255331274385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337506939678274,0.0,0.14144427998117567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186712185664054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322169244265068,0.1320851911074452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101829384240414,0.0,0.12927195170263187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016178782754796,0.0,0.0,0.06678722883523898,0.0,0.07265018140673138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051863078686228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684738365916496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062452524571399964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040694361593931,0.0,0.0939716294103609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662264104016901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203062906061955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084307445624905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314331470678935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186598808350016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841173871937478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687373184883377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274695771634737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735798142453684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6150672496485149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539894725596287,0.0,0.10253955711432428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823199680305578 autism,WhateverYoureWanting,2019/06/20,"Bad days? Diagnosed w/hfa lurked for a while looking for feedback. I seem to have good days and bad days. On good days I am passable but on bad days like today I fail at life. I end up with obsessive thinking, I get upset easily, I have strong “tics” where I find myself flexing (opening and closing) my hands, having to grab things like my phone or a remote control and squeeze it or hold onto my should or leg and pull etc (sorta like stretching for a run). Often times I have trouble speaking clearly and get a stutter and may have to stop talking completely and take a few seconds to be able to communicate an idea I haven’t seen anybody express similar behaviors and wonder if these behaviors I have are unique to me and tied to something else. Also haven’t seen anyone who seems to fluctuate between their ability to control their symptoms etc. These episodes like what I’m experience today typically have a clear trigger which tends to be upsetting events. My current trigger was finding out that I essentially lost my job as a result of my medical issues. These stressors set me off and it takes me days to come back",6.597378114842904,7.155025610328642,6.699530516431928,76.21306608884078,65.19718309859155,9.370747562296858,36.102925243770315,9.265573868473778,3.3590147345612125,897,42,158,15,13,287,134,213,0.165,0.6940000000000001,0.142,-0.7579,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,5,4,17,0,3,8,0,16,6,2,5,2,40,31,18,0,2,5,0,3,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,15,0,4,7,0,0,3,2,10,0,1,4,7,23,7,25,23,3,30,0,2,3,0,7,11,0,10,19,106,33,3,0.11812507817037747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944645823354356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259580120159793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083089368709238,0.2958885185533613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017542953345486,0.12385189703798012,0.0,0.26497463909469865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570854190559819,0.0,0.0,0.11989446782957175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867834533238404,0.0,0.10462375787821426,0.0,0.2634813742284127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554899287601668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159283628629962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343095582243255,0.0,0.0,0.1981554223258776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334883502042422,0.0,0.12329189175107992,0.11722091308552705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343523608532423,0.2308397858635085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991953151019626,0.0,0.12894747676110085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899858886814345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507326939728735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909384562447272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875785464130273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227771855036471,0.17763071587352053,0.0949444633349148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847705310484894,0.07568978040997228,0.0,0.0,0.06887968301786228,0.0,0.22393752420532467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810160839729898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,randomdudeReborn,2019/06/20,"Will i ever be able to get a real job? i'm 25 and i have high functioning autism and never had a real job. high functioning enough that i didn't get diagnosed until i was 21, even then it wasn't suspected, just a routine check up for people who feel that they've had trouble making friends and have social anxiety. &#x200B; i've been to about 20-25 job interviews but never got hired, my problems are that my voice is very monotonous, i can't read people's psychological state at the same time that i am thinking about how to respond to a question or when i talk, i can read people somewhat accurately only when i'm not thinking or talking, or rather, i can't think or talk at the same time as i try to ""read"" someone. and i'm extremely expressionless despite being very sensitive and feeling things intensively, my attempts at mimicking emotional expressions just look completely artificial at best, at worst i miss the mark and i look like i'm expressing some other feeling than was intended. &#x200B; Will i ever be able to get a job like normal? Tried university studies but i'm too dumb.",6.406494505494508,7.0349773857142885,7.173809523809522,72.4017032967033,65.6190476190476,10.461538461538463,34.72527472527473,10.389873798559362,3.7404945054945062,881,39,156,21,13,293,120,210,0.091,0.799,0.11,0.4366,4,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,1,0,8,0,20,1,0,3,4,39,39,18,0,3,10,0,3,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,3,1,0,7,5,0,0,8,6,16,4,18,26,7,19,0,1,2,0,11,8,1,7,12,103,24,9,0.19702922832588932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348108657315898,0.23941207833967795,0.0,0.0,0.07536341018829602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338500969531418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329069863087796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999025965905184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108156812287526,0.0,0.1017919310466393,0.0,0.0650679735411707,0.17822421715696896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494358468612277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611214652622457,0.0,0.1544094595781577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879113642738038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081721973815851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910422140095457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625852862928794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545492871457265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575926993228146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519610873515644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652340524658104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492480330945141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048928879415883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942651810646821,0.0,0.0,0.11035891399110513,0.0,0.2956238208499024,0.2242623970224636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042324290122152,0.08347111288825665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375469455907431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544873219993237,0.18937256072952147,0.0,0.0,0.1148893275039083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133769912695058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256974793892048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941207833967795,0.0 autism,Goinunder,2019/06/20,"My Life and This Will Be My Last Boyfriend First I'm high functioning, and I have dyslexia so sorry if my spelling or grammar is all mess up. Relationships: My boyfriend and I have been together for a year now. I really like him and we have so much in common. But I'm scared my relationship going to end up like all of my other ones. 1. (Age 18) The first guy I ever dated was an extreme extrovert. He loved the whole college party/club stuff. Was really into music. Besides being extremely social we had 0 things in common to boot. I stayed with him for 3 years but was practically miserable the whole time. I thought it would just work out but it didn't magically work out. I broke up with him and he told me no one would ever love me because I'm autistic. But we're friends now and he is married. He apologized for his statement and said it was a way to keep me around. 2. (Age 22) Meet someone at my friend's house party. I was done with my prereqs for nursing school and basically had the whole year off.(I only have 1 more semester to go) I thought I should be more social since I decided to take a whole year off. I was cooped up in my room for about 2 months. I rejected everyones invitation to hang out and thought it was about time to go out. Plus it makes my mom happy when I go out and socialize. I meet ""T"" he was so hot and I was surprised anyone this attractive liked me. He bought me a ticket to Orlando after dating for about 2 weeks. I thought he was the one. I told him about my Autism during the trip. He just said ""Ah yes I can see that makes sense now."" 2 weeks later he told me I was very weird, and a bit annoying. I official hate him. Recently he has been contacting me. He keeps trying to rekindle a relationship. 3. (Age 22 3 months later) I tried a relationship app and meet my current boyfriend. His really great. I like him a lot. We have a lot of things in common. His cute and he compliments me a lot. I feel like he is the one but the thought of marriage scares me. I haven't told him about my Autism. I'm scared it's going to be thrown back in my face like my last two bfs Now I'm 23. I have come to the conclusion if it doesn't work with my current boyfriend then it won't work with anyone else. I'm never going to date again after this. I'm sick of trying to make loving connections with people. School: I am proud of my accomplishments though. Everyone in my family is proud of me. We all thought I wasn't going to make it this far. My mom was very scared for my future. I'm in a BSN program and I'm almost a nurse now. I only have 2 more semesters. I make mostly A's and a couple of B's. My GPA went from a 3.4 to a 3.6. I always would get straight C's maybe even D's from elementary school- high school. It's like when I entered college everything clicked. I think it's mainly due to the fact I was studying something I wanted to learn. I can't wait to have my bachelors. &#x200B; Friendships: I should really try talking to my friends more or hanging out with them. But I always end up canceling or ignore their messages. I'm surprised I still have friends at this point.",1.0026316964285726,3.260584714062503,2.781026785714289,91.40843750000002,83.890625,6.0946428571428575,21.642857142857146,7.393208230333746,0.7665450892857137,2427,80,526,39,70,803,267,640,0.076,0.773,0.151,0.9948,2,1,1,0,0,0,82.0,4,0,2,10,25,35,2,5,27,2,50,6,1,5,7,89,100,35,0,8,13,2,2,7,4,7,2,2,1,1,21,37,0,4,12,1,1,13,8,12,1,7,34,6,88,23,73,55,18,92,0,3,2,3,60,29,0,10,55,332,109,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689194093521875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454913863975546,0.06155894798374501,0.06903635312040576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945263376935377,0.05821360519671737,0.0,0.05057732911064816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368717069194094,0.0,0.034633851214825435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062027183650381734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894102753444896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286463436887595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814139445207591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047461579878155184,0.0,0.10064232076376396,0.0,0.0,0.03752572242277727,0.10278470556359767,0.0,0.108578192027639,0.05106159154334803,0.0,0.05356005531163758,0.0,0.028727333403013845,0.04058859409080049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966534931209447,0.0,0.0,0.17558028185633678,0.0,0.029683453595977988,0.0,0.2260246200201345,0.0,0.0,0.06263865587855116,0.0,0.056255708621420764,0.0,0.060480544606541474,0.0,0.056092976447605684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005617617917926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555679584680715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099943244913316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926234944511952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040130062059489935,0.19429831918135984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490605367975434,0.15383306525348234,0.0,0.18962201955174635,0.0,0.057078229055545236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308190802985467,0.09069826289002464,0.0,0.04176550741193673,0.0,0.04381917303302894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539970554562216,0.08642062196059197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938831563801668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053708468753306766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558838428014484,0.0,0.05609788467427475,0.2439918701469742,0.0,0.0,0.1080880091723719,0.0,0.2275266072614135,0.22999895102194196,0.04527413972728884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699789343819316,0.0,0.0,0.17374698485985338,0.04813910195901682,0.04373890533446954,0.0,0.0635996575303704,0.0,0.06055715105909343,0.04537247285202816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503949678388019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427177532306991,0.04566568496239057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549062384441235,0.03640471013967228,0.05582037578558895,0.2706282270923347,0.06625847984221155,0.0,0.0,0.217156384055278,0.0,0.15429441979279376,0.0,0.055499926629216885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375652726662488,0.03351091505202677,0.04509704330195583,0.09114701233865884,0.0,0.0,0.05266800509284776,0.0,0.25372734113011985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544776954881527,0.0,0.0,0.12107907881103447,0.0,0.06903635312040576,0.14634779694696165 autism,c-carpenter,2019/06/20,"Help me save my suicidal, autistic friend. I am the only person she trusts and now she is alone since we are on holiday. She is inches away from suicide, believes everyone hates her, hates herself and even believes that I only stick around to mess with her in a cruel trick. Her parents are destroying her too with their constant abuse and neglect, so badly that even I (a healthy person with no issues) I would struggle. She has admitted that she considers suicide often and self harms, I have no clue how to help. What can I do in this situation to keep her away from dark thoughts and make her actually happy? I have no clue how to do this and I’m the only person who can possibly help. Can someone please help me.",3.6378260869565215,5.742299666666671,4.3718115942028986,84.20163043478264,74.07246376811594,7.208695652173913,27.44202898550725,8.07648339933343,1.8656985507246384,566,22,106,9,12,181,82,138,0.297,0.527,0.17600000000000002,-0.9738,1,1,0,0,1,2,15.0,1,0,1,0,9,14,5,1,4,0,14,0,0,3,0,21,21,9,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,11,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,24,4,15,19,0,9,0,1,0,0,26,7,0,1,2,81,31,0,0.0,0.14693655067817565,0.12101997210289325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844131277331686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039893251341844,0.0,0.0,0.2330308505670126,0.0,0.10354667877693688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27944307670261104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401529574724474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382042192090635,0.0,0.0,0.11850088473300455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581306500457228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201542429781338,0.0,0.2448766999051457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324964225632622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943860721632844,0.0,0.11022952104145346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278044296785161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28295516724665504,0.0,0.0,0.13770309547384815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248532537829651,0.0,0.1361303532714743,0.0,0.1398073795266626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293738594078869,0.0,0.0,0.10258582960371404,0.139397159286565,0.0,0.0,0.10507683109963177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964657053033848,0.0,0.4069542267272054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845342404179612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809613111573661,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SuperLazer64,2019/06/20,"When Life Doesn't make sense anymore, cause I live with autism. I live with my disability my whole life, I don't have the ability to speak, as in speaking up to something because of I'm afraid of some consequences, even if don't act now. I've been unhappy with the way that I am for as long as I can remember. I thought I have done it all, seen it all and even have it all, when life gives you surprises. But there is something missing that I'm not sure what it is and I could never find it. There are things that life gives me something that's overwhelming, I have no job and no drivers license. I have to check my car every time and learn to drive around and even the freeway, then I would go out and find work but I don't what are my skills, and I don't know how can I work in a comfortable environment, I just need to make sure things aren't as hard as it seems. Why am I depressed all a sudden? Maybe because I'm just assuming my failures, I'm only 23 and there's a big world out there. I'm afraid to step in. I need to take one step at a time but other's want me to overwhelm me. What should I do then? And how should I look for the one thing I am looking for, if it's not there?",1.6101990327380946,2.925797136718753,2.9002232142857127,95.98197916666668,77.6328125,6.4386904761904775,22.346726190476193,7.07126945348624,0.3495757440476188,921,26,226,10,21,298,118,256,0.099,0.8590000000000001,0.042,-0.9052,1,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,16,10,0,4,8,0,27,4,0,5,7,52,48,25,0,9,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,18,15,0,0,8,0,1,6,11,6,0,2,4,6,29,4,29,40,6,27,0,4,3,0,5,10,0,5,10,155,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142111135708948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899175285883568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926862365143048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577290779907135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977531697108364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545177523089118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252919560288645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259847264007856,0.0,0.1031554857599116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380396171514605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348986967875561,0.06958176704979836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967634793645877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149633515747628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728623761780636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459135453063558,0.0,0.0,0.2162220083863121,0.10834977530706424,0.20562657178563695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345059460426212,0.0,0.12300088486745077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815657452329268,0.09442824604767357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659281866441941,0.09311617711197677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386932636372899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145884012625602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827658188573782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307842082208829,0.0,0.09205473845049032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440180876062895,0.0,0.0,0.09719850561023624,0.14278389125621266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221443748904857,0.09718199605752156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104771706202973,0.1366926058782403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826606037519746,0.0,0.0,0.08697323001034367,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EpicCringelord,2018/12/16,"ways to describe what the autism state of consciousness really is, what it feels like? * Observing everyone around you talking to each other and loving looking at each other's faces, and can't understand what impulse they are feeling to make them want to do that. Is it like some cognitive euphoria/pleasure they get from chatting, or do they do it to become aware of what everyone else is doing? * Observing groups endlessly chat for an hour and being astounded that they can carry on a chain of topics for that long, when you can't even put together a response for ""what's up"" * Being able to see some things from the perspective from an alien, e.g. the absurdity of the fact that 99% of males have short hair, and 99% of females have long hair, but normal ppl just accept that's how it is and don't question it. biology should be unrelated to appearance grooming * Like individual parts of the brain are very wired, but don't communicate with each other enough * Taking a long time to figure out things that are common sense for everyone else. E.g. it took me years to figure out how my high school peers had like 500 twitter followers when I can't even get one (it's because most ppl socialize a lot, they are always chatting up new ppl and building a large social network)",8.590174337517434,7.75836318828452,8.124780334728033,72.28569211994422,61.46861924686193,11.648675034867505,35.397838214783825,10.864195022040775,3.740338633193863,1018,37,183,22,12,323,136,239,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.9478,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,6,0,8,6,0,0,12,0,25,5,4,3,1,37,39,13,0,3,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,23,13,0,0,8,3,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,6,11,6,31,33,9,25,0,0,2,1,18,9,0,7,14,128,34,2,0.13229647843999426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100812681119972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777191429382187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064670532550249,0.14611106643054508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768662301136118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210334636465678,0.0,0.0,0.1366976273063705,0.0,0.174761152583624,0.0,0.0,0.3792448637713373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337861491273372,0.09451263063161823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382388992982298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977849305254744,0.0,0.0,0.13028538216719748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853350725013924,0.0,0.0,0.35123466087601224,0.11109572217007994,0.0,0.0,0.11247373500284384,0.11940273699146875,0.0,0.08830892665768722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777276326888354,0.0,0.0,0.12962245966915986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964751765071331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326419395280432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299450136472818,0.14820233332423796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475251173359899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389109915316935,0.1054231648338705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697191985623799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947048728698783,0.1063348980685313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578380348913095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714314047845794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698625536556684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772529974193634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915844992106004,0.07803189066747193,0.10501078669147328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519459460493019 autism,Shadow796,2018/12/16,"MBTI Personality Test Mbti is one of the most famous Personality systems. It classifies people into 16 types and was developed by swiss psychologist Carl Jung. Im interested in where would you guys fall into. Im an INTP. Im guessing most of you will fall into the INxx types. Heres the test: https://www.16personalities.com",4.85839285714286,8.325080910714286,6.0728571428571465,65.77214285714288,79.17857142857143,8.200000000000001,24.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.5717071428571434,265,9,41,7,7,88,40,56,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,7,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,0,24,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657075911525079,0.2388246612787696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7816080463173044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634424999192694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721682778712146,0.4212108504933654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134065557440462,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,The-waitress-,2018/12/16,"Need advice for dealing with (likely) Autistic coworker. Hi all. I have a coworker who is likely on the autistic spectrum and is so triggering for me that I fear I’m at risk for blowing up and losing my job. I need your input and guidance. We work in a small office (9 of us), so it’s difficult to gracefully avoid her. After endless instances of her being intrusive and confrontational about the STRANGEST stuff, I thought maybe I needed to do some soul searching to figure out what I could do to improve the situation or at least approach it differently. I have another coworker whose son is autistic, and she has been very helpful. Her best advice is to not take any of this personally, be clear about boundaries, and try to be patient. I’ve tried it all. Last week I decided to extend myself out to her again to try to reintroduce some kindness and understanding to my behavior (it was passively hostile, if that makes any sense). Big mistake. She kicked the door wide open and has returned aggressively to monitoring my comings and goings. She finds every opportunity to insert herself in every situation she can. It comes across as extremely controlling, and she is in no position professionally or otherwise to control me. I was so angry on Friday that I was actually shaking and interacting with her in the future is giving me extreme anxiety. And no, i’m not the only one who has had problems with her, I’m just an easy target bc I’m not a direct superior of her. Please help. 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I have a mild form of autism and we don’t know much more of it yet. We are gonna look into what category I fall under exactly, but all in due time. My mind is a mess right now. Is it normal for someone like me to feel the need to just not talk or communicate, like at all. Especially when I feel emotionally drained or very tired. When someone asks me a question I feel frustrated almost immediately, because I have to answer that question and I somehow don’t want to talk.. I sometimes really snap at someone when all they did was ask me a simple, normal question. Also.. I have a lot of trouble expressing myself. I always had but I have become extremely self conscious about it ever since the diagnosis. I feel like a child, I have so much trouble expressing my emotions and putting my feelings into words sometimes.. just letting my mom know how I feel, and then WHY I feel it. It’s just so difficult .. Does anyone else know what I mean..? :(",3.363002941176472,5.291878964999999,4.9872352941176485,80.26082352941178,74.35,7.905882352941178,28.764705882352942,8.671277953709913,2.359758823529412,803,34,152,16,17,271,115,200,0.159,0.7859999999999999,0.055,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,0,16,9,1,0,8,0,15,3,0,1,5,50,36,17,0,4,9,1,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,16,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,5,8,27,3,15,29,9,19,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,9,13,108,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788865641304334,0.0,0.0,0.08616172300500699,0.08965047918183278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533613517961983,0.11039503216782012,0.0,0.0,0.2014495846515024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567889252067399,0.11899324330039562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871295403143207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428628048015704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000512199302779,0.24239185973902916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745935540935308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813452918923781,0.07697133917679404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234320881139864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763755545600554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017411430882362,0.0,0.1579127848478755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047665328006847,0.0,0.0,0.09159891061680543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736328364296213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878931798588956,0.12618683783854645,0.0,0.0,0.15840642470657626,0.07988977706685778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111297557045764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831107762826872,0.36208912995622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902267224111833,0.0,0.10638282515291524,0.0,0.0,0.0920115967356434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239903573393524,0.0,0.0,0.0891257969747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738698810013902,0.0,0.2131203843957521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319885079623684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282557993834978,0.12383427589453745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889893357889643,0.06354938046939912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722094352665564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dialarrhea,2018/12/16,"Is my brother autistic? (+advice needed) To start off, hello everybody! I'm a 17 year old with a 14 year old brother who identifies with many of the symptoms of autism. I say this because he isn't exactly autistic since autism is genetic. When he was around 2 years old, water got stuck in his ears, and for almost a month or two, my parents never knew till they took him to the doctor and later on found out about it. The doctor told us that he could've gone deaf, and he diagnosed my brother with autism. We don't take him to therapy, and he isn't on any type of medicine. Only thing that's different is that he goes to a special ed school, but there he seems to do pretty well. Would he still be classified autistic? Another thing: As he's going through puberty, he's been going through violent outbursts and is not afraid to hit my parents or me. I'm worried for the future if this matter is taken outside and he gets arrested or whatever they do to him, exacerbating his mental health. I'm not saying he wouldn't deserve it, but here they don't understand that he is different. If you've reached here, thank you for at least reading. May you all have a good day.",4.9543061516452065,5.536249952789704,5.711776824034338,81.77853791130187,68.78540772532189,8.960114449213163,30.98397711015737,9.029198982220553,2.486593934191703,921,36,183,16,15,301,137,233,0.059000000000000004,0.858,0.083,0.5483,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,3,0,8,6,1,1,9,0,19,8,1,0,3,34,40,16,0,5,9,5,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,11,12,1,0,4,1,0,4,8,2,1,1,10,4,18,4,28,25,2,26,0,0,0,0,35,7,0,8,15,110,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090216420572672,0.0,0.0,0.1238922298868028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413691295108378,0.1297359418040946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101410495446443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754213160253816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878395773863756,0.0,0.0,0.07979207675500839,0.0,0.0,0.12557777842902124,0.0,0.2585315696828459,0.0,0.2532745676888186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565754471176972,0.0,0.0,0.06464095259001043,0.0,0.1406309863088775,0.10377425318205807,0.0989537971617083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315133739144474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254372389639999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468521088750699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875572753880596,0.0,0.0,0.0917401602266684,0.0954239734066956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894841976290762,0.0,0.0,0.09409806896106533,0.0,0.0,0.2747628643817285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125872311605848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375799669426105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967814006653933,0.0,0.1252158146009664,0.0,0.11263415176407407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234619741081084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875728485825819,0.0,0.09880655756703756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859714444233095,0.09302543763679624,0.0,0.0,0.11390891057591007,0.14148976569622307,0.0,0.1643941403630393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118224076259756,0.13746248867290334,0.0,0.0,0.12086087336125773,0.12880158358114885,0.14882535784753187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124319777685944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564825079802666,0.0,0.08789034568545738,0.0,0.0,0.2390235937383351 autism,chrisatthedisco,2018/12/16,"Research Participants Hi, my name is Christopher and a friend of mine is conducting a high school thesis for an AP research course on how the feeling of guilt has affected mothers of children with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). She is looking for participants who are willing to be interviewed. Interviews will be approximately 1 hour long and you two will communicate to decide when (via Skype) to conduct the interview. After the interview there will be an approximate 20 minute follow up call to discuss my results. I would like to know if you, or anyone you may know, would be willing to be one of her research participants. If you decide you would be willing to be one of the participants, please PM me to receive the email. *Participants are the mother of someone who has Autism. And please, let me be clear. My friend is in no way claiming that a mother should feel guilty for her child’s autism. Thank you! 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I'm coming close to losing my patience with a new colleague. He's on the spectrum but pretty high functioning - the problem is that he's insufferable! I need advice on how to deal with him... He's obsequious and 'nice' to the point that its sickening. I'm not saying I'd prefer him to be a douche, but he's so keen to 'help out' where his help isn't wanted and, as he says at least twice a day, 'earn his keep'. The thing is it doesn't come from a place of innocent autistic purity, its a desperate need to be *liked*. He holds doors while you're like two flights of stairs away. He's so anxious for everyone to think he's this super nice 'cheeky' guy and everything he says and does is to confect this image. Its just offputting and fake and I can't stand it. I'll be sitting next to him trying to work and he'll be full-on facing me for two minutes then say ""oh by the way anon, while you're here..."". WE'VE BEEN SITTING IN THE SAME ROOM FOR AN HOUR. Everything follows a script EVERY TIME. He also makes up stupid songs full of bad puns. I think his fantasy is that everyone will lowkey discover these songs and thunk he's the cool song guy or something. They're not funny at all but I don't have the heart to burst his bubble. He's a new PhD student so he doesn't owe the other students anything... and even if he did he can barely do his own work to an acceptable standard. He gets so uptight about doing something wrong that... he does everything wrong. We can't babysit him for basic techniques and console his anxiety all the time. A major reason for his fuck-ups is that he focuses on irrelevant details. He has little initiative, confidence, independence or acumen. But he interviews very well (buzzwords galore). The thing is his interest is strong, so I'm sure he could do well... But even so, being around him is like pulling teeth. How do I deal with his desperate need to be liked? How do I get him to stop worrying to death about details? How do I let him know that if he tells me the same story one more time I'll snap? How do I let him know his songs and stories are not funny, and that he's just not the person he's trying to sell himself as? 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For maybe about a year I've regularly noticed that I'm socially terrible. I don't pick up on what's a joke and what's not. Someone will say something, I'd go ""no that can't be right because etc etc"" and they'd say ""I was just kidding"". I usually struggle to say anything other than a direct answer as a response (eg if someone tells me something I'll usually just say ""ok"". Sometimes they'll ask if I'm interested, and I usually am, but I just can't add anything). I don't pick up on a lot of ""hints""/what's intended to be subtle messages. I'm overall antisocial. Sometimes I just don't speak. I always talk to people online if I play with them, purely because in the games that I play, multiple players on voice chat gives an advantage or a different experience to playing alone. I always preferred voice chat to real life interaction. So I'm fairly convinced that I'm somewhere on the spectrum but I don't know how to find out if I'm overreacting or if I'm right. Of course, I'd go to a doc, but I have no idea how to bring this up to my parents. Any advice? Can I find out on my own, or do I just have to open up somehow? I live in England, if that matters at all.",2.2523040869891275,3.767721279527564,4.5972215973003365,83.64573490813648,76.36220472440945,7.357780277465316,29.41807274090739,8.11559375814309,2.0639379827521567,951,44,198,16,21,333,129,254,0.047,0.85,0.10400000000000001,0.8991,2,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,1,10,11,0,1,11,1,17,1,0,5,3,44,32,19,0,7,18,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,9,8,0,0,6,7,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,7,22,9,32,26,5,25,0,0,0,0,20,18,0,11,4,121,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161461009457824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231004476663452,0.0,0.0,0.19779779956999372,0.0,0.0,0.08082712537928423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561906834675827,0.0,0.11111564860556544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490876721845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418071250966535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651148967499653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626536944251385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172670679035769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401887329045846,0.13509882837285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417556641981274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532093286217637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395251491626841,0.0,0.0,0.1049532846029539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104833308400313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940825979975454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531996712279173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197710558898734,0.0,0.0,0.0824007735454101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092073211506105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352857718302091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300718451619792,0.0,0.3780807825250268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116017759520754,0.2014150224477122,0.1830045065502188,0.2351060667031741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425558822228575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202171725275238,0.0,0.0,0.09553309666661992,0.103886629054339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927139876008938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654028535975918 autism,commanderzing,2018/12/16,"Unique Affection? Hey everyone, thanks for clicking on this. I’ll get to the point. I have Autism and have been living with it for about a year now. I recognize I’m socially deficient in a lot of areas. Like boundaries, social norms, cues etc. I have a best friend or more of an advocate who completely understands me. For context, I do not like to be touched by most people because it’s not touch I want, it’s sudden and it’s usually too light. My best friend gives specific touch that’s usually for comfort. Such as rubbing my back with pressure and that sort of thing. My reciprocated affection is unique. I squish her cheeks, her arm, her leg or her nose. This is how I convey my affection for her back and is comforting for me because squishing things has always been comforting for me. Is this normal? A third party has attacked this aggressively and I’m seeking confirmation of this being a normal behavior.",3.031664626682989,5.817644883720933,4.131223990208078,81.56750917992656,79.81395348837209,8.039657282741738,27.075887392900853,8.841846274778883,2.623193023255814,728,31,131,19,19,236,102,172,0.059000000000000004,0.72,0.221,0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,2,1,7,0,14,4,4,4,0,22,21,9,0,3,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,7,19,10,20,17,6,11,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,5,9,96,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459272575964942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401912803290266,0.0,0.2487584961110592,0.0,0.19720811868284865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395027968087793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695965458283708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039905737393733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456338400643907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499422952411257,0.0,0.08451006507134644,0.1551696831569295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805018436740734,0.0,0.14283221231832896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751791590009318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169701887662225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214022340279677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291031330125746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297767435535422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892183761635974,0.0,0.0,0.21492504275958832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839216895169212,0.0,0.0,0.35629952170046875,0.0,0.09540701193983957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416461314925743 autism,badjenetix,2018/12/16,"First Death to Deal With I have a 12 year old son on the spectrum with other associated diagnosis, he’s high functioning but sometimes can be delicate in respect to certain issues. We live with my husbands parents out of necessity and many family members live in the area within 5-10 minutes drive, including the Matriarch (my children’s great grandmother) of the family who just turned 95. Today she died. She has been declining rapidly over the past week and we made slurs that the children visited her very recently. I had to break the news to the boys that she died this evening, surrounded by a great number of family members. Her daughter (my husbands mother) has mental health issues and will be understandably upset, but when she becomes unstable she can say cruel and hateful things, things that she is aware sets off my son. I have a background in paramedicine and have dealt with death. A lot of it. So my reactions are very muted and my mother in laws are on the extreme other end. I am worried that with all that has happened today she will set off my son and I will say something to her that will not help the situation. And an even greater worry is how my son will handle this over the next week or so. Right now he’s upset, it’s obvious, but he’s also really quiet. It was hard for weeks after he lost two pet frogs, I can’t imagine what his brain is doing with the loss of his great grandmother.",4.927555555555556,6.485147570370369,5.539444444444445,79.39250000000003,69.5925925925926,8.65925925925926,29.42592592592593,9.120678840339163,2.541681481481482,1124,43,205,22,20,363,154,270,0.17300000000000001,0.733,0.095,-0.9762,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,3,9,11,2,2,17,0,26,2,1,2,3,33,32,17,4,0,6,10,1,0,0,5,1,3,1,3,17,17,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,5,4,28,5,31,20,3,36,0,2,0,0,37,16,0,2,15,146,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845151352987125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215554776146448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347278527030345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402984588498205,0.0,0.0,0.2295829631712012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796401473147072,0.0,0.0,0.14610833281013252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128082505102648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408133826895483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658302487866686,0.0,0.0,0.0978084489634552,0.0,0.09908117828182476,0.10920044628032424,0.0,0.11756891981929556,0.0,0.0,0.0741368160886354,0.11686122619755555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230887686405474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953341058893588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073942639027364,0.09403319709928516,0.0,0.10465799497559294,0.0,0.11213704166472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146475164587724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176306497415832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606230615938172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281478381365862,0.0,0.10558586508535414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085698399100453,0.0,0.10921000149697792,0.0,0.0,0.09445685055642256,0.0,0.17591653250268233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432568725565768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514984022640153,0.1093920821591322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696331583491487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968295696008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030747867311807,0.10804591127548256,0.1151446624926626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825229336648232,0.0,0.0,0.26616418992661484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465135953576387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122658553196033 autism,Chabybeeks,2018/12/16,"Help me understand my daughter. She just got diagnosed with moderate autism. She is three years old. Her speech has improved and vocabulary has expanded a lot in the last 6 months. But most of what she says isn't used to actually communicate. She does a lot of echolalia and what i've heard to be described as ""scripting"". She doesn't say ""mom"", ""dad"", ""i want"", ""i am"".... nothing like that. However she can repeat episodes of her favorite show as well as the songs in them word for word. If something similar to a scene from her show happens, she'll use the words from the scene. So for example, when she hugs me she'll say ""oh, clover!"" like the main character says to her animal friend. Or one time she accidently hit me and when I said ow she said, ""sorry boss"" ... like a character on her show said in a scene. So it's confusing that she only says words if she can match them up to a scene or even sometimes a situation that has happened repeatedly like me telling her good job about doing a certain task, after she does that task she'll say ""good job!"" But the words she knows isn't used spontaneously. I guess what i'm wondering is if any others with autism can possibly shed insight into how her brain is probably working in regards to language or thought processes. 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Im awkward ill say things that dont make sense to people. I feel like people dont like me. Is this normal? Ive never actually talked to someone whos autistic. I feel like this is just anxiety but i wonder if this is common. ,-0.8361359867330016,1.2869380895522404,2.459601990049752,90.68784411276951,93.47761194029852,5.365837479270317,16.39966832504146,6.937597516519254,0.050905140961857935,240,6,54,4,9,86,46,67,0.079,0.83,0.091,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,15,4,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,4,15,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1814049043117217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422077551093272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535961811915382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879863297224367,0.2656042147971477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079650731448268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216201671076412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724540177845575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240851247486451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337226143459733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821358234895249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577498157195055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908791544924957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782969842086555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750666736893046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494138768452531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234991524089677,0.11911282797741665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159319741727671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Laurar52096,2018/11/30,"Looking for advice! Hey everybody I’m a 22 F who is just here to ask some questions. At an early age I was diagnosed with Bipolar type 1 and have been diagnosed by several psychiatrists who say they aren’t totally “convinced” but they aren’t sure what else it could be. Fast forward several years and my boyfriend who is diagnosed with high function autism jokingly said I had Aspergers. When I asked him about it later he seriously said that I showed lots of signs. This was around the same time I was orienting on an Autistic inpatient unit at a hospital and it really opened my eyes. I started doing some research and some things that I thought were just me being ‘crazy’ were explained. I didn’t realize that the weird flapping I do with my hand when overwhelmed is called stimming, or that my sensitivity to sound and motion was something others felt. I’ve always been high functioning in school but I’ve never had actual friends. When interacting with people I tend to act like a ‘chameleon’ and say the things that I know will fit in. I also have troubles with speech and tend to speak in idioms or I will mix up my words (I’ll either say random jibberish or say a similar but different word) I also have extreme difficulties with social situations and being outside my home/work in general. I heard that women with ASD often get misdiagnosed as Bipolar and was wondering if anyone else has a similar experience? I’m not looking for an unofficial diagnosis but rather a few people to talk to so that I can find some helpful tools to combat some symptoms I have and to overall feel less crazy.",5.010200000000001,7.037174886666668,5.765666666666667,75.98950000000002,70.13333333333333,9.266666666666666,31.16666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.258466666666666,1286,56,224,32,24,419,179,300,0.068,0.86,0.07200000000000001,0.261,4,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,13,9,0,1,12,0,31,8,2,0,3,58,50,25,0,3,13,0,3,1,1,2,6,10,0,1,18,19,0,0,9,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,17,16,27,5,30,27,11,27,0,1,3,0,27,14,0,14,13,160,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.11299803840604775,0.0,0.0,0.11315235426595632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852005086793592,0.0963497117325456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096571232908012,0.11864442469405125,0.0,0.10308102538258387,0.2165031306798253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823840906374775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245192139667363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525847870321084,0.0,0.12097986811844648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934617112506892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326854853408096,0.0,0.0,0.05854882089980869,0.0,0.11118020006682956,0.0,0.10583342892081753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894619971485597,0.0,0.0604974775729225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761413854634898,0.2446849994191665,0.11615061551832034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636372403035207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657099823607529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944752452327463,0.0,0.0,0.09844374189059396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930731153833371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055367238460294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297155486922006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418046879541254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202928271019458,0.36833548691739626,0.0,0.11718950034111753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616280531478452,0.0,0.0,0.13015707477906988,0.0,0.11803718959604853,0.0,0.0891437189402647,0.0,0.0,0.08195944259553542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913427943639042,0.12035408746504273,0.0,0.0930706645347595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385650150938224,0.0,0.0,0.09192733726316746,0.06752029182367891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557342895763962,0.08429926032196698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456740617308992 autism,BuildKaizen,2018/11/30,Is there something wrong with me? I'm not trying to claim there is actually a problem but I just feel like something is wrong or I have a hard time understanding things. Without going into you much I am mainly concerned about how my mind deals with long term relationships. Background- I have been diagnosed with general anxiety disorder. When in a long term relationship I can't (hard to explain) fully comprehend or understand the depth of the relationship. I have a great relationship but I can only focus on the present. So if we get into an arguement or something my mind immediately thinks it will end instantly. I can never give weight to the history of the relationship. The only solution is a bit selfish- saying to myself if it ends then I will be fine. And this is usually over small everyday things... I probably experience this over 50% of the time. I can go deeper into other things I notice but km mostly concerned about this problem. ,3.8684119257681786,6.848260404624277,5.354116215393977,72.89373592941894,77.90173410404623,8.728810465470033,28.758442348646174,9.276330184999452,3.3321976878612722,762,34,123,22,19,255,105,173,0.128,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.7845,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,13,0,17,2,0,1,1,32,27,13,0,4,11,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,8,1,0,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,5,18,3,20,23,6,26,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,6,15,98,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.10364127048722364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124693468783076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594892454075667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949323113513187,0.0,0.10779637062124173,0.0,0.0,0.12172073100766442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813314048916166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388938110705828,0.0,0.0,0.05370070373947587,0.07587324712300822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548800249433737,0.101882015577533,0.12071809288735702,0.0,0.0,0.11709196446406535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027857611411267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188665407490413,0.0,0.0,0.18797709219545244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447460564322532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807327984789555,0.0,0.08191224699291602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091569229275348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154817266819865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145075172078003,0.20324868500943116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701249290087571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445889496875983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528660188929094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167469162409436,0.06805221099035022,0.0,0.0,0.12385858952927893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721065788608652,0.0,0.0,0.22112739075351667,0.0,0.0,0.11697037939892713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293297155413517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237833458466383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322381347856861,0.0,0.0 autism,xwalterrx,2018/11/30,"I have autism, but my parents are mean about it. Hi everyone. I’m 14 years old and I was recently diagnosed with autism. I have meltdowns frequently from different noises and what not. When I have a meltdown I don’t want anyone to tell me what jobs I have to do and things because there’s too much in my brain and it all is just way too much. I told my parents if it they could to just leave me in my room to calm down. My dad likes to annoy me a lot. He kept coming into my room and telling me I had to do a LOT of jobs because the last time I had a meltdown I put a hole in the wall. I know it was bad of me but now wasn’t the time to talk about it, at all. By this point I was screaming at my dad telling him to get out but he stood there at my door and said “I’m only leaving when you calm down” and he continued talking about things I had to do purposely overwhelming me even more. I’m not sure what to do. He also records me when I’m having a meltdown because he knows it really annoys me. He also takes away my things that calm me down. Does anyone have any advice on what to do? I’d really appreciate it because I hate my life at the moment and I’m not sure what to do.",1.0464270613107836,2.4152589844961234,3.0247216349541937,94.26437632135307,79.31007751937985,6.396335447498237,21.417195207892878,7.1686216300943375,0.3665364341085264,910,25,221,11,22,307,119,258,0.10800000000000001,0.823,0.069,-0.9038,5,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,1,0,16,12,3,1,10,0,23,3,1,0,4,33,40,17,0,3,9,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,17,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,11,2,36,6,34,28,7,34,0,1,0,0,21,18,0,3,14,155,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508838792068075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836928426517308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009105328905453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470206685937158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065350960410922,0.0,0.09833722347610348,0.28717823980213675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314758745181888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145275249836087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403377121702466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953916766505601,0.0,0.12304983031888744,0.0,0.0,0.1030657149755492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778929092979205,0.0,0.0,0.1125390801689426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153258774245394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627845068086592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337470716847474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945214345322173,0.09600236173500898,0.0,0.2494134847691922,0.0,0.0,0.08318798069778073,0.05753892645265461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025622318804515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829152533051458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731563843218921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358507316002483,0.0,0.0,0.08957321098694689,0.0,0.0,0.2615504472554673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133546355682436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839642627411805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089938913331086,0.0,0.11628862523441635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203101564312787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200312788362686,0.0,0.08855215887630563,0.1893262020662106,0.3088216797727585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347334729979814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373511243019554,0.0,0.0,0.1125390801689426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946675911889692,0.09348433008074357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584325243217252 autism,Robinsmediateam,2018/11/30,"How to solve this So i have this problem I can just walk normally around in the house or anything really and in a second my brain thinks ""oh lets just brainstorm you with everything bad that has happend to you"" i cant control it and i dont let anything out just pretending to so called ""normal"" but when no one can hear or see me im just freaking out basicly nearly trying to climb the walls I so have asberger,add,and slight depression i got diagnosed with it when i was 12-13 years old and im 20 now ",2.2116190476190454,3.89458006666667,3.681904761904765,89.44476190476192,76.90476190476191,7.333333333333332,25.0,8.167268648758528,1.4167142857142858,397,14,86,7,9,131,72,105,0.158,0.8170000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,12,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,1,2,0,21,14,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,2,11,0,12,10,0,14,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,2,5,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889779928723559,0.1563051741656258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660360650257226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960075411029885,0.17928881725014467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969301035044792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512284889562877,0.17821199824979322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578075502060614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780174832673718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140428936928202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789363518160508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259801323550455,0.0,0.0,0.3793173038925632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590889099976193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440660917477789,0.0,0.0,0.18424373593938886,0.0,0.11897888341147413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800822740332572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248230265192663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399160932320349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250583332271334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920862856229493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306902861807393 autism,whyisthecarpetwet,2018/11/30,"Help me Christmas shop for my son. I know this is a tough request. He’s 4. He’s a sensory seeker. Always bouncing, flailing. He enjoys using his muscles. He is very into his iPad. He does all sorts of games and abc mouse and educational apps. The thing he loves the most is letters, as in the alphabet. He likes reading and writing his letters. He is very hard to buy gifts for because his interests are so focused and otherwise limited. 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As a father of a kid with ASD who is hoping to be mainstreamed by Kindergarten, I can’t help but think this will not be the first my son will face this. Although I feel this isn’t the type of message that should be printed in the first place, I’m happy the Richmond Times-Dispatch is devoting Friday's editorial page to letters regarding the autism editorial that ran in Wednesday's paper. Submissions must be 300 words or less and sent to the paper by 2 p.m. Here is the link for online submissions: https://www.richmond.com/contact-us/forms/letter-to-the-editor/ I’m reaching out to this group in hopes we can show them that inclusion is the right message. 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I am undiagnosed and recieved a score of 36.0. However, this is only an online assessment, not a professional one. Do you think my score is worth talking to my doctor about? Or would you consider this quiz to be inaccurate? Thanks for any help! And I apologize if this is an annoying question.",5.959988304093567,9.000543642105264,6.412982456140353,67.88532163742693,70.47368421052632,10.538011695906434,30.555555555555557,10.504223727775694,4.232941520467836,446,19,67,15,9,144,63,95,0.028999999999999998,0.868,0.10300000000000001,0.7212,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,0,10,1,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,7,1,10,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,50,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932263223997426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34516116948341913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603290511506516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285104625948885,0.2564726480444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37776599545691947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710463979860915,0.0,0.31046885715955025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607834331648584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196471767693672,0.0,0.3746662271178775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395529466690604,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,girlnononono,2019/08/22,"What problems do you have with interoception? Is it something that gets better or learned over time? Im pretty sure my daughter has difficulty telling whether she's hungry, tired, pee, poop etc...I feel like it's a feeling that comes on suddenly and it's too late. Can you all share your experiences? Do you have memories of having this issue and it getting better? When and how? I'm having a lot of difficulty potty training her because I just really don't think she knows herself that she has to pee until she's already peed her pants. She's verbal and has the words, but she just can't express any of her needs to me.",3.7416393442622966,5.5825861147541005,4.7401311475409855,82.80773770491805,73.09836065573771,7.1750819672131145,27.77377049180328,7.908726449838941,1.748692459016394,494,19,95,7,10,161,83,122,0.061,0.828,0.11199999999999999,0.6136,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,13,4,3,1,2,23,22,10,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,17,5,9,22,2,8,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,2,6,65,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312720885898121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425187194802464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127755452445726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707054991258056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805309804283565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337323975252167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500533076104774,0.0,0.0,0.2119356264307235,0.1497209816500701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189893939766406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263778096291917,0.21874266853806215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517736976401872,0.0,0.2364106123336195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238814176540613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781738366812752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539778798419765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321391573415144,0.0,0.20053572103855552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425961344280346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613416771304363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975226957772313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831784722575132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428769980563027,0.0,0.0,0.1222053247573036,0.24087653335834816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BagofLemurs,2019/08/22,"Questions for anybody who is in the ecology/biology field I know this is more career advice that autism related but I was hoping that there was someone else high functioning that could give me hope. I am considering going back to college after dropping out because I didn't know what to do. Now I think I would like a career that connects to my special interests which are plants, animals, and the environment. I have worked in horticulture for 4 1/2 years at the same company (honestly its the only job I can keep because being a teller/cashier/people jobs make me feel suicidal and I have never had another for more than a year). But I have encountered a lot of walls for myself in my career mostly based on people assuming I am too weak to be a landscaper/grower because I'm a chick. Honestly I want out because I'm tired of being told what I can do before even trying. I think I would like some kind of outdoor or atleast particularly outdoor job that connects to ecology or something like that. As a hobby I collect rocks, bones, leaves, types of moss and lichens, so it only seems natural that I should be out somewhere identifying plants or doing population counts of species. I just don't know where to start or what career path would even suite me. Any ideas or advice would help.",7.8755989911727635,7.491702524590168,8.02754098360656,70.93914880201768,62.68852459016394,11.11424968474149,36.3921815889029,10.560738912317856,3.867887515762927,1032,43,181,22,13,337,145,244,0.057,0.7979999999999999,0.145,0.9620000000000001,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,11,0,28,3,1,1,1,40,46,12,1,9,8,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,15,6,0,1,10,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,1,24,10,26,31,6,20,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,13,10,130,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391731199093083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322137201699249,0.12832421226496127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941012812675158,0.0,0.29840245755670264,0.0,0.10413483398112897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770903409609977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022312822454954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165929285614733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187809459405864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739631994255638,0.06955035084025459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202752733527803,0.12929928653657854,0.0,0.2430983296601332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815009102718634,0.0,0.0,0.3643244384679128,0.1087753664316444,0.0,0.12743806245377706,0.2017675735235325,0.0,0.0,0.1295808429882897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936341977522022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404156871618864,0.0,0.0,0.08168839828139716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438561163796444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861482702043577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968326901473815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370915907261667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111408516393109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369065109191683,0.09421271664020647,0.0,0.0,0.08661991930599976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386188719357414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683001732806826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406557374770481,0.0,0.11693761378550448,0.0,0.08308676417450082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218183262722294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890927865710254,0.0,0.0,0.3477358461793815,0.0,0.0,0.1576150959797425 autism,DragonsTale1,2019/08/22,"Headaches due to glasses, overstimulation? I've had them for a month now but realised there is a pattern with headaches and wearing my glasses. Any tips?",4.701111111111112,7.915480592592592,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,76.40740740740742,5.0814814814814815,38.62962962962963,6.42735559955562,2.646096296296297,124,8,21,1,3,36,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.648518551244374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7611988496391059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,catcherinthesly,2019/08/22,"How to stop stimming so much? So stimming really really helps me function. Whenever I feel sad or anxious or excited, I stim, and it really helps my emotions settle. There’s two reasons I wanna quit/reduce stimming, though. 1) It takes up a lot of my time. I literally stim for 1-2 hours each day. I love stimming, but it’s starting to interfere with my school/life/friends balance. 2) I live on the third floor of my dorm. Someone from the lower floor knocked on the door to complain about how they could hear my feet through the floors. The way I stim is by pacing/running around my room and jumping, which is impossible to keep quiet I need to find a new way to stim without disturbing everyone and taking up all of my time. Any thoughts?",2.7491071428571416,5.087052680555559,3.82698412698413,85.94500000000002,77.75,6.8920634920634924,28.341269841269842,7.957251820313856,1.986993650793652,582,26,112,10,14,188,94,144,0.08,0.8320000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.2924,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,7,0,3,2,1,3,1,24,12,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,3,17,2,22,10,4,19,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,3,7,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140352116925238,0.0,0.0,0.1894424031223904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927999447950366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388712679653592,0.0,0.0,0.10814642521331397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886291118622796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023534844061202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478929684940438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326597330992284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295571749591729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899925050552555,0.0,0.22479865970925755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651412499091859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905091850001784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844467764592928,0.0,0.0,0.1480736815934197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425643680922529,0.15134711892731048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327172718527292,0.12434029518335715,0.0,0.16195641813058692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835936515208545,0.0,0.0,0.3222802624779808,0.1724136438850433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971162150404387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208351846672276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869211712626095,0.0,0.0,0.14019666997802305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25216459938027913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647549511933836,0.13312743396011728,0.19556322326603945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380913912431347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620964347208204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164754644854915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gudetama100,2019/08/22,"I feel like I can’t deal with my autistic brother anymore (Note: I have autism myself) So, I feel like my brother is getting on my nerves lately. I just can’t help it for some reason, but he’s also been causing some issues with my parents too. I’m really upset because he isn’t usually like this, and I feel like I can’t take it anymore. He’s just causing trouble, and I feel much better when I’m without him. I love him because he’s my brother, but what should I do about it?",2.2302227722772265,3.512129980198022,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,75.93069306930694,5.8420792079207935,27.476485148514854,5.985473137389443,1.019959405940594,372,15,78,2,8,126,55,101,0.13,0.7140000000000001,0.156,0.1427,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,3,0,19,18,7,0,1,5,4,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,18,6,6,16,3,4,0,0,0,1,13,1,0,2,7,51,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361969468608336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378037641544909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076389450567699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062546703814034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34991082858921096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755822624256292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34445566940257283,0.3650087658202872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889800119553571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415528800245242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777595244063707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211724120358653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328197010068695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371153877726654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519753932336336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910924095317716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910502826028724,0.1751071754493993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805201998761448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875725434232624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417288469237268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Tsvnami,2019/04/04,"17F and need help on how to get a diagnosis. I've been wondering how I would go about getting a diagnosis and how to even bring it up.Do I just go to the doctor and say I think I have autism randomly? isn't that a little awkward? or can i just go to get a general diagnosis and if it shows up then go from there. I also dont have a family doctor and am still struggling with trying to tell the parent i live with.I told my mother and she said i didnt fit many of the traits when i was younger so that kind of put me off of it for a while but i keep thinking about it and still relate to a lot of the traits mentioned. I basically need a step by step on how i should go about checking to see if i have it so i can rest and just get it out of my head for good.",1.8357017543859653,2.272560479532167,4.113698830409359,90.95019736842106,75.78362573099416,7.571345029239764,22.437134502923975,7.793537801064563,0.625436257309941,586,14,149,8,12,205,91,171,0.023,0.9279999999999999,0.048,0.5745,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,2,12,0,13,3,1,4,0,32,32,22,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,8,10,0,1,3,1,1,9,3,2,0,0,5,3,18,2,25,25,2,21,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,6,5,107,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152134267656735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110724014588895,0.0,0.0,0.17809450158431106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036730899650388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325316807412214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175686613662707,0.0,0.43180824499899056,0.1274557743460744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559534986104992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185473456951287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350679026360424,0.0,0.15824163481397555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523025699506416,0.1341823439244218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918987942265528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406230287142508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253509478851074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873218822341468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276049643724351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454755185253407,0.12084368246289225,0.0,0.0,0.12109143483941455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427088785323888,0.0,0.0,0.1588602599380184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328186291801468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473803863660435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520307999327306,0.0,0.1031700038530097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479276218244682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794712294610766,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,salasamder9798,2019/04/04,"What is it like? Hi everyone. I'm a paraprofessional in a public school system and I work with autistic students at a high school. I have one student in particular who has an average IQ but whose social skills an expressive communication are extremely delayed. He even has trouble effectively answering simple wh questions. A present we are trying to help him navigate his transition beyond high school but it is hard to ascertain how much he truly understands about the process. I was wondering if this fantastic community could provide me, a neurotypical individual, with some insights about how my friend and student sees the world. Thank you so much for any response you provide. ",6.883076923076921,9.712734957264963,7.22770085470086,64.08257692307693,66.94871794871796,10.833846153846151,38.19572649572649,10.793553405168565,5.230812649572648,558,31,81,18,10,181,89,117,0.06,0.74,0.2,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,3,7,4,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,3,0,19,14,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,10,3,11,12,3,10,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,4,3,58,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881787468697525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512432420293043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511573664560685,0.0,0.0,0.1810070479941049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463519879604294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969072701082125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269699294911978,0.4002832177961059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254519591159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27850348448189993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836165295890894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220327094818356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751352604345953,0.15094998782855273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930984988179636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440031079852494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860951599538295,0.0,0.0,0.19720174738151805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542712602805094,0.13790620291235298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CazzaMcSpazza,2019/04/04,Friendships and autism I don't know if this is common but I have a lot of trouble maintaining friendships. My main issue is dealing with ambiguity. I can't bear it. I get really worked up and upset if I cannot get to a place of understanding when dealing with people. As people often don't say what they actually mean it's a regular occurrence. My husband (we're separated but he's still very supportive) helps me deal with it. When trying to conduct friendships this can impact by making me seem very intense. People find it burdensome. People don't want to be forced to tell you what they really think/feel. People back off or I withdraw. It leads to an intense feeling of social isolation and loneliness. It's getting easier as I get older as I find a greater sense of what I can change and what I just have to accept about myself. Anyone else find this when dealing with friendship/social interaction?,3.880348837209304,6.333702093023256,5.1362209302325565,77.38537790697677,74.58139534883722,7.7883720930232565,27.02906976744186,8.660442795831766,2.363853488372093,728,28,124,15,16,241,100,172,0.128,0.716,0.156,0.4702,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,2,8,4,0,1,5,0,12,0,0,2,0,29,24,15,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,18,2,21,23,3,11,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,7,7,88,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.12150436368902523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706069145928662,0.12757580158957538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574094923980504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171568247431245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134597565154162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401261143683198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591257916550191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34140123898018154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602065529978477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345681615691881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995669502585894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842775767681858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058544412479206,0.0,0.0,0.08311177794812917,0.0,0.0,0.13562852144627668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315997887265828,0.0,0.1300870537424063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952932964644806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099015809462915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334975432004782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692285473108805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943430877778972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412931288948043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882773358106937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978135114653104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453450967066238,0.0,0.0,0.1296199032557818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546853402869167,0.07343956512082774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064518401699877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sudo-apt-get-pizza,2019/04/04,"I need to buy a gift for a seven year old with autism. He like math and technology, what would you recommend? I tried searching for gifts that might particularly appeal to a child with autism, but they are mostly therapy focused, and I would rather buy something more fun for him. I don't know if he has any particular interests (trains, flags, etc. - not to be stereotypical, that's just what my autistic cousin loved growing up) yet, but I will ask his mom to find out. She's only mentioned he really likes math and technology, and if he were a bit older I might get something like a raspberry pi, but I don't know if he would quite be old enough to enjoy it properly yet. He may enjoy something more technical like the raspberry pi, but I would rather not take the risk. Any ideas or recommendations?",5.706470588235291,6.591829222222224,6.110333333333332,78.50550000000001,67.23529411764707,9.780130718954249,29.02549019607843,9.888512548439397,2.5837482352941183,633,21,124,14,10,204,93,153,0.0,0.7290000000000001,0.271,0.9925,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,5,10,0,1,7,0,15,1,0,0,0,33,22,12,0,10,13,2,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,14,9,12,11,6,9,0,0,0,1,17,2,0,8,10,78,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608108527048336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165314767607398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542340100145228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656331798606773,0.16898771726455533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384888827141827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916428827387598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105053665352624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665456821821825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961050934332535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675503407315495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214830009210056,0.0,0.17746140113461004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235206474351833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317994893988123,0.0,0.0,0.11523974135245085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116290307683087,0.0,0.0,0.09706923745593804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499484282870862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392611443385325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327926261269172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287387793364954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305491415922859,0.0,0.0,0.09757556636979177 autism,remcovana,2019/04/04,"Nicotine as treatment against sensory overload? I was diagnosed with autism when I was 12 years old, I am 19 now. But for the past years my autism has been frustating me more and more. I can do very little compared to the average human, because I get sensory overloaded very fast by everything. At the moment I am going to a school specialized in autism, and I love it there. The downside is that it takes 1.5 hours in public traffic. This makes me so tired that even going 2.5 days makes me exhausted to the point I lie in bed all afternoon a few days a month. But recently when looking up treatments, I read that some small studies have reported that nicotine fixes the sensory gating (the filtering place of all sensory inputs). This ofcourse would be amazing if that is true, because then I can go to school all 4 days. But I don't want to start an addiction without knowing for sure. What do you guys think? (BTW I would never smoke, it would be vaping).",5.160494505494505,6.542122192307692,5.560109890109892,80.13489010989012,68.83516483516482,9.336263736263737,32.13186813186813,9.661875296680813,3.1275032967032965,757,33,139,17,13,242,117,182,0.079,0.861,0.06,-0.1243,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,11,0,19,5,0,2,6,23,32,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,11,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,1,17,5,18,24,7,31,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,2,19,97,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506047135317234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459762841160032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929429419539833,0.0,0.0,0.15367910095465254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000561763560736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607855279156805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791060616229962,0.0,0.2581512885402314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499208149234499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910945504650605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832115925312709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517537206854351,0.0,0.0,0.12714720803842725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665444847074948,0.0,0.2021361984074511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120854912486483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677759095690946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588805017269624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453904781970764,0.0,0.0,0.1581923955587073,0.0,0.14313245004117486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145209531376427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950021592380355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064722764475003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716957097481912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270318996143458,0.0,0.11384231988158898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701813282489602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402481047471866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986006427893184,0.08930620227788492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595491782823916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226743491525227,0.0,0.0,0.195007595835222 autism,WittyWiki,2019/04/04,"Autism and Driving I live in Palm Beach Florida and I am really struggling with driving. I'm 21 and have no clue what to do behind a wheel and due to prior lessons taught by family and the disastrous results no one really wants to get into a car with me anymore. &#x200B; This is apparently common for people with Autism and while Lyft is fine for now, it's getting stressful with some of the cars I've gotten into. &#x200B; Does anyone have any advice or similar stories? Or anyone in the area with a similar situation? 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Hello all, &#x200B; First time posting here. I don't know if this is the right place - if it's not, I'm sorry. &#x200B; Few weeks ago I was diagnosed with Aspergers and not sure what level yet. I am based in the UK and I am 30 years old, I've gone through my entire life not feeling normal, my parents didn't want me labeled because they thought it would effect my life and people would look down at me. &#x200B; I currently work in an I.T company where I feel constantly under stress and not good enough, this morning for example my senior colleague gave me a bollocking in front of a new colleague which is his second week. My senior was saying he doesn't understand my thinking and how can I not read a specific thing properly. &#x200B; I guess what I'm saying is, I don't know where to turn :( I feel lost, alone and sad. - I'm on the verge of crying at work. &#x200B; * I don't know how to deal with my diagnosis, * I feel alone and not normal * People are going to treat me different.",2.795739968733713,5.0229625396039586,3.9196821261073502,85.89642261594581,77.06930693069306,7.02490880667014,25.483064095883268,8.032893268588372,1.628392079207921,811,30,157,14,19,263,118,202,0.13,0.8490000000000001,0.02,-0.9534,3,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,5,6,6,0,1,7,0,17,4,0,3,2,38,38,11,0,7,8,1,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,11,1,0,3,11,3,0,2,8,7,25,3,17,28,3,31,0,2,1,0,9,14,0,3,13,100,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957681379648196,0.0,0.0,0.16258432196801767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252204170669545,0.4768708340238697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047846888683320835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482000659267508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621778337656663,0.0,0.08091993496449135,0.0,0.15933177256069256,0.0,0.08200553827233979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110134357756214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874798502504056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676371185992094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044607781340503534,0.06583384382375028,0.0,0.0,0.08646578861062952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294084600955374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087987878132652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659119877298203,0.0,0.08568130961963957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580631045262712,0.0,0.0,0.153807433883782,0.0,0.0,0.08236224642203928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871540625329232,0.0,0.0,0.1088304238570477,0.0,0.08200553827233979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751719012095557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851142625923352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670301897249433,0.0,0.12483709206846062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786333680530299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991024252900531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397607112931331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214539170526734,0.050293341701942745,0.0,0.062312440007194235,0.04576825848318139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537478301768711,0.0,0.08171105141905394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629554513660882,0.0,0.1259201850274814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428358000679513,0.0,0.0,0.11151435185605776,0.0,0.4768708340238697,0.05054510618915159 autism,MyDivineZero,2019/04/04,"Support for HF autism I am 20f. I got diagnosed with High Functioning autism in January. Why is there no support for adults with autism. Why is there only help for parents with kids. I had a horrible time growing up misunderstood. (Thats a story for another time) but I now understand and theres no support for me. My support is this subreddit and my service dog in training. Australia sucks for adults with autism. I’m having such a hard time in life everyday and I feel like everything is a struggle. If there are any 20ish females with HF autism. Please reach out. 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I’ve always had an extreme physical reaction to dry wood/paper on my hands or feet and it makes it different to function because even if I’m wearing shoes or gloves the texture still gets to me. Any advice/people who can relate? ,7.201615384615388,7.978406969230773,7.6305769230769265,69.29817307692309,63.92307692307693,10.192307692307693,36.25,10.125756701596842,4.058923076923077,283,13,43,6,4,93,53,65,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.2406,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,4,2,0,8,7,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494224998333397,0.27988872191945324,0.0,0.1756658994839893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180622775788102,0.2646785250640608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157468973547528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251909908627315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26988856103948483,0.0,0.0,0.2260568538385625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579252679695887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706173810960623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699222180121554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392362177319837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243005749265924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908599291520616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629402958985849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonreddit44,2019/02/20,"My husband on the spectrum has anger issues, how to I encourage him to go to therapy? I’ve been married to my husband for 7 years now and we’ve been together since we were 18. We also have a young daughter whose on the spectrum. Overall our lives aren’t too bad, a little bit of financial stress and sometimes it’s stressful raising our daughter (but for the most part she’s super easy and amazing!). Over the last few years my husband has come to terms that he’s on the spectrum. I had already suspected when we met but after our daughter was diagnosed I think he started to realize as well. His family suspected and he narrowly missed out on a diagnosis as a child (although he would be diagnosed based on today’s standards for sure) but was diagnosed with dyslexia/dysgraphia and ADHD. He’s taken some great steps to finding his limits after about 4 years of being depressed/burnt out. He works in IT in a job he mostly loves with a great group of people who are also on the spectrum. He’s got a really good support network of family and friends. But, he’s always had explosive outbursts. He’s never been physically violent but he looses control and can be quite unkind. Generally it’s under times of stress, such as meeting his family and not finding an easy place to park or traveling. It often ends with him screaming at us and our daughter getting more upset. She’s become quite conscious of his outbursts and will often tell him to “calm his body down” which is a technique we do with her. He also lashes out at her often and will yell things like “why can’t you be normal?!” Or “why don’t you understand this?!”. He loves her but often talks about her like she doesn’t understand him when it’s the complete opposite. It’s now at the point where during speech therapy she sometimes re-enacts our arguments. I would love for him to see a therapist for his anxiety and anger issues. But he’s fairly unwilling and at this stage, if things don’t improve I think we will end in divorce.",5.364365634365637,6.4077532857142865,6.061363636363637,77.9797377622378,68.0909090909091,8.936063936063936,31.95054945054945,9.162432508145574,2.8696513486513484,1585,66,284,29,26,518,195,385,0.1,0.733,0.168,0.9892,2,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,11,2,0,6,18,27,3,4,18,0,29,7,1,2,2,64,46,33,0,4,11,7,0,2,1,5,3,3,0,1,14,26,0,2,10,1,0,4,7,11,1,0,11,4,40,16,51,26,8,46,0,1,1,3,67,23,0,10,20,200,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083752854562636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951261285743708,0.2163436537578428,0.0750345263569533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898519350469802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529406686521425,0.0,0.099593462658616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984499787818308,0.10016636934965056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776795404654463,0.09454891723295666,0.0,0.10114122520430396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745834109920333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597401939058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550326807697298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484037303296697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967056218728483,0.0,0.047113784710383286,0.0,0.051249693476742166,0.07563622791746834,0.07212282166262722,0.19884102353977534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824281496621345,0.08948680379030756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350632840931083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881118994931071,0.09038109063559813,0.07962798389981518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441649147817809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955009725502055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835435885970397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765295332737724,0.0,0.06251740947440118,0.0,0.09421582005551547,0.0,0.0852464564403148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182877745565102,0.0,0.0,0.0577697249001772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185943054646166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745953844666037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837480899251745,0.0,0.06382777742715956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098925051791685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233184336232007,0.08499079882613564,0.0,0.0,0.07248089387623602,0.07881871307829612,0.0,0.20625062263592345,0.10470250101389154,0.11981924502006347,0.11556362000928536,0.0,0.0,0.05258296081400387,0.0,0.08547729565639836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877549706820528,0.10847188335151417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107999434654835,0.0,0.16274151607606782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564996362478666,0.0,0.0,0.12811837260534828,0.0,0.0,0.17421318351410492 autism,RabbitDuck521,2019/02/20,"Are there any YouTubers with Autism? The title pretty much expresses my question. There was a boy in my town who a year ago has been making videos about his experiences being diagnosed. But hasn’t been uploading too much since. His video link: https://youtu.be/2n9vtSZ41D8 If there are any other YouTubers you know please reply! 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Strange question I know but I was just wondering how someone would know or be diagnosed with autism? Looking forward to learning more, thank you!",1.5009243697478991,3.702342705882355,1.5748739495798318,92.42264705882354,107.23529411764706,4.295798319327732,31.327731092436967,6.1826913282559595,2.007996638655462,148,9,26,2,7,44,27,34,0.04,0.835,0.125,0.6048,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,14,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196859021398103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192945467848462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644938033462135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33413128673346465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528362572386055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668713744447267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899802281484476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34156937336144894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374423884012493,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sushi_pls,2019/02/20,"Anyone have experience with autism at it's worst level? My nephew is growing older and it's getting harder to take care of him. He is a good kid but he can't say a single word, doesn't understand when we say ''dont do that'' and stuff. He still uses diapers at around 13. I feel like theres nothing we can do. 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Anyone eat a lot of one thing because the texture is nice? Like it could be really bland good but it feels nice against my teeth so id eat a whole thing of it..,-0.672162162162163,1.4955104324324324,1.0095135135135145,101.00508108108109,93.32432432432432,4.0410810810810815,15.508108108108113,5.6839178017228535,-0.8912335135135137,134,3,32,1,5,43,29,37,0.0,0.754,0.24600000000000002,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647091424050074,0.26721623966841546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897877232628266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822432111281275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337186682499918,0.217861526715372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186625328759216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187432444749223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741171329301024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171936519332755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672206497073484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707254453351694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34652244206074684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911693313304667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,computersaysno1,2019/02/20,"Help with getting a diagnosis after 22 years of never feeling ""normal"" Hi Reddit, I'm apologising in advance if this post seems a bit sporadic and all over the place but i'm going to be writing things as they come into my head. &#x200B; I'm a 22yo guy from the UK and have never felt ""normal"". I've been great at covering it up to a certain degree (i've managed to buy my own house) but people who truly know me like my partner knows that i have meltdowns and really bad anxiety. &#x200B; Someone recently mentioned to me that they think i may be high-functioning autism and after a lot of research, i relate with most of the points/ posts/ videos. I'm partially worried that i'm just being a hypochondriac and this is all in my head as something i want to believe to make me feel better about issues... &#x200B; Up until now my ""meltdowns"" have always been put down to a bad temper, but it can be triggered off by many things, but most of which have nothing to do with ""temper"": Dropping an egg, something not working, too many people around me in my personal space - the list goes on, it just depends on what happens on the day. Unfortunately in the past it has meant that i have lashed out and punched things as i ""black out"" (i'm not sure how to describe it - i just lose complete control and then almost regain consciousness a few minutes later, with limited knowledge of what has happened, been said, or done.) &#x200B; I have always been very shy as a child and not socialised much - instead i would draw, build things (even if they had no purpose) or just find something and play with it. As i've gotten older i'm struggling more and more to go out, socialise with people and enter busy shops without my partner as she is the only one that understands me. Big crowds of people make me just want to hide and cry. Unfortunately this has had a huge impact on her as she feels like she can't leave me alone and can't get time to herself. &#x200B; As i've never been social or ""popular"" i've always tried to be a people-pleaser. Unfortunately at the moment the only person who i want to please is my partner. The only way i seem to know how to do this is by tidying the house excessively to the point that it doesn't feel ""lived-in"" (her words). I can't stop until it's done, and if it's unfinished it stresses me out. My people-pleasing is so bad that if i feel i've done something wrong, i feel useless and it's painful. &#x200B; I'm not sure if any of this is related but i'm also very monotone in my voice - only people who know me can pick up the ""tones"" in my voice. I often get told because of this that i'm unenthusiastic, which makes it difficult to get a job. &#x200B; I wear the same colour clothes all the time - nothing else. Blue jeans, white/ black/ grey t-shirt and white/ black/ grey hoodie. I've never really strayed out of this apart from when my mum used to buy my clothes for me as a kid... &#x200B; I've always had the same very strong interests: growing up - Scooby-Doo (Tv, games, Cuddly-toys), drawing concept war boats and planes with the dimensions of what they would have to be, Japanese cars and graffiti. &#x200B; People try talking to me and i freeze up or come out with something completely random, it's almost like my mouth and brain aren't connected. I can say hello, but everything after that is just - well - not there. I feel like i know what i should say, i just can't say it - and once i've thought of what to say, it's too late. To which i will think of the conversation (or lack of) for hours, days, weeks after. &#x200B; I feel the need to sleep a lot during the day - multiple short naps - but i can only do this on weekends as i work full time (i can't imagine my work would be happy if i started sleeping!) &#x200B; I'm not very good at showing compassion - i often get told i'm very selfish. I struggle to know what to do if i see someone crying or hurt. Instead i almost become angry inside - i don't know why. &#x200B; Loud, repetitive too many different noises at once can almost send me insane. It's like i just need to stop the noise - at whatever cost it is. I first ever noticed this with my mum sneezing when i was a child (she sneezes repetitively a lot). With too many noises, i just need to get out of the area as everything becomes a blur. This happens mostly in big shopping centres. an example of this might be a shoe shop where there's loud music, lot of people walking around close to me and talking, along with babies crying - i just need to get out as i feel like i'm going to burst into tears. &#x200B; When i was in primary school (i think it's kindergarten or elementary for the US) one of my teachers picked up that i was unresponsive during lessons. This was put down to the fact that i was 80% deaf, but all i remember doing was playing with the chewing gum that was stuck on the floor. I struggled to understand anything that was happening. To this day i do not know my ABC, times tables and struggle with the months of the year. &#x200B; Despite this i came out of school with good grades and have a steady job and career. &#x200B; I can only think that everything in my life is starting to make sense. There's so much more that i just haven't written, but this post would become a book. I guess my question is either what is wrong with me if i'm not on the spectrum, and if i maybe am - what are the steps i need to take in the UK to get a diagnosis? &#x200B; Thank you in advance.",5.626108974358978,5.8235536379629655,5.924074074074074,82.18371794871797,67.25,8.386894586894588,30.782051282051288,7.986872661495105,2.0150367521367527,4299,153,848,47,65,1376,412,1080,0.127,0.792,0.081,-0.9959,3,1,5,0,0,0,213.0,1,1,4,12,38,40,3,5,54,0,80,13,8,12,13,207,165,74,1,25,46,2,11,6,3,8,3,10,0,9,66,59,2,5,35,12,6,16,23,19,1,3,29,31,99,21,145,120,24,124,0,3,10,0,47,60,0,38,49,570,165,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051964116602227,0.025991775119051503,0.0,0.020069175404205032,0.08352716863225583,0.435062208120468,0.4879080818125585,0.017066066827570857,0.0,0.019198288343902317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020651780435634308,0.04468132823177179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286206355998705,0.015298222556142922,0.08314932159279508,0.0,0.028274475912002005,0.0,0.022195276678394108,0.027398213791716555,0.0,0.0,0.028015314677443143,0.0,0.028703014309356192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043235776853359255,0.05262512963795455,0.0,0.028147176318285626,0.0,0.0,0.08269997536026777,0.06473909566914272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02621986527963888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704543048376958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02096439715405852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016575599682600382,0.022700670672259,0.0,0.0,0.06766370739329926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420313132549663,0.053785529809305364,0.024095991447614103,0.0,0.02293719022465162,0.0213465525306625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489254031369803,0.0,0.042787720505680686,0.042098486328251916,0.0,0.02766830902817793,0.02764595387618025,0.0248488782031733,0.08876885606249843,0.026715043209273204,0.0,0.0,0.05151124978669409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016821247106072888,0.02651518728073749,0.0,0.0,0.02471439799259404,0.05791457881546695,0.02686567094793001,0.0,0.0,0.026193590659009315,0.04980760000400772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103363654450474,0.0,0.028309258766471782,0.026572925588868902,0.0,0.0,0.017725970374184344,0.07356350980804639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028075883361994253,0.0,0.08534251822684373,0.0,0.0,0.06700680992487819,0.10177318029579656,0.025212196177260608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026622775061791268,0.0,0.0,0.020031301205007342,0.0,0.03689673571644494,0.0930414279705406,0.07742199469846531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049177290709888334,0.0481603695608846,0.028571838862082588,0.0,0.053452610915087115,0.03401125119968608,0.11451933831957115,0.02670379799920644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02395686814208192,0.1217883193246589,0.043825529012464295,0.02621986527963888,0.08264325829541642,0.04744745844412592,0.0,0.07210478087406266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050456605075408605,0.02811314199858471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321541414856214,0.0,0.02477916531293904,0.0,0.028428752972436636,0.0,0.023871939763683268,0.0798290409378596,0.0,0.05079676410498228,0.019998176387888814,0.045692714259435774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022803100190099,0.025582101033251863,0.04252733493909864,0.09660021694069557,0.0,0.0,0.03552600241133129,0.0,0.0,0.041962578107875764,0.028747258978304064,0.10494269899367953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473051615730157,0.0,0.01886898722201264,0.04034225402194453,0.0,0.02310492519822399,0.0,0.0,0.06669038088259342,0.06432173590561363,0.0,0.019923334650987792,0.058534464710292576,0.0,0.0,0.04796039967023392,0.0,0.03407692604729288,0.0,0.0,0.052251416311668346,0.030187267556866182,0.021674792684969604,0.0,0.10353369390825476,0.04440662114178536,0.01991995059336666,0.02013041043912876,0.0,0.022564220397250864,0.0,0.0226451387060282,0.0,0.0,0.024191543903492967,0.0,0.05481032381316084,0.025486096050768937,0.0,0.07130960527816696,0.05487683557781612,0.4879080818125585,0.03232186271184103 autism,kinderafford,2019/02/20,"Feeling sad and angry \[Dealing with NT\] I hate being autistic. I hate that I studied psychology, Everyone around me uses me as they personal therapist when they want. But when I have a different opinion on there life, base of everything that I am as a person, they judge me. “Don’t use this therapist crap on me”, ‘I didn’t ask you to analyse me” and so one.  I wish I could go back in time and make fucking geology",4.013577235772356,5.266855073170731,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,71.4390243902439,9.856910569105693,31.959349593495933,10.125756701596842,3.3940910569105696,324,15,63,9,6,112,59,82,0.193,0.74,0.068,-0.9122,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,6,5,4,0,2,0,6,3,1,3,0,14,17,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,16,0,9,14,0,9,0,1,0,1,8,4,2,1,4,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715041333732642,0.18010677358917468,0.0,0.0,0.1481400951928436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381964429419226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986192371494262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128386732920045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409047150549948,0.17314623291283704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741234869540497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810679425799011,0.0,0.0,0.10949049211009726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804146040581718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607819228001009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859896203915486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054827134245311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364384932300607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473754898210828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233890128033648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327847834959917,0.0,0.0,0.11363313456053856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215441789872396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PYROOfriend,2019/02/20,"VERY Struggled in Communications class as an Aspie, is it aspergers or something else? Hellou! :D &#x200B; so i'm a 21 year old gal with aspergers, who is doing college right noo, and i am doing okay and quite good, but yesterday i had my first communications class , and i HYPER STRUGGLED and i had to sit out of class cause i was getting super flustered anxious and really on edge, i know aspergers has a bad issue with communications and i wonder if it was flaring up, cause each time i was trying to concentrate on it, my attention was cutting out and i was going mind blank. &#x200B; i had something with caffine earlier, but that had been making me yawn for some reason , and ofc my meds, but just ? idk &#x200B; the class is focused around stuff like what advertisers and other media things use to communicate to people, and just.. deciphering it all was a super mess for me. &#x200B; buisiness class later on the day i did SUPER GOOD at , so just makes me wonder if communications class is gonna be my achilles heel ? ",4.73503272251309,6.933235209424088,5.5609129581151855,76.45561027486913,71.25130890052355,7.916361256544503,28.691426701570677,8.660442795831766,2.399588743455498,819,32,141,15,16,267,113,191,0.105,0.73,0.165,0.9508,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,6,12,1,2,6,1,21,2,1,6,1,39,31,19,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,17,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,12,0,18,7,20,17,3,19,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,6,8,100,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235971704458393,0.4750504158619737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041633940672507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700771456342862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160730965328594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080809739370825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303304959799652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164771978634383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313605808076346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106417248893223,0.0,0.05554686815734649,0.16395632032247207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201328159397913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053714355473112534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477499447529194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048200719342248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856510028865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986877141430622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255979350835508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775935749136415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395660039361618,0.0,0.0,0.06261358995195894,0.1004911419396534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346788383829801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504872739457151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204354363688436,0.11188684873297296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493291329500983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699192704408852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635781817724967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441441871973393,0.0,0.08064424620986345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198580481608745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750504158619737,0.06294019261026508 autism,ev214,2019/02/20,"Question about autism Hi, I have a younger brother who has Autism. I was just wondering if this is something that is caused by his illness. Whenever I try to get his attention, “John, John,John!” He doesnt respond to me and its like he cant even hear me. Im not mad at him just curious ",1.1292090395480263,3.2148466949152565,2.645,93.613488700565,82.0508474576271,6.6451977401129945,26.78248587570621,7.793537801064563,1.508116384180791,221,10,50,4,6,72,46,59,0.047,0.8190000000000001,0.134,0.6149,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,10,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649151989993489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346235806252227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559104844264745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400365788382662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383705295222775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735455971932878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979346849970794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734705135475815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411752986020013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38522770323266575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Otter_Limits,2019/02/20,"Explaining things to people that you know, in such a way that you come across as dumb because you forget about theory-of-mind and that other people might lack your understanding and reasoning Stop me if this sounds familiar: I often find myself explaining things to people in a way that makes me look dumb. Normally, when I converse with people, I often forget that I am already aware of all the context required to reach the conclusions I am trying to make and that they most likely don't know all or anything about what I am talking about, and therefore when I talk confidently about something--in a matter-of-fact way--it annoys me that they don't comprehend my ""self-evidently"" logically-deduced train-of-thought. It's not that I'm dumb (or I hope I'm not dumb, because a person can never be fully aware of how much information about a topic they don't know), instead it's that I often forget about theory-of-mind and that humans can't mind-read and get all the context they need in any given conversation immediately. It's not until I've made a fool of myself or just come across as stupid that it finally dawns on me that I forgot to establish foundation or that, even if they have the same amount of background as I do, I should not assume they reach the same conclusions.",22.795,8.097207686991872,19.61913821138211,42.03358536585368,53.4308943089431,22.932032520325212,62.61463414634146,14.554592549557764,8.191849756097563,1025,33,186,20,5,334,122,246,0.141,0.823,0.036000000000000004,-0.9729,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,6,3,16,9,6,0,11,0,13,0,0,6,4,59,32,19,0,7,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,22,9,0,3,12,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,3,2,29,2,26,26,9,16,0,0,1,0,19,6,4,13,7,136,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972597270221855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226687938249767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165286962372202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541822666179684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337521731423631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961519206852563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863052887659384,0.12400882905323594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088706688418399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476060125672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369811886535365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628627004872993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393681413836353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283834554930207,0.1811345669629224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393476834892366,0.41099359406770414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997402242225277,0.10060481186285301,0.10464458387762653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293734274369814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762530065525478,0.11847032008378575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571646205093912,0.0,0.0,0.13950137547980834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154356488084022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343434231146468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810847944456652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027918767217566,0.0,0.0,0.1077145621022674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211764072821807,0.0,0.0,0.14124739974077538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32308879906661264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WonderfulWeek,2019/02/20,"bad apples in the autism community? i know a lot of people with autism and most of them are amazing. but some others are really difficult to be around. they do not want to improve, they are mean and they need a lot of attention. have you experienced something similar? what sort of people do you not get along even though they are autistic?",3.773645833333333,6.2310099062500015,4.42625,82.32708333333336,74.9375,8.016666666666666,24.729166666666664,8.841846274778883,1.9917479166666672,270,9,50,6,6,86,46,64,0.158,0.8079999999999999,0.035,-0.8187,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,10,12,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,0,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640389726417052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476505710904404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959030532132608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496248476849067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300489337520535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043214185214981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230869084064214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992688245100173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112534441032628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900110587581529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283389778001295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914103005055251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749437492688354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,alt----f4,2019/01/23,"okay dudes need some advice here my 'supprise' 18th party is soon like on the 2nd of feb and im getting worried because this is the first time my family will meet my frends and I act totally different to them so idk how to act around them. also knowing my mom she will have some sort of dj or something there and that means, loud noises and flashing lights which tend to cause me to shutdown meaning I wont really be able to speak and will just be well.... Me so yeah any advice for how to deal with this extra info \-my family don't care about arsbergers unless it benefits them \-my frends are cool about it but they have never seen how bad I get with noise and lights so yeah &#x200B; im really anxios and idk what to do any advice is tressured so thanks",3.0175565610859763,4.858774516339872,3.807843137254904,88.72452488687784,75.07843137254902,6.7991955756661655,21.57315233785821,7.61054688173877,0.7473251885369532,603,15,123,8,13,192,100,153,0.044000000000000004,0.815,0.142,0.943,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,16,8,0,0,2,4,14,0,0,4,2,28,24,18,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,1,6,16,7,17,17,4,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,4,5,84,23,0,0.14837538678636628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349721322063295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865574320650635,0.0,0.16076466959244606,0.180292335440822,0.20180070204708409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208555164862149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238872503225694,0.0904482586144192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127859552985606,0.15242239411093933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296850863537306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502069910048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797502191818554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620802820288168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504003125525126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205417581469633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154323222619582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248871925354043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324858789099264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377545973333816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001846924439122,0.11443624534209518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010614428852726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142266217136788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660412129098135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865188812383832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334072918885461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068240759422385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180292335440822,0.0 autism,dustyraeofsunshine,2019/01/23,Diagnosed as an adult? Anyone here get diagnosed with autism as an adult? I'm thinking about looking into trying to get a diagnosis and it sounds like the process is not easy. Any advice or recommendations?,3.5286486486486477,6.739701864864867,4.517621621621622,75.85372972972975,84.4054054054054,7.284324324324325,26.318918918918918,8.238735603445708,2.5217394594594595,167,7,27,4,5,54,32,37,0.063,0.858,0.079,0.1615,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269263848670487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751103725625854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393086075536884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791390276782251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495856849783901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344822926238187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809446134926919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143713751074688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714304560788906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HuttarMP,2019/01/23,"Participants Needed for ASD and Relationships Research Study Hello, my name is Michael Huttar and I am conducting a thesis study that is exploring the experiences of adults with Autism Spectrum Disorder during the partner selection process. &#x200B; I am inviting men and women who meet the following criteria to participate: * Self-identified as having Autism Spectrum Disorder or Asperger's Syndrome * Over the age of 18 * Do not require significant assistance completing daily tasks (e.g. getting dressed, completing basic job tasks, etc.) Participation in the study will involve: * A short electronic survey * A 45 minute - 1 hour phone interview in which you will be asked about you experiences and/or views related to: * Dating * Attraction (e.g. romantic, sexual, or emotional) * Emotions * Your relationship dynamics (e.g. coping behaviors, communication) * A possible short follow-up interview If you meet the criteria and are interested in sharing your experiences and/or perspectives, please email me at [michael.huttar@und.edu](mailto:michael.huttar@und.edu) and I will then send you the link to a consent form, which will provide you with more detailed information about the study, as well as a brief demographics survey. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to get in touch with me. It is hoped that the current study can ultimately inform practitioners in their work with clients presenting with relationship concerns. If you know someone who might be interested in this study, I would sincerely appreciate you passing along this information. &#x200B; Gratefully, &#x200B; Michael P. Huttar, BA 2nd-Year Doctoral Student Department of Counseling Psychology and Community Services University of North Dakota",9.675,13.693445730769227,8.389846153846158,53.43515384615387,62.84615384615386,12.621538461538462,42.32307692307693,11.602472056035307,7.034956923076923,1430,83,164,55,25,439,169,260,0.026000000000000002,0.8270000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9821,2,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,10,1,2,3,8,0,0,15,0,19,1,0,0,0,31,26,15,0,6,6,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,9,12,0,1,7,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,2,18,8,28,18,3,23,0,0,1,0,36,11,0,8,6,106,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390933811131669,0.3802821712531931,0.07094146010815204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752550664091136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875594257406716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391204690255149,0.10677636610313937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346928534757368,0.0,0.0,0.11634483957959033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061361527913352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900622327760606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361371146597667,0.1027345959091243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352191587163867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057331772361374066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106674756460682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735226654702028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290249796397284,0.0,0.11760559449120027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168627406512557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360032575366183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882894521589856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839034985536595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379658226798168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594650522178345,0.0,0.0,0.0741062303529197,0.0,0.3802821712531931,0.06717892755725285 autism,ThisIsNotMyReallName,2019/01/23,"I feel like I can’t have a conversation with my autistic husband because I’m afraid of his meltdowns and I never see them coming. They feel random. Please help me understand. Is it normal to have a meltdown in the middle of a conversation? Sometimes I need to talk to my autistic husband about future plans so we can make decisions. Planning makes him freak out, but then he also wants to be included in decisions. I don’t know how to balance that. How do I talk about future plans and life changes without setting him off?",3.8133555555555536,6.114117980000002,4.5553333333333335,82.19322222222225,74.2,6.844444444444445,30.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,2.188277777777778,418,19,74,6,9,134,70,100,0.021,0.917,0.061,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,3,6,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,4,1,23,19,8,0,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,15,1,15,18,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,5,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092402093383912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553653076087894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256019729116197,0.20565738748070253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143295041332716,0.1705592351193101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600255152456452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312078232022184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863241616216473,0.1166385829984102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31872783318558023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702614266692562,0.18413460242930813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339190796796997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620699465564277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024858622342253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612457662573594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837878336441343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854161421155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081778803758355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301413357364263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Katmatt16,2019/01/23,"Need help with a kindergartner with violent and aggressive meltdowns Hi everyone, I have a 5 year old student who is progressively getting more violent. I am afraid for his safety, and ours. He will hit, kick, bite, pull hair, throw things, throw himself on the floor, etc. These behaviors are happening when we have to tell him “no” or transition from a preferred activity. I know many of you have experience in this area. Is there anything that has worked for you? We are at the end of our rope and have tried so many strategies but nothing seems to work for long. I can see the pain and despair in his eyes as he works through these feelings and my heart just breaks for him. Thank you for any advice! 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The reason for this post is to ask for some advice, the weekend my uncles came to my house and they have a son with autism (as I see they did not give him the necessary care) The problem is the following. He is 14 years old, the only thing he does is look in all the drawers of my room and the rooms of my brothers (he takes things out of his place, leaves everything messy, breaks many things). We try to ask him to stop or take him to another place but he just starts screaming and starts to spit on us. We know it's a bit complicated but we're a little desperate. He continues to disconnect our computers when we are playing a game, he turns off the television when we are watching and begins to hit the furniture so that we leave where we are because he wants to be alone in our rooms and in our game room (where we have many things important and valuable as television, 3 computers, consoles, some collections and other things) We really appreciate some advice on what we can do to improve the situation.",6.144599358974363,6.096447081730767,6.3738461538461575,80.2378205128205,66.16346153846155,10.394871794871797,30.794871794871803,10.125756701596842,2.7867391025641024,835,28,169,18,12,268,121,208,0.07,0.84,0.09,0.7603,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,13,1,2,0,6,6,0,0,15,0,14,1,1,1,2,35,33,15,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,10,19,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,4,27,4,26,28,7,30,0,0,3,0,36,16,0,5,10,115,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573182089185858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262376470067571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780861468265092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278948337152328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430087441229191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330684812950395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940567628867012,0.12427140223504365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666369081289112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095437200160407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338492597128732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064064735026693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698562857510948,0.0,0.0,0.25812039270574216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216228604091835,0.0,0.0,0.10235395565616123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471475447538546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278993701810215,0.0,0.0,0.09270016982947392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546908845259789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673356710969235,0.0,0.0,0.11662891202544982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808360806592195,0.1253196142775604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712775368630916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700552421804446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254377322907902,0.0,0.0,0.10190256530021873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832869465357521,0.0,0.0,0.11221670616690704,0.0,0.0,0.404879847665356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275292744973754,0.13257750306312235,0.0,0.0,0.1466144427799769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189181114388446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784909048521952 autism,skullie66,2019/01/23,"Eczema and SPD Hi. I’m posting this to multiple subreddits looking for help. I have a 5 year old autistic son. He has worsening eczema. Because of his sensory processing disorder, he can’t stand the feel of lotion or the steroid cream that was prescribed by the doc. He is ok with oils in the tub or any kind of moisturizing soap in the tub. Does anyone have suggestions to help him tolerate the creams? 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She hasn't seen my meltdowns and I have a difficult time explaining anything to her, but many quizzes say I'm very likely to be autistic or have a sensory processing disorder? I know you shouldn't take quizzes as truth, but I do feel like I understand myself better through them. She did tell me to stop reading autism forums which I'm not sure is very fair. I'm scared to mention my thoughts to my mental health doctor (the person who prescribes me my depression meds?) as well so aaa?? I don't know who to see to find out if the quizzes are right or wrong. :c",2.6024418604651167,4.7383936821705435,3.2381589147286824,90.99351744186049,77.29457364341084,6.7806201550387595,26.25387596899225,7.793537801064563,1.4462759689922473,511,20,106,8,12,160,86,129,0.20199999999999999,0.679,0.12,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,2,10,0,1,5,0,11,2,0,0,2,21,26,9,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,3,4,19,6,12,21,2,4,0,1,2,0,12,2,0,4,4,61,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451539622593068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531635219148912,0.19172505413434893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125612012829076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012689107220993,0.17974841705542002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814562536776076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879573805692889,0.12545870925171285,0.0,0.0,0.1605080561434538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345867010895715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666951836856768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930257734934412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159230412464005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804507850376505,0.0,0.0,0.19506761528675076,0.0,0.17697765308032568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333941085096492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566156923481266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997343538649532,0.0,0.13965533767689994,0.1758202957435533,0.0,0.13994165750014848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682120558132325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655141596523094,0.0,0.13203990683854205,0.0,0.15349441633932492,0.0,0.0,0.20390144236978552,0.0,0.1125263894233088,0.0,0.13941793591129087,0.10240196222845507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282041481076008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897999587884172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789811737545614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200639048702345,0.0,0.0 autism,khamulscience,2019/01/23,"How can I develop better coordination? I'm a 19-year-old male and I can't walk or use my hands properly for my future job. There is nothing physically wrong with them I am just very clumsy. I am so clumsy and I can't get treated for that cause my country lacks any basic treatment. I tried some ocular exercises I found online, where I look up while my chin is down- but that gets me so far. Any advice, tips for an adult with the issues like mines? I can't get a job because of this. Things tend to fall off my hand and I hold everything the wrong way so my hands get twisted in a weird way- elderly and the nurses at the hospital have a difficult time grabbing things from my hand because of this. 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Couldn't manage a post that satisfied anyone at Asperger's/Aspergirls, so I will try this here. I'm old, and have struggled with just being in any work environment my whole working life. Miserably underemployed at a bookbinding shop. Not enough tech skills to go freelance. Tried for a decade NOT to work and accepted being a homeless addict 3 times in that period. In KY; want to return to the Philly metro. Despite having held my job for nearly 4 years, is there a chance I might get SSDI without having to voluntarily become homeless again? I'm 54, w back problems and major depression and anxiety. Clean from benzos and recreational other stuff 5 years. Have no one willing or able to support me while I wait to be approved. The social bullshit of every job I've ever had has been overwhelming and awful, driving me to substance abuse and other forms of self destruction too numerous to count, or to lay out here. I just can't go to this, or any other, job anymore. I have enough wherewithal to live on 1200 a month and Medicare. Thanks, I hope.....",5.5423432343234325,7.2680151485148565,6.0768514851485165,75.48019471947197,68.30693069306929,9.149042904290429,30.298349834983497,9.558583805096642,3.0162801320132018,868,34,146,19,15,281,138,202,0.145,0.753,0.10099999999999999,-0.9074,4,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,10,10,1,3,8,1,17,2,0,0,1,27,28,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,8,10,0,2,1,1,1,3,6,6,0,1,3,0,10,4,28,18,5,24,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,5,12,101,18,7,0.1393438813291389,0.16509971369493442,0.0,0.15190539857814495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951723521821767,0.0,0.106597687815816,0.0,0.1381916874606461,0.0974324817319512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714684355762646,0.0,0.0,0.15389436923528052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001668080619787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28795895676079303,0.0,0.0,0.12604451824996646,0.11740322987212146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280142678786541,0.0,0.15838467788071006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839991521032674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148319033166771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842270427091776,0.0,0.0,0.12304320011187996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782183775924415,0.0,0.0,0.11122295665874572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462179632911003,0.0,0.09442302023661804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334529201068492,0.0,0.0,0.13333327562975486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145366057997599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204353902629982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567247956548238,0.15951540639034115,0.0,0.15812578523260498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828912448699248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125253777683095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921069729977888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218863148340218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557246724709814,0.0,0.13432252910328882,0.0,0.3043320155556901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946578201471894 autism,noclue13,2019/02/18,"crush when i have a crush on someone i dream/think about us being together quite obsessively and i was wondering if this is a symptom of someone on the autism spectrum? \- female 17 btw if that matters &#x200B;",3.975769230769232,6.794722923076925,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,76.1794871794872,6.976923076923077,32.82692307692308,8.07648339933343,2.8890461538461536,170,9,28,3,4,54,32,39,0.136,0.833,0.031,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096503779628672,0.3472628031680524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30396993039153275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842932377706861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29704239023403345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312093730638115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437668870033964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099240937562255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472628031680524,0.0 autism,ItsFalco,2019/02/18,"NT guy here, need help approaching autistic classmate Okay, this is kind of a long story and English is not my first language so bear with me. Yesterday I went on a field trip with the photography club at my college to the local woods, after a while setting up my equipment, I saw some dude just... Staring at me and inspecting my stuff. Now normally I get a *little* angry when random people touch my camera without my permission (think Heavy in that tf2 short) , but I could tell something was off. He wouldn't answer when I asked him why was he touching my camera or what his name was, so I took a deep breath and politely explained to him it was my equipment and if he could leave it alone for a sec. Now, that should've been the end of it, but for the entire trip he was expressing interest on me (mostly by following me at all times). Clearly he wants to interact with me but didn't know how. So I tried a couple of times to approach him and do some small talk. (stuff like ""hey I also like Canon... Etc"") but I mostly got really short responses and when he already knew what I was going to say, he would just answer before I finished my sentence (I find that kinda cute) and looked really tense. I can tell he has genuine interest in me because he's around me when I'm at the club and tried to compliment me once (""I really like your leather jacket""). What should I do to let him know its OK to talk to me and to be more social with me? I may look ""intimidating"" because I'm older and what not but I want him to know that he can chill with me.",4.942988661364018,5.098047225080389,5.7049382298189215,83.31494330682014,68.71061093247589,8.862480961245558,28.265527161956328,8.6894789155246,1.8961729903536968,1201,37,250,18,19,393,167,311,0.035,0.856,0.109,0.9758,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,0,12,2,23,1,1,1,2,57,44,27,0,10,12,0,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,15,16,0,0,9,2,0,8,5,0,0,1,13,8,44,10,35,23,7,42,0,0,4,0,31,17,0,9,19,171,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498332816878236,0.1438231988558479,0.1042254358255436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602197933964012,0.12184163701065645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889680379554355,0.0,0.11090184993021872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811696186342354,0.14420847122993294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154343405006783,0.0,0.14535321271710164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119119923944499,0.11085925037134277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809242600192318,0.0,0.07406995600413356,0.0,0.1042373888512934,0.0,0.0,0.12904791095497312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873579394992117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571939702912272,0.2148790784431093,0.0,0.0,0.13800142232447185,0.0,0.1332719992131902,0.0,0.1910190308315758,0.1306256282298045,0.0,0.11533859271363907,0.21888997321011666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663858314805177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769644127689553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387979714271385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035491639306596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504796043513252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364422573062307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285576391768952,0.0,0.10033496153884323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839500364329274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950980411188008,0.2278296010750281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351066776282991,0.0,0.0,0.15199379078541686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480223392386066,0.17697201790013484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537448798576489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081789027202615,0.11760321006866828,0.0,0.0,0.12563417060503798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258320956110602,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dlee1094,2019/02/18,"Today was hard So today was the day, a long time coming, but my 3 yr old was officially diagnosed with ASD severity level 1/1. We knew going into it that something was going on and he struggled with normal day to day activities and we needed more help; but it still just feels really overwhelming and like we’re just standing at the foot of this giant mountain we have to climb. Ik there’s massive amounts of support out there, luckily we have amazing family, and everything is going to be okay, but just right now I’m overwhelmed and needed to vent",4.869642857142857,6.584302666666673,5.8239880952380965,76.68455357142858,69.95238095238095,8.678571428571429,28.36309523809524,9.188382445141503,2.5875952380952376,440,16,76,9,8,145,75,105,0.036000000000000004,0.76,0.204,0.9690000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,1,8,7,0,3,3,1,8,2,1,0,0,25,18,9,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,14,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,5,2,5,4,12,12,2,23,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,11,49,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618126050352086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37324729558965736,0.0,0.0,0.1958071030398281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338172231910484,0.0,0.1818653582224271,0.0,0.09754483541354787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289182175133695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281610013735474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930846862353554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424969841085394,0.0,0.0,0.17072583078872786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860916195702061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890180945755892,0.0,0.0,0.20243436211831292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358782821486307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475040797342086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179417534944492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851724182558393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540640871384335,0.0,0.0,0.2016791563449871,0.0,0.0,0.21892038260915966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124916890177203,0.0,0.3657262813734333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nowidontjustlurk,2019/02/18,"Autism and Detox? Our almost-3 year-old son was just diagnosed with high functioning ASD. In part of our initial research the idea of heavy metal toxicity has obviously come up. We're not about to jump on the anti-vacc train, but I would like to ask this community their thoughts on the heavy metal portion? Have you found anything in the detox arena to be beneficial? Anything that scientifically proves/disproves some of those theories? Very new to all this, so thank you for your patience and understanding. ",6.612238095238098,8.879946033333333,6.337619047619048,72.525,66.44444444444444,9.142857142857146,32.85714285714286,9.606745405546679,3.2967142857142857,413,18,69,9,7,129,72,90,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.9249,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,2,15,11,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,15,6,4,9,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389773356697474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927835323003712,0.0,0.22310911365642472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055791413135304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422286122036304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26167160465461675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521508727103136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941112322116056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659420568633885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304933546160457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504270470120386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258438839512735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972038103879665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946448185926126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844705194499075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969144022818518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953283238338934,0.0,0.0,0.15368524091727587 autism,iusuallypostwhileipo,2019/02/18,"Struggling to get along with my partners son and see others also struggling and worried about him picking up on it. Looking for some advice I guess? So my partner and I have known each other for almost 6 years now, we were friends in the beginning and then fell out of contact for a few years but now have been dating for the past 6 months. My partners son is 6.5 years old and is in the process of going through his diagnosis (we get the results back next week and they've been going through the process for about a year), however all indications from the professionals are that he is high functioning but somewhere on the autistic scale and also has adhd (not sure of the exact medical terms but that's the basic gist). Some of his more obvious and unusual behaviours are that he can't really keep up a conversation, and he is obsessed with crashing things and jumping on stuff and making crashing noises and hates to wear clothes. He also doesn't really listen to authority figures or want to participate in any family time. To get him to do something he doesn't want to do his mom has to basically beg and negotiate with him, which I think is really unhealthy because I think he is losing respect for her as he is figuring out there is no or little consequences for ignoring her or not listening. He also throws tantrums of varying severity that at his age now are containable but if they continue in afraid will end him up in serious legal trouble if they continue as he gets older. Sadly I also feel like sometimes his mom is giving up on trying to integrate him into the family as he is basically allowed to do whatever he wants so long as he's not creating a scene, for example he puts car crash videos on the TV and will spend literally hours being naked and jumping and flopping on the couches and making crashing noises. But I can't blame his mom because how does she spend time with a young boy who isn't really able to connect with her? But then again I don't think it's good for him to isolate and be allowed to have the run of the place and not learn boundaries. When I'm there I try to have fun with him sometimes and we play catch and I let him play with my bike and video games and stuff but he doesn't really like me very much. And to be honest I can't blame him for not liking me because although I take him places and have fun with him I am quite strict and think he should behave at the dinner table and not scream and hit when he doesn't get his way and be a well mannered young man. His dad isn't in the picture and is kind of a dick anyways from what I understand so even though Im not trying to replace his dad I do want him to have a positive male role model and know he has someone to count on. The issue is when I do tell him to do something, like remind him to use the toilet (because he gets so engrossed in his crashing videos he sometimes pees on the floor) or ask him to behave at the table his mom kinda shuts me down and makes excuses for him which he sees and so he thinks I'm being an asshole to him. He's told me a lot when he's not even angry that he hates me and doesn't like me and wants me to leave him alone etc. I'm at a loss for what I should be doing here. I want to, and do, have fun with him but I think that he's kind of being left to his own devices and his mom is so defensive about it all I can't really even talk to her about him. I don't want to throw in the towel here but I need some suggestions on how to really have a good relationship with my little buddy and still teach him good behavior. Or is it just part and parcel of autism and adhd and there are going to be behavior issues like these and I just need to accept that and not think he's going to ever have a '' normal "" life? I don't really have a support group for this so I'm just kind of bumbling through it. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!",8.129588744588744,5.668675883838388,8.312920634920633,75.76700000000002,63.520202020202035,11.526176046176047,35.128571428571426,9.888512548439397,3.1092547186147184,3068,99,634,49,35,1012,310,792,0.09,0.787,0.122,0.9802,4,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,2,3,43,41,4,4,35,0,72,6,3,10,6,144,126,85,0,15,28,9,1,6,4,5,2,3,1,6,24,61,1,4,15,8,2,13,24,15,1,0,4,7,79,26,107,106,14,87,0,3,3,1,103,37,1,14,42,441,103,4,0.05917992954511385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224554981997278,0.057829942228719726,0.0,0.0,0.05926015091632001,0.061292559275816026,0.0,0.2366308413805395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048876291386564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532524542142118,0.0,0.0,0.045505712861147934,0.0,0.1443021430498177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051788755151436716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052415852043266285,0.0,0.06600126495068633,0.11726335597601795,0.05353163438846294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157914139256417,0.0,0.029923150535934445,0.04227815349173838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045722266764392464,0.0,0.1855144237548387,0.05677078095328315,0.134533271049999,0.14891195138910576,0.0,0.06524608124699245,0.06519336439819465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168558567342862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966705931471391,0.06252684476801029,0.0,0.0,0.05828030971293111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392447923561967,0.12353694203340555,0.0,0.05260184053320949,0.0,0.18488036930495588,0.032523741589130906,0.0,0.0,0.06266300048101645,0.06429916660890307,0.060515487522777765,0.04180053439615556,0.17347394569222085,0.11862767305907393,0.0,0.052372375363647805,0.04969623597177556,0.06620720352126247,0.0,0.050312659804948257,0.0,0.0,0.11850918753314282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961755297234352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465540911612197,0.04723685515344829,0.0,0.04350405754562497,0.08776233578307492,0.0,0.0,0.0629385264528913,0.0,0.05798376586542778,0.0,0.0,0.06209938092192247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408609665532419,0.05649393909941802,0.0,0.0,0.12366086113743065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059492174799059626,0.0,0.06294513967274451,0.0,0.0,0.3032974260424185,0.0,0.0,0.06353709686108662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431748359229644,0.0,0.0,0.066856475488749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050142962257444815,0.09111920206718584,0.17559139064099336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047261168180559344,0.0,0.0,0.12373542340168077,0.13549372131012288,0.0,0.06715668273390124,0.055776383230571866,0.0,0.04449594198482082,0.047566585672473606,0.051725866883411895,0.054484928050851734,0.0,0.0,0.039316515557809566,0.2654407649018099,0.058143980305160214,0.0,0.06901658566028508,0.0,0.0,0.056548958780521186,0.0,0.12053786246559665,0.0,0.0,0.06160839374877493,0.0,0.05111245805065287,0.0,0.048829639698325225,0.2443409902136811,0.046974273473931454,0.047470569802768835,0.0,0.053209863884877466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010009111520431,0.0,0.042039723993720336,0.0,0.0,0.15243973734738886 autism,JakeMasterson101,2019/02/18,"Want to talk? I did this at the aspergers subreddit and got a lot of feedback. I don’t post here though, but hey why not?",-0.2493589743589765,1.8170538076923108,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,87.84615384615385,6.5435897435897425,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,0.6663743589743585,93,3,23,2,3,31,25,26,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557922429241657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782009408148828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260493914078716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35755866460695346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370690824016201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623877873643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401413641942875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Springy_6,2019/02/18,Constantly imagining the world and yourself differently I’m a 17 year old junior with ASD (formerly Asberger’s ) and I’m just wondering does anyone else imagine the world differently in your imagination? ,7.648137254901961,10.814871852941177,8.612352941176471,53.50225490196081,65.76470588235293,13.945098039215686,40.74509803921568,12.45797560212912,7.271698039215687,169,10,22,8,3,57,28,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208668831869222,0.3057762699360768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224962498265205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235905801053938,0.0,0.0,0.26115764980748085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929953764886914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315153895176945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32363404187567524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217880129818732 autism,ravenkills273,2019/02/18,"Almost everything I do that doesn’t involve my hobbies is boring and idk how to change that. I’m 21 years old and the only hobbies of mine I have are listening to music, playing video games, watching movies & tv, and using the internet for different things like YouTube, Instagram, Twitter, Reddit, etc. My dream job is to become a vocalist in a Metal band. I’ve tried to develop different hobbies in the past, such as playing sports, reading, exercising, drawing, fishing, gardening, etc., and I can’t seem to find any enjoyment in them. I can’t seem to make any friends, not only because I’m shy and introverted af (the fact that I have ASD & Depression probably plays into it as well), but also because the only times I seem to enjoy talking to people is when I talk to them about my hobbies and interests. I never know what else I wanna talk about in those situations because idk how to continue a conversation about stuff I have no interest in. I don’t eat a lot of healthy foods because I don’t like the way they taste, and the only things I really eat are junk food, fast food (fried chicken, hamburgers, French fries, etc.), and anything that isn’t vegetables and/or certain types of meat. I have no motivation to do anything, whether it’d be getting a job, exercising, going on a diet, learning how to drive (which I haven’t learned yet), etc., and the only things that seem to keep me happy are the hobbies I mentioned above, but even then it feels like it’s not enough to make me happy. I don’t know what to do. Even if I do try to get a job and do those other things (all of which I’ve done and/or tried to do), I’ll still feel unhappy and unsatisfied because I don’t really find enjoyment in anything that doesn’t involve my hobbies. What should I do?",10.8494797039695,6.905779819241985,10.456268221574344,67.09018389773496,59.845481049562686,13.819152276295135,43.87732675487778,11.51311941424646,4.877586409508858,1390,60,263,28,13,458,167,343,0.061,0.785,0.154,0.9865,5,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,3,1,14,18,0,0,16,0,31,10,0,7,4,46,49,23,0,3,6,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,23,12,8,1,13,13,0,2,15,2,1,0,1,5,30,16,36,45,7,22,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,7,14,174,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957401514014667,0.0,0.0,0.06354916706584046,0.0,0.17220339395514042,0.0,0.10807961066052163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618196841852253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422095779847127,0.08776427901475006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406480281179228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684442030792937,0.0,0.0,0.1660507285964999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132160946427974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262771627658612,0.06638389223000904,0.0,0.0,0.0821099249814425,0.3545036976953341,0.10497347621221699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141918155291951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036109247003582,0.0567707367266008,0.0,0.0,0.14526150718698028,0.0,0.2882728765189875,0.0,0.06139546206841698,0.0,0.08303571813616879,0.0,0.045162526511714735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691866965018933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365741065629464,0.07063329387904843,0.0,0.0,0.08734519455686986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646965260370427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755940191096325,0.0,0.0,0.1060887373970753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061289305322336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338650849290911,0.0,0.0,0.3021884895851724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585956997597831,0.0550919229226744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856781060402177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948779928863292,0.0,0.1018162863183848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28937252016405063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932344461598182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346188550298053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096989515054772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916159923627923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117550029008475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463374354210453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185719314725527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863336403776632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307664578664783,0.0,0.0,0.07144974234640909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117368830518992 autism,iamnotagarlicbread,2019/02/18,"To everyone here who is the father/mother of a disabled child I can't imagine how hard it is, and if it isn't hard, I still applaud you. Millions of other people applaud you. Some day, that kid will grow up and make you proud.",4.040780141843971,4.32881165957447,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,70.70212765957447,7.117730496453903,28.43262411347518,6.42735559955562,1.2376581560283682,176,6,37,1,3,58,36,47,0.106,0.772,0.122,-0.069,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610595427035576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867993482571585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252343302699099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270204070294894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28063415927673346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232701263530467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ms-raz,2019/02/18,"Research Study Investigating Self-Stimulatory Behaviors/Stims/Fidgets I am investigating self-stimulatory behaviors, also know as stimming or fidgeting. I have created a survey to tap into the various types of fidgeting, the contexts in which it happens most, and the suspected reason why we do it. If you are interested in helping us research this topic, please consider taking the following survey. If you complete the entire survey, you will receive results at the end. Thanks so much for taking the time! Cheers! -RAZ [https://utexas.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_aiaAXCAGseBbhWt](https://utexas.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_aiaAXCAGseBbhWt)",12.637816091954026,17.63406979310345,10.152413793103447,39.49229885057474,57.96551724137931,10.763218390804601,38.40229885057471,10.504223727775694,5.850002298850575,540,25,52,15,9,162,66,87,0.024,0.8029999999999999,0.174,0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,8,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,2,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440033667386103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487701196184703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530708391201805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496517865262488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293923566035573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359683543221926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787003626452058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26684167656580404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993874419340065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071952980147479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655493955058528,0.0,0.0,0.22380616776203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417487193360331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924093719908949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193524397397901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,INeedHelpNow8,2018/11/13,"I'm applying for a full-time position at a professional Autism Center - should I reveal to them that I've suspected myself of being on the spectrum for years? An Autism Center in my town is hiring for a full-time desk position, I think it's mostly clerical duties and greeting families. I'm applying for it but I'm terrified - I've gone through so many jobs these past few years and have always, \*always\* struggled socially. Some jobs I've had to quit because I just couldn't handle them. I'm almost 30 and have never felt comfortable socially, and struggle a lot with multi-tasking (and can be pretty absent-minded). I do have an official diagnosis of being ADHD with a slow-processing disorder. &#x200B; I don't want to make anything awkward, or offend anyone by revealing my suspicions. And maybe it's totally unnecessary. Or maybe it's also something that would be more appropriate to reveal if I get the job and stick with it for a while. But if I get an interview and they ask me, ""Why are you interested in this job?"", what should I say?",5.463876525484565,6.818962412060305,6.734475951184495,72.09694723618091,68.09547738693468,10.308829863603735,31.802225412778178,10.451354775682146,3.669417516152192,836,35,143,23,14,283,122,199,0.154,0.797,0.05,-0.96,4,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,1,3,6,1,3,11,0,17,0,0,1,2,37,29,17,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,2,16,2,20,18,6,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,8,5,99,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948944509119778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288807414539508,0.0,0.0,0.1061266848235596,0.220847676127799,0.14378925924308458,0.16125496619351512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279264614483143,0.0,0.10920752592947568,0.0,0.1240642354430668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089767570800505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520950733312736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510546282097926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742066569094418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866909504266325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267695718415726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282375024749924,0.0,0.0,0.08858374166732982,0.1345452666989028,0.2666464110780816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399743249548968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023527307959766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668497551431976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501193006868287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411514864303244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553487246920157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705585574693343,0.0,0.10216524167709087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774708107414907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503404420304446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827472381693751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974849239380796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942720845753184,0.0,0.16125496619351512,0.1709194357936198 autism,purp-skurp,2018/11/13,"Product design student: what sensory tools do you wish existed? or were modified? I'm a third year design student looking to design for children/teens/young adults with autism and sensory disorders; I'm looking to hear about your experiences with sensory tools&toys in the past and their effectiveness, or if you have a new innovative idea that I might help make a reality I would greatly appreciate your responses. Any input on sensory issues you face in your day to day office/commute/middle&high school would be very helpful as well! &#x200B; I'm really trying to avoid prescribing design as an NT, and I would really like to try and make someones life a little easier.",12.555546218487391,10.52709900840336,11.838218487394958,52.57884033613446,54.714285714285715,15.906554621848741,46.4890756302521,14.265292616868653,6.938309579831933,558,27,80,19,5,183,81,119,0.02,0.792,0.187,0.9598,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,1,1,2,4,0,1,6,0,8,2,1,3,0,19,17,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,10,3,14,11,0,9,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,4,6,49,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692265357226246,0.1754074204460931,0.09816651524243038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619437876332995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544361457731618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120712703795535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591521647834486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269885003225684,0.0,0.1935165527146868,0.15251923964960262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295949811779534,0.0,0.1506693687925525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196237706704904,0.07052467995722471,0.14468187674830718,0.0,0.0,0.2424440942761371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271649098462665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313810031945846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941919301113567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378034133694602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495532990390845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609521245170395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231172875681262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601546824089747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191081933973238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979269962671125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600140504824354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076374681494464,0.0,0.1754074204460931,0.09296004347761336 autism,pompomsya,2018/11/13,"Book suggestions. Hi all, I am a NT who recently came into the field of ABA. I originally had plans of going to grad school for nursing, but I have fallen in love with working with kids with autism. Most of the children that I work with are very young (anywhere from 2-5) and I really want to learn more about the personal endeavors of autism. I want to have a better understanding of the experiences that the kids I work with encounter. I’m looking for any good reads about autism, but I’m most interested in autobiographies or biographies (anything that tells first hand experiences and personal perspectives). Please let me know if you have any suggestions!! 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My autistic son is 7. My oldest son is 23. Today, without thinking, I took my stress out on my oldest son. We are doing speech therapy, potty training, introducing new foods and a schedule change, all at the same time with my 7 year old. The stress has been severe. It's not an excuse. I fucked up. My sound wasn't working on the TV and the morning schedule was interrupted. My younger son was melting down because of it. I, like an asshole, woke my oldest son up, accused him of messing up the sound with no evidence and then yelled at him. I feel like a jerk. I feel like he will think I save all my patience and effort for my younger son. I feel like he will think I don't see how hard hes working in school and that I don't appreciate him. I failed and handled it wrong. I owe him an apology and as soon as he gets home, he will get it. Don't forget to save some patience for your other kids. :(",1.8224743230625573,3.626235417989424,3.2929723000311237,91.25535014005604,78.41798941798943,5.7169000933706835,24.874260815437285,6.522977012572876,0.7179446623093684,710,26,154,6,17,233,103,189,0.146,0.722,0.132,-0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,4,2,14,2,2,10,0,16,2,0,1,2,27,29,11,0,0,2,6,4,4,0,3,0,4,1,1,7,11,1,0,6,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,6,9,29,6,20,20,4,23,0,1,1,1,20,10,1,1,16,97,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925743757284452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065109203748534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303597373244351,0.3254732258631423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363354169856427,0.0,0.0,0.14039504878126802,0.1586844713899822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603956670898287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233113647531005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29677068569593146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667039089785175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935484533962105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369363038046446,0.12101528056752925,0.0,0.0,0.1715621501099489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34791748440760195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736687639722945,0.0,0.0,0.2919233521433385,0.0,0.0,0.0885526326549968,0.0,0.14394852335108071,0.0,0.1687255638802427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639067163223282,0.0,0.22111638533414016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320770616929569,0.0,0.0977948991115867 autism,Sidztie,2018/11/13,"Autism and Drugs I’m a male highly functioning autistic person of 19. I am a daily marijuana user and am starting to realize that despite the wonders it did to my social life, it is having a negative impact on my life. I’m wondering if any one here has struggled with autism and addiction and how you got a handle on it. Thank you!",3.9386363636363626,5.3880507424242445,6.006484848484849,75.5097272727273,71.87878787878788,8.916363636363636,29.86666666666667,9.3871,2.9241612121212124,263,11,47,6,5,92,48,66,0.099,0.863,0.039,-0.5983,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,1,0,10,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,6,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123702097981484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919770721142713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885378371534801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899417523625704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628789011264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514803470198965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859847616095047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724920865355293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536280259658045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761073074164349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010773656446634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290686195201937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396424806330619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,the-meatsmith,2018/11/13,"How do I approach this subject with my autistic brother? I have an older autistic brother. He’s 33, almost never leaves the house and has extreme social anxiety (he will be physically sick on a day when he knows he has to leave the house) and therefore myself and my brother are pretty much the only people he speaks too outside our mum and dad. Whenever we talk to him, all he ever does.. and I mean like every single time.. is turn the topic of conversation around to films and what he’s been watching on tv. Constantly trying to get us to watch what he’s watching, and if we say no just continues to rattle on making bold claims about films and who influenced who and what not. Now obviously I tend to smile and nod along, interject bits of conversation when I can but recently I’m so tired of hearing him drone on and on about stuff I’ve told him I’m no really interested in. Like he just doesn’t get it. I’m never angry or rude, that’s not the way I try to be but I’d really appreciate some advice from someone in how to approach this in a calm fashion or maybe from someone who’s experiencing something similar. 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Hi! We’re going to be with my nieces and nephews this Christmas and they’re are getting to the age where I know they will be curious as to why my daughter is different. Does anyone have a go to phrase or explanation I could borrow? 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Rest in Peace, and Excelsior!",6.259615384615388,6.80243676923077,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,65.92307692307692,8.346153846153845,27.01923076923077,8.07648339933343,1.6164615384615386,270,7,50,3,4,84,52,65,0.067,0.6729999999999999,0.259,0.9264,3,0,0,0,3,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,31,7,0,0.3264885010159821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537501544453617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411109940265101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131975201290927,0.0,0.2738430645101934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883836014877905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901979809434776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356845556274874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27663264741561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005867466220214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915137531766363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tallscorpio,2018/11/13,"I want to give a presentation about autism at my school (14F) Allow me to explain: my town is super small. 90% of the people here are either drug addicts, or ignorant jerks. The remaining 10% is my friends and I, the only ones who are logical. I don’t have autism but my older sister does and she is on the high functioning end of the spectrum. She loves drawing, building houses in video games, listening to nightcore and reading. She’s not at all social. She doesn’t like to spend a lot of time with me but she is my sister and I love her for her. Here is why I want to do a presentation on autism not just for my class, I want to go big. I want the entire school to listen. This was prompted because today in health class we were watching a motivational video about looking on the inside instead of the outside; looking at a person’s heart instead of what brand of shoes they’re wearing. The speaker, a college professor, began to talk about his son. He said his son, Jeremy, didn’t look like him - he looked like his mom who is Filipino. He then went on to talk about how his son liked anime, ice hockey, and wrestling. I said, “I like Jeremy!” Because I have the same interests as him. Then the professor said, “Jeremy doesn’t act like the other kids. He has autism.” A boy leaned over to me and said, “You don’t like Jeremy anymore,” and he just smiled at me while I scowled and said that wasn’t true. I thought this kind of stuff was done for but I guess I was wrong. I realized that a lot of people don’t understand autism. Most people don’t understand how *normal* it is. I don’t even have autism and just hearing people spew out things like “you’re autistic” and “this is actual autism” makes me feel alone. It hurts my heart so badly. I am not ashamed of my sister and I hope to god she, nor anyone else with autism no matter where you are on the spectrum feels that way. I did a presentation on Asperger Syndrome last year to just my science class, explaining that it is also sometimes used to refer to ASD and talking about the mannerisms and the social aspect and how it affects 1 in every 8 kids. I guess it wasn’t enough. I want to get up on stage and say, “this is my sister and she has autism. I’m not ashamed of her and you shouldn’t either.” I’m not scared of standing up in front of over 600 6th, 7th, and 8th graders and telling them the truth. I love my sister. She just happens to have autism. I’ve met so many great people who just so happen to have autism and I hope to God people will stop associating it with stupidity. 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Mine include: spaghetti, watermelon, babybel cheese, black beans, and pizza rolls!",7.666666666666668,11.617609000000002,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,70.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.225355555555556,94,4,13,1,2,25,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chadullah99,2019/06/09,"AODS 4 test **Trigger warning: I'm not saying it's bad to have autism, I'm saying that for me personally being diagnosed with autism is having a negative impact on me and I am asking for advice on how to reverse the diagnosis. I know this is offensive to many people so don't leave hate if the idea of wanting to ""recover from autism"" offends you.** &#x200B; I have a diagnosis of autism but recently began to challenge the diagnosis because I did not relate to my autistic friends and a therapist told me she did not recognize any signs of autism in me. I feel that: A) the diagnosis holds me back by making me view myself as lesser than everyone else and defective. I believe that if I tell myself I am autistic I will achieve less in life as it will become a self fulfilling prophecy and others will subconsciously think less of me as a person. &#x200B; B) I don't feel that I actually meet the clinical criteria fully. &#x200B; I had a recent assessment that came back positive for autism (level 1) and I was very disappointed. I wrote to my GP and the clinic that diagnosed me explaining why I feel that the diagnosis is wrong. I was offered a second assessment using an ""observation tool"". It seems like they will use ADOS-4 to assess me and I would appreciate it if you could help me better understand and prepare for the assessment. &#x200B; If you are a with autism who has had this assessment please tell me your experience of it and the feedback you received. &#x200B; If you are a qualified medical professional please tell me what you look out for and how you score patients. &#x200B; Thanks",6.044357142857143,7.509443216666671,6.894761904761904,71.075,66.83333333333334,10.380952380952381,33.95238095238096,10.504223727775694,3.945638095238096,1295,59,218,35,21,430,157,300,0.067,0.804,0.129,0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,8,1,3,5,12,3,0,20,0,26,6,0,6,0,44,48,22,0,8,9,0,3,1,1,5,6,2,0,3,17,14,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,10,7,43,5,31,31,2,13,0,1,2,0,28,6,0,6,6,165,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.06689508879162237,0.0,0.0,0.06698644412217639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456445589589911,0.4997758432552202,0.046616474196606916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408516623292104,0.0,0.0,0.10542171665180217,0.057236538320894176,0.041787554463941716,0.07570828989985114,0.0,0.07723258030638068,0.0,0.06062706498332528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840314581185748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054731742055228204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915398277583907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726488058752626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550263620421568,0.0,0.06705523138603439,0.0,0.0,0.10398309460904437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052961700283891563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767911237504971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594774177305909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738481110732913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767338708359373,0.0,0.0,0.07258474448492369,0.0,0.0,0.04841902055739224,0.033490156142661216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756488776764829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575777854118243,0.06949912479981946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690570961507805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752406467179096,0.11971074899704842,0.0,0.15049502840056406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537006881491234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902771167541762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062405510794284885,0.07151278968274162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974764065747434,0.0631117972406797,0.0,0.07959204438117197,0.0,0.043924188455668235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550263620421568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713631566323755,0.0,0.11841069464035472,0.0,0.05656107900335147,0.04043267320134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061855876625464074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869608223157669,0.07494886242833343,0.4997758432552202,0.0 autism,itsmoeyo,2019/06/09,"How do I stop getting emotionally attached to inanimate objects So like last night was kind of a bombshell in the gaming world for me Splatoon 2 and Overwatch are ending (which are some of my main obsessions) everyone keeps telling me that there’ll be a new one coming out but I don’t want it to. I want things to stay. I don’t know if that’s me getting attached to character or me hating change. Any and all pieces of advice are accepted and welcome. And maybe some game recommendations too. My therapist says that I’m in a state of depression because I just suddenly got rid of all my obsessions due to peer pressure and I need another obsession. Thank you in advance .",3.5882558139534884,5.969060170542637,4.6102519379844935,81.1563081395349,75.2015503875969,8.331007751937985,30.905038759689933,9.075114841892004,2.976973643410852,538,26,99,13,12,175,89,129,0.142,0.75,0.10800000000000001,-0.7686,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,11,1,4,4,0,8,0,0,1,2,23,20,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,1,14,5,15,17,6,16,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,4,8,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415301368234944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511284366743087,0.20833890153795748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111673846714413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018274382796104,0.17114982666628142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112739126423254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349426395501135,0.17597623733876552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898523557989072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076097782880537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589068157751602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961606382180265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660065826054142,0.0,0.20690020594807929,0.10919226619285397,0.16195506938824453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706762060590576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960612805684666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732266126684934,0.0,0.19189153840321832,0.0,0.18645273125036665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463432766045833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800255614452566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177213534947406,0.0,0.1661098398669163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365974361563508,0.1829227658485425,0.0,0.2306889921423371,0.13199771068155708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343795212941043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sheryarawan5,2019/06/09,Autism issues If you're in the general education mainstream classes. You have ASD individual as your classmate people tend to bully them and say disgusting remarks to them because have a different way of thinking and functioning than the neurotypical population and have severely restricted narrow interests and socialize in an odd awkward way. I'm proud of being autistic I can try the best of my abilities.,8.6104347826087,10.943153811594202,9.11663768115942,54.28017391304349,61.60869565217392,13.056231884057972,44.23478260869565,12.340626583579946,6.987577391304347,339,21,43,13,5,113,54,69,0.195,0.667,0.13699999999999998,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,2,2,0,5,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,9,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835699847799592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242651885170496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228280348547479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225045326531183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421426288003773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572067910586326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490699385533311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314975661237801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979878555762484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978344000647836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905226198438193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,littlemissgiggles2,2019/06/09,"Book suggestions please I'm a mom of a 6 year old boy who is autistic. He is about 2 1/2 years post diagnosis. I'm still confused as to what autism spectrum disorder exactly is and have trouble explaining it to others. I also cant quite figure how how my son thinks or looks at the world around him. Can anyone suggest any good books?",2.8527363184079557,4.893474895522392,4.087388059701496,85.64710199004975,76.16417910447761,7.451741293532338,26.092039800995025,8.344100000000001,1.7852009950248755,266,10,53,5,6,87,59,67,0.115,0.807,0.078,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,10,11,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,4,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733763020768054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848156910568933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900307528436098,0.0,0.0,0.2419365468894679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114766362394101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279512005260472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282217756006266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31829851287487426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851811752050981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983263229772697,0.0,0.0,0.2602844392987094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890651829185192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703912797848304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414185400015558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35002718867152105 autism,mvlock,2019/06/09,"Is there any medical evidence relating autism to h-pylori ? Might it be that antibiotics kills the microbiome in GI included in the stomach and making the second brain(bowel) or the ""emotion brain"" unable to function ? due the acidity damaging the nerve system make the all digestion process,wasting dumping unable to work properly making more toxins builds up and more allergies come of nowhere",12.880871794871796,12.142424984615385,11.195384615384624,53.38794871794874,53.0,15.435897435897438,50.89743589743589,14.06817628641468,7.801205128205128,324,19,40,11,3,101,52,65,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.8577,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,7,0,3,4,2,3,1,9,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,27,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352036872231433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696951478999376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980131735656805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702531925278385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823013210073128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109721450120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570510317111872,0.0,0.2706888348562032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857625367333071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VampireSausageTech,2019/06/09,"I am trying to find a story on this subreddit I while ago I saw a story on this subreddit where a parent brought in thier son/daughter who I think he/she was an adult at the time. When he/she was given a blackboard/whiteboard he/she wrote ""I am not dumb. I am smart"". I was looking for that post recently as I am going to give a talk on autism but I could not find the post. If someone has the link to it could they please send it to me. Thanks",-0.28698863636363825,1.7559560208333382,1.8261363636363648,97.5143181818182,87.75,4.74090909090909,18.102272727272727,6.1124844417494595,-0.3542375000000004,342,9,81,3,11,114,60,96,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.8249,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,19,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,2,11,2,11,10,0,16,0,0,2,0,8,6,1,1,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202669017744408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650890771529496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41793213502671184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932523694188868,0.12993718359224876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191993813483014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538694614221523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509699535026054,0.0,0.0,0.4379336893662314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574712425514065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371967222244552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376623498832792,0.0,0.21049419355968413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649854751371202,0.0,0.0,0.1333175160591725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522653732437267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Damnit_Bird,2019/06/09,"If you could say anything to your teacher(s), what would it be? Please delete if this post isn't allowed. I'm currently in school for Elementary Education. I'm also a TA in a AU exclusive classroom at a local middle school, which I love. My goal is to have a safe inclusionary general education class for students with varying abilities.I have many people close to me who are on the spectrum or Asperger's, including immediate family and my SO. This has shaped me so that I connect easier with students who aren't neurotypical, especially AU students. That being said, I would love to gain more insight from a student's viewpoint, to help me best assist my current and future students. If you feel comfortable, I would love to here about your school experiences. Any dos or don'ts? What were the best/worst things about your educational career? What would you change about instructions, teachers or classrooms to make them better? Do you have any advice for an aspiring teacher? Thank you so much for your insight!",6.213241758241763,8.317967137362636,6.337142857142857,72.78285714285715,67.18681318681318,9.595604395604397,33.32967032967033,9.957137785484203,3.6541494505494514,817,37,134,20,14,260,113,182,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9916,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,9,1,4,8,8,0,0,8,0,18,3,0,2,0,23,27,12,0,8,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,20,8,21,18,3,12,0,0,0,3,18,8,0,6,3,95,32,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445786946975247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831856250752068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122725064950936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175333192081295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31053667068483964,0.1308530708488425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565154522932518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812903235218658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472716015125542,0.13947763041336705,0.0,0.07480986283217175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917028164282833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006021146904707,0.0,0.09876027874649368,0.15000188288620872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876303194487394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025725029445711,0.0,0.0,0.1624087906870786,0.0,0.0,0.14169879680509642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407378997999748,0.1176587625037964,0.0,0.4492112895437519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621593718917133,0.0,0.0,0.09829389897920487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204084034127079,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,0PintSizedPrincess0,2019/06/09,"My(F29) mom(F65) confessed that my brother (M34) showed signs of autism early in his life but she did nothing about it. And I am at such a loss. My brother has failed to thrive. He drives the same car he did at 15, and it doesn't run well. He lives in a very small studio apartment and has no furniture. Mentally he is the same he was when he was 14. I have no Idea to know if he is autistic other than my mom saying a doc suspected that he was, over 2 decades ago, yet she did nothing about it. I am so angry but also scared because I don't know how to support my bro. If I mentioned autism I know he would freak out. I don't even know what to ask you guys just want to know how to support my bro, he is emotionally inept and has failed to thrive and I am so lost trying to figure out how to encourage him. I want him to be diagnosed and gain support so he can survive. But i don't see that happening since mom hid everything. I'm so lost.",1.2809938581797908,2.9740743216080427,2.8342294807370187,94.4337116136237,79.6532663316583,6.030262423227247,22.613344500279172,6.937597516519254,0.4733883863763255,726,23,169,8,18,238,108,199,0.198,0.703,0.099,-0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,7,16,12,0,1,5,0,23,2,0,3,0,32,39,20,0,5,6,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,8,8,0,0,9,1,0,3,6,7,1,0,8,2,21,5,21,29,2,16,1,5,1,0,29,9,0,2,4,107,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611864919847704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047561900037581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246209935184678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985298232409198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329565784534537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735109065025576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652057868869373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117729337741267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970507028836128,0.11583793261071068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787675499983924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599555359803073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252523250805664,0.0,0.0,0.11567047241000253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859917662711968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320115647110309,0.0,0.0,0.4602572429924603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513853570343578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417202017368407,0.13114826615159206,0.0,0.10438559249322246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835993752791527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459527449243916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889366121890156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808411499130732,0.15452780522243334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777971499146984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305467724956276,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PretendHumanBeing,2019/06/09,"Anyone out there have very good social skills and are on the spectrum? I've been diagnosed with asperger's before but also am extremely outgoing and personable. Some therapists have said I cant possibly be on the spectrum due to my ease of social interaction. As a kid, I remember hiding from the neighborhood kids when they asked me to play until I was around 9. I went to a sheltered private elementary school and had a few friends there, but have always felt ""different?"" Anyways, enough rambling...is there such a thing as a very socially skilled person with Autism?",8.096828478964397,8.621022,7.831213592233013,69.49238673139162,62.009708737864074,11.915210355987055,37.555016181229774,11.538034831475384,4.700800647249191,458,21,75,13,6,146,78,103,0.027000000000000003,0.8140000000000001,0.159,0.927,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,8,3,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,0,0,12,14,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,7,3,14,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,3,55,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416339642366351,0.14736883524832747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383869662328505,0.0,0.0,0.15766451579017415,0.16557296136219235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507066727270396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976185729002042,0.0,0.18504115821956785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300089073151116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005236748404545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368339363107725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855058533652515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30928940944441635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996637312981735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062991631168706,0.0,0.1684711700730961,0.0,0.0,0.17924371394637365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416208154843875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056371429413863,0.11766331738365415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29226686607594243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164181772082742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,where-are-the-memes,2019/06/09,"I’ve just been trying to get something out of my teeth for like half an hour There was never anything in my teeth, just the toothpick I was using. I feel stupid :-(",0.8213636363636354,3.2413765151515186,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,86.87878787878788,3.3000000000000003,17.340909090909093,3.1291,-0.9919636363636362,127,3,27,0,4,39,27,33,0.162,0.769,0.069,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,6,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,4,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752664958134729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305779614768527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825219430339814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490889083256629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227888666503869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517115720353384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35106730888544496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096083813625361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39385579968385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sirati97,2019/06/09,"How to comfort sb and how to see that they need comfort I just had a longer conversation with my girlfriend where she made me worry about something she wouldnt want to tell me for emotional reasons. I at some point got that she was very scared about telling me and after a longer constructive discussion she told me that she might need comforting to calm down so she could tell me without being scared. I asked her how you do that and all she could tell me that it is coming natrually for her and that she cannot explain it. At some point we decided to google it, but everything that i could find was for neurotypical and involving empathy/already understanding what the person is feeling. Also the explainations on how to comfort generally were really vague and not a step for step guide I could follow. I did not find anything online that is directed at the side of autists. Could you please help by explaining or linking something useful?",9.989271428571428,8.415586691428572,8.85439285714286,70.54273214285716,59.228571428571435,12.635714285714286,39.589285714285715,11.45678717892309,4.4185,761,31,136,17,8,236,103,175,0.051,0.818,0.131,0.924,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,1,0,10,7,0,2,6,0,18,0,0,7,1,45,34,14,0,9,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,10,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,8,2,27,5,22,18,3,14,0,0,1,0,29,9,0,4,1,106,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138980234778847,0.1007158487378667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363961411624177,0.0,0.11773885890656895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848796410226944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027725786128084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416679067533712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318863516832077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368010791735784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021758837721365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072739926892316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844163322605941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191694564684921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360466148219555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676893688163512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996778048866686,0.0,0.1382466018001187,0.2381119777673343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068173168398515,0.12948945040227194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521800179155689,0.0,0.1003595448019141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391275708130346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44031577240490505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203430699395556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111016361147168,0.0,0.10877353441370698,0.0,0.1039154189937623,0.0742839113183612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140368637214426,0.0,0.0,0.12790031194954632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,northern_crypto,2019/06/09,Psilocybin Can anyone tell me from personal experience how taking psilocybin affects autism?,13.692307692307685,17.654653615384618,12.172307692307696,30.947692307692336,51.30769230769231,17.50769230769231,51.46153846153846,14.554592549557764,10.731676923076924,79,5,6,4,1,25,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717667155557647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200902339144827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642470852834894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997611674044781,0.0,0.4647163765490208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EarthAngel007,2019/01/03,"Sorry, folks. My son can’t remember the name of that book. Maybe it was “How Can I Talk if My Lips Don’t Move?” I wanted to update those who were asking and didn’t want it to get lost in my previous thread. Also, thank you kind person for the gold. 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So I’m v new to reddit, and only really joined to be involved in /r/autism 😅 I’m a student in England and am currently doing work with other autistic academics so that the neurotypicals can more accurately understand the lives of autistic people. For example, one of our main goals at the moment is to explain that autism isn’t to be cured! Aversion techniques and therapies are unethical, and hopefully as I learn from you guys and other people around me, myself and my peers will be able to change the way that the world sees autism. Thanks for reading 🌸",5.462079439252335,7.2099751495327125,6.058025700934582,75.45189836448598,68.53271028037383,8.714485981308412,30.197429906542048,9.188382445141503,2.8175616822429914,459,18,77,9,8,149,77,107,0.064,0.884,0.053,-0.2924,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,17,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,16,13,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,3,54,11,6,0.2500292544638188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225790457530362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449779852668776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756827146256996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483354653811951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078041243984287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414798119920565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942629363264902,0.1901585147694441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34667760685225296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009691593097305,0.0,0.16017514277448616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924094441096196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019334502053365,0.2859302427449709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602892716520884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984615842895395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202427508370864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sexlexia_survivor,2019/01/03,"Montessori, pretend play, and autism? I'm looking to change child care when my daughter is three. It is purely due to a move, there is nothing wrong with her current daycare. I am looking at a Montessori school since I have read that is good with children with autism. I toured the school and was told they do not like fantasy play/pretend play at this age. There are no dolls, no play houses, no fake kitchens...its all based in reality. They make their lunch in a real kitchen, they clean real messes, etc. That's all sounds awesome, and I loved the school in general, however my daughter has been really into pretend play which has been encouraged by all of her therapists (speech, OT and floor time) They all agree that pretend play/fantasy play is good for her. Do any of you know about Montessori, pretend play, and have an opinion on if one out weighs the other in importance? I'm thinking there is nothing stopping pretend play at home right?",5.929237288135593,7.141121090395488,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,66.90960451977399,7.933898305084746,32.829096045197744,8.07648339933343,2.351990960451977,751,32,139,9,12,225,106,177,0.09300000000000001,0.669,0.239,0.9845,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,5,0,5,16,0,0,7,0,17,4,0,1,5,25,27,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,7,10,3,1,2,14,0,1,4,3,0,2,4,4,15,13,20,23,5,19,0,0,2,1,16,12,0,2,7,87,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061508560961848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591506100982341,0.0,0.16512921783291046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408866838825635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618523886756366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565773447210488,0.0,0.0,0.18011420510143494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578645982748963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626078133547798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26216320401431964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088303080581185,0.0,0.1041955113276176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590569371137115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299557274118808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577491194152774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613857030245845,0.3553435911526411,0.09999930506021547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330541157408038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739334538361808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291244959232458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050352008928753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123986841806036,0.0,0.10002022435748087,0.0,0.0,0.09102102439460984,0.0,0.0,0.14915673116566472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066683071414826,0.0,0.0 autism,jell1fish,2019/01/03,"Advice needed: What activities can I do with a 3 year old toddler who has developmental delays/autism? He's my friend's son, and I'd like to spend more time with him one-on-one. He likes music and books. I'm hoping for suggestions on classes or other things we might do together. I don't have children myself, so I'm not really following the types of classes that might be obvious to folks with kids -- so please state the obvious :-) &#x200B; Thank you in advance!",4.309571428571431,6.005352211111107,5.419841269841272,79.105,71.33333333333333,8.6984126984127,27.301587301587304,9.23628265651192,2.36115873015873,369,13,69,8,7,122,70,90,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,2,14,15,5,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,9,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,4,5,40,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310283682650391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561626127785561,0.28727801840758993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265867605709815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481990973999645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310072202808253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016117321672477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530355772189332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480846096632607,0.0,0.16020533723337213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951982747411284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145767645857974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176651668238231,0.0,0.0,0.15706794932049611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785928667590294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28727801840758993,0.15224770430701007 autism,warningtrackpower12,2019/01/03,"Looking for jobs for my adult sister with autism that might fit her or any advice when looking for a job for her. Hi. My sister was recently diagnosed with Autism at age 21. As of now she doesn't have a job of any kind, and just kind of does nothing productive laying around at home. Even though her condition is obvious if you hang with her long enough, I think she can be productive at something. She did well in a normal school setting (like without extra help, heck sometimes she helped me) and can do jobs around the house like vacuum, take the trash out, shovel snow, etc. I think she can be useful to society. Any suggestions or advice would be greatly appreciated, Thanks. Musts for a perfect job for her: - WORK ALONE: only time she likes to do a job is while alone. She sings to herself and has a great time. Doesn't really work well with others in groups. - Repetitive and not rough/hard work: She doesn't like change from the routine. Preferably not heavy lifting jobs otherwise she won't WANT to do it. - Very low stress: i think this one is obvious from the articles i've read, but it leads to my next topic... - Lenient timelines: You can't tell her ""finish this in 1 hour, start now"" or she freaks out, but if you say ""sometime today have the deck shoveled"" she responds better. I'm sure this depends on the boss/company.",4.2098235294117625,5.928368521568627,4.329166666666668,86.73375000000001,71.62745098039215,7.609803921568627,25.69117647058824,8.238735603445708,1.5205647058823528,1043,33,205,16,20,323,150,255,0.051,0.8140000000000001,0.136,0.9644,7,2,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,0,6,10,17,0,1,12,0,25,1,0,3,5,39,36,15,0,7,11,2,0,4,0,4,1,1,2,1,7,12,0,0,4,2,0,2,8,3,2,1,2,3,28,14,33,27,3,31,0,1,2,0,32,13,1,7,19,131,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180618622341645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209322795797245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793422255470169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651426749243735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774785595206732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299545482753986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892251984405645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692925298659456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083289990699052,0.09804112869636618,0.05806268401675045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383869243261928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874867963979597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784632522379608,0.0,0.08817931544226336,0.0,0.08657208841828633,0.10143451682340912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106488142901974,0.0,0.0,0.1830861887672594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179045934735632,0.0,0.0,0.07779618764880049,0.14764186929672368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932569442832554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349160469178852,0.0,0.08613158938332217,0.08435050234951383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956902221446182,0.06685831666205573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793221182753669,0.0,0.056316386515695385,0.0,0.08679896192680568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990830600537319,0.0,0.08896801683733398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767619850357327,0.17388735544861728,0.0,0.06222203395008152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069880103083577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828526479092803,0.0,0.06609619342688823,0.0,0.07683583603794182,0.08093426462412458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898450276961333,0.08636957882968446,0.0,0.1025202162709978,0.0,0.08332690572475507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759246520725898,0.0,0.07253365512672515,0.05185066525453432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580804585170046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847405823283915,0.0,0.1919951358236512,0.0,0.0,0.062447621170708935,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,heebichibi,2019/01/03,"Advocacy or excuse-making? My son is in 2nd grade and is verbal. He struggles with sensory overload, understanding verbal instructions, social play, and transitioning to new activities, as well as having ADHD. We finally got him an IEP and it's been going better, but at his recent meeting, I was asked if I talk about things he ""can't do"" in front of my son. I do advocate for him and I am open about his autism, as I feel it's important to make people aware of it and help them understand to accept my son as he is. However, the question was whether I'm making my son internalize limitations on himself? I never talk about his autism at or around him, we haven't had that conversation yet, but I was hurt by the implication. His team is intent on treating him like a ""normal"" kid and frequently stresses this to me. Sometimes they make me question myself. It feels like erasure. I don't know, I have a lot of feelings mixed up in this. My questions are: 1. Is it okay for me to be open about my son's autism when a situation arises? Is this fair to him? I'm not a social media drama queen, I've never posted about it on Facebook or made a big deal about it, but when a situation comes up and someone asks, I just state that he has autism and sometimes needs a break. 2. Is it right for the special ed team and his teacher to insist on treating him like a ""normal"" kid? I don't want him to feel like he has to mask to be accepted, but I understand wanting to feel ""normal"" as well. My son doesn't express any feelings about social acceptance, I do not know how he feels about any of this. 3. When should I talk to my son about the fact that he has autism? I've been waiting for it to come up but I don't know when it will. I don't think he notices the differences in himself, or if he does, he doesn't know how to verbalize his feelings. I appreciate this community a lot. Thank you for your time! 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Non cooperative verbals and sometimes physically combative. It is like he just decided when the weather got cold he was done with school. We had hoped that Christmas break would help but he just put us through the ringer trying to get him ready and dropped off at school. It’s a long shot but any other parents or folks with some good ideas? We are worried if this keeps up the patience of the school for his behavior will evaporate. 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Please #donate on @justgiving and please share #autismawareness #autism https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/Spectropolis-PayitForward",16.184142857142852,22.31274105714286,8.388214285714291,50.50803571428575,52.714285714285715,11.5,31.607142857142854,10.686352973137794,5.086857142857143,247,8,25,7,4,61,27,35,0.0,0.7040000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508704129291709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828687870085645,0.0,0.0,0.17837189685762125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8763461265202994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392701782448701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pnlrogue1,2019/01/03,"[Scotland, UK] Recent Diagnosis - What Now For Me? Hi there, I'm 33 years old and only found out in the last few months that I might be autistic. After receiving my diagnosis last month, I'm not sure what to do now and am hoping some more experienced folk can answer a few questions for me. &#x200B; My son received a report of recommendations for his school and for us on things that would help him when he was diagnosed but I have nothing like that - is that normal for an adult? Should/can I get one? &#x200B; Honestly, I'm still very uncomfortable about it (I haven't adjusted mentally to having it yet and find thinking about it pretty tough). I'm finding it hard to accept that all my life I've struggled with things that others haven't and that I'll always have these problems (I've always had this lingering hope that I'd just stop making social errors and having to think through everything I say or get over my hatred of calling people/getting called). If anyone has any advice on accepting it and moving on, that would also be gratefully received. &#x200B; Many thanks!",5.433676470588236,7.0706730539215705,5.67870588235294,78.57217647058825,68.46078431372548,8.185098039215687,28.30588235294117,8.648137234880735,2.197743529411764,869,30,152,14,15,276,135,204,0.12300000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.139,0.6805,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,4,0,18,2,0,1,2,36,31,12,0,7,5,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,21,9,0,1,10,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,3,3,14,8,22,23,5,24,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,7,15,104,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058507711803368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231559815374104,0.17129724339874755,0.33458405590514473,0.3752251100526351,0.06999806772075293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197324767450543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021249749761303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447497454306244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250967275603028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815805784553905,0.0,0.0,0.11286087958903665,0.0,0.0,0.16133495816135401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220787899001294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899391675744453,0.0,0.0,0.20447167512303732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780850150207102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727047237775774,0.05028793485679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870867298046401,0.1043580521288098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037323991261038,0.10919579950777032,0.0,0.0,0.1643205071736476,0.10940164225471978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085262644913386,0.09876712789302744,0.0,0.10801101952185033,0.0,0.06975016237769037,0.07828529443857954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472001269022516,0.0,0.09849311748575193,0.0,0.0,0.11530867875666095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163406185874654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185656762786771,0.0,0.104173837174695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492737774070884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220254184810663,0.08605671751464011,0.0,0.1076080714024098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701327015723488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476700958977882,0.0,0.0,0.13676841431913694,0.13191080497129368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381589853710735,0.0,0.0,0.0849306239192931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624150455502974,0.0,0.3752251100526351,0.06628557000928964 autism,AbsurdSisyphus,2019/01/03,"Hey I need advice, any would be appreciated I am in the process of getting an ""autism spectrum diagnosis"". In particular, I struggle with rigid/restricted thinking and ""black and white"" thinking. I view the world in extremes: either yes or no. All or nothing. My mind is swayed easily by enticing ideas, so I try to compartmentalize myself so that I don't get too distracted-- but that is far easier said than done. I have a particular playlist of music that I have created. It's an amalgamation of 346 songs that I have discovered over the past 5 years. I tend to listen to only two or three songs a day, but I repeat those songs constantly because for me there is a certain sense of comfort in the familiar. I can listen to one song for several hours. 170 hours out of 1628 hours of listening time has just been on just one song: *183 Times* by Greg Haines. I fast forward to ""1 minute and 46 seconds"" in the track because everything before that time-mark is buildup. This process repeats itself depending on the track I'm listening to. I'm sensitive to information that I consume. I try not to listen to certain songs in my playlist because an influx of emotions or ideas may even push me to change my life/career trajectory, so I hand-pick only a few tracks that are conducive to my current worldview. If I listen to one song, for example, I feel overwhelmingly bombarded with emotions and ideas. I can't even put my playlist on shuffle because I will skip 99% of the songs because most of them simply do not fit into the worldview that I am creating for myself. I try not to read any works of fiction because every time I am enthralled by a piece of literature I immediately entertain fantasies about becoming a novelist or a fiction writer again. I can't read philosophy without wanting to be a philosopher. I can't consume certain pieces of art or enjoy certain types of architecture because of the ideas associated with them. For some reason I cannot enjoy something purely for pleasure's sake-- only video games but that's about it. I specifically cannot listen to certain songs or read literature or consume certain pieces of art from certain artists because I am profoundly effected by the art itself or anything with ideas associated with said topic. I would love to read ""Light in August"" by William Faulkner or visit Japan or listen to Chopin's music without wanting to become a novelist again, rekindle my interest in Japanese Zen or want to be a Parisian intellectual and study at the doctoral level. Yes, I've learned French because I wanted to study in France to get a doctorate in Philosophy there and I've wanted to teach ESL in Japan because of my, once, large obsession with Zen Buddhism. Yes, I spent everyday in the past summer writing a book because I wanted to win a Nobel Prize in literature. No. I am not joking. I only think and act in extremes. These past few weeks I have been teaching myself computer programming and calculus because I wanted to be a Mathematician. Yes, I created a music playlist of 26 songs that literally all in the ""electronica"" genre and I played it in the background while I taught myself calculus. In other words, I'm being quite serious in saying that I have to purposely avoid certain pieces of information or else my mind goes into a frenzy and attaches itself to anything and everything that there is about the subject. I wish I could be curious again, but if I start learning about the economic history of Korea I can't clearly delineate a separation between a ""hobby"" or fleeting interest and a lifelong pursuit. Every time I choose something to do with my life, I 100% dedicate all my time and mental ability to it, even down to the music I listen to everyday, or the art I consume in general. When I wanted to be a writer of literary fiction, for example, I would listen to *""Like a Valley With No Echo"" by Hammock* (specifically from 3:00 in the track to the end, on repeat) for hours upon hours. Listening to it on the train, while writing, while thinking-- it was enjoyable but in hindsight this is exhausting. This is different from OCD in the sense that this wasn't compulsory in nature, but that the music fed my mind, and that it was for the most part enjoyable. I wasn't listening to the song because of the song, but rather that my mind in the way that it interpreted the song fed into this vision that I had of the future. Honestly, this is torture. Complete torture. I want to cry. I don't know why I can't read a damn book and just enjoy it. I don't know why I can't just take a computer programming class to just learn without wanting to be neck-deep in everything ""computing."" I don't know how to stop this ""rigid/black & white thinking"" mindset. I hope this sounds like something on the autism spectrum because my doctor has currently ruled out OCD. Sorry if this was an unnecessary rant but... I don't know what to do anymore. I can't keep living my life like this. This is something I have been dealing with for years but I am just now coming to terms with the fact that this is a serious, serious problem. I don't know who I am or what I am interested in. Even when I was a little boy I studied Chemistry in 3rd grade and when people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up and I said ""a Chemist"". I tried out for the basketball team in high school 3 years straight and I knew every statistic for every player in the NBA and I wanted to be a basketball player. I don't know how to stop this all-or-nothing thinking and its literally killing me. Seriously. 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I've had a psychosis because of my autism. The psychosis lasted around 4 years with the last year being 2018 and then the psychosis was at it's worst. I was re-admitted into a mental hospital, got a compulsory treatment and a judical authorization. That hospitalization lasted about 6 months. What is your story? Did u get a psychosis aswell because of ur autism?",3.808951486697964,7.032247422535215,4.438779342723009,77.2897496087637,81.8169014084507,6.535837245696403,29.015649452269173,7.793537801064563,2.516557433489828,321,15,50,6,9,102,53,71,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.6848,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,8,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900481127673646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742039555349565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33885226119261197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452091670171744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228939833505296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6796604932773219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800923390960922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218444555580571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579610711528919 autism,patachjjessica,2019/01/03,Weighted blanket Second post tonight. Sorry. So my son sleeps fairly well. Lately he’s been taking a couple hours to fall asleep though and just destroying his room. When he sleeps he also tosses and turns constantly. Overall gets about 12+ hours a night though. I’m looking into making a weighted blanket though to make his sleep more “sound” maybe. And tips for someone without a sewing machine but where it won’t slip around? And the best type of fabric to use? Also a s side note he often puts pillows on himself when sleeping so assuming he likes the added weight/padding 🤷🏼‍♀️ don’t want to buy a $100+ to find out if he likes it though rather make my own for less than $40,2.1309593326381666,4.480489233576645,2.7826329509906143,92.54191605839416,80.02189781021897,4.790198123044839,22.19447340980188,5.773587663045528,0.2164998957247133,543,17,108,3,14,169,100,137,0.026000000000000002,0.8420000000000001,0.132,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,17,5,1,0,8,0,3,7,5,4,0,20,13,16,0,3,5,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,7,2,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,4,5,4,15,11,4,18,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,10,59,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598113191537924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103515513625517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203064399030547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565938689004488,0.0,0.0,0.1286636726375591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627951859061588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060752475450902337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902842895611664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311710093472659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361889187619492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764748081909068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328571448167793,0.0,0.11682076340159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912265377332084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136588402679448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168953922561956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654633721352108,0.0,0.09852524742572152,0.0,0.0,0.1301680284710254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742949152040025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569853704669509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648127866096684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043019696606978,0.0,0.0,0.06858605712616217,0.0,0.0,0.4247999575746116,0.10455136211997827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120915689692342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zandafarius,2019/01/03,"Looking for help with my brother's recent outbursts Hey everyone, I'm not autistic but my brother is - he's 23, 220lbs, nonverbal, and developed PANDAS a few years ago that has never fully gone away. Since the PANDAS, he's experienced anxiety attacks where he can tend to get aggressive (grabbing me/my parents' forearms, slamming doors, jumping, running around the house, etc.). We've been prescribed Ativan (Lorazepam), and tried it for a while and due to its highly addictive nature, we switched him on to CBD oil - which we saw great improvements with. But lately the effects of the CBD oils are no longer lasting for more than 30 minutes, to an hour at a time, and his anxiety outbreaks have become increasingly more aggressive - he pulled the hair of his worker one day, my dads arms looks like it was put through a wood chipper, and there are no more doors left in the house for him to slam (he's literally broken them all off the hinges or in half). After an outbreak tonight before bed he hurt our mom which was a first. I can see how sad it makes my parents and I can see that they don't know what to do anymore and they're exhausted. They've had him back on the Ativan fulltime now for about 2 weeks but we don't know if even that is working anymore. I wish I could talk to my brother and not knowing what he's feeling makes this feel so much worse. I'm open to any help or advice, and will provide more information if needed.",7.08542719614922,6.668300093862817,6.734743682310469,79.66895066185322,64.30685920577618,9.408327316486162,35.07316486161251,8.648137234880735,2.7827710709987965,1134,46,217,14,15,355,174,277,0.139,0.785,0.076,-0.9579,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,0,2,4,9,8,3,0,15,0,18,5,3,4,2,40,37,19,0,5,9,7,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,12,16,0,0,7,0,0,6,7,6,0,3,6,12,20,2,29,29,9,35,0,2,5,0,30,12,0,4,18,134,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829509201914286,0.0,0.12396519761784308,0.1124528955557737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626850569183049,0.0,0.1940936554395388,0.0,0.2516201835159829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293145215668315,0.0,0.1443204858676011,0.1191882555052836,0.0975467806151726,0.0,0.0,0.14010585636739234,0.1079477098284867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012866305826048,0.0,0.0,0.08181359389432827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148137690125764,0.08378920755506328,0.0,0.0,0.12121926082141556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282874969808768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790624501231584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662786188706348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398625529242955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006189725796222,0.13403355371565953,0.0,0.0,0.12493061262656133,0.2927566276788818,0.13580523916278578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091552523477698,0.10340705921141423,0.14310253649548668,0.0,0.13783273142155705,0.0,0.0,0.061976925016430234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305930719206626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693588048670073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485757887364353,0.0,0.0,0.09325599997129393,0.09406437979588173,0.09784152168452673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596297692231726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817239294671967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275283861863882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525800967711084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021804802448883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493911892161968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019645008389073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397253352292897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612896921045902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175867967077737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458816493678126,0.0,0.0,0.09235490090014624,0.0,0.12928021208416798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169307039224544 autism,planetbyter,2019/01/03,"Is rigid/restricted thinking and black & white thinking characteristics of Autism Spectrum Disorder? Please, need help. I am trying to figure out if I am on the Autism Spectrum. I am in the process of getting an ""autism spectrum diagnosis"". In particular, I struggle with rigid/restricted thinking and ""black and white"" thinking. I view the world in extremes: either yes or no. All or nothing. My mind is swayed easily by enticing ideas, so I try to compartmentalize myself so that I don't get too distracted-- but that is far easier said than done. I have a particular playlist of music that I have created. It's an amalgamation of 346 songs that I have discovered over the past 5 years. I tend to listen to only two or three songs a day, but I repeat those songs constantly because for me there is a certain sense of comfort in the familiar. I can listen to one song for several hours. 170 hours out of 1628 hours of listening time has just been on just one song: *183 Times* by Greg Haines. I fast forward to ""1 minute and 46 seconds"" in the track because everything before that time-mark is buildup. This process repeats itself depending on the track I'm listening to. I'm sensitive to information that I consume. I try not to listen to certain songs in my playlist because an influx of emotions or ideas may even push me to change my life/career trajectory, so I hand-pick only a few tracks that are conducive to my current worldview. If I listen to one song, for example, I feel overwhelmingly bombarded with emotions and ideas. I can't even put my playlist on shuffle because I will skip 99% of the songs because most of them simply do not fit into the worldview that I am creating for myself. I try not to read any works of fiction because every time I am enthralled by a piece of literature I immediately entertain fantasies about becoming a novelist or a fiction writer again. I can't read philosophy without wanting to be a philosopher. I can't consume certain pieces of art or enjoy certain types of architecture because of the ideas associated with them. For some reason I cannot enjoy something purely for pleasure's sake-- only video games but that's about it. I specifically cannot listen to certain songs or read literature or consume certain pieces of art from certain artists because I am profoundly effected by the art itself or anything with ideas associated with said topic. I would love to read ""Light in August"" by William Faulkner or visit Japan or listen to Chopin's music without wanting to become a novelist again, rekindle my interest in Japanese Zen or want to be a Parisian intellectual and study at the doctoral level. Yes, I've learned French because I wanted to study in France to get a doctorate in Philosophy there and I've wanted to teach ESL in Japan because of my, once, large obsession with Zen Buddhism. Yes, I spent everyday in the past summer writing a book because I wanted to win a Nobel Prize in literature. No. I am not joking. I only think and act in extremes. These past few weeks I have been teaching myself computer programming and calculus because I wanted to be a Mathematician. Yes, I created a music playlist of 26 songs that literally all in the ""electronica"" genre and I played it in the background while I taught myself calculus. In other words, I'm being quite serious in saying that I have to purposely avoid certain pieces of information or else my mind goes into a frenzy and attaches itself to anything and everything that there is about the subject. I wish I could be curious again, but if I start learning about the economic history of Korea I can't clearly delineate a separation between a ""hobby"" or fleeting interest and a lifelong pursuit. Every time I choose something to do with my life, I 100% dedicate all my time and mental ability to it, even down to the music I listen to everyday, or the art I consume in general. When I wanted to be a writer of literary fiction, for example, I would listen to *""Like a Valley With No Echo"" by Hammock* (specifically from 3:00 in the track to the end, on repeat) for hours upon hours. Listening to it on the train, while writing, while thinking-- it was enjoyable but in hindsight this is exhausting. This is different from OCD in the sense that this wasn't compulsory in nature, but that the music fed my mind, and that it was for the most part enjoyable. I wasn't listening to the song because of the song, but rather that my mind in the way that it interpreted the song fed into this vision that I had of the future. Honestly, this is torture. Complete torture. I want to cry. I don't know why I can't read a damn book and just enjoy it. I don't know why I can't just take a computer programming class to just learn without wanting to be neck-deep in everything ""computing."" I don't know how to stop this ""rigid/black & white thinking"" mindset. I hope this sounds like something on the autism spectrum because my doctor has currently ruled out OCD. Sorry if this was an unnecessary rant but... I don't know what to do anymore. I can't keep living my life like this. This is something I have been dealing with for years but I am just now coming to terms with the fact that this is a serious, serious problem. I don't know who I am or what I am interested in. Even when I was a little boy I studied Chemistry in 3rd grade and when people asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up and I said ""a Chemist"". I tried out for the basketball team in high school 3 years straight and I knew every statistic for every player in the NBA and I wanted to be a basketball player. I don't know how to stop this all-or-nothing thinking and its literally killing me. Seriously.",6.535218447287416,7.14261276514446,7.169280267728546,72.61892873280807,65.33737185461325,10.230896099861617,35.922067835860936,10.161004565491616,3.7834623796210014,4519,211,792,100,66,1493,391,1073,0.069,0.7959999999999999,0.136,0.9972,3,1,4,0,0,0,135.0,0,0,2,6,33,44,4,5,65,4,75,9,0,5,14,166,138,62,1,24,44,0,1,3,0,4,6,30,0,1,52,39,2,4,31,32,2,7,28,15,0,6,19,38,101,29,156,105,15,109,2,1,6,1,31,56,1,26,50,557,153,30,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229386456092036,0.0,0.03210122867144099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681498180952858,0.0,0.0,0.0776918938540276,0.0,0.044130591408821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028628527618029,0.10426910950617388,0.0401682408889895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04993695742959692,0.040663193622177865,0.0494938680787019,0.05101216873766245,0.0,0.03768959788531343,0.0,0.0518528150429602,0.030443518929329838,0.04866660051646098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931950047894356,0.05410137347404416,0.14494990121813822,0.0,0.04830742015794498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943397818612256,0.10619923730766123,0.04180989225166605,0.0,0.0,0.12471464483375798,0.0,0.15909003419351028,0.0,0.127275262996198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023868422451763342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398847644332204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03164072339260378,0.04987500041837064,0.0,0.04688552279858999,0.2324386015398572,0.0,0.0,0.2664452384982661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195824734695586,0.05222568005493313,0.0,0.155656818895949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002751673612316,0.06918638823114279,0.04731212062117876,0.041683152444782455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260463414185857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757184838685181,0.0,0.1906556203621853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03500213828267137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058953371010076,0.0,0.0,0.05027211317661909,0.09596261662345336,0.1436070577496163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111874922451402,0.1351884257076934,0.03272621736666121,0.0,0.0,0.05181725349096815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451691052328268,0.0,0.04745437346153966,0.0,0.05020865644445074,0.2360904157555461,0.0,0.0,0.048534919401504686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470917551081754,0.037539556179811515,0.0,0.04777429260000685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332856240137848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453638115943303,0.0,0.052842478361151794,0.033412160479352686,0.0,0.0,0.07893150361440715,0.0,0.04934923804985785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549251738741388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419780461089451,0.0,0.0,0.1651547707925756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024652992930374,0.0,0.04611272742387715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341149695946435,0.037469376838980085,0.03786525127819478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519089761494633,0.0,0.054283775379762936,0.13651269925416695,0.0,0.03436602696370361,0.0,0.0,0.06706659386234402,0.0,0.0,0.0911960133945593 autism,simon825,2019/01/03,"Sensory issues with things covering hands? First I'd like to say that I'm sorry if this is the wrong subreddit to post this to, I'm new here. So I've had this issue with cloth covering my hands/arms for as long as I can remember. What happens is my hands will start to feel tingly and then that feeling will get stronger until it feels painful ",2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,75.57142857142857,7.523809523809526,24.523809523809533,8.344100000000001,1.3692380952380954,274,9,59,5,6,86,51,70,0.102,0.807,0.092,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,8,14,7,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,3,1,10,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36006770179257513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190875736156272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401722971903173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990754120883592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955100204776597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159681157817134,0.0,0.0,0.2100670160824233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925564677663066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252580863495836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273370479096894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688965432595485,0.0,0.0,0.18876798061392067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657188562136993,0.16801333589094453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769960878497707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595293470347497,0.0,0.0 autism,Thecoastwasclear,2019/01/03,"So upset about an XBOX live gammertag If you could help me report it and shut it down it would be great. He is constantly making fun of autism. His gammer tag is ""autistic reee"". Please help me report it! This isn't ok. 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I'm not diagnosed yet but I definitely think I'm on the spectrum, I even scheduled an appointment and hopefully will get a diagnosis from a professional soon. I've always had problems expressing my emotions and thoughts and I decided to confide this older brother and briefly tell him my concerns. He laughed at me and dismissed me right away, I assumed before he would react that way but for him to actually do it hurts a lot. Autism runs very strongly on my mothers side of the family, I don't understand why he could easily dismiss me even though he's totally aware of this fact. Did anyone else deal with reactions similar to this situation and how do you handle it? I'm extremely upset already and I don't know how to get over it, I've never talked about this before and now I'm too scared to even discuss this with anyone. 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I've had experience with disabled children before but never in a professional setting. I'm just wondering if anyone has any advice for me and what I should expect? I know I should be building rapport since it's a new client but the session is more than an hour long and I don't really know what's expected of me to do in that long period of time other than play with the child. Thanks in advance!",4.443661971830983,5.552173929577466,5.819830985915496,78.62904225352112,70.26760563380283,9.060281690140846,27.580281690140843,9.3871,2.3598033802816905,566,19,109,12,10,191,89,142,0.0,0.943,0.057,0.8043,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,4,2,0,0,11,0,11,0,0,1,1,27,21,14,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,12,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,1,12,2,20,12,2,18,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,9,78,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374347287600022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605116736924838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393134855928415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162989020924659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830275850213503,0.0,0.1873658492975868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063889369438901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886313129558177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053409319244834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390191293121374,0.160847913926549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772980223922705,0.18499346353739013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24541475488164524,0.0,0.1891256460436384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844638368805425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634709844815835,0.0,0.22239623493291544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169028813464484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775623189154279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077202583626206,0.13944561583775628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jamthis12,2019/01/03,"Weighted blankets So I've been looking into getting a weighted blanket for a while now. Does it help you guys? If so, then any recommendations? I'm 192cm or 6'3"" and I weigh 71 kilos or 155 pounds or so. 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So I've been suspecting I'm an autist, today I've taken two online screenings, one said I'm possibly autistic, the other didn't but I was close to possible autism (0 - 30 points meant no autism, I scored 29). What are the main signs I should screen myself for?",3.027368421052632,5.020069280701755,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,75.49122807017544,6.665263157894738,21.92631578947368,7.554174236665415,0.7184484210526323,227,6,47,3,5,70,45,57,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.5635,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,3,4,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206427196728273,0.0,0.20706111155519288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888609839205272,0.6889651018190238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906656008287333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964319171976904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984960060445888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677608393042345 autism,El-hurracan,2018/11/03,"In need of tips for working with an autistic child So I've started working as a cover teacher whilst looking for a graduate job. My agency has given me work for 2 weeks on a 1to1 basis with a 7 year old autistic child. I have experience working with a child (at a summer camp) with high functioning autism who was really aggressive and figured out he loved having responsibility and when he experienced anxiety we would go to his safe space which was the library. I haven't been given any information on specifics of this person's autism for my upcoming job, but thought it would be worth getting any tips from others to insure everything runs smoothly. From my knowledge, autism effects people in a variety of ways so I think knowing at least a few approaches is quite necessary. 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I still live with my parents but I eat a vegan diet and they dont. My mom is willing to try and eat different fake meat and dairy products all the time but there is still so much food in the house that I would choose not to eat. I get overwhelmed when I open the cupboards and fridge because %75 of it is stuff that has animal products. I just find that it makes me unable to pick something out easily or plan a meal.,3.600766917293232,4.7957666105263215,4.111278195488726,89.75894736842108,72.36842105263158,7.112781954887217,25.150375939849624,7.447530270364453,1.025827067669173,368,11,78,4,7,116,68,95,0.045,0.895,0.06,-0.1655,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,2,5,0,7,7,0,2,1,18,10,9,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,8,8,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904376952537656,0.17444272572251202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378370121152992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787652480555186,0.0,0.0,0.148988187622362,0.0,0.1995334266429584,0.0,0.0,0.5226291974659634,0.14222323687159272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560673719911264,0.0,0.4117374483834157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789870724007614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644731018645373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033514589190675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364416217080245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993964357870554,0.0,0.0,0.12515440212819626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890440827857004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106788079660167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719260492571171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948971732683614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099274987237496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558955617623468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094174242369216,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WhoWhichWhatsit3,2018/11/03,How do you know when to take your child in for testing? Some behavioral issues have come up and I’m not sure if it’s just toddler related or If there’s more going on. Thanks everyone. ,0.4663157894736827,2.897139315789474,2.27926315789474,92.2578421052632,90.05263157894737,6.197894736842105,20.757894736842104,7.554174236665415,0.9622989473684208,146,5,31,3,5,48,36,38,0.051,0.866,0.083,0.2963,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,8,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617353957388264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012643097253935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865779895478897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383013130534916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230784385776261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957822106479492,0.0,0.3157376162383112,0.0,0.0,0.3866182068818853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Chrysopraise,2018/11/03,"I love making crafts but... I found a love for crafts in Ceramics class in my last year of high school. I want nothing more than spend most of my day devoted to making figurines. (*preferably made with polymer clay*) I want to try making candles and soap because I find that interesting. One of my biggest problems is that I just don't have any funds right now that I use to buy any of the materials. It bums alot me out the fact I cannot just go and make these things. Which I would love to start as soon as possible. I am unable to work any usual job which is I can guess why my interest in crafts has become so strong. (*I could with great difficulty but I'd rather avoid unnecessarily stressing myself out. I'd rather not meltdown in front of strangers*) Currently in the process of filling out the SSI packet and hoping I get that. &#x200B; &#x200B; I just have to wait. It seems it's all I do lately. I distract myself with video games, and YouTube until I can actually do something. Waiting sucks.",3.1648205128205116,5.4096096102564095,3.7632051282051258,87.37762820512822,75.97435897435899,6.384615384615388,25.705128205128197,7.3871296695380915,1.2247435897435897,794,29,157,10,18,250,120,195,0.08,0.795,0.126,0.7202,2,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,1,3,6,0,14,3,0,6,2,42,35,10,0,9,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,3,4,2,3,3,3,5,0,1,2,0,24,9,28,31,4,24,0,0,0,3,4,11,1,5,10,102,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.12124497836092585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26923832468457665,0.3019420029949011,0.2534721236189507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573846194477482,0.1372185931203924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919934334511224,0.0,0.0,0.0801276016818639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135574739205414,0.0,0.0,0.13622798340214956,0.0,0.0,0.0649127671832842,0.0,0.07061116913702897,0.0,0.0,0.1369803036082427,0.13686962769000238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127142682430934,0.0,0.12340309621145586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329376839760177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127607475949696,0.14015351848233207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364072821783549,0.1175634106884364,0.33173740968347404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921621298968092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841914753569603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400673162525271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888547052736563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610435941268187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574234591514866,0.0,0.11310777730521783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564969822826927,0.0,0.0,0.08794109158126227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232197055275522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254270808295026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843540469213346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730759438927577,0.13683806704048934,0.0,0.14656557531875414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211158484761168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045167631008992,0.0,0.0,0.08825992375644758,0.0,0.3019420029949011,0.08000956189521585 autism,jotefr1983,2018/11/03,"Trick or Treating Was a Success This Year My daughter, P (almost 4), got into the spirit of the holiday for probably the first time. She wore her costume to preschool, and was really happy to dress up. P is still mostly nonverbal, so we encouraged her to at least say hi when the door was answered. P was hesitant at first, but once she understood the idea of TOT, she got really excited. Came home with a full bucket of candy and an exhausted girly.",5.014806201550389,6.201334046511634,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,69.0,10.38449612403101,30.6124031007752,10.504223727775694,3.44944031007752,352,14,64,10,6,118,64,86,0.064,0.7879999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.7667,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,3,7,1,0,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,9,1,7,5,12,1,3,12,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,6,45,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186761083907998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762576314182291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109079260810152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863635116556535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712402469951595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422845055172083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726694752218047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25723242035434435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604211786054485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094736626392892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208245456552364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289430851158695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084402776408306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555439637726095 autism,throwaway2897649,2018/11/03,"Those who were diagnosed as adults, did the diagnosis help you in any way? Apologies in advance if this comes across as insensitive in any way. This is my first time posting here. I’ve had the belief for a while now that I may be on the spectrum. I’ve always had trouble connecting with people. I’ve never had close friends or a relationship, and I have a really hard time reading social cues. For example, I have a hard time knowing when a conversation is over and I should walk away. I also have social anxiety and tend to filter what I say a lot, which comes across as awkward, or I’ll try to fill the silence and say something the wrong way. I also have a very hard time on the phone or ordering food and I need to rehearse what I’m going to say because I get anxious. I have trouble with the flow of conversations in a group sometimes and usually end up not saying anything at all. I also like routine and get very nervous if I’m going to a new place for the first time. Like I’ll research the place so I know exactly where I’m going at least a month in advance. I also get very irritated and flustered if my routine is thrown off, or plans are changed. I’m able to hold down a job and I graduated college, but I’ve always had the feeling that I’m different in some way. Those who suspected they were on the spectrum and were diagnosed as adults, did the diagnosis help you in any way or answer any questions? How did you get your diagnosis? For me, I think it would give me peace of mind, but I’m interested to know what others experiences were. 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Hello! I'm a tech at a hospital and will be caring for a young, non-verbal patient who is on the high end of the autistic spectrum for a while. For privacy I'm just going to refer to the patient as 'they/them' to avoid any possibility of identification. I genuinely just want to provide better care for them. Anyhoo, they aren't aggressive at all, super friendly and curious, but we want to provide them more options to pass the day instead of walking circles on the unit and taking showers. We've tried Play-Doh, the toy room, and I think dolls/stuffed animals, but they don't seem to be interested in those. Are there any toys, games, or tips y'all have as to what we can offer? We're going to cycle in the same few techs for a while to provide him a stable environment, but I want to make it easier on them! Any tips would be great, and if this is problematic at all, just let me know and I'll take this down.",4.75014670896114,5.584404664948457,6.044432989690722,78.30663362410785,69.36082474226805,8.8558287073751,29.871530531324343,9.057496981413335,2.410138461538462,771,29,151,14,13,260,113,194,0.027999999999999997,0.7979999999999999,0.174,0.9745,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,5,2,5,10,1,1,13,0,14,0,0,1,2,32,29,15,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,1,5,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,31,23,5,20,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,4,5,102,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39804210263500217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255791247226945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978529287397262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258290600054155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280851971045955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074060478573198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176969862825133,0.0,0.0,0.21510818345362792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614320029762184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031758313416364,0.10722671520867236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995120065917438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023666487247085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995589998453532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776197589705066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933951302049737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250178656847945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246609419194266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452407444703161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859972106137675,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheOfficialSlimber,2018/11/03,"I'm an 18 Year Old, Autistic Hip Hop Artist. I've been on this subreddit for a little while but I haven't posted in here before just because i haven't really known what to comment on. I was gonna post this before but I wasn't sure if people would be cool with me posting this kinda stuff in here. Anyways, let me give you a bit of background. At age 2 (it may have been 3, not sure), I was diagnosed with Aspergers. I grew up on a lot of music but what always stuck to me was Hip Hop. From like the time I was born until I was about 6, My Dad (R.I.P) went through a huge phase with Hip Hop and all he'd ever play was DMX, 2Pac, Notorious B.I.G, Jay-Z, Eminem, Nas, The Game, 50 Cent, etc (Late 90s and early 2000s era Hip Hop) so that was my introduction into music. I think the earliest I can remember wanting to make music was from the age of 8, I was really feeling inspired from Kanye West and Lil Wayne at the time, I used to write things constantly. At the age of 13, I finally decided to do pursue music and ended up signing to a local label (which I shouldn't of done, but luckily I wasn't with them long so it was all good). I started working on a my first project when i was 14 and I've been writing and recording nonstop ever since. Anyways, if anybody wants to hear my music, [this is my YouTube channel](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCt87NjtLEEG2fj6CpOLj9ew/videos) where I post most of my singles.",5.704542253521128,5.327081461267607,6.248697183098593,81.87720070422539,67.13380281690141,9.21267605633803,30.073943661971825,8.660442795831766,2.088011267605633,1101,35,228,15,16,359,167,284,0.033,0.879,0.08800000000000001,0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,1,2,12,7,0,0,13,1,29,5,4,2,6,44,42,17,0,6,8,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,6,3,1,2,6,0,0,1,19,3,30,7,36,16,7,45,0,0,0,0,10,17,0,6,23,151,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101900175943752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133369894790503,0.0,0.2270670638937832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566385500458107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418335383577013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542199690410486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365385167085402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181735777468854,0.0,0.14880241970701127,0.0,0.24137830491054876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746290708717538,0.0,0.0,0.14615887177695944,0.0,0.11348992150773653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279919344093934,0.0,0.11190926268129228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037792917479095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050746722376593,0.0,0.0,0.13643452106360185,0.0,0.06518395997009017,0.13372535214735207,0.0,0.11807555788116175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343184901782907,0.0,0.0,0.08906119135554663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000547035566152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924990231752272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111311477564034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094896181058294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511427636275342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036925961186354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443780721393412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527379331374774,0.0,0.0,0.2515000521100877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864061399158958,0.08549236169029881,0.0,0.0,0.15560057756226142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523502528008996,0.0,0.0,0.1573932196800368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368487823770305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713386331640114,0.0,0.0,0.09478019336075523,0.0,0.0,0.08592032968512385 autism,GuyFawkes1991,2018/11/03,"Is autism easier to detect in children or even babies than it was 30 years ago? I was diagnosed at 5 after suffering countless amount of seizures for about a year and was diagnosed a year after with autism and mild autism to be precise,my main question is that if autism is easier to detect since there’s now a lot of of support for autism?",8.928159203980101,6.832591268656721,8.442388059701496,74.31293532338309,61.6865671641791,11.918407960199005,35.76616915422885,10.504223727775694,3.5074915422885566,273,9,52,5,3,87,46,67,0.046,0.826,0.128,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,15,4,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,7,37,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562081259212765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624747284716878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301327986630414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355693681046692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104007349977803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292091416129547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31443492307824605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353046242265208 autism,crick2x9,2019/04/05,"Sensory issues on Toddler Hello, been a lurker on this subreddit for a while, and I figured I could get some perspective from this wonderful community on how to better help my daughter with her sensory issues. My youngest daughter will turn 3 in May. She's on the spectrum and has quite a bit of sensory issues. When she's playing in our backyard, she does not stim at all. Physical activity and sand regulate her very well. The issue is in the ""class setting"". That's when the sensory issues unravel. The main one is when she gets mad she bends her ankle to the side like a lot. She also kind of kicks her foot in when she walks. I am concerned this behaviors will damage her little legs, so I'm trying to figure out how to keep her regulated. She wears a weighted vest with pressure to daycare which helps quite a bit, but still needs a lot of regulation. I'm wondering of anyone experienced this themselves or with their children, and what worked to keep the regulation going with out having to physically intervene constantly. I am also suspecting along with her speech therapist that she may also have ADHD. Her mom is NT but I have ADHD, so we're wondering if she may also have it, and the ADHD is throwing her off even more. (She's extremely hyper, and I think she displays other ADHD behaviors, but she's still too young to get a diagnosis on that. She got an early diagnosis on ASD already). She's getting more vocabulary very steadily but she still can't tell me exactly what her little body needs. Once she is regulated, she absolutely thrives. Starts to use language, participates in the classroom's activities, etc etc. Any tips, personal anecdotes or advice is appreciated. I know everyone is different but hopefully I can find similarities within you guy's experiences that can help me figure out better and more efficient ways to keep her regulated.",5.668407871198567,7.533462906976747,6.85837209302326,69.45693202146693,68.18604651162791,10.292307692307693,32.707513416815736,10.475803106731721,3.934132289803221,1496,67,247,43,26,504,185,344,0.023,0.8809999999999999,0.096,0.9745,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,1,5,18,10,1,1,18,0,24,5,4,3,2,53,46,28,0,5,9,3,2,1,0,5,0,1,1,3,13,16,1,3,10,1,0,3,2,3,1,1,2,4,44,7,39,38,12,38,0,1,0,0,43,21,0,13,13,184,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925608269988948,0.07979782135657701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011453449850773,0.2612159013856077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553202784476241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570990103595909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444438018202996,0.1783045134594637,0.09070654952333272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824612926052304,0.0,0.06519936730917572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531797651480748,0.0,0.0,0.07146176656219264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214637424373487,0.05393607516119272,0.0,0.0,0.07803023030563326,0.0,0.07987976441035274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463633531413215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065723251469433,0.0,0.046409617215700284,0.0,0.0653114646899839,0.0,0.0,0.08085686117556018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642061944528953,0.0,0.0,0.08110743000575209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261624018372181,0.0,0.21775115686411411,0.0,0.08503697861675158,0.04487854597731281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039895258392902484,0.16369080614459353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884989278428253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956399414943221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110064307094813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869659045550091,0.055335355467051435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130291126892359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737122610638186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779981336800946,0.0,0.19564285092969436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713749889071602,0.0,0.0,0.09481428402662254,0.0,0.05232483362193666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055442206609228765,0.08882331469210886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705285642598476,0.0,0.13475714190210214,0.0,0.0648184061502695,0.0,0.09944064637419646,0.07342271233645728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656724055659184,0.05944991033816958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Happizouki,2019/04/05,"Relieved for explanation, frustrated with dismissers. I (an adult) was recently given an official diagnosis of being on the spectrum, which was a massive relief to me as it gave me a reason for all the enormous struggles I have dealt with my entire life. I work in an artistic field because it has always been easy for me and I love it, and it’s great because lots of people in that scene are different and wonderful and accepting, and so I feel as comfortable as I can be around people in that crowd. I am a reserved person and keep things to myself, and when things get too hard I tend to just leave, and have always tried to hide what I struggle with from most people, and for better or for worse I have done a pretty good job of it. My closest co-worker/collaborator though has seen me at my worst and knows a bit of what I deal with but tends to minimize it when I tell him that I NEED for something to happen. He thinks I exaggerate. I do not exaggerate; and I definitely do NOT want attention. I have not been announcing it or anything, but told this collaborator/co-worker about finally having an explanation, of being on the spectrum, which actually explained SO much but he keeps insisting that I have a “healthy expression of emotions” and continues to put me in stressful situations and then be angry when I don’t handle them well. I am tired. This is the first time I have reached out to anyone in this world and I am very happy to meet all of you. Thank you for reading my little venting. 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Hi there, My son is 8 y/o and in 1st grade. He has Autism and ADHD and is an all around great kid. One major challenge for him is communication. He can talk but his mind races so fast I think it's a struggle for him to get out coherent thoughts especially when he's excited. He does a lot of stimming and echolalia. He's been upbeat and happy for his entire life. When my wife was taking him to school the other day he mentioned wanting to play with friends but not having any. We tried to talk to him about it after school but we got back a scripted response that was unrelated. Today when my wife was dropping him off he said he didn't want to play outside because the other kids are mean to him. I don't think he's being sought out and harassed but I think when he tries to integrate with other kids he's being rejected. I'm choking up just writing this. He's such a sweet, loving kid. It kills me that he feels rejected. I knew these days were coming but I was hoping it would be further down the road. Can anyone offer suggestions? I know there isn't a magic answer to have him fit in but I want him to feel good about himself no matter how others view him. Thanks in advance.",1.7220295698924737,3.7884063911290373,3.142419354838712,90.93779569892472,79.84677419354837,5.584946236559142,21.623655913978496,6.6274283507984215,0.3822091397849468,947,28,200,9,24,309,145,248,0.11,0.711,0.179,0.9592,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,15,17,2,1,9,0,23,2,0,2,1,44,44,19,1,5,8,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,12,14,0,0,10,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,11,5,27,12,28,29,3,25,0,2,1,1,46,12,0,2,10,128,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685948043769468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573327909514632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871682221445636,0.0,0.0,0.13841218940498584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195562725574574,0.0,0.09478055204700953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133934213053307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005464100168169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136063587119035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723302048549684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201252204071193,0.0,0.08123307168578085,0.0,0.0,0.13041115593304622,0.12435337934143482,0.17141975770544293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655137735146812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421649188209486,0.0,0.0,0.15442898209050482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201810129139164,0.0,0.08544899243493262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109821729385124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218547058223765,0.14032882412614267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936577927571245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699277530105438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535881383230823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789924914030778,0.0,0.0,0.3147127273382934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254383323653046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690332121310384,0.2499415270622548,0.0,0.1431471896330328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29888029223898377,0.0,0.1234355592558484,0.0,0.0,0.1473790171654924,0.0,0.0,0.2111245179611154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27512242359624745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045014755333556,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,isthisdestinee,2019/04/05,"What are some things you wish your siblings would know and understand about autism? My 4 year old sister has autism, and I was wondering if there is anything you wished your siblings would do/understand to better your relationship with them. 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Evidently there was a basketball game going on. It was playing on TVs nearby to my table. At some point, the winning point was scored and the students watching it started screaming. It was horrible for me. I kind of shut down and couldn't communicate well and then started crying. Sports are so universally accepted as a uniting pastime and not being into it certainly doesn't make me relatable at school.",5.851778350515463,8.248645969072168,6.048028350515463,73.29719716494847,68.69072164948453,8.561340206185568,36.86726804123711,9.188382445141503,3.864361855670104,437,24,68,9,8,139,71,97,0.133,0.773,0.094,-0.6292,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,14,15,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,6,3,7,6,15,7,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,11,0,1,3,50,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675062314911957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680958435897887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26900121644712205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244429254888832,0.17243104677052906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883930415606444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614342994987357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656813861293116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226129684555116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GenericHam,2019/04/05,"Trouble With Relative and Demonstrative pronouns I am always curious what quarks of mine are from my autism and what things are just quarks. Does anyone else have trouble understanding what Relative and Demonstrative pronouns (This, that, *this, that, these, those*) are referring to when used in a sentence? 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I'm told it's my tone of voice, but I'm not sure how/if I can control it). Coupling that with my inability to make friends or make (in my opinion) pointless small talk, and my extreme irritation with certain sounds, I started to think, ""hmm, that kinda sounds like ASD"" so I decided to try an online test ([This one](https://autismcanada.org/about-autism/diagnosis/screening-tools/adult/)), expecting to see maybe a few indications, but nothing major. I'm 32 now so surely *somebody* would have noticed something and mentioned it to me if I was on the spectrum, I thought. Now I know online tests are far from conclusive, but I scored way higher than I expected. I scored a 40/50, with the test saying that 30-50 is considered high risk. At first I thought ""No way, that can't be right."" but the more I thought about it, the more it makes sense. I talked to my wife about it and she said that it would explain a lot about me. Here's the rub, though. Being 32 years old, I'm not sure what to do with this information. I could go through the process of getting an official diagnosis, but I'm not sure what advantage that would give me. I feel I'm functioning in life ok as is; I have a steady career that I enjoy and I am succeeding at, a loving family that for the most part understands me, and I am generally pretty happy with where I am in life. I was also diagnosed a few years ago with bipolar disorder, and ADD. I am currently taking Latuda for my bipolar. I kind of feel like I am dealing with enough as it is and I'm not sure if another diagnosis would be beneficial to me. I'm also not sure what kind of supports I could get as an adult, or even what kind of supports would be of use to me. Does anyone know of anything that I can do to help myself, or strategies I can try? Also, I suck at coming up with titles...",4.707243528283797,5.010246185682327,5.6302548737615865,83.13057885906044,69.24608501118568,8.712336209651646,29.83453179929689,8.634040054169528,2.0705149248961328,1723,62,362,26,28,568,205,447,0.106,0.769,0.125,0.9474,1,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,1,5,24,25,1,1,18,1,35,6,0,9,9,89,83,34,0,12,21,3,4,2,1,5,5,6,0,2,25,19,0,1,15,1,0,2,10,2,0,1,9,11,52,23,54,63,10,34,0,0,1,1,24,15,1,11,17,242,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526848973078904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664548352978635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772074007616263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148375853353488,0.0,0.06059115812068095,0.0,0.06883404456673364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342566443501665,0.0,0.0,0.08258222656721499,0.1175750144160257,0.08147011628441556,0.0,0.0,0.07590922400808574,0.0,0.07473282832111952,0.0,0.0,0.08438627795251992,0.0,0.06443404729605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564752024436946,0.0,0.0760793994667367,0.0,0.0486318738688789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941174442906196,0.0,0.07445900915136623,0.052601236189414965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262958023149576,0.0,0.0,0.05688630071460475,0.0,0.11540579725623976,0.07063253739699693,0.04184558561207286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838042886127453,0.06595795424266787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935258954392443,0.07779406284769984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300227225982472,0.12139525062945435,0.06001821961875445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040139930919928,0.07194372850940907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259753284246261,0.06645388587935136,0.0,0.19659419816003895,0.0,0.07397116049665693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909670080085416,0.0,0.07064990295410238,0.08382816250089044,0.07726222489184173,0.0,0.04989354563751158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973403822574979,0.0,0.051045722089894684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960408246573947,0.0,0.0,0.07490810851490881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364985458430819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287955729781514,0.07003892382919755,0.05855347505222978,0.0,0.0,0.0586735207368876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056683916792436013,0.0,0.0,0.10423128583075852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710874238506376,0.5551626957740156,0.0,0.05536054346061812,0.2367237924116773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891645330265616,0.0943581712724618,0.07234103167779263,0.17536181791565206,0.042934203879233496,0.0,0.0,0.07035655276810862,0.0,0.1499696663563857,0.0,0.0,0.07665135307915118,0.0,0.06359261831691243,0.0,0.0,0.04342883997488855,0.11688802134233613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066439558772094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615229460723279,0.0,0.0,0.09483052080821472 autism,KateinuedAura,2019/01/26,"Looking into getting a service dog (SoCal, US) My husband and I are trying to research getting a service dog for our 7 year old son. Our kiddo is mostly non-verbal and struggles with letting us know when he is in sensory overload. He is an only-child and we think he could really benefit from having a dog, even if that dog isn't a service animal, but it would be awesome if we could get him one. Do any of you have a service dog? What are the steps involved in getting one? Costs? We live in Southern California. Any info would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance ☺️ ",2.034970501474927,4.472519805309737,4.268340707964601,81.23283554572272,81.03539823008848,5.890560471976402,28.88569321533923,7.1686216300943375,1.9369887905604728,450,22,80,6,12,155,79,113,0.03,0.821,0.15,0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,7,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,19,24,7,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,11,3,10,17,1,10,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,3,3,58,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587322053396816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377381747722404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564820892938455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975590649158888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209734401171897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454800251134357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452784434927656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798070360377565,0.0,0.1597492154751913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961929087358485,0.0,0.2578158786721807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218692042729321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988745870626437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514253023687962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189469863121938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291568572374489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576577829608047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702745105526532,0.0,0.0,0.12250489384306748 autism,mario2603,2019/01/26,"If there was a perfect toy for autistic children, what features would it have? What senses would it communicate? Hi, I'm a 18 year old student in my last year of high school, and I'm extremely interested in creating a toy that helps autistic children to understand the world. My mum works with an autistic child, let's call him Bob, as a teaching assistant, and tells me all about how he behaves, how he learns and what he likes. She has mentioned things such as a love for moving things like fans, or flowing water, or flashing lights and spontaneous sounds. I actually intend to go into product design and development as a career, and as a result I'm really interested in designing and making a device that could help Bob and other autistic children to learn. So, I was hoping I could get some more feedback about how autistic children typically act, and how they go about interacting with objects. What senses would need to be communicated in this toy? Would the product need to be very robust to deal with being bashed around? Are there specific things that need to be taken into consideration? Thank you so much for your help, I hope I can make something helpful!! 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So I’m 22, and I recently went to the doctor because I’ve been having skipbeats in my heart. It turned out fine though, and the doctor said I was just able to feel them more than other people. I was driving back from the doctor’s with my dad, and as we were talking about it, he said “Maybe your ability to feel them has something to do with your autism.” I initially thought he was joking, and just laughed. Nobody has ever said anything to me about having autism, and I didn’t even know that was a possibility. Looking back on it though, maybe he’s right. I don’t like people touching me very much, and I’ve always had a hard time reading people. Emotions don’t come super naturally to me, and I struggle a lot with anxiety and ADHD, though I’m fairly intelligent. Am I autistic? Do I just have Aspergers? What does this information mean to me going forward? I’m sorry if this is the wrong place to put this, I’m just a little confused and worried",4.046361607142857,5.285576151041667,5.123154761904762,82.75875000000002,71.34375,7.360714285714287,27.776785714285715,7.7094869923839395,1.628341071428571,759,27,148,9,14,250,109,192,0.07400000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8233,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,2,1,14,8,0,2,8,0,20,4,1,0,1,29,37,15,0,1,5,1,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,15,0,0,6,2,0,6,3,3,0,0,13,8,21,5,19,24,3,17,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,3,7,102,30,4,0.11984733445969167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144033206153796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972258304025416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168288282508433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862414460563138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431040493007733,0.0,0.07305782270388687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323786662879902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680064755576442,0.10487921002261098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481212025693945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915803410349527,0.10840877540817807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119682662460793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811200205634922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735967126035496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201966837715188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586496074047762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058551353894310626,0.1201185141530776,0.0,0.0,0.10064157662365612,0.0,0.0,0.1018899179763922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408055120827478,0.13054888167662915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810158063891554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926115458293205,0.0,0.12521495630552654,0.0,0.0,0.13510986221040294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047967318788436,0.0,0.0,0.1198797668504591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183347842887854,0.0,0.0,0.10234896879386647,0.34200677950381864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226433327807068,0.0,0.13415927888183438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529045562337252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963287477023568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532481928254815,0.09514539648382883,0.06988394451017957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035948486371035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888660235748112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110996797431982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171078567187195,0.0,0.0,0.13103424628191773,0.0,0.0 autism,dag1979,2019/01/26,"My son is in love with TV remotes. As the title says, my son loves tv remotes, but he is very hard on them. Do any of you have unused or non-functional remotes that you’d part with? I’m in Canada and I’d be happy to pay postage if you would be kind enough to send it. Please PM me for my contact info.",0.3922885572139307,1.8219109402985083,2.502313432835823,97.01128109452738,81.38805970149255,5.063681592039801,20.12189054726368,5.46131890053228,-0.33957512437811,231,6,57,1,6,78,52,67,0.047,0.725,0.22699999999999998,0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,10,7,2,4,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,2,0,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962769741732259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29822993488696803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072499304615394,0.2585540440243461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30056170292192075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209961749882104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125560558444868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168269298745726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22952861319399706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814837209543116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050330883926043,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Thatonewiththeboobs,2019/01/26,"My friends little guy was diagnosed with autism in the summer - I’m basically his uncle and I want to better understand the situation Essentially the title. My friends and I are pretty close and we are uncles to (we’ll call him Billy) Billy in every sense aside from blood. I’ve worked with children with autism in the past when I was younger; however, I have no training or education outside of my experiences with them. How can I make this easier on the family and better understand the situation/autism? He’s such a smart and charismatic little guy, I’m genuinely shocked to hear the news. Any assistance would be greatly appreciated!",4.712899686520377,7.447328189655174,6.019278996865207,70.68998432601882,73.13793103448276,9.735423197492162,29.510971786833853,10.018931242160765,3.6490620689655167,514,22,84,16,11,172,77,116,0.036000000000000004,0.7509999999999999,0.213,0.9676,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,3,3,7,0,0,8,0,9,2,1,2,0,19,16,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,1,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,13,6,13,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,3,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233257970488526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320782780794065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185180996045102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840687882783055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279715202068586,0.0,0.0,0.17739736862338365,0.1709628282023712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802247065286968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994157402345614,0.0,0.3591346197268351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043972459408151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635253370142364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105408242537045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312131074298934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450050769271525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384760705728167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775883235824135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696629754411546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202664951175713,0.0,0.0,0.12882748551589918,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pepingu1no,2019/01/26,"A friend tells me that when he doesent want to hang out it seems like I am trying to guilt trip him I am automatic and realize that people sometimes want time alone however when my friends tell me they are in a bad mood and want to be alone, after I leave they tell me it seems like i am trying to guilt trip them for not wanting to hang out. I am not trying to guilt trip them but to them it seems that way . Any advice?",3.344868913857677,3.874111146067418,4.116348314606744,91.97017790262173,72.37078651685394,7.281647940074906,22.698501872659172,7.1686216300943375,0.4483917602996255,328,7,77,3,6,105,48,89,0.122,0.755,0.12300000000000001,0.0258,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,5,0,2,9,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,13,5,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,15,4,12,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,6,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990102134575748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33895046238628546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127657145048968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662735879984805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528460818775884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326453029946334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988638425031948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344304924830975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468981020432902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183797770348854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42906936921742267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541616428760576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33328975572642644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860617368399273,0.12988486614337832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cravethatmineral7,2019/01/26,"Autism peeps are aliens 👽👾 Don't @ me Yes, I am autistic 😊",-3.127142857142857,-1.5480265714285686,-0.21714285714285708,109.08714285714287,100.42857142857143,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.8146,44,1,13,0,2,15,14,14,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SAnonAltAccount,2019/01/26,"Any help when it comes to identifying a relationship? (log post warning) Hey guys, I should probably introduce myself. I’m a 17 M who has high functioning autism. I have a main account, but I’ve use this account for posts that I don’t want people following my main to see. I’m having a bit of trouble identifying my relationship with my best friend who also has high functioning autism. We’ve known each other for 10 years now and we haven’t had separate relationships when it comes to dating, but we still like each other more than best friends. Here’s the problem though: She doesn’t like anything romantic, as well as not being touched. I get it to not being touched as I have a had a similar problem. When it comes to anything romantic though, it’s with a lot of typical romantic stuff as well. She doesn’t like the handholding, the concept of a romantic date, and anything too “lovey dovey” in general. She also doesn’t like the terms “boyfriend” and “girlfriend” as she says it assumes that we would be in a romantic relationship, and she doesn’t like the romantic part. It makes her uncomfortable. I’ve been okay with respecting her beliefs and not pressure her into anything, however my problem is that I want to be in a romantic relationship in general. I really like her and want to be a relationship with her but I have felt “trapped” to keep holding onto this feeling of wanting a relationship with her in case she changes her mind. However, I’ve been noticing I’ve been a bit depressed more than usual when it comes to having a girlfriend. I want to be able to call her my girlfriend and do typical relationship stuff teenagers my age do. It’s especially hard considering that we are on the other side of the country in different states. I’m not saying that a long-distance relationship is impossible but I think it would be a challenge considering my wants as well. I’ve been researching on my own about non-romantic terms for boyfriend/girlfriend but I can’t seem to find any (I guess there are none). I should probably talk to her but I’m afraid this will affect our relationship. My question is if I should talk to her about my wants even if it does affect us? Are there non-romantic terms for boyfriend/girlfriend that we can use? 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I'm kinda concerned because even simple things like wearing certain jeans and certain kinds of socks causes sensory issues for me. &#x200B; Are these legitimate concerns or am I worrying too much? Does having breasts ever cause sensory issues or uncomfortableness for autistic people?",8.107357774968392,9.163906663716817,7.51810366624526,69.91371681415932,62.00884955752213,9.64298356510746,37.381795195954496,9.606745405546679,3.862758280657396,515,24,78,9,7,161,76,113,0.094,0.794,0.11199999999999999,0.2885,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,15,5,5,3,4,24,20,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,11,17,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,5,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423154341852586,0.18418032140420024,0.10307625687955244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239876615565797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467128102832165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326443800651864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100113915413487,0.1371083440134956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826952004808205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711098234206501,0.0,0.4746150310985614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784212808983536,0.08330170377479923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810386229289446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227754795068316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079721407643982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142512938543823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508308023060532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708781359978582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697987870090813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538447828595112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728562671915916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285772566387353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069975262466274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940291347757777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078637169218127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418032140420024,0.0 autism,great_thisfuckinguy,2019/02/11,"a small update/thanks Hi again. I made [this post](https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/antu1u/concern_about_amount_of_testing_done_for_diagnosis/) around this time last week, regarding my assessment. I had my follow-up appointment and didn't really get any answers. What I was told by my therapist is that ""if [I] had gotten diagnosed when [I was] younger, [I] probably would have been considered high-functioning autistic, but [I'm] socialized too well for [her] to want to diagnose [me]."" She who, again, told me at our first meeting that she isn't familiar with ASD, insisted that I ""just"" have anxiety and should pursue counseling for *that*. But I'm not interested in learning *how* to function differently, I want to learn *why* I function like I do. Clearly I can cope well enough already, I just want to understand why my brain works like it does. I'm also still upset that when I initially called to set up the test, I asked to have it done by the staff neuropsychologist, and they told me they could just have the assessor do it, and did not mention my current therapist would be the one to have the final say. Also, she did not mention the cognitive testing at all during the review, I couldn't find a good time to bring it up, and was rushed out at the end because her next appointment was waiting. She also made it a point to tell me ""Asperger's doesn't exist"" as if it completely negated the entire thing, but she seemed to think that *I* thought it was a separate/related thing, and not that what used to be considered asperger's is now just absorbed back into autism as a whole. All it did was drive home that she isn't capable of diagnosing or refusing diagnosis and doesn't really know what she's talking about. I won't be going back to that psychologist. This isn't the first time that I've left her office feeling misunderstood and wondering if she was patronizing me. I've requested a copy of my records, and I'm going to save up to have an assessment done by the Autism Care Center in my city (they don't accept insurance and the tests cost somewhere around $800-$1000, but it's worth it to me to know). Sorry for going on and on, I guess this ended up being a not-so-small update. Thanks for reading if you made it this far, and thank you to everyone who commented on my last post, it brought me a lot of comfort and insight. TL;DR psych danced around issue, acted like I didn't know what I was talking about, didn't give me all the info, I won't be going back.",5.416363636363638,6.731692987261147,5.860015441034553,78.47047481181242,68.171974522293,9.615672650067557,29.77166570160201,9.873865916822265,2.8356887473460732,1971,73,371,46,33,634,217,471,0.055,0.845,0.1,0.9633,2,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,1,2,3,3,25,14,0,1,22,0,48,4,1,5,4,74,86,30,0,12,17,0,1,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,35,19,0,2,16,2,2,10,17,1,2,3,28,2,54,13,50,46,6,57,0,0,0,0,37,22,0,9,26,265,89,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220076395277074,0.20044745665942065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568176423440152,0.0,0.06391639572035943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313469347492085,0.07810904014795479,0.0,0.0,0.19273701503309495,0.0,0.05093200129099668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327070763173452,0.08531505860068545,0.0,0.08518595870013225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760178382889675,0.0,0.0,0.06670878908266298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440795428105417,0.0,0.08729316150104585,0.0,0.0,0.07311616829755511,0.1710036552923618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800302684428926,0.0863306653674617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983669766067722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042245968341599806,0.0,0.0,0.09152619323022272,0.07636423106321548,0.14213711914047986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365202378141622,0.08014986964691956,0.18993616005924485,0.07007873470760027,0.0,0.0,0.09204100367509993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882763698761374,0.08380860879233054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720568604388641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775256945702724,0.13621066596675552,0.0,0.0,0.09077856135799917,0.0,0.0,0.12245660444419355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710321939780045,0.0,0.2371743351214373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888575884682577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661641683056976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898283626944498,0.0,0.16003779868706133,0.0,0.0900822635454561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357375314535789,0.0,0.10705000333512336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644322242640976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606182264344959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851698684648041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935286641774672,0.0,0.0,0.06672405074275994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431048779600452,0.07302738166471562,0.2307680011267315,0.0,0.1940186334987804,0.11101533373383277,0.05353619879958516,0.0,0.06633027480421949,0.14615803018544,0.0,0.0,0.2395100929820317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697968647258562,0.0,0.07216136155436409,0.0,0.0,0.14784188666506434,0.0,0.06701968720296217,0.0,0.15024502332679726,0.0,0.15078382205220311,0.09328186739790464,0.0,0.0,0.0906076505514718,0.06082622720748479,0.0,0.0,0.11870466960325653,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,robotdevilhands,2019/02/11,"How to deal with ignorant idiots? My 3 year old son is autistic, nonvocal. He likes to click his tongue, flap his hands, and make odd faces. He doesn’t enjoy socializing with peers or strange adults. However, we have a tight-knit group of friends, all of whom he knows well, and he loves parties. One friend threw a Super Bowl party, and we attended as a family. While we were there, I noticed a friend of a friend staring judgementally at my son as he stimmed. I gave her the Look of Death, and she made a point of looking away. This same friend-of-friend’s husband has previously made comments about “paying people on the spectrum less, because 🙄.” Obviously, they are morons. I can’t believe that in this era of increased autism awareness, my son still has to deal with jackasses like this. However, we do have to see them socially on occasion. Any recommendations on helping them become less ignorant/assholish? Thank you.",4.89442857142857,7.045955770588236,4.971596638655463,81.04647058823531,70.70588235294117,8.38655462184874,30.378151260504197,9.04235418022936,2.6694621848739497,731,31,133,15,14,228,118,170,0.085,0.69,0.226,0.9776,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,3,1,5,14,2,0,8,0,10,3,2,4,2,21,21,9,1,0,1,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,3,1,1,5,6,18,11,22,16,5,15,0,0,5,1,36,7,0,1,7,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436398197885304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037293626910004,0.0,0.0,0.08458898070551105,0.15325345442533134,0.0,0.15633901837951736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861182829548821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081393857241155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6432503123355895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093010291991528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626082583691739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558573638094168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305289065883256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523953427224066,0.2626028789876764,0.09262575653923594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798323742225834,0.14560901795658585,0.0,0.09402978224896134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620118337000154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117642040199276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057659479148252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829039573410113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081676152141658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775484633082798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476510894081155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935918572449597 autism,948,2019/02/11,Why do autistic people tend to have bad hair? Even people with mild aspergers tend to have this feature. 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I took him to the doctor and she said he may not be getting it dry after urinating and it is irritating the skin. He was also swimming slot at that time and I think the chlorine may also irritate that area because he would complain around swimming time more frequently. The doctor suggested getting the penis dry after urinating and putting Neosporin on the site until the pain goes away. Ever since then, my son has a compulsive need for medicine on his penis. I have a small jar of coconut oil in the bathroom for him to apply. But now he wants it at school and at the pool. He also is scared that his penis will ""leak"" after peeing. It takes him a long time to urinate now because he wants to make sure everything last drop is out and for the next few minutes after that he is panicky that more (even a drop) will come out. I have now shown him diagrams about his body to explain how urinating works and told him he can have medicine (coconut oil) once a day in the morning. This is starting to affect him at school and in public with too many trips to the bathroom and asking teachers and nurses for medicine for his penis, in front of peers. Any first hand advise or from parents is greatly appreciated. I also want to note, he has incredible bladder and bowel control and has never had an accident after potty training (lucky me ) Thank you for your time! 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I am doing this because my school currently doesn’t have anything in place for autistic students and I know that many people on this subreddit have had problems with school and autism, and I want to make sure that autistic students are provided with the help that they need. I can only speak from my own experience; I know that everyone here has had a very different experience from me. If you have any opinions to share, whether it’s a story of something that has happened to you or your child or friend in school, or an idea that could help make school better for autistic students and their peers and teachers, please let me know. I would love to hear as many opinions as possible. 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I thought breaking something would be all about the pain but the sensory experience of being in a cast is whats actually being absolute hell. My hyper-awareness of how my foot/leg feels is triggering my Anxiety really hard over and over it's the worst. Something an NT probably wouldn't even *notice* like a slight twitch or a popping feeling or whatever but it's the only thing I can concentrate on. Does anyone else here hate casts as much as me? Or know a way to stop worrying about every tiny little feeling in the leg that's in the cast?",3.5286086956521707,5.60595529565218,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.30434782608695,8.42608695652174,28.02173913043478,9.120678840339163,2.539278260869565,469,19,88,11,10,155,79,115,0.276,0.6970000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9865,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,13,0,8,4,2,2,1,18,14,9,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,6,1,14,8,4,10,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,2,60,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.20047905954709214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571604533669651,0.0,0.0,0.14364789063830016,0.21049677515371948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978126001305236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161812044267072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569067795432907,0.0,0.17309141700455366,0.0,0.0,0.20095899368427764,0.0,0.0,0.3116287517153014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184033203240304,0.20282871351283951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290403150519936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036723366165608,0.205904085477763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102147673491276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389393203477865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624579656259727,0.21860183184029028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149824344079436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160963527018876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31631432173105895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175640040782778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648469992447174,0.0,0.0,0.1630958057427819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306810327158086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863351660019447,0.0,0.14593813904372868,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,malissa20,2019/02/11,"My Beautiful Son My son was recently evaluated and was determined to be moderate on the spectrum, but high functioning. He definitely has a verbal delay. He does extremely well at school,except for tantrums, meltdowns, or whatever you want to call it. I worry about him getting older. Any advice would be appreciated. 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How do you deal with the general publics usual failure to meet your standards? Do you think your standards are too high?",4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,77.8888888888889,5.0814814814814815,31.222222222222207,6.42735559955562,1.6853555555555566,120,6,21,1,3,34,19,27,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7798112869498899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995870663877654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423340771023386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165317853371264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tallieanne,2019/06/18,"My ""special interest"" scares me. I hate that term but it's one of the easier ways to put it. It's actually an interest that makes me extremely knowledgeable about social ""skills"". I adore studying about any kind of social science or psychology. It just makes the world make more sense and its pretty easy to make small experiments on your close ones to keep your concentration in any relationship. I do now recommend going so far that you lack of empathy, which I did at first and ended up regretting. I've found some special hacks to being social as an autistic person and in all honesty it's all thanks to my interest in social science. I've started to question if it's dangerous for me to study it too much these days though. Because I've seen a pattern with me going into auto mode and just doing a psychoanalysis on everyone I see. Which gives me a lack of human connection as I start to see myself as an observer with almost a mechanical way of being. Everything I do is just doing my experiments or analyse things these days which strips me of my feeling of being human. This scares me alot, which is good. But I don't want this to go further... As I'm in an extreme need of human connection to functionand if I dig further I just go numb again, not having real emotions around others, aka I'll display the emotion they need to see. At this point I just want to be really close to someone again and I suspect that my last encounter with extreme neclect of a close one is indeed the reason I've just indulged into my special interest and seen myself as an observer instead of an actual human being. Anyone got some advise to try connecting to my human side? My therapist isn't much help as she was literally just the cheapest the system could provide, so she knows nothing about autism.",6.428036929057335,6.969964087463559,7.258717201166185,72.11264334305152,65.5597667638484,10.26511175898931,33.24295432458697,10.181067101454742,3.480510592808552,1434,58,249,32,21,479,174,343,0.086,0.763,0.151,0.9826,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,2,19,17,2,2,18,0,18,1,0,5,2,56,46,21,0,10,14,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,23,15,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,6,0,4,6,6,35,11,50,34,11,41,0,1,5,0,21,22,0,9,11,185,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.1968013184573954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097193816491012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714285681427074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050635197288678,0.0,0.0,0.0897647516248698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146823303599432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050874281287995,0.0,0.0,0.13006078989001532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685217044085745,0.08931010281845599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635240344459473,0.09062422162371968,0.19727244831596613,0.0,0.0,0.050985332620568605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577041291264102,0.0,0.11056064798216557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673036088083807,0.2292279873665085,0.08457582436753491,0.08064716162849034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995539342875053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758774316934925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962700410904584,0.0,0.10500439687666926,0.055416416830704425,0.08219418779360384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692332519248853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825102334357387,0.14953612174241504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675414279024708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498572696099632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804545169798737,0.0,0.0,0.09532190494372426,0.0,0.0,0.10258570110290527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136727804809477,0.1129585582508805,0.0,0.0,0.11477259118183154,0.06459764376734317,0.1036754320231746,0.0,0.10825932293852372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190735402603727,0.0,0.2410579193748366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41115535928214175,0.08543738087359137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274341918108302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283555139504544,0.0,0.11707749818321372,0.06699046013852772,0.0,0.0990701220508968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846051636842766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895048707639215,0.1600766573561039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Koolaidisfun,2019/06/18,"Hi, I'm new I am so happy I found this community. I'm 18 and I was diagnosed with what is called level 2 autism now, when I was really young. My brother also has it. My younger sister does not have it. &#x200B; I relate to a lot of what I have read, before making a post. I like that a community like this exists. It can be so hard to have autism and feel like you are alone and that nobody understands you. I feel less alone now. I never had any friends in school to be honest. I think I weirded people out. I also have ADHD.",-0.23814671814671584,1.9739490270270323,2.3850257400257417,92.0847972972973,90.26126126126127,4.973230373230374,16.036679536679536,6.5431188927421005,-0.24799150579150586,406,9,89,5,14,140,70,111,0.078,0.778,0.14400000000000002,0.845,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,1,1,14,22,8,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,16,6,7,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,63,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212835663957234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668372772467496,0.0,0.2832481286154907,0.0,0.1918840613146616,0.21519171865306266,0.12043174157328633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069613863409625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083540016492414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974929229818493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549784032206958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909069549291826,0.12651782612093404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941772498438682,0.13682437189416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188522593542212,0.15864374282225754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595613181390425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056117212233572,0.0,0.0,0.11821333670577035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365877936583277,0.17104097238867744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277646419432264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696095615578455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714449642544064,0.0,0.11345259856979086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923118517171446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347633222107555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436377665880527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519171865306266,0.0 autism,sigurdora,2019/06/18,"Some advice and insight needed please Hi, I'm a mom of a 4 year old that is finally getting some help (well at least we hope so). We have been battling the system for him for a long time, but he keeps getting pushed last in line. Main reason being that he has very good motor skills. We have always known he was different but we worked hard and never gave up and last year he began to form words. Last January he gave me a kiss and a hug for the first time :) Last friday though, things did not go well and I don't know how to help him. He has a nervous habit that is very noticeable and on friday he realized, strangers were looking at him and the more they looked, his nervous habit got worse. Now we can't go anywhere. We had to skip a birthday party and stayed at home on our counrtry's independece celebration. If we really must go anywhere with him, he can barely manage if he stays hidden under a big blanket. I need to know what is happening inside his mind and what can I do for him. This is breaking my heart.",3.6364724919093834,4.7649833592233035,4.430077669902914,87.7616860841424,72.20388349514563,7.240906148867314,24.412944983818768,7.554174236665415,1.0008249838187695,796,22,167,9,15,256,127,206,0.068,0.802,0.131,0.9420000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,8,0,1,3,7,9,1,2,11,0,20,3,1,2,2,39,39,16,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,17,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,3,2,1,9,3,21,6,18,28,6,32,0,0,2,2,31,9,0,5,15,105,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640109667419122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076310723381927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514511567057594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169859079783406,0.0,0.11002658786216857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516196920244544,0.0,0.22054085234034174,0.10849416546785028,0.10345446306512804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438538292020815,0.0,0.11587381906226245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328252372260667,0.17340359011218162,0.0,0.12975041726829725,0.12847553889147978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149738366360772,0.0,0.0,0.14217674949612902,0.4217559747202606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144722859174821,0.2172458932283768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060845921428962,0.15149528251802846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182546380203905,0.0997640941074557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726789885284988,0.1357329706516832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198944938135044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286608500877504,0.13299520945835286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27574364822380604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593559827986451,0.0,0.12708750160094245,0.0,0.15085216723311648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213457588584922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260563264380255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941696619804723,0.0,0.13182055044260887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659665594362633 autism,COINTELPRObot,2019/06/18,"Anyone else have a hard time going somewhere to get their haircut? For the longest time I went to a close friend at his house bc I would get a simple buzzcut. But now that I've grown my hair long and want to style it I need to find somewhere else to go. The thought of walking into some random salon and having to communicate what kind of haircut I want to some stranger, especially since it's the first time I'm trying something different like this, is dreadful. I haven't been able to do it and so I keep putting it off and my hair is beginning to look ridiculous. Also, I think I'm trans and so I really want a certain feminine looking haircut. I have pics of what I want it to look like, but the fact that I look like a guy and want that kind of cut makes me even more anxious and afraid to do it. Any advice or even just people who can relate? Lol",2.785827922077921,4.229186056818183,3.8617207792207817,89.76704545454548,74.79545454545455,6.619480519480518,25.07142857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.9423405844155844,670,22,144,7,14,217,102,176,0.064,0.8140000000000001,0.122,0.7052,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,2,2,9,1,11,2,2,1,2,30,33,13,0,7,4,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,1,3,0,0,6,1,4,0,1,3,7,16,7,19,29,3,17,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,4,10,89,29,0,0.13211448230682096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910074307466754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565190376911694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984237836727685,0.0,0.0,0.14925176011440527,0.0,0.09237751784364673,0.1353668996905426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803151487645027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072939481450266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452073912459484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075024337278273,0.11237651115946734,0.0,0.0,0.10207132130610674,0.0,0.13804872836229046,0.0,0.15016740974881174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081410849307215,0.0,0.0,0.1183486262179883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244237455213536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742942216808876,0.0,0.2751538059965443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363338808453828,0.0,0.0,0.11691715944123,0.4437715650204471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881874428255709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796121461398087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159154726688352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328115449832197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463592035041084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092864649975922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170818300941008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465362571322388,0.0,0.10488414162073813,0.23111105120889136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969706126395068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38962272316384544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247144869678225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938503376810892,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,salt3,2019/06/18,"Difficulty switching off after conversations with a specific person...crush or not? Hard to tell Hi there, I'm just wondering if this experience is typical for many other women with low-needs (""high functioning"") autism here, and if anyone has personal tips on figuring out if you just like someone as a friend, or more. Like: having trouble 'switching off' after talking to a specific person, because your mind is still in that conversation and playing it over and thinking of other things to say, to the point where it's very hard to focus on anything else for a little while after. But it only happens with one specific person, never anyone else, even when you have very little common interests. And you want to talk to them all the time despite not knowing now to initiate conversation topics, and never knowing what to say or how to even keep the conversation going. Thank you!",9.532500000000002,9.094716477707006,9.275214968152868,63.51817277070064,59.38216560509554,11.926433121019109,38.09633757961785,11.20814326018867,4.545408280254779,705,29,107,16,8,229,102,157,0.043,0.848,0.109,0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,1,0,11,7,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,3,32,15,16,0,4,11,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,9,9,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,6,6,27,15,2,24,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,7,13,85,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921561256842653,0.13863508916632114,0.1113437851722426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248015279443945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605850766836025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873422738661446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235341960867905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453564913539168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689646541360685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964901125854152,0.0,0.24241188039248135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295626111219284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026454362358377,0.0,0.0,0.14871924250174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220554450679253,0.2712206040123279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717716928171272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661861863847016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870980040146966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168559240739163,0.10290490161903933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725694525595348,0.0,0.0,0.1279061540586585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519857845656476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464276555150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805406740024598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175046979209987,0.11826178915432367,0.1245698808250365,0.0,0.0,0.08989006377912379,0.08669743471878523,0.0,0.0,0.07889693680634527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232801846511664,0.07980589212063981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673157685542668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,artautism,2019/06/18,"9 year old non-speaking boy writes bestselling book on autism *“I would advise teachers to treat their students humanely regardless of their beliefs about disabilities,”* Diego Pena, Age 9 [https://the-art-of-autism.com/nine-year-old-non-speaking-boy-writes-bestseller-book-about-autism-for-educators/](https://the-art-of-autism.com/nine-year-old-non-speaking-boy-writes-bestseller-book-about-autism-for-educators/)",38.94967741935484,50.933629129032276,12.331225806451616,17.696838709677422,15.774193548387105,7.6412903225806454,35.23225806451613,8.238735603445708,4.31422064516129,377,9,20,4,5,67,29,31,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,8,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8369621203449603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888674573462602,0.0,0.0,0.5136375109580946 autism,l3rcan,2019/06/18,"Declined from Navy because i have Asperger's :( Applied for the Navy , they do not accept people with Autism (even if it's unoticable) or OCD. Military needs to change.",6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,65.0,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.764,132,6,22,3,2,43,28,30,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.6229,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544752504136006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6151468549596499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384073367130225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311727503984187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031368894712819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mudkip2018,2019/06/18,"I have PDD-NOS. Hey guys, since it’s national autism day I decided to look up more of my people and learn more about us. I was wondering if anyone else here has this particular form of autism, PDD-NOS. For the most part I believe myself to be a pretty normal person. I like girls, videogames and beer. I can usually hold my own in a conversation, although not so much a discussion. I am lucky to be able to live my life without much shame or help from others (for now). However it takes some time for me to admit I have PDD-NOS. In short, I would like to know some of the difference between PDD-NOS and a more ‘severe’ form of autism. How can I help and understand my brothers and sisters with autism better? Sorry if this didn’t make much sense, English isn’t my first language. Let me know your experiences in the comments if you wanna talk!",4.086297405189619,5.240481017964076,4.887799401197603,84.8065893213573,71.1556886227545,8.201397205588822,26.491516966067863,8.59863814320734,1.7139624750499003,658,21,135,11,12,213,106,167,0.008,0.843,0.149,0.9668,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,7,0,13,2,0,2,0,29,21,12,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,6,1,1,7,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,21,4,23,15,13,11,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,9,7,98,26,1,0.16377116676431958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451260767090553,0.16780291393114136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451402297716346,0.0,0.14484228828033952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056188541123978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110601235271006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368097951744648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019962631857815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930367078719091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215920316283627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954472186817708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000870053529724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746711385254107,0.11567641837443995,0.16002063935976682,0.0,0.14461294067975966,0.0,0.13752653325969716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931852551913468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611719539712099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604609715179066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734821422206226,0.0,0.11353830632141378,0.14299866587022464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661415339655095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501480283439384,0.0,0.13547320151198586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332841304974887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123135535833588,0.13163306030362024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549628435311068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049156030206072,0.1969965490055656,0.0,0.18037080277473447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786956057308946,0.1776028443456527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633833804504737,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,greenrangertp,2019/06/18,"Why can Autism be so difficult? I have Aspergers and would like to hear opinions on why it’s so difficult and how to overcome some of the challenges that come with Autism and being “on the spectrum”. For me it’s simply about people not understanding and trying to force their view into my condition, but I do know it can be much more difficult for others. Any experiences and tips are welcome.",4.785990990990992,6.829322824324329,5.325405405405405,78.84909909909912,70.75675675675676,8.717117117117118,28.54954954954956,9.2995712137729,2.646187387387388,315,12,56,7,6,101,54,74,0.10800000000000001,0.805,0.087,-0.4025,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,13,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,11,9,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118949691589107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841110185105616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047992460039285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35118968748800194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712442077992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222935078802746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290578361052102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160204174915528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115522359890286,0.0,0.0,0.3243809004071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623312056836813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134781792164746,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yung_Spruce,2019/06/18,"Newly diagnosed, but situationally I don’t know how to continue from here, looking for advice Hello everyone, I’ve recently been told by my therapist that he’s known that I’ve been on the spectrum for a while, confirming plenty of theories and conversations about the subject I’ve had with my girlfriend and a few very close friends, most of whom are also on the spectrum. I’m extremely happy I’ve been told this and had these suspicions confirmed, it explains a lot about the last 19 years of my life, but I feel a subtle frustration from the development. This is because along with telling me he’s known that I’m on the spectrum, my therapist also told me that the only reason that I just found out is that my mom didn’t want him to tell me when I was 16-17 and he originally put the idea out there, because I “wasn’t in a good place to hear it” in her mind. While I understand this to a degree, it’s also extremely frustrating because I feel like hearing that from a professional would have explained so much and helped me figure myself out so much faster. Now, I’m going into my junior year of university next year, and don’t know how to talk to my friends about the situation, and can’t work out my frustrations with my mom because she’s currently out of town and unable to be contacted until 4 days before I head back to finish off the summer, so I feel extremely stranded with this new information. Does anyone else on this subreddit have a similar experience or have advice on how I can best help myself along this new chapter of life?",12.97637873754153,7.380268714285719,12.261292358803988,60.76655647840532,57.870431893687716,15.893820598006645,46.0468438538206,12.857556352371635,5.5807764784053155,1237,48,231,29,10,411,156,301,0.052000000000000005,0.84,0.10800000000000001,0.9574,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,18,9,3,0,18,0,20,4,1,5,0,49,40,24,0,2,4,2,3,1,3,1,3,2,0,0,18,21,0,0,15,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,12,6,28,6,44,26,6,40,0,0,1,0,28,17,0,3,22,162,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046716910664686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460838437669537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172173858249614,0.10509861727136456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887264869965456,0.0,0.25011128317237963,0.0,0.08728244788337154,0.0,0.10764450358026824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615138715382546,0.0,0.0,0.10410988880865384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976271406000014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568695242035627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980133235982182,0.0,0.10033651275198296,0.0,0.0,0.1555926492620228,0.07327849050950644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246648947512684,0.1584959802855331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829485332050186,0.08603374016599381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919134089851948,0.0,0.0,0.10526994831165618,0.0,0.2312154575116675,0.0,0.1375056377569234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579293555457687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274336708382925,0.08361104900449841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449013171135557,0.050112204661989665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613586108313766,0.0,0.0,0.08720427595650257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356994032875197,0.24026556112627315,0.0,0.0,0.1508065705189823,0.0,0.0,0.19813214716383115,0.10908802377714437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801172802386153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716741970563304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311464447601013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546258634758056,0.10127890363758484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305937025299043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244465069769683,0.1793074262930039,0.0,0.0,0.2381913539312937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940399707946546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678257501259453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463383553199777,0.060500476195636324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467469052746613,0.0,0.0,0.07286523325334185,0.0,0.0,0.19816180918352674 autism,credburn,2019/06/18,"Videos/Podcasts with absolutely no dead air. I can't watch most YouTube videos, nor many podcasts because they are often edited in such a way that there is absolutely zero dead air. I have edited many podcasts, and I understand that dead air is distracting to the listener and one should clean it up as much as possible. However, there is a difference between being efficient and being severely restrictive about it. &#x200B; In Podcasts, I need to hear breathing. I need to hear a breath being taken, and I need to hear the last syllable of a sentence resolved. It can all be a fourth of a second long, but it means the difference between hearing a person and hearing an artificial thing that never needs to breathe and is incredibly insecure about dead air. &#x200B; YouTube videos are chopped up in the same way. A sentence ends, and then a new one begins, but also it's accommodated by a sudden cut to a few seconds later, or perhaps much later if it's multiple takes. Anyone who has taken a film class knows that if one shot is cut to another of the same person or scene, it needs to shift at least 30 degrees or it is objectively unaesthetic (per the rule of thirds, the Pythagorean thing, I can't quite remember exactly.) &#x200B; I know most YouTube editors have learned their craft from watching other YouTube videos, but it's an awful epidemic and it has led to a new generation not understanding that this is poor editing. Dead air is one thing, but breathing is another. Cutting out a bad take or just advancing the timeline is one thing, but having it just chop to the exact same image but the person is shifted slightly is another. &#x200B; For me, it causes a jolt. Every time. It is like a momentary confusion, like if one were watching a dark scene and then suddenly there's light everywhere. Before I recover, there's another chop. And another. I just can't listen to these podcasts or watch these videos. It's like someone sensitive to light (which I generally am not, unless I'm on certain medication) trying to deal with a strobe light.",7.319369565217392,7.985738797368421,7.466636155606405,70.95754004576659,63.65789473684211,10.819221967963383,37.311212814645316,10.662846686107436,4.237013729977116,1653,79,277,40,23,535,184,380,0.136,0.812,0.052000000000000005,-0.9889,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,2,3,12,12,3,3,30,1,31,5,4,2,5,63,54,31,5,9,20,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,1,3,29,13,0,1,8,5,1,2,8,7,0,10,3,14,14,5,37,46,10,31,0,0,4,0,14,13,0,12,17,202,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054720388682556936,0.0,0.2965589349083985,0.33258117661064857,0.0,0.3587540616174658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047845173646665455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713299927392386,0.041711962129196416,0.0,0.05822563643633024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029253219678228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705443834619182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298158149591916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060528247715578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057652004958311374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856063702957547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521047428920011,0.055776466625927335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002887205995009,0.0,0.0,0.06055501301960175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874680626088562,0.0,0.0745361661074357,0.0,0.06893217409693612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060222599372033,0.2536857145142769,0.052774485711944236,0.13217285544655927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782040887694296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924129418478085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714023286244799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277966152838268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751351916961081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730210278902075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797727735772265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028959380780928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818372449183261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398998538275955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645688227987458,0.0,0.0,0.14246812597938152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862702797225683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33258117661064857,0.0 autism,fckinwarriorprincess,2019/06/18,"Any other parents realize their own diagnose after your children being diagnosed? I have two sons on the spectrum. One with Aspergers, one with classic level 2 delays. They got my eyes..,what else did they get from me? For fellow mamas: https://taniaannmarshall.wordpress.com/2013/03/26/moving-towards-a-female-profile-the-unique-characteristics-abilities-and-talents-of-asperwomen-adult-women-with-asperger-syndrome/",21.95026578073089,29.70324734883721,13.698737541528239,7.790697674418652,52.25581395348838,7.108305647840531,27.07308970099668,7.957251820313856,3.063481063122925,368,9,27,5,7,98,40,43,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,0,6,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127440444921904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6350583482155201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134027752016065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344761426916135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502092159987014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239811792352504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473752541813169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056022632382687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Coke_11,2019/06/18,"I believe I have symptoms, thoughts on wether I’m overlooking this or may be right? Helloooo, so like I feel a little autistic, Ik it’s weird but like hear me out? Firs things first, the rocking (yeah Ik sorry if you just got mad, not my intention) every time I get yelled at: I rock, just sitting? I rock, too loud for me, I wanna rock or I /do/ rock if I’m sitting. Too stressed or I’m scared I rock excessively (same goes for when I’m yelled at). Okay second, I self harm when mad at myself this involves: vigorously hitting myself or scratching. Third, poor eye contact, it’s pretty self explanatory but I’ll give examples; I walk into a store and I’ll look at people but never their eyes, someone will be talking to me but I won’t look into their eyes (sometimes I can but it’s uncomfortable). And lastly, I get very interested but with only small amount of things, say, art and games or games and coding. I’ll delve into it learn all about it and when I’m done I’ll find something new but still keep those skills around. These are just some I remember being part of autism, if you have anymore questions of other symptoms I did not mention here or about anything I said, I’m open to answer",1.2165995363662674,3.742848382352939,2.484639235004348,91.86634453781514,86.18487394957985,4.795363662706463,21.232106635757752,6.311591054244273,0.307781338742394,937,31,190,9,29,300,140,238,0.11699999999999999,0.804,0.079,-0.8726,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,2,2,14,11,2,2,3,2,13,5,3,1,2,48,31,25,0,4,21,0,2,2,0,3,2,6,0,2,12,12,0,1,7,9,2,1,4,6,0,3,5,13,27,5,21,19,5,26,0,0,5,0,17,14,0,12,11,118,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577822770759638,0.0,0.0,0.12096327025573707,0.13085553565539587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561153561275396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504255651407322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238485113858916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432441899370887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343495563832516,0.12503274528037112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535962570070165,0.14100972773922246,0.0,0.0,0.11756427041747188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656725554525967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306547327272747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981946450918878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362736981451882,0.1473262794655119,0.0,0.0,0.24687533221749566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337058441083815,0.14196740776418662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179531399914218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917982612698492,0.0,0.10190690635523016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954541315397393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646665576322386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665151796261008,0.12553179570899473,0.13982464660434507,0.11689527064408305,0.14716631241990072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066929233317948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454726423050012,0.11316291285372927,0.14538050367854485,0.16454738516202558,0.0,0.0,0.11738933912609616,0.0,0.16838075863445293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055654234152664,0.0,0.1181479483377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531213280380325,0.0,0.0,0.11669655898648455,0.08571319427027102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212851767026286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SmokinJoe93,2019/06/18,"I have symptoms. Opinions? Okay, so I’m aware this post is unconventional to say the least, however for myself I am quite confused as to why I’m displaying classic signs of the Autisitc spectrum ONLY since the onset of ME/CFS (Although that’s what I’m aware of. I can’t really remember any signs as a child, although I had really bad OCD in the form of closing doors and hearing the ‘click’ over and over again.) I don’t want to make this a long post, so I’ll just put down what comes to mind. If I leave out any, please ask and please give me your opinion what you think. Cheers in advance. SYMPTOMS/TRAITS . Borderline obsession with the human body (Neurobiology to be precise) only since becoming unwell with ME/CFS . My mother calls me ‘Professor Green’ (Professor Green is a British rap/pop artist) because when she tries having a normal conversation with me, I start getting all scientific. . I eat the same food every day at the same time. . I spent 18 months in isolation due to SEVERE sensory overload and refused help (cannabis) because I had a plan to mediate three times a day and literally ‘let go’ to the point where I would rather stay house bound in pain and exhaustion unable to tolerate any sound, light, motion and sometimes smell (air fresheners) than break my ritual. If I was exhausted, I had to mediate for 30 minutes three times a day. . SEVERE sensory overload (I treat with Cannabis daily. Without Cannabis, I have to be in isolation unable to use my phone or any form of technology due to the throbbing pain my brain feels. I call it the Glutamate Storm. Maybe I’m wrong. . Addicted to thinking/Ruminating thoughts - I’m constantly thinking about something or talking to myself or having a conversation with someone. . Inability to concentrate - Whenever I’m doing something or watching TV, I have to rewind or re-read as I can’t concentrate due to me thinking about something else whilst trying to partake in another activity. . Daze out in conversations - When I have conversation with people, I have to ask them to repeat because I was just in ‘thinking mode’. . Emotional Dysregulation - I had an emotional breakdown at aged 15 (5 years prior to having ME/CFS), and ever since my brain has just never been the same. Simple tasks have been overwhelming for my brain to deal with. I am severely sensitive and am partial to crying spells as well as intense loneliness and hopelessness. I’m also very confused and I look into absolutely everything. . Often checking a Dictionary - When I hear a new word, I like to find out the meaning of the word and I try my best to show off the word. . Too Honest - In last romantic relationships I have found it hard as I would often question ‘what does Love feel like’ and I would tell my partner at the time that I’m unsure if I loved her. (I do this as I think it’s a testament to my honesty and it’s a natural thing to do). . Black or white thinking - In the past when I was dieting, I couldn’t fathom eating healthy food whilst indulging in junk food. It’s like my brain doesn’t have the capability to be that resistant. . Money Anxiety - I’m very cautious when it comes to spending money, and feel very anxious and stressed if I have to spend money I have planned to save. . Isolation - I prefer to go and have a coffee and read a book than go out partying. . Can’t tolerate Fiction - I hate Marvel. I have no interest in films of that kind, and I would literally rather sit and watch paint dry. I love non-fiction. Autobiographies, documentaries etc etc. . Attention to Detail - I’ll notice if I watch a movie and for example, I see a sports brand logo and appreciate it whereas my friend or brother wouldn’t notice the brands logo. That’s all I can think of at the moment. Any advice to opinions are welcomed.",4.852786758049916,6.71694453342817,5.693344368291742,77.00996094659256,70.2375533428165,9.038758567179617,31.273994568731407,9.527746774549641,3.0944813086770977,2969,130,530,69,55,971,331,703,0.11800000000000001,0.768,0.114,-0.0502,1,3,3,0,0,1,105.0,0,2,1,5,22,31,1,5,37,1,50,21,5,2,5,107,94,51,0,16,18,2,4,3,2,5,7,4,1,3,20,37,6,2,18,7,7,8,10,14,1,2,12,20,67,17,91,72,11,74,2,2,10,3,35,29,0,20,35,336,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900371954130304,0.0,0.0618536753865408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050619062323486425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522266933313805,0.0663730453713211,0.04842248545900078,0.07150826324560297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834940998014025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285084628604506,0.11575687571783,0.06990721852610217,0.0,0.0,0.06642691879443992,0.0,0.0,0.07030935649958045,0.0,0.2826441906272734,0.12926783927553606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905054338635073,0.0,0.06840221124594938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952943378090602,0.12246513318713105,0.0652570390854889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055392150266046124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953847998042065,0.05287701685507516,0.14240254520122222,0.0,0.0,0.1411870965118619,0.0,0.05725629680346776,0.05333095217923711,0.0,0.05688779521490985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601549483511868,0.04521981314934863,0.0,0.0,0.05785285334962146,0.0,0.2296191024434216,0.06940254369689355,0.048903563403130235,0.0,0.03307037987654065,0.06072081902895112,0.1079204425361273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670221049228729,0.06249326863298401,0.0,0.0,0.1426819754776794,0.0,0.04242704239072333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303692392574193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591470270484072,0.0,0.05159598658372959,0.0,0.06702301162899241,0.0,0.06472607747536778,0.0,0.0927720200932542,0.0,0.0,0.0560163780235693,0.0531540362875301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138564719418778,0.0,0.042251634899941375,0.0,0.0635909400314135,0.0689496351978347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391252490316746,0.0,0.05052353490838203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048819005962112284,0.06113320983642104,0.0,0.0,0.06201820187446441,0.0,0.14412945852806044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628134368404262,0.13470620371501668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060424714874209674,0.04388258113681201,0.0,0.0,0.13896349859978638,0.05983668505809689,0.0,0.12124319421450545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636315639657149,0.07090779059299135,0.06732478170356636,0.12662944463078232,0.0,0.08110011791903722,0.0,0.0,0.06795792651331957,0.07170383384009156,0.0,0.0,0.05033678660273945,0.0,0.0,0.050439986523936435,0.0,0.0,0.2145247897368089,0.0,0.1570812693044066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363184521480061,0.1461887387986702,0.06260293807905312,0.0,0.044802362178436014,0.06746681221879883,0.0,0.0,0.07250717902177897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579043543370479,0.0,0.05087620765372499,0.055324886313046745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420521082491227,0.2839097926409103,0.0,0.0502512185019181,0.1476373422209164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289247322303537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466879728099042,0.0,0.1566814300728458,0.03733456038724447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056912137921222586,0.0,0.057116232450898814,0.0,0.0,0.06101662095671812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985917613149344,0.06920598141882711,0.0,0.04076157465540526 autism,brownjmh,2019/05/04,ABA therapy? Hello. My almost 4 year old daughter was just diagnosed. Has anyone had experience with ABA therapy? What was your experience?,3.8056521739130416,6.399496521739131,6.2126956521739185,58.71382608695654,105.52173913043478,10.535652173913043,30.68695652173913,8.841846274778883,5.493685217391305,112,6,14,5,5,39,19,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767041094825076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321603298982534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804686571768241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5406066094081696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28996135905356607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320138018927118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794715808275208 autism,CypressWand,2019/05/04,"Are you autistic? Or do you have autism? I recently interviewed a friend who has PDD-NOS, and his stance is that he is autistic, because if it were something that he had, it would imply that it's something you can get rid off. I liked his argument, but of course there are more perspectives on this matter. What's your opinion about it?",4.272307692307694,5.894951615384612,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,71.30769230769229,7.661538461538463,28.384615384615394,8.238735603445708,1.8184461538461536,265,10,53,4,5,81,50,65,0.027999999999999997,0.88,0.092,0.4547,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,4,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,2,40,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640339868860868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346376464860688,0.0,0.22629422725415255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160700981950484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276667949674715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.666894217790577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30768540782712056,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lazykid,2019/05/04,"My employer encourages us to find new employees and I'm looking for resources. I'm in northern IL and wanted to know where I can find job fairs or something like that. We have 2 employees with autism and they do great, the pay is good and I just want to provide some opportunities. Any help would be appreciated.",5.695,6.726089833333332,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,67.33333333333334,10.0,33.33333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.329833333333333,250,11,48,6,4,82,49,60,0.02,0.66,0.32,0.9633,4,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,6,10,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,28,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866691158887274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017752553611348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302372099719189,0.0,0.30263673736951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399127093324416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723984603841753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508577810876164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341066210147021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305104985096206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651133885422845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132317449791185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301891761511842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32381390869164234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949966138381789,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,marleythakoeri,2019/05/04,I said I love you to my mom for the first time in six months Hello people I have pdd-nos and it is difficult for me to express feelings so I am very proud of my self because it took a lot of courage to say thank you for reading and have a blessed day ❤️,0.3677586206896564,1.6197864655172405,2.361586206896554,98.79203448275864,80.89655172413794,5.329655172413793,23.66896551724138,5.6839178017228535,0.08814068965517219,197,7,51,1,5,66,44,58,0.039,0.688,0.273,0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,9,5,9,7,1,6,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,4,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226398537490065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224690137377075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288578277076872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037055281758965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024755584731164,0.2550481294406595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309655012998575,0.2255603070981612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591203377650346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28266605325996524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26880740342415665,0.22472657673374413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480256296539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601705186225588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478025691835274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31396742176147485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316599909261265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,torspedia,2019/05/04,"I will soon have an appointment with the GP, to get a referral to be tested! I was speaking with an assessor, a few days ago, with regards to some counselling (for my depression). Before we finished the appointment she suggested I get myself to the local Autism service to be tested, as she thought I was on the high functioning end. During the past couple of years or so, I've had a feeling that I might be on the spectrum; as too many things (from what I knew about it) made sense to me, and I could see in myself. After thinking about it, I went ahead and made the appointment, so that my Doctor can refer me. It will be good to know if I am on the spectrum, as suspected, for it will certainly answer many aspects of my psyche!",9.148333333333332,6.159138277777778,9.093611111111112,72.61250000000003,62.05555555555557,12.377777777777775,38.583333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.852383333333333,568,21,111,10,6,187,86,144,0.013999999999999999,0.93,0.055999999999999994,0.6954,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,13,0,15,1,0,2,1,22,26,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,19,2,26,9,2,16,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,4,9,91,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503009984707786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761726302478273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665711698440314,0.2309602047302683,0.0,0.13461616414855052,0.0,0.17978229138609125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364809743788946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487637159977235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554218394372232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810980334032531,0.0,0.0,0.17507617884970414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053893502961766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471474947853284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950183222488751,0.0,0.4232470349797951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214337917924449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926022512154656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663339759370078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386735969544851,0.13374832115730198,0.0,0.1657114829944854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349851249594466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344178546651522 autism,Zoner1501,2019/05/04,"My 6 year old nonverbal son likes to chew on painted surfaces, is there anything that I can add to the paint to deter? He picked up the habit as a toddler chewing on wood trim, moldings, doors, corners and it's become a repetitive habit. He's also a bit stubborn and will do it out of spite so the best I've been able to do is divert his attention to something else when I catch him doing it. Does anyone have any idea if there's anything I can add to the paint to make it taste bad? I've tried pet deterrent sprays but all the ones I've found are water based and don't last long.",6.3798633879781415,4.769427368852458,6.558032786885246,84.26060109289621,66.29508196721312,9.444808743169398,31.80874316939891,7.793537801064563,1.940389071038251,457,14,101,4,6,147,85,122,0.071,0.889,0.04,-0.3655,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,8,0,12,4,0,2,1,15,14,9,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,4,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,6,2,13,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,57,11,0,0.2318044996556693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537397462597974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763500868085165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208309588231748,0.0,0.3815107043864341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354707473206484,0.0,0.25600985791508296,0.0,0.0,0.2432645211874877,0.0,0.2530704767849437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285367975163351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364291495858524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541616692152167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616790647705783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889516057538048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132479696342144,0.0,0.0,0.20513968773306232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473130351159842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432398286746789,0.0,0.15707672811428527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845442877814105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573800392192168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927449776919613 autism,TimDubyaBJJ,2019/05/04,"Triangle Chokes - BJJ - Nathan Wilmer [https://youtu.be/hZs4aAhVxSs](https://youtu.be/hZs4aAhVxSs) This is Nathan, he is autistic and has been doing Jiu-Jitsu for two years this coming June. It has been a life changer! If you haven't looked into you really should.",8.026923076923076,12.363400794871795,2.98089743589744,85.26826923076926,79.51282051282051,5.676923076923077,16.756410256410255,7.1686216300943375,0.5151333333333339,217,4,30,3,6,53,33,39,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.5093,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462943421872261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659469478070547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43507065481543294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33190594612400137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506105092072104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336372214652633 autism,Blockmaster999,2019/05/04,"Wrongfully diagnosed Hay I have Asperger syndrome (professionally diagnosed) but for my understanding I should have been diagnosed with high-functioning ASD. From my research I found out Asperger syndrome just goes for the social side and ASD often means their other difficulties alongside it. I have a learning delay, processing delay dyslexia, ADHD and ODD (self diegnosed selective mutism too) as well as the obvious social difficulties such as eye contact, obsessive behaviours and stimming. I don't know what to do.",8.78628227194492,12.024078746987955,8.369225473321862,56.17831325301208,62.73493975903614,12.453700516351118,41.9776247848537,11.765960540728905,6.734984165232358,428,25,51,16,7,136,61,83,0.20199999999999999,0.768,0.03,-0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,7,4,1,0,1,17,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,8,1,9,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,39,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138503393562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369179079878768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293471574920625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100252716218052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495588991634274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785047925333984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821282912891785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264506162906983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775624155351436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880714504649036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869759917123805,0.0,0.0 autism,FireBoyTim518,2019/05/04,I tried a few dating apps for people with autism. I had trouble finding girls within my area. Are there any autistic dating apps that feature girls within my local area? I’m 19 years old and from New Jersey.,2.998750000000001,5.494853375000003,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,77.75,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.27674999999999983,165,4,29,0,4,51,32,40,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140788746436768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42212930290464223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460647618643426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846416560507601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32019377286358275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135708623547257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974210276301668 autism,blorgasporgler,2019/07/24,"Stimming advice? Hi all. Seeing posts on stimming, and as I'm quite new to my diagnosis I'm still figuring out what works. I know I do stim, but my methods have been pretty harmful (cutting, hair pulling, etc). Can anyone recommend some good and satisfying alternatives?",2.997321428571425,6.09872004166667,4.292619047619045,76.5,88.16666666666666,6.909523809523809,29.773809523809533,7.957251820313856,2.9431809523809527,214,11,34,5,7,70,41,48,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.9498,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,7,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683740028760193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267117283877644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616062613371148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719518282488552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819035149594906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131469092946222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105262396892877,0.3298622174333154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448624301884225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25837226488020765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893343627528403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604598118923706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wor_Siddaz_Hen,2019/07/24,"Am I the only one who has non-stop sleeping problems? I am diagnosed with High functioning autism and every night for a very long time I have had trouble sleeping, my troubles have actually never disappeared since I was told I never actually slept a full night until I was 4. But now I can understand better why it's difficult. The main reasons are things that feel wrong (sensory processing disorder) like my blanket or the bed but I also cannot shut down my mind, it is constantly racing over and over and I can't stop, it's so bad some nights I don't sleep and other nights it just feels like mind torture, is there anything I can do to stop this living nightmare?",6.006,6.485829407692307,6.541346153846158,77.10740384615386,66.46153846153845,9.884615384615383,32.403846153846146,9.827888789773867,3.0842307692307696,533,21,99,11,8,174,89,130,0.155,0.746,0.099,-0.8574,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,5,0,17,5,4,1,2,21,22,10,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,5,2,14,3,7,17,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,15,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.2498737178429249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102383944674821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535613461804257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068980315673934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132303611740276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383527843144437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994572418148798,0.0,0.0,0.146731178865629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107869111096534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946960637479302,0.09146322818272573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352686103398516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509602689330515,0.0,0.11305106884195815,0.1133007504524229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585435649477799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748617125946,0.0,0.0,0.4805824174370864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675508562301176,0.09737106252549692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250550463932415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163410617195784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590608391186362,0.0,0.38436137835635664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32111142004190785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505611378028427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465415588541276,0.0,0.0,0.12233623971891433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328166227781296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563650748561976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155253557625417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997851891192162,0.0,0.0 autism,linuxgeekmama,2019/07/24,"Anybody else have trouble recognizing an unreliable narrator? I never seem to be able to recognize an unreliable narrator in a story until it’s explicitly pointed out to me. Sometimes I might see it if they’re making a factual error that I recognize, but otherwise I’m pretty clueless. I suspect this goes along with having to accept people’s words at face value. I like fiction, but only fairly straightforward stories. No unreliable narrators, no ambiguity about what happened. Anybody else like this out there?",6.5495454545454574,9.572368500000003,8.143181818181816,56.27227272727274,68.54545454545455,10.763636363636362,38.27272727272727,10.686352973137794,5.64760909090909,420,24,52,14,8,145,65,88,0.155,0.667,0.17800000000000002,0.6497,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,3,17,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,12,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,4,39,12,0,0.2760416677132917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611947849626107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441027351172565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697200308830001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842599566973009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928365869407749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129003515695097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994212720990185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137253550503425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609486005411417,0.0,0.0,0.28083361483532154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996946993229524,0.2512979668861944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730122677356124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,theboss815,2019/07/24,Should I tell him I like him? So I met this autistic guy at work the other day and we became friends. I know its early but I really like him but I'm worried about the age difference. Hes a freshman and I'm a senior. I dont think he knows I like him more than a friend. I guess what I'm asking is how should I proceed with this relationship. Should I even tell him I like him?,-0.766626506024096,1.2493627590361491,1.7216987951807248,97.50206626506028,90.0843373493976,4.765783132530121,16.73373493975904,6.2581,-0.4912159036144579,291,7,71,3,10,99,50,83,0.036000000000000004,0.727,0.23800000000000002,0.9416,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,19,6,4,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,1,9,46,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070298436226535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281968045419474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313725727605393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595427492445967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626845343062156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421900315562039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395683984380595,0.2192745393145162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434109450010425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327654711178157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186927280308814,0.0,0.0,0.2377590036373354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387121577158794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189895106424014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122134240886968,0.22489755572725226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,krycess,2019/07/24,"what is wrong with me? I am 27. I will be 28 soon. I earned an undergraduate degree in 2014. I have been seeking employment since then. Once upon a time I enlisted into the United States Marine Corps on an 8 year contract. I received an honorable discharge for failure to adapt less than a year in to service. I have worked with computers since before I can remember. I am fascinated with software reverse engineering and for over 20 years I have practiced the craft of writing executables, libraries, working with relational databases, setting up Linux servers to operate SMTP/IMAP/POP3, handle stand alone authentication etc, etc. I have submitted thousands upon thousands of applications, received maybe a dozen interviews and at one point served in a restaurant until a customer told me he was going to break my neck. I did not back down to his threat and I was fired. Obviously something is wrong with me. Today I walked in to an autism center and asked the person behind the counter what is wrong with me. Someone else walked up and I asked them the same question. They told the person behind the desk to call the non-emergency number. I began screaming no as I tried to run out the door but it was locked. I briefly thought of smashing the window to escape but then I heard the bolt slide and I was able to run away. I was afraid. What is wrong with me? I have no job, no money, no insurance. I can't get help because everyone wants money but I don't have money because I can't get a job. I feel like everyone wants me to either go to jail or kill myself. What is wrong with me? Why can't I work? Why does no one want me? What is wrong with me?",3.072650859875853,5.5114984447949515,3.994909941996543,84.63435534751198,77.17034700315456,6.613981886638852,25.99867711407348,7.717688229018142,1.5740292866592045,1305,50,245,20,31,419,177,317,0.163,0.792,0.045,-0.9896,3,1,1,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,2,5,2,12,2,1,21,0,28,1,1,0,1,33,43,14,1,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,6,17,0,0,4,0,3,9,10,10,0,5,12,4,41,2,46,29,5,41,0,0,0,0,18,17,0,2,12,172,47,12,0.09631270919232204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997509203299183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007876366953635,0.0,0.09048896070669962,0.07405852834015264,0.0,0.11742266716278507,0.0,0.08195502175644417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834604449180236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428390085409487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045690995327333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482825972866307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406184204748247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869859964075402,0.0688058186911841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063883078502353,0.0,0.10947346432250188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455637878683589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115100515710826,0.0,0.10655574280626187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470535247685139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675906169166522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256989198303644,0.13052796868244562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681930854247241,0.0,0.0,0.09104664120550893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107892276494382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091035244743199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593417366239272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160544595209979,0.07414622894948916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646153286468982,0.05616071525633338,0.0,0.09129318676482652,0.18406184204748247,0.0,0.06539000740931453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042319377364412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738144791249178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103503981125221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318169684765094,0.0,0.18606668095093926 autism,gab5e,2019/07/24,"Loneliness? Hello! How is everyone dealing with loneliness? I’m 28 male and always alone, i don’t know to socialise, i never laugh at jokes unless is something very sarcastic and takes me by surprise, and if the other person tries to laugh along with me it will trigger a reaction from me as if i don’t like people. I mean i don’t think i can laugh with people. I don’t know what cause this or maybe is the isolation? I feel so lonely, i really wish there was someone around. But it feels there is something very wrong with me and people don’t want to be around. The way i show that i like someone and care about them is by doing things for them, but i guess not being social is a dealbreaker as people think you don’t like them. I’m literally getting sick from loneliness... How are you guys doing? I would like to hear!",3.356517482517482,4.888584521212128,4.378181818181819,86.27958041958044,73.48484848484848,7.5011655011655005,23.6013986013986,8.139509932561175,1.238608391608392,646,18,131,10,13,210,91,165,0.158,0.7390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.8026,0,4,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,0,8,12,0,0,5,0,21,1,0,4,1,35,37,16,0,5,7,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,3,7,12,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,3,22,10,21,32,0,5,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,4,5,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178259024679186,0.0,0.0,0.12194213316438365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092283822948503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494184640801032,0.1505481984394411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108759790416326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400357162578654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482011307849191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656682447358808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144239744880884,0.14510848455441408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517357545829114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108114267838675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28638957298781104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723013045730465,0.1596369511151434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130291298264672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063999143516029,0.12796263975775926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388429338695242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939024137431806,0.2483442944463593,0.2256441674876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018807845068833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736194150400283,0.18780786691571646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949847748788984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183976919213754,0.08643954930788497,0.11632532540777245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685263638770789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410559252899014,0.16023046156710874,0.0,0.0 autism,Fab5MUalum,2019/07/24,"Cannabis and Autism ft. Dr Alysson Muotri of U. of California, San Diego Neuroscientist Dr. Alysson Muotri of the University of California, San Diego recently joined the Vault to discuss his ongoing research relating to cannabis and Autism. Muotri and his team are credited with developing the world's first ""mini-brain"", which is now being used to help researchers better discover detailed effects of individual cannabinoids. Listen to the full episode below: [https://www.revolutionenterprises.org/cannabis-and-autism-…/](https://www.revolutionenterprises.org/cannabis-and-autism-ft-dr-alysson-muotri/?fbclid=IwAR1Y2CzUTGWS628V7j40miPb6r68P2CHKUa7G8XkUDJY1Cu6D0siZBWQERs) &#x200B; \*Full disclosure - I work for this company, but I found this episode and Allyson to be extremely interesting and thought this community may appreciate it. Apologies if this isn't the right place.",20.71444444444445,23.932187481481485,12.844814814814818,35.031666666666666,35.296296296296305,13.866666666666667,49.48148148148147,13.023866798666859,7.141637037037038,760,34,76,18,6,196,77,108,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,2,0,13,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,13,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,45,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29785876158297564,0.33403888984715685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431305684942372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30688418453923605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338335100469485,0.0,0.30141844387605393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426259924313992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28721654808144303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271434892956849,0.0,0.0,0.23476682326144946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824335646651066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374291045725625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200133649772119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33403888984715685,0.0 autism,largemargo,2019/07/24,"Autism and night vision Hello, Im undiagnosed but have been looking into the possibility of having autism for some time and think its quite likely. What im wondering about is: do autistic people experience detailed night vision? When im outside at night and the moon is full or gibbous I can see almost as clear as day. Not to say its bright as day because I can tell its dark, but the amount of detail dosnt change significantly for me. I mention to my friends how I often go out at night for walks etc, and they worry about the danger of it (like ""what of you get muged or worse etc"") , plus like triping on stuff I guess, (or other problems that go along with darkness). But I could see someone coming from a mile away in a full moon and pretty ok even if its a new moon.",5.725294117647056,5.747589372549019,6.156339869281047,81.20352941176473,67.0392156862745,8.10718954248366,28.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.454785620915032,606,17,121,5,9,196,101,153,0.095,0.757,0.149,0.8009999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,6,8,1,0,7,1,9,0,0,1,1,29,19,18,0,3,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,5,10,6,25,17,6,23,0,0,4,0,7,10,0,9,12,83,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999655951816896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197070946066865,0.0,0.0,0.07913742134264821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733296130476172,0.11182893559575964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365117048376724,0.0,0.0,0.16744707015828225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895685290964539,0.08574526950925329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126989439020759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029905899389227,0.0,0.06782589552513604,0.0,0.14756005601403874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301200628305566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206855150279065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902713354364739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901659205114743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253815262770139,0.0,0.4873112846396728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900012450619017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463531993915136,0.0,0.13207420241212506,0.0,0.12422076354683875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808016802727913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103238536779264,0.0,0.0,0.20690039056301604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999655715898753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861350616117674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346891003422205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318378650154236,0.0,0.0,0.07569942488163002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078488252584698,0.0,0.13183910183990802,0.1322982631156361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nymphtendo,2019/07/24,"Don't fit in with neurotypical or autistic people? I'm in college now and most of my current friends are neurotypical. I have a lot of interests in common with them which definitely helps me out, but sometimes I just can tell that I'm 'different'. I'm the only one who gets anxious when they make last minute plans. I don't like being out for more than 3 hours at a time. I have a tendency to not want to talk about anything except my 'special interests' so I'll tune myself in and out of the conversation often. Back in middle school/early high school I'd say that most of my friends were on the spectrum. Generally I've noticed that autistic people can be really loud (including myself) which definitely was annoying for me given my sensory issues. Most of them were not as good at learning social rules as me so it was a constant anxiety attack around them (no filter, would say inappropriate things around adults etc.). They were all very nice, but I definitely didn't feel at home with the other ""people like me"". Given the fact that Autism is a spectrum, does anybody else have issues like this? I feel too autistic for my ""normal"" friends and I felt too ""normal"" for my autistic friends. I just wish I could find a group of people that functioned like me.",5.253823529411765,6.6028094999999976,5.796715686274508,78.64808823529411,68.58333333333334,8.480392156862745,29.534313725490193,8.841846274778883,2.3622622549019607,1000,37,183,17,17,323,135,240,0.111,0.731,0.157,0.9318,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,5,1,13,15,2,0,11,0,19,0,0,1,2,39,31,11,0,6,8,0,3,4,4,1,0,3,1,1,12,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,9,6,27,13,34,18,7,26,0,0,0,0,19,17,0,6,13,130,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927549977088384,0.13697662832951546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997774287309892,0.21587427084780614,0.0,0.13793801044833984,0.0,0.09323284052716893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102687495811247,0.0,0.09680729817108333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667918620523294,0.0,0.0,0.10610563919452233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128781145270677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352244591468099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261406960044127,0.0,0.11641785931533395,0.0,0.11081920370315156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747060786668657,0.0,0.06334749198853372,0.0,0.0,0.1016977381778624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812705127058453,0.12810601088067192,0.12162242925155102,0.0,0.11940564117563522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531044849458504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883395228465107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369441504878279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103081391174016,0.0,0.0,0.0809345134019812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375961546890381,0.0,0.13804255883215286,0.0,0.0,0.0821613226812378,0.09221517367565484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33623459632193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767508400757389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928438196325386,0.0,0.2454205111296045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359787915573266,0.0,0.0,0.11991816039690227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745519007592526,0.10597679269382736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055231298694451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070114849347653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004295559294372,0.07151568182330162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394301325535917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613166647608146,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ravensdead1-3,2019/07/24,"Interviews Suck My husband has autism NOS and he has trouble with job interviews. He needs more processing and feels like a failure when the person interviewing sees he’s “hesitating”. He’s carefully crafting his answer and not all of us can come up with an answer at the drop of a hat. I’m not autistic and need time to answer. How can I help him as he goes through interviews? He’s had a couple of quality assurance jobs with tech companies on contract and suffers the same anxiety and self criticism every time believing he’s not good enough. I’ve brought up how he was able to go through the interviews and get jobs before, but he downplays those victories. Any tips for general support would be greatly appreciated!",6.4713101160862365,7.749850940298509,6.859950248756224,72.39889718076287,65.71641791044776,11.0301824212272,37.27694859038142,10.980518767755715,4.532705804311774,582,30,100,17,9,189,91,134,0.11800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.107,0.46399999999999997,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,8,0,8,0,0,2,2,28,20,12,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,2,5,6,16,15,4,11,0,1,1,0,21,4,1,0,4,56,6,8,0.17977805897209065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225524495334818,0.0,0.137529723039463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297788690553782,0.20254830907874555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832957127015929,0.0,0.0,0.15486287916722358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892100281928699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857587926225575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147076844809024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090118834256243,0.12843348125101625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392661574716944,0.0,0.10217201390083393,0.15078930635355406,0.0,0.1982059446890317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050144337015088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352059499606809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783047867324427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666063055365828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697526673143586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432598370569963,0.0,0.1875477236456723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040100108551431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096600638469585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625086945485966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770917500927434,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mskayl89,2019/07/24,"In need of research participants (All welcome) Hi I am a masters student at Northumbria University UK, looking for partipants to take part in a study looking at belief and individual differences and ASD traits. I am in need of a diverse sample of participants to be able to have a fully representative sample. Anyone can take part. The survey is anonymous, and takes around 8-10 minutes. There are a variety of surveys in it: belief scale, autism quotient (10 item), anthropomorphism scale, teleological reasoning. The aim is to assess how religious beliefs differ depending on ASD traits, and if they interact with cognitive biases such as anthopomorphism (which is proposed as being partly involved in the existence of belief in supernatural). Previous research has shown that adults with ASD tend to anthropomorphise (assign human characteristics to non-human objects) at a higher rate than control groups. Thanks for your time. Any questions let me know [LINK TO SURVEY](https://nupsych.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_e2t7Uy0sQNz4c2F)",11.165766871165648,12.901534319018404,9.878656441717792,53.26964110429449,55.50306748466258,12.164171779141107,42.06687116564417,11.792908689023552,5.816249570552149,846,42,105,23,10,264,114,163,0.0,0.981,0.019,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,4,1,22,22,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,30,19,5,12,4,0,2,0,10,11,0,3,1,72,8,4,0.17180877475369838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168358584064412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201326900607734,0.0,0.0,0.15294623510630154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269815008291785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590072039679094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944216094170028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568611258628306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28855219929495124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547880589975744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581564812461365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924651480094048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664803515782967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875364502468337,0.0,0.0,0.15817843655633634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001830782084487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kraehenwesen,2019/07/24,"Feeling like a singularity So I'm currently doing some research for an essay about autism that I have to do for a uni course. I chose the topic because it gives me enough motivation to get into scientific literature about autism because for a while, I've had the feeling that the more I learn about autism the more I realise it describes me. Now I kind of have the issue of getting too much into this (as always when I find a topic that catches my attention, even more so when it applies to me), especially into the concept of ""autistic aloneness"". And that concept makes me sad, and I don't want it to seem so true to me, but it does. It's basically that autistic people struggle with really truly connecting with other people because of our issues with being social. I have a few friends and close acquaintances, also have had several relationships in the past, currently have a girlfriend/boyfriend who I love dearly and a few friends with benefits-ish humans. So my social skills seem to be rather okay for the most part and I can see that other humans like me and feel connected to me. But sometimes I get this feeling that really I'm not in touch with anyone, not even my partner. This happens especially in moments of great closeness. I feel that I love her, and I feel that there is no issue in our relationship (she's an understanding, supportive and ready to accomodate/adapt person and I also try my best to be) - it's just an issue in myself that I get this feeling of being a singular event of a human. The author of the book I'm reading connects autistic aloneness with the ""Theory of Mind"", and applied to autism it apparently means that we are less able to think of other people's minds and thoughts as different from our own and struggle with knowing others' mental states, which can lead to confusion and isolation. For example, struggling with social cues or reading people's feelings. And that's how I feel with a lot of humans. I feel like I can't quite get ""into their head"", but rather I'm seperated by a tiny layer of something. This is especially frustrating as human contact and connectedness are very important to me and I crave it. But then those moments happen. I've also considered if this is just depression, dissociation, nihilism or other stuff I've dealt with before, but this feeling of seperation can get me even in moments of complete happiness, where I realise that I'm still this singularity in myself. I have no idea if this makes sense to anyone else, but it really resonated with me and made me very sad. Whether or not you relate to the feelings or agree with the concepts, I'd love to hear other people's thoughts or experiences.",8.669721115537847,7.767800458167329,8.765901195219122,67.98009482071714,61.350597609561746,11.458294820717132,38.008286852589634,10.621296500359557,4.094069227091632,2138,90,364,43,25,703,218,502,0.07200000000000001,0.77,0.158,0.9932,4,3,1,0,0,0,53.0,4,1,1,5,25,24,1,4,27,1,24,4,1,6,1,95,68,46,0,5,21,0,13,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,42,36,0,0,25,3,0,2,7,8,0,0,5,15,47,16,66,59,14,30,0,3,1,3,29,14,0,13,16,280,89,7,0.07147453448510722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480521242696036,0.0,0.17147447821410658,0.05947253839718774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995331275537908,0.07323410704970239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071063845843114,0.0,0.060819564498613976,0.0,0.07500811431376775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493968954770995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061560911819361526,0.0,0.0,0.07467567595773772,0.0,0.0,0.06254784678630555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597078021503608,0.0,0.0,0.07385230047051533,0.0,0.14162476780507255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991580961431564,0.0,0.0,0.4336760664616813,0.10212284343489574,0.0,0.0,0.06532642964901858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104420960858903,0.0,0.2240549655950846,0.0685648863082657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880092659710344,0.0,0.0,0.12640938959381054,0.07608597102296491,0.0,0.0,0.07335349278541818,0.0,0.0805569949756558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068604952344749,0.0,0.29840337734164674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442972886854034,0.03928053493245471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475654169370303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076509326569736,0.1935256737748421,0.06763093271175333,0.0954196135553303,0.0,0.0,0.07785672153206451,0.0,0.0,0.0720295197710662,0.0,0.14433780946105176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254200681189538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739995570483188,0.0682305306781881,0.2477572136439884,0.062408806611082085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602196539926302,0.14298775301842948,0.0,0.13736525100364202,0.0,0.0,0.15347380287837065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695595014545533,0.13013546359892367,0.0,0.08074587955077843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185778607215866,0.0,0.055024588576451296,0.07069014220488554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570796555672267,0.0,0.0,0.22416210668713876,0.08182124185289325,0.0,0.08110845472214552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045797995682845684,0.0,0.11348559319639825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048526517203723855,0.0,0.0,0.07440751108383913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794795273802293,0.042157532280649716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jleejh,2019/07/24,"Some great article resources that might benefit the community here Hello guys, This will be my first post here on reddit. I thought will be great to share some article resources for the community here that will benefit those who need it. [https://www.healisautism.com/articles](https://www.healisautism.com/articles) Let me know if it has been helpful. I will be sharing more in a bit. cheers.",9.161,13.187658433333334,6.0100000000000025,69.78500000000001,64.66666666666666,8.666666666666666,30.0,9.2995712137729,3.0870000000000006,326,12,47,7,6,90,43,60,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,14,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,7,4,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,1,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054192291476035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379588563121909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6168601850795578,0.0,0.27700073018228644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875134037384362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374564167465454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860677156392521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967750926741309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743426141266288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679272787614007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209365754325672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ClutzyGothDragon,2019/07/24,"My Families And I's Life With Autism My father knew what Autism is because his younger brother is a low functioning autistic. The problem was he only knew that type of Autism. My Autistic uncle is a year younger than my eldest brother so my father already had a child when he was born and wasn't always there but did know my uncle wasn't meeting his growth points and ended up diagnosed very young. Then 5 years after my uncle was born I came around and met every growth point except walking . *I couldn't walk without a lot of falling because one of legs is half a second slower than my other (diagnosed).* So my dad didn't see how I could be Autistic until a few years later he just thought I was quirky. I did show one major sign as a baby. I would bang my head into my crib bars as a baby and it progressively got more aggressive the older I got. If I got upset, stressed, or (didn't know it at the time) over stimulated and I was playing outside I would start banging my head on the concrete non stop for a couple of minutes and then just go back to whatever I was doing or walk away and do something else. I banged my head into ANYTHING that was available when upset. Other than that I was a typical little kid. I loved singing, hugs, running around, making up games, and just running wild with my large group of friends. *Then I turned about 8 and just changed. I became interverted and quiet when I wasn't singing and would now much rather be with only 1 or 2 people at a time.* We thought it was because of some trauma I went through that year but my therapist said moving away from what I'd known my whole life was actually most likely what triggered the change and the trauma just disguised the signs. One time at the doctors I got stressed and started banging my head into the seat. When my mum tried to stop me before I hurt myself the doctor told her never to stop me unless I made myself bleed because I would just start banging my head harder. *They refused to test me because I had a speech impediment and was clumsy.* I went years of randomly losing my ability to speak, break downs, slamming my head into things, becoming SEVERELY interverted, and a complete lack of understanding of couth before they would test me. I later was also diagnosed with Pseudo Tumor Cerebi (I had it from birth) which most likely caused my speech impediment. I can function day to day I just have a harder time connecting with humans and prefer my books and animals over most of them. The therapist said if they had tested me at a younger age I could have gone to therapy to teach me how to interact with others without stressing. I'm getting better at socializing now but for YEARS I just sat and read, drew, colored, sang, or cared for animals because it was easier than trying to understand other children. *For years I would have one or two friends but 9 times out of 10 I just let them decide what to do so that they wouldn't be upset with me.* Eventually I just stopped socializing at all. I wasn't diagnosed until 12 even though I had been showing signs since I could sit up in my crib.",4.337614139507874,5.966708886477464,4.972284604776078,82.60691641866882,71.15358931552588,7.41236844015388,27.879835958481532,7.967736418589885,1.8060077375335704,2449,89,456,33,46,786,271,599,0.11599999999999999,0.818,0.067,-0.9801,1,0,1,0,0,2,54.0,1,0,6,3,30,22,1,6,26,0,53,19,7,7,2,108,86,49,0,17,26,6,0,2,2,7,9,7,0,4,20,35,1,5,11,10,0,14,11,13,0,7,45,9,80,9,73,26,12,87,0,3,2,2,38,27,0,13,46,331,100,9,0.0,0.0,0.05978298286370201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676042625207448,0.048991287782100365,0.050974983696010064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041349722435133,0.1090725336642662,0.0,0.0,0.1151155392294836,0.047106781633018964,0.0,0.22406888435852146,0.06765918813295317,0.1042590880520372,0.0,0.0,0.05418135848903448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006753421213198,0.06246080474989388,0.06293306309943775,0.12961438007932027,0.0,0.06423215749370483,0.0,0.0,0.14673843131805694,0.06778536024994873,0.0,0.07901798660884073,0.0,0.0,0.2487190111554411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254087323697763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511766324956992,0.0,0.05426004650987217,0.0,0.0,0.04046304633129163,0.0,0.05161597046601479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775246576641228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466190949733616,0.0,0.032006924332994915,0.0,0.03481666928867546,0.0,0.19598762526323185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37723559809838864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558235654233585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673361077807002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626446588112907,0.08654248102656907,0.059859145624758026,0.0614007290411887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853663161646117,0.0,0.05208285575131808,0.05529144672649128,0.05796769038683911,0.04089293459090478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651119284770912,0.04503470026291439,0.0,0.04724911645027062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605116670653058,0.09318519150607923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042471433930482416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582499252452455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861956629761056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061278689083062735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654859228890155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881797058443089,0.0,0.0,0.06920874750850646,0.0,0.05067665102453674,0.0,0.0,0.1248980138494588,0.0,0.04716256580191472,0.0,0.0,0.130084911773439,0.0,0.0,0.2048714706764743,0.2105266224227985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005856261518101,0.1422600645661305,0.040699824187002236,0.0,0.060189712704143375,0.09727054568082773,0.1786121469888771,0.0,0.0,0.058538572090427475,0.0,0.08318590361029371,0.06663558456829731,0.059844180407255865,0.12755203549673078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054765720309989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358118072925187,0.0,0.06839695878467547,0.0,0.11810897711532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111307441251425,0.0,0.0,0.2761555350715334 autism,Aliceisafish,2019/07/24,We just found out our 5 year old has level one autism. Or son has always been delayed in speech and he's been getting services since he was two years old. Just recently we were finally able to get in to get him tested after waiting almost a year. The results came back as level one autism with accompanying language impairment. I've been pretending to be OK but honestly I just feel lost. I'm not scared or upset but I have no good information on how to help him. With his language/speech not being on a good level it's hard to communicate with him to meet his needs. I'm trying to get him back in with a new speech therapist now that we have a diagnosis but I'm jumping through hoops. Someone said to look into a Medicaid waiver to help with therapy. I'm just looking for recommendations or anything that could help me not feel so lost on this path to helping my son. This is my first post and I'm not sure if it will go through but I hope it does.,3.001975388601036,4.717388611398967,4.399349093264249,85.00607027202074,74.80310880829016,7.519300518134714,26.052137305699482,8.278499904357787,1.616565025906736,754,27,156,13,16,250,112,193,0.068,0.75,0.182,0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,3,9,10,0,2,6,1,14,0,0,2,1,42,36,13,0,4,16,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,13,0,2,4,1,0,3,5,4,0,4,10,8,16,6,28,22,0,29,0,2,2,0,21,11,0,6,14,99,23,2,0.1309873326325991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116489255055094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899195392676038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077914139125746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144234685790927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981461310811847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458272657086756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146278974948452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246226221603866,0.0,0.0,0.14349022028877548,0.0,0.1114177582223789,0.0,0.14362084928205998,0.0,0.0,0.27374189999100595,0.0,0.07444311973937115,0.21973191992064128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733892150464426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35119219187664363,0.0,0.0,0.13009997681317356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999273881732967,0.0,0.28597629381084844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712544741260704,0.0,0.12650838209029744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748983423137561,0.0,0.1775208131413251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254496564189795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933418854513815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459894913095405,0.0,0.13114117089016464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835407513943253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098514186964042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345401083481783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497954305246112,0.1520863890342282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893180062320183,0.0,0.12795559077820562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253054642880997 autism,knopper-whopper,2019/07/24,"How to tell my autistic neighbor he smells bad? Hello, I live in an apartment complex and recently made friends with a man I will call Tim. Tim recently moved into the building and is living alone. Tim is pretty severely disabled and as I understand from one of his friends Tim suffers from autism. I do not know very much about Tim except that he doesn't have a care taker and he struggles with basic necessities like food. I gave Tim my number since he doesn't know anyone in the building. Tim is very polite and he asked me if I would help him get groceries. On one occasion I was already going to the store and I picked up a few things for him. Now he is asking if I would be willing to go with him to the grocery store on a regular basis because he has trouble carrying heavy items. The thing that is really difficult for me is that Tim smells very bad. I am not sure why he smells bad but it smells like body odor and unwashed clothes. I don't think he has very good hygiene. I have spent a little bit of time in Tim's apartment when he has asked me for help and when I come home the smell is in my clothes and on my skin. I have to take a hot shower and wash my clothes to make the smell go away. I would like to be able to help him get groceries from the store from time to time but my concern is that my car will smell bad. I am sorry if this sounds shallow of me. I really do want to help but the smell is a big problem and I don't really know how to address it. I don't know Tim very well, this has been only my 3rd interaction with him, and it does not seem like he has a great quality of life. I would like to help him in the ways that I am able but the smell is, I'm sorry to say it, the smell is disgusting and I am wondering if it is worth bringing up. As I understand from his friend, Tim is easily offended and I'm not sure if it's even worth bringing up the smell if it's something he doesn't care about or would want to deal with. I guess I'm just looking for some guidance on how to handle these kinds of situations, I don't really have any experience talking to people with autism. I am truly sorry if I have offended anybody here with my words. My intent is not to do harm but to try and help my neighbor despite the barriers that exist between us. Thanks, A Concerned Neighbor",5.179076007113586,4.676011540709816,5.863335652980747,84.62355524626925,68.24843423799582,9.100471661640764,30.058068506920282,8.515128840125781,1.9549470501817048,1804,59,396,24,27,590,192,479,0.096,0.7440000000000001,0.16,0.9897,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,0,12,30,3,1,24,0,51,5,2,7,2,75,86,35,0,15,20,0,2,5,6,8,2,2,6,1,18,24,1,1,10,0,6,8,12,13,1,2,5,17,51,17,59,71,5,35,0,1,1,0,45,18,0,12,13,252,69,0,0.15086421689873292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812491521991524,0.08324120741207743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129642042278625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527438841116776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155651644203533,0.0,0.0708709489613482,0.0,0.2519306390157845,0.04598271317521599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235232568190512,0.08378806753566091,0.0,0.0,0.07702461654212554,0.0,0.1538161237012457,0.0,0.0,0.0649780822137847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776719159852978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601114643204913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982219621364841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378707635026584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121280495634583,0.0,0.17483597961163544,0.0,0.0788203266386625,0.0,0.128609416696189,0.0632688737151836,0.0,0.08316416586416267,0.08309697174807991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033633135180369,0.0,0.07566455513290132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855093314442667,0.16582205633484404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0532799289902604,0.18426158982694474,0.07560278939219238,0.13321586748216327,0.0,0.06334397303549663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137568488687064,0.050351518129873665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080172393592767,0.055451279039922495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222949776720287,0.057369517576731636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229512621058144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674157262550675,0.0,0.07217834045727661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193294960888766,0.0,0.1489602137927601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986640262077374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867055850044032,0.0,0.08521681165174869,0.0,0.062398219603216426,0.08478885037853914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807132236370826,0.0,0.25332020907416103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885801781792158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421877390223861,0.0,0.05671555791219834,0.060629471454116575,0.06593098758951071,0.0694477508367887,0.0,0.0,0.10022748212794244,0.04833384927931021,0.0,0.0,0.13195520713731865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512134501434781,0.0,0.0,0.1570549703039502,0.090735538754043,0.0,0.0,0.31119694680100113,0.08898362388395112,0.05987449661146735,0.0,0.0,0.06782252452802212,0.0,0.06806574516162688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180290389502183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679240279475434,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,12marshmallows,2019/07/24,"Nutrition For Autism, Please Help! Hey! I hope everyone is having a great day. I am wrapping up my masters in nutrition and writing my thesis on nutrition for children (ages 2 - 18) with developmental differences. I have several years of experience nannying children with ASD, developmental delays, Tourette's syndrome, and various other differences. I really love this population. In my experience many children with autism have unique strengths that other kids don't come close to having. **I was wondering if anyone could help me out with a few questions:** **1)** Is the terminology I used okay? What terminology do you use yourself? **2)** Did you, or do you, experience any food aversions or difficulties eating? This might manifest as eating only a certain color of food, avoiding textures, or having a limited list of acceptable foods. **3)** What worked or didn't work with regards to alleviating any food/eating issues? Did you utilize any specific services or therapies? **4)** Was nutrition or cooking ever part of your schooling or early intervention services? **5)** Has anyone ever encouraged you to try a specific diet like casein free or gluten free? How did you feel about that? (spoiler: I'm not a fan) &#x200B; Please, please share anything else! I'd really love to get a rich array of responses and value anything that you want to contribute :)",2.9720257320319448,5.4288603782608735,4.556264418811004,70.75680124223607,106.08695652173913,7.616681455190773,29.041703637976926,7.817275551320576,3.682990239574091,1077,56,152,33,49,357,141,230,0.033,0.721,0.245,0.9945,0,1,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,8,0,5,4,15,0,1,8,1,20,9,0,3,3,39,31,14,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,11,7,3,4,1,3,1,3,1,0,0,6,2,18,16,24,23,3,14,0,0,1,2,21,6,0,13,8,98,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660526590718283,0.1195543299993753,0.200725236053324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759281838676882,0.0,0.16193278137827585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475406784824144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855621882592574,0.0,0.0,0.06345325684081013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055927199753418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020318683508589,0.08219202096536417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799834510966933,0.0,0.09401563389195723,0.0,0.28873219994728183,0.0,0.0,0.049748819896032886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4758931625260268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140458970283796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847505983638203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318971668630367,0.0,0.0,0.09772323387321637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269334895645582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048068267803399935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776012030072905,0.0,0.0,0.09975177567846877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437598896619407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482984753415338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654652412074016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240072380115106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021905087800764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260620017684532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957569181714107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115242540985484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125172674805078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680018985358807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699543279676957,0.0,0.0,0.05803283075691374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669949974964066,0.14325783695295666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195543299993753,0.0633597808257741 autism,Bsimmons4prez,2018/12/05,"Today was not a good day. We will try again tomorrow. -Autistic Parent of an Autistic Child",0.9202941176470568,2.486255,2.032205882352944,88.06242647058825,116.64705882352942,4.052941176470589,21.897058823529417,5.985473137389443,0.9544235294117644,73,3,12,1,4,23,17,17,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.3412,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347429109049301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353526941503864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763411905803243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919966526266679,0.0,0.0,0.3523994057025389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FallenMonument,2018/12/05,"How do I get my parents to understand that saying ""you can fix the way you think."" Is really hurting me? Hi everyone first time poster. A little back story. I was just diagnosed with High functioning autism, severe social anxiety and major depressive disorder, at 30 years old. I've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety since I was 17. But no matter what medication I took it only got worse. Because of my depression, and the cost of living where i live. I still live at home. I couldn't keep a job. I'd always quit when I started to feel the mood turn from ""you're doing a great job we love you here."" To at least in my mind. ""Were gonna do everything in our power to make you feel like you're the worst employee we've ever hired."" (Usually takes 6 months for that feeling in my brain to kick in.) Anyway my parents are old school Italian. And even though my twin sister is on the spectrum I've always dealt with negativity towards the way I act and how I choose to style myself. For instance my mother is constantly telling me how much she hates my beard. Shes also constantly telling me that I need to find a real job. Or what am I gonna do with myself when her or my dad arent around anymore. And honestly I dont have any other answer than to shrug because I just dont know. My doctor says my depression isnt the type that makes me feel miserable or have no energy it's more associated with my autism (I dont understand this much.) Anyway I'm rambling... they dont understand how this works and I think they dont think they have to do any understanding of what I'm going through after the appointment with the doctor and she explained everything to my dad (the one who really wouldnt understand it.) He said to me. ""You know you didnt look at her once. That's rude. You need to learn to look people in the eyes when they talk to you."" I can force myself to look people in the eyes but I cant do it for more than a few seconds without feeling completely uneasy about it. And he knows I dont look people in the eyes for more than a few seconds. I guess what I'm asking is does anyone have any advice for me to get my parents to understand what triggers me and how to ""fix"" their way of thinking. Cause I'm pretty sure they believe that with therapy I can be cured. And even though the doctor said antidepressants and anti anxiety meds would never help me my mother thinks that i need to keep taking them. Please help this is all new to me. My DMs are open.",3.4613665187064058,4.835168789156626,4.709406045233568,84.64038681039952,72.9558232931727,8.133671528218139,24.75184950327626,8.6894789155246,1.612183935742972,1939,58,398,36,38,641,227,498,0.091,0.851,0.057999999999999996,-0.8798,9,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,8,7,4,24,15,2,1,20,0,40,11,4,9,4,79,92,28,0,6,8,8,5,1,0,4,6,4,1,0,22,22,0,2,24,0,1,3,17,9,0,4,9,16,72,5,58,77,11,43,0,6,7,1,47,18,0,4,20,268,94,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695304569989652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466085443068553,0.09699152211323453,0.0,0.0,0.11890242362074233,0.0,0.13375800273862812,0.0,0.05780064117261344,0.04075252295294169,0.0,0.0,0.05188383739332243,0.054486328524799364,0.0,0.0,0.0448156931220352,0.0,0.0710570184836515,0.0,0.0,0.06566448978374753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650626151356728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059872246528452286,0.0,0.0,0.061108158082834964,0.1259654899638261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007947432867882,0.1183111485347714,0.0,0.0,0.0667968661793284,0.1789640175959675,0.051003463348018384,0.0,0.40984037626998415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699016592951831,0.052719914670815285,0.0,0.055691486271434366,0.10476121848520308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734707439424033,0.041637074413787147,0.0,0.0,0.05326920639880623,0.04957511802978873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090046693753605,0.0,0.03312332348510452,0.0,0.046613889577190204,0.0642567310944621,0.06420481361049055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754196435616689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813114642225785,0.06157872739105559,0.058462162423396226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623926887622711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350935089628886,0.10360843923854884,0.0,0.0,0.09609171666113933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028473916152510118,0.05841443916963249,0.15439371185959733,0.0,0.1957706952027875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260228830897073,0.0,0.07780812630174994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473878825836522,0.05871355024912413,0.0,0.0,0.058848773801369415,0.0,0.046520585471684486,0.0,0.08568877927380765,0.12964734516285334,0.044951105333810235,0.056289662204174605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231549067068233,0.062069027101904005,0.03949377282685987,0.044326515220128065,0.0,0.0,0.19414766569198225,0.0,0.0,0.12121737148014818,0.0,0.0,0.06397675188185578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929431919052375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199067953742191,0.0,0.06633831599037814,0.07467460410792312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088012733528503,0.0926972662450896,0.0,0.05898506497521256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584270634034539,0.0,0.04821193811245642,0.0,0.0,0.059411732941500935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041252697833490566,0.0,0.04654452983148832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054930625566630926,0.0,0.08764246754038464,0.04684531616645896,0.10188305735552662,0.0,0.0666511897839373,0.0,0.0,0.18672556404724586,0.11452464380464535,0.0,0.03398503098632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475407161519234,0.0,0.06339469192110991,0.0,0.36404521907981263,0.0,0.0,0.06419000867784326,0.0,0.0,0.13878595624214318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618231059164189,0.0,0.04243039976260525,0.0,0.059394910574983376,0.04140226030930269,0.0,0.0,0.0375320594878375 autism,poppyandbranch4ever,2018/12/05,"Thoughts on Santa How many of you parents have given up the idea of Santa for your kids? I have 2, and 1 is diagnosed and the other is in waiting to be diagnosed this month. My oldest (6) has very limited vocabulary and understanding. He can recognize Santa and seems excited to see him, same with my daughter (3). But, I don't think they understand the whole concept of Christmas, let alone a man that's supposed to leave you presents on Christmas Eve. It's this reason that I've never done the whole Santa thing for my kids. It's my belief that by the time they can understand the concept, they'll be too old to believe in Santa. Have any of you had a similar experience and found a way around it? Anyone given up altogether? I'd love to hear any and all opinions on this topic.",3.796082251082254,5.374916811688316,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,72.44155844155844,8.25021645021645,28.417748917748927,8.841846274778883,2.2942398268398265,615,24,118,12,12,206,95,154,0.036000000000000004,0.9159999999999999,0.048,0.5785,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,3,1,3,2,0,0,9,0,15,3,0,2,2,26,28,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,11,8,0,2,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,14,2,21,18,4,16,1,0,1,1,16,8,0,2,7,83,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736923081369394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066556668306485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106243500545463,0.0,0.0,0.13526329431832793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711900209028296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084420218204184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549252378756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486313990427552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659988689695665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125309614465692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152744837052575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608878516852306,0.0,0.15537409167270316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713632535340545,0.0,0.0,0.15404841557814072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128107635552905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171893771967583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944075308902025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871697857549495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622480117736093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108051956527867,0.13832505213402513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094552886533467,0.09736024240076373,0.0,0.12062738442868533,0.08860037113046364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745404165104258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537056587335574,0.0,0.12060689538773192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392824079817288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Dannythehotjew,2018/12/05,How do I explain sensory overload to my normal friends I am having a lot of trouble explaining it.,7.653684210526315,7.089772263157894,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,63.21052631578947,11.810526315789476,50.57894736842106,11.20814326018867,6.369168421052631,79,6,12,2,1,28,18,19,0.244,0.61,0.146,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117022325080661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630757652125113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489271976705906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Subfolded,2018/12/05,"Any advice for a parent? My wife and I have a lovely daughter who just turned 3, diagnosed with autism about a year ago. Since she was only diagnosed at 2 years old and is still nonverbal (starting to say some words now like EAT, MAMA, DADA) it's hard to tell what her specific challenges will be yet aside from falling behind on various milestones. We are fortunate enough to have decent support services (Live in the U.S. and now that she is 3 years old she's transitioning from Early Intervention services to the Intermediate Unit as part of the school district) and so I'm not asking for advice on how to help her with that kind of support (like OT, PT, etc.) but rather: ""As a child with autism, what do you wish your parents knew back then that you have the chance to tell a new parent now?"" Thanks for any insight. Like any parent, we're just trying to do the best we can, but really have no idea what we're doing! ;-)",6.5705027932960895,6.328465966480447,6.553011173184355,79.96258938547487,65.31284916201118,9.394636871508382,29.631843575418987,8.841846274778883,2.12642748603352,724,21,142,10,10,230,116,179,0.03,0.7879999999999999,0.182,0.9802,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,3,0,2,12,10,0,0,10,0,14,4,0,1,0,22,24,11,0,2,6,6,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,9,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,12,10,25,20,6,21,0,0,0,1,24,4,0,1,19,95,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293327192758596,0.10401761471696236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939207993475736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969999699219576,0.0,0.0,0.09022963252979677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314438733870665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382016368106065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007132833708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124683280201315,0.13086862085148648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511640609781764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786526341522298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246612351540907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219482445541358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198379488157467,0.0,0.10361614362829216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059067664405078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333073711654365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462637751884056,0.0,0.0,0.08924474667272463,0.0,0.0,0.5211826873294411,0.12707118706442494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517302108458357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331597580155128,0.0,0.118757523686335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706745910613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305607940153538,0.0,0.09371038425159216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663192124245824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051261552770982,0.10803379899665523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796682903630458,0.12763564184548887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349388214791685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266954073287973 autism,amIonTHEspectrumguys,2018/12/05,"Looking for advice on overcoming secondhand embarrassment/cringe How can I overcome my fear of second hand embarrassment? How do I learn to soak in an experience without letting the intentions of what I think is going to happen stress me out? I always have issues with prank videos, live interviews, and self introductions. Even if the conversation between subjects is normal I still get worked up over what it could’ve been. Here’s an example, I watch Wheel of Fortune almost every night and I have to leave the room when Pat does the guest introductions after the first toss up puzzle. I’m always nervous for the contestants and can’t stand watching them under the spotlight. What if they started stuttering? What if they freeze and just blurt out short answers? What if they say they’re married to their beautiful wife Lexi, but Lexi is actually their ex’s name. I’m always scared of witnessing these kinds of lapse under pressure moments. Even when they don’t happen the anticipation triggers me. Advice?",7.083777395788566,9.051726067039107,6.590055865921787,72.33967769660508,64.86592178770951,9.306574989256557,32.20498495917491,9.661875296680813,3.2994500214868943,822,33,129,17,13,255,119,179,0.10099999999999999,0.857,0.040999999999999995,-0.8628,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,7,2,9,8,0,6,10,0,11,1,1,4,0,25,20,13,0,5,7,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,1,6,17,1,24,18,0,21,0,0,3,0,15,11,0,6,8,89,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.1599024506403538,0.0,0.0,0.32024164309534664,0.0,0.0,0.16408081495623408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090306851831453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082783565335115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339384931394786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645424697187987,0.0,0.13805801875950086,0.0,0.0,0.1602852469526235,0.0,0.18438658871217573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393781233242644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560940577312187,0.0,0.09312467320485923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897994078870776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102590706075926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706336168903931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350270000234674,0.0,0.16755661868347796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446902308205465,0.0,0.13760003598405646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377028633952328,0.16054673183106474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030701206567888,0.16405114032842313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094035644408428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598002858288645,0.0,0.13085776649134745,0.0,0.18769958293533776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499403623378836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579539358752256,0.0,0.11929108241873887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,acroporaguardian,2018/12/05,"Wife and I distancing ourselves from grandparent (my father) over his negativity My wife and I have a 3 year old currently nonverbal daughter. She is amazing to us and perfect. We would not change a thing. From day 1 of when we told everyone my father was instantly negative. ""I am sorry to hear this."" He likes to gossip and exaggerates. I believe strongly he is on the spectrum (as am I but it does appear my daughter is ""much more so"") as well. His method for getting people to like him is to tell them gossip, and he often exaggerates and twists stories in a way that always make him to be the hero and everyone else to be idiots. Example: my older brother ran away from home at 17. He joined the Air Force, and after significant estrangement, my brother visited one weekend. We are out to eat and coincidentally some of my dad's coworkers were out at the same place. They come over and he goes, ""this is my son, who is home from the Air Force Academy!"" He said it right in front of my brother, was very definitely not home from the AFA, but regular old enlistment. He lies without respect for people around him. So that is an important data point. If confronted (which I have on multiple occasions), he denies doing it. So since my daughter's diagnosis, he has been playing this story up in gossip. I haven't heard the entirety thankfully, but suffice to say he is going with the ""I have been helping my son out financially with his handicapped daughter that will need care for life."" Sigh... I mean, he doesn't give us much money. I lost it I admit when I heard he was still saying this despite repeated attempts to tell him ""she will be ok, and is not disabled, let it go."" I told him in an e mail that he really is upsetting my wife and I, and that he was not welcome here (he was planning on visiting that weekend). He didn't take the criticism too well and replied with ""good bye"" and thats it. I am troubled by this but I was reading a blog written by a non verbal 10 year old. He wrote about what it was like to have people make him feel less than human and how it affected him. I knew instantly that I had to default to, ""if you think there is something wrong with her, stay away from her."" Compounding this is that when is around her, he never spends time with her. If you don't actively try to understand how to communicate with her, it is easy to write her off. Whether or not she remains nonverbal is her choice and we strongly believe it is not going to adversely impact her life if she and others don't let it. She is incredibly intelligent and in order to see that, you have to be around her a lot. We have no problems communicating with her and we strongly feel that in a world where typing is more important than talking, her future could be bright. We may be biased - but we think she is amazing. I strongly believe she could be savant level (not just me - the people that diagnosed her said as much). She on track to be a tall, thin, blonde and blue eyed girl with high IQ. Add in that she will have to overcome some difficulties in life and I bet she will grow up with an amazing personality! We feel strongly that compared to her, everyone else is handicapped in life. 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Hi everyone. I had aspergers for 20 years without knowing, although I always knew I was different, I just wasn’t diagnosed. My life is brilliant even though I have suffered from a tremendous amount of anxiety, I have insomnia and so on. I used to be an anxieties little boy that was scared of everything but I then turned into a daredevil. Simply my trick to a life with aspergers is, push yourself even though you are about to melt down or even if you melt down. As an example. I live far out in the country side and we have had some robberies some years ago, which has triggered my anxiety. So therefore I have chosen to sometimes go for a walk at around 3am all alone without a flashlight to basically scare the shit out of myself and prove my anxiety wrong. I have learned that all of our problems as aspies are just mental illusions of our worst nightmares, but if you keep proving yourself wrong about your nightmares becoming reality, your brain will in the end stop worrying about it. This has worked out for me in all ways, I really don’t have any problems anymore other than I still hate working... If you are looking for a more detailed answer to some of your current situations, feel free to ask! 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I was trying to explain this to a family member today and was curious if it feels the same for other people as for me. It seems like we have a lot of threads in here about how it feels to melt down, but don't really discuss what it feels like leading up to that point. For me I feel like it comes in stages. 1. Feeling like my body is overheating from the inside out, but my skin is clammy. Still able to answer questions if they're brief, simple, and there aren't too many of them. Not able to think very hard about anything. I try to move away from sensory input if I can. 2. Still have that overheated-but-clammy feeling. Also feeling dizzy, lightheaded, or nauseous. Hands start shaking. My instinct is to find one point and stare at it and not look away. Able to answer easy questions like yes/no or my name, but can't really think. This is the point where I might yell at someone (on reflex) if they won't stop talking to me (I *need* to get away from the input but am losing the ability to do it). 3. Every noise, or flash of light, or touch feels like a needle. I curl into a ball and go to the floor to try and protect myself (it's all instinct by now). Can follow basic directions but can't answer questions at this point. Not really thinking, just responding on a basic level. 4. Meltdown If you're autistic, is it like this for you? Do you have more or fewer stages? I'm hoping this helps NTs understand.",1.92806339254615,4.077302161616164,3.183935910832464,90.47636363636364,79.57239057239056,5.8473934749796825,20.679089748055265,6.953978226594392,0.4507256240566582,1150,31,235,13,29,372,155,297,0.032,0.8109999999999999,0.157,0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,2,2,15,10,0,1,11,0,22,3,3,3,1,62,46,26,0,7,19,0,13,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,18,10,0,2,22,1,0,7,8,2,0,1,2,17,21,8,45,42,4,38,0,1,2,0,15,22,0,17,14,158,39,1,0.2730598402756545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278861853821263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490166078021046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25654870851926104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110264187056313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840562467561704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766882308021936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580550523614637,0.0,0.414201779320701,0.26009867260381797,0.0,0.0,0.08319058237194775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047554165471580125,0.0,0.051728733298381006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153599415612937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100875169412335,0.0,0.0,0.09040334454353777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112742387379151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643383131781528,0.10182803842211474,0.0,0.07738190383002247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227993986762546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655777974790812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673979882476133,0.0,0.06749013721190833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616774715383315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620354120457658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441730797343619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058895137889166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492912577740174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286114105885864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712090551762933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442438679279773,0.0,0.1453772941132752,0.07609675109357363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315838543021871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496571997553456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627626684407957,0.0,0.0,0.18538970742850527,0.0,0.0,0.09475497456648052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510098845576896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wompingsnatterpuss,2018/12/05,"Overwhelming anxiety and tips for coping. Backstory: A few months ago, my smoke detectors all went off in the dead of night while me and my wife were sleeping. I have seven of them in my apartment in total and they were all going off with their own rhythm. Seeing as I'm the only one tall enough to reach them, I had to turn them off. The now: This was a few months ago and I'm still traumatized by it. I'll wake up in the middle of the night and my heart will begin racing because I think it could happen at any time. I realize this is irrational, but I can't just get over it. Can anyone relate and if you got over it, can you share any tips?",1.763109452736316,3.533210858208953,3.118731343283581,92.59187810945276,78.47761194029852,6.556218905472638,18.629353233830845,7.492282038375204,0.2376636815920397,501,10,112,7,12,163,88,134,0.059000000000000004,0.9109999999999999,0.03,-0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,11,3,3,0,3,16,22,10,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,6,1,17,1,20,14,7,28,0,1,1,0,9,14,0,1,12,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638522942516002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791301510067532,0.0,0.15700223076143333,0.0,0.0,0.1435032719187113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251077713270299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638613782791246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120599400678171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722546278920472,0.0,0.11663830733677985,0.0,0.16414310541972102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148634105158934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24320139223535944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276291008765089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385193425116859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907079146027645,0.15608849479548031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354365804993254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538062489715594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389886654255592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315046404493218,0.0,0.0,0.11967266783527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232339264850664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025249882075684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pantomchap,2018/12/05,"Intense stare of confusion from my friend with autism I have a friend (let's call him B) who has autism. He gets along with our drama group pretty well and is accepted by all of us. Usually a confused stare means that someone is... well, confused. However sometimes I wonder if that is not the case. Are there other reasons as to why he would make a confused stare, or am I just overthinking this situation?",2.9565259740259755,5.560937298701305,3.6416720779220815,86.09679383116888,78.61038961038959,6.966883116883117,26.508116883116887,8.07648339933343,1.88378051948052,320,13,60,6,8,101,60,77,0.107,0.6920000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.7964,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,19,13,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,7,5,9,11,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,7,1,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22935503817037076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347070971831886,0.0,0.11735104851138448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296820625018495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993095559647954,0.0,0.0,0.2446694599563143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851222257174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309396255325723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524744800820407,0.0,0.0,0.1903139090948808,0.0,0.22214805063916465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27018184430637354,0.0,0.2473795424270204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039082153282255,0.0,0.2026783420739489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243583272303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955866686609418,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bblauz,2018/12/05,"Two layers of clothing So my 6-year-old son recently started wearing two layers of clothing and refuses to dress otherwise. Two pairs of underwear, pants, socks, shirts. This is not normal for him....I'm curious if anyone else does this? Is it a comfort thing...i feel stumped. He insists on doing it. If i only put out one set of clothes he will put yesterdays clothes on first and then his fresh clothing on top. I want him to be comfortable however it's just out of character for him. I've tried talking to him about it but he struggles to explain his feelings further than I'm in the red zone, green zone, blue zone etc. ",2.0882142857142867,4.756738250000005,3.092857142857145,88.15500000000004,83.16666666666666,6.428571428571428,28.57142857142857,7.7094869923839395,2.0691428571428574,490,24,93,9,14,156,83,120,0.027999999999999997,0.889,0.083,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,15,11,7,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,5,8,2,19,9,1,16,0,0,3,0,12,8,0,2,5,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355701257146265,0.19865989081572016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967160403680173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196750303771884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623498112466644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606993581601206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649199729640484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996785178005096,0.0,0.0,0.2034515318992495,0.0,0.13138268158918506,0.14745961244714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898194770767417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143977781009694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372340416276023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269253145152655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583882767606266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880974335692946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316363781539154,0.0,0.5681975541893993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435943028908832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485671203646745 autism,dakrath,2018/12/05,"Gifts Hey everyone. My son is turning 6 and I'm struggling to get him a gift for his birthday. He does not play with toys, nor does he pick up and read books. My default is to get him a sensory toys or a book (despite the aforementioned lack of interest in them...I'll read it to him). I'm at the point where I'm a bit clueless what my son really even likes. He's non-verbal (uses AAC device) so communicating something like this is a problem. I'm just feeling like a shitty dad because of this. I know it's hard to suggest something without knowing the person, but I'm really grasping at straws here.",1.4459962168978568,3.7465335491803313,3.3519672131147544,87.74568095838589,82.36065573770493,6.0489281210592685,25.778058007566198,7.321109707123232,1.3842716267339217,471,20,95,7,13,158,81,122,0.106,0.799,0.096,-0.0426,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,15,6,0,2,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,8,5,13,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,3,50,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835058833001208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195891938041245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397997846191639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823267325071003,0.0,0.0,0.18551637279049374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816687114321636,0.13869909991638513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286823864663375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391813479138493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339691125380206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28455216393446114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695222148672572,0.0,0.0,0.18353225680362625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577305400079788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38840032211531217,0.0,0.2487518761152862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892864914943673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296524843427216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111768617927428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676812098126486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715137938949994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,deltacorex,2018/12/05,"Why do I collapse to the floor and moan and twitch uncontrollably? I'm going to try and explain this best I possibly can. I've always had a mental illness. I've been suicidal since I was 7 years old. When I was 10 or 11 years old I was self harming every single day for hours on end. I always had trouble making friends. I always told my self I was crazy. Teachers loved me as I was gifted and most of the people I've met never knew I had anything wrong with me. I seemed like your average kid. I liked playing with friends, video games, the usual. I'm 16 not and it wasn't until I was 14 when things started getting a lot worse. My life has never been the same. I can't distinguish reality from fantasy and dreams. I constantly feel like any minute I'm going to explode. I can't leave my house or have a normal life. My parents have given up on me and just tell me I'm messing around with them. I've seen countless doctors but oddly enough I've never been on any prescription besides SSRIs (I'm not on anything anymore.) Sometimes I say things such as devils are after me and I'm dying. But the thing that concerns me the most is that this has only happened on three occasions but sometimes, out of nowhere, my voice and tone gets weird. I start talking funny almost as if I'm high on something. Then next thing you know I fall down to the floor and either moan or scream and start twitching uncontrollably. The first time it happened I was out in public screaming at the top of my lungs til eventually my parents came and took me to the hospital. The second two times I was at home and my parents didn't know what to do so they just ignored me until eventually it went away. I just want to know why this is happening to me and if so is there any way to make it stop.",2.627701612903224,4.435825069444441,3.852921146953406,88.12290322580647,76.08333333333333,6.311827956989247,24.946236559139784,7.1029339738359605,1.0135107526881724,1395,48,285,15,31,455,189,360,0.126,0.8,0.075,-0.96,3,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,3,10,19,0,2,14,0,29,8,1,2,3,57,64,33,2,4,14,3,1,3,2,0,6,4,1,3,14,21,0,2,8,5,0,6,9,11,0,4,24,6,43,8,39,40,8,53,1,0,1,1,21,19,0,10,30,188,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074678663273708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262191367373317,0.0,0.0,0.18488216317888265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089874598411928,0.0,0.0,0.14915156409548505,0.08067452116783827,0.0,0.0,0.08514417602970396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510423536452474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364964637888063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793228582405998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844494502105201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405334341705356,0.0,0.0,0.09275744400821467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026591340039027,0.0936387566920916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635457914228767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582218767714775,0.06474176178792522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708467819319413,0.0,0.0,0.14003166452587446,0.0,0.09469453795096153,0.0,0.10300734856563012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404153560625309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957491696062872,0.09090320217044877,0.0,0.08924632739928935,0.10456786088226712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494136443892009,0.0,0.0,0.09595766879580912,0.0,0.0,0.12802073964808838,0.13282284041345258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704523416911763,0.08179164523796308,0.0,0.12098436907768585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132761787405436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968431100878415,0.0,0.09637958970209927,0.0,0.08879222121088906,0.0,0.0,0.19018916365921087,0.0,0.0,0.06892359104654369,0.0,0.0,0.3018814866529137,0.0,0.0,0.06282723029428768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216487734311062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206779551788411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250063258230639,0.18908107029201426,0.0,0.0,0.07496506074349192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976673751482954,0.17925879043118834,0.0,0.19243227631964044,0.0,0.0,0.07576567281663034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912788294534992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284009126070279,0.07920931912729304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408260791306666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568709792652747,0.0,0.0,0.08659505953681543,0.10068653329593333,0.06152770744586648,0.0,0.0885264224978536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980946811214224,0.0,0.053452348577046435,0.07193306642411451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400930152787005,0.16354802278138655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235353842697948,0.0,0.09908305345091467,0.0,0.11671769397742375 autism,colorblindfold,2019/07/15,"Repetitive stress injuries from stimming? My 7 yo daughter stims by over-extending her knees, bending her hips, and throwing her arms backward and rotating her wrists back and forth. She does this almost constantly when she is standing, which is 98% of the day, the girl only sits when she's sick or sleeping. I worry about knee or hip problems in the future from overuse. Any lasting physical problems from childhood stims?",7.737837837837838,9.374501972972975,6.127945945945946,77.48867567567571,63.05405405405405,8.622702702702702,39.12432432432432,8.841846274778883,3.71983027027027,342,18,53,5,5,100,58,74,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,2,8,7,0,0,8,2,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,7,2,0,15,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,9,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814737319478217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911526728072334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161429329138924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30376134507813696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128153512629328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598611309631965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291280647193305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378366233099727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379354966090433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812956984425617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219907343095011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854632780211484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,unpopular2Bunpopular,2019/07/15,"How do I get over my sensory issue with brushing my teeth? Hi! I’m a 20 F with autism and I’ve always avoided and struggled with being able to brush my teeth without being overloaded and starting to meltdown. I know it’s gross to not brush your teeth and I’ve had many cavities due to this issue. What tips, tools, and tricks could I use to be able to solve or help the issue. Thanks!",1.5128164556962034,3.6804208354430408,2.74985759493671,92.93592563291142,81.15189873417722,5.468987341772152,21.26740506329114,6.6274283507984215,0.33939113924050623,302,9,64,3,8,97,53,79,0.124,0.784,0.092,-0.3786,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,6,3,3,2,0,16,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,7,1,11,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,37,10,0,0.4333188740169871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027800781669376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298493071243914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131956135484478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522225364186853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6784084870438583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907036044608847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196586630833087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335266465461406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264994853684238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947090048403845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871241900842886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088519657661482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gravepastel,2019/07/15,"I think I might be autistic? (Sorry if this is long but I would really appreciate if anyone could help me a little bit). I don't know where to start but I'm a 16-year-old girl and I'm pretty sure I have autism and I'm going to explain why but first of all I do have OCD and social phobia so it might be that but I'm not sure, but my main question is if it sounds like I might have autism and if its worth mentioning to my psychiatrist. The reasons I think I have autism is because: 1. I can't have eye contact for more than 2 seconds, then I have to look somewhere else for example at the wall or the floor or somewhere else. 2. I don't know how to communicate. I can manage to do it if I really try and I know mostly what to say but I always let everyone talk much more than me and wait until they ask me questions and such because I don't really know what to say or how to speak like a normal person or what tone of voice to use and such. I talk a lot when I am with my closest friend I have known for years but that's mostly random words and laughter and noises (sounds weird I know) and I laugh A LOT. 3. I talk to myself often, even laugh to myself because I say funny things in my head and have conversations with myself as well. 4. (Idk if this is because of my autism but might as well write it here???) My IQ isn't low it's over average which I have read is common in autistic people but I'm not sure. 5. I don't know what facial expression to have when talking to people and stuff, I often just do weird things with my eyebrows and smile even when I maybe am not supposed to, and I don't know when to stop smiling so when I first smile I smile until people stop looking at my face. 6. In school I can't manage to do the tasks I am given because its not topics I'm interested in so I end up not doing them or just doing some of it but not finish because I have a hard time doing things I'm not interested in and it makes my mood become very low and I might even get depressed and upset (i don't show this I just keep it inside of me). 7. I self-harm whenever I am upset or overwhelmed and I don't know what to do with my emotions when that happens so I end up hurting myself. I have hurt myself since I was 8 years old or even younger sometimes for reasons I don't even remember. 8. When I was a child I never talked to anyone, I did not go to kindergarten because I was too scared of people. And I was very sensitive to certain fabrics and only used one pair of pants because the other ones I did not like. Another thing is that I always only had one big interest from when I was around 6 years old to now and that is video games (certain ones). I would be up all night gaming from a very early age and I was pretty good at it for being that young, I only focused on that and not the world around me (it went a little bit away when I got older and I don't game as much due to depression). 9. I rock back and forth nearly all the time and sometimes for no reason at all. There are many more reasons but I thought these are the most obvious ones. Does it sound like I might be on the spectrum and should I mention it to someone?",1.518710510014451,3.0899362664670704,3.298430724757381,91.92793413173656,78.55089820359281,5.864381581664258,20.94837910386124,6.566583216259969,0.1996348544290729,2438,63,548,21,58,815,260,668,0.069,0.779,0.152,0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,3,55.0,0,0,2,2,37,31,0,4,18,0,71,4,4,9,11,133,106,73,0,11,37,0,1,4,1,9,0,8,0,3,37,34,0,4,20,7,1,3,24,12,2,8,13,12,84,18,69,77,18,70,0,7,3,0,30,29,0,30,42,403,121,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486272701676796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597729951208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971615200792845,0.0,0.0,0.10149015493290288,0.05329044844723295,0.0,0.05355653489973208,0.04383206665980112,0.0,0.27798976241121603,0.06295573464337235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244658148111568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551254603632548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819382407762778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498840260991492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523798863827716,0.06412110964536216,0.10097611822063272,0.0,0.0,0.18825091447221964,0.0,0.0,0.05446915507890855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697406094923418,0.0,0.0,0.04404065596706935,0.0,0.02978190384281476,0.0,0.06479264837162131,0.047811715418710994,0.04559079583252965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040788463285501,0.0,0.05106381562173305,0.0,0.05850189473465142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820815187284518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204655567705285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050667207163968914,0.0,0.0,0.25062045527528864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058289799593787626,0.0,0.11139585300745948,0.11426468780059128,0.0,0.05044618145146067,0.09573693459116696,0.0,0.0,0.09692443958109027,0.0,0.0,0.03805018667730525,0.057792461890658224,0.05726753875703786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628293525764612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380805971022222,0.0,0.043964506809212905,0.0,0.0,0.05349379358831606,0.05585119165927109,0.0,0.0,0.179446317811189,0.0,0.1931347662614652,0.1300608760842775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580758148736164,0.049773136850581226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159858241723222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277136222220993,0.0,0.057018787775374835,0.0,0.10955343977855576,0.2344357995383223,0.0,0.0,0.06457369684167527,0.0,0.0,0.1359940838861531,0.05707030953483329,0.05769044546261848,0.0,0.0,0.05946693838719015,0.0,0.0,0.04715376998385312,0.0,0.0,0.05810774880966318,0.048298763517771834,0.0,0.11275556489574125,0.06381059666393024,0.04034727291644034,0.0,0.0,0.09531472590655957,0.0,0.0,0.06525521139039688,0.0,0.0,0.16117498182688836,0.0,0.0,0.2290857150548117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148200279990462,0.07305090516503572,0.0,0.045254301976435284,0.06647823741436881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870154090134673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984652048088359,0.0,0.1411012302188383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250573627436448,0.05284268753284841,0.051436667769371336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098710551244429,0.0,0.0,0.14683318442678642 autism,DrifterMS,2019/07/15,"Self Diagnosis Just curious, I know people self diagnosis their children, siblings, friends and urge them to get help but can you self diagnosis yourself on the spectrum? I’ve tried to do several google searches on the subject but haven’t had much luck.",5.756333333333334,8.485866800000004,5.841944444444442,73.21625000000002,69.8888888888889,8.944444444444445,37.91666666666667,9.516144504307137,4.216666666666667,206,12,33,5,4,65,36,45,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,4,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052130169028896,0.0,0.13877255464282026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803572503491286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597472095747746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525713680073367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414357232697307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8312812035455437,0.30006865375329506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803347337309072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,p1gn3wt0n,2019/07/15,"Incorporating autistic volunteer in a group I am seeking some advice on how to better include an autistic volunteer. Some context: they are a group of international volunteers who are participating in a workcamp at a farming community that also serves as a home for special needs adults. All volunteers are above 18yo. English is the common language, but everyone at the camp has a different native language. The camp is meant to be a mix of physical work on the farm, cultural exchange, and social experience. &#x200B; We have just finished our first day and we (two camp leaders) have noticed that the autistic volunteer is not as involved socially the other volunteers. This is mainly due to his verbal communication being difficult. He can understand English, but doesn't reply without prompting from his assistant, who is here in the camp with him, and can only give basic responses. We are concerned about him feeling isolated and would like to find different ways to incorporate him. We mainly planned English speaking games, but this would exclude him. &#x200B; Please, are there any suggestions on how to better include this volunteer? Any group games that would be better than speaking games? We are quite inexperienced with autistic volunteers and any general advice would be most welcome. Thank you.",8.946849315068494,10.981255009132424,8.315872146118721,61.44613698630138,60.55251141552511,11.136803652968037,42.453881278538816,11.072351349416056,5.6208231963470325,1073,61,142,29,15,338,128,219,0.036000000000000004,0.8440000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9605,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,1,1,7,7,8,0,0,15,0,26,0,0,2,1,34,32,13,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,9,12,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,15,7,25,23,6,14,0,0,0,0,33,8,0,3,6,113,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428469993247917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936909421366537,0.0,0.2692670269008029,0.3019741915946033,0.2534991450755281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296883646088813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013614370407364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596463691972256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873386368325725,0.0,0.12154818743197808,0.0,0.0,0.06282858877201915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356957974230507,0.1056938088802549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919961591266373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246409260829589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070619237028235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921357478378652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146858007674148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450382397856877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639799268086922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321637001741158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333080772457434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440009081493975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138203076998702,0.1293569816820606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863023305028604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978029774041113,0.0,0.09046131893275343,0.0,0.0,0.35307733090721605,0.0,0.3019741915946033,0.0 autism,bczeon27,2019/07/15,"Need Suggestion for my son My son is 4 years old. He start to gain these very bad habits where I am not quite sure how to handle. &#x200B; One, he has selective hearing. He ignore question or words that he doesn't care. Two, he get very nervous in new places Three, he has a very hard time to focus on a task Four, he would not be able to express himself via a story. Five, he doesn't like to look at people in the eye &#x200B; I am looking for any recommendation or advice, like book, specialist, or personal experience to help improve my situation with my son. Thank you for your help in advance.",4.785,5.712682711864411,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,69.33898305084746,8.272881355932205,29.15677966101695,8.472884824447931,1.9750135593220344,472,17,95,7,8,152,82,118,0.149,0.743,0.109,-0.4949,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,2,8,0,1,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,13,17,4,0,2,5,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,5,0,5,9,5,15,15,0,13,0,0,3,0,21,7,0,4,7,51,11,1,0.14265095967578534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939686681501312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30912451041954403,0.3466730598633908,0.0970075442893771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910759279471447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544216057755113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954001113599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452923872936305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277872403655115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077799911056648,0.0,0.1912318626350049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393841066385855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395817571308139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577387907584802,0.0,0.13777318576926714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968818570544914,0.0,0.09666398211216601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889621400829894,0.12455731568488022,0.14903989115212604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980172204267848,0.15172685486890236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603456555164974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096908347898093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344468412896647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133383790859607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318092175558008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934925960810385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531059440487639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133514889769728,0.0,0.3466730598633908,0.09186254103577712 autism,Erinzozo,2019/07/15,"Help! My inability to understand how to socialise properly is causing rifts with my neurotypical boyfriend. I am 19 year old female with autism and have been dating my boyfriend (19) for a year and a half. We get along well and he can tolerate a lot of my strange habits but he’s getting really frustrated with how I don’t know when I should reply in conversation. Everything I learnt with socialising was taught by reading books or watching movies as I was/still am incredibly shy. I understand that when someone asks a direct question I should reply. For example: Him: would you like dinner now? Me: (knowing that I should reply) yes I am fine with questions and will always reply. However I get very confused with replying to statements. He recently was annoyed that I didn’t reply when this happened: I was walking upstairs to make dinner after letting him know where I was going. Him: I’m going to put (favourite tv show) on Me: (no reply) After this happened he suddenly became very angry and I felt upset because I didn’t understand that he needed me to reply. I’ve tried researching and studying conversations to understand when you are supposed to reply to direct statements. But it confuses me so much! A lot of it seems to rely on context but I can’t understand this at all. I need strict rules to memorise and follow with socialising but this doesn’t seem to exist for casual conversations and people throwing around statements. He also gets frustrated when I do not react by saying ‘yeah’ or ‘hmm’ when he’s telling me a story. He will sometimes then refuse to continue telling me the story and accuse me of not listening or ignoring him. It really upsets me when he suddenly gets upset because of the way I talk. I’ve tried explaining that it’s very hard and confusing for me to always reply when needed to but he keeps insisting that I’m being ‘incredibly rude’ and it’s really annoying for him. I’m trying my best to speak normally around him but it’s incredibly difficult and making me stutter and lose my words all the time because I’m so focused on delivering the perfect response that he wants. He also doesn’t like when it sometimes takes me a good 30 seconds to reply because I take longer to process. He’ll say things like ‘hello??’ and then start ranting with how I’m ignoring him. He came up with the solution that I should say ‘umm’ or ‘give me a minute’ when thinking but doing this in itself requires thinking and by the time I’ve forced myself to say these things I’ve lost track of the question and he’ll have to keep repeating himself. Does anyone know how I can fix this? Has anyone been in a similar situation where their partner is annoyed with their speaking? How can I change how I communicate?",5.355239606799099,7.006895990272372,6.145574441941433,75.09372721687488,68.6692607003891,9.22375588777391,32.008806061847224,9.616208734778699,3.2554521400778205,2185,95,373,49,38,717,230,514,0.141,0.769,0.09,-0.9813,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,2,5,26,27,6,6,16,2,35,2,0,10,3,100,84,50,0,10,13,0,2,3,1,9,0,7,0,1,25,31,2,6,21,5,0,7,9,18,2,2,12,10,56,9,57,61,6,47,0,2,1,0,50,12,0,14,30,253,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128608995240556,0.13381647497624766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245021934153493,0.0,0.0,0.14316534222670724,0.07517325492710808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607073955810955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438618665517104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919685476944942,0.0,0.08260405450687465,0.08506397742018214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036804380535415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226805326108765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720698999803859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100566532112549,0.07713737836144859,0.0913986355034186,0.06744477437137666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221403167939078,0.0,0.0720322936123218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389767256087316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294564941982207,0.0,0.0,0.17676671827046156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222550367262599,0.0,0.1178539836868349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995913078024527,0.08777790053716883,0.13672479435993018,0.0,0.0,0.10734968334707794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911119929663455,0.17887079552651572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787855233146037,0.0,0.0,0.08437762105347665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055746732648868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083507607191204,0.2702355382824167,0.0,0.08043257270235052,0.0,0.1545396763693884,0.0,0.07939597640690814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578362187925713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640596717014534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038512221241922,0.0,0.0,0.0681318203989348,0.0,0.15905669911467507,0.0,0.05691518688502725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091784734321832,0.06463116509528415,0.14056518856568306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684274147759973,0.10304800347223138,0.0,0.0,0.09377638270774667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378098993459878,0.0,0.0,0.4185524577115686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990420245810496,0.04742838052260333,0.06382636006354353,0.0,0.0,0.07229897729302953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057121534026157085,0.0,0.0,0.10356385362006673 autism,Transpact_,2019/07/15,"Transpact Enterprise It was an enriching experience for the team of Transpact Enterprises to be a part of the 37th edition of India’s largest integrated Trade fair i.e India International Trade Fair 2017 inaugurated at the hands of Honourable President of India, Shri Ram Nath Kovind. Managed by India Trade Promotion Organisation the format weaved together the Business, Social, Cultural and Educational dimensions with B2B and B2C components. The fair Commenced from November 14 and lasted up to November 2017. The theme of the fair for 2017 was ""Startup India Stand-up India"". Vietnam was partner country, while Kyrgyzstan was the focus country, the fair was the showcase of India on the global stage. There were 7,000 exhibitors, including 222 companies from 22 countries along with thirty-two Indian states and union territories. Transpact was privileged to be a part of such a Mega event of the country. After a strenuous scrutiny conducted by the Government of Maharashtra of about more than 200 start-ups, Transpact was selected amongst 60 others to represent the State of Maharashtra at IITF and be a part of Maharashtra Pavilion. We showcased our award winning & forerunner product “The Vestibulator “to more than 6,00,000 visitors which included Overseas Trade Delegations, Foreign Emissaries, Business Leaders, Decision Makers, Policy Makers, State Ministries, Government Departments, Private sector players and Public also. Designed in joint research with The Industrial Research and Consultancy Centre, IIT B to stimulate the vestibular system of the user especially for children suffering from Cerebral Palsy & Autism;The Vestibulator is an unique, innovative, mechanized, digital healthcare solution (device) to achieve   maximum Vestibular Stimulation for vestibular, neuro-developmental and sensory integration therapy.   I am happy to share that We received a tremendous response from the visitors including the queries about where the Vestibulator could be brought from, when will it be in the market for sale and so on. The concept, design, technology and the extent of Vestibulators’ socio-economic impact & relevance received an optimistic feedback technology experts, policy makers, academicians, general public and visitors such as Shri Ramdas Athawale -Minister of State for Social Justice, Shri Shivaji Daund-Managing Director MSSIDC, Shri Harshadeep Kamble -State Development Commissioner  (Industries) , Mr. Kush Kesari -CS MSSIDC and many more. Maharashtra Pavilion received a special appreciation from the Government of India for its excellent display of start-ups.  ",14.790789473684216,15.104299153061225,12.71498925886144,40.64955961331904,48.54081632653061,16.517937701396345,55.835660580021475,14.924444911402436,9.27868163265306,2156,138,223,81,19,673,232,392,0.008,0.863,0.128,0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,3,0,0,7,9,9,0,0,36,0,17,1,1,5,0,26,18,17,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,18,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,9,1,4,8,58,2,7,27,0,1,0,0,17,9,0,0,6,147,10,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359496815051424,0.0,0.5525878066517571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573190870848886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629352918698848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096915007957065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385734468602956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723542593095274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522833189263812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465890767962749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065506507853066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441087804435744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606620553614518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mycraft12,2019/07/15,"High school awful love story keeps haunting me Hey this morning I was dreaming of unhappily being in love with a girl that took me for a fool when I was in school. 4 years she had me on a leash. It's more than 12 years in the past and with the love for her my love in general died. My optimism was gone afterwards. I was mentally ill since then and when I start dreaming of the c*** I freak out these days. On the other hand I realize that when you start hurting massively again it's a sign of depression lifting. I was diagnosed very late in life and had tried to fit in way too much. Can anyone relate? I neglected my autism in denial for a bit after the diagnosis and only now do I start coming to terms with it.",1.7308163265306111,3.7407932040816365,3.5158843537414946,88.5570918367347,79.54421768707482,7.1931972789115655,22.064625850340143,8.192908349453996,1.159103401360544,559,17,120,11,14,187,91,147,0.17800000000000002,0.669,0.154,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,10,1,10,8,1,0,0,14,21,8,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,1,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,9,1,18,4,23,11,4,33,0,3,0,4,9,12,0,0,17,82,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098103641535028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145379079156015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528140731509344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128181575333063,0.0,0.1352636737723726,0.15939860114948545,0.1629891754628138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592794725198684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812121991594614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958989060994886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715496955054225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092638517302353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669613575763818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826564578645338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544703706800467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194407223228541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499183811645176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178783052045893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299102508766963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33347435519324264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744841219449701,0.10662407034538963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957957354570435,0.0,0.12465597456743267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226522537264724 autism,Clover-Bug,2019/07/15,"When were you able to talk to other family members? When I was a child, I was very protected and usually stayed in my own house with my mom, dad, brother and grandpa. There came a time in my life when I actually was expected to talk and play with other grandparents, uncles, cousins, and distant family. I didn’t say a word to my grandma in my mom’s side until I was around 8 years old. It was different with my mom’s and dad’s side. I was (and still am) much more comfortable with my mom’s side and started talking to them much earlier than I did my dad’s. It was even worse when it was a man. I didn’t say a full sentence to my papa Jim (mom’s side) until I was around 11. I still struggle with talking with other family members other than the ones that live(d) with me. I’m usually very emotionless, quiet, and lethargic when visiting. You can imagine how uncomfortable Thanksgiving is. Luckily, my family members are pretty understanding and don’t talk to me more than they have to. So I was just curious if others had an experience similar to mine, and if it still affects you? How old were you when you were able to talk to distant family members? Did being undiagnosed/diagnosed make it easier or harder for your family to understand? Thank for listening :)",4.184184747583245,5.832065906122452,5.718131041890441,77.03337271750806,71.57142857142857,9.892588614393127,29.221267454350162,10.186864033877496,3.206428571428572,997,40,186,29,19,338,117,245,0.042,0.8390000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9559,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,6,2,0,17,4,0,1,7,0,25,1,0,4,0,33,33,24,0,3,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,11,20,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,19,4,32,3,31,13,6,31,0,0,0,0,31,10,0,3,18,141,43,0,0.16954386576857589,0.0,0.08272517799673326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092998592095272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695650771902417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604172744238357,0.0,0.08856862707790297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599106216693192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292321681941664,0.479492602886913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781542885089067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987692320006888,0.0,0.0,0.07485516983063323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056585923465109066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964193161855479,0.0,0.0,0.12463424930712548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790776677609899,0.0,0.05744365563726048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624353180331666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482808705166074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000201041424302,0.09035560119007684,0.2030969253172865,0.0,0.0,0.08862203021059761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088188112918688,0.0,0.07804660633147724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049431195782654085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650114355065627,0.0,0.0,0.18672861516715047,0.13989144532910833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638984187792782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459034542048671 autism,MoonofCommonSense,2019/07/15,Im about to have my first appointment with a doctor for autism This has been something me and my mom have been suspecting i may have for some years. I hope everything goes well,3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,74.14285714285714,8.095238095238095,23.095238095238088,8.841846274778883,1.4136666666666668,142,4,30,3,3,43,28,35,0.049,0.807,0.14400000000000002,0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,2,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637088781156633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193596044371127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30225479071060485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35293603004141216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38383169201793904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161737249226748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735605977786689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194962607625969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882940548155134 autism,IcarusSeldom,2019/07/15,"Positive Support Stories! Share a nice story about anybody or any service that’s helped you get to where you are now. Let’s spread some positivity! I’ll go first: Following my leave from the workforce and taking a year off of university, I was feeling really lost and depressed. I wasn’t sure what to do with myself and how to help myself feel better. So, I got in touch with my social worker at the time. Her name is Wanda; she’s a very blunt, but very kind woman who I first met with when I needed a psychiatrist visit a few years ago. When I met her last year, she suggested that I be moved into a service called Psychosocial Rehabilitation, which would allow me to gain skills and have more supports. She helped me fill out the paperwork and I got into the program in January. Since then, things have took a turn for the better! I developed a support group within the program, and then got referred to a nonprofit that also became a support group. Plus, I got to see a psychologist and got my diagnosis of autism! And it was all thanks to Wanda taking notice of my struggles and putting the word out for me. Having an advocate has helped change my life, and I’m so thankful to her. Kinda think I should get her flowers... What about the rest of you? Let’s get some positive stories going!",4.10789156626506,5.9324581325301216,5.093612449799199,80.71873192771085,72.09236947791166,7.710923694779116,26.506224899598394,8.395991825355821,1.8556359839357441,1021,35,190,17,20,334,144,249,0.032,0.743,0.225,0.9943,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,8,10,15,0,1,20,0,15,1,0,2,2,36,45,21,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,18,0,0,4,0,0,8,1,3,0,2,12,4,31,12,30,28,6,31,0,2,1,0,26,10,0,4,13,135,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188491079080063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289377494244671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048972736871903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335085848904772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058445048598899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965444814787532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927887851451978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482331430778133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763397135791734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246815928128605,0.0,0.1178203423064756,0.0,0.4145164078032941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791409338520795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794191517210662,0.0,0.08449358608171469,0.0,0.10975688183304984,0.0,0.21199084506395735,0.07321539471553186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315291777902065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017006879375582,0.0,0.07685971182351488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801319848094395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420304724140486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640477533566777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260052041847568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857454273002326,0.0,0.0,0.105664377479156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836390007349657,0.0,0.0,0.4705110214668007,0.09769468197054132,0.0,0.15587302902795827,0.0,0.0,0.19086528777284475,0.0,0.0,0.06886453120726424,0.06641866684455629,0.0,0.0,0.06044272679801941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516578170168973,0.0,0.112748110948432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105433679139226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736343453593582,0.0,0.0,0.20025346029871974 autism,raegunXD,2019/07/15,"I need some guidance and insight Hi! I am 28F and my daughter is 7 years old, she has the diagnosis of ASD ""level 2"" (moderate-severe), obsessive-compulsive disorder, and ADHD. I could probably talk about this kid for days and days, and she would probably like that (she loves her ""stories""). She is an only child and I am a single mom, I raise her alone. She's my best bud and side kick. I am neuroatypical as well, I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 10 years old, and 15 years later, ASD/Asperger's was added to my chart. Interestingly my uncle (in his 50s) was also recently diagnosed with Asperger's, though this is somewhat a formality for our family, because he is about as ""classic"" aspie as you can get! Anyway, introductions out of the way, I am taking a different approach to ""support network"", as we really don't have one with family. So I'm seeking invaluable insight and advice from people with autism, as well as other parents on the spectrum. Today I wanted to see if there are people here who have similar diagnoses as my daughter who could tell me a little bit about themselves. I am interested in what your upbringing was like. What kind of positive and negative impact did your parents/caregivers have on you? What did they do, or what do you wish they did, to understand and support you better? Also, I would be ecstatic to hear from any adults and teenagers with moderate-severe ASD and OCD, who might be able to share their insight, stories, advice, opinions, and more. Thanks so much guys! 🥰",5.417014134275617,6.791130233215548,6.44016077738516,74.09253798586575,68.2226148409894,9.90028268551237,31.817844522968198,10.125756701596842,3.4417987279151947,1188,50,207,30,20,396,163,283,0.028999999999999998,0.8109999999999999,0.161,0.9885,3,1,0,0,1,0,56.0,2,6,3,2,14,14,0,0,8,0,33,4,0,0,0,38,46,29,0,8,2,4,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,4,11,21,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,8,2,37,14,33,31,7,21,0,0,1,1,38,8,0,6,13,157,48,0,0.10533308480979428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317979724158163,0.20586054279363944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909330906667017,0.0,0.16846965973319422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163010969604665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642100708337041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054057397297352,0.09315855371191999,0.11499644758251175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819979437900448,0.0,0.0,0.13586225142725547,0.0,0.0,0.3207325915137739,0.0,0.11005065462194878,0.12072084082252713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859731590838572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503218935036711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429631440569932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187180419560615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968819873760093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292084931687792,0.10557142297368327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506722151904078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117417573338262,0.0,0.12336483586935874,0.0,0.0,0.07743193711527202,0.07810314771579109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105870715165946,0.0,0.07137642430877786,0.08011055748843528,0.0,0.0,0.11695992535111,0.0,0.0,0.146049396669737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271337617411321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747907133693963,0.0,0.10400371377163636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393683107294267,0.0,0.0,0.2379928079289768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390614727772521,0.0,0.0,0.07919737091281798,0.08466274362377442,0.09206575886740644,0.09697655254660142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034892210203402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984344812535348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096554560577489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212818250693997,0.08360849987048717,0.0,0.0,0.18941418647789388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112784918501475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965120259006787,0.0,0.0,0.20349315941000054 autism,Joshmuse,2019/07/15,"My son is destructive I have to pick my battles with him. We have been working with his doctors for a long time. Finally got him on a medicine that has helped a lot, but I don't even get upset anymore. I can't. He's destroyed so much around the house. The car is just an object that can be replaced and I am not concerned about dents. I would like for it to stop one day, but I don't know what to do. I could stress out and flip out I guess, but what good would that do? It sure won't help him. He's non-verbal and I can't reason with him. BTW this is my first Reddit post. ![video](r43i8bbd5ea31)",0.9585958005249359,2.7469436456692904,1.9170275590551176,100.1685072178478,81.04724409448819,4.863254593175854,19.24475065616798,5.46131890053228,-0.5611359580052491,461,11,112,2,12,144,83,127,0.10800000000000001,0.762,0.13,0.5958,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,2,5,8,3,2,6,0,20,1,0,2,1,25,24,7,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,2,0,18,3,13,17,2,12,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,7,79,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067743511304135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560774748366093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646897736304742,0.0,0.0,0.13446419563613682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340690958535324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771120251034422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228399765585426,0.0,0.17734860124147198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893178932861693,0.0,0.0,0.1748785349291011,0.16675518775309192,0.0,0.2296844533975272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795041158158009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405791176270391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458524772114415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018617686090085,0.0,0.0,0.1845144903867345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725785243559686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327028709409796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128388689631327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968379769160133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437104274107396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743139675886299,0.2388341706233509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965072398558352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157707229161785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178929162595067,0.0,0.0,0.2962225102390316,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hakern988,2019/07/15,"Touch aversion... Hi r/autism! I'm not on the spectrum, but my partner is, and I wanted to know how touch aversion works and how it feels (when being touched, at the threat of receiving unwanted touch)?",2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,79.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,27.921052631578952,7.1686216300943375,1.5394526315789476,156,7,30,2,4,48,31,38,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,6,6,0,2,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220051949035905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586812438694496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922761204297707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6076078943293702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LoveJingo,2019/10/25,"Newly found autistic Hi. I debated on posting. I am a 22/F. I recently had gotten diagnosed through professional psychological testing with ASD and ADHD. I was struggling in my BA of college and decided to get tested for ADHD. I am currently on a medical withdrawal for the semester. Through my own research and online quizzes ( not reliable, I understand), I realized that I am on the spectrum. Ive always known I was different and never had a name for it. I've been considered as ""gifted"" but had weaknesses. Any tips on how to cope with diagnosis?",4.5133883388338845,6.9450327920792105,6.895577557755775,65.61276127612763,72.56435643564356,11.221562156215622,37.95489548954895,10.980518767755715,5.523929812981298,436,27,68,17,9,155,70,101,0.057999999999999996,0.93,0.012,-0.6249,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,10,3,0,1,1,16,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,12,0,16,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,53,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970425845777755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066836888139216,0.0,0.0,0.168916423397362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211465986099546,0.0,0.2595188399146613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723511768598196,0.0,0.0,0.12977560185564613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502308012999969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915767494773099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378927692821886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452590876224412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967531878874983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585868920469324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kamomil,2019/10/25,"Discussion - support ideas for adults with milder autism I was just reading about support for adults with more severe forms of autism, eg. they might live in a group home and be supported by someone who works with people with disabilities All the types of autism, level 1 2 & 3, need some type of support. But what about a level 1 or level 2 person, who can work and hold down a job? I was thinking, if they have a) the ability to request counselling and jump through any waiting lists or have it free b) they have support if they are being bullied at a workplace, eg. they would be assigned someone in HR to oversee how they are doing, and they would get support to help the other co-workers understand their un-typical behavior. My son was diagnosed as level 1 social, level 2 repetitive, and I feel like I would have gotten the same diagnosis as a kid. I have fought with depression and anxiety since I was a teenager, and I was bullied from the time I started school. What do you think?",5.932936507936508,6.648910931216933,6.036097883597886,79.83922619047621,66.67195767195767,8.839682539682537,33.21031746031745,8.841846274778883,2.760146031746032,782,33,144,12,12,248,114,189,0.105,0.759,0.136,0.633,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,8,2,4,10,1,0,12,0,22,1,0,1,1,34,38,15,0,6,6,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,6,12,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,18,9,24,24,5,13,0,1,0,0,22,9,0,6,4,101,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127739484961415,0.0,0.07611704575743279,0.0,0.08562705203851599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640616774576524,0.11360779913990705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659577153615075,0.07996366268703188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847942565896683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750251155469242,0.0,0.11227610733454793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263566863324812,0.0,0.0,0.11107443228946376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054683924330769317,0.0,0.0988372892024612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874130155721685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299555722738916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759899193459824,0.09773399550376256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196147762994367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328033743141047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645038188507512,0.0,0.0925906349326974,0.0,0.0,0.1140997497896512,0.18967786381050966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922547059154084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7621091105168167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344197068346948,0.0,0.0,0.06526797553526216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652431361221965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444617126968033,0.0,0.0,0.2385381123288659,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SaltiestRabbit,2019/10/25,"I need to pay to re-diagnose myself before uni but it's too expensive, please help? So... first post here. I'm a senior about to go into university, but I was told by my counsellor I need to get an updated diagnosis for the university to accommodate my learning plan. It's been really helpful (just stuff telling teachers not to walk behind me, how I don't like being touched, how I like sitting alone sometimes, etc.) but I don't know if I can handle letting my parents spend hundreds of dollars for a re-assessment, after they spent thousands for the first assessment. Do you guys have any tips for either finding cheaper places to update assessments, or how test and classroom tips to improve one's grades?",5.967535505430245,7.17536363157895,6.586867167919802,74.15886382623228,66.81954887218045,9.520133667502087,35.078529657477034,9.725611199111238,3.589829406850459,565,27,97,12,9,185,95,133,0.068,0.8190000000000001,0.113,0.8325,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,8,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,3,0,18,17,10,0,3,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,3,0,0,4,4,1,14,2,18,11,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,8,69,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054227324655952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487951723583508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687746283723922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201313187469839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120401485185326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128120412897056,0.3374195975060496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362562843343304,0.0,0.11272245959849182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638999013419067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658892305878472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090037020183677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028183673564043,0.0,0.19379998897487072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941364993913008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440182757837407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023557320013007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722541442255127,0.2177202065030784,0.0,0.0,0.18995702862590091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706311080731486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616553618191399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270543993619748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335985052486855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952449967874696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cowboyblus,2019/10/25,"what are your special interests? infodump in the comments and maybe find someone who shares your interest! one of mine right now is quilting! I'm handsewing a quilt for the first time with no previous experience and it's amazing.",5.177195121951217,8.130489097560979,5.1001829268292695,76.75320121951222,72.65853658536584,8.978048780487804,37.079268292682926,9.516144504307137,4.2856292682926815,187,11,30,5,4,58,38,41,0.045,0.66,0.295,0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40717572279739866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804480897360044,0.3540649509900103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181825140630919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820640937647472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554781509094069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526901765359766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427207197638416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WandaWhiter,2019/10/25,"People who question your diagnosis. Hey guys! I'd like your advice on how to deal with people who question your diagnosis. I was diagnosed 3 years ago with ASD (as an adult) and I find that a lot of people will simply not believe me when I disclose my diagnosis to them. This is very frustrating and I find it really hard to explain how it makes me feel when people do this. Does anyone else experience this? How do you respond?",2.937981927710844,5.291863445783137,4.663478915662652,80.10678463855425,77.19277108433734,7.523493975903612,24.832831325301214,8.472884824447931,1.884760240963856,338,12,63,7,8,114,57,83,0.068,0.9009999999999999,0.031,-0.4657,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,4,0,16,8,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,12,1,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,3,5,44,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782164859167212,0.1616660180617132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275220902352372,0.18686657100290224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054761861277454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802245969164494,0.0,0.1851086002295792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959915568628913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235240381077295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839949345804168,0.0,0.0,0.09221518352862706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333781593346821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805816927829799,0.0,0.0,0.16337377907610254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910008612580557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505022280842512,0.0,0.0,0.12173792178148145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057484040704088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086074815968471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683524004547308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047994966340128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174446716403068 autism,robothelicopter,2019/10/25,"Eye contact I recently started on antidepressants (I think anyway, I’m 17 so the therapist probably told my parents what it was for) and I’ve recently noticed I’ve started making eye contact a bit more. It’s usually accidental and when it happens it doesn’t usually last for more than a second or two. I also don’t feel as awkward or uncomfortable when I make it, but I won’t do it voluntarily. I don’t know if this is a side effect of the medicine or a stage in my development but I think this is a good thing.",3.3893571428571434,4.736349495238095,5.936369047619048,75.87883928571429,73.09523809523809,9.44047619047619,32.17261904761905,9.827888789773867,3.2945476190476204,407,20,81,11,8,146,64,105,0.049,0.909,0.043,0.3545,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,0,8,2,2,3,0,15,19,13,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,3,9,1,7,16,3,13,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,4,9,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566306477048982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383040836120626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903363446773496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164279624054915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319998381920015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764054848412624,0.15965354604826631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26147860656431404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222990010150108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748140160398674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111721972579841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38677988849897416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772640457807096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274106995782503,0.1301219076387451,0.2510007250793357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871543875928391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913285639734087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314283050421225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Selfishpie,2019/10/25,"For the adults of this subreddit Hello there. I am just going to get to the point because this is awkward for some people (hence why I’m not simply asking my parents) but how in the hell does anyone like us get comfortable with sex? Like at all? Like I still shiver and get physically cold when I get excited and I can tell that only certain women would enjoy a frozen live vibrator, I am 17 and don’t have an actual diagnosis yet but going through the process of getting one and with the virtue of hindsight it’s incredibly obvious to someone once they are given the actual facts about autism that I am on the spectrum, if there is a more appropriate place for this to be posted then please link it to me and I will delete it here but given this is a question that directly stems from my stims this was the first choice",4.3635185185185215,5.7810172654321015,5.189814814814816,81.89916666666669,70.79012345679013,8.362962962962964,26.462962962962962,8.841846274778883,1.9333111111111108,655,21,127,12,12,213,109,162,0.044000000000000004,0.78,0.177,0.9737,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,9,9,1,1,12,0,14,1,0,1,4,22,25,12,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,3,1,12,7,19,19,3,13,1,0,0,1,9,5,1,3,8,92,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.34389096406735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320292131618492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472292657316556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074096966623766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419353763630578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498753677880882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602853328178157,0.0,0.20027669068627796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582468075916849,0.0,0.15558755594033416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764692117438656,0.11939747121142763,0.13400780543556265,0.0,0.0,0.19564890585703526,0.0,0.0,0.12215468064695965,0.0,0.1840911756825981,0.1934143497635009,0.16656566147411306,0.0,0.16875059859988634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738397995012755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929342702736664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071330143533464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400629690240106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194653427544946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589928156925166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516720560072767,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TeatothewhY,2019/10/25,"Parents, Recently I’ve been noticing some signs in my daughter (5) that I think might be telling of something. But I’m not sure what I should look for, or what signs might justify initiating any testing. What were the first signs you noticed? At what point did you decide to take the steps to find out if it was something? We’re not at all ‘concerned’ that she could be. I don’t think autism is a ‘concerning’ or an unfortunate thing. We just want to know, so that we know how to best help her with what she struggles with. We can’t cater to her needs, if we don’t know what those needs are. We have a meeting at her school on Monday for a speech assessment she had done with the speech therapist and her teacher. I’m considering bringing it up with her teacher then, to see if she’s noticed anything.",5.182264150943396,5.635883610062897,5.082698113207544,86.94178301886794,68.24528301886792,8.372578616352202,30.99433962264151,8.238735603445708,1.958951698113208,630,24,134,8,10,195,98,159,0.048,0.897,0.055,0.2728,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,5,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,7,0,18,0,0,1,2,41,32,10,0,8,9,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,6,4,20,2,20,20,3,14,0,0,2,0,21,8,0,8,4,95,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499990780059132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706120651985686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620373070017406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232789044775721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580087389982435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112231500829364,0.13133582976242664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349364109926072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545689418914433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966034030506768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32759615383292795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897698590420126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273693950439738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144719490647922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459615391273706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524551672931979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626493208660155,0.12303987193557532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377352432700836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141642110647314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552379449359396,0.0,0.11609247394959772,0.0,0.1349557641847738,0.0,0.0,0.17927476210313492,0.10257905225921564,0.1978714957553208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107138691715626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheChaeChae,2019/10/25,"Is there anyone here who doesn’t pay for their apartment? If so, do you get judged for it? My mom suggested that they get me an apartment so I can have some more independence, my biggest issue is worrying about being judged for letting my parents pay for another living space. Would you think less of someone who lives in an apartment that their parents are paying for?",5.675217391304351,7.278898840579712,5.354318840579712,81.25408695652175,67.84057971014494,7.838840579710146,31.19130434782609,8.238735603445708,2.34540347826087,296,12,52,4,5,91,50,69,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.5775,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,5,13,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,8,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,0,43,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505486991941656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007674401933584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541622548855144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538759017764986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872598776380975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42956489410421256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848758629110261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401711018477092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609365184725711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585624475324478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470186581856029,0.0,0.17278836052870422,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PredictionError,2019/10/25,"illustrating the double empathy problem with ""The Limits of My World"" Discussions between neurodiversity advocates and neurotypical parents frequently devolve into arguments about how the neurodiversity advocate is ""not like my child,"" for they can write on the internet, followed by stories about the neurotypical person's child, told for shock value (violence, breaking stuff, incontinence, etc). My frustration with these discussions is that the neurotypical party often has massive empathic blind spots, but lacks self-awareness of them. My impression is that the ""double empathy problem"" isn't common knowledge, that neurotypicals usually don't think of themselves as ""impaired"" in reading our emotions. ""The Limits of My World"" is a terrible movie that perfectly illustrates these disconnect. From my autistic point of view, it's a movie about a reasonable man surrounded by well-meaning, overbearing people who constantly create problems for the most baffling reasons. The points I wish to make could be painful for neurotypicals to hear, so maybe it's easier to discuss as a movie review, to create some distance and make it impersonal. Ostensibly it's about the filmmaker's attempt at getting to know her autistic brother Brian. Here's a short interview with her: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxJt\_elmzsc](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxJt_elmzsc) A scene-by-scene breakdown would be too long, but here are some patterns in the movie: 1. People are always interrupting Brian to ask him bizarre questions (""Stop what you're doing as you move into new surroundings to identify the cartoon character on this item of clothing""). It would create a constant sense of uneasiness, like he's always being prompted for something he can't quite figure out what it is. 2. People are always crowding into Brian's space, 3 at a time, and touching him all over while prompting him with more bizarre questions. 3. People ignore obvious sensory distress while forcing him to do ""fun"" activities like making paper mache or getting horse spit on his hands. 4. Instead of letting him slowly and naturally get to know a horse, they crowd around him and force him to start brushing the horse's mane, which is a totally bizarre way to interact with a new being you've just met. 5. They talk about exposing him to new things, learning every day, etc. without awareness that a major problem for autistic people is being overwhelmed, needing more unstructured alone time to process things, needing more sleep, etc. He's calmer when they lay off. 6. There's a scene where he's struggling with 2 + 3 = 5, and then right afterwards a LOT of time is spent on graphing coordinates in 2 dimensions. As someone who's tutored math, it's absolutely bizarre to blend 1st and middle school material in the same lesson like this. It can't possibly serve any purpose related to making Brian understand math. Yet he gets enthusiastic, obviously fake cheers for tediously drawing dots where he's supposed to, while the teacher uses misleading metaphors. It's like a cargo cult. 7. The mother reads some old letters that simply list horrific ""problem behaviors"". She reads them with real venom and bitterness in her voice. They don't contain even a single speculation about why Brian might be upset in the first place. Surely there's unconscious sadism directed towards Brian. 8. Sure enough, there's the childhood ABA footage where he gets forced to make eye contact and then gets more distressed and then gets restrained for expressing that with his hands. In short, Brian is always at the mercy of groups of people with very little intuition for what it's like to be autistic, getting micro-managed in service of agendas that make no sense. He can't get a sandwich out of the refrigerator and eat it without resistance, for reasons that would be nonsensical to him (""That's tomorrow's lunch. How about chips?""). The person just doesn't want to make another sandwich. As an autistic adult who lives alone, I would melt down all the time surrounded by these insistent, overbearing, well-meaning people. The whole environment is deeply hostile to Brian, but everything on the surface is saccharine. At one point you can see a look of sadness flash across his face when the new staff member starts talking about how much ""fun"" they're going to have. He knows what that means... There are some flashes of insight from the neurotypicals. He must be lonely. They're overwhelming him. But they don't follow up on those insights. In fact, nobody in the entire situation seems to understand there's a problem beyond ""Brian's autistic and that's, like, difficult and tragic and stuff."" The lack of self-awareness among people with so much authority of autistic people's lives is terrifying. It seems like the qualification for being this kind of autism caretaker is to be totally basic and have a firm sense of how to be basic and fake encourage others to be basic. Being able to explain the point of the ""normal"" activities he's forced through isn't a requirement. You're just, y'know, supposed to act normal, like everyone. This is happiness or something. Why is it that neurotypical people very rarely claim to have trouble understanding and getting to know dogs, cats, and young children who don't speak English well? The staff in the movie are like people who hug and squeeze their pets out of ""love"", even though anyone can plainly see the animals are stressed out and trying to escape. Those are the people most invested in a story of how everything is autism's fault, and autistic people who can talk better couldn't possibly understand.",8.989844222519167,10.165162736514523,7.943614178212254,67.21234299177159,60.12033195020747,10.809452141500806,38.33068429566072,10.677198211481453,4.5005709121597866,4554,212,671,103,59,1402,436,964,0.172,0.76,0.068,-0.9987,2,4,2,0,0,0,166.0,1,2,9,9,40,52,3,7,59,0,66,14,6,16,11,138,115,48,0,21,12,3,4,10,0,6,2,3,1,7,51,39,4,7,24,3,2,5,15,28,1,2,3,15,37,24,134,89,30,98,0,5,6,2,81,58,0,15,43,443,88,15,0.04764099400718213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868340403879704,0.0,0.0,0.15856449381773569,0.0,0.0,0.03239750960417944,0.04995573611131971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033311690718106204,0.0,0.0,0.04241058514366438,0.04453789833525454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042134587695039735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296597949714892,0.0,0.03803745713177063,0.0,0.0,0.030724499893533458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048748630456539786,0.0,0.05358970595559203,0.0,0.04922588204985855,0.15939690493810502,0.06293285445765666,0.0,0.04013959219027395,0.04552301138380844,0.08563330700925667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04052340516509605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890453059238304,0.0,0.02707547478141933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071472400132928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053694862688073684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961076406480357,0.13091122193359014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487161441484412,0.0,0.2327498323235072,0.047748791733395336,0.08413574106362676,0.04216078052170378,0.04000643627508925,0.0,0.0,0.040502669446838425,0.04299785712007311,0.0,0.22260513406722707,0.0,0.04786178186503209,0.15568502672937845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050539565997765365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063483709007393,0.07004322447661131,0.07065038679896479,0.0,0.18404787552784227,0.0,0.0,0.09335611797249166,0.0,0.0,0.04999120913274716,0.0,0.03228277049788244,0.0,0.05069337656346794,0.0,0.052899685913448034,0.0,0.0,0.4293674668921824,0.0831965567365385,0.049774698868813784,0.0,0.18014455306762356,0.10741612510442428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27351598324856424,0.0,0.0,0.10673763288344616,0.050672061372503865,0.14296165901026262,0.054225881121108835,0.0,0.1469486293071915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068514857616473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821522936655006,0.0759274082468739,0.08674114334707571,0.09939989372842452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535504733434741,0.047675399763295385,0.0,0.040366059621416414,0.07335272943021663,0.0,0.0,0.06744108153026793,0.0,0.0,0.03983000421250372,0.05457259767311036,0.04980471090508695,0.10907508026053957,0.0,0.0,0.08980214608752815,0.0,0.0,0.1148760791225814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330111902701778,0.03052642530077657,0.04680703472551802,0.0,0.1111193868972521,0.0,0.0,0.04552301138380844,0.0,0.032345107693898124,0.0,0.0,0.19838381964547885,0.0,0.04114652258629716,0.052469824229974885,0.07861761884888366,0.0280998926010285,0.03781520353716058,0.0,0.0,0.12850492519748474,0.0,0.08597717401777565,0.0531894684510389,0.054784791953511366,0.09184843630017572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353711810232314,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OGGorgeousGeek,2019/10/25,"Needing help to overcome speech issues. I’ll start by saying, I’ve never been diagnosed with autism. I’m a 31 year old female. Being on the spectrum never occurred to me until I stumbled upon a YouTube video about how females mask autism. On to my problem. I tend to mumble and mix up my words occasionally. An example would be if I’m trying to say “that dog” it may come out “dat tog” . I always describe it as my mind is thinking faster than I speak. Any techniques to overcome this? As I advance in my career, I’m concerned that other will say I do not communicate effectively. Thanks",2.407894736842106,4.913615315789478,4.055350877192982,82.9082894736842,80.05263157894737,5.5543859649122815,26.16666666666667,6.816661863887847,1.342961403508772,462,19,83,5,12,154,85,114,0.07,0.905,0.025,-0.5875,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,2,17,17,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,5,11,1,19,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,7,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895885994200696,0.0,0.0,0.15494511596309504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627171644129188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126191297730425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272236478552012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781513240023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006251184643955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894712755931884,0.35146235122165354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908917045925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802069696092494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435839492329547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127267691334918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097727232834832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145996422748414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469449731479692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185737420847798,0.0,0.0,0.14672726928323793 autism,thisaccountisironic,2019/10/25,"Salespeople are so stressful! I’ve worked in sales a lot myself (hated it, but limited options in this job market) so I understand the pressure to meet targets and what have you, but some are just so pushy! Today I was literally walking through a shopping centre, with my headphones on, very clearly avoiding eye contact with the salespeople who were mulling around. One guy just starts waving frantically at me like he’s an old friend who’s super excited to see me. I had to continue pointedly staring at the shop across from him until I managed to get him out of eyesight. He wouldn’t. Stop. Waving. Later on I went into a pasty shop but had a hard time deciding as they all had too many ingredients (more than 2 or 3 is a sensory nightmare) and I happened to accidentally glance up at the staff while I was looking at the pasties and the woman was just staring at me. Needless to say, that completely put me off and I left the shop 🙁",6.193651515151515,6.661802738888893,6.721818181818183,76.01590909090913,66.05555555555556,9.656565656565657,35.808080808080796,9.573946990214177,3.4172777777777767,743,35,136,14,11,243,124,180,0.138,0.759,0.10400000000000001,-0.5408,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,8,9,1,4,13,0,12,1,1,0,2,27,20,14,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,9,0,3,2,4,5,3,1,5,0,1,8,8,18,4,29,11,4,29,0,0,6,0,14,17,0,4,10,99,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864448735864752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195925240164069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181184352066946,0.0,0.1094230923346042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073772709407502,0.18520597755216106,0.0,0.1876159644200236,0.20677738597037093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783562293006394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227555793317141,0.0,0.0,0.1023211844822006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587578498828313,0.0,0.0,0.1780573189299343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233799984990848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977071609874904,0.0,0.1419211039911351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979872967456724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054377135095792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665540846165507,0.0,0.0,0.16689555195222144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824181130550118,0.0,0.0,0.17510015660461592,0.23991135797777646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221254079192996,0.0,0.1985234273284993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218033104531033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728088867236427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415180129629409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247389008625445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,some_depressed_dude,2019/10/25,University Exam I'm about to have my first uni exam and I'm way too nervous about it and afraid that I might have a breakdown in the middle of it. Do you have any recommendations?,1.3985135135135138,3.72540067567568,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,82.7837837837838,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.4683567567567573,143,4,30,2,4,49,28,37,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965099021572081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959619308212596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185487283953615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628165200895608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Notthebestatnames,2019/10/25,Whats is y'alls thoughts about this comment on this video? I was watching a video called Asbergers: rejection is the story of my life. I was scrolling down the comments and i found a thread from someone saying that people with autism and asburgers are very exhausting and expect too much of people to help them. He or she also said that autism makes people uncomfortable and shouldn't expect normal people to help him. Is this person right? Do people like me with autism expect to much of people and are selfish. It dosent make me feel good about things as i struggle with things in daily life.,5.191020202020205,7.38249699090909,4.409393939393941,85.21853535353536,70.0,6.707070707070707,24.040404040404038,7.3871296695380915,1.0838282828282826,479,13,84,5,9,142,72,110,0.124,0.785,0.091,-0.5931,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,9,3,0,2,0,19,15,8,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,11,2,16,9,2,4,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,1,1,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973232716807334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656512077409882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202650027737701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778727833329363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606773800165953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174737615261275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291704907291232,0.07925558416357598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657465273440665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23851001812445316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894734684211112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748038124418948,0.1416497627243724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854038840740973,0.15431437700772696,0.12900887863950272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374538320281307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959416973474747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555191325427414,0.0,0.0,0.1287895749159378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338537013156063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OP_IS_A_LEGEND,2019/10/25,"EyePEC for Android is now free/freemium. EyePEC for Android is now available for free from the Google Play store. Get your copy: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.rmgsoftware.eyepec",16.128749999999997,22.39472437500001,9.163333333333338,43.61500000000001,55.25,4.866666666666667,28.83333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.6546833333333333,171,5,17,1,3,44,17,24,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sharkwouale,2019/10/25,"DAE found some tricks to overcome unpleasant smells in public places? For instance, this week I went to a restaurant and immediately after being seated I felt attacked by the odor of the old rag they previously used to clean our table. It was so unbearable that I desperately decided to pour some soya sauce on the table and rub it everywhere with my napkins in order to cover that damn smell. Good news: it worked just fine! But sometimes I'm confronted with fragrances that I cannot really cover easily like laundry perfume escaping people clothes and other ambiant odors. Do you guys have found any tricks to overcome this kind of issue that doesn't require to wear a WWII full face respirator? Thank you :)",7.728203125,8.7633841640625,7.3359375000000036,70.96531250000002,62.828125,10.15,33.96875,10.125756701596842,3.5944968750000013,575,23,92,12,8,181,97,128,0.13699999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.3599,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,2,2,10,5,0,5,0,6,2,2,1,0,16,13,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,5,7,9,5,17,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,4,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490572995741014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591452121703545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218715136999816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995222727038742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106033102614253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255489595567949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377546813940948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720933229422825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128720421426012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390283956012084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792163726236486,0.0,0.2379931715704839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592878395206052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252911798432269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971940046901166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673833557926226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272024567358167,0.0,0.0,0.2111645918562029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583460237721745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Inshresting,2019/10/25,"My(23m) little brother(11m) is autistic and just moved back to my state. Sometimes he’ll get randomly aggressive and start screaming, I’m scared that he’ll hurt someone in school. How can I do my best to make sure he’s safe and not bullied? The school is very helpful so far with getting him enrolled, I think someone will be in most of his classes to help him, I’m worried about how the students will see him and if there’s anyone here with experience on how you’d like to be treated in this situation. Any advice is appreciated. Any guidance for his future is also appreciated. I’d be lying if I said he didn’t come from a neglected household so I’m just really glad I can be here for him now and want to do everything I can to make sure he has an enjoyable life.",4.787307692307691,5.294300551282053,5.924769230769233,80.3702307692308,69.12820512820512,8.804102564102564,31.625641025641023,8.841846274778883,2.4529994871794867,610,25,124,10,10,204,97,156,0.11199999999999999,0.675,0.214,0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,14,13,1,1,4,0,18,1,0,5,2,26,33,13,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,3,14,8,17,22,2,13,0,2,1,0,15,6,0,4,5,77,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398708947366689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420176974836548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282402066628012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173403027991856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903954454960673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611171862835084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455795151779094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082149776174816,0.16415548508476036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535305088507255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249660073763228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964966243376504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853285183925395,0.08198603917289449,0.16819493575708805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240359231507548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836101945757046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750672624062048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963070226300474,0.0,0.16801230950020138,0.3396759210620342,0.13372700217829214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863133697826906,0.0,0.0,0.2843785804130604,0.0,0.16597354229847405,0.0,0.11878047552183947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163277151885827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752921604855367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846513044240072,0.09898176391980897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042450051402605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UnicornTitties,2019/10/25,NT tag? Can anyone fill me in on how I got a neurotypical tag next to my username in this subreddit?,1.3142857142857132,3.2208063809523857,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,80.42857142857143,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9291714285714288,78,3,17,2,2,28,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465153875409878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320561725661943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7074942412665871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RarelyScary23,2019/03/15,Can an overactive dopamine system cause autism I’m wondering because they prescribe abilify and risperidone (risperdal) to reduce symptoms and they block dopamine receptors.,12.5148,16.405737480000006,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,54.2,11.4,56.5,11.20814326018867,8.055800000000001,147,11,15,4,2,39,22,25,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176304595244748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352672989500776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415759394732224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650622192649724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,djstangl,2019/03/15,"Curious about an autism organization Hello, I've participated in some of an organization called ""TACA"" which recently changed their name from Talk About Curing Autism to ""The Autism Community in Action"" I'm just curious to see what others have to say about this organization. Thank you",7.5312500000000036,10.397862958333338,8.019166666666667,58.9425,65.25,11.466666666666667,30.75,11.20814326018867,4.335775,234,9,36,8,4,77,36,48,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,10,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42046564910994333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356005895565488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065755585402648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274579318668168,0.0,0.0,0.3281292824842228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309670494264096,0.0,0.3791046933527541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,biwarlock,2019/03/15,"dealing with medical stuff is so confusing the pharmacy i get my prescriptions from feels like it changes every five seconds. i keep getting told conflicting things about my insurance and what order to do things in, and there’s so many things I feel like I’m expected to know but i don’t! I’ve been picking up my meds for months now and it’s different every time, and nobody ever tells me what I should be doing because they assume I know what I’m doing. I wish someone would write a guide with all the steps that I could look at instead so I didn’t have to sit in the waiting room sweating for hours and having no idea what’s happening. I know there are guides out there but this is a specific community pharmacy and it’s probably different. I’m so frustrated but I really don’t want to have a meltdown because I’m alone and I don’t want people to think I’m weird. 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It can be improved on with training but all controllers are not equal and I'm curious for those who may have dealt with this already do you have a controller that has been the best? I'm not opposed to buying an old system. I've found he had most luck with an old Sega Genesis controller when playing at a game store and he really likes Sonic. Ideally a USB controller so that we can play all different games on an emulator.",6.6978906249999985,7.477166757812501,6.6906250000000025,75.591875,65.015625,9.8375,33.96875,9.827888789773867,3.3155906249999987,547,23,97,11,8,174,90,128,0.03,0.7040000000000001,0.266,0.9892,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,10,2,10,0,0,9,0,14,0,0,8,2,28,19,7,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,7,2,8,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,8,10,13,5,12,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,9,57,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.12087497747716967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668879199597822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998932649035005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8335549533188419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941320964758904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358122591805569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102897066362933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899283958553173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185226701066344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935148805566772,0.0,0.1223023566801413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698012594237988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976539830996576 autism,JohnT62,2019/03/15,"What does it mean if a girl from out of town acts like this I am in 11th grade and met a girl from another town an hour away. I met her through a distance learning class. Well I didn't notice anything until the first day she met me in person. I was sitting and then they came in as well as the teacher. They visited our school and when the teacher was talking to me she had to say something and butted in then said something and smiled, raised her eyebrows. Then she got to talk to me. When she saw me on the screen she would compliment me a lot. Like she said ""I didn't know you wore glasses"" ""I like your glasses"". Then when I showed a heart sign with my hand she did it back. Then she complimented my shirts too. She doesn't do this to anyone else not even other girls. I added her on fb and she instantly accepted within half an hour. Then we went on a field trip together. When a girl from my class said something to me she butted in from across the room started saying something and smiling. Then on the ride she kept looking back and she would look back 3 times only to look right at me. When I caught her she stopped doing it. Then when I wasn't paying attention she walked by me said ""HI Steve"" and I had to look down bc shes 5'1 and I am 6'1 lol. She walked by said hi and smirked but couldnt look me in the eyes. Then she continued butting in to what I say to other girls and smiling in class after it. 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This is a weird question, and I'm pretty sure I'm alone on this one. I think stimming is cute. I want to say ""aww"" whenever I witness happy flapping or rocking. I don't know why other people thinks it looks weird. It looks just fine to me. That's all. Have a nice day Redditor. :)",0.018799283154123717,2.380472887096776,1.5611827956989262,96.1395519713262,94.32258064516128,4.0458781362007175,21.405017921146953,5.82211442006289,0.14666093189964213,237,9,50,2,9,76,48,62,0.076,0.58,0.344,0.9578,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,12,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,5,6,3,12,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27547964240970946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715379465540157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431049411603672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831453610437008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461780811351231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467198458138133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023792671876254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440010626199346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706017782588806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979634237873522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152148661205145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506871680479406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408641527038732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688450233109594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400095678144881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,robsuth,2019/03/15,"Helping 4-yr-old with anger Hey folks, I'm just posting because I'm at a bit of a loss for what to do. My 4 year old lately has been learning about emotions at school, and his favourite is anger. Now he seems to be constantly angry, or on the verge of anger. He gets very mad transitioning activities, or when anyone corrects him on something (such as when his teachers say, no guns at school, play another game, when he's pretending to shoot people). I've been looking for tips with how to help him out of this - I can't imagine it's very nice to feel angry all the time, and I just want him to be happy and safe (when he's angry he will run into things or hit himself/others). Does anyone have any advice or has anyone gone through something similar?",6.471,5.7486216666666685,6.511833333333333,81.77175000000003,65.66666666666666,9.1,32.083333333333336,8.07648339933343,2.147333333333333,590,20,120,6,8,188,100,150,0.18600000000000005,0.698,0.11599999999999999,-0.9287,0,0,2,2,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,22,20,13,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,3,8,4,23,13,2,21,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,5,10,68,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490579749189305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475944057622801,0.17695472274724322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35399304188785835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287170911093196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842371601666126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823646068763232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767896422208007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898270808850976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532778717091033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816771732351178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796432326582147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262263387564839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036341132331075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171201127711006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541607527180539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699372742437435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162099913595493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420104603372085,0.0,0.341578893992889,0.0,0.1536285536615544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598322617077061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211357132297352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840261514929084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784817125995731,0.09953629135525016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867292741406907 autism,Tkuhug,2019/03/15,"Hemp Oil/ CBD Oil/ CBD Gel Just wondering if anyone has tried all 3 - hemp oil, CBD oil, and CBD gel? If so please share your experience and increase/decrease of specific symptoms. Thanks! ",4.73901960784314,7.183199176470591,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,71.94117647058823,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.4193450980392166,148,6,27,3,3,45,25,34,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.8254,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804608711852209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923561577601789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44029115912910105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169000833828847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692821836992393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723229258813852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349796014889849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rover200vi,2019/03/15,"This guy trying to sell a book So story short he accepts that he and his son has autism and writes an autobiography story which he is now trying to sell. My real question is who are the 'doctors' that gave him the diagnosis and is he not trying to scam people? &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6-PwVuYy2Y](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6-PwVuYy2Y)",11.748333333333328,15.000042907407408,7.3750000000000036,66.23250000000003,55.11111111111111,7.622222222222224,26.462962962962962,8.07648339933343,1.7162740740740734,303,7,40,3,4,81,39,54,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.7039,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,1,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967138824036507,0.3327549451747277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802947379693267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711522899455309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985152341106276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067721113264036,0.0,0.0,0.3116986500576037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577738634604429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327549451747277,0.0 autism,jupiterjazz87,2019/03/15,"Questions about ABA Therapy Hi everyone! I know this topic has been discussed almost to death, but I’m currently undergoing rounds of interviews to become an entry level ABA therapist. I’ve done my research and seen the pushback from adults in the community & I’ve read through all the posts I can find on this sub about your opinions- a lot of negative views but also some mixed views that basically say ‘it depends on the therapist’. My question is then- what can I do for these children to make it a positive, beneficial experience? Things that my company won’t tell me about. I already know where my personal values lie eg. regarding physical touch and eye contact- I myself hate it in most situations and would never want to force that upon anyone. I would love to go into this being as informed as possible, because I often find the psych world to be a bit of echo chamber at times. Thanks in advance !!!",5.442840236686388,7.356216360946746,6.446863905325444,71.9962130177515,68.8224852071006,10.170414201183434,33.11834319526628,10.389873798559362,3.9517952662721902,731,34,122,21,13,243,121,169,0.075,0.8,0.126,0.9076,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,0,9,0,12,2,1,2,2,26,22,9,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,12,4,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,7,14,2,25,14,5,18,0,0,5,1,14,11,0,9,4,87,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643399777424732,0.0,0.17239511627020604,0.12493086143541095,0.0,0.16926672167573756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923421604112464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523162182184712,0.1725351800317176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055421470248944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598695811883836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927703617392998,0.0,0.15281531830348044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28556857727928386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878469383969237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542371100108419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171130483783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281455396658806,0.14099666251423745,0.0,0.1042795520661985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048821509752293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364072260597853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611709227324707,0.1496177131808606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500093030033828,0.0,0.15626450663697025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423418814008486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560033274222495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654511539021832,0.14382844089399172,0.17865373568806406,0.3627721012999653,0.1037871084052156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910944390169774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214391923508014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219515808844318,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KIDPIX3D,2019/03/15,Alcoholism and autism? Is there any connection between substance abuse / addiction & autism? I'm autistic & have recently been dealing w/ alcohol related problems...just wondering if this was something common for other autistic folks?,10.344166666666666,13.909440638888887,8.428888888888887,56.00500000000002,59.27777777777778,12.577777777777778,50.88888888888889,11.855464076750405,8.121122222222223,197,14,20,7,3,59,33,36,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.6946,0,0,3,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.29505386394405003,0.0,0.2714739704955518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322639108282001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396368934178726,0.0,0.16934551636610196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567338053815664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458821114107841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917115851494416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700569530227005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,new-account27,2019/03/15,"I got officially diagnosed yesterday I don’t know how I feel about it. It’s been a rocky road to get to here, over a year and a half it took. I should feel relieved, but I don’t. I don’t know why, I kinda feel confused about it all",-0.10730769230769256,1.4814475000000016,2.5352307692307683,95.40976923076923,83.61538461538461,6.467692307692308,20.015384615384615,7.554174236665415,0.3346492307692306,178,5,46,3,5,62,32,52,0.063,0.893,0.045,-0.1858,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,13,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,3,7,1,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607660631873413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391663383515486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570373101287696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28427937080958954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906831633263396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39490904756280576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073104412855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889294056275306 autism,BlitzOmega,2019/03/15,"being ""Wrong"" all the time [rant] anyone here ever just....feel like they're always getting dog-piled for all the little things you do or say? I've been diagnosed with an Autism/Asperger mix since I was about 3. but. not just family, even peers...they always seem to rail on me for the same few things that I keep doing without realizing it. &#x200B; it's always the smallest things: the things I say, the way I say them, how loudly I say it. the things I do, the things I don't do. how I do them when they are done. always ***wrong***. &#x200B; Wrong, wrong, WRONG. Everything and Anything I do, say, or think. and I know a lot of it can often become exaggerated in my head from living with a toxic parent that I am thankfully free from, but the same things keep happening even in this safer home of mine. maybe not to the abusive extents, but...it still hurts me. and I've tried to explain this, but it's always the same things. &#x200B; ""Have you tried getting over yourself?"" ""it's only hard because you tell yourself it's hard"" ""You don't even try to fix your problems"" &#x200B; how the hell am I supposed fix my 'problem' to when every method I've tried is wrong? when I tried to partake in a hobby to get away from the computer that you so frequently curse out as 'a waste of time' is worse because it's also a 'waste of money'? when I tried to explain that I have a hard time reading small print from your novels, it's because I have 'too short an attention span' or it's because I'm 'lazy' rather than the fact that I can't keep my place in the book without a piece of paper to divide the lines and a heavy squint to focus on the text I'm reading, which inevitably leads to a headache. &#x200B; How do I be ""right"" for once? what do they expect out of me? I've asked, but they never give a straight answer, and expecting one is also ""wrong"" because I 'should already know.' I don't know. and I'm begining to doubt there even IS an answer. that I just have to live with being ""Wrong"" and disappointing everyone I come into contact with by existing another day.",2.3938801383019594,4.453706746958641,3.3279145857344083,90.46719266231274,77.63746958637468,5.980817006018697,22.73793059290562,6.950104931194217,0.6465630170316299,1607,49,331,17,38,512,187,411,0.157,0.7979999999999999,0.045,-0.9934,1,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,7,5,1,25,17,1,1,30,0,31,2,1,5,5,64,53,26,0,6,14,1,3,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,28,15,0,3,11,4,2,2,9,14,0,1,3,9,41,4,47,46,9,34,1,2,0,0,24,18,1,7,14,227,69,6,0.0,0.06341521275655011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906322555791496,0.08560358098008987,0.22267434386438373,0.2899571280810898,0.3251774654964961,0.0,0.05612283301524945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742405980089802,0.0,0.04404431979139616,0.0,0.05003615651963643,0.0,0.05028599385020768,0.0,0.0,0.16313358758649166,0.05911121193779409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046104750825090524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034517477095309966,0.0,0.0,0.0543240415199693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054771929378667504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140398508109406,0.048414014553580235,0.04509487408563068,0.05114288298247812,0.04810242190320855,0.0,0.05045609233649532,0.0,0.027062499811287742,0.038236365502949336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388963006798736,0.05134349897380901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473296224521502,0.0,0.14383649295814238,0.0,0.054929355014468925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368726410262807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729676462177176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427193267427362,0.0,0.0,0.0882434237225021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026148308463939517,0.05364343864659901,0.09452240150772644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550277367490698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377037754859197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127972287928122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056999538034185435,0.0362681181173053,0.04070614617600611,0.0,0.0,0.059430217031810575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591944650307673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242728896807372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707363412464307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045707780076596816,0.0,0.2128155377853473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048724721949564516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427422707352949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274300439827281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046780878273161255,0.0492761734204254,0.0,0.0,0.2844628792909921,0.03429494995109801,0.0,0.0,0.0936279086403792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180289054998312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042483536801949585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318723843243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545438300297115,0.0,0.4681461538606488,0.3251774654964961,0.0 autism,Gay4_DrPhil,2019/03/15,Found a great Youtube channel focusing on autism awareness and understanding Please help this guy get more subscribers. 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I spent the night and couldn't fall asleep. I heard her trying not to cry so I crawled over and hugged her and pet her head until her heart was beating slower and her breathing went back to normal. Her and I lay there for an hour or more, with me just holding her and petting her head. I've never comforted anyone like that. I'm really proud of myself. 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We're currently waiting to see an early intervention team and its not something I want to automatically diagnose her with. I'd like the opinions of other parents on some of the behaviour my daughter is exhibiting. And maybe I can get an idea of the similarities to those who's kids are diagnosed. 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If so, did you have issues with learning? I am a mom to a 14 yr old who was diagnosed as communicatively handicapped through school and was placed in special education from 1st grade on. Now as my teen is older we are noticing signs that could put her in the spectrum possibly and have started the process of having her assessed to see if she lands on the spectrum somewhere. I was just wondering if others had gone through the same thing as a young child and later diagnosed with ASD? Thanks.",7.326285714285714,7.483861390476192,6.743571428571428,77.8839285714286,63.66666666666667,10.047619047619053,36.54761904761904,9.725611199111238,3.410904761904762,446,20,83,8,6,138,75,105,0.0,0.941,0.059000000000000004,0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,14,3,0,0,0,17,19,10,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,10,2,18,11,1,15,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,5,6,63,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374347932279437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136024403392024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6153811237090827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109396823820328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366968413317993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009196001791196,0.21206974160407888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115127460711028,0.0,0.0,0.22783715667405846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316611775830706,0.2263980269502591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453578560170696,0.1610473733974387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430472775287881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186066341427599,0.0,0.0,0.13426612586686798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916861039417956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PodcastJunkie,2019/03/13,"Has anyone here played the PC game “To The Moon”? What were your thought about it? I played [To The Moon](https://store.steampowered.com/app/206440/To_the_Moon/) almost a year ago and I still think about the whole story regularly. I started playing it in the early evening and couldn’t stop until I finally finished at 2am. I was weeping by the end just because of how true it was. **SPOILER BELOW** in the story, you follow the final hours of an elderly man. During these final moments, you travel through his life memories to give him a happy ending. By that, I mean you see where things went wrong and what you can change about his memories to make him feel like he fulfilled his life’s wishes. Along the way, you find out that he married a woman called River who, as you later find out, has Aspergers Syndrome. You see how she struggled all her life to make a meaningful connection with her husband (the protagonist). Anyway, River dies before the elderly man and she dies having never been able to make the connection she wanted to with her husband and it’s a huge regret of his. The husband, who is now dying, wanted to be a rocket engineer all his life so that’s what the player changes his memory to. Cut to the final section of the game when the player changes his memory so that he gets a job at NASA in his youth. There, he meets River who still has Aspergers but, in this alternate reality, it’s like she was able to find enough support to get to do something great with her life. River and the man still get together and the game ends with a rocket blasting off and the two of them watching from a bridge. **This is where it really got to me.** Because what happened to River in the altered memories was wonderful and fantastic and exciting. But that’s not what really happened. She died feeling lonely, disconnected, misunderstood and having never had the support to live a full life. Her husband was a good man but he didn’t understand how to reach her and he shouldn’t be blamed for that. As a 30 year old married man, I really felt like that was me there. Disconnected from those I care about, misunderstood and unfulfilled. My life so far has been nothing but wasted potential because the world just isn’t built for people like me. While there are ASD people who work in some great jobs and feel fulfilled, most of don’t have that same happy ending and it brought me great pain to realise that and *really* admit it to myself. I still feel emotional whenever I hear the [track](https://youtu.be/9QfPDmzpC2Q). **But that’s enough from me, I look forward to hearing other people’s thoughts on this game.**",4.157098765432103,6.660722816872429,4.525292181069961,81.85448148148151,73.91769547325103,7.3652674897119335,25.82057613168725,8.309216665352881,1.8827558847736632,2083,73,367,37,45,655,221,486,0.071,0.7559999999999999,0.174,0.9949,3,2,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,8,1,1,26,25,1,1,37,0,29,8,0,6,5,69,66,32,4,6,8,4,5,4,0,1,8,2,0,6,34,23,0,1,16,8,0,5,8,7,0,1,17,11,48,18,59,45,10,56,0,3,4,0,60,21,0,4,35,265,82,4,0.13756088897326366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096971406285125,0.0,0.0688736798387402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048092886010042996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578376168613722,0.0,0.058527092339015825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023252393555841,0.0,0.07012624713045043,0.0,0.21828177091613574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285532969381523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736874245272564,0.24367623479058656,0.14213717065287754,0.0,0.04542883489959909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391098374142552,0.0491367632842324,0.06604001292121478,0.301382459894156,0.1885922405939028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780483030832433,0.06598046969358748,0.0,0.05768977356930095,0.05501000466913957,0.2274920485884333,0.0,0.0,0.12164463981724465,0.14643612424637575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550411194937539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677348830538601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365079563125866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400716341421513,0.13441060376688582,0.0,0.0607343925978539,0.0,0.057758250571176624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773444235119334,0.0,0.0,0.07492206772417821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609543793598783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599669150376918,0.0,0.07217350637260335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318724231568066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305109982426234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762500558482944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961821844335676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529505464742963,0.0,0.0,0.04868315261864295,0.0,0.21971260725738526,0.057503531375256885,0.0,0.07190425441298838,0.0,0.0,0.15610246663657307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045694671090648314,0.044071731594408935,0.0,0.1092079801443654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718850007397023,0.0716028683832394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811369763961679,0.05459471536732104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376016112089403,0.0,0.07679090997804565,0.07909411674118508,0.0,0.07458945806842393,0.050072982757408166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520061871106774,0.0,0.08858470238787644 autism,gwh0205,2019/03/13,"ASD and evolution? Have heard more talk and research into the possibility that ASD is mankind trying to evolve. What does everyone think of this? Might be true. I can see and evaluate things far different than my peers and family. Can look at an item like a game of pool and tell you pretty closely exactly where every ball is gonna go based on the amount of force I use and angle I use the cue. Can also ""see"" the break down of things like an engine on my head while I'm working on it. Sounds weird but just comes naturally to me. ",3.032285115303985,4.8736506981132095,4.031635220125788,87.13527253668764,75.0377358490566,7.729979035639412,22.155136268343817,8.515128840125781,1.1858482180293497,418,11,88,8,9,135,79,106,0.013000000000000001,0.912,0.075,0.6715,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,7,0,8,1,1,2,2,17,19,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,3,13,15,3,13,0,0,3,0,5,9,0,1,3,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927436268121532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233705233215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115263310062264,0.0,0.0,0.1852359665199989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834314835053927,0.20226207416609102,0.0,0.0,0.1995459249685195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029831774857892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723697668038106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068249108155729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775152686562315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245509937815295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862885606720566,0.0,0.21534695495984832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373510365689586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013427809439333,0.18501103025581794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812515086818954,0.1356311436902741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143711682782487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656340277166491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410004721103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gunpas1111,2019/03/13,"Dating and problems showing interest and empathy. anyone else has this? Hey, I have high functioning autism and after around 30 minutes or 40 minutes I usually lose the interest in the other person and start fading into my own world. I have problems to genuinely show interest on a date and I have to fake a lot of social cues to make her think that I'm interested in what she is saying or talking about. anyone else has this?",5.148518518518519,6.760992432098767,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,69.12345679012347,9.350617283950617,30.78395061728395,9.725611199111238,3.233928395061728,341,14,57,8,6,114,57,81,0.125,0.7390000000000001,0.135,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,4,11,10,2,13,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,6,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971921196001205,0.4354953107835217,0.0,0.18918420861592866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550595330673602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453471821558446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377509346848429,0.0,0.1806734200949208,0.0,0.0,0.1418560146842501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855606883571085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066980343028607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900117489858552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663319915664786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041984912830267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081223193130887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361716088763611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340562418447926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Zeshangar,2019/03/13,"New to this Sub and wanted to introduce myself and ask some questions... Hello everyone. I am very excited to have found this subreddit and be able to talk with you. I am a father of three, and only about a week ago, my youngest daughter, Sonmi, was diagnosed with Autism and is non-verbal. We are still getting our bearings, but we have always been and will continue to be her guides through life. &#x200B; Sonmi is currently in pre-school and has great support around her. She is a twin, and having her brother by her side has made the transition easier. She loves art, her sequin bear, and colored lights and dance music. I have just learned about stimming and definitely understand that this is part of her coping with stress and expressing herself. &#x200B; I have a lot on my mind and I am afraid I will ramble, so let me just ask a couple of questions. What resources would you recommend to learn more about Autism, specifically in younger children? (The place that diagnosed her gave us a lot of material, but I would love to hear from you all as well) We recently discovered that Sonmi loves the Trampoline Park. We met another family while playing and their son was also non-verbal autistic and loved it there as well. They play music, but not too loud and have party lights and each person has their own area to jump. My question is, is there any other activities you and your family have enjoyed that you would recommend we try? I know everyone is different, but it never hurts to give things a shot :). &#x200B; Thank you all for reading my post, and thanks in advance for any replies.",5.886724778046813,7.42617139322034,5.6885714285714295,79.29870056497177,67.27118644067797,9.14447134786118,30.65778853914447,9.48565724429506,2.8394568200161423,1271,49,225,26,21,395,172,295,0.011000000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.218,0.9971,2,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,7,7,3,1,14,17,0,2,10,0,32,7,0,1,3,56,51,28,0,4,7,4,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,12,29,0,0,8,5,0,3,2,3,2,1,7,5,41,14,31,36,9,21,0,1,1,4,49,8,0,6,9,172,53,3,0.08861254522247264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854967476468837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086342039958056,0.07373273622809147,0.2880349671798563,0.3230218247151293,0.12051913880986825,0.09291797993591146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078883952198561,0.16568153593737606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804809585111904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987973624277287,0.0,0.09258124953863868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934616873454525,0.0,0.0,0.16707204264236233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971590820739346,0.0,0.0,0.046296397530813056,0.08500522784000576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769564393754164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987277862934782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486156238890943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486991374360098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906123311735992,0.06258966127492932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067043426708365,0.31990512691212913,0.08384733285121243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947341007757878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834345766570334,0.08558254835558363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739383367590683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595875124644407,0.0,0.0,0.07737305654305955,0.09258124953863868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486632355321289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977989917485192,0.0,0.0886365250356784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749419811008217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968062656314875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076609308015767,0.0,0.10150537116180387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055646621229217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122340726626794,0.0,0.16316505233987358,0.0,0.0,0.05887023758959676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060162101525824664,0.0,0.0,0.09224878466584724,0.1065899813277138,0.0,0.0,0.07311463006501903,0.05226597504409503,0.0,0.07107963875113643,0.0,0.15934664018773284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884342912375351,0.0,0.3230218247151293,0.0 autism,mkst13,2019/03/13,"Wanted: thoughts and opinions on speech therapy Hi All! I am finishing up a graduate program in speech-language pathology this semester. I will be working with adolescents and young adults (from about 10-21) on all parts of the spectrum. I have a lot of text book knowledge about ASD and speech and language interventions, but textbooks tend to remove the human element from learning Therefore, I would like to know your thoughts and anecdotes from therapy sessions. What are some of the best and worst experiences you have had with medical/educational service providers (not just speech therapists)? What makes somebody a good therapist in your opinion? One example- I learned in school to target eye contact. I learned in practice that this makes people uncomfortable and that eye contact is unnecessary for someone to be an effective communicator. Now, I do not target eye contact unless the person explicitly states that he or she wants to improve eye contact.",7.652991452991451,10.3530740617284,6.824320987654321,68.33098290598294,64.55555555555556,9.922886989553657,41.473884140550815,10.214889679676881,5.09961861348528,786,47,112,20,13,241,107,162,0.052000000000000005,0.823,0.125,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,8,0,11,5,4,4,3,36,19,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,3,7,9,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,7,11,3,24,12,7,12,0,0,4,0,13,7,0,5,4,82,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583034957074614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185651665949013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450774748606187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779002125892707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582108013203587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667459647933286,0.0,0.0,0.2618417033101467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290535627377525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239382012515984,0.0,0.13597449918469914,0.17125649136195262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849790268785816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661835540324739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485922458277084,0.4554529772887949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31141669848072195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313696240934144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427877610480531,0.0,0.0,0.13932784241887194,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,3rdEyeFromTheSun,2019/03/13,"Little Niece's Birthday Food Overview: Niece is turning 4. Level 3 autistic, but was caught around 1yr old, so she is a bit unusual and therapy has made a huge impact. Basically she is just very quirky little girl who is adorable. Food things: She doesn't like sweets. Cupcakes even pancakes are no. She loves bananas and yogurt. It's a plus if the banana food resembles a banana. Yellow is also her favorite color. All makes sense to me. So this where we begin. My thought was putting yogurt in ramekin cups with banana or a little banana boat. She doesn't mind candles and these should hold a 4 shaped candle ok. I feel like we could get a bit more creative without overdoing it though. She also likes doors lol. (Must verify they open and close). Does anyone have ideas based on this info for a birthday food? Thanks!",2.4413328776486694,5.290008519480518,2.7424812030075216,89.83672932330828,83.93506493506493,4.800546821599453,21.74162679425837,6.339386263674448,0.5183818181818185,648,21,117,6,19,198,111,154,0.067,0.73,0.20199999999999999,0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,9,2,15,5,0,2,2,28,25,13,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,11,4,1,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,4,13,8,8,17,4,16,0,0,2,1,13,12,0,2,5,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714581769866675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905597333698444,0.0,0.0,0.1152955974276552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827931534336413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340699921447476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333924152545667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554327920664326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548655544775701,0.09252537227123392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6264390600641012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766611792760409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620640237091567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982311287162812,0.3894234505868103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689212982972412,0.12254999989684015,0.08645210972619084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077298970540438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590395660815285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301981086185318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192397925340227,0.1481114183430099,0.0,0.08604385333680556,0.0,0.12724759666047178,0.10282025455560874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087487059558193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068632430184215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484760938987735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nykramas,2019/03/13,"Discord for Transgender Neurodivergent people Neurodivergent Nook is a Discord server for Transgender Neurodivergent people. We’re more than just Autism, and we also have rooms for mental health support as a lot of our members aren’t just Neurodivergent but mentally ill too. One of the two owners however is autistic and we have a space focused on autism support/self-advocacy/ and general venting. We support self-dx and Nonbinary people and several of our members are plural. We are currently looking to ways we can be more supportive to POC including searching for POC who want to be mods. We hope to soon have events and game nights as well.  Transgender people only. [https://discord.gg/ehc24rQ](https://discord.gg/ehc24rQ) ",10.197371794871797,12.530236717948721,9.175288461538463,55.32908653846154,57.88888888888889,11.661965811965814,39.41132478632478,11.45678717892309,5.416624786324787,604,29,78,17,8,189,71,117,0.059000000000000004,0.7829999999999999,0.158,0.9116,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,8,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,0,0,19,17,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,12,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,8,5,15,15,3,8,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,2,4,57,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686157817547138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533131052447613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514188794711716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271393980514192,0.0,0.0,0.12423606307422352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945330445674092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713483086497244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902271545459017,0.11113984786865183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40523766744542217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048947547278173,0.16508738233957576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6633147127843961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274957208952382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619234428837842,0.11599265124916355,0.0,0.0,0.13139007222834864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rci22,2019/03/13,People with Autism on Reddit: What makes you feel uncomfortable with eye contact? I want to understand you all better. What else can you say to help me understand?,3.4712068965517235,6.678898103448278,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,85.20689655172414,7.037931034482759,21.04310344827585,8.07648339933343,1.6472000000000002,131,4,22,3,4,40,23,29,0.077,0.7090000000000001,0.214,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,5,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046733796590849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877771620508787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418447723889965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309043622275149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994972686981224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882596663179764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27395224724949097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7172524060106316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318910698206588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pillowsandblankets4,2019/03/13,What is the best way to let a police officer know you are autistic? Is their a card I can print and make? Or just telling them verbally? ,1.0673809523809543,3.2885662142857166,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,83.28571428571429,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.1176761904761916,106,4,24,2,3,34,26,28,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506758575488039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653812605328381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937831742557252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322329843119672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220632401119889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383292059831524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Toxsic99,2019/03/13,"Hello everyone - We are looking for some assistance from you all Hello, I would be VERY interested in anyone sharing information, documents, videos for education concerning an aide. What I would like to do is show the person, responsible for caring for our boy (17M), what it is like for people with autism in general and in various circumstances. I also would love ANY information I can use to provide to those we employ that provide assistance to our son with an online education. Something that maybe some of you have used in the past (or present) to help educate persons responsible for care can use to help understand \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_. << this could be anything related to Autism. non verbal communication etc. I recognize that there is not a one size fits all package but I thought that between the bunch of us, we could bring that information together to access. I would also love it if you all could send/ post anything that I can use as a parent of a non verbal young adult. I am hoping to provide future aides with education and information that can help them and of course, my son. Thanks. &#x200B; T.",6.528951902368991,8.148576959798998,6.9716618808327375,70.3964447236181,65.83417085427135,10.509834888729364,33.309763101220376,10.608840637214634,3.8964526920315854,881,38,147,24,14,287,114,199,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.9866,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,6,3,1,0,3,10,0,0,8,0,20,2,0,4,3,37,34,9,0,9,4,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,13,9,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,20,10,29,24,8,12,0,0,1,2,30,5,0,5,6,109,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732617228304145,0.0,0.13367695499498478,0.1499143466768018,0.08389935249421225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626679383331441,0.0,0.20305452028386128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515784352073745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955151241134488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375959374375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789027074462127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480873457142445,0.0,0.0,0.12253939076338002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054976116163925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360407760008647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227018320289288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394695014388993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360221432397336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699353590786298,0.0,0.11777556863088813,0.08553281479504404,0.2154528951522589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181593175157316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498024042694307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358728892509096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794611105371506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843791248878178,0.14840514965633184,0.42622616917856737,0.0,0.1017974436406557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35056874966589185,0.0,0.1499143466768018,0.0 autism,DisneyandDogs,2019/03/17,"Breakups and Autism I was recently broken up with out of the blue. When I thought of my future, she (my now ex-girlfriend) was always part of it. I honestly thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with her. We were in a long distance relationship (albeit the first two months of our relationship) and saw each other about every month, and always talked, texted, wrote letters, facetimed, etc. She just can't do the whole long distance thing anymore. She still wants me in her life but she wants some space for now. She was/is everything; she was my major reason for my living and she was one of the most (if not the most) major parts of my life. I'm also not really close with many other people. Do you think that me being autistic makes the breakup experience different for me compared to allistic and neurotypical folks? Anyone have any similar experiences or advice? Many thanks.",4.473511187607578,6.6401187951807294,4.743924268502583,82.1698795180723,71.89156626506023,7.634423407917385,25.71256454388985,8.418075326091056,1.7819118760757309,704,23,128,12,14,221,106,166,0.013000000000000001,0.9490000000000001,0.038,0.6322,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,2,0,29,22,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,10,2,25,2,20,11,11,18,0,0,2,0,17,6,0,5,11,97,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510426266647113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056499147940528,0.23008371051929702,0.0,0.0,0.09402028211791773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711493233257238,0.09667331215906566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445033853393935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419438257347004,0.0,0.0,0.11648845321557888,0.0,0.12425750901948834,0.270485997967478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760231056493008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785752920063094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929674573936759,0.0,0.0,0.12208447821529117,0.2447082215511299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228838777867752,0.2803441243998248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071267029625788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368729963636888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29944020353836204,0.0,0.09585079191075292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857171029160539,0.14215240361686224,0.13651324214934296,0.29687501984472603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041313606257627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112666271434644,0.0,0.1272895276573583,0.0,0.0,0.09185257049097867,0.08859023899973771,0.0,0.21952305279730167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505812148170818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309647637181734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436028542217403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cutie_bunny19,2019/03/17,"“Have autism” vs. “Autistic” What is the preferred terminology? “Person with autism” or “autistic person”? Which do you personally prefer? Is there a general consensus amongst the autism community? I work with kiddos with autism and other developmental disabilities and I keep hearing contradictory information about what the proper language is! I want to make sure I’m using the terms that actual people with autism prefer :) Thanks in advance!",7.167857142857143,11.05702628571429,7.208214285714287,58.96803571428572,71.85714285714286,9.214285714285714,31.607142857142854,9.516144504307137,4.214714285714287,360,16,45,10,8,115,50,70,0.032,0.8190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.8245,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,1,18,12,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.2593282276116772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951328404764577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362058578055217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738646921444187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423372601579852,0.6961133528092152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504609784128953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466176539200124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951786241740024,0.0,0.0,0.15674294882198395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934651085686551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aardvark888,2019/03/17,"Question on the colour purple. Evening Is anyone able to educate me, please, as to how the colour purple relates to autism ? Reason I ask is I read a lot of websites for autism services and help which contain the colour purple on their name. Many thanks ",2.6294326241134773,5.567842191489365,2.2777659574468103,92.6841666666667,84.53191489361703,3.984397163120569,22.72695035460993,5.46131890053228,0.2734567375886523,201,7,36,1,6,59,35,47,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,8,4,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,23,5,2,0.3106217059716477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719391912977584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903893642354095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051627072511933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820318188824685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407946647977226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149216558506702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409693552092212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479673998052307,0.0,0.31070576461670923,0.0,0.0,0.3193708477109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859787335163426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SherlockIsTheName,2019/03/17,"How Do I Help My Brother With Depression? My brother (20 M) has been showing signs of increased depression and anxiety ever since I (22 F) got married and moved out. We were (and still are) very close, so my absence has definitely been felt by him. I try to text him roughly every day, but sometimes he won’t write back. He’s told me he feels lonely, anxious, and sad. He’s also been having more meltdowns than he usually does. I moved to a different state 6 months ago and from what my mom has been telling me, his symptoms have been getting worse. He goes to school and has friends at youth group, but he’s still depressed. My parents offered to take him to a movie he’d been DYING to see and he turned it down. That’s not normal for him, considering he’d been OBSESSING over this movie since it was announced. My mom says he “just wants to be entertained” and that he “uses anxiety as a crutch.” She is t taking this seriously at all. He’s in therapy, but one hour a week doesn’t give one a lot of time to unpack all that’s going on the rest of the week, especially when you have a parent who refuses to understand and invalidates you. She did the same to me when I was dealing with anxiety and depression, and that lead to me being suicidal for a long time. I don’t want him to get to that point. I’m thinking of writing a letter to his therapist and explaining what is going on. My brother doesn’t open up very easily, and he does make up reasons to keep people from figuring out what’s really the problem. He is usually very straightforward with me but not our parents. How can I help him? I’m so far away and our mom is very ignorant about mental health issues.",4.981632449386944,5.383004619760481,5.94579127459367,80.7623253493014,68.67065868263474,9.595437696036498,30.874821785001426,9.606745405546679,2.685863016823495,1309,50,266,27,21,434,178,334,0.152,0.787,0.061,-0.9876,4,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,2,0,1,13,12,0,1,12,0,33,2,0,6,3,56,56,26,2,4,7,9,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,13,22,0,3,7,2,0,6,6,10,0,2,14,5,36,2,42,37,7,41,0,6,1,0,55,16,0,1,18,174,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006257277363421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222827808932639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728195574770464,0.10203505332400696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485791613450662,0.06944993442131961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824844956338614,0.09311518921925566,0.3111673787001302,0.0,0.09373713035956703,0.09436440126412096,0.0,0.0,0.15807798286794386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169893984715444,0.07609787040609083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045668130696931084,0.0,0.08672065174893227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978043477904179,0.0,0.09437616915847777,0.08664246237133122,0.10266103159857573,0.0,0.07223656154202703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600514786558176,0.0,0.0,0.12107818974287705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894627582184317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426983980021916,0.0,0.08027990653874913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992970125734494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678620340873994,0.0,0.0,0.06028880613747928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102056887152332,0.0,0.0,0.31734247053366,0.07209197013760613,0.19199015538815664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849369636605059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240533356951695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008665427452866,0.0,0.0,0.0626160013271613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538089269019057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642333214123976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578608295102248,0.0928632400014012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182549920879945,0.0,0.0914079111352982,0.07197275505007476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942604730522405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932805574086529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425815241396495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879460897751953,0.0,0.0,0.09387629181583404,0.13581768347591566,0.0,0.0789430125817447,0.0,0.10328794306477886,0.1048676200367424,0.0,0.05787293367326692,0.0,0.0,0.10533177147923643,0.0,0.0,0.08630392168307699,0.0,0.061320847553546415,0.09824141700970536,0.0,0.09402553298551533,0.0,0.0780068399447274,0.19894780522710356,0.29809138779678074,0.10654527706418848,0.0,0.14489732178483242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204304021719018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nikolas-heck,2019/03/17,"my mom made fun of my flapping so I substituted it for hitting myself in the face [vent?] I'm not diagnosed with autism, but I show a lot of the signs & I highly suspect that I have it, so I hope it's okay for me to post here. As the title says, my mom makes fun of me for stimming because she thinks ""only autistic people can do it,"" and she won't consider that I could be autistic because I was assigned female at birth (I'm transmasculine). She was always making snide comments about how it was weird and I looked like a freak, so I stopped. Recently though I was watching one of my favourite musicals and I noticed that instead of flapping, I was just... hitting myself in the face. Which is a lot more harmful than flapping, but my mom didn't comment on it (although idk if she saw). I told my friend about this (my friend doesn't know that I've been wondering if I have autism) and they said ""That sounds like an autism thing,"" so maybe I have it and I just have learned to hide it well enough that I won't get a diagnosis? :/ Idk basically my point is that I'm tired of my mom making fun of me for things that help me calm down/express my emotions and I wish I could stop punching myself in the face when I get excited :/",3.896301176470587,4.624772375999999,4.635694117647058,88.0197294117647,71.24000000000002,7.48235294117647,28.70588235294117,7.510576382923642,1.4660635294117643,954,35,207,10,17,307,130,250,0.08800000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.203,0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,0,14,15,0,0,10,1,21,5,3,5,0,33,41,19,0,6,7,4,0,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,20,7,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,11,6,42,12,23,23,4,13,0,0,3,0,17,7,0,6,7,145,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019384434925699,0.1327399367309407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493623711769306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562912634830226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434544861944367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780767890236284,0.0,0.12658596322274882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893024188048592,0.0,0.12801322574019164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211611985299765,0.12943893416104985,0.0,0.12168044205966046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673284964537397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970475891021272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287785734062316,0.0,0.0,0.2083078742937577,0.0,0.11592227603509972,0.2453298735846337,0.0,0.1230781350511034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739306674500155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947887036106082,0.0,0.0,0.08301619856875939,0.09317465833177192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493326635648885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581190026366545,0.0,0.11733107125156905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096421245485076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653541823605035,0.0974251649129589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048483130601583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278089475363586,0.07849969953879565,0.12036581833778184,0.0,0.0,0.14080765045455218,0.0,0.117063910383219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110151537210411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088088157301107,0.0,0.13285727234451775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,314159265358969error,2019/03/17,"Ending a conversation In the last few years, I've managed to learn to approach people, go talk to them, make conversations interesting for them, getting out of smalltalk-zone fast so it's interesting for me too, etc. I'm pretty happy about the result. There is one thing that I still struggle with quite badly, though : ending conversations. I just have no clue **when** I can leave a person and go do my own stuff, and **how** I'm supposed to do this. Anyone else can relate to this ? And anyone got some advice ?",1.0968750000000007,3.644864937500003,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,97.54166666666666,4.483333333333333,17.458333333333336,6.322622252153567,0.10153333333333324,398,11,74,5,16,128,72,96,0.091,0.782,0.127,0.6775,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,7,3,12,12,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668816174982806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814788472777441,0.20623480568587546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806011506936067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681433347177051,0.0,0.3565480852173852,0.0,0.22448003535903316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516031885957514,0.0,0.22878374728752926,0.0,0.1609817375045786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142659490432892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406979361214824,0.0,0.21312610560103226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343557411497437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363923119899888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139541978107179,0.17574964211400454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477378339421906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214085702599402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074220262608546,0.0,0.0,0.21042121117775184,0.2304170637740715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178097255625884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337212674515459,0.0,0.19775625155925994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129617506783511 autism,S-Milk_A-Man,2019/03/17,"I am testing my child April 5 2019 and not sure what to expect. Hi everyone I'd like to start out by apologizing for any grammar errors you may come across. Also sorry if I offend anyone I do not mean to. So for the last year I have been concerned about my child hitting his milestones. He is coming up on 18 months and has not ever pointed, waved, or clapped before among other things. We have taken online M-Chat exams and he has a risk for Autism according to them. I am extremely nervous since I do not know to much about Autism and what to expect. So my question to all of you who live with it or have a child is what should I expect with this diagnosis? What are things I can do to help him excell? What are things you wish your parents would have known to help you out a bit more? I appreciate any and all input from you guys.",4.361508021390375,4.8356828941176495,5.083155080213904,86.14510695187168,70.05882352941177,7.593582887700535,24.86631016042781,7.348242739294969,0.958176470588236,652,16,138,6,11,211,107,170,0.083,0.8370000000000001,0.08,0.5389,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,6,1,1,6,6,1,2,4,0,20,0,0,0,4,34,28,11,0,7,7,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,12,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,22,3,25,22,5,15,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,5,7,103,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688303315816525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980753909683104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842825857780352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562919835410266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005230740073156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164356241482836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661425193566933,0.0,0.1755071853516662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818649011506056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622394758932697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094174086507704,0.14971780709359106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973322880107228,0.0,0.16218640477292587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000734720901368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660583804951974,0.0,0.13502060614137415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394685453429093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736301186161085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575551736386327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193599821030626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056066079944273,0.13000451899651258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310939477926354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660720444120557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112145999035838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047585296372033,0.0,0.0,0.1182792301332489 autism,Squatcobbler86,2019/03/17,"Need help working with an autistic adult So my job is to be an aide for a guy with autism. His main problems are that he gets very stubborn. When he gets upset, nothing can calm him down except for leaving the situation. Ive tried breathing, counting to ten, but all wants to do is sit and be still. Also he gets triggered by other people with disbilites. He says ""I hate this autisic life."" I tell him about my.adhd, how I wanna help but I sound like a broken record sometimes He wants his own job. I've told him that he has to learn calming skills. He says yes but then does it again. He's a smart passionate guy. How do I get through to him when hes mad like that? Any help is appreciated.",1.0785000000000018,3.455218921428571,2.0667857142857144,95.82946428571432,84.78571428571428,4.357142857142857,21.607142857142854,5.602791699666715,-0.06257142857142872,539,18,117,3,16,169,93,140,0.12300000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.21,0.9479,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,11,3,1,6,1,12,3,1,3,1,19,21,11,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,14,6,16,18,3,7,0,0,0,1,25,1,0,0,7,69,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988695866926925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300780030241754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310479692522132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455496748206125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475859315160106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32937024698027834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420873507023845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33444678680520795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300982318131355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761111908680973,0.0,0.0,0.11747828598887428,0.16251324772156886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233258011065515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959063309852278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530686900716415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914787957004062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645321723874019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695311728472355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449690500291753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282512082416525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537293052671552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892798615995973,0.0,0.11292185362207012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723323062925066,0.1962022812920071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108453980499607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,llamallamabarryobama,2019/03/17,"I just found out and I'm scared I'm having a hard time talking about this. I'm 37 and am just now finding out that I am autistic. I'm afraid to talk to my family about it. I'm angry that my parents didn't take care of me listen to me when I was growing up. I'm just sitting in the car crying and listening to the radio. What are you doing?",-0.4689285714285703,1.2846820259740284,2.4156980519480515,94.88640422077923,85.88311688311687,4.888961038961039,18.715909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.2594662337662337,264,7,63,2,8,93,50,77,0.17800000000000002,0.8,0.023,-0.8917,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,18,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,3,8,1,11,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980780153750178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211410498235829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560868688127305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672095118526525,0.0,0.0,0.3205549726390574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189494742889075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246284703930384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29270091812360377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981649955229052,0.4699718622315796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047604336671926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,weedislif,2019/03/17,"my autistic friends nephew is the most amazing boy in the world. he is 11 years old, he has autism ADHD and split personality disorder. he has 2 personas. when I first started babysitting him he was a challenge, I had 4 other kids to look after and they all had there own needs. but after working out strategies I found it's actually pretty easy, he can go on for hours about cars, and loves fortnite and the fortnite dances. Once he trusts you and his anxiety goes around you he gives the best hugs. Honestly the reason I made this is because I was talking to my auntie and she had something negative connotations around autism, it's like somebody I told her everything bad about autism and nothing good. She seems scared for me like he was going to somehow find a way to hurt me, and when I said that he's a wonderful boy she seemed pretty shocked. After explaining to her that autistic kids are just like us and explaining how wonderful he was, she finally came around. This boy has changed my perspective on autism and I hope that he can change other people's perspective of autism. 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I’ve just noticed in some comments people mentioning that there are autism parents over taking the sub... wanted to start a discussion about it,7.280070422535211,7.293933028169018,7.1212323943661975,75.62156690140849,63.78873239436618,9.916901408450704,31.834507042253517,9.516144504307137,2.7951943661971845,299,10,54,5,4,95,47,71,0.028999999999999998,0.9279999999999999,0.043,0.2484,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,13,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,11,4,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,6,1,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.21140076540984928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430828398902602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095352249176858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932720291942196,0.0,0.0,0.14679488232876586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810865392982701,0.0,0.0,0.4505543155028434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972128744577825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533326519793239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287967429695133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777467250183833,0.3439034672591025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Zeethe,2019/03/17,"I don't have autism. My experience. Hi. I don't have autism. &#x200B; I have two children, my three year old is severely autistic(destructive, licking biting smearing, ect), my four year old is mild(super clever, impossible to deal with). &#x200B; Wife is also autistic, just only found out. Honestly before the kids I had no idea what what autism even was. Often heard the term window licker without knowing the meaning as a child, now completely know the meaning and ramifications behind the term(youngest prefers radiators over windows). &#x200B; I think the worst part of it all is that you can't go to your usual friends to talk about it, they don;t understand, can't really expect them to because a year ago I wouldn't have a clue either, unless you've lived it, you don't know. &#x200B; One thing I really struggle with is knowing if my eldest is being naughty or it's the autism and she needs support. &#x200B; I guess im not even asking any questions just venting. 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However, when it comes to relationships I have no idea how to cope. I don't understand why people hold hands or cuddle, and I find a lot of guys like that. I just don't know how to act. I've been in a few very brief relationships, but they never last long because the other person doesn't understand why I act the way they do even when I try to explain it. As soon as I realize that they don't understand, I bail and end the relationship. I even had one boyfriend who literally said, ""it's okay, we can fix that!"" when I told him I don't act like other people (at that point I didn't know I had autism). I just don't know what to do to. Could use some advice. Thanks!",2.205087633885104,3.6839909303797502,3.9373417721519,88.48112463485882,76.40506329113923,7.646348588120737,21.647517039922104,8.384062270229773,0.962312950340798,589,15,134,11,13,198,92,158,0.021,0.8809999999999999,0.098,0.8954,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,2,10,5,0,0,5,1,16,2,1,3,1,26,29,11,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,12,4,0,1,10,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,6,3,20,5,14,22,3,20,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,3,11,87,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759703056501318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959771464279794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548356634119927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247937515954996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425404505962413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156512840494311,0.0,0.0,0.17248799312820656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934379405902122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822039669483805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292904394056948,0.0,0.0,0.11697014995591545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740403431656046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528291520111376,0.1064365963059441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758535052758582,0.0,0.0,0.11555535631711206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101076265213514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070800412382044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848145128304669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810494529741029,0.1140136358848774,0.0,0.0,0.1234362110990806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365011586032035,0.0,0.0,0.5607575991089315,0.0,0.0,0.12420736084250035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202165307781422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247706455144002,0.0,0.08865230668013059,0.0,0.0,0.4078016230311821,0.0,0.11277545196825785,0.0,0.1077386002639228,0.0,0.10364488666644156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356484594408291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506064072363923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408644845566521 autism,IrisSaskia,2019/03/22,"So my best friend just said something that made me remember that there are plenty of people who view autism as a good thing Some info beforehand: I have PDD-NOS and most of the time I explain this to people as ""a form of autism"". We were talking about some guy he knows and he told me: ""he has autism too btw"". So I told him I feel like the term autism is a bit loaded, because sometimes people immediately think about the children that act really weird and cannot talk. After I said that he looked a bit confused at me and said: ""if I think about people with autism I just think about sweet, social and kind people"" and that just made me really happy 😊 Just wanted to share and brighten more people's days!",7.241785714285713,6.029241321428572,6.791428571428572,81.99357142857143,64.35714285714286,9.428571428571429,27.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,1.516428571428571,555,11,114,5,7,173,84,140,0.028999999999999998,0.775,0.196,0.9772,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,29,21,12,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,8,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,7,14,8,14,13,9,6,0,0,2,0,20,1,0,5,5,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950360688275628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368690958230259,0.0,0.2847725362331948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411094153480471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594492213691279,0.09317299449324412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076316389479603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939118891483464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913758032297018,0.0,0.13883588667711244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581370210129698,0.07167612929396147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371725367910193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952103481619713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468155530801428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425061988344486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710243395556246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774189564787213,0.0,0.37218153433229106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329480791849194,0.0,0.10040467961891612,0.12898998909252546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096553826926171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664610880598593,0.2507060862800831,0.0,0.0,0.07604970208697548,0.0,0.0,0.24924626029780506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692585499810996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TwinkieMarie72,2019/03/22,Eye contact [advice] Any advice on working on direct eye contact when speaking to or being spoken to? My 9-year old really struggles when looking at someone. His eyes drift to look around the room. ,4.207285714285714,7.361119942857147,4.342500000000001,79.51375000000003,78.14285714285714,4.642857142857143,28.75,5.985473137389443,1.6794285714285715,158,7,22,1,4,49,28,35,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,7,2,0,9,0,0,5,0,4,5,0,1,3,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604047789927215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499538497611352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526247165875443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815845747586108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30088902478491397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369520232499909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295680229789704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997665220325643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875265325431772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846533863461271 autism,awholepineapple,2019/03/22,"Therapy and Autism I’m 17, in Uni, and I was diagnosed with Autism last year. I’ve been attending therapy on and off since I was in grade 11 (2016), mostly due to self harming issues. I don’t think it’s really helping though. I’m not very good at vocalising my emotions in therapy, and I haven’t really found that any of the suggested alternative coping mechanisms have helped. I also lie to my therapist about when I’ve self harmed because I don’t want to let her down. Has anyone else struggled with this, and if so, what did you do? I don’t think I can live this anxious and sad all the time, I feel like I’m losing control of my mind.",3.169007633587788,4.47257311450382,4.831977099236641,83.75224045801528,73.58015267175573,8.90412213740458,26.07709923664122,9.3871,2.125014656488549,502,17,106,12,10,170,86,131,0.154,0.797,0.049,-0.9243,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,2,0,13,1,0,1,1,19,21,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,1,14,2,15,15,2,13,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004347432299532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020804250174012,0.0,0.0,0.16958236618347325,0.0,0.10496089323217063,0.15380615367515166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150609078941152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836191669942627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523592029366274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253982299109806,0.16885433563691804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590048135878752,0.10723911565161123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645886369642016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259057350588406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123207898571915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667657312133534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236025730883104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534983633198869,0.0,0.07333650671484769,0.0,0.1325505002060569,0.0,0.0,0.1679354789412421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156901748002882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232951927852496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31319640066325044,0.0,0.0,0.12417312406843944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692829847650389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149940107600626,0.1742900950459543,0.0,0.19236975354199587,0.14748300276663054,0.0,0.0875307576163294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385705018688828,0.08853918139702542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666637064986977 autism,the_powerful_daryll,2019/03/22,"I'm so angry right now So in my class there are 4 autistic students And there's this girl in my class that hates one of the autistic kids and she says the Kid is not autistic and he's abnormal I said that she has to understand him but she always says ""I don't care"" I really want to kill her for that because it filled me with anger I'm not autistic by the way I'm just someone who understands and wants to help them",1.5173333333333332,3.1940009000000025,2.8263888888888893,94.83625000000004,78.8888888888889,6.277777777777778,22.36111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5094444444444437,331,10,77,4,8,107,61,90,0.21600000000000005,0.748,0.036000000000000004,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,14,7,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,3,12,1,9,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,1,48,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264875448775024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846262827501486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483101193784057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404500342605638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632429223111465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694461983712776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503223578740486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560210128125373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798589864855746,0.2316668427546273,0.3873531446811588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635468909606144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070773789735024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872980249100909,0.19331449842270335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kibure,2019/03/22,"Need some suggestions I have an autistic/ODD child who is hitting and kicking a lot lately. We have a deal going where he gets to use his tablet after school if he has behaved that day. Unfortunately in instances like yesterday we read the report from the teacher and explain to him that he cannot have the tablet because he was hitting and it triggers a full meltdown. Hitting, kicking, screaming, and throwing things. I can handle this and usually get him sequestered to his bed (a top bunk so he has no entertainment or interactions) and he will calm down and then can rejoin us. But he has targeted his younger brother lately and I don't want him hurting his younger brother. Anyone have a creative solution for how I can possibly punish my son that may avoid or contain a meltdown, make him feel chastised, and protect his little brother? ",7.753175627240143,8.162896690322581,7.266021505376347,73.64347670250898,62.74193548387096,9.21146953405018,40.44802867383513,8.841846274778883,3.7987491039426526,677,36,111,9,9,212,101,155,0.106,0.7759999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.2435,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,10,0,16,0,0,4,0,28,28,16,0,3,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,7,11,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,2,17,3,8,22,3,15,0,1,0,0,29,6,0,6,8,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369240080074173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399076883050698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175570348558242,0.2266087638711285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113974779311966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967753393634915,0.0,0.12491994949131928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353052383863441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958980474000481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738536455108984,0.22030183033763912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686990578775828,0.0,0.0,0.1467211949911934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298223432309836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477965212230805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986395888937926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245386519741284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460283273966013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439772163025216,0.1898404945700539,0.24208357731643315,0.0,0.12964637528132625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sleepmoover,2019/03/22,"Is there 'a type of' autism that makes people more interested in social situations/relations? First time posting here, but I've been wondering over something lately. People with autism have been described to me as often perceiving social situations in a different way which can make it hard for people with autism and someone who doesn't have autism to communicate. Something I've also heard is how someone with autism might not pick up on 'hidden signals' or 'hints' in a conversation But considering people have also described autistic people as often very interested and very focused on specific things, often making them very good at them. Wouldn't it be possible for someone with autism to be very good/interested in social situations, relationships, communications and etc?",11.007175824175825,11.507763915384619,10.079010989010992,55.878846153846176,56.0,12.65934065934066,40.10989010989012,12.031772070788634,5.390835164835166,639,28,86,17,7,203,78,130,0.012,0.879,0.109,0.9309999999999999,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,5,0,23,18,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,3,3,21,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,6,3,64,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436180153872407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269643657303796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552887574595998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033663397458586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038533591942688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885962003878777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137081828806093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335013827287205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891537441757026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212394073705831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699751583673775,0.11638424622154095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046888286427738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273191080493937,0.0,0.3716283661754245,0.30889495707701264,0.18710676263949744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073365193500076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086031055125945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40107268709706734,0.0,0.09645830996817883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178515573009314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,knowgodsknowmasters,2019/03/22,"Catatonia and Autism? Hi, I am diagnosed with ASD level 2 and also sensory processing disorder. Today whilst writing up a report for me to begin CBT and work with an OT, my psychologist mentioned that she had been thinking I also show signs of catatonia. She didn’t delve very deep into what exactly catatonia entails and google has only given me a few general symptoms. I’m wondering if anyone here can elaborate on their experiences with Catalonia and autism. Does anyone else ever feel like things are slowing down around them and feel like they are unable to move, but must move in fear of staying frozen? Very interested in hearing your replies! Thank you :) ",6.480216572504709,8.60118553389831,6.723333333333336,70.2119679849341,66.54237288135593,10.329190207156307,33.45009416195857,10.504223727775694,4.1425167608286255,535,24,82,15,9,172,93,118,0.049,0.83,0.122,0.8497,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,3,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,0,3,23,18,10,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,12,4,15,13,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,2,7,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791204348772696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405100176659994,0.17881205431083064,0.0,0.15535605618770285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712985741649473,0.0,0.0,0.2000102193029729,0.0,0.15271994740084474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578555253831055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578595269220429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070993352122135,0.0,0.1963787865676998,0.17648085815357512,0.24934823625641844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966919832985499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051920366409246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709653412879568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327271253461598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860106163756096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813887309060273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067069621066274,0.0,0.0,0.11594053903044235,0.11182267417844442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542056714858885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879876137020277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925493428513815,0.12704957653025056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jordy90d,2019/03/22,"When you get diagnosed with autism Recently got diagnosed with autism at 28 years old. Secretly I knew it when I was 12 but it was never a big problem. After my 20s pretty much depression became a normal thing, changing jobs every year until last year when I had my biggest mental breakdown and body completely shutdown of stress. It has been almost a year this happened and still recovering. The psychologist send papers to a specialized center which would help me to do something I like but I highly doubt it would happen and feel like I’m going to be placed in one of these boxes if u know what I mean. My problem is that I know and can do a lot, I’m originally a chief electrical engineer, next to that I do a lot in the music business like making, recording, mixing and mastering but also have an advising role for some artists. Next to that I’m a workaholic and super sportive. Since electrical engineering is not an option anymore because this creates the depression, I’m forced to do something else, music is just a side thing but what I like the most is editing and fixing. It has this psychological aspect of finding issues and solve them, sometimes create the illusion in order to have enough space in the mix. To be honest I find it really hard to talk open about this, yet I felt the need to put at least a little background story about what I do and how it kinda got messed up. I’m wondering how other people try to control their ticks and did you find a way to ignore some of it by doing something or did you had to shut down completely from it? Like social media is not as it used to be and for that reason I only use the chat and stay ",6.7493823326432025,6.557683655279504,7.217722567287788,75.17715665976536,64.93167701863354,9.888474810213944,31.55348516218081,9.444778638647367,2.773102967563837,1315,44,240,22,18,432,183,322,0.086,0.7759999999999999,0.138,0.9526,1,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,2,3,11,16,0,2,21,0,28,3,1,8,1,60,50,26,0,7,9,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,26,15,0,2,12,2,0,3,3,8,0,1,11,3,22,8,37,34,8,42,0,2,0,0,13,18,0,12,23,173,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946598807168014,0.0,0.0,0.07943523626655649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850999760208527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055146256537056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033472547559134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507938626697852,0.0,0.208294039100042,0.0,0.11140854350253802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711078742242824,0.20163843725634084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297858818701814,0.0,0.0,0.10263582658719232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369093760775817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022490979608141,0.07096232874668236,0.09537366310113077,0.0,0.27236113414072644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051896525110045715,0.0,0.05645228929807745,0.0,0.1588886924890578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567675084844428,0.0,0.0889813694790827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665797030150556,0.10494901379236847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036761112881554,0.09857102732181773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917981283979462,0.08096829922475635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24264137516477685,0.09955609740284596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889590534725726,0.0,0.0,0.06630444039987428,0.0,0.0,0.10820094863534496,0.0,0.0,0.10010262717995333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301996370230524,0.07365292957546353,0.07661045256264089,0.0,0.21128001277797495,0.0,0.09732362261557133,0.0,0.0,0.10423153141747403,0.0,0.06730948632304518,0.07554595968932877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886384378897575,0.0,0.10378010812188113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105568247646604,0.0,0.1900933537164569,0.0,0.09985543164204007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363419957263051,0.10212916056044444,0.09807771427962876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216791045045123,0.0,0.0,0.1012557914734004,0.0,0.22941035398425885,0.09824123460664848,0.0,0.0,0.10587399139286473,0.07932613599211373,0.0,0.11378371372841785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983876804144015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319826563727543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743945920263153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171580769342266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884459375798115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772060043659556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411242671724124,0.0,0.0,0.2558645035861648 autism,JTaiyndieanv,2019/03/22,"Off day Hi, just a little context, I'm a 17 year old with high functioning autism and was diagnosed about a year ago. I just went through a really shitty day. No matter what I said, it seemed like people took it the wrong way. I was told multiple times by multiple peers at different times that what I just said was so rude or really offensive. I really didnt mean for anything to come off like that and my peers seemed genuinely angry or upset. I dont want to use my autism as an excuse and I dont want to be ""that guy"" who every little thing he does wrong, he blames on his problem. Is saying things wrong a part of autism or am I just bad at saying things. Everything seemed worded fine and emphasized fine to me.",4.880865900383141,5.152235600000001,5.667126436781611,83.12773946360153,68.86206896551724,9.754789272030653,25.07662835249042,9.725611199111238,1.92188122605364,562,13,118,12,9,184,89,145,0.252,0.679,0.069,-0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,1,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,23,23,9,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,9,4,12,4,16,13,1,20,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,6,10,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812095168619536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037268683246994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184165055429037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506820715982226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573238926219629,0.0,0.0,0.12379916485900914,0.0,0.12743493640682374,0.0,0.0,0.10673865050927188,0.0,0.2859009030345908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027667970758595,0.0,0.10962070370121264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120771605034193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887027331752718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917886297622073,0.24449627526969786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286342882115368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798925360698388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208395246021465,0.0,0.08456013115414454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671087494805278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23441544789046745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320468921749092,0.19399429872802876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33311659349532113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430986302584045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422458831959784,0.0,0.0,0.11654961642324438,0.13551554669973048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534477572564524,0.0,0.0,0.1438846686381162,0.09681581541397276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306940513038427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000721958798925,0.0,0.15709213130214367 autism,Mild_Cholesterol,2019/02/23,Is anyone else always thought of as suspicious? I don’t know if that title grammar even made sense but people think I’m always acting suspicious when I’m just walking around. I’ve even been suspicious legally when I just talk or just walk around as I said. And I’ve gotten in to trouble a couple of times,3.6644262295082015,5.486195114754096,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,73.2622950819672,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.3515613114754106,246,8,46,3,5,79,43,61,0.195,0.778,0.026000000000000002,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192630951031373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616002444589515,0.25813895973056883,0.0,0.4485542195318131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787632077585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046081608440112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328036776495691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845784203038675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383886322799241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466121175587782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964952997514766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249720613833588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143088841502998,0.0,0.20000962770149466,0.14690633746182952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,alexsayswhat,2019/02/23,"Don't feel autistic because i don't ""appear"" autistic Hey there! I'm a 17 year old guy who was diagnosed with high functioning ASD when i was 5. I've went to a special needs primary school but since then I've moved into mainstream schools. I have been assigned through secondary school classroom assistants which i only feel helped the first few years but now it feels strange.. with so many people assuming I'm neurotypical it terrifies me when i have to explain why i have a classroom assistant, especially when i feel i don't need it. Does anyone else feel like this? I know autism doesn't fade away but i feel like I'm not autistic enough to label myself as such and in no ways do i mean that in a negative way.. i just feel like im not experiencing what many would and that label doesn't fit to me as well as it would others..",4.927081051478645,5.72257631927711,5.365334063526838,83.47435377875141,68.93975903614458,8.68696604600219,30.151150054764514,8.841846274778883,2.224404819277108,663,25,135,11,11,212,99,166,0.098,0.813,0.08900000000000001,-0.5357,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,0,0,27,31,13,0,4,6,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,11,0,0,3,9,0,1,1,4,8,15,5,14,25,2,21,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,13,81,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047251823684352,0.13257537750306495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156619350959745,0.0,0.0,0.07887496202433078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132815796207478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323008818924388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808876804615272,0.0,0.0,0.1336944902967605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579644123368965,0.27730879228606753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100590943835042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811647349420374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672741044420372,0.1367076718985503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976343706535105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110937726950378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896403004071951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236236600254514,0.0,0.14094367589215254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375211261661159,0.0,0.1918821371812009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357730719289487,0.0,0.0,0.09840694921538044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970275586392301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928488579345323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703277083358903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054075682076464,0.0,0.0,0.11633717710735887,0.11994585516430747,0.11675437776635456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382993147223275,0.0,0.0,0.16664587566275152 autism,deathraft,2019/02/23,"afraid for future children ok. so I was diagnosed with high functioning asd (aspergers at the time) at a young age and I have tried to work with my condition over the years. i have taught myself how to look people in the eye, and I try light humor when meeting new people (still comes across as forced). I plan on having a family in the future when (or if) i find a wife. however i am frightened that i could pass on my asd to my potential children and I'm not sure if I should even have children in the first place because if this. if anyone has any advice for me and my planes for the future i would appreciate it. i just don't know what to do.",2.017954545454547,3.9152391287878814,3.450000000000003,89.92000000000004,78.16666666666666,6.824242424242425,20.848484848484848,7.793537801064563,0.7388212121212123,503,13,108,8,12,165,85,132,0.04,0.903,0.057,0.2819,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,9,1,12,2,1,1,1,21,17,14,0,7,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,3,17,3,19,12,0,25,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,5,12,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253659293601651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683419486562145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125968499482465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058801255785736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986646460692267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413680671391014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340814403825267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232688685102874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174145081944792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078880082382026,0.1961711162348516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366997333957705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674650824506986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936685041320889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227408890976417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31977529609412503,0.0,0.24095601535872704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841789335969499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173631160375593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448039518247268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131610413881882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789912388548936,0.0,0.0,0.1638307268303727,0.0,0.0,0.14851615683290612 autism,BoldBiBosmer,2019/02/23,"Advice for teaching Hey all! So I was diagnosed at age 24 with Autism and recently I've been asked to be a primary teacher at my church. One of the kids has autism and we're trying to figure out a way to keep him occupied in class without distracting the other kids too much. He seeks out stimulation so we are trying to think of things he can do/play with during class. The class itself only lasts 20mins. I was wondering of anyone has any ideas?",2.9195786516853914,4.993003471910119,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,76.07865168539325,7.596067415730338,22.360955056179773,8.472884824447931,1.3924033707865169,355,10,70,7,8,116,65,89,0.0,0.9740000000000001,0.026000000000000002,0.2914,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,5,0,16,8,2,9,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,45,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564167277056408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844272714143325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347795895595648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531095560090396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663330572190736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29622053085948713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332354365403647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138930946280181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289606124190667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781075390375062,0.19956895796637214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590908543488118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432858957819913,0.16813695395423542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35630820375390543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082829244908628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529466872195205,0.28456436411754205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,w00tdude9000,2019/02/23,"Diet help I'm gonna cut to the chase: I need to eat more vegetables. Right now my energy levels have been at an all time low (so nice that depression and autism work well together /s) and while getting all my necessary vitamins would help... I have no energy to prepare large or complicated meals. Not to mention most vegetables are hell for me in one way or another. I'm fond of raw spinach, corn, potatoes, and very rarely peas. While I usually manage to remember to eat, I have horrible luck remembering to take medications/vitamins. Does anyone have any advice that could help me? I've been living almost exclusively on starches (potatoes, grains) and meat for the past few months with the occasional fruit, and I have a feeling that's part of the reason I've been feeling so shitty.",7.815051020408162,7.62836937414966,8.032032312925171,70.20478316326532,62.74149659863946,12.247959183673473,35.38180272108844,11.698219412168324,4.2810414965986405,626,25,112,18,8,205,100,147,0.141,0.716,0.14300000000000002,-0.569,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,6,0,11,8,0,1,2,22,19,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,3,9,4,15,13,6,14,1,2,0,0,4,6,1,5,7,66,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172151075661207,0.0,0.0,0.17596840409710005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950255727244713,0.18426842953879705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287463686310585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030625979971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135615771491573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537826761029063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596317170215132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777089313458215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181177283654733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533647323658556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551729799289691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402661634739277,0.0,0.0,0.13030171142652672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907932669734522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029867421657576,0.16775435348656184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806799062072026,0.0,0.0,0.3981361041882696,0.150072624632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321272352296651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024696887122384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354198059436376,0.14499581316429547,0.0,0.13948644762144935,0.0,0.0,0.15800254783804815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279336734269649,0.0,0.0,0.12483368714844505,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Luhha,2019/02/23,"New boyfriend has Asperger’s Hi! For some back ground, my brother that is three years younger than I has autism. He has gotten much better with his social skills over the years and he is now considered very high functioning. So this would not be my first interaction with a person on the autism spectrum. I just started talking to K on February 4th. We meet on a dating app & everything is going really great. We had our third date yesterday. He is sweet, funny, caring, and thoughtful. He has a 6 year old daughter, where I have a new daughter as well. We have a lot of the same interests & seem to just really be on the same wave length of life! Things are going amazing! At the end of our third date, he mentions casually that he has high functioning Asperger’s syndrome. I’m just hear to ask others about their experiences with their own high functioning Asperger’s syndrome, or if a loved one has it. What should I expect? I know that everyone is different, but I would just like a general idea of what to expect. It absolutely does not make a difference to me, I think he’s such a great guy the way that he is. I would just like to be a little bit more knowledgeable about the subject before I bring it up again to ask him about his experiences? Thank you if you’ve made it this far! I just want to be a good girlfriend & understand this man that I really like a lot better!",4.358800738007382,5.7520055719557215,5.1085221402214005,82.57104889298894,70.77121771217712,9.110036900369003,27.203136531365317,9.516144504307137,2.315947453874538,1094,37,218,25,20,354,148,271,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.993,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,5,1,2,4,16,16,0,0,19,0,24,2,0,2,0,42,44,8,0,9,12,3,0,3,1,4,1,1,0,3,16,8,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,0,1,5,4,2,25,16,28,32,9,34,0,0,0,1,36,14,0,7,19,146,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429902582682835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729254874100824,0.0,0.0,0.08113780611605043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089789127795911,0.0,0.0,0.18664644060956465,0.11519971472718255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758392931893823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049035921551702,0.0,0.0,0.09234062517140576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345875436499733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008281854104485,0.09483391689142746,0.20643618928108012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975463804449234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199380668523991,0.08850455822282585,0.0,0.2326707376809568,0.0,0.10448066804856923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189278873723036,0.0,0.0,0.3344607098002434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911841315754786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057990631797804115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453138171313572,0.15465415754182085,0.10575803049207028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941742167155733,0.09523526186355748,0.09984488560996953,0.07043493279166148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775688054194208,0.0,0.0,0.20382233901073632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072472470751228,0.0,0.07150258891882502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213535740658657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027950410161928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960607813307358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756360847303026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468708314882734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848123930652848,0.0,0.09714796781507763,0.0,0.0,0.07010231498234264,0.06761248820282696,0.0,0.08377051459106044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098492824925563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706444948238454,0.062237999971107384,0.08375628583602049,0.0,0.0,0.0948744970225198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487358795912996,0.0,0.0,0.20385285289917232 autism,ohholeyheel89,2019/02/23,"Dressing with Autism In a relationship with a great guy with high functioning autism. Our relationship is great but a major disagreement we keep having is about his work attire. Now, I understand he has certain needs and has to wear comfortable clothing but the clothing he chooses to wear are borderline pajamas (i.e. flannel pajama button up shirts) with so many holes in them because they ""no longer make that style he likes."" I love him and I want him to be happy and comfortable but I also don't want him looking foolish at work if his clothes are all full of holes... His boss one time asked him if he had a ""rough morning"" after looking at his outfit. I want to cry, I don't want him to be disrespected because of what he wears. This is not meant to be a diss or a complaint and even if he didn't change his wardrobe idc but I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions for comfy clothes that are a bit more professional than pajamas? Please don't take this as me being disrespectful, I just want to make him comfortable and I don't want him being made fun of at work.",7.3853627622377624,6.804063908653845,7.215314685314688,77.01150349650352,63.75961538461538,10.832867132867134,34.293706293706286,10.230975488527342,3.253763461538462,855,32,166,17,11,272,117,208,0.084,0.7090000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,3,6,10,0,0,8,0,22,5,4,4,2,39,41,17,0,11,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,3,26,10,25,30,5,11,0,0,2,1,28,8,0,6,4,111,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127293475265207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946222902706208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729230755833042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008030542502536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696410625784424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190856595663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719527808412844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284250227807705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919029100508842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681220161776845,0.0,0.13777385205368015,0.0,0.1481207473684686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147012652230129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367705611350187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797844174946119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336908405716617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255823600992273,0.1316608589442584,0.18575861336066876,0.14106957837753584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317307547862986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428717571539504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273768026239953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29877589887055434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461852775294964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113564136677345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485319702681226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924223300036827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508950927479555,0.3038941791378082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,devinhate,2019/02/23,"HATE!! I don't know it is appropriate to write here but I want to vent my feelings . I hate my Father actually . I don't know it is related to autism or not . I don't have attachment to him neither i talk . Sometimes i feel rage and try to harm him in dangerous Way in my mind. I don't know this is related to lack of affection by parents May be someone can relate to my feelings of resentment. 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Does autism play into it at all? Idle curiosity. Hope this doesn't come off as rude.,0.489782608695652,2.828631782608696,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,100.7391304347826,5.778260869565218,14.445652173913045,7.1686216300943375,0.053356521739130525,93,2,20,2,4,30,22,23,0.10800000000000001,0.687,0.205,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427182734343595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341272931686288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410293339409148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990115602274606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005579564278639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,analyticbrain,2019/04/17,"[Request] Social therapy for adults with ASD (high functioning autism) Does anyone know of a social group type therapy in Southern California for adults with high functioning autism? &#x200B; Hoping to find something to rebuild my social skills but also be able to get advice on how to improve from a therapist, instructor, or third party etc. I'm not really looking for an office therapy type situation but more of a ""Let's meet and hangout here to socialize"" with the ability for someone to step in to maybe give advice when stuck or let me know when I'm being odd",16.725889967637542,9.539873368932044,14.86990291262136,49.604142394822034,53.174757281553404,18.393527508090614,53.750809061488674,14.554592549557764,7.384271197411003,459,20,71,12,3,149,71,103,0.05,0.8370000000000001,0.113,0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,20,8,2,8,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,2,45,2,2,0.12975122271095868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535827862978593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376200592412804,0.0,0.14058539559783548,0.15766193757285946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072507178569728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354616937241993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470691150947054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859026691622206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778965858224993,0.12446919588387155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741785812611696,0.0,0.12887224074960302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426157574286404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653588322725021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089583483967259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303525429628293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312195573858101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458458106902404,0.0,0.529060126388201,0.1099377899443628,0.09988883031409776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451454933035025,0.15065117014203974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766193757285946,0.0 autism,malhimoo,2019/04/17,"The ‘look’ I have so many clear memories of the look on kids faces when I said the ‘wrong’ thing. I tried so hard to follow the rules but I didn’t know what they were. I was lucky, I had friends, but I also had kids that didn’t like me or who avoided me because of stuff I’d said when I let myself show through. I remember actually repeating social rules that I’d figured out to myself in my head. ‘Don’t be too loud’, ‘Don’t talk about anything unless someone else brings it up first’. The list went on. Even as a 47 year old it still happens to me. It’s not as often - I’m an expert at mirroring who I’m with and the list of rules in my head is a long one. But every once in a while the wall comes down and I mess up. There’s that look - man I hate that look.",1.4396153846153863,2.461598355421689,3.0381927710843395,96.02362835959222,77.49397590361446,6.312511584800742,20.600556070435587,6.67199483983844,-0.017454494902688026,581,13,146,5,13,192,102,166,0.08,0.838,0.08199999999999999,0.0531,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,1,1,11,0,12,3,3,0,1,18,27,15,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,12,5,0,1,3,1,0,4,5,4,0,2,9,8,19,3,22,16,0,24,0,0,4,0,11,11,0,3,10,96,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.14826658289830716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150231526252422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502950852166636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926181281759725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308784961029417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692214508063304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035159381180786,0.0,0.12801173841431931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923578089835966,0.0,0.0,0.11738455643638088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343555641620861,0.0,0.1361038616497506,0.1500042963796146,0.3118581598443833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349946864543502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553637683144076,0.0,0.07422773632113011,0.0,0.0,0.13445763927804966,0.5103483295056275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403818030035565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594301595337928,0.1618057506650014,0.10295504629630436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211266714294995,0.0,0.2890498381400663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487853597455956,0.12873398017047236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133543798534095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392915423311606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211954820894402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093882184712084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315384983152752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084520997116412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661170038802009,0.0,0.09784111887983413 autism,tammywinter2000,2019/04/17,"Special interests and self diagnosis so ive been to my doctor and discussed the possibility of me having autism or aspergers and he said by what i told him its possible i have it but hes never followed up with an actual diagnosis no matter how many times i ask, i know i have some level of autism or aspergers however i dont have the time nor a doctor willing to give me a medical diagnosis obviously id like to know for my own piece of mind but am i valid still? i don't usually bring it up much because i dont want people to think im saying i have autism for some attention or whatever. I have special interests (atm its doctor who)which i fluctuate between quite regularly (usually every few months or so) where i become obsessed into a certain thing, watching countless youtube videos, buying merch, if its a show watching 2 seasons a day or if its a game playing constantly. long story short am i valid",3.740243445692887,5.7207829494382025,5.80991011235955,74.544265917603,73.43820224719101,9.241048689138578,31.529588014981275,9.725611199111238,3.4453426217228467,727,35,130,20,15,253,111,178,0.038,0.848,0.114,0.8877,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,9,0,15,4,0,1,3,27,25,16,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,4,2,2,6,1,0,0,3,4,21,7,15,21,6,19,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,9,12,92,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.14075059802424042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483838103367796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792309550692909,0.15929401203113605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558646287307249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301835018187517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428857485770881,0.0,0.0,0.3380799937322844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152251966510914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383614322078433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579638595176615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585333649270402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046495624945019,0.0,0.0,0.1276416625200928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622961945991114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529956917042156,0.0,0.0,0.1456342095353725,0.0,0.11512540117078618,0.0,0.10602784756155442,0.0,0.11124137802984073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999299864798084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32520206267853313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340954500538714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371986080131369,0.11469986733503908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046647064901073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518465674550095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582199347366717,0.0924186798245044,0.0,0.0,0.16820683946395662,0.0,0.0,0.1378208084397106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177045355411932,0.0,0.08507235786075971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Washingtog,2019/04/17,"Is Autism Awareness month demeaning? I have Asperger's. My friend knows this and asked me today if I find Autism Awareness month at all demeaning, and I hadn't really thought of it before so I was unable to give a welp thought-out answer. What are your opinions on the matter?",4.834811320754717,6.484063000000003,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,69.9433962264151,8.318867924528304,28.34433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.2288905660377365,221,8,41,4,4,69,44,53,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867233703237688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26097935785573884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803185093704098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369558838044155,0.0,0.0,0.29421486568833805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855445887212112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896104919165299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648005974261706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869715441475837,0.0,0.0,0.2907160140753064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Fuck_My_Life_69,2019/04/17,"Taking notes in class Sorry for the formatting I'm on mobile, and sorry for my English, it is not my native language. I really struggle with taking notes during classes, and while I don't really need to at the moment because school is really easy. I'm afraid that next school year things will get a lot more difficult and I will have to take notes to keep up with te information. The problem is that I just can't do it, I can't pay attention to what is said and take notes at the same time, not without copying the entire sentence (I can't write fast enough to keep up that way, I write very slow). I just don't know what the vital information is in what is said, I never had to pay attention in class or take notes, thus I never learned how to do something like that. Tl;DR Does anyone have any tips on how to figure out what the important information is, I've watched tons of YouTube videos but none of the tips work. Also on a side note, how would one study for tests, I don't know how to do that either.",8.155571815718158,5.616544643902444,8.086504065040653,77.65604336043363,63.536585365853654,11.257452574525747,33.021680216802174,9.444778638647367,2.636517615176152,792,21,167,11,9,257,106,205,0.040999999999999995,0.905,0.054000000000000006,0.1153,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,10,0,22,0,0,5,2,40,37,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,2,9,1,2,0,12,4,0,1,3,3,13,2,28,31,7,22,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,2,10,111,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138646191413994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471882946994883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739157086558707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490707016028237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121889567936317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391902292350486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277085824040062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760647737137514,0.0,0.0,0.1530951959891476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804779733490827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841544264618065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327833868955442,0.2148509315930948,0.0,0.14813157361011708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438337301123766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133277290400556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676893283233456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649845701928555,0.0,0.0,0.28192846573834024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722868447208786,0.0,0.3118371416800179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561131323533769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236263284944759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253501228383837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121842069743768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492501930025208,0.0,0.11055824533950127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426612849704178,0.0,0.10140140992268716,0.0,0.0,0.09894433219668608,0.0,0.0,0.08969521311753043 autism,specialtix,2019/04/17,"Free event tickets for special needs families I wanted to let you know about a new, free program for special needs families. Special Tix is a charitable ticket platform where registered members (Membership is free!) receive access to donated tickets to live events, experiences, and more. This is a national program, so anyone in the US with a special needs family member is eligible. SpecialTix.com",7.536666666666669,10.867317461538462,7.878076923076929,57.87608974358977,66.69230769230771,11.102564102564099,43.141025641025635,10.864195022040775,6.489564102564103,325,21,38,11,6,106,46,65,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,8,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593788371039507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296610536124856,0.6446361002133085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526820383987386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308100655325725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127253046197652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070371503018447,0.0,0.22014295687742105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741801233295608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444313719758375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,blueeyedpussycat333,2019/04/17,"Need help finding support My nephew with autism is currently 2 and a half years old. He throws tantrums constantly when he doesn't get his way and isn't verbal yet, although it does seem like he is trying.. There are women coming over every day for ABA therapy but my nephew needs help with his speech and behaviors... I'm trying to find resources that can help with finding these professionals so my nephew can get all the help he can. If anyone can direct me to where I have to go/what I have to do to find these supports, I'd be beyond grateful. I honestly don't know where to start. Im in CT and I am under medicaid. Any and all help is welcome. I Thank you!",2.4660945273631825,4.410800559701492,3.4709701492537337,90.0665049751244,76.98507462686567,6.556218905472638,23.106965174129357,7.492282038375204,0.8916189054726362,521,16,109,7,12,167,86,134,0.012,0.727,0.261,0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,16,0,0,0,2,21,28,10,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,12,6,14,27,2,17,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,9,65,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888046279715346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016706356446934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525362955182848,0.0,0.15713127072777935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377426863365317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272449940010287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251007872997965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315905551279794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193634003342055,0.0,0.0826370764157139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873099102092625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706247337033455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991084727367039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103759337458238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563209730720534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257820601734254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323713535778472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291848717274814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33000799755146026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338694919911543,0.16628341856608528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744105377678905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541581041897797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363612529190504 autism,2Pacula_Was_Taken,2019/04/17,"This is why I love dogs &#x200B; [ Courtesy of tumblr user exsanguinationforfunandprofit ](https://i.redd.it/8sg68wo34vs21.jpg)",22.398461538461536,30.30448461538463,11.452692307692313,24.52980769230772,48.99999999999999,8.753846153846155,37.269230769230774,8.841846274778883,5.418723076923079,112,4,7,2,2,27,13,13,0.0,0.599,0.401,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516245865288525,0.5064822492043882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761965658667806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761154598715825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064822492043882,0.0 autism,escarol34,2019/04/17,"School bus woes Do autistic children qualify to ride special needs buses? If not, what allowances can be made on the regular school bus?",6.157500000000002,8.682906416666674,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,68.16666666666666,8.133333333333335,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.67015,110,6,17,2,2,33,22,24,0.11699999999999999,0.787,0.09699999999999999,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40193407791271296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149666141512762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8597935967326916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,shortbusbone,2019/04/17,"Video about how handicap people are “normal“. I am disabled and I made a video about how handicap people are just like “normal“ people and the usage of certain words. No matter what your disability is, I believe anyone can relate to this video in one way or another. Please like, subscribe, share and COMMENT! Thanks [https://youtu.be/82YNNwOjjh0](https://youtu.be/82YNNwOjjh0) Twitter: @ShortBusBone",9.671073446327682,13.878305288135593,6.845000000000002,63.50162429378534,63.91525423728814,8.001129943502825,30.17231638418079,8.841846274778883,3.268794350282485,328,12,38,6,6,93,45,59,0.034,0.722,0.244,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,1,13,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620219118912127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472253578321598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815302056065531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441583722112165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364433501008833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896604558760782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932576527650595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197078607978246,0.0,0.0,0.2742941911321489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300567607981333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834382796967676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,seth3511,2019/04/17,"Lost for what to do Alright, so it's pretty likely that im on the spectrum. I have all kinds of trouble socializing with people, very limited interests, etc. Now, a diagnosis would be nice, since it would open the door to some resources, but I dont know if its necessary. Really, I just want to treat the presenting issues, regardless of what is causing them. I just want to be able to interact with people on more than the most basic level, so I can have some quality of life. But I dont know where to start. What sort of provider should I seek out? Psychologist, psychiatrist, or what? Or should I first start by finding a primary care doctor and ask for a referral?",4.868759689922481,6.019013085271318,6.007751937984494,77.51922480620159,69.31007751937986,10.074418604651164,29.837209302325586,10.25414643259724,3.0721534883720936,524,20,101,14,9,175,85,129,0.04,0.8079999999999999,0.152,0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,6,9,0,0,7,1,13,2,0,1,1,29,22,8,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,9,7,19,15,6,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,7,6,75,17,1,0.17967061640348336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796777258687115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318616784222594,0.1845712155954665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839004891848569,0.0,0.0,0.4211452486159105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038023107241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642156883851211,0.15282773452802606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407509734833295,0.18752944363361415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870992985248643,0.19748454396560625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269066698571689,0.08777798766135654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613170202456426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912196554760474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278960963490465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510159759714195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862539055388124,0.0,0.0,0.1831515669690959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543435740999461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824707516202934,0.2119487693198572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526570178242725,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SolumAmbulo,2019/04/17,"Ok. Enough quiz results already! It's getting to be more spammy than the adds for fake watches and adult toys. So bad that I now find this sub very hard to read or to process.",0.9941666666666648,3.2878200833333366,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,84.27777777777777,3.6,22.88888888888889,3.1291,-0.3846444444444441,137,5,31,0,4,41,34,36,0.21600000000000005,0.73,0.054000000000000006,-0.7703,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43037237616606094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256319529506433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029720795938701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356451011551326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375780409898586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34936151143708905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901034349857208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217891080972912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawaytoaus08,2019/04/17,"Took this test and these are my results img]http://www.rdos.net/eng/poly10a.php?p1=100&p2=89&p3=94&p4=71&p5=89&p6=98&p7=83&p8=57&p9=65&p10=91 23/f here. I've never been diagnosed with autism. However I do strongly suspect I am on the autism spectrum somewhere. Maybe I should get officially diagnosed? I wouldn't know how to go about even getting diagnosed though...",15.716470588235294,21.304527313725487,6.897803921568631,63.77611764705881,50.37254901960783,8.785882352941178,35.69019607843137,9.3871,4.0406360784313735,347,13,37,6,5,80,44,51,0.057,0.8959999999999999,0.047,-0.1179,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,1,9,11,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9284180768686994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899016053941167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288382506338673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948424614864433,0.0,0.05410876192842915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232369292541771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564898792403267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734300909756431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354113709861248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577932031785783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hey-hi-hello-wassup,2019/04/17,"My parents don’t want to listen So, I think I have autism. I’ve told my parents this before(I’m in high school :) and they seemed to ignore me, I asked again and my mom went through the most stupid reasons she thinks I don’t: 1.i have like 3 friends 2.autism USUALLY gets diagnosed around 2 or three, all those 25 year olds getting diagnosed don’t mean anything 3.you can make eye contact she says as I’m looking at my dads guitar behind her 4.i walk to school with them when I literally tried to go in front of them ON MY OWN but they RAN UP TO ME and started CRITICIZING ME for “being rude” If you have any advice for how I can try to approach them with a higher chance of success, that would be Great, thanks in advance!",5.173210727969348,5.517191868965519,5.097471264367815,87.21187739463602,68.24137931034483,7.823754789272032,29.90421455938697,7.3871296695380915,1.5687777777777772,571,20,120,5,9,177,106,145,0.079,0.7659999999999999,0.155,0.8967,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,5,2,5,8,2,0,2,0,11,3,1,3,1,21,29,10,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,1,0,7,3,3,0,1,3,4,23,5,22,23,3,21,0,0,2,0,19,8,0,4,7,75,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871216149417025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044923309388402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365547751483614,0.14458569999393767,0.1518381127081336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296999814857227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548308898337354,0.0,0.1697125171249298,0.0,0.09230541056386564,0.0,0.0,0.17906548380730886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716026387384662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934881661257424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363895021373161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841471035836604,0.0,0.0,0.17691989308793876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902210058080584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704294798460557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606900537375833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699188311563878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916063846595555,0.0,0.3287496583560964,0.0,0.14785847550354986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495969636319307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495318924166331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081407061691899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519654926862528,0.0,0.2205411701564411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887954714963664,0.0,0.0957978445171515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056232738138906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537648502695727,0.0,0.0,0.10459132103365797 autism,Cavenge,2019/04/17,"I have had the idea that a diagnosis for Aspergers or autism might be accurate for me I have always had a very hard time communicating with people. In my head I tend to get stuck. I can’t explain it but I feel like I can never communicate well with someone (although people say I am very well spoken). I tend to freeze during conversations. It is like my mind hits a speedbump for a second. People say I am extremely intelligent but I just feel slow most of the time. It is like I have trouble thinking sometimes. I do not really know how to explain it. Throughout my entire life I have had difficulty relating to people my age. I do not have this problem emotionally and I am a very empathetic person, but I just do not connect sometimes. Speaking to adults has always been natural and easier for me. I do not know why. I do not know if this is stereotypical or not but I have always been sensitive about eye contact. Maybe it is just because I am very submissive or it is due to something else. I have been diagnosed with ocd, depression, social anxiety, and recently ptsd. I tend to get very over involved in things and I obsess about them. And this might not be appropriate or it might not matter but I have some pretty weird obsessions about fetishes and certain sexual topics. Along with this mental illness runs strong in my family. My father had ocd and extreme anxiety, my mom had ADD along with my brother, my cousin has several disorders, my grandma has bipolar. It would not be a surprise if something else is off about me. I do not mean to be insensitive or if I just sound like an idiot. I am just sort of confused a",3.3633248870772263,5.67234877635783,4.94327200616944,78.84549520766774,75.61341853035144,8.15110719400683,27.72601079651868,8.939507131559953,2.5253257463919803,1289,53,235,30,29,433,148,313,0.16,0.72,0.12,-0.8205,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,12,17,1,3,10,0,46,6,2,1,2,67,62,22,0,5,28,4,4,4,0,4,4,4,0,2,14,15,0,0,10,0,0,1,12,8,2,1,9,9,41,9,30,44,2,13,0,1,1,0,16,5,0,15,11,184,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627450904929466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707565974792334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258314173461031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842452263581096,0.10420199912046238,0.0,0.0,0.11766206443042655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715255264012709,0.11548340365657385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678266826551872,0.0,0.1038202056633327,0.07334332301184532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727561148467454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196695541147712,0.0,0.1053630849759444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589538233961533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692646736848299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251475864205087,0.2006261639837245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031399851199524,0.11183140782032476,0.0,0.0,0.10346136392736256,0.3267314681060846,0.10366157292587448,0.12023906698801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918095794803125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846977109154265,0.08964241707543981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444639702442746,0.0,0.0982357716430134,0.1200089526307642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576931361027058,0.0,0.1013685092600712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328538054723155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115981320663946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465322026513768,0.08698704115205026,0.1580718294875661,0.2030750323473499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820553080257298,0.06578307218410792,0.0,0.0,0.11972863801268267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42354357288169225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461488556199604,0.0,0.09263846960248344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292970012994472,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hyperactivemass,2019/04/17,"I'm really frustrated with my therapist (19AFAB) She doesn't think I have it and doesn't want to test me because I'm ""too smart"" and too empathetic yet other healthcare providers have suggested I might have it and even my family suspects I have it. I know it in my gut because it just fits too well and the only person who has ever completely gotten me is my partner who is also autistic. Should I give up on a official diagnosis or search for someone who can recognize it in me? She's a good therapist for everything else such as PTSD and depression but not this. She was an autism expert but mentioned some questionable practices.",5.906714876033059,6.928667636363637,6.5947004132231415,74.72114152892563,66.85123966942149,10.67809917355372,33.30681818181819,10.686352973137794,3.7916685950413225,508,22,91,14,8,167,82,121,0.08800000000000001,0.851,0.061,-0.478,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,4,0,13,1,1,0,1,20,20,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,15,3,9,16,1,7,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,4,2,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778520131573646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579679280869344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998208179297865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807092826355452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752695627055881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385777080353505,0.18978540582933748,0.0,0.0,0.18856394675081412,0.0,0.19779045487018285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012691341400426,0.0,0.1759789044993232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530624026513947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257554599828144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957016874136404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831982395894617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24525698407294125,0.0,0.2350355256181621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344098348248345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777715653599636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872118013835674,0.0,0.13443795261313715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375153633973685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864463465161235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,eevee2277,2019/04/17,"Best weighted vest? (something I can wear under a uniform?) I'm considering buying a weighted vest to help with my anxiety. But it would need to be something I could reasonably wear to work under my uniform, since thats where my anxiety acts up.( I don't want to wear it over my uniform for a few reasons). Also some weighted vests on sites are labeled as ""compression vests"" or something along those lines. I'm not sure if those are different but i'm looking for a vest that's heavy, I don't care if it squeezes me. Does anyone have any good suggestions or tips to help me? (also i'd want the weight to be somewhere around 10 pounds)",3.091818181818184,5.114919360000002,3.851418181818184,87.6897090909091,75.4,6.785454545454545,28.163636363636364,7.686295010490155,1.6977200000000008,500,21,99,7,11,159,76,125,0.083,0.815,0.102,0.7448,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,10,7,3,2,1,19,18,9,0,7,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,4,17,14,3,9,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,5,0,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111482355652207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401383662707644,0.0,0.2115197089193684,0.0,0.0,0.09666668479171384,0.0,0.0,0.12307062708427477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508345032915615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095373327293104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038031392494377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444043584791175,0.0,0.0,0.12098234311632305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595642557538363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533033923659087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609406432624615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250963736578024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842853169281236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436072878471995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192917420995017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130297735754735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308529541361322,0.0,0.0,0.6733985445983552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064667859151774,0.0,0.0,0.0982078889104693,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,disposable_yeo,2019/08/14,"Any tips on social anxiety? I've recently been (unofficially) diagnosed with autism by my therapist. I'm quite low on the spectrum but I have mild social anxiety and I used to have strong depression (I've fought it off now). Here are some things I can do: - Buy stuff (Although it's fairly awkward and I don't say much) - Chat with friends (Although sometimes I may go on and I'm very bad at detecting if people are interested or not. Also when I don't know what to say I just mumble some weird stuff) Here are some things I can't do: - Answer the phone (close family and friends are okay) - Visit friends outside of school (I recently cried because a friend asked if I wanted to go to his house because I was scared of awkwardness and not knowing what to do) - Go to clubs (A big no no for me) - Go to friends' parties (to a point they've stopped inviting me) The list goes on. I'm wandering, to anyone who has had similar problems but managed to achieve these goals, what were your tips/strategies? Thanks a lot! :)",3.2041176470588217,5.165382944162438,4.023828008360706,86.8536518363691,74.88832487309645,7.477933711555687,28.339504329650644,8.313332769828598,1.971080859958196,788,33,159,14,17,252,119,197,0.183,0.63,0.187,0.7824,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,4,6,18,1,3,7,1,19,1,0,1,0,28,33,14,0,4,8,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,11,8,0,1,3,2,1,5,7,9,0,0,5,2,16,9,22,27,5,20,0,2,0,0,17,10,0,8,5,102,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100404043786379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853797969525778,0.0,0.1920941687619928,0.0,0.0,0.08778901293363828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737435262826584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483083725928982,0.15307090365645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791318909005432,0.0,0.0,0.10813792029370536,0.1274328335561726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835943417884195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850065662871472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28541681968468385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487037434630898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380004041552857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673998513028696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229530844780454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870420824819486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868740491894468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013649299160163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354021231912278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479352887163433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968828714482476,0.12569964845723908,0.12706552274027105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559693002386149,0.0,0.0,0.1241743297391902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496725562649983,0.0,0.0,0.28745444693161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559159131159055,0.0,0.14577577359549976,0.16682259702765898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843678377271022,0.0,0.10359370853225884,0.07405393667529164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,theportugueseracer,2019/08/14,"I feel like no one will understand my actions even if I explain SO I feel like if I don't explain, even the simplest of things I do will be completely confusing from the outside. Even when I do explain I have this lingering feeling that the don't understand. Does anyone else suffer from this?",5.113421052631576,6.364386614035088,5.7008333333333345,79.57125,68.82456140350878,9.208771929824564,35.30263157894737,9.516144504307137,3.4686526315789465,235,12,43,5,4,76,34,57,0.14,0.745,0.115,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,16,4,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,3,8,2,3,13,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230020527837016,0.2378292480737249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433681618308565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031254011156548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390229855492927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599293060655016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520929555546877,0.33164600544372563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679932930620705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728713150884766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542068923996602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832798029501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thebeansneams,2019/08/14,"Do you ever get upset that people don’t know/care about your sensory issues? I’m currently on vacation with my girlfriend and her family at a beach in southern US. I have a few things in life I will refuse to do, and countless things that overstimulate me and upset me that I just suck up because I come from a family that won’t even acknowledge my autism, and therefor don’t accommodate me in any way. The few things I won’t do are simple things like not eating the foods I don’t like, driving in other peoples cars, and being out in the heat for more than 4/5 hours at a time. All of these things are not only things I should be allowed to refuse because I’m a god damn adult, but also are things that affect nobody by myself. Her family is aware that I’ve got these sensory problems from autism. I refuse to cry or meltdown in front of other people so they never see that, I don’t avoid doing things that are too loud or overwhelming because I don’t want to be a downer, and I never refuse to do those few things in a rude manor and I always have a solution set up (ex. I make my own food, I drive my own car, ect). Every time I deny these things they act like I’ve shot their dog and her dad even makes fun of me. Nobody cares that I’m not doing anything that affects them, and they certainly don’t ever factor in that I AM “sucking up” all these other things that exhaust me throughout the day. My own family does the same kinds of things. Does anyone else ever just want to scream that nobody is even factoring in how much you are overwhelmed by and working through in silence? Sorry for the rant. Thank you for reading TL;DR : my girlfriends family are yet another group of people who don’t care that I’ve got autism and it gets upsetting/exhausting that nobody ever cuts me a little slack.",6.622963988919668,5.803045867036013,6.856011080332407,79.74944598337952,65.39889196675901,9.705263157894738,29.249307479224377,8.841846274778883,2.086093628808865,1422,37,283,19,19,460,174,361,0.129,0.778,0.09300000000000001,-0.9064,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,5,1,15,22,5,5,15,0,31,5,0,7,9,49,49,17,0,4,8,2,0,3,2,4,2,2,0,1,37,14,3,5,1,2,0,7,14,13,0,0,2,3,42,9,39,40,11,39,0,2,1,0,24,18,3,2,15,208,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266332345144178,0.0652006108817192,0.0,0.0,0.05328651746378786,0.08216579722438941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479013698539577,0.08028761922231327,0.06448242995649732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329997854324386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978357737760812,0.0,0.0,0.06749897330282786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607321428763337,0.05053479789482683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714423260588932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018038361266633,0.06545853396418065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526529766062608,0.28351926578953945,0.06602047831356851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693474499522391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895029978375788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187824174309939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253410199071862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716741142205036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178599323399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159839685300932,0.04306382310861418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055346978272732224,0.11484612388108024,0.07853587685172272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460991344198788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057602568066087864,0.0,0.1208699261014286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595952266268397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729587625208244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497857292154086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837977911034348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062441638492565725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771600846937146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214204728682165,0.0,0.0,0.624695458210532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913830294798642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425571668653472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243583448908703,0.06219738888262107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057045975239931365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pinkbeachcruiser,2019/08/14,"do you think my diagnosis is correct i have made a similar post like this before, but ill reword it. i have a lack of empathy (not full on sociopath but i never feel bad for anyone and i can watch videos of death for 10 minutes straight and not be phased) i say words and phrases over and over again but only when im around my close family, if im by my self i dont do it if im out in public i dont do it, if im talking to people at school, in the store, or just friends irl i dont do it. also when im saying them every time i repeat the word or phrase i say it louder and louder till its basically a quite shout but then i just stop and go away or continue on the conversation. and its not like i cant control it because i know that if i do it in a public space it will cause a scene and when i do repeat it i can stop myself from doing it it just feels good to come out. also to note im very social not so much anymore cause im home schooled now but i was really popular in my school every one knew 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autism,ZenDracula,2019/08/14,"What stimming toys do you have? What stimming toys do you have? I have a fidget spinner and I just bought one of these magic worms. Gonna buy a stretchy rubber caterpillar tomorrow",2.0567647058823546,4.9239605588235325,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,90.47058823529413,5.072941176470589,24.44705882352941,6.742157984588678,1.188430588235295,145,6,26,2,5,44,25,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,runderwum,2019/08/14,"What would be a good stim replacement for book flipping with fingers near mouth? A little boy at my daycare has level 3 autism and is non verbal. He loves books to flip them, but has started ripping them and becomes so obsessed. We took all books away here and at home and he became more involved, but still wants to stim. Is there anything out there that would work to replace the books?",4.3404504504504535,6.2731207027027045,3.5713513513513497,91.4247747747748,71.70270270270271,5.473873873873874,27.1981981981982,5.46131890053228,0.7694306306306307,308,11,59,1,6,90,57,74,0.038,0.9,0.062,0.2018,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,7,3,2,0,1,13,11,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,10,7,2,10,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,39,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418455098197902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761182798848443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32457718168584565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465000516645488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947945119648816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945538682267871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652461911684824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801606408236095,0.0,0.2347000416600632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32652136267713994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334327763944987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139546070825173,0.0,0.0,0.4175404609132091,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Vaalarah,2019/08/14,"I did it! I passed A&P 1 with a 70.62! This was already a hard class due to the abbreviated semester, but about halfway through it my mom had a stroke and it really messed me up for a week and a half. Thank you to everyone with the kind words and encouragement, I'm so honored to be a member of this amazing community. I hope everyone has an awesome day!",2.0949404761904766,4.270406708333333,4.3186507936507965,82.42000000000003,79.1388888888889,8.003174603174603,28.341269841269842,8.841846274778883,2.4336603174603177,281,13,58,7,7,97,54,72,0.052000000000000005,0.574,0.373,0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,6,6,10,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108039397152391,0.0,0.0,0.3051638880363929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163870613082708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382506413830473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522999619697261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27973854524414365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29329151088279337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32986100162413345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042997344430345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930227630629626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259198506406483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,quinnie55,2019/08/14,I have to get my wisdom teeth out and I’m really really scared My brother had oral surgery and was given something he was allergic to and was dead for a few minutes. Im really scared of the iv too and i have to not work for a week. I dont know what to do i should start getting ready now but i dont want to I’m really scared I’m gonna die,-1.2417440225035143,0.5520440379746852,2.023206751054854,96.19137834036572,89.63291139240508,6.042756680731365,16.372714486638532,7.3871296695380915,-0.012292264416315035,265,6,68,5,9,95,48,79,0.251,0.6990000000000001,0.049,-0.9447,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,3,0,10,3,1,0,0,10,20,5,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,7,1,9,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985066357107766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483308088745108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985992486709944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066029372586643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051162343957277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901263164959812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744797832254303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472479323480864,0.0,0.0,0.13538091748989395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128151908414274,0.0,0.15342415412481888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392458372664552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Absol2019X,2019/08/14,"Is it normal to feel this isolated? I was diagnosed with Aspergers almost exactly 4 years a go, yet I still dont know too much about it or how it affects people. They just diagnosed me and sort of let me go, I didn't really get much info or help about it. For all my life, I've always felt like the odd one out, like I just don't fit in anywhere. I know some people embrace their differences, but I can't seem to do that. The world (Well, more like other people) leave me very confused and honestly very depressed since I feel like I belong on another planet sometimes, not here. I did read that some people with Autism/Aspergers have similar struggles, but I'm not sure if that's true or not. I know this is a ramble and probably doesn't make much, but all of this is making me feel miserable. I don't know where to go from here",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,6.0329411764705885,82.08823529411767,68.41176470588235,9.858823529411763,28.176470588235286,9.642632912329526,2.261458823529411,650,19,137,13,10,216,101,170,0.14,0.736,0.12300000000000001,-0.4577,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,12,12,0,3,4,0,14,3,0,4,5,43,30,11,0,2,12,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,10,1,0,3,9,4,1,1,4,4,18,8,14,25,8,12,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,10,7,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335892660440275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110064960726354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989036488385795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149044802908051,0.2708134847052171,0.0,0.13938340876864252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563536796054797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023659232727109,0.09530700491521453,0.12809300848073493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970039542250678,0.0,0.2274572456385961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942085462219407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932711240666828,0.0,0.0,0.14126025858753186,0.0,0.13641915245676536,0.09423031537863844,0.2607064694059377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810231819335007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942116259034025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071193043988702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904010008850076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699544146531872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143836845254029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344452642890567,0.0,0.08546485266984677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145001893502165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035682711498088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194434279286998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654013990851197,0.0,0.0,0.13946745106352146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573586099846545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015184327507786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995019507663447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859106512272387 autism,electronicflowers,2019/08/14,"Autism support worker Hey guys! I hope this is the right place to post this! I’ll be starting a job as a support worker at a day program for adults with low functioning autism. I’m SO looking forward to it, I think it’ll be an incredible experience. I’m just wondering if anyone has any tips or tricks or what to expect. Sorry, I know that’s broad, just looking for any advice :)",3.371491228070173,4.918563342105267,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,73.47368421052632,7.171929824561403,27.14035087719298,7.793537801064563,1.5999719298245614,298,11,59,4,6,99,54,76,0.065,0.779,0.157,0.8395,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,16,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,8,13,0,9,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,5,3,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847673404359907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290161701236473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917468916471888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758886512680304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869081532975836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112435409429648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189816747892132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117104382879904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724797162278085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583095043975513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228984801418961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432403569306692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219412649538486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882050708645106,0.15100558028328934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48419920013729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670185773783622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136185297755685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Siberiayuki,2019/08/14,"Do I have autism??? mmm * Ever since kindergarten I've always played with myself and all the teachers reported to my parents about this * When I was 3 everyone else was playing with 4 wheeled roller skates but I was picking up a stuffed animal,throwing it on the floor and doing this again and again * I never said a word in class and I had no friends nor any intentions of having friends * I suck @ group work. I just sit there and do nothing * partner work as well. * happily daydreaming in my own world and b4+right now--- * no common subjects with anyone, I feel like there is no point of talking 2 random ppl * I love searching up food calories and memorizing them * I have a strong interest in a few things but still, not many * I never open myself up and only answer in a super general way cuz I fear that they might laugh @ me * socializing sucks... I have social anxiety as well &#x200B; yup that's it. I once went to the psy doc but my parents couldn't remember the results",1.2885253456221228,3.9600671075268816,2.3534024577572983,90.02153225806455,92.97849462365593,5.2377880184331795,23.309523809523807,6.868970318607317,1.114126574500768,766,31,144,12,28,242,126,186,0.08900000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9875,2,0,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,2,4,12,15,2,1,9,1,14,2,0,4,4,34,20,16,0,1,5,2,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,7,12,1,0,4,3,0,1,8,3,2,0,6,2,22,12,18,12,3,24,0,0,0,1,13,12,2,2,10,103,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398670450378454,0.1614502512245029,0.1810611928887439,0.10133064100892998,0.0,0.11399081486186767,0.0,0.0,0.1041899520919185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447717587479468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478638832214376,0.0,0.1423836578964404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676755777788241,0.07534298987941346,0.10645144089433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801812274281691,0.0,0.2302466298096901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279784771178653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448565884290434,0.0,0.0,0.15107086039634302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580740828982122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984851841524576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429773236018091,0.0,0.0,0.15868879989607013,0.0,0.11332740067455052,0.0,0.0,0.33091179836176304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086085056870098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879716872593312,0.1272521324983105,0.14174085820832913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326106847411218,0.0,0.0,0.3037900556989201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899808850812718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976709399685932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899438330227094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827572122424225,0.0,0.0,0.26795241572901424,0.13813203331510807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695939285092425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810611928887439,0.0 autism,Remliaw,2019/08/14,"Concerned about my 18y/o brother My brother was diagnosed with asperges and autism at around 2/3 years old. He's grown out of as well as developed a lot of different traits as he's grown up. Now he's 18, he's finished college and has no idea what he wants to do with his life. Initially he really wanted to (and still does) want to join the vetenery core in the Army. So he applied to join the resevers and was immediately rejected because he has diagnosed autism... I'm really worried that he's getting into a spiral and I'm not sure how to help him. He's very open with me and we're super close but I'm scared he's getting increasingly down. He's becoming more high functioning and I'm not sure if this is just a new trait or if it's been triggered by depression? I hope this all makes sense, I just want to make him feel okay and check he's doing fine. He doesn't go out and doesn't really have any friends - he's always been like this and it doesn't affect him, but I think it's starting to get to him the older he's getting. I don't want him to feel like he has no purpose. Wanted to ask out to reddit and see if anyone has any ideas as to how I could help him get out, to see if I can get him to speak to me. I'm not autistic but I have been depressed, I'm not sure if his autism would make his depression any different? Any advice would be appreciated.",1.623774038461541,3.3938180173611134,3.4390277777777776,90.13567307692308,78.89583333333333,6.930769230769231,22.882478632478627,7.882392219407189,0.9926170940170936,1071,34,240,18,26,359,137,288,0.11,0.753,0.136,0.5916,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,0,1,7,1,23,3,0,7,4,64,53,27,0,15,15,2,2,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,8,22,0,0,5,0,1,4,10,5,1,0,5,5,21,11,36,44,4,25,0,4,2,0,34,13,0,8,10,132,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126706845705023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622934023010702,0.0,0.0,0.2818906867236608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246124383617568,0.0,0.0,0.0922536108219686,0.09688104811406444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631725298156521,0.11445235937693685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274096561046616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677718298164161,0.2103666806694537,0.0,0.2165447933655874,0.0,0.0,0.09068823538650214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479795126851116,0.0740340470504449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006509673014675,0.0,0.3248576970014964,0.0,0.0588959172537667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892342465865662,0.10949190031147693,0.0,0.10292902145869098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397369621975364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319767952551318,0.101257798624167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810341785528654,0.0,0.0,0.20752360359004746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008751956639854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874336056033068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991661241274209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375276555241343,0.0,0.16516106880864934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335059476107507,0.0,0.08275989511751622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930131313234429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640259619017397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550647425007586,0.36674569059205614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317676485494047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524236765043522,0.0,0.14723305760016228,0.0,0.0,0.06673500233010063 autism,kuss-AND-rah,2019/08/14,"What is the value of being diagnosed with high functioning autism at age 36. I am 36 f. My whole life dealt with extreme social anxiety, awkwardness and learning how to act ""normal"" by observing others and obsessing over the tv show Full House which I believe I modeled many of my social skills after. I also hyper focused on gymnastics which had led to my current career of coaching. I struggled with school and was diagnosed with adhd in college and fought my way to graduate after 6 years. I have come along way over the years but things just always seem to be more of a struggle for me than other ""normal"" adults. I am a combination of I don't give a f*k and I can't handle negative feedback. I coach a little girl with high functioning autism and I see myself in her. I have been doing research and it highly suggests that I have high functioning autism/aspergers. I am 36 years old and I wonder what is the benefit or need to potentially be diagnosed officially at this age? Has anyone had similar experience or advice.",4.612648963730571,6.728114860103627,5.805566709844557,74.92420498704665,71.38341968911917,8.970077720207255,29.16094559585493,9.516144504307137,3.043508031088084,820,33,137,20,16,273,120,193,0.061,0.8759999999999999,0.063,0.5235,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,4,8,0,19,4,0,2,0,27,26,13,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,10,15,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,1,22,1,28,18,3,27,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,4,9,105,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870885115784455,0.12091519604291938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098953114848935,0.1029598045784952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465911743434616,0.0,0.0,0.08652038256327124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941018531471686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658920225633588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37677394272798737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103936184398023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187006219256919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229433336223847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427768668500908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739970362100498,0.0,0.1240178339390572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545075962913285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175004874140223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247364416155506,0.0,0.0,0.12984205982120375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522931139914653,0.09860304696252706,0.1126462924063675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522703131180993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587153367522756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220593006292339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196434693419194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814889186094595,0.0,0.0,0.13418842125464173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904935768209296 autism,Nidi14,2019/08/14,What do you wish teachers knew about Autism? I'm about to have a large group of Autistic students this year that I want to feel comfortable and respected in my room. My new high school school has Autistic students from across the county. I'm a very interactive and social history teacher but want to make sure I consider these students and make sure I give them a good learning environment that they are comfortable in. Any dos & don't or over all advice? What do you want me to know?,5.0151152073732685,6.692860311827957,4.817235023041476,84.18870967741938,69.53763440860214,8.325038402457759,29.414746543778804,8.841846274778883,2.2576617511520745,391,15,75,7,7,120,64,93,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,3,18,18,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,6,12,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,44,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044599884396079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670378205363065,0.0,0.14228556091064626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579445140125723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071528294993346,0.0,0.175494646810694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210660682985013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498894124822502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793291984416603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207845852844156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235097721196461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132866132288062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943991029914032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726390721392014,0.3702329928239735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406075327306276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473914089570585 autism,tearsintherainscoob1,2019/08/14,"How do I tell my closest female friend I’m autistic? Before I start I just want to say this is a complicated situation, but I break all the factors down in a list near the end to read after the first paragraph. Thank you! How do I tell my closest female friend I’m autistic? This is a question that’s been plaguing me for months nearly ever since we met, and hit it off nearly immediately. We’re planning on meeting up sometime before the summer is over, but I don’t know whether to tell her before our meetup happens or if I should keep it to myself for a little longer. She’s a little older than me and she’s rather uneducated concerning what exactly autism is. She’s under the impression that it’s something you can just get over when it really isn’t in many cases. I’m afraid if I tell her she might leave me or not take our friendship seriously anymore. Me being younger than her already makes me a bit self-conscious, so being autistic doesn’t help either. On top of all this she’s my little brother’s best friend’s older sister, so if I lose her it’ll be even more devastating knowing she’s still connected to me in that way. List of factors: 1. She’s older than me 2. She’s uneducated about what autism really is 3. We’re planning on meeting up soon 4. She’s the older sister to my little brother’s best friend Please give your feedback in the comment section below. Any feedback at all would be great. Thank you!",3.027368421052632,5.020069280701757,4.547929824561403,82.76084210526318,75.49122807017544,6.384561403508773,25.785964912280704,7.24861992348623,1.3012554385964918,1135,41,216,13,25,379,146,285,0.057,0.7829999999999999,0.16,0.9848,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,3,4,0,7,13,13,0,1,13,0,20,0,0,3,5,32,37,15,0,7,13,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,41,10,34,26,9,43,0,1,0,0,40,27,0,7,14,152,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072709252922205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439665866621091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849672633393406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792774323898933,0.0,0.22961990105923946,0.0,0.11943792205437767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689710990674763,0.0,0.0,0.07225854933264086,0.09895976996701497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305671883098368,0.0,0.0,0.33809279713304785,0.0,0.05715768165268512,0.10494772835098576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120615356979332,0.0,0.0,0.09674323837175132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733294081134581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972409323659636,0.0,0.0,0.12024822417231065,0.0,0.0,0.11584021642314722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385955098048816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239210899257592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302623997462691,0.11091578147943476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160575268473455,0.0,0.0,0.08732310106634633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200898121515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255453177556365,0.0,0.10943093957618752,0.0,0.14017059191085576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700033186191182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412945092880294,0.0,0.0,0.09049791402476996,0.12297168317636725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422249179533763,0.10820071673212307,0.0,0.07743482730598798,0.0,0.08736804666902775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225618802015333,0.0,0.38248635197509095,0.20144409966842647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645277412967018,0.08683768673331899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771556881125181,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chalic731,2019/08/14,Does anyone here know the college graduation rates for people with Autism ? Heading into my senior year of University and didn't see much when I searched in Google.,7.583448275862068,9.327660620689656,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,63.48275862068966,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.7521586206896558,134,5,21,2,2,41,29,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,13,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32319037416257385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404486083525862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743643232209959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540204107730865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397800507592505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204405911989872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683242572128554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976502918107205 autism,nicole__diver,2019/08/14,"Freelance work with executive dysfunction. Any tips or advice? I’m wondering if anyone has any experiences or advice about freelance work? I have a great job but it’s causing a lot of stress and I’m considering taking the leap and going freelance as a writer and editor. I’ve looked for advice elsewhere but it’s always very NT focused, so I’m hoping for some experiences from people with a similar situation to mine. For background, I work as a brand journalist, so I produce digital content across a few mediums. My team are lovely, they all know I’m autistic and have ADHD and have been really supportive since my diagnosis. However, my role now reports into 5 different people and it means that I have to use more social skills and prioritisation than I feel up to. And I spend less time doing what I love, researching and writing about cool stuff. The business I work for is struggling at the moment so the office is higher stress and less structured, and will be for a while which is causing me stress and I had to leave early after a meltdown yesterday. I’m debating cashing out my annual leave and focusing on freelance writing. I’d have enough to survive for about 5-6 months if I was careful and I just paid off my debts so I’m more financially secure than ever. I know that managing my own time will probably be good for my mental health, but I worry about the lack of structure combined with executive dysfunction outweighing the benefits. I finally feel confident enough in my writing that I know I could probably get regular work if I apply myself, but I also worry about needing to network to keep clients coming in. If anyone here has had a similar experience and can give me some context I’ll be very grateful!",5.541018518518517,7.250980015432098,6.646604938271607,71.45472222222223,68.29012345679013,9.72098765432099,32.94444444444444,10.02789654360092,3.693311111111111,1391,63,228,35,24,466,176,324,0.09699999999999999,0.735,0.168,0.9796,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,9,14,14,0,4,15,1,23,3,0,4,2,56,51,33,0,8,11,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,21,0,2,7,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,5,4,31,10,39,40,13,23,0,0,1,2,10,9,0,11,12,165,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414673512690605,0.2784381981583407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595496100399983,0.07903043733062651,0.0,0.0,0.12917844547895072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282355575520605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683778899949627,0.19513993487333967,0.0,0.08181630980679104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583329154442903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992332173462304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627813983919865,0.0,0.0,0.08591427006586437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787241217068415,0.0,0.0,0.0960488378781817,0.0,0.0,0.10404524786949043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962279620783578,0.09111285807708447,0.053978959889205175,0.07966418208492543,0.0,0.10471508126046576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095861974302127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433593667986358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425236064294296,0.0844220204587229,0.0,0.0,0.15659451931715304,0.0,0.0,0.20113885959079605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797587424204674,0.0,0.0,0.08074805657616685,0.17144516382767067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034603687287513,0.0,0.0,0.09571685691646133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581162012101984,0.0,0.0,0.0704259930059523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316934603687793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048076317487838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084621100440792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856790924749547,0.10676078170341173,0.0,0.09681949792386088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263956127781115,0.0992930507753858,0.10872864520063748,0.0,0.10778145377103307,0.0,0.0,0.0714126594524979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076645888322653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203167295113185,0.0,0.1567358404123339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300106590019394,0.34573053152389355,0.1929123038383278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sameoldissues,2019/08/14,"Always unconsciously raising my eyebrows How can I stop this? People make fun of me at work, but I always forget in the moment that dramatically raising your eyebrows at people isn’t a normal way to communicate or express emotions. Is there anything I can do to stop myself? I really don’t realize that I’m being weird until it’s too late and then I just isolate myself if possible and I’m mortified and ashamed and want to kill myself.",4.363214285714285,6.4429631785714285,6.228095238095237,71.78357142857145,71.97619047619048,8.133333333333335,29.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.8410428571428565,353,15,57,7,7,122,59,84,0.24600000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.04,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,11,10,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,8,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40941946119002615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245486485476172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767412553644002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721865170988205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775231499079458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642213693145103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410489927399805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34112088587380873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773524576941247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576077759804157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113702499532909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510995004259747,0.1952805433828306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791066995381534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MountainCloudMind,2019/08/14,"Social skill knowledge dump from an M21 autistic dude I would like to preface this post by saying that I definitely want to hear what you guys have to add to this, and I also want to hear what points I make that you disagree with or that otherwise contrast your experience. &#x200B; So, I think this advice is mostly about the method I've developed for connecting with others. I would say that I am a socially needy person and that I'm confident in my ability to seek out and at least say hi to people that I think are interesting. This is not a prerequisite to connecting with people. Someone may find you interesting and initiate as well if you are in situations where people may meet each other. Here's what I've found to do from there. You should always start with small talk. Ask people about the situation, then ask them about themselves, like what they do, where they're from, etc. People just think it's weird if the second thing you ask them is 'what's the meaning of life?' Also, don't talk about yourself for too long unless you somehow get onto telling an interesting story that the other person is continually receptive of. But even then, keep it concise. It's okay if you two don't really build any rapport. You can always find someone more compatible to connect with. Once you're revved up on small talk, it's time to shift gears, or you won't get anywhere with the person. You're probably at this point if you've been talking for 5 minutes or more and have gotten consistently good responses from the other person. The two ways to go about this are to bring up something political (current events work great!), religious, moral, psychological, or anything similar, or you can start really prodding them on one of their interests if you managed to pick up on one during the small talk phase. I would recommend the first one if you've learned to read people and have determined that they have similar or neutral views on the topic you choose. I would recommend the second one in general, because it's a great way to intermediate small talk and deeper stuff. Yet another alternative is to mention one of the situations that they may have described themselves as being in, especially negative situations. This option is only available, of course, if they mentioned being in some negative situation, but showing off some sort of wisdom will make the other person trust you and appreciate you much more deeply. If you can, try to work with how they feel about the situation, offering support and advice. Even if the advice is subpar, they'll still appreciate your apparent investment in the situation. Anyways, once you've got this far, another thing I'd recommend doing is making sure to end the conversation if the situation is inappropriate for it to last. Meet someone in the hall, locker room, after a meeting, between classes? Cut it short. Hanging out with a group, at a large social event, or at lunch? Give it anywhere from 15 minutes to an hour depending on how things are going. At a party, on a date, or at a bar or club near closing time? You're good to play the long game. These are great situations for just talking to the same person for hours. It can go between small talk, deep talk, and no talk multiple times when it's like this, and that's fine. Just make sure you're not holding the person back from leaving if they seem to be feeling awkward or if they seem to want to leave. Don't accidentally guilt trip people into staying longer. Anyways, after a good conversation it's probably appropriate to ask for their contact info. Phone numbers are pretty universal for people out in the world. If you work in an office job at a big company, LinkedIn can be more appropriate, but if you're doing work in retail, restaurant, or a trade just stick with numbers. If you really want to connect with someone, you should ask to meet them again for something casual like coffee. If you've had lunch with them a number of times, maybe you can ask them to do something fun with them after work. Bowling, arcades if you're young like me. Drinks are a good bet if you're older and you have a more casual relationship with the person (read: NOT your boss\*). Oh yeah, but remember to try to make these second outings appropriate. If you're a guy like me, maybe don't ask a female coworker who you only intend to be friends with to go get drinks with you alone after work. Getting coffee during or just after hours is much more appropriate. That sort of deal can send the wrong message. It's important to learn when you'd be creeping someone out and then avoiding doing things that will be perceived as such. &#x200B; Finally, some more identity-focused tips for connecting with people. Try to form opinions on things that matter to most people, even if you don't naturally care about them on your own. Get up to date with current events and politics. Have opinions on morality- try to avoid nihilism (for way more reasons than just social skills!). Be existentialist. I don't know why, but people seem to be drawn to those who appear opinionated. Maybe it's simply because 'Here's why I care' leads to better conversation than 'it doesn't matter to me'. I do understand why people are drawn to those who seem wise. Try to put on that sort of image. Some people already perceive autistic people as wise in a divergent manner, so don't throw it away by acting rash or playing dumb. I made that mistake many times. Wisdom is a major social draw. \*Some bosses are pretty cool and are exceptions. Don't risk it if you can't tell. Anyways, connecting with people is important to me because I am a puppy and I have a need for social interaction, for some stupid reason. Hope you guys can take help from this.",7.211356123830353,7.635859945641989,7.260973802829477,73.1707799645944,63.88284910965324,10.11106053167909,32.77530831139079,9.919098281786724,3.1764186162062447,4570,169,799,89,63,1469,406,1067,0.049,0.7979999999999999,0.153,0.9987,4,3,6,0,0,0,135.0,0,31,18,11,40,51,4,5,51,3,82,7,1,16,2,175,138,71,0,34,50,0,2,6,1,13,1,5,1,11,64,42,5,4,25,12,4,13,17,12,1,11,6,9,70,39,158,109,25,116,2,0,1,0,116,58,1,61,46,555,134,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581938272535496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037385136132259,0.03983343677435222,0.05773279055484293,0.06007043681618676,0.07822118632762715,0.0877225101741026,0.024546889493642574,0.07570075285909887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02970438222950762,0.0,0.23621778879000035,0.0,0.03391389375955416,0.0277560162311701,0.0,0.06601235932021281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0319244621159679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360566994179067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03721395455407008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072174714504689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03197082626796165,0.0,0.040257191153972284,0.07152428579073415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035309348962376634,0.0,0.0,0.03650299708510889,0.0,0.0,0.03954200241877345,0.06598317930286968,0.030703704100928587,0.0,0.03957800021679776,0.02788810236443689,0.0,0.09429477885130416,0.03462709665495348,0.08205799711983636,0.12110428280753573,0.028869705801031383,0.11938971018678035,0.0,0.1072237686850367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136686287827646,0.0,0.024194754305717117,0.0,0.0,0.03585201547168648,0.10664348192625564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03582025271536904,0.032084269157240775,0.0,0.0,0.01983771800698535,0.029423503223674295,0.0,0.0764420618462557,0.0,0.0,0.02549605836769237,0.10580969618057176,0.0,0.0,0.06388861570387322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415542517412763,0.12047362576026074,0.03659623267883731,0.1087914983062346,0.03931972131635534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307023015077599,0.026765131928745026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688328813757941,0.1222997708221863,0.05490610052915368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753720065358633,0.2521448974830978,0.0,0.0,0.06824580795034517,0.0,0.034570513638981594,0.07344632967683169,0.07783636481074141,0.0,0.0,0.03628699926949462,0.0,0.0,0.07221262968311648,0.0,0.06937311617713045,0.07422652355929933,0.0,0.03875418229660185,0.0408903507004369,0.0,0.0,0.08611626800497067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144376134505084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651662769142111,0.0,0.22077530110122587,0.15292243399672767,0.08336665527903603,0.0,0.0,0.051098642947594426,0.038474115880882204,0.028826748745290905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132190983778974,0.0,0.0409619333221161,0.06804113597725818,0.0,0.027140110775109704,0.29013036846934803,0.06309994550214401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990470815229474,0.06938762864637874,0.0,0.0,0.10524093302592476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225359285208236,0.0,0.07052216199633476,0.0375777780272351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516271366385374,0.08595527561351825,0.0,0.0,0.032455130417437306,0.0,0.09771455655272444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767229501045255,0.0,0.0,0.10256780418617333,0.03946590718000786,0.0877225101741026,0.0 autism,mari_2,2019/08/14,"Where to start? Need help Hello, this is my first post here. I hope you can point me in the right direction. My brother was diagnosed with Autism at a young age but since then my parents have chosen to go a more homeopathic route and never had him see a therapist or take any medication. Not something I agree with but I have been pushed aside in having any say. He is now in his 20s and is going to college. He has decided he doesn’t want to take the herbal supplements anymore and would like to go see a doctor. This brings me to my question for this community where should he start? It’s been so overwhelming for him and he’s starting to get discouraged. Plus our parents are not supportive of this route and think all doctors want to pump you with pills. Any help is appreciated! Thank you for this community.",3.0940084388185625,5.430680468354431,3.8281265822784825,86.37784388185655,76.59493670886077,7.504472573839662,24.45738396624473,8.447377352677275,1.5937049789029536,646,22,130,13,15,205,100,158,0.051,0.818,0.131,0.9063,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,1,6,6,0,1,6,0,17,5,0,0,2,26,36,11,0,6,5,3,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,4,3,16,4,20,30,2,23,0,2,2,0,20,8,0,3,10,85,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30348693293202794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753054459960582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098888023935808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30452556054777685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265356925658092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772127498407423,0.0,0.25363223591826284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942219234980968,0.0,0.0,0.14775284417402765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267691623555382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986065669689794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030410187924453,0.11473334751506915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036208908413256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062685312045078,0.0,0.1424715360493587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664592036030518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704074179486954,0.0,0.11830040199028455,0.0,0.0,0.2370858803228204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305630770932136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452317965667283,0.0,0.0,0.3158805605323357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688117689224247,0.0,0.0,0.2236989193194723,0.0,0.0,0.1369587762445009,0.0,0.17272252532553484,0.0,0.09531978744765608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548571531982568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567526392735163,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bobbilouise,2019/08/14,"i need advice so i always thought i had ptsd because i panicked and zoned out in social situations. but the other week i got diagnosed with autism and now idk if it’s just that? i know it sounds stupid but whenever i’m in public i zone out or focus on a specific thing and can’t hear the conversation. it kinda feels like i’m gonna pass out. also i just wanna add that i have experienced a traumatic event, hence the ptsd diagnosis. i guess what i wanna know is, is that because of my asd or no? lmao cool bye",1.2062006861063497,3.3724051603773617,3.641766723842197,86.11635506003431,82.30188679245283,6.873413379073758,20.957118353344764,8.00094639256281,1.0427094339622642,401,12,85,8,11,139,73,106,0.153,0.7440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.6459999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,5,1,5,1,0,0,0,24,16,10,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,12,2,10,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,5,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756755906323072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805030603220878,0.18525970346869566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714464498924421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598148597981224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257674780023708,0.15905868659730393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807072561477905,0.0,0.24527019416925586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093875936233634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447213604732369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877382163047307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508954045373908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205236305501056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502639670044632,0.0,0.2269600432593262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791642514448242,0.0,0.0,0.1767564317090586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785935728325865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GoldenMaster541,2019/08/08,What is it like for someone with Autism once they enter the adult world? I fear what could happen to me once I graduate college so I want to know what to expect.,2.1963636363636354,4.137960757575762,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,77.78787878787878,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,0.05420000000000025,127,3,27,1,3,40,26,33,0.09300000000000001,0.784,0.12300000000000001,0.0107,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687068525675861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787109957226723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29760901562118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849584334183608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442075678882728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7168270324727796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851567283756915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850521742692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,doctorsalinger,2019/08/08,Depression and autism I struggle to form words and feelings at the best of times. Feeling low is honestly so hard to describe when I don’t even know how to describe when I’m feeling good. It’s confusing and frustrating. I always feel like I’m being a dick but people don’t understand that when I say I need to be silent and have no noise that I do not mean I am upset with them. I just really really need things to not be loud. How do I get them to understand that it isn’t a personal thing?,3.715395284327325,4.39483754368932,5.156338418862692,84.30194174757284,71.62135922330097,9.380859916782248,27.335644937586693,9.606745405546679,2.2461994452149785,389,13,84,9,7,131,63,103,0.153,0.711,0.136,-0.1919,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,8,10,1,3,3,0,11,1,1,2,0,23,24,11,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,7,11,4,9,21,2,6,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,1,5,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869673451465314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276414775382751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462050683482985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390850353794814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100477196194741,0.14483819483004226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592379291445388,0.0,0.0,0.17004951293999265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816160934467345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142113909513597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990490007603883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220844360043274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006597317778444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055506632340584,0.1770256014622017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976212332195625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122776272884393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119488894605165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693841934943155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182198943754964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221210152280999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iloveplants420,2019/08/08,"Hi I’m looking for information on the evolution of Autism. Exactly how the title sounds. I’m looking for information on the evolution of the gene. I’m not looking for information on when the term was coined or when humans first became aware of it. I’m looking for information that explains how long the gene has been around, what species it has affected, etc. Also if you have any information of ancient autism genes that would be helpful.",5.962592592592593,7.777262975308645,6.428086419753085,73.02138888888891,67.39506172839506,9.844444444444443,34.48765432098766,10.125756701596842,3.7917061728395054,355,17,61,9,6,115,47,81,0.02,0.945,0.035,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,1,15,16,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,12,12,2,10,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,2,6,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194634165557366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655095244040034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666343686855036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714375914496478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702237912881255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313522245855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153872571658584,0.8175253372110913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728930715886947,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AndoLunchbox,2019/08/08,"Is it possible to get help from the state of Tennessee for autistic children? I am posting for a friend who lives in Tennessee. She has 2 sets of twins. Ages 12 and 3. 3 out 4 of her kids have autism. Recently her husband passed away, leaving her to take care of the kids by herself. She has no local family. She recently returned to work, but is having a hard time finding/keeping babysitters. I am wondering if there is any type of assistance that she can get on that can help find babysitters or help with financial support? I have no idea if anything like this even exists. Hoping maybe some one knows? Thank you",2.5072750977835696,5.1565938474576285,3.25,87.92870273794004,80.86440677966101,6.68161668839635,26.873533246414603,7.882392219407189,1.87723780964798,486,21,92,9,13,153,85,118,0.046,0.7440000000000001,0.21,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,13,21,5,0,3,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,12,6,17,21,1,14,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,6,6,61,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250933334536277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513764174573798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282849714517012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755082220276348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149823619227627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734131105434721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812834581347075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212047882347487,0.0,0.19221414129618725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647844194723347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698964549839436,0.0,0.0,0.1827053536679599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765886195656813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350455243390946,0.0,0.0,0.1010949380877588,0.0,0.0,0.19477808654520298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986941509345023,0.0,0.16243255177371085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848040146195334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465030257071286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073776861270055,0.17617469583770792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632598442877718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087459914338972,0.0,0.0,0.13830864102103366,0.0,0.0,0.16935783396636056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726360365448756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948756365599052,0.13391888872688315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,truecolormix,2019/08/08,"I'm [29f, Parent] at my wits end. 3 year old has increasingly violent behavior. My boy turns 3 this month and he is in a center based 3 1/2 hour therapy program. He transitions to preschool in two weeks. My boy has struggled socially and pushes children away when they enter his space or try and play with a toy he is playing with, but the past week his behavior has completely changed. He now seaks out children to hit and push, has zero patience waiting for anything, throws anything he can get his hands on, hits children and his teachers, and today he bit a child very hard during his sessions and broke skin. I am a single mom. I have stayed home with him the past year trying to help him. I don't know how to resolve this behavior. Time outs, rewards for good behavior, punishments for bad behavior, emotional check ins, bear hugs and firm talking, baby yoga, I've tried everything. He is on a strict schedule for his routine, he gets plenty of sleep, is well fed. His behavior has not gotten better - it has only gotten worse. I can't have him around any child now without him going after them. I don't understand what's happening. I'm terrified for when things ""change"" later this month because I'm going back to work/hiring a nanny, and he starts school.",6.116499999999999,6.75137265,6.285,78.5,66.25,9.4,32.25,9.3871,2.8929500000000004,996,39,181,18,15,318,152,240,0.121,0.774,0.105,-0.735,1,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,2,3,10,13,2,1,8,0,17,5,3,1,0,24,35,14,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,15,1,1,3,4,1,7,5,5,1,2,3,3,21,8,26,30,3,42,0,1,0,1,34,12,0,1,22,100,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793277599997787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128162747040922,0.11511009732009568,0.0,0.0,0.12148760534479418,0.09942862856572277,0.10796543046045452,0.07882397220277375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436098968426232,0.14116908251257773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735780201262973,0.0,0.1355752846621988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545227911869638,0.11452707706542525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621224123984672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351144986226728,0.0,0.146975597083577,0.10845606095541163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434520933826957,0.0,0.11583312272287195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667134429761987,0.0,0.12970484729347512,0.0,0.12734074257497816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106340761874333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144207547364769,0.20642224592750075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356852995290359,0.0,0.0,0.09834333266772473,0.0,0.0,0.1435794383188123,0.0,0.2468751518768713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308649650999551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939976866476285,0.13181157571301555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152372493829372,0.13782340179707936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517910917435744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103931574336592,0.0,0.0,0.1478731205706196,0.0,0.08590541661931661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753995930294472,0.0,0.12256733371380933,0.0,0.0,0.26337164284773823,0.14064821576893682,0.12631354932900796,0.13461250716517642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669130980053336,0.0,0.0,0.20744356503653516,0.0,0.11626196931328955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464674096569575,0.0,0.094136588413421,0.0,0.13177425341103718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653814510738674 autism,AbsolutistUnit,2019/08/08,"Does anyone have Tips on how to deal with Meltdowns? I, as an AS/Asperger's patient have struggles controlling my meltdowns, I know where they come from, and how to avoid them (for the most part), but don't know what to do during them. Anyone have suggestions?",6.441768707482993,6.9871065102040815,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,65.53061224489795,8.982312925170069,30.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,2.290831292517007,205,7,39,3,3,62,37,49,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.4039,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,8,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596072216519561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831076658226042,0.0,0.0,0.3686151593387175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388294535779379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876086973937645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612410039773602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559019467873297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435821525537873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jaimeesh86,2019/08/08,"Seeking help for a friend who's son has eating issues... My best friend has a son who will be 5 in October. He was born 7 weeks premature and first many years she has assumed this was the cause for his delays. Even when her pediatrician told her ""your son seems to be autistic"" she felt that the pediatrician just didn't know her son and his full story. He didnt speak until he was 3 and even now it is difficult to understand him. He WILL NOT eat. Sometimes he will only eat one bite of food per day or skip days entirely. She has cried and panicked and bargained for years as her son just doesn't eat or gain weight. He has just been classified as failure to thrive at 31 lbs and hasn't gained any weight in the last 6 months. I had a talk with her the other day that she needed to have him evaluated and since the wait to have that done is up to a year, she needed to jump on it. She filled out the forms today. In the meantime, has anyone experienced this feeling issue to this extreme? Any advice what so ever? I know that if he is evaluated and determined to be autistic she will then have access to resources to help him but in the interim we need to find a way to help this poor little guy to eat.",4.35079268292683,4.862052565040654,5.132266260162607,85.6513262195122,70.09756097560975,8.263821138211382,25.537601626016265,8.278499904357787,1.3113504065040649,945,25,205,13,16,307,138,246,0.065,0.865,0.07,-0.1398,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,4,9,4,0,0,13,0,29,8,0,1,1,34,40,18,0,4,8,5,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,14,11,8,2,8,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,10,6,22,3,30,23,3,31,0,0,0,0,42,10,0,5,18,136,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068416231726784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487041097649159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645009405848219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474111735487882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231792652146476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010018025615515,0.21153752836841855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188842619002007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593888066448359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443045486254874,0.09890043961187557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528343710002727,0.0,0.1049794599225328,0.0,0.09993088880195262,0.09300092759199648,0.13220921507194694,0.0,0.16894504846369598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825957583530876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198563325677788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823621985365306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017613053418474,0.08912322382383334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958313854699714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084928301538284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727074736140272,0.0,0.0,0.24321320531683024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408872944686774,0.08315475981147609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953515454590564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044365689199516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081358460583918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878799290846509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363750057302848,0.10447498842278413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382236494629695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678562405375649,0.08770253842897599,0.2662829607962422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112259023594959 autism,rmahtan,2019/08/08,"Seeking feedback to help improve a mental health management tool Hello, How are you doing? My name is Raunak Mahtani. I am an industrial designer on team Manatee, a mental healthcare based startup. I would like to share an awesome new tool with you - MANATEE is an app that brings mental and emotional wellness to children through an easy and fun way to deliver CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy). We recently launched the app on major platforms and are excited to share it with you. We would be really grateful if you could help share this tool with parents who have children between 7 and 12 years of age, for us to be able to collect feedback and improve our solution. Manatee is helpful for any family who already is, or would like to use goal setting as a tool to work with their child on behavior and/or emotional well being. The design is ideal for children and has been created with top child psychology experts, like the Children's Hospital LA. The app enables you to set helpful based goals for your child, track progress and work on engaging rewards together. The app is available on major platforms and can be downloaded through the following links iOS: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/manatee-me/id1439499732 Google Play Store: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.manateeandme.app&hl=en_US You can find answers to questions you may have on the FAQ here: https://getmanatee.com/faq This is a link to our NPS score survey: https://getmanatee.typeform.com/to/Ao2UsC. Comments and reviews can be shared with us through the app stores or we can be reached directly at hello@getmanatee.com. Please try it out and share this information with other families who would be interested in helping! Thank a bunch! :)",9.856195652173916,12.49833179347826,7.962289855072466,62.55626086956522,58.96376811594203,10.447536231884056,39.52463768115942,10.577609850970193,4.830367246376814,1429,71,196,34,20,425,160,276,0.0,0.705,0.295,0.9978,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,7,8,1,10,4,18,0,0,17,0,32,1,0,3,0,41,36,15,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,7,10,21,0,0,6,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,19,18,38,22,3,22,0,0,0,0,43,12,0,5,8,134,29,9,0.11588710533053705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788430244767365,0.0,0.0,0.1255636302085157,0.0,0.0788072055629365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252642378684947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607147910378175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849609843475346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591871480018043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318257384100614,0.0,0.0,0.3883834195385969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984975794211707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503608357053448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192448846649382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867891615527355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720924140833542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982007998018838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424024713366807,0.0,0.1144245357893472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669327666472536,0.13252700460684472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867973749005422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41819375672911296,0.10008925078735104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198579011063394,0.0,0.0,0.20839285034800967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873438577878813,0.0,0.0,0.32929149865331103,0.0,0.0,0.07462749632487024 autism,MeikDaGr8,2019/08/08,"So I have autism and a reputation for being a sarcastic asshole around people, but it's cause I don't tell anyone. (SHORT STORY) I have a reputation for being a snobbish sarcastic person and I realized how much of it might be autism. Me and my gf have been dating for almost 2 years and recently I've had trouble talking and listening to my girl cause it sounds like she's ALWAYS complaining. I guess it really takes take your ability to discern people's body language and emotion. I was talking to her for almost fifteen minutes about her hair I realized she was complimenting her hair. When she asked me how I didnt get it from her 'excited tone of voice' the entire time I was honestly surprised. I really didn't pick up on anything and just seemed like an idiot at the end. I don't know, whatcha gonna do??",3.384797843665765,5.483232641509434,4.943688230008989,79.84712264150946,74.78616352201256,8.316442048517521,27.709344115004487,9.04235418022936,2.52290799640611,646,26,119,15,14,217,97,159,0.10300000000000001,0.75,0.147,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,0,7,0,17,3,3,5,0,24,26,12,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,3,0,2,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,5,23,6,15,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,5,8,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543435407877996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722153970013208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371491951209194,0.0,0.14559990302887085,0.15750692968151594,0.1654074707408606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653148807357174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635156610464985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902460715898648,0.1567091740337215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924396309662373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491046866675865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723716170275762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728800078988761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769681768782526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300653267920349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453246452733037,0.154490136922855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669425025480974,0.0,0.17469893590748273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107218421275582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660615842145584,0.2844223669658042,0.15464630564026194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317043138517773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393836214809595 autism,bro0t,2019/08/08,"how to let people know they shouldnt touch you? i keep having this happen all the time, some distant relative i dont know forcing me to greet with a kiss (3 kisses on the cheek is normal here in the NL to greet women). or people touching your shoulder randomly. i find this really annoying and can get mad about it and then people act surprised or like i am crazy. im fine with handshakes, fist bumps and high fives, and with certain people even a hug. if this is familiar to you, how do you deal with this?",2.00205882352941,4.183784696078433,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,79.49019607843138,6.04078431372549,20.9843137254902,7.1686216300943375,0.5809301960784312,397,11,81,5,10,128,71,102,0.077,0.723,0.2,0.8972,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,5,9,2,0,5,0,9,5,2,2,2,23,14,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,10,7,11,12,2,6,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,5,3,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210648763031244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26385903091656204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870094613776447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057712513247964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762485435001728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908801396061654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237869730879452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431867260982508,0.0,0.0,0.20011221896486808,0.0,0.0,0.2474589494385451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302179613330911,0.0,0.10999062597168036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058657897996087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243269335266275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442286056829211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127926667451026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VestedCrayon,2019/08/08,"My experience as an NT parent Hi all, First, I want to preemptively thank anyone who responds to this post, and also apologize if it ends up being a wall of text! I'm a parent of a 3.5 yr old son who is to undergo diagnosis with a developmental pediatrician and neuropsychologist next week. My wife and I, his preschool teachers, and his pediatrician have all observed many of the markers of ASD. He currently has extra help in school with speech and occupational therapists as well, but it concerns me that I've gotten little to no feedback from them. If there are other parents of young autistic children, I'd especially appreciate your input! There are several developmental delays we've noticed over the years, especially in speech. Based on my own research he definitely exhibits signs of echolalia. He frequently repeats lines from his favorite books, shows, and even phrases from his teachers. He has a lot of difficulty asking for things by name, but we've gotten so used to that we can typically guess pretty quick at this point. Has anyone found successful methods for encouraging speech? He also has a self-stimulatory behavior of flapping and wringing his hands along with facial expressions. This is the most elusive aspect to me. He typically ""stims"" in specific situations. Reading his favorite book (which he will reread certain pages or passages over and over), and seemingly during times of boredom or stress. It's hard to know what triggers this for him since he seems to do it when he is doing something he enjoys (reading) and when he might be upset. It also seems, to me at least, painful or uncomfortable. Many sources have advised against interfering with that behavior, but I want to make sure he is comfortable and safe. I am not sure how to react in those scenarios most of all. Finally, one of his most unique mannerisms is his reaction to other kids. He avoids them whenever possible, and any suggested interaction (ex: asked to say hello) usually results in him loudly stating or shouting, ""NO!"" sometimes following by the above mentioned stimming. Curiously, his most pronounced reaction is whenever another child cries or seemingly cries out in pain/boredom/fear etc. If my son even senses a slight whiff of discomfort in another child he will immediately shout, cry, and be near inconsolable. This is especially hard to see because it seems almost like a empathic response gone out of control. I see it has a good sign that he is perhaps ""in-tune"" with the emotional state of other kids, but to become so overwhelmed by them is tough to see and I am sure no fun for him either. This is where my wife and I struggle the most, especially in social settings with our friends who have NT kids. He has headphones, which seem resolve his fear of loud noises (vacuums, coffee grinder, et al) but they do little to nothing in situations where someone may be upset. I realize it may be a long shot, but I would appreciate to hear from parents with similar experiences and how they support their children. In addition, if anyone has had their own experience with these symptoms I would really love hearing your story and from your perspective what, if anything, I can do to make sure my kid knows that I'm here, I love him, and I would never let anything bad happen to him. Thank you for taking the time to read this, it's been difficult for me to find the resources I need or even talk to anyone about this since I don't know anyone personally in a similar situation. I'm open to comments or even PMs to talk about anything and everything!",8.417554517133958,8.669714415887853,8.421697819314643,66.44631619937698,61.38317757009346,11.619314641744547,39.01713395638629,11.20814326018867,4.6406274143302175,2853,136,468,72,36,928,320,642,0.084,0.7559999999999999,0.16,0.9957,5,1,2,0,0,0,84.0,2,4,7,4,22,33,0,8,20,0,47,7,2,9,9,107,85,48,0,11,20,9,3,1,1,8,3,10,1,9,35,33,0,4,13,6,0,2,6,12,1,2,6,17,53,21,89,65,16,54,0,1,3,2,89,28,0,29,21,323,88,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352943618210187,0.0,0.0,0.15220707713785475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314371164978372,0.13305194753373414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218056258749201,0.0,0.15662562484465678,0.0,0.11862209575613293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052972618536821794,0.03867452936784225,0.07006828991745495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115720752188026,0.0,0.0,0.2090689041849644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136532558806598,0.05619205276772463,0.0,0.0707562010016394,0.16761516296725948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701886889398685,0.1861795610277516,0.0,0.14278300633197308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069499182405675,0.05798615059387203,0.05396495375325755,0.0,0.06956245228018965,0.049016240822794835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053213343572058085,0.0,0.0,0.06989009678493767,0.0,0.05610282041164834,0.0,0.11366571314093064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301072528057093,0.0,0.04252479742794177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460055874347277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487521113531837,0.0,0.0309952578916914,0.12717397894716126,0.0,0.05614544389311794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393734003046563,0.11452035491689268,0.0,0.08469797157070838,0.12864337133819495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730345909154425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047042503470806935,0.04893148855519157,0.0,0.06747281331312524,0.0,0.0,0.06087568735887745,0.07223077171936955,0.06657321313268598,0.0,0.04299091376570213,0.0,0.1350165767510734,0.0,0.28178570801250746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553963606763317,0.0,0.0,0.059974553197030864,0.07152294087821684,0.0607612737414825,0.06454478214302584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903818123266421,0.0,0.040643489288370964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050452766274442486,0.0,0.06420814372257387,0.15166861192762546,0.3465391249939789,0.06618533963618392,0.07167302356216296,0.0,0.10496213076206017,0.2139392387440386,0.0,0.06467259278459955,0.053755416944754913,0.048841856147696115,0.06274717986912519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267424091401749,0.06632485374161938,0.0,0.0,0.07199485866935389,0.23917874822281104,0.06594202145295193,0.04770156779855063,0.10198686038268863,0.0,0.1168203828701267,0.0,0.07366271841828864,0.04214899941040491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398875477727057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054794758225042914,0.06987398088774201,0.0,0.07484116394009914,0.0,0.050890497040271314,0.0,0.057043267687691676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520518871156212,0.0,0.0,0.040855492332032936 autism,calbrach,2019/08/08,"Dr Strange is on the autism spectrum I am not an expert in human behavior, but when you raise a child on the autism spectrum you learn to spot the marker behaviors in others (or even in yourself). While watching Doctor Strange I noticed a pattern in Stephen Strange’s behavior that was similar to several marker behaviors of people on the autism spectrum. Below is a list of some of the things that I noticed. · Intelligence: Stephen definitely has a high degree of intelligence. He was quickly able to grasp advanced subjects while studying at Kamar Taj. He is the greatest of the Sorcerer Supreme, as stated by the Ancient One in Avengers: Endgame. And he was able to simultaneously earn his PhD and MD while in college due to his photographic memory. · Interpersonal / Social: Personal relationships can be difficult for Stephen as shown in his complex relationship with Christine. Furthermore, Christine was the only person shown visiting him after the accident, possibly indicating that he was not close to anyone else, be it family or other friends. In fact, the aura of arrogance that Stephen projects might actually be an unintentional consequence of his inability to interact with others. He also has a certain disregard for other people’s feelings. In Thor: Ragnarök he kept teleporting Thor around the sanctum, regardless of Thor’s protests, even causing Thor to tumble down the stairs. He also left Loki falling in oblivion for 30 minutes. · Sensory: Stephen’s senses are heightened, as evidenced when he was distracted by Dr Nicodemus West’s watch while Stephen was in surgery. He was very tactile as shown when Stephen was touching the prayer wheels while traveling the streets in search of Kamar Taj. In addition, he displayed a lack of eye contact with people with which he was interacting, although this one did not occur too often. · Special Interest: Stephen’s knowledge of music, as shown in his opening scene, would be one example of something with which he was obsessed. He obsession with watches, which I assume was a metaphor for time, was another special interest. After his traffic accident his obsession with music and watches was replaced by an understandable obsession to heal his hands. · Mimicking Behavior: Stephen’s high degree of skill as a surgeon may have been acquired from shadowing a particularly proficient surgeon while in medical school. · Meltdown: Stephen is shown throwing his laptop and yelling at Christine when he is thwarted in an attempt to pursue his special interest, healing his hands. In the end this is just a fan theory, and I don’t know if it was due to character choices on the part of director Scott Derrickson or actor Benedict Cumberbatch. Either way, I like to think that Doctor Strange is on the autism spectrum because the coolest people that I know are autistic!",9.62186607142857,10.537310168750004,8.771130952380954,62.71125000000002,58.77083333333334,11.857142857142858,46.30952380952381,11.491704259439757,6.0061398809523805,2291,140,321,60,28,719,240,480,0.096,0.79,0.114,0.9520000000000001,0,0,1,0,1,0,52.0,0,2,0,5,13,17,1,5,33,0,39,12,3,1,2,48,45,29,0,4,10,0,4,1,1,3,9,1,0,4,18,16,0,2,10,2,0,5,4,7,0,3,18,10,21,10,76,20,5,60,0,0,5,0,40,35,0,9,19,227,39,10,0.2453051503534964,0.0,0.11969122052583042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961704401113813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861191934785676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857615323780011,0.1256720576793299,0.0,0.10918679576330803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476787140770155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599798091329895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25108021585603163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246048812547996,0.0,0.10863377639355147,0.0,0.0,0.16202173828051164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156259320769876,0.0,0.06201682730690033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094761075328688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591783595357944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481329535037845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326238180612845,0.0,0.0,0.05992185281048259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235595657852192,0.0,0.13011499963679682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928153954904494,0.0,0.0,0.2493376776400788,0.09328281035862987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282078651022125,0.0,0.3401274089124177,0.21419099542794046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827234962372126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336592858989577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413095418734155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856249828221107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502885438968608,0.0,0.0944239446337222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148492093870999,0.07859081767933802,0.0,0.0,0.0715197029314435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768565633438156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012012197376272,0.0,0.09735590516785604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712887033126343,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Virandell,2019/08/08,CBD oil dosage ? Hi I want to give me son CBD oil anybody know the right dosage ?,-1.6960784313725483,0.0762001764705893,-0.8858823529411772,111.50686274509803,106.05882352941177,2.266666666666667,11.549019607843142,3.1291,-2.2422392156862743,61,1,16,0,3,18,14,17,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6326104311162006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36241985476900734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631719504424586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889643242599807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,im_an_armadillo,2019/08/08,"Question from a school counselor Hey y’all! I hope this sort of question is okay. I’m a school counselor working in a rural area in an “advanced program”—I actually have OCD, and reading here a little, it’s been pretty interesting to see the level of overlap. Anyways, here’s my question: this year, I’m going to be working with a new student who has autism. He is incredibly brilliant, comes from a really poor family, and has not been receiving any sort of services for being gifted and talented until now because he’s always had so many challenging behaviors. He will be in 9th grade this year. He is interested in going into medical research / nanotechnology as a career, but he’s had really inconsistent school performance. He has real difficulty motivating himself if he’s not interested in something. If your grades did not match your ability, what could your school counselor have done to help you? Did you have any accommodations that really worked for you?",6.879655172413795,8.449062195402302,7.7650000000000015,65.21750000000002,64.97701149425288,10.627586206896552,35.764367816091955,10.686352973137794,4.38756091954023,778,37,120,21,12,261,107,174,0.043,0.7959999999999999,0.161,0.9518,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,0,7,5,7,0,0,9,1,21,1,0,1,0,21,28,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,1,5,3,0,0,0,7,1,10,7,19,16,0,20,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,8,5,80,17,16,0.0,0.0,0.1301110083663886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094137850680978,0.0,0.0,0.18133816917710266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127683132920438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485213167089607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064532879332488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644305049457756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256918139003666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154921123412546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893683994182821,0.0,0.0,0.13242693842388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336318528667968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517586076391375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431611464066034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877110461929098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356447113169264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480808980195087,0.0,0.13336624648096354,0.15175891796399932,0.2562441542935488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397489823511831,0.10624687954467303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264407528181488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911978451949336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172051029033686 autism,CheesecakeDexter,2019/08/08,"Another ""Do I have autism?""-post Hello. I'm new to this subreddit but I'm guessing you get these posts all of the time. Basically, my question is: Do you think I should see someone to get my ""potential""(?) autism checked out? --------------------------------------------------------------------- SOCIALLY - Struggle to fit in with groups, usually only hang out with my close group of trusted friends - Prefer 1 on 1 conversations, when more people get involved I get frustrated that the conversation is evolving too slowly. Also I feel there isn't enough space for someone to really get to a strong point that resolves the topic. I therefore tend to talk way too much to move it along. - Small talk is difficult and awkward, though I am generally seen as polite and nice even in these encounters - Very uncomfortable with eye contact - Did not speak a single word until I was three years old - Find most social encounters draining and difficult. For some reason I still enjoy socializing for the most part. The challenge and the experiences are unique and the act of being of social is interesting to me. WORK/INTERESTS/DOING THINGS - I get obsessed with my interests to the point where it causes problems. Other healthy activity and daily routines gets ignored and my physical and mental health suffers from this. Difficulty controlling this behavior. - Difficulty doing chores. Things I do not enjoy are really hard to get done. - Struggle being flexible at work. I feel like I want to have a rigorous system that I can follow to ensure the task is done correctly and according to instructions. Get very unsure if something has been done correctly if I can't double check with some kind of procedure-manual. THINKING/GENERAL - I have weird fantasies. If I am in a room, a thought I like to entertain myself with is this: If the walls of this room were mirrors and I had a laser, could I point the laser in a direction so that it comes back to the starting point with the same initial direction, completing a loop? If yes, what would the pattern look like? If no, how could I move the starting position to enable the possibility of a loop? - Really like numbers and patterns. Always liked math, but as a hobby. Never chose to pursue it. - Often find myself remembering numbers, shapes or sounds that my family or friends do not pick up on, because they are uninteresting and doesn't catch their attention. - I have coping behaviors. I like to tap with my fingers in specific patterns on the table, hum or whistle short, repeating melodies while driving, working, being at the computer. When walking I have other small thumb-to-finger movements I perform. I do these consciously but have a hard time stopping. Usually happens when I am stressed or concentrated, which is most of the time. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Those are the things about me I thought to be most relevant. If this is the wrong way or place to do this, feel free to tell me (duh, like reddit would hold back). I am very open and attentive to your feedback about etiquette on Reddit.",6.016754716981133,7.959572779245285,6.253349056603774,73.82889150943399,67.43396226415095,9.60188679245283,33.06132075471698,9.948597397169383,3.6155886792452816,2343,105,385,57,40,749,275,530,0.111,0.737,0.151,0.9805,0,0,1,0,0,0,222.0,0,3,2,8,18,34,1,5,32,2,51,3,2,6,4,91,79,39,0,15,18,0,6,7,2,3,1,2,3,0,27,27,0,4,16,2,3,10,8,13,0,1,11,12,45,22,62,59,14,66,0,1,4,0,23,31,0,21,28,282,72,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946423397718641,0.06187198774942779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797106699677814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435374784989885,0.0,0.045328074880592616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638636497351456,0.0,0.06405301411773212,0.07796316886082477,0.0,0.08339905574979234,0.11873796081392643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282827975184266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683190852662272,0.0,0.049112896667981916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273659797498767,0.07009830303640481,0.0,0.1127932361493334,0.05312152035400077,0.0,0.0,0.1359241143522154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489793777442756,0.0,0.34964186312130896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191395195396195,0.0,0.06575471986857996,0.0,0.13322070212164347,0.0,0.0,0.079039300488834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743263356260778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542936592987369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624421691266099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749355868267986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806201979782228,0.054661840395729036,0.0,0.05734963588445939,0.07181562294176838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802643339802852,0.0,0.0,0.0565527697044021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052269568843665,0.0,0.05155062050668442,0.0,0.0776885035103171,0.0,0.2811701740324784,0.08382770967870452,0.14242922207525074,0.0,0.0,0.07115076503940929,0.0,0.0,0.08329821330314524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290732086351146,0.0764526246146101,0.0,0.0,0.08423335709539923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925386648408588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303195325334707,0.12600694070942609,0.05724458316513501,0.0,0.0,0.10526224805523704,0.0,0.05938256286306433,0.062166793419172,0.08517707876181464,0.15547069277819167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953262573136715,0.06499235334420274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820087271744464,0.047645738759510683,0.07305656416254683,0.11806422630038815,0.1300766113389827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379012697272685,0.18405993295946466,0.04385839903779536,0.11804417262203595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240098827918195,0.0,0.0,0.10564387842744287,0.08129903010472256,0.0,0.04788424955598082 autism,possiblyeggs,2019/08/08,"I don't know how to make friends basically I'm like 99% sure I'm autistic and I struggle a lot with this, so I was hoping I could get some advice here? I'm 19, 20 in November, and I have 0 friends. I'm friendly with people, but no one who I'm close and comfortable with, and it's been like that since I was 13. I struggle a lot with social interact and communicating and connecting with people, and maintaining relationships. It doesn't help that I have pretty bad social anxiety. How can I manage this? The loneliness and isolation is crushing me and I honestly don't know what to do about it",3.0174999999999983,4.763005750000001,4.9216666666666695,81.15000000000002,74.83333333333334,8.8,27.833333333333336,9.3871,2.5312333333333337,470,19,95,12,10,161,70,120,0.205,0.5870000000000001,0.20800000000000002,-0.3199,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,3,1,27,22,13,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,11,9,9,18,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,2,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803825674061358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937821551092708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212471176904502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546740122698668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222888190048573,0.0,0.09518905297340396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212106424880532,0.0,0.0,0.1809601465484779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025855230183415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802195939033025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30979032309003346,0.0,0.0,0.12161617519115585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345963907276553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262130982685577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535720247392387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560859872153816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071308847743825,0.0,0.0,0.3714484882364397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809382861281249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171606359889754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kmart_inc,2019/08/08,"Could I have autism? If so, how do I get it diagnosed? I have never ever been good at making social connections, I have never really had a friend (my family does not know this as I have pretended to have friends so they do not worry). I get really obsessed over one or two interests and let them consume my life. I have difficulty with eye contact and can never pick social cues or hints that people drop. I get really bad anxiety over anxiety over everything and always do what my family calls “fidgeting”. I can never sit still and will sit and play with whatever object is in front of me or I will clap my hands or twiddle my thumbs. I have never thought this could be the reason but it would sort of make sense. I have always felt different/weird like there was something wrong with me but could never exactly put my finger on what it might be. Should I try talking to a professional to see if I may be on the spectrum or is there no benefits to finding out. If I should, who should I talk to, a therapist, a doctor, a different expert? I’m sorry if this is the wrong place to go, if I asked my family they would say I was being ridiculous and there is no one else I have I could talk to about it.",4.954744121715073,5.2671250000000045,6.197161825726145,79.24849515905949,68.70954356846475,10.078118948824343,27.269986168741355,10.047579312681364,2.466367413554633,939,27,189,22,15,317,127,241,0.13699999999999998,0.813,0.05,-0.9515,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,0,9,12,1,1,8,0,40,6,3,5,8,53,52,22,0,14,14,0,3,1,2,9,3,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,5,2,0,3,10,5,0,3,6,6,32,7,22,28,0,23,0,0,2,0,15,9,0,13,9,152,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613934037413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274507751178013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933310714512784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335700383823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194141183975447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188364751895008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132914582743233,0.0,0.10430501101831066,0.0,0.10218406442914567,0.08736517968594565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339828038111229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030533449886692,0.0,0.0,0.08972412926772333,0.0,0.28234309866476304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585604756681357,0.0,0.09124623080993673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426260159524502,0.0,0.15647702786332102,0.0,0.0567378157896074,0.08373580553315098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054866013281936514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208676431303276,0.07051552383929759,0.04877372314998385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332795949364338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059078228107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619876145790538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352998535001873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921214590311167,0.0,0.10430501101831066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003604841635847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186815299237028,0.10264571323280372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939179802985719,0.0,0.0,0.07955456621299589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353585357412046,0.0,0.07685689140588309,0.0,0.11175569975709623,0.0,0.0,0.07972735467745101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407277386087527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591466821032373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792568389703562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778055701135158,0.0,0.09752305873587164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138601022689124,0.0,0.14183805074747186,0.2183050476631956,0.0,0.0 autism,Az_aval,2019/08/08,"Being around kids burns me out I really need help. I've always hated kids for some reason, but never really spent enough time with them to know why. The past few months I've been dating a guy with a 6 year old daughter. I love him, I love her, she absolutely adores me and I'm the only one she'll actually listen to when she's with us. She's sweet, calm, and we understand each other pretty well. But for some reason I'm always anxious and exhausted after spending time with her. I can tell the exhaustion comes from something related to my ASD. But I can't figure out what. It's not just the sensory stuff. I just get exhausted playing pretend or phone games together or anything. Has anyone else experienced this? Does anyone have any idea what could be causing this?",3.5560307692307696,5.624757146666667,4.722000000000001,81.75946153846157,74.2,7.815384615384616,23.538461538461537,8.617729084823388,1.6734307692307695,612,18,114,12,13,201,104,150,0.098,0.6990000000000001,0.203,0.9659,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,0,5,11,1,0,6,0,9,5,0,3,1,33,21,9,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,7,13,0,0,6,3,2,1,3,4,1,1,2,3,19,7,14,15,5,14,0,0,0,2,21,3,0,4,10,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.14925840364784546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545354657122996,0.0,0.0,0.10401212776546763,0.0,0.0,0.1727914312194425,0.0,0.21389420812817206,0.15671668005347708,0.12586588620321995,0.13615908304266675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712311572520174,0.0,0.1317540002493635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211916592974277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384871186031874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777118344522004,0.0,0.0,0.15803957760003906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991074052815117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514458322828968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100774146319915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252003117348576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266339848130247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405803352201795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27608903666085605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220842670601653,0.0,0.0,0.11341144964836496,0.11796547039509556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604966583849619,0.0,0.1036437581367626,0.11632635460433825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600932102463604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560645735236206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596903646177816,0.3145188173041584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177493819533773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509264327256036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336861763129468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783742640774834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592276956444293,0.1839815794546516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752158588148966,0.0,0.1380147566604483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849562139797484 autism,jimiisalive30,2019/08/08,"I want to avoid people forever I'm kind of tired of finding any hope in working with my social skills. I hate being scared that I'll be unaware of what I do that will make someone mad or uncomfortable, or doing something that makes me look awkward. I'm tired of thinking that people possibly see me as weird and unlikeable. Like they see me not making eye contact or talking, and it feels upsetting knowing they avoid me because they might think I'm some creep or something. I hate when someone, in their misguided sense of justice, shame me or ""make me learn"" that I'm a terrible person because I'm quiet and prefer to avoid talking. I don't know if I want to go back to college again. I tried to be social but it seems like everyone is fake. I can't even tell if someone is genuinely nice or if they're just being nice out of pity and obligation. I really hate myself.",4.618333333333332,5.666303121387287,5.447528901734106,81.68416425818884,69.8092485549133,8.310019267822737,30.601637764932562,8.59863814320734,2.369975337186898,692,28,132,11,12,226,100,173,0.223,0.677,0.1,-0.9509,0,3,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,2,5,21,4,7,1,0,12,3,1,4,0,39,37,16,0,7,12,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,3,9,0,0,1,3,15,0,0,0,6,21,6,16,31,1,7,0,1,4,0,11,3,0,13,5,79,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660767720285305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793029356362704,0.0,0.15527227618484848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411863150770889,0.0,0.0,0.12169584401395055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439593475382249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164027298725762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238037764731907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37721840737456935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649504059761618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326235594157249,0.13998504193659114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444118448099488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694848342609817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400493050332681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510650884542313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765877374210155,0.11120392613908564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435767934493508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158867343770812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750738426027586,0.0,0.20297536892916526,0.11594176581771573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596504948497281,0.3237295740650155,0.19609252655706794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473076481356967,0.1113163383283792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632114826669021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29275813202536666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646759212267544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023787059921176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271800155938956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,realbees,2019/08/08,"ITT: gush about your special interests!! i love hearing about ppls special interests, it gives me so much joy to know that someone feels so much passion for one thing. i’ll start: i love kpop!! the group SHINee specifically is so fun to listen to and watch, and their members constantly inspire me. there’s also a whole lot of stimmy kpop songs that i love listening to when i’m in sensory overload. i also really like aviation, my dream is to be an air traffic controller and maybe even a pilot (my dad’s currently teaching me to fly.) planes make me so happy and i love learning about airlines and how they work, and the logistics of gettin planes off the ground and to their destination.",4.924461538461539,6.709084830769236,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538464,69.92307692307692,8.584615384615384,30.69230769230769,9.120678840339163,2.7655230769230776,548,23,98,11,10,175,86,130,0.016,0.653,0.331,0.9942,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,2,13,14,0,0,6,0,3,5,0,3,0,15,16,15,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,15,14,15,15,4,8,0,0,2,5,14,4,0,1,5,65,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28625144818015186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934076919752894,0.20073495350494425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821087110048037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049480960566317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168850610709044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905215249961761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171710139887453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835962290259816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874378277119611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215759331008932,0.6461253587710977,0.0,0.11946676926565243,0.0,0.17980379169018512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631334825480604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212776523480028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465555235667657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164438708090466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667896704122172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890260637794045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981847170778874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029545933621975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JKW1988,2019/08/08,"Resources for discouraging stigma for a 5 year old? I have a NT 5 year old nephew. My son is 4 and autistic. They mostly love each other, but my nephew often struggles to understand autistic behavior. My son will sometimes laugh when someone gets hurt or take things from/get right in his cousin's face. I always explain to my son what he should do instead, but my nephew interprets these actions as intentionally malicious. I've tried explaining to him and we watched the Sesame Street episode about Julia. It seemed to help him understand a little, but clearly more needs to be done going forward. He says my son is ""mean."" My nephew has some issues at home (long term ill parent) and is generally a sweet kid, so I'm hoping y'all can help me get these two back to being buddies.",5.701081081081077,6.831863702702704,5.649567567567567,80.91840540540544,67.37837837837836,8.352432432432431,30.340540540540534,8.548686976883017,2.2509789189189178,620,23,115,9,10,194,108,148,0.083,0.758,0.159,0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,0,6,7,0,1,5,0,12,3,1,1,1,26,26,10,0,3,4,10,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,1,3,16,4,12,21,5,16,0,2,1,1,25,6,0,6,9,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164876727668227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089984664794066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742090297250155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668215493578456,0.0,0.0967482072153526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282092359310787,0.0,0.17075911500667731,0.1690813007233032,0.0,0.0,0.18223958667099796,0.0,0.0,0.17768062239647758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061972261610994,0.0,0.15065220326529666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364331093184566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185435310589372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622674795275998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572650082162297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902530115163688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145379359616454,0.0,0.1353773320332674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497512376770148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442391659702356,0.0,0.16836630437837333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779660940332914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279951816168907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309625833029567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557807228997027,0.0,0.1662944010717688,0.35444030153084144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192509136458584 autism,vanillafromspace,2018/11/17,"ABA therapy? My daughter's pediatrician wants me to put my daughter in ABA instead of the cocktail of services we receive (horse riding therapy, developmental preschool, speech therapy preschool). My daughter is 3.5 years old and higher functioning. Of those who have been ABA, would you recommend it? 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Get creep..... Trying to form a peer support group for the autistic adults in my town, first person who messages asks if I have mommy daddy issues.... And we're the ones who are seen as awkward and odd? Really?",2.224,4.823114511111111,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,81.66666666666667,4.488888888888889,20.11111111111111,5.6839178017228535,0.030244444444444518,183,5,34,1,5,57,39,45,0.08199999999999999,0.794,0.124,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,4,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926635645102323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662838760921427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355798066082378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267474145735265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213373417526896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733469894135046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055063727287264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105007487947421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254335893686405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mynameishelpme,2018/11/17,"Preschooler with suspected Autsim I teach at a church based preschool for three years now. My background isn’t in special education but I try to stay on top of literature and studies in early childhood development. We are school open to all children and we have county therapists who come in when needed to observe children and offer places for services if they need it. I have a little boy who will be two soon in my class. He doesn’t talk except to say “ma ma ma” or “ba ba ba” on occasion. He will not come when we call his name in classroom or playground. He loves to stare out the window all by himself and won’t play with his classmates or really with the toys. He touches things but not play. He doesn’t like project time and will fall to floor and clinch his fists if we walk to them table to come say paint or draw. He had severe pacifier attachment at the start of the year which we stopped as we thought it was delaying his speech, but nothing yet outside those sounds. He will sometimes smile but not at us and it’s rare. I haven’t heard him laugh yet either. At meal times we have to be careful none of his food touches or he will not eat. This week a county therapist came in and as soon as she looked around she saw him and asked me about him. Apparently she had seen him in public before and he acted the same as well. She said she was concerned and that he had flat effect. She said was working up a plan for him and we should start hearing the parents he may need services to help him. I try so hard to include him in class but he hasn’t really wanted to be. So I don’t push him too hard but I give him opportunities in case he does want to be apart of things. Does this sound like a toddler with autism? Those of you who are parents how old was your child when diagnosed? How did you find out? Was it through your child’s school? Did you suspect anything before hand? I don’t want to upset these parents with the therapist report (which they gave permission for her to observe him), they are the sweetest parents and this is their only child. How best can I go about this? I want him to have the best chance in school and to get what he needs so he can be the best he can be. 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I am wondering how other autistic adults manage friendships. I have not had a lot of friends, mostly just acquaintances since I have become an adult. I am nearly 30 and married with two kids but I struggle with anxiety and depression over my lack of connection with other people. I made this one female friend a few months ago after moving to a new area and it seems lately we're more disconnected. She's an extrovert with lots of friends and I have a hard time dealing with this. I also am not able to mask as good as I used to in the beginning of our friendship so I feel like she is seeing this now. I think about this person throughout the day every day and I hate it. It brings me so much anxiety because I'm not sure how much I should be reaching out to her or if she even wants me to. I want her out of my mind because I can no longer focus on other things that make me happy. I was happier when I had no friends, I think. Do other autistic adults experience these kinds of thoughts?",2.8767662473794573,4.679504674528302,3.9759748427672967,87.5343291404612,75.36792452830188,6.975262054507338,24.513626834381558,7.793537801064563,1.234621802935011,829,27,169,12,18,269,130,212,0.127,0.677,0.19699999999999998,0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,10,14,1,2,9,0,16,0,0,5,1,41,32,16,0,5,7,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,14,13,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,5,3,30,10,28,25,8,22,0,1,1,0,18,8,0,7,13,129,44,1,0.13029199507382502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549599226381135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041944613873366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934603921320607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588495817408553,0.14389727203687105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680551160695976,0.13432532581880852,0.11222030443835487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605663393319006,0.0,0.10977662529736656,0.0,0.0,0.12745057225589898,0.0,0.0,0.06587954754574718,0.0930806273143122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033163609538457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928274380608798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869825152589052,0.11671603563019813,0.12863637070034578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567906299699828,0.0,0.0,0.14697504556311908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365408749019022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215391898518605,0.0,0.12328543606749925,0.08697091844570083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155777295187962,0.0,0.10399782740978644,0.13847977109187234,0.1915592159367132,0.0,0.0,0.12583682074311087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828922784535978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032806409206716,0.11376594450193582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382585111236987,0.11861293889010115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777888472539454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892994197105996,0.0,0.13620948267621355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279866341465526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656021206434565,0.1669716989662584,0.0,0.10343729033153874,0.07597431010801642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272763470197823,0.0,0.0,0.11253045050467778,0.0,0.0,0.15369918888746414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129611077316082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HelioS001,2018/11/17,"Anyone having a bad father? It seems like I am ill-fated into having a horrible dad. He is so horrible he even confessed that he loves every brother but me, can you believe that? My mother is a half branch - she loves me and wants what's best for me but also tends to side with the father on occasions. I don't know if it's an Autism thing. One therapist told me that the structure of one's family is one of a concerned mother and an indifferent father. I have my personal doubts about this therapist, even though he's considered one of the most professionals on the market. Anyhoo, I was wondering if there's anyone who can help with this mess. It seems my father is ill-fated into behaviors which are terrible and against me. Talking things out with my father doesn't really prove useful. Moreover, I am disabled, so moving out is not an option",4.7315650406504055,6.16317382317073,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,69.91463414634146,8.881300813008131,26.47154471544715,9.2995712137729,2.330005691056911,673,21,120,14,12,224,97,164,0.131,0.762,0.106,-0.3459,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,1,11,0,16,2,0,1,1,26,26,11,0,3,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,5,2,0,16,4,16,24,2,8,1,0,0,2,23,7,0,8,1,94,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294369379792996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634827430918303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351437857375376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235734709121065,0.16985887476944653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138099672632195,0.0,0.13637145440361165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258431994698318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848929637373282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895234235669915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907512611412207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921644188066197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202831420734954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43871381095306416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132723857472898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103689701580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946969620119637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009447888649875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758567693928857,0.21506112035643066,0.0,0.15902362364772404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466124423522096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979242993166305,0.0,0.0,0.0954674179155229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552694916166275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,brn-half-grasshopper,2018/11/17,"Mustering up courage to move to new city. Can I do it? Looking for independence success stories Hey all. I'm 23 M , from Australia. I currently live at home with my parents, but am planning to move to a new city next year when I finish my degree. I really dearly want this (my relationship with my family and brothers have been strained for a while now and I want to get some space from them/closer to my friends and extended family) but I'm worried about my ability to cope on my own. I have a full time job, am responsible for my own phone bills and car expenses, work to a budget, put 10% of my income into a savings account every month, and can do most indoor house chores (washing/laundry, vacuuming, mopping, etc.) However I'm not great with mechanical things and have limited experience with cooking/paying for food/rent. I depend on my dad on looking after my car beyond coolant and oil checks. I love to cook but I don't know a whole lot of recipes, so I don't know whether I would be able to keep myself healthy/not get food poisoning. Also, while I do budget, I don't know how I would cope with adding in rent/food to my current expenses. Cost of living is really high in Australia at the moment. Also, while I do have some friends and family in the city I plan to move to, I'm worried that my support network down there will not be able to help me if I have issues (like a relapse into anxiety/depression/non-functioning. Also I've been having lots of physical/mental fatigue lately and it's making me doubt my ability to function.) &#x200B; Do you think I could make it? Have you had similar issues and are now living independently? How have you done it? &#x200B;",4.749154367770245,5.925236623853213,5.904629703496878,78.05205424810532,69.61162079510703,8.989708815317114,31.03696316979125,9.318704503766252,2.8113527190533167,1324,55,247,27,23,442,176,327,0.081,0.7879999999999999,0.131,0.9472,8,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,3,0,5,12,14,1,2,9,0,32,5,0,7,1,50,51,25,0,6,7,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,4,0,7,17,2,2,4,1,8,6,5,4,0,0,4,3,38,10,45,41,11,40,0,1,2,1,13,16,0,8,19,172,45,3,0.1831759069273156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972855988521287,0.0,0.19847101862566088,0.22257877651882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312552826112925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372627505157248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214477829409822,0.0,0.0,0.07716680094917394,0.0,0.0,0.08959059283784704,0.2590229142192551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322455506293749,0.0,0.1415212513045606,0.0,0.0957018510627719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009760420275621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138947461548861,0.09676770136193416,0.091870184949321,0.0,0.0,0.10568020146304297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118805623742605,0.0908869115596236,0.0814075812507639,0.0,0.0,0.15100303197515186,0.0,0.10331520079746026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474524777611875,0.0,0.24262152263250794,0.0,0.1538216277879207,0.0,0.0,0.15572960563718366,0.08266170383339558,0.0,0.12227134025821128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310463065464677,0.292030500183085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769124323517251,0.09740482755127812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169758361785204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920711899934653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734717646480253,0.0,0.0,0.09833118618522553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393292422420616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060846966614193074,0.058685862420038086,0.0,0.0,0.053405672195470176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804189582983068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225467924779316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667712092880397,0.18602402505480492,0.0,0.13012290870764567,0.0,0.22257877651882174,0.05897963920158807 autism,zerodecoole,2018/11/17,"Psychology students with ASD? I am interested in studying psychology, I find human behaviour quite interesting and would like to learn more about the different types of psychology. Right now I'm still studying at a theatre school because I wanted to become an actor but the school gave a lot of self awareness of my behaviour and teachers often found it difficult to coach me in subjects such as emotions or improvisation due to my Aspergers. Most of the time I would come to this subreddit for help. During the years I have studied here I noticed that autism still isn't easiest subjects for teachers and students here and I would like to make it easier for people in the spectrum to become actors if they also share that dream but also want to help society to understand autism. That's my motivation lol I was wondering if anyone else here studied or is studying something in the area if psychology and what your experiences are. 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I’ve always been taught in my graduate school classes that we should be saying person first language (person with autism as opposed to autistic person). I understood why and it made sense to me. However, this is coming from professors who don’t even have autism and myself who does not either. I’m curious, which way do you prefer? I’ve read a few books where people have said they’re just fine with autistic and don’t like person first language. But that was about 2 people, so I wanted to get more opinions.",4.718333333333334,6.88628527777778,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,71.22222222222223,6.651851851851853,24.962962962962962,7.3871296695380915,1.2863074074074072,462,14,80,5,9,141,76,108,0.019,0.938,0.042,0.3265,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,1,0,19,20,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,5,10,7,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,2,7,2,10,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,4,55,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347208765182393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946987189943374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168725550443434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693906448029754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131579673533331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459053025909152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910033492400646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532017764875547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449399259146566,0.7068614654507368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137462067729954,0.0,0.16195235597113208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401209938353272,0.12875617051151567,0.0,0.16386008759958678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095497852517485,0.1285154637985435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609727518885893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SerionYT,2018/11/17,"Emotional boundary? Hello. I dont have autism but my friend does. I know he is sensitive and i could tell not too far into the friendship. The last few days, i have been more blunt than usual. I have no clue why or where it came from. But i notice every time i send a blunt and honest message i hold my breath for a second. Sometimes he doesnt seem to care, but a couple times he got really sad. I really hate to see him like that because i know he didnt nothing to deserve it. Anyways, idk that much about autism but has anyone else experienced this sort of emotional boundary? Can anyone tell me about the limit of that boundary? How far is too far? Any help is appreciated! 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Since then I’ve written two more posts, one back in September and one I just published right now. I’d appreciate if you guys could go check it out! The link is: [beatlaments.wordpress.com](beatlaments.wordpress.com) ",10.0836301369863,10.52740390410959,8.823390410958904,64.30851027397262,57.9041095890411,11.135616438356163,34.688356164383556,10.686352973137794,3.65544109589041,347,12,56,7,4,107,63,73,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.9133,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,5,3,8,3,3,15,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,2,7,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889576888296344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988019329591774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971600177066816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415528925437023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078380065467995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403406402491279,0.20712000271345285,0.19749899525350667,0.0,0.0,0.2445075901654739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971036738748886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33466335990515017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561686606030112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729969717150767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819490087655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088382921832324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042697878851487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747840921989417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412226891637316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,boo_ella,2018/11/17,What exactly does it mean to have autisim? I recently (about 4 years ago) was diagnosed mild autisim and all I really know is that I struggle to communicate with people at times. What does it mean to be autistic?,5.018666666666668,6.675524200000003,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,69.5,10.333333333333336,33.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.7510833333333338,168,8,32,5,3,54,31,40,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,7,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400079480280094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748105992595115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738790046606674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487998528544525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898630824464339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877074077389648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734525694198121,0.0,0.267337872698578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830518860291049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787940269146564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743573262035392 autism,Bobbr23,2018/11/17,What activities did you enjoy doing with your parents when you were a kid? As my 4 year old gets bigger I want to be able to have fun and connect with him in ways that he’ll really enjoy. What were some of the things you liked doing with your parents growing up?,5.625,5.094887055555559,6.289259259259263,82.0316666666667,67.33333333333333,8.681481481481484,27.25925925925927,7.793537801064563,1.4483037037037034,207,5,43,2,3,68,43,54,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.9308,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,4,9,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,33,12,0,0.3196188035772836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669876330894976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561496028584917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33538616868450793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7097977140746229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204755989878817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123405309875412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851945138753654,0.2536985292489201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582403038966832 autism,Thatrandomberryguy,2019/04/16,"My personal experience with many autistic guys, please for the love of god stop worshipping women. Have some respect for yourselves. You are just as valuable if not more valuable! I am going to anger quite a lot of people by writing this post. So be it, can't do anything about it. This post is only aimed towards a group of autistic guys on here that seriously grinds my gears. **Stop worshipping women like they are some holy creature that can't do any wrong, including autistic women.** Many males on here are some serious white knights. You think women are perfect beings and that sex is the ultimate goal of life. I can understand that being alone and all those raging hormones make you crave the magick cave. But for the love of god please contain it and try to act rationally! There is a nice cute looking autistic girl on here, and you flock to her like a pack of wolves onto a lone sheep. She is not special guys, just an ordinary human but with boobs and other genitals... Relationships really aren't that special, even for normal people not on the spectrum. Dating in todays world infested with feminism and fat acceptance is often absolutely not worth it! Many females have enormous egos that are big enough to fill the void of space. Look at Japans herbivore men, the declining birth rate, marriage companies dying, marriage rates plummeting, infidelity of female partners rising. Slowly men are realizing the game is not worth the effort. Groups like MGTOW are growing in numbers extremely quickly. Many of these guys are normal everyday people, and it doesn't matter if you have autism or not. Females expect to be treated special and you have to pander to there whims and every single need. Very often females will discard you just for being autistic, for not looking hot enough, for not being rich enough, no friends or social status. See the many studies performed on this topic by datingsites. I have seen how my best friend, who is autistic aswell, got destroyed and used by women. They used him as an emotional tampon and threw him away after they had used him. She did horrible stuff to him, gossiping behind his back, telling lies about him, putting his friends against him, berating and destroying his image. I told him many times that he should stop clinging to girls and try to distance himself from loving her to much. Yet every time it ends the same, they end up using him and trying to hurt him. He eventually learned that women in todays society can be toxic as hell. Just because a girl is autistic, does not mean she is any different. Keep that in mind! In my life I have met many autistic girls that would make a hooker blush. Some of these girls would have a new partner every day and cheat around like it's natural. Most where very rude and had no perception of decency or loyalty. They blame everyone else for not trusting or liking them and completely forget about any self-improvement or respect. Autism is not an excuse to justify being a massive slut and cheating... Yes, you have problems, but: that does not mean you should treat your fellow humans like trash. Sex is really not that great guys. If you really want it that bad, go pay yourself a hooker. After that experience you will understand that it was not like you imagined it to be. Without connection or true love sex will feel just like masturbation on yourself but worse. Stop putting effort into females and dating, just be yourself. Focus on your hobbies and what makes you happy. If a girl really likes you, she will take you for whom you are. Don't try to act like someone you are not just for 15 minutes of pleasure. Improve yourself, invest times in hobbies and loved ones, treat the ones you care about with respect. But DO NOT give respect to someone just because she has this magick cave in her pants. Respect is to be earned not to be given. And if you treat people well and are a good person, you have earned respect, don't forget that. You are to be treated with respect and decency by these women. Take care of yourselves guys. Have fun and enjoy life. Do what makes you happy. Treat these women like you would treat your male friends. They are no different, ordinary humans like the rest of us. That's all.",5.515017271157169,7.5059605880829,5.247948186528498,80.3543488773748,68.76683937823834,7.840967184801383,29.706044905008635,8.447377352677275,2.345127910189983,3362,130,571,52,60,1035,338,772,0.132,0.654,0.214,0.998,2,1,0,0,0,0,98.0,1,26,7,9,28,77,8,0,28,1,75,14,2,9,4,129,114,46,1,16,42,0,2,12,7,9,4,0,0,31,42,32,1,6,11,1,5,10,27,17,1,2,10,8,64,60,86,82,17,60,3,2,6,10,114,26,2,19,34,398,106,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572405357237548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976438713555653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427558002826463,0.047896396392086885,0.0,0.0,0.05055002678121998,0.04137146190800799,0.04492355731049714,0.06559605639676218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056463305758070764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971222040108412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564117981508913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03469871544720122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583939207934417,0.11242611717059074,0.0,0.0,0.09416736388894656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494580246152668,0.060521537024061926,0.09530761259803147,0.16677975685244872,0.0,0.03553661111935552,0.0,0.13599495116958651,0.05141141511757934,0.0,0.10526001811117572,0.0,0.0,0.027204594867954592,0.03843713034584127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627336647270569,0.0,0.0,0.05161308446838756,0.061155377519168275,0.04512770475903212,0.043031461139638336,0.059318393125566964,0.0,0.31964270555544705,0.0,0.11454935202872675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057597608485883765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782289750192673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140087106281606,0.3154272413284205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355438122517409,0.0,0.0,0.045741691707199696,0.24279816013585376,0.0,0.14365663941248166,0.3818371280472845,0.0,0.11721526166613774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432605487159693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039551659482501465,0.03989450888162283,0.0,0.0519636192918685,0.0,0.0,0.10543173636699664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291709685983112,0.04091987891274155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920189833574268,0.09395803539167336,0.0,0.1181198624450986,0.0,0.0,0.1030574904008913,0.0,0.0,0.05148254816129582,0.0,0.10817447255618087,0.0,0.05722649497242705,0.0,0.0,0.1378712376905093,0.0,0.0,0.05776467210951298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287431109588628,0.0,0.05612863740526758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054845748777887636,0.09117482278844706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799280687685166,0.0,0.0,0.0615919735952752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090685995857222,0.0,0.04702650715428839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03447501989624977,0.0,0.0,0.09411951374251776,0.0,0.1019985863438748,0.05141141511757934,0.0,0.1461157957810556,0.0,0.0,0.1120223881765469,0.06471881611923662,0.18587530912609004,0.0,0.08878681166582895,0.03173461507392073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837568117129735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051864517998565576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054830219264739466,0.11466108739816995,0.05882552676017954,0.0,0.0 autism,OFFascist,2019/04/16,"Texas bill to criminalize sexual abuse of ""disabled individuals."" This bill is likely well meaning but the way I read it it would treat disabled people like children. https://capitol.texas.gov/BillLookup/history.aspx?LegSess=86R&Bill=HB3177 > (2) ""Disabled individual"" has the meaning assigned by Section 22.04(c). https://statutes.capitol.texas.gov/Docs/PE/htm/PE.22.htm#22.04 >(3) ""Disabled individual"" means a person: >(A) with one or more of the following: >(i) autism spectrum disorder >(ii) developmental disability >(iii) intellectual disability >(iv) severe emotional >(v) traumatic brain injury >(vi) mental illness, The bill is currently pending in the Criminal Jurisprudence Committee. https://house.texas.gov/committees/committee/?committee=C220 Anyone have thoughts on this? I could understand a bill to protect people who are truly incapable of making thier own decisions but this seems to just assume all of these groups are incapable.",13.926075268817208,19.597811500000006,11.04367741935484,30.608849462365608,58.99999999999999,11.048602150537636,40.5247311827957,10.355215969177356,6.511138279569892,822,40,73,24,15,246,96,124,0.217,0.642,0.141,-0.9305,1,0,0,0,1,0,91.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,1,1,17,16,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,8,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,11,13,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,45,9,2,0.0,0.21443150099989186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609156698326732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265453030556519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203334059695646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449766542741035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741856114262427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035779461991595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683520369334665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080543987935645,0.0,0.0,0.5914202630966456,0.0,0.0,0.18238509874485595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263661459579135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093724916578225,0.1580246042523676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102880274961264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475723740859513,0.0,0.2044556906934238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367776702544344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884063825431233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365336278533972,0.0,0.0,0.1627225993107651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856287656299584,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,enjoylifewhileyoucan,2019/04/16,"What would this mean? I have been diagnosed years ago with aspergers, but parents forcefully removed that diagnosis because I wasn't really autistic by ""their standards"". I dont know how to go forwards at this point. I did a internet test but dont really know what it could indicate, if anything [results](https://i.imgur.com/CbMrlLg.png)",8.867678571428574,11.170081839285716,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,60.96428571428571,12.742857142857144,40.785714285714285,12.161744961471696,6.117942857142857,277,15,39,10,4,88,46,56,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,12,4,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887952072505493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319397161375596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052002947165505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714538294641512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250618418057836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787763764112469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140330223067949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714013493664832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896806926621397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741752373462703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334190399294855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636631682470095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540475451789966,0.0,0.0,0.15900826746737154 autism,loudscaresme,2019/04/16,How boy scout's helped me and could help you younger people put there Hi my name is loud scare me when i was born i was nonverbal and could walk for the frist 10 years of my life and i want to tell you guys/gals that read this something i could not hold a proper convocation before scouts it helped me with that making friends every where and generally put me on a better path then being what i was you may take it with a grain of salt but i will never forget what i learned from scouts and also made eagle scout as well,4.339285714285714,4.820930759259261,4.4123280423280455,90.90833333333336,70.1111111111111,7.282539682539682,21.91005291005291,6.868970318607317,0.2669719576719576,414,7,93,3,7,128,77,108,0.02,0.866,0.113,0.7614,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,3,1,23,14,11,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,4,2,16,3,9,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,5,61,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577874629187422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678949231047078,0.0,0.0,0.1745032531396154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726041269487053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624084392606747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524399868917663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967550012204815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936476396181688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669798675388835,0.13170489473759886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217640824220813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367888069449825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39669889479731796,0.0,0.0,0.1973618028660108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754013754709185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189765240956313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835136778881894,0.0,0.17245624566919548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637761136394233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740395494652747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706014600482066 autism,Magea,2019/04/16,"[School Project] Autism and South-America/Asia // Help ! Dear Reddit community, I, and 8 other colleagues, are working on a school project where we want to draw the most accurate and up-to-date map of autism awareness, autism diagnostic techniques, autism structures and patient pathways for South-America and Asia. We are looking for any kind of quantitative as much as qualitative data, and as you can guess, for instance, to perform interviews. We are as much interested as interviewing doctors and nurses as people who simply have somebody in their family going through this disease. If you would have any suggestion of places to contact, people to connect with, it would be very useful to us. Additionally, we are totally open to share with you the output of our work and progress, as for us it is important to give back. For instance, we have done so far a couple of interviews of key players as well as a pretty detailed scientific literature analysis of autism in South America. &#x200B; Have a great day, and thank you for your attention!",11.683461538461534,10.03643006593407,10.46381868131868,60.56243131868132,56.03296703296704,13.715384615384615,46.37637362637364,12.38480682065935,5.8901186813186825,840,43,130,21,8,265,110,182,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,8,5,1,4,4,7,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,1,1,27,21,20,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,18,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,15,7,35,17,4,12,0,0,1,0,23,9,0,3,2,93,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969604476654973,0.19030858150358868,0.21301185798668928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042993449824868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329535603679366,0.0,0.10100595521066076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603056386069719,0.0,0.16027506965087138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764595305076547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502427058439854,0.08900988470295662,0.0,0.0,0.17267241400697605,0.17253289994932255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497805780090863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309403344107354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152006784625642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026518963076364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715905137147007,0.0,0.16363296463698246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593372874271579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170125023837721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441932430841682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37678546643454336,0.13526807049187115,0.0,0.12922663860658054,0.09237763033797096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408188119559736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280402202072649,0.0,0.0,0.22251453228901144,0.0,0.19030858150358868,0.0 autism,acceptablelocal0,2019/04/16,"Re-Diagnosis? I was recently diagnosed with learning disabilities (unspecified). However, I was somewhat disappointed that I didn't see ASD on the new report. I know it sounds shocking, but learning about ASD from my psychology classes, it made me realize that I have some symptoms. It sounds cliche, but I do have poor communication skills, over-sensitivity, etc. I was also diagnosed as a selective mute when I was smaller, if that helps. I was wondering if I can be diagnosed again? I've seen many posts about how people struggle to find the right diagnoses and finally got the right fit on Reddit and other social media channels. Please be friendly. I do need help because I feel like I'm ostracised from groups at work, school, etc., because of what I am. The problem is I don't know what I am or what I have. The new diagnoses report is only good for school, but I feel like it affects my social capabilities/social life and the way I function every day.",6.221949152542372,7.506535559322035,7.095833333333335,70.46036016949155,66.28813559322033,10.193785310734462,34.52401129943503,10.317481424215053,3.8313129943502813,762,35,130,19,12,254,108,177,0.08,0.764,0.156,0.9409,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,7,0,19,7,0,3,0,26,30,13,0,4,6,0,2,2,1,0,7,2,0,0,11,4,0,0,9,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,9,6,21,4,12,19,4,15,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,6,9,87,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355235334481338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426251645416388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544523667866193,0.0,0.0,0.5936833330110934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26093697777719393,0.0,0.0,0.09856437186850872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118301618495534,0.16714730553084364,0.0,0.1281506522269517,0.10692158902473883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903818291629511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812093394323552,0.09356308233509897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682430605873565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858309371214555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262951568393427,0.1143053019408897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069343344825662,0.0,0.11860378331815798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674242334223897,0.0,0.2259684547758162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897188007237848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110222804914895,0.0,0.0,0.12841370154151133,0.0,0.0,0.11203868291082973,0.0,0.0,0.11193823692867758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550794600459274,0.0,0.0,0.1998080147290734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678884301976505,0.09322139181162764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850165310369856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229745691442355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159154634413942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285674269065368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686455215848133,0.08516601001351362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UnRenardRouge,2019/04/16,"Democratic presidential candidate Amdrew Yang's plan to provide support for those on the autism spectrum. We need more people like this in office CNN (@CNN) Tweeted: Presidential candidate @AndrewYang, who has a son on the autism spectrum, says he wants to destigmatize autism and create a federal program to help schools provide more support for autistic students https://t.co/gBRJxiOX6P #YangTownHall https://t.co/jCiiwmoO6n https://twitter.com/CNN/status/1117580721248301056?s=17",17.846612903225807,21.647406403225823,12.151774193548384,35.547661290322594,41.41935483870968,13.296774193548384,52.596774193548384,12.602617957971056,8.115148387096777,415,23,35,11,4,114,48,62,0.0,0.8059999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.8996,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,8,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,20,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500795957920747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400265625388458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248912125622708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272727690351616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669565684298761,0.0,0.3397392646459011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7618809367327205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800044455508328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JenYen,2019/04/26,"The only Autism awareness group in my town is a support group for parents of autistic children that gets its funding from You-Know-Who Background: I am a 27 year old man living on the spectrum, a bachelor of social work and a case manager for a local poverty reduction agency. My career goal is to someday be a clinical advocate for neurodiversity and to fight back against the ableist stigma that I faced growing up on the spectrum. I am currently applying for my Masters degree in social work and I feel that whether or not I am accepted then I should probably add volunteer hours in an autism advocacy setting to add weight to my claims of being devoted to this field. Well...here's the problem. I practice in a suburban town in Northern Alberta. For one this means that I don't know anybody else on the spectrum due to lack of anything to do here, and two that there is only one group working in the field of autism awareness at all. But the group has several red flags going for it. 1. They just offered their first community award for autism activism to a neurotypical parent of an autistic child 2. They proudly state that their board is staffed by people ""affected by autism in their family"". Can I get a Yikes from the pulpit. 3. Their linked publications are not about neurodiversity, social equity, and autism acceptance, but pediatric studies about behaviour in children with autism. 4. And the big one. They just received a massive cheque from You-Know-Who. So of course I want nothing to do with this gross agency, but what choice do I have? I can't just start up my own non-profit celebrating autism and running counter-culture to the well-funded, well-connected group supplying all of the community resources to autism because it would just be me. And if I don't do anything then I'm just another silent voice. So what do?",6.637917888563049,7.654740460410558,6.718929618768332,74.49839442815251,65.21700879765396,9.836363636363636,36.02785923753665,9.910423181423305,3.6928463343108495,1471,70,255,31,22,470,183,341,0.047,0.895,0.057999999999999996,0.5805,3,0,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,0,7,8,12,9,1,0,24,0,24,4,1,1,2,39,34,18,0,6,13,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,14,12,1,0,6,0,2,4,5,3,0,5,0,4,26,6,50,29,4,34,0,0,1,0,25,18,0,2,10,175,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705924807477293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512389978365265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050676038258494,0.0,0.07967868209457414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919017095040737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322033127857818,0.0,0.06609013971463172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118057451862674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657958208993792,0.0,0.07428464684294643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872153307901482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155019027578924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541799104609216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237986372896516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541832104076886,0.0,0.1371565723466634,0.0,0.2657143660349923,0.1988193926485945,0.0,0.0,0.2902726188853393,0.0,0.0,0.0906168089853906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092585913498834,0.12507037202208912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476633886051895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997225340511073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925161417228468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832644508220152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276832016957041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709525373215641,0.0,0.0,0.15916772731412507,0.3525678889452144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547201157404245,0.0,0.0,0.0928515608332406,0.0,0.0,0.0841719818844944 autism,squareswede,2019/04/26,"Seeking advice about diagnosis in the UK - any input welcome :) Hello all :) lurker until now. I'm in the UK and seeking diagnosis currently at age 18, female. I self referred myself to an NHS specialist in my area (East of England) and have been put on a waiting list after a few questionnaires. This is great, but... The waiting list is 3 YEARS LONG!!!! My mother and I have had suspicions about me being on the spectrum for nearly a decade now and to be honest I don't know if I can take another 3 years of not knowing. To all you UK folk - are there any nation-wide specialist NHS branches/services I should approach other than Austim Service? This and - I am considering going private but money is my worry - has anyone got a diagnosis privately in the UK that wouldn't mind telling me roughly how much it cost? Many thanks in advance, all knowledge/advice/tales of experience welcome!! :)",4.330493506493504,6.491040703030308,5.597943722943723,75.91977272727273,72.27272727272728,7.6233766233766245,30.573593073593074,8.418075326091056,2.6605411255411258,696,31,115,12,14,232,111,165,0.033,0.8240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9551,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,10,0,16,0,0,1,3,21,25,10,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,3,1,13,5,21,18,5,24,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,9,83,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237521082008618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114222441590616,0.24010066882421854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010492175032673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239818755143428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013199503788292,0.0,0.18313254253858874,0.2524461839010638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516777802878049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263602119393825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321451137742399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311998777462393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832326327815347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018351773716564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887127708486586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216100244593502,0.0,0.20013458975811915,0.21080978203875755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23253563071021865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949052972434469 autism,UpstateAndQueer,2019/04/26,"A New Form of Discrimination While something like a store introducing a quiet hour sounds good in a short term, it will only lead to more discrimination in a long term. Such a policy would force the autistic community to come in only during that time of day, and everyone else would be deterred from entering at that time. This will guarantee that people of different neurotypes remain segregated. As you've already heard, separate but equal does not exist. The only way to do the community real justice is to normalize wearing sunglasses and ear defenders indoors through silent protest. Yeah it could result in ""persecution"" but it's the only way. Anything else is toxic.",7.902756410256408,9.665693923076926,8.166741452991456,62.55985576923082,62.760683760683754,11.320085470085473,36.84722222222222,11.20814326018867,4.862778632478633,547,26,80,16,8,179,83,117,0.021,0.86,0.11900000000000001,0.8608,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,10,1,9,2,2,2,0,13,11,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,15,4,5,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,10,51,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704981149330986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694295528671178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381707269139575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256882210237568,0.0,0.0,0.11515900614310408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656137195617264,0.0,0.0,0.15626255751553772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983346141242344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062555178331645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977100917402245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758495685387719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723734955240216,0.0,0.0,0.1580235186877302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245822146804804,0.0,0.0,0.17495480480307546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432238659391145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379379254797795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324492176535955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746728910704978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082442058074289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834715794580043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369348111561285,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WhichDisabilityAgain,2019/04/26,"How do I ""talk to people""? How do I talk to people? -People say I'm too quiet when I talk, but I feel like I talk at an average volume. -People get annoyed at me because I repeat myself, but I only repeat myself because they didn't respond to the first time I said it. Lately people have told me (because I asked) that they don't know how to respond to what I say. Is it too much to ask for an ""ok"" or ""that's cool"" or ""alright"" when I say something, just so I know they acknowledge what I said? -People get distracted when I talk. I move around a lot when I talk, I flail my hands when I'm trying to emphasize something, I usually step from side to side, I'm very animated, etc. Some people don't even respond to what I'm saying and just comment on my excessive movement. -People sometimes don't understand me when I talk. They just kinda stare at me with a blank expression until I rephrase what I'm saying about five times. -People misunderstand my intentions and then try to argue with me. I talk about the stuff I talk about because I can. I talk about how I'm feeling in that moment just to let the people around me know. I don't care if they listen, but then they start arguing with me about what I'm saying. Or, I try to add something to a conversation, and people assume I'm trying to override what they're saying. I know that I communicate the way I do because that's just how I communicate. I know I don't need to change myself because I can't communicate as well as I'd like to, but maybe I can slightly change the way I communicate? How do I communicate with people in a way they understand? How can I ask people to try to communicate in a way I understand? Am I just overreacting, and should just leave it be?",3.691965811965812,4.689899700854703,5.349987464387464,81.71260512820514,71.93447293447294,8.123122507122508,27.71521367521368,8.488131031819089,1.9063341538461545,1349,48,274,22,25,460,128,351,0.079,0.885,0.036000000000000004,-0.927,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,7,1,32,11,3,1,12,3,20,1,1,8,0,51,50,31,0,3,15,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,0,0,15,11,0,0,12,0,0,3,7,4,1,2,4,16,59,7,41,43,4,36,0,0,1,0,39,11,0,8,20,192,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710551602223467,0.16871688639466512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200280187642538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061334384552700086,0.0,0.12727691010670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709130003712925,0.039733334429402765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083468467346963,0.042976392695645266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116977526345315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285942082398223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530441552270206,0.0,0.06786006343996498,0.06369790290594926,0.0,0.06151492298393616,0.0,0.058779643833378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114359182603356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060436101353386965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393769782783021,0.04422254300439298,0.04460588146591527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575234335625957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421715351116412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144467511609429,0.3348765397707467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893610363985462,0.05949711560949485,0.0,0.04257965207228473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886572489449007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835216527256202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015641987365075,0.0,0.0,0.057482885565388685,0.0,0.2042143157548041,0.0,0.0,0.18787763687073128,0.0,0.0,0.06625477555556604,0.0496360790986808,0.0,0.1910002832836873,0.0,0.0,0.05408864429344547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mitsukaikira,2019/04/26,"I just want to share a poem I have written. I say, I do not write these words, I just write them down. I use metaphors in my poetry that I do not normally understand. It is like reading a new poem even to me, and I have written them. I hope you enjoy this. ""Procession"" a western sun an eastern moon in between you will find something unexpected a mountain range under a sunset an ocean beneath a sunrise in between the span of a day completely normal if you go down, a no mans land but drag yourself up, brooding in contempt in between a southerly wind... a hawk... a handsaw... a bi-polar mirror a unidirectional heart in between there should be something nothing... ...nothing... a left hand stretched, to the extent of the arm a right hand, mirrored across in between there exists a western sun an eastern moon",3.064117647058822,5.509633450980395,4.198457516339872,83.1290588235294,77.23529411764707,5.910065359477124,31.768627450980397,7.0316486544052195,2.140832156862745,630,33,111,7,15,205,94,153,0.064,0.809,0.128,0.7311,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,2,0,5,5,1,0,22,0,8,4,4,1,0,18,15,3,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,16,4,23,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,10,18,0,2,3,84,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209924192755265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661252874920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399114130198737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360836147637864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038760890469832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251019024212778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039452916440826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301534144586077,0.0,0.0,0.10348921307051456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045862892309452,0.0,0.0,0.4150959460569076,0.4065123124260678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188686356979827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090126930583428,0.0,0.16845535201603465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261534571056615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205220211769832,0.0,0.18295270937619387,0.0,0.0,0.1249425507041583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VasonJoorhees081,2019/04/26,Best day of my life I had a fundraiser and all proceeds went to chop center for autism at my school. And the lunch lady gave me 100$ And ended up earning over 190$,4.447500000000002,3.62492430555556,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,69.83333333333333,7.2,26.333333333333336,3.1291,0.4904333333333337,129,3,30,0,2,42,32,36,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,6,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,18,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848849682442079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979791089423781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092324040150814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263541946419893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676115521450944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283179118934806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ztargurl,2019/04/26,"Stimming So I’ve been working with special needs kids the last 5 years and this is the first time I’ve ever heard of the term stimming.. One of my students who is about 11 has been doing an inappropriate form of it this whole week and it’s making me feel really uncomfortable. I’m told to just tell her “no stimming” or “stop stimming” but she continues to do so. I understand why it’s being done but how do you teach that her way of doing it isn’t appropriate to do in public?",2.814081632653064,4.403334642857146,4.479336734693877,84.76655612244899,75.0204081632653,7.348979591836735,24.494897959183675,8.07648339933343,1.3100367346938775,377,12,79,6,8,127,69,98,0.055,0.925,0.02,-0.3174,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,2,1,14,20,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,7,1,10,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,9,57,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790092839096011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466219409288235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785690551357388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191069080106566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224109950901064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819918644443043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216193507379426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475050595167405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746626101178276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794243854628446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383027126435413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898080178445154,0.0,0.0,0.26052285029731576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383182799112616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641197079458274,0.21869842375444426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460186371104843,0.30439708414352545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848794538418352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557367867043638 autism,mermaidlibrarian,2019/04/26,"Please Help! Behavior is out of control. I have an almost 8 yo son with ASD. He has also been diagnosed with ADHD, SPD, ODD, and OCD (all the other diagnoses were made before the final diagnosis of ASD, I realize they all fall under that umbrella. We (his dad and I) are in the process of making some diet changes. That isn’t something we can do over night. We are reading and researching right now. We are also in the process of finding him a therapist. I am looking for any ideas, suggestions, books, strategies, etc. for helping his behavior. He didn’t want to go to school this morning and basically punched and kicked his dad all morning. We don’t spank or hit in our house. If he doesn’t want to do something, there is no reward or punishment that will encourage him to make a better or right decision. Instead of saying “No, I don’t want to take goldfish today, can I take X instead?” (Which would be fine), he screams and kicks and throws a huge fit. His dad got out a snack to help him finish packing his lunch, we don’t care what snack he takes, but if he won’t pick one then we need to get one for him. This type of thing happens frequently. Even after being told he can make his own choice, he won’t make it and then melts down when we make it for him. On top of this, he really struggles expressing his emotions. Sometimes I know what’s wrong and sometimes I don’t. When I do know, it’s easier to help him. I know he doesn’t want to shower when I ask because he’d rather play on his tablet. If I tell him he can have 5 more minutes before he showers, he’s often good with a compromise like that. But even getting him to tell me, “I don’t want to take a shower because I want to play” is so hard. I will ask him prompting questions like “Are you upset? Why?” And he still can’t answer. It’s much more difficult when I don’t know the answer. Please help! Anything you can offer as far was web resources, reading, behavior/reward/incentive strategies would all be helpful. I don’t know what to do anymore and I’m hoping you guys can offer some tips. Thank you!",2.5877056623931622,4.409046675480767,3.723397435897436,88.94938034188036,76.23557692307692,6.737606837606838,25.257478632478627,7.594959193182576,1.2321129273504274,1611,57,334,22,36,522,201,416,0.061,0.773,0.16699999999999998,0.9894,3,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,9,4,1,4,16,18,1,2,12,0,46,6,0,8,4,71,82,29,0,14,9,4,1,2,0,6,2,2,3,1,17,24,4,1,12,5,0,3,16,6,0,2,7,4,50,12,39,64,11,33,0,0,1,0,69,16,0,12,16,215,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030787578649801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588617014840118,0.0,0.0,0.13718032364694085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832647639065334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506069842963936,0.0,0.0,0.07058132352194905,0.0,0.1603665656699379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456907566989028,0.0,0.14596774334373494,0.0,0.0,0.07585651071487333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744813413507985,0.0,0.09073318651910964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619824131590622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410929571398442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647959850585748,0.0,0.0,0.0956561160225335,0.11330042631571292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395673823011548,0.07839213906889951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962247039661607,0.0,0.048745013425367065,0.0719397267605957,0.06859802804119322,0.0,0.0,0.08492569040630579,0.07584604349184396,0.0,0.07683298771044078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34493855512460464,0.0,0.0,0.08518886820703868,0.0,0.09896695436870544,0.0,0.09682378248965323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356844828096324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380568609010776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720251182693421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115755768352789,0.2862603871020862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305074878708067,0.0635972975695753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048924537489256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623981437305983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882991983455308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608192266061416,0.0,0.17158623056538924,0.0,0.05494639723292848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649405999847376,0.0,0.06820767079190722,0.0,0.08680372262179151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205972599664195,0.16965725781430094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849595670958489,0.0,0.0,0.08966532706495806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579531766375747,0.0,0.14993335438836375,0.07896540472376913,0.0,0.0995854701044757,0.056981713556695526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129984087077642,0.08195681955648261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035358721824128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739399836208334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185695892050573,0.0937759264352666,0.0,0.0 autism,Demidriel,2019/04/26,"Not diagnosed, but looking for support and coping strategies TL;DR I cannot do people, how do I cope when I have to? Female 26 y/o I do not have a diagnosis for being on the spectrum, I do however have diagnosed anxiety issues that I’m being medicated for. My doctor said that I have a lot of “autistic tendencies”, and if I had talked about myself the way I do now (when the medication have helped the anxiety) when I first came to him he would have suggested an evaluation for me. As of now he doesn’t think I need or would be helped by a diagnosis. Personally I can’t say if a diagnosis would help me, but I’m having problems nearly daily so I’m hoping to find some help here in how to cope with them. The main problem is that I have a hard time coping with other people, to the point that I have had to call in sick to work a lot lately because I simply cannot handle being in the office. I work in a tiny family-company run by my Father-in-law and a close family friend, in total we’re like 5 people in the office, but there’s a lot of customer contact most days. I’ve always for as long as I can remember been a loner and an introvert, always felt like I’ve been living in a glass bubble, never really being able to connect or touch other people. I do have friends, whom I love dearly but social events makes me exhausted, even though I enjoy some parts of them. I have a lovely understanding boyfriend, and friends that I can be open with so nowadays I can just say openly that I need a time out and go to a dark room and lie down for an hour. I had hoped that my problems would lessen when I got on medication for my anxiety, I started last summer, and I’m still in the process of finding the right meds/dose, but I’m much better. There are tons of thing I suddenly can do that have been impossible for years. The social anxiety dialed down, I can walk in public without feeling the need to keep track of everyone and so on. But it did nothing to help the social exhaustion, honestly it’s gotten worse. My own theory is that the anxiety pushed me to act “normal” and to take part of everything I was invited for, then I simply collapsed when I had a moment to myself. Now I can barely bring myself to join in anything, and when I do I get tired, unfocused and I feel awful. I just want to be alone. We went to a destination wedding over easter and we spent a total of three days with a group of friends and I managed it, but I still haven’t recovered. I’ve called in sick for work so I could stay at home and avoid having to talk to people. It’s not anxiety, I know the difference, I don’t know if it’s autism either, I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m falling apart, I feel like I’m having to put on a mask and pretend to be normal, I’m pushing myself into a shape I don’t fit and I can’t handle it anymore. I'm NOT looking for a diagnosis, but any help, tips or coping strategies I could work on would be deeply appreciated",3.8314105490808608,4.471540706075537,5.6456197685129546,81.04228042773042,71.33169129720855,8.63440265929753,26.34791141014859,8.841846274778883,1.8461835956586168,2306,70,476,41,41,797,256,609,0.111,0.738,0.151,0.9871,1,2,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,0,2,6,28,23,0,1,39,1,66,13,0,3,3,97,109,48,0,21,23,0,7,4,4,5,11,3,2,1,20,29,0,2,13,1,1,11,15,6,0,2,16,12,65,17,77,77,15,73,0,0,2,2,36,32,0,14,32,346,85,6,0.06738050477589705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978588205081868,0.0,0.0,0.1121319554264857,0.0,0.0,0.045821053823572405,0.0,0.3092754103500566,0.0,0.0668233550559509,0.0,0.0,0.05544841423948014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107453030815245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959258085564035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376060579365104,0.07706534709233773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759570052395913,0.0,0.0,0.08690970266074552,0.0,0.0,0.13677958799810505,0.0,0.07039828628141838,0.0,0.06896680179458559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450418792380464,0.0,0.0,0.06438495984146551,0.060557252972547326,0.0,0.06352034319135905,0.0,0.1362784310893379,0.0962732921503246,0.06469585125904617,0.0,0.12316912132880455,0.05731382294103121,0.0,0.0,0.20823204338115664,0.0,0.03520353271762994,0.0,0.0382938936484842,0.0,0.05389034499553858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060359697399278274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709823921872055,0.0,0.0675881401607753,0.13384808947277507,0.06635622443516648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703277409813076,0.0,0.059890888592001264,0.0,0.0,0.11109168981719818,0.05492410454852995,0.07600814427541867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167484445097052,0.0,0.05949822018519065,0.059629626385837825,0.11316530759597032,0.0,0.0,0.17185348683244422,0.12162707254158694,0.0,0.04497701015610566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036363093192608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953242391053009,0.14988537154815526,0.05196799915952965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320371768892222,0.06465341159473638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593304098007995,0.0,0.23356579007422776,0.058834057783087125,0.0,0.0,0.06369635631707718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342212940378295,0.0,0.06773601792007382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043165676735871884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632897686669128,0.05754258291779282,0.06409429002221384,0.1071673637064528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060578175759228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047692268085934734,0.07181865282967308,0.10762031630595537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646259832458085,0.0,0.0,0.05066175398419004,0.1083157948214167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476461335248996,0.043174706754858086,0.06620100383281008,0.0,0.07858022838898261,0.07744397816722037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014548177283891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974276748550538,0.05348350838676963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246240298364712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495240212504459,0.0,0.19621523989916714,0.0,0.06866649084420721,0.2393258867583549,0.0,0.0,0.04339083591905138 autism,rsbronn,2019/04/26,"Is how you stim a definite factor of autism? So, I've been researching this quite heavily over the past couple of days and haven't been able to find proper clarity. The thing that makes me thing that I have some form of autism is stimming. But it's incredibly confusing, because I only perform stimming typical to people who have autism when I'm very excited/and or happy. I only do this when I'm alone too and never let me see anyone do it; sometimes it is done subconsciously but the type of stimming that's highlighted in autism only occurs when I am very elevated and alone. Otherwise, in public places such as University, I tap my foot, moving my leg up and down and sometimes play with a pen. The other symptom that makes me think I could be on the spectrum is that I prefer my own company and sometimes when I'm placed with people I don't know, I get very anxious (particularly in large crowds) However, at the same time I am very capable of social interaction when asked upon and am often the first to understand a joke. My humour is also largely built upon sarcasm so I don't think how I socialise is really defining, it's just the stimming that has me unsure.",8.267653183820585,6.958318264317183,8.728666399679613,69.23798958750504,62.3920704845815,11.778774529435324,36.05486583900681,10.832165505486646,3.85993744493392,934,35,168,20,11,313,127,227,0.061,0.85,0.08900000000000001,0.8119,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,14,5,0,1,11,0,23,3,2,4,1,29,35,21,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,9,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,1,21,4,21,29,4,23,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,4,10,122,37,3,0.12770724826161925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645323894162332,0.0,0.10212744029545892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427284011262342,0.0,0.08929587732594606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938903791330725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784915320445956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196384610353457,0.1413056411707988,0.0,0.08236061017169471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068885398118976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672211129924512,0.10862772013205532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672176629440439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359467404811258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018456381151307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058931377829566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049115975533108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573259428579235,0.0,0.0,0.09849570276148643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913813510359008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219110188420603,0.17707225220491704,0.0,0.2668537866623291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358323783221398,0.0,0.0,0.08181253336737716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176614255133977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301814570497207,0.0,0.0,0.3789172019898721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327367291758469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696860422686177,0.16365929618673938,0.0,0.0,0.07446712345583599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294774927835298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214874176033419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,stumpyoftheshire,2019/04/26,"Adult Autism Resources question. My wife was recently diagnosed as having autism, at the age of 31. She also has cerebral palsy which her neurologist advised is a likely cause of it. Long story short, she was officially diagnosed at age 13, but her mother disregarded it as she didn't agree with it. She never told my wife. We only got the diagnoses after 5 years of me badgering her so we can see if there's any answers we can get as she's never been neurotypical and I thought something may have been missed. Are there any resources that anyone would know of to help the partner of someone diagnosed, as I want to be better able to assist her and come to terms with her diagnoses as she won't seek therapy as to her, that boat has already sailed so there's no need.",5.365771812080535,6.364269906040268,6.059926174496642,78.15445302013423,68.06040268456375,9.181476510067114,30.33624161073825,9.3871,2.6748706040268457,612,23,114,12,10,200,95,149,0.078,0.8640000000000001,0.057,-0.4994,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,17,5,0,1,2,22,27,13,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,1,20,2,21,15,1,13,0,1,1,0,24,3,0,3,10,81,26,1,0.14431171450322286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925156549241554,0.11540602594984092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627382904348847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009061061951453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763198411101398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482478832861028,0.0,0.12431176381205075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7323667624152269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539691458157143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541926121423615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672910027112447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793099442135915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705034142400121,0.0,0.0,0.12771132611053235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700530773704488,0.2226041815197703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975556181461152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616621475310059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249040817697292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499775235840648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227484738936645,0.11109820825704987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165033022425064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456738154062382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378960275504902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511878820159617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251490147772506,0.0,0.0,0.092932012694661 autism,Quietj,2019/04/26,"How to respond to ""are you ok"" I don't have a diagnosis of autism. I was told I had ADD and was in remedial classes when I was younger. I know I have sensory issues because start to shutdown when I am overwhelmed. I have language processing issues because I can't always understand what is being said to me. I have poor eye contact. I rock back and forth if I sit for more that 20 min. I am ask if I'm ok a lot and I don't know what to say. Since I don't have a diagnosis, I feel like I can't say ""I have ___, so sometimes I behave this way."" So what can I say and does it differ if I'm speaking to a perspective friend vs employer?",1.4369807564698078,2.5961872700729955,4.081871267418717,87.98049767750501,77.75912408759125,7.317584605175848,26.323158593231586,8.00094639256281,1.4389328467153282,484,19,113,8,11,172,76,137,0.027000000000000003,0.8759999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,2,21,1,1,1,0,15,31,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,6,7,22,4,9,24,2,8,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,4,6,77,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715890933201108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878076568192826,0.0,0.0,0.15447416887615412,0.0,0.2449247821112605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989022636565965,0.0,0.0,0.17580264995648773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157743981066192,0.1435178620799219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552092850212996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193597956445803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081086680495812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814607843576187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079188125308295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109506427089776,0.4792740721863741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618060663594786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868812379550616,0.0,0.14219296339733126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196168698833888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091364978541461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945936009370942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ontheroofonthefloor,2019/04/26,"Anyone else obsessed with personal space? I've been reading online that people w/autism sometimes have trouble understanding personal space and may sit or stand too close to other people. But for me, I am just obsessed with personal space and not having people get too close to me, or sit near me, especially if I don't know them. Does anybody else feel like this?",7.542462686567163,8.146169477611942,7.145485074626865,73.66658582089553,63.17910447761193,9.685074626865672,33.167910447761194,9.516144504307137,3.107540298507463,293,11,49,5,4,92,48,67,0.096,0.866,0.037000000000000005,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,10,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528544669656319,0.2239877816592699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913036700197659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652346888679447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053381181569832,0.1561722404985082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142126638692342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014019473110712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679989754111306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546618310225519,0.5726352397250454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866525648565105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620702122993915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757665817029166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Stranger413,2019/04/26,Looking for advice to find online diagnosis resources I'm about 70% sure that I'm on the spectrum and especially these past few weeks I've felt like more and more of the symptoms apply to me but I don't really have the means to look for a professional to get a diagnosis so I was wondering if someone here knows a reliable website for a possible diagnosis or at least something that I can use so that I don't need to walk into the doctor's office empty-handed. Thanks so much guys.,7.1099999999999985,6.193482474226805,8.398680412371132,69.4017319587629,64.4639175257732,11.471340206185568,34.8639175257732,10.793553405168565,3.708783092783504,388,15,73,9,5,135,68,97,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.7391,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,0,5,2,0,1,1,14,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,5,3,13,15,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,3,49,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885544509154115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292370802708861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504097134206387,0.0,0.2046994279729116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701216883227508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217599934490399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308499139389673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094177056990676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37614742203825935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439629174146869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164639622840698,0.16606678409008824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379938678958751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524862391237709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347734627916345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976433141950214,0.17241875710275562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110838210635616,0.23278479313684985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619635295827507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934333552012958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796507532697227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287986639323303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CanoliBridge,2019/01/29,"Last week Alright guys. Remember the ""rant"" post I posted last week or so? Well, i deleted it. I look at it and 1. I go ""why the heck did I post that"" and 2. I say to you all that... No one gets to know who I am. No one deserves to know who I am. I know I told you I played piano and violin, but that's it. That's all I'm gonna tell you. You guys dont get to see my party tricks after all. Yeah hehe Dont get this to 100 upvotes, or I'll delete this post....see you in, well, never. ",-2.3194505494505457,-0.7555101428571405,0.9396428571428572,103.67074175824177,92.39285714285714,4.160439560439561,13.079670329670328,5.369823440869387,-1.4587934065934065,352,5,101,2,13,125,63,112,0.048,0.815,0.13699999999999998,0.845,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,14,17,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,1,2,2,2,3,17,4,8,14,3,12,0,0,2,0,12,2,1,2,6,60,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447283651458975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305129955174518,0.0,0.08358290066835755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124355689388104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424764052541941,0.23976229823576484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350121341438106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342894905272165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993159951289647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634071332881903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660090379236095,0.0,0.0,0.11695544983998712,0.0,0.0,0.11719523060514205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285450940115511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053106618941108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359403225404704,0.0,0.2644660154595459,0.0,0.13270721296095994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,IndieAndyO,2019/01/29,"How To Tell Your Child They Are Autistic Link >>> https://youtu.be/uXy9yjGb4mM I posted a video which is more aimed at parents after a viewer asked this very question. I don't have kids myself however I give some advice based on the autism aspect & how I would personally think I would approach the subject. Mainly I made the video in order to help others so I hope that it does. What advice would you give to people out there or have you been through this situation before, what did you do? Let's have a discussion :) ",4.59548682703322,7.216218216494853,4.0628178694158095,85.13060710194733,73.02061855670105,6.3729667812142035,23.14891179839633,7.3871296695380915,1.000652691867125,425,12,75,5,9,127,72,97,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.8357,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,3,0,13,19,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,13,1,9,12,3,8,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,4,1,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780593151431681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209594740852872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084251503680987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460521998618174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692827326995485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711351203232248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966035154377645,0.0,0.0,0.1921319336775964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978079424490097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303985976654785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214794873642988,0.0,0.0,0.13410859150746315,0.16890642716664553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526433022798225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669974001039474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174373430903417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907716881150262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395006798302236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961022466548966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122477556439775,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lil_baby_aidy,2019/01/29,"[Question] I'm planning on telling my psychiatrist that I think I have high functioning autism. I had a psychiatrist a while back, he provided me with basic medication for depression and anxiety. This was before I suspected that I might be autistic. He retired and I didn't have a psychiatrist again for a long time. I finally have a new appointment, and in the time between I've learned a lot about myself and autism. One thing I've learned is it's hard to diagnose in adults. I'm just not sure how to bring this up to him or go about it. I mainly just want an answer. Before, me and everyone who knows me is aware of my debilitating social anxiety. Throughout my entire first year of college, not counting teachers, there may have been 5-6 people I ever had a conversation with. And only 2 where I had multiple conversations with. I also from birth have never been able to maintain eye contact, with anybody. I try so hard but my entire life I haven't been able to do it. Basically after that I realized I have the majority of the symptoms of HFA, and I just want to make sure I get the proper diagnosis from a psychiatrist. For anybody who was diagnosed as an adult, do you guys have any tips on how I should go about this/ bring it up? 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However, I have no experience moderating, so if you have experience and would like to lend a hand, please PM me. See you over on our little island?",8.669642857142854,9.52736191666667,9.223904761904762,58.85442857142861,60.78571428571429,13.386666666666667,41.8,12.688352899677879,6.065745714285715,387,21,60,14,5,130,67,84,0.068,0.8029999999999999,0.128,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,0,9,10,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,8,2,9,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,7,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264225458660245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427096153442003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182173910571176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240676608532206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981156076570662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417526079985253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589846521643156,0.21725144589910425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186982080754617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379384626102343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286638768530165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273043595643642,0.19733105411664048,0.22612897468999435,0.2448782074721433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342453644960774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639506987757962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398078015551878,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gooeyzlass,2019/01/29,"Advice on starting school again. In six days I'm starting Year 10. I'm very nervous. School has always been really difficult for me - half way through last year I stopped going altogether because I couldn't go without shutting down/freaking out, which usually ended in having to be taken home or being unable to do anything. I hadn't been diagnosed at that point, and I didn't understand what was wrong at all. I was misdiagnosed with a bunch of things - OCD, various personality disorders, etc. None of these felt right but I spent a lot of time in therapy & taking meds in an attempt to improve things. They only really got worse and I was a huge mess. I'd only see my friends every couple months, and barely even spoke to my family. Recently, it was my birthday, and I had two people over, as my parents were pushing for me to do something social. It was not great. In total, I'd say there was about one and a half to two hours of complete silence. I've never been good or even really competent at communicating with people, but my skills had declined further in the time I'd been away from school. I kept making bizarre and weak attempts at talking to them. They were confused. It was confusing to me, too. I didn't understand how I was expected to respond to or interpret the signals they were sending. I'm starting school again in under a week, and I'm desperate to not screw up socially or academically this time. My parents have talked to my teachers a bit about some things that might help me feel more comfortable (headphones, taking work to the library/somewhere quiet, etc), but based on my recent social failures/confusions, I'm completely terrified of interacting with my peers. I can't figure out how to plan for it. I'm not sure how to script interactions/exchanges which are almost always entirely unpredictable. Knowing that I have autism has helped in terms of understanding why I have the problems I do, but I am still lost on how to address them. Does anyone have any advice? No matter how small, I will be incredibly grateful. I lot of obvious things regarding talking and engaging/interacting with people my age seems to really go over my head. I'm very panicked. Sorry that this post is so long. It's my first & likely last post. It's also the only time I've written out or spoken any of this. I also apologise for this post likely being difficult to read or confusing/unclear in any way. I am not good at this kind of writing. 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I had stumbled upon this rather odd thought while partaking of a particular plant that is allowed in certain states, so excuse any typing errors and grammar mistakes. After thinking about it, I realized there would probably be some various effects while mixing two different species. One would probably be brain chemistry differences. The brain is highly complex and it appears brains that even within the past 100-200 years American's brain chemistry and organization has already appeared to change slightly in that small time period. The changes between a homosapien and a Neanderthal/early man's brain chemistry would be even more drastic than that. Essentially, you would be combining two different brain with different structures/brain anatomy in different areas. There's no way that this wouldn't cause conflict. The brain isn't completely made by one gene. It's mades of thousands and thousands of genes. Mixing a certain combination of genes could creates deficits in neural pathways, potentially causing several. That's my general idea and i'm looking for something that kind talks about the general topic of autism/brain chemistry/early man DNA.",10.271717699775953,12.016722213592232,8.576407766990293,61.79775578790142,57.44660194174757,11.775354742345035,45.45780433159074,11.51311941424646,6.149865272591487,1040,61,132,28,13,314,129,206,0.047,0.8859999999999999,0.067,0.4320000000000001,5,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,10,0,16,8,8,6,2,36,24,10,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,12,8,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,1,0,6,4,1,4,3,21,10,3,20,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,3,7,88,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321878799887733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051282604721634144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272967856410757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7576605031166443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493736758344212,0.15955135394187606,0.0,0.07906782942183377,0.0,0.0,0.060210179811260936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939463616824505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961755513268812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796766989240548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513073431375766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852977696610862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332691255848802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271292244646988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220196422434667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198908874034736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850154649502621,0.0,0.0,0.1626133335790658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519386014766299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058055681973430126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060613142075736634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832083148953716,0.0,0.05986853948050975,0.043973222516052436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733272656438778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985837057099516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428149422385173,0.0,0.0,0.04856272174677172 autism,IntelligentR3tard,2018/11/27,"How can I act normal for a job? I'm 17 (soon to be 18) and I fear getting a job due to a plethora of reasons; but one in particular is being mocked by my coworkers for being ""defective"" or ""retarded"". Gimme dat succulent advice, ""normal"" pros.",4.625,4.889419833333335,7.120833333333334,72.50750000000002,69.41666666666666,10.566666666666666,32.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.593116666666667,184,8,35,5,3,67,39,48,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.6187,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,24,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28459901219288736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277290267554459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216229895620706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780269139776968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707120516654799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735360236081345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994460193315847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chuckel101,2018/11/27,"does PDD count as autism A pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified (**PDD**\-NOS) is one of the four autism spectrum disorders (ASD) and also one of the five disorders classified as a pervasive developmental disorder (**PDD**). I was diagnosed with it when I was 3 &#x200B; anyone else?",5.9410714285714255,9.773626916666672,6.750952380952381,58.875,81.91666666666666,12.742857142857144,38.107142857142854,10.608840637214634,6.982139285714287,244,15,32,12,7,80,35,48,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214325631875255,0.0,0.19258750583280304,0.215980608745334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428399989492556,0.1821215826061824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040825090809054,0.0,0.0,0.8148483684113842,0.0,0.1555465520676036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484838125244093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408903156023793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215980608745334,0.0 autism,Denf0,2018/11/27,"""Obvious"" things not so obvious? Wondering if this happens with others on the spectrum - I often come to very ""groundbreaking"" realizations that seem like they should have been obvious in hindsight. &#x200B; For example, I had an appointment yesterday (non-essential) but got super busy at work and ended up having to stay late. I was stressing and pushing myself really hard to finish quickly so that I could still make it to the appointment when it dawned on me that I could just reschedule it. As soon as I realized that my stress levels plummeted and I felt so relieved, but also confused because why didn't that occur to me sooner ya know?",11.285478260869567,9.39768659130435,10.413043478260873,61.3717391304348,57.0,14.069565217391307,43.8695652173913,12.688352899677879,5.786686956521738,518,24,79,14,5,166,86,115,0.1,0.805,0.095,0.2663,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,11,6,0,3,3,0,9,0,0,1,3,24,17,13,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,2,13,3,14,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,5,9,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552790719295335,0.0,0.21038500133893456,0.2359399196930222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836529168964255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726176259676687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100606721859968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197853019051745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643532252070144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529688000805555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171705430193497,0.0,0.17393974162003004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106711711376511,0.0,0.21903418250805173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486250515038748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296111455570026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439138998037913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676666134125096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696124160558407,0.15506580398750985,0.0,0.44484614885908136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289990774596851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602120224644776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520979567754694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105709713930679,0.14135934075433848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359399196930222,0.0 autism,River_tamm,2018/11/27,"My Rant There is something that really troubles me. And perhaps by ranting a bit here we can start changing this for ourselves. I hate when people say ""I have Aspergers"" or that they are ""high"" or ""low"" functioning. Hans Asperger worked with the Nazi's and sent autistic people (including children) to be killed if they weren't ""high functioning"" enough. This is where the terms high and low functioning autism comes from. IT WAS USED TO DECIDE IF YOU SHOULD DIE. This is why the people he deemed high functioning have been given the term ""Aspergers"" because those are the ones he kept alive. It hurts me to think that we allow this kind of segregation to continue so many years later, especially as fascism is on the rise, by say in that we are ""high"" or ""low"" functioning. Here's how I think it should be: ""I have autism"" if someone asked me if I was high or low functioning I just straight up answer ""Autism is a spectrum, I am better at some things and worse at some things than other people with Autism may find the opposite is true for them."" Thank you for coming to my TED talk",6.064242081447965,6.841934044117651,5.569215686274512,83.083778280543,66.40196078431373,9.218099547511313,28.927601809954748,9.265573868473778,2.2433126696832577,851,27,165,15,13,260,119,204,0.13,0.804,0.066,-0.9462,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,2,3,2,8,12,2,0,9,0,23,0,0,3,1,35,35,16,2,6,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,15,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,8,0,1,7,2,20,4,21,23,6,28,0,5,0,0,16,17,0,11,7,112,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634677818517227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934478049609417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060819704151117,0.1241924095690934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033907467522005,0.195981947868212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806107255461755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754065986499232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397119112945162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112310788511638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7211386166129162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177846465022338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585448404531435,0.1184596740933404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533102656372897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770842083184594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154571618486301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287519432986149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809271404156278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963853380879041,0.0875751521465188,0.0,0.0,0.08051728983797067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143299947437633,0.0,0.1047315111523306,0.0,0.0,0.1511492530106826,0.1457808788286805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824891326568062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026473609669495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281593629139804,0.0,0.1159273812580522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325532318385262 autism,That-Kidd,2018/11/27,My fellow autistics I have high functioning autism so I was wondering how do my fellow autist get through the day while having a good day? I’ve found myself having a lot of bad days recently.,2.7987837837837866,5.473464486486488,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,79.81081081081079,6.943243243243244,22.763513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.5186270270270272,154,5,28,3,4,49,30,37,0.096,0.8240000000000001,0.08,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,2,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563448738244796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939982293725806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366263278129513,0.0,0.0,0.16040277408041867,0.0,0.0,0.25750978940706776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32437842251679805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610133500371854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30314047833761193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33294489561679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rigby1945,2018/11/27,"Ways to channel my daughter. My 3 year old loves putting together puzzles. We have a storage big crammed full of puzzles for ages 3-6, she'll put all of them together in one sitting. My wife and I are struggling to keep her in fresh and challenging puzzles. Has anyone else found another outlet to channel intrest like this? She doesn't seem to care for legos or blocks yet",4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,72.6111111111111,7.022222222222222,34.22222222222222,7.793537801064563,2.590705555555556,298,16,55,4,6,93,57,72,0.096,0.772,0.132,0.41600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,10,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,9,4,10,8,2,12,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,5,5,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622275583777797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485966582454934,0.2562334580547673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549701869877316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890725966595908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419654284399025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222799442721131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217499929743016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570427273753044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624137632967999,0.0,0.1694586596915686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027929503954537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766072528802694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614347971421997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849949705498265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104140073312045 autism,FantasticPiglet,2018/11/27,"Gift for an autistic 5 year old? Hello, I'm an uncle of an autistic child, he's the light of my life. He's 'high functioning' so he can smile and laugh at me but he can't talk. He also likes to cuddle. This weekend is his 5th birthday so I'd like to get him something special but I'm not sure what that might be since he's not like other 5 year olds. So far all he likes is flashing lights and cars. Any suggestions for that age group?",-0.5773758865248197,1.5645393829787255,1.2735106382978714,99.88416666666667,91.34042553191489,3.984397163120569,17.407801418439718,5.46131890053228,-0.6947347517730491,338,9,80,2,12,110,66,94,0.024,0.736,0.24,0.9696,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,2,9,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,7,7,1,10,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,1,10,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950554233762915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586774610193689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743335518169946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577052109406673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228145085461152,0.4766500952051396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587508732442198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118868261830617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176558054256988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877744933123758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298830951613269,0.0,0.0,0.19604630682921648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141411885935058 autism,hustleforlife,2018/11/27,"this blanket and plush is so cool! I've seen a lot of weighted blankets, but this one is pretty awesome for kids because of the COLORFUL theme and I like how the little plush animals have pouches to place essential oils in",5.3434108527131805,6.611556209302329,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,68.30232558139535,8.524031007751939,35.26356589147287,8.841846274778883,3.1526961240310083,179,9,32,3,3,57,36,43,0.0,0.6990000000000001,0.301,0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,5,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408445726320181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930221197921224,0.3959862357744731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358933080992296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772473827619225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127873172565395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019508633966626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811159303096771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ender_1299,2018/11/27,Is counseling effective for an adult with autism? My brother is 39 years old and moderate functioning Autistic. Just looking for a basic understanding. Is counseling found effective in preventing angry outbursts. Does anyone have a link to a study about this?,6.656428571428571,10.496145119047616,6.2288571428571435,65.36614285714289,74.0,10.97904761904762,36.97142857142858,10.355215969177356,5.818765714285716,213,12,27,8,5,66,35,42,0.096,0.762,0.14300000000000002,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29130139367760344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645757091608448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567882175422826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498450661549089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371591047488471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337027174246929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828133436113016 autism,PearBear333,2019/08/31,"Is it healthy or okay to hold back from a special interest? I really want to get back into Homestuck again, but... I don’t want to try to rant to people at school and then not be able to explain well enough, or they don’t care. I don’t want to lose sleep. I don’t want to be unable to focus on school. I don’t know what to do. I thought I could get some advice here.",1.6014814814814815,2.3329564938271616,3.3688271604938262,94.95472222222223,76.65432098765433,6.881481481481483,20.907407407407405,7.1686216300943375,0.19331111111111104,280,6,71,3,6,94,49,81,0.061,0.674,0.264,0.9165,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,1,10,1,1,0,0,16,20,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,8,5,14,16,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,48,10,2,0.20776829308067066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030287713785716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195219852153557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183362182660506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588607576503864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146801867179277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710071562918595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418402026685864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324395748861281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404037395433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310168875867878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205452096348337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791834085714486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494481676250722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410610327328301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901884893993361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868086474484252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VisualPersona,2019/08/31,"Does anyone else feel Subhuman or is it just me? All my life I've felt lesser to most probably, thanks to my Autism, obesity, looks and low intelligence I've been picked on and mocked by basically everyone, being laughed at and being called a spastic behind my back (I hate that the most). I keep on trying to be better by exercising and getting smarter but I just can't.",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,73.16666666666666,8.688888888888886,27.277777777777786,9.2995712137729,2.450844444444445,294,11,56,7,6,98,55,72,0.075,0.7879999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.5483,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,1,15,13,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,7,3,9,8,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922944546467404,0.2817818096960605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146688950936127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432253478560017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808175181217466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066444133845324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22973684285499016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278530027203795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905409167992558,0.0,0.2640541943541667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368217264742378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271516947992359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444288201717995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942487752154532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309404200158596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29650894098337804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531936659296257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671477521576324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JamesVerden,2019/08/31,"Help Please OK, I know this won't be popular, but I'm not sure where else to get advice. I live on a small cul-de-sac in the UK and our neighbours have a very autistic son. I mean, he runs into our house and tears our underwear drawers apart, he has no boundaries. My kids are getting older and they want to go play out on the street. They are 4 and 7. This kid is about 12, and he terrorises all the children on the street. I don't know what recourse I have or how to handle it. Can anybody advise?",0.4508233276157796,2.4294101886792454,2.083276157804459,97.2899399656947,83.90566037735849,4.986620926243568,20.013722126929675,6.1124844417494595,-0.1466301886792447,384,11,90,3,11,125,78,106,0.141,0.767,0.09300000000000001,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,6,1,10,0,0,1,2,17,18,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,10,16,1,14,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,1,1,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927158132387725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023474989396616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130039752426135,0.0,0.17024059823250012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078137861826745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345639324579796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292485899839677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450725254199403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262966737760352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32881484607778594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28232138486809844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471592940197193,0.17668175961039695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,youmustbeabug,2019/08/31,"Anyone else get overwhelmed by the feeling of glasses on their face? Will this get better? I got glasses a few weeks ago, and I fucking hate the feeling of having them on. They touch my face, my eyelashes bat against them, they get fingerprinty and smudgy and I can’t make them perfect again, I feel like they get in the way of eating so I have to take them off when I eat, they press on the sides of my head, and I’m getting real fucken sick of it. But I get headaches without them and can’t see stuff very well without them. Does anybody else get this? Does it get better?",2.0736755485893426,4.1525840948275885,2.560658307210033,95.48653605015673,78.74137931034483,4.907836990595611,23.476489028213173,5.565023196281405,0.19276896551724126,449,15,96,2,11,138,69,116,0.06,0.78,0.16,0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,11,3,4,8,2,1,5,0,5,7,3,1,1,14,23,8,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,6,21,5,15,21,1,11,0,1,1,1,11,6,1,0,5,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502487994626024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861957517918556,0.14451380002870334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947969011830395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685293196973224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886415623196189,0.2356443391671201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394463205287612,0.1007601564971432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039069848934004,0.5895073720494945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280386229977275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924939288627253,0.14474938542780985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890580781687773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414637187282528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053623351438212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239190482897517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145890295630005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604574011858063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637410178436022,0.0,0.11195226743991654,0.11313507443673547,0.0,0.1268133484893002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719181636695615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spaceisntgreen,2019/08/31,"am i the only one who likes the “everyone tell your name, an interest, and a fact about you” thing & its variants? i’ve noticed a lot of other autistic people hate this and i don’t fully get why? i enjoy it due to being able to easily tell some basic facts about myself without having to overthink any social rules i’m breaking, because someone just gave me some. really the only part i have issues with is the “interesting fact” part, because i don’t know what qualifies as “interesting”, but not to the point where it comes to the point of appearing like i’m humblebragging, but still interesting enough to be noteworthy.",10.207881355932203,7.710632838983053,10.114000000000004,64.58438983050848,59.59322033898305,13.168813559322036,38.85423728813559,11.602472056035307,4.4699877966101695,497,18,86,11,5,165,83,118,0.02,0.8220000000000001,0.158,0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,1,0,9,0,8,0,0,0,3,18,16,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,9,7,13,13,6,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,4,62,17,1,0.1767132018115528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914686803328216,0.0,0.12017103698575216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154454552633664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522227761044196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259197588776066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688570372088333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232535437810276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446770174173662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444267116007174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711695426615137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266628855304084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023524485628412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118915150966832,0.0,0.0,0.11974543892111728,0.26879670595906696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827263539722146,0.0,0.12251068386898205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341021889330417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320700208062262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013685522862427,0.14972852243891385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112339123645462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089102546659106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740039911669505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594561786546657,0.0,0.0,0.1703452205210246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RedFormansRedAnus,2019/08/31,"I’m 25 and pretty sure I’m autistic to some level. It’s giving me panic attack’s at work I work in a warehouse and worked on night shift there for 18 months. Just last week I went to day shift, where there’s only 2 people working the floor instead of 8, and one of them is super aggressive toward me and I don’t know how to act. I’ve known him before but never had to work shifts with him. Most of it is “joking” but I’m still not used to it and get nervous when I’m around him. I tend to repeat myself a lot, and one day I caught him in a bad mood and it almost gave me a panic attack. I’ve also in the past had panic attack’s in large gatherings of people like clubs and what not and tend to choke up in interviews.",2.415678941311853,2.9420860569620264,4.2016915995397,90.52173187571924,74.50632911392404,6.504948216340622,19.42692750287687,6.1124844417494595,-0.119096202531646,559,8,129,3,11,190,92,158,0.17300000000000001,0.745,0.08199999999999999,-0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,6,10,14,4,4,6,0,5,0,0,2,2,26,18,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,9,0,2,5,0,14,4,23,13,3,27,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,4,12,81,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137167894506258,0.0,0.0,0.10491566572701093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679033150562855,0.0,0.4477557951918988,0.0,0.0,0.10954137567585097,0.0,0.0,0.11163629418889286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921834564437613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685433661022711,0.12585308497419406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210070295252655,0.10694048907267616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409468292611534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153631046436538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471767070515912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011847765554017,0.0,0.0,0.12311653067833983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780068139102548,0.09977882645423457,0.0,0.4617831086664904,0.0,0.0,0.1252393643106088,0.181906578370261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347129939839578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477156937302322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364864073381072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330935418313515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523578423339924,0.0,0.0,0.12161800321794405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775533868692594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DevilMan0012,2019/08/31,If you've worded anything for southpaw enterprises can you tell me if it says shipped 1 if it's been shipped. Ok so I ordered a weghited vest form southpaw it's one of the sensory vests anyways if my order says shipped 1 has it been shipped Idk how to tell because I've never used the site before.,4.648934426229508,5.296495491803281,5.252581967213113,84.56608606557378,69.49180327868852,7.411475409836067,36.56147540983606,7.1686216300943375,2.5002098360655745,239,13,48,2,4,77,42,61,0.026000000000000002,0.934,0.04,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,5,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719244167214413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143349182020245,0.0,0.28118056936511604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548561226404505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391506808010944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255591754453203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5776392097049063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853945390707663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EggInPain,2019/08/31,"How to explain autism to kids? My nephew (14) is on the spectrum. I, my wife and my 3 kids (11 boy, 9 girl, 6 boy) love him to bits and enjoy spending time with him. He is very funny and I like the depth with which he learns stuff that interest him. My kids notice that he is different from other kids, but we never explained anything to them. They accept him as he his. But other than my 6 yo, I think it's time to discuss it with the other 2 kids. I was hoping you guys could give me some advice on how best to explain it in a way they will understand his difficulties and strength.",2.730899908172635,3.768516066115701,3.9888705234159794,90.41037649219469,74.28925619834712,6.700091827364558,23.36179981634527,6.937597516519254,0.5963821854912759,448,12,100,4,9,147,76,121,0.021,0.767,0.212,0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,3,2,2,8,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,1,23,14,9,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,10,8,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,21,8,15,11,3,8,0,0,0,1,32,4,0,2,4,67,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372717522660278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981247215931036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254814791869579,0.0,0.2650863371095127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386454247863305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25368544458127223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329260959836608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404207133441353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411657575620371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862501638598592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914608721785975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727053834923046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764415288533367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779600967708715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558325715470184,0.0,0.0,0.2831696796491298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527744447893916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034421144530534,0.0,0.19273178822316206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zoe-c,2019/08/31,"My 2 year old was diagnosed with ASD! My husband is in denial. He tells me not to talk to anyone about it. My son is so social. He loves people, interacting with people. I’m so confused. He’s a happy, sweet boy. I’m really struggling with words like “disability” and “special needs”. I don’t want him to be treated differently and be labeled. Is it better to withhold a diagnoses from the child? While I would still get him help in areas he’s needs it.",0.40053846153846,2.85689667777778,2.8433333333333337,87.00807692307693,93.33333333333334,5.435897435897436,20.256410256410245,7.010146845296331,0.7948717948717952,351,12,69,6,13,120,63,90,0.061,0.7040000000000001,0.235,0.9454,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,3,0,8,3,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,7,11,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,3,0,1,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453691794707242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546739240776245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486456034747681,0.0,0.2309107820441307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546978910891027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352716710785853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481398658152967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079754313413532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947220253377884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277555954776604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319151990572241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064441599001297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158611947880922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529417649248545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650068428302212,0.0,0.0,0.23105001147040685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776412907976331,0.19317446545492184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303587630527077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700077542757865,0.0,0.0,0.14232465568215594 autism,rainydayparade87,2019/08/31,"Sensory issues Hi there! My son (13 yr old) was diagnosed with autism about a year ago so I’m still fairly new at this. He really likes oil. I’m constantly having to hide my cooking oil and cooking spray. After getting on to him for taking it, he now just fills up a cup instead. At first I thought he was using it for teenage boy things so I got him lotion. When that didn’t stop his oil swiping, I realized that it’s a sensory thing; he likes the feeling of it on his skin - particularly when he’s laying in the floor (linoleum). This is a problem since it’s destroying his clothes and making a mess on the floor. I’m just wondering if anyone knows a way of meeting his sensory needs without using oil.",3.3338412291933435,4.7641091830985935,4.7346862996158805,84.10973751600514,73.36619718309859,7.980537772087067,28.402048655569786,8.575989854853784,2.076357746478873,552,22,112,10,11,184,91,142,0.094,0.851,0.055,-0.6492,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,0,9,0,5,4,1,3,0,18,19,7,0,3,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,3,2,1,5,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,6,11,2,17,14,0,23,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,14,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410963922896986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522560961433045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244451845532176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080668661881605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501714815792534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666579185519496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851239133113144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611316404040888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678027066233266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414408335827253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293918175964712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386384419458966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400367365309175,0.0,0.20059372809937667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794161944817156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873666246619712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330551352219913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180796661730238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586599378879324,0.17364284183745107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561612613696813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759674877436114,0.0,0.0,0.16488712579967893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587646677361163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485911906564252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002111701068041,0.22523704475808226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337491724253864 autism,Ilovezoots,2019/08/31,"Working with people with Autism gives me purpose in life Hello, guys! I’m 23 years old and I work for the national Autistic Society in the England. I’m neurotypical and throughly enjoy my career as an Autism Specialist! For those who receive support, either at home or in a supporting living environment, what are some of the the things that you hate, and wish your support workers could do better? I’m interested to know as I want to better myself and ensure the people I care for have the best support possible! Thanks in advance guys and girls!",6.3030975954738375,7.763784910891093,6.627241867043848,73.24742574257426,66.22772277227722,8.939745403111743,33.24045261669024,9.23628265651192,3.2113185289957573,440,19,71,8,7,142,71,101,0.03,0.64,0.33,0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,7,0,12,1,0,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,18,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,11,16,17,3,10,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,2,50,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695991276932633,0.2645573102943104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249213903333858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194159940765368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347699142209744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961869985455882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766510582339815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002653276626104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219736481762073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564263542422626,0.0,0.0,0.13206920117810986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569439805871996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073799668065719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861278758406534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789012679235468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376999474609757,0.0,0.0,0.09936476600659436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882176901776383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719931058677549,0.0,0.0,0.2177711359415108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631536910587993 autism,winningwriters,2019/08/31,"Creating opportunities for Autistic poets to be heard Hey there poets of /r/autism, I'm from a writers’ resources company called Winning Writers. Part of our mission is to find and promote voices and themes underrepresented in publishing, including (but of course not limited to) racial, cultural, national, religious, gender/sexual identity, body positive, and [dis]abled. We are interested primarily in the representation of the voices/themes in the poetry, rather than the identity of the writer. The [Tom Howard/Margaret Reid poetry contest](https://winningwriters.com/our-contests/tom-howard-margaret-reid-poetry-contest) we are running right now offers two first prizes of $2,000 each. Ten honorable mentions will receive $100 each, and the top twelve entries will all be published on our site. The contest is international and the deadline is September 30. I’m posting here specifically because our long term goal is to change the composition of our entry pool to include more entries featuring diverse characters and themes. These voices need to be heard, and we are actively reaching out to find them. Sometimes when I post, there are some replies worried about a scam, so in order to head that off I just want to say that our competitions are listed by The Write Life as some of the [top writing competitions](https://thewritelife.com/writing-contests/) out there, and we’re in Writer’s Digest’s [top eight](https://www.writersdigest.com/online-editor/top-websites-for-writers-best-publishing-marketing-resources) sites for writers. Besides contests, we also offer a lot of free publishing and style resources, including a database of free poetry and prose competitions, at https://winningwriters.com/ I know this isn't a poetry sub per se, but there are a lot of talented people here and I just wanted to reach out in case anyone was looking for an opportunity like this. Thanks for listening, and have a good day.",11.505294117647061,12.183848292993634,10.177860621955787,54.9905376545523,54.92356687898089,13.120719370550768,42.99288122892469,12.423614985922036,5.959142225552641,1580,77,212,45,17,494,183,314,0.013000000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.158,0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,9,0,1,12,14,12,0,0,20,0,18,4,2,0,1,41,29,18,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,21,1,1,3,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,3,7,14,14,42,21,10,30,0,0,1,0,23,19,0,4,7,139,19,5,0.17934403211546202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342135768752085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254015172115789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093264573664622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821049705768408,0.0,0.0,0.19921078946235235,0.0,0.0,0.183130308654764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972220580813545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566206395287792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278343925248856,0.15254994209947073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504252652184787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184058717704982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856278979902358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667599371629454,0.08761843507463887,0.0,0.0,0.1587138247946188,0.15060381802829587,0.0,0.0,0.3049437654025716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298132735363558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421210983269946,0.0,0.1243345703492851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435240149944064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315882350746135,0.0,0.14262157268057948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737583357721884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651158891412937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519305966971258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156351357069292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213257017973794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cannedj0taro,2019/08/31,"Rant/Advice on highschool friendships and autism ig So I was diagnosed with mild autism at around 3, and it's made my life hard to navigate. Even when I think it doesn't matter anymore I still have moments where I feel like garbage because of a missed social que, or anything relevant to that. It's like I'm always out of place and excluded around a group of 3 or more people- even when I'm with friends that genuinely care about me. I'm not introverted, I just want to be able to communicate more with them while being entertaining. I've been outgoing and loud ever since I've been getting the hang of my much improved social skills, and it definable has it's benefits. I have friends now, and people actually seem to care for me like a friend would. However, there's some downsides too. I'm very sensitive and my friends can be pretty honest sometimes. I'm still learning some social ques too- even though I probably should've picked them up a long time ago. I've been told I text too frequently by my one friend, but I thought that was normal because I see other people text friends everyday. I've been called annoying many times, whether it was sarcastic or genuine. I'm not sure what to do. I want to be the life of the party type that I see with many friend groups. They have that one outgoing person that everyone laughs with and loves. It works with me sometimes, and I love it, but as soon as I get in a large social setting, I run out of jokes, and I start staring into space because idk what to do or say bc ik my emotions will come out wrong, or I'll take something literally.",5.842465108458043,6.166778092651758,5.914609046578107,81.99919455187491,66.79552715654953,9.400975281654617,32.128636287203626,9.276330184999452,2.626748242811501,1265,49,253,22,19,400,172,313,0.068,0.7290000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9915,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,2,21,23,1,0,8,0,21,5,0,2,2,50,47,25,0,4,11,0,2,3,7,2,3,2,0,1,17,23,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,3,0,2,10,7,27,20,35,31,5,33,0,1,3,2,22,13,0,8,19,154,44,4,0.09047077952489113,0.0,0.08828643024945101,0.0,0.0,0.0884069986822697,0.08019688735434033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527893602774995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972270306504196,0.0,0.0,0.07444974293898877,0.16107634939252727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545044243687232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238078113446196,0.0,0.1844819785740148,0.0,0.0,0.07793256573040866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182593682281644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176744993148557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792652898778428,0.08183599963014104,0.0,0.08644870687611506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045744744470554516,0.06463234296949871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892824988692127,0.0,0.09453449651606853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104404818220727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278043742344892,0.1325983590608181,0.0,0.0,0.08006379293012565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330682147255193,0.08560563907838653,0.0,0.18344634097579893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650643265210465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864215516909386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261068321648698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816314156721434,0.07899559506049303,0.0945227088796557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204130760915982,0.09754280204670504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719459951093935,0.0,0.0,0.14418699598005366,0.08236119983461307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748383637222293,0.0,0.0,0.36889426588683216,0.0,0.06964882608064041,0.17895582856391948,0.0,0.06403568339826465,0.0,0.14450016278889635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526763902451337,0.0,0.06802276697528513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797002246958295,0.08888708153796843,0.07182369325862581,0.105508478175401,0.0,0.0,0.08644870687611506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464786797455376,0.1067240195617042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586380499590445,0.0,0.0,0.0642678460410092,0.09891559506956564,0.0,0.0 autism,Bronzehorn,2019/08/31,"Narrow minded They fear what they don't understand and they despise what they fear. ~ René Auberjonios (Janos Aldron) (Soul Reaver 2) Of course some people jump straight from not understanding to hate.",5.400294117647062,8.907036970588239,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,76.3529411764706,6.9294117647058835,23.20588235294117,8.07648339933343,1.660317647058824,163,5,26,3,4,46,29,34,0.21600000000000005,0.6629999999999999,0.12,-0.5996,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6530921591050309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865039961441567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930106584112284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011822254114107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041991047203635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kalmdown1,2019/08/31,"First post here. Hi, I was wondering what I can do to narrow down my certain aspects of my disorder. I've known I'm autistic, but what parts of me show that type of behavior? Also, do I have any other mental illness' in conjunction with my autism? Where/how can I find these things out?",2.6968421052631544,4.6074481578947415,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,76.19298245614034,7.3670175438596495,25.43508771929825,8.238735603445708,1.6277466666666665,223,8,45,4,5,73,45,57,0.109,0.863,0.027999999999999997,-0.6586,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,1,8,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,33,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711659398760176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305892473447385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886204829535096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309917304528588,0.2884253021614949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417176590527605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671957241740056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32474944421770235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527283070296106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36772293045594334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Riiella,2019/06/03,"Would you mind helping me write a book? Hi! I'm going to preface this by saying I do not have Autism, so I'm sorry if you feel like I'm imposing on this subreddit. If that is the case, I have no problem with deleting this post if need be. But, I want to write a book. I have started on a story about a character with ARFID, which is an uncommon eating disorder that I actually do have, so I feel like I do have a little authority to write this book in the first place. My main goal with writing this book is to bring attention to the eating disorder, but that's not why I'm here. I want this cast of characters to be colourful and diverse. So, I was doing lots of research, and found that Autism is commonly linked to ARFID, as the eating disorder is mainly based around the texture and feel of food. Put simply, I want to include a few Autistic characters, since I want to have a place in this story for everyone to relate. Of course, I do not feel qualified to write directly about Autism, so the main character will not be the one with Autism. However, I do want a few side characters to have Autism, and I want them to be very fleshed out. I want them to have interests and goals, I want them to have certain things they do when they get nervous. I understand if anyone here feels like I'm imposing on this subreddit. I'm sorry about that. But if anyone would like to help me, that would be wonderful. So I have some questions. How do your symptoms present themselves in everyday life? How do your symptoms present themselves when you're in high levels of stress? Is there anything specific that I should know? Is there anything I should absolutely not do or say? I really appreciate anything you can do. If any of you would like, I could add your name into the book, either as a character in the story or in the dedication at the beginning.",5.3055873168388175,5.871230558011052,5.966492913764112,80.31889863079513,68.00552486187846,9.831563776122989,31.20874369445111,9.867487886160001,2.871941724717753,1450,56,288,32,23,473,152,362,0.064,0.809,0.128,0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,7,5,3,17,10,0,2,21,0,43,8,1,2,1,71,72,27,0,23,17,0,5,5,0,7,3,2,0,0,17,13,4,0,12,5,0,3,6,3,0,2,2,8,37,7,46,57,8,32,0,0,1,0,24,19,0,12,14,209,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.08937015175130526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062278434012383165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807156831343974,0.0,0.22609085469319226,0.08152678587231668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312022723111497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31488036040939266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281131642725712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750987020760817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315313204762609,0.1962771271725224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789901894823198,0.11074048847343737,0.10041418386155612,0.0,0.0,0.04784745671278751,0.0,0.05204777126791986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277004871551468,0.09676068645891013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503306951446649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468659049609685,0.22371002047458027,0.09178853595449396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785915822816476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247102029446504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790638394688607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205786854462154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136596219036295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877095834483271,0.0,0.0,0.08763094922106976,0.0,0.09206451555085664,0.1025920311064917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866933485523379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456582734777669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575700935893939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503556641703147,0.06482172545238953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490608582551944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037610231763208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060842555684057324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533937771656388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556417526394159,0.432136254542836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263789136968826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931602849200756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602269516248894,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DaddyBlueRazzbery,2019/06/03,Does anyone else take things to far? I like to prank people but I went to far. I was pranking my best friend the other night. I was pretending that hackers hacked into my stuff and we’re gonna kill me and would kill her if she told anyone there secrets. She got really scared and after I told her it was a joke she got upset and didn’t want to talk for the rest of the night. (We’re friends again now this was a couple nights ago) Does anyone else take stuff like this to far?,1.138300000000001,3.172312230000003,1.9980000000000009,98.54900000000002,81.7,4.800000000000002,15.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.9796999999999992,373,5,86,2,10,116,63,100,0.193,0.604,0.20199999999999999,-0.5573,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,15,6,2,3,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,10,0,13,6,9,3,2,12,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,9,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276585091121454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051296194595605,0.28380526558494085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534005166060782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324007328414951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423926362194345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313865673992008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399897994346487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153130076598507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064443759887392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353215477271353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898994125938654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960137354731395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872227962665089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865583694580044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170831216497288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825927650181267,0.1113155748134313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200871719307477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646723435269598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816868678223621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838456854453287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983815839459562,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Unincorrigible,2019/06/03,"I’ve been seeing an infinity symbol used for autistic pride in this sub. What happened to the puzzle piece? Recently, I’ve noticed a lot of usage of the infinity symbol to represent autistic pride on this sub. I’ve always remembered it being a puzzle piece, which I have always liked the meaning and significance of. For me it represented the goal of trying to understand each person’s unique symptoms, but also trying to create unity and find where we can fit in. My question is what is the significance of the infinity symbol? Has it replaced the puzzle piece?",6.6877253814147055,8.10542312621359,7.791289875173372,65.4106796116505,65.3106796116505,9.769209431345352,32.190013869625524,9.957137785484203,3.5716363384188625,454,18,68,10,7,154,62,103,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,10,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,14,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,5,2,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778905168346194,0.3907855572374288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214625320364084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765451199740784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472337940423125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996393753519587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557926996943673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673492266971248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503967818857968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630571595208921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318608443996944,0.0,0.2660103593553073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712470759976396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24407254723493885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31886081504712804,0.0,0.0,0.2444605650372173,0.0,0.20281295478105416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lyzonee,2019/06/03,"Sensitivity to itchiness, sweat, and heat Does anybody else get very itchy (on the legs) after a warm-hot shower? Also, how common is it to be sensitive to itching, sweat, and being exposed to heat for anything longer than 5-10 minutes with HFA? Thanks",4.593478260869566,6.935312913043482,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,72.04347826086956,7.208695652173913,28.89130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.2195391304347822,198,8,33,3,4,64,40,46,0.086,0.852,0.062,0.1449,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,4,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,19,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736036465809875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844493021634687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088323327505583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39026891077384496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408224784443455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301165411225005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854723954430048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ElsaWinchester,2019/06/03,"Study in Women with Anxiety Thank you so much to everyone who has already completed my questionnaire! I would be grateful if any other individuals who identify as women who have a diagnosis of anxiety, GAD, OCD, Social Anxiety or Specific Phobia could spare 10-15 minutes to complete my Masters dissertation questionnaire (link below). We are investigating the link between autistic traits and anxiety which hopefully will help us inform treatment. If you have any questions do ask (I've also suffered anxiety myself for 10 years). Thank you! [http://nclpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_882JeCAsJ7wOzid?Q\_CHL=social&Q\_SocialSource=reddit](http://nclpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_882JeCAsJ7wOzid?Q_CHL=social&Q_SocialSource=reddit)",13.796214285714285,17.728020276190477,10.656369047619048,42.03883928571429,51.0,13.63095238095238,43.60119047619048,12.602617957971056,7.364547619047617,639,32,63,22,8,188,81,105,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.129,0.4667,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,13,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,9,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,5,1,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589572765150098,0.11519276135016035,0.0,0.31214546750880834,0.0,0.1959111247632378,0.0,0.5509702822835799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466266179183145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020569543747168,0.0,0.0,0.1150082383007811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764120254572074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655034970175866,0.0,0.0,0.1430692201939925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588967375046812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613634039178112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44050731529432297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652346278078433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326843965711342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023254590353136,0.0,0.0,0.09276027895440164 autism,alfatems,2019/06/03,"Any advice for how to deal with the need to blame oneself for things? I've got a bit of anxiety, and one of the forms it manifests the most is I try to blame myself for things that go wrong, to the extent that I psychologically fool myself I am the reason to problems that have nothing to do with me. Any other autistic people suffer from this problem, and how do you deal with it?",4.620649350649352,5.186454441558446,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,69.51948051948052,7.718441558441559,25.78961038961039,7.554174236665415,1.21078909090909,300,8,61,3,5,99,49,77,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,3,0,12,8,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,8,0,15,7,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663178991024706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151205596454633,0.0,0.16959137240159566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24202682005061865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571029641484661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599088891864746,0.0,0.17730483435416464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437948193167806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271644177051344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022211003206934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536911434630413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42425260179978064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279330720421975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29456045813210285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505121850465287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423819689543959,0.0,0.0 autism,blackdragon8577,2019/06/03,"For any professional wrestling fans out there... Recently a new professional wrestling company called AEW had their first show at the MGM Grand Garden Arena in Las Vegas. This is a new, major company backed by the Khan family (owners of the Jacksonville Jaguars). The show was called Double Or Nothing and it was a huge hit. One of the things that caught my and my wife's attention was that they billed this as the first sensory inclusive professional wrestling show. AEW partnered with a company called KultureCity to get kits, provide a quiet room, and training for venue workers. I made this post about how they made the show sensory inclusive instead of just sensory friendly: [For anyone curious about Double or Nothing being the first Sensory Inclusive show, these were handed out for free to any family needing one at the show, plus there was a special room for viewing the show that was sensory friendly as well](https://www.reddit.com/r/SquaredCircle/comments/buyn3m/for_anyone_curious_about_double_or_nothing_being/?limit=1500) It seemed pretty popular over on r/squaredcircle and I thought you guys might find it interesting. It seems like they went the extra mile to make sure that anyone and everyone (including people with sensory issues) felt included. They had the bags in the post that I linked as well as a room with lower lighting, reduced noise, bean bag chairs and a window (as far as I know, however it could have been monitors) to view the show. The room could be used all night, or just to take a break from the noise of the crowd. They also provided training for the staff at the venue to recognize and better assist people with sensory processing disorders. Typically these bags need to be returned at the end of an event and require a $25 deposit. However, AEW bought all the bags for the venue and distributed them to people as needed, free of charge. I thought this was an awesome way to try to include everyone. And it really touched my heart that a company would go this extra step. Also, as an aside, I am not an employee of AEW or KultureCity. I am just a regular guy that loves pro wrestling and making everyone feel comfortable in their own skin.",9.011295633500358,9.683125926509188,7.764615843474113,70.23972261989978,60.0761154855643,11.756669052732045,37.00322118826057,11.389717465364855,4.472489763779527,1762,75,284,46,22,536,192,381,0.006,0.856,0.138,0.9935,4,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,1,8,6,13,14,0,0,38,0,21,4,3,6,3,53,44,27,0,6,8,1,5,1,3,2,0,1,6,3,21,18,0,1,10,9,5,4,1,0,1,5,18,9,19,16,52,18,8,37,0,0,2,1,21,18,0,7,12,190,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607707979026736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671339881528125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057112765754834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729328226124434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890131929656556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079249107382184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605132650722038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115204042871912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903043139453412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881520379170279,0.0,0.0,0.1895216562465074,0.0,0.050825673857190966,0.0,0.09651447289850347,0.0,0.09187299178445538,0.25650547770688703,0.0,0.0,0.15532221553928852,0.0,0.052517284157880116,0.0,0.057127542010632665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906019531193445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191160783211124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491623062157784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524288228405638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049108744837795405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907227632691356,0.19022794170093804,0.13419507876589534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663529275275486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360178200984432,0.0,0.1941646974995969,0.0,0.09433073094950473,0.0,0.19290232123759127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362292142779344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090626710440068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253976841339787,0.10226445761313133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439535853371026,0.0,0.09925086852070554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301833488109245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473842868271402,0.0,0.07557814584307006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678068188517372,0.0,0.0,0.15960249209093855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824613468605402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681656431204103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978769148647669,0.0,0.0,0.1807581848409033,0.0931825732658192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140616086481986,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iamanoctothorpe,2019/06/03,"Anyone else barely have any symptoms at all? I used to have sensory issues and meltdowns but not anymore, I never stim, I’m passionate about things but not to the point of obsession, I’ve never had a problem with sarcasm or taking things too literally and I’m just fine with eye contact. The only thing that would point to autism at all in me is awkwardness. When I read this sub I feel like an outsider. I can’t relate at all to anyone here.",3.642191558441557,5.298249875000003,4.733311688311686,83.51818181818183,72.97727272727273,7.301298701298702,26.20779220779221,7.957251820313856,1.6053519480519474,351,12,67,5,7,115,63,88,0.12300000000000001,0.785,0.092,-0.4266,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,6,3,1,1,5,19,11,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,6,3,12,9,3,9,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,1,4,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431717072141137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879515041213573,0.2944233484961788,0.2157190234851983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758758219798025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645333316998054,0.15040696847956606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974489673622224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285726049528318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32475670196584777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601221236455359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398049163703125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145452922402035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059298525033132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882752845202103,0.15829687890431005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196123123531441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181835516265864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955874179435838,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,humphreys09,2019/06/03,How did you tell and educate your family about yours or your child’s diagnosis? Starting to dread it a little. We are currently in the testing phase and should have answers in July. It’s so hard when my child has an emotional out burst and family try to “help” 😭🤦🏼‍♀️ we haven’t told anyone we are testing for autism. We plan to tell them when we have a diagnosis and more answers.,1.57243670886076,3.7548493291139273,3.646060126582281,86.51060917721522,81.0253164556962,7.494303797468352,22.53322784810127,8.472884824447931,1.4833151898734167,303,10,64,7,8,103,55,79,0.065,0.878,0.057,-0.1447,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,5,4,1,1,5,1,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,10,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,11,0,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,1,4,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780078953280894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182091908377865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333603544882964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253410702652381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961283044085173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835265488031705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002284916505721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945104676883552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703101343557465,0.0,0.19206133646945997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Derpyjoe,2019/06/03,Does being self aware of yourself having autism make it any easier to handle it ? I am not autistic but I’m interested,1.8576811594202882,4.626326652173916,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,86.82608695652176,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.506431884057971,95,3,16,2,3,33,21,23,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091747545977117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265493073284552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40163757830676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6277014440350664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,miniclipsych,2019/06/03,"does he have autism?? So I have this crush on this guy, and it's not that he lacks social skills, he seems kinda sociable in small group settings, but we attended this large event a week ago with lots of people, and he doesn't seem to be talking to anybody and just likes minding his own business, he has his own interests and pursues that. He doesn't talk to anyone when we were socializing, and kept on asking me repetitive questions. I tried to talk to him in this setting and our conversations went no where and it seemed like he was basically ignoring me as well. Most times when I talk to him, he doesn't really make eye contact with me (i dont know if it may just be because he's nervous or shy?). &#x200B; when i'm talking with him one-on one, the first few times there were awkward silences in our conversation and I say something, and he's just completely silent. I don't know if this was nerves as I sense that he likes me. The next few times when I talked to him alone he was very receptive to what i'm saying (remembers the little details I tell him), shares his feelings about certain topics, and frequently teases me in either group settings or individually (like making fun of me, then playfully touching me) and actually seems normal for once. &#x200B; Does he have autism or is he just ""odd"" or nervous cause he likes me? I'm so confused and don't personally know anyone with autism.",7.574506302521009,6.757769875000005,7.344495798319329,77.01058823529414,63.485294117647065,10.418487394957985,34.50210084033613,9.606745405546679,3.0002218487394954,1114,41,217,18,14,354,142,272,0.098,0.7809999999999999,0.122,0.8775,0,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,0,2,14,17,1,4,4,0,19,1,1,3,1,55,35,28,0,4,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,12,18,0,2,10,1,0,2,8,6,1,2,7,5,29,11,24,25,8,29,0,0,1,0,49,9,0,16,20,133,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.09541026954911104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666798077414488,0.0,0.0,0.10126113946320156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118694025796053,0.23760462728760895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672733697897307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140256922939197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960021740343585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004376199755374,0.0,0.0,0.10251090137418133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111990166429264,0.0,0.11458673634055808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943589165468555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316385560298177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680853692025417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611969465054582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388295525525402,0.09799210122532476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312130088005128,0.0,0.0,0.13052563539251905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987207115450307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398043384149057,0.0,0.09579469794170277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412279007018443,0.13250414930394616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778201363225954,0.08536975610655557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952575496010833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626345255447455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075534111545758,0.0,0.0,0.15550264671413516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560277272240258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933018723227255,0.0,0.0752687955709295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715071508657817,0.08545605343000971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710329489025994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638000569693396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067121056537356,0.0,0.0,0.07842589779233562,0.0,0.08790775766791173,0.090634579858543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760462728760895,0.0 autism,felicitysmoaks,2019/06/03,"Foster brother, 5, is picky. How do I go about introducing new foods to him? All he eats is chicken nuggets, marshmallows, and chips. My nephew, 18, is autistic and has had such a bad diet that he’s overweight and has gone blind. I really don’t want that to happen with FB.",2.3738888888888847,4.434606388888888,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,77.7037037037037,6.542222222222222,23.76296296296297,7.554174236665415,1.0226118518518517,211,7,44,3,5,68,44,54,0.157,0.8140000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.7976,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,1,7,12,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,10,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408015908511208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176557534653909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935559907529628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319701643792507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609398775375627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942093008941816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614816142718919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074690317796785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Begenuineforhumanity,2019/06/03,"Do you think Diagnosies could make things worse? I think if I was not diagnosed, my life could have honestly been better. I know some people who think that as well. How do you feel about that?",2.4168918918918934,4.996719810810814,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,80.62162162162161,6.943243243243244,17.35810810810811,8.07648339933343,0.464032432432433,151,3,32,3,4,45,29,37,0.075,0.7240000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,0,12,13,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,6,3,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251884941499499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547837388974222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890688574529775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440048582798224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565201763312956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116464756979666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901080874385519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974464086784481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921033211926105,0.5474704231160755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560719299469693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023839513122845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,combatostrich,2019/06/03,"Autistic people on reality tv shows: a rant Hi everyone, this is my first time posting on here so I hope it's ok if I do a little rant. (But if not please let me know!) Now that the summer is starting, American TV stations are starting to air shows like America's Got Talent, American Ninja Warrior, and other shows along those lines--basically reality shows where random people can go on and show their talent/skill/athletic ability etc. I feel like every time I see a promo for one of these shows there's always some version of ""On this week's episode we have Billy, who was diagnosed with autism but he OVERCAME IT ALL to become a good dancer/singer/athlete/whatever. Can you believe it? That an autistic person can be good at something??? What an absolute inspiration!!!!"" Like yeah I know the point of all these shows is to condence everyone's life story into a sixty second aww-inducing soundbite. But it pisses me off nonetheless. Like yes, we have skills and talents just like most other people, why is that such a revelation?",3.635942187073901,6.237743404145077,4.818211071720754,78.6107472047996,76.0984455958549,7.586473956913007,27.25634033269703,8.532816995589336,2.3903948186528496,819,33,139,17,19,269,127,193,0.04,0.7559999999999999,0.204,0.9862,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,1,2,7,13,1,0,10,3,14,3,1,0,2,25,23,9,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,8,0,0,4,9,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,2,12,12,16,19,6,21,0,0,1,0,8,11,1,6,13,92,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089926749164932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374283469121513,0.0,0.17724092633313962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967212743828166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544859377171382,0.0,0.0,0.1325452650493106,0.3006437923488277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954354642553574,0.11238636991173358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381265691109154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940613955985131,0.2638978963664921,0.1258197390379595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624998958151232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291319280838371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086596514800047,0.11111673365944157,0.3842825316867191,0.15767166308233546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660119195741856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271887024412301,0.13736200422218642,0.0,0.17268540126740028,0.14871418860181748,0.0,0.150664957739524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536024784312128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110931419445585,0.0,0.0,0.22269772907178406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346410345421915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618916809640884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195295338772845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PORANON,2019/01/04,"I’m totally incapable of opening up ‘emotionally’ to anyone. Any advice appreciated. I am an 18 year male old from England. I should probably say at the start of my post that I’m definitely high-functioning, even definitely on the higher-end of high-functioning, if that’s a thing. If you think my problem is potentially related to autism tell me please. Since around the time I started secondary school, I noticed I literally could not show any ‘love’ emotion, or ‘attraction’ emotion (is affection a better word!?) to ANYONE, not even my own mum. For example, I really dislike hugging people, and if I do it’s reluctant and half-assed, and I cannot tell anyone I love them, I don’t know why, I just cant... This is a problem with girls do, I am a kiss-less virgin. Even when girls have literally told me to my face that they like me I will always awkwardly reject them, even if I don’t want to... Even when my friends are talking about ‘hot’ girls, I don’t really join in the conversation, I just don’t feel comfortable. I don’t know why I can’t open up to people, maybe you could say I have some sort of fear of relationships, but I can *talk* to girls fine, and the problem extends to my family too, so i don’t think that is the reason. (MAYBE the family and ‘other girls’ issues are separate?)",4.758093466635668,5.614319308300395,6.211746105556848,77.03455010462686,69.35573122529644,10.063613113229485,29.506858870030232,10.194018383442646,2.926610044175774,1007,37,199,26,17,343,135,253,0.08800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.552,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,3,1,13,15,0,2,12,0,26,5,1,2,1,37,39,14,0,11,10,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,6,8,9,0,0,6,1,0,0,11,6,0,0,1,4,35,9,23,34,3,16,0,1,0,4,24,8,0,7,8,131,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078641556897763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582006224813629,0.0,0.0,0.14027636195080062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163519437816621,0.0,0.0,0.09181573930902448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121822551130078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469648962202887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480530948817356,0.09135070247071964,0.0,0.0,0.3406122869611113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446088444535609,0.11606025484798382,0.0521502697187552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968507664500449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794441834583012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076505102551886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336519489145468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038859486716308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617427827557714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072343435818716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174246430156494,0.10822722228252313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300744559009654,0.0,0.0,0.11321585040235704,0.0,0.0,0.0987788266473198,0.0,0.11120148324652236,0.29607080555163323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214720283315246,0.1060442575407627,0.0,0.11073288337313332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640408354474138,0.0,0.10438235915038556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531779767480799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600488862688513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579873629555367,0.1802963833080967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852108999281799,0.13217484729145335,0.0,0.0,0.0601412868095081,0.0,0.0,0.09855390892671778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060834162153809386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613414008323334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641825205684572 autism,natebreed,2019/01/04,Stem Cells My wife and I have the opportunity to get stem cell treatment for our 7-year old non-verbal daughter. I was wondering if anyone on here has tried it or what you’ve found researching the subject? 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My brother have only been diagnosed , but never received therapy. I know I hate my parents for that. In result , now he is struggling with life so hard , and my parents only scold him on all his wrongs, when the reality is , it’s their fault and really don’t understand him. I really want to help but somehow I feel it’s so out of my reach because I don’t live with my parents. He has struggles at expressing verbally and corporally , he doesn’t do anything , expends all his time on the computer. He is 27 and my parents are desperate because they want him to get a job. How can I reach him , I really hate seeing him this way , I know he is hurting . What advices can you give me ? 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I’m suspecting I have ASD and SPD (talking with my therapist soon) I am NOT asking for any medical advice. I’m just wondering what are some good sensory activities? I like to use my hands with things like kinetic sand, slime, mad mattr, putty, and slime. What are some activities you would suggest? I can’t do anything physically straining because of a physical disability. 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Sometimes he does a hand gesture after throwing the ball. Overall he is pretty good but he doesn't really respond to his name so it is concerning. I pose the above because I don't know much about autism except what is written on the internet. ,3.445190476190476,5.434541042857148,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,74.28571428571428,6.3809523809523805,27.380952380952376,7.1686216300943375,1.373809523809523,283,11,55,3,6,88,54,70,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,0,7,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,4,5,6,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,4,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542834622754525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323886682735615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25513593719409305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717211507863872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860942086942502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361096722141546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31919097700804394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094654907513933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34075680419255416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948686933453964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008467325590459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734988366668773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,arayaray318,2019/01/04,Where can I volunteer/ work this summer? HI all! I'm a special education teacher in NYC and have the summers off. I'm interested in working with adults at a farm or residential center that is therapeutic as most of my students will be going on to these places when they graduate. Can someone please recommend a place? Thank you!,4.0375956284153,6.7361957377049215,5.397950819672133,74.4699316939891,75.22950819672131,8.656830601092896,31.478142076502728,9.2995712137729,3.39716174863388,264,13,45,7,6,88,54,61,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.9126,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,9,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,2,3,32,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836187679861698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6751179033393169,0.3546543982999162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737520282092062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974566896182689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704248795006245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DoctorDracil,2019/01/04,"Help with an assignment Hey y'all, I am a grad student taking a class that focusses on creating better learning environments for students on the spectrum. I was wondering if there were any parents with children on the spectrum that would be willing to help me out with an assignment. It would just be a short interview, all online nothing over the phone or anything. Please let me know!",6.563142857142857,8.293154742857148,6.3900000000000015,74.18500000000002,65.85714285714286,9.6,38.285714285714285,9.888512548439397,4.214942857142857,312,17,50,7,5,98,52,70,0.0,0.818,0.182,0.902,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,12,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,10,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,0,40,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481255720861607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357441933297201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336351084042785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384035782501214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574389527082498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929396961326023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488011283040803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180961504214496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31446309309286186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539325316120334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106694924038183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070066846138703,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Theasp1r1gwriter,2019/01/04,"What to do now I'm 25 and still living at home. I'm too dumb for school. I skated by with the bare minimum to graduate high school. I've attempted the community college route - that was a complete and total bust. Now, I lay around all day contemplating suicide. I've taken an iq test which resulted in a total of 104 - average, yet I feel my autistic tendencies interfere with my everyday functioning. I don't want any bullshit advice. How should I go about approaching this life?",2.83989010989011,5.565684252747253,4.556802197802199,78.60069780219781,80.0989010989011,8.914725274725274,27.78131868131868,9.3871,3.1776189010989015,381,17,68,12,10,128,71,91,0.10400000000000001,0.861,0.035,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,2,3,14,10,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,11,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,42,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613143669192653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185103870384134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805561151583496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28037902884353416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724602380725689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521281255308448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519778301652417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825381147950961,0.26823855993409684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888277874145454,0.0,0.0,0.2361319140185419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412755269633424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135575753149288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925080738159119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772800809060353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,weirdstuff44,2019/01/04,"I get made fun of because of my stimming I stim sometimes and people arent very nice about it. I open and close my palm. It helps me calm down when Im angry and impulsive. I rock when Im feeling nervous or overwhelmed. I play with my hair when im bored. I flap and twirl my fingers when Im happy. I make clicking sounds when Im happy as well. I spin when Im happy or overwhelmed. Stimming helps me. People mock me. Sometimes they mimic my stims. Its really annoying and embarassing. I sometimes dont know they are mocking me until someone tells me. 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Some of my stiming entail weirdly breathing and expanding and contracting my chest and lungs. I get out of breath sometimes and it's really uncomfortable. It almost looks like I'm about to puke and I feel so uncomfortable because I feel like I stim like this out of need, not because it is enjoyable. I wish I knew how to stop but when I get the urge to stim with my chest, I can't stop. Sometimes it lasts hours. 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My daughter is about to be 5yrs old and she is autistic. On Halloween she became obsessed with being the first person to the door to knock. It was cute but caused a few problems with my 6 year old because she was excited to trick or treat too. So this behavior has continued to grow. Now my autistic daughter wants to be the 1st out of the car and gets very upset and anxious at the thought of not being 1st to the door in any circumstance. Can anyone offer advice about something to ease this transition. 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I deal with depression so I wanted to watch a video of one of his speeches; I discovered that he has autism which seemed to have caused a lot of emotional struggles in his life. I regretfully do not know much about autism. I feel he may not have wanted me to know that since he didn’t include that part; he may feel I would judge him like others do. I know that those with autism have different struggles and fall on different areas of a spectrum; i want to ask him about it so that I do not say something that could potentially upset him, but I also feel kinda like I invaded his privacy by watching the videos. Should I ask if there’s anything that particularly upsets him? I’m a nice person, but I do make sarcastic jokes and my humor might suck. I may be overthinking but I’m not knowledgeable regarding this disability nor do I know how severe his is. If you would like to share some information about autism. That would be nice. It’s something I should know more about regardless. 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I have to wash my hands pretty much every time I touch anything. I am finding it very difficult to function when using my hands is really hurting me. Please can someone give me some suggestions on what kind of gloves to look for? I’ve seen others wear gloves for this in the past but regrettably never asked them. I’m worried that latex gloves will be too loose and in the way and too obvious, potentially limiting my fine motor skills too much. I need to be able to do pretty much all tasks with them on and wear them out to uni etc. Thanks in advance!",5.314242424242423,6.413994666666667,5.5057575757575785,81.71196969696972,68.24242424242425,8.593939393939394,28.303030303030305,8.841846274778883,2.1384030303030306,544,18,102,9,9,172,87,132,0.10800000000000001,0.779,0.113,0.1731,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,6,5,2,3,19,20,6,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,8,14,3,20,16,7,12,0,1,3,0,7,6,0,2,4,69,20,0,0.16116358302247175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262389680027284,0.0,0.15066619464149086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973999673925478,0.0,0.0,0.13578726962477172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730059515805566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842013203476557,0.15460279421996065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080245525174342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725289488900631,0.0,0.0,0.3364258181241256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678270711975672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067363930658395,0.0,0.0,0.13701551502143744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554213317231432,0.11950075471481728,0.12429929064667053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384887603448066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769092176430058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279226065756294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324551811359224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365533808993457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837777423683732,0.0,0.0,0.1070699233331295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397578130360623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783871809191473,0.0,0.13297683440936378,0.0,0.12792415065592624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636694416258064,0.16423945968999096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gkcky,2019/03/23,"do i have autism? hi guys, i might have misperceptions about autism so i apologize if i say anything incorrect. i'm a 19 year old female and i think there is something wrong with me. i'm socially inept, i don't have any friends. i've never tried to make friends. i am always uncomfortable around people. even the idea of having a chitchat with someone is so exhausting to me. i am emotionally constipated. when people tell me about their life or their feelings i can't understand them. i can't feel the way they feel. i can't make eye contact. my sleep schedule is a mess. droping off to sleep is so hard for me. and when i wake up i don't want to get out of my bed. most of time i don't get out of my bed and i don't go to school. i procrastinate a lot. i often forgot about homework assignments but i remember useless details from a memory which happened like 4 years ago. i have deep knowledge about things that i like but my family considers them as useless information. i have speaking issues sometimes. my self esteem is extremely low and i don't know what to do. what do you think about all of these? do i have autism or am i just depressed? should i see a doctor? 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hi guys, i might have misperceptions about autism so i apologize if i say anything incorrect, please notify me. i'm a 19 year old female and i think there is something wrong with me. i'm socially inept, i don't have any friends. i've never tried to make friends. i am always uncomfortable around people. even the idea of having a chitchat with someone is so exhausting to me. i am emotionally constipated. when people tell me about their life or their feelings i can't understand them. i can't feel the way they feel. i can't make eye contact. my sleep schedule is a mess. droping off to sleep is so hard for me. and when i wake up i don't want to get out of my bed. most of time i don't get out of my bed and i don't go to school. i procrastinate a lot. i often forgot about homework assignments but i remember useless details from a memory which happened like 4 years ago. i have deep knowledge about things that i like but my family considers them as useless information. i have speaking issues sometimes. my self esteem is extremely low and i don't know what to do. what do you think about all of these? do i have autism or am i just depressed? should i see a doctor?",1.2837148834429186,3.7602700418410073,2.994995517035268,88.79300732217575,84.98326359832636,6.4268380155409455,22.761655708308428,7.7094869923839395,1.2139705917513446,936,34,193,18,28,309,131,239,0.136,0.821,0.044000000000000004,-0.9527,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,5,0,15,11,0,0,8,0,29,7,4,2,2,37,47,15,0,3,6,0,4,2,2,2,3,2,3,2,6,9,0,1,11,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,1,8,41,4,26,44,3,18,0,4,2,0,18,7,0,7,11,132,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258750609946372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815596560795424,0.0,0.0,0.09656535176090296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168544845397056,0.12641073720849674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230500287619699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534374309157702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597316852310621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379012927643897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338656310233382,0.0,0.2153994758539781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194187915714036,0.0,0.14837901953078025,0.0,0.08070227552379289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060302756325305,0.12557075830207914,0.0,0.12720474378405594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030151645561785,0.0,0.1482118476052144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803987621218858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029930046454046,0.1387487476982564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207239250848149,0.0,0.0,0.18957315227192356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506403124204334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951970110667003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900585735867286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968908245949424,0.0,0.0,0.15587413683921786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085912229478302,0.0,0.0,0.1129246635558437,0.0,0.14371229890500253,0.1131561804476972,0.0,0.14813770904235524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842065211018799,0.14475184059797502,0.12031674021143897,0.10931908357451993,0.14044233248293314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411487889507232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433896154959688,0.18197664161149826,0.0,0.0,0.08280175555380315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640916046839064,0.0,0.0,0.14782774634370238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375569747842161,0.11271355348267185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525548401509814,0.0,0.18288760227366355 autism,daisysauce,2019/03/23,"How do I make it so I can make friends (IRL)? I have Asperger’s syndrome/high functioning. Although it’s hard for me to make friends at school. It may be because of my outbursts (screaming loudly whenever I’m upset). Please help? I don’t have a job, btw.",0.4063865546218501,2.850562411764706,2.0592717086834758,93.27529411764704,91.54901960784315,5.267226890756303,26.893557422969195,6.868970318607317,1.3957204481792722,197,10,41,3,7,64,39,51,0.027999999999999997,0.727,0.244,0.8931,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,4,0,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345293082846244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396697654956797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489193276900224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907211507762089,0.30063211124240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823620249516445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697979384998322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123394523328156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28796965066615743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,moeys92,2019/03/23,"I know nothing about autism and honestly do not know where to begin. My son of 3 years shows signs of autism. He says small words, plays well with others (unless they've stolen his toys), makes eye contact and generally is a alright kid. I do believe he shows others signs such as constantly walking on his tip toes and his lack of speech. Also he had a obsession with spinning wheels on cars but now only does that about once a week instead of 20 times a day. I honestoy do not mean to offend anyone by this post. I just want to know what and how autism is and works. I was extremely shallow and ignorant with this subject because I knew nothing about it and how broad it really is. I just want to know what it's about, how it affects people in different ways and pretty much anything else that might need knowing. Once again, please I do not mean or want to hurt anyone's feelings. We are all unique in our own ways and I love that. I guess I'm just a scared father who's trying to do the best for my son in every single way. Thank you all in advance. Your help/comments are truly much appreciated. Xoxo",3.6879064171123015,5.191770822727278,4.207058823529412,87.94970588235296,72.5909090909091,6.81283422459893,24.759358288770052,7.285733465282438,0.982310160427808,871,26,177,9,17,275,136,220,0.07,0.727,0.203,0.9851,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,0,3,17,12,1,2,6,1,13,3,2,5,2,50,32,17,0,5,9,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,14,13,0,1,9,4,0,3,3,5,1,0,3,4,19,7,27,28,8,24,0,1,1,1,18,9,0,3,8,114,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442284342873942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826057598205328,0.0,0.10745422228474306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959888069857649,0.0,0.0,0.1471162173693505,0.13703311405487986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110797528150198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421173658884636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642577892087668,0.0,0.0,0.11426932007250486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908081261462664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001724278748944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602394778885856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384592565002174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875233993154271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978599989792925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35881011493097603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785136390267298,0.0,0.08716154850062735,0.0,0.0,0.2844745291692829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852217721578575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197909127560012,0.09682162091541048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505854191235361,0.0,0.0,0.2781217218956568,0.0,0.09931013352614547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052605261658793,0.0,0.0,0.14333497096273248,0.0,0.0,0.12505722651827209,0.1328443421936066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365134128119348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384053249609262,0.1307309368716736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021829187368395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614083688694125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865360537991047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231054119229852,0.3109392149938829,0.1047414582365433,0.0,0.11740492602102645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506203330142778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408768026853271 autism,_TheMartiniPolice_,2019/03/23,"Autism awareness website/blog title Hey Folks! I’m currently at my last year of school, and one of the requirements for earning the diploma on my curriculum is to undertake a large project which is majorly non-academic and social. As an aspiring neurologist, I have a great interest and passion for the spectrum of autism, and I believe that the region where I live in does not have as much information and resources on the spectrum as it should, and that is why I decided to create a little website to foster interest and awareness on autism. I wanted to ask you if you would have any ideas of an interesting and strong website name for it",10.893193277310926,8.451857478991599,10.25166386554622,63.95363025210085,58.24369747899159,13.889747899159666,45.648739495798324,12.340626583579946,5.661334789915968,516,26,87,13,5,167,73,119,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.9661,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,1,6,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,0,0,18,11,12,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,6,19,9,2,10,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,3,64,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539422930359453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486740917891915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071548191877545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385758210290289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005698313641762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30776024275323216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222561864621213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732416951718005,0.2407327146739332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041061455700312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847376366073408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759108770494642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790667603412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080118490371245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460014999527966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366485327379707,0.0,0.0,0.17556144856521946 autism,wojcech,2019/03/23,"How to frame discussion around neurodevelopment and bioethics respectfully? So, I recently came over this study https://www.bmj.com/content/364/bmj.l962 and it made me think about what a difficult thing ableism is, and how it will only get harder to deal with as we learn more about how we humans work. I figured my perspective on this will be really incomplete so I wanted to get y'alls perspective. Basically, I'm down with not treating autism as a disease, the idea of neurodiversity and getting away from a normative view of human development. *However* (dum dum daaaam) there's devils in the details. Using the study I linked as an example, ahould we take steps to minimise pesticide usage around inhabited areas to minimise the impact on prenatal development? But that feels a bit like framing the outcomes (something like autism being amongst them) as something to avoid, i.e. the disease framing. Another aspect that I struggle with: let's assume we figure out the human neurodevelopmental complex 100% and can control the neurotype our children end up with. Would it be ethical to ""clip"" the neurotype to one standard deviation around the mean (trying really hard to no use ableist framing here)? Would it be ethical *not to*? I'm sure the question ""if you could choose whether your child is neurotypical or not, what would you do"" is asked in bad faith, but what are the actual answers if asked in good faith? I hope this is okay to post like this, I checked the rules and it *feels* it should be okay? Cheers, Wojcech",6.782191558441558,9.21815054166667,6.253008658008658,72.6227272727273,66.31060606060606,9.270995670995672,33.404761904761905,9.725611199111238,3.553571645021645,1229,55,196,28,21,379,159,264,0.046,0.8190000000000001,0.135,0.9776,1,1,2,0,0,0,51.0,5,4,1,2,12,18,0,2,18,2,20,0,0,7,1,60,38,21,0,9,9,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,5,16,19,0,2,14,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,2,4,19,13,37,23,2,19,3,0,1,0,20,14,0,7,5,135,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.1334360234636846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338113532818836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651759530245518,0.2556621091203665,0.0,0.1284693323907934,0.0,0.11417005655164615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492818772181752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639121186857424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336267360812458,0.10917372484307668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097030353041828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110879204101953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382771232060575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143190169701788,0.0,0.0,0.1146888829122351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248989436176964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581113761714242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435993369880302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398233035992121,0.0,0.20040902889485013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293842783360055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894716552212922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265683274511652,0.10399498991729593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095667631368932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531772342516242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519501956596842,0.0,0.13501173258723145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105343338688725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294766827878738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128873425388481,0.0,0.10280954280893397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084228379112982,0.0876158346937999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283575069595984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619450267267325,0.0,0.0,0.08065128886816017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995464898060674,0.0,0.0,0.2914030770547062,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RileytheRiolu7954,2019/03/23,"If you had the chance to be neurotypical for the day, would you accept it? I'm not sure if these types of posts are appreciated, but I might as well... I remember back in school we answered a question on what would your wish be if you could become anything for an hour? One of my (very philosophical and great) friends answered, He would *want to be* ***neurotypical*** *to see what it's like.* And, I might as well come and agree with it. What is it like to be normal? What is it to be something a regular average person is? Now, I want to ask you, if you had the chance to be neurotypical ***for the day,*** would you do this? I ask this question because I generally want to hear what you guys think of being ""normal"". Anyways, I think that's enough, I hope that this isn't a a bad post, cya!",-0.8495962461807061,1.0599531455696225,1.2474858140550005,95.82272151898735,106.15189873417722,4.457791357485816,16.840680925360104,6.311591054244273,-0.17822549105194208,599,18,135,9,29,197,83,158,0.009000000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.22,0.9862,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,8,0,0,5,10,0,0,9,0,22,0,0,0,1,36,35,10,0,16,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,0,2,16,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,2,2,18,9,19,19,1,10,0,0,1,0,18,2,0,9,7,100,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072278565380822,0.0,0.24363049938860354,0.0,0.0,0.10019458083690036,0.1087971463139543,0.0794311957097544,0.14390887595671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224406758036852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403594492412767,0.0,0.0,0.16806866808534315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463731647568988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006713897076983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436589683088824,0.0,0.12901996297155116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686038969358928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941978533323042,0.12832171689189004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127318441150386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646072587965753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533757196414353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829634751558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377511862235093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495875556870639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291937246423314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476073336527018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187308840087775,0.10383422366062654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031323193608578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280856593627462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698516361491875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751321041643708,0.2305673748553039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343151957470217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984144651443446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37025263503968203,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonpepehands,2019/03/23,"Does anyone else have trouble dealing with being ignored? I've been trying to make friends for the past few years and while I've made a decent chunk of friends I've never kept any of them. I have a new job and I get butthurt easily when they don't talk to me sometimes. My manager bought me a smoothie the other day and it made me feel welcomed and we do chat sometimes. But then people don't say good bye I leave. I know it's hard to tell from my personal experience but I find it difficult to tell if anyone actually likes me. Like I didn't mask myself properly and I did something weird and now they don't wanna be around me.",1.6853846153846168,3.8552795384615415,3.2869230769230766,89.30807692307694,80.53846153846155,6.153846153846152,23.07692307692308,7.321109707123232,0.919,500,17,104,7,13,165,85,130,0.10099999999999999,0.784,0.114,0.5643,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,3,0,3,10,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,3,1,22,19,12,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,2,3,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,7,3,19,6,11,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,1,12,65,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.16458237767836653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469078374585585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585417293101346,0.17280637602098206,0.0,0.1501381837269284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087681434789737,0.1738752934539571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759061271439392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088912018520447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497637743876767,0.0,0.0,0.08527673833884558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414707737714414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606039610998622,0.0,0.08811496945386216,0.0,0.0,0.14145931925278474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510812262860828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736348036944956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268805428645796,0.0,0.0,0.17858067081303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647920535376947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31916976555487264,0.11257812980930046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007667995283456,0.16288748231688807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099972015066769,0.11692373389305312,0.14726252748512522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412075792489914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298384062700293,0.3336070524228173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555802806233955,0.2948227801260116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450527516098713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860791194600784 autism,SeaEstablishment01,2019/03/23,"Agricultural pesticides linked to increased risk of autism spectrum disorder Prenatal and infant exposure to agricultural pesticides may increase the risk of autism spectrum disorder, according to a new study. The findings were published in the [*British Medical Journal*](https://www.bmj.com/content/364/bmj.l962). [http://www.mentaldaily.com/article/2019/03/agricultural-pesticides-linked-to-increase-risk-of-autism-spectrum-disorder/](http://www.mentaldaily.com/article/2019/03/agricultural-pesticides-linked-to-increase-risk-of-autism-spectrum-disorder/)",42.65071428571428,53.34401311904762,21.336666666666673,-32.974999999999966,-10.76190476190476,17.02857142857143,64.0,14.554592549557764,11.766514285714289,509,21,22,12,3,112,31,42,0.204,0.7020000000000001,0.094,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8996914059424419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916215405332744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636055631197369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272306035304976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Metal_Sonicc,2019/03/23,getting called a baby.. does anyone else get called a baby because they don’t do things? at my last job i got called one because i told them i wasn’t working because i couldn’t sleep the night before..and i’ve just had people around me call me a baby because i don’t work,5.696149425287353,4.464818844827587,6.1913793103448285,85.10821839080461,67.44827586206897,7.7333333333333325,29.67816091954023,3.1291,1.1058091954022982,215,6,46,0,3,70,38,58,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,10,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,25,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637525871396255,0.17053237996129328,0.0,0.14816248325762155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40582905353008825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.679795189785731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564843627688312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390351301211152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391089145182084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331133158424002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516110853769658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566678180914865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618802241765078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278069913913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538510947259414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665552501881691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057205360712072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903582535214386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24233340131662234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kylan-876,2019/06/19,"Help with Autistic character in book plz So, im personally Autistic and an aspiring author. Im trying to make a character in the book I'm about to write autistic but I want an accurate depiction of autism, idk how it affects everyone so I'm just asking this subreddit for traits about them/their family. I hope you don't mind me asking!",1.576212121212123,4.307591469696973,3.897272727272728,80.18257575757578,88.84848484848484,8.387878787878789,25.51515151515152,8.841846274778883,2.9202242424242426,271,12,49,9,9,93,49,66,0.026000000000000002,0.836,0.138,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,11,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920877471955612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148600354682804,0.0,0.0,0.24810883306367926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640838018309554,0.0,0.0,0.2614036040930168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685732207439245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756790493229366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657433645208496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980432232533266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868637466991938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523423155703678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ScarlettheIrishOtaku,2019/06/19,"I want to shut down I feel like I mess everything I do up. I can be personable for a while, but once is tart to get comfortable with people I eventually end up crossing a line. I just want to shut the entire world out now and yet I still need to talk. A weak moment is all it takes for me to break completely. I hate this. I want to disappear.",0.1659246575342479,2.220873041095892,2.5166952054794542,93.27175513698631,85.7123287671233,6.937671232876713,18.71404109589041,8.07648339933343,0.6627547945205481,264,7,63,6,8,90,51,73,0.18,0.6829999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.7343,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,13,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,2,13,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924761910143675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706895029993625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507043503671145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104667012715416,0.1992835868660711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574106927541536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540765564497643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362820088319422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683960417066666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970751074205873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339040922178727,0.24357039845675946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222771676070076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973742198680626,0.2242113012252334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935999016713218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,_facvply,2019/06/19,"Parents of kids with Autism, how do you connect with them through play & games? I'm designing a non-digital game that facilitates connections between parents and their autistic children. (I have a nephew with autism, so this research topic is really important to me personally) Are there any parents willing to share what play strategies & games have worked for them and why? (I know there are play therapies out there, but I'm looking for at-home, low-cost solutions.)",8.490602409638555,9.40747107228916,7.233397590361445,72.7691325301205,61.168674698795186,10.977349397590363,40.69638554216868,10.793553405168565,4.681363373493976,381,20,62,9,5,115,61,83,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.6815,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,11,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,0,0,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719026306260381,0.0,0.14808956843505827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967948522160815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287010189938596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7254160970689588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901464392313571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950762598423636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490364526698657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650156371765948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853754863938027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,boete1983,2019/06/19,"Our daughter thinks my wife is never at home and it's driving her crazy. We don't have a verified diagnosis for our daughter (9years old) yet but most things point to her having aspergers. We have met a battery of specialists to find out what's going on with her. In short, we're pretty sure that aspergers is a probable cause of her behavior. When it comes to relationships within the family I have always had a easier time understanding our daughter and the other way around. Maybe because I have some tendencies that matches her behavior. I'm not very social and I like being at home doing not more than what's needed. I understand the importance of being social. But I have to work on it. My wife on the other hand has a big need of meetingher friends and going to conserts and restaurants. That combined with her job takes her away from home some nights a week, or not even that often. But still she always picks the kids up from school, she does the cooking and so on. So it's not like she never sees the kids. But our daughter has for some reason got it into her head that she is away all the time and that she's never at home. And thats not true. So what I'm thinking of doing to pretty much save my marriage is to put myself out of my comfort zone and start to be more social outside our home to show our daughter that mom isn't the only one going out. That's the only thing I can come up with doing to change her mindset. TDL. ""Daughter thinks my wife's never at home, but that's not true. Can I get some tips?""",3.191372549019608,4.878604176470592,4.1842535947712465,86.86434117647062,74.22875816993465,6.85678431372549,23.351111111111113,7.554174236665415,0.9857763660130728,1202,34,241,15,25,389,143,306,0.024,0.843,0.133,0.9892,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,8,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,16,0,23,3,2,3,8,59,43,19,0,2,12,10,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,22,21,1,0,7,2,0,7,12,0,0,1,3,2,35,8,43,37,9,43,0,0,1,0,41,22,0,7,15,182,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550372606394331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293434153483502,0.0,0.0,0.1750583969344877,0.0,0.0,0.056790971287415684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957035098311284,0.09855353042785284,0.1605024213013742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152709709379356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061532926599257964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782527661993182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514880122064374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197708597067029,0.0,0.048673540531897735,0.0,0.15883911988954189,0.0,0.07451053030551913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956115619601956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606972639896858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244936695560327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102894487640403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093594213572253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091107479055454,0.0,0.0,0.06848512796117585,0.13815756817561525,0.28741053163522273,0.0,0.0,0.08742665828779964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775833080138427,0.0,0.06312929437527558,0.14170849871595262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806863804838577,0.0,0.0,0.1895594299065981,0.10044488951624504,0.0,0.0,0.09365400456105223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578652569678968,0.0,0.10002161762152093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942853838474621,0.0742384193246834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849021891110736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594086912693124,0.0,0.07439966138895844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780451659598004,0.0,0.07004657617022593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378599840441475,0.17908422907792176,0.0,0.0,0.10864755995302362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939708140990022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768687867684705,0.0,0.07394802487955493,0.07472930643131465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782338088632553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TerribleConcentrate,2019/06/19,"Can I Join the Coast Guard? Hello people of r/autism I am an individual with Asperger, pretty much the only problem I have is socializing and some minor learning disabilities, but i am also physically able bodied , im just fat ,( 50-60 lbs overweight) . Anyways I was wondering if I could join the U.S coast guard, and if these minor ""conditions"" well set me back from doing so.",10.085952380952378,7.710541785714287,10.704285714285714,59.877380952380975,59.71428571428571,13.333333333333332,39.04761904761904,11.855464076750405,4.663761904761904,295,11,50,7,3,102,55,70,0.027000000000000003,0.838,0.135,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,8,3,2,0,0,14,9,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,1,3,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,36,8,1,0.29058842380997296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323834575341295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344456095693307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322778230382022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320112110170142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31388536293865443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361592703290536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210055907233626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145742457506632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956328954388636,0.0,0.2780538767622871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29621830341115507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612738912719164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315130749949662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tantothemighty,2019/06/19,"I'm an autistic creator. I know we're not to pimp out our own sites and channels multiple times, so I'll limit myself to just this once, but my S/O said it would be good to share my (currently limited) content with people of like-mind. So here I am: sharing. https://youtu.be/1Pbr3teCtZw I'm interested in conversation and feedback. Fair warning: the videos always wind up very chaotic in energy.",6.323013698630137,7.705721575342466,6.753315068493155,72.6488767123288,66.12328767123286,9.675616438356164,33.77808219178082,9.888512548439397,3.490092602739725,317,14,54,7,5,103,62,73,0.092,0.67,0.23800000000000002,0.9091,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,9,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31447064961773763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169923884731417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770217095904855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463904297093287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816047366473644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40248646167422825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620112543431974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595009637246092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037585427460354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118344223925223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684728605436029,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mowill,2019/06/19,"Autistic approved shirt suggestions? Hey, I am ask out of love and support for my autistic friends and students. I am sped teacher and specifically teach autustic students. The staff wear asd shirts to work. Some of their shirts drive me nuts but want to be part of the ""team"". Can you share links, pictutes, resources for shirts you would find awesome? Even if they aren't austistic specific, anything pro human kindness would be great. I want to wear shirt(s) that would send a message of incision and that would make you smile if you saw me in the grocery store. I won't go into the only type of autism shirts I can find... Barf! I appreciate all you have done to support and teach me as I continue to hit you up for advice on my students, classroom, expand my knowledge, and my perspective. I am grateful.",3.9603428571428574,6.446682786666668,3.771238095238097,87.10800000000002,74.46666666666667,6.419047619047619,30.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.991828571428571,638,30,117,8,14,193,94,150,0.01,0.715,0.275,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,2,3,1,7,0,0,5,0,15,8,7,1,1,24,25,10,0,8,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,4,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,23,7,19,15,3,10,0,0,1,1,18,5,0,3,2,77,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237776317674168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535848721105753,0.0,0.17447872362134373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099261400139456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327079330243132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411623940326727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419389711440808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060690885264451,0.0,0.0,0.20576597339163333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943518467519328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844556005519445,0.0,0.12458044918844735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419444841960654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021077405282624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235828398699809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201645599897287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587265271421575,0.0,0.0,0.5303211818001535,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,recruitrainbowrush,2019/09/06,Question: autism and aggression Can in any cases autism cause or worsen aggression and or violent tendencies?,8.032352941176473,12.192836058823529,7.160294117647062,58.866323529411794,70.76470588235293,12.811764705882355,37.911764705882355,11.20814326018867,6.990317647058824,91,5,10,4,2,28,13,17,0.47200000000000003,0.528,0.0,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083973897092901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6169345027711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6727580481637453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rossisangria,2019/09/06,"Is this autistic or narcissistic? I don't reply to texts, because I either feel disgusted, or uncomfortable with the recipient. I'm pretty withdrawn socially, I hate interacting with others, the best word to describe the reason is 'uncomfortable', 'scared'. And I was called ""disrespectful"" for not replying over texts. It's not that I intentionally did it to make them feel a certain way, I just did it because it makes me feel anxious and uncomfortable to talk to people, yes, even over texts.",8.748372093023256,9.416927325581398,8.955209302325583,61.49327906976745,60.62790697674418,11.996279069767445,38.13023255813954,11.602472056035307,4.833049302325582,394,18,62,11,5,130,57,86,0.153,0.7170000000000001,0.13,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,2,1,4,1,6,0,0,4,1,19,13,4,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,8,2,10,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798933367959079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020590603210219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26000424441282793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529861951125745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636402544808463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758180665248378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446073878887625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307576087146601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176255587992798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25205654162347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25473404739776845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24804660316693844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252555660331881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913658754113575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966568840200792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dickdepression,2019/09/06,"Trying to make new friends Hi, 17m here and i need help trying to make new friends and even potential date. Im trying to find out what im doing wrong, i asked my friend for help and she said “be yourself” and “joke around alot” well i am myself and that doesn’t seem to get me friends and my sense of humor is dad jokes (never ask me whats up because i will always say whats above me) when i do find a potential new friend it always seems we stop talking or when my parents find out we are gonna hang out she says “that person has a volatile reputation” the only place i do tend to meet people is at conventions and where people smoke weed but i dont know how to introduce myself or insert myself into a conversation (unless im really high). I do smoke weed (to deal with loneliness and anxiety also depression when i get into that mood so im not a big user) so i tend to steer towards the stoner crowd because people in my school like to judge apparently, it also doesn’t help (or does?) that my elementary school classmates told everyone i had autism. Is there something im doing wrong here? Im trying to find out, the school counsellors arent very helpful and i am already in counseling but not social coaching. I also do equine therapy but im the only person there. I full out studied neurotypical behaviour for years, i know its not as simple as biology or history. I just need help here",3.394086056292462,4.899964469750891,4.928730184406341,82.47566402458753,73.34163701067615,7.9560659980588815,25.228243286962147,8.575989854853784,1.7164362989323851,1100,35,218,20,22,370,145,281,0.079,0.81,0.111,0.4655,3,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,19,14,0,0,9,0,20,0,0,3,1,48,37,28,0,2,12,2,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,2,10,20,0,1,8,3,0,1,8,3,1,0,3,3,31,10,30,31,2,29,1,1,0,0,31,18,0,7,11,139,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171685514819314,0.1776550982706837,0.12323232895529762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664862878306168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592087615299574,0.1384549291327865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028131207320413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634308209490016,0.06377981115793738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480231917408827,0.0,0.08678693932428097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890982865014112,0.0,0.0,0.07075867464167143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707242127187777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860571677736853,0.0,0.07737693162930187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481733178267243,0.07823869370401093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599126965005566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139272230164663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036177460931638455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885891474739772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981540062602868,0.05711251126601796,0.21455605660345373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263787980709447,0.0,0.0,0.08222460576339691,0.0,0.0,0.15401241955867656,0.12931653487936698,0.07736728339325684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743881309178126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043923029909165,0.11777627320700615,0.0,0.22482996777766287,0.0,0.1348260616679097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548542447971668,0.0,0.057007892910148586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061909751208843976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059519195967461615,0.0,0.0,0.08468349775073164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075867464167143,0.0,0.2011024211264197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109963229727911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658052645974763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619257629508512,0.0,0.047686261648469216 autism,technicolour-girl,2019/09/06,"Need advice on anxiety and ASD My mother’s coworker has a 7-8 year old daughter that’s in the process of being diagnosed. Recently the daughter has been struggling with what seems to be random unrelated anxieties that change from day to day. One example is being terrified of bugs one week to not being able to be left alone for fear of her mother getting hurt the next. They’ve come to me looking for input as I’ve suffered with general anxiety for many years, however I don’t have autism so my advice isn’t perfectly tailored to someone with a brain that functions differently then mine. Any input or advice on autism and related anxiety is very helpful as well as any good resources to read up on!",8.071055437100213,7.533259858208963,8.430938166311304,68.71246268656715,62.358208955223894,12.134754797441365,39.29211087420042,11.491704259439757,4.737999147121535,567,27,97,15,7,188,90,134,0.17300000000000001,0.742,0.085,-0.8759999999999999,2,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,5,0,13,2,1,0,1,13,18,8,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,1,2,1,1,6,3,25,12,0,16,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,3,9,62,10,1,0.1435184557980615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207337219570357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864183730517053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519494280046887,0.0,0.4391649034329159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021406107370256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518234963662229,0.12362844167748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851150620082724,0.0,0.0,0.1456682115952712,0.0,0.1499462399627669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149816327861186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749824696486703,0.0,0.0,0.12037647153639885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961973956822307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536394752511303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593322215392805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051935682363756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455051880668705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641711645851233,0.0,0.0,0.1526335059226206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059847695722312,0.0,0.1945036398711928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355729393043853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170716090506935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065381198232195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160272186270504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500366511976927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841775650200932,0.0,0.0,0.11512184834140235,0.0,0.1290403276360975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484236019309072 autism,Alice_Underground_,2019/09/06,"I'm scared about having an autistic child As much as I would like to have a child in the future, I'm scared that they would inheret aspergers from me. I'm fine with raising an autistic child but I remember how severely I was bullied as a child for being autistic and I would never wish to have my child go through a trauma like that as I know how scared it left me as an adult. I would love a have a kid but I don't want to risk my kid go through what I went through and I don't know what to do.",3.121585845347312,3.2292072660550453,4.12322411533421,93.23550458715596,72.6697247706422,7.32948885976409,26.580602883355173,6.868970318607317,0.8390015727391869,388,12,95,3,7,126,54,109,0.217,0.66,0.124,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,4,9,0,13,1,0,2,1,17,24,11,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,14,4,17,17,1,7,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,4,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119139553543343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204922831929464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256536715019668,0.0,0.0,0.182168320127042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826751973206885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705333760939614,0.0,0.14379243274185272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119784193857105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599707064352587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210621804573613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996592736025487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728298380768729,0.0,0.0,0.21439442982732265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297606531965078,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,darling89,2019/09/06,"Studying I'll be doing exams and assignments within the next year. I know everyone studies differently. What ways do you think best, being autistic?",5.5330666666666675,9.107201240000002,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,76.6,8.133333333333335,32.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.991133333333334,121,6,15,3,3,39,24,25,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286328230100997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267331086615169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902821434368864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446806897469854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343808186483323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617120075252887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32420084353721984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630221171171605 autism,leftiesrule,2019/09/06,need help with putting together a autism related video i will be putting together a video about the topic of the difficulties of traveling as a autistic person what things do you know of that makes traveling as a autistic person difficult such things like stopping for food stops on a road trips,26.66490566037736,10.599507566037737,21.55547169811321,34.919245283018896,48.81132075471698,26.48301886792453,75.64150943396227,18.243605946275586,11.010939622641509,243,12,40,7,1,74,38,53,0.146,0.758,0.096,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,1,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111708077581263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248639478628716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414247244082727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257210054502505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177327871694495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081082841488847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44939043171375215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5173860087621377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302875861773876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419242132531878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RIAtheGeek,2019/09/06,It's been a really stressful past few days Nothing big has been happening but just a lot of little things. A bad first experience trying to get back into therapy disagreements with my spouse problems figuring out technology and loosing things. I have had a lot of meltdowns recently and during the last few I have started hitting myself in the head again. I haven't done that in almost a decade. I just want the little things to stop happeninr.cg. Big issues I do well with but it's the little ones that I can't handle. Thanks for letting me vent.,5.042211538461539,6.856081105769228,5.705000000000003,77.31500000000003,69.67307692307692,8.661538461538461,28.384615384615394,9.188382445141503,2.5474461538461544,441,16,77,9,8,143,71,104,0.18600000000000005,0.778,0.036000000000000004,-0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,9,0,11,1,1,0,0,17,17,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,0,9,2,11,11,4,18,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,9,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434792353721558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620233499524894,0.13703788958398466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584733313291217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795731157489152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605461766955505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960501817940602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574877006687448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513558742763366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844005495936087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713043216173804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378414177456302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678293855554766,0.0,0.0,0.4934904342930378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790671653284765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748278927982806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121564794165754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667630675692906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704588355876475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514296161395326,0.0,0.16205407496195828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616883347677505,0.0,0.0,0.13721621960243824,0.1880051407134488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110465718989655,0.1876917480231617,0.0,0.3271129549654152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114304024852989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680543876862628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756848414925602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,flannelthief69,2019/09/06,"Great book I read recently by an autistic comedian! I recommend you read Funny, You Don't Look Autistic: A Comedian's Guide to Life on the Spectrum - by Michael McCreary. It is a very funny and relatable book.",3.4926923076923084,6.191661282051285,5.458653846153847,73.29259615384616,77.2051282051282,9.028205128205126,35.391025641025635,9.516144504307137,4.213917948717949,166,10,28,5,4,57,30,39,0.0,0.642,0.358,0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38792004261974056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248524735502518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29546856466725346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7038980078065349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474131669733603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903162236085104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ClaraElizabethCohen,2019/09/06,"Advice: Lying about autism diagnosis There is a kid I know who is amazing and is diagnosed as being on the autism spectrum. His mum has recently been telling people she thinks she is autistic too and has gone as far as saying that her psych diagnosed her with it saying she got '10/10 on all the tests.' I know an adult who is looking for assessment and answers as an adult, so I asked her for the details of her psych for this person and she gladly gave over the recommendation. Luckily I called the psych for more information before I passed on the details because it turns out they don't do assessment for or diagnosis of ASD and instead recommended a colleague for that. I asked if they would do it for an existing client because of the recommendation and they said no, they would still refer the client elsewhere for the expertise. Their speciality is in BPD (which I have previously been told by the mother that she is diagnosed with BPD so that makes sense). In normal circumstances, I would disengage from this person's lies and distance myself from them. But this person is family so I see them regularly at events, and they always gravitate towards me. I am also very close with the father of the child and the child so I don't want to lose that with them. There is an event tomorrow I will see them at and I just know she is going to try lie to me some more about her fake diagnosis. So far I have texted the father of the child to inform him and ask his advice, so hopefully that is useful. But, r/autism, what do I do here?",6.20506006006006,6.63449052702703,6.569954954954955,77.24861861861864,66.02702702702703,9.956156156156156,29.62012012012012,9.861636050157227,2.63261921921922,1220,39,234,25,18,395,144,296,0.045,0.888,0.067,0.7708,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,10,1,16,6,0,0,21,0,29,3,0,2,1,40,50,26,0,7,5,4,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,9,16,17,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,6,42,4,40,38,4,21,0,1,3,0,51,13,0,4,5,182,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409638063506397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859852187556233,0.10259085385573023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457909832756568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031829668926325,0.0,0.10491449030434376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105700707773462,0.0,0.12589741189952713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754237942981454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623102835271372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007107352968854,0.0,0.09860982958237624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224592020512179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327820506250285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353627999226632,0.1379349447144353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229999839462078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208023766841924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547684286452202,0.32296785697569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173838854655088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728124985685555,0.1960973802034616,0.0,0.0,0.1964994168758389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846310179875686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776477799093738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900210094624716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781312437618773,0.0,0.08370883383733667,0.1341089495742679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648681261958938,0.0,0.10173082827839472,0.07272225719100768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627545053925286,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cutedemoncrashers,2019/09/06,"What are some good coping mechanisms/avoiding tantrums? I'm 18 and I've been diagnosed with ""high functioning"" autism since I was 12 years old. I've been to therapists but no one really seems to like do much for my autism. Lately I've been noticing I've been having a lot of different sensory overloads (I moved and changed colleges not too long ago so everything has been very overwhelming) . It's like everything is happening all at once but my brain doesn't know how to process it. I feel a lot of urges to just scream and kick and throw a tantrum. But as I'm starting to get older, the more I've realized it's inappropriate for me and can be harmful. So it makes it even harder for me to process what to do when everything is going on, but still stay calm enough to keep myself safe. I was wondering how some of y'all cope with tantrums/avoid tantrums while still allowing yallselves to process things.",5.332083333333333,6.436266829545456,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,68.20454545454545,9.503030303030306,31.71212121212121,9.725611199111238,2.834539393939395,726,30,146,16,12,224,110,176,0.085,0.825,0.09,0.2479,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,10,11,3,1,4,0,17,2,1,4,1,29,29,16,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,7,2,10,5,20,21,8,18,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,13,90,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882516212056384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482836063606375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567243098301873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895567754364007,0.0,0.16362393625471405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181981548169,0.0,0.10343931354809836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222524420778148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918663400525111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182217064637,0.0,0.08900497361877169,0.1313568923777612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848955258604378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654668804410024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392020098052074,0.0,0.0,0.08606866508281083,0.0,0.17666270602162226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530233013675067,0.0,0.0,0.13859476845282326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662881485704981,0.0,0.0,0.1045382754530596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664514611756914,0.11512624242129148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830132576156973,0.1643356685691113,0.16678435430044103,0.10612287170220633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032826524196456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257170442245984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954926705162104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108492414423372,0.16692523771851547,0.2501376198926844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183607956191866,0.10404461001187834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292195085793566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983667658600962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085159377425937 autism,TimtheBigDaddy,2019/09/06,"Scared for my future. I'm 22, and still live with my parents, I have Aspergers, I'm unemployed, and I don't have my own car. I feel very ashamed of who I am, I feel like a loser. I just graduated from a 6 month welding course at a vocational school. I'm trying to find a job but I feel really lost. I'm very scared and driving my parents crazy. I need encouragement from other autisitc people who have felt the way I feel and have been in similar situations and are now gainfully employed.",3.0265909090909098,4.6149994747474725,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,74.45454545454545,8.586363636363638,27.52651515151515,9.188382445141503,2.2759181818181817,384,15,80,9,8,131,63,99,0.18100000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8928,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,19,6,0,1,2,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,5,13,2,8,16,1,9,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,47,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870059477792443,0.13669931615972156,0.1837244458551084,0.0,0.17488894668057312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988373501882405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348314984274007,0.0,0.16896411933927366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088793532156332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273244604388928,0.0,0.0,0.14188239427805854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249394481201775,0.0,0.0,0.13265686907890525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225826677278615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831462054487159,0.19365476943976528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508358883625486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281105813797005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991298507255056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157648952852691,0.0,0.1518834322374316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jgoldaddy,2019/09/06,"For those on the spectrum that have read the book ""The Reason I Jump: The Inner Voice of a Thirteen-Year-Old Boy with Autism"" by Naoki Higashida: What did you think of it? As a father to nearly 4 year old twins with autism, I'm constantly trying to experience the world through their eyes and walk in their shoes. I feel like this is the first book I've read that is helping me accomplish that. It really made me think about autism from the truly unique perspective of the author. I'm curious to know what you think of this book, how you can/can't relate, and if there are other books like this you'd recommend reading.",9.782479338842975,6.8361417933884345,8.671140495867771,75.99761983471078,60.81818181818182,12.324628099173555,34.11735537190083,10.355215969177356,3.0614052892561987,491,12,99,8,5,152,79,121,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,2,2,3,2,0,0,10,0,6,2,2,3,0,13,14,5,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,10,2,18,11,0,11,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,6,61,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832834663424007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885773278509776,0.0,0.0,0.09747613381652293,0.13772316328546955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397987061867642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292173956490861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594768701072983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836663520962466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824145445959383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045835720005019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785010971419098,0.0,0.12350078433257845,0.1982115201755075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705798600249614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088600410512904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828996897879044 autism,TonyFubar,2019/09/06,"My frustrating father I was professionally diagnosed at 8, but well before that literally everyone who was informed about autism, my grandma who studied child psychology in college, my teacher, and the psychologist friend who recommended the doctor who diagnosed me (don't know how it is now and everywhere else but at the time in my state, not just any psychologist could diagnose autism of any kind, it had to be one who was specifically trained and certified in knowledge on autism), they all said within literal minutes of meeting me that I was autistic long before the actual diagnosis and yet even at that point, my dad didn't believe it. He refused to believe it to this day, I am 20 years of age, still trying to find ways to help me function in society becuse theres a lot of things I still just don't get and he still refuses to believe it and even actively prevented me from seeking advice and help on how to deal with these things that I was struggling with. I had to move out just to be allowed to seek out help, it was... it was frustrating. I saw a post earlier ranting about something somewhat similar so I decided to make a post.",10.581235142118864,8.011558772093025,10.301550387596901,63.75428940568476,58.95348837209303,14.206718346253233,44.819121447028415,12.650343791298138,5.619966408268733,916,45,162,25,9,302,123,215,0.054000000000000006,0.821,0.125,0.9451,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,17,6,2,1,7,0,17,4,0,4,1,33,22,12,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,20,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,12,2,18,3,32,7,3,28,0,0,1,0,21,13,0,2,10,123,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.124077138757668,0.0,0.0,0.12424658479967432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292865116908288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163854781965873,0.4297534134294012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101516539944946,0.0,0.0,0.081999301633789,0.13108298237480534,0.0,0.3871546104829048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014035050027295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062150101442068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679587994346767,0.0,0.0,0.1214944150327722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621006196781253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823346307882322,0.0,0.06642906394826997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556718782152805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240404305779324,0.06987667048627637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252110111132477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080958394914008,0.0,0.0,0.08487161523893452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513714768716575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615810329877466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019502022704327,0.0,0.2435433742169157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209459211027516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788397869864084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046192948033766,0.0,0.0,0.13292165947180898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689416449686551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414044292928594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632447237090954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092337684687197,0.0,0.0,0.11432043004995958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187850455678959 autism,CarelessScar,2019/09/06,"Possibly autistic, is it worth it to get diagnosed at 27? Is there any benefit at this point in my life? I already fucked up in college, got a useless degree, got tricked into insane amounts of student loans, and don't have any friends. Even if I get diagnosed, will anything change for me?",4.9700909090909065,6.422048872727274,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,69.36363636363636,8.40909090909091,37.38636363636364,8.841846274778883,3.3998181818181816,228,13,42,4,4,72,46,55,0.23,0.693,0.077,-0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,9,7,1,7,0,1,0,1,1,7,1,1,0,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266189100051102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280718387610343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850114410257702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551757381896489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896606166271766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932163870506638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636375546943226,0.22300134880236328,0.2520519880233661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858467472665919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037879182235766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280281551334726,0.2719360693626249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,leggiemcguire,2019/09/06,"I (21f) need advice about my aspie boyfriend(23m) My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years. We’ve had our rough patches and most of them stemmed from his aspergers. It wasn’t until last February that we found out he had high function autism and it was at that point that we were in the middle of a break up. We decided to get back together and I felt knowing what caused our problems could help me and us better our relationship. I’m beginning to have second thoughts about being with him because of his behavior. I suspect him to be a narcissist. He loves to debate with people but has repeatedly says that he won’t debate with people who know more than him. We were debating about narcissism and he got very upsetting because “i didn’t know what i was talking about” and “i was being an idiot” he even went out of his way to tell me that he’s smarter than me. He’s aware that he’s more intelligent than most and repeatedly say he’s better than people. If one of his friends is succeeding in a specific field, he’ll go out of his way to try it and see if it’s “that easy”. I’ve also been depressed lately because I just don’t know where my life path is taking me and I feel stuck. He doesn’t provide much emotional support and i’ve accepted its unlikely i’ll get it from him but it still hurts. I recently was presented the opportunity to join a start up company and he hasn’t happy for me in fact he told me all the “logical” reasons why it wouldn’t work. His actions have made me feel insecure and he does little to uplift me. I tell him all the time he’s handsome, i like his outfit just general compliments but he never reciprocates and i don’t mean to sound shallow but if i’m wearing something nice i would love for my boyfriend to tell that i look beautiful. Also, one thing that has made me feel uncomfortable was a comment he made a few weeks ago. we were at an event and a woman touched his shoulder to which her boyfriend responded defensively, my boyfriend saved the situation and turned to me and said “see, i said that and he went from mad to happy again. i love manipulating people” i’m aware of my boyfriends manipulative/sociopathic behavior but hearing it made me feel uneasy mainly because he caught himself after he said it and looked to see what my reaction would be. I apologize for the rant and please feel free to ask for any clarifications if any of this may or make sense. Also, is autism coupled with narcissism or is my boyfriend an exception? I don’t know. I’m just going through a really hard time right now and need to create healthy spaces in my life.",4.526058163426587,5.8138585964912295,5.38961698540646,81.11654812707447,70.24756335282652,8.976745166218851,29.65433854907539,9.358847034038227,2.537298972656868,2072,81,410,44,37,677,235,513,0.085,0.728,0.18600000000000005,0.996,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,9,0,1,5,16,26,3,2,17,0,38,7,2,8,4,93,92,36,0,11,15,0,9,1,1,6,2,7,0,1,27,33,0,1,20,0,1,6,10,8,0,3,30,21,64,19,59,51,9,48,0,2,5,3,68,18,0,10,22,262,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880642282099161,0.07148789018941189,0.0,0.08075540679388775,0.0,0.0,0.1934779398315989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968420921884553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539320489222925,0.0,0.0,0.06201186289142265,0.0,0.196644424339604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264982057436715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828457463017194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643893382109805,0.08923336131541446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946035653243322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057393416883037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907159931708344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326597985005521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038854235704151,0.0,0.07743289048317317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842427178741037,0.062306966739099474,0.0,0.08426850379108006,0.0,0.09166605942580418,0.0,0.064500042907411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716985183676033,0.07224305341623066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908940011903891,0.0,0.05405537214713388,0.08520701865759782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633330405975112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160490159722426,0.06573732456759353,0.09097229879458103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139254324252423,0.03939960450066417,0.0808285656277293,0.0,0.0,0.13544480363179573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835872636233655,0.30523710971427964,0.0538318892773101,0.0,0.0,0.08784723091711444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928415317812035,0.11959610324570022,0.06219923394217384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929575133135902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363936965314626,0.0,0.0,0.08852518592389093,0.07623661930235075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716741373505548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051663948371858885,0.08291760898844559,0.07962828166305799,0.08658371644657167,0.0,0.06887131762671321,0.23013868941988136,0.1282660105054546,0.0,0.0,0.19279347008482228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064958068900604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062085297758190335,0.0,0.0,0.057081715438066026,0.0,0.06440406922629584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151622379028916,0.0,0.0,0.0606358208694986,0.06482026988424443,0.21146470388684305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357767671014721,0.0,0.0,0.06402398479612265,0.09405076369771123,0.0,0.0,0.07706079210868402,0.0,0.05475339930211697,0.08771978451278098,0.0,0.0,0.09700731292999007,0.0,0.0,0.06654146768889288,0.0,0.12802622013539186,0.06468942646760131,0.0,0.0,0.1495194611531535,0.07277054979091845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871131180191909,0.0,0.0,0.11457733266354868,0.0,0.0,0.05193343592064482 autism,Impractical1,2019/09/06,"Asking for advice, any help is appreciated Okay, long story short. I have a son who was diagnosed with mild autism at the age of 4. He is turning 6 soon and I have to admit that I have fears. Ever since his diagnosis me and his mother(still happily married) have done as much as we can to help him. i.e. speech therapy, occupational therapy, got him into pre k a year early so he can get a good start on his education, and many other things. He is one of the smartest little boys that I know. He has a genuine interest in space and the planets (One of my favorite subjects) So we have gotten him plenty of books and such on the subject and I love reading them to him. He is a fast learner but has troubles with actually putting his emotions or grasping certain concepts. But I still worry, he is super sensitive, he gets that from me and his mother. And I worry about him growing up because I know how kids are. I also worry about future depression and things of that nature ( my entire family including me have a history of depression, as well as his mother's side) I just come here asking for advice from people who actually have to deal with autism, that being those who have it, those who have friends who have it, or those who have raised children with it. I just want him to live as normal of a life as possible and above all to be happy. If I am on my death bed one day, hopefully in the far future, and he can tell me that I made him happy in his life then I can die peacefully. I just don't want to make stupid mistakes raising him because I didn't get as much information as possible about everything. Again, any info on things that help you cope with triggers, developmental advice, really anything. And if you just want to wish me good luck that will help too. Forgot to mention some of his problems. He does not do well with change, he needs warnings before doing most things ( like bed time, leaving to go somewhere, etc.), has a hard time expressing himself, still needs help tying shoes/ getting dressed (But we are making progress on this one). Needs things to be in certain orders and certain ways (like his toy cars, books, things like that). He also has a younger sister who is turning 3 soon, and not really sure how to approach the subject with her once she gets old enough to actually start noticing things.",6.438167268972638,6.5369548344519055,6.689944071588367,77.72037816210636,65.53243847874721,9.382515918086387,32.181122009981074,9.057496981413335,2.6391735329547417,1829,67,344,28,26,590,222,447,0.10800000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.195,0.9888,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,3,2,1,2,24,27,1,1,15,1,38,5,1,6,6,72,69,36,2,13,13,4,1,3,1,1,3,1,2,3,31,26,0,1,6,4,0,6,4,7,2,4,7,2,50,20,55,58,7,45,0,2,0,1,66,17,0,8,23,245,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.22143614456270405,0.0,0.0,0.22173854900746304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097580687092123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028732453126032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062243857836792114,0.0,0.14142315866647212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221678420492264,0.0,0.06436260339195397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001526864282085,0.0651556788605065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878043178736753,0.07797974315410552,0.13029427568383567,0.07677125980157579,0.07850059062040078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619156662687761,0.07740421924641849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508288189979725,0.0,0.07815456036150208,0.08435667383135312,0.0,0.06841915265019259,0.0,0.0,0.06797880690925295,0.0,0.07130503668276351,0.08511409122662766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843794580536845,0.0,0.19758939149867036,0.0,0.042986976362912016,0.12688359758262965,0.060494840450994174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103670642871484,0.06775704004385052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534937161401679,0.0,0.0,0.07512587661107252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313763874251323,0.0,0.0,0.0800900148932079,0.0,0.0,0.10685110501040736,0.11085912569956256,0.07580942525187642,0.0667899850616879,0.0669374956620205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826649883698026,0.07157076731869239,0.10097827555498523,0.07668534179986795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120567448089612,0.1682544737558145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410945272455076,0.0,0.08611468061119627,0.07936964883133035,0.08055229729886128,0.2050178183060528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243805808450679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054158673620984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723756166894218,0.0,0.07603736062925158,0.0,0.0,0.07565874659988378,0.0,0.09691163518481624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256876502692531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707432468073882,0.0,0.12080965272635162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128818169150829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611118869597654,0.0,0.1729979252287603,0.0,0.351754975772276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821057611317447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454545235307286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384024791355373,0.060038144251718814,0.0,0.0,0.1360157910822171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698028661601892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23044302804929076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048708571009808715 autism,01aleksander,2019/10/21,"How do you deal with asperger’s? I’m 17 with Aspergers and sometimes it makes some things really hard for me. I got diagnosed with «extreme anxiety» and i have problems with social interactions. So what i want to know is, how do you guys deal with it, or do you know someone that deal with this",3.2100000000000013,5.167972413793105,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,74.86206896551724,8.777931034482759,27.11724137931035,9.3871,2.429002758620689,232,9,47,6,5,76,40,58,0.078,0.893,0.027999999999999997,-0.4243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,17,11,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,8,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999892208647411,0.0,0.22971373572881695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101169406668235,0.0,0.0,0.22409599122873855,0.0,0.0,0.2027415315396514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487631129745189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510727905543203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216561162710824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498872241663707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23070845459849404,0.1917632900682984,0.0,0.22383987211143389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035937323921478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349154973947844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,azebrowski27,2019/10/21,"Best Headphones in Over-Stim Situations? I've been searching for a good pair of noise-cancelling headphones for a long time now, but as the school year ramps up (I'm in high school with 800 ish students), the noise has been triggering more and more sensory overloads. Does anyone have a good recommendation for a good pair of headphones that would work for the noise issue and music?",11.027952380952382,8.886511985714286,8.849999999999998,73.1716666666667,57.71428571428571,11.61904761904762,39.04761904761904,9.725611199111238,3.554190476190476,309,11,56,4,3,91,48,70,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.912,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,11,3,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,31,1,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115119929714472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186587208497484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168737273842388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799262823985342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435060470174945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405526180538568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396023731942609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664994102255631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905989207386704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438992496050675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677861715775697,0.0,0.0,0.16372051149228511,0.0,0.0,0.14841624420507682 autism,Beagtr0ll,2019/10/21,"Can I learn to empathize? I can't empathize at all. Always thought I was really good in it, but now I am in a relationship I learned that I can't empathize at all with anyone close to me. Can I learn to empathize can an autist learn to empathize? How did u guys learn it if u can learn it?",1.7867741935483856,3.0564576774193566,3.329870967741936,93.27480645161293,77.06451612903227,6.250322580645161,25.30322580645161,6.742157984588678,0.7006993548387093,224,8,53,2,5,74,34,62,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.3892,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,2,14,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,8,1,9,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,38,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699588467329156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108881284598327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729255452144461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402429759412473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483448670648953,0.0,0.0,0.4773546971998906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529780324773024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nerd866,2019/10/21,"Adult autism and sleep As an adult autistic (diagnosed as an adult in my 30s), I only recently noticed a pattern. I've always struggled to sleep at a normal time regularly. I spend my entire student life sleep deprived. Working regular hours is a nightmare. Why? I can't get to sleep reliably. The pattern I noticed is that I have trouble redirecting my focus from something I'm interested in doing to the act of sleeping. Does anyone else find this to be the case for them as well, where sleeping is difficult because you're more interested in something else and you can't sleep until that interest subsides or gets utterly overpowered by exhaustion? For example, I was up all night trying to sleep but I couldn't stop watching biology lessons and documentaries. I got to sleep around 630am. I had to get up at 8:40. I am completely exhausted. This kind of thing happens multiple times per week.",4.7434349593495915,7.342875091463416,5.582536585365857,74.51205691056913,72.47560975609754,9.007479674796748,34.71382113821139,9.558583805096642,3.9462850406504066,721,39,117,19,15,235,107,164,0.085,0.8540000000000001,0.061,-0.5718,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,3,11,0,1,8,0,12,13,9,0,1,12,18,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,6,1,0,3,1,15,5,25,13,2,18,0,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,8,74,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750246001317666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512777017581127,0.09543603831594062,0.0,0.0829170415165069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677912474922703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765869171049046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453821178024338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815100906252082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155618094446489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513103926830322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459901618442424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449498748554773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236607118444134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172711938094212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699412940642872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578967455096768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740842117681819,0.09126039034268536,0.0,0.21208790722077456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083946923444928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919675023239962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8388926442038952,0.0,0.0,0.14341210551354472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787174125759926,0.0,0.09737331536090912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188008838624425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862489618378512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323800127788358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471371797486846,0.0,0.08374676731906414,0.0,0.08404709441469263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780923299884377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,InkSage,2019/10/21,"I think my toddler may have autism? Sorry for any errors. I am typing on a tablet and the keyboard sucks. I am a mother of two girls, the youngest (child in question) is two, and since about 18 mo I have noticed she tends to exhibit strange and even extreme behavior. At the time, the thought crossed my mind from time to time that she might be on the spectrum, but I just brushed it off as her being a typical toddler. However, over time other people in my family have expressed concerns that there may be more than her ""terrible twos"" going on, so I am beginning to wonder if I should have her tested? Some behaviors include: 1. Staring off into space and being completely unresponsive despite us repeatedly saying her name. 2. Having complete MELTDOWNS over the tiniest things, such a if you move any of her toys or tell her ""no"" to something or if we give her the ""wrong"" chair/spoon/toy. 3. Inconsolable crying out of no where as well as inability to verbally express why. 4. Freaking out if anything is out of place (by her standard). 5. Repeating phrases and words over and over again. I know that these behaviors are not conclusive evidence of autism, but given her extreme reactions I am concerned that there may be something we need to get her help for, and I would like to know what steps to take to get her tested and how to help her cope. Thank you.",4.9062318246979295,6.446365447470818,5.250243702641821,81.51279336473479,69.62256809338521,8.367724759369242,31.814253532664342,8.841846274778883,2.6825143968871594,1068,47,197,19,19,339,155,257,0.094,0.846,0.061,-0.7818,1,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,3,2,0,1,11,7,1,0,11,0,23,0,0,1,0,44,39,21,0,7,10,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,0,2,9,14,0,0,7,1,0,4,3,4,1,2,2,3,32,3,40,26,2,32,0,0,1,0,31,20,1,13,9,148,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988420942872408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031018377203595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30657594087359674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059388946386272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656375391752517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137824395294859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276698346649226,0.1402484094724282,0.08308885737106571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959896229687276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069544760081655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142595938645836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509514882692507,0.14762037315014506,0.0,0.0,0.1553875154895346,0.0,0.10840548428680374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644972548085166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013567060919958,0.0,0.15274793474117662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637775150089708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626414748492216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093819182154145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510388174571264,0.0,0.16365898595662634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992424248107267,0.0,0.1277852873813871,0.13460136307865472,0.0,0.0,0.09712881662696032,0.09367908848657884,0.0,0.11606650868107055,0.34100169853354106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856324095288537,0.0,0.17586065853554764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314514025135476,0.0,0.13192280480401186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854771731828884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038563205538954,0.15984680337301074,0.0,0.0 autism,Jenezzy123,2019/10/21,"I want to be able to engage in conversations in topics that I don't have direct experience of In group situations, it seems as though everything I talk about has to be related to me in some way or I lose track of the conversation or I find it too difficult, which can make me sound very self-centred and/or dismissive. I usually interrupt intellectual conversations with humour, but that grates on some people, and if I take a step back to just listen, I can seem disinterested. Personally, I don't consider myself self-centred because I get upset on behalf of friends who are treated badly, and I'm able to translate misunderstandings between people in groups and at meetings where there are disagreements. How can I communicate my empathy and understanding in normal group situations? Do you have any strategies?",9.222916666666666,9.586439902777782,9.539722222222224,58.72750000000002,59.694444444444436,13.033333333333335,38.83333333333333,12.38480682065935,5.3196,662,30,103,21,8,221,97,144,0.11699999999999999,0.805,0.078,-0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,1,2,0,13,0,0,2,0,20,22,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,16,4,22,20,2,14,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,7,2,76,22,0,0.34406839793016475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698915460030787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228367996678347,0.1436413702625524,0.1048704509254091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546132452006306,0.16828245736249164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723614119178908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291319537114082,0.0,0.08988076850954264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924622639980648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148341636766404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685569886667996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385337048732813,0.15021362686792095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132269471703281,0.3589383775704992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867472951742664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934830770151606,0.13827457258849662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690227270178566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790936682345368,0.0,0.0,0.1894713653514785,0.14194623102501713,0.1014702278020062,0.13655273960564782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ickda,2019/10/21,"assbugers, Bi-poler, adhd, swear I am missing one. I been off meds for about 8 or so years. The 1st year was a angry hell scap of emotions. Talking to pepole sorta sucks, It very hard to be on the same page with pepole, I say one thing but they always hear other, Even my girl needed to spend a month learning how to interpret what I say vs what I mean. Staying in control with out pills is hard, but I find it rewarding. I used to end up in the psych every year or so due to meds failure, and I have not been in one cents I was like 15 or so. Yes up to the age of 18 I did not end up one, but that was more to the state and the defunding of programs or something. I always find it sad that there is no way for pepole like us to learn how to cope and manage with out pills. Seems like that is the only option modern medicine would want to consider. Why treat us, when you can make money off of us?",2.8573580346355207,3.334394937172778,4.102303664921468,91.81968989126058,73.45026178010471,6.7146194120016105,22.54571083366895,6.297961479604792,0.2661088199758357,687,15,160,4,13,226,114,191,0.11599999999999999,0.768,0.11599999999999999,0.6184,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,3,1,1,2,9,9,2,0,9,1,14,2,0,5,0,36,23,16,0,3,10,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,3,0,3,4,0,4,6,5,17,5,32,15,3,24,1,2,0,0,10,11,2,7,13,109,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102677716765014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091292796929248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094572592898028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413579589681768,0.22260653402822667,0.0,0.0,0.0830015737121933,0.0,0.10587949167950256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297139073864685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251450978730084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163533949882734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841829918307464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388340059631234,0.0,0.0,0.13688771769344224,0.2791744239431278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003058444554405,0.0,0.0,0.09318015745868964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406196370026953,0.09557507705117206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998701752170324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440211103480767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674425276370023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394382607224353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100601592210832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348727452876728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534841745582961,0.10853555450102297,0.0,0.1036880678970828,0.07412138944367304,0.09974826125018893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133945187819818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926991439555929,0.0,0.0,0.2427754218637771 autism,Saz-says,2019/10/21,"'I tried my best to do right by you when you were younger' So I've been trying to open up communication with my mom about my autism, and every single time I start, she gets dejected and starts derailing the conversation from what I'm doing to try and seek a diagnosis and support as an adult, to how she failed me as a child. My mom is a single parent and raised four kids by herself. We weren't very well off growing up, and there's a level of neglect there that me and my siblings have accepted, but as an adult now trying to just get my life in order, it's really disheartening to have her bring up how negatively she views a diagnosis. For the record, she was exactly the same when I first started presenting with severe depression during high school. While she made an attempt to get me help, she also kept talking down the treatment I was getting because it wasn't 'fixing' me fast enough to get back to school. I know the last thing a parent wants to hear is that their child is, or was, struggling while they were trying to do their best to provide- but I'm 24 now. This kind of talk isn't productive or positive for me seeking assistance medically. I know I can just go ahead without her approval, but it hurts to hear her using my health as a playing card in her own view of me as a person. I'm not looking for answers on how to keep trying- I'm accepting that she just doesn't want to hear it, and I don't want to upset her any more than I already have. I just wanted to know if anyone else out there has had this sort of experience when broaching their autism or mental health issues with their parents, especially as an adult, and how you may have dealt with that.",10.111839265212405,6.342263573134332,9.571044776119404,72.34072330654422,61.02985074626866,12.695752009184847,38.605051664753155,10.214889679676881,3.6083616532721017,1327,43,271,20,13,429,176,335,0.11,0.818,0.073,-0.9166,3,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,3,5,7,21,15,0,2,17,0,25,4,0,6,1,52,55,33,0,5,13,5,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,7,12,16,0,3,6,1,0,3,8,7,1,2,11,6,45,8,50,43,8,34,0,5,3,0,41,13,0,6,17,199,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528874655574808,0.0763003853661808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488295853729077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671380220506556,0.09776015617082212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336540341511677,0.0,0.058161845364445415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002565543515455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217761635838022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970390161068458,0.0,0.0,0.09858538211809058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038813870586299,0.0,0.0,0.09333056334074248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811568064718645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492423420114679,0.0,0.054224442837842855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283550911242207,0.3226064217917264,0.0,0.06395218591114579,0.10080728115779128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213977431372524,0.0,0.0,0.0995846127782434,0.0,0.08480595091152701,0.0,0.09935619086612484,0.15730667243053978,0.0777729471661954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739182568788475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012146543901384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028048282738277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611685103767298,0.09615215348976346,0.0,0.0,0.22348913228351655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31782888589515274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330947049840234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112292451132712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148073232796474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312266690105467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778761581235896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259783622722927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974461099317444,0.0,0.0,0.10827161714458597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533759841358392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338703084548601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563509866058877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886680748664697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824047326951332,0.0,0.07872431810954078,0.22510423656757292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578622076505167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197309233007378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ExcellentTraffic123,2019/10/21,"I *love* my autistic child! I live with high-functioning autism that was undiagnosed until my early 20s. I'm in my 30s and I have a little girl whose school teachers tell me that they suspect she's on the autistic spectrum, as well. We're in the process of getting her a formal psychological evaluation. Our paediatrician recommends an outfit that has a waiting list so it will probably be next year before she is seen. My wife becomes very uncomfortable when I discuss our daughter's suspected autism. She very much wants her to have the happiest life possible and doesn't like the thought of our daughter being autistic, but having been thru the experience myself, it appears to me that my daughter is experiencing the same struggles as myself, only she has a parent who has understanding, empathy, and compassion for her experience. To make a long story short, my daughter is in kindergarten, and today, she had a horrible time with brushing her teeth. I must have talked with her for half an hour before she begrudgingly allowed me to brush her teeth and she cried the whole time. (I cried with her for a few minutes.) I watched her struggle to find words to tell me how she was feeling; I may as well have been watching myself as a child. The only difference is that instead of the words of scorn I received that my parents hoped would change my behavior, my daughter received whispered words of comfort and hugs. By the way... LPT: My experience is that when it's close to bedtime, children will tend to calm down when the lights are turned down low. A dimmer switch is a great investment and a small, easy DIY home improvement project. I am told that this is the same reason that they dim the lights on passenger jets before landing; they hope that it reduces the chance of passengers panicking in case of an emergency. The whole time that all of the above was going down, as she cried and spoke anxiously, I heard her repeat the same simple sentences over and over and over, as autistic children (and adults!) and prone to do. After the tooth-brushing, she cried copiously to her mother and started repeating the same thing over and over and over about how I spilled her food earlier today, not that I didn't get more for her. I realise that in the years to come, my daughter is probably going to require a lot from me in terms of caring for her being the way she is. I'm glad that she's my daughter and not the daughter of some cactus who would use scorn and punishment to try to make her into something she's not. I *love* my autistic child!",7.467735849056603,7.57236302725367,7.058071278825995,75.92597484276729,63.38155136268344,9.917819706498953,35.48637316561845,9.53975657930432,3.2602712788259955,2032,85,366,34,27,637,225,477,0.106,0.7809999999999999,0.113,0.6678,3,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,3,0,3,1,10,17,1,2,37,0,37,7,2,7,2,61,65,31,0,6,4,12,1,1,0,6,1,3,1,7,23,24,1,2,7,0,1,6,5,4,2,1,12,12,69,13,63,44,13,52,0,1,3,3,66,24,0,6,21,272,92,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361821837189568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129824311534932,0.23414253274203975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351530751894273,0.0,0.09702827765772064,0.07900921170026869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030032740713884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582854928952464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691611634637597,0.0,0.0,0.0463767125613636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383100525360533,0.0,0.11090896454685446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584049977328013,0.0,0.10425390925887316,0.0,0.0,0.10112233175826088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969078942303446,0.0920032825073716,0.1821985863132591,0.09032635678846804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478500204294617,0.044810072759508685,0.09192817929845506,0.08099100740695837,0.08116988201088451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797760998360367,0.16556292108304466,0.0,0.12244848169769915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742522548297787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754594346060784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395153628711032,0.0,0.0,0.20368983737371785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340124272965172,0.0,0.0,0.19778073067440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430409616812536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928261865739398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061103138213921,0.0,0.0,0.06492034258806306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177265969594773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372157783347848,0.16033576795722504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060935119072747526,0.0,0.0,0.07281594456156462,0.16044913208370234,0.0,0.17388088826521697,0.08764300416358987,0.0,0.0622722953098916,0.09976572039955063,0.0,0.09548442316670716,0.0,0.07921718578641168,0.0,0.15135827105135138,0.054099211132247714,0.14560715296761614,0.0,0.0,0.1649357449747684,0.0,0.0,0.20480564282579933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031142516056218,0.0,0.0,0.11813017271359395 autism,Burningfiresmoke,2019/10/21,"Advice for help with my Autistic son. My son has autism and ADHD. He is not really verbal and only speaks for needs. ""Can I have bread?"" ""chicken"" ""can I use the bathroom?"" But a conversation is impossible. ""How was school?"" ""Good."" ""I miss you."" ""I miss you too."" Beyond that it seems his responses are all trained responses. He has echolalia, so he just repeats questions rather than answering them. I recently had a big breakthrough with his food. A lot of people have been saying his eating wor be a difficult process. Bullshit. He eats alot of new things now and eats just about anything I give him that's not sauce. I need help. He's not social and kids run away from him at the playground. He tries to walk up to kids and say ""you're coming to get me."" but they know something is wrong. Is there any ideas you guys and girls might have. I was considering learning ASL. Maybe that might help. Any advice would be good advice.",1.4513257575757592,4.151686329545451,2.02,93.64166666666668,89.11363636363636,4.978787878787879,19.83333333333333,6.6274283507984215,0.286417424242424,718,22,144,9,24,220,115,176,0.062,0.872,0.066,0.4098,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,2,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,21,5,0,2,1,33,31,10,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,5,9,5,0,6,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,3,21,2,16,22,3,12,0,2,0,0,32,5,0,6,4,91,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576543187042453,0.3845662723781548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841543860729325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795095617733703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123249062402776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300099444057332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026933732255016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862483647746892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853676646684836,0.12584096732481542,0.0,0.2200571455288068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298900194260348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637839940515605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808761551792365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209376080217315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152557129254877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178915460333232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27832506092845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194538405922505,0.0,0.12669562737317766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976921934103088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094453183072476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469529743140162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403804043076438,0.0,0.12952561630921255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086411224160644,0.0,0.13276238513522245,0.0,0.11942244422986555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372272071998514,0.0,0.10098970225049246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715096510134906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906342874056128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329844429542292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931873658351017,0.14342605692219104,0.0,0.0 autism,thicc-squidward,2019/10/21,"How has your life changed after you got diagnosed with autism (if you didnt as a kid)? My psychiatrist said to my mother that there are good chances that I (16F) am autistic, I already have a next appointment that I think will help determine if I am or not. I'm afraid the results will be positive and how could it affect my life, especially at school, and I hope someone can share their experiences if it's not too personal!",11.470321285140564,6.93254655421687,10.696385542168674,67.65212851405623,59.36144578313253,14.922088353413653,44.53413654618474,12.45797560212912,5.124601606425703,336,14,68,8,3,109,63,83,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.937,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,11,3,0,4,0,16,16,9,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,12,3,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,5,2,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28794945171063824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760357726423088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833622648151787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648446274753931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552455549234061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886080299687544,0.2086944193027042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489995342532544,0.0,0.0,0.2591684030748894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686137387214609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750848022117103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278393193674971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248209964844582,0.0,0.0,0.2640812426122428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109029292680246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719730325563115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GlitchedGarden99,2019/10/21,"How to cope with the feeling that your disability keeps you from helping in social change? So, I don't know if you know what's going on on Chile, but there's has been a lot of protests and riots. That escalated to police brutality. Almost everyone is on the streets protesting. But I can't. The most disable-friendly way of protesting is the cacerolazo (people hitting pots and pans), but for me that's sensory hell (things are bad enough that wearing headphones seems like a horrible idea). The actual protest are a one way ticket to a 9 grade Richter meltdown in a haze of tear gas. So, no. I feel really useless, the only thing I can do is share information and keep an eye on my friends who are on the streets. I know I'm actually incapable of going, but that doesn't stop me from feeling like a failure. Have you all experienced something similar? Do you know something I can do to help?",4.045764119601326,5.9256662674418585,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,72.37209302325581,8.170099667774089,31.471760797342192,8.841846274778883,2.6950435215946844,706,33,134,14,14,230,107,172,0.26,0.624,0.11599999999999999,-0.9890000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,0,0,4,12,6,0,14,0,17,2,2,1,1,27,31,11,0,1,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,10,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,1,5,14,4,19,29,4,14,1,1,1,0,12,9,1,5,3,91,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.3125511562685393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160359169702159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371195521340282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694090961268274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546958666268968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302262882136294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429179558582774,0.11440554041195496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745076149373735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202487936081213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467973327357912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078092597021306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846832936562039,0.0,0.0,0.35203961624770586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564746712364567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614707737112375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851642404702078,0.12179527499795442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102236077463216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259112291504877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578734335072185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632446926129969,0.0,0.2465704079635264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388595713004833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127825762487571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254226672567157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,izzyscifi,2019/10/21,"Ear folding? Like, folding the ear lobe into the ear hole? Do other people with autism/aspergers do this? Because I've never met anyone else who does this until I read something about stims on here or r/aspergers, can't remember.",2.9148837209302307,5.782366534883722,3.954697674418604,82.02693023255813,81.32558139534882,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.7429200000000002,183,7,30,3,5,59,35,43,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.466,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,1,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542273015392256,0.3725361151650007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216382294340578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181759536972553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037288710715055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762941636928234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041940430083634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520642733102366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636836999289581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118712779020836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799057337165544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,a_chosen_generation,2019/10/21,"My autistic 10 year old will often become very calm, kind, gentle, polite and flexible after a meltdown. Can anyone explain why? Even if my son does not get what he wants, after the meltdown he'll be so calm and gentle. He'll help his little sisters without being asked, his stimming will decrease and he'll even be more talkative and want to have conversations. Its nice to see that he's capable of all that but hurts to know that most of the time that side of him is unable to come out. I'd love to know what is going on and if there is anyway to get to that point without the need for the huge meltdown before hand",6.0012557603686645,5.716423249999997,6.25889400921659,81.74048387096776,66.5,8.376036866359447,29.004608294930872,7.447530270364453,1.6437640552995387,489,14,96,4,7,157,82,124,0.03,0.745,0.225,0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,10,2,1,0,1,22,26,9,0,5,6,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,17,18,3,13,0,1,1,1,15,6,0,4,5,63,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208137996077755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996352090247595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244171959952416,0.17290727869570385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503784075878034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778207072880698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684218847335337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232605384291264,0.0,0.11548260496866165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619992453486424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217528601334531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116003621336628,0.2233455782484946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036586578072752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339492062033785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066939315847333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322304051135665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192088619194233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192319735211666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848689972208265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766035488568645,0.23970392564516144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335538164284368,0.0,0.0,0.3917529340435243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308534151605702 autism,N0000b4Lyfe,2019/04/28,"Would we be better off without the ""Autism"" label? I was diagnosed with PDD-NOS as a little kid, but I don't identify with it. I think being diagnosed with ""Autism"" can get some people resources they wouldn't receive otherwise, but more often than not it's treated with a one size fits all approach. Ultimately, there's not essential quality that makes some people ""autistic"" and others not. More here: https://www.madinamerica.com/2019/02/i-dont-believe-in-autism/",10.283783783783782,12.55279981081081,8.360378378378384,61.48327027027028,57.64864864864865,10.244324324324324,33.71891891891892,10.355215969177356,3.847397837837837,382,14,52,8,5,114,56,74,0.0,0.97,0.03,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,1,20,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,8,5,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529423529684978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805647335548786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351880074926397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942236551176352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866455421342502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909061600458711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379992487828915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965505750283657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832562335528563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756922621670586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031650653613232,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,enbyinvader,2019/04/28,"Advice about brother who is clearly sad/upset? Sooooooooo my 35 year old brother has autism, he also has an intellectual disability (if that is the right term?). I live with him and my dad. Lately, it is clear that he is feeling very upset and I don’t really know what to do. For context, my mom who was his number one caretaker and focused a lot on him, brought him snacks throughout the day, checked up on him, SuperMom, died 2.5 years ago (cancer). Very traumatic for the entire family, of course. My gramma, another big caretaker in his life, died a few months ago (at age 95). My brother will not be able to visit her in New Jersey as he did every summer of his life, which he super super enjoyed and looked forward to. Lately, he is acting differently and is clearly upset. He has been stealing things from my room which he hasn’t done in years, very irritable and sarcastic with me and my dad, lots of self soothing going on (singing to himself which I’ve never heard him do before) but then he acts so grumpy with me and my dad and is hard to be around. He is very defensive about how he feels and said he will not go see a therapist— so adamant about not wanting to see a therapist. He is clearly hurting — I want to help but I don’t know how exactly. I think he SHOULD see a therapist to talk about his feelings — does it need to be a therapist with special experience with people with autism ? Maybe we could go to a grief support group together ? Any tips for how to speak with him when he is so agitated and angry? Would it help to just make gestures like giving him cards telling him I love him or something? Any national resources I can access for how to better help him? For more context, we live in California. Thanks everyone.",4.6265009891196796,5.8557608130563805,5.3978227002967385,81.37261931256185,69.94955489614243,8.465331355093966,29.47193372898121,8.841846274778883,2.3001553907022743,1362,52,263,24,24,443,181,337,0.096,0.733,0.171,0.9775,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,0,3,15,15,1,2,11,0,31,5,0,5,6,55,55,26,3,7,8,7,4,1,0,4,3,3,1,1,12,21,1,1,6,1,1,8,7,6,0,1,7,11,35,9,44,40,5,39,0,2,4,1,54,15,0,4,19,168,47,0,0.09516761289781044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299668989517977,0.16872069349744787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761055056512675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943448041402486,0.09979153994038263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471935218466299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098062915014209,0.0,0.0,0.0841680198940829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598359503976097,0.0,0.0,0.06137523729890701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753791431912449,0.09942990008433146,0.0,0.0,0.08328181937010003,0.09738950948392038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018281841189301,0.09093673244231178,0.0,0.09309218664724016,0.08971555573940634,0.0,0.1443588136438651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129344605842836,0.16225784264497664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525148833224983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913665346346561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187889791049293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046032624010916,0.0,0.21470642511634916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344393988608048,0.04649408856006354,0.0,0.16806949148052094,0.0,0.07991682625838249,0.0,0.0,0.16181620251935136,0.08589248623195372,0.0,0.0635251205979136,0.0,0.09560865855242534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145915802634307,0.07596188066304434,0.0,0.0,0.07056557909928199,0.0733991299640277,0.091913473563637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998624008206366,0.0,0.06448803745673673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597724006337986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096680972833789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127262142772754,0.09052619302988643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275087982615304,0.0,0.09928057553757286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326467787763087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079950793291991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649212236215408,0.08318068835502103,0.08761755178427083,0.0,0.4419877344699248,0.06322513328178321,0.060979563645130234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140929895975822,0.11226464758991296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760434171039828,0.0,0.0,0.1838544675403131 autism,carringtonpageiv,2019/04/28,"Thinking (much too far) ahead I have a brother who is 11 with autism. I am 17 and beginning to look at colleges and I’m beginning to wonder about life after college. A burning question I have is; once my parents are no longer able to care for my autistic brother when either my brother or parents get too old.... what happens to my brother? I haven’t studied the autism spectrum but my brother can talk, but only phrases that he’s heard before on the iPad (which most are bad things to say) and he can communicate his needs. I don’t think he’s going to be able to live on his own. When my parents aren’t able to care for him, where would he go? Is there a humane place to send him? Or is the only option for him to live with me? And if he lives with me, is there any assistance programs that I can get to help me with caring for him? Or am I completely on my own? The reason I’m asking this is because, as of now, he has a behavioral issue and is a huge firebrand. He yells angrily all the time and if he is like this later in life, I just don’t want that in my house. Also, he’s borderline obese with no signs of stopping, so chances are I would have to get him healthcare when I get older and I don’t know how it would work and it’s just..... I don’t know. This has been on the back burner of my mind for a couple of months and any advice/advice for future me would be very very helpful., I apologize if I sound tone deaf. I spent a lot of time thinking of a way to format these questions. Thank you in advance.",1.4045708691395618,3.175583063091484,3.0043337321875363,92.9923659305994,79.56782334384856,5.5080604808006095,22.60295877297944,6.311591054244273,0.3441831611008381,1169,37,259,9,29,385,153,317,0.048,0.851,0.10099999999999999,0.9469,4,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,3,16,6,0,0,14,0,34,4,0,2,1,48,61,24,0,9,11,8,0,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,13,14,1,1,9,0,1,4,8,1,0,0,3,6,36,5,42,52,7,34,0,0,1,0,37,12,0,12,18,180,49,4,0.3041461519783215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906936655264484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107518928402851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788654197414393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477853179572776,0.0,0.0,0.07795653901659234,0.08464977756954772,0.061801557087821576,0.0,0.08626865797032048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31009727222034383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062971512421915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217731073724886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187174831891206,0.0,0.11523551148006862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965181257877923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590850303022678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698127464631533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581652100477328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143384734549967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432182812084007,0.0495301489470198,0.0,0.2685666244126725,0.0,0.08513538883200722,0.0,0.0,0.08619139401421616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236697039210572,0.0,0.08092218559518284,0.0,0.07452747240294606,0.07517350595667571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638340787051584,0.10796857520010994,0.0,0.15421123595334735,0.0,0.0,0.3377183085015292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592266486958107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271421982217024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423763323459824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062307586194271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475993393901529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148705203623369,0.0,0.09333897113913492,0.0,0.0,0.0673537295950301,0.1948845733043517,0.0,0.0,0.11823337806474868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730161876262542,0.059797760197296324,0.08047235286743816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994450927142416,0.07380734033446841,0.0,0.0,0.2880755999813215,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThisSuitBurnzBetter,2019/04/28,"I have HFA and am scared of facing society, need some major life advice/help I am an autistic teenager and I am having a bit of a crisis and I need major advice. I feel that the fact that I have autism and that it severely impairs me socially has caused me to become shy and fearful of entering society. I feel that I will never enter into society properly. I cannot even go a supermarket without totally freaking out with all those people there. I cannot even go to the shops by myself, even if it's for groceries or something. I am unable to be independent unlike most people my age and I always need to be with my family. The big world just is too much for me. If I can't survive something as simple as the damn supermarket, how am I going to survive in life? Because of this, I feel I will never be able to achieve my ambitions in life. I have had a lifelong dream to earn money to be able to travel around the world independently but I know I would never be able to manage. I'd be too shy to have any romantic and/or sexual relationships. Even though I have been getting help on my conversation skills, I feel extremely shy when it comes to actually conversing to most people. Even with some people I know well, I still can't look them in the eye and have a proper conversation. **I have reached a point in my life where I feel that I have to start coming of age soon rather than in my adult years. So, if you can, can you please give me some advice to help me live a normal life?** (I know I shouldn't really have this mindset but I feel that having autism is a burden. I feel embarrassed to even have it. I don't really tell people I have it nor do I really embrace it much).",2.5086960784313743,4.398916791176472,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137256,76.67647058823529,7.5921568627450995,22.803921568627448,8.447377352677275,1.4386980392156867,1319,39,265,26,30,450,156,340,0.085,0.85,0.066,-0.6192,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,5,20,7,1,3,15,0,41,7,2,4,6,55,63,20,0,10,9,0,7,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,15,15,0,0,10,3,2,8,11,6,1,0,2,9,48,1,40,51,12,32,0,0,2,0,13,14,1,9,10,204,63,3,0.27235638265063594,0.0,0.08859351386216577,0.0,0.0,0.17742900332792275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554077612674827,0.0,0.0,0.06173722656691653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081830782178816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055341974314426265,0.10026540889446152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911421005661117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326167633354747,0.0,0.15640727171419502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35977764417304864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558445282189897,0.1021588833545188,0.32132699774424883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743165627993697,0.08708968654032707,0.1547864087156576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825547422645704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967994517004451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206222793354772,0.0,0.0,0.0801652252269177,0.0,0.07623692223958678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347551931683332,0.20194880672025284,0.21005803253857194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895047608739623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146960381054204,0.0,0.0,0.09965517368789377,0.08582160498917676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447847280975287,0.0,0.0,0.097469609478649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908920839961312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256172974434807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254434448809803,0.0,0.1397821663289452,0.0,0.0,0.06425841648357615,0.0,0.0725013863339599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935049434338473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919625437512163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816270322298509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751394460501111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449138664954787,0.0,0.0,0.058462860290748375 autism,sweetpeaUT,2019/04/28,"Encopresis experience? My 4.5 yo son will urinate in the potty. Pooping is a whole other story. For years now he will hold his poop in. He bends at the waist, locks his legs and works so hard to make sure none comes out. What ends up happening is very small amounts will come out, maybe 1-2 Tbsp. This happens 7-10 times a day. His stool is soft and “sticky”. It smells awful as I’m sure it’s been in his system for a long time. (I’m sorry for the gory details.) He wears underwear during the day and a diaper at night. He gets poop in his underwear several times a day. We have tried rewards, punishment, talking until we turn blue in the face etc. He constantly smells of feces and has to be changed during the day. It makes my hands smell. I’m at my wits end. Has anyone else dealt with this? Any help is appreciated.",1.251151515151513,3.564374751515153,2.788636363636368,91.3962878787879,83.30303030303031,6.090909090909091,19.46969696969697,7.3871296695380915,0.4516060606060606,634,17,137,10,18,207,110,165,0.055999999999999994,0.861,0.083,0.6902,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,11,1,12,9,9,2,2,16,23,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,7,10,3,20,18,4,31,0,0,1,0,15,13,0,0,15,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032728418712917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618695727009078,0.15560278657360466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065215325381782,0.2616350674864299,0.0,0.16411121485337782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917592997543325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686302556370638,0.0,0.26901315431601697,0.0,0.16936869077865413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855229673454914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934275980768342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685859644129473,0.0,0.13604046534843947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179135063838574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439500977650626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274102274380404,0.0,0.15256796866843333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425142340892876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156328340168953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999950275216102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862603621669588,0.0,0.0,0.12206266571067842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656596528270121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310580143329652,0.16518460586969735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530384308661252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955092016867776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105589229836727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779554511742987 autism,BNDead,2019/04/28,"Need Everyone's Help. Background: I am the parent of a 14yo with Asperger's. She is great and we identified early. Today she has 2 black belts, plays 3 instruments, is in Honors Classes in HS and got a spoken part in a movie about to start filming. That was all because in the USA there is a great knowledge of Autism today. &#x200B; On my Youtube channel (in English), I started doing new episodes in Portuguese (every now an then) and been asked to speak about Autism since in Brazil that knowledge is almost zero. I also do Reddit readings on the channel and got a lot of love from the community when I made a video dedicated to Autistic kids. That brings me to my request: I would love to learn from your experiences, hardships you endured with autism, persecutions, tips, etc. I want to make a full week of videos dedicated to Autism to help people here that have little knowledge about it and since it is a spectrum, it's too great for me to just discuss my experiences. &#x200B; Thank you all very much",6.417403508771932,7.211579389473687,6.1734210526315785,79.00311403508775,65.6315789473684,8.438596491228072,33.20175438596491,8.344100000000001,2.5479122807017545,804,33,145,10,12,251,116,190,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.9907,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,0,1,10,8,0,0,13,0,13,2,0,2,2,22,26,8,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,17,8,30,20,7,22,0,0,1,2,16,11,0,2,10,101,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422116068709653,0.0,0.0,0.09920513976470384,0.0,0.2688227486534426,0.30147594802525923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597280964154165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562155775048496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383518876043384,0.0,0.0,0.1045200033717565,0.11853795825262704,0.0,0.2426952769924221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843303408218504,0.41030661333772944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630022276101405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433369649881633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546542493708874,0.22392535279704712,0.1173819486485217,0.0828063411911741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119322916586596,0.09198372807874436,0.0,0.11981116100748435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774617648901213,0.1343373107785562,0.0,0.08600273089004841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408657110875487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052358480575852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561070465101805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421133591082053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351754788738149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235671738035047,0.07316967385924629,0.0,0.09950783432368562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812369237532504,0.0,0.30147594802525923,0.0 autism,stormassembled,2019/04/28,"Please help, ongoing regressions My son is three and a half. He is about to be diagnosed with autism by his neurologist in the coming weeks (in Washington state we have to jump through a lot of hoops. Our neurologist has said that she believes because all his test have come back normal that he probably has autism but won't diagnose until a final assessment is completed.) He was late to many of his major milestones, but also very early to others. He began signing and talking very young. He always made great eye contact and still does (with most people, but not with me). At 2 my son presented as neurotypical, this is when he had his first regression, he stopped talking, than he stopped signing. At this point we did what most parents would do and we asked our doctor for help. By two and a half he was getting speech services and occasionally therapy. But his primary care Dr and all his therapist said they didn't think he was autistic (6 professionals in all, and all with plenty of experience with autism). His regressions continued though. After stopping speech and signing he stopped playing soccer (he was very gifted with a soccer ball). Than he stopped doing puzzles, than he stopped building. Than he stopped laughing, than playing at the park. Than the stimming started, than the sensory issues started. Every month we would lose something that just a short while before he had loved and was very proficient in. Most recently he acts as he has never ridden a strider before, when last month he was going up and down a dirt track 3 to 5 times a week for several hours at a time. The one constant in all this has been sleep. He has never slept through the night and never gone a night without one of us having to sleep next to him. Most nights he kicks himself awake 5 to 7 times and is usually up for 2 to 5 hours. At 3 he saw his neurologist for the first time, she didn't even try to engage him. She read his file and listened to our story, than ordered a ton of tests (MRI, EEG, a dozen assessments). And told us that if they all came back normal she would diagnosis him with autism. Him having autism isn't going to change how I feel about him. I just have never heard of regressions lasting and continuing for so long. Every month it's something new that gone, is this normal? Why are so many professionals telling me it doesn't seem like autism? How long do I have to watch my son disappear? Please help, Tired and emotionally beaten father",5.2643773873185635,6.864783948051951,5.315039470333588,81.15852559205503,68.82683982683983,8.379017061370003,29.605551311433665,8.841846274778883,2.3574507766743062,1952,74,359,34,34,611,222,462,0.073,0.8420000000000001,0.085,0.8743,1,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,9,0,2,4,16,10,1,0,20,0,40,11,4,3,10,78,65,34,0,7,9,5,1,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,13,31,0,7,3,6,0,11,11,2,0,9,23,10,38,8,63,37,13,82,0,1,3,1,71,15,0,8,55,237,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056692284172320674,0.05898779950890525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627442384593023,0.0,0.0,0.10902310070560356,0.0,0.043215087965325145,0.0,0.1206476929874182,0.0798709758095389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108152981149674,0.07227908987129318,0.0,0.07499430614029243,0.12213431286609355,0.07432888357274069,0.07660903659551194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390771806405395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256093700598229,0.0620380421851774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974392638703255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682347872328202,0.0,0.11945908744038194,0.0,0.0,0.06934595144550043,0.0,0.0,0.035845110967302626,0.0,0.0,0.07765868984760682,0.0,0.12060134986055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703812926573205,0.0,0.08057908246978017,0.0,0.0,0.07815864909249777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425521829168674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962862408890014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399280016372063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557283755526407,0.0799692319376662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034634236490829584,0.0,0.0,0.12547432826478325,0.0,0.0793099828911559,0.0,0.06026981923587073,0.06398277228512131,0.06707969773810449,0.0,0.14374666477929146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975588643532644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870503576911474,0.06846790804349658,0.07539441617663703,0.19958193931746776,0.20837724148589026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960764694729202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871714509638869,0.0,0.0,0.04914756705931245,0.0,0.0,0.1556361929790951,0.06701582758614871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643353578412486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091115609485084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999726960280145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486899840874267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453738853809156,0.0,0.08008774944667163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188633810930104,0.0,0.0,0.1091522065976316,0.0,0.0,0.1003554049254931,0.0,0.05661442019088511,0.4148820388349158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396056305755432,0.0619627079738555,0.0,0.08107114795899091,0.08231104316574459,0.0,0.04542471298613943,0.06965100227719191,0.0,0.16535071523343592,0.08147989286238748,0.0,0.06774031698764453,0.0,0.048130995326980376,0.0,0.0692511553645533,0.0,0.1705486265630179,0.0,0.07807749130780672,0.2339732043092119,0.0,0.0,0.11373052715274165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396897793691995,0.0,0.0,0.0683373309526526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107886816062718,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ORepsOK,2019/04/28,"I need help my niece might have Autism but how does one figure it out and what can I do help her, she’s going to be 3 in a few months. As I mentioned before she ‘showing signs of autism’ that’s what my sister is saying and her husband but what does that mean, she soon to be 3 years old, still a baby. My sister says ‘she doesn’t understand me’, sister she’s 2 years old of course she not going to understand what your saying. Plus she does understand her whenever she feel like it or is in the mood. Ladies and gentlemen please help.",1.3823636363636354,3.4769954181818186,2.577272727272728,94.3959090909091,81.18181818181819,5.8181818181818175,17.272727272727273,6.980632752743323,-0.11509090909090912,416,8,92,5,11,133,65,110,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,19,17,9,0,1,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,19,1,10,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,2,8,61,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246356008067986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086831529786977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871134362612459,0.11121055797149328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694150410476395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130266178966182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605241596670922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957008152503975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514108979879186,0.0,0.0,0.12425417348134975,0.0,0.0,0.11542720678688753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266986011279246,0.0,0.1054859058738319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087872705170254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713846918889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431812767725675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861733504421553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049253393651387 autism,SirPeacockGeek,2019/04/28,"Trouble understanding My brother wanted to be on the wii, I wanted to look at the guinea pigs for one minute longer. (they were in the same room) Brother gave up and mum yelled at me about not following simple instructions. My logic was, I just wanted a minute. One minute. She used an example I did not like to try to get me to understand, so I kept saying could she make the scenario different? She got angry and stormed off while I ran to my room, where I am now. Brother said he had been waiting for 3 hours, whilst mum said he just woke up and we had no idea he wanted it. (mum and dad were playing first) Brother also said he told mum and dad he wanted it. But mum and dad said he had said nothing like that, and he had just woken up. What the actual hell is my family and why was my logic bad? Please help.",1.6527954545454548,3.709195684848488,2.9494507575757574,92.28417613636366,80.03030303030303,6.0643939393939394,20.009469696969692,7.1686216300943375,0.34985606060606106,628,16,136,8,16,203,95,165,0.12,0.8420000000000001,0.039,-0.9335,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,1,8,6,1,0,7,0,14,0,0,2,0,31,39,12,0,6,6,12,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,9,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,3,0,3,22,8,18,3,17,15,1,18,1,0,1,0,33,11,1,0,7,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.13215743996030313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083011061592909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130760794748578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812762259899224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149263016244776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276687388530794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519433186446533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075513763666699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831352660061982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077401696258816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336854089670638,0.0,0.0,0.15288085736178927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232580686070386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372476420013827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039872701432893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994607878585754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835379906050215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865842948595107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6441115368479856,0.1076971682079428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940652098341085,0.0,0.09194619886218387,0.0,0.0,0.28196904312060617,0.0,0.11696564389305555,0.0,0.0,0.3993924425219311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222020098782715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,isolatememore,2019/04/28,"NT Partner is taking my need to isolate personally The title pretty much says it all. I just got told that my boundaries for alone time are hurtful and unreasonable, and that she doesn't understand. She's researched autism and isn't clueless about it, and we've talked about this, so I don't understand how she can still be taking them personally. Usually she's a very understanding person so this is very confusing to me. I guess that she may not understand about the need to be physically alone, since she is hurt when I say that time spent talking about my issues (I try not to let this happen and it only does very rarely) that cuts into my alone time doesn't reduce the amount of alone time I need. &#x200B; Quantitatively, I spend more time with her than any other activity at about 53 hours/week vs 50/week for sleep and 40ish/week for work. All hobbies and special interests come in together at less than 16 hours/week, and she still resents them. Usually during time together we talk about her issues and life, so I don't \*think\* it's anything like spending the whole time fixated on a special interest. &#x200B; How do I get the message across that it's not her I'm avoiding?",5.520446035242291,6.902371889867842,5.641803414096914,79.88314564977975,67.98678414096915,8.846806167400882,30.046530837004404,9.188382445141503,2.5242865638766534,957,36,178,18,16,302,121,227,0.10300000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.2984,0,5,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,2,1,15,11,2,2,7,0,15,2,1,2,2,34,33,15,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,4,15,13,0,1,5,0,3,1,8,6,0,0,3,2,27,5,23,26,7,19,0,2,0,0,24,6,0,3,13,114,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35317962778947914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474006203099488,0.20717995637653092,0.05797398506243121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701547710192864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343667134274415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460421576523156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044540422133782565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818346142386995,0.0,0.09391420608203883,0.0,0.07538767408115353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252711910295247,0.0,0.0,0.1779609618243819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717549736590345,0.06021569891135449,0.04164960661255783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266970670189619,0.18963885738349084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483765392633359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331512497804332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673148629845376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559092653390312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052097244571601,0.0,0.08531312892538391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616401390414692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281971287707504,0.20556592702496032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462575815297661,0.0,0.0,0.3479760966493956,0.0,0.0,0.0814615201663937,0.0,0.05788021404110865,0.0,0.0,0.35499952734858803,0.0,0.0,0.18778510097236228,0.21102439893409816,0.0,0.0,0.27353464061520344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951803236462776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206415194385854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717995637653092,0.0 autism,ponytailhat,2019/04/28,Score of 29 on online test I scored 29/50 on an online autism test. Do you think this would be indicative of me having autism? It seems like I'm pretty borderline. Who would I go to to get a more official diagnosis?,2.565930232558141,4.692813441860466,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,77.37209302325581,8.020930232558143,20.05232558139535,8.841846274778883,1.2672837209302332,170,4,35,4,4,56,34,43,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307274477180206,0.0,0.2509819800066623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575250012923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44928479596188464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020329113532454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829713135731297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6274262468772462,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,indicaech0,2019/04/28,"how to cope with figuring out I'm possibly on the spectrum? I mean that in the least offensive way possible of course. Over the past couple years I've had people genuinely ask me if I'm on the spectrum. It made me very self aware and I decided to take a couple tests and do some research into autism and aspergers. I feel like my life has fallen into place after realizing that I could be on the spectrum. Everything just makes so much more sense, but now I realize why I feel so distant from my peers and I know its not something I can change at least not easily. which is stressful for me. It also really hurts knowing how many people make fun of autism and seem to hate autistic people, and if I end up being diagnosed I dont know how I'll deal with that personally. So basically I just need some pointers on coming to terms with the fact that I'm likely to have autism. I hope this doesnt sound rude or anything like that because I have nothing but respect for all you guys on the spectrum.",4.398801148600147,5.4893478643216085,5.370656855707106,81.87483668341709,70.356783919598,8.700789662598707,28.28463747307968,9.04235418022936,2.2216788226848525,791,28,156,15,14,260,124,199,0.105,0.8059999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6667,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,10,11,3,1,8,0,12,2,0,6,2,46,31,18,0,5,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,10,13,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,3,19,6,26,26,8,22,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,7,9,105,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045554892152053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366205627694866,0.0,0.12912476489937974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419745883571779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461140148372941,0.11897926469827813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102786142385685,0.3056571694360188,0.0,0.0,0.14239698924324798,0.0,0.14019020599428622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618771279112348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233446992477115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413451294775248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967655266849538,0.098673880041875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676179647323353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636618249946394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718561014666858,0.0,0.0,0.14786170193503775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277235530193602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755915469436292,0.2024372624382692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069370802966385,0.1843940725681645,0.14003331313634473,0.0,0.15045458082659474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153504354041076,0.10241518938316596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253110675878094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185240388699287,0.28726774253051124,0.12060218634676675,0.14430735462623998,0.0,0.0,0.3114220117910707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848403774353356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574043859775827,0.14409063279201087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633252012822443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821747563043245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038500236917492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396453279403634,0.0,0.10963425417164213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463298445506782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894558486081068 autism,plzGiveMeLove,2019/04/14,"Am I autistic? I’ve been socializing a lot lately and I keep on running into people who call me autistic. I’m not sure if they are just being mean, or if they are genuinely concerned. I did take one of those spectrum, and I scored pretty high, but I take that kind of thing with a grain of salt. I am able to make conversations very easily and I’m relatively successful. They keep on being up that I talk about one subject a lot (the source of my success), and I don’t have a lot of friends (I do). Also, I do have issues with eye contact but I’ve kinda over powered it. One lady said I was able to teach myself when I was young how to view emotions and stuff. I never really had issues with it. To be honest, I just assume people are calling me autistic to insult me because I’m “smart” and more financially successful than them.",2.7091071428571425,4.378015505952384,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,75.48809523809524,6.942857142857143,24.5,7.7094869923839395,1.278364285714285,647,21,129,9,14,220,99,168,0.035,0.799,0.166,0.9757,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,4,6,9,1,0,5,0,18,1,1,2,2,30,28,14,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,6,4,23,8,20,19,4,11,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,8,4,99,31,4,0.2934846376956126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734977936605115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945275555666163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29968062863685024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506535772763575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133727515317546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504131657507544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30632171205154296,0.0,0.2608626307884139,0.0,0.15280954376357467,0.0,0.0,0.16553172730583868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37426521578827215,0.0,0.0,0.09795163730369087,0.0,0.0,0.1598454042101333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317672267243276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298309178917005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346529461603208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928969308412296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400688700572768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958554887715674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958531436937486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798484728854715,0.0,0.0,0.1383028988900475,0.0,0.22066392293328327,0.11794591738962147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748907621748218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107778114830055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YourNameWisely,2019/04/14,"Advice on how to be a good mother for my autistic son Last week we discovered that our son of ten years old has autism. He is sweet, funny and very clever, and he struggles with socializing, changes and input overload. He also suffers from chronic pain, partly caused by hypermobility (EDS) but as we now know worsened by his autism. I love my son so much and I am so very proud of him. I want to be the best mom I can be to him, but at the moment I am uncertain how to do that, as I now know his needs differ from those of his brothers. I would be very grateful for advice from this community.",4.164249999999999,4.8151382583333335,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,70.58333333333334,7.666666666666668,26.666666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.281916666666667,461,14,98,5,8,152,77,120,0.10099999999999999,0.684,0.215,0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,2,7,10,0,2,3,0,11,3,0,3,0,18,16,13,0,3,2,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,17,6,19,11,3,9,0,1,0,1,19,2,0,1,7,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36767349402827904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504460922702197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742899009683548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325953340962893,0.19901474188320206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655397851307652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779304906692182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067807306750157,0.1533496315823133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697930891909904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033353079118445,0.0,0.0,0.13829590888181456,0.13949471241828948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974089501097342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018172031682724,0.0,0.0,0.2037245600445648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917730576866791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667249224127245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656765219223008,0.11096291513644553,0.0,0.15090513313905252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364090999454062,0.0,0.0,0.12114842393754112 autism,Impossiblewolf222,2019/04/14,my special intrest. mine is stingrays ( specifically Spotted Eagle Rays) and Bille Eilish! comment yours down bellow!,7.723921568627452,11.83590217647059,5.361176470588237,66.71862745098042,86.05882352941177,4.6196078431372545,40.96078431372549,6.42735559955562,4.057172549019608,95,6,9,1,3,27,17,17,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.508,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,parkerestes,2019/04/14,"Does anyone have any positive (or negative) experience with any specific antidepressants? Not looking for advice, just any anecdotal experience the community may have.",11.848750000000004,15.787726375000005,12.198333333333334,28.98000000000001,56.08333333333334,18.133333333333336,49.5,14.554592549557764,10.6739,139,9,13,8,2,47,20,24,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29592406825837936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6178087315828172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117472777061579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501045174551857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924558955113427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543027324449364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheCartoonQueen,2019/04/14,"Stuck inside my own head I mentioned this in a AMA I just posted but I wanted to put this on here. Communication is my biggest challenge because ,in my head, I know what I want to say but I either don't know how to say it aloud or it takes longer to say aloud than I would like. People can get pretty impatient with me because of this so I often don't talk at all around new people and keep to myself. Is there a way I can work on speaking my mind without taking forever to spit it out?",2.384199029126215,3.593809009708739,4.095327669902915,88.63289441747574,75.40776699029126,6.315048543689321,22.583737864077676,6.6274283507984215,0.4654669902912616,380,10,83,3,8,128,68,103,0.044000000000000004,0.851,0.106,0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,3,1,1,20,16,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,15,2,17,14,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,2,61,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669751569445334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867924597353206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799646224894697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849974635009297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671892704741806,0.0,0.0,0.2061647747053291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163617915051844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939006317103424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115420240883132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600718662328103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963815579288095,0.19082393959609475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885575000736859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474844582793457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282055366522395,0.15075993627289955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126476026149292,0.14888263210983133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808087180874807,0.0,0.13655163178990568,0.0,0.0,0.13324282204874038,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,katiezenakai,2019/04/14,"Nervous... Hi all! I'm glad I've found this thread. &#x200B; I've recently, at 25, been diagnosed with low-functioning autism - which kinda explains my reactions and thought-process towards certain things. &#x200B; I suffer with intense sensory overload - typically more noises - and I cannot fathom people breathing, drinking or eating within proximity of me. It sends me into a total rage and often sometimes have a meltdown. &#x200B; With this being said, my very thoughtful brother has bought me VIP IMAX tickets to the new Avengers showing. The last time I tried to watch a film I ended up exiting briefly into the ads due to popcorn crunching, whispering - all the normal 'lark' to be heard when in a cinema. &#x200B; I really want to see this film nonetheless but with it undoubtedly being the #1 must-see film I'm a little anxious and, actually, quite worried that it's going to be busy and overcrowded. &#x200B; Luckily (I hope!) I've got an 8am showing and my seats have been booked so I've got familiar family members on either side of me therefore there's less of an incentive to panic - but here I am... Panicking. &#x200B; If any of you reading this suffer with something similar I'd like to hear from you - how you cope? any tips? &#x200B; I hope you all have a wonderful evening.",4.496282240235813,7.276726940677968,5.111739130434785,76.6897089167281,74.08474576271186,7.833161385408991,33.14222549742078,8.716276077567194,3.3397699336772284,1042,54,164,22,23,334,151,236,0.1,0.774,0.126,0.6379,0,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,0,4,0,1,7,10,1,2,13,0,12,4,1,2,6,36,29,13,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,10,13,2,0,4,10,1,2,1,5,0,0,9,6,19,5,26,16,7,20,0,2,2,0,11,11,0,7,8,104,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.06298722715102384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895461659834688,0.5490100641827029,0.08778648783464184,0.0,0.0,0.07291819329414785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551245898913519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323014772402426,0.0,0.06604629656435705,0.0,0.0,0.0571682728266396,0.0,0.0,0.042631781962136184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084787853517081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077095522532928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036682770783245534,0.0,0.10324607839817383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274761961242318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821675515619707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261330582163168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031533736039307515,0.06469168117912692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062338574721543874,0.0,0.0,0.06324101616767698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573039338736783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044747814984542264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686522259516466,0.06456310013154845,0.0,0.04134958539188247,0.0,0.06373102590875432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139767794265024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143451288243628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496903818259288,0.06383728162927603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288125062140296,0.0,0.0,0.10248404583409136,0.03763707776164248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043822248033445504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325690712794556,0.03807068676131672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999698583674244,0.0,0.06554922360021596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490100641827029,0.0 autism,srivassu,2019/04/14,"Help with speech My son is 4 and is non verbal. He uses few words only when he feels to do. He is expressive.. cuddles, hugs and kisses when he is happy.. i would really want to help him to communicate verbally. Any help or suggestions.",1.0385507246376804,3.603743869565221,3.5608695652173914,83.18811594202901,88.56521739130434,7.41449275362319,18.536231884057973,8.344100000000001,1.4318666666666668,182,5,35,5,6,63,34,46,0.0,0.6940000000000001,0.306,0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,4,8,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,1,2,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349629322750645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361292381413254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655126647400949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6904400796766946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611404380268746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996494343606285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965524393845025,0.0,0.0,0.20252238034940687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391279889208384,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,789DidYouHear,2019/04/14,"What to do when everything becomes too overwhelming? I've been quite stressed recently and been trying to get myself back on track with my routine and trying to eat better. However, it seems things are still getting worse. It's never been as bright, loud, itchy or overpowering as everything is right now and I have no idea how to get back to these things only being mildly irritating and not sending me into shutdown mode! Help?!",5.963076923076925,8.00566735897436,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,67.71794871794873,8.78974358974359,29.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.807189743589744,346,13,57,7,6,108,61,78,0.188,0.779,0.033,-0.9108,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,12,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,4,2,10,8,0,11,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,7,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31222748941762923,0.0,0.0,0.22422523588386745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955917330605825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774532903781776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649316785851964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182166542279627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608342297816794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919058860426744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658544794459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440971228678846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594214984644952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046276076101655,0.0,0.0,0.1733822981025708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482639611609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213608094643242,0.0,0.23256452855954715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26976166668833435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756813874647453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689988842204807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,halutthecat,2019/04/14,"recently diagnosed ok so i’m a 17 y/o girl who has bipolar disorder. i’ve had bad episodes of mania and depression, but when it calms down i struggle socially A LOT and have my entire life so i did an screening and all that stuff and the person assessing me told me some questionaires suggested i just had traits however things like my screening and things answered by me suggested i was leaning more towards a definite diagnosis. they did diagnose me but to be honest i’m having a bit of a identity crisis because all my life i was told i’m just shy that i don’t need extra support and i can’t help thinking maybe i’m not autistic because my traits aren’t always noticeable and i don’t feel valid because the person that was assessing me was undecided about diagnosing me with asd or traits. i wanna feel valid and accepted but i’m having a hard time accepting myself. has anyone else had a similar experience?",4.944131374243735,6.416585876404498,6.455617977528093,73.1665211754538,69.4494382022472,10.42074330164218,33.91702679343129,10.560738912317856,4.040870700086431,738,36,130,22,13,252,105,178,0.11699999999999999,0.728,0.155,0.8388,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,1,10,1,19,6,0,0,2,28,31,15,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,11,5,21,7,9,19,7,5,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,3,4,91,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262233334157721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606946215809876,0.15543061319841098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665993333449851,0.277417661054588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656128864922616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065565565840473,0.4619051404577253,0.0,0.0,0.17385690887578353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672265252939538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838792467615125,0.0,0.0,0.15340424394939964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588993754236528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167871923382768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429492753520554,0.07411106731524551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896662617782756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523991532976388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248075926921712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270705098928318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26491042142312715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497816289609897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463510237789374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858573325942846,0.17365577742648758,0.0,0.17214297218757255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015603382614283,0.09720075575457994,0.0,0.0,0.08845523410436554,0.0,0.0,0.2899043086199786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Azraekos,2019/04/14,"Is it normal to experience heightened levels of fear/anxiety when home alone overnight? I'm on the high functioning end of the autism spectrum ( to such an extent that some of my closest friends forget I'm even on it). I would have been on the lower end were it not for my mom working hard to get me as ""normal"" as I can be(I'm in my early 20s now but I was diagnosed ~2). I'm not usually all that worried about most things, and the biggest anxiety I deal with is social (I'll gladly talk to friends or anyone that tries to talk to me but i have difficulty talking to someone i don't know). Almost a year ago I moved into a new house (Dad felt it necessary to downsize) and things have been going well. But whenever I'm left home alone overnight, it's like all my fear and anxiety is cranked as high as it can go. The sound of the AC unit, the dog moving under the blanket, the house settling...every noise gets my heart racing and I end up having to double/triple check all of the doors into the house just to feel safe enough to try to get sleep. If my Dad's home, the fear and paranoia aren't a problem at all. Any suggestions on how I could go about fixing the issue or should I just accept that it's a part of me I'll have to live with?",3.485931690445309,4.319368879377436,4.533197146562909,87.99208279290966,72.26848249027238,7.42317336792045,25.561824470384785,7.594959193182576,1.1320109814094257,970,29,210,11,18,317,139,257,0.113,0.792,0.096,-0.0959,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,2,18,0,19,3,2,1,4,39,32,17,0,7,10,3,3,1,2,2,1,1,4,0,13,9,0,1,4,0,1,5,4,3,1,0,5,4,19,7,38,24,9,31,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,6,11,136,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596907600575605,0.0,0.09711389839796583,0.2008891061539176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595138067428083,0.0,0.22257388928381425,0.0,0.0,0.06781237268837208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743258188139926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998463079513628,0.0,0.0984351288740288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576929513878804,0.1002087791858746,0.0,0.06405598288210075,0.0,0.08171188332048948,0.0,0.0,0.09486742975650078,0.0,0.3273966023435101,0.049037232540922966,0.0,0.09311834535409533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498567756046354,0.0,0.15200795662269428,0.0,0.16535205632125974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687721142101483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492465104166565,0.0,0.2049345320946074,0.2918438657897117,0.0,0.0,0.33571412258964817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122446409197018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329900932362819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537169812389426,0.0,0.0,0.047380718397757364,0.0,0.08563726587311728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358465436901732,0.0,0.2061539579497096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936662389295464,0.0,0.0,0.1900443876674579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050225249695306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279909141225676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705247338462053,0.09886137800458006,0.08217290146491116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338524200515956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288616393378657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168941295387046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068124492895362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719885513593073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060436688400676,0.09849036919450496,0.0,0.06889353843141056,0.0,0.0,0.0624535076930168 autism,WindowsKidd,2019/04/14,"As an anxiety suffer I feel like I get along with autistic people well. Does this make sense? I feel like people with autism are misunderstood similar to with my anxiety disorder and people thinking I can stop worrying on a whim. People with autism seem very empathetic too. They feel empathy and emotions enormously, similar to have an anxiety sufferer does the same, right? People with anxiety disorders seem to be very perceptive and detail-oriented. Isn’t the same usually true for autistic people? I guess I relate to autistic people because I know what it’s like to be misunderstood and I’m a bit disorganized, mentally, socially, and physically.",6.3111504424778815,9.158914849557524,7.404610619469029,62.1017831858407,68.64601769911505,12.307610619469028,36.078761061946906,11.602472056035307,5.825067964601773,530,28,75,22,10,178,68,113,0.22399999999999998,0.653,0.12300000000000001,-0.8673,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,25,17,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,9,5,14,15,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377317541932392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516669751254013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461911937206775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826406140889453,0.0,0.21581327127900699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870358422053589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870429107221464,0.1761808443166433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442272803381749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583637215566882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776620760683325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180724462250742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823082648068997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426427998040353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983979985675767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530335689349347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450780923479272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569578217631194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309002905093988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790100361096744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580504976365915,0.20348209274110124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086764641983801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252240687173459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SomethingAboutSean,2019/04/14,"Temple Grandin is having a lecture at my college, and I'm going. Hey all, just wanted to share my excitement with you amazing people. Temple Grandin is going to be the keynote speaker at my college's annual humanities lecture, and I've purchased a ticket. It will be this coming Tuesday, and I'm really looking forward to it. Dr. Grandin has had a very big impact on my life, to the point where I've wanted to follow in her footsteps and become an advocate for autism later in my life. I was very moved by her story, and I was inspired to start writing down my struggles as someone with autism. Frankly, she was one of the first people of prominence that I knew had autism. Reading about her and listening to her story lead me to start making waves of my own. I started educating people on the facts of living with autism, I persuaded people to do their research and to not do business with harmful organizations like AS, I started speaking my mind more, and I stood up for myself whenever I was getting bullied or teased because of it. All I can say is, I'm very grateful to have the opportunity to listen to her speak in person. I hope there's a chance to meet her, but if there isn't that's okay. I would just want to say to her that I respect her and all that she's done to make the public aware about our cause.",8.297679487179487,6.420877665384616,8.381538461538465,73.56179487179489,62.73076923076921,10.35897435897436,37.82051282051282,8.59863814320734,3.208974358974359,1043,42,195,11,12,342,139,260,0.032,0.8759999999999999,0.092,0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,3,7,12,1,1,11,1,21,3,0,4,4,37,44,14,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,2,8,14,0,0,2,2,1,7,2,3,0,2,9,8,35,9,42,31,5,27,0,0,1,0,27,13,0,3,10,142,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735507475206565,0.15826490466819046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720979525113012,0.0,0.12344128558491416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664686947596295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218919181736016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486895672365088,0.0,0.162882736192703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233041465838447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243573544666485,0.07000972253173972,0.0,0.12653757530273205,0.0,0.12033690744875553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913093128434974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469335033157318,0.0,0.0,0.15230648545381956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710459434278684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973880046518236,0.1251250708663332,0.0,0.0,0.13546594266004566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433399683552972,0.0,0.09180241112184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279177143919989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141863242535207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057172766175721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980951678591128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547154659643029,0.253568262266499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179705316669688,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Comat144p,2019/04/14,"A problem class project. I have the distrust about what I call major events, such as in this case projects for school involving groups, that is there is fear of that people will berate me over details so I shell up. Compound this with a Professor who thinks all of Psychology is ""Astrological bullshit"" It has so far made a major project insurmountable as it feels like I have very few who I can go to, to help me and even those I can go to help I have this emotional difficulty in doing so. I've passed every class and this is a last semester situation. So far this has, reasonably, been the only one to majorly trigger me in this manner.",6.731811846689893,6.704022390243907,7.092125435540072,75.51219512195124,64.9349593495935,10.605807200929151,33.83159117305459,10.290406445055957,3.2970078977932644,506,20,98,11,7,165,78,123,0.11800000000000001,0.807,0.075,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,1,6,0,14,0,0,3,1,10,19,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,2,1,10,1,16,16,5,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,72,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458978444596473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088314546598075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590552631765646,0.0,0.2028960375194692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709825083510985,0.12176270781142537,0.17203744786963734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273720097656568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228248674734783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629541198820166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764947308857596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278638680520225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631816831402159,0.1831497687767505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694998804563116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042631215712764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475967241521611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371645183121105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706848339957861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543037782696358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869662935339305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hp9700251,2019/04/14,"I dont like talking. Everytime someone says ""hey"" or ""good morning"" or ""i love you"" or anything like that i would much rather just be like ""mhmm"" than actually say it back. It makes me really angry when people expect me to talk to them when it isn't necessary. And another thing — I'm on facetime a lot with my girlfriend. We call each other all time and just enjoy each other's company while doing our own things. So a lot of times when i call her, i dont have anything to say. If i dont have anything to say, then i'm not going to say anything in the first place because i dont like the vibrating feeling in my throat. So let's say i havent said anything for the past 10 minutes. my girlfriend will go ""are you there?"" and I'll just kind of hum in response, she'll say ""why aren't you talking?"" or ""say something"" and it makes me really angry. Any advice on how to reduce this? It happens a lot and i dont ever want to be mad at my girlfriend because she's very sensitive.",3.3374876847290658,4.027105285714288,4.8876600985221685,85.84656403940888,72.49753694581281,7.573399014778326,27.80049261083744,7.7094869923839395,1.538907389162561,755,27,161,9,14,255,111,203,0.10400000000000001,0.836,0.06,-0.7775,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,3,1,1,13,9,1,0,6,0,18,2,1,3,2,31,29,18,0,5,10,0,1,4,3,3,0,9,0,0,11,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,1,10,25,8,18,22,8,20,0,0,0,1,28,7,0,8,15,112,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.08269536917512503,0.0,0.0,0.0828083021709958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057627048755989924,0.0888587325291512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34867470345880913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516089547883216,0.0,0.10331512539240616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306086063318346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965813695441684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665343566512578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284779123049647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208098010429995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632096567812387,0.0710770545053837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749365282582685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824511372983848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665380914599348,0.0,0.16560144405080976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161322893775389,0.07648240988072395,0.0,0.1131310670917468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062294669578857285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808952421441492,0.05874900749408149,0.0,0.08853671265392002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857500429480313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060846418574819,0.539118014800924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180110182266825,0.06523805945125354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433574967255969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259682355362538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988267679321496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992051873487208,0.049982665357359776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646592067659144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019784965180875,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yeeticus-Rex,2019/06/26,"I’m broken, I know it. Don’t need to try and say I’m not, and I’m different. I’m broken My mum started having the conversation, that I’m different, and that I’m not broken, but unique. No, I’m broken, otherwise lots more people would be like me. It’s an obvious disadvantage to life. I’ve accepted it. It’s not that big of a deal. I understand me",0.1507000000000005,2.1322850533333337,3.7995833333333344,84.51937500000003,85.13333333333333,8.016666666666666,21.375,8.841846274778883,1.6969,269,9,60,8,8,100,44,75,0.222,0.7,0.078,-0.872,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,15,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,13,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052793134546927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6187497415623952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273586094918085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915324070117225,0.14466576581249038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517445290715793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956390277898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528734416705655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354807982548623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095901769166052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104116630775576,0.0,0.0,0.30826388688789624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103500502682117,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,StavoTheArtist,2019/06/26,What more info please What are the most common symptoms of autism and do they present differently for the different sexes?,11.722857142857144,11.069561285714288,9.457142857142859,64.66285714285715,55.19047619047619,12.20952380952381,40.04761904761904,11.20814326018867,4.613819047619048,101,4,15,2,1,30,19,21,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.3774,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8102057827369231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42561905550778495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40300745552447376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,soupernova_,2019/06/26,"DIR/Floortime Hello all! I was just curious as to what your thoughts/opinions were on DIR/Floortime as an intervention. I’m barely getting familiar within this branch, and coming from a world of ABA I definitely see some differences. I also noticed that DIR/Floortime is essentially NET, which I think is a great way to interact since it is so naturalistic. Overall, if anyone has either given therapy by using DIR/Floortime, or have ever received it, I’d love to know how your experience was with it! Thank you in advance! (Also, I hope not to open a can of worms, or offend anyone by asking this, I just wish to discuss the field in terms of being a tool to assist those as they see fit.)",4.715038167938932,6.402600541984737,6.093045801526718,74.71101908396945,70.29770992366412,8.293435114503817,29.893893129770994,8.841846274778883,2.62417496183206,545,22,94,10,10,184,92,131,0.017,0.812,0.171,0.9642,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,1,7,5,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,2,20,24,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,10,4,20,19,4,13,0,0,2,1,10,7,0,5,2,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381399438431825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956551428006925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764620781008813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211688899470224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088560179147265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123863715675896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680623889010716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045657387787787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330878143369961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998462713741167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618916716812365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908119538953517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069947553243184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369437012020894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488619617239587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946442230853048,0.2417735836399743,0.0,0.0,0.1354673755209634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825962709901025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781284829442109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431189342112514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jllagher,2019/06/26,"Misophonia incomprehensible to those people who haven't had it? I really need help, I am a scrub amateur music producer and I cannot seem to find the vocabulary to explain to my Mother the drastic impact she is having on me. &#x200B; I have been unable to produce anything in years to the adverse reactions I have to sound, it has been heart-breaking for me feeling like I am losing something that I not only love, but feel is an integrated part me. I recently came out of two decades of severe depression and I can finally listen to music without crying(sad cry)/screaming/ hitting things/hating myself etc. I have tried multiple approaches and I cannot seem sum up ""I've pretty much had my needs neglected for almost thirty years and you are causing me psychological pain. Furthermore I pay for this fucking apartment and it's not okay that you repeatedly interfere with my work via shrieking gossip with your friends/ ejecting silverware at mach speeds into the kitchen sink/repeatedly yelling ""Don't eat poopoo!"" at a fucking dog that doesn't even speak English when you refuse to let her shit outside. &#x200B; I am actually at the end of my rope, I explained all morning to my Mother how much of a challenge it has been to set myself up in my DAW, in a way that doesn't stress me out. She seemed very receptive, even made suggestions as how to help. Finally it was ready, I would finish my cigarette and get right to work on this l33t a55 5/4 poly-rhythmic masterpiece (not actually, maybe in the next week). BUT WHEN I GOT INSIDE! She had one of our neighbours over and they were ""talking"" at decibels 2-3 times louder than what I listen to my music at. When I confronted her and explained how frustrated I was she responded with ""Well two people live here...."". My response was, ""That is exactly my point, and it is never okay for one person to override the others comfort."" I then explained that there is literally no need for you to talk at that volume and you are showing a severe lack of empathy by not altering your habits at all. &#x200B; Am I missing something? I feel like I have made an effort far beyond reasonable energy consumption to be met with an impassable brick wall. There have been incidents in the past where she has driven me into blind rage by countering my logic with straw men, telling me I'm yelling when I'm the quieter of us, telling me I'm attacking for exposing her obvious manipulation tactics and telling me I'm abusive followed by calling the police. Like wtf do I actually do? &#x200B; 5-0 show up and tell me I need to go stay in a drug/HIV/sociopath infested shelters........ IN MY APARTMENT I PAY FOR WITH MY OWN MONEY!!!!? I tried explaining that my mom is showing drastic signs of NPD and I am currently mentally ill (not autism), then asked ""Are you saying it is okay to displace somebody from their daily rituals that make them safe in order to indulge the manipulations of a narcissist?"". Then they tell me (5 cars btw) I have to go to a shelter again. &#x200B; TL;DR Nobody understand or they just don't care. Is there a way to explain to people that I'm not aware of or should I give up and continue a cycle of unhealthy withdrawal while looking for a new place to live? &#x200B; P.S. TL;DR Wtaf is this ""Justice System"" I'm living in?",7.598792220113848,7.433263662903229,7.7943453510436465,71.66004743833018,63.17741935483871,10.842504743833018,37.590132827324474,10.39495659498063,3.9904895635673614,2621,120,457,55,34,855,312,620,0.142,0.7979999999999999,0.06,-0.9945,2,0,4,0,2,0,116.0,2,8,5,8,18,28,7,1,25,3,52,9,1,12,5,82,97,30,0,7,12,3,3,3,2,2,3,7,1,2,24,25,2,4,16,3,3,7,16,15,1,4,17,12,80,13,85,75,8,75,1,4,2,3,59,36,3,6,29,325,104,7,0.0,0.06793844302425428,0.16786650649334547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741765907689603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727667536413738,0.4180457606703825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718587828723684,0.0,0.0536050960187131,0.06523245041468446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058550481473963224,0.06558160657863392,0.05846188209350674,0.058903905087915175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493867993373883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649611679787748,0.05867306527876924,0.0,0.0,0.05078616028324112,0.0,0.06394918121173299,0.07574496848819713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697837734526047,0.08192731763431224,0.0,0.12562618531836722,0.05240765896988228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044300689159699584,0.1060196861841801,0.02995774780718815,0.05500568756410405,0.06517520941311986,0.0,0.045859981654915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794809540031628,0.07686749537750556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058633965282361464,0.0,0.08404018314554135,0.0,0.15189663119166305,0.0,0.04815110137774824,0.0641487168263625,0.0,0.0,0.05175152725372202,0.10851285999910368,0.03827484980514954,0.0,0.05760566861932246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057785164874430625,0.0,0.0,0.06715583524617225,0.0,0.0,0.08430289514934218,0.1700673318534164,0.04422409038754475,0.05537926355126562,0.060981668098976975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777100436694495,0.04360960205766887,0.061013730323383225,0.0,0.0,0.06209355852840129,0.054737453161429486,0.11925686705742825,0.05006701684392546,0.05990802466880803,0.0,0.054204769563600284,0.0,0.0,0.05833532483521201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673342865763727,0.05895499996082351,0.05661626522516097,0.0,0.0,0.0489679885553687,0.0,0.045599015315177516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660036143462455,0.0,0.12955560380250972,0.05885861611381351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828616192760393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061116738100715134,0.0,0.0,0.0656826982772572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217533055056412,0.2505881392676921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033435375415170485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786009975664092,0.0,0.11202556332601472,0.05969289132485385,0.06897287801417548,0.0,0.0,0.047311448953363734,0.0,0.0910275380000185,0.04599463469086007,0.0,0.051555485040598335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552736481858449,0.0,0.08348830669886695,0.0,0.0,0.040732642469418386,0.0,0.4180457606703825,0.07385007237952777 autism,freethinkeratlarge,2019/06/26,"The Troubling Links Between Acetaminophen and Autism Yesterday, I found myself going down yet another rabbit hole when it comes to autism and I wanted to share a little of what I found in that hole. For the record, I'm the father of a 14 year old boy with autism who is, for the most part, at the emotional and verbal development of a 5 year old. In a perpetual search to discover something that might help with his development, I ran into several articles that implicate acetaminophen (aka Tylenol) with regressive autism, including this one. [https://www.realclearinvestigations.com/articles/2018/03/21/tylenol\_and\_autism.html](https://www.realclearinvestigations.com/articles/2018/03/21/tylenol_and_autism.html) That article links to several studies including this one, [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18445737](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18445737), and [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/28415925](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/28415925) amont others. I've seen other articles that suggest a link with pregnant mothers using Tylenol during their pregnancy, but these suggest that it's the practice of giving our infants Tylenol that may be the real culprit and points to a dramatic rise when parents veered away from Aspirin as a treatment for fever and pain, to acetaminophen (due to the now debunked fear of Reyes syndrome). The suggestions are damning and the conclusions hard to completely ignore. Because of this, I'd love to hear from the community on this one.",17.703333333333333,18.702281579710146,11.408603864734303,50.13754347826088,42.38164251207729,13.497391304347827,46.30386473429952,12.516099999999998,6.187585893719808,1265,53,142,27,10,332,128,207,0.09300000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.065,-0.7743,1,0,1,0,0,0,94.0,1,0,1,1,4,7,1,1,18,0,5,7,0,1,0,27,17,11,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,18,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,3,4,3,8,2,33,10,2,23,0,0,1,1,17,9,1,3,10,99,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384243121420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468026299777489,0.0,0.0,0.0952489465227245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345961003724723,0.16382583467594536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576095150020354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582542252959174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426415475780631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498898620571638,0.08880084570431293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399698924511035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761058395160651,0.0,0.10473151767611807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660420072095735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102231287024353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657572485196227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279175478625833,0.0,0.3176384545460509,0.0,0.16626170904793894,0.0,0.17349785680694402,0.16920422841026792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770736977443935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778474483454128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530375210756089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028938477919128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495039451578775,0.0,0.0,0.09216068221577793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012405926019676 autism,Tabletop_Sam,2019/06/26,"Questions about some differentiation So I am technically undiagnosed, but it is fairly obvious I have either aspergers or high functioning autism. The problem is, I don’t know the difference between the two. I’ve tried looking up differences but they don’t look like they have any differences besides aspergers not having an IQ limit. I’m not looking for a diagnosis, I’m just curious on some of the more noticeable differences of the two. Any possible information related to this would be much appreciated!",6.388977272727272,9.371919034090912,7.875,58.19500000000002,68.88636363636364,12.581818181818182,38.27272727272727,11.698219412168324,6.229881818181819,417,24,60,18,8,143,63,88,0.04,0.838,0.122,0.8122,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,16,4,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,5,1,8,14,5,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,4,1,46,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224567001772164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6835534828419344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281313634388648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988986747227265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990854898737089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120548110799081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023751807784698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621739430276046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439254304187824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650756241912148,0.0,0.0,0.18322783051907346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104844187673348,0.0,0.3195542850985419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161903592183664,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Thenutritionboy,2019/06/26,"Autism and sleep problems I wanted to share with you guys this product that has helped so much with sleep especially with individuals that have autism. Please try and let me know how it works for you. &#x200B; [https://yuminutrition.us/collections/products/products/sleep-gummies?variant=21850712801369](https://yuminutrition.us/collections/products/products/sleep-gummies?variant=21850712801369)",28.06384615384616,35.59573743589743,14.895384615384614,11.424615384615409,20.7948717948718,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.0993692307692307,356,6,32,3,3,84,32,39,0.063,0.8220000000000001,0.114,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,9,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894332484201537,0.2124432118971972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311377103369838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171879670467414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608454025655556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787802544517389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852356968556922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919159217444337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729312885408418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6998435733993164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870123723593252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42060906582937535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312199450701308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728169281652166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124432118971972,0.0 autism,bluesbricks,2019/06/26,"Jumping interests Please tell me im not alone. I get so hyper fixated on a hobby or interest for anywhere between 1 day and a month. And I will spend money on the hobby and it will make me happy. But then I'll jump to somthing else. I try really hard to stick with it. Or try not to spend money on the hobby. But it all ends up making me feel bad either way. I wish I could have one intrest that sticks with me for atleast a year. But at the end of the day, whether I spent money and lost intrest or kept myself from spending anything and losing intrest. I just feel crummy.",2.212184873949578,3.799369084033618,3.7266302521008434,89.53969327731095,76.6470588235294,6.104537815126051,23.664705882352944,6.742157984588678,0.7079573109243693,447,14,94,4,10,148,75,119,0.083,0.79,0.127,0.6539,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,2,1,26,13,14,0,2,11,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,7,2,2,3,0,1,3,3,12,3,15,7,2,15,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,3,7,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758050045822174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649332105462877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673470236109938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600235513656761,0.0,0.0,0.2585158923671033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742989015223494,0.0,0.3550352254055217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026824344398624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471411587377476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133568028248745,0.17954199080732294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649406629520235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422500550251395,0.21878824373065087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757131966950354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997782028811822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358135893547768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200071476186099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839778643085864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518082881767624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27215168377591764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908853067304465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304795754053739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290675301462584 autism,TheFanDubFan,2019/06/26,"Cultural stress sounds like autism I'm going on an exchange to Finland next school year, so I got a class in interculturalism, and I found something interesting. The lecturer explained that you can experience culture shock, that you are shocked/confused about some part of the new culture because it's very different from your home culture. But then they said that you can also experience cultural stress, which means that you feel like it's very difficult to adjust to the new culture, like people don't understand you and you don't know what's expected of you, and so you feel a lot of stress for a longer period of time. I just thought to myself ""I feel like this everyday even though I was born in this culture....."" I thought it was interesting to compare cultural stress to autism, it seems like NTs only experience it when they move to another country, while we experience it maybe our whole lives.",8.517757575757578,8.527959684848486,7.936969696969701,70.81212121212124,61.24242424242424,11.696969696969695,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.358515151515151,728,33,128,18,9,229,96,165,0.09699999999999999,0.799,0.10400000000000001,0.079,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,9,2,0,8,13,0,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,22,11,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,14,4,0,0,12,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,7,5,20,7,17,15,4,16,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,3,16,82,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037900737097676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850733066751205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889362125335673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180778656644746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464612848907635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44220608489084456,0.0,0.0,0.1714331462715543,0.16147757932856474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391642042400546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642297059891483,0.0,0.09038937242816064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336445467596848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211074312347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760700120653389,0.0,0.09979536749258387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608232436726707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353995459453252,0.12310776418471706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011832573055188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830348366029614,0.12019400161487327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595390620728799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238552185752845,0.0,0.07835119699918322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750427839747637,0.0,0.0,0.11437841926739127,0.0,0.1028856959909824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700538555352676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178386612837392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110378341622668,0.17944446376195178,0.06590065001374264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765384089938175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650038771235225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617854157349032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277872183191705 autism,fnook1331,2019/06/26,"Trying to find a primary care physician that can accommodate my needs as an Adult with autism. I have moderate high-functioning autism with severe anxiety in medical environments. I have an exceptionally positive response to Deep Pressure stimulation (I wear my deep pressure vest nearly all the time); however, I am still very anxious when going in for medical appointments regardless if I am wearing my vest or not. I have largely avoided medical and dental appointments over the last several years. Historically speaking, I have done a lot better when protective stabilization is used; however, because of the large amount of parents speaking out about the use of these devices across the country (ie. papoose boards, etc.), I have not been able to find physicians that can accommodate my needs. The aforementioned parents have basically complicated the care for people like myself who absolutely have a legitimate need for such devices. What I am trying to figure out is: where I should look next? I am an individual who is more than competent to make my own decisions regarding medical care. We have two major medical systems here in Wichita (Ascension/Via Christi (the catholic medical system in Wichita) and Wesley Medical (the Methodist medical system)); but, I do not know where to go from here. If anyone knows any advice you could lend me, I would appreciate it. This post is cross-posted between the Autism Subreddit and the Medical Subreddit.",10.693877679697351,11.009974024590168,10.252131147540986,54.98996847414882,56.70491803278689,14.556872635561161,45.81841109709963,13.518907172268555,6.983666204287517,1178,66,164,43,13,383,149,244,0.033,0.8859999999999999,0.081,0.8836,4,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,0,2,9,8,0,3,17,0,24,13,2,4,1,36,38,10,0,9,8,2,0,1,0,2,11,2,0,1,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,3,22,5,29,33,7,27,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,4,9,124,30,0,0.08488977429136317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295330496019343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577279575125249,0.0,0.06494044497936287,0.09590128203565164,0.0,0.05935690397008561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174801848961657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507810686637545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259652347490775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677775772278518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687171220017839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467453793328852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517543158875136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648963003079586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969070731084944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330639978228562,0.06919649613470663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041472855770634254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128603036876488,0.0,0.0,0.0721702504154609,0.0,0.0,0.056664583519385324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7696576506720653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888340760078644,0.0,0.0,0.09028123801235688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885200966461624,0.0,0.0,0.05885188087423659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260187614028707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918025640713033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779308340567441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949991005477517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526916886540645,0.0,0.08292497451602147,0.0,0.0,0.14663501834989706,0.0,0.07004295416674176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030326004997375,0.0,0.0,0.05466623142306088 autism,the-panda-system,2019/06/26,"Being autistic during a heatwave is the worst thing I can't deal with heat. I never could, and all I want to do during a heatwave is sleep and take baths in a pool or something. Now that I have a job, that's not an option. And I don't live outside of the city anymore, so I have street sounds starting at 6am. I'm so done with this. I had my first meltdown at 7:15am and I can't call in sick. I can't stand noise when my tolerance for heat is already more than maxed out. I tried to use earplugs, they are sensory hell and fall out in the night. I tried sleeping with the window closed, I will probably die of a heatstroke doing that. There's no A/C in the flat, that's not a thing in Germany. I'm too broke to afford one. Can it please be fall soon 😭",1.2087291849255024,2.652271840490801,2.6329228746713405,96.92302147239263,79.06134969325153,5.393339176161263,21.458808063102538,5.773587663045528,-0.1076394390885187,582,16,140,3,14,189,101,163,0.11699999999999999,0.826,0.057,-0.9021,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,1,0,12,0,19,3,2,1,2,20,25,9,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,8,11,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,3,0,2,2,1,15,0,19,19,3,21,1,1,0,0,3,11,1,2,7,95,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242001684494948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148736965895936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745652952886826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622125577729056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945656602411092,0.0,0.0,0.21085558219548975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079106868445569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281400222749368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161219676279896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794004487572653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669514720303113,0.0,0.0,0.19065874882083805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767142099736476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230166862250424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190487127801734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066280514840468,0.0,0.0,0.1564081139714379,0.0,0.0,0.1438028611652172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275652567933606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699506539485047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27587452191092715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754713163149137,0.0,0.0,0.1198333378639446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dog2128,2019/06/26,Autism diet? Is there anything I should change in my sons diet to help with his autism? Any grocery lists of recommendations?,3.859848484848485,7.1584283181818185,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,84.0,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.4724969696969703,101,3,17,1,3,30,20,22,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132444888893928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000703757348643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6428468100364088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40731632736848333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lefty1307,2019/06/26,"How do I accept being autistic? I'm mildly autistic and severely depressed, but I'd rather talk about the first one here. How do I get around the stigma that autism is a bad thing, and how can I accept it as a neutral or positive trait? Where can I go to feel better about this part of me?",3.8110000000000004,4.374149433333333,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,71.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.959,226,6,48,2,4,74,45,60,0.13,0.6579999999999999,0.212,0.7643,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,12,10,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,3,6,9,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038370094235908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849784187134756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018597143894717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396859105533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725758798134822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290316914876677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783196528672983,0.0,0.19397353888052268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312795357752809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696039459756391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38558156049924297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743309185405654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267502633267611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,denatured_enzyme_,2019/06/26,"Trying to write an article for work involving children with autism, need advice Hi! First time posting here, sorry if I break any rules or anything. So, I'm currently at work looking at this article sent to my team. How this works is that the different departments will send their articles to my team to edit, and then we will publish it in the company's internal magazine. The magazine usually features company's events. There's this article I'm looking at that is about a group of staff who went for a walk to raise awareness for autism and support children with autism. I have several questions: 1. Wouldn't a walk in a park with so many people (there were around 200 company staff there and around 200 children, and these numbers don't include the organisers) be overwhelming for some of the kids? Like won't it cause meltdowns because of the crowd and noise? 2. There is a line in the article that basically explains the motive of the walk - to help expose the kids to more of their surroundings (their words not mine). Frankly, I don't get it. Does exposing people with autism to their surroundings help them to get used to being in crowded, noisy places, and therefore help to reduce likelihood of triggering meltdowns? I'm really confused and honestly a bit concerned. This is the only explanation I can think of, and if it is, I don't think this is the way to reduce triggering meltdowns. I understand that autism is a very broad spectrum and not everyone gets meltdowns from being in public. Even those who get meltdowns don't get it from the same triggers. I'd appreciate if you guys could shed some light on this. Please be gentle with me; if I accidentally offend anyone, I'm sorry. Just trying to learn here. Thanks!",5.622135416666668,7.428880109375001,5.76125,77.50541666666669,68.21875,9.458333333333334,32.083333333333336,9.827888789773867,3.3189583333333332,1385,60,241,33,24,438,165,320,0.048,0.862,0.091,0.9487,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,5,7,14,7,1,2,21,0,23,0,0,8,0,48,44,18,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,19,17,0,0,7,2,0,7,8,3,0,1,3,3,18,4,43,32,5,31,0,1,2,0,31,15,0,9,7,157,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271782543058722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850450099136542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100188873172993,0.0,0.10709998621863004,0.2317170499060588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793364731936304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142086941542568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369693756120254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391188099203527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597603455333312,0.0,0.0,0.11389261719792974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596094187157202,0.0,0.0,0.1243611455131247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070306935398114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399824792663545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886610534151435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26170460297922143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358330630129222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185815960689065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319487469988102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650243652806384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898274545076358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045524468962887,0.0,0.13597603455333312,0.14286244959343986,0.0,0.0,0.12464495998263565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579455413033168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337557434127738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702919480835644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913780794104931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768940354965926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982197748153925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678603209345982,0.0,0.0,0.07588982924893603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672269572171853,0.0,0.0,0.1354877363800449,0.0,0.11240532045587806,0.14333865989438607,0.10738499980955628,0.0,0.1033047218700896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064767929770542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842459488335091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,queerbab,2019/06/26,"Object permanence and autism? I have this issue and I was wondering if it's an autism thing/if any one else with autism can relate. Tho I'm not sure if this is the right subreddit. So. I have a really hard time when I'm away from someone for a while, my brain just decides they're dead and I'll never see them again, or that they're just gone. Relatedly I have a partner whom I've been with long distance and also irl and my brain has a hard time recognizing that the person I'm dating irl is the same as the person I'm dating over text. They're different people in my head. My little brother came out as trans and ever since then it feels like him pretransition and post transition are different people, that I have two siblings and one of them is just gone. It /feels/ like an object permanence issue maybe. Anyone have any insite/similar experiences?",2.85846893491124,5.1261895029585824,4.09978920118343,84.48210983727813,77.04733727810651,7.301923076923077,21.805103550295854,8.278499904357787,1.2835943786982251,682,19,132,13,16,223,100,169,0.067,0.9009999999999999,0.032,-0.6742,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,10,0,13,3,3,0,3,27,24,19,1,2,7,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,5,12,3,11,19,1,21,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,4,13,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453832924110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479811619339296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001474292065169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345661864582681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197766995096093,0.0,0.16381317303591153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992828057526835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964751790796807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295567375881441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010318219071086,0.0,0.0,0.14483943208840652,0.2046423465382149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566059565686773,0.0,0.14699190098395365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989828979500218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994664847664187,0.14355076661472993,0.0,0.12675111024292274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438904573048508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046525007471937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410821866628536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859070063672235,0.2501200358308361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717157390665993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175468273533087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122314807473084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413312531304627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847859492286172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135550646441827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498945676458446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515344612943688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703326509205732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991166080664938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532323158772451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mrswood17,2019/06/26,"Can you help with my masters dissertation? You are invited to participate in a web-based online survey which aims to investigate the personality trait introversion and its relationship to those with and without an autism diagnosis. This is a research project being conducted by Louise Wood, a psychological research master student at Stirling University. It should take approximately 15 minutes to complete, and your participation would be greatly appreciated. There is also a chance to win one of three £25 Amazon vouchers at the end of the survey! https://stirlingpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/preview/SV_7NHELpqsO0k2bNb?Q_CHL=preview",11.626517857142858,14.748461354166668,10.654404761904765,43.10250000000005,55.25,12.152380952380955,43.92261904761904,11.765960540728905,6.483236904761903,534,29,61,16,7,170,77,96,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,14,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,46,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733074243738209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583315793750597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30270021935277885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767944683808889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907626390833655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158717978939894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984139162415985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669251267920665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569629391504683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294469465100463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427783423977409,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gudenbebe,2018/12/31,"Here i am sitting playing video games on new years eve So i went to a party with all my friends i ended up smoking a few cigarettes, and drinking a beer but for some reason i went outside and just sat down by my self having nothing to do i can socialize but i dont know what to do or say. I just got home and i prefer it this way. Does anyone else feel the same way i do? im 16 btw",0.04662790697674524,1.5477768604651203,2.5978488372093054,95.58421511627908,82.72093023255816,5.230232558139536,21.21511627906977,5.985473137389443,-0.007948837209302617,294,9,72,2,8,102,63,86,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.5318,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,1,16,13,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,4,2,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,11,2,9,9,4,12,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863635786464405,0.21780670681675665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602453250038814,0.0,0.24913459920419675,0.20824113616609827,0.0,0.0,0.1775779111884371,0.0,0.18827705635028424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074835661353316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423378540057812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001447445741796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132285872346859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296158950020065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682485525264966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053048441962949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397003943968509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185609974813908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690470066674088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176055699111086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669194835001385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33746195431735776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394115592226822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689038668533854 autism,cubisfree,2018/12/31,"Touch boundaries I’ve been told by many frustrated neurotypicals that my touch boundaries are confusing. Most basically: -never come up behind me and touch me -let me initiate contact -I will tolerate contacted I didn’t initiate if I know it’s coming (someone walks towards me with open arms for a hug) -firm touches>light touches -ask (“can I have a hug?”) I flinch horribly and have reacted violently to touch I didn’t know was going to happen. A boy in school once came up behind me and “tased” my right ribs. I cocked my elbow back into his arm without thinking. I’ve shoved people away. Let’s be clear though: I feel bad for hurting your feelings, not for having boundaries.",3.607565714285717,6.5686098080000015,4.3177428571428615,80.00930000000002,78.92,7.731428571428572,27.32857142857143,8.634040054169528,2.610017142857143,546,23,92,13,14,174,89,125,0.152,0.8270000000000001,0.021,-0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,1,3,0,13,7,5,1,2,22,25,5,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,6,7,18,2,16,15,1,15,0,1,0,3,7,8,1,3,2,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729980620917527,0.0,0.18823501959994496,0.1540564553375359,0.167283525435881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291465385823853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34516683516540075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260552859214165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138632797939425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716846636216368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447836237899276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202137722278551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097420264233103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312302162721785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452194240026354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336575729244325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388971680427056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109744125207627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276446474209572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697555436407886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837591706855378,0.196842438934216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914426034669036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931298395598214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CreepyIndication,2018/12/31,"Does everybody see autistic/mentally disabled people as subhuman? I recently posted an unpopular opinion about autism, and a few comments said exactly what you see in the title... Biggest regret of my life",7.3710784313725535,10.468998264705883,8.265294117647063,55.990490196078476,66.35294117647058,11.5921568627451,43.68627450980392,11.20814326018867,6.803462745098039,167,11,19,6,3,56,33,34,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,4,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288308731167863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654110179332002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050527738189777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35987504747096105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710185310261087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574346396260836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988655334375729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,adelheidliz,2018/12/31,"Aggression Please help me help my son. He has been displaying aggression towards people and animals. This includes biting, choking, hitting, spitting, you name it.... to other people. He is in Kindergarten and has been suspended from school for his actions. (Working out the legalities of this, because its BS on the schools part). While I know there are no clear answers, I just need some guidance on how to figure out what he needs and what emotions are setting his world on fire to the point where he expresses aggression. He is an otherwise super happy, cheerful, funny, amazing individual. What can I do? Please, i want to help him. 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I don’t tell a lot of people that I have autism because of how much I was bullied for it when I was younger, but I do tell some of my closer friends. I told one of my friends a few days ago and he wanted to know if he had some questions, I said sure, why not? Well today he said “I know you have autism, but your social skills are pretty good” and “you must be high functioning or aspie (because I work and am in college)” All of these comments seemed nice at first but in retrospect they seem condescending and that I’m “great, despite the fact that I have autism”. It feels like they’re saying I could be more if I didn’t have autism or that I’m good at things (finding patterns in things, doing quick math in my head, etc) because I have autism. I don’t think my friend is meaning to be mean to me, but I’m not 100% sure if that. So, my question is: should I say “hey man what does that mean” or “don’t be condescending or patronizing”? Or should I stay quiet because he, at least ostensibly, is genuinely trying to be nice? 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I live at home and I have Autism,ADHD, ODD and mental health issues. I am 20. I have bad impulses. I drink alcohol. Sometimes it makes me calm and sometimes it makes me angry. I also smoke weed. It helps my anxiety issues. I have anger issues. I threaten myself and others. I swear a lot. Sometimes I have had to be restrained. My siblings are weird about it. I hear my parents talking about me sometimes. I hear them talking about support I can get after I graduate this year. I already qualify for in home support. Im not sure what that means though. I am graduating from school late because my IEP allows me to and my parents and teachers wanted me to learn extra skills. Other students think I am weird. Im mostly in special education classes because I need extra behavioral support. When I had no support I didnt get my work done and I was disruptive. That was when I was trying out mainstream classes. It didnt really work. I would get frustrated every day. I was usually taken out to a different room. . I have a transition plan. Im going to do more volunteering after high school. I want to help others. I cant work because of behavioral issues. I like volunteering though. I did it as a part of a school program. My parents want me to be a bit independent though. They want me to live out of the house. I hear them talking about group homes. Somedays I feel like I am too much for my parents. I hear them talking about their stress. They say I am difficult. They say they sometimes dont feel safe around me. I feel bad for that. Sometimes my siblings are not very nice. They get mad at me about stuff I cant help such as my speech difficulties and my social difficulties. They call me weird. They refer to me as their ""disabled brother"". I dont know how I feel about that. 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What are things I should know to help me understand him better? Hello everyone, My bf told me a while ago that he is autistic. It was unexpected and I honestly had no idea but as soon as he told me a lot of his behavior made perfect sense (my younger brother is high functioning autistic). Even still, there are thing he does which I find frustrating at times, like getting really anxious and irritated while in public spaces, that I don't realize until further reflection later are probably due to his autism. I'm trying to be better about understanding what it is like to be him and see why he gets frustrated when he does because it hurts me to see him that way and I want to help. Even though I was very close to my brother growing up I don't think I really understand very well. My goal is to be able to see during the situation why he is acting a certain way and be understanding rather than reacting to him in the moment and also being upset. I would love advice from others who are autistic about things that trigger them and what their thought process is while it is happening. Thank you so much.",6.0109142857142865,6.583195808888887,6.411190476190478,77.72250000000003,66.46666666666667,9.984126984126986,32.07142857142857,9.957137785484203,3.064009523809524,927,36,175,20,14,300,128,225,0.09699999999999999,0.733,0.16899999999999998,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,4,13,14,2,1,6,0,24,1,0,3,2,30,45,18,0,4,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0,11,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,8,3,28,10,22,30,3,26,0,1,3,1,28,8,0,1,16,124,46,1,0.1098227719793101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731754173718397,0.19470252206554609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782523107397963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406847252739645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694694246047125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942586343255978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922132956833893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450738102582074,0.0,0.0,0.10494036497772984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037602398182092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475573118286972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711591456602968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722377818610544,0.11603378828472892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756754881244792,0.12397654189089195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060355723366217424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730771805321147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933673934373185,0.09911933947861913,0.10391696225036012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876594888235241,0.0,0.08073237377489285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840752299974355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071055980548364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625435913958683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344539709851307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770460756653492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111005328379688,0.0,0.0,0.21888410934156746,0.07036999783516737,0.10790031586900267,0.08718701362890095,0.06403854151247307,0.0,0.0,0.3148210949331895,0.0,0.07456245321786707,0.0,0.0,0.4573175149541484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812305769081065,0.06477631632330391,0.17434440913582555,0.0,0.0,0.09874386119409473,0.0,0.1981959397437461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780149462448401,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,International_Lime,2018/12/31,"A girl I have a keen interest with doesn't believe autism exists I'm autistic and I suspect she is to She doesn't believe it exists and she believes it's more like a personality type than an actual disorder. She doesn't actually mean it in a malicious way I think it's more of a Misunderstanding I don't think she is on the level of the spectrum as some people I've heard of. I do not want to ruin the relationship with this person because I feel like discussing this would push the person away I would be a terrible example as I am in the same level as a spectrum as her we do not experience sensory overload. We do not have a version to loud noises or weird routines that we do everyday. I think it's mostly social awkwardness and the failure to understand human emotion. Which tends to complement her argument as a personality type, then to an actual mental disorder.",4.482712550607289,6.088206304093567,6.584444444444448,71.28384615384618,70.75438596491226,9.939901034637877,31.86729644624381,10.214889679676881,3.643387404408456,702,32,124,20,13,247,91,171,0.14400000000000002,0.76,0.09699999999999999,-0.7125,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,17,0,16,0,0,0,0,25,26,10,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,6,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,3,19,4,21,22,6,10,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,3,4,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.39369978358042906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263485602715141,0.0,0.0,0.08197787234703341,0.0,0.0,0.4545393496179669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082518847925329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127210716434786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315474252868396,0.0,0.0,0.06799722202348807,0.09607267076601858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140045070186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464883452729189,0.0,0.0,0.13552439602431707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323162738412966,0.4696916402856706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438139048235946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708561273549566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585084167061941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139998614892344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931989715285774,0.10674411101742692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106172946423625,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,IM-NAKED-RIHTNOW,2018/12/31,REEEEE I HAVE AUTISM REEEEEEEE GIMME TENDIES I HAVE AUTISM TENDIES MOMMY NOW. DONT YOU FUCK UP MY FEDORA COLLECTION BECSUSE I HAVE AUTISM REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ,5.978114285714284,7.901147040000005,0.434857142857144,98.306,118.6,4.628571428571429,27.57142857142857,6.1826913282559595,1.6361428571428571,136,6,21,2,7,31,18,25,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7851346807236922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193250625680394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kweefer_sutherland,2019/07/17,"I created Survey about autism to learn more about each of us and hopefully help in overcoming our hardships. Hello all! I created a really short survey on the issues of autists to learn about our biggest issues so that we as community as a whole can focus on resolving and helping each other. [Survey ](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfTwI0ni2szgTebdTIeFV_nYdq1F_edq1dBeWajNkOyTXf3nA/viewform?usp=sf_link) Please take this anonymous survey and l’ll share the results once I have enough respondents. Thank you.",12.913333333333336,17.04647076712329,9.037191780821919,51.940627853881296,53.65753424657535,9.798173515981736,31.34474885844749,10.125756701596842,3.7925543378995443,438,14,50,9,6,123,53,73,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,4,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,12,5,6,5,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,0,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662153362395729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453869591984314,0.0,0.0,0.2558988293172066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378272235794871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274382669560119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828159678144926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505347497905645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937163778246908,0.0,0.0,0.2372041682284297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099142555313668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876505537017221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,asiaticdhole4,2019/07/17,Are you employed? According to stats 85% of autistics are unemployed,5.298181818181816,8.753477454545454,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,92.63636363636364,9.472727272727274,41.86363636363637,8.841846274778883,6.198236363636365,56,4,7,2,2,17,10,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,searing_o-ring,2019/07/17,"Three year old stimming My three year old son is autistic and stims frequently by tapping objects on flat surfaces. It’s mostly his sippy cup that he taps but it could be anything. If we take the sippy, he uses his finger or finds another object. When I say tap I don’t mean a gentle tap. It’s more than that, but not a hard knock. For my wife and I, it is very difficult to deal with. He will do it all day. We don’t want to punish him for being who he is. We do try to give him other thing s to do but he will either stim while doing the new task or use the new object to make the noise. How can we help him stim in a way that is more tolerable for us without causing him any trouble? Yes, we are going to take him to a behavioral therapist but we will not be doing ABA. We just want to do something now because these types of doctors have very long waiting lists.",0.9490710382513649,2.8805557377049205,2.8187158469945395,92.96173497267763,81.78688524590164,5.3781420765027335,20.549180327868854,6.42735559955562,0.1434459016393439,672,19,149,6,18,224,112,183,0.062,0.857,0.08,0.1166,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,8,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,8,1,22,2,1,5,1,35,33,12,0,4,12,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,3,20,0,18,26,5,17,0,0,0,0,27,3,0,4,12,103,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001060148975746,0.16963219224606424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312468599315305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861479403130917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618454828507956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916188896405567,0.0,0.0,0.1043296461689625,0.1667799712613706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558063848684576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785680371427887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518657595464336,0.09193883427201603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449160606868961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843245433431356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316325177883246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798415853846356,0.0,0.0,0.17621728380462126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124810785937378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395052924181741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864769748435384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454009558334307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326503051571854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782992122577824,0.10747422046042997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098326629463419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459196397250847,0.279438373766019,0.0,0.2669579125965427,0.19083479715600976,0.1284071935592225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594256852959618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208351906395594 autism,TSR_Jimmie,2019/07/17,"I’m looking for some help/information if anyone can help. I’m 28 and have autism (diagnosed a year ago). I also have a 4 almost 5 year old daughter who is autistic also. Throughout my life I’ve coped well. I’ve taught myself how to deal with situations I can’t handle etc (I had to, I had no idea I was autistic so received no help). I kept myself very well organised in the life department. Then my little one came along and I just can’t cope anymore. I’m getting angrier each day and really struggling. My daughter doesn’t know when to stop. She pushes and pushes and pushes. She laughs at me when I’m trying to be serious. She shouts at me when I’m trying to do the right thing by her and help her but I can’t blame her, she can’t help herself. I know I do the right thing and our parenting, I like to think, is really good. But I just can’t keep going on like this. We are up every morning at 5am (just my daughter and I, i let my mrs sleep and our 3 year old is still sound asleep) after her bedtime of 7:30 (she sleeps instantly right through (no melatonin). I am mentally and physically exhausted. I try to spend as much time as I can doing the things that help me relax but they aren’t working anymore and my daily life is a wreck. I don’t look after myself (washing, teeth brushing, eating, drinking) and I’m falling apart. I’ve tried going to professionals but I feel they think Im not really autistic although I’ve been told I present as autistic. I feel like they think I’m making it seem worse than it is too which really doesn’t help. I’m just a dad looking for some help and support because man am I struggling. I’ve been down the depression road and I really don’t want to revisit it again, my kids deserve better than that!",1.5138981998758538,3.6593479162011167,3.3185009310986966,88.98272967101181,81.01117318435755,6.212414649286157,22.793606455617628,7.3871296695380915,0.9411747982619496,1366,46,284,20,36,456,174,358,0.099,0.7609999999999999,0.14,0.9429,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,3,0,3,2,19,15,0,2,9,0,32,12,4,2,0,47,62,31,0,2,10,5,2,3,0,0,6,2,0,3,11,19,2,3,9,2,1,9,14,5,2,1,9,8,52,10,30,51,5,40,0,1,3,0,35,13,0,5,21,181,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647780661197069,0.0,0.08639220387243575,0.0,0.0,0.13798857799009506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112373709452164,0.0603256631956003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259259371104634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630345057193047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867590593053316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564040108667076,0.0889459979493992,0.07430874935616373,0.08756756614841764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845169030262774,0.0,0.08828112289627997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621971340420657,0.0,0.0,0.07269062203327505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724672082784382,0.061635058286739985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507525903575249,0.0,0.09806442947292887,0.07236358927275327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626278701417216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973942596589541,0.09319207860879816,0.0,0.0,0.07668540935421211,0.0,0.0,0.0948292459811744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822229195619326,0.1828162888732154,0.12644919267891094,0.08647046925600865,0.0,0.0,0.21734845170216727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057589401600732976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694516329807847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342223822661168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810627308234309,0.0,0.05846234454313023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579845894261864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27635068274675906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103578507961755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854175044788088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697699964317648,0.17267512076611075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889952883295669,0.07212997501495295,0.0,0.1803872544950985,0.0,0.0,0.0979041351807608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195233433106166,0.16584509626159774,0.0,0.0,0.05030779408039547,0.0,0.0,0.08243970189409919,0.0,0.234300935281792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711861195526172,0.05088737978588426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514362814425153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280941202804323,0.0,0.0879218539430479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667530368475633 autism,Frame_Art,2019/07/17,"I think I might have made myself display autistic symptoms, please share your thoughts Hello, I just discovered this sub and thought I might as well post something that has been on my mind for quite a while. I have always struggled with social interaction, less so with strangers than with people I know. Until I turned 17 I had never heard about autism and didn't think about where my struggles came from. When I was around 17 I talked to some people I met online around that time about this and they suggested that I might be autistic. I thought it made sense, since I was quite good at maths and science which I assumed was a common trait among autistic people. I also realised that I didn't care about getting a diagnosis, it wasn't going to change how I viewed myself and my life was pretty well as it was. Since then I have grown more and more comfortable with the idea of being autistic which I suspect might have become somewhat of a self-fullfilling prophecy, by that I mean that I may have blamed autism at times when I struggle to communicate properly with other people, instead of learning from my mistakes. I recently went through some rough times which resulted in me starting to see a therapist, I absolutely love it and it is such a relief to be able to open up and analyse different events in your life from different perspectives. In a recent meeting I aired my suspicion that I might be autistic, my therapist said she didn't think so since I was quite good at seeing things from different angles and putting myself in someone else's shoes. I think that's purely down to my ability to recall things from memory and visualising them in my head. I have multiple friends who have been diagnosed with ASD who have told me that they are quite certain that I am autistic, but I suspect that I might seem that way since I have hidden behind an unconfirmed suspicion for around 3.5 years and therefore avoided actually dealing with my shortcomings. What are your thoughts? I know it is hard to precisely evaluate my situation based solely on this post but I would love to hear any and all thoughts you might have. This post is not intended to brag or offend anyone and I sincerely apologise if it has done so.",8.780258799171841,8.10673358212561,7.803402346445825,74.229347826087,61.0048309178744,11.170738440303657,37.10559006211179,10.398101306919678,3.746373498964804,1789,72,319,34,21,551,209,414,0.07400000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.8883,3,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,3,4,20,19,1,4,9,0,45,8,2,6,5,75,76,29,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,9,4,3,0,0,32,25,0,1,18,0,0,5,6,6,2,0,27,8,60,13,55,36,7,43,0,0,3,2,26,19,0,15,15,242,92,2,0.06748483552650666,0.0,0.06585546466931225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053967598588947854,0.05615278925551223,0.0,0.0,0.04589200231164083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718696610071472,0.0,0.0,0.18022743370373165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453169882477373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718467367700603,0.06880528744779209,0.0,0.07139000781718365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957390217864434,0.0,0.06849568751477625,0.0,0.21152186913041124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906041697806144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637492061743864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213861652440654,0.0,0.03525804122873053,0.0,0.03835318721835874,0.1132061564865975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060453157259176625,0.0,0.0692589106257166,0.0,0.07606031428682485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618216502701378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741758014488992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953330701921239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181539769312626,0.12771156618048074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351076974582021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011352216744753,0.06814044611766543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204846546618655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714195128340666,0.0,0.0,0.07407808409233838,0.0,0.0,0.19389545370858244,0.06865633896676909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784089914078319,0.0,0.2871137178201574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326626730241045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419353245754507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755335324703236,0.06143565971016541,0.07040140134989319,0.0,0.0,0.22329661326629785,0.0758557826355622,0.0,0.06879229125353954,0.057179682145040385,0.05195312339906516,0.0,0.0,0.04776611392820365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211649407863004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014258359406379,0.0,0.054241754516069766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671019087903607,0.08966785213461563,0.17296623074863066,0.0,0.2678771063938427,0.11805285088253235,0.0,0.0,0.0644846523446691,0.0,0.0,0.07340412229448813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356632128040684,0.0,0.0,0.12135394348252447,0.0625591186347073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047939290923508585,0.0,0.0,0.04345802150182596 autism,PartialNecessity,2019/07/17,"Three year old son Autism diagnosis My three year old son went to an observational screening this past week is almost certainly going to be diagnosed with mild to moderate Autism. We have our rural (very) small school putting together a group of enthusiastic, but let's say, probably a little inexperienced professionals to get a game plan going on how best to proceed at a meeting tomorrow. Currently he's working with the school under a developmental delay diagnosis due to his lack of speech (he jabbers all the time, says singular words often but only very occasionally does he say two together.) I am going to look into getting him into additional speech therapy (school district only sees him a couple times a month for about an hour). Honestly, if it weren't for his speech, we'd probably never have even considered this possibility. I can go into further details on his behaviors etc if it's helpful but in short.... I guess my question is, what else should I be doing right now? What questions do I need to ask? Should I be contacting a specialist? I just want to make sure I'm doing everything I can to ensure I give my boy what he needs to reach his full potential. Appreciate the help/support.",7.71272027972028,8.268747936363637,8.54909090909091,63.911713286713294,62.81818181818182,12.041958041958045,36.468531468531474,11.661520659325953,4.676947552447554,966,43,159,29,13,327,142,220,0.027000000000000003,0.836,0.13699999999999998,0.9729,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,13,0,18,1,0,2,4,32,35,6,0,8,6,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,9,21,4,26,26,5,37,0,0,3,0,28,14,0,7,17,103,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532575712181314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076680655974904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086343060601795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743301486289324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168947591647542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007857271013263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620945504176463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844459107408504,0.07606846029172391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350704524717656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034276573001247,0.11048121198812087,0.2618142394511255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687234156991484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439156254343644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341889514301833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776875873999833,0.0,0.0,0.1154302343108695,0.0,0.0,0.09671349044727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687662826154314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192730697424853,0.0,0.0,0.17079365584562753,0.08882592548986955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417023247790716,0.0,0.0,0.1751834002269647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994245203043726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129836463284761,0.0,0.0,0.2483446997226106,0.0,0.0,0.11577729714548053,0.25803270671887324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835424233017108,0.0,0.2747625582326137,0.0,0.349673469490582,0.09177529112662307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069314138286547,0.10854602167087343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170651919667345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431268520517492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250400238599116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005402723818773,0.0679300369558554,0.0,0.09238213738670244,0.0,0.0,0.10676340908010937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384486877086285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833094291189552 autism,Pasroo,2019/07/17,"Advice for late diagnosis of high funtioning autism. I (30m) have been confronted with the possibility of being diagnosed with autism. I am married with three children, but suffer from severe depression on a daily basis. Recently I have been told that I may have autism from a reputable source, and I am now awaiting a diagnosis. I have forced myself to be “normal” through my entire life, and I am now forced to confront the idea that I was never Neurotypical. I have put so much effort into being like everyone else that I feel exhausted every day. I feel like giving up, but I do not know what giving up means. I fear damaging my kids mental development. Is their anyone else that has experienced similar circumstances? How did they deal with having kids?",6.219635036496348,8.005305890510954,6.979277372262776,69.42585036496352,66.73722627737226,10.151532846715329,29.75839416058394,10.355215969177356,3.4430122627737223,605,22,97,16,10,200,91,137,0.23800000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,4,9,2,1,5,0,20,3,0,1,1,19,27,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,5,3,18,2,16,18,1,12,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,1,8,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328398914747262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399266199599415,0.1816946658729633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436262910018492,0.18281856303637933,0.15273333361274735,0.1799853504477426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962714942193835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940745365411556,0.1694455982831378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954458969489616,0.17932588873145922,0.1266839773393245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402205505132509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735797880193508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001830212638844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745546108754834,0.0,0.20003500060964272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252528200705127,0.17326812699558838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316342582196194,0.0,0.0,0.17870607091463214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130357326068074,0.0,0.136767169395561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374491254401553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991196792892008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826477037564936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509113853417785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003314602530795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694455982831378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sillybammy,2019/07/17,"I have a question about the prefrontal cortex. I've heard before that teens/young adults take until about 25 to fully develop the prefrontal cortex, which partially explains why young people tend to have less impulse control. But I'm curious what the finishing of this development means to someone on the spectrum. I've been hoping for years (I'm 20 now) that I'll wake up one day and feel like there's a new area of my brain to help give my thoughts new space to breathe. My experience with autism is based in having too many unsettling or disappointing thoughts at light speed on top of each other, and then having a breakdown where I'm grunting, writhing, seeking out rooms with no light or sound, just trying to get the feeling of mental clash to stop. Now, I've gotten at least a little better over the last 13 or 14 years at keeping these outbursts away from others, and I do notice they've gotten shorter. But deep down I cannot seem to fix the mechanism of the overloaded thinking. I've tried to find a new way of thinking (I want to take responsibility for my brain, after all). But the ground level of mental illness doesn't seem to shift, and even when I go for a few days without a problem, it's simply too easy and instant for something to light the fuse and send me back into a breakdown. So now I'm counting down the clock on the prefrontal cortex. I've stopped dating people until May of 2020, possibly 2021. I've considered going back on Zoloft until then. I've also stopped socializing in groups larger than 3-4 people. And I'm working on myself internally whilst also hoping that the prefrontal development will be the catalyst to finish the process of becoming a functioning person. Sorry for the ramble, but my question is: Am I waiting in vain?",7.766636904761902,7.411034770833336,7.5286904761904765,74.33297619047622,62.89880952380952,9.72857142857143,35.035714285714285,8.998388855275968,3.0400249999999995,1417,55,249,19,18,451,195,336,0.047,0.895,0.057999999999999996,0.0855,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,17,7,0,0,25,0,14,6,4,1,1,47,44,23,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,1,2,10,12,0,6,13,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,6,7,13,4,56,35,5,61,0,1,0,0,11,27,0,11,31,156,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735951646485835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197476883560266,0.16691762727324266,0.0,0.0,0.1198713938299536,0.09235761283211888,0.0,0.0,0.09599280069572226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232800133350885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173429174229325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139995711651542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168814607717065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617072529926208,0.0,0.0,0.10975987351826838,0.07753937497768612,0.0,0.0,0.09920151758676607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670648344858425,0.10411927930988986,0.1233689847991944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275055158373359,0.0,0.0,0.21560490906389754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647332016091968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884727351226815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053026051727150116,0.10878331791211436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100402211004456,0.0,0.1182294053388096,0.0,0.0,0.21876100410588067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31447924378458664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357092336082685,0.0,0.0,0.07354797385791884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257391844489532,0.09477095809247786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235998086994032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385594790162088,0.0,0.0,0.2431741920503004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761734339731407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064054579924497,0.0919636651996106,0.08355764612728084,0.0,0.12149910102004598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722272032483247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321372839618428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390931878132638,0.0,0.17233366540622214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473799861916084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401836442650836,0.08615219692391017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793841807121052,0.0,0.0,0.10462649716416306,0.0,0.07901675907749074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397894773004803 autism,ESTmoon,2019/07/17,"Need ideas to make a thesis I was diagnosed about a year ago, and autism has been one of my special interests since then. In 2020 I will obtain my degree in nursing. In order to obtain the title, I need to present a thesis. In my entire career we barely ""learnt"" what autism is, so I wanted to do my thesis about caring for people on the spectrum. It can be a design for a clinical study, an observational study, a meta-analysis... I think maybe it would be interesting to focus on adults and their needs in the mental health field. What do you think needs to be researched, from the health care point of view? Could you give me some ideas? Thank you all for your time!",4.668452991452991,5.715479469230773,5.111025641025645,84.14619658119662,69.69230769230771,7.623931623931623,22.905982905982903,7.793537801064563,0.939803418803419,521,11,103,6,9,166,83,130,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,4,1,2,3,6,0,0,11,0,13,4,0,1,1,17,25,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,16,6,21,17,2,14,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,5,72,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976966944221226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445246550155557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348979508824513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714872067716276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207839068203062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591855410700465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814624587417851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127797203295647,0.0,0.16973943018349058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026832938373196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011161695281965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448924079983773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713310596546778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971842562498742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397624941071696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555523687823705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165208997318316,0.0,0.0,0.09851984547643083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965487226877742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002179105526102,0.0,0.0,0.1088023931077672 autism,Infiniti_Blue,2019/07/17,"I feel like I have to keep explaining I dont know if anyone else feels this way but when we are in public (like say a park or the grocery store) my little who is five is ok for the most part with kids her own age she considers everyone a ""friend"" even though she's never met them, played with them etc My concern is the adults some will ask her questions like favorite color or food etc (I am always present of course) she may start to answer one or two questions but as the conversation goes on everything the answer is yes. Q: what's your favorite animal? A: yes Q: how old are you A: yes The adult looks at me confused to where I explain she has autism with speech delays. I'm at the point where do I keep explaining to people her diagnosis or should I just leave it alone? I dont want to be one of those parents who embarrass her by telling everyone about her diagnosis at the same time I feel the need to protect her as she doesnt always talk. Lately even at home we are having a hard time hearing her because she talks so low sometimes (almost a whisper) I guess my question is what do you do? I want my daughter to have friends and have conversations but this is our normal and I'm just not sure if I have the energy to keep explaining why she doesnt talk.",2.579915433403805,4.329629077519382,3.6650317124735743,89.67367864693449,76.05426356589146,6.8614517265680055,23.74277660324172,7.686295010490155,0.9945596899224808,994,31,213,14,22,321,145,258,0.08199999999999999,0.782,0.136,0.9626,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,3,2,0,11,11,0,2,16,4,27,1,0,1,2,51,49,17,0,7,12,2,4,3,2,3,0,4,1,3,8,7,1,5,13,1,1,0,6,3,0,4,1,10,39,8,24,44,7,22,0,1,2,0,49,11,0,15,13,148,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833912639844072,0.11205476570660937,0.0,0.0,0.18004959777378665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756506878753577,0.11085596708147956,0.0,0.0,0.10114535086486606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595312310930451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536015289141068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903809224463643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132639810676404,0.14292020690182966,0.0,0.0,0.2067650756297988,0.09723641221204653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411608499259045,0.07729271937734304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308267594282207,0.0,0.1671784618032946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918619910113144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691919843146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194077244832748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852586494136464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884993049561354,0.0,0.0,0.059459749873918936,0.0,0.1220458142575886,0.11456019980787405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857212172581514,0.10843727418149818,0.0,0.0,0.09085442252881916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022334268816769,0.08344469968613162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600564531168208,0.0,0.0,0.11352979320733166,0.0,0.1466280301023371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013492985414655,0.11716189747353092,0.0,0.07500703327010443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022768513304341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36360096901796457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603899154543024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700511541612012,0.0,0.07657918434697962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197011886449044,0.0,0.0,0.26088301790469315,0.09456498412000462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062985485893254,0.0,0.12617579405082555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568831836891514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276294393148912,0.0858781436205497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762687236539384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SecretEntai,2019/07/17,"Advice for a first job? Im 20 and looking into getting a first job. I love animals and plan to look into something like that. But suggestions would be great. I live in MAINE, USA.",0.3558333333333329,2.7926095833333378,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,92.05555555555556,5.102222222222223,21.088888888888885,6.742157984588678,0.6618955555555557,139,5,28,2,5,46,29,36,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.8957,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,5,4,1,5,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,3,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428278590047151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227419139096724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298291409800423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739682179690398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684188126867602,0.0,0.4931887742223674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140281545656426,0.0,0.21942692167983,0.0,0.4173488721082032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427775181897472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913047108423732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652475131601492,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,superdolphin440,2019/07/17,Is Asperger's autism or are the two different? I have Asperger's and wandered that.,2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,4.492500000000003,77.1025,84.0,10.7,33.0,10.125756701596842,4.880725,68,4,12,3,2,23,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7304551475532787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6829606704729912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,indiefolkfan,2019/07/17,"Anyone walk strongly on their heels instead of toewalking? I've had my downstairs neighbor complain twice. I also have really bad flat feet which contributes to me putting more weight on my heels. I get off work at midnight usually come in, get in the shower, and go to bed. I don't make much noise doing so aside from normal walking around. I don't find it particularly loud. However my downstairs neighbors have twice knocked on my door since I moved in a week ago and most recently threatened to file a complaint. I think it's mostly due to the fact that this is an old crappy building with not much sound buffer. I tried to put it in super polite terms that all I do is walk through my kitchen and I can't see anyway in which I can make it better though they don't seem to get the idea.",4.576363636363637,5.683057140127393,4.782733063115232,86.1940416907933,69.95541401273886,7.492530399536768,28.28546612623046,7.686295010490155,1.5672598726114648,629,22,126,7,11,197,106,157,0.099,0.8440000000000001,0.057,-0.7559,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,4,6,5,0,0,6,0,12,5,3,2,2,18,22,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,9,6,2,0,4,0,0,8,5,2,0,2,1,4,18,3,21,21,7,26,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,3,7,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612140202921226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454388821913096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716555457578985,0.0,0.0,0.1619000856280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185125235203492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608464804864936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666221779366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622303805186694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850538233293836,0.0,0.10335914184357388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530557620015785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427951158530886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193295716927216,0.26738617262688097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781909332593863,0.0,0.0,0.1908387024566339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656529026996397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650858346950685,0.0,0.17957160830795382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492436092365704,0.16556478161994742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044216659478318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653295641579985,0.1786832910790528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347567682815112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003006798172597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588264506900042,0.22146487065034834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240125827092322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,retired420,2019/07/17,"Got the diagnosis of autism today. I was examined by a psychiatrist and two specialists and they have no doubt I have autism. They were also surprised to hear that I own a house worth half a million dollars and I paid for it all by myself without anybody's help. The other things that they found interesting is that I do not experience ""fear"". I do not know what the meaning ""scared"" is and that I fear nothing. I also enjoy pain but do not self-injure because I know it is not good for me. When I had a very-badly impacted kidney stone, I stopped taking all the pain killers because I decided I was going to enjoy the pain. Does any of this interest you?",4.540155038759694,5.608790922480623,5.7333333333333325,79.4866666666667,70.00775193798451,8.524031007751939,29.837209302325586,8.841846274778883,2.3728511627906976,515,20,99,9,9,172,79,129,0.17600000000000002,0.688,0.13699999999999998,-0.6471,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,3,13,0,4,9,0,12,4,1,0,2,20,21,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,6,0,3,1,6,7,0,3,7,1,19,6,9,14,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,78,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594740709753153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032346237700344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545711448281736,0.19779049240344385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419704955986376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586942261183899,0.0,0.3651126670558453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787923879340298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922003005750194,0.13607267624958594,0.12975191429448252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284748537714346,0.0,0.1087408271039366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871941825138632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831715393154568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671843092146822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566617583874492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178795120728856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624227385440752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924357103379484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563338740849304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197842788924397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777986809360332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377716074411746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847729073295816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638605606342385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xGumball2,2019/07/17,"How old were you when were you diagnosed I’ve spent some time reading stuff on this sub and found it interesting. One thing I’ve noticed is how a lot of ponies here weren’t diagnosed until they were teenagers or even adults. Is that a common thing? I was diagnosed when I was a year and a half old.",2.969508196721314,4.618676114754102,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,74.7377049180328,7.50295081967213,23.67540983606557,8.238735603445708,1.080905573770492,237,7,53,4,5,74,41,61,0.0,0.95,0.05,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,2,0,8,10,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,5,1,3,2,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,8,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401698645511099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886204499818525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305181514062097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787391833960974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239360508803322,0.4412246412103209,0.0,0.14246458604731654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029766298889624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406753806711677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793492497525124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259308302850765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538816212568885 autism,totaltrashmonster,2019/07/17,"It All Makes Sense Now... I was recently diagnosed. Like, I'm twenty years old, and only now was I told that I have autism. All these years, everything is adding up. My sensory issues wherein I have to wear headphones to the movie theater because it's just too loud and it makes me feel like my brains are being ripped out of my ears. Or where I don't want to speak or move or do anything if I try to put on clothes after a hot shower because the residual water making my clothes stick to my back drives me insane and I just shut down because of the feeling. Or the fact that everyone seems to find subtext or mind games in everything, and I just never saw it. Or people would make faces and expressions and gestures and everyone seemed to know what they meant right off the bat and I had to think about it before acting on it. I always thought I was an asshole for not being able to see other peoples' perspectives, and I always thought I was a dick because no matter what I said, sometimes a joke would just not be funny to people and I'd offend everyone in the room without meaning to at all. ...It's exhausting to know that all these years of headache and thinking I was doing something wrong could have easily been soothed. And it's exhausting to know that there's no medication, and no treatment, for what's to affect me in the future. I'm relieved that I finally know I'm not crazy or insensitive or just...doing it wrong. But, I'm also upset that it's this, because it's embarrassing to be the only person that doesn't get the joke. It's embarrassing to ask someone ""what does this social custom even mean"" and then have them explain it to you over and over like you're an idiot. And it's damn embarrassing to wear the headphones to the theater or parade around near-naked after just showering so I can be completely dry, but the embarrassment is necessary if I want to function. It all makes sense now, but I'm just...not happy...",7.033979057591625,6.2618814293193745,7.211356020942413,77.37991361256547,64.54973821989529,10.153089005235604,33.49790575916231,9.3871,2.8592529842931933,1534,55,297,24,20,497,184,382,0.102,0.847,0.05,-0.9418,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,0,17,19,3,5,17,0,27,11,6,6,7,78,61,33,0,7,23,0,3,3,0,2,4,4,3,1,31,18,1,0,17,3,0,4,10,12,0,0,13,9,29,7,42,40,5,36,0,0,2,1,12,17,2,13,18,204,60,0,0.09782254535963034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822865418178418,0.16279238827986967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049961980993346,0.08708280495405141,0.0914508748383006,0.0,0.0,0.07521949915618804,0.0,0.2981585784759552,0.0,0.08323978113013525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920231247948348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256507765776288,0.0,0.0,0.07810334257670355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928782439162166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560516865871275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461086862363792,0.0,0.0,0.2804209025526354,0.1758331922701971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892403634489197,0.06988444595078869,0.0,0.10715981691323316,0.08940803425386917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051108242473740635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413391853816617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210132226028144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150428505963192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337346336527035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32648654316033404,0.0,0.0,0.21311485911697475,0.0,0.09854592299609706,0.0,0.0,0.09877288474019667,0.0,0.0,0.10396988457618084,0.0,0.0,0.07544677754997779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026483058316057,0.0,0.0,0.14879690759743242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345350783570051,0.08541487341655986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833867685475413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658796214282997,0.0,0.0,0.0835399192438172,0.09305164177449343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795190352398265,0.1781079426750902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971776591052203,0.08288472523705656,0.0753085745950043,0.09674899867668246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536147433038033,0.0,0.1553203482623923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934736341842118,0.0,0.06641508705866793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539654349573206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429744292101194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138980659115083,0.21390719382063506,0.0,0.18898353592040926 autism,INFPguy_uk,2019/07/17,"This is my result 185/200 (I already have an adult Asperger's diagnosis). I am new to this part of Reddit. I ran the test that other people here have run, and my score was 185/200. This is what my picture looks like: \[img\][http://www.rdos.net/eng/poly10a.php?p1=93&p2=81&p3=95&p4=86&p5=93&p6=97&p7=91&p8=57&p9=95&p10=94\[/img\]](http://www.rdos.net/eng/poly10a.php?p1=93&p2=81&p3=95&p4=86&p5=93&p6=97&p7=91&p8=57&p9=95&p10=94[/img])",28.824375000000003,36.979689354166666,9.002500000000003,51.89250000000001,20.04166666666667,8.133333333333335,30.75,8.841846274778883,2.65515,451,9,37,4,4,81,38,48,0.0,0.9329999999999999,0.067,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,99.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,25,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056232478862810714,0.0,0.0,0.9938168550552896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024895088087509464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279116960872203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049214730122942515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518162448150804,0.0,0.035327269638305084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RavenMysteries1331,2019/08/16,"This book though So I started reading "" The Girl he used to know"" not realising it was about an autistic girl but picked up on it from the get go. I have to say, pretty good book. Even better that Autism isnt shown wrong and autistic people arent shown as wrong or weird.",3.5999090909090903,4.711546763636363,3.717954545454546,92.8969318181818,72.27272727272727,6.227272727272728,22.84090909090909,5.985473137389443,0.160545454545455,212,5,47,1,4,65,45,55,0.031,0.685,0.284,0.9559,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,27,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456495554473478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345293696057627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511424137193518,0.0,0.15785317259351106,0.2329656575447918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526455353203388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925586429573544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257419293101915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778277095930907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208799725986585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659468150852435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27289046603120504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988902074193225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073576130353099,0.0,0.0 autism,anelephantinthegloom,2019/08/16,"Some sort of misunderstanding... Today at work I was helping a customer. She approached the counter when I said I could help who was next. She had a bright, tie-dyed shirt on that was covered in little cutesy animals in a kind of spiral pattern. I was waiting for her and her family to order and trying to process her shirt. I'm not sure how long it was, but after a certain amount of time I realized nobody was ordering so I looked up and my eyes met hers, so I quickly dropped mine again because I felt uncomfortable. She was just staring at me. And she goes, ""I asked you how you were doing... and you're just staring off into space. Like are you going to help me or what?"" I had been waiting for her to order, I said my part by saying I could help who was next, it was her turn now. That is just how it works. I didn't hear her ask me how I was doing, and usually people who say that don't wait for a response anyway so if I try to respond I feel really stupid because they start ordering. Her statement was said with more venom than necessary. It actually hurt my feelings quite a bit. These types if interactions don't come naturally to me, I have learned how to manage customers at work, and to have her react like she did kind of stung. I felt like she was being unreasonable holding us all hostage rather than ordering because she felt slighted that I didn't respond with how I was doing. I'm not allowed to say how I'm really doing anyway, I have to say I'm good even if I'm not. I guess I just don't understand why she had to make something of it. I don't know what I'm looking for with this post, but someone help me out here. She made me feel like an awful person because I misread the situation and she wasn't having any of it, wouldn't cut me any slack at all.",3.5301098901098875,4.5067891538461575,4.8145054945054975,85.4804945054945,72.2967032967033,7.578021978021977,27.186813186813183,7.882392219407189,1.5008274725274724,1388,48,293,18,26,461,174,364,0.059000000000000004,0.83,0.111,0.9383,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,3,1,4,23,13,2,0,9,1,40,3,3,11,4,64,73,25,0,7,14,0,6,4,0,1,0,8,0,1,17,14,0,4,11,0,0,3,11,3,0,0,30,20,60,10,39,39,7,35,0,1,6,0,47,13,0,7,16,210,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.09482572842020416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216040824295902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168516340253832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369402814179972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608651531796824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370496227065874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516766333207124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418110403110787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160499145465063,0.0,0.14739905227429034,0.0694196037179257,0.2799007028606141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522501334520327,0.0815031547070347,0.0,0.0,0.1070457706353086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095197603165458,0.0,0.3256612825842773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402449715195493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237909988006395,0.05340311877582078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898930703882668,0.09739174223100576,0.0,0.08599404759295687,0.16319979575774668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194637340697752,0.06486297812645117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066867733853931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522766644741567,0.0,0.06736673994154024,0.08484672924744642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306379117565756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033542454238282,0.0,0.0,0.12450157697075108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772981030072034,0.3090998865346969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922525381031498,0.0,0.0,0.08233341056001728,0.07480765331714052,0.0,0.0,0.06877875009748488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158333798665268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666169913780055,0.0,0.0921075712477911,0.0,0.0,0.13194664311285795,0.10569509152463898,0.0,0.10115934416515203,0.116885795783056,0.0,0.1070210870432956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768249902995094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222683715774404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Orangecoatbunny,2019/08/16,"Finding alternatives to biting my lips and the inside of my mouth. I'm 25 years old and in the process of being officially diagnosed with aspergers. (I have had multiple health proffesionals tell me they are sure about me being on the spectrum and currently am revieving therapy but waiting on a specialist to recieve a formal diagnosis). I study, work and live by myself so I think I would be considered high functioning. Problem is that one of my most 'favorite' ways to focus and release stress is biting my lip, tongue and inside of my cheeks. I have done this since I can remember, I kinda 'peel' the skin of my cheeks and inside of my lip and bite smal pieces of my tongue. It gets worse when stressed and I am looking for alternatives that don't harm my body. Only really good way to stop and calm myself is doing this other stimming thing I do that is rubbing a certain kind of fabric on my lips. The reason I look for other things is that it 'looks weird' to other adults carying a piece of fabric around and rubbing it on my lips. I looked at biting necklaces but wondered If they are more for childeren, are there any adults here that have used them and liked them as an alternative to biting? I don't bite for the pain it is more a 'fidgeting' thing, are there fidget things for inside your mouth? Have people gotten a tongue piercing to fidget with? Or have people found fidget toys that helped keep their hands busy, things that you can pick at or peel or something? Thanks for any input/advice! Also are there more people here that like to rub things on their lips to calm themselves? I have never met anyone that did this too and always wondered If there were more people?",7.182013888888887,7.1567875625,6.7202083333333364,78.54618055555557,64.0,9.361111111111112,29.965277777777786,8.841846274778883,2.252788194444445,1340,39,246,18,18,417,165,320,0.071,0.8390000000000001,0.09,0.7591,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,6,1,12,15,0,2,13,0,33,16,13,3,3,42,49,24,0,4,7,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,25,16,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,9,36,9,38,38,7,18,0,0,4,0,13,10,0,9,8,184,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768752400847847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812801268771889,0.09169638548590206,0.0,0.0,0.14988144989698926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705537500181404,0.0,0.0,0.09810260217489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240890244198438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185209229584722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277428425188728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072207504425816,0.0,0.0,0.1208301373184847,0.0,0.0,0.05757567848101387,0.0,0.0,0.09243169842674724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713892554271778,0.0,0.0,0.07386566954199017,0.11643382022584088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795205990188588,0.0,0.11475779063540993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767766645689356,0.0,0.09730984736823133,0.0,0.3701656545445297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499410655488669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563782214224815,0.0,0.07467531467743076,0.08381312383419033,0.11726204995902605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055990758959962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544784830726334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059783303836735,0.11330538411763062,0.0,0.0,0.12483669369524665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115972954875463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848384148598579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921332974927665,0.25247064246060624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386350697866292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632087318773892,0.10145863494676732,0.12602489492611008,0.0,0.4392774452012523,0.07061260171155696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517861926426976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494546968413308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390174156503839,0.08022792524918812,0.0,0.11230463234974243,0.07828390644034355,0.0,0.0,0.07096608280584872 autism,throwaway102938856,2019/08/16,"In need of used iPads! Hello! I work at a therapy centre in Canada for children with autism. We provide a number of different therapy services including ABA and ESDM. As some of you nag already know, therapy is quite expensive! Many of the families who one here cannot afford iPads for their children who many need them as a communication device. If anyone has a device they are willing to donate ir would be greatly appreciated and would be going to a family in need! Thank you!",4.401376404494382,6.8428442359550585,6.117289325842697,71.01952949438204,72.93258426966294,8.944382022471911,29.10252808988764,9.516144504307137,3.249706741573034,383,16,61,10,8,131,64,89,0.027999999999999997,0.8759999999999999,0.096,0.7237,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,3,2,1,3,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,13,16,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,15,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,0,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718328155521596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860439819328465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722001127306464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198110786799903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640070266689417,0.0,0.0,0.18701003935699329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932204061665453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439423499502648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773200831799621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494098571322665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804150199146864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616613817128527,0.5819363082613509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464998756860339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348761903049295,0.0,0.0,0.24099073196017184,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bugaoxin,2019/08/16,"Is it okay for me to mention that someone is autistic when describing them? Hi! So, until now, I've only known two other people who told me they were autistic, and they seemed very high functioning so I never really thought about it after they mentioned it. Now, I know someone who told me when we first met that he is autistic and he is really sweet, kind, and upbeat. However, he often misses social cues and says really uncomfortably honest things in social situations. I don't want to be rude or hurtful to him in any way, but, I wonder if people should know he is autistic so they can be more sensitive. The reason I wonder this is because he came over to hang out with my siblings, and everyone was going full force with talking fast and loud and making lots of sarcastic jokes. He took everything really earnestly, and seemed a little hurt. Then, he told a really sad story to everyone, and since it was the first time hanging out, everyone seemed really uncomfortable. He was brutally honest and I don't know how to describe the situation except ""cringey"". When other people ask about him, is it rude/bad/unnecessary to mention that he is autistic? I want to let people know to be more sensitive. But I feel weird like it's his information to share.",6.3857588652482224,7.256226838297878,7.039999999999999,72.49333333333334,65.72340425531915,10.181560283687944,30.98581560283688,10.203070172399654,3.2596581560283697,997,36,170,23,15,329,129,235,0.131,0.7829999999999999,0.085,-0.8943,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,5,2,12,15,2,0,5,1,20,0,0,3,1,43,43,23,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,15,16,0,0,14,1,0,5,3,7,0,3,11,4,21,8,24,27,4,27,0,4,0,0,35,8,0,9,14,118,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915092051720713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506399428267548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490473336562036,0.06198769656317825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630329830327203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915000116088754,0.09139008027115124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141620592551975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729905047576025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791294067061225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743832346812172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771693444448809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058917813300248,0.22353894761274667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398225829923284,0.0,0.04967932829417177,0.10191749126058564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645099298903272,0.0,0.0,0.06787713059550919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842759341929832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733785159591461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819889642372679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908613222899919,0.10455158549206543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086590367647913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777171756000421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411686992257547,0.22860180125423485,0.0,0.20731500152755009,0.17231881182085132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173248205174014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675565916017643,0.0,0.0,0.08072843876729832,0.059294741981196865,0.0,0.0,0.2915000116088754,0.11297844542791705,0.0,0.0,0.09933381620863133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390275639535431,0.1199557289147376,0.0807147267209347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055130002048326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AmazonDeliveryBox,2019/08/16,Help My parents and brother just dragged me though the centre of London at peak time so he can go in the M&M store and a McDonald’s.,10.905357142857142,6.031927392857143,10.080000000000002,72.66500000000002,60.78571428571429,12.62857142857143,45.85714285714286,8.841846274778883,4.244457142857144,109,5,22,1,1,35,26,28,0.043,0.86,0.09699999999999999,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116488221034293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683727998874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165182765127608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243430424164857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639525277074085,0.0,0.27535455263614256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,carissadraws,2019/08/16,"Is autism an identity or a developmental disorder? Hi I just wanted to pose this question because it seems that a lot of people who have autism are trying to make it a part of their identity in a positive way. Like it’s a different way of thinking and not a neuro-developmental disorder. Honestly this kind of annoys me because I have a brother who’s more on the severe end of the autism spectrum and I kind of wish there was a cure for him. If my brother wasn’t autistic he wouldn’t have horrible mood swings, terrible selfish manners and constantly interrupt people talking about his own self interests. I’ve seen a lot of people (on more of the high functioning end) say they’re glad they have autism and that it makes them see the world differently. I get that they’re trying to take away the stigma but it seems like they take it a bit too far. A lot of people have depression and anxiety and say they do but they don’t make it a part of their identity or say they’re glad they have it. No one says ‘yeah I have schizophrenia and I’m insulted that people are trying to cure it. It’s what makes me ME.’ That would be patently absurd, however a lot of people say it about autism. Also when I say that I wish autism had a cure in talking on the more middle to severe end of the autism spectrum not people who have Aspergers. Hell, my brother isn’t even self aware enough to be like ‘yeah I have autism and I’m proud of it’ so that leads me to believe it’s only high functioning people who say these things and they have NO IDEA how much of a grenade more serious autism is and how it basically ruined my life and my families life. TLDR: I wish severe autism had a cure and I don’t think that makes me a bad person even though people with low to moderate autism say that it’s an insult to want to find a cure.",4.6875409836065565,5.344690991803283,5.510505464480874,82.71690573770493,69.40983606557378,9.050819672131148,27.54508196721311,9.188382445141503,2.0612754098360653,1437,45,295,27,24,470,149,366,0.175,0.743,0.08199999999999999,-0.9891,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,9,2,13,22,4,0,27,2,26,2,0,8,0,47,47,23,0,8,8,3,0,3,0,2,2,8,0,3,33,13,0,0,7,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,5,10,29,10,34,38,14,20,1,3,2,0,36,12,1,10,8,195,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613923356803112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370311294498519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595558554060903,0.0,0.05861440073621733,0.0855870230796908,0.0,0.0,0.0790918099656933,0.0,0.0,0.07664065375988245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586169196825357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046350063196389,0.0,0.0,0.14668895073262855,0.16091147783400248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653015029804254,0.07253577772326936,0.0,0.092733402680482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617868832537435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416189272760428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036676810965169226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834115123051045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924770543793799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620582527059015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991692355080847,0.1028891067027288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387274747230957,0.0,0.0,0.2342965566134585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160537048894928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047569607036273436,0.05339056664839127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204038187105648,0.0,0.43801305734145796,0.06129628048788071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864051278654359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466093981901632,0.0,0.0,0.055940628977668064,0.12781561307348493,0.14646865220005367,0.2379194067287099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556392671986037,0.11284884284404895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663802565007742,0.08996316198297466,0.06897153540685577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429843881564259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281202809901915,0.11144361803627856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24218098241879296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986834916889918,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lizzybvnny,2019/08/16,"Im getting diagnosed!! So, my mom has always been agaisnt the idea that im autistic but after a lot of pushes shes now going to get me tested!! Its so she can prove me wrong but at least im getting it. What should i expect? Im still in the habit of masking so (this sounds silly) how do i unmask? unmasking is really hard actually you feel so vunreble and its awful, but im sure itll make me feel better in the end. But yeah! im excited and scared what should i expect and how should i prepare if i need to?",-0.9786060606060579,1.118217745454551,2.2881818181818185,91.7189393939394,94.27272727272728,5.1151515151515135,17.333333333333332,6.742157984588678,0.1173151515151516,392,11,87,6,15,140,70,110,0.135,0.7559999999999999,0.109,-0.6184,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,4,2,10,1,0,3,2,23,18,14,0,7,5,1,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,12,4,8,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1266721314981056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800916127882423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480303990378665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175056587168868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496976927802352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126783517124604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034551539793133,0.0,0.0737718577963249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162808633157892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465354055972384,0.8412778587901808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035659374121913,0.0,0.0,0.08664664992799517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202745867899747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962496563821172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315717892445029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299586562737261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366340314459917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234081220101575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192270805901455,0.0,0.0 autism,BMC_TV,2019/08/16,Help me My aunt is antivaxx and she keeps on spitting hate against me towards my family. What can I do?,0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,93.28571428571428,6.609523809523811,26.04761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.9615904761904759,81,4,17,2,3,27,19,21,0.152,0.738,0.111,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351846104478464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604941513652484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805227289259555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046049859007347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheDoctorShrimp,2019/08/16,"Anyone else find dealing with your SO's family troublesome? For me family gatherings are never fun, and there's no way to make them fun either. They're absolute hell, I can think of very few things worse than having to sit still in the same chair for hours talking and listening to things I have no interest in hearing or sharing. I find them so difficult that I often find excuses just to leave for a bit and stand somewhere with little light or sound so I can relax. It's so awful for me even that I haven't celebrated my birthday since childhood, because the gifts never outweighted the other things involved. My girlfriend's mother isn't very accepting of this and often tells me, a grown man, to put my phone away or be more social and engaged with the people around me. My girlfriend knows how I feel which is a big help, but for everyone else I look like unattentive and egocentric. People often tell me to put my phone away, even in public, and it has been a point of friction between me and the world as long as I can remember, dating back to the first gameboy. How can I make things more comfortable and maybe seem more engaged?",10.286392694063927,7.388689328767128,9.417808219178081,70.88187214611874,59.821917808219176,12.838356164383562,38.48858447488585,10.980518767755715,4.023031050228312,909,31,168,17,9,288,127,219,0.105,0.797,0.098,0.6329,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,1,16,12,1,0,10,1,13,0,0,4,2,38,22,21,0,0,6,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,11,13,0,0,9,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,6,24,10,28,20,7,25,1,0,1,0,22,10,1,7,10,125,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864000874610226,0.12660777476599766,0.0,0.10999976845048184,0.0,0.0,0.23218829222895446,0.09501448069464093,0.0,0.07532457093265467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490186135078153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739092444318967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644675741851215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322810437111496,0.0,0.0,0.11807242683459272,0.0,0.0,0.2329736973491059,0.0,0.06247858631716545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33881073550838137,0.1051050149363839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926764845758954,0.0,0.08282355784583098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168743249871805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790853769871068,0.0,0.0,0.13083835138763755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603680132583574,0.12384540361024485,0.0,0.10935185353772024,0.10376415962858238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496227547463335,0.0,0.12413846460610542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906031406593194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132994865575668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680963053167386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24843553648639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997597511348528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124896726959421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221491499781997,0.0,0.0,0.12595978237430974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867981555194684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931751755823864,0.21600392879917305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283665345357089,0.07917598173502167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390946836057347,0.0,0.0980807885320325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592411700114753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SociallyAwkdroid,2019/08/16,"What Exact Condition Do I Have? I've never been diagnosed (because I've never gone for a diagnosis) but I've always known that there was something off about me. Here are my traits: 1) I've always been naturally introverted (but I've still enjoyed social interactions) 2) I feel overwhelmed easily (in social situations too) and I suffer from OCD and anxiety. 3) I can't instinctively and easily communicate with people. It doesn't come naturally. I can't even talk to my own dog like the way everybody talks to their dog. Most people interact with their dog and naturally say stuff like '' Oh who's a good boy? You are! Yes you are! '', but when I talk to my dog I only say his name. That's it. I just keep repeating his name and pet him.....I don't say anything else. It's like I have a block inside me. And this is weird because there's no social anxiety when interacting with a dog, so I don't know why this block is there. 4) In group situations, most people ignore me and get annoyed by me. It feels like I'm in my own world and everybody else is in another world. I once watched a recording of myself in a group situation. I could tell from the recording that my behavior was just..... off. I kept repeating stuff to some of my friends, and even after they expressed disinterest at my idea, I just kept repeating it again and again like a mad man. I ignored all social cues....wasn't listening to anyone else. I was in my own weird world. Just repeating stuff again and again. Talking incessantly even though people told me to stop talking. What is the deal with me? Is this Aspergers's? It feels like its something more severe.",2.2815910364145684,4.823711415873016,4.0187908496732065,82.75132352941178,80.87301587301587,7.642390289449112,23.55042016806723,8.583994105835817,1.8567254901960788,1276,45,248,31,34,427,148,315,0.136,0.737,0.127,-0.4499,0,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,3,0,22,17,2,1,10,1,22,1,0,0,4,47,35,18,0,1,7,0,3,6,1,0,1,4,1,2,19,16,0,8,6,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,9,8,38,9,27,25,8,30,0,2,1,0,35,12,0,3,21,162,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008118697791706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456614140313747,0.13798154300106336,0.0,0.0,0.0630589858150885,0.0924045114728692,0.07421402572935784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995107041095767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768582146765941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200485529275841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297609219502324,0.0,0.09153520440729476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260123258584297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869771352034866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367997326425723,0.12885541775524656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967619560057055,0.0,0.047117594230679904,0.0,0.0,0.07564234370178033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180713999598354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015998307407246,0.0,0.0,0.049562953479627365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643570721009623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391114418555368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604337635966603,0.0,0.06858925268813551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500898579959685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515461523682086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188263165785594,0.0,0.0,0.3041129224751685,0.0,0.36772630044368815,0.0,0.1388566183500223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202132858873515,0.07539814451044999,0.0,0.0,0.30971847078256165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36243377263478577,0.07882508619158071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860565390631714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861749994440056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158412953649261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137733750423902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,scott_mon3y,2019/08/16,"Where to Find Adult Autism Specialists? I’ve been suspecting I might be autistic, so I’m trying really hard to find a specialist who can evaluate me. Unfortunately I can’t seem to find any and I’m not sure what to do. Can anyone give me advice for finding one, or tell me if there are reliable ones around Chicago, Illinois?",4.233333333333333,6.023719952380954,5.4319365079365065,78.56028571428574,71.69841269841271,9.484444444444444,28.473015873015875,9.888512548439397,2.897116825396825,259,10,49,7,5,86,50,63,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.7282,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,5,1,6,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990465224839789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385182808386586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242693918380406,0.0,0.0,0.1813300286113377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7446871477275859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954009651740384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246899226460928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608617087775367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760554082526618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049100432548907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854345318701064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919783193776992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803673199070186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382942320579495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NamedomRan,2019/08/16,"AQ Test? Hi, I never really thought I might be autistic until a few weeks ago, and even then I dismissed any serious consideration, telling myself that I was just bored or trying to feel special or find excuses, stuff like that. Today while I was at a meeting for a college I want to apply to I had some sort of ""episode"", I dunno if it was a panic attack or something else but I got extremely nervous and terrified of everyone around me, was constantly adjusting in my seat, and felt strangely ""deprived"" if that makes any sense. Like this chilling feeling around my whole body. The only places I didn't have it were on my face and the part of my arms I was holding with my hands. In general though I get very nervous around people and get upset (though not visibly) whenever people are close to me, and I especially can't stand when there are people behind me. I spend a lot of time on my phone so I can ignore people and I'm always paranoid about them seeing what I'm doing. Anyways, after the ""episode"" I had today, I did a little research and found this thing called the AQ test, which is supposedly a test used to preemptively predict if someone might have autism. How reliable is the test? I got a 44.",5.0042948717948725,6.047324076923079,5.847083333333334,79.19062500000005,68.91452991452992,8.585042735042737,30.43696581196581,8.841846274778883,2.470727350427351,950,37,177,16,16,312,144,234,0.14300000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.042,-0.9724,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,13,12,1,4,13,0,22,4,4,3,1,44,37,23,0,4,9,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,2,8,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,15,5,29,3,23,19,5,24,0,1,1,0,7,11,0,12,14,131,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218551207053246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530590731138796,0.0,0.0,0.17212676363317966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33798879236816204,0.0,0.14397732961259965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057675737530767,0.0,0.0,0.1292292703487887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676360491670475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572248046688223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358997880038384,0.0,0.0,0.12093103321930175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798246296742527,0.0,0.12151496493937453,0.0,0.11567118423061548,0.0,0.0,0.1387636728913258,0.0,0.0,0.1322420514043946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024390515083614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365912029498174,0.12684377732854796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759458821935801,0.0,0.0,0.08447805702893303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685148345321765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760888021326873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962526167546494,0.0,0.14848785780095056,0.0,0.13704934716127698,0.0,0.3509559050797847,0.0,0.132225561961092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107592052759982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084987405099508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723168675844827,0.0974300808514512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487796120487886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061675866841507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407912279061139,0.0,0.24868403469907185,0.10047245065028956,0.07379664624383554,0.0,0.2399232622806224,0.0,0.0,0.08592417711636567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930497211157847,0.0,0.10442312127024947,0.07464684216392674,0.0,0.10151672422543784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129683385702824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,m5online,2019/08/16,"Subreddit for SINGLE parents of kids on the spectrum Hello all. I really enjoy the posts here on /autism, but I thought it might be good to create a group that is more focused on single parents who have kids on the spectrum. If you have interest, please check it out [https://www.reddit.com/r/SingleParentsASDKids/](https://www.reddit.com/r/SingleParentsASDKids/) Thanks!",11.596792452830186,16.021405660377365,8.359094339622644,54.01184905660382,58.43396226415096,7.258867924528303,29.467924528301893,8.238735603445708,2.3986407547169817,312,10,39,4,5,89,41,53,0.0,0.645,0.355,0.9741,4,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,8,4,4,6,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,0,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555659041861102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32323601982069805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766612885114225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33446648360815084,0.0,0.0,0.2918160901168336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519709516458927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805246275790147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189587220693695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,erinsora,2019/08/16,"Autism Sensory Soothing Tips!! Hello parents and fellow aspies, I see so many autism sensory rooms looking like something out of a sci-fi movie; however, I always find nature (especially sea life) soothes me. In Junior year I’d always recharge in the forest because the greenery was therapeutic. What do you find sensory soothing?",6.542499999999998,9.486766821428574,6.688714285714287,67.05628571428575,68.28571428571428,8.765714285714285,37.98571428571428,9.3871,4.501211428571428,266,15,35,6,5,85,46,56,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.7707,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838732280166834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772453311269051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315009454947043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537323711874114,0.14205123729171246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416618116439814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947862239414748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228559076211769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169903449876925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238421800408339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724068230718152 autism,coolcoolcool2010,2019/08/16,Sensory sensitive shoes? Anyone have good recommendation for shoes that are sensory sensitive? Anyone tried out the plae shoes? 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It has been a long, winding road. He is amazing. My hero!",0.9157692307692322,3.1594790384615408,2.776461538461536,84.41853846153846,104.76923076923076,6.695384615384616,24.43076923076923,7.554174236665415,2.2059784615384617,109,5,20,3,5,36,25,26,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481598458783775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131458221355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474160816424942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479223966900109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32557235325400563 autism,RandomGuy1136,2018/12/29,"Anyone out there suffer with violence? I just always thought me and my family were crazy, glad my understanding has evolved. My life has not though. I'm 22 and still have to suffer from mentally ill bullshit. I just had to deal with getting choked out over nothing by my older brother. Not the first time, but I'm making it my last. Had to deal with my 5 year old witnessing it all. I just wanted to know I'm not all alone. This is really getting hard for me. don't know what to do anymore, not like I did to begin with. I guess I'm just looking for guidance or helping words. 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I started having tics when I was 4 years old. Clearing my throat, sticking my tongue out, blinking my eyes really hard, sniffing my nose repeatedly. When I was a teenager I had tics that made me move my neck and arms a lot. But once I became an adult a lot of the tics went away. I was never diagnosed with anything but I did have the symptoms of tourettes syndrome. For me, tics are an uncomfortable feeling in my body & if I don't do the tic the feeling builds and builds. I'm 24 now and recently I've been doing these repetitive movements. Hitting my knuckles together usually in multiples of 4. Flapping my hands, twisting my wrists and arms, pacing on the spot, shaking my head and moving my neck. It's a similar thing to the tics I had as a child. I get that uncomfortable feeling and the only way to get rid of it is to move that part of my body. It's definitely worse if I'm feeling stressed. So my question is, what is the difference between tics and stimming? I know stimming is more of a self soothing behaviour. Like when I'm in bed I rock myself back and forth and find it soothing. I'm not diagnosed with autism but I had a lot of the traits growing up. I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia for around 3 years so I'm also wondering whether the tics/stims are caused by my medication.",3.5616951469583062,5.404159947368424,4.518687628161314,84.20107313738893,73.58646616541353,7.6935064935064945,30.887901572112106,8.438071523408619,2.3974270676691734,1070,50,209,19,22,347,137,266,0.077,0.835,0.08800000000000001,0.2393,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,20,0,21,17,12,2,2,36,38,22,0,2,7,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,1,3,11,14,0,0,8,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,11,8,30,1,27,26,5,30,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,7,15,139,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351833784610886,0.0,0.25341284422278243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623316060602306,0.10410302029938416,0.0,0.0,0.10987069718274622,0.0899210475787717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25979201719900225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013147077905588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560804823722598,0.0,0.24435864156002746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365172084005131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688271249151524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219455738746593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475690844590252,0.0,0.12001605355987915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426817054376631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057131870350230214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29825928163832605,0.0,0.11065318547792304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780658911362912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728719697397126,0.0,0.0,0.09019274722435376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271077707388305,0.12453923057711525,0.0,0.08893953002704946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663660415704114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100161109700656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491592967925027,0.0,0.11546594748454275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199583098787598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277202797102562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395646921892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154733583591305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769095447186733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879490246161318,0.0,0.0,0.09282298011496458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840624642938038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681842439306115,0.0,0.0,0.11917371366334968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061340668078288 autism,pentekk,2018/12/29,"I have a crush on someone who's on the spectrum and I am trying to understand it better, but... I've known this girl for about half a year now. At first it was mostly her coming onto me, and she was very expressive about her affection which was refreshing. I found it very endearing as opposed to my friends, who thought she was relatively ""off"", cringey and strange. I am not very knowledgeable about autism so nothing set off flags for me but after a couple of interactions my friend told me she probably had ASD, which I merely brushed off assuming he was just being offensive. She did take some jokes literal and whatnot, but I wouldn't say that's a huge sign either. I think I was doubting him because from what I observed at that time she was very affectionate and quite social, not saying individuals on the spectrum can't be that way, but again, I am trying to understand all of this a little better. &#x200B; Fast forward a while later, we are still interested in one another but not committing because of other reasons... I really like her, and I still do, but because of current circumstances a relationship would not be sustainable. She has also expressed a preference in polyamory and I'm not on board with that, and she knows, and things started getting weird when we sat down and really spoke about us. It was really when I insinuated that I didn't want anything yet did she start to pull back, then said she never really wanted anything either but provided a ""yet"" too. After a while our interactions became something like her being really affectionate, backing down and ghosting me for a bit, then repeating that cycle. We have expressed that we liked each other on several occasions. &#x200B; I don't remember when exactly she told me she had autism but it was a couple of months down the line. She has told me that she couldn't sustain past romantic relationships and it seems like she has been in a lot according to her, nor friendships, that she didn't have the ability to be a ""proper"" partner because of the lack of attention/intimacy/affection she shells out, but even that was weird to me because remember in the beginning when I said she was coming off extremely strong and active? The inconsistency was already somewhat contradicting. Our interactions became more and more unusual, and I always felt like she wasn't always very present when we spoke. Whenever I brought that up and asked her out of concern if I was being too domineering in conversation/annoying her she would apologize and say that was how she was.. but it wasn't like this in the beginning from what I remember. Sometimes it gets very frustrating. To this day she still says very, very, very affectionate things like things about the future, that she loves me, that I'm the most important person, whatever else... but then ghosts me for a while, plays mind games, etc. which makes it confusing. I see her interacting with others regularly, so this is just directed to me. Also, on a side note, I have noticed that she tends to mimic me, like things I say and some interests. Not sure why I had to bring that up. She had been distant for a bit until we saw each other for the holidays and she made a happy fuss about my present for her, which made me annoyed inside because it seemed like she was only keeping me around for a gift. We haven't spoken since then, but her last text to me was also something that was well, affectionate still... Everything is confusing. Her words don't match up with the actions. Sometimes I feel like she occasionally reels me back in to keep me emotionally invested in a way because she knows I really like her (and she does this thing where she pretends that I don't, by rendering what I say to something platonic, even when I consistently specify that it is more than platonic). &#x200B; I don't know if I'm holding onto something moot because it really is hurting me. I know the spectrum is really vast and it varies, especially for females, but I feel like I'm overthinking this and I can't pinpoint if there is something I'm not understanding. My friends are suggesting that it's just shitty and manipulative behavior and she's using ASD as an ""excuse"", but I'm just stuck at a crossroads and confused. At the end of the day, I know this is someone I have to let go because it hurts me more than it drives me, but I just want some more comprehension. I'm more inclined that she's not doing this on purpose and I don't want anything negative between us but I think I am just heartbroken and not thinking logically. If anyone has some thoughts on this, please let me know. I am not too educated in this field, nor or my friends, and would prefer to get input from people who do have experience in this. Thank you in advance and I hope you all are enjoying your holidays.",6.377520689655171,7.3210259344444495,6.771946360153258,74.14900000000002,65.76666666666667,10.429118773946358,33.628352490421456,10.440368640799012,3.618527203065134,3831,163,686,95,58,1244,346,900,0.079,0.763,0.158,0.998,1,0,5,0,0,0,118.0,11,3,0,6,44,45,3,4,37,0,79,1,0,8,6,158,145,74,2,17,39,0,3,12,5,4,0,10,0,3,68,46,0,4,30,6,1,10,28,11,1,3,47,16,125,34,93,85,24,104,0,2,2,1,99,44,0,21,61,535,193,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261145998986909,0.114379023491716,0.07934021362584685,0.15497021402453326,0.1737940424415238,0.0,0.04999226093408327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033336046351595865,0.0,0.11769942870190113,0.042441593376677286,0.04457046193994913,0.0,0.0,0.10997930299335387,0.0,0.26156467147583073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433078826850239,0.10409930904143984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213700591067967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550479025178926,0.0,0.061493927837395684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172143698255937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039827035346144166,0.05362888773258792,0.04222663127382822,0.0,0.053171148994742186,0.06297886741901006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042847958631973486,0.04663610651337312,0.0,0.0,0.04821266067330805,0.06811923984218805,0.045776269931936994,0.0,0.0,0.040553033598318064,0.0,0.05227408286863662,0.1473369009108108,0.0,0.07472595467308309,0.0,0.027095270844786846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507518037533226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047352853037257794,0.0,0.0,0.10207591647670618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847529301894044,0.0,0.0,0.1572083242217487,0.03886216174073267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975035253026501,0.0,0.2795040070822453,0.047783702962635365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040532282719270236,0.04302929473330383,0.0902240394252201,0.0318239843447377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813899383462395,0.0,0.038054389795160085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367705364571839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04574624127489858,0.054279244373321066,0.0,0.0,0.032306373842814116,0.03625961434803005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551197095085086,0.033052415093800906,0.04162869268828416,0.0,0.052333740628054584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140260450278172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050709109931984006,0.0,0.0,0.2443388417157229,0.04901868995825127,0.0,0.10237199079194534,0.1620222524635074,0.0,0.09070125716113726,0.2274823844242116,0.0,0.0,0.037991461047315864,0.08680456358934778,0.0,0.05386011347103183,0.0,0.03943793628367502,0.0,0.0,0.04859950107760248,0.08079114602486441,0.18351590204431292,0.09430522279577563,0.0,0.0674903906535363,0.0,0.15229590626007894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493390218136626,0.0,0.03584628813862923,0.0,0.0,0.0438934955189752,0.0,0.0,0.1583685031067464,0.09164623351483876,0.0,0.07569856147323918,0.027800157784803527,0.0,0.0,0.13666888574316755,0.0,0.06473751323255847,0.0,0.0,0.14889665004710448,0.11469629802906806,0.04117660660790885,0.0,0.35403794832253543,0.11248175064420818,0.07568570377153666,0.0,0.0,0.042866293588867815,0.0,0.043020017844334964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016026176091356,0.0,0.1737940424415238,0.03070166910162035 autism,Blazingnun04,2018/12/29,Please help I have recently discovered that listening to music through headphones can really help lessen the effects of my autism as it helps relax and ignore all the things causing stress in social situations. The problem is my mum won't let me do it as she says it is rude. I haven't told my mum why I am doing it as I hate asking for help and my parents never been very supportive with my autism. I am asking for help with how to explain the situation to my mum. Thanks.,5.293439716312059,5.892601819148936,6.0859574468085125,79.33333333333334,68.04255319148936,9.245390070921985,29.49645390070922,9.2995712137729,2.4396794326241134,377,13,73,7,6,124,61,94,0.151,0.6559999999999999,0.193,0.5712,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,4,0,12,0,0,3,2,12,20,6,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,13,3,13,16,1,3,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,0,2,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109337716295033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083462891567308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641855901163355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573327451250548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700517425103913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282598506705694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846550856000388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254609273385236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591254479354822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653523979711957,0.0,0.16419995662250295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224744350415968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738535330943433,0.0,0.16952063666886347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049466023734726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871385471064636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310554925486192,0.0,0.0,0.11048150240094992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589055855190195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372138878287869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005875889204287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yobadazizi,2018/12/29,"I’m fairly new here... I’m fairly new here, and this question might have been asked before. So I want to apologize in advance. My son is 15 nonverbal and on Vyvanse for ADHD. But he is still very anxious. He chews his nails to nubs and twists his hair until he pulls it out. I’ve been considering cbd oil and was curios if it would help. Or if anyone has any suggestions. I would really appreciate it. I would love for him to be able to just relax. 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I'm an aspie, and luckily excel at verbal communication besides some speech impediments that may or may not be related to my Autism, but I know there are plenty of others who struggle in that area. I admit I'm not very knowledgeable about ""lower-functioning"" (I don't like functioning labels, but I don't know how else to say it beyond skirting around it in silly ways) autistic people. From what I understand, though there's plenty of people out there who think completely eloquently and understand language perfectly, but just can't get it across with their voice. Of course, there are communication methods out there for completely nonverbal people, with many of them being controversial, but I'm thinking of something for people who are somewhat verbal, but unable to express themselves fully with their voices. Basically, what I'm thinking is for anyone who would be able to do it, but unable to do something like independent typing due to motor-skill issues. It is as simple as dictation, but instead of dictating in actual actual words and sentences, individual letters and punctuation are dictated instead, with a helper either writing/typing it is it goes along or some sort of automated text to speech app. From what I understand of the spectrum, I think there are people that this could help. I know of people who write perfectly eloquently, though they know that they do not speak as such, so I think it's safe to assume there's people like that and with more severe verbal difficulties who also lack the motor skills to type themselves, but have no deficit in thinking. Obviously the benefit to this in cases where it is possible, as opposed to just using a form on communication intended for nonverbal autistic people is that no one could ever be able to say that it isn't the autistic individual expressing their own thoughts. I'm almost certain that someone will have thought of something like this before, so I'm just wondering if it has a name, and/or if anybody has benefited from a system like this either as an autistic individual or as a parent/therapist/other helper.",15.507208624708625,10.325694573232326,13.930404040404046,49.4438111888112,52.762626262626256,16.629059829059827,50.158508158508155,13.639024540459545,6.701578321678323,1825,78,269,44,13,592,182,396,0.091,0.812,0.098,0.6119,2,0,6,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,6,5,25,16,0,1,12,0,33,0,0,4,5,83,59,30,0,6,22,0,0,5,0,5,0,7,0,0,34,14,0,2,20,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,7,17,15,58,45,10,18,0,0,0,0,24,14,0,16,7,210,51,4,0.1699248383310893,0.0,0.1658221302585268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507758999827196,0.0,0.0,0.06794441591060947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940769895519074,0.0,0.0,0.07563456613623168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229676093201864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781629600348076,0.0,0.0,0.13567115649743694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097519907330603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685337232553008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438935731946541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694851863573237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867869167933462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867724944566614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075417319336249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613855765486737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013170023487567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757273407126374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434071185891844,0.0,0.0,0.5890224368315132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578236177109192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513105172449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598335006593536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198838204549463,0.19622466348563086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888211678307729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864791712908244,0.0,0.3810834129840967,0.1669502909047673,0.13490134084625516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653466241359277,0.0,0.07338025102193507,0.0,0.07010289379592816,0.0,0.06743921365851993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213811933088,0.06185365305004498,0.0,0.0,0.060354864884309,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Unselectedusername,2018/12/29,"For those suffering with sensory issues Hello all. I just wanted to share a bit of my experience over the last few years in hopes to help someone else. I have suffered with sesory/social issues my entire life, but have adapted fairly well until a recent spike in symptoms over the past 5 years or so. I have had increasing anxiety and sensitivity to all stimuli that has kept me to a small regimen of work/home - hide from people, noise. I had a drinking problem for years which I used as a social crutch and to dull the sensory issues a bit. This had caused serious deficiencies which led to complicated my symptoms further. Besides what alcohol does to the GABA receptors (resposible for a calm state) I had developed a magnesium deficiency along with b1 b12 and vit D. After getting all of my levels up, I still had terrible sensory and social issues. Because a magnesium blood test doesn't really detect a deficiency, I decided to megadose the mag to see what would happen. All I can say is I now after just a few days am actually thinking of going to the gym (previous nightmare of mine) and I am being social at work (very very rare for me). I am feeling a real sense of hope at this moment. If any of you haven't considered magnesium it is very safe to implement. I don't have a link, but there are reputable studies showing severe mag deficiencies linked to autism, and it can be hereditary. Thank you for reading my long post! Best of luck",8.195164835164835,7.493578534798537,8.828919413919419,66.49524725274729,62.18681318681318,12.195604395604393,37.44871794871795,11.491704259439757,4.4920300366300365,1152,49,196,30,14,389,160,273,0.087,0.7909999999999999,0.122,0.8964,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,7,15,0,0,19,0,24,6,1,3,4,37,36,13,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,10,2,2,5,4,0,3,3,6,1,0,6,3,23,9,41,27,10,29,0,3,1,0,9,10,0,5,14,141,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.1092659503131578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966120115076904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614300908109345,0.0,0.08565625920025043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825548679647245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175049425942446,0.0,0.2444830976728755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502338318172325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722109786520002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798514751715877,0.0,0.0,0.1096873523729098,0.0,0.0,0.09353603844456172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952752605930192,0.0,0.0,0.0566150762046333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058499372836905275,0.0,0.06363477154091411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901414135982224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505070641606842,0.0,0.0,0.2224216913791168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674677139300238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912699783709075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908727516478536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908936623066672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688743029824094,0.07762546074619348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723570229265844,0.0,0.0,0.10713956232422332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199966739482888,0.12744565273937702,0.07173044357177526,0.0,0.11055624172272097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904253467539615,0.0,0.0,0.08922508869169049,0.0,0.0,0.12649351377700846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424160067406005,0.09487128121492897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941888103824963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327580890154103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308634947709072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174544918077577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670558265810858,0.0,0.2771593622047532,0.06604243362032505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067390781805688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163030065295063,0.0,0.0,0.07953982568339549,0.0,0.0,0.216313803659458 autism,LadyCashier,2018/12/29,"Boyfriend (22M) still suffering from childhood abuse. My (21f) boyfriend is autistic, hes known so for most of his life. (I believe he was diagnosed at like age 5) I knew his father beat him but I didnt know why. I found out the other day that my boyfriend got beaten regularly as a child for being autistic. Whenever he had a tic or hed ""act up"" over things that trigger him hed get beaten. If he got upset, beaten. I thought at first that his fathers abuse was general and he attacked all of his children but he only attacked the child with ASD. He told me his father screamed a lot about how my boyfriend ""just needed to be normal"" It breaks my heart when he says his earliest childhood memory is being beaten for ""acting up"" I want to help him but Im not sure how. Are there special therapists for this? He still seems haunted by the abuse. On christmas eve he was sobbing into my shoulder because he had to see him the next day. I just want to protect him from his father. I wish I could help him forget the years of torture he delt with. Hes amazing just the way he is and I just want him to feel that instead of feeling like a freak because his father said he was.",2.12066743383199,4.128578506329113,3.2493383199079418,90.95384637514385,78.28270042194093,5.659301879555045,25.54065976217875,6.574015621080383,0.8870438818565396,914,35,189,8,22,294,129,237,0.233,0.65,0.11800000000000001,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,3,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,13,17,7,1,10,0,19,4,2,3,2,40,37,12,0,8,10,5,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,3,8,6,0,1,8,0,0,2,2,12,0,1,14,6,35,5,28,17,3,24,0,2,1,0,45,8,1,5,14,120,43,4,0.0,0.47355475569279903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031286926248838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242724283710402,0.0,0.0,0.15010061293710514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063704980076468,0.0,0.0,0.17184010715486608,0.0,0.0,0.13522206576831924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347266155811283,0.09517701897935356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332236993246825,0.0,0.14607595119507485,0.0,0.0,0.06960533345789112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310676196407574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787401204548462,0.17859779320728486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439074526904959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321778542464494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410179790249007,0.13017545042341416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326438317825464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878574167306507,0.0,0.0,0.14168786552870513,0.0,0.13053365694759192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132473618265923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672888444257632,0.1059470387023838,0.0,0.0,0.10616425014520853,0.12128437744428712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278966697476567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556437419560446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468620366092034,0.08850974885123415,0.0,0.0,0.10576693807417016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273036043111032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357412767823726,0.10574897313912676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021616989115473,0.0,0.1532038691007276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579348065399353 autism,kenjiow,2018/12/29,"Hello It seems I am very likely a high functioning autistic I am not really sure what do to about this information, but I have alot of trouble with anxeity and social stress Any general tips for managing these things as someone with autism? I also have ADHD, which has masked some of my symptoms or diverted them in my youth ",8.889289617486343,7.902134868852464,8.782622950819675,68.31142076502736,60.9672131147541,12.723497267759562,36.72677595628414,11.855464076750405,4.4591595628415295,261,10,45,7,3,85,53,61,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.8334,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,9,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35750902075496294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789190027933305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229426402114484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143003218336215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533202275786872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057110383972964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708114908851764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032398942839994,0.2520509268247784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34075839831157034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803681405183113,0.3091920511191884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976302104966964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454493190747928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hoarder-of-Knowledge,2018/12/29,"if you could 'cure' your own autism, would you? I watched Stephen Fry's Documentary on Bipolar disorder earlier and was surprised that there were quite a few who wouldn't when they were asked the same question for their disorder, and I wonder how things are in the autism field. 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So I was diagnosed when I was like 3, and was kind of a terrible kid, acting out all the time, having huge temper-tantrums all until I was about 11, then I really started to work on it and change and manage my autism, now everyone says how much I have improved and new people don’t even know I’m autistic, but I have noticed ever since then and up until now that I am 17, I may have less tantrums and complete freak outs but it became a biweekly thing for me to get this tingly feeling all over that comes in waves that is followed by sadness and then frustration and self hatred. Usually triggered by some embarrassing thing or others being angry or frustrated. I am usually able to suppress anything while around people but then let it out once I am alone. It has recently started happening a few days a week. Is this like another development of my autism symptoms, is this like a normal thing with autism? Because everything I see and hear is about how autistic people don’t have control of their feelings and emotions right away and they just always let it out externally. I’ve never really heard of it turning inwards?",7.861212121212119,7.70834409090909,7.704545454545452,72.47848484848488,62.63636363636364,10.787878787878787,36.96969696969697,10.317481424215053,3.885560606060606,940,41,161,19,12,301,133,220,0.162,0.779,0.057999999999999996,-0.9825,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,12,11,3,1,6,0,23,2,0,4,5,40,38,27,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,2,16,18,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,5,6,16,4,26,29,7,39,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,4,26,125,32,2,0.1260852740343672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305863185705165,0.0,0.0,0.10491304847730472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221140340259735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375743736869156,0.11224262552100918,0.0,0.0,0.1184612654287047,0.0,0.0,0.07686041277014721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333815016176444,0.10861129922746443,0.1321980109523093,0.0,0.14141535607800673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131457097769706,0.0,0.0,0.12797389907071471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182896267473652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832781343611592,0.11405134888225255,0.0,0.12047988260555192,0.11331731427668687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275050059807454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587435170518266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149679142557886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210726743532798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312984103820775,0.06929316919450595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578614704776288,0.0,0.18479668823999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268718397282864,0.0,0.0972447362458903,0.1217739433494645,0.0,0.0,0.12353679811520946,0.0,0.14354892017569654,0.0,0.1342767018684131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622349601966492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615469102887515,0.0,0.12449399706813992,0.0,0.0,0.1076761351071166,0.0,0.1002680706044689,0.0,0.0,0.10047363908993102,0.0,0.1315344389943458,0.0,0.0,0.10429904161049927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848761183773815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105087691089234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251296360588123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470426744807082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742891437030322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27773023231102684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113800148388047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179158116538548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kuroicoeur,2018/12/29,Cant make an appointment or follow through to save my life Ive got ADHD SAD ASD and sleeping issues (because why not) i have health insurance and even dental insurance but my ability to use it is basically non existent. Right now im extremely depressed and borderline suicidal all because i cant eat and need two root canals....that ive known i needed for two years. Everytime I get a referral from my primary care (which i only have because my moms new insurance assigned me one or else I’d still be without a primary care doctor) i want to cry because it’ll be months if not years before i can get myself to call to make the appointments. Occasionally ive even resorted to asking my mother to make appointments for me but shes as likely to snap at me as she is to help. I finally got a root canal appointment yesterday only to leave without getting my tooth treated when i had my first panic attack and started crying for my mom. I received the paperwork to fill out to apply for my states ASD services several months ago but i havent even started on them. Im drowning under the amount of appointments i need to make and follow up on but at the rate im going it’ll be several years just to get an optometrist appointment. Im extremely suicidal not because i want to die but because i cannot figure out how the hell to do the basic things i need to live. A large part of why im still breathing is because most suicide plans like appointments require me to follow through. Im at the end of my rope. My current tooth treatment plan involves waiting for the giant holes in my mouth to turn septic and send me to the emergency room which is down the street and doesn’t require me slogging through a list of providers and trying to find out how much a place charges for a damn root canal. I know thats just a temporary solution and they’ll probably tell me to follow up with a dentist after treatment but its legitimately like the only option i have right now. ,6.446686972820992,6.313747314432992,7.1634395501405805,75.11656513589504,65.54639175257732,10.559700093720712,35.6776007497657,10.230975488527342,3.640011340206186,1570,70,293,34,22,522,189,388,0.16,0.7659999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9921,1,0,0,0,0,2,20.0,0,0,2,5,12,13,3,1,22,0,25,10,5,10,1,57,55,24,5,7,16,3,0,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,8,14,1,3,4,0,0,8,10,6,0,4,3,0,44,7,55,46,5,48,1,2,0,0,14,19,2,5,23,189,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909112653053472,0.0,0.06571271059346015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930253278799782,0.0843347810090098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31632723663216683,0.0,0.0630800708165665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569609912993883,0.0,0.1511631095379047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628589737841785,0.0,0.0,0.0638489721047941,0.0,0.07693633499132523,0.0,0.0,0.07587627962900398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585457973687366,0.06192698712980973,0.0,0.06565811461240857,0.0,0.0,0.1468885950790942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120695114526022,0.06775444451838272,0.06305584053373225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492167378545207,0.0,0.042130388925528485,0.0,0.11857875904885005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879784871528499,0.0,0.0,0.04968848593118087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804455851324898,0.07737356527373132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040740491085040964,0.0,0.0,0.07849408732579305,0.0,0.0,0.052360958970527546,0.1086500721110553,0.0,0.06545908284461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979322288799622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364279964832205,0.11834140736793725,0.0,0.05449485766400729,0.2198689624177572,0.0,0.07159623828855695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023312380112828,0.16914003150473358,0.0,0.08697682478092214,0.0,0.08027671239196672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745117819441827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992581922848654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661503791490505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674939911917694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418459511506269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049406895859249,0.0,0.1184023182358676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326203829181964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479381263236662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924938132312278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033012266574174,0.08063330443430568,0.1448305450807295,0.0,0.0,0.064025433108319,0.0,0.0,0.08744883800592408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337834999876906,0.0,0.0,0.14291939014061425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321391367412864 autism,Luckielobster,2019/08/20,Anyone’s child not have a special interest? My 3.5 yo moderate ASD girl doesn’t have a “special interest” at this point. Is this for “high” functioning children?,4.192298850574712,7.0908886896551735,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,75.89655172413794,9.383908045977012,33.804597701149426,9.725611199111238,4.172990804597702,128,7,21,4,3,41,24,29,0.319,0.6809999999999999,0.0,-0.8332,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423287035116483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683767452198118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980115755560882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BeezyWeezyWoo,2019/08/20,"How to find comfort in my own company When my friends are busy and I’m browsing the internet having fun, I want to be able to share funny things with my friends and talk to them, but I have such a tight circle and have no way of branching out for the next 3 weeks I want to know how to find enjoyment in my own company and not constantly feel the need to share stuff with people when they aren’t around. It honestly makes it dangerous because I end up going onto social media - where it’s public and the. That harms my reputation because it’s obviously inappropriate to do. Any ideas?",9.050603448275863,6.4939745775862106,9.12351724137931,70.97320689655173,61.8448275862069,12.728275862068967,37.8551724137931,11.20814326018867,3.979471034482758,465,17,92,10,5,154,77,116,0.087,0.713,0.2,0.8625,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,3,1,24,15,10,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,11,8,18,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,64,18,0,0.21182433761878056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404781334681685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856856984821266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582523002599779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289068569913176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761349033585653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071047497092653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872072141242564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327309915582563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038465256252905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391238938246126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641311627027535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139439020347427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706506232788967,0.0,0.0,0.22527758615228935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685232453342595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592823653449836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248818804474315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025637881467534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072667760043162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498789650138032,0.16813629959045,0.16991270659070626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,alittlepistol,2019/08/20,18+ Funding for ASD dependant (Canada) My oldest son turned 18 last month he is diagnosed ASD and ADHD. He is still attending high school and is considered a dependant for life. I am at a huge loss right now as I thought this would continue to qualify him as an eligible dependant and we would still recieve CCTB; we require this funding for us to live each month. Does anyone have any resources for adult dependants in canada? All I was told was I could claim his disability on taxes (already do) but this doesn't help us as I have a very low income to start.,4.568188073394495,5.9786052110091825,5.529254587155965,79.68819380733947,70.28440366972477,9.486697247706422,30.13876146788991,9.827888789773867,2.9476871559633038,444,18,85,11,8,146,75,109,0.073,0.9109999999999999,0.016,-0.7164,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,4,1,17,17,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,13,10,2,17,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,4,9,54,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22662266344306906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809000204232447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823302979856585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185146267984926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055658392985774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139303355102427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501754386936365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639347444235408,0.19923294775761347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370847563544926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319149105458047,0.0,0.0,0.1665094188218813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010271165909143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103644796985786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084136464945725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334697376924722,0.0,0.3011820566355693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970230644236646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018525950362824,0.0,0.0,0.20510835281508374,0.0,0.0,0.4536493170064413,0.0,0.0,0.1555887409821254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26790726975785323,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,One4All12,2019/08/20,"A question to my fellow redditors Just out of curiosity, at what age were you diagnosed with autism? I was 3 when I was diagnosed and I am curious to how far this age range can go.",2.685585585585589,4.207227108108114,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,75.21621621621622,10.33873873873874,28.54954954954956,10.504223727775694,3.2538900900900902,141,6,30,5,3,50,31,37,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,6,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.850357785041809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807288105007854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692685166589632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FurL0ng,2019/08/20,"Testing for an adult in Orange County, California I was never diagnosed with Autism as a child, and just labeled with an unknown learning disability. I’m now in my mid 30s and I’m almost positive I am on the spectrum. This is a two part question. How do I go about getting tested? I looked it up and the internet said there isn’t really a set way to test adults. If I skip the testing stage and just assume I am on the spectrum, what is the best place for me to go or look into if it’s a website that will go over ways I can help myself or get resources. I understand that without formal testing results the resources won’t be available to me, but I’d like to know what they are so that I can at least try to help myself. Thank you for your advice.",2.8959462365591406,4.214067148387102,4.521048387096776,85.6549059139785,74.29032258064517,6.973118279569893,27.11021505376345,7.492282038375204,1.4467311827956988,588,22,121,7,12,198,101,155,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,7,3,0,0,12,0,13,1,0,2,1,24,26,12,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,3,17,3,21,21,3,19,0,0,2,0,10,10,0,7,3,91,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361985805079535,0.0,0.0,0.19840832562319874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079354299862642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110766249302295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070396695868771,0.0,0.3378221364218367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656177785352568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889241778700784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680106719225512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33277495303239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281758028920486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456602685781595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701385352567128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196185212136865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693338933585505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847626366144468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824204491401799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452387535411053,0.0,0.19355373245662252,0.2062704542431875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145482015558709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099963606931675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ZineKitten,2019/08/20,"Are there resources for autistic adults on dating? I’m almost 30, and while I’m fine once I’m in a relationship... dating is harder for me. A lot of the resources I’m finding are for folks who are already in a relationship, but struggle with communicating needs or issues. Questions I’m struggling with: - What is “love”? What is the difference between romantic love and the love I feel for friends? - How do I handle someone hitting on me, when I wasn’t anticipating it? I feel like it’s an incorrect user input and tend to just blank when I’m not ready for it. - How do I pick up on signals that someone is interested in me, vs being kind? - How do I understand if I want to date someone in the longterm or if I’m only physically attracted to them?",3.47091836734694,5.223313863945581,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,73.62585034013605,7.8931972789115665,30.617346938775512,8.59863814320734,2.5119755102040826,586,27,112,11,12,201,84,147,0.055999999999999994,0.6809999999999999,0.263,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,8,0,12,3,0,4,0,26,29,14,0,4,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,11,9,20,26,1,14,0,0,0,3,10,8,0,7,7,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431962850803708,0.0,0.18108532585736645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144663360526927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659449361442887,0.11723106283644323,0.0,0.0,0.1499818556060244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267810792429364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127482893700913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708819678028228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016959646351184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395095598064626,0.4443123528425223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216759845350054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475814808858878,0.0,0.12480330484916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838264043052568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523579333247252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171170408629554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34310001733474266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083095836307774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678877221966332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DebunkedTheory,2019/08/20,"Impacts of late diagnosis? Hi, I was wondering if anyone has any experience with being diagnosed late in life and how it effected them? Thanks",4.4026666666666685,7.696037,6.539999999999999,63.01666666666665,79.0,11.333333333333336,32.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,5.277533333333333,115,6,17,5,3,40,24,25,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935626339827568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215263802107865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31247277248027233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011474575507205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6945619860515929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745156398030996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834373528751351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338624830629029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bionicblueberry,2019/08/20,"We just got a child who has autism in our preschool, does anyone have on connecting with him? I’m just a helper, not the teacher but I want to be able to best help him. We just met him, he is extremely quiet and non verbal. I dug our my sign language book this morning (apparently he knows a little). We are going to have some meetings with his helper later today. I just wanted some additional help. Thank you!",2.239907407407408,4.50603649382716,3.363688271604939,88.98034722222225,79.12345679012346,6.025308641975308,21.23611111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5904925925925926,320,9,65,4,8,103,60,81,0.0,0.747,0.253,0.9709,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,19,14,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,14,4,7,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,2,2,43,16,1,0.3077280535833152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151706100990845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229416069235127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929489343351753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488894444717573,0.0,0.2461182359432637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125272553758441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911929046553442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842435275086183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331464717162524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916902131001183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630119579247695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HeleneBauer,2019/08/20,"How to tell my parents I'm autistic Not sure if this fits here, but doesn't feel like it fits in r/AmIA Back in March I was in a session with the student therapist I was meeting with at my university. I was discussing reasons why I'm not a fan of social situations (trouble 'reading a room', can't catch sarcasm, difficulty reading facial expressions) and she told me, ""well these are all symptoms of autism, but you would already know if you were"". After trying to explain that my parents would have never gotten me tested because of stigma with mental illnesses/disorders/ect. in my family, she just blew me off with more ""you would know"" So after research on my own and realizing that I've experienced more symptoms of autism than I had realized (stimming, selective mutism, eye contact avoidance) and decided to get myself tested. After months of fighting with my provincial mental health system over weather or not my referral got sent in, I've finally got an appointment with a psychiatrist to hopefully get tested in a couple weeks. I know that when(if) I get the diagnosis that it'll come up with my parents at some point. Has anyone else who got the diagnosis later in life than average and had to tell someone who doesn't believe in mental illnesses/disorders/ect. And how did you handle it?",7.590678571428567,8.001624425,7.959880952380952,68.5275,63.08333333333334,10.857142857142858,37.976190476190474,10.608840637214634,4.325744047619047,1042,50,169,24,14,343,140,240,0.043,0.91,0.047,0.2297,3,1,0,0,3,0,32.0,0,4,0,0,7,7,1,1,9,0,17,6,2,3,3,42,35,13,0,6,9,3,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,11,13,0,1,9,2,0,3,7,3,1,0,13,3,24,4,36,18,5,32,0,0,1,0,22,18,0,5,11,122,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957474103899572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821020662438138,0.12030959940300008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028793161386747,0.0,0.07157750754927847,0.0,0.0,0.13229095769891014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114603617390758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992184476425486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808847335392867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069214450420264,0.0,0.059370553703963165,0.0838841277549074,0.0,0.12862673016642395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403967933071927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817320037609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481086263496835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662352025474686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359116724882824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293648321693388,0.057364972295670724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549920802461398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372269281358786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056073981261913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911395750425393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110998869395281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234901468430648,0.0,0.0,0.12072624592882035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198382955218088,0.0,0.11969384175933045,0.09948870290266908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066597923994592,0.24408651458796995,0.0,0.0,0.2052586911928092,0.0,0.0,0.1363324614382916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219884718189446,0.0,0.07971976556279364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418640628928704,0.0,0.1055737455708066,0.0,0.10595234712638786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502331786291987,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rosy4peach,2019/08/20,Does anyone here have a tattoo for autism? I was wondering if anyone here ever has gotten a tattoo for autism? I was thinking sometime in the future (I'm 18) getting one maybe further down the line.,4.3630701754385965,6.1564267105263175,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,71.36842105263158,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,1.2212877192982456,157,5,26,1,3,51,28,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992570161493655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31242037399523864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229344514521701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652210465869187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586628280704421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24191806726650344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530903428359474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287565068123123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871602783794576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1n3xphen,2019/08/20,"In need of advice on my daughters treatment We need advice. (English is not my main language so sorry for any mistakes) Our daughter is almost 7. She is very sensitive to stimuli and her environment and has not been able to go to school full days. She was diagnosed when she was 5. We got her into a school specifically for kids with autism, got her professional care and we have someone helping us with structure and appropriate care at home. Despite this, it came to a point where she could only receive 1 on 1 schooling and her development stalled. We also felt that autism was not covering the full spectrum of the behaviour we were seeing, so together with our psychiatrist, we decided to have an observation of 9 weeks in a psychiatric hospital. Initially the hospital wanted her to stay overnight. We opposed this because our daughter has never been away 1 night from home. We tried in the past, but that just ended up in us getting her back. She is very attached to us, we suspect she’s not emotionally at her physical age and the separation would traumatise her. So we agreed with the hospital to take her back and forth every day during the observation period. When the 9 weeks of observation were over, we received feedback and got informed that she indeed has autism, but also ADHD, dyspraxia and possibly Tourette’s (she has vocal and motor tics when she’s stressed). At the evaluation, they also suggested that it would be good to prolong her hospital stay with 9 weeks, but in a residential setting, so they can observe her going to school, gradually and see what is possible in that area. They also said they couldn’t see the whole picture because my daughter kept showing good behaviour between those hours she was there. Rationally, this seemed and still is the best way forward to help her. It’s essential that we get a good view on what is possible for her and what not, and finally can move forward in her development and know what we can expect of her and what not. The fine balance of stimulating development but knowing what the limits are. I don’t like them stressing her to see her behaviour though. She has been sleeping there for over a week now and her behaviour since is very concerning to us. She is extremely sad and cries a lot and pleads us to not have her sleep there. She is so attached to us that she actually up until now slept in a separate bed in our room. I know it’s not perfect, but she has constant fears and anxiety when either of us are not around. We tried several times in the past to fix this but somehow it always regresses. We did however, took this opportunity to correct this. So in the weekend when she was home, she (reluctantly)slept in her own bedroom. The issue we are having right now is that we fear that the separation is causing damage. The hospital admits that they are trying to work on separation and trying to force her to form her own identity. And though this may sound common sense and healthy, we have never seen our child this sad or upset before and we are genuinely worried this is causing permanent damage. The hospital says it’s normal and to be expected, but we can’t help but feel this is too much for her to deal with. She has been having nightmares, she is hyperactive constantly when she is at home in the weekend and it’s hard to reach her which is normally very natural, her tics are through the roof and on top of that she gets bullied in the hospital by other kids, something we have addressed several times but they seem unable to stop it. When she calls us in the evening or when we visit, she cries and pleads to the point she can’t breathe anymore. And whilst we know that those now 8 weeks are important for her further development and treatment, we do not want to risk her emotional well-being. Does anyone have experience with this? Can anyone give us any advice on how to deal with this? Are we making the right decision with this tough love? We are so torn between our emotional and rational mind that we don’t know the way forward. We have a very tight bond with our daughter and the last thing we want is for her to feel abandoned but I fear that this is exactly what she feels right now. Thank you for your ideas.",6.151620428751577,7.172412645649433,6.3685970996216925,76.56482503152588,66.3013871374527,9.883102143757881,33.030580075662044,9.989886356029237,3.287385119798234,3360,141,612,75,52,1076,317,793,0.102,0.812,0.086,-0.9359,1,0,1,0,0,0,71.0,45,2,7,6,39,26,0,7,37,0,72,6,4,5,5,150,114,67,0,14,24,5,6,1,0,3,1,3,8,3,48,74,0,6,17,3,0,11,17,14,0,0,22,15,113,12,92,85,11,104,0,5,6,1,131,47,0,8,48,467,161,7,0.048985366640949365,0.0,0.04780265161747721,0.0,0.058870891402996776,0.14360380003862205,0.0,0.0,0.04905176876935979,0.0,0.0,0.15669432001936678,0.04075974918117454,0.0,0.0,0.06662345819128622,0.0,0.03747367140148166,0.0,0.048580320947150604,0.06850341464371386,0.0,0.0,0.043607361811267134,0.0,0.0,0.046023364458836216,0.07533344652131788,0.0,0.05972204967717527,0.0,0.04168293906871472,0.0,0.051407120132720134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500195362327333,0.056026209586672336,0.09988769198799224,0.10064293036103092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587155793709788,0.0,0.039110829287236935,0.0,0.1076162501589408,0.06318301805028048,0.10100352413317523,0.0,0.049719116006696415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0428674244540553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530583266291174,0.043386495216757935,0.0,0.0,0.03235437267435131,0.0,0.0412722841165391,0.0,0.0,0.047917088129754565,0.0,0.16536646864095286,0.07430541965774062,0.0,0.04703363390661852,0.05366107476935488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677849682034239,0.046991227276971415,0.05567902546053752,0.12325980433034905,0.11753421780351585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388126680371905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850157607664696,0.0,0.1965452670541455,0.0,0.04824071879064487,0.0,0.0,0.0552985164183115,0.0,0.051127995975349366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460538213927387,0.0399296118021662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023931775794324688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041645606984847004,0.04421120590986002,0.0,0.03269811261043951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946125614902985,0.0,0.0,0.05206369244285888,0.03600988080962236,0.07264405734587404,0.0755610692111268,0.0,0.0,0.04596944823278965,0.09599051746000116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03725557869560242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352415053711206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926140098909058,0.16567092210325407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549970637962404,0.046596301211631705,0.03895512968153385,0.0,0.198303224978208,0.15613998022415115,0.08918887605642911,0.0,0.1106790423480121,0.0,0.04052120148620481,0.0,0.09804148657380164,0.0,0.041505142191353296,0.037711328448686667,0.0,0.05483510746350678,0.0,0.10442376625765652,0.039119777076439835,0.04095395993135483,0.11222514396585946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036830899409896665,0.0,0.0,0.045099144211419216,0.0,0.0,0.03254370095482659,0.0,0.09625574802488328,0.0,0.05712752243644208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442454474348149,0.13303139386115495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303102819395442,0.0,0.0,0.20209028820695904,0.0866785152357549,0.0777646079168994,0.1964655318380151,0.0,0.04404372751624774,0.0,0.0,0.05469041248632545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566193032751207,0.04974701763016577,0.0,0.06959559800580177,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,eurghurgh,2019/08/20,"Are Dumb and Stupid and Moron Bad Words? So I was going down an internet rabbit hole when I started reading some articles about ableist language. And the words people said not to use because they had an ableist history were common place words today like dumb, stupid, moron, idiot, imbecile, crazy, or insane. Apparently they started being used to describe people with intellectual disabilities by some weird eugenicist guy in the 1800s and were used as like actual diagnosises and stuff, and the people in mental hospitals were treated terribly and dehumanized because of language like that. But I was looking it up in this subreddit and a lot of people use those words a lot, even though autistic people were often described using these words? So now I'm really confused, is it ok or is it not ok to use words like that? I don't want to insult people or anything, but me and my friends do use these words a lot, but it doesn't mean anything to me. And then I get into this fight with myself, like 'yeah ok saying that stuff is bad but trying to remove it from everyone's vocabulary is a fruitless endeavor and won't accomplish much, and besides it's more useful to spend your time helping people out by doing things in the real world rather than yell at people online to not say dumb' and then I tell myself 'ok but it's important to use the right language because language is really important when it comes to issues like ableism or idk like homophobia or something'. It's been really stressing me out for like a few days now and I don't know what to think.",8.446598407281003,7.78924515017065,8.338580204778157,70.07010011376565,61.66211604095563,11.089783845278726,35.574288964732645,10.355215969177356,3.668140568828212,1251,47,214,24,15,405,153,293,0.16,0.687,0.153,0.2109,1,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,2,1,11,30,10,2,12,5,21,0,0,9,0,62,42,32,0,2,14,0,0,8,1,1,0,4,0,1,21,20,0,0,3,1,1,3,7,16,0,0,9,5,16,14,32,31,8,28,0,0,1,0,12,13,3,12,20,149,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.07769656357123604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103914539929634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295691562947065,0.14560483170929334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858463447251997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134760533630466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525875341271051,0.0,0.0,0.07607927323002156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151336648593352,0.0,0.041597590351554525,0.0,0.045249257048509225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788352310354935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533668719798801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310144845848366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375646654124479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111821920266015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685982547750621,0.0,0.0,0.2030674308479904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672832578748949,0.0,0.0,0.0802371270468752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852905432749116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44158177571896906,0.0,0.08318480698158337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796404483991544,0.09062374171975028,0.15301772289522486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799410761369337,0.07573580872133788,0.12663229370399398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612945208900899,0.0,0.0,0.11270933782061605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912031836874773,0.0,0.1822891891699341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959043003703114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052895260922210384,0.051016577783333135,0.07822516735429283,0.0,0.04642642226385855,0.0,0.07546940987506676,0.0,0.0,0.054056008403121567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6188865137070904,0.0,0.0,0.04696129148627204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pau673,2019/08/20,Does my brother have autism? I really don't know if he has it or not but family members are saying that he has autism. I really don't believe it. I think he's bipolar or something. He gets mad then happy or not mad fast. He's sensitive a lot and worries about the little things to much. Please someone help me understand. Thank you,1.1757089552238789,3.6592366268656735,2.998638059701495,88.48064365671644,85.71641791044777,6.335074626865673,21.807835820895523,7.645422480735847,1.173658208955224,262,9,52,5,8,87,50,67,0.155,0.657,0.187,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,11,7,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820768746244035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909707337420306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602289007750946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080596098044173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26651938367950123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781512858923453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759466850517155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093261956610136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128523167761497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404790113756805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748268094199281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207818869825605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910118265407475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213439575433587,0.1927440661851785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050347983918404,0.0,0.0,0.16633212111004805,0.1604244963827084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606399541014583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425894162468404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway8282822dn,2019/08/20,"What’s it like to date a guy with high functioning autism? I don’t want to sound rude or anything, but will someone with high functioning autism be able to handle dating a person with mental health issues (depression and anxiety)? Cause I know dating someone with mental health issues is difficult",8.909371069182392,9.372065849056607,7.775471698113207,70.78257861635221,60.32075471698114,10.840251572327047,32.76100628930818,10.504223727775694,3.5792440251572337,242,8,37,5,3,74,38,53,0.109,0.835,0.055999999999999994,-0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,10,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,20,4,0,0.19256687451990007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731313192900974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846612996881132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978192251188189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658575668529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067148109558515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409379165563276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069149511706655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019795731082129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582971817729933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407844796187873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881242346076054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681419671801718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263225757551681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358093182751752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PrestigiousSucess,2019/08/24,"Neurofeedback experiences? So I’m currently on neurofeedback,what kind of treatment do I need to improve my social skills? I have read that some people with autism go through neurofeedback and they improve their social skills, but no idea how. Does someone knows? Can someone share their experiences? Thank you",5.307500000000001,8.95730903921569,4.480563725490196,74.29378676470589,86.05882352941177,7.255882352941178,29.90441176470589,8.07648339933343,3.1467823529411776,255,12,37,6,8,76,41,51,0.05,0.754,0.196,0.797,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928753602217406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678820542989256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591819656953305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699786701502032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490447771114291,0.1314342026470254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733157475866532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580106091397048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922130055743415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487580034057325,0.40527319063865785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201832484438825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,musiclover1998,2019/08/24,"Do you find yourself cringing at the way you talk, act, and exist? Not sure if this is related to autism, or if its just a personal problem of mine. I hate the way I sound when I talk, I hate the way I look and interact with people, and I just constantly feel out of place. It’s just so unbelievably cringeworthy and I don’t know what to do about it.",3.3550684931506862,4.000609986301373,4.813589041095892,86.55572602739728,72.42465753424658,9.127671232876713,26.928767123287678,9.3871,1.9783117808219184,271,9,62,6,5,91,49,73,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.9014,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,18,9,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,10,1,8,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,2,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443544325724966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143326184502174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066687742318235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464916241232681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426915184676253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189883106691912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676252299719662,0.1974384890293332,0.2362463477345477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636545459840295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311458948067394,0.0,0.0,0.3634919581171482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384484845225329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OrangeRipple55,2019/08/24,"Please Help I have Autism and ADHD some of you in the U.S. will know it as ADD. I'm 47, Male I've tried ending my life about 20 times through overdosing. Last time was 6 years ago and had my stomach pumped. I run a Gardening business in the U.K. I Absolutely Love it :) But I drink every night. When customers text me in the evening I am drunk and cant work out the text?!? Then end up.loosing a customer :( Late payments.. Customers who think bank transfer is a right of way to pay whenever while I'm eating pork n beans :( Threatened by other Big Companies if I am on their turf doing work :( It's just me. I Love my Job. Love Life. Work alone. But now ? Recent message. I dont care :( Googled how to cut throat and all I get is Do You Need Help ?!? Obviously Yes. I'm so scared:(",-0.3178123280132077,1.960235259493672,1.2790038525041292,98.12821408915795,95.13924050632912,4.5199779856907005,18.894881673087507,6.280692351149826,-0.10343401210787072,593,19,135,7,23,190,113,158,0.141,0.6990000000000001,0.16,0.8205,1,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,3,7,6,1,1,7,1,12,10,2,1,2,17,23,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,6,3,0,2,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,17,4,13,20,2,23,0,0,0,3,11,7,0,2,14,71,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899854941903032,0.0,0.1401313720329266,0.0,0.0,0.1637266990628809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117653456238876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852725359094539,0.15486152265240646,0.0,0.16175875622100752,0.0,0.0,0.28002989384058785,0.0,0.0,0.1044125770013561,0.0,0.1331920599021902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259203778512765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191990544575426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568733551200043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687848760891287,0.12885904816918306,0.1783249304644064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331792297820796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280292485824211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721681807371152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483505367767801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352807209887544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560882595989849,0.0,0.0,0.13500233685979202,0.0,0.0,0.15826903432323994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129344234458744,0.0,0.0,0.18435937223472373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732823345804574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254792233777458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452597351043839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018005092983134 autism,KaidenKami,2019/08/24,"Losing sleep, need some tips to help wind and calm down at night after getting overloaded/stimulated all day I have been diagnosed with ASD and I’m a mild case. I can function enough to work part time (yay) but can’t live on my own ha, but working in grocery store is so much chaos and it gets really overwhelming and I just get overstimulated and experience sensory overload and I can’t seem to calm myself and wind down at night and I’m losing sleep. The best thing I have that can calm me is my security blanket. But it’s still not enough most of the time as I still continue to stim a bit. I recently joined this sub in hopes to not feel alone and to possibly get some tips to help myself. I also have generalized anxiety disorder and PTSD from a traumatic childhood so that doesn’t help lol. Any tips are very much appreciated! Thank you for reading this!! :D",4.7149803921568605,5.906784988235295,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,69.70588235294117,9.666666666666666,28.284313725490193,9.928628108626363,2.586019607843137,688,24,139,17,12,226,107,170,0.11800000000000001,0.623,0.259,0.9842,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,6,12,0,1,5,3,12,3,2,0,1,26,23,17,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,14,9,20,22,12,18,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,5,11,90,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127522667455988,0.0,0.10908363478115662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276059247454134,0.0,0.104350030928066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314942665479136,0.0,0.14891975812247096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797042885174358,0.0,0.0,0.1384489722779001,0.0,0.0,0.1563328154353008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818872215682717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334310047914081,0.0,0.0,0.06897084939393461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850655128673041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742897112999436,0.0,0.0,0.1354816950400732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044878271044325,0.0,0.0,0.3052063022157284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054785323497776,0.1011431406008758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601512557683714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771414244470932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377699594416433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594510306531514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364426705730961,0.0,0.08738502095567532,0.0,0.13468422915932038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417867834748428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300853568901345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786762786547476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125584094573259,0.0,0.0,0.09062192398409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590785879829969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254903528787494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861003170793046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,keyboardplays,2019/08/24,"Group projects are hard for me So in my class media studies a good friend went to this group with 3 others and we didn’t get along at first I was being hyperactive and accidentally got us in trouble for it i said sorry and all was well. Then they switched topics without warning and I hate change causing me to have a meltdown and scream at them. After that it was fine apart from us just not getting along. Then we did recording which was hard as they started of saying you should talk at 1 then changed it to go. Then we had a few tries and it was ok. Then they proceeded to blame me even though my good friend made a mistake aswell Then the next week they found out I had autism and trusted me less and stresses me out to where I started rocking in a recording when they screamed at me so to calm down I playes Minecraft on my phone when I had free time. Then they got mad at me for doing that so I got mad at them and ran out and got put with a better ground",3.6414142139267764,4.543844185929647,3.7103553481694185,93.77835427135679,71.96482412060303,6.28872936109117,25.772074659009327,5.773587663045528,0.4660506819813359,759,23,172,3,14,232,113,199,0.128,0.713,0.16,0.8438,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,5,1,8,2,10,20,3,1,7,1,15,0,0,2,1,29,30,24,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,9,20,0,0,1,2,1,4,3,8,1,1,19,6,32,13,32,9,3,38,0,0,0,0,22,17,0,0,17,127,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470791595777235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485150174959605,0.29833026835460363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313281028749798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993921578699787,0.0,0.15460526498093727,0.21788101633489365,0.0,0.14733911961966525,0.0,0.08013668148354816,0.2365374656529365,0.4510999535945015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526264834456592,0.1392137498406971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342282406025593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996096082506594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174948473122245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412853108050612,0.1121332420464837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578441254879232,0.19960885314579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152133666224905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133348887020896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853719882180346,0.0,0.08222144751218882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573348625434888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33922453682598885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310611575669567,0.0,0.1267808886425024,0.13071352154851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359242809954393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sighjin,2019/08/24,"Am I Stimming? Ever since I was a baby, whenever I’d get excited over something, I’d flap my arms like a bird and my mouth would open wide. This only happened if I was excited or interested in something. Sometimes I’d even hyperventilate or squeak! I’m 17 now. It never went away, but it only happens when I have intense daydreams. Like having a fake argument in the shower, lol. My parents never got me tested for autism despite their doctors telling them to. Not because they didn’t want an autistic child, but because my little quirk was just that. It was harmless and cute. I was meeting all my weight and height goals and I showed impressive intelligence as a toddler. My cot in preschool was moved to the book section of the classroom because I refused to nap. I wanted to read. I’ve been embarrassed about my weird twitch thing. Especially since my parents think I’ve outgrown it. But now, I want to actually learn what it is. I want to be proud of it, but I need to know where to start my research! Anyone know anything/feel the same?",3.261907894736844,5.6427897750000025,4.150263157894738,84.05578947368423,76.25,6.4105263157894745,29.52631578947368,7.475848149327749,1.928350000000001,825,38,152,11,19,265,127,200,0.073,0.7390000000000001,0.188,0.9659,4,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,2,8,12,0,1,9,1,14,5,2,0,4,30,29,13,0,7,9,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,10,5,1,1,4,4,0,2,4,3,0,0,10,1,24,9,18,17,3,20,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,3,9,99,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.1465260637055435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498931919565566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107214149127525,0.0,0.0,0.27459261859515793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536862751590997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991735544206008,0.13582049768387194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592103705572534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844788615729012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008975585197235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655566961722005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650385167440146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671273605014573,0.15049110472737146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958712869474015,0.0,0.1113353277938146,0.2316119643212557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283937443898149,0.0,0.0,0.3334506228888684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019198892848673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841350634290016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311876989130319,0.14850353028515526,0.0,0.10627790248774373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123890319233042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975388891560273,0.09621092597571322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542526398456841,0.0,0.0,0.1828439004013174,0.0,0.1391918111649626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666321513527877,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lemonfactorie,2019/08/24,"Niece is 7 and I have questions, I want to help.. My niece is 7 and diagnosed adhd and medicated for that. But she has always showed signs of autism as well. Is severe adhd on the spectrum? Can anybody guide me towards information on childhood autism. I’ve asked my sister if she has thought about getting a second opinion and her reply is the school would tell her if she was.. my sister isn’t very good at giving her her meds and she will go like 4 days without her meds because she didn’t sleep well or something. So I’m not sure if that has anything to do with things. We are moving in with them and I just want to be able to help. She catches a lot of sh*t from the family and gets in trouble for stuff I don’t think she can really help.... thanks y’all",2.0454670329670317,3.894899352564103,3.2031501831501856,91.94423076923078,77.91025641025641,5.739194139194139,22.04029304029304,6.5431188927421005,0.3385985347985345,593,17,128,5,14,191,99,156,0.048,0.8190000000000001,0.134,0.8888,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,19,3,1,0,1,29,30,14,0,6,8,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,1,2,1,3,0,23,6,20,24,1,11,0,0,0,0,25,6,0,7,3,90,27,1,0.1500025812088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605479053874855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481416402201508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343934328665818,0.0,0.14023216457026308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144018123130032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673925547579143,0.0,0.0,0.15224946239746656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414090836758621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674031510681366,0.1438961442788419,0.08524992371183704,0.1258150482937323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301630704796779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328368425560702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275268304007087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332381041234754,0.1511118194960064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942900480742064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803722065735188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609549455800924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181062043897606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946022022879215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011091127906745,0.0,0.0,0.11547931547764315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717170676810206,0.0,0.0,0.14137565758172274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110886760794432,0.13810222329475053,0.0,0.0,0.09965504966196374,0.09611559719987574,0.0,0.11908529402892215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376783903846796,0.1769508176597092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26974067018512865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459713543075015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655752990646906,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dxzys,2019/08/24,Ever seen this type of person? The type of person to make fun of a mental disability and then later on repost an instagram fundraiser for autism/etc on their story. Sad but funny,4.046372549019608,6.318515205882356,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,73.41176470588233,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,1.0905215686274516,143,3,23,2,3,48,29,34,0.055,0.7829999999999999,0.162,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,16,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43501210119204464,0.0,0.3528251886228041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603633466614765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39308159249962016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.681158313054288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DeafGhostbuster666,2019/08/24,What other books revolving around Autistic people are good? (I prefer fictional books) I have read The Curious Incident of the Dog In the Nighttime and The Rosie Project. I have purchased the sequel to The Rosie Project and was wondering if there were any other books that are as good as these ones that are worth reading?,5.4837931034482725,8.006521172413795,4.599517241379309,82.74720689655173,70.03448275862068,8.088275862068969,30.565517241379307,8.841846274778883,2.711761379310345,260,11,44,5,5,77,39,58,0.0,0.8340000000000001,0.166,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,33,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306316821934204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789144519793456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255831331824643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123085831353348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172113605788252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6267943508573538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397739204756192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Alpharius_or_am_I,2019/08/24,Autistic and a corrections officer Hi guys I've never posted here so this is a little different for me! I was diagnosed at 14 and was told I'd probably never go anywhere in life because of it but I'm now a state corrections officer and I absolutely love it! I'm not sure what to say after that so ask me questions about it!,0.8945149253731373,3.3082007462686605,4.0553544776119415,80.90452425373138,86.31343283582089,8.126119402985074,26.285447761194035,8.841846274778883,2.7184343283582093,258,12,50,8,8,93,49,67,0.037000000000000005,0.8540000000000001,0.109,0.7699,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,5,11,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029046972080925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668448224241696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608823371324168,0.0,0.2685440090003461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607735875114894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254502351582387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815494891730577,0.0,0.25761385298992884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23198165316642716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396478254548373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461658583100973,0.0,0.277124253221516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287934959900752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440237258534866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224986665152154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456053428067209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EzraWolf76,2019/08/24,"[SERIOUS] Can anybody explain why I get this? So first of all, I am diagnose with autism, and PSTD. I'm 14. People who used to get upset all the time for no reason who are diagnosed with autism, can you help me out please? Over the summer, I used to stay in my room almost all day, but went to a normal people camp every monday, wednesday, and friday, but whenever I talked to my mom/ Step dad, I would get very mad with them for absolutely no reason. Have any of you fixed this? If so what helped you? One of my friends mom told me that once you got into college things would get better, but I'm just a freshmen.",2.134750733137828,3.95588625806452,3.366041055718476,91.00769794721407,77.54838709677419,6.121994134897361,20.14369501466276,6.980632752743323,0.2771387096774194,472,11,101,5,11,153,83,124,0.084,0.821,0.096,0.3654,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,1,2,3,5,1,1,4,0,7,2,0,4,3,24,19,8,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,3,0,15,2,16,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,6,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154793455082017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051223589044504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671690522155466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969383278000814,0.0,0.0,0.31379882696941946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024361032861329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314889938714961,0.0,0.0,0.11943114449094094,0.0,0.3230548485677526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363487339069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722867118372065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620936114010472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145940937022595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462681781832486,0.10475005727818673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143380368903985,0.0,0.0,0.16968671120574658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178760083574409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476587875661394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424869037363885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269868015646874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013912036273072,0.0,0.0,0.14771154942362424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670217290052939,0.0,0.12754791411157534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330083218434012,0.1394879337194646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196239471907996,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iamt1dal,2019/08/24,"Rubber bands are fun I like stimming with rubber bands so I've made a list of pros and cons : +smooth texture +can provide resistance/pressure on hands or other body parts +can make noise with them +very cheap in bulk +more socially accepted to play with rubber bands than other toys because they are so common +can easily store in pocket or around wrist +can pickup freebies from the floor and you are picking up litter at the same time -snap easily if u get intense, they can go flying and hit something -wasteful if you go through alot of them -people can get annoyed by them -often come in a wide range of length and thicknesses so if you prefer sameness this could be bad So there's my opinion on rubber bands lol. Now I'm going to research the production of rubber (bands). I'm definitely not procrastinating...",5.348216123499141,6.559205937106918,5.632178387650086,80.42778730703262,68.24528301886792,8.045969125214409,28.919954259576894,8.296473431620573,2.0453220125786165,660,23,120,9,11,210,104,159,0.038,0.807,0.155,0.9444,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,5,0,8,6,1,0,6,1,11,3,3,3,0,26,22,13,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,7,2,4,1,2,0,0,1,4,10,4,21,18,5,18,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,8,4,72,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349275705980711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203460589223354,0.1608714155022672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931341823023695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273270831697751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070323282323505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757544442494314,0.0,0.4499425432335781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892855045419804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497092204290254,0.1761557645234099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857787380024676,0.0,0.1829555151586906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690135268746441,0.0,0.20316364963373726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388261870054828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774571300783468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,m3-bran-dead,2019/08/24,Hi Just joined this sub I was first diagnosed with asparagus when I was 7 years old (before it was all one spectrum) and I hope to learn good life skills form this Sub,5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,67.82352941176471,9.15294117647059,25.823529411764717,8.841846274778883,1.3647529411764707,132,3,30,2,2,40,28,34,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33018245187212025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938393019969835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300556223665062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254586914163372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853984275220791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740749905867863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071691304306985,0.0,0.2629371807473677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498767072125059 autism,iamsojellyofu,2019/08/24,"""Aren't Autistic People Supposed to be Talented/Intelligent?"" Said by someone in a group chat I was in. Most people seem to think that being on the spectrum means you are really good at something . Anyone ever felt like a disapointment because you don't have any impressive traits? I am definitely not talented or intelligent.",5.134736842105267,8.317739578947371,6.3325438596491255,66.58197368421054,74.26315789473685,9.4140350877193,32.30701754385965,9.725611199111238,4.207259649122808,264,13,38,8,6,88,47,57,0.13,0.726,0.14400000000000002,0.2189,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,13,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,4,4,7,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052294076555955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102049625448335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397004916847448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729888053599982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897683515266081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531294263534213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744068542086447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32874076029179355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184501642420563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333615288870787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870739993456429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747407699848776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255708003692513,0.232334790463994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337659773431948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DaddyIssuesIncarnate,2019/08/24,"My Dad used autism as insult Me and my mom were talking about my social anxiety over dinner. I half jokingly said 'People are scary.', my dad being denser then a rock said he is afraid of people cause most of them are 'fucking autistic'. Now, this was a stupid thing to say for multiple reasons, 1) I, his kid, am autistic 2) My mom, his wife, is a pera who mainly works with autistic kids. ALSO 3) Is going to school to become a teacher who is specialize in special needs kids, aka autism. I was baffled when he said this but I'm curious what others think of the situation, like how would you respond to this?",2.6211917494270445,4.736588781512609,3.8005194805194833,87.08311688311692,77.15126050420167,6.3440794499618045,24.26355996944233,7.348242739294969,1.1252285714285721,471,16,92,6,11,153,85,119,0.048,0.885,0.067,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,5,8,3,1,5,0,12,2,0,4,0,11,21,7,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,3,8,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,6,4,13,4,13,13,2,6,0,0,0,1,24,2,1,1,4,61,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477039685712223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412944638260954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398587279421151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973706540382734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075153253080366,0.0,0.0,0.10496887220523456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023475156831677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326351906663587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695219535430367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25609448644600524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899016485707386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270740082101825,0.14688030170992833,0.0,0.18692555866819616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760975895346,0.0,0.1882776831084726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845430617196784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270601212421378,0.11834785768849515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952089874393738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446329479289185,0.0,0.0,0.131205087960736,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,scottishhamlet,2019/07/07,Does anyone know the best place to buy noise cancelling headphones? The prices can be pretty steep but just wanted to hear from others who have bought them if it's worth it to take the plunge and buy them. It's exhausting getting overstimulated especially when I'm outside etc.,8.034117647058824,8.629869274509804,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,62.137254901960794,9.15294117647059,30.72549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.3211254901960783,227,7,40,3,3,68,42,51,0.085,0.7859999999999999,0.129,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400440641187697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602732536904957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004250470658844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38287139884395865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936062028966565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869252140642248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866926940224493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586765111343844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492605690716251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811965215116417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248784363219188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Green_Coins,2019/07/07,"Autism Podcasts? Are there any podcasts for autism? What about one that's run by an autistic person? If not, I'm currently in the making of doing one! I'll be naming it **The World of Autism** **Wish me luck! I am currently doing some research for it and well be making the first podcast by this week.**",-0.8628248587570617,-0.10256530508474172,0.7439999999999998,96.73419209039551,125.77966101694916,2.9292655367231637,15.797740112994347,5.2151,-0.572092429378531,233,7,46,2,15,74,43,59,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.7371,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,10,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,8,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354542820735395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945105777232941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622342243325782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692407931221461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023223972571197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777319100926899,0.0,0.3113102959142717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981575749358886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xsopie,2019/07/07,"Hey I need a question answered Okay, so my mother is a nurse, and she just got this new job looking after a person with severe atusim, and has PANS and his mind has regressed to that of a 4 year olds Now just to see how it would play out I went with my mother and met the kid (let's call him shuan) Now my mother and Shauns mother where shocked, on how natural it came for me to play talk and do everything with shuan And the mother wants me to be hid buddy and see him alot and all that cause he hasn't went out door for like 2 years, Now I like shuan but I am like shit with responsibilities, (grammer is trash I know)",1.854469118667588,3.3490288396946566,2.926301179736297,95.29383761276891,77.3969465648855,5.6796668979875085,18.779319916724496,6.1124844417494595,-0.39525038167938975,482,9,114,3,11,154,83,131,0.07400000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,7,1,10,1,1,3,1,31,21,13,0,3,3,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,16,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,3,14,6,15,13,2,15,0,0,3,0,17,4,1,2,11,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960619012420121,0.21960629782404867,0.0,0.1972453741008314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256464329890395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535665457880958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053857066182375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552271823089424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963414547791552,0.0,0.2814166113316919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123857986063392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938736071697288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237169184152915,0.0,0.185442773960312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148036957491086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765420650385332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150931943234447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30601144760918153,0.0,0.0,0.21691468079022047,0.1970937196285856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432896622200254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325144649405695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35598716128526703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363971588981149,0.0,0.0,0.24729404836797386 autism,luckysushi22,2019/07/07,"Testing So... I've always felt like I'm different somehow, and struggled socially a lot. People have (I'm not sure if they're joking or not) at times suggested I might have some type of autism or something like it. I've never been sure. I've taken a few online tests and always scored in the area of ""you should definitely get tested for autism by a professional"". I don't know how to go about this though. And I don't know if there is any benefit to seeking a diagnosis. I'm just frustrated. What are the pros and cons of having a diagnosis? What are the steps to get diagnosed as an adult? I mean, I'm 36 years old, is there anything that would make things easier that they could do for me? I'm just really lost and confused about all of this I guess. Looking for any direction on any of this.",2.5749068322981365,4.415376770186338,4.139720496894412,85.86560559006216,76.32919254658384,7.829813664596273,23.301242236024837,8.634040054169528,1.4801602484472047,624,19,131,13,14,208,99,161,0.094,0.8059999999999999,0.1,0.2638,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,10,10,1,2,9,0,15,1,0,2,4,32,32,13,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,2,8,6,18,24,4,10,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,10,6,83,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897417983493696,0.0,0.0,0.3551960140160702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432751546716809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901020296087946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671485194975906,0.0,0.18190466749921705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167169940256939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819273522710321,0.0,0.09894897105210547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179839384798406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136921238244708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701196865937568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620595711947815,0.0,0.1900582627175445,0.14801947145829966,0.0,0.0,0.11621771650590346,0.0,0.0,0.1896534696369473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846999209901466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428198479043107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269591744077407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070381148996435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153734684149566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774800721801859,0.0,0.13403600785542613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820143483130304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281874103914037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566889675501968,0.0,0.17105915820425688,0.0,0.10152314120239707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368055574734853,0.0,0.0,0.11211914376460448 autism,moooonbat,2019/07/07,"Not autistic enough I’m a 24 yr old female and last year I was diagnosed with SPD and autism. I haven’t told anyone because I know they wouldn’t believe me. They would laugh. It was a relief to have an explanation for all the things in my life so far that didn’t add up to being neurotypical. It explains a lot of my behavior throughout childhood and adult life. I feel less guilty for being so abnormal and struggling w basic things. But I know that everyone would just laugh at how stupid I am if I tried to tell them I was diagnosed. One time I tried to explain to one of my bosses at an old job why the music was making me so upset and his response was “well you don’t seem autistic so I’m going to pretend you never told me that”. I’m pretty sure that’s how everyone would react so I’ve never tried to tell anyone about it. Even my husband would just laugh. But if they knew how much I struggled inside maybe they would accept it but they’ll never know. If I try to explain how I feel everyone just says “everyone feels like that” even though I am 11000% sure they do not. I don’t want special accommodations, just understanding and patience that my brain doesn’t work just like theirs. But they wouldn’t believe it because it’s not super obvious. Anyone else?",3.890234148363035,5.250739051181107,4.675652714463325,85.3510920016577,71.8740157480315,7.39461251554082,25.573145462080397,7.85451343220497,1.3329559055118114,1005,31,202,13,19,324,125,254,0.079,0.818,0.10300000000000001,0.7178,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,9,2,19,16,1,3,7,0,24,5,1,7,7,59,44,23,0,11,15,1,3,2,0,8,4,1,0,1,14,8,0,0,13,1,0,1,13,4,1,2,9,4,34,12,18,25,5,15,0,0,0,0,22,5,0,5,11,140,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052451637699024,0.10025311404965463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929003277104908,0.0,0.0,0.22047418553030546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922666975522276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861994053607068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173641134958938,0.0,0.0,0.10109938388236314,0.0,0.12925055980070144,0.0,0.0,0.3739779328859024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841915161907213,0.0699000334844339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560720711822818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709543404340766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131811148494754,0.07975621610716566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822073636822707,0.09560362828154756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318377967344406,0.0,0.0,0.06531187301733732,0.0,0.09829781522585658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192686595790322,0.0,0.2263908172392071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534240250834168,0.0,0.13260374711197367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995428942885072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780976576372639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907383458115499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045763479400354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443431103108396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104057431781633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300068960920533,0.0,0.09613159124944204,0.0,0.057053835730762725,0.0,0.0,0.1869889664429512,0.0,0.26571960304538056,0.0,0.0,0.10185943401721836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771114118883969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797383423999139,0.0,0.08828932016230692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123186261093165,0.0,0.0,0.3475291459230406,0.0,0.0,0.06300856272627305 autism,live4catz,2019/07/07,"I got told I wasn't​ ""fully autistic"" \*Sighs\* This frustrates me so much. I didn't even debate with the person who tells me this bc I am to passive. It frustrates me especially makes me irritated bc I've been struggling with trying to stop masking bc I'm noticing the damaging effects it has on my mental health. I also have been struggling with the thought that I need more help than what I am receiving which is currently practically nothing bc my parents think pretty much in the same way as this person.",3.485624999999999,6.229051312500001,4.379000000000001,80.76600000000002,77.54166666666666,6.34,30.43333333333333,7.554174236665415,2.2912658333333336,410,20,69,6,10,132,66,96,0.19399999999999998,0.73,0.077,-0.9036,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,2,4,0,8,1,0,2,0,10,15,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,6,0,13,0,9,9,4,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,50,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636441557768835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351575220168924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366292319956022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751427264081016,0.0,0.0,0.13716053232615014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659346511019665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206220950371974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008561660174292,0.1517320530202216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634994612290746,0.2329749157804953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272196462451633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573535809158033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081843350956394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710815350003382,0.0,0.4278516440234516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885740862390234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111993839283925,0.0,0.16245496955186794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553466838285968,0.0,0.13893171199530474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242737592924242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Besawj983,2019/07/07,"Diagnosis Day-The Start of Our Adventure Hello everyone, my wife and i recently received the diagnosis for our son Lincoln and we wanted to share our adventure with as many people as possible. My wife started a blog not to long ago when we started to see the signs with Link. (Michelle used to work as a one on one aid in a special needs classroom) If you all would take a moment to check out the blog and share your thoughts we would love to hear from each and every one of you. \-JB &#x200B; [https://beesonaseesaw.com/2019/07/06/your-true-colors-are-shining-through/?fbclid=IwAR1JHCjR1SSkRwJkgKKQac3r4QWE9GFygcN9PMQQIziXvpi7BUJeFoZUG6o](https://beesonaseesaw.com/2019/07/06/your-true-colors-are-shining-through/?fbclid=IwAR1JHCjR1SSkRwJkgKKQac3r4QWE9GFygcN9PMQQIziXvpi7BUJeFoZUG6o)",17.424693877551018,22.642872438775512,8.693622448979593,54.55227040816328,44.0,8.16530612244898,29.5969387755102,8.841846274778883,2.4000367346938782,681,17,78,8,8,162,65,98,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,6,3,0,1,1,6,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,22,13,9,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,12,6,18,10,2,12,0,0,1,1,18,3,0,1,8,51,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681335380031315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389678688877585,0.2286635987263229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136281521715793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855274867811864,0.17981743682879334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209652626094933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653651104484218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984299196015518,0.0,0.0,0.19078857291156867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953571039097898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825541106487163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046277206805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121486661713752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858085430466102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995791711686232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995918344073279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149060229468347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939671039673946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253015784710642,0.0,0.0,0.11099552751640923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699985832208264,0.0,0.0,0.2673603750293859,0.0,0.2286635987263229,0.0 autism,baconflavoredapps,2019/07/07,"14yo raging all the time My daughter was diagnosed w/ autism when she was 3. She’s completely nonverbal but has been really almost overly joyful and happy all the time. She’s always been a little intense, but happy. Over the last year things have really changed. She’s become angry and rages and is aggressive almost all the time now. Maybe “manic” is the right word? I’m not sure. She communicates in a limited way on her iPad, but that’s mostly about things she wants — to go outside, or to eat an apple etc.. She’s been to the doctor with many appointments for many types of tests to rule out various physical issues, and also to the dentist, with nothing having been found. We’ve got around and around with her pediatrician and psych doctor on various meds. Most of them have been bad or even made things worse. Over the last couple weeks we’ve come to a meds combination which is helping quite a bit, but as a dose wears off and she approaches the next one, she again turns into a rage-monster. So I’m up at 4am waiting for meds to work. It is so hard to take from a child who has always been the happiest kid in the room, despite her difficulties. Any related experiences or ideas would be helpful. Is this common? How have you handled similar situations?",5.150456976178901,6.4176556694214915,5.808872143898885,78.77047399124943,68.75206611570248,9.165192027224112,27.04521147301896,9.478462496947786,2.318901507049101,1000,31,187,21,17,325,152,242,0.107,0.774,0.11800000000000001,0.7112,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,3,11,8,3,0,19,0,21,7,1,2,4,40,32,20,0,2,8,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,8,15,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,11,1,15,4,32,19,9,33,0,0,0,0,20,17,0,7,12,127,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228687896368003,0.0,0.0,0.08899341023226245,0.1851936473202635,0.0,0.0,0.07567662625137038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813189595319824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929171112376367,0.0,0.12290393165981772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149280827385568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772323427895015,0.095860919761939,0.1166786790207436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313312520577226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295045504195708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278068463137884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387084786448574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411056845626645,0.07350173152058545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885666003821122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201666247607346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324500279946044,0.0,0.08900361638314724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369268045958007,0.09968819744562712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918202807827813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562557612150982,0.0,0.11615110795657077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142188296734532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153534670135656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529918041259506,0.0,0.225648094709664,0.11179927785120224,0.0,0.3708327921691098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835131192870985,0.0,0.0,0.10677956216305592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540860971029234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836374760666117,0.0,0.0,0.14258217621121352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503553885458828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508736647693644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488342358821498,0.0,0.08367137596316232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179552615750195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467098893351245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104454040744267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563791773048358,0.0883316977034563,0.08926494677892155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101574568672022,0.0,0.11340743893884275,0.07905263704420741,0.0,0.0,0.07166295400415519 autism,DryMistake,2019/07/07,"Mom hits my autistic brother. Hey guys I'm 16 years old, currently in high school. This summer I help volunteer with another autisic child :) and help raise money for autisum awareness. My little brother is autisic he is 5 years old. My mom and my Parents, since I was a kid, hit me when I was wrong or when I didn't listen. For example, if I didn't put the dishes away and they told me to and I didn't I got hit. Or when I talked balk they would hit me. Not trying to get any pity because I don't even care about it but just to give you some background of my parents. Now them hitting me worked. I started to listen more even though I knew it was wrong. However should this be acceptable behavior for an autistic child? When my brother doesn't listen, or cries when he eats, my mom usually slaps my brother a couple times in the butt. Do you think this is right? Or should this not be done to an autistic child. She says she is "" tired of him not listening"" because I'm usually busy with school and my dad is busy with work so she's usually the one taking care of him. Thanks guys.",2.4073373205741646,4.174450877272727,3.246698564593302,92.4087320574163,76.5909090909091,6.631578947368423,24.760765550239235,7.475848149327749,1.003272727272727,843,29,184,11,19,267,116,220,0.079,0.851,0.07,-0.4365,4,0,0,0,2,0,26.0,0,2,3,2,12,7,0,0,7,0,20,4,1,0,0,25,42,18,0,4,10,10,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,6,6,8,2,0,3,0,1,1,8,3,0,1,10,5,34,4,18,22,2,24,0,1,0,1,39,6,1,6,17,113,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589807827528769,0.1170319699260906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104860510487452,0.0,0.0,0.13607185589629808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275860206318149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349344887688185,0.12259745741214792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142149540116134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420406739307587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743363832812395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831119668388755,0.10706570757342897,0.0,0.0,0.08926406709243942,0.0,0.0,0.2210212958817979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961857848606575,0.1179212398527666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186173186793748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921460127156852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342301460939483,0.0,0.07562927743913198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785760086195394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121980653249244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531364073975314,0.0,0.08875610969650145,0.0,0.2259089230766849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232427753535387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899756103929056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839162229716619,0.08970724140762401,0.0,0.10275474946614148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151466409764322,0.10965546515258004,0.0,0.0650802177981423,0.12827834862806087,0.0,0.10664736652749937,0.0,0.07577531562047572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687652731786037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250564308289694,0.0,0.0,0.07928396826676075,0.24405426301603336,0.0,0.14374532168966028 autism,randomgirl1011,2019/07/07,"Every teacher told my mom that I have autism when I was young. Do you think I could have it? I honestly don’t think I have autism. But I just want to ask people here if they think I could have it. I am an extremely shy person but I have social skills. I was pretty popular in high school as I easily made friends with social and outgoing people. I’m just quiet that’s it. The most that I think I had/have as a kid was social anxiety. I was very quiet though. I had essentially no social skills. I was super quiet and didn’t do well in school. But I just didn’t understand the importance of school and it caused me a lot of anxiety. I just didn’t like tests and I wasn’t interested in what I was learning. And I was super quiet so I didn’t make friends. I think I just had anxiety. But people said that they thought I had autism. Why????",0.23095238095238105,2.4881689714285717,2.4268571428571453,92.5058095238095,87.85714285714286,6.076190476190478,17.476190476190474,7.447530270364453,0.321590476190476,650,16,145,12,21,219,79,175,0.059000000000000004,0.6659999999999999,0.276,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,4,10,9,0,0,5,0,26,0,0,3,0,32,40,15,0,4,10,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,19,5,30,9,9,19,2,6,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,3,102,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803481474664121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141998306749724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548836746391204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506403876791287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292211358934417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875560633474764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129065041298169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059679491925942574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385308165859353,0.0,0.1155874269269906,0.08154040737716811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306820775532172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254063793114589,0.10666233755054363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427706903509912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619879802642255,0.0,0.0,0.3708866764323606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980926427397649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39136474000406535,0.12001813376587928,0.09697861011885184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167257635893127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271692168859862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079189966520366,0.07205106430633341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983335726041944,0.0,0.11022723435257603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ResOfPGH,2019/07/07,"Any tips on how to improve chances on getting a call back for job interviews this summer? Hey guys. So I'm unemployed as of May 22, my local Bob Evans fired me. I've been getting a few call backs for interviews, but I had to turn down the last 2 as I couldn't get there in my town on the public bus. Any tips on what I can improve on my Indeed job seeker profile so I get call backs right away? Thank you if anyone has feedback. ❤️",1.3486290322580636,2.8341620752688184,3.027620967741939,94.06143145161293,78.78494623655914,5.940322580645162,22.377688172043012,6.6274283507984215,0.3449365591397844,335,10,78,3,8,111,66,93,0.052000000000000005,0.8290000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.797,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,13,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,15,9,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,5,46,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457137741554782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632361792385988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973863091953412,0.4167555835606694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534306997678071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37755538844480985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788845581269935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585598691914045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726428022249693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428502886277667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633001702723632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650922839526985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kyrahuerta,2019/02/03,"Stop the poop smearing!!! Omg so I have an autistic 3yo who paints with her poop. I am pretty sure all toddlers go through this stage but for her it is super bad. She would have her hands in her pants at all times and i even had an incident where we where out to lunch and noone noticed her hands disappeared until it was to late. So we started dressing her in those footed onsies wherever we went. I have been so tired of ppl looking at me like a horrible parent that dosent care enough about my kid to get her dressed and today I found this https://specialkids.company/collections/girls/products/kaycey-super-soft-secret-zip-back-jumpsuits-long-sleeve?variant=14430927159339 Its going to take 2weeks to deliver to the U.S. but I am so excited! So I am sharing for anyone else who needed to know they have clothes for sensory aversions, to stop self harm and much much more!",7.870581818181819,10.095950906666667,6.0908484848484825,75.68209090909092,63.26666666666666,7.587878787878788,26.96969696969697,8.00094639256281,1.4849333333333332,716,20,123,8,11,208,101,150,0.165,0.698,0.13699999999999998,-0.7174,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,1,1,9,8,0,0,5,0,12,7,5,0,3,20,23,12,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,9,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,3,21,6,21,17,6,20,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,0,9,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317299909952842,0.19303268688682468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448639353747538,0.15730174866680832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920810055170788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573796410102868,0.0,0.0,0.1946621399086837,0.0,0.12443295690345473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656512151875486,0.0,0.0,0.09842848221389856,0.0,0.21413815824189308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103536828751356,0.0,0.21251748615495664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204015964120528,0.0,0.0,0.16672342708379748,0.15820414325011856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27698363939749104,0.13969232146752586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448867382517664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091900770813844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166519192096748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965368137057736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333467751287931,0.0,0.0,0.31501289686286643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755982420065833,0.0,0.14164940748859794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985449492226113,0.21653205343759016,0.17857619647681894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746438225512042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383022651202922,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,priestessjess,2019/02/03,"Where do i start? I have 2 children. Child A is 5 years old, child B is 2. I sought out help when child a was 3 years old and received Dial testing that made us eligible for pre k with a IEP and OT. Child A no longer has an IEP, and is enrolled in year 2 of pre k. Child A started stuttering about 6m ago, biological father also stutters. Extremely sensitive to loud sounds, nail bites, talks excessively, stims in the form of twirling about, swinging arms or objects often falling or tripping. Child a also makes a wooshing sound while stimming. Now child a is extremely bright and has an amazing vocabulary but requires an immense amount of sensory stimulation. Child B is delayed verbally, and tends to use grunts or clicking sounds to communicate but does know a handful of words and their meanings. Can identify animals and loves cars. Will make long lines of cars in a row on furniture. Has aggressive outbursts of smacking own face and biting arms or couch. Sometimes cries for 30m apon waking from nap. Has no sense of danger. I've mentioned my concerns to the pediatrician but we go to a office that has 7 and they rotate care, we see a different pediatrician each time. I share my concerns but haven't been taken incredibly seriously. What is the best method of care? How do I get the resources they may need? Excuse the vauge posting, I wanted to keep it to the point and Anon. 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It went something like that, since I couldn't hear very well. ""something something my in game name"" ""is ""my ign"" here?"" ""something something judging"" ""something something ""ign"" wouldn't judge"" or something like that. then talking about how I'm dying or something because my stamina bar is going up a nd down rapidly (I was juking some enemies trying to get closer to the downed person) then I reached the person who was downed and rescued them and I think they shut up for a bit- and I left after that game it's just so shitty and unfair why do I have to keep remembering it when I wake up. ##### Before that in other games he was constantly ""why is ign over there?"" ""why is ign doing that?"" - ugh shut up and stop stalking my gameplay already. I just kept leaving any game he joined after that. ///Wish I had something more helpful to post. I'm still going to be feeling bad on my birthday tomorrow.",2.5733700398708947,4.978037637554589,3.28780330358838,89.22432694133286,78.73799126637554,5.379988608315929,26.113726979305106,6.498293943080001,1.0481147142585914,925,37,176,8,23,291,129,229,0.115,0.7909999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.8069,0,0,10,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,3,1,14,7,0,1,9,0,19,2,1,2,0,30,32,16,1,3,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,15,9,1,4,5,7,0,3,3,3,1,1,11,2,20,4,28,18,3,33,0,0,0,0,23,19,0,3,12,118,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688863557643004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586887143291263,0.10156731179203153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087497497179594,0.059045629252706525,0.0,0.08242166435071674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574723748429776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467244162166524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052653234124047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397584490017133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897588394117599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483464777183912,0.0,0.05060592843390686,0.0,0.11009679380617003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590772028225444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916950253955186,0.0,0.0649239554823001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218919738768504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025619222574378,0.10523987163618477,0.0,0.0,0.09464288439856686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563559006242023,0.07366723343041219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246488271314504,0.0,0.16915075776790947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276616162897484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944949512494075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012450519571099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7456840916359907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735340184035175,0.08098021911867337,0.1109540660318671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785328542111422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643502127430844,0.06206468361333142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576233069156154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992055394978262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708976399467055,0.08979121273295629,0.26220623856894104,0.0,0.11138548801291748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kim_Jong_Kys,2019/02/03,"Im 15 and just found out i have autism Hi im 15 and like 2 houers ago my mother told me i have autism I never suspected a thing and i am honestly devastaded my mother has known for like 4 years and never told me about it. I have dcd and adhd and looking through the symptomes of autism they seem to look alike. Im just really confused and wanted to share this with someone. I have no idea what i need to do.and would really like some advice",0.8445161290322574,3.0197911397849486,2.6283978494623668,92.78259677419355,83.83870967741936,5.870537634408603,17.902150537634412,7.1686216300943375,0.12856215053763442,348,8,77,5,10,115,59,93,0.053,0.79,0.158,0.8212,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,2,23,15,7,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,12,5,9,11,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,3,7,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705420621683826,0.1683558156847436,0.15272108076467544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889026283671585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448984292735613,0.5582951026323442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525106069755045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893535777849937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277478331961758,0.26575505879989153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074155527642925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684263899472614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597730840389814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179071047152454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445911566776057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32925317628588463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161870459509617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238698071203252,0.0,0.0,0.11094648954682128 autism,jack13gun,2019/02/03,"Could I Have Autism? Recently, quite a few people have been telling me I have symptoms and signs of autism such as struggling in social situations, unable to make/maintain eye contact, wanting to have a regular routine. I did a (rather invasive) quiz online which told me I more than likely had autism and also got my friend and boyfriend to look at the symptoms online and see which I had. There were quite a few. Could it be possible that, at age 16, with no diagnosis, I could be autistic? 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Is there a good reason to see a psychologist and be diagnosed? I'm a man in my mid-30s. I've had it suggested to me by a few people that I may be on the autism spectrum over the years, including a woman I dated briefly who has ASD and a good friend who has a large number of family members with ASD. I also took a quiz online for ASD and it appears I check the boxes. The quiz results told me that there's an ""extremely high likelihood"" that I'm autistic. My question is, is there any value to making an appointment with a psychologist and trying to get a formal diagnosis one way or the other?",5.660331428571425,5.215013775999999,7.2334857142857185,75.00760000000002,67.24,10.342857142857145,32.25714285714286,9.957137785484203,3.041194285714286,482,18,95,10,7,168,76,125,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,17,0,11,1,0,3,0,14,19,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,9,3,12,11,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,5,2,68,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011441220954243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104534493900184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552921621994073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371149963866701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432727270209624,0.0,0.13141121589963894,0.0,0.0,0.4219337817072548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657495368076865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789461556465565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704395702898285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437547937251735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817651025893416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586091677544619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043253158316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034252261788444,0.2794530719816186,0.17076868469785875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964851039407602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197358807028725 autism,Amicellini,2019/02/03,"Soon to be school companion/helper for a kid with autism, any pointers? Hey everyone, I got offered a job to help a girl (14 yrs old) in school. The vague description was, that she's having trouble with noticing when she is rude - loud, interrupting the class, picking her nose etc. - losing trail of thought, not remembering the dates for important tests and recognizing social cues. I want to help her and do this job. I have however no prior experience with autism and would like to know from you how I can help best. I know I should mainly ask her and I will. But maybe you can tell me how to approach her best. How can I tell her to be quiet, for example. As I understand it I should be straight, explain it logically. How would you have liked to be guided? Thanks in advance and sorry for the jumbled question. I'm trying to learn as much as I can.",3.898881118881121,5.565658272727276,4.592727272727274,84.74139860139861,72.33333333333333,7.986013986013986,27.237762237762237,8.617729084823388,1.885335664335664,665,24,134,12,13,213,102,165,0.08800000000000001,0.741,0.171,0.9399,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,4,6,8,1,0,7,0,19,1,1,5,0,29,29,14,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,2,0,2,4,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,22,5,22,17,5,10,0,1,0,0,23,3,0,1,7,93,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097479430880783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881329701863138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31165139260744684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559986540353713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188364374169618,0.0,0.1452466818485207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187569042411638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398105078039262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946966173421411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632067880397039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508440143339782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611657367563298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491729962617616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915345455039364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690509934873987,0.15580987924999468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633702184356527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820439723171365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005492043876929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136161225189734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621664042510356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595646189561467,0.13670490646632108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178803902888141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081147088744953,0.0,0.0,0.1545779724092872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758021558306471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095876390137414,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Foxxal25,2019/02/03,"Asperges vs Autism The NHS in Britain no longer uses the term Asperges, instead opting for Autistic Spectrum Disorder. Do you prefer saying you're Autistic, or do you prefer saying you have Asperges, and why?",6.680833333333332,9.336223194444448,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,67.05555555555556,5.911111111111111,37.0,6.42735559955562,2.913066666666667,169,9,22,1,3,51,26,36,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493046125760005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6842241351261045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715544144005241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881883150269562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bk9896,2019/02/03,"Help convincing a friend to take her son for evaluation I have a friend who's 5 year old son is in a private autism school, but hasn't been officially diagnosed by anyone. Is there a reason to have him diagnosed or am I being silly? He has made some progress since attending the school, but they're very much a ""bribe the kid until he does what we need"" kinda school and I'm worried it's not benefiting him as much as specialized therapies etc might. So... if he were diagnosed would they suggest specific areas and list off resources for her or would it just be ""yep, he's autistic, good luck"" sort of thing? This situation is really shitty and she needs help with him, but... Idk how to convince her that he needs more help than she can give him at home. The school only has a SLP on staff. No occupational/social/physical therapy at all. I just don't want him to suffer bc his mom is clueless and anxious about phone calls.",2.8896620084497897,5.134596386740338,4.078375040623985,84.78624634384141,76.84530386740332,7.79473513162171,23.906727331816697,8.671277953709913,1.6977849203769906,730,24,146,16,17,238,124,181,0.135,0.7120000000000001,0.153,0.3757,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,9,1,19,3,0,3,1,30,27,15,0,7,9,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,16,9,19,19,6,10,0,1,0,0,32,6,0,8,3,93,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811426368889512,0.0,0.08548410315967601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248368484273943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37226121329830814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698688096875324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634754217239242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890906713782765,0.0,0.0,0.11727891057801515,0.0,0.10254237090339392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583647208013876,0.0,0.12263254300378452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568140103301375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969409178171676,0.0,0.14318452409942234,0.0,0.0,0.17974417082170194,0.27195339638424704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828690428066167,0.0,0.0,0.09298105062505964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832020079273251,0.1256993317368221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494917616270655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113126728110076,0.137420649893788,0.0,0.12462439966062963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192115228107603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796203410416808,0.0,0.0812213260926936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008738448119833,0.07210964277404584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415670690580807,0.0,0.1736940358471089,0.0,0.0,0.07872873168510912 autism,jobyjem,2019/02/03,Lol wow It’s kinda sad people are posting about thinking they are autistic on a subreddit... get a doctor lmao ,1.807142857142857,4.611817333333338,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,89.95238095238096,4.704761904761905,26.04761904761905,6.42735559955562,1.5073047619047624,88,4,14,1,3,29,19,21,0.10300000000000001,0.513,0.385,0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578629244461942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953565049958957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919218903185883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414205435713437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622343982810397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,schwenomorph,2019/05/21,"People really are this stupid Doctors: You know, if you look online, literally every scientifically sound paper denies that vaccines cause autism and that autism can be cured. Karen: Yeah, well, the internet's a tricky place, and you shouldn't believe everything you read online, no matter who writes them. This one obscure website written by a woman with the IQ of a piece of burnt toast: hey drinkin bleach will get rid of that pesky autism right quick lmao Karen: TIMMY GETCHA SHOES ON WE'RE GOING TO THE CLEANING SUPPLY STORE",4.84548387096774,8.014503279569897,3.897215053763439,83.68582258064517,75.34408602150538,5.870537634408603,22.203225806451613,7.1686216300943375,0.9325406451612908,427,12,70,5,10,125,76,93,0.129,0.779,0.092,-0.5899,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,6,1,5,2,1,1,0,10,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,2,5,1,7,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,1,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326222918763433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032817878531406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021796706876133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487433955021923,0.0,0.2653330339355749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424510992025128,0.0,0.16778559931648018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225028744060113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791823379359196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000549958703123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467480495539914,0.0,0.3084517537706296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29530916607448643,0.0,0.18913143195916293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521241859003882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544657189386217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Boltx363,2019/05/21,"Coping skills Hello everybody, im here because i would like to learn some coping stratiges. I am a high functioning and have auspergers, are there any methods that you would sugest for dealing with annoying people/irritating things?",5.5369230769230775,9.202148333333334,5.000717948717952,73.1026153846154,78.48717948717949,8.248205128205129,30.87692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.7230061538461534,191,9,26,5,5,58,35,39,0.073,0.86,0.067,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592878659996083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324286855458173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930895954956033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028500764742969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118548032320366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627730363306533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533097801101548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417099195925889,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,budtard,2019/05/21,Autism and motor skills What are your experiences with motor skills? When I was a kid it took me 3-4 years to learn how to hold a pencil ( anyone else have similar issues),2.799607843137256,4.762084058823528,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,76.05882352941177,6.886274509803924,17.215686274509807,7.793537801064563,0.3243450980392164,134,2,27,2,3,44,30,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870893539138477,0.4206910586107643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429896192618277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016292018186713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42854223859685503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456173096442724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644021505579344 autism,TengoCuriosidad,2019/05/21,"Have any of you tried ABA with your loved ones? I know of a company here in the US that offers ABA therapy for children on the autism spectrum but I'm wondering if anyone has had any luck with ABA or with such services. I'm not sure if we are allowed to say company names but that one I'm looking into is supposedly the largest provider of ABA services for children on the autism spectrum in the US. Thanks for your insight!",5.85458823529412,5.9089970470588264,6.0329411764705885,82.08823529411767,66.76470588235293,9.15294117647059,35.82352941176471,8.841846274778883,2.93104705882353,339,16,68,5,5,108,54,85,0.027000000000000003,0.8540000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.8461,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,18,13,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,7,4,15,12,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,5,0,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32891886423781397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691000884127732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290889009822546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030846158018776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826996120050168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277539643122345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232080349684869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279312534983979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265369728372264,0.27656501410464834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419342437596315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818072705074909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622650666337095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,narambula25,2019/05/21,"CBD thoughts? Has anyone here used or had a positive outcome with CBD? My son is high functioning and mainly had anxiety and attention issues. We’ve heard CBD could potentially work and help with these symptoms. We did call his neurologist and are waiting to hear back. I appreciate any feedback you can provide. Thanks!!!",4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,4.597857142857143,76.34714285714288,80.25,8.200000000000001,31.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,3.4981357142857146,259,13,41,7,7,81,48,56,0.027000000000000003,0.764,0.209,0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,14,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,1,3,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999460985134076,0.0,0.2249272132403268,0.0,0.0,0.20558810462120786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260859632392365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002309213811757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347538821282544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313859131724269,0.0,0.197077789801902,0.3106520267206998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068841995781412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560305113830544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706973842599543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334218583045949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539419467434184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405264836209328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,StinkyJinkies,2019/05/21,Are there any books/resources for children with autistic parents? I’m trying to understand my dad more and facilitate a better relationship where i can be a bit more understanding. When I look online it’s mostly material for parents with autistic children. Does anyone have any suggestions or relate?,7.848529411764705,10.470841647058826,7.892303921568629,61.18786764705882,63.90196078431373,9.805882352941175,38.24019607843137,10.125756701596842,4.78758431372549,248,13,32,6,4,80,41,51,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.5459,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33317191082827885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128661716702326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665339814432988,0.26744051029733396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437226624649286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571057748034047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440137113417384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630028739830832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166316508089441,0.0,0.0,0.5100385575637745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,botug,2019/05/21,"CBD question Hi all! My son is putting under for an MRI and is currently taking CBD. This may not be the forum but two questions. What’s the best place to ask this question and, if this is the place, any concerns??",1.0527906976744212,3.4577742790697705,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,85.27906976744184,4.370232558139535,22.55348837209302,5.6839178017228535,0.1610595348837207,166,6,35,1,5,52,33,43,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.8152,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,7,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,5,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972621941452796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583344892491345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105956842892775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600710100978039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133619886651199,0.7399375339099759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554383323806068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507850726636452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Polyethylene_Squid,2019/05/21,"Gift Advice Hello friends of r/autism! I'm here asking for advice on what I should buy as a gift for the sweetest 5 year-old sister of the girl I'm seeing (seriously, she is precious). I've been doing a lot of research into what toys I could buy, but I've come to a dead end as what soothes her, and what she really loves, is having her face covered. She loves having her face covered by other people's hands, she covers her face with blankets, and she also really finds it soothing to take her spit and rub it onto her face. If anyone on this subreddit has a similar experience with children loving the same sort of sensory experiences as she does, I would love to know what toys, and/or items they really liked related to the same sensory payoff as she loves. If worse comes to worse, she really likes bubbles, so I won't be completely starting from scratch haha...",8.223328402366864,6.631146857988168,8.498454142011834,71.75880547337279,62.66863905325445,11.526923076923078,34.14275147928994,10.411451182825502,3.3766266272189345,685,22,127,13,8,227,103,169,0.07200000000000001,0.698,0.23,0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,0,8,1,12,11,6,0,0,20,26,12,1,5,3,1,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,19,10,23,20,4,8,0,0,1,5,26,4,0,4,4,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264482576859795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822202527075224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462472245054616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651373069495447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331467656735144,0.14188919063316455,0.0,0.0,0.10804866838722156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842674302388112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986074239773388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475416961320514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368765184105115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455434043051777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437291697953215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322291832641937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505131598829835,0.6106955558613666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420043290262133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381963210587603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34677920166935744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107839166623936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957860961722008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175007048601964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758222814632938,0.09613337056743468,0.0,0.0,0.08714701458201747 autism,RedButterfree1,2019/05/21,"Just had my score from the Autism Quotient test read to me over the phone from the GP I scored 26 out of 50 but because of funding the criteria stated that I had to hit 28 in order to get the referral to get me diagnosed, so I got some mixed feelings. Meanwhile, my scores for depression were mild and low for anxiety, so the GP recommended that I go into Talking Therapy... Ugh.",4.721599999999999,5.510920626666668,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,69.4,9.733333333333334,32.33333333333333,9.888512548439397,3.1147333333333336,297,13,59,7,5,99,54,75,0.16399999999999998,0.804,0.032,-0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,8,0,14,4,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705794017527055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156121333824862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046411452094201,0.35899788202320004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884126148703822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695871253988179,0.0,0.20101576434662105,0.0,0.28288606506353764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35379554609485203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842905253603104,0.0,0.0,0.4044865807338107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,justagirl21x,2019/05/21,"What is the difference between Autism, Aspergers and Persuasive Developmental Disorder? Hi! I’m currently learning more about Autism, Aspergers and PDD, I’m struggling to differentiate between them as the best answer I’ve got is Aspergers and PDD are “milder” forms of autism but I’m not really sure what that means in terms of difference in symptoms etc. Can someone kindly explain the difference to me? Thank you so much in advance!",6.1583428571428565,9.190613253333336,6.367238095238098,68.49600000000002,69.8,10.685714285714287,36.04761904761904,10.608840637214634,4.9873619047619036,354,19,53,12,7,113,52,75,0.079,0.787,0.134,0.7633,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,11,10,6,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388693191673065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6686839736717833,0.2445058651203651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793024302459384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062730708200802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221605461252471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323895577482835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682928186482928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667092278633672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076209910220545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302905393335787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010702132299791,0.22174171263760065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641460178077774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Viaticdyanisis7,2019/05/21,"What is your strangest food craving? I've been wondering if this one of the traits in autism or I just really like weird food. My favorite thing to eat is ketchup with shredded Kraft cheese along with milk after a long week. Was wondering if others have what others would consider strange, thanks.",6.253333333333334,8.14021674074074,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,66.77777777777777,8.362962962962964,30.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3127555555555555,240,9,44,4,4,68,46,54,0.065,0.787,0.149,0.7109,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,0,10,9,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,2,7,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638668376359897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059592507507289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241155720089007,0.0,0.0,0.2217387976156866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697867692515464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051593541348946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306831101374656,0.0,0.0,0.16646174296456254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098509943667234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434459161428594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799150383645307,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PsychoShampoo,2019/05/21,"How to reach out and make friends with an autistic kid? There's this autistic kid in my history class who has no friends because everyone thinks he's weird and don't really understand what autism is anyway. I know what it's like to be lonely and to be ostracized but probably not to the same extent as this kid. I feel bad because he's probably so used to it. Anyways, everytime I try and speak to him or be nice I feel like he thinks I'm messing with him so he doesn't really open up or anything. Do I just leave him alone? I want him to have friends to rely on",2.887843691148774,4.116553415254239,4.223333333333333,88.13569679849344,74.16949152542372,8.295291902071563,27.517890772128066,8.841846274778883,1.9458218455743883,445,17,98,9,9,147,72,118,0.107,0.7340000000000001,0.16,0.7622,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,24,19,11,0,1,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,11,6,15,16,2,5,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,2,2,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653177790029886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409994741189535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665015655921784,0.2431206863527181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054771302329931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201658457521883,0.1424607213364595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462198078660144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959219607955696,0.0,0.0,0.2111496248618557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484628502223827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310975800830085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300019866929747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549820962461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555516584260261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353883697763624,0.0,0.0,0.20759601564780208,0.0,0.17222884733124466,0.0,0.0,0.1176189823248544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thisisnels,2019/05/21,"Guide to getting a diagnosis Hey y'all, so multiple things have made me feel like I'm autistic. I've known for a while that I'm neurodivergent but for a few reasons I think Autism is most likely. Reasons why I think I'm autistic: Social situations don't make sense: I don't think that autism makes you unable to handle situations but for me personally it's made me feel like there's a secret handbook somewhere that everyone has but me. I never know when to speak in a conversation or when to be quiet, I memorize the kind of reactions/wants people expect but the rules change. There are multiple times I've been like ""in this situation you said X and Y was the reaction so I just assumed that when you did X again today I should do Y"" and in response I get ""yes that was true for that time but not this time"" like I'm somehow meant to know that? Or I usually speak way too much about something than people are trying to know. I often don't know when to end a conversation, sometimes I just walk out. I just don't inherently know the things other people seem to. Overstimulation: the world is so loud! I just want to be in my room away from it all. But it's frustrating because I like people. I'm an extrovert but sometimes things are just overwhelming and it's like my brain shuts the hell down and I don't know why. Stimming: I know that stimming helps multiple different things but I stim a lot. I prefer rocking, tapping and humming. My brain is a computer: I'm not saying this because I think that this applies to all autists. It's just the way I've described my brain even before I knew autism existed. For example I can't multitask unless it's pre arranged. So if I know I'm going to be doing x, y, z then I can do it but if I'm told to do y, z after I started x, I completely blank. It's like I have to wipe everything off and recalibrate to understand. This is actually one of the strongest reasons I think I'm autistic. I literally cannot comprehend things if they mess with my method and it makes me incredibly frustrated. Which leads to a ""meltdown"" where I have to leave or everyone sees me fall apart right there and there because my stupid brain isn't working. I have to do things a specific way; I work best with routine. One of my favorite job duties was being a packer because I just had to do the same thing. Reasons why I might not be autistic: I have PTSD this might just be some other trauma, lol. ""Meltdowns"": my research has led me to notice that meltdowns for a lot of autists include physical reactions like hitting. I did do some hitting during a particularly trying period of my life but mostly my overstimulation shows up as shutting down/going non verbal. I'm not smart. I like numbers (Sudoku and counting help with overstimulation) but I'm not a savant or anything. I'm a freaking liberal arts major. I'm worried that I don't have reason enough to think I'm autistic, but pretty much every resource for autistic people has been really helpful to me; and working with autistic kids was an eye opener for me cus I was like..yo..I get you. Stuff like not Liking certain textures, not looking people in the eye, having to be ""counted out"" to do things, all felt relatable to me. I'm nervous to advocate for myself in this way because I don't know if this is valid. I want to get a diagnosis because at first I felt like I just needed to try harder but I've tried for so long and it's not getting better. All that I've gotten better at is communicating what I can/cannot do. I haven't actually changed. Knowing I'm autistic would help me stop feeling like a fucking tool. Does anyone have any help or guidance?",3.1322222222222216,5.1333036893203845,4.683042071197413,81.87131607335495,75.2135922330097,7.3517028817999694,27.67190630297427,8.2184188804266,1.981576298351056,2884,117,552,50,63,966,287,721,0.076,0.7959999999999999,0.128,0.9886,3,0,2,0,0,0,79.0,0,5,1,8,29,31,5,2,29,2,62,8,6,12,7,126,126,46,0,11,40,0,5,14,0,4,1,6,1,2,43,18,0,2,35,3,0,5,20,10,0,3,19,15,72,21,66,94,17,51,1,1,4,1,23,22,2,21,34,363,115,8,0.0,0.0,0.10363904083304427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611092204245454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712988687465989,0.0,0.043698108116176144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049890719311891735,0.0,0.0,0.19422152544973784,0.0,0.04518556688813876,0.0,0.05572687332470376,0.09392813399152516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711587550509525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123489443494001,0.0,0.05567603751440163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055479890043971455,0.0,0.0,0.046469584877347696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703227328636589,0.05486816767373337,0.0,0.035073118721082285,0.0,0.04474040449738489,0.101481745683712,0.0477243113966069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054932269917761,0.113807422271321,0.10197176390927047,0.0,0.0,0.04516821023251755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049091591356184384,0.1387170219262126,0.0,0.06035774792813992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796448034614964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269516342104027,0.0,0.0,0.055297164982694096,0.2918326122892169,0.0,0.0,0.05622694754888486,0.0,0.0,0.03750724409885251,0.3891415337065417,0.0,0.0,0.046993262052212666,0.044591986210563664,0.0,0.0,0.09029019555980973,0.0,0.10049207221218376,0.10633722963051599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126648529533488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807160024271617,0.03937417784787929,0.04095524239965657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045654550534155,0.0,0.0,0.07196606300955276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208838601476888,0.046366285730280614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540234371844014,0.0,0.0,0.062072951281388934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034018257055383805,0.2729865434097536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045348492722725633,0.05051180008365392,0.0422285389943196,0.0,0.0,0.04231511547626452,0.04834171983508792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906533482375467,0.0,0.054130413611268184,0.0,0.04088022083206822,0.10503771854544236,0.0,0.037585599438855526,0.0,0.0,0.04439533145111901,0.0,0.0,0.06078864962439415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822268504354282,0.2041522409109398,0.0,0.0,0.09289194370207936,0.0,0.05033412606798621,0.050740872841856,0.0,0.14421005523689667,0.0,0.0,0.05528065839957403,0.0,0.0,0.05848393149655817,0.0,0.06264142173361266,0.16859837482987214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374785591479172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597583381902545,0.053927271992689284,0.0,0.03772186677656148,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lovetamarav,2019/05/21,"Explaining Autism to Newly Diagnosed Daughter [8F] Hi everyone! My daughter [8F] has been diagnosed with Autism after a two week inpatient stay at a pediatric mental health facility. Following her psychological and neuropsychological testing along with extensive observation. This is something my husband and I have suspected for the last three years or so. But her previous psychiatrists instead had given ADHD, ODD, OCD, social pragmatic disorder, anxiety and general depression diagnosis. We are working with her school to have an IEP put in place before she returns and have a good support system for her consisting of therapists and her psychiatrist. What I haven’t figured out is how to best explain Autism to her. She has a very high IQ and takes things very literally and everything is black and white to her. We had talked with the psychiatrist at the facility about the spectrum but my daughter became very frustrated and didn’t like the variances and asked to leave the conversation. She’s being discharged and her first question is of course “What’s wrong with me?” I don’t know how best to explain it. I’ve gone over different explanations in my head but none of them seem just right. She’s incredibly sensitive and self aware. I don’t want her to feel poorly about herself. Any advice from parents or people who have been there would be greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading my long post!",7.387596371882082,9.50474030612245,7.394251700680275,66.29237528344675,64.3061224489796,11.158730158730162,36.46825396825397,11.095144083064902,4.780573696145124,1145,56,176,35,18,367,155,245,0.075,0.8240000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8603,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,1,4,8,10,1,0,11,0,22,5,1,2,0,41,36,20,0,2,6,5,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,21,0,0,9,1,1,3,5,3,0,3,7,3,28,7,30,26,3,22,0,1,2,0,34,9,0,4,8,126,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577477320933108,0.1282647119043554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926057669099541,0.0,0.10041272581262084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270938533796713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169168579531127,0.0,0.27549630797580144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305312816499508,0.2664501115857519,0.0,0.1371376497740986,0.15043411096486636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254235371321656,0.1179670669287685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636846129955505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164878284510817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100937669307316,0.0,0.14471343894716052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470953525759416,0.13952210969526516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868227117948384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213647782116991,0.10699355071829912,0.0,0.13898425960675556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412648537419867,0.0,0.0,0.11616002677638786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227813379756162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574751359276567,0.0,0.0,0.09099841831480657,0.0,0.1371376497740986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570977617015833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195148338528556,0.14704004693896394,0.0,0.13129445528236192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209441309028284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328410495475762,0.0,0.11949320445602166,0.136931695454737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380195415069726,0.0,0.101049540702274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399045598870343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895108366610485,0.0,0.0,0.09869038355638532,0.10550095975236352,0.0,0.1208455919242018,0.0,0.15240174002682993,0.0872026038200176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282209065820529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249071031505585,0.07741992051757174,0.0,0.1052880000399498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555806778472396,0.0,0.0,0.09324258124392963,0.14351103977687926,0.0,0.08452645048609495 autism,dirty-icecream,2019/05/21,"Tips & Suggestions for an ASD Summer Camp Intern? This summer I'll be working as an intern at a camp specifically for people on the spectrum. I have sensory sensitivities and social troubles myself, and am super very excited to be tackling my obstacles while overseeing others tackle theirs. I get paired with a camper every week, and spend the day or the night guiding them on their adventure. Does anyone have any sort of tips or suggestions to help me care for, guide, and entertain people on any and all points of the spectrum? I've never been around anyone who didn't have Aspergers. Though I know it takes more patience and compassion, I'm willing to care for and learn from others who are struggling to fit society's neurotyipcal mold in even more challenging ways. Any advice or shared experience would be helpful, thanks!",9.219748322147652,9.247526100671141,8.463011744966447,67.56015520134233,59.805369127516784,11.74530201342282,36.0746644295302,11.20814326018867,4.253865100671141,675,26,106,16,8,212,104,149,0.05,0.732,0.218,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,3,11,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,0,2,18,19,13,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,9,19,12,3,16,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,4,7,71,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765227314010323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572715000358898,0.0,0.3685313108333764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526202619976688,0.0,0.0,0.16081100808016902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683561622670816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650010920389907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808233871364324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931332393099713,0.0,0.15219993457244516,0.0,0.0,0.17670399965404887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437876969792733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421630521153325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927693992824936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393233986963776,0.0,0.0,0.16952168175635945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504709068552147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076649072881095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414329290420176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188847801572596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582142593809626,0.0,0.0,0.1663122588240911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748131543001086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904980085897404,0.0,0.14338639707441073,0.1449013144368419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151061490195953,0.0,0.0,0.1283239550433374,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mickymuis,2019/03/20,"Did I consciously started stimming? Hello. I'm currently in the diagnosis process for ASD. When my therapist asked me if I stim, at first my answer was 'no'. However while watching my behavior more closely the last two weeks, I noticed I do a lot of things that might be considered stimming, stroke one finger with the other repetitively, lick my lip (I know), touch my mouth/face. The moment I become consciously aware of it I stop. According to my mother I did some of those things in early school (I'm now 31 btw): rocking, fidgeting, tapping and making irritating noises. Teachers didn't really like that of course and I was strongly encouraged not to do it :) As an experiment, I consciously started rocking sideways on some music two weeks again. It immediately felt 'good'. After doing this a couple of times, I was almost immediately addicted to it. It just 'happens' now, rocking back and forth or sideways, with or without music, sometimes even in public transport. It feels awesome, my fingers start tingling, I become happy, start yawning excessively and even started crying on two occasions. It feels sort of liberating, but at the same time really weird because I took the initiative at some point. I'm really puzzled by what is happening to me. Can this actually be considering stimming? Did I repress my need for this for so long? What happens if NTs stim, does it also make them feel good? What does this say about me? Anyone else has such an experience? Thanks :) ",4.580924246855805,7.431729802281371,5.628764258555133,72.72377815150631,74.17110266159696,8.456800233986549,31.408160280783854,9.162432508145574,3.436292307692308,1170,56,183,29,26,385,160,263,0.057,0.857,0.085,0.8579,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,0,1,10,0,16,7,3,2,0,38,38,14,0,3,8,1,8,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,21,7,0,2,9,3,0,2,4,2,0,5,9,11,26,7,28,26,6,36,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,12,25,135,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.105382596830516,0.11772496683545625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813631874251968,0.0,0.0,0.08635951036968988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550907201424772,0.1106484479738769,0.0,0.0,0.10095600974501268,0.0,0.0,0.08303759262286142,0.0,0.06582966080401252,0.2385327932248147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948880681510515,0.11862187053620735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890054361232409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021173201968577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265266448101566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211269752150068,0.0,0.0,0.1638088645118393,0.0,0.10368727072125647,0.0,0.0,0.0918561818061852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115366443262845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864854232138232,0.11495729169692458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934844297220706,0.08802620858396569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275842646037548,0.0,0.0,0.09556769242156343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180917924313814,0.0,0.0,0.14416823760818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456025335933605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007316695183303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294725442352415,0.0,0.0,0.07317677337281121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208539207501212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754334887676887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587792908560415,0.0,0.10929157745942462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068048049894946,0.0,0.382179151839014,0.0,0.0,0.09028441942080788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942262136135688,0.0,0.12538463548594633,0.14348742595029976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593959667803786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998078897970088,0.0,0.0,0.31647141884281593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324602073085674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409844174040013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BuffBeaver_93,2019/03/20,"Transitioning into Career Hi everyone, I am new to this forum and Reddit in general. I stumbled across this forum and I have enjoyed reading many of the postings here, so I figured I would post something because I would like input from people that have been or are in my situation. First, a little background information will most likely be of use. I am a 25 M and I am graduating from a university with my bachelors in Mechanical Engineering. School has been incredibly difficult for me due to the required interactions with others, inconsistent schedule and my inability to communicate effectively with my peers. I have learned some coping mechanisms at school that have helped greatly such as departing from the room upon feelings of overstimulation and ensuring I have my electronics and chargers with me at ALL times. In 2015, I managed to get a job at a company that produces chemical processing plants. Initially I worked in the production area assisting with assembling various skids of chemical processing equipment, painting, general labor, etc. In the winter of 2016, I was offered an internship since I was pursuing my engineering degree, which I happily accepted. Over the past 3 years, I have worked my way up the ladder, received many raises in my pay and have learned an incredible amount of information. This is when things begin to go sour, though. A few months ago, the company that I’ve been working for for years told me they will not be extending an offer to me for full time work. I was absolutely devastated. I had multiple meltdowns and for a long time, I was depressed. Until I got a phone interview with a different company. I talked to the engineering supervisor on the phone a few Thursdays ago and he seemed pleased with the information I gave him and my experience, so he asked me to come into the office. I excitedly accepted and went in the next Friday. The interview (in my opinion) felt wonderful. I talked about the subject I am incredibly passionate about, we discussed wages, benefits packages, schedule, etc, etc. I showed my wife the benefits package and we began discussing insurance. Here comes the real kicker. That Monday after the interview at 10:13am, I receive an email stating that the company decided to NOT hire me. Again, crushed, battered and discontent with myself. The question remains: why? If you’re still with me, I appreciate your dedication to reading this post. I truly am in search of an answer, because I cannot understand it myself. I dedicate myself fully and do everything in my power to be the best engineer that I can be, but to no avail. Many of my colleagues have jobs lined up or are receiving countless interviews. Do people know that I have an autism? Are they judging me for being different? I’ve been told that I need personality, but I can’t control it. I’ve been through behavioral therapy, occupational therapy, several psychiatrists, I am medicated and I usually can control my meltdowns. However, I cannot successfully land a job beyond the one that I’ve had since 2015. I do lack social skills such as emotional connections, eye contact, general discussions and creating meaningful relationships. Additionally, I have strict routines and refuse to travel. However, these topics don’t get brought up in interviews so why can I not get hired? I graduate in May and want to have a job ready for when I’m done and the job market is apparently quite plentiful now, but I can’t even get an email back from these companies. How have you guys successfully been employed? Any advice is welcome and appreciated. 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I’m on mobile so again sorry for formatting. I have always been shy and considered awkward by everyone, including myself. I never went out of the way to talk to people in public school and my parents openly said I was a “homebody” compared to my more-outgoing sister. I had one best friend and would frequently get in long-term relationships and get severely attached. I knew I had “quirks”, but just always assumed everyone was like that. So then comes college. I move about an hour away to a big school (I came from a very small town). The first year was okay, I had issues with my roommate and ended up moving to a dorm by myself, which probably didn’t help much with my anxieties. I didn’t make a single friend and spent much of the time in my room. I go back the second year and got a great roommate and started to make friends with the people in my hall. Things were looking up. Well, my mom, who has been a special-education teacher for 10 years, decided to get her PhD at my school. We were having lunch one day and I mentioned how it was still a little hard to make friends and i still stayed in my room a lot. She said “Well it’s probably because you’re autistic”. This was the first time she has said anything like that. I didn’t think much of it and just a assumed it was similar to being “shy” or something. A couple weeks later I began researching autism and everything changed. I realized my mom was probably right. I started not going to class and just stayed in bed all day on my phone. I figured there was no point in doing anything because my brain was messed up. I had always had straight A’s and loved school hut I became so self conscious that I couldn’t face anyone. I started drinking every night with some of the people in my hall. I hated everything about myself, yet everything made sense. I left my college and moved back home when I began to fail all of my classes. I started studying at a small local college and seeing a therapist. My therapist says he doesn’t think I have autism so everything is still confusing. I go back and forth thinking I do, and I keep wondering if I should try to get diagnosed. I’m not sure what it would change, but it makes me sad that my mom has always thought I had autism but never tried to get me help when I was younger or even told me about it. I also just feel stupid for not picking up on it earlier. I’m 22 now and still trying to figure things out in my head. 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I am surprised by the lack of specialized work training opportunities particularly in regards to coding and computer interests made available directed towards adults with autism. I am playing around in my head with the idea/possibility of starting something like that up. But I feel too many things get started by people outside of a community without those in the community being involved/directing towards what they want. I am in the ""brainstorming"" stage of this, but I am curious, what would be the ideal situation in terms of learning and programs that you would want? I am into technology (although I am an instructional designer at a college)- so I am not a coder or anything like that. But I just love tech, so if I were to do this, it would probably be tech oriented (coding, gaming, etc.) What would be your ideal scenario? More details the better? Here are some topics I would love to hear thoughts on: \- What you would like to learn? - esp if something that could help point you in job direction \- What you would like the physical learning space to be like? \- Would you like additional services like social skills type training to be there? \- If so, how would you like that to be run? \- Would you do it if you had to come in person or only if it is virtual? \- What other services would be helpful and why? - Career services for example? Housing? &#x200B; Anything else you would like to tell me/discuss/etc., &#x200B; Okay, enough questions, I appreciate your thoughts and time if you get a chance to answer this. &#x200B; Parents and others feel free to chime in, but I specifically want to hear directly from those of you with autism. And I am planning on gearing this to high functioning adults, as I feel so many opportunities end in childhood, and that is a problem. \-Melissa &#x200B;",4.348677405680373,7.297776712166176,4.587101314116153,79.32490801186947,75.64688427299704,7.2935650699448935,30.993556591776176,8.329178653251315,2.745253225943196,1500,72,250,29,35,469,166,337,0.013999999999999999,0.745,0.242,0.9978,2,0,2,0,0,0,79.0,0,13,1,8,10,23,0,0,13,1,36,3,1,2,1,67,55,26,0,27,15,1,3,9,0,12,0,2,0,5,24,17,0,0,10,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,5,31,23,51,29,7,30,0,0,0,2,31,21,0,10,15,191,55,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128624496106875,0.32666802674339634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061552968886106,0.059830783173435036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594414194462159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789510949249105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366138765618463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056144987184796366,0.0,0.05952774669570619,0.06944547134799801,0.14991291483109193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194956235588412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022847220952905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897642793861355,0.0,0.15150018214249644,0.0,0.09009834113163827,0.07101062048861656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755084158901722,0.0,0.07587144482521252,0.0,0.0,0.06669514614182719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955168912149115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131855561807775,0.06359533785609743,0.0,0.1362799478914966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511159207609185,0.0,0.0,0.07462829449555806,0.0,0.0,0.04659466630492454,0.05868482042889039,0.0,0.0,0.06353478534871426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246330403433461,0.06431049950061198,0.0,0.0,0.0752901209434173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554639363250673,0.0,0.06851171174240211,0.0,0.10348244983775147,0.0,0.0,0.09514258556798533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058744142877042625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044651064283972614,0.0,0.0,0.10671381203456826,0.03919045163662233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856782694356236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064619998871544,0.0,0.0,0.06478764509472718,0.0,0.04892938101153894,0.0,0.0,0.5729251614164107,0.0,0.32666802674339634,0.0 autism,thoughtfullweirdo,2019/03/20,"Anybody feel like their sort of distanced from reality So I don't know if this is autism related, but lately i have felt like i'm not really there and I zone out more then I used too. It seems like i am seeing the world trough a dream or a movie, and I keep thinking if the life I am having right now is all there is, because it can feel so endlessly boring sometimes. &#x200B;",2.1964285714285694,4.083356115384618,3.4300732600732613,90.31730769230772,77.58974358974359,6.508424908424907,22.68131868131868,7.447530270364453,0.7938549450549449,299,9,64,4,7,97,58,78,0.044000000000000004,0.815,0.141,0.7493,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,1,18,19,9,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,8,3,3,18,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651115999312879,0.2973140157301741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915517577995432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474359802978948,0.17480004890946332,0.2349319881294307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748358285632266,0.0,0.0,0.1344701968029368,0.0,0.2760106575791577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282532119851246,0.35861611360869017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567488186206178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895610991886326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497895938351006,0.22274825726380607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419956182028633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678160959982262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132569493326872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973140157301741,0.0 autism,Rollsworth,2019/03/20,"Anyone else get sudden anger This was a problem for me all my life, anger what switches on inside me which doesn't turn off, it doesn't take much to trigger it to come out from under the surface and I literally can't control what comes next. It normally comes from when I am tasked with something difficult, it's extremely embarrassing to me because as a adult learning these types of behaviour isn't normal, coming to terms with ""meltdowns"" sounds really childish, and if someone told me i was having a melt down i would loose it, but I am aware of it. My last anger episode as my mother calls it had me feeling so guiltily I went to the GP for a referral last year, I thought this ended in my teenager years, but they keep coming, and I am working again the traits from school are rearing their ugly heads and it's massively affecting my ability to work. 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Responses from other folx with ASD, or folx in a romantic relationship with someone with ASD preferred. I'm looking for some good resources (websites, articles, studies, books) i could recommend to my boyfriend to help him learn about my ASD. I already suggested ASAN. He is very research based but i think it would be good for him to read some personal anecdotes as well. I am just having issues right now with some of the stuff he is finding on the web without direction. It's a big place full of a lot of good information and also a lot of bad information. Namely that autism can ""go away"". He knows all the basics like, what a meltdown is for me, what sensory overload means, things i have trouble with etc. I just think a combination of some more scientific information on autism and some personal articles would help him understand how I'm impacted and that it's not going away. Perhaps also some articles about dating someone on the spectrum if those exist. I was thinking of getting the Amazon book ""Knowing why: adult diagnosed people on life and autism"" to read and for him to read. If anyone has read that and thought it was good let me know. Thanks! 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For example, there was an autistic guy who was waiting for a library to open. The cop asked him what he was doing. The guy answered that he was waiting for the library to open, which angered the cop. Apparently, you're not supposed to really answer a cop's question? Does this work like a job interview, where you say bullcrap that you don't mean because it's standard? Do they just want to hear more words? Maybe the guy should have said hello and explained that not only was he waiting for the library to open, but he wanted a book?",5.539838709677419,6.283924758064518,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,67.54838709677419,8.135483870967743,33.24193548387097,8.07648339933343,2.4751483870967745,506,22,94,6,8,162,75,124,0.018000000000000002,0.9329999999999999,0.049,0.3736,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,1,4,3,1,0,13,0,13,0,0,1,0,27,23,5,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,3,8,4,0,3,9,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,3,5,2,11,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,23,4,0,3,1,60,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463194769746494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039162919777273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282993793525336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866557869003801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225921619565869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959841442006493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648649010034596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841111359799365,0.21513086447565946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020448360745378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424810731647878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652089040746886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878637671607732,0.15705661655355946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587396728406873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329763233084907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377932156295364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EternaBoi,2018/11/25,"Issues with older brother's behavior. Looking for advice Hi, I'm a 19 year old guy living with my mom and my 23 year old brother with severe autism. He's very verbal and a sweetheart most of the time. But he does have issues with mood swings and anger, particularly when he doesn't get what he wants, when routine changes, or when his iPad isn't working for whatever reason. He'll stomp his feet, yell, and sometimes when it gets really bad, he hits himself and on occasion, me and my mom. We understand it and we are able to deal with it. This weekend my brother and I stayed with my dad who lives a state away. He hasn't been around for most of our life but my brother loves to be around him and see him. However, when things that would normally upset my brother occur when my dad is around, he doesn't get upset. Those things don't even seem to affect him. I realize that my brother knows how to kinda work my mom and me to get what he wants sometimes. I also realize that he was on his best behavior at my dad's house. My question is: Are there any techniques that I can practice to get more behavior like what I saw at my dad's house? I know that my brother is older and it's going to be hard to change a personality overnight but I know he can show progress eventually. Thank you in advance!",4.220373197625108,5.102389442748095,4.949262086513997,85.50385920271421,70.6030534351145,7.959626802374894,27.91433418150975,8.167268648758528,1.6668568278201872,1022,35,213,14,18,330,134,262,0.055999999999999994,0.852,0.092,0.9273,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,0,5,13,10,1,2,5,0,18,3,1,3,0,44,39,23,0,4,4,14,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,17,22,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,5,34,5,28,31,4,27,0,0,3,1,44,9,0,6,15,131,51,2,0.10802446480662037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556025678085668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638712547769015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346034038524102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884940285831956,0.0,0.0,0.10149254063375246,0.0,0.09019591592861864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336501123469205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855112046506046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136847987729342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453293711629568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134914020178101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821916215804793,0.0,0.061392792774370736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069612037407175,0.0,0.0,0.09676870229946694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492914574891323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254989512421098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810226232170795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630087415587754,0.05277529697803346,0.0,0.1907751630483718,0.0,0.0907133437808868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749629704466699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795508427805459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584103974490748,0.0,0.0,0.22670700828730506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943227959712944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101212314358455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920323827962993,0.11106714127041316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608151247627024,0.09834141564478684,0.0,0.12203689729004305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136779157443208,0.0,0.0,0.11513970637146535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945441364937252,0.0,0.0,0.14353330880381912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298993413847451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245727755105836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913149670262148,0.12743125632063854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572861938887721,0.0,0.0,0.07673748042531471,0.0,0.0,0.13912842722852706 autism,kevbean,2018/11/25,"Autism books Hello! I'm looking for some literature to read about pediatric autism anything from babies to young adults. I'd like to learn about ASD, because I want to become a pediatric occupational therapist. Any recommendations will be greatly appreciated:) ",6.8807142857142845,10.776138023809526,7.352666666666668,57.309,73.52380952380952,10.026666666666667,34.590476190476195,9.888512548439397,4.971384761904764,215,11,28,7,5,70,34,42,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,8,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688738956892015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987603537018368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131275296711705,0.4009617283209675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002654307386969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736856698868472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048717243574163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631496292226585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42153063710578703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413711165440846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yaysaucewoot,2018/11/25,"[Xpost from r/aspergers] Is it okay to buy ear plugs as a present? Hey there, I'm dating someone who is on the spectrum and loud noses tend to stress her out. She mentioned plans to go to a concert and it reminded me of the awesome high fidelity ear plugs a friend let me borrow at a different concert. It takes away the dbs but it still sounds really crisp. So that's the first reason I thought of buying these earplugs for her. Ear safety is important and normal ear plugs suck. But after having that idea I was thinking a secondary use could be for hanging out with our friends. My buddy has a big ole sound system that we use at least once a week to watch a tv show together. But he typically cranks it and other friends enjoy it being loud too. But we always turn it down so she feels comfortable. Would this be an alright compromise? Or come off as rude? Also the concert plans might fall through and I dont want to come off as a dick and her think my thought process was ""hey I bought these for you so you'd stop complaining"" Thanks for any insight!",3.0863333333333323,4.9865523952381,3.569523809523812,90.2504761904762,75.04761904761905,6.761904761904763,25.952380952380953,7.594959193182576,1.2638095238095242,833,30,172,11,18,260,136,210,0.092,0.75,0.158,0.9458,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,2,0,3,7,12,2,1,15,2,16,6,6,3,0,34,34,18,0,4,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,11,0,0,15,13,0,1,8,5,4,5,1,4,0,1,5,14,18,8,28,21,1,24,0,0,1,1,19,11,2,2,7,111,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294707458412485,0.13471311853899098,0.0,0.0,0.110097019744978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521096443539923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892368089310376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926335141343884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915022392502582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974467729274352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818611089578368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771139180462713,0.0,0.0,0.3752488017835313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920110563445909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710554123034958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827645102568728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555291902801714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174948517773653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862685881272134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724173829505807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371678447626123,0.16645935999397726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717668170990285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929292432818354,0.13535499530065334,0.18545500678780805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172806304692987,0.0,0.0,0.1490550477421975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747696289900167,0.0,0.2570597889505423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609985824412575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796578851256108,0.0,0.0,0.0954923532186589,0.0,0.12986578676762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500855908453082,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ebc1990,2018/11/25,"Has anyone...... Found out they were on the spectrum years after discovering their child has autism? Is anyone an autistic parent? What are your struggles as a parent with autism? Do you ever feel like it’s all your fault that your autistic child struggles? Sorry for all the questions. 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I´ve recently come to the conclusion that I´ll most likely have a childfree life, due to the way autism affects me and that I never feel like I fit in society (which is partly due to the autism too). I´m an artist at heart, so I see it as a way of continue to live after my death even if I don´t pass on my genes. Unlike many other that choose to be childfree, I don´t dislike children, or choose not to have them because of overpopulation or because it´s expensive or any of the more common things people list. I acutally think that parenthood would be wonderful! I just doubt my ability of being a good parent and ever beeing mentaly stable enough to raise a life. &#x200B; So I wonder, are any of you here planning on being childfree? Is it because of mental ilness? Or are you planning on having kids? 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It is in my opinion in my studies that a teenaged Autism sufferer will develop an overlap of autism combined with a new disorder ptsd. We notice in parents of teenage boys especially in some cases the teen will decide to stop going outside also will stop going to the doctor , which frustrates the parents who sometimes will yell at the autistic child to go to doctors . The teen shows classic signs of ptsd and the parents are at a loss of what’s going on “ I believe the cortex is switching to desensitization and is in the process of autism / ptsd conversion no.1 the parents say he won’t go outside and has put on weight Ptsd symptoms 1 won’t go outside - sensitive to sunlight 2 bmi index increases There are are number of reasons the cortex can switch to desensitisation, but the main one I believe are “documentaries” war documentaries, crime , jail ect. Video games even horror movies are all fine because the reasoning cortex knows it’s a game or a movie - conclusion to prevent ptsd parent must not yell but also must not allow autistic child to watch any form of documentaries to prevent cortex desensitisation to create additional add on ptsd from forming instead replacing documentaries with stand up comedies “specifically jerry Seinfeld stand up” to keep reasoning cortex from switching in teen years.",14.643193916349807,11.690969688212931,13.197038022813695,47.28954942965783,51.73764258555135,15.843193916349811,53.67642585551332,13.816669648895859,7.50962235741445,1280,72,172,35,10,413,145,263,0.122,0.8220000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9604,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,20,0,19,4,0,5,3,34,27,10,1,2,6,5,1,0,0,8,3,3,0,3,7,9,1,5,7,4,0,8,5,4,0,1,0,5,5,1,43,19,6,30,0,2,1,0,15,14,0,4,6,115,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267503885056775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053891865437710684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966186010826907,0.0,0.0,0.17857239943648964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165185944128154,0.162228900989222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914417365687502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052343049905378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270233334859938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043992749212187,0.0,0.0,0.04355303875468987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653893357256264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022522358670956,0.0,0.0,0.053701001863548696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399817747992775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6484628095875563,0.0796668792710533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259236426352788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302178433542707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837903705532658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251100184112852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236979181764327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650362397026377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103359472226533 autism,Fixed_idea,2018/11/28,"Serious OCD Have any of you dealt with serious OCD in your children? I’m not talking about the usual tendencies that most autistic people have, but debilitating OCD that merits a separate diagnosis. My 17 year old son has Asperger’s and is highly intelligent. In January of last year his anxiety got to the point where he had to take an incomplete for his Junior year. In the Spring he was diagnosed with OCD. His fears are obsessive, and he now has scary intrusive thoughts. Nothing we have tried has helped very much. He’s currently on Luvox, Tenex, and Abilify, and goes to therapy weekly with an autism specialist. He has also begun saying he is transgender, though there were never indications before this year. He also identifies as alt-human. We don’t know how much of this is OCD. We tried CBD oil with no effect. He won’t give any of the therapy techniques a fair try. I know he’s suffering greatly, and so are the rest of us. He follows us around constantly, which would be ok if he could refrain from constantly saying the same things over and over and then refusing all our suggestions. We don’t know what he wants from us, as we are doing everything in our power to help. His 8 year old sister, who has autism, too, isn’t getting the attention she deserves because he demands our constant attention. Any guidance? Tl;dr Teenage son with Asperger’s has severe OCD and nothing has helped. 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It all starts with how parents raise their kids and teach them values. But why don’t Schools do the same? I have seen so many kids make faces when they see a special needs kid at school. I’ve seen kids run away from special needs kids and laugh at them. Teachers need to explain that special needs kids are humans too, they don’t carry diseases and should be treated the same like everyone else. My friend’s son is in middle school and the kids have decided to target all the special needs students. The teachers and the principal don’t do anything about it. I’m so sick and tired of this. Our kiddos have social problems as it is and all this bullying behavior from NT kids just makes the situation worse.",4.929935064935067,6.25429731818182,4.734935064935065,86.05097402597404,69.32467532467533,7.677922077922077,28.935064935064936,8.00094639256281,1.775085714285714,633,23,124,8,11,194,94,154,0.10400000000000001,0.768,0.128,0.243,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,5,0,7,10,0,0,8,1,14,3,1,3,3,28,29,13,0,7,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,10,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,9,9,14,24,5,10,0,0,3,0,21,6,0,0,4,73,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286109211523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683682301747394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632866975616804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305577714129603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933896860965604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074698293900213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676864855873632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589127242995047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635395560765966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864563166297254,0.15845053296054715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794243161703146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735382676572872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954559461593092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745124985804181,0.12454053996113112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567318625405626,0.0,0.1593149602356188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106207745434014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962896696680095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410247488191692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926985038071098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GrampaMoses,2018/11/28,"My 4yo son has been diagnosed with ASD, now I wonder if I should get evaluated for ASD too. Most of my life, I thought autism was like the movie Rain Man and didn't understand that it was a spectrum. I always felt out of place, awkward, shy, introverted, etc, but never suspected anything other than that. Over the last year, I've been doing a lot of reading and trying to understand ASD because of my son. He was recently diagnosed with ""level 2"" or ""low support"" ASD. The more I learn about ASD, the more I think about my own childhood and wonder if I was born in a different time, if someone would have said I have ASD. My parents tell me that I would only use single word answers like yes, no, cookie, etc until I was 5. They see my son now and tell me that he behaves very similar to how I did when I was a boy. I understand the possibility that I am being a hypochondriac or using this as a coping mechanism, so that my son is no different than I am. But when I look at it as objectively as possible, I think there is a possibility that my father, my younger brother, my son, and I all have low support ASD, with varying strengths and weaknesses. I've struggled my entire life with the compulsion to make circles with my hands as they enter and exit my visual frame, as well as intersecting visual lines in furniture, etc, and even number of times. As well as several other compulsions and odd behaviors that may be attributed to ASD. However, my strengths have helped me become a successful photographer and I am lucky enough to have found a wife and have 2 wonderful children. I am very grateful for the current scientific understanding of ASD and am glad that my son has the opportunity to get help at such a young age. Sorry for the long post, but **my question is, at age 35, should I get evaluated?** I don't feel like I need to get evaluated for my own sake. During my life, I've learned how to navigate social situations well enough. The possible benefit of getting evaluated is that I wonder if it might help my son's self esteem growing up if he knows his father is the same as him. I struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts when I was 16-18 because I felt so different and alone. I would hate for my son to have to go through the same feelings. 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If so, where? There seems to be some prevalence of autistic people on the spectrum, I am curious to check.",2.649102564102563,5.435423653846158,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,81.69230769230771,6.5435897435897425,31.743589743589745,7.793537801064563,2.665989743589744,109,6,19,2,3,35,22,26,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6058577500031567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7955729927298391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Picksel_,2018/11/28,"I think I have autism. I took multiple online tests and all of them came back with ""mild autism"" I always thought I had adhd but I was surprised that I agreed with all of the questions, I need to find out, but I can't tell my very strict parents. Any clues?",1.5547169811320742,3.4851195660377385,2.1251320754717007,98.70618867924532,79.75471698113208,4.994716981132076,20.033962264150947,5.6839178017228535,-0.35211396226415115,199,5,46,1,5,61,40,53,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,9,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,11,1,6,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456156103379712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928982991001835,0.0,0.0,0.19556445143648327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113148347030828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289152271989408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628431652764567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323713314576026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193238672731541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221557285962967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513578396764845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426983095926025,0.0,0.2283066186938456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195122716950583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728384822272014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,amercium,2018/11/28,"I think I might be autistic? (Not looking for diagnoses please don't smite me) So im kinda high so bear with me here[7]. I just looked up symptoms for autism and I recognized like, 13 symptoms. I know you can't self diagnose but I'm not sure if it's evenworth going to the doctor. I've been diagnosed with ADD, but I saw one symptom was about a learning disease. I'm probably just a hypochondriac( which sounds like an oxymoron). I'm also 18, I dont how common late diagnoses are but my parents have dropped the ball before.",0.42210714285714346,2.8740706095238124,2.1408035714285703,91.40263392857143,95.28571428571428,5.291666666666668,23.705357142857146,6.9077264865688965,1.1819642857142854,414,18,82,7,16,135,77,105,0.027000000000000003,0.9009999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.4951,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,9,8,0,1,1,19,18,9,0,1,8,1,0,2,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,4,11,3,7,13,0,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,4,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853107723978627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612387404277262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6017586729581768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170893454750858,0.0,0.0,0.1737121451945721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423655518187645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566020351260659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601024900554971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145755861613492,0.0,0.16719804724745646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482511758239852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489340928735595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723746210945208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043736630372667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458020948944202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270049690746352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980568548270607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462525958867335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396951206843518,0.4621704250977438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497306806671243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anony-mousie,2018/11/28,"What should I say instead of ""autism severity""? Is ""support level"" ok? Hi everyone. I'm doing a public health paper to determine how ""severity"" of autism can predict certain heath outcomes and yield different risks for the autistic person. The paper's aim is to highlight the different vulnerabilities and needs along the spectrum. Initially, I was going to call this independent variable ""autism severity,"" but I'm aware that terms like ""low-functioning"" and ""severity"" are not necessarily appropriate. Any other suggestions would be welcome. &#x200B; Thank you!",8.11133333333333,11.4257923,7.939722222222222,58.17625000000004,64.8888888888889,11.166666666666668,40.138888888888886,10.9516,5.943222222222222,457,26,56,15,8,146,70,90,0.03,0.7809999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9325,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,1,9,1,0,2,1,13,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,6,7,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668116088441896,0.19814216148984176,0.11088998097454142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650788091119045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407370182468744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581586140198656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267375548523464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733307655315273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966545822044252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091083764923895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238231126987544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967605424634251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7368693990644127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850445453769732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501285997257486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583689511608945,0.0,0.19814216148984176,0.0 autism,tentenandtwo,2018/11/28,"How to teach a nonverbal child with autism how to swallow pills? I work with a child with autism who is nonverbal. He has PANDAS, ADHD, OCD etc. Most relevant, he is on a strict diet and has many allergies. This rules out a lot of methods I have read that include giving candy. He is gluten free, nut free, dye free, alcohol free, low sugar due to hyperactivity, dairy free, etc etc. He has a daily medications that we either crush up and mix with water and give him orally via syringe or capsules that we open, mix with water, and give orally via syringe. I am trying to teach him how to take medication, as it will make traveling much easier, and I think it is an important life skill. I tried once, and he kept chewing the gelatin capsule and would not swallow it. Does anyone have any tips on how to make this happen? 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Him: no go away retard Me: o-ok Him: *walks away like it was nothing*",-3.0609316770186337,-1.9488712028985449,-0.4997412008281561,107.4238043478261,116.10144927536231,1.9714285714285715,13.624223602484472,3.1291,-1.8139863354037267,233,6,61,0,14,77,47,69,0.19699999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.142,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,2,18,3,6,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,4,39,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385779033439223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29267109507558664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289276732251015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751887186826227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800561363159877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406886367892281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750196474712555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146227208458581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27264128237070073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275442868119831,0.16713044351945816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459618507666604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690559188416534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203606644672056,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Atlae32,2019/01/21,"Should my autistic boyfriend go to counseling? My bf[28M] has severe Asperger’s, I love him but we are going through a rough time. He received counseling when he was 14 until he became 17. He told me he learned to cope with it, but I don’t think that’s true. We’ve been 7 months together and day by day I notice that he really hasn’t coped with it: -Usually he asks “What’s wrong?” even if i was just silent staring into blank. And he would insist there’s something wrong. -Sometimes he doesn’t act logically. He calls me when I’m asleep, and if i can barely talk on the phone he reacts dramatically. - He only views things one sidedly. -He doesn’t process things properly all the time. For instance, say I’d be in the middle of an urgent situation, he says “I love you” but I’m so preoccupied that i can’t reply. He ends up being mad and doesn’t understand that I COULDN’T reply at the moment. -Most of our arguments are due to something mean he said. At the end of the argument, I ask why he said those things, his reply is usually “ I really don’t know”. The counseling idea is his, he just approached me and said that maybe he should seek professional counseling. What do you think?",2.3583552266420007,4.622658519148942,3.810101757631824,85.94434782608698,78.70212765957447,7.4912118408880675,23.408880666049953,8.456263369488248,1.5611776133209996,932,31,189,20,23,307,138,235,0.095,0.8440000000000001,0.061,-0.8332,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,0,0,7,6,1,0,9,0,23,3,1,1,2,32,40,14,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,13,9,0,0,8,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,7,8,22,3,18,27,2,27,0,0,2,2,40,8,0,3,14,105,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416974359275213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199772312354952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673514292308375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289872723440033,0.0,0.0,0.08538071017360549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693268150934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592854730529498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104265773232878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333399689871153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986771253352725,0.14081143318121406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318098622882617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717319069735912,0.0,0.0,0.08759576838629721,0.09831461728450763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562558746799172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688922046755877,0.20559920419974226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603675571338046,0.0,0.0,0.14530335493600924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903461191763108,0.12784997929246625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390122723623987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764099899268844,0.1656602354177641,0.0,0.0,0.1507551540304992,0.0,0.0,0.1235217145221294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457320150383464,0.0,0.0,0.2847422634200547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664483106032444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182872501500686,0.28266990536894226,0.0,0.0 autism,its_prin,2019/01/21,"Does this happen to you? I know this might sound stupid but is this a spectrum characteristic.... I will want to say something or a continue a thought but it is like my mouth doesn't work and I will have two voices in my head one saying the statement over and over and the other voice answering. My mouth is mumble move the answering voice but it doesn't open and I have no sound. It will continue until my my mind suddenly goes blank after a few minutes. Or a different variation I will say the sentences over and over out loud not finishing it outloud but eventually finishing it in my brain after a couple minutes. Sorry if it is confusing. And I am not asking for a diagnosis. I am just trying to confirm is others have this or similar characteristics or it is just maybe linked to my diagnosed learning disabilities. Thanks.",3.0476470588235287,5.788225312101915,4.5467965530161125,78.9134057699513,79.31847133757961,8.025327838141626,26.43274634694642,8.841846274778883,2.5371666541775943,662,27,118,17,17,220,84,157,0.057999999999999996,0.877,0.065,0.2617,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,1,11,0,18,5,4,0,0,32,24,16,0,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,1,9,0,0,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,1,9,15,2,15,18,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,7,9,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882597703703108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224802685678458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281918025138064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439282897604466,0.0,0.21039549977769956,0.0,0.0,0.1762258635873807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807650455842897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066703056529718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067121485885724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838234767415498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023096823204276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362856005765088,0.20333277984361975,0.0,0.0,0.21403126684515872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645787493385228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804278393243158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550294077037436,0.0,0.2254244170423713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540035322689702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987038477989726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672137156584654,0.0,0.19671550275740507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877703093844892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466044333009676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,micra_phone,2019/01/21,"Any potty training advice? Hi there! Little Background: I have a 2.5 year old son whom we suspect is on the spectrum but he is currently not diagnosed. He does have a significant speech delay. Potty training has not been successful this far. I know it takes a while with all children, but I was just wondering if anyone has any advice or tips for training a non-verbal child on the spectrum. Let me also say that we are rewarding and praising for successful attempts, no negative consequences or reprimands for accidents. The only way that he let us know when he goes is he grabs himself and says “oh no!” That acknowledgement in itself just started in the past month and I see it as a huge step in the right direction. Thanks in advance! 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Should I start an adult female autism sub if there isn't one?",6.121363636363636,9.037836590909098,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,69.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.3755636363636368,103,2,17,2,2,31,21,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808579833652097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629166387117539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5879871265787733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Green_Otter_25,2019/01/21,"Does a diagnosis cause problems down the line? I have been wanting to talk to my doctor for a long time now. I think just getting a professionals opinion would put my mind at ease, what ever the resaults are. But I'm worried what a diagnosis could mean. Would I have to disclose it when applying to some jobs, or for any legal reason down the line? A more definite answer would be great, but the ignorance would be better if it protects my future opportunities. Are my frears justified, and if so what areas could become problematic with a diagnosis?",5.216470588235296,7.1850425588235325,6.272696078431372,72.7996323529412,69.49019607843138,9.02156862745098,30.39705882352941,9.516144504307137,3.038270588235294,439,18,75,10,8,146,68,102,0.094,0.7140000000000001,0.192,0.8746,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,10,0,13,1,0,2,1,26,18,8,0,10,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,10,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,6,58,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852147185611626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872751569758655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714862632276298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414749538780413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017904793279809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934419690559209,0.16538872748687905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095465735586668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874085080682243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083650460296156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875460270609677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725253371182044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058683833590847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082868445148102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808404265881364,0.0,0.18998979714171568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431590428340287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190512018027869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109884858728358,0.0,0.0,0.11020312464034067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147275207897712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919311936022346,0.0,0.5370197785129143,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bonrew,2019/01/21,"Talkability Hi all, we are being offered Hanen's Talkability - would love to have input for those that have gone through it. As there is a videotaping session, I am wondering if that helped to change your parenting? We worry that what we do on camera will also differ from what we normally do... 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I know some people don't think of it that way so I wanted to clarify first. My question is: How do you ignore a hyperfixation? I have a lot of mental health issues that stem from trauma, and I'm currently hyperfixated on DID, which is a trauma disorder. Because of this it's very triggering for my trauma issues, but I'm so hyperfixated on it that it's always on my mind and I've done tons of research and when I talk to my friends I'm info dumping about it. I've been very fatigued and have been disassociating (I have Depersonilization/derealization disorder related to CPTSD) so having this DID thing rattling around in my head is becoming a real problem for me.",6.013325942350331,7.168197317073172,7.7806430155210675,65.83398004434592,66.6829268292683,10.353880266075388,33.20177383592018,10.436869588844218,3.74139756097561,696,30,119,18,11,244,93,164,0.141,0.795,0.064,-0.8882,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,8,12,1,0,9,0,16,3,1,2,0,22,22,14,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,5,0,14,4,22,17,4,14,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,6,92,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329627331247882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330743103369165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498037065049644,0.19019740295785434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947455111087094,0.0,0.0,0.17623524169621896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648557952109234,0.0,0.0,0.1330525080351635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674177753107764,0.18305597762825784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594944243958599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464459431594678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206857293865225,0.1524044275801106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641062324105172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173551727063484,0.0,0.17388756854233586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939186171729295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478603394431024,0.0,0.0,0.19291967131020527,0.0,0.0,0.19601782201435744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515829645269395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841950476787965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441167230676337,0.11034810827652697,0.0,0.0,0.10041966932046363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841900232897118,0.10157658359094507,0.13669586704969833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NovaeCaelum,2019/01/21,"How do you deal with handling intense life situations? I'm 32, high-functioning (self-diagnosed, but working on getting diagnosed), and dealing with a lot of very intense/stressful situations right now (health, finances, family, career)--some of which would be as stressful to NT people, some of which wouldn't. I'm finding myself on the verge (or over the verge) of meltdowns often, and the NT people in my life can't seem to understand why, which then I have to explain, which makes it more intense...and I often end up in a place where I feel like I can't handle the world at all and pretty much want to retreat, hide, stop doing everything, never go outside, etc. It doesn't help that I'm so sensory-sensitive that I literally can't physically handle a lot of what's going on around me, either. All this together makes one nasty combination. Have any of you here ever developed strategies to help when life ramps up in intensity like this? I'd love any advice on how to get a better handle on how to deal with life intensities. And how to deal with the people around you who don't understand, or aren't sure how to respond when you're in higher intensity mode, too.",9.379864864864864,7.47175806756757,9.279711711711707,68.0722702702703,60.66666666666667,12.483603603603608,38.41621621621621,11.20814326018867,4.22346162162162,929,36,167,20,10,305,125,222,0.098,0.789,0.11199999999999999,0.4927,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,0,2,17,6,0,1,9,0,13,7,0,7,5,41,29,17,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,6,0,1,2,8,1,0,1,0,1,11,5,35,26,9,31,0,0,0,1,13,21,0,8,10,114,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619394711720376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780266247887322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934839275643548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611239135141816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44814815057393576,0.0,0.2206015094799396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625197614708088,0.0,0.12119906349069348,0.0,0.0983009031698936,0.0,0.0,0.09766823845007906,0.0,0.10244718379245113,0.0,0.05494830779919143,0.07763597581263024,0.0,0.0,0.09932510575638136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355426010850675,0.0,0.12352268151059087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551426201859795,0.0,0.0,0.14568237272316467,0.11481893619119207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070356682411974,0.10618422628536783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477970852957648,0.09808157850523687,0.0,0.14508007338739667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988712089858445,0.0,0.0838152770236689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363960208790092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260204169673175,0.0,0.11354010087160787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105594568137472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280610386993962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989317704493054,0.11336958552273192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443058936896909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085545063613992,0.2489689896853529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242296746121736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626474298928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966656330673045,0.06409812038865195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980604326342826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911520048101843,0.0,0.0,0.07719814432728017,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pstrib,2019/01/21,How do y'all deal with being wide awake and having thoughts racing at ridiculous hours of the morning? Its been happening more and more lately and it might be something to do with my school exams,8.06027027027027,7.8673513783783795,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,62.24324324324325,8.481081081081081,32.013513513513516,7.1686216300943375,2.0192810810810817,159,5,28,1,2,47,32,37,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774667944501735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32376998682974795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605670126889369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130136962236989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884089944815223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37054589581924224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28186688308448626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906685107224271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hana-Chi,2019/01/21,"Do Aspies Lie A Lot? I’ve posted my problems with my aspie bf a lot on Aspergers, but maybe the people here are nicer. I wanted to know if this makes sense to you. My Aspie bf says he never found this girl attractive when he dated her, but he lied to her and said he loved her body, etc. He tells me the same thing and I think “how do I know you’re not lying to me?”. Like look at him. He told her to her face he loved her body, she believed him, he never gave her a reason to think he’s a liar. She breaks up with him. He’s hurt and tries to get her back (he tells me the reason why he tried is because he was desperate and didn’t want to be alone - not because he loved her). He’s with me now. It’s been a year since they broke up. He tells me she was fat and ugly and never found her attractive. But is he lying to me so I won’t be hurt or leave him? He says I’m his first love, and he HAS done things for me that he never did for her...but I can’t help but wonder, yknow? What do you think? Why would he lie to her but swears he wouldn’t lie to me? Do you think that’s a lie? Do you think he’s convinced himself he didn’t like her?",0.2686310160427823,1.4997118862745111,2.1649643493761133,100.18552139037436,81.11764705882355,5.263814616755794,15.51247771836007,5.565023196281405,-1.0486078431372547,861,10,228,4,22,286,114,255,0.114,0.69,0.196,0.9803,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,1,1,6,14,1,0,9,0,22,8,4,4,4,45,45,17,0,6,9,0,0,2,2,3,1,3,0,1,8,10,1,0,12,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,12,4,42,9,20,28,4,16,0,3,1,4,66,4,0,5,12,132,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772327990110757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997748342636175,0.0,0.12680739986834416,0.0,0.0,0.11718396564970225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106394230597666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643862574589336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599895357796328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847108912922018,0.0,0.228083802086323,0.0,0.0,0.05434107726384409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971589674015734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269030706822526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432265710659045,0.0,0.0,0.11013186624959877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162833590322368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873424376608036,0.0,0.0,0.1768516374181208,0.3754933460440795,0.0,0.0694276680580308,0.0,0.10449230394171667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208765529558489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210763048367662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961309499803192,0.0,0.0,0.0995237889217524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387977684973605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989375922639744,0.16542629508368564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603837657585818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727287016031536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381996137936201,0.333227931189218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938627766248023,0.0,0.1412323023705752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269591327277665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877061958296829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127947094496239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388591712024824,0.0,0.0,0.06697920876671316 autism,12345littlepeople,2019/10/15,"How to be more flexible and calm down when plans change? I have an extremely hard time being open or accepting when plans are randomly changed of changed last minute. I have a close friend who I find this frequently happens with. For an example i'll casually mention at lunch if they want to hang around and just chat after work (we do this frequently), however sometimes they'll just text me right at ye end of work that she is actually going to head out with another friend. Granted they did invite me, but I have very little interest in hanging out with this person unless it is just the two of us. Anyway, no matter how small it is I always end up feeling stressed and angry afterwards and almost going into a mini panic sort of thing for no real reason as we were just going to sit and talk about our days. But still it completely throws me off for sometimes the whole rest of the day. This is also mirrored in other changes such as holidays or whathaveyou but it always seems to be worse and more frequent with this person, however I have another friend that is equally spontaneous but has gotten better at sticking to a plan. If you guys have anything that has helped you in the past that would be of great help as I just can't seem to find or figure anything out myself. Thanks in advance :)",10.616626506024096,7.474910200803214,9.712164658634537,69.78077710843377,59.441767068273094,12.85156626506024,39.759437751004015,10.793553405168565,4.1322960642570274,1036,37,189,18,10,329,148,249,0.081,0.742,0.17600000000000002,0.9685,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,3,3,7,15,12,0,2,9,0,23,2,1,3,0,51,33,24,0,4,15,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,16,19,1,0,8,3,0,7,3,2,0,1,3,2,22,10,41,24,5,43,0,0,0,0,23,20,0,10,15,146,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.10508311177156064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782900792680783,0.0,0.0,0.08611408670551488,0.17920182810194438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258301091193089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722793041958707,0.09586073408532196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523689647635687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556575044149054,0.0,0.11290361674706005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889330242539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075041956760252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444777960303422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968406920568024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24958694447122345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835962564154726,0.0,0.0,0.118720929717335,0.0,0.1066231376738324,0.09522375500930748,0.0,0.09646285108014764,0.0,0.11051386370142993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443553412248061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777604835770192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792669357768134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634284366492668,0.0,0.0,0.10279564450603038,0.0,0.1880493507722123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225668722344764,0.0,0.11071609780515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919607262118658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196061187283406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130025563613898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599581336820858,0.0,0.12335055638035199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655154710576034,0.0,0.09914007385811224,0.0,0.0,0.07153982570385219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279084551060933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519068131729703,0.0,0.12952943623432955,0.0,0.0,0.08884978395564379,0.06351424587349043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202242665139544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678906854721178,0.0,0.10973821549642633,0.07649494072603323,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JSS1917,2019/10/15,"Is there a point to a diagnosis as an adult? My therapist wants me to seek a differential diagnosis (He's not sure whether I have schizotypal personality disorder or autism), but I'm just not sure there's a point. I'm 22, so it's not like there's any social services to help, and I don't know of any treatments or anything. I feel kind of cheated that my parents never noticed anything was wrong with me. I didn't know I had anything wrong with me until I went for depression and the therapist told me I have all these other things wrong with me like OCD, and this.",6.620789473684213,5.800331254385966,7.2428070175438615,76.9763157894737,65.40350877192985,10.757894736842106,34.78947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.2096947368421045,449,18,93,9,6,149,69,114,0.281,0.6890000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9845,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,4,22,15,10,0,1,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,1,14,5,11,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338558606017826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36917772350761374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287991719310365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713865793627444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561226298173794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023396824523853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572361035601995,0.1643672981048055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611604913736306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533499432523245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702530597850935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604723253971995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057315714065615,0.0,0.0,0.28272856423878423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243789514795922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818806496953311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472565197427705,0.09934818562345787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289253190507006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820296983801143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386257121723007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904977877104164,0.0,0.0 autism,Nanolokk,2019/10/15,Im 17 about to turn 18 and my dad just told me the doctors said i was on the spectrum when i was little. I never knew this. Apparently because of sensitivity to sounds and lights and what not. I never thought I was part of the spectrum and never saw myself as irregular socially or having a learning disability. Am I autistic still and how do I deal with his fact? Sorry if any of this is taken negatively I don't really know what to think at the moment.,3.5206677018633528,4.892191097826085,5.824844720496894,76.71021739130438,72.80434782608695,8.300621118012423,27.27329192546584,8.841846274778883,2.139442236024845,359,13,70,7,7,127,65,92,0.016,0.9840000000000001,0.0,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,4,20,17,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,4,12,0,11,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546875257140253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866371314151674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451177199026274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328253725261506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457068332904431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501166451691895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279848833849989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263170880300008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632804295652114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572322486848696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637623556429186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318772070555172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546342482384668,0.0,0.0,0.1816579831405446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575370935493076,0.0,0.1805859177906708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735750926683275,0.0,0.0,0.24742224097866156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,princesswinerose,2019/10/15,"Child How do I try to play with a nonverbal autistic kid who is only on his ipad and gets grumpy when I take it away? We try to hide it and it always gets like that, he makes noises and is uncomfortable so we give it back. I am his nanny and I feel bad that I can’t do my job because he can’t get away from his ipad. He usually just watches kids tv shows and plays songs but he always skips or repeats parts where there are special effect noises. I try but it’s hard for him to have an interaction with me.",1.6939041794087686,3.0639265045871578,3.314984709480125,92.86699286442408,77.53211009174312,6.312334352701327,20.367991845056068,6.937597516519254,0.1409869520897047,395,9,93,4,9,131,74,109,0.066,0.8540000000000001,0.08,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,17,16,11,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,9,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,14,4,10,16,1,8,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,1,5,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35689616165427057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402984867467256,0.1649066692494724,0.17906532341990836,0.13073295790638695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843752966552328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361398360299625,0.2057297822421399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211423040364986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281867389644696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477442935922084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315386034557392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310665918928466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322395163191092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124739349154008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368132299851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361976306231265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bronconater4,2019/10/15,moving to another state currently living in san diego CA. Our son is on the spectrum and is 3 years old. we are considering moving out of state to a due to the high cost of living. Any families have a recommendation for a state with good school and therapy programs?? Thanks for your time in advance.,3.936315789473685,6.154777368421055,5.21038596491228,78.01136842105265,73.56140350877193,8.770526315789473,27.18947368421053,9.3871,2.591606315789474,238,9,44,6,5,79,43,57,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.7319,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,12,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,26,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520784044147513,0.25474424983427296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902264018526725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376692774076707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667992946535434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290417459517248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5164145138907752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549251409378042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458687108162949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236669312341915,0.27782358319746536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416605332073698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644568814890653 autism,mranjelorion,2019/10/15,"I think I might be high functioning... So I'm a 23 yr old male, and I've had this feeling in the back of my mind since high school. I've always felt very awkward and uncomfortable around other people and take an abnormally long amount of time to warm up to someone. I find it hard to look people in the eyes when I'm talking to them and since a very young age I've always been very fidgety, especially in situations of discomfort. Also I really don't like being touched near my face, even if my fiance whom I've been living with for 4 years touches my face, my knee jerk reaction is to push her away and I get really mad. I also have a hard time expressing my feelings in person. I feel like I ride off of the emotions of people around me, and when I can't pull from that, I shut down. My ability to perceive patterns seems above normal though. Whenever I start a new job it seems like immediately I pick up on routines and small patterns that I mention to people who have worked there much longer than I, and they've never noticed it. Ultimately I just feel like a high functioning autistic diagnosis would explain a lot of the quirks of my personality, and was wondering what the process would be like to get properly diagnosed at a later age like myself. Thanks for hearing me out, it feels good to get this off of my chest and I'm open for support on how to continue my journey through this",8.046842543737853,6.308800393501805,8.268736462093866,73.73115801166345,63.115523465703966,11.555567897806165,36.1091363510136,10.389873798559362,3.4772490419327973,1107,41,220,21,13,365,158,277,0.122,0.825,0.053,-0.9427,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,14,14,2,2,13,0,15,6,5,2,1,39,38,18,0,4,2,0,11,6,0,3,1,1,0,3,13,15,0,0,13,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,5,14,30,10,42,27,3,43,0,0,2,0,12,23,0,6,22,138,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607391792423685,0.1672476354904769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789321156147012,0.0,0.0,0.09442279500841376,0.0772780810551325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200510010298693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304865789191193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637911709797993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407839006903754,0.14359403982374938,0.09649549147667244,0.0,0.09185492319888923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575208668806795,0.0,0.0,0.08429439679832887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005601758311124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327048832115892,0.0,0.0,0.31855041538506035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973046454861956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945945199685619,0.0,0.08874309383098901,0.08893908948863574,0.08439445313778968,0.0,0.0,0.085441267877064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661432087762536,0.10147606775675057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387885770510147,0.0,0.0775115795273956,0.09706325564429184,0.0,0.0,0.098468387301236,0.0,0.1144195971094579,0.1054575500663152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786954064810887,0.17550495776348915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876538790325312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171108187001374,0.0,0.18298234081602774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626881352182216,0.11296589583777412,0.0,0.0,0.08515308645969244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113421894956518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404589106294727,0.0,0.0,0.07556328195142384,0.0807778679202212,0.0,0.09252663943633398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439616245235974,0.09874046444675012,0.0,0.1172043896351668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876838207198898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898765910112457,0.07316499296636067,0.0,0.0,0.14278423494804096,0.0,0.0,0.06471852454382937 autism,squeakybeeper,2019/10/15,"Is it ok for me to tell people that I'm probably on the autism spectrum without a formal diagnosis? Short Version: Hi, I'm a woman in my 30's and I think I may be on the spectrum. I feel like explaining this to people I am close to would help them understand me better. If you're on the spectrum, do you feel like it's ok for someone like me to go around describing myself as ""probably on the autism spectrum"" to friends? Or is there any way that that could be harmful to people who know that they are on the spectrum? Long Version: For a lot of my life I've felt like I was different somehow, and ever since a friend who was dating someone with Asperger's mentioned to me how similar I was to that person and suggested that I'm probably somewhere on the autism spectrum I've felt as if a lot of things finally made sense. For the past ten years since then, every now and then I look into diagnostic criteria and take a bunch of online tests and read things that people have written about their experiences, and it always sounds like me. It always feels painful somehow that I can't tell people that I finally feel like someone understands and that I'm not the only one like this. Conversely, when people describe people who are simply rude and inconsiderate as ""probably autistic"" I get really angry. This happens a lot, and I struggle to explain to them why I feel like they've just insulted me personally. I have friends who have been diagnosed as being on the spectrum, and I always feel like I can relate really strongly to them,. Someone came into the place that I work yesterday and I'm fairly sure he was on the spectrum. He started talking about the band he likes that was playing on the radio, and we had a great conversation about it, but I could see that the other people he was talking to sort of felt like ""Why are you telling me this?"". I had such mixed emotions and it's what led to me finally posting here. On online tests I always come up one or two points below the score that would indicate that I have Asperger's. I think the last one I took was adapted from something called the ""Autism Spectrum Screening Questionnaire (ASSQ)"". According to the site, that puts me at an 86% chance of being correctly classified as having Asperger's. I always get borderline scores like this, and it matches my ability to function in society. I remember people thinking I was ""weird"" as a kid. I've definitely learned to hide the things that I do and pick up ""normal"" social habits to mask what's actually going on, but social situations are really exhausting for me and I usually feel like I'm performing what I know is ""normal"". I've never been diagnosed and I've been debating whether or not to try, but I know that diagnosis is imperfect and often not designed for adults or women (and I'm a woman in my 30's). I'm not looking for a diagnosis on this site and I know that this isn't the place to do so. I also am lucky to have a very supportive partner who I've talked to about this, and he feels like there's nothing wrong with me saying that I'm on the spectrum and accepts me whether or not I am (he also thinks that I'm probably right and that I am on the spectrum), but I still feel conflicted. My question, to those of you who already know that you are on the autism spectrum is this: Is it ok for me to talk about myself as being on the spectrum? I know that tests are imperfect and not everyone has the same habits, but I also don't want to do harm to a group that already faces so many misconceptions and stereotypes. I always try to speak up when people treat autism as a synonym for ""stupid"" or ""rude"" and I firmly believe that special interests and having the ability to say what needs to be said, regardless of social etiquette, is a gift in many ways and that the world needs more acceptance of people who are that way (although I acknowledge that it can be harder on the people who are that way). I want to tell the people that I care about because I think it could help them understand why I am the way that I am, but I also don't want to undermine the experiences of those of you who are on the spectrum. Thank you for any perspectives you'd be willing to share.",8.1043561703586,6.495139921020659,8.311202916160394,73.06134093528993,62.91251518833536,11.648802068729164,37.019939558214155,10.560738912317856,3.754515182104246,3317,131,633,66,39,1093,289,823,0.039,0.821,0.14,0.9973,1,0,1,0,0,0,81.0,1,7,6,4,27,46,4,1,48,3,69,6,1,4,4,128,131,65,0,15,24,0,12,14,4,4,5,5,0,8,70,38,0,1,34,4,0,7,12,11,0,5,21,21,79,35,99,94,8,71,0,0,4,0,70,39,0,18,33,450,149,6,0.0,0.0,0.04450203413080006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006482799610328,0.14587508729442278,0.2276725270897273,0.0,0.0,0.062023325276302374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040596415429173485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02779921827728993,0.0,0.0,0.051379062153733834,0.0,0.04033222414193228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656585007979027,0.052157782191602886,0.04649538600565052,0.0,0.0,0.039283021073977915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923106151635498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257234578486262,0.0,0.047645519303622236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129733434072807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041250602594064274,0.03842256724810598,0.04357570345855415,0.0,0.0892171383488383,0.0,0.0,0.20752461692961055,0.2280519789121347,0.1313583437686938,0.1498678567032558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569849459355736,0.0,0.047651461029847686,0.0,0.051834569999221605,0.0,0.0,0.050277563894439416,0.0,0.0,0.040326658813638304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113357526102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037358240507126,0.03717260208636468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03221080866096152,0.3119111041004335,0.0,0.0,0.04035729653527266,0.07659021451190245,0.0,0.0,0.11631034016280092,0.0,0.043150743112971186,0.0,0.09246874411173912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762822165756031,0.03517191167449692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936268469835927,0.043757391449387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927054949534798,0.034683202261278766,0.048524899326589634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353330619148084,0.4110006970825979,0.07963771233318796,0.09529103860724447,0.0,0.04310965699284003,0.0,0.043675151040108884,0.0,0.2458392016548509,0.0,0.0,0.0458436976215603,0.05108589367235258,0.0,0.045615427374750335,0.0,0.08764351489827764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051659407250195966,0.03894478672719679,0.04337897829355832,0.07253080956804261,0.0,0.0,0.03633975571439405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754466888569342,0.051259779956262116,0.0,0.13945981136144914,0.15455738892342166,0.03510748397747218,0.0,0.0,0.03227809936506523,0.0,0.036418683812270335,0.0,0.0,0.047674247534753536,0.0,0.0,0.05174984217535602,0.04298036936593922,0.0,0.034287845697832164,0.146616134160447,0.15943643066507612,0.04198519511065508,0.0,0.0,0.09088999302110318,0.14610308238851175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066670709208432,0.061923004579860386,0.0,0.04454758915401065,0.14242326407674916,0.0,0.0,0.05022535705933269,0.03762732233038391,0.08069364591520563,0.1809880372002667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344907746598414,0.0,0.0,0.043959748066797616,0.0,0.03319959012535028,0.0,0.0,0.06479024851155492,0.04985981623015708,0.0,0.029366892570610106 autism,jcotton42,2019/10/15,"Autism/executive dysfunction help in Rochester, NY I was wondering if anyone knew of local resources to help with my autism/ED. I managed it pretty well throughout school, but I'm in a job now and starting to have issues again.",6.092142857142857,7.705169642857142,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,66.85714285714286,8.457142857142857,33.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.9048476190476182,183,8,31,3,3,57,36,42,0.047,0.77,0.183,0.5346,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,6,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,19,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431597148930045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492329345754684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497666827142425,0.33254392752311884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409262788703329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391481508761109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719184160869625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013031935606334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634113645522011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway1858271,2019/10/15,"I think I might have autism I (14, male) think I might have autism. The only problem is that I don’t want to get my parents to have anything to do with a diagnosis or even know that the would be a diagnosis. I realized that most of my friends have autism and they are all better than me at what the DSM V says that they should be worse at. According to the DSM V I would have a high functioning autism, but that’s just me reading it making a guess. I want a professional to do a diagnosis and clear my mind on the subject. Are there any ways that I can get an ASD diagnosis without my parents knowing? If that isn’t possible or it’s too hard is there a way to convince my parents without it being at all linked directly to me, such as a third party suggesting the school to reach out to my parents about it but still not at all linking me into wanting the diagnosis despite the fact that I want it? Should I just stay in doubt? Would an autism diagnosis possibly impact my profesional life in the future?",7.095960591133008,5.681802857142862,7.672812807881773,76.20882512315272,64.76354679802955,11.075665024630542,35.570935960591136,10.125756701596842,3.27172157635468,792,31,165,15,10,264,102,203,0.045,0.853,0.102,0.8398,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,1,19,0,24,1,0,1,5,44,36,8,0,11,10,4,1,0,1,7,1,1,0,1,14,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,24,3,25,26,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,8,2,127,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459906165991178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023739836550182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002532682227477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216774220835049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611430776669147,0.0,0.12999202709272412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704515400347536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144164823699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143977381263458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673849220688825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787030285412521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304071028408762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639462052699606,0.1256126887533961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461493248206056,0.0,0.0,0.5525441733094728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049388678337434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190379333397467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443777678570138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893114249446072,0.0,0.1259036022201334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259823011629754,0.09934928395670076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942626256333806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935070720972498,0.19749238597707885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239842247779522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677841752103886,0.26511933394601184,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,super_nova_91,2019/10/15,"Why do people think vaccines cause autism it's so stupid don't worry there is humour in this post So a couple of years ago my mom got upset I got vaccinated so I told her what is the worst thing that could happen get even more autism and become even more autistic so my question to you fellow aspies and people who have autism what caused this crazy theory Mods if this topic is not allowed I'm sorry",3.1375661375661363,5.089083814814816,3.782116402116405,88.55666666666669,75.04938271604938,5.616225749559083,17.74426807760141,6.1826913282559595,-0.20519541446208134,323,5,63,2,7,102,62,81,0.156,0.7659999999999999,0.079,-0.8327,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,10,14,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,3,10,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802251109067392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245437378708788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41771784775907067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232925030433,0.22496247122472265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685732394842498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622288894981108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325216686509495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978941708397453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381182616129219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28190390073101634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947180891638882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227757600425353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275927677098171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507242557623922,0.13027505272972814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427471936226973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345877003872116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647468294456095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092719933078284 autism,norpiano,2019/10/15,"My 6 year old won’t allow me to clip his nails. For some reason my son will not allow me to clip his finger nails. I have tried to do it early in the morning when he’s asleep, but every time he wakes up and freaks out. Any advice? Thank you so much in advance.",0.7963157894736845,2.2348767017543882,2.5191578947368427,97.30610526315792,80.22807017543859,4.5600000000000005,14.908771929824562,3.1291,-1.2675164912280708,200,2,48,0,5,66,47,57,0.027999999999999997,0.863,0.10800000000000001,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,3,0,8,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,8,3,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37230274388093054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590888571693224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210037189549632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800742897188373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997889159062141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917250934300937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507679141933021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221605557981747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866978943188984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453475237207481 autism,Jaisdreval,2019/10/15,"Am I just handling this wrong or what? So I'm not super autistic. My biggest disadvantages I get from it are probably not getting sarcasm most of the time unless it's really exaggerated, having major difficulties talking to strangers and saying the truth/what I think without really knowing it could hurt someone's feelings to the point I shouldn't say it. There's also other stuff of which I'm not sure if it's du to Autism or I just forgot it but that doesn't matter right now. Anyway, my mom knows and believes I'm autistic just like my older brother, however, she gets annoyed at me for saying things I think would be helpful or would just fit the conversation which are usually meant to be light comments and jokes. Example: recently my mom told us to look at the sun because it looked beautiful, so my sister and I instinctively looked into the actual sun, but she was talking about the sun rays shining through the clouds, so I just said to say ""sun rays"" if she means them. Just after this I told my little sister to not answer my jokes seriously as that didn't make sense and made my joke super weird (idk how else to put it) and my mom told me that she was really ""allergic"" to me lately and I should stop telling people how to live. She also always tells me I'm rude and naughty when I make jokes or say something that's true. Why do people hate the truth so much? It's not even like it's big truths or whatever. I never tell my mom she looks old because she smokes or anything like that. I already stopped correcting people because it annoyed them. I don't want to stop talking at all because I take too long thinking about if what I want to say is offensive. I don't talk much in the first place and am too shy to talk over someone so I always say the least. I don't want it to be nothing but I don't want my mom to hate me either. I tell her I don't mean to hurt her yet she thinks I dislike her. Sorry for the rant but I just don't know if anyone's in the wrong or right here.",3.853152709359605,4.9100680591133,4.808916256157636,85.52056650246307,71.61083743842364,7.5704433497536945,26.80788177339901,7.873277556716777,1.4625733990147785,1576,52,325,20,29,514,186,406,0.184,0.716,0.1,-0.9839,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,2,3,27,25,6,0,13,0,25,1,0,5,7,79,62,36,0,13,30,8,1,3,0,4,1,8,0,0,26,10,0,4,12,4,0,1,16,12,0,1,10,15,54,13,35,44,7,32,0,2,5,0,45,15,0,12,19,215,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0659500147704389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745781140086736,0.10809016205225414,0.11246681803546824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472547134386021,0.0,0.05561400129791996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647887690351709,0.0,0.0,0.07614146126378711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395850819778262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056455859298414485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044637091951226025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417135073848774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057484980718560376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059259858610518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344592380132106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452986056725446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446952686354937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142344585361952,0.0,0.07623512939664646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905105137775452,0.06773464275635438,0.0596759012856874,0.059807699908129223,0.2270065122634537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394746220569453,0.09022265237000117,0.0,0.0,0.14723262146481508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957544973316453,0.0,0.0,0.09936068778277,0.0,0.05212319256283717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484648777898637,0.0,0.07091565186552305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055797624332125,0.0,0.07060851853610825,0.0,0.06388657442196881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286452988929404,0.0,0.0,0.06793829977270482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298837505963388,0.0,0.0667288002683454,0.0,0.0,0.1154288476945198,0.06428569648699982,0.3762059014859253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145235524787558,0.05202771361106796,0.0,0.07565220808451319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695040445032548,0.0,0.0,0.07736490628202718,0.0,0.0,0.06369497596876818,0.0,0.050813046513159627,0.2715981528239273,0.2362776255665685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044898295095221516,0.17321456207072972,0.0,0.0,0.03940744729633858,0.0,0.0,0.19373170302354306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812924939968571,0.0,0.07443172215853965,0.0,0.15944580943114456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098199510273595,0.0,0.0,0.06514637119258249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601623678051488,0.14778001415240533,0.0,0.0 autism,flippychick,2019/10/15,"I need minecraft advice Hi, sorry if this is not the right group but my son is really into minecraft but he cannot read or write. I have looked into autcraft where the people are nicer but you need to be able to read to be approved.l and we don’t have a PC anyway. He really wants to explore other people’s worlds like he sees on YouTube. He has an xbox 360 and I have got broadband but If I pay for a Microsoft live subscription, are there places he can explore without harming anyone’s game? How do I find them? At the moment we can only play split screen with each other and he seems pretty bored with what’s there. He did get into roblox for this but people were ganging up on him and it was upsetting him",1.0900162271805272,3.519833944827589,2.140608519269776,94.90730223123734,85.41379310344827,4.79107505070994,18.184584178498987,6.2272716619740125,-0.19046855983772826,562,14,118,5,17,177,93,145,0.063,0.8140000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,31,26,13,0,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,4,5,1,2,4,3,0,0,4,3,12,2,16,20,1,14,0,0,3,0,18,11,0,4,2,77,18,4,0.19798159873515872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934653269310812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384333371370792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095159450485745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103437213949976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583439704717461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672380870516943,0.0,0.17482137887417915,0.0,0.16625467999774218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936016936927831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057392723060645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117665370646858,0.0,0.20684863244295945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141846158319504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960703507349919,0.0,0.2536641635166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907520356674846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776570142792345,0.18023501181965976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216241907917851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116774676460344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908471961908666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,constantbliss,2019/10/15,Never been diagnosed Butt I can relate to so many post here. This is the second time I’ve used my headphones to go to the grocery store and it’s like I’m not even in there. I’m so glad to have found this helpful. I have such a hard time going in the public or competing tasks anyway. I feel so proud!,0.2413186813186812,2.2707963846153842,2.191428571428574,95.89,85.15384615384616,4.945054945054945,16.978021978021978,6.1826913282559595,-0.4459670329670331,235,5,54,2,7,78,48,65,0.021,0.773,0.207,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,1,1,7,12,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,2,4,3,6,10,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,4,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154508159130066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052774481570224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714750609963693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34077114358469424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35326440655948155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784116558843312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831962323378392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518389466045633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150977814075106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23970459300502034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976561069921383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362454625324334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684274606591514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,potatoooooooos,2019/10/15,"Ideas for getting a 9 year old student with autism interested in learning English? I’m an English Language Assistant at a bilingual school in a smaller village in Spain. There are only 4 kids with autism in the entire school, and even though the teachers have went through special training and love these kids dearly, you can imagine they’re not able to be as accommodating as they would in a larger, more well off area. I regularly work with a 4th grade class with a 9 year old boy who HATES learning English. I didn’t realize this before, but his assistant told me that he has trouble communicating his needs in Spanish, which makes English that much worse for him. He totally disengages with me when I try to talk to him, and I’m not allowed to speak any Spanish with the kids. I absolutely do not want to push him, but do you have any ideas for ways I can help him? Thanks in advance!",8.810764705882349,7.29470345882353,8.176323529411764,74.29095588235295,61.470588235294116,10.852941176470587,40.07352941176471,9.516144504307137,3.680117647058824,708,32,134,10,8,223,106,170,0.069,0.826,0.105,0.6374,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,2,6,8,1,0,10,0,11,1,0,2,1,26,22,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,3,1,16,6,26,17,3,19,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,0,5,85,22,8,0.17555930478723314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387726948807996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938803782015198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159552650727304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172249080823908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332846732225976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767370136756244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39637017190552615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584491268633651,0.0,0.11718719918582135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905628913112302,0.1301749999958597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36843991624084005,0.0,0.0,0.13352076229594706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553507782172819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411079191197061,0.0,0.16163142071161354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248612559017987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677544391529252,0.0,0.11919324393510512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354942654825323,0.13935080452710105,0.0,0.0,0.15784889882863448,0.16274523439117547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780926478633428,0.0,0.17890993002920014,0.12471229307832235,0.0,0.0,0.2261088726901468 autism,BarrRay,2019/10/15,"Shoe Hate Ruining my Aesthetic Half rambling to be funny, half wanting to know of any shoes that won't be torture. I've got sensitive feet and have always hated closed shoes. Boots, sneakers, all that stuff drives me crazy. When I was younger I'd take them off as soon as I could, I'd fight wearing socks. Just let my feet breathe. I did school from eighth grade till I graduated in May and I'm agoraphobic and don't have a job (yet, I'm trying) so I've not worn anything but flip-flops since I was thirteen. I live in Florida so wearing flip-flops year round is just fine, but lately I've had this dumb interest in developing my own style for some reason. But I fucking hate closed shoes. Know of any breathable shoes with arch support? I'm stuck between wanting to feel barefoot and then getting back and foot pain when I'm barefoot and on my feet for a while.",3.0337984496124046,5.001573232558144,3.4947906976744214,90.4300542635659,75.3953488372093,6.447131782945736,26.582945736434112,7.3011,1.2031568992248065,684,26,142,8,15,213,110,172,0.156,0.758,0.086,-0.9239,1,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,9,12,7,0,2,0,14,15,13,1,1,25,33,18,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,9,0,2,7,2,13,3,18,20,3,18,0,1,1,1,2,7,2,2,10,77,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226404193508278,0.0,0.0,0.2488817334671812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058686239587052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070958838890632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610425898936075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252627704257883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691731983612232,0.09560579161565518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635545628518667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420002830881799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815913700866755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113528628099012,0.0,0.20642299910568654,0.0,0.0,0.1871217657103032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158532969274889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947164394511495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814630115829425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851977206099304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513729119119578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094821128613304,0.0,0.20765720589599915,0.0,0.0,0.13758724538092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423958770895036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158669004571694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117840878362426 autism,superkoolaid123,2019/10/15,"how do i get better at learning how to code hello i am a 16 year old autistic person who lives in australia. My special interests include dinosaurs, animals and history but ive really want to code and script. However im having trouble in game design class as i just dont know how to do it. I just dont absorbe the information given to me. Dose anyone have any tips??",1.6531081081081105,4.043230459459462,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,82.24324324324327,6.943243243243244,26.817567567567572,8.07648339933343,2.177005405405405,290,13,53,6,8,102,56,74,0.05,0.8440000000000001,0.106,0.2499,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,3,0,12,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,8,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,34,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018083359601767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554728701878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733972175544716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655527297315191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611268487062415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208467140267525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153695797106526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469480766607293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934598968098527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419146264304384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791596591377634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649528332305135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009418502871632 autism,StachedGhostX,2019/10/15,Is being uncomfortable touching certain textures a sign? I hate chalk just the way it feels,4.648125,8.062587562500003,4.492500000000003,77.1025,79.625,5.7,33.0,7.1686216300943375,2.66635,75,4,11,1,2,23,16,16,0.325,0.5670000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707007295674998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7238300541517889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819373005786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,treenakar,2019/10/15,"Brother Self injury help My brother is 9 and autistic and we are not currently seeking treatment. His self injury had become consistent. Daily he will hit, kick, bite, choke and do other things to himself. It is paired with tantrums but it also is automatic, he used it to stim and when be is uncomfortable(looses a game, slow loading) he also does it when he is alone. I am trying to find objects to help aid this but I'm unsure of what would help. Squishies? Stressballs? Putty? What kind? *Experience and/or options welcome!!",2.6372781954887223,5.648416494736843,3.2037969924812053,84.17907894736844,89.31578947368422,4.8195488721804525,25.733082706766915,6.5431188927421005,1.3604135338345866,417,18,69,5,14,130,69,95,0.114,0.715,0.171,0.8832,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,12,0,0,1,0,13,15,10,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,0,0,1,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373402075881447,0.0,0.3665176568156404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530887451543882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005390873476452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416203549146552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944769891523432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608024956079844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863443213040744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781268267249646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224343826371914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558430820875555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979202948516589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627883863474887,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hoffnoon,2019/10/15,"Child’s hearing aid- how to secure/make more comfortable? Hey all! I work with an awesome, autistic and [mostly] non verbal little boy that is almost 8 years old. He’s also hard of hearing and is supposed to wear hearing aids. For whatever reason, he’s refused them for the past 2 years. I’ve just started doing speech therapy therapy with him, and it would really be beneficial for him to have his aids in- especially for the pronunciation. It seems like it may be a little bit of a sensory issue as it often falls from behind his ear and an adult will tuck the little top piece back behind his ear. I think he finds that... a big nuisance? He gets irritated and will ultimately rip them out. For lack of a better word. Do any of you have thoughts on how to keep it in his ear a bit better? I haven’t been able to find a lot of advice online. This might be the wrong group to post to, but any advice would be awesome.",3.175409836065576,4.8757187814207645,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,74.30054644808743,7.284371584699452,23.67540983606557,8.021203637495839,1.2610695081967216,719,21,143,11,15,240,113,183,0.047,0.841,0.11199999999999999,0.9156,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,4,6,5,0,0,12,0,18,4,4,3,1,31,27,10,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,7,0,3,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,12,4,27,15,8,17,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,7,7,95,20,1,0.12593079725983486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611623522806805,0.0,0.0,0.12610150278974885,0.0,0.0,0.10070681307114604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712745209754614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683300984860033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275111303726652,0.2749676296344064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301969345334753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579364396628326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280925901541375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257994826502001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143903449098673,0.0,0.11193307877516204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152342653088525,0.37864722618552776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706186050238553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335926752138117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214318788396645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202151953512364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060689328734962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067449336700645,0.12947783332777635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464266819537924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913446646276749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880256832888557,0.0,0.0,0.08069137002137385,0.0,0.09997498641775364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167912023371642,0.0,0.0,0.17891525048460336,0.13768555785588474,0.0,0.16219060926392634 autism,SharkWeekIsABitch,2019/10/15,"Parents, how would you handle a district psychologist who refuses to consider a 504 Plan or IEP? My kindergartener has HFA, and she struggles with sensory issues, fine motor skills, and speech. She's a super bright kid, and her vocabulary is fine, but she struggles with certain sounds and it's difficult to make out what she's saying a lot of the time. We met with the school to discuss a possible 504 Plan or IEP, and the district psychologist showed up. Right off the bat, he accused us of making up her diagnosis and pretty much said we were pulling her issues out of our butts. He didn't know her name, how old she was, nor had he read the private psychologist's evaluation or talked to her teacher. He was combative throughout the meeting and wouldn't listen to much of anything. When the resource teacher tried to suggest ways she could work with my daughter, the psychologist shut her down and said he thinks she sounds normal and didn't know if he'd evaluate her for anything. He was extremely rude and unprofessional throughout the conversation. She has appointments that she leaves early for every week to see her speech and occupational therapists. Towards the end of the meeting, the district psych suggested she keep seeing them (despite say there's nothing wrong) and left. It's a small county, and he's the only psychologist with the district. He's very old and from what other teachers have told me, his word is final and that's that. A parent who dealt with him said there's no use in trying to change his mind because once he's decided a kid doesn't need any services, with or without evaluating the kids, you're screwed. I'm new to this, so if he does ultimately decide that she doesn't need to be considered for an IEP or 504, is this violating IDEA law? Who would I appeal his decision to?",8.726029411764706,7.882135544117652,8.313529411764707,71.08088235294122,61.20588235294117,11.411764705882357,37.647058823529406,10.59048541779884,3.8980588235294102,1455,60,261,29,17,464,181,340,0.098,0.861,0.040999999999999995,-0.9736,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,4,1,1,5,6,12,3,2,24,0,21,2,1,5,1,62,39,28,0,9,9,3,0,0,0,3,0,10,0,3,14,26,0,2,7,2,0,1,8,7,0,0,12,13,34,5,36,21,3,23,0,0,3,2,66,12,2,8,9,162,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772938254715691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870677208517988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928709211248536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202389637994868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074958565784602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946608339225438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006704929509578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576484955666932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451079125705955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283101776134671,0.0,0.2372664827024313,0.0,0.10102770460040944,0.0,0.0,0.12493095011351632,0.0,0.0,0.12035128500826199,0.1234937246371751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663107756136664,0.0,0.0,0.15174007942395173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147658738881768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671087942964206,0.16855735929880114,0.0,0.10977513814539408,0.0,0.0,0.11136429277172136,0.10906142689748084,0.0,0.23853758150106666,0.12104595689253222,0.0,0.08644481315492063,0.0,0.0,0.2524156418471992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281364420921806,0.0,0.11563476889889927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369241705788095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706643540666632,0.3243547967562798,0.18077662592546906,0.0,0.11503166660838113,0.1811472521574731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376476883188039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135693575464937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196994610483595,0.0,0.07282980137352063,0.0,0.0,0.06627702717183519,0.0,0.0,0.10860858565457207,0.0,0.15433761048279754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367209805035136,0.098167179341987,0.0,0.09378277195590423,0.0,0.09021933408103956,0.09117252656243943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095657828635456,0.0,0.0827470411637832,0.0,0.0,0.16148396231264658,0.12427118077175192,0.0,0.0 autism,curlbabes,2019/10/15,"Picking up mannerisms? Hey all. I was very recently diagnosed with Asperger's (ik it's not the actual name but i forgot the real one) I have been severely bullied for my autistic behaviors. I have noticed that I have picked up certain ways to mask as not autistic at school and now I don't need to do that anymore. It's becoming a burden on my life and I want to stop. Is this normal?",0.4119930069930078,2.8675905256410275,3.060069930069933,85.7531118881119,92.46153846153842,6.93892773892774,25.039627039627035,8.00094639256281,2.149702564102564,303,14,59,8,11,105,57,78,0.20600000000000002,0.743,0.051,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,2,17,11,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,9,1,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2529916176657944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710736888598845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863224054031447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26313434844791245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311667654355665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922313612308074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540109750303429,0.0,0.29515902738855543,0.0,0.0,0.17567521419997714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29508444083998786,0.0,0.0,0.2559791257598538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26237589327177824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928798823691937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674547796560886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213909258997392,0.1529129803777479,0.20578140844021348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bleakgh,2019/10/29,I hate gum I hate the smell and the smacking sounds and I definitely hate how people treat the idea of chewing it normal. It’s not normal! It’s borderline hedonistic and definitely rude. Having to deal with people chewing gum on the bus is the worst. It takes everything I have not to punch them when my phone is dead and so I have no music. Thanks.,1.3115942028985508,3.944604797101456,2.9623188405797087,87.4794202898551,87.98550724637683,5.965217391304349,19.26086956521739,7.3871296695380915,0.7062869565217396,277,8,55,5,9,91,43,69,0.29,0.584,0.126,-0.9457,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,10,7,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,7,2,5,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359403100281599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568086183378426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6778432510532681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25835037380736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484602422270785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31731963151719633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720711014781858,0.0,0.0,0.210699699016778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TravelingBeing,2019/10/29,"Should genes link to autism legally be allowed to be altered? Twitter poll. If you are autistic please vote in this poll. I explain in the thread what each of the options mean. Please vote and share, I want as many autistic people’s opinions as possible. https://twitter.com/travelingbeing/status/1189198616566599682?s=21",8.965625,13.452450979166674,4.738333333333333,75.34,70.45833333333334,4.866666666666667,30.91666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.7886416666666674,269,11,36,2,6,70,38,48,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.782,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,7,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354658985447365,0.0,0.3604312432286909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293942996194671,0.0,0.0,0.7264256934792654,0.0,0.3730236137110513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516480365937813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pumkinbread717Fan,2019/10/29,"Need advice regarding little brother Hello friends, My younger brother (14M) is on the spectrum, I’m (23M). He’s high functioning, and a freshman in high school. He’s actually made amazing progress this year. He’s a manager for his freshman football team, he’s made so many friends, his grades are at an all time high, he just went to homecoming last weekend with his friends and this is all considering he was terrified of going to high school. Earlier this year he got a phone for his birthday in June. Overall he’s done well with it, but recently he’s gone a little overboard. He’s starting to send good morning texts to all of his friends, and calling/FaceTiming them at random to check in. While these things aren’t inherently wrong, I think you can understand how he’ll often cross the line from friendly to “please give me some space” lol Many of his friends are also female, and I think he feels a little more incentive to message them (lol) How can I go about talking to him about phone etiquette and boundaries?",5.794115781126088,6.887670608247423,5.557835051546395,81.7952934179223,67.14432989690721,8.649643140364791,35.02616970658208,8.841846274778883,2.9620972244250603,814,39,152,13,13,252,116,194,0.033,0.7829999999999999,0.184,0.9809,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,2,9,10,0,0,8,2,9,0,0,4,3,24,25,11,0,1,2,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,2,1,6,1,1,1,0,7,1,15,9,24,17,5,29,0,0,0,0,38,14,0,3,9,81,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.10899795687209897,0.0,0.0,0.10914681001751864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932224551184413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430250153335565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056476218042100464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177704875823044,0.0,0.0,0.10714777508764148,0.12695739274867562,0.0936842509907318,0.0893324893749873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720465131988071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910461231305615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358424268259649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137653272219525,0.0,0.2264818761561472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282023655257784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260728635974473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028508362118164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22608208574637184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790581138867922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977600339011163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420502405426767,0.14313896237872864,0.0,0.0,0.06513010278765158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627816644510745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004269878315132,0.10354214565400864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212066718415725,0.0,0.1438555046931459 autism,TheRedditNormie,2019/10/29,Can anyone else relate to a baking special interest? I absolutely love baking with a passion and wanted to know if you all did as well.,4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,70.53846153846153,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.6443692307692306,108,4,17,2,2,38,23,26,0.0,0.541,0.45899999999999996,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292688524270669,0.4824994734449915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933820491394097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587979588347287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250116030002079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777529206896554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234015980462109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CommonD,2019/10/29,"I can smell the effing odourless repellent I am pretty much sleep deprived for two weeks, I cannot sleep cause I can hear the mosquitoes even if they are three meters always and since it is getting warm they are everywhere. I decided to use a kind of repellent that goes on the power plugin and is supposed to be odourless but I can smell it and apparently I am the only one. It drives me crazy, not as much as the bugs so I keep using it, but I still cannot sleep. It is a lose-lose situation. I have a test today and I am deffinitely failing it.",2.875257936507936,4.396074660714291,4.434761904761906,85.43246031746034,74.71428571428571,7.477777777777778,24.94444444444445,8.167268648758528,1.4378539682539682,430,14,89,7,9,144,66,112,0.09300000000000001,0.873,0.034,-0.7935,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,3,4,0,0,8,0,15,3,3,3,0,13,20,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,4,14,2,7,19,2,6,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,67,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567847611971374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356446150706735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445298843434108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844432747893628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236875977391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748086894707545,0.0,0.19621572546117505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079946754517784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770282289215663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768171086549665,0.14330576429918224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916960466664252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586717352446275,0.21179768491680231,0.5656834758070105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504765124964915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786049441228149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406392418178294,0.0,0.0,0.32547754229017184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114323376120525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mcmanybucks,2019/10/29,"How can I show to my non-verbal cousin 6-year old cousin that he can trust me? When he was a wee baby he always started crying when we made eye contact, and I think it might have carried over some less than stellar trust issues. He uses those communication cards for communication, so talking isn't really an option.",8.430499999999999,7.51320371666667,8.33666666666667,70.91500000000003,61.83333333333334,10.0,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.4971666666666663,253,7,45,3,3,82,51,60,0.05,0.843,0.107,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,3,0,9,10,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,4,7,2,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,3,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737519784260069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36138791312048496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433875411989345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31130505156837385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490139777845401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452271583505561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076399428866602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328658711870521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644354413901936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108080849415632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841478994987801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118633735266671 autism,Spot_is_cute,2019/10/29,Screwed up another social interaction More social rules I'm expected to just know. I hate that I can't just pick up on these things. Now people are mocking me. I just didn't know.,0.2791666666666649,2.6240574722222263,2.1555555555555586,90.29500000000002,99.27777777777777,5.7333333333333325,19.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.9079222222222224,143,5,29,3,6,47,27,36,0.262,0.738,0.0,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626419569705854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414440471695767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801277323238195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397609603619315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7050778600237366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297598180840744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bespacito1738,2019/10/29,I missed a concert I really wanted to go to. My special interest is music and I love a lot of rock and metal. I was out of town the day of the Aftershock music festival and realized I missed a Tool concert. Really sad that I almost had a chance to see one of my favorite bands. :(,3.360689655172415,4.056070068965518,6.137413793103452,76.88646551724139,72.44827586206897,9.937931034482759,28.29310344827586,10.125756701596842,2.915779310344828,216,8,43,6,4,79,37,58,0.158,0.578,0.264,0.7979999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,3,8,4,8,7,1,4,0,3,1,1,2,2,0,2,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39698038898503796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556729320076707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253076875735312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370416536475562,0.3578052771576521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864003043582513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507943062524844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159137358376887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338323473221999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jorkazatka,2019/10/29,"Camel milk for kid on spectrum? https://desertfarms.co.uk/blogs/news/18750431-camel-milk-benefits My friends suggest me to try camel milk for my 4 year old is anyone eals tried it ?",10.708599999999997,15.685113360000004,3.839500000000001,78.66725000000002,75.4,4.1000000000000005,22.25,5.985473137389443,0.2724000000000002,154,4,21,1,4,36,21,25,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33163437129130435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664350294139397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976872339241398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440231176008746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305427003032173 autism,celestineleh,2019/10/29,"confirming a diagnosis (i know the rules say you cant ask to be diagnosed, im not trying to do that. im just wondering how to go about being diagnosed by a professional) so i was previously ""diagnosed"" with autism by my old psychiatrist while i was inpatient. i assumed this diagnosis was official because ya know, why wouldnt it be! i came to find out today that my diagnosis **isnt** confirmed. i was speaking with my therapist about it and she mentioned that no where in my IEP did it state that i have autism. needless to say im extremely confused. id like to confirm whether or not i actually have autism as i dont want to be lying when i say i have it. how do i bring this up to my current psychiatrist? should i just explain the situation? i dont want to sound like im asking for a diagnosis, but i do genuinely want to know the truth. thanks! (i want to mention i never underwent any tests or things like that when i was ""diagnosed"". it was just a verbal thing. so its very possible i dont have autism and my psychiatrist made a mistake or worse straight up lied.)",1.6457735085945409,4.006486232558142,4.136582406471181,82.05486349848333,82.02325581395348,8.204246713852376,27.022244691607682,8.964715089967882,2.5243286147623865,840,38,172,24,23,293,106,215,0.092,0.826,0.08199999999999999,0.5816,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,1,8,0,25,4,0,3,2,36,41,15,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,2,4,5,0,0,15,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,10,2,0,0,9,5,28,5,23,26,0,17,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,6,10,121,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.1055103426809026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352587844498716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215677928347128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590946018505828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366143660617797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438961504448438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801504557668813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882048847967227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144756470300228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671562409244184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826115726621475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584671422765933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230655253653093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338945681923803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345463311593937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189000102095153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25794609354106895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153235362312742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954314246916277,0.0,0.12553662801001866,0.14366136286017953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102485913557079,0.0,0.0,0.07340695274567566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921101587344925,0.2550898896789132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756224047941901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172524382531885,0.0,0.0,0.11018437241741684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LGlitterSparkles,2019/10/29,Curious How old were you when you started talking?,4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,76.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,42.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.923133333333333,41,3,6,1,1,13,8,9,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6998471401279429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720674780116061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360655525758962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,notsosilent,2019/07/26,"Is it wrong of me to ask that some rules make logical sense? My supervisor at my job sometimes tells me to do things that don't seem to make logical sense. Is it wrong for me to not only ask why, but also to point out logical flaws in his reasoning? I know I can be blunt and 'tactless' and others have told me to couch or soften my statements, but I don't know how to do that so that I can accomplish (1) telling him what I want to tell him, him understanding what I want to tell him and (3) make it clear that I only intend to be helpful. If any of this didn't make sense, I'll be happy to make it more clear in the comments.",8.947089552238806,4.288984305970153,9.12767164179105,77.35538805970153,64.1492537313433,12.80955223880597,36.501492537313425,9.888512548439397,3.0687211940298504,483,13,115,7,5,162,72,134,0.028999999999999998,0.8079999999999999,0.162,0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,13,0,0,8,2,30,27,10,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,19,1,18,22,2,5,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,4,0,78,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636058898890547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894863878483436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720557517200185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489316825861008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752918001705488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439162436578748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993188822534726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856298099007092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132677583243693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754960279604478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496037506060655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324626208263566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390852799212567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087124147808163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666730001481594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903661314860047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147621800784866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716456701050329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129596131870958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31817455281914925,0.0,0.0 autism,PIKMANZforever,2019/07/26,"Is there a way to change your special interest? It's causing me to be unable to find friends since most people in the community I'm fixated on either are toxic, don't like what I exactly like, or already hate me. If I fixate on it more or imbrase it, I won't have anyone who can help with my stimulation which I need so I won't be left alone to my mind and feel depressed. I tried to get into other things but they have either toxic people or I can't get into it completely. My old friends I made from the fixation, my only friends, are moving onto other interests and it would be wrong to abandon them. I'm also unable to completely abandon the hobby. I also hate doing things when I'm forced to do it alone, like games, which I used to love (probably from years of having no friends up until two years ago) and I'm forced to do stuff on the internet as I'm an hour away from the nearest city and nothing irl interests me anymore. What do I do?",5.404097902097902,4.964062994871792,6.693892773892774,78.6448951048951,67.76923076923077,9.552447552447553,31.060606060606066,9.095868883498916,2.4937179487179493,744,26,150,12,11,254,109,195,0.17300000000000001,0.672,0.155,-0.7055,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,0,5,18,2,0,7,0,20,1,0,4,1,27,34,15,0,3,7,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,2,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,1,21,12,26,27,4,20,0,3,0,1,11,11,0,5,10,110,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549734378356892,0.0,0.0,0.2698895839508545,0.14378213898071185,0.2083913613159669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292161606635396,0.09110425847364008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241505079102255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384733576922947,0.13783326757499195,0.0,0.27322055300749376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222161762642034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588031846003073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908591657126374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026578005595142,0.0,0.13614597278920515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572757519743597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733299980856016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831287130766098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156429042530375,0.0,0.0,0.19096449708724975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759498855909432,0.1232868787383608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155931242460006,0.0,0.0,0.13848139156495534,0.0,0.0966109939399897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502014622097948,0.0,0.13672113123228818,0.0,0.0,0.0990940930090019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065824219971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047845138706852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778014594051813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915490764460024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312244996239395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846074720851475,0.0,0.12727783639178816,0.0,0.0,0.112531767322034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342093130116106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925567781157306,0.14245551001035975,0.0,0.1678095097364352 autism,beckymegan,2019/07/26,"Aggressively autistic child at summer camp Hi everyone, I'm not sure if this is the right place but I'm hoping some of you can give me some help. Currently my sister is helping run a rock climbing day camp and one of her campers has been giving her a lot of grief. She's around 8 years old and is just very aggressive to the other campers, frequently yells at them, attacks them (pulls hairs, hits them with stuff, although this is occasionally), and has a habit of running away/hiding. My sister is one of four councillors who are in charge of 31 other kids who are around 6-10 and because of the nature of the camp (lots of waiting for their turn on the rock wall, inspecting knots, etc.) the councillors don't have a lot of time to deal with her individually. My sisters talked to the lady in charge of the camps (who basically told them to deal with it) and has also told the mother of the child that her kid isn't fit for the camp (the mother essentially replied that she's just like that and she'll be fine). Other parents have complained to my sister but she can't really tell them anything besides ""I'm sorry, I'll try to keep her more in line"". They can't ask her to leave the camp because of ADA or something like that (the mother threatened to sue or something like that when my sister mentioned taking the kid out of the camp) and they also can't hire anyone else (apparently paying college kids $11/hr to spend 45 hours/week without breaks with a bunch of kids isn't desirable). Do you guys have any suggestions that I can relay to help her out? Calming exercises or anything?",7.3260576923076925,6.408606028846156,7.1810256410256414,78.3098076923077,64.03205128205127,9.97948717948718,32.641025641025635,9.017664075816787,2.5239256410256408,1259,41,250,17,16,401,164,312,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.09300000000000001,0.7766,3,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,8,1,7,12,3,0,21,0,25,2,1,0,1,35,39,17,1,3,10,9,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,8,16,15,0,2,0,3,2,4,8,5,0,3,3,2,28,7,42,33,8,27,0,1,0,0,57,14,0,10,11,162,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979893661990497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418132999110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655672806840274,0.12683731063015222,0.2037369666158008,0.22039838905605053,0.11572678155442352,0.1408288036041314,0.1163046211046658,0.0,0.0,0.15092226396248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983420009590657,0.25524376026554324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341051940797523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805838389116906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828648838473366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237500971428528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257139486590038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892114295671225,0.0,0.0,0.12295123364000088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003008956179673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310755571524954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143237563239603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157250625632944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989660390794613,0.0,0.16776638633721813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745395774899732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293340260370753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930293553663975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571583926887088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059891940325197,0.0,0.13857258094377173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170973999856265,0.0,0.0,0.116670450693039,0.0,0.09307454705193036,0.099497577055063,0.10819776852200053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218284592776056,0.0,0.0,0.2365729767694673,0.0,0.08404516944804014,0.13464778894626908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213957486687153,0.0,0.0,0.09929673551347663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932897960086325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971659253310999 autism,Batcheeze,2019/07/26,"what Aspergers is like Its been two years since my diagnosis as an adult with Aspergers. When people ask me what its like to have Aspergers, I think the perfect metaphor is a computer with an excellent processor and a terrible graphics card,or at least that's how it feels for me. I understand things well, sometimes better than others, but can't express it in a way people can understand.",8.110833333333336,8.198141750000001,7.98277777777778,69.89000000000001,62.05555555555557,12.755555555555556,38.83333333333333,12.161744961471696,5.0716833333333335,314,15,54,10,4,101,57,72,0.028999999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.165,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,5,6,8,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24596706041216215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326944257453624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330334699743542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570790010660234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36480687102136267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764264569407707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602169399079088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747948460732747,0.16858665039836468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570147294643151,0.5478018359131911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088399947143538,0.0,0.0,0.23656241748232965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943058182450338 autism,glassesforrabbits,2019/07/26,"So, I’m not autistic, but I’m concerned So I have a friend who is pretty much high functioning autistic. And I’m worried that his parents don’t know how to understand or care for him and the way that one needs to understand and care for somebody who experiences life on the spectrum. He has a very hard time living with his mother who holds him accountable for a lot of behaviorism‘s that are indicative of his condition. It’s gotten to the point where she is acting like she hates him and keeps threatening to put him in the state mental health treatment center for having “meltdowns” and accusing him of being “hateful” amongst other things. I’m so worried about him because all he wants to do is act “right “and be able to move out of his parents house, hold the job, and be away from his mother who makes him very uncomfortable, sad, and mad on a daily basis because of how they communicate. I am his best friend and I want nothing but the best for him. I feel like living at home triggers his symptoms very badly as far as the “meltdowns “but I don’t know that he is in a place to be able to independently move out successfully just yet. Is this a problem that anyone else has experience with their own parents or any friends parents? Have you seen anybody with autism suffer of the same way with trying to have family members understand their condition without judgment? TL;DR - autistic friend’s parents are mean and don’t get it- do you relate?",6.032318840579713,6.982008028985508,6.1233333333333375,78.47166666666669,66.53623188405797,8.742028985507247,32.0,8.841846274778883,2.6124652173913048,1160,46,211,18,18,368,147,276,0.147,0.6990000000000001,0.154,0.6371,6,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,3,9,18,3,0,14,0,23,3,0,5,1,46,46,22,0,4,8,7,2,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,14,16,0,3,7,0,1,5,5,7,0,1,2,3,27,11,37,40,7,25,0,2,1,0,40,15,0,3,4,147,41,2,0.17924182662570026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094529428480601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266502637837074,0.09182721659856248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420179819748573,0.0,0.07482971914817993,0.10926415384854048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881032387017567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827489880864354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486677316846696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533290024989,0.08448662101432723,0.0,0.0453150265781241,0.06402519837780532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696358124488146,0.0,0.04682322823917718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028273498695476,0.17696419524289494,0.0,0.09526283998871724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946894154446075,0.08989708329541027,0.0,0.0,0.10341050122887696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893492772922144,0.07965918558469053,0.0,0.0,0.09850662033475498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330190147815021,0.08756850263493997,0.0,0.15827381677298666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619249562439663,0.0,0.0,0.05982265555412442,0.0,0.0,0.09762344786871957,0.0,0.0,0.09031680155558083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190505695358736,0.06588168319939486,0.06645277163900913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599368341307811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060729450268254076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975670915694378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363477957287544,0.0,0.08472073111982989,0.0,0.0,0.09117668813909573,0.0,0.0857551104716774,0.0,0.09009377134176837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653577028882305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315044416687993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059540152542488074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225867526501635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060846717268171126,0.0,0.0,0.27989559422982274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183991803328992,0.10572147333943203,0.14227381895519378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639136230383791,0.0,0.0,0.18202877554371236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TillsDoughnut,2019/07/26,"From university to work Those of you who completed university, what was finding work afterwards like? How easy did you find getting a job in your degree area? How long did it take you to find full time work?",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,69.76923076923077,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,2.5955230769230777,165,6,32,4,3,52,30,39,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.7131,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,20,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575530718419245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6735425272021663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833885710569187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376377731246665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000925576102968,0.0,0.0,0.21738721966859054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846937254125221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323699816489946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364952965949159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BugBeebles,2019/07/26,"A person as a special interest? Hey I'm 22 and I was diagnosed with autism last October and since then I've started to notice a behaviour I've had for a long time but I'm not sure if it's an autistic thing or if it's just me. I tend to hyperfixate on internet personalities (mostly YouTubers) and I become obsessed with their content and it eventually evolves into trying desperately to be exactly like them. down to their looks, how they speak, what they like, and in an extreme case recently it's made me question​ my sexuality (I've always been bi but the person I'm fixed on at the moment is a lesbian and it genuinely makes me feel like maybe I'm a lesbian instead of bi, it's so confusing). The worst case lasted almost 2 years. And it took me forever to realise what was happening and by them I'd sort of forgotten who I was before it. It's really distressing but I've gotten a little better at controlling it. I just wanna know if anyone else goes through this? Or does it have nothing to do with my autism and it's just who I am. And if you go through it too dyou have any advice?",2.4720270270270284,4.443905527027031,4.738099099099099,80.8630945945946,77.06306306306305,8.043603603603604,26.865765765765772,8.841846274778883,2.2649290090090095,865,35,170,20,20,301,129,222,0.09699999999999999,0.825,0.078,-0.7389,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,6,2,7,11,0,3,12,0,11,5,0,4,2,40,26,23,0,5,13,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,19,14,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,8,3,19,7,24,17,2,19,0,0,1,4,14,8,0,10,12,115,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521728052125108,0.0,0.0,0.15905600306724973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216817565263594,0.0,0.0,0.10801711371765396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110651012496592,0.1627510542709021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542705879022852,0.13516172506518986,0.0,0.0,0.14048167918173676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815333643785308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121995325481234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900255518835405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269101160166527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031462373671795,0.11347581819282315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027282263840287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404622945164829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872946872724651,0.2589527194071999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280460825244906,0.15920009684575795,0.0,0.1405690091515685,0.13338617163360336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029889819906014,0.1060273916749776,0.0,0.15957681925581646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241192267974882,0.180841174400074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160806821136927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779379213091898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175741113748668,0.0,0.15683601526229696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139465730957284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242825547240133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970546724947234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552669411839673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262128167691053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764778472384095,0.1078423995753932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228819432697242 autism,Decoraan,2019/07/26,"ASD and lateness / timekeeping Hi guys and girls, I work in neuro rehab, as part of that I support people with ASD and Aspergers. We also support getting them into work. Something which has become very apparent is that our ASD clients have a real problem with lateness / timekeeping. In my 1 to 1’s a few of these clients have even mentioned to me that they know they will be late, even if we are booking the appointment in advance. I’m talking hours late. It checks out that lots of people would want to arrive on time to reduce anxiety associated with uncertainty and minimise catastrophising. But we’re finding the opposite of this. I’m curious if anyone could give me some insight about their experience with this, so that I can better relate and help my clients. Kind regards",6.338601398601397,7.869922755244758,6.407979020979023,74.5904300699301,66.2027972027972,9.076643356643356,35.279020979020984,9.3871,3.5054005594405595,626,30,103,12,10,199,97,143,0.046,0.831,0.12300000000000001,0.8876,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,4,4,5,5,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,26,18,11,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,4,20,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,4,6,74,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350250664399696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857714910651343,0.0,0.0,0.09924175011287728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675210426686853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552680854674944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332069115148978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874887308731564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388361649136038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972274811662934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415330982760937,0.1361535526126232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053442189560994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513364017025394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397738604531323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779973469050176,0.07800179753135851,0.0,0.6404193030381997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066501920188705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369789857001648,0.0,0.1967947539291236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580920229644786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154903062145187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926574255587514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221241907319817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407910048462078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276135336744743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171082871520173,0.08371482982682117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665553076516946,0.0,0.0,0.10082400975440764,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,findmywallet,2019/07/26,"Eye Contact (Misconception?) A ton of people have sort of said that eye contact is avoided with people on the spectrum due to anxiety. My experience has been different and I was wondering if others would agree. If we took our Visual Field - [http://www.vision-and-eye-health.com/images/xVisualFieldHoriz.gif.pagespeed.ic.iy3M-CLb74.webp](http://www.vision-and-eye-health.com/images/xVisualFieldHoriz.gif.pagespeed.ic.iy3M-CLb74.webp) I often feel like if I move my eyes to the blind spot I have a greater ability to visualize what I'm thinking about. It's not exactly hallucinating but more like how people can sleep with their eyes open. I can see what's inside of my conscious extremely clearly while discussing the topic at hand - especially if it's involves design thinking, game theory, or reverse brainstorming. I personally have no issues talking to people or looking them in the eyes. Especially if it's an attractive girl or just a friend that's joking around. The idea that we're computers that can't understand emotions is actually far from the truth. I think that emotions are pretty fucking phenomenal when they come from positive reactions / interactions.",12.927459740259742,15.300188862857144,9.561974025974028,54.843844155844145,51.8,11.849350649350647,38.766233766233775,11.567385478589935,5.12362857142857,981,40,122,24,11,281,119,175,0.040999999999999995,0.742,0.218,0.9876,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,0,3,0,6,8,1,1,10,0,13,9,7,1,3,34,26,13,0,6,11,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,11,7,0,1,8,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,11,15,6,16,21,3,12,0,0,8,1,16,6,1,11,5,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.14979357585479935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742685917413365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366472870914029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322264096907429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603745278018404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34533302995238657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015217216279386,0.0,0.0,0.07761406630042142,0.10966022458853712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859349635645886,0.1419080098491377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263260307749693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732824902695506,0.0,0.16021381836143336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998441096838952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289010977959285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631459008932674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256694902382032,0.13403002734910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616439076959207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460133767463587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231939641566895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361056718703736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337725366299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29506925130736816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054382749794966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979861316199345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646388929621206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904179094984237,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HamedAliKhan,2019/07/26,"First encounter with a teen with severe autism My family was invited by a family with an autistic teen girl yesterday, I've never come across an autistic kid honestly i don't even know how to differentiate between someone who has down syndrome or autism, the mother of that girl said she has severe autism. i did not know what that entailed until I got home and looked it up. we were the only family visiting them and i personally am very introverted and anti social. i don't hate people though, but i guess it is because of my introverted personality that made this experience alot more awkward for me than it probably did for the rest of my family, as this girl kept staring at my wife first she walked between the entire gathering of us all talking and started staring at my wife, started touching my mother-in-law's hand its a muslim family so i expected them to have taught her of maintaining distance from a man as muslims are really strict regarding this. but I don't think that teaching had any affect as she started staring at me and even grabbed by biscep we were standing in a balcony with really small boundaries i was scared for myself, my family and that girl for walking close and inorder to avoid her touching we move back resulting in an accident, i didn't know where for her it was uncomfortable or non subtle behavior i thought she might even try pushing us because again she grabbed my arm which btw made my wife uncomfortable as the girl wasn't a kid she was a grown teen. she walked in the center of everyone and was starting at me and my family constantly it had become more than awkward for me and everyone but more for me because of my personality again. it was so uncomfortable it almost was life threatening in that balcony my heartbeat started increasing i was experiencing a lot of anxiety. i have never had such a terrible time at someone's time i couldn't wait to leave that place, the family was really sweet they had a beautiful house I don't understand why would they put us through an experience like that? i share my sympathy towards the family. but they were aware of our short arrival at their place hours before we got there why couldn't they just have her in a room when guests are visiting she kept taking things we were served from our hands it was just extremely awkward the parents would just scoff her off and ask her not to do so. i understand they've grown to it but other's haven't!! it was making everyone really uncomfortable. why make guests go through that and not lock her up when guests are visiting? any idea why they didn't choose to do so? do autistic people act rashly when locked or what?",6.192325441291644,7.226992214711733,6.6118019157780585,74.8076769684921,66.21669980119286,10.311681426591962,32.339839749382485,10.368888859301958,3.4400542080848235,2136,86,383,53,33,693,216,503,0.08800000000000001,0.85,0.063,-0.8924,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,10,0,8,2,22,11,1,5,25,0,47,5,4,7,3,70,77,34,0,5,14,5,6,1,3,3,1,1,2,11,29,23,0,4,9,0,0,15,15,7,0,2,33,13,69,4,59,39,8,62,0,0,4,0,62,25,0,8,22,283,98,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840027175645218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290312581929112,0.0,0.05225518614069725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385845738329783,0.0,0.0,0.0525243874348015,0.0,0.12491917815375984,0.07544046287654665,0.05812480225358725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884101558792153,0.0,0.07381633237556116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534972982365978,0.0,0.0,0.19581273866112475,0.0,0.1336360311598141,0.5795495900729337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620495077169014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882082714022479,0.0,0.10926377906633644,0.0,0.07524860758202809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743968951618871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685181697634605,0.0,0.06726930257136504,0.07881788839846028,0.0,0.0771110531921091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262033907277096,0.0,0.0,0.07232796737268896,0.0,0.0,0.04824773254964092,0.0333716807571842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736124517371227,0.0,0.0,0.05807274450427768,0.0,0.1292687516756524,0.0911918099831787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246365100447487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726002507367355,0.0,0.0,0.1053661834815956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195106662116713,0.0,0.0,0.07584759193317818,0.0,0.0,0.09471188535251532,0.1789308871112115,0.14273396838595848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364722926708678,0.0,0.0,0.06866808235747117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503858869367658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497624337885237,0.0,0.06838790131200331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433646460220632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963107478210617,0.11575374655815117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174262772605495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135887230727413,0.05490312353605125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045380585555180264,0.04376880144771034,0.06711194609495152,0.054228665706098717,0.07966151185696492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046376429028623316,0.0,0.0,0.14222140206309145,0.2464971757387049,0.0,0.0,0.056360987501556936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465482166052068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704762817081536,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sigh-WhatIsMyLife,2019/07/26,Is it useful to know you are autistic if you are functional? My therapist thinks I might be autistic but that's not her specialty so asked me if I wanted to look into it further and for the most part I'm pretty functional and I'm dubious about whether it would be useful. I told her no. Sometimes I say I'm a little bit autistic when I'm trying to explain to people why I freak out if you give me head phones like stop shovelling loud into my ear or why I don't know the right things to stare at. I do this sparingly and I'm sorry if you guys hate this. A lot of people complain about people posing as having anxiety or depression and I saw a rant about this on one of the rant subreddits and one of the big things in the comments was that people who are claiming things without a diagnosis should be encouraged to address these things with a mental health professional. Do you guys thing it would be a useful thing to know?,4.3504360345536846,5.347299732620321,5.353689839572193,82.29985602632661,70.3903743315508,8.534594816947758,27.75359934183464,8.841846274778883,2.056203948992184,738,25,146,13,13,243,104,187,0.175,0.723,0.10099999999999999,-0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,5,6,1,0,11,0,17,3,2,3,0,36,37,16,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,1,2,17,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,6,19,2,23,26,4,12,0,1,3,0,19,10,0,10,3,109,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329408643926307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401005111635208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314162596050752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050383626766207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169889006202763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150625821201235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040382377014006,0.1251594648467887,0.12963085761050386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010673470760316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958031535475634,0.1222294358231832,0.0,0.0,0.1024102172575032,0.0,0.0,0.1036804965340619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290043466764465,0.12937338128149792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527768270231308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206374594213782,0.0,0.338188779774395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240705429205794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414761455354178,0.0,0.09698231050875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061512045770845,0.13651694814734405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195857878272546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159740204732196,0.4861228809002806,0.07814287245310245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653178638494495,0.0,0.08279841481936785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159859794918002,0.0,0.0,0.07193132840916648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008811306767465,0.0,0.0,0.11755881293180685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326452128436914,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VelaDare,2019/07/26,"Which level (1,2, or 3) of ASD is most prevalent? ""ASD Level 3: “Requiring Very Substantial Support” Severe deficits in verbal and nonverbal social communication skills cause severe impairments in functioning, very limited initiation of social interactions, and minimal response to social overtures from others. For example, a person with few words of intelligible speech who rarely initiates interaction and, when he or she does, makes unusual approaches to meet needs only and responds to only very direct social approaches.7 Inflexibility of behavior, extreme difficulty coping with change, or other restricted/repetitive behaviors markedly interfere with functioning in all spheres. Great distress/difficulty changing focus or action.7 ASD Level 2: “Requiring Substantial Support” Marked deficits in verbal and nonverbal social communication skills; social impairments apparent even with supports in place; limited initiation of social interactions; and reduced or abnormal responses to social overtures from others. For example, a person who speaks in simple sentences, whose interaction is limited to narrow special interests, and who has markedly odd nonverbal communication.7 Inflexibility of behavior, difficulty coping with change, or other restricted/repetitive behaviors appear frequently enough to be obvious to the casual observer and interfere with functioning in a variety of contexts. Distress and/or difficulty changing focus or action.7 ASD Level 1: “Requiring Support” Without supports in place, deficits in social communication cause noticeable impairments. Difficulty initiating social interactions and clear examples of atypical or unsuccessful responses to social overtures of others. May appear to have decreased interest in social interactions. For example, a person who is able to speak in full sentences and engages in communication but whose to-and-fro conversation with others fails, and whose attempts to make friends are odd and typically unsuccessful.7 Inflexibility of behavior causes significant interference with functioning in one or more contexts. Difficulty switching between activities. Problems of organization and planning hamper independence.7"" https://www.verywellhealth.com/what-are-the-three-levels-of-autism-260233",17.50067297581493,18.208111958990546,15.433072555205053,22.055960042061,42.97476340694005,19.17888538380652,60.25005257623554,16.728156217252725,11.321521724500524,1909,124,155,85,15,612,154,317,0.102,0.7929999999999999,0.106,-0.4235,1,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,0,11,2,15,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,5,3,56,18,24,0,2,11,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,14,21,0,9,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,3,1,12,50,16,6,26,0,1,0,0,36,21,0,13,2,110,15,4,0.0638852184594805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688315205367626,0.27032836100984026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055906385188781424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601050826399082,0.0,0.04219558427664186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935756130765832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043367888621077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528775879710912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737008000104098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727337446444955,0.0,0.0,0.04329027739059296,0.0971751748332653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734632577321087,0.13349291202906655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112952617851165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434422530948338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.781475219570072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624809441686409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813598749119095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615830708456021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,_americancer_,2019/07/26,"not sure if this has been asked does anyone have any studies about autism’s prevalence in countries other than the united states? gonna scroll through again to see if it’s been posted. sorry if it has. TIA.",3.1165000000000016,5.641849650000001,2.4700000000000024,95.165,77.5,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.5219999999999998,166,4,32,0,4,48,34,40,0.076,0.7659999999999999,0.159,0.6779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126039486026426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27891472178129345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37291038836852136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34907327838381297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820284921501365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31786546239817315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465271934713634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759512058892869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dunnothelyrics,2019/03/12,"Choosing a Retail Job When You’re a Potato So the other day I was applying for a Second job and I got 2 callbacks- one from a grocery store and one from a competitive clothing retail. The problem is what do I choose ?? Grocery PROS : consistent, repetitive work as a cashier, unionised, flexible schedule, so easy Grocery CONS: Potentially Boring, nasty customers, occasionally working outside in the freezing cold, unglamorous, hours based on seniority Retail PROS: I like competition, I’m good at sales, it’s close to current work, great icebreaker job, sounds more fun Retail CONS: not flexible hrs, I’m clumsy and forgetful, I have awkward potato syndrome, potentially bitchy coworkers, hrs based on commission I don’t know if you can tell but I sort of want the clothing retail job lmao. I think It’d be more fulfilling, but like my current food retail position it’ll probably consist of me making all the mistakes and being an awkward little shit. They’ve slowly grown used to me at my food retail job and sometime I impress them with my skillz so that’s cool. I need help deciding. 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I wonder - how many autistic people actually had potty training issues or delayed potty training? How many adults on the spectrum wear diapers as an adult? It can't be that many. Potty training is full stop, the hardest thing about parenting, whether your child is NT or not. I hate how every discussion where a person who thinks positively about their own autism (I'm fine, I'm happy being myself, I don't need a cure, I'm just different, what we need to cure is ableism, etc.) is almost always, without fail, shot down by someone going ""I have an autistic son in diapers at age 7 and he throws fits all the time and isn't it horrible and I do want to cure him"". And it becomes clear we're not talking about the same thing. I didn't know autistic people were ""supposed"" to have bathroom issues, any more than any other kid. But the world of ""autism parents"" is full of toilet horror stories which, even if they're not made up for the sake of martyr parenting on social media, I think it should be addressed that they're not the story of every child on the spectrum. Plus disrespect your child's privacy/ desire to not be humiliated much? I don't get why autism is a label used to describe very low-functioning people along with people who are very high-functioning. It makes the label confusing and unclear. But I don't even think low-functioning people need a ""cure"" for autism. They need people who understand them and can help them better. And imo you should be able to toilet train any child, autistic or not. 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In my eyes, neurodiversity's just causing more problems than it's solving. Either your brain developped normally, or it fucked up somewhere and voilà, you're not how you should've been and you'll require more help. Labeling people with expressions like these make all of those disorders seem much more beautiful, pretty and safe. If you've got tourettes or ADHD or Asperger's, you've got tourettes, ADHD or Asperger's ; you're not Neurodiverse, your brain did a goof and now you're not how you should've been. It's not normal and it shouldn't be treated as a positive thing. It's not something to be ashamed of, but it's not something to be proud of either. It's just there. I find it pretty harmful to have people be proud of their disabilities. You shouldn't make fun of anyone for their disabilities, but you shouldn't be proud of them for having them either.",6.339569377990433,7.259498608187138,6.34407230196704,77.26688995215314,65.84210526315789,9.493035619351408,31.33492822966507,9.573946990214177,2.774726315789473,726,27,135,14,11,230,85,171,0.059000000000000004,0.759,0.182,0.9657,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,4,4,6,11,1,1,2,0,15,4,3,5,1,40,21,15,0,7,18,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,1,14,7,17,7,8,4,0,0,1,1,13,3,1,6,2,90,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972643332049462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556629555006034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862118289524136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690100570564177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978614417426474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942303001981065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106119583099906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279694696736293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643760017428116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078243142794078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074653472003236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064884009188385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149842602770584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387490663003565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916605833136616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362945074062977,0.0,0.1581488274154559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046298149840942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544783235552913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980343045376616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,imbrokeonreddit,2019/03/12,"The police So I need help with a project. Because this is r/autism I thought that this would be a good place to start. I wabt to know if you've ever been dealt with and wether it was it was good or bad ",-0.6020000000000003,1.2952039111111129,0.5066666666666713,107.46000000000002,87.66666666666669,3.6,15.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.5575333333333332,156,3,42,0,5,48,36,45,0.076,0.735,0.19,0.6461,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825975640892213,0.20632032347149665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061538488495655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677635610953762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268606781854764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186007185849104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096167145801784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536156612979803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395616968656213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26869715319784604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043023255842846,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AssNasty,2019/03/12,"Parents of Autistic kids or Autistic Adults, do you have any stories about insurance covered autism services? For parents or Autistic Adults residing in a state that has mandatory autism services coverage through private/employer insurance (Virginia, Missouri, etc.), how are the services in your area? What kind of services do you utilize and what is actually covered? How often do you utilize them? Are there limitations on what you can access? What are the pros and cons of the system where you live? Thanks for your help everyone!",6.994522471910112,10.08006557303371,5.852120786516856,72.92065308988765,67.42696629213485,8.49494382022472,41.46207865168539,9.188382445141503,4.672066292134831,432,27,60,9,8,129,57,89,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.7993,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,1,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,8,11,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,3,0,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.2857287038155374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911274488531708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265472732957195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27978112709337105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625639097307485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30490415866800336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854608194911777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502352677403928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695691469551763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SpookySphinx,2019/03/12,"I Have Limits [vent] I really hate when neurotypical people tell me to just 'get through' something. As if I don't want to be able to do the things 'normal' abled people can do. As if I want to have the issues that I do. I love the good things my autism gives me, the different outlook, the fascinating way my brain works, but this world is A Lot, too much input, overwhelming, and exhausting. And that's not even touching on the drain and expectations that social situations come with. I was discussing my writing with a friend. Said that I'd never be able to go on a book tour or anything even if I 'made it big' (which I don't want to do anyway because my writing isn't mainstream and never will be). I know he was trying to be supportive, but having him say that I would have to do all of that eventually if I want to be a successful author and that, essentially, I would have to get over it was just... Frustrating. We aren't even going to touch the lack of understanding about the publishing industry here (which... I'm pretty damn competent about). The idea that a successful 'disabled' person is someone who can just ignore their limitations is fucking awful. I have spent most of my life not even knowing I was autistic, which led to me getting mad at myself for not being able to perform like my peers. Which led to me pushing myself a lot. Which led to constant burnout. Which would then cycle into depression (""why am I such a fuck up"" and ""Why can't I just be like my friends/family/peers??""), a spiral into some really dark stuff, and then attempted suicide. The world is telling me I should be able to do stuff that it says is simple. Obviously I'm somehow wrong. Obviously it's me that's a problem because I just can't do some things. Not to say that I'm completely inept. I just have limits that I need to accommodate and now that I know what they are, I can better take care of myself. I say that I can't do any kind of book tour because of the immense stress it would cause me. Knowing myself better since my diagnosis lets me see that. I'd be away from home for long stretches of time, in unfamiliar spaces, continuously getting up in front of large groups of people, engaging with large groups of people, having to mask and socialize for long stretches of time, all with no chance to recoup. I cannot do that. I will burnout. But when I say ""I can't do x"" NTs just brush it off. ""Don't say you can't do something! Push yourself! Smile and work hard and Do The Things!"" because if I don't fit their performance standards I am somehow lesser. Like I haven't spent my life pushing myself. So much so that my therapist tells me I am too hard on myself. That I need to be gentler. And I'm trying. By saying out loud (as difficult as it is) that I can't do something, I'm trying to be gentle on me. To be nice to myself. To try and be okay with the fact that I *don't* and *won't* perform like my peers. I have my own ways that I have to do things and that doesn't always look like how NTs do things. But they just... can't stomach that. If someone's journey doesn't look like the inspo porn they see in movies, it's wrong or bad or you get told your lazy, selfish, a pain in the ass. I wish I could say it was just this one person who does this, but it's *everyone* I know. I'm really sick of it. I'm sick of hating myself because of this crap.",2.947876506845581,4.430327499263626,4.259396989036167,86.92062114765724,74.44918998527245,7.2093056237386115,24.356106474663182,7.857877913537022,1.1611848906343751,2608,80,550,37,54,860,260,679,0.159,0.722,0.12,-0.9847,1,0,3,0,0,1,102.0,1,3,5,16,31,40,8,2,25,2,84,14,4,6,7,103,130,40,1,23,27,0,4,6,1,8,6,10,1,2,55,25,0,4,7,2,2,11,26,20,0,1,10,19,81,20,74,97,11,50,0,2,4,5,38,24,5,16,19,395,136,9,0.304650225457306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069867852024067,0.0,0.0,0.0414345200424683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050140235533974085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724578305786252,0.0,0.05087404260168638,0.1857119497776128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777534691160597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801808109782259,0.0,0.0,0.062122241745380974,0.06259194026230072,0.0,0.05248583873139539,0.06388399303577809,0.0658437329487915,0.0,0.048647683082639136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247895855560586,0.0,0.0,0.0636589288215422,0.0,0.0,0.05332029305986583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609748805518757,0.0,0.0,0.05822126918461015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470744016941511,0.1126576897467791,0.1591671688270879,0.05844965125759604,0.06925589751783508,0.05110523101630839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916270504285536,0.12031161028324085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111780315895107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878260447768136,0.0,0.06359513695279567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344926579480317,0.16742779661963908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230509924287395,0.08607338552721264,0.17860405401738758,0.0,0.0,0.10784234509848142,0.10233178450568756,0.0,0.0,0.10360109091545716,0.054991744562829716,0.05765348189239804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958118768613185,0.09035771278704093,0.09398601398533392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059698507516133724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04128777543593519,0.0,0.06483386386490758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896488583310404,0.10640353038493268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198776060462941,0.0,0.05830182437019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710004126568654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795842572191073,0.38763213927735135,0.0,0.0,0.09710671459672686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040196293336948,0.06848792355161773,0.0,0.12422101573846922,0.1032516589610506,0.140720776452242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979516079113518,0.0,0.13950064848830634,0.06664757998356803,0.06914269311608869,0.0,0.0,0.04581181107110692,0.0,0.15976663503115413,0.0,0.0,0.07074447853400159,0.2428752873675153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105759855854818,0.0,0.0,0.05822126918461015,0.0,0.16547000425560174,0.0,0.0,0.06343032575366224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375247695191004,0.09672686746689728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995977726555684,0.0,0.0700665448657629,0.0,0.0,0.08871559699983685,0.0,0.0,0.17313182345830966,0.13323487869758366,0.0,0.0 autism,Denom56,2019/03/12,"The idea of grasping other's emotions and perspectives Hello there fellow autistic redditors! I come to you as a curious and supportive roomate to someone with autism. I have a serious question I'd like to get your advise on. I should preface it with I also have mental illness, and struggle with OCD and depression. I know that each disorder has their special quirks, such as us with OCD are supposed to refrain from reassuring ourselves or seeking reassurance. I'm sure within the autism community there are rules of the same calibar. &#x200B; When my roomate tells me about his interpersonal communications, he often lacks perpsective. He only see's life through the lenses of how he would approach something. I try to advise him people may think differently than him, and may respond to problems differntly. I then try to give him examples of this, but he lacks the ability to grasp it. I don't know how else to convey it to him. I understand this issue is a common one in those with autism. Is there any specific approach to manage this issue? I ask, because my efforts are not working. Any advice would be appreciated!",6.0775000000000015,8.314978569306934,6.6248391089108924,70.05230816831684,67.76237623762376,9.010396039603961,35.397277227722775,9.516144504307137,3.855157425742574,909,46,139,20,16,296,131,202,0.054000000000000006,0.846,0.10099999999999999,0.855,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,1,2,10,10,0,1,8,0,15,2,0,2,1,37,26,14,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,8,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,0,1,22,6,29,20,4,9,0,1,1,0,24,3,0,5,4,106,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517694399160393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420323755865766,0.0,0.16828087633043273,0.1887215162420702,0.2112354603201668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519609024711286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467697262577683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378784517538586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377030741823925,0.0,0.0,0.1622683588385322,0.17800141930252766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974354688504044,0.1747054996550032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114429741333316,0.14898976718321866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532874887860606,0.0,0.3242115032243437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071122172088224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970171245208442,0.07587777358657709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651832824109072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524367412566148,0.11812204783283173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767403423618246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861295238513253,0.0,0.0,0.17398538723414006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376384194262717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159565796287628,0.11956704200601245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623661997894998,0.0,0.0,0.17624662471271818,0.1463800605223891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574984763115205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951788855256434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108937938842226,0.0,0.0,0.161685643336763,0.18682164504011556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306924727637432,0.0,0.0,0.22065888772695968,0.0,0.1887215162420702,0.0 autism,janetkhokhar,2019/03/12,"Autism service dog - age & pros and cons What is the best age to get an autism service dog for a child? (referring to the age of the child, not the dog.) if you have/had a service dog, what are the pros and cons? FYI, I'm an autism mom and I may use your answer in blog post.",-1.3520000000000003,0.6377088000000022,0.3150000000000013,106.1625,94.33333333333334,3.6666666666666665,14.166666666666668,5.148860815047168,-1.4313333333333331,208,4,55,1,8,66,37,60,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,28,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585540935983258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441388244128366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211127643403821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956651771167356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053237055381451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655225290755937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,p3ntuphanger,2019/03/12,"Frustration with Medical Claims - how can this be legal? About 10 months ago - we suspected our son was on the spectrum when some milestones were missed. We went to a leading medical university to have him evaluated. They recommended he get the full autism spectrum analysis with their Pediatric Dev group based on their initial assessment. Only catch was, they couldn't get him in until October (6 months later) for the full testing they do. They recommended that we continue the OT and PT (at their hospital) in the meantime. As suspected, his results put him clearly on the autism spectrum. We felt a huge relief because now we could get him ABA therapy, OT, PT, Speech, etc. without the typical visit caps that health insurance imposes. Fast forward to last month we received notice that all of our claims prior to the October date he received the diagnosis would have to paid out of pocket. Their reason is because he was not diagnosed with autism until October - because they had such a backlog of patients. So we now owe thousands of dollars to the same university hospital that delayed the diagnosis 6 months for services the same hospital provided. There has to be something against this sort of thing. It would be different if they told us up front we are going to pay through the nose while we wait for them to test him - but to have to pay the same hospital system? How is this legal? &#x200B; P.",7.509166666666669,8.616638845238096,7.315992063492064,70.66303571428571,63.32539682539682,11.061904761904763,38.36904761904762,10.9516,4.621019047619049,1127,57,183,30,16,358,146,252,0.049,0.907,0.044000000000000004,0.22399999999999998,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,12,0,11,1,9,3,1,0,17,0,21,6,1,5,2,39,32,11,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,9,14,0,2,4,0,5,10,3,2,0,1,9,3,29,1,37,16,8,40,0,1,0,0,38,12,0,3,19,135,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329421147578247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249580398561878,0.18223374622155053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426665087376545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197413263553327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522195515756877,0.0,0.15668998168941478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725966326739314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439977062600281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350642830229281,0.0,0.0852331755720758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594144047927871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224810276792535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30216426434949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478828428072073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074538180824286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140613095770557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076440021824353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541973369248912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545662849294053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150732363848567,0.0,0.0996354715013393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433057352888403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039918780253836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902657716211844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445687279797188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307319137890834,0.0,0.18223374622155053,0.0 autism,AndrewBlack25,2019/03/12,Is it good to ignore peoples dating advice? Should I go at trying to date alone with out through friends groups & with out a wing man/women? How I want to do it. Also I know this is making assumptions but I don't want to deal with the crappy dating advice like its pulled from Google or teens. Like the be patient let love find you. And you must be a Alpha male or tell my the pick up artiest stuff or the friends zone stuff. Or the do you have a chance with her stuff. Or work on your self which I have been for a good while. I sorta want to go at this alone. I feel friends would distract me from what I really want. They might also tell me why do you want to date. Just to see my intentions but that's none of their business. Dating & romance is something I really want to do. ,1.6297137014314913,3.4807905398773045,2.547386503067486,96.15379959100208,79.18404907975459,5.328261758691207,18.842126789366056,6.079149491110277,-0.3172957873210636,610,13,138,4,15,192,94,163,0.073,0.685,0.242,0.982,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,2,1,4,11,0,1,9,0,18,1,0,4,1,34,31,12,0,9,8,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,21,9,23,23,1,15,0,0,1,1,18,6,0,7,8,96,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092052154080995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553458429700305,0.0,0.19716162085227926,0.0,0.2671309620256943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708832411683993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233017668208288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266864510890212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857196098693735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011697304558446,0.2067899062301919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677472299308349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605427442432673,0.0,0.12044923402199186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125805984472842,0.0,0.08228521468152522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307724253002592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085461488488509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794277853315086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823205964655128,0.0,0.12859988922371088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490103585779967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233518582091272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549083997724047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369379705231655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362551636801691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123407319390208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974369951922072,0.0,0.0,0.08756910209196858,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,50shadesofmoi,2019/03/12,"Online Research Project, Chance to Win Amazon Gift Card! I am on a research team at the University of Wolverhampton (UK), and I am conducting an online study testing whether people with autism may have a strength when it comes to recognizing cartoon and animal emotions. All participants have a chance to win a £50 Amazon gift card (this can be used on the US Amazon as well). If you have autism and are interested in taking this completely anonymous, online study (\~30 minutes) please follow the link below. Thanks :) [Click for study](https://wolverhamptonpsych.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_9pq3kjuzZ7wq36R)",10.786013745704468,12.495714216494848,7.989226804123714,66.57841065292098,56.319587628865975,10.178006872852237,35.75429553264605,10.125756701596842,3.80414914089347,497,19,70,9,6,142,71,97,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,4,2,6,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,1,1,11,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,12,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,1,44,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389943051176897,0.3455528134835055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37072718971076296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228485606898622,0.0,0.0,0.361774062643876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779916617813816,0.0,0.0,0.3034281136217478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964377972052025,0.28464673229274595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963272450243411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,woodntstock,2019/03/12,"Group project I want to ask this whether it's going too far or not. I'm working in a group project with 11 other people in order to make a commercial. It's a 3d animation college major. One of the people in our group has autism. I've been sitting next to him long enough to know that he doesnt pay attention to lectures, or does much of his work in-person-- watching cartoons or submitting to cartoon-related forums. He's slower than someone else would be, claiming that his autism had a learning disabilit(actual words from his mouth), but gets the work done, but more mediocrely. I worked with him before on another group project, where expectations for his work were lower than the expectations set for me, or anyone else in the class-- which is messed up since I'm also on spectrum, but i dont have as many symptoms (originally aspergers diagnosis). When I told him, in a calm manner, to pull his weight, he ""told on me"" to our professor and said that I ""stressed him out""\* \*i worked 20 hour shifts at a part time job during this time I ended up disbanding the group since I found it stress-inducing to have to depend on someone to do his role, and not just do it myself while letting his name be on the project. \--- For this group project, he's our only animator. Due to my experience with him on the previous group project, I suggested ""babysitting"" him, since he'll knowingly change from cartoons, to the Google homepage for when a professor passes by, and as a semi inventive for him to get his role done , since it needs to be passed on to the next ""department"" in order to progress in our project. Some people in the group also agreed, but they're very harsh towards people who are on the autistic spectrum. My question is: is this harsh towards him, and if so, what can be done to not be as harsh, but still have him get the work done? He's very childlike and reacts negatively to the concept of ""get in trouble,"" but doesnt care for respecting the rules (at least in terms of putting his feet up on the table, despite people telling him otherwise) Here are some other things to note: \- for the past few weeks, he's only been either in meetings, loudly interrupting-- or watching cartoons at his desk \- I send emails to the group of what we went over in the meeting \- he spent a meeting drawing caricatures of everyone instead of paying attention , then when I asked what he learned from the meeting, repeated basic information we had from last week Tldr: is it harsh to babysit him, sitting over his shoulder so he does his job for the group project? If so, what can be done instead so he gets his job done and done on time?",8.55258982035928,7.181462485029942,7.931289920159682,75.37980913173656,61.874251497006,10.984730538922157,38.240269461077844,9.827888789773867,3.5639826347305394,2079,87,395,33,24,653,227,501,0.067,0.91,0.023,-0.9776,5,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,6,0,0,9,16,6,0,1,29,0,37,5,3,4,0,53,60,34,0,7,19,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,22,12,1,0,9,0,3,8,7,3,0,1,18,5,46,3,83,33,11,70,0,0,2,0,70,35,0,11,22,269,68,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702772478587906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767249147887874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051162025240140525,0.07497110661025869,0.0,0.0,0.1368077710647434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062262110343210934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460148731634061,0.0,0.0774039461244629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806276961841634,0.5241467638096116,0.08575446032043374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224795742893198,0.0,0.06480672459631028,0.07560396262127107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991687924623059,0.0,0.07157410430060958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802269087018579,0.0,0.0,0.19114100188302893,0.0,0.04158408337415412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205751378105868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178292077819821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042441673059274,0.059643152607105926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482107760955367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475297022444447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048841409479542665,0.07418269245223075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378822181225127,0.05425447935414522,0.0,0.0,0.15563382417072094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049581749933112464,0.1112978596745242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923576274150572,0.06984885315905212,0.25363363091131697,0.06388904681643777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735558583433065,0.08196692137105346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696012352401897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421072577453796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239930676994069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843349656606195,0.0,0.16763151670678314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605143811510702,0.0,0.0,0.06395363003641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861076366245665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799769588134602,0.0,0.0,0.1398337584924612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074549544493972,0.04315744363337405,0.0,0.11738479958690973,0.08910110398853817,0.0,0.06782913738845697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37287939946129744,0.0,0.0,0.05197772637020282,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,samfabaceae,2019/03/12,"Hobby suggestions??? Please help, guys! Hi! So I'm a 19 year old woman on the spectrum and lately I've been struggling with finding a good hobby for me to fill in time so I'm not just on my phone too much. I have attention issues meaning it's hard to keep with things I'm not invested in very well. I already have watching documentaries, photography, light gaming, and doing puzzles and word searches as hobbies but I'm needing something else I can get invested in. I'm open to anything! 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Hi, so basically I'm Luke and I'm 14. I think that I may be autistic however I'm also in doubt because I have dyspraxia but never the less, what should I do? and also what are some signs as I'm still not truly sure if I am autistic. Thank you!",-1.541249999999998,0.4243362638888897,1.6402222222222242,96.12700000000002,96.08333333333331,4.546666666666667,16.92222222222222,6.2581,-0.32893777777777755,249,7,60,3,10,88,43,72,0.062,0.7929999999999999,0.145,0.7709999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,1,2,19,20,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,2,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032902689795562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182269301351174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293691047537146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338199839297757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269642219928986,0.0,0.3346599678516973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512995126407677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965770517808117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897100599193079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032615081731927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Xx_Memerino_xX,2019/05/14,"I found an app that lets you see the noise level in restaurants like Yelp. I hate noise in restaurants and I recently found an app called SoundPrint that has data on restaurants sort of like Yelp, but it reports specifically on the noise levels of the restaurants. The community is still really small so most places won't have ratings, but we can help expand it and put in ratings for the places around us so we remember next time. &#x200B; [https://www.soundprint.co/](https://www.soundprint.co/)",8.809678714859437,11.176245168674702,6.580903614457832,72.51946787148597,61.16867469879517,8.424899598393575,30.700803212851405,8.841846274778883,2.5029935742971885,411,14,64,6,6,118,55,83,0.027000000000000003,0.857,0.11599999999999999,0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,2,9,6,1,16,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,2,6,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075011356142115,0.23634938114656776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315399633725204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986151473945834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265375370446446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203708873407946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037509291059218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988983414605015,0.0,0.1900542681838529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686222714038488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064404203065296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955349842130472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460726476501155,0.0,0.19205389229167372,0.0,0.2203404591075532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499826428874755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533491262151528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341959705712065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339700372763956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634938114656776,0.0 autism,keekee77,2019/05/14,"DAE Hate the cold? Being cold for me is not just a temperature I’m feeling. When I’m cold I become EXTREMELY uncomfortable. Sometimes I can’t move my body. Getting out of the shower is my worst nightmare (even in the summer)! And winters where I live get freezing. Does anyone else struggle with this? I hate living in a climate that’s cold more than half the year. I’ve always struggled to cope with this. Next year I am planning on getting myself a pair of snow pants!",1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,2.663043478260871,89.62507246376812,87.69565217391305,4.371014492753623,22.88405797101449,5.985473137389443,0.523497101449276,372,14,70,3,12,119,67,92,0.23399999999999999,0.75,0.016,-0.9669,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,2,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,13,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,6,9,0,11,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450564380056926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382392992460602,0.20257120770450887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183486387992017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960467903323933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730121848037197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515640154896394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305816893744765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996513017727926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30987668725164663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39038372367883506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34915267389481097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012816359289788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026054667852628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553440406569866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41336649003705983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546299088697565 autism,Phantomgirls2,2019/05/14,"I did it I graduated at 15! I have aspergers I'm mostly non verbal (once in a while I say something, but almost all the time I write notes and have a Tobii device if I wanted to talk to others) and I graduated at the age of 15 (I will be 16 on May 24). I was homeschool through K12 and I did my classes on weekends and summer by choice trying to get ahead of myself plus I hate the hot weather every summer (we live in Texas). I did attend public school until 4th grade when I was bullied to the point I wrote my parents a note I dont want to live anymore and they pulled me out of school. I felt like I have accomplished a lot and I'm happy I finished school. I'm not sure what I want to do yet in the future but I want a good paying job, living independently, and travel to different countries.",2.357609890109892,3.5391559880952386,4.480952380952381,85.95379120879122,75.42857142857143,6.597802197802199,23.04212454212453,7.010146845296331,0.7199646520146517,618,17,132,6,13,214,102,168,0.107,0.795,0.098,0.2846,3,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,1,0,1,2,2,5,1,0,10,0,13,0,0,1,2,28,24,14,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,7,3,26,4,23,14,3,24,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,5,13,92,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885136217765208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732460523019626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574119316267666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592058869934214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365794377206267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231574725391642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288093111865102,0.0,0.0,0.13305662100036547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688713153051863,0.0,0.15662052605038015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742207225687307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750169422296767,0.0,0.4202363377907415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486692863949154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894250630659358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614686297417406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996260070742545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615397097737527,0.0,0.4816452831720314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212599145547405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951285672610462,0.0,0.0,0.12750586711940895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250211546430284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770364992646532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742712529281064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kosmosechicken,2019/05/14,"What kind of advice would you give your past self for his/her school years? Especially those who attended a regular school and have mild forms of autism, maybe diagnosed afterwards: What kind of advice would have been helpful? Looking very much forward to your answers!",8.66036231884058,10.26279445652174,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,60.95652173913044,10.481159420289854,34.89855072463768,10.504223727775694,3.841559420289856,219,9,35,5,3,63,37,46,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.5349,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,5,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,4,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164630314927647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628439257582668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441773435037566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283140477014786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438060751742423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894402353653907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140800485618334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664749945650916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342089436349872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313219542606369,0.0,0.0,0.22230194162462924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582362174109833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30274958304988603,0.0,0.0,0.13722457754792194 autism,alk1234,2019/05/14,"When is it necessary to get a diagnosis? Our son is 2.5 years old. We’ve known for a while now that he clearly has some developmental problems which led us to seeking help from Early Intervention. The EI specialists came to our house 2 weeks ago for my son’s evaluation and concluded that he does have developmental delay and significant sensory processing issues. They told us that they couldn’t make a specific diagnosis- we’d have to seek a developmental pediatrician for that. But they made it pretty clear that he shows signs of autism. We were offered several types of therapy which we happily are taking advantage of. My question is, is it necessary to get an actual diagnosis at this point? He’s already enrolled in therapy, and when he starts preschool he will be in special education. What are the benefits of having an actual diagnosis in his medical records? Edit: He was offered speech therapy, occupational therapy, and developmental therapy. He’s also going to be joining a OT playgroup with other kids his age with SPD. We plan on doing all of the therapy that was recommended.",6.494461538461536,8.669035164102567,8.117948717948718,60.01538461538465,66.58974358974359,12.37948717948718,36.5897435897436,11.855464076750405,5.51711282051282,887,46,138,35,15,308,121,195,0.025,0.846,0.13,0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,8,0,3,3,4,4,0,0,10,0,19,1,0,4,3,25,28,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,14,10,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,1,15,3,22,17,2,21,0,0,0,0,29,6,0,2,12,91,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.2216294809319099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066096492109453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531239571482153,0.09081107332907304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298783574668561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937403793690992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865714433020695,0.0,0.06453676257522624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611451261300843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310289276392439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852345869619647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744988386199482,0.07579982992674937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439620345103133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915841996102793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734757510627127,0.0,0.0,0.11552776101647393,0.0,0.10865821199163732,0.0,0.0,0.12720924243898932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828649601867712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037585862616621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538033814306617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7791703653849821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850807976975234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731889190760213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108815592637802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731266478502706 autism,heraheart,2019/05/14,"I need advice for my brother Hi everyone. My brother recently got diagnosed with high functioning autism and is very aggressive and switches moods very quickly. One day we could be happily talking and in an hour he may not talk to me and become very aggressive. He is 13 years old and I want to know what I can do to support him and make him feel better. Side note: we haven't told him he has autism",3.1124773960216987,5.171370772151904,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,75.45569620253164,8.05858951175407,27.74141048824593,8.841846274778883,2.2531106690777576,317,13,63,7,7,102,58,79,0.045,0.828,0.126,0.7727,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,11,2,6,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765499316923035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339029514264366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788905542335318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614953927444676,0.0,0.0,0.13044681614742226,0.0,0.0,0.20529884721798586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327676339853145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227331874879017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177305204219355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137083766508927,0.0,0.0,0.19919428887980492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116179048238692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501617414563433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499799516581966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224736250627504,0.0,0.1370627558612604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971630363098924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953254240750925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325152431554989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327676339853145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006794955556081,0.11930353745676935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025464872915735 autism,ctilvolover23,2019/05/14,"Should I just not go for an Autism test? I've taken at least five different tests online for it and so far all of them said that I'm extremely far away from having it. My doctor wanted me to go because I got angry once earlier this year and my mom told him that. I never get angry and it takes a lot to get me angry.",2.2621739130434837,3.018137246376813,4.328231884057973,88.61060869565218,75.08695652173913,7.259130434782609,19.597101449275364,7.554174236665415,0.3716353623188407,246,4,56,3,5,85,51,69,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.872,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,13,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,9,0,8,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,38,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567922390185667,0.0,0.0,0.16661275241075355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855602280622864,0.0,0.2797536231274232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855958394003686,0.0,0.3106670227721278,0.0,0.21859820771437166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323660772886604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201079610724517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108004963730632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29107586176825617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599890003439577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055019061675556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611680594412846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612106536460234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760085032656269 autism,s0laris0,2019/05/14,"I think my boyfriend has some level of autism, what can I help with/do about it? hello everyone! I hope this post is allowed? I've spent a lot of time figuring out where this would be appropriate, I hope you can help. I've known him for about 5 years now, and I've had an idea since the beginning that something was ""off"" about him. not in a bad way, but you could tell! he even had an almost-diagnosis when he was still in therapy, but he denies it and any of my gentle suggestions that he should look into it more. I think he was just doing a really good job hiding it from his doctors at the time. as I've gotten to know him better and get closer, he has really shown a lot of very obvious signs that he isn't on the same wavelength as the other people in his life. at first I thought he was just quirky, but now I'm seeing it is truly affecting his life and his relationships. I have an autistic brother, so I'm pretty used to that kind of behavior. it's honestly awesome how passionate he gets over some things and I see that a lot in my bf, along with other traits and things I've learned. but it is seriously straining our relationship sometimes, and his family does nothing to ""correct"" his obsessive behaviors or encourage a healthier life. he's 21 and I fear he will never get his life together without awareness and support for his (possible) condition. I'm so sorry if I said anything harmful or offensive. I really care for him and want to guide him in the right direction, and want to see him succeed and be happy doing anything but what he's doing now. what can I do friends? how can I help him understand what people on the outside see, and that I'm truly concerned he may have an undiagnosed condition that is impacting him and his life very heavily? I'd be happy to answer any questions, any help would be greatly appreciated. thank you for reading",5.115063405797102,5.836928350543477,6.198152173913047,77.93525362318844,68.4836956521739,9.828985507246381,30.822463768115945,9.928628108626363,2.9529724637681154,1475,57,285,34,24,493,183,368,0.065,0.706,0.228,0.9972,2,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,3,0,3,16,23,1,3,16,0,33,7,0,5,3,65,62,29,0,9,12,1,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,0,24,18,0,0,11,1,1,0,4,7,0,1,10,6,37,16,37,42,7,30,0,0,5,1,49,17,0,12,11,192,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389168885474927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128940190728885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432053043298036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828951296252541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292715683260007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955992447556138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486339242026062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959720271642024,0.08205402128860201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193062489783984,0.0,0.0,0.08959608034711447,0.0,0.0,0.08839290707430145,0.10551122762871472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975610915762034,0.0,0.0,0.07244228673730768,0.0,0.1469643789622927,0.0,0.0,0.07864528630896546,0.0,0.10337578734966084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962829119960104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139370274093004,0.0,0.0,0.18625878168191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584880480233727,0.0,0.0,0.09304688373198976,0.0,0.0,0.0976413876875651,0.05153056444272349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33114350105419904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873863722863274,0.0,0.0,0.2391458945083498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231702931306845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996964934388957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000911607527665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570548259967234,0.08980055469405826,0.09539229318515348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503779562447292,0.0,0.09378996027048192,0.0,0.1802039847778548,0.0,0.0,0.20133615041376168,0.0,0.08007444432950839,0.08919159339015621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988729419712636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756303467572193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218455941215915,0.09273557334740966,0.10496177767796154,0.0,0.0,0.07488051969336115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106402941306585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195438121677129,0.08632583334199934,0.10722797603222624,0.0,0.1245860494287112,0.1201611216313938,0.0,0.07443860787007682,0.10934976854485272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761224106346007,0.0,0.08098249723781395,0.0,0.15473120694270984,0.11060956464415743,0.07442596417650434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038571514003947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321534365755014,0.0,0.0,0.0603813193470076 autism,aRedKiwi101,2019/05/14,"I need some advice Soooooo yeah. Just as the title says. I need some advice because I need to talk to my mum (I’m still not quite in university yet) about my growing suspicion of me having asd, aspergers specifically. She is normally not very acceptant and can’t fathom the idea of her own son having aspergers. I need some advice on how to tell her that I think that I have asd without her yelling at me.",1.8544444444444463,4.3900310000000005,3.5116666666666667,85.71777777777781,82.75,7.055555555555558,23.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.6747222222222218,320,12,63,7,9,106,54,80,0.065,0.884,0.051,-0.2734,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,17,11,3,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,14,1,11,11,4,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768280294454373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994582392827495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221231906694108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835935878921321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278745066985908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928328521694053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647504233834514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713639832148352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815186633701026,0.17198086156192952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607875819203854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235133427545645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967397388504773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mboltonwx,2019/05/14,"Academic study of weather information use and perceptions in autism, in support of National Weather Service project Hi everyone. I'm working on a study with meteorologists at the National Weather Service, to gather feedback on how people on the spectrum perceive weather and use weather information. The goal is to make weather messaging more accessible and autism-friendly. I'm on the spectrum myself and this study is really important to me, as weather is one of my favorite things and I study it as a psychology student (how it affects people). I'd greatly appreciate your time in filling out the anonymous survey, whether you're diagnosed or self-identify as autistic. It should take about 20 minutes. Thanks very much in advance! Another study I'll be doing in the near future will be looking at how weather physically and mentally affects people on the spectrum. 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I have, and it's really making my mind bend on what's real or not. When I woke up, I felt very very anxious still and I didn't trust anyone or anything. I kicked a nurse into her stomach because I believed she wanted to do me harm. I believe I had psychotic episodes but they feel more like memories than dreams. I can perfectly picture it all in my head. I'm still having issues with it to the point I almost can't leave my home. I feel lost. Anyone? 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A dog I raised is going to be trained and placed by Bluepath Service Dogs. I want to know if they are good people. ,3.792150537634409,6.372695741935487,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,75.45161290322581,5.423655913978496,29.68817204301075,6.42735559955562,1.3501526881720434,132,6,25,1,3,39,25,31,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227197917453995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514750916492997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623040558586278,0.3871182051382033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365054351072464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199740126124253,0.0,0.4822115031346198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222849674642857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ikomusshi,2019/01/16,"I think I’m on the spectrum but don’t know what to do. Sorry for the long post, I’m just desperate at this point. I’ve been a socially awkward person all my life. Couldn’t look people in the eye to save my life. Been suspected of having dyslexia when I was little my parents never pursued it but I’ve been diagnosed with OCD’ used various antidepressants and they never worked. I always thought I had ADHD because I just couldn’t focus on anything, I constantly zoned out, couldn’t stay still and so on. I took the online aspie test (I know it’s not diagnostic) just to see what it was but I scored very high and suddenly things started to make sense. Up until couple of months ago I could act like I was a normal person but I’m just tired of faking and I’m avoiding people because I don’t want to put on a smile and force myself to seem like enjoy social situations anymore. I booked a psychiatrists appointment but I don’t want to seem like I’m just making up a diagnosis. I’m just thinking would telling my symptoms be enough for him to come to a conclusion or should I just stop trying, because I know I’m never going to feel normal.",3.196414187643022,4.942093986956522,4.676270022883298,83.09685354691076,74.34782608695653,7.276887871853546,25.148741418764306,8.032893268588372,1.5163043478260865,907,30,176,14,19,303,126,230,0.099,0.792,0.11,0.5267,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,10,8,0,2,10,0,19,6,1,3,4,53,46,14,0,10,14,1,1,3,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,11,1,0,5,10,3,0,0,9,4,23,5,26,30,3,32,0,0,3,0,8,12,0,3,16,113,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312207595152704,0.0,0.10556539043553917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909175449951313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810448625199033,0.0,0.0,0.09800026460446563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177870130596267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258480098640213,0.0,0.1286931180679259,0.0,0.09508303588367596,0.13176993477046914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087303126840301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305097822753495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060215077788136964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768113681445298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582427833028742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634492972913406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682324477984049,0.17454290318674698,0.11935866433081035,0.0,0.10539019454801132,0.10000493468174262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898593158603624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505586332281647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755467981430033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333642620848327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322344634269044,0.0,0.0,0.1651229132069765,0.2079681920422407,0.0,0.0,0.11257778710232806,0.0,0.11405453437664854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971753873339082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489867392925756,0.21682867014189275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386125052645867,0.0,0.24279288444021785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333106095078197,0.0842919487620055,0.1269332419579436,0.09510478901387964,0.09956390372429096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377927731848595,0.0,0.0,0.10408920993473186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911757285814387,0.15261510159414696,0.0,0.09454352246700866,0.0,0.13687551675745116,0.0,0.0,0.1323124831435341,0.08085374963068981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285483254067512,0.0,0.0982610620920547,0.14048379139831638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669835600030394,0.0,0.0,0.08459755089738001,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LittlePickling,2019/01/16,"I need to have a rage My husband has autism and has recently went for a PIP assessment (Basically a benefit from the government relating to disabilities). He has received this benefit for 3 years already for depression, anxiety and autism. His claim has been denied as they feel he doesn't require any assistance. Some of their reasons why are as follows: • At the assessment he appeared to look well and dressed smart. - we advised them prior to the assessment that I am the one who picks clothes for my husband to wear on a daily basis. I can't believe they have said no because I didn't allow him to look scruffy? • At the assessment he showed no signs of low mood or anxiety - Depression is not a 24/7 thing. Someone is allowed to have a good day and still be depressed. When we showed up for the appointment we were told that there was a 1 hour delay. He tried to wait in the reception but became so anxious that we had to go and wait.in the car. • That he has a driving licence - Just because someone can drive doesn't mean that they do! My husband passed his test many years ago before his mental health became unmanageable. I took time off work and rescheduled the assessment in order for.me to drive him to the appointment and attend with him for support. • That his depression medication is currently working and he is not currently seeking other treatment. - his tablets are work g currently but he continually meets with his doctor to keep a check on the medication, his extreme depression stems from being autistic and feel I g so different. They reason he isn't pursuing other treatment is because autism is not something that can be cured. • That he was friendly with the lady that conducted the assesment. - he's not a fucking monster? • He gained qualifications while at school without any help. - he gained 1 qualification while at school which was barely a pass. He was kicked out of every school he attended for behavioural problems, however his autism was undiagnosed at the time. The lady at the assessment never asked for any of that follow up information. I'm furious that under the write up of the decision, he states that ""he has decided that he has more good days than bad days"" from the 20 minute window that he was seen in. Some jumped up cunt who has never met my husband has made this decision on the most ridiculous of reasons. Rant over. We're appealing the decision. Tldr; the government are cunts and have decided that my husband won't get any disability benefits for the weirdest fucking reasons.",5.65217149758454,7.716667284782607,5.96463768115942,75.05772946859905,68.54347826086956,9.458937198067632,34.08212560386474,9.861636050157227,3.7180314009661855,2021,98,339,50,36,646,225,460,0.142,0.7929999999999999,0.064,-0.9888,8,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,4,0,6,6,7,25,7,0,34,0,44,8,2,8,2,58,69,20,0,2,9,5,2,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,23,18,0,4,13,2,1,16,15,15,1,1,17,6,32,9,57,48,4,61,0,6,3,3,58,21,5,5,22,225,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098281636872058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081515450256916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850463904259104,0.0,0.13977631059751636,0.10320784981358758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540682975899355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627960683755727,0.16707185577899689,0.0,0.07773841233041892,0.1029284969645025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767538812957482,0.0,0.3934299419851277,0.0,0.0,0.09544903085893787,0.0,0.0935081624916086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697254349508725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238608538321208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058249491704552,0.16891687472909728,0.04773046700705835,0.0,0.05192051155835906,0.15325249301644134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710863629167084,0.0,0.0,0.061234934542557774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996862918617063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120264818003127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343440170844086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644457382717549,0.0,0.09262205700775747,0.0,0.09951498290146693,0.0,0.1840659235606488,0.09206676427373653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774034904302975,0.1409209063875884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190613358778164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741668665276486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757224606658883,0.0902044037751065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690180101481787,0.0,0.0,0.2773756760120976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481364460337604,0.07033138415789397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295813175815298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036712865120393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069379223508209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654246062779683,0.0,0.0,0.08729590368425796,0.1015014246761596,0.06202567273279672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214126754791379,0.08468921823006377,0.08243583710687863,0.0,0.0,0.08806526639032572,0.0,0.1995278096677856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766233115608735 autism,SSTralala,2019/01/16,"Sudden behavior changes in Level-1 child? I'm mom to a sweet second grade boy who was diagnosed as level-1 back in Kindergarten. He has come so far in his ability to self-regulate when school gets overwhelming and we've never had to worry about him academically. He's a bright, empathetic, wonderful child. However, right before the winter holidays he suddenly began to cope less. He wouldn't do his writing or math work and I would recieve calls from the vice principal and emails from his teacher that he'd totally melted down and been utterly unreachable to calm for way longer than usual. I figured it was anxiety due to the holiday. He just needed a break from the school stress. However, now that its past the holidays, the extreme emotions and work refusals have continued. His IEP has him doing social skills/OT twice a week, but his caseworker suggested it get increased to 5 days now. She leaned heavily into questioning what's different at home and if we were suddenly doing something wrong that would upset him lately. I feel absolutely helpless, nothing has changed at home. In fact, we've even been better about bedtime, more family togetherness, and less emphasis on technology. I'm at a loss as to why he suddenly feels unable to cope. Do you have any insights about what things made you or a loved one suddenly unable to deal? How did you get back on track? I don't want him to feel he's bad when it's just he needs more help.",5.337519545131485,7.330891074626868,5.8983368869936035,75.50480099502487,69.22388059701493,10.030135039090263,31.41862117981521,10.290406445055957,3.6209173418621177,1160,50,200,33,21,375,165,268,0.092,0.784,0.125,0.7385,3,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,0,4,14,12,0,3,12,0,21,2,0,2,3,36,37,17,0,7,6,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,11,10,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,7,0,3,9,5,19,5,32,24,6,38,0,3,1,1,38,13,0,5,21,125,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892290240875292,0.0,0.10003286276026607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109639742496324,0.1091811253218756,0.0,0.0,0.11126915424519652,0.0,0.0,0.11564869878627075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352301005402234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766585190586579,0.11264021184678327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433091737514169,0.1348102719862892,0.0,0.1327210631372234,0.0,0.13661885570876112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709007732458926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863673187169998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232711342764866,0.0,0.1983521648394679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495383953932955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876472669373547,0.0,0.2623306576337995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475056602080244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801815322189192,0.12373052562423527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314731901476145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939172957187588,0.10085200867343834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547003025657275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886079728207577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482748774756415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648379193645708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167035801595043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646770191881829,0.0,0.0,0.13641368051809824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329577907872914,0.0,0.10066726856834307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978786444906558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687271488420513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401628756071333,0.0,0.07712703963934772,0.10379309072782132,0.10488969374213916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799270913059233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418062231215336,0.19039313997278293,0.13279554421065215,0.0,0.18577968594125402,0.14296813506858574,0.0,0.0 autism,dr-mike-litoris,2019/01/16,"Does autism also cause really strange and scary thoughts? I think I might have autism but have never been diagnosed. I do have a few ""features"" that really suggest it though (like really having trouble with agenda changes). Anyway, quick question, can autism cause really strange and scary thoughts entering your mind? Like, about hurting myself or breaking stuff around me? I never feel like I'm actually going to do it, but my brain suggests strange things almost daily. I was wondering why..",6.024285714285713,9.100657380952386,5.081190476190475,77.33464285714288,70.42857142857143,8.009523809523811,30.73809523809524,8.841846274778883,3.0515523809523804,396,17,59,8,8,118,60,84,0.256,0.71,0.034,-0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,10,2,1,2,2,20,17,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,1,9,3,4,12,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,5,6,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.16233345312756253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657534126064316,0.0,0.0,0.13302991148779286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480866308683565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570144297318986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34177422936952084,0.17597607952445918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688415917259706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455738709642519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411148022817769,0.11884036299031253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454045083224966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808095032715993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381039582835404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647089821575054,0.16796592312388225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565985122584358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863498981095092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262718830891217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043077444890988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105154457920542,0.10659026419780188,0.16343787877389404,0.2641263920197989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010486166066028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039931162797326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,final_cut,2019/01/16,"Sick of not getting it. I make it a point to go out of my way to get jokes pretty often, and I've learned my best way to feel like I fit in has become to make witty jokes back at people. But I often make ""witty"" jokes that don't hit the mark and I always have to ask people on reddit posts what their jokes mean or how something works. I think half of my last 10 comments are asking what something means or if someone could explain a joke to me. I'm trying really hard to just 'get it' but I don't want to just nod and pretend I understand things I don't. I think if I asked more questions earlier in my life and didn't just pretend I got it I would be a lot better off now. This didn't really bug me much until last night when I didn't understand an apparently 'racist' joke on my hometown sub and I asked about it and got a bunch of downvotes. Sorry for venting I just had a hard time and thought some people might be able to relate. 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So intrusive thoughts are usually thoughts of a harmful nature you can’t ignore even if you don’t want to do whatever it is you’re thinking, but for me, and this causes a lot of sleep issues, I have thoughts I can’t ignore but they’re more like burning questions. I just get these questions about something stuck in my head (could be about nature could be about comics) and I am fixated on it until I just cave in and research it. I sacrifice sleep because I can’t sleep with that going on and I end up lost in some research binge for days. I don’t mind it because I know a bunch of stuff about things that interest me and I never feel like I lack things to talk about (even if those things are unusual). It just doesn’t seem like something most people deal with from conversations I’ve had (honestly how many people have a burning urge to research rabies at 3am) Does anyone else struggle with this? 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My nephew He is a newborn infant but I see the signs. Predominant flat affect, distant gaze, very mesmerized by and attentive to non social environmental stimuli like lights and shadows. Finger rolling and arm flailing. He does eye contact and looking at your face in little bursts then looks off to the side at the wall or the floor. My dad works him up into overstimulation and then literally takes the crying as instance that the baby doesn’t like him and literally reprimands him for crying and asks him out loud WHY WHY, .. or with narcissistic bravado shouts HEYYYYY11 as if that’s going to make him calm down and then proceeds abusive terms like fussbudget bad etc etc. reminds me of how I myself never remember any warmth from him when I expressed any fearful emotions and was always told I’m too this and too that (sensitive stubborn lazy bla bla bla) I’m like he’s probably overwhelmed by your overdraftic bullshit just like I still am at age 36 which is why I’ve been confined severely depressed with PTSD to my bedroom for the better part of 15 years. I just hope my sister stays in Alaska and does not move back here where he will develop ptsd and non existent self esteem the way I did somebody shoot me and put me out my misery ",8.012708333333332,8.075644854166669,7.573055555555558,72.82750000000001,62.26388888888889,10.394444444444446,36.75,9.978442167317967,3.693350000000001,1250,54,213,23,16,394,184,288,0.196,0.721,0.083,-0.9919,0,0,0,1,0,1,16.0,0,2,0,3,12,14,1,3,13,0,12,7,5,3,1,45,24,28,0,3,9,4,1,5,0,1,2,2,1,3,5,22,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,6,9,28,8,32,16,5,39,0,2,5,0,26,21,0,5,18,132,33,3,0.0,0.1335029411752013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937556732460314,0.0,0.0,0.153247439009949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003057586769187,0.10533709137141099,0.0,0.0,0.08664108757337713,0.09407996922373722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965299396302923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996282373418267,0.0,0.2475391578347804,0.0,0.0,0.0970478962024048,0.11436403039885028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197207505971092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674562482313825,0.0,0.0,0.2513276253465036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679211649738706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298405882054734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403651424021338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191294839625156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958657349862941,0.275239641637232,0.11293121197220485,0.09949520043927752,0.0,0.18923935753016144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752122773876688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975703076477792,0.0,0.0,0.0869028767030679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201740756138073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296812783916144,0.0,0.2634250325837319,0.11327076102343152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764023577577022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897883896529137,0.0,0.11754591122782665,0.1272920999027707,0.0,0.0932069652634635,0.0,0.0,0.2297185114443641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009789933759699,0.08998340546046002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471852353857437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766699347917508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593942708635652,0.0,0.08943716922244897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050183924439004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405931607906973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255981613494357 autism,Former-Incel-User,2019/01/16,"My wife’s boyfriend supports my autism I just wanted to make a nice lighthearted post here. My wife’s boyfriend, Tyrone, loves everything about my autism. He loves my happy hand flaps, he loves when I watch my wife bounce bounce up and down on him, he makes a shushing noise to calm me down, and he wants to do deep pressure with my wife as I watch. He even wants to make me a sensory bin so I can have a fun sensory experience! It really is amazing because I’ve never had someone support my autism so fully before. Basically growing up I was told to just stop acting weird but he makes me proud to be autistic. 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What should I do to relearn stimming? Also this applies to turning off the neurotypical interaction filter I made... it saps so much energy and I just want to be able to turn it off :(",4.4381818181818184,6.011671303030305,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,70.81818181818181,9.522424242424243,29.86666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.1182521212121213,270,11,49,7,5,93,45,66,0.083,0.8290000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.1639,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,10,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,9,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,39,10,0,0.5311891620270116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239589047982144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633984569725381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128653266223454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513120143632899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904851534981827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777812734776894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566545652000788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,legolas1892,2019/10/22,"Is it only people on the Autism Spectrum that stim? Hey everyone, I've been doing a bit of digging into my emotional and social issues I've been having throughout my seemingly 'normal' life. I understand I can't post a full list of my traits on this sub, and ask if it seems likely I have ASD or not. But i did this on an 'Aspergers' sub and had some good feedback. So, alot of my traits I have seemingly can be interchangeable with other issues, like OCD, Social Anxiety, Depression etc. But one, I associate with Autism the most and makes me believe I am on the spectrum. That trait is Stimming. Basically, when I'm imagining things or responding to things I see/hear on tv/radio, I will lock my hands together and tap them together for a few seconds. If I've a pen, I will drum it and flap it about. This is all done behind close doors, and I wouldn't openly do it in public. Firstly is that a stim? And also, is it possible to confirm someone who is NT wouldn't engage in this, and thus it is more likely I have Autism to some degree?",5.625434782608696,5.492103971014494,6.642814009661838,78.16103260869569,67.26086956521739,9.991787439613526,30.29347826086957,9.725611199111238,2.6690550724637685,810,27,160,16,12,272,122,207,0.042,0.9209999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.2444,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,10,0,26,2,1,2,1,36,33,18,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,18,14,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,1,19,5,19,23,10,14,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,11,5,122,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581209388134398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035257088729535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707687574365094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725048220672046,0.0,0.0,0.1717572633812514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550308998581032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099726301529366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769685328355617,0.0,0.0,0.1754580530124022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033000071926134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133819871366914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319560621579586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773157904353791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284111500057232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111227244736487,0.23058195007533525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050151151102075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541442981839267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660693931800276,0.119652131969445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906878089637492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735938016121466,0.1506730807803984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536700659069291,0.4296660879422867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207443885515237,0.1333002713893311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090383957386063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378002488979707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Galaxylittles,2019/10/22,Dealing with outbursts When I'm tired or frustrated I have furious outbursts which usually lead to having my phone taken away (I'm 16) which just makes things worse as I watch youtube to calm down how do I deal with my outbursts my parents are talking about sending me to get mentally evaluated which scares me and I wanna make things better,9.695729166666666,8.35289503125,8.586250000000003,71.5004166666667,59.625,11.658333333333333,41.64583333333333,10.504223727775694,4.385683333333333,278,13,48,5,3,86,47,64,0.21600000000000005,0.711,0.073,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,10,10,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,2,10,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,33,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264982967997237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321162196178006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970763536289383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125951959148956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32183943533524945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429473260981799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676857292756368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413585556211449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376729423666006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203195995990493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277080736546803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655105209309893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456764529595204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DanDan_fell_over,2019/10/22,"Autism and other conditions Was wondering if anyone else has other conditions instead of just autism? I was diagnosed with autism since I was 3 but I also have other conditions that were more recently diagnosed. I also have Tourette’s, dyspraxia, anxiety and insomnia. (All were diagnosed around 14, can’t exactly remember). It’s also suspected that I have ADHD but I’m not diagnosed yet.",5.245525210084036,8.390991661764707,6.766218487394962,63.85441176470592,73.55882352941177,12.70924369747899,34.714285714285715,11.491704259439757,6.144228571428572,315,17,44,15,7,107,43,68,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,14,12,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,3,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144177582374717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42803044118745065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364854586595292,0.0,0.0,0.1247505197345238,0.18280520504814315,0.0,0.1588253980768884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.724341768343733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490411702250014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616131617332215,0.0,0.20210715242194252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475850794288918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348129074244413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cutequodcattus,2019/10/22,"Making friends as an adult...? I’m 30 years old, moved cross country earlier this year and have had a really hard time going out and making friends. I have social anxiety so it’s really hard for me to find places that aren’t so noisy or crowded that they trigger a meltdown. I don’t drink, and every place where you would feasibly go to meet other people in my city is a bar or a nightclub. I only have like one friend who lives less than an hour away, and we have different schedules so it’s very rare that we actually get the chance to hang out. I’ve tried using Meetup to find folks but haven’t found any places that match my interests. To be honest, I don’t like going out at all. My idea of a good time with friends is going to their place or having them come over to mine, cooking a hot meal, playing music, getting stoned and watching some anime. But it feels like nobody else in my city feels that way, or if they do I haven’t found them yet. It’s also scary for me to go to places alone because I’m trans living in the South, and have to always be mindful of my own safety. I just feel so alone and it feels like I don’t have any friends close by who I can really rely on, or even just meet up and have a good time. How the hell does an autistic adult actually make friends?",4.677800751879701,4.6347365075188005,5.22232142857143,87.23205357142858,69.26315789473685,8.15375939849624,26.023496240601506,7.645422480735847,1.1343240601503757,1005,25,221,10,16,323,147,266,0.07400000000000001,0.743,0.183,0.9851,2,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,5,0,11,16,1,0,13,0,22,4,0,6,1,45,42,23,0,2,10,0,7,4,6,1,0,0,0,2,14,16,4,0,9,4,0,9,6,1,0,1,3,8,24,15,29,36,4,38,1,0,1,0,22,19,1,7,13,134,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.17304361815275798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365521902193066,0.0,0.07090336823026734,0.07377430157797586,0.0,0.0,0.12058707905498404,0.0,0.06782656887603576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330133618161381,0.0,0.0,0.05404783631217406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637489197271859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926334403595232,0.0,0.0,0.0775891501561355,0.0,0.0,0.08685549462483905,0.0,0.0,0.0740661407956168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856074423898192,0.0,0.0747019791925451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932169354434507,0.12668101366802714,0.0,0.0,0.16207183523099844,0.0,0.0,0.1944277071120244,0.4110025596585031,0.0,0.09264499239106748,0.0,0.25194470638393185,0.1487317948022667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884836760950366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731470158415748,0.0,0.0,0.1000891690703383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732640735250114,0.0,0.1565812215652586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775487192056122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952384891635615,0.0,0.0,0.09423420469222256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303637781724962,0.0,0.06008000376732438,0.06743182559672914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061467412994616374,0.0,0.4631672017976161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039840112754026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038025196015316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509944810609408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019601670282236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657593180111928,0.0,0.07315584696996229,0.0,0.07037616462080823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298329527198089,0.0,0.0,0.11419148458215345 autism,iamdeeaz,2019/10/22,"Do you agree or disagree with this? From my experience, I would say stimming does help my asd daughter find comfortness of being herself to cope in certain situations. While at home, I found that her stimming helps her to express her thoughts about one subject or things that interest her!",8.68058823529412,9.436907647058828,7.2360784313725475,73.46235294117648,60.764705882352935,9.937254901960783,42.49019607843137,9.725611199111238,4.354654901960783,234,13,38,4,3,70,42,51,0.044000000000000004,0.731,0.22399999999999998,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,10,3,8,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,1,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013058153876623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019512146340392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821306781547644,0.0,0.0,0.338454986835984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138074286313151,0.0,0.3096342267129475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917159582054298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547711855348725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469726356644224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050752751374912,0.0,0.0,0.2450598290869289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927955319539774,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,siorez,2019/10/22,"How do you cope in an office setting? I recently started my first job (general office setting). I think I present quite well and the work in itself is fine, but I'm just completely wiped at lunch every day. Like, want to cry because of tiredness wiped. Any tips on what to keep my eyes out for to maybe reduce stress a little? I can't really go on this way for very long, I guess.",3.0314718614718643,4.4203955454545465,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,74.06493506493507,7.2112554112554115,24.52164502164502,7.793537801064563,1.1589151515151521,295,9,62,4,6,96,63,77,0.10400000000000001,0.797,0.099,-0.5289,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,10,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,8,3,12,10,0,17,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,7,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570854992691452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395789712265698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007238189187774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151456732716404,0.14766774928386986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291846104735685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947631386933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012984542039238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25223804833882224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272189969230221,0.20352049196427333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186396525413954,0.22948971116625874,0.0,0.20263267390078984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300327630788335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435394971563597,0.0,0.0,0.14668507968052974,0.0,0.22608184640668155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206728756129665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26228621129349755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671576538163927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889255621686325,0.13505339093853486,0.18174701018385692,0.0,0.0,0.2058729802118872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669406271131773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kavanna666,2019/10/22,"Help would be appreciated :) So I asked on diagnose me and a helpful redditor told me to try and ask in related communities, so I'm here. I'm fifteen years old and for as long as I can remember this has been happening since fifth or fourth grade, but it only happens when I do something specific. So anyway I feel almost like I'm not in my own body, and my actions or movements aren't mine- but I'm still in control. Like my senses seem to slow down and harder to process, people's voices are harder to understand as well as my own thoughts. It's hard to focus on sounds but I can focus really well on objects, especially my hands, to the point without blinking for a while. I also get kinda chilly, and something odd I notice is that I move barely move my head and face; making facial movements, like smiling or frowning, to the bare minimum. Stuff that seem to cause me to feel this way is when I do something specific or something else happens. Like yesterday I was playing with orbeez and it happened. A few days ago I tied a doctors glove on my hand filled with water, that's the time it happened the most severely and longest. When I play with those box things with spikes you put your hand or other objects on to make the same image on the other side. Fog seems to do this, as well as a piercing sound. But something as simple as me just thinking of this feeling seems to trigger it, too. Sorry if I didn't really explain it very well, it's hard to say how I feel, so I might not have used the right words. I have told my Dad, but he is pretty cheap and told me I can just live with it. I dont blame him, money is tight, so unless it gets severe that means no doctor for me haha. It's just frustrating, it happens everyday, and I just want to know if my noggin is alright. Thanks for taking the time to read this. :)",4.210980926430518,5.030219231607632,5.2147640326975475,83.82199346049049,70.58038147138964,7.833852861035424,28.03149863760218,7.9765259561132025,1.7030382343324253,1426,49,287,18,25,469,190,367,0.063,0.753,0.184,0.9927,0,0,5,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,0,1,22,14,1,0,13,2,23,11,7,7,0,67,60,43,0,4,20,1,10,4,0,2,3,4,0,0,25,16,1,2,15,3,2,7,7,1,4,0,7,14,38,13,45,50,5,36,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,15,19,198,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217925230186842,0.0,0.08153639541287455,0.0,0.0,0.06511635745555068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522446709042385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904459502042608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364695067380867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132620337365073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251304562889158,0.0,0.0,0.082645694620351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668596019273169,0.0,0.0,0.09543068707607633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802098997240183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164685765822105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508346770511067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320285546765547,0.0,0.14588343748210902,0.0,0.08356658623327719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915628742550992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044749610210446086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912255831371405,0.0,0.07190066599627122,0.07205946391179144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870499906314768,0.0,0.0,0.0886968048376679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638013782166103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308594247173914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270406157873036,0.08544290892701993,0.0,0.0,0.06192815615157993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645054863157816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697390655516753,0.0,0.0,0.08283953384327801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185563845825593,0.0,0.0,0.08144805338630343,0.0,0.10432718477388836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223980573615702,0.06953737476612397,0.0,0.06475323799245752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965087558314272,0.0,0.1839764474801749,0.0,0.06735644381182379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134286352032229,0.0,0.09114976109576717,0.0,0.0,0.06502692343605239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932133100057759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061222232205681536,0.0,0.0,0.07496613776548479,0.0,0.0,0.05409582846497865,0.05217450471973407,0.0,0.06464316319485919,0.09496033222037877,0.0,0.0,0.2334181499044305,0.0,0.05528292151497554,0.0,0.0,0.08476735674442529,0.0,0.07032593615947534,0.0,0.06718499276069817,0.04802717529782583,0.06463218329651907,0.0,0.0,0.29284707747092725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849177599451522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578427072087678,0.0,0.0,0.05243568616009224 autism,ifrequentlyeatrocks,2019/10/22,I'm really jealous of everyone else's interests on here Y'all are into cool things like vacuums and microwaves and trains and meanwhile I've seen Juno 43 times and know everything that science knows about hippos (which is surprisingly little),8.222857142857139,10.36510223809524,7.289047619047621,67.73928571428571,62.33333333333333,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.751514285714286,202,9,29,6,3,62,38,42,0.071,0.7340000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.5729,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392974276425914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881065626938546,0.3650335009174184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464335975872559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984309355746541,0.4070824593784255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601986933837311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26983693491978195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683716205492564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AizuBandaisan,2019/10/22,"Those of you who were diagnosed as adults, what was it that lead to you seeking a diagnosis? Since diagnosis is less common in adults, I’m curious to know what it was that made you decide to get it “checked out” instead of just assuming it’s normal",3.6311224489795935,5.423308795918372,5.0813775510204096,80.45022959183675,73.28571428571428,8.981632653061224,28.5765306122449,9.516144504307137,2.6625877551020407,197,8,39,5,4,66,36,49,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,8,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,29,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985473441318243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566264162263061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699450881723077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647756993493869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481261749857717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063173082010765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EarthySouvenir,2019/10/22,Weighted Items (DIY)? Has anyone made their own weighted blankets (throw blanket size) or weighted vests? I want fo make one for my girlfriend but I’m not sure how to go about it. All the ones I see online are super pricey. Thanks!,1.504848484848484,4.218502818181818,1.4836363636363683,97.48712121212124,89.0,2.9333333333333336,20.96969696969697,3.1291,-0.4813666666666667,180,6,35,0,6,53,40,44,0.048,0.733,0.218,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,2,9,9,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,4,3,3,8,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561398986939704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690925612983436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112963881054278,0.14905767886262766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026342047754593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794500333360155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046211840857476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055890453046764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317109486025353,0.0,0.0,0.8157752132557914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,oddlyspecificWalrus,2019/10/22,"Love you guys! Hey everyone love helping out in terms of advice and tips. If you are going through something tough or just want help understanding autism in general, just ask. I'm happy there's a community I can connect to regarding this. I've been through the ringer I guess you could say, I've spent lots of time examining myself, my actions, and who I want to be. I've been through very hard times due to abuse, depression, drugs, loss of loved ones, and everything you could imagine growing up in a poor household. I'm doing well now and living on my own even. I've never been happier and I just want to help you guys do the same. I've gotten amazing support throughout the years from friends and family, and I want to return the favor a bit.",4.9358219178082186,5.973984636986303,5.379342465753428,82.49956164383562,69.06849315068493,8.579726027397259,30.35342465753425,8.841846274778883,2.3365994520547937,591,23,116,10,10,189,93,146,0.113,0.622,0.265,0.9717,0,0,2,0,1,0,18.0,0,5,0,1,7,12,0,0,7,0,10,4,0,0,1,27,26,9,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,3,1,1,5,2,13,9,18,18,5,17,0,2,0,3,18,6,0,4,8,71,15,0,0.0,0.17383563413066278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433701382556627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716057425280306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017694663655754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342831457397381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636712291792954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014512132194293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690518389310222,0.0,0.0,0.14019436517006842,0.13185976442066333,0.0,0.13831171458403696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133531775191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338264282774085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162529836454048,0.2905457609890881,0.0,0.15618295714660116,0.1314295990800549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29502390417338703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955378442652593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473353273839588,0.3972534175166193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315718250455115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994192250974722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667523408238567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294990185577533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664926942218087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110370591265794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273755409502354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105687684824215,0.3461499127405679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319161881844537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448092708061784 autism,Hurricane808080,2019/01/20,"How could busy events be better for you & your family? Hi, I have a meeting this week with a large sports team about improving the experience for people with autism and other sensory issues + anxiety. I have several ideas as my son is on the spectrum but I feel like this is a great chance to really make a difference so I would love some input from people who have this issues as well as friends, carers, parents and other family. Everything will be confidential I just want to represent these communities as best as I can, I also want to add that I am not being paid for this meeting or benefitting in any way, I have been invited due to my own mental health issues. Thank you ",7.37836423118866,6.900634404580157,8.102464558342419,70.30412213740459,63.73282442748093,12.065866957470012,31.69138495092695,11.491704259439757,3.681585823336969,541,17,99,15,7,182,91,131,0.009000000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.297,0.9921,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,3,6,9,0,0,6,0,15,2,0,2,0,18,22,12,0,4,4,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,14,9,18,14,3,6,0,0,0,1,12,2,0,2,4,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284459384595142,0.0,0.17402924037985518,0.0,0.10922556235274253,0.0,0.12287212172315785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855839543212842,0.14205332729951434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282401856329726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678113392451389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435285656963712,0.1571149573848719,0.30283219729643795,0.0,0.08121314892492085,0.11474533644683907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240928576508799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770816113335444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072913325288555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813178636185661,0.0,0.5029295323886409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784697084240142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496376978608852,0.0,0.10721358016254026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186489138454682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834697829472745,0.0,0.0,0.22270421684711186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289582893413944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145231378436247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787522358795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947299399846845,0.12749087575845466,0.12883785249529126,0.0,0.1444146262195173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409822509713748,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LeifCG,2019/01/20,"I think I could have a form of autism I really hope this is the right place for this, and please note that I am not trying to self-diagnose. I'm 15, and for years I've just felt different. A few days ago, my mom brought up how I wouldn't talk, and just whine, even though I could talk when I was younger. I knew this already, but it kinda clicked. I started researching, and took an online AQ test (not sure how valid those are, but I did it anyway) and I got a 38/50. A lot of symptoms I've seen I can relate to. I told my mom, and she got upset with me. Is there any definite answer? My mom won't take me to any doctors or anything.",2.8876143790849653,3.1665663235294157,4.012156862745098,93.2119281045752,73.26470588235293,7.515032679738562,23.93464052287581,7.3871296695380915,0.6461366013071892,484,12,119,5,9,158,90,136,0.042,0.8809999999999999,0.077,0.4933,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,12,2,0,2,1,27,25,13,0,4,7,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,10,3,19,2,9,11,3,10,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,4,5,76,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489950593886155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793580593227567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697695223223248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523221126238993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430087078910053,0.0,0.0,0.09814432381559862,0.0,0.0,0.1544607767012125,0.0,0.1589970277964697,0.0,0.15576396928374792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051428774976016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461178759356525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434265131672281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115032997631667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937906619672265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346985614545003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589970277964697,0.16704932559399388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749121273195532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996196553829856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158758244904286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771467993159893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342903766523205,0.1581745995239714,0.11442136921120352,0.24463506641585994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751160735028468,0.1495173164369738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541571663641675,0.16907898063907292,0.10332108689679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799974273740902 autism,its_complikated,2019/01/20,"I think I have Asperger’s? (18 F) Hi everyone, This is my first post here but I have been following this subreddit for the past few weeks. I have been tested for autism by a professional after my mom was convinced I had it. The results said I could be a very high functioning autistic, but there were characteristics about me that pointed towards no. I have had therapy for the last couple years (which included CBT) and have been told by my therapist that it was possible that I could’ve been formally diagnosed with it before I started. However, I am still thinking that I have Asperger’s and have recently taken some of the online tests that I have found on here (and were said to be pretty accurate). The results said that it was most/highly likely that I have it. I am currently in university, and am thinking of asking the counsellor about getting a second opinion. What are my next steps from here? I feel lost and don’t know what to do next... I’ll answer your questions if you have any/take any advice. Thank you for reading",4.3074175126903524,6.240827923857868,5.2047684010152295,79.67689879441626,71.79187817258884,8.985913705583759,29.063769035533,9.516144504307137,2.8143098984771564,819,33,151,20,16,267,116,197,0.031,0.907,0.062,0.7724,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,2,7,4,0,0,9,0,31,1,0,2,0,22,48,8,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,17,6,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,18,4,23,3,18,27,2,20,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,4,13,116,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638455824737716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491125142810353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047754962101574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876237042076986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286791186279709,0.15442970418255894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165891859128388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336352182624794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056994197006887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871675148299585,0.0,0.15302947163920308,0.0,0.0,0.07291869274297604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29492321014466977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670310497012005,0.1137668181168547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818603690653907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523553208394728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346074303484773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968650078559304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323376491117986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319371857474414,0.15734232324918326,0.13366788133534588,0.14199116886550028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634847300322235,0.0,0.13960610068159288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780688971611466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982843322739961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878718339629322,0.0,0.11145944983080927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849576805672785,0.15960855058118348,0.1620495901100997,0.0,0.2682892539261221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336352182624794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515849027300873,0.0,0.0,0.11195329690449947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987742956426822 autism,novalife2k16,2019/01/20,"My parent is on the edge of disowning my autistic brother My brother used to be great for the first 2-3 years of his life. His dad would often de-parent him when my mom did try to raise him. Often telling my brother to hit my mom and he would do it. Other times, spoiling him and letting him do whatever he wants. Even after my brother went through Luekeumia, his dad would keep spoiling and treating him like a child years later. He’s 13 now and is addicted to fortnite, refuses to learn at all. Don’t get me wrong, he’s a very loving kid, he loves me ( his brother ) and his mom but he’s stuck in this premature mindset while everyone in his grade listens to their parents, is literate and can write. My mom is getting old now, it really drains her mental health when she tries to get my brother to cooperate. She wants to call social services or whatever and see if they can take him away because it’s deteriorating her mental health. What other alternatives or solutions are there? Any people with autism who has been in my brothers shoes who has made progress? 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I'm autistic, and at least one of my kiddos is, too. I'm looking for books and other resources to help me help him. Every book I've found has assumed the parents/caregivers don't understand why their kids are different, and don't have any of the challenges that ASD can bring. They have some helpful stuff, but they ""taste"" horrible, and are missing a lot of the information and perspective I would find most useful. Does anyone know of any books or blogs or anything that might work better for me? 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Getting asked the same questions frequently and you know how you really feel isn’t what people want to hear. ,4.3582113821138195,5.6970880731707325,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,70.70731707317074,7.417886178861789,28.300813008130078,7.793537801064563,1.6998227642276418,165,6,32,2,3,52,30,41,0.154,0.759,0.087,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,10,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,10,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,0,0,3,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29251672499152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694979745012126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821026964320956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347591791686047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526579827398789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196016577342604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528658092061466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216923581122524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7010331419185588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045001402274626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184554926557006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HopelessAnhedonic,2019/01/20,"SOMEONE HELP! NOBODY IS HELPING AND I AM IN DISTRESS!!! I just searched for the tag ""amwf"" on Instagram then search for ""imwf"" AMWF: https://www.instagram.com/explore/tags/amwf/ IMWF: https://www.instagram.com/explore/tags/imwf/ If you don't know, AMWF refers to a couple which is Asian Male White Female and IMWF refers to a couple which is Indian Male White Female. The AMWF tag produces **62,000** results. Every single one of the pictures are of a couple which is Asian Male White Female. I should also add, all the females are quite attractive. The IMWF tag produces **1,900** results. Let that sink in. That is 3% of the size of the AWMF results. And it does not end there - literally *NONE* of the photos are of Indian Male White Female couples. They are all pictures of IMWF Mas-Wrestling World Cup and International Mice & Wedding Forum. So there is literally close to 0 pictures of IMWF couples. So, 0 vs. 62,000. If ever anyone needed evidence, this proves it well beyond any doubt. IT IS OVER FOR CURRYCELS! **OVER!!!! OVER!!!! OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!** #OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want to live if Indians men are seen as this ugly by whtie women. There is literally one thing I want in live or I want to be dead. I don't want to live anymore. If Indian men are seen as this ugly by White women, what is the point of living. All I want from life is to be loved by a White women. That's it. Outside of that I just want death!",1.7008534798534818,4.431693869230768,2.3458241758241765,89.27012820512823,94.92307692307692,4.476190476190476,17.72893772893773,6.3073786221475325,0.03323992673992748,1106,30,206,13,42,342,123,260,0.133,0.81,0.057,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,3,162.0,0,1,1,3,13,6,1,2,13,0,24,2,0,5,5,38,35,15,3,12,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,16,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,2,8,12,3,36,29,5,17,0,0,8,1,15,13,0,6,4,131,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265356073296874,0.0,0.12553475015428145,0.0,0.07878907964250134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490243467019375,0.08101232116547183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409869261509263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013902613605614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261797030191508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480241098349133,0.09761742691138932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531763602207999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281824227772529,0.0,0.06367387380721512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184751608405095,0.08183566287786652,0.0,0.0,0.40922760325922025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456858043969207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590905628683046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702008005640808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952557551658833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323185108687748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816818407410696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697253538024659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41002497472260463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417245964827863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ellieisherenow,2019/01/20,"Is There a Way to Correct the Way My Mouth Moves? Hey guys! So I'm autistic (as you may have known), and for some reason, I'm assuming as compensation for my motor skills, I talk more with one side of my mouth. It's distracting and I feel like it makes my facial movements uncomfortable to look at, especially for myself. It hurts my self esteem kinda badly if I'm being honest. I guess my question is; is there any way I can retrain my mouth to have its movements more centered?",1.9616842105263184,4.356576800000003,3.517105263157898,86.76723684210528,81.0,5.905263157894738,22.13157894736842,7.1686216300943375,0.8229789473684215,376,12,74,5,10,124,63,95,0.11699999999999999,0.823,0.06,-0.6766,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,8,4,4,2,1,15,15,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,2,13,2,11,13,3,9,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,7,1,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046124734741513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701718096662274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930873045467988,0.16857024506861062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25993711895668314,0.23363801583289145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25260062055808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527839290990965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814741148491094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750548163720518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507886938833801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989295736646028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432978831772225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242606717231366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461582869907677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965613068822426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618834412648546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,everyoneisworthless,2019/01/20,"How to deal with highschool? For me highschool is a nightmare. I am enrolled in two community colleges to save money (since high students get a discount) and get out of highschool as soon as possible. Although I won't be able to get out completely for some time and I am falling. Whilst I do great in my college courses something is just not clicking in my brain with highschool. For me everything is horrible about highschool. The sound, the restriction, the structure, the compression of schedules, sudden changes, etc... How do I cope with highschool for the time I have left? Btw thanks to anyone who responds.",4.241850152905202,7.320294889908258,3.8662614678899097,83.52183868501531,77.16513761467891,6.2021406727828765,34.77140672782875,7.492282038375204,2.8481370030581035,489,28,79,7,12,147,70,109,0.064,0.841,0.094,0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,10,1,1,2,0,14,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,10,3,21,12,2,14,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,6,60,11,9,0.22503646870718272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573507312785779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512151231057901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380587451212952,0.0,0.23594645594149505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320027179189237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509751483125228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022482676387484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527168005853401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481035011981928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377633845486213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445027816981749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536948061166027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615249237728373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324406789792066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718334578248795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624411491970028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198279308491129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rbrownieboy,2019/01/20,How to handle adult female meltdowns? My SO tends to have meltdowns from time to time that are environmental. Sometimes I tend to be a bit harsh and get angry. We think she has autism but hasn't been officially diagnosed. I am needing help with ways to help her feel validated as well as to control my own issues. She is 21 I am 23. She has a hard time keeping organized and cluttered and is unable to hold a job due to her sensory issues. We are hoping to get her diagnosed soon and are hopeful that maybe we can get her on disability. Is this a very strenuous process and is it difficult to do? Any help is much appreciated.,3.1157871396895764,5.215994089430894,4.792047302291207,80.62203991130822,75.58536585365854,8.049963045084997,27.4419807834442,8.841846274778883,2.2552504065040657,495,20,97,11,11,167,77,123,0.064,0.733,0.204,0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,18,2,0,2,0,19,29,10,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,15,3,15,27,3,8,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,5,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177784359103764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908391721010215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942527493625862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515782504896245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757251919512297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146147956133754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551485650915646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34826656796184713,0.0,0.0,0.3440431267337121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615408482651395,0.17186916247874193,0.1539435389419109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399750403098535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731814151403845,0.12842178542902133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712941334941837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097626545333557,0.0,0.0,0.3029739264215693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290388823320435,0.0,0.13747400897952794,0.0,0.0,0.15572296843651187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,38hunnid_,2019/07/31,"How can I get diagnosed if I can't express myself? I have been seeing specialists about my mental health for a while, I am not good at all at talking about myself and expressing my feelings. I have been feeling like the progress isn't what it should be, I've been diagnosed with anxiety disorder (I feel like that is a relatively easy diagnosis.) I feel like there is something more tough. If i bring up autism during one of my sessions, is there some kind of test? Or is it only depending on the way you handle yourself with the person that's evaluating you? thank you for your time. :)",4.187954768928221,5.986499929203543,5.074808259587023,81.04155358898727,71.83185840707966,8.56204523107178,28.484759095378564,9.150863307647796,2.456147295968535,464,18,88,10,9,151,76,113,0.073,0.752,0.175,0.903,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,15,3,0,2,1,16,23,6,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,5,17,6,12,18,3,8,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,5,5,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846838550811225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939681705226722,0.0,0.0,0.2224290736014924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925246812317516,0.4159459755703854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139723027160924,0.0,0.0,0.16278259252929936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062947918354203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021013460806529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844486794308353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558398404200672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151160833387704,0.14760431559657144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946056387850164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465425397464333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940996813889118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599175340802265,0.0,0.1786800406378702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316786835945918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404930122001495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,averagenovice74,2019/07/31,"I think I'm 99% sure I'm somewhere on the spectrum and thinking of going to go get a official assessment. Hi, I'm a 28 year old male and for the longest time I've always suspected that I was on the spectrum by intuition and how I've observed people interact with me through out my whole life and I really want the ""mystery"" of me to be solved and have clarity of knowing who I am finally. Special things of note about me. I have a extremely hard time making and holding eye contact with people. Even with close family members and will talk into ""empty space"". I've had several people point it out to me. I also tend to ""space out"" sometimes but I'm still actively listening to the conversation. I've always had a habit of walking on the tiptoes subconsciously. I do it more when I am barefoot. Been doing it since I could walking. I tend to have talk to myself as like having outer ""inner monologue"" with myself to help me organize my thoughts and feelings. I tend to do it more when I'm upset, mad, extremely happy etc. I have other idiosyncrasies as well but I feel these are somewhat the most relevant if I would get a official assessment.",3.531873967429785,5.514115210762334,5.232211470379989,78.45484068916689,74.02242152466368,8.461552985603019,30.122492329478412,9.134995656068208,2.904036771300449,904,41,163,21,19,307,125,223,0.055999999999999994,0.8240000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,1,12,0,19,2,1,2,1,36,40,17,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,9,17,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,5,5,23,5,31,31,6,25,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,3,9,118,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279070621976266,0.2763350134677297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257799366947995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519045389575506,0.10967493898166794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653784707934382,0.0,0.16792047346004935,0.0,0.0,0.1819004547006787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735093025112835,0.0,0.18874090934806304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676408636637675,0.14874883551524987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113003019667931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125713684093208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728653903365335,0.08112399756235243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084014953591004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742423050250437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453559986550507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697160915261565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637634755215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759005681001115,0.0,0.13735887711976752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642284146992663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326083249092393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650084486790994,0.0,0.0,0.2669305686046584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110316724492938,0.2127972017823377,0.0,0.13182572902337608,0.19365102826912625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794102088545176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492995452728718,0.0,0.0,0.1853897064453052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117957672081986,0.0,0.0,0.10693122386444147 autism,EdgarMk,2019/07/31,"I feel lonely and need your help Hey there, this is my first post in this subreddit so don't judge me when I do anything wrong without realising it. Secondly, I am not a native English speaker. Let me introduce you to myself. I am a 19 year old student with high-functioning autsim (diagnosed when I was somewhere between 5 to 9 years old thankfully) living in Germany and studying Economy and Law at the moment. My studies began last year so I am in the second semester which is already ending at the end of August. The place I study in isn't really a typical university. It is much much smaller and the maximum amount of students are maybe around 1300 people. Only 83 other people study the same as me and are in the same semester as me. Let's get straight to my problem. I have always felt lonely in my life, incredibly lonely. I am the only autist I have ever known and therefore never got the opportunity to meet other people like me who know how I feel and what I am going through every day. Of course everyone is unique and not like me, but I am certain that meeting other autists can be very useful. I also tried to look up on the internet how I can find friends. The only thing I ever read in these guides is having to be yourself, showing interest to that what the other person says, be active and talk with strangers, join clubs to meet people with the same interests and so on. My conclusion is that all these guides tend to focus on people who live in large cities like New York or London. The town where I live in has only about 5000 residents. The funny thing is that most of these are very old couples or tourists who come here every year for a reason I don't understand. The only thing interesting about my town is the mud flat. That's basically it. Self-help groups, clubs, big events, speed dating, gathering around in a certain place by using sites like meetup.com and billions of other possible activities you can do aren't possible at all for me because my town doesn't offer them. The city where my university isn't that big either, only 20000 residents and very little freetime activities except night clubs. Maybe there are other activities you can also but I don't see them. The next big city is 100 kilometres away from me. How am I supposed to make friends and find people with the same interests as me then? How? Thinking about this question makes me go crazy inside. I actually never met anyone at all in my school time before I started to study who actually has the same interests as me. Most of the pupils in my class either went partying which I absolutely hate or either played League of Legends or Ego Shooter games (only the male pupils though). Others visited rock festivals such as ""Wacken"" or ""Rock am Ring"" which I don't had any interest in at all because there wasn't a single rock band I actually know. I always wanted to see Linkin Park live in a concert but I guess that's less likely to happen because Chester Bennington is dead. I guess you wanna hear my interests because it could be kinda unimaginable for you that I have been that unlucky so far in my life. Okay here we go: -Mortal Kombat 11 (I also own the predecessor but don't play it anymore) -God of War (I still didn't play the ps4 title, damn it xD) -Jump and Run games like Rayman or Crash Bandicoot -Ratchet and Clank (I played every title except the ps3 titles and the ones developed by high impact games) -Hearthstone (there were a couple of pupils who started playing the game but they quit very fast because they lost interest; the only one left was me, of fucking course) -Brawlstars -series like One Piece (didn't watch all current episodes yet, I am almost halfway through) the Flash, or Gotham, neither Game of Thrones nor any other mainstream series everybody seems to watch (not having Netflix or Amazon Prime etc.. seems to be a huge problem nowadays because almost everybody expects you to have it. It sucks to not be able to afford those. -Youtube Channels (f.e. Kripparrian, Viva La Dirt League, Doug Doug, SMG 4) -I also like to watch speedrun videos from time to time, mostly from the channel ""Games Done Quick"" Please tell me, do I just have bad luck or is there something I am doing wrong? I am very aware of the fact that I am very young and didn't experience the crucial parts of life yet but is it really normal to not have a single positive memory from school time? After my class passed the last grade we created a book which contains 2 pages for every pupil in that class. One about ourselves (f.e. favorite teacher, birthday, favorite moments, last words, hobbies and so on). The other page is for pictures. Most of the pupils had a lot of pictures showing how much fun they had with their friends and other people who are important to them). Every pupil had at least 30 pictures on their page. Only one had 5 pictures randomly took in class trips, guess who. It's kind of heartbreaking to see how boring my school time was. A lot of people say that school is one of the best if not the best life phase they enjoyed the most. The same goes for studying. Youth in general. I don't want to imagine ending up lonely in all those years where I am young and finding friends when I am over 40 for example. There doesn't have to be something wrong about this but it would be just too late for me. Living with people who care for me, like me as I am and help me whenever I feel bad is really important to me. I want to be loved and not ignored, if you understand what I mean. Don't interpret me wrong. I am not an egoistic person and would give the same what I get from my theoretical friends (love, help, fun, etc... ) to them of course. That is true friendship for me. Only having my family is not enough. I can be thankful for having a nice mother and dad but that's not how I want to live. Instead I want to explore the world and meet other people. I want to share my passion for my interests with other people who also love what I love. Sometimes I feel like I am on the wrong planet and don't belong here. I look like a human but I don't think human. This can't be true but it's a thought coming up in my mind very often when I am thinking about my life. I know that this text is very long but I just had to let all of this out. I can't take it anymore. I cry very often and feel worthless (used to be every day a couple of years ago but now it's maybe once every one to two weeks). There has to be a way. Giving up is not an option and will make everything worse as it already is. Even though everything looks bad, there is something good I can tell you. I really had trouble with small talk when I went to school. This caused me to become a shy introvert person talking rarely to other pupils, only when I worked in groups or had a question about my homework and didn't understand something. Apart from that I always lived in fear of what people might think about me when I am talking or moving in a certain way. I worked really hard to get rid of this habit and it actually worked quite a bit. I noticed that I became more active and tended to approach people more often after finishing school and starting to study last year. Smalltalks became easier for me and I developed more self confidence. You may wonder why I still don't have any friends. I just don't know and understand how to turn an acquaintance into a friendship. Am I supposed to ask out people multiple times or do something else I am missing? I would be very grateful for any kind of help. Maybe the solution is easier than I think and I just don't see it. Thanks in advance",4.215290148448041,5.874810512593608,4.842197520690771,83.2977469755055,71.51191286589517,7.577803255586207,26.77296287007512,8.176730006667539,1.737620467438166,5989,204,1130,89,114,1918,528,1469,0.085,0.745,0.17,0.9993,3,8,5,1,0,1,163.0,2,10,10,12,71,86,5,1,70,1,136,12,0,17,17,218,222,97,3,18,48,2,7,11,6,6,6,6,1,7,83,52,0,2,35,27,0,17,40,27,0,12,28,23,145,59,169,170,48,157,0,8,10,6,87,68,3,40,80,795,228,19,0.03192156969994804,0.0,0.12460338914144416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02829654550170117,0.0,0.06392968198661651,0.0,0.07045249188801585,0.12763833878051484,0.079683909521967,0.0,0.0,0.0868310481329287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331523912138913,0.02232030374766807,0.0,0.02626873196904738,0.05683392959747939,0.02984235857429205,0.0,0.029991365526918893,0.0,0.07995953200379845,0.11675455562274192,0.03525486578323305,0.027162904679953147,0.0,0.0669994359915002,0.0,0.03485008649827598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03254616777019431,0.032792245282910894,0.0,0.05499521153511396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02548677592364157,0.10596182914509952,0.035064345393956364,0.04117354330178827,0.0,0.0,0.03239972130168387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03266684873532475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02666637539794801,0.0,0.08481910779088288,0.032983514673499234,0.07120197660262417,0.021083895727321708,0.05774977467591603,0.18826709466752686,0.03050242781711685,0.05737809706323381,0.03122542043553578,0.030092814966160862,0.03592064063708682,0.08070252388072789,0.022804775771874092,0.030649712882558612,0.0,0.08752720919327177,0.027152470879634363,0.0,0.0,0.14797515339181505,0.02951097681028065,0.05003310796206177,0.06124415676227634,0.054425291080028665,0.026774298155700118,0.025530595379936863,0.0,0.1054956236822474,0.0,0.028228138663061182,0.0,0.028595456415875187,0.031515941335711194,0.0,0.0,0.035977929040861015,0.0,0.10698177646032353,0.06745378200757479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648280523800829,0.07017303954369172,0.10408135928244333,0.036008921027249494,0.0,0.034682878880245925,0.09792590331213973,0.11273574356021887,0.1715479318809045,0.03199379893660696,0.1973113161272534,0.02824958467123685,0.08041823668556956,0.0,0.03484616417459558,0.05427715406552164,0.11524185182197505,0.0,0.06392368694929906,0.0,0.12827802925673665,0.03477194753206953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386374092781475,0.03223168558032947,0.0,0.0,0.03392757676661064,0.07039808001703897,0.023669439455770484,0.049239764909899536,0.03083005093210102,0.03394895151820729,0.029956230736965832,0.03127636071495698,0.0,0.036342918678130255,0.1004889528422786,0.033995429923111914,0.1514161723578138,0.2670557141761501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03456794925078518,0.0,0.30982555981275184,0.08361805016895926,0.06670249235333885,0.03504029766307114,0.0,0.07197354706541798,0.030572039835677724,0.0,0.0,0.061089262201390486,0.0,0.0,0.07151892731672925,0.0679050373591523,0.03193020813005653,0.0,0.10224887474147124,0.03282069018147252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050770626926780416,0.0,0.19383799648570907,0.10174943260518897,0.05812039632904035,0.0666023180654246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287391950906247,0.031571248665672326,0.0,0.06778275399912237,0.0,0.05098521359430217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024001047725995053,0.10262939422899543,0.055801717835785934,0.0881672777446987,0.0,0.0,0.06362181746672922,0.10227026463617582,0.06272556031107412,0.025342160667822227,0.11168234399101899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03546603848351465,0.02167265043939761,0.034721501324051704,0.031182735211358833,0.1329259193290632,0.0,0.08270996120175157,0.0,0.2633863809968211,0.11296901321029015,0.05067571240210535,0.025605557733896403,0.0,0.0,0.059183229840747024,0.02880425157165313,0.0,0.0,0.03077125406687873,0.03461758065659666,0.06971784877686718,0.0,0.03253080666024178,0.06802850172079604,0.17450612667464893,0.0,0.14389511007895198 autism,CrippledHeart25,2019/07/31,"Sister with potential autism. Please help. Hi all, My little sister of 19 years old never got formally diagnosed with an autism spectrum disorder. However, lately we've had more and more indications towards autism. She was always introvert, but has relatively minimal problems with social interaction. However, she has the following issues: * She says she wants to say thing, but is often unable to voice them * She says she cannot take being around other people, she wants to be alone to the point of actively avoiding all members of the family and running away when we try to connect with her * Extreme focus on her studies, studies for 12-16 hours a day for months on end until she becomes overfatigued and crashes * Lack of sleep Do any of you recognise any of this? Could you by any chance share your experiences and whether this has something to do with possible autism? &#x200B; Thank you all so much. Any help is much appreciated.",4.648060606060606,7.804994563636362,4.934090909090912,76.0144696969697,76.0909090909091,8.03030303030303,29.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.0438484848484846,753,33,117,18,18,237,111,165,0.075,0.799,0.126,0.8559,2,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,4,1,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,13,2,1,0,4,25,19,10,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,4,17,2,26,13,8,19,0,0,0,0,27,7,0,1,10,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546531621983932,0.0,0.0,0.11686683520446607,0.15217905806180773,0.17066385203106185,0.38204713550047015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503154383620838,0.0,0.0,0.13195873521837267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551175619153894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213903257119637,0.0,0.0,0.09057954853183124,0.0,0.0,0.1425552377920419,0.0,0.0,0.16096949881538494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439827252268915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738844213801749,0.1324051016793785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123318333966704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882832563985528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831635979877802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465947951108952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843532269543392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076922368593786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210698579588102,0.0,0.20649591279890864,0.0,0.10832479591715127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738014188988105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737133217444392,0.0,0.0,0.15417348560351435,0.1327719925782108,0.1583378761365169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439304336249053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33507782645751066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405528552652784,0.1431725382096819,0.0,0.1081263672051664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560199064612172,0.0,0.0,0.1293087999877261,0.0,0.0,0.09330968450089833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535729669414034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656837764268903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066385203106185,0.09044611148443492 autism,edwardkarminer96,2019/07/31,"Would you make the transition from being autistic to being neurotypical, if you could? **Hello,** I want to know the thoughts and feelings people on here have about their condition. If you are interested in my opinion, please read below. If not, then just tell me yours. I'm a 22 year old male from the UK. I have a diagnosis of ASD, ADHD and Cyclothymia; a less acute form of Bipolar disorder. Although I am quite a 'high functioning' autistic person, and have the capacity to lead a relatively (if not somewhat ingcognito) life with my difficulties, I generally find day-to-day existence quite difficult. I am a philosophy student at university, going into my second year in October. I received a diagnosis for my conditions quite recently, in January of this year. It has been helpful with my studies because I am able to garner some degree of support - deadline extentions etc. However, because of my relatively late diagnosis, my life thus far has been quite strenuous. In a sense, I was never *allowed* to be autistic. Throughout my school life the bar had been set for me at the same height as any one of my neurotypical classmates, so I was expected to have the same academic and social capabilities as them. Inevitably I didn't, which led to a prolonged period of bullying; some of which came from the teachers at my school. I was called stupid day after day by fellow students and staff members, the former of which often physically attacked me. This was because I was unable to fit in, and I was rather aloof and disengaged, spending most of my time alone in the library or the common room. For whatever reason, people didn't seem to like this. After school I began to have treatment for depression, but there was still no acknowledgement of anything sympotmatic of ASD from my therapist. I was prescribed SSRI medication by my GP, and I struggled on with the pressures of being a teenage kid, trying to find my place in the world (which is something I am still trying to do). When I reached 18 I discovered drugs, and began to self-medicate in an effort to run from my ever present mental health disorder. Two years later I attempted to commit suicide by asphyxiation. This set the ball rolling to seek proper help. I managed to get psychiatric treatment, and I was eventually diagnosed with the conditions I have stated above. It was helpful for me to be given these 'labels', because it has allowed those around me to understand my previously ambiguous behavioural abnormalities. But in a way, not being able to play the autism card to get out of things I might not have wanted to do, things that perhaps would have helped better me as a person, was a good thing. Of course, I am not at all saying this is commonplace for people with these difficulties to do this; I am speaking anecdotally. But I believe not allowing yourself to become aquiescent is very important when you are given this diagnosis, because there is always room to implement strategies in your life that will help you to overcome particular autistic traits and characteristics, such as the communication deficit that I'm sure many of you here struggle with. For me personally, it is an ongoing challenge. However, I think that I would like to remain the way I am. Having an invisible disability like ASD has taught me some valuable lessons about determination, self-discipline, and the nature of personal growth. We, members of the autistic community, should treat the hurdles that we are presented with everyday as things that can be overcome through practise, even if they are repeatedly landing us on our faces. All we need to do is keep trying. Ed. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; We should see the hurdles that we are presented everyday not as &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; This difficult time resulted in a pretty debilitating depression. &#x200B; Of course, I do not believe that receiving a diagnosis will by any means make things instantaneously easier for a person, &#x200B; Talk about labels.",8.897608854040172,9.63134068990043,8.687969330048922,63.31368247580061,60.30867709815078,11.75185095236443,40.61718072372758,11.402846931873304,5.123945106338689,3247,165,490,86,41,1048,326,703,0.081,0.828,0.09,0.752,4,1,2,0,0,2,140.0,7,8,3,10,19,21,2,3,41,0,70,11,1,10,6,97,96,32,1,16,19,0,1,3,1,8,9,2,2,7,32,28,1,1,12,4,1,8,12,9,0,3,24,4,73,12,105,56,13,76,0,2,1,0,40,31,0,16,35,384,105,12,0.07057703422939893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042409939973698296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654826127090152,0.0,0.0,0.029362873143596,0.4588211226046818,0.5145529297804416,0.04799480346561929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029039442808875725,0.03141426183217332,0.0,0.04014578263370883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755776248473367,0.038973394675202236,0.0,0.07951614910458424,0.0,0.03120982569702602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03603352146684943,0.0403606626109905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02817500946331595,0.0,0.0,0.09103269677119542,0.0,0.06078789616423998,0.03581710205397028,0.0,0.0,0.08088739573438453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040923476490350635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935602468111435,0.023307732740327682,0.03192048403597799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01784293455449432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450613067488926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036873587425196835,0.0,0.02005527750047974,0.029598333903455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037510043527471136,0.0,0.0,0.11826574585983547,0.03728425580571285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031366055420965176,0.0,0.0,0.019393646131788428,0.0,0.039806984364995794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997012929741893,0.051720560911176425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711071838777617,0.03577701760253107,0.0,0.03843954032119119,0.03919758728770624,0.03554946845276781,0.03556252530381262,0.03743554006057806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026165988301372883,0.02721667986693017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03702936254435663,0.0,0.023912412470921518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339384358596586,0.15406286001499067,0.036868989606857264,0.038736194849135576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03590110835655545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013472680365422,0.03529806668859552,0.0,0.0,0.03628247288813704,0.03484315341234012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028062845186974442,0.0,0.10714158985227054,0.028120379320702826,0.03212534063720862,0.07362723898048845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03597219921068664,0.0,0.02716682451585589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636291070366972,0.0,0.0,0.07378244009358254,0.0,0.03859991016538801,0.040044991033913485,0.033259009758158466,0.0,0.0,0.02836357335152475,0.030843719362600257,0.0,0.0,0.040972688232385084,0.11722061371283456,0.022611456879229896,0.0,0.028015140823459062,0.04115403622463718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187576016534297,0.0,0.03447175359897696,0.03673659083280014,0.04244774112847188,0.0,0.0,0.029116722332110767,0.041628163376403175,0.05602076468076046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520385024379238,0.0,0.5145529297804416,0.09089859216954352 autism,bob_1017,2019/07/31,Any advice? I have a son who is a little over 2 years old and we where told by his pediatrician that he is most definitely on the spectrum but have not been able to get an actual diagnosis yet due to an extremely long wait time to see someone where I live. I have so many issues with him on a daily basis with behavior and just doing things he knows he shouldn’t be doing and acting out any time his younger brother is getting any sort of attention and as of late he has been throwing things at his younger brother or flipping over his brothers toys and such. He has also picked up a very nasty habit of spitting all over the house and on people when we are out in public whether it’s at the store or the park it doesn’t matter. It feels like everything is a fight with him no matter how small of a thing it is. No matter my tone or how I approach the situation it’s always a fight and a tantrum. I feel like all I do is correct the kid or put him on time out or have to yell at him and I just feel horrible about it but I am at a loss as for what to try with him. If anyone can please offer some advice it would be greatly appreciated. I love him so much and I don’t want him to think back on his childhood and it was dad constantly being tough on him it breaks my heart how much I have to get on him for things but I feel as though I do not have a choice because a lot of the behavior is just unacceptable,3.8606953001232185,4.06861702341137,5.070445344129556,86.73902834008099,71.07357859531774,8.16764654110192,26.104735081851782,8.032893268588372,1.250949163879599,1106,31,252,14,19,368,153,299,0.11199999999999999,0.8,0.08800000000000001,-0.8869,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,17,9,3,0,20,0,32,3,2,4,3,60,46,31,0,4,15,5,4,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,16,19,0,1,8,1,1,4,7,5,0,0,4,6,31,4,42,37,7,41,0,1,1,1,34,23,0,10,15,188,47,0,0.12977234688153735,0.0,0.12663909067028895,0.0,0.0,0.2536240708878744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377889891570788,0.1079809884513978,0.0,0.0,0.2647489378885141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073984229692733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978692438298284,0.0,0.07910801815560925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402378045080972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166310176078938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26246719122418144,0.1854187810838225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034020852685279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143074470573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378085588411067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973986473247972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544861423011886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131948800602546,0.0,0.14638885976793653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268004272637651,0.13006598399408528,0.1145913598360076,0.11484444329255765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103278086156425,0.11712460971128573,0.0,0.0,0.13156879116262268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079521351107567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361742479937409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996780546534422,0.0,0.0,0.14245106697155285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304570519786645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341175878219487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458695551430389,0.0,0.0,0.1099556883855436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344859923582838,0.08315287990398564,0.12750067192091674,0.0,0.2270138972045803,0.0,0.0,0.12400303871705863,0.0,0.08810690505199023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707577703689132,0.07654309247630041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218655187411597,0.0,0.0,0.08356913663818782 autism,checkyourdong,2019/07/31,"Have you ever not recognized someone because you saw them in a different context? When I was 7 or maybe 8, my cousin and I went to the same English class. For two weeks I didn't recognize him until he had to spell out ""I am your cousin"" lol.",2.4354000000000013,3.822856340000001,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,75.6,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.5103999999999995,187,7,41,3,4,62,44,50,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,10,0,6,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,4,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397358587609331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108870750403715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557383714409271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950960629329872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33321933724727937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841710380140626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154602579563557,0.0,0.0,0.3645684492850789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Noswe,2019/07/31,"""High functioning"" This is a term I hate so much, it doesnt reflect anything other than other peoples opinion of what causes a ""functioning"" member of society. So my partner was told by her wellbeing counsellor that she appears to be high functioning, borderline invalidating her needs for support on basis of her autism. Honestly how can a healthcare professional who works in the mental health field make a statement like this to someone without considering the impact it may have? Am I over reacting for being so annoyed about this?",10.04010869565217,10.39266105434783,9.542521739130432,59.419869565217425,58.02173913043478,12.577391304347826,44.48695652173913,11.979248473330829,5.976262608695652,435,24,60,12,5,140,72,92,0.07400000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.09,0.1265,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,6,0,9,1,0,4,0,11,15,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,14,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604480785841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257213476711577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247202494762408,0.0,0.2661466255480681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290891684246699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223250402956006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713335345597854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25232831571218434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406114777832053,0.18565666247335647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358483194953564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121496638889597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841329476456955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392527696501819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136136983098816,0.0,0.1822826313359632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,astaasp,2019/07/31,"How to get my boyfriend to understand Hi! I just resently got diagnosed with autism and it really made me realize why I do the things the way I do and why I am the way I am. Now, to the point: My boyfriend (we live together) has been arguing a lot with me resently (and I can't argue, I just start crying and he gets even more upset) because he doesn't think I'm doing enough in our home, like cleaning, doing laundry etc. And I am really trying but most of the time I don't remember and when I do remember I can't get myself to do it like 90% of the time, which as I understand it is very common when you have autism. I need him to tell me to go do things and also the way I should do it, other wise I just can't. He gets very tired because he always has to keep track of what needs to be done and because of that he usually does a lot of it himself, which I feel really bad about. I want to remember to do things, I want to be able to force myself to do things but I don't have the strength (I've resently been feeling really depressed and been home sick from ""work"" too and that doesn't make it any easier) so if any of you are in a similar situation or if you just have some advice I would really appreciate it! It feels like if I would say that people with autism can have problems with getting themselves to do normal ""household"" things, he would just say like 'Wow, you got diagnosed like yesterday, you just don't want to admit that you're lazy"". (I don't really think he would say that, he is a really good man, but I always think of the worst things that could happen.)",5.2461229314420805,4.473501273556233,6.2435005065856135,82.85448412698413,68.17933130699089,10.10746369469774,28.308172914555893,9.586721724236666,2.121318000675448,1225,33,273,23,18,410,140,329,0.111,0.784,0.105,-0.7905,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,5,0,2,15,19,5,1,13,0,45,4,0,3,0,62,73,23,0,16,13,0,3,5,0,5,4,3,3,1,24,15,0,1,13,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,7,6,39,9,31,58,8,16,0,1,0,0,26,3,0,8,14,191,63,1,0.08183901525531566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997213853832601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654466309320541,0.13619323335848912,0.0,0.0,0.11130667350605516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833215932023765,0.14966491229209086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534179438008994,0.0,0.08989631539386117,0.0,0.0,0.07048782391951959,0.1661297555728156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161787375331834,0.08374972650538808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456157970648998,0.09127213517636434,0.05405389773400067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414079530108038,0.05846580885060595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378753845056547,0.0,0.04651099835044254,0.06864268317037926,0.13090827327199672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236997091277719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418241009303755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274227703453633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991204502706295,0.0,0.07226534983070883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391532083583776,0.0,0.07743805501918552,0.054628178173291436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136518566683915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018485888199559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673686868502716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736432212371923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783088849989058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669971814621522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781229521651036,0.0,0.0,0.1952450091257332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199048206729823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057926076220812264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153090653375886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262212315479609,0.1573174093830126,0.0,0.0,0.09544197585460312,0.09406190903049824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556331930430952,0.0,0.0,0.1703946021773448,0.0,0.0,0.09013411317474382,0.1350515169213393,0.1448123147200675,0.1948800030511958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769396404678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059579777803837226,0.0,0.0,0.23254435344527374,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ambika07,2019/07/31,"Homeopathic treatment for autism Vancouver Island If you have any concerns about your child's development you are probably right. Research shows that parents are extremely accurate at assessing their child. Trust yourself and take action, every day counts. There are long wait times for autism assessments, the earlier you can get on the list the better. Contact Us for[Homeopathic treatment for autism in Vancouver Island](https://www.ankezimmermann.net/autism-care-and-homeopathy-sooke.html).",12.149624413145535,16.232635253521124,8.137676056338028,57.795997652582166,55.61971830985915,12.057276995305164,41.41079812206573,11.538034831475384,6.3180403755868575,417,21,47,13,6,115,56,71,0.0,0.91,0.09,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566084404083213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804777545139609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233375232725245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452410264636786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671976468861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568854152362256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28065211257960226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521378974178121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34192226547689697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708292578368565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844402764911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492239882282252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814711184701741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hairyfacedhooman,2019/07/31,"Two years waiting for an assessment, and today I finally received a formal diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder. I can finally stop feeling like a fraud/imposter in autistic spaces",9.62,11.625965666666666,9.92666666666667,50.61000000000002,59.0,12.666666666666668,51.66666666666666,12.161744961471696,7.869666666666667,150,11,16,5,2,50,27,30,0.16399999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.134,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608997812392156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922162208135626,0.22496281497749465,0.0,0.6899095710724972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384299740763666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26326838449848783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984859808886041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076090711006642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278364590118514 autism,JimbobobaboBob,2019/07/31,"My 2yr Old son might have Autism Me and my wife are just waiting for an appointment to have an assessment. Really feeling down about everything. I've started learning Makaton to try to get him to communicate a bit more. Does anyone have any tips or anything? I'd really appreciate it",4.22075471698113,6.813337113207549,5.464754716981133,74.76279245283024,74.09433962264151,9.52301886792453,31.35471698113208,9.888512548439397,3.7386407547169815,229,11,39,7,5,76,44,53,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.584,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177558292019669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390038379693555,0.0,0.2635080255277897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349589675415399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022056528330663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877868083524192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190932054107138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729808282633735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396954036223572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360096911926208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102733109053144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664841851002065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174036162829961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Spiegopuit,2019/07/31,"Help with sensory overload Hello everyone, I'm a psychologist (M, 29) with a recently diagnosed autistic adult patient (F) . Autism is not my expertise but I would like to help her with some of her issues before she gets proper treatment from an expert (waitlists are terrible ). My questions to you all are: What tips and tricks do you use for sensory overload in daily life? Furthermore, she tells me that planning things work but the moment something changes she gets upset and her planning falls in the water. How do you try to plan properly even when things do not go as expected? I hope you can help me, help her out!",4.079186602870813,6.7204820701754375,4.599186602870817,80.5474880382775,74.78947368421052,8.005103668261562,29.661881977671452,8.841846274778883,2.818414035087719,492,22,84,11,11,156,81,114,0.107,0.741,0.152,0.7877,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,4,3,5,1,1,5,0,8,3,0,2,1,18,14,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,17,2,13,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,3,4,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653923440611402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947269878099768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105747548343788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703007295632613,0.0,0.0,0.19824371943313288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678600966166547,0.0,0.11790834268041588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562433365427286,0.0,0.0,0.206061657578396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216541766676468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654015903544648,0.10135795294434656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324106501643784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048487472940839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971832124874047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133540321529112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756638653447889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085655275837694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918497549457466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103853082635532,0.0,0.0,0.14737868615413308,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,7832507840,2019/07/31,"[Advice] I think that I have autism I'll just keep this pretty short and to the point. I believe that I have autism, but I don't know how I would approach telling a therapist about it. I always fear just outright saying it, and if I did, how could I prove that I have autism? My mom and brother don't believe that I have autism, but I think I'm just too high functioning for them to truly see it. Advice and thoughts are certainly welcome.",3.132086677367578,4.598721662921349,3.555088282504016,92.21988764044943,73.94382022471909,6.434028892455858,25.07383627608347,6.868970318607317,0.7872330658105935,344,11,74,3,7,107,52,89,0.051,0.792,0.157,0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,2,2,21,17,9,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,14,2,4,13,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,51,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061191309508997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290608511874264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682384444517642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591123629698287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338325535773455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195519040798489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847020154306472,0.0,0.0,0.11420133896389935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24337262135457824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964379835386855,0.0,0.0,0.21140710811910554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525074623466698,0.0,0.0,0.16558954148045316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162618962414126,0.0,0.0,0.24127159097840475,0.0,0.26629945024106705,0.0,0.16496983453034608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761502014147326,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,delanger,2019/07/31,"Finished Neurotribes....where next My nephews are autistic and I am trying to learn more. &#x200B; I have read the following The Reason I Jump - Naoki Higashida Autism and Asperger Syndrome (The Facts) - Simon Baron-Cohen Neurotribes - Steve Silberman &#x200B; What can you suggest for me to read next?",6.203333333333332,9.975518755102042,4.6929591836734685,75.96215986394559,75.73469387755101,6.531972789115647,34.697278911564624,7.793537801064563,3.442303401360544,245,13,31,4,6,71,39,49,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,20,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205404888367774,0.4716224470962377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127824211023657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882366915266421,0.0,0.0,0.19953199361831533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175795893551948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716224470962377,0.0 autism,ViciousVectress,2019/07/31,Self harm I need some suggestions please. My high functioning daughter who had just turned 11 has an almost compulsive habit of picking her face and nails. It's getting to the point where she's actually making herself bleed regularly and will not stop does anyone have any suggestions or experiences that could help?,7.796090909090908,9.94995947272728,6.72159090909091,71.36238636363636,63.36363636363636,10.590909090909092,33.75,10.686352973137794,4.043090909090909,261,11,41,7,4,79,52,55,0.06,0.8220000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.3374,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,12,9,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2689073166874135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27593405537607146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873906024504373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267832214804795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220012652043034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411448673492807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26955106372667426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396899795758644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470240747459574,0.2911448178906964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839387863496976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043246333956872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024827008455958,0.26049375970515865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746971907488833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303809328610143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299730715729102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ThrowawayYAYAY2002,2019/07/31,"Is this child autistic? I know a woman with three children. One has mild autism (it's severe. The eyes roll, really dark minded, the flapping of the arms, jumps up and down A LOT), the next child is normal, and then there is this child... 7 years old. Here are the signs... Throws PROPER temper tantrums if he is blamed for something he has done/caught doing Speaks really fast when excited and makes ZERO sense Gets told to ""put his tongue in his mouth"" when talking (ties in with previous point), Still talks like a baby most days Completely vacant look in his eyes when being asked to stop doing something. Great kid, but I fear he's Autistic.",3.649586776859504,5.952129661157027,3.3280991735537206,90.79396694214876,74.70247933884298,6.052892561983472,20.090909090909093,6.980632752743323,0.3214727272727269,503,11,97,5,11,150,89,121,0.109,0.841,0.05,-0.7406,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,8,0,10,4,4,1,0,15,16,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,1,4,5,3,11,14,2,20,0,0,3,0,17,6,0,3,12,54,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434593061870969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674985037848848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717116741865905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179372268791665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189345088723772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302358001240812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740255239868755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837040784511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633702093002083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655898459858767,0.0,0.0,0.16764379485345415,0.0,0.0,0.1316257843127173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910557870027332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097136875281932,0.0,0.19320422707245674,0.0,0.0,0.20691762105523576,0.0,0.1336209743348311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640818562635034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198230305971987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526497886821877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276845042405224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036128258331392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574761027087869,0.16485957953900748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169875320155961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842339247677306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269838255145611 autism,momsdadsmomsdadsmom,2019/07/31,"Just recently realized I’m probably on the spectrum I’ve been championing equal rights and recognition for EVERYONE especially those on the spectrum for so long that I’ve never really thought about if I have a bit of vendetta toward the spectrum. But recently with all these memes about autism and thinking about myself, I’ve concluded that I’m almost definitely on the spectrum, yet I have no desire to be diagnosed.. at least not in a doctors office (I’m almost 25 y/o at this point) What i really wanted to say is.. I’ve brought up to my gf and my best friend that I’m on the spectrum and they just don’t believe me. It’s aggravating and confusing honestly. Anyone have any experience with this? I don’t want them to react a certain way I just want them to understand the ubiquity of autism and the variety of places that exist on the spectrum. I’m very high functioning other than my anxiety, how extremely observant I am(to the point of frequent, justified paranoia) and my intense social awkwardness. I just wish people got that even tho i dress cool and seem like a ladies man/ pretty cool laidback dude, I’m still kinda dying in my skin lol I don’t care to convince them, I just don’t understand why they wouldn’t believe me lol. Also last thing, I am so fucking strange and misunderstood, to the point where my girlfriends and friends always think I’m a freak but keep me around bc I’m lowkey cooler than them and I’m smart, but people just think I’m some kind of normal person who is some sort of societal deviant but no I’m on the spectrum and I think you guys are weird.. ughh life is hard",3.7028777659448617,5.786263012779553,4.80267660631878,81.27746420541948,73.82428115015975,8.343107324576975,28.206011122944034,9.049649993220411,2.5139524079990534,1285,52,239,29,27,421,168,313,0.057,0.802,0.141,0.9519,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,6,2,19,18,1,2,16,4,15,5,1,3,3,57,43,22,1,8,12,0,2,1,4,1,3,1,0,4,14,15,0,1,10,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,5,29,13,35,37,7,30,0,0,0,1,18,20,1,9,9,151,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298502488306411,0.0,0.0,0.09178116648592984,0.09549745836504483,0.0,0.0,0.0780472286087596,0.0,0.08779839047933131,0.0,0.0,0.08024953684973775,0.0,0.0,0.10216923073963154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586119587592158,0.12044356045273966,0.0,0.12529862193081195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701520370504932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648867586725188,0.11911267158833312,0.0,0.0,0.11747149611185825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580420437972317,0.0,0.0,0.1096672219513106,0.0,0.1122666410017776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734133697594656,0.1061025982343899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917916923488122,0.0,0.0,0.11363989707699612,0.0,0.0,0.1028109724367256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126032929629355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201244806632964,0.0,0.11951482356907628,0.0,0.09355250013096104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106512625809191,0.05607060417279665,0.0,0.0,0.101567438852666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851735113645663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124497896666328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913350821914887,0.10021234289935356,0.1199097507496478,0.0,0.3254829604420704,0.0,0.0,0.11676189124179293,0.12374098478000835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704862324765058,0.0,0.2266421665229671,0.0,0.0,0.09801256734547403,0.0,0.09126935149506242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044818865293438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699310144555355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165510970152384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624778830615138,0.2941587700000962,0.0,0.09111420164149182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389582951485907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946968971680402,0.20308215987976505,0.09109872553200216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356166627750274,0.0,0.13197931674746494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Xopher001,2019/07/31,"Projection when trying to read social cues For most of my life I've been unable to pick up on nonverbal social cues. When I found out about this I started trying to read people. But I think most of the time I only wind up projecting onto them. If someone is engaging in verbal communication I have to make assumptions about what they're thinking and they usually end up being negative. This has led to all kinds of anxiety over , in hindsight, virtually nothing. The problem is I've gotten into the habit of trying to read people that it's hard not to try to figure out what someone is thinking when they don't talk to me. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to break out of it . Has anyone else had similar struggles?",6.429142857142861,6.363889771428571,7.333571428571428,73.65392857142861,65.57142857142857,10.142857142857146,32.5,9.827888789773867,3.111071428571428,568,21,103,11,8,191,88,140,0.08199999999999999,0.884,0.034,-0.6812,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,4,2,23,19,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,1,10,3,30,14,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,7,73,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564130629225212,0.0,0.0,0.10569853524634423,0.1548870694095317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627950102098093,0.0,0.13388789501180445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574532961364213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541472786518244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574157594844475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677276706386717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009042432765977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504751537673455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496828642370273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095984523732624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446451089322976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536196640886426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081886810107461,0.25616432451633164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069958230805743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803115595612724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247183344360692,0.0,0.0,0.12150122110634093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905825286296781,0.0,0.0,0.0881459044806709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105262064974713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648760378670993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xxp0ison,2019/07/31,"My daughter has just been diagnosed and I'm so happy that there are so many communities that i can learn with. I have a question for you guys, how could a parent make you more comfortable. What has made a major impact in your life. I wanna do everything i can to make her feel happy and loved. Im having a hard time with family who don't wanna do the research , or who just think she ""doesnt look autistic "" (wich i find incredibly hurtful to those on the spectrum) i dont want to be overbearing and i understand that everyone is diferent, i just wanna hear some of your experiences because i trust you guys so much more than random articles online.",3.9825196850393714,5.6666811496062985,5.251188976377954,80.03426377952758,72.14960629921259,8.54456692913386,26.87322834645669,9.120678840339163,2.2651329133858265,514,18,97,11,10,171,86,127,0.049,0.792,0.159,0.9514,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,16,3,0,4,0,26,27,8,0,5,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,17,5,13,23,5,3,0,1,1,1,16,2,0,4,1,75,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080236829416396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148529212733155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986127578265668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768516987080865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932878929949016,0.15926213753014573,0.1733423539076374,0.16705489659331782,0.0,0.08960113433638488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196389844027406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509253876552029,0.0,0.3772800855550281,0.15874257758752275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972505803532464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970365412341808,0.0,0.1914138634732279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251664758115902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488091673359184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993614805553172,0.16767745575564286,0.23657396680208584,0.17965998533308208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026746296792086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676729411695773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851228641780752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354702777110927,0.0,0.0,0.10333076986261104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844786349586999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452122232120653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bonobo-no,2019/07/31,"Hatred I am autistic and I have hatred of our society. Not any people just the way it’s set up with neurotypicals on top. Also jealousy knowing I’ll never have the normal teen experiences like partying, having a GF, getting good grades, being a varsity athlete, being in a play, or anything. Is this something other autists struggle with?",7.119754098360659,8.381007491803281,7.960778688524588,65.14969262295085,64.24590163934427,9.378688524590164,38.200819672131146,9.516144504307137,4.200537704918034,271,14,38,5,4,91,52,61,0.185,0.6409999999999999,0.174,-0.4215,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726277764450304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318323378093588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054211826851017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334780530378113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811282386695895,0.0,0.0,0.28594141234542314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873567135075641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655273325494738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629329037873544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340220798264227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23634595290491525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624512648699188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563959916707931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706006464035653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,--William--,2019/07/31,"If you ever feel limited because of your disorder, just remember that Steve Jobs and Bill Gates have autism and look where they are now. Stay strong peeps 🙏",6.284137931034483,7.705632758620695,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,66.24137931034483,9.937931034482759,28.29310344827586,10.125756701596842,2.6338827586206897,126,4,24,3,2,37,28,29,0.14,0.76,0.1,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260303403437405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373151046542875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34515414150922524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929345041015162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786517955398237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204247704937407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322472215928922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067054796029571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,extrasmalldoll,2019/07/31,"I highly suspect my youngest son (17) is autistic. There were signs even as a baby that I wrote off as just his little quirks. He doesn't know what we (parents) think and we have not had him seen (long story). Now that he's trying to get his first job and is driving, I'm increasingly concerned about him in the real world. He is extremely blunt and direct, I sometimes joke if you want your feelings hurt just ask him what he thinks of you. What should I do, if anything, to see if there's help available for him? Tl;dr: My 17 yr old is likely on the spectrum but unaware of our suspicions. We don't know what to do at this point especially if it would be hurtful to him.",4.2382761437908485,4.8527000661764745,4.793039215686274,87.61339869281048,70.39705882352942,7.220915032679738,27.61111111111111,6.937597516519254,1.173048366013072,523,17,111,4,9,167,94,136,0.102,0.8640000000000001,0.034,-0.8859,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,3,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,26,26,10,0,7,8,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,3,20,2,14,19,1,14,0,2,2,0,23,8,0,4,5,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727173967217103,0.0,0.19621405749850698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862700289705132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061241163066042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785279963425111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965620225199076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068143029258756,0.22175492979847394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493722719714779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827838637110307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306945140008522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253916482211464,0.21035981752296856,0.0,0.18574153973761465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023890551270847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305235319687506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984090797660868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889497605194196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725109855118614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075815417057012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26897154976211435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249807597729022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379555723570645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909621743370327,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zpth,2019/09/11,"Wondering if I should pursue a diagnosis Hi all, I am in my 20s and know for sure I have crippling social anxiety and pretty sure I'm on the ASD. Im afraid to talk to a professional and get a diagnosis because I'm worried it may impact my future job chances. I'm trying to go into the med field as a crna and scared nobody will want to hire me because of it. But I'm currently going through some personal difficulty and really want to talk to somebody about it. Thoughts?",3.825580357142858,5.0099581354166665,6.106488095238094,75.70875000000002,71.8125,9.235714285714286,30.380952380952376,9.606745405546679,2.941257738095238,375,16,72,9,7,133,65,96,0.096,0.7759999999999999,0.128,0.25,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,3,19,17,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,14,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,43,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161632735878916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759521073338715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038788953793233,0.0,0.2401566988150157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822446502456534,0.0,0.20966813582543814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611691817491668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346904241116528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844862424382559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495318792034385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535482343688834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153352243955686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215378835105821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982679366657811,0.0,0.0,0.33964636702418066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677369893495308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434489025454411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492431803541482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291299796419873,0.0,0.21457055742508432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rtazioli,2019/09/11,"Help with school project Hello there! I am a junior in college studying Elementary Education. I am taking a course right now that focuses on individuals and children with exceptionalities. I have to do a project of redesigning an experience for those with a disability. The disability I chose to focus on is autism. If you are an individual with autism or have a family member/ friend with autism and would be interested in answering a few questions, please reply to this post or send me a direct message. All help is welcomed! I’ll explain more for those who are interested. Thank you!!",5.2367307692307685,8.152816903846158,6.619846153846152,66.12515384615384,72.26923076923076,9.544615384615383,32.51538461538462,9.888512548439397,3.9474376923076937,474,23,76,14,10,160,70,104,0.0,0.79,0.21,0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,10,0,11,0,0,0,1,16,14,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,16,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,4,1,59,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911519338077157,0.2805912986569261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299582170797069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990076119283933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32672259599716386,0.0,0.0,0.2850596851683787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334282405437513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541854665415873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012305718388375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379046819437434,0.0,0.0,0.27402965336021995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114370231453104,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,arieswytch,2019/09/11,"What can I do to help/support newly diagnosed young family member? Hello All. This is my first post here and I am new to the Autistic world. If I say anything or use any terms that are offensive or insensitive, please know that it comes from ignorance, not malice, and I welcome correction. My young grandniece (4 yo) was recently diagnosed with Level 2 Autism. We currently live on opposite sides of the country. She has a good support system with her immediate family living in the area. What can I do from a distance to help/support her and our family? I figured that at the very least, I can be a sounding board when any of the adults need to vent (which I already do). I also thought that I should take into consideration her sound, light, and other sensory sensitivities when buying toys for presents for her or her sisters (she’s the youngest of 3). I just feel like this is so inadequate. What else can/should I be doing? I’ve just started to scratch the surface on this, so any suggestions are appreciated.",4.7844912280701735,6.682518642105265,5.745789473684213,76.42885964912284,70.47368421052632,9.066666666666666,31.08771929824561,9.558583805096642,3.088761403508772,802,35,144,19,15,264,121,190,0.07200000000000001,0.852,0.076,0.2189,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,10,0,17,2,0,1,2,27,26,13,0,3,7,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,13,9,0,1,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,2,6,23,4,19,21,3,24,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,4,12,102,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956244984297416,0.11563131684300752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949854800993933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898807593383763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124554440120067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935185834643653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078926019230778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408929462961016,0.0,0.07311078472221078,0.1032975780633502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299110100267288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127811215933565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383586167763464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946476982188894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064104810301619,0.0,0.25535730240172977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721419909393233,0.0,0.13964923947130098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587201698197913,0.0,0.0,0.1384805403514058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427685720861939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498650218614577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023439767268509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49224874581169203,0.0,0.0,0.10871626741166696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479103526669758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488230183772712,0.0,0.1193047260100578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PacifistSyrup,2019/09/11,"Hi! Hello, I've just been diagnosed with (hoo boi this a long name) Autism level 1 without intellectual impairment, but I just call it mild Aspergers because that's what it is. Anyway, I'd love to meet you all and find some people I can relate to, I mean, there has to be at least ONE person out of 51.2k people that share the same diagnosis as me, right?",2.8623004694835714,4.6385628591549315,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,75.33802816901408,7.550234741784037,21.6924882629108,8.344100000000001,1.1197305164319251,277,7,57,5,6,93,61,71,0.026000000000000002,0.848,0.126,0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,9,5,4,5,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,1,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492189737599787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097585429844881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078981152694594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772602321119705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845891038472564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737889984126525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304416420648753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556064866019835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42061519621640175,0.2648771760493672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906281905704315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924226120172598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,vigourleslyfurious,2019/09/11,"Does anybody else like dark rooms? Sometimes I just sit in my room with the curtains closed and all the lights turned off and I just feel more at ease. Bright lights make me feel so anxious and overwhelmed and sometimes I don't want any light at all, sometimes I just want to sit alone in a dark room with no sound. Sometimes I work on my phone with brightness turned off or read a book with a dim light and other times I do nothing at all and I just cry. Is this because of depression or autism?",3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,2.7369999999999983,97.7035,73.8,5.4,24.5,5.148860815047168,0.1200000000000001,392,12,87,1,8,114,60,100,0.155,0.727,0.11800000000000001,-0.4431,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,3,25,10,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,11,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,10,3,14,10,4,15,0,2,2,0,1,12,0,2,2,52,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065358933995548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861622433230445,0.0,0.0,0.19705266692015547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632897532508122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159968001066435,0.0,0.0,0.15023357129218073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264209254917907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571123276043585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639089026616275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521613747937533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643126207910127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673672457010322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447403029081507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6900503715574894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170968606003772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794526016917916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576292469389512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698480813487528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pandiosity_24601,2019/09/11,"Is there a link between autism spectrum disorder and PDA? Hi folks -- What's your experience with PDA? Are you comfortable with showing affection/intimacy with your partner in public areas or does it put you in a super uncomfortable position? I realize PDA can make anyone feel uncomfortable from the observer side, but being a participant--I'm not sure. For me, seeing it isn't as bad as participating. And, I don't only mean PDA in the romantic sense--I'm also including other instances like hugging your friends, shaking hands and smiling at each other after meeting someone in a professional setting, etc. In a private area, I'm totally fine, I think because there's no potential eyeballs staring at me/us. I was recently diagnosed, but looking back at my past life experiences, things are slowly starting to click. I'm wondering if this is one of them.",7.5199342105263165,8.905410072368422,8.348526315789478,62.280684210526346,63.407894736842096,11.606315789473689,40.857894736842105,11.407655852321104,5.473282105263158,689,39,102,21,10,232,112,152,0.079,0.735,0.187,0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,1,1,4,9,0,1,7,0,9,4,1,1,2,21,19,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,6,12,7,19,17,3,19,0,0,4,1,11,11,0,3,6,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978613502003874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971018043591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363977782848048,0.1668310725832439,0.12180091138225232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028005962779267,0.0,0.0,0.2289969197058957,0.0,0.17485305328056322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228383876627467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39090051574156603,0.0,0.0,0.10102877004250428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437092324936202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113007826804733,0.09761594313995894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677881341385216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333731825333903,0.0,0.0,0.21764914665738155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539485970247725,0.1519627495615527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073904585067816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008619125811903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972859858281743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922085726552693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929640470423696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142490918759448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883163802700853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274334881256658,0.1280286978804345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034404566102904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668291321049601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fetus-necrophagy,2019/09/11,"Being bad at my first ever job [F20, Mild Autism] I started working at a lab this week and it involves a lot of manual handiwork. I have terrible coordination/hand control, so I keep accidentally ruining samples and stuff. Also I end up making mistakes like not noticing that I missed analyzing one of the samples. I’m much better on paper like memorization, solving problems, analysis, and writing (I graduated cum laude due to this); but I am messy with manual work. It feels terrible because they rejected me for the writing/data analysis-heavy job and gave me the manual labor job instead. I feel like such a disappointment and a fraud for having the best grades but being a terrible in reality. And I’m basically almost mute at my job because I’m anxious about asking people for things. I feel like I am not fit to be a working adult. Do you have any tips or motivational words?",5.621869918699187,7.274609073170737,7.440000000000001,66.06333333333335,68.02439024390246,10.34471544715447,34.39837398373984,10.504223727775694,4.185676422764228,704,34,114,20,12,246,106,164,0.22899999999999998,0.657,0.114,-0.9694,4,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,8,6,16,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,3,1,27,21,11,0,2,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,1,5,16,6,15,17,3,13,0,4,0,0,7,7,0,3,10,78,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284669567114416,0.0,0.0,0.11407980999853913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700915069503692,0.0,0.0,0.16115764911352154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336159921031604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910956516823032,0.17392028196180695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970586034230107,0.12616527063716218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999783058912367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126348501470086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903809673157304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163894174433144,0.2038231233632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213408427489039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662456409394774,0.12679682704486844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787728295659232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212787529635531,0.0,0.0,0.09522220010141373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048666055112662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241175250340933,0.0,0.0,0.09666558282857526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889785168956468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649996332350914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097075548612587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330392408777766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477252834989892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442789012682822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115599520473409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Toastlit,2019/09/11,"Help, stomach problems Hi! Has anyone found a diet or supplements that relieves pain? I try to avoid questionable food, but I'm still suffering. I have to wake up early every morning to be sick before school, and I'm just in constant pain, these symptoms are destroying my life. I read that we are lacking a guy bacteria, does treating that help? It does seem worse when I eat forbidden goods like bread, sugar, dairy, spicy. I really don't know what to do :( I've been to many doctors, no help, but no autism specialist around either.",3.9075555555555535,6.231715000000001,4.319333333333333,83.88522222222225,74.0,7.6444444444444475,27.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,2.1207777777777777,420,16,76,8,9,132,77,100,0.33399999999999996,0.5579999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9836,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,2,0,8,13,2,0,0,15,13,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,3,5,1,4,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,7,4,8,10,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,5,42,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231115497737916,0.0,0.0,0.15571973503490094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884771647843856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903105192478506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790424584414164,0.306154910563261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899125400632915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738128792859134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115191876903702,0.1917954931911143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671822427481662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320258295102312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35174426266742104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613383415267078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355422361601692,0.08545918924735359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773458097207085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722636289854136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673789546288915,0.0,0.0,0.19595527690267867,0.0,0.1749716616407309,0.0,0.11206100155400714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703275529382229,0.0,0.1592445354488208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969479161185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181335062262807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876213409240323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826283100541074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sofsnof,2019/09/11,"Heat sensitivity? I'm not diagnosed by a professional yet, but I'm 99,9% sure that I'm autistic. Anyway, I have a super low tolerance to heat. If it's anywhere above 20°C or higher, I swear like crazy and feel overheated. As of writing this, it's about 13°C and its been raining a little, and most people I see walk around in hoodies, jackets, etc, while I just walk around in jeans and a t-shirt. This temperature is perfect. Does anyone else experience the same thing?",3.823647416413377,5.13998227659575,5.4641641337386035,79.80500000000002,71.97872340425532,8.350151975683891,28.322188449848017,8.841846274778883,2.168661398176292,370,14,74,7,7,126,71,94,0.07400000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.20800000000000002,0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,17,8,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,4,9,7,3,10,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,3,3,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913897024646385,0.2804560163565309,0.0,0.4873333713791516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778175911030932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395321066652808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286559229175739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052674656879191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677483243083019,0.0,0.0,0.1383998372808129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372458796538386,0.2743369323470971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976131193906406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181174800800756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797558829753564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818458036066378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PartlySmith,2019/09/11,"Work from home careers? (Head's up, I'm kinda new to Reddit as a whole, *sooo...*) I'm a 29 year old man who only fairly recently discovered I was on the spectrum (four years ago, give or take). I'm currently working at Goodwill which is *okay,* but the pay and benefits are abysmal, and the amount of verbal communication with total strangers (and occasionally even my own coworkers) is tedious at best and exhausting at worst. Oh and I still live with my parents. Lucky me. So I was just wondering if anyone has any good experiences with *legit* work from home careers. Something that makes a living wage and with *decent* benefits. I'd prefer something with little to no verbal communication/social aspects, as that is where I struggle the most. I'm more comfortable and proficient when communicating via text, so a writing focused job would be great. Entry level is fine (though I'd imagine unlikely), but I'm willing to attended classes or a trade school or whatever to receive any kind of certification if necessary. I've seen plenty of listings on Google, but they're often vague and even seem a little sketchy, but I figured asking around here would be my best shot.",4.6922798819478615,7.152387406542058,5.565248401377279,75.22345548450569,72.13084112149531,8.243580914904085,30.88932611903591,8.99025400887824,2.993667289719627,931,42,155,20,19,304,141,214,0.07400000000000001,0.745,0.182,0.9841,4,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,5,13,14,0,1,10,1,13,2,1,1,1,38,25,23,0,5,10,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,4,14,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,3,0,1,3,1,9,11,23,17,9,22,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,11,9,98,13,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217521871192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874540179469685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637176353996953,0.0,0.0,0.12269514980923575,0.12884953343419994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928162787026435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206671705774652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482114171335952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221610826679628,0.0,0.115602653081249,0.0,0.15195462872415622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145014840774742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765032093649131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677191762139088,0.0,0.0,0.14352549271513754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762774970019074,0.2434073314278449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200051685265112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311406564814646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462613220047832,0.0,0.0,0.10482355775316933,0.0,0.0,0.15304044653063764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608742266784285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394881671680794,0.0,0.1254724208772646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122117413817681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100687294423194,0.0,0.0,0.1440865869924975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362866573456793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541421601044487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538787964789199,0.0,0.0,0.14946737889765072,0.30101884422345965,0.0,0.0,0.1958165311706361,0.0,0.0,0.17751199189834954 autism,Electric_Logan,2019/09/11,"Blatant, vitriolic discrimination against autism on girlsaskguys.com https://www.girlsaskguys.com/dating/q3864045-would-you-date-someone-with-asperger-s-syndrome I came across it earlier today. Some of the answers and comments on there are disgusting. Vile, repugnant. I am the user Electric_Dreams on there. Well I think the question asker blocked me so that I can't respond to anything on there anymore, which I find typical and hilarious. She very much exposed her discriminatory bias. You can see for yourself that I was very respectable, not argumentative but informative, in all of my comments with the exception of one where I called someone an imbecile in reponse to a him saying that all people with Aspergers should be locked in warehouses. I reiterated that in that comment that I am confident in my decision to call him an imbecile, informing him that I am very much in control of what I call people and that in this case I know that I believe it is right to call him an imbecile as I believe it is not possible for someone who is not an imbecile to say the things he said, unless it is part of a performance. The whole thing is sickening. Most of the question seems to be a ""circle jerk"" of people being hateful towards people with autism, based on limited experiences and rampantly biased, hypocritical, discriminatory misconceived beliefs. It's made me feel ill. Sad, broken. First time I went on the site for months, wish I didn't. ..maybe I shouldn't even be posting it here because I might make some of you hurt as much as I am now. Well I'm hoping for reassurance or something I suppose. I just feel like I need to share this horrifying discussion. As it happens most of the females answering were individuals with autism and pretty much made for the only redeeming elements of the question.",9.047200880013538,10.221647292604509,8.550597393806061,62.91301404636997,59.99678456591639,11.69206295481469,39.19800304620071,11.418023490513045,4.924758199356914,1472,71,227,40,19,468,170,311,0.20199999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.099,-0.9904,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,4,11,14,4,1,18,0,22,1,0,4,3,52,40,13,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,23,10,0,3,15,0,0,2,6,7,2,2,8,6,34,7,48,25,12,26,1,2,1,0,29,18,0,11,6,180,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844431577518227,0.0,0.0,0.08168672758280468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051108970190744,0.0,0.0,0.22367557301597285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054431032005921,0.11353284129672707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133426153270784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556366895407648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710032504734764,0.0,0.0,0.10038284438331607,0.0709150144079672,0.0,0.0,0.09072651218793276,0.08443485184432233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777980893238889,0.0,0.0,0.09800374519178796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859265203707612,0.0,0.0,0.10626535328964352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455350844130221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849591866468612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785409439703948,0.06626023172173749,0.0,0.0997251451183589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530459495968553,0.0,0.0,0.07923246374628054,0.0,0.29188510971803816,0.0736038212708342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726460752762119,0.07549558920137506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749444080027697,0.0,0.2752717144847945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190649665215223,0.09506853595560984,0.1009883033067822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33359892321524565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847718615525327,0.0944238510779627,0.15787919934098432,0.0,0.0,0.07910144076157352,0.09036722799427784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821401112703346,0.076419131321566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189465655343555,0.0636050743294374,0.0,0.0,0.0578822839015926,0.0,0.09409171750188644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457123348648073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850251027540354,0.09201975145142376,0.0,0.11082595033770727,0.11414997760111828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051508607877616,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheRedBus,2019/09/11,"2nd Grader Having Trouble Making Friends D = Daughter, B = Boy in her class, G = Girl in her class, OG = Other Girl in her class D, who is 7 years old, has autism. She has been in special ed in the same school since kindergarten and she has mostly had the same friends since then. Now they're in 2nd grade and her former friends aren't playing with her. G wasn't in D's class last year, so I guess it makes sense they would drift apart, but I'm not sure what's going on with B. &#x200B; B and G sometimes play together. They play imaginative games like superheroes and team games like soccer. D has asked to join them but they (or maybe just B) say ""Not you"" in a snooty tone and she cries. She is often left playing by herself or with her teacher or teacher's aid. I asked her if she's mean to them and she said no. I asked if she always tells them it's her turn, she said no. From what I gather, she isn't doing anything that would make her classmates upset. D has tried to hold back tears when I ask her about it. One day before lunch, B and G were playing and D asked if she can play too and B said no. D cried and I held her (I was also trying not to cry because my heart was broken) and OG said she would be D's best friend. I guess that was only for the day because whenever I'm with D before school (twice a week), OG seems to want to be by herself. Another day D wanted to play with B and G and they wouldn't let her play with them and OG was by herself, so I told D to ask OG if she wants to play and D ended up asking ""Do you want me?"" OG politely shook her head no like it wasn't anything personal. OG seems to be D's only friend but OG seems to only want to play with someone else once in a blue moon. G seems to like D sometimes but not when B is around. There are around 13 kids in her class and I can't believe she doesn't have a single friend in there. &#x200B; I want to talk to her teacher and find out what's up. I understand that he can't force the kids to play with her. If they're forced to play with her, they'll just dislike her even more. On the other hand, what they're doing isn't cool. &#x200B; What can I do? How can I help my sweet kiddo make friends? She's very sensitive and her sadness makes me cry.",0.8841533841533861,2.615732762993765,2.19405128205128,98.37039316239321,81.03742203742203,5.023996303996304,19.004897204897205,5.6839178017228535,-0.4820797320397321,1733,40,417,9,45,555,193,481,0.095,0.71,0.195,0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,9,2,18,32,0,2,9,1,42,4,3,6,1,81,78,37,0,15,18,1,1,4,7,5,0,5,0,6,15,30,1,2,8,16,0,3,17,4,0,2,15,9,65,28,50,54,6,38,0,1,1,0,83,20,0,16,19,242,80,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011158314788446,0.05214064070546768,0.2036860220116749,0.2284272327883481,0.0,0.06570762533386615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313262917970256,0.11156672109085296,0.410070161175209,0.0,0.0,0.04818398355094357,0.0,0.07639757351229991,0.0,0.10664320527926896,0.07059974922189732,0.0657609586513588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753294780429445,0.12123736439851494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234690065595597,0.0,0.05550082382772111,0.0,0.0,0.041388324382607034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727285212130032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388929802037685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03561283030060118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806073129227925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643103222914807,0.0,0.0,0.07425596365643311,0.04200169194945917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107871329706636,0.0,0.0,0.06808353921795061,0.06407716904187616,0.0,0.12245591773288085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091402149936782,0.0,0.0629534118682748,0.06825838367277401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657542835994199,0.06673405614317532,0.04246207450305969,0.14297411898247395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054714919693411294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384274730327893,0.04983213736991955,0.0,0.126836614700021,0.0,0.22818418831343526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367097198046032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053094161517270116,0.0,0.12395063017177838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059059141438207625,0.0,0.0,0.050366150478962056,0.05477022910669644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987718746474074,0.0,0.08508813534438632,0.06815935624215506,0.0,0.065234399031369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170354243656718,0.22176158639750826,0.0,0.05026448352781241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335420044235208,0.0,0.2284272327883481,0.08070584257485522 autism,beth9799,2019/09/11,"In need of help and advice My partner is newly diagnosed but we've known for the past 2 years now . I was just wondering if there was anyone who is married or living with there autistic partner who would be happy to talk to me about how they cope? It just gets very lonely and hard having no friends or anyone to talk to about this who wont judge or thinks hes ""just being an asshole,""",4.594556962025315,4.952845417721524,5.0606075949367115,86.92205063291142,69.50632911392404,7.332658227848103,25.92658227848101,6.742157984588678,0.9623296202531644,304,8,63,2,5,97,62,79,0.09699999999999999,0.777,0.126,0.5522,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,0,17,14,8,0,3,8,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,2,10,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,5,3,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058399702653145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586087439212105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602747590432775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981200035376284,0.0,0.13397599933814985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729783910749141,0.2297141836213155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188207164476654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264356129281352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901423038080248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24479493704690525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122233121233833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643123299587733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158461892592167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27809135702623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216310904434804,0.0,0.0,0.16513486447515766 autism,funkmasterflex1995,2019/09/27,Birmingham autistics :) Is there anyone from the Birmingham area Uk with autism I’m looking for friends on the spectrum as all my friends are nureotypical and there were me out something rotten :),5.388636363636364,8.943050212121213,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,77.18181818181819,6.936363636363637,35.52272727272727,8.07648339933343,3.4225818181818184,159,9,24,3,4,46,29,33,0.07400000000000001,0.652,0.27399999999999997,0.836,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,6,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422312056517929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7562877238633859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110103877979865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767985426375852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,littlemouse_x,2019/09/27,"Help with my autistic brother So I've not long moved back in with my parents and started noticing my brother growling repeatedly, I asked my mum how long he's been doing this as I never remembered him like this before, she said it started a couple of years back but we can't place anything that triggered it. His growling has got a lot more frequent and he's known to pace a lot (this he's always done) is this an anxiety thing? My aunt came over and asked him why he was growling and he was adamant he wasn't doing it. Sadly I don't know a lot about autism and I'm trying to understand as one day I know I'll have to take over as his carer, but I'm a little worried about if he's becoming extremely anxious and we're missing the signs or if this is normal.",4.3528301886792455,4.6004381509434005,5.379553459119498,84.8134811320755,70.00628930817611,7.869433962264153,30.365408805031446,7.554174236665415,1.7985114465408811,602,23,126,6,10,199,95,159,0.079,0.888,0.033,-0.7056,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,2,1,29,27,16,0,3,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,8,1,15,1,14,19,4,18,0,2,0,0,22,5,0,6,12,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547302248294614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535730490825245,0.17035475251816665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409094446007822,0.0,0.2819448205390103,0.0,0.0,0.2319031745527233,0.0,0.0,0.16654056986875315,0.12831492970373096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724686239813662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668511378321862,0.0,0.09724991448211344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431502810555967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060405873635187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107430915676542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574531962318598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367052797481416,0.1511356060729329,0.0,0.2668966013730167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846000247670123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602705851645719,0.0,0.0,0.11630193912407635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774649743148013,0.0,0.17168042631517044,0.0,0.0,0.10218218949189556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743933828183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754805530240312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708206620328406,0.0,0.1434400080226578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346610796357288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337862382773192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018110031622048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237950066059118,0.0,0.0,0.1569822906964416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606849337850818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313903512566804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710665100091516 autism,AspieWithAttitude,2019/09/27,"ASPIE WITH ATTITUDE ""Who's Your Toxic Friends?"" Eps77 Have you had this experience when you thought you made yourself a best friend? Instead this person turned out to be bad, like they manipulated you, hurt you, enslaved you, took an advantage out of you, used you and didn't let you be happy. This person may have also back stabbed you too. Did this person hold you back? In this video I did explain that I did have one friend who was my best my friend from Primary School. Once we finished Primary School in end of 1992, we ended up going to different High Schools. Since before we were to start year 8, he began to act up as one of these bad friends, he shamed me if I had a best friend better than him, I felt like that I wasn't allowed to express myself without coping any abuse from him and this went on until I finished and graduated from my own High School since he did drop out of his own High School.",5.546363636363636,5.900387262569836,5.522844083291012,84.45002539360081,67.43575418994413,8.296800406297614,28.563230066023365,8.00094639256281,1.6375318435754198,716,22,146,8,11,224,103,179,0.11199999999999999,0.675,0.213,0.9709,2,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,3,12,1,5,6,18,0,1,3,0,17,0,0,4,0,21,28,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,4,0,2,16,1,30,14,25,8,5,27,0,1,0,0,35,11,0,2,13,103,41,6,0.0,0.1145996973135284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734851026151557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657742442601549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874642196524554,0.16151758008323291,0.0,0.0,0.08230325744770127,0.0,0.3045111648163801,0.08554270673005497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010538538724799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133388217619244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946126287780739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928682421778354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483628422279118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496931441616113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296231669669596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30657615883516715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354285032373894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890474927798527,0.0,0.09450692049972588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152064984829747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030057224723874,0.13108259604301906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336163386862515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894388970264773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600187967797312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846029562050987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678642613152149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746164780061446,0.0,0.10520570962917568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353671192979455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966221874209884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323651042828432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228576608868309 autism,Rainbownonsense,2019/09/27,"Question about helping my autistic daughter Hello there! I want to thank in advance anyone who takes the time to read or respond to this post. Your help is invaluable. So my daughter (5) recently was diagnosed with autism. So many suggestions for services have been put out by her specialist and other doctors. Services that can help her build this or that skill, meet this or that milestone, etc. Now here's my problem. I want her to succeed in life. I want her to be happy and healthy. I want her to be able to develop whatever level of independence she is capable of. But I do *not* want to make her feel like she is not enough, or that she is constantly under pressure to act as if she isn't autistic. She is beautiful and whole and perfect the way she is. What is the best way to go about this? Has anyone had good/bad experiences with therapies to work on skill building they would be willing to share? Does it even make sense to do these therapies? To a certain extent they are needed as she is prone to hurting herself, so I need help working with her so that instead of say, biting herself, she uses the chew necklace I got her. But beyond safety should I be doing this? I already know what the doctors and specialists have told me. But I really want to hear from people who are autistic themselves. I want to know - did you do skills building therapies? Did you like them? Did you think they were helpful? Would you recommend them for others? Tl;dr - I don't know if I should be doing skills building therapies with my autistic daughter, as I don't want her to feel like she isn't enough or like she has to constantly accommodate the world around her.",3.51441314043294,5.809459536277604,4.08382900032634,85.25293375394324,75.08832807570978,7.0222560643968235,28.28119221146525,7.990435384864732,1.9678740128358527,1311,55,244,21,29,414,156,317,0.022000000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.207,0.9946,0,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,5,5,10,13,14,0,1,7,0,41,5,0,4,2,51,66,22,0,17,12,3,2,4,0,5,4,2,0,0,18,11,1,0,7,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,9,4,51,11,42,47,6,21,0,1,0,0,51,9,0,8,9,190,69,8,0.0919012452026168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141530935031766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851897491210582,0.0,0.0,0.08181159242577465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673370102660843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644468698389087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986251950970743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327782937464202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812963730814086,0.08042339898837259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991710609132711,0.10249418139796863,0.06069990571504229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989705227452037,0.0,0.0,0.09293606179579426,0.131308535870973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222959551367391,0.07708240425090915,0.07350182112705418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783058441489624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035793825224045,0.0,0.307997337321032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838218373616456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151956281448706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491256732931819,0.17959322517918852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268958959522198,0.0931734381646472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628721768258134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371275197758047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801598905355082,0.0,0.0,0.08793708012463552,0.0,0.09238613472287803,0.10295042721494928,0.0,0.09192611498474304,0.0,0.058874290942671874,0.0,0.09074139258875273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308355883100917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909829914128471,0.0,0.0,0.08461031926087646,0.4203883326485197,0.0,0.0,0.05888660711619705,0.0,0.0,0.0535883551278826,0.0,0.0,0.08781557813244183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937316884841313,0.0,0.0,0.4336458839972994,0.14589386158196202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260445828604788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381040209210548,0.0,0.0,0.1305680156328004,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,poppymoonuk,2019/09/27,"Being compared to rainman and ableism I'm always taken back when somebody makes this comparison, even more so when it comes from someone you consider family. Last night my godfather kept saying he didnt believe I was autistic, laughing and comparing me to rainman, he said ""I'm going to tip a load of toothpicks onto the table and you can tell me exactly how many there are!"" When I told him that's a stereotype and I said you dont have to be a savant to be autistic, he kept saying he didnt believe me and he wanted to test me, over and over again. Telling me no amount of therapy will help me, and I'll never be happy unless I live like a Christian and have Christian discipline, he told me everything positive I was doing with my therapist was rubbish and my executive disfunction was the devil! When I feel like I'm fighting a battle of people not believing me because I'm a girl or too ""pretty"" to be autistic etc, its damaging anyways but coming from family... I felt so uncomfortable I felt myself starting to feel sick, I felt myself naturally zoning out and suppressing the urge to to rock. After he had left I felt so physically unwell, I did things my therapist had recommended doing to bring down my adrenaline and anxiety levels down, but a day later I'm still feeling the effects of this overly negative ableist energy dumping. I feel myself freeze up in these situations and I never know what to say, I wish that people would be more understanding. How do you guys deal with ableism?",7.25825,7.2335299192982445,8.042489035087723,69.12794407894738,63.84210526315789,11.05482456140351,36.05811403508772,10.686352973137794,4.041600877192983,1197,52,203,28,16,403,157,285,0.11599999999999999,0.81,0.07400000000000001,-0.9335,0,0,0,0,2,0,27.0,0,4,0,1,16,9,3,0,11,0,25,1,0,4,3,46,55,25,0,3,5,0,9,2,0,2,1,5,0,2,9,17,0,4,11,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,20,14,35,4,31,27,4,30,3,1,0,0,26,11,0,1,17,150,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826140816567768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114571540494807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156375107205319,0.0,0.06466124435184945,0.0,0.0,0.3585245519517521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827453563051028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840844530823101,0.1093568219723913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431701226597602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829966846810115,0.07006035488251453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953317616137769,0.0,0.1999927644501677,0.0,0.21453520871559095,0.07577872250256218,0.4073876648548592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028384976801333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502915482292734,0.0,0.11291690459369025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109863681463216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058295062226627364,0.08646382364874247,0.0,0.0,0.11524885315897772,0.0,0.0,0.10364402499748204,0.0,0.09366458788528514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080469142558475,0.1075415862107597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362039769760192,0.0,0.0,0.09954252209920787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707561606589908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079145886971639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179982668539945,0.2530610224576721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192307324656549,0.0,0.0,0.08987548671220649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507916407717162,0.0,0.08471020262039998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854253220178359,0.0,0.12130396014159335,0.2463183450773658,0.07047032748970741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027149958701635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042595260526926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256472758956771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197895676288545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535136507858517,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SliceOfGio,2019/09/27,"On the spectrum and dating. I was wondering when I should tell a girl that I'm on the spectrum? I've eliminated like the first message and when we get married, but not much else. Should I mention it before the 1st date? After the 1st date? After the 2nd? Any advice is appreciated.",1.4242077922077918,4.059852563636365,3.350649350649352,85.0345454545455,87.0,5.324675324675325,22.402597402597397,6.868970318607317,0.8836233766233765,221,8,42,3,7,74,38,55,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,9,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816786027532895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656136024207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323620810476889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326286607624917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322344143040897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406639225427672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908218322382736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871275200732712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34139160160631504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42357661242150096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ellemmennohhpeeeeeee,2019/09/27,"I’m an RBT who’s looking to leave the field and want to help I’ve been an RBT for about a year now and I just want to say I’m so sorry. I never had any intentions of harming anyone or giving anyone PTSD but after doing an extensive amount of research, I just can’t continue to work in ABA. My issue now is that I’m still working on a degree in psychology with an emphasis on child development. I still don’t have my degree done and I don’t think I’ll be able to find a job that pays well enough and helps autistic people until I have a masters which is roughly three years away. I believe I want to become a SLP eventually. What can I do right now to help and be an ally and be able to afford my bills? Again, I can’t even begin to apologize enough for being a part of ABA. I never ever knew I was doing damage and I feel absolutely terrible. Please help me right this wrong.",3.1711042183622844,3.912006209677422,5.1523655913978486,83.60624069478911,72.92473118279571,7.873614557485527,23.98511166253102,8.139509932561175,1.2283751861042176,689,18,147,10,13,239,109,186,0.10099999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.138,0.4253,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,13,5,0,0,12,0,20,0,0,1,3,23,32,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,6,4,1,1,5,4,17,1,23,23,4,22,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,1,15,105,23,5,0.2753859333229036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363593902280537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255624762125276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936707475372616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520710636905981,0.0,0.1551328217068068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409077108715954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845472844227349,0.0,0.09094490586659212,0.12455117141639498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962170115476601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584887701015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208764034073436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369170772440008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437156834387263,0.13663902303819173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457969703995959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562741313581552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239460878289945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910806481270464,0.0,0.09545896592169936,0.0,0.0,0.15114552897241934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095570958604724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351780823745837,0.0,0.10949897368019404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413600308827724,0.0,0.0,0.21992356208218275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822809323834553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364463771602854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380251328916525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048423928971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054564364026635,0.0,0.17733951217746502 autism,andrewalessandr0,2019/10/16,"Support Groups for the siblings of Autistic children Hey everyone, my brother is autistic and I am having a real tough time dealing with everything and I was wondering if anyone knows any support groups in New York City or if I can talk to someone whose sibling is also autistic. Thanks it would mean a lot to me. Have a good day everyone!! ♥️😊",2.68780383795309,5.241704432835822,3.99360341151386,83.4782089552239,79.29850746268656,6.216631130063965,31.959488272921103,7.447530270364453,2.441611513859276,275,15,48,4,7,90,54,67,0.022000000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.175,0.8829,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,6,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702796466820974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479936375676614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888525940962122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732191426697024,0.2195209679702247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40692653016867214,0.19136730759281226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785951648099066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170204863040415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810250490857554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319426512746621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056486409203662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423603907034159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041447697556207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832597535280903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711446689478034,0.0,0.19603687845318893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416090557843645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309129631235127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512590097406531,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CreepyHairDrawer,2019/10/16,"How do you evaluate a public school for your HFA/ADHD child? We're moving before the next school year and I don't understand how to do this. I feel like the best way would be to talk to other mainstreamed special needs parents, but I don't know how to find them. Parents who have moved with a mainstreamed special needs child, how did you choose a public school district? How did you know, or feel reasonably sure, that you were putting your child in the best situation? There are a couple of areas we're considering that have private schools I think would be great for him that take special needs scholarships but I don't think they cover the full tuition and we cannot afford to pay anything. I don't know what we'd do if public school wasn't working out for him, I can't homeschool him. He has low support needs but they are higher than I can manage all day, every day with no support and I don't feel a parent-led homeschool co-op would be a good fit for him. I feel so overwhelmed. Last year he was in a smaller classroom with a SPED co-teacher but this year he's completely mainstreamed, still with an IEP.",5.366793794440852,5.924109651583714,5.142899159663866,86.30661764705883,67.86877828054297,7.581254040077572,29.360374919198453,7.1686216300943375,1.5041451842275382,887,30,178,7,14,273,115,221,0.025,0.769,0.20600000000000002,0.9908,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,6,3,3,8,13,0,1,13,0,28,0,0,6,2,42,45,15,0,8,6,2,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,13,0,3,3,9,2,0,0,5,4,25,11,18,33,4,20,0,2,0,0,28,7,0,2,10,113,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174056434739645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335965950621425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619717495266525,0.0,0.2126120963105777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620907242750124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208435956735,0.0,0.1306577171043367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534797147640588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048773399467158,0.07236734326190346,0.0,0.0,0.0925845775435922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496399370958904,0.0,0.11168145172228996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701226832449145,0.08257142637253707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494891078018931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532758036955,0.0,0.30044486594341435,0.0,0.0,0.10773161957285607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33743847194933185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183251347346596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041512609558106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125951456105957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386324628814487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089674922414541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299036410227644,0.0954722081687656,0.0,0.07616352279922782,0.08141953110202163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981539341491408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054548368367916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040567272245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374618288127112,0.0,0.0,0.2158776733816252,0.0,0.0,0.19569785849674 autism,FreudAtheist,2019/10/16,"Services and coaching discussion I would appreciate the thoughts and opinions of the community, on seeking or obtaining services and/or support. Ex: Medicaid, State Funded, Community programs/events, private pay, qualifying for services, finding staff, vocational services, social security... If this is explained in another post, I apologize and would appreciate the resource. Thanks!",12.882222222222214,16.4155625925926,11.526851851851852,36.46583333333336,52.7037037037037,14.288888888888893,61.648148148148145,13.023866798666859,10.292014814814817,316,26,27,12,4,100,43,54,0.024,0.762,0.215,0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,18,3,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560081637348286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103080169456614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251588554975486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34608995100019985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852744421757032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125772359089212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695347776227767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823594779116401,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fuggbees,2019/10/16,"How to help autistic friend with new job Hi /autism, I'm a neurotypical with a very close friend who recently started working in retail. She's struggled her whole life with opening up to people and being social, so she's had a very tough time adjusting to her new job. She goes through alot of pain talking to people she doesn't know, and is sometimes selectively mute. I really care about her, and want to be able to help anyone here has been through similar or has any advice to pass on to her. I really appreciate it.",6.339636963696371,6.6013196138613885,6.630445544554457,77.50758250825083,65.73267326732673,9.901650165016502,32.67491749174917,9.725611199111238,2.9691372937293723,415,16,79,8,6,134,70,101,0.069,0.752,0.18,0.902,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,0,8,2,0,1,0,14,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,10,3,18,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,5,50,12,3,0.17756178732351582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351132354963986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074810423312415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415533021379467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810360760491084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743675928501815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803184640222502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524053513706838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975833146710979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254171415125027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429805613091635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893826074906028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461979724321936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750125537772006,0.0,0.17532084376833867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810018812931772,0.0,0.0,0.17561314790610275,0.0,0.12567914697308832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562613290782826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271743872967982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035377061024108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930141406332169,0.10473054263068628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824139444971334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926709592219998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,o111oo11,2019/10/16,"Do people tell you that you don't understand anything? Idk if it's just me or my autism, but too often people will get mad at me and say that I ""never fully understand what's happening"", I ""half understand"" things etc.... it's an insult that hurts a lot and makes me feel stupid, I feel like I understand? I think I do? But I hear it so often I have to question myself. Anyway, does anyone else get this often? Is it an autism thing or just me.",-0.04053113553113264,2.266250725274728,2.149917582417583,93.1554990842491,91.1978021978022,5.231135531135532,15.275641025641027,6.816661863887847,-0.1693743589743586,340,7,73,5,12,114,57,91,0.195,0.759,0.046,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,3,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,23,18,8,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,4,16,1,2,17,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,8,2,57,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152035303175031,0.1688153686796463,0.13558286186471288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418196985978152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763525001026827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375016673022526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666145006214584,0.1177040736864271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215986350808468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569610095993446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856957004652249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637823355660448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049306950938004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400724612582476,0.0,0.0,0.10997810917992153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270725258435828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284467008573802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845681179914256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310232048031394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400688640125128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189175099718715,0.1055711039221289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6860809490107229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Menelly,2019/10/16,"Reticulating splines - an alternative/addition to spoon theory for Autistics So a very good friend of mine linked me to this blog post today and I'm laughing and nodding along as I'm reading it because while I have always felt that spoons is adequate for CI issues, it doesn't quite explain Autistic issues for me. Well, I have absolutely no idea who this blogger is, and this blog post is quite old, but they came up with an alternative way better than I ever would have. What do fellow Autistics think of this version? :) [www.lunalindsey.com/2013/10/splines-theory-spoons-metaphor-for.html](https://www.lunalindsey.com/2013/10/splines-theory-spoons-metaphor-for.html)",12.58040816326531,15.804964387755106,8.051632653061226,62.271938775510215,53.08163265306122,8.865306122448981,32.36734693877551,9.23628265651192,2.9918204081632647,562,18,73,8,7,151,71,98,0.017,0.8109999999999999,0.172,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,14,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,7,5,12,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301058947926814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194232879048588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326411007319995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224065791239722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772093927498778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188101755837376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513575145057056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431777073078366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115552572735905,0.0,0.40895270114589977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055717840307324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752501300521889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41674311294210337,0.1959603418319234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552950444742872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569723870525875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164406145986152,0.0,0.15550211706175973,0.0,0.0,0.17614421407195027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916694390906226,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Donkeykoekje,2019/10/16,"What is a metaphor you’ve heard or used to describe autism? I’m a photographer, and I want to describe autism in a symbolic, easy way with pictures. A lot of people use visual metaphors to describe autism, what are some you have heard or used?",5.744397163120568,6.455566276595746,5.081702127659575,86.53333333333335,67.08510638297872,7.9687943262411345,32.687943262411345,7.793537801064563,2.062126241134751,193,8,39,2,3,58,32,47,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850586848516365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324536726210544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8687704125326673,0.0,0.0,0.197767666643184,0.2661442402419573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,vivian_cupcake,2019/10/16,"[Illinois] ABLE Account I just read about the new Illinois ABLE account in Chicago Parent magazine and I was wondering if anyone has more info on it. It seems like it's a tax-deductible account where you can deposit $10k per year to use for expenses or save it for college. It has a $100k cap. Is this like an IRA without the penalties for taking money out early? Also do you need an official diagnosis - what if your child is too young for the neurologist to make it official? [https://illinoistreasurer.gov/Individuals/ABLE](https://illinoistreasurer.gov/Individuals/ABLE)",7.492541371158392,10.953281138297873,7.313120567375886,61.23388888888889,67.40425531914893,7.582033096926714,30.657210401891252,8.515128840125781,2.7741834515366435,473,19,68,8,9,150,69,94,0.0,0.907,0.09300000000000001,0.8205,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,2,0,14,13,5,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,11,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,6,47,13,2,0.518044633451135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714005310325087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111442642335854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530904404590449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289940775556872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206176579215045,0.0,0.2501653675637714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876136294992188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590924118430885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580418894909025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475254645257226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371211658381546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968827009051955,0.2808986533366013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680187959102494 autism,nickenterprises,2019/10/16,"Hey neurotypicals! Help me understand something Can't you just say what you mean and be done with it? I guarantee it will simplify your life.",2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,91.30769230769228,8.753846153846155,25.73076923076923,8.841846274778883,3.0418000000000007,114,5,21,4,4,36,24,26,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.6114,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367220040786681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860471555992228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014320741974571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46486499922174795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393754034777347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285394609794169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442705382583541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,whomimi,2019/10/16,"Help! Moving house tips needed Hi everyone. I moved to a different city last week and I'm finding it really hard. All of my routine is out the window and half of my stuff is in boxes so I feel out of place and unorganised, but I also have M.E so I don't have the energy to unpack. Today I feel really scared and sad and helpless. I have so many things I need to do but lots involve making calls and I just can't handle that. I also told myself I would shower and go for a walk today to register at a new GP but the thought of leaving the house and walking around somewhere I don't know is making me feel like I'm going to have a meltdown. Does anyone have any tips on how to handle moving to a new place away from your family and friends? I'm with my partner but he's currently on a work trip for a few days. His family are so lovely and have been messaging to see if I need anything but I just can't face entertaining people in my home or out and about so I've told them I'm fine. My mum has called me every day but it makes me equal parts happier and sadder. I'm going to try and make a routine for myself to start tomorrow (wake up, shower, eat breakfast, walk around the block etc) but my anxiety of leaving the house is making it hard. Please help!!",1.5897727272727271,3.3807072196969727,3.6734848484848506,88.3177272727273,79.07575757575758,6.672727272727273,20.46969696969697,7.645422480735847,0.6907151515151521,982,25,210,15,24,335,139,264,0.11900000000000001,0.775,0.106,-0.3773,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,13,8,0,1,14,0,19,5,2,6,1,49,45,30,0,5,11,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,4,1,6,19,2,1,6,1,0,10,4,3,0,1,4,6,27,5,33,40,6,35,0,2,1,1,17,14,0,3,12,138,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239754540647799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479655097637381,0.0,0.07289218317867417,0.0,0.0,0.06662495642709873,0.0,0.0784108111887037,0.16964635095561653,0.0,0.0,0.08952268051589228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459172593612306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290090490894424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955175110653187,0.0,0.0,0.08338388097141261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749956576903357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626711540985978,0.0,0.0,0.08028108219751598,0.09104817511493102,0.0,0.0,0.1796510037278214,0.0,0.14453572490487634,0.06807108045246046,0.0,0.0,0.08708806959816477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361636784813719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245668910835998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071192751305891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277340358041917,0.0,0.09557786222439464,0.0,0.0,0.32983566129271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236572668107159,0.07766937342631898,0.0,0.20178450546424045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655106691579472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100725387709183,0.08599774719709423,0.0,0.31801485214267466,0.09660326441489324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381620465025794,0.0,0.21195617096733932,0.0,0.18405222645870692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318354708091007,0.0,0.06605809495850565,0.0,0.19910350221306375,0.10459348274947143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208304871446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539614721144923,0.0,0.07592920318692996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744267585175813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907765881860176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330261547891516,0.0,0.0,0.07564504360468613,0.0,0.0,0.18063663740189584,0.18209635022986204,0.0,0.06469174467822662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764312702729523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936806191440707,0.0,0.0,0.06768719061335013,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Samnono,2019/10/16,"What products, tasks or things cause difficulty? (Survey) Hello, For a school project I am researching ways to promote self-reliance of people diagnosed with ASD. To do this, I'm trying to get a better understanding of what things may cause difficulty and why. I'm mainly interested in two things: * What are specific examples of things you find difficult in your day-to-day life? * What features would make something easy or hard to use and why? My discipline is Electrical Engineering, so technical things would be a bonus, but all answers are appreciated. Thanks for helping out!",5.06405454545455,8.344700860000009,5.419454545454547,72.3997272727273,75.4,9.236363636363636,31.09090909090909,9.573946990214177,3.8203,466,22,73,14,11,148,72,100,0.059000000000000004,0.738,0.203,0.9467,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,4,1,19,16,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,4,13,12,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,48,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902684441054456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34619714471341684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734045665121984,0.0,0.0,0.1710265781952846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540083112436128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803564668092738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509452200900678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294373174939047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190183599536288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247678483371193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681847692194175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053361331155176,0.0,0.0,0.17578494661328395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972152326498934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513454247609434,0.0,0.0,0.5597281551993979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144021953324662,0.0,0.1646025424820906,0.17541713495488154,0.0,0.14553213298026269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337495098960927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040947505631757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939880553756698,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mslean25,2019/10/16,"Communication with autistic girl. I’m wondering if you could give me some advice. I know a girl from work, although we where not working at the same department we saw each other I guess almost every week. I really like here and get to know here this last year. So we talked from time to time she asked me questions back etc. But I noticed something different about her from the beginning. So 1 year ago we were sitting in the same office and I heard here saying to another colleague that she let her tested and found out that she has a type of autism. I was glad that I somehow found out cause this made sense for me. She left work 1,5 month ago cause she’s doing an internship in Australia and she’s not returning back to the place I’m working. I really wanted to stay in touch with her so been sending her messages on Instagram. The point is I need some communication advice. I’ve noticed that whenever I ask a question she always respons, also quickly. But she wouldn’t say like how are you, it’s just hard to keep the conversation going. She answers my question and that’s it. I’m a girl who’s into girls I’m not sure if she is although I have my suspicions. So that’s also not easy. But when we spoke to each other in real life it was quite the same most of the time I was always the one asking questions but later she started to do that as well. I talked to another colleague of her and she told me that she’s a very nice girl but shy and won’t tell a story to other people very quickly.",2.585863586358638,4.538757135313535,3.85795379537954,87.39097909790979,76.65676567656766,6.601100110011001,23.763476347634764,7.526774132740827,1.0596393839383942,1184,38,240,16,27,387,154,303,0.031,0.924,0.045,0.7139,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,2,0,5,20,6,0,0,16,0,16,1,0,4,1,61,42,25,0,6,12,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,5,17,19,0,1,10,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,12,7,44,6,30,26,9,37,0,0,1,0,50,13,0,13,21,172,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332178676926575,0.16629720386695698,0.0,0.09392778491140327,0.0,0.0,0.1500246653369537,0.15609928245945598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671628556830714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630727903200157,0.0,0.0,0.14425379428741447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271817822213125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489217317058128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800169749210606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046125013573215,0.0,0.0,0.0790310792568634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056951060278475,0.0,0.0,0.04900695949124627,0.08998211479687372,0.05330906161737349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033319729052189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402694323541351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833743128755105,0.0,0.0,0.1031007500744196,0.07646003565303537,0.0,0.0,0.10191466268372734,0.09591750287431017,0.06625416140920669,0.09165250288635393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875642736032653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487077069731711,0.0,0.0,0.06955198114830342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135852857435874,0.0,0.0,0.06356173679481186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502954862241013,0.0,0.09800169749210606,0.0,0.08867191763989384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203127069211039,0.09976851980597233,0.0,0.10676565642074497,0.12018217536149164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491880571780119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221231030233767,0.0,0.0,0.06639257113427607,0.09997899466995948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840598692728552,0.0,0.0,0.1507867920999005,0.0819858880521848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408771104141975,0.0,0.0,0.08963052498467114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479069236128173,0.055326043890384535,0.0,0.07524121017431105,0.0,0.08433803446098577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172278569277628,0.2731519132023929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080906511472565 autism,MistressVioletVixen,2019/10/16,"Autism and NPD Im here i guess because im feeling really lost. I dont know where to turn or if im even in the right ball park. We have a 12 year old boy with confirmed high functioning autism. He was officially diagosed when he was 6 and we have lived our lives with his behaviours and triggers for years but things are changing. We have great suspicions that he could also have NPD. This isnt something we have reached lightly and we have researched it alot but i guess we are now just feeling so much fear of what this could mean for him, and for our family. We havent yet got an appointment with a psychologist, but do any of you have any experiance or knowledge or advice please on this possible issue? Im happy to give examples of his behaviour if that helps but at the moment i just want to know that we arent alone. Thanks for reading x",2.751929824561401,4.676218345029241,3.6922573099415215,88.89557894736843,76.07602339181288,7.3670175438596495,24.85029239766082,8.238735603445708,1.4180390643274854,671,23,142,12,15,215,103,171,0.071,0.789,0.14,0.8844,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,10,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,40,31,17,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,3,18,3,16,25,2,13,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,8,7,92,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234850787405571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087885300749272,0.0,0.10105622435088188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718687732185336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703259250399377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368029771593315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017886922007924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481020330368112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346469082752146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361188351136057,0.11912824507216847,0.14219882339940812,0.1277906377800375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121223436960267,0.0,0.0,0.10106781391769228,0.13932086337614205,0.2784165927136228,0.0,0.0,0.13452079349180196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470162262156278,0.13351443995982146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459953129912961,0.13189507395691935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889679416199807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231700333931267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794529990910426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765149893404693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289481822942773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326016704729676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387138149788256,0.0,0.14246062329436207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264019223060406,0.0,0.0809544007249078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079173470342476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728404878515713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634242351346652,0.0,0.0,0.08395310166935188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745179783468264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745349585186679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627533440642423 autism,feralsunflowerclub,2019/10/16,"Setting Boundaries With Autistic Adult My sorority has a man who is fixated on our organization. In the past we have made an effort to love on and support him because we know it comes from a good (harmless) place. Members were encouraged to friend him on social media and to positively interact with him. However, lately he has started to show up to sorority events all the time, constantly message members through Facebook messenger, and comments on nearly everything we share on social media, usually several comments on one post. When people don't reply he keeps messaging and can be very pushy. One member has her Facebook only for people she knows well and Instagram for more casual interactions. He has sent her message after message demanding she friends him on Facebook. Another one of the sisters has mentioned that he texts her constantly asking for information about members. We've invited him to events like tailgates, homecoming, sorority performances etc. and he can be so intrusive that it gets to be draining and uncomfortable. I feel as though we need to set some boundaries with him, but I want to approach it in the most kind way possible! Any tips would be most helpful.",8.488784838350057,9.751957231884061,8.177487922705312,64.79481605351171,61.222222222222214,11.779858788554444,42.010033444816045,11.51311941424646,5.5766138238573015,965,54,140,28,13,308,132,207,0.022000000000000002,0.833,0.14400000000000002,0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,7,0,16,1,0,1,1,29,30,12,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,15,0,1,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,1,19,12,32,22,6,30,0,0,0,1,45,12,0,3,12,101,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167799047057567,0.1567836207886205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397800033965351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114534373950127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879730729114733,0.0,0.3231536624270034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675311548478916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437796115241887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560125674433031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103588804504535,0.0,0.0781174627274146,0.0,0.0,0.12540937331835508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021937803450667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328992830016288,0.0,0.15570094298755402,0.16434337254784356,0.0,0.1686638504448003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304739013014963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494665978726858,0.1414784140480548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086638206846787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395366228619203,0.11371587361049633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273272425724828,0.20731518108562152,0.0,0.15621544430705653,0.0,0.0,0.16856011277090333,0.14319779120110704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891381682473958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048314121065149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583025869795992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967229461236452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690157635336146,0.0,0.08718568263482716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467396269742673,0.12336876503471922,0.08819013087792991,0.11868115641821655,0.0,0.0,0.13443546247112673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621394840403904,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,somzkesy,2019/10/16,"Whats with this kid in my family He s 2 and a half y o. Doesnt speak any words, only sometimes repeats first syllables. He almost never imitates or repeats adults talk/behavior. Is very focused on his letter/picture toys. He can pronounce big part of an alphabet when he sees the letters. Hes making a lot of sounds, as if he wants to say something, point somethibg out, but no words. Often doesnt react when called his name. When he wás little baby, he could finish one song, as the last word of it was similar to gasp sound that he made at the end of the song. His behavior is very calm and focused.",2.9539669421487598,4.641650719008268,4.2447024793388435,86.18159917355374,74.86776859504133,7.1540495867768605,25.32314049586777,7.908726449838941,1.4422522314049586,471,16,94,7,10,155,88,121,0.024,0.898,0.078,0.7488,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,3,1,20,12,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,7,5,1,13,9,2,17,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,5,10,52,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265951904696835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388390242956507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310658030122115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180672910154151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042439638984688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332460688459784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248083580272826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844552850731067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268004700979712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923823438728192,0.0,0.21411959817951745,0.15104929426296007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745275991014145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533389067908884,0.17210255944657335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450483343955261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139157235090348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799536540968162,0.0,0.0,0.18032259308111148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742079004913013,0.22380505838466108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818820805175904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734233321016023,0.13347078785154814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kupoham,2019/04/30,"High anxiety before court Hi everyone, I’ve been through a separation and my ex is taking me to court for child custody. My issue is now I’m constantly anxious and I’ve been waking up having panic attacks where my blood feels electric and I can’t seem to calm myself. Does anyone have any tips for calming down? My realisation I’m on the spectrum is relatively new and I’ve always thought I just needed to try harder. I’m female and learned consciously how to interact with people in college. I feel like if this keeps happening without any calming I’m going to have a massive meltdown.",2.7148264125255293,5.511537460176996,4.507964601769912,78.22469707283871,81.47787610619469,6.6627637848876775,29.046289993192644,7.882392219407189,2.473309598366236,475,23,79,9,13,160,79,113,0.08800000000000001,0.821,0.091,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,3,0,9,2,2,1,0,18,22,7,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,9,4,14,19,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,4,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587083993627592,0.0,0.0,0.28746799936081513,0.0,0.16169201718048126,0.2387798812814803,0.0,0.14778983327818615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404557781917677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985423493266509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284081746552955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496507206481075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019662802367812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374283583766546,0.15099767670607114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012238999621645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869074880848424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331647699740886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206079226953701,0.0,0.18786903057462004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326122203073956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672289008709872,0.0,0.20413557712848004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479887875099993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465324011322175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241681879952865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891857395969286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779850948030886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435015146453648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037462643750911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,simonday38,2019/04/30,"My story of depression Much of my blog I find pretty easy to write, this post was really hard to write. But it is a post I'm proud of and one that I needed to write. This is my story of depression & how it’s impacted my life...[My story of depression ](https://adultautism.home.blog/2019/04/30/yet-another-tale-of-depression/)",5.449116883116883,9.084452509090909,4.208831168831171,78.8818181818182,78.45454545454545,7.5064935064935066,16.948051948051948,8.418075326091056,1.1127142857142858,268,5,44,6,7,78,34,55,0.2,0.6559999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,6,1,8,4,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266657716763551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7207271704195426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120303534775027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740017353220692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984248994925986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776262074095525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537844826308749,0.1551175472393906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417578701153568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007074051987432,0.2128294107336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401749278872735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Saberleaf,2019/04/30,"People with ASD and social interactions Hello everyone, Recently, I had an interesting conversation with an autistic woman. Up until that point I thought people with ASD hated people and avoided them at all cost (I guess I blame the media for that). But she said that many autistic people actually love people and hanging out with them, seeing them like a scientific project, but considering it hard work to deal with social expectations, norms and everything related. My question is, what's your opinion on this? Is it true? And how do you feel about people?",6.483015463917525,9.036667237113406,6.89957474226804,67.19204252577323,67.35051546391753,9.386082474226805,31.712628865979386,9.827888789773867,3.662196907216496,450,19,66,11,8,146,70,97,0.07400000000000001,0.823,0.102,0.5913,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,3,1,2,6,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,23,11,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,11,4,13,8,1,8,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,3,3,48,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.16186614932772175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710056970353218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849682965842532,0.1490741414237952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386935136586628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827255849570052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485878177214648,0.1637632523994707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103618237331063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497050355078552,0.0,0.0,0.16816713926542226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6899643146706876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680169036229305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581345898492474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377758195040104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577812860758524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217769569162133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381691510205192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168303017146285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075604897192352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mariamro,2019/04/30,"LOOKING TO INTERVIEW #ACTUALLYAUTISTIC FOLKS ABOUT THEIR experiences Hi! My name is Maria Robins-Somerville and I'm a freelance reporter working on a story about how neurotypical friends and family members can best support and understand their autistic loved ones. I am speaking to autistic folks aged around 18-30 and am looking to speak to as many people as possible about their experiences, thoughts, tips, anything of that sort. &#x200B; My twin brother is autistic which is how I became interested in this topic and you can read and essay I wrote a few years ago here: [https://www.michigandaily.com/section/statement/personal-statement-twins](https://www.michigandaily.com/section/statement/personal-statement-twins) if you're interested in other things I've written on the topic. Please feel free to get in touch with me by email at [maria.robins-somerville@Journalism.cuny.edu](mailto:maria.robins-somerville@Journalism.cuny.edu) dm me on twitter at maria\_ro\_so if that's more your jam.",13.946808510638304,17.463315489361705,9.74304255319149,50.32350000000002,50.13475177304964,9.61163120567376,38.21347517730496,9.888512548439397,4.165782411347517,848,34,102,14,10,237,98,141,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,3,2,7,7,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,18,18,12,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,12,8,22,15,3,12,0,0,2,1,15,9,0,3,3,66,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125446567440528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932517988436872,0.2347513644857222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589818678408261,0.17198325931354336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274475925906008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779608144623059,0.18212572793943335,0.0,0.097684486644768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926089255712588,0.0,0.1009356798171423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244679261463703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436476261664902,0.0,0.0,0.19586798278670944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309129801225187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339361136978375,0.0,0.0,0.21206855278502446,0.0,0.21779675092563505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324587631577286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923380259537356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283492403085532,0.0,0.0,0.15337413480178738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011213461340118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406472383649986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347513644857222,0.12441034132719815 autism,Samsara-Daybreak,2019/04/30,"The best stim toy I ever found In case anyone's interested, I found an outstanding stim toy that isn't intended to be one. It's supposed to be some kind of weird silicone kitchen sponge, but it's the best. And my other friends who also have autism or ADHD love it, too. Here's the link if anyone's interested. (Not trying to advertise. I just found it helpful and thought others might, too.) 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The questionnaires arrived today! Im nervous but excited for what’s going to happen next. More nervous...,3.6235714285714273,6.5628140952380924,5.000357142857143,68.5633928571429,98.5238095238095,7.814285714285713,33.82142857142857,8.07648339933343,4.604228571428573,100,6,12,3,4,33,19,21,0.07,0.765,0.166,0.4826,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556761126686428,0.0,0.3598086432607187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978257507505334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859455873709161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478450502391703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264318709491224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sox20,2019/04/30,"[UK] Where do I go for help? Hi guys, little back story first. I got diagnosed with mild autism when I was about 6. My parents always brought me up like I was a normal kid. I’ve always thought I was ‘normal’ until I was about 19 when I kinda looked properly into autism. I am now 23 and I think it’s getting worse and worse over time, my speech is the main thing that’s bad, as soon as I get nervous (which is always) I get my words confused or they simply come out wrong and I look stupid. My attitude is also getting worse (I get told at work it’s bad a lot, I don’t see it myself) The way I think is still positive but deep down I do feel pretty depressed but I just hide my worries. I feel like one day I’m gonna just break down and who knows what’ll happen. Is it best to go see my local GP or get help from council to help with my needs etc (google said something about social servers council to help with autism) Probably a stupid question but it’s really nerve wrecking to ask anyone, even family. Thanks for any advice/help.",1.0476659619450324,3.1322201534883685,2.4911310782241003,94.6087050739958,82.34883720930233,5.2114164904862585,19.075052854122625,6.351523495107088,-0.09653488372093033,803,20,177,7,22,260,130,215,0.14400000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.705,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,14,12,2,2,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,31,42,15,0,3,7,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,8,0,2,9,8,28,4,23,32,4,27,0,1,4,0,15,11,0,6,12,104,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689455684183728,0.2712389581175514,0.0,0.0,0.0738918408029974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759768938259208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158148986439866,0.0,0.0,0.08355205791797811,0.18145143967280186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403090863525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360010049536054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007606086462295,0.0,0.093587830802032,0.1102865898760289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118349906189012,0.07176823959122262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024340274870118,0.0,0.10988250263414084,0.07762600577174615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242528329610726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406190322845897,0.0,0.12350681868189732,0.0,0.08690452228709755,0.0,0.0,0.1075894856661184,0.09608678799144194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641591603467129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059716140460344576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061705900675419,0.1089048559721506,0.0,0.0,0.18249237404055266,0.0,0.0,0.09237798952534684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056926593743224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292548382543852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363014526281668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065295196457958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054525872718983,0.11715277161224265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217229390942895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960973280539927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033595842849458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731742973860691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076415884539838,0.0,0.08365100082914523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677521156832144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003860126424564,0.0,0.0,0.0721882062378118,0.1392485895470548,0.0,0.0862631025162332,0.06335993219120148,0.0,0.0,0.10382832357001504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862484503852217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910504047755236,0.11034848105897002,0.3321983882887303,0.0,0.1188015504468004,0.0,0.0 autism,BaptistFire,2019/04/30,Anxious Next Tuesday I have an internship and I can't wait to get started. But there's one thing that's holding me back. When we get started we(school and business) have a talk about me. I have autism and I love what I do at school ( I am studying for financial administrator and I love numbers). The issue being that I fear that some employees will resent me because of my diagnosis. All I want is to be treated as an equal not as an handicapped person. Is it normal to be anxious?,3.3475,5.2270395789473705,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,74.26315789473685,7.276315789473685,30.822368421052627,8.07648339933343,2.277342105263158,380,18,73,6,8,126,66,95,0.095,0.8009999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,5,0,12,2,0,0,1,13,20,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,14,3,9,16,3,7,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,6,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648740876914045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582077621982418,0.0,0.12542226951802066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315240675902389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499001621550826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474779669483865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713917933705749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881567829845414,0.0,0.20158967445224446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942039014523402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965150171527478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164565795037506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912594474933077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537271040265514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366900451117666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135569311597798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rihlsul,2019/04/30,"Question: ""Visual Thinking"" terminology I'm currently helping my wife explore the shapes of her mind. We were talking about our internal systems for thinking and how they come out in communication. Her brain works heavily on visuals and abstract symbols, and language is a layer those have to come out through. I'd like to learn more about that from any others like that or science that has been done around it, but I'm not sure how to describe it correctly for searching. &#x200B; Are there terms I should be using in my quest to learn more?",7.705757575757578,8.479306191919193,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,62.838383838383855,9.42828282828283,38.72222222222222,9.2995712137729,3.6899616161616167,439,22,74,7,6,135,75,99,0.025,0.9229999999999999,0.052000000000000005,0.1672,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,3,2,25,16,7,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,3,17,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,4,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006075834177155,0.28043498759916197,0.15694504493967135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205451939751304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576378532601931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976101236337373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361781944612381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546936039614524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550457328362924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303200643815825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585375048007629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175167478238489,0.0,0.0,0.1855001780554652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957616958347836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932837169633966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680177946277441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28043498759916197,0.0 autism,thetewj,2019/04/30,"I think I may be autistic but I have pretty good social skills Let me preface by saying I'm in the process of finding a psychologist to be properly diagnosed. I actually met someone who has aspergers who seemed pretty succesful, at least career wise. It got me to do a little digging on some medical research on adult autism and wow. It's like they were describing me specifically. I am 28 with a job, house, family, etc. One key difference is that I am able to interact and pick up on social cues. I'm even a decent public speaker. I had to work hard at those things though. Years and years of practice and studying how others expect me or others to act. It's worked out pretty well and I'm used to it at this point, but it is exhausting. My wife can't understand why I get so stressed out being around people or having company for long periods. Even if my interactions seem normal and stress free. It is physically draining being ""switched on"" all day. I guess I'm wondering if anyone else can relate to this. I may not even have autism but I do know my brain and way I think is different than most.",2.9626388888888897,5.169587763888892,4.5192222222222265,81.89800000000002,76.4537037037037,8.023703703703704,25.61481481481481,8.841846274778883,2.130852592592593,871,32,166,20,20,291,141,216,0.055999999999999994,0.785,0.159,0.9793,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,8,9,0,2,5,0,23,4,1,3,1,38,39,17,0,4,8,1,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,15,11,0,0,8,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,4,3,20,7,25,28,5,21,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,12,6,116,35,5,0.12168315196154175,0.0,0.1187452033087689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508368912571629,0.12467876903421547,0.0,0.10832380357211738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583864062360124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847556641919738,0.0,0.0,0.12350583783073855,0.0,0.25426598972224473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101650659422845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570887992568487,0.24111172274838014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471204614614768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121619641668057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357442461301954,0.0,0.0,0.10206205464729977,0.09732113259112536,0.0,0.13404771056549294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900420315070684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040601987090442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120751752303465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687387802871908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442926716645494,0.0,0.05944824159499072,0.12195848557649387,0.0,0.10768576034048068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258297388439356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922365314285595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824556529538657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435977623244642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502991007422628,0.0,0.0,0.3713865342830277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676732644391577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155154289242746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24808129900825465,0.10310173978026103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787752788949814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084087923038535,0.15593930085325505,0.11955307898310695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667645257880572,0.0,0.10509517412257603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658642214256162,0.0,0.0,0.1094077671724954,0.0,0.10980011804174064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196018764655038,0.1771735677346954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671992064876786 autism,creusaia,2018/11/15,"Autism - ErinOak - Until 18 years of Age I'm a little confused because ErinOak is supposed to be offering services until 18 years of age. And when we first met with ErinOak, we were told he can stay there and learn until he is 18. But the senior Autism consultant is REALLY pushing for our son, 7 years old, to be out of Erin Oak and transitioned into full time school by March 2019 (and he is absolutely not ready). And it seems like they are just trying to get rid of him, so they can replace him with younger kids. Everytime we try to approach her to ask we want him to work on X,Y,Z we are being told it's too advanced for him or that he has autism, and it's difficult. Because the basis that they can get him out of Erin Oak is if he hits his goals, so the senior consultant won't let us add any new goals onto him. &#x200B;",5.023411764705884,4.871376282352943,5.685882352941178,84.57647058823531,68.52941176470588,8.682352941176473,29.35294117647059,8.238735603445708,1.8256941176470587,648,21,138,8,10,211,104,170,0.027000000000000003,0.938,0.035,0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,7,0,3,5,7,3,0,1,4,0,17,0,0,0,0,26,27,15,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,17,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,4,0,18,1,24,17,1,27,0,0,0,0,32,7,0,4,17,86,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033849392527496,0.2280895782905954,0.12765001051243705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548457459099476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288539345174011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966699781939225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614264389391264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194735609775654,0.0,0.09170618021525598,0.18813587344188276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812925864746867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697126258437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025256141699353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997369275278173,0.0,0.17088516980772214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007509700662066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094558739149192,0.0,0.0,0.3587320724770333,0.0,0.2548870816057641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579338636776006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107168924322784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665594386080993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280895782905954,0.3626394549459868 autism,Jamesmc052,2018/11/15,Help Can someone help me study for the spectrum test please?,5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,71.72727272727272,4.4,29.181818181818183,3.1291,0.6469272727272729,49,2,9,0,1,13,10,11,0.0,0.51,0.49,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950513694425833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691344750997344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393057512586643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LittleGray1,2018/11/15,"Autism and coping strategies Hi everyone. I am currently a psychology masters student completing my dissertation about autism and coping strategies. I am looking for some participants to complete an anonymous online questionnaire that should take about 20 minutes. The questionnaire doesn't require anyone to have a diagnosis of autism but does require you to be aged 18 or older. I would be very grateful if you could take some time out of your day to help me on my way with this project. The link below will lead to the study. Thanks! &#x200B; [https://keelepsych.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_ezFbB6jBxXn9JD7](https://keelepsych.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_ezFbB6jBxXn9JD7) &#x200B;",11.621286407766988,15.125167281553402,7.532220873786411,63.992117718446615,55.79611650485437,9.810194174757283,38.11771844660194,10.125756701596842,4.52022427184466,582,26,72,12,8,158,75,103,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.9206,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,14,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,14,8,2,10,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,5,48,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39209219025330816,0.4397186077518467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651595834713558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794198063077249,0.0,0.0,0.14446415772881652,0.0,0.0,0.11668995073414387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833994012956595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728938786328139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127883318766153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519422315795406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720855046344829,0.0,0.0,0.16658327121995392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550632091311653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492926833976352,0.0,0.14362005087287413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853306399747455,0.0,0.4397186077518467,0.0 autism,NaniRomanoff,2018/11/15,"So about using pacifiers as stim toys For context I’m 25 and I have this this dope glow in the dark pacifier (like the kind intended for 6 month olds) that I suck on mostly at night unless I’m super stressed because it’s a great mouth feel and I find it soothing. Also because I really needed to stop putting pens and other vaguely toxic things in my mouth. First of all I’m wondering if any other autistic adults suck on a pacifier as a method of stimming? Secondly - I know over using a paci can mess up a baby’s teeth when they’re coming in - but does anybody know if sucking a pacifier as an adult can hurt your adult teeth? Asking because sometime I fall asleep with it in my mouth and I’m not trying to mess up my teeth here.",4.322617449664431,5.062021026845637,5.188785234899331,84.40009060402684,70.2751677852349,7.839194630872482,28.322818791946307,7.908726449838941,1.7205081879194632,579,20,116,7,10,189,96,149,0.12,0.8190000000000001,0.061,-0.8147,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,3,1,9,0,3,7,7,3,1,23,19,14,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,5,1,0,3,1,7,0,2,0,2,10,4,22,19,2,19,0,1,1,0,5,10,3,4,7,69,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563042123139368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291518356163035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827227773061887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574401904833924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836601177518956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104280518630588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882723754823353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864109404355052,0.16625277380475625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548833779198528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092371734875448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203534897986586,0.2148324276300024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548878004878113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600923771964545,0.0,0.0,0.14492640398620593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834200089867818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205095725551996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648490168396945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252126122852034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330865638031444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340800221516066,0.2238914943085849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985071935972625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327001976071815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33761839532103594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196114460749846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tempthethrowaway,2019/04/06,"New. How do I Cope? So, I'm going to try my hardest to not say something socially unacceptable. I was raised to believe autism was a terrible thing. I knew there was something, different, about me growing up but didn't know what it was. I wasn't tested until adulthood as my parents would never allow it. Something about shame, I don't know, I don't understand them. I like finally having an answer to why I am the way I am. It gives me a frame of reference to work from. My question is, how do I try not to get overwhelmed by all the stimuli in the world? I'm fairly high functioning, but pretty often something like trying to get groceries is just impossible due to the massive amount of people and noise. Sometimes my cat wanting to play and meowing to let me know is too much. How do I counter the overstimulus response I have? I welcome any help from you guys so that I can learn and be able to live life as best I can. Thank you in advance.",3.3611111111111143,4.934858656084661,4.620296296296296,84.37933333333334,73.55026455026456,7.3680423280423275,29.0021164021164,8.021203637495839,1.9419316402116404,742,31,147,11,15,245,114,189,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.133,0.9207,2,0,4,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,3,11,9,0,2,8,0,23,1,0,4,2,27,36,13,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,10,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,7,1,25,6,24,26,4,14,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,2,7,106,31,3,0.14981364479886491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187841579200987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878867535022546,0.1572201774490312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652337260592755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411352504405094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654289215449166,0.14371489925829994,0.08514254679599413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483390620185587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041692817258023,0.1582863410698648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470009836485057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531946019918184,0.1058178078372759,0.1463827589384578,0.0,0.13228819307060669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101302667060669,0.0,0.11554551858712807,0.14469095169465349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635032329959512,0.0,0.0,0.10386191800647804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524143357379602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782556863802586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191378234234632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271614439528178,0.0,0.4613354519945168,0.1481695254310558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792827603283198,0.0,0.0,0.09952952870646067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051408923775289,0.0,0.0,0.15596128769757256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836396924006443,0.1189150979901656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351835124091599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906611768547166,0.0,0.0,0.1064233149016572,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FreedomDaisy,2019/04/06,"Scared to get a diagnosis. I (24F) have a 5 year old son, diagnosed asd. Through his diagnosis process and educating myself i've found a lot of traits/ signs that I have myself. Recently i've been exploring that further and i'm thinking about taking the next step to get an assessment done. However being a parent I am absolutely terrified of telling anyone about my worst days/ weeks. The days/ weeks that I struggle to get out of bed, to shower, to look after myself. I'm scared opening all of these secrets up to someone will lead to me being seen as an unfit parent to my son. (I'm not great, but he isn't neglected and he doesn't ever go without) My partner and I are also trying for another baby and I am worried how a diagnosis will effect that. Will I be treated differently? Judged harder? Does anyone have any experience with any of this? I'm so stuck. I desperately want answers to explain why I am like this so I can get help for the first time in my life but I can't jepordise my children to do that.",2.9230348258706482,4.981233865671643,4.909278606965174,79.75456467661691,76.01492537313433,7.650746268656717,28.08208955223881,8.515128840125781,2.269728358208955,801,34,151,16,18,275,119,201,0.11800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.8303,5,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,3,10,0,20,2,0,3,2,27,37,12,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,2,8,8,0,1,7,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,5,2,21,3,27,26,3,21,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,1,13,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794071374080045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005846340821928,0.15464696469914732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062446581538639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022642924713384,0.0,0.0,0.14969037876208086,0.0,0.15408653135894673,0.0,0.0,0.1290618482078035,0.1509245377336078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340524697990874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426497587674147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544748803402828,0.0,0.1617055939663432,0.0,0.0,0.3082114940330621,0.0,0.08381700118289369,0.0,0.0,0.1625986144951728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885358265815583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417037848209476,0.07205189614833803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384711786822215,0.0,0.0,0.12538329688924654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684799767311136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475677781610828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275209814473841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561995617901566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953089476666215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496039660803525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417943901431078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088755644957532,0.0,0.1289051254582773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450003910182876,0.0,0.0,0.08599751119970171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013009750435724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698827076509445,0.0,0.236601148504452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307890174644596,0.0,0.0,0.14216667586013795,0.0,0.0,0.14977438276136038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497309881670486 autism,Ashtheuncanny01,2019/04/06,"Can autistic people have empathy? Yesterday I was diagnosed with mild autism, after doing some research I can't really find anything relatable other than being extremely intelligent Apparently people with autism have an overwhelming amount of empathy - this is the ***complete*** opposite for me, I have no regard for peoples emotions I'm also a great liar, something autistic people supposedly are bad at - im not sure if i was misdiagnosed or there is something that i dont yet understand",6.342801204819278,9.542358144578316,7.36468373493976,60.7405195783133,69.96385542168674,10.89698795180723,36.881024096385545,10.686352973137794,5.552109638554218,398,22,51,14,8,133,65,83,0.128,0.785,0.087,-0.3755,1,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,13,1,0,0,1,9,15,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,8,12,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880519283215964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370558124845698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624777878430267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131938600952697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424758635584445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473909193243634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744305009902636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292854543933946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327227774322383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22800882550028395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853611055403082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522693246020456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32500823616073216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989458151732591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197477033460113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lucad88,2019/04/06,"Book on understanding autism is free for Autism Awareness Month In occasion to the Autism Awareness Month, my book on understanding autism is free. It explains how (some) people with high-functioning autism perceive the world and why. Most people with mild autism with whom I shared it found it very useful, to understand themselves and to help their friends understand too. &#x200B; Being autism a very diverse condition, the book does not apply to all cases. That said, many people affected by autism and their friends or parents found it useful, so here it is. &#x200B; You can download it [here](https://gumroad.com/l/twtamg).",8.438846153846157,11.096358269230768,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,62.46153846153847,8.661538461538461,33.19230769230769,9.188382445141503,3.1710038461538472,516,21,77,9,8,144,65,104,0.013999999999999999,0.777,0.21,0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,1,23,15,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,7,12,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,2,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799062225576981,0.31390570264772344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130354942623215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832513557304335,0.19958923543901555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657836324623687,0.13647273008104774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095573884639494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620079606294955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342540624235092,0.0,0.0,0.26864578597230376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286802870319245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378723792635743,0.0,0.22311878097179716,0.0,0.2131537026449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655372709815967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31390570264772344,0.0 autism,EPJ327,2019/04/06,"Help! I need your advice Hello people of r/autism. I need your input on something: My brother is on the autism spectrum and has recently lost his spot in an education program for the third time. Obviously, this hit him very hard. Here‘s where i need your help: as an allistic person, i experience and express love and support through physical contact, talking/writing messages (we don‘t live in the same city) and spending time with each other. I want to support my brother and show him that i love him but i‘m afraid i am only going to cause him discomfort this way. Tell me: how do you express love and support? How do you want other people to show you love and support? For those of you who were/are struggling with your education, do you have any tips that could help him cope? PS: he loves cats. I was thinking about offering him to spend some time alone at my place with my cat. The flat is quiet and has blinds to shut the world out. Is this nice or insulting? I honestly have no idea. Thanks in advance, i‘m grateful for any advice on how to be a better sister to my struggling brother.",3.756416799574694,5.845611406698566,4.238811802232856,85.35307150451891,73.68899521531101,6.749707602339183,27.879053694843172,7.594959193182576,1.6601098351940458,860,34,162,11,18,271,122,209,0.092,0.659,0.249,0.9913,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,9,0,3,6,19,1,4,8,0,15,6,0,4,1,31,36,14,0,6,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,14,0,0,2,2,2,2,2,6,0,1,2,3,32,13,26,31,3,19,0,1,1,5,40,12,0,2,4,110,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506051105227508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139687211637275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496625607696424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732183690130324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304185560246645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785834635221303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764067655469824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253852440124502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857463028719593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127338501628327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422227543584728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716773460119224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201221515922624,0.0,0.4965790181729876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447808011375993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369072188552433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257638720090147,0.09608307768508928,0.1149688507736947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865167035668452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847145155607323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300763442473201,0.0,0.0,0.4994904007410778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618020473349163,0.10131046322784837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050947800426059,0.0,0.0,0.1924964163609276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079489675510236,0.12980941854491565,0.08734498834235373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,woodrail,2019/04/06,"Austistic-Spectrum and focus Focus is **the** autistic power. Nobody focuses like AS people. It's a whole other level. That's why they make such good scientists, artists etc. There is a mystic tradition that Buddhism grew out of, *Raja Yoga*. It's basically all about getting control of yourself and meditating a lot. They are an interesting bunch of dudes. They called AS people *habitually one-pointed*. Such people were considered the ideal initiates because they are so excellent at *concentration meditation* (A meditation technique where you focus as perfectly as you can for a length of time). (There is a second technique but getting good at concentration meditation is step 1) ",4.460350877192984,7.895222403508775,5.8221052631578925,64.60140350877194,88.12280701754385,8.147368421052631,31.7719298245614,8.515128840125781,4.162529824561403,550,29,71,16,18,183,76,114,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.9334,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,4,5,7,7,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,2,2,10,11,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,7,13,10,5,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,56,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652545007554138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454415110897362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695919518268702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680726660896693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25116360123908577,0.0,0.0,0.4032167550255182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174311410383672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043513690540982,0.0,0.0,0.16044679286004015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628788531274568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999204946148783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22722444316494966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015989039136034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689376845883854,0.2683610943593745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bakingwithadhd,2019/07/05,"Seeing or hearing? I have always had a hard time expressing my thoughts or ideas verbally, and while talking the other night with a friend I stumbled upon a possible reason behind it. When I have a thought I see it much more than I hear it, even if its an idea or an intangible topic I'm thinking of. Where as my friend says she hears all of her thoughts almost in the form of sentences. I'd love to know if anyone else experiences the same type of disconnect.",6.561758241758242,6.157539021978028,6.938769230769233,77.73123076923079,65.37362637362637,9.917362637362636,33.58461538461537,9.3871,2.8879301098901093,365,14,71,6,5,119,67,91,0.016,0.85,0.134,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,18,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,9,3,11,11,5,7,0,0,2,1,11,3,0,6,4,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580281696269155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131409364338095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034738910477246,0.16169934309494255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183355098197205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042348200978352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543726132813119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438537876210721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413705651779406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336043693586238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35630614560543017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673058156748129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243351712319988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601162803292492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809797781491513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779118486258971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622593272513377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550022141092035,0.0,0.0,0.25151504114382045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684511181615554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112099560325363,0.0,0.3758606462862316,0.09202275506516172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,21Anubis21,2019/07/05,"Older brother with Autism Hi all, I'm in need of some advice or even suggestions regarding my older brother (25 M) who has Autism. I know that eventually I will have to take over for our mom and care for him. It'll be a few more years before I have to really make a decision about what to do but I would just like to have some kind of idea. My brother is about 5'9"", over 250lbs, loves to play video games, watch movies and watch YouTube videos. He keeps to himself at times and does not like to socialize with people he does not know. The only way my mom can really get him out of the house is if he's going to get food out of it and even then, he stays in the car with his iPad. He can be aggressive at times and will scream and yell. He is very dependent on my mom to do simple things for him, I think he's just lazy because I have seen him do things on his own. It's just more convenient for him because he knows that if he puts up enough of a fight, he will get his way. He is able to do basic hygiene (wiping himself, washing hands) and make very simple snacks (pouring chips in a bowl) and drinks. My main concern is what kind of care or services I can get for him. I don't want to send him to a group home, I've read too many bad stories and do not want him to potentially go through that. But I also know that when I have to go to work, he's going to have to be on his own or with someone looking after him. I love my brother, he is a handful but I cannot just toss him away in some group home for the rest of his life.",4.157189763399323,3.679887159021408,4.9068147432802185,90.53695799130855,70.37614678899081,8.229776275551265,25.773217447287944,7.475848149327749,0.9140984709480118,1179,28,285,11,19,382,151,327,0.059000000000000004,0.86,0.081,0.8843,0,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,11,13,2,0,10,0,31,9,2,3,1,49,58,20,0,6,15,7,2,2,0,5,2,2,2,0,12,15,3,1,7,6,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,8,36,9,53,49,12,33,0,0,4,2,49,15,0,9,10,183,48,3,0.10790858517769927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054470205486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862944565803081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138366790785697,0.0,0.09009916127876487,0.1315601439060977,0.0,0.09182225814337763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003998863774046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888630601442556,0.0,0.0,0.10570933224671286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114984142716196,0.0,0.14254520559953088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304834895280112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255111279709596,0.0,0.2453077428432311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648221852295266,0.0,0.0,0.12451201921108801,0.0,0.1218156579874916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591410860593433,0.0,0.2247403720841988,0.2372149454414469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762190249470028,0.10543736808929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061603407762336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478342231064585,0.0,0.1440596370600211,0.10940236844802452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791436923179462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080012848604546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206934157471844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748102260042349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847793265480388,0.0,0.0,0.1079377867733578,0.0,0.13825800564415114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999921334009856,0.09143059404447004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150161941053107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113382666450697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337933825102095,0.06914346422417057,0.0,0.0,0.12584472758994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807176774573014,0.1272945587056879,0.1713056243657115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855873519441177,0.0,0.0,0.07665516286167813,0.0,0.0,0.06948959093250122 autism,kbfit293,2019/07/05,"Advice for preparing my autistic son for his pet's death *My son is almost 10 and fully verbal. Our elderly Shiba Inu will probably pass soon, within the next few months. They are best friends. They sleep together in a room. Our dog looks young, but he's not and he is really slowing down. He has just reached his lifespan age (12). My son tells EVERYONE about his dog, it is one of two fixations. What's worse is that our dog is a ""doge"" (the meme), everywhere we go, people come up to us to see the ""meme dog"". It has been a major source of comfortable socialization for him. He will lose a friend and also that ""safe outlet"" of socialization. A lot of pet death advice is fine, but this is really a double-whammy. Autistic people of Reddit, what advice do you have to help him through this inevitable event?",3.1021978021977996,5.214096692307692,4.110842490842494,85.43653846153849,75.66666666666667,7.534065934065935,22.68131868131868,8.418075326091056,1.3948164835164838,628,18,123,12,14,203,99,156,0.08900000000000001,0.77,0.141,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,1,2,2,4,7,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,0,0,12,19,6,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,2,16,6,17,16,4,15,0,1,2,0,26,5,0,2,7,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900758326070441,0.0,0.0,0.16739867896272187,0.0,0.0,0.13368744303359775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543677252410753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440039348573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974007575417254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583134513561497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500773918929352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205191389059303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038243444303958,0.18702278404463515,0.0,0.14212371477659724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343515041341247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777893917103205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328012027606085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317921271794402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023976472596534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141894159364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321449500469035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729279848362574,0.34082174336330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611575655134118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330282018041636,0.0,0.20108741543027933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036262003168454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hello__kiley,2019/07/05,"Feelings/experiences on ABA? Hello all, I am a psychology student that has been working part-time as an RBT in ABA for about 9 months. During my time, I've heard a lot of controversy surrounding ABA. I've also felt a lot of complex emotions surrounding my job. Firstly, I really hate behaviorism. While I think behaviorism is certainly important in the field of psychology and obviously classical/operant conditioning works, I feel that behaviorism and ABA are very reductionistic. It makes me really uncomfortable that I am really reducing my clients to antecedents/behaviors/consequences rather than taking into account their cognitions and feelings. For my clients that are nonverbal, I am sometimes expected to just ""know"" what their behavior is caused by. For example, if my client has a tantrum, my BCBA and supervisor will ask me if it's caused by a need for attention. How do I truly know whether this is the cause of a tantrum or meltdown without my client telling me? Feelings are private and it's impossible to infer them from just observation. I also really hate taking some of my client's toys and using them as reinforcers. There have been times where a BCBA/supervisor is sitting in on session and they instruct me to withhold toys from clients until they follow through on a task or programming. I've seen clients come to tears when my supervisors have made me to do this, even though I have plenty of clients who don't NEED me to take things away and use it as a reinforcer to get a correct response. For example, once client I had, I never made him clean his toys up during session. When I ran trials, he would listen, and go back to playing with his toys. Then, my BCBA made me change this and I have to have him clean after every trial. By the end of the session, which is normally 5 hours, he's clearly exhausted. He's only 5. It just doesn't seem developmentally appropriate for even a neurotypical 5 year old. Another thing is, I understand that ABA is supposed to target ""socially significant"" behaviors, but what is socially significant about me asking someone to ""touch their nose"" and then reinforcing them? I have some clients where I feel that the behaviors we are working on are truly important, such as self-care (I'm working on toilet training with a client right now). Some behaviors and programming truly seem arbitrary to me. Personally, I am beginning to wonder if something like a modified CBT would be more effective in helping people with autism, especially since CBT is very effective for treating anxiety, which seems to be a common comorbidity of any psychological/neurological disorder. So, I am wondering, if you have received ABA, how do you feel about it? What was good? What was bad? What would you change? I honestly don't know a ton about autism, as I had no exposure to it before this job. But, I really value everyone's opinions on here and would like to gain some insight. Thanks in advance, everyone!",7.604271474139893,8.546915509398499,8.064565960355438,65.95730804283441,63.07894736842106,12.01239462292094,37.92572339940761,11.683781121521076,4.955165914786964,2369,116,388,74,33,783,252,532,0.057,0.8270000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9877,2,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,1,3,8,9,25,14,4,0,21,0,47,2,1,14,6,88,89,39,0,13,14,0,7,2,0,5,1,2,2,1,27,19,0,1,22,5,1,6,6,6,0,1,13,11,56,8,68,69,9,46,0,0,1,0,31,19,0,18,22,277,83,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201450316630353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613006732634971,0.08655044370768558,0.06314291559863154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543276173184284,0.0,0.0775490980441925,0.06346820684430618,0.06891749761960393,0.0,0.0,0.07023550682612566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543741173356554,0.17463286600553116,0.07110094816239261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459805313457413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284645147226436,0.07310598890195369,0.0,0.0,0.10903385479024401,0.0,0.06954355565039003,0.1577411180729594,0.0,0.08074001127601423,0.0,0.0,0.20867365746394875,0.0,0.07925139611340895,0.0,0.0,0.07020852800106453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043123771643798214,0.0,0.04690941498101743,0.06923068143987032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162982430553516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532485851114111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128532703349077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381653545808736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608556566260002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064980251957213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034520496937494,0.0,0.2343041852712631,0.05509612716286715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588268384458743,0.0,0.0,0.12240480876798505,0.0636599782901428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087172827701866,0.0,0.0,0.08661190223043372,0.08790246398736475,0.0,0.06277543067374998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938283531070712,0.0,0.0572228808725218,0.07207079167498648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643863616385763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048875536001276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542409627410745,0.08610727792621313,0.0,0.0,0.06827798584201196,0.0,0.0,0.1682783816393029,0.06993592013496175,0.06354336632341676,0.08163422422211157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617954573585035,0.0,0.07214364553687416,0.07599179237077801,0.0,0.0,0.10967188886522987,0.052888333958370996,0.08109518424685283,0.0,0.09625953883505976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592710743206818,0.0,0.14257621102555887,0.0,0.1362083781419997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956566687279762,0.17902233587741204,0.2403605702392256,0.0,0.0,0.23453634546962904,0.0,0.0,0.05315308877138922 autism,rac-cool,2019/07/05,Do you guys have any tips for driveing? i focus way too much on the cars before me,-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333359,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,86.77777777777777,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.3746444444444441,64,1,15,0,2,21,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722446668073324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657894437312005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420031739435555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023953858793485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344935154869392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TeHPotatORisinG,2019/07/05,"Concerts? So, I will be going to my first ever concert in a few months, I'm a metal fan and it's a metal band I'm going to see, this kind of concert probably doesn't sound like a great idea from the outside (lol) but I've always loved this band and if I don't do it at least once I won't know what it's like Has anyone here been to concerts, and if so do you have any general advice that could be helpful, thanks! :)",0.7538043478260867,2.141956119565222,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,80.19565217391305,5.469565217391305,20.195652173913047,5.985473137389443,-0.1050260869565216,321,8,76,2,8,110,62,92,0.067,0.735,0.198,0.9379,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,1,12,1,0,0,1,11,20,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,5,6,7,14,2,7,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,5,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399786935700011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434287998176529,0.0,0.0,0.16700335005299768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171578969561938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607626777841888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214187305257976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088908839231564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279138430577958,0.0,0.0,0.27075367421756513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460761856651654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772308056511717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557345888229089,0.1349647728455069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399567262866697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164623984634896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602023365761284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26153551319386203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477761434310626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956960842513918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260977851436524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Thestarmaster15,2019/07/05,"Games about autism? My first post here,could anyone please comment some games about autism or games where the protagonist or a major character has autism? Thank you",5.94559523809524,9.378411892857144,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,72.92857142857143,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,0.7712476190476201,135,3,23,2,3,36,22,28,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184970691577155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636806884766227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874491356981316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000035946763527,0.0,0.0,0.4362442911133577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41936435804156696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,samuelmarcas,2019/03/19,"I’m Autistic and I work at Starbucks and sometimes it’s really hard I don’t have the option to disappear when it gets to be too much, so I’m completely drained by the time I have to go home at the end of a shift. I don’t know how to explain what I need to my manager and I’m scared I’ll get fired if I ask for accommodations because I won’t be “meeting the needs of the business”. She already doesn’t like me because my stress causes me to get frequently sick. I’m on my next to last warning. I get written up for things no one else really does. I have to go hide in the bathroom when I feel a meltdown coming on. I think they’re catching on that my bathroom breaks are actually, catch my breath and calm down breaks. I had a meltdown at work once. I broke down. It was embarrassing. I’m glad it wasn’t a bad one. I want to feel better. I want to do better. I don’t want to quit because I like what I do but this is really hard? Do any other working Autists have any advice for how to manage this better? Maybe how to bring up accommodations to my manager without saying and doing things wrong to make her fire me? I don’t know how to make this better on my own. 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Alas, I'm giving it a try now. Does anyone have any advice on how to get a referral for a formal assessment on the NHS? I'm worried about going to my GP especially if they're not aware of the autism spectrum in adults. 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She is in first grade. Just this week, finally, she got approved for an IEP. They mentioned that in school and during the evaluations they witnesses many shutdowns. She has them at home during homework as well. They are almost always associated with reading and writing, which she struggles with the most. Once this happens, she is unable to do anything, even tell you her name. We will be having her IEP meeting soon, and I want to go in prepared. How can we help her with these shutdowns, and how can we tell when they are real and when she is just being defiant. She can be very stubborn anyway so I don't know how to tell when she is doing it on purpose, if ever. What are some ways to help her through this that they can implement at school? What works for those of you who have these, or worked when you were her age? I am trying to understand her better and be a good mom and give her the best possible chance to succeed in school. As it is, it took so long to get the IEP that it is not going to help her this school year. She is probably not going to pass 1st grade because she is a full year behind in reading.",3.8822222222222216,5.4328873819742505,4.24631616595136,87.67407129232237,72.17596566523605,6.894515975202673,26.249165474487363,7.3871296695380915,1.2209849308536,932,31,187,10,18,292,127,233,0.028999999999999998,0.8440000000000001,0.126,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,3,6,7,16,7,1,1,7,0,29,0,0,3,1,34,40,20,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,18,14,0,1,2,2,0,5,3,2,1,1,3,0,34,5,29,32,4,30,0,0,0,0,45,11,0,5,13,149,52,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422435679256697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491515290992404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386966803773343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953584836853287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970914360556335,0.10088540599683693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760088236717255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534198054165334,0.10318260098107676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495781302296564,0.0,0.09702765367124537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059596725628386374,0.10942607871784282,0.19448536810071892,0.09567627713360126,0.09123198317848888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087148510810867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293756056649525,0.12052093211810827,0.11442123940241394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626897401721439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009481210747993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564880179805892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335970885819037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214805391231935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859648076065802,0.0,0.0,0.1229864615529714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282011968507544,0.12983632525454386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772232809160315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925044850519093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991059143253984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673566668477945,0.07744585862162068,0.0,0.0,0.11875061133263172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941194732161568,0.06728128192544308,0.0905432417972512,0.09149985645420697,0.0,0.1025623860771564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608824333306788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691433179710356 autism,coinman180,2019/03/19,"Hello I’m hoping to get some stories about people’s personal experience with people that say vaccines caused your or your child’s autism Hello this is my first post here and I was doing a research paper for school about the anti-vaccine movement and my mom told me about how her anti-vaccine co-worker told her to put me on a colon cleansing diet that will cure my autism. I was curious as to what other stories some people have and if it would be ok to use them in my paper. Just as a side note most people who interact with me would not notice it but if I were to tell them they would be able to. 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I'm a 26 year old High Functioning Autistic young man, and as the title said I have trouble asking for help. I'm essentially on my own in Chicago and I was wondering if anyone here knew of any resources/affordable life-coaches/therapists I could go to to help me sort out some things. Also, just to mention it, I'm not the wealthest fella, so free/low income options would really help. I am proud to say I can handle most of the challenges life throws as me, but recently the curve balls have been more difficult to deal with by myself. Any advice? Any and all constructive criticism/advice is greatly appreciated. Also if this is the wrong thread to post in, could you please direct me to the correct one? Thanks very much for your attention and time. I hope you have a great day! :)",5.142246376811595,6.791565372670807,5.473555900621118,79.71646221532092,69.18633540372672,8.59648033126294,28.323498964803314,9.075114841892004,2.3862169772256734,679,24,122,13,12,216,107,161,0.054000000000000006,0.7290000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9796,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,2,5,9,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,0,2,25,24,12,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,2,14,6,22,17,6,15,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,8,6,79,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826470217218385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317186251975092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591544879206352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882240492447921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562680087806873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028464089827336,0.0,0.0,0.0819239105495842,0.13096246320006685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219413763500726,0.0,0.0,0.2801022844640199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257280176705365,0.2684285665149299,0.0,0.12616955959455936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325864290158083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794502436377314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338174545575054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329672930229547,0.0,0.08607888856534031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394409118661189,0.0,0.0,0.12165972884376974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813787398059774,0.0,0.1254269063605818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208347220566572,0.1010194402849759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695225616791205,0.0,0.14749174592345046,0.0843931590559339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407227736854953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481314254935696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377587330955248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902385438621322,0.13888748128633785,0.0,0.08180322453478192 autism,chromecrank,2019/03/19,"Autism and lethargy I'm mom to a bright 11 yr old boy on the spectrum, high functioning. I'm trying to understand his lack of energy and enthusiasm for well, pretty much everything. From eating to playing outside... it doesn't matter how fun the activity, he doesn't want to do it. I've read about autism fatigue, but I don't think this is what's going on b/c he's also very lethargic at school and at large. He's had so many tests done that it's doubtful this is physiological. Is this typical for many kids/young adults w/ ASD? Could it be depression or fear that keeps him disengaged? I don't want to force anything on him but I want him to experience more of life.",1.5611111111111136,3.9955799259259273,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,83.07407407407408,6.85925925925926,22.333333333333336,8.021203637495839,1.271355555555556,530,18,110,11,15,177,90,135,0.2,0.7240000000000001,0.076,-0.9438,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,12,3,0,1,0,17,21,9,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,10,3,1,1,2,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,1,7,4,17,17,3,8,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,2,1,62,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302791249530187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747028892448994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278278270830126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481527615896702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958243783775127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580571299935626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171979095396216,0.1871836061050193,0.0,0.21532952813024436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875244278089627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021788976014963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008665910253995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516092159654147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880113909764956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224114696240392,0.0,0.0,0.1406692186116271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079670456925253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467859431133072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140851966450814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366323269248514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261366966337565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991866263178364,0.0,0.0,0.1992091105402918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788934754527206,0.3386014819957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720526865170416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Loud_Snort,2019/03/19,My daughter was diagnosed at 18 months and has struggled with her development. She’s now 6 and today her teacher sent me and my wife a video of her reading site words. I’m so proud of her and how far she has come I’m so proud of her and her hard work and so thankful for the amazing teachers and educators she has surrounding her. I’ve been crying tears of joy for most of the day. MY LITTLE GIRL CAN READ! her teacher also said if we can curb a couple other behavioral issues she won’t need to be in a moderate/severe class anymore. I never thought I would be told that. I’m sorry if this post is too much or not supposed to be here but I didn’t know where else to put it. Lurking on this sub has helped so much as a father and understanding her way of thinking. ,2.005660714285717,3.7332483875000047,3.617142857142857,89.48500000000001,77.625,6.321428571428572,23.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.8467946428571431,602,20,130,7,14,200,105,160,0.06,0.857,0.083,0.7686,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,10,6,0,1,6,0,15,1,0,1,1,27,28,19,0,4,5,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,11,0,1,4,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,2,21,5,16,16,3,18,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,4,5,90,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262976453781925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768794104855206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363632406422226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973454956841092,0.19591367981577976,0.11502368415379023,0.0,0.0,0.1810257272423699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899202231967024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597703031242514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954703995805176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861554146022228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098018786935863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875773269211515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423605961238298,0.0,0.2622216718654039,0.13224735642023586,0.13755773034372726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081399228729272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929520162984322,0.0,0.0,0.3568048684075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696556574437902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148944451103507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965289016115775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645450231472335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420455620693455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428214989041385,0.0,0.14159328785791364,0.0,0.0,0.1690588978373445,0.1704250517106916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567297996058427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156923767488602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984395924366615,0.0,0.0,0.12669768444968987,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CorvusCorona,2019/03/19,"Reddit supports ABA therapists... Unfortunately came across someone in r/askreddit telling of their experience as an ABA therapist. Of course someone who likely has autism disagreed with the practice and was downvoted. Why on earth is that barbaric therapy still allowed to exist? And why is it that when we decry it, we're ignored or worse yet, told we're wrong? If someone of a different ethnicity pointed out something was racist, you'd likely agree or at least consider what they said if you were a good person. But no, I guess autistic people don't know what's good for them. 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When I get really happy and super excited my chest feels like its tightening and I feel like throwing up (but in a good way, which is weird to say). Does anyone else experience this?",3.613191489361701,6.447565212765963,4.646212765957447,78.49400000000003,77.72340425531915,8.01531914893617,26.421276595744683,8.841846274778883,2.5973182978723406,203,8,34,5,5,66,35,47,0.027000000000000003,0.5489999999999999,0.423,0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,8,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883392561215945,0.3792865067467308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32394133372865336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092324685240676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810503620736852,0.0,0.0,0.2807562741843089,0.3966780449631596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670019048426874,0.0,0.0,0.1552419889866931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940565854397295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712721186789861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857131487973575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718841667445848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691325129928046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cellise,2019/03/19,Does anyone else withdraw when they're upset? People say I seem cold and distant when I'm upset and that it's difficult to communicate with me. I seem to withdraw as a coping mechanism and I was wondering if anyone else experiences something similar. ,5.310217391304349,7.830072847826087,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,70.52173913043478,9.817391304347826,33.23913043478261,10.125756701596842,4.258669565217392,205,10,30,6,4,70,34,46,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405191376576709,0.4989852620638063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308687288977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068229204055375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238187915359748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688109586622541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936395030158674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433431431316111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187456772922346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26406335787905033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,boltzy7,2019/03/19,"Beginning a relationship and her daughter (8) has autism. Best advice?! I've been doing a lot of research and digging trying to get off on the best foot possible with her daughter as I really want her to like me early on to make things easier. So far, it's going really well, but I'm nervous because I haven't seen a meltdown yet and I'm not sure what to expect. I know she won't sleep and she will scream to communicate. Does anyone have some solid advice for creating a friendship with an SO's child? It has to be a shock to the kid's system to have a random man coming into their life and I'm scared she will struggle with that. Thanks in advance!",2.853424470266578,4.519971827067671,4.563048530416953,83.88302802460697,75.09022556390977,7.242378673957622,23.369104579630896,8.00094639256281,1.2654721804511275,515,15,102,8,11,174,88,133,0.132,0.6920000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.5178,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,4,11,0,3,9,0,11,3,2,1,1,20,23,9,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,3,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,2,2,11,6,19,17,4,13,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,3,4,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960290171370232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168848577431567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352562029364357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253100110414332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745538128723398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732898400845842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586945688359384,0.0,0.11516326372815434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136398307489014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431284894530864,0.0989981913113128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227471137095227,0.0,0.0,0.13526175556495032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284427446595779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25962887240296306,0.0,0.0,0.21755627839050184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287496415676906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278331887474133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118401654327829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098295259312364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656090316863808,0.0,0.0,0.1346230033572395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757720585657912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195205391030051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182194977931844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BlkLeatherCouchActor,2019/03/19,"For those diagnosed at an older age, how did you let others know and apologize to others you may have hurt? I am trying to help someone that has trusted to tell me their ASD diagnosis. They are older >29 and they are having trouble figuring out how to let others know they may have hurt in the past, such as friends and parents. I am not well versed in ASD so I thought I would post here to see what you all thought. I’m learning as much as I can to help them. 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I'd love to learn how it's like working in the early intervention program of California, Oregon, and Washington state. Specific cities are listed below. 1. Is it difficult to find a job in early intervention as a Special Instructor / ABA therapist? 2. What's the typical salary for a Special Instructor / ABA therapist? 3. Does your state require insurance/Medicaid coverage of autism services? 4. Can I work as an individual provider directly with the state? I'm an ABA therapist / Special Instructor in New York City. I have about 5 years of experience working with kids under 3 years old with delays/disabilities. I am not BCBA certified, but I have a Master's and NYS teacher certification in Special Education birth to 2nd grade. These are the cities that I'm considering. I know it's long, but I'm hoping that learning about EI out west will condense the list. The numbers to the side are my personal notes on the city's average high in December (1st number) and August (2nd number). CALIFORNIA * San Diego- 65-80 * Santa Barbara - 65-80 * Santa Maria- 60-75 * Salinas - 60-75 * Gilroy - 60-90 * Santa Rosa - 55-85 * Willits - 55-85 * Eureka - 50-70 OREGON * Eugene- 45-85 * Portland- 45-80 WASHINGTON STATE * Vancouver- 45-85 * Olympia- 45-80 * Tacoma- 45-80 * Seattle- 45-78 &#x200B;",2.7674986103390755,5.794053276264595,4.767099499722068,73.96332295719846,86.27626459143968,8.228971650917176,29.52184546970539,8.759644201051973,3.4862665703168414,1120,57,181,34,35,381,146,257,0.008,0.914,0.078,0.9367,2,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,1,0,6,3,8,0,0,17,0,9,1,0,1,0,20,17,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,29,16,0,36,0,0,0,1,4,17,0,2,15,79,15,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677402359571797,0.18811520569028986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547823485910407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143719507489914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149662751355008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356883913716236,0.0,0.15376462099596433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536283946744401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508138665671035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563399907857593,0.0,0.0,0.13700497239020032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397251226063244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645421259204792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495197301446215,0.16464578929416865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245060319646984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351770747315919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392508102151697,0.0,0.09919816482883734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508239469920036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811520569028986,0.29908422896756115 autism,solstice051,2018/12/23,"Thoughts on toddlers showing signs My turns 3 in Jan and we did an evaluation through the school system with a psychologist and speech path. They agreed he showed “signs of autism” ie repetitive actions, has no words yet, won’t sit and listen etc. BUT they said it was still early to know for sure. I’m curious if their are parents out there who have been told this. 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I carry right on with my rhetoric clear As his deep buried feelings start to appear I don’t even notice the look on his face Now I am the one who is feeling disgrace though there is truth in the words that I speak it must feel like I’ve been going on for a week and it takes a third party for me to shut up. then I realise the poison I’ve mixed in this cup. now I hurt inside for all that I’ve done.... It's hard for me to be a dad no doubt. It's harder to be my son. \#autisticparent #autisticchild &#x200B; [https://www.facebook.com/nobodyrtrue/posts/2088798467998470](https://www.facebook.com/nobodyrtrue/posts/2088798467998470)",3.5870623742454697,6.181790938967136,3.0464654594232066,91.28647887323946,76.23004694835682,5.371696847753186,19.06304493628437,6.42735559955562,-0.16498283031522476,902,19,181,7,21,265,125,213,0.188,0.723,0.09,-0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,2,2,12,0,13,7,4,2,4,24,30,8,0,2,5,5,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,17,4,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,8,0,2,4,7,21,4,28,23,3,21,0,2,2,0,13,12,1,4,6,110,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535548067293475,0.17220670930734736,0.0,0.4458209477617998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086391897583919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29005988180372194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360548291907557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149754149330554,0.10124561782106073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740434515091702,0.0,0.08054339546550354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269543134588152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794024501757132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30343084427476336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475807690049969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010183938180443,0.06923779523979658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901007255027955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409997872966184,0.09459996805528764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135046850695167,0.0,0.0,0.0960339189589174,0.0,0.15080129560036654,0.0,0.0,0.1534701947396171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102908768165373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580352244285635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003109593491104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234109840916075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131133346523088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415323469601468,0.0,0.1392403102401784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243871595202888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249165223105163,0.11368015797895012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220670930734736,0.0 autism,coolisruben,2018/12/23,Is it possible to grow out of autism? I got diagnosed as a kid but now i am 21(m) and i dont feel like i can relate to the literature or even other autists.,-0.9064285714285704,0.9772817142857164,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,89.0,6.928571428571428,20.17857142857143,8.07648339933343,0.9260000000000002,120,4,30,3,4,44,31,35,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.395,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230809003234084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885299977463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27531698509321845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076537136790255,0.2977885203208987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33338272198578955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364556055335228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46992121951252197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sleeplesssince1995,2018/12/23,"Today I broke down as the aunt to my autistic nephew Today I broke down for the very first time after attempting to take my nephew out to a trampoline jumping place for kids. He’s 3 years old, non-verbal, and just not aware of others and their personal space or emotions. After chasing him around and having to stop him from jumping in people’s way, I gave up and put his shoes back on and went back home after 20 minutes. I started crying in the car because I’m such a shi**y aunt if I can’t have the patience to work with him and help him understand why he can’t jump in front of others or run around crazy. I feel like I let him down as an aunt who is supposed to guide him and be patient because who knows what other parents or his teachers think. I wish I could help him understand social cues more and help him understand the word no or stop. I feel like I could’ve been more patient and explained to others that he’s developmentally delayed. I want to do better for his growth in such crucial years of his life. 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He talks to himself a lot and doesn’t have great social skills, but he’s a good kid. The other people in my group find him annoying and ignore him which makes me angry because I really feel for him, he tells me about how his friends didn’t want to be his friend after he left school and he really wants to be able to make friends. Yesterday I heard that he had been fired the night before. Something about how they wanted to move him to a different section and he got upset and said something about bringing in a gun. I was really shocked to hear that. I know that he wouldn’t have meant it. We don’t have guns in my country anyway. I just don’t understand why he said what he said because it’s so out of character. I’d like to know what my managers could have done so that it didn’t escalate how it did and he wouldn’t have had to be fired. The shop he volunteers at sometimes is near mine, should I try and go say hi? Before I wasn’t sure if I would stay in contact with him after the work placement because he can come off a little strong and I didn’t want to lead him on but I do like him. I’m sorry I know so little about autism, I’m just trying to learn more. 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Hi everyone! I have a six year old non-verbal autistic kiddo, we went to the specialist office today and got prescribed risperidone at a small dose. I was wondering if anyone has ever taken it or given it to their kids. Kinda wanna know more the pros and cons from someone who has taken them or given them to a loved one on the spectrum? Any advice or feedback helps. Thank you!",3.2511538461538443,5.890130461538463,4.399679487179489,80.88490384615386,77.71794871794873,5.438461538461539,22.57051282051281,6.6274283507984215,0.982251282051282,328,10,52,3,8,107,58,78,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,13,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,2,7,8,1,9,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,6,5,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424935647908325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875347175164848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470305913805418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489396444698914,0.0,0.2371221217144559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984717079381696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633263405228418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136379144338267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396899501057985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603962527146065,0.0,0.1681558140066593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210260380667324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846719054582676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352213136948321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300415742952281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691128136792818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980326929493502 autism,theonlytoner,2019/06/27,"Resources Hi. So, I'm an adult female with a late diagnosis of ASD, as such there is just so much I don't know. I've tried and tried to get counselling for stress/work/life management- and you know a little validation- but to no avail. Sadly the support for adults is non existent to the point my GP has referred me to psyche, who has called me to say they cant help me, do mindfulness and contact these organisations. (little do they know Ive reached out to these groups already and either got a link dump of generic text book info from their websites or emails and phone numbers that lead to no one) I was wondering if anyone knows of anything that can help, like an online resource or something. So far I know I've got Executive dysfunction (thus I've now got a whiteboard with never ending tasks and projects that never get done.) and I've only recently realised I have hyperfocus as I've overworked myself to leg injuries (oops) I want to find some form of help to manage the condition and to help prevent any other episodes that lead to injuring myself. Thanks.",4.574445121951221,6.3558614780487845,5.063460365853661,81.58055640243906,70.8048780487805,7.66158536585366,28.91006097560976,8.278499904357787,2.0618841463414643,853,33,158,13,16,272,131,205,0.131,0.799,0.07,-0.9337,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,2,7,5,1,0,9,0,13,2,1,3,2,36,28,17,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,11,0,1,10,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,1,16,3,24,23,4,13,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,5,7,97,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750316154184238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097059481037707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979827008588614,0.0,0.11745243422749715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574056526927182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605961593525932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641405367139152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045019699976965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913828169134452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424562607191146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826684920475855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39219604895949134,0.0,0.16100264883510987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972936566092919,0.2861005677561732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411391974023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492101246310748,0.0,0.22016023675112809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671573492116968,0.10855056858719372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492346360982013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092602297419596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135025041717444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987847427441924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349367817915106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196528654171966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314041525685189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380498101455912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418427917432536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478170472693148,0.10390719858621504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shershinator,2019/06/27,Invention ideas Hi all! I am an engineering student participating in a program with the goal of inventing a tangible device that meets a real human need. My question: what frustrations and challenges do you run into often and needlessly?,6.413499999999999,9.75774535,7.780000000000005,57.09500000000003,70.5,11.0,37.5,10.686352973137794,5.787999999999999,194,11,24,7,4,66,37,40,0.085,0.8809999999999999,0.034,-0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,20,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397301994054499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451395531405394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355948088726441,0.0,0.0,0.5441960750005592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nuiity,2019/06/27,"Are there ways for me to communicate with my dad better ? Hi ! Hope this post is allowed. I recently came to the conclusion that my dad is most likely on the spectrum. I won't list the many things that make me think that since they are numerous to say the least, but I've been wondering how this knowledge could help me have a better relationship with him (and help my mom as well) I don't think he'll be open at all to the idea of getting tested - in fact I don't have the guts to even bring it up - but my mom pretty much agrees with me and I thought it couldn't be a bad idea to come here for advice ? So talking with my dad has always been an experience that ranges from difficult to Communication Hell. Normal conversations with him, notably, aren't so much conversations as him talking a whole bunch, the other person adding something, and him completely ignoring it and then repeating it like it just came out of his brain. I was wondering if that's familiar for any of you ? It makes giving him any info a very hard time. He also repeats himself A Lot. Also, he gets angry pretty easily and takes it very badly when we disagree with him. I think that last one mostly occurs with me and my mom though, maybe cause it makes him feel like we're against him ? The thing is I suck at dealing with anger and communication is pretty hard for me, too. Especially verbally, I have a lot of trouble making my thoughts into words, and long convos with him rarely end up well. I was wondering if any of you could help with getting to him, if you have any experiences of that ? I'm so sorry if I didn't word my post well, my thoughts are pretty messy about all this and I don't mean to be offensive at all. I intend to go to an Autism Ressources Center asap so I can learn more and maybe talk to a professional about that, but that's not gonna happen until September and since I'm spending the whole summer with him I thought it wouldn't hurt to try asking y'all. Thank you so much for reading !",4.005684009380701,5.246287680100757,4.818486927820725,84.89919395465996,71.4433249370277,7.994753756622948,25.27655693563797,8.433251757073789,1.4665299921827506,1567,46,324,25,29,507,195,397,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.7447,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,5,1,3,20,20,4,0,18,0,30,2,2,8,4,81,65,32,0,10,9,6,3,3,0,4,0,2,0,1,24,29,0,1,18,1,1,5,9,10,3,1,11,5,50,10,51,44,15,30,1,1,0,0,44,11,2,12,14,227,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392525148470118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099610536636768,0.06294766659088301,0.0,0.0,0.20578101276902264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707234440085644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633079856481166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381426897350068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445150082931696,0.0,0.17304911007851093,0.0,0.07771438431742914,0.0,0.06516661131291056,0.07931860181533115,0.0,0.0,0.12080228615356707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799282735252726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700430425398217,0.0,0.0,0.04996675163062312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800232818855785,0.0,0.0,0.03825140305059747,0.0540450674639166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857352697911805,0.07257130298273258,0.04299418913517226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689790216255921,0.0,0.1355368179557818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212174986623894,0.0,0.0,0.07513848196005711,0.0,0.0,0.08098592710672121,0.1708014717655844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166563684319797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087772672001793,0.0,0.0,0.06694872708494741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286314973041037,0.0,0.0,0.20199043734093775,0.07669820881106297,0.1520031333495734,0.08240608322666393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26580450218145474,0.0,0.0,0.16683650047300608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412188752806707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051263054546538116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605550825244506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490543313883808,0.3078569304876755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756714413589688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469620541725933,0.08122082926327058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016068706159644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515852684361942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823981201002095,0.0,0.08468506630757927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688011390824064,0.18241615014236767,0.0,0.06964924834880358,0.0,0.0,0.10051828475352724,0.14542225910324308,0.07432669307156664,0.24023367678327506,0.04411268847004128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513620421808194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483994468918408,0.0,0.06004821803447941,0.0,0.0,0.20405791969835949,0.0,0.0,0.1689232107687801,0.0,0.0,0.2461207469091799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,summertime2323,2019/06/27,"What about prenatal ultrasounds and autism I have come across some studies.... but any article written about these studies by thought leaders express that ultrasounds are safe, even when numbers show differently [boston University 2018 study linking depth of prenatal ultrasounds and autism](https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jamapediatrics/fullarticle/2672728) And then Jim West has published 50 Chinese human studies, you can find on his website or amazon. Between 1988 and 2011, the Chinese studies the cell changes in aborted fetuses that had undergone ultrasounds. Women were already scheduled for planned abortions. Please share your ideas",13.933514492753625,16.845671119565218,9.500869565217393,54.256449275362336,49.76086956521739,12.220289855072465,54.46376811594203,11.855464076750405,7.75362463768116,541,36,55,14,6,149,78,92,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.8922,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,2,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675540778826873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265009013365692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523468208515105,0.2869126942434032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479901478627305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999141959515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044224725300354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759986092394349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656138754256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442257033638705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mia1294,2019/01/05,"Autism and aggressive My boyfriend's brother is autistic, high functioning. I live with him temporarily. He has breakdowns at least once a week and he gets very aggressive. If a sales person knocks on the door it sets off. He says he wants to grab a knife and kill them. The parents do nothing and tell me to do the same (when hes having an episide). The younger sister (15) tells me she is afraid of him and as a result she mainly hides in her room or asks to hang of with me. Recently he threw a glass candle at my head and I had go to the hospital . My boyfriend told me to lie about how I got hurt ",1.1834521575984986,3.3963974390243936,2.29837398373984,95.43641651031895,82.73983739837398,5.7358348968105055,21.65666041275797,7.010146845296331,0.4411155722326461,467,15,105,6,13,148,85,123,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,11,0,8,1,1,2,0,14,15,11,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,4,2,17,0,16,11,3,14,0,1,0,0,21,7,0,2,3,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602779799553185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207293106877956,0.0,0.13132759773901767,0.0,0.1848150938777968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371538590186017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441477934341304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473749934939964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556548258456205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404710992290315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217266624362909,0.0,0.0,0.2460917373510749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565860332365888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176938769445896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816276838778346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376340312614212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40394669873102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208060163356485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066448708169934,0.13629646097840353,0.0,0.1853577437564291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WildRosa13474,2019/01/05,"I managed to avoid a shutdown! Yesterday I came home after a three-day sleepover--which was so much fun. But also exhausting, as you would expect. I knew I would likely enter a shutdown afterwards, even when I went into it. I actually managed to avoid this by recognizing the signs of the impending shutdown and discracting and secluding myself. When I got home I went straight up to my room, taking my dinner up with me and saying maybe two words to my mom. Dinner actually helped with the exhaustion a bit. Then I just crawled into bed with the lights off and headphones on and read a book. It actually worked. When I finally fell asleep I slept for ten hours straight, but I managed to avoid a shutdown. I'm pretty happy with that. 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Long story hang in there. I have a brother who has been diagnosed with autism and I’m very skeptical. I’m hoping someone might have the same experience as me and help me with either accepting his issue or tell me that I’m being reasonable. He sees the world around him as a constant battle against him and that no matter what he does it’s the situation it is never his fault. So my bro claims to be autist yet he spends £400 on cannabis a month. He can never hold a job down, so for instance works hard for like 60-70 hours a week but lasts around 2 months. Reasons for jobs ending.... Smoking weed on a factory line. Arguing with people , banging his hand and claiming it’s the factories fault and suing them. Started his own company as a painter decorator got loans and investment , bought the tools started and then found it was too much effort and quit ( usually stating it was everyone else’s fault but his) He can manage to go on the piss and socialise till 6 am though and has 3 kids( who he walked out on so he can spend more time on world of Warcraft) He claimed he was disabled for 2 years to get his autism card stating it’s why he couldn’t work to then pick up work an got sacked for fooling around. He does struggle to socialise because everything is about him ie not being able to bring up his kids cause his childhood was bad and that stops him being able to bond.Usually better with females. He knows when everyone’s pay day is and calls asking for money. He has gambled everything in the passed. He knows every system IE if he gets in debt with utilities he can get a free white goods. He now has a flat and gets maximum benefits of government. But claims to be depressed and no one will help him( his version of help it to be constantly given money and people visit him all the time ) sit on his own playing games all day even though he has someone who wants him that he had 3 kids with. He just doesn’t want to parent because “being autistic makes it difficult “ I refuse to support him financially as he makes more than me on benefits and I work 2 jobs one of which is academic. He complains I don’t see his kids enough but I’m always working. I do not for one second think he’s autistic just delusional however I keep getting told doctors wouldn’t get it wrong in the uk as you have to see a specialist to get diagnosed but surely they can manipulated. Just here to see wether I’m being an asshole or justifying my actions- fire away. 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Hi folks, has anybody got any links to studies on this or any other information? Been through some quite hard times and Daughter has just been diganosed with Autism and we have been told she may have ADHD also. 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How badly did I mess up? I started drinking at the age of 14. Before then, I always struggled socially, not having a single friend aside from my internet friends. The first time I got drunk I realised that it was although I could suddenly speak to people normally without the fear of messing up, and my social skills drastically improved. From then on, whenever I felt the need to socialise or make friends, I always relied on having at least a little bit of alcohol in me. I suppose I eventually started to think of myself as “normal” and cured of my social anxiety, not realising it was just the alcohol. I gained many friends that I saw on a somewhat regular basis, going out partying and drinking. It was fun. I’m 20 now and I’ve gained more of a tolerance to alcohol. I need to drink a lot more now to get the same social-boosting affects, but I just end up drinking too much and getting sick. It isn’t sustainable and I need to stop, but that also means the end of the social life that I had built previously. I have started to realise that I’m not neurotypical. I’ve just been masking it from everyone for so long. It is likely that I’m on the spectrum, as I have the following traits (and have had them for as long as I can remember): • Social anxiety (I have had severe episodes of hyperventilating and having panic attacks as a result of it) • IBS • Trichotillomania (I pull my hair out) • Stimming (Leg bounce, rubbing my hands together a lot) • Dyscalculia (I have never passed a maths class, and I struggle to do basic math, including counting money) • An usual, monotonous voice (which I am able to mask although it is difficult) • Sensory issues, namely bright lights, certain sounds, textures, and an aversion to the taste of certain foods (This is why I don’t eat meat) • Difficulty speaking on the phone • Special interests that I stick to in conversation. My special interests are spiders and video games. • A tendency to either stare or avoid eye contact completely • An aversion to touch unless it’s a romantic partner • I cannot read an analog clock, or ride a bike • A tendency to say socially inappropriate things and act rude unintentionally And lastly, I experience meltdowns if I mask for too long or experience too much stimulation, either in the form of a shutdown or a violent outburst. I have spent days in a state of catatonia, barely moving and unable to speak, and I have also self-harmed by bashing my head against walls (or a window) or hitting myself repeatedly and crying for hours. (This is not an extensive list, just the traits that I feel are most telling.) I’m going to stop using alcohol as a social crutch as it is no longer healthy for me. It also means that I will be socialising less as I am struggling to cope with the constant masking and social energy expenditure that is necessary for my 8-5 office job.",4.657697974217314,6.782599152854518,5.957620626151012,73.84147697974217,71.28360957642725,8.951896869244939,31.95616942909761,9.50193526645192,3.363154401473297,2312,108,391,56,45,775,275,543,0.126,0.784,0.09,-0.9751,1,1,8,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,1,4,15,26,3,6,38,0,37,19,5,7,3,74,65,46,0,7,22,0,6,1,5,1,6,6,1,1,25,21,12,3,6,9,2,9,10,13,0,1,13,18,50,13,69,48,17,57,0,0,4,0,24,20,0,12,27,288,75,5,0.06562460364886243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805309743370221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743991548543707,0.10920985462648704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040528433788136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465746052596531,0.0,0.0,0.05479380290527447,0.0,0.0,0.05584170422473482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164507056122794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880614836549903,0.07091688297686048,0.0,0.05239590609101751,0.0,0.07208554561428558,0.04232244036551134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25714851211338435,0.0,0.0671503527330476,0.0,0.0,0.1162478408371396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270712106709424,0.0,0.12838690948549816,0.0618650358799892,0.07384592383080336,0.033181771403580085,0.0,0.06300991081502534,0.0,0.0,0.05582025433937807,0.07935353122177591,0.0,0.20280562396097312,0.0,0.06857229370180147,0.0,0.07459194914646614,0.0,0.052485990459628366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673497760423439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462701552438446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849503640211825,0.06512229307903686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534928107729952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635259830728939,0.03206086651606533,0.06577309305812883,0.0,0.17422712743019486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158338252845684,0.0,0.062095586709088275,0.043804932519014336,0.06653304791111428,0.0,0.14296886377080742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697485680999829,0.09648326909117304,0.14597943623789394,0.05061373996248971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859635630645344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699633277119405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549583726193017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285022997966322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564236259860537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433988318222891,0.0,0.0,0.05218731880029775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846077380001261,0.07413712282243302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020641720692499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393482966919384,0.0,0.0,0.10973021425136634,0.0,0.205815253088534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057358796110597736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359807066631787,0.04204959621283432,0.0,0.0,0.038266234126734605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667858726557307,0.0722762295450528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059215997538959876,0.0,0.0,0.06325977609806105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,arcticfoxarrow,2019/01/05,"Diagnosed and ignored I went through extensive testing and diagnosed with Aspergers when I was 15 or 16. My parents chose to ignore the diagnosis because they said it was “bullshit” and said “you don’t have that”. So instead of getting the support and help I needed at the time they chose to not believe the results. I ignored the results as well, thinking that if my parents said it wasn’t true then it must not be true. I’m 27 now and I just recently, maybe within the last 5 years, started realizing that it was true. Things in my life are difficult to handle as someone on the spectrum. Work has been challenging, relationships are challenging, and I’m constantly realizing that the underlying reason for most of what I do is because I have Aspergers. I was never given any support that could have helped me through my diagnosis, and now I don’t know what to do with this information. I don’t know my next step. Most of the people in my life don’t even know because I don’t even talk about it. 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I have been talking with a clinical psychologist for about 6 years now, and he believes I’m right on the border of Aspergers and Neurotypical. I don’t believe his diagnosis, but he has been talking to me on and off for 6 years. Well I just took the Ritvo test and I got a total score of 196.0 Language: 15, Social relatedness: 90, sensory/motor: 50, and circumscribed interests: 41. I’m not too sure what to do with this information. It is certainly alarming, especially after what my doctor said about what he thinks about my situation. Certainly his way of conducting sessions aren’t orthodox, and he doesn’t go straight to tests, he asks probing questions that can lead to answers that falls in line with a certain issue one has. So who should I bring this up with? The doctor I talk to I can’t talk to because I’m at college. My college does offer counselors and guidance but I’m not sure about that.",4.869373567608863,6.4782441764705885,5.962601222307104,76.10423796791446,69.80213903743315,9.193124522536287,32.07372039724981,9.606745405546679,3.1828062643239114,779,35,141,18,14,259,110,187,0.037000000000000005,0.871,0.092,0.8662,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,8,0,13,3,0,1,6,29,25,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,4,0,0,6,6,1,1,1,6,1,14,7,27,18,1,20,1,0,0,0,18,9,0,1,4,92,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370321187097634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370352213609402,0.0,0.0,0.3463693863497728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31466858854534,0.13451744131223514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736004244595759,0.0,0.12294030138206907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604390113382617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406328074568812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416157883604348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219650282324775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312721691947196,0.14621860989854593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278262568076674,0.0,0.15669356107612345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897500175815307,0.0,0.0,0.4942026799377792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849466469298226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415670802113613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220121830837087,0.0,0.0,0.13820866559615422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979754423746856 autism,fairfielder9082,2019/01/05,"Today was a hard day. There are many days I can get through without incidence. There are many days that I feel super human, almost, because I can do the normal and do it well. Then there are days like today, when I have avoided a long overdue meltdown for too long, and it comes bubbling out of me. Today was a bad day. Today, I pulled my hair out and hit my head on the wall. Today, I melted down in epic proportion. I don't have a point and I don't want to talk about how I got there. I just want to vent to people who will understand, and not expect me to suck it up. Today, I had a meltdown. Today, I felt like nothing. Today, I got an Ativan coma and a heaping load of guilt. Today, I don't love my autism. Maybe tomorrow will be better. 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We would love your input about what we could do to make it comfortable and fun! Some context: My baby brother is autistic non-verbal and developmentally delayed, and all the daycares we’ve looked at for him have massive waiting lists. Our mom decided that she was sick of waiting to move up the lists so she’s going to open up her own and call it Drake’s Place after my brother. It’s a small house with a huge yard (several acres) and 3 trees that would be awesome for the kids to climb on in the back yard. Inside the house there will be: -a craft area - tv room with a big sectional for them to have a movie day -A small kitchen and dining area - a bedroom with a queen sized bed as well as two sets of bunk beds for sleepovers because, if their situation is like Drake’s, they aren’t likely being invited to a lot of friends’ houses and overnights would be a lot of fun for them. Outside, we’re planning to have several animals: - 2 small goats - 2 ponies - 1 sheep - a few chickens (apparently there are chickens that are very social and enjoy being pet and cuddled) We’re also going to invite therapy dog breeders to come to the daycare to help train/socialize the dogs and make it an added perk for the kids. Given the size of the yard, this many animals absolutely won’t feel too crowded or overstimulating. The daycare won’t be able to handle too many kids, especially at first because we will be figuring it out, so the small amount of people there, adults and kids included, won’t be overwhelming for either. What are your thoughts? Is there anything we’re missing? Or anything we’re planning that doesn’t sound like a good idea? Any and all advice is welcome. Thanks in advance.",6.4824336283185815,6.7188595663716795,6.405750737463126,79.32632522123896,65.43067846607671,9.02188790560472,33.46917404129793,8.697196308434329,2.639541474926253,1399,56,264,19,20,442,187,339,0.022000000000000002,0.847,0.132,0.9887,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,2,4,6,12,15,0,1,27,0,31,5,0,2,2,45,46,20,0,5,4,4,1,3,1,8,1,1,9,6,12,22,2,3,5,4,1,6,5,2,1,2,4,3,17,13,43,25,10,34,0,2,1,2,31,21,0,6,9,167,29,0,0.11470990553613375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120931920873538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173347001369876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800666933484121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887929566777129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820483673738487,0.0,0.1398521874319545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713163888869595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881242651019888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158652554063752,0.0,0.0,0.07397839935709258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800077488608552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757218704945296,0.0,0.0,0.0886245884669932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038456561399048,0.09621322638910328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688763169983752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294393189678811,0.0,0.1294935208126048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812439687145594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963274302224048,0.0,0.0,0.1950445192435602,0.10353016832008574,0.0,0.15313950536476734,0.2325956795640708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686937099508351,0.0,0.12191847589419035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952540517467628,0.0,0.11984743652641612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591790847586919,0.0,0.0,0.12893873997925204,0.0,0.11693230293505325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560946925581917,0.13118077404796516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106685177490326,0.0,0.0,0.10873157777105397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205490970762208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946476854604636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313798118282444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444598771146873,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pandaemonium,2019/08/17,"Help me understand this behavior of my 5yo son: ""Reverse Tantrums""/""Preference Inversion"" My 5-year-old son has a behavior that no one I've talked to has heard of before: when he experiences something he *doesn't* like, he then wants to do that (unpleasant) thing again. Has anyone else in the autism community experienced something like this? For example, he hates the ""Happy Birthday"" song, and will often have a meltdown when he hears it. But, after he hears it he starts crying uncontrollably, but will insist that people sing the song again. He'll continue to insist until I sing it again, and when I do it starts to soothe him a little bit (although not enough to fully end the meltdown.) This kind of ""reverse tantrum"" happens quite often with him, where he demands to either experience something he finds unpleasant, or demands to be denied a favorite activity. For example, he loves sitting down with me and drawing together, but if he asks to draw and I tell him ""First we need to eat dinner and then we will draw a picture,"" he may start crying and say ""I don't want to draw a picture!"" Once his preference gets inverted like this, he really means it - if I were to start drawing a picture (the same activity he had requested moments earlier,) he would cry harder and insist we don't draw, we should only eat dinner. I could keep giving examples - today we were in the pool after his swimming lesson, and his teacher wants him to work on his breath control, so after much cajoling I got him to agree to let me dip his head underwater for 5 seconds. He started crying after and then asked to do it again, and by himself did two more 5-second head dips under the water. (Actually AS I WAS WRITING THIS he came up to ask if he could take a turn on the computer because he likes searching for animal pictures. I told him I needed to use the computer now but I take a turn he could have a turn. A minute later I took a break to go talk to my wife and asked my son if he wanted to use the computer, and he said ""No, I can't do it! I can't do it!"") He is verbal, high-functioning, and right now this is the main source of meltdowns for him. His ABA therapist, ST, and OT don't ever recall seeing this behavior before, so that's why I'm coming here for help - can anyone help me understand what's going on? I want him to be able to enjoy life, and it's frustrating and sad to see him often deny himself the things that he enjoys doing! I'm NT and I'm not sure if this is a behavior that others in the autistic community can relate to, or if it's just a personal quirk of my son.",5.042861686168621,5.76188724356436,6.173825382538254,78.05569156915693,68.64356435643563,9.210321032103213,29.560456045604557,9.339509955726095,2.5407161716171616,2018,72,384,39,33,676,235,505,0.105,0.815,0.081,-0.823,0,0,3,0,0,0,78.0,5,0,0,5,18,15,3,1,27,0,39,10,3,3,2,72,88,40,0,19,16,5,0,4,0,7,1,7,0,1,28,26,5,2,6,6,0,6,10,5,0,4,11,10,46,10,53,64,7,49,0,1,2,1,73,12,0,12,33,258,74,4,0.07683022501382182,0.0,0.07497521672029134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074429594427482,0.07872164490259582,0.0,0.0,0.2873035562796582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046834992056059205,0.0,0.13075372534660734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387870686127495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787330961032802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618243583636198,0.0,0.0,0.08617163035963675,0.18402804882368545,0.0,0.3375775780330025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572330017516833,0.0641817943599034,0.0,0.06804877494329221,0.07938616045299819,0.0,0.0,0.06949733713839518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030940525567635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022143376574899,0.06535175014801822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014062151912603,0.07370255267921752,0.08732877485717039,0.0,0.0614481495181793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794071424400802,0.08178720317944234,0.0,0.07585394099053472,0.15769995276926865,0.0,0.17318649488249735,0.0,0.1544930409453848,0.08117535099916615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829023412788662,0.0,0.08000685639833344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856411048363643,0.05426746006695424,0.1501414683887454,0.07700406948817706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934227772723116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369063859231388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647905558415092,0.11393727667100526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062039691705349,0.0818216821724325,0.052062148851217495,0.058432848225545224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326440419708207,0.06708518900214193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817184015215289,0.0,0.0,0.04921940949420232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561259236858642,0.07308313793264079,0.06109847867042219,0.0,0.0,0.12244748418650125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744298240246378,0.0,0.0,0.27190414353890524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241157782716236,0.0,0.11553353514183096,0.12350644917782322,0.06715300309132677,0.0,0.0,0.08920581293012275,0.10208517516950434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728260697906901,0.07341457248766688,0.08536120694095224,0.0,0.2507076673816213,0.0750519659701767,0.1599659476056041,0.0,0.13271329260531092,0.0,0.0,0.22658228657821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693273278979274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055933318853625874,0.0,0.0,0.05457798748297386,0.0,0.0,0.04947614593102696 autism,Lyssanah,2019/08/17,"Looking for tips and tricks with sounds Hello, all! I've been living in my apartment for over a year now, and I've finally become fed up with headaches from my apartment structure. You see, my luck landed me in the room in the apartment that shares a wall with the kitchen. This means every single time a cabinet closes, I hear it very loudly in my room and I almost always get instant headaches or anxiety. After having the summer alone, I got used to not having headaches. Now, it's been less than 24 hours since my roommates have returned and I cant stop crying and panicking because of the noise. I have headphones, but I hate them because my glasses get smothered into my skull. I'm at a loss, so I thought to turn to reddit for help! What do you do to soothe noise sensitivity? TL;DR: How do you handle unwanted noise, especially in your home?",4.257144879660217,6.080332392638037,4.647239263803684,84.07655969797077,71.69938650306749,6.733176026427561,27.875884851344967,7.321109707123232,1.5540688060405854,672,25,124,7,13,212,107,163,0.11800000000000001,0.8,0.08199999999999999,-0.7247,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,1,1,4,6,3,0,9,0,10,3,1,2,1,22,23,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,10,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,5,20,2,23,18,3,27,0,1,2,0,9,17,0,3,10,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329433127389052,0.2102665898984533,0.0,0.0,0.16892817854622158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530907771669253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475171529188851,0.224218677172633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230069797598364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105237201678467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239753192118425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213823081076444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623729433184136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043935834537271,0.0,0.0,0.22881731295057944,0.0,0.13607944246334505,0.0,0.2036447391871606,0.0,0.1999329466145968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792696100660749,0.0,0.17048493637786635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211473481786675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617799605455573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679395211472637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697330821322624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611745106781213,0.11838208654266895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208265135426862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175343343182588,0.0,0.1675120430056523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073766259625896 autism,Katiewasheremaybe,2019/08/17,"I didn’t realize that some traits are maybe not normal? Anyone have any advice? Some of these things I’ve had my whole life others seem to be developing over time. I’m 22 year old female studying to become a middle grade teacher. I’ve been diagnosed with add and I have anxiety as well that’s pretty bad but thankfully I’ve been on meds and in therapy and over all I have a healthy relationship with my mental health! And I say relationship cuz some days are worse then others, like any relationship. Anyways. The traits themselves are things like having a fear of balloons cuz I hate the sound they make and how they could pop. I don’t do well with loud sounds at all. When I was young I was terrified of automatic toilets. Sticky textures- are my WORST enemy. Stickers tap anything thats sticky on one side and not on the other, makes me wanna rip my skin off. I don’t even like writing bout it. It’s bad. I also don’t like walking in carpet, which is odd cuz that wasn’t always the case. I wear slippers even in my own home(which is cozy and lovely) I’ll walk on it if I have too but I much rather have my feet covered. But not with socks. Those are just some examples I can think off, I know I have some trouble with emotional regulation, I also know that some mental health things can over lap. For the most part I’m used to how I live life and I’m not unhappy...but I’m curious? Certain smells, textures n stuff like that, am I just sensitive or something more? Does it matter?",1.3991197691197712,3.9151238518518565,2.6978797498797498,90.83412121212123,84.89225589225589,5.818528138528137,20.606926406926405,7.225922671290522,0.6352255699855696,1172,36,241,18,35,377,165,297,0.155,0.732,0.113,-0.9645,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,0,14,16,1,1,8,0,30,9,3,8,3,54,44,23,0,5,12,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,1,0,20,14,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,6,2,1,7,6,28,10,27,35,15,24,0,0,0,1,8,15,0,10,12,164,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146356491573776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243640669719774,0.09491170040590448,0.0,0.0,0.15513701214768974,0.0,0.08725985671200955,0.0,0.0,0.07975730589687433,0.0,0.09386625356284424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047999004237395,0.0,0.12597647175479565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107208426226483,0.0,0.0,0.07356286287819927,0.0,0.0,0.1157741629345816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981955798774124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283084250209048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067848000925926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835548994727025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126161454681313,0.0,0.2424927558063738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144170773716228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537491971148487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611357853601495,0.2786334042778288,0.0,0.10072199717597197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294863963094368,0.0,0.15227932115705595,0.0,0.1145942068591544,0.0,0.12670114545982228,0.0,0.2299025528466726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385132606835931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176005027012338,0.0,0.0,0.11969263862034935,0.0,0.07729378924614899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352190784637265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604570247310632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673912361449387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070952770520352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384102029407064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781325644868143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057779948313214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501626113866967,0.13044393197757553,0.0,0.2273403092885403,0.07308861808472432,0.0,0.0,0.06651255715925057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851603799636023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051173108156471,0.0,0.0,0.12735014687909033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624257121250195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734544939209723 autism,BillNye_314,2019/08/17,"College student on the autism spectrum reading Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand Hello, I am a college student who studies economics and the focal point of this class is to read Atlas Shrugged. Since the book is 1000 pages, and I have never read a book that long before. Is there any advice I could be given to how to read it or something? I would greatly be appreciative and if this is not the subreddit to post this please guide me to where I should post at. Thanks!",5.355880149812734,6.3846093258427,5.177022471910113,84.36568352059928,68.10112359550561,7.281647940074906,30.563670411985026,7.1686216300943375,1.76243670411985,366,14,69,3,6,113,61,89,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.8656,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,1,11,13,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,48,12,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907379656304467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461907966847888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593575132969925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631349627191612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203830454385832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217412174303855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133686781645385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011579839228272,0.17323436804908465,0.0,0.35101356483250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7332148094675159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158969448188453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107796778900078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871576462832566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017846278046832,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Terkaza,2019/08/17,"I created a subreddit for autistic people that are also LGBT The old one was dead (moderator deleted too and posts were getting bigoted) I don't expect anyone to join but I hope I'll get like 3 people lol [https://www.reddit.com/r/LGBTautism/](https://www.reddit.com/r/LGBTautism/)",10.510000000000002,14.700515476190475,7.890714285714285,57.19178571428574,60.904761904761905,8.961904761904762,29.54761904761905,9.516144504307137,3.3967904761904766,238,8,29,5,4,69,38,42,0.057999999999999996,0.637,0.305,0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855071178168161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496352448910682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730542767987032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545993708903252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442093192481753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746302713921035,0.0,0.24192459599838614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495022574012424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419244978687284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AwesomeWookie,2019/08/17,"Sesame Street and Autism $peaks In case you didn't know, Sesame Street is now partnered with A$. Please mass email them. Here's a base email that you can use and add on to. \----------------------- Dear [autism.sesamemstreet.org](https://autism.sesamemstreet.org/), I believe it was in good intentions to partner with Autism Speaks, but the company actually harms autistic people. They support parents saying “I realized I sat in the car for fifteen minutes and actually contemplated putting Jodie \[her autistic daughter\] in the car and driving off the George Washington Bridge” (please watch [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0vCz2KWMM0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0vCz2KWMM0)). In a commerical where the narrator personifies autism, he states “if you’re happily married, I will make sure that your marriage fails. Your money will fall into my hands, and I will bankrupt you for my own self-gain"" (in the video [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9UgLnWJFGHQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9UgLnWJFGHQ)). The believe in the anti-vax movement which could harm countless children that Sesame Street claims to support. They use their 98 million dollars raised through donations to find a cure that doesn't exist. John Elder Robinson, the only autistic board member, quit due to discrimination felt at the workplace. As I said, I believe partnering with Autism Speaks was done with good intentions, but while you are supporting them, you are advocating all of their views. Please end your relationship with the company. Autism Speaks doesn't speak for me \------------------------ Please send this to them until they stop supporting the hate group",10.967414473684206,14.416544579166667,6.298815789473686,72.4014473684211,57.375,8.885964912280702,33.46491228070175,9.414487439383343,3.3137083333333344,1329,50,182,23,19,345,150,240,0.094,0.762,0.14300000000000002,0.8823,1,0,0,0,0,0,137.0,0,8,8,2,3,12,1,0,16,0,14,1,1,5,2,28,26,11,0,2,3,2,2,0,3,3,0,6,0,4,7,12,0,1,4,1,3,7,3,4,0,1,7,10,27,8,29,15,2,30,0,1,2,0,36,16,0,1,6,108,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.22290743941421096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38603095592879494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118840184376803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687777765108393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115728130851774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966072535437156,0.0,0.10438702732339963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158998114328735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275997919923753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276752449662625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623690641677477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686281377637142,0.0,0.0,0.1268180940637991,0.0,0.0,0.07917971078222834,0.0,0.0,0.5014786889637838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481386693545333,0.0,0.12147773913173952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262015650147515,0.0,0.0,0.1086410673656086,0.09082538222821608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914725820308116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548573178765728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184223613461494,0.10764276585963628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972837260427185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,insertafunnyname,2019/08/17,"I dont feel a part of this world The main reason for posting I think is to see if others recognize the feeling. I often feel more as an onlooker than an actual part of the world. I walk around and see objects, I see movements, I see behaviours, but I never feel as if they are inhabiting the same plane as I am. I can get absorbed in things. The details of the bench I am sitting on, the movements of wind rushing through the leaves of a tree, the characteristics of the behaviour people show. No judgement, no attempt to explain it, just information that enters my mind. I feel as if I can enter a stage where I can see the world as it is, rather than to see the world through biased eyes. A stage where there is calmth in the chaos and silence in the noice, because everything turns to raw information. When I leave that stage and return to ""the land of the living"", I can no longer describe it, I often cant even see it anymore. How normal is this in autism?",5.746582579723943,5.583636680628271,6.256163731556406,81.13551642075205,67.01047120418848,9.03969538315088,31.499762018086624,8.575989854853784,2.2553204188481666,750,27,153,10,11,244,100,191,0.096,0.897,0.006999999999999999,-0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,11,0,0,0,22,0,13,1,1,2,1,27,29,14,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,10,1,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,13,18,0,28,29,5,27,0,0,8,0,4,13,0,5,3,117,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1254435411548883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748429812674866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443427719871087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836119067706643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065638158104394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490422482404078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552995034782605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32498667798653785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716061557117849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722258852327551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350954817741216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979604501761205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914353884741242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594898002551602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784082195105341,0.0,0.08911845503447456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311270066538335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216794913460306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7170484251760326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854010593957636,0.08236786648713942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398224594150941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,blerdygirl97,2019/08/17,"Disability accommodations for college?? Have any of y'all ever gotten disability accommodations while in college/grad school? If so, what kind of accommodations can I expect to be offered to me? What should I ask for? I'm very recently diagnosed because I was homeschooled my entire life and struggled throughout undergrad, so I'm hoping to get some sort of help during grad school. I have an appointment with disability services next Wednesday to discuss my accommodations.",8.40523206751055,10.979173341772157,8.663987341772156,56.39741561181435,62.41772151898734,10.836286919831224,39.74894514767932,10.864195022040775,5.316086919831223,390,21,52,11,6,128,55,79,0.031,0.885,0.084,0.6181,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,12,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,11,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,5,35,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661655066862994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428004520751189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583211484243074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636074142589223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492900810172146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569147806765386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740829138802886,0.0,0.0,0.2579577061593717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045541871003803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834458857084166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762121082211603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25643932783321843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256951910475459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715127290515561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214293827403938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NoCommunication7,2019/03/18,"first (and probably only) post here, how to hide autism? Hello! so i am a teen with a small-amount of autism, I am very posh, done my homework on many a subject, well manured, etc, you can see for yourself by looking at my post history. &#x200B; But, a few days ago i met one of my brothers friends, i hadn't met him before, not did i really want to, it was serendipity, nothing else, i simply introduced myself ""Hello, don't think we've met, my names NoCommunication7"" and if i want to, i will go into my occupations and hobby's, but i didn't this time. &#x200B; I ended up not really talking to him, my brother was mostly talking to him and i didn't want to come off as being rude or interpretive, so i announced my goodbyes and walk off to do some other stuff, that was it, nothing more. &#x200B; &#x200B; Yesterday i heard my brother talking to my mom like ""So that friend of mine asked me about NoCommunication7, said he was a bit weird, i simply told him why"" &#x200B; This, this is not cool, how did he detect it? like how? there was Nothing to detect it from, it was not by my dress as i was dressed in my best with nothing wrong, and i can't trust my brother either because he spills the beans on every little thing, i'm working on hiding it, and he's making it public! &#x200B; So ya i'm looking for some advice, i may also delete this post to help cover it up. &#x200B;",3.6571894409937897,5.062621561594206,4.841511387163563,83.76021739130434,72.51449275362319,6.851345755693583,27.27329192546584,7.2636822038024595,1.4028118012422357,1085,39,213,11,21,358,147,276,0.07400000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,0,3,12,11,1,0,6,1,23,0,0,4,0,34,42,21,0,4,9,5,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,17,11,0,0,2,0,0,3,9,3,1,2,19,6,38,8,33,20,9,23,0,0,3,0,32,11,0,6,8,153,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059385083315439076,0.053870156301681085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048598845818687536,0.0,0.460920308249435,0.5169070980400217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681303114230948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037045665520975,0.0,0.05171196323695308,0.0,0.06377580770008846,0.0,0.06634660074235445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234915762177568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919250872916665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219021495572743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050766684951009305,0.0,0.05382539945013546,0.0,0.06777614617906992,0.0,0.0,0.051202503629151165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169209966548074,0.0,0.0,0.09390362557982064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034537772311810634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040733770975702036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937964729555149,0.06090888194447476,0.0,0.0,0.10206529696936023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040565364031585255,0.06161263477517584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711746987244774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324708940159414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04118025578688865,0.04621936837761017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460653255113787,0.0,0.06552181968288766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786339662787346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780749316313001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842691696871061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695686837875185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653718528814194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040373800527743815,0.038939842608235437,0.0,0.0,0.03543627688035046,0.0,0.0,0.0580696521414617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014274802971927,0.10753359272281383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464076355997731,0.0,0.0548367126377533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424228404371846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664439574010837,0.5169070980400217,0.0 autism,MonkeYoda,2019/03/18,"Four Year Old Transitioning From Special Ed to General Ed. Advice Please. My son will be transitioning from special ed to general ed very soon. It will ultimately come down to our decision. Like any other parent of an autistic child, we worry about his social skills. We worry about him being left out or being left behind. Do any parents have advice for us? Especially parents who have gone through this. Should we keep him in special ed or will the challenge of general ed help him? 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I have been playing ball with a sociopath at work for way too long. He's the sickest path i've ever met. On the first day: I saw him, he saw me, and almost immediately it started. I was prepared to put in my two weeks right then until i talked to another coworker, ill call her anne. Anne is about the closest thing i have to a friend, she's a good person, but i could tell that she was charmed by this path and i din't want her to get hurt. So i didn't quit, i thought i needed to look out for her;that i could protect her. I tried to tell her early, but she said manipulation and lies don't always mean a sociopath (she has done some research on the subject). I knew I was right, but i didn't have enough evidence for normal folk. I've been getting hit by this sociopath for months now, and i've been losing every round. I'm absolutely drained, a complete mess, i have barely slept the last few days because im too wound up. but yesterday i finally convinced her. I don't know what to do next, but right now it feels like a win. &#x200B; I fersher need some therapy tho",2.9128758169934628,4.097412201680672,4.043977591036416,89.61948646125119,74.04201680672269,6.969561157796452,26.66760037348273,7.3871296695380915,1.1584866479925302,896,32,199,10,18,292,137,238,0.10800000000000001,0.772,0.12,0.23399999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,8,11,0,0,13,0,22,4,1,1,2,31,42,14,0,7,6,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,9,7,0,1,6,3,0,1,5,3,0,2,16,6,33,8,24,23,4,29,0,2,4,0,20,10,0,4,18,125,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360542567254768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110199239758868,0.14456545714774618,0.16212544683674648,0.0,0.13990728672493866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133437457346336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624139552929276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398931147145509,0.0,0.0,0.2130573117514856,0.0,0.0,0.17209560906103416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136539650911371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786323914616486,0.0,0.0,0.1206901550000629,0.11241594801190907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746346749036441,0.095318533729171,0.0,0.14616008589448548,0.0,0.11349086424970665,0.0,0.0,0.10308348560226344,0.0,0.1394176534647598,0.0,0.0,0.11191019229299147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283375313878768,0.0,0.14412142269483885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466532998073444,0.10875882594269247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518450144244319,0.0,0.0,0.1180765387152533,0.11204302821820702,0.14926795616059116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453384627334205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649821241799916,0.0,0.0,0.19786524416504012,0.0,0.0,0.14189853532123992,0.0,0.13072774201144227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650118108487845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341285368887745,0.0,0.1419134452065489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34183154070283417,0.12691731234848105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443859169314817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724160887700944,0.23323789617068155,0.0,0.1525826146758747,0.0,0.08864135031448027,0.0,0.0,0.10592419853411134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905865193577602,0.0,0.1303364096952685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869726355971453,0.1059062068877534,0.10702513556492928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713467019130644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212544683674648,0.0 autism,Phoenix_Magic_X,2019/03/18,"Today I have an appointment to begin the process of being diagnosed I've suspected I'm autistic for two years now but stuff keeps happening and I never got around to trying to get a diagnosis. But today I'm finally going to see a GP to talk to her about starting the process. I feel like I should be scared, feeling like I'm going to get this label that will ruin my whole life. But instead I feel like having this one word attached to my identity makes everything clear. It will open doors to the appropriate services. If anything, this could make everything come together and I could actually be a functional human being. And if not at least I'll understand why. 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[StimSensory Ltd](https://www.stimsensory.co.uk/) is an online store that sells stim toys for neurodiverse adults at affordable prices. The company was started by myself, an autistic young adult, after I got frustrated by the lack of affordable stim toys available in the UK. Most stim toys were aimed at children, were very expensive, and/or were intended for sensory rooms rather than stimming on the go. Many companies were also only focused upon one method of stimming, rather than catering for every sense. I set up StimSensory so that people could access stim toys for every sense, at affordable prices. If you’d like to read more, you can read about the company [here.](https://www.stimsensory.co.uk/about-us) Whilst the business is still new and small, I hope to increase our stim toy options to offer stim toys for everyone who stims, such as those with ADHD or trichotillomania. If anyone has any questions, please feel free to comment. Thanks for reading! :)",10.47,11.826757586826346,8.375694610778442,64.75755389221558,56.96407185628743,10.991377245508986,36.46047904191617,10.793553405168565,4.216102275449101,835,33,120,18,10,247,111,167,0.032,0.845,0.12300000000000001,0.937,3,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,1,2,0,0,7,5,1,0,9,0,11,0,0,1,0,15,17,7,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,2,10,7,3,0,1,0,1,6,1,7,5,28,9,4,19,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,7,7,72,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205653589323463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676752005139612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480554157641975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832725884470775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653241855688995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092610267375305,0.17536916137568764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279742595389512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430336574690932,0.0,0.14678435198817347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822850185848954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966265996942188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606889644090668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725278163262415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436352993798368,0.1395815468628954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723541905508132,0.16024983783718846,0.0,0.20145896754090206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055937052162342,0.0,0.5507339142863474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990227964619128,0.0,0.14656594229485542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896820641698262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076195494912595,0.0,0.0,0.15143007314083312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yabloneck,2019/03/18,"Autism spectrum therapy - anyone experienced here? Hi. I live in europe and have daughter that been diagnosed with atypical autism. She is 10 but developed maybe on 5 level with some sensoric issues and speech problems. I read about some therapies using stem cells and ""gene therapies"" but everything seems to be not very well documented. Is it a thing at the moment or just developing and rather future? Hell I'm not even sure diagnosis is proper as she was born with problems and had epilepsy 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autism,kickalick,2019/03/18,"someone who isnt sure about autism. hello. i am a 17 year old female who grew up with speech apraxia, and home schooled. my mother recently told me about how my childhood doctor always told her she thought i was autistic, because speech apraxia is usually linked with autism ( from what i've heard ). it has almost given me relief with who i am hearing that, even though i haven't been tested yet. iv'e always been so bad at picking up social cues and what people mean when they talk about topics. i usually just stay quiet and people always call me boring and weird for it. i always thought something was wrong with me and it was my doing. could i even be tested at an older age? how do they test for that? my whole life i was home schooled and that was primarily because of my apraxia. i didn't talk till i was eight. my doctor said i would never speak in my life. i have severe anxiety, but i don't know if that's because i was home schooled my whole life. i've read about symptoms about autism but i don't know if its because i was home schooled. it could be a mix. my fear is over my teen years iv'e gotten better at masking my symptoms, i don't know if a doctor would say i don't have autism, even if i do. is it wrong for me to have so much anger for my mom trying to keep this from me? from everyone in my family? could it be that i've had such a hard life without any help because my mother was ashamed of having a child like me, that she would rather bury me and watch me struggle? any advice would help me, 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autism,blisko2,2019/03/18,"Reading my first book I know this isnt much of an achievement but I finally managed to finish reading one fish two fish red fish blue fish by dr suess, all on my own I know some of you might think this is a troll but im serious im 25 and I finally did it without any help from mummy or dada it only took 3 long weeks of training my self to read alone!",0.05076923076923024,1.8948470897435925,2.433012820512822,94.98490384615386,84.51282051282051,5.438461538461539,21.28846153846154,6.6274283507984215,0.2709692307692313,275,9,65,3,8,94,57,78,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.7294,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,2,8,0,9,5,4,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,6,38,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561386772483027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187311779232747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926450330723802,0.0,0.1524411533902237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012479797983243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871683601862779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698500243971526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586006404046319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011999858236547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174448054012228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144149163377495,0.13630194691347716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377939020997039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869615150194497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148344632631974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991157208703298,0.0,0.0,0.17506812335988378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375637382905068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275795937735194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bogthot,2019/03/18,"Foods does anyone else stim by eating certain foods? a huuuuge stim food for me is broccoli, no clue why but it just 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autism,Master_of_sum,2019/03/18,"Advice for parent - helping your kid make friends. Hi all, My son, a great kid, is a 1st grader with autism. He is verbal, and in mainstream classes, but he struggles with some social interactions particularly amongst peers. Recently, he told me that he has only one friend at his school (someone he met recently) and that before this he was completely friendless and alone, which breaks my heart. From those who have autism themselves, or parents, do you have any tips on helping your child make friends? (Note: We tried ABA in the past for close to a year, but ended it as of last October after we felt he was receiving little benefit). Thanks in advance for suggestions.",6.872500000000002,8.196052583333334,6.091666666666669,78.10500000000003,64.83333333333334,9.0,33.33333333333333,9.188382445141503,2.982333333333333,530,22,91,9,8,161,91,120,0.071,0.777,0.152,0.8764,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,3,0,1,0,7,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,16,14,7,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,9,6,15,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,32,7,0,2,7,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163273404672426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131063166705113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248168602999052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074824070743358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342494228550084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465005349587614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588156059610164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833765709836176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823605919590344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600679141833333,0.22173618030856987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482788735268902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657801684662303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081944926129785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208332059117927,0.12579864268446053,0.0,0.0,0.3673273615595419,0.0,0.15789865045331591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266367489329661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739960440578516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861048802182096,0.14014788482440327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291816325652806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228353247125812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580524286024953,0.0,0.11229975058829617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651597846740783 autism,DepressedLemon666,2019/03/18,Hi I have a question Hi so I'm 13 I haven't really had much of a problem with my life may be an occasional slip that pointed to me that I was autistic however recently I have been told it would be in my best interest to take the test as I do seem to show a lot of traits of an autistic person the test will take 4 months and I will have to go for a test on my speaking and language. Should I do this when in my opinion I don't feel to be autistic,2.0128005657708634,2.4078810297029745,4.290608203677511,89.99990099009901,75.33663366336634,7.751626591230551,27.299858557284303,7.957251820313856,1.3804274398868466,348,13,86,5,7,122,61,101,0.028999999999999998,0.892,0.078,0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,0,18,1,0,0,0,12,25,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,13,2,14,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,3,64,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282512168285391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611723543786494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299439231630824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014619383066897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288669487509725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487543988875152,0.0,0.19789533980818624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505786590030606,0.0,0.0,0.2544840547411927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759112249331584,0.0,0.0,0.3015692136909591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245847449592885,0.0,0.26580570039867857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507249867904166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40481463366660136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572352108061187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123424191995408,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheSmellOfFrootLoops,2019/03/18,"Doctors in Ontario Canada that treat with CBD I am wondering if anyone has any leads (Ontario, Canada) to a doctor willing to prescribe CBD oil to children with autism and severe GAD and other co-morbid disorders. As parents we have tried without success to treat his aggression and other behavioural issues with medications prescribed by doctors. We are out of options and at the ends of our rope. thank you. 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I was thinking about using silk because it's smooth. Or perhaps something fuzzy like cotton. My overall goal is to provide a sensory experience when they touch the material. I've tried doing some research on what materials provide the best experience, but no luck. Also, what colors are the best? I was thinking that blue, purple, and gray would be the most calming. Any suggestions much appreciated!",5.29493670886076,8.885655265822788,5.415050632911392,70.31017088607598,78.62025316455697,6.704303797468356,35.74810126582278,7.908726449838941,3.6613230379746837,382,22,51,7,10,120,65,79,0.03,0.7170000000000001,0.253,0.97,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,4,5,4,7,5,2,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,4,2,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050674838872047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900696781512093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046394640339182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524920470291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149833338287535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860198901934738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350600374441373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264905908959344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33733721499518377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871742990983805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734816145742434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699264959392434,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Space_Alien_Sami,2018/11/20,"ABA ""Therapy"" is Abusive The only positive things I hear about ABA come from parents of autistic children, not autistic people themselves. Most of the time the parents say how it benefited them. Most actually autistic people oppose ABA, including me. ABA therapists force children into uncomfortable situations, like forcing them to make eye contact (autistic people can't even listen when making eye contact), repressing stimming (which is helpful for autistic people), forcing them to do tasks over and over, and taking away things they find comforting. If the child has a meltdown, experiences sensory overload, or even expresses irritation just like a NT would do if placed in these situations (especially being forced to do tasks over and over), it's simply called ""disobedience"". Children are forced to obey without question, and if they do question, they are punished. This type of obey stuff is what cults do. Autistic people who have gone through ABA say that it's like gay conversion therapy. The person who invented ABA also used it to conform gay people, and he used electric shocks. Not to mention that some ABA workers support using electric shocks as ""therapy"" and go on power trips.",10.45730909090909,11.030374440000005,9.20090909090909,61.48045454545454,57.1,11.472727272727274,44.68181818181819,11.022393298168332,5.5083,968,53,130,21,11,300,121,200,0.131,0.784,0.085,-0.8834,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,6,2,7,10,1,1,7,0,15,4,2,8,0,33,27,14,0,4,8,2,0,3,0,1,0,4,0,5,15,8,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,6,8,6,23,24,3,15,0,0,2,2,29,9,0,9,5,89,23,2,0.0,0.13332323285329478,0.10980776291606358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998586982510409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572055151952646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149001821021848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692996621322186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864285405557726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007063572717136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284543196910234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395031468225944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682338512783847,0.0,0.07542285728719217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492148491755249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502220682677427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855800173062316,0.0,0.0,0.2498904701076012,0.0,0.0,0.4680622736784142,0.09825212718768774,0.11756424149798347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210657491480715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896813250712845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529646958618979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881372834579247,0.0,0.1276915653750374,0.0,0.0,0.08460448392592243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860450080632665,0.13064971580555074,0.14951266835383406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561399030623477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29155533803752504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846968431557433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993423656679217,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mister-Dinky,2018/11/20,"Your opinion about series with autistic people as the main character? The Good Doctor, Atypical etc. I feel that they are able to nail some aspects of the spectrum (they cannot do everything perfect, of course). What do you guys think?",3.740714285714287,6.8562373571428585,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,80.19047619047619,6.217142857142857,27.447619047619053,7.554174236665415,1.96852761904762,187,8,31,3,5,56,37,42,0.076,0.8590000000000001,0.066,-0.1174,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,23,7,1,0.379869689001857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888127231503536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236551172544683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414023823359236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207352856640345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186166723394355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761307151392663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633538122994529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434051582466194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,theblankhand,2018/11/20,"Video game to help raise awareness of Autism? Hi everyone, I am currently doing a group project for my Computer Science degree, and we have been tasked to design and implement an interactive application. We have decided to make a game which will provide the user with an immersive, interactive experience in the form of a video game that would give them a better understanding of the emotions and experiences of someone who suffers with ASD. For this project we have to undertake research, and find out what kind of features potential users would want. This is why I am coming to you - I would really appreciate any feedback on the idea, as well as any features you might think would be beneficial for a game like this. For example any parts of ASD which you think need to have more attention and awareness. Thanks. 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Extended family have been 'round lately, resulting in a lot more social interaction and less of the usual comforts for my poor six-year-old. We've had some breakdowns, and made some changes. Yesterday, about a half hour before his group therapy appointment (weekly 1hr session), he came to me and told me somberly that his body was not calm. I recognized the language from his therapy. I asked him what would help him, and he didn't know. So I took him on my lap, ran some of his favorite old video shorts for him (funny commercials, Animusic stuff, etc.), and rubbed his back and legs. It seemed to help. At any rate, he was calm and flexible during his session, though the therapist said that she got less language and more grunts (she nodded and understood immediately when I explained about his cousins visiting), and he withstood the shopping errands afterwards like a champ. I made him some plain pasta with butter and cheese (one of his favorite meals) for supper as a 'reward'. I made a reward for myself, too. Busy days really wipe me out fast. Anyways, that's the progress. He came to me and told me that his body was not calm, instead of just freaking out. Right now that's one of our biggest goals for him, just teaching him how to identify when he's about to go haywire and remember a plan of action to handle it. We were all very proud of him.",6.363088794453143,7.326379878327,6.102084544844555,78.86847461418027,65.80608365019012,9.534242898680382,32.2006262581078,9.627879704456738,2.9637736076940286,1120,44,204,22,17,349,157,263,0.052000000000000005,0.82,0.128,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,0,8,15,10,0,0,12,0,9,6,3,5,1,41,26,19,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,20,3,0,5,2,2,7,3,1,0,3,19,4,35,9,30,6,11,29,0,0,1,0,40,9,0,6,14,136,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860052661537426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823420525378113,0.0,0.0,0.09724912657253937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761831841217533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809636613829383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893004474941738,0.0,0.0,0.1337905585670471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156394806479478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104966092327875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922650324422375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187692644481879,0.0,0.10115117566488464,0.0,0.0,0.1252271191176419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954297073986008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454939961612235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950567881586563,0.0,0.1426658737145079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061787808756879926,0.12675812405718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752193326807492,0.0,0.3590124647103519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654220833230138,0.0,0.17140133934815707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102117272704917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326807052363058,0.10800635834509342,0.12030379077531865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513531767088026,0.13193783133664122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892223090221727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478013006497178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28926340484607943,0.14684368731647754,0.0,0.0,0.12425805343125268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169874524424664,0.14051499525948075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929099035923814,0.10435260790229783,0.0,0.0,0.10144817344816287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898420480130634,0.0,0.0,0.08144379232787446 autism,IEPONE,2018/11/20,IEP|ONE The Cognitive Companion For Children With Special Needs,9.603333333333335,13.55666766666667,5.831666666666668,61.26750000000001,94.55555555555556,10.68888888888889,60.05555555555557,8.841846274778883,9.566288888888893,55,5,5,2,2,15,9,9,0.0,0.748,0.252,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NyanCal,2018/11/20,"I lost my disability allowance As the title states I no longer get allowance off the government for my autism, the rating they have me was 0 across all areas, considering I was too afraid to even really speak in the questions part of the interview they gave me. I still got nothing... How can it be justified to put someone as 0 when you can't sure autism, and as far as I'm aware you don't grow out of it you just learn to cope with it more.. I feel like I'm not even allowed to call myself autistic now because of this situation",5.7994444444444415,5.312659314814816,6.398518518518523,81.24833333333333,66.96296296296296,9.792592592592593,30.962962962962962,9.2995712137729,2.3753407407407416,418,14,89,7,6,137,76,108,0.062,0.887,0.05,-0.0675,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,1,8,4,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,4,2,14,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,2,15,2,17,8,3,12,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598389455630503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677426502342051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463704839721021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257973106988385,0.18732072391022728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369923285175945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971088057472528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281010892658001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622990043736124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515946757960965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839446150457343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635904439991995,0.2937318343374285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797651007120182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947316394395268,0.0,0.0,0.2221671291983749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939883853147345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712698216317924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,s4nch0p4nd4,2019/04/15,"Confused Father Looking for Advice Has anyone here heard of or had a child (or themselves) go through transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS)? If so, what are your thoughts on it? I have a 4 year old on the spectrum and have some folks recommending this. I am just starting to learn about this procedure and would appreciate your input.",5.9444067796610165,8.499933610169496,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,68.83050847457628,8.787796610169492,33.83389830508475,9.3871,3.4849091525423725,269,13,44,6,5,83,51,59,0.04,0.907,0.053,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,12,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,7,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,5,3,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120685060677133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948539633893432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396549342843911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35411160594084296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424904839610621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29847284475499336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33477306573561194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995549639852175,0.0,0.0,0.2715531626577408 autism,Ostia99,2019/04/15,"Canada Revenue Agency with holding half of our disability child tax credit This is more a heads up, as the CRA don't tell you this. Our 4yr old daughter was diagnosed in Jan (she was 3 at the time), and we filed for her back pay separately from the taxes as we did our taxes before we got all the official documentation, so this was easier to spot) Our back pay is due this week, but we noticed it's only half of what we should be getting (2017/2018 only) So we called the CRA last Thursday to be told by the CRA, she's eligible for 2015/2016 but we have to write a letter to the Winnepeg tax office for them to release the funds even though we filed all the correct documentation, and her Paediatrician even wrote a separate letter to cover all the bases as she knows what the CRA are like. We went to our MLA Friday and she's going to fast track it. I just want all the rest of you to be aware that the CRA could be holding a lot of back pay you are owed.",7.567025641025642,5.508746933333335,7.867179487179487,77.24948717948719,64.28205128205127,10.71794871794872,32.43589743589744,9.150863307647796,2.436897435897436,752,21,161,10,9,248,109,195,0.021,0.934,0.045,0.6738,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,14,3,1,0,9,2,0,0,17,0,16,2,1,0,5,30,25,11,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,13,0,2,1,0,10,2,1,0,0,2,8,0,25,2,25,11,7,15,0,0,0,0,33,3,0,1,11,115,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683309810833832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727555966168438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730675469257695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209544716983135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060616583403449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268186412925782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606989591654438,0.0,0.11538129840871833,0.0,0.16237413814213025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083577301899795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115748247069351,0.16548890418189238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918562121144073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260087320804368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311403243877473,0.2130359916242908,0.0,0.0,0.3088126638217417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774489726071262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946673086591488,0.0,0.11838295765901223,0.0,0.0,0.19399490510664055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197468232644689,0.0,0.16285089739651298,0.0,0.0,0.18820215108282887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SuggestedUsername3,2019/04/15,"""Isolation rooms"" for UK's autistic children Girl put into mainsteam school's ""isolation room"" for 240 days....for being autistic. Tell me again, Department of Education, how school is so vitally important that a child can't miss a day to attend a funeral of a non-immediate family member with the school's permission, or a week to go away with parents if they can't get time off in term-time, without paying a penalty of £160 but this girl and many others can be left to rot in a booth with no contact with other children and NO TEACHING. With parents not being told, even though the girl has selective mutism. And parents not being told of a letter the girl wrote saying she would harm herself. &#x200B; I am so ashamed of our education system.",10.262340425531914,7.8357021489361705,9.810460992907805,66.58250000000002,59.42553191489361,12.804255319148936,41.93971631205674,11.20814326018867,4.703916312056737,597,26,103,12,6,194,95,141,0.159,0.7959999999999999,0.045,-0.9585,3,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,11,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,17,10,1,2,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,21,9,0,17,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,2,4,69,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281015080504514,0.19380094989469127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984853516354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285952378073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534334915308756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035541604730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332829361687624,0.0,0.09064331239905044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328916186876395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170044932935865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312929277999118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033410155041694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683490632469513,0.0,0.4842450372316204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940355049517208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670065641877254,0.0,0.09300140977611487,0.0,0.0,0.30480400255361795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793533242179614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374516185094728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329895736249335,0.0,0.19380094989469127,0.0 autism,Abi_Mc_Ta_Da,2019/04/15,"Don't trust my Autism Diagnosis I'm from England (21F), and I self-referred myself to an Autism Diagnostic Assessment Centre, mildly out of curiosity and the feeling I don't quite fit in with 'normal' people. To my surprise, after a few meetings about family history, personal experience and a reading exercise etc, the doctor said that he believes there is enough evidence to give me an autism diagnosis. However, he also said he can't be certain, as it can all change depending on the information he has or hasn't received. He seemed a little unsure, and I just find it very hard to believe. Can someone tell me how you can know for certain, or how I can recognise it myself? I don't know much about Autism, and I may get a second opinion.",8.352,7.415206200000004,9.06714285714286,65.67785714285714,62.0,12.0,39.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,4.569642857142859,588,27,100,14,7,200,92,140,0.092,0.88,0.027999999999999997,-0.7548,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,9,0,13,2,0,3,3,25,22,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,4,13,4,15,18,5,7,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,6,1,72,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621334544088696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119856078207758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341553352235225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713970521494752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889177683949584,0.20390972063212726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788480337607974,0.1723608749523958,0.0,0.0924470352314366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710817710316225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552391243143354,0.17539230638838355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378454102900228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096302900577112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324903083894264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344050031029008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913980145156452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675499505682114,0.1596447557901764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446787656887315,0.18288480545596386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478365308701358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644641545030292,0.190737121610642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491577976910498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159806135132891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085829335077594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jcad15,2019/04/15,"For those of you diagnosed as adults What really led you to look into it? I’ve always struggled with some things that made autism make sense as to what made me feel so “off” in respect to the rest of my peers or family. So I finally told my therapist. Always thought I was just strange, had some quirks or what have you, but I started wondering a few years ago if I was actually just autistic. Therapist agrees and I’m being tested Wednesday. So for those of you who were diagnosed between say 17 and up, what led you to finding out? Thank you!",3.3544444444444466,5.229950280373839,4.265358255451712,85.65749740394602,74.23364485981308,8.120041536863967,26.84215991692627,8.841846274778883,2.0516072689511944,428,16,86,9,9,138,73,107,0.028999999999999998,0.893,0.078,0.7338,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,5,0,22,17,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,3,13,2,18,8,4,12,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,6,5,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.18123616595094852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462978902005304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090682385500792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770042729692259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508051569760394,0.0,0.09390573474116322,0.0,0.0,0.20344744743091545,0.1697449367937402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595822863623726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35146596745413083,0.12396970383085976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897714281210925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769219088720892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145374334831553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415512136815344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098624674532012,0.0,0.4312710312344443,0.12338427654817752,0.0,0.0,0.14744112717946567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746365031835593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140568040496507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959774691977852 autism,mastergr33n15,2019/04/15,"I took the Aspergers quiz online and I don’t know what to do. Here’s a little backstory. I was diagnosed with ADHD by a child psychologist at the age of 8 and for the past 11 years that’s what I believed. I wouldn’t call myself normal; in fact I’ve always been known as either quiet for most people or weird by others. I have always struggled with maintaining eye contact with people, I have never “opened up” to anyone even my parents, I’m always trying to figure out what facial expressions to make, I have to think about how something should make me feel versus me actually feeling right then, It’s really hard for me to have conversations because i never know what to say or what tone I should use, even if I say something and it sounds clear to me people will have a hard time understanding me sometimes. Honestly I can go on but I’m just going to keep this short so just comment if you want to hear more Now at the age of 19 after going through a certain event that left me questioning everything about the way I feel/show my feelings to people and just flat out not knowing how to communicate well I started researching and stumbled upon the Aspergers test so I took it and scored a 36, then I took it again and scored a 36. I really don’t know what to do, I’m not sure if I’m being overreactive and using this as an excuse for just being socially awkward, or that I just don’t have adhd and this could be a possible explanation for all my abnormalities. What do you guys think?",7.260754504504508,6.1993802331081085,7.8924864864864865,73.62458558558559,64.23648648648647,10.866306306306308,32.23333333333333,10.047579312681364,2.9761025225225217,1183,37,227,22,15,396,154,296,0.044000000000000004,0.9059999999999999,0.049,0.3468,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,17,7,0,2,14,0,23,3,2,6,7,65,51,24,0,9,16,1,5,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,18,15,0,1,13,0,0,6,8,3,1,0,5,11,30,4,39,38,4,34,0,0,1,0,16,13,0,8,14,165,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.10303995375297753,0.0,0.25379570891182657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635763411757473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383051397747795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436627497165116,0.0,0.0,0.11896301577208185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781851060081896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430448740052919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717094639360704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948151206126336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489688055142967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135565495793516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002654709536248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455003653481816,0.0,0.0,0.18917459802268194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900684788886505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385264723633736,0.0,0.0,0.23211653548459996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472311501203016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582824706534574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096339417110976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287399994759824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345512377588156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117244454305472,0.0,0.1007969623028949,0.29280938343253177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903610346649462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828421383969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352864559752289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017271011692037,0.0,0.16793774508353626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107635023834691,0.0,0.16257564833057656,0.10443054638720484,0.0,0.07473667059880394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038489267143738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995166930737476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353147571477903,0.0,0.0,0.06156998692224256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35194088927976164,0.07168822338997563,0.0,0.0,0.10992221539568912,0.0,0.1823905569152648,0.0,0.0,0.062279322025472025,0.08381189465697074,0.0,0.0,0.0949374876251356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799606605510289 autism,tay165,2019/04/15,"Daughter not diagnosed yet, therapies starting soon Hi everyone. I feel like a bit of a fraud even posting here because my 2 year old daughter has yet to be officially diagnosed with Autism (if she will be at all, I’m not sure). She will be starting speech, occupational, and developmental therapy within the next week or so and we are on a “wait and see” approach to autism. I don’t even know what sort of responses I’m looking for but maybe some moms, dads, or caregivers that have been through this before? I have no idea what to expect from therapy or how it will help. My girl is super bright but fiercely independent and I just don’t see therapy going the way they expect it to. Idk. I’m rambling. Thanks for reading if you did! :)",2.846287726358149,5.2570256408450735,4.154446680080483,83.34281690140848,77.80281690140845,7.437424547283702,27.748490945674053,8.418075326091056,2.1603927565392347,579,25,112,12,14,190,97,142,0.045,0.804,0.151,0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,15,2,0,2,2,28,28,13,0,4,10,4,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,11,5,14,20,3,16,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,7,10,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748838253039913,0.0,0.12212484125871405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668653008952613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133930022696997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958704521131384,0.0,0.0,0.13713938914345902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725679601223596,0.10253062600982098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156565129198927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619834566098236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201646741597964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887476887955562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011656052139216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052054698920632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418500289773373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808874077231328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263501322524967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059996416331772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745236585992632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355871160269376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873351453910784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316820972710892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526578189635766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213381663523982,0.6565099310227835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391939495607062,0.1151229852049214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242209278401133 autism,elynn1032,2019/04/15,"Thinking older teenager may have autism? She is 18 years old and ever since she was a kid she has shown some signs of autism some examples include being afraid of sudden loud noises like fireworks and motorcycles, shaking hands when excited, trouble with any sort of eye contact, spinning around in circles, and talking/thinking out loud to herself. These are the ones i think of off the top of my head there are probably more i’m just wondering what you guys think and if you have any suggestions.",6.960146520146519,8.223112725274731,6.015109890109893,78.95072344322345,64.6043956043956,8.704029304029303,34.946886446886445,8.841846274778883,3.0586688644688644,402,18,68,6,6,121,71,91,0.047,0.8809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,2,3,0,9,3,3,0,1,19,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,4,8,2,11,11,3,12,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,6,7,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269947872303849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402941823002986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174783754060496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805876664661346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467456376175571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745961777369872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522858237171957,0.0,0.1629183508105296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592190505101153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888222584089932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162190901762368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26073089441245034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548259585400403 autism,TeenageWereGarurumon,2018/12/06,"Autistic 26 year old woman thinking about going back to learning to drive or not Years ago, I didn't get my permit at sixteen unlike the majority of them without autism due to violent outbursts, inability to control my impulses (eg; inappropriate laughing) and being unable to focus. I've worked on a workbook on driver's ed when I was at at vocational school for people with disabilities aged 18-22. Even though I did pretty excellent on the workbook, my parents were still reluctant to take me driving. They kept telling me that my autism inhibits me from driving safety which made me feel resentful. That didn't stop me from trying to convince my parents to take me driving. After getting into the day program for adults with disabilities, I've talked to staff about my parents refusal to help me get my driver's ED. Some of them understood where I was coming from thankfully. It was about time my parents were opening my eyes to take me driving. When I've read the driver's ed manual as well as some Driver's Test apps, this helped me a lot to get prepared for the written test at the DMV. I've aced it the first time and I was proud of myself and so was Dad. A few times driving around the parking lot was a little rocky at first due to me having no experience of me driving. With some practice, driving around the parking lot felt like a breeze. My mother signed me up for driver's ED classes because she was reluctant to take me driving at first. After driving around in towns, my driver intrustor advised me to get more practice before coming back to driver's ED. I've persuaded my mother to take me driving but she told me that I have to accept that my autism will limit me. I wasn't about to give up yet. Finally my mom took me driving so I would be permanently pissed off at my mom for not taking me driving at all. It was Dad's turn to take me driving. I've hopped onto the driver's seat to drive to grammy's. When I was driving on the freeway, he told me to break it in a loud voice due to me being tired at work along with not paying attention. I was scared at the time. A couple of days later, my parents had a meeting with me on the possibility that my autism could inhibit me from driving safely by myself. The meeting pissed me off to no end to the point I was dwelling on it. I made the decision to give up driving because the meeting aroused my doubt to drive safely regardless of autism. A year later, I thought about going back to driving but Dad told me that I wouldn't be able to drive due to my disability. I was upset to hear that. Unfortanely for me, I don't have a support system outside my day program, job and family to help me to get back to driving. With limited public transportation available in a small town from Massachusetts, driving can be vital to get around independently. I'd like your thoughts on whenever or not I should get back to driving or not regardless of autism. 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So, today my nephew was diagnosed with moderate to severe autism. I love him with all of my heart and I'm doing my best to better understand how being autistic is going to affect how he interacts and views the world around him... I want to do what I can do to understand HIS world. What would help him out the best? Any and all advice is welcome; what things helped you the most growing up? What kinds of support from your family has helped you the most? What can I expect from a child with moderate to severe autism? I just want to understand him and his world more. 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There is a lot of discussion of hearing impaired children, DLD, and autism in those classes, but especially in one class dedicated to assessment of language delays and impairments; it’s particularly interesting to me, because just about everyone else there is a speech therapist (or, rather, a communications clinician) with experience *treating* autistic people, and I’m the only one there who *is* autistic people—it feels like watching the behind-the-scenes of a documentary about myself, and getting to know myself and my ‘compatriots’ in a new, sometimes awkward, light. Now, one of our lessons dealt with an article regarding an experiment on autistic and allistic children. Before we discussed the article itself, the students who presented it asked for a volunteer, and I agreed; I was then asked to verbalize the narrative given in the picture book [*Tuesday*](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tuesday_(book)) by David Wiesner. Then they described the article itself, in which children were required to do the same, and their narratives were then analysed, numbering how many references to emotional and mental states they made versus physical descriptions. The results indicated that autistic kids had made fewer such references. One of the students who presented the article showed us such a narrative by an autistic child with at best ambiguous references to emotional states (mentioning that the frogs in the book ‘sent away’, or גֵּרְשׁוּ in the original Hebrew, a group of crows and a pet dog), as a demonstration of this. This article was met with much controversy in the classroom, mostly because the story itself had very few characters displaying much emotional range; also, there was debate as to whether the aforementioned child had made references to emotional state with his description or not. (I myself made a few more obvious references, using ‘scared away’ for example.) This, however, raised an interesting point for me. I remember how, for the longest time as a child (originally diagnosed with Asperger’s bordering on PDD–NOS as a toddler), I could not for the life of me follow the narrative of films, or even children’s book when I was younger. Films were basically sequences of entertaining scenes that were thematically related but functionally independent. I don’t remember when exactly I managed to first follow a coherent plot of a film, or what film that was, but I was very proud that I did when I could. Slow, artsy drama films, on the other hand, were something else for a long while: for many years we had a ‘family tradition’ of sorts (with my mother, stepfather, and to a limited extent younger brother) of going to the Jerusalem Film Festival every year and watching mostly, well, slow artsy drama films. For most of us the films went straight over our heads, and when we got out my mother explained what that was all about. At some point, though, my mother and I were watching Ingmar Bergman’s [*The Best Intentions*](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Best_Intentions), and my mother used it as an opportunity to teach me how to read between the lines and follow themes and the like throughout a film. Having learned that, and practised it some, I got to the point where I could do it rather well myself. Eventually, I reached the point in which I could do it better than allistic people. I’ve managed to surprise myself with my ability to provide analyses for people’s emotional states in shows and movies. I was particularly amazed when we watched [*Saving Neta*](https://www.imdb.com/title/tt5261088/) together, about a year and a half ago: when we got out, my father said he thought it was a terribly dull movie he couldn’t make heads or tails of, while I was moved almost to tears by what I thought was an absolutely beautiful piece, even if it was actually *spelled out* at some points. I was particularly amazed that *I* could understand it while an allistic person couldn’t. And yet, what *really* surprised me was another anecdote. When I was undergoing training for a tech support job (a little over a year ago), we had an interesting exercise given to us: all of us were supposed to leave the room, save one volunteer, who was supposed to stay and listen to the person running the exercise tell a short story; then, one of those waiting outside would come in, hear the story recounted from the volunteer who stayed behind, then recount it to the next person coming in, and so on until the last person came in, telling the whole group what they remembered—all without any help from anyone else in the room. (So, basically, a variation of Chinese whispers with a whole story rather than a short phrase.) I was, again, the first volunteer, and the story was the Israeli children’s book *Ya‘él’s Home*, the plot of which goes roughly as follows: >A little girl named Ya‘el wants to find a little nook she can call her own ‘home’: first she tries a large basket to sit in, but it tips over; then a table with a tablecloth, but the cloth is removed; and finally a large wooden crate outside, but it is soon taken away by a tractor—the driver cannot hear her, so he takes her to a storage area for similar wooden crates. She finds it peaceful there, until her mother finds her. She tries to tell her what happened, how she found her ‘home’ and how it was taken away, but her mother doesn’t understand. Eventually, the workers who took the crate away come back, and Ya‘el asks to have the box as her ‘home’. They give it to her as a present, and she goes on to live happily in her new ‘home’. (You can see a short straight-to-video adaptation [here](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7BBkbQWGFg); Hebrew, no subtitles.) I remembered almost the whole thing (partially because I’d known the story from childhood; some of the trainees were Arabs and didn’t), and saw how it mutated with each new ‘edition’: the girl turned into a woman, the tractor was replaced with a garbage truck, then the movement was done away with altogether… Eventually it turned into something like: >There’s a woman named \[something that’s not Ya‘el\], and she lives in a dump, and she’s miserable, and her life is garbage. I recalled this incident near the end of the lesson, and now I found it very surprising. Given the discussion in class, I would have expected many of the details to be whittled down, but the core notion of a child looking for a place to claim as their own quiet, protected territory should have stayed—i.e., something to the effect of: >A little girl was looking around for a little nook she could call a ’home’, and then she found a crate to sit in and that was it. So now I’m not entirely sure what to make of all this. I’ve heard an explanation saying that autistic people can’t (naturally) *read* other people’s emotions, but once we learn how to do it, we *relate* to them more strongly than allistic people do—does my personal experience indicate this? (I’m inclined to think so, from my anecdotal experience.) Are we wildly overestimating the average allistic person’s ability to ‘read’ others? Is motivation and investment in a narrative a factor in how alert they are to such emotional elements therein? I’d like to hear some of your perspectives on this.",9.700223479068915,9.417282554189086,8.89843472873909,65.85064795163308,58.96925441967717,12.594220289788566,39.94058531324928,11.87405060276364,4.983288769832622,5917,267,949,157,67,1865,505,1301,0.025,0.8590000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9990000000000001,4,0,4,0,0,0,253.0,15,2,8,16,52,33,1,3,117,0,76,8,3,22,6,190,145,100,0,17,28,9,3,4,0,3,5,12,9,21,64,70,0,5,29,23,1,17,13,6,2,10,64,24,96,27,176,69,30,147,0,2,8,0,116,68,0,21,58,686,160,23,0.0,0.0,0.04049567905683536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357025088640365,0.0,0.08310771967837233,0.0,0.0,0.0331856219206748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02821979627992445,0.04351385996327459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029016092202455476,0.04251920309473288,0.0,0.036941668896432835,0.11638398442774715,0.0,0.23393021096252994,0.031909098861130906,0.0,0.0758896695426946,0.0,0.035311407747413544,0.0,0.08709835825800492,0.036701261782765005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474739443583255,0.047462208170966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723954386797667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879477855787744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421191983429768,0.0,0.0,0.04755985365943008,0.0,0.0,0.04246646038438782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399777924164516,0.32675456301151545,0.0367545633191692,0.0,0.0,0.05481755708408216,0.0,0.03496352430196207,0.03965274254086585,0.0,0.16237049256331965,0.039120251389086994,0.0,0.020982437339265272,0.029645899264348213,0.0,0.04545860089715507,0.1137841850580066,0.10589353184545304,0.0,0.13649995494224648,0.0,0.0,0.021680787295950483,0.03980828665159871,0.023584046793995467,0.0,0.0995682833758784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036696197480585564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851770352121442,0.0,0.18708327952966852,0.0,0.027814971739168567,0.0,0.2497529044556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117997250058601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022805999960227256,0.033826088923765096,0.0,0.043939974819974865,0.0,0.0,0.05862197516012645,0.08109454007549548,0.20795752386398367,0.07328629581977887,0.03672407700040009,0.06969507813175585,0.0,0.0,0.07055956427190632,0.0,0.15706415927243506,0.05539995080743602,0.12621618283778555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041819828265039084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044105389729237485,0.06101103293643278,0.0,0.0,0.12023594444305476,0.044133176616465576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419359791258151,0.1687191178455777,0.031560800643581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261529704400233,0.2174046626713631,0.04335616777751665,0.0,0.1961432626541517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452651275977047,0.0,0.026584430128159118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410261002983514,0.0,0.03947372782165865,0.03300056327051192,0.04154634466853587,0.0,0.033068220659050664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778754332586673,0.04104219515048065,0.0,0.0,0.08846185684666047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047090993499658805,0.03911100419525973,0.0,0.06240207316585155,0.0,0.10881221474961313,0.0,0.0,0.048181921019304894,0.0275691666590824,0.026589991442771733,0.040771188914195663,0.06588893044287486,0.02419758879079113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610536909924488,0.056348303368124936,0.0902749617761471,0.0,0.08640094630771361,0.19966605060425413,0.07168121866149997,0.0,0.10271961711103428,0.024476364213701262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462266604945315,0.03846869812597516,0.0,0.13899179124547434,0.0,0.04000221302019775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058957419834448424,0.0,0.0,0.10689239534000684 autism,runandkickgirl,2018/12/06,"From gifted to autistic I’m a mom of an 11yo daughter. When she was very little, she was bright, happy, loving, cuddly, funny, well-mannered, and full of empathy. She also had a speech delay, and received therapy via Early Intervention until age 3, then private speech therapy until age 10. By 1st grade, she had some issues keeping up with schoolwork and had a tough time holding a pencil. Our pediatrician ordered a full neuropsychological eval, which was done at age 7 - right before entering 2nd grade. The doctor concluded that she had dysgraphia, a bit of anxiety, and an IQ of 131. We immediately started private OT therapy, which continued until age 10. After evaluating CoGAT and MAP test scores, our school district invited her to join the gifted classroom beginning in 4th grade. However, by the end of 5th grade she began falling behind in her studies. She started 6th grade this fall, and it feels disastrous. I asked the pediatrician for another neuropsych eval, and I just met with the psychologist to discuss his findings. I’m now in a bit of shock. He diagnosed inattentive ADHD, to which I agree. Then he said she has autism. *What?* He went on to say that since she’s struggling to get her homework done on time (which I blame on ADHD) that we may want to consider bumping her from the gifted classroom into a gen ed room, plus get writing assistance from a reading teacher - or perhaps a qualified special ed teacher, depending on our school’s resources. Oh, and she’ll need writing therapy and ABA therapy every week. *What?* He also said her IQ score dropped 14 points, saying maybe her test at age 7 wasn’t accurate. *What?* I am so confused. She had an autistic boy in her 2nd & 3rd grade classrooms, and their behaviors are nothing alike. She just finished the winter MAP testing and scored well above average, plus her Lexile reading level is now 1600 (average is 1000 for her age; she’s at college level.) I’m having a hard time understanding how a child that scores so high on tests would be better suited back in a standard classroom. I also am having trouble agreeing with this diagnosis, but then I tell myself that I’m just in denial. I haven’t yet talked to my daughter (or her teachers) about any of this. Any advice for this dumbstruck parent is much appreciated. 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Why is self-confidence attractive? 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I know my experience is some few here will know or understand. I see through my ears, sound give me emotions, touch give me close emotions. I can't read your face at all, but when you speak, I know all your emotions as they flood forth. I can't look you in the eye because I don't want you to read me as I would read you. You might hurt me or have emotions I don't understand. Mystery scares me. Most of us have adult feelings, something I have none of. I'm a small child in a grown up body. As adults I only know my interaction. I never could figure out how many autistics are children in grown up bodies, but I know of me who is very young. I'm not very common, but at least you know how autism affects people. You know know what an autistic person experiences outside of the common world.",2.777796610169496,4.546813446327686,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,75.5536723163842,6.3019209039548025,23.664406779661018,7.0316486544052195,0.7047396610169492,688,21,146,7,15,219,100,177,0.037000000000000005,0.9470000000000001,0.016,-0.5234,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,9,1,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,15,5,5,3,5,36,33,11,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,3,3,0,0,13,3,0,2,8,2,0,0,0,8,36,0,19,28,7,20,0,1,3,0,21,12,0,5,6,98,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508715272566308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719899813224185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524866553662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804160176521136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313330187104647,0.0,0.0,0.05398707539064043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485065084505952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430151585572172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469432304475966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966149586479433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082499372881242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326810157641387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469812668665332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812048331747185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402218423923944,0.09322909539487133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204023500127219,0.0,0.06840080636677813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689728774399468,0.0,0.08508337200720145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821982168226014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093449892476265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230660464827326,0.12843343640959434,0.0,0.0,0.17619598153780902,0.06297682670168453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584768675762102,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LadyLydia82,2018/12/06,"So tired of parents and people who have no idea what it means to be autistic trying to “cure autism.” So tired of parents and people who have no idea what it means to be autistic trying to “cure autism.” I mean there is nothing wrong with finding and seeking remedies to help your child, but I really don’t feel, at least on my experience parenting an autistic child, that Autism is a disease. It’s rather a blessing into a whole new way of thinking and experiencing life...I feel if more people could see if that way, that thought paradigm shift would help Autistic people feel understood and help them express themselves more fully. Our society is so backwards, it should reward uniqueness but it takes a lot of guts to let yourself shine...and a lot of work on parents part to help pull out that inner shining part of their kids who have a hard time speaking, reading, writing, socializing...etc... A shout out to all the parents who love and accept their autistic children and do everything they can to help them grow and shine!",9.352734147760325,7.986801225130893,8.131692844677136,74.56146015125073,60.30890052356021,10.373705642815592,39.54682955206515,8.841846274778883,3.479376497963932,818,35,145,9,9,250,107,191,0.043,0.78,0.177,0.9857,5,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,5,2,5,5,0,0,9,0,15,4,1,0,1,37,27,15,0,6,5,5,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,15,12,0,0,13,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,10,10,4,22,19,9,14,1,0,3,1,29,8,0,4,2,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904831257054858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041796967548596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898029638873453,0.0968469610330514,0.0,0.0,0.15018137293007078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048977937246763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869001648666079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318085006249746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353166579102804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124044245485088,0.06993093454833575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834288702759326,0.08935686835522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235399940859624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562070581026416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499902065984513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496727728780528,0.21442791081034468,0.0,0.2745534476142143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903288985116736,0.0,0.06342584118733711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889504126128145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444026378029346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634391095198051,0.0,0.07859978224334177,0.05773125157704793,0.22758588914083924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443728240075944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717286351550788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053677203009536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207761806058739,0.0,0.0,0.07033109096579734,0.10824762526403092,0.0,0.0 autism,heynowwiththehein,2018/12/06,"Holiday Gifts Made by Young Adults with Autism I have a kindergarten aged son with autism. As I looked ahead to my son’s future and the talents that a uniquely autistic person can bring, I became involved with a group called SEEDs for Autism (seedsforautism.org) that strives to teach young adults with autism how to build an advanced, job ready skill set—woodworking, crafts, life skills, etc. so that they can realize their potential. These young, autistic adults have created an awesome marketplace where the crafts are built by hand and fulfilled by these students. Please visit seedsforautism.org and look for the holiday gift that those of us in this sub can uniquely understand. The stories, crafts and people behind this work are amazing. Thank you all and please message me with any questions. Happy holidays to all. 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I’m curious if anyone else here is in, or is going into a therapy field (OT, COTA, PT, SLP, etc). How do you like your career so far, and what challenges do you have related to it?",2.7145736434108514,3.3297789069767454,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,73.88372093023256,9.454263565891472,25.96124031007752,9.725611199111238,2.3961844961240306,155,5,32,4,3,58,35,43,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267208368615464,0.3126511626837031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549046409609315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34031085985156395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341763519182601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490755964158969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6979065201745124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,danieldebruin,2019/08/25,"Advice for a Social worker Hello Reddit, I'm a social worker and after my study I started working as a social worker. What I do is helping poeple with autism in there daily life. I help them with finding jobs, playing bills, finding ""Friends"" (poeple with the same interest), school, relationships, cleaning the house, working with their planner and much more. I'm here because I need some advice and support. Last year was a tough year with many cliënts who had many negative big life events such as dying parents, losing jobs and many depression, suicidal and more. For me it is a big energy drain and I could use some advice and extra tips on how to stay energized, positive and don't feel responseable for someone else his problems. Maybe not the most daily post on this subreddit but thanks already.",8.48643103448276,8.600341531034488,7.754612068965518,71.74846982758622,61.27586206896552,10.00862068965517,36.05603448275862,9.516144504307137,3.5379137931034474,642,26,101,10,8,200,97,145,0.084,0.8029999999999999,0.113,0.4939,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,7,4,10,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,2,0,27,15,12,2,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,13,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,10,6,15,12,8,13,0,2,0,0,13,5,0,3,6,67,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645492095281988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722673025385365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580449122990691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928582597967417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710513670086486,0.0,0.12905887761176188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388105247998117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287666016406518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731294813398145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607489110556856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667025138441824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348677324405773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468025134181635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013643679020515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566853415031386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911930266902697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782235546413813,0.12492939601263765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141383153385843,0.09220624271515493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380793934722611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909588863113715,0.0,0.0,0.11898911565600892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335086839318031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585196891247938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38028695418064296,0.10536397207555763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801775919850383,0.13254385132896152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360221003120375,0.1411144161753484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448762058002206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740114584998453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106106534294705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015862950628645 autism,ElectricLoner98,2019/08/25,"Help with extremely aggressive and violent 10 y/o with autism. Hello, I am posting this for a desperate friend, I don’t claim to know a ton about autism, and I for sure don’t know how to raise a child with autism. I have a friend who is in a position where she and her boyfriend are having to take care of her boyfriends autistic brother, I’ll call him “A”. (Because the mother is trash and is very absent, and irresponsible). The thing is when “A” gets mad/upset/ unpleased by literally anything he throws tantrums, (which I know is normal) but his tantrums get out of hand to the point that “A” is biting people, trying to stab people, swinging his fists, or other objects, trying to break anything he can get his hands on: the tv, the microwave, anything. And this can be caused by something as small as nicely asking “A” for something he’s holding, or trying to get him into the bath or into bed. He also has a big problem with animals, he tries to hurt/ maim animals, he even gets a little kick out of it. They can’t have the animals around him anymore because he tried to stick something up the butt of one of their kittens and genuinely traumatized it and they couldn’t get the kitten out from under the couch for hours. They figure he’s done stuff like that to all the animals because they all hiss or get very uneasy when he is around. They’ve tried everything (in their power) that they can for this kid. The mother won’t help at all, she just sits by and watches it happen while they take care of him. The doctors keep saying he’ll grow out of it, but he hasn’t and is not making any kind of progress. It’s gotten to the point that they’re actually starting to fear him because he’s getting pretty big and they’re afraid of what will happen if his tantrums continue once he’s grown. They wouldn’t be able to handle his tantrums alone anymore. Just to show the extent of the situation, they’re worried he could end up in jail or end up killing someone. They said the only thing that has helped so far is giving him cbd supplements that help to chill him out and he doesn’t get as aggressive at all. He almost doesn’t even get mad at anything. Please don’t get mad if I said anything the wrong away, as again I don’t claim to know much on this subject. But I see my friend struggling and if there are any techniques or strategies, or methods you know of that could possibly help, that would be much appreciated.",8.290405946255008,6.403294431865832,7.634462550028587,78.94493567753005,62.752620545073384,10.43373356203545,35.09900895749952,8.710501217029153,2.7029882599580715,1912,64,385,21,22,597,217,477,0.129,0.758,0.11199999999999999,-0.8721,1,1,4,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,10,2,15,25,10,3,29,0,39,4,3,3,5,66,71,36,1,10,16,3,2,1,3,5,1,3,3,2,24,26,0,2,6,3,0,3,12,16,0,1,4,7,36,9,67,56,8,45,0,1,2,1,64,30,1,11,10,243,60,2,0.07403352230092695,0.0,0.07224603830172235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413387846423862,0.07667640176164531,0.0,0.05920458103647639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006906677645696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684272144328525,0.0,0.0,0.30461640394374273,0.13181106173206614,0.06921134956047305,0.0,0.06955693123624856,0.0,0.0,0.18052059216133828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559650371326312,0.0,0.15096422012281635,0.07605282087534067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821948678950568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577644714394446,0.0,0.07576199720377813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311434528900224,0.0,0.0,0.09779688650596846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653655613499773,0.0,0.0,0.08330829513292005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715943470448112,0.0,0.42547405759414736,0.0710197005986963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093519854249522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811554719318946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290810654899563,0.0,0.07925441682087067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580439625593806,0.08190712344709025,0.07709452089106196,0.20343443856358145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036169039418576514,0.07420103864969145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049417951015590864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884631459486943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253713304976893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884328505770195,0.05016703071372482,0.056305829788137834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265104534734472,0.0,0.0,0.0812665756369217,0.13997121664707335,0.08346167265316387,0.0709036496085328,0.07531870771174734,0.0,0.07084008239640513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408456664284013,0.058874428421700674,0.0,0.0,0.05899513212139426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321678094923061,0.0,0.0,0.06272836319771488,0.17098386725370748,0.0,0.0,0.05240130813304418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739591190996364,0.08475067066953591,0.0,0.0,0.069775718617876,0.0,0.11132799036953116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836916514491388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30158341172576153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217081863189412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518463556928286,0.0,0.052591290117054185,0.08094403465902889,0.0,0.0 autism,marcyonpluto,2019/08/25,"Over Analyzation of Faces and People I've been trying, and absolutely failing, to view people in a less analytical way. It's such a nasty habit and I always feel so guilty reducing a person to the sum of all their details. Perhaps the most aggravating part is that my appearance isn't spared either. I've always processed people this way, but I think transitioning caused me to become so obsessed with policing myself and measuring my progress that I incidentally started reflecting that behavior towards everyone. I see every pore, the slight asymmetries, the structure of noses, skin texture, fine lines, shape and consistency of the hairline, nuances in eye shape, musculature of the jaw, etc... before my brain acknowledges them as a person. I sometimes study my own face so much that it begins to make me uneasy. I was always weird, very nerdy, and mostly received attention in negative manner as a boy. Now I'm 22 and (ignoring my negative self talk) I have somehow managed to become an attractive woman. I am completely overwhelmed by the type of attention I get now and never in my life have I had to interact with men or the world in this way. I probably should have realized I'd have to learn to socialize all over again but alas, I continue to be niave. I sometimes get paranoid about everyone around me finding out I'm trans in public spaces, that I start to become consumed with the impossible standard of perfection. This in turn causes a minor meltdown and poof, good luck getting me to leave my safe and totally not scary house. If I somehow end up in the outside world, my only other coping mechanism is to study the people around me like a book to make sure I look ""normal"" in comparison. How do I start seeing myself and those around me as just people? I feel like sometimes I'm so focused on the details of a person that I neglect to see them for who they really are. Does that make me insensitive? How do you see others?",6.384821262766947,7.607759593314768,7.039850278551531,71.23279305942434,65.88022284122563,9.994475394614671,33.34273444753946,10.125756701596842,3.619069545032497,1550,66,256,36,24,511,202,359,0.10800000000000001,0.77,0.121,0.8759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,4,3,17,15,0,2,21,0,16,8,7,7,6,60,39,24,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,7,16,18,0,3,10,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,11,41,9,49,34,11,38,0,3,7,0,18,23,0,8,12,186,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506075694221976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251482888916892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119965681886598,0.08012825893110796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512030487624613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934686700057308,0.0,0.0,0.0987311714215348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824052277288269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340305171645021,0.0,0.10501988805770827,0.0,0.0,0.0793388456345785,0.17995913639981045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522623307191966,0.06727214925814543,0.0,0.0,0.08606594133176762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759341378063107,0.0,0.0,0.07898190273082112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865482419091106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970810863690932,0.0,0.0,0.0665121713396948,0.0920094201787292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790756532097504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856944056814165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922278318318993,0.0,0.07262655962046619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226260443495136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161742245258494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197251070606386,0.0,0.3264139480539647,0.2466661373000224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152678422071704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032509709276911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001521736332936,0.0,0.09823558728785327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599029284349272,0.0,0.0,0.2793974964387813,0.0,0.19995336019839244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875026149142894,0.0,0.0,0.07568699639837162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060337716766854725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393247580083318,0.1024254762644634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769674261315833,0.0,0.2242335633495987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cuz04,2019/08/25,"I need a (free) autism test I think I’m autistic but I need a test just to be sure A free test not a pay one",-2.8000000000000007,-1.4487265555555524,0.15703703703703908,109.9666666666667,92.33333333333334,3.6,12.703703703703706,3.1291,-2.038718518518518,81,1,26,0,3,28,17,27,0.0,0.644,0.35600000000000004,0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7454819329984954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406382221485704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737828091673284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221057884015793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,foxy_blue777,2019/08/25,"Echolalia So I was just wondering if anyone else has echolalia and what way theirs manifest. I tend to repeat the last words someone says to me or the most important part of what they just said. But I do not just repeat it as is, I repeat it changing the pitch, intonations, or even say it with a musical rhythm and tone. Is that like really weird? Or does anyone else do this? I didn’t even think it was weird until someone pointed it out to me. But now I find my self wondering. Is it weird and does that some how make it not true echolalia? Since I am not echoing it exactly as is?",2.134992295839752,4.163195796610172,3.1936363636363647,91.27224191063179,78.32203389830508,7.002773497688753,23.43913713405239,8.00094639256281,1.135718644067797,456,15,99,8,11,146,71,118,0.079,0.8809999999999999,0.039,-0.5687,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,2,28,17,14,0,1,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,13,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,3,12,2,9,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,8,8,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421284836942812,0.35480691546553755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316026407380895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30303378413829235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927424616263137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287160497696224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582477750866419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411330575336066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458796711563736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557298956858762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749487531924672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367424821347895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109185846235872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469677923083928,0.2753774109206222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062386679426687,0.0,0.0,0.14322405860137005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934036849571877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109417881732779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743129957775746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37552814730050144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gndermuk,2019/08/25,"Should i just let myself die? Life has become, impossible. I am Absurdly skilled and yet I can't get a job. I don't want to die, But Its quickly becoming my only option. Im not suicidal, but I'm too disabled to help myself, and I can't figure out how to keep food coming in. I can either keep fighting this impossible battle, or give up and die.",2.1016666666666666,3.619701388888892,4.823333333333338,81.855,76.77777777777777,7.5777777777777775,24.5,8.344100000000001,1.5984833333333337,268,9,55,5,6,96,52,72,0.237,0.6859999999999999,0.077,-0.9035,1,0,0,0,2,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,18,15,7,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,6,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219871855987699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456788319521098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948219520034987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310117153439017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981284354471147,0.18326725100435776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128053072266465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063607966048184,0.0,0.1895821446089381,0.3396181821146287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953559006104638,0.1349403496069663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529791809599274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897162783489184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268297033945125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,emmame2929,2019/07/09,"Safety bracelet HELP Has anyone been able to find or does anyone know of something that can be used with children with autism who elope? A bracelet that cannot be removed that helps with running away? Waterproof. Non removable. And I mean non removable. Our girl has removed 4 so far with nothing but her own strength, no scissors or tools. We are really at a dead end here.",2.9961428571428566,5.849158257142857,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,80.71428571428572,5.785714285714287,27.32142857142857,7.1686216300943375,1.4864285714285717,298,13,56,4,8,88,55,70,0.11599999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.134,-0.3206,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,1,34,8,0,0.28654109593248744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007123933766469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692147919846546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507540440168901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537903610929981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618933705526497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841249131529442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574754926274501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31212725587120405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749439096033148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356556335844906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059333478017729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747950628215284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ja_hallu,2019/07/09,"Not noticing anymore if you are dissociating Hey! I was just wondering, if I'm alone with it or if there are others, who can identifiy with my problem. At the age 13/14 I noticed, that I was constantly dissociating, but I could notice when I did, even though I mostly ignored it, because living on autopilot is so much easier. 'You' don't have to socialise and you don't have to worry about anything since it's 'not you' making the decisions. So the past five years I was basically always in some state of dissociation. The problem that occured to me is that I don't notice anymore, when I dissociate. So I'm not even sure if I'm dissociating right now or not. I just feel like I lost something abou myself or rather like I lost myself in myself. Does anyone of you expirience this? :) (English is not my native language, I'm sorry if there are any mistakes, or my text is somehow hard to read and/or understand)",4.171371428571426,5.990001422857144,5.6701428571428565,76.67435714285716,71.91428571428571,8.200000000000001,29.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.464485714285715,719,29,131,14,14,243,100,175,0.16399999999999998,0.77,0.065,-0.9207,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,2,16,9,0,0,4,0,18,0,0,1,1,35,28,17,0,10,18,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,2,24,3,13,21,3,13,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,13,9,103,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381509752094794,0.0,0.0,0.11099049362902724,0.0,0.0,0.09070922491518914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26457247215206936,0.09326882475139704,0.0,0.1097679398166108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081312813589006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441463295625466,0.0,0.1065004161221866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167297811282441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762046070608466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744558355406284,0.09529326567448916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949051604717155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303344432775904,0.0,0.11778510065727528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29122012105218925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903832168443247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805640434186916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074579183984343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733507740945327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527088496942635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342528936995374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391364144937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034091832616974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268951708513677,0.0,0.14931828011312587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257177352031621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105420423989472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886285346941132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465488911255478,0.0,0.13546319970718013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589826654345672 autism,boarderman8,2019/07/09,"Doctors are suggesting my son is not autistic. Hello, I’ve been a member here for a few years and I have read most of the things that have been posted here. My son was diagnosed with autism when he was 2.5 years old. We suspected it since he was 1 and were honestly scared of knowing. He’s 6 now and in that time we have accepted it and are working to help him with it. Now, I should mention that he also has epilepsy. His first seizure was at 9 months old and he’s had hundreds since then. The problem we’re having is that his neurologist and neuro-psychologist are suggesting to us that he may not be autistic. Now, one way or another I don’t care what his diagnosis is, but our issue is that he acts and behaves totally different around adults versus other kids. With kids he exhibits many ASD tendencies like hyperactivity, repetitive behaviour, prefers to play alone, short attention span, no safety awareness, need for routine, and a complete lack of empathy. However with adults, he doesn’t display this way. We want to be able to give him the support that he needs but if his diagnosis changes I don’t thing we will be able to.",5.843879423328962,6.627653256880734,6.234233289646134,78.10064220183487,66.88990825688074,9.89829619921363,33.46133682830931,9.957137785484203,3.244093315858453,902,39,172,20,14,291,133,218,0.07200000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.7615,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,6,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,6,0,29,2,0,0,1,38,36,15,0,8,7,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,15,17,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,2,0,2,8,0,18,6,18,22,4,22,0,0,0,0,34,5,0,4,14,115,33,3,0.3051666656567105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580303160846816,0.0,0.12202083613599593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999692845640168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583151576235966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555688769645664,0.0,0.1614129343044734,0.0,0.15998072145114006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548688709668569,0.0,0.15941710709869772,0.0,0.15617550665923108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978730495656726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637183639289494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022733916762296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925735707839028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385580932357688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454450913809164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469555058687862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179056053368513,0.0,0.0,0.2262772158316707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202210810481384,0.0,0.10339441521218494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613265492068025,0.0,0.0,0.14600164268752422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526246240451954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276253453881147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243701933654056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731497578993172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273917272697306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897256841487264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353896230226016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999760300000026,0.2422270948592179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108248355776586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651732740077346 autism,Nuggetdoggo,2019/07/09,"Can one have autism without it being obvious ? All my life I’ve struggled with certain things. I’ve always had obsessions, whether that be with a show, dolls, or stuffed animals. I’d be hyperfixated on one for a long time before switching to another. I still do this. Also dealt with extreme anger issues before going on anti depressants and anti psychotics to help balance my mood swings, depression, and anxiety. I’ve been misdiagnosed with aspergers before. Though I do have social anxiety, nobody looks at me and thinks “autism” (that I know of). I’m going to a brain scanning place in August to help me get diagnosed. But again, is it possible to have autism without it being obvious? Or without acting like you’re autistic? I don’t mean this to sound offensive btw.",5.0936904761904715,7.492488892857146,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,70.78571428571428,8.952380952380953,31.666666666666664,9.516144504307137,3.4538809523809526,615,28,98,15,12,200,92,140,0.19,0.76,0.051,-0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,2,3,0,14,3,1,0,4,21,22,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,2,3,8,2,19,16,1,13,0,2,2,0,3,5,0,2,6,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231212072816889,0.12810648215110254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143976403307905,0.2355569066527733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930241081275901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186951112802085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652098620214789,0.1562654622571186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804373868018999,0.0,0.17499725156909302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639136486388654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069352327768655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461201224678548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874601615429336,0.07521674372951817,0.0,0.0,0.13624914751945758,0.12928704759074364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770682698424086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865363048193525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608547139069788,0.0,0.0,0.17356599301793216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694213143187558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295210653829736,0.0,0.0,0.16095170248989746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228372669736273,0.09865091140582917,0.151264243696401,0.0,0.08977491373672247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452338521265743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UnicornGrumpyCat,2019/07/09,"I'm having my assessment next week (adult female) - can you tell me what it's like being assessed? It's in the UK and it's due to last around 2 hours. I've already completed 3 questionnaires to be considered by the psychiatrist. Can anyone who's been assessed as an adult tell me what the procedure was like? I self referred as I strongly recognise myself in a female autism profile, but I don't know how well suited testing is to pick up on that, so experiences of women/non-binary folk/men who have the less traditional ""female"" (sorry people who don't identify as female, I'm not sure what else to call it) presentation would be very helpful.",6.866091428571429,6.720255632000001,7.611085714285718,72.30040000000002,64.68,10.662857142857145,33.05714285714286,10.290406445055957,3.352074285714286,514,19,93,11,7,172,88,125,0.04,0.877,0.083,0.5974,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,1,10,16,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,8,5,14,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,8,59,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457099604123356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568848746892155,0.0,0.0,0.19821389162034103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273599346973801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345393154957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186003187901004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780341939556366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924376614351564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927445754321326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236767150621325,0.1814969632983372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175600731871349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23680058178319566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436385163600766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228210240224256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924874141212025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098536578966117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892279041645527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371715609646366,0.0,0.0,0.17860377705679606,0.0,0.20019735819482004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817070498415886,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NYwarrriorsfan4life,2019/07/09,"Can anyone ""act normal "" but is exhausted by doing so? Most days such as when I am at work, I just act how I really am and of course most people at work consider me a weird guy. On the weekends, and when with friends and in social situations where I don't wamt to come across as ""weird"" I struggle with all my power to act normal and am usually successful. It however is absolutely exhausting as I must think about what I am about to say, pay attention to my body language, and keep notice of social cues.",7.1274000000000015,5.8864449400000005,8.022000000000002,73.17100000000003,64.6,12.0,33.0,11.20814326018867,3.5394999999999994,394,13,78,10,5,134,68,100,0.127,0.7859999999999999,0.087,-0.2936,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,2,0,10,3,1,1,2,20,13,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,8,0,1,2,1,1,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,2,19,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,5,59,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852218524177166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23593990274270096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829726218641171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698703867251788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410763186511187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031954210687304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879998942602655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162338911073846,0.0,0.24183047691292445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472585220656925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607544491147067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689171559335962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387580200899564,0.0,0.4330509998441859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205731199760428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610391113612005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339398807413809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092743828744564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SugarBugg420,2019/07/09,"Am I autistic? [signs of autism in adults](https://autisticmama.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/Signs-of-Autism-in-Adults-791x1024.png) So I can’t afford to go to a doctor (thanks America for the great health insurance) to get diagnosed, for years my mom has said she thinks I’m autistic and apparently she thought I was when I was younger but was to lazy to ask a damn doctor to do any tests. They just filled me up with ADHD medication and everyone (but me) went happily on their way. Well now I’m 25 and I’ve been reading up on signs of autism in adults and I’ve taken a few tests online and basically they all say I’m autistic. The link posted is a list of things apparently only people with autism really understand and I feel like nearly every single thing on it describes me. Is there a way for me to find out if I am autistic without going to a doctor?",4.5554265734265735,6.385273866666669,5.3078787878787885,79.61412587412589,70.93939393939394,8.470862470862473,26.631701631701628,9.057496981413335,2.1403659673659674,688,23,129,14,13,223,100,165,0.044000000000000004,0.866,0.08900000000000001,0.7851,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,0,8,0,11,6,0,0,1,23,26,11,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,9,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,8,3,16,4,26,18,3,19,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,1,4,82,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446396860508947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003623160200073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151270346275388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423356915072698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968576456799595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136331758725339,0.1546162246743513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181591077892936,0.11559697331415802,0.0,0.0,0.14789125118046673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845389565731234,0.0,0.1839205080996748,0.0,0.0,0.17839590639254888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719962803867556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905210853482497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300637825505065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950971468375072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306366547487466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217856084178672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496908666836615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618536158412018,0.0,0.10365951906854637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391820031912715,0.12867766964050706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897274960574813,0.0,0.0,0.21499851930051347,0.10368120406218187,0.0,0.1284589289430495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844973727381313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256874219366232,0.0,0.0,0.14548646777471294,0.1499993314774059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597889980568042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420022396204473 autism,CuteEnd5,2019/07/09,"Can i be independent Ive recently been diagnosed with High-Functioning autism, and is it possible to be independent ? i have dreams i want to fulfill but i feel I'll never become the adult i want to be. I'm currently 19 going to be 20 and i feel ever since i dropped out of high school, it's becoming more apparent how scary the world is, what steps should i take in order to achieve my goal, i don't wanna be relying on my mom forever i know i can make something for myself and be successful in whatever i decide to do (or that's what i keep telling myself) please if any of you have advice i would appreciate it",3.6997619047619033,4.718578658730163,5.696984126984128,79.15357142857142,71.93650793650794,10.044444444444443,29.079365079365076,10.25414643259724,2.9763555555555565,485,19,100,14,9,169,81,126,0.039,0.81,0.151,0.8861,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,18,1,0,4,2,24,28,7,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,20,1,15,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,4,70,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005107650828929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225826837333232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295926492179616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740086650015864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759252102057784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966775947789092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053181104742657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109737516882915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728695557072347,0.0,0.0,0.10688532381106253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298220137572676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277815801131217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000086218292735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348903148602816,0.0,0.2192555982736966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920330870104963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683188069555524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088219034157836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972609150251598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623050531539147,0.0,0.16999077477263694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942770492514666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815844341532188,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,foreboding_chorus,2019/07/09,"Do you ever suspect that friends or family members might be undiagnosed ASD? Quick backstory: I was diagnosed two years ago, at 37, with ASD and the revelation (after months of shock) changed my life positively. I quit a dead-end job that I had been doing for a decade and got a better one that makes me happier, I became a better boyfriend, started reconnected with old friends that I'd burned bridges with, I do better at talking with bosses & strangers, and my daily thoughts & routines are generally more positive. I'm a happier person. I learned a lot about myself but possibly an even bigger realization was what I learned about other people, neurotypicals. I'd always assumed everyone thought/felt just like me, which was frustrating because basically nobody understood me and I couldn't understand why. Though several people in my life had tried to tell me (even back when I was a teenager) that they thought I was autistic, I never considered it or read about it. I barely registered it even. But I think - and this may be a common thing - that some members of my family and some of the old friends I made back when I couldn't socialize with most people, may also be autistic (this includes my GF who is remarkably patient with me but also remarkably resistant to self-reflection). I see them stuck in their thoughts & negative routines/patterns and I can't help but think that if my diagnosis made such a big difference to me - the same revelation might also help these friends and make them happier people too. Should I try to tell them? My strategy so far has been, using myself as an example, to try to educate them about autism. I figure the more they know about it, the more likely they are to become self-aware. I know that people telling me directly for my whole life that they thought I was autistic didn't really work. Or on the other hand, is this simply none of my business? &#x200B; Does anyone have similar experiences? It seems to me like people with un-diagnosed ASD probably attract and hang out with each other a lot, and that given its genetic nature, families with ASD could possibly have a few more undiagnosed members. Has anybody ever managed to help someone become aware of their ASD?",8.045840651103017,8.301726394088671,7.948042407367747,69.5195213107732,62.15270935960592,11.592889269650893,37.84921824801884,11.20814326018867,4.4962710644677655,1780,82,297,46,23,573,205,406,0.053,0.831,0.115,0.9727,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,10,5,23,13,1,0,19,0,34,5,1,6,3,70,56,26,0,5,9,0,1,3,5,5,4,0,0,1,27,21,0,0,16,1,0,1,7,2,0,2,21,2,51,11,38,24,14,26,0,0,1,0,26,9,0,15,19,223,78,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651707060043502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638083739335236,0.06117421224228176,0.3186339043207969,0.08933438377079088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051406626769321374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306409727776652,0.0,0.044816877138476256,0.16239328528945535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506638453576106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777740081675077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058699433138173635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924173068744234,0.0,0.07681235362556042,0.0,0.0,0.06433751371177578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511656033606167,0.0,0.0,0.14567704419492314,0.13300540827484847,0.0,0.07025114622450031,0.0,0.07191629433862128,0.20792326012570064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059036331013925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272042999516633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058800355171335576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478359519419012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295687723688027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080891940075574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557872426364513,0.1077539161442798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500750136246394,0.0,0.1391320815742384,0.09814983266270512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598539433595648,0.0,0.0,0.05868265818032189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670286223584184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429294486319145,0.0,0.049818796293106565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058154794898828,0.06419449521250609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576464698168272,0.0,0.0,0.07926658358869962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819716413230862,0.07353951409286066,0.0,0.047098550278170434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858561743891634,0.0669294996060294,0.1533939925489866,0.08305624253567448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494399265952373,0.062292934293438275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203756447674767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909228458912338,0.19277816159900565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884316781515929,0.09421680606476306,0.07223265203424546,0.2918318248950845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497449853060105,0.0,0.07181798459281154,0.07653651581278308,0.0,0.06349734534187225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663400205773773,0.08208202867454449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535231579843059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933438377079088,0.04734422396873854 autism,Splinoself,2019/07/09,"I think I've been subconsciously masking my whole life, but I think it might be making me a better person? I've for a long time known that I tend to do things because I should do them, rather than because I want to. When it comes to brushing my teeth or doing chores, this is a good thing! But I also do this socially, and I'm not sure if it's a good thing there. However, who I am ""unmasked"" is one, so unfamiliar to me that I don't know if it's really possible, because I've lived my entire life based on how I should be acting. And if I didn't do that, I think I would be a bad person? Like, I help strangers in public because I know thats the right thing to do, not because I necessarily want to. But I also have been dating my girlfriend for almost a year, and this whole time I've been acting like I think a good partner should act. But. does that mean that without masking, I would be a bad partner? It certainly seems that way. Without acting how I ""should"" act I would be more selfish, more lazy, less kind, all around probably a worse person. How do I balance being more genuine while also not using it as an excuse for bad habits? I'm specifically worried about what this means for my relationship. As an example, I do like spending time with her, just not as frequently as she does. I would be happy only seeing her once every couple of days, but she wants to spend more time together than that. I love her a lot! And I felt that, since I do love her I should want to spend more time with her than that, so I do. Also because if I don't she'll feel neglected and I don't want that. But now, spending time with her or doing other things to meet her expectations can feel like a chore. I'm worried that I'm secretly just selfish and lazy, and trying to avoid that by claiming autism as an excuse. I'm also worried that our relationship is doomed because I can't do what she wants/needs without being unhappy myself.",5.162759538598046,5.0226359591836784,6.017670807453418,82.27515527950314,68.23469387755102,8.756166814551909,28.77817213842059,8.321376580360154,1.8152052795031048,1504,46,314,19,23,497,162,392,0.13,0.6970000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9321,1,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,1,1,18,22,0,1,15,0,45,5,1,5,3,76,74,36,0,20,22,0,3,4,3,11,2,0,2,5,33,12,0,2,14,0,4,6,12,8,0,1,5,5,52,14,34,50,10,25,1,2,1,2,31,4,0,10,18,229,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605038442843623,0.0,0.0,0.30367567710088883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760931792796711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023880484435227,0.3240779553446302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716933344795673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542198942651023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403439102473148,0.0,0.04897981186637818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292422234625986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398898861447534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680260905110424,0.05425686192583865,0.07292144665533447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110331266489045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084745558261164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090596401432362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908756526099803,0.08347744690685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728783713799928,0.14841631972712174,0.0,0.0670629755214027,0.06721108904126821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456779236331134,0.13709104849201098,0.0,0.05069550184419739,0.0,0.0,0.16545804045719506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805682254538486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088153840664697,0.0514639467197492,0.05776144577429072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989431094569466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561932036747923,0.0,0.0,0.0818841790248121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865387087701644,0.0,0.0,0.1630782428676436,0.0,0.06485869354819357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052027184039355,0.06913969140159218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282450210955398,0.0,0.0,0.07741884453616729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157955761372511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522805018485505,0.1946561959825125,0.0,0.0,0.2657133566271747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051563322271628194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559419818763862,0.0,0.0,0.22397882110905928,0.06028353793738234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958519533480562,0.0,0.21963184815664646,0.0,0.0,0.2313849169882857,0.07739692347590407,0.21580351190818894,0.0,0.0,0.04890765737252818 autism,LooseChangeATX12,2019/07/09,"Want to prevent autism? Stop vaccinating your children! It is a proven fact that flu and chicken pox vaccinations lead directly... DIRECTLY! to autism in young children. There is a reason the prevalemce of these drugs coincide with American autism rates. Furthermore, whatever the disease may be, free will is precious. That is lost in autism. So think about this when you have the needle stuck in your child... are you sure you're not just committing child abuse by doing this?",5.0672628726287225,8.3433126097561,4.080406504065042,82.03600271002712,75.34146341463416,8.034688346883469,28.62330623306233,8.841846274778883,2.7905728997289976,382,16,63,9,9,112,62,82,0.163,0.715,0.12300000000000001,-0.5812,0,0,1,0,1,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,2,3,14,14,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,9,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,40,10,1,0.0,0.4372364221225598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279539374101948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028363519971421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379421018522658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30852293425231025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478033979768089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645747702614986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176615716932944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ufopussyhunter,2019/07/09,"Is my weighted blanket defective? I recently bought a 15 lb weighted blanket at Walmart ($35). This is the first W.B. I have ever used. I’m autistic, 5’0 FT, and weigh 140 lbs. The weight feels okay, but it doesn’t feel as “heavy,” or as comforting/squeezing/pressure like I thought it would. Should I take the blanket back for a 20 lb instead? Or is this normal?",1.1554303599374052,3.719655309859157,2.2782159624413154,92.77989045383413,87.45070422535211,4.845696400625979,27.607198748043817,6.42735559955562,1.2399377151799689,281,14,56,3,9,89,54,71,0.03,0.888,0.08199999999999999,0.509,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,1,7,4,0,1,1,12,14,6,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,5,2,4,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731398866966174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682344713221184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004101704796905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508272791289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630393401590724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131929055728624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484478605786766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360129454098685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727428876878127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879286948709008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7949013744858228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457034868178954,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bad_puns_finger_guns,2019/07/09,"Special interests. Hi! Special interests are great. Just for fun, I wanted to ask about your special interests. In the comments, could you tell me one of your special interests and something interesting about it? I love finding out about what people are passionate about, and thought maybe we might find someone else has the same interest. Note: to avoid double ups, could you check to see if someone else has already posted yours? You can still comment your fact, but it's easier if all the facts on ancient Rome are all together.",5.740212765957447,8.26556232978724,5.186117021276598,78.80875,69.31914893617022,8.529787234042553,34.09042553191489,9.188382445141503,3.4394936170212773,425,21,69,9,8,129,66,94,0.015,0.696,0.289,0.9702,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,7,0,0,6,15,0,1,3,0,9,2,0,0,4,21,14,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,11,14,13,10,4,7,0,0,1,2,14,4,0,3,2,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873520042596585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377591017005175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33098745795235585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34630648585028856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788946414059392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285235010230947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870754842558152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823749413240167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988802271490054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045618383134048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369969570315244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851396229843973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651728436885503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35125006951335913,0.15957187519046562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553159068937262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181169136409962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455469619996135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225727903588295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wagstar27,2019/07/09,"Autistic child I have a very good friend, friend for more than 30 years whose child shows signs of autism. Examples - only eat angel hair pasta, eggs; repeats himself 100s of times (like he’s stuck in a loop). Her and her husband don’t seem to notice. Do I tell them?",1.6527564102564083,4.191609019230771,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,83.80769230769229,4.235897435897436,18.28205128205128,5.46131890053228,-0.5107410256410256,207,5,43,1,6,62,45,52,0.037000000000000005,0.7759999999999999,0.187,0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,6,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,4,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359035916447268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507243333218668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753384726379133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603768226922274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737391606625519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966518949997354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884595034550393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692366967247845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914176911771049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708582814592023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211396016533694 autism,RovingPariah,2019/07/09,"Can I get some help and tips with my Autism Hey I'm 17 and I believe High-Functioning Autism as far as I'm aware. My mother says I do and I been diagnosed by the school board with it. I haven't been really well helped with my autism apart from medicine which I stopped taking years ago since it didn't do anything and people just get mad at me and think I'm some kind of idiot or crazy. Main issues I have are: \- Not being able to look people directly in the eyes when I talk. \- Being Fixated on things too easily. \- Being oblivious to things or concepts. \- Lack of Communication or Social Skills. There are other issues, but those are the primary one that get me into a lot trouble. I would just like to ask anyone who sees this post if they give me advice or tips on how to deal with these issues since my family hasn't been that helpful. Thank you in advance for any feedback. I want to not have some many problems moving forward in life because of my issues.",3.515625,5.0396030625,4.27491666666667,87.21175000000004,73.0625,7.203333333333332,22.69583333333333,7.793537801064563,0.9336495833333333,756,19,154,10,15,242,122,192,0.106,0.835,0.059000000000000004,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,7,8,2,0,4,0,18,3,1,1,0,31,32,15,0,5,10,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,4,4,20,4,24,24,6,17,0,0,3,0,14,10,0,9,6,105,32,2,0.13025209474800595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728083950665714,0.11546062303242065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857589096329202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107529315985567,0.0,0.1071863757798822,0.0,0.12176812584905505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794004680021498,0.0,0.0,0.14674950712015888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428419033490646,0.0,0.13220313438417108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227900827888478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041540306466285,0.12494967798176185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26191570053980273,0.13761848943750835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437973854412133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563751294768528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200090653259094,0.06363459420643834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937895475999962,0.0,0.0,0.11073567309576804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320551801998167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384373633600483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826219035195622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060080446012755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474550176406235,0.0,0.0,0.12463366374420873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344282719107501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358169367989176,0.0,0.1318220737124409,0.1037940557186047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549175752711686,0.0,0.0,0.132775607562517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889658351205687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793336517730232,0.104691699896789,0.0,0.11991862892313575,0.0,0.0,0.17306740812164687,0.0834602829654489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682606019778221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711227582618487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252735099381652,0.0,0.0,0.08387807853504195 autism,Johns_Lemons,2019/07/09,"""the cure"" Let's face it. The closest thing we'll see to a cure for hundreds of years is prenatal testing and abortion. I, for one, welcome the genocide against our ""people"". Why suffer? Why should we have to live our lives in misery? Curious to see how many agree with me, if it's a lot in the community I might start an advocacy group for it at my school.",2.625,4.273018166666667,4.003888888888889,87.73,75.66666666666666,7.022222222222222,27.277777777777786,7.793537801064563,1.5083444444444445,276,11,59,4,6,91,54,72,0.094,0.799,0.107,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,6,1,1,1,0,8,9,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,1,12,5,1,6,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,3,2,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543843054548361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393371525706734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211495462467353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522138587031105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639057876821265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857307356342713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724658802057275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176864567488383,0.3964751593027061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608077346931342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527181573664304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489526845728669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019980296051148 autism,nyuuwathefu,2019/07/21,"Any good music/playlist recommandation ? Hello all ! I recently bought a noise reducing headset and - oh my god - they're Amazing and I wonder how I've lived without them. It helps tremendously in the subway, which usually gives me a lot of anxiety, or at work (ugh open-spaces). However, they still need music to be really effective. The problem is that having music in my ears for a good part of the day causes me to overload, particulary at night when I'm trying to sleep. Like I will hear a cacophony of the musics I listened during the day in my head and it's awful. Do you have any music recommandations, or even better, playlists ? I am looking for something that will keep my ears occupied while not overloading them. Thanks !",3.557206349206353,6.305358651851853,4.778121693121693,77.98083333333336,77.2962962962963,8.005291005291005,26.67989417989418,8.841846274778883,2.5798783068783075,578,23,98,14,14,190,95,135,0.10300000000000001,0.747,0.15,0.8264,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,3,4,8,0,0,9,1,8,4,4,3,1,16,18,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,15,6,14,14,3,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,4,9,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25517328831698505,0.0,0.14352722323977024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593283597077252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273532313758293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24199612147707744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123919890844502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998023987118558,0.0,0.3147300809871705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255015121810665,0.0,0.21145907270719952,0.0,0.12575636146914548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667634603199058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166065662891944,0.0,0.16567009296775084,0.0,0.15755183072530804,0.0,0.0,0.1595060773904725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911633749491234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606674264790054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317196372416976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952504607480127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019286720828255,0.0,0.18525009770962053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775345201005034,0.0,0.0,0.1444374691482443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983194246929932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273340713819213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738027694193882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663467269178126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085701496686532,0.20346367064921625,0.13658810689885004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MaleficentSoul,2019/07/21,Need Advice finding a Box My grandson has a box that Legos came in. He has no interest in the Lego set. He carries the box around and it is falling apart. I want to find a new box to replace it. Any advice on who I could contact or where I can look?,-0.27055555555555344,1.7089712037037046,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,86.96296296296295,4.340740740740742,21.962962962962962,5.46131890053228,0.004985185185185426,191,7,44,1,6,65,40,54,0.073,0.845,0.083,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442021535706865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935760796166284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788223086205105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184760839051919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232208535211606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090020469490786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383041377798736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064693923895367,0.0,0.2689316701049928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642388106962382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,keeleyevans13,2019/07/21,"No one should feel alone My little sister cullie was diagnosed with autism at only 1. I was 9 at this time. Cullie speaks no words and needs my mothers constant attention. So I understand I need to be patient for time with my mother and for a long time I felt alone but I know that was not the case cause cullie brings me and my sisters even closer. But no one should feel alone over situations like this so I’m putting it out there, that I’m here for anyone who needs it. Even if ur an adult and you’re child’s being diagnosed with something similar. Still here to help explain.",2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,2.93,91.27333333333334,80.3793103448276,5.935632183908046,20.873563218390807,7.1686216300943375,0.5458356321839082,460,13,94,6,12,145,75,116,0.1,0.841,0.059000000000000004,-0.1779,0,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,26,19,9,0,6,4,4,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,4,10,1,12,11,0,14,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,7,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042648130265347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134801652157542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672127111572338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538281775934278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945122681348865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438811922782824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412206297631868,0.0,0.15582827729625148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087826564104063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919287357303278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928894888440613,0.16266183606865542,0.0,0.14362562319983305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610181918271272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995005661665468,0.1234323645784408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315090964843335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182425942106152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249423201783486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960868560864466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28390587760499514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689544131819226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MDD678,2019/07/21,"How is PDD-NOS classified? Hi all, I wanted to make this short but I need a bit of help/advice here. &#x200B; I am a 22-year old male self-diagnosed with PDD-NOS (autistic traits) which I am 99% sure I have. I found this out through self-research about a year ago, and on and off since then, ever since I discovered I had it, and whatever that meant, it often brings me down and I occasionally suffer from bouts of self-pity or even self-loathing. Intellectually and verbally I'm well in the normal range, and socially I'm fine to the point that none of my friends would have suspected a thing besides thinking I'm a bit off, but naturally I have the restricted and repetitive interests, namely IT and technology. &#x200B; Basically at this point I'm not really sure what to do and I would like some advice, as I really can't go on for the rest of my life without truly coming to terms with this; for one reason or another I secretly hate myself for having it, and honestly the idea of being on the spectrum or whatever just doesn't sit well with me. I mean to be fair, ""mild autism"" in my opinion is just a localized dysfunction of the brain that is responsible for executive functioning (which I have slight issues with), but in my own head it's something else, something really negative hence why some people use it as an insult just like ""being gay"" is an insult. &#x200B; This wouldn't be a problem (like AT ALL) if I had thicker skin and a more stable sense of self-esteem, but unfortunately I \_really\_ don't and whenever someone (who is probably a huge c\*nt and rude) brings it up in conversation, or claims that I have it, I just feel a huge blow to my self-esteem half the time, like it's a bad thing, and it just makes it harder to accept. I tell myself ""it's just a given"" to make it easier on myself, and I know a few other people who probably traits of it, but it doesn't help. &#x200B; I mean it's not the end of the world, and before I figured out I had it, my life was fine. When someone says ""I'm a unique person"" or whatever it just makes me feel awful inside, I hate the thought of being ""different"", having people reject me (which I'm sensitive to), or having anyone say that about me. &#x200B; So at this point, I would like to ask some of the guys/girls in their 20s how they are getting along with the whole self-acceptance thing, and hopefully relay your experience. &#x200B; Cheers.",7.393015536723162,6.4010217055084775,7.805000000000002,74.1330790960452,63.9364406779661,11.341242937853108,33.014124293785315,10.595843684498618,3.2619107344632763,1903,63,370,41,24,629,219,472,0.13,0.728,0.141,-0.1407,1,0,2,0,0,0,102.0,0,1,2,0,19,26,5,0,29,1,34,6,3,8,5,91,66,36,0,10,22,0,3,5,1,4,2,3,0,2,39,26,0,1,15,0,0,4,10,9,2,2,8,6,43,17,56,49,14,41,0,2,0,1,20,26,0,13,15,264,82,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912674373237782,0.04949622374301139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36299687361033134,0.4070891587488365,0.0,0.058550072147771824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904260144547102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220015485365633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662164958391068,0.0,0.0,0.04751326296944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191931193002098,0.0,0.0,0.06233267458496774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048098721004169814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667348527271451,0.0,0.05833788943492909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466447355926404,0.0,0.04945510087851236,0.0,0.0,0.036879880628223616,0.05050785736894611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461940208404458,0.0,0.0,0.056465835073558124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122250256800477,0.04313960809719914,0.0,0.02917258228687988,0.0,0.03173351301149308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025516056228143,0.05730497778424441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485286772954895,0.0,0.0,0.055458843227553685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630332939832245,0.0,0.05827942971757798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030686612132326714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788787958128088,0.13639594304602007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490868022049079,0.0,0.0,0.12164595108785248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140250516106445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054708506652219234,0.0,0.0,0.05859164791315038,0.0,0.03783666679576115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613125225233226,0.048754805539405734,0.0,0.0,0.15835233448918393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040368432984296,0.053428567632641415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430827146407888,0.05740984264402724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880781259287658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077519401793932,0.0,0.0,0.09237805898849147,0.0,0.0,0.056918895870527814,0.09462119416631508,0.08597226133961397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525161956843032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880409008015486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128707255381903,0.035778161686802507,0.0,0.044328423569246704,0.03255906441530769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822533013404491,0.0,0.0,0.032934170671985216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040852465724967,0.0,0.05038430152029755,0.06234013264002908,0.0,0.053824975775071685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899523006693255,0.0,0.4070891587488365,0.07191452866382955 autism,JayRyan76,2019/07/21,"I need advice I’m was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome when I wad 7 years old, I have problems with stuff like social situations, loud noise and light. Fortunately on the social side I have improved huge amount, at this point it isn’t fairly obvious I have autism. With loud noises however I haven’t changed. At places with a lot of people and noise my brain freaks out and I start fidgeting or rocking as a coping mechanism. This means that I have never been to any live concert despite being a huge music fan. My dad has convinced to give it a go so I plunged and got tickets to a live concert fir next week. I was stressing for ages thinking whether I should go or not but I guess now I have no choice. Does anyone have any tips or advice to give me or any way to describe the atmosphere so I can prepare mentally? That would be great. Thanks in advanced. Jay.",3.2941617357001967,5.405638218934913,3.9554792899408286,86.77093096646946,75.09467455621302,6.873530571992112,27.24299802761341,7.793537801064563,1.6524553057199216,685,27,133,10,15,217,112,169,0.047,0.815,0.138,0.9325,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,7,0,17,2,1,0,2,26,29,14,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,5,17,4,17,21,2,23,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,10,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890736983452961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017535139330532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034227615234441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511751522816054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647015190327232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501264806918314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294378518062048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837792841502475,0.1681223805269498,0.0,0.11829788283264812,0.16307232275980893,0.16294056528383896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226180924504025,0.0,0.2612161225095693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574858354416776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111836460517048,0.0,0.0,0.14905942865871208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967408059953043,0.11407802781982827,0.0,0.15730495232195674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520763998911974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254281530468327,0.0,0.1545354408628836,0.0,0.13982363811343226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415307844311401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625808281353216,0.0,0.30155313303172365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469211771645227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943147084975765,0.0,0.16932262774348958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361765121037521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477535171546916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740481173651456,0.11864522638784518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507168106978464,0.0,0.0,0.0952497896234947 autism,401zedsdead,2019/07/21,"Son starting to refuse to walk My son is 4 years old and is non-verbal. I’ve noticed in the last few months that when my son is starting to have sensory issues and the “meltdown” is coming, he refuses to walk. He will stop and put his arms up and make you pick him up. Once I pick him up he wraps me like a Kuala bear and will not let go. We were at a friends birthday party yesterday and we didn’t last an hour before we had to leave. It was about 95 degrees out and he started with the not walking. His sounds got louder and the tears started. I took him for a walk around the block before we left but I had to carry him. In the midst of strangers staring at me and feeling like I needed to get away, the heat and weight of my son made it that much more worse. Any parents have similar experiences like this? Does it go away or is this gonna be a thing we do from now on. Thanks",2.426218487394955,3.4282679893048136,3.4385370511841096,94.20049465240645,74.98930481283423,6.4123758594346825,23.51757066462949,6.5431188927421005,0.3781538579067991,682,19,161,5,14,219,114,187,0.064,0.843,0.09300000000000001,0.7551,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,5,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,12,0,17,2,1,4,0,33,33,13,0,1,4,5,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,8,19,1,4,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,8,4,21,5,25,20,3,36,0,0,1,0,24,13,0,1,17,102,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992520932829285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992786804574427,0.0,0.0,0.2742526663414823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483881244877077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257243804552797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772322921145698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276867127629025,0.0,0.0,0.07379751460436604,0.10426785261148837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127618445536989,0.0,0.07625368736895677,0.0,0.1658953161225908,0.0,0.1167308279102644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373292685280736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233555158138812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379400687344123,0.0,0.15454167125877466,0.15857684107061915,0.14924540010883786,0.0,0.2139137392188186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381029334237472,0.09742382671488248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164971751174617,0.0,0.10729121982716988,0.10822126247847808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661668646124636,0.15315165309896908,0.15543369126474493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620619802283147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672167067791667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132211763758671,0.0,0.0,0.1220220733586532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437262459118254,0.0,0.0,0.09696375813054503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215759849186104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772972990715893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873714997743062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939880455574858 autism,fullhearts1,2019/07/21,Thinking about what type of house/location might be best for our son Our son is 4 and has autism with PDA and very high anxiety. We currently live in a small house with a small garden in a village and would like to move. He seems to prefer places that are less busy/less noisy. Do children with autism generally prefer to live in rural locations? Would a larger garden be a big plus as he gets older?,5.3696202531645545,5.920415835443041,5.508708860759494,83.7093924050633,67.86075949367088,8.851645569620256,25.92658227848101,8.841846274778883,1.6557473417721518,317,8,64,5,5,100,55,79,0.044000000000000004,0.865,0.091,0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,12,5,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,8,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,14,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,3,38,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971929073028188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705131121642793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346738873820347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234755379783826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974313117728397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593312235788887,0.0,0.4552302559475247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27345262873765663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396810864177057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693141894195176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346636066187878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516824154821896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268677436083386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662240125663185,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wantingpawer,2019/07/21,"How to get a diagnosis (UK) Hi, I'm from The UK (England to be more specific), and I'm pretty sure I have autism. 7 years ago (I'm 15 now so that was when I was 8) I had a speech therapist, who I discovered after making a SAR to my school, suspected I was autistic, which I also suspected at the time. He wanted to me to get diagnosed but my parents promptly stopped the treatment and for some reason he couldn't. Clearly my parents are against me getting a diagnosis, but I want one to be sure I have autism. My problem is that idk how to get a diagnosis in the UK without my parents finding out. I have 3 questions, really: * Is it worth getting a diagnosis? Would it affect me in any way negatively? *How would I get a diagnosis for autism without my parents knowledge? (I suspect I'll have to wait until my 16th birthday for this) *Why couldn't my speech therapist get me tested for autism? Sorry if this is the wrong sub to post in, but I don't know where else to, and glancing through the rules I'm assuming this is allowed (it said you aren't allowed to get diagnosed here, but I'm asking about how to get a diagnosis).",2.150797147052653,4.152573074889869,4.2724103209565785,83.68447870778269,78.16299559471366,7.319404237465912,28.871197818334387,8.269060116576782,2.1743347598070057,876,41,177,17,21,301,112,227,0.105,0.836,0.059000000000000004,-0.8690000000000001,6,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,14,0,21,2,0,9,3,41,42,16,0,8,7,4,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,4,0,2,9,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,5,4,25,2,29,31,2,16,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,4,8,121,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886138506962186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918758623075533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584174616785162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426208747712508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263938065204201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093165959303023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019330684918785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524411259194517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129196833777499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444470833827505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557314483763762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953472782845302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681141987374572,0.11346239803118995,0.0,0.10671566028700707,0.0,0.0,0.12493504220860452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144663915349246,0.11466766818183664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060871033955286,0.0,0.0,0.11287062591289115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484462422810955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932410270497913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022454046961744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898138934654136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503191478567774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156226808965388,0.08852442990188959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063518905854653,0.0,0.0,0.21501485382362154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584502462541402,0.12193656208072115,0.0,0.07181931643157975 autism,weknowthedevil,2019/07/21,"Tips on a new adult getting a diagnosis I’ve known firsthand that I’m autistic for over five years now, but every time I talk to my parents about getting a formal diagnosis they always guilt me into giving up. They tell me im “not autistic just because im ~awkward~” even though I explain in Detail why I believe I’m autistic and how my behavior since early early childhood validates this belief. I’m sick of them treating me like I’m just faking this when it affects my life and interactions every day. I’m 18 this year and I am planning on going to get a formal diagnosis or at least get tested whether they want me to or not, does anyone have any tips for what to look for in a diagnostic expert or location? I appreciate any and all advice and I love you all ❤️",3.1284416873449103,4.933610012903227,5.123225806451618,79.56791563275436,74.6774193548387,7.091811414392061,28.052109181141443,7.882392219407189,1.9289900744416868,612,25,114,9,13,211,97,155,0.069,0.802,0.129,0.8573,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,4,1,8,6,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,2,2,23,17,13,0,1,9,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,18,3,17,17,3,19,1,0,1,1,13,8,0,3,11,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754921911723494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943234845141773,0.0,0.0,0.2442532159662288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557273208000175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947572442023756,0.0,0.0,0.20233518774545792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581998122135714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715945355207964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186167723925472,0.0,0.30262278180735663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753111446437303,0.17227803383675802,0.10206450850655903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879736516506148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268489486699406,0.08773806344251107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080944243748212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208599070651114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734480753253189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941221664606332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485577910021422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434675229718755,0.15696861123874895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644517898492793,0.0,0.10471972976260843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592618414134873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205104582190372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129872258064454 autism,BonnaroovianCode,2019/07/21,"Struggling to interact with a life-long friend I just returned from a month-long trip across Europe with some childhood friends. One of them is the next door neighbor I grew up with as a child, and who I would probably consider my best friend if not for just history alone. I am completely beat down and exhausted from our interactions. We verbally sparred multiple times throughout the trip, and I told him I don’t know if we can be friends anymore...that our fights on the trip permanently strained our relationship. So, for some context. I do not know for sure, but I suspect my friend has ASD. I am wondering, if he does likely have ASD, how I can better interact with him and be more sensitive and less inflammatory towards him. Interestingly enough, a couple years ago he bluntly told me he thinks I am on the spectrum, which seemed kind of an inappropriate thing to tell your friend in the context of a casual conversation. I am not writing off the possibility that perhaps I am on the spectrum either, and would greatly appreciate insight from this community. So, for the meat and potatoes. My friend is a scientist and loves to debate. But the way he conducts himself in these “debates” I feel is mean-spirited and judgmental. I’ll just be having casual dinner conversation, not trying to get into a debate, and if he hears something he doesn’t know if he agrees with, he’ll interrupt and ask me what my source is. I’ll inform him that I didn’t bring my spreadsheet of sources to the dinner table, and he’ll start accusing me of being dishonest and wrong...all because it doesn’t seem plausible to him personally. In return, I’ll get upset because he’s assuming I just pull things out of my ass and lie for fun. It turns into a huge ordeal, and always results in angry words said and feelings hurt. In the aftermath, he will always say that he never accused me of lying and try to whitewash his intentions, but I simply don’t believe him. In fact, after one of our arguments he said (with a straight face) “I’m not calling you a liar, I’m just saying what you said was a lie.” In addition, he’s very particular about what he likes and doesn’t like, and he’s not great at being flexible or masking when he’s not happy...whenever he’s in a bad mood (and many times we don’t even know why) there’s a dark cloud that hangs over the group and we all just wonder why he’s in a bad mood or what went wrong. I’m just exhausted. He’s my best friend but I don’t know how to cope with his negative moods and outbursts. He’s one of the smartest people I know, and he can be a great friend at times, but he’s become a lot for me to handle and I’m thinking I could improve how I approach interactions with him.",5.615115562403696,6.079159468926555,6.3298989898989895,78.3400154083205,67.30508474576271,9.675535011128233,31.910118130457114,9.650220023710373,2.8538180790960443,2142,84,419,43,33,704,246,531,0.136,0.6990000000000001,0.165,0.9447,0,1,1,0,1,0,62.0,8,3,1,4,16,39,2,3,30,0,35,7,2,5,4,102,69,43,0,8,27,0,2,3,10,5,2,6,2,2,16,40,2,0,18,2,0,9,17,11,0,3,8,8,55,25,61,49,10,49,0,1,0,2,81,25,1,15,17,270,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825218176965618,0.0,0.0,0.07974448735405107,0.0,0.0,0.1281334424487296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198073283275469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857664933485244,0.0938719198346401,0.08503587505257112,0.0,0.08674796455723359,0.16160480379067468,0.06809657871741594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862137888411301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072869139751747,0.0,0.0,0.06147492678773464,0.08519445153969757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737959352735495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955730280795058,0.0,0.05085503753478054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786283776366007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353812746904247,0.0,0.08045431503107384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25466461324393314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677992698596408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824256576302466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017933686266393,0.25388945710585303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054384450999128635,0.11284885989390325,0.0,0.0,0.1362778214593463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545912441850722,0.06949176726848473,0.0,0.0,0.07806171425293433,0.0,0.0838710606318032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145735865716384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938395173933081,0.0,0.08188596766239989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652315658122287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337923272030837,0.06722981266403384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680126018599132,0.0,0.0,0.08301455673956397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266473576917846,0.0,0.0,0.21972207629709334,0.12246039211244678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401882733189334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927517257241487,0.0,0.0,0.054498064042456565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804927875690513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256768423014798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729777294825894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230525253795923,0.09867167271226757,0.0,0.0,0.13469071060419785,0.0,0.0,0.14714568233528832,0.0,0.10455026583588133,0.08374938274857836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352964587273101,0.0,0.0611157276065267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137593104011868,0.1389535704200488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699744548377635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939129571337014,0.16836576573632614,0.0,0.049582807647380114 autism,VitalityVixen,2019/07/21,"(Sensory issues) Suncream that doesnt leave that icky feeling I'm 20 and am high functioning (aspergers syndrome). I'm also ginger and very pale (I like being pale) i hate being burnt and get very anxious about tanning. I always where suncream but I really start to get distressed with the feeling on my skin. It's like moisturised by dry at the same time? I've tried non sticky and non greasy but I still feel it! Any suggestions?",2.3715853658536616,5.1859776219512215,3.0055609756097565,88.11931707317076,83.75609756097559,5.719024390243902,24.05365853658537,7.1686216300943375,1.2596985365853648,343,13,62,5,10,107,59,82,0.09300000000000001,0.784,0.124,-0.1894,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,13,7,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,6,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514712236726567,0.20304878339264948,0.0,0.0,0.16594572345160213,0.0,0.0,0.27567938158715377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37015990932429305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498652769412833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409246829408944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578263627005262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546992459142462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838779407253165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384370884062078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563289984947313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272252098437574,0.0,0.19487909767686834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229324470810684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567731168112595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026932253532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gaininginsightshere,2019/07/21,"any tips for autists working in companies? Hey, I have a mild version of autism, function quite okay, but not ideal. I started a new job as a data analyst. I'm very good on the content level, but bad at organizing myself and communication. Do you (maybe also autists who have learnt how to fit in in companies, of maybe neurotypical people) have any tips for me? E.g. on areas i might have to focus on",4.193679653679657,5.87126787012987,5.659155844155843,77.34682900432901,71.59740259740259,8.25021645021645,29.71645021645022,8.841846274778883,2.505148917748918,314,13,58,6,6,106,56,77,0.10099999999999999,0.784,0.115,-0.1625,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,14,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,2,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152111030132015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597390855518617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084703219802126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218506338902946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26247612674919146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314529990536109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805934387913357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545641952525083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833714782314232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132904726140984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872149533617032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824077420223773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255965621297208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,leeloodeathbanana,2019/07/21,"Functioning labels - what are the alternatives? Hi folx, I'm a researcher doing my PhD on support for autistic workers. I have autistic family members and am getting tested for autism myself. I know many of you may already know about this topic (I'm relying on that), but I'll write this so that those that don't can still know what I'm talking about and offer opinions. Definition of functioning labels: Words that classify autistic people based on daily functioning abilities, e.g. ""high-functioning"", ""moderate/medium-functioning"", ""low-functioning"". **One challenge I'm facing is that I've learned about how functioning labels negatively affect people, but I'm not super sure how to refer differently to autistic people.** Functioning labels can be harmful, because they carry an implied assumption about the abilities of someone, that people tend to connect with competence or value. For example, a ""low-functioning"" autistic person may not be verbal all the time, may experience lots of anxiety, be very routine-dependent in order to minimise or manage anxiety, may experience sensory stuff very intensely, and more. As a result, leaving the house every day may not be possible, making employment a challenge at least, if not impossible for most jobs. It can be connected with a shortage of ""spoons"". Does that mean that this person isn't a person? No. Does that mean they have no interests or passions or personality? No. Does that mean they have no talents or skills? No. Does that mean that this person experiences this every single day? No. Does that mean that they are stupid, or even intellectually impaired? No. Does that mean that their mental age is that of a child? No. Does that mean that they will never achieve anything? No. Does that mean it will always be that way for them? Yet again, no. Does this mean that they have no value or worth? Hell effing no. And yet many people assume many of these things. I know that early in my career, when I knew and understood less, I was guilty of one or more of these. And that's partly because we assume that ""normal"", daily functioning requires intelligence, competence, and an adult mind. So to say someone is low-functioning is to imply that someone probably isn't competent, or smart, or as valuable than another person somehow. Sure, some autistic people have intellectual impairments and other conditions that mean that they may not ever be able to leave home, may need residential care, and care workers, etc. But not all ""low-functioning"" autistic people have that experience, or those needs, and just because there are things in daily life they may not always manage, doesn't mean they have less competence, skill, value, personhood etc. **So how am I supposed to refer to the people that medically, would be referred to as ""low-functioning""? How am I supposed to talk about these people separate from those who are ""high-functioning""?** Some alternatives I've seen: * Severity - severe autism, mild autism (I don't like this as it sounds like disease terminology) * Don't refer to people based on functional level or severity at all, just don't make comparisons within the autistic community (this is not useful as I need to be able to make a distinction between the people who can and do work on a full-time or part-time basis, and not in sheltered employment, or lower-skilled jobs, I want to be able to talk about people pursuing careers, people pursuing financial independence, etc, and many of these things may not be possible/happen often for someone who is ""low-functioning"") * Support needs - high-support needs, low-support needs (still has that high/low thing going, but at least it focuses on needs, and is therefore more descriptive and useful and true to what the original purpose of medical language is. Medical language is designed to show what type of help or treatment any given condition, illness, disorder, etc, benefits from. This language is consistent with that) **Any other ideas? Any thoughts? Anything I got wrong here?** **Tl;dr I'm looking for other alternatives to saying ""high-functioning autistic person"" or ""low-functioning autistic person"".**",5.710231752629259,8.668452168776376,5.92502802443479,71.4841337615719,70.91279887482419,8.970514516027459,31.568339735919558,9.525670303044516,3.6774458131284495,3296,149,484,84,67,1047,279,711,0.09699999999999999,0.779,0.124,0.9590000000000001,6,0,0,0,0,0,172.0,1,1,11,14,27,22,2,0,19,0,62,7,1,14,9,132,110,50,0,11,33,0,0,2,0,12,5,3,1,10,67,20,0,1,26,1,1,1,31,4,0,2,7,5,27,18,70,80,20,32,1,0,2,1,35,15,1,35,16,349,94,20,0.12184899632501248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044821132470629466,0.0,0.06759208404132658,0.0,0.0,0.08286149588113326,0.04258976561882702,0.06214276578217686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684756117876417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742780171982327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828221150421706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238834820911608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243542230759195,0.04654983543014575,0.0,0.3198926334297436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119178697324312,0.026826704295805675,0.036739797720888416,0.06844202313862792,0.0,0.0,0.15892226586015964,0.03828946315075251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021220357149319774,0.0,0.023083197540908942,0.0,0.03248459115958795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035916888345906166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02722427125668257,0.2145669243191632,0.040741492757960206,0.0,0.0,0.046865793999886385,0.0,0.04585089511337715,0.0,0.0,0.08061088482933641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928669567157038,0.0,0.0,0.08601366233468301,0.0,0.0,0.028688516535762168,0.039686176515906765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03410748948636758,0.0,0.0,0.034530553104727434,0.0,0.0,0.08133515121990871,0.1647143430898019,0.0,0.4866740202692392,0.0,0.12275004463287835,0.0409317097019397,0.0,0.04101091701465751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081546927459774,0.03132581923939971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397953818023216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504535559109289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796705928131927,0.0,0.3660572579400718,0.2837169164163089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045788811736110116,0.0,0.0,0.043791275630788405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459947502550202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765468290937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765634556165932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487251057594676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649598289172726,0.0,0.1843637294049192,0.07656082467512358,0.0,0.0,0.0979376076880978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793474514168007,0.0,0.0,0.032244830805697844,0.023683709880262152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015894026964717,0.0,0.0670254553515732,0.023956565010375932,0.032239353892954986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029569173513050412,0.0,0.0,0.028852676990264656,0.044407583101834056,0.0,0.0 autism,plaguedoctorcirce,2019/07/21,"Does this happen? Hi! I wanted to ask a question here because my brother has autism and I want to better understand why he does certain things. My question is, is it common for a child with autism to play/watch things in a different language? My brother is currently playing Pokemon Let's Go and he's been playing it in Spanish. He also really enjoys watching shows like SpongeBob in Spanish as well. We are an English speaking family and so that's why I'm curious. Is there also a possible explanation as to why this may be? I'm so sorry if I've phrased anything in a way where it might sound offensive, I speak with the purest of intentions. As a side note, I have asked him why he does it and he didn't really give me a response. He's 10 so I don't really expect a in-depth answer.",2.2656603773584902,4.372644245283023,4.277333333333335,83.27600000000005,78.24528301886792,7.258867924528303,27.581132075471697,8.238735603445708,2.112791698113208,621,27,119,12,15,212,97,159,0.032,0.8270000000000001,0.142,0.9258,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,10,0,14,0,0,1,1,19,24,13,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,4,11,7,15,18,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,6,0,5,3,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366132346413792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507708839788593,0.0,0.2614645990298825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524567239665788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367785064806905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461039044052275,0.0,0.0,0.3671269597662996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318294896031748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414806717528133,0.07947476668049026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366078469507008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299672382578016,0.0,0.0683191662128419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483490224356865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764952506492966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31330746876731297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687568507929472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565403609533557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858080682204184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557923643806914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496349011365374,0.11099914229956644,0.0,0.0,0.125733700945386,0.0,0.5047383951767167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,babar00700,2019/07/21,"need suggestion about my son. My son, 4 year old, cannot speak properly. He cannot pronounce most of the words, he cannot understand few sentences while he understand few sentences. like when i say him to bring ball or some toy, he happily run and bring that but when i say him to bring some other thing like wiper, towel or some plates, he even dont understand the sentence. he cannot tell his name, father name etc. but when he is hungry, he ask for lunch or dinner but cannot say the name of dish. he is not social, he also beats his own sister. DO u think its autism? or recommend me a doctor to consult. Whether to consult a psychiatric, ENT, neurologist etc",2.688562340966918,4.783893015267179,3.530095419847332,89.19733142493642,76.86259541984735,7.114758269720102,23.13040712468193,8.07648339933343,1.1928620865139952,519,16,107,9,12,165,77,131,0.027999999999999997,0.889,0.084,0.843,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,9,4,0,0,0,23,18,14,0,1,9,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,3,0,4,2,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,8,18,9,10,0,0,0,0,31,0,0,8,8,60,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488123039134698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936908100386652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543471982574386,0.0,0.0,0.21232937315499334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40410389523413703,0.1196607846671362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770205900049511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433493195655058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010697553241648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322199133408956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467954956020247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835017940615875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203610044126827,0.11608613771146772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658116987212268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666725572717225 autism,Federal_Staff,2019/07/21,"Project on helping ASD children with aggression (Survey) Dear parents of children with ASD, &#x200B; We are a group of JC1 students from Temasek Junior College who are currently working on Aggressive Behavior Problems (ABP) in ASD children for our GCE A-Level Project Work. The aim of this survey is to gain insights on the challenges that your child/ward faces in his/her everyday life, especially in school settings. &#x200B; We would greatly appreciate if you could spare us a couple of minutes to do this survey. Survey will take approximately 5-10 minutes to complete. Your responses will be anonymous. &#x200B; Please feel free to reply us should any clarifications be needed. Thank you very much! &#x200B; [https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdnz3k9VHQWjuWuFsOndM7N3w7TxRHqrrC8FWkgIdXme4H2Fw/viewform](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdnz3k9VHQWjuWuFsOndM7N3w7TxRHqrrC8FWkgIdXme4H2Fw/viewform)",15.293388429752063,20.045888462809913,9.023214876033062,51.92209504132234,48.66942148760332,8.476363636363638,41.02561983471074,9.120678840339163,4.496880330578512,788,35,80,11,10,204,87,121,0.049,0.792,0.159,0.9244,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,5,4,0,4,0,8,2,0,4,0,11,2,1,0,0,13,15,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,18,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,1,2,48,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624050555059994,0.5185721936801518,0.07255454904036962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186504153682184,0.0,0.0,0.08518526832945157,0.1180532063039002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394692661198335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762884234145322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151372430500777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536005804947135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843125331735863,0.07911112638524065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184693793665017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711631034523108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209029985323724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797849175162333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021947133887374,0.0,0.0,0.09822810641174692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667584763127965,0.0,0.0,0.08803247459293237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534680084559968,0.0,0.0,0.0757912808129528,0.0,0.5185721936801518,0.0 autism,babble_tongue,2019/07/21,"Best Noise Cancellation Headphones? Noise cancellation under $500? Or shoot, over $500? I really wanna block out the noise.",3.6235714285714273,6.5628140952380924,4.438452380952381,72.59196428571431,98.5238095238095,7.814285714285713,19.535714285714285,8.07648339933343,2.2842285714285717,100,3,15,3,4,32,16,21,0.242,0.5920000000000001,0.166,-0.2307,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8535342569154223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210367283328863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,risaxis,2019/03/08,"I am an autistic artist and decided to make a song about my experiences with autism I decided to make a label I've always been given throughout my life, a badge of pride. &#x200B; sc: [https://soundcloud.com/juckfaden/autism](https://soundcloud.com/juckfaden/autism) spotify: [https://open.spotify.com/track/3vNk0KSdUE08DPiOFPOYdw](https://open.spotify.com/track/3vNk0KSdUE08DPiOFPOYdw) youtube: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkU20IfyppA&t=0s&list=PLnjPWRb02Us6XZgal1T06oPc2464jIyvV&index=20](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkU20IfyppA&t=0s&list=PLnjPWRb02Us6XZgal1T06oPc2464jIyvV&index=20) &#x200B; WARNING PROFANITY (appropriately tagged NSFW)",52.35170212765957,60.37905151063831,26.46436170212766,-52.817499999999974,-29.936170212765962,17.059574468085106,55.41489361702129,15.247664890283005,8.881221276595744,619,15,29,9,2,131,38,47,0.078,0.8690000000000001,0.053,-0.2716,0,0,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728495552094437,0.9092702675420096,0.2549292398908908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261203736824066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409376187468515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004273147682805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549292398908908,0.0 autism,DangerDolphin101,2019/03/08,"Antivaxxer logic Autism is permanent, measles is not, therefore measles is better than autism By that logic, Peanut allergy is permanent, cancer is not, therefore cancer is better than peanut allergy. 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The test is here: https://www.autismresearchcentre.com/arc_tests 1. I prefer to do things with others rather than on my own. What does the ""prefer"" mean? Here I have two options -- to do things with people or without. If I want to get a pleasure I would choose one option, if I want to achieve a success I'll choose another. Which one I ""prefer""? I don't get it, I'd choose on situation, level of risk, mood, etc.",2.7713111888111897,5.380694557692312,3.5280419580419604,86.60786713286717,79.38461538461539,5.7048951048951055,20.993006993007,6.980632752743323,0.4600307692307699,430,12,85,5,11,136,65,104,0.07400000000000001,0.8,0.126,0.8082,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,24,16,4,0,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,13,2,14,15,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,0,59,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706729544975266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704328154559975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978463874793346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214183660866496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236237631495358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490554483514913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153838636198458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627020573114314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063988117201973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673719307677578,0.0,0.0,0.2481707792296161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25412629006811577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003984377937644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208498275421171,0.23535993684261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26669872410687456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793553733699875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060257672664166,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mprokopa,2019/03/08,"Hello people of autism! Ive started bingeing on the Good Doctor and was wondering how accurate their representation of high functioning autism? The mannerisms, language, social blocks, etc. How accurate are those? ",7.672272727272728,11.79388706060606,6.9365909090909135,60.02488636363637,72.33333333333334,10.572727272727274,35.52272727272727,10.125756701596842,5.578036363636364,175,9,20,6,4,54,28,33,0.054000000000000006,0.846,0.1,0.3923,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786211714322624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125502773635595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102650981726154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908329207172663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564507871709042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770792625015142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618260081820373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011543831497509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dyfghg1,2019/03/08,"Shouldnt we have a movement alike LGBT/black movement/femminism to fight for better conditions? The suicide rate for young people with autism is 9times higher,people with autism suffer with alot of hate,hate,fear trought his life,and alot of people with autism also are good workers and pay taxes. &#x200B; ps:that's a crazy idea i had,i always saw a parallel with my life and a life of a black man,fighting against preconception,needing to put more effort than everyone,etc we are always outsiders from society.Maybe a stupid idea,idk,what you guys think? &#x200B; &#x200B; [https://medicalxpress.com/news/2018-08-suicide-common-autistic-people.html](https://medicalxpress.com/news/2018-08-suicide-common-autistic-people.html)",13.912654986522913,16.914251801886792,8.460997304582209,61.37254716981133,49.849056603773576,8.698652291105121,33.06738544474393,8.841846274778883,2.8533008086253364,625,19,78,7,7,163,74,106,0.184,0.758,0.059000000000000004,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,3,3,57.0,2,1,0,3,1,5,2,0,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,7,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,2,15,5,3,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,39,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732432803591312,0.20253013380343984,0.39558928250366704,0.4436404826928245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076347355977203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572889998974752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694757570590058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207711105977273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050322571117543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030928655314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747714633755656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578832643652901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226511562340407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902398257462772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25311666350089995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223432225050131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331212537064311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798115267612911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436404826928245,0.0 autism,Saeclum,2019/03/08,"Books on ASD Hello, I was diagnosed with ASD a couple months ago, but i still dont quite feel like i understand it and myself. Are there any books i could read to learn more? The more i learn, the more i understand issues i have and it helps me to learn to deal with them more positively.",2.43186440677966,4.114959983050852,3.4120000000000026,91.61732203389832,76.28813559322035,7.431864406779661,18.57966101694916,8.238735603445708,0.4625362711864405,225,4,51,4,5,72,39,59,0.051,0.805,0.14400000000000002,0.7554,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,6,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,35,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587298292106452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560747114423338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443738612356426,0.26945923053810744,0.0,0.0,0.25106679632757994,0.0,0.24717591349746795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854131405401937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313513363914905,0.1739765361260978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323176411266274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541800845533889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189755373523151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438182035771867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590221299134421,0.24359402012204406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448186957676386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070427185425255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UNUCU,2019/03/08,"Unwanted autistic child, soon to be adult Looking for advice. I’m a caregiver to an autistic teen, soon to be 18. He’s pretty independent in terms of self care, but would not be able to live alone or in a group home with higher functioning people on the spectrum. He does not have a proper sense of safety— with people or objects. The parents are done caring for him. They are wealthy, but not interested in funding $50,000-$100,000 annually for a residential facility. Anyone aware of his options? He isn’t eligible for any government funded services due to his parents income. What happens with adults with autism whose parents are alive but unwilling to care for them?",6.350982552800738,8.287740388429754,6.426887052341603,72.93103764921949,66.60330578512396,9.014141414141417,34.105601469237826,9.444778638647367,3.460597061524336,541,25,87,11,9,172,83,121,0.052000000000000005,0.7959999999999999,0.152,0.9322,4,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,16,5,0,2,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,22,11,1,9,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,3,5,56,7,2,0.17132817123081726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674199060490163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744431552215398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650903153028501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979664090298645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240414669816033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993043720425994,0.17532820303965302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150493599943712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185612498973188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128591407441708,0.0,0.1438725137313457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707189764891987,0.0,0.0,0.23755476340576684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430234373112566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873264787948373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170661719699688,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,arfema720,2019/03/08,"Help me Help you Hello guys, can you help me filling in this survey. We are trying to identify the best way families can communicate with our therapist. https://marcel250.typeform.com/to/UfjI3C",8.506034482758622,12.964256068965526,7.175431034482759,56.531422413793145,74.51724137931033,9.796551724137933,27.9396551724138,9.516144504307137,4.101682758620689,162,6,20,5,4,49,24,29,0.0,0.67,0.33,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34132818589009944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30661529574754043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32204710462083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540215476524593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776385232314733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082235017167387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581670834526637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,olivek,2019/03/08,"Do you work with transition-age students (13-21 years old) with autism? I want to hear your voice and perspective on using mobile devices (i.e. tablets, smartphones) with your students. I am a doctoral student at Boston University in the Post Professional Occupational Therapy Program, and conducting a survey on how school-based professionals use these devices in practice. Your input on this survey will help contribute to the development of guidelines and resources for school-based teams. The survey is expected to take about 15 minutes. Please pass on the information to your fellow school-based colleagues who work with this population Upon completion of the survey, you will have the opportunity to enter into a drawing for a $25 Amazon gift card. Please click on the link to read the consent form and complete the survey: https://bostonu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_29NwLTTGQCIcZxz Thank you for your time and consideration. Kaitlin Olivieri, MS OTR/L ",11.389607843137254,12.818782732026149,9.31843137254902,58.532941176470615,55.01307189542485,11.505882352941176,40.52941176470589,11.20814326018867,5.030145098039217,790,36,106,18,9,237,101,153,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,8,0,4,2,2,0,0,13,0,6,1,0,3,0,18,12,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,26,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,0,3,66,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642157506866936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777635605343498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957582595764788,0.0,0.11641896531892015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822556498710257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813130921334657,0.0,0.0,0.16634446366098635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373434597515713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527342593687626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059126681573874,0.0,0.0,0.15990797046059568,0.1986266145382058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127848687581698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000201973104915,0.0,0.0,0.10244529540598134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289290965905736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184895478808547 autism,stetja,2019/03/08,"Self Acceptance I'm 25 and I was diagnosed with high functioning autism in May of 2015. I was already diagnosed with epilepsy the August before so this was a little hard to take on. For some reason, however, epilepsy was a lot easier to accept than autism. Unlike epilepsy, I was very ashamed when I found out I have autism. Even though autism, mental illness in general, runs in my family, it was unacceptable for me to have autism. So I forced myself to forget. Fast forward to the present. I applied for disability employment services because of my epilepsy. My mom used the letter that the doctor who diagnosed me wrote for something back in 2016 that helped me get approved for services. Of course memory comes back. I was okay, though, because my girlfriend of one year has autism and anxiety, so loving someone romantically with autism makes you think differently about it. She made me realize that there is nothing wrong with being autistic. I have been able to embrace my disorder and just seize the day. Now I just have to tell my friends...",5.384662698412701,7.796013507936512,5.374546957671964,77.56912202380954,70.005291005291,8.53452380952381,31.389219576719576,9.188382445141503,3.077087037037037,839,37,139,18,16,262,115,189,0.09699999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.127,0.8029,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,14,7,0,1,7,1,16,6,0,4,0,27,27,9,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,11,1,23,5,28,14,2,20,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,3,10,100,30,4,0.14622364369401772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613614268975888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118606871942106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248739123076621,0.0,0.17827315199416166,0.0,0.12442555090335987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595872151614032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430215340241707,0.0,0.0,0.4452417610977267,0.0,0.15277258554414755,0.16758496389573185,0.14966609534713401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657933759187068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378466377036926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032667793424213,0.11297202439456687,0.0,0.07639581867179451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309876634991904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801062610597663,0.15449330779785578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465545053109363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431411286167203,0.1319725473860602,0.13836034720307375,0.09760541761095844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735904067553146,0.0,0.0,0.17125536422963253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403055297978887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908492526470936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503422592309173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254315056458734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238948187882822,0.11257010475653274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994198230091196,0.0,0.12780590965655672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936942066271723,0.28732797502276497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262902796906281,0.0,0.12064981982636855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987259980726146,0.0,0.09416323240847208 autism,SantoIsBack,2019/08/29,"I'd like you to follow my autistic cousin IG Hello, I've been following my cousin IG for 6 months now and he keeps uploading and deleting the same 40 pics over and over. I talked with him and told him internet notoriety it's nothing, but he has zero friends and doesn't plan to try make new friends. Every time he tries, he pushes them away in fear they are gonna ridicule him or something. He suffers from mild autism and I would like you kind strangers to follow him on IG. You're gonna see this is not a bait, he is truly a you autistic guy that will be very happy to have several followers. He has just 14 now. Feel free not to follow him but he will appreciate if you do, he posts daily trips around my southern Italy city, Bari. He doesn't speak English, but he would love to show people from abroad our city. His IG is "" andreanapoletano97 "" Thanks a lot ❤️",2.705047619047619,4.510564457142864,3.3222857142857163,92.02304761904765,75.85714285714286,6.495238095238094,23.095238095238088,7.3011,0.6770380952380952,680,20,148,8,15,213,115,175,0.061,0.718,0.221,0.9877,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,2,1,5,12,1,1,4,0,16,1,0,1,0,23,30,11,0,3,8,2,1,2,2,6,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,1,1,1,7,4,3,0,1,2,3,18,10,16,21,2,19,0,1,1,1,34,6,0,3,7,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163140524620196,0.0,0.0,0.1811403943768787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244092342251862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695174250842095,0.0974846376357464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979110506468292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090067612491984,0.0,0.20523742640041684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713680301542857,0.0,0.2007698107191057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838306831741053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391026084255195,0.17400803632147024,0.0,0.12869439432078358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388980188286666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862058457954367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499521460137355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366209885152872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846475228935409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363532158268015,0.0,0.0,0.21780725524864347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842558748135132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496400896296764,0.0,0.17750281546284805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242226709834044,0.0,0.0,0.1842270836012996,0.0,0.2617948452037705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907882848628796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739168293735044,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Thatwierdhullcityfan,2019/08/29,"Am I the only autistic person repeating themselves in conversations? I’ve only just noticed that whenever I have a conversation I always repeat myself like I’ll say for example: “I went to point A, then I went to point B, then I went to point C, oh and I forgot, I went to point A.” Like, what I want to know is, does this happen to anyone else and how do I stop it?",1.4751503759398474,3.2913936578947407,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,79.52631578947368,6.974436090225563,21.383458646616546,7.957251820313856,1.0400511278195488,282,8,59,5,7,100,49,76,0.032,0.8690000000000001,0.098,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,11,2,8,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183918656171745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078864130374204,0.16234593918834747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386565541632135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236072108305647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011265995163308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707739593386582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481674529824704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180391029928663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410095885664984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834832881930034,0.0,0.0,0.5991281091531008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600206607727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246736970414796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934551460744952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875215405801522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mrsbuttstuff,2019/08/29,"Redditors with ASD, what are the best supports for you? I have limited experience with patients with autism, mostly in a healthcare setting so when they come to me they are usually adult or near adult and very low functioning. But my daughter’s doctor thinks that she may be autistic. She’s a teen already, but it was suspected when she was little. I want her to be safe when she comes home from the hospital, (there due to suicide attempt) so what can you tell me about your own experiences?",4.388695652173912,6.679667217391309,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,72.47826086956522,8.078260869565218,29.97826086956522,8.841846274778883,2.5679086956521737,392,17,72,8,8,122,69,92,0.122,0.785,0.09300000000000001,-0.5988,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,3,2,3,7,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,0,16,14,9,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,3,11,9,3,12,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,3,5,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25957445188716666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468520475029682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052476075178901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24076072833987344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601864988613281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359478680875011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575526145926515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729580576410194,0.2669282957069141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055952874542731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507214134000361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590649245980366,0.1940836261418992,0.1387406316817741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mybootyisover9000,2019/08/29,"A question about chatting with someone with autism (online) I have been internet chatting with someone with autism. The problem is that they keep sending me a bunch of messages. I don't want to be mean to this person, but they are sending a large volume of messages in a short time span. I just want to tell them they are sending too many messages in a respectful manner.",5.4865714285714295,6.949188800000003,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.14285714285714,6.742857142857144,34.0,6.742157984588678,2.183514285714286,296,14,52,2,5,90,46,70,0.066,0.873,0.061,0.4031,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,12,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,1,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643620113729942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015388517107037,0.0,0.3239793483490158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596970961430872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845923332432727,0.0,0.0,0.33318029491049783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040087656328035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599596149240708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342894486487154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508539678404649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hal_Dahl,2019/08/29,"Masking tips to hide my autism from potential employers? (READ THE POST, I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ADVICE ON SUING MY PAST EMPLOYER) -I AM NOT LOOKING FOR LEGAL ADVICE- -I AM NOT LOOKING FOR LEGAL ADVICE- -I AM NOT LOOKING FOR LEGAL ADVICE- I'm trying to apply for a job. My last job fired me and banned me from the establishment because of my disability (I AM NOT LOOKING TO SUE MY PAST EMPLOYER OVER THIS OR PURSUE ANY LEGAL ACTION WHATSOEVER). I need tips on masking. I cannot let my new employer know I'm autistic. What are the best masking tricks you know? NOT ASKING FOR LEGAL ADVICE ABOUT BEING FIRED FROM MY LAST JOB.",1.2143333333333324,3.8684931000000002,3.3333333333333366,83.03833333333334,93.0,5.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,6.937597516519254,1.483166666666667,492,21,85,8,18,166,61,120,0.204,0.765,0.032,-0.9564,7,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,20,2,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,7,17,1,17,18,1,10,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,1,5,58,19,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032857536195531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396640584621239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543131842062615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526847145585773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957811646629694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675860289090643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571592292120346,0.20129522428788665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626030768435678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184343960039176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155424481128134,0.0,0.11925174805496752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573939250870365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825375183582992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235071957439898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383059293591298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,riley9mm,2019/08/29,"Please help.... Hey all, I have a 2 year old son who had his ears plugged for an undisclosed amount of time he would get back to back ear infections until he got those little tubes out in. Fast forward to now he still doesn’t talk but try’s really hard in reciting the ABCs and his numbers. He also makes good eye contact and laughs and plays when I chase him around the house and looks back at me to see if I’m still chasing him. He does do some things that raise red flags but then he does a lot of stuff that autistic kids wouldn’t do. Me and my wife are scared for him and are extremely stressed out because of all this. All the stuff I research shows me he is then the next thing tells me he isn’t.... I need help",3.654,4.178154400000004,3.4760000000000018,96.85800000000002,71.66666666666666,6.8000000000000025,23.666666666666664,6.2581,0.2010666666666672,560,13,135,3,10,168,99,150,0.061,0.8370000000000001,0.102,0.7522,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,7,0,11,4,3,1,3,21,18,14,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,9,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,7,14,3,15,14,6,23,0,0,4,0,23,8,0,3,16,80,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286347161693119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431939743263581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710599022400323,0.0,0.09805497618960894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815284677517493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840394652481807,0.0,0.0,0.1349165257397094,0.12864946855736872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409339916720892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563380692264728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560367473872136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121775340814526,0.0,0.0,0.13507666987990158,0.0,0.0,0.13675213839359066,0.0,0.0,0.1073711525573161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192710456501394,0.0,0.0,0.17106982841181373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878899201341435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656915576628665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304705550593207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610427029839688,0.0,0.1281796432463744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569160858013303,0.0,0.184257470715266,0.0,0.36827820671572187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928818178189308,0.14059330065219686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137282186057889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093795137349707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920916334952396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426591589284613,0.0,0.0,0.10358456568997806 autism,68gecko,2019/08/29,"Biting. I bite objects a lot as stim and lately it has gotten much worse. It is at the point that if I do not bite a pen or something at all times, I will get overstimulated and have to ""wring"" my hands or hit on my thighs or a nearby surface. Has anyone experienced this? What can I do? I'm so frustrated, I don't want to ruin my teeth, but I need to bite.",1.6245887445887457,2.664076415584418,3.9734415584415568,89.4325432900433,77.05194805194805,6.691774891774893,20.62554112554113,7.1686216300943375,0.2748891774891775,272,6,65,3,6,95,55,77,0.09,0.8809999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,9,3,3,0,1,12,15,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,7,12,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631545883476479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196628774685102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245422865608988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319961643359949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666256960151714,0.2790607899793302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557749898282297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897347282780375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194543108291968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219825986201748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835355975470193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,theClaireShow,2019/08/29,"Does scripting ever go away? My son is 6 years old. He is on the higher end of the autism spectrum. He scripts all day and to his peers. His peers are starting to laugh at him and not understand what he is talking about because everything he says is from a tv show. So my question is, does it reduce over time ? I just want him to be happy and have a friend or two. With this behavior, its much harder for him. I don’t want him to be lonely. He is the most special boy I know, I want others to see it too. Thanks everyone.",0.3960703363914391,2.5193156330275244,2.1341513761467894,95.94018730886852,85.3302752293578,5.101223241590216,20.09250764525994,6.42735559955562,0.051714984709480216,400,12,91,4,12,131,77,109,0.022000000000000002,0.799,0.179,0.9447,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,16,20,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,12,5,14,18,3,12,0,1,1,0,17,4,0,3,7,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980959383030505,0.0,0.0,0.12852923300254301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597766474334572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690239846526835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674620121116214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907214893391117,0.0,0.2014715553224624,0.18949400562610044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289842282761438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982814513995145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444855934841326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587496824300796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549954291921303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124649381186107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361947974746089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767250844693232,0.0,0.0,0.16801626876272654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923726677454427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946932717200575,0.0,0.1941178658769353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229454896772852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059650530085183,0.2194972140452548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730857578154624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357773495685707 autism,Morruato,2019/08/29,"Genetic examination and autism. I am 31 years old. After 5 years of treatment, a neuroscientist requested a genetic mapping to diagnose autism. Is this a normal procedure? There is a lot of disagreement as to the effectiveness of this examination for autism, as well as being very expensive. Tranlated by Google. Sorry for any error.",5.19482142857143,8.745070267857148,7.337142857142857,56.70785714285717,78.46428571428572,11.771428571428574,33.0,10.608840637214634,5.690992857142858,269,14,37,12,7,94,40,56,0.11900000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.038,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,12,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,28,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308509145787112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445544171314749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886048464501626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326080535012409,0.0,0.0,0.3562161564326389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800083349809695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28009790621258146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30522386722672906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372144820071645 autism,Galaxy-boi,2019/08/29,"Realtionships So I'm 17 and have aspergers. There's a girl I like and I have really bad communication skills, but have savant syndrome too, I'm really bad at maths but really good at phsyics and I loooovvveee space. and this is all I can comfortably talk about. So how exactly can I talk to her or just get a girlfriend in general. It doesn't help that I have a fear of talking to women. Any help would be great of this kind of thing.",1.3282954545454544,3.7550606931818216,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,84.11363636363637,8.065454545454546,21.3,8.841846274778883,1.7038600000000002,343,11,73,10,10,116,59,88,0.17800000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.155,-0.3117,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,1,2,13,13,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,9,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,1,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099430730289562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707870063158106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498558922181804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600634629181762,0.0,0.0,0.1862359923308588,0.0,0.2447990622656452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29765646418880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312197155353581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108477164250981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42673209676207785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354002268911787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751301466933825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773031598037413,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GlenGoGo1891,2019/08/29,"I Was Diagnosis Autism About Two Years Old ""I Was Diagnosis Autism About Two Years Old"" This video about me talking about when I was diagnosis autism about two years old. https://youtu.be/t5yKw8vuoE8",6.055937499999999,9.894165218750004,3.499749999999999,81.37025000000001,84.3125,7.56,22.025,8.238735603445708,1.8813300000000008,165,5,27,4,5,45,14,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581738738805529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804828805344316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127139666127559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039164761940708 autism,itsmillertime512,2019/08/29,"Just need encouragement or advice. Our wonderful, wild, and loving little boy was diagnosed with autism by the school system a month or so ago. We didn’t really “fully” believe it bc it wasn’t a medical diagnosis and we felt the results were skewed a bit. The first day I wasn’t there and he just had a tantrum the whole test. 2nd day he did GREAT. They diagnosed him w autism. He goes to speech/OT once a week for 2 hours and pre school 4 days a week for special needs. It’s a mixed class and most are older kids. He has a speech delay but is talking much more. He has is VERY hyper- we get comments like wow, he never stops right? But he is getting better with transitioning from tasks to task and the tantrums are far less. Never had issues eating or sleeping. Sometimes plugs his ears. No hand flaps really. Sometimes he is very rough. He gives heavy hugs and will squeeze you but it’s in love and play (i think). He is so loving. We took him to the movies and he did well. He listens (sometimes) but he is 3. We see improvements but it’s so hard not to compare and feel like POS parents. I see my friends 2 year old girl doing more than him and just ponder. While I’m proud of him, I wonder what we did. If it is autism. What if it’s a brain injury or something crazy like that? I don’t get why or how any of this is occurring. Again, I’m thankful for him and I love him SO SO MUCH. I just wish I could do more so he would talk/understand and listen. And the fact that he always wants to run is making me worried. Does this sound like Autism? On one hand it does and on the other, I wonder. I love him either way but I just want to know and understand what others do in situations such as this. I hope I don’t come across as whiny or complain like but my wife and I are just concerned and down on ourselves if that makes sense. Maybe that’s normal?",0.5570884235020337,2.863274505235601,1.899200698080282,96.56589819662595,86.67015706806282,4.86152414194299,17.651192553810354,6.3155176332259595,-0.32309233275160043,1439,35,323,14,45,459,200,382,0.057,0.696,0.247,0.9981,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,7,1,1,3,17,25,2,0,17,0,32,15,5,4,3,79,66,44,0,12,24,2,7,5,1,2,3,5,0,3,20,27,1,2,9,1,0,3,9,3,1,2,12,14,34,22,25,51,10,33,0,0,2,6,50,10,0,14,23,195,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546814422504417,0.07753095611167972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277648893670627,0.0,0.0,0.059478056972718775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985412108225754,0.0,0.07735419907474285,0.09548729284370198,0.0,0.0,0.09763799118620847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534190581011249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983234421478318,0.0,0.0,0.16921981758345964,0.0,0.0,0.1775468578042849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307948180243186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089496811793893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422408266565498,0.0624838134181281,0.08397850346044447,0.0,0.0,0.07439625547104445,0.0,0.0,0.0675739442149111,0.0,0.13708792464805766,0.08390278646818239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642861927964193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834995534134664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687081185435076,0.08613375224074322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128898259203552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806755341175874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365080150392832,0.08766122426678738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946953063272817,0.0,0.11676489077827315,0.0,0.08786866099784954,0.0,0.0,0.08811009348119267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981238772511597,0.0,0.12859120799320264,0.12970588735102495,0.13491420894290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569548356277665,0.0,0.0,0.09177804162296027,0.09314558150598336,0.05926740932773896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711766648239822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120624850771703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469319754887824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703509894763114,0.13939388455080068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831243646049637,0.08752648515158139,0.0,0.0,0.06733353695174177,0.25951038029098056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312325202518997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059940743046098,0.0,0.08052447416121937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604296396223013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971749669214996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210480175021185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433279810958566,0.10317626468644632,0.06942431248258782,0.14031559949693884,0.0,0.07864002877127478,0.0,0.07892204242024389,0.09764967349439103,0.1005785017694426,0.0,0.28455071942450777,0.0,0.08882324722125692,0.0,0.062131433216129725,0.0,0.0,0.056323510603319 autism,demoniii,2019/08/29,"Is this normal for an autistic person? Hi! I’m an autistic high school girl who has special interests involving animation and video games. I also have have an affinity for collecting items relating to my special interests. One of the plushies I own, was recently damaged and I started to outright sob. I’ve had these kind of incidents before where I cry over something involving a special interest and have almost no control over it. I was wondering if this is normal for an autistic person or just me being immature.",5.602822580645161,8.14499523655914,6.580309139784948,68.59046370967744,69.75268817204301,10.241397849462368,38.506720430107535,10.411451182825502,5.115259139784946,419,25,61,13,8,139,64,93,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.6689,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,7,7,9,9,2,6,0,2,0,0,8,4,1,4,2,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318772891593895,0.0,0.0,0.18518116198625534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704339227593826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597180358571194,0.0,0.0,0.2543615141962148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446594387680396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411376402205205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537659198038052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691334822965966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043844464825413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286409148996785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343545166317941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826881335098818,0.0,0.0,0.16390176165081533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511206222358055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PossibleDoughnut,2019/08/29,"Brother (9) is terrified of rain and storms and it’s only getting worse as he gets older. Any tips on how to help? Not sure when his fear started but for sure at a young age. Maybe 3/4 years old. We’ve always given him noise reducing headphones, have bought him books about storms and how not be afraid of them but his fear is getting worse as he gets older. At night, he HAS to open the curtain to see if the sky is clear or cloudy. Throughout the day is constantly looking outside to see if the sky is clear or cloudy. Any signs of clouds and his anxiety skyrockets. When it’s cloudy in the mornings, sometimes we struggle getting him to school. I don’t know. I know he probably needs to see a psychologist. Do any of you have this problem?",2.499795918367348,4.700768877551023,3.0342517006802763,92.01015306122451,77.91156462585035,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9632530612244898,583,21,121,7,14,181,89,147,0.175,0.772,0.053,-0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,0,5,7,0,4,7,0,11,0,0,2,4,25,26,16,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,11,2,18,23,0,19,0,0,4,0,15,7,0,4,12,66,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416951132097145,0.0,0.0,0.3044401307287484,0.0,0.11415888367325218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126227314851868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623960687558587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33584559951946474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898269175539103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002427076948872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640234285752258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531379560121386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499194156785997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065054719688876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400402121560774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565895077492662,0.0,0.0,0.11349449134366932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089284336527887,0.14279088237533494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102653373471514,0.3567457865587197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759014243127844,0.0,0.10562422816039667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600533172768058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812909328384747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041518211226075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609783172664543 autism,paralleliverse,2019/08/29,"NTs were mocking my autistic friend When he wasn't around, they were laughing at him for being ""so stupid"" and taking a much longer time to learn seemingly simple concepts that they had mastered very quickly. They also did how annoying they thought he was. He's one of the nicest people I've ever met, but he can be annoying at times because he doesn't have a good social filter. He's high functioning, but doesn't mask well. So I can see how he hasn't earned the sympathy/respect of his peers, but I can't relate to the gossip and blatant mockery. He's my friend so it hurt my feelings that they were insulting him and I wanted to lash out at them for it. All I was able to do was educate them on autism and hope that they felt bad when they realized how they'd just treated him, even if he didn't know about it. This was a semi-professional setting with college students where there wasn't a formal complaint system. I just needed to complain about it to anyone that would understand my frustration. I'm sorry if it's a mood killer for anyone, but thanks for listening/reading.",6.528239436619718,6.3553652629108015,6.511842723004698,79.99058098591553,65.3849765258216,9.353521126760565,32.30399061032864,8.841846274778883,2.5374948356807523,863,31,165,12,12,274,126,213,0.21,0.7020000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9826,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,10,2,20,19,6,0,8,0,24,0,0,3,3,33,38,19,0,6,8,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,15,3,23,8,21,19,2,16,0,1,1,0,30,8,0,4,6,115,33,4,0.18849244091238607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150737336897192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635965947069753,0.0,0.0,0.16779823513016395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738331482732565,0.1149032424566066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449747950808215,0.17050220420115228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953074416894561,0.0,0.18098230283790467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912575845463867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809851647402315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915261277706625,0.0,0.1872155245800987,0.0,0.0,0.2017850564900995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359051602225387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856363228882554,0.13976475655748785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772735618494593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067692511698029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854344964385214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020407120857854,0.17159643892565113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214430609736546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100185549798464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417228573924059,0.0,0.0,0.17353851483401628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964194327447036,0.21982291622413747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622727853275676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552600427807695,0.11117772532087107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169477341412355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338996219118278,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,edwardkiley,2019/08/29,"wrong diagnosis hi My psychiatrist thinks I have autism but Im absolutely convinced I dont. Also he is treating me not in a way I want him to because of this. Could someone give me some tips on actions and things I should say to him to make him think I do not have autism. thanks",0.14172413793103544,2.5224517068965504,2.089224137931037,92.99693965517244,92.27586206896551,4.968965517241379,21.04310344827585,6.6274283507984215,0.3644413793103447,221,8,49,3,8,73,44,58,0.115,0.8140000000000001,0.071,-0.1287,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,13,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,11,3,6,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307603668811448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759027652399345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303907203332741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381887627302764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27681189325277245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31169301928347143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261523867293787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294735384435705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444949335329321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656661725317544,0.0,0.0,0.1917056437292141,0.3697936531289052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019945563688196,0.229044542917116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31549374740528163,0.0,0.0 autism,lldeletedlI,2019/08/29,"Problems with a teacher First some background Information, i don't know how it works in other countrys but of you do you finals where i live you have to choose 4 main subjects which make the majority of your grade. And i have Social Anxiety as well and have really big problems with Authoritys due to bad experiences. So i have one teacher, which teaches one of the subjects i have my finals in, she hated me from the beginning, she has a Problem with people who dye their hair, wear black clothes and don't fit in her ""Perfect student"" picture, i am not the only one having problems with her. She uses every opertunity to get ne in trouble, put a bad Comment in the class book and in exams she treatens me to give me a 0 when i write full sentences, and than don't give me points because i didn't went into enough detail, crosses out half of my exam, etc she also takes my stuff away when i stim in class and often raised her voice against me for things i can't Control. Now i can only choose her subject, which i am actually quiet good at, because its also part of a special interest of mine, or a subject which i don't understand at all because i Don't understand how people Work, i guess the english Name is social Studys or something like that. Everyone tells me that i shall try to talk to the teacher lr talk to the teacher of trust, but i don't think i can do that, i panic just thinking about it.. Has anymore tips/advise what i could do, Changing schools is not an option anymore. I am sorry for my bad english, its not my nativ Language and i am trying this in a train, on my phone, because i just good the Massage that i have to choose in the next few days",8.218992015968063,5.984930020958089,8.356275449101798,74.81157884231541,63.16167664670659,10.463552894211578,38.134930139720566,8.447377352677275,3.1528968463073848,1313,53,256,13,15,432,176,334,0.136,0.773,0.091,-0.9485,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,1,5,14,18,1,1,18,0,30,2,2,5,2,49,45,19,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,18,13,0,1,9,1,0,3,11,10,1,5,2,4,51,8,41,41,9,33,0,0,1,0,27,20,0,6,11,198,69,11,0.0,0.0,0.09770300881922768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013239865105872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659178567594756,0.0,0.1985849472921293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406635472012574,0.0,0.25078890435894263,0.2441297187028033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059140437075572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122934741543232,0.07993794422443977,0.0,0.0,0.06456933622835882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345107455707754,0.11166064415881592,0.0,0.0,0.0843557041834388,0.0956692749549744,0.0,0.09793690361773688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935387615705684,0.0,0.08516230963205378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230874507403772,0.19208910542484128,0.0,0.1679523811902429,0.0,0.0,0.11029384162594193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988481072781698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502352021602373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048913740605925064,0.0,0.08840809406799885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683110406331204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647911689855327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353239953950536,0.1522920595698107,0.0,0.11746964627080445,0.0,0.10842057102245316,0.0,0.13882167416556404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946460825809808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38320657341653996,0.0,0.10064859462065194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413965321140243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013271287436463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041201553368265,0.0,0.0770775287841925,0.0,0.1120765230971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461383514594348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527803517388085,0.16094587279781145,0.08750958970544513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651550476411701,0.12830614173873472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595027689738562,0.0,0.0,0.20845760870547192,0.0,0.08647182739210528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002020917974163,0.0928125577790984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577759916672495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MovingCouchT,2019/08/29,"Could I be autistic? See below \-Always been considered bit ""weird"" by peers, always out of the ordinary in a group. Usually I am the first one they notice who does not fit in. \-Rigid patterns, like to do things ""my way"" and do not like change, unless I decide that change. Interests are not narrow however \-Sometimes trouble picking up social cues \-Late 20s, never been in a relationship, all the dates have gone wrong, have never been close to women and have trouble relating to (I am male) \-Dislike listening to people, very stubborn, have been laid off from many jobs because of this, specifically for lack of adaptation \-Slower to learn things than most people \-Used to doing things alone, would not mind if I do anything alone Help appreciated.",7.313249791144528,8.855321060150377,6.764310776942358,72.88668337510445,63.9624060150376,9.820885547201335,32.82289055973267,9.994966539143718,3.4673482038429415,603,24,96,13,9,187,96,133,0.135,0.7759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7098,3,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,1,5,0,18,0,0,2,3,24,22,4,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,5,2,7,3,21,14,4,18,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,2,8,71,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32582295577295506,0.0,0.0,0.26176616301169336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294414119984508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588633459015697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717267666334402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279715347077804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558825704764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765100918131234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379611067820213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054323613293854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609225782897446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774370223808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536940057185105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947370981063058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882437330907268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263313143243076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790828242255901,0.0,0.0,0.10658801048274244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809882988657486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887730701008627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534474676942786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034371902954242,0.0,0.0,0.15557001421515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135019191830362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585345721936468,0.17323959774205447,0.12978588040550484,0.0,0.1248544424429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117387436040524,0.17197875760248374,0.0,0.0 autism,MagnumV64,2019/08/29,"sensory sensitivity Sorry, i dont speak english. I have problems with noise, my classroom is very noisy and I can't stand to stay in class. I just run away from the class and get very angry. What can I do?",0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,2.030476190476193,92.97285714285721,93.76190476190477,4.704761904761905,18.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.03587619047619128,160,5,35,2,6,53,34,42,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.8218,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,22,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32117822052018624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006442725238077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860189980264002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271031542248912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826717677912164,0.0,0.3643653589976816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641221576382247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,z96girl,2019/03/04,"Was Keith Flint autistic? Keith Flint, frontman of The Prodigy, sadly took his own life this morning, age 49. I was reading a little bit about him and as well as the fact he had struggled with his mental health throughout his life, supposedly he saw himself somewhere on the autism spectrum. What do you think?",6.3444642857142854,8.02016166071429,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,66.32142857142857,6.314285714285715,33.64285714285714,5.985473137389443,2.0233000000000003,247,11,40,1,4,74,46,56,0.095,0.8690000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,1,7,1,6,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309168393774859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32219100057396743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281901101813783,0.0,0.3037951376190843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30546287162213004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031913150512931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168756413349707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942201936134452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367655733303715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725316531084503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tiresias-felis,2019/03/04,"ABA therapy? I hope this kinda post is okay, since I’m not on the spectrum but I was wondering if anyone could give me some feedback or resources for my question. I’ve been looking at part time listings and noticed some openings for ABA therapists/technicians nearby where I live. It seems kind of strange to me that they don’t require a degree or certifications but I’m interested in working with people, so I’m considering applying. However, after doing some surface level google searches, I’m getting some mixed feedback on whether ABA is actually helpful to folks or not. If anyone has any additional information they think i should be aware of or experiences they can share, i would really appreciate it! 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Now it wasn't that bad i wasn't in public i was at home and it happened when my dad tried to hang up my clothes which he has done before and i have no issues with, this time it was different but i dont know why. im curious if something like this has happened to someone else and what i can do to help circumvent it and manage it.",2.0895386064030106,3.1199685000000024,3.523333333333333,93.15434086629006,75.86440677966101,6.430885122410547,23.70433145009417,6.691623216298621,0.5077286252354045,850,25,199,7,18,280,105,236,0.145,0.797,0.057999999999999996,-0.9449,2,2,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,8,12,5,4,8,0,28,0,0,7,0,46,39,23,0,3,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,31,16,0,3,8,0,0,3,9,11,0,1,12,4,26,1,23,27,1,22,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,7,7,145,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575217367220927,0.10738294090773888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786707596458286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378781381961375,0.05387139717421911,0.0,0.07519896514260807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723504285383801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911790139085573,0.0,0.0,0.0970736568160369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846620770681312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043632293049647,0.6214354094564631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382435191144855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517007975661119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050224446600070964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629601034022453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923459934586079,0.09337098998967312,0.0886453847567245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091613955411946,0.18447702935839333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428376133173377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043174613258230236,0.0885730226336629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513161542744423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878261699455732,0.09626416987482517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939265771723024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838002579554996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463696298423708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027780440861718,0.17695369988532111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748782070223343,0.27213559665927617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306208401714874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999950683267654,0.0,0.0,0.0919994721841416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052124720500805286,0.07014642166224552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974294116984673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738294090773888,0.05690935326538936 autism,pikachuuuuu,2019/03/04,"Hi, I hope this is okay here. I'm not on the autism spectrum as far as I know but I do have OCD and have always experienced what I think are very similar to the ""special interests"" people with autism often have. I was wondering if someone could maybe give me some input on this? First off I'm so sorry if any of the terms I use are incorrect, I do have a number of friends that have autism/ASD but I admittedly am not super familiar with all the terminology so if I misspeak I'm very very sorry, feel free to correct me. My whole life I've had various things that I'm very, simply put, hyper obsessed with. Certain things or people...often people, actors or singers, I have a few of those that are kind of my ""favorite people"" that I'm really super into. These interests of mine...interests is putting it lightly really. I have encyclopedic knowledge of certain things or people and I often can't get them out of my head no matter how much I try. On the one hand I don't mind that because they do kind of bring me comfort in a way. Also it's kind of nice having some things be ""my thing"", like a certain show/person/etc. will come up and people will tag me in it on social media or say ""talk to Pika about that, that's her thing"" and that's kind of nice. It can honestly be very stressful too though. Often I cannot get them off my mind no matter how much I want to. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed by them that I can't shut up about them...I try so hard to hold it in but sometimes I just burst and talk about them incessantly, and it drives people crazy. My friends make fun of me for it, they say ""Your obsession with ______ is weird and unhealthy and we're tired of hearing about it"" and that of course doesn't feel good. I *know* it's weird and I *know* it's probably not healthy but I really can't help it. People close to me also get insecure, like my significant other will feel bad because I'll go on about how much I adore my favorite actress or something, and that causes jealousy. It's really difficult because I don't like talking with fellow fans of the things I like either. Something in me gets competitive, I always want to be the biggest/most knowledgeable/oldest fan and I think things like ""You don't understand, you don't love this thing like I do."" I'd never say that out loud because I hate gatekeeping but I have the thoughts and I don't like it. I also get so worried that people judge me, like family members, that they look at me and go ""why does she talk about ______ so much, what is her deal?"" So I get outright scared to even talk about these things sometimes. I just can't always help myself. So, although these things do bring me comfort and joy on their own, it's very lonely and stressful that I have these things I love so much but no one to talk to about them, and that I can't get them off my mind sometimes. A lot of interests will come and go, sometimes I discover something new and fall hard and fast for it and obsess over it for a few weeks and then stop caring. Sometimes I'll be well aware of something/someone but don't really feel particularly strongly about it either way, then one day it's like a switch flips and I'm full on obsessed with it out of nowhere. Other things, like my one favorite actress, I've been super fixated and in love with for over a decade. It'll kind of wax and wane, sometimes I go through periods where it's a long stronger than usual, but it's always there. I've always thought and assumed this was because I have pretty severe OCD, but I haven't really heard of many other people with OCD dealing with this particular thing. It's not the typical type of OCD obsession at all. I've been told by some people that these are really similar to the special interests people on the autism spectrum often have...in fact I have one friend with autism who insists I may have some sort of ASD because of this but I'm not sure, I don't have any of the other major symptoms that I know of, plus I feel at my age (a bit shy of 30) and after being to so many doctors for these types of things it would have come up by now if there was any suspicion I had ASD. I honestly don't know though. So I guess my question is what everyone's experience with special interests is, if this sounds familiar at all, if this could be indicative of any sort of ASD by itself or maybe if it is just a strange, uncommon OCD symptom. Not asking for a diagnosis or anything, just wondering about experiences and maybe some insight. If I'm way off base and wrong about how special interests work for you guys I'm so sorry, I'm only going by what I've been told and coming in with the hope that someone will actually understand me for once. It really does bring me a lot of stress and seems so hard for most people to understand, which is one of the worst parts. I hope this post is okay here because I thought maybe if anyone could relate it might be someone here. Thank you all ❤ ",3.5318836192398244,4.874209685166502,4.566227245206863,85.85938997645478,72.73360242179616,7.626402959973094,25.92776320215271,8.152853258272145,1.4892642879246556,3862,126,796,58,75,1260,322,991,0.14400000000000002,0.685,0.171,0.9751,0,2,4,0,0,0,111.0,0,5,10,6,51,77,1,11,27,2,78,10,2,7,11,168,151,85,0,18,38,0,9,10,4,9,5,7,0,1,88,53,0,2,26,3,1,16,26,19,1,7,14,19,94,59,117,118,30,72,0,2,1,3,50,36,0,41,26,547,182,4,0.0,0.0,0.037069902780653904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091134743777606,0.15804143581833785,0.0,0.0,0.10333004695325226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02656144413604931,0.0,0.031260123724508045,0.0,0.035512784643077416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031717618578337804,0.16209596647243227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414720442931765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873035182869413,0.03902318718528476,0.0,0.1308899964314112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098875838209036,0.0,0.0,0.02449851898650604,0.07832600689354471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03888137806197759,0.06648548577116442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236562694861352,0.02509010293330137,0.0,0.0,0.036298275401510635,0.0,0.07431729154759263,0.03581083092131568,0.0,0.09603702547820796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03231178422025115,0.0,0.0,0.08804615328657114,0.0,0.15877341898940428,0.03644066108801506,0.10794464276062517,0.031861753889386744,0.0,0.0,0.041847042745052965,0.03761317381169271,0.0,0.0,0.10208686584936658,0.037504369324317895,0.038985695363040924,0.0,0.042814191202456886,0.0,0.05092386754500284,0.0,0.0,0.11318920192569246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778845051802832,0.10438350720760682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02683139251654296,0.18558564683045126,0.0,0.0,0.03361736352669688,0.0318995733718679,0.0,0.0,0.06459050073302497,0.10285444736468004,0.0,0.02535666567786592,0.07702585783823601,0.1526524793974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029828057271715,0.11506834211995046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962434463233694,0.0,0.02929797192081535,0.03668815105753703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045499214490099,0.1544461394756525,0.0288908801824301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041136297395524685,0.0,0.31602543426394464,0.03316884622833178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036381114585202094,0.03864650904148468,0.04095648876738234,0.0,0.0,0.07637499935135582,0.04255421463052315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468392940329832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906265335440676,0.03803168618539817,0.0,0.0,0.034582003849749035,0.0,0.04291457901256497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038723036298238464,0.1287452920597531,0.08773291221428901,0.26299130023189377,0.12757025189136464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031758893320115784,0.1305421886315912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035802366003967606,0.07896622604281714,0.0,0.18319541832947792,0.0,0.034973392371329536,0.0,0.0,0.3785538426315113,0.04868116404906121,0.07464421116039031,0.09047247642435932,0.0,0.043660551386908455,0.0,0.07259655080302127,0.0,0.051581456993955666,0.0,0.0,0.1186376455851586,0.0,0.0328086337711638,0.04183739327152459,0.18805987743175312,0.044811518806850616,0.09045710931444977,0.0304709379858834,0.0,0.034154939985127974,0.0,0.03427742416279204,0.04241120953132891,0.0,0.0,0.08239071879399831,0.027655040996261232,0.038577715770551316,0.0,0.026984926199086615,0.04153290015644424,0.0,0.0 autism,AnimeDreama,2019/03/04,"Living with my autistic sister I am feeling very overwhelmed emotionally right now so I apologize for any errors in spelling or if this ends up becoming a rambling post. It's also going to be very long so again I apologize. &#x200B; I need to share some backstory about me to help you better understand why my sister is so important to me. I had a very rocky childhood. I was a very volatile child. I got into fights with other children very frequently. I was a problem child in school, was regularly punished by teachers and administration. I was eventually diagnosed with borderline personality disorder at a young age, which wasn't surprising. My dad died in front of me when I was eight, and after his death my nmom began her abuse of me. My sister was born not long after my dad passed away. I also had severe ADHD and my frequent mood swings did nothing to help my home and school situations. My mother hated me, and often singled me out to be the subject of her worst abuse. I have a scar on my chest from where she threw a dinner plate at me when I said I was not hungry one night. It required 17 stitches. My nmom was clever about her abuse. She always made sure that the beatings were never in visible areas, and the two times that CPS got involved she was always a model parent. None of us were ever brave enough to out her. I shielded my sister from the worst of her abuse. She was very rarely a target for her violence but she didn't get away unscathed. From the day my sister was born I was smitten with her. I took it upon myself to take care of her with the help of my older brother, because our mother did not seem to care. My sister, Claire, quickly became attached to me, which infuriated my mom to no end. My little sister is autistic. She is high functioning but to anyone observant enough it is very obvious that she is neuro-atypical. She has a very specific tic where she will start tapping a surface incessantly. It can last a minute up to several hours. It used to be very annoying but I have become accustomed to it. Our mother never physically abused Claire much, instead opting for emotional or verbal abuse. She would mock her autism and make snide remarks. She would berate her for her tics and neuro-atypical behavior. More than once I shut her down. She often made her (claire) cry. I hated her so much. I still do, not just for what she did to me, but most of all, because of what she did to Claire. Claire only ever wanted our mother to love her as a mother should, and being so young, she never understood why she did not. There have been multiple occasions when Claire would come to me and our big brother and ask such painful and difficult questions, and more often than not, tears would be involved. ""Why does mommy hate me?"" ""What did I do wrong?"" ""Why did mommy hurt me?"" But the one that tore me apart, the one that has kept me up for so many sleepless nights, crying and so angry at my nmom, ""am I bad girl?"" I have had so many rage filled nights. Nights I would cry, and cry and cry for myself and my siblings. But most of all, for my precious little sister Claire, who out of all of us never deserved any of this. A sweet, innocent, little girl who only wanted a mother's love, and never got it. I made a decision. I could never take the place of a true parent, but I showered her with so much love. I was still young myself, at only 13, and didn't know much about autism, but I educated myself and how to handle it in young children. I learned about the different types, the spectrum, typical behaviors and how to help guide children suffering autism to productivity. I learned how to deal with the emotional aspect, and the communication difficulties. While my sister is high functioning, she has always had severe difficulty communicating with others, including myself, though it was less pronounced with me. She rarely understood humor and would get frustrated trying to figure it out, and had difficulty holding conversations with me, and still does today, although she has gotten somewhat better with time and effort. I began making a concerted effort to help her communication skills and socialization, which was made all the more difficult due to the abuse she suffered at the hands of our mother. My brother, who was several years older than I am, began to seek therapists who could help us further. Progress was very slow, as Claire was (is) very resistant to change. There were many fights and tears, but progress eventually was made. I discovered that Claire has an intense need to collect and sort stuff. I found that she has her desk drawers systematically sorted by sections, and those sections sorted by subsections varying by function. For example, her center draw is exclusively for writing utensils. She has small dividers for her pens, pencils and markers, and has those items sorted by type and color. Claire gets very fidgety and emotional when she does not have something to mess with. her emotional imbalance kicks into high gear and she begins to cry, which will eventually lead into a full-blown meltdown. After some time trying to find something that she could do to feed her needs I decided to try getting her into a game that I enjoyed a lot growing up - Pokémon. She was about six at the time. I came up to her one day to see her just sitting on the couch doing nothing, staring into space and tapping. I said her name and she turned to look at me, then resumed her tapping. I sat on the couch next to her and began rubbing the back of her head - she always liked it when I did that. We just sat like that for a bit, her tapping and swinging her legs and me sitting next to her and rubbing her head. I was hesitant to bring up the games because she had tried playing games before and ended up in a meltdown because they were so hard for her. I finally broke the ice. ""I did more thinking about some games you might be able to play."" She did not reply to that. ""I might have found one."" ""Okay."" I brought out my old Nintendo DS and Pokémon Diamond. ""Do you want to try it?"" Claire looked at the game and looked at me, then took it, staring at it. ""Is it hard?"" ""No, it's not hard."" This was the first time I had let her use my DS. I showed her how to turn it on and access the game. I walked her through the opening few hours of the game. She still remained kind of aloof but made no comment about not wanting to play it. After some time I had her pause it. ""Do you want to keep playing?"" She did not answer. ""Claire, I need you to be honest with me. I don't want to force something on you that you do not want to do."" She looked at the DS in her hands. ""I... guess."" I sighed quietly to myself and took the system fom her, and placed it on the table. I adjusted myself and and pulled her over to me, wrapping my arms around her. This always made her feel safe and let her open up more. ""I won't be angry at you. You know you can trust me."" She mumbled something about knowing. I squeezed her tighter and she buried herself in my arms. ""Please be honest with me. I just want to help you."" Again, I got silence from her. I wasn't going to pressure her. I let her go and got up. ""I'll let you think about it, okay."" She mumbled something in reply and I went upstairs. Several hours later she wanted me to help her some more with the game. I am pleased to say she got more into it than she was before and soon became a full on Pokémon fan. It soon became apparent that I was going to have feed this obsession. I bought a secondhand GBA and all the original Pokémon games, and handed off my games to her. She began collecting plushes, figurines, posters, etc. I got her a keychain for her schoolbag and sticker books, the pocket guides, and numerous other odds and ends. Hear favorite thing, though, is the Eeveelution shirt I bought her. She wears it everywhere. To bed, to school, out on the town, EVERYWHERE. Eevee is her favorite Pokémon. Pokémon has helped my sister so much. She always shows me her teams, what new Pokémon she caught, fan art, whatever. She loves to look up new facts and info regarding the series and sharing that info with me. It can get tiring, I won't lie, but I always smile and engage her. I love the series, too - I grew up on it, after all. But most of all, I love what it has done for Claire. Growing up with an autistic sister has been the biggest struggle of my life. I love her to death, and I will fight tooth and nail to protect her. It has forced me to grow up prematurely. When I was 18, I got kicked out of my home, and it put a full stop to years of progress. I had to find a new place to live, and during that time I suffered a lot of heartache. I can't imagine how it impacted my sister. My siblings told me horific stories. She regressed hard. Years of progress went down the drain, and along with it her emotional imbalance collapsed in on itself. I spent days and nights crying and wondering what I would do. I used the money I had saved for several years to sue for custody. It was a long, drawn out legal battle, but the courts decided in my favor, and I was reunited with my sister. She moved in with me and my brother, and my girlfriend when I turned 19. We had to undo a year's worth of damage, and it was difficult, painful and sometimes nearly unbearable, but we made it through. Having an autistic sister has taught me what unconditional love is, and that there are many forms of love, some not immediately apparent. Her form of love is to share what she herself loves. Another one of her love languages is to grip tightly to me and not let go. I learned this one early. When she needs assurance or to be loved on, she would grab me and hold on. She could stay like this for a long time. I don't dislike it. I enjoy the moments we get to spend together, just her and I, hugging and cuddling and just sharing our unique bond. And our bond is very unique. I don't have a relationship with anyone else like I do with her, and I would never change anything about her, no matter what. Because autism and all, she is my precious little cinnamon roll, and she is very sweet indeed.",3.896679000590976,5.709083565463921,4.5143660122135385,84.70543601024363,72.62371134020619,7.2107163963490715,26.42885284654278,7.910900489728411,1.5597289382099944,7887,273,1515,110,157,2513,628,1940,0.11199999999999999,0.748,0.141,0.9956,7,0,5,0,10,0,293.0,14,12,1,14,69,88,12,4,78,2,158,35,12,20,22,303,280,136,3,31,38,30,15,4,1,17,5,6,6,8,85,130,3,9,29,21,6,28,36,33,1,11,106,32,315,53,246,138,49,239,0,7,9,15,247,102,0,29,108,1130,400,17,0.027219042923050836,0.22575080481085055,0.0,0.0,0.03271200013182912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435341175831888,0.15853896928831315,0.02949182163512956,0.033074116424219056,0.03701976513685551,0.028541539776890938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806437537213582,0.027889126072342528,0.0223989531129098,0.02423071897372827,0.025446130832345985,0.0,0.05114637364461693,0.02092976387657559,0.022726763900565,0.08296237963934648,0.060122588833830336,0.04632280150055319,0.0,0.0,0.048146063066754674,0.02971614520166132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031131333868197858,0.055503256628333934,0.0,0.05758827659258705,0.023446795339437262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692876376150233,0.0,0.20929188380226554,0.05266209273038778,0.0280616380695014,0.0,0.027626755610544212,0.028249069221457236,0.02843810657661605,0.031195381337104987,0.0,0.07145870366356556,0.02785453116013466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022738017690906817,0.18370655823247914,0.0964319719594355,0.05624909489664063,0.030356427888257057,0.0,0.04924236528703132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02752553188525241,0.0,0.0,0.02981713106589505,0.04975542423425774,0.02315250400549252,0.0,0.059688551292485965,0.0,0.0,0.08532495901636143,0.0,0.0773460467813005,0.0,0.17415644105964526,0.0,0.029984844481773545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753166437666792,0.08061950913195268,0.055869181466247135,0.0,0.030677839594061913,0.0,0.16419915646668615,0.08627523983207885,0.05460583871385302,0.0,0.08041582326161842,0.0,0.029138548406761826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024193535989485097,0.0,0.028344444625182732,0.04487662245311978,0.022187152859551508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916657767699495,0.019225614979282445,0.05319139794095276,0.10912252683217898,0.04806982715407457,0.09635198581428236,0.114285703821145,0.0,0.0,0.04628131386198346,0.3193612362257283,0.20604253234172454,0.03633784502093721,0.11038334930502301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775020630334249,0.0,0.03187861410103665,0.0,0.02892953501240198,0.10004564205830548,0.10091287718100818,0.14695102732118598,0.07886496380302377,0.05789552188394796,0.12771613957374015,0.0,0.0522348115726289,0.0,0.028561806811888118,0.02898739237958765,0.12911029543318808,0.06210392604008775,0.0579259615106854,0.0,0.06044705201898098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02376661839297985,0.08531431972984814,0.05975667080865159,0.0,0.0,0.02606831908187417,0.0,0.0,0.026044948065318055,0.0,0.027362656087767258,0.030491557444428788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02922306565690637,0.0,0.023244913933961588,0.05178308583586538,0.021645675424797263,0.0,0.08264137378042659,0.021690053148304408,0.024779194401387008,0.0,0.18449862546303789,0.0,0.0,0.030595344678701945,0.0,0.027746386485148104,0.0,0.10477274522142653,0.026920329440022657,0.0,0.01926577867658046,0.02901187814707244,0.086948651354478,0.022756338671732903,0.0,0.02845525355099288,0.031159292047928944,0.0,0.0,0.025653625830833998,0.0,0.04093066565289327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03160340674121203,0.018083122652875337,0.03488172729661685,0.05348514294653622,0.0,0.12697314254540654,0.0312842857570789,0.02580047005190053,0.0260089619594338,0.09072407461794676,0.09239971719924543,0.08881950766603447,0.0265890498541958,0.028335983614001706,0.09822347173220962,0.07052554135888905,0.0,0.3144198542841591,0.14449047063390133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504646509711801,0.09824381034701526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029517890963413763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740206442603791,0.0297597505194135,0.033074116424219056,0.08764085615533977 autism,cheeseandoreos,2019/03/04,"How do I stop feeling like a fraud? In the past twelve months I’ve been diagnosed with autism, “found out” that I’m gay and found out that Aphantasia is a thing which should all be good things to happen. The problem is that it’s taken so long for all of these things to come out (I’m in my 30’s) that I feel like I’m somehow faking it all and I’ll be found out. Concerning the autism I’ve been trying to come to terms with myself that I need to stop denying myself the things I need to live more comfortably day to day i.e. wear sunglasses and earplugs/headphones when necessary. The problem being I worry that people will think that I’m just acting autistic because I now want to do those things when I’ve been secretly struggling for so long. Then I start overthinking that maybe I’m just faking it all even though I know full well that I’m not. Help. 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Having aspergers is difficult. &#x200B; Having aspergers, a medical condition, and no support system is a travesty. &#x200B; I'm three months behind rent. I'll have to come up with something this week if I don't want to be sleeping on snow. &#x200B; The only job where I was employed for longer than a year was the military. In university, certain professors discriminated against my assignments because I refused to give answers they wanted. In classes where the grades were based on critical thinking,essays, and developing arguments, I received satisfactory grades. In classes such as political science, however, I was docked points for suggesting a different interpretation of historical documents (based on superfluous evidence from historians and political scientists). Some professors hated that I did my own research instead of believing the arguments of elite academics (although, admittedly, a majority of the content is factual and true). American education is based on regurgitating answers; it's not based on critical thinking. &#x200B; My psychologist mentioned that oppositional defiance is tied into my autism. I know that I've never been credulous enough to believe in a claim due to the authority of the person making that claim. I've always understood the flimsiness and impermanence of laws, policies, social norms, theories, and traditions. This symptom isn't commonly discussed when talking about autism, but I've noticed it in many people with the disorder. I remember a young child prodigy in physics and math who was featured because he was questioning Einstein's long-established physics theories. The child had autism. &#x200B; &#x200B; People don't like that I question them. People don't like that I act differently than them. People at work don't like that I do things differently than them. They'd rather follow established rules and believe every policy was created by some ethereal group of 'others' who can't be questioned or challenged. I don't buy it, and people don't like it. I'll walk into the owner of the company's office and tell him his policy is illogical. &#x200B; Anyways, it hasn't worked out so far. The tension between me and professors led to me skipping classes and dropping out of school. I had a good opportunity with an online school (Western Governors University), but the lying, ignorant salesmen they call ""recruitment officers"" turned me off. I left my jobs after the company implicitly asked me to lie to clients. Now I'm at home figuring out where to go from here. 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It's kinda easy to find on youtube. Still think it's relevant and belong here. &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4TD4xzM3KQ](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4TD4xzM3KQ)",15.97706896551724,22.290916275862074,5.547844827586207,68.20038793103453,58.6551724137931,5.658620689655173,21.04310344827585,7.1686216300943375,1.0927172413793107,208,4,21,2,4,45,26,29,0.046,0.7829999999999999,0.172,0.595,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893022191304749,0.4365897461006938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250081042576219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283943818021408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34411080445049397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693804795682937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302254165863658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365897461006938,0.0 autism,nota-failure,2019/03/04,"How do I talk to my daughter about having autism? My daughter is 12 and I am struggling with how to tell her, but this is why; She has been through the assessment process for auditory processing disorder, adhd, and now asd (about 3 years of assessments, drs appointments, referrals, wait lists). It wasn't until I spent a summer working with other kids on the spectrum that I noticed some similarities and so I asked for a reassessment. We're still on the wait list for the official asd diagnosis and now they're also revisiting adhd. She does know she's different than her peers and she accepts it, I've also heard her say things like, 'making friends is hard' and 'I don't have any friends at school.' I don't know if it would it be better for her to know now or wait for a diagnosis? (Also we've been waiting for 6 months now with no indication that she will be seen soon) What if I'm wrong? I also feel like I'm telling her something's wrong with her, and that's not the message I want to send. 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I have this ongoing debate where I'm torn between these two things. Do I continue trying to persue a career that I know I'll be interested in and have a stable income but struggle with working hours, maintenance, fear of losing the job, exhaustion etc Or Do I admit to myself that I have an illness and find a way of making it work for me/make adjustments for it such as selling crafts or paintings online (some things go for alot of money) and blogging where I know I can work from my own comfort, control my working environment, take a rest when I need one, remove the pressure of a boss and fear of job loss, removing myself from the rat race but possibly have uncertainty in income and possibly isolation? Although I'm free to met friends as and when I feel like it. Some thoughts/feedback would be great to hear. I really don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing here. I'm in my 30's, I live alone (with pets), I have no-one depending on me and I'm happily single",4.3815763546798046,5.3305205320197055,5.64332512315271,80.4288300492611,70.2807881773399,8.755665024630543,28.785714285714285,9.04235418022936,2.3191536945812805,800,29,156,15,14,268,121,203,0.195,0.643,0.161,-0.7851,4,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,8,6,17,0,4,12,0,14,2,0,4,0,32,29,19,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,1,12,9,0,1,7,1,3,3,1,9,0,2,1,2,19,9,24,24,7,14,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,9,5,110,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118193535682916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381790012766732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288962793975147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202801827551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067860793652137,0.06892530438525599,0.09738395008791613,0.0,0.0,0.12459006330777425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531715736734036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747134318234446,0.114335126173416,0.0,0.15028852007055749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363768015219845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424348755679327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705445600323904,0.0,0.0,0.14195180544129474,0.2247466007384024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659695640108115,0.0,0.12036924416768087,0.0,0.0,0.1525023793774496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099177589786248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107635056918952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237103364978223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30735089812693833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732731611989643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220698513120714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425067475925968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249242777860096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362248326617263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925493997299542,0.0,0.13316061336472054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820104298773076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969577585233653,0.0,0.0,0.09683474903685764,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,funkly,2019/06/07,"Any thoughts on Denver, CO area and services offered? Might need to uproot and move due to employment, any ideas on how services are in Colorado? We got very luck here in LA as we moved into a small school district and received great services. Everything else was super hard, and although the Denver vs LA quality of life will be huge, we do need to think of the services tht my daughter needs... Any help would be greatly appreciated!!",5.548541666666669,7.337007437500006,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,68.375,7.333333333333335,33.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.4633333333333334,345,16,60,4,6,106,60,80,0.015,0.764,0.221,0.9658,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,19,14,7,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,11,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,1,33,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852888947920316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776627563689066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973301661190499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104666036446002,0.4164323005778528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917929758150824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658725590777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319722164804392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333956949696279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034804901625247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014514419732311,0.0,0.4201065109475432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113395506575076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101231246665975,0.0,0.14993182408516112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582728347304795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134159007282678,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,teaspiller42,2019/06/07,Today I am selling lemonade with my 23 year old cousin who is a high functioning autistic male. Best time of my life. :),3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,74.65217391304348,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.5856260869565215,93,4,18,1,2,29,22,23,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486738397950135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517164500589807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019821178896273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486282972535774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493003380014276,0.0,0.4052552075559985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753198936311733 autism,Atlamutantion,2019/06/07,"Special interests Talk about my special interests (currently jellyfishs and steven universe) always cheers me up and make the day easier to go through. Thinking about that i was wondering about making this post a place where you can talk about your special interests and maybe find someone who likes the same thing that you do. That's all. So, what's your special interests? (I hope its fine making a post like this. I didn't mean to break any rules by doing it and if i did i'm sorry. If i shouldn't publish that please let me know or delete it)",3.961047619047618,6.078524723809522,4.019047619047623,87.02761904761904,73.19047619047619,7.7142857142857135,26.904761904761905,8.515128840125781,1.9103333333333328,436,16,84,8,9,134,70,105,0.027999999999999997,0.6729999999999999,0.299,0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,6,13,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,19,18,8,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,12,13,9,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,4,56,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717836817056048,0.0,0.0,0.13662990138618214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957432351688206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363376108473406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418530296205714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955511429100034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041828561306204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054504204871935,0.0,0.19631500708874725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023393581868686,0.0,0.20184732148494175,0.2188566354762447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099146595235707,0.2205456466179547,0.0,0.0,0.38484435028617614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023563887489004,0.0,0.0,0.2249092295307942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229776517580384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334797914402142,0.12873898424524893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788504149337065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,overcomebyfumes,2019/06/07,"My son is currently being evaluated for ADHD. The psychologist has told me that he is likely also a high functioning autistic. How do I talk about this with my son? Any and all advice appreciated. (Is it appropriate to use the word ""autist""? My brain keeps wanting to use it, but I don't know if it's possibly offensive or even an actual word.) My wife and I are having our son evaluated for ADHD, through a psychiatrist that works with out pediatrician and our schools child study team. He's highly intelligent (he's eight years old and has a working knowledge of the human immune system. He wants to be an immunologist when he grows up. Or maybe a mycologist. Or an astronaut. Anyway...), but he's easily distracted, and has difficulty focusing. Unless it's something he's interested in, in which case he's REALLY focused, to the point where you can't get him away from it. The psychologist is referring us to their autism team. She believes he is a high functioning autistic based on some of his behaviors and his odd social interactions with his classmates. My son has been really good going along with all this testing (psychologist, social worker, school child study team), and we've been telling him that it's so he can get help to do better at school. But when he's finally diagnosed, and I believe that he will be, what do we tell him? Should we sit him down and have a discussion with him about how his brain works a little differently and he needs to pay more attention when interacting with other kids? He's the type of kid that would go and tell everyone ""Hey! I'm autistic!"" I'm afraid that other kids, cruel as they can be, would use this to bully him. Should I tell him not to tell anyone? What if he then thinks it's shameful? He already has anxiety issues, and I don't want to make them worse. I'm really out of my depth here. Thanks in advance for your help.",4.450463589335456,6.19712091364903,5.680552128929566,77.17222493036213,71.06128133704735,9.362554715479508,27.02755670513331,9.784248007369934,2.599940628730601,1484,51,281,38,28,495,186,359,0.094,0.7979999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.8190000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,5,2,3,9,13,10,2,3,16,0,32,4,2,6,2,58,52,30,0,10,10,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,21,23,0,1,5,3,1,4,4,5,0,1,3,0,35,5,40,40,4,31,0,0,0,0,67,17,0,6,9,182,56,13,0.0,0.0,0.09295417852137036,0.0,0.2289536318184339,0.0930811214682831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051151746891902,0.07617460174029175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477599690473726,0.0,0.0728690610968315,0.0,0.0,0.0666038223681627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949428308484551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146373130568132,0.0,0.08424443592924133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126699672709064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668082059953073,0.0,0.09952017236054997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291437884209401,0.0,0.0,0.09101929378273832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434611794496224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995325832152687,0.0,0.10827010421870553,0.07989454886252548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769351737407802,0.3019232913908703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942044435867528,0.0,0.08466614558876978,0.0,0.0,0.052349115783095014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046536300482246516,0.09546954760770722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635827949718048,0.0,0.09569546152845576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062964549623668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995306576370784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004583341807464,0.1073845902400079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830664842454117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892064470109089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941989462586052,0.0,0.07333119478283565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765615694599844,0.4162810399658336,0.08769709964491987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103492691119395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101929378273832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457885226764745,0.2468066575722397,0.0,0.0,0.16854985877490322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803817315031034,0.0,0.09707197952080526,0.13533143920760266,0.0,0.0,0.06134046292362862 autism,CTRef,2019/06/07,"DAE forget things all the time? It's getting out of hand. Last week I left my car unlocked, and on idle on the side of the street. 2 hours later I got a call from the police who found it in that state and assumed it was abandoned after some sort of crime. And today, I left my laptop at my university office and only realized I didn't have it when going through airport security, 200km away from campus! I can't go back for it because my flight departs in an hour. Anyone else has the same problem, if so, how do you deal with it?",4.111051948051948,4.392536936363637,5.234935064935065,85.5195454545455,70.54545454545455,7.376623376623378,26.623376623376625,6.868970318607317,1.079064935064935,413,12,88,3,7,137,84,110,0.109,0.841,0.051,-0.754,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,6,1,1,1,1,18,11,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,1,10,1,16,7,3,26,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,4,10,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683102652427324,0.2151612351461084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729404388783364,0.16147059736899658,0.0,0.12800894533274146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442492726876825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164921443431174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542105688285722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302449776816261,0.0,0.0,0.10971195681027772,0.0,0.2386861591283341,0.0,0.1679494853560693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135989014351517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117120132246727,0.0,0.0,0.4563130292826405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970809315366358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093362482976454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950910455920304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244780505844413,0.0,0.1990475065198349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844261481823913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,raprilv2,2019/06/07,The color yellow is physically uncomfortable I’m repulsed by the color yellow. It gives me physical discomfort. Makes me queasy. Gives me anxiety. People don’t understand when I tell them that. Is this a thing other people experience or is it just in my head?,2.8716109422492413,5.939151297872343,5.1051671732522825,70.42000000000002,89.2127659574468,8.643161094224924,23.7355623100304,8.841846274778883,3.110820060790274,209,8,32,7,7,72,36,47,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,1,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135611611104898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958320065915009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802317962184959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037773975461763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187262295879269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193301289888109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433485807971074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091931148466072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148375657929073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Malug,2019/06/07,"Got diagnosed yesterday (30F), mom is in denial I have gone to therapy since I was 5. In my teens went for the first time to a psychiatrist and got diagnosed with depression (distmic) and severe social anxiety. Medications and specific therapy helped IMMENSELY. For the last 10 months I was, for the first time, going to a new psychiatrist - she was helping me with my outbursts (lamotrigine reeeeally helped). With more info, especially from my early childhood and recent direct input from my SO, she closed her diagnostic. I'm starting to reduce one of the medications, because it is not needed as much (anymore), and will start specific therapy for some things I still struggle, like Theory of mind. I am ok with the diagnostic, and it makes a lot of sense. But my mom is now in denial, saying that I'm not ""it"" and that I should hide this information - the same routine from when I came out as LGBT. Does anyone have tips on how to deal with this?",7.490517241379307,7.7415862126436785,8.082206896551726,68.10848275862071,63.31034482758621,11.787586206896552,34.64137931034483,11.407655852321104,4.181521379310344,747,30,129,21,10,249,106,174,0.069,0.8909999999999999,0.04,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,9,1,11,4,0,2,0,28,23,13,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,8,15,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,3,8,1,16,2,27,13,5,26,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,2,17,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978317351608247,0.0,0.12935745053111716,0.09120387533695964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951256739469162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918402130233466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447377581901354,0.1123443250138892,0.2647795635719998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414541176548375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189756888548828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412977766725465,0.0,0.2086431497199844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622854791024037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632273897581944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372443497859846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089201224589004,0.0,0.0,0.08706703459343687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280106994577584,0.0,0.0,0.13170316438348514,0.30553010450966983,0.10411276089240556,0.0,0.0958854590633446,0.09671663207743493,0.0,0.12597588964877882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838680092632459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878980186741532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372793267862984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735553889135172,0.0,0.10789799685381896,0.0,0.0,0.13296306319504206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464652678625645,0.0,0.1041663482104004,0.0,0.0,0.13636001495750866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447494758383453,0.0,0.08665587431880416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211654664810906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091546731298525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ghoul_boii,2019/04/08,"I’m pretty sure I am on the asd spectrum??? I was on twitter and an autistic friend of mine retweeted autism signs in adults. I glanced at it just to learn something new about about people who have autism but I found that I fit into a lot of the signs? I didn’t think much about it at the time but it kept bugging me. So I looked up more symptoms/signs in adults and I fit into more of them. I was diagnosed with a language comprehension disorder at a young age and I’m thinking it might have been a misdiagnosis. I’m kinda scared that if I talk to my friend that she is going to get upset with me? Like I dont want her to think I’m just trying to um like make a small deal out of this since I’m not professionally diagnosed. I’m not sure what to do??",1.5935357142857145,3.2187614250000043,3.1746428571428598,92.65750000000004,78.5,6.071428571428572,21.42857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.2585446428571432,588,16,137,6,14,194,92,160,0.073,0.759,0.168,0.9368,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,9,0,11,2,0,1,2,30,27,7,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,2,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,6,2,18,6,26,20,4,19,0,0,2,0,10,14,0,4,6,89,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872257379614789,0.0,0.3686484512311631,0.0,0.0,0.2081339042775632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283852203148126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991193998709041,0.2806135820873625,0.0,0.09488058857436862,0.0,0.10320973174243038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774450712398223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525016122249564,0.0,0.0,0.1543932168210492,0.0,0.0,0.12122207251630525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926531331811711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349982718616846,0.0,0.0,0.17539426376032186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590133956631006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847565441389369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818172735821516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502246959489724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980762273212607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423192199735254,0.0,0.0,0.14596640693690674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34909350899109104,0.0,0.0,0.10589474612758318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329718740733556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071147376271872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fukuimamess,2019/04/08,"Advice on talking to NTs about autism I’m a 19yo female with high functioning autism and I find it extremely difficult to accept people’s dismissive reactions when I tell them I’m autistic. I usually get met with the classic “well you don’t seem autistic to me” or “everyone’s a little autistic!” I know that they’re trying to pay me a compliment but it just comes across like they don’t believe me or that they simply don’t care. I don’t tell everyone about being autistic, only friends that I deem close enough to trust so it’s disheartening when they dismiss it. I know I shouldn’t care what others think but it’s starting to get to me. Does anyone have any advice on how to explain this to others without coming across as needy for approval?",3.172710371819964,5.566103746575344,4.07577299412916,84.41575342465754,76.60273972602741,6.911154598825831,26.18199608610568,7.957251820313856,1.7735201565557728,601,23,110,10,14,193,86,146,0.068,0.73,0.20199999999999999,0.9687,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,1,8,10,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,21,22,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,7,0,1,2,6,2,1,0,1,0,17,8,20,19,1,13,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,3,5,72,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33198179596239635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551457185126865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877411992332612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138059239387206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463790168344475,0.0,0.0,0.2926486988674045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865071002346905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551678380417549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246281108411295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525426772566267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123789900983646,0.0,0.17749574355870218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947254849268393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670760730613992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298785171387392,0.17025016122804107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291905985947943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776356058248427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463944849536146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202318905578841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653169907114893,0.29694040014342044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884314849663744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532773081613075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708318494502327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272975810309178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374457364239192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OrsonWellesInASarong,2019/04/08,"I Interviewed at an ABA Facility This after-school organization for autistic kids had a kiosk at a career fair I attended a couple weeks ago, so I walked over, handed them a resume, and stuck around for a bit to specifically discuss my misgivings about ABA (and about the whole principle of delineating autism in terms of ‘functionality’). I think, at least at the time, my concerns were well met— the woman at the booth obviously worked with advocacy/outreach as opposed to on-the-ground clinical cases, so she shared some of my skepticism about behavioral therapy, although she felt the merits of the organization outweighed the potential for individual abuse. Her manner (paradoxically, her ambivalence about ABA) set me at ease, so I told her she could add my resume to the applicant pool for 'therapy assistants' at their behavioral clinics. So, I got the go-ahead for an interview at a facility which happened to be on the third floor of a bank. As I arrived, there was this reception area next to a hallway opening into seven or eight retrofitted classrooms, each of which was supposed to correspond to a different ‘aptitude level.’ One of the managers found me just sitting across from the front desk and invited me to ‘shadow’ some of the classroom activities while I waited for my interview- initially she led me to what I think was one of the lower-aptitude rooms, where there were just, like, three or four kids sitting unresponsively at separate tables, while counselors hovered around to maintain calm. There were homework-adjacent math handouts and that sort of thing littered around, but no one seemed to be paying much attention to them. Also, all the buzzy flourescent office lights were switched on- I asked one of the counselors how the kids felt about the harsh lighting and she sort of stared for a moment and said it hadn’t occurred to her to wonder. Eventually the same manager came back for me and led me into one of the ‘higher aptitude’ classrooms, which was mostly full of teenagers, with a desktop computer pushed up against one corner and some maps on the wall. It was actually kind of difficult to distinguish the employees from the inmates until somebody ‘misbehaved’ and they had to spring into action. They were all supposed to be doing multiplication tables. One of the counselors actually drew me aside and started blithely explaining how some of these teenagers are chronic masturbators, so they need to be supervised on trips to the bathroom. Rather than launching into a metaphysical discussion about the consequences of pathologizing masturbation, I was led at this moment out of the second classroom and into the manager’s office for my interview. She asked what interested me about the job and right away I brought up the fact that I’m autistic- I didn’t really examine my own motives at the time, but now I wonder whether there wasn’t part of me that wanted to impress her with my relative normalcy. In fact, that’s definitely what I was doing. Just for a moment, my subliminal strategy for getting the job was presenting myself as a model autist (who had presumably benefitted from some form of behavioral conditioning), in contrast to the dysfunctional subjects of her program. The guilt didn’t really set in until a couple hours after I walked out of the interview- I’m ashamed to say that initially I was just elated not to have made any major social blunders. And then I forced myself to keep thinking about how the counselors didn’t really pay attention to the kids they were supposed to be counseling unless the kids were fidgeting or shouting, which was the ‘misbehavior’ they were supposed to discourage; how they trapped these children who already have difficulty communicating in a harsh and repressive sensory environment without making any attempt to understand how this might impede their functionality; and how they pathologize the sexual habits of 16-year olds to an extent which would be outrageous were it not for the fact that those 16-year-olds happen to be autistic. I talked it over with some friends and it hit me that I obviously can’t accept this job if it’s offered to me, and as it is I took my morbid curiosity way too far. Part of me is still kind of grateful to have had an inside look at the whole process. Simultaneously, I understand that what I was flirting with was the possibility of grossly economizing my privilege as a ‘passable’ autistic person and I’m still guilty about how comfortably that role fit me.",13.431368821292779,10.178156313054496,12.075365019011409,55.33137452471485,54.31051964512041,15.691102661596956,48.35323193916351,13.662883650711644,6.542550114068443,3637,174,565,102,30,1164,360,789,0.071,0.86,0.069,-0.5154,6,1,0,0,2,0,72.0,0,0,11,3,42,22,2,3,64,0,49,6,1,14,7,112,85,50,0,6,16,0,3,1,1,2,5,3,1,8,36,37,0,5,19,1,3,13,10,7,1,13,41,10,72,15,137,33,24,91,0,1,2,0,52,49,0,17,25,452,108,25,0.0,0.0999559586886967,0.16465157615573087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478240918998899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309629467857193,0.0674647898517581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147390053581262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530196373855316,0.15773540059601387,0.0,0.07926149744553594,0.06486967922948593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921021765241239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648841018585068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735672048521747,0.186691360497748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814102549831766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200276957492055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249930383471178,0.0651783829362541,0.0,0.04407600864730829,0.0,0.047945244618714696,0.0,0.06747252700693443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920324574926505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308022792673952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511507722375137,0.07498540969310268,0.0,0.17570145956891384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121533504326013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084338830684117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982599003181817,0.05631273157928824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949545203725923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062016263030026,0.06255384448157053,0.0,0.0,0.08972064748515134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704884364943654,0.0,0.4001642588690971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182713082455636,0.0,0.0,0.07366222192538431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510622501918893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621346433897297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204525189606717,0.08024820985785361,0.06708857442408488,0.0,0.0853795172564467,0.0,0.07680059850947757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599710926903156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971232595962394,0.0,0.13474426075857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780751164211922,0.0,0.0,0.19295211120685454,0.0,0.05604680362745691,0.16216856105345792,0.0,0.0,0.09838509259173683,0.0,0.0,0.0806121382615627,0.09373002093356728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564901147781192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049759283461964746,0.06696315387015371,0.06767063830738664,0.0,0.07585216415769241,0.0,0.0,0.18837579740426505,0.0,0.08132259511254103,0.1829754152621509,0.061417022262358414,0.0,0.0,0.05992881418405641,0.0,0.0,0.10865357602160572 autism,StrangeFishThing,2019/04/08,"I am an autistic guy who does not like technology, but unfortunately has to use it on a daily basis. I have a rather... interesting form of autism, since I was young I have always had a distaste for electrical equipment, the things I am the worst at involve something to do with computers or electronics in general, using a computer for anything else than the internet can easily make me overwhelmed; same goes for things like phones or radios for example. It really sucks that my particular form of autism makes me dislike technology especially since in this day and age our whole lives depend on it. The stuff I am really good at doing are things such as creative writing, piano and such, but everything has to have technology in the way now and it really makes me overwhelmed/annoyed.",9.675674044265593,8.910145802816906,9.605935613682096,62.323873239436615,59.28169014084507,13.466398390342054,39.29979879275653,12.540900571622839,5.200081287726358,632,27,103,19,7,208,93,142,0.128,0.768,0.10300000000000001,-0.6085,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,10,0,14,0,0,6,0,19,20,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,11,4,19,18,5,12,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,3,6,82,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544948122976973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373721426255707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048365821377036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348773058978916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606441426220025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790206722924786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156696029985102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498149950857254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825419541027574,0.0,0.16496577495156894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741120648136637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35904566347756545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30907941664895194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438234179944695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213864582585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37234537986762783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227055659913933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828928295149674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857822778673998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AnaisMothThing,2019/04/08,"Help with writing a good autistic character Hello, I'm Anais and I was recently making an autistic character. My reason is simply that autism fascinates me. I myself was almost diagnosed with it as a kid before they diagnosed me with ADHD and I still have several things about me that have lead people to believe I'm autistic myself, which is probably why I'm so curious about it. I understand that not every case of autism is the same and that using it as a joke is deplorable. I feel as though I understand the basics but I'm also worried that my own disorder is going to take over because the only real reference I have that I know well is myself. I'm also worried that I'll end up doing it wrong and do more harm then good. Right now he's simply a quiet teenage boy with some sensory issues, the occasional breakdown and a few obsessions. I would appreciate any feedback and I hope that this is appropriate for this sub. Thank you and good day",4.595776397515528,6.2343310000000045,6.017236024844724,75.33086956521741,70.52173913043478,9.170186335403725,29.447204968944106,9.606745405546679,2.9842248447204973,760,30,132,18,14,257,109,184,0.106,0.7390000000000001,0.155,0.7619,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,9,10,0,1,10,0,15,2,0,4,0,29,30,16,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,16,11,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,2,20,7,15,27,5,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,6,98,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186005408079474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319537945762592,0.0,0.0,0.2287165496470715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724594663790982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717240764264003,0.0,0.12168377260601708,0.16111375887215967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922241590056532,0.0,0.0,0.29028709306498424,0.0,0.0,0.1638921466758413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665691374173074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048495973589535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230587214688923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127106706530031,0.3598287053816148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958509136866596,0.0,0.0,0.14203278930000898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925644820317618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785899031005468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545463416040606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875911026398367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991392578854869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417983978855276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276705235444142,0.0,0.14702939350084732,0.14119676268119966,0.0,0.0,0.1221225284206026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161551029296727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114201209524124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751935657130106,0.0,0.0,0.13165659935595134,0.0,0.0,0.09500386477587808,0.0,0.1404982807878947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977392795738256,0.0,0.12350741117602487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857555257736106,0.0,0.12903664168575935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29044999783520625,0.0,0.10158418661598093,0.156349728328623,0.0,0.0 autism,stuber_,2019/04/08,"Risperidone So I got diagnosed with autism a few months ago and I got medication, risperidone, about a month after. There are a few side effects like, hunger and sometimes even the forming of breasts (I’m a man). But I’m also really tired the last few weeks even though I sleep 8-9 hours straight. Does someone know if this is a side effect and does someone maybe have some tips on how I can fight the hunger a bit, since I’m gaining a bit from eating more.",4.786300366300363,5.509335340659341,4.5887362637362665,89.17709706959705,69.21978021978022,7.3853479853479875,28.353479853479854,7.1686216300943375,1.2781194139194132,360,12,76,3,6,110,63,91,0.114,0.802,0.084,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,2,1,0,10,0,4,8,2,3,0,11,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,6,8,8,11,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,8,43,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854517030996335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303118491139438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39052914772610253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153521006520015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130364144918795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301447550346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362655779791045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860951766980535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613726314394804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829465318437487,0.1457916199747368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738007219337672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968502545931864,0.0,0.0,0.18017873734047812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28552251788769817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457981864898716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795164143509204,0.0,0.17898530072299018,0.0,0.303088442098549,0.0,0.17689328883966762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572524253374405,0.0,0.0,0.20556881404067248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346760142711207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,billpaxtonma,2019/04/08,"Question about ABA My son turns 3 next month and has been receiving 20 hours of in-home ABA therapy each week. I've been doing some reading recently by autistic authors regarding their negative experience with ABA. I'm now coming to the realization that my son being autistic is what makes him, him. I don't want to strip him of who he is and what defines him, but I also want him to be able to succeed in the world. He's high functioning and incredibly intelligent. Any thoughts, insights, or opinions on ABA are appreciated! Thanks!",4.9788,6.997975880000002,5.923000000000003,74.86150000000002,70.2,9.4,33.5,9.827888789773867,3.582,428,21,76,11,8,141,74,100,0.045,0.7909999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,16,18,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,10,2,11,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,4,6,47,14,2,0.24018140545436886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207298316670704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333159188030713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689501368388988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494350173270964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537648417367505,0.0,0.0,0.23653030351272905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603229531799699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171050636940787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25543564949935804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690581422057833,0.0,0.24024640195372265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371501621855359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112676875287346,0.2746683691541135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067720740743765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124839930757043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833304316452502,0.0,0.19265903593645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,La_Mexifina,2019/04/08,"Easter Bunny Ideas Hi everyone! I work at a public venue and we are hosting a sensory friendly Easter bunny visit. The basic ideas are already in place (low lighting, enclosed area to help control noise and distractions, special “waiting” area with activities instead of standing in a line), I was just wondering if any of you had some specific ideas on how we can make it as enjoyable as possible for the children and for the parents too! Even if it’s just a suggestion of what not to do in this setting, that’s helpful as well. Thanks for your insight!",7.319449838187702,7.650561155339805,7.6020873786407765,71.13510517799355,63.66019417475728,10.361812297734627,40.467637540453076,10.125756701596842,4.422354045307444,441,24,72,9,6,144,75,103,0.018000000000000002,0.797,0.185,0.953,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,2,7,7,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,3,0,22,10,9,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,6,5,17,8,1,13,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,4,0,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829999222415014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452481682523335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218726656014086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065866515111976,0.0,0.0,0.18902609622036573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283573355193833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26519000641210244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6699462616175161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204681140450145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965640706842895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066804618523677,0.0,0.0,0.22301304529723628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212666465306546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786451010730195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452804253299693,0.1440157798824756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PINKtuxPENGUIN,2019/04/08,"Just found out Just found out my 3 year old has autism. I’m scared, mad, frustrated. I don’t know what to do or how to even begin to handle this. I need some guidance and some support. 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My fiance (recently diagnosed) and I have been engaged for approaching two years and have yet to figure out how to best accommodate his autism and hesitance toward a wedding (we've considered elopement but I'd like to travel for it, which is another major stressor almost of the same weight). Some of his reluctance and fear stems from not being confident he'll feel okay that day; disappointing everyone; having the pending date on his shoulders for x months; everyone watching him; etc. At his brother's wedding, where he was the best man, he was three klonopin deep and slightly intoxicated \_just\_ to make it through, which he doesn't want to have to do at ours. We've looked into trimming the guest list, but according to him, anyone more than the two of us and an officiant would be enough to make him anxious. We're at a loss of what to do and worried another year will pass by with panic attacks triggered from invitations.",10.233965517241376,8.79130708045977,9.236178160919538,67.58288793103449,58.6551724137931,12.608045977011495,43.014367816091955,11.45678717892309,4.9857954022988515,768,37,129,17,8,241,121,174,0.19,0.722,0.08800000000000001,-0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,3,4,10,1,2,8,1,15,4,1,4,0,25,21,10,0,2,4,1,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,6,10,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,5,0,3,3,4,11,5,29,13,8,19,0,2,2,0,20,9,0,2,8,93,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619081660116943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33909000463536537,0.0,0.18266253401335986,0.0,0.11305670018397501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394456654782365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33936523593133616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104276021357203,0.0,0.0,0.16411091975536027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706794726506058,0.1803259626811821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090015149962646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194506422645415,0.08175481077336834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083767207037894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899307253284073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577802788987958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215857310658574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290586079818542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897071901132168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964836979440689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31589329478324824,0.0,0.1944919448713123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536835460800007,0.0,0.0,0.19689362867109345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420301634632956,0.0,0.1148592183147238,0.0,0.0,0.2082448147666039 autism,deepfriedpeanuts,2019/04/08,"creating an autistic character hi there! i'm writing a book and im wanting my main character to be autistic. this, you see, is a little difficult because i'm not autistic myself and no one with autism. how should i make this character act? what are little things i can add to hint that this person has autism without explicitly admitting it? thank you!",2.8195454545454552,5.7358587575757625,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,82.63636363636364,7.542424242424243,29.46212121212121,8.472884824447931,2.92970303030303,282,14,48,7,8,92,49,66,0.068,0.845,0.087,0.3043,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,4,11,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880139025309794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345488929218097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208381697646983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673935850740632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987312372997244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704340578052392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468053717158128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851469824752215,0.0,0.0,0.20576306464580613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267986748663434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985573719160148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,blue_m0n0chr0me,2019/04/08,"Understanding During school today, I had a meltdown. I was just sitting class like usual, not doing much. Then, I don't know, I suddenly felt if was too much. Like, everything felt too much. But this time, there was nothing to set it off, it was so random and I don't understand. It's probably because I've been stressed lately but I'm not sure. I felt exposed, unsafe sorta. &#x200B; During said meltdown, I went to the bathroom and hid in a stall. I sat on the floor trying to calm down, but I felt really uneasy. When I did try to come out the first time, I had to run back in because I wasn't used to the noise (as the bathroom was rather quiet). So I became slightly more sensitive ???? Also note the 'meltdown' wasn't severe, I did cry and such but it wasn't like ""I was raising hell on Earth"" type of meltdown. &#x200B; When I did get home, my dad started questioning me about it (I hate when people do that because, like, ??? It makes me uncomfortable to talk about because I can't explain it. They wouldn't understand anyway). It eventually got to the point where his questions became too much and I had another ( ""I was raising hell on Earth"" type) meltdown. So yeah. &#x200B; Can anyone help me? Like, my parents sorta see my condition as something that is black and white. I hate it. Because when ever I TRY to actually explain (or at least what I know) was wrong, they don't understand or think it's something else. I don't know. Sometimes I don't understand because I just don't, they don't seem to get that. It's really infuriating because I have emotions I want to. convey but it feels like no one understands or listens. I really can't do this anymore, it's too much. I feel like some people don't see ME, like I'm not human. Or I don't have emotions. It's difficult to get people to understand when you don't want ot understand. &#x200B; I really wished I had someone I could talk to about this (besides on reddit or teachers), I used to talk to the other people at therapy about this but now I don't. Where I live, getting help (besides in school) is hard. Like I don't have any one to relate to. &#x200B; Sorry for the rant. If you have advise, please tell me.",1.8652930495309192,4.274303593967517,3.395916977706044,87.40377761525271,81.50580046403712,6.06801170180571,24.21875315242611,7.34059242885,1.2134474528397057,1703,64,333,25,46,560,179,431,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9349,1,0,2,0,0,0,98.0,0,2,3,1,28,18,4,1,11,1,45,0,0,3,2,63,89,30,0,8,19,2,7,9,0,1,0,3,1,1,23,7,0,0,23,0,0,3,22,7,0,3,27,14,52,11,38,60,8,38,2,0,4,0,22,16,2,14,26,227,75,6,0.0,0.0,0.05269855623585762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043185702863609614,0.0,0.29255791015116456,0.32809415779322465,0.03672348645234105,0.056626229013112414,0.0,0.0,0.053555873759384115,0.037759736403724486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041524515205901016,0.0,0.23043554916500056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651828923362942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431165252739019,0.0,0.0593191048927043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451120789955414,0.12149087165584126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048848265995593686,0.0,0.0,0.048533878502468465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461047597383053,0.07715865622858945,0.2074031056886785,0.0,0.0,0.0459344171439385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285610861837972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319065558761851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837554671362605,0.1066323873371149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239334598331414,0.0,0.05416881416761022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903492664480761,0.0,0.06091706374352219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744562087305876,0.0,0.04768511198634197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03604702391818053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848990220017465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181676296531367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318685290983483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996327874303625,0.0,0.0,0.14975386922434614,0.0,0.0,0.059278422830775425,0.05104972677582345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822372503381831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099010272828245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838129091657245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136865250559351,0.0,0.0,0.1093066315326038,0.08606584833779121,0.04916176029400683,0.0,0.06100734519897539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457560615538869,0.08314737763439968,0.053409758264457916,0.0604512698895638,0.03822317940741531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185957117700765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050896626554453636,0.0,0.0,0.13021525996590647,0.04720048123391745,0.0,0.06175645518051096,0.0,0.0,0.03460255987783857,0.0,0.0,0.06297847194383194,0.0,0.05118796453258536,0.0,0.0,0.10999226224874503,0.0,0.0,0.4497472553985796,0.0,0.09328147646039414,0.0594760184596912,0.0,0.06370403391209953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500607694136135,0.0,0.0,0.06210009934959796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590431511915076,0.32809415779322465,0.0 autism,TrickyPicc,2019/04/08,I went on a date for the first time in 5 years On Saturday I went on a date with a girl I met on a dating app. It lasted from roughly 4:30 to 9:30 and I had a wonderful time. I'm bad at thinking of places to go and things to do but she handled all of that. We did all sorts of crazy things I've never done before and she didn't mind any of my quirks. And she doesn't smoke which is nice. She's really great. I like her an awful lot and can't wait to see her again. She seemed to really like me too. I'm still afraid I'll mess everything up though.,0.27354105571847503,1.6323967500000016,2.319266862170089,98.51253665689151,81.5,6.121994134897361,16.11143695014663,6.980632752743323,-0.5095548387096769,423,6,111,5,11,142,82,124,0.098,0.75,0.152,0.8349,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,7,1,8,0,0,0,3,18,19,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,7,2,15,4,19,12,3,23,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,4,14,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378916868685542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693058721322002,0.0,0.0,0.17254375374276168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075058161176613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223809946977967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247747632898666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523981120744148,0.0,0.0,0.2235564786686677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528597214508925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812798816685112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238922006472718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047415799235534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639001003518302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118532342223496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598014442378454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158276562974094,0.1845957100278523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193371516393645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694249709297584,0.12992789662597914,0.19922213325878715,0.0,0.23647557930015925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375942733505949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198972231563384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057830539106027 autism,SWaspMale,2019/04/08,Who has had a second opinion? Did it agree with the first diagnosis? I am trying to determine accuracy of diagnoses. ,2.928571428571427,6.011781857142857,6.2447619047619085,62.758571428571464,87.57142857142857,10.41904761904762,30.809523809523807,9.725611199111238,4.8892095238095274,93,5,14,4,3,34,21,21,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6820310234897229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715736666953818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562205897786265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,valicat,2019/06/04,"Having a small meltdown over jeans I have a lot of body issues, one of them is the only thing I feel comfortable wearing at work are skinny jeans. I have to wear pants, I don't like loose fitting pants. I hate jeans, but I have tolerated skinny jeans because they compress the loose skin and I get used to them after they're on, I forget about them. They even help with my poor circulation a little. Until now that is. Now, I go to buy a new pair and discover Old Navy has changed the fabric content of their jeans. Used to be 88% cotton, 8% elasterell, 3% spandex. I lost a lot of weight and I have a lot of loose skin, that elasterell was actually a necessity. Now the content is 72% cotton, 26% poly-FUCKING-ester, 2% elastane I hate it. There is no adjusting to it, I tried. It feels awful, it fits awful, it doesn't breathe and I am constantly aware of it, how much of my fucking day is spent think about my fucking PANTS I can't find the old jeans anywhere online. The only remaining pairs (only 4 left!) with the same fabric content is ONLY available in size 0. They are clearly running out the stock on it and moving forward with their new plastic pieces of shit excuses for 'jeans' And now I'm here crying like an idiot because I don't know what I'm going to use to cover my ass for work. I have to find an alternative.",3.4756766917293263,4.764537281954887,4.590984962406015,85.83625187969928,72.796992481203,6.974135338345865,26.457894736842107,7.365786028017652,1.2739479699248115,1031,35,210,11,20,338,143,266,0.18100000000000002,0.763,0.055999999999999994,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,8,3,10,10,6,0,17,2,22,13,10,4,1,28,40,9,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,3,0,7,0,3,5,5,7,0,1,3,5,29,3,31,36,6,28,0,1,0,3,10,12,4,3,15,133,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.11998832269293368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990692620759072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365775395775779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300722322442425,0.0,0.0,0.13287286612690366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506252178648426,0.07929711116442255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121195744627151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434153573839445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476099231774035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273435824109782,0.06423997233512893,0.0,0.13975862526723215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427892188176836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824155041344059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833519213169114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757396705762582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359317083354416,0.0,0.0,0.12014118629245678,0.12323524415923255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342221209359269,0.3136010050003559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068386204616764,0.09038756329448733,0.0,0.0,0.2375053279285237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580454348536152,0.0,0.08331886441559001,0.3740574422031064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621362243820314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168718595439595,0.07878589884021489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347975099077476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31858618238161257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497285354493412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902836178342785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FabulousDoris,2019/06/04,"Having a fake persona I'm feeling overwhelmed and so most likely won't reply to anyone, but I would genuinely appreciate others insight. When I am really anxious my whole personality and accent change. I am now so hyper aware of it that it quickly spirals so that I get more anxious, I become more fake, I become more anxious etc. Does anyone else do this, have tips/ tricks for preventing it? I hate feeling like a fake person, laughing at things that aren't funny or acting like an idiot because I am so social awkward. There is only one person that I am even close to being myself with that it genuinely upsets me that I nearly 40 and don't know who I am.",6.994419642857142,6.6517816562500025,7.9508035714285725,70.62812500000003,64.46875,9.189285714285717,32.348214285714285,8.418075326091056,2.6907308035714284,524,18,87,6,7,178,83,128,0.26899999999999996,0.608,0.12300000000000001,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,3,3,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,14,20,10,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,0,2,14,4,7,17,6,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307384430410192,0.0,0.2189959656299289,0.1604546517597243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546157667084812,0.34590359802604764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566146321934758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370412418302031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081875354706865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464979192409474,0.103432465710238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836278346237878,0.111874684762239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181675389582566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460954482466086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606296720795913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295197564928112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611584620876707,0.11910094517155495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41020982169107423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032162336017296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963342736222258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040377221024833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748377034259418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124376257842132,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ramennoodle_exe,2019/06/04,"I think I have autism (Hi, I’m new to this subreddit) I think I have autism, and I want to tell my mom so I can get a professional diagnosis but I’m not sure how to, can anyone give some advice?",-0.9188372093023248,0.9964413023255858,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,89.4651162790698,6.2306976744186064,15.576744186046513,7.554174236665415,-0.07196372093023262,148,3,38,3,5,53,29,43,0.069,0.899,0.032,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,11,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,3,11,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335308552696307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865666300818386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832395593931488,0.32742220372251923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997461452236698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32964592054874203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216870722291775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29832595289399394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374040848002991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131750909312812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,prime40000,2019/06/04,"I don't remember the old me. Hello there. Has anyone else gotten to the point of ""faking"", or wearing a mask so much, for so long, that you can't remember what you used to be like? Like, I was diagnosed back when I was twelve, and I'm twenty-four now. And looking back, I don't remember much but the anger and the meltdowns. And I'm so afraid to try to stop faking, or take the mask off because I don't know what I'm like, or going to do. I'm not looking for support, just your thoughts about yourself and if you are going through this.",2.888606194690265,3.6466302831858433,4.120519911504426,90.67865597345137,73.60176991150442,7.065929203539826,25.629424778761074,7.1686216300943375,0.9436026548672573,414,13,94,4,8,136,65,113,0.129,0.8109999999999999,0.06,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,10,8,1,1,6,0,10,2,1,1,0,19,24,14,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,2,10,4,11,19,2,11,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,4,10,63,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209081773878488,0.17717476613659522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592629761919023,0.0,0.10540911301852078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550797223671874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445067071468118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196546391801886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950311251239091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534367731590406,0.0,0.0,0.15302685094148,0.2904148777519121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542290237232513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814481898503549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346325500311645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876466283680569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456706071861442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622512072611056,0.0,0.0,0.13001269914402552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727745339202813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739986576416073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493454983674264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Griffin1102,2019/06/04,"How to deal with being touch starved? So I'm autistic, and my particular brand of autism makes me very touch adverse. The sensation of skin on skin contact makes my skin crawl, and I hate contact, even if it's as small as a poke. But I'm human. I have a psychological need for contact. This means I am often touch starved. I feel like I wanna hug someone without being hugged back, but I live alone now. Cats help, but I can't hug cats. Any advice?",1.8343333333333327,4.041223544444449,2.9944444444444467,91.40500000000002,80.22222222222223,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4826666666666672,349,12,74,3,9,112,63,90,0.145,0.73,0.125,0.2244,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,5,6,3,3,0,16,13,10,0,3,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,10,4,10,11,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646330498801442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047817914062273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841605402849428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823668703987014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791939067714387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886789170209222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369300103574098,0.19346719485850133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673694678929991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815186818743899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230441288733302,0.0,0.23913078074298474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615364466580048,0.0,0.0,0.294992207601243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080267840338967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294569996236765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234471621432647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610518194149314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JuniperJoy101,2019/06/04,"Signs of autism (or at least, on the spectrum) as an adult? Or is it something else? I've always been told to have good grades since I was little, and that I hardly had to study to excel, but I never told anyone I had to fight tooth and nail just to get those good grades. Now, I'm in college and it's harder than it's ever been -- I need to dedicate too much, if not all of my time, in getting to understand simple concepts. I still get good/average grades, but the effort is increasing every month and I feel like I can't keep up with it. Another thing is the comment my parents often made when I was younger. I was called unsympathetic many times and it's not until I reached college that I began to put lots of effort into getting to understand people. I'm bad with relationships and I feel like most people can't understand me. I feel immature and left behind -- like I'm supposed to be back in 10th grade rather than college. There's also my conflict with driving and my problems with hand coordination. It's been a few years since I got my license (at 17), but I still can't seem to adapt to it and I feel like I'm imposing greatly on my parents by having that limitation. Is it possible for me to test for a disorder at 20 years old? I want to know what's wrong with me, because I've never felt connected to people or my surroundings. It's now taking me all my time and effort to accomplish simple tasks. Note: I've also been clinically diagnosed with moderate depression and anxiety, and I have a laceration in my skull (close to the brain) from when my mother gave birth to me. The damage is not seen as dangerous right now, but I do have to get it checked in a year again.",5.009039190897597,5.2960400766961655,6.160581542351454,79.64646017699118,68.58702064896754,9.406995364517488,29.712178676780447,9.362217197678863,2.435531142014326,1322,46,267,25,21,444,168,339,0.115,0.789,0.096,-0.8202,2,0,1,0,1,0,39.0,0,0,0,6,17,15,2,0,10,0,23,6,4,1,5,59,53,27,0,5,13,3,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,20,0,3,10,0,1,3,8,7,0,0,17,8,35,8,50,35,8,43,0,2,1,0,11,17,0,8,27,183,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608693704281544,0.08369154911007129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546807400390762,0.07694428139121838,0.0,0.0,0.07032865763450151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734067267128514,0.08398103380795345,0.061313317107210434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228179393864422,0.10270456902169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663037115352873,0.10208771944322004,0.0,0.0,0.11527467730054973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402261935666151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098138129227806,0.08474393151122457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342734530540127,0.21556551637778712,0.09657364829268678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627474189743437,0.0,0.0,0.2530880139020993,0.08044390981319666,0.11089103972956467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901009272503518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940112075597241,0.0,0.0,0.05527675305220967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928168102562386,0.0,0.0,0.19655541846238853,0.1008087057092486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551047129114386,0.0,0.09517228756244377,0.0,0.10197346870829474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028289027338605,0.0,0.07393869610999113,0.07457962591836853,0.1551487205326882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554296572886822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336686126575891,0.0,0.0,0.2091908525031861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133901000525877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624254793026164,0.0,0.10111180615226337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798648129766,0.0,0.08589572679559825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156527395899942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640348345166533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743226001810108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064842449423344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562448466084105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682162676168506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594897952908914,0.0,0.0,0.19221914067322912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141254788777822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932535046111721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099696650795493,0.0,0.19431283052726908 autism,voxxa,2019/06/04,"People on the spectrum with high IQ but lower cognitive processing speed, what things help or hurt you in academic or social environments? I'm looking for ideas to help understand and assist my 7 year old kiddo who scores ""low average"" (37th percentile) in processing speed but very high in other cognitive categories (90-98th percentile). He struggles with writing, making choices, identifying and expressing emotions, emotional regulation, and working/answering in a timely manner. I think his brain just doesn't work fast enough for how intelligent he is. I want to do everything I can to support him and advocate for him in school.",11.9396261682243,11.116830252336447,10.841981308411217,55.44671028037385,54.88785046728972,14.915140186915885,46.63364485981308,13.662883650711644,6.880369719626168,515,27,71,17,5,164,82,107,0.111,0.738,0.151,0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,18,11,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,14,11,1,15,0,2,1,0,12,9,0,2,6,43,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987834239814626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42296585079326504,0.0,0.19426181494185546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896885283073476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520346817688789,0.3972801033242215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126572022785474,0.2122373754243591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787879457970733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254963433245344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972820518975998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034060057921545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902734410141621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916497823329403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965460674382047,0.0,0.0,0.2133484741987665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490370672874745,0.12046749668415276,0.0,0.0,0.1096285778689691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957222463804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551257254113037,0.1108915860729142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687156519756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107054743603485 autism,Kirbinator__,2019/06/04,"Refined foods and excessive electronic use by themselves don’t make autism worse, but that autistic individuals are unable to cope with addiction and pleasure stimulation. I just thought about this, what do you guys think? A GFCF diet may help with a person with addiction to grains, sugar and dairy, but it won’t make autism alone better, it will make the symptoms better because the autistic individual isn’t responding to addictive stimuli and craving addictive substances from these foods. While most neirotypical people keep their addiction in control, an autist will likely respond out of anger, screaming, paranoia, or violence to get their fix. When they do, they will be upset because they don’t like how it feels, yet are dependent on it.",13.89283464566929,11.27614647244095,11.412062992125984,58.48392125984252,52.77952755905512,14.56944881889764,49.022047244094495,12.688352899677879,6.27715559055118,610,30,89,14,5,184,91,127,0.161,0.71,0.129,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,3,5,8,1,1,5,0,13,10,0,8,0,26,22,10,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,5,6,1,0,2,8,8,4,2,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,7,5,14,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,5,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7325380846022029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919005644050547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638487907251986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377184166474158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073256991637146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795286509789822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32501578873353343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021451276210684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306966314308252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008043211245724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194541921433647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131473367047852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26912402902329263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317080918839407,0.11734631107031752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968522241443487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861132609262545,0.0,0.1066926003265323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607193442304868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695739675851146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,goomerall3,2019/06/04,Poor social skills How can one tell the difference between autism and poor social skills? I'm not autistic btw just curious...,4.073939393939398,7.425694272727274,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,83.54545454545453,6.56969696969697,25.51515151515152,7.793537801064563,2.090224242424242,102,4,16,2,3,30,19,22,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107100026328756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637743788519674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8014400280599819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435902148581023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dependable_jerk,2019/06/04,"I have an autistic friend, and being friends with her has made me a more respectful person. I'm now used to asking people permission to touch them before I do. I always ask ""can I give you a hug? “ before actually hugging them. I'm more patient when listening to someone's story, and try to actively ask questions about it instead of just waiting for my turn to talk. I've learned to recognise anxiety attacks and panic attacks, and learned how to help people with them. I've learned to be patient when explaining something to someone, and not get angry or annoyed if they don't understand something. God I'm so happy that I got familiar with this stuff! My days are all so incredibly positive now, people actually like interacting with me! I just had the most fascinating conversation about rivers with someone, I don't think anyone outside of the geology field has ever wanted to hear this guy out before. I think I made a new friend!",6.047380952380955,7.369715371428572,6.819785714285715,72.14263095238096,66.71428571428572,9.49047619047619,35.726190476190474,9.725611199111238,3.7389904761904766,750,37,125,16,12,248,107,175,0.079,0.705,0.21600000000000005,0.9809,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,0,13,12,3,1,6,0,11,2,0,4,2,33,32,12,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,5,11,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,19,8,21,26,4,8,0,0,0,2,23,1,0,4,8,85,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.2399989523975043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231960751619057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407053348015253,0.0,0.0,0.08598240470896938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448767249871817,0.2797887456328348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139113010736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930448222162967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123200997108232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28501537590267195,0.0,0.06424594375709014,0.1179625495316964,0.0,0.0,0.09834910892052794,0.0,0.0,0.12175810609169685,0.0,0.13090220969828573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859438878402747,0.0,0.08242316506160499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007617700385001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327114556572456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876370260951295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144276989952587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557525359693402,0.10737131405680364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775281515917628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125723252157099,0.18933425270270926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407694639997277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883738825189352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758644475543515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348751084496309,0.1337543705810695,0.0,0.12801450107122098,0.0,0.1062052655123499,0.0,0.0,0.07252998229198147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JMars828,2019/06/04,"Psychiatric Evaluation My son is only 4 and dx with ASD, Epilespy, and ADHD. He’s already had extensive behavioral issues and aggression (kicked out of his part time preschool) yet was denied an IEP through the public school system because he tests “educationally” at a 5 year old level and talks extensively. He is very articulate/highly intelligent. He has a thorough psychiatric evaluation and I really don’t know what to expect today. Does anyone have experience of what they will do? How do they even test for such when he is so young, and what are they looking for? Nothing was really explained to me. Thanks!",5.971794087665643,8.404341633027528,6.8874617737003065,67.25414882772681,68.44954128440367,9.982059123343527,31.37716615698267,10.25414643259724,3.824106218144751,494,21,77,14,9,164,84,109,0.087,0.858,0.055,-0.5535,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,0,12,17,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,10,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0,7,50,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745534413861325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210111517871153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973809627227273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926147434441058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991881601816247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508895848174709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346869792015803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413707906054056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844325967678384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555057351671714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184111738126927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192046835966361,0.0,0.2397206627784177,0.0,0.0,0.1737471116530239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738993105924276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927028374135113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312043845363109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362008242639916,0.0,0.2103267837759345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321148626254928,0.0,0.21654462624059215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188495817799394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711481148511535 autism,dy14n19,2019/06/04,Jobs/Courses Hey everyone! I was diagnosed with ASD about 2 years ago after a long process. I've been to quite a few meetings discussing me going out more which I find quite difficult I wish it wasn't as bad but it's REALLY bad. I want to get a Job or even a part-time course but I've no Idea what I'm good at... I don't know if I should just take online courses or not. I'm struggling with what I want to do. One minute I'd love to do something in music the next I'm really into the idea of Video Editing. Does anyone have any advice? Would mean a lot.,-0.8718078512396694,1.2307604710743831,1.499870867768596,97.77889721074379,93.04958677685951,4.677892561983471,16.653409090909093,6.322622252153567,-0.3884012396694212,431,11,102,5,16,145,83,121,0.04,0.736,0.22399999999999998,0.9711,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,7,0,9,2,0,0,0,22,21,6,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,8,2,14,16,3,10,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,4,5,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640863259351497,0.14884808661701454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418916288526555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174113110503625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804069810062577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704319886818071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146945098508746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090744406435804,0.0,0.0,0.16045167129954035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347288728892622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772958271776418,0.0,0.09543097101551734,0.1408406213666552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379115192758336,0.0,0.0,0.16663148595531824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922826663377572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860105894502754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275683456102622,0.15155144239136226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291059089826384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858139170504575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378475024187623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183750040951466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572003120295745,0.0,0.0,0.21514356744494892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292705345460452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554306844810272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625251483801211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808332507529366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309600053974102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192832568667438,0.0,0.0,0.10813289562405126 autism,sweetdickwilly67,2019/06/04,"Need advice on how to handle ongoing problem with my [24M] girlfriend [21F] First thing I want to say: This is not a dealbreaker for me. In the grand scheme of things, this isn’t really her fault. She always tries to compromise or make it up to me in some way when it happens. This is about advice for how I can manage my anxiety attacks/meltdowns that stem from this or at least how to explain to my NT girlfriend why/how it’s so important that she doesn’t do this. Unfortunately, it still happens way too often, and I’m so sick of the way I freak out because of it. I can’t seem to do anything to control it, and in the moment it usually seems like she doesn’t care, or if she does, she gets mad at me for it later because I “emotionally exhausted” her. My girlfriend is amazing. I love and appreciate her more than my own family sometimes. We’ve been dating for a year and a half now. Unfortunately, she has this one negative personality trait that just so happens to be the bane of any person with autism’s existence. She’s spacey and sucks at planning out her own schedule. She’s aware of this, but has ultimately decided that she’s made it far enough in life without it ever being a huge problem, so she’s not going to fix it. This leads to her frequently cancelling plans with me because she forgot about a class, appointment, job shift, etc that she had to go to instead. When we first started dating, I thought she was just being an asshole, but I stuck with her and slowly learned that this is just her personality and I’m apparently the only one who cares so much. I only care because it frequently causes anxiety attacks or meltdowns when she does cancel plans with me. It’s causing a lot of bitterness and resentment to build up in me and I don’t know what to do about it. I’ve tried everything I can think of to manage it. I’ve talked to my therapist more times than I can count, but therapists apparently aren’t there to give advice, they’re there to help me mentally process things like this, but that hasn’t helped yet. I’ve tried simply assuming that any plans we make are guaranteed to be cancelled, but that doesn’t work well because then I don’t see the point in making plans with her in the first place, or when our plans actually do go through, I might have already ended up planning something else out and I’m mad because I could’ve been spending time with her but instead I’m doing whatever I planned instead. I hate this so much. I don’t know what to do anymore. Sorry if I sound like an asshole, I’m in the midst of trying to stop another attack from happening right now because she just cancelled plans on me again today, and not even for anything important, she’s just “in a bad mood and needs to rest”. I’ve decided not to tell her I’m about to have another attack because she came to my house and brought me coffee to try to make up for it, and I guess I would be the asshole if I still made a big deal about it. What else can I do?",6.140176725235548,5.721869115966393,6.652910618792973,79.4784441049147,66.24369747899159,9.901196842373317,32.988286223580346,9.41862664789215,2.7590616246498603,2344,89,477,40,33,767,244,595,0.127,0.802,0.07,-0.9857,4,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,3,0,0,15,39,26,9,0,19,0,41,4,0,13,1,89,85,42,0,9,24,0,0,3,3,2,3,2,0,3,44,27,0,3,11,0,1,6,16,15,1,6,11,4,69,10,81,67,12,66,0,0,1,1,46,27,1,16,33,340,113,7,0.0,0.0,0.06768327282988397,0.0,0.0,0.20332711363376685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653813050925651,0.0,0.05771130117180452,0.0,0.0,0.09433145537019838,0.14545554115253478,0.10611715624898882,0.0,0.06878436667365043,0.0,0.0,0.1141512291122596,0.0,0.0,0.2367137583254937,0.0,0.0,0.057910921548793064,0.3382392938873933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932692226831599,0.21214490243985412,0.14249926904753915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779074503493537,0.05537661279616643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150491499289609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139107294949622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587919551013925,0.07801826463537555,0.061430483321026685,0.07166521674625635,0.07735235520683803,0.045810216773774684,0.06273816117180207,0.0,0.0,0.06233437829820185,0.0,0.0653844239585432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698729774988262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623662266927237,0.06653438562047269,0.11825302186070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640550955842765,0.0,0.24533172958150856,0.0,0.0,0.06847653408509323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297823199040237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002966591559796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688269805272922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623453926034802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898951235045159,0.10165425069006087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058965577940679914,0.06259818253766478,0.1312561808003341,0.18518765816961552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989641640998154,0.07357773595246303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197202477019833,0.10285595853877054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399737083663057,0.10549956590139246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168184162837286,0.07246420854988883,0.0,0.06556560240085031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132732222744262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044432425367305184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059231239129677864,0.0,0.05515615935821415,0.0,0.0,0.05526923990394343,0.12628159374554335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339507424388626,0.06859670356456066,0.07764045327041226,0.049091854977563416,0.0,0.11077856375401854,0.05798628213512295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574722596093834,0.060621832498767736,0.0,0.0,0.1610596578089525,0.13823485409840927,0.04444172038304477,0.0,0.05506239874846109,0.08088625957618135,0.0,0.06574314775454904,0.0,0.0,0.23544719332976116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638789127781467,0.0,0.04090906673362532,0.16515913854318834,0.0,0.0,0.0623610516375072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685850838172769,0.0,0.05049335294853873,0.0,0.0,0.04926983847338932,0.0,0.0,0.04466419211716069 autism,That_1_Redditor,2019/06/04,"I think I might be on the spectrum. My mom has been telling me that she thinks I might have Aspergers, or be on the spectrum. Is this a bad thing?",0.7534408602150542,2.579243483870968,1.7625806451612895,100.83053763440859,81.90322580645163,5.423655913978496,23.23655913978495,6.42735559955562,0.19692688172043,112,4,28,1,3,35,24,31,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720730904169945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6913556707815655,0.0,0.38163431866620456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848093049388692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648181351657544,0.4175860402385507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Glen696969,2019/06/04,"3 y/o Hey, my three year old son just went through the IEP evaluation at the school our area. They sent over the evaluation and we have a meeting in the morning. I’ve never noticed any signs of autism except for the fact that he can’t talk. They cited the word a few times in the report for “lack of eye contact, no sense of personal space, and having problem with change.” Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",3.3120105820105827,5.3068560740740764,4.2191534391534375,85.42333333333333,74.67901234567901,6.603880070546737,25.151675485008816,7.447530270364453,1.1525823633156969,326,11,65,4,7,105,66,81,0.08800000000000001,0.868,0.044000000000000004,-0.3832,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,9,0,5,1,1,0,2,13,7,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,1,5,1,12,3,2,12,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,0,4,40,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26499309133924365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688221928055853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868715451631394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989759301337409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091500501007268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873921824145,0.2845568625275419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367831421638497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948178821358475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27444774056492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217963499461044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581267219277624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513857551709486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263786182051587,0.0,0.0,0.17463045822725015 autism,MiserableInspector,2019/06/04,"Can someone name this habit/symptom Hi, I’ve had this problem a few times and think it may be related to my ASD, so I wanted to ask if anyone does this or knows people who do. Sometimes when I hear a phrase or response I use it nearly always in conversation until I can break the habit. Example: Using the phrase, “That’s what she said” compulsively I think, as the words would be out of my mouth before I could stop them. I didn’t realise what I was doing until I finished the phrase. Responding to sentences like ,”That’s stupid” immediately with “You’re stupid” and “That’s gross” with “You’re gross” again I couldn’t control it at all - much to the annoyance of my friends. To stop it was like breaking a habit, and took a lot of effort as well as help from friends catching me starting to say it and managing to make me stop. Right now, I don’t do this but I worry It might start up again, DAE experience this or know what this is? Thanks.",3.6615873015872995,4.904743174603175,4.409391534391535,87.49440476190479,72.28042328042328,7.3047619047619055,25.66931216931217,7.7094869923839395,1.1829407407407395,736,23,156,9,14,236,112,189,0.115,0.7979999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.601,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,6,12,3,0,9,0,18,1,1,4,1,34,33,16,0,6,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,19,7,0,4,4,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,6,3,19,6,23,20,4,23,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,7,15,107,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160319850663227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059033307180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785983254031898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345839514423098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739178727463978,0.12627924199358212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384083632315555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471248444071425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443906630924512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825972266521456,0.0,0.1060124488009878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384306019152485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453962812564945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344634153314993,0.0,0.0,0.10557415811212524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778456201142333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162670425503423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964940339651527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513393798386044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506922149911846,0.15044798854801222,0.12577652628682767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400988908384806,0.0,0.1564259583964811,0.0,0.22389532048282773,0.0,0.0,0.3966907716621609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643905578847353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561403706762482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268725295708692,0.0,0.0,0.09222535499393536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757234602615651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27320184232449723,0.0,0.0,0.0932878642614396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220635631315104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062087642382752,0.0,0.1123535287083602,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,disgruntledrunt123,2019/06/04,"Help for sleep? My son is 4 almost 5 and goes to prek for speech and physical therapies, but his sleep is so awful. Ive followed our doctors recommendations of no screen time except when necessary (non verbal so he uses a tablet to communicate), tv goes off at 5pm, routine for bedtime which is bath, jammies, and then he can play with playdoh, build with blocks/cars or color until 9pm (usually an hour), then in bed. It doesnt work and his doctor is adamant i do not use melatonin so hes up til 2 or 3 am in a dark room making noises/screaming/stimming/wandering then he wakes up at 5 or 6 and sleeps again at 10 on the busride to school and then at 3 on the busride home. No matter how much i ask them to wake him up he wont. Hes exhusted, im exhusted, hes not learning anything at school because hes not cooperative and i just dont know what to do.",4.152651515151518,4.113867305555559,5.738484848484847,83.06590909090913,70.3888888888889,8.323232323232324,30.25252525252525,8.00094639256281,1.8882222222222225,665,25,145,8,11,228,116,180,0.066,0.8959999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.7782,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,5,1,16,7,5,4,0,26,22,22,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,3,9,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,14,1,27,21,1,26,0,0,2,0,16,14,0,4,11,88,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469995170568314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435685604481135,0.0,0.1630997821263657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635130451079862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571414832386325,0.0,0.0,0.20446987310403267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693917817341465,0.0,0.17500107296736306,0.0,0.1718113628603223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845047241008933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588055374567928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645571275462345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825071544205072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531326667308098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237683594081354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995141685363403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173104519062606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013608239242166,0.19214685065962264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701147506508376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,soupafi,2019/06/04,"Eating My 3 year old is an insane picky eater. He used to love hotdogs, now he won't eat them. He used to love cheesy tacos, now he won't eat them. He basically eats graham crackers, oranges, go gurt and goldfish. We try to have him eat other foods like chicken nuggets, french fries, vegetables, he cries and pushes it away. How do you get your kids to eat?",2.8623004694835714,4.6385628591549315,3.3179577464788754,92.35092723004698,75.33802816901408,5.860093896713615,23.10093896713615,6.42735559955562,0.3926882629107977,277,8,59,2,6,86,53,71,0.068,0.794,0.13699999999999998,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,3,0,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,1,0,0,5,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247532810479834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488326654133364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8656769585692975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704992869580594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366734032642164,0.0,0.08013426716159994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888609487294756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545182899027721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795710659611838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573060203887143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355963914353165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908001904904242 autism,Its_cool_2_juul,2019/06/04,"An question I’ve spent too long thinking about I promise this has no malicious intent it’s just a question I’ve thought about a lot, so I’m sorry if it’s rude I just have very little experience. Are people who show 0 signs of autism still considered on the spectrum since spectrums are like a gradient. I know its way more complicated than that but I was just wondering.",1.917199391171991,4.6346744794520545,3.2527853881278546,86.18852359208525,85.02739726027397,6.5321156773211575,25.9193302891933,7.793537801064563,1.828027092846272,299,13,57,6,9,97,57,73,0.077,0.8690000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.1253,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,11,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,5,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757458204694555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909389124046848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364898663869398,0.253666765389978,0.0,0.223980302600568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517154204874395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754635724177236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670466015162018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936204417976206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833181092936036,0.0,0.0,0.20212126482400436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217247146697902,0.0,0.20092843420492368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882912794325895,0.0,0.2008943057113264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744697410952984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DanMunrod,2019/06/04,What are cons or pros of disclosing a disability with an employer while applying for job provided benefits? My daughter is high functioning and I am applying for benefits through my job and am being asked if she is disabled. While she is super functioning she was diagnosed and is still part of the special education program in her school but she mainstreams and just receives some therapies and very mild supervision. I want to know if there is any sort of disadvantage by listing her as disabled while applying for medical insurance and other job benefits. THANKS!,9.037074829931974,10.227024408163267,8.961632653061226,59.9036054421769,60.02040816326532,14.28843537414966,44.904761904761905,13.295006501635747,7.044198639455786,464,28,68,19,6,151,67,98,0.038,0.794,0.168,0.9052,4,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,0,0,16,14,14,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,6,12,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,5,4,55,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328635500944174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107276818188374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287861445161332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815776955067045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6710531665135865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238792998918867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707660197218826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409678587283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281266941761849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001251209783864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752700678986336,0.25777568600981826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598664496286346,0.13295250670788514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bw147,2019/06/04,"Jobs for Teen with Autism Ok so my parents are making me get a job so I can get experience and pay for college. But all the autism friendly jobs I'm reading about need degrees and experience. Is there another option for me? I have a relative who owns a hardware store, I could get a job there but he might make me do cashier work which we all know is not optimal. I've been having this problem for awhile, and theres no way out it seems. Thoughs?",0.5288095238095245,2.9770019450549485,2.0202472527472537,94.08516941391943,89.98901098901098,5.231135531135532,22.96794871794872,6.816661863887847,0.7205157509157512,351,14,76,5,12,113,65,91,0.125,0.8340000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.8182,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,1,10,0,0,2,2,20,19,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,7,16,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,50,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920852984876942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645353471681884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343552753956065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320405844392343,0.0,0.2678720311563074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6783863658403347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392478001383577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281604929159133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130292988720645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672370519449153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897694975585105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353276274716924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095099735813854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558526394237682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791304728346612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565623408541752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124420692086985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,IAmTribusi,2019/06/04,Plz dont mind my autism I a autistick spwecial boy,-1.1245454545454552,0.7354988181818172,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,106.27272727272728,5.836363636363638,23.681818181818183,7.1686216300943375,1.4864181818181827,41,2,9,1,2,14,11,11,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.757609242981558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527083843102605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gulnurhazal,2019/06/04,"Looking for someone who works with adults Hello, This is my first post, I have read the rules but if this is against rules please tell me. I about 9 months of thinking, researching and learning more and more about autism (I have a toddler and I thought it would be nice to know to spot any symptoms or traits early.) The more I know about ASD I came to a conclusion that it's not my kid (haven't spotted anything so far) Aspergers -or whichever name you choose- explains all my life and social interractions and many other things - which I don't want to bore you with list goes a long way- I'm just curious if I am convincing myself into something or if I'm right about this. Because that was a relief. I want to know if I'm just turning this into a comfort zone for myself or if it's real. My therapist told me that it's really easy for them to recognize autism traits just as easy as recognizing a drunk person and said ""no you're not on the spectrum"" over the phone. It seemed like a rushed answer and it's not even his specialty. Again, I have a list of suspicions but... Long story short Is there anyone you know (Preferably in Europe but I'm willing to go to the other side of the world) who works with adults for an official diagnosis? Thanks",2.9703958944281514,4.999085629032262,3.6515249266862178,88.9609237536657,75.7741935483871,6.767155425219943,24.579178885630498,7.686295010490155,1.1777032258064521,988,33,201,14,22,312,140,248,0.047,0.802,0.151,0.9827,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,4,11,7,0,0,15,0,13,3,0,0,1,50,34,22,0,9,18,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,19,13,1,0,13,2,0,3,6,1,0,1,5,2,23,6,30,26,4,21,0,0,1,0,19,10,0,10,7,135,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955154550254452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264283107120428,0.0,0.13256917876636376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820329085784404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425215428616695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064031086487212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702910251747755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915551887709606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35413899059948195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378763892374955,0.0787039008801125,0.0,0.0,0.2851317105652084,0.13528098232031052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332716414337112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858616033838013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406637652451245,0.0,0.17683622834919555,0.0,0.0,0.15428648093878014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114068523095793,0.18336375714164055,0.10320292102590743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757603470065816,0.15324022351946878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466567404166155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421819589194078,0.13649704163691473,0.12402041042799078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744155955736004,0.0,0.0,0.14080595736328502,0.14831655646026826,0.0,0.1870461381289787,0.10702574837041967,0.10322451050177728,0.0,0.1278930947963938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393517322648714,0.0,0.0,0.17522737380275882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900384752105181,0.12787137164564033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345612004568079,0.0,0.0,0.11443875068476382,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,magpie0000,2019/09/19,"Request for fashion advice: How to wear a face-covering mask or veil but cool? It's exhausting to always try to make the ""right"" face. I just want to just wear a veil. I'm very into alt/scene/punk/goth/cyber punk fashion, so I do think it's possible to do this while looking cool. Big sunglasses have been my go to so far, with or without a cough or filter mask, but I think a veil would be easier and reduce my anxiety even more. (Not looking for things like a balaclava, It's most important to cover the eyes). I'm going to cross post this in a couple fashion subs, but I thought other autistic people would be able to understand my motivations and maybe have come up with their own solutions already 😎",5.958142857142858,5.775904671428576,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,66.57142857142857,10.142857142857146,31.785714285714285,9.827888789773867,2.8782857142857137,554,20,109,11,8,184,89,140,0.039,0.8190000000000001,0.141,0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,8,2,9,6,4,3,0,27,22,12,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,5,8,3,17,16,3,12,3,0,3,0,2,6,0,4,2,68,15,1,0.20289289207876748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982645859452825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238973516602899,0.0,0.16882313962024073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521250709799034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747742611614276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244971260006727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340088416895875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306174124737927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912321855384758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407578589310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354325809517043,0.0,0.20383318075134013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066038476985115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873125060159105,0.19431530583591688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732694212473394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479302204817276,0.2600111455763203,0.0,0.16107429295457268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377509554822647,0.0,0.0,0.2112186560561468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674078846275913,0.11967148452162725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558150771419375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882585785025934,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BadAngel4Head,2019/09/19,"So, I get really down in the dumps about not being able to provide for my family when I grow a little older. Just a rant post. But ever since realising that I was autistic then getting diagnosed as being autistic, I've done a lot of self-research and such, and now I just cannot get over the fact that for me, I would love to like being social, but my ""social battery"" dies within about 1 hour of doing anything social, no matter what it is. It got me thinking about keeping a job, and I realise this is one of the main reasons why I can't hold a job for more than 2 weeks, as just being anywhere social leads me to getting burnt out incredibly quickly. This has lead to me feeling very depressed and somewhat suicidal at times, because I think about my future being incredibly dead-ended and worthless, if I couldn't provide for myself or my family. I could explain more about this ""social battery"" but I'm sure there are many other people on this Sub-Reddit that experience something similar or the same thing as me. so I guess Ask me anything, just needed to say something about this. Thanks for any feedback :)",9.792583979328164,7.02702558139535,9.533178294573645,69.26312661498707,60.62790697674418,11.416020671834627,39.23772609819122,9.150863307647796,3.637315245478036,880,33,156,10,9,288,130,215,0.098,0.816,0.086,-0.6599,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,18,7,1,0,9,0,17,2,0,3,3,38,33,18,2,5,11,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,3,2,22,4,30,22,6,22,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,6,11,124,35,5,0.11572039038641425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869383368403396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904560425434963,0.0,0.10818294390686098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054207590172695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923933154696859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966980267306948,0.11745376034712925,0.12009949532764345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842213662669215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249391825077127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046757182218915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319674679989185,0.2181817704106156,0.0,0.058511706388059935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418365111756946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255216745085962,0.0,0.1274790564428059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396127443308778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296692630187112,0.10285760000620836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056535137480104386,0.1159822320045442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838133770620837,0.10444217034942647,0.0,0.0,0.11732231281835115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580520318378375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841513139307682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022594813795259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082814591976008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413344527148287,0.11897983452103655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202549911164906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207216048524019,0.0,0.0,0.09572510274916037,0.0,0.0,0.589811824932782,0.0,0.17817442021243327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657932490335705,0.0,0.1090650984446286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653978794303624,0.0,0.0,0.07687948539233938,0.14829790715009136,0.0,0.0,0.0674774902330464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548144128847956,0.0,0.0,0.09282391702163642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441965316842212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220444515030835,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bathroominabodega,2019/09/19,"Acceptance I am female, in my 20s, and one of those girls who flew under the diagnostic radar. I'm not ""openly autistic"" to most people in my life, but lately I've been having incredibly vivid dreams where I openly talk about autism and mention it by name. I think this means I've made strides in accepting it.",7.881,6.827221099999999,7.746666666666666,75.14500000000002,63.0,10.666666666666668,31.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.7106666666666674,246,7,47,4,3,79,48,60,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.8544,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,5,2,8,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664007390947389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920389315697156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39122572325929306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503790051484217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801711063494479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664101237134537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332323379566318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492838803823704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nikki1234,2019/09/19,"I dated and fell in love with a man with Autism who pretended to love me for 4 years It was basically confirmed for me today that my ex fiance has autism and his actions leading up the breakup are largely do to this condition (please excuse me if that's not the right term). He told me after 4 years on my birthday that he was not attracted to me and hasn't been from the start. He also admitted that he did not love me, did not like black chicks (he is a white guy), and just needed a girlfriend. What level of autism is this or is this a mixture of other conditions, or jus plain cruelty? I was not in the camp of believing people with autism were ever incapable of love and while me and his family suspected that he was autistic, we never knew he was capable of pulling such a feat off. I don't know how deep his empathy or remorse goes or if he will ever truly understand the gravity of his actions. Thoughts?",6.225409836065572,5.6841144098360665,6.893448087431698,78.23427049180329,66.10382513661203,10.598688524590166,33.05409836065573,10.125756701596842,3.1113173770491795,719,27,144,15,10,238,106,183,0.076,0.795,0.129,0.9085,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,10,0,18,4,0,2,3,34,30,15,0,3,12,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,12,10,0,0,6,1,0,5,8,0,0,0,12,2,17,6,21,17,1,24,0,0,2,4,26,8,0,6,12,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632267899203835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614683858277189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310173817091621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724897607697696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811710922549092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005566512886047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939089934669238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6605576604844186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356714535968603,0.14111932165899038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684977829082728,0.0,0.0,0.2008483609127692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625712744755646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950855583270335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525936626058988,0.0,0.0,0.1734361051436942,0.1748376309424029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048035262698565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356559971576365 autism,LForanLewis,2019/09/19,"What was your experience of childbirth (either giving birth or being present as a support partner)? Participants needed for online research study on childbirth experiences of autistic parents We are looking for **autistic adults who have experienced childbirth (either giving birth or being present for a birth as a support partner)** to share your stories with us! We are four undergraduate nursing students at the University of Vermont working with Laura Lewis, a nurse researcher on a research study about the labor and delivery experience for parents on the autism spectrum. This study is titled “Labor and Delivery Experiences of Autistic Parents: A Narrative Research Study.” We are looking for individuals who **believe they are on the spectrum (may be formally, informally, or self-diagnosed)**. You must be **18 years or older** to participate. Participation is **entirely online** and includes answering questions about your labor and childbirth experience. You may take however long or short to complete the survey depending on the amount you choose to share with us, however it will likely take **approximately 20 minutes** to complete. **To find out more or to participate, please use the link below: https://survey.uvm.edu/index.php/259544?lang=en** Please contact Laura Lewis directly if you have any questions about this study at laura.lewis@med.uvm.edu. Thank you for your consideration, Laura Lewis, RN, PhD (Faculty mentor/nurse researcher), Emma Beaudoin, Alexa Cestrone, Hannah Scheibner, & Hannah Schirling",7.112665994849397,11.127189777292584,6.3323144104803495,60.12141641473522,85.7248908296943,7.938237599372973,37.31284290672937,8.303829127061777,4.94658943007502,1245,72,136,32,39,381,123,229,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.9604,5,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,5,9,1,1,3,6,0,0,13,0,17,0,0,2,1,34,28,13,0,3,9,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,15,6,34,19,4,18,0,0,2,0,31,10,0,12,9,100,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101827294087347,0.0,0.07595441368400455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583867518022035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342139467213435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336506412900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462812098241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208449625061454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429035435935892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054567086375373004,0.0,0.0,0.0988439359725631,0.18758635759267692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406467139293666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281822849079792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720623600437735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24520862724007705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024128159020004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651915132731185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534935947506017,0.0,0.0,0.16795701970926125,0.0,0.0,0.10283101926032227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26870353095064065,0.09646605669266248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131313151259603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719260083842708 autism,Sumarosa,2019/09/19,"Mixed feelings about diagnosis (UK) Being diagnosed as autistic has benefited me. I've been able to get reasonable adjustments at work and I'm a lot more lenient on myself. I don't mask so much anymore and my sympathetic friends and family have made me some allowances. When I return to university part time after having left due to my problems from when I was undiagnosed, I'll have a lot more support. I'll also be getting assessments for ADHD and dyspraxia soon as my clinical psychologist recommended it. But also, I'm now jobless because my employer chose not to keep me after my contract ended, even though they needed someone in a position almost identical to mine (they made me re-interview for it and I failed). I don't mask as much and probably as a result, I haven't passed any of the job interviews I've had since, even when I've asked for reasonable adjustments. While most of my friends and family have been supportive, I still only have 5 friends, while other people still find me a bit much. Family actually have been wonderful, and some of them are seeking their own diagnoses. But university wise, I don't yet know whether the support will be enough, and it is somewhat limiting my job search to retail and customer facing roles. I’ve been applying for the few things available that aren’t that. With a dyspraxia diagnosis I wouldn't get any extra provision that autism hasn't already got me, and I'm worried about ADHD because if I do have it, the medication often has different results with autistic patients, limiting my treatment. But we'll see. My point is, I've felt more depressed since getting my diagnosis because of the above. Perhaps getting a new job with a supportive employer is all I need, but that's seeming so difficult as of right now. I don’t have any marketable talents I could use for self-employment, besides being relatively good at writing and proofreading (don’t take this post as an example!) but I’d be going up against people with big portfolios and degrees and other qualifications. So far, my diagnosis has been associated with more not less social exclusion and much more financial insecurity. Plus, applying for Universal Credit is just the worst. If you were diagnosed in adulthood, where did life take you after? I'd like to know about people who started off in worse situations and found life got better afterwards, but feel free to share whatever happened to you.",8.616071428571429,8.628344034013608,8.861510770975059,64.25784438775514,61.04081632653062,12.610770975056687,40.59722222222222,12.00992498983062,5.288705895691611,1953,98,315,58,24,646,230,441,0.054000000000000006,0.83,0.115,0.9632,9,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,3,4,5,23,22,0,1,15,0,43,8,1,8,1,71,78,43,0,7,12,0,3,1,3,3,7,0,0,0,13,22,0,3,13,0,4,2,11,6,0,0,15,4,40,17,48,54,24,38,0,2,1,0,18,14,0,12,22,230,53,10,0.07988761306934325,0.0,0.07795878642895104,0.0,0.1920187727866636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999590474714807,0.0,0.08815796755336276,0.12777219061790834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297894905040225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922704572279718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746841341847773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460962423111653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065410176181881,0.08721658276134044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378375852163201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688070840761592,0.24325273693301736,0.0,0.08346555244576576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707567132796313,0.08254525960569545,0.0,0.10553002998855647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259327953588617,0.0,0.08078715504411449,0.0,0.0767046365972502,0.0,0.0730158310592408,0.0,0.0,0.08759264430795984,0.18516291506274646,0.0,0.20868990294548775,0.0,0.0454019715180734,0.06700593960043523,0.12778684408778798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706443524043265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378283873312193,0.07100778111012962,0.0,0.0,0.08780828580267612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679812534784258,0.0,0.11285396733655152,0.03902905246647823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583518364695524,0.0,0.151183182175775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047836556420644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490635037015026,0.11847130567729675,0.0,0.07715595451359776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758129612951524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651049996303646,0.0,0.16615203634116987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551961630904737,0.0,0.07651025034452318,0.0,0.08613235863036624,0.07644165664955196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642755429969058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682235850627172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366008453213523,0.07272668256941654,0.08334020327234458,0.0,0.0,0.13216771813355113,0.08979702424971872,0.0,0.08143536103985544,0.06768851530855143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654486370976905,0.0,0.12759670198442846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36262206640017897,0.0,0.0,0.1201310857840587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307378035525951,0.0,0.07848917422906368,0.0,0.04658310961990037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899724793793248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663470859628426,0.05815913377136146,0.0811297489089378,0.08141230270738346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pLeThOrAx,2019/09/19,"Bipolar or autism? Hi internet strangers. I hope you don't mind me asking, but I've been on quite a journey.. It started out with depression and anxiety, I'll spare you the long story but I landed up going on medication after my second panic attack, and down the line I was labelled bipolar. I've never really been sold on the bipolar diagnosis and when I came across autism, HFA, ASD etc, things seemed to make a lot more sense. Is bipolar a common misdiagnosis for adults with autism? I was diagnosed bipolar (by just one psychiatrist) after I went on medication for depression and anxiety. I've always struggled with things I perceive to be idiosyncrasies of autism, but I only learned about autism a couple of years ago; as such I've developed a myriad coping mechanisms over my lifetime, a lot of which fell through when life became somewhat unbearable. There was a lot that fueled my descent into anxiety and depression. Mainly social issues in my living situation while at university, I was in chronic pain from a torn meniscus in the knee, lost 7 relatives in half a year; all at the same time. Along my journey I learned that there is a very high comorbidity with depression and anxiety for people with autism and a strong overlap of symptoms with bipolar. 5 years later, things are getting better but I'm still struggling with life, relationships, depression and anxiety, identity, medication, drugs. I don't think I'm getting the right help. I don't know if I'm asking the right questions. Any help or advice would be appreciated and I'm happy to answer any questions. Pleasant day!",7.4586774317570175,8.398636276816614,7.820455594002308,67.59051422529798,63.394463667820084,10.712879661668591,36.12475970780469,10.62613485830676,4.179834909650135,1280,58,204,31,18,420,162,289,0.192,0.71,0.098,-0.9836,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,4,8,16,1,3,18,0,15,17,1,1,2,48,34,20,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,16,0,0,1,7,20,0,0,9,0,1,6,4,11,0,3,10,0,20,5,41,21,9,44,0,6,0,0,12,21,0,11,17,138,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121572811186036,0.08274477791765697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767058110337696,0.0,0.0,0.1269557054885838,0.0,0.3570436389209163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453009114631532,0.10619349989223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825561342777455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676189974265768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328455134606282,0.0,0.0601998518933112,0.0,0.4019898866877402,0.094743287428518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825065327332103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410443460188712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975378992605785,0.0,0.05305015793359024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936756934269066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513447387298504,0.09862419798889,0.0,0.09271272269699196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097428007724116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130001268618331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186477570149233,0.0,0.0,0.08242541243169799,0.08260745502474891,0.0,0.0,0.10189717736872797,0.23807593716081185,0.0,0.0,0.06230856318933097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28210603156641484,0.0,0.0,0.09425191725596928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199347729464592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063253039411955,0.07099313672829245,0.0993257423771743,0.10952033458191593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471372258491677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091356967010704,0.09928397859440936,0.0,0.0,0.05979924604086191,0.0,0.0,0.1002176784022376,0.0,0.15943237006490488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497785156219027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049237766363886,0.0,0.09515354994713222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607012536762796,0.0,0.07454549841943092,0.0,0.0,0.19516908203322456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702127534667973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604296261837788,0.059811755709838335,0.0,0.0,0.054430264584209104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701946373915898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865318208070284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630966392016299,0.0,0.0,0.18033350587220529 autism,italian-rapscallion,2019/09/19,Anyone know if Wrong Planet will ever be back? Or if there is an alternative? I have been trying to find a site like it for over 10 years. Thank you.,-0.08241935483870932,2.1938329354838717,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,90.61290322580645,4.390322580645162,10.975806451612904,5.985473137389443,-1.2792000000000003,115,1,26,1,4,38,30,31,0.09,0.754,0.156,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097012219635564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089838336476213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634798484585889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672669652492053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208362363520776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631470939891968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699527133337232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728174002969219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393399685782624,0.0,0.2587664904270026 autism,Zepthire,2019/09/19,"Symptoms only apparent after puberty? Generally speaking, if symptoms and difficulties only became apparent after puberty, does this point to something else? I hope this doesn't appear as asking for diagnosis. Just looking for facts and experiences.",8.977105263157895,13.114460131578946,9.851842105263156,41.350394736842105,66.10526315789474,12.221052631578946,43.71052631578947,11.20814326018867,7.675242105263162,207,13,18,8,4,70,29,38,0.055999999999999994,0.862,0.083,0.264,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582199611487845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417140717819591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073881382716374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701873188624063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743398057673073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319476402522043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42014176208598253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611086357518235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264069086792464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741778918713197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,vaguelyhuman,2019/09/19,"Sick of the world telling me to view myself as lesser I'm just really worn out. I've seen such an upswing in ableist/pathologizing/Autism Speaks type rhetoric across reddit, even in communities that really should know better. Overall there's been such an uptick in anti-autistic rhetoric and autism as an insult etc in the last few years. Take the critical theory sub for instance. This is a branch of philosophy which was crucial in inspiring the movements to end institutionalization and promote a social/cultural as opposed to medical essentialist viewpoint on disability. However, it is full of people who view autism as intrinsically ""abnormal"" and a disease even tho that has fuck all to do with the school of thought the sub is about. Even on this very sub I see NT autism cure people show up who end up dropping the mask and saying extremely stigmatizing and downright cruel things things. I've been fighting these attitudes my whole life. When I'm around people who are accepting and accommodating I can have so much confidence and function so well, there really is no ceiling. But when I face this kind of stigmatizing and deficits-based rhetoric it brings up all kinds of shit from my childhood, and it's so hard not to internalize this messaging even tho I hate and reject it. I have OCD and GAD as well so the same arguments insulting XYZ group (especially if it's against me) get reused as OCD thoughts after I read them online. I've been doing really well IRL and I've been involved in a lot of really important and fulfilling self-advocacy work and networking around disability rights. I'm a young adult and I've had something of a tumultuous background with schools etc. Sometimes it's hard not to judge myself more harshly when I have a meltdown lately because it's like I ""should know better"" or I'm ""making autistic people look bad"" and I know that this is shit internalized from society (""the cop in the head""). I can bounce back pretty quickly in general but when I get into these online arguments it re-aggravates the wounds. I find it hard to decompress because I literally get compulsive about winning online debates. I first learned about the neurodiversity movement when I was very young and that was what helped give me the confidence and the pride to overcome the mental health stigma I faced from harsh teachers, behaviorist psychiatrists etc. It seems that everywhere I turn on this goddamn website there are people who want to take that away from me. (And when I say ""neurodiversity"" I don't mean that autism isn't a disability in many ways or that it doesn't have negative aspects, but everybody acts like to not portray autistic people as tragic and pitiful is somehow harmful or ""trivializing"", even tho I know people all across the spectrum who don't want to be cured or seen as diseased.) There's times I consider just retiring from it all and not doing any ideological shit online anymore because I've been compulsively debating for years and years and it just brings all this stress and anger and distracts me from my actual pursuits. I don't know if I'll do anything that drastic but it really feels like there are no online spaces that aren't hostile or at least condescending any more. And meanwhile a bunch of people on Wrongplanet are bigoted against other communities I identify with, so I can't relax there either. I'm just worn out.",6.883477351916376,8.38457133495935,6.890145180023228,71.7442073170732,64.91869918699186,10.214866434378632,34.15505226480836,10.344454807630736,3.766212543554008,2741,120,460,67,42,874,285,615,0.133,0.7859999999999999,0.081,-0.9869,1,0,1,0,2,0,56.0,0,0,1,7,42,33,11,2,28,0,40,12,6,1,5,83,75,59,0,6,20,0,4,3,0,2,5,3,0,1,43,34,0,1,14,3,0,5,14,18,3,1,15,13,35,15,70,57,19,57,0,3,6,1,19,29,4,10,24,317,78,10,0.0,0.0,0.07288189800983992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015768774463732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406756480556878,0.0,0.0,0.06145948540910589,0.1329711716178094,0.0,0.0,0.07016912328211165,0.057428242789036514,0.062358950764441215,0.13658205725723066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210582859123185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229768694404653,0.0,0.24988093338107026,0.24664406781174186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377630377802015,0.053355060513042896,0.0,0.0,0.06826084135125872,0.06352711999248352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904518462547164,0.11705966897792625,0.07164476692973422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070957803700235,0.07373608817352525,0.07664847383345949,0.0793867839697986,0.0,0.0,0.05005985775903383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555461071853928,0.205224927921432,0.0608783361689918,0.08424806188131137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275230486639466,0.10946212293369703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271668600812204,0.0,0.0,0.06349461333475039,0.0,0.0,0.04985289367330878,0.07571898351479463,0.0,0.08135398406407822,0.0,0.075237395292122,0.07526502899541168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490215232231704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142180356721524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598161093283984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470532506065572,0.0,0.2870711795000513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378067946116815,0.0,0.11878520091850388,0.0,0.1511706456530542,0.05951436650950565,0.06799052299831368,0.07791286233720393,0.0,0.2299895894419889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761320686169267,0.0,0.05749624970192831,0.07386548764521532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555154599069319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230782241466072,0.0,0.0652780816975213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923494256478553,0.0,0.0,0.11858327654600676,0.043549490696509464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123595788796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324608175914448,0.08810243076902129,0.0592815673524531,0.0,0.0,0.2014526609841077,0.0,0.0,0.0833832628541288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054371652638898524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442842947070464 autism,Ctuck19,2019/05/02,"Advice on imitation? I was hoping to get some advice regarding my baby boy. He is 7 years old and was diagnosed with autism when he was 2. For the last several months he has been randomly saying certain things in a different tone of voice. For example, if he got in trouble for something, he would say “I need to go potty.” I assumed he was just trying to escape the situation so I didn’t think anything of it. If a door was left open, he would get upset and constantly repeat “close the door, close the door.” Again, I didn’t think anything of it. We were at a school event and I met one of his classmates, let’s call him Matthew. Matthew was upset at the time and was saying the same things that my son has been saying. I heard Matthew but I thought it was my son because he sounded exactly the same. Should I be worried that my boy is imitating Matthew so much? Is there anything I should be doing or saying to stop this behavior? I hope this is appropriate for this sub. I’m at a loss.",2.733983957219252,4.554657419191924,4.08972667855021,86.48596256684496,75.81818181818181,7.285086155674392,26.29352346999405,8.124751697461798,1.6165801544860376,771,29,159,13,17,254,110,198,0.076,0.879,0.045,-0.7087,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,11,0,27,1,0,0,2,32,40,11,0,9,5,2,0,0,0,4,1,8,3,2,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,17,8,18,3,19,16,4,22,0,1,0,0,23,10,0,8,11,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617117468748288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33059100358621873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163064945228743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673767896619066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470976933388366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591642456207845,0.0,0.13990805948034524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399255069842935,0.0,0.07610447119250811,0.0,0.10710052746045667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660068511956154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091549992475983,0.0,0.0,0.14549424197292882,0.1369326454618412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688615103736633,0.0,0.09843968762218704,0.09929300169781756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051663234111406,0.0,0.09074127775061136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324553582120276,0.0,0.13552466074888256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128084445297252,0.0,0.0,0.15052110771148436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309091029577733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195524483538027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792848429572994,0.17160899106430486,0.0,0.10631004620614186,0.07808433875418616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091649681423618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599269882449538,0.0,0.19025247441918086,0.0,0.0,0.08623402604428047 autism,Cyonita,2019/05/02,"Can’t learn anything?! It is almost impossible for me to learn. School was always unnaturaly hard because I could almost never retain the knowledge I needed, especially for tests and things. Math was impossible because I could barely grasp every days news concept, without somehow forgetting what we learned the next day! Is there any way I can help improve my short-term memory or somehow be able to retain and recall new things?",7.987200000000001,9.587617320000009,7.566666666666666,67.53000000000002,62.46666666666667,9.2,35.0,9.3871,3.5950000000000006,349,15,50,6,5,110,58,75,0.019,0.893,0.08800000000000001,0.7306,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,22,10,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,34,11,6,0.21290136421552064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263799254469997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715099020000574,0.0,0.0,0.1447802283654158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519968237749758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595653910935245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399688307688333,0.0,0.0,0.2746075340571928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937858171212093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071780424742707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270329666551346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786366390241796,0.16420265703578793,0.20562146423172212,0.2264230161565228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215467546847474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828844124282844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899119317148067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522931770086275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lilo8895,2019/05/02,"Does anyone just feel like they are the worst at people(Ing) I don’t understand the dynamics of relationships with other human beings, Or why things like Ego, or rank matters to other people? I’m a 30 year old mom and I just have such trouble finding people to relate to, other moms are just into other stuff than me, or I piss people off when I speak without trying to. (I don’t say anything controversial but I always piss people off) I’ve tried being a leader for my daughters girl scouts twice, and twice I’ve run into dominating controlling women who didn’t let me have a say at all and ended up leaving twice because I couldn’t deal with the need for people to feel like they are positioned over other people at all. Ego is something I’ll never understand I’m just so lost and feel super alone all of the time (I don’t talk to family because my childhood wasn’t great) I’m not saying I’m better than anyone else I’m just venting because I’ve got no one else to talk to it about. I’m just starting to become really bitter and isolate myself because I just cannot wade through all the crap that goes with dealing with other people. 😖😖😖😖",4.926493506493504,5.568262948051952,5.996086580086581,79.50270129870131,68.87012987012987,7.891601731601733,27.08831168831169,7.793537801064563,1.6470228571428571,915,27,170,10,15,305,123,231,0.157,0.78,0.063,-0.9676,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,5,11,14,4,0,8,0,16,3,3,1,5,39,31,11,0,2,13,3,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,11,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,11,7,0,4,4,8,16,7,31,23,5,18,0,1,0,0,18,9,3,3,11,113,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930682571570736,0.0,0.0,0.08781710389530392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759098379654828,0.10813742545362136,0.08684980361892694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573429693116612,0.11655980096387022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334088297104587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837123405846114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761264852658965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235810186841263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763289883401522,0.0,0.09347644268289257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949300458169603,0.0,0.1600914355253629,0.15079451110884765,0.0,0.0,0.09646095516024586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440937300035994,0.11635738686330024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175081858760516,0.0,0.10792102542148688,0.0,0.15468342790735273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520854980752478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721256929841565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825601064131972,0.08139836969873328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074568084097236,0.0,0.07151612173906986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121733522875754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676111408956987,0.0,0.0,0.1133096489220526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251787123759704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812492646529288,0.0,0.0,0.07470121867715082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081718201855135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965688988757316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011558278203699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154078071951687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330843504598692,0.0,0.0,0.2197401458737622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523275030313401,0.0,0.0,0.10173606308692487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796381159170238 autism,Zeddblidd,2019/05/02,"On the topic of death... I have have lived long enough to see many people die including grandparents and parents. I have witnessed how painful this process of grief can be. When my wife’s father died it took her years to recover. Never have I felt these affects. I have felt the absence of course and even missed the people. I’m wondering if others on the spectrum experience death with out the tortured pain others grapple with? Of my many quirks this one seems the one that stands me out the most. I generally just feel flat when I learn of someone’s passing - it seems the most natural thing for people to do, it’s simply the natural order of our existence. The hysterics are so foreign to my thinking they always catch me off guard. Even more so when it’s an elderly person - isn’t this the most likely outcome? I’ve been told I am the worst person to go to when someone has lost a loved one. I wonder if mine isn’t the better way. Thoughts?",3.8761050724637687,5.722017733695655,4.392913043478263,85.41585507246378,72.75,7.297971014492754,26.94057971014493,8.021203637495839,1.6768562318840583,749,27,144,11,15,237,112,184,0.18100000000000002,0.757,0.062,-0.9749,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,2,10,10,1,0,15,0,14,3,0,2,1,27,31,11,5,2,3,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,12,6,0,1,10,0,0,4,3,7,0,3,7,4,17,3,20,23,6,19,0,3,1,1,10,5,0,9,8,102,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138746507612296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183938422121871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778641185601553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831964737257385,0.0,0.17683482497918174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094690442961993,0.0,0.0,0.06768681115859229,0.0,0.2570652351607849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607928935468815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540030039564464,0.0,0.11820637387019127,0.11846744135144055,0.0,0.0,0.14613085320435715,0.0,0.12081954018824773,0.0,0.0,0.2714387845658703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032459243119705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721337584334658,0.0,0.2848863109565808,0.0,0.14864265701236065,0.0,0.0,0.2784180604280271,0.2337737367256257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667408990237924,0.24373365922238194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268489217521559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893480520306475,0.08577610410052093,0.0,0.10627486979271636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791496301820238,0.14873035773483986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625681858345062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29034453100046737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620549248738975 autism,WhinterSnow,2019/05/02,"Question About AHA nonprofit Hi! I just noticed some food I consume has a partnership with autism hope alliance. I can't find much about them, but I know a number of nonprofit autism groups actually do more harm than good. Is autism hope alliance one of them? I don't want to support products that partner with an organization that might be doing harm to the autistic community.",4.386397515527953,7.273448840579711,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,75.08695652173913,7.421118012422363,31.596273291925467,8.418075326091056,2.8109403726708084,306,15,52,6,7,96,50,69,0.19,0.6629999999999999,0.147,-0.6592,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,13,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,9,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.2561569155445501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991535690595714,0.0,0.3174095757629528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016806055408036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521432836584367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426019619332384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784653446310981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929637726194101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988519016897221,0.0,0.0,0.17787316995830474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940540855387507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29787582097021204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154826147054532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,My5SFam,2019/05/02,"Being sensitive to my (possibly) Autistic child First time on this page, but I figured that this would be the best place to ask. My 7 year old son has been having behavioral problems in school. He is extremely intelligent, and in his pre-school and Kindergarten years, my partner and I and his school teachers believed he was acting out because he was bored. I had mentioned to his pediatrician at his 5 year physical that I believed his emotional reactions to loud noises, and his aversions certain tastes and textures may be something more than just a normal reaction. He dismissed my claims, said my son seemed normal, and it was a “phase.” Long story short, based on experiences with us, and behavioral issues in the classroom since then, we would like to get a second opinion and have him tested for Sensory Processing Disorder, and possible Asperger’s. We have scheduled physical exams for him and his twin sister, at which time I will mention his behavior, and ask for further testing. I am sure that he and his sister will be in the room for this question/answer period, and I’m not sure how to phrase my questions in a way that doesn’t make him feel like anything is his fault, or that he should be ashamed in any way for his behavior. In short, I would like to be sensitive to his feelings. How is the best way to ask for this? Should I call the doctor in advance, and ask them to observe during the physical and call me later for a referral? How was your personal diagnosis, or your family member’s diagnosis approached? I appreciate any input, this is completely new ground for me.",8.087397959183672,7.968360758503405,7.951760204081638,70.78029336734697,62.163265306122454,11.431632653061225,37.76275510204081,10.9516,4.272810204081633,1269,57,217,30,16,408,157,294,0.064,0.8079999999999999,0.128,0.9692,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,3,2,1,4,4,12,0,1,11,0,30,2,0,4,3,47,41,23,0,8,5,4,2,3,1,8,1,2,1,3,12,20,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,7,5,38,8,33,20,4,38,0,0,0,0,44,19,0,6,16,154,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392599805020461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425979371394299,0.0,0.3828903474092667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062417140293938064,0.0,0.0,0.2307211734252553,0.2149079240766664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910711721064293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735593914732038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734996644898055,0.10480242892473128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517708456089755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015890708503042,0.09652595276804,0.0,0.10354482313645212,0.0731487802492706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709448167645238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349553175638935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687052152401016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007050313696665,0.0,0.0,0.09061359260537248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834737565722877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889071671941052,0.0,0.0,0.20064460706138265,0.0,0.0,0.10744305494706878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940464105513438,0.10697772264989176,0.0,0.0,0.2308629223419957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797520179678476,0.0,0.0,0.22940468041817794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973981263411512,0.0,0.0,0.3108781500579251,0.0,0.09321372289739692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469962205634078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882627241281867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930062721792936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194110584561287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316482566995796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382172757747386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820876349939625,0.0,0.0,0.1978110429537739 autism,milleracademy,2019/05/02,"For Christians with Autism For Christians with Autism I need some guidance. I’m a mom of a 20-year old man on the spectrum (high functioning), who is confused about religion. We raised him in an Independent Baptist Church—the kind where evangelists come from time to time with messages that are often meant to almost scare people into believing. (Our church is mostly pretty laid back, with little hell, fire and damnation preached.) The few times my son heard those evangelists’ messages were enough to send him into a worrying and obsessing whirlwind. Although he did pray and ask God to save him earlier in his life, he has been doubting his salvation a lot in the last few years. His father and I have counseled him and tried to help. He’s talked to our pastor and associate pastor. We’ve even cut back on attending church as much to give his anxiety a rest. Lately, he has been researching other religions looking for some explanations. But he can’t seem to find the answers he needs. If you are Christian and autistic, can you help my son better understand why? Here’s his most burning questions… How do we know that God exists? How do we know Jesus was a real person? How do we know the Bible is true?",5.899467488789233,7.494173058295964,5.508405269058295,80.39426709641258,67.29596412556054,8.624327354260089,30.977858744394627,9.017664075816787,2.6624352017937225,964,38,169,17,16,296,143,223,0.10800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.4809,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,6,2,0,1,10,10,2,4,12,0,18,1,0,4,1,46,32,14,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,18,0,0,8,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,7,3,21,4,26,25,10,22,11,0,1,0,39,10,1,11,9,111,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481366392380674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827170591173505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453395441514527,0.0,0.0,0.2377620046039697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418586698823432,0.0,0.1367347541048046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317773421426024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974735356130973,0.0,0.10211454353918084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130533764762188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831033109592032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725572563139116,0.16334770975861526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099636893209648,0.25489909435268393,0.12602296832994114,0.17440014794187603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092014411670994,0.0,0.1549539144353832,0.0,0.0,0.12982849781933065,0.0,0.0,0.13143886888095987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810704420115744,0.0,0.0,0.11365179534727668,0.2292739479566105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223098556563667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718300974565426,0.134994328294759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728794101183738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597330190759305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478566529484938,0.0,0.0,0.14074575728823702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426491148663756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045266504638954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496602883666624,0.0,0.0,0.16094831041143565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950614437044226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570079583637549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911993052174926 autism,ResearchStudent93,2019/05/02,"Take part in this study: Studying the impact of depression on quality of life for adults with Autism (18+) Calling all adults (18 years and over) with ASD! I am a Master’s student and as part of my dissertation project I am conducting a study on the impact of depression on quality of life for autistic adults. This will involve completing an online survey which will take approximately 30 minutes. If you are interested in taking part, please follow this link where you will find the requirements and a link to the survey: [https://www.callforparticipants.com/study/9V95V/studying-the-impact-of-depression-on-quality-of-life-for-adults-with-autism](https://www.callforparticipants.com/study/9V95V/studying-the-impact-of-depression-on-quality-of-life-for-adults-with-autism) Those who have an additional diagnosis of depression are encouraged to take part. However, individuals with comorbid intellectual disability or any physical disabilities are not suitable for participation. For more details about my study, please do not hesitate to message or email me at [lilian.u.17@ucl.ac.uk](mailto:lilian.u.17@ucl.ac.uk) Thank you!",19.390576923076924,22.34603186013986,13.165865384615385,32.50725961538464,38.09090909090909,14.143006993006992,42.35052447552448,13.22790407523584,6.3614622377622405,968,35,101,25,8,264,89,143,0.07200000000000001,0.812,0.11599999999999999,0.5991,1,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,3,0,2,2,6,0,0,9,0,10,2,0,0,1,17,16,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,25,13,6,10,0,3,0,0,12,8,0,3,1,73,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431399593642636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161805661456806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454138880673309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35836063351680986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267602012518751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918435606121431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007512741623163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044800736572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171106564065146,0.0,0.0,0.1276871726375926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931185079908092 autism,jdosloc,2019/05/02,"What patterns and moving images cause sensory overload? I am researching how patterns and visual complexity in the workplace affect people on the autistic spectrum. I believe that busy modern office/ workplaces create challenges for autistic employees and would love to hear views of anyone on the spectrum about visual sensory overload experiences they have had at work. I am also interested to know what sort of visual environment is comfortable to work in - cluttered or calm, and is there a point where space becomes too bland and boring. Does anyone use natural images or videos to help with concentration, visual stim or reduce anxiety at work?",12.82,12.21586782242991,11.172822429906542,53.07474766355143,53.018691588785046,13.045981308411214,46.63364485981308,11.979248473330829,6.190089345794393,535,27,64,12,5,167,75,107,0.07400000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.177,0.9092,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,6,6,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,4,0,17,11,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,5,15,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,4,1,46,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968230664872126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188512551526378,0.0,0.0,0.3142130883869937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814940655939646,0.0,0.2531455801660761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308156909953287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662532005097452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197872372650193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532388520671032,0.0,0.1506031224428888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348223239810092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278900873046024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388069803583499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557698431862016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240206949592894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405763651615449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907249656529764,0.0,0.0,0.15961137047895574,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,silenttom113,2019/05/02,"Thirst for Knowledge. I spend alot of time on the net researching, and wanting to learn more about almost anything and everything. I have high functioning OCD, and I want to say this is the reason for it? Or is it a common thing among ASD? Lately it just seems I've became even more obsessed with wanting to learn almost everything and anything. I have come to accept OCD and have moved on. I try not to let OCD ruin my life. I mean they're are some good OCD things, just the bad ones outweigh it. Just was wondering.",3.1610121012101224,5.25675874257426,3.5074587458745903,89.90385038503851,75.43564356435644,6.469086908690867,23.103410341034106,7.3871296695380915,0.8777911991199119,407,12,81,5,9,126,66,101,0.094,0.8390000000000001,0.066,-0.5931,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,8,2,1,1,0,27,15,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,7,1,0,8,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,1,1,7,2,13,13,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,7,3,55,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742895824212157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075914790718937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604655466383047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099043606187075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344004040632885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359319696665738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567556816318289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746107845204294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108216965250864,0.0,0.0,0.1911091703672912,0.1320069584889634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357957864510154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986360348733923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664248361300953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215553778870909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862358267061435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013895733679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832475049160074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897790769805514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688702697788018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307002589960338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267580575643765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,doffensmush,2019/05/02,"Looking for feedback I recently (last month) started a blog to vent my frustrations I have being autistic in a neurotypical world. I am here now to ask for feedback on my article about noise! [https://livingwithfunctionalautism.blogspot.com/2019/05/sensory-imput-audio-part-2.html](https://livingwithfunctionalautism.blogspot.com/2019/05/sensory-imput-audio-part-2.html) &#x200B; I'm sorry if the name of the blog is kind of cringy, but the content is the thing that matters here!",16.073607748184017,22.24643171186441,8.297142857142859,50.58847457627121,53.91525423728813,6.761259079903147,30.462469733656178,7.957251820313856,2.593240193704601,417,13,44,5,7,103,44,59,0.068,0.9109999999999999,0.021,-0.3786,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,5,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27127244590902905,0.3042232036284481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340592668439732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607186126559039,0.0,0.2040824503291692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024515061536767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998404815200376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422459379540108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472071223493211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802652615472877,0.17721098983294584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633265223180616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042232036284481,0.0 autism,TheAshInTrash,2019/05/02,"the best thing about Reddit Honestly, I love the /s tag people put in comments. It’s just coincidence it helps me because I’m v bad at reading sarcasm. /s tag is so good. Thank you, Reddit :-)",0.08087719298245942,2.4279925263157907,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,97.42105263157896,4.63859649122807,22.12280701754386,6.42735559955562,0.7547228070175445,148,6,29,2,6,50,32,38,0.1,0.48,0.42100000000000004,0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29672363365050536,0.21663355901072734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37294458087225896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807204362416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382006546325357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207401934856728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463725719433957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572504548476245,0.0,0.0,0.35547159202171924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271819427387037,0.0,0.0,0.23609563969534356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,laubanniang,2019/05/02,"How to help son w friends My son is 7yo and we’re in the midst of getting him assessed for asd. He’s a very verbal, bright and curious child, incessant with questions when he’s with us. That said he struggles with anxiety and with regulating his emotions and he’s never great about talking about his feelings or the ongoings at school. For the past 4 years, he was attending a daycare where he made some close friends, mostly boys. By close I mean when we have play dates I do observe them running around together and with some back and forth with imaginative play. That said, he sometimes does go off to do his own thing during play dates. He’s also quite rigid with how and who is allowed to play with his toys. I always attributed it to him being very possessive with his toys and honestly, his teachers have never brought up his socializing as a problem. At the start of primary 1 in January this year, due to the huge changes that came along (new school, new class, new routines, no familiar faces), he regressed with his oral fixation and started putting everything into his mouth. As a result some of the kids in class were mean to him and called him names - “ewwww I don’t wanna hold his hands”, “he’s yucky”. That’s the extent of it. Today I checked in with his teachers for an update about his class dynamics. She said the kids have gotten used to my son’s oral fixation and mostly leave him alone now. She added that my son tends to prefer to be alone. She observed several instances whereby his classmates would want to give him a high five or show him something or talk to him and my son would just ignore them or present with an expressionless face. I also noticed in the past months at home, my younger son would often speak to my 7yo directly but my 7yo would typically ignore him until one of us had to prompt him, and even then he would still try to ignore us or answer back very impatiently. I spoke to my son about this. I get the sense that he’s simply uninterested in what others have to say hence the non-response.... the rationale may be legitimate but as a parent I worry that this is socially unacceptable becomes a vicious pattern of behavior that may just end up isolating my son more than he intended... Anyone who’s autistic or parent of a child who’s autistic have any advice to help with the buy in that it is beneficial to show interest in others?",6.827148628177077,6.820135297593001,6.705700218818383,78.29245371149639,64.73304157549235,10.006699208887392,33.331846490489816,9.661875296680813,2.9637958929473154,1889,72,361,34,26,598,225,457,0.08800000000000001,0.838,0.07400000000000001,-0.7776,3,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,4,0,2,1,20,18,1,2,23,0,25,4,4,9,2,84,45,32,0,9,10,10,2,0,2,7,0,6,1,5,22,33,0,5,9,8,2,6,4,7,0,2,11,9,50,11,69,24,8,54,0,0,1,0,81,21,0,15,27,238,72,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623176091680276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827899220977015,0.0,0.14113860988320273,0.07342671180305661,0.0,0.0,0.06000946475639717,0.0,0.06750700201732078,0.0,0.0,0.061702789953531324,0.0,0.0,0.0785565478819578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570955116197286,0.0,0.0,0.09745940749081587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010776919058608,0.10092849998788177,0.0,0.0,0.09335125822081454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722358661080746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926348074707947,0.07815866742126452,0.0,0.0,0.058284833583458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930870276341855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461920353796837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635536970131445,0.0,0.09220849280565872,0.0846524174425424,0.05015153230940625,0.0,0.0,0.0972901625354693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829720879092673,0.0932354368882528,0.08851669214211584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934384622837299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349932824512915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922488330895276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043612777518718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136119602400761,0.25568202544539914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004672473477976,0.0,0.0,0.059796935076195414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597073208602533,0.0,0.16847922242087568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844383202988984,0.0,0.08871035999661453,0.09885433011607338,0.0938591675168448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518229318546783,0.07017577727631782,0.0,0.17861682226465542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969146410841087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799088455307581,0.0,0.06793512966441502,0.0872763268372729,0.0,0.1249201946282262,0.0,0.07047238157486611,0.0,0.0,0.09225258608691954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141855595397788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862589930064069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364571695980877,0.0,0.0,0.059912401413362064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184427531279405,0.07621514206364073,0.0,0.2184335131859332,0.052049047451549486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896168401418632,0.0,0.3134327381909893,0.0,0.0,0.11365346806997198 autism,SuperZoltan,2019/05/02,Please help me Hello. I have autism. I recently made some new friends at school but I'm too scared to talk to them so I just sit there and read a book. I really want to talk to my new friends but I'm too scared and I don't know how to. Does anyone have any useful tips that could help me.,-1.8185937500000016,0.0637893281250026,-0.0033749999999983515,106.485875,101.03125,3.8100000000000014,11.0875,5.6839178017228535,-1.606795,223,3,59,2,10,71,43,64,0.106,0.633,0.261,0.8515,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948051419009466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341632448512207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376209603896888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949144542120735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169319565792715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495921812321245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272202568431483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940782055870037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39618928472987136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514705698067847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516356505838754,0.0,0.13139747526682727,0.0,0.20251946473492416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106978987094087,0.20758030682000891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297161783919467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714750910146174,0.0,0.0,0.12097804789823326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheTwitchingBagel,2019/05/02,"Any people with ASD that have good manipulation skills? So, I was just wondering, I know, of course, most people with ASD have social problems, but is there anyone out there who has ASD and is really good at socializing and/or manipulating?",10.60142857142857,9.66959676190476,10.019047619047623,60.634285714285724,57.57142857142857,13.161904761904767,32.904761904761905,12.161744961471696,3.992390476190476,192,5,32,5,2,62,33,42,0.14800000000000002,0.731,0.121,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121058117600284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966060916405329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716772832771586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452799387489505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38986663759313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26904923020758464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012973178882755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732508205544824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049253859574132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jcaiello828,2019/05/02,"Is it possible for myself and two siblings to have ASD? I have a younger brother who was diagnosed as a teenager, our half-sister (same father) has two children that have received a diagnosis as well. My sister and I have come to believe that we are likely on the spectrum as well. Is it possible for 3 siblings to have ASD? It just seems improbable but having researched extensively on ASD it just feels right.",4.988874458874463,6.863969987012986,5.812402597402599,76.24812770562772,69.9090909090909,8.25021645021645,33.612554112554115,8.841846274778883,3.0954086580086577,327,16,56,6,6,107,50,77,0.0,0.9520000000000001,0.048,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,10,14,6,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,3,10,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714380787684869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753410672692954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445320976446536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181806914954245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770296427956553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432096861252372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057471982584745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932754139987345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470694150763271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332379954698728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sybsidian,2019/05/02,"Differently Wired Podcast - Episode 16 https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=1&v=WV4gzWISDVE Today I was a guest on the Differently Wired Podcast on the Max Derrat YouTube Channel. I spoke about how my failure and difficulty in staying employed for someone who is pretty Autistic (Aspergers) and how I've come up with solutions and workarounds to stay employed and become an employer myself. I wanted to see if there were any questions that I might be able to help people with. Also sub to Max's channel as it's pretty helpful overall. Have a great day!",10.093840579710148,12.05231432608696,8.218260869565217,63.45210144927538,57.91304347826088,9.1768115942029,40.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,4.199820289855072,466,23,62,7,6,139,69,92,0.057999999999999996,0.76,0.182,0.9059999999999999,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,10,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,1,13,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,2,42,9,3,0.19182182952629015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339984776885607,0.0,0.20783887214942154,0.0,0.13044542192869402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185214003603894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523752107134113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370921102043755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008259693194745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148424424328174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571482578016866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034926477750344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329851039727398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903035236415432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148843495574578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285716287646314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253001367226072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40891309513695934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818246652531125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314148498683622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MeekaThickMadam,2019/05/02,"I HAVE AUTISM.. AUTISM DOESN'T HAVE ME!!! Last Friday, my daughter Aaliyah was diagnosed with Autism, and is currently being evaluated for ADHD as well. To be honest, this broke my heart because all I can think of is what her life will be like growing up, and challenges will she face. As a mother, I felt something was wrong since she was a newborn but I just couldn't put my finger on it. I also felt like her old doctor wasn't taking my concerns very serious so, I requested to be refer to infants and toddlers to start the process of getting Aaliyah evaluated. I don't know why the list in Maryland is so long for the Autism clinic or to see a Developmental Pediatrician. But I am so glad that I recognized the signs early in her development. My question to everyone in this group. &#x200B; Do you have a toddler or older child with Autism, and how do you deal with the challenges? &#x200B; What services and support groups do you recommend?",4.878491171749602,6.778891134831464,5.344975922953452,79.38730337078654,70.23595505617978,7.782343499197433,31.815409309791328,8.418075326091056,2.5710532905296946,754,34,134,12,14,241,107,178,0.033,0.823,0.14400000000000002,0.9579,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,2,7,11,0,0,9,0,24,7,3,1,1,23,33,16,0,1,5,2,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,6,4,23,8,20,20,1,14,0,1,1,0,18,5,0,3,9,99,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300339738723886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217732237080058,0.0,0.3299769829186169,0.3700584279054125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282463480157344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569874994581289,0.0,0.15455460122101242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585858540527914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550404689136015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29241326541016754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955672392900519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804450689035977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368564379115466,0.12412339004905973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755541831403594,0.14878647737439105,0.0,0.0,0.1347574336479037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978563404955706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307712782526292,0.17058139464022465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134242478763205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259623790546313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722773448177125,0.0,0.0,0.10778010934569242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279839141702588,0.0,0.0,0.11449087248737735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757083908490334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564175075139822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691234457273496,0.0,0.13740333053096973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648738776294425,0.3700584279054125,0.0 autism,jonahatw,2019/08/15,"Children's book for self-understanding? For people who have grown up with ASD, was there a book you read as a child that helped you to self-identify, or that helped you to understand and embrace the gifts and challenges you possessed?",10.022093023255811,8.667039697674419,7.888023255813953,76.80319767441863,59.0,11.390697674418604,37.77906976744186,10.125756701596842,3.519567441860465,189,7,35,3,2,55,32,43,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,23,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875270287831306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041093280404693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891571605575474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031447430566663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6018827256173209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,uboatan,2019/08/15,autism and medication anyone else get really weird side effects from going on meds? i noticed its pretty common for people w autism to have meds not work on them properly and im dealing with that myself currently,6.083846153846152,8.156432769230772,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,67.46153846153847,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,3.0986000000000007,174,6,26,4,3,57,34,39,0.051,0.868,0.08199999999999999,0.2975,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197236888336374,0.2666561732777589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830561144543624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174049043219058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596952325532582,0.0,0.14790568051049546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111391416654113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578156629547415,0.2621738005453794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962955647360198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042410334143505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647671099255719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672237226438086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189464597477444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jetcobblestone1,2019/08/15,"Struggling with my diagnosis... Since I was young, I've been underweight. This meant I was going a paediatrician regularly because of it. When I was around 11, it was suggested that I take a test for autism. Due to not wanting to wait 3 years to have it done on the NHS, my parents did some research and found a highly qualified woman to assess me. The results from the private assessment came back as ""0"", saying I showed no signs of it whatsoever. It is only recently, however, that I reached the top of the waiting list for the NHS assessment. I took it, and was diagnosed with high-functioning autism. Having done some research, and from what people are telling me, they all say ""you struggle with making friends, you find it difficult to communicate with people, etc"". But I've honestly never had these issues. I have a large friend group, enjoy socialising and going out, so it came as a huge surprise to me. What makes this more difficult for me is that my friends will occasionally make jokes about autism, etc. This, along with other factors, has meant that I am extremely embarrassed and ashamed by this diagnosis. My Mum has also gone ahead and said that I have hyposensitivity, hypersensitivity, and dyspraxia. Once again, I find it hard to believe. I have perfectly neat handwriting, I'm good at badminton, and I never feel overwhelmed by noises, etc. I have struggled with anxiety in the past, but I have since gotten far better. I still don't feel this diagnosis fits me. I guess I'm just looking to vent, and hopefully get some reassurance. This whole thing has been rather a lot to take in, and I still don't fully comprehend it. I'm sure I may display some symptoms, but I've never thought of myself as being any different from neuro-typical individuals.",6.694285714285716,7.760856259259263,7.143809523809527,71.32500000000003,65.1111111111111,10.49241622574956,33.94708994708995,10.504223727775694,3.724101587301588,1404,60,245,35,21,459,182,324,0.057,0.8240000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9615,4,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,1,4,11,22,0,6,13,0,30,2,0,4,6,57,59,19,0,3,6,2,3,0,3,2,2,3,0,1,26,21,0,2,8,2,0,6,7,8,0,0,21,7,32,14,39,35,11,31,0,1,1,0,16,11,0,8,14,178,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187130987456957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962026179149397,0.0,0.07831856478446203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113774720670056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872203591430545,0.0,0.0624084195886632,0.0,0.0,0.1153444689335638,0.0,0.09054464561149177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418534459199825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391108376540537,0.0,0.10696277609537462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095356082653551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425341758094007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353035621468896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714249795643628,0.0,0.0,0.1122517269241342,0.23728998185080796,0.0,0.05348805754716136,0.0,0.11636707052126208,0.08586945278051822,0.0,0.0,0.1127804411984244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917101983462301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633505816971998,0.0,0.10168403224929796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685558994726067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597137869069796,0.0,0.0,0.08703775335186463,0.0,0.0,0.20501347920041976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687969204269926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902877631227832,0.0,0.07786275922616953,0.0,0.0,0.11367818165588095,0.0,0.09773097976280733,0.14195144016648098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010855045565923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973845182144388,0.1628295138185846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937557624076793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351772755277602,0.0,0.0,0.3210818103637059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648965300785266,0.10640950027390232,0.15395039096115604,0.0,0.0894825131719036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801511184345738,0.0,0.0,0.08127635899798859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137452529721621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038494634612573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430090656209033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592780182812033 autism,cubbi1717,2019/08/15,"I’m helping teach a class to parents of those with mid/high functioning autism. Anything you want them to know? We’re hoping to help these parents better understand how their children think and how to help them become independent if they need help. Some of the other teacher and I have autism, so we’re hoping to give an insider perspective. What do you wish they knew? What kind of lessons or advice do you have for the parents we’re helping?",4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,4.401904761904763,84.87642857142858,71.5,7.180952380952381,28.66666666666667,7.957251820313856,1.9144952380952387,357,14,65,5,7,109,56,84,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.9703,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,5,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,19,15,7,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,4,10,14,1,0,0,0,0,0,18,0,0,5,0,40,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160549487714896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520273584129186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145353613669354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530767160856334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760900751337248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506253168078517,0.17358919115342716,0.0,0.32636871824125346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109042730296006,0.09029353738682136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218244174869488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472983557742774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527512017189554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103935563662398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969068451757232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889338663034183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Clano_Blake,2019/08/15,"How to help a relative with asperger? Hello, I'm not sure if this it's completely on the rules ; if not I apologise beforehand. A little bit of back story first: my cousin has a declared asperger form, and their parents do not care much for him and leave him always alone, he has no friends apart from me (that I'm a relative though), and I'm worried that his condition will worsen by the time because he stays always home when he's not at my place, he's into gaming, but he plays alone, he got bullied a lot from his classmates, and he eats too much, so it's also terribly overweight. That said I don't know what to do to help him to live a fair life. Does anyone have a similar situation? What to do? Thanks for your patience and I apologise for any mistakes I could have made in my post.",4.0351022727272765,4.8759949875,5.127727272727274,84.20636363636369,71.0,8.818181818181818,28.29545454545455,9.095868883498916,2.1551875,618,22,129,12,11,204,100,160,0.20800000000000002,0.696,0.096,-0.9464,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,0,9,0,10,3,0,2,1,21,19,13,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,8,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,1,15,5,17,14,5,13,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,3,4,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33486799259352185,0.0,0.12928175258963745,0.2690329456028781,0.0,0.0,0.10993630704019601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303844966964173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430878150133293,0.0,0.09854819561495694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764940026423073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482608789834174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950046159908808,0.0,0.0,0.12907466090316924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414722821283933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542149292141398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751036937634084,0.0,0.0,0.12490034572808888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929657918264176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167184513381467,0.0,0.16216105717691434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888456950261497,0.0,0.0,0.17117765540298124,0.0,0.0,0.11418727825989215,0.0,0.16202868346780994,0.1427512913127134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374400056873746,0.0,0.152969332835585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376816467137566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950750486576025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890330906698112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548283583114135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537784262783704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171585876701246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231112796088496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523653581056957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883746655844202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883296599322047,0.0,0.09426692965991676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417650938567602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,oranranpea,2019/08/15,"30+ adults, how are you guys earning income? I struggle with a lot of basic skills. i'm always so tired to do anything about it. i get overwhelm with so much things to learn, soon as i learn them i forget about it. so i don't even see the point, what's the point of anything. i feel so helpless. my dad is in his 70s and my mom is sick too. i just want to give up, i don't know if i can ever work. i'm so broken, life is a mess",-1.4516790352504645,0.25768368367346994,1.1294434137291276,102.83308905380336,89.71428571428572,3.5636363636363635,15.031539888682744,3.1291,-1.4609102040816326,323,6,86,0,11,110,66,98,0.24100000000000002,0.745,0.013000000000000001,-0.9682,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,13,4,0,2,4,0,8,3,0,1,1,14,16,9,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,14,0,12,16,2,6,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,2,2,57,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364651665984303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830270231513748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537132021900729,0.21051381836628602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767316183842015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158962998481093,0.22325180253953408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304351403617907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790001851619007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438112166779756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785516076053686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27256565518399106,0.0,0.0,0.17108024765128246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400022269410185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854523389444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432955461291759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546126866755213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26748408250483263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726771207580976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694271609619784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ilham123836,2019/08/15,"Is finger snapping a stim? First off, I just want to say that I just found out about autism and I wanted to see if what I was doing was a stim. So the question is, is snapping my fingers a stim? I do it almost everytime and some people make fun of me for it. I don't know if it's related or not, but I always do it in a rhythm as well. Before I learned to snap my fingers, I tapped my leg in a rhythm. So the question is, is snapping my fingers a stim?",0.9753000000000008,2.0001025299999995,3.3270000000000017,93.47350000000002,78.7,5.8000000000000025,23.5,5.985473137389443,0.31459999999999955,343,11,83,2,8,119,57,100,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.6694,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,8,0,11,5,5,1,0,20,17,9,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,6,14,2,11,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,7,3,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670504886604967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190659398425625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269326779926281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684550873455794,0.0,0.29241069951571097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465652879742022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780169639132014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488855830430448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975053807527291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208177968466785,0.0,0.0,0.21251658739544815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146001381916021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397854195828877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DorianPavass,2019/08/15,"I don't feel like an adult and all the independence is scary. I wish I could still call my dad 'daddy'. :( [21M] This is a vent post about an issue I've thought about for a while. I would appreciate advice but I don't know what advice to ask for Background on me: I'm mid support, about 80% verbal, have disabling executive dysfunction and very rarely leave the house without hearing protection. I don't have an intellectual disability. I am on ssi and don't work. I have health issues and am in a wheelchair part time. My mom has long since passed I feel mentally much younger than I am. I'm 21, but mentally I feel more like a young teenager. And not a mature one I wish I could play on the playground, and sometimes I get on a swing but people look at me weird unless they realize I'm autistic. I wish I could have toys, not just stim toys. But I feel like that's inappropriate. I have a lot of stuffed animals and carry small ones in my bag for comfort and despite strangers reacting positively to them (one adorable kid and his mother really wanted to know where I got a fist sized hedgehog), I just feel so ashamed. It's not me thinking that I have to be masculine and stuffed animals aren't. You can see my submit history to show I am not afraid of femininity. I'm afraid of how childish it is. I tend to react childishly to stress. With big doe eyes and a confused look on my face that quite literally has led to women *my age* patting my head and helping me. It doesn't help that I'm really short, small framed, and very very androgynous. I should hate that people talk to me this way, but I *dont* and I hate that I don't. I want to be helped and talked to gently and allowed all these childlike things and activities. I don't like be talked to like a toddler or called things like 'buddy' by men my age, but I like that gentle caring voice. The kind a doctor directs to a sick patient. My judge for my ssi hearing did it perfectly it made me feel safe despite being so scared. I hate that it works on me so well. But I also don't want to be desexualized and unfortunately it's one and the same My dad has always been so supporting and is the only reason I'm not homeless or dead. But since I've turned 20 he's been pulling away from me and it scares me. He doesn't comfort me like a kid anymore and instead lets me work it out myself or straight up dismisses me (but he comes as soon as I start crying). He doesn't give me any direction anymore and I don't know what to do. I have trouble being productive without someone else ordering me to. I can barely task switch to my SI related things. He won't help me with my ssi budget and I keep spending it too fast and he scolds me despite me asking for help every month. I've gotten a little better but I wish he would help me. He used to. I know he's just trying to push me to be more emotionally and financially independent. He is the age his father died and he's started talking about what will happen when he dies. He's gotten a life insurance policy that will put out 160,000 dollars to be put into a trust fund for my sister to direct my care in the future. I trust my sister to work with me and not make all the decisions for me. Obviously he really really cares and is a phenomenal father. But I feel like I'm being pushed too fast into adulthood. I feel like a kid whose parents have divorced and they don't have enough time for me. It's stressing me out to the point of having huge canker sores in my mouth and bad dreams. I just don't feel like I'm at the right stage of development for this. I really wish I could still cuddle with him all the time and call him daddy when I'm upset. But he won't cuddle with me as long anymore and I feel like it would be inappropriate to call him daddy given my age and the current slang meaning. Sometimes I feel like the endearment is just trying to leap out of my chest. And I just feel so confined by my age. I don't feel like an adult. I want to act more like a child and am ashamed about that. But at the same time I am hypersexual and it makes me feel like some kind of pervert for being so sexual but also liking cute stuff even though it's separate. I think this is because my sister once asked if I was into the adult baby fetish when I got really preoccupied with toddler stuff around 16. I am NOT and the comment has really messed with my head. I feel like everyone looks at me with kid stuff and only sees what they view as a pervert. (I don't feel like adult babies are necessarily perverts but I'm afraid of others thinking I'm one and connecting it to that label). I still hide my binky from my family despite it genuinely helping my sleep and my chronic dry mouth. This is a huge ramble. I'm sorry, I had to get it off my chest. I can't find a therapist in my area that takes my insurance *and* takes mentally ill autistic adults but does not do ABA. I feel so stuck and alone Thank you so much if you read this all. I wish I could thank you personally, but this is the internet after all. Any and all advice, encouragement, and solidarity highly welcome.",2.5584955338708646,4.3473753239845285,4.1075489535566065,86.30638917262516,76.22437137330755,7.161697781061872,23.706952383022188,8.011199325108485,1.1985413165844432,3991,125,839,65,89,1329,390,1034,0.16699999999999998,0.703,0.13,-0.9874,3,1,0,0,1,0,94.0,0,4,4,7,39,59,3,11,44,0,84,18,9,12,9,178,174,88,3,21,39,10,17,19,0,8,7,3,0,13,49,62,0,4,30,6,4,9,30,18,1,5,13,27,132,41,99,136,18,81,0,0,7,2,77,40,0,8,47,538,181,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654151588723476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117317947140275,0.0,0.06358255694161681,0.033078532430757375,0.0,0.0,0.054068198816285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827592815677505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035389509525244923,0.11149393756516053,0.0,0.03735021398334108,0.0,0.03319294934702821,0.02423368392549096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035159203475376516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237321226795964,0.0,0.12159563019530432,0.0,0.0,0.0342445714426034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870176595311453,0.0,0.04366792844008912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251680070871968,0.0,0.0,0.04068992788239497,0.06957802825152955,0.0,0.0465914198220789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03320938576069503,0.04471792603063894,0.0,0.041076533506689834,0.0,0.02625715779133507,0.0,0.033494479629205376,0.037986673362977424,0.0,0.0,0.037476555621929565,0.0,0.34171409144410003,0.34080339055870146,0.0,0.0,0.03633445754911368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153967329824335,0.03813568205567642,0.0,0.0,0.06358984886545807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03515435195741395,0.0,0.0,0.11774660460711946,0.08159819491163743,0.04225666831834495,0.08961134811601029,0.0,0.18652398922397992,0.04200230879296325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587080598877806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298574485690649,0.0,0.03533520294125633,0.0,0.08279539654917137,0.08739108729363687,0.0,0.0,0.042093771177205225,0.0,0.04065118275388886,0.028079442676699085,0.3690143515400324,0.03984397560523559,0.0,0.07036212015516086,0.10015010305793054,0.0,0.0,0.03379744941814043,0.0,0.037616218532449404,0.05307223916424564,0.0,0.0,0.04330378621055502,0.0,0.0,0.12018811723521927,0.0,0.0,0.04655943220683796,0.0317312825223301,0.0,0.05844756330046075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233673791692638,0.13469177684840047,0.060469452970937365,0.0,0.0,0.044142138859314985,0.04304973377498433,0.0,0.055120869210212094,0.034711680198724504,0.0,0.0,0.03758040212786379,0.0,0.03807336577405578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799275481098153,0.0,0.04228329773171997,0.039764781804276436,0.0,0.1782721192474819,0.04087375749059053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03394971911363216,0.0,0.0,0.07960142594035513,0.0,0.06335761999693404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576987858962363,0.0,0.03978273368140619,0.0,0.033683455359778874,0.0,0.07863549209359891,0.04450137493518812,0.056276205318161736,0.0,0.09524284427918003,0.0,0.09107619989810067,0.0,0.1365265385553354,0.0,0.0902247902054228,0.0,0.0,0.059780156897870425,0.12781111390187005,0.0,0.0732003279885662,0.0,0.046157485673906325,0.07923242088655663,0.07641831976337839,0.03905812654213395,0.03156025433032726,0.09272356388667136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398074527624297,0.0432409622400218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03433471262105423,0.0,0.0984036990416392,0.09379181291593328,0.031554893695621165,0.0,0.0,0.035743641663293954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742909927004843,0.07664292063674817,0.0,0.11576561118063534,0.0,0.0,0.08472035372838359,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,stagmented,2019/08/15,"Selective Mutism? I recently learned about selective mutism and I was wondering if selective mutism is a common thing among people on the spectrum. My whole life I have had problems with speaking and getting people to understand how I’m feeling. Most people think that I dislike them or that I’m just rude to everyone. I also happen to have a very high pitched voice for a man due to being intersex. I would love to become mute because I think it would actually make communicating much easier. However, I don’t think I could convince my family and peers to accept it without me having some sort of physical limitation. How does someone go about becoming mute? Is it something that people on the spectrum do often?",6.6973760683760695,8.248338361538462,7.289487179487178,68.52773504273507,65.38461538461539,10.700854700854704,35.982905982905976,10.746095033038511,4.4513418803418805,577,28,90,16,9,190,86,130,0.083,0.813,0.105,0.4305,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,0,5,0,13,2,0,3,0,28,26,8,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,4,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,13,3,15,20,4,8,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,7,3,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.15987047937645976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310115402045276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986676876878488,0.361865745832659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308016776348742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143365178817787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565427005113904,0.0,0.0,0.15444051040910492,0.0,0.0828353146321338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559228883155642,0.0,0.09310605364343193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487073236333853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309109390379165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571510206917278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785930159649402,0.0,0.10935508305202904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204309115191156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543051000149713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567592936305159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175834568422526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880918221477445,0.12612120777857472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088386710002104,0.3149191304538219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705485748912564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517355276233745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290580471248352,0.0,0.15792235420185696,0.17766223704047246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23275448618860756,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Anna4011,2019/08/15,"I like wearing high top shoes because they help with my anxiety I really like wearing high top Converse because of the way they hug my feet, and wrap around my ankles. It makes me feel more grounded and less anxious. On days that I don’t wear my Converse I feel like Im going to fly out of my shoes. Does anyone else feel the same?",3.4480882352941187,4.591912338235296,4.11694117647059,89.76923529411766,72.67647058823529,6.616470588235294,26.835294117647056,6.742157984588678,1.0398023529411766,261,9,55,2,5,83,46,68,0.046,0.723,0.231,0.9099,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,7,6,1,0,10,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,12,4,7,6,3,11,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933829906898365,0.2500715845666424,0.0,0.1547786923771386,0.2268074766926685,0.0,0.19705559129479264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698756201626495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275762697562042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371191748857744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491624312968874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33577583689735063,0.15813823207012992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580287856360484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483716319984416,0.467753857342365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391046745761972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244330796915979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477582143712501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180763226550785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757037132995394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Theguyofri,2019/08/15,"Guess which high function autistic just got his first job? I’m a high functioning autistic 17 year old boy who just got his first job at Galaxy Cinemas, and couldn’t be happier!",6.8797058823529404,7.188729323529415,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,64.58823529411765,10.329411764705883,34.64705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.366811764705882,143,6,27,3,2,44,27,34,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.5707,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177150545446396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927640356917329,0.0,0.2704917132342405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51885628301456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873242253644123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576545648689006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812071558472404 autism,evictedtomato,2019/09/03,"Hello. I just need to say this out loud i am in a karate program and i wanted to belt test (get to the next level), and my mom made me call the studio to make ask if i could test, and i did it! i think my heart rate got up to unsafe levels though",1.1298214285714288,1.5103266250000011,3.145000000000003,97.45000000000002,77.39285714285714,5.6000000000000005,15.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.1638428571428574,185,1,49,0,4,63,42,56,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,0,12,11,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,0,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,31,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742424369240425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29954291504095626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342159223519849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532631479762883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346186101773856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476208914992894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27757464657243675,0.195813250288772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435677067932229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175151384504993,0.0,0.0,0.31198080983417065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332835123922838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796668855023255,0.28821466095434195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302529558540033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bsmith128,2019/09/03,"Any tips for going back to school? Hello, I’m 13M and I am going back to school the day after I post this. I am terrified about it and was wondering if any of you have any pieces of advice for me? Anything will be greatly appreciated.",1.0604081632653075,3.1395293265306137,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,82.26530612244899,6.3689795918367365,20.00408163265305,7.554174236665415,0.669070204081633,183,5,39,3,5,64,36,49,0.087,0.841,0.07200000000000001,-0.1943,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512360135509536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908739419990121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980034605935196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700320864173499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517505885433208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734910841364093,0.0,0.0,0.2652759626911985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304401176272935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870250829504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609338271621945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,islandquiltergirl,2019/09/03,"How do you do it? I am new to autism, well, maybe not, I am pretty sure my dad was a high functioning Aspergers. My grandson has just been diagnosed but the process took nearly a year as we live in Canada. I am watching my daughter and son in law be super heroes as they cope with a non verbal high on the spectrum (?) 3 year old boy. I am currently waiting outside a hospital with my grand daughter because my grandson is in a bad way. We don’t know what’s wrong we just know something is wrong. How do you do it? To see him in pain and to see how hard he is trying to tell us and yet he can’t and his frustration increases which makes his pain increase. No one talks about the sleep issues of autism and how that affects a home. I can’t think of two people more devoted to helping their son more than may daughter and her husband but this ride is hard. What can I do as a grandparent to make this ride easier? I know I can help I just don’t know the right way to do it. I think this may be the place for answers, at least I hope it is. I love that little man so much, I just want to help. Thank you for being a space I feel safe to write this.",1.7793209876543232,3.154104164609052,3.2308045267489724,93.53978703703709,77.3127572016461,6.506090534979425,22.84958847736625,7.1686216300943375,0.5684141563786005,884,26,206,10,20,290,133,243,0.126,0.6759999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9734,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,3,2,2,12,16,1,0,13,0,29,5,1,7,1,42,46,16,0,2,7,9,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,13,11,0,2,8,0,0,5,6,6,1,2,3,6,32,10,27,38,6,26,0,0,3,1,33,13,0,3,6,141,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065455822057091,0.07778736188327706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295172851646994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452136857379677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286196136407603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25659460067981005,0.2696452428823357,0.1279991049991477,0.12674143435229365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318738880528466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805154244639041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278946180367058,0.11267833253926995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516929147596595,0.0,0.1703558355600434,0.0,0.1281972608723253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380500652784213,0.0,0.0,0.12324255696630355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390090859103584,0.0,0.0864690487886345,0.0,0.27156331279650586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846585219479143,0.0,0.13332098820977475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298210581564719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897472685734927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033707351270908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769803844501051,0.0,0.0,0.0982372429946332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026703457616655,0.0,0.0,0.10256477513238928,0.11153316620106178,0.11748235267754105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635293946564219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177483124500947,0.08663601828847904,0.0,0.12465240583334818,0.0,0.15349416555391635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526525594924084,0.20257522072471226,0.0,0.0,0.11473301366962912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27903400231202624,0.0,0.1643480098606619 autism,anonymous89876,2019/09/03,"Deep Into Defense Mode Live Deep Into Defense Mode Live is a workshop run by Asperger Experts. I have family who want me to go. However, I am not familiar with much of the organization. Has anyone ever been to this or a similar event?",2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,5.488888888888892,71.74000000000002,81.22222222222223,8.933333333333335,29.0,9.3871,3.551133333333333,185,9,31,6,5,67,37,45,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27371091599603803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35408890272743704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690241872334604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247003510457744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6913149785583733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28776076382680993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088733046615698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sachayoj,2019/09/03,"How do I go about asking for a diagnosis? A nurse practitioner told me that I'm not autistic because I'm not spacey, but I was thinking about a second opinion on it. Would I talk to my therapist about it?",3.625,4.625247690476193,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,72.09523809523809,8.457142857142857,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4403238095238096,161,7,33,3,3,56,31,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026389934333492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625459190704177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447722573404721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617401206882825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000667474039385,0.0,0.27597012018175543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41154477796997213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059513251882212,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Fatticusss,2019/09/03,"Was your diagnosis worth it? My wife has been telling me she thought I was on the spectrum for years but I always shrugged it off. I always just thought of myself as unconventional. About a year and a half ago I took some online test for it. I scored a 32 out of 50. 26 to 32 indicated autism. This surprised me a great deal so I started to do a lot of research. That's usually what I do when something confuses or interests me. After dozens of articles and several hours of youtube videos I came to the conclusion that my wife is probably right. I'm 33, I'm married and I run my own business. My wife and I don't plan to have children. I'm not interested in medication or mental health assistance. If I am on the spectrum I am very high functioning. I hate doctors and being examined at all. I hate being under the microscope, being asked personal questions or being touched. I don't really see a good reason to seek a diagnosis other than validation that I am in fact on the spectrum. Was your diagnosis worth it? Do you think I should be officially tested? Thanks for your insight",2.6797888589398013,5.065135990566038,4.655633423180593,79.66474842767295,78.24528301886792,8.189038634321653,28.963162623539986,8.976282227363876,2.7539143755615463,858,40,163,22,21,293,127,212,0.099,0.815,0.086,-0.6743,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,4,9,2,1,12,0,21,3,0,1,2,28,35,13,0,2,7,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,10,7,0,0,8,1,2,3,3,3,0,2,8,2,30,6,26,21,4,22,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,8,8,119,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505174962593564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723133463411918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297578723541946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715380886600524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869956391722388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748642714472198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724851297686785,0.0,0.18040716433804152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231095775686417,0.0,0.17393538814162662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728884025524769,0.0,0.0,0.16114661924676704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911585358444306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648441327196068,0.1649046777960934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287897765456473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642522754999573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330763269385705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482818955862926,0.16824310000905046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974262066385482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039518571217099,0.0,0.0,0.18485994760209387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597351861989226,0.0,0.0,0.11582105268463475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302340905406485,0.150652287171185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048501190316176,0.0,0.25981438221483183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180349732179452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021983451632534,0.13501526321979954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074998085456625 autism,Credulous7,2019/09/03,"Do you ever have ""stim seizures"" when you are alone? When I'm around people I have this inhibitory thing going where I don't feel strong emotions, can't express them in conversation, but when I'm alone I've found that I feel very strong emotions, like if I'm thinking of an argument that I have a strong opinion on. These emotional surges cause my body to seize up and typically my hands go above my head in a protective-like stance and I rub my hair really intensely. It lasts for maybe 5 seconds at a time. People who thought I was normal have caught me doing this an it's really embarrassing (""he's crazy! he turns into a demon in his room!""). Does this happen to anyone else?",4.145149253731344,5.554473514925372,4.870328358208955,84.01161194029852,71.31343283582089,8.345074626865673,25.34029850746269,8.841846274778883,1.7226441791044782,537,16,108,10,10,173,90,134,0.19399999999999998,0.765,0.040999999999999995,-0.9616,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,3,6,5,0,1,6,0,10,4,4,1,1,15,23,7,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,5,15,4,12,19,0,19,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,7,63,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357797192001089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334621321949005,0.1660937188327019,0.0,0.14430607161720208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005993165079373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652447331371814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185746090499746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354162876014875,0.5470322976711671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663147840176127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639283332798129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777376141186621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425378426833275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334718110755726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636448366645834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213561153524506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791953562026845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285428975209526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882655945923532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247636716800823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769471399528872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769405544415693,0.10386908128592767,0.0,0.12869170504893565,0.09452358502798157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632155623276138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375198311400455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PolyesterWolf,2019/09/03,"DSM-5 vs DSM-4 Hi, sorry if this has been asked before. I'm pretty curious if most people use DSM-4 diagnoses like Asperger's to describe themselves, because I thought that with DSM-5, all of ASD was put into levels 1, 2 or 3 but I never hear that. And then what happens with people that are newly diagnosed and have a level as their diagnosis? Is that a sufficient descriptor?",5.63774647887324,7.042840380281696,6.567718309859156,73.2670704225352,67.73239436619717,9.623661971830987,31.10140845070423,9.888512548439397,3.296282253521128,301,12,50,7,5,100,59,71,0.017,0.894,0.08900000000000001,0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,2,15,12,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368942588823112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446993941250597,0.0,0.21562424957897336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143901710481954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408027742062048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855995719988879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379816087912475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954372605441192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35135051498752395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779831713522583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25473641465065033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836599136617837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011708409352032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188557461848056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TastyTacoTonight,2019/09/03,"My brother has completely changed Hey guys, not sure if this belongs here but I don't know where else to seek advice. My brother has autism. He's currently 20 years old. He has completely changed. When he was younger, he was the chattiest person around. He would ask everyone, even strangers, their name, their age, who their teacher was, etc. He always had communication issues. Our conversations were never in depth. Just very basic. He asked an bunch of questions to people but didn't like being asked questions. Sometimes he would have meltdowns about being late to a program or something else. He loved to play. He loved physical affection and being tickled and play fighting. He was more or less the same until around 2 years ago. He started becoming less social. I moved away to school in 2016. I noticed when I came back he was a bit different, but nothing too bad. However now, I can't even recognize him. He does not talk. Nothing. He hates being touched by anyone other than me. And even then he is just tolerating it. Sometimes he will hang around with us, but he spends a lot of time in his room just listening to radio. My friends were shocked when they'd come visit. Usually he'd talk to them, be excited etc. He used to love it when my friends visited. Now he just doesn't talk. I struggle to get words out of him, when before I would just hope he would shut up sometimes. If I ask him about his day now, he will not answer. If I press him or insist on knowing, he will leave the room. It seems like speaking gives him anxiety. It's almost like he struggles to get words out of his mouth. I struggle to have any sort of connection with him. I feel like I've lost my little brother. My parents and I seem to think that something happened in high school. My dad believes that since my brother went to high school, he started becoming less and less social until it culminated to this. He just graduated in June and my parents believe he is coming back a little. Instead of locking himself up in his room, he is hanging around us a bit more. Not sure if that is because I was back home for the summer or not. He follows me and loves watching me play video games. Anyway, back to the school thing. He hated school it seems. A specific teacher. His name was Mr. Donald, let's say. That's not his actual name. But when he's come, he'd mutter things like ""I wanna kill Mr. Donald."" Or ""I hate Mr. Donald."" Mr. Donald was his co-op teacher. He took him to work at grocery stores and a greenhouse. But Mr. Donald always complained about my brother's work ethic. I don't think he was fond of my brother. My parents seem to think that Mr. Donald was a big part of my brother's social retreating. Another thing is I had a friend who told me that my brother was picked on in school. During lunch, my brother was unsupervised and could eat in the cafeteria. Apparently people would call him names and make fun of him for asking so many questions. I also overheard my brother muttering to himself and repeating some of the insults people would tell him. I think hurt him and contributed to his social withdrawal. Anyways, this is really long so I'm gonna end it here. I'm just looking for advice on how to get my brother back. He seems to be in a perpetual state of withdrawal. I want to help him. I miss playing games with him and doing brotherly stuff together. I'm not sure if he was abused, mistreated, etc. I have no idea what to do. We had a specialist come in but he doesn't talk so she can't figure out what's going on. I just hope there's a chance I'll get my little brother back. TL;DR: My autistic brother has gone from being the most talkative in the room to completely silent. I'm concerned and think something happened, and I'd like advice on how to help him.",2.5215077202543164,4.967740237057225,3.4671269754768415,87.63613823796551,79.19073569482289,6.2579909173478665,25.31800181653043,7.454721666304161,1.3610445631244326,2970,114,572,43,75,948,302,734,0.096,0.785,0.11900000000000001,0.9696,7,0,3,0,3,0,105.0,4,0,5,3,47,40,6,3,22,0,61,8,1,6,4,115,120,47,1,16,32,18,3,6,3,10,0,3,5,8,25,31,3,0,19,8,2,15,16,15,0,0,25,8,82,25,78,73,17,92,0,3,2,4,145,40,0,25,42,362,107,11,0.0,0.057004466378171866,0.046950053604676925,0.0,0.0,0.14104251294678352,0.04264809608425558,0.0,0.04817689176647393,0.0,0.0,0.03847488829347668,0.08006553378179841,0.0,0.0,0.032717588120846165,0.050449285094215694,0.036805298901460066,0.0,0.0,0.03364080109365608,0.0,0.0,0.17131836041070084,0.2248896028281439,0.0,0.045202501436550635,0.22196944517034708,0.040171238141007835,0.029328429897175406,0.10627112792057708,0.04093949095830346,0.10841076231193228,0.0,0.0,0.10505097432714801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912739833347023,0.055026937928259474,0.0,0.0,0.10179154336502476,0.16577578811395866,0.1513325243915446,0.0,0.0,0.03841325678443717,0.0,0.0,0.03102804953273105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502664592533653,0.0,0.0,0.042102850112115835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923025356636213,0.08038226009758992,0.0,0.042612662838165526,0.0,0.1609717026777212,0.09533192072034198,0.0,0.0,0.04597276626114174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024326707954511938,0.03437098949906515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151287989477694,0.0,0.10054545565790753,0.0461531016575812,0.0273429730524891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763812133930426,0.08508998880513856,0.0,0.0,0.14250095237141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449648182630535,0.10166525013212407,0.048259931780457316,0.09557149599819044,0.0,0.0,0.05150454205678676,0.054312223741781004,0.0,0.05021608782188815,0.0,0.0,0.05322843891294866,0.0,0.05288183557253851,0.0,0.05427206383790493,0.05094331595947788,0.0,0.049197446302442084,0.0,0.1410296021304207,0.14466161013188727,0.0,0.04257731747950617,0.04040168890211218,0.0,0.05251957550071093,0.04090282472161036,0.17369065666109873,0.0,0.032114915969862615,0.048777685982207664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051135095404538984,0.0,0.0,0.03710668895815043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923288975111226,0.05477545969963025,0.05048510857937381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602669609408847,0.05210025446373042,0.0,0.10006373072333004,0.042009257958943946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616882571688859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03082157031655412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03826033420406477,0.0,0.2921494957186601,0.0,0.21899530518194427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397984738823079,0.0,0.0,0.1961751710756525,0.0,0.1111161514430771,0.14275102731312958,0.0,0.0681073809342142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089030340099704,0.05507635608127415,0.0,0.0,0.13603405002220167,0.0,0.0,0.15468136440485306,0.04205172365976692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958897751039226,0.1541400900863907,0.0,0.0,0.0280543039971523,0.0,0.0,0.04597276626114174,0.05345384004142502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574483990930325,0.04155303895364525,0.05298821171452179,0.03969716968935822,0.028377511839424264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460000378267052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005174331838909,0.0,0.0,0.20506291679187708,0.0,0.0,0.0619646812700939 autism,ladyonslaught3,2019/09/03,Advice for dealing with tantrums in toddlers with ASD My two year old daughter had a 2 hour long tantrum trapping us in a coffee shop I used to work in. She told me she needed to go pee and we were stuck in the drive thru so I told her we would hurry but we needed to wait for the other cars to get through so we could go inside to pee. She immediately started having a tantrum. This turned into her screaming like she was dying and refusing to go pee while plugging her ears (we’ve had a problem with public toilets for a while but she can usually be coached through using the restroom and calmed down easily). It took two hours and calling my mom to come help me to calm her down enough to leave the coffee shop. How do I handle this better in the future? I’m new to all of this.,2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,3.0987500000000026,91.84458333333338,78.6875,5.266666666666667,23.166666666666664,6.079149491110277,0.37702916666666697,615,20,129,4,15,197,98,160,0.11800000000000001,0.78,0.102,0.0161,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,5,0,0,2,3,9,3,0,10,0,10,4,4,3,1,26,27,11,1,5,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,2,0,3,2,7,0,5,0,2,8,2,21,4,28,16,2,26,0,0,0,0,23,8,0,0,12,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257494607588173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380901955879084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594329963705143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449791522282387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466242539288558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609700499981397,0.0,0.0,0.16204521181965612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613309172372065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815749653491092,0.0,0.2662082018171853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465511813922597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30752633563310444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532618831833992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628048979909609,0.0,0.0,0.1381760388998975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828653798828804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315467236096619,0.0,0.15079776805417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383916930151354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940170569834774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051433808466024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983905570045834,0.1734735844846961,0.0,0.16983186030695555,0.3050456765091458,0.0,0.18781318843617048,0.2697039018313671,0.17196248229179625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366935475005448,0.0,0.0,0.1109150100136428,0.0,0.0,0.10054689581744347 autism,pinkiemcgee,2019/09/03,What activities or things did you like as a child? Daughter is 3 and waiting for diagnosis for autism. Hello! I didn’t quite know how to title my post. My daughter is 3 and waiting to be diagnosed with autism. I was told by our school district psychiatrist she is most likely on the spectrum. She likes bubbles and to spin or jump around. She also enjoys her paw patrol toys- mainly lining them up or organizing them. What activities or things did you like as a child? What are some things that she would enjoy ? I am open to any suggestions as I want to find new things that she would enjoy. She is so special and I want to find more things to engage her with. We did make a sensory bin with stones. I put farm animals in there and she likes to have her toys swim in there. Another thing I’m going to get her in a little trampoline since she enjoyed that very much at speech.,2.443784427065624,4.743204265895958,3.5210200612036746,87.94403264195853,78.59537572254334,6.613940836450187,21.737164229853786,7.724431198458867,0.9100318939136348,690,20,140,11,17,222,102,173,0.0,0.816,0.184,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,2,1,6,11,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,2,0,28,25,15,0,4,4,2,0,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,12,11,0,2,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,26,11,25,16,5,15,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,6,6,102,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221662554745685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392839053048884,0.16025365268031308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604946519928462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551173669291893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793643418164222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984640664131808,0.0,0.08685576611477391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399036076638737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733206003356305,0.15317396723565158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201398454072212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234628334643454,0.0,0.0,0.1476023907227796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463671331246343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536345137430272,0.0,0.16255156176038624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467025855831446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264210344870306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091934379803223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603385763361248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609923870891998,0.18028401860417945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712948217076744,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Iziahzay,2019/04/02,"Is there a good resource for obtaining quality visuals? Paid or free, is there a good resource for quality visuals? I tried boardmaker and the visuals weren't the best.",4.921999999999997,7.895792533333335,6.40333333333334,66.965,73.66666666666666,13.333333333333332,40.0,11.855464076750405,6.914,136,9,21,7,3,46,20,30,0.09699999999999999,0.632,0.272,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016531769474682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8018820774580647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245446408586197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ACharest,2019/04/02,"My documentary on autism acceptance Hello, my name is Anna and I have Asperger’s. I’m a filmmaker who’s working on a documentary on autism acceptance. The working title is Spectrum. I’m assembling pictures of people on the spectrum and putting them into a collage poster of the neurodiversity symbol. If you’re interested please DM me your picture and I’ll send you the consent form for being in my documentary. If you don’t want to be in the poster but still want to contribute via testimonies, interviews, etc please let me know ",3.7869944341372914,6.797517959183673,5.4641372912801485,71.75553803339521,78.59183673469389,8.869758812615958,31.35807050092765,9.339509955726095,3.7573551020408167,432,22,70,13,11,146,63,98,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,2,1,3,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,12,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,12,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,1,47,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30870393963974424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521214353678126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304562679911216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189750357046914,0.0,0.0,0.6076841374845044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27825934475540737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105195741651432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32652632318398866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030257886564274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KMyrick,2019/04/02,"I forgot that today was April 2 and accidentally wore blue :( Like a whole bright blue dress. A$ sucks, and now it looks like I support them! Crap!",1.0782142857142851,3.7018403928571466,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,91.5,4.228571428571429,14.142857142857142,5.985473137389443,-0.8899571428571424,113,2,24,1,4,35,24,28,0.27,0.441,0.29,0.1984,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,5,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329801574131708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721161236295046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028566845374095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200337654899241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947368638840418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thank-you-lovely,2019/04/02,"Is this stimming? Hi everyone. I'm 19 and I've had a suspicion for about a year now that I might be on the spectrum. Right now what I'm most curious about is whether or not what I do is stimming. Whenever I get very anxious, I either make a repetitive grasping motion or I ball my fist and bounce my forearm up and down. If I am around people, I can suppress the urge. Sometimes it is uncomfortable to stop it. For as long as I can remember, if I get happy enough I get this feeling in my chest like I need to do something but I've never been able to figure out what it was I wanted to do so badly. It mostly happened when I was listening to music, but now it's happening more often. I've been listening to a very funny and exciting podcast, and it gives me that urge more than anything else has before. I noticed I would start to wave my hands and stop myself, so the next time I started to do it I just didn't stop. It feels really good! I've been doing it a lot and I don't know why I've never done it before. Also, when I'm lost in thought I'll trace patterns over and over again either with my finger on my leg or my foot on the ground. I'm really curious. Are any of those things stimming? I have two anxiety disorders and a mood disorder. I'm not diagnosed, but I suspect I might also have ADHD because it runs in my family. I'm not sure if my repetitive behaviors can be explained by any of those. All I know for certain is that I love waving my hands around when I get happy because it feels SO good.",2.7066587802313364,3.846292088328077,4.674183753943218,85.07649119348055,74.48895899053628,7.933175604626709,26.45754468980021,8.472884824447931,1.754852891692955,1180,42,250,21,24,406,157,317,0.102,0.76,0.138,0.9495,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,18,12,0,0,10,0,32,9,7,1,5,59,61,29,0,6,16,0,6,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,23,13,0,4,11,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,10,8,36,9,33,46,9,37,0,1,0,1,6,15,0,12,21,182,59,0,0.10915811032094852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118683597008915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458740277184698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846251641869054,0.0,0.08350565561663888,0.1233175940418672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982782392036845,0.19434772209791346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114246258067786,0.13308354176540102,0.0,0.1857710240168146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079318421559173,0.0,0.0,0.25020930288595844,0.0,0.0,0.11170664574474608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911875943103692,0.0,0.0,0.1127895077637211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430525227971572,0.0,0.0,0.1029045515875563,0.0,0.16558086123751894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812242923135684,0.10471440601464074,0.0,0.1831132879314916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305631291323871,0.23240167644692666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998088540237188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053329138913687436,0.0,0.0,0.0966014926286306,0.0,0.0,0.11915897209899988,0.0928023218639053,0.09851945638182408,0.0,0.07286388626585116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159900987478316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809393556655897,0.1683789281271194,0.0,0.11609088869809042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242772320954837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567648940867594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985896124952188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123654859891757,0.09322042978430824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403524630782437,0.10796016227307167,0.0,0.15452534463775566,0.0,0.0,0.2737832040148161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028802271443217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251979810863105,0.0,0.0,0.08665934651558954,0.06365097195441498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663161248978223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013374595380985,0.0643842816564125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849821610670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754278967281462,0.0,0.0,0.07029424415746267 autism,PWcrash,2019/04/02,"Experiences with horrible teachers? I went to school in a small town and when I went to kindergarten kids that were labeled as ""special needs were singled out and humiliated by this one teacher. And I say special needs very loosely as it could be anything from being too hyper to lower functioning autism and we were just lumped into one group. Ironic thing is most of those kids grew up to be neurotypical adults. At the end of everyday before the she would wall us to the bus she would put stickers on the shirts of me and all the other ""special needs"" kids and how many stickers determined how good you were that day. 1 sticker meant you were terrible and 5 stickers meant you were perfect. But you would lose a sticker for the stupidest reasons. I would lose mine mostly because i would get dirt stains on my dresses on the playground and I ""needed to learn to act like a lady"". And this was done in front of the entire class before heading on the bus. As you can expect, the bus ride home was filled with ridicule and bullying from the other kids that didn't need to have their behavior monitored like crazy. The next year when I was in first grade I went up to my new teacher before class ended and timidly told her I needed stickers before I could go home. When she asked me why and i explained she looked absolutely horrified before gently telling me I didn't have to dothat anymore. To this day i still cant believe that was allowed in the year 2000 and that parents at the time were Ok with it. When I asked my grandparents years later they said that they thought it was all children that got it and they didn't know what was really going on.",6.4745531281032775,6.819841122641512,6.039884144323072,81.56974677259187,65.44654088050315,8.707315458457463,31.831181727904678,8.371475516178862,2.2839660377358486,1319,48,250,16,19,407,168,318,0.115,0.804,0.08199999999999999,-0.8787,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,5,4,4,9,13,1,1,17,1,32,3,2,4,3,51,55,24,0,14,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,2,2,6,19,20,0,0,7,0,0,11,4,5,0,3,26,3,37,8,40,19,5,47,0,2,1,0,31,18,0,2,20,177,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384514383184568,0.0,0.0,0.07787044522375226,0.0,0.1769280490162354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768410163432521,0.0,0.4026055546744005,0.1066128915421151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110486420361094,0.0,0.0,0.12205393667755203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683688036689636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762391868121848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256394235089536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049018120910739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049439011083907865,0.0,0.10755808217993293,0.07936913439120473,0.07568232952415528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711520920492923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898383799916688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052004849705059926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246052301766902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946334450901786,0.21172814075402796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593752565512728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209909616016391,0.0,0.09139191778204156,0.10063751736160606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824421031353495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507274222714512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512686603334077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062085835835481,0.0972929245307147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900125092626434,0.07525165903965003,0.0,0.0957681747854442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556971701364533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270868607671944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286636723229401,0.0,0.0,0.07512373785154366,0.055178109729216884,0.0,0.0,0.0904207191014402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382534169720372,0.0,0.0,0.07807767340373485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631621767797359,0.08538668318153067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336103630934372,0.0,0.0,0.18281119981470145 autism,SithPsyche,2019/04/02,"Just donated to the Autism Self Advocacy Network In honor of Autism awareness and in honor of my son. Thanks to this sub I found the group! The puzzle piece always kind of left a bad taste in my mouth but now I know where I can donate and make a difference not only for my son's future but for everyone like him. He's so great. I can't imagine him any other way. I'm so blessed to have a wonderful, brilliant, boy. I never want him to think something is missing from who he is. He's perfectly whole and wonderful. I hope everyone has a wonderful day!",1.8701055194805176,4.0252263839285725,3.7630519480519484,86.21831168831172,79.80357142857143,7.287012987012987,24.467532467532468,8.296473431620573,1.6658821428571433,433,16,88,9,11,146,74,112,0.045,0.575,0.381,0.9951,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,0,0,7,0,6,2,1,1,2,20,18,7,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,7,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,12,9,13,17,2,10,1,1,0,0,12,5,0,5,5,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044814409075344,0.0,0.0,0.12295678750663601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096853636455115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660729021497075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890763971654176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34554280904721263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824848944118745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934331842352485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795848166089833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828546544734964,0.09936827548896532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964502541564774,0.0,0.0,0.08833448010310875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069187019882754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945157731217686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751391469232002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886239368499394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919613074857126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646526740216186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585554676587148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664623811264287,0.14351831368047552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186755864350808,0.0,0.0,0.5882411787457605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DameADozen,2019/04/02,"Unsure if this is the right place to post, and apologies if it’s insensitive My daughter is turning 5 and we invited a friend with an autistic daughter, she is coming and we are so thrilled! How do I go about tactfully asking if there is anything we can do to help her feel more comfortable? Or do I not do that at all? More so looking to see how to start a conversation with her about what needs her daughter MAY have, if any? Again, sorry if this is the wrong place or insensitive.",4.0708928571428595,5.316200375000005,4.877321428571428,84.52125000000002,71.29166666666666,7.985714285714287,29.339285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.997091071428572,380,15,78,6,7,123,62,96,0.09699999999999999,0.769,0.134,0.7824,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,23,22,14,0,6,8,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,3,9,21,3,9,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,8,2,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784105699526408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031057707773169,0.0,0.2307364987082953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126072328322207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479588535741933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068683140694825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402693096316203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543330825944394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726045406151908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300844327757773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157333493735545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637828131090174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107766437748637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667771706474385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762865407166037,0.17469525508657766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26846127545390197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698508736956289,0.0,0.0 autism,TGayderz,2019/04/02,"Institutional abuse is still a thing I came across a video on YouTube explaining this place called Judge Rotenberg Educational Center. It’s in Massachusetts, and is the only school in the country to still shock their autistic and mentally ill students for misbehaving. I’ve been spamming their number with calls all day but the only thing they ever say is “thank you, have a nice day!”. Fuckin bastards. (Apologies if not allowed, and I’m on mobile and don’t really know how to tag this post as serious. I’m kind of new to reddit.) ",5.996020408163265,7.5851726836734725,6.125102040816326,76.08418367346937,67.06122448979592,8.865306122448981,30.3265306122449,9.23628265651192,2.660391836734694,425,16,75,8,7,135,75,98,0.16699999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.077,-0.8096,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,4,7,2,0,6,0,6,2,0,2,2,15,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,3,12,10,1,15,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,1,6,46,10,2,0.0,0.2405885196420472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146863847651312,0.23224232025552616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619090390193836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367605476765195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145189647114154,0.11159443588110657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463299798389054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961130465104889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088669429026408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121506223597472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447181204530675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008306974245248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147852531588125,0.0,0.2055038232233373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243220579488412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694696590165447,0.0,0.0,0.26980317516424784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jmts1121,2019/04/02,"Advice please! Hi everyone, I’m a mom of a 3 year old with autism. I really need advice on how to give him medicine. He has very distinct tastes and seems to notice any time I try to mask or hide medicine and won’t take it. I can be straight with him and say he has to take it to feel better but he will vomit within minutes of taking it. I’m at a total loss. Last night he suffered through a night of 101-102 temperature because every time I tried to give anything for fever, he vomited it right up. I’m so worried he will need an antibiotic and I won’t be able to give it. If anyone out there has tips, especially any adults with autism who may have personal experience, I’d be so very grateful. Thanks so much!",2.49463963963964,3.9688547702702732,3.969999999999999,88.56666666666668,75.62162162162161,7.095495495495496,24.495495495495497,7.793537801064563,1.0928765765765769,558,18,123,8,12,185,92,148,0.083,0.816,0.10099999999999999,0.4127,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,1,2,19,27,11,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,6,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,20,19,2,14,0,2,0,0,17,7,0,4,7,65,13,0,0.14332688893838885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801147541350359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493439873309906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021749326187844,0.0,0.1179458173539031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737074118475505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676098592991894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075908556862412,0.13695498451951896,0.0,0.14020119965547367,0.0,0.0,0.07247038153840905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124766358719984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683054406982675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786272007013373,0.0,0.0,0.10536175477292166,0.21255014411879986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690051520778968,0.0,0.0,0.16317861302057934,0.15039745976301097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514751104517854,0.0,0.15732988379738913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181887514867372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240038002856775,0.0,0.11397929480389675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047941670802404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232919496907693,0.0,0.0,0.13195614275964088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671501230885666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461909873016814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365193875605497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455554129696855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229781731968237 autism,bobbieblaster,2019/04/02,"2 and half year old son So my son(one half of our fraternal twins) has been suggested to see a specialist about autism, we have had our suspicions so booked the appointment to then be referred. He can talk and says abcs and numbers and has started making eye contact and speaking to us just in the past month (bringing us letter blocks and saying what they are and animals ect) I in no way want to deny him anything and will listen to every word the specialist may suggest. I guess I'm just looking for guidance I know his life will be hard and want to do everything in my power to help him along. Any advice is much appreciated ",5.536885245901638,6.404991991803278,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,67.60655737704919,9.050819672131148,31.643442622950825,9.188382445141503,2.682177049180328,501,20,95,9,8,160,89,122,0.083,0.8490000000000001,0.068,-0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,5,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,14,2,1,1,0,22,25,12,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,11,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,14,0,14,18,1,11,0,0,3,0,21,3,0,2,6,65,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049538805267467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952655953269213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884217678987956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286943557636128,0.0,0.18439875247181026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260242426281399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379718949683213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752499386489694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127592375079237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492171428115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172295972154199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695641984384008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376934230577855,0.0,0.15082779894502873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529745657585012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958634888059224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32632801527706723,0.0,0.0,0.16349852467601106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522446620199722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491251219004585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936023779184874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420359704039641,0.1628589762618003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212646907562525 autism,rooshi000,2019/04/02,"Does early education of social behaviors make diagnosis more difficult? Happy autism awareness month! Speaking of, To the extent that autistic people are able to focus on and become expert at whatever topics interest them, what are the diagnostic consequences of those whose early education and interests centered heavily around social behaviors? Full disclosure, I'm drawing upon personal experience here and haven't obtained an official diagnosis (not looking for one, as per rules). But I think my situation is interesting enough that it warrants further discussion as a potentially common occurrence... I've always been super weird compared to everybody else, and the characteristics of high functioning autism fit much more than the narcissistic personality disorder I was given by a grad-student in training. I grew up Mormon (I'm not anymore) which is a culture that explicitly grooms ""proper"" behavior down to the instruction to look people in the eye, firm handshakes, sales/small talk, frequent public speaking practice, etc. I also majored in social-cognitive neuro psychology and finished 3 more years of related PhD training which brought me an acute awareness of the multitude of thought processes and behaviors I could then observe in myself and consciously adjust to suit the situation. (Notably, I dropped out because I wasn't playing my cards right. I didn't even realize I was in a political arena; in fact I thought academia would be the opposite of BYU's cookie-cutter social scripts which I couldn't bear to follow... But apparently all humans do this). But anyway, between my education and a fascination with social behaviors, I can do all of these things REALLY well if I'm consciously choosing to (or drinking), but it's exhausting within minutes and I would rather prefer to practice quiet mindfulness in social situations. Conversely, I find that with people I'm comfortable around (eg Friends, S.O., etc.), I tend to revert to my more comfortable state of consistent routine, avoiding eye contact, and even a style of humor that is more conceptual than it is interactive... (That is, if *they* initiate hanging out, because God knows I won't.) And although my iq is barely a standard deviation above average, my verbal expression *achievement* scores (which measure acquired knowledge, not aptitude) are literally off the charts (99.9 percentile). I think I developed linguistic communication skills as a coping mechanism for my apparent lack of emotional expression and desperate desire for others to understand me. Plus, language as a system of symbols for representing abstract concepts is just fascinating to me. So extrapolating from my experience, it occurs to me that undiagnosed autistic people could easily fly under the radar, getting by just well enough through consciously practicing skills in situations that offer immediate feedback (e.g. behaviors and their consequences in social interactions) but struggle in more long-term contexts, such as maintaining relationships or jobs. I know a lot of people aren't diagnosed until their adulthood. From your experience what obstacles may get in the way of a diagnosis? And beyond situations for which coping skills have already been developed, what benefit does a diagnosis even offer? 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Alone I am, sitting at the lunch table Hearing laughter from far away Wondering whether today or not I would be cherished and embraced Alone I am, in the classroom always chosen as last partner the dirty looks focus on someone And that someone is me. Alone I am, on the playground wanting to make friends The heartless one comes up to me And says I would be better off dead Alone I am, in the hallways Friendless and in Pain the others stare and smile but none have ever say hello Alone I am, in this world. different and frowned upon Never understanding their rules And they never understand me. Alone I am, on the spectrum Thinking in my domain Where It is safe and free For that is how the world should be This poem was written by me, BonelessAngelBoy, in reflection on Autism Acceptance Month. I am on the spectrum and I wrote this to express my feelings about my middle school years. If you know someone who is on the spectrum; love them with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength. We are all people. And it is better to be united rather than divided. 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This is NOT a prank! I mean it. *HUGS*",-4.122500000000001,-4.0881082499999986,-0.017499999999998298,102.3125,131.5,4.1000000000000005,10.25,5.985473137389443,-1.04745,52,1,14,1,4,19,14,16,0.0,0.7490000000000001,0.251,0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498657619728646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520226967896776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6268321833146833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,noopibean,2019/04/02,Recommendations for a nice weighted blanket? The softer the better. 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WERE ALL EINSTEIN - it's great that theres successful autistics but it doesn't mean we're all some super computer and doesn't mean we all care about programming and stuff, plus some autistics can't even dress themselves or clean themselves so how in the world are they going to be the next Einstein (no offence) WE CANT BE SOCIAL - I wish I had more friends although the few I have are great and wish i wasnt so awkward socially plus I wish I went out more, but it doesn't mean I can't go in a nightclub or do some activity it's a challenge with my anxiety sure but aslong as I have friends with me i feel more confident and willing. WE ARE ZOMBIES WHO CANT FEEL FOR OTHERS - I'm one of the most emotional person you can know, like when I was younger my dad caught a spider crab that was dieing and I felt hopeless and cried a river of tears. So yes what really annoys me are the people who stereotype about autism whether it's them trying to be nice or whether it's them being douchebags, my life is a challenge but with my patient and hope, I hope I'll get a job sooner than later 🙂 ",3.4386764705882342,4.965687034313731,4.016813725490199,88.97316176470589,73.26470588235293,6.766666666666668,26.965686274509807,7.292943589461545,1.2699862745098036,1602,58,329,17,32,506,191,408,0.083,0.653,0.264,0.9982,2,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,5,1,4,6,18,33,2,2,23,1,43,4,1,1,8,71,74,43,1,8,13,2,3,2,3,3,1,2,1,2,23,28,0,0,8,5,0,5,13,6,0,1,9,7,40,27,41,55,15,25,0,1,2,2,31,12,0,13,10,228,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714643357221956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367097819404307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024041597958636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103274233149024,0.12954957208509044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423972841844947,0.104937280695596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298025189620667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901685283733367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824852395992363,0.0,0.0,0.1015698586668008,0.0,0.09643710183898348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279655166698585,0.0,0.20990073420248045,0.0,0.1712452367372028,0.0,0.0,0.2214684995438992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916262693191308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995169950505059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996701174214903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519859669449771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094297048894756,0.09813875338857213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130007029516254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32822224385647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383415344308611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681791726509524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053937374669315,0.0,0.06806000290019493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889507545052768,0.17539875932105828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610646962269458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434373583953505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987305033048375,0.0,0.0,0.1600736103434954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476963464752185,0.0,0.07732277776601032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497851894957815,0.0,0.0,0.09466248139331478,0.0,0.0,0.08072898905169615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672714699079207,0.0,0.09868071637089648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638285001581407,0.0,0.0,0.10456044456677513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310787323166002,0.0,0.0,0.3464993594171669,0.0,0.0,0.07312072066549517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467936321989551 autism,HoomanGroovin,2019/04/02,"Which country has the most autism research? Title says it all. Have been thinking about this one for a bit. Does the US produce the most autism research? Does anyone know if Australia has a lot of ASD research out there? TIA :)",1.5314285714285705,4.1873511904761935,1.0785714285714327,98.01642857142859,96.61904761904762,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2794190476190477,178,7,33,0,7,51,33,42,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.8212,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,24,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368148613593655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697538571048059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927671332425608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861311882061732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879359721157541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229500204130944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933412539356033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701423793152372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40739366074954375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheeeSammy,2019/04/02,I need a opinion about me treating my brother who have autism I’m 18 and I have a brother who is 13 he has autism the bad kind he needs 24/7 care and he is really hard to deal with most of the time so he destroys the house most of the time so to prevent him from destroying the house I keep sending him back to his room to watch tv or play on his phone is it wrong for me to do that I’m guessing it is.,0.4578296703296694,1.8222193296703288,2.202293956043956,99.53333104395605,80.97802197802199,5.429120879120879,21.26510989010989,5.985473137389443,-0.17573736263736262,313,9,81,2,8,103,57,91,0.156,0.741,0.10300000000000001,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,15,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,10,4,12,15,2,6,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,5,3,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239952099158996,0.1980600867547988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418509707558582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445526558397977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613130899486123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249318636278133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474160020349822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084276925425524,0.0,0.24701726942042615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517757881692949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196252775152044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766376213756443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935143232291297,0.0,0.0 autism,starannisa,2019/04/02,"My son Hi I have wanted to make this post for a while. I shall add the disclaimer at the beginning. I am a mother to a 6 year old on the Spectrum. I myself am not on the spectrum. He is ‘low functioning’ or is level 3 on the spectrum (whatever you make of that). I value immensely the input of adults who are on the spectrum and would never for one minute pretend to know more about you than you know about yourself. This is where I air my grievances. I feel sometimes that some people who have ASD speak in terms of their experiences but not only for themselves but for all other people on the spectrum. I sometimes feel like my sons already stifled voice is being more and more pushed aside. Let me explain. As much as I think this world should accept everyone as they are (if they are not harming others) it doesn’t. So saying please don’t try to change your sons ‘unacceptable’ behaviours, the world should just accept them, in all theory is great and I agree with that sentiment. But the world doesn’t and won’t. I want my son to coexist with the world around him, so toning down some of his behaviours at certain times is something I have to teach him. It’s what we as humans do all the time. I’m not the same person at work as I am at home. This is where ABA comes in. Not the traditional ABA which just focuses on pure compliance. An ABA which incorporates methods to help encourage speech. An ABA that helps the participant learn how to stim in a way that won’t interfere too much with whatever task is on hand. An ABA which incorporates a sensory diet into the child’s day in a way that is not too distracting but will help regulate the child and help them feel safe and happy in his environment. Then I want my son to not only be compliant but also air his grievances in whatever way he knows. I want him to be encouraged to communicate his needs in a way comfortable to him but also a way others will understand. Sometimes what he wants to do isn’t what he can be doing or isn’t what’s best for him so he needs to be told no and he needs to understand it. I as a mother have a job to raise him (as I raise all my children) to be able to live in the world and become a member of society, not just the autism community. I am sorry that this post is taking the focus away from my child. This is not my intention. I’m a mum, my focus is always on my children. My son is an amazing person. Not because he has autism but because he is. All my effort is to try and give him a voice which he can then use any way he wants. Right now he is not understood enough for his voice to be effective. Please let me know what you think. 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I am 21 years old and heavily suspect I have been living with undiagnosed autism. Recently I found a few autistic youtubers who led me down a rabbit hole of researching symptoms and common experiences of autistic individuals. To say that I relate to many of these feelings and experiences would be an understatement. I have been considering seeking a formal diagnosis for months now, but I have run into a few roadblocks to me even getting to a professional. &#x200B; Basically, I have three main issues. The first is, I live in the southeastern US (Alabama). The second is, I am an adult and every clinic I've found is directed solely to children; these clinics also seem to heavily support ""curing"" autism and assimilating autistic children into fully neurotypical behaviors. The last issue is that I need a clinic that is LGBTQ+ friendly (please I am aware that I live in the bible belt, but I really need it to be safe for me). &#x200B; Does anyone have any recommendations on where to go, or where to start looking? Are there any questions you wish you asked your clinic, or any red flags to look for? Literally any other suggestions or expectations? 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I was wondering if any one has experience with CBD oil? I am a Special Education teacher and had a parent of a student on the spectrum ask me about this. This student struggles with hyperactivity, self-harm, and frequent tantrums. She is on abilify but it has not had the positive effects they were hoping for. It just seems like there is a motor in her brain that won’t shut off and she’s miserable. Thank you for your help! (Cross posting to CBD) ",2.3892134831460647,5.054843932584273,3.923696629213485,82.78352247191012,81.58426966292134,6.706067415730338,28.00112359550561,7.908726449838941,2.077237303370787,366,17,69,7,10,121,69,89,0.11800000000000001,0.718,0.16399999999999998,0.6703,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,3,7,1,2,6,0,10,1,1,1,0,13,15,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,2,9,4,11,10,0,8,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,4,2,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896541696615109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26072368618579905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113324995524285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280708052571884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693350288652508,0.0,0.0,0.27699983033432185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625114006440828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898248994914024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096733708808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670986912892182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253890186591032,0.2909421825910167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915554685325975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567636379157556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30244336127632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,scrumperumper,2019/01/13,"Am I a slow eater? So, I’m completely fine with all textures, flavors, combinations, etc. of food and have no aversions besides meats. Today my boyfriend and I wanted to try the best ramen place in town which is so popular you have to sign up on a waitlist before it opens to be seated. So once we’re seated, we fill out the paper they give you with our order and we decide ahead of time we want dessert. My boyfriend is generally a food inhaler, and I usually take a little longer to finish up. The food comes and it’s great! We dug in and we’re off in our own little hand-pulled noodle heavens for a while. He finishes first, as usual, but then I realize my bowl is still almost completely full. I started to panic because the waiter said our ice cream would be out in a few minutes and my bowl was still full! I started looking around and saw the older couple next to us that was seated after us had finished their bowls already and were leaving!!! I started panicking because it’s such a busy spot and I knew people were most likely waiting for our seats, and I felt like I was eating so slowly. I’m surprised I remained as calm as I did, but I was so worried about it that I couldn’t finish my food. So I was wondering, does anyone else eat at a snails pace? Or are there any food related rituals or quirks that you have? I’ve always been one of the last people to finish eating regardless of my company, but today was a shock for me because it really put it into perspective for me. I would love to hear what everyone else’s experiences are.",4.143115622241837,5.250518029126216,5.27737128567226,82.24294130626656,70.97411003236245,7.948278905560459,27.637687555163282,8.296473431620573,1.8660213592233013,1217,42,236,18,22,403,176,309,0.061,0.846,0.09300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,10,3,2,3,12,12,0,1,15,0,25,10,0,0,1,45,44,27,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,11,23,9,1,5,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,15,8,39,10,37,24,8,48,2,0,3,1,20,20,0,5,26,166,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105626375949276,0.0,0.100346826145822,0.0,0.07566354007870446,0.0,0.0,0.061837557888684426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635824675513054,0.09317160395738737,0.0,0.08094964847470874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662957374656169,0.0,0.07737728504670376,0.0,0.0954285728600443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833072731534585,0.1906830398161363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061563437876814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957608065332024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791414798248702,0.15192570563723606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014143315007113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868903778749198,0.0,0.08894992219027248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730993972318636,0.0,0.0,0.07734756292563831,0.5497827197482008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723121902969913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025395297573048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024880992510108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412253126218214,0.0,0.09628491678696154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885054070964604,0.18227750891986227,0.0,0.0,0.07636081752288919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207058231441636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967082765857419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684067674055577,0.061618553828976665,0.0,0.0,0.10669028230962506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126082984648434,0.0,0.09500563038015232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141278036531564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058254007955302174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649810597642361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930885352372314,0.0,0.14523842173495413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837029887619013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302376327505982,0.0,0.17238770202799678,0.0,0.0,0.06173753766490525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876240423870652,0.0,0.2002997040742662,0.0,0.10726927820141782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861295902089652,0.0,0.09234687498996036,0.0,0.12919238770599434,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Balvenie2,2019/01/13,"Pooping is like Armageddon for him First of all, I’m interested in gaining understanding about what he may be experiencing from anyone who has experienced something similar or has a child in a similar situation. I want to help and I don’t know how. And, somehow it is escalating to where I’m worried it is causing trauma of some sort for him. My 8yr old son (ASD and Apraxic), resists pooping at all costs. We use bribes and treats and sit and help him and celebrate successes.... but, he dreads it. This leads to a pattern of him holding it and then having accidents. He appears to be embarrassed by the accidents as he checks his pants and then gets upset. Often, when I try to invite him to sit on the toilet to try, he dysregulates into screaming and hitting and running through the house. He wants to be left alone, but he also demonstrates an inability to manage this. Has been true always and many docs have examined and found no physical reason. 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I am a 23-year-old transgender adult on the autism spectrum. I've been struggling with severe tactile sensitivity in my chest since I started puberty (I'm FtM) and have not been able to find adequate help. I was diagnosed officially about six months ago. All my life I thought my sensitivity was just because I was trans. I grew up in a home with strict gender roles. My touch sensitivity was written off as part of my “perversion,” and thus something my parents believed I could just make stop by choosing to be “straight.” My sensitivity has a vast negative impact on my life daily. About once a month it gets so awful I can't work or leave the house. I want to be able to get top surgery but I'm not sure I'll be able to tolerate the process because it would cause me so much agony. It hurts to bathe and be hugged. I've frequently considered suicide because I couldn't imagine a future where I could exist without being in intense physical and psychological pain every second. &#x200B; At my autism assessment, it was recommended that I pursue occupational therapy. The trouble is, I can't find anyone in my state (Washington State) who works with adults. And I need someone who really knows their stuff, and also isn't a bigot. I'm even prepared to travel to another state if that means I can get the care I need. 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I bought some earplugs, but they’re utter trash and don’t do much to block out sound, but I need some better noise cancelling ones that aren’t too bulky so I don’t get myself hurt in public. Are there any brands or tips for the other things I said earlier anyone would recommend? 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Our son is 7 and has mild autism. The above is leading to sore patches on his penis, and the behaviour is drawing negative attention in public We have ruled out infection etc. There was a query as a baby that his foreskin was very tight... we havent checked this again with Paediatrician. The behaviour is mostly seen as response to excitement and we have a program in place with includes distraction and re direction. This works when we are around but it's hard to implement all the time with others kids and other demands. Any ideas on how to reduce this further? 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Hello everyone, This is the first time on this subreddit and I'm looking for some help. Currently my wife and I have a 2yr old son and seems to be showing some signs of autism. He rarely says a word, it takes us a solid half hour for him to say please for anything, he babbles a little. He always seems to be in his own little world even when you call his name. When hes watching his favorite show he likes to spin in circles every once in awhile. I did some research and some of the things I've been seeing in him looks like signs of autism, but it seems like it can change on the day. For example, today when he woke from his nap he was looking at me dead in the eyes with no problem, and he also understands when we tell him to get down or no. It's been stressful for me because my wife doesnt want to believe he may have autism so I'm super stressed out. When I told her I thought he may have autism she cried off and on for a solid 5 hours, and she wouldn't talk to me the next day. My sons 2.5yr check up is coming up and we are definitely talking about speech therapy and possibly testing for autism. I'm just looking for help and reassurance that I'm doing the right thing and/or this is autism. Long winded, but thank you all!",4.226570477247503,4.600201641509436,4.515826859045506,90.45067702552721,70.32075471698113,7.5937846836847935,25.776914539400664,7.285733465282438,0.9212397336293008,1005,27,226,9,17,315,150,265,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.122,0.5394,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,4,0,2,11,9,0,2,11,0,23,1,1,0,1,40,45,21,1,3,4,4,0,3,0,4,0,3,0,1,10,15,0,0,6,3,1,1,4,3,0,2,8,10,28,6,35,31,6,36,0,0,7,0,44,18,0,11,20,139,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325076351338246,0.0970265605361756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595781863215604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108268800416542,0.0,0.0,0.13137642248034198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906902416657306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335499281493052,0.1004468076407667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808757193659698,0.15040403949652467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701797881395776,0.0,0.09824662451919987,0.11142320991223216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918605432317484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060922467379135224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631874297734316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296692750116796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408428668478358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090521454327418,0.2337421661106493,0.0,0.10319373335227593,0.3916828356838536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401311705393793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235967743877285,0.1241828993774016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279997272777258,0.0,0.13145713663975506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157737552007607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958194135910664,0.0,0.18546150671533645,0.0,0.0,0.09292086891896882,0.31846454120868617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671463868995945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767412859465384,0.187448956602817,0.10191986285745476,0.10735627509651144,0.13335053537626473,0.0,0.15493733078333372,0.0,0.0,0.09257311924973098,0.06799461632262985,0.0,0.11053002403213767,0.11142320991223216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139224376647192,0.14026414595343642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877796825429701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,desperateforsun,2019/01/13,Moving for better services/schools Have any of you moved to another state to get better services/ schools for your child on the spectrum? We moved to a small city in New york state from a rural state. The services are more abundant but I wouldn't say better. We are no longer driving 30 hours a week to school or therapy now at least. It's hard to say if we made the right decision.,3.743333333333332,5.382762105263161,3.789473684210528,90.45464912280704,72.6842105263158,6.64561403508772,27.14035087719298,7.1686216300943375,1.2162877192982453,304,11,62,3,6,93,56,76,0.057999999999999996,0.84,0.102,0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,2,0,3,1,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,12,4,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,36,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116909787664454,0.17222327053656505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357791753511058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581027054523822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712960785514845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174642519017995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541084620397289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236934489748825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862706430788226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026275850363115,0.0,0.2612255010607293,0.0,0.498668529636357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187826363741607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317459533959056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,prancingbuffalo,2019/03/02,Therapy besides ABA? What’s a therapy that can be used for helping autistic kids ( more on the severe aspect) besides ABA? I’d like to hear from autistic people to get the opinion on it. ,3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,73.16666666666666,7.022222222222222,34.22222222222222,7.793537801064563,2.8177888888888885,147,8,25,2,3,49,29,36,0.076,0.7909999999999999,0.133,0.2951,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550415336910906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570333881954717,0.0,0.2123305434363366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547624057056154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961493837726764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35787053585538964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7245296655967252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735956781710919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Leviathan3333,2019/03/02,"Trying to find answers... I feel I may be on the spectrum. I’m not sure but I’ve done self diagnosis tests and they all come up as that it is a strong possibility. I’m no doctor and I have alienated most of the people in my life....life in general feels like a struggle and really confusing when I feel I have all the tools to be successful but can seem to use them. If anything those tools work against me. I’m finding it’s difficult to even find a way to someone who could diagnose me. Any resource that exists seems to be for children or charities for helping people already diagnosed with the condition and are is worse states than myself. I feel lost and the only time anything made sense was when I read descriptions of symptoms and behaviours of people on the spectrum. I wish someone could help me because I’m so tired of feeling like someone who lives just outside the circle of society.",4.616618037135279,6.150108787356322,5.4989655172413805,79.47720159151196,70.32183908045978,8.802122015915119,32.350132625994696,9.265573868473778,3.0101490716180384,715,33,132,15,13,234,109,174,0.129,0.706,0.165,0.8407,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,5,9,0,2,10,0,14,5,0,2,3,37,30,14,0,4,6,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,11,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,5,15,5,22,20,3,11,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,7,5,88,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372200379019053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456024333959297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465401860630705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758007943529673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711395451088802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856196790304664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524192326423297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727445258152198,0.0,0.12725018239871688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213003950013678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143679687950573,0.17766708384055396,0.0,0.0,0.3409527936084759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669438400030098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782998352320384,0.12149935411076312,0.0,0.10980070420257633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573947040437845,0.0,0.0,0.11766016483838035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457151837457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258619718182743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018259101394806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438067845169802,0.0,0.07965989046776918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640172897848315,0.129721069679395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31607650087466743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999451269701695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719560266137607,0.12924417411347655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250775222060472,0.14291861693581007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442346991660507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073959080492561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870088325017493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299294592385173,0.0,0.0,0.0905261176264922,0.0,0.12672024518290312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rmgauvin,2019/03/02,How to Break Out of the Lonely Life of Aspergers Discover 5 steps to get out of the lonely life of Asperger's,8.090869565217393,5.409613739130439,9.284347826086957,69.46391304347827,63.78260869565217,14.417391304347825,36.04347826086956,13.023866798666859,4.627121739130434,88,3,18,3,1,31,15,23,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.6124,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34687738954435593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9379104843336028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kev1966,2019/03/02,"Help please. My 5 year old grandson is violent Hi I don't know where to turn, he tears lumps out of his mum's hair , claws her and is generally violent to us. I dont know where he has got this as he has never seen it in our home. He is now bald where he pulls his own hair out is there anyone who can offer help please? We are desperate now.",0.3807428571428561,1.9779960266666663,2.433904761904764,96.696,82.06666666666666,6.419047619047619,17.38095238095238,7.447530270364453,-0.10810476190476193,262,5,67,4,7,88,54,75,0.145,0.735,0.12,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,10,4,3,0,1,8,15,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,7,13,1,12,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,0,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440304972191414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923230528295529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948714613448712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33436727905278285,0.0,0.25019259376289005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274153798331596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192371153747712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617285146472077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475852698681785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713016718005352,0.0,0.0,0.3000263432127943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606208686657685 autism,finnelliot121,2019/03/02,"I’m at a point in life where i’m doing okay for the first time I have infantile / childhood autism and I tried to figure out how to get through life the whole time. The last months except for a few days was the first time where I felt like i’m doing okay and that I actually getting “the hang of it”. I’m set with all my medications without them being too much or high and I haven’t had any major meltdowns. I had my last therapy sessions for now since i’m moving abroad and they didn’t go well but i’m still okay with it. I’m actually really happy about how it is and how I am at the moment. For the first time life doesn’t seem too much, still overwhelming but manageable with everything that I have learned and i’m glad i was able to reach this point and hope it will continue to get easier. Just wanted to say this since I was told most of my life it will not get better and nothing will change - It did get better and it changed. It was a lot of work with different kinds of therapy sometimes 4-5 times and it tought me enough to reach this point. Some stuff will probably never change but right now I’m okay with that. 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I'm going to say straight up that I understand that this is not a place to get diagnosed, and to get properly assessed I would need the help of trained professionals, and this is not what I the point of this post. Basically I am interested if other people have been diagnosed with Autism as an adult and if there is any real point to perusing a diagnosis? As it wouldn't change anything, and if I am autistic it doesn't have to define me, it is just part of what makes me who I am. Given the opportunity again, would you do it? Would you not? And Why? Part of some activities I did at work included some of those annoying ""how do you learn"", ""what colour thinker are you"" and ""what drives you"" sort of pseudo-psychological tests that employers like to do after going on management courses. After begrudgingly appeasing their tests my manager came back to me and said that maybe I was ""on the spectrum"" and that I might benefit from having that looked into further. Since then other colleagues I have worked with have made similar observations; at a training conference I was given the nickname ""Sheldon"" by another attendee and when I contributed to the class they would knock on the table and say ""Penny, Penny, Penny"" (I know this is a reference to The Big Bang Theory), another colleague recently saying ""have you been assessed?"" she was not privy to the previous pseudo tests that I had performed. When I mentioned to my Mum that I thought I might be somewhere on the spectrum she wasn't very surprised. I know that I have some mannerisms that are different to others, and I struggle with things that others seem to not struggle with, and if I put a list together in my head it would make sense. * I sometimes get moments of dyspraxia, especially if I am under stress, or anxious. As a pre-schooler I went to speech therapy * I have trouble getting cues from people: it is hard for me to know when to it is time to talk in a group or on a phone call, I will often accidentally talk over someone else because I think they have finished speaking. * I like to have structure, routine, and know about planned events in advance. I get quite frustrated & emotional when events get changed. * I am very clumsy and lack coordination. * I often catch myself subconsciously rubbing my beard and/or moving my feet around. * When something makes me anxious I have been known to freeze up and become unable to function, not being able to make even the simplest of decisions or explain how I am feeling. TLDR - Colleagues and family think I might be somewhere on the autism spectrum, I can see some mannerisms, and social struggles I have that may support their opinion. I am wondering it would benefit me at all to get investigated further, what are any benefits for adults to find out they are autistic?",6.765478834524464,7.695660371962621,6.890316107751513,73.6887231995602,64.90654205607477,10.03243540406817,34.987630566245194,10.056822442137396,3.622632765255636,2309,103,399,50,34,741,252,535,0.06,0.875,0.065,0.3988,3,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,6,5,7,16,16,2,4,24,0,61,4,2,7,1,90,98,38,0,14,15,1,5,2,0,12,2,6,0,4,38,26,0,0,19,0,0,9,9,7,0,0,17,14,63,9,68,66,8,54,0,0,3,0,34,28,0,22,18,309,101,11,0.07890721162570963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565712119752039,0.0854959308293716,0.0,0.1073192194981304,0.16548218287216054,0.0,0.17828537818444734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493391183780163,0.07024414764723003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067477508867436,0.0,0.04810110381677325,0.08714681581583025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057308542499958,0.09024882897878084,0.0,0.0,0.16694673435423796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601783176326785,0.0,0.164882483209958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591685016103471,0.08875999245859494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052117469087144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438669655872349,0.0,0.039897857094388735,0.0,0.07576329746388467,0.0,0.07211976190122937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885803290956343,0.0,0.08968957356859257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706853626607495,0.0,0.08098156385908324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288984066007788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346135963051926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771001556862172,0.07908575571724966,0.06967651351263424,0.0,0.06626218447652521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466391153680617,0.21068470593880453,0.0,0.07927289992812263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112424579487075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386587830844712,0.0,0.05850869759081561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089764147800895,0.0,0.10940865039352356,0.0,0.082441241604979,0.0,0.14918564010212412,0.0,0.07557129676951238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932354200193018,0.0,0.08392753244460706,0.0,0.08981368181715216,0.0,0.0,0.07791135204344796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505882782569441,0.18825054536500133,0.0,0.07985831082019286,0.06287883151456204,0.07183416191643559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527286086141286,0.0,0.0,0.08043596523293606,0.0668578243468836,0.06074662656703742,0.0780412499500037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038794431761124,0.2474728505508842,0.0,0.0,0.08954296866009206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684525550538495,0.0,0.0,0.09023727332568132,0.0,0.05242244519978023,0.10112111015238938,0.0,0.06264351200974426,0.04601142965393805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214519011464425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021342684585951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314777571455768,0.07120148526055449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855715050517892,0.11489077968774272,0.0,0.0,0.336320515082411,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,caffeinated_catholic,2019/03/02,My daughter barely sleeps and I can’t cope My 10 year old (autism and partial trisomy 13) has been seeing a host of specialists. None can figure out why she can’t stay asleep. None are willing to prescribe real sleep medication. She wakes anywhere from 5-12 times a night. Kicking and screaming. Full body tantrum. I am tired and frustrated and desperate. Has anyone else dealt with this? ,3.0792331768388124,6.121284591549298,2.9430046948356825,88.01369327073554,83.36619718309859,5.40907668231612,26.198748043818465,6.937597516519254,1.4219095461658844,310,13,54,4,9,93,59,71,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,0,9,10,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,5,8,3,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250652241632747,0.25278524105203976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404102663271834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609592671107455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485360325761521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152217136269784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888237591585783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808118704127868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659724364626352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937796455647358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26296179348742554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385954745506496,0.28355874959045785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261889110492275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158874214213582 autism,RosemarysLullaby,2019/03/02,"Into about Noise Canceling Headphones Hello, I wanted to know if you guys could recommend any noise canceling headphones that i could buy, that didn't require any music to be played for it to work. It is to help with my sensory issues.",6.1349242424242405,7.438514159090907,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,66.5,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,3.021584848484849,189,7,32,4,3,60,33,44,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779182761090699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611170785066552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479340950112519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355311713051376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667627643598712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931162804617615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726056408053484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25581812664109754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hellgamatic,2019/07/29,"MRI brain scanning? A local medical college/hospital is doing a study where they are doing brain scans of autistic, neurotypical, and possibly autistic but undiagnosed people. Has anyone here had an MRI and if so, did you learn anything about yourself from it? I'm undiagnosed/self-diagnosed and seeking a provider who will evaluate me, and having some difficulty with it. All of the providers in my entire state that specialize in autism diagnosis are pediatric only :( so I thought, maybe the MRI study might lead to a diagnosis.",8.357619047619046,9.9676839010989,8.219505494505494,63.14632783882783,61.63736263736264,11.780952380952382,40.441391941391934,11.538034831475384,5.4394380952380965,429,23,63,13,6,138,70,91,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,7,0,11,7,2,1,1,13,13,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,8,8,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,3,0,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439524465279505,0.0,0.21701448658185274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887849863698815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26766457139861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493656690095,0.0,0.0,0.2656645203322293,0.0,0.2797593107977148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056668952888354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828263646896264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972983694508136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751116398987249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093597815335166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Optimistprime777,2019/07/29,"How do you know whether something an autistic person says it out of rudeness or because of their autism? This autistic guy I know often comes across as abrasive and harsh and has said several things that one would consider rude. Last week I was telling him a story and he said 'what?' and I repeated myself and he said, 'I wasn't really listening.'",5.069384615384617,6.890003323076925,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,69.61538461538461,8.276923076923078,31.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,2.6661384615384622,276,12,50,5,5,85,51,65,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.8299,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,12,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,5,8,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,2,3,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135748609685733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975198762490987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960673648437116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548804475019422,0.18902062389646315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571341033558772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247667940937494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485541405653364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6617391100565867,0.18440757583252276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261968758180481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851961262865287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026813560570756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405686107991484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600750533796784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472741358820864,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,turtle8889,2019/07/29,"Book reccomendations for preschoolers? Quick backstory: One of my very good friend's son was recently diagnosed with autism. Our kids are the same age, but as they have gotten older the developmental gap is widening. Her child also is struggling with meltdowns etc and they are still figuring out how to best navigate and learn coping strategies. The last couple of times we have gotten together has been stressful for everyone. One of the biggest struggles I've had is my kids emulating her child's aggression/behaviors for the rest of the day plus my kids are physically much smaller so there is a slight safety element. She is doing the best she can and the last thing I want to do is ""abandon"" her during a hard time of her life. My request: does anyone have any book recommendations or other strategies to try and help my kids understand what's going on or maybe how to be a friend to someone a little different? Is there anything I can be doing to try and make it to where my friend and I can still get together without me finding childcare? Thanks!",6.065054945054946,7.705100769230776,6.1200915750915765,75.99288461538464,66.94871794871796,9.263736263736263,31.87728937728938,9.606745405546679,3.1196520146520146,850,35,146,18,14,269,120,195,0.059000000000000004,0.777,0.163,0.9768,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,2,2,10,11,0,3,12,0,25,2,0,3,0,25,33,15,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,6,4,11,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,4,0,2,5,1,20,7,22,26,6,17,0,1,0,0,22,5,0,2,11,110,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594468623270562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859497082946883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013770877687546,0.0,0.11931054238803672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043062397247615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042346876668026,0.0,0.09350351949157716,0.0,0.0,0.14715702022769986,0.0,0.15147877238018304,0.0,0.0,0.12687760672665993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169692655072346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853966043356472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251393094605615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360458325878345,0.0,0.07574883141608134,0.0,0.08239848305882372,0.12160678478046225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129878344292812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718058557342524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636472904563205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240739999583703,0.0,0.1453133523414148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677880874177217,0.0,0.14565721391808692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658087239493456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649157323639124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315548543738804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284556805442615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315708841551173,0.0,0.16608016299421155,0.3031402153345576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348297817841154,0.0,0.0,0.09632178615260616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690841802900443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687099338922698,0.0,0.0,0.15093480293668396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962805060929788,0.08551608210503325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976064840150415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HouseDownTheStreet,2019/07/29,"Does anyone else have serious issues with hot weather? Has anything helped? I am becoming aware of how much this holds me back. I am 28 and absolutely detest humidity and sweating - I would compare it to feeling legitimately sick. This is stopping me from leaving the house without becoming utterly miserable from June to September. I live on the south coast of the UK and think the humidity is a bigger issue than the heat by itself. Has anyone else dealt with this? The feeling of sweat on my skin is one of the biggest issues, but even strong direct sunlight makes me feel worse than if I had a bad hangover (no, this isn't said for effect, I'd rather be cold and dry but hungover or with a high grade fever than ""healthy"" in the heat). What can I do? This is restricting my life.",4.878163514338013,6.402470080536912,5.4524588163514345,80.09710189139722,69.67114093959732,8.371201952410006,30.323978035387434,8.841846274778883,2.470672483221477,618,25,115,11,11,199,100,149,0.115,0.8270000000000001,0.057,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,11,0,15,6,3,3,0,24,21,9,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,7,11,1,20,17,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,3,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021481427855089,0.3226953632297259,0.12958524214754846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108550370034353,0.13148173436674934,0.0,0.347828766518512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137803961508302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26309368242153763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040081316623113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388662561556073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055495135762251,0.16637679134111086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181700428761242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930765362590246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673908614003718,0.0,0.0,0.1112264470561323,0.0,0.0,0.13904980648763768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511313681540453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157593275594682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670644684096092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497910121817336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165283405448616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090107906988786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517964557306654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047643499844907,0.11186290325206943,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,broccolistirfry,2019/07/29,"Diagnosis wait I was referred for a diagnosis in November 2018, have phoned up the service to ask how much longer my wait will be... Seems it will be another year as 'their psychologist is on maternity leave, and they don't have full time cover'. This is so frustrating! I feel like I'm stuck and getting nowhere in life without having a diagnosis which can help me get services and accommodations-and help me understand myself. The NHS system is so broken!",7.436071428571433,7.987400940476196,7.959619047619048,67.91871428571432,63.404761904761905,11.481904761904767,35.84761904761905,11.20814326018867,4.216579047619049,365,16,64,10,5,121,65,84,0.128,0.7809999999999999,0.091,-0.5192,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,0,11,23,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,8,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,3,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075566575134503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742012871983458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830420238508776,0.20953768970205702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064803020752659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931933293966502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105684441293509,0.0,0.0,0.20717052856609192,0.14329437625885244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156134778345254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670145432075477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102894421827342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053416345369853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28273628080838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888792895650116 autism,shellysneko,2019/07/29,"Understanding and bonding with my brother Hello! This is a bit awkward and difficult for me however I’m hoping everyone can help out. My older brother is high functioning autistic/ as Berger’s. Our father didn’t understand/ know his condition existed at the time since it wasn’t well known. We were raised the same with the same “they’re just stubborn” mentality (he later educated himself and has a better relationship with him and me). He has trouble going out because he get “bored” and we like different things. Were also very different people. I’m very outspoken and bubbly, I make friends and try things even if I don’t think I’ll like it. My brother is shy and rather stay inside watching the same movies over and over again and won’t go out of his way to try something new. I really really want to connect with him more, we use to fight a lot and while I get over my anger and don’t hold grudges he holds onto it. I’m hoping if I can mend our old wounds he’ll be able to let go and grow into a happier, more open minded person. Any advice would be greatly appreciated! Thank you!!",4.0451997780244175,5.845267726415094,5.192397336293009,80.0471642619312,72.20754716981132,8.384461709211989,27.56492785793563,9.007467420416297,2.311969145394007,866,32,162,18,17,286,132,212,0.08800000000000001,0.76,0.152,0.9361,3,0,1,0,1,0,21.0,5,1,0,1,6,16,3,1,8,0,18,1,0,2,0,48,37,18,0,7,4,4,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,6,25,0,3,5,0,0,4,5,7,1,0,4,1,22,9,20,27,7,24,0,0,1,0,26,11,0,5,9,102,28,0,0.13903157104986305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358600421389916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118349713785236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454623590962544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475235526760898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296212631282365,0.1517864667252506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051680077127506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182904144045907,0.0,0.0,0.1328506242052283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741544691040056,0.0,0.14527651511415038,0.0,0.23704453743434803,0.0,0.0,0.1532827979070369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318993141498456,0.14689448817711764,0.0,0.27617944126888305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640811545930576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216920107561767,0.0,0.1358476057180966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819966989056332,0.0,0.0,0.09280465327362583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011112304376253,0.0,0.1403822533146206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427755768051333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145890246189244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638698565861277,0.12139700514305217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813436904276725,0.0,0.0,0.14926787619458293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150083522850594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703329586218424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481891559999998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280015911420446,0.0,0.0,0.18473279600786424,0.08908581687996325,0.0,0.0,0.08107042714145246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878662094169252,0.0,0.0,0.2894735373492159,0.0,0.1200786381062735,0.0,0.2294312133603219,0.08200442278900495,0.11035678971243078,0.0,0.0,0.1250060793942713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987640390631749,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wohenpiaoliang,2019/07/29,"Hello!!! We’re doing a project autism, do help us fill in our survey to help patients with autism integrate into society better!!! doctors/therapists please fill in this form- https://forms.gle/gvrrkTxNZ7cuQfpE6 caregivers/parents please fill in this form- https://forms.gle/87jjupiJBuWquxp49 teachers working at a institution for autism patients please fill in this form- https://forms.gle/WAwnReDRozAmw7816",14.090440251572325,19.678897320754714,9.005943396226417,46.22765723270442,56.924528301886795,8.816352201257864,37.135220125786155,9.2995712137729,4.915706918238994,350,15,31,7,6,95,36,53,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.9368,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,2,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610558258168772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32756207172195745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8046608176669083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28370637972647106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939200594996977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788795232973087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hal90007,2019/07/29,State mandates Let me start by saying that I have a 3 year old autistic son and we live in Oklahoma. We don't seem to have the best care here so I think moving is the best option to get him the best help. I wanted to get the opinions of everyone here on the states they live in/ grew up in. From current parents and older people that have been diagnosed. I want to give him the best chance to be as independent as possible as he grows. I currently have him in ABA and speech. I've read the mandates but it's hard to know how its put into practice by insurance companies and law makers. Any info is greatly appreciated!!,3.245519999999998,4.834190711999998,4.6722,83.82910000000003,73.88,7.88,26.1,8.548686976883017,1.7822800000000003,489,17,99,9,10,163,86,125,0.012,0.813,0.174,0.9576,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,4,4,6,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,3,0,20,20,10,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,12,6,20,17,4,19,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,6,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566676260400117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6522656261550795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584248149661082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771195823778233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484765124135215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236393640437558,0.1490589348541453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131191804613136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919395744359214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415092959727047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853952367281457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588911401403385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744146536601401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651490924968778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304985451830886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253605667645008,0.0,0.0,0.10772402130783308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517263409942238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620430191019966,0.0,0.0,0.15542651136537566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235679609559832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145617848466768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998192205021502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956408917893524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832995632656754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006249912761404 autism,Tak5035,2019/07/29,"My understanding of Autism You can look at my previous posts if you want to get an understanding of what my life is like. But anyway, my take on autism is that we don't like to spread our domains. In school, I was gifted in maths but nothing else, I struggled to pick up a book and comprehend the text. I couldn't picture the words and I feel in order to understand the language you must have the ability to translate those words into a distinct picture in your mind. As I grow older, I'm trying to expand my domains, I'm trying to pick up a few books, learn about social conflict (kinda hard not to when you hear nothing but political issues on the news) and I'm learning more advanced maths right now. &#x200B; It's like I've had an epiphany over the past 3 months of my life, I realized that I can't open my mind to other areas in life. I get caught up in one area of research. From the ages of 17-20, it's like I went completely stagnant. I would play nothing but the board game Go, or mindlessly browse youtube. I was completely separated from the rest of the world, I couldn't connect with people back then and although I feel like I've had an epiphany and I've woken up now, I still can't connect with people. If there's anything I've learned in my life so far, if I feel like I've had an ""epiphany"", then there's only another ""epiphany"" waiting ahead. &#x200B; Now my research in the field of autism is lacking, but personally the best way of looking and describing the way my mind works is. Think about what your mind does when you read a book or you think about anything. You picture that object, that place, that idea, that thought, that experience, you may even feel an emotional state without even having performed the action. With these pictures in your head, you have evolving and distinct representations of this place in your mind. For me though, no matter how hard I try, I'm always stuck with the same representations of let's say, a church, a house, a grocery store, a mall, a park, a video game environment. &#x200B; You may say, that this is just a lack of creativity within the mind. I wouldn't jump to that conclusion, I feel as though this is a prime example of understanding how autistic people can't open their mind to the ever abstract and evolving world. This lack of distinct representation of thoughts manifests itself in the real world for autistic people when they are thrown out into the world and told to find friends, and talk with others. People that aren't autistic naturally take in new environments and exploit them. Autistic people are like puppets constantly being pushed and pulled between everyone else, and this leads them to isolation and depression, and their outlet is a very one-dimensional activity, for me, it was the board game Go. Autistic people also struggle to express themselves. This makes sense when you look at the state of their thoughts. An inability to create a detailed representation of the actions that will lead to success will ultimately lead to failure. If you can't picture it in your mind then you won't expand into those areas. It's not that autistic kids just like that one toy more than every other toy, it's that the mind literally can't represent the idea of playing with another toy, and if you can't represent the idea, you can't carry the idea out in the real world. Of course, the question arises, ""why can't autistic people represent new thoughts, ideas?"" &#x200B; Answer this question and you'll have more of an understanding of autism than the experts. I personally believe at this point it can be explained by saying it's a fundamental lack of communication between networks of neurons that involve communication and visualization of concepts. What are these networks of neurons, who knows? I've seen so many conflicting scientific reports, where some say the cerebellum, hippocampus and amygdala are smaller in volume, and some other studies where they say the grey matter is to blame. &#x200B; It just sucks knowing that I'll never be able to truly connect with a person. I even feel disconnected from my own family.",8.730687462144154,8.141091707349084,8.073044619422575,71.9829890975167,61.06036745406824,10.650030284675957,38.04239854633556,9.851270322608157,3.6869488794669913,3299,141,577,54,39,1036,309,762,0.067,0.836,0.09699999999999999,0.9647,0,1,0,0,0,0,108.0,2,21,7,10,32,17,1,2,54,0,49,7,3,8,6,135,93,49,0,15,18,0,8,8,1,9,4,6,0,4,46,35,0,3,34,14,1,14,19,4,0,2,16,19,63,13,99,62,14,90,1,1,5,0,53,48,1,14,30,394,109,18,0.0465732826827787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724463733495455,0.0387527020999594,0.2523106616433937,0.2829581807969823,0.0,0.09767229538443473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665168669412778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035811979585882836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247214098082854,0.04887578683237428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766240159821968,0.050329173118291486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040113500130177664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407565935275132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778120030567137,0.052388674425653564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228364190665556,0.04212820055732706,0.039239999349452236,0.04450276745757737,0.0,0.045557607176040266,0.04390514599731117,0.0,0.1412931065698924,0.066543924908718,0.0,0.0,0.04256713662590332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598240267069198,0.0,0.048665235920794574,0.0,0.052937339660687484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834410267175427,0.0,0.04779762442491022,0.0,0.0524914744265756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053739315167297734,0.0,0.2628778361470265,0.0,0.048610407002105664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119091633177867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762433697958325,0.13158434757779142,0.18202682729143507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732948301767668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031088027838221694,0.04721799867457025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232316506320843,0.0,0.037174349902359065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035920186756762965,0.0899615332630427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406496246751864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467778501564122,0.03542108015274766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445946819749325,0.25830440071252764,0.1219979820700374,0.09731833557116684,0.0,0.04402680595054563,0.0,0.04460433076567997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434547080235082,0.0,0.046585886074502834,0.10602118376436168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977332893899977,0.0,0.18518471852017732,0.0,0.047134648503866686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047475596583305316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037193483711628866,0.0,0.0,0.0973770144076758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003462492180954,0.037433840455824464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968455799278511,0.09151602754071628,0.14789593665587208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450276745757737,0.0,0.09486060537312073,0.0,0.0,0.2424221488390174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038427835762033236,0.027470128798448828,0.07393540797144096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317389964468856,0.0420251436104866,0.0,0.0,0.04489498253473042,0.0,0.03390590447818253,0.0,0.0,0.03308432376508611,0.0,0.2829581807969823,0.0 autism,fruitloops17,2019/07/29,"I don't feel like a person anymore (TW) I know autism doesn't define a person completely, but I've never felt like myself since my diagnosis (year or two ago now). It's like I'm phobic of myself because of the diagnosis and I try 'not to act' autistic. I know that's a terrible thing to say, I've been stuck with that mentality for about 2 years now and clearly it's making things worse. I feel like I'm always holding my breath. My self esteem took a gigantic hit with the diagnosis and everyone who knew 'something was up' before or after the diagnosis has treated me like shit. I just want to be a person, not a pet.",3.0371428571428574,4.530424460317462,5.150984126984127,80.57457142857146,74.23809523809524,7.897142857142858,25.29841269841269,8.548686976883017,1.7434660317460318,486,16,97,9,10,169,80,126,0.24,0.72,0.039,-0.9769,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,9,0,6,2,2,1,2,22,19,6,0,1,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,4,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,6,4,12,6,11,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,12,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541536059782684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649798625636506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268785049434598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999998734020928,0.0,0.13958960392116845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199731152594078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675134407726807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658914387350252,0.23438653965872205,0.15750823897458338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803088975804136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007187567499658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950083392000487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531805543764186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652106543703007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297114259786721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045459951801647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113396576187406,0.0,0.16838910095403928,0.13569912756259012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262893049075865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796746716561452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822592363702712,0.11137530122064497,0.0,0.16024742966994646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675756940817744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717514089318264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127828199924187 autism,Steph14368,2018/12/15,"Question for autism I have been working with children and adults for the last 20 years. I teach a child with high functioning autism. He speaks to me often and recently he was trying to... ask me why he couldn’t be a physical thinker like the other children. He was pleading with me for an answer. This is a highly intelligent child and I expressed that he thought differently but his thinking is so unique and he is truly brilliant and to never feel bad for how he thinks but he truly wanted to know and has come back to me on three separate occasions this week about the issue. My problem is this... I do not know what he means by physical thinking. I believe he is saying he sees the other children’s thinking in a physical form and recognizes the difference and this is how he SEES it. Since he keeps coming back to me for an answer I want to give him one, and more than that he trusts me. I do not want a wrong answer. Is there anyone who has seen this or heard this and can possibly suggest anything that would guide me to an answer? ",4.811155462184871,5.832214387254907,5.24775910364146,83.39205882352944,69.34313725490196,8.181512605042016,28.787114845938376,8.418075326091056,1.9786467787114843,821,29,160,12,14,262,111,204,0.017,0.838,0.145,0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,13,0,19,0,0,2,1,46,40,16,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,6,14,15,0,1,15,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,6,7,17,2,21,31,2,13,0,0,3,0,31,4,0,3,8,111,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001496291007766,0.0,0.1178659481245932,0.0,0.1339005587242501,0.0,0.0,0.2202698001912084,0.11959092737240372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137097338802545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467596364200841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992893799656375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724213068560581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739910651916204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026603636704109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494947327875169,0.0,0.12730925608499052,0.0,0.0,0.15743074024942627,0.11675143006880445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997486131136957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601927679018496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104676766159842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705624127781358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147011539710726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705160603265842,0.0,0.0,0.16045019201864918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142218015770253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390211157995962,0.0,0.0,0.2282712648498067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848119748972673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671035730388338,0.0,0.1137084880289698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724365437290336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534419983884249,0.0,0.11489033209219487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924264580081746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427302387460788,0.0,0.0,0.10174636349996,0.15659933717618085,0.0,0.09223531611614934 autism,throwawayflksdbfkkfs,2018/12/15,"Hey r/autism, would this be helpful for you? Hey everyone, &#x200B; I don't have autism but I have my own health conditions. I've also had a lot of luck using dietary supplements. As a result of them, I ended up making a website that lets you search all the supplements sold on Amazon by the words used in their reviews. As an example, here are the supplements people find useful for autism: [https://www.supplementdb.org/autism/](https://www.supplementdb.org/autism/) &#x200B; The reason I built the website is because the results are sometimes surprising. For my own health conditions, and those of my friends and family, I found supplements that aren't typically recommended. &#x200B; Now, I don't know much about autism, but I do know that there's a lot of products out there that aren't supplements that people on the spectrum find beneficial. I've heard about weighted blankets, and of course everyone knows about fidget spinners now (sorry if I am stereotyping?). Would it be beneficial if I created a site like the above but for all products sold on Amazon? &#x200B; Thanks for your time and feedback. I hope everyone has a good day.",8.038622448979595,10.135108066326534,6.847551020408165,70.90459183673471,62.72448979591836,9.681632653061223,33.897959183673464,9.957137785484203,3.618606122448981,935,39,144,20,14,282,107,196,0.009000000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.225,0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,3,2,0,9,7,0,0,15,0,18,3,0,7,2,32,31,12,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,5,1,0,7,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,18,7,22,21,7,12,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,6,6,103,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501680553785844,0.0,0.40655602940973495,0.4559393317925418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718340507047416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060497255775283636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308447362335752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26890760854275536,0.0,0.0,0.0884321619182601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147438337770773,0.0,0.0,0.10285368565444407,0.07247445799126916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786802122837334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942326464321392,0.0,0.0,0.062876336353916,0.0,0.0,0.09317074913345537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546603467190336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959232222866588,0.0,0.045828983991674815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950139866217067,0.0,0.0,0.06261638468705613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895837004948299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006685246763725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644842437175648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277675674754504,0.1050083906737408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636417020894492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054699165112616036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305538346848216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423071248024805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327450391939988,0.0,0.4559393317925418,0.0 autism,STELLAWASADlVER,2018/12/15,"Do I have aspergers? I was diagnosed at 7 with Asperger's Syndrome but no one in my adult life knows this. I work in a customer-facing job and do quite well but I have anxiety over the fear of being awkward. Truthfully, sometimes I can be and sometimes I'm not at all. I just have mixed feelings about the whole thing. I've mentioned it to a few doctors in my adult life and they have sort of giving me dismissive ""I don't think you have Asperger's that sounds like a misdiagnosis"" response. I feel like either way to have been diagnosed I must have some of the symptoms but I don't know. I try not to let that idea Define anything I do or limit what I can do. 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With the increase in people who are against vaccination, I fear our numbers may start to dwindle. If we are to one day claim this planet, we will need to increase our numbers. I know I'm not meant to talk about the autistic agenda in public forums, but I won't be able to get the message out otherwise. ",8.976686746987951,7.780380132530122,8.425391566265063,71.61471385542171,60.9277108433735,10.709638554216868,41.231927710843365,9.516144504307137,3.9739180722891567,353,17,62,5,4,112,62,83,0.079,0.88,0.040999999999999995,-0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,16,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,8,0,15,10,2,7,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,44,11,0,0.3356348715603449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645672577627814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37768254255408895,0.16970707576042454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535536757181888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844561477993696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488690044479805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274348752680391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268695956844815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843823374967544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375640895936155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697705961372332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302858266918478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669640432063992,0.0,0.0 autism,mraafh91,2018/12/15,"Autism research As a SEN teacher it is so frustrating when all research currently seems to be centered around what factors can contribute to a child having autism, how 'the autistic brain' works and very weak claims about successful intervention for high functioning autism. Why is no one studying non verbal autism and or effective interventions for these kids?",12.272655367231634,12.492647000000005,9.280000000000003,63.558079096045205,53.57627118644068,13.290395480225987,45.09039548022599,12.45797560212912,6.0066564971751415,299,15,42,8,3,86,50,59,0.134,0.764,0.10099999999999999,-0.3036,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,1,0,3,0,5,2,1,2,1,8,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,27,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500341498359078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389447334527183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154406954694412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664446172410827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579573621118031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244337620274901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35480466622495793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862565618558648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,torchic91,2018/12/15,"Looking for advice/resources Hello all, A significant person in my life has figured out they are autistic, and I want to help support them. They are prone to panic attacks, and so I was wondering if anyone point me to some resources to help them when this happens. Any resources or advice people can share? &#x200B; Thanks so much in advance",4.703763440860218,7.51073141935484,4.617419354838713,80.36279569892473,73.51612903225806,5.423655913978496,31.30107526881721,6.42735559955562,1.981281720430108,276,13,42,2,6,85,48,62,0.087,0.685,0.228,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,3,5,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,11,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,8,10,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,4,1,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252305143931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249733993611662,0.280068531608051,0.15673995836154606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116278935943573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221373332247305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038200562498692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089829188686498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280071362893633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935521351043105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943543226168514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042837682715604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979157682350248,0.20125350679773849,0.0,0.0,0.21788595861112173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155540908674896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220267388532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135947980263302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499547462509439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280068531608051,0.0 autism,qr13as12,2018/12/15,"I'm having some trouble with a neighbor, and I need some advice. Please let me know if this is the wrong place to post this. I just found this subreddit and wanted to get a new perspective on my situation. To start out, I know almost nothing about autism. There is a family from Hong Kong who lives in my apartment building, and they have a young boy who has autism, whom I will call Chris. I think he's about 9. My husband and I have two dogs, and Chris is VERY interested in our dogs, which is awesome! The problem is that he will come to our glass patio door and throw keys, trashcans, or anything else that might be outside at our door to get our dogs to come to the door and bark at him. This causes our dogs to be very anxious whenever they hear a noise outside or even someone coming down the stairs in our building because they think it's Chris. So, they do what dogs do and bark their lungs out, which I'm sure is disturbing for our neighbors. Chris has also broken one of our trashcans that we left outside, and we had to ask our neighbors across the hall to bring in anything that they had on their patio. We had talked to Chris's parents earlier this year when it first started happening, and for a while things were fine. It's started happening again this past week though, and I'm worried he's going to hurt our property and it really stresses our dogs out. The last time we spoke with his mother, she seemed very defeated about the whole situation and I really don't want to make her feel worse about it. Also, Chris has never spoken to my husband or I even when spoken to, and he doesn't really respond to anything we tell him. Like he will run away if we come out and ask if he wants to pet our dogs. His mom has confirmed that he can speak English, but he mostly writes instead of talks. Can anyone please give me some insight into what I should do, or explain Chris's behavior to me? I'd really like to understand him better. I'm also thinking of asking his mom if we could schedule a weekly time for him to play with our dogs. Maybe if they got to know him better they wouldn't freak out when he comes to the window. Thank you guys, I really hope that my husband and I can resolve this situation soon!",6.426525583145223,5.850221354401803,6.312136004514674,82.68399031226487,65.70428893905192,9.279495861550037,30.42221595184349,8.472884824447931,2.0302626787057934,1752,53,359,21,24,552,205,443,0.051,0.852,0.096,0.9761,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,20,1,9,5,19,19,0,2,15,0,35,1,1,2,2,81,78,35,0,14,11,7,1,2,3,6,0,3,10,2,26,37,0,0,13,1,0,9,4,8,0,3,7,4,59,11,53,61,5,53,0,2,0,0,78,22,0,17,23,239,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894832072730701,0.0,0.0,0.08090081401753155,0.0,0.0,0.19382631390565985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127116967725088,0.0,0.056491153598509425,0.0,0.19945306156372092,0.0,0.2265868709969847,0.0,0.07590608334741965,0.0,0.0,0.049249624986989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429066741422768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824969476031466,0.0,0.0,0.08299491736578421,0.0,0.3479727445843136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450527688646035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749076202327119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672377987790807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616284490046522,0.0,0.04085050744714777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872103625385168,0.0,0.08858348747802225,0.0,0.0,0.08442023665533463,0.07750237420112174,0.04591555612031338,0.0,0.0646161809164487,0.0,0.0,0.07999608636640211,0.14288695485890174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910576638463485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024398772553648,0.0,0.0,0.08648875477877686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320235244618214,0.06585569041125205,0.0,0.0,0.0877799809631698,0.08261457531847465,0.0,0.07894109391852595,0.0,0.07134019572543575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392881833598344,0.0,0.08116571727673604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857067991457408,0.0,0.1892435820194805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990572328238344,0.0623112291419923,0.07802873842329071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752142876088405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474627397972501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897091747019975,0.0,0.07712443504663938,0.0,0.0,0.08440971017989707,0.17736916663859004,0.0,0.0,0.07737573008420433,0.0,0.0,0.07730636046113197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25878486930979466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354936279872726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724384097329654,0.0,0.0,0.06845420406717985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155348828505307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254615814938734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614484162686083,0.0,0.0,0.1298739689803252,0.07061515490467743,0.07438177194696666,0.0,0.0,0.053674148036699884,0.15530340339725907,0.07937703944677853,0.0,0.09422011038264304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892135807652521,0.08410658979972106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998384438923372,0.14295840122250306,0.0,0.12961181095684374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902005982679684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204748416205647,0.08233323419351436,0.0,0.08833260082214123,0.0,0.05202694664681548 autism,fbutterfield96,2018/12/15,"Spectrum Laboratory Musical Extravanganza and Fundraiser Next week, Spectrum Laboratory will be hosting the Spec Lab Records Musical Extravaganza, and Fundraiser featuring [Lucas Salusky](https://www.facebook.com/lucas.salusky.3?fref=gs&__tn__=%2CdK-R-R&eid=ARBgH3nQn2Rf-kBoncV7x696xuxAJZ4P4rm7VpaQFBrZq3Aqc_D8jPJ-ZFF2jumIPBCCakdxdIlbsd1A&dti=156049871647422&hc_location=group), [Rio Wyles](https://www.facebook.com/rio.wyles?fref=gs&__tn__=%2CdK-R-R&eid=ARAjULQBKFUSz8g2YQa1UxgIVbhf06ziuDkH4ycWsDCKe11YpM7zmg9KbClSLqnlKFbb_Hi8i2KwfjKr&dti=156049871647422&hc_location=group), Tara, Dominique Brown, the Spec Band, and musical guest Tom Kenny and the Hi-Seas at the El Rey Theater in Los Angeles, CA on December 20th at 7:00 p.m 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autism,imJoelandwhatsthis,2018/12/15,"Feeling a bit anxious about dating again after my ex regularly brought up my autism being a problem. Feeling ready to put myself back out there again after some great times with a couple of women. Just unsure if whether to approach the topic in the future after how poorly it went last time. I didn't want to fill this post with any venting, [I already posted about about her](https://www.reddit.com/r/offmychest/comments/a4pq4l/ive_come_to_realise_that_my_ex_was_a_very/), but basically my autism became a regular topic of frustration for her whenever we had any disagreements. 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I think I may be on the spectrum but I'm to scared to tell any one or bring it up. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was very young but the symptoms don't add up I was hyper sure but not when I'm fixated on things I like. When it comes to those things it's easy and I can just keep going with it and just lose hours. I have rituals and routines I cant brake it's like an itch in my head I have to scratch even if there's better way to do things, I get very anxious if I don't do them and do them correctly. Interacting with people is almost a foriegn concept to me. I can't read a room and I worry people are always angry or bored when I talk to them. I try to avoid human interaction as much as possible. I almost get anxiety attacks when dealing with people especially strangers. It's so bad that I wet myself till the 4th grade because I just couldn't ask to use the bathroom it's just really hard to talk and understand people I've become better at it as I got older but it still feels off. I'm sorry to ask here but I don't want to see a doctor for something that could be wrong. Thanks for help and sorry for the wall of text I'm on mobile.",0.8939117647058836,2.651149141176472,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,81.11764705882355,6.132352941176473,20.036764705882355,7.1686216300943375,0.3270294117647059,921,24,211,12,24,315,136,255,0.17300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.107,-0.9375,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,14,13,1,2,10,0,22,5,2,1,2,43,42,26,0,6,14,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,15,13,0,3,3,1,0,3,7,7,0,1,4,5,28,6,32,32,1,24,1,1,1,0,13,10,0,7,12,140,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434036889655763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897054806459306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928673160186796,0.0,0.0,0.08114408877277457,0.0,0.09128217001624568,0.134801619150226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231027767518576,0.1357477357820929,0.0,0.0,0.09963015922158704,0.07273851331437778,0.13178345858073556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106392226453705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278665115388576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952701252627402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301731478864295,0.0,0.12111086612669765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213268400028025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788120628904361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060333559506868265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468323382318612,0.0,0.06781430906482652,0.0,0.09543392334778264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689044086422084,0.0,0.12246036147987527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998004357036957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175096362236723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606023159793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659089409434513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349250269073268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771652041007982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808567086518695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308956319868202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451934573971752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935581563276867,0.0,0.07644170556353648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946366467451305,0.0,0.095085400549989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186107915904372,0.0,0.2671458341359645,0.0,0.0,0.09529192119531744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246101016931263,0.12402283062869858,0.0,0.1918154589880061,0.10429402024051344,0.10985707019171813,0.0,0.0,0.2378197437627273,0.07645769674228711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101284086786831,0.0,0.0,0.12421999768709198,0.0,0.10305721403359812,0.0,0.19690880937820612,0.07038010660637753,0.09471346008595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117883173140105,0.0,0.0,0.13046154285829328,0.0,0.0 autism,GlitchHime,2018/12/19,Adults who experience meltdowns How do you try and stop yourself when you can feel a meltdown coming on? I can register when one is spawning about maybe half the time. It's been happening more recently because I'm very stressed and scared. I don't want to hurt myself and I dont want to worry someone who cares about me.,3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,76.61904761904762,6.73968253968254,27.96031746031746,7.793537801064563,1.7785365079365074,258,11,50,4,6,81,49,63,0.16,0.716,0.125,-0.08199999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,1,1,7,1,5,13,1,7,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489614287507206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914438458782304,0.0,0.0,0.21049710414356584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863916392390148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903392291341186,0.0,0.0,0.12355728507834705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608941135333315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261595666690273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245495497972092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558670635467146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412790018395659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446500122541675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704799365547252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429842637185666,0.2799170135196945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424900419379537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590645000778514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162508306849766,0.2882632805650629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481625082304869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kittie_purr,2018/12/19,"Considering a ""hello Im autistic"" badge I live in a small middle class community. My friends know Im autistic and theyre totally cool many of the other parents at school however are unaware. I know it must be really strange for them that one day I'll rock up super chatty and bubbly, wearing nice bright clothes and the next I'll rock up in track pants with knotty hair and be completely ignoring everyone. I was thinking about getting an ""autistic"" badge and maybe one saying that Im having sensory issues or ""please dont touch me""to wear on days that Im burnt out. I feel like it'd be a good way to communicate with people so can have an understanding and not jump to a conclusion that I'm mentally ill or an alcoholic ect. Does this seem like a good idea or a huge mistake? Im really open about autism but I'd hate to come across wrong or flag myself to people who may spread rumours. Thanks friends!",4.478805328749466,5.799741435754187,5.40346368715084,80.8469402664375,70.39664804469274,8.859647614954879,28.853029651912337,9.265573868473778,2.4475505801461117,723,27,140,15,13,237,121,179,0.096,0.745,0.158,0.8124,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,3,15,1,0,11,1,12,5,3,0,2,30,23,12,0,2,6,1,3,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,9,11,1,1,8,2,0,2,2,4,0,2,1,6,7,11,18,16,1,18,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,6,5,72,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953565645745738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441089948491783,0.12708542602680978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563396728959238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607089252533704,0.0,0.14205615217162895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582048094589073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128695843789812,0.08659179897409594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872916863824683,0.0,0.06332674743278202,0.0,0.0,0.20332886994927588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966888356723507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683031034682133,0.6546330904182243,0.12651080010532587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332266932670937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843327890813535,0.0,0.10702984818568198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288699396064184,0.12177082372250506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215025525005255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890724358147682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426883423008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458835165200228,0.0,0.0,0.16806224438448464,0.0,0.0,0.13305118373386174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529929512152146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963903343012634,0.0,0.1226700713419078,0.0,0.11034420433605198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159304622467424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766589143424464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618293861044197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621013477808893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252311350849574,0.0,0.0 autism,t621,2018/12/19,"Managing obsession for autistic adults? I've just realized that nearly all my problems in life come from obsession. If I avoid engaging in the target behavior I get all sorts of anxiety Its worse when I fixate on a person. Eventually they leave me and it destroys my whole world for a period of time I've lost jobs, friends and a partner This needs to stop. I decided to leave a behavior for just one hour and panic attack symptoms started setting in Any advice is welcome, I'm seriously desperate",8.229354838709677,8.024612150537639,8.919913978494627,64.23987096774195,61.903225806451616,13.031397849462365,41.18064516129033,12.340626583579946,5.5829845161290335,402,21,65,13,5,136,69,93,0.32799999999999996,0.593,0.079,-0.9678,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,12,2,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,7,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,1,0,8,3,13,6,3,14,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083022122968034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495939935129945,0.0,0.16307051736192313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425057763280153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18362263275052065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469062480781255,0.0,0.11136982962985018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099244263211015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153320951627927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514215690455603,0.0,0.0,0.15056462888153554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326946011621648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805902613257838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444601075649302,0.0,0.0,0.25010300807907354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861273141048643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396996111277788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087916925825182,0.0,0.0,0.17821534918410603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215598857007086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429813107326262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799092870653316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723318077021336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Spinalremainss,2018/12/19,"Transitioning to a mainstreem school. My son currently goes to the Arizona autism Charter School and ever since he's been there he's done great but now for mental health reasons of my own we will be moving to California where he will be enrolled in a mainstream School. Has anyone been in a similar situation and if so how has your child cope with the experience my main concern is that he will be bullied for being different and the teachers will not give him the help he needs or even single him out. His his current School is amazing and has done wonders for him I am torn to have to take that away from him I'm still on the fence about this decision and it's not too late for us to choose to stay here I just don't know what to do.",5.434891871737509,5.615752161073829,5.67606263982103,83.85527218493664,67.65771812080537,8.769873228933632,29.978374347501866,8.515128840125781,1.973558687546607,588,20,123,8,9,187,98,149,0.053,0.873,0.07400000000000001,0.4854,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,8,0,21,1,0,2,1,23,27,10,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,14,2,21,15,3,14,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,3,6,93,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893103932658196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463685554911867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276597083679256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188517346799041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028969274161595,0.14091974391210255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239118337750082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494466590646615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175752553850646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655960392726263,0.0,0.0,0.10442184148183578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561736229730171,0.0,0.17573637155080846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699830720087007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655786695736795,0.0,0.11551530253991542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601766684405926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306656831936895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886997285059207,0.17511295860358192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660499618596224,0.12441300911273118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713366911472632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873945521230004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894613453855098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Senzu101,2018/12/19,"Dog Walking So I was walking my puppy today (16w black GSD) through a wide path, coming the other way is an older gentleman and his dog who was off the lead, being a responsible owner I grabbed my puppy's lead an got him between my legs, at this point the other dog was growling and its owner walking like nothing is happening so I am getting pretty anxious but alas the other dog walks around us, and a few seconds pass at which point the elderly gentleman says ""don't let go of the lead otherwise there would be one dead dog and one dead man”. This encounter has really caused my anxiety to hit an all time high (Asperger's Syndrome & undiagnosed acrophobia) any tips on how to cope with such encounters? Thanks. - Senzu.",3.5026923076923064,5.9113676304347855,4.62536231884058,80.80821070234116,75.59420289855072,7.724414715719062,28.006688963210696,8.617729084823388,2.421196655518395,575,24,102,12,13,188,97,138,0.125,0.8109999999999999,0.064,-0.9004,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,12,0,12,1,1,5,1,15,19,8,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,4,3,10,2,11,10,2,23,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,4,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311328732240512,0.0,0.14003206715702954,0.0,0.1575275680000372,0.2326300001788204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331167980394367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153566575202792,0.0,0.17738109398865265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758424449731496,0.0,0.11702858488885387,0.0,0.16469233637853511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209360333563449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756486268874786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056625809738166,0.0,0.10060168373716027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758495536188747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790722584300901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893202666090769,0.0,0.0,0.20949378071724956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191706517336005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375515422850884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958266539709606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007309850782948,0.0,0.19518725424834216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476953547949977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344901771675951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627903922070362,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NationYell,2018/12/19,"Thoughts on ABA Hello, I work in a school for those who have autism and the preferred method of teaching is ABA. I've come to enjoy this approach, but what are your thoughts? Do you think it is an effective way to teach a person who's on the autism spectrum?",2.2476923076923083,4.421373000000003,2.3083076923076935,97.03669230769232,78.61538461538461,4.929230769230768,23.861538461538462,5.6839178017228535,0.21503384615384646,204,7,44,1,5,61,42,52,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.7657,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,7,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,28,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347883218593064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393549597233451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933354422720117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490317925355464,0.0,0.617090776119808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084929803987258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829424713428055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jencsmthh,2018/12/19,"Tips on how to stop my kid from slamming the door? I do ABA therapy and my client rn is 3 years old. He has a speech delay and is not very responsive with simple instructions obviously. Just wondering how to go on about him slamming the door? The mother worries about the dents it has caused. 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I'm 30 now and think I might be high functioning autistic. I seem to fall into some of the categories that define it, but other than taking some crap test is there another way to say for sure. I dont like that some people see one facet of their life in a situation or condition and say for a fact that they are that so dont want to do it myself.",5.288076923076922,3.8644397307692313,6.538076923076925,82.9194230769231,68.35897435897436,10.364102564102565,27.19230769230769,9.516144504307137,1.8565538461538464,281,6,66,5,4,96,57,78,0.10300000000000001,0.858,0.039,-0.5948,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,2,16,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,7,2,10,13,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,6,2,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411094034618595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389698204024622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429414784211448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636757691463105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241157958111851,0.1123357948370869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439272355388493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581152721872935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940963535831795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657108852569697,0.0,0.0,0.18323033082742035,0.2093263652587239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584592618988466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671327016891268,0.0,0.1728843022487579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733459592492054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562303090237293,0.182513598564862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lizgeo,2019/10/10,Autistic nephew enjoys listening to video clips over and over. My six year old nephew enjoys listening to 5 second video clips over and over. He appears to just like the sound and holds the phone very close to his ear. Sometimes the clips are of himself crying and they can be very difficult to listen to. Can someone explain what is going on here? Should we discourage this?,4.866521739130434,7.276173840579716,4.115289855072465,86.04076086956526,71.46376811594203,6.918840579710146,25.99275362318841,7.793537801064563,1.5375101449275368,301,10,53,4,6,89,48,69,0.10800000000000001,0.774,0.11800000000000001,0.1943,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,12,12,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,6,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,5,5,3,12,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,3,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957692664591732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047650520356641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602288385251616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780710263451245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052784250537437,0.0,0.3563428829265096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945654118523194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320194142803553 autism,randouser22,2019/10/10,"Was anyone here diagnosed as an adult I’ve been told I might have traits, but that was it. I also have a sibling on the spectrum and one of my parents probably is as well. Also, it never really got brought up again (and I was the one who brought it up). I have major depression disorder and social anxiety disorder, and that’s what I’m mainly being treated for. But my social troubles aren’t from social anxiety. I’ve always struggled socially, and the social anxiety is a result of knowing that I’m awkward (not the other way around, although it could cause me to be even more awkward). I have always had trouble reading people (especially facial expressions), I often forget to make eye contact (and sometimes feel uncomfortable when I do), I have trouble reading social cues, and trouble detecting sarcasm. And although I can pick up on some unwritten rules on my own (for example, college students like to sit in the same seat each class), but there are others that I don’t pick up on. I was surprised to hear most people just learn social norms, social cues, etc, naturally while I often have had to be explicitly taught. (Not always, but definitely more than most people do). I also used to think people were just really good at hiding their emotions, then one day it occurred to me I struggle to read people. When I read people, I have to rely on many other factors. Sometimes I can pick up on their emotions, but it’s almost never from facial expressions. I‘m almost blind to facial expressions. I’ve always been a social outcast, the odd one out, the weird one, and struggled to make friends. I also can be obsessive. I’m also 22. I’ve decided I’m going to push for getting tested to see if I at least have traits and have been looking for places that can test adults and that accept my insurance. Once I have a diagnosis or at least known traits, resources will be much more available. I could even be referred to social skills training. Just wondering if anyone else has been diagnosed as an adult, and if so, what their journey was like. Did you have to advocate for yourself a lot? Was it hard to get resources? Or was it (hopefully) an overall positive experience?",6.3363088263088265,7.200950282555282,6.924828009828013,73.29622330372332,65.83046683046682,9.406501606501608,33.589964089964084,9.466822959209583,3.2841412587412577,1723,73,287,32,26,566,190,407,0.155,0.772,0.073,-0.985,2,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,3,1,21,21,0,6,15,0,48,7,4,8,3,64,72,37,0,6,15,1,2,2,1,2,3,1,0,3,20,15,0,0,9,4,0,5,6,12,1,5,20,7,31,9,46,42,16,33,0,1,4,0,26,18,0,16,10,229,51,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560502104625018,0.0,0.0,0.2507757856857669,0.20874391615983007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393613328792507,0.0,0.0,0.0877070598465188,0.06426148401438495,0.0,0.055831866367855164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442814246715782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001496308697496,0.0,0.0,0.0404475950158212,0.0,0.054018485513942484,0.1273138720396762,0.0,0.0,0.14375936298018496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239241834157194,0.14109747797489353,0.0,0.0,0.06994658421403911,0.08284862631169006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613497434854213,0.0,0.0,0.031711849317962865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845538013675725,0.0,0.06553460388868819,0.0,0.03564379705494967,0.052604458192820704,0.050160909148454634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056182555478612436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706871736875507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062292622697942675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446789439141097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128119898090121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266689899228079,0.0,0.0,0.05332017043474132,0.0,0.0,0.08372882824915343,0.06358569481900586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653334976440807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610457431446269,0.0,0.09674319526749883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667920840254251,0.2124949847209508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964035475616058,0.0,0.0,0.2608824800153784,0.0,0.06552643228877951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762006600666652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093786420063874,0.0,0.08035686501019372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499777225017883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.639325867346021,0.0,0.0,0.12405841011185816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966978258604296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401868376092396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059929253030427274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416777775543763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978222732386408,0.0,0.0,0.056390558999467134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801444668303461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SushiSquidKid,2019/10/10,Does anyone else hate it when it’s quiet in class and you’re focusing but then the Choir of Sniffling Teens begins? It’ll send me into full on sensory overload,1.7043749999999989,4.387680687500001,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,85.875,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.8407249999999995,130,4,24,2,4,42,30,32,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35061403447780604,0.5137779834654628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43880792552253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41888343316793214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950618713347038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yvanung,2019/10/10,"Autistic accountants: public vs industry Now that I realize, as an autistic student in my final year in accounting, that assurance (external audit as I often hear about) is a poor fit because of the social dimension, maybe tax would be a better fit, should I still wish to keep the public accounting option open. Ideally, if I went the public accounting route, I would rather not work for a Big 4, but that I feel others could thrive at, say, PwC if they wish to serve clients in a specific industry or set of related industries. However, for what I know, industry work could be quite different from public accounting work and maybe some areas of industry work could be better fits for an autistic accountant than even tax at a public accounting firm. Probably not internal audit, though. P.S. I know about EY and Deloitte's initiatives, and I feel that, currently, these initiatives seem more geared towards IT advisory. In all my communications with them on the topic, I also mentioned how the strengths they wished to leverage were transferrable to tax work, and, to a lesser extent, assurance.",13.847254464285712,10.039185942708333,12.438392857142857,54.73875000000002,54.15625,17.01309523809524,48.7827380952381,14.756829357015496,7.121161309523809,879,41,134,29,7,282,116,192,0.011000000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.131,0.9633,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,10,10,6,0,0,13,0,11,0,0,1,3,38,22,13,0,13,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,13,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,15,6,26,11,4,21,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,7,5,94,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708024020283206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162454674868871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684835178557265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32072613690847285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989759996025314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884400659105776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135408306386425,0.0,0.0,0.14668153319493554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091567786386634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901698203297616,0.0,0.0,0.14717650671994734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26904224696111073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443674653580433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241974200055832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648311037478723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189805310572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649477212500535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693317091541503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315566335542203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412717307109893,0.0,0.0,0.4619371537827658,0.0,0.0,0.4874060610613938,0.0,0.0,0.1902382511529433,0.0,0.0,0.08622757919245946 autism,doglover324,2019/10/10,"Are bleach enemas helpful? We are discussing whether or not you can cure autism with bleach enemas, I think it's a load of balogna! [https://www.twitch.tv/neet\_life](https://www.twitch.tv/neet_life) [https://discord.gg/AxEvXY](https://discord.gg/AxEvXY)",20.67166666666666,28.161336814814817,5.835092592592595,65.2504166666667,51.222222222222214,8.625925925925927,28.972222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.459155555555556,222,6,21,4,4,43,24,27,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7228447667408807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6910104508582497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BangBangYaDigg,2019/10/10,"Father to autistic son. Hey guys. So honestly not to sure why I’m posting here. Just thought maybe some people who share some insight can give me tips. My son is 6 years old. He was officially clinically diagnosed at 5. They state high functioning with a good IQ. We’ve always known he was different. He didn’t say actual words til he was almost 5. All he did prior was what I was told is stimming. He would flap his right hand and just yell “ehhhhhhhhhh” all day. He now does NOT stop talking constantly about his shows and repeats things over and over that his teachers have said. He goes to speech therapy at school and they will be starting OT soon as well. As of now he’s in first grade. And what we thought was a lack of training on our part has turned into a serious issue. The potty. Every single day without fail he’ll have an accident and sometimes two. Mostly poop but occasionally pee as well. He’s done it right numerous times if we force him to go. He refuses to wear pull ups or anything like that since he feels they are like pampers. We have to send him to school with 2 sometimes even 3 extra clothes. We’ve thrown away more pants and underwear than I can count. We also have a 5 year old in kindergarten who does not have the same problem but at least we have taught him to be supportive. He doesn’t understand autism but I don’t either so I cannot fault him. Sorry for the long background. I honestly just would like to know if any of you have experienced anything like this or know if there’s even an end in sight. He is an extremely smart kid. But when it comes to this one thing we are basically held hostage at home since any time we go anywhere. Even a mall or out to eat or to a playground we’ll find ourself picking up poop from the floor. I don’t know what to do. We’ve tried everything. We’ve put him on the toilet every 30 mins and a minute after he gets up there’s poop in the living room. We’ve gotten him a potty watch that vibrates every 45 mins to remind him to do a body check and while he loves it and it does seem to help him be aware, it has not slowed the accidents down. My wife just accepts it and doesn’t say anything but I just want to help this boy. First grade kids are bad enough. I can imagine how worse they will be if this continues. Thanks for reading. Any info or tips would be appreciated.",2.1798312236286925,4.289443565400846,3.20576371308017,90.83986919831223,78.53586497890295,6.407426160337554,22.347679324894514,7.471455274886353,0.7410889451476792,1846,56,397,26,45,590,250,474,0.038,0.8170000000000001,0.145,0.9938,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,9,1,4,3,22,21,0,0,19,0,45,11,7,2,3,82,71,35,0,10,25,4,2,4,0,7,2,5,2,4,20,23,1,3,14,3,1,6,11,5,2,4,16,10,36,16,52,43,14,60,0,1,2,1,65,24,0,14,32,240,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.08688930992108679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891597891448374,0.0,0.0,0.0712045298448407,0.0740876574640473,0.0,0.0,0.181648907882364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981475871750733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365515808777628,0.0,0.0743439228022545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890235898192563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766992938502806,0.0,0.09621962692610857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484569686743608,0.0,0.0,0.09037280430127537,0.0,0.09302690032000856,0.0,0.0,0.2337561287632871,0.09111790500936924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110921993058632,0.0,0.0,0.07886220746592097,0.0920011838682536,0.0,0.1764284419052746,0.0,0.22505782615050496,0.0,0.08002259477469202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502084032996281,0.06360954524195038,0.0,0.0,0.08138011717042389,0.1514732126398719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651925070936739,0.08541441054596625,0.10120593598150797,0.07468176608677587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816269996115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936205324518183,0.0940746894701626,0.08931346925714584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293367915017477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468006694608076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400001159724635,0.0,0.07862314966389455,0.0787967946796293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036125700780836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945173575898809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868630985041498,0.0,0.060335193208810124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642066003127216,0.0,0.06172849544814647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527483762697999,0.0,0.0,0.08519838622112827,0.0,0.08950888039995149,0.0,0.0,0.08906318741965903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207779643528815,0.08469656640707185,0.14161491973292145,0.0,0.18022462970634526,0.0,0.0810578454433178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730811430646185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612387777307334,0.09967197395407146,0.06302232772442408,0.0,0.0,0.07444066796642396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101040506641241,0.08391829064225154,0.0,0.0,0.07156624955083649,0.0,0.08197523329708123,0.10182396173798698,0.0,0.11830723286526873,0.0,0.0,0.14137418685052378,0.10383882136339573,0.0,0.0,0.08508066826139067,0.0,0.06045169890852847,0.09684896406938896,0.08697825517061343,0.09269283508827753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251756348920171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011367406405455,0.0,0.08034393154469581,0.0,0.0,0.08583050749101127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073844175060428,0.18975244927810395,0.0,0.0,0.11467651220108975 autism,LawrenceCatNeedsHelp,2019/10/10,"I'm tired of being afraid that someone will see me talking to myself and making hand gestures, get angry or afraid, call the police, assume I'm on drugs, etc Just the other day my friend who's also on the spectrum was profiled for stimming. A security guard saw her stimming and got in her face and said, ""are we gonna have a problem?"" She is a gentle and sweet woman who spends her time using her special interest to help rehabilitate injured birds of prey, and has never hurt anyone. I have been assaulted in the past. Two girls held me down as a child and broke my arm with a cinder block. I was 8-9. They were teens. It was because I made friends with their same age sister and they didn't want ""a freak around"" I remember once I was in the bathroom at work, and a woman saw me stimming and talking to myself, something I cannot control, and she told everybody that I was crazy and probably on meth. I want to end the stigma. For everyone who says that autism is hard, don't kid yourself and pretend that this stigma isn't a huge factor as to why it's so hard. We have to end the stigma. The question is... How? I am fucking exhausted being judged for being harmlessly different.",4.51323936170213,5.403899182978723,5.35259308510638,82.8471875,69.93617021276596,7.747340425531916,28.30452127659575,7.865858978985527,1.7340265957446808,928,32,181,11,16,303,144,235,0.128,0.735,0.13699999999999998,0.7463,1,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,3,2,5,16,2,2,16,0,24,8,3,5,1,35,41,18,0,3,2,1,3,0,2,2,4,2,0,5,11,17,0,5,3,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,15,9,27,7,24,21,2,17,0,2,3,1,30,10,1,3,7,123,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142507260699248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616890383661376,0.0,0.0,0.13516832195265424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255924806199907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504393057966762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029961915692535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792317364580916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863875725848858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760842790201862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689674178978094,0.0,0.169339895468282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508804908342995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234619863126566,0.14037210669333128,0.07932927030508445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214389981618059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720346727089962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177404452636847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254609269120532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367311684861028,0.10135327680910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710709506367635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170288591024615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494688471250966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370742099553345,0.14528879350010449,0.0,0.0,0.17009370039556224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200324997314498,0.0,0.14443304025673348,0.12074794924054502,0.0,0.0,0.12099550534587745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865214012928422,0.11689257898874605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408382631993775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853816218539665,0.17451584552057697,0.0,0.14508804908342995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483240037162678,0.0,0.0,0.13113958209575952,0.0,0.0,0.17911638413214553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701049276786706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054012624805948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Radventure,2019/10/10,"Not being able to determine what or who other people know I’m not sure if this is specific to autism (furthermore, I’ve never been formally diagnosed). I have a huge problem with figuring out what information other people know, and how that information can be shared to other people. In the back of my mind, I know other people talk to one another and have their own lives and social circles. However, when I mention things to people and they say, “I already know that, (other person) told me” — it’s always shocking to me. I’m equally bad at figuring out how people communicate with one another, or the closeness of communication. It’s like having an idea of what other people could possibly know doesn’t register at all. “Person A might have told Person B (information)” never crosses my mind. Is this a common problem?",7.3447333333333376,7.942512540000003,8.374000000000002,64.71033333333337,63.6,11.2,34.0,10.980518767755715,4.151,651,26,101,17,9,222,87,150,0.091,0.86,0.048,-0.7478,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,2,4,37,22,10,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,17,9,0,0,11,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,3,1,10,3,16,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,6,82,27,0,0.1177100251429413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989593979043446,0.0,0.09794417047243828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468584493770679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051174352868836,0.09828295424332108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398187692471913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947319774352158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288029067287688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234517571772956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750717252181003,0.0,0.10394010874884854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487173511563288,0.23770714007626856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157045596621232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952671879250352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712371725182462,0.3083395610024761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270036709239286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526519395132102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360773652813104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199905470602226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094030565629516,0.0,0.0,0.09461085943339084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820131031610379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249539467527764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,whatcanidowhatcanido,2019/10/10,"Does anyone else feel like the the teddybear in ""Black Museum"" Black Mirror? Every day I feel like the teddy bear in ""Black Museum"" there's so much more trapped, but there are only two buttons to communicate and the world sees you not for whats inside, but your outward appearance.",7.525897435897432,7.820826461538463,7.281538461538464,73.73012820512822,63.23076923076921,10.77948717948718,28.871794871794872,10.504223727775694,2.927748717948718,224,6,39,5,3,71,41,52,0.048,0.885,0.067,0.0056,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,2,4,5,2,6,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,1,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222596917740336,0.3109887790012919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574319486137634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656095538658185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354929875760496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25572595300113043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069343775832691,0.4336648546339773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29656590629839163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311973481999747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308381658654963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418635538298079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964917626859969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Itisbutathing,2019/10/10,"Anyone lie about the job they do? I know I should be grateful to have a job, and one that has benefits. But still do hate it for all sorts of reasons, mostly for the people I have to deal with. Customer service sucks and I have to drive some real low lives around. And when I tell people, especially girls, what I do, I can see them recoil. I live in an affluent county outside a large city where most people have college degrees and fancy jobs. I have a lowly blue collar job. I’ve noticed I straight up lie and tell them something else when asked. Nothing like pretending to be a doctor or pilot. Just a simple job that people can relate to, like think an accountant. It makes me FEEL way better when I do this. I don’t want kids and getting married did a distant if unrealistic goal. So I don’t feel like I’m betraying people by lying. I just got in more and can play pretend when I’m outside work. Any one like this or have any comments?",2.8427579365079367,4.622760587301588,4.0634358465608456,86.96912202380953,75.4021164021164,6.206481481481483,24.510912698412696,6.9077264865688965,0.9203674603174604,737,24,147,7,16,241,114,189,0.152,0.772,0.076,-0.9068,5,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,11,10,2,0,10,0,20,1,0,2,1,29,34,16,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,3,0,2,2,4,18,7,15,29,5,14,0,1,2,0,10,7,1,7,9,97,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423126874920496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443274340614647,0.0,0.0,0.107495055818143,0.11288700335902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679550496202844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449021235812907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359498980436885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087296557432154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211187747410107,0.08626539329163548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308803879687548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657656244689623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921779461801794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991396131764276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663622492418019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597369508132265,0.0,0.2132528035465333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060302880553889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586498922582268,0.13747717603088655,0.0,0.0,0.16364962685041298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185718445934933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744243561261887,0.0,0.1241533692297721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622386675374504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296094026767047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643286008966244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108548418134035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737313174339817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122277406452203,0.09584747301249552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790903718803172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,computingbookworm,2019/10/10,"My favorite stim My favorite stim is flapping my hands while twisting back and forth really fast 😄 What's your favorite stim?",5.412608695652175,7.95789569565218,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,70.30434782608695,6.339130434782609,33.23913043478261,7.1686216300943375,2.2917130434782607,103,5,17,1,2,30,17,23,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7682980731601473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6400922361491387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Brainaic5,2019/10/10,Has anyone used a weighted blanket? Like title says. I'm thinking of buy but it doesn't come cheap.,-0.3255000000000017,1.507151450000002,1.1099999999999994,96.01000000000002,109.5,2.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.5459999999999998,79,3,15,0,4,25,20,20,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32111604007695765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39560045308960995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436478867665685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652114876047683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942668054060182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966417828401356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592388797157398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Twonavels,2019/10/10,"What can I do to make diagnosis easier for others? I read story after story of the trouble people had getting a diagnosis. What can I actually do to make this better for others? I have had: 1) nobody picking it up in childhood despite teachers giving me special compensations like giving me extra classes after school because I could not read, allowing me to do orals during break because I did not speak in class, not having to take part in group sports while it was compulsory for others, etc. 2) years of counseling without the doctor realizing anything 3) when I brought up the diagnosis possibility to counselor he said ok but that is not really important...we need to treat the anxiety...no matter if you have asd or not. He would not change me to the one counselor there who specializes in asd when I requested it. 4) At the place I went for testing doctor told me not likely I have ASD because I am successful at work. Then told this long anecdote of how he thought he had asd for a while but was just stressed and overworked. 5) I have multiple things that are often comorbid...childhood epilepsy, ehlers danlos, and vitiligo...but that doctor still argued against testing...of course he also mentioned I was making eye contact 6) comments like but you seem fine, but you have a job, but you have friends, but you make eye contact...from sooo many ppl, including doctors... 7 to infinity) too many to list them all The frustration and feelings of powerlessness were so overwhelming. So what can I actually do? Write to hospitals to explain this situation? Write to government health departments? And we even have it better than 20 or more years ago. But still not goid enough. I don't want to be the person who obsessively talks about this at dinner parties. What can I actively but constructively DO?",5.440540098199673,7.507150118541034,6.094544072948327,73.90563186813189,69.09118541033435,9.073696516249713,32.41068505962123,9.565088089820216,3.3685954173486077,1435,65,239,33,26,467,184,329,0.054000000000000006,0.826,0.12,0.9735,2,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,1,5,1,4,15,18,2,3,11,1,32,8,2,7,1,47,51,24,0,5,21,0,1,3,1,1,5,2,0,1,21,5,1,0,5,3,0,3,10,6,0,1,14,5,28,12,37,34,6,28,0,1,2,0,32,10,0,5,17,176,49,14,0.0,0.0,0.21346604377730308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695324761922576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746616412770179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900052932286384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001970454810164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346442230062014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570294591715377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873260552950531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477947514786319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130123415701003,0.12198066488571052,0.07224034337004369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530266428341436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450190317063644,0.0,0.0571432804417015,0.20984257231847184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625920266201335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853658979542977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603034976048947,0.0,0.0,0.09679234440847384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920313623515948,0.22177567120383976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109926437577422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741144969762168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184411342083689,0.0,0.07582600048042985,0.09550095697465452,0.11427231033491315,0.0,0.0,0.1233024916459847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880673562648645,0.0,0.0700676375566839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403950134291227,0.0,0.0,0.11069209414133684,0.0,0.09956977215961252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294069974416305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469206756104955,0.0,0.12528728367639133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223546309422672,0.08791049309443738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266307262920302,0.0,0.0,0.08683055598733275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902264815065133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451148315624122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139058029734642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543241099592328,0.0,0.07962540698989765,0.0,0.0,0.07769598792079575,0.0,0.0,0.14086624347677906 autism,Developing_Onsgard,2019/10/10,"I'm performing as a boy with Asperger's and.. Hi, everyone. My name is Nathan Onsgard. I'm a sophomore at College and I will be playing Christopher, a boy with Asperger's, in ""The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime"". I've never played a character like him before and I want this to be very personal. I was wondering if anyone had resources I could look at to help me deliver the best possible performance I could give, and with the most respect. Thank you, Have a good day 💙",4.245293233082705,5.6003777999999995,5.974436090225566,76.40105263157895,71.0,10.902255639097746,34.624060150375946,10.914260884657429,4.294248120300753,381,20,72,13,7,131,66,95,0.044000000000000004,0.73,0.226,0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,10,0,9,0,0,0,1,15,16,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,9,7,11,9,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,3,48,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181200690395812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220513893395262,0.0,0.2719574114007795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41381348977472615,0.0,0.0,0.16712753008805614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247624810203913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485961574154928,0.0,0.21735910790116567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369989202235953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660549313879627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176171103012196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998691303099636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627601893261334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921478257179126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858653206915276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138223324244167,0.15285084093876344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28103244407968103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pinkapoodle,2019/10/10,What is the best subreddit for parents of kids with autism and/or special needs? Thanks!,4.928000000000001,8.477510133333336,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,81.0,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,72,3,12,1,2,19,15,15,0.0,0.5429999999999999,0.457,0.8777,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432550007745784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838402864021039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748030976639112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765942064105853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jinglis1997,2019/04/01,Meeting my Nephew for the First Time Hi! I am flying across the country to meet my nieces and Nephews next month. My one Nephew is autistic and sometimes has trouble with changes in his routine and stuff. Does anyone have anything they could recommend anything I could do to help the little guy out?,6.083363636363636,7.811831836363638,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,67.0,6.227272727272728,33.75,5.985473137389443,1.8727272727272728,241,11,42,1,4,69,44,55,0.046,0.8590000000000001,0.094,0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,0,7,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677120496796594,0.0,0.41608353144693855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674403282800781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036977401117456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22123645409585332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504075614347465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032246075575804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945376504099532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533828595463317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179118625712744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688671773967027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131115586136206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500363674287923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894079068636558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741602342666654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cascadiababe,2019/04/01,"What restrictions on rights/activities does an autism diagnosis pose? Since I am unable to locate a list of this anywhere online, I came here hoping some users here would have info. I am a self-diagnosed adult, and wanted to know what sort of things would be made unavailable to me if I were to receive a diagnosis such as: adopting children, serving in the military, purchasing things (anything) , ect. &#x200B; Any info would be helpful. Thanks",7.98769230769231,9.289583923076927,7.4375897435897445,69.52407692307695,62.33333333333333,10.342564102564104,36.112820512820505,10.355215969177356,4.072678974358976,358,16,55,8,5,112,60,78,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,15,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406050308895188,0.26983069755222344,0.15101036898422698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273882408148734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539807693013928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538914243040026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432871724022985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884406336433473,0.0,0.0,0.2205585390609175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220399479459816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012126036148085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166000739430176,0.0,0.0,0.18369270386856998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444565902554812,0.0,0.0,0.2950574120719222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097843636570908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732412825686358,0.0,0.26983069755222344,0.0 autism,aspieminded,2019/04/01,"#REDinstead for April April is Autism Awareness Month. Neurodiversity is the idea that neurological differences (like Autism, Aspergers, Sensory Processing Disorder, ETC) are a normal, natural variation of the human genome. My condition is not the result of an illness, injury, disability, disease or vaccine – this is the way I was born. It’s my genetic predisposition, and I don’t believe that I, or others like me, need to be cured. Rather so, neurodiverse individuals need understanding – and at times, different accommodations. So let’s forgo “Light It Up Blue” and go “Red Instead” for April to highlight Autism *Acceptance.* [https://aspiestateofmind.com/](https://aspiestateofmind.com/) https://i.redd.it/shjoozvyapp21.jpg",10.597255075022062,15.17677675728156,9.370556045895851,44.55809355692853,62.98058252427185,11.900794351279789,37.51897616946161,11.022393298168332,6.128658252427184,598,29,68,21,11,186,78,103,0.077,0.8540000000000001,0.069,-0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,14,13,7,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,8,10,1,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,8,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26824532638738985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49750568970119,0.2728711854601751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265532720202796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353117453369158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687740566295317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346263709229785,0.0,0.23263699929783696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004076137165246,0.0,0.0,0.3530806836693625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332771514205496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883189771572862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785955832301096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898435695743976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,woopwoopwub,2019/04/01,"Grad School Research, Looking for general thoughts Hi! I'm currently doing a paper on how to improve therapy services at agencies. What are some things that you (or your autistic family member) have liked/hated about agencies that you have used?",6.136428571428571,9.240653833333337,5.643095238095237,73.30607142857146,70.19047619047619,8.009523809523811,36.69047619047619,8.841846274778883,4.0182190476190485,199,11,27,4,4,61,38,42,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.4926,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,20,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933603063074052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503975090721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222944566522648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771788924342599,0.0,0.2772123249873025,0.0,0.0,0.3312618009978675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603829874293886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dyslexic_jedi,2019/04/01,"Sharing Our Story (Prepare for a long one) Our son was diagnosed with ASD just after his second birthday, but we had suspicions for a quite a while before that. We got him settled in a ECSE (Early Childhood Special Education) program through the county, a private speech therapist, and started him with an ABA program. This story is about the ABA provider we chose to help him. They started off by saying all the right things during the interview and testing, and we thought they could really help him. Next we met our technician, and we thought well she has to be here for a reason, she has to be good with kids and trained etc otherwise they wouldn't have sent her. Later we found out that she had just been hired and had no experience. They would bring the same ""toys"" every time, which they had purchased at the dollar store (think plastic wiggle snakes and other fidget type toys). At first the sessions seemed fine, but degraded over the next 3 months to the point my son cried the entire 3 hours non-stop and refused to leave our sight when she showed up. We caught her texting when they were supposed to be working. They continued the same ""programs"" for all of those 3 months, ie ready,set,go and 1,2,3. At this point, we started getting very conflicting information. His ECSE teacher says he is the model student, and that he is her ""little leader"". He understand what she says and which stations to go to and what's expected at each station. His speech therapist says he is a very smart boy and figures things out very quickly. We talked to the ABA supervisor over and over, offered to let them speak to the school and the speech therapist, even to attend a speech session. They never made any effort to contact anyone even after filling out all the forms. Finally, the tech supervisor said ""ABA isn't for everyone"", they kept expecting our son to adapt to their program and their way of teaching, Not the other way around. (Now the good). Then we switched ABA companies, we took a good month break as to not associate the old company with the new company in his mind. The new company has been here 2 months, and they are AMAZING. They have already started several programs about taking shoes on and off, letters, numbers, speech, and other life skills. He loves when they show up and can't get to play with them fast enough. They bring new toys each time, and it's toys he loves (paw patrol, cars and trucks, and farm animals). (The moral). If you think something is wrong, it probably is. Stand up for your kid, don't be afraid to call people out, switch companies, etc. Your kid knows when something is right or not. 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Lately his coping mechanisms in new situations include making pun jokes. I’m trying to work with him to socialize him more with kids his own age but the jokes are really off putting. I know he can succeed I just dont know how to help with the constant joke making. 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He choreographs as he composes, and it's supercool to watch. April is autism awareness month, which we like to call, ""April."" Enjoy.",4.150000000000002,7.529156222222228,2.951333333333338,86.72700000000002,84.0,6.213333333333335,23.86666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6505066666666672,168,6,27,3,5,48,31,36,0.0,0.742,0.258,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,5,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7372200827447729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527218974848402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762758129858341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mystery_Tragic,2019/04/01,"I'd much rather read a post from some who is a parent of a child/adult with autism, than someone who has autism Or someone who knows someone with autism. Like a friend, family member, or maybe someone employed looking after people with autism. And I say this as someone who has autism myself. Why do I think that way? Well, let me make it clear first off it's not that I don't find value reading posts from people with autism. I enjoy reading the perspectives of those who have autism. What they feel, what they want to happen in the future, and their perspectives on many things relating to autism. The voice of people with autism is important, and I hope that myself and others who have this disability can continue to advocate for ourselves. However, for me, personally, I've found the more interesting perspectives to be from someone who knows someone with autism. Whether it be a parent of a child with autism, or someone who is a friend with a person with autism, their way of looking at things can be quite illuminating. Everyone has their blind spots, and I think people with autism like myself have them more than most. Which is why I like reading people who know people with autism because they can fill in that blind spot for me.",7.689632107023409,7.835795347826085,6.598695652173912,79.26513377926423,62.91304347826088,9.51170568561873,30.735785953177253,9.057496981413335,2.3793712374581935,990,30,181,14,13,298,106,230,0.032,0.836,0.132,0.9655,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,7,2,2,9,0,0,12,0,19,2,0,1,1,36,32,10,0,3,6,2,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,3,25,16,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,7,20,9,35,27,5,14,0,0,4,0,24,5,0,6,7,129,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471749716774547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577052083956647,0.0,0.0,0.08461872047207704,0.0,0.04538587910325792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203996487483763,0.07635069520992417,0.0,0.09841834788525232,0.13869831448420514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937539168943153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915296659133168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799096124359354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178674542592696,0.0,0.13155813117501325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075333427831167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059916191551480924,0.09100360653257042,0.0901770299039054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598469281821735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933802598391867,0.0,0.0,0.373374021155846,0.1567517566706825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193252914527551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547191549546682,0.3591413245202556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138158216405349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084339067606261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926649366183666,0.11503050074358602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529433873257192,0.14249627186087682,0.0,0.0,0.08070595529303423,0.0,0.16199075526100942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway47463728273,2019/04/01,"Can you relate to these symptoms? I know that a professional diagnosis is always best, but I figured I could just vent here and get some feedback on my situation. I’m 20 years old. Concerned that my parents have hidden a diagnosis from me. I’ve always felt different, and starting as early as middle school, really struggled with social situations. I have no problem looking people in the eye, but I’m always nervous and fidgety. I’ve also struggled making new friends over the years. I’ve tried laying still in bed and the longest I can go without moving is like 2 minutes (with minor muscle spasms in legs). I read that fidgeting is a common symptom of Aspergers, but that could be wrong. I have considered the possibility that it could be social anxiety, but the twitching/fidgeting makes me think otherwise. Also important to note that I had one seizure at the age of 2. Never had another since (and apparently doctors told my parents it was nothing to worry about). Thoughts?",6.187783059636992,7.969130803370787,6.985955056179776,69.36427398444255,66.80898876404493,9.2971477960242,35.602420051858246,9.661875296680813,3.881263958513397,785,39,121,17,13,260,114,178,0.152,0.784,0.064,-0.9464,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,3,9,0,16,5,2,2,1,26,29,13,0,4,6,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,9,7,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,6,3,14,3,18,18,2,19,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,11,85,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580297245870493,0.30559678405798635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837100272411814,0.09365312346285422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847519841541494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323398431364195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790579223659554,0.0,0.12530494543997306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754510722931374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458356831031996,0.0,0.0639608714873485,0.0,0.06957571076877389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728038113583742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980960683405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280433719578452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343636813694873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011608507861186,0.0,0.0,0.09442002717053144,0.11823672399754295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746799911812908,0.0,0.12846215756808138,0.0,0.08295687226569963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187211131742184,0.0,0.0,0.08487257004918265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801333702367088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714210673908712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245595098666008,0.0,0.07842719435327762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389843133459273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126942313692497,0.27521676166013864,0.0,0.2495892991697153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665150325827907,0.0,0.0977670234957095,0.0,0.0,0.25596582802919016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448837307471983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844360088521682,0.0,0.0971900456143193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698025238460558,0.0,0.08311705984339264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180112313851396,0.0,0.0,0.12432631791296785,0.0,0.0,0.13385013719861946,0.0,0.15767256668289956 autism,snowie1985,2019/04/01,"Being kicked out So my family is kicking me out and l have autism. I am also on mobile so sorry for spelling and formatting. My family is kicking me out and I'm being forced to move out. I have never been independent even though I'm 34. I'm just scared. I have never been tought how to live on my own and don't have the skills. I shouldn't be scared but l am. Any advice woud be great ",-0.2559036144578286,1.886936963855426,2.2903734939759057,93.42495783132532,89.0,5.247710843373494,14.324096385542171,6.742157984588678,-0.4524207228915658,300,5,68,4,10,103,49,83,0.091,0.838,0.071,0.3355,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,1,0,16,0,0,2,2,15,19,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,9,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,50,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174631146635655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896537418357873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127436065909576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663944530170268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471395518958012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614655675570691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941328537896595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520595279868572,0.0,0.0,0.365818991045289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748694928678268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547696976217666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300478005668016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,clitorophagy,2019/04/01,"Have you tried limiting oxalates? Or taking supplements? I've been reading about how oxalate crystals form in the body and can cause various problems from kidney stones to exacerbating problematic autism symptoms. I like being on the spectrum for some reasons, I like having special interests and being honest for example, but I don't like some other ones like meltdowns. I like to eat what I like but if it will help me feel more steady and less stress I will try. Also there are supplements like b6 and magnesium and probiotics- so many things that might be good but also might be a waste of money and pill swallowing. 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I really like Black '47 (being Irish) it's about an Irish vigilante during the famine fighting for his country. It's great The music and sound is also great My only advice is if you aren't Irish put subtitles on What's your favourite movie?",1.5828571428571436,4.331824428571434,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,90.42857142857142,5.248979591836736,17.20408163265306,6.868970318607317,0.2676448979591837,203,5,38,3,7,63,41,49,0.045,0.7,0.256,0.9145,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187564547968646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608600499573068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735990150450777,0.0,0.7192678652668933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936363815875426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480879235066608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32791861786930643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089704929410317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,icantspellhelpme,2019/04/13,"Times strangers have been understanding to you? i was reading another post on here and i remembered a time when i was doing a (closed) prison tour with my friends and they took us into where they use to burn the bodys (or somthing) i went in and walked right out, it smelt baaaad, the guide was understanding and said i could wait outside but she was going to shut the door and wouldn't be able to hear her,i wanted to hear so i said id go in and she made sure i was sure i wanted to, Allround a lovley guide.",1.6731428571428566,3.6687950285714312,2.4402380952380973,96.26892857142859,79.66666666666667,5.723809523809526,20.02380952380953,6.742157984588678,-0.012161904761904818,398,10,92,4,10,124,69,105,0.022000000000000002,0.8959999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,2,2,24,26,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,10,0,1,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,4,15,3,12,12,0,18,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,3,57,16,1,0.1707163805623268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790110100550284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962741355163545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630313856070256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189505214216174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404410646820847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38481953636471794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153596703747006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349910221246636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707625788394079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338838000762998,0.14579085622177107,0.3247807431451149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32179633666923363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990921887413171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896721802750092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35544354560381225,0.2053507860629482,0.14744414038883652,0.0,0.0,0.20138588872912694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825579511550572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ed-Grimm,2019/04/13,"Neurodiversity Stack Exchange proposal effort I hope this isn't too off-topic for the subreddit. While reddit r/autism is a very welcoming place, it's also a very active place, and posts can get lost in the mix. I've also not found it to be very effective for searching for answers. Asking a question usually gets good answers quickly, but results vary a lot based on who is reading just then and how many new posts come in right after. Stack exchange sites are horrible for discussion, but they're better for getting questions that happen to be on topic for one of their sites answered in a consistent manner. Stack exchange is trying to set up reference sites, not forums. There is currently a <a href=""https://area51.stackexchange.com/proposals/121277/neurodiversity"">Neurodiversity Stack Exchange proposal</a> in the works. Autism spectrum is not the only type of neurodiversity that is to be on topic for this site, but it is easiest sort of neurodivergence to point at. Stack exchange sites can be easier to search, because duplication is suppressed and questions generally have tags from a limited dictionary. Figuring out the appropriate tags for a question is generally easier than guessing key words they would have used in their question. For example, a question on stimming would have the [stimming] tag on it, even if the person used other words in their question to describe the behavior. Even if the person who wrote the question doesn't know to put that tag on, somebody else will add it in later, if the OP doesn't update their own question in response to comments. Other aspects of questions (and answers) can also be edited by others, though the intent is that only the OP of a question or answer make semantic changes; other people editing should only be to improve clarity. The rest of this message is technical information about what is needed to have this proposal succeed. --- This proposal is roughly half way through its four month proposal period, and at the current rate, it's not going to make it by the end of that time. What it needs right now are some more people to ""follow"" it, and a lot more unique questions that have been voted to 10 for on topic for the proposed site. Each person is only allowed to submit five questions and vote up on five questions. Note that stack exchange moderators will prune down the question list a bit once it gets close to finished with the current phase, to comply with stack exchange policies. Overly broad questions are not welcome, if they somehow get that far, they'll be pruned out at that time - so no ""why are people autistic?"" That said, in the ""definition"" phase, it's preferable to have questions refer to CountryX or something similar when they would be asking about a specific country. If you don't have a stack exchange account, signing up on area 51 and registering your email address will get you 50 reputation. This will be enough that you can vote up other people's questions. Voting up good questions is probably more important right now than submitting new questions, although if you *do* have distinct sample questions to ask, that's still important because some of the existing questions will likely be closed. If you've voted up a question that gets closed later, you should be able to undo your vote on that question and apply it on a different question. You just can't undo your vote from 5 minutes after you voted until the question was closed or edited. What it needs for the phase after that: At least 200 people to 'commit' to it, at least 100 of the people who've committed to it to have at least 200 rep on at least one stack exchange site (area 51 does not count), and <a href=""https://meta.stackexchange.com/a/53733"">a really complicated formula that measures significant stack exchange rep and currency of commitment</a> of at least 500. The proposals currently in commitment struggle most on the 100 people with at least 200 rep on at least one stack exchange site. The final phase before going live is private beta. At this point, the people who committed to the SE are supposed to contribute ""expert level"" questions and answers as much as feasible to seed the initial site for when it goes to public beta. I know the least about this phase, because it's a long way away and it sounds like it just takes the involvement of the right people rather than teeming hordes like the commitment phase. Thank you for your time and consideration. Have at least three wonderfully good days when nobody else told you to.",11.317590731434956,9.940894097989947,9.873534338358457,63.65654383026245,56.51256281407035,12.211278615298715,41.834729201563384,10.922573925877558,4.69601044109436,3666,157,563,67,36,1136,321,796,0.023,0.8809999999999999,0.096,0.9957,6,0,1,0,0,0,123.0,0,13,8,7,25,14,0,1,51,0,65,0,0,9,6,134,99,42,0,20,23,0,1,3,0,11,0,2,1,3,55,26,0,2,44,1,13,5,12,2,0,8,7,4,23,12,123,70,23,116,0,1,0,0,69,73,0,47,36,405,78,7,0.029986977611368905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194172548544532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410132836661803,0.0,0.028173752576821493,0.0,0.0,0.05483934966848116,0.0,0.02551670930201244,0.0,0.0,0.02652104483136811,0.03273801299250559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03172224618149193,0.025831125983736374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019339119798570916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031330009201040836,0.0,0.0,0.02624180618638504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050100543898749884,0.0,0.02655956155716689,0.030984563896934218,0.0,0.039612231796775435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032849268221368806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03287917316422313,0.0,0.0,0.10966870694557294,0.0,0.03408458085342237,0.07545496229369969,0.0,0.0,0.03303403660067194,0.0,0.026517385268219142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02978383492149472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03296011733598762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395036768050654,0.0,0.026479050617736432,0.026537531550907045,0.0,0.0,0.03273432837945259,0.05098771204143721,0.0,0.0,0.04003308081657204,0.030402088655682162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02393531943694045,0.0,0.022043878890222,0.0667048918056492,0.0,0.05792321967548991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03193515248703063,0.06095985629563193,0.09122579095363656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710275106810026,0.0785504165958037,0.06266001840208169,0.0,0.056694772980959485,0.0,0.057438470770930686,0.0,0.03233103369381247,0.0,0.0,0.030145194958217724,0.9069914997078452,0.0,0.029995092513383295,0.0,0.01921042571828886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243486013618812,0.02852448265718894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023085440396406316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023947639056197314,0.0,0.0,0.0313488998702754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0225464752383396,0.0,0.0,0.027607980107046837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0294620532509686,0.0,0.05245694338222564,0.0,0.0,0.028653842171356875,0.0,0.02035918940121226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517982412959296,0.033026419310636525,0.07422719105919165,0.0,0.04760453409797627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027058583118260825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032519598060705986,0.021830876844256213,0.0,0.0,0.06390566558009214,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mediameter,2019/04/13,"Think my GF may be on the spectrum; do any of these symptoms sound consistent? I suspect that my girlfriend may be on the spectrum, and I trying to learn more about it, and how to find ways to support her if she is. Do any of the following seem consistent with being on the spectrum? \- very little ability to stick to a schedule without being late \- very, very, very messy \- can not organize at all \- often stares off into nothing for long periods of time \- often unable to focus when being talked to \- can not do more than one thing at a time, if sending a message or reading something, etc. absolutely unable to multitask \- difficult time making friends \- difficult time relating with others \- difficult time understanding jokes \- difficult time feeling empathy \- unable to handle and work through stressful/difficult situations \- always obsessively searches all of amazon for hours and hours for items, or other sites for items I'm sure there are many things I can add to this list, these are just the things I thought of off the top of my head. If these things seem consistent with the spectrum, what types of things can I do to support her? If she gets an official diagnosis, what good does that do? It is who she is, right? Thanks in advance!",7.8126614010989,8.232674531250002,7.407678571428572,72.64309065934067,62.61607142857143,10.642307692307693,36.873626373626365,10.389873798559362,3.9590203296703286,981,44,165,21,13,309,124,224,0.067,0.825,0.10800000000000001,0.8482,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,3,7,12,0,1,11,0,21,2,1,2,3,37,34,12,0,4,10,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,18,9,0,0,9,2,0,3,3,5,0,1,1,3,13,7,38,26,7,30,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,12,13,127,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777760265524164,0.0,0.0,0.1598214452593933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283365524383792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105453695014704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941650725189099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740186737025802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907878129850334,0.0,0.06139404277814255,0.0,0.0,0.09856168085174012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059900021496155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314470490359873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255622094981756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177757333427342,0.0,0.10399251298274972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843873249044785,0.11913653661282868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275386334202366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962771060160867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754164254625915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035276361484526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395309489148884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208598667989213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904648179326883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266697553914316,0.11075163608603733,0.1221377202949752,0.0,0.09444996037974727,0.0,0.10818727522573336,0.0,0.0,0.39034159002648056,0.07529556237161568,0.0,0.09328968913807563,0.41112560565377904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797814696541156,0.0,0.0,0.12233189047241234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878317074612361,0.0,0.09327384351338322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327529502773648,0.0,0.08554856503123129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GeDubs,2019/04/13,Website recommendation for evidence based facts/medicine regarding autism? Looking for an easy to read and navigate website to pass onto a friend with an autistic child which reviews up to date research about autism. Its hard to find good websites among all of the pseudo science ones.,9.629375,11.136761520833332,7.366666666666667,70.74500000000002,58.79166666666666,9.733333333333334,43.08333333333333,9.725611199111238,4.609158333333333,235,13,34,4,3,68,41,48,0.027000000000000003,0.802,0.172,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,12,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,21,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40459365482014975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34200683813170724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371291781580938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965466394684933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717325000384856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999656081043858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427912094620069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kenonoreeves,2019/04/13,"Having a few relationship bumps due to behavior It’s super hard. I’m extremely high functioning in most ways but in terms of personal relationships and certain work things I have always, always struggled deeply. My boyfriend is the only one who knows about how I am, even though I was diagnosed years ago as “on the spectrum”. We have a great relationship, but we just struggle sometimes because I completely shut down. If something isn’t completely perfect or done an exact way, I literally have to go lie down in bed immediately or I’ll have a meltdown. I take medicine and go to therapy to help, as well as try and have a set routine.....but if I wake up late or have a bad thought or something goes wrong, the entire day is completely shot. Anything my boyfriend says wrong, I have a meltdown. And it makes me so incredibly sad. He is a human being and will not always be just perfect and I feel like even though I tell him he is enough, my freak outs make him feel otherwise. :/",4.323386809269163,6.194251213903747,5.047401069518717,81.07972905525848,71.62032085561499,8.409126559714796,30.64848484848485,9.029198982220553,2.652688698752229,775,34,147,16,15,250,118,187,0.152,0.701,0.147,-0.0201,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,4,10,14,0,2,11,0,19,2,1,3,4,32,29,21,0,2,11,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,3,4,18,7,17,23,4,21,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,7,7,97,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477444183698903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504792883821457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726599770480616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868949473875037,0.0720517480161612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717816791535531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622723801455929,0.0,0.0,0.11996739018385995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095649069994195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212901887724273,0.0,0.15613590757547438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952783273747958,0.08443990636850539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434807190823198,0.0,0.0,0.13031252636150562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588122797064213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922490690382017,0.124881540031321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495793850306959,0.0,0.13333127895613492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057745046877416724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779472962809954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009329489621421,0.08989408712131704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320499526963277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806977883453594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399493831583823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198753387916072,0.11689978046414665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471301772568424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886937731826257,0.0,0.10330932161733546,0.0,0.13516848395192627,0.0,0.07852478451042258,0.0,0.23225575609962976,0.09383515520489034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024795297996867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876384338612346,0.0,0.0,0.10627322986558436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604876864130187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845956381314505,0.0,0.07611494403941033 autism,Xirokami,2019/04/13,I looked at a few posts here And I don’t know how to get rid of them now. I didn’t subscribe to this page. I want out.,-3.3501724137931035,-1.8367481724137955,-0.5556034482758605,111.95900862068967,99.6896551724138,2.9000000000000004,10.698275862068963,3.1291,-2.3728,89,1,28,0,4,30,24,29,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,5,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327478244581609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444740604183881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263559282007363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003031800218114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697041383704793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,i-diogenes,2019/04/13,"An outlier of outliers, apparently. ⚠️Rant, and possible trigger warning! ⚠️ im sure there a few people here that may be like myself but...well. i hate the two sort of representations autistic ppl get in media; either ""low functioning"", or very ""high functioning"". ""low functioning"" autistic people are nonverbal, ""empty"" and distant. ""high functioning"" are constantly seen as wanting a job, friends, want to meet and reach out to other autistic ppl because they crave the idea of being able to relate to someone, and can live in relative independence. then...theres me. i dont want friends, i cant hold down a job, cant function, BUT I CAN TALK. and thats what matters. i cant drive, my mum feels that i cant be left alone for extended amounts of time. i constantly am between wanting to kill myself and others. if the whole universe were to never talk to me ever again id be elated. im 27 and i have no goals, no aspirations, and no fucking future. wheres my representation?",1.7811413043478268,4.561393353260876,3.5695304347826102,82.57981739130436,88.29347826086956,6.422260869565218,26.38173913043478,7.699297019823105,2.070592,763,35,137,16,25,254,116,184,0.122,0.769,0.109,-0.7566,3,1,0,0,0,1,44.0,0,0,1,1,5,9,3,0,7,0,17,1,0,2,3,28,26,12,1,5,4,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,2,2,15,4,18,19,4,18,0,2,1,1,7,10,1,4,8,87,21,3,0.14346159353078825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858294514503798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745285585399891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100620338839393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813591917188733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976922467983082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253849222774633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167614258003496,0.1326279315098935,0.07495276146092354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141638622666207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031501003066539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195067689107887,0.30992627829260244,0.0,0.28472699018456016,0.0,0.15871899763839056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558714411341589,0.0,0.0,0.07008808807414953,0.0,0.12667921542592098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064642505764803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989164109100736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173139120544028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155454264816945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521085410454728,0.0,0.0,0.2306179893029373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365360887537704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401411310947356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183708391764105,0.33846945930471745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016974586825933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheL0nePonderer,2019/04/13,"Looking for some insight on rectal digging and ways to reduce behavior. Hey folks, sorry for the sensitive material, but as I'm sure many of you know, sometimes a person with Autism will engage in rectal digging behavior and smearing for a variety of potential reasons. I have an institutionalized patient who is highly Autistic, and one thing that they are dealing with regularly with him is rectal digging. He will also sometimes put feces in his mouth. In a setting like this, I would expect the staff to try to determine why the behavior is occurring so that a plan could be instituted to address the issue. However, what I'm finding is that they have given up on the issue somewhat. It's my job to try to find the least restrictive alternative to institutionalization that meets his needs, and this issue is beginning to be a barrier to his appropriate placement in a group home that would be more appropriate for him. So, as someone who helps make sure that indigent individuals who need care get the help they need, I'm a psychologist but by no means an expert in any particular condition. I was looking for hopefully some insight into your experiences as to what has helped solve this issue. For example, maybe worked with someone who was doing this because he liked the texture, and successfully implemented an alternative that lessened the behavior, insight like that. One thing that I was considering asking them to do is to try installing a bidet attachment, that perhaps he is not getting fully clean and this is leading to the behavior, however he also loves water play, so that may be a recipe for disaster. However, in my limited research I've found that there are numerous triggers for this sort of thing outside of simply the area being uncomfortable for the person. Anyway, any tips or things to consider would be very helpful.",12.63886022514071,9.808533664634147,12.057926829268293,53.55198874296436,55.34146341463415,15.21425891181989,48.09662288930582,13.397384779245865,6.533919981238274,1494,75,226,42,13,495,176,328,0.055999999999999994,0.7909999999999999,0.153,0.9893,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,4,5,7,11,0,0,24,0,31,3,1,4,2,46,51,17,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,2,29,11,1,3,9,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,2,17,11,45,33,5,17,0,0,2,1,31,12,0,7,4,171,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379102361399936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392816843968121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957375053733755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242686810690809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441161693117536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176432639750014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557798524126052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017451701382267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719781904629404,0.0,0.0,0.1122849095947711,0.0,0.0,0.10700773824427738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745672631263585,0.10819950442804256,0.10272341228867296,0.1017140910095827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275487098753743,0.10162397836614323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628067008892288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009389186929176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719935852843862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242707291866437,0.0,0.0683580277070384,0.1038254751463774,0.10288243877138142,0.11155215850003276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278023449226017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387884040124097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883714982810206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029481633766688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052923144390292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735396592276254,0.0,0.20256794256053087,0.11463719144792685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303635252115092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721408710115401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858460125379089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449719214780692,0.0,0.08128657586360509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240714612928752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455412642490669,0.0,0.0,0.2182427716905717,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mekare13,2019/04/13,"7 year old hands in pants Hi everyone! My 7 year old son is a high functioning autistic kiddo, who is a great kid. Very sweet and making tons of progress in therapy. However, I'm dealing with a very frustrating issue and am not sure how to proceed. Lately, he has been putting his hands down his pants, mostly his backside, constantly. We've been speaking to his teachers, so I know he's been doing it at school as well as at home. I've bought new underwear, we gently tell him to take his hands out of his pants whenever we catch him and I'm not sure what else to do. I wasn't really worried about it because kids do stuff like this sometimes, but tonight he told me that another kid told him he was ""waving his diaper"" and it sounds like she was teasing him. He's finally beginning to make friends and seems to like the other kids, and I don't want him to struggle because of this. If he doesn't stop soon I'll probably take him to the doctor to rule out any medical cause, but I really think he's fine physically. Any advice would be *so* appreciated. Thanks so much!",3.789369158878507,5.121803766355144,4.844941588785048,84.14909462616824,72.0841121495327,8.714485981308412,27.860981308411212,9.188382445141503,2.2241971962616818,842,31,173,18,16,276,128,214,0.048,0.7809999999999999,0.17,0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,1,7,14,2,1,5,0,17,5,3,4,2,29,32,15,0,3,5,1,3,3,1,1,2,2,1,4,10,11,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,3,1,0,9,6,22,11,23,21,3,23,0,0,0,0,37,8,0,3,16,97,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266028700512923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762081717369027,0.13585317259711896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795507275802026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309206125449327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000649448029973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356891708766566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260840858829687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822933401722727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379850651953013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192478348087256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009642020268453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428384817124504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688545583485678,0.12995753714748612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522520355399914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120185273063706,0.0,0.1461474041109478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988692152670156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729623408556864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051635572938974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952402567232278,0.0,0.0,0.12512821222622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27189928089602744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968575877505274,0.0,0.0,0.13024187444914306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599672737123294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111991508537424,0.0,0.11794500927923975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813647022463076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083165389609609,0.0,0.13544246393769424,0.14831325547540036,0.0,0.0,0.2442143265557089,0.0,0.1948234338064572,0.0,0.11323966358864575,0.11927987474886853,0.14816120569641753,0.0,0.0,0.08301572648070225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759701303906026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137983297624108,0.07641684132091117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648846986948184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315727412528921,0.0,0.092034498196783,0.0,0.0,0.1668625932714498 autism,KatieKZoo,2019/06/23,"Could seeking a diagnosis negatively impact me? I'm 25 and will soon be turning 26 in the US. This means I'm going to have to obtain my own health insurance in the next few months. I have been asked by my therapist and a few people I work with in health care if I've ever been tested for ASD. I have been going back and forth on getting evaluated. My main fear is that my health insurance could end up with higher rates and deductibles if I were to be diagnosed. I also worry that it could somehow affect my professional career. I am starting to go back to school and have always struggled in the standard classroom. If I did qualify for some assistance, I want to take advantage of that so I can be as successful as possible. I guess my question is, as an adult will there be potential negatives associated with seeking/obtaining a diagnosis as an adult?",4.913,6.350777951515156,6.3640151515151535,73.92602272727272,69.48484848484848,9.863636363636363,31.32575757575757,10.125756701596842,3.3768484848484857,682,29,123,18,12,232,99,165,0.053,0.88,0.067,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,4,8,5,0,2,8,0,22,4,0,1,1,23,36,14,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,0,18,3,23,22,5,17,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,7,8,99,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942325692761735,0.12425879886819192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960819646329575,0.0,0.0,0.22965900839408415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225712715961034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576958716087164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157202288756486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226660838297982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508218307536388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804354932823298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802144669237733,0.0,0.2546118032446084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450949210760127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762088094809319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266974577037893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919788343166562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588196147927702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353018252803474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683529315193799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728953294394516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113513357229946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570018020497804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611751170870086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228143974994596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338960670704864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243374887012565,0.0,0.0,0.1796317854011581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808173428642943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871775996758236,0.15165708283735413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bbbbug_24491,2019/06/23,"My adjusting switch wont turn on... Lots of struggles and melt downs. ⛔ Possible trigger warning ⛔ . . . This is my first post so please be patient with me. . . . To give a little backstory, i have level 2 autism, intelectual disabilty with dyslexia and a language disabilty, adhd and ptsd, fibromyalgia and lymes disease, kidney and liver disease, and pcos. I have a lot of health issues. I have even more that stem off of the health issues (being caused by them) like depression, anxiety, agoraphobia, ocd, sensory processing disorder, auditory processing disorder, panic attacks/meltdowns, and paranoia with hallucinations/flashbacks. I use to have a heart disease but I literally grew into my heart. It was enlarged due to a genetic mutation. Im really the first person in my family to have all these health issues and be special needs, so my doctors have thought about getting a genetics test done. But anyway, i thought id get a backstory about my health issues as to why i struggle so much because they all kind of tie together and make especially my autism hard to deal with. . . . With all that said, the past 9 months have been a messy ride. I got a dds waivor since i aged out of services in my state, it gave me full coverage medicaid along with my medicare from my disabilty I get every month. So a whole world of help has opened for me and ive made progress with communication and my speech and getting out of the house and taking care of myself. But also in the last 9 months i have not been able to adjust to the sitaution im in. My oldest brother and his kids moved in with my mom and me. We live in a 2 bedroom trailer with two dogs. I have not had my room or bed since September....its almost July now. I have been having a lot of meltdowns becauae i havent been sleeping much. I also dont have my own space to go to when im overwelmed. Im not violent towards others when i have meltdowns. I hurt myself more but i also demand for my problems to be fixed but by that point, all rationality goes out the window, so I argue against all help. I know it makes it hard to deal with me when i have meltdowns. Ive also had a few moments where ive gotten suicidal, but im working with all of my therapists to get help with other options that doesnt require actual hospitalization becauae i spent 5 months in the hospital between 2014 and 2015 for two suicide attempts and it was more traumatizing than anything. Im not deathly afraid of anything except for my mom dying, bees, and being hospitalized in a psych ward. . . . Luckily, i move in a little over a month, but at the same time im worried im not going to be able to adjust to that very well either. My brother and his kids will move into their own place and my mom is getting married and were moving into a new house with her fiance and his kids. But her fiance and his kids are much calmer and quieter so im hoping that will be better for me, and Ill have a room and my bed back so im looking forward to that. And ive been wanting to live in this area that Im moving to for a few years now cause i really like the church i go to there but its an hour away from me right now so i dont get to go very much. . . . Does anyone have any advice on things I can do for myself to calm down a little bit and not have so many meltdowns? Cause Ive been having a lot in the past 9 months. Thank you.",4.215325227963525,5.291477446616543,5.365679091345385,81.79413053911375,70.77443609022556,8.005439129739242,28.585026395776683,8.332992426153591,1.9654690449528067,2622,96,515,39,47,870,293,665,0.094,0.818,0.087,-0.1727,0,0,0,0,0,3,81.0,1,1,3,7,27,19,2,4,33,0,55,11,5,8,6,100,87,55,4,4,18,5,2,2,0,3,6,2,6,5,20,50,0,1,6,0,1,12,11,9,1,4,20,5,74,10,91,57,26,81,1,2,1,0,30,42,0,8,29,366,94,6,0.0960009794102213,0.0,0.04684155379830461,0.0,0.05768726071671325,0.046905523003043056,0.0,0.0,0.04806555678329594,0.0,0.0,0.15354389710031086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03264197900640359,0.0,0.036720243241291764,0.0,0.0,0.03356305846878914,0.0,0.07900062624104742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509804015744953,0.03690941368982414,0.0,0.029260652999797576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424525324257495,0.052404102740142976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489396983193016,0.14792917581171358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897279438307806,0.041342751447205235,0.0,0.04981693001392031,0.0,0.11002543953892073,0.049130535168083266,0.04200555201053429,0.04912116638239488,0.11251243289079267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03170387074682544,0.0,0.04044248282070104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525058975979352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165838404421118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554792306637745,0.04604644357715613,0.10911913788453488,0.0,0.03839037654536141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085998021037505,0.0,0.0,0.2040891038097637,0.0,0.11376162282780646,0.09652114932731333,0.0,0.0,0.04767531693443843,0.04727081339719477,0.11077224090117196,0.051385516999062464,0.0,0.5703364238759875,0.20040016133357927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998512351350766,0.026379813820674832,0.03912680564968407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046901229343058966,0.14432730259688473,0.08477062363870154,0.0,0.04030832212004408,0.0,0.0,0.16323319933411776,0.0,0.0454192239622626,0.06408139921614486,0.048664962586214944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865278022036653,0.2298811975874112,0.2550846206205981,0.1411435317615531,0.035591754904342944,0.0,0.04635917206717942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631823238568299,0.0,0.0,0.0916437975842996,0.0,0.04191217614530495,0.050150295358390135,0.05269012341968248,0.04537597790072683,0.054113339936405366,0.04597120057661418,0.0,0.0,0.04592998604005714,0.05611000378806408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150068565575743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099215593794457,0.04565945771110013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941300221488319,0.0,0.0480351550847176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036106772689232,0.0,0.1050094898853152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03609039452359293,0.0,0.0,0.04419240185128834,0.0,0.05573226818505427,0.031889392481192595,0.0,0.0,0.07621405423825639,0.027989471556762967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052210749111558964,0.09377900739589616,0.0,0.0,0.04145701144495242,0.0,0.07921086204933613,0.028311932477879106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315820487196368,0.0,0.04331297596028945,0.05359083255944458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03494492818839379,0.04874682729475741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030910741612217955 autism,KillerQueenInHeels,2019/06/23,"I’d like to learn how to properly interact with a student at the school I go to who has autism If I say anything that could be deemed offensive in my post, know that I didn’t mean to offend and please notify on how I can change my wording, thank you very much! Hello, I’m 13 years old and currently in 8th grade, although I will “graduate” from middle school fairly soon since my school finishes on the 14th. At my school there are 3 bells in the morning, one at 8:00am signifying that school has officially started, one at 8:10am warning people to get to class, and one at 8:15am which means 1st hour as started. Well, every morning the students hang out in the cafeteria or one of the two lobbies before school starts, and I sit with a few of my friends at a table in one of the lobbies. Once the 8 o’clock bell rings most of my friends leave to go to their lockers, but usually about 2-3 friends and I will stay in the lobby, since our lockers are nearby and we have 15 minutes before class starts. After 8 is usually when the bus with the students with autism and/or special needs (not all of the students who have special needs go on this bus, as there is a boy with autism on my bus, but a great deal of them do) arrives, and the teachers who work with them bring them into the lobby. There is a boy who I will call O. Most days, not every day, O will come up to the table my friends and say hi to us. All of us usually respond with some form of hi, I usually just say “Hello, O.” Sometimes O will sit down with us, which is fine, and occasionally he’ll point at something ask us questions. A great deal of the time I unfortunately don’t understand what he’s saying, not the wording it’s just that it’s unintelligible. I still try to respond, though, smiling and saying “yeah” or “I know, right?” or “yeah, that’s pretty cool.” I want to know if there is any other way I can interact with him. I’m not sure if he understands when I ask him questions, he doesn’t always respond. But who knows, he could’ve not heard or just not cared to reply, which I don’t mind. Does anyone have any tips for going about talking/engaging with him? I only see him in the morning, but the teacher who works with him always tells us how much he likes to sit with my friends and I, and how much he likes us, which flatters me and I think it’s really sweet. This encourages me to want to get to know him more. TL;DR: There is a boy with autism at my school who I only see in the mornings, who often sits with my friends and I and he points at things sometimes and asks questions that I can’t really make out, although I do my best to respond to him. Does anyone have any advice on interacting with him?",6.821354380210465,5.463607690036904,6.9126896268962685,81.25612477791447,65.27306273062732,9.874648079814133,32.620199535328695,8.626192665926032,2.3163667350006825,2096,68,445,25,27,674,226,542,0.027000000000000003,0.805,0.168,0.9977,1,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,8,1,4,3,21,25,2,0,28,3,30,1,0,5,3,90,68,38,0,8,20,0,0,3,6,6,0,7,0,3,26,36,1,0,14,0,0,7,11,2,1,6,2,11,58,23,77,58,12,67,0,0,2,0,75,31,0,14,25,291,84,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055608828662498236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470230904472188,0.0,0.0,0.11609606512569105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958134770863637,0.0,0.046829584317644835,0.0,0.15960099430062594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684727352053794,0.0,0.05972035004764618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810837497466504,0.0,0.05802044459574272,0.0,0.0602000245459255,0.04902031241334655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087116374764062,0.0,0.0,0.07340057068530123,0.11733716655798065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995993390576166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589314664358348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637970850988789,0.0,0.059463082084155065,0.0,0.12936616103879606,0.0,0.0,0.1254802620626366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604189857921405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637290163115114,0.0,0.0,0.06025626038921314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340560747279685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037985841765718745,0.0,0.0,0.12397673787683965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057459813414762015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549950366248258,0.0843915886043882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971428814638208,0.06060406166063935,0.19280816498708075,0.08656062409972927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039452125042777175,0.0,0.0,0.06246675994340621,0.10759095385467177,0.0,0.054501142991379266,0.05789484295361061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124647742985876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291211934755107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485982381203101,0.0,0.2262735176300912,0.0,0.4031502147217417,0.09069496843379636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414806084681188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380976273136655,0.11256488917276428,0.0,0.16111617403404702,0.06065525415643285,0.04544597664213198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053634142088807985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973919665287765,0.05239228869856393,0.0,0.0,0.037806459647038826,0.03646368607826887,0.055910805266887915,0.0,0.033182909570221034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0386360945147448,0.0,0.055589836980169886,0.1184843172969982,0.4107124407349384,0.0,0.2506999336414381,0.04695420681722863,0.06713040603617007,0.045170100893856965,0.0,0.0,0.05116619678135395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285789816800998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664622040421693 autism,WiscoMick,2019/06/23,"Not safe anywhere. Moderator did not say what I did wrong in a post. I keep looking at the rules and can't figure it out. I'm guessing parents aren't allowed to vent about others taking advantage of their kids?? I'll probably never find out. So much for asking for advice when my autistic son got rear-ended and the lady left and feels 's' (maybe I can't say that word) and I have to watch him. Thanks for your support.",1.5226928104575137,3.8249072823529424,2.9474509803921585,90.75241830065364,82.05882352941177,5.189542483660131,21.20915032679739,6.42735559955562,0.3354052287581704,329,10,67,3,9,107,66,85,0.067,0.8370000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.3515,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,16,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,5,8,4,11,13,1,8,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,1,2,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178741502329712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084377118162924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747658016840136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273538834822258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378160526972044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832165876077674,0.0,0.2456158232513516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817729129896453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422469355095729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872304340077762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239935126777417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390141861030802,0.0,0.17196066964078946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475709429439257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135342624826824,0.0,0.24038883147303314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35461383783563105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530126197471373,0.0,0.0,0.16763834054020368,0.0,0.0,0.20527181840566572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437720038209197,0.0,0.0 autism,Chris3114,2019/06/23,"How do I go about getting my dog certified as a service dog? My Autism lead to lots of problems socially and I was wondering if anyone knew how I could get my 10 month old puppy eventually certified, because having him with me helps in socializing with others and uncomfortable social situations.",13.237169811320756,9.81937583018868,13.001603773584907,49.04693396226415,54.849056603773604,16.637735849056607,49.14150943396226,14.554592549557764,7.19202641509434,241,12,36,8,2,82,44,53,0.098,0.853,0.048,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,13,9,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,7,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243310368282024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161101220745262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547669256419488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427396181537,0.0,0.13202432262140967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557091891257756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749746001674334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854236875599912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376508910955424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228457491538745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611206276641109,0.0,0.7104172805207564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519249348758898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,learningtoloveit1,2019/06/23,"What joke or expression have you misinterpreted? And how? My example: If you dance with the Devil, you will get burnt. My dad was Smoking the Bear like when it came to forest fires. Playing with matches was the worse sin in my mind. I thought that expression meant the devil will make you play with matches and you will be burnt.",3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,3.4754838709677434,88.5498924731183,76.09677419354837,6.713978494623658,24.849462365591396,7.793537801064563,1.2940236559139782,260,9,51,4,6,79,43,62,0.23,0.6579999999999999,0.113,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,12,6,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,1,9,4,5,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138803435775589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23474108883729605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195056431326772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999117282170645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536656591826159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566945946970798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578758318574403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Artsy_joined,2019/06/23,"What do you think of autism being used as an insult? ! READ BEFORE ANSWERING ! Before you dive into the comments, let me tell you something: do not donvote or upvote based on weather or not you agree with the opinions expressed, upvote if the comment adds to the debate or has something genuinely interesting to say (e.g. ""I don't mind it being used as an insult, here are some reasons why.). Downvote if someone does not say something additive (e.g. ""You are all autistic"")",7.738588235294117,8.260937447058827,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,62.764705882352935,8.682352941176473,37.0,8.238735603445708,3.24069411764706,373,17,58,4,5,117,58,85,0.10099999999999999,0.87,0.028999999999999998,-0.7646,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,21,12,7,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,7,0,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684128822654904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894409529565791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136295015055896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858060330506426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165361206235954,0.0,0.0,0.22257496409474248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443032551361393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834207160674067,0.4999649563435751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892109104813434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871006583649714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739341767437803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953373077740984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AutisticGrape,2019/06/23,"Alchahol I have autism aspergers recently i was invited to a bday party by a friend and i tried alachahol and got a bit tipsy and i was able to talk to people and singing along to songs in conversations longer than 30 seconds something i couldnt do normaly I remember it all but it made me feel happy going back to the memory of actualy carrying a conversation. Does this happen to anyone else :)",3.7062030075187953,6.076586236842108,5.412706766917295,75.59394736842106,74.78947368421052,9.079699248120301,29.27819548872181,9.606745405546679,3.254524812030075,318,14,55,9,7,108,58,76,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9186,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,10,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,7,2,11,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,39,10,0,0.2595016464878612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144958493812635,0.2658901033126126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995407480684762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330858762756017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709163959226336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167803271166257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121182961631686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049032835485492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474807659168416,0.0,0.20754717262289835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947644897186725,0.27624432809983723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554673239413136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990576737021285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562265693948643,0.0,0.29396477864804704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977704556972672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085775936992806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761845838298078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Scruffy10177,2019/06/16,"Advice for an Overnight Summer Camp? I want to enjoy camp, so any advice?",0.07976190476190226,1.7984579285714304,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,112.57142857142858,1.866666666666667,11.809523809523812,3.1291,-1.5040190476190476,57,1,10,0,3,18,12,14,0.0,0.6940000000000001,0.306,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9082828040601276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160411218534394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27411741489057395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AUToBurner,2019/06/16,"Feedback from the community I've been posting/commenting a little here and there but I wanted to introduce myself as a 40yo who was diagnosed with ASD this year and it's been a very heavy but helpful learning process. It's very helpful to look over this sub to find some of the danger zones and exploitative elements to look out for such as Autism Speaks. I'm a very cautious and skeptical person to begin with but I do have my blind spots and areas where it takes me a little too long to catch on to bullshit. To my problem: I have been trying to engage in Autism groups via Meetup and my first one went surprisingly well. However, I also have always struggled with having the people in my life (all NT) understand what I'm trying to explain to them. Now that I finally know more about what's going on, I was hoping to find resources out there to help bridge some understanding toward those who wish to make the effort. So one of the Meetup groups I found was for ""Asperger Syndrome: Partners & Family of Adults with ASD,"" but most of the information was set to Private. So I attempted to join (specifically stating that I wanted more info about the group before recommending it) and was rejected, but later found the person who ran the group had messaged me asking what I wanted to know. I explained it again and she seemed slightly short with me, saying that there was information in the summary. There's very little information in the summary, which is what started this attempt. ""Dr. Kathy"" who runs this group also links to a facebook page where she's shilling books and talking about starting a new ""membership site"" for families and friends of people with Autism. I also will note that she uses ""Dr."" in her title when she has a P.H.D. (but is not a physician as far as I can tell) which seems deceptive in this context even though it's technically allowed. So I'm getting a very bad vibe from this and I would definitely advise anyone I know who brings this up to please avoid or be skeptical of it at this point. Am I being paranoid about this?",8.176285347043702,7.497318730077126,7.860281491002574,73.35083354755788,62.213367609254504,10.762005141388176,34.61709511568123,10.008157457239328,3.315343341902313,1642,59,294,29,20,523,202,389,0.106,0.794,0.1,-0.5079,2,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,4,25,13,3,2,21,0,24,6,0,3,1,61,57,30,0,7,8,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,0,4,32,19,0,1,19,1,0,6,1,8,1,3,14,5,30,5,58,39,7,44,0,1,3,0,36,24,0,7,12,214,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402015254272747,0.08330915826552114,0.1084816681361162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000732250479128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360014292961204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083597320293441,0.0,0.0,0.08519607302813052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162127558274436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612934593214086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877139184390654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967827478003453,0.1830185834747847,0.08516334755843596,0.0,0.21955624487854952,0.07735366868442263,0.0,0.052309382593461115,0.0,0.056901389696287566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013281130435108,0.0,0.0,0.09944329987837906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165072572466334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071881858294378,0.0,0.3010443171781428,0.0,0.08860442971849368,0.16815378782652066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683191857581597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669802628327716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568992007751815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388233660722145,0.1748445681736966,0.0,0.1099034066424294,0.09464723609204108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580281094873787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962068288172144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229381534910835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173311059817031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466879295007273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527895263442229,0.0804739171729606,0.08751065623959904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836892408890002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595193380851994,0.0,0.0,0.20846014930885126,0.0,0.08647288127840021,0.0,0.4130538617723944,0.17716286996513372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002130631238682,0.0928136889438441,0.0,0.0,0.11513485253880285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112348340365636,0.0,0.0,0.06447500185125067 autism,babyjone1,2019/06/16,Talking to parents about possible autism I have been looking into autism for about 3 or more years now and I want to talk to my parents about it cause they are my providers and pay for everything. I just worry that they wont take me seriously because they ignore my depression (unless its obviously serious). Also I have learned to hide many things cause I was made fun of for those things as a kid. Basically what I'm asking is how did some of you adults and older teens discuss with your parents about this and getting a diagnosis.,8.533529411764704,7.421155098039218,8.21501960784314,72.49958823529414,61.74509803921568,11.297254901960786,38.047058823529404,10.355215969177356,3.8097035294117654,428,18,79,8,5,137,74,102,0.11900000000000001,0.821,0.06,-0.7254,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,3,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,1,18,15,9,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,14,1,17,10,2,4,0,1,1,0,14,1,0,2,3,60,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690464267974662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173449078712472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198167702368723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774205400962208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822034593225046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650975115951008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597554984325668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542615439595538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382116757420935,0.0,0.18624273773852704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6119305779604146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070938934778203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811936812300102,0.29530183939433696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440839341032624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835088604058944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865560372179237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829663144585276 autism,CriticalCondition7,2019/06/16,"Just realised my partner might be on the spectrum. Not sure how to proceed. Hi everyone, I've been with my partner for 8.5 years and I just realised today, connecting all the dots, that he might very well be on the spectrum. This would explain a lot about his behaviour and our most serious arguments to date. I'm not sure whether it's worth possibly insulting him by asking him to get tested. Did you all find it beneficial to finally get a diagnosis? We were talking about having children soon, it looks like the jury is still out on whether autism gets passed on genetically, but if it does get passed on it would be worth having knowledge about him before having children. If getting the diagnosis doesn't make that much of a difference then I'm not sure if I'd like to make him feel the way it would feel for someone to tell you out of the blue that they think you're autistic.",5.7886921850079744,6.571796736842106,5.999043062200958,79.74057416267944,67.01169590643275,9.259117490696438,33.089314194577355,9.339509955726095,2.889112280701754,706,30,135,13,11,225,101,171,0.063,0.8640000000000001,0.073,0.3931,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,2,1,0,9,8,1,0,10,0,16,0,0,3,5,38,31,10,0,6,11,0,2,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,10,6,0,0,6,0,2,2,4,2,1,0,3,4,13,6,22,20,5,18,0,0,2,0,21,7,0,7,10,94,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113959771899812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846710590464874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773490078151658,0.0,0.0,0.13211769803756448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426139880476188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267321082652047,0.0,0.0,0.16538380280689147,0.13798680449749534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943864285400865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751579634955994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267794964085065,0.0,0.0,0.12835204816450307,0.0,0.0,0.201551617494279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32031749500721435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098270119478354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019964179328373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791913470147007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056742295356115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268714705964354,0.0,0.0,0.12134657000689596,0.13195726449980685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673755493173357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310497686577278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456873261545146,0.0,0.11983552916488052,0.0,0.0,0.13574307219406345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217411701021055,0.0,0.0,0.09722181547372664 autism,swervefire,2019/06/16,"how do you level up in autism is there any good way to grind xp? how many hit dice do you get per level? I'm kidding lol I just have been seeing people say ""my kid has level 2 autism"" lately and i think that's weird, is it a new thing or? maybe I'm just old lol it's a really funny phrasing to me as a dnd player and I dont rly get it",-2.6359263521288843,-0.9412859620253152,0.8033141542002298,102.09482163406216,98.49367088607596,3.3790563866513232,9.713463751438436,4.851557810540192,-1.9155924050632915,255,2,68,1,11,91,56,79,0.022000000000000002,0.77,0.20800000000000002,0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,0,8,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,5,13,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914615511465085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299708776896249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29419327656261224,0.0,0.0,0.2361481873581316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175971739709911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854443727635401,0.28285171016147226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719197568293515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954361171949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518917497862534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036615779201315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238974005980182,0.0,0.0,0.22435643256365165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704725434604214,0.1804038893869397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347882953360354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zoloftjesus,2019/06/16,"Reconsidering becoming an RBT, seeking advice from autistic individuals Hi everyone, I'm a recent psychology graduate who for a long time was planning on becoming an RBT (Registered Behavior Technician) as my interim job since it's a job that would give me the opportunity to work with autistic children, which would prepare me for a large demographic that my dream career of music therapy/music psychology research would be helping. However, I've recently been reading up on how people with autism are receptive towards ABA therapy, and the stories I've seen about how ABA therapy is a form of child abuse and how it has left many autistic people with PTSD and the like have completely horrified me. I was completely unaware of how the ideology behind ABA was centered around not giving the child agency, being founded by the same person who founded gay conversion therapy, etc., especially when they didn't mention any of this stuff when I took classes in careers in psychology or exceptional children. As someone who would never ever ever want to do any harm to any of my patients in any form, intentional or not, and if becoming an RBT is unavoidably harmful to the children, what are some alternative jobs that I can look for that would provide me the same experience of working with children w/autism that only require a bachelor's degree?",24.07113924050633,10.791010966244727,21.21836286919832,27.361974683544325,49.042194092826996,24.867172995780592,73.98227848101266,18.243605946275586,11.189393924050634,1097,63,157,35,5,368,141,237,0.071,0.889,0.04,-0.8097,4,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,10,4,0,0,17,0,20,1,0,5,3,35,29,15,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,7,14,9,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,2,11,2,32,13,6,20,0,0,2,1,17,10,0,4,10,118,25,12,0.0,0.1213607661815589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009173270645412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27861897947554465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118288794460372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33937197364130395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478821193304415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423461126079368,0.0,0.18530449224238416,0.0,0.0978746138929616,0.0,0.10019451523981457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461465093047772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651708487755384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865551901256504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30493279786112043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128862920201757,0.0,0.0,0.0500412852310058,0.0,0.0,0.0906458072423423,0.08601396051427375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384620222725173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899900636814537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790132483168834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202174904454662,0.08943642588975133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973318154769715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245600156776576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227114488363876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472973417856851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678715181025168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725587830555095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514070050392293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972675553522061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138015912601878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041485515032434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913801990661218,0.0,0.0,0.3638105672309365,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Leia1602,2019/06/16,"Where can I travel? I’m a 21 year old autistic woman and want to go travelling with my sister. I’ve tried looking online for autism-friendly travel locations internationally, but most articles seem to be travel tips for parents of autistic children. Are there any countries, tourist spots or towns that you’ve been to and recommend for autistic people? I understand we all have a different range of sensory processing issues, but I have not travelled outside my county in years and don’t want to miss out on this particular 20s experience. Also, any travelling tips for an autistic adult in general would be great.",9.2588379204893,9.542331963302754,8.92435779816514,63.436200305810424,59.642201834862384,12.03730886850153,41.10244648318043,11.538034831475384,5.195035474006115,500,25,75,13,6,161,80,109,0.018000000000000002,0.872,0.11,0.8738,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,17,7,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,6,0,7,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,15,13,2,16,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,3,3,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276392279876772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32783828156080536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518411436824355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357886584745163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623108148828232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699165820508533,0.0,0.0,0.265753409298652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515887766150002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241743084636893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529366036998166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676523957683136,0.0,0.0,0.16711053295316108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943868311915146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365400694099624,0.0,0.0,0.25093676688675304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843496495538025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123173934404695,0.0,0.0,0.3104506748788612 autism,5secondstozerotime,2019/06/16,"Any other cubers here? (Plus a slightly serious question) I got my rubik’s cube a few months ago and I’ve gotten my average time to about 1 minute and 30 seconds. I’ve been using it at work in my downtime and at home; it’s pretty fun and it gives my mind something to solve while I’m trapped behind a counter. Also first time poster here, so I wanna ask a specific question: does a diagnosis from my weeklong stay at a psychiatric hospital count? The thing is, it was at least 5-6 years ago and my therapist and parents disagreed. I’ve never really dropped the idea that I’m autistic, but god it would explain a lot of stuff right now. Am I allowed to tell myself I’m autistic, or am I just latching onto this old diagnosis? I haven’t told anyone any of this yet, and I don’t plan to. I don’t want to be treated with pity.",2.539428571428573,4.106030270588239,4.2774789915966425,86.02294117647061,75.70588235294117,6.974789915966388,27.43697478991597,7.7094869923839395,1.6050504201680669,646,26,133,9,14,218,111,170,0.05,0.882,0.068,0.3892,2,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,2,1,24,21,13,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,14,2,19,14,3,21,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,4,12,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986632354638504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347191982396855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291202098551104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779272019995655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748946042078896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474224477910072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329390142803905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160433798161894,0.0,0.0,0.13473464842257796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898136953570958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017337181841049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432205783211594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009884650576865,0.0,0.1344649585089981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992847042570835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677279005927238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870573893771615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138666869586078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377432542570155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792122929277652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386583866549202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969046823222666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795583409234116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284896882964303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724342934612572,0.0,0.0,0.19559765325129144,0.11191883151461901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964633821852868,0.0,0.0,0.16097289651160748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549729292408714,0.0,0.0,0.09936339811784714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264252235328385,0.0,0.0,0.11967074700849717,0.0,0.0,0.10848416395922404 autism,AllDank,2019/06/16,"My parents Me, my sister, and some friends and teachers believe I have autism or aspergers, but my mom refuses to let me talk to a professional or therapist about it. I don’t know what to do because I really think the diagnosis would help but she wont let me talk to anyone. Any advice?",4.369736842105265,5.4359890877193,6.114868421052632,76.60282894736844,70.40350877192985,9.910526315789477,31.793859649122812,10.125756701596842,3.2956701754385964,226,10,44,6,4,78,42,57,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,9,6,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,0,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374190583568831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652220766859951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698842530061963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481070082443969,0.0,0.0,0.27373428655758153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877113672050886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285189829584407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335252259425438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968889647802673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845534435009713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697798710283965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564728780175102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905663241006044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820969000117624,0.0,0.15567984834684803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259280053742693,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Zussamen,2019/06/16,"My mum won't let me get a proper diagnosis My parents knew that I had autism and never told me until recently. They actually didn't tell my, my therapist did. The problem is, my mum didn’t want me to get a real diagnosis because it is just „labeling“. Sure, it might be, but I need actual help, and that's at least the first step I should take. I mean, they always forced me to mask myself as neurotypical, even though I'm really not. It left me trying to close myself off as much as possible and even recently I'm still fairly closed off to them for keeping something that has made my life hell a secret. Anyways, can I just get testing done without my mum? Could I possibly try getting her to allow me to take the tests? It's very obvious that I'm on the spectrum, but that's not a test or an official diagnosis. I'm tired of hiding it all away and I'm ready to get help",3.391076923076924,4.405770688888894,5.3466666666666685,81.39115384615386,72.66666666666667,8.871794871794874,26.62393162393163,9.265573868473778,2.1120213675213684,684,23,143,15,13,237,107,180,0.105,0.81,0.085,-0.7757,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,7,3,1,0,9,0,15,2,0,2,4,31,34,12,0,5,8,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,8,0,25,1,19,20,3,15,1,0,0,0,13,8,1,2,6,99,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.2674113878562511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400644868438167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872896531174652,0.0,0.0,0.08352233427127746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939436188185353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021267667586929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099263131469065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654385922693075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357920249496822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367490974812994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178415137694534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886588302487858,0.14010588257783052,0.09677689139650368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296457603370764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924818357003627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534997838994612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072090018034337,0.1015939887070352,0.10567348097831332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213759858354506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892492158223434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110369229078034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559516884153191,0.08777454189570659,0.0,0.27056917503131706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547990892914444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941938916222428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913387497005946,0.0,0.20603463602829805,0.0,0.11975609101845247,0.0,0.0,0.15908356977135088,0.0,0.0,0.13461535237861594,0.0,0.0,0.15747719531430088,0.0,0.13092254732014108,0.0,0.18604673829357565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305072545794632,0.08081428286305209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207640358418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,peachringqueen,2019/06/16,"HELP PLEASE. I’m afraid my boyfriend can’t handle my autistic son. My son is a six year old with moderate/severe autism and ADHD. He is amazing: smart, silly, creative, but he can be a handful—more than a handful— at times. Discipline is something I struggle with as it is often hard for me to discern what issues are just a kid being a kid and what issues are specific to his diagnoses. Anyway, my boyfriend of nearly four years recently moved in with us. I know he has good intentions and I think he genuinely wants to help with him. His idea of discipline is a lot more rough than mine, and in the battle of figuring out where mistakes come from he errs on the side of a kid being a kid. Therefore he should be punished like any other kid. Anytime I disagree with what he thinks or says, it’s like I’m a bad mother. He just distances himself and I find myself feeling torn. It’s like if I don’t do it his way he doesn’t want to be involved at all. It hurts my heart so much thinking that he won’t be able to handle it and leave. At the same time though, I want what’s best for my son. Any kind of advice on disciplining children with autism would be incredibly helpful. Anything, really. I’m just at a loss right now and feel like I’m letting the two people I love most in the world down.",3.6326115669401635,4.709198825095059,4.569637782669601,86.95484490694417,72.15589353612167,7.3619371622973775,27.15009005403241,7.669130373188453,1.4248752851711028,1013,35,211,12,19,329,148,263,0.11800000000000001,0.701,0.18100000000000002,0.9435,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,9,19,2,2,15,0,24,3,1,2,1,47,39,13,0,7,6,4,4,4,0,3,1,1,0,6,12,15,0,3,10,0,0,2,4,8,0,3,0,5,23,11,34,28,7,26,0,2,0,1,32,16,0,5,11,137,35,0,0.1301689246229583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643775174108884,0.1271995666230354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177038664852469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071179338535219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868561490055634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660425560733788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212900261840113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211871845796508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163463885587132,0.09299270575962236,0.0,0.0,0.11897203889648153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917951815093896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660578867972166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425080241714184,0.2617484589947974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934852602661138,0.14694487168335926,0.0,0.27172507671606083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355509040610118,0.07153743676130649,0.0,0.0,0.13783009626673826,0.0,0.13310654464144106,0.0,0.2543758459377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066496482964433,0.1174825366063469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834896667940988,0.09568913702630198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659038962180553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902427425374511,0.0,0.0,0.14288639024157238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338954627927671,0.0,0.1285261093690958,0.0,0.0,0.11116355039708566,0.0,0.10351555345824948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470538337126181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021039765302413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608082271950794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502209727227424,0.12789030753832764,0.0,0.15180509347681936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715612507212146,0.0,0.15657718904445836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303310129094964,0.10332203350098887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246826932325013,0.0,0.0,0.16764903940270184 autism,gatoradepasta,2019/08/11,My first day volunteering for a summer camp with autistic and special needs children! I have some experience but not a lot. Just wanna make sure these kiddos have the best time possible ❤️ does anyone have any tips? Advice? Stuff they wish their kids’ counselors did?,3.095446428571428,6.221216937500002,3.0634523809523806,85.3125,87.95833333333334,5.242857142857143,21.44047619047619,6.868970318607317,0.9198476190476188,215,7,36,3,7,65,45,48,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.9431,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,7,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399093322084483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067277620077955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605311108060167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942488600351504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808264204148836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453685548944067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742722899470474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849704061639015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383750023173047,0.0,0.0,0.1871605010372656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790340916944566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160942157688047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209760352214994,0.0,0.0,0.2642614310867901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349591564512034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224312147132001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,tempalt01,2019/08/11,"Please be careful, there is a fake post incoming. I am in a group who has stated that they want to post fake pictures of a autism server admin. Please don't give them attention as they will try to make the autism/asperger community angry to make drama and get fame and recognition. Thanks for reading, An intern.",5.82279661016949,7.008243101694918,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,67.13559322033898,9.289830508474578,28.309322033898304,9.516144504307137,2.4956067796610166,249,8,45,5,4,79,48,59,0.142,0.659,0.19899999999999998,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,13,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618519331536583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418134851859753,0.24637156908615065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428676277172914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638371771534694,0.0,0.0,0.4919379625858217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25689619693139193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364515159035884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436846802335107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514830394392648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GoodCook10,2019/08/11,"Gluten-free recipe Chipotle Lime Steak Salad - can be made casein free - GFCF Since many people with autism are on a gluten-free diet I thought I would post this recipe. This grilled steak salad is easy and you can substitute chicken breast if you don't eat steak. To make this recipe casein free skip the feta cheese that is sprinkled on the salad. [https://www.easygfcooking.com/blog/2019/8/10/chipotle-lime-steak-salad](https://www.easygfcooking.com/blog/2019/8/10/chipotle-lime-steak-salad) https://i.redd.it/np7zcabvgwf31.jpg",15.411833688699353,21.126078029850767,5.0503198294243115,75.90208955223882,52.28358208955224,5.619616204690832,21.51172707889127,6.868970318607317,0.553701066098081,456,8,53,3,7,96,48,67,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,6,1,2,0,7,11,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39731182635533707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674040412278018,0.2591828193619676,0.3936593882632347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691874794159744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718690765385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211928275571421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30825440290168443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758260625196888,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,floexy,2019/08/11,"Can't find a job I'ts been 4 years since i graduated and i still haven't found a job that fits me. I have had a few different jobs in the past but it never worked out, while i even have a job coach to help me. I really don't know what to do anymore....",1.560263157894738,1.9287095438596469,3.6306578947368418,94.41335526315792,76.3684210526316,7.805263157894737,19.513157894736842,8.07648339933343,0.2254947368421049,192,3,52,3,4,66,41,57,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.5499,5,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,4,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,34,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974029758610301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796368568792986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146988993715886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192704529828171,0.0,0.0,0.2182467930260409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341825019836726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7901010902712203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939204386941093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351874617856512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900146527539947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751579197994056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465526787159673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896067089203272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490993542957453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818093506898268 autism,Staragox,2019/08/11,"I Can't Write a ""Short"" Message. I Always Considered This a Symptom of Autism? Even if I would die from it, I usually can't write a short message. I have to explain my reasoning, my logic, my every thought process for everything I say in the message. I have Asperger's type Autism, so it might be the Aspergers, since I read that being ""detailed oriented"" to the extreme is a symptom of what I have. I am also fanatical about the literal use of words. God forbid, someone doesn't get the dictionary meaning of the word right in my presence. But what I wanted to ask, anyone else have the same problem and is it mainly (as I suspect) an Asperger's Syndrome related issue, the inability to write short messages? And the ironic thing, when I'm stating I have a problem writing short messages, this is one of the shortest messages I normally write. Can't really think of more to add to the question.",6.565964912280703,6.7448217660818734,7.364380116959065,72.7206052631579,65.25730994152048,10.348771929824565,39.322222222222216,10.125756701596842,4.21160538011696,706,38,123,15,10,236,98,171,0.10300000000000001,0.883,0.013000000000000001,-0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,17,0,17,2,0,2,0,29,26,8,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,18,0,18,21,3,10,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,3,2,91,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286946850560542,0.14865436606040225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491896885294715,0.18305204470619896,0.0,0.0,0.16701729077633815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541455435431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924241871508073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799922364117699,0.0,0.15052362574504274,0.0,0.1605626160135102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093339295106769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864682678951496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946064838462924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895235676910498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504290148351762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106051405310002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418953311951364,0.0,0.0,0.20013326778333124,0.0,0.17870225781687096,0.0,0.11445027042172926,0.1836859758210027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256946429924062,0.0,0.1420727610925476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778436177717488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137287948651418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713796388837714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186897204199049,0.1144742127804048,0.0,0.14183124992019014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429961861920627,0.19676204351708967,0.0,0.10537470578433004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691061292061825,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RNDMJu,2019/08/11,"(tw?) Moving out tempoary or permanent? Calls, school, next year got another school in a different part of the country. (Where I'll live with my dad again No matter what, bc that place is expensiv..) Hello hello. I'm New on this reddet, but that dont change the fact that I kind of need an answer.? Rather desperatly tbh.. And I geuss the titel kind of says it All? If not. My parents (Mainly my mom, it's to an extrem part, where I barely can eat near her.) Are stresset me out badly. I used to live 10/4 order between my parents, but now back at 7/7, it's hell tbh. It's not like my mom is doing anything, she is the sweetest woman you'd ever know to be true, she just some what stress me out? Might be because she carries around her boyfriens energy, All well, we have some bad past. Idk what Else it could be tbh. My dad, he is eh, not understanding on anything mental health related, so he push a lot, and we dont talk so well. But he got the money, and he is the one that moved to where I'm going to school from next year and the 3-8 after that. So I have been thinking about moving out, just for this school year. But I can't seem to find any homes (Like, where there is other People Who can check on you at times? Idk what to call it. It's a thing in Denmark) that can take me in. Or, I found one, but it's recruierments is that you Can call you're doctor yourself. (I probs can, but idk) and it's p expensiv when I can't have a job and school at the same time.. So tbh. Idk what to do? Should I try and find a v cheap place, like, really move out? Or should I try and talk with my contact person about it? Neither do I know how to break it to my parents. (Mainly my dad, since I still want to live with him, next year). My mom Will probs be easy tbh. Since it wont be the first time I'll move away from her.",0.259765625,2.2019658619791684,1.982125,97.950375,84.390625,4.985833333333334,16.63125,6.124889420169582,-0.6223018750000002,1377,27,331,11,40,450,183,384,0.083,0.8690000000000001,0.047,-0.9402,5,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,2,3,0,1,25,13,1,2,16,0,36,3,0,2,5,62,51,24,0,7,16,9,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,2,29,19,1,0,9,0,3,7,10,5,2,3,4,1,38,8,41,35,11,52,1,0,0,0,37,23,1,9,23,216,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941444881111046,0.07619521361529892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959361902255004,0.0646869377997033,0.0,0.0,0.06827082378812006,0.05587462491370748,0.12134388289661135,0.04429569173960046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225961737649182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686955698623267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058016804418207835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759190857381253,0.0,0.07437534086549849,0.0,0.0,0.17032484012703045,0.0,0.0,0.07435407022753589,0.060701984850510995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572932944924396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328283339891363,0.06180850795779079,0.0,0.0796730301110284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041296991002368895,0.0,0.11623310561334915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723911723561971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288856133846995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210844553901903,0.0,0.0,0.15133808686603864,0.07986917456399541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650082196744634,0.0,0.1924926323397288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061776880709248486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322886893277518,0.0770857028038396,0.0,0.25531185389880473,0.0,0.3861550773525496,0.0,0.05387991182989302,0.0,0.07017996471934791,0.23183901561374495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984788849351955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420564593048238,0.1573774538474294,0.06936662363052118,0.05037651391471063,0.06344796319757824,0.1518381714762506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655083079657082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057785840418295514,0.0,0.3677024889502588,0.0,0.06615116161873624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021788667023288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803007752301335,0.0,0.08323710270184946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463476808219887,0.11681017462510088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827515978948972,0.04656056897091911,0.0,0.0,0.12711401253156562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866904511844292,0.0,0.0,0.07564645570441816,0.0,0.0627589206373284,0.0,0.0,0.042859488938992274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130668480915737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871745899733296 autism,KnownDiscount,2019/08/11,"People who use 'autism'/'autistic' as insults/derogatory terms are, at least, in great part responsible for the anti-vax movement. And they're complicit in everything that these people do their children",8.483645833333334,12.110860906250005,6.270000000000002,69.10833333333336,64.9375,9.266666666666666,35.666666666666664,9.725611199111238,4.423779166666666,167,8,21,4,3,48,30,32,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711257196122652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552701068617746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471760374722637,0.0,0.5725640953852453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356649377157212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Domino_Dare-Doll,2019/08/11,"Just can't seem to say/do anything right today? Ever have one of those days where just...*everything* you do or say is wrong? Like, I don't know if I've just got the wrong end of the social-stick today but everything I seem to say is getting corrected and/or criticised. Well, corrected irl and criticised online, but I don't wanna start reddit drama. Either way, it's like...the world just seems totally on edge today? Or I've just become an exceptional idiot when it comes to discerning information? The slightest misunderstanding and everyone's head just whirls 'round like the exorcist kid's! Anyone have days like this? How do you not fixate on it? Or just learn to move on, I guess?",2.175529411764707,5.025464353846154,3.458506787330318,83.88708144796381,86.23076923076924,7.0588235294117645,19.95475113122172,8.124751697461798,1.4195113122171945,546,16,100,13,17,177,79,130,0.154,0.7659999999999999,0.08,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,11,7,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,4,32,18,10,0,2,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,1,3,6,4,11,17,2,18,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,8,12,59,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973273617198193,0.0,0.11737530746261556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752761555967434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286622495733035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839737567107229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126331042135195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902026573778747,0.0,0.13629252632403185,0.25637978233408804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452017398831205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407712736019032,0.0,0.15712700154001405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463832331633808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838770160025532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787343076354431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159695409488125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665222519660177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180832319204493,0.0,0.34028391354914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895448434858868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539700263017086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095680294839322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055999523401508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132159201877893,0.0,0.0,0.12824474456505588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118949220188011,0.0,0.0 autism,breadly__,2019/08/11,"I saw somebody “choke” an autistic male at a university in North Carolina. I saw somebody “choke” an autistic male at a university due to a supposed “outburst”. I have been at a loss for words recently, and have had a hard time tryin to find the right thing to say, or even to whom I should contact. Is this they way you deal with someone having an “outburst”? Sorry for the vagueness, but I have to start somewhere.",4.351054852320671,5.9180357721519,4.780443037974685,84.2404535864979,71.0253164556962,7.2919831223628675,32.154008438818565,7.793537801064563,2.202542616033756,322,15,62,4,6,102,52,79,0.11699999999999999,0.883,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,7,0,12,6,0,11,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,1,4,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33703252974673825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592268516151156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29879218840969124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928494720609719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227867475616674,0.0,0.0,0.2791815690696591,0.0,0.25997401607232146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27699198003835285,0.0,0.0,0.36595188427271264,0.2313904166544633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718620125897065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906253625322127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594880006012311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1971rk4262,2019/08/11,"Need help with 13y/o attitude Ok, I'm going to ask for a little help, which I'm not good at, I'm usually the one giving the help. Also, sometimes I come across the wrong way, so please do not get upset with me if I say the wrong thing. My son is 13, he is listed as high functioning (I think that term is no longer used, but I don't know the new term, but that's what the Dr called it), and a low IQ. He mimics a lot of things but doesn't really understand what's going on. Plus, he's deep in puberty, so there is that teenage attitude, you know where he is the only person on earth who's opinion matters, and he's in charge of everyone else. So he comes in mimicking what he's seen on tv, and what he's heard from the other kids at school. He's in a special school for kids with Autism, he's the only white kid in his class, which is no problem except he's coming home from school saying the n-word. I guess the other kids have accepted him and don't care if he says it. But, the thing is he doesn't know any better he will say it in the middle of wal-mart, or the mall, or wherever. That would not be good. He will start yelling at us, we are going to do what he says, or we are going to give him what he wants. Or we will get on to him about something minor, and he will bow up on us (throw out his chest and act like he want to fight, for those that don't know), I mean he will across the room and bump up against me, Fist drawn back. I have to make him back down, this isn't a meltdown this is him knowing exactly what he's doing, but I'm not sure if he understands why he shouldn't do this. If we get loud, and push back against him, he'll back down and go to his room. But he will spend 15-30 minutes talking in a growl, talking about how he is going to beat up whoever he got into it with. We can go back there 4 or 5 times before he gets quit. Again I don't understand, how much he understands about right and wrong. About why he shouldn't bow up on people, why he shouldn't yell at people, why he should do what he's told, of course we try to let him be as independent as possible. If he was a NT, I would know how to deal with a 13 y/o I've raised two of those, but not knowing how much he understands, I don't know how to deal with his attitude. Any help would be appreciated. Thank you in advance.",3.574108681245857,3.1835242803180925,4.743035785288272,90.92061066931744,71.60437375745528,8.37664678595096,24.122531477799875,7.908726449838941,0.8168558515573219,1775,37,442,21,30,588,210,503,0.073,0.855,0.07200000000000001,-0.545,0,0,1,0,2,0,67.0,8,2,0,4,23,17,1,1,23,1,45,2,1,8,2,92,95,40,0,16,23,1,0,1,0,14,1,9,3,5,30,28,0,0,16,2,1,14,18,7,0,2,5,11,34,10,66,72,5,64,0,1,2,0,83,37,0,13,13,255,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459919677734795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928581789901219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382756245753828,0.0,0.0,0.2624948798415211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809668128850296,0.0,0.0,0.060383361771675366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971603057839358,0.0,0.0696105353380192,0.0,0.0,0.17643764434961168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140776290772282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703469238168508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523933461079542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268270453861126,0.13099049229543658,0.2716143184999409,0.1145310404025425,0.05460545845042064,0.0,0.075212202065202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830521807273523,0.07213589491204933,0.06848502045396003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001756079808476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981543470953944,0.0,0.033355535431385364,0.06842911543993628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804464872489885,0.0,0.0,0.045573845547039984,0.0,0.0,0.07437108723656112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037941735273692,0.05062477288573199,0.0,0.0659400628988135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046264656108052735,0.10385186505822336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466606343970352,0.05961477325873452,0.0,0.07494504102457536,0.0,0.0769693866383267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532960002034095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261847287359699,0.0,0.0,0.043738476116270485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830616079573344,0.0,0.2714736297660688,0.0,0.20729271107267344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052561145610142315,0.06752535464159362,0.0,0.04832513437404103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434803058146953,0.0,0.0,0.10975312245885252,0.0,0.06285810612624455,0.0,0.0,0.13607589084858704,0.04374762596169453,0.0,0.0,0.03981148568147398,0.0,0.0,0.06523933461079542,0.0,0.04635399196405045,0.0,0.06669439261461257,0.3553814872356629,0.16425194641155472,0.058967359001053814,0.07519485894833565,0.0,0.08054029117142059,0.05419322320609103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464289357900996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550101432724533,0.2239427692383086,0.0,0.0 autism,bxkrish,2019/01/24,"Regarding BAER test I need some help in making a decision for my 3.5 yr old son who is advised for BAER test. This involves IV and Anasthesia and it will help diagnose if he has any hearing loss. My son was diagnosed with Autism when he was 2. Since then we have attempted Audiology test twice and he doesn't want to co-operate. The Doctors, the small room kind of scares him. Hence they are recommending BAER test. In a normal day my son doesn't seem like he has trouble with hearing but at times he doesn't turn up when you call him and we were thinking he is doing selective listening as he is more interested in what he is currently doing rather than focussing on what I want him to do. Also last 18 months he is getting ABA, speech therapy, OT, special school with extended day. On top of this he gets screen time and we speak to him all the time. But he hasn't picked up a single word. He does make noise and the same noise when he wants something or frustrated or sleepy or hungry or thirsty. We just have to try all the options before I guess the right one. So my thought was and only because I have seen many gifs and videos on Reddit when the kids are so happy to hear their first words by using a hearing aid. I was wondering if my son also falls under that category (somewhat) and I will not be doing justice if I do not offer him this benefit of doubt just because I feel it will be painful for him when he undergoes the test. I request parents of autistic kids or kids who are now adults with autism, based on your experience what may be going on with my son, why is he not able to speak or imitate words. Will this test lead me to somewhere or is there another test that can be done to see why there is no speech? He does understand few words like shoes, jacket, cap etc but I am not sure if he understands them as objects with the sound of those words. If I ask him to bring the 'ball' to me he never takes those instructions. So my concern is if he never hears or understands the word ""ball"" or ""bring"" or ""here"" then how can he speak those words.",6.420019810697777,5.672703527845037,6.4742207792207775,82.08189247193485,65.77966101694915,10.124103015628439,31.605657054809605,9.457814108942452,2.477480387409201,1619,53,343,27,22,516,208,413,0.076,0.867,0.057999999999999996,-0.4246,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,4,2,3,5,18,14,1,2,15,0,44,6,1,6,5,84,76,43,0,12,26,6,1,2,0,5,5,12,1,4,16,19,0,0,9,3,0,5,11,6,0,3,8,16,36,8,40,59,9,41,0,1,3,0,65,16,0,24,22,218,52,12,0.09654010441531237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544061732438925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565058150365329,0.10123071696622332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025196567216542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769990319744257,0.0,0.0821485183427594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857824043878556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452076156861093,0.0,0.0,0.19597234765661745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881288762355972,0.16896579189224614,0.09879404482520167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766773564717833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094434746711831,0.0,0.0,0.0488135774979599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821169634981295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100876440022265,0.0,0.05486596610680132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063498090410765,0.0,0.0,0.10276873630604724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440385699856538,0.0,0.12941759402304145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053166275702667,0.0,0.07869307013457326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943292371765812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888253868683486,0.09787651330857668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705739029798149,0.0,0.0,0.07158326416873279,0.1489153600674867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458880492201596,0.0,0.0,0.101302599790331,0.0,0.0654180732293557,0.07342309967156017,0.10272547768134636,0.0,0.10719636120211104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244472168450794,0.0,0.0,0.09665348607711097,0.0977037396984886,0.07692996412955001,0.08788648526695142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798589719902586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432128890167257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098790590622573,0.0,0.07258614395607962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040202295243644,0.0,0.0,0.06185900079076695,0.0,0.07664205927145125,0.16887993371856894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655443938391105,0.10500791141501463,0.0,0.3015049600979531,0.0,0.08337965379583165,0.0,0.0,0.17082556455602446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742248567642866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469362511326563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Desireoftheunknown,2019/01/24,"Trouble communicating with my sister I[21F]have autism even though I'm on the higher end of the spectrum. Today my sister[23F] and I got into a fight because she wanted to go out but my phone was charging and I tried to explain that I needed my phone to distract me and to keep me from getting over stimulated. She then brought up her problems with me; According to my sister I'm too quiet, constantly look mad, and don't behave like any other person She's ever met(I'm not sure what this means). I just want to be myself around her but I don't know how to talk to her and when I try she talks over me. so, I just sit quietly and listen. Can I do anything? How can I present more normal? Do you have anything simular with a loved one? ",2.021632653061225,4.339498918367351,3.323156462585036,88.69208163265307,80.22448979591837,5.552653061224492,24.08571428571429,6.742157984588678,0.8480497959183673,579,21,115,6,15,188,96,147,0.133,0.8059999999999999,0.061,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,11,8,2,1,4,0,9,1,0,3,2,31,25,14,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,12,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,4,27,3,20,21,1,17,0,0,1,1,19,7,0,0,8,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591648828795366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32894720289863205,0.17792410186431426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183713493488454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598534142538733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702293543672906,0.0,0.0,0.13201034092321293,0.18079124327406326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442231557426243,0.0,0.1135890843456939,0.0,0.15985198578413765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765107038376787,0.0,0.0,0.10984173647966528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764497409066324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783803427669838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803878697797686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177138754449566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819892928841233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582733163817148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543512609105274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451625090067185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912458312792445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837238550218754,0.0,0.0,0.3212912237883073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636842043698327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945065008754947,0.0,0.0,0.2713932956428953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577359928355396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KallisteDia,2019/01/24,"I don't have much experience with autism. However, the guy I like just told me he has autism. And it totally surprised me. It doesn't make me like him any less. But I little bit confused, as I really couldn't tell, but that might just show ignorant I am. I have known people with autism, among them was my first boyfriend's younger brother, he was non-verbal. I just would never have guessed it in a million years. I'm really into him, so I really want to understand as best possible. I know he was diagnosed in his mid 20s. Some other background info, he is a dry alcoholic. He quit drinking pre diagnosis. He is mid 30s now, and hasn't touched it in 11 years. He is quite popular and well liked, but has a tendency to just dissapear from parties.",2.472944015444014,4.641702182432431,4.080154440154441,84.63878378378381,77.85135135135134,8.282625482625482,26.11196911196911,9.04235418022936,2.240042857142857,585,23,119,15,14,195,95,148,0.027999999999999997,0.7879999999999999,0.185,0.9735,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,0,1,4,0,18,3,0,1,2,28,25,9,0,3,7,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,4,2,0,0,5,2,1,2,4,1,17,7,12,18,6,13,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,4,8,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899835917926988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026374163808415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559266606211733,0.0,0.19307387801088305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949854553438135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324520748440694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299277051456993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042811588338295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481969031856755,0.17510883429770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719187409464428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919923515279075,0.1772496843959556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804843140217547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876093990530696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000474966857978,0.0,0.13639725634495636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260519341670588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993712676553399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762024780068768,0.0,0.0,0.3398830032096732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457428007757207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689873001517262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184106592779143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431043203987646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900896202608047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256288287180567,0.0,0.0,0.22777059211784198 autism,amethicc,2019/01/24,"UK diagnosis process? So I've been diagnosed with dyspraxia recently and I'm waiting for the report to show to my GP. The psychologist who assessed me for dyspraxia also noticed quite a few autism traits in me (as did my college as they recommended I was screened for ASD in the first place and set me up with the psychologist) so gave me the AQ10, I got 8/10. She told me in the report she's recommending autism investigations and diagnostic testing, since a psychologist cannot diagnose autism, only a psychiatrist I think? Anyway I've read horror stories about how it's taken people up to 2 years just to see a psychiatrist to be assessed, I hope that isn't the case with me. I want to have a diagnosis by the time I go to university if possible (September this year) so that they can support me not just for dyspraxia and OCD but for autism too (if that is even the case, it seems likely though). Obviously though I want to be realistic, but I would like to know if the process really is this long? Just to help me acclimatise to the concept of another round of testing for yet another mental or neurological issue. Many thanks.",6.052478405315617,6.995304762790703,7.303471760797343,70.05308139534884,66.48837209302326,11.166112956810633,33.49667774086379,11.062562989136584,3.935458471760796,904,39,167,27,14,308,121,215,0.011000000000000001,0.897,0.092,0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,15,5,0,0,16,0,12,3,0,1,1,27,28,19,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,3,22,5,31,18,1,15,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,6,9,116,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726151096207675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337372781474717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32304067312351475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510824775931056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536154197517514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044101800407532,0.0,0.127276105864995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666593319707407,0.0,0.0,0.15805858736824355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609730383288293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745733380791093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554922448862213,0.0,0.0,0.140830915838492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133957224203108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037230056754706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117811575814685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210305832651222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032530679248627,0.0,0.1662639149593457,0.0,0.0,0.17940264728366065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692614017627207,0.15917970144347054,0.0,0.10194700446664072,0.0,0.15712823046247198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681129604735086,0.14487201739728287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163947044145097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058636959695867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651163449274848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196833121176632,0.31270187536900057,0.0,0.09279385266655484,0.0,0.0,0.15206187612222982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772582295666604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304610093630653,0.0,0.0,0.2049575532114709 autism,watashiwanoodl,2019/01/24,"big news! after two years of no luck, i’ve finally found a psychologist who will assess me for autism!!!!!! i’m really really excited!!!!!!!!!!! the downside is that it’s going to cost €600 and i’m on disability and moving houses really soon. i have no idea how i’m gonna come up with the money. 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I'm not so much asking for personal opinions regarding this, but, rather, some actual data about how I can expect strangers to react to what I seem to be becoming. It is clear that there is some point at which human reactions begin to change from, ""This person is weird and should be avoided,"" to, ""This person is weird and must be punished."" I very much wish to avoid the latter, for reasons which should be obvious. These types of reactions, of course, will vary not only between individuals but also depending upon location, but, as social behaviour of this type is almost entirely foreign to me, any data would be most helpful. Over the past few years, I've found myself trapped within something of a positive feedback loop between social isolation and eccentric behaviour. I've also moved to a rural area in which many of the residents seem rather sheltered. The reactions I've been receiving are beginning to scare me—not because I care if someone thinks I'm a freak or something, but, rather, because I'm beginning to sense genuine hostility from even random strangers. I don't even have to *do* anything to attract it; my appearance and mannerisms alone seem to be sufficient. I went to buy groceries a few days ago and noticed that the woman two places back in line spent the entire time—a period of several minutes—wearing a glare so rife with consternation, an observer would have thought that I had just consumed a live kitten right there at the register. I've overheard exclamations of shock and bewilderment on numerous occasions. Two different people have called me a freak to my face. I don't particularly care about any of these incidents in and of themselves, but the apparent consistency of them has me beginning to wonder whether there are things I *should* be concerned about. Thank you. 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First time here. I got the report back from the school psychologist. My nugget is on the ASD spectrum. We've suspected as much for awhile so no surprises. I guess my question is there anyone on the spectrum or parents of ASD kids that can tell me what was helpful for you or any books/reading materials? No fear mongering please. We choose to take a positive approach to this. Basic info he will be 3 soon. 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He’s four years old and on the spectrum. Nonverbal. He gets 25mg of trazadone and 2.5mg of melatonin every night. He has no trouble falling asleep. He’s usually out by 7:30. But he wakes up at least once a night, every night. Sometimes we’re lucky and he falls back asleep right away. Other nights are like today. Sometimes he falls back asleep after three or four hours, but then that makes it incredibly difficult for me to get him up and ready for school. His sleeping patterns are affecting the entire family and we’re miserable for it. My husband works evenings and gets home from work at 12:40am. Our son waking up prevents him from going to bed. He and I haven’t slept together in the same bed at the same time in months. My son already has black out curtains. We’ve tried white noise and weighted blankets. They’ve done absolutely nothing. I have a red nightlight arriving today. I’m hoping that it maybe does something but I’m not holding my breath. I’m at my wits’ end. What else can I do?",1.7120093457943923,4.289617995327107,2.3605495327102797,93.38491775700935,84.0,5.2931588785046735,22.578691588785052,6.742157984588678,0.6045964859813098,857,30,175,10,25,265,135,214,0.06,0.866,0.07400000000000001,0.2048,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,6,0,11,10,9,2,0,25,22,14,0,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,11,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,3,3,4,14,3,26,19,3,36,0,1,3,0,18,15,0,4,18,90,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126777521064807,0.0,0.1397127593450397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189504110359026,0.19470424498140967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079367662094908,0.12956179273754226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576298406875054,0.0,0.11213524913104714,0.0,0.0,0.08362200316461138,0.0,0.21334186310711206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935277525924425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645854299697993,0.0,0.07195305083066171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848612662993599,0.0,0.126996040913971,0.1257482259942867,0.12468130907610965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061853247823724415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451042162701468,0.0,0.12719264394004354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010556218074412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475244244020855,0.0,0.1214817760125028,0.0,0.13285159506356164,0.1348311519549478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897525959935464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081207471775439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813193036984774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472970911902284,0.0,0.2533946673315315,0.0,0.0,0.09746740753152316,0.2504329455974738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382491866012274,0.0,0.2400151798770639,0.0,0.0,0.08595709574110293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943851254221146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417187885738204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843412067183994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153004891922214 autism,bdt89,2019/01/24,"Participants needed please! Hello, I am looking for some more participants to help out with my dissertation project. I am studying emotional response in the Broad Autism Phenotype - if anyone is interested please follow the link to read more and participate! Anyone without a formal diagnosis of Autism can participate. Thank you! 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Everyone with ASD that I’ve met who watched the show (myself included) hated the way it’s portrayed, yet every review I’ve ever seen is “Oh Atypical paints people with autism so well! It’s such a loving, wonderful, accurate show!” Am I just a minority? Or is there genuine criticism that NT’s just brush off?",3.706666666666667,6.20739736507937,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,75.34920634920636,9.279365079365078,27.96031746031746,9.725611199111238,3.266631746031745,266,11,45,8,6,90,49,63,0.16699999999999998,0.688,0.145,-0.3783,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,2,3,7,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978773145874692,0.28996274439991465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640676279231154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559859950852053,0.2384362528597321,0.2704147117836508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587997285976263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554148503579606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619372586691164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246289745493081,0.0,0.0,0.2544473022451611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30689698380821223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,isa62442,2019/01/24,"Guy is in love with me, but it's not mutual I hope this post belongs here OK, so there's a boy in my class who's on the spectrum, just like me (but I haven't told the class yet). After a P.e. lesson, almost all my classmates were waiting outside the changing rooms for me, asking me if I was in love with that boy, and what I'd do if he asked me. Well, I like that boy as a friend, really. And I feel bad for him that he doesn't have a lot of friends. But I don't really like him as a boyfriend. This morning, I got a WhatsApp message from him that he wanted to tell me something, and directly after he wrote that he'd tell me in school, and I'm a kind of afraid that he's going to ask me to be his girlfriend. How do I say 'no' to anyone without hurting them? Ps. I'm sorry if there are a lot of grammar mistakes in this post. English is not my first language. 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I am looking for some good books that help explain autism to teens. Our 4 year old was diagnosed with autism level 3 today, and we are trying to help our 14 year old understand. We are having a difficult time explaining it to her in ways that she can understand, so We were hoping there was something out there that can help break it down so she can better understand her sister, and feel more comfortable interacting and connecting with her. If you don’t have any book suggestions, I am open to any advice. Thank you in advance! 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It's gotten to where we turn on the tv to pacify him if he's having a meltdown. I think it's therapeutic for him but I'm also afraid that I'm conditioning him to be a little tv addict. Sometimes he just watches and laughs and smiles and sometimes he plays with his toys and does his busy toddler business with the tv in the background. I feel like there's so much anti-tv-for-toddlers stuff and it really freaks me out that I'm ruining him or something. I don't know what to do, it's the only thing we've found that successfully calms him down and improves his mood when he's having a hard time. Any opinions about this?",3.1090176600441524,4.6274441788079494,3.9307450331125833,89.29338024282562,74.09933774834437,6.622737306843268,23.841611479028696,7.1686216300943375,0.7727081677704195,585,17,124,6,12,187,95,151,0.04,0.7809999999999999,0.179,0.9731,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,8,0,6,3,0,0,1,21,16,13,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,14,6,13,13,2,13,0,1,1,1,15,7,0,3,7,71,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104286330490826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481472479413022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316485797754815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694128675160017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788547190567108,0.13830151343420266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226263801140946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341959154603492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639260026336532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367391120919329,0.09457882794922703,0.1940291304639606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472351709763687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090451222696243,0.0,0.14231172608482778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40628256702399296,0.0,0.0,0.1472347475541649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240194094881694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903587914821406,0.38293307640018137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161548187864774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722663624214304,0.12404535365740335,0.0,0.0,0.11288452144372785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105715149256822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aspieneuro_throwaway,2019/01/24,"Thank you TLDR Thanks for all who are supportive of people on the spectrum, it means so very much. A few weeks ago, I had a heart to heart with one of my bosses. I'm on the spectrum, and some of the people I was working with had just been butting heads. Things were unclear, and they don't do conflict conversations very well. It caused problems, the job was ending. But I didn't tell them I was on the spectrum because there were some slanderous things said by team members. Half joking, off-collar, the kind of stuff we hate. It didn't need to be really bad <fill in your own example> for it to be an unsafe, unwelcome and unwanted environment. Just happened that fast. But then they started talking about trying to hire people on the spectrum, not knowing that here I was, with the condition they thought would be helpful. It's a software shop, so it makes sense. But then I had to tell them that no, you shouldn't actually do that. Because I'm autistic, and you guys are terrible to work with for someone on the spectrum and here's why. (mostly communication). And most people still think autism has to do with lacking empathy, or an ability to connect with others (seems I have the opposite problem, if so.) And my boss then tells me that his child has autism. And in that brief moment, I went from feeling alone to feeling understood. Many close friends of mine don't know because I didn't find out till later in life and it never came up. They just say ""That's Fred, being Fred."" or as my Mom used to say ""I have a Frank!"" All that to say, for those that work or live with those on the spectrum - thank you. Being around people who know that my flaws are a condition, rather than character, and who can understand that are so energy giving. And very, very, rare. 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I'm trying to help myself find the differences between selective mutism and nonverbal. I know that nonverbal can occur in people with autism, while selective mutism is an automatic reaction in people with anxiety, but can someone help me find more differences?",10.654822695035463,12.585623702127664,9.85191489361702,52.33333333333334,56.65957446808511,15.62836879432624,43.326241134751776,14.06817628641468,7.84297730496454,242,13,29,11,3,77,33,47,0.027000000000000003,0.855,0.11699999999999999,0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082560293143627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688470695388257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497628546279372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364941506000362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961108084840197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774615043812914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306605087153938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848270320437819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jeffiscool1,2019/04/25,"Social skills teacher gave me a referral for tapping my pencil on my desk. So, I was in my social skills class tapping a pencil on my desk when my teacher told me to stop, I didn't because I was tired of classes made to help teach special ed kids life skills not accommodating to things that could help them focus, such as tapping a pencil on their desk. It escalated after a while and my teacher, (who I will admit is somewhat short-tempered), gave me a referral. So, I don't spend too much time thinking about it at school, but when I got home, I told my mother about it, and now she's trying to work something out.",9.365365853658536,6.085632040650406,9.065788617886179,73.88063414634149,61.926829268292686,11.140813008130081,38.42113821138211,8.238735603445708,3.107794796747968,483,17,96,4,5,157,77,123,0.013999999999999999,0.9079999999999999,0.078,0.6191,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,4,9,1,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,15,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,9,0,20,1,16,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,7,68,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625686997767295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846404166355007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787708751876249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964402353058145,0.0,0.22421068133532931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788012180104374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150181761000464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431430849780193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262160867557728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557048377942198,0.0,0.17207807183087478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868743093581438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849801216011482,0.1432238022075016,0.0,0.0,0.13033741204203508,0.2569055320783615,0.0,0.4271694909628716,0.0,0.1517566914922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272659863667535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,banaynaboat,2019/04/25,"How do I date a single dad with an autistic son? Anyone here who has a child with special needs? (ASD in particular). My BF's eldest is a high-functioning autistic and it affects his day (and us eventually). There are days he's really exhausted and can't keep a conversation going. We just text a bit back and forth during daytime. Before he could still manage to call me almost every night, but it's only on weekends now when the kids are with their mom. I want to understand him some more. He doesn't tell me exactly how it feels like. He just tell me he's drained or he's upset. He still tries to be loving when we're texting but I can sense the lack of energy. We are in an LDR, by the way. Any insights on how to handle this situation?",1.6635320088300247,3.8059809602649017,3.6525562913907312,86.80541280353201,80.45695364238411,6.675673289183223,21.32494481236203,7.793537801064563,0.9511267991169978,579,17,120,10,15,196,105,151,0.076,0.825,0.1,0.5564,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,3,0,1,0,13,5,0,1,10,0,11,2,0,4,1,29,18,12,0,4,5,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,13,16,5,17,0,0,0,1,25,4,0,3,12,76,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202055545797148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040379347556694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408348017483074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745207572028246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317415893257395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093529252517866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580902732215452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310524681524454,0.0,0.0,0.2473394645272084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156658811511573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969599283517896,0.13699382117140774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898197623170534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260561739611035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704456448577293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368454994414753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307144123987264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245877138415572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421880657134306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995434630015975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584258823927246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284675983165473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554696492783465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062805485743155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33521445817859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301928696122967,0.0,0.0,0.19962956228744969,0.2306644081410513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310537866026026,0.1522106499093456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheBorealOwl,2019/04/25,"Talked to my step-mom about my Autism recently As a kid I was never tested. But things keep coming to mind that have made me wonder why not... So, now I know I'm high functioning. I get very rigid about the ways I do things and it makes accepting that other people's ways of doing stuff is valid... At least in the moment... Among other stuff. Anyway. So as a kid, once I figured out how I liked a thing done id never deviate. And when talking to my step-mum she didn't believe me at first about me being autistic. And I wondered why, so I gave examples of some of my more obvious moments... And then she said ""Oh, you mean like the Christmas tree."" Ah. Yes. Exactly like that. Because I'd always be the one to decorate it and never let anyone help me because if I did I'd end up redoing stuff. And in laughing about her revelation... and then I laughed harder because I realized why she didn't believe me. Her mum has severe OCD. And she inherited mild OCD. So my rigidity seemed more like OCD than autism. And seemed ""normal"" for her. And it also made me realise how fucking lucky I was to grow up with parents who never thought I was weird or difficult and supported me being who I was. They never questioned who I am or why I did things. And it let me grow up being comfortable with who I am. And yea, it's made the realization that I'm autistic a bit of a thing to get used to. But, thanks to them it feels more like a descriptor than anything. It has no internalized negative connotation. And I'm happy. I'm glad I got that moment with her. And I thought I'd share because I find it a funny and sweet moment. Thanks for reading <3",1.3701726370306415,3.6307850332326304,3.2493431160984043,88.61062235649547,82.35347432024169,6.320621493310317,22.750194216659473,7.554174236665415,1.0597690289167023,1270,44,263,21,35,425,162,331,0.051,0.7809999999999999,0.168,0.9886,1,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,2,1,14,22,1,2,12,3,23,1,0,7,7,62,52,33,0,2,6,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,27,21,0,3,14,1,1,3,10,5,1,2,17,3,44,17,34,29,6,31,0,0,0,1,26,10,1,10,21,188,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003742225286368,0.07287329276440667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061237734419113635,0.0,0.07207059769585203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355099077132347,0.0,0.0,0.19734457131830016,0.0,0.0,0.09561430550368424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544212203344534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962439892298389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756958350991555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428290743916525,0.0625669264178972,0.0,0.0,0.0800462223635549,0.07449521383522767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080965984190309,0.09151351499457627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004545444869963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932301763309782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058702799824099434,0.0925327189728816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784482561969991,0.0,0.0,0.0481314905874378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911227157641554,0.0,0.21393498964874008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486099749022924,0.05846010294402485,0.0,0.0,0.09539992431450196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843049018339656,0.10257223899687262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377341635333982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580947162329887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326947933280763,0.0593462440196104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972468477879295,0.0,0.0,0.060716708756543586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810926245614658,0.0,0.08760336004028214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647434830492325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833083119535493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945846593164065,0.0,0.09894008694778762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007732714587729,0.0,0.09938436000766077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078642608182124,0.0,0.1612631679814593,0.0,0.0,0.29092017185592983,0.0,0.0,0.13905693418215606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564070655351518,0.0,0.07226239136991995,0.0,0.1390333148088868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31610808308475946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899528101809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,meghank95,2019/04/25,"What are some ways teachers can be unintentionally ableist and/or problematic re: autism? Hello! I am a substitute teacher working as a one on one with a 6 year old boy with autism. I was told when I started that he was “low functioning” and nonverbal. I enjoy working with this student daily and have done a lot of research while trying to help accommodate him in the way he deserves. While researching I learned that the terms low or high functioning can be problematic. So I guess my question is, are there any other terms or things people (specifically teachers) do that we may not realize is ableist or problematic? In your experience. I hope this question is alright to ask; I want to make sure I’m empowering him and not infringing on his autonomy as much as possible. TLDR: How can teachers or one on one workers avoid being unintentionally ableist or infringing on student autonomy.",6.4048113207547175,8.444013333333338,7.166179245283022,67.2843632075472,66.61006289308176,10.331446540880505,37.778301886792455,10.504223727775694,4.570022641509434,716,39,116,20,12,237,98,159,0.09699999999999999,0.815,0.08800000000000001,-0.3296,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,3,4,7,0,1,6,1,18,0,0,2,1,28,26,16,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,14,4,16,18,5,19,0,2,0,0,14,9,0,12,8,85,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902718739147387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363050234234275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911764095976185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121405531663098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928165502856249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731969361670498,0.18493002500644654,0.0,0.1738454301925161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880522870442608,0.0,0.0,0.1168346550206346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866803817854516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183665753635651,0.0,0.4744225615504338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134456431510895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732132821130374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921499024511849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388795230345895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496479206441544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628292187537224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724976928182642,0.0,0.11883466481579047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323791004822894,0.2778631674259112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484953072517874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271432511996653 autism,WhatGred,2019/04/25,"Quick Aspergers Question I’m a 13 year old diagnosed with Aspergers, and I just want to know some common symptoms. I know a few but I wanna become as self aware as possible about some things that I can try and improve, such as knowing when to stop talking xd",1.2375630252100829,3.888183176470592,2.7533893557422964,88.29882352941178,89.78431372549021,6.0515406162464975,24.932773109243694,7.447530270364453,1.6490537815126056,206,9,39,4,7,67,39,51,0.053,0.755,0.192,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975842525514877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348414558490824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442448806273785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827404506857533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30376224290049714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30184353359465965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28109312855648383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252706733288789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800597415596757,0.0,0.216572173038683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900934217339648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293757013493195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892746817023154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351573961022776 autism,withanfnotaph,2019/04/25,"Awesome Nonverbal Interaction with Laurie Halse Anderson Laurie Halse Anderson is speaking in my area tonight with a book signing before the event. I love her book Speak and wanted to get my copy of it signed but was really anxious that I would get nonverbal from all the excitement. So I wrote a notecard that said ""I am autistic, and sometimes I become nonverbal when I am overwhelmed. When I first read Speak in 2002, it was the first time I encountered anyone who understood what it was like to not be able to talk. Thank you."" I tucked the notecard inside the front cover. I got to the front of the line and totally lost all my words. She read the notecard, said, ""Thanks for that,"" and was awesome about signing my book. I couldn't be happier with how all of it went down.",4.956920222634508,6.584558482993199,5.034063079777368,82.77294990723564,69.61224489795919,8.610760667903525,29.69016697588126,9.095868883498916,2.4983795918367337,615,24,115,12,11,192,85,147,0.063,0.77,0.16699999999999998,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,0,1,10,0,11,1,0,1,4,23,24,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,9,7,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,0,2,11,5,18,5,16,9,4,14,0,2,0,1,13,4,0,0,8,80,27,5,0.19360810315693391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187220482117564,0.0,0.13537528733994722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382493892069326,0.16474623587595358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293659072810853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230448603945345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484608653141524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458713967944347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134611523034025,0.0,0.174738872064156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873209925185112,0.0,0.12403030850114742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683312838235119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148336456858667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561485957294052,0.0,0.3564966586357949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289444190593058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419507545494385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947665130306126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375336415948344,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,blue_fox_87,2019/03/25,"Autism and friendships My 11 year old son was diagnosed with autism a few years back and the family as a whole has fantastic people around so he has a huge network of loving people around him. He is a very intelligent child so doesn't receive much help at school because of this but the school is aware he needs some different teaching techniques during the school day, for example he's slow when getting changed and can get irritated if he feels there's anger towards him therefore soft voice to remind him to change quickly. The biggest issue he has currently is being social. He is sometimes seen as arrogant because he knows he's smart and he will tell you. Or he will speak the truth and say 'no I don't like your new hair cut.' We are currently teaching 'white lies' but it has proven difficult because he will tell you he's telling a white lie so you don't get upset. Typing this now has made me realise why I love Sheldon from The Big Bang Theory haha. Anyway, friendship is difficult for him. He has a very best friend at school. They are a great team. But they fall out over everything. The big thing now is a Fortnite match gone wrong. Something to do with him killing a guy so getting the gear but his mate wanted the gear and now he's unfriended him or something. He has only just got this game back in his life after we noticed a huge behavioural difference in him so he does play but on limited times and days. It's not just falling out over online gaming but also little issues at school. I don't think it's as bad as he says it is but it's so difficult to see it through his perspective sometimes. Has anyone got any tips for my son that will help his friendships grow please?",4.120910565338279,5.808862930722897,4.317710843373494,86.85013438368863,71.80120481927709,7.3968489341983314,27.22706209453197,8.012643519586192,1.6324852641334573,1351,48,265,19,26,420,180,332,0.138,0.696,0.165,0.867,3,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,2,4,2,3,20,19,3,1,19,1,29,5,1,2,1,38,46,29,1,3,13,2,3,1,2,4,2,4,0,2,11,15,0,1,3,4,0,5,6,9,0,0,6,11,25,10,31,35,5,42,0,0,4,2,58,19,0,4,19,157,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621663555875187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481174087230995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664057494598016,0.0,0.0,0.16968612020842602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656975028042787,0.07957701121788921,0.17429401504168207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001837309217716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164344349585456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292971588619372,0.0,0.0,0.0967341699307883,0.0,0.1991501769424061,0.0,0.0,0.08340342819199183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565540641443202,0.0,0.08984655915793584,0.0,0.04818986920431384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363362532480779,0.0,0.1991750123486822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245075282722614,0.1050758381077139,0.0,0.0943684957608298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277639797855014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895061087707108,0.0,0.0,0.10544260711154116,0.0,0.05237800248783785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731785420796946,0.04656197962413355,0.09552222854782286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203581434366053,0.09018138800610373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006130054597677,0.07066861955883585,0.0,0.0920476864004914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850717012211954,0.10000822074876664,0.0,0.0,0.07248494683463141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214716118239625,0.0,0.0,0.10461800201931873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158323143886382,0.0,0.4822767228072221,0.07594700284875677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715305347672608,0.0,0.14674331916841407,0.18852128417497205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499064485136301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633174551598414,0.06106860652328119,0.0,0.0,0.055574031750156384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727581542794122,0.05621428869219796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599936216478067,0.10640639013623196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042027809716489,0.0,0.1227486222663756 autism,fflando,2019/03/25,"Sleeping arrangement issues Hello all, this is my first time posting to this community. I am a soon to be stepdad of a child (9 y/o M) with autism. He is a great kid with an amazing mom and we all enjoy spending time together. He and I have a pretty good relationship, studying science, playing video games and outdoorsy kinda of things. He is on the higher functioning end of the spectrum, but is not without his issues, of course. So, why I’m here: With the wedding around the corner, it’s almost fine for us all to move in together. I didn’t find out until after we signed all the paperwork for our house that he still sleeps in the same bed as his mother. I’ve been pretty cool about this, gently reminding his mom ever so often that this will need to change once I am fully moved in. (I stay at my house when she has the kids) Obviously, sharing a bed with a child that is not biologically mine is beyond inappropriate, let alone a child with autism. So here’s the rub: his mom says he likes me a lot and enjoys me being there, but that her bed is his “safe space” and that he “doesn’t want anything to change.” This has put me in a bad position because obviously, I am still learning the ins and outs of my soon to be step son’s autism, but also because we’ve already acquired our new home and at the end of May, my lease is up at my house. What in the world am I supposed to do, guys?",6.024999999999999,5.16483334397163,6.7221418439716345,80.35300000000002,66.6241134751773,9.363971631205676,30.50212765957447,8.447377352677275,2.0343174468085112,1081,33,228,13,15,358,157,282,0.025,0.828,0.147,0.9854,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,5,0,0,2,17,12,0,0,21,1,25,2,2,0,7,42,28,17,0,2,6,5,1,1,0,2,0,1,4,6,13,17,0,1,2,3,1,4,5,1,0,1,2,3,28,11,40,20,6,38,0,0,0,0,35,18,0,5,15,160,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118179722146325,0.11565292332354578,0.12322687264477528,0.08929974168974789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918920992612942,0.09940695093571313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323694878556836,0.13614184888628728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362569180022457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978069308549847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010088350113288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020612516905318,0.09498355505704467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366064820616862,0.0,0.12311282349401935,0.0,0.11056749269122647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201070706397284,0.0,0.0,0.3865447999827727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310184226965544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418666671861907,0.0,0.054554661492414495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493495222545274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923477257867793,0.0,0.23736785282259856,0.0,0.08279937084483988,0.0,0.1078483005506916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892128727819433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694573771244796,0.2272101592584789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225577805333077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988814104512885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880176429168976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234944936060804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902174057013433,0.17835418603328212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418632886080946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022738785474888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432117368323127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658638553471252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076174014369932,0.0,0.0,0.10764261999551196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,weemadrach,2019/03/25,"Time Alone I am 28 and was diagnosed with High Functioning ASD in December. Prior to this I was told I had Anxiety and depressive mood swings. I also suffer from sensory overload quite a bit, usually sound or when there is too much in my line of sight. I thrive on creativity but something weird happens to me. I can only concentrate on things when I am totally alone. Even if it is just my fiance and me in the house. Even if he is in another room, it's like I go into auto pilot and can't think straight. It's getting to the point where I wish he would go out of the house more so I have the ability to focus on the things I want to do. Not limited to crafts either, even just tidying up! My partner takes this personally when I ask him for some time by myself (he has ADHD and depression) and feels like I don't want to be around him anymore. I DO want to be around and with him, but I need the odd day or two completely to myself otherwise I can't focus on anything and my creativity dries up. Anyone else ever have these feelings? And how did you manage them?",3.90536098310292,4.752129336405536,5.386562211981571,82.21031950844858,71.30414746543778,9.104639016897082,27.36989247311828,9.3871,2.2154856528417826,834,28,173,18,15,282,129,217,0.084,0.799,0.11599999999999999,0.8405,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,17,7,0,0,7,0,21,1,0,1,2,40,36,21,0,8,10,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,8,15,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,5,4,29,2,30,28,6,30,0,3,1,0,12,19,0,5,11,132,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072062619690491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701333420940194,0.0,0.1069459313203506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023031691976467,0.10230509153181593,0.0,0.13262682825752506,0.0935089603348818,0.1370248773651091,0.11005055502427573,0.2381007771438325,0.12502195112440334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460013892676059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021611218779834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624647923654932,0.0,0.2303674266638467,0.13573579859444826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171644739029606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649874112233199,0.12096881499837953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523846610333431,0.09553861350658534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986977657571956,0.0,0.15200666449557906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182593179919204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412958599822607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086189862662821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067001025474534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830886631867453,0.0991610463835988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170968698769337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677016921340458,0.0,0.0,0.1264205561486964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422411073957502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295390775553208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100550290228024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769202645225413,0.08569046575184845,0.0,0.0,0.15596113733374395,0.0,0.0,0.1277872534851308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063734181111722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728759204143674,0.0,0.23663690007926974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378591801559824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499981931198632,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jnoz,2019/03/25,"Online study - autistic adults with a formal diagnosis get £23 Amazon voucher for taking part Hello. At the University of Bath Centre for Applied Autism Research (CAAR) we are looking for autistic adults (aged 18 and over) anywhere in the UK with a formal diagnosis (inc. autism/ASC/ASD/Asperger's, etc) to take part in an *online* study of how we can best measure Theory of Mind (how we think about other people's thoughts, emotions, beliefs, etc) *Get £23 Amazon vouchers for taking part*. This is an online study which can be taken from anywhere in the UK. The online study takes 1-2 hours (breaks can be taken) Please email me for details/questions: j.norris@bath.ac.uk Please share this with anyone you think may be interested. Thank you!",5.0865909090909085,7.746051143939401,4.880303030303033,79.66545454545457,71.65151515151516,6.521212121212122,26.90909090909091,7.492282038375204,1.7251090909090911,589,21,94,7,12,181,83,132,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,3,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,2,0,15,22,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,4,19,15,6,8,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,2,55,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110620657612077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666889449662896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866950967243214,0.0,0.0,0.35428902299749365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659708693794294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642180497308025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338252609437432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037942959853824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160128504060205,0.0,0.11011712246850527,0.0,0.0,0.34870921895539897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777006569475271,0.0,0.0,0.1462351664142178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035518330726255,0.0,0.1260983159745223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,OfficerLollipop,2019/03/25,"My sister has been recording my meltdowns for years, and posted them on her YouTube channel. How do I get her to stop? I don't like when she records my meltdowns, because it makes me feel dehumanized, and bullied. She laughs at them, and I've seen her laugh at them. I have separated parents, and they live on the same street, and we live in separate homes. I have suggested she cannot be in the house if she is going to record my tantrums, and she has tried to elicit a reaction out of me, because ""fUnNeiGh!"" Any advice?",5.863823529411764,5.920526166666669,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,66.74509803921569,8.760784313725491,33.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.4167137254901965,407,17,83,5,6,128,69,102,0.134,0.804,0.063,-0.7692,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,4,0,2,4,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,15,15,9,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,23,3,12,12,1,13,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,1,4,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477430967030496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425884425448974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303435801375081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370031029077869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156292164735484,0.0,0.1539900983692376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717901827244352,0.0,0.0,0.3126459501724107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323750363170606,0.0,0.4785168551004598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086471649683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008637116533182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595002063317463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265307004307709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396081161114375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744862810983092 autism,frenchknot,2019/03/25,Sub group for parents with kids who are high functioning. I don't join any autism support group because my kids eventually getpicked on by other parents for being to normal. ,7.8948387096774235,9.223850258064516,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,62.54838709677418,8.780645161290323,38.08064516129032,8.841846274778883,3.678535483870968,142,7,21,2,2,44,27,31,0.06,0.855,0.085,0.2052,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250600614424627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174647991438024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34967106005470777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32426464107303304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7349704781278443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755626647793857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GalaxyJacks,2019/03/25,"Making a Presentation about ASD for College; Need Feedback Like I said, I have a presentation due soon for my college English class about a social issue. My presentation is on the mistreatment of students with ASD in school, because as an autistic person myself, I think it's important and I can relate since I've endured years of mistreatment in school. What I need is feedback, experiences, sources, anything that you who are reading this might have. I have my experiences and the research I can do, but please, I'd love to hear your stories as well. Thank you very much in advance!",6.936522911051212,8.205415886792455,6.679865229110515,74.14235849056604,64.66037735849056,9.076010781671158,36.84097035040431,9.23628265651192,3.5252819407008094,468,23,78,8,7,147,72,106,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,0,9,18,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,14,4,14,16,1,11,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,7,55,19,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310545704344673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082365439381627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877641659683462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233909336240845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068740556952105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968327317375671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888734536277326,0.0,0.13230307662677965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026370620935605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570315041840054,0.29393232569768674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173064568501192,0.0,0.21756907687847168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825818759283312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853791603123812,0.0,0.0,0.4011871737400062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395685246759173,0.0,0.0,0.20204457887613686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824801205957245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700147289250846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353951192667254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820969442287335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763723221204307 autism,kalsarikanni,2019/03/25,"family - advice appreciated Hey, I’m a new mom and I have several nieces and nephews. I love them all so so dearly. One of my nephews is on the autism spectrum - he does speak, on occasion, and I engage with him so happily when he does decide to say something to me. I always greet him from a distance and am very respectful of his personal space, am quiet, try to make (but don’t force) eye contact, and never surprise him. I really love him to bits and want to build our relationship. Im having a hiccup in that he is not gentle with my baby (under 1 year old - squishing her cheeks, forcefully taking her toys from her hands, pulling her hair) and I think that his mother is too lenient with him. I am not versed in what appropriate discipline / conversation would be, so am just inclined to keep my child away. I ask him to keep hands away from the baby’s face but she allows it. It is really really important to me that the cousins become friends and the situation has me feeling like a bad mom/aunt. I wish I wasn’t so protective and scared of his size/behaviour. I don’t blame him or think he is trying to be malicious, and I do think he could be confusing the baby’s teethers with his own chewy sensory necklaces. If anyone has any advice for me or some insight it would be greatly appreciated. Please forgive me if this is not the correct forum for this ask. 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I'm experiencing what some people call ""Autistic Burn out"" and had the biggest, most public meltdown in my life. It scared me how I couldn't control hurting myself in a very public way. I'm finding myself incredibly fragile and sensitive. Has anyone experienced this? How did you recover? Any tips?",3.745443349753697,6.884893396551725,4.934532019704439,74.44224137931037,80.55172413793103,6.762561576354681,28.975369458128082,7.957251820313856,2.6067507389162565,259,12,40,5,7,85,48,58,0.05,0.856,0.094,0.3814,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,13,7,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,5,4,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034067532916848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22655816816972346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33085458762972964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634093257247023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961429856871546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717979805652046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34686375833679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288607165655021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025232386292175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246305557131064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243946040898953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673455373819765,0.0,0.2571872834328298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Batstronaut,2018/11/05,"I am a terrible driver according to my parents... As I type this, I am 18, still in high school and getting ready for college. However the college I planned on going to for my first two years is in the next town over. It's about a 10 minute drive. I did well in mu driver's ed class and even got just under an A on my driving test. However, my parents say that I ""scare them sometimes"" even though the only thing I can really say I'm bad at is adapting quivk enough. When I'm driving through areas I'm familiar with, I'm very attentive because I know what to look for. My parents though only ever took me out to areas I hadn't been to before, and would even switch to routes that I didn't review on google maps before the drive. And the other day my dad told me that he won't put me on his insurance plan. He even outright told me ""I shouldn't even be on the road."" I'm a teenager making minimum wage and the only real option I have is to ride my bike and take public transit. Problem: I live in the midwest; everyone drives, public transit sucks barring an express bus that runs on the weekdays and a metro that runs through the area. I can ride my bike on special trips that I plan the day prior, but routinely, and along highway... I didn't have much of a goal with this post besides to get sympathy. I think I can use the bus, though, and use the bike trail that runs along the metro route to get to college next year, but I'm not looking forward to it if it rains.",4.769636963696371,4.641369280528052,5.501072607260729,85.60461221122112,69.06600660066006,8.317491749174918,30.034653465346533,7.793537801064563,1.774021782178218,1144,40,245,12,18,373,156,303,0.037000000000000005,0.9329999999999999,0.03,-0.1857,6,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,14,7,1,1,22,0,19,1,0,3,1,31,42,17,0,4,5,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,15,14,1,0,3,4,1,15,6,5,1,2,9,4,32,2,38,29,2,49,0,0,2,0,15,23,1,2,12,156,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131267676918993,0.06666604175724407,0.0,0.1861179628991614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105884652175688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300014914857158,0.0,0.36116274833113854,0.09892416281697904,0.0,0.10450004879246763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302323568373737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141134648764692,0.0,0.06215292771127835,0.0,0.0874667576922187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554692553148906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060102478564972514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656862297851647,0.0,0.18367302231005528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299996408206771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039363118661172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326153912322323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952411832180066,0.0,0.0,0.3643005761934983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104738536672179,0.0,0.0,0.10464463548633958,0.0,0.10993898567436088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447786406735638,0.07006007825686987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393805577979118,0.10949041016611293,0.11068015204144832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816178455639187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733661038792961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822265910593965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265523331892276,0.07007473443475641,0.322342740339039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900009758493526,0.12150517244804465,0.0,0.0,0.10683075362417514,0.0,0.0,0.1889072575474555,0.0,0.09023507843527744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832954473647357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768760563066124,0.0,0.0,0.14085104601607898 autism,enigma3537,2018/11/05,I get extremely mad at the sight or sound of someone yawning... I'm a 20 year old diagnosed with autism and I have a problem when someone is near me especially if I know them and they yawn I freak out big on the inside and I start seeing red and I have to leave the room sometimes it feels good to punch my cheeks hard when they yawn or think about hurting them...it sucks I can't be near my mom or dad my boss or any family when they are tired (early in the morning or late at night because they yawn) Im even mad typing it...I can't remember the last time I yawned and I can't say the word verbally ,0.6189803220035799,2.5490845891472915,2.3668217054263567,95.76772808586763,82.95348837209302,5.829695885509841,20.000596302921885,7.010146845296331,0.1774717948717952,468,13,111,6,13,154,82,129,0.183,0.794,0.023,-0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,5,7,3,0,8,0,8,8,1,1,0,20,16,14,0,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,7,18,1,12,15,0,20,0,1,3,0,8,9,1,6,11,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723798587139496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302174087503183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048332982198059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329385956555526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902488754406881,0.0,0.10204139712950568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543759958746016,0.0,0.0,0.1692689806707533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078247023254512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160421969062664,0.0,0.21798985251052894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090971278737673,0.1645024034814419,0.22765091065658946,0.2136880643544216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363578901932133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938538041582892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176605660358672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310528856115505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861183178244754,0.0,0.0,0.16048772255271276,0.0,0.0,0.16081675270021176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419865778382655,0.0,0.19959563642207054,0.0,0.14284243306480116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931194944662405,0.0,0.0,0.11767726158090143,0.23195135630141175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299592748288853 autism,HowevergreenMonster,2018/11/05,"The Dr. who created Autism's diagnostic criteria was literally a Nazi eugenicist [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hans\_Asperger](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hans_Asperger) Am I the only one who finds it criminal that this man's 'research' and diagnostic criteria are used in ways that severely impact the lives of many children even today? ",20.48733333333333,21.168568955555564,14.425,31.7175,37.22222222222222,17.88888888888889,49.16666666666667,15.903189008614273,8.465666666666667,293,12,30,10,2,81,38,45,0.138,0.8190000000000001,0.043,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385275713798577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300726600140508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188905724219827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661362181822487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447157660536202,0.2746609491105326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079819973583997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423156333487831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119064020793623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286653727649454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,the_morat,2018/11/05,"Date with a girl with autism - Please advise~ Hey /r/autism, So, I've met a lovely girl on a dating website - We've had a little chat and have agreed to meet up next week for a date. She describes herself as having mild autism and a couple of other mental health issues, which have significant effect on her life. One of these effects is that she has not dated anyone before (She is 27). I have some things I am wondering about, worrying about, and thinking about and I would like some advice / comments to see if I am overthinking things or whatever. I've done a little reading online, and checked out some previous posts about dating on this subreddit plus the sidebar. I apologise if I have missed this information somewhere. - She has often said things about my appearance, like how hot I am, etc. from the pictures on my profile. I am not used to women being so complimentary about my appearance (which I consider fairly average), and I am concerned that she is saying these things because she thinks they are expected. This leads to me being concerned that she might try and initiate some physical contact before she is happy / comfortable with it, which I wouldn't want at all. - I do not know specifically how her mental health affects her exactly. Is this something I should ask when we meet? Any suggestions on how to bring it up? My instinct is to just be forward and tell her I would like to know, so that I don't do anything to confuse or upset her, or avoid as much as possible. She shares many interests with me, and I don't want our conversations to be focused on her mental health. - She has said she has a very overprotective family. Anyone have any advice to do with that? (Maybe past experiences) Am I overthinking this? My biggest fear is that I will mess up, upset her and crush her confidence toward dating in the future if it doesn't work out between us. Thanks for reading -- I guess it could've been a bit more concise... TL;DR - Got a date with a girl with autism, don't want to do anything stupid. Any advice?",4.896285430583141,6.5960816832460765,5.332058133237048,80.29589005235603,69.86387434554973,8.305614731901064,28.093879761689834,8.841846274778883,2.2492600469398814,1601,57,290,29,29,511,186,382,0.073,0.8109999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.9628,0,1,1,0,0,0,59.0,3,0,1,4,15,17,1,5,14,0,45,5,0,8,2,66,67,27,0,11,10,0,1,3,0,6,4,3,0,4,25,21,0,1,8,3,1,5,8,8,0,1,7,5,50,9,48,50,9,35,0,1,1,1,46,18,0,17,16,219,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288363936661008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067507969331996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755843728417969,0.0,0.16189231831025827,0.0,0.09195816187722433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996249871431952,0.0,0.16740304084185495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738929658209026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853658953531206,0.10883919706585507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006617274081547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970317366340708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622001759502373,0.09272993430162303,0.11068817091704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786716176245076,0.0,0.1083603319060714,0.0,0.0,0.10471155967369557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136727491578257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266768838341803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081178572684038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694782332961482,0.14416877013318707,0.1971754969940184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877841239068085,0.0,0.0,0.09972685013312957,0.09882104115795537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29738688708457744,0.10434990794229644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230972290540807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461248133258204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666547894322097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390069139711166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797542549142372,0.0,0.11089195707241016,0.09420664861751453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967835913966032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713561685156568,0.07822393658862795,0.0,0.0,0.07838431043520212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572631869946929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859755000429307,0.09056143891282603,0.0,0.0,0.2613978103177902,0.12605686681536876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667834981090097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183211961667122,0.08495593025503179,0.0,0.08116157239939786,0.17405498928712945,0.0,0.07890261144032641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066728381368464,0.07161102014992783,0.09989461168242787,0.0,0.1397515985637741,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jonnydooms,2018/11/05,Please help I own a small renovation company in VA. I just got a client that has two tweens with severe autism. I'm going to be doing a lot in the house including the kitchen. One tries to escape and also gets in moods to destroy things. Any suggestions for some windows and ideas for indestructible things while also keeping to a budget,4.913906250000005,6.785183828125002,5.25825,80.16175000000003,70.09375,8.245000000000001,26.8625,8.841846274778883,2.0971912500000003,271,9,49,5,5,86,49,64,0.09300000000000001,0.78,0.127,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137213903344175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590650221641171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514595997426793,0.0,0.14700982028673346,0.0,0.2068844188503612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338305136406126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984738982243737,0.0,0.2920103178364959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992043717318345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991452429114355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528351127967814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839452629477249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222684827019857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437016786312169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562197921264808,0.0,0.2526859227668595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ukzario,2018/11/05,"Questions about a therapy called "" The learning ears "" . We have been referred to a group called Advance Brain Technologies for our ten year old son who's autistic. I hadn't heard of them before and my wife just came back from a first session with an IPod - filled with what seems like mostly classical music - and a pair of headphones. Apparently it's a program that uses music to help with learning, focus, communication and ""brain training"" . It sounds like a serious therapy, and I'm curious to know what effect it will have on our boy. I'm wondering if anyone here might have heard about it or used it before. I'd really like to know your impression of it . Thanks ! ",6.4134677419354835,7.3745422822580675,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,65.69354838709678,9.748387096774195,31.62903225806452,9.827888789773867,3.0461967741935485,529,20,94,11,8,168,84,124,0.011000000000000001,0.845,0.14400000000000002,0.9359,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,1,3,5,6,0,0,8,0,7,3,3,3,0,25,19,6,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,4,0,1,10,9,0,0,9,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,5,4,7,5,15,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,7,7,59,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931553357603344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312117127965305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29040433338208016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809815971261011,0.34848526520170875,0.19516682856888545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514639171296026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437646983284468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875586853669592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500984174152152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102219232141545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790580923154027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115597776021814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931642494876208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553443487608113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710248849330166,0.3902836779814096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947565369003559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505192195624728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988663718243503 autism,cbelford97,2018/11/05,"Not been feeling so good lately Hi guys. I just wanted to post that life is really getting to me right now. I don’t get what’s going on. I keep snapping out at my family, I’ve begun to stop caring about my close friends. It just feels like every day is a drag. I feel really ashamed to write this post as I know how far I have come as a person in the last few years, but every day I wake up, I feel joy is getting sucked out of me. I feel scared 24/7. Who can I talk to? I haven’t felt this alone in a long time.",1.0578070175438583,2.0302154824561427,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,78.3859649122807,6.119298245614036,17.929824561403507,6.42735559955562,-0.4050280701754385,391,6,99,3,9,132,79,114,0.15,0.733,0.11800000000000001,-0.3991,0,1,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,2,4,0,8,2,1,1,0,20,24,5,0,1,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,6,15,5,16,22,1,24,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,11,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277875085742894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008759395145132,0.0,0.0,0.14370360398352347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151746087006437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811118512221393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726627260577067,0.0,0.4217546658520344,0.11917868392458232,0.16017664372366971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288873597588358,0.0,0.2614750532618385,0.0,0.09480959351110922,0.13992356904189293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518141283108134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482803199525659,0.0,0.0,0.09168178831777186,0.1359833521764093,0.18818408304038936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783231445175442,0.08150149598674468,0.0,0.0,0.14763347626010812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566377486255958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31954144245519583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137427080425369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246628838776196,0.0,0.0,0.16701934508115027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947184821020112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408634509875342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727607722471007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839677481990512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742881236772173 autism,live_traveler,2019/05/09,"I realized that I look very irritated a lot of times and that people actually notice. I talked to people who I'm in a school project with and they say they didn't want to give suggestions to me because they didn't know if I would take it normally or get irritated. I said they shouldn't worry about it and that they can say anything to me. But this still let me know myself a little bit better. I didn't know people felt that way about me. I didn't know I gave off that vibe but if I think about I understand. I am going to pay more attention to how I respond to things and catch myself if I notice I give off that vibe. Anybody dealt with this? How did you overcome this? Why do you think they feel that way?",2.49463963963964,3.9688547702702732,3.810540540540541,89.7099099099099,75.62162162162161,7.095495495495496,21.792792792792795,7.793537801064563,0.7202414414414409,558,14,124,8,12,183,76,148,0.057999999999999996,0.915,0.027000000000000003,-0.4643,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,6,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,30,30,12,0,7,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,14,6,0,0,11,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,8,6,28,1,16,19,3,10,0,0,1,0,18,4,0,5,2,87,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.14724125866847215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416487819144854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197763583383817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344485400605402,0.1647265178280627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629160828318758,0.0,0.14487253785793489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883079095670413,0.2894838347464318,0.08575099406458526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33168814229528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428936413662672,0.0,0.0,0.15122565308924427,0.0,0.0,0.1267047653740368,0.0,0.0,0.12827639017872966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478345252073951,0.0,0.34356542798555245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138124139926116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352546998015234,0.2399784167539997,0.0,0.1527029121598626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049635366794392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344617512854352,0.12127504144776093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024078849565526,0.1933610646470573,0.0,0.0,0.08798181715381832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157075821183785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449530473070156,0.08899543749828802,0.23952978259804714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614956336698467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323027579060586,0.0,0.1071838391953629,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nzzertral,2019/05/09,I have no clue what i should do for a job So I tend to have trouble keeping a job. I don't what jobs are very friendly towards people like me and I don't know where I can go to get said jobs without spending money into classes I can't afford or even have the patience/attention span to keep up with. I'd go to an office job but there isn't a whole lot of them around where I live except for call centers and i'm HORRIBLE with conversations period. Idk what to do and i just need help. i don't even know if this is the right place to ask,0.7778736517719551,2.4690014406779675,2.793636363636363,94.14003852080126,81.20338983050847,5.6468412942989215,20.896764252696453,6.574015621080383,0.15004067796610165,422,12,99,4,11,142,75,118,0.10099999999999999,0.83,0.07,-0.5192,6,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,20,26,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,2,2,7,1,0,0,1,1,12,2,17,24,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,2,69,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358938570898168,0.14029022375477782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532328221940842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823261903678374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593960381183772,0.0,0.0784026045134305,0.0,0.17057043809116926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058519550282202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7445802252855518,0.2667687751624451,0.0,0.0,0.1649432533060254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331402530438964,0.0,0.13250986666165945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757962929887526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127106287975372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403595806102647,0.0,0.15678565676964526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281544215284291,0.1427458804344413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381908163196105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754186230847207,0.0,0.14465700180870994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ollivee,2019/05/09,"What does it feel like to an autistic person when they hear a sound that triggers them? Sorry if thats the wrong terminologu, i am only wondering as i have come to realise i may have some trigger sounds, however they may just be sounds i dont like. Velcro and sharpie/felt tips writing makes me feel like there is an electrical signal going through my brain and i have to cover my ears to stop the feeling of it. Sorry if this is uncultured",6.272413793103452,6.2209350919540265,6.386804597701151,80.26365517241379,65.89655172413794,9.258850574712644,32.342528735632186,8.841846274778883,2.5285328735632184,351,13,68,5,5,112,63,87,0.091,0.8059999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.2732,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,10,2,2,3,0,18,18,6,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,5,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,11,3,7,15,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327581400287133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960674579156374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246225177319175,0.0,0.2443637909172787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31627592192375703,0.2979089597484256,0.20019543653422608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184969763340362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234997868904386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055918863315726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917727345687986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857581523701492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205664894652876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46680374720156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743177212830467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261124499880671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279651384754631,0.0,0.0 autism,tarasq81,2019/05/09,"College for high functioning autistics Hi folks, I have a 16 year old son interested in astronomy/astrophysics who wants to go to college for it. He is high functioning, very intelligent, but struggles with having no filter, dealing with redundancy, social skills, and anxiety/depression. I'm curious if anyone has any tips or knows of any awesome colleges out there that will help him succeed in his endeavor to get a degree and job later down the road in this subject. Thanks!",8.613571428571426,9.457363690476193,8.52152380952381,63.890142857142884,60.904761904761905,11.958095238095241,40.609523809523814,11.602472056035307,5.298126666666667,386,20,58,11,5,125,71,84,0.064,0.69,0.24600000000000002,0.9592,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,13,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,3,35,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351836946362249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723208929619959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540751809447854,0.21226372601034524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875795268672058,0.0,0.14006103836597544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518767359722528,0.5207678211110139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455979750612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544037048879495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586037998162172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512208356945433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576390471893332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268945232220401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033439010530604,0.14536033688957997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870325410564678 autism,EllisReviews_,2019/05/09,"I told a girl a liked her, now what? So basically I have Aspergers, obviously this means I struggle with social skills so telling people like like them is clearly an issue I've liked this girl for a while now and I finally told her I liked her, she said ""I like you too"" but I hope it is in the same way, whilst telling her I liked her I had an anxiety attack and started shaking, I apologised for this and she told me not to worry. she doesn't have social media so talking to her on that isn't an option, should I give her my phone number? I'm too nervous to approach her half the time because her friends are always near her, I'm really struggling here so any advice would be appreciated, I've never had a girlfriend and am really awkward in that aspect, what should I do?",3.976363636363637,4.934031535031848,5.2336884771279655,82.960920671685,71.22929936305731,8.002084539664159,27.64852345107122,8.296473431620573,1.7728012738853507,609,21,124,9,11,203,90,157,0.11199999999999999,0.6759999999999999,0.212,0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,9,15,1,5,9,0,15,0,0,0,3,17,25,10,0,4,2,0,0,7,2,3,0,1,0,2,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,6,1,29,9,10,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,30,4,0,2,15,90,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394388906471126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873280945244415,0.0,0.0,0.09703678905539474,0.0,0.1091604922841533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233498460647014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869849163314346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631426330135167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024500301734737,0.0,0.0,0.1368850531786409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172730371552006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893542589879982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879914431836063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543555952701266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005438223858492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892602814966177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282681511341964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573463684375728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29091705389868056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099952252620133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834942778678114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146920035266201,0.24944162895605404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320599822372174,0.0,0.0,0.4090505943315242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132638271754348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491264749582655,0.0,0.1013656983022883,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,e-Tune,2019/05/09,"I have been diagnosed Today i have been diagnosed with Aspergers, I am 20, soon to be 21. Sh\*t is tough right now, i don't exactly know how to process my thoughts about the current situation.. it's quite life changing.. right now atleast. I think, had i been diagnosed earlier some of the struggles in my life could've been prevented.. but i guess it is what it is. &#x200B; **For any parent reading this**; As a child i was suspected of having ADHD - Which i did not have. Asperger and ADHD are hard to distinguish(atleast according to the doctors that diagnosed me). &#x200B; I'm worried about the future. At the moment i feel like a human that is broken and needs repair,.. but i guess with time that will change and i'll accept me being on the Spectrum. &#x200B; Another big question tho, is it a good idea to wear Sunglasses at all times(or atleast when going out/in a bright room)? I get headaches and really nervous with bright light around me, which is why my room is always as dark as possible and everything on my PC is in Dark Mode(if possible) or should i talk to my doctor before? Sorry if the text is super messy or not making sense, im super stressed and .. confused? i guess. Thanks for reading.",3.416685192536722,5.8775258908296975,4.0826458912266785,84.33178146089719,76.11790393013099,7.482413656212782,27.87633981738785,8.438071523408619,2.237452401746725,955,40,175,19,22,303,137,229,0.11199999999999999,0.753,0.135,0.9109,2,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,3,9,13,0,4,11,0,27,9,1,2,2,37,40,17,0,3,7,1,2,1,0,2,8,0,2,2,11,10,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,8,5,22,8,25,28,2,22,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,9,10,117,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197656891609865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607829740092738,0.2971978393313273,0.3332976870903785,0.06217652669580126,0.09587385567232533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813933821329718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780143643472325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344471817620607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300057929418227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712040206386432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871679429030977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217269883336839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623049232626484,0.06531865179842171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047769163062727216,0.0,0.05196260456795231,0.07668836895718266,0.0,0.0,0.3021661768784741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190462731710509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032149869029478,0.09876166425770724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024833812709965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129161485339892,0.04466879195257313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061031208130568476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779526751506584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152381382341473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615046192480094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242415792922667,0.0972486100058852,0.1829124011182416,0.0,0.058573333172218564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616393096105194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277278951662937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235003152441546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047344261190878,0.09558401170339696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348914250446717,0.0,0.08417780223800665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858558638705558,0.0,0.07258636458608356,0.053314418378525366,0.0,0.08666633129712367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250266950852525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285308369426697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332976870903785,0.0 autism,Amseriah,2019/05/09,"My stepson has the king of all meltdowns and I don’t know what to do now. This morning My 8-year-old stepson had one of the worst meltdowns I have ever seen from him. He was playing a video game before school and he had 30 minutes left to play. I told him every 10 minutes how much longer he had so it wouldn’t be a surprise to him when I told him that we needed to leave. He was near the end of a chapter in the game when we needed to leave and he lost it when I told him to save and grab his bag. Up to this point, I was comfortable navigating the situation. We got him in the car with his 8-month-old baby brother and in his tirade he hit the baby on purpose (in his meltdowns he retains this desire to hurt the people who made him mad). We immediately got the crying baby out of the car, told his teacher that my stepson couldn’t go to school today, and dropped him off with some relatives. I don’t know what to do at this point. His meltdown ended and he apologized to the baby and to us but now I feel like it is only a matter of time before he hits the baby again in a fit. We can’t have that. Do any of you have any suggestions or support? I am still frazzled and raw and at the end of my rope.",3.283552389705882,3.6866845703125013,4.664191176470592,88.44404411764708,72.4375,7.117279411764708,25.996323529411764,6.794906146795322,0.8953352941176469,934,28,211,7,17,312,124,256,0.042,0.863,0.094,0.9035,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,6,1,0,2,10,11,1,0,18,0,21,0,0,2,2,36,39,17,0,5,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,18,0,1,3,5,0,3,5,4,0,1,15,3,34,7,34,19,4,33,0,2,1,0,40,16,0,2,14,147,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669045141100363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884748047653895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479965188501247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260744233194508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100520251111176,0.10339497098610964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062049765955357376,0.08766956293712068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974330770949691,0.0,0.1962971406405192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137185624283115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348848979772092,0.0,0.0,0.25988069065375874,0.13333316070497694,0.0,0.0,0.05995367876692586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396088669241454,0.0,0.0,0.11611847285958375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795211246953184,0.0,0.09021164350901896,0.18198726729980091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575432053887867,0.0,0.08315670231917745,0.09333235513270037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507701471721943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23201582055741235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839376632486115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793985776922146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800252887338262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925861319223656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155768878874888,0.0,0.11632204855713395,0.4690481576312287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761430606109865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902618754451156 autism,icameasdust,2019/05/09,"Does anyone else have an issue with sleeping with pillows and blankets? Our 6 year old son doesn’t have a ton of sensory issues, but his biggest one seems to be he doesn’t not like sleeping with any blankets or pillows. We’ve tried quilts, weighted blankets, comforters, bed sheets, he always prefers to sleep with nothing. He also throws his pillows onto the floor, doesn’t like them either. Anyone else experience this or have children that were the same?",7.75289156626506,8.486530554216872,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,62.73493975903615,7.60385542168675,35.877108433734946,6.742157984588678,2.5031706024096394,368,16,60,2,5,109,59,83,0.069,0.897,0.034,-0.4386,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,8,4,3,0,0,13,9,5,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,8,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036961578412066,0.1460532923289485,0.0,0.0,0.11936500604954176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24546640853988694,0.35969819797990915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536056673790562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326211111237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716999888556567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36641109390486304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150815283494028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842377514589302,0.0,0.18418702713447066,0.0,0.1189422626262172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979402779515128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269640584126198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917193706324755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137457214637951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130342268406702 autism,ManxDwarfFrog,2019/05/09,"Obsessions So, I'm aware the one of the commonly seen traits with autism/asperger's is obsessions - I know I've certainly had a few! I was just wondering what obsessions other people have experienced, whether it affected your life negatively or positively, and how you broke the obsession if you felt you needed to. &#x200B; My longest running obsession has been aviation - anything to do with planes is fascinating to me, to the point I can start rambling about them even though the person listening has absolutely no interest! &#x200B; More recently, I've started keeping tropical fish - it's great for my mental health, but is perhaps a little out of hand given I now have six tanks!",7.891921487603303,9.406951942148766,8.057510330578513,64.2335382231405,62.63636363636364,12.661570247933884,39.91838842975207,12.161744961471696,5.770842148760329,559,30,85,20,8,182,91,121,0.10300000000000001,0.77,0.127,0.7859,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,0,7,9,0,5,7,0,12,3,1,2,1,17,23,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,6,5,12,3,11,17,2,9,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,3,5,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785735839841406,0.4245579315762171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376277027503684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538734574327082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773887819644542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260677146524674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569735673434706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528090706134556,0.0,0.0,0.09601025446629767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339539512093894,0.0,0.17509475418032305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605596599427775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953743602958634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183808753977986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111460889585038,0.1525408300567028,0.0,0.0,0.16514745761744104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249464091456682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473063540147867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164133251653366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894541122607656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245579315762171,0.0 autism,tovasshi,2019/05/09,"Does anyone else have difficulty processing high-contrast patterns? Like, if I look at a straight solid black line against a white background I feel like my brain is glitching out. My brain just doesn't want to process the line as a line and there's visual breaks and static along the line. It doesn't matter how close or far away it is, my brain just don't like it. However I have no issues seeing the the texture of the woodgrain of a peice of furniture with all the finger prints on it 20 feet away in high definition.",6.325588235294116,6.4969821470588265,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,65.76470588235293,8.760784313725491,30.72549019607843,8.344100000000001,2.0673019607843135,417,14,82,5,6,129,68,102,0.07,0.8190000000000001,0.111,0.6254,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,0,7,5,5,1,1,15,11,6,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,14,11,1,11,0,0,4,0,0,10,0,2,3,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236336509873312,0.19396081194072876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557082475155713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6339661491456032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565821086044671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813634180615618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571605972369468,0.13523637023992902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40001290645929405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975806208566199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774481003669999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589648083548215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084805127166598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165438509440433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,isranon,2019/05/09,"Breath of the wild and autism (and other games) Every saturday I play 3 hours with my girlfriend's autistic brother (17). He's highly funtioning, having the mentality of a 7-8 year old. He absolutely loves the game, but he's... well he's awful at it. He keeps getting killed (often after ignoring my advice) and is generally awful at combat and can't memorize the combat controls. Basic things like dodge and block mainly. How do i drill these into him? I want him to be able to enjoy the game without dying every 5 minutes (as would I.)",3.5437756202804738,5.6470770776699055,5.370420711974113,76.94316073354909,74.33980582524272,7.2962243797195265,25.036677454153185,8.167268648758528,1.8306470334412084,421,14,72,7,9,144,77,103,0.22899999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.13,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,6,2,6,2,1,2,0,19,10,8,2,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,11,8,1,9,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,1,6,45,12,0,0.2349281689020539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956908769463716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634919177713218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438183489458441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958742293376428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274027194873062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821450889652916,0.0,0.0,0.2313569236926193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881495081747767,0.25991321138611384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477403664536975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212031844642202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367523385582423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651759409103435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607583649730666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385667207974039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122863758180813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264623713903225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688623076956488,0.0,0.0,0.15128603835034865 autism,dugters,2019/05/09,"Infantil autistic boy needs advise for healthy activities. So I am a caretaker for an infantil autistic boy (Non verbic), and I am helping alongside the family. So the problem is the kid is getting fat, because the family overfeed him (He can't feel if he is full and sometimes throw up because they have given him too much food) So they asked me if I can make some exercises that could help him loose weight. Problem is he is slow and doesn't understand language. What could be really easy exercises other than running and long walks? I have tried to talk to the parents about not giving him that much food, but they think it is sad not giving him more when he looks at the food.",6.259615384615388,6.80243676923077,6.450576923076928,77.7581730769231,65.92307692307692,9.576923076923078,33.17307692307692,9.516144504307137,3.01,540,22,100,10,8,173,83,130,0.102,0.843,0.055,-0.7442,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,8,0,16,7,1,1,0,19,27,11,0,7,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,4,5,0,3,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,3,13,0,8,23,5,9,0,1,1,0,23,3,0,3,3,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431582757142678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866963790538108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445277832622517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887195052776622,0.0,0.07742842534240679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555055117279275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000544423729401,0.2937974174472498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052830591493888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551750010343874,0.12859278611449504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022171753859929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514010800554235,0.11354585567276144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700355900089932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930543649770928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810064151111034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514520211220017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308215417061215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981211636185436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396695888960357,0.0,0.0,0.15941639935654772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647420847460933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,marlon99rocks99,2019/05/09,"hi, everyone, I have high funt autism I was hoping to make some friends or found out the best social network is to talk and chat and make friends I get lonely sometimes I was making a friend on me we but it has an upload limit I thought you would tell me some for me",1.7483928571428535,3.50191848214286,2.6851428571428606,95.75985714285716,78.46428571428572,5.194285714285715,21.91428571428571,5.6839178017228535,-0.011645714285714705,209,6,47,1,5,66,44,56,0.031,0.779,0.19,0.7876,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,16,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,5,5,8,3,3,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,4,0,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237427171114522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618406309156746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480628323149724,0.5243823555397281,0.0,0.11820218195077377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390372457025741,0.0,0.2247094965230745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530551618824911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23062537350871085,0.0,0.0,0.2237592644867835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818448646946724,0.19774560506393246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796109901000977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071592722837322,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheClarinetist26,2019/05/09,"Frustrated So in therapy today my therapist told me she thinks I might be on the autism spectrum, enough to encourage seeking a diagnosis. When she told my parents, they completely just shut the idea down, and said ""everyone's a little autistic"" and that was that. I feel like I'm at square 1 again. I just want to understand why I'm like this.",4.652272727272724,6.278937257575759,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,70.36363636363636,10.128484848484847,31.381818181818186,10.355215969177356,3.459312727272727,273,12,52,8,5,89,51,66,0.052000000000000005,0.8,0.14800000000000002,0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,9,3,6,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,1,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332498707665153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986537100064575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257443168224174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124847717180162,0.15892873440804384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511354228659184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173699051372704,0.22296794429224506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599975469248774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470205798648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116147514745233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544076256146359,0.25829851409349075,0.0,0.1425463147613963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087040178580232,0.4251488633644835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315934646795437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121536819333188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007396737265764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kaleb444,2019/05/09,"What Is Your Job? Thinking About Leaving Mine... Wanted to see what others Jobs are? I currently make a bit more than minimum wage, but will happily go down to minimum. I only have a high school degree. I'm just physically and mentally exhausted from all my coworkers drama and gossiping, and so forth. I'm good using computers, so was thinking maybe data entry, but don't know the actual name. Also thought maybe courier delivery, but I have to have my full license for that, so not in the near future.",4.337234042553192,6.514117351063831,5.813776595744681,74.30875,72.29787234042553,9.806382978723407,29.835106382978722,10.125756701596842,3.574706382978724,397,17,67,12,8,134,72,94,0.068,0.835,0.09699999999999999,0.5934,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,1,17,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,10,16,4,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,48,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.2109934386270484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290606418015986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360494248956381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287926133606585,0.1813498420427165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844170631701935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42911758502784497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188254269346414,0.0,0.0,0.2289391509509097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432436241191066,0.0,0.4344315620894722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789261407492932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444030594637146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881986622729446,0.17229437185974056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770820916325501,0.0,0.17164957256413765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673926654175185,0.0,0.0,0.1275284763909931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,godofflesh,2019/05/09,"Podcast: D&D and Autism Hello community, I made a podcast about D&D and autism/aspergers and why I think it beneficial to pick this up as a hobby, I myself has aspergers syndrome. \_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_\_ [https://soundcloud.com/morten-thomsen-585828236/me-autism-english](https://soundcloud.com/morten-thomsen-585828236/me-autism-english)",22.023823529411764,29.65945226470589,9.936764705882355,38.9604411764706,41.058823529411775,9.282352941176473,37.911764705882355,9.516144504307137,5.186788235294118,283,10,21,5,4,64,25,34,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8300288515969266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624336278197421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454310927952353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34562631501586244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,infunitrust,2019/10/20,"Mobile Data Collection App Hey there! I used to use a handly lil' app called Data Tracker when I worked in home with clients, however, that app is now defunct. A close friend of mine has a son on the spectrum, and he is getting ready to start ABA services. Mom is incredibly understanding and proactive, and wants to be able to provide some supporting data along with her parent reports to his clinical team once he gets settled into the routine. Can anyone recommend an app that isn't part of a huge mainstream (e.g., Catalyst or Central Reach) platform that she could use to track challenging behavior data? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated!",8.253731527093601,9.126528043103447,7.860788177339902,68.22017241379312,61.67241379310346,10.766502463054188,39.84729064039409,10.608840637214634,4.6329842364532015,527,27,81,12,7,167,88,116,0.016,0.8220000000000001,0.162,0.9515,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,7,0,10,2,1,3,0,17,19,5,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,14,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,3,49,9,5,0.20662792849831527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051407695243895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447905194465874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109902173841482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497558743833848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596402249950602,0.0,0.21590912877424945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278080206300606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726465969531416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420001325438259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005200024463992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294358618306629,0.22375791081903654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146252311299219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344789246081536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151069606920302,0.0,0.5353805627334729,0.0,0.0,0.12187450577333332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042759287352464,0.0,0.0,0.14678255196031334,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Th3darkn3ss1nside,2019/10/20,"history fascination i always wondered if this is just me, but considering how vast the autistic community is it has to involve others too. is there anyone else whose special interest is history? for me it branches into law and specifically wrongful incarceration, but that’s besides the point.",9.9021768707483,11.306997040816329,10.526938775510207,48.68115646258505,58.18367346938776,13.063945578231294,46.94557823129252,12.45797560212912,6.983484353741496,241,15,30,8,3,82,41,49,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.8641,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343321090253784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809498531439794,0.4116944412057436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356546728320596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798335106834376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357379859889589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393082747997053,0.0,0.0 autism,AlbaImrich843,2019/10/20,"An autistic man who loves ""childish"" things I am 18, and I have had autism since birth. Even though I am 18, I watch Thomas The Train, which is what I used to watch ALL THE TIME when I was a child. I just love to watch old shows/films from my childhood, because it makes me feel safer, thinking about the good days. I hope you all understand...",3.4226086956521726,4.466796188405802,2.7891014492753605,99.64539130434784,72.6231884057971,6.0997101449275375,22.495652173913044,5.6839178017228535,-0.14503130434782596,263,6,63,1,5,76,54,69,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,2,2,10,14,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,11,4,4,12,2,6,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,6,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142262980665784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135678818538656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573614534538185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218791345876314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358650886004653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793043684234888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076048946718146,0.0,0.18770944680212445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950819429847628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326193075836584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682301868316176,0.18018761791124066,0.2762867910532996,0.0,0.1639754526733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29274888512038344,0.0,0.2428746182071747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bdmabeats,2019/10/20,Anyone else obsessed with colorful objects or images? I'm talking about rainbow colors and minimal art it just get my attention everytime and i'm obsessed with rainbow colors. Is this related to autism or is it just my personality? [example](https://www.pinterest.com/pin/319192692376091911/?nic=1),9.86565891472868,14.666140720930235,7.2375581395348885,55.937577519379865,72.02325581395348,9.378294573643412,39.724806201550386,9.2995712137729,5.718848062015505,253,14,26,7,6,73,31,43,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.4479,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35325079612247,0.5176418050683035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220336087500572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639485468759408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44112516159163695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060643128652216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zaedyus-pichiy,2019/10/20,"Stupid little things... My mom made some lentil bean soup. I remember this first time I had lentil bean soup, it was really good. There wasn’t anything in it I could’ve hated, at least not that I could see. It was thick and everything. Basically: the soup was everything I could’ve ever wanted in a bean soup. My mom tries making lentil bean soup today. She uses more water and other vegetables, and I’m literally just rendered unable of eating the soup. I could just see everything other than lentil beans floating in there and I could picture the textures in my mouth and I literally wanted to just get swallowed up by the earth. I couldn’t even fathom putting it in my fucking mouth. It’s frustrating because I wanted to eat her soup! It’s just that it wasn’t right? It wasn’t how I remembered it and it wasn’t how I pictured lentil bean soup should be, so it automatically disgusted me. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense. TL;DR — My mom made soup that wasn’t how I remembered it, and I couldn’t eat it because of this minute detail.",2.545959453088166,5.050209079207924,3.5832107496463936,86.50533003300333,79.49504950495049,6.619896275341821,21.500235737859498,7.793537801064563,1.0252849599245644,822,24,160,14,21,264,95,202,0.086,0.897,0.017,-0.9157,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,5,0,5,0,17,9,2,8,1,35,31,12,0,10,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,22,7,6,0,3,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,11,3,22,1,13,13,3,15,0,0,2,1,5,10,1,2,4,104,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098627120474474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479982810993027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413891597537789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33940939261769143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302769912758066,0.1000131385646466,0.0,0.0,0.2981083616879023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404725291819777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221634385477728,0.05776609158519035,0.0,0.0,0.09273738664590636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091608833278538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081602531657184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924015547574346,0.14760712277063512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884801508723085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114921465900283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083131274527868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757486531523884,0.0944226291588334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762133299934909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376941348172235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345503576124228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644718344933302,0.0,0.10480349476686587,0.0,0.0,0.0750669523343639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549339204373974,0.0,0.0,0.19564380354931535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,twoleftwings,2019/10/20,"Nemecheck protocol Hello everyone, I have a 2 year old that's in the process of being diagnosed. I came across the Nemecheck protocol and wondered what your thoughts we're on it? This protocol is supposed to reverse autism. I love my daughter to bits and I don't believe there's anything wrong with autism/autistic people, however, she's non verbal and this is meant to help.",7.774857142857139,8.043847200000002,7.249285714285714,74.25821428571432,62.71428571428571,10.428571428571429,41.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,4.477,304,17,51,6,4,95,54,70,0.048,0.846,0.106,0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313549855248421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167494921675892,0.0,0.0,0.3069330208572122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155026443154583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535207034707216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686421542698288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844280244333103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537406163299468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29501005552438936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194907683918024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319445115891728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048852864747706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073834127843039,0.0,0.18104550605552272 autism,ecj129,2019/10/20,"New to board, new to ABA, how do I best help my child? Hi all - my 3.5 yr old son was diagnosed as high functioning, as he is very verbal and social.... However we recently started ABA and the hitting and throwing he does to TRY to get attention is very hard to deal with - especially with a baby around. ABA wants us to do planned ignoring, as he does use this as attention seeking behavior, but it’s very hard to ignore being hurt or scared from his throwing. I’m sure many of you have dealt with this - looking for what HAS worked....,",7.596,5.917691838095237,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857144,63.95238095238096,11.82857142857143,36.23809523809524,10.793553405168565,3.624009523809523,413,16,85,9,5,135,76,105,0.14800000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.063,-0.873,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,3,2,6,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,2,2,19,15,10,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,2,18,12,2,9,0,1,1,0,13,2,0,1,5,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529530133914499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803107000168085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713515261697824,0.0,0.17439001811887672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007153597117626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976697178764723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30782747271488736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516490380635355,0.18153344834290855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393299800551072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442824936887727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419485078785607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331882678285604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029239761805346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964795604459698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172018178990987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751451712278356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161252446164275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193491326019288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166520498006322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066739607616872,0.14839419448787478,0.0,0.42529954495547306,0.10134175783579064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508437750846846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dubiouslyevil,2019/10/20,"DAE find figures of speech hilarious? I remember that when I was a little kid, someone in a conversation had told me that they “hit a wall” in reference to whatever it was they were talking about. I was bewildered. I went home that day, sat in my room, and decided to walk straight into one of my bedroom walls. I figure that the person who used the expression must have meant that they had a similar feeling to what I had felt when I literally hit a wall. And that was just so hilarious and great to me, that the idea of hitting a wall can be used to represent particular feelings that come from an experience unrelated to actually hitting a wall. I still find figures of speech absolutely hilarious. I love using them. Normally I just use them automatically, but there are times in conversation when suddenly I’ll become aware of my use of the expression and I almost lose it laughing. Like connecting the image of someone putting their “nose to the grindstone” to hard work is so flipping funny I just can’t get over it.",6.56296875,7.308733526041671,7.612500000000002,68.9825,65.30208333333334,11.4,36.3125,11.20814326018867,4.36691875,815,39,146,24,12,276,110,192,0.025,0.84,0.135,0.9573,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,2,11,5,0,0,14,0,15,2,1,5,1,31,34,10,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,13,6,0,0,13,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,13,7,23,4,23,15,0,25,0,1,0,1,16,14,0,1,8,104,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.14030097325606716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396713708150435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878515072442562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238470599550235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272120505621692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063684487626554,0.0,0.0,0.1453911354765373,0.0,0.13804390320589488,0.0,0.2628104574215829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511506485199168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850940940364455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879169317921296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421528578180545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623013663591234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023985745724085,0.14409756138717686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084436839501315,0.0,0.0,0.12976006577237453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086627589993114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742379513057403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553638015054144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445308179634468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286592863892807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363551591976074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148167018286956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555868579676885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838347531605364,0.0,0.0,0.13738054282156034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208652982627213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327831296255682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466790782188948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,muckduck333,2019/10/20,Anyone else compulsively make lists? One of my special interests is plants and I have a list of 52 (and counting) plants I want to get. I do this for aquariums too and I have another list planning out every aquarium project I want to do.,3.467173913043478,5.529261586956526,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.43478260869566,8.947826086956523,31.06521739130435,9.516144504307137,3.1295391304347837,187,9,36,5,4,62,33,46,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,6,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076897220925984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27185734789366783,0.39837059060999697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247917311331612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275799829772683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031314655811936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595263965055001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634603102100728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586475266750916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cheddarjakecheese,2019/10/20,"How to get diagnosed as an adult? Hey everyone, I hope your weekends are going well. I have a question that hopefully one or more of you can answer. I think I have autism. I've suspected it for several years now and I have a lot of the classic, textbook symptoms but my parents were never very attentive when I was a child and so I never got a diagnosis. My father was an alcoholic and emotionally absent and my mother was dealing with her own mental health issues while caring for my younger brother who was often sick, so my mental health issues were often ignored unless I was in crisis. But I have a strong suspicion of having this disorder because of a handful of things that I want to fix or at least work on. My major symptoms are: issues with reading comprehension, trouble making eye contact, history of social isolation despite wanting to be included, trouble responding in conversations with people, social interactions that would be considered inappropriate or just odd, and issues with feeling and expressing empathy and gratitude, especially in the event of abuse and deaths. I also am overly sensitive to touch, especially with certain textures but I have little to no sensitivity to temperature. I know a lot of this overlaps with my diagnoses of generalized anxiety disorder and bipolar disorder, but I really want to know more and hopefully fix some of these behaviors and feelings if at all possible. I am going to call my mental health center and try to see a therapist as soon as I possibly can to deal with this and other issues, but I also want to hear your stories on how you deal with your symptoms. I'm tired of feeling like a narcissist or like I'll never fit in anyway. I've had these symptoms for 25 years and I'd like to begin learning more in order to accept myself and others better and to learn how to learn better, if that makes any sense.",8.222773455377578,8.253622484057974,8.900854309687265,63.58908466819225,61.84057971014493,11.900839054157133,38.15789473684211,11.418023490513045,4.780565217391303,1507,69,234,40,19,509,181,345,0.155,0.708,0.13699999999999998,-0.9176,1,1,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,5,0,4,15,16,0,0,13,0,23,15,2,5,5,76,47,40,1,10,13,4,5,3,0,1,13,1,0,2,14,24,1,1,14,2,0,2,4,3,1,1,9,8,32,13,51,35,10,29,0,0,2,0,27,14,0,15,15,190,46,7,0.0,0.09293955538482652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382939060432433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254582048976376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053342453432380366,0.0,0.06000701932747475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781680117300927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874907728866034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009685641183997,0.0,0.07997565276541467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260715049244685,0.0,0.1592315801243231,0.0,0.0,0.2696999567871189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882353745493558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495357342310223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898611976839472,0.056038143765571063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409820955204528,0.0,0.08915946134953111,0.0,0.06273629649479129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501367988570683,0.08840851495965389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372832630187865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093592284830857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621805620352606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496668025226267,0.07861831759940242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337517514471894,0.0,0.0,0.10471972464961148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714971784168706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149520867512867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315353565723968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709925753248711,0.0,0.0,0.054380994066191325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768604970343251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787168027929575,0.0,0.07846205599896885,0.0,0.05025120351937189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250718478261852,0.0,0.0,0.08861580924602122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599210933434418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261202223067192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910758480593036,0.05211260117167555,0.050261715791069514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015619358972568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053256173761717415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472189874542399,0.18506573262432305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052772545305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710585758974935,0.0,0.0,0.05572211419984042,0.0,0.0,0.10102664392294422 autism,pe4cebeuponyou,2019/10/20,"To those who grew up non-verbal/are non-verbal, what do you wish people around you, especially your parents, knew/know? From a mum with a three-year-old with ASD who doesn't speak and is learning all the ways to understand him, and all of you, better.",5.3665333333333365,5.472975120000001,5.306000000000001,86.70633333333336,67.8,8.266666666666667,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.9764666666666666,196,4,42,2,3,61,40,50,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,5,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119758784856534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099456177334663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259882092177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36773959455918215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891345976142115,0.0,0.0,0.24295874434882705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36483207082373537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817185977642306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030015982909335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256790904136341 autism,taahirrawat,2019/10/20,"Weather Obsession My younger brother(is autistic) has been obsessed with weather predictions, maps, forcasts and etc for a very long time. Recently, I have been wondering if this has anything to do with autism or not. I've tried searching about it online but there isnt much about it.",6.4860000000000015,8.8795282,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,67.0,8.200000000000001,38.5,8.841846274778883,3.7154000000000007,230,13,37,4,4,67,43,50,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137949683453934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252740867065183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374573823405891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803150569093916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765088157523864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235153717288494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588921561423269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146300369004923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135267221550925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ventolus,2019/10/20,"Autism and toilet training. Hi i have a boy he is 4 Years and dont wear diappers any more. But he isnt always aware that the needs to go, some days he remembers but other days he dont. So we have to be on guard always. Is there any way i can help him to enhance his awarnes to this?",0.043333333333333,1.6341799206349243,2.178015873015873,98.14892857142858,83.12698412698413,5.469841269841268,18.436507936507933,6.42735559955562,-0.3305111111111114,217,5,55,2,6,73,45,63,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,0,0,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42369315968580185,0.0,0.0,0.3462718009474213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32839030040661515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967757463238923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469435349529272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065219503861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887817688257854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884107858569827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208866039377074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395326650665587 autism,Holmbone,2019/10/20,"Is there any term for people who are not autistic but have some autistic traits? I hope this post is not ill informed. Sometimes I think of some people as being close to the autism spectrum. When they have some personality traits that are associated with autism, like lack of understanding of social cues. Is there any term to describe this? I don't intend to use it maliciously. I really like this type of people and am myself kind of like that.",4.757246127366614,6.994326686746991,4.957177280550777,80.64096385542172,71.28915662650603,7.152495697074013,23.9053356282272,7.957251820313856,1.2749841652323588,357,10,65,5,7,112,54,83,0.032,0.7829999999999999,0.185,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,2,0,16,14,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,11,13,6,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323962230706515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274103110590775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545015157069752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35819959371821936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083016210721435,0.2133977392828756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340644456436328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656676043001866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491316202959896,0.0,0.0,0.2417145488795304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659951332366473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442554525849903,0.0,0.2110802476374918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BurgerRunner2049,2019/10/20,"Thinking about talking to a doctor or someone about my childhood Autism So I was diagnosed with autism as a 4 year old, I'm 22 now, and my main problems then were communication issues, I didn't speak till age 5, and I acted a bit weird. After I started to speak and caught up by 6, they said oh I'm fine he seems ok so no more autism probably, all this is according to my mom. ( Looking for official documents around the house as my mom says I still have them here somewhere) My main question to anyone here is that were you diagnosed as a kid then said you were fine afterwards? Even back in highschool I wanted to talk to a doctor to confirm that I am? Cause I'm sure I am. I still have a lot of these problems from my past and more that would be on the spectrum? Who would I ask to get an official diagnosis?",2.9434105653382767,4.338900180722895,4.246626506024096,87.3597729379055,74.30120481927709,7.517330861909176,26.62465245597776,8.139509932561175,1.5436900834105658,634,23,136,10,13,209,103,166,0.07,0.878,0.052000000000000005,-0.5895,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,0,12,7,0,0,9,1,14,4,0,1,2,19,27,13,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,6,20,4,24,16,7,21,0,0,1,0,18,4,0,4,15,96,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203946408518193,0.0,0.0,0.12991094976894396,0.1364272776205715,0.0,0.0,0.11221315828860476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932059840260196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991297487014035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29623702575987365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987363909895941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638710320277484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624375815970122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838662226777154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231571553645834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254662640852496,0.0,0.0,0.12406667435010403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418289849074261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313171078714233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393091753084532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734002049092166,0.2792755711059845,0.0,0.0,0.16347790553944788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763063366786017,0.11605145748562287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285155437128074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364821485212192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329184241815073,0.0,0.2330839190293125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753974450011847,0.0,0.0,0.23459018535103165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350771488865048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607482598599021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733265809112275,0.0,0.0,0.09397580710707036 autism,BrahCJ,2019/10/20,"Nephew moving home - Has expressed interest in circuit building Howdy! Not sure if this is the right place. My 6 year old nephew is moving from The UK to Aus in a few weeks, and we couldn't be more excited! He's been diagnosed with a global delay. I'm not sure on the specifics, but he has 1-on-1 at school (if that speaks to the severity?) He's a good kid, though at times a little rowdy, and struggles to express himself. He becomes obsessed with things, so I have no doubt that if he is excited by something he'll excel at it. Like all kids this day and age, he loves technolgy, and has expressed interest in learning how to build computer circuits - or perhaps some light coding. His parents are extremely supportive, but not at all nerdy. While I don't know how to code or create circuit boards, I'd love to learn with him. Does anyone know of any premade kits that might be built for children with autism or that are on the spectrum? Has anyone had experience with this sort of stuff that I could learn from? Many thanks! :)",5.429778554778551,6.280836500000002,5.248989898989902,84.55758741258742,67.83838383838383,8.314529914529912,30.38228438228439,8.384062270229773,2.1023421911421902,809,30,158,11,13,250,126,198,0.092,0.7140000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9825,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,1,4,16,0,3,9,0,18,3,0,2,4,39,26,17,0,5,11,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,11,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,2,8,13,26,18,5,23,0,0,0,2,23,13,0,10,9,98,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822865802640427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225652296771702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175770620977836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706973438406932,0.0,0.0,0.10263972239337037,0.0,0.0,0.1615356917743325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392747824164275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568096540190005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348894992280305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964219714951386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749312961838457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777535135138725,0.159511879611295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28728136396732473,0.0,0.0,0.1613549102699308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883487255666718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33830627937755675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670030055907931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767192011478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627972112847658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591473807095147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107008330368114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797961941660306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252280446553405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663799807610894,0.18219069466990187,0.0,0.18060353735522588,0.2999973108331285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652556287687804,0.0,0.0,0.10573336110655876,0.0,0.15636580145915285,0.0,0.09280267427604186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766194632660616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248851892941256 autism,town1d10t,2019/10/20,"Tips for taking pre-employment personality tests? The warehouse-type seasonal job where I have successfully worked multiple years just added a personality screening assessment as part of their application. I hate these! I show up on time, work my butt off, then go home. I have worked this exact place and yet am terrified I won't be asked back because of the personality test. How do you get past this screening part? (Not to mention the added anxiety of trying to sort through vague interactions in an exam setting!)",6.704945054945052,8.93179773626374,6.8558241758241785,69.06417582417585,66.14285714285714,10.474725274725275,33.879120879120876,10.608840637214634,4.078819780219781,418,19,69,12,7,134,74,91,0.128,0.8370000000000001,0.035,-0.8198,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,4,5,2,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,1,1,6,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,12,9,2,15,0,0,2,1,8,6,1,1,7,44,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976945750395182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302578606426773,0.0,0.0,0.15054101980723786,0.0,0.11934431090759025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022858039319922,0.0,0.11126501788724803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329001500213125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638106516369264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942792268390784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240164910896132,0.1868920333344677,0.0,0.5128367894660688,0.2045460995487899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720051752881472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141595915727712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292025403729155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275856428482236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260744644823288 autism,Dramaticrabbit,2019/10/20,"I just passed my driving test today! I'm 22 and had a lot of anxiety about driving (hence why I'm late), but I finally did it! Let's have a positive post. What's something most people don't think us autties can do, but can do amazingly? My answer is driving! You?",0.6231515151515161,2.78039461818182,3.2177272727272737,88.31992424242426,84.63636363636363,6.575757575757575,25.53030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.6307575757575754,204,9,43,4,6,71,42,55,0.026000000000000002,0.855,0.11900000000000001,0.7774,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,2,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373655287947945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398996925564467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500125665643787,0.0,0.0,0.31728523352569243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637913808345863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511105796581306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971651974769359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388708947910229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988167197869541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941118586852734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732320610124255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799820081510075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PPeristeronic,2019/09/24,getting diagnosed as a teen. I was wondering how to get a diagnosis? I feel really bad for thinking im on the spectrum but when I look at symptoms and what autism is it basically explains EVERYTHING. Im really nervous about talking to anyone but my sibling about it and i feel as though my parents will never go through with a Nuro psych test thing. I want to be diagnosed so I will really know what is wrong with me and why I act the way I do. Also in hopes that my parents and teachers will understand me. Really sorry if this is annoying or anything.,2.86718181818182,4.975394081818184,5.005454545454548,78.76818181818184,76.36363636363637,8.763636363636364,30.09090909090909,9.3871,3.113563636363636,439,21,82,12,10,152,73,110,0.13699999999999998,0.8170000000000001,0.047,-0.8728,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,5,0,9,3,0,1,1,21,22,15,0,3,4,2,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,3,13,1,14,17,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,2,62,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286052893066087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244697903097607,0.0,0.1323386807942704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342754698473006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32645172064027544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453194164037392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262780494662665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804048025712345,0.0,0.09139600180501037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972755786267726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347419892432807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883808123235526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504576933658533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403197722818025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35713647337758925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120939286122871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800214547312668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671504289923126,0.0,0.12925860543044038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683966274938224,0.10304503409132956,0.1580018767832063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741615876340835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094854027699143,0.12764904174869598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511232056235038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439916634656616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582813378165782,0.0,0.0 autism,tickledpinkelephant,2019/09/24,Trans-Atlantic flight with toddler who has autism Hey friends! Has anyone traveled across the Atlantic with a toddler with autism? Any tips? Thanks in advance!,4.719999999999999,7.908589461538463,1.4149230769230776,94.18007692307695,96.69230769230772,2.08,32.12307692307692,3.1291,1.0967476923076918,130,7,19,0,5,33,20,26,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.7872,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393364119016217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517334465912573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991369204114461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947963896077125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Rchlmnzr15,2019/09/24,"Negative views on ABA therapy Can someone explain to me what the arguments against applied behavioral analysis are? I’ve been researching all day and have not come up with any conclusive answers as to how or why ABA is considered abusive by some. I have found plenty of examples of people abusing children with autism, but not specifically how ABA is compliant or geared toward such behavior. I’m a paraprofessional, I’ve seen ABA work for many children, but am not against learning others opinions on the subject.",11.852333333333334,10.388842122222227,10.753888888888893,58.03750000000001,55.55555555555557,14.777777777777779,51.38888888888889,13.427899808715575,7.176222222222222,421,26,62,13,4,134,69,90,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,21,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,15,10,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,4,1,44,4,3,0.0,0.6493746251612911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635356904499933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236057358982096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767302574252198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004658328695458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778290330866095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998174400238604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321894297012188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133835304387912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727445767233516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995011419696968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,THeyManMan,2019/09/24,"Autists of Reddit, what do you wish your parents had done differently? I have a 6 year old daughter on the spectrum and struggle to know how to raise her. She's been diagnosed as level 2 for social symptoms and between 1 and 2 on behavioral symptoms. Specific questions I have are: 1. How open were your parents about your autism? Do you wish they were more/less open about it? For us, my daughter has noticeable delays, so it helps people to understand why she acts the way she acts and hopefully prompts some people to reach out to her. However, I feel like many people simply peg her as autistic and use that information to overlook her for social invites and similar opportunities. I hate to make her dominant identity ""the autistic girl"" but she's not able to be independently social at this point and people avoid her if they don't know since she acts differently. 2. Do you wish you lived close to family growing up? I come from a large family but we currently live a few states away from that family. The huge family gatherings can be overwhelming for my daughter but she is always able to find a quiet spot to decompress when she needs to. Some of her cousins are really great with her and I worry that she's missing out on opportunities to have a real friend her same age. Where we are currently, she really doesn't have any friends outside of those she sees at her special ed class at school. 3. I spend a considerable amount of time worrying about her future and trying to set things up so that she has the best quality of life as possible in the future. What aspects of your life are important to you or have made it easier to live with autism? Anything else you wish you could tell your parents when you were growing up?",5.53566935377296,6.865476680851067,5.985048235760541,77.63037267080746,67.90577507598782,9.733897185146027,30.413770318488172,9.971965246562196,3.012462032509581,1384,53,255,33,23,446,172,329,0.055999999999999994,0.7859999999999999,0.158,0.9876,8,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,13,2,3,10,14,1,3,12,0,27,5,0,6,0,52,44,23,0,8,6,7,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,12,19,0,2,8,0,1,6,3,5,0,0,7,3,49,9,50,34,6,40,0,2,1,0,58,20,0,6,12,177,61,2,0.17634624682528693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336710208096636,0.0,0.0,0.05996074750583436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255896773159741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828415519279124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253225317215008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595333843808329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039906433264452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949386423416626,0.0,0.18424429454706376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023171830571458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365733048318664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33248709418565525,0.0,0.044582980503360466,0.06299089698381559,0.0,0.0,0.08058863740834121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624467285143765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721117984090973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705270483186227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910058601382185,0.0,0.0,0.08757580661410548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691528540240164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455856931080035,0.043076934302921616,0.0,0.2335754501396108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343154130997718,0.05885624455346367,0.08939370782146723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537925377288513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038568541282168,0.09252286070572906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937174568922738,0.0,0.0,0.24451256697089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335210169708301,0.09940194839251801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877407758942554,0.0,0.0,0.1003603179969348,0.11297192132000125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923590823199085,0.07026256354710511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293771884285491,0.0,0.0,0.269644186247786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092177693028471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329127222342648,0.0,0.0,0.0770671962503816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857830526464496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051414457331387886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598637629613558,0.0,0.0,0.0917913310647726,0.10606141099506973,0.07615326862104847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998772124388568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956252942787884,0.0,0.4055789617928396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908817370160432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056780600608335924 autism,harrisatthedisco,2019/09/24,"Change Hello I have had a ""Lego movie"" blanket for about 3 years, it has grown up with me, and my parents decided to replace it. VERY QUICKLY SO I DIDN'T GO CRAZY, BUT I HAVE DONE! any advice bc to anyone neurotypical i explain this to they say its weird? is it?",-0.9175471698113212,0.915747905660382,1.3939811320754707,94.50833018867924,107.67924528301887,3.6294339622641516,18.50754716981132,5.6839178017228535,-0.13695320754716978,201,7,42,2,10,67,45,53,0.040999999999999995,0.9009999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.2151,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,7,0,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602841426570823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25072500353934074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577998702752493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900300501400579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773026326824856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953766488041856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093917742420623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29320078220002976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042116972101774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374272650137605 autism,SarabiTheLioness,2019/09/24,"Autism is a disorder of ""attachment""... I have a new therapist. I like her a lot. But in relation to my Asperger's and my granddaughter's moderate/severe autism, she made this statement and I found it offensive. Am I wrong? She is an LCSW. Younger so I assume up on the research. When I told her I was offended she said most people don't understand what ""we"" (the medical community) means when we say attachment and we can talk more about it at our next session. (It was the end of the session. It came up because she said that we all need to be able to be our authentic selves and I scoffed. I said I'm NEVER my authentic self. I have different ""culturally appropriate masks"" I use to communicate. Then I explained to her that even after decades, I still have a running internal dialogue when I am communicating with someone. ""Keep good eye contact but not for too long or the other person will think you're staring and staring will make them uncomfortable. But don't look away for too long or they think you're not listening. You're getting distracted by the way her mouth and face moves when she talks. Concentrate on her words...."" And that's when she said that ""Pay attention to your body and how you're feeling when this happens. Autism is fundamentally a problem of attachment."" And all I could think of were the idiot doctors who used to blame mothers for not being emotionally available and ""causing"" their child's autism. :( (Gonna repost this in the Aspie forum.)",3.7245401337792607,6.188317134057975,4.7108695652173935,80.1951672240803,75.1231884057971,8.593979933110367,29.455964325529546,9.265573868473778,2.9113415830546265,1163,52,214,30,26,378,159,276,0.114,0.8590000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9732,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,6,1,3,0,13,8,3,1,14,0,20,6,4,6,3,51,46,24,0,3,8,1,1,1,0,3,2,6,0,3,14,16,0,1,11,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,11,11,39,2,26,28,5,27,0,0,4,0,38,8,0,5,16,150,53,5,0.1244798406082628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695290787724293,0.0,0.0,0.0758817554546883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382690409444737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237177584793384,0.0,0.12787508585489302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938702370888036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300549392521102,0.1426646817647018,0.12741039152503694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400230661558007,0.11025219120475926,0.0,0.0,0.0822177607244205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294074761225721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648572016348434,0.0,0.0,0.06503557900186419,0.0,0.0,0.10440778439617526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007711194890006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064340183581373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081456240157855,0.0,0.0,0.22032148357233894,0.10453171506196897,0.0,0.0,0.10582830904391984,0.0,0.1177858349801685,0.08309126020781897,0.0,0.0,0.1355950389381365,0.0,0.1254003434693969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323023707113992,0.0,0.09230022453269372,0.09600652701584728,0.120223405742444,0.13238572267988952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862986480041423,0.10869099540785547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911039609242398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736353360605248,0.09899136550665127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985962179889876,0.1406267881093959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054713649950301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940976150692396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001043613367283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445306892290698,0.0,0.2392849667583247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894582216757114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958790409056484,0.0,0.2150212303443711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880630341518744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609916453238186,0.0,0.0 autism,funkydancemoves,2019/09/24,"Stims Hey guys, I only got diagnosed a year and a half ago so im still figuring out certain things about my autism and myself. One of those things is stimming, (i believe it is, please tell me if i’m wrong) I tense different body parts such as my toes, fingers or wrists and will also blink repeatedly. I’ve realised these things happen more often when I’m nervous and along with a few other feelings/emotions, is this something that happens? sorry if i’ve said anything wrong or not explained properly, it’s not something i’m good at.",6.5748397435897425,6.633548855769233,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,65.25,8.856410256410255,34.641025641025635,8.344100000000001,2.7142871794871795,427,18,79,5,6,135,77,104,0.113,0.8420000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.7101,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,4,5,4,0,1,17,12,12,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,7,2,7,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401750804075495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894656411861084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298016120094795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957549924748751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299534725822948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763510084932563,0.0,0.18153013857735986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544360828938606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573194742917292,0.1389624991141865,0.0,0.0,0.1720382715778817,0.3072903420844919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767812980424314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177364391010602,0.13214351747694936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188152628078404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190723610652334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527455374749714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675200742768882,0.0,0.19449715277968888,0.0,0.0,0.13875572804899367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518637942031547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462922278855669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799332857314037,0.0,0.1118882983299545 autism,shadowshadow74,2019/09/24,School options for child with Autism My son is 9 years old on the autism spectrum. He is level 1 or 2. We are plan to move back to the US soon. What types of schools are best for students with autism? Is public or private better? What support is provided? Additional tips appreciated on how to find best school!,1.552500000000002,4.2636169166666695,2.4783333333333357,90.6525,88.16666666666666,5.0,22.5,6.6274283507984215,0.6214999999999997,245,9,49,3,8,77,44,60,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,10,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,30,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695367614155907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557129977362536,0.1920270641403241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844588388283496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076668460612826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278333703433037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6592181945001621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638785670952215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26117143964266554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981966735614754 autism,SilversStuff,2019/09/24,"Pep Rally’s are Overwhelming. I’m on the spectrum, and I just wanna complain about how stressful pep rally’s are to me, and I bet other autistic people. Before I start all of this, realize that in my school, pep rally’s were mandatory. So, first of all, the bright lights. I dunno about you, but in my school we have pep rally’s in the gym (the brightest lights in my school). They pull out the bleachers and have us stand on them, very close together. Which brings me to the physical contact. There’s no room to move around whatsoever. It gets very hot in there since the entire school is in one room. Now, the worst part: how loud it is. Everyone talks before the pep rally starts, which isn’t much better. During the pep rally, they play music SO loud. I hate it. I remember one year they had a screaming competition! My entire grade was screaming while I was breaking down. Luckily I had a friend there, if I didn’t I might’ve passed out haha.. Anyways, pep rally’s are terrible. I would ask my teachers to go to the nurse before the pep rally because of my previous experiences. So, what have we learned? Pep rally’s are overwhelming.",2.6883181818181825,5.1073177409090915,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.4090909090909,6.545454545454546,22.72727272727273,7.686295010490155,1.1374090909090904,893,28,171,14,22,286,118,220,0.128,0.769,0.10300000000000001,-0.7785,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,4,2,14,14,1,3,14,1,17,0,0,2,2,23,25,11,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,9,9,0,0,3,2,1,5,3,9,0,3,6,8,27,5,23,18,5,28,0,2,1,0,13,15,0,3,6,116,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877231482778492,0.13523152879799516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817945254833975,0.0,0.369268513142456,0.0,0.0,0.1279342969078349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822265205648415,0.0,0.14149891444891727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304222330667802,0.0,0.0,0.11175896261391996,0.0,0.07557550188692114,0.0,0.08220993770432644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281541848396814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534545416404396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374381562831754,0.10633699256095766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604195848674666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664568244355295,0.0,0.10028454786093087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386425707572438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855884019945677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965889928322745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047730337537995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570013605628411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626703236817168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400039235445994,0.0,0.0,0.2387086320814796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275772122856898,0.0,0.0,0.0931521341388868 autism,zedogster,2019/09/24,"What are your experiences of autism as an adult? I am looking for your help with an interesting project that aims to gather perspectives on many aspects of life for an adult with autism. &#x200B; I'm an autistic psychologist who has worked previously with autism clinically, and presently working in autism research. Alongside this research I am working on a personal project. Where this will go, I am still unsure. It may turn in to a book, blog, beginnings of a funded research project, or just fall into nothingness as these things sometimes do. &#x200B; This project aims to discuss aspects of adult life for those with autism that are rarely discussed, or not discussed at all in current literature. I hope that through this project we can bring more attention to the lives of adults with autism and the experiences we have. &#x200B; To do this, I need your help. I hope to interview several individuals on forums such as this one with a series of open questions to gather the experiences of more individuals than just myself. I kindly request that anyone who is interested in sharing their experiences and being interviewed, can you please message me directly, or comment on this post to let me know. I will get back to every one of you in due course and arrange a time we can discuss your experiences further. &#x200B; Every one of us has a story to tell and experiences to share. I hope through sharing these we will create more understanding for adults with autism and can shape perceptions for the better. &#x200B; Thank you.",8.369065359477126,9.623157270370367,7.342636165577346,70.70774509803924,61.48148148148147,10.056644880174293,38.845315904139426,10.056822442137396,4.1403812636165584,1253,62,199,25,17,383,133,270,0.006999999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.9875,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,5,7,1,4,6,11,0,0,14,0,21,3,0,0,1,36,35,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,19,19,0,0,5,2,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,25,11,49,29,4,26,0,0,1,0,39,15,0,8,7,152,44,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003357239367313,0.44896346200892456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051670356139180994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682207275642182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535570861303996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452247118310505,0.0,0.0,0.43371146183483933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860802457971206,0.0,0.04199725064789162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906292589203114,0.0,0.0,0.2201885689894608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695213879288247,0.04061174509072483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556447792394548,0.10439098114837207,0.0,0.0,0.06525222243415837,0.0,0.06205469508246054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491974995866227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479353597158005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022313903854548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452382967451663,0.0,0.08111648837498259,0.0,0.0,0.07077270112758809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278132069626701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348234266873969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730858182198512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901407467461189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458905457445628,0.0680342390257812,0.0,0.0,0.049093745973645415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308981450037665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037849123304308,0.0,0.07692916805151355,0.08888874380155584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139323712987774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44896346200892456,0.0 autism,gayestpan,2019/09/24,"Does anyone else flip their shit when more than one person tries to talk to you at once? Just wanna know, y’know? My brain is like “LISTEN ONE NO OTHER WAIT TWO NO???????”",-1.6536363636363658,-2.138128939393937,-0.35754545454545195,103.50368181818183,141.42424242424244,1.32,3.3,3.1291,-2.998694545454545,127,0,27,0,10,39,30,33,0.187,0.75,0.063,-0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,5,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742626264019925,0.2893017880857965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151969010278498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470871107080451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586788479648085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103452598995517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794235157444873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006944149345628,0.38265645421617617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653785063062494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28982906557080457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694289881443774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916976769729116,0.0,0.2758157299862328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheRiteOfLife,2019/09/24,"I’m looking for understanding or a cure I have autism but I’m on the borderline thank god and I feel like living with it is a horrible curse And personally don’t know this community but it’s reddit so none of you know me. But I have it and rather then end my life out of pity for myself I wanna understand what it is or is there cure something to make life less challenging for in society at home and with family I’m not expecting much but I just want some hope I can see versions when I get excited it makes me feel like I’m really there almost like I’m illustrating it myself it requires me to spin my finger and I must not be around people or I can’t do it The other to thing are my memory is horrible and my focus is bad too and I know I know you will say it’s ADHD no it’s not I’m on med for that and all it does for me is make me tired I hate my autism I want it gone I refuse to take it as a piece of me because it makes me different and I just want order my life and my head If anyone has any advice to make my pushment go easier please tell me",-0.7092351900972567,1.363150525641025,2.2816828765104624,93.07576923076924,90.75213675213676,6.133569112879457,16.1886236368995,7.503015589744147,0.1800712054229292,829,19,197,17,29,292,121,234,0.14300000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.138,-0.8042,1,0,1,0,0,1,1.0,0,2,0,2,9,10,1,0,5,0,17,6,2,5,2,53,48,22,0,9,14,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,1,1,19,14,0,2,8,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,6,35,7,23,44,7,12,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,7,6,136,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590954822948982,0.12677008424415698,0.0,0.0,0.12990527111840172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822045174231033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070982428452894,0.0,0.0,0.11548668480206632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831864386695453,0.07908184811376548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553962860706228,0.0,0.0,0.1135270864958116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149017571723284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222973481305102,0.0,0.13119018169819746,0.1853574419506636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777826566871356,0.0,0.07372821693819953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280809407005745,0.13313980813234547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012918210839414,0.12885058213194947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851835780767367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748951700086491,0.19013771985620054,0.0,0.11455345140710545,0.0,0.10894003656173054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329769639593993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410013618275225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536604788933443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993804285355704,0.11327472247674444,0.0,0.14240394216081614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310798603767812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316603885430492,0.0,0.0,0.10337754872210786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987204272686367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754037608458,0.0,0.11338922796218302,0.11943741689600193,0.0,0.0,0.08618645977092082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910488014832687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701057951879021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955331284352826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anton_best,2019/09/24,"Books on autism, how to bring up a child with autism Hi everyone, I never had experience with autism, however, my partner's sister is a real bad person, she left her kid with us and moved to another city. That boy is autistic, this was diagnosed by a psychiatrist. I would like advice and reading materials about how to proceed. &#x200B; I have not had experience with this before. Can I trust the diagnosis of one psychiatrist? Are there books that help parents bring up a child with autism? This boy's behaviour is very peculiar, I would like to help him, and I have a gut feeling what we are doing with him is wrong. We are trying to teach him how to behave and how to function normally in a society, but I think it's the wrong way to do it. &#x200B; Any help would be appreciated. I've never had this experience before.",4.678966244725738,6.327392487341776,5.900696202531647,76.20880801687765,70.32911392405063,9.317299578059073,28.989451476793253,9.725611199111238,2.8132388185654005,655,25,122,16,12,219,89,158,0.054000000000000006,0.8170000000000001,0.129,0.8384,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,20,2,1,4,2,27,24,9,0,4,2,2,1,2,1,3,1,0,0,7,9,12,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,4,0,1,4,1,16,3,21,16,0,12,0,0,0,0,21,5,0,0,5,88,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243242256339405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756996355834998,0.3091881525060424,0.0865183565455008,0.13340803787629832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622878103118714,0.0,0.0,0.21652069599011745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913218024329728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215703360551249,0.0,0.3733556763321402,0.0,0.0,0.06432952162038222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558316458093358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823192259026007,0.0,0.0,0.12431284518408127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522159395909908,0.0,0.0,0.19624978061623854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465491945414678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621194290353879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126992916808254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108923875681548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272608907053211,0.14481156651080382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152157929730097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637841593855987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303776810483335,0.0,0.0,0.1049751549027788,0.0,0.10098644316928224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711340836575263,0.27820432643214466,0.3091881525060424,0.0 autism,RagtimeMouse03,2019/09/24,"Can someone help me understand how my 4-year-old son feels? My son hasn’t been formally diagnosed with autism yet, but 2 doctors and his preschool teachers have brought up their concerns to me and we’re still on a waiting list to be properly diagnosed by a pediatrician (we’re 2 months into a 12 month waiting list 😑.) The kid is an absolute genius, he’s been reading since he was 2-years-old, he taught himself to read by watching YouTube videos. The kids in his class are learning to recognise and read their own names whereas he is reading words like ‘investigations’ and ‘dialogue’. He has many other symptoms as well, but his reading skills are unlike anything I’ve ever seen. My son had a bad day at preschool yesterday. The thing that set him off was that he had a new substitute teacher and she didn’t follow the exact routine his usual teacher follows. She sang ‘If You’re Happy And You Know It Clap Your Hands’ after recess yesterday and normally that’s something they do at the beginning of the day. In his own words “she sang at 12:09pm and she was meant to sing it at 9:07am”. I had a little giggle because I just think it’s so cute that he’s so exact but it’s not funny to him. It’s distressing. He gets really upset and runs away to collapse and sob on the ground (we call it Disney princessing.) I’m not autistic and so this is something that I can’t really comprehend. I’m not uncaring, I just don’t get it. I was hoping someone could maybe explain this feeling to me? It’s not a sensory overload thing, I get the feeling that it’s just extreme, unwarranted stress? Can someone help me out here? My son is my favourite person and I just want to know if there’s anything I can do to help?💗💗💗",4.21180473372781,5.58237974260355,5.008835502958584,83.23231834319529,71.10059171597635,8.011550295857989,31.271479289940828,8.488131031819089,2.393295479289941,1355,60,264,22,25,439,177,338,0.075,0.815,0.11,0.8693,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,2,3,1,14,11,0,3,16,0,28,5,1,1,3,52,52,22,0,6,13,4,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,20,16,0,2,10,9,0,4,8,5,1,0,14,8,35,6,29,36,2,33,0,1,2,0,38,15,1,3,14,165,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930463538878075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023572600868647,0.0,0.0909643878045588,0.0664117611088038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112448587755355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698358698107024,0.0,0.0,0.14052081345400105,0.0,0.0,0.22115343144624636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115096564917058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854684177609427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525734820133814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707575415340903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159738042190532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907028223591096,0.0,0.0,0.10820680451179053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974646591554175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322494407185648,0.10919134695557037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104529645892366,0.1094497313925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391745811558484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521960191895743,0.0,0.0,0.10674280853927944,0.0,0.0,0.22863855871454614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512642898746496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448715923358757,0.0,0.13958570384010408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012029451400508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769258191470827,0.16774211532039784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700348711652127,0.0,0.12479594206409506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323539930149618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475621684727935,0.06980745219567833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341541688755755,0.0,0.0,0.11998734573603805,0.0,0.06425848719994381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795449171491463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015690277523133 autism,thepurpleskinnypup,2019/09/24,"Anyone ever felt isolated once? What's your story? We all feel isolated by time to time. Sometimes we tend to wanna be alone for short amout of time and there are tons of reasons. But the question is, ever felt so alone that you just wanna meet someone close to talk to, to hang out with but don't have a ability? Or for that matter, feel like everyone is busy with themselves?",2.759362934362933,4.999260689189189,3.522046332046333,88.64013513513515,77.24324324324324,6.390733590733591,22.73359073359073,7.447530270364453,0.9529482625482624,297,9,58,4,7,94,55,74,0.124,0.8190000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.5111,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,3,23,11,5,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,15,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,6,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293725823487736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493953472068824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37500499842554064,0.0,0.19807112598663368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962055703708754,0.14808551116291954,0.3980550779901324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126970945053604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207533486725235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220831056325664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312503709146344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17563317183584454,0.0,0.20501164069650124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660903023968446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626112609750061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wonde_Alice_rland,2019/09/24,"New friend who has severe autism, I asked her to stop going on about a subject multiple times, she wouldn't. She blames her autism. I met a new friend and things were going well, nice hanging out, nice watching movies, nice playing videogames. We were talking on the phone when she was talking about a commercial. I said I didn't want to hear about the commercial at all, she continued on. I said ""don't send me anything about it, I don't want it, I don't want to hear about this,"" and she continued. She sent the video after me telling her not to, and I said I wouldn't watch it. She then started explaining the video over the phone, I hung up. She then gets very mad at me that I hung up. I told her I did not consent at all for her to keep harassing me about the subject. For being a self-described SJW, it was shocking that she believed consent for conversation didn't exist; that I have no right to tell her to stop explaining. After texting for an hour and after her saying I don't have the right to take away consent in a conversation, she said only once that I do have the right to tell her to stop, once and then reversed. She is saying its her autism and she doesn't understand. I don't know, is this possibly centered on her autism or is this just an excuse so she can say what she wants to with no repercussions. Maybe more importantly, if it is partially her autism, does that make a difference? Maybe most importantly, if it /is/ her autism, does that matter? I mean if at the end of the day she refuses to respect my consent, should I hang out with her?",4.892980769230772,5.426220285256413,5.054897435897439,86.60676923076927,68.90384615384615,8.547692307692307,28.42051282051282,8.548686976883017,1.7770058974358975,1227,40,261,18,20,385,133,312,0.109,0.79,0.10099999999999999,0.3738,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,0,10,11,2,0,18,0,28,0,0,1,2,40,54,15,0,10,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,19,11,0,5,5,3,0,6,14,3,1,0,14,11,53,8,43,36,4,44,0,0,2,0,59,19,0,5,19,186,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594049588030192,0.0,0.09763193355257507,0.0,0.09811942306723656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766164608453385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735145671808931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911157181192767,0.0,0.0,0.1827822457253102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249775477377943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137129719395313,0.0,0.05456258939029154,0.0,0.118704790911587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354099974190752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028467073570954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282596689020774,0.0,0.0,0.0573943369527593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971067809684825,0.0,0.20983649796765605,0.11375952281027693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017265141112794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243815260659047,0.0,0.07942695912459971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177339342522246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675588568951763,0.39736357788807264,0.2491509407105699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894770726018704,0.1179809854029064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391910526528986,0.0,0.0,0.26193514759513115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852156494075374,0.16788060120921622,0.2738404336054848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938148046556364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060896455622423774,0.0,0.0,0.09979140885996868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871974555095908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616920001184891,0.24639212444261205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938989399067084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,martyharnish,2019/09/24,"How do I help my 8 year old son have a conversation? My kiddo is a great talker but he only request things. He loves to ask for blue and red anything..like cups and cars. If he has a stomach ache or bad dream he will say ""all done bad dream"". I never think it is a problem until I ask for reference who, what when and the most highest of questions why. I just want to help him recall. What can I do to provoke that part of the language? Thanks so much!! I love this subreddit! You all are so awesome and I look forward to my little man finding a safe space like this.",1.2967719568567022,3.1167816355932203,2.8936363636363645,93.42308936825887,80.10169491525423,5.307858243451464,22.59167950693375,6.1124844417494595,0.2613118644067796,435,14,97,3,11,143,83,118,0.133,0.585,0.282,0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,7,0,10,3,1,2,3,21,18,12,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,12,6,9,16,5,9,0,0,3,2,20,3,0,4,7,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635299484887035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246803753592753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896848649675805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770468650111212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435878299443836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064347152074274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949882434038694,0.19486904914751002,0.0,0.0,0.16327148632861818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509597302127723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292776903333246,0.0,0.14995571778223882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402064713648907,0.0,0.0,0.14787210141460186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054778192571486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604240249642556,0.0,0.0,0.21780510326197214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461783412229438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790042044717969,0.0,0.0,0.12917006302110207,0.12458232462611933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467932807354828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754420325731096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520597388093846 autism,throwaway181818999,2019/01/01,"Is My Friend Possibly Autistic? So, I'm sure you guys get this question often, but I'm curious and slightly concerned about my friend. I'll list in bullets so it's faster to read: * He says things that are really offensive, and acts like they're compliments/doesn't react at all. It's a little frustrating, because he can be really offensive, but I've learned to not take anything he says really seriously when it pertains to his ""compliments"". * He doesn't have a filter. At all. * He's not emotional. At all. Like sometimes he's expressive but he doesn't seem to show anything at all. Like, he's just neutral all the time. * He's told me before that he's just not good with his emotions, and admitted to having issues with telling what emotions are what. * He's constantly moving or jittery and has weird things that nobody else does, like when he's really excited or something he jumps around a lot, or he's always wiggling his fingers and stuff. I wasn't sure because he's fine with eye contact and stuff, and he's fine talking to people and strangers. It's just that he's awkward as hell and just doesn't seem to get emotional/social stuff. That's why I was worried; what if he's a sociopath or something? Anyway, so, do you think that he could possibly be autistic?",3.236484623541891,5.549855426829272,4.122767762460235,84.55452279957582,76.03252032520325,7.36769176387416,28.58183103570166,8.321376580360154,2.228638246730294,1009,44,188,19,23,324,121,246,0.126,0.73,0.14400000000000002,0.4371,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,0,13,20,4,1,5,0,16,2,2,1,7,45,26,23,0,2,15,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,19,13,0,0,6,2,0,3,7,7,0,0,3,4,10,13,18,20,6,15,1,0,1,0,36,7,1,10,9,105,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293266003087068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381802440417835,0.0994252470013085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361669060897731,0.0,0.095037542756752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069413696553352,0.0,0.08917310520043474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773818198635334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330028661921642,0.3768990500824199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725784378010025,0.0,0.11670385753962835,0.0,0.0,0.09367788665224464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058784287881353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657237258543768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825880958621816,0.11193987057771304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495242520995596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870577044617107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742981055223072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518209719166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511517440542774,0.0,0.11171737912962673,0.0,0.2861986056224415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776362168992201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033515824703793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196445691834414,0.11046145212747767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835652146694719,0.0,0.0,0.2105276436473289,0.0,0.08397484092154296,0.08976990455420741,0.09761949628002492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839996603208094,0.0715646191938974,0.0,0.0,0.06512567824440701,0.0,0.0,0.10672186284972024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078028556119603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342372732531875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ConvictedWaffles,2019/01/01,Any tips for getting a 3 year old to sleep in his bed? My girlfriend’s 3 year old is highly non verbal autistic (not sure if that’s the proper description) but he never sleeps in his bed. He has a stair gate on his door and he lays by it all night until he falls asleep. It’s not a problem but I just can’t imagine he’s comfy. Is this just a phase he’ll grow out off or should we be doing something to encourage him to sleep in his bed?,1.2512500000000024,2.5580616250000037,2.9795833333333337,95.07375,78.58333333333334,5.633333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.14370416666666674,340,8,81,2,8,113,67,96,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.8536,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,7,4,4,0,3,17,9,6,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,12,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,7,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910764273548513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455685414172966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316653926218941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911059885686866,0.0,0.0,0.20576524395242735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460163231208301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098068854208608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6582697153604501,0.0,0.0,0.16880082307534006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066545620218227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823987979466138 autism,Psycho_Phantom,2019/01/01,"Im a 18 year that has autism. I have lived with Autism forever and it just get harder, like dating I for some reason can not feel love i can't do it no matter how much I try I can't feel love. ",-0.31433333333333024,0.9073921777777798,2.1708333333333343,99.53625000000004,82.7777777777778,5.388888888888888,13.472222222222221,5.985473137389443,-1.1824444444444446,148,1,40,1,4,51,34,45,0.156,0.7170000000000001,0.127,-0.502,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,10,11,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,11,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331807282431122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213492368283992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558850616132214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096281786775454,0.0,0.2909288017481706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947206212979989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219898832469214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33875091292888154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368908396932072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121684289292939 autism,KoroPoro1229,2019/01/01,"Love? I dont know what love feels like. I always hear about it being some fluttery feeling but I dont really get it. I have a boyfriend and he makes me Happy and smile and such things but when I say I love him I dont really know if I do, same goes for my parents when I say I love them. I dont feel anything saying it. I view them more as friends then anything and its frustrating I want to know I love someone and not have it be me tricking my self into the sensation. Is this normal? I have high functioning autism and some other disability and I never read anything to help me explain or learn why I'm having such a hard time understanding this concept of ""love""",2.170217391304348,3.910172181159425,3.687753623188408,89.1059782608696,77.18840579710145,6.6289855072463775,23.818840579710145,7.492282038375204,0.9731623188405792,523,17,112,7,12,173,82,138,0.146,0.684,0.171,0.1748,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,11,2,0,3,0,12,6,0,1,1,29,31,15,0,3,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,10,8,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,24,9,7,29,4,7,0,0,1,6,19,2,0,4,6,78,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977813396584862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636769917293857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058133385090956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366641243961175,0.07708093992592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336019922042748,0.0,0.05637121843409858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485732211061013,0.09665364308755324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160665883319033,0.0,0.07232042943107574,0.1139980715161146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789049647742328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052712546481907034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842822362803491,0.0,0.07202143274537813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321606401558113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571519340893526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980576418697952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792522054659152,0.0,0.1382419095067083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740974280732604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255908255979884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141994960184728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716813229414172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629150383094694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232356442458756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363986947193649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735937801870716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PixelLaurs,2019/08/02,"My therapist recently asked me if I ever wondered if I might have autism and suggested I get evaluated, but I'm not sure what to do I've always had a difficult time understanding social situations. I think a lot of people deal with this, so even though things have been hard, I never saw it as much of a big deal. I'm 22 and only recently learned how to make friends. It just took me a really long time to finally learn all the ""rules."" I've always had this feeling that other people have some secret knowledge that I don't. Like all these little social rules just happen naturally for them and they don't even have to think about it. But I'm pretty good at hiding it. I can mirror other people around me to fit in. It takes some time for me to learn the rules for new situations, but once I do I tend to remember them pretty well. I also have some sensory issues, hate eye contact with a passion, and do not like being touched. At the same time, there are things about me that make me think I don't have autism. I am incredibly empathetic and quick to pick up on other people's emotions. I learned to speak at an average age. I've gotten to this point in life with people thinking I'm a bit odd, but usually nothing more serious than that. I'm just not sure where to go from here. Should I try to get an official diagnoses? What would be the pros and cons to knowing for sure whether I have it or not?",4.768184663536778,5.18083143661972,5.853474178403758,81.19802034428795,69.14084507042253,9.268857589984352,27.74960876369327,9.2995712137729,2.12138951486698,1104,34,228,21,18,368,148,284,0.096,0.7859999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.8456,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,0,18,12,1,0,12,0,24,4,1,4,7,59,50,19,0,4,15,0,3,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,21,10,0,0,15,0,0,2,8,3,1,0,6,6,25,9,35,39,10,29,0,0,2,1,13,13,0,9,16,160,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075937853603593,0.16805877904187008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989996418603381,0.0944093426605018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102518002983254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082266118628057,0.0,0.10249982027595143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359693882619094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334021056937338,0.09134864880690262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510621317792655,0.0,0.0,0.11062647451198583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802241304659571,0.0,0.10552322402625264,0.0,0.05739331831720983,0.08470322085243896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930259346206268,0.0,0.090464640607377,0.0997038922853308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540433578579812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549989052739025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713302027878717,0.09867443007121296,0.10121564350544908,0.0,0.08937044009454369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585565420460814,0.0,0.0,0.1348193988598457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713139556518338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423716686048082,0.0,0.07788750722112689,0.09753400809267296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689988346476676,0.0,0.0,0.10754800712256668,0.0,0.07680526982944534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500588334211186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954654882397193,0.0,0.0,0.2054804516964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469494713755071,0.0,0.19942523307612933,0.0,0.11439874216891922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702755075958486,0.0,0.2058873411070613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855375499919433,0.0,0.07592976048905611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725385190889645,0.13418273561158098,0.25883392383964016,0.09921935128280417,0.0,0.235545651365042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220042717686272,0.06856363838001046,0.0,0.0,0.10513117315407652,0.0,0.0,0.11122306620253976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079956598766437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951624437291067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173836605050726,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nvyemdrain,2019/08/02,"Seeking advice: Son is binge eating Hey all. Looking for some insight to help with my teenage son. He takes 54mg of concerta which wipes his midday appetite. He usually eats a large dinner as a result, which is definitely understandable. However, he almost daily binge its in the middle of night. Between 1am and 4am. 2 bowls of cereal, the thickest peanut butter and jelly imaginable, sodas. Enough to fill up 3 hungry adults. I'd be less concerned if this was rare but it is constant. He maintains a healthy weight but I concerned about long-term effects and habits. No amount of intervention helps curb it. Even when a healthy and moderately sized snack is made available right in his room at night. Anyone have experience with the same and how has it worked out? Any suggestions to help make things better for him?",3.7931000000000026,6.679369826666669,4.035583333333332,82.82737500000002,77.4,6.683333333333334,26.04166666666667,7.865858978985527,1.8097666666666663,654,25,113,11,16,203,114,150,0.018000000000000002,0.84,0.142,0.9593,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,0,8,6,0,5,1,24,13,11,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,8,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,19,10,6,14,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,3,5,64,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484028949528875,0.0,0.0,0.18941162707002052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863203441631688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226172626442748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729241848288506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440959166624348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871060206322154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954479042177396,0.0,0.124935237297839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503009891018932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803602655261115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739641525986185,0.15884274287390274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789832405299333,0.12626257660112794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355018716092566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153752235347907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222118302160952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566632159010602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691725249913675,0.0,0.0,0.2083277486025511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303400963952528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770725128287628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,_barbs44,2019/08/02,"thoughts on being overly watchful / protective as a parent Hi - looking for thoughts I guess. I have two wonderful sons, one 9, one 7, the oldest of them happens to be autistic and also has PDA (and pretty extreme anxiety at times). With our eldest, I sometimes worry I'm being overly protective, too close to him but it feels hard not to be. To give a couple of quick (edit - in hindsight, not as quick as intended) examples. If he rides his scooter as I walk alongside, I feel I need to be up with him at any road crossing as he might just cross without looking (and will at times, me having to quickly grab and issue a reminder). Usually he'd stop, but it's not guaranteed. I don't think it's me being overly protective, with our youngest I'd have no such worry, I know he'll stop. Today, we went to a cycling session where kids cycle round a running track, there are all sorts of interesting bikes and trikes to try. Most parents sit, chat, grab a coffee and their child cycles round. My son, set off in the wrong direction, wasn't keen to change, and was v erratic in his cycling so I got in a bike and kept close order. (Amusingly, he said he liked the feeling of it being like a game, the bikes going past the other way seeming really fast!). I don't mind keeping close order, I enjoyed cycling round with him, we had a chat at times, he also got annoyed, his PDA kicking in, with a few screams about wanting to get away from me, 'stop treating me like a kid, I hate children'. My concern isn't about perception - I want him to have a nice time at sessions, he had 15 mins very upset as a boy took a bike he had wanted, 10 mins of piggbybacking and playing 'don't fall off to the left!, don't fall off to the right! helped get us back on track. The looks of strangers aren't an issue - I'm aware behavior might look naughty when it isn't, I'm not going to attempt to modify behavior to fit in with those who don't understand. I also love his creativity and how he sees the world - that thrill of seeing bikes coming right at you, but equally it's not great if a nine-year-old boy is close to crashing head on into a five year old girl. Other parents don't appreciate that stuff. My concern is that intangible - what if I'd just grabbed a coffee and sat down. He'd have cycled the wrong way, would he have started going the right way (he'd already had a warning from a organiser). Would he have stopped trying to tow a lift off other cyclists who didn't want a boy grabbing hold of their bike? It didn't feel an option, though it is something to work on perhaps - when we go next week - 'you know you didn't like me staying so close, can you do a lap on your own?' Could also try getting there earlier, as it sets up, maybe see if he can do a lap before it's even officially opened - always trying to think of strategies! Anyway, I'm worried about him growing resentful and that his dad won't just let him be. I want to give him freedom (and in most settings this is possible - on a beach, run around, go paddling, have freedom...) but it feels hard to give that freedom, or sit a few metres further away when it will lead to a crash at a child's cycling session or similar. Apologies for length - became less brief than intended! Any thoughts and help appreciated - what are people's thoughts on how their parents treated them in terms of giving enough freedom / monitoring behaviour. Like any good parent, just looking to improve (incidentally, I also ponder parenting questions relating to our other son, they're just not relevant here!).",6.453659147869673,6.0028784978355,6.830016328700541,78.57655331510597,65.60894660894661,9.4303789777474,33.965557833978885,8.766177420268882,2.7134352092352096,2761,109,537,37,38,899,320,693,0.109,0.773,0.11800000000000001,0.9329999999999999,6,0,1,0,0,0,108.0,7,5,5,3,34,24,3,1,40,0,57,2,1,5,1,103,118,44,0,13,22,10,14,5,0,8,0,2,0,9,28,32,0,10,19,12,0,19,22,7,0,4,20,25,56,17,93,77,10,109,0,0,12,1,79,51,0,16,33,345,84,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650268525605076,0.24096499763323875,0.05014437211895981,0.0,0.0,0.12294450578729794,0.0,0.04610169986736337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364762594761592,0.0,0.0,0.11323978974121306,0.046339200452114614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051280119472347764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375118965633386,0.051911992681861925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811580093250729,0.06668083208935342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062268693021010665,0.0,0.039803721456841065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235613109440338,0.043052524753910915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445616306863347,0.23124240303140825,0.17124674636146622,0.05054647963425871,0.09639705301838067,0.06644113557444595,0.06638745315810628,0.0,0.05329114614874366,0.0,0.10796919097202548,0.05949810066415773,0.061848122471116464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078721098334105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257996581131425,0.0,0.053565301571172265,0.0,0.0,0.06623889996186709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547687714475482,0.061623895780559323,0.0,0.1472094278063405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530323882012913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054390500567552624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054316303309028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278608971330358,0.060849335033534964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468490013997671,0.0,0.0,0.0640913153555128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647359988728216,0.0,0.08167272346544605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014954124802941,0.0,0.0575286882384518,0.0417793833959112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793846490002196,0.0,0.061310026716743286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750933268272173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860658183972105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439506140107995,0.057324745962920774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440675193351603,0.0548619689729466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046394075646192884,0.059602513889529626,0.0,0.04265508131027256,0.06423327300190614,0.0,0.20153319368229236,0.0,0.0,0.0689877195304127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722931624293082,0.05920895177855817,0.19137114267347904,0.14056140191413366,0.0,0.05712310757752378,0.0,0.06695538316223447,0.16366086276994685,0.0,0.058869049755684084,0.06273681979597642,0.07249002222453138,0.0,0.06637214493248643,0.049724008695117165,0.17772597599415085,0.14350397814289167,0.04834004592739199,0.0,0.0,0.05586521641834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580922255353668,0.06535360237905799,0.04387281915976828,0.1836026727814818,0.0,0.08561945631049876,0.13177817512479795,0.0,0.0776159200863704 autism,leahmarie123___,2019/08/02,"CBD Oil for kids with Autism Hello everyone. I'm hoping someone could share some of their personal experiences with using CBD oil for their kids with autism, behavioral issues, anxiety, mood disorders, aggression, etc. Any information shared is greatly appreciated! My son is 7 1/2, 95lbs, struggles greatly with aggression, behavioral issues, mood disorder, etc. I am looking into CBD oil, but there is so much information and versions of CBD oil, and doses. Thanks all!! ♥️",5.614585091420533,9.111320810126584,6.205485232067512,66.20656821378344,75.07594936708861,10.093389592123767,32.828410689170184,9.994966539143718,4.7023912798874825,380,19,53,13,9,123,54,79,0.095,0.7609999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.7246,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,2,11,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,15,10,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,6,9,9,6,1,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,2,0,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541110816062334,0.0,0.14107987741535588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724340570585606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227198447658087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113514223756354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622006673363522,0.0,0.1803969738385252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066447566639785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316948024149865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38497062790649866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486534514890776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556903768340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610273830142095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625745099081798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279457163647734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978805382364834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927863152289795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KZondagh,2019/08/02,"Body corporate trustees instruct tenant to vacate or give away her autistic son’s assistance dog I lease out my townhouse which a letting agency takes care of. Two days ago my new tenant moved in. She is a single mother with an autistic son. She learned how assistance dogs can benefit people with autism and so she purchased a female jack russell for him. Following protocol; she applied to the body corporate to have permission to have a pet. This was their response; “1. A Jack Russell terrier needs lots of exercise and a home with a large yard is best – the garden space at (the residence) is too small for such a pet, and will become a nuisance. 2. They have a high tendency to bark, and 3. They have a high tendency to dig.” Keep in mind; there a basset hounds in the neighboring houses. One house has 3x dogs in the yard, the other has one 1x dog. - Are the trustees being reasonable or unreasonable?",4.102386587771203,6.414606733727815,4.653704142011836,81.76501380670615,73.37869822485207,8.293648915187378,29.01814595660749,9.029198982220553,2.666419802761341,714,30,128,16,15,227,109,169,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,5,3,0,0,20,0,15,3,2,2,0,17,21,8,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,9,0,3,8,0,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,12,3,20,17,3,16,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,3,3,87,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388606443929856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631030617437218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917277339522332,0.0,0.0,0.18218265412936735,0.0,0.0,0.3856612773764123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699692955223958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195773945890887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653308887976376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36683619362893616,0.17413511161510595,0.0,0.0,0.40062254555001603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543037956790611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775179219487233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758864518650258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528667037831874,0.0,0.0,0.18450949301433325,0.0,0.1287223164790131,0.0,0.16766411306705015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527191791163185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035249032536632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784898741051162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052571299740842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695821279611768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wrldendswu,2019/08/02,"Being Told I Dont Have Autism; what should I do? So I'm a 19 year old who is currently trying to get assessed for Autism. As a child I showed many of the signs, including communication difficulties, disinterest and difficulty in social interactions, no eye contact and hated being touched etc, which led to alot of bullying from many sides. As I got older I forced myself to work on my skills, and by the time I graduated high school I was able to socialize pretty well, although things like subtle sarcasm still escape my grasp. Im even able to make eye contact now if need be, although I still hate being touched. Now, I would like be assessed, at least for closure and to also learn more about myself and maybe how to help others. I went to my doctor and relayed this to her, but all I got was a curt ""You don't have autism."" I've seen her once in three years. I thought she would just take me through the process or at worst comment on how hard it is o get a diagnosis when I'm an adult, but her words hit hard. I dont really know what to do now. Should I just drop the subject or press harder? I'm in Canada btw. Thanks,",3.9931637168141587,5.025533393805311,4.85149336283186,85.43794800884956,71.2566371681416,7.7738938053097355,26.071902654867266,8.07648339933343,1.3724079646017704,881,27,186,12,16,286,140,226,0.124,0.812,0.064,-0.9083,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,15,7,2,0,10,0,20,3,2,4,1,30,39,20,0,6,7,0,5,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,3,1,1,8,8,25,4,27,21,6,24,0,0,3,0,16,9,0,4,14,124,33,5,0.2691610795200619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762400902348697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774888511014174,0.0,0.0,0.31545478059039384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009287659149564,0.08888917725220087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062555483535918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152727036247499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111545862603284,0.2657408414356508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020649896512296,0.14219172924083456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537007707740476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396194506693855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149850760222215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983355532483853,0.2728870881314031,0.1352042410429519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978976496823556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121963759461956,0.1433238826107651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691679151335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621573990194717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362026911492606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743758243166856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214952385794262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118781714471688,0.0,0.0,0.12390367954528073,0.0,0.0,0.08940933059442167,0.0,0.0,0.10684191577729628,0.0784749950021059,0.0,0.0,0.12859747306303831,0.0,0.09137135239841762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100406771734375,0.12475750866228033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797623579179517,0.0,0.0,0.1912043082824094,0.0,0.0,0.17333091041828372 autism,rhg4,2019/08/02,"Student loan assistance for 19M? As the title says, my cousin has autism. He falls towards the more severe side of the spectrum, but I believe is still considered high functioning. He has had one job, but it didn't workout. He graduated high school this past year and is going to be attending a Threshold program in September, but will most likely be returning home after. This program costs around $70,000 a year. My aunt and uncle make decent money on paper but due to the care expenses for Austin as well as having another kid in college, they don't have much. They are pleading with the Department of Developmental services but haven't been approved for anything. My question is, does anyone know of anything else they could do? My aunt and uncle are going to bankrupt themselves if they need too, Austin needs this program. Does anyone have any experience with the DDS/ loan assistance for those with autism in Massachusetts? Could total and permanent disability potentially be an option? I have looked into it but Im not sure if Austin will qualify as he will most likely be seeking employment after this two year program/ if this program would disqualify him. Apologies if this is not the appropriate subreddit, I just really want to help! TIA for any advice!",6.88987334801762,8.611932092511015,6.785415748898682,71.68402670704846,65.07929515418503,9.72786343612335,33.57075991189427,9.978442167317967,3.6380751101321582,1023,44,162,23,16,324,135,227,0.051,0.866,0.083,0.8622,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,1,5,5,0,0,10,0,28,0,0,1,2,36,37,18,0,10,13,3,0,2,0,4,0,1,1,1,9,9,0,0,2,1,5,5,5,0,1,2,3,2,12,5,28,24,5,24,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,8,11,114,21,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209797320533912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777453746418136,0.1524804332772602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033552672540425,0.0,0.23932850871478564,0.1294502874272078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383304518954245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826040720199055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220428305943244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545075045290995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147567427958697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224389124748413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165285528639137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974686903428643,0.30727811822183193,0.14586322272104646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570732839687541,0.0,0.1443020696057433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991634753137487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420849657737552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211207785050406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970657223903637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689684556474792,0.2156469392485064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853704931778708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388151869954044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628982152598997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315665003729774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563994070230088,0.0,0.14716786572799867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427769588684898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161287034182608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370520305630261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420494435090386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857696059027427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074565737363095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329872974787124,0.0,0.0,0.2809277107784396 autism,OkControl0,2019/08/02,"School-administered ADOS My 5-year old daughter was evaluated by a behavioral pediatrician and found to meet the criteria for autism spectrum disorder. The pediatrician recommended an ADOS test. Since my daughter will start kindergarten in a few weeks I arranged a meeting with staff from her future school to discuss getting an IEP. During the meeting they offered to have two school district psychologists perform the ADOS test. This would be convenient as it means the testing would be free and I wouldn't have to wait (some private practices have a waiting list of up to a year). But can I trust this to be done by the school? Might they be motivated to downplay my daughter's needs, since it would mean fewer requirements on their part to make special accommodations for her?",8.186364379084969,9.781398698529417,7.222450980392157,70.19575163398694,62.014705882352935,9.86797385620915,38.640522875817,9.994966539143718,4.124518954248367,637,32,101,13,9,195,89,136,0.02,0.8740000000000001,0.106,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,13,0,16,0,0,2,0,19,25,4,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,11,4,19,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,5,70,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031085782652528,0.0,0.0,0.16100057741129886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250139964100025,0.0,0.0,0.0821970854595373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501727702073622,0.0,0.0,0.3427513731573857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668995343523639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665629122223754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508866590457186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037026847596115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368950085820235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602857414058334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113571602902092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536860324351853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619856948851446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33528266366354226,0.0,0.0,0.2026274054258693 autism,GIBILL1stenlistment,2019/08/02,"how to describe stimming to doctor? I am 25 and currently serving in the US Navy, whenever i feel intense emotions i sort of bring my hands to my chest and shake them and make a high pitched sort of squeal. Its weird to explain..... i got bullied for it in kindergarten and sort of learned to hide it. I have always had trouble connecting with people and i believe it may be because i associated high emotions with the shame of stimming and pretty much put a wall around my emotions from the world. So i want to go to a behavioral health however i am in the military and to go to behavioral health i need a referral from my primary specialist. Its a weird disorder to describe though so how do i explain without sounding like an idiot or crazy?",4.5028671328671335,6.182776489510488,5.323356643356647,80.05118881118884,70.81818181818181,8.556643356643358,35.377622377622366,9.095868883498916,3.3551034965034976,590,32,108,12,11,192,83,143,0.188,0.77,0.042,-0.9611,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,6,7,1,2,10,0,7,5,2,3,0,25,17,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,2,3,17,1,24,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,5,2,77,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860908582439066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829278092478693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154648735099954,0.0,0.0,0.1876802157909089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091673901646128,0.1705031418139615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621450280520501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422857105733499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893441194736931,0.0,0.1332303789081748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35413651907628946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35200483192495124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138326735675062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111194391235589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245651064929328,0.12351801202860167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154865819253996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947319102762426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746033698558555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366539916337516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003769373778427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825403736776456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057854420550166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,elderlygoblin,2019/08/02,"Overwhelming anxiety accepting delivery I have just accepted a delivery and I feel so exhausted. It's 2PM and since 8AM I have just been lying on the couch too anxious to do anything, ovethinking everything that could go wrong: the delivery guy calling on the phone and me being weird, the delivery guy calling the door phone and me not being able to open the door because the button gets stuck sometimes, the delivery guy thinking I'm weird or getting annoyed at me for ordering heavy stuff... I spent the whole morning ovethinking literally every aspect of a two minute social interaction. Which by the way turned out to be totally nice and normal. My heart is beating so fast and I feel the kind of hunger I felt in school after taking a long exam. I'm considering never ordering anything online again (which I already do – picking stuff up works better for me – but this was just really heavy). How do I deal with this? ""Practice"" is a common answer but I really don't feel like it works for me with this. Is it a common anxiety inducer for other autistics too?",5.4590016920473765,7.316272903553305,6.303573604060914,73.26101184433166,68.69543147208122,9.923384094754653,31.91505922165821,10.203070172399654,3.6921623688663288,850,37,140,23,15,280,117,197,0.126,0.836,0.038,-0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,9,12,1,1,16,0,15,3,1,3,2,32,29,12,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,12,10,1,0,9,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,5,4,15,6,19,20,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,100,27,4,0.13479377882041735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874828678797572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623374370164446,0.1522786025433371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184758958982911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216903645830427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921414346641157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752790380471972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762186411849514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896646718888422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356957226421152,0.0,0.12114395685075854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446735401447366,0.09629670252237668,0.12942316615487826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084837205122766,0.0,0.07660641082749507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004010998397912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973127690893554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036697801592693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585343163489488,0.0,0.0,0.11928825254321848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396127199918287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206928381489846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727046926086578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641850046266174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150280676072533,0.0,0.0,0.13740528252657866,0.0,0.0,0.13331449392139255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086132552406849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134814638019896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637041073388486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661692434863788,0.13167393560544058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069930274936885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049244028963893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962629527348428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473758368582272,0.0,0.0 autism,Myroadtosucces,2019/08/02,"Escape plan Hi all. I feel very stuck at the moment. I live at my parents house, I have no friends, I look on the internet all day, I have no education, a job that causes me stress, not enough money to move out and I am getting mad cuz we life next to a noisy neighbour with a little baby that cries every fucking damn day! I have autism, diagnosed 1 year ago. I am in my early 20s right now. I am from The Netherlands. I spend money on self development books, courses, seminars, (autism) coaching and looking for a mentor... Wanting to become succesful. To get more out of my life. I need an escape plan! First of all I want to get the fuck out of here and move to a quieter neighboorhood. But I need a job for that. Everyday I feel miserable, lonely, futureless, angry at the society, etc. I am thinking on an escape plan and I need someone to help me with this and stay by my side as I have no help. Before things escalate, before I fuck someone up physically, I want to prevent this .",1.7777692307692303,4.050792456410257,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923077,80.84615384615384,6.566666666666667,24.10897435897436,7.734863291789972,1.3754051282051285,759,28,151,13,20,255,110,195,0.191,0.723,0.086,-0.9729,4,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,4,2,9,5,2,13,0,8,6,0,2,3,28,26,8,0,6,2,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,3,2,3,2,4,8,0,1,1,4,26,1,29,25,6,27,1,2,2,3,8,14,4,0,10,102,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160519949365116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904970585978682,0.21426794980687305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293368152103227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382982690438845,0.16239372801815352,0.0,0.0,0.12778865035648038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009120618332531,0.1404148574001801,0.0,0.0,0.10607850476809337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273204360130575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709282265868687,0.0,0.0,0.09727215944318654,0.3491852163331257,0.19733698571288807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877993115197465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452748800896155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498781227845631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785768442083386,0.0,0.12618764056075746,0.11117444301972228,0.0,0.2114532166168734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26762941597560763,0.0,0.2800659019178172,0.0,0.0,0.1338990127456382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980011450539956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752026843643483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134403621785642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335399860176496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419558941282508,0.0,0.0,0.14422118528341654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364419878386566,0.08067340436522688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388296194421967,0.2227821282138021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107724904116374 autism,haylvel,2019/08/02,"does anyone else feel like they don’t really have an identity? i dont know if this is autism related, but i’ve heard others talk about it before and thought maybe it could be. sometimes i feel like i have no real interests or personality. my interests are either super vague, like i like watching jenna marbles, or they’re hyperfixations that i’ll be obsessed with for a while. for example, i just went through a week long phase of being super into video games. i followed a bunch of game subreddits, played them nonstop, based my whole personality around them. and then i just had no interest anymore. i do this with all sorts of things. i also will buy a bunch of clothes in a specific style and dress that way for a while, and then i get rid of all the clothes and get new clothes and change my entire style. i basically have no idea who i truly am or what i like. every time i think i finally found something i actually love, it changes. there isn’t even any consistency in the phases i go through. i have no idea who i am. i have no consistency in my personality or interests.",5.191259309410967,6.061995454976305,6.170321597833446,77.66830568720383,68.38388625592417,9.630467163168586,30.711238997968856,9.784248007369934,2.7967438050101565,855,33,169,19,14,284,121,211,0.078,0.701,0.221,0.9883,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,7,14,0,1,9,0,19,1,0,0,2,32,32,17,0,2,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,3,12,10,0,0,8,4,1,3,8,1,0,0,5,4,27,13,18,22,6,18,0,0,1,1,13,5,0,6,14,117,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.13408989543853184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988472540886636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344180961037696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362713141584828,0.09607851652521733,0.14079021836133598,0.0,0.12232180407927815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692365908947093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907178236955897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970870510711313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024622627130313,0.0,0.16104056268952455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478633168722314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075635560134684,0.0,0.11577174224520925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389547178561375,0.19632788609167492,0.0,0.15052319612980025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066022772356902,0.0,0.0,0.14357949140493995,0.0,0.07809184689027976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102326767884284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551556662986389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356518106566847,0.0,0.0,0.12160131055338001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401563045295765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804429918492175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270901648292435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599367780021431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639981349121734,0.08802676085946798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578300402657446,0.13589952766496075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044294088553527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091287435122534,0.08804517556721643,0.0,0.1090862037557375,0.08012341628517773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090676750302181,0.11022000550196803,0.0,0.0,0.12737812600027953,0.0,0.15341056287974553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,youandmetakethree,2019/08/02,Suggestions for sensory toys I recently started working with kids on the spectrum and I have a client who has a hard time interacting with peers or toys. We have the basics at our clinic but I was hoping to get some more things for him to have during our sessions. I’ve been doing some research on different toys to get but was wondering if any parents or people who have experience would have interesting ideas of things to get? I appreciate any suggestions!,6.266509803921566,7.84367708235294,6.732647058823531,72.02524509803925,66.41176470588235,10.372549019607844,32.990196078431374,10.504223727775694,3.7879019607843136,372,16,63,10,6,121,56,85,0.013999999999999999,0.858,0.129,0.8977,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,15,17,6,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,12,13,3,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,7,3,48,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33060619195926433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539674167858684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377794018267665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38099863242238335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775240898893294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143381409340456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27440833049470786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699121619124396,0.0,0.0,0.1685214328018637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001269791130656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205365025541816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32298380591548154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417422118389058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26361046565277924,0.1769655209077304,0.0,0.0,0.17267743418364942,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,littlefishrain,2019/05/31,"Dealing with social fatigue/burnout I have aspergers/adhd and social burnout is something I deal with a lot, obviously - but I'm currently having a hecticccc week and have almost zero opportunities to be alone and recharge. My in laws are staying at my house until the end of the weekend too - so I can't actually relax, no safe space!!! I figured if anyone had good tips to reduce the effects of the fatigue or deal with it better, it'd be you lot?! ☺",3.280603448275862,5.5386065287356345,5.33400862068966,76.18997844827587,75.66666666666666,7.108620689655173,30.415229885057467,8.07648339933343,2.481805747126436,356,17,62,6,8,123,64,87,0.091,0.716,0.193,0.8892,1,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,2,6,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,1,17,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,5,10,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,5,5,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.18592579283833727,0.0,0.22897510470318735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078416552172264,0.19732737081010185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322013788780326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850467393202445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5892715048801036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687493946194228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980408387247766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198413058916838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239566105600949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884343192081446,0.0,0.14667614459791864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030752570796892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282838309761668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ZzkqBaQWgd,2019/05/31,"DAE feel like they're speaking a different language? Anytime I try to explain something, most people don't understand. I'll say, for example, the sum of two and two is four. People will stare at me like I'm stupid and talking nonsense. I finally figure out they need it said ""two plus two is four"" so they understand. Every social interaction is exhausting unless my husband is there to ""translate"" for me. I'm so lucky and grateful that my husband ""speaks my language"". Does anyone else experience this?",4.849456521739132,7.2548700326086974,5.440652173913044,76.53858695652177,71.5,8.078260869565218,33.23913043478261,8.841846274778883,3.239647826086957,401,20,65,8,8,129,65,92,0.08800000000000001,0.787,0.125,0.5632,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,14,7,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,6,9,3,9,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,2,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181350018929556,0.17311104827748522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651863409900498,0.0,0.0,0.1478508274474945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411375196201788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234914821669725,0.0,0.0,0.1652672447455266,0.0,0.0,0.08542708844105344,0.120699174143642,0.0,0.18507839944698246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650825958658263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252755924168271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342597606501109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607118173734999,0.13435722416475554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722250470630396,0.0,0.1300673223617264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579702833100935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470715764569693,0.0,0.6601652961118457,0.3517694899918722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aspieethrowaway,2019/05/31,"Nonverbal communication and relationships? Advice? I need to know. My partner forgets I'm on the spectrum, and is constantly getting frustrated with me because of my nonverbal communication and cues. I genuinely cannot help this. Sometimes, words are lost on me. ""can I have a kiss"" ""how are you"" ""can I please have some of that"" and I'm just flat out unable to use my words at all. I make noises and motions similar to what I'm asking for, but he's told me he's over it, it's not cute and I need to stop. Which has really hurt me. But this is something I've done since I was a kid. And not a lot of people get to see that side of me. Only people I really love and care about, who I feel totally safe and at home with. I've tried to communicate as best I can with him that this is who I am, but I'm not sure he understands (or even believes) it. He believes I'm just being demanding when that's not the case at all. I've explained this to him (obviously when I've been able to be verbal) but he still interprets it the wrong way. It's just taking a toll on me because I can't change who I fundamentally am as a person. Has anyone else had to deal with this, or something similar in their relationships?",2.270205453149,3.909226270161291,4.384262672811062,84.66365591397852,76.62096774193549,7.949615975422428,24.309523809523807,8.704169506293173,1.6046330261136708,937,31,203,20,21,323,126,248,0.10400000000000001,0.797,0.098,0.5622,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,2,9,11,1,0,8,0,22,2,0,3,5,49,44,20,0,2,13,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,19,14,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,2,26,7,30,36,6,17,0,2,1,2,23,10,0,4,5,138,45,0,0.13943279234370254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625211094377082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749465038061816,0.1428653731611963,0.0,0.0,0.13035083879795384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999387208866426,0.0,0.0,0.3141860189260267,0.14632611324503952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216102450288326,0.0,0.1475014061711523,0.0,0.0,0.15067731411657295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374908643299106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268815659911274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647820637803273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209404432103196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050140929562462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569575824661626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345886159086328,0.0,0.13986245937572056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926568802153758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662861618955663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220736382956948,0.11854077388677645,0.1258435389098624,0.0,0.09307247160279812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677529755271765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604492165964373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933302839705778,0.1217473361010061,0.0,0.15305533511168395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864843431215122,0.0,0.0,0.299397275422578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110988307345022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534024668542987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146843512321616,0.13790259691519027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135120807836132,0.11657205778648518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314137566646226,0.0,0.10483610721735308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332340083454528,0.0,0.09466571339250587,0.0,0.0,0.14515445419132378,0.0,0.12042516448283445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106752605001666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244786990139636,0.0,0.0 autism,dizzykitty,2019/05/31,"Son diagnosed with ASD. Where to find specific advice? My son was diagnosed with ASD not too long ago at about 3 years old. Well, I feel like the professionals we have been involved with avoid giving strait answers that pertain to what that actually means for my son. The confusion starts with the diagnosis itself. The Doctor, didn't spend much time with my son and expressed that while he did show symptoms of autism, he also expressed strong traits of a typical developing child, but got the diagnosis anyway. &#x200B; Ignoring the awkward diagnosis, I as a parent never really got much education on autism my self. I was pretty much just told to enroll him in ABA therapy and that's that. Searching online mostly brings up ""top ten signs your child has autism,"" or a bunch of articles that read more like an advertisement than anything else. I guess my question is, what do I do? Where can i learn how to help my son in his development? Where can I learn more about how his development is different?",6.3015762925599015,7.930155366120225,6.407103825136613,74.19938209331654,66.37704918032786,10.002353930222784,30.47036569987389,10.214889679676881,3.2180058007566203,804,30,140,20,13,256,118,183,0.046,0.84,0.114,0.9146,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,2,12,8,0,3,10,0,13,4,0,2,1,28,22,9,0,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,9,8,0,2,7,2,1,1,3,4,1,1,8,1,18,4,22,14,7,18,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,5,10,97,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.1493229135572445,0.0,0.0,0.1495268365114363,0.13564069635771347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236796292388365,0.0,0.1657942936139321,0.18593289479706493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592028579960424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106188887185565,0.0,0.15987061938458186,0.0,0.15661979718935773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782640651652735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737019726559084,0.10931566419627267,0.0,0.0,0.13985513537343147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678823728812948,0.0,0.0,0.2447639932269093,0.0,0.16856592215577515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256434062448454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951314905304394,0.0,0.0,0.13541558761624772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666808118567065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33745619567530355,0.0,0.11801645540914785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056602550023466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699077190707337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567371090874732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141451247846914,0.0,0.15305881296878493,0.0,0.0980268674202084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596305245262005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830650632991937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904367237088038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749887374001074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922567897256098,0.0,0.0,0.1462146872121151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758102310464634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593289479706493,0.09853819148754632 autism,Oolong,2019/05/31,"Autistic communication (related to the double empathy problem) This is fascinating and important research on autistic communication. It hasn't been peer-reviewed yet, and there's obviously a lot of follow-up work to do, but it seems to show very clearly that their autistic participants communicated with each other just as effectively as their non-autistic participants; but when information had to be passed along a chain of people with different neurotypes, much more was lost along the way. In other words, it suggests that autism is not a communication deficit, but that many of the communication difficulties we face are the result of cross-neurotype misunderstandings - what Damian Milton dubbed the 'double empathy' problem. This is one of several recent studies backing up the idea that non-autistic people are at least as bad at understanding us as we are at understanding them. [http://dart.ed.ac.uk/research/nd-iq/](http://dart.ed.ac.uk/research/nd-iq/)",15.855098039215687,13.667938267973854,13.327549019607847,44.92897058823533,48.67320261437909,15.690196078431375,52.297385620915044,13.816669648895859,7.3401032679738565,797,41,102,21,6,246,98,153,0.092,0.809,0.099,-0.2361,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,0,3,3,5,4,0,0,9,0,12,1,1,2,2,27,16,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,23,11,7,12,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,4,81,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734018336639966,0.1708491897245822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137843947855407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309911231974465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336694944474927,0.17396064409575646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745260819315167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041927619718998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386558373980331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837155488360528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39158749506504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203760786792635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186278403032982,0.0,0.23116240689885126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42603336415888704,0.2461327186865969,0.0,0.0,0.16883296581447965,0.0,0.16241786661916124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896582901839486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sapsleepexit,2019/05/31,"Similar experiences with Autism? Should I try to get a diagnosis? I’m in my early 20’a and I’ve been thinking a lot about possibly getting a diagnosis. As I child I had a lot of trouble being around other people so much that my mom homeschooled me for a few years. I think I might have had some test done with my IQ (>140 if that matters) and other things but I’m not sure what it was for. I would only eat mashed potatoes from the bag and pediasure milk for like the first 5 years of my life. My extended would describe me as mean because I wouldn’t talk to them and hated hugging them. In high school I was diagnosed with social anxiety. It was pretty severe I would stop breathing if people came closer than two feet of me an had to be put on heavy sedatives in order to function properly. I was always really clumsy my dad used to call me Lizzie McGuire (because she was always falling and tripping in the show). I used to have really bad meltdowns/freak outs when I was younger I kicked my doors in so many times my parents just took it off the hinges. I still have them a lot but I think I have just been calling them panic attacks and I don’t really destroy objects more like hit myself/scream/stomp that kid of thing. Lately I’ve been feeling more and more out of sorts. I’ve been having outbursts at work. My boss complains that I stare into space and not listening at meetings. It’s been really hard at work because I work in a bright open floor plan office. There is a space that’s like a relaxation room and is dark and full of pillows which has really been my saving grace. I definitely have a lot of sensory issues I’ve always slept with too many blankets and pillows until I got two weighted blankets. Watching tv is hard unless I have to have subtitles on at all times. I had an imaging done yesterday and the noise caused so much sensory overload that I had a panic attack which made me start thinking about all of this again. TDLR: I’ve had experiences over the course of my life that might be autism. Those in America, who would be best medical professional (therapist, psychiatrist primary care ) to approach with this if I should at all.",4.138773517162143,5.822901635071094,4.8323438173201225,83.19369165589548,71.74881516587678,7.863966681028294,27.479821915840873,8.484438967287268,1.9568063191153249,1718,62,328,29,33,552,217,422,0.132,0.7659999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9137,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,4,6,13,20,4,2,19,0,46,11,3,5,4,66,68,25,0,10,10,3,4,3,0,9,4,1,4,2,22,23,3,1,6,3,0,6,4,9,0,3,25,8,46,11,53,29,16,49,0,0,3,1,18,28,0,11,17,234,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949916081821454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420306690711018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471182468394721,0.0,0.19095560417451346,0.0,0.0,0.07007460249171532,0.15348130865695628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807503108041835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139540970014602,0.09598884625173604,0.08556802592403999,0.0862149950890776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518299948091261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177062314542804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587712524866249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419122547287365,0.0,0.0,0.04243544557578094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138730890025223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769561461915518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712319136163447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503622038195347,0.0828594292353013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867229789162122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875968119393294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467204586766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855865914095165,0.1230058341015583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854031208193419,0.0,0.07941269494748546,0.0,0.17017533508282165,0.0,0.09141988478835032,0.0,0.08454649257206354,0.0,0.17806418759076698,0.0,0.0982929739091186,0.0,0.0,0.1233903538389802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638294120165204,0.0,0.1969378698386305,0.09318975549178002,0.0,0.0,0.1163672730169506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946138172798774,0.0,0.08538278976039207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436868781041618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688253322590764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493746906173312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481235351820026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555186352245771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059403168368426525,0.0,0.06702331453252257,0.07016579190796665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790991467343136,0.0,0.0,0.06745644163056846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744441287214556,0.11151324819084067,0.2151052552162144,0.0,0.0,0.09787570867900897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324473842230993,0.05698016208038369,0.0,0.16396677567621945,0.0,0.0,0.1449700244129145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219910956496203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329711607308088,0.0,0.0,0.23847414294347286,0.0,0.0,0.10809102754776903 autism,ElLuthe,2019/05/31,"Article about 'autism friendly holidays' in the UK Not sure how updated the article is. But i found it pretty interesting to read. If you are form the Uk you might find some useful things in there :) [https://www.holidaypirates.com/travel-magazine/autism-friendly-holidays-our-guide\_14953](https://www.holidaypirates.com/travel-magazine/autism-friendly-holidays-our-guide_14953)",24.59447368421053,32.610808184210526,11.093947368421054,32.445131578947375,32.94736842105263,10.115789473684213,27.921052631578952,10.125756701596842,3.662347368421053,333,7,29,6,4,74,32,38,0.039,0.613,0.348,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,4,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32577845668643746,0.0,0.0,0.3908165676643321,0.27538360667639145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781250662088131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626262357194556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565350942465388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359391969901512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368019921682884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30784853945706553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,whitmeyhoston,2019/05/31,"Fun video games for low functioning kids? Hi all, I work in a classroom with low functioning kids. Some have autism, some Down syndrome, and a few other other things. But I wanted to do something for fun and different for them and bring in a console and buy a fun game they would enjoy and wouldn’t be too challenging for them? Just wanted to see if anyone had any suggestions! For console preferably a wii I feel would be best for them to use but I have access to pretty much any other console if anyone has a really good option!",3.4980474649406688,5.589991145631069,4.110226537216828,85.97811218985979,74.4368932038835,6.907874865156419,23.09492988133765,7.793537801064563,1.168705285868393,420,12,79,6,9,133,61,103,0.028999999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.205,0.9577,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,3,2,9,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,23,16,9,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,7,14,10,6,6,0,2,1,0,10,5,0,5,0,59,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477265987005773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575386210821079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830824334304404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711909264725203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927363996637325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144425486151902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794571331904972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601067073302749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378774274558072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373463686256335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968260479108128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985474410018928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208154349222544,0.0,0.0,0.3015997277996529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612966172183226,0.0,0.0,0.3632390337590629,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawayyyy62759294,2019/05/31,"Teeth / facial dysmorphy in autistic children - new diagnosis I am wondering why our doctor explained this to us like this. Do we need a second opinion? Son is 27months not hitting milestones on time so we took him to his peds practice. He looks slightly dysmorphic and does have the typical presentation of a child with autism at his age. The diagnosis wasn’t surprising and were dealing with learning so much about this. One thing I can wrap my head around is why so many children with autism look differently than others? My son looks facially different- especially his eye movement and teeth. I was concerned it was something else. Doctor explained that diagnosis was exclusionary meaning that the presence of no other explanations. What’s causing his face to look different or causing a delay in his tracking/teeth?",5.919756838905776,9.117767262411352,5.9123252279635246,70.61250000000003,71.41134751773049,8.567578520770011,36.312563323201616,9.23628265651192,4.158588247213779,668,37,97,16,14,210,99,141,0.033,0.93,0.037000000000000005,0.163,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,11,9,7,2,0,21,22,7,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,5,15,2,15,15,1,12,0,0,5,0,19,5,0,3,6,69,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941828036179726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29868890106833684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498795370879259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556708598554076,0.0,0.2976034743193384,0.12722228830063426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214456389669606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920096672373684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102491736854714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883275407389036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739165667267862,0.0,0.15836053168601108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687041492178707,0.1077968098700445,0.0,0.1404081049245659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985126856655654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119199849582952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658345837133442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847717610968162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152160317928665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487323723975948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623641709741833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765750461362618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kibblerz,2019/05/31,"Was I an aspie at one point? So recently I have found out that my girlfriend is like an aspie. As I do more research I can't help but to think if at one point I was one too. I say at one point because I used to be very awkward, I was and still am quite different from the normal human being. I remember not liking when I would go to race tracks with my Dad or Demolition derbies because of the noise (I still hate loud noises though). I can only focus on one thing at a time, I was never interested in things other kids were interested in like sports. In fact I still don't understand the point of them. I was always very logical in my thought process until my late teenage years. What I think changed things was my obsession with philosophy and how people work. I'd spend hours of my days studying religions, esoteric stuff, psychology, and anything related to how people think. I also did a good bit of psychedelics and during one trip I realized how I over analyze. So I made it my mission to listen to feelings and intuition much more. These days I'm charismatic, understand people more than most, but I'm still very odd. &#x200B; One thing that I realized set me apart from others is when I stated at work that everyone does things for selfish reasons. Even good things are done for that rush of endorphins that make us feel better than everyone else. I see it all as ego and honestly don't understand why someone does good just to do it. in My childhood and early teenage years I had severe issues with boundaries. &#x200B; Has anyone on the spectrum had similar thought processes and outgrew them? I'm probably not on the spectrum but I'm curious if I am since that would explain why I'm so unusual. In fact the only friend I had who shared my specific interests in philosophy and humanity had aspergers. Nobody normal seems to think the way i do lol",5.552467411545623,6.589151765363134,6.24649441340782,76.84653864059592,67.65921787709496,9.877281191806333,32.51443202979516,10.02789654360092,3.2996532588454373,1484,63,273,35,24,486,187,358,0.086,0.8029999999999999,0.111,0.8875,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,4,17,17,1,2,11,1,31,0,0,7,4,56,57,28,0,6,9,1,2,3,2,2,0,3,0,3,21,13,0,0,19,1,1,3,6,4,0,7,17,6,40,13,42,36,7,46,0,0,1,0,15,22,0,5,21,193,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060056183794489626,0.062487906082093314,0.1627382254544746,0.1825056139950596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251056528257733,0.0,0.06179960544198693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155860637584767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641845460615657,0.0819880303986624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944417655516843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686454350736418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846187083355775,0.0,0.0,0.13143827658799387,0.0768517629726057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273509814264767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960180181760509,0.0,0.0,0.14351952780527513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594404084488247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234154740815554,0.05802085730420897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268016589424326,0.18896698903754394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414414757342355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050336891651421405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395682175872569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838324510958662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471429509798242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006789209371544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105994607649457,0.05012878221553318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520598372814165,0.0,0.05792053546919525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716102430243766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356220457092285,0.1142314734183924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619137754589701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839691444726508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096880448777657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987641963958829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721368910911502,0.07415063530692463,0.0,0.08507187660550658,0.0,0.0,0.059721282241838064,0.0,0.0,0.059843722151834325,0.06836678613758099,0.0,0.08483984497496498,0.0,0.06212219367564276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363065228024242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398947986690784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596973013456585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993523419081551,0.192480155050056,0.07378382182511778,0.11923952265105454,0.043790495874295315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345403285138298,0.09033415933315983,0.06486092761555373,0.0,0.1858921981111523,0.0,0.05960963467197165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355292965246582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934509646300596,0.0,0.0,0.10669553368896227,0.0,0.1825056139950596,0.09672184773450468 autism,galaxikk,2019/05/31,"I’m looking back at old childhood videos, I’m wondering how you tell the difference between autistic behavior and normal kid behavior I’ve been basically wondering if I have autism over the past couples years, not asking this sub for a diagnosis, just knowledge-seeking haha. As a kid sometimes I was pretty off the wall. Not that being weird = autism but it just got me thinking, are there any tell tale autistic behaviors in kids that generally only autistic kids have? I know most behaviors that autistic kids have, even stimming, neurotypical kids can have as well, but I’m just curious if there’s certain behaviors that are rare in neurotypicals I had such odd body movements as a kid, did the weirdest faces, definitely got sensory overload easy, voice changes, lack of eye contact, looking side eyed, etc. Some of this is probably just regular quirky kid behavior, but some of it idk...",8.702012578616356,9.113204484276732,8.220754716981133,67.59012578616353,60.76100628930818,11.846540880503145,42.19496855345911,11.429527900616536,5.207357232704403,719,39,115,19,9,228,104,159,0.069,0.804,0.127,0.8181,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,7,1,13,4,4,1,1,24,25,10,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,8,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,5,6,3,13,18,5,13,0,0,4,0,13,7,0,7,5,71,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399549564371545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046059547419246,0.0,0.0,0.14020599190664446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025354377066505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288849815679152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175255751141424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050348413073853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335408979835912,0.12043194949380105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29166330673499363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020771378603673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062345195958188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865166583481693,0.0,0.0,0.19133213725304235,0.0,0.0,0.1386755977929366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406141493302724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855024045683896,0.1965902571140948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033607611867447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187413631228573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683426540021286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394297058834353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954736619030349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741912848390353 autism,Wolfine152,2019/05/31,Music Recommendations for Autistic Meltdowns I know music is often very important to people on the autism spectrum. I personally have a playlist of songs which calm me when I’m experiencing high anxiety and feel a meltdown coming on. My go to song is 4 O’clock by RM&V. If you have a song or playlist which you use to calm yourself and bring your mind back it’d be great if you could recommend it in the comments. 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I am researching possibly opening a brick and mortar store with sensory tools. I was hoping to get a sense from this community about buying sensory tools/toys. Would it be helpful if there was a physical store near you where you could see and touch the tools? Have you ever been in a physical store that sells these tools? 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We are making him help clean them out and put them in the washer. I am at my wits end. This is now happening daily, and he has decided to hide the undies so he doesn’t have to clean them. Does anyone have advice that can help? Please. 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I’m not well-versed in science or proper studies.",9.036351351351351,13.260294189189196,7.7904729729729745,55.68408783783786,66.56756756756758,9.105405405405406,44.385135135135144,9.516144504307137,6.075924324324324,203,13,20,5,4,62,37,37,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31292229703939384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175222432624595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161048036247764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026861796879865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528900571444431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672926427097016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137360851185597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hidinghype410,2019/02/13,"I need your help! (Autism Acceptance Month project) Hi everyone! I run an autism Instagram account, and I'm in the beginning stages of working on a project that will last throughout the month of April. This is where I need your help. I will post the link to the original post about this project here, but I will also post a brief summary of it here. I'll accept PMs on here if you do not have an Instagram account, but still would like to participate. I can also answer any questions you might have about it. Thanks in advance! :) Original Link-> [https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzqqmXhFYt/](https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzqqmXhFYt/) Here's a summary of what needs to be done: 👉 IF YOU HAVE ASD: If you would like to help with this project, send me a PM and and answer the question ""What is Autism to me?"" and also send a question that you think people might have about anything related to autism. 👉 ALLISTICS/NTS: All I need you to do is send me a question(s) that you have about autism, and it can be anything. It could be about stims, or special interests, etc. You can PM this to me as well. 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Interested to hear others' stories. 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I have definitely started to recognize more 'symptoms' and the one that really stands out is the sensory overload and I have trouble getting into a clear space once I'm all fed up. I was hoping to receive some tips and/ or tricks to cope. &#x200B; I also want to add that I do meditate but one of my biggest problems is (self-)discipline. 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I always hear about it but I dont know what it actually is,-2.5272549019607844,-0.9614205882352956,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,107.8235294117647,4.6196078431372545,11.549019607843142,6.42735559955562,-0.9116509803921566,58,1,15,1,3,21,14,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.4554635398847226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883587838479603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470069501338521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260413872072308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565039459621718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JayOfTheRain,2019/08/23,"Did anyone else used to hyperfixate on things more in the past, and now you don't really? I remember when I was a kid, I heavily studied Chocolate and Cats (I forgot a lot of the info I learned because I was a kid but it was fun nonetheless) and now I don't really do that anymore. I mean, I've been pretty intense on playing Wizard101 for the past couple years (Level 117 Storm baby) but that's sort of on and off and pretty casual. Idk, I kind of miss the feeling I had when I was a kid. Someone could say the word ""chocolate"" and I'd start dancing around from excitement. Maybe I subconsciously avoided it because people started thinking it was weird? I just want to be /that/ interested in something again. It's also possible things seem less interesting in general because of my heavy chronic DPDR. But im going on anxiety meds soon so that problem should be fixed (yay).",4.308638009049774,5.9056789588235326,5.682941176470589,77.61015837104074,71.17647058823529,8.524886877828052,31.312217194570128,9.057496981413335,2.865696832579186,693,31,125,14,13,233,107,170,0.08199999999999999,0.73,0.188,0.9626,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,1,9,1,15,1,0,1,0,29,26,13,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,10,7,0,2,7,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,9,2,15,8,17,13,3,23,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,3,11,87,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762434695225186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208618257321055,0.0,0.1582707461213552,0.1115892848805591,0.16351917528822096,0.0,0.1420692485288727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918543922111813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741991020294013,0.17658368919184894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331726103075275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069367719825524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069887488532616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238496615893115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618879333436298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567801038900004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032995913129308,0.17384067900121408,0.17726890416396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046940982950189,0.1106398558782924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991414315287596,0.0,0.3247215237981992,0.0,0.15270641385528488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044753322576928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807847587008437,0.0,0.0,0.12691265351370914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452850627987057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522038748251047,0.12286044996067913,0.0,0.0,0.2259177453110649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204947728830395,0.1022590536787717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783482410368944,0.0,0.0,0.09413052453879013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027709544063963 autism,allheildemiugre,2019/08/23,I'm getting evaluated in a couple months... 17M who just got back from the psych ward. I was originally diagnosed with schizophrenia/general psychosis but they said during this hospitalization that I'm going to be tested for autism. What would this entail for me? What's an autism screening like?,4.403836477987422,7.586373566037736,4.775754716981132,76.55595911949688,77.49056603773585,7.306918238993711,25.81446540880504,8.344100000000001,2.2236314465408817,241,9,39,5,6,76,46,53,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,6,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047452617572837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43852003122630906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022559891113924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070606013777681,0.0,0.2252375269138972,0.0,0.3169729394130777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936217076353808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163384745175346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769906373695944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153402918358506,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,orchi_throwaway,2019/08/23,"I don't know if humans actually feel pleasure from talking to humans, or if they only force themselves to do it because it's normal. I only like typing on the internet, not talking in real life.",7.281842105263156,6.6255735000000024,8.898947368421053,65.10263157894738,64.0,9.705263157894738,37.42105263157895,8.841846274778883,3.644168421052632,155,7,24,2,2,55,30,38,0.0,0.838,0.162,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.3121632409667861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499994198638054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174430941174636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580134539986852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259454117583277,0.15628046648599572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31342101346358553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865764469626368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641010570285657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142255686900152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,montanaSummer,2019/08/23,"Any evidence that extreme early childhood trauma can cause autism? So I read a few articles like [this](https://www.omicsonline.org/open-access/autism-as-an-infantile-posttrauma-stress-disorder-a-hypothesis-2471-271X-1000142.php?aid=94266) one about how extreme trauma as a very young child might be a contributing factor to developing autism later on. This has implications for me as I am diagnosed with autism, and when I was a baby I experienced 3rd degree burns on more than 3/4 of my body. None of my younger siblings have any autistic traits and I know odds of autism in kids increases after each one. Anyone know if there's any validity to this?",12.674311926605506,11.809687623853213,10.124844036697247,61.300660550458716,53.495412844036686,13.857614678899086,41.06605504587157,12.688352899677879,5.3840884403669715,537,21,79,14,5,159,82,109,0.066,0.907,0.027000000000000003,-0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,2,0,10,9,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,8,1,15,6,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203289206471771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833712413961533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283303424713413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620069504406354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588707208104641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803379874627589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460471037572035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705680996974075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34565741490402946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25511935480217496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215929651270656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044323704340934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nicksbrunchattiffany,2019/08/27,"Emoji in conversations sometimes are hard to understand I'm talking to someone from work. I'm a girl, he's a guy. I think is interesting and sort of cute and I would be interested in him. I just don't know how to take the 😉 emoji. Are you flirting with Me? Do you think I'm cool? Are you trying to show you are cool? Does anyone else have this problem?",0.18448948948949,2.4515406621621665,2.6058558558558573,91.02457957957958,88.32432432432432,5.451051051051049,20.384384384384386,6.937597516519254,0.4275933933933929,275,9,61,4,9,94,51,74,0.06,0.733,0.20600000000000002,0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,18,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,6,9,16,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295272035486533,0.2827464100681153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414882880228997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305232819950171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732368078698135,0.0,0.0,0.2471996424246044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165652569736496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640497069279676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338140408383864,0.0,0.2729245257550685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748227723296706,0.22180053000987365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536390184658442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873539404686073,0.0,0.0,0.2872767551706566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008970357342781,0.0,0.0,0.19602905971600876,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Smellylittleprick,2019/08/27,Please vote its social experiment please vote its very important [https://www.strawpoll.me/18551165/r](https://www.strawpoll.me/18551165/r),38.449090909090906,49.39499572727273,15.518181818181816,3.3972727272727354,0.818181818181813,15.30909090909091,38.27272727272727,13.023866798666859,7.697836363636362,127,3,7,3,1,25,8,11,0.0,0.544,0.456,0.6901,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572671347313763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8018304683560403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723081920312227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013547819484669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sageman11,2019/08/27,"Son was diagnosed with ASD Hello, My son was diagnosed as being on the higher end of the Autism spectrum about 3 weeks ago, He is 2. My wife and I had a feeling that He was a little different from other children his age so we decided to get him tested for it but we were still a little shocked by the diagnosis. So we were hoping we could get some tips or any advice from anyone that has autism or has a child, family member, or friend that is on the spectrum that could help us to better understand him or just to help us better understand Autism in general. He is already in occupational, behavioral, and speech therapy. Any advice would be helpful, thank you.",5.814765625,6.374694695312503,6.782812500000002,74.93093750000001,66.890625,10.15,30.0625,10.125756701596842,2.98566875,523,18,96,12,8,175,82,128,0.017,0.768,0.215,0.9832,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,6,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,0,0,23,23,10,0,4,6,3,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,13,5,15,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,23,6,0,6,5,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888411290107619,0.1310086295872761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309207095090014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100716217882328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103339554497136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26141990559243844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359996619483836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30001139796291365,0.0,0.15441111199848276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089978390743812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932507941307504,0.0,0.0747280409703224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141836792861234,0.0,0.15443036813352068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971854481113964,0.0,0.0,0.14679073473283424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962526824148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802682701679115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360669536036864,0.16901295330670954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30771322469172857,0.35555099173382393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854977238596046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049871474332599,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TTTristan,2019/08/27,"What is your typical experience with short-term sickness such as colds and the flu? Hope you're all healthy! I want to hear some other experiences, as I for one lose a bit of my sanity and generally become depressed for the duration of my illness whether a head, throat, or chest cold. The physical symptoms would be easy to deal with, but the mental effects seem to turn up my Aspergers to 11. Home environments feel alien, I can't think, work, or do homework, and you can forget about trying to take a nap to get some rest. I typically feel restless, miserable, and useless, and simple things like attending classes and functioning socially (admittedly already a difficulty) become really, really friggen hard. I don't want to be a downer, but do most of you feel this way? Seems like most of my family takes a chill pill whenever they get sick, but I get the complete opposite effects. Maybe I'm off my rocker and these are just typical symptoms.",8.585593650793651,8.011322480000004,8.715619047619048,67.20860317460317,61.34285714285714,12.806349206349205,38.873015873015866,12.06081838636515,4.880739682539682,754,34,131,22,9,248,116,175,0.153,0.7659999999999999,0.081,-0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,4,3,8,0,2,11,0,10,10,3,2,1,36,28,15,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,1,7,1,2,0,5,9,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,7,15,3,20,25,7,4,0,4,0,0,8,2,0,9,2,83,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993775111780806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013538759100113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822987410168446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196004565297389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942010239524633,0.12483103448878305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28354560006796026,0.1366304305642533,0.0,0.21984823814943694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716535794379325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983197240523256,0.0,0.14874361209330453,0.0,0.16335061845130264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538014480469705,0.143951694654538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161440089845534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621435442264136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560520832788848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605890655317622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821070884909547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569625734710596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638840794366177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774147893436118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30128285735593496,0.21794395030730196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628739533046228,0.09286755198457586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840035119124724,0.15764605873784435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097109872348054,0.11504148768461403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551333385403687,0.0,0.0,0.1029566192816602,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aBillAtEase,2019/08/27,"I just got diagnosed with ASD at 27 years old and I'd like some advice!! This is surreal. What do I read? I know almost nothing about the disorder. Does anyone know of any good books or documentaries that I can educate myself with? I want to understand myself better so I can take some responsibility for my behavior and grow as a person. (This took an hour to write, I'm hopeless with sentence structure)",2.482972582972586,5.253048610389612,4.297316017316017,79.49137085137086,82.37662337662337,7.578066378066379,24.139971139971138,8.515128840125781,2.1240603174603176,321,12,58,8,9,108,61,77,0.038,0.7809999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.8443,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,3,10,10,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,37,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303812965479697,0.0,0.0,0.23607892167234504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032443439334407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648484108290044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850997570913746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392907654065074,0.0,0.0,0.2702006266148268,0.0,0.2063145854651752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774374721447205,0.18855827964888772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23217545785847746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591343330851183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518010389785666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262174433053675,0.0,0.2473897662742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585596030718625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358231378562264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726168158776673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619372992636143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454337853900156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905696588457614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182128401851636 autism,celestial_catbird,2019/08/27,"Hi so just wanted to introduce you guys to this other similar sub called r/TeenAspies in case anyone is interested. It's almost dead but I'm trying to save it I found this other sub that's almost dead but I think it's quite a good idea for a sub since teens aspies can have different issues than adults or parents of autistic kids, so if you are a teen on the spectrum, feel free to check it out. Also just to be clear, it's not my sub, but just one I found.",4.1337457044673505,4.19118239175258,5.191288659793816,86.63820446735397,70.44329896907216,8.116151202749142,24.414089347079038,7.793537801064563,0.9987883161512024,360,8,80,4,6,119,67,97,0.077,0.748,0.175,0.8827,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,20,11,8,2,2,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,5,11,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,0,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358585380934381,0.0,0.0,0.17404203498836934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217493125175754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222289071880439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273814752465163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004241843864823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772494544124394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254128739549072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549212872753426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456825832127461,0.0,0.2271536189270205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747460351693653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165708475262204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314808191814286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002930459664845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945124283297503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775937316727913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283663222299028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,12crowsinatrenchcoat,2019/08/27,"rambling about headphones about a month ago i tried on a display pair of bose quietcomfort 35s. i broke down crying in the middle of the best buy because i had never experienced actual silence before. i have no hope of ever affording them, but i have literally not been able to stop thinking about them. anyone else have an experience like this? (mostly just posting this in the hopes talking about it will get it out of my system a little)",5.621869918699187,7.274609073170737,6.2887804878048765,74.3169918699187,68.02439024390246,8.393495934959349,29.52032520325203,8.841846274778883,2.5293349593495926,352,13,59,6,6,115,62,82,0.09699999999999999,0.769,0.134,0.631,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,6,5,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,2,11,10,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,14,7,2,14,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,3,6,47,12,0,0.22371180070681734,0.0,0.21831044667463625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830701332892992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642449261265734,0.229219176861634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637263729301288,0.0,0.1903622652488122,0.0,0.23477173292051576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573690837955706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688250341926746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023601314816164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188330680202275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168801825052446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44439259125041297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092942857058187,0.2242179955070271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785646249891069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172540332100146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425406542370468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870330825422331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981107135574065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433454888063282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188562785165693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Deathbybroccoli,2019/08/27,"NT Mum looking for advice / insight for autistic community Hi Everyone, I was wondering if I could get some insight / words of wisdom from people? I am the very proud Mom of an ASC child. He's 6 and is a great kid - loving, funny, curious and well behaved most of the time. My concern is this, his special interests (trains and buses) are so all-consuming that he does them pretty much to the exclusion of everything else. I understand that this goes with the territory but basically all he wants to do is talk about routes, timetables, features etc. If he's not talking about them then he's watching them on YouTube. I cannot get him to play with toy buses / trains or any other toys. At our last parent/teacher conference his teacher commented on how poor his fine motor skills are compared to other kids - he can't do buttons, zips, open packets / yogurts, hold a pen etc. Basically she suggested that we needed to get him engaged with a wider variety of activities to build his fine motor - but everything she suggested (lego, jigsaws, blocks, colouring books, play-doh etc) he won't even look at. I've suggested trying to use these toys in a bus / train related way - e.g. building lego tracks etc, but he's barely interested. He'll try for (literally) 10 seconds and walk away. I'm worried he's just not going to progress if I can't find a way of engaging his interest in more tactile activities. Does anyone out there have any advice? Please understand, I don't want to stop him pursuing his interests - I understand that it's an important part of who he is. I just don't want him to be disadvantaged because he's not developing all the skills he needs to become more independent as he moves through school.",6.079959946595462,7.065194049844237,6.729684023141968,74.03962616822432,66.44548286604362,10.351045838896306,34.60035603026257,10.398101306919678,3.770179528259902,1354,62,242,34,21,445,189,321,0.061,0.782,0.156,0.9787,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,3,4,9,15,0,0,12,0,19,1,0,3,2,46,38,15,0,9,12,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,3,7,5,1,3,9,0,1,1,1,4,27,15,37,33,12,18,0,0,4,1,45,9,0,7,4,141,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407201660405964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489746585150507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765891855565444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291142474597023,0.0,0.0,0.066771315975007,0.12097243333998997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745451820555042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917090494200098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150215859796657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886404288813366,0.07234661411287394,0.0,0.0,0.10466506775268844,0.19688539065318736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011270070417892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168202695616624,0.0,0.0622510751439744,0.0,0.0,0.12076235640020636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928537251529614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839630655350341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885931294724397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828567745036776,0.0,0.11641801571510092,0.08052058302615712,0.1624371344576164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162528448626048,0.11861536963869496,0.0,0.07593754598285951,0.0,0.0,0.12023617106706655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143613415483483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085493017617656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157588575026307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607963150997644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387054483380873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873369688605295,0.0,0.0,0.34208835201777354,0.0,0.09460278315010777,0.0,0.09037757118040912,0.19381915256880355,0.17388703954265933,0.0,0.0,0.09848481968054196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878567327757462,0.0,0.11123777067107354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,StreamStarting,2019/08/27,"Need UK Help for Sunflower Lanyards Hello everyone. Like a lot of you here I'm not so good at this but I'm trying regardless. Like the title says I'm trying to get my hands on one of the hidden disability Sunflower Lanyards from a Sainsbury but none of the ones near me have any so I thought I could turn here and ask for your help. They're supposed to be free but I would of course reimburse postage fees via PayPal. If anyone's willing to help me out and get me two (one for me one for brother) that would be great. Thank you.",1.1306574923547394,3.4363566146789037,2.567178899082567,92.8356001529052,83.77064220183486,5.835168195718657,21.92737003058104,7.1686216300943375,0.6747425076452607,417,14,90,6,12,135,71,109,0.017,0.754,0.22899999999999998,0.9783,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,0,15,17,8,0,6,5,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,11,7,16,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,2,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825287127323512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187186403401654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763133466664655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057987952422242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180213139537874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706897913703672,0.0,0.0,0.15818676331246556,0.0,0.20792957815014512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792390938488175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842785735604994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033898019487386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984276992641087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111946022510548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998042335579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363537991297867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972546985452226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560908529123045,0.20514008919527565,0.1842325025899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679487230036743,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,magscatsim,2019/08/27,"Classmate too close... First day of another semester and the math class was full. The worst part was it was tables instead of separate desks. The guy sitting next to me was too close so I moved closer to the end. I just he noticed the space and moved closer. I actually said ""me moving wasn't an invitation for you to move. You're making me uncomfortable."" On top of that he was cracking all his knuckles and his phone was on vibrate and going off on the table. This is the first time I've had this problem. It sucks.",1.5214705882352924,4.064806735294121,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,84.58823529411767,5.752941176470588,22.225490196078432,7.1686216300943375,0.867866666666667,405,14,81,6,12,132,66,102,0.094,0.889,0.017,-0.8370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,8,0,9,0,0,1,1,10,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,2,9,1,9,0,11,4,4,23,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,6,57,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.17324161840329402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861534785583392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449080680948215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572370233422335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302010276365531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008931947864485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578052855921455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850124952680716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7547362360588841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880293207540053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211668695950255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224541208236195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987022140815908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688696831737902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351794416610674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,markko79,2019/08/27,"Diagnosed with autism at age 45 I'm now 59 years old. I always knew I was a quirky kid and, one day in 2005 while surfing the internet, came across a website that listed the signs and symptoms of autism in adults. I was blown away by how many of the symptoms hit home with me. Shortly afterward, I had an assessment by an adult autism specialist and found out why I was the way I was. Just knowing that I'm autistic and not mentally ill is such a relief.",3.418276397515527,4.76436825,4.157453416149071,88.66456521739131,73.02173913043478,7.86583850931677,27.27329192546584,8.418075326091056,1.7158552795031057,357,13,76,6,7,114,64,92,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.6632,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,9,0,6,4,0,1,0,15,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,0,7,1,12,4,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040805076341416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304349700495323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805183428004456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817592915309006,0.0,0.0,0.2489392755746832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892091363023923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460212506166732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479148065983773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486606769798542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471698931252905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573648385314478,0.0,0.1661982208606509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098494395892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468030322155055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131392591162805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579429126576729 autism,Lolastic_,2019/08/27,Question for autistic parents with sensory sensitivity How do you handle a baby crying or your child making loud noises,7.120000000000001,10.639723,8.370000000000001,52.86500000000001,69.0,8.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,4.339500000000001,100,5,10,2,2,34,20,20,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398585340415334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280611452959141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457211098699638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550560730902554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NS_Udogs,2019/08/27,"My Adventures with Autism in Sport I posted this article online back in April, but I only recently discovered this Sub Reddit, and thought this would be a good place to share [https://www.theroar.com.au/2019/04/12/my-adventures-with-autism-in-sport/](https://www.theroar.com.au/2019/04/12/my-adventures-with-autism-in-sport/) &#x200B; Its a different perspective I guess, since I play a Team Sport and Umpire. But I thought this sub might enjoy having a read and its something I can contribute :)",13.727105263157895,14.67168539473684,8.433157894736844,68.44210526315793,50.31578947368421,13.389473684210527,38.73684210526316,12.602617957971056,5.252852631578948,414,15,56,11,4,107,47,76,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.9625,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,32,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741088448923344,0.288677914432962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267942544460125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482138356067561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926545490087869,0.0,0.0,0.26171409263277035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202803454961603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068541995600484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482138356067561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275298269137695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376378798471281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457525810533825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652332788810048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289575565374547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37721378497233704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876546134890538,0.0,0.288677914432962,0.0 autism,AlphaNinerGamer,2019/08/27,"My parents keep calling the police when I get overwhelmed I have HF autism but I have meltdowns when I get overwhelmed and my 16th birthday is coming up, this means if the police get called on me I will get arrested. My parents tend to call the police every time I get overwhelmed and I fear I may be thrown in jail because of something I can’t always help",4.576338028169012,5.717803535211271,4.739549295774649,86.37411267605634,69.98591549295774,6.2433802816901425,29.69295774647888,5.6839178017228535,1.294169577464789,285,11,54,1,5,89,47,71,0.12,0.778,0.10300000000000001,-0.6369,2,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,16,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,0,5,13,0,7,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646638432993182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462893375796425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760371055333079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198192249817142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158433876519906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160003808863276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912221015871965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604089221293996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714077189960033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048333574152693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175977805765464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476426693444314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964906630835622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sirlafemme,2019/08/27,Confession: I ask my friend vague questions about their special interest because I love seeing the light sparkle in their eyes as they get excited and talk pleasantly at length about what they like. And I know they do the same for me and it's great.,4.587765957446809,6.826875382978728,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,71.7659574468085,8.104255319148937,28.77127659574468,8.841846274778883,2.230663829787234,201,8,39,4,4,59,38,47,0.022000000000000002,0.529,0.449,0.9790000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,5,0,2,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,8,6,6,1,2,1,0,2,1,11,2,0,1,1,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34786785235686485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683169415185805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874873237897748,0.0,0.19440945292770515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102469674595389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044991224357046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179165908847802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358392014754613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41684264979594576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965194298465092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29908382467699784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MuslimPierceBrosnan,2019/08/27,"[Brother of autistic adult] need help with product recommendation Im the brother of a severely autistic 21 year old. He is nonverbal, level 3. He has some issue with children crying which males it really hard to go anywhere because the minute a child says anything lpuder than a normal coice he gets a meltdown and self harming. This is a fairly new thing he has been doing for the last 2 or 3 years We have used beats headphones, but we have to wean him off of screens because he has to have phones, ipads and laptops with him at all times. At the same time, the loud music has also damaged his hearing according to his physician. Are there really any true noise cancelling headphones out in the market? His therapist gave us one, but it doesnt really help with the frequency of childrens voices.",8.018540268456379,7.747966785234902,7.512676174496644,74.37357802013425,62.355704697986575,9.866107382550336,36.745805369127524,9.188382445141503,3.3660127516778524,637,27,109,9,8,200,104,149,0.08900000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.062,-0.3025,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,12,0,13,1,0,1,2,19,19,6,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,6,8,1,19,17,3,14,0,1,1,0,27,6,0,2,7,68,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710418095298095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509182525917995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513745923795278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426755996026596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205965774516227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610591192806966,0.0,0.1045426207614956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478243274019114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732421913768576,0.0,0.24659466353840165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986967993254791,0.19199526749384388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994322293755538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639606790655082,0.0,0.17765937078294816,0.0,0.0,0.18023124831150275,0.0,0.0,0.1930238365149524,0.0,0.12464879971769062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535278768726246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628385878979994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191899227579102,0.20781033889744446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357930386925653,0.12220773474231401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452462085025653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212683470906759,0.1588731256282732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369146238117903 autism,fleegle96,2019/08/27,"Suggestions on how to explain... My 4 year old was diagnosed about a year and a half ago. He starts Preschool next week and has been in a home daycare setting since about 6 months old. I question what is the ""proper"" way to explain to someone that he is autistic. Is it just that: ""He is Autistic"" or ""He has autism""? Maybe ""He's on the spectrum""? I only feel the need to define it to someone when their NT child asks me if they can play with my son, I say yes, and my son proceeds to be in his own world where he prefers to play alone or why he is all of a sudden screaming, ""No want to play!"" And it isn't just him being rude. Furthermore, as my son is starting to understand things, should there be a point where I need to explain what autism is to him? He lives it day to day, but would he benefit from learning why things are just a bit different for him?",3.512310606060605,4.164506215909093,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,72.06818181818181,7.2303030303030305,27.734848484848484,7.1686216300943375,1.1449371212121209,658,23,150,6,12,208,103,176,0.04,0.892,0.068,0.6958,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,10,6,1,0,9,1,19,1,0,1,1,27,30,11,0,7,7,3,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,10,5,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,15,4,23,23,3,25,0,0,0,0,26,8,0,4,15,96,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390837093228626,0.0,0.0,0.16813966921499635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517699468631366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772378601661694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939720510102824,0.0,0.0,0.16477598337596042,0.0,0.1696151745999381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208612419562854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284450658965696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335293567736188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309660675391724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958162122936984,0.0,0.0,0.2407523895632794,0.0,0.0,0.17265493795172496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407059352728941,0.0,0.0,0.12347010785512685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346777839040382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186269981889366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291026533928777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429283057980249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27510749060052425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981617325528725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570859493167568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900607623792765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095754837258276,0.12886129893809134,0.1302227545788621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298084597295765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532468817928596,0.0,0.0,0.20908873210425788 autism,RyannTheRatchet,2019/08/27,A couple of questions My son (20 months old) was recently given a temporary diagnosis of moderate to high functioning autism. We have a person that comes to our house once a week. He was given this diagnosis about a month ago and I’m just trying to get him to get used to everything. He is non verbal but has his own form of communication. I was just going to let everything work at it’s own pace but my family seems to think that they should be going straight into speech therapy. I just want to know that I’m doing the right thing? Any one else in a similar situation doing speech therapy? I just think it would overwhelm him to go straight into something like that. He’s not even used to the woman who’s been coming to our house for 3 weeks. I’m also overwhelmed and trying to figure things out. We don’t have a set plan right now and I’m not sure what we should be expecting right now but we are trying to learn. If anyone can understand my rambling thank you for reading.,3.4071346153846167,5.1703134153846175,4.714919871794873,82.96622596153847,73.8205128205128,8.157051282051281,23.982371794871803,8.841846274778883,1.697775641025641,776,23,154,16,16,257,117,195,0.024,0.899,0.077,0.8324,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,6,1,1,2,9,5,0,2,9,0,19,0,0,2,1,38,41,8,0,6,10,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,2,11,12,0,0,8,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,6,2,17,3,24,29,3,26,0,2,0,0,19,11,0,3,10,101,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004983900892704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928122592433113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442499515913271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680726889130506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388526650142944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736756002964598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037098439920648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199867826032918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315269346457325,0.0,0.11703582128611195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972456245610473,0.0,0.2116687537357188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116933036986056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865005795148968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822857320239031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694988856097694,0.0,0.060652512206265725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818772823879616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027259318990692,0.13221372163088985,0.08412599537143182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084013707466061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907433394694824,0.0,0.12418174027720096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258131488226424,0.0,0.0,0.318065509993539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301980764332865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954771548887313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955753066009788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700815651183935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429893119021806,0.2839484446241877,0.0,0.16495702085490646,0.15909823561939573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252865321486936,0.0,0.0,0.12924259625081774,0.0,0.2144482716483335,0.0,0.0,0.07322579191420127,0.0,0.1991683052745556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038132744839462,0.0,0.0,0.08819127953200784,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UsedTree,2019/08/27,"My neighbours play music and have barking dogs all day and wont listen to us even when we begged them to stop because Im sick and autistic. Id there anything I can do? Its 9:00 right now and their child is still outside screaming and the bass of the music is still hitting my house. For two days they have been listening to music like this but today their small child has been screaming a lot and they have a new dog thst is barking a lot. They had the cops called on them in the past for drug related issues and a domestic dispute. From that and a few other tthings i know the woman there with the kid was on heavy drugs Is there anything I can do or am I just fucked I have not slept on 2 days and the stress is so bad I may have to go to the wmwrgency room. Do people go to the emergency room for exhaustion? Last night I was shaking uncontrollably when their dog and music woke me up. I think noise ordinance is a lot later though Please help",3.6587776141384367,4.734797175257737,4.108100147275405,90.29061855670105,72.09278350515464,7.192341678939616,25.19734904270987,7.447530270364453,0.9800586156111928,748,22,162,8,14,235,117,194,0.19,0.763,0.047,-0.9847,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,8,0,12,10,1,3,15,0,25,6,1,0,1,24,35,16,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,4,4,2,4,4,12,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,8,0,1,7,4,21,2,17,25,5,27,0,0,0,1,19,9,1,5,16,113,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520141115460196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785118089773526,0.0933422660030624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563555464564035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29625470540303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551477773512218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113619598979423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155960421807465,0.0,0.0,0.17404648478818227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263501633056188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668320621593833,0.0,0.0,0.1653989502528316,0.15982046920129378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415231193841526,0.12481555694701005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748080882754177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39053870515675604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788699933683422,0.0,0.14369541863192153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617308321355094,0.10615610181181713,0.0,0.0,0.16808290354997246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307660742781477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445682060537249,0.1280175560770234,0.17540170333934005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811493721977634,0.15044241925769353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451425543154487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957877142918596,0.0,0.1841879308434539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jiminomegaslick,2019/03/21,"Can autism include *too much* awareness? I’ve always perceived autism in a social environment as something that will delay that person with autism; whether by social cues, lack of awareness, etc. Is there any possible way that my perceived notion could do a 180? Could autism cause *too much* awareness? The hyper fixation of a certain conversation, the right social cues, the “publicly acceptable” things to do, etc. And that still places a negative hold on things; as you’re worrying too much? I’ve always been curious (for lack of better word) about whether I’m autistic due to the fact that I’ve never been tested and all the signs resemble my behavior; except the social ones. Is it just ADHD or OCD? Or could autism do that to me?",4.793170426065164,7.347960090225563,4.7024248120300784,81.08917606516293,72.15789473684211,7.4408521303258155,27.624686716791977,8.344100000000001,2.1689604010025056,584,22,98,10,12,180,81,133,0.10099999999999999,0.83,0.069,-0.6553,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,1,4,26,13,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,15,7,8,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,72,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295970970862498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23950017464194365,0.0,0.0,0.09786817996069104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728248132306133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784192666890014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34471693151429383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32100996173786484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31738564083424553,0.0,0.11099730515856046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752156975389434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125662368593773,0.15036214961886588,0.0,0.0,0.16224427110045092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290393586505413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868191406938822,0.0,0.11079398096016316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493193199148215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122350403902946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423424794810642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461542287390153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,newyorkchedda818391,2019/03/21,"Understanding my boyfriends autism Hello. I've never posted on reddit before... but I like to lurk and figured just hop in today. So I've been with my partner for close to a year now and early on in the relationship he let me know that he has autism very casually. At the time I didn't really think anything of it and life continued on. We rarely talk about his autism though he sometimes jokes about it (he's big on comedy). now have lived together for a few months and I'm starting to wonder about his autism and if/how it affects our relationship on a daily basis. For example, he often has a very particular way of doing certain tasks and if I do them in a different manner its wrong. He gets frustrated with me in these situations, which is understandable, and will give me a critique and tell me what i could do differently. Often times the delivery of his critiques are very harsh, even hurtful. The other day after a string of critiques I tried to explain to him how he is coming off as very aggressive and how it made me feel bad though I'm trying to grow and change. He simply didn't get how his critiques were aggressive, and explained that he just wanted to help me grow as a person. I don't think he is a malicious person, I think he just has a different way of communicating and I'd like to understand him better. I'm wondering if anyone has any resources on where I can start? 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What do you enjoy about seeing characters with autism, and what do you not enjoy? Do you find the characters relatable? Do you think there is a way to shift towards a more accurate or relatable character profile without stereotyping while still representing the ASD community in media? 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First time poster in this forum. I have a 4 year old son who has recently been diagnosed as autistic. We are working hard to help him continue to improve his social and learning skills and we have been doing pretty good....except with potty training. We have tried multiple different potties and he has no interest in learning to use the potty. Any ideas or suggestions? Thanks in advance for any help you can provide!",4.526666666666667,7.697708333333335,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,76.77777777777777,7.550617283950618,32.45679012345679,8.515128840125781,3.443627160493828,369,19,53,8,9,117,63,81,0.066,0.738,0.195,0.9167,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,12,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,7,2,9,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,6,36,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139450115297088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342878750477526,0.0,0.2411685126600229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056822435378035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634411806977173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360948701950492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067785910043563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094413416996921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057928912482103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422175488072041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483737953009856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279170537202945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353024011034416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413139270636133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251750860458693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459899243355578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567186078799793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199363248372894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804719286257006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864713211683436 autism,Trowit25away,2019/03/21,I think I have high functioning ASD ... I have a hard time understanding things in context... hard to follow conversations. I'm just staring most of the time. Are these symptoms or am I just stupid,3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,79.55555555555556,6.933333333333335,25.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.7698000000000005,154,6,29,3,4,48,28,36,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073336427946473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581596194089163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523385108454717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252086811819133,0.217209935269922,0.0,0.0,0.3953334626863688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528986460027646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,instaspeccie1,2019/03/21,"Advice for conflicting access needs? (preferably from other autistic people)(xposted to r/Aspergirls) I am autistic and I co-lead a small neurodiversity club with another autistic person, let’s call them Z. Z is outgoing, friendly, loud, likes to stim and infodump, and has difficulty focusing on a task and difficulty refraining from interrupting people. I’m quiet, don’t present a lot of emotion externally, sensitive to sound and motion, and need to focus without distractions on a task or I’ll get very overwhelmed. Recently, after every club meeting I have a sensory meltdown. This is because Z continuously interrupts me to infodump about unrelated things. When they get excited about these things they often yell, whine, or talk in a “baby voice.” (Not sure how else to describe it sorry. It not only is very frustrating to me, but it causes sensory overload which almost always is enough to cause a meltdown. I recognize that interrupting, infodumping, and issues regulating voice volume are autistic traits, and I want the club to be a safe space where Z doesn’t have to stifle their autisticness. But my sensory needs are also an autistic trait and I think the club should also be accessible for my sensory needs. I’m not sure if it’s right of me to ask Z to try to be quieter and more conscientious. Z is also very sensitive to criticism and has blocked people on FB/kicked people out of the club/accused people of being ableist before for criticizing them. We are co-presidents of this club. There are no superiors or other officers. Anyone have any advice?",7.004566787003611,8.914957425992784,7.788395306859202,63.89205144404336,64.9927797833935,11.171768953068593,35.510649819494574,11.10651602901591,4.74331927797834,1265,60,189,39,20,422,160,277,0.11900000000000001,0.8,0.081,-0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,5,0,10,11,1,2,12,0,23,0,0,3,2,44,34,22,0,8,10,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,0,1,13,14,0,4,2,5,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,6,17,7,34,28,3,15,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,7,6,131,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440946245708865,0.0,0.0,0.12506569894816102,0.0,0.0,0.2996388073166221,0.10392380638228024,0.0,0.0,0.0849338318890712,0.13096476070575108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733046379056784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676127011352308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613568351237872,0.0,0.10627763360286377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753318416353007,0.0,0.0,0.25660600515706355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043349121697992,0.1404916344566755,0.0,0.12905136356760494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523060003182463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649464542298727,0.0,0.13050642358654893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035938790590712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277150264924588,0.0,0.06101807013037836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618244920321322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704363791287849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498933690224494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463497391497737,0.1090547151608709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233201230432678,0.0,0.0,0.10666083942156092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981128945761573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354267495329943,0.0,0.0,0.10038699179328577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659512310519458,0.0800285672061649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479645419884514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30915781974035234,0.07366713007992512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039566842179154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hotboxhomie,2019/06/24,"is it bad that i dont want friends im entering my fourth year of college in september and im not gonna have any friends. i was in a friend group but because of a breakdown i had, i ended up leaving the friend group because i felt like i was suffocating myself and had wanted to leave for months before the breakdown. ive been going to therapy and realizing that i have major problems with being reliant on others, craving approval, as well as some more autistim-rellated issues like not knowing when its appropriate to say certain things better yet knowing what to say at all. i also find that no matter what i do all the friendshisp i enter dissolve in less than a year either because of something i said or because i realized how distant people are from me. i feel like every time i enter a new friend group or situation i always end up being hurt. &#x200B; so i dont want to have friends anymore. but everytime i tell this to my mom she gets really mad at me and insists that i need to talk to people. but i dont want to be vulnerable with other people i just want to try to build a life for myself. is there something wrong with me?",7.649688995215309,6.1364105877193005,8.2269696969697,72.9968181818182,63.73684210526316,10.396172248803827,37.39393939393939,9.095868883498916,3.3468719298245624,906,38,169,12,11,304,130,228,0.156,0.693,0.151,0.4433,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,17,1,0,8,0,19,1,0,1,3,36,33,15,0,7,9,1,2,3,6,1,1,3,0,0,12,7,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,5,1,0,7,5,29,12,31,22,7,21,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,3,12,124,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855093615289592,0.0817315255624524,0.10642734144625192,0.11935479351741934,0.06679674170731953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741335074647693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201423064123851,0.2395095322169716,0.0,0.08358270765773716,0.0,0.0,0.08687251599261492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453588361107353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739973632865955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275926157685226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966578898863232,0.07017235192624796,0.09431193098973448,0.0,0.0897763724007278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553328936019455,0.0,0.05131879531140315,0.0,0.055823843180347374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515248189486606,0.0,0.21220089730269767,0.10252195349490162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079643859657599,0.0,0.0,0.20801334776211527,0.0,0.0,0.06937961022648373,0.1439641252251958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504057598541162,0.0784026961907101,0.0,0.0,0.0728330000699169,0.0,0.09486684743376243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429168405412967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398858486909216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292580198285122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343499064889156,0.15622579830915362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040963271347526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123765317581653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894997567457852,0.08585345940764237,0.0,0.11232947587385936,0.0,0.06525669023779722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727610760777371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668870016620122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896798690711986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831656508383251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739421827074193,0.11935479351741934,0.12650806637967404 autism,AidenJGhost,2019/06/24,"Overly(?) empathetic when reading I love reading, and have been an avid reader since being a kid, and about a year ago I got an ASD diagnosis with a side of highly sensitive / empathetic. Recently I've been struggling to read much (one book in particular) because I can tell that the character is about to do something against the rules or something is going to go wrong, and I get really strong feelings of anxiety and stuff that means I have to put down the book, and usually it takes a few days before I can even think about reading it again. Is this something anyone else has experience with and do they have advice? I really enjoy the book aside from this so I'm reluctant to abandon it completely Any help / personal anecdotes would be much appreciated bc I can't seem to find anything about similar feelings",8.313526490066227,7.981214284768214,8.494428807947019,67.78018625827815,61.78145695364239,12.053311258278143,38.08029801324504,11.45678717892309,4.5248735099337765,651,29,112,17,8,214,99,151,0.079,0.763,0.158,0.9293,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,0,0,17,29,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,6,7,0,3,1,3,0,1,3,2,9,3,19,23,3,15,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,7,78,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321582825232182,0.11988511152322615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919701478089344,0.0,0.10346082870217847,0.0,0.0,0.0945653279076274,0.13857284278563736,0.11129379243461547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244311966653098,0.0,0.11508216989438415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180012888054302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722080280514302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297850433053805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932698835842258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229399366254013,0.0,0.0,0.13676625049605765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236100149259243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065909308640735,0.0,0.15372387866028894,0.0,0.1081664994829169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065079835365544,0.14289207454944147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206244625328902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473197075420853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883891653503147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164442608851432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808931787872284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595696869138765,0.0,0.0,0.5411199840491506,0.0,0.17328076673908782,0.0,0.13353653887791578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312050944985865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187473575393886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123509237427078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138576327271718,0.15482133312708513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168620346721144,0.0,0.1182086902715494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665850805484852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489514950037106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607302906833992,0.14786742400494635,0.0,0.08709231368605934 autism,IDCIUDHMB,2019/06/24,"is it possible to be socially autistic like i dont mean as some people would use as an insult. like i saw someone describing autism and feeling like they never knew the rules to social stuff but always felt like everyone else did. and i was like wow i never related to anything harder. i also have problems with eye contact and when i talk to people i just feel like i can never connect. but like i've met lots of autistic people so i know that im not actually autistic. in all the other major ways. idk maybe im just a regular loser who will never have any friends and i dont know why im asking this",1.8549731182795703,3.9543699274193567,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,79.56451612903227,6.3913978494623676,24.043010752688176,7.492282038375204,1.2970881720430114,477,17,92,7,12,164,82,124,0.115,0.7,0.18600000000000005,0.8161,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,12,1,0,4,0,11,1,1,1,5,27,22,11,0,2,5,0,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,5,11,9,9,13,4,7,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,2,12,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.11845809907610855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707469490422176,0.10100532592747674,0.0,0.0,0.08254864473178011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998927581547832,0.0,0.11348227662236038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453387733593777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140488667784303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599233829250882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227557951407354,0.17344057213253375,0.1165524228614679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937847972518737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933626708910084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334243783899372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151315461656101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320053953852272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195151033759713,0.13222814673676064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744905489567374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524674290631376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684779568003702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615282576502185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748148369778736,0.10285245858775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896129917893632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756783530100413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048410731695943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963528937991679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953464139293304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623122321543067,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,braaij_,2019/06/24,"Studying I’m 13 years old and I’m having trouble studying. Do any of you know how to study better for tests when having autism",1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,84.38461538461539,3.466666666666667,20.2051282051282,3.1291,-0.44477948717948745,102,3,20,0,3,32,22,26,0.098,0.797,0.105,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885932116933733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053849803837811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140439669555042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599621537293201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679833369343005 autism,elwoodpdowd007,2019/06/24,"The Spectrum is not a linear scale from ""a little autistic"" to ""very autistic"" I've read several things lately which make me want to post this reminder: The word ""spectrum"" in Autism Spectrum Disorder confuses a lot of people, leaving them with the understandable (but mistaken) impression that the spectrum is a linear scale from ""a little autistic"" on the far left to ""very autistic"" on the far right. This is not an accurate useful way to understand the idea of the Autism spectrum. The link below offers a much better way of understanding what ""spectrum"" means, in a quick, visual, and easy-to-digest manner and I recommend it often. [https://the-art-of-autism.com/understanding-the-spectrum-a-comic-strip-explanation/](https://the-art-of-autism.com/understanding-the-spectrum-a-comic-strip-explanation/)",16.038259587020647,17.647125584070803,10.864734513274335,50.712087020648966,45.3716814159292,11.427138643067849,39.18731563421829,10.864195022040775,4.598181120943954,673,23,76,11,6,183,69,113,0.066,0.858,0.076,0.05,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,17,0,3,0,0,2,0,19,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,15,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,3,2,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993599287468956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429669534550686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913793532639077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912378422761145,0.17950837196054162,0.18419543634653265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398282925624174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412880936537534,0.0,0.0,0.11316295715781907,0.0,0.0,0.18466846625976716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462445915047855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753113603579082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236340232827598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695764252863447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477816161802998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915212641890798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126285630239138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529461837578155,0.0,0.1464199617181393,0.0,0.2797609134060416,0.09999350954378378,0.2691309158708166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,finegirlbrandy,2019/06/24,"Talking through Stuffed/Plastic Animals (4 year old girl) Hello -- my daughter just turned 4. She was diagnosed with ASD a little over a year ago, and it mostly presents with sensory issues and anxiety. She seems to be most comfortable talking with most people (her dad/my husband included) through the use of stuffed/plastic animals. She almost always wants him to be holding a stuffed or plastic animal so that they can be having a conversation with whatever she's holding. Her preschool teachers found that she was more willing to engage in activities if they talked through her stuffed animals. Shortly into the school year we began bringing two stuffed animals to school every day - one for her and one for her teacher. I think I'm the only person she doesn't really try to talk through animals with, and I'm not sure if it's because I'm her mom/she's most comfortable with me, or because I have gently tried not to engage in it often between the two of us (but haven't discouraged/encouraged with other people). &#x200B; I am just curious if anyone else has experienced this either in themselves or with their children. Her teachers were trying to wean her off of it slowly. It can be difficult at times, but I understand that it is making it easier for her to interact in certain situations. I'm not necessarily looking for advice, but I would love to hear stories from people who can relate and any insight you can provide. My daughter is not receiving ABA and will not be. Thank you very much!",6.8048054552747725,7.918650758122744,7.0679843561973525,71.7979492579222,64.88447653429604,10.054472523064582,37.771560369033296,10.125756701596842,4.173365182511032,1208,62,196,27,18,391,152,277,0.026000000000000002,0.885,0.08900000000000001,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,2,3,0,4,9,0,0,8,0,23,2,0,2,2,52,41,16,0,5,17,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,13,16,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,5,3,31,8,38,28,7,21,0,0,1,1,40,10,0,13,9,148,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179383253366106,0.10698572208940503,0.0,0.12085509147879918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042498648939244,0.13076917692763435,0.14665336837830353,0.08207435059274967,0.0,0.09232865804630264,0.0,0.0,0.08439029469358936,0.1236626922145441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714482185084746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783602526422137,0.0,0.0,0.12249931988156415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082225151070463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016877841020701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233198717070335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602807867435562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597055693918807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209645778637662,0.0,0.0,0.10135045307262093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892878011693152,0.0,0.08056250548883769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135241217587566,0.0,0.0,0.08872213069115728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126645414263177,0.0,0.1635673517082109,0.09179131526374514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510168441105947,0.10538315211770732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731805775646904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442924587283442,0.0,0.1098729979073057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566228939501562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375029920537913,0.0,0.0,0.3880289856769687,0.0,0.1111165068259732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733423226321404,0.0,0.0,0.070376177284009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458247940594888,0.1312776816151844,0.2357960934213242,0.12564409552186204,0.14517699982849705,0.10423869493921184,0.0,0.09958311751434808,0.0711869666876464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573577033543009,0.0,0.14665336837830353,0.2331640839238372 autism,marauding-bagel,2019/06/24,"Why do people never text me/reach out? I'm 21F and going into my senior year of college. I'm very good at making friends at school or at work but no one ever wants to hang out outside of those scenarios. Well, they do when I reach out first and set everything up every single time but not a single friend of mine ever texts me first or asks if I want to get coffee or hang out or anything. It;s not like I'm trying to force friendship on them - often they asked me for my phone number which should want to communicate with me, no? I see people hanging out with their friends all the time but no one ever wants to take the time to set anything up with me and it's really lonely and heartbreaking.",4.635508607198748,5.015201830985916,5.271784037558684,85.36844287949924,69.4225352112676,7.719561815336464,24.22848200312989,7.3871296695380915,0.9382557120500774,548,12,113,5,9,177,85,142,0.14300000000000002,0.73,0.127,-0.7688,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,3,6,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,5,35,17,13,0,6,10,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,1,4,0,1,14,6,25,16,3,30,0,2,1,0,10,12,0,6,13,79,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462757639689119,0.0,0.2797793842952864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40606365851905374,0.1260749924067398,0.0,0.1344834107902576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545610316251624,0.0,0.0,0.3468257812456159,0.0,0.07817876339072903,0.0,0.08504172791031588,0.12550778508829555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310471218480971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988335725339476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540869897264107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027947880534396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747786632490084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586081190210792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143987132360376,0.11924071590975885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250783577484004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176229804921625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159318977564223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234655754899602,0.3530373432307353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454095723164167,0.0,0.1350234390780694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089369704510502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636083747193447 autism,autumnvelvet,2019/06/24,How to get a job? I am 20 never had a job for more than 2 weeks and it was a contract I think my resume is pretty good am I doomed to be unemployed forever or can I get a part-time job still please help me.,-2.024374999999999,-0.2672013541666676,1.2966666666666669,100.015,93.79166666666666,4.866666666666667,14.25,6.42735559955562,-0.7817750000000001,157,3,42,2,6,56,37,48,0.087,0.6829999999999999,0.23,0.7096,5,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,5,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,4,7,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,28,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25488343175002864,0.0,0.0,0.2045942759082028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349903151887688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7261793056944216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813143091644932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641490172951635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26775844081118044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816130841925085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948003043196585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629848161472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566341247592747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawayawaywayayya,2019/06/24,"How can I get rid of a special interest? Just as the title says. I have an extremely intense special interest that I can't get rid of. Like EXTREMELY intense. I think about it literally 24/7. I can't focus on anything else, it's consuming my life. It has lasted more than a year now (most of my special interests last pretty long anyway, 3-4 years). I can't afford to have this interest last that long though, because it is a very strange/inappropriate/offensive thing to be interested in (which is why I won't mention said interest in this post, it may offend some people). I'm literally desparate at this point. I have tried everything. Thinking about other things, reading/occupying my time with hobbies, sleeping. At this point I just stay in bed and sleep as much as possible to avoid thinking about my interest. Has anyone else ever had an experience similar to mine? What did you do to get rid of your special interest, or at least replace it with something else?",4.563589743589741,6.636976604395606,5.739802197802199,75.52186446886449,71.41758241758242,9.248937728937731,33.012454212454216,9.725611199111238,3.5625394871794867,770,38,135,20,15,256,111,182,0.023,0.75,0.22699999999999998,0.9878,1,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,0,10,15,1,1,6,0,17,3,2,1,1,15,25,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,17,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,16,13,25,19,5,21,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,11,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965636585911003,0.1460330781306217,0.11728542735605856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688154398491246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35718251321807204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289214685079168,0.0,0.0,0.12809172979625236,0.13941619962736362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338933056215715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485291957837371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100669190102843,0.06963021673070036,0.0,0.0,0.2522591965764633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047718241541986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880846505834394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694632289899809,0.16067483264600582,0.13649896620434168,0.14499854091097794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557333062531582,0.11334111374806488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852546345663478,0.0,0.0,0.10972223689758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191203400127362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893737406014854,0.2739716186027856,0.1400294874511094,0.0,0.0831071167205387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676470382043337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759754635807068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860609180654228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356206589147253 autism,Davidpx1337,2019/06/24,"Any advice for stomping? My son is 3 with stage 3 autism. He stomps a lot when he doesn't get his way, and I have downstairs neighbors. Any advice?",0.218,2.597659133333337,1.1016666666666666,100.5225,91.0,3.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.0489999999999997,114,3,25,0,4,35,26,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.723587124011879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035508443167208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343475480887365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147642156174478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938787255840394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CaptainBlackhill,2019/06/24,"Dads with autism My wife and I have begun planning to trying for kids later this year. We are having to go an unconventional route since I am trans without the parts necessary to conceive naturally. I have autism and SPD, so I am low-key freaking about sensory issues once the kid arrives. Occasionally screaming kids really get to me and I'm worried my own child could cause some sensory overload. Certain textures I really struggle with, especially oily substances. There's some other things I'm concerned about, but these are the biggest ones that come to mind. I'm hoping some of you dads (moms too) can give some advice and tips on handling sensory issues while not affecting the care of your child.",6.618532986111107,8.256615523437503,6.550416666666668,73.43069444444446,65.640625,9.126388888888886,32.97222222222222,9.444778638647367,3.2218618055555566,569,24,93,11,9,180,91,128,0.096,0.863,0.040999999999999995,-0.6154,0,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,5,6,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,21,18,7,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,11,3,14,17,6,8,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,5,4,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031271716925805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193628951633126,0.21353871335150612,0.0,0.17906072930331066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596647442890358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860296803935178,0.19940687687722627,0.11813673762139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646081033595112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339224399628364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098884235767977,0.2434536493142531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137369073034127,0.14085740762769972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251018599833302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663323961572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719513769676903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730980202575054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809892070234564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112939964369245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003782889815682,0.0,0.0,0.2111010500134145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338608146039144 autism,RadTradDad,2019/06/24,"Autism and SPD So, my 3 year old was recently diagnosed as having sensory processing disorder, along with meeting 4 of the autism markers. He also has a speech delay. This would explain why he doesn’t do well in chaotic environments do why he has outbursts beyond what’s “normal” for a 3 year old. What I’m wondering is if there’s any website or book that y’all would suggest to give me more of an insight into helping him to manage. I’m sorry if I’ve used incorrect terms.",5.343546099290776,5.955153425531917,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,67.93617021276596,9.670921985815603,33.751773049645394,9.725611199111238,3.336594326241133,378,17,69,8,6,128,75,94,0.106,0.846,0.048,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,15,16,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,11,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,4,7,42,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170217620554449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474661908648528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160402399189576,0.0,0.0,0.24394676535449955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418697737175875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267016952546066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854970972543507,0.0,0.0,0.4467046136828425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101656133819065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827032183762625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383573627412053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137945771710424,0.0,0.3841315400390522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308288506813891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024078241546309,0.0,0.0,0.27413934314134225 autism,shaunderford,2019/06/24,"Sad story I am not on the spectrum nor is anybody in my family but at my school there is this non verbal autistic little girl lets call her Sharon (not real name) So Sharon was walking around on the play ground when this xl grade 5 goes up to Sharon and saying very loudly MONSTER scaring the heck out of poor Sharon and started following her saying monster loud and louder till me and a friend stepped in and stopped him but we have no clue how long this has been happening",9.440161290322582,6.951822451612909,8.068897849462367,78.62334677419356,61.043010752688176,10.590322580645164,36.153225806451616,8.07648339933343,2.708206451612904,380,12,74,3,4,115,73,93,0.147,0.7829999999999999,0.07,-0.8018,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,11,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,8,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,0,2,4,8,2,11,8,0,18,0,1,0,0,10,10,1,0,5,49,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243361665151696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666114441897251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614105930552715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017245702876049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308891328565399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266991590315994,0.0,0.0,0.2616899605543665,0.0,0.23106454825640094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971880162086708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41527307788971995,0.26140581729080303,0.2642462984508909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848073356907189,0.0,0.0,0.2182905965337854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21543415894494344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jaga757,2019/06/24,"Tactile or other sensory toy for blind 6 year old Having trouble thinking of a gift for a friend’s boy that is 6, is blind and has autism. He is great at identifying things with his hands. Any advise?",2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,79.5,6.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7697499999999997,158,5,32,2,4,51,34,40,0.17600000000000002,0.672,0.152,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156095894160752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585689559205853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116810885864362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870036364388972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083329618508373,0.29738188747309435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988705576602649 autism,mat623,2019/06/24,I believe that my dad has autistic tendencies but he downright refuses to ever see a therapist or a psychiatrist. It is a constant struggle interacting with him. Is anyone else in a similar situation and have a parent who is undiagnosed?,7.213571428571428,9.10513416666667,9.536666666666667,51.625,64.47619047619048,13.219047619047622,44.95238095238096,12.45797560212912,7.141752380952383,193,13,26,8,3,70,36,42,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.4497,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020936966930728,0.3080337220815934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387100971156402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248771404405768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25114003945190105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193948322583017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338170291526538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395653340333802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379237440177786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142865660742301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490577289407472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JoesVaginalCrabShack,2019/06/30,"Dating and autism I've dated several women, but have never really connected with them and there eventually comes a time when I just get tired of keeping up faking the proper responses and etc because for the people who have learned to fake it, it is pretty damn exhausting. The women I do connect with, I believe to have autism as well and it doesn't work because of the challenges they deal with. For those who are in relationships, how were you able to overcome the differences and relate to your partner? Also, if you are with someone else with autism, how were you able to meet them?",9.694545454545453,7.977319363636365,8.866363636363637,70.67954545454545,59.90909090909091,11.70909090909091,37.45454545454545,10.355215969177356,3.7774909090909095,470,17,82,8,5,148,73,110,0.153,0.779,0.068,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,3,2,7,6,1,0,6,0,10,2,0,2,1,19,13,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,6,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,10,2,17,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,2,1,1,5,65,16,3,0.4267545011050606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063771017578114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601455828815721,0.0,0.0,0.2404030922482945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380560763803094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199825759560282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229338117946591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824931286587212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379720380949541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148080659245724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965950438353624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456968991635185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479289188317147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708137431819968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366949305407165,0.0,0.0,0.2290873128866004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410555577046936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079385195780884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442199073157488,0.24524576044854465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918517738243396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534117971303082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Eye_Doc_Photog,2019/06/30,https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-019-45348-z For what it's worth....,33.38,43.94634366666668,10.350000000000003,31.545000000000016,29.0,9.066666666666668,22.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.789866666666668,66,1,5,1,1,12,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FeetBowl,2019/06/30,"Anyone with over a year of experience being prescribed with melatonin? This is specifically as a prescription. I've (mid 20s) been prescribed circadin for almost a year, per my therapist's request. On one hand, it's helped my sleep and by extension my mood and ability to recall memories, so it's improved my quality of life and relationships TREMENDOUSLY. I'm VERY pleased with the results. On the other hand, I am hard to wake up. At times my SO needs me when they have a panic attack in the middle of the night. I don't want them to feel alone when I'm right there, barely able to do much more than roll over, let alone sit up and speak. On top of that, it forces me to sleep for 8-10 hours, so I have to go to bed pretty early for work, which means I miss out on quite a lot when it comes to social events. I'd like to be more available to everyone, and based on the times I've been asked ""how long will you need to be taking it for?"", I think they enjoy my company enough to want me around too. This isn't being said in an accusatory way, it's gentle. I realise that they all love me very much. My original doctor said ""we'll try it for two years and see how you do by then- whether you should stay on it or not"". Have any of you taken melatonin for at least a year and come off it per doctor's request in this way (not due to it not working)? I'd like to know how it worked for you. Did it balance out your melatonin levels? I kind of get the sense that I'm being tested on, because the only references i've found for young adults with Asperger's who take melatonin have been through word of mouth... They're all positive, but I'd really like something definitive to help me see if I will be taking it forever or if it will really only be one more year. I'd like to be able to tell my SO and friends definitively how things are going to be. Especially my SO.",4.776576086956523,4.721476250000006,5.609846014492753,84.5795380434783,69.05208333333334,9.074094202898552,27.63315217391305,8.841846274778883,1.7861224184782607,1456,42,318,23,23,478,193,384,0.031,0.8490000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9866,0,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,1,6,4,5,15,12,1,1,14,0,30,10,6,6,2,48,58,28,0,7,9,0,4,4,1,5,3,3,1,1,24,17,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,3,0,3,8,9,33,8,62,35,10,52,0,1,2,1,26,25,0,6,23,207,57,6,0.19581977587871266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804260971725487,0.20281023165587672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658208127188169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846087016548352,0.0,0.0,0.08716055836770978,0.0915325283599628,0.11138663226137277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968495892110748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868139785159025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042983820623286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116708720416344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093557093762124,0.0,0.09577465783919678,0.0,0.0,0.04950618120510632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735313847792684,0.07564493654596847,0.0,0.051153875366715416,0.0,0.1112888913003784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770802813176334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125386806777986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642151717524636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195808150935068,0.05380871384669141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100119494015854,0.06915664939095402,0.19133530251080047,0.0,0.0,0.08664716978183752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323948543531448,0.08836749652251474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066525712331636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395006658304246,0.14519788259069474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918817972333798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326925479910482,0.14892976353281034,0.0,0.11487615763298675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747565516988246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960955527442172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041392177898324,0.0,0.0,0.12544716267983555,0.0,0.0,0.10511857789419496,0.0,0.08361450932967145,0.18626944913812468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604300850348468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596119457896105,0.09980680067124226,0.0,0.07537581518004972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435891321823676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208481520834933,0.0,0.0855775576119973,0.0,0.0,0.11368092630154633,0.0650469789677018,0.06273670276353978,0.0,0.0,0.11418408605580065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647438693698435,0.0,0.09564373365360328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615718230058927,0.11549957732871324,0.15543262343221362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138386935629662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152537886558716 autism,Tynksc,2019/06/30,"Stimmed fully for the first time in awhile Hi, first post here! Tiny backstory, I have suspected I'm on the spectrum for a good chunk of my life and am in the process of getting a proper diagnosis. Recently, I started observing myself and I noticed that I feel conditioned to hide my stims? So to combat that hiding I started stimming like I never stimmed before! I flapped my hands, chewed on things, paced back and forth,span in circles, hugged my plushies, just everything I could think of. In the end I felt way better than I ever felt in a very long time!",4.7137616822429935,6.275793214953271,4.844941588785048,84.14909462616824,70.12149532710278,7.966822429906544,31.132009345794398,8.472884824447931,2.363169158878505,442,19,84,7,8,138,72,107,0.081,0.805,0.114,0.6595,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,7,0,3,4,1,0,2,12,11,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,15,4,15,8,0,21,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,13,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576501525350484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445960607769226,0.0,0.0,0.1813263214816021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369430810948854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815896631504171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854551834522944,0.0,0.0,0.18426159368970374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366586851882753,0.0,0.3937087656042805,0.0,0.0,0.34878518549549986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711613759954973,0.0,0.0,0.17196369697153396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481391916017605,0.10016395847074976,0.0,0.0,0.1814390423878222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812649808175933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342022331579096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635551092811365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243563352168306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29023289177845524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620827551362802,0.13137056063857855,0.0,0.0,0.2391013033900136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916557642249042,0.0,0.16273783911450534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mebradhen,2019/06/30,"An Aspie Life Beginnings Hey there! It’s the An Aspie Life dev back again. So recently the first build of An Aspie Life Beginnings has gone live on gamejolt. You can find it here: [https://gamejolt.com/games/AnAspieLifeBeginnings/347369](https://gamejolt.com/games/AnAspieLifeBeginnings/347369) So, in the new game, one of the main improvements is to controls and UI. The game now has controller support, to allow it to be ported to consoles. On top of this, it’s now a JRPG, with stats that control different parts to how a conversation battle plays out. Inside the game, the player can change between 3 different characters. Each with their own skills and faults. Thales the autistic characters has great difficulty in the conversation battles. Meanwhile, Alisha is neurotypical, so she’s the best at the conversation battles, but struggles from bad anxiety. These are the kind of ideas that are implemented throughout the new game. So, check it out",8.292658467360454,11.82874474172186,5.730335856196785,73.18948675496692,65.15894039735099,8.552696310312205,29.991012298959323,9.23628265651192,3.022543614001892,780,29,113,16,14,219,94,151,0.12,0.799,0.081,-0.8106,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,1,7,11,11,3,1,18,0,10,3,0,5,0,15,14,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,2,5,1,1,0,6,0,2,1,0,3,5,20,12,5,19,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,10,81,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264945877331165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328130788650896,0.13386606720514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825294201420155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960435146642833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539459958032851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350144792130137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653566591146355,0.13637377810263931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767607125536577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098928810601747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669555483432898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397303916392091,0.0,0.0,0.14157138122483046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096889814076493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864149650011808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361815289251334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830323829111947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760823938079658,0.0,0.0,0.18193679782617575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,somethingetcetcetc,2019/06/30,Do you have kids or want them? I was just reading a post about a presumably neuro typical mum wondering whether to have a second child given that her first kid has autism. It got me really thinking about whether I want to have kids... I’d love to hear everyone’s different thoughts on this! :),4.998750000000001,6.340204232142861,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,69.17857142857143,9.885714285714286,31.857142857142854,10.125756701596842,3.227407142857144,231,10,45,6,4,73,44,56,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.8622,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,15,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,6,1,6,11,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,2,1,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095841353832357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831398770777415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520437820002785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698866467082924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339664130087586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267434152739596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837860531295835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963932988946404,0.0,0.1898257673075548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986547780006824,0.0,0.2352395127165911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34954630175378937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213389304813721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zhoosh,2019/05/24,"Odd behaviour after social interaction I have been experiencing this behaviour that I'm not sure is unique to me, but it's a bit odd. Sometimes after a social interaction, I will be alone and I'll cringe at what I said and almost get stuck in the conversation and start silently mouthing parts of it. Like my brain is stuck on thinking about it. Anybody else experience this?",7.707571428571428,7.959849328571429,7.923571428571428,69.42392857142859,62.85714285714286,11.0,34.64285714285714,10.686352973137794,3.6868571428571433,303,12,54,7,4,99,53,70,0.18,0.775,0.046,-0.7576,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,8,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,5,2,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527849559907463,0.2614545636405124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560210869137924,0.0,0.0,0.28180960479585104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088353083984326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469374564460341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189092141287134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333077976033464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733709056109308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013087084581425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146672000677457,0.0,0.0,0.24967234175185266,0.0,0.17868028281643136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792431106313935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617551255808205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,marcopuppo,2019/05/24,"I feel helpless about my future because I have high functioning autism. Ive honestly given up on being able to succeed, I'm convinced I'll never advance beyond living check to check in the highest paying job I'm qualified to do, and a job I also absolutely despise. I don't have the social skills for interviews, I'm literally incapable of being able to read people and know what they want from me. I work unskilled labor, make barely enough every month, get mistreated by coworkers and management, even mocked even though I have no idea what about. I live check to check and never have money to save for schooling. I'm also convinced I would never last in a corporate job and will always be unable to do anything different. I don't want to tell any of this to my parents because they always think I'm lazy and don't take action, while at the same time crush any hopes of doing what I want, belittle me for the smallest things, and kill what little motivation I may have to even do laundry, let alone work for the future. Nothing I say matters to them, so it doesn't to me either. I'm supposed to be normal, but I can't. I'm just waiting for the end and hope it happens soon. I'm not actively suicidal btw, just wish everything would end and passively wait for it to come. At least people with low functioning autism obviously need care and support throughout their lives, but since I look like your usual neurotypical person I have no reason to have a hard time doing anything and it's my fault I can't do things for myself. I'm finally reaching out here and it's basically my last hope before I completely give up. I need to know what I can do or can't do, and how to break free from barely getting by and hopefully work for myself.",7.172280873248618,6.5189103548387095,7.647013685239493,73.97940941674814,64.21994134897359,10.510329097425874,33.607201042684906,9.861636050157227,3.1675844248941023,1385,50,255,25,18,458,176,341,0.098,0.747,0.155,0.9746,5,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,4,7,15,19,3,0,9,0,33,0,0,4,4,56,69,23,2,13,7,1,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,13,17,0,2,7,1,7,3,13,6,0,0,1,4,34,14,44,59,4,32,0,2,1,0,12,12,0,6,17,172,47,15,0.18363031667745794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509281403596427,0.0,0.14684909790315698,0.15279513379360876,0.0,0.0,0.1248749122925434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511121043085574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193933665159997,0.0,0.07812793724030932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936116730858662,0.0,0.0,0.07909062903909454,0.0962664466616688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592729860367162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264195621061636,0.09486960230279816,0.0,0.1819291384600468,0.0,0.07735823085568733,0.0,0.08251754403926362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046424502792894604,0.0,0.0,0.10057901807059344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593926140215048,0.08807746616638801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119184129472111,0.0,0.08224834753649589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700775578686012,0.0,0.3647726762853001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364813798494156,0.0,0.0,0.2733371320195332,0.0,0.1015798691543581,0.0,0.10091841969827116,0.14968321690401126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388722006864852,0.0,0.044856248601517,0.09202290936296932,0.24322340083433036,0.0,0.07710160876601012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128733114749042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328598341826764,0.0,0.0,0.1361595530450411,0.21244053100738847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995936096800565,0.08809912069452447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194986774373442,0.0,0.0,0.12730614037101534,0.08016945478562806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184000482452724,0.0,0.0,0.0944012745652408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301509910157188,0.0,0.09292184201615424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759504477694633,0.0,0.0,0.09359399137079956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043088101935384,0.10419075362393736,0.0,0.0,0.06903357253328346,0.0,0.08025049530496774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199582287490005,0.058831446129852936,0.09020792689678003,0.0,0.10707631437051476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112142536224487,0.0,0.16246487771072302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055829008733038,0.0,0.0,0.20052758635155846,0.0,0.0,0.13044570835649416,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pootytng,2019/05/24,"Stimming question My son just turned 2 and we recently went to a developmental therapist about him possibly having ASD. He doesn’t say more than a few words, and it takes a couple times of saying his name for him to respond, that was why his pediatrician recommended we go see the therapist... his attention span is really short too - he goes from one thing to another every couple minutes (except when we watch some movies with him— he can sit for 15 minutes to a half hour sometimes). Anyway... he obviously has a speech delay. He can clearly understand me though, and follow commands like ‘get your shoes’, ‘put it back’ stuff like that. He also can communicate with me by pointing and crying, and sometimes saying the few words he can say like ‘apple’ or ‘up’, or ‘no’. He babbles a ton throughout the day, and is very social with other kids his age, loves to be picked up and hugs me all the time, makes good eye contact. He’s a sweet kid. The therapist said if they tested him now, he would be diagnosed with ASD. He is in the 4th percentile for his age for the 3 types of communication. Other than the short attention span and inability to speak much, he also does what appears to be stimming... he does two things 1) walk/skip on his tippy toes and 2) repeatedly make a sound like ‘dka dka dka’. He’ll do these a few times per hour usually. The weird part about the stimming is that he usually only does them when he’s NOT stimulated, like if he’s playing by himself and there’s no background noise or no tv going, or nobody’s interacting with him. I thought stimming was meant to calm oneself from too much external stimulation. Can stimming be used when people with ASD are bored too? And I also read stimming may not necessarily be a sign of ASD. What do you all think, does it sound like my kid is on the spectrum? I think we all are (apparently I didn’t speak until I was 3 and then it was right into full sentences) Thanks everyone, hope you all have a great weekend!",4.542766917293232,5.97173681052632,5.415488721804511,80.40842105263158,70.36842105263158,8.375939849624057,28.045112781954884,8.841846274778883,2.124195488721804,1548,55,299,28,28,506,202,380,0.046,0.8340000000000001,0.12,0.9817,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,4,3,2,0,17,17,0,0,22,0,30,6,3,6,6,63,52,27,0,4,10,1,0,6,0,3,1,10,0,3,15,23,0,1,8,4,0,6,7,2,0,3,9,14,31,15,37,35,14,41,0,0,3,2,55,13,0,11,27,191,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266762690359779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907462787555446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726523020062805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090893197862552,0.10378614902635974,0.06093431166405296,0.0,0.0,0.09589918949431364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307340589320969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796067772971276,0.09028343417010462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936394829620388,0.0,0.1073947777506672,0.07924862897747498,0.0,0.1041688548852508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384385114524056,0.18609525688360445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769604232134294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527542631189876,0.0,0.12613749998743384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389131046885272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402474916478887,0.07185927844269578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231687750531904,0.0,0.06550325319601857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893178438969027,0.10651642284721904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498243580317522,0.10584361358103114,0.0,0.09450948826211117,0.0,0.06052881827661321,0.0,0.0932914719519876,0.0,0.0,0.08068875106279923,0.08987584411248463,0.3005496206008027,0.0,0.0,0.0752914510242777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631445736270676,0.0,0.0,0.18689402480780315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081614828298014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710401488489854,0.0,0.0,0.08698809882661153,0.0,0.3291093389103527,0.12554183563090104,0.12108296113607007,0.09282997125805628,0.07500967818363669,0.1652829999652994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277137275342063,0.09229706037100048,0.09836109242844912,0.0,0.08160377027627777,0.2081213776410584,0.07795912880313233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758754003677717,0.08525704137980605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711866558759362,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FlygonSadness,2019/05/24,"How to make friends as an adult? I was okay making friends while I was at university since I had to live with them, but since moving to a new city I don’t know how to meet people",5.106923076923074,3.6382916153846168,5.630384615384616,89.42711538461542,68.74358974358975,8.825641025641023,27.19230769230769,7.1686216300943375,0.9446307692307694,139,3,35,1,2,45,29,39,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,7,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761371267300809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693459441825007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720936811120392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113723140187122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275045549531109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976039868440087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362580394953304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097939633640063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ser_Drunken_the_Tall,2019/05/24,"Does anyone feel like they're using Reddit to kind of make sense of the world? I spend so much time trying to figure out why people do things the way they do, why certain opinions are held the way they are by the majority of people, and why we do things a certain way. On a site like Reddit, we get millions of people from all over the world, and sometimes they actually talk about the why of social norms, 'weird' thoughts that they have, etc. Sometimes it's a good thing. With so many people you get a lot of stories that make you go ""omg, you have that too?"" or ""ah, I always thought it was X way. Now I understand Y perspective better."" It can also be bad, because they talk about social norms a lot on the site. Things that are ""cringy"" and ""wrong"", and they make me doubt myself a lot and feel a bit paranoid. They often seem quite arbitrary, like the whole fedora-thing. But sometimes they make sense, like don't use your phone at the movie theater ever. Lately I've realized that I kind of browse Reddit cause I'm trying to get that grip on the world and what's going on in it, and that it's just a part of my struggle to understand everything better. *Disclaimer: currently undergoing autism diagnosis tests. Not sure if I'm autistic yet. Long story. Will elaborate if necessary.",3.8430722891566313,5.601864100401607,4.382769076305223,85.81511746987951,72.65461847389558,7.228995983935742,24.096586345381517,7.908726449838941,1.2180456224899596,1007,29,197,14,20,319,136,249,0.05,0.867,0.083,0.7963,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,2,4,8,3,11,17,0,2,18,1,13,0,0,7,5,45,34,14,0,2,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,1,9,0,1,2,2,5,1,1,4,3,21,12,25,28,10,26,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,10,11,124,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.09012668246061724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385750970875284,0.07684805857679727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645778559363924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711387199830147,0.0562997033116889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336374860917038,0.10082944617147548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487563053132313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082185027289572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300198060501377,0.0,0.08354179834515141,0.0,0.0,0.08300412324005609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339650606533342,0.06597954674392263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475747617733725,0.0,0.10497672571711036,0.07746430284477918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923502953832284,0.0,0.0,0.10418222533219756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180483005419323,0.0,0.0,0.08173265157077654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555474035026264,0.0,0.0,0.24659489066712265,0.09363505849638062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789270016115452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001315716713544,0.0,0.2561136468032462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823257267260137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407794588133516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188291769579911,0.0,0.0,0.2740290057580619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655113194342314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704496721427514,0.0,0.0,0.14846541315665812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454303853702193,0.0,0.0,0.14664158868308522,0.05385385433837076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540808706345954,0.0,0.0,0.19229287750041452,0.0,0.15953283370376314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323336205217304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333497302507198,0.10311280385109654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097740277921334,0.0,0.0 autism,Technic_AIngel,2019/05/24,"Tips for teaching kinesthetic art forms like dance or flow arts to an autistic 6 year old via video? I have a friend who runs a non-profit teaching flow arts to people with learning disabilities and it has me thinking. My niece was just diagnosed with autism last month and has always been kind of a dance star and I'm a flow artist myself. So I really want to do what I can to grow her kinesthetic abilities, problem is, we live on opposite sides of the US so I'll be doing g this all by video or Skype calls etc. I also don't know the first thing about teaching children or especially autistic children. I've been able to teach adults pretty often but I'm sure that's an entirely different ball game. I also plan on making these videos public as I go. There's plenty of flow arts tutorial videos out there but I've never seen one directed at children, much less children with different learning abilities. Any advice, tips or anyone who's done something similar with dance I can stall would be incredibly helpful!",4.397442307692309,6.406589779487183,4.956971153846156,81.23084134615384,71.71794871794873,8.157051282051281,27.572115384615394,8.841846274778883,2.247211538461539,817,30,149,16,16,261,130,195,0.022000000000000002,0.877,0.102,0.9139,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,8,0,16,1,0,1,3,28,24,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,8,9,0,0,4,14,0,10,2,1,0,2,5,1,13,4,20,16,5,21,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,5,7,90,21,6,0.17756713809708846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351655226364748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400075236600325,0.1477500835036322,0.0,0.0,0.12075174294263935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415907159908833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131590119334334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802269074096517,0.0,0.3710397321452705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171283226687787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980342967314105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510385169551689,0.0,0.0,0.13718793041947974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091549661687862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901950971184876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490884956071674,0.0975862553163186,0.14474091711934498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675033441164527,0.0,0.15679503612050627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852744351123096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173239553978215,0.0,0.13053227763812827,0.0,0.1369507235673084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632684142519612,0.0,0.120324088248241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310269576876685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806496159831994,0.0,0.16990777019309936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375405553142505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669985805260534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673549262357445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796771644055308,0.11377785224582596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135914038657393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047336986555732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613860025409165,0.0,0.0,0.11434741516721933 autism,SteadyingRuck,2019/05/24,"The joys of adulthood and full-time jobs I am 22 years old, and on next Tuesday (the 28th), I start a new full-time job. I will be working as an admin officer at the local court in my hometown, and my manager is aware of and understanding of my professional diagnosis of high functioning A.S.D. (autism spectrum disorder), I was diagnosed when I was 5, and I am also known to be the introverted type of man. My manager at my previous full-time job was far from understanding about my autism and made me feel very unwelcome and alienated. Despite me trying to educate them about my requirements to help me work my best and get along with my colleagues. Any advice on how to get on with my fellow colleagues and ensure management and I are on the same page and level of understanding when it comes to work and my disability? Many thanks in advance. (I am from and live in England, if that helps.)",7.574797385620911,7.05148591764706,7.9496078431372545,71.71101307189544,63.352941176470594,12.026143790849671,35.94771241830065,11.429527900616536,4.1001045751634,706,29,133,19,9,233,99,170,0.017,0.892,0.091,0.9119,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,2,0,27,21,19,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,17,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,23,3,28,14,3,23,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,1,8,91,25,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960494318553585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243188291860375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041114372480112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606662069816926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318797973258094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539057163006234,0.0,0.0,0.17546280882654225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741061227686127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997407661341706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523583204162,0.1617557393035648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557764429277162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351877510506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448643994432083,0.0,0.15521666739254952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786235946647272,0.16282075186805187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606498985929704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836308119761627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095145613802107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394304040947076,0.0,0.0,0.4781391727879119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632133443858462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343700482291679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985896637890304 autism,ILambHorrorscope,2019/05/24,"So I wanted to beta test minecraft. I wanted to beta test minecraft with my boyfriend but because of the chuffing beta thing at the top how it’s constantly moved annoyed me and there were just so much going on, on the screen. I’ve reverted back and am never doing it again.",6.584444444444442,6.292634481481485,6.507777777777778,80.465,65.29629629629629,8.681481481481484,32.814814814814824,7.793537801064563,2.28997037037037,218,8,41,2,3,69,40,54,0.063,0.8959999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,7,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30041535844936257,0.0,0.23816009740138705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42219549875851503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220372910604216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41524007063695934,0.2872010176271509,0.0,0.3013230741468092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595560946450658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460876426551371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,carbon771,2019/05/24,"Does anyone here have much experience of intrinsic motivation and ""flow""? Is this a problem for anyone? How do people manage it? What types of careers work out for you? I'd like to chat, thanks",2.0566666666666684,4.915889111111113,3.606888888888889,82.02700000000002,88.44444444444444,6.213333333333335,21.088888888888885,7.554174236665415,1.290228888888889,152,5,27,3,5,50,33,36,0.075,0.716,0.209,0.6843,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200430909609803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32542768897825913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637621679218573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167787286217904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733687045933401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578092184030505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35583127697193623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423697705783436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707272414610405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ESNO30,2019/05/24,"Got an interview for ABA specialist, but I got told I shouldn't because it's unethical? Hey everyone, Some background, I'm finishing school and I'm moving to another state. I'm looking for jobs but I haven't got any calls back. I recently got an interview for this ABA therapy place. I am dating someone on the spectrum and they warned me not this could be potentially abusive because they focus on making the kid normal and take away their stimming and comfort technique in order to ""program"" them to function properly. They just correct their actions instead of accommodating them. I would like a job but it I'm seeking your opinion if I should engage in this or be wary of it. Hopefully I don't get in trouble for linking the actual site. But here it is: https://tbh.com/autism-therapy/what-is-aba-therapy/",5.55306100795756,8.269452337931035,5.849655172413794,72.98970822281169,70.44827586206897,8.59946949602122,33.91246684350132,9.265573868473778,3.5980610079575595,659,33,104,15,13,210,94,145,0.057,0.8109999999999999,0.132,0.879,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,7,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,23,24,10,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,1,17,4,15,13,1,16,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,5,5,71,24,6,0.0,0.18874408995771336,0.15545352327820172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832925536945344,0.167039620035302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496673074852419,0.12249163264143313,0.0,0.19421523128056656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626627995940955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271878442996324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221768542193556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322751590041279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096260742887033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822054116256953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31616073432086417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782578454647021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377162333202364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063337835422879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931036566507168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607987878855695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664342762939338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728923097211114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612197961682822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497411481353142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977354571435887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364346169182164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221768542193556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316193295331513,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cr_famhealth,2019/05/24,"Participate in the Parents Empowering Neurodiverse Kids Study! I am reaching out as the research assistant for a new study: Parents Empowering Neurodiverse Kids! My team has developed a free, online parenting program designed for families of children with neurodevelopmental disabilities who are experiencing challenging behaviour. Our program was also created in consultation with a team of parents, and features 11 skill-based sessions as well as an online support group, and additional online resources. We are now working to recruit 450+ Canadian families to test the program! In order to participate, children must be between 3 and 14, and neurodevelopmental disabilities can include Autism Spectrum Disorder, Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorder, Cerebral Palsy, Down Syndrome, Global Developmental Delay, Epilepsy, Severe Learning Disability, or any other diagnosis that affects how a child gets around, communicates their ideas, processes what they hear, or remembers things. Participants are compensated $50 CAD for each of three phases of the study. Visit [https://mystudies.ca/studies/neuro](https://mystudies.ca/studies/neuro) to participate, and there is more information at [crfh.ca/neuro](https://crfh.ca/neuro)!",16.581196581196586,18.35494426627219,14.355818540433926,25.58383957922421,44.20710059171598,16.268507560815255,56.055884286653516,14.712192995108573,9.536537935568703,1027,63,93,37,9,324,123,169,0.059000000000000004,0.857,0.084,0.5216,6,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,2,0,2,4,6,4,0,0,9,0,10,1,0,2,1,22,13,12,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,12,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,5,24,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,2,3,69,11,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700406505974236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496828416597572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106268296825815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911256468991107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581956861444906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946330615060789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164411666651455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612655033896446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764087099740771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509255997275039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6940730436783292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702234438587866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765395199220359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733223958828892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381819757685276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050462212794876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376571256762688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,heartyearning,2019/05/24,"tips on being autistic? bit of a weird question but hey who else would i ask so the deal is, i've been very very recently diagnosed with autism (i'm 17, and it was about a month ago) but it was by a sort of diagnostic centre that doesn't offer further help (they do this so that they can get diagnoses out since the waiting list for diagnosis+ help centres are so full that you can't even go on them anymore) but that kinda leaves me.. hanging. like, i don't have any specific questions because for all of my 17 yrs of being alive i thought i was completely normal, allistic (i think thats the word) etc etc, i've been diagnosed with some other things but other than that i thought nothing was ""wrong"" with me or different. like all of that to say that i dont freaking know how to be autistic. now, thats an exaggeration because of course i HAVE been autistic all my life, but it's more like... i just feel a little lost. i have autistic friends but i feel weird talking to them about it because they shouldn't be my therapist, and i have a therapist who's son is autistic but i feel weird talking to her too because mine is such a light form of autism that it would feel insulting to insinuate that i struggle for the same reasons her son does. i know those things are just in my head but i still feel like i can't truly talk to anyone about this + i don't know how to act + in general im just very ""i dont know"" right now. so does anyone have a basic guide on how to be autistic? because i feel like everyone who i might come into contact with who has been diagnosed w autism also just has been diagnosed when they were very little and has had a long time to adjust and not feel lost and etc idk, weird post, not rly a direct question but any help or tips would be very kindly appreciated!",3.72780580075662,4.7171220327868895,4.666120218579238,86.68134930643129,71.84153005464479,7.816561580496009,27.46490121899957,8.139509932561175,1.5831970575872214,1408,49,301,20,26,458,165,366,0.091,0.816,0.09300000000000001,0.7695,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,6,2,22,17,1,1,14,0,44,7,1,4,3,67,66,25,0,5,17,2,7,5,1,5,6,1,0,0,27,12,0,1,19,0,0,4,10,10,0,0,15,9,37,7,35,40,12,26,0,2,0,0,32,12,0,9,14,205,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703139635490935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060472230268281475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028465895768202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499341021321038,0.10574867714378484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069325708463023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230482224226476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255601239127831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513879621473022,0.0792847462157753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795953763396637,0.0,0.3837568370724272,0.0,0.07900542492948764,0.0,0.0,0.13234883113942592,0.0,0.1772490571962383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316970311945656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300444790777804,0.04994542429635857,0.0,0.0,0.07225688834254522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676455332920954,0.10804399876002008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842280380767648,0.0,0.039507638726563585,0.0,0.042975837903339184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760658063348366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205681966160428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168114954000838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874521765257987,0.16623219349510834,0.0,0.0,0.0800692625754467,0.0,0.0,0.05341170928088123,0.1847173345382804,0.1515795641761322,0.0,0.06692015132537668,0.0,0.0,0.16509344167789902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021946848797673,0.0,0.0,0.060358108125792766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409025004473982,0.07255816193826099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242179153918946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541306798505185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777485962752486,0.07466432279753242,0.0,0.0,0.06457793868428957,0.0,0.06013500864463564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255255268265872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038917472229813,0.0,0.0,0.07905306185613206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233828936330204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755982292338676,0.10047538048241338,0.048453396148564025,0.0,0.12006556885980728,0.04409385982856257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119666479786669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115201984649205,0.0826771546568126,0.0,0.0 autism,refinerynine,2019/05/24,"Autism isn't easy but it's not an excuse - unpopular opinion. The title of this text is to say just that- being autistic is not an excuse but it is a reason. I believe that we can always learn for to sit back in the hammock of being diagnosed with autism is to me, lazy. I am 40, female and a late diagnosis. In addition to the way my view of the world is wired; I am a highly sensitive person. It has taken me years to learn or translate what that shift in energy means when something is said - by me or someone else. I have learned to speak up when I don't understand or when I am doubtful of my interpretation of what is said to me. I don't put everything on everyone in my life to accommodate me; I'll take my chances but my gut instinct usually steers me the right way, if even to seek clarification. I don't know why I am posting this except to say that most autistic people make the most effort to get along with others and consider them being on the receiving end of our rather direct way of communicating. We are wired differently; that's all.",4.6108801624915365,5.3374640521327015,6.114397427217335,78.06925355450241,69.61611374407583,9.251320243737307,28.81550440081245,9.424239791934726,2.41394759647935,829,29,166,17,14,283,119,211,0.053,0.922,0.024,-0.5952,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,12,0,22,3,1,2,1,35,31,12,0,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,13,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,6,24,0,31,25,3,25,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,8,8,123,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394821570081701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889764813010873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886237630512048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701416148153445,0.0,0.17513838553628885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003392588575292,0.0,0.1484710298623007,0.0,0.0,0.11071848526852672,0.0,0.0,0.1601783014202355,0.15065564914076598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758011325294165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711102032804432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212543954694624,0.0,0.1890947120898855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840250894841706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189478268690184,0.0,0.0,0.182598956586496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621400903591382,0.14636864672369698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605438570723419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851513648720945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235226114551908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431556875052843,0.318910333462141,0.2666132949131537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203293386443605,0.12905028959539866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603741184491976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450945298938128,0.0,0.0,0.18462151482283104,0.0,0.0,0.3991723011934094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126061827247214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794866397107927 autism,Eurocriticus,2019/05/24,"Using Beta Blockers to dull sensory oversensitivity (and a question about mdma) Hey guys and gals, I recently tried Propanolol because I thought the effect it has for people with stage fright, might also work for people with autism. It's been a week of trying it out now. I study at university and I've always had a lot of difficulty attending seminars because they are too noisy to be comfortable to me and the university is huge too so that doesn't help either. Even as a kid, I have always been very sensitive to sound. I can say that, for me, Propanolol has really worked! Beta blockers dull the effect that adrenaline has on the body. Has anyone else here tried Beta blockers and noticed a dulling of their oversensitivities to sound, too? Secondly, I've been collecting data on studies on MDMA and it's potentials for treating people that have had a bad time during their younger years. As we all know, autism can have a really large impact on social bonding, especially in our younger years. MDMA apparently makes the brain produce Oxytocine which is required to create new connections in your brain for social learning and, from previous experiences in my teenage years, I can say it's extatious(?) effects can really help easing social contacts too, though I've found that going to a good concert can put me in the same state of mind so that's more of a pleasant afterthought. I have made some really good friends at university and at my grappling lessons, including one very good friend that studies psychology and is, generally, the sweetest girl I've ever met and she's helped me a lot with social bonding before by setting up a systematic plan we've been working on in the past months for getting me to be more social. We've been discussing trying to use MDMA in a controlled setting with just friends to increase my bonding as I'm still very aloof with my friends sometimes and when I'm not, it just feels unnatural to me. Here's some links for studies involving MDMA and autism or conditions which might produce similar effects to the social problems autists run into: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/30944474 https://www.nature.com/articles/s41562-019-0594-6 https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/bmky3e/doctors_commonly_prescribe_antidepressants_for/ https://www.inverse.com/article/55549-andean-drug-tools-suggest-amazon-origins https://maps.org/news/media/6786-press-release-fda-grants-breakthrough-therapy-designation-for-mdma-assisted-psychotherapy-for-ptsd,-agrees-on-special-protocol-assessment-for-phase-3-trials https://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-6904361/MDMA-reopens-window-brain-lets-PTSD-victims-form-new-bonds.html https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s00213-019-05249-5 https://gizmodo.com/mdma-made-older-mice-start-socializing-like-teenagers-1833775862 https://www.nature.com/articles/s41386-019-0402-z",16.235841248303934,18.195507007462687,11.291090004522841,46.656838534599764,44.84577114427862,11.786702849389414,41.15829941203076,11.299434782280676,5.036891542288557,2435,92,280,45,22,673,208,402,0.064,0.838,0.098,0.9369,1,0,1,0,0,0,162.0,2,1,3,13,18,16,0,1,21,0,29,3,3,11,2,61,42,21,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,2,0,5,0,3,15,20,0,5,13,1,0,5,2,6,0,2,11,6,24,10,52,27,10,41,1,3,0,0,31,18,0,8,14,183,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062406856795234826,0.1298675193763174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456589348135223,0.07995902035294881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515836217198842,0.09514232299577234,0.0,0.06640447998228062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668248167842038,0.0,0.2613482162474362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752610739140912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049915432434437,0.0,0.06519062715041245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154327743183912,0.07058972156387762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633601158200612,0.0,0.0,0.03945829206927485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556449698807359,0.2411674604774175,0.0,0.04077156640971023,0.0,0.04435072015353885,0.1963633897259844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772697608304697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295060706061727,0.0,0.0,0.15692141876133026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288757272628788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812536165107954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269001357204294,0.0,0.1476826397710538,0.05209088449158725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655716966253471,0.07879600304652849,0.0,0.06228908365917118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507389231081987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884663272557328,0.0,0.0,0.05288048064498055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449597750249227,0.16230490043311094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467170276488125,0.18244418891591152,0.07844961399497702,0.08742027469659629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999722323067094,0.0,0.07705298249902319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124117693566675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772986882267825,0.0,0.0,0.07718144928669897,0.0,0.055235606354972204,0.0,0.06232114413768543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667181148575973,0.06195335221332606,0.045504509816526435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649129574364111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479932841424902,0.0,0.19316824769572735,0.0,0.0,0.06259727249385566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043749731698904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076148997061922 autism,gumisharkz,2019/05/24,"Coming off as condescending?? When I was younger I was super blunt about things and got in trouble a lot, so as a way to cope I've gotten into the habit of over-explaining and talking in what I felt was a polite and friendly way of talking. People tell me now though that I come off as condescending and that I act like I know better than everyone else. I don't think like that though! I just want to make sure nothing's confusing and want to get how I think across without being misunderstood I don't know how to come off as not condescending though, since I don't sound condescending in my own ears ( ・᷄ ‸ ・᷅ ) How do I fix this?",6.036389201349827,5.532228566929136,6.5376827896512975,80.50503937007876,66.48031496062993,9.776827896512936,29.95388076490439,9.23628265651192,2.2057298087739023,496,15,105,8,7,162,75,127,0.038,0.7759999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,4,1,26,22,17,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,6,3,14,6,21,15,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585498060765728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261821210349503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776632680290013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758450018888406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834541809227476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741385006811975,0.0,0.08616190989091822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189855366903924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126726550307595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113945400717467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020585912657282,0.0,0.0,0.11008284672215686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582415454905847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433213092218095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364203880923499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543157050596207,0.0,0.0,0.2651067956169148,0.14414403121542474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095629979217241,0.21134328891463308,0.486087999123538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945436998251561,0.2618056129328865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897333554521612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,B_Hutt,2019/05/24,"Saying I love you to boyfriend on the spectrum? I’ve been dating a guy with autism for the last five months and it’s definitely been a learning curve. This subreddit and others have helped me understand some things- ie: sometimes when we’ve argued he gets very defensive/blunt, and he appreciates bluntness in basically all aspects, ie- it drives him crazy if I answer a question with “maybe” instead of yes or no. These threads have been a big help to understanding and working through for myself and knowing they’re pretty common. So I come to you now with a specific question- thus far, we have not said I love you. We will say “I like you so many” but I do feel that I love him. In most relationships I’ve always waited for the guy to say it first (I’m not a kid, im in my 30s and he’s in his 40s, just always thought it was nice) but im wondering if I should just go ahead and say it first because it’s something I’m feeling??? Or wait to see when/ if he becomes comfortable enough to say it first himself?",3.428922413793103,4.981090669950742,4.238913177339903,87.26950277093597,73.33497536945814,7.242487684729066,27.95843596059113,7.865858978985527,1.601522413793103,798,31,166,11,16,256,124,203,0.026000000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.15,0.9740000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,4,0,5,8,7,1,0,9,1,10,3,0,1,1,42,29,18,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,3,12,13,0,2,11,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,6,9,21,6,20,21,4,21,0,0,1,3,32,7,0,10,12,105,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916305437463114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295448368898015,0.13217474129492945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309183846858774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236591722054054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102539582897677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053936585179641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252671751021986,0.0,0.0680156588184135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369997001821529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043503003367265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585451486253561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577179590325853,0.09755339037004812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846853402630803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240416949373779,0.0,0.0,0.12133451769669695,0.12023244844472132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552568814230968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175536025985967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26813307910181644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848918245093666,0.0,0.0,0.11384100562811013,0.4758630000670778,0.0,0.0,0.09536772182162734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921338269892284,0.11836441671344372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795086207965607,0.0,0.0,0.09501081498137427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249177646948602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874672898462533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978548253949454,0.08712687285380795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cleanmachine2244,2018/11/22,Just driving around on Thanksgiving avoiding my family Sorry if this comes across as a mood spoiler but I hate the holidays. My son is 14 year old severely autistic and we all typically go to family house for Thanksgiving. He was on edge the whole time and I elected to take him for a drive to settle him down. I left my wife and other son and we have just. Been driving and hanging in the car for the last hour or two. My family’s extended) attitude towards his needs has always been just to ignore us and feel sorry for us. I feel like a pariah sometimes. I can’t imagine what it feels like to him. I can’t bring him to this stuff anymore and I am holding a lot of resentment towards my family for never making any attempts to actually understand or help. ,3.6914000000000016,5.390816606666667,5.254333333333332,79.65550000000002,72.93333333333334,8.733333333333334,28.5,9.2995712137729,2.6328,601,24,113,14,12,203,95,150,0.129,0.787,0.085,-0.7184,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,8,0,9,0,0,1,2,31,20,12,0,2,7,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,5,1,0,8,3,4,0,1,3,3,21,2,22,17,3,23,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,4,8,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.13478583047791404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492744560319484,0.0,0.0,0.09392677851305577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697857089901042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295666198009765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897871013210518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208314264425545,0.0,0.20951385244739795,0.19734684023950386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849714851545647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636554689230887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257936038859264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360210181870186,0.15937268592811302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258676465236052,0.0,0.0,0.1500684906068574,0.0,0.0,0.1349575459144594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742523758153105,0.0,0.0,0.09219660655073586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241471202267988,0.10652716032281012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493438801869046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603702027611835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366048548100691,0.3092295196491648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811509943350424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384953964345436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053926188402391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492380555603814,0.1437884679723274,0.3322842717511739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420677340530525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894517028258378 autism,roadhogshusband,2018/11/22,"adhd diagnosis i know that people via the internet can’t diagnose you, but does anyone have experience being diagnosed with adhd after being diagnosed with autism? iv had struggles with concentration and attention since i was fairly young, but since iv come to uni and had to motivate myself, my attention span and ability to motivate myself has utterly tanked. there’s a lot of stuff i don’t really want to go into bc it’s depressing but to keep it short, i fit a lot of the diagnostic criteria i’m pretty sure i had to do a form test for adhd when i was diagnosed with autism, but is it possible that it got missed? also, how do people tell the difference between autism and adhd?",5.646683760683763,6.9366792923076925,7.471025641025642,67.22619658119662,67.61538461538461,11.931623931623928,30.5982905982906,11.645159339076185,4.298034188034189,548,21,92,20,9,192,79,130,0.068,0.767,0.16399999999999998,0.9221,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,6,0,14,6,0,3,1,25,22,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,0,10,1,16,14,3,9,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,68,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117813589901243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177213832136088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898521643597428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962576622429664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961139578531892,0.5166768777144082,0.0,0.13296270037321725,0.0,0.0,0.11136866864043038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448758884165012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232646952446052,0.0,0.10178380999229544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131171608796094,0.0,0.0,0.06994039129527946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163888250200792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645621678305215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346985900561776,0.0,0.1294721760585287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152790707568419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105464612676232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304287125274578,0.1456856349155486,0.0,0.0,0.1199438280337752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123343112289306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506298752861101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ScarceZero,2018/11/22,"Does anyone else feel that birthdays are a day for everyone else but you? My mother will typically force me out of the house to spend time with my family, when it takes me roughly three hours to get ready, then they'll want to eat at a restaurant I won't eat at since I'm a strict eater, then everyone will embarrass me in front of the waitress that i should just order some steamed vegetables (waste of money) where my blindly autistic mom will say something blunt and embarrassing about my concussions if i have brain damage, or why i never leave the house, or why i haven't got a girlfriend yet. Then I'll be dragged to a movie that I'll be uncomfortable at since i don't like crowds or big open places... I just want to be alone for my birthdays, they're not significant to me, I only feel like i have to go out so they're not depressed for me, and since its a multiple of ten, oh it's just so much more important to make them happy. How do I even tell them? They know time and time again that i don't like going out, it feels selfish of them.",8.616599169262718,5.622521023364488,8.130062305295954,79.12485462097615,63.065420560747654,11.75410176531672,34.99273104880581,9.725611199111238,2.8592425752855646,825,24,182,12,9,262,121,214,0.146,0.765,0.08800000000000001,-0.9133,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,5,0,12,9,0,2,9,0,16,5,1,2,1,29,29,15,0,4,10,2,4,3,1,6,1,1,0,0,8,8,3,0,4,0,2,3,7,5,0,2,1,6,27,4,25,19,3,27,0,2,1,0,12,11,0,5,15,114,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991099202349894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445705161362072,0.13841417835546213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080349265943468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712093591421179,0.0,0.11635156584222472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182168960557429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764586128090997,0.2256982902909928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922470990744871,0.0,0.0,0.2581657876374697,0.0,0.0,0.12734945763248245,0.0,0.20491448189223996,0.09650728352413246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057818917683974,0.0,0.1535478664552879,0.0,0.10804264999221216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380426809019153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303500528799533,0.31174808713837426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424113144915913,0.0,0.0,0.1430392638854495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799231847058532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017265275244747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821407119248665,0.0,0.0,0.09930562404590892,0.0,0.1041886138315401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027409257786173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113877737068697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074278330235494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352399211165104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399776175311204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156977384647567,0.0,0.11807334257926952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363136507896305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593574477028792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437928003268871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1LostInSpaceAgain,2018/11/22,"I need to help my son learn to control and let go of his anger. Do you have any advice for how I can help my son lose his anger? He’s 11 and has calmed a bit in the last few years but he is still always getting *so* frustrated. Little things frustrate him greatly and bigger things even more so. This causes him to scream out at people or violently bite his hand and sometimes he still hits or pushes people. He always regrets it and feels shame. He wants to be “normal” and tries to act in ways he considers normal but he can’t manage for long. It’s killing his self-worth. He hates himself and wishes he could “just be different” and I’m afraid that if he continues to feel this way as he enters high school he’ll be at risk for suicidal behavior. (He’s in 7th grade now, and is starting one college course next semester so high school is happening very soon.) Therapy hasn’t worked because he won’t really connect with the therapists. He doesn’t really talk to people, especially people who aren’t me, about things he has no interest in. And emotions embarrass him so much that he will feel almost ashamed of himself. *Please*, I really need advice from anybody who figured it out. Seeing him like this hurts me and I know it’s hurting him worse. 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It shows me and him playing together with his favorite toy. I am very proud of him since this is his first image in which you can recognize figures and objects. It's a big improvement compared to its previous works. *Processing img ru2nfmsohwz11...*",3.9860000000000007,7.301539933333332,4.0516666666666685,79.37250000000002,83.0,7.0,35.83333333333333,8.07648339933343,3.7543333333333337,276,17,41,6,8,85,51,60,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,2,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,28,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40015623939845135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471504723209014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451419427378065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891530391838716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881624777195044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34248610754642755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheHonestCanadian,2018/11/22,"Hello r/autism. I need some help... I am a 20 year old male finishing my first semester in university. I’ve been living with ADHD since I was very young, but I feel like I might fall into the spectrum with some of the other symptoms I have. Most of which make social interactions so much of a challenge to the point of avoiding any social interaction at all. It might be helpful for me to talk to a parent of a son with mild autism or someone close to my age with mild autism. I feel it would be very beneficial for me to have somebody to talk to about my symptoms and to guide me forward. Thank you for taking the time to help me, it is much appreciated :) ",5.124772727272728,5.257266628787882,6.041969696969698,81.13295454545455,68.31818181818181,8.721212121212123,28.62121212121212,8.472884824447931,1.8313757575757577,513,16,107,7,8,170,81,132,0.022000000000000002,0.779,0.19899999999999998,0.9782,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,8,0,11,2,0,1,1,21,17,4,0,2,2,2,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,2,15,3,25,10,6,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,9,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503329563448601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035838177364088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411088212393954,0.11593540352257277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803830827171598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263257367025629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928354730696616,0.0,0.14329935150185272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832553255881118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443144110271975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859416979536935,0.12033119912725825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170289291065938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019668193844354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534104133679617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424263299878048,0.0,0.0,0.33085529324641816,0.1375023288155192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373495000848851,0.12201703629595008,0.2608747472950483,0.0,0.14940889319369635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462884548445258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678018557926572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152815807374834,0.0,0.0,0.10450528820811716 autism,meldroc,2018/11/22,"Well, that made me unpopular... I know, how dare I suggest people find a way to amuse themselves that doesn't involve mocking people with disabilities... https://www.reddit.com/r/galaxys8/comments/9z59we/_/ea6hd4u",14.47,20.11072711111112,7.58666666666667,56.700000000000045,55.66666666666666,8.044444444444443,34.925925925925924,8.841846274778883,3.9623925925925936,180,7,18,3,3,45,24,27,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.7234,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935443824519369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366367478741717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40742734283344256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970230436005519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417761538339705,0.0,0.0,0.3871451600990662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Beikebiotech,2018/11/22,"Stem Cell Treatment for Autism (ASD) ### Beyond traditional methods: why is our therapeutic program effective? [Since 2005](https://stemcelltreatmentnow.com/about-beike-biotechnology/), we have been delivering [comprehensive treatment programs](https://stemcelltreatmentnow.com/treatments/stem-cell-treatment-autism/) for patients with autism spectrum disorders **which pass** **beyond the limitations of conventional therapies**. In our proprietary protocols, stem cell injections are combined with advanced and specialized therapies for ASD, including transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS) and intestinal microbiome transfer. Our non-invasive program helps to target the causes of the behaviors and allowing -- among other things -- more complete development of the cognitive functions, stabilization of the intestinal function and improved immune system. Beike’s comprehensive approach provides a better chance of progress for an **improved quality of life** than conventional therapies alone. &#x200B;",13.736753684210527,19.496761008,9.914989473684214,35.69496842105264,66.91999999999999,13.511578947368415,51.37894736842105,10.771109862388434,9.65068,846,56,63,34,19,243,90,125,0.015,0.812,0.172,0.9565,0,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,4,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,7,0,4,4,2,4,0,12,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,18,3,1,8,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,41,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109364837645763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206719529049155,0.2474764004826077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012596666745884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092210151656612,0.0,0.0,0.21353985544736054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341880357341546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365129815427378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438552713279224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847456409036995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6987292308449307,0.0,0.13530659583522828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377682598174952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474764004826077,0.0 autism,relax-and-enjoy-life,2018/11/22,"Keeping certain foods from autistic kids. Is it worth it? At my kids’ ABA center they have birthday parties for kids from time to time. I found out that my wife told them not to give cake to our autistic sons. She is trying to keep sugar out of their diet and food dyes. She also feels like gluten affects their gut and keeps certain fruits with phenols out of their diet as well. She says the phenols keep them awake. One of our sons doesn’t drink milk because she says it gives him drainage. It’s stressful enough that we have two boys with autism, but why add to the stress at ABA when they are sure to have a meltdown for having access denied for cake. I asked her if it was really a big deal to let them have a tiny piece of cake. She got upset and said she feels like I’m fighting her on trying to do the right thing for their diet and that I don’t care. I agree that cutting down (or cutting out) sugar and food dye helps with their behavior. I just haven’t seen the impact of anything else. Plus, they are not down to zero sugar at home, so why have that standard at ABA? I really don’t think keeping them away from a small piece of cake will help a non-verbal kid be able to speak any sooner. I’m trying to be supportive and learn what I can to help our situation, but I’m trying to be realistic as well on what is actually working and what people just think might work - at the expense of everyone’s sanity. Please let me know your experiences with food - I’m open to any advice on how to handle our situation. Thanks!",4.601504854368933,5.137563155339809,4.946826860841423,87.11441504854372,69.55016181229773,7.603948220064725,25.158737864077672,7.365786028017652,0.96833708737864,1201,30,254,11,20,380,159,309,0.06,0.797,0.14300000000000002,0.975,0,0,1,0,2,0,27.0,5,1,12,2,8,16,3,3,10,0,25,14,1,2,3,46,50,18,0,1,8,3,2,2,0,2,0,4,1,5,14,19,13,5,7,1,2,0,6,6,2,3,6,11,37,10,51,37,3,23,0,0,1,0,48,20,0,3,5,164,51,3,0.09097684665617582,0.0,0.08878027876852355,0.0,0.0,0.08890152162596023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275415140191442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373475091040613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486619306832197,0.0,0.08505107065196736,0.0,0.08547574220813645,0.0,0.0,0.055458641305043306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927569584549584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937931341225861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891226744757973,0.0,0.0,0.07599948148724919,0.0,0.0,0.09400340223988264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693227570708806,0.0,0.08899281311792702,0.0,0.0,0.09200125443549602,0.12998775485841102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400382563965222,0.09975141656187833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454656242538966,0.0,0.0,0.07276249516405102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293958781203626,0.0,0.09125719499481312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043220072080611,0.0,0.0,0.04999849567214889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605997915176745,0.0,0.08889338371636045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651205735034024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616482657935223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307189041810997,0.0,0.0,0.09986525779417317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656419512648837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769372995532929,0.08653981465827892,0.14469688000847689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452357484398484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084273409319404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323944746101894,0.08574460130669072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375925727617516,0.0,0.0,0.06044097440554179,0.11658857970643008,0.0,0.0,0.10609866180327336,0.0,0.0,0.08693227570708806,0.0,0.2470692280099481,0.0,0.08887115973023546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359822204790606,0.0,0.16418490712782613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246445578942034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rjg31,2018/11/22,"[Repost] Hello there! My name is Ryan, and I am a Counselling Psychology graduate student at City University of Seattle (Calgary Alberta campus). For my thesis, I am really interested in levels of belongingness and stigma attitudes on mental health subreddits, as well as offline. I would LOVE to have your input regarding your experience on mental health related subreddits! The survey will only take about 15-30 minutes, and the results will hopefully help inform future research and clinicians about the world of Reddit. Each participant that completes the study will be entered into a draw to win a $50 gift card (2 available) to Apple or Google Play (whichever the winner prefers). Two winners will be chosen from the reddit usernames provided in the survey. Thanks for your time everyone, I greatly appreciate it! I will be sure to provide an update after the study is complete, so everyone knows how their participation impacted mental health research. Here is the Survey Monkey link to the study: [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/SNYN33Z](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/SNYN33Z) Please contact me if you need more information, and I will gladly answer any questions you have! Ryan Gawthrop 403-869-2260 [rgawthrop@cityuniversity.edu](mailto:rgawthrop@cityuniversity.edu)",11.233634344929683,14.224588414507778,9.779174685418207,49.50467616580312,56.04663212435233,10.695632864544782,37.619911176906,10.7630783206399,4.9776398223538125,1056,46,121,25,14,327,134,193,0.006999999999999999,0.777,0.21600000000000005,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,5,1,1,7,10,0,0,14,0,17,4,0,2,1,23,23,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,15,10,22,13,2,13,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,4,4,85,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056218078240686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256966813441159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968266893781996,0.0,0.15193115492140102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123903524565748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952884466047329,0.0,0.0,0.10410661971207637,0.0,0.0,0.15426617247112875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535890624938589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401808798598904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695731131894623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516659256138798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181266082605135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049291309722345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399210442022614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950091567834378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638571192864488,0.0,0.11678007371789373,0.0,0.0,0.1429962740526578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056738212121564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172346467041875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964985456684684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033370343617722,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,enzanurOz,2018/11/22,"About Autism: what is it? Hello lovely people of Reddit! Anytime I want to learn about something, I prefer to go straight to the source, rather than Google! I am kind of embarrassed to say this, but I don’t really know what autism is. If somebody could explain it to me in simple terms, and if you have autism or maybe have a loved with with autism and want to share - perhaps explain what living with autism is like. What are some things you wish more people knew? What are some misconceptions? ",4.964470046082951,6.6296361075268875,4.055944700460831,89.64677419354841,69.64516129032258,6.604608294930878,22.963133640553004,6.868970318607317,0.5534682027649764,390,9,76,3,7,114,61,93,0.019,0.762,0.22,0.9619,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,0,0,22,20,6,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,5,15,18,4,4,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,5,2,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079578253181686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500467256314745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27493267483190464,0.14509662606567056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898518128806105,0.0,0.2331315065957452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765706028885191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652401743538138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660717538087533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691358030431222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995660778604405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032528876407487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754009064566871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114476779756325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036060757341598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,birdgoesmeow,2019/03/01,"Son says abc's Our almost four year old says the whole alphabet. When asked by us or his speech therapist he will recite them perfectly. Then when asked to say a word (such as cup or dad, or even just ""I"" as a word) he will shake his head and scream. The words he does say come and go out of nowhere. The speech therapist said she doesn't understand it and is confused as well since he is able to sound out. Does anyone have any personal experience like this? He will not do sign language except for ""more"" and ""all done."" Pre-k is coming up this year and I am so damn scared that something messed up could happen to him and he couldn't tell us.",3.1330534351145047,4.4276887557251925,3.4808320610687,93.43926335877865,73.65648854961833,7.377404580152671,21.496946564885498,7.908726449838941,0.567762748091603,501,11,115,7,10,155,90,131,0.113,0.8240000000000001,0.063,-0.7158,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,1,1,7,9,1,3,5,0,13,1,1,0,2,27,21,16,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,3,0,9,0,1,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,6,1,1,2,9,10,3,14,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,25,4,1,5,7,68,14,0,0.14161456449733836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180653016262496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630276002852813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902019619916963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26478100248802355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439768158079281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306770646913472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785571943066065,0.14492086700739448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353508425172516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852621778282684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804828205127569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522929169571492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533739897711576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918572298544608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860066330610322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365237539068588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470788024593086,0.4504703427228111,0.14178088392235694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714503115672875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902181041169297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377737128526993,0.0,0.0,0.3288508486460298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742575594758625,0.3406897690977399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732850070859408,0.0,0.0,0.15810760391362197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823902730408158 autism,Throwaway7644358,2019/03/01,"Please help with pointers I was diagnosed about 17 years ago and rediagnosed about 12 years ago, I'm 25 now. I'm doing a masters in math. I think I've grown to be pretty extravert (probably always was) and socially equipped (definitely was not) through tons of focused practise. I can also do the whole social / charming / teasing thing when I'm hungry however when I'm tired it all breaks down. I become the biggest asshole in the world. How do you guys/girls deal with being tired? Do you have default patterns/rules you resort to? When I'm hungry I've learnt that if I ignore the Hunger I can still sort of function. I just need to be aware that my ability to sense ""going too far"" starts to break down so I have to be extra careful with jokes. When I'm tired not only does my social sensing break down but also my filter in what I say gets harder to maintain. Also I keep running into the issue that my humour often doesn't match with that of other people at all. Normal humour is often related to teasing and making hyperboles. However I also love absurd stuff like when giving a terrible solutions to problems and saying it in such a way that people will take you seriously at first and then realize it makes absolutely no sense. Do you also have this issue? I also genuinely like being overanthusistic about small stuff like exploring a lecture building I've never been in before. Last week I met someone that also likes that for the very first time in my life. It was so strange I thought I was the only one. Do you also have this? Cheers",3.9706040268456384,5.986225295302013,5.056115436241615,80.0435825503356,72.89261744966444,7.184107382550336,26.349530201342287,7.9765259561132025,1.78812467114094,1230,43,216,18,25,404,164,298,0.087,0.746,0.166,0.9801,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,3,26,17,2,0,11,0,26,7,0,3,3,33,46,24,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,0,18,10,1,2,4,1,0,4,5,6,0,3,8,2,26,11,33,32,5,43,0,0,0,1,18,16,0,4,23,157,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360400123374072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903799934607438,0.07678561817706347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191769000121703,0.07852477770659089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408716112905527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513819631414523,0.0,0.09366380153179596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075618109749008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698922962252565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048213286060312686,0.08852484394157306,0.05244571514020085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185435846559539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263586533230406,0.0,0.08202405614384252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522175644828512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518116752945652,0.1803363598018247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832876758159732,0.0,0.12319726398981155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842557869283053,0.07117319814342707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041629757754556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253234704605493,0.14036851051121374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795277497945187,0.0,0.0,0.10129739868343796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388348289074293,0.09949508785722208,0.08830095291988682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677193917305922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822081688062057,0.07818983346840468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531733569286792,0.0,0.07369614205454222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112805272823705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938421938357628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061307742215940736,0.05913027263595125,0.0,0.0732612199060621,0.05381009713416328,0.3181921004611198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614191951269073,0.0,0.07324877619651753,0.07402266999049684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302902288369968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885254819972282 autism,RalucaMParfenov,2019/03/01,"PLEASE HELP! Dissertation survey Hello! My name is Raluca-Maria Parfenov and I am psychology student. I would really really need your help for my dissertation. It is about the influence of individuals with Autism on their siblings. &#x200B; PLEASE complete my survey: [https://blss.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_787AGK4IdObT3Eh](https://blss.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_787AGK4IdObT3Eh) &#x200B; You need to be neurotypical, over 18, and to have at least one sibling diagnosed with Autism. Thank you very much!",11.330000000000005,16.190826444444443,7.422777777777783,57.87500000000003,62.33333333333334,10.266666666666667,32.611111111111114,10.125756701596842,4.691744444444447,432,17,49,12,8,119,54,72,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,10,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823133424566769,0.4287519487735743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184978504991464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906790244044732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23650823575580984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969284938294393,0.26163415640650617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955030691781116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873238627573599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604504966405015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242865530252776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556929776439173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532742690265264,0.0,0.4287519487735743,0.0 autism,sprout1986,2019/03/01,"[request] Online survey about growing up with an autistic sibling I am a lecturer in psychology at Birmingham City University. My dissertation student is investigating the influence of having an autistic sibling on development. If you have a sibling with autism & can spare 15 mins, please help us understand development by completing the survey. [~~#~~**autism**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/autism?src=hash) [~~#~~**psychology**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/psychology?src=hash) [~~#~~**development**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/development?src=hash) [https://blss.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_787AGK4IdObT3Eh](https://blss.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_787AGK4IdObT3Eh) &#x200B;",19.736153846153847,26.469608961538462,12.417628205128207,23.400288461538448,42.717948717948715,13.130769230769232,50.77564102564103,11.698219412168324,8.780841025641026,601,32,42,18,8,160,61,78,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.7383,0,0,0,0,0,0,98.0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025706958143138,0.33788169469067364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915478328513443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863823680196872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052339319201729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28947742825308503,0.33448021872654954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33788169469067364,0.0 autism,ARCT1C_MAN,2019/03/01,"How to (re)form a friendship with someone who has ASD? So recently, I fought with a close friend who apparently suffers from autism, mainly because she was putting unrealistic expectations for me in regards to making friends. After not talking for a while (because she told me not to), we decided to have another talk about the whole situation. I forgot about how autism can cause paranoia and the inability to understand another's emotions, so I talked about how I felt and whether we should remain friends. While at first she wanted to remain friends (I was asking her if it was okay and if it wasn't negatively impacting her emotionally) she later decided that she didn't want to remain my friend by the end of our talk and that she thought of me as a predator trying to use her (this was due to the fact that I did not talk to her for a while after our argument). She says she still wants to see me try and become her friend and that I have to put in a lot of effort to try and convince her. I still want to retain this friendship but I'm not sure what steps I should be prepared to take in order to do so. In addition, we are only able to talk at school and through video calls, since her parents are very hesitant to let me hangout with her outside of it. &#x200B; What should I say in order to get her to emotionally reconsider being friends? It was a precious friendship for me. She says she doesn't understand how I feel but I don't understand the sudden shift from wanting to be friends still to suddenly not wanting to. I am also not sure if this is really due to her ASD or whether she is just manipulating me/playing with my emotions. I know this post may seem a little jumbled up, but I can be more clear if you need more information. She also told me a lot about how she FEELS rather than thinks, and I can explain what she told me if necessary? Is it worth being in this friendship?",6.964299191374664,6.47226879245283,7.133987870619947,76.9549979784367,64.57951482479784,10.223234501347713,35.26159029649595,9.642632912329526,3.1587971967654984,1506,62,294,26,20,487,166,371,0.054000000000000006,0.816,0.13,0.9840000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,5,1,0,2,19,15,1,0,14,1,33,0,0,9,4,80,63,34,0,17,19,1,3,0,8,4,0,3,0,0,19,18,0,2,14,2,1,3,11,2,0,1,15,7,56,13,57,38,6,33,0,1,1,0,58,11,0,10,16,231,75,1,0.0752394631970409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033794307080856,0.0,0.08152192693927812,0.09142418315404,0.0,0.15779027482348884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033874150828487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173055683493382,0.08309607583672482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768279042004707,0.0,0.0,0.07729165436735802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385370765671393,0.06663983213674655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608666657068841,0.0,0.07224168379260161,0.0,0.0,0.0639986489593054,0.0,0.0,0.465038581011805,0.0,0.039309514126130714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041349641291141485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769374487485674,0.0,0.0,0.07540970823963848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793180204291713,0.0,0.0,0.05022292592803145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578910860482935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057223002181410514,0.0,0.0,0.08354451989015739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205860763415674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512728835844091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048200326740588134,0.0,0.07428989295060498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950032307564154,0.0,0.07614635359863685,0.059956110881902926,0.06849518149797283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062238861459751625,0.08457230904340557,0.0,0.0,0.06375015300556611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802589974998008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182460728147825,0.0,0.05657071265744699,0.3628477829854185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821040998029435,0.0,0.05973172944885637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568359420339805,0.0,0.15324796998814658,0.0,0.0,0.23498080395091345,0.0,0.06498273884359346,0.0,0.062080436851588684,0.2662691086853254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400217370336133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142418315404,0.0 autism,possibiIity,2019/03/01,"Deos it sound like this man has autism? Sorry if this is rude, I'm not trying to be. If speculating his mental condition is rude... IDK I apologize in advance and I'll delete this and just accept people as they are without trying to speculate their mental health... but I'm just curious that's all. I hope to be a better person and knowledgable citizen so I'm asking... Anyways, I've noticed a guy around town in stores, etc... and he looks like a typical guy, nothing unusual or out of the ordinary. But his behavior is definitely uncommon, and I think he may have a mental disability... he speaks at a very high tone, almost like he's yelling but he appears to be in a good mood. He says ""hi"" to random people, mainly employees. His conversations with people are always very short... with me for example (I've run into him in multiple stores) he'll often say ""hi friend, how are you? are you in school? where are you going? ok bye friend"" and he'll walk away. Does it sound like he has autism? TBH he seems like an adorable guy and I wouldn't mind being his friend.",1.0110645604395607,3.5943543509615417,2.908104395604397,87.44403846153848,89.625,6.240659340659343,19.92857142857143,7.5804360353943165,1.0229706043956042,827,26,162,17,28,275,124,208,0.021,0.731,0.248,0.9949,1,0,0,0,1,0,44.0,0,3,2,2,8,17,2,0,8,1,17,1,0,1,1,36,29,16,0,4,10,0,0,5,3,4,1,6,0,6,6,12,0,0,4,0,2,5,3,2,0,0,0,7,15,14,21,21,3,19,0,0,1,0,38,14,0,10,6,91,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280315074880008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638825598799492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138208959705996,0.11953014739112708,0.0,0.12012697766395725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308017813372845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188956306115938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259567883456328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963487596182384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266475546166568,0.10724138297841423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37979912767297797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590727628749713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508919687735582,0.0,0.12699203141667648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31232526458109905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736867708842736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865529466853341,0.0,0.12910032290142615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268338096979865,0.14556739593508186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592230880068224,0.11164083916012962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335592793680368,0.0,0.12939931357557605,0.0,0.11639729350389864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312677499623075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192636500402126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361463538000715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109927930997153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232507318370056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Thehumungus-letdown,2019/03/01,"My classmates uneducated about autism and I fear if I tell them they might bully me So I have Asperger's and dyspraxia (a common set) and I haven't told my cladsmates because I think they might treat me like I'm stupid, and because they don't know I'm subjected to ""joking"" punches and ""for a laugh"" remark about me being Jewish (a different topic but back to the point) and due to my dyspraxia the punches hurt a lot more than they should, I kind of don't know what to do",8.8703125,5.812063739583337,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,62.64583333333334,12.1,36.5,10.125756701596842,3.3456125,373,12,77,6,4,124,58,96,0.12,0.816,0.064,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,0,4,8,1,1,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,15,9,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,17,5,9,10,2,5,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,4,4,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035068148480427,0.0,0.30180838341181404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863707774815275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278562590315342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650074114267822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577852470065512,0.27209402893290113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094043328555665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104581706127222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252228926496548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401477978026164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636962465994306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862005423074266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365446482285208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gladeshiron,2019/04/24,"I was told I need to ""control my energy"" at work. So that's a thing. I've been struggling a lot at my new workplace because this is the first job where I'm in an environment with a majority of extroverted, super-communicative people. I'm a programmer so maybe I've been flying under the radar until now in previous jobs, but long story short, my job is at risk because I don't interact with the world like they do. Apparently my ""energy"" is an issue too. I had to ask what that even means, since I'm a programmer, not a magician in tune with the earth energies. I guess what that means is that the things I do affect others in ways I might not predict or expect. I mean... Yeah, duh. That's my biggest hurdle, and now it's like I'm about to lose my job because I don't see the things that people think I'm doing wrong. Does anyone else struggle at work with extroverts and Neurotypical or neurotypical-adjacent people?",4.242559899117275,5.359728699453552,5.891256830601094,77.89774274905425,70.74863387978142,9.34661622530475,27.191677175283733,9.661875296680813,2.4398090794451446,724,24,142,17,13,248,102,183,0.08800000000000001,0.835,0.077,-0.4588,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,5,8,7,0,3,14,2,14,0,0,2,0,22,28,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,1,16,2,19,22,2,20,0,1,1,0,4,13,0,5,8,93,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675203644988531,0.1271235089466043,0.0,0.0,0.1159879098445516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689421209450325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915410477665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857375177843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036438570308794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194650535762926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553315806468744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667615958469906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949596143584685,0.4924779602228857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122784225094113,0.0,0.0,0.10979729607619253,0.0,0.13880164642000445,0.0,0.10547915702939556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464414010228822,0.405443038836434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161776472715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199570479097456,0.0,0.11982676098182025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580417865452923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988670515633407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102631285363144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594080337967149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24727809667277845,0.07949850347698664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185533924500008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848031861776628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064764191602187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565014197971278,0.0,0.0 autism,saara556,2019/04/24,"A bipolar person asks if “neurotypical” ok to say I thought this might be a good place to ask... I’ve heard in the past that all structural based brain stuff eg. bipolar, schizophrenia, ADHD etc. is considered non-neurotypical. Today someone (non-autistic) told me that all non-autistic people are NT and I shouldn’t use that. Is that true? If so is there another term for any person who doesn’t have a “brain thing”? I’m bipolar FYI.",2.5973848238482367,5.2599761097560975,3.07308943089431,89.25795392953931,80.58536585365854,5.595663956639567,24.96476964769648,6.937597516519254,1.0564265582655832,339,13,65,4,9,105,60,82,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,9,5,2,1,3,10,16,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,4,10,4,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397761132185876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323947814794372,0.20414775230900406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36401472765602494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346732615397471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171290186150255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329538476433245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653361564175735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858520978881041,0.13497241620419198,0.3399887856674839,0.20340793043830932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482402209990245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495884122136115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228716279797515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934231555725362,0.0,0.0,0.1545608349076574,0.0,0.0,0.18454182958537696,0.18603310001543255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814825994368324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cripple2493,2019/04/24,"I'm finding it increasingly hard to identify as autistic. I am diagnosed as autistic and when I was informed of my neurotype, I got involved in autistic activism work. I read all the texts: Quiet Hands, Don't Mourn for Us, Neurotribes etc - I even began to get read up on the then (and now) emerging field of Autism Studies. I became fairly academically literate, and went to autistic only conferences to further explore my emotional and intellectual reactions to the social role and lived experience of being autistic. But, I also have other impairments - in the beginning it presented just as chronic pain, and wasn't all that visible. However, as this has progressed over the last five years I hsve become, essentially, a full time wheelchair user - with dysarthia, dsytonic posturing and spasms, and I'm finding it harder to politically and socially, ID as autistic. As my impairment became visible, I became increasingly aware of a gap between me and other autistic people: my social role changed from 'autistic' to a general 'disabled' and I would asked routinely, by autistic people, if I was 'really autistic'. Autistic studies, and the culture seemed to be more and more isolationist, with intersectional identities such as my own being ignored, downplayed or straight up invalidated over more archetypal, low support autistic experiences. More and more, at conference and in conversation - I was expected to comment on my experience of disability. I felt as if my experience of being autistic was denied. So, I read up in Disability Studies, and got involved with that. Focusing more on the social role that had not only been put on me in nondisabled society, but also within Autistic spaces. It felt like Autistic culture was akin to DeafWorld/Culture in some ways, specifically in the differentation between themselves and low-functioning/high support/multiply impaired individuals. The principle of 'we're not like them' - them being people with more complex support needs - seems to run deep in each culture. As of now (2019) my childhood diagnosis, and teenage rediagnosis feels as far from me as the fact I'm 5'3'': it's a thing sure, but it has no bearing on how I concieve of me, my sense of self is not tied to any sort of identification of beign autistic apart from the fact it's a thing on my records. I can only socially identify myself as 'disabled' - and that's great, and I can claim that and feel that it clarifies much about my social postioning and lived expeirence. But, its a bit sad that the isolationist framing of Autistic culture/space denies the sort of intersectional experience that I, and I am sure many others have. TL:DR - I feel I can't ID as autistic because I have a visible impairment, and it seems like Autistic culture/space only caters to those who fulfil a certain style (low support) of autistic existence. This sucks, and I wish that Autistic culture/space was more intersectional.",8.859222661396576,9.729377320158108,8.874561264822132,61.47778392621874,60.38339920948616,11.568801054018445,43.15125164690381,11.275190411970641,5.4767667457180504,2348,133,342,61,30,767,234,506,0.045,0.862,0.09300000000000001,0.973,2,2,0,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,2,2,11,17,1,0,21,0,27,4,1,1,7,72,51,51,1,6,11,0,7,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,28,30,0,1,14,3,0,6,7,7,0,1,15,8,42,10,74,30,19,51,0,4,0,0,23,33,1,9,14,256,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562032610073506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053411384298509716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342634766980224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787859161023707,0.08674368098645821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574773207602605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308722545387835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971867219474876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834939519144429,0.0,0.0,0.08759530644647502,0.05187637746708858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38414667716822537,0.0,0.0,0.11913987753102563,0.0,0.15082564392434278,0.0,0.14357228225986818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410350539270923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256347327854439,0.08659304462622243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035837731597724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829841387536631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064022369860553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115115243963451,0.0,0.1387083900612395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796294556177188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773754874579076,0.05823804061271212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389395068939187,0.0835744305689212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335380090566867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789565970680187,0.0,0.0,0.2356903417157901,0.0,0.05031613977107662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145055869296712,0.0819366363035974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803832458605711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35651499760800304,0.14805017404464665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435988556483324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457985841280395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944765870597034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234313665236443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280939942615773,0.0,0.0,0.09031964532130003,0.0,0.0,0.05717965165004151,0.0,0.0,0.05579412014158479,0.0,0.0,0.05057859693121622 autism,sekret_identity,2019/04/24,"DAE think their parents knew they were autistic but didn’t tell them of a diagnosis? Some of my kids are close to an official diagnosis and we have not talked a lot about whether we tell them. I’m starting to suspect something as I did a lot of hearing tests when I was a kid and my GP was the head of the AMA. Also my parents wanted me to be a librarian for some reason. Cmon I like books but also jumping out of airplanes rock climbing rollerblading and mountain biking. If you were diagnosed autistic would you want to know when you were a kid?",5.152503276539972,5.764555862385322,5.638820445609436,82.36944954128441,68.35779816513761,8.06343381389253,33.002621231979035,7.957251820313856,2.2969832241153334,435,19,86,5,7,140,71,109,0.027000000000000003,0.924,0.049,0.3094,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,2,3,4,1,5,1,0,0,9,0,11,2,1,1,0,24,19,12,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,1,16,1,13,9,4,7,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,5,4,65,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376722312228808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142868335538314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216674555608643,0.0,0.2379525558323201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160284551883166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314472316031054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589808495793951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688573481957264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170710577585601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625338865898017,0.0,0.0,0.14943494512173833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696938047252302,0.3690640826985591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527999806874588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490532959129282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997672448500485,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Javaslice,2019/04/24,"My friend lives with his severely autistic cousin who is 16 but supposedly has the mental state of a toddler, and regularly physically abuses my friend. Can anyone give advice? My friend is 18 and lives with his cousin and cousin’s family, and while his cousin is small he’s a strong person. He walks around making groaning noises and his family supports him and loves him very much which is obviously good, but he regularly beats up my friend. He will go into my friends room unprovoked while we’re talking on the phone and just start pinching, punching, hitting, or kicking him and yelling incoherent things. I don’t know if it was insensitive of me to ask if his parents hadn’t taught him physical violence isn’t okay, but my friend said he can’t be taught or learn anything because of his autism. My friend is a strong person but developing bruises and such because of this abuse but I don’t know what I can do to help. Any advice would be really really appreciated",8.918583638583636,8.000063923076922,8.505457875457875,70.10065323565325,60.86813186813187,11.825152625152626,36.156288156288156,10.980518767755715,3.846869841269841,782,29,141,17,9,250,107,182,0.095,0.644,0.261,0.9906,2,0,0,0,3,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,13,0,0,5,1,19,1,0,1,1,29,32,20,0,3,10,5,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,2,6,13,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,2,21,13,12,22,1,12,0,0,0,1,37,6,0,4,3,86,27,3,0.0,0.2858440545247289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357485668672857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202978325145667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434446976730893,0.0,0.09926487983481573,0.10738267074866267,0.1127689810591192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706492047547784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274308227003185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6523671746634838,0.0,0.0,0.11571540394023146,0.06855450788919867,0.10117532480131672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808530323988398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258573626919035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130298497468349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088696305033794,0.0,0.08051875909728405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156258727617862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867395352679107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339408436810983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065185564403272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545521462766722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474290264955532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627299003631846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537966911286939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368848999317832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695457033922646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013852201607281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952904270591853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568921479999225,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zefroxy,2019/04/24,"Parenting While Autistic The thoughts go to the bad place. They repeat, on a loop. Voices are too fast, too loud. Being touched makes me cringe. I want to withdraw. I want to sink into it, and let what is building wash completely over me. I have to fake it, pretend I don’t feel this way. It is bedtime, and I have children... they deserve the best version of me. For them, I listen as one talks, and the other shows off his art. One keeps chatting, and he is so full of love... I don’t want him to know the fast conversation, while sweet, has an adverse side effect. I am worn out and I must make it through to bedtime, and then I can stop holding it back. Must do the actions, be the parent they deserve... now.",1.5858651911468795,3.683544387323944,2.5755734406438653,94.66253521126764,80.47887323943662,4.902213279678068,24.227364185110666,5.773587663045528,0.3621533199195168,541,20,117,3,14,171,93,142,0.10300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.077,-0.5859,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,2,5,6,0,0,9,0,17,2,0,3,2,22,30,11,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,8,8,0,3,4,4,0,2,2,3,0,2,2,6,19,3,16,23,3,20,0,0,0,1,15,8,0,0,9,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247254162732164,0.17642220503124953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174069689857015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153841804581426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683692256189344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008361756482168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878083912625036,0.0,0.0,0.11612201253368128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606309290534528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907016690269479,0.0,0.2820816361153018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863574432357492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692354024306183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207579350545175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766517866102884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698306341078946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677443484184354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37388117297541773,0.16771585637377465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wi_Tozzi,2019/04/24,"Who would I see about being diagnosed for autism? I’ve always felt different in life in that I act different from everyone I know. I can’t present myself in a social manner like seemingly everyone else can, I’ve always had twitches for as far back as I can remember, I get way too caught up in things I like and I’m a little dyslexic. I don’t know why but I googled autism and it seems like I may have it. I just want to know for sure.",1.8289130434782592,3.4840960217391337,3.645,89.41250000000002,77.91304347826087,7.643478260869566,23.45652173913044,8.472884824447931,1.3695391304347826,342,11,76,7,8,115,59,92,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.8462,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,1,15,20,5,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,12,4,13,14,0,12,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30098257216513663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907135691185354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357065146494947,0.0,0.3779236204418168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108660529607107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34564189571345033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365543699206215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449268753364748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981903099805753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774785126104962,0.2650794317834773,0.18127077263860011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488086291451169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412322760128782,0.3292990985378783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436555905004334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704598568355557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015636771485234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667681962070698,0.143559468497981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319940461012092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284788456747408,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,1506892,2019/04/24,"Behavior technician in ABA... Hi everybody! I am beginning work as an RBT in ABA therapy... I was wondering if anyone had tips about things you liked/dislike so I can do my best in giving the child I work with the best experience I can. I have heard mixed reviews and would love input... Thanks in advance :)",1.4410344827586208,4.144479568965519,3.3099137931034512,84.2452155172414,89.51724137931032,7.727586206896553,24.49137931034483,8.472884824447931,2.3716827586206897,237,10,45,7,8,79,45,58,0.0,0.685,0.315,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,2,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,5,14,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,4,7,10,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,1,32,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869865824609853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612824854219571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615884944557823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565340440288437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413573788273121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620480283699975,0.30581856757796994,0.0,0.17766225096441182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900060488971076,0.3893705159420199,0.0,0.0,0.1899678007748421,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ghosttowns42,2019/04/20,"Two year old son just diagnosed this week; I'm in search of some videos or documentaries that have (up to date) information about what autism is and how to handle it. As the title says, my 2.5 year old son was just diagnosed with autism as well as global developmental delay. I've been suspecting autism since before 18 months, have had him in our state's early intervention speech program (he babbles but he has no words), and have done a lot of reading about autism and the spectrum and sensory issues and the like. My husband isn't a reader, and he seems a bit lost after our son's diagnosis. I think his only experience with the word ""autistic"" comes from the kinds of negative things said in school in the late 90's/early 00's. ""But he's smart,"" my husband protests. ""He's a good kid."" I was looking for any kind of video or documentary or something that he can watch that really describes what autism is (better than I can) and what our current understanding of it is. There's a YouTube channel (""How To ADHD"") that helped him understand my ADHD diagnosis a year or so back, because she really breaks things down into understandable and relatable language. Are there any YouTube channels that are similar for autism / ASD? Thanks in advance!",5.9744642857142845,7.349222017316017,6.02936958874459,77.54976866883119,66.92207792207793,9.238203463203462,30.454816017316016,9.516144504307137,2.7436686147186142,990,37,180,20,16,313,138,231,0.071,0.875,0.054000000000000006,-0.4482,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,0,3,11,10,1,0,12,0,17,2,0,2,0,34,28,20,0,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,13,12,0,1,7,5,0,2,3,2,1,1,7,5,14,8,28,21,3,27,0,1,2,0,23,9,0,7,15,112,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084834669561406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455345820030554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868681366470773,0.0,0.07823588406376696,0.0,0.10920929894552377,0.0,0.0,0.11350776775546405,0.14011585136093582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055497502708418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605281645006569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313380763647564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554276927389252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764689438756604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602470865938938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395534772038892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26729617607255113,0.0,0.0,0.14477498145008508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270125176900686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077746698342842,0.0,0.1401000815371846,0.10911148888705716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024410877126416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693459633270701,0.0,0.0,0.0976096149182118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837639001257767,0.0,0.16443790618204246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220823075932315,0.10206243844367796,0.0,0.12988861067837326,0.0,0.11683742612061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061655465187713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880367925582673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815975630348075,0.0,0.0,0.17052899079455305,0.08223615283775472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537115200900048,0.4008245794952647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294793734970996,0.0,0.11539456459794699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794346152650154 autism,throwaway123091484,2019/04/20,"I believe my girlfriend may be autistic My SO of nearly two years is the love of my life, extremely extremely intelligent, has a great sense of humor, beautiful and just awesome. I was having a conversation with a friend of mine (20) who just got diagnosed with highly functional autism (I'm really sorry if this is the wrong/offensive wording) and after we hung out I couldn't get these thoughts of my girlfriend out of my head - so much of what he was saying made something click in my head. Just to name a few she : * Has trouble expressing how she's feeling and in turn represses a lot * Struggles with eye contact * Finds it very hard to make decisions day to day * Trouble reading body language (from my experience) * Very few close friendships * I was reading a post on masking on this subreddit and it really really hit home extremely hard I really really don't want to armchair diagnose her, but looking back across a whole different number of situations it really does make a lot of sense to me. There's just a plethora of examples - I literally just remember as I was writing this that she told me once that she used to be really uncomfortable with people touching her. She has been diagnosed with social anxiety and depression and has been in therapy for years - and is much better nowadays. I'm really struggling to actually decide what to do in this situation. I'd really like to talk to her about it but do not want to make her upset by doing so as I could easily be completely wrong. I just want her to get the help and resources such as a different therapeutic approach or support from her family that she needs if she does in fact need. I really want to see her thrive. Again, I will stress that if diagnosed it would be as extremely functional (again, sorry if this is offensive) - which the main problem why I'm not actually sure all things considered. How do you think that I should bring this up with her in the best way possible and has anyone on here had any similar experiences or general advice? Thanks an absolute ton, this subreddit seems like an amazing positive space",5.485097065862956,7.22089316966581,6.5071890789823605,72.30071979434447,68.46015424164524,11.021044233667233,32.17985994149455,10.996428447227288,4.1166293945572185,1669,73,288,55,29,556,201,389,0.124,0.732,0.14400000000000002,0.9308,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,2,18,23,1,5,17,0,32,10,4,7,3,72,62,26,0,15,16,0,4,2,3,4,5,1,1,0,23,19,0,1,8,2,0,2,4,11,0,1,11,9,39,12,53,40,11,29,0,1,4,1,33,17,0,10,10,212,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.14859506508255105,0.0,0.0,0.07439899702495083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177493701175391,0.0,0.05824365858764857,0.0,0.0,0.053235903307286316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854371049489745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577894509467514,0.07989979743127072,0.06733590484515138,0.0,0.08456968114423051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982691031769218,0.0,0.0,0.060788220179450264,0.0,0.0,0.09820255113066584,0.0,0.06557563043747222,0.3091048311705292,0.0,0.15909135795915594,0.0,0.0,0.13325385749820584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489507922318679,0.07177403165716191,0.0,0.038496534872803884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958671796534804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882230999858551,0.0,0.07955559887663907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089273346765126,0.08393995943115362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364053975244217,0.0,0.15627453824299958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051032204325431915,0.08044162519609951,0.07637038888366862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053776948658898586,0.0743921866543179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393487473309617,0.0,0.0,0.1294558245395148,0.06871550842120862,0.07204151008453151,0.1524636607077383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193710811984314,0.11290742316503745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108211432675916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527829591862096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583164538379813,0.07291702545798383,0.0,0.0,0.07285165319505238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523127545045894,0.0,0.4877452628380549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624698996799399,0.0,0.0,0.06054622321631192,0.0,0.0,0.0606703544111379,0.06931114903571166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711595994989876,0.0,0.07761083341623523,0.0,0.058613038352178674,0.0,0.17045553095153793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721327168704887,0.15918728331308732,0.0,0.0,0.08639797389325005,0.07175706580548841,0.0,0.0,0.06119505103319864,0.0,0.07009559137942302,0.08706789267379944,0.0,0.05058122507624136,0.04878472964285579,0.0,0.06044329997305022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727509946220675,0.0,0.0,0.08281385898989597,0.07437358807189373,0.0,0.0,0.0657568634498813,0.0,0.12563997398707227,0.17962740806072516,0.060433033438180274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687006937200611,0.08500287251665624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054084669287206316,0.16648503337955234,0.0,0.09805788427504496 autism,Ivory_Beetle,2019/04/20,"I'm in dire need of some help, or support (sorry about long post) Heyo, I'm very new to reddit but heard it was a friendly place, so here I am. &#x200B; I'm here to ask for advice for me. Not a diagnosis. I pretty much want to ask you guys if you've experienced these issues that I'm having, and how to deal with them if you have had them. Here's some quick background info real quick: I've never been professionally to see a doctor about whether I'm on the spectrum, I'm 18, I'm a woman and I take a low percentage script for depression/anxiety (not sure if those come into it). &#x200B; Here we go! Since I was a kid I've had issues with touch. I like feeling very secure when it comes to being touched. I like heavy blankets, being held tightly. When I was a child and my mom was holding my hands I would want her to squeeze it as tight as possible otherwise I'd feel anger. I still like feeling weight put onto me, like a heavy duvet. I also have a special 'skin brush' (?), where my mom would brush my arms slowly, backwards and forwards, not disconnecting the brush from my arm until it was done; she would have to brush my whole arm, down my hand, and finally end at my fingertips. (I hope that makes sense). If I feel a disconnection in my skin (especially my arms or fingertips), I would have to touch the areas which 'weren't complete' to feel grounded. I'm also very much aware of sounds, light and smell, and that becomes a problem if my 'safe space' (usually my room) is being intruded with large amounts of these. It's so difficult to explain, but I get obsessive over small acts. Very small acts. If I'm watching something on my computer, I have to make sure the mouse curser touches the 4 edges and 4 sides of the screen and I keep going until i feel like 'it's' complete. I've only just realised I am not good in socializing. I end up embarrassing myself at social gatherings where I don't know people. I understand that it's normal to feel nervous around new people, especially in large groups. But I went to uni for around a month, made a good, small group of friends, but no matter how hard I tried I could not socialize with anyone outside that group. I much preferred being quieter, or in my room, or just away from people. I've always had a very small group of friends, and they are usually people I trust, but I'm also very good at just expelling people from my life whenever I feel like it. Which may not be very nice, but I feel no guilt. Last, and probably most important is overload. I feel copious amount of overload, like my head is being pushed to limit with sounds, and things. I feel anger, and my feet and hands start to feel dirty (?). Like, I have to go sower, or clean at least my feet, then go sit in my room and cry, or just sit in silence. Switch off all my lights, and make my bed, and clean my room and just sit in silence to calm myself. I feel so much anger and stress, and I feel overwhelmingly sad when I feel overloaded with senses. It's usually at home, in the afternoon/evening. It rarely happens outside anymore. But when it does happen outside I go completely blank instead, and I usually just walk for hours, with nothing in my head. It has taken me down some pretty dangerous places, but because I don't feel anything I don't sense danger. &#x200B; I'm so sorry this is a long post. I don't know what's wrong with my brain to make these issues so prominent in everyday life. I thought they were normal until other people started noticing how stressed I'd become in certain surroundings. I hope any of you can understand or help, and I hope that if you're feeling the same as me you know you're not alone. It sucks, but I wanna know what it's all about! Thanks guys!",4.689823646850048,5.461193266304349,5.226383096716951,84.34499223602485,69.46195652173913,8.23642413487134,28.06388642413487,8.354732019191555,1.7802981144631769,2908,96,591,41,49,933,305,736,0.128,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.9695,1,1,1,0,0,0,117.0,1,4,4,1,37,46,6,7,23,0,44,18,14,8,6,144,115,68,0,23,37,2,31,8,3,5,3,3,8,5,32,36,1,8,27,0,0,14,15,18,0,0,18,45,84,28,82,85,15,96,0,3,3,0,36,49,1,22,38,366,116,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789913473590792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076713622589296,0.0,0.11759734266165785,0.0407863172974352,0.15933066050623682,0.17868414100449806,0.033333442425809164,0.0,0.037498097578740085,0.0,0.04861198668702468,0.034274033350856964,0.0,0.0403370583917755,0.08727157213027519,0.09164911056825358,0.0,0.046053363517275306,0.0,0.0,0.029880488922531024,0.10827150555787184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054719513774129466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444812111882019,0.15418110804273585,0.0,0.0,0.03913632260062647,0.0,0.05384319841901733,0.0,0.05053468024476357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017127990472696,0.04289536640020487,0.050161712657646684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682955100968319,0.0,0.0,0.032375461978187116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213385036902236,0.0700359326826533,0.0,0.05369605225822035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361192481484746,0.0,0.025609514254002798,0.0,0.1392882957370063,0.12334014782797847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706965984608412,0.08669166664646788,0.0,0.043909869594990505,0.0,0.10061177519077152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571052107152679,0.0,0.0491683449139205,0.1460557062291978,0.04827216317023687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348396704038536,0.0,0.04356882524786025,0.0,0.0,0.1077544967506444,0.03995563881631409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692447321201045,0.1915790004888894,0.0,0.0,0.0867575296569148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638135104106296,0.13087770388661873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481693023423148,0.03912513833313018,0.0,0.14413341142171945,0.03634570418370417,0.037805160803122385,0.09468242061587943,0.0,0.0,0.09605308622646884,0.047033417898315485,0.055806516834335455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03727986271515669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389452881782474,0.0,0.10242528387376744,0.0,0.0,0.0552596367053771,0.09389004063542088,0.09973642494719076,0.05284893602761959,0.0469029327230471,0.0,0.04927592154877082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055792414553557934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390604389389791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054761411174188,0.0,0.0,0.1499008823542462,0.0,0.03773590953612455,0.0,0.10974170042628788,0.06938938936323302,0.0,0.039145276222198516,0.0,0.11229829482503184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562424707196479,0.09239644351973764,0.0,0.036854906613992974,0.0,0.0,0.0451285408424274,0.0,0.0,0.032564913667070636,0.0,0.0,0.038914258055402134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03327952667485468,0.0,0.0,0.10205746847763253,0.0,0.0,0.21594250748663293,0.2831108212482454,0.05782334282058335,0.0,0.0,0.05968986167704225,0.0,0.045439524844842684,0.0,0.05472606092053983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928192394669606,0.05359271874784104,0.17868414100449806,0.0 autism,Much_Secret,2019/10/28,"Regarding the use of ""NT"" Hey guys, new to the sub but not to autism. I've seen quite a few people on here as well as non autistic in other forums claim that people should not be called neurotypical,NT etc. I've never really thought of using it in an insulting way, and only ever used NT in text because it is shorter than writing the phrase ""non autistic people"" over and over again. Personally I would be flattered to be called neruotypical, I've pretended to be one my whole life, so its not like it would make a difference to me. So do whats the solution, should I bite the bullet and just start writing ""non autistic person"" every time from now on. or is there some politically correct term that I could use to refer to them as, I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings after all. Non autistic people feel free to chime in and set me on the right path!",9.358915966386554,6.258188723529415,9.290840336134458,71.7073529411765,61.764705882352935,12.067226890756302,36.638655462184865,9.957137785484203,3.3676890756302527,673,21,133,10,7,222,108,170,0.05,0.851,0.099,0.8662,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,1,0,9,0,13,1,0,5,4,32,24,11,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,2,1,1,2,3,8,5,26,13,6,21,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,2,10,89,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103158219789717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808047310295819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950832692169644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153644379484666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096251411240375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114584355807288,0.0,0.13070053107340482,0.12174003841712795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146118149057633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306897027945434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468078063564858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205838299431992,0.07059108471836835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644897467080828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144049409317268,0.1395504675977961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097910952906388,0.1098920420505018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006879228770334,0.25232822409523925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368413981192425,0.0,0.0,0.09256474024610632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339466547617282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227159032244568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470984523904128,0.08425396031450594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991758976166968,0.0,0.0,0.08522463279024738,0.11469036131565195,0.0,0.0,0.12991491008157796,0.0,0.0,0.1613192257141339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528475601121565,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,numunimunki,2019/10/28,"(24F) and i think i may be autistic. I've always felt like i was different, but could never really explain how. As years have passed certain habits of mine have come to light which i think may indicate that i could be autistic. Examples: I'm very sensitive to sound, colours and lights. . I get overwhelmed in social situations when two or more people are talking at once or people shout and it can strike anger in me in which i withdraw/ dissociate (lose interest). I get lost in loud spaces and have to space out/ find it hard to concentrate and can get easily exhausted and have to leave early. . I can only visit places which are familar to me and which i have an easy escape route. Tall/ wide spaces or places with a lot of red in them can make me anxious. . Fireworks send me into an absolute frenzy!!! . I have a high understanding of colour differences, and also have very specific colour preferences. I only wear lilac,purple,blue/blue green, and steel and anything cool coloured and always have since I've been allowed to choose my style myself as a teenager. Even the other day i bought an apple flavoured fairy liquid, to walk into the kitchen to find the original flavour at the sink. There is very little colour difference between the two, but the confusion sent me into an absolute meltdown. We later found the apple one under the sink and someone had just thought to also buy fairy liquid that day because it had run out. My friends pointed out that nobody else would have noticed that whatsoever and it was really quite baffling for them that id focus on such a meaningless detail, and were actually quite impressed all the same that I'd noticed. Organisation is very difficult for me and i can procrastinate quite a lot. Im not stupid or lazy by any means, i just get very lost in my own head. Its all very loud sometimes. I fixate on very specific things, and can keep tabs on things for many years before i move onto something different, and it really distracts me. I've always wanted to move onto further education, but my fixations tied with ruthless debilitating anxiety have stopped me in my tracks everytime. Even organizing writing something like this is proving quite difficult because i keep getting distracted. The way i enioy food, and where i enjoy food is very specific. Putting my past eating disorders behind me, there are other ways in which food controls/ constrains me. . Textures of food can make me avoid them altogether. Avocados, mashed potatoes, eggs made in any way. . I can only eat in places i know and have eaten before, and have to order the same thing everytime. I understand people have their preferences, but others have seen the meltdown/ panic which ensues when i have to eat somewhere else. Ive often had fallings out with people over it. If its a case of going somewhere else, if i can avoid it i will, and if i have to go days in advance i will inspect the menu online and already know what im ordering course for course before i go. It helps if i see the food being prepared in front of me. In a deli situation i can get very upset if the person making my salad/sandwich isn't preparing it the way i would like, and even if one ingredient is missing it can just overwhelm me so much ill just walk out and get very upset. Which brings me on to... I HATE ANY SORT OF CHANGE, in ANY capacity. Change in pre plans, last minute plans. Even if a menu item changes i can absolutely freak the fuck out. It will literally send me insane. Even if someone shows up who i don't know, never mentioned they were coming it can send me absolutely insane and ill fall completely silent for the night (That probably sounds absolutely mad) 🤦‍♀️ I also have very strange fidgety habits. .Restless legs .humming .rubbing the inside of my palms with my thumb/ rubbing my hands together like ive just washed them. .biting the inside of my cheeks. .pinching of my skin when stressed I feel like i have a lot more to say, but im quite distracted at the moment so ill just leave this here for now and add/update as i can think of it. Oh Btw, i am from ireland if anyone is wondering, and if anyone knows of any useful locations in my area i could reach out to that would be a fantastic help. Also, I've already spoken to a friend about this and he said it almost better for me not to get diagnosed if i am because it could affect the outcome of me getting visas in other countries if i ever wanted to pursue something elsewhere. If anyone has any further information on that/ want to share their experiences that would also be very helpful 😊💜",5.8538730171414874,6.983756829663968,6.155920605745795,77.4293713789108,67.03012746234067,8.964470371998242,30.87004035641507,9.176763484411943,2.68889253206537,3636,138,648,65,58,1166,389,863,0.133,0.772,0.095,-0.9889,3,2,3,0,0,0,103.0,1,0,7,13,31,40,5,13,37,1,74,25,7,10,7,143,127,64,0,26,30,0,7,5,2,9,6,7,1,1,46,45,11,7,23,1,3,22,6,26,0,4,19,28,86,14,93,90,12,103,0,6,9,1,30,55,1,27,25,434,132,1,0.0,0.0,0.04331656257639424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444845504352647,0.0,0.09796715144131192,0.1774864753528356,0.11080382570403062,0.0,0.0,0.1811133335588971,0.0,0.033956916139690534,0.05014612685219981,0.0,0.0931119617858046,0.0,0.03652777600930609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117605868602278,0.0,0.11331348225113155,0.0,0.0,0.03925783045678858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087075794561865,0.07647315336370608,0.04654027176656977,0.0,0.04978523546932155,0.14176173303456424,0.0,0.0,0.085880314037008,0.0,0.0,0.0450531743925198,0.0,0.1855052389141699,0.05087281964753525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626088974560746,0.11124214773641082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465902163527808,0.04015174459953683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342025967639514,0.0,0.0,0.022444050357469974,0.031710999309711864,0.042619714124109066,0.0,0.08114017572676034,0.0,0.2683724490056075,0.04866946283028019,0.06858855697600119,0.0410362537488272,0.20871941928994808,0.0,0.07568065501429935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039763184156499765,0.04382424120013728,0.045555185908356895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925759428871435,0.04689865965088315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384089295507274,0.0,0.0,0.07890869354850781,0.0,0.0,0.09757856120974784,0.03618237628573924,0.0,0.09400156822772733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084293683177288,0.04448872228093068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049659136262206256,0.09691011208709614,0.11321199640303024,0.0,0.042001268049392096,0.08888857373566159,0.04500275345733644,0.0,0.04835185468241848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435544327983283,0.032630496482505066,0.0,0.0684699629011033,0.0,0.0,0.041655398050135115,0.0,0.0,0.10107271219359967,0.0,0.04727207430623937,0.060157300698137975,0.10127787170478783,0.0,0.0520800878602504,0.0,0.0,0.042373640185932517,0.12309298983981892,0.03875813788176834,0.1391289291856274,0.0,0.04196127640567415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785807826632802,0.0,0.0,0.04462248604009848,0.0,0.2360620220916423,0.0,0.0,0.08530881501614028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422234233660003,0.035299345442686265,0.0,0.0,0.03537171576891985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036718447626995936,0.09978858312864758,0.0,0.045248266090301414,0.0752200988079321,0.10251681005008872,0.04390114836729226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037110593410451816,0.05084662991231106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03567762167569394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846881153106227,0.08532666114476695,0.0,0.0352393396665209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672180815580674,0.0924195391845401,0.0,0.03833722592162539,0.0,0.4394998010695008,0.07854408076111381,0.1409334164981582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813720105326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261286549617972,0.0,0.0,0.0571691997705189 autism,sexmaniacman,2019/10/28,"Does she have a crush on me I am in college and had a class with a girl my age. She laughed the hardest at stuff I say, smiles a lot at me and to stuff I say. She said hi when she saw me ask what's up. We had to do peer reviews and she came to my table sat next to me at my table. She sat between me and a woman Im friends with, talked to her she said something, smiled at me and looked deep into my eyes and didn't stop smiling and it felt awkward, if I didn't break the eye contact she probably would've continued. She was making forced eye contact and scratching her head while resting her head on her hand. One day I sat down waiting for class and sat with a woman I give a lot of attention to in class and she came in for class walked over and started waiting very close to me, hovering over standing in my personal space, she walked right in front of me and started getting close to me and I could smell her but she had her back to me. This was the closest she's been to me. There was a whole room not a lot of other people. When I talked about another girl that likes me that I don't like and asking for advice from a woman I talk to in college to not lead her on. She joined the conversation said that the other girl will continue pushing and I have to ignore all together and tell her I'm not interested. This was the biggest response I got from her and longest convrsation. She started this stuff after I asked for advice, . I told her someone said my hair looks like the clown from it and she said that's not nice. I saw her in the hall one day we stopped seeing each other in class. She saw me and stopped and asked me how my classes were this semester and she had the biggest smile on her face. I ask her stuff and it's like she has a hard time with conversation but has the biggest smile on her face talking to me. I said my advisor would kick me out bc he knows I smoke pot and she says ""awww"" I do get an awkward forced vibe from her. I asked her how her classes were and it went over her head. I crossed paths walking on a small walkway and she didn't look me in the eye was looking down and said hey very softly, unassertively. Most recently we had to go to a lecture in the biggest lecture hall on my campus. I was sitting in a spot in the front and in the middle and she came in saw me and she came in and sat 2 empty seats away from me.",2.0266647076109336,3.464432261044177,3.174382407679498,93.93778871583895,76.79116465863454,6.063355862474286,23.993731021647573,6.584502450881947,0.497775923205015,1838,59,423,15,41,592,195,498,0.078,0.8759999999999999,0.046,-0.9149,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,29,0,28,11,11,4,1,73,75,38,0,3,7,0,6,4,1,2,0,10,1,7,20,46,0,6,3,0,0,14,8,3,0,2,41,30,94,8,70,31,8,86,0,0,13,0,82,50,0,5,23,295,114,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481034663740668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233016629950444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869145580448475,0.0,0.06480774583729756,0.05304035148894755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155729611526137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507386766997956,0.0,0.0,0.08897109160062272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036371267908432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623035555670699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053292761448537465,0.0,0.07207703255669852,0.06617064071168638,0.039202176687260185,0.0,0.055168556262393434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061791353576021876,0.0,0.21237609558171355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450881733796584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790888170210476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479800630403574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316988929863485,0.0,0.0,0.1759296355959325,0.0,0.0,0.04604380832070711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733596147684558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348348520047008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782113542508276,0.060229527705192035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437068983169473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810813045988498,0.0,0.0,0.05890742067890833,0.4593016823026425,0.1645638583670585,0.0,0.0,0.054967081787654117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584454165336816,0.0531031622313328,0.0,0.0,0.14647040627024355,0.0,0.0,0.17300780967258475,0.0,0.0,0.3158563683976591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217698187386217,0.06029041164431654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022202633280792,0.0,0.0,0.06591209018535496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382927943928935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394393269467671,0.0,0.07701223919257055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800095842599306,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,asmidk,2019/10/28,"A Quick Opinion Question Hello, people of r/autism ! I hope that the people who see this are doing well. I'm a neurotypical person, and I thoroughly enjoy the Netflix show 'Atypical'. Those who've seen it know that it follows the everyday life of an autistic teen, and his experiences as someone on the spectrum. Kier Gilchrist, the actor of this character, is not autistic. What are your thoughts on a neurotypical actor playing the part of someone on the spectrum, like this? If you've seen the show, what do you think of the way life with autism is portrayed?",6.321900138696255,7.648735669902916,6.3019694868238565,76.08834951456312,66.0873786407767,8.604160887656034,35.10263522884882,8.841846274778883,3.1635780859916784,446,21,75,7,7,141,64,103,0.0,0.8690000000000001,0.131,0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,13,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,5,5,10,12,1,7,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,4,3,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247837106335422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25164609464375365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924138426874064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579148024247561,0.12378010212708444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743668586288906,0.0,0.35129926259585403,0.22122633100669328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283823944516368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189708093924327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293463872800621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623444366676483,0.0,0.20114149563388056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011073309509523,0.0,0.0,0.2278032828350113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WisdomWarAndTrials,2019/10/28,"Is it too late to get sensory help? I’ll be 35 in February. My whole life I’ve struggled with food. I typically eat the same foods every day. I am very picky and I also have bilateral jaw joint replacements so this makes things even more difficult. I like crunchy foods and I CANNOT eat oatmeal. I try, and try, and try and I just gag the entire time. Problem is the foods I like do not agree with my digestive system anymore. Actually, it’s possible I have an ulcer or hernia but I’m avoiding the doctor (LONG story). Anyway, I need to start eating properly as I’ve lost weight again and I’ve never been a big person. I’d LOVE to be able to eat oatmeal every morning. I typically wake up extremely nauseous and vomit, I think partially from stress of me starting my day, my body moving too slowly out of sleep mode, and possibly the ulcer or whatever I have going on. Is there therapy for this and at my age? I seriously need help.",1.4108697788697775,3.9458488216216234,3.7630589680589694,83.06085380835384,85.10810810810811,7.0393120393120405,23.003685503685503,8.150884317080207,1.7274324324324324,732,27,140,17,22,252,120,185,0.11199999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.086,-0.1983,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,3,7,0,12,20,4,1,1,25,23,15,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,12,10,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,1,20,3,16,19,3,19,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,12,86,25,1,0.10817794852173644,0.0,0.1055660729005361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865098663492163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728345665166668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016131383484653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953165491625516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072471420416356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427721919687656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145051474807577,0.0,0.18228917461244976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523236819011315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056518513222437276,0.0,0.06148002110670477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501879720166305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202943783229457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640928424291671,0.10570056273695452,0.0,0.0,0.09573408028022096,0.0,0.0,0.11808900971011813,0.0,0.09763482208996356,0.0,0.07220962065379599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497603931838105,0.0,0.160425156222118,0.08343350285894911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445681203119086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439087658456292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351168698423427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825607334241316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313781750506086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391747453651313,0.11309107974569603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371091193630328,0.0,0.07186862216225694,0.06931606137861444,0.0,0.0,0.06307943172704203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203371781776658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892581368417072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317315979904644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077681626725872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,strychnine92,2019/10/28,"Anger and people provoking you How do you react to that? Last night I had a terrible argument with my flatmate (who I consider as a brother to me). Basically he was wrong about something (I think he was aware of it) and twisted the words to turn it into a ""joke"". I didn't understand that, so when I keep trying to explain my point he would shut it down, and keep running with the joke. I had no idea he was joking, so I started getting frustrated, raised my voice, and felt a meltdown coming. He then said I was disrespecting him. And that's what set me off, I felt so confused to what was happening and like I was having a panic attack, it was awful. I felt so much anger it was hard to control it. While to him, I was just overreacting and need to learn how to control myself. Thoughts?",2.507142857142856,4.443572057324843,4.040896269335761,86.0652388535032,76.83439490445859,7.033484986351231,25.863967242948128,7.957251820313856,1.5499011828935392,611,23,124,10,14,203,90,157,0.228,0.733,0.039,-0.9843,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,9,12,4,2,7,1,15,0,0,6,0,33,31,17,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,11,0,4,9,3,0,2,2,8,0,0,17,6,22,4,17,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,7,92,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929897989611578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612969437605774,0.0,0.0,0.38053099282942704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886425255459757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862981062162928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500119432399802,0.0,0.1519639688603686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150272175607888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015673544156472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382791046496571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828774531020115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247047955679177,0.12578578596850834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919549066400052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199035791970062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760689989844693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603644737291708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136632741269508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059703056643882,0.0,0.0,0.12007194625826598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869835462311728,0.0,0.13467507769665826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517431051269594,0.18451942396919252,0.0,0.17660104783677566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050726948562075,0.18547452584255775,0.0,0.0 autism,entity_TF_spy,2019/10/28,"I play video games when I’m overstimulated and it’s detrimental. So I currently work part time and lately I’ve been stuck in this situation where I feel overwhelmed all day and when I get home I do chores like dishes and laundry cause the working momentum is still there, but then I need to stop everything and focus my mind into one thing which is video games. Usually I’ll play a game like TF2 or No Man’s Sky, and I’ll also be playing a nuzlocke of Pokémon Leaf Green on the side for any time I get a few seconds to look away from the screen. It’s made me incredibly lazy and it’s really hard to break this routine I’ve gotten myself into. I’ve gained weight and need to get to the gym, I can but it’s just really hard. I’m not looking for advice I guess just sharing my situation. Thanks for listening!",2.742728055077457,4.479450656626512,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,75.56626506024097,7.634423407917385,23.9053356282272,8.418075326091056,1.4096227194492252,643,20,135,12,14,214,104,166,0.08900000000000001,0.764,0.146,0.8581,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,7,0,6,2,0,2,1,25,22,16,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,8,10,2,1,1,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,9,13,7,15,17,3,20,0,1,4,0,6,8,0,2,13,77,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518472070233846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699819371758464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799445504427492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920474856665836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313891103028935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241761366997114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272582116791374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029777619502594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891088359372945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749442184425227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845204151074753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592967370899705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914162671936773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517051532986287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667163826218552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150267370105721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035016940379715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550730022893954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761198159467332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197290239416038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034721311149617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570122677173557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682376812965246,0.13277006942489214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620848674926332,0.0,0.0,0.10550455785857177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520370515261134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490387820593567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933845896002998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312273085848481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,B0bsaget209,2019/10/28,Could I be autistic and what should I do if I am? I’m a 28 year old male and I have a few characteristics of a person with autism such as feeling awkward in social situations due to being unable to hold a conversation and noticing small sounds that other people don’t.,6.322777777777778,5.965976092592598,7.6003703703703716,72.63166666666667,65.85185185185185,9.422222222222222,30.962962962962962,8.841846274778883,2.4081185185185188,215,7,41,3,3,74,43,54,0.035,0.9309999999999999,0.033,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29650977832204073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877764966239388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42280870648815533,0.3896917264119869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257462111594692,0.32426711004432224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174369207990936,0.0,0.37856629037176814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915095262939515 autism,kdnwlrnab,2019/10/28,"Is there any point to talk with a psychologist? Hello, I'd like to have some advice. I'm a 17 year old boy. I have really good academic grades at school, I love to sport, I play guitar and I think I can do all the everyday things with ease. But recently my friends and classmates started to discuss about the possibilities of me being autistic, because they think I have many tendencies that are related to autism. I had never thought about it before. I actually realized after that, that I truly am dumb af at real life situations and only smart at school related stuff. I decided to took some online autism tests and I got positive results. I also let one of my best friends took a test where she pretended to be me because I think she knows my personality better than myself (I'm having a hard time understanding some of my problems) and in the end she got a even bigger result. I got a score of 37/50 myself on one of the tests and there was also stated that 80% of people, who get a score over 32, are autistic. This AQ-test was made by Simon Baron-Cohen, the link is \[here\]( [https://psychology-tools.com/test/autism-spectrum-quotient](https://psychology-tools.com/test/autism-spectrum-quotient) ) why i cant make a word into a link? I talked about it with my mom and she told me that I was completely normal and this is all bullshit and that everyone can overthink and start to diagnose themselves with some shit according to the info they found by googling. And also told me to have an appointment with a psychologist if I don't believe her. I may seem dumb but my question is that how even the psychologist could help me if decide to talk with her? So far I only have minor problems at life, like sometimes losing my stuff and being clumsy and also some communication problems. Even if she confirms that I have a high functioning autism or something, is it worth the awkwardness to go to a talk? Thank you for reading and I hope you understand everything because English isn't my native language.",7.319111375818938,8.318900720547951,7.151459201905898,72.05561048243003,63.71232876712328,9.635497319833236,31.486003573555692,9.653516015845867,2.9126378796902923,1613,57,277,30,23,512,191,365,0.063,0.821,0.11599999999999999,0.9442,0,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,2,3,16,20,3,1,21,0,31,5,1,5,3,65,58,26,0,9,6,1,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,2,17,21,0,0,16,5,1,3,4,8,0,2,14,1,48,12,41,38,8,27,0,1,0,1,28,13,3,13,12,202,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.08798202305407381,0.0,0.0,0.08810217577296703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883999696649866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131110342407003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487997758724796,0.0,0.07671853301050746,0.1015781394985244,0.0946161410637501,0.07973816800930494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452982923766558,0.0,0.0,0.07198449808912981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150932558582182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985397238927716,0.0,0.0,0.17864719212526622,0.0,0.0,0.08615063605900546,0.08102895263764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885451536490657,0.13931299351063425,0.0,0.04710427315036742,0.0,0.051239346939347744,0.07562095810788641,0.21632478346976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076461235793107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060431570523099276,0.09525776537166396,0.0,0.08954807203231284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049548941047655705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219352316888164,0.12736371114495512,0.08809411103426659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008646811196374,0.0,0.0,0.08137187386039389,0.08531047511687292,0.06018172633052394,0.09140691358408724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105592944684505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953605614309932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833652145198724,0.0,0.0,0.09460653707273764,0.0,0.12218792771379244,0.13713972228649104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250478815569566,0.07872322220011603,0.0,0.0,0.08522924647105512,0.10164054639003182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25880950329165997,0.0,0.0,0.10099853551880962,0.0,0.09018323906522432,0.10262049911542384,0.05775806206712598,0.0,0.08902097844884503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249112048578287,0.0,0.08207722253732383,0.0,0.0,0.09254675446638376,0.0,0.1013423145693301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940868041217678,0.08916939890923697,0.0,0.1276297831299964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642060481031416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986504432335075,0.0,0.0830061473886392,0.0,0.0,0.059897527664042716,0.1733104341953753,0.0,0.07157604875692022,0.05257234511011447,0.0,0.0,0.1723012721180109,0.20033957901104266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771706579534286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135433051361884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058059337503084965 autism,v4nd4lyze,2019/10/28,Special interest DAE ever feel like they have all this interest for a special interest but when you go to act on that energy you meltdown cause you have always been criticized so in the end you have no special interest and you feel like a lazy pos or is this just me?,2.8877358490566034,5.1492283396226455,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,76.9245283018868,8.768301886792452,27.581132075471697,9.3871,2.7607162264150955,214,9,41,6,5,71,38,53,0.129,0.526,0.345,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,1,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,9,8,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,9,4,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000132946076673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703925775201842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193475336072777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32614552173665073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646181049779415,0.5151656804858162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049135262671738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523010345305799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hairlesskat,2019/10/28,"I need some tips on working with autistic children. I recently started working as a classroom aide specifically for special-ed and the student I was specifically placed with has autism. She is a great kid, super sweet, and incredibly smart. I love working with her and she really makes my job much more enjoyable. The only problem is that I am completely new to this and have almost no training. I want to know if there is anything I can do to make her days a little easier or help her feel more comfortable in her surroundings? Some background, she is in 3rd grade, and just started a new school. I can tell she has a lot going on at home because she hates going home at the end of the day. She has no problem playing during recess and loves to play. I’ve known her for a week and I think we started off on a good note. I just want to help her as much as I can, so (for those with autism reading this) what is something you wish someone did for you growing up?",4.071766917293232,5.383751710526319,4.794436090225567,84.86105263157896,71.36842105263158,7.533834586466164,29.360902255639097,7.957251820313856,1.8788796992481207,755,30,150,10,14,243,111,190,0.057999999999999996,0.7020000000000001,0.24,0.9884,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,4,4,14,1,0,11,0,16,2,0,2,0,32,33,13,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,12,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,2,27,11,26,31,7,25,0,0,0,2,22,12,0,6,10,107,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598648755056525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175380455125132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278388291262258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238623324448493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516262742534627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202806186133238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866577413166716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435926761822685,0.11390461049336854,0.0,0.1497226260484232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407675530093338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205097301506665,0.0,0.2724417608369346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347629279074267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463344781138806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610968193769524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545434462127235,0.2451339371807581,0.0,0.18129831380123532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996607800807328,0.10069575927359754,0.0,0.2623176094096091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328384512085692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418846045237312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988911365339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583915062408386,0.0,0.0869984952216796,0.0,0.13408848723508532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374392795167699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506493330398555,0.10454732266058384,0.0,0.0,0.2883649142748542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869728382764115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701669482198772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601995487452063,0.0,0.10893249425938742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616605859787694,0.0,0.0,0.29659729503213833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,robyrne-the-artist,2019/10/28,"Can anyone relate. Horror special interest Does anyone else have a special interest that’s a horror fandom, and when you infodump your worried people think your a creep cus your talking really excitedly about some really dark/disturbing subject matter, I love SCP Foundation which is a online horror series and I feel when I infodunp to family and friends they get creeped out.",9.158076923076925,10.420806615384617,9.264423076923077,57.58432692307692,59.769230769230774,12.653846153846155,37.78846153846154,12.161744961471696,5.6504615384615375,310,14,39,10,4,102,49,65,0.16399999999999998,0.544,0.292,0.8540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122334326645541,0.30203648588523196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257963571948822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462504899416121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27789192638867666,0.0,0.14904939834217687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227745950209664,0.0,0.15401014904969504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605005413600136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436302476101814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776866578275701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369326373959105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888283388566215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29936294342648745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Milannguyen,2019/10/28,"Families, parents and peers calling out for help Hello everyone! Takes less than a minute. I am currently conducting research on managing and monitoring stress levels. The research is part of an invention that will be able to monitor and detect spiked stress levels. If you can participate in this short survey that would be greatly appreciated. https://forms.gle/q2JeW7GVjrsoDYB28",9.227126436781608,13.376246655172414,8.524827586206898,51.1612643678161,65.20689655172413,11.452873563218393,37.25287356321839,10.864195022040775,5.9029908045977,318,16,37,11,6,100,51,58,0.087,0.81,0.10300000000000001,0.2465,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,28,5,3,0.2650605023413765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706564084313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532766689054683,0.0,0.0,0.2498754518268465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922301395771426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776644674838303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29431832005448383,0.2870346940783192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6072518197721813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929251057418884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829137590597814,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AntiRegios,2019/10/28,"New here Im lost. Idk what to think how to absorb this what this is, Im just lost. I have been hinted at and suspected of being autistic since as long as I can remember. I always just ignored it and continued doing me. Ive always had certain problems that I just cant explain. Anyways, yesterday was a turning point in how out of hand somethings I do can go. Ive been putting off finding out if Im autistic for the past year or two until a couple hours ago. I took a few quizzes. The first 1 was only 4 questions (very unreliable, I know, Im not even taking their diagnostic seriously) and it said I have sever autism. The second one asked me to type my email to recieve the score so I moved on instead. The 3rd was charging $2.99 so I put my phone down and when I made my mind up about paying for it I lost the page. The last one was from Additude. It scored me out of 88. It said if I scored between 65 and 88 I have a high chance of being autistic and shpuld go check with a doctor...I got a 69. I have always been very “weird” and have come to accept it. Now Im wondering if I may actually be autistic. It would explain a lot of things. Most of the questions I answered are so relatable to me, like the eye contact ones. A year ago I couldnt make eye contact, even with my gf or parents. I still struggle, but Ive been forcing myself to look people in the eyes and smile, but I feel like Im doing wrong and just being creepy. Anyways, I kinda didnt want to know I was autistic. I made into my 23rd, almost 24th, year of life not knowing so I think I can finish off without, but what if by knowing I can get some sort of help with my specific problems and my life can be cleared of a lot of unnecessary problems. The reason Im motivated to find out and trying to get help is to not hurt those around me. There are also a lot things that scare me about finding out. What if the dr determines I shouldnt drive? What if they tell my insurance and my rates go up even more? What if I cant get a job because Im a risk to the company? Im going to text my dr tomorrow about getting an appointment with him and get an actual diagnoses. Tldr: I think I have autism. Will confirm later. Contemplating possible draw backs of finding out. I made this post earlier. I went back, found, took and paid for the $2.99 test. It says I came back with a 66% indicating that I have “Fairly Prominent Autism Symptoms.” What does the 66% mean? Im 66% like to have it? I have 66% autism? Im going to send the report to the psychologist I was seeing for my depression. Hes a family friend and relatively nice and helpful person. I wanna se what he says.",1.6056307129798884,3.4232033857404085,3.647715173674591,88.39561663619747,79.12797074954295,6.569784277879343,23.73707495429616,7.554174236665415,1.0448444168190123,2040,70,440,30,50,694,254,547,0.07400000000000001,0.83,0.096,0.9304,2,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,2,5,29,22,0,3,33,0,49,10,4,8,2,103,94,39,0,15,20,1,2,3,2,4,6,4,0,1,26,31,0,1,25,0,3,15,9,15,0,6,27,11,62,7,64,57,8,58,0,5,5,0,27,19,0,21,26,299,88,6,0.0,0.0,0.10803061617620437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813194543967768,0.0,0.055426766354831514,0.0,0.0,0.04426476191755478,0.13817123120487929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049274778771555616,0.051746399630790016,0.0,0.0,0.12768620104223954,0.0,0.03374190346991272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330763816303131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768061791750237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124564119043094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047674367640457085,0.05618084516441165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056654845504578624,0.04843867569017175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967789540131323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218068891497863,0.0,0.02798749999300007,0.03954329004003497,0.0,0.0,0.20236192945707854,0.04708215691474649,0.0,0.060690319658297714,0.04276461261028175,0.0,0.14459498305235918,0.0,0.15728833090488198,0.0,0.044269838392743566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130330220004887,0.058482146303594634,0.0,0.0,0.054510308522623764,0.0,0.059255176374427426,0.0,0.6576830858809583,0.0,0.05492805537491724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167946238214672,0.04511905114786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819313375541051,0.08112618435709627,0.0,0.0,0.04898454303343685,0.04648151611715855,0.0,0.18126886980026688,0.14117419530217568,0.0,0.15712544801617515,0.03694771245506821,0.0,0.0,0.06029426556402865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055889472632049415,0.0,0.0,0.05883013373419295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345904990044696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252330301698477,0.042097488175901816,0.0,0.0,0.06146155049830353,0.0,0.052839493563712495,0.03837392312673279,0.048330999370336726,0.0,0.0,0.052325280170261716,0.06240076366653177,0.05301166082188399,0.0,0.0,0.15889240291548867,0.0,0.11128756243582782,0.1240132204994354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056910801673426825,0.0,0.0,0.06270272478032249,0.0,0.10530434946801497,0.08803584153439363,0.055416742217257696,0.0,0.04410816581979186,0.0,0.0,0.06253170450839825,0.0,0.04578752659773331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261246930123592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420396650861128,0.0,0.0,0.05786565083495573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575316457328762,0.04161761558139401,0.0,0.048379855500138916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354646547512146,0.10640146899318766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299562691200355,0.03758019420293393,0.06020679226216314,0.05407060148449948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134195539162307,0.03264788700108272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051311612236615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335709662898365,0.0600265946958535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932028392421514,0.06051843219058881,0.0,0.10693410632395192 autism,sakatsiki,2019/10/28,"Asking for opinions and input Hello everyone! I m working for nearly 5 years now as a team manager / administrator ( not at all involved with intervention , i am handling day to day , hiring therapists , payment deals etc) at a private psycho educational centre which specializes in autism intervention. I m really in love with my job and feel really blessed and lucky working with kids and doing my part to help ( even though not scientific ). Since i always want to provide better quality and understand the needs of the families i was curious and wanted to ask: 1. What was your experience from similar institutions. ( as parents or your personal experience being in intervention) 2. What was working well 3. What was not. 4. Any other input that you might want to add Thank you!",6.302585858585857,8.748586288888893,7.726734006734008,61.52484848484849,67.59259259259258,11.131313131313133,34.49494949494949,11.022393298168332,4.889222222222223,619,30,90,21,11,212,93,135,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.9762,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,5,4,7,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,24,18,10,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,1,11,7,20,12,3,10,1,0,0,1,15,6,0,4,4,66,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408266412079922,0.0,0.0,0.10958176812523412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012911614372668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251659078926698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078459155800435,0.16612984468045394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797154049823846,0.10643246269380507,0.0,0.0,0.15397764021896765,0.0,0.3152546795511697,0.1519098959537661,0.0,0.08147800077668657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800977276011968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990810681978512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454365247940526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094570138201715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948440480072438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892860242928538,0.17450057696253388,0.0,0.0,0.14070257097701627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646278443319926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332979411746583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835747341222866,0.0,0.1870977396361257,0.0,0.0,0.15832073787732764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775401867142795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513635334667675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488559036365675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35193886533126273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376986393087853 autism,kiotsukare,2019/07/18,"To all the parents anxious about their autistic child's future Relax. Childhood milestones aren't really a reliable predictor of future success. [Science says so](https://theaspergian.com/2019/07/08/life-skills/). Autistic kids don't need 40 hours a week of therapy to make them ""normal"". Just because they can't do something that their peers can now doesn't mean they never will. They'll do it in their own time, or in their own way. It may look different than how you imagined or look different than how other people do it. Or maybe they won't do it at all, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. Work on meeting them where they are in the moment and advocating for their support needs rather than trying to artificially push them ahead before they're ready.",7.597614379084966,9.046417323529417,6.615098039215687,74.55016339869283,63.264705882352935,8.98562091503268,32.02287581699346,9.150863307647796,2.8153277777777768,620,23,102,10,9,188,92,136,0.011000000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.9242,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,13,3,8,4,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,3,3,20,21,7,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,3,14,3,16,17,4,18,0,0,2,0,19,6,0,4,10,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696948163250246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603593794906964,0.11707602347826075,0.0,0.1634261643540622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40131689179057023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913723009410427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565537539324402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225586296333321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819938432681385,0.0,0.19294683815422867,0.2092061242802485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848153206179085,0.14812601980044404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881748556284486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132563130460614,0.0,0.0,0.13314798108365172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303648380322202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273125091475126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785468344507322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794374493141005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963365270648375,0.0,0.12759398304820482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119898461987968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303939388820637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244572333786105,0.1540563550144005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981961486159689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VFLinden,2019/07/18,"Greetings, everyone. Greetings everyone, I am a 16 year old male from the United Kingdom who has Asperger’s Syndrome. This is my first post here, so I thought that I would introduce myself to the community. I was diagnosed at 5 years old, and to say it has not been an easy road would be by far an understatement. A few issues still do plague me to this day - I still find it difficult to process the world in which I live sometimes. But would I get rid of my Asperger’s? Absolutely not. It defines who I am as a person. My biggest passions are mathematics, and architecture. I want to become an architect when I am done with University, and retire in Germany at 55-60 years old. I can speak English, German and Spanish fluently, and I can speak Russian conversationally. I made a video about autism on YouTube around a year ago, if you would like to check that out: https://youtu.be/EKFvmKJv3NU Thank you for reading. -C",5.226396761133604,7.016603830409359,5.756374269005848,77.22068825910934,69.17543859649122,9.238146648672963,32.452091767881235,9.661875296680813,3.1885336032388665,729,33,134,17,13,235,114,171,0.03,0.86,0.11,0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,11,0,18,2,0,1,0,20,23,10,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,2,10,8,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,3,20,3,20,13,1,25,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,14,95,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292109464461141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976081891516827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098483026517862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400568875526318,0.0,0.0,0.1479473405589108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491671286252804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785674008805776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322560921756033,0.12398674108460292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615564749214056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521396927419394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121290296363236,0.0,0.1287122380352456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792537355683465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588642349769919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727545843196453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960157086025698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580339541651738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159173432756566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416427335032436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281455691759304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419986080733234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572029400839537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597535410054212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141861105566971,0.0,0.0,0.375468817990044 autism,lockedinaroom,2019/07/18,"Is eating a stim? I'm undiagnosed but am 99% sure I'm on the spectrum. I eat when I'm stressed, when I'm happy, when I'm sad, etc. Everything's a reason to eat. Vyvanse had helped some in this regard. Obviously, I'm very obese but have lost weight with Vyvanse. A month after starting it, I can walk around Walmart without needing to rest. Only recently have I realized that this may be caused by a need to stim. Foods have to have the right texture (over taste). Crunchy foods are the best. Things sweet, white, and creamy will send me into a meltdown. Been that way since I was a baby. I have other stims as well. But eating has been the most calming. It may be something to look at in your little ones if they are especially picky. You don't want them eating too much of an unhealthy thing. Maybe there is a healthy substitute?",1.7357994579945812,4.1843936097561,2.7133333333333347,91.83722222222224,82.41463414634146,5.351761517615177,22.52574525745257,6.691623216298621,0.5622802168021681,648,22,133,7,18,205,113,164,0.091,0.748,0.161,0.9351,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,2,7,9,0,1,12,0,22,10,0,2,2,21,34,9,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,4,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,5,5,10,6,18,24,6,19,0,2,2,0,6,9,0,5,7,89,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462328696165215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512519074984342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227151343575871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6587657584632778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360092033336005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572076982134748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31139308762752405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370669219180476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630480383621293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905088289607708,0.0,0.0,0.1081255825624384,0.0,0.1405562453268991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293562618536784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277463437643188,0.0,0.0946530753077974,0.1909471310659158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725079491737983,0.09792743037816816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238624939695354,0.1271345095921112,0.0,0.0,0.10995994147512604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065112199652515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912538257157467,0.0,0.0,0.09113666334786348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749361514674084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135434026545915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108423066196446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624010320809707,0.07594571124846787,0.1022033275860322,0.0,0.15679442862552598,0.1157702875905527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411959933293705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RuPaulsDragHeist,2019/07/18,"Do any of you have ADHD and Autism at the same time? If so, can I get some insight from you? I've struggled with learning disabilities and mental health concerns (dyslexia, ADHD, OCD, generalized anxiety, etc) as long as I can remember. I can vividly remember seeing specialists in my childhood and being pulled from regular school to work in a private school and with tutors because the alternative was special education. I asked my mom once, and she said I was tested for Autism in the early 90s but I scored too high on ""empathy and socialization"". It sounds like, since that time, new research has helped reshape the understanding of how people with Autism empathize and socialize. Do any of you have this as a dual-diagnosis, or do you have a good rule-of-thumb for distinguishing the two? Is it worthwhile to get retested at 32?",7.670412067696838,8.291484370860934,7.676512141280355,69.90886681383373,62.907284768211916,10.684621044885947,36.64532744665196,10.504223727775694,4.025476232523915,664,30,111,15,9,214,100,151,0.021,0.892,0.08800000000000001,0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,0,14,1,0,1,0,23,20,15,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,13,3,21,16,3,14,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,3,7,77,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718568974469615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041292113794904,0.0,0.11835087639417465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463070471405856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430830573850127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725398484746902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165665202752802,0.0,0.0,0.12976137931065296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444692468176522,0.0,0.0,0.103697230783546,0.16345705389031012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558230973907815,0.0,0.0,0.13691134126376198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559088545404233,0.0,0.0,0.18119164965070572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941754625659207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475852518817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725475751089933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35050706279760746,0.0,0.1471623376861203,0.0,0.0,0.3131446638430275,0.12328191239734478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797571012077708,0.0,0.0,0.3154097931080729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173395480093472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042246979604645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112682723462334,0.16105604839732907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262896189035193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Andy-Levi-Black,2019/07/18,"Meeting & making friends? Where are good places to meet young adult people? That aren't at disability meets or formal meetup groups? And what are fun group activities that don't revolve ""wild"" parties? And what are good conversation starters? And what are good way's to make friends? And is it understandable to not make it important to meet people with similar struggles/difficulties instead of finding people with common interest?",6.753600782778863,10.036401424657534,5.773033268101763,72.2472602739726,69.0,8.554990215264189,33.71624266144814,9.23628265651192,3.680300978473582,356,17,52,8,7,107,50,73,0.045,0.698,0.258,0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,13,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169026831496234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544143006121414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304169738642483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380642718760246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428209818660027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44473905342191306,0.0,0.2234121928656077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260990615365184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973236881177078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shirarisun,2019/07/18,"Anxious Stimming hi! i have asperger's (diagnosed when i was 6 i believe) and usually i stim when i'm excited or nervous. i tend to flap my arms or bite/chew on things, in certain cases i have one of my plushies with me. i've also had a pretty rough year, i've had really bad anxiety and that's caused me some breakdowns. i've recovered mostly, but i still get anxious and when i do i tend to stim a lot or i get really jumpy or can't sit still. for other autistics with anxiety problems, how do you calm down? i'm stimming a ton (also while i'm typing this) and i'm still feeling pretty bleh.",1.2618533333333346,3.1848240320000016,3.7653,86.62048333333334,80.68,7.046666666666668,25.61666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.6937866666666668,464,19,97,9,12,162,75,125,0.157,0.722,0.121,-0.5163,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,8,2,1,2,1,19,17,16,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,15,3,9,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,9,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868368731235856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743897986329873,0.4052071628823932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974172569362898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020551940093039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423197116005802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820267099415853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067988436818837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739589240464471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246877723954322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215256824041544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36490727963156094,0.0,0.17160452257810066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297800785521197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296643758054863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914577912712812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751809082160385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548932438763465 autism,Disastrous_Camp,2019/07/18,"Anyone religious on here? I don’t understand how anyone can continue to believe in religion when people like us have to suffer from this mental disability. “God created everyone equal”. Obviously not the case when we are suffering at the lower end of society due to a cognitive impairment that heavily puts us at a disadvantage to life a sub par life. Don’t intend to insult anyone here - I’m just ranting because it makes me sad how much I suffer on a day-to-day basis with normal typical tasks.",5.369631336405528,7.135429741935487,7.481751152073734,65.08548387096778,68.78494623655914,11.765898617511525,32.640552995391715,11.491704259439757,4.762500460829494,398,18,63,15,7,141,69,93,0.215,0.7190000000000001,0.066,-0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,6,0,5,2,0,4,1,11,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,13,8,2,11,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377674243579117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721685967786706,0.0,0.0,0.23512470297525115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269178475446687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483939194117108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941438989239293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29481101840045304,0.1019564927702856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930369858967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031270485976625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341281750164876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447409719063744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468093058401044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979335423259102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172559940377568,0.502062166600918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,shreyasi88,2019/07/18,"Ideas that could help living with Autism easier and also, to help spread awareness about Autism. Hi All, I work for a large software firm which is soon going to have a hack-a-thon for spreading Autism awareness. The goal is to come up with innovative solutions to not only spread awareness about Autism but to also help support those on the spectrum. I have been trying to look at what already exists to help those dealing with Autism and trying to find the gaps. But, I think this community will be the best source to figure out what is lacking in terms of support for the Autism community because you are in the middle of it all. I would greatly appreciate if you could tell me what is it, that is lacking currently. What could help tremendously in making it easier to live with Autism? What do you wish was present, to spread more awareness? &#x200B; Thanks!!",6.9892452830188665,7.891675503144653,6.0474779874213835,80.02480188679247,64.40880503144655,8.624150943396227,30.99433962264151,8.548686976883017,2.3068762264150946,691,24,123,9,10,208,89,159,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.9935,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,5,5,0,0,8,0,17,0,0,1,2,26,26,7,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,5,29,18,7,14,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,4,91,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924698937170326,0.23080541947627,0.0,0.15635718929201325,0.1753494899836147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879685538443219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144188921248716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243081916924587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34565355114045515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877476575575793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189450250901874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820133162826894,0.0,0.0,0.15909960281949692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836316037202094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290567873508507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485245220021063,0.0,0.12118201206295355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632642199413533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975240796994974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275170353662019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613117476728686,0.13285901998810015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246646248621164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595073171664307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594658103827833,0.0,0.0,0.10505762796708422,0.0,0.0,0.10251195569466466,0.0,0.1753494899836147,0.0 autism,NumerousThanks,2019/07/18,"Can't shake the feeling of wanting to be dead I'm in no danger, I don't want to kill myself as such. But every day seems such a struggle that the idea of being dead and not having to feel anymore is appealing to me. &#x200B; I suffer with sensory issues and everything is so intense and painful. I just feel like I want to die and this has been going on for some time now. I can't cope with the intensity of everything. I'm not asking for help and I don't need anyone to ""save"" me or worry about me, I'm not going to do anything, but every day I wish I wasn't here and I'm looking forward to it. &#x200B; My question is, is this a common thing for people on the spectrum who have sensory and intensity issues?",3.0763514338010967,4.153131107382549,4.977291031116536,83.50381330079318,73.49664429530202,7.297376449054301,26.968273337400852,7.686295010490155,1.5379208053691271,561,20,114,7,11,193,84,149,0.16699999999999998,0.763,0.07,-0.8489,0,0,0,0,0,3,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,2,6,0,16,1,0,0,0,29,33,12,4,5,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,4,9,6,0,0,2,4,13,2,21,29,1,12,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,4,7,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29964442763436183,0.3360414561046435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713284261222794,0.09668593985778924,0.0,0.11378953745488565,0.0,0.1292695887541418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835342997178918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350887311728844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330073384306233,0.0,0.2485474796636588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974981680844887,0.09878455076939292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717111139690745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268362762135754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560970080237149,0.0,0.28864887215519497,0.0,0.0,0.15298213705237446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755477072711155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611718913790572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253005629133972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471356347259689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586331216991888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490099918468447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258814666571812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455631579775835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186456849292192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062996899120553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446766706341317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901081529493227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042620151741464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360414561046435,0.0 autism,KaiTheKreator0hHi,2019/07/18,"Help? I'm going into highschool and I'm a on the lower side of the spectrum and one of my friends a year ahead of me said he wasn't allowed to wear his noise reducing/cancellation headphones Is this like allowed?? I have auditory issues and I like need my headphones but I'm able to be in the general classes can I wear my headphones???",0.8414542483660128,3.370294485294117,2.9743137254901946,87.19552287581702,89.44117647058823,5.375163398692812,26.67320261437909,6.937597516519254,1.5054947712418296,267,13,52,4,9,90,46,68,0.025,0.8370000000000001,0.138,0.7299,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,2,0,9,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,8,3,9,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,33,9,2,0.3851342264508838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975537479891971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888065631376874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581473537089571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019800714013489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37631425832539583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855721488952666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609769191952417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663508442052227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480138147127527 autism,ThePhotoshopSeagull,2019/07/18,Quick Survey for those who are/know autists This high school startup needs help! [https://cessabiware.typeform.com/to/ssHMFo](https://cessabiware.typeform.com/to/ssHMFo),28.797999999999995,37.864230133333336,13.893333333333334,4.360000000000014,47.66666666666667,4.666666666666667,25.0,6.42735559955562,1.2290000000000003,152,3,12,1,3,35,15,15,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36130253604292695,0.5695180831583525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962385042089315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996862262450848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455302920815701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SunningSeaLion,2019/07/18,"Nephew is 4 and non-verbal - how can we help? My nephew (by marriage) is about four years old and non verbal. He is also biting and hitting. His single dad is having an understandably hard time handling this while also raising my niece and working a physically demanding job. Now that my husband and I have moved closer to them, we’d like to help. What books/resources should we look at to learn more? What questions should we be asking? My husband’s brother is barely getting by financially. He is using some state services, but I have no idea if he’s using all the available resources. We’re willing to help him navigate the bureaucracy if it means more therapy/care/etc for our nephew. Any tips about what we should look for? Right now our nephew spends a lot of time in front of a screen and (probably) not enough time expending energy. When Dad is working, it’s usually the somewhat disabled grandparents caring for the two children.",5.0318719211822645,7.095211103448283,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,70.14942528735632,7.730049261083742,29.66995073891625,8.418075326091056,2.3306433497536947,748,30,130,12,14,234,111,174,0.032,0.872,0.096,0.9014,2,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,7,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,8,0,17,0,0,3,1,29,27,14,0,5,4,9,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,16,2,15,20,8,17,0,0,3,0,29,4,0,6,11,90,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531476622694887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076335931726728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796736195933494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227473173645309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635421557661006,0.17652037485496444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269305052126459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417848471777693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182686355265648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786751447855457,0.0,0.0,0.1570652163121071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732600767586283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265825153780704,0.0,0.0,0.13456120235506813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724097421354972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822309869813276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608478650809547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064906790428302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773061431936248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351674490884861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687727457343075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546133512341087,0.16477164137492653,0.0,0.27340052532632764,0.17431943948809608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045466595882405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192501461698722 autism,mariah_elaine_,2019/07/18,Help Hi! I just took a job as a 1-on-1 aid for a non verbal autistic kindergartener. I was wondering if you could send me any links or advice on how to get to know him and make him comfortable with me. Thank you!,1.7324999999999982,3.558884522727276,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,78.77272727272728,7.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.6385181818181818,165,4,38,3,4,53,37,44,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.8436,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35062132840642163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400056343678855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864776053853661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746146370051853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050027537454824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35605985219682623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971905390399128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395059673233925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303406006487526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986469613772482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891100875390602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,oshukurov,2019/07/18,"SE kindergarten and ABA scheduling Hello all, My 4 y/o boy got diagnosed with ASD earlier this year. He is on mild spectrum I would think since we find him compliant and generally happy with little aggression and tantrums but with very limited speech and social interaction skills. He has learned a lot in his half-day pre-school and we are looking forward for his upcoming K in gen ed school with special education class (hybrid, will spend half of day in gen ed class and half day in special ed). Our current schedule is 25 hrs of ABA a week which we find to be effective and beneficial. He is progressing slowly but steadily. Now that the school year is approaching we cannot quite decide how to schedule his day. * Option 1 would be to attend school full time (morning through 3:30 pm) and cut his ABA to evening sessions. * Option 2 is to attend school half day till lunch and have his 25 hrs of therapy and * Option 3 is something in between: 2 days of full school day followed by 3 half days and full therapy sessions. I'm really leaning towards Option 3. Is there anyone who had/has similar experience? Any related experience would be appreciated. Thank you. P.S. I know some people are not fan of ABA sessions but I find it to be very fruitful. It does not stress my child and he has learned some real good skills since we started 2 month ago.",5.099467492260062,6.736144247058827,5.562641898864812,79.08557275541796,69.27450980392156,8.819401444788443,31.85242518059855,9.276330184999452,2.915549019607844,1073,47,196,22,19,344,145,255,0.040999999999999995,0.838,0.121,0.9751,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,6,1,0,6,4,9,3,1,3,0,21,3,0,2,1,50,29,17,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,6,21,2,1,9,0,1,5,3,4,0,4,1,3,18,5,27,20,7,36,0,0,1,0,23,12,0,7,21,107,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430771793003577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467686588386035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650189410428171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.490695583269497,0.0,0.0,0.09653286350271684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322986339859714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281809677928568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606822081286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26078163016139044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797722809149879,0.07606674934041646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124449201946753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226900244578561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532344420259982,0.0,0.0,0.07986696956241829,0.0,0.0,0.08085762614955927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591449128878612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593607968011136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115932235190644,0.0,0.10825400111160614,0.060928775138642026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775277102591182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573490410210455,0.0,0.0,0.09695087534064836,0.0,0.07321897117303712,0.0,0.0,0.06731810312717566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089461697445502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756289093442284,0.21752912672690514,0.0,0.0,0.0609415210988102,0.0,0.0,0.05545838068463158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569485201955691,0.0,0.0,0.07629009480117642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268649874363714,0.0,0.0,0.12249317905828465 autism,P76791,2019/07/18,"Monitering my sisters social media usage Hello /r/autism I have a sister who is 21 years old on the autism spectrum, she is on the slight end so she can speak and walk on her own, she is unable to read or write and has the mental capacity of an 11 year old according to or doctor. She doesn’t have many friends besides some classmates from when she went to school so she uses a phone and social media to keep in contact with them as she doesn’t go out much. It was intended to be used for keeping in contact with friends but my mother has recently found out there is a boy from her old school who is exposing himself to her through Instagram. Were figuring out the details as this happened today, we of course had a talk with her saying people like this are not her friends and found the contact information for his mother so she is currently talking to my mother. We are finding out more information to determine if it was consensual, regardless of that fact we must stop her from being exposed to people like this and being taken advantage of my . So my question now is do you all know of any ways to monitor your childs phone usage? We don’t want to take it from her completely because it is her only form of interaction with the outside world. Any advice on the situation is welcome as well. Thank you for your time.",6.4348378728923485,6.563685894941635,6.84063813229572,76.53493904020753,65.53696498054475,9.810531776913102,33.08664072632944,9.558583805096642,2.995529909208819,1053,41,196,19,15,343,143,257,0.026000000000000002,0.8690000000000001,0.106,0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,4,1,1,8,9,0,0,12,0,28,1,0,3,3,43,42,17,0,4,5,5,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,2,10,17,0,3,8,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,8,2,33,9,42,30,6,28,0,0,0,0,57,11,0,5,15,149,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191716619005658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968652408109214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605449563742121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308118533960472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770043350129634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105031735857189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403131491082813,0.0,0.0,0.27359284314244664,0.28917524283461193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090580818767044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103276957726246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221790549567773,0.0,0.0,0.06856659812596723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190600607874498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649031396306007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573197243473672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917153157918547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39275400868709787,0.0,0.0,0.09488804428817832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729902032133569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976335013030705,0.0,0.1247969740611808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318861967628544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992167133055278,0.0,0.2525340613812807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023907694712226,0.0,0.25436076436844146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430763122735708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093806407972727,0.2005598866963597,0.0,0.11486520255816662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275043186569627,0.0,0.11826093619396708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155107130454312,0.0,0.0,0.07358857456601246,0.09903122993151317,0.0,0.0,0.1121771104758462,0.1156567468838408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606868351921024 autism,mr-dirtboy,2019/10/01,"Auditory processing difficulty I have an issue with properly processing auditory stimuli. not sure how else to explain it, but for example when I watch a movie without subtitles a lot of plot is lost on me and it's difficult to understand what the characters are saying. I also can't listen to podcasts because the information all goes right over my head. is it a common thing among autistic people to experience some level of difficulty with auditory processing?",10.791296296296297,10.322581925925927,11.68280864197531,47.3701388888889,56.90123456790123,16.001234567901236,47.4104938271605,14.554592549557764,7.756479012345679,380,22,52,16,4,133,63,81,0.155,0.845,0.0,-0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,2,14,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,13,8,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,2,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231744695734358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766530941180075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208208567969206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834699051690938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974078074531332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30246512750048304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163396590438829,0.2463688158749641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090367041173476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474787962201615,0.0,0.2304523782157193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731233360267054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925233811899265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016812681875233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793469023189003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GrandSeraphimSariel,2019/10/01,"Emotional attachment to your instrument??? A couple weeks ago I couldn’t find my flute case anywhere in my dorm room and was really worried when I went to orchestra rehearsal. Told my professor and asked if I could borrow one, he said he didn’t at the moment and to go back to my dorm and take another look and to not worry if I couldn’t find it. Still couldn’t find it, I have to go to the front desk of the music hall and sign to rent/borrow one of their flutes. I have an instrument to play but it feels all wrong (didn’t feel right in my hands). I’d checked with multiple campus buildings and campus police and nobody had it and i only just found it last night at my dorm building’s lost and found and i was almost in tears. I’ve had the same flute since middle school and it was with me all four years of marching band in high school so if I lost it forever it’d be devastating. My flute is almost like a little buddy for me. My birthday is coming up so im actually looking at nicer cases/case covers (my current one doesn’t even have a handle) with a shoulder strap so I’m less likely to set it down/drop it somewhere and forget. Tl;dr If there are any other autistic musicians on this thread I’d like to know if this is just Me or if me being emotionally attached to my flute is an autism thing.",2.9918251017879283,4.3814777806691465,4.232480084970792,87.53296158612144,74.16728624535315,7.205593910426625,22.846698530713404,7.793537801064563,0.9377560984245004,1029,27,217,14,21,338,147,269,0.085,0.855,0.06,-0.8688,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,10,7,0,0,10,0,23,2,2,0,2,47,41,25,0,10,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,14,17,0,0,8,3,2,5,7,3,0,4,14,6,25,4,28,20,4,32,0,2,2,0,8,15,0,9,14,139,39,9,0.0,0.0,0.11858268452231745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077171448198938,0.0,0.2433626681542496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263546327621107,0.1274207631172522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360162886741634,0.0,0.0,0.09343877400673536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046758015916187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702112694265214,0.13445582011318108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733796660657515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026057630571604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288490058503693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331919462672918,0.0,0.0,0.2664733863170816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381213821260707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838897251119674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125879352820746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678235212956952,0.0990522575468119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810063603498952,0.12179156898095098,0.0,0.0,0.20408669900946536,0.0,0.26529947357616834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403510878590847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470284038981781,0.09241885932415032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784665338414602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037745228608292,0.11559012522363105,0.0,0.0,0.24596259801152426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051979732745787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970433234700061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913653694432334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073023761100112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611433043433525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747329653545347,0.0,0.0,0.11264711692954787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468120364857467,0.0,0.0,0.13285933944015751,0.0,0.07825271417630003 autism,_CaptainKirk,2019/10/01,"How to deal with dry skin from rubbing one spot too much while stimming? I’ve developed a habit of stimming by fiddling with this mole on my neck and the extent to which I’m doing it is making the skin around it really dry and itchier than it was to begin with. Aside from finding another stim, what do y’all suggest to mitigate this?",8.50636815920398,6.3060374477612005,8.26626865671642,75.5756218905473,62.58208955223882,11.321393034825865,37.25870646766169,9.725611199111238,3.4122676616915424,267,10,52,4,3,86,52,67,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,2,0,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,14,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413086038527928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746547959302223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338883751569981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846585884042229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809274443243755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093806638565065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851857561496808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696138139429988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,artgirlart,2019/10/01,Why is it so hard for me? Does anyone here have a hard time with it? I have a hard time with food I mean I love food and want to eat a lot even if I’m not hungry. It’s very hard for me to just go do something and not eat or just do something else. I’m not sure if you guys have a hard time to but like a lot of times I go home and my mom or dad will hide it or I go get food at like 1 am,-3.306890034364258,-1.8821500824742257,-0.15090206185566754,110.54175687285229,96.21649484536086,3.233333333333334,10.145189003436426,3.1291,-2.391198625429553,290,2,93,0,12,101,53,97,0.11800000000000001,0.772,0.11,0.6011,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,8,6,0,0,1,21,17,10,0,3,11,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,5,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,9,4,9,16,2,8,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,7,6,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828648060597323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049417192923144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583984736043282,0.10547707867320144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339595071249974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580355241990184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596754634534077,0.0,0.2152756279543644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502086570466978,0.0,0.0,0.5655371532618313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266527369345081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337208418126812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146896818218138,0.11395787475495495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753813147559446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787846210852226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944078545588811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190019968668534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294501401302924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418073553404372,0.0744735727809276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393330603827526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,useless_and_usefull,2019/10/01,"Hi, I’m not asking for a diagnosis, I’m not asking for anything but support. I’m going through the diagnosis process of high functioning autism. Im 18 and female. I’ve always thought I had serve anxiety. I have breakdown at things I shouldn’t, and honestly I have not done much research Into autism until recently. I recently had a miscarriage, and currently have a lot of things going on. But throughout my life, I’ve been asked a question I haven’t really taken seriously till today, and it’s always been “are you a high functioning autistic?” Or “have you ever been tested for autism?”. And I started looking more and more into it, I asked people close to me and started hearing “it makes sense”. I’ve been to college, always excelled in school, always able to keep a job or take care of myself, and it wasn’t until my boss explained to me that some high functioning people with autism can live out like that, that sometimes they have little quirks and breakdowns over small things like I do. I get a lot of anxiety about time, and it goes down to the minute. I freak out when anything is a minute behind schedule, or when people are late. It really freaks me out. I’m getting an evaluation next week, and I’m scared honestly. A lot of the time I feel overwhelmed. I fidget a lot and can’t make eye contact. And for a long time I felt really uncomfortable and had breakdowns when people hugged me or got too close to me (still am uncomfortable but no longer break down). I spent a lot of my life thinking it was anxiety, and now I’m scared to find out it’s not. I’m a writer, I love drawing. I’ll research topics and write papers on them for no reason. Or my favorite thing to study and teach people about is dinosaurs. I’m just now finding out that not everyone does this. I know it’s not something I should be scared about but I am. I’m scared people will look at me differently, and not see me for me anymore. I’m scared and it’s starting to become a reality because the more I read and research, the more it’s starting to make sense. I’m not sure how to deal with it, nor can I afford therapy. I’m scared that ontop of the miscarriage, my boyfriend, who has been my bestfriend for years will not be able to deal with me anymore. Is there anything I can be told to help? Anything I can do to help lessen my breakdowns?",3.6799578211617288,5.2422873253796105,4.608505061460594,84.82998583996145,72.70932754880694,7.378187515063871,27.12225837551217,7.984000788550335,1.6465227283682815,1831,66,362,26,36,594,192,461,0.125,0.784,0.091,-0.9353,4,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,2,1,14,20,0,7,21,0,39,5,1,6,2,78,85,37,0,2,19,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,23,32,0,1,10,1,1,2,16,10,0,0,17,7,44,10,54,61,11,52,0,1,4,2,21,22,0,12,29,244,67,12,0.13705353153463484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280790347326324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726836473797515,0.0,0.13592027589984676,0.0,0.0,0.22556675747061186,0.0,0.25625310223615183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177328036931244,0.07568242891544764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986760476930905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129617301183375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159588504823704,0.0,0.0,0.05996823451670486,0.07012667336486378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198638286791859,0.0,0.0654802613407033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034649191770885775,0.0,0.0657964415685374,0.0,0.12526444488858346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160481355093871,0.0,0.07789068037100662,0.0,0.054807114623311816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772346453934019,0.0,0.0918640932232106,0.2172068712410605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402066628074806,0.0,0.06800224117064231,0.06090973802868688,0.0,0.0,0.03766051833596934,0.0,0.07730117660135534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680496247736912,0.06695743266654301,0.06868182192616559,0.060510389641089714,0.06064403129251503,0.1150904486751412,0.0,0.0,0.2912950285751969,0.06184808156856743,0.0,0.1372264448062237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037505762970413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287899281274983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850469863514665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767656607464902,0.0,0.06854531008334593,0.0,0.13170000263599788,0.07045692832552414,0.13532382812921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116434827441715,0.06935274542594473,0.054606960126279316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275525220254719,0.06777472356874048,0.0,0.1940143900617401,0.0,0.05472556366141168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777633617138374,0.06458566575473569,0.0,0.05152359959579765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836632882178281,0.0,0.18210455288651525,0.043909184514170016,0.0,0.05440259750523499,0.11987552458972575,0.0,0.06495536132300965,0.0654802613407033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496803802775081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412899041588327 autism,longleafbaby,2019/10/01,"Seeking a compassionate approach autistic roommate I am pretty confident my roommate has undiagnosed autism. She has never had therapy as far as I know (really needs to for reasons unrelated) so I don't think she's really had the chance to be diagnosed. Some of our stuff is general roommate stuff, but a LOT of her behavior makes a lot more sense through an autistic lens and I would greatly appreciate any guidance for improving this situation. I am allistic so my perspective is limited. So some things I've known about her for a few years: she doesn't read social cues and doesn't seem to understand social etiquette very well. She struggles to understand sharing and the natural give-and-take of a relationship. This has led her to chronically cross my boundaries. The problem is, when I confront her about it, it usually goes one of two ways: 1. She ignores me or thinks it's a joke and continues the behavior 2. She becomes deeply hurt, gives me the cold shoulder and sulks for a day or so, and resumes the behavior in 3-5 days The other underlying issues is that she fails to generalize the solutions to problems. For example, if she bring up parrots 10 times in a row (after telling her I don't want to talk about parrots) and I eventually snap at her about it, she will finally understand I don't want to talk about parrots. But she doesn't generalize the idea that ""maybe 10 times is too many times to bring ANY topic up after someone says they aren't interested,"" so she keeps repeating the same behavior but with different subjects. It makes me feel like I'm her parent constantly having to correct her behavior so she doesn't keep crossing my boundaries and that feels really shitty. This makes me feel very frustrated and smothered. I don't want to be super close friends and I don't know how to tell her verbally without really hurting her feelings and ruining the roommate peace (we have to continue living together for many months). Honestly I feel like I'm sort of in a relationship that I really didn't consent to. I don't think she even likes me as a person but she passive aggressively pouts if I stay somewhere else for a weekend. It's like she's attached to me as a physical human but didn't care about me as an individual with thoughts and feelings. I mean she asked me to buy all the paper towels because I compulsively wash my hands (see below) so I don't really understand how she could think I would want to be BFFs after that anyway? On top of this, I have multiple mental illnesses that are worsened by this situation. I have Bipolar Disorder and OCD and Panic Attacks, etc. that left me unable to work for a significant portion of this year so I **really really** don't have a lot of capacity for constant frustration at home. Basically, I haven't found a constructive way to communicate and enforce my boundaries without feeling like I'm deeply hurting her feelings OR that I'm not being listened to at all. I feel like if I could develop more compassion for her, I would be less irritated. If there is a different tact I can take I would really appreciate it.",5.709451219512192,7.1113735719178095,6.776080855329102,71.85141162712998,67.56164383561644,10.697560975609756,34.96308052121617,10.751898458667489,4.188104460407619,2482,121,433,73,41,832,265,584,0.135,0.722,0.14300000000000002,0.6807,4,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,1,5,22,32,6,2,30,0,48,7,2,7,4,97,93,43,0,17,15,1,10,6,1,5,5,2,1,2,25,19,0,4,26,3,1,6,20,16,1,2,6,14,75,16,70,75,14,45,0,5,1,0,50,15,0,14,27,308,100,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087633300670499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602361583302374,0.07330184074433127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03927775950170427,0.07116118761000023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569373898404751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392583681639228,0.0,0.1028890170354222,0.0,0.0,0.08310791076278863,0.0,0.0,0.06539813994008661,0.0,0.13463754483127294,0.07384580161811373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382550466195682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185982846135135,0.042557389627481707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932133527331395,0.18412379579991126,0.0,0.07058320338255948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064746011575081,0.04978077691402219,0.0,0.0,0.1236200119488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103761131983448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463155377519939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069305813414903,0.0727370155719751,0.0,0.06725131306038791,0.0,0.11454202401399535,0.0,0.0,0.07082138481020013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000664436016353,0.0,0.0,0.18887225857369172,0.0,0.05689552054961725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643359004885396,0.0,0.0,0.12902858594586988,0.13064990016689032,0.06473161011522797,0.07018642751638261,0.0,0.0,0.06493331043190319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142980685168212,0.0,0.0,0.04777625398127843,0.049694702713804176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366146916972726,0.0,0.0,0.0755982440727229,0.07154522272955999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626041137358565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555152632863465,0.0,0.12330736061225145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445043771092568,0.0,0.3714968743783876,0.0662478565612419,0.0,0.1383538598777256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123970872599686,0.0,0.0,0.051344759808109285,0.05865738438161092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485078602926976,0.0,0.1313626610208899,0.05459387284556171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867700622301227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673593627855537,0.14752074188593756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844559813580082,0.10357761141305463,0.1126345661415394,0.0,0.07368475229335032,0.0,0.04280642296466877,0.16514426197953042,0.0,0.05115260573714449,0.1127142035135648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294167971627353,0.2683081065112416,0.0,0.0,0.07096384782428533,0.10632794796199596,0.1520170140977125,0.10228783452727504,0.0,0.0,0.05793300619429095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242222277691696,0.0,0.04690799228566609,0.0,0.0,0.1830854215905379,0.0,0.0,0.0829854805408764 autism,ramtaken,2019/10/01,Job/Skills Training for 14 year old autistic kid I have a 14 year old son who is autistic . He is physically well and is verbal also . He does have a lower cognitive IQ . We were exploring enrolling in any classes for skill development which could potentially lead to a job/employment when he becomes a adult .Any inputs will be helpful and much appreciated. Thanks,4.193831168831172,7.164126045454547,5.2507792207792265,74.21045454545455,76.42424242424242,8.013852813852813,30.640692640692638,8.841846274778883,3.1267601731601733,293,14,48,7,7,96,51,66,0.033,0.802,0.165,0.836,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,10,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,27,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975920032228352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227280771254761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620660532882546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945523203572773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076524071395069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904920531030434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709436315331788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443404930798068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497987869861075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846299316326265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335049060266506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056115011003632 autism,Orasaika,2019/10/01,"A bit of a rant about an encounter I had recently. (NSFW, just to be safe) So, a bit of background, I'm Bisexual and looking to date so I downloaded Grindr, which for those who don't know, is a dating app focused around men on men relationships. I'm also diagnosed with PDD (Pervasive Development Disorder) which is a form of autism. So, some of the guys were alright, we just were looking for different things. Some guys were less than stellar, basically ghosted me after I sent a few pics (luckily they weren't too revealing) but the worst of all was this one guy. We hit it off alright, having a decent conversation and finding we had a lot in common, we liked a lot of the same foods and thing like that. Anyway, after about a day of talking, things slowed down a bit. The guy then proceeds to say things like I wasn't putting the effort in and I wasn't talking as much as he wanted me to. I then decide to tell him I have PDD and they guy then tells me and I kid you not, that I was just making excuses and blaming it on mental illnesses instead of saying I wasn't interested. I was interested until he said that so I told him that this wasn't going to work out after he said that and he told me I was ""easily offended"". After a few weeks, the guy contacts me again (today actually) when I told him I didn't want to be blamed/told I'm making excuses again. I told him I didn't want him to hurt me like he did because that did hurt to know how little amount of people truly accept us. I told him I didn't want to be gaslighted again and he told me I was easily offended again whilst telling me he thought I was attractive. Luckily I outright blocked him now so hopefully, he leaves me alone. I don't get hurt easily but he found a way and made it my fault. Rant over.",4.177333333333333,4.831471177777779,5.534444444444446,82.10000000000002,70.55555555555556,9.0,28.055555555555557,9.188382445141503,2.1524722222222232,1384,47,289,27,24,466,167,360,0.141,0.73,0.128,-0.6106,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,5,1,2,2,22,19,2,0,20,2,30,3,0,4,1,48,59,26,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,9,19,17,1,2,8,0,0,3,11,7,0,1,33,6,48,12,41,22,16,38,0,3,2,0,55,10,0,5,28,206,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.07528215098628024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989869881027442,0.0,0.06169263136690531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867518610178754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047026725598663714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526662709634607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049751983872072816,0.0,0.0,0.07830030074632996,0.0,0.0805998478067891,0.08841457082493998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050890694918756,0.0,0.09328374194497192,0.08458524017801465,0.0,0.0,0.040304949583001785,0.0,0.04384314111935807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583126068692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662214672108213,0.0,0.0,0.2477551619586648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479347784188508,0.0,0.0,0.08168515495413955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075611898143815,0.07731930949121284,0.0,0.0,0.1295643267903128,0.0,0.0,0.1311714211185006,0.0,0.07299623088358115,0.1029894437740988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774376671768825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671027008712647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227528137877081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348245852917635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755178462116813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617113710164958,0.0828245944591552,0.0,0.0,0.14676465277644693,0.12269720842444462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401206107174698,0.2022837441109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500618489020167,0.0,0.0,0.06124431699198495,0.0,0.0,0.07312420585823164,0.5160058244126131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279563967384913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820078970642694,0.061233914401188874,0.06188086782207612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616229921430571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,crackedthoughts,2019/10/01,"What was the hardest skill to learn? Please give an example like this one- Social skills: eye contact",4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,76.77777777777777,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3231333333333335,82,3,14,1,2,23,18,18,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881294512166428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485954349791636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448058069102657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585578175280926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187022928054918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SaussceryYT,2019/10/01,"I hate autism memes. Being a person with autism, I find it almost disgusting when people call someone (not with aspergers, they are just a bit 'strange') autistic. Even the memes are annoying. How do end this stupid and offensive joke?",3.9224390243902434,7.122026121951222,3.4372682926829263,85.02419512195122,80.46341463414635,7.182439024390242,25.27317073170732,8.238735603445708,2.1257960975609755,185,7,31,4,5,55,35,41,0.332,0.624,0.044000000000000004,-0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,5,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34907052661406274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38057871300049867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559575177777895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875434491390874,0.0,0.0,0.2302456810641705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186122424588401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441683392417845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24167394988086885,0.30438231402465266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536594103365593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fuzzicandi,2019/10/01,"Is “special interests” a term solely used for autistic people? Hi! A friend of mine asked me this question and I didn’t know the answer, so I wanted to reach out to you guys and see if any of you know the answer to this question. Thank you for your help!",2.9136538461538457,4.198840750000002,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384618,74.19230769230771,5.9692307692307685,22.615384615384606,5.985473137389443,0.27667692307692304,197,5,42,1,4,63,38,52,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.9193,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,8,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,3,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912149905818485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286939689995115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724232034948987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27841670020376896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884719331912108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090631147260832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949378140504909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.629981616361771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240675105928082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588767581195253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285298545909345,0.0,0.0,0.1658498065037524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lil-Melt,2019/10/01,Is this stimming? I always have the urge to move my lips together and move my mouth. Also harsh & rapid blinking.,1.718939393939397,4.4857687727272735,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,88.54545454545455,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.4724969696969703,91,3,17,1,3,28,20,22,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30173309609875626,0.3139505073349049,0.40881309398568105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8020374504028284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Popular33,2019/10/01,I have know idea I'd this is just me or does anyone else's legs sorta vibrate when they're standing still? I am a JROTC cadet and whenever we're formed up and standing at attention which means we can't talk or move which is fine for me however my legs tend to vibrate or shake a little bit and I was just wondering if anyone has the same thing.,2.3964840182648395,3.91748839726028,3.541301369863014,91.3433675799087,75.98630136986301,7.0584474885844735,23.125570776255714,7.793537801064563,0.9084447488584476,275,8,61,4,6,89,55,73,0.026000000000000002,0.946,0.027999999999999997,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,7,2,2,0,0,17,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,4,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,2,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811827590161129,0.2792861808152989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975822433588277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853297255761016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770215544694794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30770496868602554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498005645678422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731926206724842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969150206574261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897050027820244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767943445810392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190861518430723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181087290072692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955968936247779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,porphyrea,2019/10/01,"Advice on an online friend who speaks through a cartoon character So, this has the potential to be a long-ish post as some background information is required. I apologize in advance. I've had this online friend (let's call her Jess) for several years now. We met playing a small, social game that centers around a topic she enjoys. I've known that Jess is autistic for quite some time, as does most of the community. She's pretty open about it, and word also just tends to get around since there aren't many players. Jess is 24, but she acts much younger and is easily upset with things such as fighting, inappropriate language/topics, politics, and anything similar. Most of us are pretty accommodating and do our best to make her feel comfortable. A little over a year ago, the game shut down for a short period of time. This upset Jess a lot, as we are much of her social interaction. During this period of time, Jess began to talk as a cartoon character from her favorite show. She'd send me texts that began, ""[Chacter name:] Jess wants to know what she should do today."" I went along with it, as I wasn't really sure what the best thing to do would be. I also figured this was something she'd either move on from, or if it was inappropriate for her to do that her parents would notice and help her out. However, this started May of 2018 and it is now nearly October of 2019. She still speaks as this cartoon character, and it seems that she speaks almost exclusively as him. It seems like she uses him to express her emotions. If she is worried or upset or stressed about something then she will say the cartoon character is worried or upset or stressed. Sometimes, she'll talk as other characters from this show as well. Every now and then, her primary cartoon character will even have a conflict with another cartoon character from the same show and she will express worry and concern about it. I've tried to ask if she speaks this way around her parents, just to get an idea about whether or not this is something about which they know, but she didn't really give me a straight answer. I guess I'm just kind of worried, because I don't know if this is a typical or healthy thing for her to be doing, and I don't want myself or anyone else in the community encouraging it if it's not. I'm not even entirely sure if this is something that is typical in those with autism, or if this is something completely seperate alltogether. It seems like she understands that this character isn't real. But at the same time, I'm not entirely sure. Sometimes she'll send me and my friends texts like, ""What if you woke up and [Character Name] was in your room?"" When people who don't know what she's doing ask, ""Who is [Character Name]?"" she'll respond with, ""My rabbit"" or the character's full name from the show. However, I think she has also referred to him as her imaginary friend, so I really don't know. Mainly what I'm asking if this is anything anyone has experienced before? Is this autism-related or something else? Is this behavior I should discourage? Should I encourage her to speak as herself? For a while now, whenever she speaks, I'll just address Jess directly. Also, let me clarify that all of this is via text or online chat, none of it is actual speaking, so I don't know if this is something she does when she speaks out-loud (I do know that she is verbal).!",6.082863777089784,6.632929074303409,6.417478328173374,77.81736300309598,66.30650154798761,9.803653250773994,31.93947368421053,9.766711354998122,2.959707244582044,2666,102,500,54,40,860,254,646,0.076,0.8079999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9847,4,0,7,0,2,0,93.0,4,2,1,5,31,27,1,6,25,0,65,0,0,2,4,112,100,63,0,17,35,2,1,3,4,12,0,9,2,0,53,26,0,3,19,8,0,6,14,8,1,0,11,11,68,19,73,70,16,55,0,1,0,0,95,24,0,33,26,364,121,1,0.0,0.0,0.06616249226886885,0.0,0.0,0.06625284712840612,0.06010013004916893,0.0,0.06789136506374382,0.0,0.0,0.21687681302320508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109364481499776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481391697733256,0.06946855841299658,0.1115863565375212,0.1810676797884289,0.19015002709582246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132992121092344,0.0,0.05769234635656211,0.0,0.14230269967293535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923082856936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108644333252744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186635277776432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132754971281059,0.0762652663641509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956180711733677,0.0,0.05712396878378832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03428144386201712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952677686066296,0.0,0.07084483852403453,0.06503941949280011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468874840264017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544454854229482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765373371812871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060270379290033,0.2608256687717816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865908175700847,0.0,0.09937017366585196,0.06795286996221647,0.0,0.06000038812067265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764067592350655,0.0,0.0,0.04525666567843377,0.06873801037299868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720600956679986,0.09968080765622037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719013399676952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056655246857348,0.0,0.0,0.04700360845961492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493314068610043,0.13795284928615592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211307076394494,0.0,0.07717062808590776,0.13030220955361838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391685145442749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516624463971576,0.0,0.07659409087046185,0.0,0.05608441350722276,0.0,0.0,0.13822602151772556,0.0,0.3653673540603225,0.13411079811897786,0.0,0.04798880638619732,0.0,0.054144735925768704,0.0,0.15532810354183718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170056457614496,0.0,0.0,0.10898927467416887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512884473778033,0.04344315601653614,0.0,0.0,0.15813764022072904,0.0,0.06426596001015085,0.0,0.0,0.04603138251768815,0.0,0.0,0.07058162840143994,0.08155440183456886,0.058556964421542075,0.0,0.0,0.07997975565670545,0.05381605513502901,0.0,0.0,0.06095985646579696,0.06285077819737593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275414568689052,0.0,0.09632558151486854,0.0,0.0,0.08732125803296452 autism,RectangularFeet,2019/10/01,advice on how to help autistic kids Hey guys! I work in a job with lots of kids ages 7-14 and quite a few of them are somewhere on the autism spectrum. I’ve been doing some googling of my own but I thought I’d go right to the source. Anyone have any tips on how to help kids with autism when they get frustrated or experience sensory overload or go into meltdown/shutdown mode? Should I ask them questions about their special interests if they start talking about them or try to get them back on task? Any advice would help - if you work with kids on the spectrum or are on the spectrum. Thanks in advance!,4.91,5.746114666666667,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,69.0,7.333333333333332,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.5257500000000004,480,18,99,4,8,146,75,120,0.06,0.7879999999999999,0.152,0.8989,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,7,4,6,4,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,20,15,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,3,21,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,20,10,0,9,4,62,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794970036512783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26409540781315743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357737778710175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815302251268197,0.0,0.0,0.14931090205416758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994335140203905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028999892783668,0.0,0.2207116732580997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226675627932652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39046027646165055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269171051765627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508319830398932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217523808386558,0.20653221306829048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658269576340368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744019330268847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560729272842055,0.0,0.17877302088316013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415564824667816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183412107204898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827278045582005,0.0,0.0,0.13793848545486276,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,urnotsam,2019/10/01,Just bought QuietComfort headphones Just wanted to express how amazing these things are. I’ve never experienced absolute silence like this before. I feel like I can think straight and not get clouded by noises all the time. I’d highly recommend these if you have auditory sensitivity,7.629375,10.520359854166667,7.5275,62.4675,65.04166666666666,9.8,37.0,10.125756701596842,4.61265,235,12,32,6,4,75,42,48,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.9125,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,8,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,2,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34829614642938694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696150434550356,0.29241407040654155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384972020232967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432462813019133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999403819694419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31568826256390903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193009625426995,0.2622719439381775,0.0,0.0,0.2386743397205058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142405749481166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nonsyllabic_elks,2019/10/01,"Advice for a Parent on the Spectrum My wife has high functioning autism (HFA) and is struggling mightily with becoming a parent to our daughter. I (also female) gave birth to the baby in July, so she’s closing in on 3 months. I stay home with the baby. Right now, the main two issues for my wife are crying jags (sensory overload and feelings of inadequacy when soothing techniques fail) and the baby’s huge need for constant attention and interaction. While the former will abate with time, the kid’s always going to need attention and interaction to some degree. For those of you on the spectrum, working full time. and parenting: what successful techniques or coping mechanisms do you employ to keep yourself healthy mentally? What can I (neurotypical) do to be supportive? Thanks for any insight you can offer!",6.5779020979021015,8.773200356643358,6.8086713286713305,69.40223776223777,66.4125874125874,9.395804195804196,33.97902097902098,9.800150414767053,3.854054545454546,653,30,96,15,11,210,95,143,0.073,0.816,0.111,0.6958,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,3,4,5,0,1,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,19,17,11,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,10,3,21,14,3,21,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,2,9,69,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680558547427207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375315166299661,0.143100276299769,0.0,0.0,0.1169515939958544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993725576809725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858481651315345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889108181657084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695773238061721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773960938877388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817052194223853,0.17250892477185767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950135851437402,0.0,0.1528628065524616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331434740755328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727196954086582,0.0,0.0,0.2550404476613436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5728868667725939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468690969174619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833066947653693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978975544778328,0.0,0.0,0.19515969208294576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833512539174185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056463568112035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799845983828807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252027351926662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,doodle_day_lewis,2019/01/27,"Do any digital or online resources that teach female specific grooming skills exist? crosspost from /r/occupationaltherapy. I hope I’m not breaking any rules! I am a special educator with an idea for an app and to teach teenage girls with mild to moderate intellectual or developmental disabilities (specifically autism female) specific grooming skills. The main feature of the app would be short videos demonstrating individual skills filmed in a way that is age-appropriate but also developmentally appropriate and “on trend” like regular beauty tutorials seen on YouTube or Instagram. Does anything like this already exist? If something like this did exist do you think it would be useful for girls to utilize in the home or as a supportive resource in a therapeutic setting?",10.3171062992126,12.058771606299214,10.02014763779528,51.49825295275594,57.34645669291338,12.649212598425198,43.434055118110244,12.161744961471696,6.2123708661417325,642,35,85,20,8,209,89,127,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.9806,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,17,15,10,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,15,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,6,3,52,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737448072881909,0.19837670189207487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373840711775229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413554660357472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708248979930148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488284313424983,0.2463835375738717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800340766719189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36357464024824493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097179682568227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815001027135638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894940340019068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142476609247145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969016674066828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524351156287281,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bluebunnytaco,2019/01/27,"My fiancé is autistic and I am losing hope for our relationship I would like to first clarify that before we found out that my s/o is autistic, that I have no experience with autism. None of my family is autistic, nor anyone that I have regularly interacted with in my daily life. I am still learning and I apologize if I dont really get it but that's why I came here. Before we learned about his autism, idk, it was fine, sometimes he was insensitive to my feelings but it was few and far between. We would get into heated arguments at times, but I never felt outright disrespected and/or broken hearted. He found out he was autistic at 20y/o Now when he is dismissive towards my feelings his reactions are far more extreme and far more hurtful. When I tell him that I dont appriciate how he is treating me, he gets offended and explains to me that he is autistic and he cant help it. Idk if I can explain this without an example My parents can be difficult sometimes and my fiancé and I are currently staying with them because we are in between apartment. They had to ask their landlord for permission and while we are only here for a limited amount of time, my parents are doing the best they can. They are invested in our success and asked for complete transparency if we were to stay in their house. This means knowing our income, our plan to move out, and what we are doing to further that goal. My fiancé is vehemently opposed to this. He feels like he is living in a glass house, but I feel that to be fair because it's not our house, its theirs. It's been a very stressful few weeks and I broke down crying because I felt like we hit a thousand roadblocks in our plan. My fiancé holds me until I stop crying and then decides to badmouth my dad who is doing the best he can. He is well aware that I hate when he badmouths my parents, this is a constant that I react badly to every single time he does. Evidently he thought that doing this would cheer me up, but clearly it made everything worse. I told him to leave me alone and he got offended that it didnt cheer me up and that I no longer wanted his comfort. He storms out and told me ""well idk why the fuck you think I would want to touch you after that anyway"" I asked him to leave. I told him that I wanted him to gather his stuff and figure things out elsewhere. He then went on to explain that he cant control his actions because he is autistic and he cant help it. Hes been fired from every job he has because when someone at work does something he doesnt like he blows up on them or wears a sour face until the managers get sick of his drama. Idk what to do. I dont feel comfortable telling him about how I feel and it makes me feel so alone. Is this normal? Is it his autism? I dont know how long I can put up with this. He tells me he wants to go to therapy but he always skips his appointments and is about to be dropped by his therapist. I cant do all of this alone. We lost our apartment because I couldnt pay rent with only my income, and he wants me to get a second job when he cant even hold one job. I love him and I care so much for him but i cant do this anymore",4.310282900096277,4.844120353032661,5.2454110197733845,84.72351607050287,70.19751166407465,7.990061467821968,29.15089239428276,7.957251820313856,1.7637259423831746,2469,89,515,30,42,810,261,643,0.14800000000000002,0.743,0.10800000000000001,-0.9807,10,3,1,0,0,0,50.0,16,2,8,12,21,29,4,1,12,0,68,7,3,7,3,106,116,49,0,15,13,4,11,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,43,43,0,6,23,1,3,6,20,11,2,4,22,12,102,18,69,85,11,61,0,4,0,2,97,29,1,5,27,366,145,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982627984885928,0.0,0.0,0.05351347781378818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378110708278749,0.04496906915951093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037161614574365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053698578138997526,0.23522725075081385,0.0,0.10945106777533277,0.0,0.13498482389894775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355681484644115,0.06557127922095689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743084324400021,0.06949938825181477,0.07213237657131309,0.0,0.0,0.14128938305497213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125612896811366,0.0,0.30149691993510525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247805835585471,0.0,0.1083727699391664,0.0,0.057800280055491274,0.06291034866616083,0.060628470504530414,0.0,0.2276297126720852,0.0459451426130205,0.1235009230982288,0.0,0.0,0.05470451274505847,0.0,0.1410315322325074,0.0,0.05945623196480385,0.16800415723481488,0.0,0.03655049839035787,0.0,0.051436894511071266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349566572098078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621108620656625,0.08621515117067789,0.0,0.0,0.06387721269264025,0.0,0.22262532629457885,0.06884828061414243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914618638283312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068936659750999,0.0,0.0,0.13619613232269825,0.0,0.0,0.04542609729885978,0.12568012107450785,0.0,0.05678946155411519,0.05691488526185633,0.0,0.07194967510556248,0.0702051183723149,0.0,0.05804489561655195,0.06085441305742805,0.04292935454420478,0.0,0.0,0.07005559292820487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683544257856136,0.0472773752659131,0.0,0.04960206676987245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301297885319562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04358007978234574,0.09782570423116176,0.0,0.0,0.21423556562968926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064652219402999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041200485187947083,0.0,0.0,0.06904797715610664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449210435379585,0.049511206001222025,0.12721418854768618,0.0,0.0,0.13709797069708754,0.051360358312197,0.05376845712253653,0.0736702000430851,0.0,0.07362287416335413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863690590495245,0.0,0.07354739647453437,0.07467222406923077,0.042726627469754364,0.041209104099814584,0.0,0.05105725211476109,0.11250409285655727,0.0,0.0,0.18436117199133856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306487096510404,0.18966704879131965,0.0,0.051587922351806564,0.0,0.11565002644156787,0.0596186948412348,0.11606476288647714,0.0,0.0,0.061995332496446,0.0,0.04682055105136896,0.0,0.06554033094965954,0.18274413187708796,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thatzwhatido_1,2019/01/27,"Suspicious That My Son is Autistic - Assessment This Week I took my son to go see a pediatrician, and told him that he was having some behavioral issues that I was afraid would effect him when he would start school next year. I always thought there were some things off about him, but I just thought his language development was just slow. That his delirious tantrums were just a “phase”. I explained all the behavior that I thought was strange to the pediatrician, and he said my son definitely has a sensory processing disorder (he is extremely sensitive to taste. Will smell, lick, nibble, then bite the food if it’s suitable. Will only eat goldfish, crackers, whipped cream, ice cream, and his favorite snap peas). He said he “may” have autism, and set up an assessment which will be an appointment with my wife and I. The second appointment will be with either my wife or myself with my son. Pediatrician said he’ll most likely need behavioral and speech/language therapy. My son speaks and articulates his needs pretty well, but we are his parents so we know him. My question is two part for this community. For those of you that enrolled your child in therapy, was it an overall pleasant experience? Did you find that it benefited your child immensely? What can we expect the therapy sessions to be like? For the autistic adults, do you guys have any experiences you could share if you went to therapy that you particularly enjoyed? Was there ever a time that you suffered from therapy? I just want to know in case I need to draw the line somewhere as far as therapy goes. I don’t know how rigorous it will be, and I hate to see my son go through something if it doesn’t really end up benefiting him in the long run. He’s going to be 4 years old here soon. The behavior I’m most concerned about is his inability to deal with other people. If someone takes his toy, he explodes. If we change the game we’re playing all the sudden, explodes. If we run out of one of the four things he only eats, he explodes. I worry about his nutrition because of this. We’ve tried starving him out even to force him to eat something like a fruit, but he wouldn’t budge. I just wanted him to have a banana, but he kept throwing his tantrum until he got his snap peas or his goldfish. I felt horrible doing it, it was just the one time, but now I feel like I’ve tried anything. He simply refuses to eat what I introduce to him, and will gag while throwing a big tantrum if I get any food near him with the intent of feeding it to him. 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I'm 13 and autistic and I've kinda noticed something about myself. It's the fact that I often only make friends with nerdish people. Is this just a personality quirk or can anybody else confirm? 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Can any of you explain to me why Autism speaks is so hated? 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I would like some strategies with how I can manage my condition; some examples of how Y'all manage your conditions; some examples of how your condition affects the rest of you; and resources that I can go to to help me accomplish these goals. &#x200B; I know that I am terrible with managing my time, because I am fully capable of working hard focusing on something that I don't really want to do. with that, I know that I really need to use a schedule, but the problem is that I hate them and I don't know what to put in one. so I would like to know how I can implement these tools into my life. I also know that I have trouble with being myself when there is pressure to do so; which isn' to say that I am uncomfortable with who I am. so I would like some help with finding strategies to help me improve that. I would like some advice on getting and holding a job because I just don't know how I can do that. lastly, I really need to know how I can manage my emotions because I don't have meltdowns very often, but when I have them I get very hostile and I don't really know what triggers them because I've learned to repress my rage. &#x200B; Any info that you can provide is helpful. Thanks in advance!",8.028187500000001,7.010966443750004,8.176875000000003,72.06062500000004,62.6875,11.5,38.75,10.686352973137794,4.141499999999999,1322,60,240,28,16,433,142,320,0.106,0.762,0.133,0.7106,2,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,5,6,5,19,14,3,2,5,0,32,3,0,12,1,63,52,24,0,9,6,1,1,4,0,4,3,1,0,3,21,12,0,2,15,0,0,3,7,8,0,2,2,2,54,6,35,45,6,20,0,0,0,0,24,7,0,8,14,184,75,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512731203744019,0.07722177605847777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966545943350202,0.0,0.18877711714874296,0.21170738206855208,0.059240868761178025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241683954117127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768388316210053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799212273574867,0.07715761801988244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924220730854516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102749446509163,0.0,0.049509195853922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803750926076541,0.08600756456126771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40873723957310604,0.09204128553736644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864477306036267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830069465306207,0.07100997026198484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153156994001139,0.17023903922645114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193782964034248,0.06718809719751405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914120466550808,0.0,0.05903106114259987,0.06625452680018902,0.0,0.0,0.0967303780134333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335684165068485,0.0,0.08757416543622927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790389981364525,0.0,0.08601509036304995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927697203626243,0.0,0.08816455678511198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706502244371702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020335647540927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079718392269157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059145048596982136,0.0,0.08509823912030515,0.181378599274231,0.0,0.07523898516567523,0.0,0.14375722385594136,0.051382407787479364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634204165216609,0.0,0.0,0.24753465519486625,0.0,0.21170738206855208,0.11219780435499048 autism,Yodamort,2019/01/27,"Does the ""ree"" meme annoy anyone else? For those OOTL: https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/reeeeeee?full=1 > ""REEEEEEE"" is an onomatopoeic expression of intense rage or frustration typically associated with the Angry Pepecharacter and used by those who frequent the /r9k/ board on 4chan. The expression is often associated with the Autistic Screeching meme, however it is intended to represent the unique croak produced by several species of frogs when agitated. I see it constantly. It irritates me as it's associated with the autistic screeching meme. I very rarely have fits, but those less fortunate than myself on other parts of the spectrum do, as I'm sure we're all aware. I find it mocking and insulting to those unable to help themselves. 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I always felt different from other people and at one point my friends told me that I was behaving kinda autistic. During the past years I have done many tests and always turned out to score quite high in the spectrum. I also suffer from social anxiety (in the past my heart started racing if I just stood 5 metres away from unknown person) but I managed to control it somewhat. I generally lack emotional empathy, however I am usually able to imagine the physical pain someone's going through if I see them getting injured. I get lost in my thoughts very easily and can lead entire conversations with myself (this might be normal though idk). I also have huge problems with following what my teachers tell us during class, even though I have no problem with learning things by reading about them. On top of all of this I am very very introverted and people have told me that I never show any emotions besides laughing. Are these ""quirks"" symptoms for autism or I am completely off track here? I am scared to visit an actual psychologist since my parents think of me as normal and if the test results turn out to be negative I will have made a total fool of myself. Sry for this huge wall of text but I had to get this off my chest. 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I told my mum that these people seem to think I have it but she’s refusing to think I do and refusing to accept this. I’m hopefully going for an assessment soon though ",4.925511405445182,4.864816238410602,5.87916114790287,82.79495952906551,68.73509933774835,10.419720382634287,29.360559234731426,10.25414643259724,2.627661662987492,576,19,126,14,9,191,84,151,0.128,0.785,0.087,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,7,0,19,0,0,0,0,26,33,14,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,7,0,2,11,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,0,18,3,17,25,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,6,5,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339520103890313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690248016691374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187448745170307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747042770279568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629521752301974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201757779884112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371714372842146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795829070985584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547534456032969,0.0,0.5568153873739394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496955914814395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497326408628369,0.17754071098815813,0.10158684723349637,0.4898939151914744,0.15023365018506762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611239972177578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132056164298243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846925706993057 autism,warlockfighter,2019/02/28,"My autistic son is being bullied and now denying it. Advice needed Hi All, My son is five years old and in the process of being diagnosed with Autism. He attends mainstream school, and is doing well academically, but struggles socially and is very difficult to communicate with outside of his obsessions. When asked what he's done at school. I get two maybe three words out of him, only to find out from my wife later what has actually been going on. My wife came to me and said that two of the horrible little turds in his class (they have a history of being unpleasant to our son) were telling him to kill himself, trapping him under a bench and telling him he couldn't have food or water, and basically followed him around the playground tormenting him. I questioned him several hours later to see if I got the same story and I did. (This is one of the ways we try and determine if what has happened is as he described, because he often misinterprets situations or fabricates a narrative around otherwise innocuous events that turn out to be nothing). We informed the school and told him to stay away from them and tell the teachers if anything else happens. The teachers questioned my son and his story has completely changed, saying he doesn't know what we are talking about. &#x200B; I am concerned he has been told not to say anything by these two little scrotal warts, and I am asking for advice from the hive mind on how to get the information out of him and get through to him. &#x200B; Sorry if this is the wrong place to ask. 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I'm a woman with ADHD and I'm dating a man with high functioning autism. He's currently in college taking disability studies because he wants to help others autistic people professionally. I find that very admirable and noble. He had a great first semester but it's been tough for him this semester. One of his assignments requires calling 9 different companies and he says he can't do it. And he's been extremely discouraged and completely shut down, saying things like ""this is a field I can't do. I can't work. I'm scared I'm going to be homeless."" I tried telling him that he's catastrophizing and he responded ""well, life is a catastrophe."" It's very hard for me to deal with what he says when he shuts down like this, and his negativity starts to affect me to, and then I start catastrophizing. I'm just wondering if anyone else has experienced any of this? I want to help him and support him the best that I can, but I really struggle when he shuts down and assumes worst case scenario is reality. 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I'm doing a research assignment on the experience of the siblings of people on the Autism spectrum. If you or someone you know, who is at least 14 years old or older, would be willing to fill out this survey I would greatly appreciate it! There's only 10 questions and is very short. Thanks so much! 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Im living in north atlanta, going to school for software development, and need another job to keep myself financially afloat. I am having trouble with anxiety and shutting down. Half of my jobs in the past have been retail and they have all taken a hard toll on my mental health and social life. The undervalued staff, unstable schedules, and customer interactions are stressful and I end up burned out pretty quickly. Typically leading to a depression spiral. These past experience have left strong negative feelings toward the industry and I find myself between needing to get more stable income and mental blocks keeping me from doing what I need too. Recently I have been lucky with doing odd and end jobs for friends and friends of friends. With that independence, my social circle has grown and my mental health has improved vastly but im running out of work to do for people and im cutting it closer and closed every month. I have been filing applications with I.T. temp agencies for a few months to no anvil and this month I need to find something asap. tl;dr I shutdown when searching for jobs because Im afraid of having to work a retail job and the depression and isolation that will follow. I need advice wether it be how to overcome this job anxiety, or how to get temp agencies to take notice or what ever you might have. 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After a couple rough weeks with my teen daughter who is autistic I started thinking that the things I make sure she hears everyday might be something someone on here needs to hear so here goes! You are awesome! You live your life on boss mode. It's not always easy but your out there doing your thing and living life. You are worthy of love and respect! Keep your chin up and keep being you because that is who you are meant to be, you don't need to change for anyone. 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Do you guys also have that because my IRL auti friends do have it too but not as much as me. 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How did you feel? How did they treat you? 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It's really not a problem when it comes to him brushing his teeth. But he will swallow so much mucus he has to throw it up to get it out. And if he knew how to spit he wouldn't have to go through that you know. Please help. ,2.6419230769230744,3.8596185769230793,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076928,74.76923076923076,5.712820512820513,24.538461538461537,5.46131890053228,0.3601384615384617,291,9,64,1,6,93,53,78,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.8495,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,5,2,0,17,11,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,17,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,3,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288122720229012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898546991113835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35160228315977826,0.0,0.19123393873396533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510817543670584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849250570632052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24735746660815344,0.249501658783764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693628827818183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219736631618315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556288989810327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cottonbat,2019/03/24,"My boyfriend has Autism Hi I just needed to vent or maybe some one can give advice? So.. my LDR boyfriend has autism and we've been together for a few years. Sadly he doesn't understand my emotions alot of the time and it upsets me alot I never know what to do about it. It always feels like he doesn't care and when I try to talk about it he gets stressed.. It isn't all the time just sometimes. I love him dearly and I know he loves me too, I just suck at this I want to support but it's flustrating. 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Hi, Working on positive reinforcement, but am looking for new fun/creative rewards. Not just the 'extend screen time' or 'play video game' type of stuff. &#x200B; Any suggestions? Thank you!",3.928373983739839,7.260851146341466,2.9042682926829286,86.4113617886179,86.3170731707317,5.660162601626017,28.784552845528456,7.1686216300943375,2.0580211382113816,191,9,31,3,6,55,37,41,0.035,0.6629999999999999,0.302,0.929,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,6,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,16,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329006389564269,0.3689699391033495,0.2064935055704727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549908734577297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326861443108715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476084422623934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795616030529699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706169407459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421239730663555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689699391033495,0.0 autism,mski4662,2019/03/24,"How can he go all day without eating!!? My 5yr old as what I would say is more of a higher functioning autistic boy,will go sometimes 2 days not eating anything. I just don't know how he does it and still gains weight with energy for days. I'm also having trouble with potty training, he'll hold it for hours and then let's it all go overflowing his pull-up. Does anyone have any advice I could put to use.",4.856785714285714,4.767482535714287,5.5715238095238115,85.04014285714288,68.8809523809524,8.14857142857143,26.323809523809523,7.554174236665415,1.2520552380952377,319,8,67,3,5,104,67,84,0.035,0.9,0.065,0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,2,16,15,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,3,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,8,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843350947136897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085392402968514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828046478444152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190023616886162,0.0,0.15523318991283294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061227667488158,0.0,0.0,0.3649681572533781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301571718051332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860480048604215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216223590937833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577065784342156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367063765280092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928953703608655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794408956229556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896335229410244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500126915338941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186568032506417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064673380421414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292286370532613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297105441747404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181840521729342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400318598747066,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,autistsproudpapa,2019/03/24,"At the end of my rope with autistic son's obsession. Need advice. My 4yo son who is otherwise mildly impacted has an obsession with cars. I don't mean he likes cars or enjoys them or is fascinated with them. I mean they are the center of his Universe to an extent that it is tearing me and my wife to shreds. Any time he meets someone, the first thing he will ask them is ""which car do you have? can I sit in it?"". By a conservative estimate, my wife and I probably spend anywhere from 4 to 6 hours a day sitting in one of our two cars with him. He just likes to get in the driver's seat, pretend he's turning it on, then pretend he's turning it off, then get out saying ""I need to get something from the back"" and then go open the rear door or the trunk and pretend to take something out before coming back in to the driver's seat. And like I said, as a conservative estimate, this happens on average 4-6 hours a day. Considering that he sleeps about 10-12 hours at night, this equates to 33%-50% of his waking time. It might seem comical to someone who hasn't lived through it but sitting with him in the car is so irritating to me and my wife that once one of us ""taps out"" and the other one goes in, the newly relieved parent can normally be found screaming and sobbing into a pillow. I have seriously considered suicide. I have seriously considered abandoning my wife and son. I have seriously considered fleeing the country. He is in ABA therapy and we have asked his therapists and they have no reasonable options for us other than ""it'll hopefully get better with time"". At times I blame him for being this way, I blame myself for having had a child in the first place. I just need some help, I need someone who is on the spectrum to tell me what is going on inside his brain? Why is he so obsessed with cars? If my wife or I force him out of the car and make him stay out he cries and wails for hours until he has breathing issues. We have had the police called on us by our neighbors because they have thought we are abusing him. My wife has constantly refused but I have even talked to a family lawyer about giving him up to the state, but apparently a judge needs to decide that based on our state laws. Please, someone on ASD help me understand my son.",6.148026607538803,5.7264980554323754,6.620766297117517,79.72617383592019,66.22838137472284,9.876753880266076,32.23068736141907,9.3871,2.6515097294900216,1777,64,361,30,25,580,208,451,0.129,0.8079999999999999,0.063,-0.9808,2,0,2,0,0,1,50.0,9,1,6,3,9,16,0,3,27,0,36,4,4,2,0,65,64,28,1,8,10,11,0,3,1,3,0,3,3,1,22,31,0,4,8,4,1,11,3,9,0,6,5,3,56,7,67,54,2,68,0,2,0,0,66,29,1,10,24,246,78,1,0.0,0.10072491646003544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307241073375601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057810844300929726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894885363768085,0.0,0.0,0.13073743890604386,0.0,0.051822319179329834,0.0,0.07233866166442196,0.0,0.0,0.0751859052958681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490112814059252,0.08680641022424332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732300180572733,0.0,0.09186740403395842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338131719800362,0.10965097634170347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529509838824544,0.0,0.0,0.05614939998343755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014142765717347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462174995331376,0.0,0.09321089781530324,0.0,0.0,0.17766033549709584,0.08155093107952494,0.09662817149133322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517553060776318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139630481026378,0.0,0.0,0.08443576058159975,0.33487744511414896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873008681906194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459720961810555,0.0,0.0750668536902786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056745943497229674,0.0,0.0,0.18520524057147694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018393748871542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151753453380035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977768451332161,0.08329337758650908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905346439314899,0.1728183037823656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439538851208217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881909139273604,0.09331727468529004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165694839237254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740614564621929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086555659151258,0.06760468453245874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739142288695419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507305488520929,0.0,0.288120416208128,0.1308922590639937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061111891108088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298895861505647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391818884980142,0.06832915250992118,0.07430393830074401,0.0,0.09721824259935627,0.09870509009125228,0.05647796977076061,0.0,0.0,0.06748976252705298,0.19828393148784185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493654978033727,0.08304403961224792,0.0885001366576413,0.3067756810458182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747829912249602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670980086590301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,casushiroll,2019/03/24,"How can I talk to my cousin and tell her that I think her child has autism in a way that wouldn't upset her? My nephew is almost four years old and I am worried that we are not helping/ supporting him to the best of our abilities. My cousin constantly says he is fine and that there is nothing wrong with her son but I truly believe he may have autism. Why I think my nephew may have autism is because he doesn't talk, he doesn't make eye contact, he doesn't respond to his name, and he can't sit still. I love my nephew very much and I want to support him the best I can but I feel like because his mother refuses to acknowledge something may be wrong she is holding him back and not helping him grow. For instance, I picked up a book on sign language and I tried to teach him to sign so I could understand what he wanted and he could express himself and my cousin took it so negatively that she wouldnt let me teach him sign language. But guess what he now is able to let us know when he is thirsty or hungry! I feel so frustrated because I don't know what to do or how to talk about this with her because she gets so defensive and shuts everyone out. I feel like this really needs to be addressed now and not later because he will go to preschool soon. I would greatly appreciate any advice. Thankyou in advance!!!",5.78094527363184,5.360523761194031,5.7317313432835855,85.79137810945274,66.98507462686567,8.93771144278607,31.672636815920402,8.238735603445708,2.0362245771144285,1040,37,224,12,15,326,138,268,0.057999999999999996,0.7979999999999999,0.145,0.9698,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,3,14,14,2,1,4,0,33,2,1,4,0,56,52,23,0,8,8,8,3,2,0,7,0,1,1,1,11,15,0,3,9,1,0,4,11,5,0,1,1,5,43,9,22,38,3,22,0,0,1,1,53,6,0,7,12,150,54,3,0.1165563604514203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389752646050573,0.0,0.0,0.11671435846071307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926232199487307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962464659238027,0.0,0.35525837747080513,0.0,0.0,0.13131910454919854,0.2446374186755569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595601824233535,0.0,0.18612153908617987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137459732442567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680319391305094,0.16653577439111336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060895887649497285,0.0,0.06624166568692283,0.0,0.0,0.12850379887779026,0.12839997171750855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625054301590985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811265498387467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837355099320756,0.0,0.11388710045477465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519666597154488,0.0,0.07780227567629484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568233607851349,0.08642506439444751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183897139556276,0.0,0.12230629340354217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466898910136266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926902960607234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973078070406043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308206001849294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645335531698193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28105076236316423,0.10187539646408586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936921887541954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949840512621175,0.07913411778607404,0.0,0.0,0.12133928181075572,0.14020295041691727,0.0,0.0,0.09617120414197727,0.13749592253083212,0.09251701367432937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051739861252643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836864181879247,0.0,0.08279829429933573,0.2548721656592557,0.0,0.075058474680328 autism,ThisGuyLikesPoetry,2019/03/24,"How to get diagnosed? I'm a 16.5-year-old boy with non-diagnosed autism. I want to get diagnosed for many reasons. 1. For school. I was recently placed in Special Education and I think an autism diagnosis would help the school understand my issues a lot better. 2. So people don't think I'm faking it. 3. To find out more about my autism and what a professional's input on it is. I have access to regular therapists but I know it's not good to get an autism diagnosis from them as they're not very competent in ASD and can't give an in depth evaluation on it. I have medicaid, does anyone know how a minor would get diagnosed when using medicaid? Would the school be able to get a diagnosis since it's effecting my education? I don't know how to go about it. Thanks in advance for any replies. It's a very frustrating situation to know you're autistic but not being able to communicate it due to lack of diagnosis. No one takes you seriously without a diagnosis.",2.934126984126987,5.242977359788362,5.112407407407408,77.11083333333335,76.98941798941799,9.491005291005294,27.43121693121693,9.861636050157227,3.0581661375661384,767,32,149,25,18,266,104,189,0.102,0.83,0.068,-0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,4,7,7,1,0,12,0,12,3,0,6,0,31,32,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,10,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,1,0,12,4,27,26,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,90,21,4,0.23532585257862515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800148247103993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227265386079087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406329652661407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777015735940461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296761971224536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754178298479204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073701131398767,0.1128730004587236,0.06687055255341674,0.09869008009174902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886697926368735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280952525807637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586578685489848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003281226511128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929173933082406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346744810600048,0.0,0.07973144399410505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157265794494205,0.0,0.12293271469505962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097708495811382,0.1161779447495013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35724348938584843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733198852164998,0.13225805903254445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846787723771071,0.0,0.0,0.10832821401449563,0.0,0.13661572629114338,0.0,0.1507873042909219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249125587314187,0.0,0.1016229899276062,0.0,0.19416847369437604,0.06940064246673719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342286213158108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507531007649485,0.0,0.0,0.07577106679974452 autism,doomofdoctors69,2019/03/24,"Does anybody else ever get really sad about when they were younger? I wish I had a better relationship with my parents.... but instead over the years I’ve come to resent them, and it fills me with regret that she couldn’t have been more loving, and I feel that my autism caused everyone so much trouble. As a kid I was a huge crybaby in elementary, and I was such a tender child. Looking back on it, why was I so vulnerable? Nowadays, i spend my time late at night browsing the internet,,,, and I wonder what happened to the innocent child I once was. That part of me that I will never get back, lost forever. Honestly I wish I could redo junior high too. Junior high was so terrible, but it was probably the most formative years of my life. Unfortunately, it was that time I ended up making some toxic relationship that lasted well over a year, and I regret letting it so. I isolated myself and junior high was hell. I’m like only in high school, but still I feel so sad about losing so much time and I feel so heavily depressed. If I had been diagnosed with my autism before 7th grade would life have been easier? Would I have turned out different, happy? I just wanna go back and live my childhood, untainted by the cruelty of the world that the internet exposed me to, that growing up exposed me to, that I first saw that day I entered junior high and a small part of my childlike innocence died, as the rest would soon die too. I’m sorry if this is super poignant, but I’m really in a depressive funk right now.....",4.5615383373688445,5.771840433898305,5.6885714285714295,79.29870056497177,70.08474576271186,9.14447134786118,27.94592413236481,9.48565724429506,2.4655585149313954,1188,41,227,26,21,395,158,295,0.215,0.64,0.145,-0.9813,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,5,23,20,2,0,15,0,25,5,0,2,2,41,45,25,2,12,7,1,3,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,17,14,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,12,1,1,16,5,37,8,27,22,8,46,1,8,2,1,10,19,1,5,23,167,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928873537498894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089013505667378,0.0,0.0,0.08407396396071623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976541051481837,0.0,0.08188686263418764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589868502333176,0.0,0.0,0.061306651804832024,0.0,0.16375225677236213,0.0964851831117319,0.19731716999212268,0.0993187893314736,0.0,0.0,0.08318875374656287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941148904461341,0.0,0.08419606525187133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085988356695794,0.0,0.09083511261974804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419749580635308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085906358155412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933117507233392,0.0,0.05402550767715974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840623628348083,0.10119448441802073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021872293266804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748761876203689,0.10723324767579076,0.0,0.0,0.09720658422209437,0.13428916575377647,0.0464421324263556,0.0,0.0839408387378648,0.0,0.07982752094153063,0.10634923998218716,0.10377060036478122,0.0,0.08579650324492494,0.0,0.06345413265596621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397619355613685,0.0,0.07331710803116345,0.0,0.0,0.08920855772432906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123714492948532,0.0,0.07229837577752987,0.0,0.0,0.10555428521599164,0.2058841730274836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249212196841156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179736128639675,0.0,0.0,0.20412044618924635,0.0,0.08118180103923364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620707541890122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641330356427417,0.0,0.0,0.0759160491510361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629296452869285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339935896273462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547149377627784,0.0,0.08577800597139411,0.0,0.2186315270310375,0.0,0.10308988702206172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258638598248205,0.0,0.0,0.18364901416776255 autism,DiscombobulatedFizz,2019/03/24,Grad student here. I need to interview individuals with autism for a project. There's only four questions! I would really appreciate it! Let me know if you're interested and I will send you the questions.,3.2740540540540515,6.421872081081084,4.836540540540541,73.56724324324324,84.94594594594594,8.365405405405406,29.021621621621623,8.841846274778883,3.3068745945945954,165,8,28,5,5,55,33,37,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.7412,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,19,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950160063780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525972470761541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25567635047505644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622477527755793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7725446291367157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089766158536644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449470632199367,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wellwellwell583837,2019/03/24,"Turns out I don’t have autism I’ve been diagnosed with several mental disorders one being schizophrenia and anxiety I was told I had autism by teachers in primary school to which they would convey to my parents, but the doctors doubted I had autism as it isn’t really common in girls. Apparently I had something called selective mutism which can be mistaken as autism I still have trouble looking at people in the eyes and I’m fairly quiet I’m on medications and I’m doing fine. I guess this shows that people shouldn’t jump to conclusions. 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She was silent for a minute, and then said ""When you were a baby, you were diagnosed with autism."" I thought she was joking at first, but then she told me the name of what I have (I can't remember, it was a bunch of letters starting with N, I think). She said that she never told me because 'it didn't seem important'. I posted this on r/teenagers and I was told to come here if I had questions. What effects does PDD-NOS have? Like syndromes, and how does it make me 'different'? 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My life has been tumultuous, to say the least. I have been fortunate, as I’ve had a supportive family system. A little back story: during elementary school and high school, I primarily relied on sports to occupy my time (aside from school, of course). During elementary, I would climb trees, avoid socializing, and “forget” peer's birthdays. During HS, sports and school kept me busy. I did not pursue friendships or date women. Post-secondary school: first 1/4 athletics/ academics , last 3/4 strictly academics. Just like HS did not pursue friendships or date women. Graduated from college, but it’s been tumultuous since: underemployed, given a chance (then ultimately terminated), keep trying but never exceed $12.00 per hour. Never able to find my niche and/ or be able to support myself. (Dependency on mom). Fast forward (repeating lack of friends/ inability to socialize/ dependency on family, underemployment, etc.) 20 yrs. Btw: never have seen a “formal” diagnosis, except when I see notes from my psychiatrist that say “autism”. I later ask him what my dx is, he confirms “autism”. Procure a job for a couple years, making a somewhat decent wage. Everything is going fine, when employee C tells me that ""someone was looking for me"" after work on the previous Friday (2/ 15). (Haven’t seen nor heard from person/ people looking for me). Worked 2/ 18, 19, 20. Skipped out of work on Thursday + Friday. 2/ 18: Noted two fellow coworkers have (individually) meetings with my boss. After said meetings, each coworker has a look of disgust/ shock when I’m in their presence. 2/ 22: Emergency meeting with psych Dr. I become suicidal and spend the rest of day (til 4 PM) on suicide watch at neighboring hospital. I know AT LEAST three people have compromising information about me starting on 2/ 18/ 2019. Two weeks pass. I still work there, but am EXTREMELY paranoid. I continue to work and I notice employee A + B + boss all basically ignore me. Only recently have I noticed them “soften” up (but still have an air of cautiousness about them.) I’m really concerned I’ll get arrested and go to jail. I am a very placid person and have ZERO street smarts. Additionally, I’m socially clueless! I would definitely get killed and/ or injured while imprisoned. Saw my psych Dr., and he believes the Adderall is contributing to paranoia. He has prescribed Seroquil. Redditors: how should I approach this situation? Should I try to clarify with my boss? Any help would be greatly appreciated.",4.994898639979471,8.106439272517324,5.821789068514242,70.46151603797793,74.28868360277136,8.744962791891197,30.40744162176033,9.328884781210824,3.54011731075186,1987,90,299,53,45,648,271,433,0.15,0.787,0.063,-0.9924,6,1,0,0,0,1,114.0,0,0,3,7,11,12,2,1,15,0,30,5,0,7,4,54,55,27,3,6,12,1,0,1,3,5,5,4,1,4,5,16,0,4,3,2,2,6,7,5,0,5,14,12,35,7,44,34,8,53,0,0,8,0,29,17,0,7,32,177,40,21,0.17075036474096295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805805165167763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981427071393772,0.0,0.0,0.06564824534739645,0.0,0.0,0.09429018134077748,0.0,0.0961885945665656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446601543101638,0.0,0.055059929716344914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952158962533363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672970889105035,0.0,0.16096824748447874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803136998478097,0.07262008651039943,0.0,0.0,0.06596065411713732,0.0,0.08921001811574375,0.0,0.09704136722598886,0.0,0.0,0.09412643996432653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057225185111326585,0.09020356759719077,0.0,0.0,0.0840773571140632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472169489595223,0.07588538484356024,0.09445498990731276,0.0,0.04691996747690826,0.06959216850574132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030301615237415,0.0417100016391823,0.08556836160039402,0.0,0.0,0.21508095270622676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698859718145227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999038174444204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753981157147565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440042198338373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493167334581038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837680343544035,0.14909263234321435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176582483075256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469352798301665,0.0,0.08429769285210544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812113491543695,0.13578754345982585,0.0,0.4320212126118988,0.0680329667871499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062323309965357,0.0959652820643388,0.0,0.2610877406294053,0.07233811496957036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060428993505478874,0.0,0.13636146184937092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677318512097352,0.1937654904246761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462167245528854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497829554092574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159282893108028,0.0,0.16679829535353505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044346666806088,0.0,0.0,0.06848282154598608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107707478961252,0.0,0.0,0.18194424006702364,0.0,0.0,0.05497881831128404 autism,Ontarioball,2019/03/24,"Hello. Hello. I'm autistic, and I have been looking for a community that would accept me. Good thing this exists!",1.1564285714285705,3.4828921428571427,3.314642857142857,80.64910714285716,103.76190476190477,4.0047619047619065,19.535714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.5970857142857144,89,3,14,1,4,30,19,21,0.0,0.7340000000000001,0.266,0.6996,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465980102721897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472468149156969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329470329466083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629345584354623,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cryogenicallyfrozen1,2019/03/24,"Does this guy hate me? I know a grown man with high functioning autism (but you can tell he's autistic if you know ur stuff). And he use to call me and update me on work now he has someone else do it. I was right in front of him (well in the room next to him) and he said to a lady, ""ask *me* what she wants from Starbucks"". What did I do wrong? Is this common for people with autism? Then I sat in a chair, got up and he said there so I sat across from him and he got up and didn't sit back down. 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My childhood was rather odd, and I don't come from a well off family just a low middle class regular family if you can even call it that, Basically it's just my 55(ish) year old Father and me(23) my whole life. I have few hobbies and really never been talented at to much of anything. Hard for me to hold down a job(currently unemployed as I am trying to get aid from the govt. but my savings are starting to run out) also have a very hard time understanding other peoples emotions. My Father is working 2 jobs by himself, My dad is my everything and I want help in trying to make life easier for him and become independent, If it is any help the area i live in is within NyC. Any advice I could get would really help me and my father. &#x200B; I apologize if what i wrote is a bit hard to understand, Im just currently in a very bad place mentally.",2.724819518716579,4.526763898395722,4.680424465240645,82.32298963903746,75.79144385026737,8.311363636363637,23.452205882352942,9.017664075816787,1.8285617647058827,727,22,145,17,16,249,117,187,0.098,0.79,0.11199999999999999,0.685,6,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,7,7,1,0,8,0,15,3,0,2,2,31,27,13,0,8,8,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,4,3,21,3,26,21,7,24,0,2,0,0,15,15,0,3,7,100,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162779712517148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515815894296667,0.0,0.12892818811869064,0.14458875945193736,0.1618377902431419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979205854535299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935366244080568,0.0,0.13141772894281772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990885426210755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150451856837255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250139437648632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500572858661732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338504054415639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859334115149481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694267357978356,0.0,0.22435084136557032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433720895442282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197813853580089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190323216574641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285321837162205,0.0,0.23616314184767154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521434995179017,0.0,0.0,0.10507244677573886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989423322019444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942833400814166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991632624889614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749461734758892,0.0882313379875708,0.091774254906039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248624804263175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249432998103744,0.0,0.12432170517679927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210580234559475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245912423099875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422341516227308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938541051587528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615760229200341,0.0,0.0,0.24775051681191934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963623417992528,0.07018478550020092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698843513699313,0.0,0.0,0.1328507367309024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662786587028734,0.0,0.0,0.08452876882771977,0.0,0.14458875945193736,0.07662718789685989 autism,modernaudery,2019/01/25,Self Diagnosing and Acceptance Watched a YouTube video on the subject today and started looking up the symptoms in adults (F) I relate to a LOT of these symptoms. But I don’t know how to go about getting professional help or to tell anyone I’m close to.... I’m not asking anyone to diagnose me. But I’d love to hear other people’s experiences and how you came to accept it ,2.6957142857142853,4.919803243243244,4.638262548262549,80.63743243243248,77.37837837837839,6.93127413127413,28.138996138996138,7.957251820313856,2.0480833976833983,296,13,55,5,7,101,55,74,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,2,0,15,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,3,12,11,1,8,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,2,2,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972791714147625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987318750300302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313277301665345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315246965955872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079422220032172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106330993831144,0.0,0.12081306194864952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395910256284864,0.0,0.1424866535067965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682739226489865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785121074724027,0.0,0.0,0.18072634191901896,0.1918600806760908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737492365934904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217653728263046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046390924955494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419001867428422,0.0,0.0,0.1858026735352552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149923082029594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheRealDew,2019/01/25,"Question for those with Autism: Good Therapies? I know that ABA is viewed in a negatively and in light of that, I wonder what therapies/techniques/experiences people with autism feel are helpful for those on the spectrum? I'm particularly interested in what you feel would be helpful for children? Did anyone provide you with a different/lesser known experience or therapy that you think others could benefit from? 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I can't seem to find much on Reddit about this.,1.1156250000000014,3.6526993125000047,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.125,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.3786500000000004,63,1,14,1,2,20,16,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093927298196345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614548753531622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097042563616564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073754941541896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MonochroMayhem,2019/01/25,"Is anybody else completely unfazed by gore? Not trying to ask about fetishes because that isn’t what I’m discussing. I’m talking about watching gory films and not really caring about the blood or viscera. I know it’s not a psychopathy thing because I still feel actual feelings when bad crap happens to people. But I wonder how my autism affects this as well as other factors. My working hypothesis is a multiple of factors: 1. My childhood and especially my teenage years were very physical within my household, which could desensitize me to violence in general. 2. I had a pretty traumatic experience when I was 8 years old, and to make a long story short, cigarettes led to learning what color cranial fluid is. 3. Autism kinda disconnects the ability to put yourself into others’ experiences because of mirror neurons. The traumatic event didn’t really leave me with PTSD, and despite the CPTSD I have due to child abuse, violence and gore in films does not normally trigger intrusive memories (with the exception of if it is emotional and psychological abuse enacted by a feminine parent). I mean, I obviously don’t blame this all on my autism, but I’ve had several nights where I’ve questioned why I am okay watched things that are normally effed up to most people. P.S. Didn’t want to swear out of respect for any parents of kids with autism who may be wondering the same thing.",7.9346347941567075,8.644391494023907,8.142374501992034,66.48971049136789,62.346613545816744,11.792934926958832,39.840903054448866,11.4731,5.0938890305444895,1119,58,176,32,15,366,164,251,0.10800000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8556,2,0,1,0,2,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,0,11,1,18,3,3,5,2,44,31,15,0,5,9,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,0,8,2,0,2,8,2,1,0,6,5,17,4,33,22,3,22,0,0,3,0,9,9,1,8,11,117,32,2,0.0,0.2998777818694737,0.12349276142873115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605709672562888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830545840778996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566243799879388,0.2314277738765153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902429571322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268335103832554,0.0,0.0,0.1010384183098896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074315842415162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571475969885843,0.14234966098515955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757679051443202,0.0,0.0,0.1279731165833514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190613088500953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954756600770258,0.0,0.0,0.13399624241420638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199115029867028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447188771207118,0.0,0.0,0.13784805856655372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875688715030945,0.2479806803808005,0.0,0.0,0.1327910191965179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810335388755749,0.0,0.0,0.1754651376252321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874498617795355,0.0,0.0,0.14792804144373609,0.12721586606019833,0.14176291495150006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213999932821888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296341426012324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106153391456756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171462738232258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221894782211257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591790219133344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044154953926491,0.07464139080722841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378200477497008,0.0,0.11419004224462742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744721894787076,0.09212857665856614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298574790834314 autism,juggle666,2019/01/25,Truly believe i am autistic. I am about to turn 25 in March I have not been seen evaluated or anything. I work with adults with autism. I have for many many years. The past couple years I have noticed the way they go about things is the same way I do. I know EVERYONE has autistic treats. But I've always felt this way looking back. Has anyone every dealt this way and suggestions? Tips? I'm no where close to being scared. ,1.0038961038961034,3.564082333333335,1.8572294372294391,95.34837662337664,88.76190476190477,4.483116883116884,18.350649350649352,6.1124844417494595,-0.2035571428571421,332,9,69,3,11,103,59,84,0.069,0.895,0.037000000000000005,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,10,18,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,9,1,8,14,1,13,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,5,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183097801803874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758837642374568,0.0,0.1501585686526089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030938723347314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558299298122895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190134053658124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537401821242494,0.17435942118731382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520133904755542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370280804707696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028161226338968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323017657774618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699950986809754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077451114045573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741897770425243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268589118114445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122601447655715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984766888037322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793498101634748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284148868457996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350114391407004 autism,AdventurousDoughnut,2019/01/25,Hi all. NT here. Just got really mad when someone used Autistic as an insult. Grinds my gears like nothing else... Not much of a post but people who do that can go jump in a scalding bath.,0.21842105263158013,2.5876734736842124,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,90.57894736842104,4.092631578947368,18.12631578947369,5.6839178017228535,-0.3974378947368421,144,4,31,1,5,46,37,38,0.11199999999999999,0.843,0.045,-0.3912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32437307789050185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067865016347965,0.0,0.3105573097273807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970274478132448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854436414389979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725823163911944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691968790172241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718820616188023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487535836106441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290035584449222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353647216371801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MxMagic,2019/01/25,"Looking for autistic communities I'm trying to find more autistic communities to browse and places where I can engage in and talk with other autistic people. I am less interested in the experiences of parents and children and want a place where adults on the autism spectrum can talk to each other for advice and shared experiences and the like. Can anyone recommend any such communities, here on Reddit or elsewhere?",13.007916666666668,10.977349513888893,11.470000000000002,55.57500000000003,53.861111111111114,13.488888888888884,44.83333333333333,11.855464076750405,5.495716666666668,343,15,49,7,3,108,48,72,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.8887,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,7,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,11,7,3,8,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,1,37,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371021018033385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500150374480704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696574560181744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746911560058307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176585366664164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854019891941345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375399916569348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941971250225016,0.0,0.0,0.16821396877505015,0.0,0.50700811649669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900449145858239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473461921876925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143113609375677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,garyoable,2019/01/25,"BCaBA/mid-level fading out? Hello, I am currently a mid level clinical supervisor working in ABA field in California. I've been hearing a few rumors that in a few years that the BCaBA/mid-level position will be faded out in the future meaning that the position will not be available in the future. I know a lot of people have said that obtaining the BCBA is more beneficial which I do agree but currently cannot afford to be in a hybrid master degree/BCBA course classes and I do not want to take out loans because I am currently paying off my loans from undergrad. I was thinking about obtaining an BCaBA because I personally enjoy the mid level position and feels great that I have BCBAs to gain support from and definitely cheaper. My biggest worry is that apparently the position supposedly might fade away but is still uncertain. I've asked my RDs why they haven't taken out this position yet if that was the case and they all said that they would have to discharge 200 clients if they were to get rid of mid-levels/BCaBA as of now. But wouldn't that make no difference since population is only going to grow and there would be even more clients in the future, so wouldn't keeping BCaBA/mid levels be crucial.I am really praying that this position does not go away because I love it so much and personally don't really think I am ready for a BCBA. I wanted to ask what you guys think honestly if this position is staying or not because it stresses me out how they just recently updated the BCaBA requirements starting in a couple years I believe but have rumors that it might go away. I do see a lot of agencies hiring BCaBAs in my state and in a lot of other states so I don't if the rumors are true or not. I really hope not. Because money wise, at this point I wouldn't mind being certified as a BCaBA for the rest of my career. 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Please help my channel by liking and subscribing. Thank you",26.109824561403503,34.92190594736843,7.374736842105262,53.46982456140354,42.1578947368421,6.743859649122808,32.64912280701754,7.793537801064563,3.3965649122807022,179,5,13,2,3,33,19,19,0.0,0.526,0.474,0.894,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048915679163331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951153050641456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6630812055321235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561412498792151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Janbirdy,2019/01/25,"I'm angry (Apologies for formatting. This post is essentially transcribed from a rant I had to my partner about autistic protrayal on tv, I'm sorry if it's been said before) My opinion is that the autism examples in current pop culture are not ok. They're either characatures of autism or stolen ""quirky"" traits from autism ignoring the difficulties that can come with it. For example, if an ""autistic"" character is on TV you can bet either they are a stereotypical characature of autistic traits, or they are shown to have ""autistic traits"" but aren't actually explicitly stated to be autistic. In some cases (e.g. Bones) the writers have even admitted to basing them on autistic people they know, but they won't actually reveal (in-show-universe) that they have autism. In the case of Bones it has even been admitted that the writers didn't explicitly write that Brennan has autism into the script (despite basing her off a real autistic person) so that they would appeal to a wider audience. This makes me so fucking angry It's like autism is this thing that you can't name because of the shame - because God forbid you tell your viewers they're watching someone with autism Or if your viewers are ""charitable"" enough to watch a character with autism on TV, you have to use autism as the principle point of the character, because otherwise you're not really portraying autism right? (/s) I am not my fucking autism. I am me Autism doesn't fucking define me Maybe it contributes to my personality but it is not in itself my personality. And how fucking dare producers cherry pick the quirks they like from autistic tendencies without attributing them to the condition. I'd pay good money for a program that showed a character as ""normal"" on the surface, with maybe a few issues (I.E. the autism traits) and then at some point during the series that character would open up to another character that they were autistic - and that's how the audience finds out too. That doesn't seem so hard, but it doesn't exist. It's like autism is this dirty word And you feel the shame that goes along with it - mostly thanks to people like these producers and writers and such deciding it would turn away audiences.",8.567580314422422,8.695576107769426,7.867141717931192,70.96192925495559,61.105263157894754,11.264570517202095,36.6827295511506,10.832165505486646,4.076848621553886,1773,74,296,40,22,554,187,399,0.08800000000000001,0.843,0.069,-0.6154,2,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,7,10,2,10,16,4,2,25,1,35,6,2,8,2,66,52,24,0,7,17,0,2,4,1,4,0,1,0,4,30,16,0,2,8,4,4,1,12,8,0,0,6,7,29,8,47,41,7,25,0,0,4,4,30,20,4,12,6,203,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.23460501529929395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604517346267638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112936330492623,0.0,0.0,0.21982712105079566,0.0,0.10228539868654513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354575852617763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420365156868785,0.0,0.15878822281670402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060779139251943365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098649744782484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445094608599349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008220510168554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076798558395767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546254101136106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606139339058331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349038991098177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802376118234573,0.0,0.24152367944163916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777514455420494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666969310916666,0.3148744841429191,0.0,0.0,0.2272647067912966,0.0,0.11512293401968487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681933495777032,0.07700624834795862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265420968294828,0.11434225496654875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942990045397016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184910448818843,0.0,0.0,0.13455938938658155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050642599434492,0.11066839453145233,0.0,0.0,0.07985870241569742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074826303635798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381831958633804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158731007379544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561700415528589,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DrFoo1,2019/01/17,"Am I a shitty parent? Hi. I'm new here. I'll be flat out, I have not explored this sub much. My son is 3.5, and received his ASD diagnosis in December. I still break down at work crying almost every other day. Oh, he has an O-ring chromosome as well. I'll get to the point; he does not sleep through the night, my wife and I are exhausted. We've tried to comfort him back to sleep, a walk in the night air, 3 kinds of melatonin (we've yet to see his Dr since the diagnosis, so we don't know how much is safe, so we have gone as high as 3mg in one night but usually 2mg), leave him in his room but that doesn't seem right with him wide awake. I'm not at my point yet I guess......He has so much energy, running around, throwing himself against furniture, always wanting up to bounce in our arms, and yelling only what he can understand, etc etc... It gets too much, and I end up putting on tv and feeding him when he requests it. Simply, I smoke pot to give me the will to interact with him on the bad days. I'm sorry this wasn't clearly put. I guess I just needed to say it out loud for myself. I'm sorry if this doesn't belong here. Am I a shitty parent?",1.250588008482744,2.6559403360323905,3.1380335454019668,93.51367071524969,78.83805668016194,6.324195103142473,21.478503952188163,7.07126945348624,0.3550722575669947,881,24,210,10,21,296,148,247,0.098,0.866,0.035,-0.9309999999999999,2,0,1,0,1,0,45.0,3,0,0,1,15,6,0,0,10,0,16,6,3,1,1,30,31,16,0,3,7,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,9,12,1,1,4,1,0,8,7,2,1,1,2,4,27,4,32,27,6,44,0,0,1,0,26,22,0,4,13,126,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670318094873472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969749410359079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374993529970668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961606341055026,0.09731037229278426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801942753966758,0.15032402242373394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198948821582172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322445304307833,0.0,0.25995740636104503,0.0,0.0,0.0981943559276653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121780111532469,0.1118007737028458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677535019317743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231364005369916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136388933226733,0.0640501929393658,0.0,0.0,0.12340453695862505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426965217770334,0.08641678763051514,0.0,0.11256007853569226,0.0,0.3281093202030988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897404242607893,0.08863787486045964,0.0,0.0,0.25881930052620034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203457658276683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343202281213345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952896236015793,0.0,0.09268141928747836,0.0,0.0,0.09287143370461584,0.10609837119196272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096407392188855,0.0,0.2332587312376881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609256150882923,0.0,0.0,0.09307314572675927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912653926222217,0.0,0.0,0.12132766137867032,0.0,0.0,0.1283580702932156,0.0,0.06874137740400718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478812958109182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484629224201433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,truecountrygirl2006,2019/01/17,"Support group/Mentor in Boulder/Denver Colorado I seen a Facebook post today of a parent looking for an adult mentor for her autistic son. He is feeling isolated and wants to speak to some adults on the spectrum that might share some experiences with him. I’m not very great at reddit as I’m a fairly new user but I knew instantly that if anyone knew the answer to this question it would be the reddit community! Feel free to comment or PM any material that might be helpful to this family and I will be happy to pass it along. 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Not to mention my mum helps run a club thing for autistic children. My mum always says I have some ""autistic traits"" but she didn't think much of it, thinking it maybe related to my OCD or Tourette's or anxiety. However recently she has gotten more and more worried about it so I am getting a diagnosis soon. Can I just ask one thing which is when is it normal to be diagnosed? Like at what age? Because I'm currently 13 and I feel like I'm really old to be diagnosed.",1.4520512820512828,3.7104466993007033,3.2286993006993012,88.89433100233101,82.00699300699301,6.890256410256409,26.316550116550122,8.021203637495839,1.7316306759906768,550,24,116,11,15,183,90,143,0.039,0.8240000000000001,0.138,0.9479,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,16,2,0,1,0,18,26,10,0,1,6,4,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,13,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,14,4,13,20,5,11,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,3,9,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136576018226958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391625530690372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969847516416107,0.0,0.17006361704621148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089216237380696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909059298447384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692746859894777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794531654848866,0.0,0.0,0.09198041824842887,0.12995831559485652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054513461758128,0.0,0.09504176522452457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219321041101958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777465027823417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844307074439904,0.18275554183034196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372660755574214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823561157158976,0.0,0.0,0.19088655197946253,0.0,0.24653721546608476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422187532506586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653779599323863,0.0,0.17961663280068246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932821892670685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417091436100849,0.34968652515188625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847409587070924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nicboo,2019/01/17,Daughter completely shut down at her ADOS assessment My 15 year old daughter went for her ADOS assessment yesterday. She managed 2 puzzles then completely shut down and did nothing more. Now I'm worried she won't be diagnosed. Has anyone else had this happen to themselves or people they know?,5.508461538461539,8.492039076923081,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,71.69230769230771,8.775384615384615,35.4,9.3871,4.075226153846153,240,13,36,6,5,74,44,52,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.3535,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,5,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899120790880612,0.27829075688575705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695439943266329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756727015831663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689058584590835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401788328193389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926664962011935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606117024001609,0.0,0.28500308023590537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882962605445517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177995678883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758274049757069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490429876017033 autism,PeeBurns,2019/01/17,"Things Go Full Circle At age 9, in febuary of 2007, i formally received my diagnosis of aspergers syndrome. at the time i struggled with sensory overload, my motor skills were severely impacted, i had trouble regulating the volume and pitch of my voice, and i very frequently felt misunderstood and picked on by my teachers, as i didnt quite understand why it was an issue for me to be constantly talking or yelling through-out class. i struggled through-out my teens to deal with all this, especially with my sensory and social difficulties. i did always think myself pretty capable, but im sure it was a worry for my parent and teachers how fulfilling a life i'd be able to lead. as i grew, however, i worked to overcome these difficulties and not let them own me. i still struggle (quietly! i try not to talk about it) with some of them, but i moved out, went to university and graduated with a degree in history. the title of this post relates to the job i got: i work in a primary school as 1 to 1 aid for children with behavioural difficulties, and one of these children is autistic. it means so much to me to be able to give back and relate and help a child who is underground many of the same difficulties i did.",8.688205228248144,7.17977963090129,9.079492781896217,67.69425282871636,61.7038626609442,12.936246586031995,40.92430745220445,11.911945987284742,4.8883167381974255,966,46,178,26,11,324,138,233,0.122,0.8320000000000001,0.046,-0.9263,3,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,2,5,5,5,0,3,11,0,13,1,0,3,2,33,21,18,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,10,17,0,0,4,0,0,6,3,4,0,1,10,4,28,1,39,7,6,21,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,6,127,38,7,0.2835746528078741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797841391397612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902570199528293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322172897213726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617650766184914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361380685697723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601532328782848,0.08058100508557665,0.0,0.11340027744399575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950370561399906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315464334362053,0.14798913126182425,0.14070204331253605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498714763329593,0.10014858178850347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375009457273075,0.0,0.15444796483294934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069748907460165,0.104229999165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607876185615684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743804657277027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579306505790226,0.14424868441676916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080827457757098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349634398486974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017932067853793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453432356976248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323154202034025,0.0,0.0,0.4446806966593961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336328771516276,0.0,0.0,0.2279265643100345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419719941050317,0.09085159363832968,0.0,0.0,0.08267733024961055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626428746373024,0.0,0.0,0.1476056071851314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698939345332005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143827208288705,0.1279410084717027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644572460194696,0.1439919124838059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RubiconOut,2019/01/17,"Aspie makes a completely new kind of nature calendar! I'm aspie and feel more at peace when surrounded by nature than anywhere/anytime else. It is my safe place. My calming place. I've actually spent the last year and a half in national forests and on BLM land, trying to immerse myself in nature. Stress-wise, this was a huge gain for me, but I also got frustrated by not knowing as much as I wanted about nature, and having most of the information I found presented in individual topics, one by one. Being an Aspie, I decided to make my own order out of the chaos. So I put lots of topics together to make a calendar, but I wanted something that could help me *experience* the world around me, not just pretty pictures of it (though there are great pictures, too). To do that, it follows the moon cycles, includes seasonal produce, astronomical events that are visible with the naked eye, nature activity ideas, and more...And it doesn't start in January, but in spring, at the beginning of the natural year. If you're interested you can [check out the calendar here](https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1081428080/a-moon-calendar-and-seasonal-companion-quickstarte?ref=6psqk7). If you know anyone else who might like it, would you tell them? I really appreciate any help spreading the word.",6.350665687714147,8.662080339207051,6.638465491923642,69.92987640724428,67.19383259911893,10.330788056779248,31.113313754282927,10.504223727775694,3.8281152227116975,1035,42,164,30,18,333,144,227,0.055,0.7859999999999999,0.158,0.9698,0,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,1,2,9,7,1,0,15,0,12,1,1,4,0,37,27,16,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,7,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,4,2,18,6,30,19,5,32,0,0,1,0,9,18,0,5,12,112,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1478024075215057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112193027039207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029975031184281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590384910868698,0.1551879294202528,0.0,0.13483086906857236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880217184068104,0.0,0.0,0.12092790950330365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530495846603285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815623709895895,0.0,0.0,0.07658236203571145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660672812254496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113582105952544,0.16698438920955627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030399234655052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709790897040053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577215313430456,0.16647611688773445,0.1234595269522991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399535295596135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876526231871965,0.0,0.0,0.3033007334345433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067435954359013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113399968021594,0.0,0.0,0.14628031494721375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052654537741505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648541907048944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408853679578802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225840819408676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970286921232882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660075219576907,0.0,0.0,0.1072036568565109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349609175798475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238208521924824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880797209437302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283090803184423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866921323042434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759232584490748,0.0,0.0,0.19506961909219853 autism,onlinethrowawayyy,2019/01/17,"I’m not sure if the guy I’m talking to may have ASD... We have not met in person yet, so I’m not sure what to think. But when we talk through texts...he texts me a lot and I can tell he wants to talk to me a lot, but he never asks questions about me. He just answers whatever I ask with a very simple, hard to respond to answer. Sometimes it leaves me thinking he may not want to talk to me, but when I don’t answer he’ll text again. This is leaving me feeling very confused. It’s very hard to have a conversation with him. Otherwise we seem to have a lot in common and would have a lot to talk about if he asked me questions. He also works with adults with ASD which leads me to believe he is a caring person. Is this something that would be common with someone who has ASD? (It would be a relief to know it was ASD and not that he just doesn’t care what I have to say. Hahaha) Any info appreciated! Thank you!! ",1.6759020618556697,3.035582195876291,3.2500902061855683,93.35699097938148,77.55670103092784,5.880927835051548,21.403350515463927,6.322622252153567,0.09008350515463937,702,18,164,5,16,232,95,194,0.06,0.823,0.11699999999999999,0.9465,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,0,2,10,7,0,1,9,0,21,0,0,1,3,50,39,12,0,7,12,0,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,12,11,0,0,11,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,4,17,6,24,29,4,10,0,0,0,0,34,2,0,12,7,109,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769681461925243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457405043874739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30755803617021865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355173655973024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361582489865006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055448498810722606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858281027448076,0.0,0.0,0.19647156678904895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060267472325799924,0.0,0.0,0.23223285285253445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729234933345357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457824225181468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915055908371533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456935028529401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720777589712704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983234017229764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291641866918847,0.08442331233452402,0.10845871107319886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067106346648062,0.0,0.0,0.4407115764636719,0.09584958859609914,0.1009622120037774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053420820970075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714483772845861,0.12936320314461155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983538120615942,0.0,0.0,0.2337026226302191,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DepressedStrawberry,2019/01/17,"Discord for Teens with Aspergers. We are making a discord for teens with Aspergers/Autism. If you want to join, go to the link below. https://discord.gg/8hj8Kww",5.551153846153845,9.272709884615386,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,84.76923076923076,7.2153846153846155,25.73076923076923,8.07648339933343,2.5491076923076923,131,5,19,3,4,38,20,26,0.187,0.6920000000000001,0.121,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378673468695844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317368859081399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582179002455582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AutoriiNovici,2019/01/17,"So I have an interview... over the phone for a job, and I am trying to keep my cool. The last job I had that was worth any salt was a Director of IT/Infrastructure. I was damned good at it, I lost the job because my wife was having a panic attack and my son which was a year and a half at the time was the only person home with her. I booked it home to make sure my son was safe and so was my wife. Needless to say I lost the job because ""I wasn't there for work."" &#x200B; Now, almost a year later I have an interview for a VP for Information & Technology for a very, very large company. The salary is between $150k to $280k a year... I just got a request for a 30 minute phone interview, my problem is that I can research the hell out of the company, and already have. I know full well what the company does, the potential pitfalls, etc... My issue is that it is a phone interview, I will not be able to tell how people are reacting beyond the basic audible hints... and I'm not great at that. &#x200B; So what do people here to do prepare for such a thing? 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Hi. My little cousin of 9 years old was diagnosed with autism. English isn't my mother tongue, so excuse me if I don't know the correct terms. What I want to explain is that his autism isn't the most serious type, they say it's just a pinch. He often gets stuck of things that don't really matter, he also gets frustrated a lot, he's very sensitive and has a good heart, but he is visibly different. He's very childish for his own age and doesn't respect other people's space. This last trait probably doesn't fit the autism criteria, but I think the others kind of do. So, his therapist said that there is no need to do anything and we should treat him just like any other child. While I know we shouldn't treat him as some sort of alien, obviously, I found it a bit odd that he didn't recommend any specialized help. I mean, even ""tiny"" autism is autism, right? The family and the child must be equipped with coping mechanisms according to this particular situation, wouldn't you agree? I don't know, I'm just a Social Work student. I'm not a doctor or anything, but I'd love to hear your opinion. Thank you.",3.5544183989385227,5.208358714285716,4.317952233524989,86.41574745687751,73.2016806722689,8.035736399823087,24.29102167182663,8.6894789155246,1.5432655462184877,946,28,194,18,19,303,137,238,0.105,0.773,0.122,0.7201,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,3,1,1,10,11,1,0,13,0,22,5,1,0,4,40,40,14,0,7,9,4,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,2,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,12,2,0,0,5,3,23,9,14,30,6,13,0,0,0,1,32,6,0,8,7,110,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141016324261468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405541532229992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348279700339364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557702723820137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481781594758156,0.0,0.14907086963690575,0.0,0.2920793008652724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423919738280556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450658104542454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644192458042191,0.0,0.0,0.14908945980673746,0.0,0.0,0.11967372639826802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081141740388286,0.16907721006482182,0.09563580543744524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485798992372261,0.2352405958332863,0.11630374063862413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697065390666744,0.2860069099189861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130195248331853,0.12877482132651774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542101275965292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579586456226857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971929894061548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891676994695904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383382998931927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140485243858026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369692303073234,0.13572193382913933,0.11346534800970172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603789839456214,0.0,0.1454449139037897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136113612565234,0.0,0.1656631855467898,0.09479065747054824,0.091423973824259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545289227111266,0.08415672062183993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387318354191057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188163499986488 autism,sage-wise,2019/09/25,"Seeking Data on Autism in the Workforce Hello everyone! I am a graduate student studying User Experience, and a big part of my work is in research. For one of our projects we are developing a resource that has one thing in mind: empathy. From previous experience volunteering with kids who were on the spectrum, to working directly with autistic people in school and work, I have learned about and witnessed some of the struggles that all of them have had to and continue to face. While I can't directly understand, I absolutely empathize and want to take this opportunity to do some part in fighting those struggles. Namely the struggle to find good work. So, to get to the point, the proposal of my project is this: directly train autistic people to be more prepared for things like interviewing when entering the workforce, and educate employers on how to accommodate their hiring process to be more considerate of the many qualified autistic people out there. Essentially this whole thing will boil down into a main site that provides the mentioned above, as well as curated job listings of employers that have acknowledged these more progressive hiring standards. In order to really develop this, I need data. It's the strongest tool I have, and with it I can justify the right elements and avoid the wrong ones. It's by no means a long survey, here is the link: [https://forms.gle/NDx8p4meJMnZb6wU7](https://forms.gle/NDx8p4meJMnZb6wU7) If you'd like to help me make this project into something that might actually be viable by the time it is completed, I would really appreciate if you took a minute to take it. Thanks in advance for all your time and consideration! If requested, I'll happily keep you all updated on progress and even share some designs once we get to that stage!",11.086829004329005,10.534825886363642,9.849818181818184,61.01639393939395,56.37012987012987,13.53800865800866,43.909956709956724,12.573866699077325,5.777134372294372,1455,72,225,41,15,455,180,308,0.053,0.82,0.126,0.9715,3,1,1,0,2,0,43.0,3,4,2,8,8,13,1,4,20,0,23,2,1,2,3,46,35,19,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,22,18,1,2,8,0,0,3,2,6,1,3,3,0,20,7,49,25,13,31,0,0,0,0,19,19,0,7,9,171,42,19,0.0,0.0,0.11539203904625545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239797559522416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810104478787655,0.0,0.0,0.11299009973742813,0.0,0.23133656051958185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807563861016957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355838017664228,0.0,0.0,0.09917999436472877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925848830666468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734192648164204,0.10510338892865556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553904703877535,0.0,0.0,0.10464489609423096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893080738021663,0.11988392372962495,0.0,0.1288056755111279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544140708593216,0.11939578679645857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767867072324456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592922244286572,0.24038173315926264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561000099390619,0.0,0.2459327953054836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178165942634057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150414418612862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098231324582356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967230219148345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103233685986628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708523940857595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177814093528722,0.0,0.0,0.10886597361670454,0.0,0.0,0.2356742074481095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379015823714604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137679562985566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230993232139696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974515901051552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631827635769367,0.0,0.0,0.13201858055025895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34434097001536074,0.0,0.0,0.08399929387595759,0.129284559091366,0.0,0.0 autism,what_r_u_suggesting,2019/09/25,"How does my autism affect me? Cause I have no idea how to find out High functioning, diagnosed as a child apparently. Thing is, I have no idea *why* I was diagnosed a child, what symptoms I exhibited to get it. I don't recall having meltdowns, or ""sensory overload"" (though, coffee does make me feel a bit... ""heigtened"" in awareness). I can be awkward at times, but it's not an ""autism exclusive"" trait. Closes thing is I stutter sometimes. Though, I feel like I could attribute any negative trait I have = autism. And I don't wanna use it as an excuse to not get better, actually the opposite. I wanna know exactly how it affects me, so I can improve my weaknesses. But if I have no idea how to figure that out, cause Ive never been ""not autistic"". So, the label is meaningless to me",2.0975579470198693,4.544584562913911,3.9542011589404,83.52216266556293,80.8543046357616,7.2187086092715225,25.99379139072848,8.278499904357787,2.0257976821192054,603,25,115,13,16,203,89,151,0.18600000000000005,0.755,0.059000000000000004,-0.9468,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,0,17,4,0,11,2,35,24,15,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,2,21,2,13,20,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,86,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.14943692845874015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413653446543407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354347910471896,0.1671829287696826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31462209470280994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222652300740148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108560605038925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680176109313991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548585459281748,0.10939913172572516,0.0,0.0,0.13996192119151793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001264014004687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179473231975974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186097525303219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415857355307782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748136546040382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221829437418883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810656639223675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514536790921349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916510951811313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034711693520784,0.0,0.300907226788189,0.0,0.08929380687575138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225881618036245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817983318365445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ViolentRed_,2019/09/25,"Possible shizophrenia. I used to be diagnosed with PDD-NOS(with a lot of other disorders but that's not the point). A lot of doubt came in and they're rediagnosing me. Now they're speaking of me being psychotic and they mentioned shizophrenia? I have not been diagnosed with shizophrenia yet but they've written such stuff into papers and all. So i just have to wait out this entire process. I did some research and some people who were diagnosed with autism in their childhood also later on turned out to be shizophrenic. So, i wonder if anyone on here has/had the same case that they discovered that you're psychotic? And how the process went and all. They're trying to put me on medication for my panic attacks now as they're not sure yet and wanted to sign me up for an autism centrum. Also, mind me if i don't make all too much sense, i can't think straight at the current.",4.1186638655462176,6.0775097235294115,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,72.3529411764706,7.915966386554623,27.43697478991597,8.634040054169528,2.0411092436974787,703,26,134,13,14,222,103,170,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.9464,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,13,4,1,2,7,0,10,4,0,3,4,41,20,17,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,14,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,1,16,1,24,11,9,22,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,8,7,100,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720596057627145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189386569919388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351457870750355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945503639269807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179471635467322,0.0,0.0,0.19495061848842155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892277758797146,0.0,0.0,0.11354381734936568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135898118316265,0.0,0.0,0.17175363914621208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250438940660689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957701203965125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792669772936565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080053837248076,0.19176345276666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099860617671947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947250841642968,0.0,0.0,0.16031829097222886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089939282507099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548749362279682,0.1850211709891265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691275137357793,0.0,0.0,0.10033004676545737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576854408721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446740681277204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mattwheels,2019/09/25,"Experiences with having ASD while still comprehending sarcasm/sayings? This isn't a self-diagnose post, and I'm sorry if I offended anyone as well, this is out of genuine curiosity for myself and hopefully others. All the sources I read online constantly reference people with ASD to be unable to interpret common sayings/metaphors (the only example I can think of right now is curiosity killed that cat) because it gets interpreted literally, or that those with ASD have trouble with sarcasm, or irony, etc, what could be called 'subtle humor'. I feel like I'm being sold a stereotype, however, and I am curious about people's experiences with ASD and that type of humor. I do know that someone with ASD can have an excellent sense of humor, I'm more curious about the issue of sarcasm, common sayings, things of that nature. If you're a little confused, I'm sorry I don't mean to be inconsiderate! I'm a bad communicator, but a google search will bring up many sources that probably explain what I'm trying to say, but better. I feel like I have met many people that socially seem normal, but lot's of other aspects of them fit signs of ASD, and I want to hopefully break whatever inner stereotype I have, and hopefully for lots of other people too! Sorry if this is inconsiderate, this was made with the goodest of intentions!",10.238204172876301,8.553544713114757,10.32566318926975,60.54094634873327,58.836065573770504,13.298956780923994,41.034277198211626,12.079253325248375,5.12847213114754,1066,46,171,27,11,357,133,244,0.114,0.75,0.13699999999999998,0.8649,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,2,6,16,2,1,10,0,21,0,0,2,1,45,43,16,1,9,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,19,14,0,0,10,1,1,1,2,5,1,0,4,4,13,11,30,33,5,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,12,8,117,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130908648239905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709301116281097,0.07088617884762884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284451977497767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873985606438707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566263601757185,0.0,0.09284400835940257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802669762500302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296883711518794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274978368883088,0.0,0.0,0.11759425082647515,0.16614787203697906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060754046304821036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464913489308017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137119494124113,0.0,0.0,0.12865198218220186,0.0,0.06390712471360238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362182967716873,0.11654799119428845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977224801160276,0.0,0.11003155783747304,0.0,0.23578921779520526,0.0,0.12666831603229706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393448525505988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843988539454606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224691553364553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113687635725913,0.0,0.1253747601277004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631634065548993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930664558945868,0.0,0.2774231933998542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586138040354788,0.12131048261553415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853778322848585,0.09852779495600501,0.0,0.0,0.3905141825304082,0.0,0.0,0.09286524924410614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725450210491497,0.07451065080375015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894979516414016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858783053005732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104554065465244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Lewd_Otaku,2019/09/25,"Had a bad Meltdown (Trigger Warning) Just had a very severe breakdown, I've calmed down a little but like the few other times i've had one this bad i feel weak, headache, sick and in and out of dissociation. Lately its been very difficult for me to keep my head straight, I'm rebuilding friendships, trying to get out, eat right and not let my depression/bpd win when everything gets dark.. but then my autism crops up and makes everything ten times worse. &#x200B; These past 2 months have been the hardest in my entire life.. I've gone through a lot, child abuse, grooming off my older brother, bullies, 2 miscarriages and a still born, losing my marriage due to mental health where i had to leave my only son behind to be cared for by my ex husband, almost dying multiple times from my body just deciding it doesn't want certain organs anymore.. Honestly I'm surprised I'm still around.. I'm exhausted.. and these past two month i've destroyed a lot of what i was trying to rebuild. On my birthday last year i had lost love, turned to alchohol and was on an all time lonely downer.. so it wasn't the best, i had hopes for this one.. But again, i lost love, was told to never speak to him ever again and i couldn't figure out what to do.. I saught comfort in friends and it was to be my biggest mistake.. My friend took advantage.. i was raped on the night of my birthday, I'd smiled that day.. played in the playground with my besties kids.. and then her partner took that innocence away and set fire to my birthday, its haunted me everyday since.. I think losing my best friend hurt so much more, she was like a mother to me.. but because she loved him, she chose him over me.. made me out to be a liar.. and abandoned me to face it alone.. &#x200B; I've scratched and crawled my way up since then, few suicide attempts .. but i've survived and kept moving best i can.. but I'm not the same.. I'm impulsive again with my BPD.. self harming without thinking at times.. hurting people without meaning too.. &#x200B; Last few days i let someone back in thats hurt me before and i him.. everything went well.. until today.. the most stupidist argument set off a severe meltdown.. a friends asked me to record vocals for fun with him for a song.. he mentioned i should ask for pay which i don't want to do or see the point if its just for fun.. hes adament i take money.. i just don't want to. &#x200B; I make a comment how musicians do things like this for fun.... and he insulted me saying that was the dumbest thing he's ever heard.. my heart sank and i felt terrible.. he showed no remorse, i even asked about an apology or if he cared more about arguing his point than my emotions at this time.. he ony had to apologise for upsetting me, not for meaning what he said.. but he didn't.. i asked him if he cared more for his point and the first thing he did was argue the point more. That was undeniable proof by his actions that my emotions weren't more important.. so i walked out of the room and cried.. &#x200B; He followed in and acted like nothing happened, this hurt more.. i can't just pretend he didn't just hurt me, he get defensive about it and argued it more.. i still didn't have my apology and became increasingly more heartbroken that he didn't seem to care i was sat there crying.. apparently he apologised.. the sentence was ""I'm not sorry i said what i said, but im sorry i upset you"" .. i never heard that last bit, only the first bit.. but eitherway.. is that sentence even a good way to apologise to anyone?.. It sounds cold.. At this point the autism kicks in full swing.. im overwhelmed, unable to compute anything anymore and just want him to leave.. he seems to shrug it off and say hes packing and going anyway, obviously it upsets me even though i told him to go.. but only because i hoped for real apology.. some form of kindness.. but i never got it. &#x200B; Then i snap, crying, unable to concentrate, he tries to hug me or kiss me on the head with 0 permission, he just helps himself to randomly touching me or trying to comfort me.. i understand he was trying to help.. but anyone with experience in autism knows never to do that during a meltdown.. we can't compute you're trying to help anymore, everything is a blur and we're on defensive.. His tone changed repeatedly to cold and annoyed when he didn't get what he wanted ""Fine, i was just trying to help. You're the one pushing me away. Can't say i didn't try, You're the one kicking me out"" those words were harsh... he was scolding me or guilt tripping me.. something you should never do not only in these moments but ever in general... those words triggered me further... it was a yoyo of him trying to touch me to comfort me then getting aggitated he couldn't because i was pushing away and pushing harder the more he kept trying.. i was beyond overwhelmed and breaking down. At this point my crying was that of a small child... i cried intensly as if someone i loved had died... my mood was beginning to skyrocket and my tone change, i began yelling for him to leave but he was refusing because he apparently couldn't leave me like that.. but the longer he stayed the worse i got because he gave me no space or time to calm down. He trapped me in that meltdown.. &#x200B; He left at one point after being harsh again saying how its me kicking him out.. triggering me more.. i'd been hyperventilating, crying heavily.. but once he left i slowly calmed down, trying to ground myself and touch points of my body to induce calm... i'd almost done it.. but barely 2 minutes passed and i realise he never left, he pretended to, was stood in the corridor and walked right back in.. I saw red instantly, my calm vanished and i yelled for him to leave, he didn't.. he went into the kitchen area.. i think he had a drink but i can't remember clearly.. he still wouldn't leave and i snapped to the bigger stage of my meltdowns that i never get to.. &#x200B; I was screaming, crying, coughing, hyperventilating, my asthma was kicking off, i felt like throwing up, no matter how much i screamed he wasn't leaving, he tried to touch me again and i yelled at him, flinched away from his touch.. at this point the rape was in my head.. guys just taking what they wanted despite your barriers..... its like everyone just wants to invade my space, didn't matter how i felt.. i hit myself in the face repeatedly, he grabbed my wrists hard which hurt to stop me, this triggered me more.. i only hit myself because he wasn't going, he was too close and i didn't want to hit him.. i wanted my head to shut up, wanted it all to go away.. but it wasn't.. so i hit myself to shut it all up... he held me, sounded frantic and worried.. the worry was a mild comfort.. as in the past he told me off for hitting myself and scolded me.. i was petrified he'd do that again... I just kept screaming for him to go..the yoyo happened again where his tone changed, i felt blamed for not being able to cooperate with what he wanted me to do... i'd not cried this hard in a long time, could barely catch my breath, begging him to leave... eventually he did .. i ran and locked the door..... cried to myself.. i looked in the mirror and i was a mess.. there was points he showed he cared, wanted to see my face to see if i'd hurt myself... but all in all the situation was spiralled out of control because he didn't give me space and made me feel worse for not cooperating with him... as if i should just stop what im doing and listen to him, calm down just because he says so... &#x200B; In those moments i can't calm down.. i can't concentrate, i just want everything to go away... i didn't get that and i broke.. &#x200B; Now im sat here alone... a splitting headache, no appetite, exhausted as if i'd ran a marathon, chest hurts, eyes burn and no intention of leaving my apartment or socialising with anyone.. these meltdowns set me back miles on my progress.. &#x200B; I honestly wish i wasn't me..",3.1824467218744488,5.019804701156815,3.9440373633705534,87.94156586667714,74.61053984575834,6.602044781098533,26.33801683706509,7.364315722220116,1.2717177005043272,6169,225,1242,72,131,1965,509,1556,0.177,0.7090000000000001,0.115,-0.9989,5,5,2,0,2,3,362.0,1,3,1,15,65,99,11,7,56,0,103,33,14,15,19,228,218,101,3,32,59,5,16,7,5,4,8,21,3,6,67,65,3,13,19,8,2,26,52,46,1,9,98,46,194,52,184,99,34,207,0,17,7,8,142,102,0,26,78,802,261,3,0.02496896036721125,0.029584135080531107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500056140978194,0.05172062539196294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975924393854713,0.3337402181857184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428749797343337,0.052376632937998775,0.0,0.02054732688891257,0.0222276684538268,0.09337042952581592,0.0,0.1407549611574526,0.057598767841326885,0.0416960779049002,0.12176677189072566,0.0,0.02124674622166814,0.0,0.07861015032885421,0.0,0.05451927563391429,0.055469772237573135,0.06289506300521562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127287595941736,0.0,0.07924154790754508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028004812205621805,0.0199356831104216,0.0,0.24684507460195326,0.03220582761259641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182767754143458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0255519154935334,0.0,0.024460075377376152,0.0,0.025549479963446392,0.0,0.05617343936585201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947528850400805,0.067757562456304,0.0,0.023858911652159517,0.11220245785095408,0.02442443440698564,0.0,0.0,0.025250113189954997,0.0,0.09589647043356464,0.0,0.0,0.042477169865901145,0.0,0.0,0.07716382736609284,0.0,0.0913167586522339,0.02395250198055016,0.08514261351962171,0.020942779311716044,0.039939917127194885,0.0,0.0,0.02472319637789593,0.04415993838293393,0.0,0.04473456817077929,0.0,0.10250142752799632,0.026540837269120033,0.0,0.029588338256002232,0.06694467124418432,0.0,0.0,0.04959962310149037,0.0,0.0,0.21383830794736974,0.0,0.10788304756679716,0.0,0.0,0.022193559228806403,0.0,0.0260013298953083,0.013722287623092973,0.0610591057860721,0.028166074865575794,0.2379467141604936,0.08138654549150115,0.05106490734859148,0.01763631512724625,0.08539000963160462,0.02502545786919635,0.0,0.02209674419762132,0.02096763811509629,0.05586775967639797,0.054513139573222784,0.042455434411461115,0.0901418463388287,0.04725246804731998,0.03333394986453659,0.0,0.0,0.05439703548290148,0.0,0.0,0.025162839287995026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398599718946617,0.026538053347746157,0.03671011767060384,0.0,0.13480321065941464,0.0,0.0,0.02343167786086512,0.0,0.023958390888924253,0.0,0.0,0.026591127892368973,0.0845980687329786,0.0949500975185503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150709390177769,0.017310333233318032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360373822823877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02842014329898235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028284964688123707,0.0426467114510336,0.07125359743082578,0.09928159732346367,0.0,0.0,0.05969108601141247,0.045461607499482734,0.02604807119091471,0.05641563616588765,0.0,0.04130916407574819,0.02806615761117479,0.0,0.0,0.042312238183598215,0.01922232556371236,0.0,0.05590141378439768,0.0,0.0266135895255578,0.07976097601190353,0.04175033780604722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02731199001547209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754710154136885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976480335236448,0.04799730480263387,0.02453187678644885,0.0,0.1164768126814493,0.0,0.023667654884212186,0.07157673495647855,0.05548286739034063,0.2034274210047847,0.027159058862062508,0.024391046146923303,0.02599356831994936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120401452804204,0.191455416724483,0.03963839706010521,0.0,0.0,0.02245009402171391,0.04629295282742853,0.0,0.0,0.028713072166523607,0.048138373549126166,0.0,0.0,0.050714382550163764,0.07633651131645111,0.0,0.0,0.3337402181857184,0.016079191836961666 autism,Carrieoke7,2019/09/25,"Parents of more than one autistic child ... HELP Ok so I'm having a tough day today. I have a 4 year old who was diagnosed autistic in July but we knew very early on that it was likely (around 18 months). We have just had a standard 2 year review (UK) for our youngest child which has resulted in him being referred for ASD assessment as he is totally non verbal, very particular about order (orders his food, toys etc) and will have meltdowns if things are moved, has repetitive behaviors such as spinning, doesn't make eye contact, can't point or gesture to indicate needs or wants and a whole host of other things that point to possible ASD. I'm not really looking for advice so much more ... I guess reassurance? How will we get through this a second time? The first assessment period before diagnosis was draining. Getting the help needed at nursery and main stream school was draining. Daily life (although amazing to see my beautiful boys growing and learning) was draining. I also have an 8 year old who has struggled somewhat with his younger brother not communicating how he'd like him to and lashing out at him for reasons he doesn't understand. How do I explain to him that we're going through it all again? Sorry for the rambling and sorry if I've come off in any way ungrateful or anything. I love my boys regardless of any diagnosis or any difficulty we may face in the future ... I'm just so ... tired I guess.",5.143426966292137,6.823639176029968,5.703391385767791,77.94991853932585,69.2247191011236,8.486067415730338,32.07659176029963,8.982922981607832,2.882925243445693,1128,50,198,21,20,364,170,267,0.07400000000000001,0.809,0.11599999999999999,0.9428,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,5,0,0,1,13,8,0,1,10,1,25,7,2,6,2,47,44,23,0,6,11,2,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,4,12,14,1,0,6,1,0,4,5,2,0,3,7,3,20,6,30,32,9,34,0,0,3,1,28,12,0,10,17,135,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231887048555765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010183695234702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255368435112697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300777766436707,0.1114316593329981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651410388928936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782656979957927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072706362610542,0.0,0.0,0.1270492725786619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960242511493698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647318974905992,0.1513612520585343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079680351240625,0.0,0.07113943540043358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578719220577985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678033801821711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841430504648189,0.12230767360284794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511488023642633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297468663595366,0.0,0.08355481262563062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999129265045369,0.13304046378727855,0.09201750815301404,0.18563030448314566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626987280111661,0.0,0.08482134052759686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899123908717245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366603337365813,0.14111520766526156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018985741840616,0.12870002103595252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668306733415555,0.09974770521489787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802447458668804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308593493806859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663204765254212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299013692031057,0.14386943601379226,0.11865059359450934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303108536054727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065638022079732,0.07383104121305449,0.0993575274636444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975262799279806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418244222305419 autism,OldJediHermit,2019/09/25,"Asking Fellow Autistics; Partners For those of you here lucky enough to be in a relationship, male or female: do you find that you are naturally more drawn to kind, gentle and tolerant types? I ask this for a number of reasons. I've just started dating a very special girl, the first time I've properly dated in my nearly 24 years of life. Obviously life with autism (I'm specifically diagnosed with Asperger's though I choose to identify as autistic these days mostly) has brought with it a number of difficulties, which can be a challenge not only for ourselves but for others in our lives, particularly somebody with whom you are in an intimate relationship. Nonetheless, I've noted that all of the women I have ever felt strong romantic feelings for have tended to have somewhat similar personalities, at least on the most rudimentary level: all have been quite shy and quiet (like myself), all have been gentle in nature and kind-hearted, perhaps even with a slightly maternal instinct. In all cases I have been drawn to their intelligence (think quiet librarian types). Like a lot of autistics I am very intelligent in my own way too, so I guess that some women like that (said lady I mentioned earlier is VERY intelligent). Of course in most cases we have also shared similar interests and outlooks. Of course physical attractiveness plays a part, although personality is far more important to me and the women I have been interested in have all been very different from each other in terms of looks, hair colour, size etc. This has been the case for several women I have fallen for, although, being me, I never had the confidence to take things any further, even when I was fairly certain that the interest was reciprocated (the special lady I'm dating now made her intentions very clear to me fyi). I remember reading in Tony Attwood's book that many autistic people find themselves drawn to partners who have a caring, sometimes almost parental nature (Talking about good parents obviously, though that in and of itself is a subject for debate). A good autistic friend of mine recently split with his girlfriend of five years, although they're still best friends. I very much saw the same thing with him in as much as that his girlfriend was by nature very compassionate, somewhat motherly and very understanding. Interested to hear your experiences.",13.18032608695652,10.111562364734306,11.859221014492755,56.1240489130435,54.57971014492754,14.697826086956525,46.406400966183575,12.709666756460704,5.9269038647343,1905,85,290,45,16,609,233,414,0.025,0.743,0.23199999999999998,0.9983,3,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,5,1,5,14,24,0,0,21,0,34,4,1,3,11,53,53,20,0,0,4,3,3,3,7,0,3,4,0,10,21,16,0,0,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,15,10,32,24,59,35,25,38,0,0,3,0,42,19,0,11,19,220,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959523022220224,0.0,0.0,0.07155228052355224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084534997009306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672921186998518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389738390491036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122464882060356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770329175045489,0.0,0.0,0.09081416953606188,0.0,0.0934812277033254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245050182881263,0.09978709869577436,0.11819339205008117,0.08093430463884027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752268573125599,0.0,0.0,0.045240714371895585,0.0,0.08590901742737021,0.0,0.16355512733547345,0.07610649088077016,0.0,0.0,0.13825469404629978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009299797862466,0.0,0.0,0.09856563646731414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008436374205277,0.10602705419248176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634668767362766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639618511680994,0.13113734829831494,0.0,0.0790071316060215,0.0,0.07513557819580081,0.0,0.0,0.07606754739253045,0.0,0.08466240900442222,0.0,0.0907125355132067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154728738049082,0.0,0.06900782134522633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804896610331626,0.0,0.0,0.19870045210490625,0.0968915619533936,0.0,0.06202996680445921,0.15625039309467015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516655278707872,0.0894981567108107,0.0,0.0,0.09199411608135964,0.08834472527652516,0.19212306188547665,0.10135653641217107,0.0,0.08511020987212634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108008873817866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849201825203741,0.0,0.06333011793507368,0.0,0.07145400708963268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727327056107571,0.07191576680638713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888502504527512,0.05733129038171629,0.1758153909811042,0.0,0.05217297615488062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314553095445184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906029927755452,0.0,0.07102025191195596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152365725657477 autism,rintohsaka125,2019/09/25,"I don't know what to do Hi there I'm a 22 year old guy with high functioning autism. Over the last few years while working I have out of necessity learned to present myself as neurotypical at work. No one besides professionals have been able to tell I'm on the spectrum. Obviously that's just a front, and in reality I have been doing little more than keeping everyone at arms length while revealing as little about myself as possible. My social anxiety is intense enough that other than work I have gone months at a time without talking to another person, yet it is not something easily fixed as I find it very difficult to leave my room. This obviously led to a lack of friends, as I can never bring myself to talk to new people. Even while shopping for food, I have found myself pretending to browse more items just so I can wait for an available self checkout many many times. My anxiety paired with being mostly non verbal because of it has essentially eliminated human contact from my life, but I find myself constantly craving physical (non romantic) affection. The last time I had so much as a hug was 6 years ago in a boarding school for those on the spectrum, from a member of staff. Even then it was only due to a family member having passed away. People see me as cold and distant, even though all I want is close friends and to give and receive affection. I honestly don't see how I am going to manage to live my life this isolated, but I'm completely unable to do anything about it. I find myself constantly thinking about just giving up altogether. I cannot initiate a conversation with a stranger, and I simply panic when a stranger talks to me first. Have any of you had a similar experience? I would appreciate any advice you could give me to make it a little easier, because honestly I have no idea what to do, and no one to open up to",7.53489399555226,7.112270109859158,8.017405485544849,70.86038547071905,63.3943661971831,11.53002223869533,35.585618977020026,10.992663274268294,3.9439577464788727,1479,60,267,36,19,491,196,355,0.067,0.816,0.11599999999999999,0.9704,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,4,16,7,0,1,18,0,31,5,1,5,4,44,49,24,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,14,12,1,2,9,2,1,7,9,2,0,3,8,3,34,5,57,38,9,50,0,0,2,1,20,19,0,1,24,196,48,8,0.09467341778053973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925137681461822,0.08392227259529055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876234116119128,0.0992733332702582,0.14484981093914615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790815613540115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894879246315669,0.0,0.0,0.11542407350424565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992632773057458,0.204616662545842,0.0,0.07558902045164298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782294836709857,0.0,0.1875926986733344,0.0,0.0,0.09046450782949313,0.0,0.09260876899394123,0.08924967256508262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595893660935102,0.0805291608001892,0.11447947257583968,0.10380451600014078,0.14628889545935625,0.0,0.0,0.2724581072111857,0.053805085074449636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374156813627436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002766381646602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687476498621093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415008370413042,0.0,0.0,0.05203003448841267,0.15434294276777455,0.0,0.10024547966720664,0.0,0.0,0.13374126960797628,0.0,0.28466290864608473,0.08359836239763616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319524151964741,0.19196797209793973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556741883533527,0.0,0.06959585533176171,0.0,0.07301797622342593,0.09143617683985224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934382617762773,0.0,0.12830631611080784,0.07200340036969427,0.0,0.11107885723806694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312692547880653,0.08266517668201111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106730053605145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581455316645554,0.15088491312473906,0.0,0.09876502225030924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650762692262653,0.0,0.07288422233216693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282847211400105,0.08274874003999487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606629033687074,0.09301615228618328,0.0,0.16561449375387238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781154846713476,0.055840834710636215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126179631164832,0.0,0.20677012709759007,0.0,0.0,0.06725327967823977,0.0,0.0,0.1828997311822162 autism,decemberkat,2019/09/25,"Autism and the Uncanny Valley So I’ve been thinking about how more usual examples of the uncanny valley ( https://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/UncannyValley) don’t generally work on me, probably because I’m autistic and therefore can’t “read” the normal social cues that would make me notice when somebody or something would be in the uncanny valley for most people. Does anyone else experience this?",14.563809523809516,14.61613807936508,12.079365079365079,45.86285714285717,49.158730158730144,13.47936507936508,43.22222222222222,12.45797560212912,5.899374603174603,341,14,40,8,3,104,51,63,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,12,9,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,27,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771696947867385,0.2604204544816246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493565882640786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242011738986456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232091983511212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486205901691923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965605323538308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249026182861186,0.0,0.28936673275165364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620490991848756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740311493209778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423219539697395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590875942093712,0.0,0.19566741429671167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285765377025405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799250938698662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850339933134013,0.0,0.0,0.3611007956603253,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shygirl_25,2019/09/25,"Girl at my school who I suspect is on the spectrum She doesn’t seem aware of the possibility judging from her continued behavior. I have seen her cry once over the sound of clapping and twice over grades. She has mentioned to me that she has SPD (when I saw gauze or something around her arm that was red) and her skin sometimes flares up on its own. She also mentioned her hypersensitive hearing and pickiness in food. She is socially awkward and sometimes crossing the line in terms of how much she may dominate a conversation. Like if I say something she relates it to an interest of hers like trivia facts, video games or brain terminology. She never does small talk and just goes to the point. Her facial expressions seem typical, but what I notice is she has a flat expression and voice or an extremely expressive expression and voice. She is too loud or too quiet. She has no balance. Her thinking is odd. Me and a friend were telling her to not ask “Why” to someone wishing her a good weekend. She still doesn’t understand why it appears defensive or rude. Only once I have seen her rock but she stopped for some reason. She avoids emotional conversations, sometimes doesn’t make eye contact, or considers things that are inappropriate or gross as interesting to her. Her emotional regulation skills I think are poor. I was walking out of school a little late and saw her in a car in the middle seat row banging her head against the back of the shotgun seat and kicking like a toddler. I don’t think she has shown any negativity to people at school besides a little bit of anger and on very rare occasions, a tear or two. So, this explosive behavior I noticed is concerning. I think I saw her throw something in the car too. I want to ask her if she is on the spectrum, so I can figure out ways to reach out to her personally without scaring her away or making her uncomfortable. She seems to want people and stuff yet doesn’t show interest until her favorite topic comes up.",6.3754838709677415,7.32712412903226,6.473817204301077,76.25572580645165,65.7741935483871,9.748387096774195,34.317204301075265,9.827888789773867,3.342110752688173,1584,70,288,33,24,505,200,372,0.10400000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.3061,0,1,3,1,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,13,15,3,3,21,0,26,7,6,4,2,58,49,32,0,5,16,0,1,3,1,1,0,7,0,2,11,17,1,3,11,5,1,7,10,7,0,2,8,15,55,8,44,40,5,44,0,0,7,0,59,25,0,17,14,203,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783228851818521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666028157968852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718770129779357,0.18312206555658744,0.0,0.09201820946021368,0.07531010545261779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106925526822932,0.0,0.0,0.10933385306678237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436696371501899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758290669193912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570828510291167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033948645911292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842989426463266,0.0,0.07566849336183007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214774261045568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051508398724758,0.0,0.11038592449067336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104810127617467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435461651070735,0.1963239779351993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075192613665607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199744725183764,0.0,0.07553765761655692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301153979255064,0.0,0.20860661302982006,0.0,0.07448807109787961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579905300881556,0.08551776063898367,0.0,0.0,0.09258531466896552,0.1104130607777059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006990208910898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788611990310391,0.09805540456579817,0.29736267503326563,0.0,0.2674837262002637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983788180545296,0.08298456474766981,0.2261978645640663,0.2905966155523143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821531266529515,0.08188254178069057,0.0,0.0,0.11211830118087232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872076620237785,0.08560420757508272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506723544190696,0.25102495915089873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567351835466684,0.1019593879156208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081106928519036,0.1155355453974229,0.07774051358510338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675191561958614,0.0,0.11262660159778705,0.09441102971913896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SoftToysGiveGoodHugs,2019/09/25,"I am a young autistic woman and I want to support my autistic cousin. I am an autistic person myself and have just found out that my cousin is being subjected to ABA and that makes me feel quite uncomfortable. Thinking back I can see where those behaviours are being encouraged. He is nonverbal except from what appears to be echolalia but he is able to communicate using speech synthesis. His mum seems to be a (non practitioner) volunteer for an organisation that describes itself as ""a parent led Saturday club for children with autism using ABA techniches"" as well as ""bespoke parent and child training"". Does anyone have any tips to try and help him and if possible convince his parents to do what's best?",8.892058492688413,9.0971775984252,8.395950506186725,67.18220472440946,60.41732283464568,11.351631046119234,38.61529808773904,10.914260884657429,4.4771471316085485,573,26,90,13,7,182,89,127,0.015,0.841,0.145,0.946,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,4,0,22,25,11,0,2,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,11,5,16,20,1,7,0,0,1,0,17,2,0,3,3,66,18,0,0.1863819843568236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267461406732174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303226170592793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331624129709442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559639372784546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631041305166846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942403314428394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435822568647932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249279153507647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441142183800713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208654104224678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274155965210807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011768295457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824018257541465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852231057552662,0.16967515854067192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115040671216816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942604980117225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654113294351207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32194838453038105,0.0,0.0,0.10993292336435644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675797875132612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mealaa610,2019/09/25,Information about medical challenges and discriminatory issues autistic patients endure. Hi friends!! I am doing a paper on medical challenges autistic patients may face on a daily basis or common discrimination issues you may have encountered. I’m sure I can find some articles with good information but I’d rather hear it from those who are affected themselves. Please feel free to share any information you’d like! I’m not familiar with how Reddit works so bare with me :),5.747777777777778,9.222114148148153,6.421234567901234,65.0555555555556,74.18518518518519,9.0320987654321,32.45679012345679,9.444778638647367,4.119923456790124,390,19,54,11,9,127,62,81,0.021,0.691,0.28800000000000003,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,2,1,19,12,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,9,8,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,2,33,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327168863194176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288337560386575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288117425373725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685665634653746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137128574687294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717637999010065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318867821949592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448165605387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133652799050619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279692191988812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401445309449185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549631182401927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sharyat,2019/02/06,"Advice about work I dropped out of university two years ago, I couldn't cope with it and I was only there because it's what my parents wanted. My ASD only got recognised when I was 21 and suicidal, and my parents have tried to accommodate to what I tell them, but still mostly treat me neurotypically and pressure me into things. I've been guilted for staying with them and being unemployed for the last two years, but I just had a job interview yesterday, and I think it went pretty well. But I'm terrified. It takes so much energy just to go out once every week or two, and now I feel like I'm being pressured into another thing I know I won't be able to cope with because it's what my parents wanted. I'm terrified now that I'll get a phone call and be told I got the job, and have no idea how to respond because I'm pretty sure a 9-5 job every day will just make me relapse into a dead, suicidal husk again, like how I was at uni and school before that. I have no idea what to do, or if I turn it down, what I could \*ever\* do to make a living and survive. I need advice.",7.445866666666667,4.8879148533333385,8.184111111111111,76.46150000000002,64.91111111111111,11.133333333333333,34.5,9.3871,2.8593999999999995,842,27,180,12,10,286,119,225,0.153,0.733,0.114,-0.9078,8,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,15,8,0,3,7,0,18,0,0,4,2,45,38,21,3,6,9,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,19,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,1,3,9,1,25,5,21,21,2,24,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,4,15,124,40,7,0.10679446105889373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087166227082132,0.09466684611964926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198330400084484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530273669345355,0.0,0.09087422057739283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904908507768662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852666872111405,0.0,0.0,0.0688735924976562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660170412605117,0.17995787889890985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399848832589749,0.07629398431901598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579569812444121,0.0,0.060693753299090186,0.0,0.17082657273695895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24111589493802796,0.0,0.0,0.3179310718358429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869144288152905,0.08705173942984164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043487585535667,0.0,0.09430146568022996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257226405878454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850621680646644,0.07918673968746713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373261563356125,0.0,0.16244399995602252,0.0,0.0,0.35574783220054723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172967203973676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808169607576623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382868603359493,0.08528619455366171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23363161391200515,0.0,0.10065251568747506,0.0,0.08029614398162258,0.0,0.09334306612188492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189898913310056,0.06842957847520018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204668411785853,0.0,0.0725064288864539,0.11616170683059493,0.31296801183727585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598028016322374,0.0,0.08566407491885669,0.0,0.0960210459911194,0.09899953532951583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774763956676711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754426305596906 autism,Autismmom2018,2019/02/06,Raising money for an iPad Hey everyone! My son zayn is 3 years old and non verbal his school is recommending an iPad with an app that helps him communicate for home.. this organization i found let’s you raise money to get your child with disabilities a device. With that being said.. I was wondering if anyone would like to donate I’m leaving the link❤️ Zayn and I are so appreciative even if we get no response. God bless❤️[Zayns iPad fundraiser ](https://www.facebook.com/donate/372053493375961/?fundraiser_source=external_url),6.901843434343434,10.438846204545452,6.057424242424244,69.04919191919193,69.9090909090909,7.547474747474749,24.550505050505052,8.515128840125781,1.982458080808081,438,13,66,8,9,133,69,88,0.025,0.8340000000000001,0.14,0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304972906033285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235595732522256,0.0,0.0,0.2638174413908668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027202874699803,0.0,0.0,0.2884930254628673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505844000636654,0.0,0.27694247615418205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923412351576468,0.0,0.2823224587519632,0.0,0.1348844537766692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897117849749276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626264214975045,0.0,0.0,0.2794195300551066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994096604612026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961276150785975,0.0,0.0,0.17779399630226594 autism,MultipleStatusAroun,2019/02/06,"As an autistic person, I really dislike calling anti-autistic behavior ableist. Definition of ableism: discrimination or prejudice against individuals with disabilities. The term ""ableist"" only applies to disabilities. I refuse to consider autism a disability. It's an alternative state of being. Therefore, ""ableist"" does not apply to anti-autistic actions. Now don't get me wrong. Making fun of people with autism, or discriminating against people with autism is wrong and I am absolutely against that. However they are not ableist. I refuse to use the word ""ableist"" to describe those behaviors. What do you think? 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I know it sounds very silly of me to assume this but I just feel he’s very sort of limited to the way he expresses himself. And to add to it when i do meet with him. He just struggles to make conversation and I almost feel he seems around 15/16 in terms of his communication skill He was in fact a chef, so did well for himself But I just feel somethings no quite right and I’m really confused as to if I’m being arrogant. Very sorry if it seems like this. Or if he really may be on the spectrum ",0.6859771022502947,2.961697013422817,2.796020529016978,90.62741413343859,85.5771812080537,6.190446111330439,18.83181997631268,7.510576382923642,0.4734789577575991,561,15,124,10,17,189,88,149,0.11900000000000001,0.775,0.106,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,3,9,10,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,2,1,35,24,13,0,3,9,0,4,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,6,17,8,21,17,1,17,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,12,11,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602836311337393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249325703497714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322974903010544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32373803634983433,0.1143516486965136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123667098840345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909695674866013,0.13425631400298232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796844623839234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128019249890103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068457336383542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023270109995822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131472494874698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025058817711156,0.0,0.0,0.20508559296550655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366960468461193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755239833018073,0.2914373379332893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322712942429695,0.0,0.17918151288664305,0.0,0.0,0.12782943564047206,0.0,0.0,0.1673364196346502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282870081685425,0.0,0.12705345845141122,0.12839581375213815,0.0,0.14391914404071174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,steakandwater,2019/02/06,"Today I made a friend and she’s a GIRL My name is James Silva, im 14 years old and Native American. Im kinda chunky, I asked a girl if she’d give me a hug at lunch and she did. Then I followed her around at lunch and she didn’t even ask me to stop. I think she likes me but I know for a fact she’s at least my friend!",-2.9778229665071763,-1.3604900263157873,-0.008612440191384962,107.43016746411486,100.57894736842104,3.289952153110048,9.540669856459331,4.851557810540192,-2.135721052631579,242,2,70,1,11,83,47,76,0.024,0.818,0.158,0.8419,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,14,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,17,4,6,7,1,10,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,2,6,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183857739270925,0.4449287832950772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717310094180562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677010805106613,0.0,0.0,0.2282769312983083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140843127297432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307788936427622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625728152720145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516746707447333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24970338392995736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894871531106115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247784218717286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556222445498694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324113419462124 autism,crunchypens,2019/02/06,"Older Parents and Screening Hi, In some other threads there was a discussion about pregnancy and complications and issues. A topic raised was autism and the age of the parents. I want to be respectful to this community and I don’t mean to offend anyone. I’m just wondering if there was any screenings that are useful. I would like to have children some day but a combination of working a lot and trying to meet someone that I want to build a life with have caused time to fly by. The only thing I have been able to learn is that scanning of the brain during the second trimester sometimes may show unusual brain development. Any insights? Suggestions? Thank you for your time and please know I am sincerely interested and not trying to offend anyone. 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We were just accepted and tasked with choosing a Case Manager. What exactly does a Case Manager do? I understand this waiver will cover a lot of the medical expenses but what else does the waiver offer? I’m not finding the info I need anywhere online. Any help would be appreciated.",5.07297435897436,7.7917030923076975,7.15192307692308,63.082243589743605,71.92307692307693,11.102564102564099,32.371794871794876,10.864195022040775,4.891564102564104,291,14,42,11,6,102,47,65,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,1,15,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,30,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41440619710002335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332814245839028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545336364519715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278485777338031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042306851994101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590408556542001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069482311974016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22592753636553975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171983173625409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164466382222292,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,marvelkitty23,2019/02/06,"Autism Acceptance Art ideas Hi All, I work for a big urban school district and we are trying to brainstorm ideas for an art installation that showcases, encompasses, informs, and encourages discussion of our very large nurodiverse community. Ideally the finished product would incorporate pieces completed by the students themselves and when the individual pieces are all combined they create a bigger picture. I would like the focus to be more towards understanding and acceptance (rather than Awareness) and I do not want to use puzzle pieces, lightbulbs, etc. I would appreciate any ideas! Thanks! 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We have long noticed autism spectrum like mannerisms in my 7 year old son, but recently his ability to focus has become problematic at school. Where do we start? We have avoided any diagnosis because we generally manage, and who needs the label if we are already working on things like teaching social norms and helping him manage. But now that his ability to focus is really affecting his school work... He is SO bright. He is SO animated. Part of me is afraid that getting diagnosed with attention disorder means medication, and I’ve seen how other kids seems to turn into a shell of themselves. Any advice from parents who have been here? 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The title says it all sort of and I am only speaking about my specific situation. I've know her for well over a year love her kid and her so much. We will call Him SAM and the mom Anna. I feel like a terrible person even like typing this because I understand that he has a mental illness and is sick, but it is so frustrating something because it really seems like some of the behavior is either excused or just ignored. For example I moved in and he just keeps like pooping without flushing it and the first like 20 times I was like wow ok, I can just tell him to not, then i did it in front of her, and she told him to use her bathroom but guess what I come home from work- the last 3 days literally, and guess what poop. That is just one instance and I feel terrible because she always says "": he is sick, he is not ok"" and it just goes back to how he has autism. &#x200B; I would also like to mention that I love him, have taken him out, taken beatings from him, and spent time with him alone so that Anna could relax, but now living there it is just becoming really frustrating dealing with this as it just all the time. Sam is high functioning and he knows what no is, and listens but literally cussed at me and hit me last time when i literally just told him to flush the toilet. I just want some insight- I've read The Reason I Jump"" and it is just not the same thing and it honestly is not helping; neither is the other literature I have read. Any advice or anything is greatly appreciated.",5.199376340537867,5.200630686520377,5.976076555023925,82.12095693779905,68.15360501567397,9.098234614750043,29.642138261013034,8.841846274778883,2.106996238244514,1235,41,258,19,19,406,160,319,0.099,0.7490000000000001,0.152,0.9597,0,1,1,0,1,0,33.0,1,0,0,3,22,22,2,0,13,2,28,7,2,3,2,69,50,31,0,3,23,1,2,7,1,2,3,4,1,3,22,22,0,2,9,3,1,4,8,5,1,2,7,6,37,17,23,39,8,23,0,0,0,2,42,6,0,8,20,184,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602330566425518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237154139533344,0.0,0.08676606981917175,0.09027929647554843,0.117557887796782,0.1318373383536492,0.07378258030419155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928487529153817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342851329620164,0.0,0.19841871223130655,0.11982787363260874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107889187701385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346169829076982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662708244185713,0.0,0.0,0.06997244258578171,0.11185700701644227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166211916478663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972002438326264,0.07751122373331326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228861824018954,0.0,0.0,0.08382553531959698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961978429937392,0.2390462703052223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727241389571618,0.11463443537330598,0.10883266452632108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643829480751576,0.0,0.0,0.17888352277155722,0.17688122888186242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37104760158437095,0.0,0.09580600711788782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584794539026432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934079065155483,0.0,0.0,0.12707192475159276,0.0,0.11531654684056575,0.07975875148816063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352127172128438,0.08251786387296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473655079423128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705536866295425,0.0,0.13901360812923064,0.1115543465625933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256444273641078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877279847858082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219566611157864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352730990499342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948323166853346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208146482582735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306497898348845,0.0,0.0,0.207349594715834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295058079214615,0.0,0.0937077153167988,0.0,0.0,0.06399512208515805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755302263155437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458851173946246,0.0,0.07898807145787835,0.0,0.0,0.07707409579277752,0.0,0.1318373383536492,0.06986936284770516 autism,Mystic_Grim,2019/09/04,"The post So I had posted a story on r/entitledparents about an event I had experienced and I guess I didn't understand what they meant so I replied in my usual friendly manner and got told this. ( [pic](https://imgur.com/gallery/QLl6HfP) )It kinda stung but I gave [my seal](https://imgur.com/gallery/xWEMuwM) a hug (he was the base of the encounter) and I feel a bit better. Sorry for posting, just wanted to vent a tiny bit. [The post](https://www.reddit.com/r/entitledparents/comments/cyhj0m/a_wild_karen_being_a_bitch_on_the_plane/)",7.385357142857143,11.406122059523812,4.683619047619049,76.4447142857143,72.45238095238095,7.1695238095238105,28.63809523809524,8.238735603445708,2.6225752380952376,439,17,61,8,10,121,63,84,0.021,0.8340000000000001,0.145,0.8641,4,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,10,3,6,4,2,7,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679144474621995,0.4145526993827195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599818101860136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668423487553264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184721610553806,0.0,0.209150583565518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7273279875585499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125310884469707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814179685025728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197649432945162,0.0,0.0,0.20910235571267172,0.0,0.11198348430508827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Musictheory_nerd,2019/09/04,"Is it okay for an Autism ABA therapist to not let you use the bathroom unsupervised? Okay this is kindda weird but,when I was 8 years old I was in ABA therapy and my therapist would always look in on me in the bathroom and walk in on me if I was using too much toilet paper (more than 4 squares). She knew I was high functioning, had no history of self harm, and it definitely wasn't a safety issue. I just feel like it was kindda weird and not okay, but I could be wrong.",6.008469387755103,4.709082908163269,6.984612244897961,79.89610204081633,66.85714285714286,10.697142857142858,29.804081632653066,9.888512548439397,2.404977142857143,367,10,81,7,5,124,67,98,0.128,0.789,0.083,-0.6615,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,3,13,0,0,2,0,15,18,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,8,3,11,4,10,6,2,10,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,3,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236001708586333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498271310160424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081469562964696,0.15656909874327105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315562749092345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287477819892215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241075959786766,0.0,0.1070712928911684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404055604165165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110900119904534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299732438731137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228633357723632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506304023892298,0.5089270446779204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785705301962997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568612045459554,0.2396188171455415,0.0,0.1411328920372881 autism,Purple_Ticket,2019/09/04,"I'm at school. It's my first full day I had my first day of school yesterday. It was a half day though. I had time to get my locker organized and meet some of my teachers. Today is my first full day. I feel like it is going well. I managed to get to classes on time. I also got complimented on my new converse. I have not felt anxious at all. There has been no sensory overload. That's partly because I can leave class a few minutes early to get my stuff. I also read outloud in history class. I pronounced every word correctly. I usually don't do that. I like history class. I met new people that are nice. I feel like this semester is going to be good. I have a free period as my last class. It is mostly for working on stuff that I didnt finish in class. I dont have anything yet. I'm trying to be very organized. I have math, English and History. Math is the only special education class I have. I get to go down to the learning support room to work on my English and History If I need to. I struggle with English class. I love History class though. Also nobody seemed to care that I was stimming a lot today. I like that. I felt excited and started flapping my hands. Someone asked me about it but not in a bad way. They were just curious. I think I have a better school year when I start it off with just a half day. I have been doing that since I started high school. It helps me not get overwhelmed. It helps me to ease into the transition.",0.39270543270543,2.745806481481484,2.6381836381836368,90.44514332514336,88.56228956228956,5.6350532350532365,22.16844116844117,7.113659591113569,0.8976239694239698,1123,42,234,18,37,380,145,297,0.022000000000000002,0.8029999999999999,0.175,0.9885,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,6,12,18,0,2,10,0,29,2,1,0,2,28,55,13,0,2,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,0,7,1,1,3,7,3,1,5,12,5,44,16,31,41,8,46,0,1,0,1,8,16,0,5,30,166,62,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265266592778053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066694853694044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777008976203838,0.0,0.0882714114660761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883805757255022,0.0575585058302116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350819563567681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626907202172844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044704704941937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066136365037343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955423562282281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548475431782204,0.13490956088737746,0.18131900737256704,0.0,0.0,0.24094478893517354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466568367270625,0.0,0.16098584336510144,0.0791963236864657,0.0755175461130512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265775610301274,0.09976156093210016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696617266608767,0.0,0.09997879732887843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451841676979844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027383270993564,0.08521914324370268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001238940850903,0.0,0.18238585965466927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181185023454685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224934682217504,0.0,0.06546002006044667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444711057368337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822386335618414,0.0,0.08595784086837795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810648913084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000308032688952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049619582396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987099143331585,0.21618018923789292,0.0,0.10714846593352262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050152227727215,0.1855374041523911,0.0,0.11011594046077017,0.0,0.1790011945607464,0.0,0.0,0.06410604040340621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399200719560253,0.07790767460169705,0.0,0.07494743838103111,0.0,0.0,0.08489632089760857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748003866365552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060804388108335085 autism,FreeTrashMan420,2019/09/04,"Assholes that make fun of autism I’m sick of this kid making fun of one of my good friends who’s autistic, there is no reason to tell someone they don’t matter because of a disorder, or looking at them any different then someone looking at me and you, he has continually harassed him to the point he won’t even come around us anymore and tells me how he’s different and worthless all because of the mean things this guy is saying, every time he comes around he is attacked and honestly it pisses me off to get back at him Please send dick pics and blow up this kids snapchat @chandler_byrom1",9.537844827586207,7.102235025862073,8.513172413793104,75.34906896551725,60.81034482758621,11.34896551724138,40.44137931034483,9.3871,3.6476606896551718,477,20,92,6,5,148,83,116,0.193,0.6709999999999999,0.136,-0.8442,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,2,0,6,9,3,0,3,0,6,3,2,4,1,17,15,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,0,3,10,5,16,14,1,15,0,1,2,1,20,8,2,1,4,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955727704713507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977338389623952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868361354365425,0.0,0.1832807851135786,0.0,0.12388019918982565,0.0,0.19641685736333703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755627766669266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336641954306566,0.18464088159963613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640867547262127,0.0,0.1357383476655117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446972386667493,0.0,0.08417098397241912,0.0,0.0,0.13512766522389774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951979217715684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27057611996775704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507836905703465,0.0,0.0,0.17549113922510454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916926870296596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768454801103036,0.15229678878169006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564330498856047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811757452377556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730083658451438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816266481677011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070313477697372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394192334801828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193790102220895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FlamDukke,2019/09/04,"Parent: bathtime meltdown help Hi, everybody. My son is autistic. He's also 6. So it's hard to tell how much of either explains why he hates getting in the bath. Usually, once he's in, he's fine. Toys, music. It is a nice way to unwind before bed. But getting in is always very difficult. Last night, I think he was just out of spoons after a long day, so the whole bath, start to finish, was him screaming and me trying in vain to soothe him, remind him to breathe, etc., all while washing him with one hand and keeping him from leaping out of the tub with the other. What has been your experience of things that were necessary (bath, toothbrushing, etc.) but which were perhaps too much at the time? I want to give my kid the space to regroup and relax, but I also want to make sure his hygienic needs are met. In other words, I want to accommodate his autism, but I don't want to indulge a 6-year-old tantrum. I'm all ears, folks.",2.0396996996997,4.204178054054053,3.152387387387389,90.76737987987991,79.27027027027026,5.8408408408408405,22.71021021021021,6.937597516519254,0.6590120120120121,720,23,149,8,18,231,120,185,0.067,0.8170000000000001,0.115,0.7197,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,2,0,9,0,11,4,3,2,3,27,27,13,0,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,8,7,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,4,16,4,26,21,8,20,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,0,10,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556652533324469,0.13300867062550845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602125686912905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309054159804257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35655179234947576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563647549462258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703089035715032,0.1533434527133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319491852078509,0.1578195705653291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714462144370718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208273536128732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029973665421107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414629274110145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670164997694444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350174607101377,0.1185273424214368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000914680935942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677365243533416,0.1702358845797804,0.10831903876204214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749539585936375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131432186854953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506574868412794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971664453621296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619776834237234,0.10242593787414543,0.0,0.0,0.0932102867172392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852820002817276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605307217907434,0.13189365057794947,0.3771365727188353,0.12688212425897247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424048341348458,0.17846770912237586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293867401084107 autism,603-Viking,2019/09/04,"Trying to understand someone Hey, guys. In serious need of advice. Scenario: close friend's struggle in which I'm attempting to help find alternative solutions for His stepsister, 22 years old & autistic to some degree(wish I knew more about this part), was convinced to drop out of college and work a dead end job so that the heavily alcoholic marijuana abusing deadbeat father doesn't have to get a job himself. He's feeling overwhelmingly useless and like an ultimate failure in life due to letting her down being sort of the ""icing on a really terrible cake"" of years of negative events He's convinced that the sister won't hear him out to change her mind due to being brainwashed against him by the father. Here's where I'm trying to help figure something out... Is there some organization/group of people/anyone that would be willing to make an attempt of stepping in? Social services...? A church pastor..? Someone else I'm not aware of? There must be some kind of option him and I aren't Seeing.",5.3863768115942,7.607404739130438,5.675521739130435,76.22020289855072,69.54347826086956,8.167536231884059,32.37536231884058,8.841846274778883,3.03343231884058,808,37,131,15,15,257,123,184,0.14800000000000002,0.767,0.085,-0.9209,2,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,0,2,10,0,14,2,0,1,1,23,25,4,1,3,1,3,1,1,1,4,2,1,0,1,5,7,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,3,9,5,32,14,5,20,2,2,1,0,19,11,0,5,8,85,14,5,0.0,0.1910673392206864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758190762902682,0.0,0.17233844669193274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472569922050205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127571006730536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059224111402094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471246669956288,0.0,0.14282895048227656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815381610632378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473891880416766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458947286096443,0.0,0.08425196262623094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596732619052888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175231899754848,0.0,0.2161790462153384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200523538844569,0.0,0.0,0.16792800958258258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489980099278076,0.11390306986659375,0.07878374141085939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764264510345836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282714863246972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957262758433088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921578219039454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462942161524195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330761438795427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850375095016373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438478570225126,0.27327101989648234,0.12414622192248205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685845023310328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897060676894844,0.0,0.0,0.16787788191963224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544163230648436,0.0,0.0,0.11739957457737316,0.0,0.0,0.1145548421426269,0.0,0.0,0.20769296737892612 autism,Manospondylus_gigas,2019/09/04,"How do I get an autism support dog in the UK? I really need a support dog because I had my first day at 6th form today but in the holidays my anxiety got worse, mainly due to some trauma, and now I can't speak to anyone and I had a nervous breakdown. I wasn't put in the same tutor group as anyone I'm friendly with and there were people I hate and I hate the tutor so I freaked out. I got put into the same tutor group as my boyfriend after my mother phoned the school but I still think I need a support dog for my anxiety and autism, since animals make me very calm. I'm constantly anxious around humans and when I'm somewhere unfamiliar, so a support dog would help. If there are support animals other than dogs, then that's fine as long as it's not a rodent because I'm allergic. I don't know if support animals cost money but if they cost over £200 we won't be able to afford it, too.",2.8215197568389065,3.8889501489361713,4.648206686930092,85.65500000000003,74.1063829787234,7.499088145896658,26.19452887537993,7.957251820313856,1.481001823708206,700,24,148,10,14,239,108,188,0.16399999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.168,-0.0155,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,1,10,14,2,1,12,0,11,1,0,2,0,28,31,21,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,2,1,3,2,5,5,0,1,6,1,21,9,19,22,5,21,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,4,11,96,25,4,0.11191737995439614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712329786675464,0.1264347833327874,0.0,0.15651046854562206,0.0,0.0,0.09963019602185877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644759208127075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094292835306633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217745137674919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519686621618932,0.0,0.0,0.08646709012970194,0.0,0.0584722118066613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902110519352032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099048475645544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501586066631173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150686513059377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904335942508008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747057201722573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659706382724251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758941954806116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250157572838624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169713940708447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326636349760145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257921322056954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937736420115405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7620150989477561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171213804903938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060845900410125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234355939859233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140533715427912,0.07950289565310249,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Heavenly417,2019/09/04,"Aggressive Behavior and Autism Hello All, I have a 5 year old son who is mildly autistic. He sometimes has really aggressive behaviors. They don’t happen often but his usual triggers can be things like sound sensitivity or just simply not getting his way. I’m seeking advice from parents who’ve been there on how to get through those aggressive outbursts. Also any children/adults that have gone through that themselves, what do you think best helped you get through those moments and self-soothe yourself?",8.115265151515153,9.910724238636368,6.62318181818182,73.70060606060609,62.29545454545455,9.048484848484847,37.39393939393939,9.2995712137729,3.760334848484848,415,20,62,7,6,123,74,88,0.057,0.841,0.102,0.7884,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,5,5,3,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,11,16,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,6,2,6,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,5,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522637382129002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064445452393123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555262407559474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709152325764052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046222443359661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828349635875794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303424975017662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612032318766642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708877333840945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664791795238953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537916936957872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693094683828577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553195276471648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150512011393834,0.16541376577005834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28431862327989016,0.0,0.0,0.20490952212094865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662418139869215 autism,Dabullfrog1991,2019/04/12,"Anywhere for Interview Help? Hello, I am asking this for a friend. I was asked if there is anywhere that a highly skilled autistic adult can get help developing skills for interviewing for a job. I myself have worked as a caregiver with intellectually challenged and autistic adults, but something like this never came up for me. I am in the Indianapolis area. Thank you!",5.6526666666666685,8.515377061538466,5.699615384615388,73.49455128205129,70.69230769230771,8.025641025641027,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.9017179487179487,299,13,48,6,6,94,50,65,0.018000000000000002,0.763,0.218,0.902,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,9,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,2,35,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314852499690528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32511513974016115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961683310505425,0.0,0.1485129424659081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38106395687591704,0.300333920511043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820819559384499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887397860755765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923710132030166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883550411196206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617063456662107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694302804648493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mykthesith,2019/04/12,"New Autism-related Subreddit, and a Request for Help Hello! I've created a subreddit that's specifically designed to let the world know what it's like to be autistic, from an autistic point of view - specifically, to translate the sterile and clinical terms used to discuss and define autism into relatable human expressions of joy and engagement. My primary motivation for this is that I was undiagnosed until age 34. I spent decades filled with self-loathing, compulsive masking and not knowing why things just seemed off - and I want to help other people like me to figure it out sooner. Reflecting, I realized that the reason I didn't figure it out sooner was that the way autism is represented is so often using terminology that nobody would relate to. So I'd like to invite everyone here to participate, if you feel like it - post, or comment, and let's work together to create a resource for our brothers and sisters out there in the cold feeling like aliens and wondering what's going on. https://www.reddit.com/r/AutismTranslated/",11.98316666666667,10.552171316666673,10.950555555555557,56.62750000000001,55.27777777777778,14.111111111111116,44.16666666666667,12.815532586354998,5.9170000000000025,847,39,124,23,8,271,118,180,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,9,0,10,1,0,4,0,35,21,14,0,3,4,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,14,0,0,12,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,9,7,25,13,1,17,0,0,1,0,12,9,0,5,9,85,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139559631038884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138959019555434,0.2562837401389855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194002998665484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404556841271797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971539778672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668356869394084,0.0,0.4381552877279485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323653695598126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435248221339318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956250342697973,0.0,0.17178675184407774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844220990768244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632915918421079,0.1871218922133103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916537057793986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30983595155067656,0.0,0.0,0.1057969958974239,0.14237545282770206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185340734180914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945189712449976,0.13058340072942362,0.0,0.0,0.127419208381779,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,windlep7,2019/05/30,"Improving sensory processing issues as an adult? Hello, I am an adult with ASD. Amongst other things, I have issues with sudden movements, which makes things like flying and amusement rides absolutely terrifying for me. I read this can indicate an over-sensitive vestibular system, and for children they recommended spinning and swinging to train the system to be less sensitive. Can things work in adults, and is there any other exercises I could do?",7.867599999999999,10.604284493333337,7.221,65.55550000000002,64.06666666666666,10.333333333333336,35.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.554866666666667,367,17,50,10,6,114,56,75,0.051,0.823,0.126,0.6081,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,8,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928222460821804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339744371796127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117305258141201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431681167142385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956113596742317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931266198063089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840628480714919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21334193698217213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MA4545,2019/05/30,Stem cell treatment? Hello all I have a 6 year old son with autism and we did bank his cord blood at birth. Has anyone on here been accepted at Duke for any of there treatments? Thanks and I look forward to reading a lot of posts here.,0.625,3.0402148333333368,1.2966666666666669,100.015,88.16666666666666,4.033333333333334,18.416666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.5763583333333337,184,5,41,1,6,56,42,48,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,7,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,8,4,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,4,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634978881360505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709331754725342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32538338900517155,0.0,0.0,0.3294193903638097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065923027042545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710961968525338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875822112447264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35673708867926684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495227122700105 autism,Retardlowke,2019/05/30,110 IQ but can't look straight forward for even an 2 minutes and daydream most of the day 16 and might not be able to get a job,9.31137931034483,3.454293241379311,8.740689655172414,84.04827586206899,64.86206896551724,11.6,42.793103448275865,3.1291,2.8310413793103453,100,4,26,0,1,32,28,29,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.2498,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,15,0,1,0.4499011523300676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014902385919683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971554679951865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505478310718236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464574728009493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778036574566147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477274025332643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,actusafool,2019/05/30,"Multivitamins Sorry if this isn’t allowed, but I can’t find any help on the internet concerning multivitamins for my 3 year old autistic son. I am not in any way trying to find a “cure”, my son is just really picky about what he eats and I’m concerned his body isn’t getting what it needs. Does anyone else have any opinions on a multivitamin or probiotic that can help him?",6.787297297297298,6.278202459459457,8.049324324324324,70.30344594594597,64.94594594594594,11.183783783783785,33.364864864864856,10.686352973137794,3.3694162162162162,298,11,59,7,4,103,58,74,0.016,0.883,0.10099999999999999,0.7876,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,1,0,11,10,4,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599110226016331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762954138484306,0.2309850146983116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504076990462734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972798726074075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230676501142792,0.18832219184354784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120873980869572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117780593419599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30220894035527485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715735271475454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655633199624945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441956897023187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523562624203969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530557105305154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893997760063232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451728849064894 autism,fineimherenow,2019/05/30,"Abilify and anxiety Has anyone had any issues with Abilify exacerbating anxiety? My doctor seems to ignore me every time I bring it up, but I'm pretty sure it's the Abilify and my anxiety is worse than it has ever been.",8.598139534883723,6.8894103255814025,10.906627906976748,55.16133720930236,62.023255813953476,15.111627906976745,37.77906976744186,13.816669648895859,5.775846511627908,176,7,29,7,2,66,33,43,0.209,0.648,0.142,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,8,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165537777012492,0.0,0.6130537909327571,0.0,0.0,0.18678126298876094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734155893016086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416314753873117,0.2250658421572726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788109676584236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717639798461927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431821975738047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517638388166943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576377977059838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722250208928257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Moonracer2000,2019/05/30,"Curious about other's experiences with recreational drugs So, I'm a recent self diagnosed HFA in his 40s and the more I read about autism the more I relate and reflect on various aspects of life. One thing I haven't heard of (likely due to taboos) is how the brain of someone with autism might react differently to that of a neurotypical brain. So I thought I'd share some personal experiences and see if others here relate. Obvious disclaimer, I'm not encouraging anyone to try these things if they haven't already! &#x200B; Alcohol: the first time I got drunk I felt like I understood humans a little better. I can't remember exactly why, but I think I recognized what alcohol was suppressing in my brain and connected that to why normal people probably like to drink. I never found drinking to help me socialize as much as it seems to help others. &#x200B; Caffeine: On the flip side, I found that caffeine does help me socialize. At one point I found that I was much more comfortable at parties where others were drinking alcohol if I was drinking coffee or tea. I associated this with helping me focus on specific conversations and not allowing other conversations/noises to drown the one I 'should' be paying attention to. &#x200B; Marijuana: Never really liked it. I feel like it makes everything more difficult, especially social situations. &#x200B; Psychedelics: I've found I can ""handle"" psychedelics much better than others I've known and always treated them like a shamanic experience rather than a recreational activity. I feel like those experiences helped me as an undiagnosed neurodiverse person. I now wonder if part of that is my brain's ability to process information differently, and in this case, better? I also wonder if there might be a historical link between shamanism and autism if this is the case.",8.090146862483309,9.574663168224301,8.20008900756564,63.497570093457966,62.17757009345794,11.846372941700047,36.781041388518034,11.58411153163022,4.969930307076101,1491,69,223,46,21,485,174,321,0.048,0.7929999999999999,0.159,0.9879,2,0,8,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,2,4,11,15,0,0,14,0,16,16,4,4,4,56,35,23,1,9,11,0,3,7,0,3,6,1,0,4,22,11,9,2,19,6,1,0,7,1,0,4,13,5,31,14,34,17,10,20,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,13,15,160,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379786786055706,0.0,0.0,0.07014655869389166,0.05083363261069384,0.05289192652098095,0.2754945333448931,0.3089581370325165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444467599354741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865663650422602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838422974743112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451805723399535,0.0,0.13282568634561653,0.0,0.0,0.05562695330359879,0.0,0.0,0.24908155503362406,0.07371627091549783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712893817563585,0.24871861631856235,0.0,0.0,0.06428166472399964,0.09082299287443167,0.0610332388834366,0.0,0.0,0.054069127754058685,0.0,0.2787869428311069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050839462432509766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130344366975443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044898479759189834,0.21738563818009132,0.0637097378617781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042430736309950236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348667635128327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018476620249976,0.0,0.09805189189946112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228109223192006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922171040614416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883568248804951,0.0,0.0440685960016816,0.111006595732983,0.0,0.0,0.06009032813462022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853479858699221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358310852264352,0.0,0.040721947520820236,0.0,0.06276366420384509,0.0,0.07200778084176887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065379772269027,0.057868014078019774,0.06631310388213897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145074242162967,0.0,0.19439231046754932,0.05385918645549096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446072776220476,0.04073046632527495,0.0,0.05046422952763748,0.03706579137181671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043157078063778234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471668747877367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786902852085195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089581370325165,0.0 autism,SchnaapsIdee,2019/05/30,"Why do some people with autism look at things out the corner of their eye? Hi, just trying to understand why my almost 5yo son who is nonverbal is beginning to look at from the side of his eyes. My wife and I never noticed him doing it until recently. I understand this is a fairly common thing, but I guess I’m just trying to see if someone out there can describe how this impacts them? Is it a way to focus for them? A way not to focus?",3.968,4.570144466666669,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,71.0,8.222222222222221,25.0,8.344100000000001,1.4980000000000009,342,9,69,5,6,116,63,90,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,7,2,2,1,1,16,15,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,15,15,1,13,0,0,5,0,9,6,0,4,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067493611147587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274494112794508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467647273285389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924199245498918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350668729846668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313994143422162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386370416685665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452944494011384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494092152696716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27433829806859283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803584496445325,0.0,0.0,0.4298840232402395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277717278607424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726131852853444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,davezevito,2019/05/30,"Autism and thrill seeking. I have an Autistic son, he also has an ADHD diagnosis. I'm also pretty confident I'm on the spectrum myself. My son was very late speaking and is now 8 and in a special unit at school. He is very hyper and sensory seeking and socially inept. Until recently I had totally ignored my own symptoms as I seem to get by so may not have much of an understanding of the condition as I should have. I noticed that around 4yo my son seemed drawn to dangerous situations. For example he would pick the biggest hill to go down on his scooter and insist in going right to the top of the hill before flying down at a totally unsuitable speed. When he did fall off and get injured he would cry for about 5 seconds before wanting to go again. It was dangerous but being very determined he would demand to keep going and a meltdown would happen if I stopped him. He does this stuff all the time. I had to drag him off a rock the other day while out in the countryside as he had seen his brother rock climbing and decided he would do the same without any rope or gear and absolutely refused to stop so I had to drag him off before he got out of range. I know he has the capacity to understand danger but maybe he is just not thinking about consequences? Then it dawned on me that I was similar as a kid and later on in life took up many dangerous sports, some really dangerous. It was weird, the dangerous moments seemed to bring a strange calm focus and the stress symptoms would back off and in a way I felt kind of 'better' if that makes any sense. People commented on it being a positive thing but I never really understood it. It was almost like I felt calmer and more focused in the dangerous situations that I ended up in than I would do going to the local supermarket or just being in a simple social situation at home. I always thought autism meant that stress levels were just higher across the board. I'm not sure what this all means? Maybe getting him into these sports (but as safely as possible) is a good thing or maybe it's not? Academically he has been completely left behind so if he can find something physical that he is actually good at hopefully it will boost his self esteem.",6.0991608391608425,6.47366937062937,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,66.24941724941725,10.32960372960373,31.884615384615394,10.214889679676881,3.2137300699300706,1756,66,324,40,26,585,222,429,0.129,0.7659999999999999,0.105,-0.8648,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,15,22,7,2,28,0,39,4,0,2,6,79,72,39,0,13,18,4,2,1,0,10,4,2,1,2,22,18,0,6,15,4,0,9,6,11,0,1,20,5,28,11,62,39,9,64,0,0,1,0,33,36,0,13,19,232,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.07963988150878297,0.0,0.09807972271431348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172092803236422,0.0,0.0,0.13052745671203705,0.0679063082335299,0.0,0.0,0.11099560665625287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265047042474551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275328409201142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833306622408584,0.0,0.0,0.07217767938895371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556684806970451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964508370435352,0.052631892799142495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141772451090322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228250361075546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671737464375654,0.0,0.07459033676881074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791404205198853,0.0,0.2319050743087072,0.13690169728403076,0.06527121308390081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216771979734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818617861649195,0.08105744330987105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253898544157225,0.0,0.08498457013101289,0.04485088722608383,0.0,0.09205997440772457,0.0,0.08866983100341838,0.0,0.05764376921561039,0.03987067085328694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054475509741475615,0.08274003613722547,0.24596555006838305,0.0888975428474141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999296155728761,0.0,0.06294289537330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291386878487223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657830713203511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200335238955712,0.0,0.08302701571686337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045632973539555,0.0,0.08058032685955238,0.0,0.0,0.06969475128311434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259398174420497,0.0,0.2228848593339937,0.08513734265959012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520019353840786,0.0,0.16638284921866278,0.0,0.06282759695477128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364597320813089,0.18696864850232425,0.0,0.09342426973951896,0.0,0.0,0.07691674302901322,0.1696487018716372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843651555731157,0.05229258570648551,0.0,0.06478946316527168,0.0475876229015002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067204742583002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699184033075642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201113614785796,0.0481358700766362,0.06477845841729983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866941805189732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058153150318085,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,squidhandss,2019/05/30,"Won a scholarship as a white, middle, class, privileged, uninvolved, average grade, “uninteresting” applicant. Here’s how I achieved it. I’m definitely not the diversity poster child or calculus prodigy that colleges would fight over. I just wrote an essay about my Autism causing my depression/social anxiety and how I grew to find my own positivity and individuality from those. I was announced to walk on stage at my high school’s senior awards ceremony bc of THAT ESSAY. Just proves that no matter how ineligible you think you are, you can always find one characteristic about you that college admissions can distinguish you from other applicants, and you can possibly win. Don’t waste your time trying to tell colleges what you think they what to hear. Just be yourself.",8.234001670843778,10.004765616541356,8.272581453634086,62.07314954051799,62.007518796992464,11.926148705096073,35.83040935672515,11.645159339076185,4.851257978279032,629,28,97,20,9,204,97,133,0.087,0.769,0.14300000000000002,0.8402,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,8,1,4,9,5,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,21,14,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,3,2,17,4,13,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,2,66,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218310947747382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071057559426528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695239047415219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795986569258089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29570747095684946,0.0,0.0,0.2772058844921389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777871465072124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578016503307863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553012381115065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293209378106145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362292618377739,0.0,0.0,0.1529887182343073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781304488951415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637848937880253,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,this-is-a-bitcoin,2019/02/04,"How do I deal with it? In my lab today, it was silent, and I asked my friends if they could hear the lights, and they said no. I told them I could, and got pelted with insults. Do you guys/gals get asked on a daily basis if you are mental or if you hear voices in your head? Also, can you hear the hum of lights if they are turned off? I can.",0.9596000000000018,1.9805030266666683,2.3436666666666675,100.5235,78.73333333333333,5.0,15.166666666666664,3.1291,-1.3603333333333332,257,2,67,0,6,83,48,75,0.075,0.883,0.042,-0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,4,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,13,19,10,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,16,1,7,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,5,1,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488430825900426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621257616447446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092724095597592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996736188670396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963522122731593,0.0,0.1011888145676679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490207106431367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876960886736847,0.0,0.654867891417901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518197332036688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423222691670715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835841945853017,0.1850677264296849,0.0,0.0,0.2106661589954358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ethereal23,2019/02/04,"Resources for adults with Autism I've recently come to suspect that I'm Autistic. I'm in my later thirties and realize I've just been winging social interactions and barely sliding by my entire life with little idea on things like social cues. Are there any good resources, like books, to help adults get the training that children today would receive? &#x200B;",6.974531249999997,9.357618640625002,5.811375000000003,76.19612500000002,65.71875,6.995000000000001,34.675,7.554174236665415,2.8123475,299,14,43,3,5,89,50,64,0.032,0.8109999999999999,0.156,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,8,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592610075136479,0.2907527670841704,0.16271937566357814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611950858362446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250145159694733,0.0,0.0,0.20069766165007685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038509954508065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011927363106025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690113405426593,0.2338013499444896,0.2398225565629893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362612516360306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878339631916032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896775234775126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681053556941616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997845149260926,0.0,0.2907527670841704,0.0 autism,priviet123,2019/02/04,"Going about getting proper diagnosis I’m a young female adult and think I may be on the spectrum but know, of course, that I should get proper diagnosis before looking too much into it. How do I even do this. Just go up to my doctor and say “hey doc I wanna find out whether I’m autistic or not, can you refer me to someone who can check that out?” Being a female, the presentation of any signs are much more subtle & generally different than men, so I’m afraid he might just dismiss it completely. Any advice on how to approach the subject would be really helpful. I only opened up to a close friend about this but they laughed at me. It hurt. I don’t want this happening again, especially with my GP. Thank you! 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Using a little humor and lots of drama, the series demonstrates different characteristics of autism in every episode and gives examples of how ASD can impact the entire family. Mikkel Palmer, who plays the titular character, Jordan, is the inspiration behind the series. Mikkel was born with Septo-Optic Dysplasia and is blind in one eye. He is also on the spectrum. Mikkel wanted kids like himself to know “they weren’t the only ones, that there were other kids like him... like them.” With the Oh Jordan! series, we hope to give some understanding to the situations that many find themselves in on a daily basis. We want families and individuals to know that they are not alone......Join the Oh Jordan family by watching the series at the web site listed below. Be sure to subscribe to our YouTube Channel. The first two of 7 episodes are posted online, with more to come! &#x200B; Web site: [www.Oh-Jordan.com](http://www.oh-jordan.com/) For more information, email: Shanalyna Cp at [ohjordan.webseries@gmail.com](mailto:ohjordan.webseries@gmail.com) Find us on Facebook too: @0hJordan#ohjordan #autismacceptance #autismwebseries #autismawareness",8.197843713278495,12.09576527477478,6.5653388170779525,65.18398942420683,67.42342342342343,8.725734430082255,29.021543282412853,9.318704503766252,3.424429063846455,1169,43,148,27,23,346,138,222,0.012,0.843,0.146,0.9768,2,1,0,0,0,0,82.0,4,0,3,1,4,9,0,0,19,0,11,3,1,3,1,30,21,8,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,4,4,9,9,30,16,5,20,1,0,4,0,18,13,0,3,7,93,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010473978919663,0.0,0.14917905896865033,0.16729945085885858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058934671277687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860138406646854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384903145136396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600354378118305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191796748579116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516788368545937,0.11711276444833645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641554257265461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674990578113172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133353216977716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724930477968913,0.20179431746104173,0.13799415365474627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705283815936646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958856440658465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659494606400243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659461028288196,0.10471383512735497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186188895487722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476103119223986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976423796145284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344959116189241,0.14333246086951315,0.16561523691696825,0.1189135756949598,0.0,0.0,0.1624175505390307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729945085885858,0.0 autism,guydimet,2019/02/04,https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cpdu66ItOnc&t=379s My Vlog with my autistic 14 year old son,21.576,28.8484586,7.600000000000001,49.48000000000002,63.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.874,86,2,8,1,2,18,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6606505435852867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398171475978052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926510879906912 autism,EvertX,2019/02/04,"Looking for good books that describes autism I know this is probably subjective, but I'd like to know which book you all consider to describe autism best; I prefer factual non-fiction, but fiction is okay as well. I can read English, Dutch and German.",3.7506521739130463,6.675579717391307,3.902347826086957,83.47091304347828,77.91304347826087,7.1582608695652175,30.93913043478261,8.238735603445708,2.748457391304348,201,10,34,4,5,62,37,46,0.0,0.6920000000000001,0.308,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,4,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,20,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39869994831831396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186567508505901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175854143452534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560848667905824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190349922194781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40961529243404576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800202835397479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415914340102658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,invisibletoucan,2019/02/04,"Autism Meet Up Groups ARE NOT for ""finding a girlfriend"" - Article I've found and read this article: [http://timetolisten.blogspot.com/2017/03/autism-meet-up-groups-are-not-for.html](http://timetolisten.blogspot.com/2017/03/autism-meet-up-groups-are-not-for.html) and I would love to hear opinions on this. Is this a common problem? Have you experienced this? I got to an Aspie/Autism meetup myself and I'm male. I've haven't noticed the men at my meetup pester the women like this (we have an almost equal split male and female in our group). 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I’m a high school English teacher, have been for 7-8 years now, and every few years I’ll get a kid with paperwork informing me that they are autistic. I haven’t really had a whole lot of training on that particular disability, but the teachers in the department talk to each other about what we have done with that kid that works or doesn’t. I always give a questionnaire to the kids and the students at the beginning of a semester with questions like “what kinds of activities really help you learn” or “what are your goals this year” or “what is something you think I should know about you?” I get all kinds of answers, but more and more often I’m seeing a response that basically says “I am autistic and tend to think very very literally. English is hard for me.” I totally understand that. English literature can be very subjective with interpretations and metaphors and whatnot. How can I better help my autistic students succeed? What worked for you in high school English? Thanks for the help. 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I should clarify I’m not visiting doctors/therapists/educators/experts with him, so I’m not sure of the details. What triggers my post is my will to hear your advise from practice and knowledge gained about... the total lack of sense for self preservation of the little ones. I may sound stupid as all kids do not have an actual sense of danger until they see otherwise. But my little nephew literally tried to jump from an escalator in the mall, while in the mountains he uncontrollably (after he pulled himself from our grip) started running to a cliff edge... I and his sister were faster than Bolt that day, I swear. He’s softly said super hyperactive. And he hardly learns from making a mistake. I.e If not observed constantly he’ll burn his hand several times in a row. Yesterday while in the mall, I let him wonder around freely... he was totally fine, looking around bumping in to things and screaming a little, but fine. Than his sister arrived and started shouting that he’ll most probably kill himself while I was checking stuff. But I never lost him from sight and didn’t endanger him by any means besides letting my grasp off him. The above escalator thing happened when he was younger so I understand the parallel, but on the other hand it looks too much of constant invading his space, like the little one is on a leash and missing the opportunity to discover this curious world. Sorry if I sound somewhat terrible, but please all advises about coping with such behavior will be highly appreciated and yes, I know each kiddo is unique, but just some thoughts... maybe to put mine to peace for the next time I go on a walk with the little precious thing. And he said his first ever “bye” in context to me yesterday and I just melted. Thank you nice people in advance. 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Will you tell me your story? Help! Will you tell me your story? I am looking for a person or caregiver for a person living with a communicative disorder or swallowing disorder. This could include: hearing loss, aphasia or language disorder, motor speech disorder (aphasia), Autism, childhood language-learning disorder, dysphagia (swallowing disorder), cleft lip and/or palate, stuttering, or other related issue. Your story will be anonymous and used to help broaden my understanding of your journey and the journey of others like you or your child or other loved one. The interview consists of 10 questions about your experience with a disorder for my course on the anatomy and physiology of the speech and hearing mechanisms. 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How accurate is the online ""The Autism Spectrum Quotient"" test? I scored a 36.0 and a 6.0 on the AQ-10 score. Online tests are usually not the most reliable and seem to have little sway in the real world. Is it at all possible for an indication of Autism to actually be indicative of something else entirely? If I am Autistic then okay, so be it; I am who I am. FYI, I am older, have had 2 careers (the last one as a paramedic for 20 years), and, if it matters, I score as an INTJ (which I think is skewing the Autism scale). Thoughts?",3.505833333333332,4.710303657407408,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,72.6111111111111,8.362962962962964,29.24074074074073,8.841846274778883,2.2532185185185174,417,17,86,8,8,140,73,108,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.6216,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,12,1,13,0,0,1,1,14,16,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,7,1,11,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,61,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.2894367145066777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776944306779294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24176683218385814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29726896234859296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645604943318115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098237754844395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343695085269152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33759328410473977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001154102169145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283355135445962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900479246478392,0.0,0.2354655606957372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266606261064561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099928951394074 autism,seijuurouhiko,2018/11/12,"Fitst restaurant meal without a meltdown My son was diagnosed nearly a year ago and has been making enormous strides in ABA. Today I figured we would try a restaurant for lunch while it was dead. Not only did he eat his whole meal while sitting in his chair, but he also asked if he could go to the play area and let me wipe his face. 3 months ago I took him to a restaurant and he screamed and threw everything so this was huge.",5.7361627906976755,5.656557500000003,5.250558139534885,88.05374418604653,67.02325581395347,7.810232558139535,31.153488372093026,6.742157984588678,1.5609562790697673,339,12,71,2,5,103,65,86,0.064,0.862,0.07400000000000001,0.2133,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,9,6,1,1,0,13,14,10,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,1,9,1,7,4,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,7,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312869069163661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454227843212174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742384797150844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423064830859027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691310082913576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489251072943335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863465635461934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825548332108406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875922247555385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623840692343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417514162369226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501717644529586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230590741568388,0.0,0.27028101428869217,0.16516380722384427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716013561223484,0.0,0.2345028121479338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281144847140986,0.0,0.0,0.15665737850430794 autism,SoVeryTired81,2018/11/12,"My 11 year old daughter asked if she was a mistake “because of [her] autism “ I of course told her that she’s absolutely NOT a mistake. I told her she’s special and has a great unique personality. I don’t know how to help her with this. She’s NOT a mistake. She’s my tiny, loving, creative, sweet, protective little girl and I couldn’t possibly love her more than I do. She said nothing is happening in school and no one said she’s a mistake. She’s been asking probing questions about if we dislike her because of her autism and I don’t understand where this is coming from and why she suddenly is feeling like this. Is there anything that I should read or know about in regards to handling this in a non damaging way?",4.4282517482517525,5.485088083916086,5.087699300699303,84.05616433566433,70.25874125874124,7.957762237762238,31.782517482517484,8.238735603445708,2.2591068531468537,568,25,114,8,10,183,81,143,0.11800000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.183,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,1,0,25,26,9,0,8,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,6,4,26,6,13,18,1,10,0,1,0,2,30,5,0,4,4,79,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253530229988198,0.0,0.3238519168523417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111717954281776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492032259196958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757909328289623,0.12373972266172448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096226612273515,0.0,0.0,0.15316712974358015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609757080256658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038100918702994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462060645255427,0.17359976905334765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31265369425517603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619760353422228,0.0,0.1817525018978192,0.0,0.11737012182687337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123841369786434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952658259380794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940324324993097,0.0,0.17325472252252008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32952065913213435,0.0,0.0,0.1752955913444239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310150467038889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031548037208928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374843291828278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629314388395724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111540176569431 autism,WholesomePaulie,2018/11/12,"A request for the community Hello everyone, I'm Paul. I'm a first time poster here. I got diagnosed a year and a half ago. My most significant special interest, as peculiar as it might sound, is kindness. I enjoy having opportunities to show kindness, to gain insight into the psychology and philosophy of it. Really I just love it as a concept. It soothes me. I know there are many of you who are very troubled by our conditions, so I have a request for you: Talk to me. Send me a PM, tell me a little about yourself and what's troubling you. Some of you need to see that there are kinder ways of looking at yourselves and the world. It would make me very happy to be able to introduce you to those ways. I can't wait to meet you! :)",1.8572831050228304,4.1552625821917815,3.885452054794524,84.54196803652971,80.7123287671233,7.181004566210048,26.17168949771689,8.238735603445708,1.8767968949771685,571,24,116,12,15,194,93,146,0.042,0.7090000000000001,0.249,0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,6,0,3,6,11,0,0,11,0,10,2,0,1,0,15,20,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,3,19,8,21,16,2,11,0,0,2,1,16,4,0,3,4,83,28,0,0.19804481977495667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755547833898466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101132326087495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924031231927055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845682252933505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583945341126244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108223932789012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124664076753195,0.10884025362883358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849293765547,0.0,0.0,0.16630776974854672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874318203290346,0.0,0.13219645504301214,0.2007863628882061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009425701787507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684772444633085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687258277527466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781608041138678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591809243306687,0.17309990166209147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548152704502955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32681543449148376,0.0,0.31439751941956745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406853577846592,0.0,0.0,0.12753437078060004 autism,b1andf,2018/11/12,"Is there anywhere in the UK my wife and I can get our 15yr old son assessed privately? We think he has aspergers as he ticks all the boxes, he's also very aggressive, has no friends.. He has been in care and social services are lacking in support. We just want what's best for him but are not equipped to deal with him. 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My brother \[31M\] is on the spectrum and is high-functioning, he's finished community college and is currently working full time at a good company. For the last few years he has been trying to find a girlfriend. He has used many free and paid dating apps/websites. He has even pushed himself and gone to dozens of speed dating and mingling events. He has recently been on a few meetup events to hopefully meet new friends/girls. He even pushes himself to try new things like going to evening language classes (he's really into learning about different cultures). But he hasn't even been on a single date as an outcome of all his efforts. He feels that the girls are too picky because he is a great guy with a good job, and it's been hurting his self-esteem not getting any dates. I know he would take amazing care of his girlfriend when he finds her. But I know the way he communicates is very different and might be perceived the wrong way.. and with the current ""dating culture"" with apps, I don't think it really gives these girls an opportunity to really get to know him and see his potential in being a great boyfriend.. I \[25F\] don't know how else to help, and he often talks about how he is upset that he has no girlfriend. It breaks my heart seeing him so upset over this. He has seen a therapist in the past for this. For years my parents and I have been encouraging him and trying to suggest new things for him to do. I worry also that he just expects a relationship right away, and I've tried to explain that it does takes a lot of time & effort and sometimes it's better to try to establish a friendship as a goal first before thinking of dating someone.. I feel that a similar issue is his lack of friendships. He doesn't have friends to regularly go out with. That's partly why we have been suggesting him to go to meetup events to try to meet new people. I feel that not having regular friends gives him less practice interacting with others, and also limits the possibility of meeting new friends/girls. I sometimes regret being a very introverted and shy person myself, since I don't even have many friends to introduce him to or parties/outings to invite him to tag along with.. I am wondering if anyone can share their experience or any advice with dating on the spectrum. I would love to have more suggestions to share with my brother, or even just hear about others going through something similar.. 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They are caused by a lack of probiotic foods. 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Ok so I have an autistic roomate mid 20s. He is increasingly morbidly obese and I think pre diabetic. I'm not positive about the prediabetes but he has the symptomes, most notably the neck and joint rashes, he needs to see a doctor and check. He actually has active weekends (larping), but he eats by my estimation 6-8 thousand calories a day when i try and track it. The raw sugar intake is an issue in itself, he is going through a 1lb bag of sugar ~weekly. He heaps it in every drink even if it is already something high in sugar like pop. 6-8 continuous hours a day (sans bio breaks) at the kitchen table every day, youtubing, scripting(stimming)? and intermittently eating/drinking, is the general behaviour. My SO tried to talk to him about it once and he raged (meltdown?) to the point she cried (you're not my mom etc), I still feel like I should try myself because it is honestly just watching someone kill themselves and you could say it is not my business, but if I don't try there is nobody else and it kinda isn't his fault either. *From my google fu obesity is supposed to be an autism linked problem because of difficulty communicating and the impulse/sensory stuff, but the strategies I found always assume you`re a parent or guardian. This is why I'm reaching out. I can't physically change his diet or cart him to a doctor, I need a subtler way to push him to self parent or get help that does not backfire and I don't even know what to google to find those answers.* We have free healthcare here and he has long term disability, so cost isn't an issue. He might listen to a doctor if I can get him there? What I'd say to a non autistic person would be something like ""hey, I think you should go get a blood test"" or ask ""has anybody ever talked to you about calories?"", but are there coaching resources or a tack I could take here tailored to autism? What works when you're not an authority figure? Idk it might be a bad idea entirely with no solution, and I don't know very much about autism, so general feedback/anecdotes/advice would be appreciated.",5.473592592592592,6.358154465853659,6.075149051490516,78.55325654923219,67.7560975609756,8.415537488708221,31.770551038843717,8.515128840125781,2.443426377597109,1681,68,314,24,27,547,223,410,0.095,0.8059999999999999,0.1,-0.4089,2,0,4,0,0,0,60.0,1,3,0,1,22,11,2,0,27,1,36,18,3,0,1,64,56,31,1,13,20,3,1,3,0,6,8,3,1,2,16,15,9,0,12,3,3,4,12,5,0,1,1,9,32,7,31,43,6,27,0,0,2,0,36,8,0,13,16,194,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.09239026714126007,0.0,0.0,0.0925164399821536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044774879905133,0.0,0.07877814280249364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850942176779256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905063228454283,0.11542740699933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001548151936398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118240698777122,0.0,0.10399730730930884,0.1831748570090476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907151599956049,0.08285173861610508,0.0,0.0,0.1854931707216447,0.0,0.096877339411069,0.07908977640756934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558893597725064,0.12506541095215334,0.08563999978521965,0.1595374827978328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787110714525116,0.06763666189747956,0.0,0.0,0.0865322877140013,0.0,0.0,0.10380751391759027,0.0,0.0,0.14839314539912102,0.0,0.10761327797521808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063632230687714,0.0,0.0,0.1269188579799659,0.10003055265685896,0.0,0.0,0.0932369386497498,0.0,0.0,0.1068778515737238,0.0,0.1976346100781049,0.0,0.0,0.10474513473589912,0.0,0.10406307427475074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387619567526674,0.0,0.0,0.08378541522470083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087287142224944,0.0,0.11088356494869207,0.0,0.0,0.06959786528891149,0.21060350118600366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082701197197608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025332523115195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266756408657876,0.0,0.0,0.08949956566547121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059229115898404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058055216683747,0.0,0.0,0.07544463537178629,0.0,0.0987678746250904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021879634378096,0.14577265451743746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756084972758581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838154295545237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840477276677001,0.07118468370254846,0.2282913140973821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132931067700345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711556997630297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811774067892413,0.0,0.07514952263600873,0.07594349834739106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543050123582699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892536623485593,0.0,0.0,0.1345104439616673,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kmdawg51,2019/05/29,"Concern for Carly Fleischmann TW: sexual assault Friends, I need your help. A young woman named Carly Fleischmann needs your help. If you can, please read and share with anyone you think might be able to help. As many of you know, Carly is a young woman with nonverbal autism. For most of her life, her means of communication were very limited. When she was given the opportunity to type on a keyboard, for the first time we heard her inner voice, and what a beautiful voice it is! Carly has been active on social media and has gained a significant following of supporters. She has interviewed such celebrity icons as Channing Tatum, Whitney Cummings, Grace Helbig, James Van Der Beek, and The Late Show with Stephen Colbert, and it has been a pleasure to watch her pursue her dreams of becoming a talk show host. In January of this year, after a period of absence, Carly returned to social media with a disturbing message. In short, Carly describes how her father’s (Arthur Fleischmann) boyfriend sexually assaulted her on multiple occasions. When Carly approached her father with this information, he dismissed her claims of abuse and defended his boyfriend’s actions. Needless to say, Carly’s supporters were shocked and enraged upon reading this information. Shortly after it was published, Carly’s post was removed. An “administrator” then posted on Carly’s Facebook and Twitter accounts stating that her social media accounts had been “hacked”, and the family later claimed that post was made by a “disgruntled former employee”. Now, it has been nearly 6 months since we’ve heard from Carly. We have no idea of her whereabouts, and her last known location was likely with a family member in Toronto, possibly her mother, her brother, or her father and his predatory partner, most of if not all of who have denied or ignored Carly’s story. Carly’s autism and oral apraxia make it necessary for her to rely on other people to get by, and so far, those people have let her down. All attempts to reach out to her family members are shut down, ignored, or blocked. Carly’s voice has been taken away, and her safety and well-being is in question. PLEASE SHARE with anyone you think might ne able to help to raise awareness for Carly and demand that the man that abused her be held accountable for his actions and that Carly's safety be confirmed. Don't let her story be erased.",9.913069284585873,9.311572369668248,8.940507786052812,66.75539494470775,58.71563981042654,11.166057323403296,38.578650417512975,10.290406445055957,4.148217648386368,1908,78,290,33,21,597,225,422,0.08900000000000001,0.78,0.13,0.9514,1,0,0,0,2,0,54.0,2,6,0,5,6,16,3,1,17,0,36,1,0,3,2,59,53,29,0,4,6,5,0,1,2,2,1,6,0,4,17,27,0,5,9,5,3,21,3,7,0,1,19,7,35,9,57,26,4,63,0,0,1,0,65,20,0,10,19,198,52,6,0.20890341475414675,0.24751638634448894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607012484242682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813581742071027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535870444410665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954033212536191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884656893575918,0.0,0.0,0.08069913001586393,0.0,0.05457170601928245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004711082942463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791326372319702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740392672630239,0.08514208249598942,0.11782607551747465,0.0,0.0,0.21361789522549385,0.07377732992439864,0.05102982816490529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883473105681467,0.06972232575499672,0.10589763693661527,0.0,0.1137785304009216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161351032126012,0.0,0.0,0.08337235630096408,0.0,0.0,0.1548992350346429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482732439757626,0.0,0.0,0.2293132168819763,0.0,0.11775360591022713,0.3001075876455071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700981715854253,0.0,0.20895994698500947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306419009080343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640353171647645,0.0,0.0,0.3194260852717412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706111944553904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395432582933715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385687302427465,0.0,0.0,0.06090663054995149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618359765381807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391462907775644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726347496708883 autism,blackskies69,2019/05/29,"Not sure where else to put this but I was banned from r/wallstreetbets for being autistix? ""57d You have been temporarily banned from participating in r/wallstreetbets. This ban will last for 2 days. You can still view and subscribe to r/wallstreetbets, but you won't be able to post or comment. Note from the moderators: Please think of donating to https://autismspeaks.org/ to support aspiring autists like you. If you have a question regarding your ban, you can contact the moderator team for r/wallstreetbets by replying to this message. Reminder from the Reddit staff: If you use another account to circumvent this subreddit ban, that will be considered a violation of the Content Policy and can result in your account being suspended from the site as a whole"" I don't even know why I was banned. I've never even posted there before but I saw it today in my inbox.",6.3904623655913975,8.576537245161294,6.4242741935483885,72.00974462365592,66.87096774193549,10.327956989247312,32.916666666666664,10.504223727775694,3.949311827956989,703,31,115,20,12,223,96,155,0.21,0.7340000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,9,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,0,16,0,0,2,2,22,21,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,6,3,1,3,1,4,1,0,0,4,2,14,3,22,10,1,13,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,4,6,82,20,2,0.2154089759226219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587509310947326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832971728894029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389209691301361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799465587072784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28455119405291057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838313973567605,0.17558706562996873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523794490814006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613668177366256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364543694616083,0.0,0.0,0.4126045087863997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165455171606084,0.2413073516933936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202588642692354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444435531651369,0.20302041054655456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802537393798667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041825220641976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604419319536256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437309604726216,0.2404964289195901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MatthewBrokenlamp,2019/05/29,"Looking for advice about autism for research project I'm currently working on a project that aims to create a game that will help children with autism recognize facial expressions of others and interpret the emotions behind them, hopefully helping them get better at figuring out how people are feeling in their daily lives. &#x200B; I'm not autistic personally, but I really want this project to be as successful as possible, so I suppose my main question is, for those of you who have had trouble understanding how other people are feeling, what makes it difficult? Once we understand that, it will be way easier for us to understand how best to make something that can help. Also, are there any things that we should make sure we avoid so as to make sure we don't do more harm than good? It seems a lot of autism therapy has problematic side effects, so we really want to make sure we avoid that as much as we can. &#x200B; Thank you very much in advance!",11.90824675324675,8.947226772727273,10.50775974025974,64.50931818181819,56.84090909090909,14.148051948051947,45.02922077922078,12.28987398476788,5.4717834415584425,776,35,130,18,7,243,112,176,0.076,0.669,0.255,0.9879,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,8,2,3,6,9,14,0,2,4,0,16,1,1,9,3,40,35,14,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,16,10,0,2,10,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,16,9,27,29,6,9,0,0,1,0,22,6,0,4,1,96,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016323815472423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015405767018436,0.0,0.2442964310381695,0.2739704824659985,0.07666359688369012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183083208767372,0.0997048564960162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681158720807953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400430406076816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889933155046247,0.0,0.0,0.09455668426390512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669147851997476,0.0,0.0,0.11197119139274417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954698085158242,0.0,0.09466892180350853,0.0,0.0,0.09584317934071088,0.0,0.0,0.3762571010389403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657462438105434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005898772629656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631236806569945,0.0984357650585931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709165942729236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628888701124408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444417255540353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026296176471034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678883266124662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31875392326713137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379114820779016,0.1289221814782936,0.0,0.0748960572998446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35208301571702444,0.13560620231844558,0.0,0.0,0.0930180978881304,0.1329879280944686,0.08948371512091717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207234883764135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739704824659985,0.0 autism,Ostropol,2019/05/29,"Driving Hey everyone, After about two years of driving lessons (in my country you have to take lessons from a licensed instructor, you can't have your dad do it like you see in American comedy movies) I finally got my license. However I am absolutely terrified to drive. I think I'll block out important information when I get stressed again. How do you do it? Do you have any tips? The only thing I find online is people saying you have to practice, which is understandable but is that really all I can do?",3.67552083333333,6.108513010416665,5.040833333333335,77.92083333333336,75.14583333333334,9.266666666666666,30.458333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.407633333333333,403,19,73,12,9,134,69,96,0.07400000000000001,0.873,0.053,-0.4472,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,15,0,0,1,1,11,21,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,2,15,1,10,20,1,11,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,6,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248772569864048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704720527991505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31007391454347466,0.25870797441900784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478850306556734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638566946205585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828682027742098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152767750996501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962353284387602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133286447585464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250974212465837,0.0,0.0,0.2255589134812316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242395893975997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128228181278544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880497696359616,0.18137079830043146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27650449515286424,0.2946711855750269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227872615894164 autism,DiggetyDanLad,2019/05/29,"Suddenly moving when anxious, excited, upset and angry... I’m 18 and have only found out I am autistic this year and it’s making a lot of things make sense, however, it has also drawn my attention to something I have done for as long as I can remember. When I’m stressed or frustrated I bend my legs upwards and tap my side with my hand (I already know that I have facial tics I think that’s unrelated but it may not be I still have a lot to learn) but when I’m excited, for example, when I’m doing well on a game or well in college or I’m listening to music I love I do various movements like shaking/flapping my hand(s) bending my legs and crouching down or sort of bowing my head is this autism related and if so why does it happen?",2.2955617408906903,3.988928809210528,4.418684210526319,84.20809716599193,76.69736842105263,7.8348178137651825,27.481781376518217,8.617729084823388,2.1169275303643724,577,24,118,12,13,199,96,152,0.048,0.81,0.142,0.9437,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,2,3,0,13,6,5,2,0,28,26,21,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,3,2,0,2,2,17,6,14,22,3,17,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,9,9,82,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791472368454828,0.15791789662242986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230866002752706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728086506918346,0.2020819171908984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651732011192326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462340570345242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026627416142596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085251785456692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964746059822011,0.0,0.0,0.17475607385529485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335766435327002,0.1782257491800167,0.0,0.2636275350032217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988096569057996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018598311243922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369672807110905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202321735001367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770100438831952,0.0,0.2262029495523193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119129787117714,0.1265317711956123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35510120892283176,0.0,0.17818732464861814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716517922563508 autism,BukkakeSpoon,2019/05/29,"Heteronormativity in autism? I've been wondering, are there any LGBTQ+ people who are on the autism spectrum that have fallen into a heteronormative pattern (on a younger age) because of their autism? Like for example: I'm pansexual but I've mainly been in heteronormative relationships, when I was younger I was a fan of ""totally spies"" and my favourite character was Clover. And I remember wanting to be like her and say that I was very much into boys and all so I feel like I might've been mimicking her behaviour?",6.178647416413372,8.079907776595746,6.468419452887537,72.60500000000002,66.97872340425532,10.477811550151976,33.641337386018236,10.608840637214634,3.922597568389058,417,19,73,12,7,134,61,94,0.02,0.8490000000000001,0.131,0.8747,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,2,13,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,10,3,10,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349295447151575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824134721588581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513043582535732,0.21377658326891735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385795539001893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174455607312079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997528303253408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745482139578114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32127097226333623,0.3389797422424279,0.0,0.0,0.2379670658330719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246903723905541,0.1764990653780965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32451220690933513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,asddataking,2019/05/29,"Help, I need a friend. Newly diagnosed male seeking friendship & career guidance. Implode pending. By brain feels like it's going to explode. That's the amount of research I do daily, besides what I wrote below I'm just seeking other people to talk with. I feel like if I can't start discussing some of these topics I am interested in with someone, I'm going to implode. &#x200B; Hello, I'm just here looking for friends. I'm a 30/m wishing to be a ML/Data Science guy but working as a real estate leads guy. I also have HFA (High Functioning Autism). I have a hard time talking to other adults in real life because I don't understand what they want to talk about. I enjoy blockchain, python, problem solving and discussing pretty much any techie topic. Big Elon fan. Lately been watching a lot of Hotz doing counterfactual regret minimization I find it interesting. I also dabble in cryptotrading of ALT's",4.08008823529412,6.628695405882354,5.143161764705884,77.11297794117648,74.35294117647058,6.132352941176473,30.036764705882355,7.1686216300943375,2.117735294117648,729,33,115,8,16,239,118,170,0.053,0.741,0.20600000000000002,0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,0,0,7,0,9,3,1,1,0,22,24,6,0,6,4,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,5,13,7,20,21,4,12,0,1,2,0,15,6,0,3,5,68,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461998424898708,0.0,0.3043338364903414,0.17065023762250514,0.09550416459058728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561105377748424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677773039591816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254386569873626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420215886240437,0.20066104054709089,0.0,0.0,0.12835981556815118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700752912275356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596308254236544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27811579291056965,0.0,0.0,0.1258068506511115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413411821650472,0.14838280171965335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842268379629204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919707975179302,0.1372239938577762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179344129033321,0.0,0.0,0.11939725171684168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323971997537074,0.10413464262645886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736356454771948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287819154942918,0.0,0.13438232239388626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197034302285944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899454152673147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940430961093097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386415839391868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189182089223973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462032205176583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283527964755187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614993205253732,0.0,0.0,0.10224215182100008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065023762250514,0.0 autism,burnaccount105,2018/12/14,"Question to help my brother in law My brother is autistic and depressed and says he doesn’t like anything. For Christmas, every family member gets a present but I have no idea what we should get for him. Does anybody have any tips for gifts (+-30$) that are fun for him?",1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,82.7037037037037,4.340740740740742,25.66666666666667,5.46131890053228,0.5459111111111117,214,9,43,1,6,66,45,54,0.087,0.772,0.141,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,6,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435486605360636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714935714373223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841570194443678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887125806000432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27796929268086523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31101637564357065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34473602016610466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211364035701932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37243612327575293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611807762168341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695825330561099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26236323178266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,abssssx,2018/12/14,"What life has been like growing up as an undiagnosed young girl on the spectrum Whilst browsing twitter and facebook over the past few weeks, i’ve seen an increasing amount of information and articles about young girls on the spectrum and how we can help them. What I haven’t seen however, is any writing from the perspective of a young autistic girl herself. I thought i’d be the one to share my experiences in the hope you get some insider perspective on what life is like. Until fourteen years of age, I grew up without a diagnosis. It was only when I entered a mental health crisis that professionals realized I was on the spectrum. If it hadn’t have been for that mental health crisis, it’s likely my ASC would never have been recognised, just like millions of other autistic girls out there. This is a thought that troubles me, knowing how many girls out there are going undiagnosed. Because of the lack of diagnosis, I was most commonly known by my peer group as a ‘weirdo’. I was interested in different things, different music, different style clothes, I had what I now know as ‘special interests’, most of which were obscure and nobody could relate to. I had anxiety– bad anxiety, throughout my childhood. Looking back, I can now put this down to my autism, but it was so scary not knowing why I felt the way I did for such a long time. I attended therapy twice in my pre-teens, but my autism was still not recognised and instead I was treated for generalized anxiety disorder. Before my diagnosis I was constantly on edge. Constantly feeling different, like an outcast. Again, not having a name for this was terrifying. I was bullied a lot, my difference seemed to scare off other children my age. I was everything society didn’t want me to be. At around twelve, after a change of school, I discovered ‘masking’. I honestly don’t think I can explain masking better than google can, but i’ll give it a go. Masking is where people on the spectrum go to great lengths to conceal their autism in the hopes of ‘fitting in’ with the rest of society. I did this in various ways. I bought designer clothes, the ones that were ‘cool’ at the time, I wore a full face of makeup every day for three years and I edited my personality so even the slightest trace of individuality was erased. I was a carbon copy of the people around me, and the traits I did have were all acquired from other people. I firmly believe me doing this at an early age has had a huge impact on my self confidence, as it gave me the impression that difference is wrong, when I now know difference is something to embrace and cherish. I’m sure you’ll be pleased to know, I did eventually get my diagnosis. I had a name for the reason why I couldn’t make eye contact, hated noise, and didn’t get sarcasm. And if you’re a teenage girl seeking diagnosis, or a mum that’s looking for a diagnosis for their daughter then go for it- as my autism diagnosis has changed my life in the most significant way. I’ve stopped masking. I now know my sensory limits and what I can and can’t tolerate. And even though at first I hated the fact I was autistic, I have now learnt to embrace it, and it’s the best thing I ever did. I’ve never felt more confident or secure in myself than I do now. I now write, and share my stories, in the hopes that they’ll find someone who really needs a little hope. And if that person is you, my advice is to hope. And if that person is you, my advice is to keep going. It took me fifteen years to find my true self, but now I have, I wouldn't change it for the world. 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I don’t have autisim and consider myself lucky that I am not on the spectrum, but recently I’ve had a run-in with someone who is severely affected by their autism and who has developed an obsession with me, even when I ignore him. He has had a pattern of this behavior with not only myself but several others that I have documented now for a while. He doesn’t understand social cues and also he isn’t self-aware due to his autism - so even though I have pointed out clear occasions of him acting this way, he still doesn’t understand what he’s doing or recognize that he should correct his behavior. What’s the best way for me to deal with him? I really feel sorry for this guy because he’s said he’s really desperate and scared before and I really think he is lonely. And I know his autism is something he was born with and he didn’t choose. I know where he lives and he has a difficult family life and very few prospects. Advice? I’m looking to help him. Thank you.",4.2132838283828375,5.6088492722772285,5.317445544554456,80.92474917491752,71.12871287128714,9.545082508250827,27.823102310231015,9.888512548439397,2.6925672607260736,811,29,158,21,15,268,114,202,0.136,0.764,0.1,-0.7576,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,9,8,0,2,7,0,21,1,0,1,2,34,31,17,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,12,16,0,1,7,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,3,22,3,17,25,2,14,0,1,1,0,32,4,0,2,7,105,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274756906500669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682002807225356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904893960365433,0.0,0.12430321945401596,0.0,0.1533018227151013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012038859653811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296876739939145,0.0,0.0,0.139585586427714,0.0,0.0,0.13771111104654662,0.0,0.07386237705161648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464204885321247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097914265014098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605633645762567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103180540057778,0.0,0.0,0.12899121124567975,0.0,0.12267030889629428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111003321251316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380927047515491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807475371062682,0.0,0.14423625929633524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389554188035206,0.0,0.14625144473951124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239317473919964,0.3300573711288802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891004242384262,0.24754601827749706,0.1124594292243154,0.0,0.16352446706275425,0.0,0.0,0.11665958167941695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449072798966658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360208930875487,0.14352274141133955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30414861584523045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053120056195472,0.0,0.2319028201853693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,flatlin3r,2018/12/14,"My 6 year old son is starting on mini dose of Sertraline Hi, I'm new here. My six year old son is diagnosed autistic. He's verbal but babbles a lot, so his communication skills are lacking, which can make things hard for him socially. He likes to stay in known and comfortable places (which in itself isn't strange) and often has a hard time dealing with separation. Mostly he's very stubborn and hard to persuade to do new things. His diet is also very simple and at home he sticks to the same several foods. Me and his mom (we are separated) have been through all the specialists and he's in a special class only for autistic kids in his primary school. He believe he's getting very good service and is being stimulated and guided by very capable professionals. His mom wanted to take him to a private practice which is a team of doctors, psychiatrists, psychologists and all sorts of other professionals, who deal only with kids regarding autism, ADHD and other things. I felt like his mom wanted him to be medicated in some way, to help him with his somewhat oppositional defiant disorder. She also considers him to suffer from more anxiety than I believe he does. After his diagnose I decided to get an opinion on myself, because I was answering a lot of the questions about him positively during his evaluation. Turns out I've got Asperger's. I've been on numerous SSRI's during the past 20 years, also anxiolytics. I was a bit struck when the psychiatrist wanted to put my son on a small dose of Sertraline (also known as Zoloft and a drug that I was on myself for a little while). He's only 6 years old and he's being put on psychoanaleptic. Is this common, especially for children his age? Does it even work? I'm not against medication, but I have my reservations about my little man, while he's still developing. Am I being unreasonable? Worrying too much? I figured we'd give this a chance until the medication should be working but if we don't see an obvious change then I'd like to take him off it. But what if his mother, or the psychiatrist, wants to try something else? Anyone here experienced in something similar?",6.326907692307692,7.324188060000001,7.372499999999999,69.6071153846154,65.9,10.653846153846157,33.634615384615394,10.64471489884176,3.845932692307693,1704,73,293,45,26,575,214,400,0.066,0.835,0.1,0.9581,0,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,3,0,0,4,14,8,1,0,20,0,28,12,0,2,3,54,45,30,0,8,8,7,4,3,0,1,10,0,1,4,16,18,2,1,7,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,7,6,39,6,50,31,12,44,0,1,1,0,53,19,0,12,24,199,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729204331060327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895837835188146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061930267643521324,0.0,0.0,0.05660553989930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934934825442408,0.0,0.0,0.1824168727277962,0.0,0.0,0.08838177043081798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563953714003136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669218693703731,0.0,0.16433501421866287,0.0,0.0,0.09278131511094168,0.08286075809561541,0.14168833585508298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388196846279212,0.0,0.06762742091788049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346993993979424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772938778475587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097890971763704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459117525312368,0.07765930514204474,0.0,0.06790111907356168,0.06474701920591522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755903513502328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054262354888933474,0.0,0.08120435319989314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865140708380173,0.1622761305321195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764990139965316,0.0,0.0,0.05403801628367945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466059795325865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844401587766784,0.0,0.0,0.0595111573792324,0.0,0.0,0.15637347034912946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548456102506064,0.0,0.0,0.18470952059490786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728060071620474,0.0,0.0,0.08458062746311723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276404441524053,0.0906880018199986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193066850789184,0.06451056437422807,0.0,0.0,0.09145598040962176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252331330235971,0.0,0.12464605557317045,0.0,0.0,0.057300286312683926,0.0862871390875446,0.06465067803319158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173600144854378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134849094317272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047205446143718965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549630548508671,0.08805567123018446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718504312483216,0.19099716135743944,0.06425822185782229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787224508672554,0.08221361828404483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852917433311072 autism,StarfireRoth,2019/09/18,"Where can I get an Autism diagnosis as an adult? I'm an almost 24 year old woman living in NYC. I have always been an ""odd duck"" as my mother kindly puts it. I am not so great socially. Most of what Iv'e learned socially came from watching other people socialize. Iv'e just learned to adapt or mask. I still enjoy childlike things such as coloring books, cartoons, sleeping with stuffed animals, and watching cartoons. I have a few close friends who don't mind my quirkiness at all, they like me for me. I cannot handle stress or sudden changes very well. I like to settle into routine as quickly as I can when I am in a new situation. I do have obsessions especially as a child. However, I think they flew under the radar because these obsessions were also what my classmates were into at the time. i.e. Pokémon, Tamagotchis, etc. I have started to consider that maybe I do have some sort of ASD as I have never been in a relationship before nor do I actively seek them or friendships. Friendships kinda just seem to happen or fall into place. Where can I get an autism diagnosis at 23-4?",4.629619565217394,6.369028033816428,5.416977657004832,79.26865489130434,70.59420289855072,8.266787439613527,30.32880434782609,8.841846274778883,2.5909036231884057,861,36,155,16,16,280,131,207,0.059000000000000004,0.82,0.12,0.9115,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,0,11,10,0,3,11,0,20,1,1,0,2,26,29,16,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,3,1,0,6,3,24,7,26,23,5,28,0,0,3,0,13,14,0,10,12,113,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583441373420859,0.0,0.0,0.12645633150628593,0.1315766481881569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963944489025298,0.0,0.13455679977112694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808583471732027,0.0,0.0,0.16728034470325542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635650939972103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221706792201,0.0,0.16523257163403718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433864562031445,0.0,0.0,0.13983364617114585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466783685390712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545084504917442,0.0,0.13963149675492426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886262258314607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966600457568564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219594381717306,0.15272273120576724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593060850358735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962728215163788,0.0,0.16521196855738518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589641091272918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697722100960534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439554168379667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774450311739234,0.1582439839046291,0.4835802045275424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192507533416457,0.0,0.12628265013866127,0.0,0.18113713384037616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050544023772232,0.10132318088459903,0.0,0.0,0.09220674896783282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047363287471558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217766685809086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183039670710213 autism,Scoopedmelon,2019/09/18,"How do i ask my mom to get me to see a psycologist? I am a 13 year old girl who thinks i have autism and want to see a psycologist, but every time i plan on asking her i get too scared. Please help.",1.7699999999999996,1.826214,4.157777777777781,91.97000000000004,75.66666666666666,7.777777777777778,19.444444444444443,7.793537801064563,0.09011111111111124,150,2,41,2,3,53,34,45,0.087,0.742,0.172,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,11,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,11,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913514996110893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214142287093165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459673432716475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761444430204033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077796963960568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27575678795898123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884675278046013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631013904956678,0.0,0.4188236007777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838698512890593,0.0,0.0,0.1532365677002864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500197454868292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922991704651175 autism,herekitakita,2019/09/18,"Occupational Therapist in need of guidance! (Person-First vs. Identity-First) Hello, I'm a pediatric occupational therapist, and I have a blog that focuses on my profession. In OT school, they taught us to use person-first language (""a child with autism"") rather than identity-first (""an autistic child""). However, I've seen more and more people with autism who *prefer* identity-first. My question is, which would be best to use for a blog designed to educate the general public?",7.1727235772357725,9.210657573170735,7.440000000000001,66.06333333333335,64.73170731707317,11.808130081300812,35.61788617886179,11.538034831475384,5.01189593495935,379,18,58,13,6,123,57,82,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.6696,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,13,10,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,11,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,0,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520777211977376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7100543250798861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237941691000363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574478261800085,0.2915553354998679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702652841958026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896621597794825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38769259063353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082493283454167,0.2883890552175246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859922948862807,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,I_mJordan,2019/09/18,"How to be an ally? I'm fourteen years old and I live in the UK, however helpful that will be. I've considered myself, or at least tried to be, an ally for the disability community for quite a while now. I believe in accessibility and I'm looking for ways to help and to do what I can to increase accessibility. How can I be a good ally (to the autistic and greater disabled, where it applies, community)? Thank you.",3.037386759581881,4.906034585365855,5.815156794425089,74.23524390243907,75.09756097560975,8.10034843205575,31.22648083623693,8.841846274778883,2.7538724738675966,324,16,63,7,7,117,51,82,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.9332,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,7,12,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,12,7,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591550295789122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26737689408475696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273419971240788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281487900753,0.0,0.26769426693864345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345051778705904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33906095084576765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29348908601571044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643017222608685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530321151429081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052833727925825 autism,orangebanana79,2019/09/18,"Autism or just lack of social experience I have a friend at work who I think uses conditions or mental health disorders as an excuse for not caring about other people, especially autism. About her: grew up in a very conservative household ms wasn’t really allowed to work or go to school until 22 years old. When she was finally able to she went to a variety of different schools including a lot of debt until she finally stuck with it and was able to get her masters eventually in her late 20s/early 30s. Says her family was extremely poor (still is) and says she learned bad habits from her family and never really was able to have a normal social life and this has only been with one guy but has never had a relationship. She’s mid 30s now. She thinks some mild form of autism because she says she doesn’t socialize at work, doesn’t get what people are talking about in social conversations, never knows what to say, doesn’t like people touching her and doesn’t trust people easily. I told her she doesn’t have autism because she seems relatively normal to me. I told her that she’s using it as as an excuse for not trying to get to know people due to fears of intimacy and insecurity since she’s never had a normal social life and daring life growing up and if she keeps blaming it on a condition she doesn’t have she’s going to keep not “trying”. What do you guys think? Does she have autism or what are the typical signs of autism.",8.683873626373629,6.974888892857145,8.824285714285717,70.15917582417585,61.85714285714286,12.18681318681319,32.60989010989011,11.051253699011982,3.3789807692307687,1150,31,215,25,13,380,141,280,0.081,0.846,0.07400000000000001,-0.2641,3,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,7,7,0,2,11,0,25,4,0,3,4,44,45,20,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,11,10,0,3,7,0,2,5,14,3,0,1,12,5,30,4,39,33,4,29,0,0,0,0,45,9,0,8,16,146,41,6,0.2495901479443283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946578271535657,0.10143189171657634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482459671353974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692286068225716,0.09535064434018037,0.0,0.07280600680813591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138235242800851,0.15686091901839466,0.09361943554298484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227587146864144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427757638888554,0.0,0.1304005508474507,0.0,0.0945652219226522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647556579813638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843421863444174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789812764499652,0.0,0.0,0.091445478642621,0.0,0.0938495194209436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629290275067325,0.04064571300008565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073087278470466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838427216328602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25666574511895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445453519793232,0.0,0.0,0.08730095822851779,0.0,0.05637624789695873,0.06327485149149133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839063709029794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106595893262757,0.0,0.0,0.08932213746228909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646454712804437,0.0,0.16839903646780555,0.0,0.07573916557937828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882118319099025,0.0,0.0,0.42404287366792404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644100485235939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687036887029363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992728879426174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899605487441054,0.0,0.11297021795106706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371050078090775,0.0,0.06864600374964727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712418922702748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170460030778612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053575957380569264 autism,stwelch706,2019/09/18,"Jobs At Vmware for my Autistic peers. https://www.vmware.com/company/diversity/neurodiversity-inclusion.html I work at Vmware and its a great company. You need to be in Palo Alto California and an engineer nerdy tech guy to be qualified. Let me know if you have questions.",8.862195121951217,13.288699121951225,7.754341463414633,54.0729756097561,69.97560975609754,8.158048780487805,25.27317073170732,8.841846274778883,2.517991219512196,228,7,32,5,5,70,35,41,0.027999999999999997,0.875,0.09699999999999999,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,21,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208436748830698,0.0,0.3779592460491588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37879462386814666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097813488522441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903308776509897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830378714045273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42760972414847626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27789408298100426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RedditoGaGa,2019/09/18,"High Functioning ASD? Diagnosis and treatment? Hi All, Has anyone here been diagnosed with high functioning ASD as an adult? I seem to check some key boxes: - sensory sensitivity - hearing (told I have CAPD) - emotions are very difficult - am 33 and don’t have what seem like loving relationships in my life (and google “how to feel feelings”) - it’s tough for me - don’t do a great job reading social cues when I’m involved in the interaction (but when I’m not involved am hyper aware) - get overwhelmed, a lot (feels like I’m being pushed inside out kind of) - am prone to outbursts (my capacity for outbursts is pretty substantial) - depression/anxiety swirling w the above Despite these, I have a job, and hobbies. Lots of stuff in life is now and has always been very difficult for me (not like it took hard work, like I think I struggle where others just don’t seem to - eg noise, interactions, relationships). Is there use in seeking out an assessment/diagnosis? Anything that can help? Separately, has anyone tried transcendental meditation?? It seems like a mantra, or repetitive phrase, could be calming? I’m new to this sub, so thanks in advance for your kindness and any help.",4.9548872180451164,7.561591761904764,5.29671679197995,76.77372180451128,71.85714285714286,8.611528822055137,30.576441102756892,9.276330184999452,3.05652380952381,930,41,159,22,19,295,137,210,0.057,0.748,0.195,0.9853,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,2,10,16,0,2,8,0,23,4,0,2,1,29,42,13,0,1,5,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,8,1,1,3,5,5,0,0,4,5,10,11,20,35,4,18,0,1,0,1,15,10,0,8,10,93,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803905836361797,0.0,0.0,0.08012440259345767,0.0,0.0901350850148444,0.0,0.0,0.16477064754520296,0.0,0.09695916385509573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940729261629482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195889428637436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325362111875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872615805798334,0.08417353351312308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615582094431941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299014444307949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554721664544194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279628118899087,0.0,0.15794997041422698,0.2489751812163901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338444021845577,0.0,0.0,0.2453912588629692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644523907832484,0.2878144261163002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003396083536968,0.10634081621200488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137952133932003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986942967992753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785594697366475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529978965617932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290504039274255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010679338623795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231752920630404,0.13488036195507036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847656622810313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549690147242058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125859405845281,0.13090686831272014,0.07999480399753646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176215953957042,0.0,0.1944343815480908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577732049325344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AD_210,2019/09/18,"Just need some help, anything will do My brother is sixteen and has never really had major issues other than a few obsessions but nothing really negative. Recently though he has been holding his urine in for days on occasion, that and he has also been well, playing with his feces. As far as we know he has not eaten any, thank god. But it's not just this, but he will get extremely angry out of nowhere when we tell him to use the bathroom, screaming out loudly. We don't really have the option of going to therapy right now and we've tried to give him sensory objects so that he doesn't play with his feces but it doesn't work. We just have never dealt with anything before like this, and I don't know what to do. If anyone knows anything about this type of behavior please do not hesitate to share.",5.429240506329116,5.994844329113928,6.106177215189878,79.42584810126583,67.73417721518987,9.357974683544304,29.09113924050633,9.3871,2.4766967088607594,636,21,120,12,10,208,101,158,0.099,0.775,0.126,0.5863,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,4,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,3,0,19,2,1,1,2,34,29,15,0,2,11,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,9,13,1,1,3,2,0,1,10,2,1,0,4,2,11,6,20,23,3,13,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,3,7,88,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141990772707431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074357651065774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415067472970652,0.0,0.4383382280707228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108633743334293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450836959295085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927652267122214,0.17032705896941272,0.1009086717088572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901146043068014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853214246598092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927389666939648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674446749255915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316548785414649,0.2738829231987863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036893519782156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490221310516612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412390870576699,0.0,0.17531426971793687,0.0,0.0,0.15163111022953113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519100901826466,0.16346890772382336,0.20304976437333014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174447012985483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054827773181152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335062351228254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964338470404318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926224876092912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kidcool97,2019/09/18,Being autistic has made dieting easy. I thought only eating a specific amount of calories would be hard but when you can eat practically the same meals for days at a time it’s not hard.,7.064166666666665,6.891508194444448,7.1633333333333375,75.765,64.27777777777779,10.533333333333337,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3654333333333337,149,6,28,3,2,48,34,36,0.083,0.8590000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965827154851405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238108470136672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461150070633417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28842663488901793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182820488643505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419918404314181,0.1777421186268297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165343167194909,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,iamthesosbrigade,2019/09/16,"I hate talking Is this an autistic thing? I'm not introverted, I just hate talking, especially when someone insists on rambling on to me about stuff. I get annoyed by it very quick. I always feel like what people are saying is either stupid or pointless. If there's a reason to talk then I guess that's okay, but small talk is repetitive and irritating. I like expressing my love for people, so saying something like ""I love you"" is okay because it has meaning, but conversations about anything I'm uninterested in, or have heard about before really get to me.",6.242513736263739,7.479796355769235,6.769670329670332,72.98961538461539,66.21153846153845,9.019780219780221,33.12637362637363,9.23628265651192,3.0774796703296703,447,19,76,8,7,146,72,104,0.128,0.6729999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.8873,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,11,4,0,2,2,7,2,0,1,0,13,19,9,0,1,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,11,7,11,18,1,8,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,4,7,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862599011178964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709903291780118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155887161135542,0.0,0.14176580610164266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423884328417995,0.11902031312037566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408506111761035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353059448445727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32896944425877833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441795777404257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007291416857508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814781309174908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23100133254349325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672933783409763,0.17129433156030002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26497677392627084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116110983490515,0.12825815540210952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071912801640026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356326568908722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068279018872088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746387972183952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,11037_LEON,2019/09/16,"What are your favorite and least favorite textures? For as long as I can remember, I couldn't touch anything dry for the life of me without internally cringing at least and breaking the sound barier to find the nearest river to drown myself in just to not feel that dryness anymore at worst. As for favorite textures, I'd have to say smooth and wet textures are probably my favorite. I don't know how to describe my love for smooth, wet textures as well as I can my hatred for dry textures but I think I got my point across fairly *smoothly* .",6.846570512820513,6.972771028846152,6.3738461538461575,80.2378205128205,64.67307692307692,8.087179487179487,37.52564102564102,7.1686216300943375,2.747748717948717,433,21,78,3,6,134,64,104,0.071,0.8140000000000001,0.115,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,14,12,10,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,9,13,2,21,10,3,8,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873672744013534,0.0,0.0,0.23845045877350934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651300158846242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648383537240257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317501350381152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924629986366745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046683471724635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564313508910421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615226390565595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739199234879756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124137838481347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282452672671016,0.0,0.0,0.2304313603179321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566858537457367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053195376351995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27932142510453795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TinyJalapenoPoppers,2019/09/16,"Autism is not always a gift and I’m sick of hearing it is from people sometimes I really hope I don’t offend people here since this is my first post in this subreddit. I’m sick of hearing that autism is a gift. It’s not for everyone so please don’t tell me it’s a gift for me personally. It has hindered my life significantly with relationships because I struggle reading social cues.Remember when you were a kid and you didn’t understand what the hell adults were talking about? That never went away for me. It’s like I’m speaking a foreign language 24-7. I legit can’t understand most complicated conversations, especially if it involve numbers. I can’t tell the difference between when somebody is happy,being nice or flirting (I’m female by the way so this mistake has been very dangerous for me). I was diagnosed in my last year of high school when it was so obvious I had autism the entire damn time. The physical symptoms were so obvious that it hurts to think about it. In school I had no friends and sometimes I had to be separated from other kids because teachers were afraid I would get tortured. Kids diagnosed with autism get resources to help them socially, but autistic adults do not get these great resources because their brains are already full developed. The resources they get are very little. And I hate when neurotypical people tell me “it’s not that bad get over it, make eye contact, smile more, why can’t you understand what I’m saying when I just told you, why can’t you be normal, oh your autistic? you don’t look autistic so I don’t believe you, ect..” What the hell? If you look up autism statistics with romantic relationships,employment and their morality rate it’s not a fun time. And then I hear from neurotypical people that it isn’t that bad. Not that bad? Not that bad!? Autism is not a gift for me. I don’t have a special skill. I’m not like Good Doctor or Rainman. I’m a human being that is extremely socially-delayed. It may be a gift for your kid, or your nephew, or your American version of Good Doctor, but it isn’t for me. Stop telling me it’s a gift for me. Yes I may have some positives like being able to understand text better or noticing small patterns, but that does not make up for any of this. Don’t tell me it makes up for all of this crap. I just want someone to say, “Yeah I get it” instead of “You should love your autism”. Rant over XD. Does anybody feel the same way?",2.9059251461988325,5.187924467368418,3.9287719298245602,85.69584795321641,76.95789473684209,7.169590643274852,26.76608187134503,8.167268648758528,1.8297204678362573,1922,77,376,35,45,620,207,475,0.145,0.7190000000000001,0.136,0.5131,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,14,4,3,16,30,8,2,19,2,46,12,3,3,4,56,79,27,0,8,22,1,1,3,1,4,8,6,0,8,38,9,0,1,6,1,0,1,25,16,0,1,13,10,49,14,41,57,7,30,3,1,3,1,49,13,4,12,16,243,87,5,0.07771613596173545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576168856791863,0.0,0.06466605083001177,0.0,0.0,0.05284963745383788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301686799480693,0.0,0.25955890929152525,0.1421251054415376,0.0,0.0,0.08755947203561215,0.0,0.0687336067233551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867569100026077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776048417870242,0.0,0.08119682104365843,0.0,0.1590915165429678,0.13601982859982606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426109836327795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929561345086398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610530554774571,0.0,0.0,0.06004329386082621,0.0,0.2436208405487096,0.0,0.0,0.13036921525521472,0.0,0.08568231425987494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672859464088938,0.0,0.0,0.2627752003967814,0.0,0.052091487749313437,0.08211136455552308,0.0,0.0771896585984446,0.0,0.0,0.08319673091039352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334902344330648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489320516896494,0.11390453531173945,0.07789198499514327,0.0,0.0,0.13052396179771653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014184694599589,0.0,0.15562837269043275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993947510149965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614531254444654,0.0,0.08848033589151673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551433320709712,0.06785873227068187,0.0,0.0853089795683622,0.0,0.0,0.07443057552714863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773716705184529,0.0,0.04978694673248208,0.0,0.0,0.08343804557093888,0.08803723218936015,0.0,0.0,0.12360598122812975,0.0,0.1573057573195122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428759076393711,0.0,0.0,0.15844362717841928,0.06584862980198489,0.0,0.15372649132521468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497416956222159,0.0,0.08124577928938988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077682224123567,0.0,0.06246528625113429,0.33963664153954465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979736188424744,0.0,0.0,0.09063380771179587,0.0,0.0,0.07426109836327795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32362095337163105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824790252123294,0.045838990545883085,0.12337490267611223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204363664117716,0.14025344946757246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520731320234485,0.0,0.0,0.05004664353575195 autism,Blue_Dingo010,2019/09/16,"If there was a ""cure for autism"" would anyone take it? Honestly I don't think I would, while some things are a little hard like social interaction, I still like who I am and how I view the world. I'm just interested what everyone else thinks.",5.213750000000001,5.624401208333335,5.645833333333336,83.08250000000002,68.16666666666666,9.733333333333334,24.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,1.7004083333333333,190,4,41,4,3,61,40,48,0.024,0.7509999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.8417,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,4,1,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,4,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088777872011334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495491794720784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854477115871377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676018985977505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188713571205305,0.2994042554969542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045159026089109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856482232388115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246065195254526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984618220313305,0.3828260908126849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244160553455113,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FairyFace86,2019/09/16,"Changes in my boys understanding of himself. First time posting but feeling like i need a vent. My boy just turned 5, he was diagnosed ASD when he was 3 and a half and he started Reception class at Primary school a week and a half ago. We (myself and my partner) have noticed a massive change in his understanding of himself. Its like his little brain has developed some self awareness. This has positive elements as he has started to be able to explain that he has ""lost his nice voice"" or that his ""brain is busy"" and we appreciate being able to have that level of communication. But its also heart breaking. When he is in the middle of a meltdown and he screams ""i can't find my nice voice i need you to help me."" And we've messed up this morning, we've basically over slept meaning that the morning routine that he has done for the last 8 school days had to be rushed. I explained this and said that I was sorry but he reacted and became agitated and refused to dress and was acting out scratching and throwing things. I managed to de-escalate things by staying calm and talking him through it and telling him i understood why he was acting this way and managed to get him dressed. As i was putting his shoes on i looked at his face and his chin was wobbling and his eyes were filling with tears and he said ""you've made my brain hurt and I'm afraid"" We had a big cuddle and he was ok. At the minute this kind of things feels like a bullet to my heart. I cried too. This awareness he seems to have is hurting my heart. I suppose I wasn't prepared for watching my child begin to understand the pain or the difference in his brain. I'm so unbelievably proud of him every day. As we got back to the house after delivering him to school I've had another cry and talked to my partner. I'm just very angry with Autism at the minute.",4.5921487603305815,5.583720920110196,5.058474931129479,84.65753057851242,69.82644628099176,8.011856749311296,30.7734435261708,8.238735603445708,2.0785015757575747,1446,59,294,20,25,461,181,363,0.11800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.106,-0.5902,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,4,1,0,3,8,16,0,1,16,1,29,14,11,2,0,52,56,33,0,2,7,0,3,3,2,0,2,5,0,6,18,28,0,1,11,0,0,6,2,7,0,3,21,11,44,9,42,32,1,40,0,3,3,1,49,16,0,4,17,187,62,6,0.18078403302036036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012706869408742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228646294545503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947839107360326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950588113013426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036295394402577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124553582821174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858277130866295,0.11659074540823475,0.0,0.0,0.09174599402083324,0.0,0.0944404182931359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250241632772338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761591724855312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140983904750574,0.12915214931210325,0.0,0.0,0.08261666550085195,0.07688740306677623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047226097833671335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229475307104773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213449243554629,0.0605878632848416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043002507882988,0.19353304641260186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412937529708823,0.0,0.07368155791752876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324829201692754,0.09059654737799026,0.0,0.0,0.07590652805745758,0.0,0.09867356389405936,0.0,0.0,0.08553111160945702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846340530726044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404906977843248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291190991109164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618347867785823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657056515554011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086894303521728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719670145293624,0.0,0.0,0.2744446395232403,0.0,0.08228949694415218,0.09429858698640267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118646197975556,0.12795986906212248,0.09634586255935748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530735776430578,0.07900660661930085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015731772957327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052708311740427165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983205572421156,0.0,0.28230383109832896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458288023868705,0.0,0.07174897530373804,0.07250702328208199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156473532166217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thekipperwaslipper,2019/09/16,"Anyone know about the in school training programs? A family member I know of has a child in school whose going to be doing some mandatory school workplace training soon. He is verbal too an extent and I believe he has some deep understanding as well. The school is trying to task him with minuscule tasks such as box packing ,handling etc. Has anyone else encountered this? If so please let me know. Also how I can I convince them he is smarter than that?",3.9969705882352966,6.524933329411766,4.240808823529413,83.58238970588236,74.52941176470588,6.602941176470589,25.919117647058826,7.645422480735847,1.599735294117647,363,13,63,5,8,113,63,85,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.873,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,15,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,10,13,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,1,47,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186174220264655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807571192080044,0.1817608915844695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986204375407185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818974096363735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784095722386366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672310686455424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008169735189012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924729476004534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813971593926342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947251006741184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7181279060105049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043873254919125,0.0,0.0,0.18467318166385505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949831283689936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,windigo_skyward,2019/09/16,"I am struggling more and more with telling the difference between my needs. It has gotten to the point where I will go the entire day without eating and I won't even notice. I keep mistaking things like hunger for thirst, or thrust for pre, and stuff like that. My emotions seem to have just turned into 2 emotions: positive, negative. I can tell wether I am feeling good or bad, but thats about it. Really the only way I can tell what I am exactly feeling is by the stims I am doing. Is there any way I can help this?",3.4118269230769243,4.820748067307697,4.23,87.89000000000001,73.13461538461539,7.507692307692308,25.5,8.07648339933343,1.3950423076923075,405,13,84,6,8,130,71,104,0.09300000000000001,0.768,0.139,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,14,3,1,0,1,17,22,6,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,12,3,10,19,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953454786689095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676664950675428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133617752747289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364979892549368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986399485474353,0.0,0.3954514621639278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609920631983366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777565036696402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989825378000196,0.14743360552761756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781977579821015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623888347823814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717517569269953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303365929328369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001235477753508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368650850011465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616630386648296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260739815932368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600209935598302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837605319796793,0.2012228804279209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609111548315142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677858475558073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911951566299808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27904757572636474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944298249403228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BrittneeSue,2019/09/16,Hypotonia I'm the mother of a 6 year old autistic boy. I'm interested in hearing more about autistics with hypotonia. Currently my son struggles with many physical tasks but especially fine motor skills. He does physical and occupational therapy (in school and privately) but still shows little to no progress with strengthening his hands. Does anyone have experience with this currently or in the past? What should I expect and is there anything more we should be doing?,7.0100357142857135,9.980590075000002,7.157142857142855,64.10500000000002,67.0,11.071428571428573,35.17857142857143,10.914260884657429,4.971607142857144,386,19,56,13,7,124,62,80,0.048,0.8059999999999999,0.146,0.8527,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,9,6,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,10,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806670380106812,0.0,0.21262676578225825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522244996715066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527476455743051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912158341147092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25896712490706825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619592804251749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711289486029248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466553141603957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614968645805029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063445826400739,0.0,0.0,0.2701174693997003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954828846316252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638984599648735 autism,whatisapigglywiggly,2019/09/21,"Behavior Interventionist here - love working with the Autism community, not sold on ABA Therapy I’m currently a BI in NJ and I love working with children with Autism but not sure if ABA is something I want to study more deeply at the Masters level. So my question is for adults with Autism, and parents of children with Autism..which service did you find helped you the most? ABA, Speech, OT, PT, Psychologist, or even something that is not as mainstreamed. Please let me know. I just want to help and have a positive impact, and the controversy over ABA is too high for me to make a commitment, also is not centered on the person’s feelings, just the behavior, etc.",5.583577235772357,7.226805406504062,5.569268292682931,79.47552845528458,68.10569105691057,8.71869918699187,32.365853658536594,9.150863307647796,2.856326829268293,527,23,96,10,9,165,80,123,0.038,0.809,0.154,0.9333,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,7,3,0,0,9,0,8,3,0,1,2,28,17,10,0,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,8,3,17,14,3,9,0,0,0,3,12,8,0,4,1,64,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354800514441925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280847068944402,0.1350781089687299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340730627581476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692007166741093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27415988478162684,0.21607793536383565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239433173000572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091271621009044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691597515822188,0.0,0.13651320836043082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270861412471323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857180726233535,0.0,0.22449253246379586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291000103196541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31488633606458233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274994244856009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338770560586193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125270575960897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977740387242115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bluebuttered,2019/09/21,"Dating question I'm looking for reasons that it's good (or not detrimental) to date someone with mild aspergers. I was diagnosed with NVLD and recently got into a relationship with someone diagnosed with aspergers. I really like this man, but I'm noticing that there are some social skills that are missing and I'm scared because there are some things on the internet that say people diagnosed with this might not have empathy. I don't think this is true and I plan on continuing dating, but I could really use some positive reinforcement or support.",7.0029437229437175,8.774369121212125,7.327734487734487,67.71636363636367,64.85858585858585,11.71774891774892,36.36507936507937,11.491704259439757,4.9916049062049055,449,22,70,15,7,146,64,99,0.064,0.779,0.158,0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,2,0,9,3,0,2,1,25,18,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,5,4,10,14,3,8,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,7,6,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132829464185558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458135462567992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5560905319940683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531796479207912,0.14606424372973986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922278459413455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336147014662094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937393795511765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079231154877071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266112157610258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458508459010571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339922644039307,0.1877719347591939,0.1803230543165562,0.1960740565743969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523306478729064,0.1828424235507595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616618178586886,0.3094801148994751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072440174360617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213298856358586,0.1170206071407358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773189973396598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kaelne,2019/09/21,"Experiences of women with autism? Hi everyone! I've been reading up on autism to find that, apparently, diagnoses in women and girls are extremely difficult due to a generally more highly developed adaptation to social skills. I read up on the symptoms of women with autism, and started flashing back to my childhood and high school years. Are there any women here who were diagnosed as adults who could offer some insight? I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, and the medication has really helped a lot, but I wonder if I should look into this possibility more with my doctor. Thanks for reading, and a preemptive thanks for your response!",8.521964285714287,9.754296553571429,8.560714285714287,62.18428571428571,61.14285714285714,12.471428571428573,37.42857142857143,12.031772070788634,5.268414285714286,522,24,77,17,7,170,79,112,0.045,0.878,0.077,0.7613,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,8,6,0,0,0,20,13,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,4,10,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,7,2,19,8,4,13,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,4,5,58,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336359280526812,0.0,0.1162777621221644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687678637890615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135773021914545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628231497799566,0.0,0.0,0.1742024392652573,0.15557600323259868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452402381983873,0.0,0.1486828369562447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892306964646586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018807997130289,0.321187658402212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763971796754314,0.0,0.0,0.1292229397684723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312160968542488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135447680492585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561162536640184,0.0,0.09737356653711812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538297046947635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494243055654625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758469670678356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798372447757045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987797119453045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648349334866561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788148288090502 autism,laxaporia,2019/09/21,"Could Asperger’s be caused by a two-week-long fever occurring soon after birth? Growing up, my parents would sometimes tell me this story of how I had a fever for two weeks straight soon after being born. They told me that I was literally melting bags of ice with my head! Some doctor was concerned I might have brain damage. My parents have never told me I have any condition. But I’m curious and a little worried.",4.7242916666666686,6.308033512500002,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,70.125,7.833333333333335,29.583333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.218833333333333,331,13,60,5,6,106,60,80,0.068,0.85,0.08199999999999999,-0.1278,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,11,5,2,2,1,10,14,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,11,0,8,4,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,8,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302397210486704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137989265802181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967431221913936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291261170282908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602816342746165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655409974866295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195269610989527,0.0,0.16948859222292045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317175788785585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771152448948618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253191323101548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941752784467672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739634776361298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660098801642335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741731394737636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30725053015165643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449718988029,0.0,0.13604984665411038,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zozo1389,2019/09/21,"Increased issues with socializing Hello, female with possible autism here. Before I go into my rant, I'd like to give a little background. I haven't been diagnosed to be on the spectrum yet, to start off. I have an appointment in a couple months, it being so far away because the doctor I'm seeing is very in demand and there isn't a quicker alternative with the same sort of quality like this doctor has. Though my parent has suspected me to be somewhere on the spectrum for a while now. With that out of the way, I need some insight. I really want to be a social person, I desire so much to make connections and talk to others with ease. I don't have issues with fearing it either, not like anxiety, but as of lately I've been dreading others talking for me. It's sort of like when your being pestered by a younger sibling, but now that ""sibling"" is sort of everyone. It doesn't matter who, whether it's being frustrated when a peer wants to make small talk, or when my parent knocks on my door to tell me its time for dinner. I get a loathing feeling of knowing I now need to do the ""chore"" that is keeping a basic conversation going. I know it's not rational. I've read numerous books on my spare time on how to better myself with talking to others, but I still get that feeling of irritation too often when someone tries to talk with me. My questions being, is this inherently related to me (possibly) being on the spectrum? And if so, how can I cope with this feeling? Any feedback is much appreciated!",6.281344537815123,6.287763789115648,7.12885554221689,74.75493997599041,65.87074829931973,9.63873549419768,32.94037615046018,9.325443323948027,2.9486513005202077,1190,46,217,20,17,398,153,294,0.09,0.807,0.10300000000000001,-0.5569,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,1,19,8,1,2,17,0,25,4,0,4,0,48,45,21,0,6,9,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,18,14,1,1,8,2,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,4,25,5,47,35,6,34,0,0,1,0,17,15,0,8,19,168,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614213414241787,0.0,0.0856552749473967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519769719094016,0.0,0.0,0.06825470249117721,0.0,0.09527658948317448,0.0,0.0,0.09902666802195532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389055116768333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136452445790169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920814932961614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699029899834027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599521929914084,0.1698432769684216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699740127294148,0.10740998525074992,0.12726808066201045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233731171192625,0.0,0.0995223743792375,0.0,0.0,0.1230694574119902,0.0,0.12630487154701514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880779320291366,0.11222143151501804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494791260723601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937185344515276,0.0,0.16461884444283373,0.1660458255768681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486546052536036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776620889408702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25245437401474524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542987501741584,0.0,0.1119983804370131,0.0,0.07172961933669375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922406343038458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282747147540623,0.0948701910747554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792515835217925,0.0,0.08941785355012839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499785082852073,0.09786503736141082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000807038635567,0.0,0.13057897607448055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601897673523733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238539248055262,0.13208334948924785,0.08887505044455234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheMagicPandas,2019/09/21,"Is it wrong to get a safety leash for my 4.5 year old with autism who runs off constantly? A little background info: My child is very sensory seeking. He loves to run and play and does have trouble with transitions. It has become a safety issue and there was one day he literally fell in a pond (the green on top confused him, he thought it was grass) and it was the scariest day of my life. He will not listen or stop and it happens very randomly. He will be holding my hand and having fun when suddenly he decides to twist and bolt. He will look back and laugh but not listen. We are going to Disneyland in a month and I’m terrified this will happen there and be a huge safety concern obviously. My husband thinks the harness backpack thing is cruel and will make others judge us but I don’t know another option. We have an infant too. Our therapists and special educator have not offered any advice except that it “could be a phase”. I really appreciate anyone’s opinion or suggestion because I am clueless on another option or if this is ok/normal. Thank you!",4.344689024390242,6.069039478048782,5.466387195121953,78.69177591463419,71.29268292682926,8.246951219512196,28.91006097560976,8.841846274778883,2.4567134146341463,843,33,151,16,16,279,134,205,0.086,0.758,0.155,0.8879,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,0,1,5,10,1,1,11,0,24,3,1,1,1,41,38,19,0,2,10,1,1,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,12,16,0,2,5,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,4,5,14,6,14,25,0,22,0,0,2,1,22,8,0,9,10,102,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741248457939412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650386686224393,0.3592891243818179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197913305002256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317349483509924,0.0,0.10443543330267976,0.18921011678533228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513668046152598,0.0,0.13678553986404035,0.0,0.0,0.2209751977073864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992379101617273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895079302324009,0.0,0.09736543171699803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299644003242937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881417139720074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415330843181302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100878974303188,0.0,0.17170822519712628,0.0,0.0,0.1438661360817859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546235091055439,0.0,0.11435781514900553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367464496796335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977212582824026,0.0,0.11609125645708508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097523482287863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432316731931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772896920849214,0.0,0.19891639386474255,0.11381777848756848,0.10977530780832327,0.0,0.13600940105781825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060775593998225,0.0,0.0,0.2827148355321544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731215606311896,0.0,0.1103248343091143 autism,Class_kunt,2019/09/21,I worked up the courage to ask the people in my household to play monopoly (I'm Australian sorry if people get confused) So this afternoon I was in my room looking around for something to do when I looked and saw my Monopoly game in the corner of my room and I started playing it by myself (I don't know why I was) I looked outside and saw my step mum and thought I wonder if she would play the game with me so I asked her she said she didn't know how to but that I could teach her so that was a yes from her and then my dad (he doesn't believe I have autism since my mum got me tested) he said yes so in about 2 hours and 10 minutes I will be playing monopoly with the members of the household for the first 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autism,actuallyfemale69,2019/09/21,I made a sub for autistic teens 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autism,saffyia247,2019/09/21,"What size weighted mat would work well for me? Hello, I've never posted here before, and I'm not sure I have ASD (but I'm actively seeking a diagnosis, just three more months!!) but I do know I stim. It gets really bad in class, and I shake my legs, sometimes for the entire class. I want a weighted mat to help, but I'm not sure what weight would work well. I'm 195 Ibs if that helps. I just don't know what the weight would feel like.",0.8316545893719791,2.7151151847826083,2.248840579710148,97.14640096618359,81.93478260869566,5.393236714975847,16.743961352657006,6.42735559955562,-0.5324748792270535,335,6,80,3,9,108,58,92,0.11599999999999999,0.696,0.188,0.7114,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,4,0,6,5,1,0,3,20,15,6,0,5,8,0,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,2,1,0,5,8,5,4,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,43,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209794872187092,0.0,0.0,0.1244330047826857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393949695988658,0.10446845821993213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640039526566322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603299512768615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073100922082326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144176582568385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167213092691786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278344445713412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005022010392393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093680222123812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462758613257926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756446192627857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625166028645043,0.0,0.0,0.7122866884936729,0.2629609849555913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291786261462115,0.0,0.0,0.3116379113250769,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChronicallyOwlish,2019/04/11,"Advice for Social Inflexibility from Actually Autistic People Hi everyone. I would like to have my question answered by those who are actually autistic. I have access to a great deal of therapist and parental advice but would like to hear from those who may have experienced this as a child. Now, for the question. My son is five-and-a-half and we've reached a new stage that needs support. Right now, from a parent's POV, it seems like the world is literally my son's stage and the creatures in it are his play actors to direct as he sees fit. He insists that I say exactly what he wants me to say in response to his actions. He insists other children play his games, by his rules, and respond to him the way he thinks they should. This is in one part developmentally appropriate for his age, and also, I think, a way to exert more control over the randomness in his world. In the past, social stories, social coaching and natural consequences have worked, but this time it isn't. This behavior has lead him to be unintentionally cruel to our animals because he wants them to react and move and also to playground conflicts that leave him frustrated. Is there anything that helped you with the randomness and spontaneity of people/animals and your inability to predict those I interactions? I always fell into social interaction easily so I'm out of my element. I want him to know it is okay to feel the way he does and he who he is, but also have the friendships and animal relationships he really wants. Thank you!",6.619202983902628,7.519649084805657,7.220111896348647,71.3009727129957,65.21908127208481,10.246486062033766,33.03670985473106,10.25414643259724,3.4643209265802906,1213,49,212,28,18,400,151,283,0.06,0.799,0.142,0.9677,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,2,3,7,11,2,0,14,1,20,0,0,3,1,42,35,21,0,8,3,4,1,3,0,4,0,3,0,2,20,15,0,2,8,5,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,6,28,9,37,30,2,27,0,0,1,0,52,12,0,6,9,144,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.2134101171306501,0.0,0.0,0.21370156082474212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623297457688613,0.09098389474894833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998171245606107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665576691685371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263984375661108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273001175937147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956886465947058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448394282166414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055288175362789724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205533747987708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123239891043615,0.0,0.07329172537779358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060093215327527434,0.0,0.0,0.11578068810610365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026149918252675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621655207953335,0.0,0.08107801692197643,0.0,0.10560619299198837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409507948380957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428296191420496,0.11841010343951765,0.10438228448279424,0.0758061345857848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449831061721111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004928031382644,0.0,0.0,0.11739573174555143,0.0,0.09338013036270434,0.0,0.17391124774208805,0.0,0.0,0.08713389932597024,0.09954368555882888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458542964603759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408354017790645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067029048585442,0.0,0.12695810575096386,0.0,0.14012786846568698,0.0,0.0,0.06376001561641176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257978326351673,0.2603791869690496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960454567667649,0.0,0.0,0.15535126420440645,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Blucrido,2019/04/11,Autism caretaker interview for a college class Hi everyone! I'm a college student taking a crisis intervention class for my degree. I have been tasked to write an essay for this class. In order to complete this essay I need to interview the caretaker of someone with autism. Unfortunately I don't know anyone in person well enough to interview them. I was wondering if anyone would be so kind to take the time and answer some interview questions for me. If you're interested please send me a DM. Thanks in advance!,4.114255319148935,7.073081276595747,5.273872340425534,73.99400000000003,76.65957446808511,8.440851063829786,28.54893617021277,9.120678840339163,3.1487012765957454,416,18,66,11,10,137,64,94,0.067,0.78,0.153,0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,13,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,8,4,14,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,5,1,44,10,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406785674792478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554227106502725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517164787816214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327818548271367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536845724249249,0.13388286992906148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063532687522527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127127380598864,0.0,0.2674129919300199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272901367980502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641178922706827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663320468095024,0.0,0.0,0.2242853429189781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420522072403846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903658488735644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418699138265084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305508604784445,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,youfoundalec,2019/04/11,I need help... My girlfriend who I’ve been with just broke up with me. I was fine for about a week. Everything just hit me. My routine shattered I idk what to do I just want to cry any helpful suggestions,-0.7114285714285735,1.3874221428571474,0.7976190476190474,100.0307142857143,101.38095238095238,4.3047619047619055,20.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,0.09962857142857208,158,6,36,2,7,50,32,42,0.23,0.64,0.13,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,7,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28200462137931603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45551943270791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726982199503511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559182990672963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074886900716288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445959479777487,0.0,0.33264072099644804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YuukiSAan,2019/04/11,"Feeling of distrust of normal people Hi i am a 25m with high functioning autism, over the years dealing with people i start to have a sense of distrust and even hatred for normal people. I came from a background where i grew up being bullied which destroyed my self confidence and became a shut in till 3 years ago i decided to change back then all i did was video games and watched anime. But thanks to someone i met who struggled alot gave me inspiration to change things got better. I slowly changed to be more independent learning things alone and have a strong will to prove i am capable. Overtime i became obsess with learning things and picked up as many skills i could alone. I study computer science and cyber security so i love learning things on the internet. I have dreams and aspirations to be able to live alone by having an apartment and travel alone. Back to the main topic, from my experience growing up i had a fair share of people i am close with. The people i am closest with are people who have similar mental struggles aside from autism. I find such people easy to talk to. However i had bad experiences with normal people who i tried to make friends with. Generally i am able to communicate or work with people normally (1000+ times practice to achieve this) but when its comes to being friends or be close to people who are normal i have dealt with constant betrayal (ghosting , backstab , seeing someone true colors) after experiencing this alot i came to a conclusion that i can never trust normal people. The worse trigger for me is when someone is insensitive towards mental health which disgusts me. I grew this anger and hatred within myself towards normal people although i dont show it i just avoid them as much as possible. I also started to tell myself that i dont need people, and i rather pursue more knowledge and skills so i can live alone to make myself capable. So i spend most of my days just studying and learning things and only talk to 2 people whom i am close. I know what i think is toxic , but i dont feel normal people can understand and i can never be normal . I feel weak each time i experience someone who turn their back on me. Whereas with knowledge i feel satisfied and stronger with capabilities to prove i am not weak . I feel my anger and hatred is something that will not go away easily. Hope to have some advice.",5.3397954885174626,6.992777625560543,5.740550346514473,77.97765932871316,68.70852017937219,7.917271368392446,29.210218779725512,8.391295532112219,2.237670553064275,1895,70,327,28,33,607,216,446,0.174,0.7190000000000001,0.107,-0.9890000000000001,1,6,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,7,15,25,6,4,15,0,40,4,0,5,6,91,65,33,1,13,10,0,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,22,34,0,2,20,5,1,8,7,13,0,0,9,9,55,12,60,47,10,46,0,0,3,1,21,19,0,7,19,242,77,7,0.10832328242930213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292612895167804,0.04801102701035663,0.0,0.0,0.2804756300101552,0.0,0.04331304491129445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508866448133683,0.12494087668642323,0.04522270808096873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047901570255271315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238929774474127,0.0,0.0,0.17188750448328705,0.04665545810696036,0.0,0.05852949287748872,0.0,0.04324366333704225,0.0,0.0,0.03492977790266664,0.05583827386262026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043112038614685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0357732532116731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894143373615569,0.0,0.0,0.13692876586679598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049502758849328664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836902992973587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030781308857797795,0.0,0.043318012239442566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757129189864906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572247476237282,0.0,0.05379473056340312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029765821562286295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565144295960652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048882995807878096,0.0,0.07230663216563239,0.05491140318592121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916439078080274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981503821107903,0.040160170680999856,0.08354559332801499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776021790656612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041192368760768136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632329364743209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061059112533387035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315981571674978,0.0,0.05650240400191649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835639313600194,0.041696277505417205,0.0,0.0,0.07667177684033494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132430143012581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706615120366214,0.04733966169257573,0.049864762384462066,0.0,0.0,0.1799129388815017,0.034704592739128286,0.0,0.0,0.0631641770972879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367721991212454,0.058912312734745675,0.0,0.05638417861731977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943031986629954,0.0,0.05519533955618932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975664236614998 autism,NoSwagStanley86,2019/04/11,"Need a little advice for my son. Hi everyone! I've been lurking on this sub for awhile now and I've got a question for the group. My son is 4 yrs old and has been diagnosed autistic. He's non verbal but other than that and a few stimming and eating habits hes a totally normal,happy, loving little dude. However, he will NOT allow anyone to touch his hair. His hair is getting long enough to cover his eyes and ears and he hates it. If hes watching videos on the tablet or doing a puzzle or looking through his books his hair will inevitably end up getting in his way and eventually he will become frustrated with it and begin to cry/meltdown. If I try to put it up ponytail style he immediately pulls it out. He is absolutely TERRIFIED of clippers and im definitely not confident enough to use scissors on it (besides he wont let me use them either) Does anyone have any advice/tips i can use to get him a little more comfortable with the clippers? Going to a barber is out of the question at this time. Ive tried and I'm not going to put him through that kind of stress ever again. P.S. - I refuse to restrain my son unless its for his own safety so if thats your advice just move along I dont want to hear it anymore.",2.7332702237521502,4.467643726907632,4.341113023522663,85.05783132530122,75.5863453815261,6.670567986230638,24.708548479632817,7.447530270364453,1.1854259323006309,964,32,192,12,21,323,146,249,0.11900000000000001,0.813,0.068,-0.9053,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,5,6,2,1,11,0,19,8,5,4,2,40,36,18,0,5,12,3,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,13,15,1,2,2,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,3,9,22,3,33,28,7,27,0,0,3,1,30,12,0,8,8,126,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085777757509216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380755629379852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222115432253645,0.1723448147223723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361091090014444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508620016827932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784832206663443,0.0,0.14443658657150518,0.0,0.0,0.126105482833316,0.0,0.0,0.10915423002598308,0.2546801239607132,0.0,0.0,0.111477808829319,0.0,0.11776128430314844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316374049360496,0.0,0.14008048178075974,0.0,0.0985664393336666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119147547432325,0.0,0.12167417459253375,0.0,0.0,0.13890065262417547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331205549232773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283356947165782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602144556847636,0.0,0.0,0.3705571446739676,0.0,0.10906369131864843,0.10349072200927052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122908443056248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098481987350796,0.0,0.09138104041288778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074922128182287,0.0,0.0,0.12931984972842722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477808632168096,0.2761144386046331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411712229571497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186234672434866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734400063489085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193198690340345,0.0,0.0,0.07269025797916838,0.09782232763944276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TheSurferLurker,2019/04/11,"I'm an aspie in the film industry and the Art of Autism published our article about movie characters who might be on the spectrum! https://the-art-of-autism.com/which-autistic-tv-movie-character-are-you/ I created a special Reddit account for this (My life is usually a perma-lurker, hence the name). I'm producing on a project called Stella Incarnated and one of the main characters has Autism. What drew me to the project though is that it doesn't focus on the character's autism, but just treats him like a unique character of many in a story. I was born with Asperger's Syndrome and was taking special education classes even into college. But I would consider myself pretty ""normal"" these days as outwardly you wouldn't really know it. Normal for the film industry anyways. This is the first feature I've ever worked on that has dealt with a character on the spectrum so the project is personal to me. Because we exist on the spectrum, we're all different in a number of ways... which makes representation of an Autistic character very hard. I even feel unqualified at times because I've been able to change myself to be reasonably outwardly normal! So we wrote this article to talk about movie characters out there that we know are on the spectrum or who could be. We're passionate about bringing this project to life and we want people on the spectrum to weigh in. The answers we're asking for are a mix of doing something fun and hearing from regular people about how they see themselves in characters on screen. Side note: Even though the article says written by ""Stephen Gibler"" Avi and Vanessa wrote a ton and did a ton of work as well. Credit where credit is due. I posted this here because I've lurked here a bit and we would love any support and direction in this! Thank you Stephen",7.491931298835325,8.7804039752322,6.77513489606369,73.88339525283801,63.42724458204334,10.115229249594575,34.88559634380068,10.181067101454742,3.7137540616246496,1456,63,240,32,21,448,172,323,0.006,0.843,0.151,0.9935,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,6,2,1,4,20,12,0,0,29,0,23,5,0,4,2,44,41,19,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,16,18,1,0,5,3,3,1,2,0,1,2,7,6,20,12,45,26,5,32,0,0,2,2,22,22,0,2,8,167,36,12,0.13101079799273405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909183518674996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224774109654662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395888993743213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302985990887454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337766726359213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859205286442666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460146175154156,0.0,0.0,0.08449112645241331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687839967546125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25959418944581303,0.11850676729416375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624299589915872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114377178457224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173599418582587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765869091258485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440002166968891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185073602143726,0.06400525828823131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824236019150035,0.0,0.08745072497566872,0.13282438620678794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898175320555867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850882974199525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877630730597827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816527830606214,0.11439357548520612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254721297475641,0.13328508079067802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392887191735472,0.13470092015412402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418504495221798,0.0,0.0,0.10439864397501274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100858512903289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866950101395798,0.0,0.0,0.09850381559555403,0.1053015168257333,0.0,0.12061714093588573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574348876994155,0.0,0.07639344987049222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428988492287112,0.10809762890472137,0.07727356302884608,0.10399027339593699,0.0,0.0,0.11779444115979212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075484253956748,0.0,0.0,0.18613262402122366,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dieanotherday4,2019/04/11,"Talked to the GP today I don’t know how I finally managed to get the courage to call and get an appointment and they asked me if i could go almost right away and I did. Last week I visited my sisters who live in another country and it surprised me how i couldnt even feel comfortable with the people i love the most. So i managed to leave behind the idea that i wanna get the ASD dignosis to excuse my feeling bad and my deteriorated mental health. The talk with the doctor went well. I was of course pretty nervous but managed to keep the confidence. The doctor was very sensitive, I really like her as a profesional. Next step: psychiatrist!",4.8066044444444485,6.152781536000003,6.063466666666669,76.32817777777778,69.64,9.395555555555557,29.88888888888889,9.725611199111238,2.894822222222221,512,20,95,12,9,172,85,125,0.055,0.778,0.16699999999999998,0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,12,0,6,4,0,2,0,21,17,11,0,4,2,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,4,2,18,6,14,11,1,12,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,3,6,66,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108596448677166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915569646646218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972576557823884,0.0,0.16052329803618964,0.0,0.14265625634995438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446140708597094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364133061530727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349753360098553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284769526626165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277819886595427,0.0,0.0,0.18716260315665814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267793058434175,0.0,0.09710047172192833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161019815060575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287377914135675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186320794409405,0.0,0.0,0.09389708956955398,0.13926910931340805,0.0,0.18091010078709194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347081147888752,0.0,0.15086753255308774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420273303042364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218101233157285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181705553142688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844890259786955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738203102239901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945367978832672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590869230235687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465252994746026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619499584620466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097274262980056,0.0,0.0,0.13704906406518585,0.0,0.15361859094501631,0.15838370603605093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sivvus,2019/04/11,"How do I help my 4yo autistic (non verbal) niece play with my pets? My 4 year old niece is fascinated by my bearded dragon. The first thing she does when she comes to my house is go to his tank and stare at him. Yesterday she got very fixated, then had a full on anxiety meltdown, because he wasn’t moving. We took him out to show her that he was fine (she usually strokes him nicely) and she shoved him around like a doll. He’s a very gentle animal so he just came back to me and hid in my hoodie, so she shoved at me instead. We took her out of the room and she spent the next 4 hours crying and trying to get upstairs, unable to focus on anything else. Some of this is pretty normal toddler behaviour, the problem I have is that it’s becoming more of a fixation every time she is here. She’s non verbal/ pretty uncommunicative and so if she is interested in something we want to encourage it, but at the same time she cannot understand what exactly she’s looking at. We have basic makaton, then “sleep, play, yes, no, ouch, good girl and tinkle”. She has a rabbit at home but it’s always been there so she doesn’t really interact with it/seem curious. Questions: 1. How can I encourage her interest and help her learn about animals/other living creatures? 2. How can I help her to calm down during a fixation?",2.305172413793102,4.479062383141767,3.988879693486592,85.05908965517243,78.42528735632183,7.394390804597702,23.849961685823754,8.364918446050245,1.6108745134099616,1026,35,204,21,25,343,154,261,0.034,0.7759999999999999,0.191,0.9909,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,0,1,15,12,0,0,11,1,18,2,1,3,1,35,29,21,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,19,0,0,3,3,1,6,4,1,0,1,9,3,40,11,28,20,4,34,0,0,2,0,40,15,0,3,14,137,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194238706045005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979583963173832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810842363668132,0.12776722229580548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036147118525616,0.0,0.08749119506575198,0.15851151963051646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641537776495851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363363693443047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765490946468771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559924567724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198962921418028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092557037034532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208185523432427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498562064848313,0.0,0.08156827342616528,0.12038153013530947,0.11478964338222802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28860431460039404,0.0,0.1439667626281802,0.0,0.14134270878641494,0.16560798791164966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011881459558557,0.0,0.1267347514197716,0.0,0.1205244214270385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254381575930298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526399200638305,0.0,0.14062352402424533,0.0,0.0,0.15060480558009895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203200231558524,0.0,0.13733355055424445,0.0,0.0,0.16078027244555276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194546146018323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065930246748508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362813856408976,0.0,0.0,0.11049216198464347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535129165161306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738056500495774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189219717846698,0.09744370540771508,0.0,0.0,0.14941405252175236,0.0,0.0,0.15807194532930244,0.23684546557907574,0.0846544609625648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242506392595977 autism,throwmyilfeaway,2019/04/11,"is this autism, am I just too socially stunted, anxious? I swear I can never figure out social interactions, I'm always too blunt, or just afraid to speak or stand up for myself. I never can ease into a situation or make people feel comfortable. Any casual conversation at a cafe seems like it becomes too intense, and I never really get a feel for if others want to get away, which I usually assume is the case now. I'm in a shared house for the first time like 6 years, I'm 30 though, and the others are roughly the same. Now everything seems hostile and passive agressive. No one is friendly, just rushing past, or swearing under their breath about whatever upsets them, a broken dish, door sticking, or just, rushing past me, which is always the case. Talked to them once since I moved in, and thats about it. I'm broke, and not making a lot of money, living in a 3rd world, so therapy and any of that, is a no go.",6.279166666666669,5.911533027777778,6.966666666666669,77.17500000000003,65.94444444444444,9.644444444444446,30.222222222222207,9.120678840339163,2.413488888888889,715,22,137,11,10,237,111,180,0.124,0.7659999999999999,0.11,-0.3839,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,1,13,10,1,2,13,0,9,2,1,2,3,33,23,14,0,2,11,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,9,8,1,0,6,1,1,4,6,4,0,2,0,4,12,6,19,23,2,26,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,10,13,95,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469797755212757,0.0,0.0,0.2018492149619848,0.0,0.0,0.1676622500332207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943707273874933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639083515620281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338228775605673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008217858513434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262383686292027,0.0,0.0,0.11466201390809555,0.0,0.15507730289883914,0.0,0.08434542340019056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712464328610028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501229110206926,0.0,0.13104968168407485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617377279293146,0.0,0.0,0.1981310649533058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773746564521282,0.0,0.0,0.34339126749087684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805293129182132,0.10056717262234972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833502925006017,0.10288953970806554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507592291511434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702157033584693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276715936634792,0.16682024540288293,0.0,0.30257276400077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928718530169875,0.0,0.0,0.16972097697203373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581310924012106,0.0,0.0865396803886351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345381110169455,0.0,0.08753668617327888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955718543764602 autism,OliviaDrinkwine1994,2019/04/11,Got to love being over stimulated. So my roommate and his girlfriend just got into a pretty massive fight. And it overwhelmed me thankfully not to the point of going into a shutdown or meltdown. But it got extremely close.,4.64725,7.552801225000002,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,74.25,7.0,32.5,8.07648339933343,3.0409999999999986,179,9,26,3,4,58,33,40,0.054000000000000006,0.6679999999999999,0.278,0.8658,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,6,3,0,6,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275238329048066,0.0,0.771552958914436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902243055205623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039821709100687,0.0,0.0,0.32714646380601586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960531733745751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DistantSavage,2019/04/11,How do I get SSI for adult Asperger's I'm 22 living in California with undiagnosed autism but I have all the signs. How do I get SSI?,-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,94.17241379310344,7.037931034482759,17.594827586206893,8.07648339933343,0.8616827586206894,105,3,25,3,4,38,22,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7637979707903289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6454553894860404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Rebekah3333,2019/04/11,"Is it bad to purposely stim to prevent meltdowns I don't know if its ASD that I have but I have all the signs and struggled socially and acdemically my whole life. I mean trying to get diagnosed but in the meantime, I've been looking up some things to help autism. I've never really stimmed, at least I don't think I did, I did hit my head and throw things when I get really fraustrated (Which I believe to be a meltdown and I just never knew their was a word for it). But aside from that and lip picking I never stimmed nor did I know that was a thing. Since learning about it, I've tried some of them when I get fraustrated,nervous, or angry and it helps alot, I feel like it gives me control. I don't want to be purposely giving myself signs of autism or making myself have something I dont. Is doing this, ""Faking it"" since I don't know if I actually have it.",3.3035695764909256,4.368547887640453,4.5994382022471925,86.47438634399313,72.93258426966294,7.724114088159032,26.051858254105447,8.139509932561175,1.4407021607605883,676,22,145,10,13,224,97,178,0.092,0.8220000000000001,0.085,-0.2865,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,20,4,2,3,4,37,36,16,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,8,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,7,2,25,1,14,26,6,9,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,7,6,106,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.14985564383412986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821895382533094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730132698206876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223431572002582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586353241800552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997506170263208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764622621272341,0.10970566304285198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069148225707396,0.2946238495092969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760026438479627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205860506369144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531831459739997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846631091331588,0.07502327901076879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895450883594156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250470531653097,0.0,0.0,0.1672754688516483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553124866180669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675318382622772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540583223809119,0.0,0.0,0.15653846113438727,0.0,0.11822054244480686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053771918896625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060619292642684,0.0983971717478332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085188216831724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057562197722284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144795732829188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,The_Burning117,2019/04/11,What kind of music do you like? I'm genuinely curious if there is a connection. Personally I like metal and hard rock.,1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,87.2608695652174,10.023188405797102,25.057971014492754,9.725611199111238,3.610779710144927,94,4,17,4,3,34,21,23,0.057,0.648,0.29600000000000004,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471867925952655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485330075332728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146905835213883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599410868122731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thebuttler53,2019/04/11,"Does anyone else prefer sitting on the floor? I've always wondered if it was related, because I will constantly sit on the floor even if there is a chair. If I'm in social situations of course I don't as often, but I have done it before where I'll just not feel like standing anymore. Especially if I'm waiting for something. In high school I would sometimes fall asleep on my bedroom floor unless my mom reminded me to get into bed. Anyone else have similar inclinations?",4.686373626373626,6.411861593406599,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,70.42857142857143,8.276923076923078,30.582417582417587,8.841846274778883,2.6958527472527467,379,16,66,7,7,126,69,91,0.036000000000000004,0.9640000000000001,0.0,-0.4633,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,0,15,14,7,0,6,8,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,11,10,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,6,2,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648440319439717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964726510574108,0.2770473150265373,0.4059757934415068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076648731306125,0.0,0.1685776747256185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408736350371851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336807090372922,0.20273610150680166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33099225660237963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085029593659153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017075847077836,0.1415303745147291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350470122052194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093149067867902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678691583651074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320249408302257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049867706250654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268480732119825,0.0,0.20194898253935428,0.0,0.15251535047021553,0.19593661837539927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148426805039939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407322077699008,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MGTB4,2019/04/11,"Thoughts on elopement? I teach young children (2.5-4 year olds) with autism. Many of these children elope and I am trying to help them get what they want/need without allowing them in dangerous situations (e.g. pointing/using a visual to get something vs leaving a supervised area). To better understand my students, I have a few questions for you all. -What does the urge to elope feel like? Do you notice when you're doing it or is it hyper-focused on the objective? -Is there anything that helps/helped with safety during this time? My students parents are so worried that their children will leave their house and get hurt--they are nonverbal and don't respond to their name, etc. I'd love to pass on resources for families as well if you have any suggestions?",4.992761904761903,7.3664920857142855,4.552857142857143,83.20047619047621,71.0,7.238095238095237,30.95238095238095,8.07648339933343,2.3684523809523808,612,27,105,9,12,185,104,140,0.051,0.821,0.128,0.8999,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,6,1,4,5,1,0,5,0,11,1,0,1,1,16,18,8,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,1,14,4,17,16,3,11,0,0,0,1,19,5,0,3,6,67,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181677519355816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299571730280689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368309377746606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206497280462758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937965207012454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381238602674986,0.0,0.08786198971514407,0.12413942451699793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723587941113419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294517422916586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200504183303198,0.1860215345593972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36798905230058543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489394643316757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683181133376106,0.0,0.0,0.17617281187865685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978352716598705,0.18233959560262528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294807035674413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946591926179275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953217740313066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337745900998123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795186029413942,0.10132513506851833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797661946858873,0.0,0.0,0.18089793223547573,0.20902071814871329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024924810228765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623770992238953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750551769247835,0.0,0.0,0.17646917162355552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190047166750723 autism,John9798,2019/04/11,"I wrote about what's been helping me the most with diet/exercise/supplements I don't know what's best for anyone, but this has been what's helped me after trying a lot of different things over the past few years. I was in very bad shape a few years ago and did almost give up. Never add/change medications without talking to a doctor, I have no formal education on this subject so don't do anything based on what I write. It's just the personal diet/routine that's helped me, especially with some of the neurological issues, focus, anxiety/depression. Often I don't even know exactly what's helping what, but this is where I'm at. I am in a much better place than I was though. It's been a lot of different things coming together. Being able to get a lot of nutrients in me was one of the biggest things since I couldn't stand to eat vegetables, and then going out in the sun more, targeting possible nutritional deficiencies and gut health issues, etc... And this is all still evolving as I learn and try new things. But it's been enough where I'm able to do volunteer work and get out of the house, do my own grocery shopping. Hoping to get my own car soon. It was a very rough 12-16 months starting from zero though laying in a bed almost all day every day. It's terrifying posting anything like this because I greatly fear criticism and rejection. Maybe I'm wrong on a few supplements or dietary issues. But then again maybe something in there could encourage someone. Thank you for reading. [The Cunningham Regimen](https://mysoulsings.org/2019/04/05/the-cunningham-regimen/)",5.841977155727153,7.347701881756755,6.132142857142861,76.20333333333333,67.3445945945946,9.557014157014157,30.64929214929215,9.842372674337009,3.0499670527670526,1271,49,224,29,21,407,166,296,0.113,0.8079999999999999,0.078,-0.9221,2,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,3,13,11,0,1,17,0,23,7,1,0,4,39,38,18,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,21,12,2,0,3,2,1,3,7,4,0,2,10,1,18,7,35,25,17,40,0,1,0,0,11,19,0,10,17,161,39,4,0.1971190166606442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736705739438602,0.0,0.19738622140267206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891509984727323,0.0,0.1622121550829963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822930726224057,0.060080961481881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343212335422676,0.08716787576468084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426289128904832,0.08490028937129168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869174754157822,0.0,0.0,0.12712545849673812,0.0,0.08488916010424412,0.0,0.0,0.20594741776632766,0.0,0.1008798331000428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085098243014834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183831872250758,0.1099199048177314,0.06509762571531652,0.0,0.08304063660503448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090684804598526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544798256267065,0.09454726123015422,0.056013639888882825,0.0,0.0,0.10866220587981022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476414850474287,0.0,0.0,0.2642494435541765,0.0,0.0,0.09789183038376877,0.0,0.11372443976029988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086115603980785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833145644905057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815119733713258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137530838320565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198032546832232,0.0,0.0,0.0992883356566322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786692592367051,0.0,0.07245257902516124,0.0,0.0760151688253013,0.095189387308595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678647358475037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408620294211754,0.0,0.08605836105658098,0.10297370888316383,0.0,0.0,0.11111103680419007,0.09439276461596817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858617993301083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815294437766989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350915157058847,0.07587592469459596,0.0,0.0,0.06976092727920738,0.0,0.07870975066710231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792183994280915,0.0,0.09074035338300418,0.0,0.0,0.261914231559548,0.0,0.19366843304117007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383087308049546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264383271848834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500784892617384,0.0,0.07175249590255332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775935022838364,0.0,0.12693818392863027 autism,ggkjoigjg,2019/08/30,"Moving out Next Saturday I'll be moving out of my mom's place, into a house with 3 roommates. It's $480 for everything, which is a little more than half of my monthly wage. I'm worried. My current situation isn't ideal, so this is basically trading stresses for other stresses. I don't think it will improve things much for me but I feel like I have to do it, at least try. Wish me luck.",2.03275132275132,3.709859506172843,4.2191534391534375,85.42333333333333,77.39506172839506,6.603880070546737,26.386243386243386,7.447530270364453,1.3934465608465612,304,12,63,4,7,105,60,81,0.09300000000000001,0.748,0.159,0.8054,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,3,12,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849333780357123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404381547072247,0.14700258233352975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743168480863755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100529138093847,0.2062362335586541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099608006250256,0.1642441572153506,0.4374032392953421,0.1512650925599919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188394041061931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498651690574205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312948145223334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714191329680264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670486617831618,0.13184951387238147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397047536215059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23662607447476905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897006758211173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AdAstra9191,2019/08/30,"I fucking hate the process of looking for a job.... Greetings, I am really in a panic right now because I just lost my warehouse job that I got through a staffing agency because I missed more than three times, and you are only allowed to miss three times. I missed those three times because I was sick and was not able to come into work. I don’t know what to do to get a stable, secure job. I am tired of working dead end warehouse jobs at staffing agencies. I live near the Del Amo Fashion Mall and I would like to work there but it is frustrating how most employers these days are extremely picky based on how well you perform in some scripted interview that lacks any resonance of humanity. I just went to a job interview today for a part time Shipping Associate Warehouse job at Place Stores in Gardena, CA and the interview was pretty quick and the interviewer said that she would call me and let me know in a week if I got the job but I know that’s a lie. I’m really sick and tired of this; I’m sick and tired of being judged on my “social etiquette” by these employers who want you to be something that you’re not. I wish they would stop judging people on how I perform in this behavioral interviews and judge me by my ability to do the job. Searching for a job without the help of a staffing agency is an extremely disheartening, dehumanizing and depressing experience and it makes me just want to give up looking for a job altogether but I can’t do that. I’m in college for computer science and right now I can’t really afford a decent laptop so I can do programming/software projects on so I can create a portfolio and show employers my projects so I can get a computer science job while I’m in school. I’m sick and fucking tired of this socializing bullshit. Everybody is not a fucking extroverted social butterfly and we don’t all need to be. I can’t fucking make eye contact and when I do people without autism can still pick up on my idiosyncratic personality/behavior and I can tell that they can pick up on it.",6.02488874895046,6.359458838790933,6.6441215365239294,76.89004460537366,66.40554156171285,10.243870696893367,34.92957598656591,10.125756701596842,3.476937951301428,1617,73,310,36,24,531,182,397,0.179,0.765,0.055999999999999994,-0.9946,16,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,2,6,16,16,6,1,23,0,33,13,1,8,1,55,66,29,1,9,12,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,1,18,20,0,2,3,2,2,2,10,13,1,3,8,4,40,3,48,51,6,40,0,6,3,4,23,23,4,3,16,212,58,32,0.06554981977941786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044576125249103114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987568517830766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693369490399684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646536556226354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042274210956434764,0.0,0.056457963724920776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805768410727038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412030176853283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423990085213917,0.0684941507314127,0.06288136009671486,0.0,0.0,0.10485235793519412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471687621106982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393666246724446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155288979074884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807340002464956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702913186062094,0.0,0.032024330894933874,0.0,0.057881691793595584,0.0,0.11009067894148147,0.0,0.07155537159103004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751002741090767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486043607876878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049853591730253284,0.0,0.07690859001348567,0.0,0.07098406703780359,0.0,0.09088798308604924,0.0,0.06848561010153703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668773230126149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597867914927666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195837586698497,0.0623528893679162,0.0,0.0,0.06633991715462928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004593591449847,0.0,0.05046345374064015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234817074999719,0.054802584462227515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729343171247073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289050820426214,0.30135950027363884,0.06213356461163876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732596408633846,0.0,0.052580111522871655,0.0,0.05893716019858036,0.060765339651062775,0.0,0.0,0.07537905776408002,0.1263753742331702,0.0,0.14316314848200554,0.0,0.0,0.1396941337652721,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SPDprincess,2019/08/30,"Interview with my husband Hey all! I just dropped a post on my blog. It's an interview I had with my husband and his perspective of living with someone who has SPD. I hope it's helpful for you and your significant others ---please feel free to ask more questions or have your significant other pass along some questions because we want to help yall! https://sensoryprocessingprincess.home.blog/2019/08/30/the-prince/",8.340784313725491,11.679555823529416,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,64.29411764705881,8.062745098039215,33.392156862745104,8.841846274778883,3.13581568627451,348,15,51,6,6,98,52,68,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,7,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,3,9,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,5,0,38,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474057414332049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613240864080177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381159338687473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35476962263711603,0.0,0.2654587863002292,0.2628504889728258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336848636434403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904988492042463,0.0,0.0,0.25345510690254675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929220773637411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423139130182768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609346248940267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TeeBubbles,2019/08/30,Autistic adulting Anyone else feel like people think you lose the autistic side of you when your an adult? 😅 So many people talk only about autistic children and then when you mention your autistic they look at you like 'but your an adult' 🤣😂 unsure whether this is something every autistic person goes through? 😅,4.3084210526315765,7.2861867719298266,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,76.01754385964912,3.8,28.798245614035093,3.1291,0.8642771929824562,254,11,41,0,6,73,42,57,0.081,0.8590000000000001,0.06,-0.2982,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,7,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,4,4,0,5,0,1,1,0,15,2,0,0,5,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726188382794133,0.2890609129171453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235671499157437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376946771793547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264619397973033,0.20154353990382695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27565499916110336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369061676169178,0.3156153488920905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860210789520272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456173169811565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911670626864319,0.2463325810858272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718647837140487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675394419584444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807683738517387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ClimbingHighClimbUp,2019/08/30,"I hope this question is okay Hello! I'm a 22 year old autistic male and despite having autism, I don't actually know the mechanisms behind why some autistic people lack or express social skills differently. It's a question I've been asking myself lately in my quest to improve my social skills (which is going well if you're curious) and I'd like to know why that is. I'm personally too busy compiling music history to do the thinking, lol. Thank you, everyone.",4.712646103896105,6.634579647727279,6.208311688311692,72.94318181818186,70.70454545454545,8.664935064935065,30.75324675324676,9.23628265651192,3.0775110389610387,371,16,61,8,7,126,66,88,0.026000000000000002,0.774,0.201,0.9273,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,12,16,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,6,5,5,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,6,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.19471147654815465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653263740952986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846528918755974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906584660175638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339690261261398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817727215406197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931178979271704,0.0,0.22507735079862629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974797682484348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093720726701059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383282535529465,0.17422098630071586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470361852894014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067892823281259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183699453133538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785009699327365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794004919642944,0.0,0.3600876921904298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849010445787742 autism,ieroxx,2019/08/30,"Do you use more emotes/emoticons than your friends/family? I've been paying extra attention and I've noticed that I use a lot more emoticons/emotes in chats & texts than my wife, however my Dad also uses a lot. I wonder if it's just something ""because it's there"", or if I want to try and convey a feeling/emotion that I can't find the right words for at the time (quite often).. Thanks!",4.654177215189876,5.027273911392406,5.3593417721519,84.78027848101266,69.37974683544303,7.838987341772152,28.458227848101266,7.554174236665415,1.5770131645569625,305,10,62,3,5,99,58,79,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.5411,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,17,9,6,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,6,8,5,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,7,1,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837333218383334,0.0,0.2145773624836438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072396767226355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455389839276496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669544850383088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810059045102267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367347864654372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254710139341077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064100217430887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691259490450552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246165264342262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232956361197825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547931139492235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445685286005946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131315671086071,0.0,0.0,0.11680972469146295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147670383800381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,myokoe,2019/08/30,"Driving, anxiety or a problem with how my brain works? I have problems driving in traffic, I'm pretty sure it's due to keeping track of many fast moving things at once. Is this an autistic problem, if anyone knows can you elaborate? ( I got my license in a rural area with barely any traffic. ) I live in a ""populated"" area now of 5,500 people, yeah I know not a lot but there's constant traffic and I am stressed just driving down the road, and the amount of times I've nearly hit something is way too much. If there's multiple lanes or intersections I get very overwhelmed, like the title is this a result of how my brain works? Because I have my license everyone acts like I can drive anywhere. I had a vocational rehab worker repeatedly insist I move to a city hours away for a job. This was a separate issue and is pretty depressing, he basically ignored my problems. And conveniently forgot I have sensory issues and react very badly to being in crowds. But this is why I want to drive, all of the noise gets blocked out. If I mention issues with driving I basically get told by people to go to therapy for anxiety, but like sensory problems it feels like anxiety isn't the root and it can't be fixed with a pill. I'm diagnosed and family/people are sympathetic until it means I can't do something a normal person can. My mom also insists I go to therapy to be more ""self sufficient"", how do I know when something is just too much for me? I realized I might sound like a teenager who just got their license but I'm 26 and got it when I was a teenager.",4.139134697357207,5.590795473856211,5.679087809036659,78.0428516624041,71.38562091503267,8.458994032395568,30.95140664961637,8.964715089967882,2.730173231031543,1229,54,227,24,23,417,159,306,0.113,0.769,0.11900000000000001,0.5856,1,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,3,14,16,0,2,19,1,26,5,2,6,2,53,47,24,0,10,13,1,1,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,11,13,0,4,6,0,0,11,4,10,0,0,8,2,29,6,31,34,6,35,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,7,15,153,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348051228773399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248504524823964,0.0,0.2108756390053766,0.0,0.0,0.06424822547309962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632911256061852,0.0,0.07672025283915601,0.05601232775521088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514840624386266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929519223105147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914053539335224,0.0932614816979654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780018775845794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645988700829323,0.06564276150623266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401857778491572,0.0,0.10444088372868676,0.0,0.22046681805627716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048835284972634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877126371434166,0.09118182213281628,0.08167173321760834,0.0,0.0,0.15149300781380054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244521875591692,0.0,0.08113626095934061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811745914981395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315710878335502,0.0,0.10008985318636604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747561176089192,0.0,0.10761476401541764,0.0,0.1953187220478423,0.1350922988904386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002792694532619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785467399758133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110475744302025,0.08023055901046339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696043889237132,0.0,0.439608342282337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585623915502396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122130068110704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525411602867077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660065588720961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21015732813566326,0.0,0.06104440333520492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053578963345192784,0.0,0.0,0.08780018775845794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162972497267588,0.05419623551618395,0.07293414626493534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291204593274408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337869507617729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AppleRhubarbCrumble,2019/08/30,"Reading recommendations for parents of newly diagnosed child? My four year old son has recently been diagnosed with autism. I'm waiting to go on a course to help us to understand his challenges, but while we are waiting I would like to do some reading that will help me understand where he's coming from and why he behaves in certain ways. Could anyone point me in the right direction for useful books? Even better if they are actually written by people with autism. This is all very new to me so I'm a bit lost.",5.323163265306121,6.745193969387755,5.7638775510204106,78.67397959183674,68.48979591836735,8.865306122448981,31.3469387755102,9.23628265651192,2.792738775510204,411,17,75,8,7,132,77,98,0.031,0.779,0.19,0.9448,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,2,17,20,5,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,9,4,15,14,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,2,6,48,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.1703348961851772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204889924349928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437463357160527,0.19056258121485908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035872959894878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936337882817382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543276440473894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528813829664733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920036546722656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339933757838888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527595034001935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905411336891855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858076047809462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316008329133007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381629382605609,0.0,0.0,0.12101047727708435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500546754495038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491929858074962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234633389899992,0.0,0.0,0.14906411209504122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634238655183468,0.20996126496389325,0.150754515339738,0.0,0.1440214176285545,0.0,0.13854907592158722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157503555399437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399478439109644,0.0,0.0,0.1124039989406703 autism,Staw_fox64,2019/08/30,"Hi guys I just got broken up with and I’m not sure what to do Title, he broke up with me due to the fact that the ASD things were “draining for him” and I don’t really know how to go about rebuilding myself. Any advice welcome",0.3875510204081678,2.2995506122449045,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,83.6938775510204,5.552653061224492,15.922448979591836,6.742157984588678,-0.3886848979591839,176,3,41,2,5,59,40,49,0.152,0.7909999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.5943,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,9,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204177416921739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29257252066766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451076647113,0.0,0.3440958415252282,0.0,0.0,0.4259973317297194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364442616283929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756176428758333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40548857864687177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858270308596409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,J_k424,2019/08/30,"Autsitic brother is scared to sleep Hello, i dont know where to ask this but my brother barely started having sleeping problems where he comes from his room at like 4-5am saying he cant sleep. Now he's scared to sleep because he thinks he wont be able to sleep. Any recommendations on what i can do to help",3.1866666666666674,4.7170863968253975,3.9335238095238085,89.30314285714289,73.92063492063492,5.674920634920635,25.29841269841269,5.6839178017228535,0.5387041269841268,245,8,51,1,5,78,45,63,0.139,0.759,0.10099999999999999,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,8,5,5,0,0,5,13,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,3,26,6,0,0.1636955369937417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131857851489313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530332298159661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978727998434203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410092105266921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918499502159212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972166789307733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996278612362839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997337079418633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663452133784606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301772612751836,0.327775578896107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8190687797642734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586454362047542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488949036950472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SgtKalbs,2019/08/30,"Public elementary school vs full time therapy Hi all! I’ve been r/autism reader for a few months and I’ve learned a lot for all the post and comments. We are a military family and are very new in the area. I would like to ask for viewpoints, experience or recommendations on our current public elementary school versus full-time therapy (ABA, OT, and Speech) dilemma for our 8-year-old son with autism with delayed verbal communicate. He used to attend Va public school, so he is family with the lesson plan. Just recently, he started self-harming (pinching his arms or slapping his legs) when he gets upset or kicking, pinching, etc other people when they get to close to him when he gets upset. I was able to find one center that offers all 3 therapies he needs, but I failed in researching the schools. The elementary school he is now attending has very poor special needs program. The rooms are nowhere close to his last school in Va. My question is, can I have my son go to therapy full-time rather than attending elementary school? Can it be substituted? We live in Colorado Springs, Co and my wife an I only wants the best for our kiddo and get his the best care and education. Thank you all for your time.",5.6449394273127735,7.057786453744495,5.953697687224673,77.64702230176209,67.72246696035242,9.19922907488987,30.487059471365644,9.516144504307137,2.7807182819383263,963,37,176,20,16,308,134,227,0.064,0.8290000000000001,0.106,0.9335,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,5,2,1,5,7,9,0,2,12,0,14,2,2,1,4,37,27,15,0,5,8,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,14,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,2,1,21,6,22,23,10,30,0,1,0,0,31,11,0,5,15,101,24,11,0.0952651052965641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890600136083653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994970123762626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712912393629088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062457745989779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318755292054584,0.17961492579269994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707058036815983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199088342380938,0.0,0.05414135472525045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776537756809279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654171842156329,0.0,0.08412083331450347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099098581073484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603969816559775,0.0,0.0,0.14127573695527226,0.0,0.09200763232986686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996470269314188,0.0,0.0645541008292553,0.07245340538809142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604482901723785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912376371667378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671872037571847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406279861242016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748936076495274,0.0,0.0,0.09938228137177503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674291318557141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877073096865263,0.4357758013714911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109969800021913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227846392499948,0.0,0.15720737767719456,0.05618982733768232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676735975132793,0.0,0.0,0.0613476044218212 autism,algreenwasmyvalley,2019/08/30,"Having difficulty getting over an argument Hello! A few days ago I was yelled at by a person who worked in a business and saw my dog waiting outside for me (he was tied up, had water, was in shade, the weather was only 70° and he was being checked on while I was in the store) . He came in and started yelling, so I went out to see the problem, which was just that he felt dogs shouldn't be left outside businesses. He came really close to physically assaulting me and called me a lot of different names which resulted in me filing a police report against this person. It's been a few days since after this happened and I am really struggling with understanding what happened. I don't mean to use this like a personal diary, but my partner thought maybe other people in the autistic community might be able to help me understand why I can't let this go. Do any of you guys have trouble with processing emotions like this? Do you have any tips for helping me?",7.062245989304812,6.5137091550802175,7.415299465240648,75.20530213903744,64.40106951871657,10.474652406417114,35.81229946524064,9.888512548439397,3.419180106951872,760,32,143,14,10,249,121,187,0.07400000000000001,0.86,0.065,0.40299999999999997,1,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,1,12,0,23,1,0,2,0,26,40,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,5,12,11,1,1,5,0,2,4,3,4,0,0,15,5,16,2,24,19,3,23,0,0,2,0,18,13,0,2,8,99,28,2,0.14158373879354885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550544176651654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256359498578568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457282731920185,0.3238681576828677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826195971827398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792487247657482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592626494924893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594259253699892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073971659866312,0.0,0.0804653015549147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019016116931685,0.2504040652553146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980119131238005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538311464676195,0.14477896550819136,0.0,0.13834132620728193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203694316398628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223989576604829,0.15422619824148345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019797256724307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768081336011098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815633742419697,0.3708763787254191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547651672383715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814043370599576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282390891000207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711953181601005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021369904557817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480140649124783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124016735449864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29478733060562906,0.0,0.12228289160471552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312495443284002,0.12775730231935445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307464809589413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KittyJellyBean,2019/04/07,"Help me understand Define Neurotypical Define Neurodiversity Define Neurodivergent I'm in a heated debated right now for the way I define things and am being called a bigot and ableist simply for how I define these words. Apparently they have new definitions that I never heard of until today. Please tell me how you define these words.",6.86431034482759,9.729925775862073,7.854689655172418,59.409275862068995,67.10344827586206,9.467586206896552,25.393103448275863,9.888512548439397,3.0464165517241377,277,8,38,7,5,93,43,58,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344776980607389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263187449183831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041542221486785,0.3261031300648973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706367781064994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28835006673762203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951197662521651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431873220072404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200514005972757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515041092165937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26800974914038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,adrinkformebrb693,2019/04/07,"Help me understand Define Neurotypical Define Neurodiversity Define Neurodivergent I'm in a heated debated right now for the way I define things and am being called a bigot and ableist simply for how I define these words. Apparently they have new definitions that I never heard of until today. Please tell me how you define these words.",8.31431034482759,10.240051293103454,8.985689655172418,56.465775862068995,61.93103448275862,10.627586206896552,28.29310344827586,10.686352973137794,3.5312965517241377,277,8,38,7,4,93,43,58,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344776980607389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263187449183831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041542221486785,0.3261031300648973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706367781064994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28835006673762203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951197662521651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431873220072404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200514005972757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515041092165937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26800974914038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,moistpringle666,2019/04/07,"Has anyone ever been told they are autistic because they were vaccinated? I was told this by my mums friend, needless to say they’re not friends anymore. I also have type 1 diabetes sooo apparently that’s also the vaccine ",6.0813821138211335,7.848253073170731,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,67.04878048780488,8.393495934959349,35.61788617886179,8.841846274778883,3.3600666666666665,180,9,29,3,3,58,36,41,0.064,0.855,0.08,0.1645,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,5,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46378632803798603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875776054192788,0.2027574907102241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767662677195696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622992844260219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480684362299434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060001857130685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541677026160087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway35288,2019/04/07,"I will be visiting an orphanage for autistic children tomorrow. Any advice on how to make it a fun day for them? Hello r/autism, This is my first time visiting the sub. I hope you guys know I am only a teenager and I want to make the day as fun for the children as possible. I already have some games planned and brought toys and such for them. But any idea how to make this day super fun and unforgettable for them? I really treasure such visits so I want to make the most out of it. Thank you guys in advice! (P.S I am really uneducated on such stuff so excuse my ignorance lol)",1.3061538461538476,3.6772973931623945,3.4516239316239314,86.34615384615387,83.61538461538461,7.018803418803419,22.67521367521368,8.139509932561175,1.4301418803418795,453,16,94,10,13,154,69,117,0.022000000000000002,0.763,0.214,0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,3,3,7,8,0,0,7,1,6,0,0,6,0,20,16,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,15,7,16,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,6,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436239214713305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940247816263753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391310044669485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401733934668309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495547451014636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34818433940513777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463166716356024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984824885354331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966275876740123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694522154798907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337211276229139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821373776871035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527311737720024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012749886001345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187396974969667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252366203891584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074096319499344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,boopdootdoot,2019/04/07,Is it okay to buy an autism toy if you aren’t autistic So there’s this company called chewigem and they make products that you can chew and they’re designed for autistic people or people with anxiety (specifically children/teens) and I bought a dogtag necklace to chew. It was my autistic friend who brought it up and I told her I bought one but I feel like i’ve offended her. 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I've been going through some trouble recently that has led me to see a theropist. He suggested I might be on the spectrum and he's sent a request for a proper diagnosis, I guess I'm just looking for some personal stories that might help me figure out what I've got coming. 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How would I explain to a neurotypical whats going on when I have a meltdown, want to talk about a special interest a lot, just basic things like that.",4.686904761904764,5.0933947936507975,5.536626984126986,83.42017857142856,69.31746031746032,8.839682539682537,33.21031746031745,8.841846274778883,2.604431746031746,244,11,51,4,4,80,47,63,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,12,12,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,4,6,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658807821759195,0.2353708153932237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744866212137621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219212183666489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801004959974572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504280018451926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253795673643644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311224053974513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648125599286054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188827931444625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429860737543697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432778042825372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340434313726972,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bchanin,2018/11/23,Christmas present for lil bro My 4 yr old brother has autism and I was wondering if y’all knew of any good fidget toys or something to organize/line up. ,4.856129032258064,5.430398000000004,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,69.0,8.780645161290323,34.854838709677416,8.841846274778883,2.8382129032258065,122,6,25,2,2,39,31,31,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33850718892792664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175139008032852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522335941292576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832150455850189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398207285306927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,daintysunflower,2018/11/23,"My autistic friend has been rude to me and I want to end my friendship with her I am friends with this girl who is autistic and I recently took her out to eat because she said she didn’t have any friends. I’m starting to understand why. This whole situation may be childish, but I just need to vent because I’ve never encountered anyone like this before and I need advice on whether I should just drop her or something because she doesn’t have any friends and I don’t want her to feel alone. Basically every time I hang out with her she always insults me and acts weird and I’m not sure if it is because she is autistic or jealous, but it gets on my nerves. I hang out with I asked her if it was okay to go to a sushi buffet and she said yes. I drove her there and it was pretty quiet so nothing much yet. We got to the buffet and I saw she didn’t get any sushi so I said why? And she said I don’t eat seafood and I’m vegetarian. Then she proceeded to say seafood is gross. Later on she kept being loud and saying she wasn’t invited to any parties and she didn’t understand why I wasn’t invited. She then told my Dungeons and Dragons is not a good game as I do play it and she knows I play it. Later on, I drove her home and I asked her if she knew about the break out of E. Coli on Romaine lettuce. She said that e. Coli is not that bad and romaine lettuce is safe. I was like whatever and drove her home. During the drive I asked her if she was ever diagnosed with autism and she said no. She told me last year she was autistic so I knew she was lying and I kept quiet about it. Last year I got in a car accident and it was my only car accident and only driving mistake. I’ve never been caught doing anything bad. She told me she scratched her car while driving against the fence and told me to pull up near it. I was like wtf no. I dropped her off and went home. This is something I’ve never encountered before and I don’t want to be her friend if she keeps this up. Should I just let her go or what? 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(Thanks, DYRK1A) Any thoughts or experiences? Okay so hello!! Like I said, I don’t have autism but I’ve got this weird genetic mutation called DYRK1A and it’s made my life quite the nuisance. I’ve got GI, urinary, neurological, endocrine and etc issues because of it. I like to joke the only system in my body not totally buggered is my skeletal system (although it really is weird - my rib cage looks like it came from Area 51). So RECENTLY my neuro got the results of an epilepsy panel back to me and boom DYRK1A popped up. Even my neuro said it would explain literally everything nature decided to bless me with. Thanks. Today I was talking with my mum about why people see lines everywhere and why people can see music. She’s been in medical for 25 years and she told me they were common with people with autism and that I used to blow on my finger tips so I could “see the lines” coming off them when I was like 2. I asked her about my sensory issues as well and yep that’s another common thing. I told her about trying to learn sign language because I have serious bouts of muteness and ASL would be neat to have “on hand.” So of course I got excited, finally something to pin my weird experiences on!! Whooo!! It only took 19 years but I’ve finally got something to blame!! (I admit though the lines are really cool for me since I base a lot of my art and short stories on them - convenient plot devices for sci-fi!) So I just came here to ask if anyone has ever had an experience with someone else or even themselves wherein the individual was not autistic but checked 99% of the symptom boxes. And if not, I’d like to hear what you think about it! I’m not trying to insert myself into the autistic community, that’s just not right in my opinion. But I did think you guys would have some neat feedback on all that. And if so, what do you think about the idea of someone not autistic but has symptoms? Well that’s all. Thank you and have a good one!! 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We have a lot of close family who agree as well as teachers etc she is due to undergo a school-placed assessment and I am positive that it will come back under one of them categories. Problem is now we can relax about our middle daughter. It’s becoming apparent that our eldest isn’t quite right. It sounds horrible, I know it does but I don’t know how to explain it. We’ve been focusing on my middle daughter for so long and now people are sitting up and saying yes we feel that she is showing signs of autism that we feel we’ve ignored our oldest. Has anybody got any experience of subtle signs of autism? With our middle daughter it is plain and in everybody’s face but I feel our eldest is very subtle. Can autism “change” as the child develops and increase in its severity? Or is it more likely we were more focused on one child than another ",3.86485347985348,5.764691016483518,4.832109890109893,82.0295567765568,72.9010989010989,8.15003663003663,28.067399267399267,8.841846274778883,2.3356713553113555,743,29,138,15,15,242,108,182,0.038,0.862,0.1,0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,10,0,1,1,7,5,0,0,3,1,18,1,1,1,0,31,26,14,0,1,4,4,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,13,13,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,2,1,2,3,5,20,3,22,22,7,21,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,4,7,99,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396553242981948,0.20656979094507805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147945704087815,0.0,0.0,0.21756903628123192,0.0,0.2219495129133162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839797624110326,0.16969650724734595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239445374913565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197050688832764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270204213532505,0.1857123720576148,0.0,0.2988246295558505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755745793083387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21653011927940574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624337052792298,0.0,0.0,0.17433720922543314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674808262600134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26698215948676324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657374858798427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850067372273446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953183636708436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823538776848118,0.0,0.15666087682437055,0.0,0.1993726972298661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255189447540932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254414762325786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712504175232782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,beutifulraven,2018/11/23,"I need help with getting better at being social I’m really struggling with feeling connected with others it feels like I’m not a part of the group I’m just there. When I talk to people they are not patient with me. That gives me anxiety and it makes it even hard to speak I struggle already it just makes it worse. And I’m afraid to speak with some people because they have made fun of me or correct me over and over in the past Or just talk over me. And sometimes I’m not sure what to say at all but I would like To do so. What are thing I can say to at least at them know I’m listening and interested in what they are saying to me? If I can think of something to say I at least want to be a good listener. 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I'm now 23. I have always been diagnosed with mood disorders or OCD or blah blah blah. My whole life I've always had a way of talking and doing things, but I always seem to come off as a lack of a better word bitchy. I don't like hearing people jabber about nonsense, I do meltdown if things go off my schedule, and I'm oddly obsessed with things. I feel like I'm always having to tell people I'm not trying to be mean or that's just the way I am. Like I find it rude to tell people sometimes I have autism because everyone thinks autistic people are mentally challenged and it seems like I'm making an excuse for my behavior when there are people who are lower functioning and have issues. I just dont know how to go about not necessarily being ashamed but feeling bad about telling people. I have a daughter who is also on the spectrum but she I'm more moderate to mid functioning but incredibly intelligent so I feel like sometimes people make me feel bad for saying we are on the spectrum. Especially when there are so many other people that aren't functioning as well as we are. I just get conflicted sometimes on what to say or do when I'm talking to someone and the topic comes up or I feel the need to explain mine or my daughters behavior.",4.958249791144528,5.9153955601503805,5.921453634085214,78.9295405179616,68.9624060150376,8.467502088554722,30.191311612364245,8.680891452615391,2.372987301587304,1073,41,200,17,18,355,131,266,0.17600000000000002,0.759,0.065,-0.9791,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,19,15,1,2,10,0,25,3,0,3,0,47,53,28,0,3,16,2,5,8,0,0,3,3,0,0,11,12,0,1,12,0,0,4,5,6,1,0,4,8,24,8,28,47,3,19,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,9,11,135,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003196781343209,0.2914704698816679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462393255079968,0.053383589912221405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745105967960357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087249336356706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777691766472662,0.0,0.0,0.10036606059848163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263471525242378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836796006407271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139729366881505,0.12512410754535996,0.0,0.0,0.08003998844949058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575319401002195,0.0,0.09953932518941823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870095430011044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140329191430564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048127742158502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185528611437744,0.21391832862088092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691110026764233,0.08878511377767502,0.0,0.09539249467057424,0.0,0.0,0.08825282449191843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493415058381928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464078218386653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928287318585988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944604747710162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742001824106329,0.0,0.2598353313951647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077546178574707,0.3061700853166037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453850918272115,0.05611313927853485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945620933744716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902248704324088,0.0,0.0,0.07873849945346345,0.0,0.0,0.09777194748277504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rudup,2019/04/21,"Can i consider myself autistic? (Can't get diagnosed) To begin with i strongly believe that any diagnosis medical or mental should be made by professional and i am quite against self-diagnosing . The problem is that mental illnesses are very stigmatised where i live. There is a specific list of mental disorders/illnesses and of course asperger's and autism are included in it. Let me give you an example how ridiculous this all is: for instance lawyers can not have any mental conditions in order to keep their license here if they want to practise law. If they do get diagnosed officially with depression (yep, it's in the list, as well as anxiety) they loose their license without possibility of ever getting it back. The thing is, besides my studies/future career i don't have much else in life, all i ever wanted was to work and be the best i can. And in fear of never being allowed to work, i can not risk to receive diagnosis from the list as there is a high chance i would loose my license. When i was maybe 8 years old my mother took me to a therapist, who after a while said that possibility of having Asperger's is high for me and that i should get further evaluation, but it ended there. Maybe a year ago (i'm 21 now) i was in a really bad place and started doing some research on asd when i realised it would explain a lot (pacing, habituation etc.). Recently i started seeing a psychologist after telling how i feel and what i go through he suggested that i might have aspergers as well. So i guess i show signs of autism, but getting properly diagnosed is not an option because i could end up without being able to do what i love and i'm not willing to take the risk. The thing is i feel like if got diagnosed i would feel at peace as i would know what is ,,wrong"" with me.",6.526478260869562,6.6169450318840575,7.4180797101449265,72.60277173913045,65.34782608695653,10.842028985507248,35.51086956521739,10.577609850970193,3.8107652173913036,1416,63,261,34,20,476,184,345,0.055999999999999994,0.857,0.086,0.8686,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,5,5,16,14,1,3,17,1,42,8,0,4,5,56,70,26,0,13,12,1,3,1,0,8,7,1,0,0,17,12,0,1,5,1,0,3,9,8,2,0,7,5,38,6,42,49,7,38,0,1,1,1,16,14,0,9,21,200,55,6,0.08608543845793132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630954709481955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708210029372515,0.0,0.06585512479411076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619438843715356,0.07187774532120607,0.05247688426780295,0.0,0.0,0.09698880995629897,0.0903413566121059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873221777277776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414526200158761,0.43687453975278256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191333758940696,0.0,0.15249229392376604,0.0,0.0960080195385606,0.0,0.1557384151391234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968700514416883,0.13058215278703122,0.061499454435030076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488044274412744,0.08258099675899429,0.048924338515350135,0.0,0.06885038918927218,0.0,0.0948328158195593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190798429869345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651669308838162,0.0,0.0,0.04731030564776933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802819329013406,0.060804691031707936,0.04205699688708957,0.0,0.07601501931669802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731867613325219,0.0776954692081983,0.08145612332771812,0.0,0.0,0.17296878720070416,0.0,0.0,0.08672202259890788,0.34701549781753244,0.09132304623483076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328270238407896,0.0,0.06639439713769878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033218653216814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899409608369499,0.0,0.0,0.19409679457301715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237213851182876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156246026608067,0.0,0.0,0.05514853621978357,0.0,0.08499898505252934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818869653405418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859894893168181,0.0,0.08980588684813345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186343283968785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064725536255361,0.0,0.075242467581524,0.0,0.0,0.09995182908424777,0.11438268029204038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564408962082446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102950232424192,0.10155084399858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548022952384443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596658141482126,0.0,0.1253424489399954,0.0,0.0,0.2446105022744917,0.094120913035219,0.0,0.1108723998898824 autism,ErinGoBragh11,2019/04/21,"Handing off guardianship between generations My autistic uncle is in his late 50s. He lives in a local group home. We're fast approaching the time when guardianship will shift from my grandparents and my mom to my mom, my sister and I. I want to be ready but I can't seem to find resources on this transition. Everything I find is for siblings or transitioning from school to adult life. Autism guardianship is a 3 generation team effort. Does anyone have guidance for dealing with autism and aging? I apologise if this is the wrong place to ask, if so where should I ask?",4.309622641509435,6.924277698113206,4.240226415094341,83.54203773584909,73.90566037735849,7.258867924528303,27.581132075471697,8.238735603445708,2.030527547169812,460,18,82,8,10,141,76,106,0.04,0.895,0.065,0.1306,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,9,2,1,0,0,13,13,9,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,15,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,4,5,52,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432228267001655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38297928188872143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111721044603314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924927496235374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408918948809952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744242448655981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054625223314817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105865915845844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467842414130613,0.0,0.0,0.18086981479892408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797919501578346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400514103195065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073002387753531,0.0,0.1864707475598031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194387942306051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081482391114028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395090157723824,0.0,0.0 autism,ispy123,2019/04/21,"I don't know what to do. Hello all. Where do I begin... Well, I currently have a 4 year old son. Me and his mother are going through a messy divorce. I have always suspected my son was on the spectrum (Asperger's specifically) since he didn't cry when he was born and many, many other signs. Long story short: my soon-to-be ex-wife always denied it and never wanted to talk about it whenever I brought it up. Her brother has low functioning autism, so that may have had something to do with her denial about her own son. My question is, what can I do about this? He's fast approaching kindergarten and I'm terrified. I want him to be ready for school. If things continue like this, he's going to definitely be labeled as having a behavior disability. My ex is a very hard-headed person and my in-laws don't speak to me, so I have nobody to turn to. She threatens that she'll take legal action against me if I try to get him evaluated. If anybody has any input or advice, please share. I am desperate. Thanks in advance.",2.113768472906404,4.340160512315272,3.8305689655172412,85.67757758620692,79.3448275862069,6.818620689655173,23.45049261083744,7.908726449838941,1.3365134975369457,796,27,158,14,20,266,130,203,0.092,0.795,0.113,0.308,1,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,26,0,0,0,2,19,38,13,0,5,4,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,5,1,26,4,20,29,2,22,0,1,0,0,25,6,0,6,11,104,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174555258549707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095142246731556,0.0,0.0,0.12647837892390912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429934493783045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971711774169208,0.0,0.21140280230103412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660892848062425,0.0,0.1908775887025214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221427100663684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086445793750528,0.0,0.0,0.16459373697859508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37712576048711227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344559413504854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951633680738321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239775459054048,0.0,0.20415923293482868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834939077434586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882300252158584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538513915416836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318283135536244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984000765311694,0.14949029973880526,0.0,0.17123298026165645,0.0,0.0,0.1235623203206611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627380429006008,0.2023017939181153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534597737349203,0.2194013618661322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722576129348893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977032672198545 autism,LaraQueenOfDucks,2019/04/21,Socialization I dont know if i am the only one but every time i go to a restaraunt it is one of the most nerve wreaking things. It means going to a new place and having to pick food from a menu that i dont even know what half of it is also im a super fussy eater and love routine when it comes to eating but when im out i feel so awkward to ask for things to be cooked and placed a certain way. Its very difficult when i go on dates with a partner because they're still not used to knowing what i like and how i like it cooked so i tend to just skip dates. At times this is very dibilitating and i think everyone just needs to have pacients when it comes to things like this. I dont know if anyone else has this problem or whether its just me.,2.270185185185184,3.1677501543209883,3.587345679012348,93.38805555555555,75.23456790123456,6.387654320987655,22.75925925925927,6.42735559955562,0.23497777777777795,583,15,140,4,12,191,94,162,0.064,0.792,0.14400000000000002,0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,1,8,0,11,5,0,3,1,33,28,19,0,4,10,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,17,9,4,0,7,2,0,5,4,3,0,3,0,1,12,6,18,27,1,21,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,13,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194878896575443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913967222401402,0.13062226989925374,0.0,0.0,0.11918019090496505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771297183443689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196320975534457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482303690382421,0.0,0.0,0.13044780515759385,0.1064963984920653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420188074434694,0.0,0.10741064214737724,0.12181628208973233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445966513453319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415397772424272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173560298469132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754088691616299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802471603703409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868465092848144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505915212928595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388672860656352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452765959934384,0.0,0.12312469694881555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727727124399712,0.0969572127379114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638697986010257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198482759464503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995373088388792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180876746675684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540838162147681,0.08168650365149553,0.0,0.0,0.14867371652755254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010511497415328,0.0,0.21037505524788214,0.0,0.10119074642328764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mypasswordiscun-tyy,2019/04/21,"Antivaxers just a lil talk 1. Autistic people ARE NOT stupid we may see the world differently but no 2. Vaccines do not cause autism 3. You are the stupid one if you thing I am lying. 4. You should carry a plant around under your nose to replenish the oxygen you waste",0.6336320754716986,3.141654886792452,2.1333726415094354,91.56722877358492,94.47169811320757,4.914150943396227,16.058962264150942,6.6274283507984215,-0.10145094339622628,211,5,43,3,8,68,44,53,0.18,0.73,0.09,-0.7613,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,10,7,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,7,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,0,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761307544111125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340425532582757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44144156400326573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863092499364696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929209022386112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366922815098617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33960410400532604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807023007822927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CMcCord25,2019/04/21,"Questions I am 35 and have long suspected I may be autistic, specifically Aspergers and was wondering how I could possibly get diagnosed? Can a psychiatrist do it or do I need to see a child doctor?",8.06027027027027,7.8673513783783795,9.484459459459464,60.01425675675677,62.24324324324325,14.967567567567567,42.82432432432432,13.816669648895859,6.647659459459463,159,9,27,7,2,56,31,37,0.07,0.93,0.0,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713433064432266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449415309404821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478518182906461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755807935758444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007573705401836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251995151635832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831308498118444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38071080998112655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708171833358888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685538266812645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway011151,2019/04/21,"Can a clinical diagnosis harm you in any way? For example, if one were to run for political office, would an autism diagnosis be revealed to the public, or would this be protected under HIPPA? Even upon a voluntary release of a candidate's medical records, would the public be apprehensive to vote for a senator/congressman who is on more than just the political spectrum? I'm fairly certain I have at least mild autism (I didn't speak until the age of 7, I have trouble with social interactions, and I focus intensely on specific topics, often becoming obsessed), but I've never had a clinical diagnosis of any kind, as I've just been successful in navigating the world without anybody taking too much notice of my symptoms. As I've gotten older, I've begun to realize that my dreams of holding a high office may be realized one day (I've gotten unbelievably lucky with scholarships, college acceptances, and people I've gotten to meet along the way), and I'm horrified that if I proceed with getting my autism diagnosed, it will shatter any chances I have of being elected. Does anyone have any advice or information that could help me? I'm sorry for the wall of text, I'm just very distressed at the moment.",9.278291887484713,8.421235434977582,9.9899062372605,59.547867916836545,60.121076233183864,13.310884631064004,41.348960456583775,12.40481918309499,5.550339910313902,974,47,151,29,11,334,136,223,0.063,0.802,0.135,0.9572,0,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,3,15,0,21,5,0,0,2,31,30,11,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,5,1,1,1,3,5,0,2,7,1,11,5,33,12,3,22,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,7,8,106,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660200420034025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621394137629147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187949738112829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876363738050392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564783493142907,0.0,0.0,0.10956862535449753,0.0,0.0,0.17244048678900795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486768095243833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122144603891727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876345377798586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387745862747435,0.17950405956950774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769201529789877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115197192248113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248928354878454,0.0,0.13103398253611054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342729926088606,0.0,0.0,0.2302513497921684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778423704044805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318719793173132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018424669620276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658661002548162,0.1277403689611892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018168653298402,0.0,0.2697104840387826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377332326389596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36206694011442797,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thegreatshow,2019/04/21,Good PC Steam Games My son likes playing games (15) but has trouble sometimes. And gives up easily. I try to encourage him but he wants a game that is challenging but not too hard. Anyone got any tips on games that might be good for a child with autism?,1.3882666666666699,3.9329323600000015,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,85.4,5.7333333333333325,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.16413333333333344,198,5,43,3,6,60,43,50,0.057999999999999996,0.617,0.325,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,6,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,1,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223246179131328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954565841883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31492246806389257,0.0,0.5507025323967061,0.2625608232112261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940803559384715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038427457700974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34826025647666353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246838906851122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288508575123764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363197152570688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DeepGhosts,2018/11/01,"Question So we don't call someone with cancer ""cancerous"", so why is it that people find it acceptable to call people with autism ""autistic""? We have autism, we aren't autistic. Idk maybe I'm the only one who thinks like this.",2.367209302325584,5.0986629302325595,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,82.48837209302326,5.300465116279073,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.7631525581395349,178,6,33,2,5,55,33,43,0.095,0.774,0.131,-0.0783,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579677826721308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943047000153435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867301485451686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851618633309282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923416686537251,0.21587798006590347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39356671244558733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179729326251198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405021361183441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818773138064403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561272291948332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yourabitbigboi,2018/11/01,"My parents know nothing about me but are adamant that im autistic So I can understand why they think this, from the general picture of me that they get I seem pretty quiet and reserved, I do my work at school and dont usually misbehave, but what they dont see and the part I cant tell them for obvious reasons, im actually really extroverted, whenever im out with my friends im the one in the group that talks to strangers on the street or does stupid dances in public, but they dont know that, they only have a one sided view of me. It also doesnt help that theyre quite old, they dont understand the jokes that I make or the memes that I say, this is probably why they think im fucking autistic, but at this point im in too deep, like I got to the doctors and I just sit there in listening to them tell the doctors things about me that I know as me simply arents true. For example, I started going to the gym and eating healthy and ive been doing it now for about 6 months (6 pac gang wooooooooooow) anyway, they said to the doctor when he asked them if I have problems eating different types of foods that arent the same (common trait for aspies) and no, I dont have a problem eating any food, I just dont like to eat like shit everyday like they do, but of course they said that im a picky eater, like I know this isnt the truth, but I know they would never understand this type of stuff, I cant convince an old person too look at memes, shes the type of person that shares fucking minion memes to her facebook, thats what I mean when I say ""old person"" I cant speak to fucking anyone about this because they dont understand, and this is honestly really getting me down because I know for a fact that im not autistic, but they only believe what they read on facebook, and well you can fucking tell what theyre like if they read facts off of facebook ",6.567324788655577,5.013143777202076,6.853883283337879,82.10825606763021,65.89119170984456,10.09522770657213,32.491955276793014,8.841846274778883,2.359572020725388,1462,47,318,19,19,475,170,386,0.065,0.804,0.131,0.9782,4,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,18,2,16,22,6,0,19,0,29,14,1,2,6,52,59,25,0,5,14,1,0,6,1,1,3,7,0,3,28,11,6,0,15,5,0,2,17,8,1,2,4,10,51,14,39,54,2,31,0,0,3,4,42,16,5,5,18,203,79,10,0.0,0.0,0.05583678807517852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045757438360944064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891039293835192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000835221961476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349136850474336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975946560296079,0.0,0.0,0.06446540840239756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059780924985784537,0.0,0.1756960043648036,0.05007210298130596,0.0,0.4694157914506802,0.0,0.0,0.2341943426448771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383771441597169,0.0,0.04420670169172602,0.21158951381993527,0.05978838008114212,0.0,0.03251846748743785,0.0,0.04576268602275176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835220740803663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944444944394079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867402393739527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677237703025458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804894495118975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819364663904784,0.0,0.0,0.06232748173825123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567108571812967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413026543001472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490248346627958,0.0,0.18012288116438266,0.0,0.07754517557418629,0.08703416157290868,0.0,0.0,0.06353412933141399,0.06196182205986656,0.0,0.0,0.14988238694675715,0.0,0.0,0.05408976979407056,0.0,0.0,0.058211561761122736,0.06169098411558924,0.10950033416301408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085868460537641,0.11446752945253925,0.0,0.07331099148045317,0.05882992219621526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885537549928796,0.0910045466881025,0.0,0.05790795475289265,0.045595561599824315,0.052089373732622006,0.0,0.0,0.05873374283527321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040499393542762066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550124198701297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598988659404254,0.15003389784963805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038013283194781415,0.07332632773126689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382649922579515,0.0,0.0,0.06301785239477799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144610594083654,0.0,0.1032611970992097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165558977738903,0.0,0.0,0.0406462248988977,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,zonderAdriaan,2018/11/01,"What are your thoughts on meditation to deal with negativity and difficult emotions? Hi! I am 23 years old, male and diagnosed with pdd-nos when I was 10 or something. This is my first post here in this sub. I might post more, because I struggle with some stuff but right now I want to share some positive experiences. A few years back I started to notice I felt more emotions then before and this got more and more. I like this, it makes life interesting, but it also has some difficulties. I had to learn to deal with strong emotions like excitement, really looking forward to something, feeling sad, liking a girl, stress etc. First I tried to understand what I feel by writing things in diaries, really infrequently in the beginning and almost daily nowadays. Now I can write a lot on a daily basis, depending on what I do. Recently, I discovered meditation as a way to deal with emotions and negativity. It really helped to improve my confidence, removed a lot of negative thoughts and I managed to almost stop thinking about a girl which was getting annoying. I also use it to clear my mind to really relax. It is surprisingly easy. What are your thoughts and experiences with meditation? Does this help or do you use other things? I think the reward is really high and the amount of effort you have to put into it is really low (reading a book, sitting still focusing on breathing for 5-10 minutes per day). That is why I recommend it to everyone :)",4.677206359506815,6.978452022388063,5.861810512654128,73.79013303049969,71.68656716417911,9.436988968202467,31.42829331602855,9.867487886160001,3.544959896171317,1154,53,197,32,23,384,149,268,0.109,0.6559999999999999,0.235,0.9925,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,0,5,9,16,1,2,11,0,17,3,1,4,1,48,35,18,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,22,16,0,1,10,3,0,3,3,6,0,2,8,4,25,10,34,26,12,34,0,2,1,0,16,12,0,11,20,147,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881487940585486,0.0,0.0,0.15025883921786326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223948020052773,0.0,0.057269247915909136,0.0,0.07994201753937072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058807332226877,0.2905658410200556,0.0,0.09535427521790367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221369399898715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227111321593363,0.0,0.0,0.10477579127621237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977042949861543,0.0,0.1837964781413158,0.0,0.0,0.09500489959464473,0.0,0.09020389806258393,0.0,0.0,0.15982262050928256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908345457870316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513803577714467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594145067992008,0.0992602132923977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635757769791331,0.13769334526610555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788918583800265,0.0,0.0,0.1597408397009676,0.0,0.0,0.06271038343766855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966297062471388,0.09485973625964313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695933577910803,0.0985816223176749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799506034832726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444273066541267,0.0,0.0,0.09397247048665562,0.0,0.3611093040721614,0.0,0.09276137513675904,0.0,0.0,0.08023026488964531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465005336154854,0.0,0.0,0.06649620346707387,0.0,0.07502623315562322,0.07854393803042364,0.107616025017904,0.09821385170037908,0.10754689227421464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482848717735598,0.12039494870863506,0.0,0.22375038418712556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378387812219657,0.0,0.0,0.09780218923239324,0.0,0.16228016964010253,0.0,0.0,0.055412402452718834,0.07457079309818866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477259746263315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099763629109475 autism,HappinessAndSerenity,2018/11/01,"How do I fit in? I'm considered high functioning but still have so much trouble in social situations. I lock up and struggle to think of how to respond to someome like a normal person would. Right when I feel confident that what I'm choosing to say is right, people will give me this look that I know too well. I know people pity me and think I'm slow or something like that. I've heard the underhanded comments, even if it takes me a minute to realize why they're talking down on me. Even my best friend does this. I just want to be able to be myself and be accepted. I feel like that's never going to happen though. Does anyone have any tips or experiences they can share that might help me?",3.3699220779220767,4.889897914285714,4.207922077922081,87.56253246753248,73.42857142857143,7.376623376623378,24.15584415584416,8.00094639256281,1.1549285714285722,548,16,115,8,11,176,93,140,0.061,0.691,0.247,0.9829,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,2,1,24,27,12,0,4,5,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,5,15,8,14,20,2,14,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,4,7,73,24,0,0.16017926671428187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892739414681472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200106764008314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809825814120968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803479114613962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159378995627956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566860588380594,0.0,0.0,0.1619829001983929,0.1144321001460138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375410412160327,0.0,0.0,0.1536585483252711,0.09103356860637636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164599655528745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073647860445518,0.16923818973563726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606067187289887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347664962479437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451024186080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992488906423078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775019149764218,0.0,0.12354012522861893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694167210146112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209627017822306,0.1398623572925752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735844371387052,0.0,0.12738098201620232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004820703504315,0.0,0.16328259056450087,0.0,0.12331382516758475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279193693100194,0.0,0.0,0.16745414821720445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043487401343635,0.12874602710215566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052728127103957,0.15737531627222373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944778816097806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402039753273296,0.0,0.1445368739184718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378675530614762,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MtnDoobie,2018/11/01,"I have some questions regarding a research paper that I am doing. If offensive/ inappropriate, mods please delete. Title. Obviously I don't want to step on any toes or ask any questions that may be offensive or inappropriate. I am currently working on a paper for my English class. This is a follow up paper regarding treatments of ASD. My first paper had to do with the movie *Rain Man*. This paper I am currently working on also has to do with the movie *Rain Man*. Basically I am going to be comparing treatment options. Right now I am looking at permanent inpatient care (similar to how Dustin Hoffman was in during the movie), vs outpatient care. I am basing everything in my paper on the character from the movie. So in the film Hoffman had ASD to the point where doctors thought it would be best for him to be in a facility permanently. QUESTIONS: Where can I get information- On the average yearly cost of Inpatient care? Cost of outpatient care? Average cost that insurance pays vs family paying? Risks involved with Inpatient/outpatient care? What happens to patients when their caregivers (family) passes away? Are they automatically transferred to a institution (please forgive my terminology if it is incorrect). What sort of impact on others can inpatient vs outpatient care have? People willing to help, feel free to share your personal experience or story if you think it may help me. Ultimately I am looking for links to websites that can give me the sort of information that I need. (for citation purposes) Thank you all in advance and have a great day!",4.42828345172936,7.591422996389895,5.8291347385582855,69.18570047746596,77.15884476534295,9.494771165715617,32.04017701176197,9.698958519613793,4.213200628857576,1258,64,192,41,31,421,149,277,0.022000000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.159,0.9907,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,2,5,7,15,2,1,15,0,32,2,1,1,2,35,52,11,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,13,4,0,0,10,1,6,5,1,3,0,1,4,3,23,13,39,40,3,30,0,0,2,0,21,18,0,15,7,140,36,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753148958317293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886692857647316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232607708780847,0.0,0.10283700509918388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486674947354727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695828006774072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058971487438732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203229847608406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983715072089188,0.10706844000388008,0.2063697275368311,0.0,0.055343967932306594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310275598482427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718595878319729,0.10499964824216622,0.06220605873267,0.0,0.0,0.12067502798229185,0.0,0.0,0.09679109932584372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673137148750928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383003398491565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115983461383777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588263229991499,0.0955722833392495,0.0,0.2402984463124817,0.10347078619084273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678454863896069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347436240021632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077187919163752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013463736051337,0.0,0.08689540672904816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455966455372593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593697529096218,0.0,0.0,0.07775401636928007,0.0,0.0,0.07048572580310072 autism,dfc44,2018/11/01,"My daughter With ASD hates school and I’m feeling deflated. My daughters 5.5 and was diagnosed earlier this year on the spectrum. She also has a language delay (although she talks non stop!). She’s been at an small alternative school for a year and a half now and it’s so exhausting. She constantly complains about going and it’s a real struggle to get her through the gates. I think part of it’s because we’re nearing the end of the year and she’s just so tired. Her schools fantastic, it has 50 kids all up, huge on community and very supportive of her. They recently built a sensory room with her needs in mind. She’s not the only child on the spectrum in the school but she is the youngest and one of two girls with ASD. Her teachers tailor her learning around her special interests and regularly stay up to date with her needs. She also has an EA in the mornings and lots of sensory breaks. Despite this, she’s really struggling. She’s not bullied but there has been some light teasing over her echolalia. The teachers stamp it out quickly but I know she gets discouraged. She has some close friends who are very understanding and definitely baby her but she does have falling outs with them sometimes and prefers the grown ups or babies. Parents are allowed to stay as long as they want to help out but I study and can’t always be there. I can’t (and don’t want to) protect her from everything but It’s really hard to watch her struggle so much. Despite the school being fantastic and the best option for her, I feel really discouraged. I don’t think we could homeschool and give her anywhere near the same amount of socializing, but on days like this it’s a tempting thought. How’s some ways you guys could recommend to help her cope with school? My husbands on the spectrum as well and really struggled socially at his private catholic school and while her schools completely different, it makes me quite weary she will have a similar childhood. 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Hello, I dont know if I am in the right sub to ask this but my fiancee works as an Instructor Therapist with children with Autism. I wanted to get her something useful she could use at work. Any recommendations? &#x200B; Thank you.",2.8999159663865552,5.963424705882352,3.447507002801121,83.32235294117645,86.25490196078432,6.835854341736696,24.932773109243694,7.957251820313856,2.0284655462184875,224,9,39,5,7,70,43,51,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.8836,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,8,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360847374853917,0.2647613358773365,0.1481733078789352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369861149633064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396818197996802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536655353624443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383902063623184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974715976237316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186077668306288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774308726837409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006046987572654,0.0,0.505976339912197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763756186086878,0.0,0.0,0.12851771906566786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172543920973891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647613358773365,0.0 autism,JojoMasterofDojo,2018/11/01,"I know it. I have some form of autism and I can't get an evaluation. I can't fucking deal with my life anymore. I'm sure that I have some form of Autism in addition to ADHD. I'm not here to complain about non-existent problems I have, I'm sure of it. I know that I have autism, or atleast a high functioning variant. if you care enough, look through my post history. I've been on every subreddit imaginable. Recently I've been on music subreddits to promote a youtube channel that isn't going anywhere, and I've also been asking questions on shopify for a store that has no sales and looks like it was designed by a 5 year old. I've created websites and for a long time I wanted to be a web developer despite my websites looking like garbage. I've been on r//politcs, r/africa, and r\\debatealtright discussing politics and idealogies and no way was reading and posting on those subs good for my mental health. I can completely understand if mods want to delete this post. &#x200B; I don't know what I expect with writing this post but I'm currently extremely mad at myself and everyone around me and I just want to put something down on my laptop. As of writing this I currently have over 40 tabs open on Google Chrome and another 15 on chromium, I'm constantly switching back and forth between tabs about Human Liver's and Gabon's Oil Industry and if a human can kill a bear and I can never focus on writing this post which I'm sure has already become convoluted enough to the point where you stopped reading after noticing a complete lack of grammar on the first few sentences. &#x200B; Always acted gullible in middle school so I could get real friends, that backfired of course because noone took me seriously by Grade 8. I don't even know how the hell I was able to graduate middle school with an 82%. I never felt prepared in the slightest for High School and the only course I ddi ok on was History because I knew so many random facts from browsing Wikipedia all day and night. Whatever comes out of my stupid mouth doesnt make any sense the people around me are confused. I don't know when it is my turn to speak or not, I'm constantly tallking over people, at first people noticed that I was talking over them but eventually they learned to just tune me out completely. what next, I lost it. High School was fucking terrible. &#x200B; I try not to talk much and keep to my own. This at first was really helpful in the beginning of the year because everyone thought I was really smart and wise for my age when I rose my hand up in Geography class because I knew a lot about conservative polices but as soon as we got into a group project i knew it was over for me. English class we had to make a documentary on the book mice and men. The project was fine, we got an A on that and my analysis on why we thought lennie relied on george was well received well by the teacher. During the process of making the documentary was fucking terrible though. We needed a green screen and I was assigned the super simple braindead task of just asking the teacher for one. In order to put up the green screen on a wall we got 8 magnets. &#x200B; Turns out I lost 3 or 4 along the way and the green screen was in terrible condition when it got to her. She was furious of course, and after school I wrote a very lengthy email on how I wouldn't do something like that again and offered to pay for the damages. She turned all of this down, and I swear I was about to cry for what I did when it was just a simple problem. I feel so stupid. Next problem arose when I lost my chromebook. For context I lost or broke 2 other laptops previously because I'm fairly certain I have a low IQ, im pretty worthless huh? Anyways, I lost my chromebook when we were travelling between set locations. I got scared. Within an hour I was racing across the streets to the Library, then my friends apartment lobby, then mass messaged my friends. I was panicking so hard, I really thought I'd die. Turns out, it was in my room the entire time and I was just being a dumbass. I could easily make this post 10000+ words longs but after all of that happened and we handed in our project I started to lose it. I had a few friends and had strange mannersisms. &#x200B; I would blankly stare at objects for most of the class, get up unexpectedly and if I wasn't doing any of that I would start peeling off skin from my thumb or cracking my knuckles. I never knew it was possible for your knuckles to become numb from the cracking but if you wait awhile the numbness goes away. In class, I was completely distracted. I was on my laptop looking up random things that appeared into my head or learning another useless fact that won't help me one bit. I could keep going on about all my problems socially, I seem to attract people with autism as well, those are my only true friends I can talk to. Most people think that I'm pretty weird when talking to them, but for some reason teachers really like me, but i know they take advantage of my non-confrontational nature to tell on anyone doing badly. I've won awards for this, and I just keep getting builled for these dumb helpful awards. I forgot the point of the post, oh right. I've talked to multiple school psychologists about my behaviour and they all say that I definitely need to go to a doctor. One psychologist said that there is a list that checks for students at risk of having a mental ailment where the doctor monitors some of your behaviour for the next few months and determines whether you have adhd or bipolar or something else. I can't get on that list because apparently I have a history of being either completely average or slightly below average in all subjects and/or excelling immnesly in one subject. When I approached my mother about checking a doctor for my mental health she said ""just stop acting this way."" I don't remember what happened next but when I awoke to my mom slapping me the table was flipped over and everything was around. She started yelling at me saying yes this is your fault. This is happening to me right now. I only got a 63 in Math but I'm currently at a 96 in gr 11 comp science despite me being grade 10. I don't know how I feel about any of this, and I've won a few awards because of my strange performance in school. The teacher in comp sci always looks at me as if I have an answer to a simple formatting question, and when I answer and get it wrong he gets a strange look on his face. Yet when I'm on the computer solving Java programming problems it all seems so easy, especially when we have instructions right in front of our screen, but noone in my class tries to do anything at all, resulting in a very low class median. I guess this is the end of the post, I have work I'm neglecting to do and I also need to upload another video because a guy said he would love to see daily uploads so here we go. if you read this far and understood any of it i'm impressed, but you probably didn't reach this far as the mods deleted this post already, and rightfully so. there is no point to it. i should really off myself, I have no worth in an increasingly complex society haha",4.706305737460403,6.068404366571016,5.2157278009006065,82.2512411750501,69.89670014347203,8.304149324545081,31.233830987115933,8.727579806037872,2.5019306873872464,5693,243,1082,97,101,1822,536,1394,0.135,0.75,0.115,-0.985,4,0,3,0,1,2,132.0,12,9,5,20,59,78,10,4,73,4,92,20,7,9,18,212,200,101,2,28,39,2,7,4,5,6,9,7,1,4,58,67,0,9,32,7,6,16,24,43,3,7,65,30,152,35,187,122,29,191,1,13,15,4,78,102,5,32,63,724,210,44,0.034482001559044795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288133001105365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761034923393854,0.05515048837752818,0.057383575185354425,0.18680617141398476,0.2094970306869486,0.09379577399347046,0.10847215552727987,0.0,0.0,0.034196879956354204,0.02411061723655452,0.0,0.028375749226150868,0.0920888759892398,0.06447203345930617,0.0,0.03239697554280305,0.02651453075197353,0.028791030987635063,0.16815926480021112,0.0761653232173815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764541494237216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035156698694381566,0.0,0.0,0.02970319109803808,0.1807686129356251,0.07452558745969934,0.0,0.08259321725668124,0.0,0.03787685956255642,0.022238038380768797,0.03554942950776766,0.0,0.0,0.03578687361233173,0.0,0.0,0.1058813691695844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028805287668783205,0.0,0.030540818581014963,0.07125825046104978,0.0,0.02277503682224713,0.0,0.02905257351002772,0.06589806036676113,0.030990199588973723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034870272112948617,0.0,0.0331081289966258,0.0,0.0,0.08799111873295452,0.0,0.0,0.1332035443410741,0.09563416441729884,0.12610795835729585,0.0,0.07838766449617167,0.028921866920243726,0.16547043982534934,0.0,0.037985812252517764,0.03414260279601674,0.0914769603003131,0.0,0.030889100441555368,0.0,0.035388481657270585,0.07330551041235574,0.0,0.0,0.06933767638689013,0.10929638352116096,0.0,0.0,0.03395782566538772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037246478824944036,0.0,0.0,0.09194756201384388,0.038149225791517936,0.0,0.13265284392223198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024355657455089802,0.06738465683429422,0.0,0.0,0.06103097258889136,0.1737371807735355,0.03857653959016347,0.1882058900438551,0.029315364637455123,0.031121352674262606,0.0,0.09206801519117064,0.034959337416719215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042492419545876,0.0,0.0,0.04038490347510446,0.027523204666945397,0.0,0.02534823869584802,0.07670390170852932,0.07978393605090724,0.0,0.14668799939129126,0.032359022588317216,0.0,0.0,0.07851597464028001,0.03618306013921646,0.0,0.0934635866304931,0.0786753480124599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952739096071617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778991112351848,0.038873275741884435,0.29721803209159264,0.07016118417775709,0.03717742977247912,0.1649730929798756,0.0,0.06932787111915419,0.0772554666458236,0.0,0.10347399863513222,0.03924806684505298,0.1104502658041821,0.035453240571947923,0.03404681659989274,0.0,0.03906138590192095,0.1177897636998746,0.09840083934466592,0.05484294329190752,0.03452249899441203,0.24428338538769984,0.027477690842767046,0.06278223833189295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035150058168595566,0.0,0.07963778831498376,0.0,0.0,0.07321961454413979,0.0,0.0,0.057656994610367024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749663517502044,0.0,0.02592617383435931,0.13857663349077895,0.030138789218345983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022908309644524272,0.022094674276837197,0.033878391457077016,0.0821245726827931,0.04021346481198012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03831077248947709,0.0468220312011259,0.15002606376092786,0.0,0.03589697969606488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056902525067107426,0.06101513375213685,0.08211062349753183,0.0,0.0,0.0930103815704725,0.0,0.03111464307478835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02510330781364109,0.0,0.0,0.07348507371176638,0.03770065562952505,0.2094970306869486,0.044410556934390895 autism,teckmonkey,2019/03/09,"My 3 year old daughter may have ASD and I am feeling a ton of anger and guilt. My daughter's preschool teacher had been noticing that she was falling behind verbally and socially. I took her to her a speech therapist last week and found out that she was communicating almost exclusively with echolalia. The speech therapist told me that she has a lot of autism red flags, but they can't be confirmed yet until she sees a behavioral therapist (appointment was made already). I am feeling terrible about the times I was short with her because I thought she was messing with me. I feel especially bad because I have ADHD and I know what it's like to be mischaracterized based on my neuroatypically functional brain. All of my feelings came to a head this afternoon. My daughter was at a playground with kids her own age. She kept repeating ""okay!"" when she would try to interact with the other kids. They asked her why she kept repeating herself, and laughed at her when she would reply to her questions with an ""okay!"". I packed her up a few minutes later and aimlessly drove around. I was so angry, but not at the other children. I was angry at how unfair it was that my daughter would have to work harder than every other neurotypical person to have a normal life. Then I thought about how much this would affect my life and my wife's life and got angry about that. Then incredibly guilty for being selfish. I imagine feeling like this is normal, especially when it feels like your kid is being attacked. Is it? Or am I making a mountain out of a molehill? If you've felt this way as a caregiver, what tips have you used to work through feeling like crap about your kid's situation? 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This is one of the most common stereotypes about autistic people and it's far from the truth. Someone on the spectrum does feel, but he/she expresses it in a different way than most people do. In this article, I'm going to clear things up about the relationship between autism and the ability to feel. Someone has to do it and because I'm autistic myself, I think I'm the perfect candidate for this job. **Empathy & Sympathy** There's a lot of information about this subject available on the internet, but most of it is difficult to understand. You don't have to worry about that though, because I'm going to explain how autistic people feel as simple as possible. So let's begin. A lot of people think autistic people are unsympathetic and unempathetic, which isn't true. Someone with autism has the ability to feel empathy and sympathy, it's just that he/she lacks the social communication skills to express them. Don't get me wrong, not everyone on the spectrum is very bad at social interactions, but most of them are at some degree. The term ""social communication"" is a bit wide, so let's get deeper into that. Social communication means, in this case, reading other people's faces and their body language. An autistic person has problems with discovering if there's something wrong with, for example, their friend. Luckily, reading others is a skill which can be taught. You can see me as the living proof of that. I used to have a hard time reading others, but after some years of life experience, I've gotten a lot better at it. I'm not saying I'm now some kind of social expert, but I've made a lot of progress. **Autism & Love** Some people think autistic people don't have the ability to love, which is not true at all. I admit that asexuality is more common among people with autism than neurotypicals. On the other side, those on the spectrum who aren't asexual, or something like that, usually love more intensely than normal people. You're probably wondering ""why is that?"" and luckily for you, I got the answer. Autistic people think in black and white, which means they really love someone, or they don't. There are a few exceptions, like always, but this is usually how an autistic brain works. This ""it's one, or the other"" way of thinking is also the reason why obsessive behavior is more common among those on the spectrum than among neurotypicals. On the bright side, it's also the reason why most autistic people are really good at things they love doing. **Autism & Anger** Autistic people do feel anger and I know all about it. I'm pretty good at controlling my anger, but sometimes I have a meltdown. Don't get me wrong, I don't start screaming randomly while attacking everything I can reach, but I do become angry, annoyed and stressed. Some people on the spectrum have more extreme meltdowns than me and some don't even have meltdowns, so let's take me as the average. We react this way not because we want attention or something like that, our meltdown is just our body telling ourselves and the people around us it's being overwhelmed. This overstimulation can have a few causes like being in a situation which requires a lot of social interaction. By doing those kinds of things, autistic people are getting so stressed they eventually have a meltdown, to get it all out. **Conclusion** It's a lot of information I gave you in this article and I thought it would be useful to summarize everything you've just read. So let's begin with that. Autistic people do feel, they just express it in a different way than neurotypicals do. People on the spectrum also have the ability to be sympathetic and empathetic, factors like having problems with reading others are the reason why it sometimes looks like someone with autism lacks those two abilities. Therefore, it's important to always try to understand why an autistic person behaves as he/she does. Just like every feeling, autistic people also have the ability to fall in love and to get angry. When someone on the spectrum falls in love, he/she usually loves very intensely. When someone on the spectrum gets angry, it usually results in a meltdown. How extreme the meltdown is, depends on how angry the autistic person is and how much he/she is able to control it. So in short, autistic people do feel. It's just that their brain works in a different way, a unique one. I personally think this is a good thing, but I also acknowledge the cons of having ""a different operating system"". It's the job of everyone on the spectrum to use their autism to thrive, which is more than possible. 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I only seem to find websites where they sell stuff for kids. By the way I'm so overjoyed to find there's such a variety of sensory products for them, back in the day there was pretty much nothing. Anyway I'm trying to find a pressure vest or pressure sleeves for an adult but all I come across is stuff designed for kids. Could someone recommend me a website? I'm in Europe.",3.735957446808509,5.763498074468084,3.930797872340429,87.80875,73.57446808510639,6.402127659574468,30.89893617021277,7.1686216300943375,1.8571531914893613,385,18,73,4,8,119,65,94,0.069,0.82,0.111,0.7123,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,13,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147121257412226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599663889580644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792040849197684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660993468144102,0.0,0.0,0.13416562904918258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320144737220454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57042178732403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433082068824105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016355930055266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292996314181692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961558655064696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822030366796114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164680195409644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938762391467107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626772771276206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763015446127862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124238752308374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512882513195393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cactiguy18,2019/03/09,"Should I get tested? I took a diagnostic test online and got 40/50. It said a score above 30 means I am high risk of autism. I have always felt a bit different from others, should I get a professional medical opinion?",2.9964285714285697,5.32075316666667,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,76.85714285714286,8.009523809523811,22.404761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.6982190476190475,171,5,33,4,4,57,33,42,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.3527,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,18,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499042508954276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32788996469575565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137879996931591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837039688536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138271312298546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020675008089976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173222855867665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271547876719607,0.0,0.30255769726530163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856890433017864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33368520066178914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,galrinal,2019/03/09,"This fucking brain I am so tired of embarrassing myself and embarrasing others. I am so tired, I just wanted to visit my parents and they were not prepared, and everything went wrong, I am so sick of being autistic, and fucking up everything in my life, if you had asked me where I'd be in 7 years 7 years ago I would have told you I'd be at the peak of my field, and now I can barely go outside without doing something stupid and just being a huge inconvenience to everyone. If vaccines cause autism, is there an anti-vaccine? Because you can just jam that right into my fucking skull. Every moment is now an oppurtunity for pity. &#x200B; Oh hey, I told you I'd be back in around a month, didn't I. Looks like I overestimated how capable I was. Again.",3.586722595078297,5.296269724832218,5.012231543624164,81.24282158836692,73.22818791946308,7.382774049217002,27.181767337807607,8.07648339933343,1.761066666666666,595,22,115,9,12,199,98,149,0.168,0.782,0.05,-0.9504,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,0,14,8,4,1,5,0,19,9,2,2,0,19,29,12,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,7,1,21,1,14,16,0,22,0,1,1,3,11,10,3,2,10,84,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714229461378075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676297045845455,0.18799124835960127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377259198732899,0.14463424630118185,0.0,0.0,0.1189634936444727,0.0,0.09431061507580196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270905486408075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893119403447886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303510017373589,0.1478333438927777,0.2780892067320035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42908450529545866,0.0,0.0,0.08792603680532114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927721587717963,0.07558416053096531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991858561192088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348913937418901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717886673517433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212266451529586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910437101694088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35563592133969607,0.0,0.2956666877855554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125277436535076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341898982910953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913623963821582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990251824869827,0.1691525959229593,0.18799124835960127,0.19925809953165632 autism,Marriedtothearmy,2019/03/09,"Am I being too hard on myself with this new job? Ok so I just started a new job two days ago. I unknowingly went through a temp agency; I found the job on indeed. It’s a M-F job with weekends off. I was unemployed for 10 months before I found this job. It’s working with elementary students who have autism and behavior issues. It’s a little out of what I was looking for because the at risk youth population is really where my passion is and I’ve never worked with children who have autism or other disabilities. I was just so happy to finally have a job that I accepted it and thought I’d try this population of students. Well it’s only been two days and so far I am not impressed with the training. I feel like I’ve just been thrown in and expected to know what each child requires right off the bat. The first day I spent 3/4 of the day observing and then the next day, I took more of the lead with the child and had someone shadow me. I just felt so incompetent because I didn’t do or give the right prompt and just felt stupid for not knowing how to respond appropriately based upon the child’s behavior. I was only given a binder to read what each child has issues with and that was it on the first day. I just feel like I’m not picking up on things as quickly as I should. But I keep telling myself that it’s only been two days and to give myself more time. I just hate looking incompetent when I’m a fairly intelligent person. Aside from this, since I’m a temp, I don’t get a school email account, therefore I don’t get access to the emails and calendars, so I feel even more out of the loop. I don’t get a ID badge and have to submit my time sheets to this temp agency. So I feel even more out of place. I’m just frustrated with the whole process and what I’ve seen so far. If you have ever worked with children with autism and other intellectual disabilities, do you have any advice for me? Am I being too hard on myself? I was just so happy to have this job as I thought it would give me good experience working with other populations of children, but now I’m not so sure.",5.589353582554517,5.139056221962619,6.3631308411215,81.20519470404987,67.38785046728971,9.282866043613707,29.74922118380062,8.72156446121922,2.017995015576324,1645,51,350,23,24,544,178,428,0.053,0.889,0.057999999999999996,0.22699999999999998,9,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,8,29,15,3,1,25,1,33,1,0,4,3,74,66,34,0,4,18,0,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,8,27,30,0,2,13,2,2,3,9,4,1,5,22,11,39,11,50,40,7,50,0,0,3,1,19,21,0,4,28,240,66,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383662004819895,0.06697961913526883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138357377148839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921216769192865,0.0,0.06429622336625841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34111085645529354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981368966885586,0.0683485889241834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391244164363063,0.0,0.0,0.15282216869790333,0.1079605420791385,0.14509941472224575,0.08277258097746512,0.0,0.12854305187112333,0.0,0.16569586907494008,0.0,0.0,0.11843136524390273,0.2174528845200213,0.0,0.06337636843250391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087062208551992,0.13537431836825115,0.07460012202650335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577305786466265,0.5248733526393029,0.06716143858358692,0.0,0.0,0.08305189518483908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382986115669612,0.07573123960786914,0.0,0.0,0.12690319069526296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031148556992402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827673734549981,0.14595315666563755,0.08035920294915598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724009676119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597631211218559,0.0789443985827037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558071635749583,0.0,0.048405842944905186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905611318949256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647102587001789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250423506680337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402197044657325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053481947075222684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121465900778999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604300527620904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501988850236027,0.0,0.0,0.1199728263291698,0.08811960060875998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395023872153529,0.0513004625244943,0.0,0.2214342094790884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793775596291236,0.07004512606830393,0.0,0.0843603415636501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200351020574387,0.0,0.0,0.053675846937193135,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SaltyDuchess,2019/03/09,"Advice needed My son is almost 8 and has a diagnosis of ASD ADHD SOD and ODD. He has never been to a dentist because basically we have been putting it off until we felt he was more able for it. I kinda feel he is now but he is adamantly refusing because someone in his class told him it hurts and the dentist uses a “big drill”. So I’m looking for advice from you all as to how I could handle it. 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As I understand it, this is a common trait that people on the spectrum have. I’ve thought up a way for people to experience this. Now for the first part you need at least two people and the second part you need at least three. &#x200B; Firstly, how I view a conversation with someone who doesn’t show their emotions though tone, facial expressions and body language: Have one person (or multiple) close their eyes and the second tell an emotional event in a calm, even tone. &#x200B; Second, how I view a conversation with someone who does show their emotions: Again the “autists” close their eyes. One person tells an emotional event in a calm, event tone. After each sentence have a second person describe the facial expression (angry, sad, etc.), body language and tone. &#x200B; For me, this is how I view the world. And I think many people on the autism spectrum can relate.",8.154234189723322,8.921676429347826,6.902114624505932,75.37094861660081,61.8804347826087,9.51699604743083,33.57509881422925,9.339509955726095,3.039354347826087,829,31,137,13,11,249,95,184,0.018000000000000002,0.9159999999999999,0.067,0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,4,2,8,3,0,0,19,0,7,7,6,3,0,21,14,14,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,11,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,10,1,7,13,2,20,13,6,24,0,1,7,0,20,11,0,1,11,100,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093767530956044,0.34695594180057304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144313871879888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198762696945654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944100419555264,0.0,0.0,0.08329112009939979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282508419639955,0.0,0.0,0.10614889795371757,0.06286433053724552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310258297664888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191712635614508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379596867526162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649579756468173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114691941401408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899047867611926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613751991574056,0.0,0.2639384330222182,0.2493179065522337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128842947902536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650066483311635,0.16637995558046564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060986373707861474,0.09351213854229676,0.07556089184625905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297531152376272,0.19816781105687445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853201670190749,0.0,0.07554805752829015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34695594180057304,0.0 autism,mymemesinspire,2019/09/17,"Work is stressing me out For a bit of backstory (not sure if its needed or if it will contribute to the story but here it is). when I was 13-14 One of my school teachers recommended to my parents to have me tested for ADHD because I was often late to class or almost always forgot something from my locker and wasn't very well organized. An example that my parents later used was that if I was in class and something fell off my desk or someone took something from me, even something small, I couldn't let it go. I needed to get up and get the thing that fell or get my belonging back from whoever took it, and this often disrupted the whole class and created a big scene. When these things happened the teacher always gave out to me for causing a scene but I couldn't see a problem with it because I was retrieving something of mine. When I went to get tested for ADHD they noticed my fidgeting and lack of eye contact. They gave me a memory test where I had to listen to a woman tell me a sentence and recite it back to her and each sentence got longer and harder to remember. I got a perfect score on that test but they noticed that I had communication issues. I ended up going to a group of other kids with communication issues for a while to try help with that. They then suggested that I don't have ADHD but instead could have autism. They said that I would be quite low on the autistic spectrum and would most likely have aspergers. They way they described it to me was that on a scale from 1 to 10, I was between a 1 and a 3. The place I was going to dealt with children under the age of 16. I was 15 when they told me this. So after they told me this they said they couldn't give a proper diagnosis because I was almost 16 and they would refer me to another place to get a diagnosis. The problem is I'm 18 now and haven't heard a thing from anyone. They told me that I have sensory issues and never went into detail of what that is or how it affects me (figured it out thanks to the internet). The problem is that I was told I could be autistic and then never heard from them again. It's really annoying me that I don't know, I would much rather either be told yes I do have autism, or no I don't. Anyway, the main story, I'm 18 now and I started working with my cousin as an apprentice carpenter. He owns a building company but is a qualified carpenter. Because I only started about a month and a half ago I've mainly been cleaning and getting things from the van, which is ok because I know that eventually I'll start doing other things. The problem is that if I'm given a task I want to be told exactly what I have to do, no vague instructions. For example, today in work he asked me to clean out a room so that we could lay down floorboards. This room had painting gear, plumbing gear, doors, cuts of wood, etc (most of which belonged to different people) in it. and I knew that all of it couldn't go into the van. So I stood there in the room confused trying to figure out what to do because I had nowhere to move the stuff to. My boss came back a couple minutes later to see me standing there thinking and started telling me that I'm being lazy and I can't be standing around doing nothing. I asked him several times what I had to do and I kept getting vague answers. This annoyed and frustrated me way more than I think it should have and I feel like I'm overreacting for something that I just didn't understand. This is really stressing me out and I honestly don't know what to do about it because I don't want my boss to think that I'm just trying to get away with not doing any work but that's what he thinks is going on. Is it just me getting worked up over nothing? Sorry for the rant. I honestly don't know what I hope to accomplish by posting this but I feel like i need to get it out of my system.",4.839094202898551,5.007741037084403,5.83817455242967,82.22299925404945,68.93606138107417,8.665004262574596,29.718776641091214,8.472884824447931,2.053864364876385,3009,105,616,42,48,999,297,782,0.065,0.8490000000000001,0.086,0.9325,4,0,6,0,0,0,56.0,1,0,14,8,31,23,4,3,42,2,74,1,1,6,6,129,149,54,0,28,24,3,2,3,0,6,0,5,6,3,63,44,0,2,17,0,0,13,20,12,1,2,43,10,94,11,99,86,14,83,0,1,3,0,48,35,0,18,32,466,157,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069249447473236,0.0,0.0493429155864648,0.0,0.11147922284525907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263407367530753,0.0,0.0,0.03785353478969528,0.058368720865838684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892167203304825,0.0,0.0,0.049552900201314566,0.10407694323985804,0.0,0.05229830678195687,0.12840689973799613,0.0,0.2375264692915296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077084130859886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366496520293935,0.0,0.05718242146512351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332989706066245,0.06159132970936587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815719536152818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930192009472417,0.0,0.062080247938418986,0.03676564996403947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056290939446612176,0.07953296813649509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908222398327825,0.0533981304732682,0.15817611277963115,0.0,0.08903942091649861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922362919285372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373105103225723,0.0,0.0,0.05528706662771513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429675014679005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236625726775985,0.0,0.06279159236947952,0.0,0.0,0.056920370728277665,0.0,0.08158408454349564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044430598140024896,0.05916218841439596,0.04091955935659019,0.12382279875557332,0.08586325717040184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682251763554204,0.12674802077115216,0.0,0.0,0.037719472610070484,0.04233509885407497,0.0,0.0,0.12361691534650147,0.0,0.0,0.0385905169021193,0.0,0.11631439072305635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331087431952407,0.0,0.0,0.2130523181963259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920568159295193,0.0,0.0,0.0713197672115292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305663751012963,0.0,0.105898718371621,0.0,0.0,0.05633509749725923,0.08871425071492725,0.0,0.0,0.06288465194919282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047164058622736885,0.2571179201114527,0.0,0.06231146519314178,0.15759750407675405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752620493500114,0.0,0.06372214092651267,0.0,0.0,0.0524628081393487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730585143636628,0.05124807600022553,0.0,0.0,0.18490395871406284,0.14266937381864814,0.0,0.0,0.032458216920955206,0.0,0.05276311111589427,0.3191369181524469,0.12368985061962187,0.11337692381232875,0.0,0.0,0.05794834935162736,0.0,0.048075958406211934,0.0,0.04592875820608305,0.06566432266895685,0.08836723193616422,0.0,0.0,0.050048761114060585,0.10320246031413127,0.0,0.06214704213551836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262084211304526,0.0,0.0,0.1581688769597269,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,type4000diabetes,2019/09/17,"I feel like an imposter with Autism So story short I was diagnosed with autism at age one. And I’ve had therapy for it at a young age. Now I’m considered high functioning. But the thing is...I encounter problems in my life as an adult. (I’m female 21 btw). And I look up how others with high functioning autism are and I relate with a lot of it. But I also think well doesn’t everyone feel like this in some way? And people usually do. So I feel such an imposter saying I have it because I can function normally for the most part. I do well in school and I’m about to graduate college with really good grades. But the social aspect is sucky af. Now I’m constantly thinking am I convincing myself that I experience it because I look it up online. But I also wonder if it’s just because I’m aware of things I’ve experienced before. So I’m constantly in this denial of my entire self really. For example, masking is common especially with women. So I wonder if I’m masking because of autism or because that’s what everyone does to some extent? So yeah",1.8706204222317984,4.215671445497629,4.144767341663076,82.42913722533393,80.99052132701422,7.438259370960793,24.282852218871174,8.438071523408619,1.9279364928909957,829,31,158,19,22,286,111,211,0.027999999999999997,0.88,0.091,0.8846,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,8,1,11,2,0,1,0,33,27,21,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,14,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,7,17,6,25,25,6,21,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,9,11,107,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301437035759806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868817424326039,0.0,0.10800947511873242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743360151244971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883294084416475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110787319325464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257723959877306,0.0,0.12416349839393458,0.0,0.0,0.1925413503706944,0.18135997532976328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064642358592779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682204894967852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965556984813794,0.12402477368225072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318121501177986,0.0,0.0,0.10791273964676884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436605525990725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601216303500488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745459473131455,0.0,0.0879984157176156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214564352286014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263131535351505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094113332911776,0.0,0.12846159437641466,0.0,0.0,0.1324173813643444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939082022776835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515739043989634,0.0,0.16865548049561735,0.16266533691824986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979726666838213,0.0,0.0,0.10075242619134868,0.0,0.0,0.22825357316863865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753038940904489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aspiefae,2019/09/17,"autism in women + girls hi, i’m doing a dissertation on how autism in females is generally unrecognised and the impacts this has on women with asd. does anyone know of any reliable sources, like websites or books, that i could use for research? idk if this is the type of question typically asked on here so any help would be appreciated",4.0804761904761895,6.674052206349213,5.174841269841268,76.66321428571429,74.55555555555556,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.7025047619047617,271,12,48,6,6,89,52,63,0.021,0.8440000000000001,0.135,0.8115,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,29,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775427616981439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550894461817965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282466959822253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28033809617788025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072645704145324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353461075537209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296454333446808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153787292682662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933310353715265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032520750854343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494232135046335,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lil-monster3008,2019/09/17,"I wrote a little text about having to be ""normal"" when you are actually autistic . It's kinda personal I think but I just wanted to share it and see what other people think about it. Here's my text. It's simply called ""Being normal"" . Being normal for me means having to suppress your real feelings and behaviours and act accordingly to the social rules and norms that you don't understand. In conclusion my text is about how I was never diagnosed with autism and therefore just thought I was somehow broken and started to try to conceal my autism from everyone else. It's also about how I struggle with society expecting me to act ""normal"". Thanks for reading :) Please leave a comment :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- **Being normal** It can be frustrating sometimes. Often, everything I do or try to do seems like a complete failure. When doing no matter what physical task I hit my head or my feet or I spill something, break something, let something fall down. Every social interaction I have and every conversation seems to be nothing more but an endless chain of misunderstandings. People don’t understand what I am saying - even though I feel like I say just exactly what I mean - and I don’t understand what they are saying, their words and actions are like riddles to me. I don’t understand how I am supposed to treat other people. What they see as unfriendly, nice, cute, inappropriate and so on seems to be judged completely randomly, and no one ever explains that to you. People just speak in riddles and expect you to act in ways that you cannot know but only guess. So I have been guessing my entire life. I knew from a young age that I needed to analyse how people behave and how society works in order to even survive in this world. As a child I had no sense for social rules, so I just did everything I wanted to do. My actions were considered rude or gross or whatever things and adults and other children often looked down on me. And as I realised that my actions got me in trouble, the only fears I had as a child were triggered: being hurt and not being loved. I realised that if I didn’t adapt to the strange world I was living in, people would eventually stop loving me. For me, not being loved, or at least not hated, by anyone meant death. I knew I needed others to survive. Out of being scared I was obedient and tried hard to follow the rules. Yet I often failed. Even more did I fail adapting to social rules. As soon as I got into primary school other children hated me for reasons I didn’t understand. Even the teachers hated me. There seemed to had been something I did wrong, but I never understood what it was. When I came to middle school it became more and more clear to me that who I was was not accepted and that I had to start being someone else, that I had to learn how to be “normal”. Again I was instantly cast out, bullied and hated by everyone else and it hurt me a lot. It was unfair ; all I did was trying to live my life like everyone else and there was nothing feasible that could have possibly done wrong for everyone to hate me. It was just that people disliked who I was. All of this was tied into a gender struggle that had already started when I was in first grade, and that I don’t want to get into now, because it’s very complex. But not fitting into the gender role that society had chosen for me was a big part of why I was cast out. I realised that and from that point on I tried hard to not only fit into general norms of society, but also to fit into the role of a woman. Little did I care that all this was not who I am and that I wrecked myself. I suppressed all of those feelings; I suppressed myself and I was very good at it. Thinking back now I always felt wrong and uncomfortable, sort of disconnected. No matter how hard I tried, my perception, my feelings, my hopes and dreams were never the same as those of the people I wanted to belong to. But at the time I ignored these feelings. I never told anyone how I felt about things. For example that I was way more interested in books than in make-up, that always had to analyse everyone and everything in order to at least get a little bit of theoretical understanding about it, that I felt so differently about love and science and politics and religion and everything – I never told it anyone and I didn’t allow myself to even feel all these things. Under all this pressure my personality fell apart and scattered. I went on for years and years maintaining my fake personalities, wearing a mask every day, even at home. But of course there came a point at which I could no longer suppress all my feelings of being wrong. That point was some time between last years autumn and this years spring. Now I think about the past years of my life and I have to accept and deal with all the emotions I hid for half my lifetime. It’s not easy, and sometimes – sometimes it’s frustrating. To accept that I am different, after so many years of denying it. That even after so many years of analysing I still don’t understand humans and their emotions, interaction and communication. That I hit my head about five times a day, that I stumble all the time or let things fall down, that physical tasks are hard for me. That I’m just not interested in casual things, but can talk about linguistics or sociology the whole day. That I am not interested in other people’s feelings, hobbies or whatever things they do on their weekend. You might ask: What is disabling me? Is it my autism? No, it’s not that. Even though I had no words to describe it, I seem to always have known what my problems are and how to cope with them. I have in some way treated myself and grown out of behaviours that are problematic for me and people around me. What truly feels like a disability, like something that restraints me from living a good life, is the fact that society expects me to behave “normal” and that for many years I was scared enough to try living up to that expectation at any price. I wish I could go back in my life and be diagnosed at a young age with whatever neurotypical people call what makes me different from them. I wish that people would know and accept that I’m different and why, and not call me crazy every time I tell them about my needs or my true feelings about something. People blame me, are mad at me, call me rude or insane, because they expect me to be normal. If they would know that I am autistic, they could maybe start to understand and forgive me for not being who they want me to be. But unfortunately it’s not that easy. Having the Asperger’s syndrome or, how I just rather like to call it, being autistic, is the only and the most reasonable explanation for why I am the way I am and why living life was and is much harder for me than it would be for other people under the conditions I live in. Being autistic explains so much, it’s like the one answer I had always been searching for (among some other things). Having found that answer felt so relieving, but yet people deny me that answer. I’m not diagnosed, because people never suspected I might be autistic. Maybe because I blend in with the neurotypicials too good and I’m so advanced in my masking and maintaining my fake personalities. Because I don’t show autistic behaviour or “autistic feelings” to the outside world. Maybe because there are so many misconceptions about autism in our society, that only a very certain type of people is recognised as autistic. Or maybe it’s because people think they know more about me then I do myself, which is a little ironic, since I almost never show my “true self”. And I can do nothing about it because I don’t have a diagnosis – and even then people would probably still not believe me. So I was born different and cast out for it. That traumatised me, I felt broken and wrong, so I tried everything to not be myself. And now where I know what made me different and try to put of the masks I have been wearing, people tell me I can’t be different, because they mistake what I show to the outside for who I am. I guess I have to go back to being normal and feeling broken again for people to be happy. But having to be normal will always be the greatest disability in my life.",5.810353728489485,6.526149034416831,6.352681899298919,77.46261367112811,66.94136392606757,8.978358189929892,29.902874442319952,9.010732273442466,2.4397701669853404,6461,223,1180,106,100,2104,444,1569,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.111,-0.9938,7,0,6,0,0,0,262.0,1,7,15,8,90,69,10,6,47,0,151,19,5,17,23,311,255,132,1,40,54,0,21,8,0,8,10,4,1,12,115,84,0,6,66,8,1,18,44,32,0,5,70,28,196,37,190,141,30,157,0,4,3,4,75,70,0,40,70,932,311,10,0.0,0.0,0.026428040513922075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027118623935125395,0.0,0.02988556447384718,0.043314792147003546,0.11267160567966755,0.0,0.0,0.018416629545432613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056808909849809415,0.0,0.0,0.02410864430441081,0.02531793290267929,0.0,0.0,0.062472958382632976,0.0,0.1485799454144942,0.0,0.0,0.03051204203779138,0.0,0.0,0.02956643488547897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826830576517224,0.061948987627151564,0.02761181525896435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056789741134543874,0.0,0.0,0.08649081554783739,0.0,0.0,0.05239678043971255,0.027920263181221986,0.0,0.08246271499681568,0.0,0.198063845246582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02771419967908975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049385307828964,0.0609270140878657,0.0,0.027982855621793024,0.0,0.16098613332464218,0.024497140813280627,0.09127071907745038,0.12938964239707434,0.1216973859416904,0.0,0.0,0.030474681389776638,0.1643211474403468,0.03869464817370935,0.1300144176465135,0.0,0.0,0.023035861396851556,0.0,0.029693919807256757,0.0,0.0,0.028298363597110326,0.0,0.030782550566897656,0.06814507129536694,0.043319759675532254,0.0,0.08950134136563656,0.0,0.0,0.028829200016993017,0.0970402986153105,0.1336889117051369,0.05558771182187034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02716536690313792,0.026898450313640482,0.0,0.0,0.0579834960611066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441755576730562,0.02207537370221976,0.0,0.02867583558959983,0.0,0.055386181877880816,0.1339012926113059,0.10584683800783536,0.10857276615885487,0.14348295226674124,0.0,0.022741986199341296,0.0,0.0,0.02302407400806226,0.09776993546759197,0.025625560931521057,0.03615477449713436,0.1098272365920996,0.10882968681998807,0.05900028527040147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745926003199415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981664433820918,0.060242686096011085,0.14621068618291666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534524744415594,0.07795747789476347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670281032237265,0.10298507612253613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02932707270894268,0.025852750378822887,0.3942789599896959,0.09458752747308297,0.0,0.029727807971846636,0.07680348441148288,0.030530787820166636,0.0,0.0,0.02919888273937582,0.025913733286841552,0.0,0.02722480267957152,0.0,0.0,0.02708924179008307,0.030825146024597464,0.0,0.05568943418232209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460987271293532,0.05422743886153476,0.05481668366121974,0.043161556771237466,0.123271782529565,0.028252341646279,0.0,0.0,0.02240243832328933,0.0,0.0,0.11042639935338608,0.022946417034492333,0.12509387856358975,0.08035411343725443,0.0,0.07667486975764541,0.0,0.0432553014734338,0.022641691949064874,0.0,0.05662379124585715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021767415856757302,0.047341571360841606,0.024933386957279903,0.0,0.0,0.12594413756220793,0.08676498178091406,0.053215684118439764,0.02150001387455892,0.07895840640241254,0.0,0.0,0.05175585695882974,0.0,0.16548157125506885,0.0,0.0,0.2255458125551338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703624351563407,0.079868069895228,0.08598544804680626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025105204709970325,0.0977488567852327,0.03023598875806458,0.062285726925211365,0.0,0.0,0.019715955237001443,0.0,0.0,0.0961910700271438,0.14804910259543808,0.0,0.13951891265787011 autism,Andreamm071,2019/09/17,"Autism Diagnosis help Hi! I’m new here and I was wondering if anyone knew how to get diagnosed for a low cost or get any help paying for a diagnosis in Utah? I was told my son has Autism but I need an official diagnosis from a doctor. He has CHIP but they won’t cover anything related to autism. I’m a single parent and still I don’t qualify for any state help because I make too much money (I don’t) any ideas/suggestions would help, thanks!",1.6891819291819274,3.8231792857142883,4.0434432234432265,84.08211233211235,80.31868131868131,8.0004884004884,22.1990231990232,8.841846274778883,1.6739294261294266,349,11,73,9,9,121,60,91,0.018000000000000002,0.807,0.17600000000000002,0.9285,1,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,2,0,12,18,7,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,7,12,2,5,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,3,2,40,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41784339352191296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432113153517442,0.0,0.16854518202077445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485324029836994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078827760186212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963669243371466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401462642524274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5491323451061859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671551238184018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056249161380392,0.15186762673216345,0.0,0.1978114722927432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742266868013594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356541525767745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856600936893653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570938005569552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222112983594332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549460322437655,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DatJayblesDoe,2019/09/17,"Is it just me? HFA here. It's about 8am & a preschool day where I live so, as usual, I'm making my daughter's packed lunch for her. She wants sandwiches. Oh no. Hate making her sandwiches. She always makes me do weird things with them. It's okay. I got this. She wants ham and cheese. That's a good start, ham and cheese belong together. With mayo. Even better. No crusts. Oh god. That's a red line issue. I'm leaving the crusts on. They maintain the structural integrity of the sandwich. We argue for a minute, but we eventually agree crusts on is fine. Now she wants it cutting. Into squares. *SQUARES*, reddit. Like, what is wrong with her? Triangles are the way to go. Clearly. Highest sandwich:crust ratio. Mathematically. Makes sense for a girl that doesn't like crusts. As of yet, sandwich is uncut and we're gonna be late for preschool. Advice?",0.25619787568843577,2.376851689024392,1.2232258064516124,95.71532258064516,105.28048780487805,3.823446105428797,18.095200629425648,5.843745405466311,-0.1755800157356413,663,21,134,7,31,205,106,164,0.10300000000000001,0.768,0.129,0.6514,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,2,1,8,11,3,0,9,1,8,5,0,4,1,19,22,7,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,16,6,16,19,0,12,0,0,3,0,14,4,0,0,8,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962952728803592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147035038473076,0.2102598721311086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716269884796429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515023114587245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817232679681376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028664222430656,0.16276518046523542,0.1552045151747757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159037705519524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025443137030332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890390908756255,0.20547755542740034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896121688905384,0.0,0.1713552291856557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181362305895238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735401668843875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892235358550164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372554975082675,0.0,0.34337822256300393,0.1540328233137464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217005230399646,0.0,0.0 autism,gruntledmaker,2019/09/17,"I think I am Autistic, but don’t know how to go about seeking a diagnosis (is that the right word?) Hello, My family has always told me they suspected I was “a little Aspergers,” but always more playfully than I ever thought to reconcile with my identity. I’m 19, and only really beginning to realize how much comfort it gives me to be around this community of people, who share the same traits as me and empathize with the stress I live in my head about daily. And as I’m beginning to work these thoughts and feelings into my life, there’s this horrible lurching doubt that asks me what if I’m wrong and I’m exactly as alone as I was before but now I’ve lost these people too? So I feel a tremendous weight to find a verdict, but I don’t know where to begin. I don’t know what kind of professional to trust, or who can tell me what it would even really mean if I were. I live in the Bay Area, and I know there are answers nearby, I just need help finding them. Thank you and tell me if there’s a better place to ask this",5.285285714285713,4.93592595714286,6.3502380952380975,80.70392857142859,68.0,10.047619047619053,29.404761904761905,9.725611199111238,2.422190476190476,801,25,170,16,12,269,123,210,0.11199999999999999,0.763,0.125,0.3944,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,3,15,11,0,2,9,0,13,3,1,2,2,45,38,22,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,11,1,0,16,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,7,3,26,7,24,29,3,15,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,5,5,116,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413366774519154,0.0,0.0,0.2315939776370587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238869543975774,0.2602022377825121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184197382522831,0.0,0.0,0.12308072917772292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191761495266466,0.12588331921470516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119301170309533,0.0,0.14073269213078735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543898090611701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335003950925595,0.07909105941773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428241304775853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327981757080353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491963373071845,0.3059272589968614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829683092714557,0.0,0.13948056514608748,0.2457716789581486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191577223687444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159221643584905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230278275103598,0.10318958366036712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058417658672697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295991105299484,0.0,0.14539850907563034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830618818040764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188467249211474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594138089909365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327386551624586,0.12812505481233352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917174442058642,0.0,0.2209639998660105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329787650003404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946629907257335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131426788291856,0.0,0.0,0.09885930171300998,0.15215581755866414,0.0,0.0 autism,besuretodrinkyour,2019/09/17,"Looking for someone to interview Hi Everyone - I need to interview an individual with ASD or the parent of a child with ASD for an assignment in my grad school ABA program. Please message me directly if interested. Gold for participation!",7.574796747967478,9.712596073170737,9.022926829268297,54.71455284552846,63.87804878048782,13.271544715447154,42.9349593495935,12.45797560212912,6.7486032520325185,193,12,28,8,3,67,34,41,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.6476,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,9,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,18,3,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792524033486985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33329379242561924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29429433792414633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407075105361374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43567407756690585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016812829253362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33628981606836506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Imchildfree,2019/04/03,"Some of us DO want to be cured. Deal with it! Sorry if this upsets people, but since it being Autism month, i HAVE to get this out. I am sick and tired of people telling me that I HAVE to view my autism as ONLY a difference and not a disability. I would take a cure in a millisecond. My life has absolutely been damaged beyond repair in so many ways by being this way. I have a right to want a cure to be found. All I am asking is that people respect that.",1.7909375000000018,3.2317945520833367,3.7170833333333313,89.78625000000002,77.4375,6.466666666666668,19.291666666666668,7.1686216300943375,0.1924416666666664,351,7,79,4,8,119,63,96,0.16,0.7709999999999999,0.069,-0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,14,3,0,0,1,13,20,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,10,1,14,13,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,1,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599311745832254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613847552954932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190381397975837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986884177917224,0.0,0.0,0.1095327276852808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808098880216264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255074974189955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733949266616271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944718866683216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360317747540008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903873783342922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342346796347746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468441590284106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576296375627659,0.0,0.18324209547543813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409601967931721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25218142277651656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731232307655554,0.3328185615216785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892833280458387,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chain0fmem0ries,2019/04/03,"What research do you think psychologists/researchers could carry out on autism, that would be beneficial to your quality of life as an autistic person? I’m an MSc graduate in clinical neurodevelopmental sciences, who has plenty of personal experience with some awesome autistic individuals. I am really interested to find out what research those who are actually autistic, wish that researchers and/or psychologists would conduct that hasn’t been done already. Particularly, what would benefit your quality of life? Whether that is in the workplace, education, diagnostic process, sexuality and gender identity, the general public’s understanding, etc. Here’s to a more inclusive and neurodiverse society!",13.169722222222227,14.513537268518519,12.626296296296301,36.59833333333336,51.314814814814824,16.459259259259262,53.185185185185176,14.790194502661405,9.178951851851853,587,38,66,25,6,194,80,108,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,13,3,0,0,0,16,17,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,13,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,0,52,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.21983628523120466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859699577451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986406887258222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053493891828306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251241609803594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203625593374024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058976261484204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182373416687499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934035642546613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431718396821303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434737431873712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451962677413699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590555819480924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800875228576013,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,holding_on_to_you,2019/04/03,"Does anyone know where I can see Temple Grandins' full length lecture on her book ""The Way I See It?"" My friend was watching a short snippet of her lecture on youtube, but it's only ten minutes in length. Does anyone know where I can find that lecture in particular? 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He is still processing the diagnosis but I am digging into resources, books, support groups, etc. Does anyone know of a support group/platform for adult siblings of adults with ASD? Thanks.",2.74446581196581,5.650724173076924,2.7748717948717956,85.4590170940171,95.73076923076924,4.618803418803419,28.85470085470085,6.42735559955562,1.873736752136752,235,12,37,3,9,71,41,52,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043430114221408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810249638694707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501881978393426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294985264514037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787179529997131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217421715723704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426502856257862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805730253317689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.769766332870369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081731931707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137309621210104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jedekedej,2019/04/03,"What Would Happen If A Kid With Asd Was Whisked Off To Neverland Was rereading Peter Pan recently, and something popped into my head. What would happen if Peter Pan ended up whisking a child with asd off to Neverland. I can talk about what this would be like being on the high functioning end of the spectrum myself, but I want to here what other people think.",7.018235294117647,7.361666117647061,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,64.29411764705883,9.15294117647059,30.235294117647058,8.841846274778883,2.4178411764705885,288,9,50,4,4,90,49,68,0.0,0.951,0.049,0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,0,12,12,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,12,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,4,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338813267284476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331923279975857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137507908688844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587884132999915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966339503494533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980783548042644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418448267530141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856375858735586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687034069845435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694514807187004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446964430387704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521986684676141,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,impractical_toker,2019/04/03,"Should I get diagnosed for autism at the age of 21? I took the autism-quotient test online and got a score of 28. The score reveals that I might have borderline Asperger's, so I've been thinking about getting checked by a professional ever since. Should I, though? On one hand I'll probably get answers and reasoning for my ""abnormal"" social behaviour over the years and get people on a sympathetic side, but I'm also afraid that I might give up on improving/ learning how to cope with this if I have a definitive reason. That autism will become my excuse for everything. I already have anxiety, and am socially awkward and have been trying to get out of my comfort zones lately. Getting diagnosed will just make me give up on that. What should I do? I've been pondering over this a whole lot lately. And I know this has probably been asked a lot. I'm sorry.",5.018760162601623,6.521701323170731,5.785121951219512,77.92796747967479,69.3048780487805,9.613008130081301,30.739837398373986,9.928628108626363,3.1378715447154475,683,28,125,17,12,223,97,164,0.036000000000000004,0.9009999999999999,0.063,0.6237,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,10,0,18,3,1,4,1,29,34,12,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,13,1,21,21,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,5,5,88,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144520704848534,0.1047309027227964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018618246607898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243253801028445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446381218263193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658489676622444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846334909307993,0.0,0.0,0.11770091884935435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105359418618348,0.2512628997483018,0.0,0.0,0.1047429137176858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197372913606953,0.0,0.29546348231174563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267977618704995,0.0,0.0,0.08741868500657148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27786166686481223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874378167347559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907931147932836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282400094398556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693031375628949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833378033200004,0.0,0.0,0.2670001612718855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660213094756244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391567329518616,0.12867028468751246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455044879880152,0.0889151436237678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621528768284722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433574851272001 autism,fen_doggo,2019/04/03,Creators with Autism discord I made a discord server. Make sure to give an introduction after joining. ,6.092941176470588,9.771720941176472,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,74.88235294117645,5.752941176470588,37.911764705882355,7.1686216300943375,3.575611764705884,84,5,10,1,2,26,16,17,0.27399999999999997,0.609,0.11699999999999999,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405482058604281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331851521439547,0.3761320384849176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310799565973855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ShihTzu1,2019/04/03,Have you had problems regarding not explicitly saying thanks when it was expected of you? As it looks I'm about to lose my bazillionth friendship due to the receiving part getting frustrated unbeknownst to me. All because of a simple 6 letter word that has to be said in certain social contexts... ,8.82050314465409,9.26112526415094,8.443396226415096,65.99389937106919,60.509433962264154,11.59496855345912,42.19496855345911,11.20814326018867,5.229621383647799,241,13,36,6,3,77,47,53,0.18600000000000005,0.731,0.083,-0.7356,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,4,2,9,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400888879804408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341947825439292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948102089958119,0.39275730093959227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801743769772047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33592638124003266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339477696530362,0.27918479225654985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578714452057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232178999414767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kiranode,2019/04/03,"first group therapy session, still stressed out 10 hours later.. any help? Not sure if this is the right place.. so please tell me and i will remove/re-direct to proper.. but anyways, here it goes.. i am a female, 36, diagnosed about 18 months ago.. (suspected for much longer) mis-diagnosed with many other disorders along the way (anti-social, avoidance, borderline and one more i can't find the correct translation for).. i have had issues all my life(obviously), but they where always discarded as being ""difficult"" child.. anyway, to get to my point, I had my first group therapy tonight.. i was nervous as hell (pit in my stomach, uneasy feeling, lots of movements.. ) then I got to my group, got a shock, cause i thought i saw someone i knew from way back when, that was gonna be there too.. soo que more anxiety and stuff.. turns out he wasn't\*phew\*.. but then in group they asked me to go first.. and i couldn't utter more than 3 setences before breaking down completely.. Like crying and stuff.. i spend the next 40 minutes moving my foot/leg(thing i do when i am stressed) and turning a pencil in my fingers to calm down.. i managed to calm down enough to talk and interact, but, it's about 10 hours later, i am still awake, and i smoked an entire pack(35) of smokes in the span of 13 hours.. which i normally NEVER do.. i am just wondering if anyone else here has had similair things.. and if so.. does it get better..? also not too sure about the rest of my group.. i seem to be having alot more issues than they have.. or i just notice them more in myself.. really lost here.. some help would be nice.. Thanks anyway ",1.8194629808962048,4.478300674267103,2.636173958975263,90.9409305396602,84.60260586319218,5.664195791883088,21.000880359186546,7.113659591113569,0.7061843296064789,1245,39,243,18,37,390,186,307,0.12300000000000001,0.807,0.071,-0.9543,0,1,2,0,0,0,95.0,0,0,4,5,23,16,1,4,11,0,24,3,2,1,5,45,41,26,0,6,12,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,13,0,1,7,0,1,3,5,8,0,4,11,3,36,8,35,22,12,41,1,1,1,0,17,15,1,9,21,173,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054029270418948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168073062324553,0.0849880478814314,0.0,0.0,0.06945820041261122,0.0,0.07813625557914622,0.0,0.0,0.07141814658749741,0.10465374379897484,0.0,0.0,0.09548642183680484,0.0,0.0,0.07853878751275625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691298873465324,0.0,0.0,0.0903338766522742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492515724804054,0.0,0.0,0.10709107253780084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219518280981487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733840107883567,0.0,0.0,0.11706044275809352,0.0,0.08938275615634962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853242468676913,0.0,0.0,0.10553716080897624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164467962132455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335343472065898,0.2606388112926661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672709711775112,0.0,0.05804809618427637,0.0,0.16338019624853095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692358813409974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017597949528784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321370505594509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721439811057715,0.049900083978807686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149706962627116,0.08683514770287551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035531799013299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152658416730342,0.10855787081882877,0.07508410959178119,0.0,0.07877609525445005,0.0,0.10862626348767676,0.0,0.10007479017831962,0.0,0.11628622633970095,0.0,0.0,0.06921220706504501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671378916919706,0.11211823742462328,0.09655461656686336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654330264251532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722637135218436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298374770514743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654226492427852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313709255202954,0.0,0.23400035820819426,0.0,0.2338500359231579,0.0,0.0,0.19253009063466575,0.0,0.0,0.08209566953135912,0.08927421663441051,0.0940361092659017,0.23361029439659464,0.0,0.06785678691725662,0.0,0.0,0.08108716466761921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221963732512541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621467833804697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107656722680413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255680094304606,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Herman-Toothrot,2019/04/03,"Another happy story My 4-year old son likes to me to hold him in a rocking chair for a little while before going to bed. The other night I started running my fingers through his hair, like a super light scalp massage (he is not touch sensitive). He almost immediately conked out and fell asleep in my arms. Same thing the following night, dozed off within a minute of my fingers in his hair. Last night he was more awake, and lasted longer. My arm got tired after awhile so I stopped. He looked up at me and said in a very soft voice “Keep doing that?” He is fairly verbal and says medium length sentences. But it was an especially adorable thing to hear since he was asking me to do something for him that he liked 🥰",4.631079136690648,5.928427395683457,4.772007194244607,85.60707553956837,70.0071942446043,6.99884892086331,25.41079136690648,7.1686216300943375,1.0503030215827345,564,16,110,5,10,176,99,139,0.036000000000000004,0.826,0.138,0.9325,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,8,0,7,9,8,0,0,12,16,7,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,5,0,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,12,14,6,19,11,2,24,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,1,13,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814665161655338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865494199905543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631761933255432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513844701409992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110779080879456,0.0,0.14228727374758252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938370413253208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005124190065304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813057535225536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900334410508786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607469107817457,0.17830804020714408,0.0,0.0,0.1493958064470569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008567571439391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866818866918328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922886262470002,0.1414775876622164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716526122002493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369603392435075,0.0,0.0,0.12592242275213272,0.0,0.0,0.1487369572036042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23638500717773225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204476191839064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679066248384698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114565303841748 autism,slawthed,2019/04/03,"How long does it usually take for insurance to authorize an evaluation. I just talked to my Dr. And he said hes going to request authorization for an autism evaluation, among some other evaluations. Does anyone know how long this can potentially take? I've never had to be authorized for anything regarding my insurance before. Adult, living in idaho with BCBS if that helps.",5.835909090909091,8.681481984848489,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,70.06060606060606,11.066666666666668,30.696969696969692,10.864195022040775,4.464806060606062,305,13,46,11,6,102,51,66,0.0,0.96,0.04,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,9,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725960235130872,0.0,0.20861655987064825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157177490372655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436954071309432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440751817084632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992194522598986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932208568842858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385336323330007,0.4486955197405173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955220064761127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411454047005985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812148995838955,0.20376117879318803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792046869417251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,the_traveler777,2019/04/03,"Feeling drained after talking about me Every time i talk about myself and how i feel or what i think i end up feeling mentally exhausted Don’t know why but when i talk about something personal i feel like all the energy in my brain is drained and i feel physically and get an upset stomach. Anyone else experiences this?",2.9253395784543343,5.769203360655742,4.251194379391105,80.10475409836069,80.96721311475409,7.420140515222482,28.386416861826696,8.418075326091056,2.6244875878220144,259,12,45,6,7,85,46,61,0.16,0.708,0.132,-0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,1,1,14,10,7,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,10,1,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454855129257194,0.21181657290633266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307760619392227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726941521752354,0.0,0.1830990487660298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417668618738272,0.0,0.0,0.202218990318612,0.0,0.0,0.5226377313002366,0.1476860412672806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800649421174753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361193064965283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099652809776287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833251937709227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805063251001598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914879347043553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49847877599063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246252166269584,0.0,0.0,0.12054436483305088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865392551471996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,oddrose,2019/04/03,"Nanny wondering how to deal with breakdowns Backstory: I have been nannying for an eight year old boy with autism since August. He struggles in small things but I have never had issues with his behavior. He is such a sweet boy who always has a smile on his face. He yells my name when I walk in the door and we have created a very strong bond over these months. So this month his Mom is taking on some extra work stuff and I am nannying from the time he gets out of school to a few hours after his bed time. He has rarely ever cried in the past or has asked to but never really did. But ever since I started watching him for the long evenings he has started having meltdowns for his mom. Bawling and screaming in some cases which is so different then how he usually is. I understand this is a change of schedule and routine for him and of course any kid would miss their mom if they were gone for such long periods of time. So my question is, what can I do to help him through it? I try to give tight hugs and words of affirmation but I feel like there is more I can do to help. Any advice is helping, thank you so much❣️",3.0512421154779226,4.494295087336244,3.799614264919942,90.48089640950994,74.10917030567686,7.184958757884523,23.639252789907808,7.793537801064563,0.9546883066472596,881,25,191,12,18,280,139,229,0.028999999999999998,0.8140000000000001,0.157,0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,2,2,13,8,0,1,10,0,26,2,1,2,4,33,38,20,0,2,6,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,3,9,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,5,6,24,5,30,32,5,35,0,1,1,1,34,9,0,6,25,133,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155025605645378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350056088563388,0.0,0.0,0.16917585189958714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628574209469288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158573151346994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663408725051054,0.0,0.12823829401822698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995870958999084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821569265309618,0.2250316571752241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289417677910701,0.08886262348646692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498745817055185,0.11932405075046855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501234324758943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249686400582517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982847948561893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607695647657679,0.0,0.0,0.2201584642972255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43704423931246705,0.198570208370425,0.0,0.09143929823155353,0.0,0.19187098060166388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052400471287906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874216882343215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934273184437065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968596884230254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588702962476822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578964129244556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608455958973962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003706919024696,0.14239419826973454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352409726327024,0.0,0.0,0.11451951533352075,0.0,0.0,0.08263768472045906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175944675676243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844511077510907,0.0,0.0,0.12949201999498872,0.0,0.0,0.13699551788978365,0.10263290917707717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489319371837644,0.09055575329365986,0.0,0.0,0.08836147882993446,0.0,0.0,0.0801016238027283 autism,Borneoboreon,2019/04/03,"Scored really high on an ASD diagnostic evaluation and was told that I don't have ASD? I created this account specifically to ask for other opinions on what is going on with me currently. Not really a throw away account just didn’t want it tied to my other one. I’m a 33-year-old male. I’ve been in and out of therapy for the past 7 years after the failure of my first marriage. I’m married and have two young kids. I’ve done personal and couples counseling throughout that time and never really felt like I’ve gotten much out of it. Looking back, I’m able to deal with my relationships better and it has improved a lot of aspects in my life, but I feel like I still struggle with a lot of the same core issues. I recently (past 4 months or so) have started with a new therapist and it’s going well. I’m doing twice a week therapy session which isn’t fun, but I kind of view it like working out. Don’t like it, but it overall is a better when I’m doing it rather than not. I have recently come to realize how emotionally unavailable my parents were growing up and that I have a significant number of traumatic events from early childhood that I have never really dealt with. I did a lot of public speaking and 4-H stuff growing up. Reached the top leadership positions in the State, but a lot of that was driven by my mother’s desires rather than my own. I was in leadership organization in college and did that sort of stuff, but I’ve always struggled with fitting in. Make friends (I don’t have many close friends) became especially difficult after college. I’ve struggled in all my jobs and have had bad interpersonal interactions in almost all my jobs. I finally quit the 9-5 and have been a stay at home dad and consultant for the past 4 years. Last year I started looking for jobs and being very intentional in trying to go back to a corporate setting. It’s been a struggle, especially since what I did if a very niche industry. Just a little back story there. What brings me here today is…recently through some off the cuff comment from my wife (“are you autistic?”). I actually stopped to think about it, so I did some research. Read a bunch of articles and then ended up on YouTube listening to adult diagnosis stories of people with ASD. A lot of their experiences resonated, and I related to them quite strongly. I did more research and took a couple of online ASD evaluations ( Aspie-Quiz [http://www.rdos.net/eng/quizh8.php](http://www.rdos.net/eng/quizh8.php), etc.) . All things pointed that I should get this check out and that I might be on the spectrum. I talked to my therapist who wasn’t really keen on the idea, but I kept insisting that I wanted to confirm or rule it out. Finally he presented me with two options one was a traditional diagnostician and the other was a therapeutic diagnostic approach. I chose the therapeutic approach since it seemed like I would have more chance to explain myself and could then loop my therapist in after the testing to target treatment. I went in and did a ASD exam very similar in length and content to the Aspie-Quiz followed by close to 4 hours of personality interview, and at the end took a another test focused on social anxiety disorder related content. I had the consult with the diagnostician and my therapist today to go over the results. The social anxiety testing showed I had significant social impairments, but an average (within norms) level of anxiety. My aggression and something else closely related to it was abnormally low (like almost non-existent) which the diagnostician dismissed based on his time talking with me. We went over the personality testing which wasn’t a huge surprise basically most of what I knew or have come to realize about myself in therapy over the last 7 years. We then came to the autism evaluation. It was based on my answers about how I view myself. I scored 153 out of 160+ (I’m not sure what the end of the scale was but it was between 160-170). The diagnostician then quickly told me that he strongly not advised me to self-identify as someone on the spectrum or report myself as on the spectrum to anyone. He viewed it like my low scores on the social anxiety questionnaire as an outlier and not to be paid attention to really. He suggested instead that I “might have an avoidance personality”. He didn’t say that I had Avoidance Personality Disorder in our meeting, but I came home and studied it like crazy. I have very low view of myself and struggle with my identity, but I just don’t relate to what I’m seeing the way I did with information about late in life autism diagnosis. He still has to finish his summary, and this consultation what just one of the closing steps in the evaluation to go over the data. I was hoping for a yes or no on social anxiety and autism, and maybe some guides for what it could be, but this result is confusing and really open ended to me I’m not sure where to go from here. Thus I come for your opinions. How do I score so high on the autism evaluation and just have it ignored because I have developed low level competency with general social skills. Maybe it isn’t autism, but I don’t understand the results. It might be AVPD but I just don’t feel like it’s a fit. Yeah similar but….? I meet again with my therapist in a couple days to unpack and await the summary. Do you think I should seek further testing for ASD? Is there a overlap or comorbidity with ASD and AVPD? AVPD doesn’t seem really solid or the research for it a priority which is may be why I’m struggling to see this, but I just don’t understand diving into the ASD result and comparing them or testing them further to differentiate ASD from the AVPD idea. Any thoughts, kind words, resources, or similar experiences would really help right now. If you made it this far I’m sorry It was so long. I hope it all made sense. I'm just kinda lost here at the moment. Thanks!",6.539580726722972,7.220470488309353,7.259785736628093,71.71778646647904,65.33992805755395,10.690981128140967,34.371337712438745,10.599801672417447,3.7822563705557295,4701,203,836,118,69,1561,420,1112,0.107,0.816,0.077,-0.985,8,2,1,0,0,0,129.0,3,4,4,13,38,44,1,9,72,2,84,2,0,12,8,190,148,76,0,15,41,4,3,9,2,8,2,3,2,8,63,70,0,5,19,2,4,24,23,18,1,7,49,14,91,26,147,83,20,162,0,5,8,0,65,76,0,36,67,592,154,24,0.044406635669487764,0.0,0.04333447067921385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088933662195519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03694987821842791,0.0,0.0,0.030198035023673957,0.04656422938534862,0.1698547737042566,0.0,0.0,0.031050152165813187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151420989579213,0.0,0.04172149598854125,0.10243788531540232,0.037077685917611215,0.027069872936629037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854812116538293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157872228633802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475715379107085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091017036250984,0.14740529322173662,0.0,0.028638606337509868,0.04578129148641298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178770337544922,0.0,0.0,0.04544340594448257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037096045966824635,0.04995148815841659,0.1573243944615868,0.0,0.04952513713549103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687642130015133,0.0,0.0,0.04490665852920701,0.06344821879029483,0.04263733413311442,0.0972905975934409,0.0,0.03777226161532594,0.0,0.0,0.0686169131256474,0.0,0.02320063432101044,0.0,0.1514238864137429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029764831837551537,0.09383609735658764,0.08908695254451261,0.08821161794562102,0.04373159109887315,0.0,0.0,0.10025937295316137,0.0,0.0463489904327962,0.13220020153702786,0.0,0.0,0.09248535514513098,0.0,0.0723946698906859,0.050092619252086086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273144006719181,0.19525355210073028,0.04450711498260259,0.0,0.03929847517216558,0.07458077973077737,0.0,0.04847508852244636,0.18876466824939686,0.0,0.0840372647560019,0.029641774132560212,0.04502135867178896,0.08922486837502024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132526876864446,0.0,0.0,0.03544495292736848,0.0,0.03264398671006024,0.0,0.06849827002112294,0.04288820544485286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659729413497134,0.0,0.09027325674722712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930831373994175,0.0,0.12717347538626206,0.030785969856350667,0.1938708071140566,0.0,0.0,0.04197862420078116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446384631065746,0.04441865273575955,0.0,0.2560322511609004,0.0,0.08769239093434965,0.047676107989557084,0.0,0.03792302422800746,0.0,0.035313939036223096,0.0,0.0,0.07077267856416035,0.08085226663380936,0.046325805730654084,0.0,0.0,0.07346725582262294,0.0,0.0,0.2716018368332847,0.037625598297777486,0.03418639765029965,0.0,0.04970959300718143,0.06286249057312578,0.04733156513279119,0.07092639321608538,0.0371259358172118,0.0,0.2785407438962681,0.10166994729412468,0.0,0.0,0.08370545717509158,0.0,0.0,0.07138474331534281,0.0,0.0408836639048042,0.15234857389419806,0.2577976332671025,0.02950179555111598,0.05690795815129542,0.0,0.03525390845223492,0.051787732735165376,0.0,0.08418459656610587,0.08486488677351989,0.09867481232165293,0.030149190691460895,0.0,0.08675766102512014,0.09245774763211344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656050026574685,0.05238436850824279,0.035247920435687384,0.035620324567091174,0.0,0.039926898489420014,0.08233079231332059,0.0400700816813765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032328559647865344,0.0,0.0,0.06309039978196787,0.0,0.0,0.14298208721204894 autism,Serpenthrope,2018/12/09,"Animal Sounds? This is a weird thing I found I had in common with another autistic friend yesterday, so I was wondering if it was common: did it annoy you as a child that the onomatopoeia that NTs use to describe animal sounds were wildly inaccurate? In my case I thought it was a mistake, in my friend's case she felt liked to.",8.371041666666663,6.699186937500002,8.401875,72.82229166666669,62.4375,12.283333333333333,35.39583333333333,11.20814326018867,3.7752145833333337,260,9,50,6,3,85,45,64,0.114,0.792,0.09300000000000001,0.0926,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,3,8,3,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526070539068705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228706879416505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687012751893169,0.5196007301053084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428390223302805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340198370199965,0.0,0.0,0.26695978784857555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29042819177634305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364669063109928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AstronomicRocket,2018/12/09,"You’ll probably never see this but... I just want you to know, that I really believe in you, and I know you can achieve anything if you put your mind to it. It sucks that I never got to say goodbye, but when you’ve reached you goal to live independently, I really hope you’ll find me! x",0.9185000000000016,2.8979191833333324,3.0599999999999987,90.935,82.16666666666666,6.666666666666668,21.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.8206666666666664,221,7,51,4,6,75,39,60,0.031,0.838,0.131,0.6789,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,14,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,14,1,5,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,2,3,33,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090149182073128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887464918037416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342407063464569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049752785572092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25454976606944746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816961005730733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630518058712115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587757407094497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395327033243794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763195903158856,0.0,0.0,0.2576381565690975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283666717583001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038088662244644,0.0,0.0,0.20422671289989094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511640876793472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LOOOOPS,2018/12/09,"My brother who has autism keeps turning the radio off, is this acceptable behavior? He keeps turning off the radio playing Christmas songs. Everyone else is enjoying it.",6.450238095238099,10.008395928571428,6.171428571428574,67.44023809523813,71.85714285714286,9.447619047619048,41.476190476190474,9.725611199111238,5.633390476190479,138,9,17,4,3,43,22,28,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.7798,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709794041054803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30996074983211946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766509688535388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7056685881023925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SThomW,2018/12/09,"How to make friends and socialise? Tips for an aspie How can I make friends and socialise with people with autism? I’m an autistic trans woman, called 26 and I’m noticing recently that I’m isolating myself socially, in fact, I’ve been isolating myself for a couple of years, and I’m just now realising on everything I have been missing out on. Music gigs, football matches, going out with friends, falling in love. Socialising with people, and constantly being invited to things is really exhausting, I genuinely struggle with the constant demands of needing to talk all of the time and share eye contact with other people. I’m also really quiet - as in rate of speaking and volume of my voice, which just adds to the difficulty of socialising. I already feel like I’m playing catch up, because my friends are starting to drift apart from each other, and I require friends that have similar interests to me - I love the friends I do have, but we have little in common, so I do really need to start finding other people to make friends with. I’m tired of feeling isolated and lonely, I see all of my friends making future and immediate plans, and I’m not doing either, although I’m starting to transition, being transgender can be lonely enough, without adding autism into the mix. I could really do with some help, if any could be provided",6.782378048780488,7.897585398373983,7.242835365853658,70.51961890243903,64.9349593495935,10.052439024390246,36.513211382113816,10.125756701596842,4.065374796747967,1072,52,170,24,16,351,135,246,0.083,0.7709999999999999,0.145,0.9206,0,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,2,7,19,0,1,8,0,20,5,1,6,3,50,45,19,0,5,7,0,2,1,8,0,2,3,0,1,7,25,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,2,7,17,14,40,37,6,27,0,3,2,2,19,12,0,2,12,120,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197495664447524,0.08114573136086417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690032572980781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618553295208822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361248191854634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193066091497917,0.0,0.16203149399419173,0.1122749142154908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048459047103126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911949280830334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261282598217247,0.07249037500054556,0.0,0.0,0.09274198060736652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.627165377839591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766788792212856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801337729790861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495732442466245,0.10169985909123012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316174510769484,0.0,0.2709287495874589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047782616811992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552456511505045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28138681175821634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600177909237627,0.0,0.10018964164361706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085866091632195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343615301980916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546351979598136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060787487442171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815579524675076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741233287440841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059168125409604165,0.11662513857135068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781371099014274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653435214918756 autism,Ambroz789,2018/12/09,"Trying to learn.... My girl friend's son is 6 and has autism. I have two children of my own so raising kids is nothing new to me. However; the a-typical brain is something I definitely do not understand. I'm trying my best to have an open mind but it's difficult when I am ignorent to it. Last night he spun out pretty hard. I tried to deal with it the way I would any other kid, my gf let me do it my way. We got to see his autism in full swing. My gf told me that was the worst she has ever seen him. It's hard for me not too look at him and think ""WTF is wrong with this kid?!"". I'm not the most compassionate guy, watching my gf calm him down really made me see why I love her so much. Is it bad to let him spin too long? My solution would have been to isolate him and let him spin until he calmed down or fell asleep. Are there any thoughts on this? Remember, I'm not very educated on this. Does anyone have any books to recommend? Literally any advice would be helpful. 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Like people are obsessed with trains and cars, I’m obsessed with education and partying. All I can think about is drinking rum while dancing. I know this will be downvoted because autistics shouldn’t be in a place where it can overwhelm their senses. But I can’t stop thinking about partying (by my post history). I’m 22M and I’ve never been to a party or night club. I get depressed when I see snaps of people having fun and having sex. I get thoughts like “I should go out alone” or “I should talk to random people to see if they want to have fun” or “I should send letters out to people explaining I’m awkward guy looking to party” It’s really making me depressed to think I’m missing out on the prime of my adulthood and maybe just one party, even though I might not like it, could change my perspective and introspect my self more. My soul wants to party but my body doesn’t. Unequal dualism causes me to panic and have outburst. Any advice to help?",3.4834479638009017,5.56133925128205,4.253785822021118,84.99542986425341,74.43589743589743,6.844645550527903,26.342383107088992,7.724431198458867,1.581446455505279,794,29,148,11,17,254,118,195,0.161,0.748,0.091,-0.8301,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,15,1,6,3,0,21,3,1,2,2,40,42,16,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,4,12,1,1,6,4,0,4,5,10,0,1,2,3,21,5,23,31,2,17,1,4,3,1,9,7,1,6,8,96,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401347288737595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152636402238734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022028233911863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967727413165738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370077513913525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139506669346076,0.1559035644390522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766721392425765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538683222547309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437172311033586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734001963748716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399506095515658,0.0,0.08375679983468469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459247531662731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878258132349432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099363058357352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160004351708121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375816499037826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983741813091038,0.0,0.14805833381551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634194218864098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366494468723425,0.0,0.0,0.1383017695549836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998653419202742,0.0,0.0,0.17291320325357654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086860073734275,0.0,0.15397585909916955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114483378451695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944124141379454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348781244221799,0.0,0.15374461703463715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321238010314375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845471276790998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832964940663064,0.14479551956188574,0.116999554966758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385158332112574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hells_City,2019/06/05,"Help writing an autistic character I'm writing an autistic character that appears in most of my stories and I want to write her has accurately as possible. To do that I feel like I need to understand autism by itself in full but online help can only help so much. 1.) Online I find that most sites repeat the same symptoms of autism as non-verbal, literal, obsession with certain things, and no eye contact. I feel like that can't be it. Does anyone have other symptoms that are less talked about/recognised/ignored or just not mentioned? 2.) what triggers stiming? Alternatively what situation can ’trigger’ people? I understand that it's different for everyone but some real experiences are always helpful when understanding. 3.) this is basically the same as #1 but I'm still gonna ask. Sorry if this one seems uneducated. Is autism only connected to emotions and communication? That's what every website says but I feel the need to double check. Thank you to anyone who can help me! I really don't want to portray a stereotypical autistic person in my stories and I'm worried if I rely on websites solely to get this information I might be heading down that path.",3.920012247397427,6.870148802816902,5.361645233721166,73.11690753214944,77.40375586854461,7.6480097979179416,30.38763012859767,8.587818076936951,3.049192039191672,937,45,148,21,23,313,133,213,0.047,0.8109999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,0,15,4,2,2,1,41,34,16,0,6,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,20,5,0,0,9,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,5,15,4,21,30,9,11,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,9,5,104,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582683861290657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778592840134946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889937944621574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287966044279198,0.0,0.0,0.11129911495003827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306428953746564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715756200983444,0.12152925949299635,0.0,0.12440984191948926,0.0,0.0,0.1929233572864056,0.18171979811419786,0.0,0.0,0.11624339088158026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644811572835263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052693649717384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262420076992188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427084197446388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492156700754712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349448712186836,0.1886098684944609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618281334493252,0.1934575257823677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817300680317221,0.11105170358034333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338025698131693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476263712965926,0.08147699000110405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114140309422123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157830578217786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429595532699444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237148619506546,0.0,0.0,0.10156888642370157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438465381032245,0.0,0.10222525857323324,0.0,0.11709345498736284,0.0,0.0,0.08449504862026444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39720744460925095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500322160519613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291609912224996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gothic_samurai,2019/06/05,"Teaching my daughter to cook. Need advice. So, my daughter is on the spectrum and is going to be 10 in October and recently she has started showing an interest in what I'm doing when I'm cooking. I dont really know the age at which to start teaching her how to cook. Also, me and her mom are separated and I don't know if the things I teach her will carry over, or even be appreciated. Just looking for advice on this one.",3.7396551724137934,4.529161528735635,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,71.64367816091955,8.558620689655173,30.59195402298851,8.841846274778883,2.4903195402298857,331,14,66,6,6,117,61,87,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,10,3,0,1,0,11,19,10,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,10,1,11,16,0,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,5,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094549425082272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084607852700341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055078131530526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217262077606896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814695732607674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286519063704241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890038329748404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052980649544023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932863582757897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663934841133036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699434453026862,0.0,0.2573839809277343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36901258826107697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731801243541648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Noisyband,2019/06/05,A cool new AAC device bracelet that doubles as a trendy toy **Noisybands play your own custom sound effects when you give a high five. Today is the final day of the Noisyband Kickstarter campaign.** [Check it out here](https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1705056244/noisyband-the-high-five-activated-bracelet),7.440120772946862,11.260852239130433,3.3337681159420285,80.26461352657006,91.82608695652176,4.6531400966183565,31.198067632850236,6.42735559955562,2.350229951690821,257,12,32,3,9,66,38,46,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,3,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169991616890684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685929732263789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227784059865122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7110106624107406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249705840501046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189398720504534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fightingforair,2019/06/05,"Know a child with autism that will use air travel? There is a training program that helps children prepare for the challenges. :) I’m a flight attendant for a major American airline and I read about this great program to help children with autism prepare for the rigors of air travel. I thought I’d share it here. https://www.thearc.org/wingsforautism",5.7754721549636825,9.390486305084746,3.4971428571428578,85.00203389830509,75.77966101694916,5.405326876513318,30.462469733656178,6.868970318607317,1.9927317191283287,288,13,43,3,7,79,42,59,0.0,0.7340000000000001,0.266,0.94,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,8,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,25,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621374044924663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619228460987639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036536808220145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192843403479457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33277487811291273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620290789777907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Xamayra,2019/06/05,"Sensory overload So, I have Autism (aspergers) and I have trouble dealing with stimulation (sounds, light, smells etc). Usually in school I can handle it well enough to get through the day, but in some classes it's just too much. Any tips?",4.4280232558139545,7.01740569767442,4.24436046511628,83.77956395348839,73.41860465116278,8.020930232558143,31.68023255813953,8.841846274778883,2.851469767441861,187,9,34,4,4,57,38,43,0.087,0.875,0.038,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,5,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387671869905631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264372323953092,0.3619795187480364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627910147345931,0.39158103068271816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344074999852167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581066242491608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553425811615723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866986224047361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156905152968707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chelthing,2019/06/05,"Oldest child's effect on younger siblings My oldest son, who is on the spectrum, is 5M and have two younger kids, 3F and 1M. He was diagnosed specifically with Language Impairment and speaks in short, broken sentences. I've adapted and we have a special ""language"" of sorts (i.e. ""I go 303"" means ""I'd like to go to our hotel room.""). He is a delight, but his behavior can sometimes be problematic. My daughter has begun to speak more like my oldest and also mimicks some of his ""bad choices,"" like hitting/shoving/etc. As she's grown, it was very apparent to my husband and I that she is not on the spectrum. However, it has become more difficult parenting her since she's been acting differently. Has anyone had a situation like this where the mimicking was long lasting, or should I brush it off as *[cringe]* ""just a phase?"" All I know is that I can only change myself and how I approach it, but I'm getting desperate for a starting point. I already get ""wOw yOu'Ve gOt yOuR HaNdS fULL"" from everyone and I just want to do right by all of my kids. I trust this sub and I respect everyone here. Any help would be greatly appreciated.",2.98906298003072,5.370140502304146,4.263963133640555,82.8968970814132,77.15668202764977,7.082642089093702,29.2273425499232,8.11559375814309,2.2436089093702005,887,41,165,16,21,291,141,217,0.07400000000000001,0.753,0.174,0.9694,4,0,0,1,0,0,45.0,2,1,0,1,6,11,0,0,8,0,22,2,1,2,2,28,32,16,0,3,6,4,1,4,0,2,1,2,1,3,9,11,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,2,0,1,6,4,25,9,19,22,6,23,0,0,0,0,22,11,0,3,11,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902216013224208,0.1378493140118054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722183685570604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052955990919242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392706168510658,0.0,0.19037614835123687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823513341746424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495837842620915,0.0,0.18009660932670213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224520870320844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32942600087537804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011906862114138,0.0,0.1959309173078464,0.0,0.13786512316997224,0.19004554709317165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554024157411888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473354024780206,0.14050974138707756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368575326456501,0.0,0.0,0.15254765555766134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776839153292132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310999904953001,0.0,0.0,0.19140355007609405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629513785792108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720847087055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259150751902425,0.19375825260978566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048462917332488,0.0,0.12200887588429915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838665791824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222855094854342,0.10167204412883922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224512214885058,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Magmaticweb,2019/06/05,"People on this subreddit who have jobs, what are they and do you find nd it to much I was diagnosed with autism when I was around nine (now 15) and I've been thinking about jobs",5.514324324324324,4.689053540540542,5.338513513513514,89.73858108108108,67.64864864864866,9.562162162162162,26.60810810810811,8.841846274778883,1.3992810810810807,139,3,33,2,2,43,32,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,0,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141760236620325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358209107778201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225649506827532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7004426384209869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943878958501354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446721605014889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261386133939436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FantasticAverage3,2019/06/05,"Is there any help for an adult with mild autism? I’m 21 and I was told by a psychiatrist as a teen that I have ADHD and mild autism, but I never took medication for it or really got any sort of help for it. I’m high functioning (I have a full time job and I live on my own) but I have some difficulties, especially in the social department. My ex girlfriend noticed it about me which was disappointing because I thought I was doing a good job at hiding it. She said that she noticed that I swing my arms around a lot, have difficulty finishing my thoughts, and I struggle to make eye contact with her, so she asked if I had ASD. Aside from my social difficulties, I also struggle with doing complex tasks and I make boneheaded mistakes a lot when I try to do things, or common sense things that would come naturally to others don’t to me. I want to seek help but it seems like there’s not a whole lot of resources for adults who struggle with autism, and if I can’t be helped then I feel like there’s no point.",5.3772764227642265,5.269606658536588,6.038353658536586,82.19785569105692,67.78048780487805,9.369918699186993,29.278455284552845,9.075114841892004,2.062455284552845,795,25,171,13,12,260,118,205,0.146,0.7559999999999999,0.099,-0.8735,2,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,3,9,0,16,3,2,2,1,36,31,18,0,5,8,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,14,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,10,3,28,3,23,19,7,16,0,1,1,0,19,7,0,10,8,120,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993669136112306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977013825880718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968149539059074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110624179989222,0.11663330427881365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605224174883536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746927433507716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308215887438419,0.08912822171845401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464236115491192,0.0997815803316776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344946896237325,0.13181527629695525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24760913384104516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190239337244345,0.0,0.1101649365483174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819823204082376,0.0,0.0,0.16655588871593507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125682084972539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622222836469964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28407906714304354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793806655373552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992413930822308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867486744022197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135763758915798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543532263416793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912771966327778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657693549231406,0.0,0.0,0.19809023666104866,0.07274827589363142,0.0,0.0,0.1192130620634343,0.13861241053431078,0.08470352056570286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358639375543875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392895419442769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862557920906143,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,harrybowhead2,2019/06/05,"A breakup Well just recently I’m going through a breakup with my 1 year plus girlfriend. She was really supportive and nice, she helped me a lot but a few days ago she told me she wasn’t fully with the relationship and she didn’t feel the same. This at the time sent me into a meltdown. However we did end on really good terms it was a mutual thing really, we’ve spoke a little since then but not in person. I’m just struggling with the fact that I could loose her and I have such a connection with her, I told her everything. She helped and supported me with my autism. Do you have any advice? I’m sorry I couldn’t think of anywhere else to go.",1.3454887218045108,3.587333135338348,2.9315413533834622,90.96543233082708,82.30827067669173,7.1082706766917285,20.026315789473685,8.192908349453996,0.949941353383458,509,14,111,11,14,167,82,133,0.064,0.836,0.1,0.5374,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,12,0,10,0,0,0,1,24,23,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,9,2,21,5,13,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,1,8,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723292650386528,0.15632552696229915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992549899114707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080282968088026,0.0,0.0,0.1137325376549964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731957955815128,0.0,0.1561956472871064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849392744716356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916893811001675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004499644111564,0.1479158036440846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364102371367916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675116837107366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992827853839014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398388183034178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33892707979428066,0.0,0.17412645776925714,0.18933619475972893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588030822421366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741177667220897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436154137699054,0.0,0.0,0.4002446252564205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716052219386905,0.1129993271501132,0.0,0.0,0.10283234794939426,0.0,0.0,0.337024044285096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158561748165362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135649928365075 autism,alt1832ertr333,2019/06/05,I suspect myself of being autistic. What should i do? Over time ive noticed that i act differently from others and i have wondered why. I find that i match up with most of the symptoms and i have not been sure what to do for a while.,0.9642857142857152,3.0195323673469434,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,82.46938775510203,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,0.07723346938775501,182,6,40,1,5,60,36,49,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.4874,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,8,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809432768177339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332499351915368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151146394059551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34364370426439395,0.3789728090334297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126089374954444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290067759945901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954075521187337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,macca_simmons,2019/06/05,"Hey everyone :) Just hoping some insight please? So just for context my brother is almost 18 and he’s not super verbal. He can communicate what he wants/needs but doesn’t talk with us really. Recently he’s started getting very upset when babies cry, or just small kids in general. This leads to him yelling at the top of his lungs no matter the location (usually in restaurants) and usually chucking stuff. If we tell him no sometimes he’ll do the same thing and that’s when he starts breaking stuff. We don’t really know what to do. Today was his worst one and we’re almost at a breaking point. I’m just hoping you pals have some insight (like what about babies crying that makes him so mad) or some techniques for resolving this. Thanks so much!",4.6675524475524455,6.388365685314689,4.9932867132867145,82.41762237762241,70.46853146853147,7.997202797202798,27.685314685314694,8.575989854853784,2.063914685314686,595,21,109,10,11,188,97,143,0.156,0.72,0.124,-0.8478,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,3,1,0,4,10,9,1,1,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,32,18,13,0,3,9,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,1,10,6,11,16,6,18,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,10,9,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187697651942673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496796104902297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209291601283045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315929617974502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618170269557205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747518618579057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776199250335716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624662413434062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700761805685535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078571156156486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471989710089253,0.15046626720759998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393562914666308,0.0,0.15716030453131954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742233046228907,0.0,0.2253214459499882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644211249842652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793411011826866,0.1391208272839061,0.14654154143078152,0.0,0.0,0.10574489128720893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150873715406852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146085440287985,0.0,0.3506045987395274,0.13133119423822753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,greengod210,2019/01/06,"Siblings of severely autistic teenagers, how do you deal with their constant meltdowns and crying? I live at home with my mom and my severely autistic sister (17 years old) who cannot speak and likely never will, and constantly has meltdowns and cries, at least a couple of times a day. She is wailing loudly now as usual, and I have headphones in blasting music, which is what I usually do when she does this. With regular crying it helps, but with meltdowns and bloodcurdling screaming, it doesn't do crap. My mental health is severely in the gutter having to live with a sibling like this, and I get so jealous of seeing how close my cousins and friends are with their siblings, even if there is a significant age gap. They have normal, calm family dinners and do stuff together. My family's whole life revolves around my sister and making sure she doesn't have a meltdown and embarrass us at family gatherings and elsewhere. I love my sister out of obligation, but I do not plan on taking care of her besides picking her up for the occasional holiday if she calms down one day, and my parents support this. I am visibly nervous when the clock shows 6, because that's when she comes home every night and I am praying that she walks in calmly. I also am anxious as all heck coming home whenever I have been out and she is still awake, because I have no clue what I am going to walk into-calm behavior or a meltdown. She is probably not going to calm down anytime soon, even though she was much worse a few years ago (if you can believe it), and putting her in a home is not an option until she is 21. I am going to get an apartment as soon as I can afford to do so without a roommate, and my dad is involved and takes me out a lot so I can have some quiet time, as do my grandparents, but the tension of having a sibling like this stays with me most of the day. For the other siblings of kids like this on Reddit, how do you deal with your sibling's behavior? And has it affected you to that degree where you are anxious walking through the doors of your own home, instead of relaxed and content?",9.71014705882353,6.8604930539215685,9.243039215686274,71.54117647058824,60.862745098039206,11.952941176470587,40.911764705882355,9.916854025145753,4.0089764705882365,1658,69,307,24,17,535,201,408,0.10099999999999999,0.764,0.136,0.9629,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,7,3,1,21,20,2,3,20,0,43,5,1,6,3,61,57,45,0,4,11,7,0,4,1,1,2,4,6,1,18,36,1,0,0,3,0,9,9,6,0,1,2,5,51,14,50,54,9,54,1,0,1,1,41,19,2,8,29,245,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764987960627637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901322458300455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949864578435559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682434573968869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521405565738022,0.0,0.0,0.09722934384603038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879875124943045,0.0,0.0,0.14867777663532486,0.0,0.18651697404124046,0.0,0.0,0.09548812660684504,0.28438597289608863,0.16696701503910674,0.17794081862868305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552077677804915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399926110104093,0.0,0.07271057208547806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440648574836555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667434063636314,0.0,0.09017526001883393,0.0,0.14713701510798766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917317289853967,0.0,0.0,0.05784435488337932,0.0,0.4328243249103689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095548769427515,0.16864519580387693,0.0,0.1524070757015381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336826573893837,0.07788815528643328,0.0,0.05760520709993134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696902553089582,0.0,0.0,0.10107226591400356,0.0,0.0,0.06343964455672772,0.0,0.06655905636598604,0.0,0.0,0.0809857014460819,0.08455463016766789,0.0,0.0,0.09055621188317843,0.0,0.058478389622851935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582475097594308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930448445984179,0.0,0.0,0.08675426238577624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876907548571892,0.0,0.0,0.2924796867653339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198317886254094,0.06891843841384253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879163007459467,0.0,0.0979310051201438,0.08133572191734917,0.0,0.12977211336084624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478826233172113,0.0,0.10064320226258423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380698925042736,0.0,0.1900921623170041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634967544425192,0.0,0.08318909067243299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087945984230104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114736531755794 autism,thevalociraptor,2019/01/06,"subreddits for siblings of r/autism? hey y'all, I'm looking for subreddits dedicated to siblings of people with autism or DIDs in general. any suggestions?",4.099444444444444,7.472972185185188,5.398055555555558,68.38375000000002,86.4074074074074,10.107407407407408,36.37962962962963,9.516144504307137,5.499896296296297,127,8,18,5,4,42,22,27,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296865382939507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540894963511589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399991684375618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,H3LL0FRI3ND_exe_file,2019/01/06,"Could you help me out for a second? There are some signs that might point towards the possibility that I have some type of autism, or at least problems with social skills. First, I want to say that I am a high functioning person. I have a group of very good friends that I have known for many years. I do have difficulties making new friends. It’s not like I need new friends right now, but when I’m going to study at a university, then I will probably have to make at least one new friend. The problem is that I’m horrible at small talk. I can think of a couple of things to say, but the conversation doesn’t go smoothly at all. It’s quite awkward at times. Also, I think I’m a bit sensitive to sounds. One of my teachers does this thing called upspeak, only more severe. It’s quite extreme because she starts sentences by talking in a normal way, but at the end of each sentence she reaches this extremely high pitch and it’s so uncomfortable to listen to. I hate it. My teachers tell me that I speak in the complete opposite way. They say I have a monotone voice. A voice that is quite boring to listen to. Do I talk in a monotone way because I’m sensitive to sounds? I was surprised to hear that I talk that way because I thought I just talked like a normal person. Sometimes I’m also told to speak up because apparently I don’t talk loud enough. Something I also want to mention is that I almost always understand jokes, but occasionally I fail to detect sarcasm. I feel more comfortable working alone (I don’t know if that has anything to do with autism, but I thought I’d mention it anyway). Are these signs of autism? I’m diagnosed with bipolar so I have been so busy worrying about that that I forgot worrying about my social skills. 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I’m looking for personal stories about females with autism. Specifically, females that had speech delay in early childhood (aged 3-5) who maybe today would be diagnosed with level 1 or 2 (mild-moderate) autism. How old are you now and what is life like for you. How is/was school for you? Are you employed? Do you live independently or do you plan to? How is/was dating for you? Is there anything you would tell a young female with autism either to work on, or something you wish you knew earlier, to help them have an easier time?",3.7258333333333336,6.122341398148151,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,74.83333333333334,6.912592592592592,25.61481481481481,7.908726449838941,1.563074814814815,453,16,84,7,10,142,73,108,0.021,0.872,0.107,0.8541,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,1,2,7,1,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,4,0,19,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,11,1,15,10,1,13,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,4,11,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574732352653172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537677094075873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758490054838765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659837962958688,0.12214842927946995,0.0,0.22077456543345167,0.0,0.2099560417847748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511813400236694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26235669484217417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831011918203025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800825691594893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530362525154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247963776852905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853080130445365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579020784353766,0.0,0.2369922215625984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875136887842172,0.0,0.0,0.1820194544699232,0.0,0.0,0.3552178097535941,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CUBnz,2019/01/06,Im tired Why am I tired ,-7.568571428571428,-9.134695714285714,-2.424999999999999,118.6825,149.0,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.5598,18,0,7,0,2,7,5,7,0.659,0.341,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007500776394829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8528334963838228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33477515247953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,scapegoat101_,2019/01/06,"Am I on the Autism spectrum? Hi everyone. So I am not sure how to write this but the only reason I suspect so is because a couple years ago I was being made fun of behind my back for being ""autistic."" It never crossed my mind and now reading up on Autism and Asperger's, I am genuinely confused. I have some questions I would appreciate people answering and I hope I don't offend anyone by them: - Firstly, what are the differences between the two? I thought to be Autistic you had to have a lower IQ than average (or else you would be placed in the Asperger's category) so why do so many people with normal IQs get diagnosed on an Autism ""spectrum""? - What benefit would I receieve with getting an official diagnosis if there is no treatment for it? -I am able to go about life almost like any normal person so what, if any, is the purpose of diagnosing someone on the austism spectrum if they can still function pretty normally save for a few quirks? -Is Autism/Asperger's something I should worry about if I have it? A little bit about myself. I have a normal education, I am pretty smart, and I can take care of myself. I however come from a very rough household that has in some way affected me: - I do not make or keep friends easily. - I prefer to keep to myself and read books and make art (I can go weeks without leaving the house) - I LACK EMPATHY: this one is huge for me because I realized it from a very young age. I had to teach myself how to respond appriopriately in situations that call for empathy. - I hate the sound of loud cars, especially at night. - I have mild OCD behaviors that have gotten better with time. - Sometimes in very stressful situations I become mute. I don't know what to add but these always struck me as unusual. What do you guys think? Appreciate all the input :)",3.622548449612408,5.7365546075581415,5.107000000000003,78.87133333333334,74.1453488372093,8.075038759689923,28.617829457364344,8.841846274778883,2.5112382945736442,1411,59,257,30,30,473,193,344,0.09300000000000001,0.736,0.17,0.9862,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,2,2,14,14,2,2,19,0,37,3,0,7,3,59,55,22,0,15,11,0,1,1,1,4,3,2,0,2,15,11,0,2,9,4,0,5,7,4,0,3,6,3,42,10,42,41,6,31,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,12,13,192,57,4,0.09935269670792113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807017103287944,0.0,0.09948737428567772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266940263958157,0.0,0.0,0.1351264814210532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946971560343884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639609109241767,0.0,0.12112896350951548,0.10972724776895043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786938642689739,0.10846741268220488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145021163620936,0.0,0.10129669580385628,0.0,0.0,0.08558355092489446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993186918882172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168179160140792,0.0,0.10380242191621436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299642943987841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949357593706991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450935306540908,0.0,0.0,0.07675964702151973,0.0,0.10381536679710936,0.0,0.11292885424581138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837478994956693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809021894674076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867964541488752,0.0,0.11463967265253905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661848362933333,0.0,0.0,0.054601643813185566,0.0,0.0,0.10520016041676357,0.0,0.0,0.07017574789311586,0.04853870911293495,0.09957750299127974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400992387274264,0.1326373930777417,0.10072804043946568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031790140485357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662692460061807,0.0,0.0,0.0932357755241314,0.38937819279554015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732395855728804,0.07556220285035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377573004522318,0.0867509425531985,0.10380242191621436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215482098233487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112977582456796,0.0,0.1987591659172993,0.0,0.0,0.102151119384013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335318762902892,0.0,0.0,0.08418121750893454,0.07648655985934967,0.09826235748601073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793431919300561,0.0,0.11380817840120107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363874085634694,0.0,0.07470086332869176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366119636437143,0.0,0.07887494338217484,0.05793335642361123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705314817217743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592913952051096,0.0,0.07886154615937331,0.07969474043681236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965035545547663,0.0,0.0,0.09577245421718604,0.0,0.0,0.10089748620155832,0.0,0.211731915519541,0.0,0.0,0.06397987927378643 autism,bkores,2019/01/06,"Does this happen to anyone else? I'm a 17 yo with high-functioning autism. This is going to sound completely crazy, but there are a few days a year where I am normal for no reason at all. I socialize properly, don't have any of my symptoms, and don't have to be conscious of myself to socialize normally. It's like my brain just decides to be normal for that day. Does this happen to anyone else?",3.605666666666668,4.911568900000006,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,72.5,8.333333333333334,24.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.7304583333333332,312,9,62,6,6,104,56,80,0.067,0.89,0.043,-0.1917,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,1,11,13,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,12,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235146932146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310435242391937,0.3385633896634015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443392958176416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732241733785076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130992628371842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916050017168554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760308918856414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389516081434388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921971274744718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455810295503513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071541907189286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856251523267169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698679375786352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33683058533119176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172103921901952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063926680814138 autism,Pattycakezzz,2018/12/11,"Worried my 1 1/2 year old has autism. How do I approach this with her doctor, and if she does, what is it like growing up autistic? So just some of the strange things I've seen her doing over the last 6 months - Hand flapping, a lot - Walking on her toes - Having sensory issues when we're with a large group of people - Screaming, as opposed to crying. And sometimes if I give her her way, she just keeps screaming. I'm not looking for a diagnosis through here. But should I even bring it up with her doctor or wait it out and see if these habits go away by 3? She's also not very verbal. The only word she uses regularly is bye. She can say other things but doesn't. What is it like growing up autistic? I get so worried that if she is, she may have a hard life. I've been googling adults with autism perspectives and I can't find anything really helpful or enlightening. 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Recently, I've been thinking I'm autistic to a certain degree. I have not been officially diagnosed and thus this is not a ""am I autistic"" post, but rather it had me questioning what it would mean if I already knew I was autistic, or recently got an ""official"" diagnosis that I'm autistic. I'm sure it would mean much more if I was, say, a high-functioning autistic person, but I do not believe I am, and in general that is to say if it not some sort of place on the spectrum that paves way for need of medication, what does the diagnosis even mean? How would this change my life, or rather what would be the importance of me (other than curiosity, perhaps) to know whether I'm autistic or not? And pardon me for the confusing subject narration, I intended for this to be more reflective to the audience as to basically say: *""How has your diagnosis changed your life?""* but I got carried away. 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I am a 19 year old female and I was never diagnosed as a kid, but this is simply due to the fact that I never went to any sort of doctor my whole life until this year. Now that I am an adult and out of the situation I grew up in, I would like to look into this, but I am unsure on how to go about it. I read that I should get a referral for a specialist but how would I go about getting such a referral? Would I need to talk to a regular doctor or a mental health doctor? I'm sorry if this is a dumb question or not the place to ask. 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I have, for the better half of my life been under suspicion that I did not feel as comfortable in the life shoes as my peers. I grew up in uncertainty and insecurity for most of every situation in my childhood (I was adopted, different races, did not get along or possible bonded with family possible physical abuse ptsd, grew up as a missionary kid moved countries and was often depressed and isolated) At age 12, I distinctly remember reading an article about a girl who was ""hyper sensitive"" to her surroundings and was labeled as autistic and went through equestrian therapy. After never feeling comfortable especially in my home, I asked my mother if I was autistic and she responded (as best as I can remember) ""Well, do you think so?"" and it never really anywhere from there (was the eventual result) Now I almost thirty, I struggle with work and what I can rationally verbalize to other as severe social anxiety that makes most of my experience in costumer service and food related jobs making me very insecure about holding down a job if there are too many people interactions in a given day over an extended time. I struggle with my personal relationships as I feel hypersensitive to body language and emotions from what I can guess come my insecurity as a child with my caregivers. I struggle with depression, anxiety and nssi. I intend to go to therapy, reach out about this and try to solve the battles in my life, but I wanted to reach out to this community, because to this day, I struggle the most with wanting an understanding of my condition. Now I recognize this is very little to work with, but does anyone here find my story worth investigating within the parameters of autism? I would be a lot of effort and commitment to finding a proper diagnosis (currently low employed, recently moved, and no insurance) if I have enough confirmation from the community, my therapist and hopefully from myself to pursue this. Thank you, for whomever takes the time to read this. I am biologically a female by the way if this matters but I have been more identifying in androgyny but I do not fully express it. 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Since about 2 weeks ago I've been having trouble eating specifically chicken, seemingly at random. Most of the time I love chicken, but for whatever reason sometimes the smell disgusts me, I feel like throwing up even thinking about eating it. But once I do, that feeling completely disappears. I'm not sure if this is at all related to autism (probably not) but wondered if anyone has had similar experiences.",7.865135135135133,9.533416864864863,7.8820000000000014,64.91300000000004,62.78378378378379,10.784864864864865,40.47567567567568,10.793553405168565,5.1619924324324336,344,19,48,9,5,111,59,74,0.17,0.737,0.09300000000000001,-0.7377,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,6,4,0,1,2,17,13,5,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,3,4,3,8,11,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770048626074153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962136466355032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093613795016709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6129695157851909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188719683889635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953260073290044,0.0,0.0,0.20192908919883676,0.14265190788221171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755388728005117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021959736345264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265339270684752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152895311052856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530498169477365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178177909193596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651779105825863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748928476360875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819666483696568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794730819464872,0.0,0.0,0.11643540229210406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017178593062162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654516476414515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Danielff17,2018/12/11,"Met an autistic girl in a video game. I was playing online when this random girl I was chatting with in game asked me to add her on discord and be in a call with her as we play, and so I did. As we were playing I noticed she was quite a strange person but regardless we started messing around and she asked to be my slave... (nothing sexual of course just dumb role-play). She was really into this role-play to the point where I couldn't change topic and even started asking me to torture her in-game. Later on another guy who already knew this lady joined us in the stupid role-play and me and him started playfully arguing about who would keep the ""slave"" and the girl started getting more and more stressed. Then she got in a call with me alone and that's when she told me that she had ""mental issues"", ""couldn't make decisions properly"", ""only controlled part of her body"", and some other things that made me feel confused and uncomfortable in that moment. She also started talking about how she tried to strangle herself because she wishes she didn't ""have a life"" and at this point I have no idea what to say... I message the guy asking him what's wrong with her and he finally let's me know she's autistic and suicidal and that I should just let her play with me so she calms down. Me and the lad settle the ""slave"" role-play situation so she can relax and I go back to role-play with her which at this point is more uncomfortable than anything... Now she's really attached to me and I don't know what to do... I can't simply ignore her or I'll risk having her trying to hurt herself again but I also can't just be around whenever she wants me to, I have other things to do and I'm already terrible when it comes to dealing with regular people, I can't even imagine what's like to deal with someone like this... I have no fucking idea what to do...",4.133362282878412,5.1132660913978505,4.771720430107528,86.33527295285359,70.88172043010752,7.551033912324235,27.21091811414392,7.748469712250963,1.4555526054590566,1454,48,298,17,26,466,170,372,0.165,0.7609999999999999,0.075,-0.991,0,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,4,0,0,2,22,22,5,3,13,0,31,3,1,4,0,65,57,34,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,6,24,35,0,3,8,10,0,2,9,13,0,0,13,2,59,9,44,35,5,35,0,1,0,1,58,18,2,4,17,219,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814262226912886,0.20913969258777998,0.15155882904696835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936396068019736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797927910640552,0.16871270619448808,0.3543506570778024,0.0,0.0,0.07286447231419874,0.0,0.05776472252624626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525682670714008,0.0,0.0,0.19352079488186924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100243352245824,0.08162721662518037,0.0,0.0,0.10628122476033804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538648044612264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517596901962624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047913425297436266,0.0,0.0,0.10380477934924584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760395058669397,0.04950810840979752,0.0,0.053854204161531964,0.0,0.0757881052359377,0.0,0.0,0.1876542911082728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144237489638687,0.21394466360638956,0.0,0.0989046597296485,0.0,0.08422690498010699,0.0,0.0,0.10415506623559356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937967251996784,0.06693168153460183,0.09258974839558036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966405737956992,0.06325293295470594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954956369048176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092462781987996,0.10788471261127608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206913284252818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261567882070832,0.0,0.06569454576372061,0.08274064237464034,0.0,0.0,0.2687360503688042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078876032538578,0.0,0.0,0.12141116748499417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753568328344813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651403706372788,0.0,0.0,0.08028970991637667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353575332405655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108547083308386,0.0,0.0,0.1036518912597381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616437468826158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590846200318204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054709359312098,0.0,0.12867143032109105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398442713514675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589181224963845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089691462339997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731467572838104,0.1036050158323168,0.0,0.0 autism,INTPbuddhist,2018/12/11,"My autistic roommate doesn’t understand why I shouldn’t have to cover his rent every third week I’m 25. My roommate is a 24yo with what I would estimate is mild-to-moderate autism. I earn about $550 per week after tax and he averages around $600 per week. Our rent is $285 per week. He transfers me $160 each week and I cover utility bills when they arise. He is hopeless at managing his money. He got a $8500 loan at the start of 2018 that he is paying off at the lowest possible rate and with constant delays (doesn’t seem to care about his credit rating). His phone bill is $300 a month. I have no idea where the rest of his money disappears to but he gets paid fortnightly and without fail, he is down to nothing by day 8 or 9. I have a few thousand saved and because he knows this, he sees no problem in often partially paying rent or occasionally missing it, and simply saying ‘I’ll pay you back when I get my next pay’. I have tried to bury it in his head that rent has to be his number one priority ahead of any other expense. I constantly tell him that he earns more than me and that the reason he misses rent is because he isn’t spending within his means. Whenever I speak common sense to him, it doesn’t seem to register. He also gets angry with me, as if I am responsible for him. I have to tell him that I’m not his mother. I also often shout him food, as if he were my unemployed child. When I tell him he should get a cheap phone so he’s not wasting $300 a month, nothing gets through. What am I doing wrong? How should I communicate with him so that he understands it’s a violation of my principles to make me cover his expenses? What is it in his brain that makes him not care about fucking me over? Keep in mind that he is not one of these artists that never talk and always look at the ground. He is quite functional. I am open to your insights and advice. 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What should I do? 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My son is nearly 3 and my wife stays home to take care of him and his older brother, and I want ""him"" to get her something for xmas that truly says ""thank you"" and ""I love you"" in ways he can't. He's nonverbal and doesn't really understand the idea of gift giving (or xmas in general) yet, so this will be from me. I know if my son could express his feelings toward her in any way he would scream at the top of his lungs that he loves her, but I can't for the life of me think of anything that reflects that in a way that feels natural for an ASD 2yo boy. Any thoughts are so massively appreciated. Merry Christmas!",3.742941646682653,4.068532294964033,4.780095923261391,88.2998960831335,71.37410071942446,8.19216626698641,26.23581135091927,8.167268648758528,1.3054406075139884,515,15,118,7,9,169,89,139,0.012,0.7709999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.9786,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,9,4,1,0,0,20,24,10,0,4,3,5,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,7,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,20,5,20,19,0,14,0,0,0,2,28,8,0,2,2,74,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427016313062284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684756750773625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819397135112281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424762737847992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045742501136275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323175816959904,0.17118366153341394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899797696856273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144616487791103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980703995700807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604315832603505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32211272388565393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089962380231491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431841136359787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838181558906381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737805244126935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020191315427906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417075024224215,0.0,0.0,0.3285820390529619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143423261380934,0.0,0.14166784501988575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577074766306648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525330275570988,0.4249313465190832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676439820373792,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RagazzaMatta,2018/12/11,"Awesome crime mobile game involving autism research I'm playing a mobile game called The Vigil Files: case 1. It's a realistic puzzle game where you try to help someone find their missing friend, who was involved in autism research when he disappeared. I won't say anymore than that because I highly recommend playing it! But there is a reference to annoying anti-vaxxers which made me laugh! 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My brother (22) is autistic and on the lower extreme of the spectrum. He is verbal, but he talks very slowly and has the mental acuity of a small child. I do love my brother with my whole heart and I will destroy anyone who tries to hurt him, but every now and then I wish I had a “normal” brother that I could talk to about more than just cartoons and superhero movies. I hate to sound mean but talking to him feels like talking to a brick wall, even if he is the sweetest most gentle soul I’ve ever known. Since my brother can’t do much for himself, my parents have always had to devote a hell of a lot more energy to him than to me, so my needs often took a backseat to his. I understood why but sometimes it felt like I was less important than him. Because my brother is so low functioning and there isn’t a ton of hope for him, I have felt intense pressure to have the great All-American life: great job, big house, husband, kids, white picket fence, yadda yadda yadda. I know my brother is the way he is and I cannot change him, but I feel like I was missing out on having a regular sibling relationship growing up, and I feel like such a terrible asshole for feeling this way sometimes. 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If I were to 'be myself', I will end up not having a conversation for the most part because truthfully I have nothing to say to the other person. If I were to try to be sociable, I will say weird things or ask weird questions like calculus, sex, abortion. Lol you get the idea, like really weird stuff just to have a conversation. It's viscerally disgusting to me to even write these. I don't know what I should do. I try to talk about my hobbies but there's only so much I can say. ""I like video games, do you play any? Oh you don't. Yeah I like video games."" I can't keep talking about my problems too because that really make me sound like a whiny entitled bitch and generally very annoying to be around with. What should I do? How should I change so I can establish a strong friendship?",3.3588861985472183,4.913290203389835,4.407380952380954,85.98216101694916,73.51977401129943,7.994995964487491,25.07223567393059,8.634040054169528,1.5933489911218723,694,22,145,13,14,226,102,177,0.138,0.669,0.193,0.9103,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,2,10,19,3,0,8,2,22,1,0,3,2,28,29,9,0,6,8,0,0,5,1,5,0,5,0,1,9,4,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,5,24,10,16,19,5,5,0,0,0,1,18,3,1,6,7,98,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111698318828656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236913816437545,0.13900876864395068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719273506865237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729848027203466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169870272526274,0.0,0.0,0.0982109499145703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488057493672772,0.0,0.07768645041824912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785736756423514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216601255411248,0.0,0.0,0.08171830482741307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632217594758652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850872908010966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093071603093406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267585286148782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308844742994235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102105495233032,0.0,0.0,0.12983381950701894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422800261387213,0.0,0.0,0.16657125133532766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905143005055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729895805523193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021899509743718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390291250427025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757130306179296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670463651419558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190685956214904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268807912352862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sooslool,2018/11/14,"i think my dad isnt proud of me because of my life choices hello i dont know if you understand me but i try to explain: i am really sad and angry for a while because of my dad i moved out from my moms house to a disabled facility in early july. i think i have a good live there except some little disputes between a roomate and me but its ok... now my dad received a mail that he has to pay for the youth office. (the disabled facility is payed by the youth office and parents who work have to pay them a part of money per month.) he is really angry that he has to pay a lot but every parents of the people who live here have to do it. depents on what job they have. my dad is a doctor and he said that he will be happy if can live on my own , have a job and success in life. he wants me to be happy.. ok im not completely living alone, i have keepers who help me with ""normal"" daily tasks and job stuff. currently im looking for a work expierience in a disabled workshop as a gardener because i cant do a normal job (i had a lot of long work expieriences before and it was always exhausting for me) but my dad isnt happy with it. he says ""you have a good graduation and why dont you work on the normal job market? why does it have to be a disabled workshop? you can do so much better instead of being with disabled people doing boring stuff"" i want no longer be angry with my dad. he might have other expectations on his children but i want to have contact with him again.. i tried phoning him on monday two times but no respond so i texted him, he was online but didnt read my message.. what should i do? did i really disappointed him with my choices? sorry if my english is bad but its hard to explain something to you because i live in germany and it isnt always easy to explain all correctly. (i even used a dictionary for some words) ",2.30846374126169,3.727189597911232,4.386611639855136,85.61807630758867,75.99738903394257,6.7173924029310195,25.14857239113956,7.359569317364363,1.1817473090204662,1428,49,296,17,31,492,166,383,0.138,0.767,0.095,-0.937,8,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,5,2,7,8,15,0,0,22,2,43,4,0,1,2,53,56,24,0,11,13,9,1,0,0,3,4,2,1,1,18,16,0,0,7,2,5,2,10,5,0,1,6,4,48,10,45,42,8,24,0,2,1,0,47,11,0,8,11,217,66,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460140080078797,0.0,0.0,0.1359375309851933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820386590301168,0.19917855584449706,0.0,0.06950822729577026,0.0,0.0,0.0722440652688182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564554872265467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360843008795629,0.07148341141743324,0.0,0.1914692735829751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395241170862602,0.0,0.06882344118438541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702761349117518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608667627669789,0.07317404039074855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475197680311029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425394133594177,0.0,0.0,0.17646841811443695,0.0,0.40530059139513613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489213911498375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539357487823546,0.0,0.08187019299825063,0.3606483593024813,0.0722889755523313,0.06859513173237039,0.0,0.0,0.13889194864119836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866552612553543,0.0,0.09566890960955984,0.06520047722958197,0.0868186132990669,0.06004814046539845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401029361742928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140385706354156,0.08845728768637612,0.0,0.11326069078002368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170746797720782,0.0,0.15698920516800596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770148574266886,0.06495947907551787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288538303682495,0.0,0.09144007592838256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702039461208905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468136428982447,0.0,0.0,0.04763139192045066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091799868923463,0.0,0.07979473006708968,0.08503734342007492,0.0,0.0705499264600446,0.0,0.0,0.14454043004824305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741666908728168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378716678230688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ArtAddictedArchitect,2018/11/14,"Daughter with “autism like symptoms”. How do I be a good parent? Our daughter was born 4 months premature (23 weeks gestational) and after 6 months in the hospital we came home. Our doctor wants her genetically tested as she is showing all the signs for Cornelia de Lange syndrome— one of the symptoms being delayed mental development and autism like symptoms ( ranging from mild to severe) I’ve been around people on the spectrum most of my life, so I’m familiar with how to help someone overstimulated/ burnt out But how could my wife and I help our daughter? Are there things we could do to help her developmentally? Are there more effective ways to teach her to talk/ basic tasks? 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Why is this not talked about more? All I hear about are people obsessing over vaccinations yet there is strong evidence that pesticides are causing this. How is this not a big deal to people? This is something that can be *changed*. We as humans are causing this.. not God, not nature: [https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2018/oct/24/entire-pesticide-class-should-be-banned-for-effect-on-childrens-health](https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2018/oct/24/entire-pesticide-class-should-be-banned-for-effect-on-childrens-health) [https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2016/04/160430100405.htm](https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2016/04/160430100405.htm) [https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/08/180816081500.htm](https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/08/180816081500.htm)",37.125058043117754,48.67678197014926,14.25960199004975,6.087844112769518,12.880597014925373,7.753897180762852,28.339966832504143,8.515128840125781,2.9500096185737985,780,14,50,8,9,153,48,67,0.067,0.884,0.049,0.1144,0,0,1,0,0,0,103.0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,3,1,10,12,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,8,10,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026261133132457,0.2587970808994222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252213486749068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200825620838871,0.27572748500224825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798388259094439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33920566888010584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883361144001616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966326683640318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074988902790685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,coolfoxx2,2018/11/14,"I cooked for the first time! I developed really slowly, I didn't learn to speak until I was 5, I wasn't potty trained until 6, and I coudn't read until 11, but today as a 15 year old I finally learned how to use an oven on my own! I just cooked my own lunch for the first time without anyone telling me how, I'm proud.",3.918913043478263,3.3617231739130493,5.502717391304348,86.33494565217394,70.8840579710145,8.63913043478261,27.39492753623189,8.07648339933343,1.464997101449276,245,7,57,3,4,84,48,69,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.6941,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,3,0,9,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,11,1,10,2,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001263371694932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135316508825958,0.0,0.4869041751109919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003317261520124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628981354231764,0.0,0.18335496696679854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501622183212479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33378545803109994,0.0,0.27129585173846177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471955843412565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758985019260631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843113762650186 autism,Aliciyar,2018/11/14,"Today I had my initial assessment appointment I’m 24 and for the first time in my life I felt like the person I was talking to: A) believed me B) knew the right things to ask to jog my memory C) wasn’t dismissive I feel very lucky to live somewhere with an excellent autism team. It just sucks that the waiting time for diagnosis appointments is currently 18 months... but I guess this is a first step and it felt like a very positive one so I just wanted to share. 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The good thing is that i now know why i sometimes get stressed out. But i don't really find my way to calm my brain down when i need it. I found that making puzzles (multisudokus, hashis,...) calm me down, but when i finish a puzzle, my brain can't stop making up scenario's from imaginairy puzzles to solve in my head. So that doesn't really help. Also meditating helps but i cant always find a good moment to do so. Can some of you drop some tips and tricks that you use? Maybe i can find some inspiration. 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So if anyone saw my last post (asking for advice on how to brush my teeth without it hurting and stuff$ I finally found a way! I’ve been trying for years! I got one of those children training tooth sets (a baby brush and training toothpaste) and used a tiny amount of bubble gum mouthwash afterwards. I know it may seem really small and odd, but I’m really proud of myself. I hope this is the right place to post this 😥😥😥",4.541843971631207,4.954327723404255,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,69.63829787234043,8.394326241134753,26.30496453900709,8.344100000000001,1.5444666666666669,362,10,75,5,6,118,63,94,0.019,0.861,0.11900000000000001,0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,0,3,3,3,2,0,15,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,4,8,2,10,7,1,14,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,4,5,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703932560457294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667977790495558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937150135093149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39693046364350143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972918166804217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489991664426088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994482137017584,0.0,0.0,0.19394853085352315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956747413483644,0.14767948083281932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276693583149645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928633347811785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470256731510411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321270335693251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472002394814732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493231861775287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739876368478571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300399561370055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647456584844555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761203542961644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746434849237397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666892294558248 autism,Ponykegabs,2018/11/14,"Any Families that have signed up with SPARK, what has your experience been with the company? My sister is thinking about applying but wanted to know our community’s opinion on them before submitting her resume. I’ve never heard of them and thought you could help.",7.949078014184394,9.207836957446807,7.592340425531916,68.53333333333335,62.40425531914895,11.373049645390072,34.815602836879435,11.20814326018867,4.3327645390070915,215,9,34,6,3,68,45,47,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.6559999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,10,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687140901329617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33624171875792325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31549340702461576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38653042301223584,0.3725102284054967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648592764038457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217162925915397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047623842077492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531947887331373,0.0,0.3137032567167512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330684415367909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MOrnesto,2018/11/14,"Looking for recommendations for something similar to the Joy Octopus kids habit tracking watch. Looking for recommendations for something similar to the Joy Octopus kids habit tracking watch. &#x200B; My 5 year old is having trouble reminding her self to use the bathroom she had the Joy Octopus watch and it helped us greatly but it broke and the company is not responding at all. From other reviews it looks like they just break easily and the company doesn't care. We are thinking of just buying another but was wondering if any one has a recommendation for something that she could use that is similar. Most needed is something durable, quiet and has often reminders to use the bath room that she can wear to school without disrupting the other kids. 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Hi guys. This story is a tough one. My family lost their house this year. For a year, my Father didn't tell us what was going on while banks and government agencies closed in around him to collect on debts. We knew something was going on, but he didn't tell us the extent of it. Not nearly. About a year and a half ago, he drove my severely Autistic brother to my grandmother's house, and declared he would be staying there. My Grandmother loves my brother, and is very good with him, but the dynamic between her and my Father is such that he's basically in control. For the first year and a half, my Dad visited my brother frequently, sometimes as much as once a week. Then, about six months ago, my sister learned by googling our home address that the home had been put up for auction in a sheriff's sale. So it became official that the house was no longer ours. A few months ago, my Father stopped renting cars to visit his son and my grandmother. My grandmother is NOT happy about how this has been handled. While she accepts some agency in caring for my brother, she's elderly and in need of care herself. He doesn't call her, and refuses to speak to her. She has no idea when he will return to retrieve his son. The worst part of this is that my Grandmother does not have my brother's health card. This means that he cannot ever go to the doctor, and most importantly, she cannot register him for any kind of special care programs, or find him a caregiver. Instead, my aunt has had to step in to act as a care giver (showering my brother, etc). My Father refuses to give her the health card, or a birth certificate to get a new one if his original is lost. Meanwhile, I'm in Germany, while they're in Canada. I feel powerless to help them with this, and was only made aware of my Dad's refusal to help my Grandmother find or produce a new health card for my brother. &#x200B; Can someone help me navigate this? Or comment on whether any of this is even legal? It seems to me it shouldn't be legal to refuse health care to a dependent. He is essentially making my grandmother a care giver, and then controlling the extend of the care she is able to provide. &#x200B; She does not want him to sit at home all day utterly unstimulated, but she of course has no choice as my father will not help with the card. &#x200B; Please any comment on this would be really meaningful to read. &#x200B; I'm happy to say I'll be moving back to Canada in two months time and will be more connected to this entire situation, and will be more in a position to help. 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Though the depression thing could be bipolar which I will be tested for in December. I also have 2 phobias, I am **obsessive-compulsive** type, I have a **severe anxiety and panic disorder** and I am **electively mutistic**. When I got my autism diagnosis I was 20 years old, not living at home. I am right now also living alone and receive external support (autism specific even but the support human I had was crappy so I don't know how future will look). Went all my life thinking I was a mistake and wrong and whatever. My special interests are music/playing many instruments (whichever you hand me, if I understand the physics behind it I will easily learn it fast by myself), medicine, politics, philosophy, math, psychology, art. I will answer as many questions as I can, some I might not want to answer, I will tell if I can. If I do not answer instantly, I'm likely asleep or have to think about an answer. As I am posting it, it is 01:40am here. So here we go I guess.",0.8466587885154055,2.5309211116071424,2.980084033613448,81.51981792717086,114.66964285714286,6.2211484593837545,25.37429971988796,7.128822416839037,2.4484311274509816,955,47,157,25,51,320,143,224,0.10300000000000001,0.802,0.094,-0.0085,0,1,0,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,0,0,12,11,0,1,7,0,29,5,2,2,1,36,45,20,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,7,7,0,0,11,1,1,3,4,5,0,0,6,2,33,6,14,30,2,18,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,9,10,116,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689057686630694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239058113662572,0.12658813440605465,0.0,0.19548641536406935,0.0,0.13243062715102102,0.14851663063457193,0.0,0.0,0.09350171329632467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116135550851186,0.0,0.2285275630909469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450716406403822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758663643114876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054425305935476,0.12405569981117535,0.0,0.0,0.14008032348083613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072839315018453,0.0,0.0,0.11679112895936025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946322685404265,0.0,0.09775441729770132,0.0,0.13464450615750032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260153944456895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717160810899879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633106088088052,0.05971291190071106,0.0,0.215853650405658,0.0,0.10263813214848627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158606926652433,0.24783372753892285,0.12279133932716753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966130294479006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650894240857103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434045843127883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341153345830181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691985951682126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437939603836603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380793460915926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356076040485487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773987342224805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068299491271302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120079198215982,0.15663356028504494,0.12008534283339604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724043049525974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209141224954561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330370601980964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363374002131356,0.14851663063457193,0.15741765548831388 autism,ImNotSleepingAnymore,2019/08/10,Gift for a 3 year old who head bangs? My son will be turning 3 in October and was diagnosed a year ago with ASD. He has a mild form of it but continues to head bang for (my guess is) sensory seeking. Is there anything I could give him that he can be rough with and not worry about it breaking? He's nonverbal and doesn't know many hand signs.,3.1708333333333307,3.8673066388888913,4.284333333333337,89.994,72.8888888888889,8.537777777777778,26.9,8.841846274778883,1.6818466666666665,266,9,62,5,5,87,57,72,0.049,0.873,0.078,0.2446,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,10,4,3,0,0,11,14,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,8,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313721389627536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714654599123636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009802988304049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549350332671905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414755982587962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773012173905516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166807533259421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834035442127707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552075696151725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641408997343534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738022938976403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556368824553369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32420266337947623 autism,MundaneProgrammer,2019/08/10,"A message I sent someone I love who has autism I’m in love with someone with autism. He’s spent the past year chasing me. But I’ve been running away because I feel like he’s too good for me. But deep down I love him. Here is a message I sent him last night. I want to know if it was the right thing to say, and how someone with autism would interpret this message and how it would make them feel? This is what I wrote to him: I can’t sleep. Again, I can’t stop thinking about you. I feel really bad thinking about how I have hurt you. I couldn’t help but notice you sounded really down and withdrawn today when we talked. It’s like I randomly pop back into your life only to withdraw again and I’m probably causing you a lot of confusion which is the last thing that you need. I obviously have to work on that. I know you like things to be clear and straightforward. I’m clearly not making that easy for you. But my mind is so confused itself too. So please know that it’s not my intention to confuse you. I really do have strong feelings for you. I always have. My problem is that I’ve spent the past few years resisting any sort of relationship in order not to get hurt or rejected. My walls are up so high. Having spent all that time talking to you and being able to have someone understand me like you have was probably what frightens me the most, but also what makes me feel most alive and wanted. That’s how you make me feel. Alive, wanted, and frightened all at the same time. I’m confusing aren’t I? But I know it’s not fair to you. You’ve made it very clear from the start what you have wanted. And here I am, being elusive over a year later. So that’s why I pop in and out of your life. My mind manages to come up with all of these reasons why there’s no way someone like you could love me and want to be with me. But my heart breaks over not being with you. I crave you. It has nothing to do with being able to “have you”. I always think about how I can make you happy, take care of you, support you. I always think about how I can make you feel and know with utmost certainty how loved you are. I guess that’s why I randomly called you today asking all these stupid questions about Asperger’s. I’ve been thinking all day about if we were ever together, how I could be the most caring and supportive person for you. Everything down to the way you like to be touched, the noises you’re comfortable around, how to speak clearly to you so as not to ever confuse you, how to give you a life where you could stress as little as possible... the list goes on. I just wanted you to know this. Of course, I know it’s probably too little too late. I’m hurt but I am well aware that this was my own doing. But yeah... I just want you to know what I’m really thinking and that I really am sorry for hurting you. Opinions?",1.7711053837342483,3.6903281838487993,2.9882474226804128,92.83473081328756,79.01718213058419,6.166781214203898,21.087056128293238,7.1686216300943375,0.4424568155784652,2201,60,484,27,54,709,218,582,0.105,0.73,0.165,0.9902,1,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,2,35,1,2,40,34,1,6,16,1,49,10,2,20,12,138,114,46,0,17,20,0,8,6,0,2,3,3,0,1,36,28,0,1,25,0,3,4,11,14,1,0,13,11,90,20,69,87,12,55,0,5,0,5,66,24,0,18,29,338,126,2,0.11912627337968235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763261889129743,0.14868390368803144,0.0,0.0,0.040504975456080325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302381977226179,0.05568349237257917,0.0,0.05596152761866747,0.04580037550147787,0.04973273118213575,0.03630913528108009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060820622118242774,0.0,0.12145717506051985,0.06118774880158856,0.0,0.0513083681777412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426689538508835,0.0,0.0,0.03841329562959276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775653437978376,0.0,0.0,0.05353150660360435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108183810767648,0.0425519167525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031119280542634856,0.05713838816471899,0.0,0.049958733101559384,0.0,0.0,0.06561551027126733,0.0,0.0,0.06340606657836223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058260376278355,0.03992391498616471,0.06293172415594693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550542789622783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618747377131234,0.0971038123763496,0.06718981257376103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621361480577434,0.1745972396184602,0.1193958215213657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063844881577826,0.26879028181350273,0.0563600801123227,0.2385531375348321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028357703025312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416531113375268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589596886588012,0.0,0.05715243608058259,0.06781302590319603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453004494703583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371950735970501,0.0,0.05200823350028665,0.0,0.06538243761119385,0.0,0.06714848709205529,0.0,0.0,0.192657406576878,0.056993877634859726,0.0,0.0,0.06672434475683216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190788352823972,0.06124082474356385,0.0,0.06394851792325333,0.0,0.05086659328567466,0.0,0.04736699698501473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059606152474817924,0.0,0.2523382621380905,0.0,0.0,0.06667605501845203,0.04215909471885168,0.0,0.0,0.04979744933341772,0.06822937183538087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351830833210554,0.0,0.0,0.04478406606693818,0.09574918611955358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871330407141872,0.22899391762081245,0.0,0.0,0.06946348799580654,0.0,0.11291777809440028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200732590096189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914582572542408,0.2459231687312857,0.09455689093718328,0.0,0.0,0.05355441312931532,0.0,0.16123939922795286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336267290373856,0.0,0.0,0.08462388670916908,0.0,0.0,0.11507012152233555 autism,Clarimpet,2019/08/10,University of South Florida Center and Adult Screenings Does anyone have any experiences with them? Do they do adult screenings? I'm kinda at a loss on where to go in Florida for adult screenings.,4.476428571428574,7.697111428571433,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,77.57142857142857,8.071428571428571,28.75,8.841846274778883,3.0577142857142863,160,7,25,4,4,51,29,35,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.336,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,5,0,7,0,1,3,0,5,6,0,1,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39281299292580574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40389724674115135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054940633814388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650398616804405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282844395670605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jononymous81,2019/08/10,"im a theatre improv teacher, wanting to learn more about how to use use improv (including dungeons and dragons and other rpg's) to teach social skills to people on the spectrum Hi everyone. realizing I'm not neuro-typical myself i guess i have an artists mind. :P never quite fit in. i am looking for any resources, documentaries, ideas, encouragement, to learn more about the social, and communication needs and perspectives of non-neurotypical people. (is that even the right term?) particularly those with autism/Asperger's as an extra, I will also be integrating Virtual Reality into the work i do at some point. partially to do with improv, partially not. any thoughts are welcome! :) thx -Jon",4.6508500590318755,7.939814090909095,5.9195572609209,68.01621900826447,77.51239669421489,8.746399055489965,30.956906729634003,9.23628265651192,3.8068625737898483,559,27,82,16,14,186,89,121,0.019,0.858,0.12300000000000001,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,3,1,23,16,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,17,13,5,9,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,2,2,55,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431013870759512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794462404313547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570757284023655,0.0,0.0,0.19633043619312532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263426585602105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319447674145172,0.2219372586586097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253869736777594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746089220067512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523495572437826,0.15846713220287678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848868652429143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942306627267728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185371224278664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546582977991654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188910091766502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311611284914732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549112627496909,0.0,0.0,0.12118847158037815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958083274415754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BonManish,2019/08/10,"Does anybody have similar experiences? I was diagnosed with Asperger's when I was eleven, but it manifests itself in a weird way. I can go from being a neurotypical to being an incredibly prominent example of being autistic. It's often because of that, my friends don't really believes that I'm actually autistic. Can't blame them though.",5.980819672131148,8.377925114754099,7.93193442622951,59.92413114754101,68.34426229508196,12.09311475409836,38.42950819672132,11.602472056035307,5.9118891803278695,276,16,40,11,5,97,48,61,0.035,0.795,0.171,0.8419,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,3,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.33930247712551576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119530895130301,0.0,0.0,0.39173587009323335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529055115301422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042723115370873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34011474570843914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26863012552505977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760442803331746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222743838491876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34161090062283866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759859882882682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Rocketbarn_io,2019/08/10,"Partyyyyyyyz I went to a club with my SO, sister, and one of our good friends. I brought earplugs (thank god), but after a drink and a minute, I’m sitting on a couch away from all the motion and noise.... And i started thinking, how weird it is that people like this stuff lol. I’m all for people liking what they like, but this was the first moment of “wow, I genuinely don’t understand why people love to do this.” I’m recently discovered I’m on the spectrum, so I’m having lots of moments like this. The ones where I don’t default to “yeah, of course this is what humans like, i just haven’t found the part i like” and realize that I really don’t get some typical things...and it’s okay and a wonderful and freeing thing. Anyone else relate?",2.9378,4.450040446666666,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,74.53333333333333,7.133333333333333,24.5,7.793537801064563,1.1438,577,18,122,8,12,186,90,150,0.012,0.667,0.32,0.9945,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,5,14,0,0,10,3,9,2,0,1,2,21,24,12,0,0,3,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,13,8,1,0,5,2,1,3,4,1,0,3,4,0,11,14,14,20,5,14,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,12,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201409171279368,0.17605044882363344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143105403302002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831871718453673,0.0,0.0,0.14353401427711465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615046419830566,0.0,0.18839235437885468,0.1327481235740885,0.0,0.08976914091728679,0.0,0.0,0.14411491762152676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036570233558418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607567939588118,0.15507474636025473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328600903428892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606490185668725,0.0,0.35735618622384163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100726381290693,0.0,0.1696520554188147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161546310740633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669341146923228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818926911673847,0.0,0.0,0.11414993251899044,0.11009566471146827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887124251093867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592793626834868,0.15504131306294466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863320470837392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Borinquena,2019/08/10,"Autism isn't a spectrum. It's more like calico cats. Been musing on how inadequate the term ""autism spectrum"" is. It's really more like calico cats. All calicos are tricolor but how the colors manifest differs wildly between different cats. Same with people with autism. Needless to say high functioning vs. low functioning is also inadequate and doesn't cover the myriad ways people can be challenged or not, depending on how autism traits manifest in different individuals.",7.2455357142857135,10.274582625000004,7.894642857142857,58.81750000000002,66.5,12.571428571428573,33.92857142857143,11.765960540728905,5.739482142857143,390,18,51,16,7,129,55,80,0.11699999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.046,-0.7056,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,13,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,6,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,3,33,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911676342431184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7804229032961584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630710114688472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432873247006405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452358509064119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950900957203368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980063946160314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763622619454024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,123cats-,2019/08/10,"I’m a behavior therapist and I need advice. Hey everyone. I’m a certified behavior therapist and have been doing this line of work for 4+ years. Two weeks ago I joined a small local company which I thought would be a great change of pace from the more corporate companies I had worked for in the past. My supervisor introduced me to my new clients: twin boys age 6. Here’s where I don’t know what to do. The house and environment is absolutely disgusting. I walk in and there are piles of crap along with open full trash bins, which don’t get taken out for days at a time and are full of dirty diapers. There are dirty dishes piled in the sink, random crap all over the floor, and the bathrooms wreak of urine. The boys are being potty trained right now and one of them pees all over the place. He doesn’t do it when I’m with him, but he will pee on the floor and other parts of the toilet and nothing ever gets cleaned. It’s so bad that my supervisor brought gloves and a mask for me. I don’t know what to do. Mom is self conscious about the mess and won’t improve. My supervisor is hesitant to talk to her about it because she knows Mom feels embarrassed and she also knows Mom won’t change. I’m not sure if I can continue providing services for them. Has anyone ever encountered this? Are there any behavior therapists who have been in a similar situation? Can any moms give me some new perspective that maybe I’m missing?",3.79820742637644,5.343812802816903,4.610038412291932,85.00339948783612,72.38028169014085,8.966453265044814,26.64148527528809,9.457814108942452,2.186780281690141,1132,39,236,27,22,365,165,284,0.111,0.867,0.023,-0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,13,9,3,1,18,0,30,6,5,0,5,36,48,17,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,13,17,1,0,7,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,6,1,21,2,32,36,7,35,0,1,0,0,19,19,2,3,14,149,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017884233851677,0.09994684062977628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016682763327817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334891195351946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883802782011898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414226436856853,0.06873188202970447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385509341862259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727149815920043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039792286868468,0.0,0.10773828528557848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057010226158121714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781534881224147,0.10816090563168336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243082289532072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300993623388724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478597113332684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327340068467058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282098110463951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360333924647473,0.0,0.2177909799578424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818749782916827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640290551926879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209820150868632,0.10763346061281977,0.0,0.0,0.11780065825433055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962886243888524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762374436940487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267366986251055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626635783014718,0.0,0.0,0.09062487599695887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927373407048881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951159403287369,0.06574593728740469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014121375285282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044194450917772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416794811775334,0.0,0.0,0.08009498096227681,0.0,0.0,0.07260786168908599 autism,elle_est_dieu,2019/08/10,"I needed a little help with household items last week and posted r/assistance. I was helped, but then a cruel parody of my autistic son's sweet list he made for me was posted on a sub called r/radomactsofgreed Have a look at the screen shots and stuff. It will make a lot more sense then. My son wrote the Amazon Wish List called ' Ma's Clothes Hope List' because he's just a sweetheart. On r/radomactsofgreed, they're making fun of him, especially u/orangeapplez. They are laughing and saying it is made up, like just because he's autistic, he's too stupid to write this lovely list? I can't let him know about this, he'll be crushed. but the worst part is, my son was self conscious and had the list set on Private; how did these people see the list my son wrote?? I'm scared to death. My son is autistic. They say that these people, especially u/orangeapplez and u/mycello, will stalk you, doxx you, send the FBI to your house.. And they did send me this bull crap message supposedly about the FBI earlier, I just wrote it off as no big deal. This is horrifying. It was bad enough before. http://imgur.com/gallery/tt1pglp",4.720238372093021,6.2551558000000025,4.524113372093026,86.56058866279072,70.06976744186046,7.793604651162791,25.065406976744185,8.278499904357787,1.3274244186046522,887,25,179,13,16,271,125,215,0.177,0.669,0.155,-0.8194,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,3,0,7,13,3,1,13,0,18,2,1,5,0,27,34,12,1,3,5,6,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,12,6,19,7,16,17,6,17,0,0,3,1,36,8,1,2,5,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319676517684428,0.1926952816340815,0.0,0.13449146046727148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227795654594341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294570124504054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633109975552969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187918639866016,0.0,0.0,0.15698228989864413,0.0,0.18237193952777914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686179446618532,0.12883428873169714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161989926095055,0.0,0.07721671144273436,0.1584106263884268,0.0,0.0,0.13272471197366825,0.0,0.0,0.13437100719325018,0.14264900183824014,0.2991071372559649,0.21100320743946602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719429561587386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115599509237175,0.0,0.21914809669537286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027421651262807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513801761878971,0.15823862394603355,0.0,0.12594777651750466,0.0,0.1648837473875814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093286929557392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678058168986314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817531479827095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PyroSpark,2019/07/23,What jobs do you guys have? Currently finding it hellish to hold down a job and just curious what you guys have going on.,3.41,5.2529933333333325,3.84,88.905,74.0,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.1805666666666674,96,4,20,2,2,30,20,24,0.153,0.764,0.084,-0.4404,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043395637345407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924137415196568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594091671715524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6608666147605465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Hoffman158,2019/07/23,"16M Have Autism Worried About My Future I have a form of autism called PDD-NOS. Had it when I was very young. When I was young my Mom helped me out a lot with speech, talking, and more. I have become a much different person now then how I used to be. For some time though I have been thinking about the future which gets me worried. I feel like I’m going to be a loser in the future. The reason why I feel like I’m going to be a loser is because of many reasons. Such as my issues with depression and anxiety. My social skills not being the best, and also my lack of motivation to try hard in school. I don’t even think I’ll get into an relationship in the future too. But I have been trying to work on my issues. I go to a consoler helps me out with my depression and social skills. Listen to self development books. Do other good stuff like exercising 4 time a week and mediating. I’m happy for what I’m trying to do to improve myself but it’s just at times I can feel like it’s not good enough.",1.2918571428571433,3.192807090476194,3.451666666666668,89.01750000000001,80.47619047619048,6.104761904761905,18.595238095238095,7.1686216300943375,0.2204095238095234,779,17,169,10,20,266,116,210,0.09300000000000001,0.797,0.11,0.6615,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,7,12,12,0,0,13,0,19,1,0,5,0,29,35,14,0,1,5,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,11,0,0,8,2,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,6,23,8,28,26,8,25,0,4,0,0,11,8,0,2,18,118,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455654932335172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045333762610737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207805535380639,0.13058687880029515,0.0,0.0,0.12408566921379753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073634179814703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368001543307546,0.0,0.0,0.12353571756846267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217361029139075,0.0,0.07809645774601871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935721162046225,0.25341221051018264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355112332798812,0.0,0.2015956870645252,0.19834833862191165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586876391363006,0.10591988703570583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850766657133342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682384773869165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310645223655097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052348778122658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987688268967828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848135273879014,0.0,0.0,0.08692006373893407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324267719591468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431409903655543,0.0,0.12694559589437351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966527358052355,0.0,0.0,0.12335019072976765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106174264028915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535660300363905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503689751602637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152693798391953,0.11617027834379792,0.0,0.20684022467367089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408317586808217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021214654968,0.0,0.09756044917135424,0.0,0.0,0.09484506011083872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669328120686253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608018653292739,0.24015708166856506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,samf3232,2019/07/23,Will I ever be loved? I feel like I wont be loved until I'm really old. Everyone thinks I'm weird and it feels like I'll be alone forever,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,2.2800000000000007,92.965,92.75,6.95,14.25,8.07648339933343,0.32822499999999977,108,2,27,3,4,40,22,32,0.10400000000000001,0.535,0.361,0.8779,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,5,12,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894083126100124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108864553745714,0.0,0.2758049744459465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188702840443514,0.4124045886916413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820268677529339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210122320005492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028759244667046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849082207769247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849469025461122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FritoBandito225,2019/07/23,"My son was just diagnosed. He is only 3 years old. I guess it’s good that he was diagnosed young so we can get everything going. My wife’s and Is brain feel like they are going to explode. We feel so overwhelmed and we have no idea what to do. We are taking the advice from everyone that has a child with ASD or the like but I don’t know if it’s enough. I would like to get as much help as possible from a parent perspective. What do I need to focus on? What will help him the most at this age? In fact, I’ll take any bit of advice anyone will give. Thank you very much!",-0.15006968641115034,1.9129551138211376,1.8429326364692216,97.49798780487808,87.29268292682926,5.465505226480834,15.289779326364693,6.868970318607317,-0.43659767711962827,441,8,106,6,14,146,83,123,0.013000000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9546,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,15,3,1,0,1,20,28,9,0,3,4,3,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,13,5,13,23,5,9,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,4,7,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170512701158109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031942765463328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343238104189195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771090723363629,0.0,0.0,0.1810981705396198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293125016479828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762310436461178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550141545549301,0.14579851249146605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405295453629326,0.11589448083565558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951306252289536,0.15562222192369793,0.18439385729687732,0.1360676998333368,0.0,0.0,0.1787105277039812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747370052262413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831337143713852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915531628035538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776668579484345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850995122007534,0.12028872481968148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702291826337257,0.0,0.0,0.1233803897372161,0.0,0.0,0.18013307641179307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288574626843931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394793384871746,0.0,0.0,0.1493561550897778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338536637683424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152408888358511,0.0,0.0,0.1044684001043922 autism,autistic_moon,2019/07/23,"Independent Skills Videos (Crossposting to relevant subs) Some users have contacted me saying they would be interested in my starting a YouTube channel explaining and demonstrating everyday life skills. I am “hyperfunctioning” as my diagnostician called it and have a lot of success in combating executive dysfunction. I figured I’d ask you all what you’d like to see or watch. I’m afraid I’ll come across as condescending so I definitely want your feedback before I start. Here’s what I’m thinking: - Basic household care videos, like Laundry 101 (how to select a soap, how to operate the machine, how to fold, when to do laundry, why different settings are used for certain items, sorting, etc.), Laundry 102 (how to hand-wash delicate items, ironing, special care items) - Basically similar step-by-step videos for all types of household tasks (dishes, tidying, regular maintenance) with a keen eye toward specifically autistic issues. - How to go grocery shopping (preparing a meal plan, creating an organized grocery list, dealing with the sensory hell of grocery stores, etc.) - Hygiene 101 - How to create a budget, stick to it, and organize personal documents - How to manage school workload, planning papers and projects, creating a study schedule, etc. - How to manage time to balance between chores/school/work time and play time. - Taking care of your pets/animal companion 101 - How to get accommodations for your disability, what accommodations to ask for and why, when to know and how to ask for help, etc. - Printable to-do lists for all of the above - How to look “put together,” choosing outfits and accessories (all genders) with an eye toward sensory issues. - General autism chat/content? Personal struggles and victories? Feedback is appreciated!",9.934791075050713,10.971908917241382,9.21052738336714,59.41132860040568,58.103448275862064,12.754563894523328,44.9898580121704,12.214722805548654,6.270235294117647,1406,81,195,43,17,446,176,290,0.033,0.802,0.165,0.9875,1,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,5,1,5,15,14,1,2,12,0,9,5,2,13,5,44,30,26,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,5,13,2,1,5,6,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,6,13,11,40,27,13,18,1,0,5,0,18,5,1,4,11,116,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32980414261019303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006401322103352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007683831150062,0.0,0.3596854092472171,0.0,0.0,0.10129700116726748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212344690662508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286092292711125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245945241921744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061438122267535825,0.0,0.06683150066065245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882092154920403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547561086363964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462670358154228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830602696361724,0.11490118417698016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874952125248823,0.0,0.0,0.09997439386555693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535746026206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821466283710147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935156372983723,0.0,0.2380232412748245,0.0937073620200166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646757706861326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293500286248488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841621267202297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534962282752852,0.0,0.0,0.20571039212019607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101563642876423,0.0,0.0,0.06936011302075694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222097150862196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560998690368445,0.0,0.0,0.08353555428874672,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,xXtechnogodXx,2019/07/23,"I love having autism the thing that pisses me off is kids who find out I’m autism and say so you have classes with the kids so can’t talk. the thing that pisses me off the most are the now thots, when we where in 2 grade they would ask to be line buddies with the kids who can’t talk It pisses me off that the schools who actually pay for a program to teach about the autism spectrum it no fucking use kids don’t want to listen and they think autism=retarded and it’s the same kids every year. I’m going into sophomore year in September and the only kids that have not Matured are the kids that where overpriced supreme shirts and hoodies and think there better then everyone because they got into advanced math in 7 grade onwards. The most fuck boy thing I have heard is that a kid, who is known for having autism got into algebra 1 because his mom bribed the teachers and I wanted to punch that kid so hard. One year my teach broke her foot skiing over winter break, (the sub was actually just ignoring me the whole 2 months) 1 day their was a desk pushed into the corner and it was the desk that was mine and every time I pushed it back he would say it was there for a reason he is one of the reasons I have to take meds but you know",3.4001733746130043,4.6147862392156895,3.8042105263157886,91.69263157894736,72.88235294117645,6.466460268317852,22.8328173374613,6.5966054737557815,0.3894705882352945,981,24,213,7,19,306,132,255,0.063,0.898,0.039,-0.4551,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,4,2,14,10,5,0,22,0,23,8,5,3,0,36,41,15,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,10,21,17,0,1,7,1,1,4,5,7,0,2,8,5,20,3,24,30,4,31,0,1,0,3,34,15,5,2,11,140,41,11,0.0,0.0,0.269502329180808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909095329487358,0.0,0.0,0.10617893890686474,0.0,0.16835082309080582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212507315222072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905348319107675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326853495288672,0.1319462560211897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620730413416306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25531494902576823,0.0,0.0,0.0784769596476011,0.0,0.2208785801951266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369715079448634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588797436823344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462721800398315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533814466435112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172363142891294,0.11021823068225373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871401109770146,0.10501996117065636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839490164810136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196216700848332,0.0,0.13974952018182965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382283033397807,0.22197518845761527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752128671963507,0.17695874704723974,0.0,0.0,0.08051854780018651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926121402162455,0.0,0.0,0.1628923707196568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541671125994089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961834242311915,0.0,0.0,0.2667668827896688 autism,a_nice_function,2019/07/23,"A book recommendation about Autism So I have a book that I mainly recommend to parents with children with Autism but I do encourage that everyone reads it. &#x200B; But before I explain what book and why, I want to explain a little bit more about myself and my experience with Autism. Today I'm 27 years old and ever since I was 5 years old, I've been investigated by psychologist and I've done numerous different ""experiments"" and as you might imagine, it leaves a mark on you. Back when I was 5, we had this youth and children psychiatrist unit where I'm from and at the time, procedures wasn't great (to say the least). &#x200B; When I was 14 years old I was diagnosed with ""High Functioning Autism"" and when I got that diagnosis my mother asked: ""What do we do now?"". And the psychiatrist units answer? - ""Call us if anything happens"". We got nothing, no recommendation about any books, no option to meet other people with Autism, nothing. Back then I took it really really hard because I didn't understand what it meant and I was devastated, it didn't really help that I was struggling with depression too (which I still do today but it's a little bit better these days). My mother to this day still blames herself that she shouldn't have brought me to the psychiatrist unit, but I don't blame her at all (and I will never do so). &#x200B; It wasn't until I was 21 years old that I accepted that part of myself and ever since then I've been researching more about Autism and different books, which now have lead me to my book recommendation. &#x200B; The book that I want to recommend to you is: [""The Reason I Jump"" by Naoki Higashida](https://www.bookdepository.com/Reason-I-Jump-one-boys-voice-from-silence-autism-Naoki-Higashida/9781444776775?ref=grid-view&qid=1563900096859&sr=1-1) What makes this book special is that the author was 13 years old when he wrote the book (with some help from an assistant). To my knowledge it's not often that you get to learn how it is to live with Autism at such a young age. When I read this book there were several instances where I recognized myself in the book. &#x200B; This book is less than 200 pages long where every ""chapter"" (or Questions as they're called in the book) are usually 1 - 2 pages long with poems scattered throughout the book. Naoki Higashida is today a successful author of different books ranging from autobiographies about autism to fairy tales, poems, illustrated books, and writes a regular blog. &#x200B; If you're a parent with a child with autism (or who recently been diagnosed with autism) I recommend reading this book, but even if you don't have children I still think you should still read it as I hope that the book gives you the same insight as it did to me. &#x200B; Be supportive.",6.7703202227636625,8.111897702169628,6.261485671191554,76.73032805429867,65.07495069033531,9.515001740341107,29.901902772943497,9.701314574385464,2.7258407471864485,2233,76,396,45,34,689,220,507,0.064,0.845,0.092,0.8663,5,0,0,0,0,0,121.0,4,7,0,3,31,10,0,1,24,0,41,2,0,4,4,72,62,39,0,8,11,4,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,4,37,29,0,0,13,23,0,4,11,2,0,0,25,3,51,8,50,32,13,58,0,1,0,0,38,12,0,11,42,268,88,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808637599914432,0.4194345780647129,0.03353370993254928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04057940366203467,0.0,0.04609986946611242,0.0,0.0,0.07583544932813152,0.0,0.0300600110654963,0.0,0.041960703506358166,0.0,0.0,0.04361227326284203,0.10767141172529544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070570724042656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360405351153768,0.0,0.04247217469786645,0.10010086294135896,0.0,0.1545609833199769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050463084505157484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03256997393309132,0.0892106790966099,0.04154731205468407,0.04711953102728112,0.0,0.0964727906823516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02576337635750109,0.04730436478863406,0.0,0.0,0.07887829049953991,0.054366425413037996,0.0,0.0,0.04360625532994798,0.0,0.04417368033474967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610531024611857,0.05210061627340006,0.0,0.0489777365737592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221406828881975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884674168972694,0.0435432162882014,0.0872787693756745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032916004464136984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231201925679371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038032294418643836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463198986716696,0.0,0.2587221559182267,0.0,0.03341494685614333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950982002120836,0.05339986597256413,0.0,0.03418658804606781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055240493231286346,0.0,0.19730054823340346,0.0,0.09477119109545164,0.10140147129369408,0.0486894461606335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03921471669557528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557082895795404,0.0,0.08158244880386589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752184503432462,0.0,0.0,0.05155139234992938,0.0,0.0,0.055958437856495735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03159700556680496,0.0,0.0,0.02875410281238458,0.0,0.14022544048760216,0.0,0.05478721598026143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133531515678946,0.059316014881226925,0.0,0.05430997281694883,0.0,0.05817074578455358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449622285103764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194345780647129,0.15877588837685827 autism,HaggartyCogNeuro,2019/07/23,"How social are you? Online Questionnaire We are currently looking for participants above the age of 18 to take part in this online study. Participation will take around 25 minutes and upon submitting you will be entered into a prize draw. If you decide to take part, you will participate in an online study lasting around 25 minutes. This can be completed in your own time and you will be able to come back and complete the study later, however it is suggested that you complete it all in one sitting. You will complete some questions to tell us a bit about yourself, including some questions about your medical history. You will then be asked to complete some different questionnaires that all relate to how social you are. https://ljmupsych.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_245zaCTdNhAeg0l If you have any further questions about the study more information is available in the participant information sheet (before the questionnaire), please contact the principal investigator Connor Haggarty, email: C.J.Haggarty (at) ljmu.ac.uk This study has been approved by the Liverpool John Moores University research ethics committee, ref 19/NSP/059. Thank you Dr. Connor Haggarty",9.942599531615922,12.941459907103827,7.755944574551133,62.737991803278675,59.21857923497268,11.130210772833724,39.30093676814988,11.062562989136584,5.369559250585478,965,48,123,27,14,283,110,183,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.872,3,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,13,0,2,8,2,0,0,10,0,19,2,0,2,2,23,26,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,15,2,22,15,10,21,0,0,1,0,27,11,0,8,7,92,22,1,0.11951743951977012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127595730107884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279172068247865,0.11173267228259294,0.0,0.0,0.09190153361943837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017005381559562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048208921014426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029536913489509,0.6265588071101753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487028630786727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742266498877038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036454796028577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040124644381328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098811015424273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588514802209069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311942581792168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016606553394179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366595680868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695867211699868,0.0,0.10446351008466664,0.11003560063539056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696915801177665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376476394809265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,razrhe96,2019/07/23,"Soooo... Hi I’m Toby and I was diagnosed with autism at 4 years of age, and I do agree and kind of disagree on how we teach ourselves. I personally let my body do its thing while I try to think of words then speak. To this day, age 22, I have not mastered it. It’s like an ancient art of martial art, mouth form. On the agree and disagree, I think a flowchart works best for almost everyone with autism. Notice how I said almost everyone. Now reguarding feelings, I’ve always felt happy. Never really a sad day. “You have been diagnosed with autism”, ok! How does it feel to be in middle school? It feels good. How does it feel to be in high school? Good so far. The only time I experienced sadness is when my grandma passed away. I lost my voice for 2 days. I just cried. I’m sorry, I’m gonna end that here.",0.1967532467532429,2.5275277575757613,1.9918614718614729,94.77636363636366,89.6060606060606,5.082251082251084,18.160173160173162,6.655083550727371,-0.0018917748917752773,620,17,137,8,21,203,107,165,0.087,0.757,0.156,0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,4,9,10,0,0,5,1,10,4,2,4,1,25,23,12,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,8,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,9,15,7,19,14,2,24,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,2,15,77,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781152796246368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555046153639825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304723682434384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145734862871443,0.0,0.0,0.15425259238282502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254151000057464,0.26867781488990905,0.0,0.0,0.28189902622899043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305108741103584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299706567033028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653913167709385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086615541370946,0.0,0.13333639717669998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23295412043140795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782905362862994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672314065869507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446111054710842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420033654469108,0.0,0.06784457200970773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159234947066505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710463872974496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810372703964978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561643286732353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125539958770888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896329062291262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209659576069854,0.0,0.0,0.2810864839787988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545291870276468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225865568303224,0.1779638024949355,0.0,0.0,0.08097586119360425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942832038241941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109857374996127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089427337601075 autism,sweet-potato1262,2019/07/23,"Career advice Hello people First of all sorry for the reperive text, English isn't my first language and I didn't know any other terms for it. Second I'm on the milder side of the spectrum but still miss some crucial social skills to pass completely. I just finished high school and will go to college in October. I wanted to dive in a very social study (literal translation family science) with lots of traineeships but because of some personal issues (got fired by a very social job: door to door sales after 3 days) I'm worried if I'm fit to work in a social field... I don't really have an interest in other study fields so yeah... Anyone whith Autism that works in a social field? Would like some advise and encouragement... Thank you!",3.318357142857142,5.893843264285714,4.071428571428569,83.68357142857144,77.07142857142857,6.571428571428572,22.857142857142854,7.7094869923839395,1.3027142857142855,587,18,103,9,14,187,98,140,0.076,0.823,0.102,0.6896,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,3,5,0,0,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,16,15,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,2,1,6,4,20,11,6,18,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,5,8,61,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668134760439396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511778983426177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978017889479998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526470291222253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665318234946298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902059003713947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318589196385448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379501870949361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949250888067225,0.0,0.11186845525461243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778249942809252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599007940618502,0.13880142616330415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687002023895849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833441800122507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891421430966895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696966734241563,0.12213087819533246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896056163095953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155798114514956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7129096979945594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565753075223939,0.0,0.0,0.11170199912578684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287753904485221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308181782581684,0.08250015854444416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365703528851248,0.14204685545567505,0.0,0.09936109058612977,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,river_clan,2019/07/23,"I wish I was neurotypical for a cornucopia of reasons I've felt really bad about being autistic recently. I don't like being autistic. I don't like having shitty social abilities and I don't like having weird special interests (my special interests are things like opera and the warrior cats book series, those aren't useful abilities at all) and I don't like feeling so stupid all the time. I feel like a massive burden to those around me. I can tell the people around me hate the fact I have autism. For example, I had a friend a couple months ago that was acting rather selfish and manipulative at the time, and when I attempted to gently put my concerns into words she went scorched earth on me and told me, among plenty of other very insulting things, that I was difficult to be around and a hassle to her because I was autistic. I cut off that friend really quick after that, but that, along with trying to look at a good university to get into and seeing how they treat autism, has just made me feel terrible about being autistic and I don't know how to really... cope with the fact that I'm just going to be this obnoxious, useless hassle to everyone else for the rest of my life. I don't want to be autistic. I just wish I was neurotypical and could deal with things like a normal person.",6.918468981217984,6.747658800796818,7.245170745589075,75.0510458167331,64.57768924302789,10.358679567444508,31.07598178713717,9.957137785484203,2.8944101309049524,1033,33,190,20,14,337,128,251,0.17600000000000002,0.701,0.124,-0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,14,26,4,0,14,0,26,1,0,6,4,45,44,15,0,6,5,0,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,13,19,0,0,6,2,0,4,7,11,0,0,10,6,29,15,34,27,3,23,0,1,2,0,11,11,0,0,15,139,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119847371386711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373839043081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054810403462878,0.07701015553511686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086495901592032,0.13978275879215676,0.0,0.0,0.1302416301037217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553327222225074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071460669945608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163012508365693,0.09025083362794672,0.12129749337503833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520590896440831,0.0,0.06600269095303989,0.0,0.07179677244732052,0.10596038095385983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472562793734727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942816912977465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923126399273551,0.4320323399080502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060861545313312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953736991591905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100836134113434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377747782350855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758195254507242,0.11030728547949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699746622103208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427924644008615,0.12988922490418486,0.12473654163264618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066938615895707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877846248188646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104187912858674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517859469760313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732914934926142,0.0,0.0,0.12071460669945608,0.0,0.08577040128125663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091093523927505,0.0,0.10423623844847653,0.07451324902544995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171100273765779,0.0,0.0,0.2905486439823649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aspieglowers,2019/07/23,"Just a tad overwhelmed now. Hi. I was just diagnosed with autism around Christmas. I am 64 yo female. I am still gobstruck that personal behaviors and idiosyncrasies that i have never even mentioned aloud to anyone were cited in information that i found on websites specializing in autism manifestations specific to females. Every point of my life described in detail. Things i never would have dared revealing since i would fear being tagged as being mentally ill. I actually accomplished a fair bit, mostly due to my conviction i was a bit slow, and had to work 1000 % harder to compensate for my flaws. So, my aspie ability to singlemindedly focus on my goals allowed me to acheive many of them. I accomplished by regulating my executive function duties to planners, habits, and repetition. Things fall apart. I had a catastrophic illness 30 years ago, and have been disabled ever since. I lost all i achieved. I no longer have the strength and capaciity to plough through it. I told my mom about my diagnosis because i hoped she would take into consideration that some of the major disagreements we have had in the last couple of years were influenced by my deficits in communications. We had a major misunderstanding about being able to inherit some of her mother's furniture. We had discussed it 40 years ago, but i had thought she was referring to furniture she had sent to auction of her mother's estate. My mother then, has steadfastly ignored this misunderstanding, and passed on the treasures i associated with my grandparents to younger siblings that immediately physically destroyed them in their amalgamation of them into their households. When i told her I had been diagnosed as autistic, she immediately told other people in the family although i requested that she keep it confidential. She outed me publically. No, she does not have Alzheimer's. No, i have not seen her act with as malicious casual disregard ever in my life. She has cut me out of the family by giving heritage resources to her other children, and pointedly omitting me. She has irrevocably damaged my relationship with those same sibs by outing me without my consent. At this point, i would have preferred to deal with things at my discretion. I am so alone, i don't know how to move forward through this. I am in an autistic burnout phase. The skills i had used to compensate for my deficits have dribbled to occasional drops of appropriateness. I am under overwhelming stress, and daily, my brain is frozen. My home is starting to look like i'm a hoarder, i can't decide things. My doctor is helpful, but this is new to her too, this is all coming at a tim that is critical. I cannot find even a little assistance, and am terrified of people invading my life. Ok. I need to sleep. I'll check in the morning.",6.560934549006838,8.542922281124497,7.027462281558666,68.65196190166071,66.14859437751004,10.283382177358083,34.74460002170846,10.46424986305757,4.135863388689897,2248,106,361,61,37,733,256,498,0.115,0.8240000000000001,0.061,-0.9802,2,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,5,10,16,16,2,4,17,1,50,10,2,4,6,64,69,20,0,7,7,4,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,2,22,23,0,4,10,1,3,7,11,9,0,0,24,2,79,7,72,38,10,54,0,4,2,0,43,28,0,4,21,279,101,8,0.0975452067943946,0.0,0.09519005076608418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172935880564478,0.0,0.0,0.10102741614383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820587662966733,0.0,0.0,0.08683591483180128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946265267998682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298820366483445,0.0,0.0,0.10889271091931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402655841048601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793191597851223,0.0,0.0,0.10056482500936384,0.0,0.19801266317167668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984165249838488,0.08536246781132335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885537823388407,0.1764704482280234,0.08218604381454905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391387932933587,0.10976547682545423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915455182965545,0.0,0.0,0.10695328442560058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935742507727352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653824959495707,0.0,0.09784579576479704,0.09688440009525484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670266173037935,0.0,0.0,0.05360829462665633,0.07951236272275282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669719294009453,0.04765566084102798,0.09776592325328816,0.0,0.0,0.08191340631918885,0.0,0.10648211608490804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889552936390966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830262557125977,0.0,0.0,0.1142437672623276,0.0,0.10367511757221387,0.0,0.07232853484721627,0.15046575390217554,0.09420976856468333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352511286085621,0.08517271207884318,0.0,0.0,0.2766352494536957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472704682261466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138080612935365,0.0,0.09761565277615727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904299943149655,0.0,0.07789972815028391,0.0,0.11173770481212744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334185585861502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921880407768844,0.0,0.0,0.07743999828941732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796258759001379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424773954014282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403009844097447,0.0,0.07101407230412513,0.0,0.0,0.27717326479212084,0.0,0.0,0.18844774509107992 autism,juwuly,2019/07/23,"I sound ridiculous My latest frequent echolalia phrase is ""and I'm Kanye West!""",3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428574,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,86.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,28.42857142857143,3.1291,0.5053999999999998,64,3,11,0,2,17,13,14,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hithenamesjay,2019/07/23,"Girl who bullied me in middle school is now working as a TA at a school for autistics Note: I went to an average middle school and wasn't diagnosed until early 20s I am so pissed off at the hypocrisy and pissed off at the mistreatment I'm sure my diagnosed-early brothers and sisters will get from her. Of course I was just ""weird"" and ""she didn't hate me because I was autistic"" And because I'm a messy bitch who loves to ruminate I looked up her Queen Bee bully bff who constantly called me a lesbian and spread rumors has come out as ta-dah a lesbian! Fuck these assholes",4.4746304347826085,5.506967017391304,4.894510869565217,85.5748097826087,70.13043478260869,7.836956521739133,30.02717391304348,8.07648339933343,1.9805869565217389,457,18,91,6,8,145,76,115,0.242,0.66,0.098,-0.9684,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,5,0,8,0,8,7,2,0,1,10,17,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,1,12,2,16,11,0,16,0,0,1,4,12,10,4,0,4,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687018207420477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504821135676675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985100914598665,0.0,0.23816898897701164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236965587902491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203751874824168,0.11514743159341673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759469960217093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507651802555006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891533511317444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6691553358268543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771993279804327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043086224445306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045038075511295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dthors95,2019/07/23,"My main issue Lacking what would be deemed as a sensible emotional response to something that requires a level of empathy is soooo hard. I FEEL what is emotionally appropriate in my depths, but I can never seem to actually emote. However... I once expressed my thoughts of some emotional behaviours of people to a friend and he got angry at me. Understandably so, as I didn't explain it properly and it possibly made me sound horrible and lacking in emotion. Long story short, I said that I sometimes feels as though people are 'acting' or, in better terms, 'over-exaggerating' their feelings. Now, in saying that, I don't mean that they're trying to get sympathy or attention but more that pushing their response to a certain emotion to the physical limits can help them get over or deal with the emotions more fully. Does anybody else notice this and often find it harder than usual to offer help that they might be needing? I actually have NO idea if I'm in the wrong here. Or is this completely unrelated to this sub and more related to something else? I don't think I'm in the wrong because I never conciously think 'over-exaggerated' and feel emotions generalised (or close) to what the person is feeling and try to act accordingly. (but not always successfully) There's obviously the chance that I'm overthinking it.",8.622894230769234,8.590392962500005,8.867500000000003,64.36903846153848,61.04166666666666,12.051282051282053,39.294871794871796,11.51311941424646,4.8551025641025625,1061,50,170,28,13,351,142,240,0.09,0.795,0.115,0.5204,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,4,7,6,0,0,10,0,15,0,0,1,4,48,36,21,0,5,10,0,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,17,9,0,2,15,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,5,9,19,4,27,27,8,21,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,10,6,121,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.16580507145687745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068826620360721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051786974044421334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513462515233182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907231584072922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758351247075331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434353675244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193579512780966,0.7644916329813476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477566270055573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764612329678877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563500145281292,0.0,0.08876958160897068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794521754944932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610180954218079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388532021678555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590236269283896,0.0,0.08866956893914596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518133234280741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038522491168344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253946116513732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012242801774624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299207633675727,0.13104302853493185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672032630731436,0.0,0.09047289526307199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779236833622958,0.07417827545397357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577250824726843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808104026722662,0.06755857511989123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733863848197159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080298470058507,0.08402136052740078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088697741064886,0.083466558022306,0.06744373149642299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153559427082723,0.0,0.0,0.08843977561399985,0.0,0.0,0.09356447495965424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034865593218041,0.1857670228864064,0.0,0.0 autism,Stormy_Sammy_1134,2019/07/23,"Help! I am pretty sure I am somewhere on the autism spectrum. I've had teachers and doctors suggest to my mom that she explore a daignosis over the years, but she never has. Recently I started researching and have brought the subject up to her. She says I'm just blowing it out of porportion. Does anyone have any advice as to how I could change her mind or make her listen?",3.8159360730593583,5.689498287671236,4.5111643835616455,84.38994292237444,72.97260273972603,7.0584474885844735,31.34474885844749,7.793537801064563,2.243239269406392,297,14,55,4,6,95,57,73,0.0,0.914,0.086,0.5983,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,2,13,12,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,11,1,9,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,40,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630172638737108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303610014390828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882009460830784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847325887279034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149000925642824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27549376076079657,0.2355412465307937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041037228792026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966449586262925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717720058224599,0.3152336154200667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075905965643418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738295977869777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576022639114083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140445786238317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051082480727394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536774401062949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332838784518778 autism,Addi0404,2019/01/10,"Who else has synaesthesia? (Overlapping senses) How does it affect you? Mine causes me to feel sounds, hear shapes and waves, all words and number have a set colour in my brain, I can feel and taste smells, I also sometimes physically visualise/hallucinate my thoughts (as in, I can see parts of my thoughts in my peripheral vision).",5.465423728813561,7.901982661016955,5.212000000000003,78.71223728813561,69.84745762711864,8.787796610169492,27.0542372881356,9.3871,2.494739661016949,263,9,46,6,5,81,47,59,0.0,0.97,0.03,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,3,1,12,10,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,6,8,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308101972873908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221966113472773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964933841806086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525742782308876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411059022447729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918710104889699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252969671672258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125485360677638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229993656665611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854536576844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582658438924889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,username_815,2019/01/10,"Worth pursuing second opinion? Hi all I was diagnosed with ADHD a year ago and have been so far unsuccessful in medication treatment. I have a big problem controlling my emotions and as a result I'm almost paralysed to try new things or move forward. My thinking is very rigid and my vision of the world is very narrow. I crave high amounts of structure and routine of which my efforts are always thrown off course by my high levels of impulsivity and lack of focus. I have been very depressed and anxious for years and have given up on maintaining relationships as they seem overwhelming to navigate. I've had mentioned to me traits of ASD by one therapist, a psychiatrist and a psychologist, bit when I went for an assessment, I was basically given books to describe and I had to put toys in order. Those things aren't a challenge to me at all, I am able to imagine and interact with things. Is it worth pursuing a second opinion? Happy to give more information if needed. Thanks",6.571959706959706,7.738509620879121,7.117307692307692,71.04852564102566,65.42857142857143,10.022710622710623,34.946886446886445,10.125756701596842,3.768449084249085,789,36,132,18,12,259,116,182,0.094,0.838,0.068,-0.5589,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,2,7,0,2,9,0,16,2,0,2,2,29,25,16,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,12,0,2,4,2,2,4,1,4,0,3,9,0,16,3,28,16,6,23,0,2,0,0,7,14,0,6,6,96,22,2,0.15451316682094773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569480005984185,0.0,0.13696659959575885,0.0,0.15472261719047434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856733258674966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455589808329847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868835960912473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329965511094464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308196417252105,0.15682761184665184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738065157698772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822310900696842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644821392415612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265032882157174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565575996250844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642230434795427,0.0,0.11456955536850495,0.0,0.14922977934815634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470212067006188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784823318866158,0.0,0.15532840947809204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588931622725042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066298396509033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225496451006955,0.0,0.17940169578041262,0.3079550469507338,0.09900579833063552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490429776077646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824686336655345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323525364419534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900282703904693 autism,borepop,2019/01/10,"My son is autistic and has significant challenges with learning, and he is a wonderful dude. There are a lot of rough posts in this sub today. We all struggle with things, and I don't intend to minimize or deny anybody's experience. I just want to say that my 5-year-old son, who is autistic, has hearing loss, and has substantial learning disabilities, is also the sweetest guy imaginable and is the joy of my life. Nobody is perfect, and nobody gets exactly what they want in life. We have to actively seek out and appreciate the beauty and the redemption in things, no matter who we are. Whoever you are, and however you are, I wish you success in that, and I hope you are not too hard on yourself when things are difficult. 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Does anyone else have similar places in their city that offer a program for sensory sensitive guests such as this? The Pittsburgh Children's Museum also has a similar program and sensory bag of items. [https://pittsburghzoo.org/sensoryinclusion](https://pittsburghzoo.org/sensoryinclusion)",11.956820512820515,16.385331476923078,9.148846153846158,48.76532051282052,57.30769230769231,11.71794871794872,38.52564102564103,11.20814326018867,5.937102564102564,386,18,43,12,6,113,53,65,0.026000000000000002,0.9470000000000001,0.027999999999999997,0.0335,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379918721588257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080899409540149,0.3049279827090565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26043314395025186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486079286710573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539309720154886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874254557911395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218606096138833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910823207861145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804859626464483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362624082822006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Shithousecity,2019/01/10,"My gf might be on the spectrum This girl is the sweetest thing and I care a lot about her. Shes somewhat shy but shes got a lot of energy once she warms up to you and she has an incredibly genuine personality. Shes sort of a dork but the fact that it seems to be so genuinely who she is is why I like her so much. -The big giveaway to me is that she has a very difficult time making eye contact and has for the past 3 months weve been dating. It has not improved much. I asked her about if it makes her nervous and she said yes, and I told her thats okay and It doesnt matter to me, I want her to feel comfortable around me. I made sure to change subject quick to not make her self-concious about it. -she dresses very plain, no make up, pretty much the same clothes whenever we are together. I like this because to me it seems authentic. -she is very blunt and the conversation doesnt really flow in a way that im used to. It stays pretty baseline and any attempt to go a bit deep with anything she doesnt really seem to care much for. -She is very un-opinionated about politics, philosophy, anything morally related. If you ask her about her opinion she will tell you, and she has moral codes, but shes totally uninterested in talking about them in casual convo to the point where its a bit odd. -her job is directly related to autism (dont want to give any more detail than that) which is suspect considering she seems to have some signs of autism, perhaps why she is interested in it. -all that being said she does sometimes make breif eye contact, we have good conversation most of the time and laugh together a lot. Its a really cute relationship and I think there is this comfort and honesty between us that feels very mutual to me. Does this sound like someone who is high functioning autistic, or could it qualify as someone who just has a few quirks? (the eye contact is pretty severe). Obviously you cant tell without knowing her but am i totally out of the ballpark? It wouldnt affect how i feel about her regardless, and i wouldnt ask her about it. I figure if she feels its time to tell me she will. But i just felt like making this post ",2.796922701184517,4.755275716937355,4.055694834534133,86.1868002808646,76.05336426914153,7.599487116864086,25.49523751373794,8.452757503120043,1.6679893271461723,1698,61,352,33,38,556,205,431,0.053,0.772,0.175,0.9957,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,4,1,1,17,19,0,1,22,2,42,3,3,10,6,79,74,26,0,9,14,0,6,4,1,5,0,3,0,2,31,18,0,0,13,1,0,2,11,3,0,0,8,12,62,16,46,57,18,26,2,0,3,0,65,14,0,17,11,247,93,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778918722032513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304365352779111,0.07055175780523955,0.22227189315066567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048311746107143366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304697243577974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160693883206548,0.0,0.08383891016578036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327687896776782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870924642983035,0.0,0.09288364295483403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029030431447608,0.0,0.07609507684600814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602646773644657,0.04504116915080885,0.06647345387745293,0.0633856710111686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373489084690887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560657923968418,0.0,0.07864613411031664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043555243543846094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487557876103744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213358402855475,0.0,0.07499087653523978,0.3174109910474968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407465277306897,0.0,0.0,0.06325879588040349,0.0,0.2330395863406347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440160148724808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565572581749544,0.0,0.06920045197705778,0.0,0.0,0.074919473728711,0.0,0.07590223535043157,0.2418856424425616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231403982184238,0.0,0.0,0.08508780332882715,0.0,0.0,0.150775044449198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28859493998689445,0.0826779117104682,0.08953305893221039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343012105263287,0.0,0.07838300484393368,0.0,0.0,0.084472895861102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469478715863109,0.0,0.0,0.06370036540341267,0.20781121293650376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052652011322955834,0.05078196769001335,0.0,0.0,0.1386387627985744,0.0,0.0,0.07572940724198918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533131058353657,0.06844893759901169,0.0,0.3269591297468617,0.09349066090106356,0.06290715094526694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430265755007439,0.0,0.0,0.07639683124730491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,NQ_Qne,2019/01/10,"Video: My School Bus Driver Is Stalking Me [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m1svYql-I4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7m1svYql-I4) he probably is autistic. After watching this, I can relate to him, I sound creepy too because it is hard to fake those expressions, specially 24/7, and specially when did not get any therapy, or in other word training. I don't know if these therapies really helps High functioning autistic to look normal when they grow up.",12.05373134328358,15.427357656716412,7.247940298507463,66.9653432835821,54.52238805970149,10.733134328358213,34.295522388059695,10.793553405168565,4.381002388059702,381,14,47,9,5,100,58,67,0.07200000000000001,0.8859999999999999,0.043,-0.2422,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,2,6,8,0,7,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,3,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866753130650428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733794106519195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143419453344792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590585480434604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183997379208526,0.2900334878926784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086278937333894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051815116386398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689602188867589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959667817108397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585728711869872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27781743555197397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6278491896225858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MMGingerYooji,2019/01/10,"Diagnosis at 25 Background: 25, female, full time college student history major. Under the reccomendation of my academic advisor and Adult Education Services on my campus( I am registered for being narcoleptic) I am being tested for a math learning disability-dyscalculia-. During the preliminary interview today, the psychiatrist asked if I had ever been screen for autism spectrum disorder, as many of my behaviors having to do with foods, anxiety, irritability,fixations and stemming and indicative of ASD. Autism runs in my family, and my younger brother is ""low functioning"" non verbal autistic. I have always struggled with feeling akward and out of place a lot of the time. I am very gifted in my chosen field of study, but I have difficulty in my every day life. I would just love to be comforted with stories of others being diagnosed in adulthood. This is a weird, but relieving experience. Thanks guys ",9.788823529411765,10.820402,10.166797385620914,52.450588235294134,58.411764705882355,13.597385620915036,42.49019607843137,12.838901577100673,6.531321568627452,738,39,95,26,9,248,108,153,0.073,0.815,0.11199999999999999,0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,7,0,16,4,0,0,1,18,20,9,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,9,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,14,4,24,13,3,17,0,1,1,1,6,11,0,2,5,75,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367147306923934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886375814112473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635997877424536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423575737263767,0.0,0.0,0.22404414796713376,0.0,0.0,0.2529845607174369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966991293050296,0.1859810566282406,0.0,0.0,0.2159238547533911,0.2080918853050665,0.0,0.11161162797233844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669169375345829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856505558276298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591358565221874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766332314189754,0.1992244181763008,0.0,0.0,0.22379341057481505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306239446851565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307630011606481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322564338298832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574278892654113,0.0,0.20923355646304706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213174356383366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680574907418846,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JustAnotherWeeb456,2019/01/10,"Breaking down, don't know what to do. I'm pretty sure I am having a meltdown right now. Life has been very hard to deal with the past few months. For context I am in the UK. &#x200B; My parents kicked me, I then had to live on a friends sofa for a month, I got into some housing so as not to inconvenience him more than possible, and it's so bad here. It is shared with 13 people, and they treat the place really badly. They consistantly break the locks on things like the bathroom, the landlord has taken the plugs away from the baths so we can only use the half working showers, the place looks like it has been abandoned for the past twenty years, there's mold and cracks everywhere, the entire place is filled with garbage, the first week I was here someone climbed outside my window, several of the tenants sound like they are violent, they scream and place music very loudly at all times of the night consistantly, the landlord is very confusing he had a go at me for not folding my clothes. I have trouble working the radiator in my room because it is so old and the drawers I have are so stiff they may aswell be broke. I am out of range of one of the autism services although they do their best to help regardless but they can not do much until I move closer in three months which I plan to do, and the autism service that is actually in range can't help until I go through adult social care which is trying their best to not provide any support. To top it all off today I got ran over by a bike on the first time in weeks I go outside the house to try to walk anywhere, I was left vulnerable in the middle of the road for a good few seconds. What if the bike was a car, or a car came while I was unable to process what had happened? &#x200B; I don't know what to do and I really am struggling to carry on.",6.629775668679898,5.668562972677603,6.527549611734254,82.57305867126836,65.44808743169399,9.23531780270348,32.65113603681334,8.032893268588372,2.1509912568306007,1432,49,299,14,19,453,196,366,0.073,0.82,0.10800000000000001,0.9188,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,9,9,9,21,1,2,33,0,39,2,0,1,3,33,55,21,0,2,7,1,1,3,1,1,2,5,8,1,13,14,0,2,2,3,0,11,7,9,0,6,14,7,34,12,52,39,9,62,0,2,1,0,20,29,0,5,23,212,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.090833003212015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170505980108405,0.2262056482556715,0.06329783586390121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745206113605608,0.0,0.15543642330279692,0.056740922800312135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536418797440094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645913360761408,0.09490162930489857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596176280584458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583482113363253,0.0,0.0,0.07191365433396306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869913887736484,0.07807138881641401,0.14888973201318065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231065390815176,0.0,0.08338171866332662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477960494402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148044737564284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023090618993276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113208221504057,0.0,0.0657454101527857,0.13642308495709174,0.0,0.08219166215550887,0.0,0.07816405852731166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288756313197847,0.0989296907781272,0.06842477370123191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734961132275165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767217878729713,0.0,0.06307366007982733,0.07079180724957712,0.0,0.0,0.1033547231596282,0.0,0.17771146952510422,0.06453020090050926,0.0,0.3889966553190666,0.0,0.0,0.10493411899658787,0.0,0.09469618792014599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925932264682325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949011785585784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515431120377557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488370393818507,0.07886668597697546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730780095864383,0.0,0.0,0.10562648814477628,0.08772713663369261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061838454423307675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085518115289366,0.0,0.08822929656735347,0.0,0.0,0.12639090737668618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039154443839568,0.0,0.2304031325882568,0.0,0.0,0.14932689866072715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552721961562653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262056482556715,0.05994069932517871 autism,crispietofu,2019/01/10,Shoe suggestion Hi all. My son is currently 2 and has been briefly walking on tippie toes. His reflexes and motor fuctions are fine from what our doctor says but suggest we get him high shoes to have him stop tippy toeing. I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions on what shoes to get to attempt to eliminate tippy toeing. He currently does it mainly at home without shoes but when outside he doesn't really do it,5.245358649789028,7.034463177215192,5.975379746835443,75.67336497890295,69.12658227848101,9.317299578059073,30.888185654008442,9.725611199111238,3.266466666666666,337,14,56,8,6,110,61,79,0.036000000000000004,0.946,0.018000000000000002,-0.34,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,1,10,12,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,1,9,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,4,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693921443727532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306072609455044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265224728609744,0.2791696990363768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333413833119102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370538717244188,0.3199952163520953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043673643515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536912811445577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667084578556382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075163471157943,0.3459550893299944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Call_Me_Gabe,2019/01/10,"I hate being autistic sometimes I hate how in school I get labeled as a ""fiap"" I hate how a person gets paid to follow me and ""care"" for me I hate how I get treated like a child &#x200B; I just want to be a normal human being",1.5164285714285732,2.783375693877552,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,77.77551020408163,4.9,22.45408163265306,3.1291,0.02748571428571456,175,5,37,0,4,61,31,49,0.292,0.632,0.075,-0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,5,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650081973381668,0.2315839366611889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431604011186066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987213573753112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7526604009411509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311112936230584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867346904297089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641312432885202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288411140688386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188495311196624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241308786012877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315839366611889,0.0 autism,DruidFenris,2019/01/02,"I recently found out that I'm autistic As the title says I just recently found out. I'm 21 and I have an autistic friend who suspected I might be and when I thought back on my behaviour as a child and now it just kind of makes sense. I'm somewhat nonverbal, I'm a sensory chewer, and mostly don't like being touched. I got some sensory chews on Amazon and they make me feel so good and relaxed. Any advice on anything really?",3.0287684729064037,4.5945848160919605,4.7192118226601,83.3648275862069,74.40229885057471,8.649589490968804,28.52052545155993,9.23628265651192,2.513631855500821,337,14,68,8,7,114,60,87,0.048,0.8079999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,21,16,10,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,9,5,8,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132474039306252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540218947998805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863830949348421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415787907173544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145208393588748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966721822217068,0.17498666662658266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997021100400652,0.18114583482936106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358559030335197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106522403320668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023694895080338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027154594423625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509616794884458,0.0,0.4472657972828976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801150240054531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980884433897631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Velsetta,2019/01/02,"I need help, to help my son. I am the mom of a 6 year old little boy who has autism. He was born 7 weeks early and very sick for the first several years of his life, and for a while we thought his delays were due to that.. but as he got older he did obtain an autism spectrum diagnosis at 4. He's been in OT and speech since he was 18 months old. He's had \~ 24 months of PT, we currently also do aquatic therapy and in home play based ABA. A few months ago we've implemented and AAC device to assist with communication we are also familiar with PECS and he has some basic language. He makes progress pretty consistently and shows he's a bright young boy who has great problem solving skills and cognitive aptitude though his IQ has not been tested. The trouble is since he entered kindergarten he's been really really struggling. Since the start of school this fall he's developed obsessive compulsive behaviors, anxiety, night terrors , rigidity, separation anxiety , an increased need to visually stim. Of most concern though, is that he has started hurting himself. In moments of frustration or confusion he will intentionally hit his head on something near by. If there is nothing he will drop to floor and bang his head on the floor or smack himself. He's already in an adapted class room, where they have an amazing sensory room . He's given frequent sensory breaks and his aide is quite wonderful in trying to teach him how to use his talker. &#x200B; I've had several meetings w/ his school and for now we've adjusted his days to just half days ( full day kindergarten) thinking that maybe the days are just too long. But usually I'm getting a call by 10 am to inform me about a self injurious behavior. Sometimes they're able to move him forward, but other times he's had to leave early because he is just so distraught. &#x200B; I don't know how to help him. Despite being in a district with financial resources and well educated staff, they don't have answers... we have so many professionals in our lives but no one knows how to help.... so I thought I'd take to the powers of the internet. I refuse to believe we're doing all that can be done.",4.8782680864390855,6.5199193980582555,5.460216097713751,79.58707015346072,69.8252427184466,8.811274663326024,31.494206075790785,9.285337120503966,2.8829671782023185,1720,75,317,36,31,554,237,412,0.113,0.778,0.109,-0.0045,2,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,5,0,2,6,19,15,1,6,19,0,37,4,2,6,1,55,55,31,0,4,11,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,3,8,19,0,3,9,2,0,5,4,10,1,3,15,2,28,5,43,35,6,57,0,1,1,0,56,19,0,7,33,183,36,7,0.09189707543245006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814612126186207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141070790525077,0.14698011604366287,0.0,0.1991408856737341,0.22333001057315813,0.0,0.0,0.14060202234493535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056019604225805375,0.0,0.0,0.10353653468365863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383718872552213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370640447942536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404261415050216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816760541719928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048012429001541165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349848618093607,0.101316850089452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862582340119574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463866902206345,0.0,0.0921802594882844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837771991095984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100845868305523,0.0,0.0,0.0973057339927684,0.0,0.0,0.06490962209733467,0.0,0.09210501181127054,0.08114680123932322,0.08132601992540059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061342011443645914,0.09316921067216943,0.09232296407835758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762874407475947,0.22005410658282348,0.0976720477930173,0.0,0.13628103401909403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623918001473807,0.0,0.0881777223552661,0.0,0.19286104382871927,0.0,0.062271836628033636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349236330978193,0.0,0.08793309021772573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774385155701656,0.0,0.0,0.11774323936225994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600949297668976,0.0,0.0,0.09586869168348447,0.2076350755522176,0.0,0.22805463130769185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074685835279265,0.09088855740482746,0.0,0.13009044596547922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607077623624206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909516399305363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050923146665452,0.0,0.0,0.05888393529584215,0.18057682005089046,0.14591202578085746,0.053585923701365966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623920819361739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793695675057896,0.1012116454678188,0.0758247114720812,0.0,0.0,0.07371429076577217,0.0,0.08262650720885678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996584582397076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333001057315813,0.11835740722905687 autism,ouroboro76,2019/01/02,"Autistics, what do you wish normies knew about you (as your group) or having autism? Of course, most of you saw the r/askreddit thread, but it was probably so big by the time you saw it, that many of you didn’t respond because it would just get buried. Which is why I’m posting it here.",6.26459770114942,5.174456034482763,5.377586206896551,90.9427011494253,66.24137931034483,8.422988505747126,31.402298850574713,6.42735559955562,1.3811540229885058,222,7,51,1,3,66,47,58,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,0,6,6,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492098268340886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134249711217567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907096958186144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690826590462286,0.0,0.4154993587142871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247152229633961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477409364584055,0.0,0.44316215496113454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737592959775947,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,frostmas,2019/01/02,"Are these signs of autism? I'm 20 years old and I'm extremely socially awkward. I'm not sure if it's related though because i spent most of my life inside. I also have really bad anxiety and over think everything. Whenever there is a lot of loud noise like someone vacuuming or something, i get really frustrated. I change my opinion on things all the time. One minute I'll love a character in a tv show or a video game and then I'll like a completely different one that i used to hate. Are these signs of autism?",2.3770873786407805,4.617704815533983,4.122145631067962,83.854286407767,78.51456310679612,9.168543689320387,25.83398058252428,9.642632912329526,2.669101747572816,408,16,83,13,10,137,73,103,0.166,0.746,0.08800000000000001,-0.8,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,1,6,0,4,2,0,1,2,16,13,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,7,4,8,12,3,7,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,6,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133512585640895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390016447516456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888925603103842,0.13060441369638462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22664740129371105,0.0,0.22463636467693565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238449675756852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925534987304141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193644129668832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152687455932345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513306503042223,0.2093428181535205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214713368636212,0.19336840104716616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481864966942733,0.0,0.2903618054786233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27450723646021896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184002288048764,0.18153277694213132,0.16493961504589366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019274745606185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233774646686345,0.1372823309220505,0.2104988961974859,0.0,0.12493051752358192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504264663573214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379695554030217 autism,genesis49m,2019/01/02,"Should I tell my brother he was diagnosed with autism? My brother is 17, and I'm 21. Years ago, my mom confided in me that my brother was kind of odd growing up, and that the school wanted to send him to special education classes and that he was suspected of being autistic but nothing more. So I always knew that he was a little different from others in his mannerisms, but I chalked it up to a quirky personality. When we were younger, he had major temper and anger issues. He would bang his head against the wall for hours and refuse to stop. As he grew older, he was always the odd one out socially and didn't pick up on normal cues. He would also have these emotional outbursts, like something would upset him during family dinner and he'd start bawling on the floor and pounding his fists. Whenever I'm outside with him, I'll need to gently nudge him to correct him on things like his volume (he'll almost start shouting), how he's walking a little strangely, or other things. But overall, he's changed a lot since he was younger. I'd say going into high school has helped him. Other than his social quirks and sometimes extreme mindedness, he's doing OK overall. His grades are pretty good (though he's needed to ask for forgiveness for forgotten submissions due to his ""absent-mindedness""), but he's ranked in the top 5% of a very competitive high school. He has a lot of friends, and he's founded and president of some clubs at his school that he's passionate about (e.g. historical preservation, Esperanto club). He has some weird interests, like he'll know the population, geographic information, past presidents, etc of every single country in the world, or he'll remember strange biographical information about obscure historical figures. He also tested really well, earning the AP Scholar with Distinction Award, won some essay contests, won in a lot of chess tournaments, and won some model UN tournaments. My mom has raised the two of us on her own, and she didn't finish high school. So in some ways, I feel like I raised my brother going up. I understood his quirks and guided him socially, and I was also there for him for a lot of his academic troubles or keeping track of deadlines for him because he would get overwhelmed by them. I would also be really patient with him and help understand some things he couldn't grasp. We are very close and have a strong relationship. I also think I was a good role model for him, compared to my mom. I'm graduating from college soon and will be starting a job in engineering. He wants to go to college and eventually become a professor in International Relations. Unfortunately, his college application submissions went really poorly. His absent-mindedness led him to mess up deadlines, and he didn't get to submit his application to Caltech, his school of choice. A few hours ago, my mom told me he was actually diagnosed with autism and she thinks him not being treated has caused these kinds of academic issues. He has done well in school, but there were times when he made grave mistakes (e.g. forgot about a big national competition and didn't go). Apparently, when he was seven years old, the school had hired someone (a doctor?) to shadow him in his classes. The women shadowing him would sit with him and observe him. After four months of this, she diagnosed him with ""15% autism,"" as my mom said. My mom really isn't very educated and is distrustful of medical practices. My brother's GP confirmed and said that if his anger issues continued, he would need to be sent to a ""special school"" but that he should be able to grow out of it. My mom got scared and changed doctors, and now he only gets a quick yearly physical to get his flu shot and that's it. But my mom didn't keep any paperwork or let anything show on his records or whatnot. Honestly, I don't know much more about autism than my past hour of Googling. My mom made me promise I wouldn't tell him because she didn't want him to think he's ""different"" or color his thoughts about himself, but I think he may have a right to know something like this about himself, right? But also, I'm not sure. I think he's improved so much over the past four years, and I don't even understand the full details to tell him. I think it would upset him a lot, but also it may bring him some solace. Like, he's always struggled with tasks like tying his shoes. I think we've spent five hours cumulatively trying to have him learn, but he never got it. He berated himself for it heavily, and I think everytime shoes are brought up, he feels really bad, so maybe knowing would help? I'm not really sure. Thank you for your advice.",7.0262805740853045,7.310237475372277,7.103064483525369,74.62553668890237,64.28064146620848,10.37512297015026,33.84158749410417,10.148584353443301,3.3682275183612984,3688,146,666,77,51,1185,365,873,0.09300000000000001,0.779,0.128,0.9892,4,0,2,0,0,0,122.0,3,2,1,8,30,46,4,5,32,1,64,12,3,6,5,146,129,66,1,22,21,14,2,7,1,18,7,4,0,2,25,44,1,5,28,4,2,14,15,15,2,6,40,7,95,31,97,62,22,91,0,2,1,1,138,41,0,23,41,415,120,29,0.04200634875413761,0.0,0.04099213689538227,0.0,0.0,0.04104811783933255,0.07447218730498192,0.0,0.042063290472762895,0.0,0.0,0.2351472334554564,0.1048579416656425,0.0,0.0,0.02856575761189032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034567645851781674,0.0,0.039270265644855834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507354660334527,0.05121336062337852,0.0463927119277349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315209135180534,0.08887429427760392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279066792762647,0.0,0.08777538770498211,0.0,0.08599055582252506,0.0,0.04298707906826225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725148844843409,0.0,0.0,0.046848182737684194,0.027744797180797445,0.0,0.035392160544326916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395998471360994,0.0,0.042479344159300464,0.030009343943221262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605779323890289,0.0324540008461933,0.0,0.08778633390371599,0.0,0.09549270413465327,0.07046586471450578,0.06719262890334292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311063265365416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446791034220702,0.13314604130199015,0.0,0.0,0.16547116795293093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153114352186746,0.04168481945253782,0.0746743456956334,0.0,0.08748629623266077,0.09234236285739428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295433761830741,0.0,0.14365526125046962,0.08420279383084701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785614777476052,0.0,0.07949484572437401,0.0,0.0,0.04220102336055171,0.0,0.0,0.042316977077768464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44277595173392653,0.03352906681160893,0.0,0.061758999293451376,0.09344152602204196,0.032397885768448834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041157302986727186,0.04030622454708591,0.0,0.04407859678903065,0.0,0.02846458904865415,0.03194772110609162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029943900977988,0.0,0.03667832347170985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273555823793351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146205587560553,0.0,0.0,0.04509909812477274,0.04758500449013666,0.07174638463448665,0.07991531404451736,0.033405134540674224,0.042055683169681085,0.3826140079600433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474808577105324,0.0,0.0,0.12846054771182064,0.035591842983626755,0.06467707903090884,0.04154535301739852,0.0,0.0891969295610073,0.0,0.0,0.03511918847824567,0.0,0.043914156273957804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791809731521142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101462009476536,0.03867380220186725,0.0,0.0,0.08372145474048734,0.21532777711703271,0.04127102437305834,0.033348348756097115,0.02449423976464596,0.0,0.0,0.0401388663771069,0.0,0.028519553434909306,0.0,0.0410340989715928,0.08746018097302527,0.050528465445922606,0.0,0.0,0.10397891094867404,0.07432929852647491,0.03334268440644194,0.0,0.0,0.07553750457930035,0.03894030613868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685609444052365,0.0,0.0,0.10820284546168824 autism,knockoffsloth,2019/01/02,Question regarding visual aids I am an ESL teacher and have a few kids that are struggling to understand listening versus repeating what I say versus answering a question. I had the idea that some visual aids may work best and I tried to find appropriate ones but haven’t any luck so far. Can anyone point me to a good resource? Thank you for your help!,5.234776119402987,6.914737552238804,5.4867462686567166,79.59220895522391,69.0,8.942089552238807,29.817910447761196,9.3871,2.7386143283582083,284,11,51,6,5,90,53,67,0.026000000000000002,0.732,0.242,0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,1,5,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,7,4,4,8,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,1,34,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825477322208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300252506741995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25965308840910145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613832341062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752500683723984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584108955746527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793082074114667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765888166913145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389283076002101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543363188863463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675912023613504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586581635782777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277920266466953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798262663925614,0.0,0.0,0.2575740002332929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012544418482174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Justsofunny,2019/01/02,"So Scared My son is ten. He has autism, anxiety, and is hypersensitive emotionally. I feel so guilty. He spends hours each day on his ipad, watching youtube. I homeschool him, but it is often horrible and I dont know what to do. I feel like I am failing him. He has some activities outside the home, but mostly it is ipad. I have lost my temper with him often enough that he is scared of homeschooling. Will he be all right?",1.8508701472556872,4.2978159879518065,3.2187148594377533,88.41179384203484,81.89156626506025,6.5804551539491305,22.475234270415,7.793537801064563,1.0662326639892905,329,11,69,6,9,107,57,83,0.266,0.7,0.034,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,1,0,13,0,0,0,1,14,17,6,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,12,1,4,14,5,4,0,2,1,0,10,2,0,4,3,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996100825386577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827771307669792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058070158792098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935101692105238,0.0,0.2696095586335944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638672325794542,0.18640783407879244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617332083567164,0.0,0.25696264869163754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339983478590074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747680072289164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848349860888181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283206503952327,0.0,0.0,0.52247118932002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,babycubita,2019/09/29,"Anyone here in med school or a doctor? How did you cope/are you coping? I wish there was an autistic students and doctors association (ASDoctors would be a cute name) that could help us cope. I'm scared to ask about this or even try to start one because I'm not officially diagnosed (it was two of my female, clinical psychologist, ASD, friends, who know me well and noticed my traits, that did separate, unofficial assessments so I believe them, I just don't have documentation). Any advice?",4.605,7.048569888888893,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,72.33333333333333,8.944444444444445,30.13888888888889,9.516144504307137,3.098888888888889,390,17,69,10,8,128,75,90,0.032,0.815,0.154,0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,1,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,9,4,0,1,0,12,15,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,10,3,5,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,1,46,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341243708407855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415565604184633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555095182903946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460235597221667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689296177284362,0.0,0.0,0.2345260684946817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619955250954155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211278947086389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261230343018023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748832121948634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082460665047318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952587355616464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439979506762138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121985017085975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369925815368837,0.0,0.0,0.141055223327084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840538999290195,0.21066995927475946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473373671150067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132759732008301,0.0,0.2033429671009904,0.0,0.2503919507029191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716166180708704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393747793250048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787154166752456,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rontonsoup__,2019/09/29,"Autism Long-Term Adolescent Group Home Care (near Atlanta?) Hi Guys/Gals, My nephew is 14 years old and has severe autism and OCD (diagnosed at 18 months). He's currently in the 8th grade and has been back and forth between different autism specialized day programs throughout his life. We tried public school for the first time this year, and while we had an experienced team around him, we think it became too much for them to handle. My sister is at a loss at this time because as he's becoming older he's getting stronger and his disorder is becoming more and more difficult for her to care for everyday (in addition to working to make a living for them). He's non-verbal, extremely hyperactive and runs through the house, constantly moving things throughout the house from their respective places, throws things, jumping, screaming, etc. He's also non-verbal and unfortunately does not listen to basic instruction. Last month he was able to get out of the house on his own and ran down the street and refused to come back inside (he ran away from her, laughing). It took 2 hours to get him back inside. This was a bit of a wake up call for us as a family. It has become very depressing for her and she's afraid that she cannot continue doing this or her health will begin to fail as well :(. She has done such a great job being a champion for him, but I'm afraid that the care that she's able to provide is not sufficient for the level of disorder that he has, and we are looking for a group home type setting or facility somewhere near Georgia (Alabama is also fine). Does anyone know of any long-term programs where they can focus their attention on improving his situation and she can still visit him? I wouldn't ask unless we looked at any and all other options. We need desperate help at this point. She called me crying today because she feels helpless and overwhelmed... Thank you!",6.9901274312541934,7.376218183098594,6.658631790744469,77.43272300469485,64.35211267605635,10.142186452045607,31.834339369550644,9.957137785484203,2.989955063715628,1505,53,275,30,21,471,205,355,0.087,0.8340000000000001,0.079,-0.1722,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,7,1,5,5,11,19,0,3,17,0,23,4,1,1,1,42,45,26,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,2,3,2,2,0,15,26,0,1,4,1,0,9,4,9,1,1,8,6,36,10,48,34,7,54,0,5,2,0,54,21,0,3,23,178,51,10,0.18346465175518287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671661572466674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476225446450415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414137513642526,0.0,0.0,0.08166121841352551,0.08575734174179253,0.0,0.08618553980551165,0.2116094889039411,0.0,0.11183834885262732,0.3039334406669432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014794139422617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187337922019814,0.0,0.28058165961372705,0.0,0.0,0.07901927620831194,0.0,0.09913005576787436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076365255835347,0.059159761365070215,0.0,0.07900891786167569,0.09310637981546516,0.0,0.0958407563117736,0.21026638554345653,0.0,0.16055115309743134,0.0938740181560581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230579169875838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647707286945924,0.0,0.0463826202117065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780274695299989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377906247674396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113521312360337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750717281093456,0.0,0.0,0.061486244401308475,0.0,0.1840300045038072,0.0,0.09033786291952353,0.31754036353473325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103017890342384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041368729475042,0.07477408894067722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479325461451486,0.0,0.0,0.08100132436403132,0.16236044350743373,0.1540641007210861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061232039836476536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464397346761109,0.09749694508903783,0.06743381437672315,0.06801835730215339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625764497039364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958407563117736,0.0,0.08671669846236346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283801114326903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363141767321496,0.0,0.0,0.10311097772020214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325755394132052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844548010414202,0.0,0.0,0.1218857624617824,0.058778370433384214,0.0,0.0,0.1069797138220942,0.0,0.08695151895262539,0.0,0.1019179893200008,0.06228022780286972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103426933273613,0.0,0.0,0.07568877583535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247837757341275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678222576561485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814522060545166 autism,PrinceBBGuy,2019/09/29,"Anyone else fine with social skills but bad with executive function? This is something that drives me absolutely insane. I am 100%, no doubt, on the spectrum, as evidenced by diagnoses from multiple doctors and also by my horrific childhood. Yay. When I was in college, though, I got really good at observing and mimicking others’ behavior, until within a few years I basically had the social skills down pat (I’m also probably transgender and likely approached that process from a neurologically female point of view, which I’ve heard can make it easier). Today I pass as NT completely. No one knows (to the point that I’ve told people and been disbelieved). But damn if I can make it through a to-do list. Planning and executing are so hard for me, and locating information without a predefined way for finding it is frightening and exhausting. The result is that I feel constantly incompetent and constantly like I’m falling short. Anyone else deal with this?",7.795190962883267,9.167626431952662,8.276374394835932,63.08942980096828,62.78698224852071,12.2993006993007,37.25712748789672,11.911945987284742,5.246462721893491,773,37,117,26,11,256,117,169,0.226,0.7040000000000001,0.07,-0.9854,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,1,1,8,1,10,4,0,3,0,23,19,19,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,6,4,10,5,21,13,1,20,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,2,9,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397515393568744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133214673097868,0.3125940850244362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736598394362647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159937115572961,0.32968686601941943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572638392086749,0.0,0.15482665842362134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613293796685265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548581055183078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712968875541668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394203898068226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794477694687253,0.12200156703310085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366474397030743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383295278078348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904838114497262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364559625524226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033662330397754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575323797514788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28840250644621074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446579927966054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772214678263083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31099419442406145,0.0,0.11743408647167862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987148824962584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459173636624453,0.1457601727113151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108053556075912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704479703137133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823188137761377 autism,heywheresthecoffee,2019/09/29,"My autistic boyfriend [20m] is having trouble caring for his new cat. Help? My boyfriend who is on the spectrum recently got a 2 year old female cat about a month ago. I've been helping him care for her as I am an experienced pet owner but he continually gets frustrated because she gets into stuff she shouldn't (like all cats do, lol) and he doesn't want to give her attention when she asks for it. When he gets upset with her he yells at her, calls her names, and throws things. Whenever I point out that she's an animal and doesn't know any better he just starts getting upset with me. I'm worried he will either hurt her on accident or on purpose when he's upset, and also that he might not be ready for such a big commitment/responsibility on his own. I do whatever I can to help but it's gotten to the point where I'm caring for her 75% of the time and he is constantly annoyed with her. What will he do when I'm not here to help him? (We are long distance and I stay with him for extended periods of time throughout the year). Any advice is appreciated, and I'm sorry if this is the wrong place for this post. Please help!",2.754921394395076,4.368673783549788,4.2208430166324895,86.45577580314425,75.23376623376623,7.460560492139439,23.8462064251538,8.20500826718156,1.2406571428571422,888,27,190,15,19,295,133,231,0.17300000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.115,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,10,13,2,3,10,1,20,0,0,0,1,29,38,17,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,3,2,26,5,26,30,3,33,0,1,0,0,39,12,0,3,19,117,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695258521686856,0.11516285280275405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389392033797752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669491164990694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145408871805875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919569606370289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490030161484803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265894289120062,0.0,0.3973746047538515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039323448373794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715033629412616,0.12462743570268675,0.0,0.0,0.10390583534409104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43540037685295147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907795517626148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713985336408482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347048208549239,0.0,0.0,0.11497172900617855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378205340148702,0.0,0.0,0.10369785353627496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547385394381474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632517420171175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357347544067274,0.14260894997569035,0.2456255610183492,0.0,0.1244237860506478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827655223565673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543052449722182,0.09195533922326224,0.13847335948901862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872294124851682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863105356744476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151033590456042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662792759647924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193618469595095,0.0,0.0,0.1420429456889227,0.0,0.16732351788880456 autism,silverwolf9977432211,2019/09/29,"Whats up with all the Puzzles? Whats up with all the Puzzles? so im autistic and i do build a lot of jigsaw puzzeles but why is it a autisum symbol? ##",-3.0705462184873973,-2.004571500000001,0.18663865546218614,102.37558823529413,116.94117647058823,1.9428571428571428,19.56302521008403,3.1291,-0.8484739495798324,115,5,28,0,7,40,25,34,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569123777270222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170321194235531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5487658111375189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,FrightKnight101,2019/09/29,"How do you Male ASDers feel about crying and expressing emotions? (Females ASD welcome to discuss as well) I ask because standard NT Men usually withhold their feelings, but it's said those of us on the spectrum emotions run deep. I can say that's true for myself and I cry often, watching movies or restore faith in humanity vids on YouTube etc. I'm unsure though how much of this is Autism, being sensitive to a lot more and how much is from CPTSD. I used to have the usual Autistic Meltdowns when I was a kid, then at one point, I became numb. Never cried. Stone face etc. Now as an adult though and having put effort into expressing myself and expressions, I like crying. Sure it can be a bit too much at times, but I dare any man to call me a pussy or a woman or something, because I'm more than happy to put them in their place and educate them. Do you cry? How often? Do you accept it's an important part of stress relief and feeling connected and not ending up more and more in your head? Do you try to avoid crying? If so why? What makes you cry? ASDer females are welcome to talk about crying as well and any understandings may have had, experiences or struggles with tears. Id love to hear if any of you have put in conscious effort in expressing your emotions as well. I do use exaggerated expressions myself, because it's fun, entertaining and people actually like expressive people. Goes particular well if you're interested in humour! Wanna ask about Autistic brain being a male brain (including in females) that complicates the discussion though, BUT if you do know about that, I'm sure we'd all love to hear about.",4.646401393354772,6.380650900321548,5.36149919614148,79.70351353161847,70.54340836012862,8.012915326902466,28.39241693461951,8.59863814320734,2.201858413719185,1294,48,234,22,24,419,171,311,0.079,0.7659999999999999,0.156,0.968,0,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,9,4,2,22,25,0,3,11,0,22,7,4,7,5,52,40,36,0,5,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,4,0,8,10,13,0,2,7,1,0,4,2,4,4,1,3,8,28,21,40,32,13,28,1,0,1,2,43,16,0,12,10,165,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.07039259071587012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471612242997557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487151176806464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191704824072673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875188282402383,0.0,0.0,0.16105128571725996,0.07365710107472596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6338884053909146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342385679149425,0.06388950606398346,0.0,0.16089744048486462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056110610778085,0.0,0.0,0.10941968315468836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678821577381398,0.0,0.0,0.07403051779505443,0.0,0.16260101117494175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964307942122168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048226998261113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132593210637945,0.13020789505869168,0.0,0.04815015025916617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908084901919434,0.0,0.05563435540767908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888001257194927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811432803758771,0.0,0.10001756762792063,0.0,0.07536490421824844,0.0,0.06819015130138233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754443633464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861615933590963,0.05736402494779794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055532444728852624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262950233842344,0.0754103460650205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597129248973006,0.0,0.0,0.05797875156652926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126145071088984,0.0,0.04206204226555814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897439861372802,0.0,0.0,0.0750942642839343,0.08676858190421613,0.1246016070053297,0.15889129888510484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594292977269913,0.0,0.06508991146167592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Amnenme,2019/09/29,"How do i communicate? Hi there! I'm an 18 year old female and i am diagnosed with pdd-nos. I have a hard time communicating, especially when i have to tell something difficult. For example: my health hasnt been the best and i have had numerous brainscans and other types of tests. I just dont know how to tell someone this kind of stuff. Do you just trow it in a conversation or? A while ago i told my boyfriend about this stuff and he got kind of ""mad"" ish at me for not telling it earlier. Communication is tough. How do i learn this? And who can help me with it? I'd love to have someone to practice this with besides a therapist.",1.0143229166666643,3.4244865781250016,2.948937500000003,89.11897916666668,85.5625,6.850833333333332,23.37708333333333,8.021203637495839,1.3552889583333332,494,19,109,11,15,165,83,128,0.08199999999999999,0.861,0.057,0.3365,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,1,0,6,0,14,3,0,3,0,17,19,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,13,4,15,15,1,8,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,1,6,75,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555753521694506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418256830865729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813474974881585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569155645366646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036806602737553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721877435811032,0.0,0.0,0.18655451819538227,0.0,0.0,0.11763787595576047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655246834810389,0.0964534287335029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840088749336506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841638728967455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974110849657884,0.13511298260004118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40182443205090856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601995623515664,0.0,0.0,0.20377582624675586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233887617405413,0.0,0.0,0.16770336680800518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302001725490254 autism,PencilPilot16,2019/09/29,"Is my baby autistic Hi all, First time poster, so forgive me for any fo-pa's. We have a beautiful 1 year daughter. She was born small (just over 5 lbs), but still full term and breech. In general we've always said she had a rough first 4 months. Not only was finding the right formula a task, but we discovered she had reflux (thank God for Prevacid) and struggled with constipation. She was a terrible sleeper too. Even now, we never feel like she's had enough sleep. Ok, so enough backstory. Baby now crawls, makes good eye contact, looks at where we point, loves peekaboo, babbles constantly, plays well with others, very smiley, knows her name most of the time, is very curious, loves outside walks, and knows mom and dad. Also, if we say one of her babble words to her like ""Gack"" she usually responds with the same word. Our concern is in that she doesn't respond to instruction, hand arm/flapping, and no words. She'll get minor fixations on things that spin, but usually moves on after a couple minutes. I know speech can come later and that's fine, but she doesn't seem to connect doll to ""go get the doll"". She's also almost always been fussy (That might be lingering reflux). Not sure if this adds anything but she also likes movement ie walking, bouncing, swinging, strolling. Does anyone have similar experiences? I know every kid is going to be different, but we're just looking for some sort of encouragement, direction, or...anything really. We don't know if she's just delayed from those horrible first few months combined with not sleeping well or if something is actually different. Help? Insight? Any help is greatly appreciated and sorry to make this longer than it might have needed. \*Note\* We do have a screening set up with our state services, but it's in a few weeks and we're going crazy...now lol",4.630181741335587,6.746243476331365,4.827916314454775,81.94936390532546,71.33727810650888,7.787151310228232,28.935333896872358,8.527137837955566,2.275443448858833,1437,57,257,25,28,450,208,338,0.071,0.746,0.183,0.9922,2,0,1,0,0,0,71.0,9,0,0,3,16,18,0,1,11,2,27,6,4,2,3,69,49,25,0,5,18,3,3,3,0,3,0,3,0,1,11,22,0,1,10,1,0,8,8,2,2,4,8,10,28,16,28,36,10,44,0,0,4,2,41,13,0,12,24,158,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.09630603118031117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988225760017094,0.0,0.0,0.2367641892073226,0.16423397207985355,0.0,0.0,0.13422353415148872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900550245023694,0.0,0.16242494445839234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501166129367947,0.0,0.10664753120170503,0.0,0.0,0.10919727830716572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062175789165109,0.0,0.0,0.08636323250701214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394381979298729,0.0,0.06518302056817844,0.0,0.0831495690409955,0.0,0.0,0.09653658170306753,0.0,0.0,0.04990002172325895,0.07050329727558348,0.0,0.0,0.09019977381325936,0.2518339244389113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312164783837917,0.0,0.16826135519639376,0.0827754818157242,0.0,0.10880474860668844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229804255571262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118391324976365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446430857617403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574747044618726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814098719651086,0.0,0.1317510784881646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938643882143826,0.0,0.1155831278959884,0.15754491462821482,0.10489057443689806,0.0,0.07317649351127435,0.07611488527556784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687408386273314,0.07505727824913026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329281349976648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322257130791704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427969458286319,0.09387564675876454,0.07848129354337388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898425755454011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975201404829288,0.0,0.0,0.07597545848486648,0.0,0.11047403000601376,0.0,0.0,0.0788130018610308,0.0,0.0,0.10317095969332728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930130245312231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085938628229404,0.0,0.0,0.06556445244833173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150924639294784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217383537515677,0.16285718836719715,0.0,0.0,0.07916220123709887,0.0,0.17746616356846942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355235051191985 autism,Shin_flope,2019/09/29,"Hello, I'm a father an ASD child and am very interested in learning the truth about the Non dairy Non gluten diet and its supposedly positive effects on persons in the spectrum. Are there some good resources online to learn more about this? Thanks",7.1080000000000005,8.490045133333336,6.5177777777777814,75.05000000000003,64.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,32.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,2.8307777777777785,201,8,33,3,3,62,39,45,0.0,0.71,0.29,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,20,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847114923328758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045962318995184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320487148040246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768244719271754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aaru21,2019/09/29,"My little sister has Autism, How can I help her? She's 5 and about to start school in a couple of months. I don't think she's ready at all. I'm really worried about what will happen since she can't really talk very well, ask questions or explain stuff to anyone. She goes to speech therapy and it's helping but I'm concerned that she might get bullied a lot. She also can't still, it gets very hard to get her to stop running outside. She threw pebbles at me and my mum's car when I tried to stop her from running out. She starts crying A LOT for no reason at all. I really want to help her but I have no idea how. Any suggestions? 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I was told by few aspies here that I was exhausted because I thought my Aspergers was getting worse. I’m not as social as I used to be. It’s like I forgot how to talk to people. My anxiety went up, became awkward, zoning out when people talking to me, not asking the right questions, not knowing how to express myself and show emotions. All of this stuff came after I got yelled at, and bullied at work. I used to be extremely confident, talkative, going out a lot and things like that before all of this started, but work took control of me. I’ve been trying to go out of my comfort zone for about 2 weeks now. Sometimes I do great, sometimes okay, and sometimes I lose control. I’m thinking about starting to do some exercises to help get my confidence back. I noticed I have this issue only during the day. At night I feel more comfortable doing things and talking to people. I take medication to help with this but I don’t want to rely on it.",4.267142857142858,5.5611941666666675,5.430446428571429,80.55562500000002,70.875,7.777380952380952,30.901785714285715,8.192908349453996,2.337403571428572,768,33,142,11,14,255,117,192,0.063,0.763,0.174,0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,9,9,0,1,4,1,11,3,0,7,2,33,34,13,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,10,0,3,5,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,11,2,21,6,34,21,6,23,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,3,11,104,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502961356975384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116130952283972,0.0,0.0,0.0955191744505117,0.0,0.07572467668848712,0.0,0.10570391007898253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207705964430806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27865143399161146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011301755252538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397332118905736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281045733471326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298019046516524,0.0,0.14119663421199133,0.0,0.09935181049674056,0.13695537164444094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652699278362085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296556627206075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826925129411518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137734685279565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389728239688205,0.0,0.10560923951773178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514075892084042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657408356855264,0.0,0.0,0.1414277542561947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447655151879968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583600173563252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391572505059108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608504721977237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662885002789678,0.0,0.0,0.36857668235684216,0.0,0.17585017061686306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422046550755227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339960584194504,0.2995352039904029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650553687538885,0.07959654524601982,0.0,0.09861852051542924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869959877857715,0.13801539220089154,0.08433869353118302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145761263879962,0.0,0.0,0.0732694493635704,0.0,0.09964352502490352,0.0,0.0,0.11515518827938673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808704261649134,0.0,0.12659299520896794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,irish_rouge,2019/09/29,Marijuana Does it help you or freak you out? 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And I have to make myself be like other people to fit in. And this is hard..",1.361046511627908,3.18866551162791,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,79.93023255813954,7.090697674418602,22.377906976744185,8.07648339933343,1.1949581395348845,159,5,34,3,4,56,32,43,0.045,0.835,0.11900000000000001,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771924830045095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147867438563277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300948031331927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466967997737693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280637485762056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,InKryption07,2019/10/14,"Autistic Hate Group http://heartlessaspergers.com/ So, I guess we just don't feel feelings boys, lol.",9.010000000000002,13.573381,5.428333333333337,69.5025,72.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,85,3,12,1,2,23,15,15,0.21100000000000002,0.629,0.16,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643472783991575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147697870854685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509721029692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Anjunagasm,2019/10/14,"I’m 26 and just now being screened I’m possibly autistic. I have a feeling it’s true, but I don’t have an official diagnosis yet. I sorta wondered if I was autistic my entire life, but it almost makes me doubt it when I think how I went through schools and professional therapy and stuff and no one has ever even mentioned. Other than a few friends no one has ever suspected. Although when I explained it to my dad, he did kinda have some lightbulbs click in his mind. So yeah, I wanted to know if anyone here is or has been in my situation. I’m a male and I know it’s more common for females to go unnoticed on the spectrum until adulthood. Also oddly enough I love sarcasm for the most part. I mean sometimes I miss it, but I know lots of autistic people don’t get it very well.",2.4664959568733167,4.336846597484275,4.201549865229112,85.16787735849059,76.73584905660377,6.5554357592093435,27.709344115004487,7.447530270364453,1.6093230907457323,615,26,122,8,14,207,105,159,0.095,0.782,0.12300000000000001,0.7487,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,6,1,13,2,0,2,3,35,31,18,0,3,7,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,4,3,18,4,12,26,7,13,0,1,2,1,8,3,0,11,8,94,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807524099599447,0.0,0.0,0.14435196059753128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126215196699198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651273026611587,0.0,0.1192236484096822,0.3265591388207079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127012822835777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394598187602562,0.0,0.09430783490963313,0.0,0.1025866985911814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976069710715625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749794276406254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346121079038205,0.1629152671948969,0.0,0.1204903065426348,0.0,0.0,0.19662582763161846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822613429215993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446334089053371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547227329429034,0.0,0.12514132685227428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349533551822271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826834521818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289824324971967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852675328369744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663815635424876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064263122685508,0.0,0.0,0.11566206009972012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489377754945508,0.10646813162015273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622981207795662,0.16733246733759494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575292528351826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,caiellessi,2019/10/14,Looking for ASD specialist in Boulder area I'm looking for a therapist/psychiatrist that specializes in ASD in the Boulder CO area. Hoping for recommendations from you lovely people if there's anyone out there who knows of a great resource! I have looked into the Autism Society of Boulder website but having a personal recommendation really quells my anxiety about jumping into a new situation.,12.79457711442786,11.659334626865675,12.493134328358213,45.271144278606975,53.4776119402985,15.500497512437814,49.19900497512438,14.06817628641468,7.51943184079602,328,18,41,11,3,110,50,67,0.038,0.852,0.111,0.5714,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,13,9,0,10,0,0,3,1,4,8,0,2,1,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916261198026352,0.0,0.0,0.17515021948032133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761689274374269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879562846234346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766415789662995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6310519769324155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260793117795989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419272716174903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365999845859878,0.21872043805466967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047194567820894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815641283042571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908411643660481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WhoCaresAnyway2017,2019/10/14,"I'd like your help on a informative speech I'm giving! Hey all, full disclosure, I do not have autism. However, my 2 best friends have severe autism and my younger sister has something resembling autism. So I never struggled interacting with people with autism. My question, ""is there anything you would like people to remember with communicating with you?"" Also, what is a good term to describe conditions similar to autism? Maybe, ""the a-typical community""? Thank you all for reading!",5.775331325301206,8.833942361445787,5.942996987951808,70.93329066265062,71.16867469879519,9.451204819277107,33.26656626506024,9.827888789773867,4.068736144578313,388,19,59,11,8,123,60,83,0.027999999999999997,0.693,0.28,0.9707,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,3,13,10,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,9,9,5,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,4,39,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191591664173149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715354029805432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514239366266633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509855114513896,0.0,0.0,0.22982651660687825,0.0,0.20094794360884305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058510933364034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340929141777008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068984030351126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477850371440385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321885614745609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683839047774892,0.0,0.239644364361096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713969050873539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065667613127514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844400275586529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504605438199534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205726433780804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019042476343785,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jibblywigglies,2019/10/14,"How do I tell my boyfriend that not all stimming is bad? I’m on the spectrum and my boyfriend isn’t. Yesterday, we were wandering in the city and usually when he comes by (we’re in a LDR), I don’t stim to keep my attention on him and it doesn’t look weird even though he knows I am. It was around 6 PM and I really needed to stim because I’ve been extremely active, chatty and the city is noisy. We leaned against a building and I started rocking and hitting my back against it to where it would calm me and he kept putting his hand behind me and telling me to stop. I told him I needed to stim and he asked me why. I responded with “it calms me down” and he asks me what’s wrong. In the moment, I didn’t think about what was wrong and just told him that it was needed, but he kept saying that everything was fine, putting his hand behind my back, moving me, etc. I wasn’t doing it to hurt myself or anything and while he means well, I need him to understand that me doing that doesn’t mean I’m trying to hurt myself, do anything bad, feel bad or anything. How do I tell him that? How do I help him understand?",2.1467720804156336,3.5646599184549363,3.2716015360289137,93.44883894285068,76.42489270386268,6.62200135531963,23.42195617799864,7.273561745256523,0.6743699570815442,863,26,198,10,19,278,112,233,0.126,0.79,0.084,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,4,24.0,2,0,0,0,13,12,0,0,6,0,22,2,2,3,1,44,46,22,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,18,0,4,8,1,0,4,7,8,1,0,12,5,38,4,22,32,2,21,0,2,1,0,27,8,0,2,9,134,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28414025122451264,0.10245899353479962,0.2151966648008916,0.0,0.0,0.17700197373755314,0.2882986705528147,0.07016087247196941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914419191192232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836140157932652,0.07601919315851254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344000701126443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819551406070104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714578400840193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464232568632271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230176620917604,0.0,0.0,0.06325322792076674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665085218170083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507444952417093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232782048333846,0.0,0.3413660764049896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314046237118421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373283438449109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091528201074441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146486676713392,0.0,0.0,0.09622461303648397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017944326985832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374825888248916,0.11308029946013196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995649969262535,0.0,0.07814198198080234,0.0,0.0,0.2396360062660142,0.0,0.0,0.12676093393524376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348426975166687,0.0,0.10385537816782037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176021926055327,0.2516767322811865,0.0,0.0 autism,kinkykookykat,2019/10/14,"Has anyone gotten frustrated at you for not being able to talk? It has always been hard for me to speak to other people, and my sister has been continually nagging me to talk, with reasons like, because ""closed mouths don't get fed"" and ""we're getting sick of you acting like you can't talk, there's nothing wrong with you"".",5.58404761904762,6.2133664126984165,5.91123015873016,80.73446428571428,67.41269841269842,7.56984126984127,26.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.3223682539682542,256,7,48,2,4,82,46,63,0.154,0.7390000000000001,0.107,-0.5017,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,0,7,12,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,2,7,2,10,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,31,9,0,0.2593245666136282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577881348043784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813257665727505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808184884406226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709727656576917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323038751499052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533857685151947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488289156880144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978300248185522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662884492438904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253057908121157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353070413952663,0.0,0.0 autism,jaiels,2019/10/14,Whats your special interest? And what are some of your favourite things about it?,3.0440000000000005,6.125569733333336,1.495000000000001,97.7025,85.0,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4289999999999998,66,3,13,1,2,18,13,15,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Vessyx3,2019/10/14,"Support groups for step parents of children with Autism I’m looking to find a support group for step parents of children who have autism . I know there are a lot of parent support groups but being a step parent is different , it comes with additional challenges",7.648439716312055,8.832527319148937,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,63.04255319148936,7.9687943262411345,39.0709219858156,7.793537801064563,3.3074453900709218,212,11,33,2,3,64,31,47,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.6124,5,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,8,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441386169810744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482258416011803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293514385673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195932324696904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051372949702126,0.0,0.0,0.14225663839255887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.743193630725664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696469219689795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kyl3-66,2019/10/14,"Hi yeah Im autistic I hate posting things about this on the internet, Im ashamed of myself ever since I found out when I was 20, Im now 25, realised im different to people and basically have no friends anymore Just wondering if anyone else experiences this, Since I don't have anyone to talk to about how things effect me When someone is talking to you, do you just try to get out of that conversation at all costs? But then when your talking to someone you want all their attention And then also, I can only wear one jumper, as soon as I find a new jumper, suddenly all my old ones feel disgusting and I chuck them out, I just hate clothes in general to be honest",3.149416553595657,4.850998582089557,4.483297150610586,84.61672320217096,74.3731343283582,7.857801899592942,27.853459972862957,8.575989854853784,2.027322388059702,526,21,107,10,11,174,88,134,0.11800000000000001,0.81,0.07200000000000001,-0.802,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,2,1,13,6,3,1,2,1,8,1,1,2,4,24,15,14,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,17,2,19,12,3,18,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,11,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788663932536856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379342821585613,0.18866295057304133,0.13823016304014665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409511398256776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126991173717975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203286980833432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319668410172822,0.0,0.0,0.06821401915563159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330433707734002,0.0,0.0,0.1479207013405256,0.10423032084003676,0.0,0.07048435870448437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663893175335193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828992700291759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029590548862946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415642498831749,0.0,0.1828355932559248,0.10260433641994336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352887996063887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920548272193905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223196156656218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861583267055124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253041135157441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792550247790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159432203206593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957279463473896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630300246375688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spankmybonobo,2019/10/14,"Need some autism tests. This post might be offend someone and if it does, I apologise, this post is not meant to be hurtful or disrespectful in anyways, but merely a way of understanding. I will first give you the background, the symptoms that I have found the background evidence of myself (example if I display these traits) and any other business. This is to get a good representation of if I have traits of autism. I will attempt to be as unbiased as I possibly can and provide references as needed. The two sources of traits that I will be comparing myself to is: \- [https://www.autism.org.uk/about/what-is/asd.aspx](https://www.autism.org.uk/about/what-is/asd.aspx) \- [http://autismni.org/characteristics-of-autism.html](http://autismni.org/characteristics-of-autism.html) There are other sources around, but I picked two sites at random. &#x200B; Note: I am aware that the term autism is a spectrum and that everyone, in some degree is within that spectrum, but some are more in that spectrum that others. I will attempt to help people understand as best as I am able to, if you feel that I have not given the correct message over, please tell me and I will try to re-write it so may better understand. I am an adult and I have been initially diagnosed with bipolar. While that might be true, I don't think it is and would like advice from those that have exposure to it and see it we marry up with traits. Final, final, I am not saying I am, I am not saying I am not autistic. I am thinking that there is more to it (such as nurturing, background, social interaction, environmental exposure, etc) that might fill in the voids that people consider part of the autistic traits. That is a theory at the moment, and one that I have not proven. Mainly because I have investigated yet. &#x200B; The things I know I do that are highly probable in autistic people: \- I love being alone. \- I have no filter in what and how I say it. \- I love routine and order in my life. \- I don't understand jokes. \- I am very literal in what I and other people say. \- I want to be on my own. \- I have always acted and felt different to other kids. I haven't every really fitted in anywhere really. \- I sometimes become highly focused. To a point where that's all I obsessively think about. \- I am not empathetic or sympathetic \- I can relate to women younger than me and men much older than myself. Not in a sexual way, but it's what I find a more natural rapport happens. \- I hate being touched. \- I struggle maintaining friendships/relationships. \- I hate loud noises. \- There are some textures/fibers that I can't touch. Example nylon and the fur on a peach. \- Hate loud noises. It's kinda messes with me? Where I can't really do that much after and I require at least two days in quiet to reset my brain. To counter this argument, you could argue that some were the direct result of a lack of nurturing. Example, parents never touched a child, bad childhood experiences, just how someone is born. There are many deviance's and reasons to why someone is like they are. Again, This is how I am understanding it, but if I am incorrect then it's nice to have a different view on things. It's not just this, I struggle with things that other people take for granted: the ability to know when you're in danger, I don't understand particular circumstances, such as the world is confusing to me. eg - why can't buildings be exactly the same? why as things so crooked and uneven (such as uneven paths.) I can't give maybe examples left, right and center, but he above is a good example. Because of that, I think slow, it takes me ages to grasp new concepts, or, sometimes I don't get sentences or how people word or say something, and that's the most frustrating thing. I see people just get and understand things and I am kinda here left on my own to do my own things, which is nice, but on another scale isn't. &#x200B; I am open to different views for those have been diagnosed said autism. I am merely going through the stages of getting a test done.",4.086498694467212,6.7139297713125865,4.5485921210619615,80.99004364481888,74.69688768606223,7.465139415654957,26.1053383902876,8.42427940485282,2.020462105243096,3187,116,560,61,71,1007,303,739,0.084,0.8079999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.9752,4,1,1,0,0,0,189.0,1,3,1,6,25,28,7,4,31,0,85,8,1,7,5,113,124,57,0,11,29,1,5,2,0,10,5,9,0,5,62,29,0,1,21,1,0,3,21,14,0,5,9,18,76,14,77,95,23,66,0,1,4,2,28,38,0,24,21,433,138,3,0.0561356516730905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485510912532657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581396055065689,0.0,0.0,0.046709359125307263,0.18246886540369808,0.2046328834082057,0.038174168111220534,0.05886312533687079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997263143833189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687092435929373,0.06843954445526927,0.06199741691876603,0.0,0.0,0.058910903136422214,0.049647422089502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266595244181893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481975006141322,0.0,0.0,0.03620285134254938,0.0,0.0,0.11395300960400433,0.0,0.1759494244019009,0.0,0.0,0.04912468707060254,0.05744626154354535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260609040486746,0.0,0.0,0.0472967076453827,0.053640020814140765,0.0,0.054911438923314966,0.0,0.0,0.028383872173523995,0.0,0.0538990288519034,0.12298772503778856,0.05130696864612755,0.047748956636219836,0.0,0.06154984460142126,0.0,0.0,0.1173142443424392,0.10770086444166592,0.031903184492417795,0.0941678425708682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496405713836773,0.0,0.0,0.16626700268194372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376265440277201,0.11862079610752856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060094376141206725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170137217082242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198309958702573,0.0,0.03965027090515292,0.054850087772362256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132923463426724,0.0,0.0,0.05691273995758595,0.05639580725003007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786531661450234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253232606117289,0.083247748846674,0.0432952752234406,0.054216162189257226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803897037577029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233199797648083,0.060789440382635875,0.0,0.2724217491268485,0.0,0.0,0.06162008831723492,0.05306633547719515,0.06328451272475591,0.10752487395093514,0.0,0.060523726972028034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078858076918824,0.05771679929952073,0.0,0.060268681715722874,0.0,0.04793953980882955,0.053397859675994634,0.22320661665259636,0.0,0.0,0.0894656929522608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057223227551405825,0.14269066648660356,0.043215967197749165,0.11103918977916613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737034297082252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058346436045479115,0.08441404778023008,0.0,0.04906503384128474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610582282747152,0.1438778357353898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03811242264507615,0.0,0.16450912456619288,0.4090743518524119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046317791631335474,0.033110261781372295,0.089115734797181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196108287867394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987715633803414,0.0,0.2046328834082057,0.0 autism,thePsuedoanon,2019/10/14,"Writing allistic characters I'm trying to write a story, but I'm having trouble with allistic characters. Almost every character I write ends up autistic. Does anyone else struggle with this? Additionally, part of my story contains a society that is mainly autistic. How would this society function differently do you think? And how would allistic characters struggle to fit in?",7.362634408602152,10.830002145161297,8.043225806451616,55.801505376344096,67.87096774193549,11.230107526881726,40.978494623655905,10.864195022040775,6.414507526881723,311,19,35,11,6,103,44,62,0.151,0.8,0.049,-0.7744,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25833064643579035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803862718098734,0.2643319601092471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695351741640715,0.0,0.0,0.225760859355002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155099722252178,0.0,0.22849454030146055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736006882522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279368218280341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393953849273689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530376972720434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515212414660766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665245163015317,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Enritas,2019/04/23,"How I “cured” my PDD-NOS symptoms I was a weird kid. I’m 31, but when I was young you wouldn’t get a diagnosis so easy as it’s today. My parents also refused to get me tested. They hated the idea something might be wrong. So officially I am normal as everyone else. I was very hyperactive, had some weird ticks / fears and just showed a lot of odd behavior though. If I was a kid today and was the same as I was back then, I would almost certainly be diagnosed with PDD-NOS. I did have a lot of friends though and was socially good enough to use my odd behavior and turned it into something likable I guess. When I got older, it became more of a problem. Between 11-16 I was really struggling with a lot of social stuff and connecting with new people. I did hide it very well, and I guess I did it good enough so people wouldn’t really notice (however, they thought I was a little weird). Internally I struggled a lot though. I knew something was wrong with me, but couldn’t figure out what it was, I did get a little better between 16-19, but still had some major social issues. I wasn’t anti-social (luckily I had friends), but had some struggles with simple things that are normal for everybody else: just asking someone how they feel, wishing someone good luck, saying good morning and good bye when people passed by. Simple stuff like that. It always made me think on how to do it best, it wasn’t really natural and often I made it weird. Looking people in the eye was also a problem, especially with one on ones. When I was 19 I almost got noticed by my supervisor as being autistic. A disturbance of my primal brain he called it. It was a huge wake up call for me. I really wanted to change. I had some trouble sleeping through the years as well, so after a lot of reading I finally tried magnesium. I couldn’t believe how good it worked. Sleeping was no issue anymore and I actually felt better in a lot of ways. When I read about magnesium I noticed it was also good for a lot of mental disorders. Magnesium really changed my life. Being intrigued by the power of this supplement I read about and tried a lot of different supplements through the years and I can honestly say that all my autistic symptoms are gone now that I’m 31 and using different supplements on a daily basis since I was 25. Maybe aging by itself helps as well, but I noticed major improvements when I started with magnesium and a good multivitamin, I’m living a normal and great life, have a great job, a relationship with a very nice girl and just a normal life. I do have some small struggles sometimes with difficult social situations, but not on the level it’s not acceptable. Actually, I think I do better then most normal people these days. The supplements that I believe changed me a lot were a very good quality multivitamin (with probiotics), magnesium citrate and these days I also use Q10 and Curcumin. I was probably mildly autistic or maybe I had some serious deficiencies without knowing. All I know is that I don’t have any of the problems I once faced. Guess it won’t work for everyone, but I suggest that you at least try if you recognize yourself in my story. It really changed my life and I feel like a completely different person. If I only knew earlier..",5.55577573443466,6.4194808115015976,6.632046286916545,74.70860944440119,67.56230031948883,9.813387360710669,31.721966804332578,9.923748647568347,3.1913888880230656,2572,103,462,58,41,863,256,626,0.113,0.7120000000000001,0.175,0.9937,8,0,3,0,0,0,73.0,0,3,3,7,33,46,1,6,36,0,55,13,6,9,3,113,89,58,0,18,17,1,3,2,2,5,7,2,0,4,32,30,0,1,13,4,0,2,12,19,3,2,40,7,69,27,58,38,26,43,0,0,2,0,28,16,0,28,27,341,101,7,0.0,0.0,0.08922449984167287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155599923238096,0.0,0.0,0.1462363682629629,0.0380393985616552,0.0,0.0,0.031088467552011063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533801674165595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042738316128215804,0.0,0.0,0.03515280460277076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301261981704182,0.047976152231540316,0.12129633836475112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103420782942287,0.09336235442316657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344598882314284,0.0,0.04793238687331435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896611373293086,0.0,0.0,0.04640080736280418,0.0,0.14329056118201886,0.05239453015900883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763797525530011,0.0,0.0,0.09447375773776932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873672501106558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144324270663888,0.04623079599252161,0.032659540422888746,0.043894557300248965,0.050079675449549686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064018157318906,0.0,0.07165421525367738,0.0,0.0,0.3450999270907684,0.07312656964247287,0.10080416725567903,0.1510840808326471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513511425481833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03064249074641306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051607832436710036,0.0,0.0954313142566288,0.04536610492074762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024866818468676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916233374065084,0.04466908536075817,0.09163894265872186,0.040368091374584136,0.0,0.03838995068464343,0.0,0.0,0.3497951991454568,0.0,0.08651522446671019,0.0,0.0,0.09185579204523356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460710049481556,0.04849748257846207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415282591370665,0.0,0.0,0.22396001111109426,0.0,0.20819200916994776,0.0,0.04868607912982399,0.061956729105064674,0.03476910027949031,0.0,0.0,0.05076224034268512,0.0,0.0,0.15846869244737816,0.039917473382109284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928961167181569,0.13123219769155406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371852019375237,0.0,0.17572115373829186,0.0,0.0,0.04908190665642841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271044271593477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037816771802972673,0.05138673229125797,0.0914980896173056,0.18640693861567906,0.07747008644028967,0.1055832983740462,0.045214321873284606,0.0,0.03235804079452747,0.0,0.036508880004126575,0.0,0.0,0.1911692790991987,0.10466783202914258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503291746872176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03037169845646961,0.058585971208086535,0.1347472998432941,0.03629342068580505,0.0,0.0,0.08666690056729773,0.0,0.0,0.09311454892307523,0.049725912123847235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845191324247673,0.0,0.15088204756853238,0.026964498506680708,0.03628725610397073,0.0,0.0,0.12331260168097108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257117747009471,0.044068620806159184,0.0,0.06656362752265198,0.0,0.0,0.032475355514480886,0.09996660270085302,0.0,0.05887924794213713 autism,Porggo,2019/04/23,"Does anyone else get a sudden, overwelming feeling of excitement, so bad it's annoying/uncomftable I sometimes get this weird, overwelming feeling of excitement, mostly when I'm happy, but also sometimes when I'm not in any specific mood. So yeah, I was wondering if anyone else has this? It might also be because of my ADHD, but I couldn't figure out how to post it on r/ADHD without starting the title with ""Does anyone else""",6.646374999999999,7.412855887500001,7.465,70.04,65.125,9.9,34.75,9.888512548439397,3.758825,341,15,53,7,5,114,55,80,0.053,0.79,0.157,0.7275,0,0,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,15,13,10,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,4,3,9,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588336754717815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23877334552827376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152190584209007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315984189921753,0.4588938726111598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465040641284594,0.09100542764704184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612883057869677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741363916034988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097040437601253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559950911486708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892133370048714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837245279690648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297797003886592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953020518141698,0.0,0.1056677999737566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390964638539264,0.16189797725439145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ispariz,2019/04/23,"Professor basically told me to practice my sensory overload away This semester I’m in a lab class and I’ve been struggling with stuff like daily inclass quizzes. The time limit + crowded noisy room makes me extremely overloaded, and I keep losing points to stupid mistakes and misreading questions even though I know the material inside and out. I finally (week before finals) mentioned it to the professor, and she told me I just need to practice. “It takes practice, but you’ll get it”. I’m 30yo. This is the 3rd college I’ve attended. If only I COULD just practice away sensory overload, lmao. I’m just so upset by the effect on my grade... in lecture, where there are no in-class quiz grades, I have a 98% in the class overall. Anyhow, have any of you guys had professors or bosses just totally fail to understand that autism isn’t something you can just get rid of with practice and determination? :/",5.806716566866263,7.388211023952099,6.1596556886227525,75.6880264471058,67.50299401197604,9.399001996007986,34.275948103792416,9.725611199111238,3.5379145708582818,719,34,123,16,12,231,108,167,0.16699999999999998,0.773,0.06,-0.9431,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,4,10,7,1,2,8,0,10,0,0,3,1,30,23,11,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,15,1,17,17,1,15,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,4,5,77,22,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258153103997728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476519557663965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743259385448946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771797382951918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221994640123874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053458023213106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933235063990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831921412125044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164448219967486,0.0,0.0,0.10167840814692376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038809697736587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698242984906406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234977378615642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718493263181342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071086446015327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489726168726494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725710983098747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243218899675367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341595198064526,0.21179583319098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391068901963733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177451522768528,0.0,0.10788267620504594,0.0,0.0,0.35357605430556777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260525077341556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840641745185945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,renegade_six,2019/04/23,Autism speaks... or does it Isn't it funny how it's called autism speaks but doesn't let autistic people speak for themselves... ha ha ha fuck that.,4.66,5.678097931034486,3.4925862068965543,95.84853448275864,69.6896551724138,5.8000000000000025,21.396551724137925,3.1291,-0.37508275862068974,116,2,25,0,2,33,21,29,0.17600000000000002,0.5710000000000001,0.253,0.4305,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988799725326162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275469375541328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516709068822983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995912971706406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387097826479439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Easleyaspie,2019/04/23,"Can someone help me understand the context of these milestone tests for autism? I know you guys cant help me diagnose, so I apologize in advanced if this isnt allowed. I recently took a milestone test for my son at his 18 month check up. He flagged for autism, but in reflection of my answers I might have been over thinking, as I am admittedly, a bit of a hypochondriac. Heres a few questions and how I answered, could talk give me some insight if these things my son does count as ""flags?"" ALSO: I want to let everyone know I'm not trying to deny, force, or dispute a diagnosis on him. I just want to understand him and help him live his best life, autistic or not. 1. Mutual interest - I didnt think my son brought me toys to play with together, but then I remembered he brings me books almost daily. He also brings me anything he wants ""fixed"" like putting his jack in the box back together, or an Easter egg closed. Does this sound like mutual interest? 2. Pointing and gesturing - My husband and I never point, (I thought it was rude?) But I started last week pointing at the last page of the book, and he copied me twice. He also reaches for things he wants. He flaps his hands often, but usually accompanied by excitement. 3. Social milestones - He seems social? He gets very excited when he sees other kids and likes to play, but his play style is pretty chaotic. We live in the country and he is an only child, so he rarely sees kids his age, or kids at all. Hes starting day care on wednesday, so that should help. Ok, those are the big ones. Thoughts? I appreciate any and all feedback, and thanks in advanced!",3.0295287725911986,5.281064138263666,3.845146912074508,86.59565916398716,76.42765273311898,7.247854529326976,27.444395165761172,8.216663640201805,1.9206482093358463,1261,52,247,23,29,402,183,311,0.040999999999999995,0.74,0.21899999999999997,0.9957,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,1,1,0,3,12,15,1,0,13,1,16,4,1,2,3,57,43,31,0,8,14,4,1,3,0,2,2,1,0,5,10,12,1,0,16,6,1,7,6,1,0,2,7,4,38,14,29,32,7,39,0,0,2,0,45,17,0,12,18,148,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075290205824122,0.0,0.0,0.25762353507170205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302443303122294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836743536953295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257124997493301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269231298926607,0.0,0.11723492286905073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948459104716043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573695246744108,0.0,0.0,0.06925344609215611,0.0,0.0,0.10899194835483557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794397356429005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260949488993036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056103424144264016,0.10301199675014733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632650513925863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28790747046990545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118030279190247,0.17506369931372798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098068601374322,0.07584811131829562,0.15738639868797538,0.0,0.1896431196069628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391687810950693,0.0,0.0,0.08571245080384593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282074194547309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276580950471688,0.08166995786034721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045362285284085,0.0,0.0,0.1092475807222741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795003369960704,0.12029404759251852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602820885718267,0.0,0.12164452351979753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114142434092816,0.0977578661259675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892782239463246,0.09098565456334357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201312699433442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631075504740056,0.0,0.09886425969593364,0.0,0.0,0.1426815944702615,0.1376139664618921,0.0,0.1705009398684966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930697177154242,0.07290631840343835,0.0,0.0,0.2235799314387827,0.0,0.0,0.11826770676063166,0.08860259805222649,0.2533501803686352,0.0,0.08613653185913528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MxLeafycat,2019/04/23,"Do any of y'all find you just don't function well on social media? Is it clunky and awkward for anyone else? I've been on social media for 10+ years and I honestly can't stand it anymore. However I know that I will be isolating myself further if I don't use it. I'm worried I won't be able to keep up with ""the times"" so to speak, but I also question ""the times"" so much at this point that I can't tell what's true or has grounding. It's like walking on eggshells and walking through an endless maze. I think I hate it?",2.5551548672566358,3.2303576460177013,4.120519911504426,90.67865597345137,74.30973451327435,6.711946902654868,27.39933628318584,6.6274283507984215,1.0308592920353985,406,15,93,3,8,136,77,113,0.124,0.826,0.05,-0.768,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,1,15,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,1,1,12,4,12,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,4,60,21,0,0.21903620751213407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516317601185152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895213217985356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722506106733772,0.15315520913797814,0.2244284790976403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297664526412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019512549061405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625290771212666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468944534259836,0.0,0.0,0.12037657135697084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701002704423117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101681515046828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706001485796094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537068120459385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44655965935716185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914472997772515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034955747935374,0.0,0.0,0.2554435480856925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891769566826461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693985574443304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244190099910224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105213625366125 autism,Edgalpo99,2019/04/23,"I need some advice to deal with my anxiety in class. I'm a little bit anxious, but I can handle it most of the time. But when I'm in class I get really anxious, I have stomach ache, my head hurts, I have urge to urinate, my heart beat fast and my hands start to shake. This things get me even more anxious. The main problem is that my classroom is too brighty, everyone screams and the teachers ussually don't do anything to calm down the class, and that stress me a lot so my muscles tenses and I have to ask to go out for a while because ""I feel bad"" and then I go back to class.",3.5293442622950835,3.8988259918032817,4.478811475409838,90.11362704918035,71.86885245901641,7.411475409836067,28.364754098360656,7.1686216300943375,1.2494721311475407,449,16,103,4,8,146,77,122,0.256,0.722,0.022000000000000002,-0.9819,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,7,0,8,5,5,0,0,15,18,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,3,16,1,14,18,6,15,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,69,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719871072304554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464104027704224,0.5964964536947116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448346410689278,0.0,0.16453810171921174,0.0,0.0,0.13533466601946198,0.14695430967706466,0.10728917924618056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921485884871181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814503230179944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162476541920451,0.0,0.0,0.16817744342698115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899189419112015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390755066484266,0.0,0.200051973272154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062881786682555,0.0,0.0,0.20856320504865952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841376998689024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640023092378276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963059763572978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305032451478302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684101344238747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275138130255008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457511408993906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160968439573168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692790130111395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262817548467523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nirokogaseru,2019/04/18,"Is self diagnosis legitimate? I’ll be up front and honest, I’m officially diagnosed and biased biased against self diagnosis, but I’m also looking for honest discussion on the issue given how many are taking the “Aspietest” and sharing their results. The Pro-Self Diagnosis argument as I understand it: (This is not my view, but I will do my best to write an honest argument from their perspective) Diagnosis and referrals of diagnosis are incredibly hard to the obtain in even the most aware countries, so If you don’t meet all the classic stereotypes or are severely impaired by it, diagnosis is essentially impossible in most settings. The scarcity of diagnosis should not prevent those who know they’re autistic from participating in the community and identifying as an autistic. The Official Diagnosis is the only valid Diagnosis Argument from my perspective: One of the things I see a lot in mobile gaming, which I might be a little to into, is something called confirmation bias. Confirmation Bias is when you hold a view or hypothesis, and then you pay attention primarily to the data that confirms your theory. A cardinal truth I find to be true is that every person has massive blind spots— we are less likely to see our own faults and more likely to exaggerate a small fault that no one else would even notice. A diagnosis provides checks and balances that are crucial because no human being, no matter how aware or trained, is able to assess their own psychological state with an acceptable reliability. Instead of writing an entire essay, I want to flesh this out more in the comments. What are your thoughts on the subject?",11.402468507102654,10.066121045296171,11.439512195121953,52.368386491557246,56.3170731707317,14.545054945054948,45.073438756365604,13.274406872562384,6.330024604663628,1328,66,196,41,13,448,168,287,0.147,0.7509999999999999,0.102,-0.8540000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,5,3,2,8,12,0,0,24,0,25,3,1,3,3,44,36,22,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,4,13,12,0,2,6,1,2,1,6,2,0,2,2,7,19,10,32,26,10,17,0,0,6,0,23,12,0,8,4,153,32,1,0.15980402261773974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277952191518033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741504894046177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770446261260974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317777425355712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219771910875613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349575529281565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109809958277007,0.0,0.13464178134642554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605798157864402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431530155565798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679388122440494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782411159447079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614434687611106,0.1601656126860603,0.0,0.0,0.13419513132735472,0.0,0.0,0.13585966538367444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201619670123787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952681437713246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193793892422705,0.0,0.0,0.2165746829727848,0.12153816024584208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953470862131415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546862322595663,0.0,0.5001313426578612,0.18053305915144532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302494392929875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015273715254067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616669181164416,0.0,0.0,0.12686654367594113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636162333661836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425655291940073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352019266624318,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ReallyRoundtree,2019/04/18,"I’m suspect about whether or not I’m on the spectrum or not. I took that Aspie quiz yesterday. Preface: I’m sorry if “that Aspie quiz” isn’t a nice way to word what I’m trying to communicate. I was tested for autism when I was in elementary school and tested negative, but my I’ve started to become suspect again my girlfriend and I talked about it. Apparently she always thought I was on the spectrum. I started taking some tests online. They all indicated that I could be on it, but I assumed I shouldn’t take most of them too seriously. I took the quiz that a lot of people in this sub have been posting ([yes, this one](https://rdos.net/eng/Aspie-quiz.php)) and I’m pretty sure I got [rather extreme results for someone who tested negative.](https://imgur.com/a/oCcAJF1) What do you all recommend I do with this info? Should I get retested?",4.184609164420486,6.481697905660379,4.943688230008989,79.84712264150946,73.0880503144654,7.310152740341421,28.96720575022462,8.192908349453996,2.1992601976639707,673,28,119,11,14,217,96,159,0.069,0.843,0.08800000000000001,0.7013,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,5,1,12,0,0,1,3,29,26,10,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,8,0,19,2,15,14,5,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,5,84,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752982997601735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326737505908953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820667482001098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006888103361376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849587283618747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910817028029893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275868811668854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605537101864466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017682102526804,0.21433199754100052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321413204190198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850406353356305,0.0,0.0,0.2358331760775115,0.2982333974422429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985584937073424,0.0,0.31680244235530475,0.16933241373655086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725224843895378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681348806317101,0.14303435145619833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722383997943152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hecata678,2019/04/18,Accents and speech patterns. Does anyone else have the issue of if you listen to someone enough you pick up there accent or speech pattern? Idk if that makes sense. I have this issue and I am terrified of making someone feel like I’m mocking or even being racist towards them because of it.,5.3982727272727296,6.956580781818182,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,68.45454545454545,6.227272727272728,30.113636363636363,5.985473137389443,1.5794545454545457,233,9,39,1,4,72,43,55,0.196,0.763,0.040999999999999995,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,10,9,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,6,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117935601219728,0.2654941189566394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795420646570635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675343694564165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164574808837217,0.0,0.0,0.267735242993178,0.0,0.17114313018717586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310164186882704,0.18511193373801535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408978476875418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659058673776405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459227845143552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390948960740089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ofbalance,2019/04/18,"I Think my Daughter's Education and Healthcare Plan will be Derailed by a Certain Physician. (UK) I've just received a letter asking my youngest daughter, M, to attend an appointment with a developmental paediatrician for her EHCP. It is vital that M receives an Education and Healthcare Plan! Without one to one with her hlta she will absolutely be permanently excluded from school. Her hlta funding needs to be permanent! The problem is that my eldest daughter, L, attended a similar appointment with that same developmental paediatrician. At the end of the meeting the DP used a finger to draw a 'line' in the air and said, ""This is the line between normal and sub-normal. Your daughter is above this line."" I was not impressed. My complaints at the language used were heard, but that's about it. L has been diagnosed as autistic, and has been home schooled for two years because she could not cope with a school environment. I do not want that DP anywhere near M. M has so many more complex needs than L. And I really can't home school two children. M needs her Education and Healthcare Plan to enable her to access specialist secondary education. She would not survive in a typical secondary school. I am going to ask for another appointment date, in hope that M will be seen by another DP. If there is not another DP, what do we do? It's always one battle after another!",5.797932480603901,7.704367031872515,6.486408052002517,72.08767037114703,67.92430278884463,9.427636821136508,35.12287691339903,9.811843763644266,3.7961107569721113,1099,55,183,26,19,360,134,251,0.054000000000000006,0.91,0.036000000000000004,-0.4834,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,5,4,6,1,0,17,0,26,3,1,2,1,36,40,11,0,10,9,4,1,0,0,4,2,2,2,1,12,12,0,0,2,0,1,5,7,2,0,5,7,4,19,4,30,24,2,16,0,0,1,0,23,7,0,2,4,128,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406252129865277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741502846015128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113636872866441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891120140102662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025725836747377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147383264686543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012434355913744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424609600749168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267867656183798,0.11227922244761901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460991789811675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514643733801281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076012824461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298067150665179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081688272088328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241954127876858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753171114168388,0.0,0.0,0.5720380307111692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243469104316867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085713760016468,0.0,0.0,0.1952692214481711,0.0,0.0,0.066676887937152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897137546649034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030394631006123,0.0,0.0,0.07279729337241317 autism,CheerfulMystery,2019/04/18,"Aspie Test Megathread Just posting this here because I don't like the spam. I'll post my results when I'm done. &#x200B; If you don't know what I'm talking about, [it's this test.](https://rdos.net/eng/Aspie-quiz.php)",6.0813821138211335,7.848253073170731,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,67.04878048780488,6.442276422764228,33.178861788617894,6.42735559955562,1.8605544715447155,180,8,32,1,3,51,33,41,0.064,0.873,0.064,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359551027968203,0.3767626944405837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901263628155013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31730396294386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704035161107551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514820090146057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939127752257528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492183571733256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767626944405837,0.0 autism,CareBearEmptyStare,2019/04/18,"Puzzle piece at work My boss meant well, and I appreciate it so much. They wanted to do something for me, their token autistic, for Autism Acceptance Month. They didn't ask me how they can honor this month. They just put up some primary colored puzzle pieces on the website. Why didn't they consult me on something I know more a out than they do? It's so incredibly offensive, but if I am honest with them I seem like an ungrateful asshole. If I say nothing, they never learn how to show their support properly and LISTEN TO ACTUALLY AUTISTIC PEOPLE regarding issues that affect us. The primary colored puzzle pieces are so infantilizing. I'm an engineer-- not a puzzle.",4.1340053763440885,6.799459120967747,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,74.7258064516129,8.004301075268819,28.88172043010753,8.841846274778883,2.8103946236559145,537,23,88,12,12,176,85,124,0.049,0.8059999999999999,0.145,0.8876,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,10,2,7,7,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,4,1,25,15,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,4,20,6,12,12,6,9,0,0,2,0,15,5,0,8,4,69,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.2261558016920576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665614632968544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418881071962523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736443305853504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322196065586608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699632934051884,0.0,0.17036384358975812,0.0,0.17874086066288056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237158674821747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606671452218789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297402895470404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429790576563626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097764542396932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568268884509772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26298858632408056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876823402390943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669289909887442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837221720775376,0.0,0.20911946781583102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687176792543466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kuleneko,2019/04/18,"Stepmom says Pills will stop me rocking back and forth At dinner tonight, I was unconsciously rocking back and forth, and my Stepmom asked me if i needed a tranquilizer. She said that the therapist I'm about to go to for the first time will give me pills that will make me stop fidgeting. Is this actually a thing? Because the only pill I could find that is FDA approved for autism is risperidone, which I already know turns me into a drooling houseplant. She was adamant that it would/ needed to happen, and acted like rocking back and forth was the worst thing in the world.",6.389007936507938,7.379754805555558,5.614179894179895,82.29166666666669,65.75925925925927,8.023280423280424,32.09523809523809,7.957251820313856,2.188546031746032,461,18,85,5,7,139,66,108,0.08800000000000001,0.863,0.049,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,8,0,11,5,1,1,0,16,22,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,9,6,1,2,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,3,12,2,9,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1906601903561784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560385487088576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265152515211625,0.0,0.0,0.4506995564454254,0.0,0.11910026928033735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599298165640396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857143352862126,0.16618794407510376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874238360121045,0.11103749723029313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277161810712738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737432721099124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954515445088636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041595316680815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28973978081051965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859334128101262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584867906481176,0.15537197601221328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32668856358991644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268482575727159,0.25960016898615884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392615193679627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251454226116634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387905222279227,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,genescheesesthatplz,2019/01/11,"Refusal to acknowledge name early autism warning? My 10 month old son totally ignores his name, and I’m starting to worry. Obviously I need to talk to my doctor about it, but I was wondering how many of you saw this as one of the first signs something was different with your child. 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Do you think it’s possible? Any advice on how to cope and move on? I get super attached to things and people, more than I should, and I’m worried it won’t get better.",3.0174999999999983,4.763005750000005,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,74.83333333333334,7.180952380952381,25.095238095238088,7.957251820313856,1.4123523809523806,329,11,66,5,7,108,57,84,0.115,0.722,0.163,0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,18,10,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,14,7,1,9,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936135987581054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795182950330315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265556048522924,0.0,0.17172823106263466,0.0,0.0,0.15696313943301046,0.23000849174908075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853622019053485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752603222070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051726191557934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345653174526191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031278547101234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855838196086808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260390562494954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858900052818696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562765854858646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530698961634387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432980847223458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020299805058355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913596635163895,0.14383909815399404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279725209399229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455914529267766 autism,RubixxCubixx,2019/01/11,"Bullied How should my family address my little brother 8 Being bullied in school? They hit him down there and pinch him till it hurts and tell him vulgar stuff.",6.3229999999999995,7.51006996666667,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,66.0,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.6093333333333335,129,4,22,1,2,39,25,30,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.9008,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,17,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805113021109435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320997822735669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045484646927715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085003265413657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620656843216038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527949169527496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CaverZ,2019/01/11,"(Autism Shower Thought?) Can a person's YouTube viewing history help indicate if they are on the spectrum? I wonder if this is an area that can be researched, ie, can you develop a profile of a person based on the different kinds of YT videos they watch. I am an aspie who just now watched a series of videos on how asphalt is laid down on pavement and am now watching a video on how rice grass is sewn in a field by machines. I seriously doubt my YT video history is similar to NTs. I tried looking this up but the search results get swamped by Google info on how to 'get more YT views' and similar things, not actual analytics of people and what their video choices say about them.",8.741228070175438,6.693301330827067,8.492593984962408,73.65613408521305,62.007518796992464,11.874185463659149,40.21177944862156,10.504223727775694,4.069612531328321,539,24,104,10,6,174,89,133,0.027999999999999997,0.9570000000000001,0.015,-0.1556,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,4,0,7,3,0,1,11,0,11,0,0,4,0,16,16,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,10,1,18,14,1,12,0,0,6,0,10,10,0,4,2,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.2788627634052703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985607610167993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298597993611376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915404325567124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975774401538962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399683439841851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811158400444653,0.4990332007573675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724963457532354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984776100536788,0.0,0.0,0.22686333022505936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940138300728348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098970026680445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,a_w_s,2019/01/11,"Functional Autism I kind of disdain the fact that ASD is referred to as a disability. While it often reduces social skills it comes with other virtues like analytical thinking and dedication to a special interest. The people at WIRED UK even speculate that it played an integral role in human evolution and we may not be where we are today without it. I consider it more of a difference than a disability. I think categorizing people into labels which are often used as a basis on which to ostracize or reject someone is born of the myopic paradigm of the 20th century, that deviants and outliers should be looked down on for their differences rather than accepted as fellow human beings. Despite my efforts to break free from that social construct I'm hindered by a lack of confidence caused by the subconscious message that people with autism should be treated differently, whether that be making fun of us or walking on eggshells and looking on us with pity for the ""horrible condition"" with which we're afflicted.",11.623477653631284,10.173821368715084,10.86921089385475,56.98806215083802,55.98324022346369,14.089664804469276,46.397346368715105,12.815532586354998,6.275932402234638,831,43,120,23,8,269,116,179,0.085,0.7859999999999999,0.129,0.818,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,1,2,5,11,0,0,13,0,12,0,0,3,1,33,20,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,15,12,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,10,33,12,2,15,0,2,2,0,12,9,0,5,4,98,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156844825862885,0.0,0.14386698780964022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234793931909839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031057013556887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391843150962805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159415912030173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049786284947265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148253377429873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473575409761129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404976235286381,0.1415096483176623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403048745517872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830888002832916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017923645354909,0.14424568549149233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099465790400333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BelmontOTD,2019/01/11,"Survey for doctoral research regarding Child Passenger Safety for children with ASD We are a group of doctoral occupational therapy students researching the perspectives of caregivers of children with autism spectrum disorder (ASD). Specifically, we are looking into safety for all vehicle occupants while transporting children with ASD. We are reaching out to parents and caregivers in hopes of gaining a better understanding of experiences of transporting a child with ASD. Our goal is to gain insight into the lived experiences and identify gap areas in related knowledge, legislation, and confidence of parents and caregivers. Due to the limited clinical and political knowledge on this topic, we hope that you will complete this survey to give insight into child passenger safety. If you know of anyone who this study might pertain to and who might like to contribute, feel free to share this post with them as well. Thank you in advance for your contribution! Link: [https://survey.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_820jUl6UkiZza8B](https://survey.az1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_820jUl6UkiZza8B) &#x200B; &#x200B;",14.51230303030303,16.011406412121215,11.512727272727275,45.175757575757615,48.51515151515152,14.606060606060607,50.45454545454545,13.5591,7.89281818181818,938,53,100,30,9,279,98,165,0.025,0.752,0.223,0.9868,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,5,4,1,6,1,8,0,0,6,0,7,3,0,0,1,34,15,9,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,6,7,19,0,1,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,9,33,12,1,15,0,0,1,0,23,9,0,5,3,73,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072123279014114,0.3445286095133405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912786596282784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253827611686701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864162669549028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247903976417366,0.29021223493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773536889604489,0.0,0.0,0.07168243820110648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599731059151954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816163152238997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791228713473528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692609521884602,0.0,0.12518422636388676,0.0,0.11904987610166297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007880546467076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148343936715131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357750817955563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052143300240715,0.16212469139136368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475860595715872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746695155099266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445286095133405,0.0 autism,mjh10896,2019/01/11,"Getting a diagnosis as an adult? Hi everyone, For some background, I am a 22 year old female who has struggled with anxiety and OCD my whole life. I was recently officially diagnosed with severe OCD which has given me a lot of relief, but has not given me all of the answers I was looking for. I saw an AskReddit that was talking about autism in females and a lot of what the girls in the post were saying sounded a lot like me. I recently read this article (https://the-art-of-autism.com/females-and-aspergers-a-checklist/) and feel like everything is spot on. Even the physical symptoms such as pacing, closed fists and sensitivity to sounds and lights. I have always been super sensitive to sound, sometimes to the point of tears. Even my family members have always “joked” to me saying “your so autistic” (offensive, I know, just trying to explain that others have noticed my sensitivity to light and sound). I thought being diagnosed with OCD was the answer I was looking for as to why I never fit in, why I was always bullied but I’m now starting to think it sounds more like what was discussed in that article. My question is, have any females in this forum been diagnosed as adults? I feel like all of the symptoms of autism I had very strongly as a kid/teen, but now I have kind of taught myself how to “act normal”. Would this make it impossible for me to get a clear diagnosis? Any advice would help!",6.7098741130693496,7.934950525291831,6.605493247882809,74.63066605630581,65.14785992217898,9.315541313801788,32.238269626916924,9.478462496947786,3.0113865415426866,1123,44,192,21,17,355,138,257,0.057999999999999996,0.8140000000000001,0.128,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,2,9,11,1,1,16,0,25,6,0,2,4,37,42,16,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,2,6,7,0,3,13,10,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,16,14,25,9,36,23,8,19,0,0,3,0,13,9,0,5,12,142,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230527200994422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868852527479083,0.0,0.0,0.15630851535411794,0.0,0.08791879167869092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499452633671151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181631501089335,0.0,0.0,0.1098176126928867,0.10328891978901936,0.0,0.10834288728119107,0.0,0.11622102429366454,0.16420765247141653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008916153478034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703310282681153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967871869312592,0.06316083857566987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811762938817172,0.2245899835135106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930193627587232,0.0,0.0,0.2931203141751916,0.0,0.0,0.07671462238338203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863873827331392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260399624684095,0.0,0.13084507867548598,0.1205964868251614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864310244505188,0.0,0.11006823620846136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874447088883673,0.0,0.11495803713244394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695296935802875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278902510479653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298347253347472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366567864647226,0.0,0.08134587701852465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014658710388805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890618304769756,0.0,0.09237391801990268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736405402163569,0.0,0.0912391499360612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780278457259883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482675854627756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074073684868584,0.12831182006940506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328159622449148,0.0,0.0,0.07400917893110424 autism,jmnnrs,2019/01/11,"How much sleep do you folks get? I'm a 26 year old male who was diagnosed a couple of years ago. I understand that it's common for our energy levels and sleep needs to work differently from NTs. My NT peers don't understand this, and it has been making me question how many of us with Asperger's and autism require more sleep than NTs. I typically thrive with about 8.5-9 hours of sleep. If things are busy with school and work, I do better with closer to 10 hours of sleep. I get criticized for this even by my 28 year old best friend who is used to getting 6 hours of sleep. Anyway, how much sleep do you all feel that you need? Does it vary by how much you have to do during the day? If so, by how much? Thanks everyone; looking forward to your replies.",3.6453896103896097,4.650701590909094,4.198571428571427,89.89642857142857,72.05194805194805,7.937662337662338,23.09090909090909,8.296473431620573,0.9728779220779219,591,14,132,9,11,187,96,154,0.016,0.879,0.105,0.9295,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,5,0,5,9,4,0,0,3,0,11,8,7,7,1,25,24,12,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,14,4,22,22,7,14,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,12,81,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733005961961952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338832242378904,0.0871309623383781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900803958665976,0.0,0.063535812014226,0.0,0.0,0.09999346361077906,0.0,0.10293010207984743,0.0,0.0,0.08621356515383495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507005849071404,0.0,0.0,0.0941379519154312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981354506000763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611458536020857,0.0,0.15441440726462635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910604781247812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273011516350702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576137703278502,0.09988155664716418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896875886434101,0.14609935751423378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067556560287954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103624501818731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970524369383348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6901224343088292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070192710132753,0.0,0.0,0.0654508293499877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512094770193653,0.11850474813662724,0.08508772260382029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434442210120524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032664314969536 autism,bbychino2997,2019/01/11,"Gift Ideas Hi guys, I'm thinking of buying a non-verbal 13 year old autistic boy a cool present that helps with his disability in one way or another (not just a toy). Any specific recommendations would be awesome! Thanks :D",5.531428571428571,7.005187380952384,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,68.04761904761905,9.40952380952381,33.04761904761905,9.725611199111238,3.20984761904762,178,8,33,4,3,58,40,42,0.0,0.618,0.382,0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314344666975209,0.356863206050686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33697787153231434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281144444419897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841884826720055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35711661070729434,0.0,0.2306148177738959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133279680294209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806821098235069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701362410446496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175899219645156,0.0,0.0,0.2191598431836844 autism,angrywoodelf11,2019/01/11,How do you guys feel about the autistic screeching meme snd other autism jokes? I personally like most of them and use the ironic 4chan jokes many times a day,6.166,7.314074933333334,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,66.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,25.0,7.1686216300943375,0.8500000000000005,128,3,25,1,2,37,28,30,0.047,0.75,0.203,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953828122789353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315869517196689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535084371979309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237637724532596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643569376374884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399922423243982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670731591576659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955792803513529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,brainfog2016,2019/10/12,"Something that may brighten your day &#x200B; *Processing img zofr8aa2x6s31...*",11.793666666666667,14.718013699999998,3.41,76.55166666666669,112.0,5.333333333333334,53.33333333333334,6.42735559955562,6.1403333333333325,67,5,6,1,3,15,10,10,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781187086450981,0.5361945433539773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284584339824903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33971322806862786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361945433539773,0.0 autism,thrwayls,2019/10/12,"I told my bf I love him, he didn't say it back My bf is on the spectrum, has been since he was little. We started to date not long ago and things has been really great. I can imagine us to be tougher for a long time. I told him a week ago that I love him while we were kissing and he didn't respond. I thought that he was only surprised when I said it that early. We have been dating less than 6 months. Today I texted him that I love him. I thought that texting is not bad since I said it face to face the first time. But he didn't say it back. Instead he said that I'm very special to him. I'm puzzled. I thought that the feeling is mutual. I know you think that he just doesn't love me back but could there possibly be something else as well...????",0.350092592592592,2.1468370185185184,1.8340586419753075,99.94701388888893,83.1358024691358,4.79074074074074,20.61882716049383,5.602791699666715,-0.3290135802469134,575,17,142,3,16,185,85,162,0.009000000000000001,0.833,0.159,0.9585,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,4,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,20,7,2,0,0,19,38,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,13,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,17,6,27,9,8,18,1,21,0,0,0,5,32,2,0,1,19,90,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234150787391047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893037771463963,0.10471433055051386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001318021199136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476618276875993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341240787781874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667594243116008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382678976765834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892351675623251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569642993616031,0.0,0.22197251082245706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527592794452464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001031867369298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538197736523822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138392777129655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034255979077924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35788846957271603,0.1994663579327284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748529258119736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654879087760024,0.0,0.0,0.0887677244978258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331859701378767,0.08035936700649254,0.0,0.2986909240561407,0.14625825829966346,0.0,0.11887653522489315,0.2396743374298162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508559853599152,0.0,0.0,0.10347857674139907,0.0,0.0,0.10059846909872318,0.0,0.11276104057756425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Deivutz8,2019/10/12,"Mental breakdown after i was forced to do sth I can't stand the sound of someone squeezing water out of a sponge or a piece of clothing for example. My family pretty much always understands it and lets me to wash the dishes with a brush f.e. BUT TODAY: My Mom washed my little carpet that i always have in front of my bed. Sadly, our washing machine wasn't able to dry out the carpet due to it's weight. So my mom called me to squeeze the water out of the carpet together. Even though she knew, that I can't stand that sound and feeling. I couldn't say No because i wasn't really doing something important and my mom was already angry because of my sister. So i had to do it. and it was AWFUL. Im now in a loop and permanently thinking back to this moment. I'm afraid that when my carpet is back in my room, it will always remember me of this. What should i do now? (i'm not a native english speaker so please don't mind spelling issues)",2.587104922279792,4.1994742746114015,4.277069300518136,85.88275420984458,75.6839378238342,6.483031088082902,23.461463730569946,7.1686216300943375,0.931746373056994,737,22,147,8,16,248,108,193,0.081,0.852,0.068,-0.6689,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,10,1,19,7,0,0,0,20,25,12,0,2,3,4,4,0,0,2,3,4,6,0,12,9,4,0,5,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,7,9,22,0,23,14,2,20,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,9,107,34,0,0.1492898448933983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474505616702814,0.0,0.3726633309342993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958935122169985,0.0,0.18201140757754528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524416232414617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860453456602933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073717930955013,0.0,0.07548543123604133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125865075087525,0.15581981134932402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526589810999494,0.0,0.0,0.14962764443267335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044905030628838,0.0,0.15074018559143731,0.5245393860483506,0.0,0.0,0.1097452135063594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387541879392328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188144292463548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563889742366646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691162919482362,0.0,0.0,0.1187212767148474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264928011143184,0.11493061624085298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565890454795736,0.1466765146218201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415093169555602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155415993523186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817948121617814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Iheartmoose,2019/10/12,"Finally diagnosed, but now what? I've spent the last year learning about autism, the diagnostic process, my own traits and making sure I got the message I needed to across in my assessment. I got my diagnosis this week, and now the weekend has rolled around I have no idea what to do with myself, as I have nothing to focus on. I'm guessing I'm not the first person to experience this, so those who have been through similar, what was it like for you, and how did you get passed it?",5.277087719298248,5.788036515789473,5.738684210526317,82.11995614035091,68.05263157894737,9.280701754385962,30.570175438596486,9.2995712137729,2.424649122807017,379,14,78,7,6,122,67,95,0.03,0.9,0.07,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,17,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,11,2,13,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,9,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257459137180957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738514796572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480564380248079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777918188981832,0.0,0.21570070525965854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248857684187168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056328761801084,0.0,0.2793543238470179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862685014088933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670699455980093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388964544492465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927108179687347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803131421604288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433232641412893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142211260547728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900245013954266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341194310647331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330151138539828 autism,spectrumjo,2019/10/12,"Sorting things is the best feeling When I was a kid I loved getting boxes of beads (for making jewelry). Not because of making jewelry, but because I liked sorting and then rearranging them. Same with legos and anything with different shapes and colors.",7.740606060606062,9.44300881818182,7.561818181818182,66.97106060606062,63.09090909090909,9.503030303030306,39.66666666666666,9.725611199111238,4.497948484848486,204,11,28,4,3,65,34,44,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.8402,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,7,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,5,6,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880423244346483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267463135707726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36733164930728107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657036237165738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698412389100612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287461474556296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100546871105565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159129541356272,0.0,0.4672913636639619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325423271219305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,paparuparu,2019/10/12,"I dont know which is the correct reason that humans make small talk: 1 or 2 1) The act of talking for the sake of it is pleasurable for most humans. Small talk gives an excuse to talk to anyone and look at their pretty face, when you dont know what to talk about 2) No one actually enjoys it, but they only force themselves do it because they have to do it to be normal, and you have to conform to social norms. &#x200B; God I hope #1 is true. I want to believe in a magical world of social pleasure, not a boring dystopia where you have to conform",5.867994100294986,4.950810150442479,6.4788938053097365,82.15633480825959,66.9646017699115,8.5952802359882,30.33775811209439,7.1686216300943375,1.7042873156342178,429,13,89,3,6,141,71,113,0.013000000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.22,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,2,2,15,18,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,9,5,17,17,1,8,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,3,1,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1510932081561628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677598643058253,0.188137218243341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082617840009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438384459918754,0.0,0.0,0.17444207853612936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629227270325976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852848208690445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537826139692843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018268513852358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300194637166352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335122776236327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170199502383966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491783068504576,0.11775633184279068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751929724945102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919256795780867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156624293550514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222384692755069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132362956196904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188137218243341,0.0 autism,Mitz_thebrave,2019/10/12,"Do any of you have a trait which is different than most autistics? I, for one, naturally lean conservative. I see most autistics will vote liberal or democrat for universal income such. Do any of you like noise? I find that I tolerate noises in larger but not louder amounts. Yeah, I'll go to the mall, supermarket, noisy restaurant fine. I just have troubles with the loud arse vacuum cleaner. hecking decibels! I want to hear some interesting traits you have!",4.205677506775069,7.267730109756101,4.799918699186996,76.87746612466128,77.17073170731706,8.034688346883469,29.84281842818428,8.841846274778883,3.0683777777777785,367,17,60,9,9,117,64,82,0.096,0.767,0.13699999999999998,0.374,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,11,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,9,3,9,10,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,4,1,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122035559724782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934681719297455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442067383125319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140311806697803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244570021323074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398835778525255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25519476724725865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30010245366827404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212918660320086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sweetdreams18,2019/10/12,"My son is 14 and still plays with brooms, should I have him screened? He plays with a broom in the garden and says he‘s training with his twohander or something, sometimes he turns the broom and thinks he‘s a warrior with an axe. He‘s also very asocial and shy, should I talk with a psychologist",5.335178571428571,6.7601935892857155,3.9878571428571448,91.40714285714287,68.46428571428571,6.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.919728571428572,235,8,47,1,4,67,39,56,0.067,0.86,0.073,0.0865,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,6,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,1,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160830427556571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31432041491123824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042844550062977,0.3909145338768932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31564891870275397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31768874769528616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532616511502543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299208957280104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261244604140255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,horseaholic2010,2019/10/12,"What do you think? I think I have autism, my psychologist thinks I have autism, my psychiatrist doesn’t think I do. Here are things I noticed and this was BEFORE anyone brought up autism to me. -I understand facial reactions most of the time but tend to misinterpret or exaggerate them - I hate eye contact but can maintain it but can’t focus on the conversation - I know a lot about social norms but fail to understand WHY they’re there and thus do not conform, even if it is inappropriate (does this dress make me look fat? Obviously you say no but isn’t honesty the key? If you ask I’m gonna answer honestly) -I have very sensitive ears and misophonia and hate corks popping, whistling, chewing noises. It freaks me out and I get so overwhelmed. - I have few interests but am passionate about them (horses, meteorology, psychology) I read and write about them for fun. -I hate people and socialising, it’s too overwhelming Man there’s more but that’s all I can think of for now. I know you guys aren’t doctors but do you experience anything similar? Any advice?",2.943172383657416,5.805861110552769,4.090880489403542,81.14349573956744,81.1105527638191,7.681975092855582,25.235088485907802,8.587818076936951,2.1681258903211718,847,33,158,21,23,275,125,199,0.13,0.785,0.085,-0.8856,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,3,1,10,11,3,2,4,0,18,7,4,2,2,37,38,19,0,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,9,8,2,0,10,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,4,28,4,13,35,5,6,0,3,2,1,16,3,0,5,2,104,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110679137271105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515658702692736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812385725971747,0.0,0.12725080527238775,0.0,0.1445621419519064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158235038272753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827469884924986,0.13532146702083625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213445828835864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512619604201967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079000902358824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531122108974797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580078991188569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996587046660003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298538174445338,0.0,0.0,0.1314645025665766,0.0,0.0,0.10321955712547118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605210914597064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720391296552116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467608797608753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297135560691227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763013591912114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273211912263402,0.4954168912952489,0.0,0.0,0.09016846990248513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219593982710456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275894440550754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953335136542658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MrAcurite,2019/10/12,"Are we all basically in agreement that trains are fucking awesome? There's just something almost romantic about the idea of these behemoths upon the land, rolling across the country at insane speeds with unstoppable momentum... and also sometimes they go ""choo choo.""",13.198604651162787,12.632520604651164,10.35779069767442,59.09622093023259,52.25581395348837,13.251162790697675,49.406976744186046,12.161744961471696,6.460032558139536,218,12,28,5,2,64,39,43,0.087,0.718,0.19399999999999998,0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207116686511203,0.0,0.0,0.3359875214361249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38841464282512334,0.0,0.0,0.2387764630926344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742893416477885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32344594938659765,0.4155313242545174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DarthKrayt98,2019/10/12,"Autism is not a personality trait I'm glad that I don't see too much of it in this subreddit, but on other social media platforms, I see it quite a bit: people claiming that they *think* they're autistic and using it as a novelty to gain attention, too often to success. *Autism is not a personality trait.* If you see someone using autism to gain attention for any reason other than to garner awareness and understanding, call them out. Make it clear that what they're doing is wrong and if they really believe they're autistic, they should see a mental health professional and get diagnosed. The earlier the intervention, the better. I (21M) was diagnosed at 11, after my younger brothers, who were slightly more behavioral at the time, we're diagnosed, and that started my development into a more ""normal"" human being (something I chose to try to be; that is, appear neurotypical). Looking back, I cringe at a lot of my behaviors, even in high school, and specific interactions that, in hindsight, are classically autistic. My dad is in his early fifties, and is clearly mildly autistic, as are some of his siblings, but none of them were ever diagnosed or subsequently treated, and it's damaged their lives in some ways. *If you believe you are autistic, stop trying to self-diagnose and see a professional if at all possible; there is help, especially before adulthood, but also after.* While autism is very much a spectrum and can differ greatly between individuals, there are the well-established three ""hallmarks of autism"" that can be found in virtually every autistic person in one form or another: social delays, communication difficulties, and restricted/repetitive interests. The way these three are labeled, described, and explained will vary depending on the source, but it's usually something like them.",9.147222222222222,9.786367550955418,8.988492569002126,61.690035385704185,59.79617834394905,11.81854210898797,40.05590941259732,11.429527900616536,5.097953149327671,1457,71,213,38,18,473,180,314,0.042,0.846,0.11199999999999999,0.9743,0,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,3,7,5,9,9,0,0,16,0,25,5,0,5,4,50,42,26,0,6,12,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,19,14,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,4,6,21,7,34,33,11,31,0,1,6,0,25,17,0,12,12,162,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840934034260175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666763339918895,0.10281238855900676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753932350163189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343204158299627,0.22093414005722856,0.0,0.08671591971385988,0.10704355444140204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001184686149885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975857565252557,0.0,0.1024398012893748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476010153478537,0.08869047067940455,0.08261007984489284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075051061711806,0.0,0.0,0.0512262881210204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809880404155144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422095767428548,0.0,0.0,0.06571983466000897,0.10359361069252283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047901538563187684,0.0,0.08657861113944715,0.0,0.08233603568587189,0.0,0.0,0.08335731815793987,0.0,0.0,0.06544812702632208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880981454380194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415384040719428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096066700468191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644019290984775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797447604776455,0.25683647316019337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105349380412443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428663589915972,0.0,0.0,0.06281237201808508,0.1008101755046904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923030430477672,0.3906597523435888,0.0,0.10228595645110578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989617173556465,0.08307616561079355,0.15096503238862774,0.0,0.0,0.0693992243821466,0.0,0.0,0.08197292619765638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282551201622205,0.0,0.0,0.05717286177437673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313697441261152,0.0,0.0,0.10207193376032142,0.0,0.16936482563553898,0.10798655722605977,0.08090027097852917,0.0,0.15565265181307208,0.0,0.0,0.08815736576415664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720062959947063,0.0,0.0 autism,ItzDatGuy21,2018/12/18,"Anyone else find it hard to make eye contact with people? Last night i got into an argument with someone, which resulted me getting deeply upset, so i walked off outside and use my special techniques to help calm myself down. Now their spouse, decided to come out side to talk to me so they could help calm myself down. This is where fuel was being fed to the fire here. She kept on grabbing me to force me to turn around, which to that i responded by saying to her do not touch me. She then gets fully steamed up and goes apeshit at me. She even tried to force eye contact with me, which did not help at all and only made me more scared and upset. As of now, i'm feeling a lot better then i did last night, but its been on my mind for a while and so i thought i would ask the question here. Does anyone on here on the spectrum have an issue making eye contact with people like i do? If so how do you deal with it?",4.2161524822695045,4.547742281914894,4.642340425531916,89.68333333333334,70.32978723404256,7.117730496453903,25.77304964539007,6.42735559955562,0.7709560283687941,711,19,155,4,12,225,116,188,0.063,0.845,0.092,0.6809,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,13,8,0,3,7,0,12,4,3,6,1,35,27,16,0,3,4,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,14,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,9,9,26,5,33,15,3,26,0,0,3,0,20,15,0,3,10,113,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220239595180499,0.16267321182977626,0.0,0.14133425587365486,0.1484235762856492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041448799277667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676174345112135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676070563124392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367944919211627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893607145178433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326275466225608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486259650330082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027620993720201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510807267938086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589602098480394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697864552356336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222199951785458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192499243001229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657091134465318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882886453016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756441993131756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497608268724112,0.0,0.15022701151797685,0.21195335935573087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030710279274835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979798588606722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074771949916208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013492522062472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785281511909096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262560732252041,0.1589511758242441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452082728447676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760906351935888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604144902822656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077908194754828,0.17269041881167446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712173816568035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127818979144314,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kitepirate,2018/12/18,"Starting to wish I had waited for assessment until I was 18 I'm being assessed for ASD on the NHS in January, and they've sent us forms to fill out. I'm 17 years old, and these forms are clearly tailored for kids. There are questions like ""does your child have an excessive vocabulary for their age"" and ""does your child use imagination in play e.g. using a stick as a sword"". How am I supposed to answer questions like that? It specifically says that you should answer them to how your child behaves *now*, but I'm not really a child.",2.8817307692307668,5.212891403846154,3.7833076923076914,86.4616923076923,77.26923076923076,6.8523076923076935,23.861538461538462,7.908726449838941,1.302533846153847,422,14,83,7,10,135,73,104,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,4,2,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,4,1,19,17,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,10,3,14,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,2,8,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142558069541032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126831667128034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836500780852974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302910948636279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162886181192914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822437884647544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675295020010674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847074006256172,0.4088461383801683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721803596546617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524197825909758 autism,still-here11,2018/12/18,"i don’t know what to do so i get on quite well with my friends but the only problem is they’re a lot more smarter than me and have bigger vocabulary when we message each other and i always feel left behind in our chats, i have no idea what to do had anyone else has anything like this? ",2.0429508196721287,3.4619841147541024,3.289311475409839,93.20937704918032,76.70491803278688,5.5357377049180325,22.036065573770493,5.6839178017228535,0.023856393442622803,225,6,51,1,5,73,52,61,0.09699999999999999,0.73,0.174,0.6232,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,8,3,7,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413727749806833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028331824946858,0.2972249061199473,0.238714067945354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232760668092965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667497305713506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411785275500495,0.0,0.1515566967303697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274690504319265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594223481105121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151766562358264,0.0,0.0,0.14172018350789173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661868450187024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062163271166754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775708074728799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30853959226286026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608199742308486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ayyzy,2018/12/18,"Does anyone else do this? When I'm attempting to talk to someone (when I'm sitting anyway), I'm a lot better at communicating if I close my eyes and flail my arms around wildly as if I'm having some sort of seizure or something, I don't understand why this helps me considering that doing neither of those things individually does anything.",9.33025641025641,7.709921923076923,9.561538461538463,65.10179487179488,60.53846153846154,11.743589743589745,38.5897435897436,10.504223727775694,3.9659743589743592,275,11,49,5,3,92,49,65,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,10,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,9,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,6,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378267724711296,0.2839626009119797,0.2280625419078651,0.24671328760532946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510773942224715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850540266116487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315148429658261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576104781996589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356144510190565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348197565097757,0.21335585174372945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227545713846069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411944955898407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885124326075848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007567319676216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Oldsghoul,2018/12/18,Online support groups/forums? Have you guys found any active support groups that you liked?,5.870000000000001,9.653480333333334,3.068333333333332,86.4225,79.0,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.07166666666666678,75,2,10,0,2,20,12,15,0.0,0.47,0.53,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399084785257299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38681470487582975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493163728366238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235478538957796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8006810886019924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,designdesigndesign11,2018/12/18,"What’s the process for getting a diagnosis in the US? Any parents out there who had to fight for a diagnosis for their child? I’m fairly certain my son (10yo) is on the spectrum, but pursuing a diagnosis was challenging because he’s high-functioning, hasn’t had academic difficulties, and many of his behaviors like outbursts or difficulty with his peers could be explained by his military dad’s deployments and the understandable stress it caused. So, now he’s getting close to middle school, he’s noticeably quirky and displays a lot of typical autistic traits. I want him to have support in place for when life inevitably changes and gets more stressful. I would love advice on how to advocate for him and our family and ensure he’s getting the care he needs. Thanks! 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He refuses to brush his teeth. He has a mental breakdown every time we try to brush his teeth. It got to the point where my husband and I have given up because he isn't interested at all and freaks out. I don't want his teeth to rot out of his mouth. Any suggestions?,1.1988571428571433,3.2479103142857144,2.8071428571428565,92.74785714285716,81.57142857142857,5.7142857142857135,18.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.02857142857142847,262,6,58,3,7,86,49,70,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.6684,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,5,5,5,0,1,8,8,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,9,1,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399232074927207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506997843683787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972580245642683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821747503669889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35554995630073977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702152229633355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335199179843069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985753901593602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205726613285532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395351395656781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809674710830245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271983653971213 autism,skitzofrenix,2018/12/18,"I don't have autism and don't know anyone with it but I wanna help and I need your help. I don't think this breaks any rules... &#x200B; I've been building a website for the past few weeks and I'm almost done with setting up all the technical stuff, my problem now is that I have to design clothing and other gear but I lack the education and inspiration of being/knowing someone with autism. I need help coming up with slogans, motto's, jokes and designs that can fit on USBs, T-shirts, Backpacks, coats, jackets and whatever else you can think of. Any help would be appreciated. &#x200B; If something you helped me with ends up in the store, I will not be able to pay you but up to 75% of proceeds are shared with [Autism Speaks](https://www.autismspeaks.org/) Some Examples: [T-Shirt](https://charitykicks.xyz/product/fight-for-a-cure-t-shirt-women/), [Backpack](https://charitykicks.xyz/product/for-my-dad-backpack-embroidered/), [Jacket](https://charitykicks.xyz/product/port-authority-torrent-waterproof-jacket-embroidered-pink-ribbon/), [Mug](https://charitykicks.xyz/product/11oz-fight-for-a-cure-mug/), [Mouse Pads](https://charitykicks.xyz/product/pink-ribbon-for-the-cure-mouse-pad/)",10.829929824561406,12.720071378947376,8.285,63.86416666666668,56.26315789473684,9.912280701754387,36.35964912280702,9.928628108626363,3.773649122807017,982,39,139,17,12,285,121,190,0.05,0.754,0.19699999999999998,0.9776,1,0,1,0,2,0,125.0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,0,1,32,22,11,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,4,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,14,3,20,16,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,77,20,1,0.14744471847367244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476445872059265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195125817289428,0.3583229431483517,0.20053492931386788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309677541725434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270105693174628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088713871140993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317114259171626,0.0,0.13059225665663468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941454339581376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206352252123665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865678096596824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407526675007714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108468273512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249294314865462,0.11351014777822716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878892681252572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895324408227288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182712594312637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474049760805716,0.0,0.3583229431483517,0.0 autism,Intergalactic_Viking,2018/12/18,"Brother says we all have scribbles on our face. Was just talking with my 7 year old brother and he was acting strange. His father beat him when he was just a baby now he has TBI and a form of autism. He has pretty violent outbreaks that he has a hard time recovering from, other than that he's the sweetest kid. He does have these outbreaks very often though. I was just talking with him and he drew a picture of me and it was all scribbles. I asked him why and he says everyone has scribbles on their faces. I'm blue, mom is green, other brother is red. He's the only person without scribbles. He was acting so strange, he's always pretty eccentric but so different than usual. I can't really explain it but he was different. He was normal five minutes before and now back to normal five minutes later. I pushed him more on the scribbles and he said we he's the boss and gave us the scribbles, also that's the way god made us. It just struck me as strange and honestly kinda alarmed me. I'm probably overthinking it but I'm just worried. Any input would be appreciated on why he sees scribbles. I don't know much about his condition, I try to treat him normal but things like this stand out and I'd like to be more educated. Thank you. 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Hi! My name is Max White and I'm doing autism research to build a character for a future game. And well, the title says all. I known it's a simple and stupid question but, this gonna help a lot, and gonna not let my boss be angry with me...",1.5111428571428576,3.3891602666666683,2.905904761904761,93.312,79.66666666666666,5.352380952380952,18.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,-0.1895714285714285,280,6,61,2,7,91,58,75,0.09,0.789,0.12,-0.1016,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,8,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,6,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,3,1,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350105797479717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931186579000012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28881142313161057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011821559455054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580656210217887,0.2466134827657364,0.0,0.0,0.2669946772795495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6327891542654832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460559239267827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330404712838008,0.16658892270331974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539451823377684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,just_me7777777,2019/09/09,"I might have aspergers title, but not diagnosed yet. my mum and gran think i do",0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.75,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.8457250000000005,62,2,13,2,2,21,15,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6336023659759059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.66223243628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999953026700591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mrzebraspacedog,2019/09/09,"New subreddit r/AutasticJobs Thanks to the mods here for allowing me to post this. :) I created the subreddit [r/AutasticJobs](https://www.reddit.com/r/AutasticJobs/) a few weeks ago. Check out the stickied welcome post there for more info on what the community is about and community guidelines and stuff. For some background about why I created it, read on: Autastic is a combination of the words autistic and fantastic. The sub name came from my blog name, which is also new and doesn't have much on it yet (there's a blog disclaimer in the welcome post there with more info. Basically it says that the sub isn't meant to promote the blog or be just about the blog, it's meant to complement it as it has the same subject matter). I'm on a mission to find a way to make a living without falling into the endless cycle of work, burnout, losing job, etc. and I thought it would be good to share my journey and resources I've found along the way. My theory is that the key to avoiding this cycle and minimizing burnout is finding autism/aspergers-friendly work. This could be either a regular workplace that is very accommodating to people on the spectrum, or work-at-home jobs. I'm focusing mainly on the latter in my personal search because I'm in the middle of a particularly bad burnout cycle and working from home is ideal, but I do want to explore all options and help the rest of the community as well. Please feel free to share your own experiences and resources that you've found! Another reason I created the AutasticJobs sub, rather than just leaving it as a blog only, is because I noticed that there are many discussions about jobs and the workplace in this and the other ASD related subs, and I thought it would be nice to have a place specifically for that. Also, there are general work related subs but they're geared more toward the neurotypical. Thanks for reading this, feel free to join the new community, and let me know if you have any questions!",7.248414085914089,7.884923656593411,7.233606393606394,72.67048451548453,63.80769230769231,10.464335664335664,35.77622377622377,10.33465798735191,3.7577736263736266,1577,70,277,35,22,505,180,364,0.02,0.8270000000000001,0.153,0.9921,7,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,0,10,17,15,0,1,34,0,25,0,0,3,1,62,42,24,0,7,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,24,19,0,1,16,7,3,4,3,3,1,0,7,3,15,14,48,27,13,30,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,6,6,191,39,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901033673601058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625731187247992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912301209801339,0.10658507378426553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487046691084901,0.1239253582574755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625635979286053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115634941143313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133625631829547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942964692660766,0.0,0.0,0.10279091001657112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580586768025714,0.0,0.0,0.22289997993508892,0.07853172751793527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525614628071883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813141416616905,0.0,0.10195958931900563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026049914519248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055862182544512036,0.0,0.0,0.10762882130471774,0.0,0.10394029240157562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975560032963363,0.0,0.0,0.11371627949787975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678497362614908,0.10305345754117397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472177201324266,0.0,0.0,0.2945120708849989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572505740664188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730663903698208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046878928252542,0.08875368304653465,0.10619881448048517,0.11157718218831142,0.0,0.0,0.2920473528575689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138671888558366,0.0,0.2033477388859468,0.0,0.0,0.10450938982129984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083326724125305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636076637613547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716462792942856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139171562227148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386889432555861,0.059953658165231224,0.1613643025975542,0.08153458077838377,0.0,0.09139228711923524,0.0,0.09172003207025876,0.0,0.0,0.09798346618503087,0.0,0.3699988124887723,0.0,0.0,0.14441331907783508,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aykaty,2019/09/09,"App for parents of children with special needs Hello parents!! I am a graphic designer and I am creating an app aimed towards parents of children with Autism, ADHD, ODD, OCD, learning disabilities, and other special needs. I would love to hear your stories and get some input on how to make this project as best I can, with the most accurate information. So, parents of children with Autism, ADHD, ODD, OCD, learning disabilities, and other special needs: would you mind answering a few questions for me? &#x200B; 1. Do you get any toys or look for activities specifically to aid in your child’s learning? 2. Does technology play a large role in your everyday life with your child? 3. Do you think there is enough awareness about autism, ADHD, ODD, OCD, etc? 4. Do you think there is more you could learn about your child’s special need? 5. Would you say parenting in an overwhelming job? How do you de-stress? 6. Do you have a group of other parents you can confide in? (facebook groups, parents from your child’s school, etc.) 7. Does Autism, ADHD, ODD, OCD, learning disabilities, or special needs define your child? &#x200B; If you have any other comments or tips for me, I would very much appreciate it! Thank you so so much for the help:)",4.1145696969696965,6.811704515555558,4.236858585858587,82.9023181818182,74.95555555555555,6.757575757575758,29.782828282828284,7.84624498591911,2.176155555555556,976,44,171,15,22,302,114,225,0.05,0.8109999999999999,0.139,0.9669,8,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,18,0,1,9,10,0,1,8,0,18,2,0,3,0,39,32,14,0,11,4,7,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,8,6,9,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,25,9,27,27,10,7,0,1,1,1,44,6,0,7,1,109,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39071308371945934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612558891429406,0.1975191056389934,0.11054128864713793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529442120511765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489248061930915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422508068113125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398010376515795,0.18128903006740588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492698327109538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916042527309735,0.0,0.05447776428348562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065414756212881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740782652150879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825158899648053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335499847348192,0.0,0.05425253510421889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206585399878022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949480668795798,0.3013265871201721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317336833820892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104801287379777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463414465892031,0.0,0.08225591491001835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931016819704746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482826099629618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415709206559257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706142697465244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094529454298765,0.0,0.1975191056389934,0.0 autism,autistic_penguin51,2019/09/09,"I think I'm autistic, I don't know how to tell my mom though For the last year and a half I have believed I am a high-functioning autistic. This is why: * I get emotional over ""small deals"" * I get overwhelmed when I'm around lots of people * My ears are sensitive to loud noise and high pitched noises * I have trouble finding the right words sometimes * I'm socially inept and have extreme trouble reading ""obvious"" social cues * I'm ahead of the whole grade in Reading, but get straight C's and D's in math I am going to get tested for a math disability soon, but I'm not sure if that's the whole thing. Any advice would be appreciated.",1.3095538057742786,3.807357015748032,2.7639685039370083,90.32637270341208,85.14173228346456,5.591391076115485,24.21469816272965,7.0316486544052195,1.0233825721784773,499,20,102,7,15,162,82,127,0.054000000000000006,0.866,0.08,0.4691,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,0,10,1,1,1,2,18,22,10,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,10,1,12,20,3,14,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,5,58,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556888215191889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834526337615676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418314578332423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950272728099329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642552596520749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921719530134464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561855060734086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329592583137496,0.0,0.09054706618094288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366674909251521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755988341436949,0.12986970129326675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545091713126672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865974475027184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104546706354184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31873270070036563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360611723505432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248199485174104,0.0,0.0,0.1575747535171914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016026368184446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925553003816518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584727802816864,0.10208789593872186,0.1565342696754364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376443864209634,0.35575740472484696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317865509337875,0.0,0.0,0.10259893986424908 autism,JEC03,2019/09/09,"Going to concert tomorrow and I'm autistic. Tips? I'm 16 and I'm going to a concert in Philadelphia tomorrow. I'm bringing earplugs, but I could use some more tips in case things are too loud and unbearable.",0.5683275261324034,2.9539351707317114,2.8113588850174236,85.33878048780491,99.73170731707316,6.245296167247387,27.808362369337978,7.447530270364453,2.3667533101045297,166,9,31,4,7,56,26,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522514198414318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438349372492755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763135487520383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892170682368696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Erikaxlindsay,2019/09/09,"22mo old referred for an autism screening Opinions...?? We’ve been referred to a developmental specialist and neurologist for our almost 2 year old because his pediatrician said his startle reflexes could be related to autism. Background: we moved when he was 4 months old from flat Florida to NC with hills. He’s screamed in the car for the last 18mo since we moved. It progressed to him screaming woah and all done, with his feet sticking straight up and holding his hands up (elbows bent) when we go over hills and around curves. Thought maybe it was because he was rear facing so we turned his car seat around and he still does it. Now he even does it if we drive too fast on a straight road. He also hates the swing, freezes up and has a stiff face. When he was a baby, if we went down the stairs too fast, he would stiffen and hold his breath. He does have a very bad temper, bests up his 4 year old brother with hitting, biting and pulling his shirt. But he’s also very outgoing, speaks well without repeating, doesn’t have an aversion to light or loud sounds (any more than a typical baby would be) I know very little about autism, but I feel like it’s not the right path to figure out why he’s doing this?",6.143580547112464,6.381304455319152,5.568343465045594,85.03750000000002,66.14893617021275,8.416413373860182,30.82826747720365,7.957251820313856,1.8768054711246192,957,33,194,10,14,291,142,235,0.065,0.893,0.042,-0.5342,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,7,0,0,2,15,9,2,1,13,0,16,8,7,0,1,42,25,19,0,5,7,1,3,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,6,20,0,3,6,0,0,8,3,6,1,0,9,11,18,3,27,10,3,42,0,0,1,0,30,18,0,5,17,109,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369724561017137,0.0,0.0,0.1975734644788364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400449645390104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993541434735586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031422187815546,0.15060523264708414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963689841783588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862848940490868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243052675409948,0.12641386866806914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159026440168238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062460375885648636,0.08824971005890317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702048291072969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219600978730145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788874461682354,0.1006932700314084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060350417988745075,0.12380930679093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410228236925334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986003036343774,0.2625852446527707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184949586095754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549376976963573,0.117505122855042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218512274707804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865105366520892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806885862739884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436494422525833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057750532908189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106812082111728,0.114513357334496,0.11146642594035892,0.0,0.0,0.11907831397755195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550404390897106,0.0,0.0,0.1590982754839475 autism,Hunnilisa,2019/09/09,"How can a parent help her son with a false belief that he was rejected from the school program? My friend's 19 year old son, who has autism, was waiting for several months to get accepted into a school program. It is a government sponsored college level science program especially designed for the individuals with autism. One day he saw an email that read that his application is still pending. This was past the approval deadline, and he thought it means he got rejected from the program. My friend made some phone calls and the application got approved. The son does not believe that it was approved. He refuses to go to school when the program starts, because he believes he is not accepted. My friend tried explaining it to him, offering to go with him on his first day, but no luck. The son really wanted to join the program, before he saw the ""pending"" email. I am sorry for not having enough information about the son's signs and symptoms. He is a very smart kid, did well in school. He finds it most challenging when he has to deviate from routines. For example, if mom's work schedule changes, or of he has to take a different bus to school. My friend is currently on a wait list to get a psychologist to assist. The school is starting, and she really wants to help him understand that he is not rejected from the program. Any advice would be amazing and greatly appreciated. Thank you for taking your time to read this.",6.1574507337526185,7.439571086792455,6.270911949685536,76.32515199161429,66.43396226415095,9.662473794549266,34.34486373165618,9.861636050157227,3.4644800838574423,1138,52,202,25,18,362,142,265,0.044000000000000004,0.778,0.17800000000000002,0.9897,3,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,6,6,16,0,0,22,0,20,1,0,2,0,37,42,11,0,4,7,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,13,9,0,3,9,2,0,2,5,3,1,2,11,2,14,13,31,29,3,22,1,3,2,0,45,5,0,5,15,123,27,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097756579683683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802969069475212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098261299390556,0.0,0.08512549570606784,0.2254185302664145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215061394254832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582759317230793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903326521359426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451906365151598,0.0,0.0,0.08754446874003481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336663437847132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914334844786171,0.08509279734649622,0.0,0.0,0.3091583523700777,0.0,0.10453209790259843,0.0,0.11370850397438576,0.0,0.1600200429957787,0.11029292948700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410755381285666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465895916244056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897138230276728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716402030394392,0.07984987044516523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497370126001064,0.0,0.06778875656100718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108104649121396,0.0,0.0954981804646298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001313796955582,0.0,0.12817460062257804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074665331979319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301516345351502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198504254298128,0.1416156974001426,0.0,0.0798909695415941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397842818081963,0.15043318151818846,0.0,0.0,0.0921021188210296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941948825168513,0.05833332263165185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679196548990442,0.0,0.0,0.104143729365423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254233672265833,0.1180107375881209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899467317163721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282930534145572,0.0,0.0,0.07106456396270111,0.0,0.0,0.06442159008226989 autism,ElJorro,2019/09/09,"Video Games + Education + Autism = ? Hi everyone, I've got a question for fellow gamers who happen to be on the spectrum! I'm from a video game development company and we're focused on educational games. we're actively looking into a possibility of making a game that would be beneficial for autistic people: we've got this feeling that there are so many educational products / games for NT people and so few of those for people on the spectrum thing is, we've only got NT people in the team. we know some things about game development and educational products in general, but we're only starting to try & understand the agenda of autistic people hence my questions. 1 - do you see any sense at all in making educational games specifically for people on the spectrum? 2 - maybe you have examples of games that could be helpful to autistic people improve their social and problem solving skills? Something from your own experience or observations maybe? P.S. As a matter of fact, we've developed several prototype games while working along with a service provider for autistic people in our home country. I am not sure I can post a link to a blogpost where we describe our experiments, but I will do that if allowed by the moderators.",8.940500747384156,8.921366125560539,9.225213004484306,62.02134715994021,60.390134529148,11.558893871449929,41.00485799701046,11.038039088145766,4.848411360239163,998,50,156,23,12,332,131,223,0.027999999999999997,0.88,0.092,0.895,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,4,3,1,3,5,2,0,0,14,0,13,0,0,3,3,32,26,12,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,6,12,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,12,1,32,17,4,14,0,0,2,0,25,11,0,5,2,98,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630166509573107,0.0,0.07927041666134782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307027337634102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113859714577643,0.0,0.2280522593311415,0.0,0.0,0.058940416647778625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796908677571135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308093068136448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813325005312227,0.0,0.11692747295903465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406286924587028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788798310141926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562044247101076,0.11818192335278975,0.234216977597944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731083473216036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.646510054292852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141320269994938,0.11164017424972003,0.0,0.0,0.11154008554233066,0.0,0.0,0.26116626665110176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928898140826463,0.0,0.0,0.1316889582257288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882666512839495,0.0,0.08973994446212398,0.0,0.0,0.08250761707169303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098642090767872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548855495903283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914219935969098,0.0,0.0,0.12135167358772896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848630843476563,0.0,0.0,0.08280675007706419,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BrigadierGeneral96,2019/09/09,"Discounts for the disabled I found a few one is a lifeline pass to the united States national parks for 10$. Another was Disney fast pass available to anyone with a disability SeaWorld/universal studios offers cheaper administration for use. Six flags will allow you schedule rides Universal studios offers a free tour guide. You can internet from pcforpeople via sprint for 11.34 a month and they have cheap computers. Free college to people on the spectrum via DVR. And I'm sure many more I'll do some more research.",5.6228083028083,8.733824076923081,5.469816849816855,73.85573870573872,71.96703296703296,8.0004884004884,33.188034188034194,8.841846274778883,3.4585448107448107,425,21,63,9,9,132,69,91,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,2,1,8,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,10,6,4,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,36,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954915991139481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263723345041608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135432212836214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823872824789178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010504264497585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557754768311874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614795221456616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554746373957759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257504599545966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sar662,2019/09/09,"Recurring pinworms My 6 year old son is high functioning ASD and about 2 years ago started putting his hands in his mouth more and more. I suspect it started as a response to stress since that was a really tough school year for him. It's kept going and while overall it's not a problem, it's causing recurring cases of pinworms (which make him sleep poorly and wet his bed). A dose of Vermox (*mebendazole)* solves the problem for a month or so but it keeps coming back, I suspect largely due to his hands constantly being in his mouth. I'd like to not resign my family to dosing mebendazole every 3 months and I'm a little concerened about long term use of this medication. Does anyone have experience with this? In any other sub I suspect I'll get the usual advice of ""tell him to keep his hand out of his mouth"" and I'm hoping that ya'll might have some better insights.",6.297882352941175,6.462394788235294,6.5188235294117645,78.60470588235296,65.82352941176471,9.15294117647059,31.117647058823533,8.841846274778883,2.4553411764705886,694,24,129,10,10,223,109,170,0.07200000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.13,0.8755,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,8,0,6,10,7,3,0,28,19,11,0,3,4,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,9,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,2,4,15,3,20,15,4,27,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,4,19,76,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071692679472348,0.13672026627653053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488527673007418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784489122782703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185974069783742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640856795152276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584421146607929,0.0,0.13286003347233444,0.0,0.16667354042466906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497232952573449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994987226320912,0.0,0.0,0.15087169549676696,0.14539929175936075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058156595833976,0.0,0.08765546178527751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295803734912148,0.0,0.15319043030085885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418280023714864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535156519864153,0.15458426575596335,0.0,0.1364933658852703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295324448185526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553758143398403,0.0,0.16361925438891234,0.0,0.0,0.2462182518536068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184397714578594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29516465867922903,0.0,0.1550490525926169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880706731702726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609433368490205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758501424867671,0.0,0.1543466630146494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833704459694397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667598771495624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348084295437726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320975780765826,0.16986836647559214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979673831013689 autism,ahgirl123,2019/09/09,"My sister cries everyday about having autism I have a 14 year old sister who has autism. She was diagnosed when she was 5, although she was only made aware about it 3 years ago when I told her she had autism. Her autism is very mild. She’s an outgoing person but she has trouble putting coherent sentences together. Shes good at remembering things, and anything that involves rote learning, like maths. Although she’s not very good at understanding and learning theories and concepts. She can understand things from a surface level, like messages that people post on social media, but doesn’t understand the deeper meaning behind things. Almost every book she reads or movie she watches, she doesn’t understand the plot. She cries almost every day about having autism. She always blames our Mum for giving birth to her as an autistic child, since no other child in our family has autism (although I’m currently getting psychiatric evaluation to see if I might have it too). She blames autism as the reason she struggles to communicate with people and make friends. I try to console her and make her feel better, by telling her that autism doesn’t define her, and that she is still capable of achieving success with autism (her grades in maths are better than most of her classmates who don’t have autism) she doesn’t really want to listen to me. She acts like she is doomed, and always threatens to self harm. She sees a counsellor but it doesn’t help much. I don’t really know what to do to help her feel better about herself. Any advice would be appreciated",6.84357894736842,8.159948235087722,6.158947368421058,77.62263157894739,64.89473684210526,8.947368421052632,30.438596491228072,9.134995656068208,2.6172807017543858,1257,44,213,21,19,384,157,285,0.10800000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.975,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,5,8,14,0,1,8,0,29,1,0,4,0,36,48,19,0,3,6,3,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,4,14,9,0,0,12,2,0,2,9,4,0,0,6,6,41,10,29,39,2,21,1,1,3,0,53,7,0,6,14,143,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349629691883452,0.093884884560115,0.0,0.2121117863280349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625507552547387,0.0,0.0,0.0720240119920619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715681807542011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810125302689904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326794286100881,0.06830468686693386,0.0,0.0,0.10749877910028333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847140132621864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984471281192472,0.0,0.10710490632570756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182759854979857,0.0,0.05533481775386727,0.1016007517112331,0.0,0.17766846425652094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419815960560934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582066432490479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523023453867052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021680152071663,0.14139459696075074,0.0,0.0,0.11536956975127798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235623824082673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785774433438758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113716733369423,0.0,0.0,0.08055109475221528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685253927169545,0.09247855581031593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143472921693862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647113848045407,0.0,0.0,0.10594098506090008,0.0,0.13570029318140708,0.1088955084176476,0.0,0.0,0.1199780163580659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687968189194873,0.0,0.11048965221978296,0.0,0.0,0.08761176861746535,0.0,0.0,0.10796427614032332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845817185049336,0.0,0.0,0.1107225567432628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257203917266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109032507199446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120376405102494,0.0,0.0719075155125294,0.0,0.0,0.4410338566064888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477751814691578,0.06246983260130092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752370759706404,0.0,0.0,0.13640812795848942 autism,Monte_20,2019/09/09,"My little sister is already having trouble making friends in first grade. What can we do? My sister is high-functioning and is in 1st grade. Instead of staying at her old school where she attended kindergarten, some asshat lost her papers or something so now she’s going to a brand new school with no friends, knowing nobody. She would have had plenty of friends if she stayed at her old school. This weekend we learned that the people she sits with in class are mean to her and are always telling her to be quiet, always doing some hand motion that means to be quiet at their school. And I guess this class has mob mentality because nobody wants to be her friend. It’s probably because she has sensory issues and can act differently at times. We all knew that everyone is not always gonna be nice, but it’s heartbreaking that this lesson is happening in first grade, and not a more expected time like 5th grade or higher. She of course dreads going to school, been attending for about a month.",6.4106506238859176,7.329217582887701,5.8211898395721935,81.0831573083779,65.68449197860963,8.586274509803923,29.487076648841356,8.59863814320734,2.1540092691622106,796,26,144,11,12,243,113,187,0.063,0.855,0.08199999999999999,0.401,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,1,4,5,10,0,1,4,0,22,1,1,1,1,30,34,10,0,4,6,2,1,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,0,6,1,0,6,3,4,0,2,4,3,20,6,21,24,4,29,0,2,0,0,25,10,0,6,11,99,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403131233556372,0.0,0.280566367638135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703059907908946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742945410345115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073987888914217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120723801833855,0.0,0.0,0.3473461709471988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775399130203127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381639788096382,0.0,0.09939103612502036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118752096344511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731177941960368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176966883594366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549108008156004,0.11264989391759275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269304765842587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750249193385685,0.0,0.0,0.24486346298275194,0.0,0.0,0.11326830427135365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971307595971797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855234709252956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358804988012925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792094005247775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118144022564005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687516140388047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652760508597904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959745731650975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982386869261138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107752774201234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629382243378748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984259197024235,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jaded_Donkey,2019/09/09,"Nice guy So I discovered this concept of ""nice guy"" from the book ""no more Mr Nice guy"" and I'm wondering if anyone has found that they are nice guys or if it might be a common thing to happen as a child to cope with being on the spectrum.",2.03029411764706,3.2074962941176466,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588238,76.25490196078431,6.668627450980392,20.59313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.27581960784313697,185,4,43,2,4,61,41,51,0.04,0.758,0.20199999999999999,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,7,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,5,1,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293856030233413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982216999381725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8662939592737605,0.1934190025345991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320341086080562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531207814463598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719941299288802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,j_rosay87,2019/09/09,"Has anyone else experienced this? I'm a new step father to a child with autism Just a quick question, more curious than anything. My wife's son/my step son is 7 years old with autism. Very high functioning, he's extremely intelligent, but he unfortunately has a couple other neurological issues that exacerbate things. He's a little butt, but such a sweet child. I'm reading and learning more as I go, but something I just want y'all's opinions on.. he sends WAY better behaved when it's just me and him. So much more well behaved that it's very noticeable. He's as close to perfectly behaved as possible when it's just us (except for the very rare meltdown). But as soon as my wife enters the picture, or he's around her dad, then the bad behavior starts... Which tells me that at least to some extent he knows what he can or can't do and what is right and wrong. Basically I'm just wondering if anyone knows why that is? I thought it was because I'm firm with him, I don't let him get away with saying bad words, throwing, etc (if he does these he has to go to time out/home base and use his calm down techniques until he's ready). My wife tends to give him way more leeway and chances... Like if he's saying bad words, she'll tell him if he says it once more he'll get his iPad taken away, but she won't actually take it until he says it 15-20 more times... Anyways, just wondering if anyone has any thoughts on it, or maybe techniques y'all have used to help curb some behavioral issues. Thank you in advance!!",3.8630968703427726,4.986811340983607,4.673211624441136,86.25062220566322,71.65573770491805,7.774962742175857,25.994783904619972,8.150884317080207,1.3931639344262297,1189,37,252,17,22,384,165,305,0.069,0.8140000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9181,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,3,0,3,15,11,0,0,9,0,16,2,1,2,1,50,40,30,0,6,20,6,0,1,0,3,1,4,0,2,19,12,0,1,8,1,0,8,3,4,1,0,4,6,23,7,29,32,12,35,0,0,0,1,47,12,1,14,14,140,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.10427252394055092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266329276923712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414103721501194,0.10948290597636802,0.08793041672473605,0.0951212856315101,0.0,0.0,0.20078268505942626,0.0,0.267651859956293,0.06513622826380233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945022601675779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823014277484575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350725098732794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926146507729013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916866565296742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165193250342093,0.10250255384248208,0.12145335706017145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162090806052669,0.11289542199018915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230522786490297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744656379281558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926381342564306,0.0,0.052202682906009774,0.10709417098694037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734759278125312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854880496723156,0.0,0.0,0.1031987089935955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165215999488058,0.11212361411360934,0.1137943134597446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046002056887845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969913679267265,0.0,0.10688131084102884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125136155429643,0.0,0.33989325318848274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082260194057059,0.0,0.0,0.07563067519355966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033970314455025,0.0,0.1867874059942578,0.09837532930420627,0.0,0.0,0.07098798334621281,0.0,0.0,0.1696577323071779,0.12461298169368455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853027487529647,0.1845723238392641,0.0,0.2644932492511603,0.06302431105967626,0.16962891526665455,0.0,0.0,0.0960731356205762,0.0,0.09641766671965638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317537288608676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682632003403785,0.0,0.06880943912874297 autism,jayvechi,2018/12/13,"question about my 15 month old son with epilepsy and has delayed development My 15 month old some first started having seizures before he was 2 months old. The doctors that helped him have been amazing and he has now been seizure free for 5 months. He has always been behind when it comes to development milestones. He does seem to do what he needs to do but months later than the norm. Due to a large percentage of epilepsy sufferers also having autism and his delayed development I am starting to think he may suffer from autism. We are from the UK and have been treated by the amazing NHS. I really don't know what we would have done without them. We are waiting for a follow up appointment with his neurologist but that will be many months away. I read online that if you can start therapy before the child is 18 months old you can help them significantly. Due to the NHS waiting times it would not be possible to be treated before he hit that age. My question what type of therapy is it he needs? as I will look into doing this privately. I have nothing against the NHS at all it's just I want to give my boy as good a chance as possible.",4.427384737678857,6.062081139639638,4.811049284578697,83.82894276629574,70.93693693693695,7.7460519342872285,28.374138844727078,8.313332769828598,1.9226695283518809,911,34,176,14,17,288,125,222,0.057,0.853,0.091,0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,2,2,1,5,8,0,0,10,0,34,1,0,0,1,34,50,12,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,12,11,0,4,5,1,1,2,3,2,0,1,6,1,20,7,29,35,2,30,0,2,1,0,26,4,0,6,24,120,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136576400479123,0.08466032801597477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559315770479312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597335384873134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764465766932172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414073383336744,0.08903808998796596,0.10412087505891326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654458992679095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760346408066346,0.0,0.08533921884069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639560118770294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591661398098023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544051537016699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315387158644528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568485483638661,0.0,0.0,0.15088585790791553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762746064926543,0.0,0.4270587505380282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294053143069632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279562793407791,0.0,0.10177293923425214,0.0,0.0651807120921262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262519586112704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604776504382686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327094767386136,0.0,0.0,0.06519434753380657,0.0,0.0,0.059328564151750474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001207628616405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807894009191474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455403367301373,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TeacherMask,2018/12/13,"What do I do now? [29 M WARNING: Long] Incoming long post about what led me to think I am autistic. BACKGROUND: I'm 29 years old and male and I've been married for two this May. In the Sept of our first year I finally felt comfortable enough with my wife to let her know I feel like I am polyamorus. I didn't go about it well, hyper focusing on the stuff I wanted and completely ignoring her concerns. It wasn't until November of that year that I realized what I was doing and tried to regain stability, choosing to ignore that part of my life. My wife tells me later that year that she after having time to think about it she can try with me, I'm overjoyed. I explore stuff, I meet some people, I get hyperfocused on someone and make a huge mistake that I'd rather keep private. We discuss it and over the next few months things stabilize again. One of my wife's friends moves in with us in July because his living situation became untenable. I'm cool with this as he is a decent guy. It adds a little stress, but nothing too major. Come September I'm working my main job and an internship for school and find myself completely wiped out once it's time to come home. My days of rest consist of me on my PC trying to regain my energy for the 6 day work week. I get really sick, as does my wife. I meet friends, make some mistakes and move on. Come Nov I have decided to throw all medical science at my issues (details below) and start to feel human again after a long bout of continuous illness. That's when I meet someone who has become special to me, someone whom I click with in ways I haven't before, someone who gets my issues and tries to embrace them, and I get hyperfocused again. And this is where we are right now. My wife had a medical appointment that I spaced on when scheduling a date. When I let her know the date she reminded me of the app and I said I would reschedule...but she told me not to, to go and do my date (I could tell she was upset, this was over text, but she has a propensity of using indirect language when upset), I kept telling her that I want to be at the appointment with her, literally until the day before the date she continuously told me no. So I let her go alone, the results of the appointment being overall better than hoped, and got a call from her on my way. I won't go into all the details here because it hurts and because it won't change anything, but needless to say when I got home I was not expecting so much blowback. This was about two days ago. Since then it has been tense and hard here. (EDIT: Wife and I talked and we are trying to regain stability.) ANYWAY, with that background, and some references to stuff like hyper focus, the friend I made is diagnosed autistic and when we were on the date she suggested that I show many of the symptoms. She sent me a link to the Aspie Quiz and the results came back as Very likely I am neurodiverse, specifically the talent, communication, and relationships sections. This made so much sense; I've had issues all throughout my life with focus, attention, comprehension, the works. I become hyperfocused on thinks I like and often push all else to the side, or give them half assed efforts. I struggle with verbal or indirect directives. Sounds and lights have always been overwhelming in certain scenarios, unless I have a centering agent. I am very tactile, liking to touch smooth and cool things as much as possible and wanting to hold things that I like. I often use my ears when cool as a way to center myself, or focus on something that makes me happy...like the Power Rangers theme song. I have texture issues with some food and tend to like eating the same things over and over, with mild levels of variation. I procrastinate to the point of failure. After minor levels of research I've learned these are all different aspects of autism. This was a few days ago, with the quiz being taken last night. I've called around to different places in my area to see if there are screenings available for adults, but no luck yet. I know adult autism diagnosis are hard to pin down and even harder to do anything with, but I really want to know so I can try to mitigate the behaviors that have been hurting my wife and my partners. &#x200B; TL;DR: 29M Poly trying to grapple with recently discovered undiagnosed autism and how to keep the behaviors I exhibit from hurting those I love. Background given for context on why I say hurt, and looking for a good starting point. 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I have a whole CVS receipt’s worth of mental health issues. I know this is common for people with ASD, but I still feel like I’m “faking it” a lot, because I must just be trying to feel special, no one could just have all these. I have ASD, bipolar, ADHD, anxiety, and maybe C-PTSD that I’m not acknowledging because I don’t want another acronym on my diagnosis. What about you?",5.4688750000000015,5.9428931375000005,6.580000000000003,76.385,67.625,9.4,31.0,9.3871,2.74445,321,12,60,6,5,108,64,80,0.109,0.763,0.128,0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,2,16,14,2,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,8,2,7,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502361184204066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23996078886463676,0.175063502729511,0.0,0.0,0.16001164641672205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899991689255144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271171501517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622727565891787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314187810726228,0.16348476968208742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324834361178335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388515917506579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576557781639688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118006413677992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945532839297844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990254627031376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061891059841585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506926087818276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865022808725526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675040504704205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275351586523247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536869561573124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497693999601515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554939192640559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,serererrt,2018/12/13,"How do I learn to tolerate Autistic Adults? I am really sorry if I offend anyone. I genuinely want to be a better person & what I’m about to say is kind of shitty. I am in a mental health program (it’s for all mental illnesses) I suffer from depression to make it simple. It’s like a facility where u can socialize with others, have fun, & receive therapy. There’s video games, music recording, support groups, ect. All for mental health recovery. There’s quite a view autistic people there. At first I didn’t think anything of it, wasn’t annoyed or anything at all. I’ve never been annoyed by this until recently. I was playing a video game with a person who happened to be autistic. She’s really nice & sweet & friendly. But she gets overly excited when she sees me & she also has the mind of a 15 year old. She’s like 23. (Not saying Autism gives you a 15 year old mind) Anyway, she kept pausing the video game mid game & getting completely distracted. Like she didn’t realize that she was annoying me at all & that made me more annoyed. I let her know, in a friendly way that she should stop pausing so often. But I was deeply annoyed & kind of angry. There’s another guy who’s probly 19 or so. He wrote a song & sang it to me, & it was horrible. HORRIBLE. Of course, I did not express this to him. I just told him it was pretty good for a first song. And he still has no idea that it was utter garbage. He tagged along with me when I was doing some things that I usually do by myself. Like playing piano & he didn’t realize that I was annoyed. Or that I didn’t want company. He interrupts so much in conversations & can’t tell that he’s annoying the speaker. It’s so annoying. There’s like 3 other Autistic people. The other 3 also talk over &. Interrupt people while they are talking very very often. I don’t know how to deal with this. I know they can’t help it & they are literally just being themselves. But I can’t help being annoyed. And for some reason, most of them have taken a liking towards me & like to be around me. I sound like a jerk but they have no idea I feel so annoyed because I’m nice to everyone & I don’t show it. I don’t want to make them feel uncomfortable or bad for just being themselves. 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I’m not “introverted.” Ive taken the tests that say I’m at least 59% extrovert. but in my past, I had to quit ballet at a young age because every time my mom tried to put me in tights I would scream. I used to wear my socks inside out so the seam wouldn’t touch my toes. my mom always told me she wondered if I was autistic (if I am, I guess it would be autism with minimal support needs as I am pretty independent). however, she never took me into somebody to find out and now I’m wondering if all these “quirks” or “sensitivities” I have are actually symptoms. in relationships, I’ve always received complaints about not being touchy enough, but if I touched them too much I would have these spells where everything touching my body would make me hot and itchy and uncomfortable and I would get super irritable. I knew they weren’t doing anything wrong, but I would still get very upset nonetheless. even if they stood close to me, I would (without noticing) back away until I was standing several feet away from where I was. I’ve gotten better at reading emotions on other people, but I’ve definitely been blindsided by misreading them before. I’m extremely OCD too and sharing living quarters with others (I’m in college) is proving to be very difficult. I’m not necessarily asking for a diagnosis, but do you think it would be too late or odd to try and seek one from a professional? or is it not necessary? I’ve just always been made to feel like something is “wrong” or “abnormal” about me because I respond to things differently and don’t like being hugged or kissed (except from my boyfriend, and he’s very understanding about doing it in moderation and holding off on it when I’m too overwhelmed). I feel like if I did have autism, it would help me understand more about myself and possibly how I can prevent these reactions from limiting me socially. 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Need some advice Hey guys! Thank you in advance for taking time out to help me out. I’m 20 years old, have been in 1 long term relationship (almost 2 years). It ended because we struggled to connect and get along, which as you can imagine is something I struggle with a lot. I have a ASD and I have a date tomorrow, a girl that I really like has invited me to stay at hers tomorrow. Really excited but more nervous as I’m unsure how to keep conversation interesting. I have known her for almost a year and have gotten a long with her really well, but it’s always in a group environment (which I do much better at strangely enough). Was wondering if people had any advice for me or anything as I’m really worried it will be awkward and boring. Thanks a lot in advance. 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My son is 4 and is pretty high functioning. He goes to school 830-12, four days a week with an aide and has afternoon services at home those four days from 1-3. He absolutely LOVES ""big boy school"" but this past two or three weeks it seems like he has been regressing. He was playing indoor soccer and his shoe fell off during the game, it stressed him out so much that he hasn't stepped foot on the field or practice since. He gets very anxious so we try not to push him on it too bad. He also had his Xmas show for PreSchool and was very nervous but he did great. Well ever since then he has been having accidents even though he has been potty trained for over a year. Also he has been stemming really bad. Before he had a few he would do when he was nervous but now he is looking out of the corners of his eyes, not making eye contact, spinning in circles, and spacing out a lot. He also has become very emotional and starts crying if things do not go his way or we do new things. Is it possible he is burnt out? I'm not sure what the right thing to do is because I always hear advice of not keeping your Autistic kids secluded at home and doing lots of activities so they become more comfortable. I feel like he has gone through the emotional stages every six months or so where he will be very latched on to us for a week or two and then it will fade. We had a very relaxed day today just hung out at home and did stress free things, but this afternoon he was very non compliant and was constantly stemming in the living room. I am not really sure on what to do! 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Do you do it? If so, what type of stim, and is it different from how you stim when you're alone? Personally, I stim with hand flapping and rocking when I'm alone, but I've noticed that in front of others when it needs to happen I seem to resort to a sort of very aggressive hand rubbing. 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I'm sorry mom, but it's LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME NOT TO BE OVER-DRAMATIC WHEN I'M FEELING OVERWHELMED AND I NEED TO CALM DOWN. I'm sorry I can't process ten things at once like your perfectly normal brain. Also, would you stop telling me that I'm giving you ""attitude""? You know I can't tell when it happens at this point. *Sigh* Anyone else get sick of this, being told that they're being ""overly dramatic""? Even when they know that you need to cool down, they still act like I'm purposely acting out or whatever. It's so frustrating.",1.6792307692307666,4.2534230630630665,3.260720720720723,86.89278586278591,84.13513513513513,7.018988218988218,22.051975051975045,8.139509932561175,1.4561442827442823,444,15,88,10,13,146,72,111,0.11900000000000001,0.659,0.222,0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,2,1,7,8,1,1,0,1,8,2,1,0,1,14,22,8,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,2,12,5,11,16,0,14,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,7,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545477960351169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513000028025535,0.1980149458451634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573906507996884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614416790978743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764462651362954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771669953872757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096896483979392,0.18539001561112356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708967955173578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241832011798054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883151367642714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634061850706916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865956840417921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893511253232411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058127213218348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826906183816356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43267145881414615,0.0,0.0,0.15433553246350268,0.16157175947460234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33783080338126137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839156535534268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846656356505048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728444380387572,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,punkb0x3rsh0rts,2018/12/13,"Best Gift For a (Slightly Verbal) 6 to. My step son has made leaps and bounds in the last year. (I can't sing the praises of his teachers enough!). He went from only saying Hi to being able to gesture and vocalize for some of his needs . I'm looking for something that has worked before, or may have repatriation for more common words. Any ideas help. 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Hello! &#x200B; So I have a bit of experience with autism but nothing very in-depth unfortunately. I worked in a school where we were trained on how to communicate with autistic children for a while and we're fairly sure my adult brother is on the spectrum, but I have had no interactions with diagnosed adults. &#x200B; I started a new job a few months ago working under someone who I think may be on the spectrum. I don't know for sure and obviously don't plan on asking him about it, but most of my coworkers and myself suspect it and he does display a few stereotypical traits (lack of eye contact, stimming-type behavior, difficulty processing sarcasm & maintaining the flow of conversation, etc). In his case this manifests itself very negatively and he comes across as very callous, but after this made a coworker of mine quit it seems like he's genuinely trying to be friendly and supportive as a supervisor. I'd really like to be on good terms but I have no idea where to start. &#x200B; We work in a setting that occasionally involves waiting around for projects to finish for long periods of time, which means that a coworker and I will be alone in a room with him trying to make conversation for hours at a time. It's extremely uncomfortable for us and I can't imagine it's comfortable for him (it feels weird to have a conversation & exclude him, but it's extremely difficult to include him, and when we don't do either we're often all staring off into space and I'm gonna be honest, as someone with ADHD I \*hate\* sitting still). The most I've been able to do so far to get him to talk is ask questions about the field we're in or the history of the company, but I'm running out of those fast and I don't want to annoy him. &#x200B; So I guess my questions are: * Do people on the spectrum prefer being communicated with a certain way (ie questions)? Does asking questions make communicating easier for you? If so, do you prefer open-ended or direct questions? Do you get annoyed when people try to talk to you too much? If I get one-word answers, should I assume this means ""pls stfu""? * Do you tend to mind people trying to make conversation with you or would you rather initiate it yourself? * Is eye contact difficult with everyone or just people you dislike/don't know well? * When you initiate conversation, how do you like people to respond? * Do you have any general advice for someone trying to bridge the communication gap? * How easy is it to tell when things come out wrong for you? Would there be a polite but nondirect way of letting someone with autism know when they're coming across as rude? (I'm not comfortable ever doing this personally, but a few times people have told him he's stressing them out. He doesn't really say anything and just leaves immediately. A few of us would feel awful doing that, but at the same time he can cause genuine emotional distress and disrupt the workflow, I think without realizing it) * How easy is it to read the facial expressions of others? If someone ends a conversation with you with positive facial expressions or body language, smiles at you in the hall, etc., are these lost on you or confusing at all? Would dropping these conventions be more comfortable and if so, is there anything that should replace them or is ending a conversation abruptly preferred? &#x200B; Thank you so much!",5.399367088607594,7.461832000000001,5.994030379746835,74.60160253164557,69.18987341772151,8.853468354430381,32.102025316455695,9.3871,3.1885504050632907,2752,123,466,60,50,892,288,632,0.114,0.787,0.099,-0.8273,1,1,0,0,0,0,101.0,5,16,2,6,30,27,4,3,32,1,52,6,5,9,7,122,90,55,0,16,27,1,2,3,1,9,1,1,1,4,27,37,0,1,24,1,0,5,11,12,1,0,6,6,52,15,88,66,18,69,1,1,3,0,73,32,0,24,30,334,79,7,0.05317299513668272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390360707532018,0.10392007089289418,0.04713465191372862,0.0,0.0,0.05507118682531262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032904261060711,0.323055045827078,0.0361594600726417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875136887293642,0.047335239001267834,0.1491287178782335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805113900425823,0.05906321060316538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462331318099204,0.0,0.13741148115449092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053969470780978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306409274120402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981246263928437,0.14128647332996672,0.0,0.11860389044777125,0.0,0.0480980183125519,0.0,0.05080907553174648,0.0,0.052013392341490015,0.0,0.0,0.053771728021695005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108132414128364,0.0,0.08334208597342763,0.0,0.0,0.04459898554498255,0.0,0.0,0.05857604891953441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249732425828912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236468932541862,0.0,0.0,0.06002583927010208,0.0,0.0,0.05276599294541079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766746259949047,0.0,0.0,0.05630252427534594,0.0,0.05437299010789919,0.0,0.07793291865616292,0.0,0.0,0.04705642743938839,0.0,0.0,0.05804460543777189,0.0,0.0,0.05031357366756526,0.10648016144642912,0.0,0.0,0.11584195980304375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536895671710259,0.0,0.04244217741813569,0.0,0.07817653917739321,0.0,0.0,0.051354810044913185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051020922917256316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036031397632546563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211807583398508,0.0464286083753185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29782961882349096,0.05655602552120645,0.053187384504325495,0.0,0.06812796451383002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228529994044156,0.0,0.05381390984904954,0.0,0.04840669773440316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252665311321003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527223927529607,0.0,0.042464022602512745,0.0,0.06090948627627249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034008475260691,0.1002298372795484,0.0,0.0,0.0854768786672159,0.04647554144409159,0.04895454990465845,0.0,0.0,0.03532577525211545,0.0681422165042903,0.0,0.0,0.12402240428039782,0.0,0.0,0.05080907553174648,0.0,0.18050486665368928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792113226243876,0.0,0.0,0.13161986914291898,0.03136281019641495,0.08441249708060146,0.0,0.0,0.04780890844787666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125686982900576,0.0,0.11613172124046188,0.0,0.0,0.1510902805493548,0.058136322945344064,0.323055045827078,0.0 autism,rose_moons,2019/05/03,"Hello, I a confused I may have autism, my family think so and they were waiting to hear if I thought so. The one thing that makes me doubt I have it is I don’t have many sensory problems I am hearing and visually impaired so that may be why it’s a little less, but I hate certain textures of food like chicken and peanut butter and I hate when people touch me because it make my skin have a crawly feeling. I hate labels in clothes and I hate wearing anything other than leggings (but I will suffer and wear jeans if it’s a fancy thing or if my mum gets irritated with my leggings) That’s just the (very few) sensory issues I have other than this not others Obviously there’s social/behaviour stuff as well.",4.27781690140845,5.345136922535211,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,70.61971830985915,7.651830985915493,29.69295774647888,7.908726449838941,1.952479436619718,561,22,109,7,10,184,92,142,0.209,0.7240000000000001,0.067,-0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,4,2,6,0,13,6,5,2,2,28,26,17,0,4,8,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,14,7,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,2,6,19,3,7,20,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,8,2,82,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166567020155595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753399867991824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508329619960209,0.0,0.08090037925114549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347161104444952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359295378061303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318641558928384,0.0,0.0,0.3606613478877241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669975467661294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816750434216391,0.16036118470605212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360135423491827,0.16221402839762306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841956696075533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092326699717517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309758117259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309898743137438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316075085366415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259265568581467,0.10252099683288134,0.0,0.12702145549377758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201605778600672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385845377541187,0.0,0.14437434940920238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,upbeatdeadbeat17,2019/05/03,"Showed signs as child but not as adult? So after doing some research on autism and knowing a few autistic people on varying levels of the spectrum, a concern has popped in to my head that I can't seem to shake. In my childhood I showed many symptoms of autism, but was never tested for it, and now as an adult, the symptoms have definitely toned down or disappeared entirely. I know this most likely means I am not autistic, because I thought I'd ask about this, since it is a little strange. It's most likely a coincidence that I had all these indicators, but I can't help but question it. As a child, I was very antisocial and emotionally unstable. I never could make any friends because I didn't understand what was considered socially acceptable, and I usually played by myself or tried to have control over the other kids I played with. I could never make eye contact, I had a hard time expressing complex ideas without stammering. I have weird ticks, like flailing my arms or rubbing my face. I had what might be considered a special interest. Everything I did was all about Pokémon all the time. It's all I would talk about and think about. I would spend hours on the floor of my room sorting my hundreds of cards in various ways over and over again. When I was even younger, I spend time lining up my My Little Ponies based on color, size, etc. I'd often cry or throw fits in class whenever I had a social dilemma. I had little empathy for my classmates and saw them more as enemies than peers. Nowadays, as a senior in high school, I have a group of friends that I hang out with regularly, and can even hold conversations with strangers without freaking out like I may have before. I'm very empathetic, and find myself in tears when I see injustice or unfairness taking place to minorities. I still have weird ticks, like, if I'm uncomfortable in situations I tend to start to make noises (think of the groan that Tina does from Bob Burgers or saying ""ah!"" in a monotone voice) and I'm usually very fidgety. I still can't make eye contact with people to save my life and I still often feel like I don't understand social rules, but I'm more aware of them now. I don't really have a special interest anymore, but have a range of interests that I can healthily balance. So looking at me now, it seems I definitely do not have autism, but looking at me as a child, it seemed a definite possibility. Could it be possible that these symptoms just overlapped with my anxiety disorder or have been caused by a possible childhood trauma (which likely may have happened to me). Is it possible I'm high functioning? Thoughts? (I may be completely misinformed and if that is the case, excuse my ignorance, I'm always happy to learn more!)",6.961692406692407,7.151508399613899,7.089945945945946,74.98500900900903,64.42471042471043,10.536010296010296,35.60643500643501,10.279547748218286,3.64650404118404,2173,95,396,47,30,700,245,518,0.098,0.748,0.154,0.9844,2,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,2,1,20,26,0,1,24,1,50,9,5,6,7,92,82,39,0,7,22,0,3,7,2,6,4,3,1,6,24,19,0,3,19,4,2,4,14,7,1,0,16,13,55,19,63,54,13,60,0,0,7,0,24,32,0,23,30,279,79,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346135659816733,0.0,0.0,0.05186507673645199,0.0,0.05834506030155714,0.0,0.07563768504994768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130058893601741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298492673471034,0.0,0.06489872762811638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834857943232636,0.0,0.0,0.07996588828917482,0.0,0.08554141234838471,0.18268215586030265,0.0,0.08377717434836929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874101086752201,0.0,0.06674292566501534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579160082453123,0.0,0.0,0.08505934362622798,0.10074901946380636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854505320770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856355701238614,0.05448610702269258,0.0,0.0,0.06970786784909615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178494382793516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744382841702291,0.08118905076758129,0.06832143908030522,0.0,0.07827330544203984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112105095884425,0.16116334676190766,0.0,0.0,0.0751089375971672,0.0,0.0,0.08609765615027153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383015428287666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387057386883589,0.2608259598635452,0.22932269587220994,0.0,0.0,0.1280923696117558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363879819128355,0.07732411133575727,0.0,0.08307856536596389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090864084080486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646850340632814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574970773786893,0.0,0.07968416732969444,0.0,0.0,0.3439243101917061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854379794589676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048859442318961714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060651633675642615,0.0,0.0771876172432449,0.06077598098182235,0.2082954574688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308994704241039,0.08572879345251626,0.0,0.23323785965007826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398311338574962,0.0,0.18272394994781133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781597864665355,0.0573442891145713,0.06130159109623658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773932688394656,0.0,0.1210970624877807,0.13341802191155142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517811866741885,0.0,0.0,0.1587960333200404,0.0,0.0,0.1679975710037125,0.1887880681687552,0.0,0.060538246835070565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703988840602716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083576604722772,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kitkat354,2019/05/03,"How to find a balance between being aware and becoming obsessed. Ever since I (20F) was diagnosed with autism, I have tried to be more aware of the social situations I’m in and how people react to me. In general I think it’s been helpful, and I think I’m becoming less awkward/inappropriate. However, yesterday a person I have a crush on told me I cared to much about what people think. I realized I do put a lot of time and effort into interpreting what people think of me based on how they act. It’s becoming a bit of a problem. I’m starting to take things very personally and blame people’s negativity on my autism. I take the blame for every rude comment/gesture/facial expression. I just want to be normal. To fit in. But I don’t want to spend all of my time thinking about how to fit in. Do any of you feel similarly? What advice can you give?",3.643696832579181,5.075582347058823,5.682941176470589,77.61015837104074,72.58823529411767,8.760180995475114,27.78280542986425,9.265573868473778,2.425579185520362,669,25,130,15,13,233,95,170,0.11199999999999999,0.807,0.08199999999999999,-0.6992,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,8,4,1,1,8,0,11,1,0,5,2,31,28,10,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,9,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,1,19,1,28,22,6,17,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,5,90,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308212590925972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103970107347067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435637958501669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615700376347074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364946501785629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358804715867742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109774871096796,0.11279559814505424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769130450876004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235947290116443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842525442278924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973369925786441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381587548451805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841364809334097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311692345713338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712487240685445,0.2337892556611636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810044999340206,0.0,0.1345815145826778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074291760269077,0.1504812914664223,0.0,0.13646886856999832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947575288594882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131492201541792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894070908914001,0.4289089914901687,0.0,0.0,0.15612736735307764,0.0,0.0,0.12792345457971485,0.0,0.09089244733989747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046102935929206,0.15792607850723464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,user7612,2019/05/03,"Hi! 14 F newly diagnosed. I have a few questions. First of all this community has already helped me so much. Thank you all. What do u guys do with loud noises? When someone shouts I get into a fight or flight mode. I usually go into a meltdown and start screaming at whoever shouted. Ear defenders aren't really an option for me. They're too obvious and I don't want people to immediately see I'm different. Secondly, what do you find helps you when u get overstimulated?",1.6674908424908423,4.398504384615387,4.2246428571428565,78.28077380952381,87.57142857142858,7.868498168498168,25.165750915750927,8.59863814320734,2.5688673992674,373,16,68,11,12,130,71,91,0.076,0.838,0.086,0.2283,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,3,13,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,6,9,1,7,15,4,9,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,3,5,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755411967076922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25343200052176623,0.0,0.2608748686368472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282138532344427,0.21238778414359707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609074015396509,0.0,0.14190564860068974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723421603770845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347264055176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355226048073367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310490928742522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797120483889392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995901097756535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989720993043503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156311821952575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673319663174122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298827343949602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500032776630984,0.0,0.1472747391264634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pickle_ninja,2019/05/03,"How do i get my 9yo to stop complaining? He complains about everything. From brushing his teeth in the morning, to doing his school work, to us not buying him every thing he wants. If he doesn't get what he wants, he complains. It's driving me and my wife crazy.",2.338269230769228,4.534447057692312,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,78.42307692307693,5.6984615384615385,23.861538461538462,6.742157984588678,0.7129184615384614,205,7,42,2,5,64,41,52,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,7,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,1,25,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952651375924745,0.0,0.31495748707075016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661862339027847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546691821252895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929878215594667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328201732926281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42154234363684173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134032361787086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551282292793313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CthulhuHalo,2019/05/03,"A little help would be appreciated... Please. So, I'm *fairly certain* that I have autism of some kind. I'm 20 now, almost 21 and only just found out in the past few months. I haven't been properly diagnosed yet but I was going to ask my counselor about having me evaluated/tested/whatever. But for the sake of this post let's at least assume that I am because I'm at a loss for what to do. My girlfriend, I've been with her for about 9 months, has finally gotten fed up with my autism, because I don't know how to manage it yet. She says I've gotten cold, but I'm not sure what she means or how to be ""warm"" like she wants. I repeat myself a lot and she can't stand that. And other things I'm not sure how to put into words because she won't tell me what I'm doing wrong. I'm positive that if I understood the problems, I could be a better boyfriend for her, but she won't tell me because she ""isn't my teacher"". And she's right, she has no obligation to teach me how to solve my problems. But that means I have nowhere else to turn but you, and my counselor. Another problem I have is depression, anxiety, and things like that. I'm not sure how to manage these alongside autism, as the strategies I've always used have never worked too well anyway. And lastly, for any more Christian-minded people here, I'm also struggling to understand the Bible, and be a true, good Christian like I should. It's like reading another language, it kinda just bounces off my brain and does nothing. Please, don't comment on this particular issue unless you'll try to help with it, because it'll only make me upset and confused if I get a bunch of people text-shouting at me about atheism or whatever. I don't force you to believe what I do, don't force me to believe what you do. For anyone who can help with this, I'd be really appreciative. I wish I could just be normal, but I know that'll never happen, so at least help me understand and get as close as I can... Please.",3.763932142857144,4.662615357500002,4.87892857142857,85.5275,71.675,7.614285714285713,26.285714285714285,7.83500028581142,1.381271428571428,1533,48,319,19,28,505,184,400,0.113,0.74,0.147,0.9365,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,4,0,3,21,23,0,3,11,0,41,3,1,7,7,75,71,34,0,12,18,0,1,4,1,7,1,1,0,0,25,18,1,0,9,1,0,2,15,9,1,0,8,3,49,14,43,47,7,28,1,2,0,0,26,13,0,10,15,219,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907519000909317,0.0,0.0,0.07247601682865704,0.07541062795949542,0.0,0.0,0.06163086034590395,0.19006491754269866,0.0693309735487456,0.0,0.0,0.06336993749262437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472592572504506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27623313192908794,0.0,0.0,0.20421580366379666,0.0,0.08015402793893267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117199023518726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471984032371674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780586661200373,0.09198657584938394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931009051889823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570894021992733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927969201556013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937007313139846,0.0,0.0,0.09469987385958197,0.0,0.05150657644492005,0.07601534547722573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014296771378876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429869616034737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459317979788773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437620697045987,0.09961470909677454,0.07387477010214183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267434174064354,0.0,0.1771070997335192,0.09083411505885954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704957556343732,0.0,0.0,0.06049559319129464,0.0,0.0,0.19744320386628006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915095028991617,0.0,0.14467848269738287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979741762330858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879722453197643,0.08696101569867355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378549495946049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651568107096444,0.12566154104679356,0.0,0.0,0.298450437467334,0.0,0.0,0.0867975756652203,0.0,0.0,0.2601592772394801,0.0,0.09110722500825814,0.0,0.0,0.0906535733654416,0.0,0.0580592887472256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739671168201423,0.0,0.07207185644029508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947451584971072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562504151662752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842756492972274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041982467659455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615311744486278,0.09857837928326173,0.0,0.18869607005040007,0.0,0.07827439881084318,0.0,0.0,0.05345536054430166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814863981354225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042189323567848,0.0,0.0,0.06597902622736318,0.0,0.0,0.0643802753238984,0.09908863664642403,0.0,0.0 autism,IzarkKiaTarj,2019/05/03,"How to file my nails despite sensitivity? I've recently decided to try taking care of my nails (instead of just biting them), and filing them is *extremely* difficult, as I don't like things brushing against my nails at all (to the point where I wear socks all the time except when bathing or swimming so that I don't have to worry about innocuous things like my bedsheets freaking me out). I think, like, I hate the vibration or something? It's hard to describe. I'm fine clipping them, but it'd be nice to smooth them out. Anyone else with this issue have any advice?",5.800668414154654,6.573709669724772,5.855334207077327,80.81715596330277,66.9816513761468,8.797378768020971,32.08519003931848,8.841846274778883,2.563038269986893,450,18,85,7,7,142,77,109,0.115,0.8029999999999999,0.08199999999999999,0.1476,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,7,9,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,2,14,12,8,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,6,16,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881445737321855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619314752116784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088272516414496,0.2504057833129175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24917124359480625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415595368981232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892486656539356,0.2412839001853776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550790009487759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35818889499343753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310269419538976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413050129190692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814287166232735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375038657980772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247228673204872,0.15659483600095586,0.0,0.0,0.14250540307498186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592433555036595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481892613863028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Geronimo2006,2019/05/03,"Teaching Autistic child the guitar Hi all, I want to introduce my high functioning 9yr Autistic/ ADHD boy to the guitar as I have read of its benefits and he has been enjoying listening to music a lot in the last year. Any recommendations about best method for him to learn?",3.2300000000000004,6.197693862745098,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,80.9607843137255,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.675023529411765,221,9,38,6,6,72,44,51,0.0,0.7929999999999999,0.207,0.8885,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,9,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455790816256556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212816222184325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890876599940728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917261960594289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022172644658218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152052036553079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708583447187085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186826816841044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387560041648784 autism,Yazer9977,2019/05/03,"My brother passed away yesterday Not sure if the mods will allow this, please delete if not ok. My brother passed away yesterday from a seizure. He had pretty severe autism, was non verbal. I don't know why I'm posting this here, I guess I'm in a bit of shock. We used to spend hours and hours in the pool together. He loved music and listening to us play. Thanks",1.5208561643835594,3.9123370273972635,2.355051369863016,94.43065924657536,82.83561643835617,5.8417808219178085,20.08390410958904,7.1686216300943375,0.3998780821917816,285,8,61,4,8,89,54,73,0.11,0.6829999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,2,1,12,12,4,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,6,5,8,9,1,11,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,3,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190346744315465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345998245076514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456613959105768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392232973506697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122555843417126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126764408145492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447887827923441,0.0,0.0,0.2135738825855252,0.22687279041538014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25192832500422635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017636211523724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530990545765168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682434586977774,0.19260177640858028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012242518390596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Dettl4f,2019/02/02,"I have the big gay I have the big gay That is all.",-5.857948717948718,-5.893677307692308,-2.1,117.83666666666667,129.76923076923077,1.7333333333333334,4.333333333333333,3.1291,-3.420466666666667,37,0,13,0,3,13,8,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,2blackndblue,2019/02/02,"How can I help my brother? He is not doing well I think he only seems to have online friends who he games with At the moment his sleeping patterns are irregular, he doesn’t take showers, smells bad, and only seems to eat junk, making him overweight. He can basically eat a large pizza no problem and he has one at least once a week. Also he badly needs a haircut. My parents aren’t the most healthy themselves so they don’t really notice plus they are afraid to stand up to him, because when criticised he gets aggressive. Since I moved out to uni, I dont much feel like going home for longer than a weekend, I just dislike seeing my parents and brother go in a downward spiral, over which I have no control.. because in the end its their life .. I must seem very judgmental right now but all I really want for him is a happier and healthier life, exploring more than just the gaming world. How can I help him without him getting aggressive at me? There have been times he would chase me wanting to kick me just for making one critical comment ",5.5756169078446325,6.309307064356438,5.891782178217825,80.4971249047982,67.46534653465346,8.591622239146991,31.875095201827875,8.617729084823388,2.49842680883473,825,33,154,12,13,264,129,202,0.11800000000000001,0.804,0.078,-0.3261,4,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,11,9,2,1,10,0,19,7,1,5,2,32,35,11,0,6,6,4,1,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,3,7,4,1,6,3,0,4,8,6,1,2,1,3,24,3,22,32,5,23,0,0,1,0,29,11,0,4,8,104,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671420088880901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283841576005406,0.16269104855756894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496675058932866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639402923520535,0.0,0.0,0.2730907041920381,0.0,0.0,0.11819075932938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747271570535841,0.09533160044995534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030976167798125,0.0,0.1394367655039295,0.0,0.15167729647263628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888786227875053,0.0,0.133854061267622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850926611199392,0.06519343724586453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814828041573275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182863383111058,0.09809585067857364,0.09894618423983237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192557196207018,0.0,0.1421122827505104,0.18084866068999386,0.20297860489952504,0.0,0.0,0.2963449914868967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768678793913268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097381655176716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139594668687967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633667649443407,0.3644440833090763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038530650301334,0.0,0.1335392232772831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003324178708571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550479166062758,0.0,0.0,0.07781160037975776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101043285333088,0.15741610351447408,0.0,0.10703980708271936,0.0,0.11998115019050885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863414783782695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947939737145545,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Yshaaj_Rage_Unbound,2019/02/02,"How do I flirt? Well, title says it all. Bit of context: I'm 16, currently in high school/Sophomore(? My country's school system is different) and well, as a 16y/o boy does, I get a crush on a girl. But here's the deal; I have no clue on how to flirt, and because of my autism (PDD-NOS) it's even harder then normal. So: how do I do it? What signals should I look out for to see if she's interested in me?",0.1676685393258417,1.5575849101123609,2.67009831460674,95.73413623595506,81.92134831460675,5.798314606741574,20.11376404494382,6.6274283507984215,-0.02591123595505573,303,8,77,3,8,105,64,89,0.048,0.8540000000000001,0.099,0.6199,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,11,10,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,9,5,11,9,2,9,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,2,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974211894242878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681792981735586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324786751474665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25664538288349004,0.0,0.0,0.21496445637926528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224534648421432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833869417006455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595360547934151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062788402333717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406786699474952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953457288797419,0.0,0.497209075406243,0.19574622452491805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417263720890988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LesbianBanana,2019/02/02,"I could really use some advice Hey guys. I was really hoping any of you could give me some advice. I'm and 18 year old girl and I have autism. My intense social anxiety caused me to not be in school very often so my marks definitely showed that. I'm graduating high school this year, but I'm so, so scared of what's ahead. I applied for college but I honestly don't know if I'll even get in. I haven't been able to keep a job because retail jobs consist of me having a constant panic attack. But all I can get are retail jobs because I don't have experience. I just feel so stuck, like there is nothing ahead that I can actually do. I'm feeling so much pressure. Also my friends graduated last year and are now in university and college so I've been really lonely. Anyway, it was kind of nice to get it all out. Does anyone have any advice, or at least is anyone going through something similar? I'd love to know I'm not alone. 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I cannot go to college because of financial and high anxiety/learning disabled reasons. The job market for Texas is not very good if you don't have a degree and I often feel very discouraged. I have tried to get SSI but the court ruled that I was too high functioning to qualify. The long process of seeking SSI (Three years) only to fail took a toll on my mental health and that is not something I ever want to go through again. I have worked as a nurses assistant $8 hr that was the most difficult experience in my working life. I tried to get certified CNA but I could not after two attempts pass the demonstration portion of the state exam and this made my managers angry. I quit after six months and it took two months of searching with the aide of a job coach (not job placement just someone who explains things and helps you look up jobs basically) to find another job. This job pays the same low pay but I am happy with my job duties and environment. I work at Golds gym. I work in the kids club watching children while their parents workout and I start training to work front desk so I can pick up more hours. Upon hire they agreed to work me full time and I believe that my hours will soon improve. As much as I like working here I'm concerned about my pay I know it is much too soon to ask for a raise the best I can do is probably work as much as I can. My question is how can I when the time is right, communicate and have my boss see that I am worthy of a pay raise that will give me a livable wage so I can meet my goals of being independent? 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Ever since I can remember, I have always been 'different'. I know I used to display certain behaviours that were questioned by other people when I was a kid back in the 90's, and I feel that there wasn't as much general understanding of autism as there is today, and my behaviours were just shrugged off as being 'odd' rather than probed. For example, I would only eat certain things (there was a time where I would only eat cabbage or cheese sandwiches), I would sit in my room reading history and science books whilst the other kids were playing out, I would go to birthday parties and spend the whole time fascinated by the wallpaper or the paintings rather than joining in the fun, I would find it very difficult to make friends and was bullied throughout middle school and secondary school, and would often eat my lunch alone, or spend it with my favourite teacher. There are many others but I can only list a few. Anyway, I feel like I have definitely 'improved' as I have got older, and I would consider myself more normal these days in my early twenties...but I still find myself struggling with life and my ability to connect to the world, I feel like I am going along but at the same time completely lost. I dropped out of college (sixth form) twice because I couldn't cope with leaving my bubble for the outside world every day and mixing with other people, even though my grades were great. I have no friends, I live back at my mums house as I found it hard to cope at uni and am on a gap year, I am extremely isolated and spend my free time either reading, playing video games or playing my piano (which I self taught myself very quickly, I don't know if that is also some sign). I guess I feel kinda hopeless, like I am different but I don't know why I can't cope. As I suggest, I do wonder if perhaps I have been undiagnosed with being on the autism spectrum. It's not like I really want to be labelled, but at the same time, if I were to be able to connect my ways to a condition then at least I would have a grounded understanding and be able to refer to others with the same and perhaps access support at uni etc. ",10.211493318638931,6.843595227166282,9.460214905634386,71.97478027276485,60.42857142857143,12.201625568260093,40.574321531891435,9.773937934552695,3.8445066538090646,1730,66,330,23,17,552,207,427,0.064,0.804,0.132,0.9812,2,1,0,0,0,1,44.0,0,0,0,1,20,20,0,1,19,0,46,6,0,3,4,85,69,36,0,16,16,1,5,4,2,9,1,0,1,3,15,23,5,0,18,8,4,2,7,4,0,1,15,5,55,17,51,38,12,46,0,2,0,0,9,22,0,14,23,247,70,8,0.16696971076763545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646513246259953,0.0,0.06676280868819155,0.06946608751166204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838940115514672,0.0,0.0508915929635627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753228250409048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076816503855932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444781006078675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627754722392176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310768197783406,0.055140959616588346,0.07551683129283514,0.07033959133315422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884980528517385,0.11928319473452448,0.0,0.0,0.1526072907302623,0.0,0.0,0.09153683483306416,0.12900038435279948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489273444774184,0.0,0.06677046533711853,0.09204234778808924,0.09196798037109492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478603232714738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633031422168116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835243728054376,0.0,0.0,0.0883984075899544,0.0,0.0,0.05896782229808301,0.16314593343041064,0.0,0.07371865681736511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113358159206117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572678923922461,0.0846405398930021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137097459768185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817974327629807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048198347316864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575577399906435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352214443659754,0.0,0.1670148951426602,0.0,0.053482536110770966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457206674993557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689822613842695,0.0,0.0,0.08709291153573903,0.0,0.0,0.06905953508218522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667111335130088,0.0,0.0,0.08727649735262036,0.0,0.0,0.09473762454926032,0.07868348819656795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546362830724856,0.053493724359236654,0.08202344653883803,0.0,0.2434034527086341,0.0,0.0791338812759406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382135741222535,0.0,0.0721041103203293,0.0,0.137767497866012,0.0492415307233937,0.06626639230351805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533209674530762,0.09320785961996693,0.0,0.0,0.09053576443824823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47444196773716907,0.0,0.0,0.05376150970867734 autism,Electrathescientist,2019/02/07,"New Diagnosis Autism All - our two year old just got diagnosed with autism in Middle Tennessee. All of the standardized testing was unable to be done because of the rigidity of his behavior. The psychologist told us the biggest priority right now will be ABA therapy. We are choosing to do therapy at the center rather than our home due to living far from the credentialed ABA therapy centers we were recommended to use. Eventually, he will need speech, occupational, and developmental therapy. Does center based therapy sound like a good idea? Or is home based a much better option? Also - what are some things we must get to make this journey easier to help aid in his therapy. How quickly will his ABA therapy work? What other advice or things you wish you would have known earlier with your child. 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Wondered if anyone had any study tips or cool systems for making reading less mindless. I get super excited about the highlight tool👩‍🎓✌🏻 I’m studying film and tv, so anything about having to sit through long movies would be ace ",0.8791666666666664,3.4459263611111126,2.4596666666666667,90.25200000000002,90.94444444444444,3.991111111111112,28.03333333333333,5.6839178017228535,1.16134,286,15,53,2,10,93,61,72,0.071,0.753,0.17600000000000002,0.7863,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,12,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,27,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308225173294976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909492902287708,0.0,0.2578524930190841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432491483535693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370745311335844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772964390826012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915718431923988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313425245598251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339792297291301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32757147312321383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33980435314161744,0.2281155803564612,0.0,0.0,0.2225880663714483,0.0,0.0,0.20178097731680636 autism,tweetypye,2019/02/07,"My son is 10 and in mainstream with support Hi my son is in mainstream and getting through with support, he recently has been angry and breaking out in spots. I’ve read that some supplements do more harm than good, can anyone recommend something to help him through with the hormonal changes?",8.465031446540884,8.817362924528304,6.8849056603773615,77.16748427672957,61.26415094339622,10.085534591194973,44.08176100628931,9.725611199111238,4.4973572327044025,237,14,40,4,3,70,41,53,0.10800000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.209,0.6879,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,11,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323290238082354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32260388462688594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932735424054048,0.0,0.0,0.2557833159213138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440613133568628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30503935027797513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30110807405692913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347706624428212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6921227813770867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mercron,2019/02/07,"How to deal with a classmate with aspergers Theres a kid that goes to my class that I noticed was special since day 1. He usually talks very loud,interrupting the professor and he gets very nervous. I got told today that he has aspergers, and honestly, hes a good kid, but I've never dealt with this situation before. How do I deal with him? Anything worthy of note that I should know? Thanks in advance.",3.2913381555153727,5.3946562531645625,4.49497287522604,82.93696202531646,75.07594936708861,8.05858951175407,27.74141048824593,8.841846274778883,2.2945030741410486,320,13,62,7,7,105,56,79,0.022000000000000002,0.799,0.179,0.9035,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,12,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,4,8,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,4,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845758545780875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948725745893026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769396871802914,0.4722031898465054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196494591693072,0.0,0.0,0.19208462702715265,0.1831620333357748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258591546426961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766283811179776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607319877731542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894413166511891,0.257419387206733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407138814488666,0.0,0.2108437298474908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170768546702864,0.21883103850571606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222466127409354,0.3779182144278542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,anonanonemail,2019/02/07,"I’ve been depressed for a while. Just wanted to write with my alt and maybe hear if somebody had an opinion To start this story off, I have to give some background info. I’m gay, and I’ve been highly suspected of being autistic. I went to a doctor for ASD when I was 3/4 but I didn’t get a diagnosis. My parents didn’t pursue it further, so I’m left with another thing to add to my mess of a life. I’m 16, in high school, and have 4 decent friends I talk to. And onto the likely reasons I’ve been feeling this way. Firstly, I was the absolute focus of my mother’s life for several years. When I was about 5 or 6, my mom and stepdad decided to have another kid so I wouldn’t be lonely. This kid was my sister, and as much as I love her, she is a “handful”. This stressed out my mother, and drove her to sleep the whole day with the door locked, and giving any of her awake time to my sister. This obviously was a damper, but I as a little kid didn’t notice the gradual transition. My mom broke up with my dad while I was a little kid. I don’t remember anything from before that divorce. She met up with my stepdad, who I also grew a great relationship with. I also went to yearly/bi-yearly trips to my dad’s house. Each year, I’d see worse and worse things. It never got too bad, until the last trip, in which one of my half-brothers was given a death threat for going to the police. I left soon afterwards. The family on his side is gradually falling apart to this day When I was 11 or 12, I was coming back from a trip to my dad’s house. By this time, everyone knew my mother was failing her job as a mother. Even I knew something was wrong. On that day, I was told she was found cheating on my stepdad, and the family is split up over the decision. Before I went on the trip I was returning from, I spotted her sitting in her car smoking something from a pipe. (Not one of the tobacco ones. It was one of the improvised crack pipes). I was obviously devastated, but depression already set in. I’m probably glad about that, because I’d still be able to function to some degree. Life went on with me continuing to live at a family member’s house. For the next three years, I’d be ripped apart by intense bullying, coming to terms with my sexuality, and my family constantly attempting to “heal” my relationship with my mother. I finally got in two huge fights within a week to stop the bullying. I was constantly depressed, and nothing seemed to help. Thankfully, in 7th or 8th grade, I met a really funny and great friend (girl, one year younger than me) who is still a friend of mine to this day. Our awkward personalities go great to fuel each other. Probably the only reason I hadn’t tried offing myself. I also had developed a crush for an autistic guy in my school. He was nice and quiet, and I loved him. My family acts accepting, but they are clearly anti-gay. Some of them are worse than others. There is no way I’d ever come out to them. It’s seemed to be a mix of these things that hit me with such a bad time today. I’ll hopefully get over it within a few days, but honestly, this freaking sucks.",3.6474285714285735,4.653246980952382,5.228730158730159,82.51071428571429,72.04761904761905,8.457142857142857,26.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,1.853498412698412,2418,77,497,45,45,820,289,630,0.151,0.723,0.127,-0.9389,2,2,3,0,3,0,85.0,1,0,3,3,20,32,4,2,39,0,44,10,2,2,5,72,84,39,1,4,11,13,2,1,3,1,5,2,1,7,27,33,0,1,14,0,0,18,9,17,0,8,41,5,71,15,92,36,9,95,0,6,1,3,56,35,1,11,39,336,98,6,0.06314883533321174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968631008546533,0.15150030240277088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294337349241807,0.13243411979051184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196611084975399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855755642626152,0.10545327954923554,0.038494943892827226,0.0,0.10747001547413752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319139017864673,0.0,0.1364829139208992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203628873085596,0.0,0.16316999801880122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463550880880968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170921016673601,0.05712173689794205,0.0,0.060341418344769686,0.0,0.0,0.29765550924865625,0.0,0.031929948554672544,0.0,0.0,0.06917646241684801,0.0,0.05371436707483242,0.0,0.06923943849721301,0.1463659005929412,0.0,0.06598532017908436,0.1211562340716813,0.07177787677069113,0.0,0.1010117847437254,0.208865441669516,0.0,0.06252727522562765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117332693808621,0.0,0.0423273332035325,0.1334404232823687,0.0,0.06272104216118005,0.0,0.21859583234879554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266547504307159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147472915934457,0.0,0.0,0.13722278872106605,0.0,0.13381166978633327,0.030851331172926436,0.1265834455963465,0.05576157853952138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139885787667286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344149287257453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791830544582046,0.0,0.0,0.04642165996802985,0.0,0.04870427481118456,0.0,0.06715950278478787,0.0,0.0,0.060593010635723824,0.07189536757452401,0.0,0.0,0.21395642563244074,0.048027534866410725,0.0,0.0,0.07011930847671534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055139127248833686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617025025616655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404547609327988,0.12985504029242906,0.0,0.1355964327119533,0.07153532030278628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278199854252535,0.05032144585329761,0.114976655965936,0.0,0.07134020932518152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319444066686583,0.0,0.0,0.09723011722492744,0.0,0.0,0.04469707067411898,0.0,0.10086148293955786,0.05279525395623241,0.07233677751655072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075664180546746,0.0,0.05813896326122275,0.0,0.0,0.1258598406209541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046778113683188,0.0,0.05985771209637784,0.060341418344769686,0.0,0.04287391399283245,0.0,0.06168723623589373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724681920943489,0.10024921230233096,0.05065418662527433,0.0,0.0,0.2341584120599834,0.0,0.07050341947460942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306217448142907,0.0,0.0690433381666186,0.0,0.2033288976934728 autism,milkso,2019/02/07,"Insight on autistic guy I'm talking to? So I've been on this app for making friends and met a guy I thought was cute so I added him on Snapchat. He is 19, and I am 18 He lives across the country and we've been talking a lot over the past few days. The conversations haven't had much substance beyond ""OMG YOU'RE SO CUTE NO YOU ARE"" but last night he did tell me that he has high functioning autism. I really don't know anything about the autistic spectrum but some of his behavior has been confusing me so I figured I'd try here to get some insight. Forgive me for my ignorance. He has said worrying things like ""I have no friends in my real life"" and ""I never leave my house"". Anyways, I chatted with him tonight on Discord for about an hour (chatted is a strong word, we really just watched videos together) and after telling him I had to go and beginning to say goodbye, he said ""I love you."" I was kind of stunned and just laughed, but then he said ""say it back"" in kind of a playful way, but it still creeped me out. I told him I only say that kind of thing if I really mean it. He said he did too, and then told me ""it's okay, you can say it tomorrow."" Throughout the day he's been calling me ""hun"" through text message. I don't know if this has to do in any way with his autism (and I mean that in the best way), but it really put me off and I'm not sure if his emotional capacity is very childish, he is very lonely, or what. It almost feels kind of middle school, like just because I've told him I like him he thinks we're dating or something. I feel like I like him, but not this much and certainly not if he is genuinely saying ""I love you"" so early on to someone he doesn't know hardly anything about. Tonight is only the second night we've voice chatted. Am I toying with his emotions by continuing to talk to him? Should I break things off? Like I said, I like him and would like the chance to get to know him better, but I'm not sure he is mature enough to understand what he's saying or where our ""relationship"" stands. I'm also not sure if I know what I'm getting into. If I do break things off, how do I do it in the kindest and clearest way?",3.3406882678353327,4.038896091314037,4.381649543789067,89.44567497665064,72.49665924276171,7.575285580860694,27.62418277175085,7.717688229018142,1.3672822903944244,1671,59,377,20,31,545,195,449,0.069,0.7490000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9955,0,2,1,0,0,0,59.0,2,4,0,3,20,32,0,1,14,1,36,3,0,2,5,76,70,38,0,8,24,0,3,8,2,2,1,12,0,2,21,19,0,1,16,6,0,2,12,3,0,1,20,16,57,29,46,48,8,50,0,1,1,2,70,21,0,14,28,238,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068120107777615,0.0,0.0,0.056447213927749776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048000573303042735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617173548594473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427590701664173,0.0,0.04302827714386268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740751472595187,0.06242715535728485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207570668667401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104364053640876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879841632506575,0.0,0.07293370967737438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138031838283704,0.05042630877478385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906839354726468,0.0,0.11063406087810372,0.0,0.040115377010106486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397815222149315,0.0,0.0,0.06323076048663538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745774760858654,0.0,0.0,0.0695125177037021,0.08144621176730607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29401582358729905,0.19395977596387684,0.057536618791805674,0.0,0.07473987272475457,0.0,0.0,0.049856639430182544,0.2758761528083419,0.0,0.06232830633700075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060009283969810825,0.12741237322140167,0.0,0.04711638194229398,0.0,0.0,0.15377664577744066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377695606693577,0.0,0.05443990360139179,0.0,0.0,0.1324794557054108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736693559143012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738186466652975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095794230197452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034177359546436,0.18087556330009566,0.0,0.0,0.07578243135894262,0.0,0.0,0.3357149617688446,0.33679462614011785,0.0,0.07143631346384544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980688106850141,0.05434018091222589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636968653788488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995780485310296,0.0,0.0,0.17020189897492174,0.12338970932663815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757552917765136,0.04522835036495383,0.0,0.05603701749314624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234246443021536,0.0,0.047922933948462434,0.0,0.0,0.07348201446170699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164808907404318,0.0,0.2241099975315132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168302070146358,0.0,0.050141927398231464,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BanEvadingChamp,2019/02/07,"I just found out my child is autistic. Is (legal) euthanasia an option? My 2 year old was just diagnosed with autism. It turned my whole world upside down. Is there any legal route to pursue euthanasia for this condition? I could never love someone with this condition, and I feel guilty for bringing them into the world. I don't want them to be a burden on society.",3.225962732919257,5.824789898550726,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,77.55072463768116,7.421118012422363,22.900621118012424,8.418075326091056,1.683114285714287,289,9,52,6,7,92,52,69,0.154,0.8240000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,13,13,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,10,9,1,10,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495339677051656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237373844106303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208267226051788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982561085347655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465785588104052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852853677561909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437896340341597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33168537776629026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678237227451982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438173239208678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643924910507848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529054256224093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035528821625225 autism,juliansatx,2019/02/07,"Autism/ needles/ freak out/ numbing agents - HELP! So my 9 yr old son is on the high end spectrum and needs some serious labs ASAP. His pedi and the staff couldn’t control him. He previously got labs done before with some sort of spray (used 2 times) and some sort of cream (used 2 times) within the past 4 years. But the idea of a needle going in his arm without either one of these terrified him and it just wasn’t possible. So my pedi said that I got lucky previously and labcorp nor quest diagnostics will do this. Only the hospital will, apparently. Well, I’m not to keen on wasting my Thursday sitting in a hospital for something that we can do in 5 minutes. So to my point, what is this spray / cream they used? I think google said lidocaine was the best. Do I just buy the same stuff I put on my back? Or do I go to the tattoo shop? Help plzzzzz",3.0381344537815096,4.728602729411765,3.999831932773109,88.01352941176474,74.6470588235294,7.210084033613445,25.672268907563023,7.957251820313856,1.3553445378151263,664,23,140,10,14,214,110,170,0.086,0.8220000000000001,0.092,0.4506,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,10,0,13,2,1,4,0,30,25,11,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,2,1,2,3,5,3,1,1,7,4,16,4,18,15,6,22,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,7,8,88,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731292485689266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408876703382474,0.0,0.17375524749725088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570056368849489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943534831193782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466456629930491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819421948407666,0.0,0.2648425231254709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219558391377182,0.17493354106501235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690810498016688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276787856185375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737376105082914,0.0,0.11219435385121763,0.12592326277362265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580550698190433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651693937300198,0.18665502624818012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644333872709122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149895122924915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746368968218166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895377621307883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609041631766836,0.0,0.0,0.19309011619833594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428997336064786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886709770026882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960333955257774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066214965433627 autism,mrsyoungston,2019/02/07,"iPad Woes My son is nonverbal and we’ve been trying to utilize an iPad for speech because it will really benefit him now and in the future. He’s six years old and getting more and more agitated with his lack of expression and voice. He LOVES the iPad, but the screens keep getting broken. The screen typically does not break from a fall or drop, but from being accidentally sat or stepped on. It happens in an instant, so there’s really no level of supervision that could prevent it. We’re using a foam case with a handle and a tempered glass screen protector. I’m looking for any product recommendations, ideas, thoughts...anything. I’m not sure there’s anything out there to protect it from pressure cracks. What do you guys think? Anyone else struggle with this? 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I am trying to find all types of programs/add-ons and tools to make my digital experience less taxing on my daily sensory budget. What has been working for you?? What I'd like to find: a browser thats simpler and less input visually with all the different controls a list of things that seem to help me so far: \-black background on all my browsing activity \-CITYMAPPER instead of google maps for navigation (its soooo much chiller! reminds you to prepare for getting off first 2 mins then only a notification to get off. also includes a map and you see all stops and other times if you miss your bus or train. It's saving me so much anxiety influxes when I leave home \-CASUAL.PM for project management and mapping out complex things like moving houses or figuring other things out. I had identified project management before as a potential help to make up for my loss of overview, but anytime I'd use one of those tools and put a project in, Id not be able to go in and edit and use it actually. [CASUAL.PM](https://CASUAL.PM) eliminates these problems by a simple user interface that is visual and without any hidden away screens or tabs. its very easy to move things around and doesnt cost much time to adapt. Its affordable and usable with a mentor or coach or something if you need that as extra team member. but its great for mindmapping basically about what you need to do and add deadlines and dependencies if needed (I dont really use this feature so far). This approach is helping me to get overview over complex sequences of actions and adapt it. because I then reach some overview, I can actually identify when Its too much for me or if I need to adapt the plan to make it work for me. and also to communicate and ask help and show what you are doing. \-DAYMATE is a super simple app with a routine for weekly tasks schedules. allows to add on a coach to monitor and report to. perfect for chores. there is a more advanced app from the same developers called ASSIST HELP \-YNAB for budgeting. overview over my finances to make me have insights on what I can't and can spend. it is an app that helps you put your money to use by budgeting it for different expenses on a monthly basis. filling up every month and reporting it into the new month. I do weekly adding of transactions to monitor activity and adjust and be aware of the budget and how my money is going. &#x200B;",7.116852531181216,7.894653276595747,7.551966250917093,69.78500000000004,64.1063829787234,10.482758620689657,36.206896551724135,10.401786478921641,3.9982611885546593,2040,94,340,47,29,670,248,470,0.028999999999999998,0.865,0.105,0.9909,3,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,10,0,10,13,11,0,1,19,0,23,1,0,12,5,81,45,47,0,9,14,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,32,33,0,2,8,4,11,11,5,4,0,2,3,3,33,7,71,40,15,51,0,2,3,0,21,23,0,13,19,244,65,15,0.08498943995053887,0.0,0.16587486703524532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135932048845214,0.0,0.0920860226781959,0.10327147209767626,0.05779573357844544,0.0,0.06501668893583536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565862036361562,0.07945365362269045,0.0,0.07985037651481418,0.0,0.0,0.05180877375038685,0.0,0.07231975362987388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867837205785442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953228837032931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626249253614049,0.0,0.17759175133623198,0.0974052613230854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960699065371144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160726872281703,0.0,0.0,0.08313598046654383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535761680253318,0.07229197420505283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321042369314934,0.0,0.09660291461260698,0.0,0.06797381906154135,0.09370115758454943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987664106883821,0.0,0.08525133788575631,0.0,0.0,0.09806640280228654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999154540125079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304309475480118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269244444832064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351328036589875,0.180660648920272,0.24990806949576386,0.2520743713041649,0.0,0.08208333070695202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759104405447923,0.06463829885322486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132341595808573,0.0,0.17087572278223848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444641151130224,0.0,0.08391681874872439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677255800206951,0.07737119415083986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542902308228161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105497737385515,0.0,0.08884941582209026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258528297515198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099116051804261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057702250873057824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936143532181045,0.0,0.07012518877339391,0.0,0.0,0.1363468044886644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192678725708223,0.0,0.12374664900667352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327147209767626,0.0 autism,Brucie-Magik,2018/12/27,"What exactly is an overload or meltdown? I find it hard to describe myself. As the title says. I'm an aspie. I'm currently at work, on my break right now, and it's been super busy and super stressful. I feel like I'm on an overload circuit. Like I don't really fully know or am aware of my surroundings. I'm still on earth, just about. Would you say that tied with being wound up with anxiety is the sort of thing that constitutes a recipe for meltdown? If so how the he'll do you avoid it?",1.3555882352941209,3.3767463235294137,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,80.86274509803921,6.432941176470589,21.964705882352945,7.554174236665415,0.8657341176470591,383,12,82,6,10,128,72,102,0.131,0.75,0.11900000000000001,0.4098,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,6,6,0,2,7,0,8,1,0,1,1,16,15,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,8,4,13,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,5,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271603268944241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014313417226172,0.2121359000832003,0.0,0.0,0.2714002173598128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660023034540494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319192363573612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29014237512836355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902290756353608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535874144891182,0.0,0.4722814531763242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371387968238872,0.0,0.3401468208963703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727551293414214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617779758199815,0.0,0.0,0.2109395503850441,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ohbutwhatifi,2018/12/27,"Famous people with autistic children Hi guys &#x200B; Does anyone know of any famous people (based in the UK) who have kids with autism or any mental, learning or physical difficulties? &#x200B; Doing some research for a charity but struggling to find much on the internet!",13.312826086956527,11.92857897826087,11.080000000000002,56.59000000000002,52.69565217391304,12.678260869565218,46.91304347826088,11.20814326018867,5.764295652173913,227,11,28,4,2,69,39,46,0.113,0.8490000000000001,0.038,-0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,18,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42254042038086576,0.4738653051179631,0.2651980490871961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634065547276158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706359538102619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782161689796143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306950125264732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716070798210477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650278051333328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333915407326214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703612714787868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038445597941416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738653051179631,0.0 autism,cant_melt_dank_memes,2018/12/27,"I’m autistic and I want to fucking kill myself I’m so tired of the limitations my autism has placed on me. I’ve always been exceptional in school but horrible with social skills. I also have sensory processing issues that make it very difficult for me to do manual jobs. I graduated from college summa cum laude. I dipped out of professional school at nearly the top of my class because I couldn’t deal with the blood, noises or lights in medicine without having a meltdown. I now work for near minimum wage. I struggle to pay my medical bills and I have meltdowns almost every day. I feel like I push everyone in my life away and I’m done with living in this stupid trap of a brain. I want out.",2.6480987394958007,5.148426772058823,4.163277310924372,82.51617647058826,79.07352941176471,7.415126050420167,24.420168067226893,8.418075326091056,1.8633462184873948,555,20,104,12,14,184,96,136,0.19,0.753,0.057,-0.9672,2,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,3,1,5,0,8,6,2,1,0,19,16,7,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,18,1,26,13,0,16,0,0,0,1,2,13,1,2,3,68,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577457822818072,0.0,0.0,0.1483627499205131,0.1543700747759593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430505230471696,0.0,0.0,0.11309315513032113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710512722725485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964704661992134,0.1912661619158713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898545357106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631120684588035,0.17727526515294384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380604983475777,0.13253773424041287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715131093935124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936379079953944,0.18410304246947848,0.0,0.20525381414661692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310404466928176,0.09063721178631988,0.0,0.16382028948110045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383810475059535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868949975181924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383214492298154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755185481163174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891174291716241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394901750074772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323150310099334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530759807345039,0.2188526532051153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788376406134266,0.0,0.13506302079640156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Thaiwen,2018/12/27,"Need advice I Am trying to understand.....my son is 17 and autistic. Sometimes he has these outburst/meltdown for no reason while we in public. He self-scripts, and repeat things over and over as a mechanism to cope and if that doesn’t work, he’ll try to punch the light out of me. these outbursts/meltdowns comes and go very fast and usually ended with some kind of destruction. Those with autism-how do you calm yourself? What can I do, as a parent to help? Advices are gratefully appreciate. Thank you in advance",3.182577319587629,5.820088340206188,3.5208350515463955,87.09671649484541,77.96907216494846,6.35422680412371,26.194845360824733,7.554174236665415,1.5547781443298971,407,16,75,6,10,126,77,97,0.063,0.799,0.138,0.7556,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,15,13,10,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,16,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,5,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513505740796094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989373511498433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045473676683963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125049667408475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479654054413536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404920865267636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124165748598247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564353942486682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374483517876074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409244071716156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284089980463737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262171987978626,0.0,0.0,0.15342858028149986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135909145877105,0.0,0.0,0.24042029798901104,0.0,0.0,0.2543516058788433,0.19055254994699214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812959742479586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dhovb,2018/12/27,"""Autism spectrum disorders, for example, are not only associated with limited access to the thoughts of others but also with a restricted understanding of oneself."" From this article on consciousness: https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/there-is-no-such-thing-as-conscious-thought/ I found this interesting because one of Tony Attwood's descriptions of autistic people is that they often have a different experience of consciousness than typical people, which is absolutely the case for me.",25.688615384615368,21.82445701538463,19.77730769230769,11.155192307692346,32.69230769230769,22.84615384615385,66.34615384615384,19.287186520377343,11.800230769230769,426,22,38,16,2,125,53,65,0.07200000000000001,0.865,0.062,0.0868,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,13,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254549557629401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171858585127725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945511436156284,0.32310995190957936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757763008447912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091157105800167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103936709479394,0.21441631951181486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909019620212577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872981396703069,0.0,0.0,0.4476331928861959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934933926241399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ULminimalist,2018/12/27,"ASD and STEM degrees? Anyone else here drawn to the sciences? I got my BS in Materials and Polymer Chemistry. Was hard to find ""normal"" people to talk to about the fascination I have with this stuff. 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I would like to preface this by saying im not autistic, but i was born with a sensory processing disorder. Im extremely sorry for intruding in the community like this, but this is the only place i can find with people who experience the same problem. I have huge difficulty with the sensations regarding brushing my teeth. Even brushing with just water feels awful, and any toothpaste makes me gag. Does anyone here experience the same problem? Or does anyone have any alternatives i may try? Ive considered trying to brush my teeth with a washcloth, but im not sure how well that would work.",6.1282375478927165,8.261583931034483,6.831494252873565,69.04070881226056,67.44827586206895,10.327969348659003,34.440613026819925,10.504223727775694,4.294073946360154,520,25,81,15,9,171,75,116,0.23,0.7090000000000001,0.061,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,7,1,9,3,2,2,1,26,11,6,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,9,4,11,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243043192979188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973558893239697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383104626226475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704824798325996,0.0,0.2551029615817988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627002781791144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851533827365283,0.0,0.0,0.0736982796675998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321774073187084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723223387846303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241739406544374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729282166226784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108535045169113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104840086625318,0.0,0.15228330848882632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184045288093413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159104970396958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316117064123553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737268357613275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791661727723006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105155571614538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611162389779948,0.0,0.0,0.20708082408082265,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MonkeyMeex,2019/09/02,"Advice For 4yo Hair Cut Hey all!! My son has autism and hates getting his hair cut. I don’t mind him growing his hair out (he’s preverbal, but has confirmed that he wants longer hair), but he’s getting really shaggy and I would like to clean it up a little. We used to use clippers at home and buzz it. The last couple times we did that, it was like we were torturing him and I just felt awful about it. I think he doesn’t like the noise the clippers make, and he also isn’t a huge fan of people touching him when he isn’t in a playful mood. Does anyone have any advice or experience with this? Do any of you on the spectrum have any insights that might help? Any kind of salons or barbers or techniques that are more sensory-friendly? Thanks so much!!",1.171176470588236,3.5087948758169962,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,83.90196078431373,4.9071895424836605,20.11111111111111,6.2272716619740125,0.03169542483660148,588,17,125,5,17,187,98,153,0.084,0.7190000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,1,0,0,5,11,4,0,7,1,15,4,4,3,1,27,25,13,0,2,6,1,6,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,6,14,6,13,19,3,11,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,4,6,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331808907711288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357708792077728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618176584001377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871226517670982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187855399912833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857329625682722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166074818376289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301287314176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116955342247325,0.0,0.17740330798224513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676199762975652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379817371490986,0.0,0.17030051701152704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767969758460511,0.0,0.13839119376209982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24883390082273554,0.17016149897913582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332769425223425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010693036908795,0.17142671752861613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480588133852615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770223211122165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087637128020524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563081663801401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878646556456836,0.0,0.0,0.0989985335422352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932662254641443,0.0,0.0,0.10013907520092406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060495273945553,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,therubyincomparable,2019/09/02,"Can you have some of the traits without a full diagnosis? I'm asking this because I've undergone extensive neuropsychiatric evaluation(this included IQ testing, MMPI and lots of other tests), at an official clinic connected to a large and very reputable university that screened me for all sorts of things. When I started experiencing depression (mainly caused by family issues, but it affected my academic performance, social functioning, and every other area of my life), the first psychiatrist I went to(who was a friend of my parents and knew me as a kid although he hadn't treated me then) suggested Asperger's syndrome. However, the clinical psychologist I went to did not agree, and was not seeing a lot of major social deficits, although she thought there might be some sensitivity to hostility due to past traumas. The second psychiatrist I went to also did not agree that I had Asperger's. This psychiatrist actually told me flat out that there was nothing actually wrong with me and that my main problem was that I had a personality type that was not naturally assertive. He said that mainly, I needed to learn to be less passive and get away from a family situation that everyone agreed was very dysfunctional. I asked about ADHD and was told that I definitely do not have the full-blown disorder, because if I had, I couldn't have gotten through college without medication, and I actually graduated magna cum laude from a private school with a very good academic reputation. When I went to a university neuropsych clinic for formal testing, I asked specifically about ADD, Asperger's, and other learning disorders like NVLD, and the report I got ruled out all of those diagnoses. The evaluation said I did not have a problem responding to a variety of verbal and nonverbal social cues, and had a personality type that was slow to warm up and likely just needs more social experience because of natural tendencies to be timid, neurotic, and highly introverted. I did show some mild symptoms related to ADD(difficulty multitasking, difficulty concentrating on tasks when interrupted or faced with a lot of extraneous background stimuli) but they emphasized that the symptoms were too mild to make an actual diagnosis of ADD. They said there was some mild cognitive rigidity(difficulty with problem-solving requiring mental flexibility) but it wasn't severe enough to qualify for any kind of disorder. My verbal IQ is also higher than my performance IQ, which my therapist and outside reading have told me is often seen in ADD, Asperger's, and other learning disorders, but the formal report said there wasn't enough of a gap between each area of IQ testing to diagnose a learning disorder, just an indication that I'm stronger in some areas than others(my verbal IQ was very high, but my performance IQ was average). The only area of functioning where I showed actual deficits was a slight impairment in upper motor coordination compared to others my own age. Even though I've had a diagnosis of Asperger's officially ruled out, I still relate really well to a lot of the posts I have read, in a great many areas of my life. I've always had an interest in psych, and during psych classes in school I learned that a lot of patients can be diagnosed with a trait of a disease as a secondary label (ie borderline personality trait or tendency without the full-blown personality disorder). I've also read research that indicates that relatives of people with bipolar disorder, ADD, chronic depression, and schizophrenia can show some mild cognitive deficits similar to the more severely ill people in their families without having any actual full-blown disorders. I know for a fact that my academic and social functioning has worsened due to family issues, but I'm wondering if these traits made it harder for me to cope, since my sister grew up in the same environment but had far fewer difficulties in every area of her life. I've read books like The Introvert Advantage and The Highly Sensitive Person and related well to them, but other people I've met who were definitely highly sensitive and/or highly introverted seem to have different strengths and weaknesses. I relate really well to posts and articles I've read by officially diagnosed people about learning styles, problems with motor coordination, likes and dislikes, difficulties with executive function, navigation and learning to drive, things I've learned about dealing with people, etc. Sorry for the overly long post. I'm just frustrated because all my life I've had trouble deciding whether I really am different from most people around me or not. For a very long time, people have been trying to put different labels on me, and also comparing me to others they've met. I've been compared to other people in my family who suffer severe mental illness, but I'm not like them, and I've had some people tell me that there's nothing actually wrong with me, and that I mainly need to find ways to cope with tough situations. If I am on the spectrum at all, it's probably at the very mild end, but it's hard to figure out ways to cope with different areas of life that actually help me get good results, since what works well for other people doesn't always work well for me. Are there other people who relate really well to many of the posts here, but have had most major disorders officially ruled out?",17.87057142857143,10.569155485714287,16.265714285714285,40.784285714285716,51.28571428571429,20.17989417989418,56.904761904761905,16.41342468069876,8.565285714285713,4374,207,648,146,27,1458,371,945,0.106,0.797,0.09699999999999999,-0.8627,7,0,0,0,0,0,96.0,0,1,5,9,34,36,2,1,50,0,60,21,1,5,5,137,98,60,0,10,33,2,2,5,1,1,20,4,0,6,45,52,0,1,16,9,0,7,17,15,6,2,52,10,62,21,122,40,34,71,0,3,3,0,44,42,0,25,21,460,107,37,0.0,0.0,0.2957244600252951,0.0,0.045524573382122464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117095393463535,0.0630386307532904,0.0,0.0,0.05151959549308921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033721360344082366,0.10623846714047894,0.0,0.035589643415723814,0.0,0.0,0.09236553985390916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891334375462984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905276645785295,0.06525222722291114,0.15379020029758825,0.0,0.1583067577009558,0.3907253543124842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03355056528306378,0.07828063212216982,0.04224637513599794,0.025019478692165108,0.0,0.06383131228808088,0.036196102119814604,0.0,0.037054050700336384,0.17855014855188026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03462176651661143,0.032220832212346666,0.0,0.0,0.029266106266901307,0.0,0.03958162491249801,0.0,0.0,0.06354413727593497,0.03029621258650388,0.04176299388464342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033933169739718126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025390262892739587,0.20011226619015005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907406017440295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944634214094097,0.020817937186920446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337793342525028,0.09253162788509917,0.0,0.0,0.06704547308385955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610217244925384,0.0,0.035843109354471804,0.025285291109335625,0.07680904355205488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038160261162292514,0.07634855384615273,0.040184847977717035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426294321192349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269404203216838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02880955741966317,0.0,0.0,0.04206141850515458,0.0,0.036160884884364884,0.2888745548973677,0.16537740870564333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511483250290702,0.0,0.0408412034317067,0.14498473277755414,0.0,0.038080008558855655,0.0,0.0,0.1894519808573887,0.0,0.09706796413632496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413077045654704,0.0,0.0,0.07667345866766016,0.030185571418219093,0.03448466157158652,0.0,0.12838134598838338,0.0,0.0626696952136382,0.08515774079015416,0.0,0.19307018869855114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04240372133233762,0.0268117617874525,0.0,0.03025113294136398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874394996031188,0.0,0.0,0.03310891659764451,0.0,0.0,0.04398176826599697,0.050331770657321334,0.0,0.037217050396036865,0.03007260408807505,0.022088217328778786,0.0,0.0,0.1085883063594438,0.0,0.025718132117708587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753052184612226,0.0,0.0601349922733573,0.0,0.0,0.20435279890124716,0.1404610966668045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606043312191425,0.04107940168237826,0.0551543938082894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283198464752158,0.0,0.0 autism,sunnylarry,2019/09/02,"What's in a name? Hope it's not controversial, but what does an autistic tag mean anyway for adults? When do you actually tell someone you're autistic? What happens when you tell someone that you're autistic? Can you tell that in your workplace where there'll be constant pressure? Do people know what to do when you tell them you're autistic. When there's no treatment or medication to fix this, what does it mean to have an autistic tag in adults? I feel like it's too late to fix anything in adults especially when you have a job and can appear normal as everyone else.",4.255585585585585,6.167177441441443,4.315495495495497,86.08963963963964,71.88288288288287,6.7351351351351365,28.54954954954956,7.3871296695380915,1.540106306306306,460,18,89,5,9,142,61,111,0.052000000000000005,0.879,0.069,-0.2649,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,1,0,9,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,15,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,11,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,10,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,3,8,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.16471347579465595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889876277533308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824006797275549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954163520757813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410013454338763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128488769209048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853446655368678,0.12058271955473733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925933769356325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764531756774048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749679377348214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276188496924972,0.0,0.19040106638771306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246165933565981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677208703628493,0.0,0.17003691213734246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653771416352115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701686950987393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860283269804948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901152425066964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,saintbo,2019/09/02,sensory overload I wanted to ask if anyone here is aware of a term that describes the moment where you are experiencing sensory overload? would it be called an episode? I have always had issues with sensory integration but I dont know if there's a term for when it becomes extremely uncomfortable..,5.164999999999999,7.918962537037038,6.322000000000003,68.97300000000003,71.77777777777777,9.505185185185187,33.022222222222226,9.888512548439397,4.0202044444444445,243,12,38,7,5,81,45,54,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953839886469609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482205148448577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318720790378817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920637028254928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624892306628807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160510884991409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705221863754674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509577692892646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938504345326836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521780156183951,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,unicornkaka,2019/09/02,Is there anybody no job or education? Sorry bad english but I'm 21 with autismnospectrum and i can't go to school. I always start new school or activity but then i feel so anxiety that I burn down and wanna die. I have try everything and nothing works. I feel like everything is too much with noises and people that without thinking I go home. I'm like zombie and my first thing is get my home safe escape world. I feel hopeless and my family and boyfriend is pushing me to do something. And now I start new school but I have been in one class and there I almost start crying. Please someone help me. I think this world is not for me and I'm loosing hope :(,1.1781818181818196,3.6868197727272762,2.556287878787881,91.42943181818184,86.12121212121212,5.421212121212124,21.12878787878788,6.9077264865688965,0.5750060606060603,518,17,106,7,16,167,79,132,0.204,0.6890000000000001,0.107,-0.9227,1,0,1,0,0,2,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,28,25,17,1,2,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,3,18,4,9,24,1,15,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,10,67,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230906943387991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825224903927567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871867496747677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866127739340494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610821791250956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749441027587298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255450155396207,0.0,0.1339747160130348,0.0,0.21557500148684264,0.1015280013256782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088415720635733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424996562584127,0.0,0.16153607706851747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525764296865548,0.0,0.28510872041764623,0.1411536751460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102862137357428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138861811862653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447192337829277,0.0,0.0,0.2745138547484036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363645412239677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963017665475972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985256339100244,0.0,0.0,0.1560011562129069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43148822336678855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204147844238777,0.10940816597015952,0.0,0.15908770083563092,0.3017722080112988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441583688025462,0.1821249315043069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648772277146987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699516079206345,0.0,0.10346244888714827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JakeMaffey,2019/09/02,"Coming out. So I’m high functioning ASD, I fit in, im socially confident (but nervous at the same time, which often causes problems as I get the more nervous as I talk more but I talk more as I’m confident) and I don’t tell new people about my autism til a while after, but when it comes to a girl, (I’m no stranger to relationships, and I can function fine in a relationship, though I do get emotional problems in them) and when I am going to potentially be in a relationship with someone, the hardest part is telling them about my autism (but I have to to tell them so they understand why I do certain things), but I get scared of their reaction, worried that they are going to think of me as an “outcast” or weird, can someone who’s not autistic who has been with someone autistic input what they feel when they find out?",8.83709059233449,6.09720079268293,8.800801393728223,73.69402439024392,62.414634146341456,12.054355400696863,39.89198606271777,10.290406445055957,3.8634156794425087,646,27,131,11,7,212,94,164,0.125,0.809,0.066,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,8,0,9,8,0,3,8,0,12,0,0,1,1,26,25,21,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,1,1,22,2,25,23,5,21,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,2,8,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234400689363172,0.0,0.23872225589720586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586651739781485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006242187141927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664552814544233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718284317582245,0.0,0.1574989034113864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464011007518824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967353877855644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382654784840184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005195173435504,0.0,0.09606324222024124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651752048357973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44629955118738296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387273308775804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412491532177393,0.352215991228416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227459430360268,0.3633346865897429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920561588666102,0.08878659651873101,0.13613900957827116,0.0,0.08079812877405686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425062857146714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503299328570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071907077991405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cypat,2019/09/02,"Parents of ASD children - have any of you created a business or endeavor around your children to keep them gainfully employed/protected when you're gone? I'm sure that as a parent of any child, special needs or not, one is concerned with the well being of their children when you've moved on six feet under. One of the biggest concerns is that your child will end up alone in a harsh world. One can always throw money at the issue with a trust or other vehicle, but that doesn't guarantee that they won't be taken advantage of via one loophole or other. I don't live in the US anymore, but would like to build something (sustainable micro farm + cafe, production company e.g. skilcraft) that would keep my child and other special needs children in the region employed and teach important life skills under the watch of trained empathetic management. I can secure financing via EU grants and my own resources, etc. I'm just wondering if something like this is possible. I've seen stories around the world about businesses from restaurants to car washes where a parent or family member formed the business around the need of the child and am wondering how long these last or whether it's possible to build something large enough to help the needs of other individuals in the community where it will have the momentum to help others and outlast any business bumps in the road that might take down a conventional business.",13.934031007751939,9.421300000000006,11.872170542635658,61.00344961240312,54.8139534883721,15.187596899224806,48.43410852713178,12.45797560212912,5.886438759689923,1152,51,189,24,9,356,151,258,0.028999999999999998,0.8320000000000001,0.139,0.9806,5,1,3,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,3,3,11,9,0,0,20,0,18,3,1,1,1,35,32,19,0,7,12,3,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,8,15,10,0,3,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,5,3,2,11,9,34,21,4,29,1,0,2,0,20,20,0,10,7,130,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719489503180325,0.0,0.0,0.09415437879217628,0.0,0.0,0.2308487090206741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221977642630104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30219695738475194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022212077277204,0.11691980299773667,0.1261982108310151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667286468163388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169139313268848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810486562491625,0.0,0.20115548290382806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922367745182816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992502350548181,0.11056405049464786,0.0,0.09991831390917748,0.10013899086329492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004002475902442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026630973108067,0.0,0.3356132571837825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067081794906633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769371272643511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551314809000078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613377247046765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664764948948162,0.0,0.08507879768547742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611204453791825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017403170355988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454244643539768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076473551836176,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SuperDeltaThrowaway,2019/09/02,I'm starting Year 11 (final year before I go to college) on Wednesday and i am terrified for many reasons. Because I am autistic I can't deal with sudden change of routine one day your relaxing next morning your rushing to get up. And also cause year 11 I might have GCSEs and Exams. Also my friend who is a year older than me is in college in year 11 so he won't be at my school. And finally I have a new teacher who I've heard is very nice but I'm still nervous.,0.8375757575757561,2.8294279595959617,3.1699898989899005,89.9683181818182,82.53535353535355,5.172121212121212,25.051515151515154,6.2581,0.8214921212121218,364,15,76,3,10,125,68,99,0.055999999999999994,0.877,0.068,0.0249,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,9,17,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,11,3,11,13,0,22,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,15,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816630233810177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735228355760087,0.0,0.14985281712891504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090886794051989,0.1862962774584191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135734842729453,0.18155704671344527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858299536458825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605867918102355,0.0,0.09200785981433852,0.0,0.1000848189531397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854334497974209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682011501891896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008379769535162,0.18729020638690747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193336503485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106579328531008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822817663928334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464838547527335,0.0,0.14063808674085468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530548794692252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670308688178475 autism,Indigowight,2019/09/02,"How to manage sensory overload and dissociation while at work Hello, I don’t use reddit often so this is more or less my throwaway account for when things get bad and I need to vent. I am an autistic adult, 21, and I work at a grocery store. I am, for lack of better words, adept at “masking”. I wasn’t diagnosed until 2017, because I had to go behind my family’s back to see professionals who would listen to me, and was diagnosed after months of this process, sneaking around to appointments and accessing these services. The diagnosis changed my life; So much suddenly made sense as to /why/ I was..the way I was. That’s just my preface; Here is my problem. I went through a series of traumatic experiences. When I was diagnosed, they suggested concerns I might have ptsd, but I refused to talk about the instances and i wasn’t there for a ptsd diagnosis, so I couldn’t afford running up the time to talk about it. Ever since what happened to me, I find I am “depersonalized”. It’s constant. I know it happens to other autistic people, which is why I ask here. It is, in part, a mingling of my executive dysfunctions.. I find I can’t draw as much as I used to, I can’t pay attention to things. It feels like depression, but different. I’ll randomly get depersonalized, and sometimes if it is triggered by outside stimuli such as touch or sound, which are my biggest struggles in regards to outside stimulation, I can straight up dissociate. To me, it feels as though I have multiple phantom limbs, particularly arms, that double over my movements. I pick up an apple, and it feels as if I’ve picked it up 20 times yet in slow motion, and I can see and feel each arm and movement that led to it. I feel as if I can see myself from the perspective of someone standing next to me. It always feels like the lights are so dim, like a dark room with only one candle, and my eyes are desperately tired despite being awake. It feels as though I cannot see. When I dissociate, I depersonalized from everything; while I can still see, and hear, I completely go on autopilot and perform my duties as I know I need to- But I never feel absorption of information like I used to, while I am dissociating. The music on the intercom, I can’t understand it despite the knowledge it’s in English; I need people to repeat to me when they speak because while I can hear them, I can’t understand their words. The faces of people I see don’t feel real, as if they just don’t exist even though I’m aware they are human and nothing else- It’s like my brain wont recognize I’m the same species as them, they are just...there, and they talk to me and all my limbs as I’m standing on feet that feel made of air and chalk. Now I’ve explained what I go through, I have to explain my predicament, and why I need help; I have a job at a grocery store. I recently moved departments to produce, and I am trying /so/ hard. I’m sure other autistic people will relate to me when I say that I’ve been giving it my 110%, and yet everything I do never seems to be enough. I am, apparently, always doing at least one thing wrong and even though I struggle to adapt and get it all together, by the end of my shift it always seems there is so much to do, not enough time to do it, factors I cannot control and always someone I’m going to make mad or disappointed. I’ve been pulled aside and talked to several times on my work ethic, and I am NOT lazy and take to directions very well! I am just not getting everything I need to done..they don’t understand why, and honestly, neither do I. I’m terrified of my coworkers in the department, because I’ve been informed my manager has a temper and has been especially mad at what I’ve done, and I’m so scared of angering, making their jobs harder than they need to be or disappointing them that I’ve been having debilitating panic attacks, often while I’m at work, which lead me to depersonalize, which then can lead me to dissociate..Which means I get even less done than I usually would. Even on days when I DONT have a panic attack or sensory overload, I’m still not enough.. I’ve tried everything to adapt, to take advantage of my resources and get help from trusted coworkers; Nothing has worked in getting me faster at this job. I keep having the cycle of a fear of failure, doing poorly, then having a panic attack which makes me dissociate which then leads me to close the department poorly, which makes it start all over again and I become TERRIFIED of going into work the next day for fear of whatever failure I was unable to see at the time. I’m trying so hard but I’m so tired and don’t know what to do. I’ve tried making checklists to better manage my time and energy, which has helped somewhat, but even so I’m not enough.. It doesn’t help I don’t read the personalities of my coworkers well, and they tend to leave me with little instruction or constructive information. (I close every night so I work a two person job all by myself) I would love to hear insight from other autistic people who work in retail. I don’t know what to do anymore... I’ve been considering quitting, because my mental health has been deteriorating since the switch, but I’m scared bc I need the money so badly and it’s the only job I can get for the moment since I cannot drive (due to the depersonalization issues..) What can I do to better my situation..? I’m worried that telling more coworkers or my coworkers in the department about my condition will make them either want to fire me, or will seem like I’m using my autism as an excuse to do a bad job, even though I’m trying my hardest every day.. Sorry for the long post, thank you for reading",6.5459321559146115,6.121994941546763,7.277601721901168,75.35453119471639,65.4118705035971,10.349357235523057,32.88778157801627,9.87266396262635,3.0037021877579897,4453,163,867,85,61,1485,399,1112,0.131,0.7909999999999999,0.078,-0.9966,9,0,0,0,0,0,143.0,0,1,14,19,54,41,7,9,40,0,94,14,6,23,8,158,189,100,0,18,27,0,14,6,0,8,7,7,1,4,55,43,0,4,31,2,8,21,28,24,2,3,19,30,132,17,135,158,24,113,0,3,8,1,48,37,0,20,57,602,187,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479200489221516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040163635635165416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03605225648270007,0.03786063617240348,0.13821869123725955,0.0,0.031140851256571383,0.10144368254858296,0.09875005334891702,0.04472741802237285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745291232568514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520972630695142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284204939118173,0.0,0.042461912978535576,0.04376449758060224,0.04542251808750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835455795142457,0.0,0.03488130383685197,0.12331539317542944,0.0,0.04231231905640684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433209712175805,0.04746394736328631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383130507144882,0.0,0.035869655683592606,0.1673831303422854,0.0,0.16049328740054986,0.03663321722041545,0.0682434759083216,0.0,0.14558978317801965,0.0396153098789779,0.038178387140578175,0.0911441569107048,0.2047726145529988,0.05786428149388654,0.0,0.0,0.07402980150295588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692703827825059,0.03884985717683336,0.11508117111612515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162539013702397,0.0,0.07255741323863875,0.0,0.0,0.043048018035701074,0.13693427866248026,0.0,0.10858117948173056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226991837588056,0.2411311088360205,0.03599693288763133,0.0,0.0,0.0890276789839297,0.0,0.0,0.042882070284758704,0.0,0.0,0.028605292439825736,0.11871314610927106,0.040590142307163166,0.0,0.035839903357389964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03655148279252034,0.07664133109693194,0.16219840321005474,0.0,0.0,0.04411474552992226,0.0,0.0,0.04081296865338007,0.04296251489347768,0.0,0.0,0.0323255210757868,0.04304350264320243,0.08931318508641335,0.21020390308162568,0.06246988889391467,0.0,0.08614124105945623,0.03800510439566485,0.0,0.07771881743103598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548856714907018,0.061601877424203026,0.0,0.14254881254635812,0.0,0.043855935399741884,0.0,0.14038282396216525,0.07072346660115042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038786373884802064,0.0,0.0,0.03875160075718435,0.0946811724864376,0.0,0.0,0.04307514614382857,0.08101893085371645,0.046096166029217525,0.0,0.0,0.03998738885537731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0322060374272087,0.08109213896686453,0.0,0.2259044612137745,0.11060495641446932,0.0,0.0457517842888534,0.0,0.10050234788042364,0.045522017515415764,0.0,0.0,0.06862850534778199,0.0,0.04005405793458988,0.0453347617562128,0.02866505096031583,0.0,0.06468431834101263,0.0,0.0,0.08467566318712583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038169362583389384,0.0,0.06089967275530249,0.13020466012513693,0.0353974792494418,0.0372855831384017,0.0,0.0,0.08071622347604752,0.0,0.19894788239807107,0.0,0.1416900270197726,0.09309415005102917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747913576183865,0.0,0.03956115565593022,0.12648111887012534,0.0,0.13991082467995627,0.04460338272469781,0.03341550876034688,0.02388706809295096,0.032145828977577395,0.0,0.0,0.07282604105895019,0.0375425207583716,0.1461744099425441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586715736670905,0.04112819864256823,0.0,0.08630693001670307,0.04427875870090119,0.0,0.0 autism,findmewinding,2019/09/02,"Do I have autism?? I think I might have autism for various reasons I’ll get into, but I’m really not sure how to approach my mother about it (especially cause she once suggested the idea to me based on how I acted as a child and I proceeded to have a complete break down due to negative connotation and lack of knowledge on the subject) or if I even need to do anything about it or really what to do with the information that I might have it at all. I think I might have it though due to problems with socializing such as anxiety from eye contact and other things to do with socializing. Troubles with explaining the way I feel in any way that does it justice leaving me often over explaining a lot without really explaining anything. I have what I’ve found online to be called stimming with cracking my knuckles all the time even when they’re not cracking anymore actually especially when they’re not cause they only crack the first time and then I proceed to do it over and over again; as well as having a scar on my nose from when I was younger and would push the tip of my nose down over and over again to the point where it was physically hurting me to the point of having said scar, but yet not stopping. I’ve had break downs in the pasted from embarrassment where I completely shut down and don’t say anything for up to hours. I have problems with getting stuck in routine to the point where I’ve gone into ridiculous rages in the past over someone sitting where I usually sit at the dinner table despite there being other available seats. I have a million blankets (12) that I have on my bed at all times cause I’m in love with the way each one feels and rarely wash them due to fear they’ll lose that feeling I love. I can’t stand to wear certain cloths and am in love with others the same way I am with my blankets. My family dog barking sends me into fits of rage and panic attack levels of anxiety and when he goes on for too long I’ll often find myself rocking, plugging my ears and crying because his barks cause me such unbelievable distress. When I’m trying to focus on something say a movie I absolutely cannot if I can hear other people talking to any extent weather they’re in another room or right next to me which again sends me into more rage cause I’m trying to focus and cannot for the life of me (same goes for when I’m trying to sleep). On this note though however I love visually stimulating things and often seek visual ‘sensory overload’ (don’t know if that’s the right term for this). Also though when I was a child my best friend was a white bucket handle that broke off a halloween bucket that I named whitey and my mother told me that I had problems with speaking having a slight stutter and not socializing much and also had problems with potty training up to the point where I have faint memories of it from when I was 4 years old. I’ve also had many problems with people understanding me with a notable one being one time my father was surprised I missed my siblings cause he thought I “was always a loner” which I defiantly am not and actually get really depressed if I don’t socialize. Ending on the weakest note in my opinion though is my obsession for movies and film in general but it’s amazing who doesn’t love watching some good movies and shows. All this in consideration though I still have no idea cause I love people being a big people’s person and although I’m not the biggest fan of meeting brand new people once I get into the flow of things getting to know someone new is an amazing experience for me even though I can struggle with certain socialization anxieties I have with anyone I talk to I absolutely love knowing and surrounding myself with as many people as I can that I like as people of course although I like almost all people as I’ve met all kinds of different people and love socializing with pretty much all of them as long as I’m given enough time to get into a flow with them. Really I’m not sure what I’m asking for here I really just don’t know what to do with the thought that I might have autism or if I should do anything at all but I feel like I should do something but I don’t know what. I feel trapped in my own head where I’m reflecting and thinking about who I am and that I might have this, but yet feel like I can’t go anywhere or do anything with this info that feels like I should be doing something about.",9.024119990342829,6.604562713302753,8.772547078705937,73.0395219700628,61.775229357798146,11.518396909705455,37.05287300820859,9.747274676799606,3.3804926605504573,3514,123,678,51,38,1139,319,872,0.138,0.74,0.122,-0.8640000000000001,3,1,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,5,3,49,48,5,6,37,0,72,19,7,11,12,160,129,74,0,16,26,3,7,5,1,10,3,6,2,3,42,53,1,1,31,3,0,9,21,23,1,5,20,18,89,25,128,94,23,119,0,5,3,8,53,61,0,22,45,492,131,0,0.0,0.0,0.0864483550251772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044353655892554696,0.0,0.0,0.10626476055025776,0.036855834861920914,0.0,0.0,0.06024235237841517,0.04644571596566497,0.10165347966474636,0.0,0.043927362712875874,0.030971124556778477,0.0,0.1822493499549695,0.0,0.04140854958432216,0.050390379984774934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027000975775557767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464834148492144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045228731881278086,0.0,0.0,0.31851219734485026,0.0,0.0,0.09288202242615637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048654454750042674,0.0,0.0,0.0381500245510111,0.0,0.0,0.046277398871389736,0.0,0.0,0.038761639813137946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923099467169669,0.04576714335171183,0.0,0.08776654226059516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332765344861365,0.041756076938622634,0.04984262973781098,0.1567732736246729,0.09493009937114856,0.0,0.0,0.04048356044908573,0.037676125161393216,0.0,0.04856566116270716,0.03422113604737654,0.0,0.1388495099505672,0.0,0.025173081396119703,0.03715138165120836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545802633459343,0.0,0.04992212176932667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043620287197192666,0.0,0.04741722953741994,0.1000041967953926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612498255373248,0.12171305847834166,0.0,0.0,0.04690054138496254,0.0,0.0,0.03128588925380873,0.1081981114147192,0.0,0.0,0.07839690852070455,0.0,0.04955322383058093,0.0,0.0376568463887135,0.3198137254117869,0.0,0.0,0.08981354421023377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494262221754075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512180507380896,0.03284315329491797,0.0,0.08555809618941075,0.047106760639504336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647869656020555,0.0943425059455056,0.09004349685418654,0.03368728914368786,0.0,0.051969012051049535,0.0,0.0,0.08456653235219704,0.27636853170235137,0.03867547497344362,0.0,0.0,0.16748712752217051,0.0,0.0,0.0450625289452547,0.0,0.21191503150115426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025373872375166,0.04554121194502205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565300811817048,0.042133369736862936,0.07044811881376513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432560198935385,0.27091056666946234,0.07505967025094351,0.1022981633829871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035372937094282644,0.03703144436592542,0.0,0.04630530218381794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834924133836029,0.0,0.0,0.07120305771342876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828012627276895,0.08514467742848571,0.26110950324647264,0.07032836322068556,0.1291398116576633,0.0,0.0,0.04232444602402725,0.0,0.09021736852092302,0.0,0.0,0.0461112139299943,0.0,0.0,0.048783157704317535,0.0,0.0,0.1406328353370246,0.0,0.0,0.0398252781396407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042697462957830265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03146491230622126,0.0,0.0,0.0285236349811399 autism,JHenry313,2019/09/02,"57 year old autistic brother is becoming harder to take care of - medications that help? TL/DR: My brother can't take care of himself, also has ADHD, are there any medications that improve symptoms for an older person who back in the day was diagnosed with Aspbergers but is likely level one - high functioning autism? My older brother has what we believe is level one spectrum disorder, high functioning autism but was originally diagnosed in the early 70's with Aspergers. I'm 12 years younger than him, our sister is 1 year younger than him and has ovarian cancer and difficulties of her own, and our parents are in their 80's. My brother requires a lot of assistance from our family. We have to drive him to work. We have to make sure he takes a bath, brushes his teeth, we have to pay his bills for him, do his taxes, do his laundry, take him to the store (where he can't plan out what he'll need for the next 2-3 days...pretty much everything he needs to do, someone has to hold his hand through it. I own a business and plan to move it to a larger city soon around six hours away. Our parents really shouldn't be on the road taking him to work in the middle of winter or when it's dark out. My sister is having serious complications with her ovarian cancer but still spends anywhere from 2-4 hours six days a week doing things for him, holding his hand through common tasks. He refuses to go see a psychiatrist, we are forcing the situation on him. Along with an earlier diagnosis of ADHD, which I believe a stimulant would help with - I was curious if there are many medications that might help him or have worked for people you may know in similar situations. It's going to be a fight to get him into a psychiatrist, he doesn't understand that anything is wrong with him or has the ability to empathize with what we all have to go through with him. I believe Adderall would help him with some of his symptoms but has anyone seen an improvement of some of the symptoms of spectrum disorder through medication? We are also considering him filing for disability because he can't take care of his self and our parents are at the age that they could go any time and my sisters cancer has spread but is reacting to treatment but even she could go and our brother wouldn't have anyone.",9.689055515501085,7.374835730593606,9.430206681086279,68.51192141312187,60.41552511415525,12.782696467195384,40.40422975246335,11.313756151347434,4.459285844748858,1822,76,334,39,19,595,208,438,0.083,0.821,0.096,0.4836,3,0,0,0,1,0,41.0,13,1,2,6,11,8,1,0,22,0,48,15,3,4,2,63,72,20,0,9,10,11,2,1,0,7,12,0,1,2,15,28,0,4,2,1,5,7,6,3,0,4,4,5,51,5,65,57,7,49,0,0,2,0,69,20,0,9,23,239,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316693179493013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218820419720165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036438733272222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065684583563672,0.0,0.06271012931915115,0.06783850623191526,0.0,0.0,0.07159700029933423,0.058596854625445866,0.0,0.04645379209985831,0.08416231110816105,0.0,0.2575704375318781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308788472735206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216868036099385,0.0,0.0,0.0982916963036205,0.0,0.0,0.15469271338465246,0.0,0.0,0.17467480626874296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050332609475393364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848803914787298,0.0,0.07183918585521545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981390846776793,0.0,0.2165449684871619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043141189921,0.16102929512338565,0.0,0.0,0.1500929277251382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188021322924937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722985876537527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478667022327128,0.0,0.0,0.05086735413381598,0.0772597950750809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070736279029125,0.0,0.08084134305819353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809937354047599,0.05601936054482698,0.1130099169561867,0.0,0.0,0.08104476236100469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996421036882276,0.0,0.10327680790941643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538495279196993,0.0,0.0,0.05283087388874571,0.06653916838835094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752776671914431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881880225760952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607254290418367,0.0,0.07949831731046965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131497277518573,0.0,0.0,0.06456815386793595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085732157971348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182220460247787,0.2376181692672579,0.3437795494199906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062714111412188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443568271329281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933197537679718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112696412882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643419704468182,0.0,0.0,0.10826753128208247,0.08331808161616609,0.0,0.14722034718599875 autism,honestjewls,2019/09/02,"I’m moving out and beginning university on Thursday. I’m deathly afraid. (TW) I don’t want to go into detail, but this stress has been causing more intense, frequent meltdowns and I need to purge my feelings somehow. Tomorrow I move in with my grandparents. I don’t want to leave the comfort of my safe home environment. I don’t want to live without my mum. I have an abundance of family support, and everyone knows how I am reacting to my eventual fate. I have barely slept or eaten for a few months now. I fear I may become overwhelmed at school and attempt another suicide. I became fairly stable last year; I fear that might end when I go to school. I have accessed the disability supports at the university as well, but that dose little to ease my worry. Universities are busy and crowded, and I know I will isolate myself from others (unless I can connect with other disabled or mentally ill students) because the academics will consume my time. I fear the academics will also disrupt my routine. If I become busy then I may miss out on my crucial rituals and then I most certainly will become a danger to myself again. I don’t know what to do, or how to cope. I have been having the violent suicidal fantasies again (many are informed about my mental state) and I feel so disgusting and terrified.",4.9531643394199785,6.792041579591834,5.958947368421054,75.30684210526317,69.93877551020408,8.423200859291086,33.30290010741139,8.99025400887824,3.211857142857143,1037,50,172,20,19,343,146,245,0.22899999999999998,0.655,0.11699999999999999,-0.9916,1,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,3,6,9,0,24,4,1,4,1,43,43,24,3,5,8,1,2,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,6,14,1,1,6,1,0,4,5,10,1,0,4,2,36,6,28,32,3,29,1,2,0,0,3,9,0,9,15,133,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447081385500722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387261490923945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201270138438448,0.3914054227019812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135499919568594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463065956537317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288102023138133,0.0,0.0,0.11136515674690647,0.3987969666011759,0.11946305763624368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342752653513038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849690107248274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476820854856425,0.0962940564380104,0.0,0.12508565281476405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840017085509627,0.10431348894202888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197681889952211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238100296623553,0.1253203072129827,0.0,0.0,0.09429253017616893,0.25111309187292863,0.0,0.08759402661623379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391135435087688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353208040232694,0.0,0.0,0.2584363731626242,0.2681115630008456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888422678529554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090334832061132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621563776284516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387587157633128,0.0,0.0,0.11996966429415686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607369546079228 autism,dejectedtonto,2019/05/12,"How to speak to autistic brother about his requests to watch YouTube videos? So my brother is autistic and is probably one of the coolest friends I have. I am 30 he is 21. We live in different states now but still talk on the phone, play games, and message a lot. One of the things he does is forward me links to YouTube videos...like about 3 every other day and about 30mins to 1 hour of video time. Look I am probably not the best brother for not taking the time to watch them but we have very different entertainment tastes and I don't want to put the time to it. He will ask me if I watched them and when I explain why and how I don't have the time I can tell he is very hurt. What do I do? I don't mind watching an occasional video here or there but at this point I am afraid any one video I watch creates an expectation to watch everything he forwards. Likewise maybe this is just an attempt to reach out and talk and by me saying I didnt watch it maybe he thinks I am saying I don't want to talk. Any advice to create some guidelines or am I just not putting enough into our relationship?",2.770786627335301,4.217341221238943,3.4562241887905607,92.64597836774831,74.84070796460179,6.615142576204523,25.829891838741396,7.1686216300943375,0.9095543756145528,860,30,194,9,18,271,119,226,0.055999999999999994,0.87,0.07400000000000001,0.4588,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,2,2,13,6,0,1,11,0,23,1,0,2,0,34,30,18,0,4,11,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,7,12,1,0,3,7,0,4,8,2,0,3,1,12,26,4,25,28,4,20,0,1,8,0,30,8,0,5,11,126,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269037977859698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662700841833784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140741433997833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628661866177394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375298854212353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27136518403834503,0.0,0.0,0.11364683169372287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341865530629988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941791783257246,0.0,0.11671541287283756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003343436318194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789209799764378,0.0,0.13902450800843807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467427918603967,0.0,0.10905494346757304,0.0,0.0,0.11040764282124024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609362093468168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112789313837928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264002198602381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227655839906292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800355675663153,0.0,0.0,0.26110290377561635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942775284258516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065497110174817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371135606868807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764325894715588,0.3131447207231061,0.11350882775076597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627736683989523,0.08321305008404807,0.0,0.0,0.3029042220333126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430651608573165,0.15319695950814607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718409242375455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PositiveVibes97,2019/05/12,"Why does autism tend to affect males more than females? I’ve always wondered why there are not many females with autism. I read that it’s more common in boys than it is with girls. I am friends with someone whose autistic and he’s a guy. I wish I had a female friend with autism so I could share some commonality with another woman. I don’t want exact answers, just your honest opinion.",3.086466165413533,5.302921631578947,3.5495488721804516,88.9518421052632,76.10526315789474,5.395488721804512,24.01503759398497,6.1826913282559595,0.574524812030075,308,10,60,2,7,96,57,76,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,10,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,9,8,3,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,2,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119457383742188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670939785122818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337155547414454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290539344908655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935889106698583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522108159432465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25824402045103234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547868790261231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158216913693929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023924567645128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596866597757321,0.0,0.2929130703273793,0.0,0.2762307498593101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,KairisCharm,2019/05/12,"I think I might be autistic, but assessment tools I've seen seem to disagree with me. I recently learned that sometimes autism can manifest with extreme extroversion instead of the stereotypical form, where you prefer to avoid strange people or situations, but even in that extroversion, typical social customs seem completely alien and non-sensical. When I learned that, I became almost entirely certain that I am that way. But when I look up assessment tools so I can decide if I'm close enough of a match that I ought to seek out a professional, they all seem to ignore this unique, extroverted form. They ask things like, ""Do you have difficulty telling what people are feeling?"" My answer to this question is, ""I don't think so. But I do sometimes have trouble understanding what motivates other people. Why do they want to have expensive clothes? Why are they so embarrassed just because they tripped in front of a bunch of people? Why do I have to blow all my time and energy writing thank you notes to people when my handwriting is terrible and I can express my gratitude far more sincerely with speech?"" Then there's ""Do you avoid eye contact when talking to people?"" My answer is, ""Sort of. Eye contact doesn't make me uncomfortable, and I don't actively try to avoid it, I just find that when I'm speaking, looking around the room helps me gather my thoughts, and while I'm listening, I tend to look just *beneath* their eyes to give them the impression of eye contact, but true eye contact distracts me from actually listening to them."" I don't have trouble with metaphor, or with my routine being upset (actually, routines themselves tend to be what upset me). But the reasons I feel like ""extroverted autistic"" has to be me are a) For my whole life, everyone, even my family, has always treated me like I was pretty weird, and often frustrating, for refusing to take on what I see as being arbitrary and meaningless social obligations. b) I've always preferred to be rejected for what I am over being accepted for what I'm not. It's only when I feel like I'm burdening or hurting others (because my lack of understanding of most people has made me insensitive many times) that I feel compelled to hide my nature. c) I was top of my class all through elementary, but I almost failed 7th grade, and from then on, my grades never reflected what other people thought matched my ability, and I was heavily accused of laziness. (As an adult, I finally got diagnosed with ADHD to account for some of this). d) As badly as I crave being around people, it is hard for me to feel like a relationship means something to me. I just don't relate to people the same way others tend to. e) When I do feel like I have related to someone, I am regularly shocked to find that the *other* person has been diagnosed with autism. It stuns me, because those people strike me as the more ""normal"" than the majority of people out there.",7.243055555555558,7.707457777777778,7.467546296296297,71.58020833333337,63.814814814814824,10.824074074074074,36.319444444444436,10.618573550423957,4.023111111111112,2320,105,399,55,32,754,246,540,0.163,0.728,0.109,-0.987,0,4,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,4,8,3,23,32,1,7,14,0,48,8,5,5,6,94,87,38,0,7,16,0,7,6,0,2,3,4,1,2,30,21,0,5,30,0,2,2,7,19,0,0,9,21,70,13,70,68,15,35,0,3,10,0,34,16,0,15,21,292,100,8,0.0,0.0,0.13895305598112925,0.0,0.08556314338207947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258399777325922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848070176253195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267581605187562,0.06655817229618695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059445260161350426,0.1302003293432304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464711652444626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445238470261945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356397273718679,0.0,0.09404789912971608,0.0,0.0,0.06803034153783641,0.0,0.0,0.0671167715651149,0.0,0.21599147302591068,0.20344828860918054,0.0,0.07799117908877247,0.1301427757592131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829720123780421,0.0,0.0,0.05694153704010254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637771746585575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772083608922517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762162443514889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050287479960003816,0.20869512061507664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935884121721632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736689390175768,0.047523542296286685,0.07218105210257388,0.0,0.07755276008603351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552716376810044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054910350811214016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975646378892772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054147378199065406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922958595086443,0.062165155571977375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243140838663283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975524245067588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320082112611777,0.07029695710846984,0.07643731189744248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673358767468071,0.19444110004713536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002671353075523,0.0,0.1451496720222452,0.06032370748562474,0.054809766359668506,0.14082831979009766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053530147955930515,0.05722423787936828,0.06222799617013109,0.06554724160970173,0.0,0.0,0.04729911989815053,0.09123839025639356,0.0,0.11304253260595895,0.08302932530495767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833706419247656,0.0,0.0,0.14823403149096973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04199294450683951,0.11302333188225087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272856743505076,0.07948722184550322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,reallyserious,2019/05/12,"Are some days worse than others? I'm wondering if others find that they function pretty well most days but some days everything is hard and it's almost impossible to actually do anything and you're kind of stuck in your head? If so, do you have any ideas about what causes these variations?",3.277878787878784,6.094492454545456,3.861363636363638,83.7053787878788,79.0,7.303030303030304,21.89393939393939,8.344100000000001,1.5109393939393931,235,7,43,5,6,74,47,55,0.12300000000000001,0.813,0.063,-0.5392,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,13,8,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,5,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,7,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.23124277047420286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372853078873903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611437078219795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500125636137647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434273963666295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584667057107333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296804558627802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658088633797595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227328117295727,0.0,0.24319352165438404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750361553182805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467616359083521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410776708206841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305917618060186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25697744863291305,0.0,0.0,0.2414866532831058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thebleh33,2019/05/12,"Potential app design and feedback? Hello, &#x200B; I was diagnosed with Autism just over a year ago and I now see a psychologist monthly to help me with some of the ""symptoms"" that have troubled me throughout my life. Although the therapy has been a little bit helpful, I find that daily routine has really done the most for me. I currently use the Gym Plan app for my exercise routine, and the day by day sort of achievement it provides helps me with self improvement and keeps my workout schedule flawless. I'm a developer and product manager, so I'm considering making an app to help me keep on track and together with daily tasks I can do to work on adapting to the rest of the world. There's plenty of todo list apps out there, but I've found this approach like Gym Plan does helps me nail down a routine over a couple months which then becomes a more permanent change in my life. The app would be firstly for myself, and then distributed to others as a totally free, ad-free app that doesn't make money or anything like that. I won't promote it here, of course, because that violates the rules and breaks trust. &#x200B; So my question is, what sort of items would you consider helpful in a daily routine? I've found my eye contact and conversation flow to be absolutely horrid. Part of my daily todo would then be to chat up an acquaintance or stranger daily and focus and remind myself to keep normal eye contact and not interrupt or blow up the conversation by jumping topics awkwardly trying to be clever and funny. Maybe even staring in a mirror and listening to my own voice on the Photo Booth program in Mac is another activity. If I don't track these tasks daily and force myself to do them, they normally don't get completed because I'll make excuses. &#x200B; What are some habits/routines that you find useful in your self improvement journey? What kind of features would you use or want? If it was refined, and actually working and different than all the other todo and goal tracking stuff that was out there, would you actually consider using a free app like what I described? &#x200B; &#x200B; Thanks for your time and feedback, \-Zak",10.169786644499863,8.413982538653373,9.43000415627598,67.13327999445828,59.02493765586035,12.302632308118591,41.9785259074536,10.980518767755715,4.680841950678858,1742,79,290,34,18,555,210,401,0.040999999999999995,0.804,0.156,0.9933,2,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,6,2,8,9,13,1,1,25,0,27,7,2,7,2,64,46,33,0,10,9,0,0,3,0,6,5,2,0,2,20,25,0,3,5,5,3,4,5,3,0,1,7,6,33,12,46,29,11,36,0,0,4,0,25,17,0,12,17,202,53,9,0.0,0.0,0.1335413801811477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065259968757901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37067986198372666,0.4157053797165136,0.0,0.07174717219026408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056306056310766066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834196919132951,0.07556750209177328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469987265160542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238214947629182,0.0,0.07173990450826284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570842178026035,0.0,0.08825396864972189,0.0,0.0,0.06944760539699152,0.0,0.0714871638064024,0.0,0.0,0.059877170331620835,0.07002018318028372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519255141328191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507422577198427,0.058200318010270924,0.0,0.1500439289837044,0.0,0.0,0.03574803937540614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751737816670506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245173239753176,0.0,0.07125171819941369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665796023374572,0.10028363265286258,0.06857752580682511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370180609098331,0.0,0.06873980391663573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092287008514689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340794469780463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409512188695867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664908899154939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383333695505003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452403725279653,0.0,0.14275960772823496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832762735875802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111738919205951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299443398218946,0.07824732638774927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039897829588718604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645452538334016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363809941225717,0.0,0.0,0.0403574842432776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996250884567818,0.0,0.0,0.24302763282354045,0.0,0.4157053797165136,0.04406197876241058 autism,digipaintthrowaway,2019/05/12,"Anyone get a little peeved when people make snide replies to your internet post or if someone needlessly corrects you on something? I do, especially when it’s a personal subject.",8.502580645161286,9.98254070967742,8.345322580645162,62.83798387096778,61.25806451612904,11.361290322580645,44.532258064516135,11.20814326018867,5.86918064516129,146,9,20,4,2,47,29,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933145808972827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916428286978956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204354847717171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800103687194318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908189885096295,0.3662792648049373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017519274357411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554293884547566,0.3229410550272864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AgitatedMine,2019/05/12,"Anyone else amplify their quirks and stims when alone? I spent my time outside trying to hide weird behaviors like talking to people who aren't there except in my head (probably maladaptive daydreaming), jumping and turning randomly, fixating for too long on small things (insects, light effects...). It's probably better for my social life but feels frustrating sometimes. So when I'm home and feel like it, I amplify all my weird quirks, talk out loud to people I'm imagining, laugh randomly, go into overly complicated positons that make me feel better (arms crossed on chest, legs crossed on my chair), jump instead of walking, I basically do all the things that make me happy but look weird to others. It feels really good, like I *had* to do these things and spend lots of energy just blocking them. I've been doing that a lot even before realizing that not everyone felt that urge and feel like it's one of the things that prevented me from getting a long-term depression or closing myself completely. It's relieving in a way. Can anyone else relate? Is that a typical autism thing, more ADHD-related, or just something most people do?",8.065422764227641,8.625424058536588,7.7076219512195125,70.23005081300815,62.07317073170732,11.516260162601625,35.61991869918699,11.20814326018867,4.29011382113821,912,38,148,24,12,289,132,205,0.09,0.736,0.17300000000000001,0.968,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,3,9,15,1,0,6,0,9,5,4,3,2,36,24,12,0,0,8,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,20,8,0,2,9,0,2,6,2,5,0,1,4,9,15,10,20,20,6,21,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,7,8,96,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398297164078824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050318891940875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270881609437435,0.23842801258519544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900501606348576,0.0,0.0,0.20580369031699086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199043562097095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021181693429608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943904715446167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684787248489305,0.0,0.0,0.11117711421480338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941494942207738,0.1662404826156081,0.11171394782821052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078791052055466,0.0,0.06612420972801768,0.09758859923953536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385640780946762,0.0,0.0,0.11940834814262136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167082249755678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218122644553442,0.227370324634636,0.0,0.0,0.20593162749834676,0.09770443562230678,0.0,0.0,0.19783269033459386,0.0,0.0,0.15532864220085574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884156064618186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198667437574176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508892876678696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453659029127191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186038560138884,0.0,0.08957167518064689,0.11507281780493968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703494607714816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38648781825177947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784443950993076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899380166342994,0.1265550513407762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235296776087787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HotEggplant8,2019/05/12,"What is it about autistic people that makes it hard for them to make friends? I am genuinely curious about what exactly is the cause of this isolation in people with autism/aspergers and would like to know more. Is it body language, wrong wordings, what is it? What do non autistic people think about the interactions they had with them?",5.59475409836066,7.8959701147541,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,69.1639344262295,8.814426229508197,30.2327868852459,9.3871,2.833856393442624,271,11,48,6,5,81,43,61,0.11,0.767,0.122,0.2059,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,3,1,11,12,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,10,10,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31483350573376095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911668534091377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898195454502026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539029881783512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576901598088747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847251524831514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783914688114333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894965143094936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161434750522104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013448059370376,0.309892777186275,0.0,0.0 autism,notracistjusthateall,2019/05/12,"Questions on ABA therapy My son will be 11 in August and is on the spectrum but high functioning. He is extremely intelligent and we have been able to keep him in a small, private school community throughout his education. He has always exhibited some sense of defiance and stays in 'trouble' pretty frequently (I use the term trouble loosely as it means different things to others). Recently the Headmaster of the school reached out to me to suggest ABA therapy. &#x200B; I am not very familiar with ABA (only that it does have some controversy surrounding it) and it has never been recommended by his current therapist (occupational and speech). &#x200B; I am looking for opinions and references from those who know anything about it and could maybe offer their input. I do plan on reaching out to his Occupational therapist in the morning at his next session.",10.07323825503356,10.31300245637584,9.730125838926174,58.47559144295303,57.99328859060403,13.356040268456375,45.47063758389261,12.602617957971056,6.339502684563758,702,40,102,22,8,228,103,149,0.035,0.885,0.08,0.7965,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,1,1,24,19,9,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,13,0,23,14,3,21,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,4,7,78,23,3,0.14173981747498782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793888267922938,0.3071500660317581,0.3444587848564855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663979276677655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316771077986025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808794147902454,0.0,0.0,0.12403746944013627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975589921830867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598486232299191,0.0,0.0,0.07789649686779154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190257485937641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239669777995434,0.15439621368160386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931848521928783,0.0,0.1507419038878199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779951823052007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442003507562595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878103425309667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995097013756022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868965248247849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510757863455299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241836680604573,0.3291417053678767,0.09416563658914588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241769347283148,0.0,0.11695019361139936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444587848564855,0.0 autism,Very_Bi_Badger,2019/05/12,Please let me fucking die I will never live on my own or experience true love or get a job that isn’t some menial side gig. I need to die before I graduate high school or else I’ll be relegated to a “life” of sheer mediocrity,3.938125,4.031941562500002,5.645833333333336,83.08250000000002,70.875,8.9,26.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.6356166666666674,177,5,40,3,3,61,40,48,0.179,0.648,0.172,-0.0992,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,7,8,3,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,4,1,22,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993813682386345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121069337130015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206100534271012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133672981653595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280860445670587,0.1288995364428575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606702317599437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482871833010394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228501799756553,0.17426363075192325,0.0,0.0,0.21785577778690826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267187494028093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293765256544967,0.19028348817309165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270821360668686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496909437543417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cursed_underwear,2019/05/12,How would you explain SPD as an analogy? So my mum's NT and constantly bugs me about my nails ( I keep them long to 'protect' my sensitive upper fingertips). She made me cut them (my nails) and is now complaining about why I'm not touching certain cloths as part of housework. Can you guys help with an analogy to tell her how irritating this is.,5.995895522388063,6.215472134328365,6.441007462686567,78.71733208955227,66.46268656716418,10.87910447761194,34.660447761194035,10.686352973137794,3.6347044776119417,271,12,54,7,4,88,51,67,0.124,0.838,0.038,-0.6142,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,11,8,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,13,1,8,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,3,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746119677518111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432439261079504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323561994031232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30812376715235884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067796379021482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328014274589379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753946501370424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029926101782709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31280310737422395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462544655412301,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AdmiralStryker,2019/05/12,"I have Aspergers. How do I work through some of the symptoms? Looking for advice. My main symptoms of concern are indecision(I don't have any activities I particularly 'enjoy' doing save for gaming. I have a very empty life.), an inability to relax or let go(For example.. When I golf, I can't(or have a hard time) laughing off a bad shot. I just get intensely angry because I know I'm better than the bad shots yet my inability to execute pisses me off. I can't just 'have fun' or 'relax' while playing like crap). The other issue is socially I struggle maintaining friendships - people seem happy to talk to me when I'm with them or they randomly encounter me, but I have a hard time getting people to hang out with me, whether I initiate(not that I really have ideas for what to do with people) or they do. &#x200B; I'm constantly stressed, trying to maintain a job and a normal life and working out and I feel like I never actually enjoy life. I just keep moving, trying to uphold society's expectations of normalcy.. and goddamn I'm tired.",5.395255102040816,6.835191688775513,6.787346938775513,71.33622448979592,68.33673469387755,9.477551020408162,32.877551020408156,9.784248007369934,3.487636734693877,825,37,138,19,14,281,115,196,0.162,0.7290000000000001,0.109,-0.9084,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,3,7,18,2,2,10,0,16,8,2,1,1,30,27,14,0,2,9,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,4,5,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,4,25,12,23,26,2,14,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,7,10,98,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.13310137669698882,0.0,0.0,0.1332831466966255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477834057936417,0.16573427132640536,0.09275295099249628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277674545469785,0.08314483362562786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062986924966893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739402143678018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896516767615751,0.09744027257740122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425210147934785,0.0,0.07751614911707852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519450313818064,0.2443653992050712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397281145565753,0.0,0.14236044281671276,0.1353505154088031,0.12123371661987348,0.0,0.0,0.07495886134906903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947263804995785,0.2890184501249578,0.13327094616080615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453704524032544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496578967053644,0.0,0.0,0.10519586253475084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363767062569462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836763601774732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737782230535597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416844868944032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903703691051586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562394622102135,0.14258916707533076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835322623060619,0.0,0.10962874890947748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906548332140089,0.1567654366760287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520585226662728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253976366283032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859367050377275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573427132640536,0.0 autism,sensitivelatte,2019/06/13,"Did I ruin my brothers trust? Hello reddit. My first post here, my english isnt perfect i hope youll understand anyways. Sorry for spelling and grammar erros My 8 year old brother has autism and a few days ago him and i were in a supermarket when a lady started fighting with me. I should have walked away but i let my anger get the best of me. Me and the lady were now pushing and hitting eachother. There is also alot of yelling The whole story is too long to write but i just wrote the most important part. We are not a violent family, my brother has NEVER been exposed to that kind of experince, he was crying and shaking. I could see how terrifed he was. He kept saying over and over that he never wants to go out again, and telling me to never do that again. Its been a few days now and he seems okay, he went out with my mother for an hour today. He is my whole world, without him there is no me, i will never forgive myself for putting him through that situation. I cant sleep ever since it happend, i keep seeing his scared face and the guilt is eating me. How can i make him feel safe again, how can i make him forget what happend. It took us so long to get him to supermarkets and more crowded places, now i feel like i ruined it all.",2.3967193675889327,4.192931814229252,3.633339920948618,89.49609683794468,76.70750988142292,5.864822134387352,24.14822134387352,6.574015621080383,0.7022268774703555,971,32,201,8,22,316,150,253,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.8652,0,0,0,0,3,0,25.0,2,1,0,3,20,17,3,3,12,1,26,3,2,5,7,50,46,19,0,4,5,4,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,9,16,1,3,5,0,0,7,9,8,0,1,11,6,39,9,22,29,10,39,0,2,2,0,29,8,0,4,24,155,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363248039391075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251329815589136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204384915119528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452723577599815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234908587244633,0.0,0.1408104229636271,0.16534357000245894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117011864058564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595496945412072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084588934837573,0.0,0.1296331803055551,0.09157878425934443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903813734757102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394770889856747,0.0,0.07285319005002967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732134775461054,0.12624108360861244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394094131326167,0.0,0.13348990007076988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310827062795084,0.0,0.06262703758758657,0.0,0.0,0.2268877927941739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113530939753807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954713567695784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451358061791627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388170091384971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339310067744856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277034725036155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886610674959895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194163574661602,0.12834030437861513,0.0,0.20430127071351484,0.11669913551724805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603988731887283,0.14409065190016415,0.12828232884950444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349793202770952,0.09073336607334268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204349321616444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215088958189418,0.0,0.14242353090010149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345005241977553,0.15419648776004466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560963686047822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883318414473405,0.0,0.286238559804155,0.0,0.12357034621913232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254999725694999 autism,mooooooist,2019/06/13,"What was it like working at Disney as an autistic man? Everyone always asks me what it was like at DQ or at Disney as an autistic man. I worked there 9 years.I always tell them one story before I ever go on to the bad stuff or the funny stuff or how hard it was to pull a 10 hour shift. I was working Aladdin (Aladdin's Magic Carpet Ride, a 90s ish tech VR game) and as I was talking with someone in line, this woman walked up to me from the exit. I started to explain to her she had walked in the exit, when she looked me straight in the eye and said ""You're Asperger's autistic arent you?"" I was for one stunned then angry, because I hate it when people see that, and I was about to kick her out of the ride because now I was holding up the whole ride, when she said (again making that hard as iron direct eye contact stare), ""My son, the one you JUST loaded into that ride, just got diagnosed Asperger's Disorder, yesterday, and he's extremely upset about it. We came here to try to make him feel better. You're very good but I know what Im looking for. Could you, talk to him after he gets off the ride? Tell him he can be like you, normal?"" I agreed, despite being probably the most uncomfortable that Ive ever been in my entire life at that point. The ride ended, I took him off to the side, he was kinda curious, I gave him kind of a personal version of the Magic Moment we had for Aladdin, showed him this plushie lamp we have set aside for the ride, and told him that it was a secret, but the Genie asked me to tell him that Im Asperger's Autistic, and I live just like everyone else. &#x200B; Told him Ive worked for Mickey (I put it that way too) for nine years, and not one single person there knew except him. I wish I remembered his name but I dont, but the kid started crying. I was at a complete loss of what to do. I looked at the mom, just like ""what do I do here?"" and she was crying too and quite useless, I looked at the other cast member (IE the guy supposed to be there to help me) Aladdin 2, who was ALSO crying (and to say you can get fired for the way you act on stage at Disney is an understatement to tell you how bad that was), and like anyone in the queue who was paying the slightest attention was too, but the queue was just a swath of cell phones. I looked back at the kid, he'd stopped crying, he just said, ""So Ill be normal?"" I said, ""Youll be what YOU will be. There is no normal."" THATS what Disney was like as an autistic man.",4.5369005847953225,4.211786539961015,5.432216374269006,86.57323684210527,69.5653021442495,8.087563352826512,26.456725146198824,7.3011,1.1240030409356727,1897,48,420,16,30,624,225,513,0.11599999999999999,0.81,0.07400000000000001,-0.9753,2,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,3,9,1,7,29,16,1,1,34,0,43,5,2,4,2,57,74,32,0,5,16,2,4,7,0,2,3,5,1,9,31,18,0,2,7,2,1,15,4,6,0,5,32,18,64,10,61,32,4,64,0,2,9,0,73,27,0,5,25,286,95,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586364440739753,0.12202135995922793,0.07944553127295803,0.08909557311223737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126920543304962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370943719806641,0.0,0.0,0.05638092591104905,0.12244342547120107,0.0893941433345138,0.0,0.062392544292340014,0.0,0.0,0.06484830958158724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386207501841028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687785892426538,0.0,0.0,0.0585425165099646,0.0,0.3221678607426611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442138718937147,0.0,0.0,0.08403460709380957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593410879128334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125202837237609,0.0,0.06494248930092149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264985526378398,0.0,0.14012669860067778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03707435456597589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661657056164665,0.0,0.04167119857448229,0.061499924373283874,0.05864316875610631,0.0,0.0,0.07260138135800555,0.0,0.0,0.13136616293499054,0.07239136568315425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491469178640542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220846828669747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584030268323961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635470910356634,0.04029644960144102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179026290661765,0.2507536872930627,0.0,0.06474562683347013,0.0,0.3078646198700607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788745635040824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858751102199029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155231641317812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874247832209974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083299445980602,0.12804577812466114,0.0,0.0,0.06931401483810641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790546863971695,0.0,0.0,0.07370995175633746,0.0,0.07798812573661805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306076110191685,0.0,0.27898817618530203,0.058309459658356426,0.0,0.0,0.058429005065362076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212641143813975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379691300757027,0.0,0.0,0.061301381717624726,0.0,0.0,0.16787477840217832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786863556338313,0.2563504303151675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012669860067778,0.0814646446331505,0.04978156122862962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604992236138556,0.0,0.1164009029169739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186260517268804,0.08431792841258523,0.0,0.0,0.21352031475915292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909557311223737,0.04721766233784748 autism,Meggoeswest212,2019/06/13,"I want my toddler cousin to go to therapy So I apologize in advance for anything I might say that is insensitive or ignorant. I am truly concerned about my 3.5 year old cousin who was diagnosed with autism. His parents, my cousins, are good parents who love their son. However, ever since the diagnosis, my cousins wife has been going off the deep end. What I mean by this is she reads books and blogs all day long of moms who have claimed to “cure” their kids autism. She follows these books instructions to a T, including giving him camels milk and removing any kind of aluminum seltzer cans from the house. So ok? I was fine with this at first because it seems harmless. But now she’s talking about not vaccinating the kid any longer and I just can’t get on board with that. I also truly believe this pseudoscience is preventing them from enrolling him in ABA or some other kind of therapy which I know will benefit him and help him be the best version of himself that he can be. They think that they are going to cure him through diet, so why need therapy in the meantime? I’m of the opinion that he doesn’t need to be “cured” he is a wonderful little boy, but I’d like to see him have the best possible outcomes. How do I go about talking to my cousins about this without offending them?",5.6746599999999985,6.389479776000003,5.654950000000002,82.34922500000002,67.24,9.29,33.625,9.354420925462401,2.91362,1024,45,201,19,16,321,154,250,0.022000000000000002,0.825,0.153,0.983,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,4,12,13,1,0,10,1,23,4,0,1,2,30,41,13,0,3,7,10,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,17,7,2,2,5,4,0,7,4,2,0,1,3,2,32,11,32,33,5,23,0,0,1,1,43,8,0,7,9,136,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940068627209292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690531594308061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228627268923644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577061788523708,0.0,0.0,0.1400407467188654,0.26088516902630515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016162109977792,0.0,0.0,0.1261593719873598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009071417403236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124342280244622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572741173244952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494032690688023,0.11923751261747174,0.2825645928227503,0.10425486717226487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331401129444331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342265597545267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588734908762678,0.06831066937924715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060725492471500477,0.12457877472922642,0.0,0.10999939869364747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218336970513644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539644438840673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186003202977326,0.0,0.1455757596552233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433008044903432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042934396671702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760353849979885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012678400730416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433116222219676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988463812519626,0.0,0.0,0.09904903500569376,0.11315579896897295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282019758726893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998112854554141,0.0,0.0,0.4264351592976331,0.0,0.0,0.07964483545610297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331390100517754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215918356238512,0.0,0.0,0.1198183790593024,0.13479536427774866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004353119750494 autism,haunt-muskie,2019/06/13,"Is it wrong to say I have asperger’s if I haven’t been tested? I’m Jessica, 18f. A few months ago I was browsing facebook and saw some things about autism in my feed, I was bored and curious and wanted to learn about autism and the different types. I read an article and came across asperger’s, it felt like I’d been punched in the gut (not in a bad way). It hit way too close to home, I read more about it, several articles and the whole wikipedia page. I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life. I was diagnosed with adhd and depression at 12, and that’s apparently a common misdiagnosis for asperger’s. I’m not a fan of self diagnosing, but I can’t stress enough how positive I am that I have this. I brought it up to my parents, we argued for a few days and they finally let me see a therapist and get a consultation. Testing will cost around $1200 and they don’t want to spend money on something like this. I’ll feel terrible if I get tested and end up not having it, but it’s so much easier to tell people I meet that I have asperger’s so they understand socializing is really hard for me and I’m trying. I’m afraid self diagnosing something like this is wrong or something, like how people falsely self diagnosing themselves with depression or ocd makes it hard for the people who really struggle with it to get proper help. Anything is helpful, thanks.",4.397059162504803,5.387956266423359,5.753188628505572,79.50055128697659,70.27737226277371,9.856012293507492,29.384556281213985,10.064110947511567,2.840725547445256,1083,41,219,28,19,365,144,274,0.131,0.74,0.129,0.0679,3,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,0,10,17,1,3,12,0,20,7,1,3,2,41,39,24,0,4,9,1,4,4,0,1,5,1,1,3,17,20,1,0,4,2,3,2,7,11,0,0,10,7,23,6,29,26,8,22,0,2,2,0,17,11,0,5,11,137,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198209044664915,0.0,0.0899727517123565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705008030803276,0.09035564140160046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474743698050198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608783224295627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654584671543571,0.0,0.17484190386891554,0.4120774502386799,0.0,0.10604486654990294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989799980205962,0.10487561374377673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132095112631133,0.0,0.09745497050414413,0.11118720848257184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908713661876064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184636001255872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606529900454228,0.0,0.10181178665420698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378961846987864,0.07169175519210759,0.1983491650913674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677513799235307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810155445289599,0.0,0.07461345383448381,0.0,0.07828229672676569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270264332504375,0.0,0.0,0.21109990893839498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305296192687047,0.0,0.13004573465590216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071608971648626,0.0,0.0,0.08088157294774237,0.0,0.3176568227952553,0.11466499514865908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346546258740699,0.0,0.2344166990542711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626677748024415,0.10610880711516618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566161939870076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871461188893721,0.09344665516621978,0.0,0.11784817816070388,0.06743143476740836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891116786023882,0.0,0.0,0.10566405301321607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973349628076566,0.16113038566942028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332002426808685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194647621052246,0.0,0.0 autism,neurocellulose,2019/06/13,"Toilet training advice? Hey folks, I'm going to try to keep this short and easy to follow. Our son is almost 5 years old and still in pull-ups/diapers. He knows and sees that adults use the toilet, knows how to use the toilet, and so forth but the experience itself seems to overwhelm him. He's quite clever and figures out things like the doll method for what they are very quickly. This is our experience whenever we decide to begin training him again: 1) He will sit on the kid sized potty briefly, sometimes for long periods of time, without much issue - especially if there is a reward. 2) He gets antsy before even sitting down, tries to get out of it or get a reward for doing nothing (which we don't cave in and give). 3) Finally he throws tantrums at just the suggestion of using the potty and if we push it, he gets overstimulated and acts out all over for the duration of the day. I don't know if it's the change in routine, the comfort of diapers, the cold awfulness of sitting on a toilet seat, or what however clearly this process as we are trying it isn't working. What methods have given you progress? If you are also autistic, what can you think of that might be holding him back or intimidating him? He isn't otherwise triggered by textures/skin contact or discomfort but that doesn't mean this instance isn't an exception. He's also minimally verbal and not consistently motivated by the usual things 4 and 5 year olds seem to be driven by e.g. food, TV time, etc. so our communication is hit or miss.",4.884518121241669,6.220110242320821,5.719005363237447,78.91087599544942,69.44368600682593,8.447846578904601,29.652039655452622,8.841846274778883,2.3698517471152285,1203,46,225,21,21,394,175,293,0.057999999999999996,0.8420000000000001,0.1,0.9414,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,7,3,1,7,13,9,1,2,17,1,20,1,0,6,2,53,45,27,0,4,15,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,19,17,1,2,10,1,0,6,8,4,0,0,2,2,16,5,36,38,3,37,0,2,1,0,30,12,0,13,17,145,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506433675372675,0.0,0.0,0.12815733830345544,0.0,0.0,0.2046972768237446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841168049202452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890482968778202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353899429906821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253899525394028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427358234825496,0.08453212572046938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503855264765652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020005160831206,0.0,0.0,0.1547585791445755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674651166390229,0.12277377070225452,0.07273617120622691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358188789888314,0.0,0.11375792616725201,0.0,0.0,0.2110097302798727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252644427761264,0.0,0.0,0.11326167961860747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941193213726127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577063947275908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408285558233732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228039555859462,0.0,0.26859504223956426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136126578060681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198655813193093,0.2330233801641956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657929994884445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220806773990868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005356575518374,0.08200688316332401,0.0,0.0,0.14925682402504128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606778987146417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316108621036972,0.14095612908591154,0.10560007960308296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337186405201045,0.0,0.09317376690383662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483480625712504 autism,JerryFishSmith,2019/06/13,"Autistic parents? Anyone out there a parent with autism? I'm a step parent and my partner and I are currently trying for a baby but I'm a little concerned about how I will cope with parenting an infant. I have a lot of sensory issues (don't like being touched by mouths so worried about breastfeeding, don't like light touch or loud noise) and I also struggle to deal with other people's negative emotions (e.g. can't stand other people crying or being scared) and I usually react harshly to this. How do you cope?",3.671212121212122,5.979126222222228,4.9101010101010125,79.4518181818182,74.65656565656566,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.8560181818181825,412,15,68,6,9,136,69,99,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.9713,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,0,9,1,1,3,0,15,11,11,0,0,3,4,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,11,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353968143075772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183851987845318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597862944166674,0.0,0.1745507482310804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045049517432733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767152191894979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165432222578292,0.16969268383627029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394095497416245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7519930327761968,0.0,0.0,0.2347558969602381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695084313227771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699913975546352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495009474160099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647058848558373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719421024985419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LordFrancium,2019/06/13,"Hello this is a counter for how many times a month we will see that bacon shirt Current count for this month is: 1 If you find any posts with the bacon shirt please let me know in the comments",3.1346666666666683,4.323583800000005,2.8850000000000016,98.1266666666667,73.5,5.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.5341666666666667,152,3,35,0,3,45,32,40,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227646826911681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29940090788621204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002863288595006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349713149483786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321132872050748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229402300963357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35958293528224594,0.0,0.0,0.31372974988350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610377342630013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101371729981825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,UNICORNdildoDUDE,2019/06/13,"Autism isn’t a disability. Autism isn’t a disability. We’re barely any different from the “Normal” people although normal doesn’t exist. But I especially hate The assholes who not only think it’s a disability, but a disease.",4.602804878048783,7.413434097560978,6.827012195121952,64.37271341463415,73.87804878048779,8.978048780487804,29.76219512195122,9.516144504307137,3.5758731707317057,182,8,27,5,4,64,29,41,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.616,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428950982008393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731777694449098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35264195608512755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999224236560522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716519883977143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476240975813205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288669456925224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YMDBass,2019/06/13,"Son Struggles at the Park So, I'm kinda looking for a few suggestions possibly. So My son is 8 years old and is on the more severe side, but is partially verbal now after a ton of work. Basically, he enjoys the park, but is completely infatuated with the Baby swings. It does make sense because he enjoys the stimulation, but we ran into a snag a few years back when he outgrew the baby swings. He doesn't get how to hold on to not fall off the regular swings, doesn't like the special needs swings, and literally will only go to the baby swings. He's so obsessed with the baby swings, literally every time we go to the park, as soon as he sees the baby swings, he runs to them, and will stay there until he has a meltdown which results in me having to carry a protesting 80lbs autistic child to my car and have to go home. So, I want to bring my son to the park, he's getting hefty, I myself am getting to fat for comfort and I want us as a family (him, me, my wife, and my daughter) to get more active, but it's hard to do when I dread the end of it. Anyone have suggestions of how to maybe get him to understand the baby swings are for babys, or even maybe a way to redirect him.",6.468950617283947,4.926669279835392,7.458117283950617,77.6590277777778,66.07818930041152,10.404526748971193,31.36111111111111,9.2995712137729,2.456108641975309,917,27,194,14,12,312,124,243,0.085,0.8290000000000001,0.086,0.3066,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,1,13,9,1,3,23,0,15,1,1,5,0,28,33,23,0,3,6,5,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,11,1,1,1,0,0,8,3,4,0,0,1,3,19,5,35,30,5,29,0,0,2,0,24,7,0,2,13,126,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369261010652976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502816403934175,0.0,0.09911850006345577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704813711598299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229099089656133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401395639101394,0.0,0.0,0.1073947363598738,0.0,0.13699619882227834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328333868723068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247548704426343,0.0,0.2772253222289844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565626498017625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309949315439898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794373847987655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654173844449144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853572154243668,0.0,0.32670397612854785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056468325464313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061971116326846,0.0,0.0,0.12366344086530713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330531064899694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956990528131776,0.0,0.0,0.18368995580852165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733083030201412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998319377775473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481245815991517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692707107638501,0.19558590354337133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180954581735604,0.12906307362876118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837360112512625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094161291939237 autism,RainDoesReddit,2019/06/13,"A couple of questions Hi, I'm autistic and I have problems with light, as it seems to appear much brighter to me than everyone else. Does anyone know any sunglasses that could pass as glasses that I could wear at school? I also have this thing where I can't talk at times when I'm too stressed or sometimes just randomly. My parents don't seem to understand and just start telling me to talk. Does anyone else get this, and can I help my parents to understand?",5.2763333333333335,6.203436411111113,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,68.22222222222223,8.222222222222221,31.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.217333333333334,367,15,73,5,6,112,61,90,0.059000000000000004,0.8759999999999999,0.065,0.1431,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,18,17,8,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,12,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,6,3,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820013108555905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901653706963348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418545193079328,0.16425690087797587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559895440176255,0.17738035604159633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805773398107068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678374581067133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531834118942303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375554268721859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745265017561624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810237733157834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784655473404185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560113503052354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339535708791913,0.0,0.0,0.17958428370157836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622426354302648,0.0,0.2918810484105535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585510378834487,0.0,0.1134684927095779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836349673139487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25770277800335345,0.14011831416986495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065030749781446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347825580454867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337774614874538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,feeblegut,2019/06/13,"Driving difficulty? I'm wondering if other autistic people here have had a ton of difficulty with driving? I was diagnosed as a young adult but did not start driving independently until I was almost 24. I've always done fine with knowing the rules, but the issue is that there seems to be a ton of rules that can be/are expected to be broken, but only at certain times that vary situationally. This creates issues because occasionally, I am following the rules but cars behind/beside me are not, or I expect other cars to follow the rules and then they don't, but then they get mad and honk at me. A minor example is a car with the legal right-of-way yielding to some random car that does not have the right of way, which is unexpected and results in multiple drivers not knowing what to do or being angry. I have a really hard time with the advice that you have to always anticipate what other drivers will do. I also struggle a lot with the spatial and planning aspects of it. I miss turns all the time (even with navigation narration) because I get focused on something else on the road/another driver/etc. and I can't safely get into the turn lane in time once I do notice. I also have really poor spatial awareness in general and cannot navigate anywhere from memory unless I've driven that exact route 15-20 times and it involves a maximum of 2 turns. I do okay when I'm driving by myself because I always have google maps open and I can preview the route and turns. Anyway, like I said I do okay on my own at this point because it's not that inconvenient if I miss a turn, and I am able to focus all of my attention on monitoring what's going on around me. When I'm driving other people it's a disaster because they are distracting, they often wait until the last minute to tell me to turn or I'll forget they told me to turn/which way to turn, or I will follow rules they then tell me no one expects me to follow and they get frustrated. I had a (rare) meltdown today because I had to drive my mom around to several totally unfamiliar places (her car was getting repaired) and she kept pointing out things she thought I was doing wrong (despite me being legally correct) to the point where she was screaming at me. She also changes her mind about turns as I'm approaching the intersection and makes fun of me for not knowing where I am despite living in the same city for my entire life. I am so close to being overwhelmed under normal, non-stressful driving circumstances that she just completely sent me over the edge and it took me 3 hours for my brain to start working normally again. ANYWAY: All this to say I'd like to know if anyone has any advice, instructions, resources, tools, etc. for 1) learning which rules are commonly bent/broken and the situations in which I can expect other people to do that, and 2) being able to drive more effectively in stressful conditions (e.g., going somewhere unfamiliar, driving in congested areas, driving with other people in the car) because right now my brain just shuts down if more than one of these conditions is happening at once.",8.75255620014503,7.301783433164129,8.954137660140201,68.45998096446704,61.53807106598985,11.488542422044961,37.520002417210534,10.371327730470783,3.882557602127145,2463,97,429,45,28,817,266,591,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.064,-0.9835,0,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,7,4,21,18,2,4,30,2,49,5,2,4,7,90,92,43,0,10,22,1,1,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,31,29,0,4,10,0,1,26,10,10,0,2,17,4,59,8,74,67,13,88,0,3,0,0,24,39,0,15,23,315,90,5,0.12366852185246195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084744826854088,0.0,0.0,0.061918080377135226,0.0,0.0,0.1483465083678113,0.1543531755899682,0.0,0.0,0.04204941781699393,0.06483861400968256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323595295779848,0.0,0.0,0.11009120369789656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638551407503919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805497002311307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654124491295461,0.0,0.06483204613510804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276047323915734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054111578430275864,0.06327791732438136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165459060480437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792309216289014,0.04084094616897173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615292460947625,0.0,0.0702836709109586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054679832726283364,0.0,0.055391352303291334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089429144899135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907780672329247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359299707977212,0.050403175563746384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043675367148543365,0.06041819303878755,0.0,0.054600785254037776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052569277425385606,0.0,0.0,0.04127484931916426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243497656913698,0.07241953906545318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116889410201645,0.0,0.07039871589923592,0.0,0.13170293966894264,0.08380099097372988,0.04702774179291037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714723634668564,0.0,0.06460364191634653,0.0,0.1753600895241095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922522181217087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841836292301867,0.05881854204411947,0.04917308613404401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629158881481458,0.0,0.06985511442402173,0.0,0.0,0.13900860007011462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760303500967522,0.0,0.0,0.08753321628556134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166187394967514,0.06464259517751407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080917390097994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107993538347394,0.0,0.0,0.049089496221457384,0.18028027402019733,0.0,0.05861164926771096,0.059085286164051,0.06870013906656239,0.0,0.6053212775945802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724347452591854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705661830152196,0.045016078396789436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760605741793281,0.0,0.0 autism,salajomo,2019/06/13,"How hot is too hot? I worked as in home respite in southern California. The temperature in this area would often exceed 90\*. The one family I worked with the mother would refuse to allow us to turn on the AC. Myself and other workers there noticed that if we did not keep her son's who we worked with constantly drinking water they would show signs of dehydration dizziness, headache, tiredness, dry mouth, lips and eyes. Also the brothers would become less likely to engage, and more likely to act out. So my question is at what point is this a legal issue that would need to be reported? and as an employee what is my recourse?",5.083182674199627,6.857161932203393,5.323333333333334,80.24925612052732,69.5084745762712,7.617325800376648,27.517890772128066,8.167268648758528,1.8949743879472687,500,17,88,7,9,158,86,118,0.019,0.929,0.052000000000000005,0.4591,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,7,0,11,5,3,2,0,24,14,10,0,7,2,3,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,2,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,10,3,16,7,2,10,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,3,3,67,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882082658259254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171785122895624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875904267952821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005329729756086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364634198910452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741261357143042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118412108191867,0.0,0.15429584199556495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961579191622614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871568140850395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763474123545133,0.0,0.0,0.11762989533838394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640998015064605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446188154096306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881738668982376,0.0,0.0,0.20880884989604484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791294013708352,0.0,0.0,0.6165710691032791,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ringringitsreddit,2019/06/13,"Any parents here? 21 year old mother of a 1 year old. I'm on the spectrum, and trying to figure out how my deficits may translate to parenting.",1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,81.41379310344827,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.1640252873563228,112,5,22,1,3,37,26,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698026083882803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6079036033897242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6432712919500958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966616517209737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730659801173101 autism,Bellboyatyourservice,2019/06/13,"Got something to ask. When I was young I was on the higher end of the spectrum, but as I’ve gotten older I’ve gotten much better socially. I’m 15 now. One of the things that unfortunately stuck with me throughout was holding a conversation. Sometimes I just can’t think of what to say to keep a discussion going. Any tips for improvement?",1.96318181818182,4.666794939393941,3.718409090909091,83.09761363636366,84.45454545454547,6.330303030303031,23.40151515151515,7.645422480735847,1.45818787878788,270,10,50,5,8,90,50,66,0.084,0.7979999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.5023,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,4,1,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177889383483649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994014574950899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832454479977985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836568076302585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201210463296036,0.0,0.2561425380785889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28466331423573576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542919939885534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170176164642828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25468495832819943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264664718030737,0.0,0.2465531033518211,0.3167470105256736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276764290825592,0.2052107658598897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Tyffere,2019/07/28,"So, I might have autism I've recently discovered that I've had problems with understanding people, and it wasn't until I genuinely asked, ""Why do we keep saying goodnight to each other"". Before now, I had basically assumed the only reason I didn't have autism was due to my empathy. But apparently, I've just kind of assumed I had great empathy because no one corrected me. Anyways, I need a little help, maybe someone to talk to.",8.581666666666667,7.564133308641978,9.351944444444447,64.08125000000001,61.5925925925926,12.544444444444444,40.003086419753096,11.698219412168324,4.921664197530864,342,16,57,9,4,117,60,81,0.064,0.851,0.085,0.3832,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,1,15,14,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,1,9,2,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231054488515508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547876900562726,0.0,0.20307349453114076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631123663624784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599620029810796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121230037605125,0.0,0.2485171550132402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391899036548353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975590957287074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531698391293113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176955883051196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171535414369706,0.18150400920683407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544979756022332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835573182865676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453718527751731,0.2356379934651823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978398575258545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220729281866096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181775635981194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844297093748746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534442258403544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Barnettkvb,2019/07/28,"Trying to avoid freaking my roommates out? I genuinely have no clue if I'm on the spectrum or not bc I hate going to the doctor/psychiatrist but it's definitely plausible (even probable), so I figured here would be the best place to post about this? Whenever I have excess energy or am excited about something I've historically gone out to the barn at my house to ""play"" (it's mostly just loud banging I'll be real) the drums, but the roommate who owned them moved and I found my only good outlet is gone. I often pop bubble wrap or rub some smooth rocks, but neither activity is quite as cathartic for when I'm /really/ worked up. Does anyone have any good suggestions for more high energy stimming (idk if that's the right word)? Lately I've just been going outside at night and like, waving my arms and hands around and stomping a lot but my roommates saw me doing that once and I felt like I looked like a lunatic even though it felt really good. :( Any advice? I don't really feel like dealing w my roommates if they walk in on me literally banging pots and pans together in a dark barn at midnight. I know this seems like an asinine question but I genuinely can't think of anything else and I'm going nuts so I'll take any suggestions. Normally I wouldn't care what anyone thought but considering I have to live w them and see them every day and genuinely am trying to socially interact w them more and that's hard enough as is, I'm kind of stuck?",3.582424242424242,5.503017283216785,4.8183391608391615,81.74238053613054,73.72027972027972,8.123310023310024,26.601981351981355,8.841846274778883,2.119110023310024,1157,42,221,24,24,382,164,286,0.083,0.757,0.16,0.9788,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,3,13,16,1,1,11,0,17,2,2,0,0,48,41,28,0,6,15,0,7,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,1,10,3,0,7,6,3,0,0,9,11,26,13,26,28,9,27,0,0,3,0,12,14,0,12,10,133,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464426944401562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934596163568544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640664924772923,0.0,0.096544804333991,0.1044401499658579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312066387347807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961610491504066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566203969213534,0.12095232054170492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008253934985448,0.10266799119856057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800625314252673,0.0,0.0,0.12122347489602807,0.0,0.154978214402662,0.0,0.09884761112631926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932078782108539,0.08381381398121464,0.22529222473519595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863591160854554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000278918804783,0.29520869675032263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509615567911076,0.11582973983072385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239555870679729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353721461752753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217128392115358,0.06447629809701104,0.0,0.13234267413251194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865844377064289,0.0,0.10359618223148308,0.0,0.09851970186254416,0.0,0.0,0.09974172383418063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469316236194665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009737502716367,0.11494921525191334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494254134702965,0.0,0.08922755389041212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257498916260336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236064258847137,0.0,0.12649138017179928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142584979180758,0.12478483074204995,0.0,0.1335364540983096,0.2254756175574336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019109626250057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348927722831776,0.10680420924034227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959351138781515,0.0,0.09031907996724818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882104419523301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517426193330744,0.11526683042996183,0.093139400331861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930588492326875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541074710268308,0.0,0.0,0.08334114230697931,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DrXylazine,2019/07/28,"What is the best way to interact with non-verbal autistic person in social situations? Hi r/autism! I have recently become close friends with a guy in my town who has a brother-in-law that is non-verbal autistic. My wife and I have been invited to several family parties where his brother-in-law is there. I always feel like I’m being a jerk because I just don’t know how to greet him or interact with him to make him feel included. I say a cursory hello but it doesn’t feel like enough. Is there more that I can do? How should I approach him in social situations? Any help or advice appreciated. I really want to do better by him.",2.8118611309949912,4.692941811023623,4.9867430207587695,79.87384395132428,75.77165354330708,8.397709377236936,25.71868289191124,9.095868883498916,2.224455118110236,498,18,97,12,11,173,79,127,0.013999999999999999,0.762,0.225,0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,5,0,15,0,0,3,0,18,22,6,0,2,4,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,16,5,12,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,2,3,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788362431787086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227982298185522,0.0,0.0,0.12445376411312532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115618144818494,0.2021212846957438,0.0,0.0,0.19205876657928952,0.16185836819154126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890992976850078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252649488072885,0.0,0.2776076001296715,0.2614862075805563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139385416328296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120967517702466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226684238717332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057806623619138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788198727819647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216127184752745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979815692033436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172415407763048,0.0,0.18070129608273672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553770254501475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067503519420684,0.0,0.0,0.4114240914848079,0.0,0.3731133599414881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794463673594863,0.14526562314210956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Santademonreal,2019/07/28,"My ability to handle change seems to be improving. I recently noticed that big changes don't seem to be anywhere near as stressful for me, as they were, before. For example, I switched to the new YouTube layout, and didn't mind it. When twitter changed their layout, recently, I was only mildly annoyed, at first. I quickly got used to it, and I no longer mind it. This is unusual, because change used to trigger meltdowns, and stress. The only explanation I can think of, is an antipsychotic that I started taking last year. Whatever the case, I'm glad I'm improving.",5.2285,7.032291314285715,5.8239880952380965,76.68455357142858,69.19047619047619,9.05952380952381,35.98214285714286,9.516144504307137,3.728928571428572,448,24,77,10,8,145,72,105,0.10099999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,2,4,1,2,4,0,9,0,0,3,0,11,19,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,11,1,13,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,9,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892917629316341,0.0,0.1241360421116158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6173012422961851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408835904196558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667629440077736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891445476056765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946013267484647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089511213559774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608923591360142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221901823104458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880845473942926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656135656791621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325703263350776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342179200550706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968617334345268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347620239607092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199286423316475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394413686544756 autism,PizzaCat24,2019/07/28,My husband was just diagnosed My husband was just diagnosed with autism. He is 26 years old. I have always known he was on the spectrum though. It’s a huge aspect that I love and admire about him. But communication has always been very difficult between us. I am very emotional and apparent with my feelings. He is a closed book and not expressive. It’s hard for him to share his emotions. I would love to know what would be some good books or resources on communication between neuro typicals and those on the spectrum.,4.207033218785796,6.731282051546394,4.792714776632302,79.8976174112257,73.84536082474227,8.02245131729668,29.33447880870561,8.841846274778883,2.6345702176403214,417,18,74,9,9,133,65,97,0.027000000000000003,0.763,0.21100000000000002,0.9538,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,12,4,0,0,0,18,16,7,0,2,5,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,11,5,11,9,1,7,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,2,2,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326726267688019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985436989175176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416919372503445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992708612519238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646731421473465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175874027836549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789839241061094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35439281612622536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060163758467694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289422731662573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361620397784132,0.0,0.0,0.3239873008460604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278935842844361,0.0,0.0,0.12643073794418366 autism,Webbs-V,2019/07/28,"Anyone else thinks how mental health hospitals can help neurotypical but not autism Writing from third world country ... Recently read about ppl who benefit from hospitalization when having a mental issue , which is great, but does anyone else thinks this doesn't apply to ppl with this specific diagnosis?? .. my own therapist advised against it when I was super suicidal, mentioning how it would be better to have at home (known environment) medication (he's a psychiatrist and provide me meds) I stayed home for 2 weeks while on his medical care and my fully supportive mom. At the time I didn't have the diagnosis, he just knew a place like that wouldn't help me and would prove harmful and he signed my relief and made himself personally responsibly for my mental health (I had signed myself in)... anyone else with like or otherwise experiences??",9.673418367346935,9.948310585034015,9.07556972789116,62.72315051020411,58.795918367346935,12.7921768707483,36.742346938775505,12.161744961471696,4.831993877551022,684,27,107,20,8,218,101,147,0.036000000000000004,0.7170000000000001,0.247,0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,13,4,0,3,1,26,19,13,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,1,7,7,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,13,9,14,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,8,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554767638961086,0.3743670351710737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771401751532513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417378235750587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657990245734343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052216210193072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913471928743415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427472729734927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891573536750884,0.0,0.0,0.16326753945598854,0.0,0.24433209666625605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271178964748063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900161310245658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524134853345568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528206291997333,0.24538272688570706,0.36820927908890055,0.0,0.0,0.14263984961272588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634298161874768,0.12724540761096875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182370419052972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025366861640613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981273033906987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321930856027725,0.13820669514469666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414084429934393,0.0,0.15607718453669367,0.0,0.0,0.07101716334079528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769319004442716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303330305903492,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ashmoKB,2019/07/28,"Need advice regarding my little cousin w/ autism I’m not sure if this is the right subreddit for this but imma go out on a limb anyways. So I have this lil cousin, 11 years old, with autism but im not sure where he is on the spectrum. I’ve noticed that whenever we go to social events he retreats into himself and looks violently uncomfortable, avoids everyone he can. It’s so clear that he does not want to be there but his family doesn’t do anything to help him out, they think by forcing him out of his comfort zone he’ll magically be cured. Anyways, we’re going on a trip to universal studios soon and I just know it’s going to be hard for him to have fun. I’ve tried talking to him when he gets uncomfortable but I cant get thru to him, he doesn’t give any real responses, just a nod or shake of his head. Is there anything I could do to make his experience a little better? Im really out of my depth here, thank you!!!",2.804218750000004,4.151500567708332,4.459291666666665,85.88987500000002,74.57291666666666,7.828333333333332,24.77916666666667,8.447377352677275,1.455107916666666,727,23,157,13,15,245,115,192,0.11699999999999999,0.772,0.11,0.6574,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,1,12,9,1,2,6,0,15,1,1,1,3,31,31,11,0,4,11,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,2,19,6,25,26,0,24,0,0,1,0,26,13,0,2,5,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115184437009166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518793981654613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545774910547716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680219649009906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349967020412532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353618135707421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780369973531085,0.0,0.15130705968174998,0.14581886445618433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162819367226722,0.14838348296252807,0.35163362204173154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856320812320452,0.0,0.15874666076205354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367897571890013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341626349425265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500827318087786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100606863014709,0.0,0.0,0.12989253379635388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032503323831188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469351696197208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610459967363087,0.16231100358817124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606009812342338,0.09909219076706474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209617072865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767713387358864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915687919676703,0.0,0.0,0.12432620330738885,0.0,0.14240888107213145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911292030107588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501780177037263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123447597919956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996090717340678 autism,MrSluagh,2019/07/28,"Has anyone else stopped openly identifying as autistic because of people throwing the ""autism card"" at them every time they don't find an emotional appeal adequate in an argument? I.E. ""Oh, but you're autistic, so that explains why you don't understand why your rights end where my feelings begin, you poor confused thing.""",7.606071428571429,9.59512175,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,63.64285714285714,9.171428571428573,37.214285714285715,9.516144504307137,3.9854428571428566,262,13,38,5,4,80,49,56,0.192,0.784,0.024,-0.8431,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037608461187006,0.2789706949341424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597201820770185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227444939658674,0.306264802998478,0.2411485946315802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293974948244832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766685873451934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488479782293889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887563181955698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251534583840475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762820164901645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088273113924225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876163402351798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834405430968228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913589614531599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,spectrumguy1,2019/10/04,"Curious about magic mushrooms I'm high functioning autistic and have ADHD,anxiety,and depression I've been wanting to try microdosing Psilocybin mushrooms for some time now and just wondering if anyone else has tried it?",8.286666666666669,11.199482351351357,8.036216216216218,59.413963963963965,63.32432432432432,12.500900900900902,42.06306306306306,11.855464076750405,6.671187387387388,185,11,23,7,3,59,33,37,0.1,0.838,0.062,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952186453073622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994238824315594,0.3369498221049661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832414993750875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27471534949130433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474523444259901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175743299469789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44654060786379934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939666307764043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35662817412193804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,squawk_kwauqs,2019/10/04,"Can neurotypicals stim? I've been a big supporter of neurodiversity for a while, and in the hopes of sort of placing myself in other people's shoes, I've been learning a lot about Autism recently. Something that stood out to me is stims. There are several stims that I do, regularly. I'm neurotypical, so I don't really know if I can call what I do stimming or not. Can neurotypicals stim? I just really don't want to offend someone or sound insensitive by saying that I stim if that's not the right thing to say.",4.857454031117398,5.959078168316838,6.510410183875532,74.0850495049505,69.29702970297029,10.127864214992927,28.289957567185287,10.290406445055957,2.852605657708628,409,14,80,11,7,141,65,101,0.038,0.884,0.079,0.5786,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,0,15,17,7,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,8,2,12,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,7,2,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622075126182585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550467263988862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112302949611133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831052107652849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802328114460814,0.0,0.268287018976381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32900774565081825,0.0,0.253545482542728,0.0,0.0,0.2192940886870808,0.0,0.40841352906556216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900954164989997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175741902968696,0.1976866315603575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913980389477872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059740096457165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145920700305515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,finsandfangs,2019/10/04,"I thought I could never be loved or liked, but I might be wrong I've been talking to a girl (also on the spectrum) and I think I might have a date! She's amazing and so kind and we have similar interests and hobbies. I don't want to rush in or go too fast, but I really like her and she's so much easier to talk to. We're meeting on Monday and I think I've found someone I don't have to mask with. I don't have to second guess or analyse everything she says, I just feel safe with her. I'm probably overexcited, but I hope this doesn't fade out or disappear. Even if we end up as just friends, I'm so happy I met her.",0.27266142616507594,1.9067444525547472,2.817810218978103,93.63043234138128,82.57664233576642,6.843121841661987,21.487366647950587,7.882392219407189,0.7856439079169006,478,15,117,9,13,166,80,137,0.067,0.66,0.273,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,0,1,34,27,19,0,4,10,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,11,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,4,2,21,10,14,18,1,14,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,9,8,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438887157637496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414156171905766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099259340966932,0.0,0.0,0.12751336709938735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735085974838917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761621558500806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167876120300771,0.14915657507882818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971963642667046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126757844620596,0.0,0.0,0.2055144415315436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175072464769652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104079577489248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863733461419305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742429002049447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096092756417286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192026521727708,0.0,0.1488986736617944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814979520731605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367826581036435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352792654896555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357790293223215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103463370991552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740827722848466,0.0,0.1532669426049265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387094869816032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110792434144082,0.0,0.0 autism,vettechick99,2019/10/04,"Need help as a teacher I am now teaching high school after 15yrs in elementary. I am a co-teacher so my job is to make sure my special needs kids are taken care of. This year I have a high-functioning 11th grader on the spectrum. He’s super smart, very attentive, but very anxious and extremely disorganized. One of his goals this year is to keep his binder organized. It’s a hot mess and every time I look at it’s somehow gotten into a worse mess. How can I help him LEARN organization? I don’t want to do it for him, I want to teach him methods and tricks. But I feel like me showing him isn’t enough. What has helped you (or your ASD kid) learn to keep school work organized? Thank you!",2.088115384615385,4.089232064285714,3.4442857142857166,89.54994505494507,78.35714285714286,6.593406593406595,22.91208791208791,7.61054688173877,0.8968296703296708,539,17,116,8,13,176,94,140,0.126,0.701,0.17300000000000001,0.4162,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,3,4,10,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,2,1,21,24,9,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,20,7,14,22,1,10,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,2,6,69,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907503404411268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721519345340645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744652672741291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226184251320714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537469422481196,0.12062514682109532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395260524847762,0.3567946661565969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755572784886028,0.3001599745181938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249067363221801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417899143046217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127074463223464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503975165628833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144158712597129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417666693955265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913737617827006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545268425583195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984567097991805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786348017295814,0.1991820184368579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292345879486825,0.0,0.17207068242433562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174653358795722 autism,NE0NCHERRY,2019/10/04,"Music and Autism Do any of you guys have a strong connection with music? Has it helped you with your autism? If so, how? Also, does any song or music genre get you to stim in any way?",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,83.73684210526315,4.852631578947369,12.13157894736842,5.985473137389443,-1.275810526315789,140,1,33,1,4,44,30,38,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28451957299462594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7258340139068431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113481407504687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588195690218687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35228115123658643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384738758551163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824040212290541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,feelsbadthrowawayone,2019/10/04,"I just found out my brother has autism, how can I become a better sister for him? My brother and I are 10 years apart, I’m currently in my second year of college and he’s starting 4th grade. He was just diagnosed with Autism, I’m not very educated on it and would like to know more to help support my brother. We’re pretty separate but I help him out on homework and I’m hoping to teach him how to play tennis since that was a really fun sport for me and it helped me grow a lot as a person. I’m not sure about what to do and any advice would help.",1.5936440677966104,3.0685458220339012,3.5120000000000005,90.90037288135592,78.0677966101695,6.4149152542372905,21.122033898305087,7.1686216300943375,0.4388922033898308,429,11,97,5,10,145,75,118,0.02,0.745,0.235,0.9775,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,1,23,17,10,0,3,5,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,13,7,16,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,2,5,61,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195370309134634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595997061654272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208081380586625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682276739625466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029258082623831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921407793565784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360382765126679,0.0,0.0,0.1985766453764647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987687698791826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767621261736416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699742299690004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457208204420252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034017553902536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808095080591855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653850314282238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415122269462991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687938739912675,0.18843264949272087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496405555904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28405056467474404,0.0,0.0,0.2574980837104417 autism,lelpd,2019/10/04,"Do not know what to say when my girlfriend is upset, but the reason she’s upset is her own fault Hi. So naturally I can come across as rude without meaning to and my relationship has been a struggle at times, but I feel like I am getting better and better. But I do feel like I need some advice right now on what’s just happened and how to react to it. Last night my gf had her laptop resting on the end of her bed while she was lying in bed, I told her to be careful and she said it’s fine. As I’m sure you can guess she kicked it off the bed. When she turned it on the screen is all messed up and the picture won’t work properly. I avoided saying “I told you so “and said “ohh that sucks let’s leave it and tomorrow we can check and see if it works”. Now ofc I know it’s not gonna work, it’s broke, I just wanted to stop her being upset for now. But what do I say when she turns it on and it doesn’t work? I genuinely don’t know and it’s really winding me up. What I WANTED to say is “ok this sucks and I’m sorry but it was your own fault you shouldn’t be so careless” and also “what are you going to do because you need a laptop for uni?”. I know from past experiences that this is an unnecessary thing to say as much as I think it should be. Am I supposed to go “awww it’s ok”... because like i know it’s not ok and she now has an issue, I don’t want to seem like I’m patronising. And surely I can’t just reply that every time she brings it up. I feel sorry for her that it’s broke but I don’t really know what to do? I know she’s going to keep on talking about this broken laptop all day and I don’t know what to keep replying every time she goes “I can’t believe my laptop is broke!”. We’ve had arguments before where I kept on reminding her that the reason she’s upset is because she messed up, which has made her even more upset. So I want to avoid this Anyway sorry if it’s a stupid question and if anyone wants any further info just ask. Thanks",0.8406443679291691,2.3440980373831763,3.0287998032464363,93.40850221347765,80.30841121495327,5.720216428922776,18.50614854894245,6.4704718818221325,-0.20747757009345769,1512,31,359,13,38,516,176,428,0.18899999999999997,0.716,0.095,-0.9924,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,6,0,6,21,34,4,8,11,3,41,0,0,5,4,77,90,39,0,12,17,0,3,4,2,4,0,7,3,0,36,18,0,6,18,0,1,5,13,20,0,0,11,12,58,14,40,70,8,40,0,3,2,0,43,17,2,7,22,243,94,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814656973673187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666891153181012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056692717892379674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829245233578596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793730248680404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246005264009022,0.0,0.07093955101408922,0.09392655628444972,0.0,0.14746345153631582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499866108026223,0.0,0.0,0.07181366757703793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053765101889925324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383880694396154,0.0,0.0,0.05506340776684035,0.0,0.14048132737121258,0.0,0.0,0.0815493531351926,0.0,0.0,0.12645924750517198,0.11911543137930115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355604645978332,0.0,0.142138911818138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183863392799783,0.0,0.07372155173812829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701394766722917,0.0,0.14820162209030352,0.0,0.0,0.36653251757698296,0.06795559038538522,0.0,0.08827408149786159,0.0,0.08524885556807699,0.0,0.1629164802434446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788842873306861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081158200400294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061284660673622836,0.12363180061422085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823469483818403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958365456355758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339061217194547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681463343217576,0.17143122599583507,0.0,0.0895054310103171,0.0,0.07119533812378294,0.1586030525065055,0.3314856714815674,0.0,0.0,0.06643305594520542,0.07589458618146122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799690705728192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969891266520267,0.0,0.08715374914772357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714565089946667,0.0,0.0,0.06700759025254452,0.0,0.07675353784922992,0.0,0.0,0.055385622646867035,0.05341848922907544,0.0,0.0,0.14583667380703744,0.0,0.0,0.1593223228282276,0.0,0.0,0.1813596699973827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458613800103269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036323704570059,0.0,0.24276995646194435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,single_use_plastic,2019/10/04,"I make friends only to watch them slowly drift away. It can take weeks, months, years (and in the most painful cases, decades), and every time a familiar pattern comes up like some unreplied messages to an old friend or 'the gang' starts regularly going out without inviting me, I'm reminded of every single person I've ever valued who can no longer stand to keep me as a friend. I'm reminded of the times I've reached out to friends for support and been completely blanked, only to watch them post ""mental health awareness"" shite reminding people to ""check on their friends""all over social media. I'm past being lonely. I'm just bitter these days. I just shouldn't make friends. I should just be a cunt to everyone. It's probably what they deserve. And it keeps them from pretending to be my friend.",7.015428784489187,7.5888565234899374,6.309619686800897,79.31299030574199,64.30201342281879,9.038329604772557,33.334079045488444,8.841846274778883,2.7581224459358693,638,25,113,9,9,195,102,149,0.09699999999999999,0.721,0.182,0.9177,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,0,4,12,2,0,7,0,8,2,0,2,1,21,21,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,4,0,0,1,3,11,8,21,15,3,22,0,1,2,0,15,7,1,3,11,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904530425869098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831528309289585,0.14400937288654667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857970168145095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424137936026206,0.2314474191052917,0.1312442767821176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6366998753369194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805944725975987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599714535856656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416684823443285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710251032584978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833650338307234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384169861678769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963184868067744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441262317374861,0.0,0.0,0.20892246990798075,0.1461506025737635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311165818004435,0.09522153395704652,0.11992914778407088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154379979340514,0.0,0.14808705615766835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400115249981956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721738195456953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558637054787476,0.0,0.0,0.10327047308160968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018034754824353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101742761768673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324009685360195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844921070370597 autism,ImOnlyChasingSafety,2019/10/04,"How can I help my autistic younger brother more? So my younger brother is younger than me by 3 years and currently in his low twenties. I have a good relationship with him. He functions fine and he can talk and express himself but is unable to read or write or recognise numbers. He’ll usually timidly ask me what something says or to type something for him into YouTube (YouTube seems to be his main interest). I was wondering if I could perhaps teach him some things as I’m one of the only people my brother is truly comfortable with and trusts. I’m not really knowledgeable so I would appreciate any input.",4.347739130434782,6.628538078260871,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,72.56521739130434,7.730434782608696,34.97826086956522,8.548686976883017,3.1618869565217387,489,27,86,9,10,155,82,115,0.03,0.792,0.17800000000000002,0.9585,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,21,16,13,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,16,5,12,11,3,6,0,1,0,0,19,3,0,7,3,59,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308593071593598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237946795283758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032177395780662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348374413036192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060294211749485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724729291227404,0.19357795851349366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645579394161898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545941762068177,0.0,0.16305542342127458,0.0,0.0,0.2732649166681441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240873290393505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317102720398018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918920188342312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457779332277687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690952983117284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803236567348738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760218284090368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080746904461725,0.0,0.0,0.16390594700220135 autism,Spark565,2019/10/04,Deodorant was sprayed in my mouth yesterday. At school yesterday a bully sprayed deodorant in my mouth. He was told to apologise and he did yet when he left the room he stared at me smirking. He was also told he had to stay inside at break and lunch but I saw him walking around with his friends. Why did he spray deodorant at me?,2.899128205128207,5.077925707692311,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,76.53846153846155,8.025641025641027,27.756410256410252,8.841846274778883,2.200794871794871,261,11,54,6,6,82,42,65,0.031,0.882,0.087,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,7,1,10,0,0,16,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,0,4,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549842898633623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384416698413484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24634277708359226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464315395432962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32269329859840096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398517557085077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093498215634358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877125988247677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ActiveAnxiety12,2019/10/04,"Just got diagnosed with autism. Concerned about futuree career prospects I was diagnosed with high functioning autisn....everything makes so much more sense now. However, I am concerned because my future career goal is to become a gay porn star. I'm afraid my autism may make me mentally underage and disqualify me or something? Can anyone help me out on what it takes on being a gay porn star with autism?",5.96125,8.437912625000003,5.478888888888887,77.155,68.58333333333334,9.244444444444444,31.44444444444445,9.725611199111238,3.3962611111111105,327,14,53,8,6,100,55,72,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.644,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,2,0,10,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,2,2,32,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884000115722804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463284332330308,0.29827232507976953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482329879801093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427225014120303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600053993869575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102297369210726,0.2853449580340196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605491291381158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721681597529786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853334229039735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791393669728805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305986565371506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,trickmind,2019/10/04,Can holding ears be a stim? My younger son doesn't do it because of noises it's more just when life makes him uncomfortable. He hates the transition from home to school and school to home it seems so he holds his ears doing that.,1.907608695652172,4.374768456521739,2.1066956521739115,96.34482608695652,81.82608695652175,5.419130434782609,20.069565217391304,6.742157984588678,0.07084869565217389,183,5,40,2,5,55,39,46,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,5,3,2,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818153587301363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944681078579241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983543503500546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106685041739032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908958604739704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6037062053571017,0.0,0.2715229564723858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,velvert,2019/10/04,"Does anyone here ever say ""ow"" when they meant ""ew"" or vice versa? I'll do this and people will be like ""what happened"" and ill be like ""nothing"" instead of explaining that I meant ""ew"" lol",2.9401801801801817,4.5250568918918965,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,74.67567567567569,6.014414414414415,23.144144144144143,6.42735559955562,0.5492954954954961,143,4,29,1,3,46,31,37,0.067,0.745,0.188,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28925695383721545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36201700837594203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37420019226410056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36581874039347095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042094895377187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969402448363826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867958847356944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32897753218928555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,progene15,2019/10/04,"Trying to learn more about my son. My son is 11 and he was diagnosed as being on the autism spectrum around 3 years old. His motor functions such as crawling, walking, and holding a crayon were delayed by a few years, and his verbal abilities were delayed as well. Currently he's at a 2nd grade level in reading and math and he's set to go into junior high next year. He has delayed verbal acquisition where he takes a while to respond to you but his words come out sounding like he just ran down the block before hand. When he initiates conversation with you it's usually a reference to something unrelated to the moment. He has no problem making eye contact but his eyes are always wide open like you just told him something profound. The doctor recommended that he take adderall a few years back because he's easily distracted, stems frequently on things that spin or make noise, and is very fidgety sometimes where he can't stay seated for more than a minute. I'm glad he's high functioning, but I was hoping some of you on here might have some experience in ways we can help him progress educationally or at the very least have some insight on boys similar to him. He doesn't have any of the common issues you first hear about when autism is brought up like avoiding eye contact, rocking back and forth or spinning, being nonverbal, being over emotional, freaking out over external stimuli, etc. People often don't know he's on the spectrum until they try to talk to him. I feel like he's just scratching the surface of his abilities, but he's regressing when it comes to paying attention in class and we're thinking of taking him off the adderall for a week via his teacher's recommendation to see if things improve. He use to do his homework without a ton of coaching, but lately when you try to get him to answer a question or something he just gives you a deer-in-the-headlights look and sometimes acts like he doesn't know how to answer things he use to answer with no problem. It's SO frustrating. Thanks for reading this. I hope some of you can provide some tips or insight. I'm very worried that he'll regress even further in his new school next year and not be able to make friends. Junior highschool can be overwhelming enough for any kid, I can only imagine how much worse it could be for kids with cognitive disabilities.",8.142340009770397,7.510684629213483,7.653629702002933,74.65043966780655,62.258426966292134,10.255984367366883,37.32535417684417,9.43228470229965,3.4327879824132883,1880,80,337,28,23,592,235,445,0.09699999999999999,0.767,0.136,0.9638,1,1,3,0,0,0,35.0,1,8,1,2,23,18,1,3,20,0,30,6,4,7,0,78,59,33,0,6,17,2,3,5,1,2,2,2,1,3,11,21,0,6,14,4,1,7,8,7,1,1,7,10,30,11,60,43,14,67,0,1,5,0,61,29,0,16,33,211,41,13,0.09187192391719648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644480040548501,0.0,0.0,0.12495211737240848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178549026527705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128767715379442,0.0,0.05600427209555471,0.0,0.07817624056660276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827905511715296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335225556139377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932480688871486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403480707599346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334354878394968,0.0,0.0949282563197507,0.1024614804139932,0.06068053928255779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986837043106577,0.0,0.0,0.04645320517498256,0.06563332080332354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814621155117323,0.0,0.0,0.07098002052026511,0.0,0.04799928837291166,0.08813192088178959,0.052212931551460263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354633530272968,0.0,0.06157981402465532,0.19413546347431512,0.0,0.18249910019824697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589041949436737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098081345302637,0.0,0.1036355318379342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441990697908046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714927755514657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397566783572825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746159287639647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753643499818912,0.0,0.0,0.0887304766094221,0.1954136667003821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640412963004123,0.0,0.0,0.06987273804647337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369242429016415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758180472288287,0.0,0.0,0.10291758066478712,0.0,0.18379357152913287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297929181213296,0.07321002866391818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218248646267573,0.18172736382623814,0.0,0.0,0.09792324694729077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722875955118286,0.07384317239801634,0.0,0.08458332416070036,0.0,0.0,0.18310687189629726,0.05886781922044133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778756038768662,0.0,0.1871250171249166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586956893441649,0.10118394462714628,0.22741187651375164,0.0,0.07292365691940786,0.07369411573735175,0.0,0.08260389297606824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856125619892705,0.0,0.0,0.09330039830722484,0.09362533930966514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958125343166497 autism,squirtle02,2018/12/02,"Anyone Else Worry About there Facial Expressions and how do you not worry about .it. Im 16 with Autism and was diagnosed 2 years ago. I constantly worry about my facial expression and how to not look ""Creepy"" Around other people. How do i do it.",2.7112765957446814,5.321636297872342,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,79.63829787234042,7.164255319148936,17.910638297872342,8.238735603445708,1.012211914893617,194,4,35,4,5,63,33,47,0.061,0.838,0.10099999999999999,0.2292,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,3,0,10,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857606295682174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452471484228054,0.24108896937851446,0.0,0.20946368306857052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542718194429071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882089457164374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965599508780415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416049068467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975897163465596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631248982198502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7168647518455908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152316807011915 autism,endofthegame,2018/12/02,"Females with autism, were you diagnosed wiyh other things before autism? This is a bit of a long shot. I know females with autism present a bit differently than males. Have any of you been diagnosed with something else before realising it was autism? What things were you diagnosed with? What made you think it wasn't a good fit? 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Mine are video gaming and Model railroading. My bank account and I argue a lot, sometimes it makes me sleep on the couch, or shop at Walmart. 😓",2.5265384615384607,4.985538000000002,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,79.25641025641026,4.925641025641027,25.134615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.7313538461538459,158,6,30,1,4,49,38,39,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,21,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791682902879473,0.0,0.0,0.37621972278823856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564025534745485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574331044374169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MsSmiley1230,2018/12/02,"Evaluation tomorrow This is my first time posting but I’ve been lurking for a while. My daughter turns two at the end of the month. At home, she speaks (says about 40-50 words though she does not use two word sentences), points, makes plenty of eye contact, plays pretend, etc. At daycare, she apparently does none of this. She stays away from the children, does not talk, does not make eye contact, acts afraid of other kids, etc. At home she does display some red flag behaviors like lining up her toys in rows. But overall, at home, her behavior seems fairly average. Yet at daycare, she acts completely different and they have suggested an evaluation. Tomorrow she has her initial evaluation from Early Steps. I’m so nervous. But I’m not nervous that she will be diagnosed (well, maybe a little). Mostly I am nervous that my concerns will be dismissed because she is talking, pointing, and making eye contact. The evaluator won’t see her in a school like environment. 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Like everyone else I got a story, but mainly I don't feel much. Haven't since I was a kid. I smell scents that others don't and let my life be controlled by numbers I don't get jokes and have a problem with being literal and not understanding nuanced conversation. I wear earplugs in restaurants and am hypersensitive to sudden noises. All of this I'm telling you I didn't know there were words to explain all of this. I was thinking my older sister was autistic and started looking up stuff and realized I might be, so I got tested. Damn. And I thought she was the odd one. 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Not sure if this is the right place to post so apologies in advance. For some context, I’m 23 and I have many diagnosed mental health issues. My parents were at a family event and they were discussing a child in our family that was recently diagnosed with autism. My mum told them a lot of his behaviours were similar to mine. My mum also told me doctors thought I might be autistic as a child, but they didn’t want me to be labelled so they never followed up with a diagnosis. I’ve read through so many pages of symptoms and I fit them very well. Should I seek diagnosis as an adult? Are there any benefits to being diagnosed? 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Thanks.",11.978288288288285,15.808014216216225,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,55.48648648648647,8.176576576576577,36.65765765765766,8.841846274778883,3.4363225225225227,214,9,28,3,3,56,27,37,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,7,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787999672374616,0.3827015987693689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631149782744384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157513569404267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354362308060733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417606413432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29469957464051355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520274790117916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,resumeherenow,2018/12/02,"At 28 years old, I'm realizing I may be slightly autistic or have autistic traits. I have taken the Autism Spectrum Quotient a couple of times the past few days and my scores have come up between 31-35 / 50. Thinking back on my life now, I realized I have always exhibited some autistic traits like the following: \-Sensitivity to noise such as vacuums, loud music at parties, people talking at work (so I wear earplugs). \-Sensitivity to changing environments like new schools. \-Not well socialized \-Growing up in grade school to high school I rarely made eye contact. Only until I learned it was an essential social skill have I learned to make eye contact. \-No close friends and no romantic relationships &#x200B; &#x200B; But traits that make me seem normal: \-I can make a first good impression with most people \-Average intelligence \-I can understand jokes, people's emotions, context, overall come off as normal \-Can hold down a job &#x200B; So, I have some autistic traits but I struggle in social situations and largely avoid them. Am I just poorly socialized or slightly autistic? Either way anyone have any tips to cope with whatever I have? &#x200B;",8.655694603903559,10.192943333333332,7.640995024875625,67.81915040183696,60.94029850746269,10.164714887102944,40.33716035208573,10.214889679676881,4.6005672407194815,954,50,139,20,13,293,134,201,0.038,0.8690000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.7088,1,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,1,3,7,9,0,2,7,0,15,4,3,4,0,34,27,12,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,8,0,2,7,1,1,4,3,2,1,1,3,3,18,7,22,22,5,27,0,0,2,0,10,12,0,7,12,87,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229255716574913,0.37654526145472855,0.4222832339900995,0.059082553948810464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060749723914726425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668066854990684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190934750726384,0.14968183028150764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613297887634008,0.0,0.05603152664165679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773024938971538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390155296218896,0.0,0.0,0.06712460708732693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287227088651445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179531515991196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621670839655395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136713347657927,0.0848920469063227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220959119963432,0.17398268310694626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391091373914504,0.0,0.0,0.17025129227370298,0.0,0.0,0.09116775785046054,0.0,0.0,0.06607746874553491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293843969733024,0.1806985510956267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327846067315472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263786839637449,0.0,0.07909386159613896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976587018247843,0.0,0.354259919334011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082764554764113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983224148101554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055670302802064565,0.0,0.0,0.050661433944514486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904469422957052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896267121659601,0.0,0.0,0.07811710702900028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632509323200977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222832339900995,0.05594898393088647 autism,SheSeesTheMoonlight,2019/10/24,"Why is evaluation so expensive? I'm currently looking in to get evaluated for an autism diagnosis, and I'm blown away by the prices. 2 to 4 thousand dollars for a single evaluation. These prices are ridiculous, and they don't accept insurance, either. I simply cannot afford this. Does anyone know any cheaper organizations that offer a professional diagnosis? I live in the USA. And why is it so expensive?? Do they expect people to really pay this? When they have autism and can barely work to make money at all?",3.8637234042553175,6.7603232446808565,5.901531914893623,69.49400000000003,77.19148936170214,8.866382978723406,26.421276595744683,9.3871,3.0785948936170215,411,16,66,12,10,142,67,94,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.7459,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,14,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,11,14,3,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741445852145536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354938044302455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30037902969324365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797812701084557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703581356543168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757048166899955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823106900675167,0.0,0.2684767374526701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134095899813883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164736749027075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481506755337406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769789395129368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327534319736043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,itsaboutyouandme,2019/10/24,"41 F very far on the autism scale. What I wish I knew: I have been thinking about posting this for months and it was postponed due to feeling ashamed, due to the anti-vax loolas and the general perceived fear of being autistic in societies. I am me. I'm very sensitive to noise, I take things very literally, I don't like crowds of people, I prefer to be in solitude. I am creative but I can't string the elements together with confidence to be creative, in work I can't decipher between who is my ally and who I need to watch out for. In friendships I miss the cues and subtle hints and I often say things that change the atmosphere I'm now 41. I wish I could turn back time and had the resources to help myself. I wish that me being non verbal until 3 was a sign that my parents could use to take to a doctor who knew what to do. I wish that I learnt how to behave as a child in other ways than screaming and shouting and my parents looking at me in despair. I wish I didn't have surgery on my own at 19 to remove an organ all because I couldn't communicate how this would affect me. I wish I wasn't raped and continued to suffer just because I couldn't attach emotion to it and spoke to my family about it in such a black and white way that they thought I was ok. I wish when I started my career in investment banking that I was able to read the emotions of my colleagues. I wish for so much more that I could change and change how I reacted knowing my autism. I wish I was diagnosed earlier and that I felt ok with me at 21 instead of 41. So much hurt would have been avoided. Life isn't a picture for anyone but when you know what you are because of a subtle Neuro change it helps you to function and make a better path in life.",5.427256267409469,4.8746592674094735,6.135848189415042,83.04249094707524,67.74651810584959,8.962729805013927,31.59902506963788,8.238735603445708,2.1356271866295264,1363,49,288,16,20,448,174,359,0.077,0.743,0.18,0.9907,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,2,15,13,1,3,16,2,33,5,0,7,1,59,62,25,0,18,3,2,2,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,23,17,0,1,10,1,2,1,8,9,0,0,15,10,52,4,49,36,5,31,0,4,4,1,15,16,0,1,12,207,75,4,0.07345891715729351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136418288127747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056485372945609534,0.0,0.13433962223420326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496844265004276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108391761904021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595290383082285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455925461659448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518831443133095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526278900402808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925052941969112,0.0826617045965934,0.03714303570822548,0.0,0.07053208036753811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847592744603398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863929013034482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074219950599612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377241125294016,0.03588831636982411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168698931108111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903439762033348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058634206836002005,0.0,0.10800151280389787,0.054468856277573606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313486845287056,0.0,0.0,0.05092716381661177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035333671646424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347879618353417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058417479348521636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199459965490399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104639272544914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760568089466518,0.0470695079733222,0.0,0.0583181747822196,0.04283448533538111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990220760805891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344491875047442,0.0,0.18183389968479197,0.0,0.11661653841662893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7602671648050129,0.0,0.0,0.053478966581990466,0.0,0.0,0.10436621421848792,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hello_sailor707,2019/10/24,"Behavior Question I’m totally new to this subreddit and autism just in general so bear with me. I work in a toddler room at a preschool, ages 16 months to 2 years old. I have a newer student ( he’s been in my class for about 3 months) who was recently diagnosed with autism. He is also nonverbal. He is the first child I have ever worked with that has special needs. I’m working with his parents and an early intervention therapist (through the school district) to help him adjust and learn ways to help him. He has recently developed a habit of spitting on the floor and rubbing his hands through it, his parents think it’s a sensory issue involving his mouth but he doesn’t typically play with his mouth and he doesn’t chew on toys any more than your average toddler. His EIT and I don’t think it has anything to do with his mouth. Does anyone have experience with this or have any idea what this behavior is? Any suggestions on how to stop him from doing it?",4.516753246753247,6.038041427807485,5.14228036669213,81.98552139037434,70.55080213903744,9.193124522536287,31.004201680672267,9.606745405546679,2.9041966386554625,765,33,149,18,14,246,111,187,0.016,0.9329999999999999,0.051,0.6381,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,9,0,17,7,5,1,2,28,22,11,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,10,13,1,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,17,2,27,20,2,23,0,0,0,0,26,9,0,2,13,96,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261758597006909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321885520004028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032278941617277,0.0,0.12983872522585516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014242775176382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807352131146394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272019553201953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543381990713714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420679041142647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151196021753813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811335722675467,0.0,0.16468034951530694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518754856201729,0.0,0.0,0.11699117602513062,0.0,0.15238400225746976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655625853542825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35038995520205723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767486600279447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31157558026729193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968083520801776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191036157143854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831936529974776,0.0,0.20219690549994165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523767622194867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34459511107515584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160454360122202 autism,glitterwitch18,2019/10/24,"Do you prefer to say 'I have autism' or 'I am autistic'? I'm not autistic. I've just heard different views on this issue and want to see what the people of Reddit think! My mum is an autism specialist and she has always said that a person *has* autism, not that they *are* autistic. She keeps changing her mind though! I was wondering this because with other disabilities, people seem to say they *have* the condition. Like 'I have ADHD' rather than 'I am ADHD'. Or 'I have dyspraxia' rather than 'I am dyspraxic'. So what do you all think?",0.9947058823529388,3.5981118039215723,2.216901960784316,91.28005882352943,92.72549019607844,5.072941176470589,18.564705882352946,6.742157984588678,0.3613717647058823,412,12,80,6,15,131,65,102,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.5781,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,0,1,19,24,6,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,15,1,8,21,1,1,0,0,2,0,13,1,0,4,1,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916162672353765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018729688267634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246810199159141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163681023849932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369276941330292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134786303859764,0.0,0.1817977471026371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992417308395757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651936416509808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359395182801195,0.17858975562603532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945570987861035,0.3253046622414626,0.0,0.0,0.1629857991246911,0.18619856639179555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211213773503744,0.20095199179170764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063847710975142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180660481800535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ansiotowerfan,2019/10/24,"[28F] I'm ruining my relationship with my [30M] partner and I don't know how to fix it We've been living together for 2 years now, and whilst we generally live harmoniously, I can see that I'm taking a toll on him just by my existence. I know it can't be easy living with someone who meltdowns, who needs the bed sheets making in a certain way because of sensory issues with creases, who can't accompany him to parties when we have to stay over because it's too loud. I try and deal with these things for him and spare him the anxiety I feel inside, but I find life so difficult to navigate that I'm constantly in a state of burnout. He's the one that witnesses my meltdowns, looks after me and I feel guilty every time. I live with constant guilt and worry. I've had talking therapies in the past but I've not been able to change my thinking patterns so far. I think he wants consistency more than anything. Some weeks I can keep on top of chores and put home cooked meals on the table and keep the house looking nice but other weeks I just can't do it. I soon run out of steam trying to juggle a stressful career that I'm often calling in sick for. I don't want him to feel like my care giver. How do people make it work when one of you is autistic? What can I do to reduce the pressure on him? What do people do to stop worrying all the time?",4.251215027977619,4.703048589928058,5.416786570743408,83.73514788169466,70.29496402877697,8.479936051159072,28.394084732214232,8.515128840125781,1.8657283772981608,1060,36,224,16,18,353,156,278,0.136,0.787,0.077,-0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,3,12,10,0,3,12,0,19,4,0,4,2,45,42,17,0,3,6,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,3,1,17,16,2,3,8,1,0,2,6,5,0,2,3,7,30,5,35,38,3,32,0,1,3,0,20,12,0,2,16,142,47,3,0.11784473511207495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015089980551301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697617597506562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436741134580697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033265038069035,0.0,0.1201505613866458,0.0,0.12466410409432704,0.0,0.0,0.2546965870940391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121492747355595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928927193367204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875751673231338,0.08418830231055781,0.0,0.0,0.10770795295505232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182078777898013,0.0,0.0,0.13597700218233089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299928643362525,0.0,0.20949163041223948,0.0,0.0,0.12952876902304986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323722149251596,0.057572985008265375,0.0,0.4162362404783785,0.0,0.19791979507838384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732455153335007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873803778803869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970928471531629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124961340741962,0.16339740258155966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846650772187828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265211433494044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093906996475035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998494616398413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560680788853915,0.0,0.09852347529163062,0.1349907459150833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860457484604085,0.09471913420385754,0.0,0.0,0.1347657248711605,0.0,0.07829080563382293,0.15102029579593718,0.0,0.0,0.13743242545221385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600176792190494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901575604181324,0.09353966551105282,0.18905587644412586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579237068561184,0.2393540976517632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758881457207671 autism,ClawMachineWizard,2019/10/24,"My dad keeps testing me I have Pathological Demand Avoidance which is a type of autism where demands give you a lot of anxiety. My dad keeps trying to push demands on me such as empty the dishwasher and whatnot. After he tells me once or twice, and I tell him I can’t because of anxiety, he starts telling me I don’t do anything around the house and that I’m selfish. This causes me to shutdown and then I can’t do anything for basically the rest of the evening, not even eating. He only does this on evenings when my mom comes home later because she tends to tells him to stop when she sees I’m getting anxious. I don’t know why he feels the need to make me anxious when it has never gotten the desired effect. I’m asking for advice, how do I get him to lay off?",4.509999999999998,4.897777866242038,5.3393694267515945,84.7453598726115,69.70063694267515,7.553885350318471,30.349681528662423,7.1686216300943375,1.6836705732484076,603,23,124,5,10,197,95,157,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.9384,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,11,2,0,1,8,0,10,2,0,4,1,22,28,11,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,6,1,4,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,1,2,22,0,18,27,2,16,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,2,9,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737757238906886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509355619795584,0.31764099866495604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313781737282232,0.12515003437887753,0.1314275549120249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139804518842394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441903467110934,0.0,0.12110112151383602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302646666354397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385306773987178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785642619262426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710837607722498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468992255361447,0.13486148817420818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101774280275606,0.0,0.0,0.1622156685270609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499159735304209,0.0,0.0,0.07726157924994899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951993721702693,0.0,0.0,0.09384126320303084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465089851528428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424164517914357,0.10842745372220536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971793271147898,0.0,0.10692086750716777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202766620887884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950645155532102,0.0,0.0,0.1175349592470863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915082912626022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544766539219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268556687873331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,imsorryforallofit,2019/10/24,"Why is it not normal to reply to ""how are you' with ""hello"" How are you just means hello in polite informal American speech, yet if you reply with hello people look at you weird. Or laugh",3.1947747747747783,4.842886675675679,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,74.13513513513513,7.095495495495496,17.738738738738736,7.793537801064563,0.5479441441441439,145,2,27,2,3,49,27,37,0.042,0.868,0.08900000000000001,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,6,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123863619719995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349337736972978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811574516883002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34045538688839777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431263729919033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,hey102,2019/10/24,"Anyone else like to run while holding an object while imagining things? Ok, this sounds weird, but let me explain. Sometimes, usually in an indoor, isolated place like my room or such, I like running pretty much back and forth while holding a small, skinny object. (Usually like a pencil, pen, when I did this as a kid I used a small plastic figurine, etc.). I like to run and imagine scenarios and cool things. I don’t exactly like imagine myself or what I’m holding in the world I’m imagining, running and holding something just helps. I’m 20 and have done this since I was roughly 5. I’ve never found anyone who mentioned doing the same thing and I’ve never found a specific definition or term for what I do even when I tried looking. It’s always been a secret and I’ve never told anyone I’ve done it. If anyone at least does this too or knows the specific definition definition and term for it it would be very helpful, thank you!",4.761869953251171,6.0808272099447525,5.616795580110503,79.5914747131322,69.7182320441989,8.221164470888228,29.94517637059073,8.617729084823388,2.374927411814705,739,29,135,12,13,242,103,181,0.023,0.772,0.205,0.9873,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,11,2,12,1,1,1,4,35,23,20,0,2,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,14,8,1,4,9,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,8,4,12,9,8,12,6,25,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,5,19,88,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926406783283617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36727221804734206,0.13454708098913512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097263815583443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491408233518248,0.2687603656131515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969629883185007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464502240417137,0.08673189706996406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28795883829570645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760344965526419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216693870885413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427783107378422,0.0,0.38492138341602544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027099098076787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653116465329396,0.0,0.3038331917270257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719555854194004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359391363239986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086245964904419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109221063575073,0.12987326085534434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089662108606165,0.0,0.0,0.2617182799276422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547649941134714,0.0,0.08915383150502447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341344652157255,0.2892484336590977,0.1083481002832132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328195455241996,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JaimeL_,2019/10/24,"What's the assessment like? So I finally have an assessment coming up after about a year's worth of work with my counsellor and GP to get it. To those who've done the assessment, what's it like? Is it interview based or more like a form-filling exercise? Does it vary much depending on the person doing the assessment?",4.141774193548386,5.996383177419357,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,72.06451612903227,10.766451612903225,28.529032258064518,10.793553405168565,3.5674735483870967,255,10,48,9,5,85,46,62,0.0,0.828,0.172,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,8,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967970905127485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151576554666115,0.3525916308067659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774348528094985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800118041546069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049853909873216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328199484422664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30084551377896285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508346223388349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187723942981666 autism,pantsRrad,2019/10/24,"Parents of an autistic kid, how would you want autism explained to non autistic kids? My kids are not autistic, and honestly where i grew up i did not come across many autistic people (that i knew of). I want to teach my young daughters that friends come in all shapes and sizes, but am not competent enough to explain autism to them. Any advice for what i can say to help them (and me) better understand?",7.646688311688313,6.945215454545455,6.322694805194807,84.01832792207794,63.28571428571429,9.258441558441561,34.83441558441558,8.07648339933343,2.4433402597402596,318,12,63,3,4,94,54,77,0.051,0.8,0.149,0.7862,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,18,13,5,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,11,3,11,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,1,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646341739562845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416132253972695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395110454287389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665608031889149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798210002017274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092285385440848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815194529074087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745606775087228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30070447509026993,0.0,0.0,0.18774681597557585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536042699134908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819246528727081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194636530927741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923769452929414,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GattToDaChoppa,2019/10/24,"Idea for nonverbal child/adult Halloween costume Okay, hear me out. Who here has played legend of Zelda? You remember how link, the main character, never talks? To be honest, I think that would be a great costume for nonverbal child / adult. Anyone who disagrees can leave their reasoning in the comments. I will be glad to listen to your guys's feedback. Happy Halloween!",3.629726495726498,6.8784325538461575,3.383589743589745,83.66752136752139,85.0,5.965811965811964,25.68376068376068,7.3871296695380915,1.901324786324786,296,12,46,5,9,89,52,65,0.047,0.6970000000000001,0.256,0.9481,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,2,1,9,10,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,8,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020140462718909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31852659192625793,0.0,0.28606838528464645,0.0,0.30755228510518395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32562491551158385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261465756881303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30591618073632104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282680960299894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970497400013243,0.0,0.0,0.32728107047675425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322165888624888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851231973006588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052348547730984,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,qwertrewq_,2019/10/24,"We have to look out for each other. [Trigger warning -- includes some statistics that are upsetting ] This is random but it's an issue that means a lot to me as it has affected me personally. I was reading about autism today, I guess sort of as a special interest (but that's besides the point.) It just made me realise how important it is, whether you have autism, or if you know people who are autistic, that you look out for them and that you talk to people if you're struggling, because not everyone understands us, as I'm sure we all know from experience and that can be hard. I found out that autistic children are 28x times as likely to attempt suicide \[[source](https://www.autistica.org.uk/what-is-autism/signs-and-symptoms/suicide-and-autism)\]. That breaks my heart, but your time and kindness could be the reason that they don't, it could make someone's day, be the spark of light that reminds them how wonderful they are. Remember to be calm, be mindful of people's needs and stay non-judgemental. Other mental health conditions are also more likely in autistic people \[[source](https://www.autism.org.uk/about/health/mental-health.aspx)\], such as: anxiety and OCD. Young people are more likely to struggle with these as well, so the same applies, be mindful of people's anxieties and other triggers (as I'm sure you all are) We can't all be professional counsellors, we can't always have all the answers and professional help is often needed but that doesn't mean you can't play a part. I'm sorry for the gloomy tone of this post but it's a really important issue. \---I would include the numbers you should call if you if you are concerned for your own, or somebody else's mental health but obviously this would vary by country. \---Of course this can apply to all people not just autistic people. \---This community is honestly so wonderful and I can't imagine how many lives have been bettered by it and how many friendships have been formed by it.",7.009672284644196,8.449163750000004,6.138258426966293,77.47411048689139,64.58988764044943,8.854681647940074,32.810861423220985,9.075114841892004,2.9067063670411994,1589,64,266,26,24,481,179,356,0.08199999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.136,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,2,92.0,5,11,4,2,13,16,0,3,12,0,41,3,1,10,8,80,59,36,1,11,17,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,29,18,0,0,12,2,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,4,29,13,34,42,14,13,0,0,2,0,26,5,0,14,8,195,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838729394160524,0.07115634945528516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308393555497103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052129896802428334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563215128423054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732162663580711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655549369935738,0.0,0.0,0.055150890306531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143783247730018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171441735264147,0.0,0.08365127696652475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376412636336763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942057626159499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660574017143792,0.0,0.0,0.3635989914571171,0.0,0.10133713793283,0.0573197227658069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851344140511402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905198836245434,0.0939949612299196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533672329070727,0.0,0.07551239307942947,0.0,0.14362418175776692,0.0,0.0,0.07270283609252193,0.0,0.08091751944208181,0.05708274398585625,0.17340005894816984,0.0,0.18630447712789652,0.0,0.0,0.2585407223934157,0.0,0.1726940178848432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681839398413672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926057377805996,0.0,0.4742894613007613,0.07466946883362655,0.0,0.0,0.08084047356327019,0.0,0.08190090432907325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855393665363247,0.0,0.054783883266983115,0.08792492162822492,0.0,0.0,0.09687321211572814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245761961958498,0.0,0.0,0.09572841215847164,0.0,0.09114891716137773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880025109557915,0.0,0.09354086990189513,0.0,0.1611960593443774,0.0,0.0,0.06873470206173901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997303965717136,0.0,0.08105938180091916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902540573297647,0.10286548889660603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688935602937813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547739546977787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214965447956585,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Orangecola2345,2019/10/24,i’m going to belgium in July on a school trip this will be my first time in a different country and i really hope i don’t have an anxiety attack whilst on that trip like i usually do on trips that are longer than 1 day long.,3.750340136054419,3.627191653061225,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,71.24489795918367,9.798639455782316,26.537414965986393,9.725611199111238,2.089606802721088,177,5,40,4,3,62,39,49,0.10099999999999999,0.779,0.12,0.2247,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,7,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491243731322904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37047837025372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100198509474035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34023905591968107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700107543315794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507663908699384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234478423013144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909806591483133,0.0,0.0,0.2881934896150429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086222531332234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32957917362518097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989143154808125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586618074240841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yurri,2019/06/10,"Best gaming console (and games) for a non-verbal 5 year old? I am looking for new thing for my 5 year old non-verbal son to do. As many here might probably relate to, he is difficult to engage in shared activities (not that we don't keep trying, but it's still only short spells when it works), and so he becomes overly dependent on a very limited number of activities - with YouTube on a tablet dominating in sometimes an unhealthy way. I am thinking that he might be ready for simple games (can do some ones on the tablet already, but constantly tries to switch to cartoons), and it's also good that console time is easier to control, and that it also has a potential for shared activities. The problem is that I've been always playing games on my PC and am not really up to date with the console world. Which platform (X-box, Playstation, Nintendo, anything else?) would be the best choice for us? Ideally it should have a selection of educational puzzles (he can read letters very well but not words yet) as well as simple animal-themed games (he adores animals). If the same platform can also run some recent titles for grown-up members of the family, that'd be a bonus, but it is not a priority. Any advice and thoughts on whether my reasoning makes sense and worked for you (or not) are welcome.",10.495,7.495840207317072,10.025138211382117,67.00258536585368,59.52845528455285,13.254634146341465,41.266666666666666,11.407655852321104,4.579176910569107,1025,41,186,21,10,334,145,246,0.057,0.75,0.193,0.9890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,1,0,8,10,15,0,0,14,0,25,0,0,4,0,41,30,22,0,5,12,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,3,3,8,1,1,6,2,2,1,2,1,8,13,32,20,5,27,0,0,1,0,18,13,0,8,12,127,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935649225338847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608043033762788,0.31758360206093755,0.1101476042650672,0.0,0.0,0.0900203565410235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893433482982272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461991145265944,0.0,0.0,0.27784131347897856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305164654898833,0.14847116640265628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105833303914578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479250179865255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103087745397222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766205040524608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111162669644048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883621425642323,0.13420869127473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808604615683488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784976050672206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778131112563182,0.0,0.08970154020655062,0.10067806650597827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427239348173794,0.1266661472467419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324120245973047,0.0,0.0848035845063591,0.13610478259046546,0.13070552921169107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092344834894834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571580568860547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794486634742422,0.08482132494357905,0.0,0.10509191759817643,0.07718962776246954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974950312766547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923227161387854,0.0,0.0,0.21844845994797715,0.0,0.10507406731804526,0.0,0.0,0.2380442061728267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274290288603813,0.0,0.0,0.09403625564107132,0.0,0.0,0.17049186756314202 autism,Dimpatient,2019/06/10,"Grant for Trampoline? I am a sped teacher working with a student who has a ton of sensory needs. I’m in a public, separate setting and my student often can be destructive in trying to meet his needs. He used to have a trampoline at home that he could use which would make him feel better. We have a grant for critical needs for our students. Unfortunately the foundation that supports our district will not accept my proposal due to liability. Is there any third party organization that will award grant funding to something similar?",6.5730803571428575,8.439871218750008,7.212738095238098,67.77750000000003,65.97916666666666,10.485714285714286,36.63095238095238,10.608840637214634,4.492820238095238,431,22,68,12,7,142,71,96,0.11699999999999999,0.703,0.18,0.7767,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,7,0,11,0,0,3,0,15,20,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,12,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,49,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618707596438613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914013742576006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068587502881024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310014517730955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988395707023226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729416336764412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763260147744502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994567340239233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940072411105659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759020991417781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475335042201545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861738487396015,0.0,0.0,0.18404695951731334,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Gaping_Hole123,2019/06/10,"What is this? He doesn’t focus on anything? Lil bro is 3 and has autism. He speaks a little, not in any way that makes sense. But he knows fire truck, ambulance, water, hungry. He knows the alphabet, most numbers up to 30. Anyways something he does is not focus on anything. You call his name, he doesn’t look at you, you yell his name ( I don’t ) he doesn’t look at you. You come in a place he’s in like open a door loudly, he won’t turn his head. My dad does this thing where he tries to talk to him by having him sit and he’ll kneel down to his face to get to his level and talk to him. My brother looks away from his face the **entire** time and tries to leave. My dad will be like “ what’s wrong “ and he tries to run away. **His eyes are always somewhere else but he has no hearing issues. ** Yesterday at a park his mom would call him but he didn’t look at her or come to her when she did, he just did his thing. What’s he doing?",-1.4703666666666668,0.5169780300000006,0.3440000000000012,104.47033333333331,98.7,3.2666666666666675,12.166666666666668,4.935628992294339,-1.6506833333333328,706,11,177,3,30,226,106,200,0.043,0.9390000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.5705,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,19,5,4,1,0,22,32,10,0,1,7,5,1,2,0,4,0,4,1,0,8,8,1,0,2,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,3,10,25,2,25,24,1,26,0,0,5,0,50,18,0,2,5,100,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386130521064924,0.0,0.0,0.09305545372210723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252142591522744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571301567227894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794565617258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574997524428404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394980831536604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431172213797362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149291507509678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404366562349826,0.0,0.1542278981017836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282473448700325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040666153887544,0.0,0.0,0.1448931187472653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370559351768366,0.13714898255205088,0.0,0.0,0.4596423768205613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134133194001537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026459855903374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429680010503399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534562073257638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199725800979357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818199739468971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797921282482792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787148187240128,0.1488419236711752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861671053537876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972067515753528,0.14961235313098836,0.0,0.0 autism,epicfurry360,2019/06/10,"I think I’ve been misdiagnosed with high-functioning autism. What do you think? I’ve recently noticed that I don’t identify with very many autistic traits portrayed through media and that real people with autism identify with. In fact, I looked up symptoms this morning, and the only ones I knew I experienced were tics (from excitement), emotional sensitivity, and noise sensitivity. What do you think?",8.088823529411767,10.385294941176474,7.587529411764708,64.88688235294121,62.82352941176471,11.322352941176472,37.12941176470589,11.20814326018867,4.939949411764707,328,16,49,10,5,103,46,68,0.0,0.9670000000000001,0.033,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,7,1,8,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293829288632016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759857088426407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935299889782148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648288225132616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973925515894092,0.0,0.0,0.17700458178150566,0.1986641368189119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810920946749417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973174006303177,0.0,0.0,0.25791616823270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27150015914336545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021239249589271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155279508293326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Aaronixio,2019/06/10,"I’m 15 and I think I have autism. Should I get a diagnosis? So I am 15 and I’m doing kinda ok in school (mostly 95+ in my classes) but I’m kinda struggling. I have literally 0 friends in high school since my elementary friends went to a different school, but we still talk online and hang out sometimes which I am grateful for. I don’t have friends at school because I cannot start conversations or keep them interesting. I also cannot make eye contact, which I heard is a symptom. This has led me to be very stressed out by minor things such as assignments and having to do 40 hours of volunteering to graduate, because I have no one to talk to at school. I hear a lot of people in my classes talking about jobs and saving money, and since my mom passed away and my family has been in financial troubles, I keep telling myself I seriously need a job, but I can’t bring myself to even make a resume and look for jobs, which I think is because of my possible autism. My question is, would a diagnosis help? If I went to an actual doctor and got diagnosed, would I be able to benefit from it? I just don’t know if it would be worth the effort. I live in Canada, so I don’t think I would have to pay or anything like I’ve heard you need to in America, but I don’t really know for sure.",3.793563941299791,4.4885515283018895,5.380345911949687,82.71005765199162,71.45283018867924,8.756813417190775,27.929769392033553,8.998388855275968,2.0339140461215925,1005,35,215,19,18,342,138,265,0.066,0.7859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9727,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,1,1,8,13,0,2,9,1,31,4,1,3,1,45,55,21,0,9,9,1,0,1,3,5,3,3,0,0,7,12,0,2,6,0,3,6,8,4,0,1,6,5,36,9,33,41,2,22,0,0,2,0,18,13,0,9,4,144,43,14,0.09771637574116536,0.0,0.095357086966715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814375037625576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041225126017454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918077516352152,0.0,0.0,0.17870098704361664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918006446373262,0.0,0.10209281477911904,0.0,0.10001685116845403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454074459195132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211830251403724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264862885050217,0.0,0.05105277323008208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815271224101587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013345727016306,0.0,0.06549722688650457,0.1032427159718522,0.0,0.0,0.0962309466400922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909052751169386,0.17370960911001446,0.0,0.0,0.1074047292066937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047739285342342695,0.0,0.0862853500264428,0.0,0.08205714512447544,0.0,0.0,0.08307496828447421,0.0,0.0,0.13045287917464166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444423826403075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491090890474587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621514512189486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774423129979154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016053149291527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094647042732674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259961247059362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49447094539190395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166399157251335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664399420927047,0.0,0.06916415369302263,0.0,0.07803642389228298,0.0,0.1119337782623338,0.10215437242446927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209652771024282,0.10156472932710188,0.0,0.2356221641706665,0.085408419421383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491841806184602,0.1878381238818573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062624367320194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811681185810734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776596388269565,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bigDinoSawwwrr,2019/06/10,"ASD 123 When myself and most of my kids were first dx, it was high, low, moderate and aspergers. Now we (in Cali so maybe state thing) have ASD1, ASD2 ASD3 and aspergers is now a part of ASD1 as high functioning autism. As well as that the dx has been saying whether there is cognitive involvement. So 2 of my autistic kids have ASD2 one but 1 with and 1 without cognitive involvement. Is this a generalized dx protocol now? Thanks for reading ☺",3.2766176470588237,5.6256619999999975,4.6572794117647085,80.59650735294119,76.05882352941177,8.955882352941178,27.095588235294123,9.516144504307137,2.813617647058824,350,14,65,10,8,116,60,85,0.133,0.807,0.06,-0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,0,11,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,1,4,2,10,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,48,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068713563271316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5979292879446131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28427312898410034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917422173622305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064200207322169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830383418528562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250225554693317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26051317921152106,0.0,0.0,0.1879872256401757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544166121156332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272765047203809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,icantthinkofaname125,2019/06/10,Does anyone else do this when they watch tv I find if I think there is going to be an embarassing moment or I feel I can predict what someone is about to do and it will have stupidly embarrassing (to me results like I was in that position at one time) I have to turn off the show or skip ahead I physical can't watch grossed out in almost the same way as a weird texture I just need it away from me... am i the only one?,2.059238095238093,3.1960900666666667,3.7153968253968266,91.325,76.1111111111111,6.920634920634923,23.968253968253972,7.447530270364453,0.814492063492064,326,10,76,4,7,109,68,90,0.086,0.87,0.045,-0.5429,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,1,0,13,17,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,3,12,1,14,14,1,12,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,4,5,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800280075451988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553703356671187,0.2865333755060596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26273937460915403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447226625997184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336107967095145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139890119221984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555940551632423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589309310647333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366223412699706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735613769825093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789947038046805,0.212685612238098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369456303476847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179187742202027,0.0,0.0,0.16306553958420394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041777319270151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219723035360296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Paladin_Sion,2019/06/10,"I'm 22 and I just used a bus by myself for the first time Pretty embarassing, but I'm proud of it!",-0.11652173913043384,1.0554619130434837,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,82.04347826086956,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.3904608695652176,76,1,20,1,2,27,20,23,0.0,0.722,0.278,0.7609,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043388730205411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032145016598851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457373962662694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120939552177972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,funkyfrank888,2019/06/10,"Read this Hello all i feel it's a bit bang out to not allow posts on MDMA and phychedelic use if it helps especially when you say youse allow it lol. If it can help 1 person it can help a million more so stop being bang out",1.5164285714285732,2.783375693877552,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,77.77551020408163,5.716326530612244,18.37244897959184,5.985473137389443,-0.3072081632653059,175,3,40,1,4,60,38,49,0.12,0.6809999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.6433,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,12,5,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410270485761602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794361677152913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281249169267369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727493647036251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29916403549327586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124544508534969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484090972924525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611552393810065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697873165764587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,brokenbutfine,2019/10/02,I don’t know if this is the right place but I need some advice I currently work in a care home for elderly residents. I have a policy at work that means I am not allowed to wear anything from the elbow down. I personally find comfort in bracelets on my wrists I’m not sure if it is to do with the weight or what but I find it extremely hard to take them off and it causes me a lot of anxiety. My manager has informed me I need to remove them. Does anyone have any alternative ideas I could use? because the only thing people at work are saying is stress balls which personally are no help to me. Thank you,2.22517818181818,4.033026776,4.040218181818183,86.33610909090912,77.24000000000002,7.745454545454546,23.363636363636363,8.575989854853784,1.4610800000000004,477,15,102,10,11,161,86,125,0.10099999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.111,0.5135,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,3,0,5,0,1,7,0,12,4,3,3,1,24,21,6,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,8,2,1,0,6,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,17,4,16,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,5,1,71,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300460174884734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343638121011593,0.0,0.12760903711230864,0.0,0.0,0.11663728765636658,0.0,0.1372702487241858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016857031704728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007370397999716,0.17135961003042385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331840484092747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597637630590798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049222624640192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942881214114234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118090898408631,0.0,0.16732382590066552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188307955158109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916743012495324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181572310749987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817047694565448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473746997064128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268663663475389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564490900849544,0.2913037588579813,0.17428073282438633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245465407256638,0.0,0.13265384477511058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108005735337835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721625831013278,0.0,0.12542020661181813,0.0,0.0,0.15357604825399646,0.0,0.0,0.11082101613219944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440701053443848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203129392310632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643185538377849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PK_Fia,2019/10/02,"Question about a ASD trait Does anyone know if it’s difficult for anyone on the spectrum to learn a second language. Every time I look it up, some mention it’s very easy for some with autism, but no answer for the other extremely, please help",2.7112765957446814,5.321636297872342,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,79.63829787234042,5.4621276595744686,22.16595744680852,6.742157984588678,0.7407225531914894,194,6,35,2,5,61,38,47,0.08900000000000001,0.725,0.185,0.7099,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483417267022051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025083243168705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912516827831703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170311023664605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899775837413608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902855074372366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37945462399208457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872425390650659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156973861521166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852235478327985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,_wormgirl_,2019/10/02,"Diagnosis I don't want to get an acutal diagnosis because of some disadvantages (I live in Germany) with insurance companies, jobs and so on and so forth. Is it still okay for me to say that I am on the spectrum? I know there is ""something"" about me since I was a toddler...",6.06111111111111,5.6393177037037026,7.381851851851858,74.19833333333334,66.4074074074074,10.903703703703703,36.518518518518526,10.504223727775694,3.7242296296296296,212,10,43,5,3,73,43,54,0.077,0.885,0.037000000000000005,-0.2551,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,9,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574594511860382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065942435114905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191152702500186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211144292329336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729410659233968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33586812116804154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493706713828448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251441629474403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728769829779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491118225495976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,atn100,2019/10/02,"For families with children on the spectrum and low IQs (70), have you found it better to have them in special education programs or to mainstreams them? Background - Our son is 13, diagnosed with ASD and has an IQ of 70 (WISC-V) which has remained relatively constant over the past couple of years. Two years ago we decided to ""mainstream"" him with an aide. We also kept him back a grade so he's in the 7th grade. He's in a special English class but the other classes including math and science are regular. My best guess is that he's functionally at 3rd or 4th grade level. District testing show that he's reading at a 3rd grade level. He used to love math but now that the concepts are more abstract, he's really struggling to understand. In science class, they're discussing plate tectonics and I can tell that it's way over his head.  My thinking is that he's not really learning much if the materials are way above his level. Therefore, it may be better for him to be in a program that is more at his level. ",4.794489795918366,6.085210693877553,5.523061224489798,80.40051020408163,69.61224489795919,8.253061224489796,32.36734693877551,8.634040054169528,2.6455959183673468,800,36,149,13,14,260,115,196,0.027999999999999997,0.867,0.105,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,2,3,4,8,0,1,12,0,15,3,1,2,0,25,22,11,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,9,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,15,6,24,17,4,25,0,1,0,1,24,16,0,5,7,96,26,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702878961932235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068466385233287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488840520191754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977420653373529,0.3332959863106861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036221876747367,0.0,0.0,0.20849042117044966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912490071517135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763180525813285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660001365949746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075731156266873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338002689176784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700623404909671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851521317402876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987448663126926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884775657839844,0.0,0.2414217776085621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698436785681092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469313167980054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073614084942826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406538420246255,0.19615870966682414,0.0,0.1627400620116819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991284892041565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24268107282547025 autism,WarPigs02,2019/10/02,"Obsessed with stocks and saving money You'd think that financial advice would grab the attention of my fellow millienials fresh out of college with a boat load of student debt. But no!, they just want to spend $15 on a pack of beer, $20 on getting into a club, incurring overspending charges on their debit cards, eating expensive food. And when they are interested in stocks, they tell you stupid things like about how great Ford, Groupon, and GE stocks are.",13.20428571428571,8.901854666666672,10.641904761904762,68.63642857142861,55.904761904761905,14.057142857142859,43.47619047619048,11.20814326018867,4.626719047619048,368,13,66,6,3,109,67,84,0.106,0.7509999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5411,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,4,0,4,6,1,1,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,15,7,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,14,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,38,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353079782655388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36972272117356336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369121278436324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887758886787326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983589002162814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652373113549366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31581144875822803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004635372131705,0.23152061758876605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311714113485197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667285905092435,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Deon_Deck,2019/10/02,"I’m curious if anyone was “non-verbal” and remembers that experience. Parents and care givers can chime in as well! I have a non-verbal toddler diagnosed with ASD that babbles, but has no discernible language. He’s been in speech therapy (amongst other therapies) for over a year with very little change in verbal skills. His receptive language skills are steadily improving! Does anyone want to share their experiences about learning to communicate? What worked for you? What did not work? Besides patience, what advise would you have for a parent of a young child on the spectrum that struggles with communication?",6.992008547008549,9.907272730769236,6.1628205128205185,71.45995726495728,66.88461538461539,8.852991452991454,34.63247863247863,9.444778638647367,3.8329542735042734,500,24,72,11,9,152,80,104,0.055999999999999994,0.7909999999999999,0.153,0.8222,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,4,2,5,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,5,4,16,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,2,49,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635402049495338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213949374176933,0.0,0.19935735274157015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912749326506281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491571821693232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686846646106332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887853015325734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185075499580836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213479512888575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701107083473027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310228408698111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549273346262185,0.11115394168675123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944108606472918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743907723808905,0.0,0.0,0.13387097750839946,0.0,0.0,0.12135698519849307 autism,BaggiraBaggy,2019/10/02,"YouTubers / Vloggers with Autism My daughter has a late autism diagnoses at almost 11 years old. She also has chronic anxiety, ADD and SPD. Can anyone recommend a YouTuber or Vlogger she can follow? Or any platform really. She’s struggling with relating with her peers and is feeling alone in her journey. I would love for her to connect either by watching or talking to other females with autism. Any recommendations?",4.680833333333332,8.103419861111114,4.902222222222225,74.16500000000002,79.55555555555556,6.533333333333335,34.388888888888886,7.793537801064563,3.4085722222222232,338,19,46,6,9,106,55,72,0.08800000000000001,0.802,0.111,0.4179,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,14,9,6,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,10,8,1,8,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,4,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580762450923946,0.285266826232449,0.0,0.2202646778235444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746094830286201,0.0,0.2107064546332643,0.0,0.0,0.1925900384193298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795599755634504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926783748496327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31070184180630284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485901728849419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902192233285345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645023954345185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879436912357241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138362453490112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566059536542446,0.0,0.0,0.17737063266158898 autism,famous_amos,2019/10/02,"Product design for people with autism! Hi there! I am a graduate student in human-centered design. I have volunteered with special needs kids in the past, many of whom have autism. I would like to use my product design skills and knowledge to make something that would benefit the autism community. Do you or a loved one have a product idea that can help our friends and loved ones with autism? I know the spectrum is broad, but I would love to explore ideas with you that could lead to prototypes and mass production in the future. Love, Jonathan",5.4498,7.5859609799999985,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,69.2,7.4,30.5,8.07648339933343,2.16,438,18,78,6,8,129,65,100,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.9766,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,7,0,11,4,0,3,0,22,19,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,8,13,15,0,9,0,0,0,4,12,5,0,1,3,52,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228652038780182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768492951699754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945068896160435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40235574786632905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793978700583422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706461014844019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6433674525142771,0.0,0.11895684012269706,0.1806773960855367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321407693849308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415199873487366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701220121723831,0.12354866742612768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719508898053911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539165855535672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797867108043627,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MrNoobs,2019/10/02,"How do I ask a co-worker if they're on the spectrum? Hi everyone, about a month ago we had a new worker start with us (warehouse work) and since then I've noticed a few things that seem off, such as the rate at which they learn, the way they do things, among a few other things that stand out. As team leader of my area, I sat down for about half an hour today to have a chat with them about how they're going, mentioned a few areas of the work that need to be improved, among other things. I don't want to go into too much detail, but when looking at how they work as well as what was said during this chat, myself and my manager believe that they're on the spectrum. We have absolutely no problem with this, but do understand that this can affect how they work and would just like to know if they're so we can alter the way we teach them to suit their needs. How should we approach said person and ask this question? I understand it can be a delicate subject to talk about, especially since they haven't said anything about it and maybe they didn't want to tell us? Any input would be greatly appreciated, thank you :)",8.188982300884959,5.7590023230088505,7.63461946902655,80.57918584070799,63.38053097345133,10.455929203539824,32.33451327433629,8.238735603445708,2.131065132743363,879,22,188,8,10,276,123,226,0.043,0.8590000000000001,0.098,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,7,1,9,6,16,5,0,0,15,0,19,0,0,6,0,40,38,21,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,19,15,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,1,1,1,7,4,24,4,32,25,4,26,0,0,1,0,31,12,0,4,9,136,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275907415696783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883186760096246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095395057190093,0.0,0.21674540714308332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130605942429607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107697489730056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176384662151305,0.0,0.0,0.12780592599860902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416116965170585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370845315602694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663430365495111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734643576484424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164606075352044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925289289221015,0.0,0.08521701614948203,0.1719114217771321,0.0,0.11195951427372654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197952645145747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012198163630559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092301044962784,0.0,0.0,0.12986070605906194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308090166016345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055322833674019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917860211591488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205115879298855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317481467506347,0.10132213596230306,0.10672666540916093,0.0,0.0,0.3080573473145527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988180133801792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413606353626654,0.27888308458199423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367492156150037,0.18402915254697974,0.0,0.0,0.10422903255021436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219679743884674,0.0,0.0,0.1646972737995981,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PlainBagel49,2019/10/02,"Hello /autism So, what do you guys like to do?",-2.4450000000000003,-1.1387814999999986,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,114.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.685,35,1,9,0,2,11,9,10,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.896780036443039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424766278993971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,stupidioty,2019/03/07,"He might be able to speak after all! Hello hello helloooo. I do not have autism, but my cousin does. He was diagnosed when he was 3. We were told that he may never speak but hes 13 now and the most wonderful thing happened today. No he did not start speaking speech level 100 english. My aunt(His mammy) took him to the doctors and they discovered that he was simply tongue tied! I suspected as much back when I was basically a doctor because I read a few text books when I was in highschool. But I knew I was not a doctor so I didnt say anything. But Im just glad that he will be able to say a few words once he heals up. He is incredibly smart for not being able to verbally communicate. I think his temper spells will happen less when that happens.",2.2498214285714297,4.258474414473685,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,77.88157894736842,6.448120300751881,22.69924812030075,7.447530270364453,0.8915642857142863,589,18,121,8,14,194,98,152,0.057999999999999996,0.85,0.092,0.8027,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,8,3,1,0,6,0,20,5,0,0,2,22,29,12,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,12,6,16,2,9,10,6,14,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,4,10,81,21,6,0.4598044315404866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612662309373526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785374194029885,0.0,0.09343083790554804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556393973544894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706293192636988,0.13412598553615487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066035402837977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655558963001082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259327985755367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266972098607525,0.0,0.11820984121602897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632255710657859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330962038325624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376995943968666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848398108159256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182454437490916,0.09820803788064447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528027919312547,0.14645427960765314,0.17028654728020284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662127640205956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JustaTruckersGirl,2019/03/07,"Anyone in Ontario Canada and afraid about Ford's new autism funding? The title says it all, I'm a mom of an amazing autism spectrum boy aged five and the cuts to the funding absolutely terrify me. Just looking to see if I'm alone in this or if there are others just as concerned. ",6.65922619047619,6.028569803571433,6.861428571428572,79.11690476190478,65.25,8.895238095238097,34.73809523809524,7.793537801064563,2.510709523809524,223,9,43,2,3,72,45,56,0.131,0.805,0.064,-0.4576,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,6,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,7,5,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,2,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286251989331047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893744941192521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475309120928402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846977121533532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399700223303618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291112130270469,0.0,0.0,0.32978595318313764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lilpix101,2019/03/07,"I think I might have autism I am a 23 year old female and I have wondered for almost my whole life if I have autism. My mum always makes fun of me saying she thinks I do, but for some reason never got me checked as a kid. The reason I think it is because lots of people my whole life have said I might due to my behaviours, and because I have researched it a bit and a lot of things match with me. I won’t describe much in this text but basically one of the main things is I always feel myself getting super agitated when things don’t go as planned, even tiny details. And a lot of the time my irritation quickly grows to huge anger and then to meltdowns, within minutes. To the point if me screaming on the floor and pulling out my hair and banging my head against the ground. I am scared because my huge reactions to small things are really upsetting my partner. Like a tiny argument will completely blow me up and I can’t get a grasp of my emotions I just have a meltdown. It hurts me that it hurts her. I have seen a doctor and she has booked me in for a psychiatric assessment but its not for another two months. I was wondering if anyone here might be able to help me out, just from what I have described. Maybe if anyone has, or knows anyone who has, these types of behaviours in common? Thanks in advance ",5.24965909090909,5.413171768939396,5.595000000000002,84.33750000000002,68.05303030303031,8.721212121212123,29.75757575757576,8.472884824447931,1.9663757575757577,1033,35,215,14,16,330,147,264,0.132,0.782,0.086,-0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,1,2,16,0,26,5,2,3,1,43,41,21,0,4,11,1,2,1,1,5,3,3,0,2,14,12,0,0,10,1,1,4,5,6,0,2,4,6,39,4,31,31,9,29,0,2,1,0,10,15,0,15,11,162,53,4,0.11005147852638006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020065884103256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314329234816284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539857080008872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308516578299191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125907954636305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120147711467765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538688141791005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126423515521801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237931008181265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268796364646059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055645334219883665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499471064552858,0.0,0.06254479138385965,0.0,0.08801822077143634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294456682038947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737651862706266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356247678026152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048141450329414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546522778412256,0.053765593493090215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806854946950416,0.0,0.0,0.07346021648009453,0.0,0.11056150210383517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502416822766428,0.0,0.0,0.0878420402074076,0.0,0.08090049940230185,0.0,0.0848784846979914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548051406213107,0.0,0.07457373000412558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762958384367748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403421898888776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050179517316067,0.2263024979459688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468415761358972,0.08751735286708852,0.11018072864056093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132061554464522,0.0,0.0,0.2924532489917174,0.21154963126729248,0.0,0.0,0.06417190213927891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750430341501148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573709121965925,0.0,0.0,0.23869226796017354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086954399153343 autism,Kittenlover9876,2019/03/07,"Service dog questions I get really anxious and overwhelmed in social situations such as going to the store or a family event and was thinking of getting a service dog when I go to college since it will be a big change for me but, I’ve seen a lot of articles that say dogs for anxiety aren’t real service dogs and that some places will deny me from bringing them. Is this true? Should I even get a service dog?",7.545121951219514,6.1319070487804925,7.946463414634148,74.60310975609757,63.878048780487795,10.639024390243904,37.57317073170732,9.516144504307137,3.4744292682926834,326,14,62,5,4,108,60,82,0.09,0.84,0.07,-0.1405,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,6,1,9,9,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,4,2,42,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863121828164512,0.2751378928283665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576395954203332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160859973714158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295936902291147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38172852568158977,0.0,0.27682584552511563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070542770932262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254453951617743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728274915846225,0.0,0.0,0.2772089042183078,0.1560219374629269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367772015467727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146394033175896,0.2737561424361527,0.0,0.2482646889742119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605457638264486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BillyJeanisme,2019/03/07,"Please help me with my brother. So my brother Kyle who is 26 is a low functioning autistic. He doesn't speak. He can sit on the toilet to poo but wears diapers to pee. He is Obese. He is tall and strong. Once every couple of weeks he'll have these tantrums that are really scary. He bites his fingers and hits himself and hits the wall and bangs his head against the wall. If you try to stop him hell swat at you. It hurts. He lives with me his 24 year old sister and our mom and dad wjo are in their 50s. I hate saying this but he is a constant source of stress in my life. We can't take him to the doctors or dentist cause he will throw a tantrum most likely. I need advice on how to help him lose weight. And what to do when he has these tantrums? Like we currently will ait with him and watch t.v. and he'll se to calm somewhat. I was wondering if the following would help Weighted blanket ? Turning his room in to a padded room and locking him in there when these tantrums strike ? Forcing boxing gloves on him do that he can't hurt himself as bad when he trys to hit the wall? Please please help me. Later I'll upload a video of one of his tantrums. 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I am desperate for one! I am a 23 year old male living to autism, I've been in recent hunt of a full time job because I have been working at a grocery store for 4 and a half years and I am pretty much getting sick of it now. I want to get a full time job where I can grow in one day be team leader, not working at retail, fast food or restaurants. Every time I apply for jobs a lot of times, they're not interested in me or looking at my applicationbor resume, but when certain places are interested in me, I do go in for an interview, but unfortunately after the interview, they would email me a few days later saying that they found a better candidate and don't wanna hire me. Does this mean I'm losing hope? What should I do now.....I am trying to strive for a full time job and not work at a grocery store for the rest of my life, and I am not interested in going to college or pursue a Bachelor's Degree, but I have an Associates Degree! I am from Massachusetts btw! 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(Excuse my grammar. It's not the best but I will keep it simple) So I have been talking to a friend's friend on and off for nearly a year and she often brush off the idea of me dating her for some reason. About few weeks ago she gave in and we started dating. On our first date we met up for dinner and we started talking. I noticed she was a bit shy and quiet. Eventually she open up towards end of the night that she has a little bit of autism. When I heard that I have little knowledge about it or know what to do if a person is showing signs of it. I thought this might be easy to handle but I maybe entirely wrong. A few times she gets moody when I try to text her at night after work. She told me she likes quiet and less talking sometime because it's all noises to her. If I keep texting then she would block my number and talk few days later. Her message seems cold and aggressive too but I try to keep calm throughout the whole thing. When she is back to ""normal"" she is bubbly like a social butterfly. I have some few Issues that I need to understand: Do some austistics like to be alone away from people for long period of time? Can they grow out of their condition and have a normal life? (She is 31) She is probably low functioning from what I have read online. What else should I be aware?",1.944093567251464,3.987197000000002,3.0178947368421056,92.22637426900587,79.0,5.485380116959064,20.029239766081872,6.42735559955562,0.09073099415204666,1095,27,230,9,27,350,157,285,0.08900000000000001,0.833,0.078,-0.2763,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,2,3,11,12,1,1,13,0,23,2,0,2,1,49,38,22,0,7,8,0,0,3,2,4,1,3,0,1,14,16,1,4,7,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,7,5,42,7,40,24,15,45,0,1,0,0,37,18,0,10,29,173,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810289812014783,0.0,0.0,0.11462146873106907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397876576822963,0.08509893705575952,0.0,0.06746383155164283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614207187916906,0.0,0.2416474820230736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713734459836801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245116895068464,0.0,0.09802139145395644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413644093958072,0.0,0.0,0.1710078166801638,0.0,0.05782087301954007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493374949006518,0.0,0.11551145771784525,0.0,0.2951076096892358,0.0,0.0,0.06082172246716496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781699883777146,0.1622043415770824,0.3327633471052943,0.0,0.0979400869541558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118359336893624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740412362381007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206092179523679,0.0,0.10688645175606483,0.0,0.2077139099453339,0.21686757689937486,0.0,0.12599932554505933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672512868475373,0.09663338652931623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932173289046935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070064912869773,0.0,0.0,0.11378791184642527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075044883884628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281484162690515,0.09377092502552167,0.0,0.10945615220727567,0.0,0.156666582250689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569704489364813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558116663242279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735246955237221,0.0,0.0,0.08786017381486784,0.12906595039680197,0.0,0.0,0.10575059660126633,0.0,0.1502762814578888,0.0,0.0,0.11521210178007503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877336003884233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355988434460695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056958772937714,0.0,0.0,0.0786172900290406,0.12100103714409575,0.0,0.07126830236076599 autism,surprised_elf,2018/11/09,"Helping someone Monday I am acedemic PA working( just for Monday) with a girl with autism in a college. I'm supposed to help her socialize according to my boss. I'm going for a ASD diagnosis myself next week so as you can imagine this is not my strong point. Its just a cover shift but I did one last week with same girl and was extremely stressed/upset. Conversation not my strong point and am very shy. tldr: any tips in helping a person with ASD socialize with peers. 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I have a lot of the signs of autism, have been ""diagnosed"" but, I don't believe I am. I am a picky eater, could anybody help me out?",-1.4622727272727256,0.3905396666666725,0.8578030303030317,103.60670454545456,91.72727272727272,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.7028727272727271,111,3,30,1,4,37,22,33,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558024214847946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938756758572756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007091584875808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306618274038741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194028072679081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ynagrxox,2018/11/09,Service animal My son was recently diagnosed with autism. We have been fighting for the last 6 years to get him help and were finally on the right track. For the past few years he has wanted a a small dog ( we have a Rottweiler but she is a outdoors dog). Me and my wife have been discussing getting him a service animal. Are there resources available to help us find one for him? Any advice would be greatly appreciated!,2.6198194444444454,5.3455067875,3.659166666666668,84.66027777777782,81.125,7.055555555555558,26.38888888888889,8.167268648758528,2.039847222222222,333,14,62,7,9,107,58,80,0.021,0.85,0.129,0.8699,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,8,0,12,1,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,10,1,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,6,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24215217671555686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685158966928337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151685739841395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714582634331565,0.22648927942065505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893576806455065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732058858650026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33219693421007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199414801073354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791908034430553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655791095302706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446775407713695,0.0,0.0,0.21162411488286428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980789019783693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461618086232087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603356118424354,0.0,0.0,0.3191565890782249 autism,Oklahom0,2018/11/09,"How can I have confidence? Every time I hear about confidence, it's described as a virtue. And people are always saying that I lack it. Which is kind of true. But what exactly is confidence, and is it even something I should have? &#x200B; As someone with autism, every interaction in my life has to constantly be examined to make sure I understand the right thing to do. I recognize that I think in a different way from other people, and realize that I need to think things through more than the average person. But these are all things that are indicative of low self-confidence. &#x200B; The Catch-22 I fear is that confidence will lead to me being less careful with my words, which will in turn make my autistic symptoms more pronounced. Confidence leads to risk-taking, and social risks will inevitably lead to failures. Sure, I will eventually learn, but there will need to be so much failure throughout my life in the process that I feel any knowledge must come by sacrificing confidence.",7.9352911133810045,8.929196696629218,6.896189989785497,74.44191521961189,62.37078651685393,10.74239019407559,36.40653728294178,10.637119530657019,4.057510112359552,804,36,134,19,11,244,107,178,0.075,0.794,0.13,0.7957,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,2,6,0,22,3,0,6,6,35,34,11,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,17,7,0,0,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,16,5,23,24,6,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,101,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108523886654005,0.2886945994813316,0.3237615808348457,0.09059635584147016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582994838762216,0.0,0.0,0.1147600048817713,0.0,0.1439669689439003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391899064377263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799267823706107,0.0,0.22449261204524368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991315715683404,0.06736166132289725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501522476999297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873147935427554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881989958061759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785506341592386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979343932063906,0.19756665438107635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472040832088496,0.11632537424907735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113771899226285,0.0,0.10594444918623104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898087002438828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580429233036204,0.11287959926734825,0.1025617409886605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112261040039435,0.1384699325118783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655227565915345,0.17072811601299365,0.0,0.0,0.07768352906769997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490860386659102,0.0,0.13869006705590464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574638846401516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237615808348457,0.0 autism,bored_mommy,2018/11/09,"We received the diagnosis today and I'm relieved For a year I have been expressing my concerns to friends and family about my daughter. Everyone was quick to come up with an excuse... She’s just quiet She's just shy She’s just a picky eater She just likes to play by herself It’s just her personality No it's ASD She’s not JUST anything She is smart She is happy She is beautiful She is my daughter and I love her ",-0.6144767441860459,1.325175081395351,1.8736918604651187,91.20263081395348,106.32558139534883,4.9406976744186055,20.491279069767444,6.6274283507984215,0.7106767441860464,331,13,69,6,16,112,54,86,0.044000000000000004,0.687,0.268,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,10,3,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,18,7,8,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,21,1,0,0,4,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28950156645510955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030446978884564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33616014066245264,0.0,0.0,0.3316458929960015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717999404123192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744978250715641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718717940546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175133906630978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071783408548177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334654283908641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265477767156391 autism,menyoral,2018/11/09,"Question for autistic people with periods. Forgive me. I don't know where else to turn. So my autistic kid is nine and entering puberty overdrive, and I'm trying to explain periods to her in a way that she'll understand. I've told her many times that she can come to me if she sees blood, and my husband has said the same. I've said it's normal and I'd worry if she didn't have it eventually. I'm not sure she knows what I mean, though, because she immediately starts talking about her eye or some other body part. I don't want her to be scared. :( How did you deal with it -- or how do you wish it had been dealt with? 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So I am very sorry if i say anything wrong. On to my question. I am 22 years old and for years have had problems with food textures. The problem is, it's only fruits and vegetables. They don't taste bad, in fact I think a lot of them taste great, but anytime I put any fruit/veggie in my mouth that's slightly big, my body tells me that I need to spit it out. And even if i force myself to swallow it, I immediately throw it back up. I've tried so many things, the biggest one being just eating it until I'm used to it. But the thing is, I'm so embarrassed by it. In public, having to explain why I didn't eat the veggies on my plate, as a 22 year old, makes me feel like a child. And being very overweight, doesn't help the image that much. That's the biggest reason I wanted to get over this. Because fruits and veggies need to be introduced into my diet, but no matter how hard I try, I never get anywhere. Over the years, I've only found maybe 10 fruits/veggies I can stomach without spitting them out. If anyone has any advice, I would greatly appreciate it. 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We really need help for the highly functioning Aspie, particularly in dealing with stress and frustration. He's 18, going to community college and has his first job while still living at home. I searched for years for really good support for the highly functioning, and quite frankly there just isn't a lot out there. He gets very easily frustrated which leads to him becoming stressed which least him to becoming frustrated again, and then he kind of just shuts down. I would say his emotional age is that about 15, and he is receiving treatment for ADHD and depression and anxiety. He saw a therapist; however the therapist determined that he no longer needed him, which I disagreed with. He is getting to the rubber meets the road stage of life, and he refuses to believe that he can succeed in it. he needs to believe that he can do it so that as he learns the skills he allows himself to and is open to being able to succeed. Something needs to happen, I have tried everything I can think of I have read all the literature I thought was reasonably scientifically based and it really hasn't helped. For perspective, he is so highly functioning that he was not diagnosed until he was almost 13. He is socially awkward, but so are a lot of guys. He really needs help and don't want to help him so much but I just don't know what to do and I'm so tired of waiting through thousands of pseudoscience conspiracy unhopeful junk on the internet.",7.1329621101109515,7.749074295373667,7.485652082897213,70.8348712581118,64.05338078291815,12.0210173749215,35.390621729118685,11.67016984619884,4.484696294745658,1211,53,212,38,17,396,150,281,0.11,0.812,0.078,-0.8109,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,6,13,12,3,3,11,0,25,3,0,3,1,44,42,24,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,13,18,0,2,5,1,0,3,6,7,0,2,5,2,17,5,36,35,5,25,0,1,1,0,38,13,0,3,8,140,30,7,0.0980237989377228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561111482414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815667512770927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498793788442165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651916917592345,0.0,0.22087850806524706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105823249422473,0.08442775438938104,0.099492092537031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026358016230124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809746987418242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337899330094613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242677832371767,0.0,0.05570918389564086,0.08221771184132162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970589722280608,0.08668212167206091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628131446998167,0.4142701018308795,0.0983258627065734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972734951253854,0.0,0.0,0.10207670228505268,0.05387131635236367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923710809784872,0.0,0.0,0.08655681034125709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667265698525965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205877098208804,0.3634170242863755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426037615817707,0.09805032556984182,0.0,0.25118622256931666,0.10078479114863803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795245930247847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992291858892663,0.0,0.07546350943178011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828193245416849,0.0,0.22457186099063164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123624539995576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276263715006785,0.0,0.0628096923317685,0.0,0.07781994699195875,0.0,0.1126639369955646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655172502756089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087990000632354,0.057816976322525374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963329432517115,0.0,0.0,0.06312411267940356 autism,Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee_,2019/09/12,Can someone tell me how my mom can spy on my texts? I have an iPhone she pays for I don’t live with her but she sees my texts. Does she pay AT&T to see them somehow? Does she see everything on my phone or just calls and texts?,0.3376000000000019,2.172737559999998,1.2899999999999991,103.625,83.4,4.800000000000002,18.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.7867999999999995,178,4,46,1,5,55,37,50,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.2824,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,0,2,0,29,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757799614531648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990058447360914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454766880943729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287525081045917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475205573297136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809901459230703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084753354839902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565995062412666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224678677895725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aelchim,2019/09/12,"Hi r/Autism, we want to improve technology support and repair for everyone! Tell us your horror stories! We are a small team working on an exploratory project and need your help. We are looking to make the following experiences better for everyone and would love feedback from the r/autism community! 1. When you need in-home repairs (e.g. refrigerator) what could repair technicians do to make the visit go smoother? 2. When you need tech-support (e.g. setup/troubleshoot devices) how can the technician best assist you? 3. Examples of good and bad experiences, give us your worst ;) Thank you!",4.426900452488688,7.809927225490199,4.707254901960784,75.28880090497738,80.66666666666666,7.8443438914027155,31.375565610859734,8.617729084823388,3.424818099547512,475,24,73,12,13,149,73,102,0.09,0.672,0.23800000000000002,0.9471,0,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,5,7,0,4,3,8,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,3,0,16,19,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,8,17,2,7,0,0,1,1,19,2,0,0,2,42,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057886262941238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669008820705298,0.14890634706334202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442682373126014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32176250929750344,0.0,0.3293891782466388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151233663916229,0.09568647197612,0.14121769930758074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285240981264287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138532285785774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195719681992628,0.0,0.22477168090439006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745245269630763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821202585961607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471596036683193,0.15500910668026985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050479572613205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993068305396987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257270197073905,0.0,0.0,0.11960261845752455,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,seiramallipop,2019/09/12,"Hello, is the show ""atypical"" a good representation of someone with autism? It's an interesting show on Netflix I just started watching but am a bit concerned, I know that other shows on Netflix don't represent this things correctly so I came to ask, how accurate is it?",7.250533333333338,7.824915519999998,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,63.8,11.466666666666667,40.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.992066666666666,216,12,36,6,3,73,42,50,0.0,0.9079999999999999,0.092,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,5,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803973800488267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44423035684047535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653861885294717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412891392521604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362207335279552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447657814317425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28800652568585805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703268534449009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cyrsed,2019/09/12,"Howdy! I am a teenager who was 'diagnosed' with Asperger's at around 12. I say it like that because it was the third diagnosis i've been given and my parents dont entirely trust it. So, to kinda prove it to myself, Im just gonna list the weird things i do that i've seen others like me do. 1. Getting hyperfocused on one goal, detrimental or not. 2. Gagging or throwing up some kinds of food even if i like them (and its not a normal gag reflex) 3. Talking out loud to myself 4. Doing odd ticks like rattling my teeth together, or crunching ice. 5. Strange fixation on Cherry Coke(????????) 6. Tendency to do 'boring' tasks for much longer than anyone else could bear to 7. Sleeping way less than anyone else Dunno. Oh yeah, my other 2 diagnoses were ADHD and BiPolar. Fun.",0.467513546056594,2.9405975364238444,2.6378115593016283,88.37569385912106,93.50331125827816,5.394461167971102,21.433172787477428,6.980632752743323,0.9533284768211924,592,22,115,10,22,199,114,151,0.055999999999999994,0.8220000000000001,0.122,0.877,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,0,4,1,11,7,2,0,1,19,15,8,0,3,7,1,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,11,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,6,3,11,7,16,7,3,8,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,7,4,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090206095424655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454100997361003,0.35961568495756546,0.0,0.15622122002225336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697564671737753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011261432824326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562325551639861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056702267089075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29319483820619696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590794219832552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220037108141515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916850576489091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955678308786197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274338970297305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429376193927378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900361955585293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719406440255489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891497784795366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948582752206476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955482818045484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561439180433666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105033111514378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658620141264288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392939336241997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bings-Superior,2019/09/12,"I don’t know what to do I’ve always thought I might have autism and teachers and stuff over the years (especially when I was little) have recommended I get tested to see if I I might have it and I’ve always had trouble learning and stuff but my parents do not believe that Autism or ADHD exist and age just made up to sell kids drugs. Idk if I am or not and doubt that I am but I don’t know because my parents do not believe it is real so yea",2.5008928571428584,3.3562500416666694,4.13982142857143,89.80875000000003,74.625,6.3190476190476215,25.17261904761905,6.1826913282559595,0.6163619047619044,348,11,79,2,7,117,55,96,0.04,0.9129999999999999,0.047,0.1568,2,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,15,1,0,1,0,25,21,14,0,2,10,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,11,0,5,15,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,7,3,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232070577260287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29400399779986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076952245452056,0.0,0.0,0.3980888656922237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487888963031856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230178245171952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941843179574938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706783305306345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716761322171078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748338380846503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923380011867726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108695774164267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078159006279484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044853785968115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402547250867279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137684541356501 autism,Akem0417,2019/09/12,"Is there a sub that is just for autistic people and doesn't include allies or parents? I think it's a great that we have a space here where we can have interact with allistics who want to learn, but are there any subreddits that are just for autistic people (with or without a formal diagnosis)? There are things I'd rather say there",8.750564102564105,6.986247953846152,7.927692307692312,76.81564102564106,61.769230769230774,11.12820512820513,35.512820512820504,9.725611199111238,3.118282051282052,267,9,52,4,3,83,45,65,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.4696,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,11,4,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,41,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467572714521697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000544771369801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029131348724183,0.0,0.0,0.5031229293433418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885608694067445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410680882854168,0.23250606316469336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140242540566854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497841316428837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BookwormCat1,2019/09/12,"Is anybody else weirdly sensitive to pain? I’ve found I can’t take pains in form of spicy food, random back pain, etc. I involuntarily cry out in some cases and it gets me in trouble because people don’t understand.",4.8585714285714285,6.1652086666666674,6.165238095238099,75.79642857142859,69.47619047619048,8.457142857142857,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5181809523809524,172,7,32,3,3,58,36,42,0.36,0.64,0.0,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472090028567902,0.0,0.13851337975821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959442294755704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898161367273363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341434530131746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747596437728149,0.2491389171915824,0.0,0.0,0.11871493744579302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7253456994123862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752821389004013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708438469334445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654775069199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mansonfamily,2019/01/12,"Not wanting to eat in public places Is this an autism thing at all? I’m diagnosed borderline and my long term therapist wants me evaluated for adult autism, I’ve been trying to educate myself on it. The sensory issues are particularly something I relate to, ESPECIALLY when I’m eating? I almost always refuse to eat in a public place unless I have to, especially if it’s busy, I just can’t handle all the noise and I hate people watching me eat ",3.496976744186046,5.855109569767443,5.616453488372091,73.9423546511628,75.3953488372093,8.486046511627908,24.703488372093023,9.188382445141503,2.3997255813953493,357,12,62,9,8,124,63,86,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.7168,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,5,5,0,0,2,12,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,11,9,3,9,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868016889595895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847494902973807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811111050287665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7303476583476805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617086604494298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624321172071304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791226871280234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370664060735832,0.0,0.3728600621530099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737051090217522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071806041310882,0.11854646894487288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211478837559472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104950494894292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,nvitaly,2019/01/12,"google home assistant &#x200B; My rarely talking son now can ask Google to turn on rain sound before going to bed, and on/off lights in the room! also woff woof and miau miau :) &#x200B; interesting? :) &#x200B;",4.1651351351351344,7.534276324324324,3.5608648648648646,82.71318918918921,83.05405405405406,5.122162162162162,23.616216216216216,6.742157984588678,1.2136313513513517,172,6,26,2,5,51,30,37,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261285286527512,0.0,0.4983782726226844,0.5589149838201045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333689845785738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046711774601308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871373532318339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379610382621148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232357273535468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667720832855795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589149838201045,0.0 autism,succulentskeleton,2019/01/12,"Autism and attachment Is there a link between autism and attachment? As a child I had extreme attachment to my mum. I used to scream and sob uncontrollably whenever she left the room. Now the attachment shifted to my boyfriend. Is there a link between Autism and attachment? 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My 3.5 year old is autistic and I try to accommodate his needs the best I can. For example: I don’t force eye contact and want him to be able to express that he’s autistic and eye contact is uncomfortable for him. I share openly and discuss his needs with other so they can learn about my son and how he perceives the world. But I don’t know how this would be perceived by others on the spectrum or if it is a frequent thing? Another example would be asking for music turned down in order to shop comfortably (he uses headphones sometimes but it’s not a preference). Any advice appreciated!",7.857177419354838,7.139877645161293,8.181733870967745,70.91260080645162,62.8709677419355,10.072580645161286,38.084677419354854,9.188382445141503,3.5518548387096764,645,29,112,9,8,213,94,155,0.012,0.907,0.081,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,16,2,2,3,0,28,26,15,0,10,7,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,16,3,20,19,1,10,0,0,2,0,21,6,0,4,3,82,24,3,0.18000598324653247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517995270351023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241024127582502,0.1887519684447972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504843885941778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317183367567178,0.0,0.18890517393060316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404569677333778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892658082914227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210820832018832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26694431145954395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888599915162524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479348391614906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778549837235234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780305201718941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958797678892183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444244934426587,0.19579481975292332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546737446757491,0.0,0.0,0.10617219271301424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557421717487418,0.0,0.0,0.11591795148278213 autism,Azimathi,2019/06/29,"Object Attachment and Loss I have a scarf that I wore it every day for years now. It's something I've become very attached to but I lost it just yesterday, no sign of it anywhere. It never really occurred to me until now but I think it was a sort of coping mechanism, keeping me from getting too stressed. It probably sounds stupid getting so upset over a mere article of clothing but for me it feels like losing a limb. :( Is it normal for people with Aspergers/Autism to get so attached to objects like that?",3.2906060606060588,5.503986747474752,4.552525252525252,82.01545454545456,75.46464646464645,7.228282828282829,28.171717171717173,8.167268648758528,2.1813717171717166,404,17,72,7,9,133,67,99,0.233,0.695,0.07200000000000001,-0.9589,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,11,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,7,2,14,8,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696484828276672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745888173607334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570994878757298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345140247364875,0.17442338955196196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826805563826374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170149489680782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385622447812821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731454403085939,0.2665225095400101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883063175503573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392187015265839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926537309856166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632388890406073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564110560760471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796137916636335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967713820621504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644377639721013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145230014473667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722692155736034 autism,MissAnnabelle93,2019/06/29,"Looking for doctor for adult in NJ/NYC/Philly Hi everybody. My name is Anna. I am 26 years old. My medical and psychiatric teams are pretty sure I have autism, albeit on the high-functioning side. The thing is, I cant get certain services they think I could really benefit from without an ""official"" diagnosis. Who should I be looking for to get this? Does anyone have any specific recommendations? I don't have much income, so they would have to take Medicare or Medicaid.",3.275862068965516,6.210129057471264,4.621390804597702,77.42518965517243,80.26436781609196,8.537471264367815,27.090804597701148,9.120678840339163,3.0059618390804603,376,16,64,11,10,124,70,87,0.022000000000000002,0.868,0.11,0.8095,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,0,2,10,20,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,10,3,9,16,1,5,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,2,43,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664721904194455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711696419931876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954526407762754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056286582090864,0.21422586699169716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579547884564857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586443232997977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111401869439312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466099433376593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995594638481371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568761052229586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249049301801304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682495616156153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307208199982952,0.0,0.18405890856880447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626340430048094,0.15685776306831553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597817493228945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389868310817175,0.0,0.0,0.15764298061296908 autism,FarkasIsMyHusbando,2019/06/29,"Need sensory friendly clothing recommendations for a pre-elementary girl. I've got a friend with a young daughter who has SPD, and while I know that's technically not autism, I also know a lot of us on the spectrum, myself included, have SPD, so I figured here would be a good place to ask for help. I already told them about Target's sensory friendly line and they are aware of Kohl's line as well, but it sounds like her daughters sensory issues change every week, so more options would be a huge help. Thanks in advance.",10.710699999999996,7.534683470000004,9.854000000000003,68.94200000000002,59.3,12.8,42.0,10.686352973137794,4.3138,417,17,78,7,4,133,76,100,0.0,0.748,0.252,0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,1,6,7,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,14,8,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,9,7,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,2,4,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226195377847047,0.16106823644783652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882920176229594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213066042584038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969738318538627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668287213433288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893392013989142,0.16108670845289444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700029823508093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022066770113385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138034374065696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098399199710123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123235793154348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493436418584832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043153868725575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854321106863897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245676114324564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422725324103084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155968758548112,0.0,0.18109260161451365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861530713797818,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,YinsYangs,2019/06/29,"ASD Interaction Primer I have ASD and wrote the following primer today to get ahead of my online communication issues. After finishing it I realized it might be useful for others, as a template, and that constructive feedback might even help me to improve it further. Please let me know what you think. \-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hello, my name is Derek and I am neuroatypical. My clinical diagnosis is autism spectrum disorder. This can cause frequent and foreseeable problems in my online communications. I have prepared a primer to try to mitigate those in the future: Background: Neurotypical people (Likely You) engage in a wide array of subconscious communication habits that facilitate cohesion with other similar neurotypical people. Neuroatypical people (Derek) do not handle this workload subconsciously, and therefore must consciously attempt to navigate this perilous terrain. This frequently leads to misunderstandings when the posturing of the neuroatypical person (Derek) does not cohere to the subconscious expectations of neurotypical people (You). The most common manifestations of this are as follows: Disgust: This happens when the neuroatypical person (Derek) unwittingly violates a social taboo that is subconsciously held by neurotypical people (You). I try to avoid taboos that I know are commonly held, but there are an incredible amount of them, far more than will easily come to your mind when reading this, and it is easy to lose track of them in the moment. Suspicion: This happens incrementally, over the course of a discussion the neuroatypical person (Derek) will fail to recognize enough social cues to start the neurotypical person (You) down a pathway of distrust. This frequently leads the neurotypical person (You) to assume that the neuroatypical person (Derek) is a member of whatever outgroup is currently being discussed and any evidence to the contrary gets mislabeled as an attempt to covertly infiltrate the ingroup. Anger: The most foundational characteristic of my neuroatypical mind (Derek) is dispassionate rationality. This does not imply that I am always correct. Even rational thinking can lead to incorrect conclusions when based off of faulty information. It only concerns the way in which I think. This frequently results in anger due to attribution errors. Moralization, dominance, prestige seeking, and a whole list of other neurotypical patterns of behavior are misattributed to this rationality. Hopefully this will help us understand each other more fully. It is never my intention to cause distress. I have profound love for other conscious beings and want only to see them flourish. Regrettably, it is very easy for me to unintentionally cause such distress, and the population dynamics mean that in order to meet my socialization needs I will constantly be in such situations.",11.084387755102036,13.07985907709751,10.326196145124717,49.0814030612245,55.734693877551024,13.646938775510206,42.734126984127,12.84556810832002,6.765792290249434,2307,119,276,81,28,739,228,441,0.11199999999999999,0.804,0.084,-0.9565,1,1,0,0,0,0,241.0,1,7,3,9,9,16,5,3,28,0,33,2,0,11,3,62,57,18,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,6,35,13,0,5,13,1,0,6,4,11,0,0,3,1,31,5,58,42,8,43,1,2,1,1,31,14,0,6,22,216,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842066815011854,0.0,0.0,0.06409087654844099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904514626089683,0.0,0.0811850458802818,0.0,0.10184702406554352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801469575869717,0.0,0.1649515580981245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738186570484422,0.0,0.12449789675705035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847985068880806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668380162606314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634293332596666,0.0,0.0,0.09360807601320573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836889789830476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359086320226184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637346878449617,0.0,0.04604409706909034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543776681074477,0.0,0.0,0.08506117865845476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266210737039824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996136275590168,0.19032427002973565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988261248710177,0.0726887389239715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143357475564538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266934076903633,0.4937546415329082,0.0,0.10345439517470773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018120698464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427204077032976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510228730614693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105937055597768,0.0,0.2882174250934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670818349093323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116812489484224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933469647228358,0.0,0.0,0.1279744233111192,0.0,0.0,0.09811396809082457,0.11336697892195315,0.08139874736346432,0.0,0.07776326275903285,0.055589048964573416,0.07480851371494526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522289206244913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,carelesstable45,2019/06/29,"Senses My son is Autistic. I still have a hard time grasping how he process certain thing's. For example a hot dog. He will eat hot dogs at home but if we go out he might not want to eat it because it doesn't taste good. He might not want to have a hot dog bun because it ""doesn't look right"". I guess it's just hard for me to understand this sometimes. Don't get me wrong I love the day out of him. Sometimes though it does become a little frustrating when all he wants is hot dogs and vanilla ice cream all day.",1.3044036697247705,3.062201504587158,2.301366972477066,97.97700458715595,79.8256880733945,5.460917431192661,21.90917431192661,6.2581,0.05793871559633024,400,12,95,3,10,126,70,109,0.10800000000000001,0.795,0.09699999999999999,0.401,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,10,4,0,1,3,21,19,6,0,4,5,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,9,8,3,9,16,2,11,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,4,5,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045787798249172,0.18532203869105854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643437906522747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684300750647386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434028088236533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766863205578587,0.0,0.09536466976710788,0.14074277148706155,0.0,0.0,0.1848507396963528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063187946167924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831719244252075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681797934180105,0.0,0.0,0.14090983130426693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514461511036191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560188000734436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330037754515335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33191719989626944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400538502246792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147893731567443,0.0,0.16486275662430255,0.0,0.09784559386057458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746858328465185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29691855821792595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346307915775206,0.0,0.0 autism,CalligoMiles,2019/06/29,What would the diagnostic criteria for allism (or NT behaviour) be if the autistic way of thinking was the norm? Just something random that popped into my brain while I was trying to fall asleep. I do hope this won't offend anyone. :),6.00062015503876,7.4320005348837235,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,66.90697674418604,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.3238589147286817,185,6,31,3,3,59,39,43,0.055,0.8390000000000001,0.106,0.32,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,8,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031383769936609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839694361491638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305989637864328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337571115152804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777922951856019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943424136885381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441206128786817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079714600375466,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,gmdehhbvsawrgioxg,2019/06/29,"Has anyone used IVF and gender selection for their second child? We have one autistic son and are looking at family planning options - I would love to hear any stories from those who chose to go down this path of gender selection, or from those who either opted for a spontaneous pregnancy or just having the one child. Please know how much I love my son just as he is and hope that us gently considering our options isn’t offensive to anyone - it certainly isn’t our intention.",13.725131086142321,8.571116719101123,12.287865168539328,59.80423220973786,55.966292134831455,15.911610486891384,45.39700374531836,13.023866798666859,5.694030711610488,384,14,65,9,3,123,66,89,0.03,0.778,0.192,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,1,18,16,7,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,8,4,11,15,2,3,0,0,1,2,15,2,0,5,0,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776081466616533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34498925633814176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256175125712106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020224894749794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27804278841164576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450234407301098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557692247856656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716136590119827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453030882615919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134894539124596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343333450363075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707966336236127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967432771154925,0.21306496190887744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752447941851103,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AutisticSonOfABitch,2019/07/25,"What are your thoughts on having kids? I’m a high functioning 20yom who’s on the spectrum and i’m concerned about my future. I want to have children but i’m very concerned (and this sounds bad) about how they’ll *turn out*. I don’t want them to go through what I have gone through and what i’m continuing to struggle with. If they turn out lower functioning I’m not sure how i’m going to be able to handle it. I think even having a kid that isn’t on the spectrum will be a major struggle in itself, let alone one on the spectrum. So i’m curious, do any of you have kids? do any of you plan on having kids? why or why not?",0.17889724310776955,2.303846639097749,2.063488721804511,96.06089724310779,86.36842105263158,4.74967418546366,20.14486215538848,6.079149491110277,-0.07685423558897275,485,15,111,4,15,160,74,133,0.114,0.8390000000000001,0.047,-0.8636,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,1,6,4,0,2,6,0,16,0,0,2,1,18,32,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,1,11,1,20,25,1,14,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,2,73,19,0,0.19868738192331792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578020669335406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702284659769925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658956647284832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123114189502394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258372357990696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992412769621815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317130949857054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346357120611005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415422382483776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726050609414696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731085169160547,0.0,0.1577355876511886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322296340291862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393789831269198,0.2343819313418643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856891668091706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MadeinBritland,2019/07/25,"Success! I am a closet railfan. I'm going to my nanas next week and I wanted to go on a train there (bearing in mind I'm 12) and my parents declined. I wrote them a persuasive argument debunking all of the questions they might have about it and I managed to change their mind about it. I am very high functioning so I don't think I'll have a problem. Success!",0.21891891891892,2.60791467567568,2.2851891891891896,91.85913513513515,91.43243243243244,5.122162162162162,24.967567567567574,6.742157984588678,1.1237664864864874,282,13,58,4,10,94,51,74,0.075,0.809,0.115,0.5837,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,12,13,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,8,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,38,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700255050310639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901341256246643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696904831533258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27078477678763346,0.5154687312286801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714661465969693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283430008932849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442441646448097,0.0,0.0,0.2859435525867228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355683112832112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061176477565607,0.1505557674567766,0.0,0.2047498311033006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,123PaperMarioFan123,2019/07/25,"What is everyone's opinion on the novel The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night time? I'm a 15 year old autistic male, and I recently read this novel. I felt like I didn't really relate to Christopher at all, but my autism is quite high functioning. What is everyone else's thoughts on the character?",5.224,6.1381047333333365,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,68.33333333333334,11.333333333333336,33.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.083833333333333,244,11,46,8,4,82,46,60,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,6,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272679917327799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51992259236729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121655418311635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874422440783216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291288572105672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553062535824753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854771494435657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893651881601705,0.2721297577580054,0.0,0.17428612679936167,0.0,0.2686226127134787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215982182624962,0.15863812042987996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519523155381234 autism,bread-love,2019/07/25,"Would love some advice and tips (toddler) My 3 year old has ASD & I’m just looking for some tips really. Moved him in to a proper toddler bed a couple months ago and everything went very well, would go to bed, tucked in and sleep no problems. Before he was in the big boy bed he would be awake all night, never EVER go under a blanket and so on. Until recently, the last two weeks or so, he’s started to move every bit of furniture in his bedroom, move his bed in front of the window to climb on to the windowsill and stand up on it staring out of the window, taking all the sheets off his bed and throwing them out of his room, taking books off his shelf and ripping them up and just all round trashing his room. Has anyone got any advice on how to deal with it? Going in to fix and rearrange it 50 times a night is all I’m currently able to do. Telling him off for it barely works because he has little speech, only started to speak at all within the last two months and it’s very limited and he does not truly understand the word no. He’s not having tantrums or acting up or doing it to push boundaries I think. But I really have no idea. Whenever I go up there and see the destruction, he’s always giggly & comes for a kiss. Thanks for any help, I feel a little exhausted by it.",4.750113636363637,4.789551208333336,5.595000000000002,84.33750000000002,69.11363636363636,8.41818181818182,26.72727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.4886863636363636,1005,27,210,12,16,330,144,264,0.073,0.856,0.071,0.0765,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,3,9,8,2,0,15,0,13,4,1,1,7,45,33,20,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,10,1,7,16,0,1,5,1,0,14,6,4,1,2,3,7,15,4,43,26,8,60,0,0,4,2,23,27,0,5,18,132,22,2,0.10945957115616467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392525219266925,0.0970293054173383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107913182535142,0.2371987992319573,0.0,0.14887252382964958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653667721418657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672553860978997,0.0,0.09314203297553658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950150192215465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942897283382329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111493352997887,0.0,0.0,0.11284801150836525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578880835379293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901244878946533,0.09222440965166166,0.0,0.0983752045612686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534604806867623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24883358713942225,0.0,0.08754481837570778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733684432372431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356653237051687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844831973324748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194144927192133,0.0,0.0,0.09191847167373396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879153655542347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747391707832548,0.34901460405755996,0.0,0.0,0.0844219692441494,0.0,0.0,0.20544078507071264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485940684662692,0.0,0.0,0.08324893630144628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473802675846462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024520831029252,0.0,0.108078121215655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722510643301161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953862154938053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495209569930846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645999501954527,0.0,0.0956724898163823,0.10077566676341408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013727341310222,0.0,0.0,0.06382675619171334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385219184363166,0.11395127387267773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063121947498192,0.0,0.0,0.08780186548192452,0.0,0.09841730003542162,0.10147011909028147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968787145888842,0.0,0.0,0.23327081640245484,0.0,0.0,0.07048837505156015 autism,markyboi2005,2019/07/25,"My friends keep telling me that I might have autism My friends keep saying that I most probably got autism. I can sorta see where they are coming from. I'm terrible at socializing unless me and the person instantly get along. I do weird things with my hands and I don't know why. I often repeat words or phrases continuesly like yeet. I prefer it being dark. I don't like a lot of noise or a lot of people in a space. If I like something I will talk about it continuesly. There's also a chance that I might not have it as I wasn't delayed in learning to speak as a child, I've got pretty good grades and I don't really have a routine apart from school. I'm not sure if these sorta posts are allowed. If not feel free to take it down.",2.217164404223226,3.8595841503268,3.5764705882352965,90.38334841628959,76.77777777777777,6.5377576671694335,21.57315233785821,7.321109707123232,0.5353644042232273,577,15,127,7,13,189,93,153,0.065,0.774,0.161,0.9186,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,7,0,15,1,1,1,1,33,27,12,0,4,9,0,2,3,2,3,0,2,0,2,9,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,3,5,19,9,16,20,3,11,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,13,5,84,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384281324718782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911045733666148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752464011449318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674735027627887,0.0,0.09043768723311664,0.0,0.0,0.14518819844216838,0.2768880160229211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30771874482269296,0.0,0.0,0.09513131895476598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537039782578933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29432712557073704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36726382213496217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000585305184625,0.1511443797166777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165782100454397,0.1761050896096834,0.1866312457028272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089239262312944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376561920393304,0.0,0.17518659957483615,0.13793841323638162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764538103542594,0.0,0.1332609572456768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314484877791646,0.0,0.13014977497439478,0.1391313487347815,0.15129716632424872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500005223783807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561959670742286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,-1uwu1-,2019/07/25,I followed this thinking that it was going to be a joke thank God it’s not Technically I have ash burgers but my doctor classified as really high functioning autism,4.247956989247314,6.941713580645164,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,74.48387096774194,9.29462365591398,29.68817204301075,9.725611199111238,3.5391849462365603,135,6,22,4,3,45,29,31,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021023072108215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787928663164317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182967198684284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142611418454857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516357669381626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143268835248031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fairied,2019/07/25,"Mixing up hearing letters Ok so I'm diagnosed with mild autism and lately at my work weve been taking email receipts. I've noticed that pretty much every time someone reads their email to me via spelling it out I always seem to get the letter jumbled or forget what letter they literally just told me. I find I tend to confuse y and w a most of the time. Exampl if they will spell D O U G L A S and I'll be like D-O.... And forget the next letter or mix it up and write a letter I thought they said (usually always wrong) . I don't have anxiety with speaking to others it's just hearing it spoken gets mixed up in my head Anyways long post but I'm just wondering if this is related to autism and if so are there any tips? I'm fed up with people getting really frustrated with me constantly being like sorry...can you repeat that .... again",1.2354399486191383,3.4166018728323704,3.5051541425818904,87.0508204881182,82.29479768786128,6.156583172768142,21.74983943481053,7.3871296695380915,0.9298390494540784,656,21,132,10,18,225,116,173,0.059000000000000004,0.878,0.063,-0.1105,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,4,1,8,6,1,1,6,1,9,3,1,0,0,29,25,14,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,11,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,4,16,3,17,16,2,17,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,9,11,78,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27732955399381026,0.0,0.0,0.113326592514021,0.0,0.12748553149933833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008766327790685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691445671784467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040842223376726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231357267430035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612006539203041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102928499710854,0.0,0.3756496038302052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798659732299727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628319320077003,0.0,0.0,0.1474785455002943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250571194529444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723241065073006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973025084306347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553298280250565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960305329846114,0.1695412829615835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669344726108618,0.0,0.1067592001893579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852074279632114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171039882994902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120060603432294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529881944483542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230017498029126,0.1943479858971661,0.0,0.0,0.1592396398406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353961345922648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807230266706244,0.12132198346371502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822038096657124,0.0,0.0 autism,Mrbellypants,2019/07/25,"Please help Hey everyone My friend /u/svc518 has been recently diagnosed with autism , but he’s having a hard time accepting it. Can we please show him some love and support?",3.17625,6.225134125000004,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,82.75,8.200000000000001,23.625,8.841846274778883,2.2510375,140,5,26,4,4,42,31,32,0.036000000000000004,0.478,0.485,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926467377514938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755096536498831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276141156262025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828515488452597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932601060882959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602271766022049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6329948770519899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846890059316195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271910712291578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812631055828062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,olivelahwf,2019/07/25,"what is a diagnosis good for? i think i might be on the spectrum. whenever i read about autism or people on the spectrum in general, i immediately identify myself in their feelings and perceptions. my boyfriend sometimes says that some things i do have a autistic touch to them. i am very picky about what and how i eat, i have color codes and patterns for pretty much anything i own and i feel distressed when this pattern is disturbed. i understand things literally. i even have been told to „think normally“ and be more independent in my thinking but i somehow depend on their explanation because i always get it wrong. i am very sensitive but cant express it like most people i guess. my boyfriend is overwhelmed by me either crying or yelling at any minor incident and i cant explain how i feel exactly and why i did that. i am socially awkward and anxious. i have a great eye for useless things (i „see“ key combinations, certain details in pictures/movies, some sorts of messages or patterns and little mistakes (especially grammar or double space between words in a document) where other people dont see them). i check my doors four times in at least two different ways everytime i close them. i cant focus for the life of me unless i everything is set into place and i have about two hours to get ready to focus. i know that i am not a neurotypical person and i would say i am on the spectrum because other diagnosises dont make very much sense to me. why should i see a professional? talking about it wouldnt be bad, but what is the benefit of doing that? they cant help make it go away. they just give me (a part of) a description of myself. i will just have a label.",4.464347826086957,6.188388018633546,5.520777639751554,78.42204844720499,70.98757763975155,8.381813664596274,31.20298136645963,8.954980946260402,2.7497161242236032,1330,59,243,26,25,439,169,322,0.094,0.8270000000000001,0.08,-0.5151,1,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,7,0,12,13,0,4,14,0,34,3,1,6,2,56,52,22,0,5,12,0,4,1,0,5,1,3,1,1,17,13,1,0,9,1,1,1,8,8,0,3,3,11,50,5,35,41,11,25,0,2,4,0,18,19,0,12,4,191,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340942048097133,0.0,0.0,0.07634073743221863,0.0,0.0,0.12682199244115636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238052116364497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547208677795257,0.0,0.09373251878844463,0.13686546562110047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331248061659718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728794168245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631360707477665,0.0,0.0,0.11487013796217435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414675659810921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089216556637562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028628311654684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730256830106132,0.1076901451998833,0.06380001847038089,0.09415847024244818,0.0,0.12376718877610675,0.12366718865269488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524559827297711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055361419890344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169523116229805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929264919323573,0.05484462865784467,0.11251414127074072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986901593464033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909025677936552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504822358275106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999109155152176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156678027355015,0.0,0.2334811161942216,0.09802121475826983,0.11728794168245775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420890965984355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122905084034494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785475210919002,0.0,0.0,0.2683703658568735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443506448649884,0.0,0.0,0.11102813828084476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902304395274508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374192488164765,0.2157952738129771,0.0,0.0,0.06545978411916188,0.0,0.0,0.10726936427011337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193236684227919,0.11686675358221338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778790903104455,0.0,0.08910686529448128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259461134656007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974637489613295,0.12273882840975005,0.0,0.0 autism,SlingShocker0701,2019/07/25,"To all my fellow people on the spectrum, do any of you have any special interests/obsessions. I am interested as I have been obsessed with Doctor Who since I was 5, which is something that first started the whole suspicion of Autism in my youth. Do any of you have an special interests or things that are precious to you? If so please let me know as I would love yo hear about them! :)",6.910600000000002,6.297407760000002,6.826500000000002,79.51575000000003,64.73333333333333,10.166666666666668,34.75,9.516144504307137,3.0091999999999994,302,12,60,5,4,96,56,75,0.048,0.6809999999999999,0.271,0.9637,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,2,7,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,0,1,6,16,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,11,6,11,12,2,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,2,3,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263713748434741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640863915159304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946502216473893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907984702164348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179674243177745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638349272910349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286605919339345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788731536833787,0.0,0.0,0.2832198858577143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343033535689115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986303757626044,0.0,0.0,0.182622343711662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171411822793746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806137650526004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328444464805105,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WTFMEEPONOULTILVL6,2019/07/25,"Wondering if I have some form of autism I interpret things in a literal way when people are just using it as a way of saying things even though I am aware of that, but its like i cant stop myself, i remember when my girlfriend told me to be honest I spent months trying to figure out what it really meant to be honest and like derooted my entire mind trying to figure out what i really meant by what i was saying even though it was just a simple be honest about something. &#x200B; I also have this memory of when i was younger and i was told to go think about what i have done and i just sat there looking at these swirling images in my mind (emotions i guessing) and just thinking ""what ARE these things, what are they"" I also remember when i was younger I used to only want all my food seperate, I couldnt have any overlapping foods. &#x200B; I still understand emotions very well and can figure out people well and stuff.. I think over the years i just learnt how to socialise normally but its like who i truly am is this heavily analytical person. Would like to understand if i am somewhere on the spectrum or have some type of autism",10.127792658730158,6.871066709821433,9.446130952380953,71.6683134920635,60.47321428571429,12.634126984126985,37.388888888888886,10.504223727775694,3.663341865079365,909,28,174,15,9,291,113,224,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9907,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,0,5,0,25,2,0,3,1,47,43,21,0,6,10,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,1,21,9,2,1,14,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,12,3,30,9,25,26,4,20,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,7,12,141,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496964297902658,0.0,0.2235145929695945,0.25066432863484345,0.07014196883771005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055528931315713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204792782432054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625227278789473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944608883493025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058619539945734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362557376952552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156526455615725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661561461974654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829359397816444,0.0,0.0823291575672564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105995796651213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844623232840775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301516880882895,0.0900620196014425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215433953675654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368579594053254,0.0,0.0,0.16404969458931354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940586984487671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237153276419659,0.08623363179492316,0.0,0.0,0.1180760647049628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557437156894,0.19827297823202408,0.20267839171683472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971184628012204,0.0,0.14005703300262926,0.0,0.0,0.21475465036491515,0.0,0.1781678987236641,0.0,0.08510522319101313,0.06083744754597045,0.16374300744110304,0.0,0.0,0.18547903977432967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118560844703704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327107296875819,0.0,0.25066432863484345,0.06642183902175051 autism,Darth-Kcinimod,2019/07/25,"AspieAsk, a new subreddit you might like to see Hello Everyone, I have created a subreddit, [reddit.com/r/AspieAsk/](https://reddit.com/r/AspieAsk/), with the purpose of Aspies helping other Aspies. It is a place where Aspies can share confusions about the world, and others can help to clarify. ""Why was that joke funny?"" is th question we want to answer. I just recently created this, so please help by getting it started. If you would like to help, send me a DM. &#x200B; I am going to add much more to the subreddit, and I will publish as time goes on, but it has recently been created (so forgive its current state.) &#x200B; Thanks everyone! \-friendy neighborhood Redditor, Darth-Kcinimod",7.9354975845410625,10.56711679130435,6.836811594202902,68.8046859903382,63.69565217391305,10.676328502415457,37.125603864734295,10.746095033038511,4.865183574879227,561,28,79,16,9,170,83,115,0.012,0.747,0.24100000000000002,0.9620000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,1,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,18,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,6,12,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,4,8,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33069827102455474,0.3708673289996323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916442008072787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973062490297562,0.0,0.08672982041466235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091558204321736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911170586610378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189143563344696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218337497611056,0.0,0.0,0.147388359032435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594413663633571,0.167516167389483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095426407481376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013611193423277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160766403847567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080157030838984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404996098964979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898610779671114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001129836626062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377036768980152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084073161620302,0.0,0.3708673289996323,0.0 autism,OPEDHitman,2019/07/25,"Clinical Depression Im currently 17 and sitting in my room wrapped up in a hoodie with my AC cranked to 68. Those have always been my ways of coping with a very bad day. Ive had depression since I was 8 and my parents refuse to get me medication for it (my depression isnt self diagnosed) or even treat depression as a real thing. Or my autism for that matter. Im a higher functioning kid, but against what even I tell myself, im still not normal. I dont smile unless im laughing, im horrible at picking up social cues. But none of this has to do with what I want to post right now. Ever since I was little I hated being hugged or touched unless it was from my mom on MY terms. My dad isnt a good person, he provides money and works a whole lot to get me the stuff I want, yeah. But he is not a good person beyond that. I dont want to go into details. But today after shutting down and just having a bad day in general. I went downstairs to make some food and just like every single fucking time I go downstairs my dad forces me to hug him. Not just force himself to hug me, but say ""I said hug me"" and make me wrap my arms around him. I avoid going downstairs unless my stomach hurts from not eating. And today he tried to make me go hug him and I do this ""whine"" I guess you could call it when I dont want to do something or like a flat hum and he says ""ill unplug the internet"" He's never done that so I guess its a joke. Then after a second time of trying to make me he goes ""ok ill remember that"" haha dont you love hating where you live, being completely alone, having a dad who used to hit your mom when you were little try to act like you still care about him, waking up to near violent arguments all the time, haha same.",1.8058578518255928,3.3573123791208843,3.6421020914569295,89.86418823112375,77.68131868131869,6.455015951790145,21.082594824530307,7.233258080335977,0.5181142502658638,1342,34,293,16,31,452,188,364,0.158,0.675,0.16699999999999998,-0.0698,2,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,0,1,16,31,4,1,15,4,25,17,3,6,3,59,50,26,0,6,19,6,1,3,0,0,5,3,1,4,16,14,2,2,1,1,1,6,12,13,0,1,9,4,49,18,46,37,8,47,0,6,0,7,36,19,1,8,22,195,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973315578172431,0.0,0.0,0.06405761743914554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853289719767748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285583787853786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861020690381926,0.0,0.0784912528755363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071721997126888,0.0,0.0,0.061466191292626565,0.0,0.0,0.0992978043344982,0.0,0.26522798217848426,0.07813806945702308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878229789866162,0.3609029938866629,0.0,0.0,0.0787747886120524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169562222008832,0.06963726420263433,0.06486311225874918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309046629235174,0.0,0.0,0.07117131453925386,0.08044288259329634,0.0,0.17500920805385478,0.12914259042372755,0.0,0.0,0.16961512917431587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520133330878547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824139450676356,0.0,0.41578460104947257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283282423977455,0.15431822145783086,0.06797909146303449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654498227748776,0.06948189259234039,0.0,0.2055521175335434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755420388106776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032760689928648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059375513368648276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542887246320862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548263892646027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444051881650826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373026915509022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762568881654763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720890277978698,0.06574469782478504,0.0732302847062781,0.1224429906739721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031205741767322,0.0,0.0,0.1273654364966848,0.0,0.0,0.07847642716072084,0.0,0.05926674965908917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296050709873516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812931060726813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728821003542451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114535755732941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467157125576645,0.0,0.1459453979583334,0.0,0.0,0.15680311409932593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649024984909634,0.0,0.06352061840511555,0.18163079281916014,0.06110704315308479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136578862712177,0.0,0.08595090968460052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056045935903754784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Qwarrk,2018/11/18,Any diagnosed while active duty? Tried doing a google box search as well and couldn’t find much information. I’m finding people who were diagnosed after they left the service. ,5.615376344086023,8.648767096774192,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,71.58064516129029,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.6020881720430107,144,5,21,3,3,45,30,31,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144846943401787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013401341253917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415028442767067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218578154346325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776520074272027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537053165021235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112263313516154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26634887282021924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,galloo2,2018/11/18,"Limping - physical issue or a habit? Hi guys - I need advice. My 5 year old boy has developed a limp on his right side - he is walking on the side of his foot and his heel for the past 2 weeks. He says someone stood on his foot, and that it's sore - but when I distract him and prod his foot all over, he makes no reaction, so I don't think there's any pain. We got a nurse to check his foot and she said there's nothing wrong... no redness even. I'm worried it's a habit he is developing with no underlying physical issue. Have any of you experienced this? Thanks",1.319207459207462,3.1779601282051324,3.08125874125874,91.91601398601401,80.19658119658119,6.6477078477078475,22.602175602175606,7.686295010490155,0.8181863247863248,433,14,100,7,11,144,80,117,0.17300000000000001,0.789,0.038,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,5,7,5,1,1,12,13,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,6,14,1,10,10,1,14,0,0,1,0,19,8,0,1,5,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925815746328486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124930053086057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143949693310998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126979822147706,0.0,0.0,0.21203533505326425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470195174381618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294218110274234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878439414660073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547607849007687,0.0,0.22470715913803266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278633550239441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044238183228937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828770360681284,0.2036991249575816,0.1702951870084644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144275244551336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715419407385573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721425080481778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177267671082666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217472711288607,0.0,0.0,0.23413186147210446,0.0,0.1379011344821115 autism,JealousCorner,2018/11/18,"Banned from r/ask UK for mentioning I was autistic I was kindly told by the nice people of the subreddit that all autistic people are retarded, I mentioned I was autistic and I got banned for being autistic. As autistic people living in the UK are scumbags and a stain on the NHS, how should I kill myself (remember I am a coward and I am scared of death) I also posted a picture of my UK size 12-14 body https://m.imgur.com/GezheuY and they found it repulsive so they banned me. All I asked is how to cure autism or kill myself if there was no cure. I wanted to HELP them by no longer existing. Also, a UK subreddit said ""Autistic people go REEEEEE"" and I got triggered because am too much of a snowflake to not get offended by the TRUTH. I wish I was strong like the baby boomers and could kill myself like they did if they are fat or retarded.",3.9081093605189987,5.543207012048197,4.5309638554216844,85.32121872103802,72.25301204819277,7.517330861909176,27.22706209453197,8.139509932561175,1.759714179796108,668,24,129,10,13,213,92,166,0.215,0.653,0.133,-0.9558,0,0,0,0,0,3,21.0,0,0,5,1,7,11,4,1,11,0,16,2,2,3,3,26,26,16,4,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,11,1,24,6,16,12,3,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,4,2,92,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472067962262439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28898973166954595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421973025527887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716838476176755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340540237392665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694695603764719,0.0,0.0,0.08075241108794,0.0,0.0878413046458719,0.0,0.24723514697553475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035998371101728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130007818901978,0.1609528281632016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510226438683565,0.0,0.13648132344936867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362105871272693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286160902643261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480279376495758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508893119621796,0.0,0.14702412106701546,0.0,0.15474380418378492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476908805346899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116483631072388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773899216170394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,_blondepotato_,2018/11/18,"Is it normal for me to not want to drive? I’m a 23 year old girl, I’m autistic but I still try to be as independent. I live with a roommate, and am a department manager at a pet store. I have my moments where I have my problems but I try really hard to fit in. People always make fun of me because I have a lot of hand movements I have to do to kind of keep myself together, and sometimes I’m a little slow at stuff and I’ve been told I’m to innocent so people make fun of that to. The latest thing is the fact I don’t drive, but honestly I don’t want to drive. Is it normal to not want to? It’s not that I can’t I guess, I just have no interest, but people blame it on my autism 😵",-0.693798387096777,0.9847804709677456,2.5003830645161287,94.3905745967742,86.22580645161291,5.939516129032258,18.719758064516128,7.1686216300943375,0.1512661290322579,523,14,131,8,16,188,82,155,0.098,0.722,0.18100000000000002,0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,0,15,1,1,3,1,25,27,9,0,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,0,2,2,18,5,22,24,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531807110629704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222181465131542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279997237363573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491180113645407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363094473511616,0.0,0.1917052659861956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451025684291186,0.16255811539688794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650988582467135,0.0,0.0,0.24576795690379524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607454907160384,0.0,0.0,0.19317537684455674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828821891223768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615281451034107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793514223071112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207338277323126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701747163747553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074324965544308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230367833527858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590942551148872,0.0,0.24997508466957866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257497129994077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185503110940492 autism,Bowblax,2018/11/18,"I have trouble starting conversations with people without an explicit reason to I pride myself in the fact that I've been able to become so good at being social. I feel like I can have a conversation with anyone in any situation as long as they approach me first or I have something I need to ask them (this then transitions into regular conversion, outside of the initial question.). Something I've been struggling with my whole life though (to the point of considering medication) is initiating a conversation with someone from nothing. examples being with a co-worker, classmate or friend you're with face-to-face or even starting a texting conversation with someone I'd just like to talk with or get to know better. This gets so bad to the point where sometimes I know I'm going to be around someone I'm interested in getting to know better at a certain time (like at school or work). So I stress out about how I'll greet them or start a natural (not forced) conversation with them hours prior to being around them. Most of the time I just end up never speaking to them or wait for them to say something to me where from that point onward I have no trouble at all socializing. I was wondering if any of you have this issue and how you got passed it? 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autism,THOTdestroyer101804,2019/07/03,Tip to parents of kids with autism: do not refer to yourself as an “autism mom” or an “autism dad” It’s okay to state that your child has autism but saying you are an “autism parent” makes it seem like your child is a burden on 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autism,igorovitch,2019/07/03,autism representation is weird most of its representation has good intentions \^\^ but are just so wrong 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autism,ShadowRunner2049,2019/07/03,"I need help finding a Stroller for my 4 year old that i can afford =/ My Son Link just turned 4, he is a big boy, about 50 lbs and growing. Me and my wife are having a super hard time taking him anywhere because he has outgrown our current stroller. He will run all over the place, then throw fits if he sees things he wants and refuse to stand..so we REALLY need a stroller we can afford. Everywhere i look online i'm seeing prices that are just out of this world! I cannot afford 600-2000 on a stroller =/ Can any of you recommend something that will fit my large 4 year old with Autism? Thank you.",2.5844354838709656,4.052238895161292,3.0443870967741944,95.3215806451613,75.37096774193549,5.927741935483872,22.883870967741927,6.2581,0.2308606451612905,469,13,106,3,10,145,85,124,0.068,0.802,0.13,0.8268,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,3,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,1,17,21,5,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,15,2,9,19,1,18,0,0,3,0,16,8,0,1,7,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112357759178846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135468948225652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311359856230815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907384601975373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895564794803326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661668290112765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295604922029515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663846366330224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321823701423857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236581119702854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35417603734762354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108300966730394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708881333556666,0.0,0.0,0.2045989267020392,0.0,0.0,0.14763930452994542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129583720268058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172171647246615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310766275462305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862168287981153 autism,speechie1213,2019/07/03,"Therapist seeking perspective I am a speech therapist working with the early intervention population (birth - 3) and some older children (~4-8) with autism. For those who are familiar with various therapy types, I am certified in DIR Floortime and so my therapy is very child-led and play-based (some would say, the opposite of ABA therapy). I have been working with a 6 y/o nonverbal child who is on the severe end of the spectrum, for the last two years. I absolutely love this boy and spend a lot of time thinking about him and trying to find new ways to “reach him.” We’ve made a lot of progress in his ability to enjoy interactions with me. He has a lot of sensory needs and unfortunately he has not had a good, consistent OT, ever. His last one worked primarily on fine motor skills which is absolutely not a priority for him right now. Anyway, his ways of self stimulating have morphed from one thing to another over the two years I’ve known him, but for the last several months he has primarily wanted to clap another person’s hands. He is not content to clap his own hands; he wants to clap the outside of my hands while I clap my hands, hard and fast (sometimes too hard). Neither his mother or I mind that he does this and I try to honor his need to do this throughout our sessions, all the while trying to imagine what this feels like for him and why it is meaningful to him. The problem I’m having is that for the last several weeks he is completely obsessed with doing it. He would do it for our whole hour if I allowed it. Mother is exhausted from having to stop what she’s doing to clap with him. He is becoming very frustrated now if we say no sometimes. We have regressed on our social interaction/play goals because all he wants to do is stare down at my hands and feverishly clap them. I’m asking this here instead of posting on a therapy board because I am genuinely trying to understand this need and try to find a creative way to perhaps “morph” it into a more interactive activity if that makes sense. If anyone reading this has autism and/or sensory processing difficulties I would love to have your input in at least trying to understand this. I am not trying to extinguish this behavior or deprive him of self stimulation. The more he gets though, the more he wants, and it’s REALLY difficult to redirect him lately. Sorry for the long post. Does anyone here have any experience with a therapist who worked WITH your need to stim in a positive way?",8.06349645390071,7.283647800000002,8.366648936170215,69.95791666666669,62.48936170212766,12.343971631205676,36.81737588652482,11.618504940865991,4.311929078014183,1966,81,360,53,24,650,222,470,0.08199999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.079,-0.1618,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,5,2,1,8,11,13,1,1,26,0,36,8,5,5,3,71,56,23,0,16,11,2,8,1,0,3,1,3,0,6,26,24,0,1,9,1,1,0,6,6,0,4,3,12,40,7,64,50,15,44,0,1,1,2,55,14,0,11,25,247,66,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048315341794353414,0.14900086422047484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935737298680898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642065415399663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866208786258854,0.07846736515829307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449288553476968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434985037220385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629277855748085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642673366729903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949895888418609,0.0,0.0,0.035924200928636865,0.05075698426557843,0.0,0.0,0.12987388326826166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03711985154619008,0.0,0.0,0.05959201896152193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729080486357555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996835289105838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316556833658727,0.0801456789702238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034710654734516955,0.0,0.0,0.06287558970150135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120840229539714,0.1282478924190582,0.06722770483188245,0.04742535226159333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173862063890879,0.0,0.05671014733998495,0.0,0.0,0.2107259247886696,0.0,0.06861897813516782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628845610235688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062036713993606114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608943674157506,0.0,0.0,0.06798371427479631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106761705821132,0.0,0.04551541815926791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060674937161153374,0.0,0.11300106336736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823793243637734,0.24079337394176245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242488663189983,0.0,0.0,0.140537349526985,0.07953285618475882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059399635672903586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250001051971299,0.2474779717682451,0.0472013935503373,0.04552493973106343,0.06980468279116822,0.0,0.041428887771879336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376603531843625,0.0,0.13880790728341105,0.14792776003073035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724472566409852,0.16762472572622314,0.2255796209329937,0.0569907331697449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411012142497434,0.07932299054679179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689629744203453,0.0,0.0,0.15141221409034528,0.0,0.0,0.09150566795097018 autism,DRogue1337,2019/07/03,"Adult diagnosis in Germany? Heyo! The past week I've been trying to find some hospital/clinic/doctors that could help me with getting a diagnosis so I know for real whether or where I'm on the spectrum, but it's proven quite difficult to find anyone that's not specialized in child/teen's (upper age bounds 25, and I'm 26 now) treatment. Everyone I called turned me down because they only take in children. I've only been looking in my 100km~ area though, not all of Germany, yet. But I'm increasingly frustrated and would probably drive to the other end of the country if I have to, lol. Does anyone here know of someone in Germany that takes adults?",4.4512800000000015,6.339432567999999,5.144200000000001,80.44510000000002,71.32,7.88,30.1,8.548686976883017,2.4318800000000005,521,22,94,9,10,168,87,125,0.07400000000000001,0.88,0.046,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,0,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,20,15,9,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,1,16,11,3,18,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,3,6,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689009061438222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721542173104255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963449367864465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535242803599343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681229942607695,0.16827028754259454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030782974643144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373698163642088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35149082393602604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046120802750952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888487968745646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135010228228174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147134435463092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924834892468901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355821353256013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731623035268584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451923822400767,0.0,0.2188629315351412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629228324300363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891494468392021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889194721172756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054919430254588,0.2091513465556417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423978443129502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659406224284165,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bootopink,2019/07/03,"How does Kodi Lee sing with such stability? Just watched AGT Kodi Lee's performance and I was blown away! I don't mean any disrespect, but I'm very curious as to how he can sing so well and with such stability when he (seemingly) has trouble speaking normally. Is it something about art that helps the mind ""flow"" more smoothly or is it something else?",6.6285820895522365,7.005302865671643,6.793246268656716,76.19195895522391,65.11940298507463,10.87910447761194,36.15298507462686,10.686352973137794,3.8770925373134335,280,13,53,7,4,90,53,67,0.048,0.778,0.174,0.8469,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,9,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,1,6,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399467856432452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818383102322056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625119352789529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505923304969111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106829131307444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32676294539257605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028913035567622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939138148346256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730878371760094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618739725599938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751247985588495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697153909860168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,aubsKebabz,2019/07/03,"A little help, please I’m a 20 year old girl with high-functioning autism/Aspergers/whatever they’re calling it now. I’ve gotten a lot accomplished in the past few years (learning to travel alone, going to college for cosmetology, etc), but recently I feel like I’m backsliding. I feel like I can’t get my driver’s license or retake my cosmetology test, and it feels like there’s a lot of other issues weighing down on me. I spend most of my day drawing and being around in an argument scares me worse than before. It usually happens after a huge depression/big change in my life and I can’t seem to shake it. Does anyone else experience this?",4.881964444444441,6.2468591520000025,6.157866666666667,75.65137777777778,69.48,9.395555555555557,29.08888888888889,9.725611199111238,2.8172222222222216,514,19,94,12,9,173,91,125,0.114,0.74,0.145,0.4242,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,15,13,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,5,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,3,11,3,15,11,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,12,54,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851546378513407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376857264918973,0.1667126300990804,0.0,0.1448437960667381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845174014565662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614211923214522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212251521829586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493260542754597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238606115183988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592088624998985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146140257450272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915874414087636,0.0,0.0,0.2468087635785009,0.3487139088896133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500773320406797,0.0,0.0924701824878233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388133246508344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090591252248284,0.1719089620273008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982391767715432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492482160088137,0.2384713801997833,0.1630752376756171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766554799300033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073370896027332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553223174373771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786035125416621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065361122094876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289817039286245,0.0,0.0,0.14812241372053345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919886025339155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581241378711634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955604841675335 autism,WinterTrabex,2019/07/03,"37, Admitting the Truth About Myself So it's taken me quite a long time to realize that I was autistic. I thought I was just a normal person. No doctor I ever visited suggested to me that I might be. No friend or anybody ever said that. But since I've been on this journey of self-reflection and self-discovery this year, I've learned a lot about myself that I never knew before. For instance: &#x200B; \-I have a great deal of difficulty with noises. \-I hyper-focus into things while ignoring the outside world. \-I hate people telling me what to do, even a little bit. Makes me incredibly depressed and suicidal. \-I often set up conditions that have to be met before I can do something. \-I sometimes have difficulty expressing the words that are in my head to vocalize them (I do much better with writing) \-I sometimes injure myself. \-I don't like to be interrupted when I'm doing something. Super annoying. \-I often put myself before others, without meaning to. On the outside, I seem like a normal enough person. You'd never know I'd have autism just by looking at me. I didn't even know it myself. So many of my behaviors I explained away to myself as idiosyncracies, rather than anything indicating a pattern. Now that I know, I feel better. Everything seems to have fallen into place a little bit more. Life makes a fair bit more sense.",3.9496428571428592,6.510723011904767,5.034365079365081,77.67035714285716,74.83333333333333,7.374603174603175,27.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.2811952380952385,1077,42,177,20,24,353,147,252,0.138,0.777,0.085,-0.8937,0,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,1,4,15,12,2,0,13,0,21,4,1,2,5,41,40,9,1,3,6,0,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,2,14,6,0,1,13,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,9,3,36,8,29,26,8,27,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,7,12,139,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471899577712408,0.1286536135117049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712874502506501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947606313953357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702836740031965,0.0,0.0,0.18728134443418265,0.34677474773288763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091557849163078,0.09119274671284994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837083388538367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940049346135312,0.0,0.13986311765070622,0.19154580430154328,0.0,0.0,0.09515650764826822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053535204016459066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180124203122376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673109977632662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453281186543956,0.10866158882948276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456368498983102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478491057309786,0.10345349011094884,0.212235562281076,0.0,0.09369888363033306,0.08891102988651307,0.0,0.0,0.09001386749145973,0.0,0.0,0.14134905402184972,0.10734388620898183,0.0,0.11533240942564205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232004850371267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783266649853379,0.0,0.16331960472945362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747633051008435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340261916982117,0.18489753727610306,0.1106201939179702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643684432311874,0.0,0.11261450862863352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071442311747518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277509087517336,0.22090812741316732,0.0,0.0,0.08758354902837974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163020436856263,0.20943251302388946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581357648372564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092542221889577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034077775587051,0.0,0.0,0.08405547164639128,0.06173843541985515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206281570247408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286536135117049,0.06818209557602863 autism,ninjamos,2019/07/03,"Does it sound like my boyfriend has autism? I honestly always thought my boyfriend was a little different. I’m a 20F and he’s 19M. He has even thought before that he has autism but more joking about it but I can tell he honestly might think he does. I want to bring this up to him but I don’t want to offend him or anything. I’ve been looking it up and he seems very similar to people with autism so I’m wondering if he may have it? I hope I do not offend anyone I do not have education on the subject. •“Have low to no social skills”: Now my family says sometimes mostly my mom how he seems socially awkward and a little off and I have noticed it too. •“Have extreme anxiety and phobias, as well as unusual phobias”: He also has bad anxiety and weird phobias about food. •“Unusual eating and sleeping habits”: He ONLY EATS CHICKEN AND PIZZA. He freaks out about other food. One time my lo mein noodle touched his arm and he freaked out. He hates other food and won’t try anything. •“Have unusual interests and behaviors/ Have obsessive interests”: He also has weird obsessive interests such as being obsessed with things no one else really is obsessed with. And I can tell when he’s obsessed with something he’s obsessed with something. •“Get upset by minor changes”: And he does become upset with changes. •“Have unusual sleeping habits”: He also has these jumps at night where he will constantly be about to fall asleep I think and jump up out of the blue and start panicking a little then the cycle continues Over and over. Extra things: He mentioned when he was younger he must of been slower learning or something about speech so he has to have help with that. He has little twitches like his eyebrow will jump sometimes. He also is constantly doing little things like he has to be flicking switches or messing with things for example if he’s sitting in his car and it’s parked he will turn the volume button back and forth and stuff like that. He also has anger issues. He is impulsive. If he is on the spectrum is it important to be checked out and is it something you can get help for? Does it sound like he may have autism? Should I bring this up to him? Please help!",3.277607913669065,5.698312609112714,3.812920263788971,86.29391276978419,76.38609112709833,6.759928057553957,26.731954436450838,7.822599999999999,1.7265971702637888,1726,68,320,27,40,542,187,417,0.16399999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9704,2,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,1,22,33,4,9,9,0,46,11,4,1,1,61,65,43,0,8,11,1,1,5,0,9,1,4,0,0,22,32,6,0,8,1,1,7,6,20,1,2,6,7,23,13,46,46,3,41,0,1,2,0,49,22,0,14,16,202,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121268423341707,0.06495302091195339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194329313151072,0.0,0.0,0.054582079297343,0.0,0.12847513435160945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060024104975707815,0.06517769001935038,0.0,0.086212262232258,0.0664241774640844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515641456577707,0.0,0.0,0.16871245910034924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155715012034115,0.0,0.0,0.2732468940993225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975182020824152,0.06520996456849651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155856665283131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358898119542241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28317508106829464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815673208617839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706909496229047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569679661748707,0.0,0.0,0.07753220499440851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147542265316364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906833536584778,0.3911882406088613,0.0,0.0,0.06555159555393357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281040498025356,0.0,0.09142412167498266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732549780692567,0.0,0.0,0.0888729871964148,0.0,0.0,0.10579233303793828,0.059368922299944775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541176815808025,0.0,0.0,0.08568755726937939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050007887457948666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207725522514149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212763934971606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623478690610604,0.15914675625605598,0.0,0.240380743704518,0.15440868705614244,0.0,0.05525199082709499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936119049803795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645754207798522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744108893069466,0.10003669765856477,0.0,0.12394345872480282,0.04551800776507359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299830765028833,0.08490797258035476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440851565432054,0.09208482266332438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018623057976285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465384494052564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,IlIkEpIe19,2019/07/03,"Noise canceling headphone recommendations I hope this is ok to ask, not sure where else to ask. Live in the middle of nowhere and have limited access to stores. I got my son (age 10) noise canceling headphones from the hunting department of walmart. They are now officially obliterated lol. They didn't really hold up that well and obviously probably aren't made to be worn for hours on the daily. Does anyone have any recommendations for a good set? Not really too concerned about the price so long as it's worth it. He just really needs them and I'm out of ideas and I'm a bit nervous to buy a pair online for them to be what we don't need (add to the extra length of time for returns etc). I really appreciate any help anyone can offer. Thank you!!",3.011409001956949,5.3647389863013695,4.560704500978479,80.93904109589043,76.94520547945207,8.281017612524463,23.442270058708417,9.04235418022936,1.9464653620352248,596,19,116,15,14,199,102,146,0.06,0.775,0.165,0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,4,1,7,7,0,1,8,2,10,0,0,1,2,19,21,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,4,1,5,1,1,0,4,0,10,6,22,15,3,14,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235027319240499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249188824840798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331667143814057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453705017372014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559350461464618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488546666591056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987286673664062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494571034691476,0.14251461656020345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194368296099651,0.0,0.0,0.1769826223056053,0.17548100466871105,0.0,0.0,0.20115453212642306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734480891538147,0.15769231651252927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860744462340935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642508753152644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921186825022413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566116523532192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794172533225446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405317612003878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039038729386144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021397996675224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BrantlyMcCord,2018/11/07,"Looking for Adults with ASD to Test App Prototype We are searching for working-age adults with high-functioning autism spectrum disorder to test a basic app prototype. The app is intended to teach soft skills for success in job interviews. We will only require 20 - 30 minutes of your time remotely, or at a location of convenience. We are two graduate students enrolled in an educational software design course; following testing, we hope to work with a community partner to develop the app. The purpose of our usability test is to evaluate the preliminary design of our application. We are not testing you or your capabilities; we are looking for your feedback to improve the app's navigation and design. If you are interested, we can arrange appointments from November 12th until December 1st, either remotely via a web conference (no software download required), or on the off-chance that you are located in West Lafayette, IN, at a location of your preference/on the Purdue University campus. If you are interested in testing with us, feel free to contact Brantly McCord at [mccord4@purdue.edu](mailto:mccord4@purdue.edu) If you have comments or questions, please feel free to email us or ask in the comments below! Brantly McCord: CGT Master's Mohan Yang: LDT Doctorate Faculty Mentor: Dr. Marisa Exter ([https://www.education.purdue.edu/faculty-profiles/name/marisa-exter/](https://www.education.purdue.edu/faculty-profiles/name/marisa-exter/))",12.735526315789475,13.433822026315793,11.53842105263158,46.178947368421056,52.42105263157895,14.26666666666667,49.26315789473684,13.295006501635747,7.40101052631579,1194,69,143,38,12,381,134,228,0.012,0.8809999999999999,0.107,0.9656,1,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,11,9,0,6,0,6,0,0,14,0,12,2,0,1,0,29,19,10,0,4,10,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,20,8,35,18,1,15,0,0,2,0,30,12,0,10,2,95,21,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049027629717648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511981043422675,0.22433897744490086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164695971720147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315746302665536,0.0,0.21769418578166794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750132166276875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681102897004391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669549384998994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405927061241565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455306234507689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780502811104047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410601933215126,0.0,0.5272906617044554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956491069860254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChoppinFacesOff,2018/11/07,"Need to vent Have any of you heard of autism cure diets and miracle probiotics? I've been posting a lot about autism on Facebook just trying to combat damaging myths and misconceptions, trying to build a better world for us one step at a time, and it has been giving me a sense of self worth. I've even had some friends who received late diagnoses who've been openly appreciative because my posts have helped them understand their condition and how it factors into their lives much better, since they have only had a short time to understand the implications of being autistic. Anyways, Facebook has been sending me ads related to my obvious interest in ASD. They've sent me ads from Autism Speaks (they stopped after I started liking other, less antagonistic and more respectful, autism charities), a disability conference where Ari Ne'eman will be appearing as a keynote speaker (and as an autistic person who's planning on going into special ed to work with transition age students, I have 2 obvious reasons to want to attend), genetic research, etc. So how does my initial question factor into it? I saw an advertised FB post about a probiotic autism miracle diet that claimed to fix the ""damaged gut"" we have in order to repair that ""second brain"". Being the sort who is more than willing, even if somewhat reluctant, to dive into the belly of the beast in order to understand wickedness, I decided to look into it. Filled with parents who claimed to be ""curing"" or making their kids verbal through this diet or that (and as someone who spent his early childhood nonverbal, I am more than averse to calling late speech development ""miraculous""). It all spilled over to here the moment I saw a mother claim that a gluten-free diet as a follow up to chelation was ""fixing"" her son. I really wanted to grill in to her for medically abusing her child, but it was so overwhelming that I just couldn't do it. I do hope that I find the strength, reasoned arguments, and specific data, to comfortably and confidently respond to her comments. Anyways, venting session over",11.277103658536582,9.35170637669377,10.448819444444442,61.22656250000003,57.04878048780488,13.344241192411928,45.01371951219512,11.93303328291395,5.578773577235771,1659,81,253,38,16,533,222,369,0.048,0.841,0.111,0.9707,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,1,6,5,14,14,1,1,20,0,26,8,2,5,3,49,45,21,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,2,2,4,0,4,20,18,4,1,8,0,2,9,1,4,0,2,13,7,30,10,56,25,10,44,0,3,3,0,38,19,0,10,12,189,50,4,0.0,0.1482935268437066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511274362385557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762960620907759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221386792009602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971938114238916,0.12780183074068055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703424555755527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952791123202928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958591334319553,0.16533332260455438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439350441827947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669790982335694,0.0,0.0,0.12006438537945195,0.07113102123342911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838917664414472,0.0,0.0,0.12431161194702313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823707076641113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114660370218845,0.0,0.11051812077906993,0.0,0.10510244755191052,0.0,0.0,0.10640612080460066,0.0,0.0,0.08354493000365729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260850165394349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200662458784968,0.09280417433336886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481130810436037,0.09518943039471084,0.0,0.0,0.1389747996047496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928443714375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359604576180012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020727046028866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018037279361842,0.25736959753816985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056864207325491,0.0,0.0,0.10353322169268687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604722787765346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858852967607017,0.0,0.0,0.10463893609398253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596300771534845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995015309952108,0.0,0.0,0.3908863224419401,0.1505514533742158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764461738137302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111759778012617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wolfgang2002,2018/11/07,"I Don’t Approve of the Way Autism is Portrayed on Sesame Street I don’t approve of the way autism is portrayed on Sesame Street by that muppet Julia, but they make it look like all autistic children have severe autism. I mean, I have high functioning autism and I’m not like her. Some people have different levels of severity. They make it look like she can hardly do anything from [this clip.](https://youtu.be/dKCdV20zLMs) I have heard autism used as an insult and I think it’s because of the way people view this *wonderful* part of human nature. I think they should’ve introduced two autistic characters: one with severe autism and one with high functioning autism.",6.549416666666668,8.586475775000004,5.146666666666668,81.91166666666669,66.25,8.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.271333333333334,543,18,91,9,9,158,68,120,0.092,0.828,0.08,-0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,16,21,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,5,12,3,12,20,3,10,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,2,3,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704982102261753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941147153767147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130469725831872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830312113952992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262430383567472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628147689341815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25929744381761577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611305729270032,0.0,0.0,0.16817597879344795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923732901108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671893325725098,0.0,0.21406918291854912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232502882129744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785376520301165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508166032630346,0.0,0.0,0.13334339573822546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676428042929972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742937694286156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DasGooden,2018/11/07,"I try explaining things but physically can't. Whenever I try to explain something to someone if they ask me a question I try thinking about it in my head and it seems clear and easy to answer until I start to speak. I forget and lose place of my thinking/thought when I try to say things. Then other times I just physically can't get my mouth to move to want to say things, people probably think of me as being rude but I just can't say anything. Some of it is from anxiety and the thought of being judged but I'm wondering it's something more complex. I'm just curious if anyone else deals with this issue/has problems with trying to convey someone.",3.91,5.442655384615384,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.07692307692308,7.661538461538463,29.153846153846153,8.238735603445708,2.0691384615384614,520,21,100,8,10,170,77,130,0.11800000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.5927,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,1,29,19,13,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,14,0,20,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,6,5,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110607435088208,0.0,0.0,0.10109747330796087,0.14814482839221746,0.11898146454894022,0.0,0.13516783120508785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906119845517346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078254872744595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553990384557865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838633306869412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617540788469407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367139826332174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002373112115983,0.0,0.15106096934211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558875153301096,0.138348700909891,0.0,0.0,0.16196873768289172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449403394271599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162511771680402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501348008166815,0.22261780911668455,0.0,0.0,0.10233829014509252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881683451023199,0.1852889721598718,0.0,0.22956931416749946,0.08430890933986628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908199780970001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528021487198023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679669846706734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Maiko_maka,2018/11/07,"Am I on autism spectrum? I know I have problems, but not sure if I fit in. I was normal child, but from the age of 4-5 the hell begun and even now, I am considered as ""just weird member of family"". But honestly, as I get older, it becomes more and more difficult to cope with my ""weirdo"" self and sometimes I just want to die to stop this torture called life. So here we are: - As a child, I refused to speak, talk or even look at strangers/people outside from my immediate family - Now I find it difficult to look in someone's eyes. I avoid it if i can, or just look at the forehead to make an impression I am looking. Eye contact makes me super anxious/insecure - I have troubles to identify people's mood and behaviours. Often they have to tell me directly what they think/want/why they did this or that. - Noise and people make me anxious and irritated. I have full-time work which allows me to have my own closed and quiet space, otherwise I just get annoyed, cant concentrate and have this strange feeling of ""shut up or i will harm either you or myself"" and I have to go away or I will bite myself or break something. -Sometimes, when I feel totally irritated, the only way to calm down is rocking movements. Just rocking inward-forward or move my legs, make something repeatable. - I have normal family, no neglect or anything but somehow when I was about 18 and went to college, I realized that I did not know the basic rules of society: like how to behave when visiting someone, how to make friends, not insult someone. How to say hello or goodbye when leaving. I had to LEARN everything my siblings already somehow knew. Any advice, thought or comment will be appreciated, P. S. Sorry if I made any mistakes, English is my third language. 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autism,gotanyweed,2018/11/07,I can't talk to people and even my family at times I need help with talking to people if its someone I don't know i find it almost impossible to start a conversation with them but not the other way but I'll still struggle to keep the gonvo going if its a girl even more so even with adults I don't know i almost can't talk I mean I'm 14 so then I judge myself and make myself feel bad but when I'm online (playing a video game etc.) I lose all awkerdness I haven't been diagnosed with speeches ( I think I have it) and I'm finding it very difficult to talk to people about it but I literally can not possibly talk about it with my family because it just makes me anxious that they'll judge me I know they souldnt I know they'll love me but I don't feel that 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autism,blamhin,2018/11/07,Go Leafs Go That is 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autism,woke_up_breathing,2018/11/26,"How do you get your child to take medicine? Hello, I have a 3 year old son with Autism. Our little guy is very picky when it comes to food. He has a pretty decent diet but it's the same thing over and over. He might try something new but this usually leads to gagging and sometimes he throws up. Medicine is virtually impossible and twice we have had to take him to the local children's hospital for antibiotic shots due to a simple ear infection. He gagged and almost threw up when I mixed the prescription with his milk. I tried to convey to him that he either drinks this or he has to get shots and all he does is say ""BYE SHOTS"". I don't think he was getting the idea. So now that his ear infection is cleared up he has a bit of a lingering cough. His doctor prescribed a steroid and as usual he wont drink it when I put it in his milk. I absolutely hate bringing him to the hospital and he isn't to thrilled about going either. So what do you all do when it comes to medicine? I have called compounding pharmacies to possibly have a suppository made but it wasn't possible (it's the only way we can get Tylenol in him when he has a fever). When he was very little we could use the oral syringe and kinda force it down his throat but he's an enormous and very strong 3 year old and that won't work anymore. Help please!",2.883474747474746,4.480250007407406,3.8371043771043776,89.41151515151516,74.85185185185185,7.2794612794612785,24.494949494949488,8.00094639256281,1.1596666666666664,1042,33,227,16,22,335,141,270,0.057,0.899,0.044000000000000004,-0.6755,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,4,3,0,3,11,3,1,0,16,0,26,15,3,4,3,38,41,25,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,3,15,17,6,0,2,2,0,8,5,1,0,1,6,3,23,2,27,31,6,36,0,0,0,0,39,12,0,4,16,138,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391469904309672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272372639380735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350996233944605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263594755919607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131940868284541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880187324623467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266602508450512,0.1082917932063447,0.0,0.0,0.2424498075780013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963530776232015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25861070362100114,0.0,0.07032824560717138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252893975294447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217449748904133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829449746735926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969524833496125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480539144433696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709235978330942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127596243704226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195155791181445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597032231176267,0.0,0.0,0.09411513463354836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583699478464392,0.0,0.27901219422747964,0.0,0.1258951398707451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124399867729911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840854451893546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526645078196172,0.12238890153217252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608461755266004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221197748295814,0.07929205132665977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803211736460116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687763629969614,0.2725795735957429,0.3063125901996889,0.0,0.09822457199796483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900892562021106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937796211727412 autism,where-the-road-goes,2018/11/26,"How do you prepare yourself/your child for emergencies? Emergencies are scary for everyone, but I imagine can be especially scary for someone with autism, have you, and if so how, have you prepared yourself/ your child for an emergency situation in a public place like at school or a store? 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My son loves peanut butter, bread, milk, and sweets. He won't try anything else and will throw a tantrum if we don't give him his preferred foods. Even stuff that he used to love, like peas and carrots, or mashed potatoes, he won't touch. Any tips from anyone on how I can help him eat a better diet?",3.6776712328767154,4.403339506849316,3.682082191780825,94.66805479452057,71.73972602739727,5.84,24.189041095890413,3.1291,0.032558356164383184,276,7,62,0,5,84,58,73,0.034,0.6990000000000001,0.267,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,5,9,0,2,0,9,9,6,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,2,13,2,0,2,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422437472352662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857622189949674,0.0,0.18662811746803692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057654186674914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641237639956269,0.18945320413939604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979207116349946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27423429734919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755678378250007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30402392574871706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079770573620834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40937206037215534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379770255296529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596192771701513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397492185056846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587297898664735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460447541017534 autism,Akt1,2018/11/26,"Methyl - vitamins... Hi, Are You familiar with mthfr-mutation? Meaning, thats a gene that can mutate, and if so - a person can not absorb b12, b6 and b9 i think. One needs the active forms, the methyl forms... Metylkobalamin (b12), methylpholate (b9) and p5p (b6). If You dont have b12 for example, You can not synthetisize neurotransmitters efficiently, leading to lack of serotonin etc. Ive had good improvement from autistic traits by supplementing with these active, methyl vitamins.. Note that ive been taking a bkomplex for 10+ years, but it does not in General contain the methyl forms. It did not heal me. Im interested in heaeing if anyone else have benefited from methyl - b12, b9 and b6 against autism. Best regards Akt1 ",4.793139534883721,7.473208100775193,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209305,72.64341085271317,8.331007751937985,29.3546511627907,9.075114841892004,2.826586046511628,571,24,97,13,12,180,86,129,0.025,0.8440000000000001,0.13,0.929,0,0,6,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,0,12,3,0,1,0,21,16,9,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,0,7,4,12,13,6,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,61,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943792792440006,0.2848368413608793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917366677669649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432736853122852,0.0,0.3258059099655449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222761161772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100358545571371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316747104360955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028031374464154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281604478164986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061284036962469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883753579030173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427329022546582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901625761106365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812679032336154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901847893474265 autism,juliangreenwell,2018/11/26,"Questions about “stimming” I’ve never been diagnosed with autism. I’m not asking anyone to diagnose me, nor am I self-diagnosing after spending ten minutes on the Internet. I just have a few questions I’d like to ask about the autistic behavior “stimming.” Anyway, for as long as I can remember, I’ve been indulging in the behavior of raising my hands to my mouth, and rapidly flicking and snapping my fingers. I usually do this when I’m really into a piece of music, piece of text, or artwork. It always greatly enhances the experience. When I’m doing this... thing, I’m always intensely focused on whatever it is I’m experiencing. I find it increases my heart rate, and I’ve noticed recently, that it sometimes makes my upper chest turn red. I learned from a very young age not to do this in public, as no one else did it, and most people would find it odd. All of these years, I’ve had absolutely no idea what it was. My parents never seriously questioned it, or explained it to me. It was just that thing I did. And for the longest time I just accepted it as that. But now that I’m 18 and trying to figure this whole “life” thing out, I want to figure out what this behavior is. Is this considered “stimming”? I am aware that you do not need to have autism to stim. Again, I am not asking anybody to diagnose me. If it is stimming, how does this behavior effect me? Whenever I do it, like I said, it greatly enhances my experience. Like if I do it while I’m listening to a song I like, it creates an incredible surge of energy and stimulation in my upper body. Does indulging in this behavior effect how I normally perceive music and other art? Does it make perceiving these things *without* stimming less impactful? Does this effect my ability to focus? Thank you for your time! My apologies if this isn’t an appropriate post for this subreddit. If it isn’t, I would be greatly appreciative if somebody directed me to the right place to ask these questions. Thank you!",4.494035216434337,6.187221617021277,5.8798495964783575,76.00000000000003,70.86170212765956,9.122377109317682,32.38041085840059,9.581879112588783,3.306052567865004,1552,73,277,37,29,523,177,376,0.018000000000000002,0.883,0.099,0.976,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,4,0,3,12,11,0,0,12,0,28,10,6,8,3,60,49,26,0,10,16,1,2,4,0,2,4,3,0,0,44,12,0,0,18,2,1,1,12,1,0,2,8,7,36,10,42,38,8,31,0,0,1,0,18,13,0,12,20,207,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501051463946124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060928462586279715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258466458943345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678995439952666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537703123492264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30501793589160925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279207640332007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704741012716874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928392226504814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882077147169337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325818170987043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836746405105054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154768869902001,0.17028363490391926,0.0,0.0,0.07711381449722518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632971823018115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461124241957475,0.1344113954714196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537610398135087,0.0,0.09920645283279388,0.0,0.0,0.0590465248703986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675571742300032,0.0,0.0,0.06041006828431018,0.0,0.0910399866351866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345349625938449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39045510639015857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582241899217701,0.0,0.08603762280475456,0.0,0.09870963344252924,0.07441482252633651,0.08288757603683758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090326212143694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618106925760442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604487329602534,0.0,0.0,0.23156073913780356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162098142169086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059160542184839834,0.09478041689208494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596948259269997,0.07189744118951348,0.05139586788039128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972857416913322,0.0,0.08399729785678225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379974958388053,0.0,0.0,0.056113597799364284 autism,changebegger,2018/11/26,"Fairly certain my 32 yr old room is on the spectrum unknowingly I could definitely be wrong. And at first I thought i was being a little mean until other ppl suggested he might on little bit autistic. So here's my reasoning for thinking so. He doesn't seem to pick up on social queues. We share basement in downhouse we're renting with his sister. Theres a thin sheet that separates our rooms. Every night thatci get up to pee or even walk by him, or into a room, without fail he will say ""hey brother man"". Or another example he will text me ask whats up, and then 10 minutes later he'll call me and ask me the same question. At first i chalked this up to him being a pot head. But as time has went on i doubt that has much to with that. As I too am a smoker. And when he's gone without weed. His self awareness stays about the same. What im asking you ppl of reddit and those with Austim. Do you think he has it? And if so should i try to make him aware of it?",1.3267795726941145,3.189147623762377,3.043444502344972,92.17860083376759,80.1881188118812,5.638770192808755,21.522668056279315,6.5966054737557815,0.3146792079207921,748,22,165,7,19,248,134,202,0.028999999999999998,0.9179999999999999,0.053,0.5588,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,0,3,9,5,0,1,8,0,16,2,2,3,1,35,29,19,0,3,7,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,4,2,10,11,0,0,7,0,1,3,3,3,0,2,4,2,21,2,30,16,4,31,0,1,0,0,30,18,0,9,9,110,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889473389999442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42498648135274103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543392617431926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547313281212541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098613892340605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008559517903444,0.0,0.12767242195601755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577864398226959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916932515386954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155515763895077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368078921727142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037501655312381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114892644607718,0.0,0.0,0.16506299923365364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075172774436347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139360943364064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220271345510824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590075633113714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697507543111492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580034892425676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205044949780024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379492322923831,0.1580811423584135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446800458935364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151317322587325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419144237115366,0.0,0.1202996479571331,0.08835964989498263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028804233519047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047187625655191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921432848577329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656766830618249,0.0,0.0 autism,pagefault0x16,2018/11/26,"Anyone else glad they're autistic for an oddly specific reason? Sure it sucks in a lot of ways. But the good news is I can't be drafted into world war 3. I'm a good shot and keep a loaded pistol around with one in the chamber. But I would be completely useless in a firefight, probably to the point of getting my entire unit killed or something.",3.9389999999999996,5.017237757142858,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.42857142857143,7.314285714285713,28.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,1.6720857142857142,273,10,53,3,5,90,57,70,0.179,0.679,0.142,-0.5984,0,0,1,1,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,8,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,9,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,4,10,6,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,33,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404478212960198,0.25503935496596064,0.0,0.22158410132290152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609790827465952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793370685230605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004604048654836,0.0,0.0,0.4175504905186321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124407186868025,0.27538381229125936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116157459312242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686689458481895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353019226478901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683688103629141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559225867423218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916243147237573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23459624254495184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975744466561808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681966300654542,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mrcoolj90,2018/12/20,"What do you do to deal with sensory overload? I'm sure this question has been asked before, but I'd like to ask anyway. What do you do to help yourself out of it? Usually, I need to be isolated and listen to extreme metal music to bring out my feelings without doing anything harmful.",4.4941071428571435,5.710220196428577,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,70.25,7.742857142857144,33.64285714285714,8.07648339933343,2.772764285714286,225,11,39,3,4,76,43,56,0.076,0.78,0.14300000000000002,0.6261,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,15,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,11,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018280567342834,0.0,0.5457150667745676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835849191191986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009034810399478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475774211974877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563322094454227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425921462796682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216416703474799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269593797280837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750824914310296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214517826792616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28135070031478365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cfm76,2018/12/20,"Can playing lullabies during the night cause my son to be more tired during the day. My son, who is four and on the spectrum, has been having trouble sleeping during the night. This has had an effect on the amount of sleep that my wife and I have been getting. In other words, we are sleep deprived. I have found that playing lullabies during the entire night helps him have a better night sleep, but my wife believes that it is harmful to him. I have done some searching on the internet but can not seem to find any definitive information regarding the effects of playing lullabies (classical music) during the whole night for children. Does anyone know of a source of information that would help us make a decision on the matter? &#x200B; I really appreciate this community, you all have provided me a great deal of hope and support.",7.806615497076024,8.40376508552632,7.532192982456141,71.14146198830413,62.618421052631575,10.439766081871348,35.309941520467845,10.25414643259724,3.7538222222222224,671,28,110,14,9,213,92,152,0.036000000000000004,0.7809999999999999,0.183,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,15,0,19,5,4,4,1,24,26,5,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,14,7,14,19,5,11,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,3,6,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584167176523146,0.15234200595707206,0.08525798858346091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876637674203728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125251991949048,0.0,0.11088229436651224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879268114679007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085525996163274,0.1292541327217065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971482069311844,0.12830018185524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458871701772022,0.0,0.0,0.1374651029212431,0.0,0.0,0.06550225584277462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382242551304851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806985560518514,0.0,0.0,0.1245237498042577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890176190345876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368749948816644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882706780795393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803172006587736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413493659783172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501854462073419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227187703101632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409790381211046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080836954014862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997455821030189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906143363500521,0.0,0.15234200595707206,0.0 autism,Robinsparky,2018/12/20,What do you call an autistic psychic? A person with Espergers syndrome,4.335000000000001,7.687262500000003,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,90.66666666666666,5.7333333333333325,39.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,4.156533333333335,58,4,7,1,2,18,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7600200445545289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6498996321550979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,silenceadrift,2018/12/20,"ASD questionnaire and statistics There are countless tests and quizzes online for AS and ASD but none give any indication on how your characteristics fare with others. This questionnaire isn't about scoring but highlighting our common and uncommon characteristics. I set out to do this with my own questionnaire which you can contribute to and / or view the graphed statistics. Interested to know your thoughts. You can find my data in the sample. http://dglad4.dynu.net/questionnaires/asd1",9.675142857142855,13.580901999999998,6.839238095238098,65.11200000000002,62.33333333333334,11.219047619047618,34.714285714285715,10.914260884657429,4.985228571428571,410,18,55,13,7,116,56,75,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,11,7,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831352994784429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149427419162862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404702314890278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096331220109864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472813135703604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Abrakedebrah,2018/12/20,"Being in a relationship is depressing After 2 years of being with my GF I now feels super depressed and anxious. Its gotten to the point where I can barely order food at mcdonalds (and this is a problem because I cant cook). Every time I pull up to the window try to act calm and normal and hope they dont know how nervous I am and that all my attention is focused on them even though im trying to not make any eye contact. Anyways, getting a GF has always been a huge driving force in my life and now that I have the perfect girl I find myself not interested in my old hobbies like graphic arts, game modding, and running game servers. I have lost 3 different jobs while being with her and now have 0 interest in getting a new one (my mother helps me run a airbnb which makes working not nessisary). At this point I find it hard showing and receiving effection from my GF and sometimes I feel super self conconsious when she is around. I really want to make it work with my GF because she is the best GF I have ever had and I have also been getting to know her large family very well. outside of my GF and her family I have no freinds and no siblings. Sometimes I feel the only way I could heal would to be to become single again.",6.549630893300248,5.669763262096777,7.218548387096773,77.28724565756823,65.57258064516128,9.888833746898264,33.996277915632746,9.057496981413335,2.849984119106701,971,37,189,14,13,323,149,248,0.081,0.765,0.154,0.9625,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,8,14,15,0,1,11,0,25,5,1,5,3,42,40,18,0,6,3,1,4,1,6,1,2,0,1,2,8,17,2,0,9,5,0,6,7,5,1,1,5,5,33,10,24,29,3,33,0,3,1,0,22,13,0,1,13,137,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988494653876899,0.1039293668689984,0.0,0.0,0.08493837630926307,0.0,0.0,0.1411049261584844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119022062004097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522795143679252,0.13794563677474342,0.0,0.0,0.13107807470070865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972494451514884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515767652409545,0.0,0.0,0.13049713249113912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638547746253486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824973051856267,0.1129819851002796,0.10523623043908344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354950121424575,0.0,0.18946424782051804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283183013945714,0.0,0.15103329799137474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577010958097488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118886246342868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837199004974299,0.0,0.0,0.12405693936774805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491675797028266,0.0,0.12394703228769174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372869306011877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822273798066596,0.06102133492773652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363464645072611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501213238316791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063217128028556,0.0,0.0,0.12237849723635097,0.0,0.0,0.13106476964897856,0.0,0.08463755832951361,0.09499441934643743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361475623507168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951537734229427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001611024383112,0.0,0.0,0.13409916235289504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030115094890676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470646762768956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271664019890922,0.0,0.07283198936312539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696019825371725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305812045292588,0.07367107167052532,0.09914224974367668,0.0,0.0,0.1123028675904724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186185708799596,0.0,0.0,0.08872756313418359,0.0,0.0,0.08043348727544683 autism,poyuki,2018/12/20,"Any advice for sleep-deprived parents of a 6 year-old insomniac? Our 6 year-old is non-verbal, extremely energetic, and loves spending the nights running up and down the hallways, slamming doors, and climbing furniture. Our current schedule is as follows: 1mg of melatonin around 7pm, bath and in bed by 8pm. He usually passes out relatively fast; in a good day he sleeps straight until 4am, in a bad day he wakes up at 12am. Once he wakes up he rarely falls back asleep, and once awake he'll run, giggle, play, and on occasions cause havoc (throw eggs, glasses, etc). We would say he gets about 5 hours of sleep each night on average. &#x200B; Do sleep habits change with age? Are there any ASD adults out there that once had erratic sleep patterns when they were younger? If so, did you do anything to improve things? Should we consider talking to his health care provider about something stronger than melatonin? 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We've been having a hard time lately - my partner (also autistic) has been very upset in that they feel I never listen to them. It's definitely way more true than I'd like. If I'm focused on something, and they want my attention, I often don't even mentally hear them trying to talk to me. If we're having a conversation and I am trying to focus, I am easily distracted, I need to be doing something with my hands or eyes or brain rather than just trying to listen to their words. I do not have anything to say so I need to just listen. I feel awful. I've never given anyone the kind of attention my partner wants to anyone in my entire life. I think this was an issue in my previous relationships. Has anyone who has these problems ever had a good solution? I love them as much as anyone but I think I'm better off being alone because I can't put people through this. How do other autistic adults fare in relationships? How do you deal with your struggles and another person and their struggles at the same time?",4.306551155115514,5.725281965346539,5.726356435643562,77.99306600660067,70.93069306930694,7.9609240924092415,25.842904290429047,8.447377352677275,1.847468250825083,815,25,147,13,15,275,121,202,0.08900000000000001,0.804,0.107,0.3839,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,7,1,10,11,0,4,6,1,20,5,3,2,4,35,36,15,0,8,9,0,4,1,2,0,1,5,0,4,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,10,28,6,25,29,3,15,0,0,1,1,26,7,0,5,7,111,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113460621996273,0.0,0.10125370051623574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327665142319332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541276661370664,0.0,0.10419307964783832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718312356798973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119803804793209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134383825374192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053415825667325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836277909947099,0.1145302118035704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804035624398188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619837240484052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134218686846505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270392764050305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215281298884318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184968786345885,0.0,0.0,0.1428268551769378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943168114676328,0.06185752894682477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142746770171456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759780054477804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307634601361936,0.1877663370535518,0.19530606780499465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877786652765508,0.11055504025999703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115313311805785,0.0,0.1272827078461068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078102925876216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068906221636234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494830732043286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647302741956478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176807030228062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622591275650219,0.0,0.0,0.1476600567856989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578891355783022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447035740321986,0.14936121780357,0.10050082631976752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,JARStheFox,2018/12/20,"Where do I start? I'm a 20 year old FTM in Oklahoma. I've never been officially diagnosed, but recently my general physician said it was really likely that I have Asperger's. I know she's right, I have a lot of issues that I had previously written off as me being a dunderhead. Knowing that this is a possibility makes me feel a lot better, because now that I know, I can start to fix certain behaviour in the correct and most effective way. My problem is, I'm not sure where to start? Do I need to get a formal diagnosis? If so, how do I do that? My general physician said she isn't equipped to diagnose an adult, but she also didn't have resources for me. What do I do after that? Do I get therapy, is there medicine? I don't know where to look online, most of the things I've read are geared toward parents of small, low-functioning children. Is there a pamphlet anywhere titled ""So You're an Adult with Autism - a User's Guide?"" How do I approach this with tact?",2.9869329896907217,4.6722417525773166,4.892358247422681,81.58276417525776,74.77319587628867,8.355154639175261,28.619845360824733,9.017664075816787,2.4420938144329893,756,32,151,17,16,259,112,194,0.034,0.8959999999999999,0.069,0.7939,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,12,0,24,4,0,4,4,28,42,10,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,11,3,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,7,4,22,4,17,34,4,20,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,5,10,107,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963499421468727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881746273168032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336835001173667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32906552401342115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196495908943875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938593119626882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691950917341172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563538064733188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919612188268292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612704128310382,0.0,0.0,0.2756310768574391,0.0,0.0,0.1082060827364162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201985107386134,0.12502506496507776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010151423167644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999798029216246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827485857027688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551122144748903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214847301215174,0.0,0.10384836101919252,0.0,0.16005874119345134,0.0,0.0,0.13843644711951875,0.3083972022597434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442154217331924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527816719753676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853807436069591,0.0,0.10769509665652288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867109026247672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439005094298744 autism,throwaway19900927,2019/05/08,"Afraid to travel So I'm horribly afraid to travel, by any means, so not specifically plain or something. But anything further than about a 45 minute drive from home I get nervous and eventually a panic attack. This gets even worse when I don't know the place, i.e. visiting a place for the first time. Anyone who can relate? Perhaps even advice?",2.8818750000000013,5.857643437500003,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,83.375,5.7,22.0625,7.1686216300943375,1.04338125,276,9,48,4,8,86,53,64,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.9397,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326181435740241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188107653248546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644897772847864,0.0,0.1958935519830528,0.0,0.0,0.2708144233006118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144574491476787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248384931542893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487409301418029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23878195670013502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082517635280722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930449629055563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792985096036161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49741982858610795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326129001637426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880793766503258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24259165889916426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,yogachick4,2019/05/08,"Counseling and ABA treatment My 7 year old son was diagnosed with very severe ADHD and sensory processing disorder which intertwines with ASD. His elementary school pushed us pretty hard to get a diagnosis and then once we had one they brought up medicating him almost immediately and have brought it up a couple times since then. My husband was heavily medicated for a very long time and although I know a lot of people that have had wonderful results with meds, we really would like to avoid meds if at all possible, so we refused. The school then proceeded to bring up counseling. I finally gave in and went to the office they recommended. We are on a high deductible plan so my insurance will not touch a penny of it until we have paid our $5000 deductible but they said they had a sliding scale. We by no means have much money but we were told we made too much and we would need to pay $120 out of pocket 1-2 x per week! That would equal out to $480-$960 a month! This would be almost impossible, but I also want me child to have his best chance at life. So my question is, for any of you out there that have been through this, what if any treatment have you found to be most useful? Counseling, ABA, Brain balance etc. I just want to make sure that we get the most bang for our buck if we are going to be dropping large amounts of money.",4.948369243768481,5.984254079847911,5.497686945500638,81.67088191803973,69.03802281368822,9.190452049007183,29.05978031263202,9.444778638647367,2.412274355724546,1065,38,213,22,18,343,158,263,0.048,0.852,0.1,0.9435,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,14,2,4,2,8,4,0,1,11,0,25,5,1,4,2,57,46,22,0,10,8,2,2,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,10,24,0,2,5,0,5,7,2,1,0,1,16,3,32,3,34,22,10,32,0,0,0,0,31,11,0,10,14,148,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406596570478168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343978427456167,0.0,0.0,0.09359705955693677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918279063205834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282653982909199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306556459624923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950282974028945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879340773607752,0.0,0.0,0.13413828633742111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053083635214152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821189205724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832861213999755,0.0,0.0,0.12229741811866532,0.0,0.06651668115931735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048450905419902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236594684681727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432227009743151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266900215887311,0.05717996272099251,0.0,0.0,0.10357695360949523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995034499467177,0.0,0.11074633093228,0.07812528732427503,0.0,0.0,0.12749116273231495,0.2600107044909748,0.2358115122963921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342042481203164,0.0,0.17207612673438827,0.08678387526770517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281407234763116,0.12464406500341095,0.07930951421840574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114098467344767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194531587389927,0.0,0.1190720286848177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311118854152236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497899228588384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113320962520919,0.0,0.0,0.23690199818760435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322221879781125,0.0,0.09681691865676276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030906691294257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364942422715271,0.0,0.0,0.1118369911543256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078503089813965,0.10108521256903713,0.0,0.19314095611223112,0.13806676424646555,0.0,0.09388264275082953,0.0,0.0,0.10849750045912368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269251773953349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325681916559355,0.0,0.0,0.07537009489182728 autism,DirectorCrake,2019/05/08,"Academic survey regarding ASD/AS, 2-3min, no writing required. Anybody with a general idea of autism (autistic, non-autistic, family, friend, etc.) is invited to take part! Link: [https://forms.gle/qZYHAHejvJPU9p3L8](https://forms.gle/qZYHAHejvJPU9p3L8) Almost anyone can take this survey: you can be autistic, know an autistic, or have no relation to autism at all! As long as you have a (general) idea of what ASD/AS is/are, we'd love to have your response! The survey should take approximately 2-3 minutes and does not require writing (though we do have an optional area for comments on ASD/AS). **This survey is being used for an academic study regarding:** **1) Society's impact on ASD/AS.** **2) How those with ASD/AS can best be helped/assisted.** Thank you for your participation. If there are any errors or problems with the survey, please let me know. :) Link: [https://forms.gle/qZYHAHejvJPU9p3L8](https://forms.gle/qZYHAHejvJPU9p3L8)",5.9713787969029175,9.78317313013699,5.393871351995237,67.69743597379393,84.82191780821918,6.922692078618224,25.52590827873734,7.893859768569023,2.3977948779035136,751,28,107,16,23,229,88,146,0.062,0.805,0.133,0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,2,5,0,3,3,5,0,0,7,0,17,1,0,2,1,28,25,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,16,19,4,5,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,5,1,65,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474278054737146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225249387904967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598434653226552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040938739977132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701900184749663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689566525556525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333763844577133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502541121638336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43908658617722696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376131423678987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886811160853748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210793162827775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755250297032438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060197222090446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134797103962628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609028565442826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43867236234858215,0.0,0.0,0.17905027615486946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910747816472428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796754728908034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,msannethropik,2019/05/08,"Would anyone care to help me out planning a schedule today for my ASD kindergartener? First time posting here. Hi! I’m a nanny/coach for an extremely high functioning, but also very behaviorally and emotionally dysregulated boy. Lately he has been violent toward his peers, his parents, teachers and his swim instructors. He doesn’t pull it with me; I’m very stern when it comes to hitting (anyone) that I witness. We (his parents and I) are reintroducing the schedule system he had in pre-k to see if it helps him. There is also a new “star system” with incentives for good behavior and following instructions. Rewards are given after 10 stars. There are the standards for earning stars, once I get him from the school bus: •Shoes off, jacket placed nicely (not thrown), wash hands and sit for snack •15 minutes of reading or math after snack, and another 15 minutes after dinner •Scheduled activity— swim or dance: no hitting, no yelling, no mean words to others, follow instruction We aim for 5 and the last 2 are up to me. His parents work on the other 5. There is no scheduled activity today. There’s only so much time we could spend at the park before he gets bored or agitated toward other children. His toys at home are not mentally stimulating for him. He performs at a third grade math level and second grade reading. Staying at home is counterproductive. Also not encouraged by parents or parent coach. His grandmother doesn’t believe in schedules or what we do. It’s “voodoo” to her. She’s a very rude and intrusive individual. What do we do today after snack and homework?",5.004459930313594,7.456374087108013,5.662112891986066,74.9152041811847,71.1951219512195,8.076320557491291,29.94689895470384,8.841846274778883,2.800832306620209,1261,53,204,25,25,408,171,287,0.111,0.818,0.07200000000000001,-0.9172,5,0,0,0,1,0,42.0,5,0,0,6,10,8,2,0,12,0,18,6,1,1,0,35,31,22,0,3,10,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,10,19,4,0,1,7,1,7,9,3,0,3,3,3,24,5,34,24,1,45,0,0,1,0,33,15,0,6,18,136,34,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564617932574804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209314869766704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494928347253106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096335932264904,0.12043880976275888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899087517839462,0.0,0.0,0.09208420908654998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535032551320089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024722976673878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092841852604863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170085652243207,0.0,0.0,0.0896619905877051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330458230143173,0.1129448908856026,0.21445725936862933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713712869398985,0.12058697185798313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644458481063286,0.0,0.0,0.10772926677110067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858322374656977,0.0,0.0,0.10324392895072053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384417623444305,0.0,0.08130167083647076,0.0,0.0,0.5934946435322747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168692838897593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237989926208033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385628890601488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818771367583084,0.08518483486941125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394034087016715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466758502878787,0.0,0.303983872132118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646091457919953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782390241660042,0.0,0.0,0.07593813596301653,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,jenn-ga,2019/05/08,"Adult with suspected ASD in need of support services This is not a self disgnosis post. I will start by saying I have suspected I had autism for a very long time but dismissed at times because my mental state was deteriorated and assumed it was just... mental self harm in a way. Now I am an adult and I am in some ways searching for definitive answers. I have taken online tests (all concluding to spectrum disorder), but I feel they miss my certain circumstances of childhood rape/abuse, as well as my older brother as a child having cancer. I don't have many memories of my childhood but what I have always thought anyway, was because of my brothers illness, never having anyone over for fear of germs, I missed out on social cues others would have. Paired later with the abuse, it further cemented it. But as I have grown older I am still stuck in this state, making me believe I am undiagnosed on the spectrum. There are many other things aside from social cues that I have only recently known are atributed to being on the spectrum. For many reasons growing up, my parents would not have been able to see this, it as well seems to get much worse the most stressed I am, to the point of compulsive convulsions. I know I can't live like this but I am unsure what to do and I just want to get help. I'm sorry this seems like rambling, I am at a loss of words and mental stability honestly. I don't even know if I should tell my parents and feel I don't have anywhere to turn. Right now, I would just appreciate knowledge of how to deal with myself to get out of this hole, and preferably if anyone knows of practices in general I can go to to get help as an adult. I am going to my therapist today to discuss this with her, and she may know more of how to help. Thank you in advance with any comments/information. I am extremely appreciative.",5.534675734758324,6.2447695139664825,6.070937575904787,79.26032669419483,67.54748603351955,8.684187515180957,31.20767549186301,8.716276077567194,2.4335658003400544,1458,56,275,22,23,473,186,358,0.142,0.753,0.105,-0.9375,2,0,0,0,2,0,37.0,0,1,1,3,13,14,0,2,12,0,41,2,0,5,3,61,69,22,0,9,12,4,2,2,0,6,2,1,0,6,17,14,0,0,18,0,0,5,7,6,2,0,8,4,41,8,58,54,5,43,0,3,1,0,23,18,0,8,17,204,58,2,0.09845652923856472,0.2333097748337914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192371951459787,0.0,0.0,0.06695381610047227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768618894386664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200363727667276,0.0,0.0,0.11092679289706453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150435843326898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128397123810626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502960899642972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079096793786652,0.09956515894143872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575789153505689,0.0,0.111910228995766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798000852213574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643653443532532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620177390914957,0.0,0.08693891912488713,0.08713093012983844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065720497794221,0.2994584018537536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976630727489704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723768775437934,0.07300426889224364,0.07593574500127838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488062710705351,0.0,0.0,0.21864864834949102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093073244093085,0.0,0.0942941391121148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122970996903334,0.09721394473889264,0.0,0.0,0.0840813380123981,0.0,0.07829658380623045,0.0,0.0,0.07845710659332382,0.1792622529003154,0.2054232651339617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072806527124631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021402372780036,0.06968803814803103,0.0,0.07862751143140136,0.0,0.11278162159288715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172730261726507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086055346201696,0.0906455440709913,0.0,0.11431561898230172,0.06541014315715027,0.0,0.0,0.07816348651438358,0.11482158793088322,0.0,0.09332527749836614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709243130747184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123694782370139,0.058072211865617424,0.1563004202707207,0.0,0.0,0.17704848787857438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033561467070977,0.20982208054575108,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,retroactiveSaveLaika,2019/05/08,"Do /you/ have the skills needed for romance? So lately I've been thinking about the hard limits that having aspergers has placed on my functioning as a social animal. My limits are of course different to yours, and your limits are different to those of the next person on the spectrum, but I think we can safely make a few general statements about the people reading this post: ***You'll never be the spontaneous, charming, hyper-social entertainer in your social circle... but you're capable of giving an entertaining speech if you practice.*** *and* ***You're not well suited to customer-facing roles... but you're capable of performing work which is meaningful (to you) and valuable (to your employer) if your needs are accommodated.*** and so on. The idea is that we're autistic but we also have the capacity to adapt to the world of neurotypicals. As autistics we can't reach the highest levels of performance in the social realm but we can socially integrate with neurotypicals with enough skill to get that engineering job (or that IT role, or whatever) and let our true strengths shine. I wonder, though, if starting and maintaining a romantic relationship should be considered a high level social task; I wonder if most of us with high-functioning autism just don't have the inherent social ability required for this sort of relationship. I've been on speed dates and tried talking to women in public, and it just feels like these activities aren't meant for people with autism. Even normal people feel uncomfortable and have difficulty knowing what to say when they're speaking to a potential date. What has your experience been with autism and the complicated rituals of dating?",5.4267206192822,8.480033551020412,5.822976776917662,71.3715306122449,72.33333333333334,9.225240441003988,28.84541402768004,9.668497473035632,3.456218531550552,1360,55,206,38,29,435,166,294,0.035,0.7959999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9929,5,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,6,10,0,10,11,10,0,0,19,0,26,0,0,1,2,59,40,28,0,8,14,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,13,19,0,5,11,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,7,21,10,39,31,3,22,1,0,1,0,33,12,0,10,10,152,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507290070214889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222911455436349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992007947751642,0.0,0.07026369133138237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406109627700337,0.0,0.0,0.1075789275559901,0.07599865539270027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055579716697239503,0.10205041284232387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529654050040604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479487564401146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009127569269185,0.0,0.0,0.1055667939517205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058464252219449536,0.0,0.12000247700694655,0.0,0.0,0.10878184836202827,0.0,0.05197241573338561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101018816538579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776042619599542,0.08204763691692067,0.0,0.1131374714307789,0.0,0.104230858645205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125371132411406,0.09288784423886512,0.11114557277181747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188365557135387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064098550482674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284269075252744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845984941592487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6506526044407905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529706663608697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550507186734364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363293842790764,0.10451885802522852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222576133467833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796332503010502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564935492439397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307314581092669,0.07744668363791139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RayvneKieron,2019/05/08,"(Need advice) How can I listen better? This is kind of a relationship question, but it's mostly about my autism problems. Any help or advice would be very appreciated! My boyfriend told me that he's frustrated with me because he feels like I care more about the way he says things and nitpicking specifics than just listening to what he has to say. That I'm always quoting him and taking everything he says too literally and out of context. That he feels like I'm not talking to him like he's a person, and when I asked him to elaborate, he said he can't explain it any differently. That he often feels like I'm just waiting for him to stop talking rather than actually listening to him. Our relationship is usually wonderful, but this keeps coming up. I want to be better, but I don't understand how! I don't know how to do what he wants me to do. He talks about it like I'm just deciding to be difficult. He already knows that I'm autistic. What can I do to be better?Thank you for reading this.",4.541348803480783,5.735338497461934,5.591258158085568,80.03879441624369,70.11675126903553,9.080348078317623,30.315083393763594,9.424239791934726,2.664900217548948,792,32,156,17,14,262,102,197,0.065,0.74,0.19399999999999998,0.9818,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,13,12,1,0,3,0,16,0,0,3,0,39,43,12,0,6,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,7,0,1,15,7,0,3,10,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,10,19,9,23,36,2,7,0,0,0,0,38,2,0,5,8,97,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.11787103135367455,0.0,0.0,0.23606400404045955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329184603237626,0.0,0.10050475258459496,0.0,0.0,0.16427908209351685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129198686300583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736308484133369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204797903680675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315075498717895,0.0,0.0,0.10404760814007907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261970741200903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855588318351947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322114263266726,0.2588715243020012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096121567359447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736134792471223,0.0,0.12578143940842554,0.13276313912854887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950529938772909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956229070296022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054668564112145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557718277051175,0.0,0.0,0.13530947724964365,0.0,0.12082003834919533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593608243773387,0.0,0.0,0.11489643137439337,0.2881648500686788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098363441748794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081705621411043,0.2912528935607653,0.0,0.11120476503911213,0.0,0.0,0.08024574925899093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541749065952912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257438927858237,0.0,0.0,0.13303020305296034,0.09966221492535997,0.1424870189043127,0.09587537749294844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098873034120015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580386900148826,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mybloodyvalentine_,2019/05/08,"My friend (22M) shows symptoms of autism, no diagnosis since childhood? My friend had a therapist when he was young who suggested he may have Autism. He believes he has autism and I believe he does also. He can’t tie his shoes despite trying to learn many times, has a very difficult time socializing with others, and other symptoms. When adults have autism but are not diagnosed, what should they do? He takes medication for schizoid issues he also has, but hasn’t been diagnosed in his adult life, and doesn’t see a therapist/psychiatrist regularly. Is autism often overlooked or missed in adults? I’m not sure what to do but I really care about him and thought maybe some of you would have an idea on how to help him.",5.38111111111111,7.0513554444444475,5.233518518518519,81.58583333333334,68.62962962962962,8.955555555555557,28.314814814814817,9.3871,2.3834592592592587,575,20,109,12,10,178,90,135,0.07200000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.094,0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,19,7,1,1,1,21,25,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,10,4,11,18,1,9,0,1,1,0,23,3,0,4,6,67,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532486621760476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567896066593289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614380429404563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214232554623638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856428098453752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244665970466583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106131872385078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874643192588874,0.0,0.16526567879294207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184012777360687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053176847211065,0.1590736745236052,0.0,0.0,0.15951075358954991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143657064438724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617637033388812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098037076109847,0.0,0.0,0.16140754993267115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923344682958264,0.32915148943473777,0.1190518711992124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676895695484629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570416434227707,0.18465849468791184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750237315107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064696951582858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248009555249304,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DC_ontherocks,2019/05/08,"For individuals w/autism or parents/caregivers of individuals w/autism - Survey for potential website/App!! Hi all! I'm a UX Design student working on a prototype of a desktop/mobile app that would help provide information about the sensory environment of different places (restaurants/public hangouts/cafes/parks/events etc) in your local area. I'm currently doing user research and was wondering if people would be willing to fill out a survey for me to gather some information. I would really appreciate it if anyone would be willing to fill it out - it's only 10 questions and totally anonymous! Thank you in advance!! Don't hesitate to PM me with any questions. &#x200B; [https://forms.gle/t2GxcoiLBk1UdiJ8A](https://forms.gle/t2GxcoiLBk1UdiJ8A)",9.952843691148773,12.936329915254236,9.423333333333336,50.854340866290045,59.16949152542373,10.668173258003767,40.229755178907716,10.746095033038511,5.435228625235403,622,32,73,16,9,199,85,118,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.8874,3,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,20,15,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,17,6,4,12,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,7,1,51,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212200646526246,0.2379761065740211,0.13318299211014484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694110122318745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461891693906215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184216934379683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312724275163161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895082237338014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577597275011946,0.0,0.20461891693906215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387879652434044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546490105352354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803100328547437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238822152194653,0.1425792870674725,0.0,0.0,0.5564976800510669,0.0,0.2379761065740211,0.0 autism,jbeth85,2019/05/08,"Family not acknowledging autism I have a child with autism, 7 years old but be manages pretty well as he was diagnosed at 2years old and lots of therapy and input by me in that time. His grandparents (my in laws) refuse to say he has autism and disregard me whenever I talk to them about it. Because they are part of his life, I need them to know his traits, and what to say/act at certain times as instructed by therapists. Issue is, they don't and think he is fine (which he is!) and not worry. Maintaining eye contact, not forcing hugs, accepting that he just needs to move his body etc are just some of the things I struggle to get them to comprehend and I feel that if my son is with them and they disregard what I ask them to do, will hinder my son. I think they are ashamed that he has autism because they think autism = rainman, despite my efforts to explain to them. I'm not sure how to approach this to them without causing a family conflict because they are so adamant in their thoughts, it doesn't matter what I say or evidence I show them. Thoughts on how to do so?",6.106573208722741,5.784740794392526,6.087429906542059,83.18183021806854,66.28971962616822,9.937071651090342,33.25389408099689,9.516144504307137,2.7584623052959505,846,33,177,15,12,267,116,214,0.11199999999999999,0.81,0.077,-0.7853,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,15,1,8,8,0,2,3,0,18,5,2,3,2,45,31,17,0,3,10,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,12,10,0,4,10,1,0,2,7,2,1,0,3,4,34,6,30,26,4,13,0,0,1,1,35,6,0,4,5,123,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550898027608824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26508110502792115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100712635111386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890390476973342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471215213734088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165792021839864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732925187229914,0.0,0.0732912359427578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573055843987543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129047249459984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966090387734097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023826961430059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323157670994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405924834783868,0.0,0.21495764796024724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042019504986381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696706885778028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746658376909516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458109317515096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153354423891752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661395909753474,0.0,0.0,0.11650557481659905,0.0,0.0,0.16576332093469193,0.16829849099527205,0.09629855033927977,0.278634932401471,0.0,0.2301487224302511,0.16904339192215165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303277435237084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972693378234738,0.0,0.0,0.14720408376838476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334325227187018 autism,KERSHOOT_ME,2019/05/08,"Does Anyone Else Not Eat Certain Foods Due to Texture/Smell? So I’m in grade 8 and was diagnosed with ASD, Anxiety and ADHD during grade 3. Recently as I’ve gone into puberty my ASD has become more noticeable to me and my family. One thing I find that I do more often than someone without the problems I have is that I react to the smells and textures of food. I’m sure everyone won’t eat some foods due to these reasons but it has been happening to me a lot lately, at the same time that, like I said before, my ASD has become more noticeable. Just wondering if other people with ASD do this a lot because I want to distinguish if my recent behavioral changes are caused from the ASD or just hormones in my body because of puberty?",7.741790606653616,6.179212924657537,8.304559686888458,72.67184931506851,63.58904109589041,11.904500978473582,36.6105675146771,10.914260884657429,3.914780039138941,581,23,110,13,7,195,95,146,0.02,0.919,0.061,0.679,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,11,7,1,3,2,30,18,10,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,7,5,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,2,13,3,18,13,7,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,8,7,77,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584030466974472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991985721487398,0.0,0.0,0.09066953764904932,0.13286408310624312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809345154095714,0.2864246308277942,0.1103411511052513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403613749567787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332086584433862,0.1371755706380965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316141475309737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347666610985235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653732482042033,0.1083241498611117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390696195791813,0.0,0.0,0.12224303263907232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185176760881475,0.0,0.4703989661940962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146683445802304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462754386182108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335109155295943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048465467416486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952644077442124,0.0,0.0,0.08786896767993815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989809898665209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407840013602645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333242073100241,0.2560705177513236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334757643799216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987049542335137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221413699099475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614818208142623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756126694309713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648378737913668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499898794687378,0.14062353577917666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Kakorie,2019/01/14,"Seeking input in a kiddo who pretends to sleep in class Basically when he doesn’t want to do something either in school or at home he puts his head in has hands, says he is tired and fake sleeps including snoring. Occasionally he will say his thumbs hurt and he can’t work. He receives various sensory breaks that include puzzles, two recesses a day , swing time, go noodle and whatever the OT has up her sleeve. Is there anything I can do to curb this behavior? His parents are at a loss and what I have been doing (visual schedule, reminding of breaks after activity) are not working. Thanks!",4.764774774774775,6.802837009009013,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585586,70.8018018018018,8.536936936936938,31.25225225225225,9.150863307647796,2.9390252252252256,472,21,83,10,9,153,86,111,0.138,0.85,0.011000000000000001,-0.9259999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,4,0,15,5,4,0,0,10,18,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,3,6,1,12,16,2,17,0,2,0,0,15,7,0,2,5,52,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979659598694178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090636234564574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241714811779256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423120843130864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191607766727297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338953873927688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260451226612076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964028394284246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34750005856065386,0.0,0.22112101427992364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43729057770175744,0.0,0.0,0.1682023516729656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115393508666246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740181815836168,0.2511192402007241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343053982090576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886958819295846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181230040435704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,_ToxicSupportMain_,2019/01/14,"Didn’t get a diagnosis. Confused. So around 6 months ago I started to suspect I may have autism. So around november I decided to go to a psychologist. 3 days ago was the final session between me and the psychologist. We went over everything and she told me that she would not give me a diagnosis but that it was very close and if other psychologists had done the same, some would definitely have said I do have autism and given me the diagnosis. I did this out of curiosity but knowing that some psychologists would have given me a diagnosis and some wouldn’t, it’s left me a bit confused. Has anyone been in this situation? 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I have some violent tendencies I probably got from growing with the father I have. This has lead to some less than satisfactory events I never want to encounter. Thanks!",6.157500000000002,8.682906416666674,5.560833333333335,76.56750000000002,68.16666666666666,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.731608333333334,220,10,37,6,4,67,39,48,0.233,0.568,0.19899999999999998,-0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,1,10,8,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,7,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7011705122591037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499989282738308,0.0,0.0,0.3095035264241437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410811082299309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337014306926555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877818373991292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843678914810239,0.24811160103212884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,diegrauedame,2019/01/14,"Feeling like I may be on the spectrum, who to talk to? Hey everyone—Apologies if this isn’t allowed, I am on mobile and couldn’t find a rules section. For context I am a 27yo female. For a long time I have suspected that I am autistic, in part due to behavioral and social stuff, and in part from watching home videos of my interactions with folks as a child. I’m not gonna get super into that, but I’m wondering what type of doctor I should speak with about my suspicions. I’m worried that I will be seen negatively or as a “diagnosis shopper” if I outright tell someone I am suspicious that I am on the spectrum, but if I am I would like the diagnosis so I can find community and also to potentially get accommodations that I need during grad school (planning to apply for this Fall). Anyway, I’m not sure where to start with this...any insight would be greatly appreciated. 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I work with an autistic child and, unlike some research articles I have read, I am skeptical that he is ONLY thinking about numbers and calendars (ha). His lips move, he laughs to himself...he is clearly engaged in a fantasy world that is very real to him. What did YOU spend your time thinking about as a kid? I have ADHD, and when I was little I would also engage in daydreaming and thinking about tasks or concepts that were more interesting to me. But my inattention wasn't always daydreaming. Sometimes my brain was on a different ""mode"" than it should have been, and I had to ""switch back"" when I realized I didn't know WTF was going on in class. 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So far, what little research papers I can find, tell me there is no connection at all, that autism won't cause a person to act out violently against their spouse. I am doing this research because my sister is having a very hard time in her relationship. He fiancee is very abusive. He insults her and her family with very deep personal remarks, he chokes her and hits her. I have seen her covered in bruises from one of this attacks. He is very controlling and often will do things to ensure she cannot leave the house and is isolated from friends and family. He blames all of these things on her and she always eventually accepts that as true and forgives him. Him, his mother, and her all agree that the root cause of all of this behaviour is his autism and that anyone who refuses to accept that he has no control over it is ignorant and unsupportive. One example of this is, the family cat died and he texted messages insulting the cat and all of us and saying we deserve our cat's death. We have never ever been unkind to him and these insult come out of nowhere. In the end my sister to let us that his Tourette's caused him to send this message and we should apologize to him for being upset about it. We have tried many times to be supportive and accepting. I try to keep myself educated about mental illnesses and also about the cycle of abuse, but I'm having trouble accepting that this is actually autism. I know many very good people with autism and they do not behave the way this person does. Can anyone with autism or extensive experience with autism please help me in understanding what may be happening here? Is this autism or is this just an abusive spouse?",7.465603715170275,7.448687529411767,7.318947368421052,74.4618421052632,63.411764705882355,10.687306501547988,33.18885448916409,10.307518312809881,3.3074117647058827,1440,52,260,30,19,459,175,340,0.139,0.769,0.092,-0.9478,0,0,0,0,2,0,25.0,7,0,2,2,11,18,5,1,12,0,35,1,0,6,8,65,45,27,2,1,6,5,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,25,31,0,5,8,0,0,3,6,9,0,2,2,3,37,9,42,34,5,23,0,0,1,0,59,14,0,4,5,194,62,4,0.0,0.4308497810007795,0.08871419030288376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269999286240797,0.07564367295964998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713154516470132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342225154202198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541735762626737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801661343433936,0.0,0.07831015986788596,0.0,0.0,0.20392462333131528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434931703141597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955518621107521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051849976931785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223250644863629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892656644069741,0.257103091534082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308929151451204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702361629623528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625025926428508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080390637285421,0.0,0.0814367178856133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093446890160064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489692231280268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080420559304892,0.0,0.0,0.049961276551989495,0.0,0.0,0.09625963507395988,0.0,0.09296073760512133,0.0,0.0,0.09111482398452052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433516405309555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161501398535933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011472006957095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232047490571368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302493940015247,0.2381350191694845,0.0,0.0997909176169414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952047527427251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229458347824375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316259552080384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945858053174236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079196370818365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601968145017833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516398136805734,0.0,0.0,0.09463960318252716,0.2187049633798049,0.0,0.0,0.3750477364691209,0.0,0.07215943040957444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bradley91,2019/01/14,My social skills won't improve no more I am autistic and my horrible social skills are stuck after improving a little bit. I can now make acquaintances and go to shops easily but It isn't getting better than that. I need to make a lot of friends and connections with people to reach my goals. I am from a poor family and it's up to me to get out of poverty but that's not possible with my low social skills. I wish I could be a multi millionaire or something and saw what life looks like from the other side.,4.295109890109892,5.048704115384616,5.408131868131868,82.75115384615384,70.34615384615384,9.019780219780221,26.395604395604394,9.23628265651192,2.015845054945055,404,12,82,8,7,134,71,104,0.175,0.6729999999999999,0.152,-0.5673,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,18,18,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,11,3,15,13,3,8,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,2,3,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804077114390016,0.2226982397787213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286502290634067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922984301138624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759791678457627,0.0,0.2131469616172705,0.0,0.11592909076965527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408028314218416,0.09965652183713786,0.204446055173182,0.0,0.0,0.17129560311489114,0.0,0.0,0.17342032524349826,0.0,0.0,0.2723224721308158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125192023870193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141716654228606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299618717286749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238095205683477,0.0,0.1570372319777982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345721052150785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,solitarytrees,2019/01/14,"Went on a date with someone on the spectrum So I went on a date with a guy who is on the spectrum, and am seriously considering a relationship. He’s very sweet and considerate to what I need in someone. My question is, I know he is being considerate and has asked me what I find okay socially for certain actions. But I want to make sure he’s not uncomfortable as well. I figured this would be a good sub. So what things should I do or don’t do when dating someone on the spectrum? 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When did you first realize that you were different and also how were you first diagnosed? ,6.297599999999999,8.644334160000003,5.805,75.70750000000002,67.4,11.4,32.5,11.20814326018867,4.4198,114,5,19,4,2,35,13,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262613935018328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333309661729602,0.0,0.3430984013071937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8379869196785446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bia_Nandes,2019/09/28,"I’m tired of people on this sub telling me I’m a nazi because I say I have Asperger’s. This is just me ranting. Ok, I get it, Asperger’s no longer is a diagnosis of its own on the US and other English speaking countries, partially so autism could really be taken as a very diverse spectrum and partially because Dr. Asperger was a Nazi. But it’s still a diagnosis on many different countries, including mine. It’s what I’ve been diagnosed with by 3 different professionals, and it’s what I relate to the most. If you don’t like it, that’s valid, but I’m not gonna change my identity because your country thinks differently. I get called a white supremacist, and I’m not even white! I’m also latina and LGBTQIA+, how does that work?",2.993124341412013,5.0438432123287695,5.035205479452057,78.96590621707062,75.78082191780824,8.875869336143309,30.40885142255005,9.466822959209583,3.102236670179136,583,28,112,16,13,201,92,146,0.028999999999999998,0.9279999999999999,0.044000000000000004,0.2124,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,8,1,8,3,0,1,0,16,18,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,13,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,12,2,9,12,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,2,69,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976468601123655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424854461888913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122990896918526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811335661820256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952478346676926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190081371081704,0.0,0.5869912158980782,0.0,0.0,0.16388663897143196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369414447354228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956881392559664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149367729692726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986864288618607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983371646273925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997391040156975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489295276194018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955899179902532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368762768322495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199990082749427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152464087295063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527017459043105,0.0,0.0,0.15452245393704006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633928268476678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sam2676789,2019/09/28,which MBTI personality type are you guys? i’m INTP and i would guess most of you guys would be INTx,-1.0864285714285735,0.6829630952380974,1.0670238095238105,96.76339285714286,108.5238095238095,4.0047619047619065,10.011904761904765,5.985473137389443,-1.4167238095238095,79,1,19,1,4,26,17,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915370507313004,0.7038466843449734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103405014189757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049627273574171,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,DrWahWi,2019/09/28,"What kind of struggles do you face in your everyday life due to your disorder? Also, where on the spectrum do you lie and what strategies do you take to help overcome your struggles? I’m doing some independent research before I get tested and want as much insight as I can because I don’t feel like I really understand this.",8.730913978494627,7.51982940322581,8.647419354838714,69.87446236559143,61.41935483870968,11.492473118279571,40.021505376344095,10.504223727775694,4.277886021505377,261,12,45,5,3,85,46,62,0.133,0.768,0.1,-0.4847,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,6,2,1,1,0,8,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,7,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,33,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622737822219715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648246371936821,0.0,0.2300783494975391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098854826343669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671515409371626,0.19316362635276565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126538914962622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123386172666398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815651396519512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909814440931707,0.13209681462783573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876462954358767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321602837166744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653317640098469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032964262133592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814810905260541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948051463344753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,idontknow4827634,2019/09/28,"How do you deal with overstimulation while still having a social life? Today I went to pride for the first time. I had the best 2 hours in a long time. I had such a good time. But ofcourse, there were a lot of colors, a lot of music, singing, dancing etc. I just did the pride walk and then I was so tired, and had a huge headache for the rest of the day. I wish i could have stayed longer. I don't have any friends but it felt like it for 2 hours. And there were so many fun things to do after the pride walk but I knew that I would become sick if I stayed longer and probably would have to call in sick the next day for work and be tired for 2 more days. So I left, but I hated it. Are there any tricks, tips, anything I can do to still experience a whole day of fun without the overstimulation?",1.7278571428571432,3.153046547619049,2.645952380952384,97.46571428571428,77.57142857142857,5.7523809523809515,18.547619047619047,6.1826913282559595,-0.5172309523809524,612,11,152,4,14,193,90,168,0.145,0.7,0.155,-0.446,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,6,11,11,2,0,15,0,21,5,0,1,0,22,26,16,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,10,2,15,9,18,12,7,28,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,19,105,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876380176201798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816173466121176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516221958699174,0.0,0.0,0.13793538315253298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342122234733517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494202377453583,0.0,0.0,0.3390648525339866,0.13550612993975206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465873820959719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857094296796692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620046206082056,0.0,0.0,0.11180053738946404,0.0,0.0,0.10154816568278907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024340787630442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976716532675212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588786149763688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280705848886646,0.0,0.09283808290527854,0.06421364696540569,0.0,0.0,0.11631791306485975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348665870580126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332568365847473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978510612790118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417116870602605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398381958683225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801894401357947,0.20993206489487445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732113078531119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299265162728911,0.3021357826917757,0.12458723324349515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184373440581668,0.0,0.14674510032064322,0.15114645860136566,0.12670090895503427,0.0,0.09568795161029436,0.0,0.0,0.18673863565739432,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Garodus,2019/09/28,"I can't format text I'm trying to add a line break. **In this sentence**, but it doesn't work",-4.23,-6.063727333333333,-0.9342857142857124,107.10428571428574,155.66666666666666,1.2000000000000002,7.761904761904763,3.1291,-2.558638095238096,70,1,18,0,7,24,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6820264446349652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.731327511323476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,seahorsiee,2019/09/28,How do i get diagnosed if I’m so good at camouflaging? pretty much what the title says. i’m 90% sure i have some form of autism but afraid if i do an evaluation they won’t think i have it because i automatically hide my symptoms to appear as socially acceptable as possible.,4.199363636363636,5.459891436363634,6.72159090909091,71.36238636363636,71.0,10.590909090909092,30.113636363636363,10.686352973137794,3.4525454545454544,219,9,43,7,4,79,44,55,0.039,0.7909999999999999,0.171,0.7202,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,9,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,5,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015877888141564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33326778303013177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154903703607846,0.0,0.0,0.2754039426899076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413746282815203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37016467277544257,0.0,0.3340494373968344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611166639581348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347109172483957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30946547353767073,0.3412808043624131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103930712726953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwaway666-6,2019/09/28,"Smoke marijuana caused autism Elder woman (really horrible person) I once met assumed I am autistic just because I’ve been smoke marijuana at 18 or older. I remember the day my parents took me to hospital for autism assessment when I was about 8 or 9. I doubt very much that marijuana give you autism diagnosis. Sorry for my English.",5.363114754098362,7.6067971147541025,7.158163934426232,65.47167213114757,69.65573770491804,10.781639344262297,33.511475409836066,10.793553405168565,4.532380983606559,268,13,42,9,5,93,48,61,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.743,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138317862437736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566490456425777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918945634148458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854362238747851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873283580990455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168800962977705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303930794095718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25980841002942784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906175821144029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33706514332262794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330818733015264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305880147824234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455091815651729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,beepboopbob5,2019/09/28,"I'm afraid I'll never get another job I'm 17 and everyone else my age seems to get jobs so easily. They just apply, go for an interview and bam. Meanwhile I apply and get no reply, and even when I have had interviews I don't know how to answer simple questions and screw it up. I held a job for 3 years before this that I got through a family member and I was told I was a good employee, but I can't show that to employers now. My inability to look them in the eye, talk about myself etc. I want to go to university to be a teacher of english, but I feel that I'll fail at that too. How will I teach kids to read and communicate well if I myself can't communicate successfully.",3.0727083333333347,3.74480974305556,5.513500000000002,81.1815,73.0972222222222,9.371111111111107,25.511111111111113,9.642632912329526,2.0637911111111107,529,16,117,13,10,189,93,144,0.109,0.831,0.061,-0.8143,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,10,6,1,1,6,0,9,2,1,2,1,21,24,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,2,0,2,5,3,1,0,6,3,18,3,16,16,1,10,0,1,2,1,8,3,1,3,5,77,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980587417067238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072426101128354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157786272498603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065282242155275,0.1247544620113354,0.0,0.0,0.18048438588286428,0.0,0.0,0.17806068622532306,0.0,0.095504171334432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960483938683841,0.0,0.21469144021300585,0.15842485683596988,0.15106580551552115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623072885651061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380434324370352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861290505574105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567707174103636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159052900893285,0.0,0.18893263316670686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195064113599867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518158103840851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048438588286428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140721374322188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982716947002285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163350560561385 autism,lepresean62,2019/09/28,"Given up, and need advice I hope this is allowed here, if not, please comment a link to another subreddit where this would fit. Im 22m and autistic (pddnos), live in North East England, and have trouble with remembering and following instructions. I currently work on a hand operated lathe in a small foundry, and have worked at that foundry starting as an apprentice when I was 18. I worked in the pattern shop a couple years then moved to machining, as I struggled too much with it but the manager and HR wanted to give me another chance. I've been doing well in that department so far and hope to take a course in CNC turning to get a better paying job, as this job doesn't pay enough for me to move out from home yet, but enough to own a car. I love metalwork and learning to code and I've done some online courses as practice using a CNC simulator so have a basic understanding, so this would be a perfect thing for me to move on to if I succeed. However, I made a mistake at home that had to do with the autism issues I mentioned earlier (I hate having to say that and I apologise) The following conversation I had with my parent further highlighted my issues (My parents are great and supportive and had good intentions behind this) but just shattered my confidence to a point where I'm now inclined to just give up the CNC course for fear I'll just fail it. I feel lost now, and I don't know where to go from here.",7.494107142857143,6.344233339285719,7.718571428571429,75.34642857142858,63.82142857142857,11.428571428571427,36.42857142857143,10.608840637214634,3.677392857142858,1125,46,221,24,14,368,158,280,0.096,0.733,0.171,0.9740000000000001,8,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,8,17,17,1,2,18,0,19,2,1,4,1,46,43,27,0,9,9,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,12,18,0,0,6,1,3,8,3,7,1,0,9,3,21,10,41,31,5,38,0,2,0,1,9,22,0,5,8,153,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046732791578022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370773578767196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998007739997522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508334514622185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568539581186585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361365408620344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720827661051926,0.05715949826567041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590619146767172,0.2168882151324984,0.06424669641673182,0.09481769437949082,0.0,0.12463371005672055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116096069549161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267888850447431,0.2245605434969219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210917281635705,0.2359814891625401,0.2243615961929067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212717303027751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982176596255099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340315797599917,0.0,0.10202850717355122,0.10696694090361213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604503004544675,0.08310188122880162,0.08382224114335225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510486031258137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240906564744493,0.10686509198359416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805917960625485,0.0,0.0,0.08989878575722338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001460225666351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818031511817045,0.0,0.0,0.12828335992384274,0.0,0.0,0.08499658869999105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510279708482041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296168070572278,0.0,0.11768496339999013,0.0,0.09763552316431273,0.0,0.0,0.06667751106325785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164200854424614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468966932271653,0.0,0.0,0.16060939357455795,0.0,0.0,0.07279797369651557 autism,CuppoGreenTea,2019/09/28,"Can I understand sarcasm with AS? Hello! I think I have Asperger's Syndrome, but I've yet to get a proper diagnosis, I'll get it somewhere around spring of 2020. Every test I did on the Internet so far has said that I'm almost undoubtly an aspie. However, I've read that people with AS find it difficult to understand sarcasm and dark humor. I think I do understand those, at least more than less. I even use them myself at times. Does that automatically mean I am neurotypical? Thank you",3.233498817966904,5.63639459574468,5.053546099290781,77.4338888888889,76.44680851063829,8.433096926713949,26.401891252955078,9.150863307647796,2.5296089834515367,388,15,71,10,9,132,70,94,0.087,0.846,0.067,-0.2028,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,18,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,11,2,12,16,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,46,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109329201994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752082544245516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433893921414815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913060590149184,0.0,0.1774795003404507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252788645610616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010912075342176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294567470395221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603636829201078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070438125619748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037389337120626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393580345162167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26994866733472617,0.0,0.0,0.1228301795592242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6578740452707135,0.0,0.18193170061983255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ofgraveimportance,2019/04/10,"I started A job last week supporting children with Aspergers in a residential School very similar to the one I attended way back when... And I fucking love it! It's amazing to be in a position to be the person I wish I had supporting me at that time. I'm particularly enjoying challenging my seniors on their absolutely preposterous and textbook definition of ASD. The kids are great, I can't wait to (hopefully) have a positive impact on them! Apologies for format, on mobile.",5.464975369458131,7.635887057471267,7.431855500821017,63.91655172413794,69.22988505747125,11.867980295566506,37.71592775041051,11.491704259439757,5.526275533661741,382,22,61,15,7,134,66,87,0.0,0.68,0.32,0.9844,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,2,9,1,0,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,15,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,10,8,13,12,0,15,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,1,7,44,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831522309035423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020140236149224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626036290116693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365748946584644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236365303352899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941553936101851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149743936389619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614026716119346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797698461276765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410594478765025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859102498804351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405869061023707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888961229545901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653043283275426,0.0,0.1890629206947139,0.1910604232960502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27390498549623443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wuzzywuz,2019/04/10,"Is 'child-like' taste a possible symptom? I've been diagnosed pretty late a few years back in my twenties. Something I've only thought about recently is that I don't like a lot of types of foods. As in, really really don't like. Most of these are pretty strong flavoured like mushrooms, asparagus etc. It gets to the point where a bit of lemon sprinkled in my food can ruin the dish for me because it'll taste like it's 90% lemon juice. Sometimes I'd rather order of the child menu because those are more bland foods. I've heard that over or underdeveloped senses can be a symptom but does this sound familiar to anyone else?",5.459672131147542,6.3086009918032815,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,67.77049180327869,8.722950819672132,29.1844262295082,8.841846274778883,2.1242262295081966,499,17,98,8,8,156,82,122,0.079,0.866,0.055999999999999994,-0.1606,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,8,0,11,9,0,0,0,6,14,3,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,4,5,14,9,6,11,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,8,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513826434268696,0.1540660673195722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562091985338427,0.0,0.18332144984898585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415894909154422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526166714107426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158487434185764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561013762833295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676960206814081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454635827710116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855917778226218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961755988887167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384174587384804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127834411135775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435887981672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214293264634814,0.1695132356304811,0.0,0.30594924453004635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926545327132339,0.0,0.1484666762607544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575783892739852,0.1487142077171307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31257230989809265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937251470364535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968297250286652 autism,DjDapperB,2019/04/10,"Possibly touchy subject? CBD oil. I am the father of a 5 year old boy who has moderate autism. He is currently attending 35 hours a week of ABA therapy which has helped tremendously with his verbal communication, play skills, and socialization. But he still really struggles with denied access to preferred items, or activities. In his melt downs to whatever situation it may be, he has because aggressive, particularly to his twin brother and 8 month old brother. My wife and I do our best to intervien, but obviously can't keep our eyes on him every second of the day. We are considering CBD oil to see if it would help his, and the families quality of life. I fear that if we consult a doctor about this they may try to steer us towards a prescribed medication... I don't want my son to be sedated, I want him to be the happiest version of himself as he can. We live in Michigan, so Cannabis is now legal, but I don't really know where to turn for laws, brands, milligrams, and doses... And what the laws are for children. Trying to do this the right way and be informed as we can before trying it. Anyone here had any luck with this? Or know where I can turn for answers? Any information would be greatly appreciated.",5.457586956521737,6.734066356521745,6.587554347826085,73.4365489130435,68.04347826086956,10.097826086956523,32.20108695652173,10.270032843473604,3.455760869565217,962,41,175,25,16,323,142,230,0.051,0.8440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9484,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,7,0,1,2,7,7,1,2,10,0,26,5,1,0,1,38,34,17,0,7,7,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,10,14,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,4,24,4,29,24,3,20,0,0,2,0,33,8,0,7,10,122,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791584768624185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175028245821377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870704409759937,0.0,0.12382596826709955,0.0,0.15271323396278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384772958567253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894488341473336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260605076097073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718238144897693,0.1637493544990591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043523357444198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507666375475144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330692239108114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934399141067224,0.0,0.0,0.15994689577797544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278438752507978,0.0,0.0,0.12849596093004687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659510354417632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615189364671448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30539546567775283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405083071933851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644642122428406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427244820777153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595981874375932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635694757909095,0.0,0.1483383155224582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621167756183877,0.0,0.0,0.15212807555240104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641368178659222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963935879309744,0.3165658144293497,0.0,0.0,0.17504146409987306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166177684557152,0.11550622493710758,0.11672658048823632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674507370964884,0.0,0.0,0.09370947802509694 autism,theshoal12,2019/04/10,"I hate the texture of sandpaper, or anything rough like it I work in a grocery store and some people bring in their own reusable shopping bags. That's great, but some of those bags have the worst texture, and I just have to force my hands to do their job even though I hate it. It's a problem I never thought I would have before accepting that job.",5.823571428571429,5.60790892857143,5.563571428571431,86.34392857142859,66.85714285714286,8.714285714285714,31.785714285714285,8.07648339933343,2.0237142857142856,275,10,58,3,4,85,47,70,0.215,0.6859999999999999,0.1,-0.8979,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,3,7,2,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,12,9,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,3,6,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,42,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734882359134452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440685973531445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642299220738782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777964517701043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975339782699473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000802375818035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230992106264877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943338441309676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468341508887172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110007796430494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247558031254312,0.2000350533831397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834362610807425,0.0,0.0,0.1789913805649187,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pretzelkoala,2019/04/10,"Help for picky eating/sensory issues/ARFID? I have really struggled with being a ""picky eater"" for as long as I can remember. It is probably slowly killing me, because all I feel like I can eat is carbs and cheese. I get really avoidant of new foods and usually they make me gag. I don't want to live like this, and I probably can't. I just learned that this may be because of being on the spectrum, and that there is something called ARFID. But I don't know what to do about any of it. I feel pretty helpless to change and most people would just say ""well just better."" Are there any resources for this kind of thing, can therapy help, etc?",4.168862642169728,5.251479307086619,4.593648293963256,87.26182852143481,70.88976377952756,8.164129483814524,26.70953630796151,8.515128840125781,1.659495888013998,500,16,104,8,9,158,80,127,0.106,0.7709999999999999,0.124,0.3281,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,2,2,0,17,2,0,1,1,22,23,8,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,6,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,13,5,15,18,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261322483667907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027076008543063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470481707683157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977548895910538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588667050301668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701309382205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542979042084215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813749059977484,0.11877998318987855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010486939889644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686677127225102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288828860580884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839479506249153,0.1731397529969582,0.09137507578195984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245768126423646,0.0,0.14681533030759267,0.14713958277585865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098339718000837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605800893677069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526744333383195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915161153526165,0.3585242884624809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302765253153574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834620457290865,0.0,0.0,0.13222086183237627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799917210114728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381662037955567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013889216721733,0.0,0.1104592956727354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311776845655875,0.0,0.098067597947655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949249708875112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181101182731885,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SelfCleansing,2019/04/10,"anyone else experience sadistic fake friends? im just now realizing that the people i thought were my friends have actually just been pretending since 2015... they slowly excommunicated me and would only reach out to me when it was convenient for them. and now i see why i havent enjoyed being around them or felt wanted for so long, i just assumed there was something wrong with me. but now i see it's just pure nefarious abuse and i was too socially inept to accept.. i've been suspicious of this for a long time but just assumed I was going crazy...ive been to countless therapists for what I've labeled as ""paranoia/delusional thoughts"" but im starting to realize that those feelings were warranted all along... i guess i put too much faith into my judge of character and deeply trusted that my ""friends"" truly cared about me. I honestly didn't even think people could be that casually evil. they've just been using me for their own twisted pleasure; to subtlely toy with my insecurities and laugh behind my back. Idk if i did something to turn them against me but i cant believe anything I’ve done would justify years of calculated abuse. ive put up with their insincerity for so long and now realize theyve been laughing every step of the way in my slow downfall into suicidal insanity",6.858526170798896,7.609757938016528,7.182991735537192,72.29933608815429,64.66115702479338,10.420275482093665,35.96804407713499,10.355215969177356,3.82778258953168,1039,48,184,24,15,338,144,242,0.16699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.152,-0.797,0,0,2,0,2,0,25.0,0,0,6,0,20,18,1,1,3,0,23,0,0,1,2,45,37,16,1,5,12,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,0,11,3,0,4,3,5,0,0,17,4,31,13,30,15,3,24,1,0,2,0,10,6,0,5,13,128,40,0,0.0,0.29586634125615296,0.12184080883805215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873017622029463,0.12792905852846104,0.10274531286225452,0.11114773039987223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600605558625204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066922136080212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729834823988673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968683563448352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777036963526495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043006219863552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246577967339085,0.0,0.10519601547614743,0.0,0.0,0.12213248799694175,0.0,0.0,0.06313061532371828,0.0,0.11988071380709885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893887959456289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095817143903048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754224190193184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697304017868449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33147916146409684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178304666266944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495811818820317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731179547999365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510282196054563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898709421709745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328163390760108,0.0,0.0,0.12727430366245496,0.0,0.19223949321110573,0.0,0.0,0.0883732577894156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657148563420568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496668200387555,0.0,0.08000226542286737,0.0,0.1982423993277617,0.07280415735374446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358067652747933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078349328079764,0.0,0.0,0.0736429190143125,0.09910436353393504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126625313692259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738731358355406,0.13650972268241715,0.0,0.08040275043038786 autism,monitorcable,2019/04/10,"Can autism be diagnosed later in life? I read the rule that says this sub can't give a diagnosis. I get it. My girlfriend's dad struggles big time with basic tasks to the point that he could become homeless even though he has a good job and is a wizard for certain academic subjects like math. He has cancer and sees doctors all the time, but I don't think his doctors see beyond his ailments and I don't think he is aware of the possibility that he may fall in the autism spectrum. I'm tired of seeing my girlfriend cry every time she gets off the phone from hearing their ongoing problems that wouldn't be problems for most people. It's not my place, but if the situation ever arose where I can make a helpful suggestion; which type of doctor would evaluate him and make a diagnosis? Are there organizations that focus on older people who may not have been diagnosed because there was less awareness in the medical community 50 years ago? Thanks!",7.474861878453042,7.350872867403318,7.441375690607735,73.94968784530388,63.41988950276243,10.112928176795581,34.12209944751382,9.642632912329526,3.1260161325966864,763,29,138,13,10,245,120,181,0.109,0.8220000000000001,0.069,-0.8619,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,13,0,20,9,0,2,3,25,33,8,0,6,5,1,0,1,2,4,9,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,5,13,4,14,24,3,19,0,0,3,0,20,10,0,4,9,88,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846535810066212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146677740162231,0.14759682589347864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670207204070242,0.0,0.1467991996906694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712871496016981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103640173910511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826912307525403,0.12088662442565018,0.11259894799838467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964460906269516,0.12820135521454326,0.0,0.11209236896843906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062397801489846,0.0,0.08957725569614343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261882704164887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439512841454682,0.06529061417015974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784138271132323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463001490007245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530074073503916,0.0,0.13962719658429515,0.0,0.12633466146654412,0.1506610060646272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557542341116475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336779268737384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627729274434876,0.0,0.0,0.31948554381103433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021893931328384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397113858729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303937866618544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712644891221181,0.13130235215230318,0.0,0.23378275757410014,0.15360154536430112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493527301087112,0.0,0.0,0.08606091279846162 autism,deathiswaitingforme,2019/04/10,""" But we are all a little bit different"" Does anyone else get really annoyed when neurotypicals respond to our comments about how autistics are very different from other people with this statement? They don't seem to understand that the way in which autistics are different is FAR more profound and far reaching than just the average everyday differences that so called normal people possess.",18.297538461538466,12.597613907692313,15.057307692307697,44.995192307692356,48.384615384615394,18.53846153846154,58.653846153846146,15.247664890283005,8.56776923076923,324,17,41,9,2,99,55,65,0.044000000000000004,0.929,0.027000000000000003,-0.2716,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661766835328628,0.1855412616740761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769608622745835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184906316943212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567741147801399,0.0,0.0,0.1584672343973791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127187848751247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460856121916003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814930598128734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742320682880106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510807483576523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600661225647442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485145431143228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851412327802008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941270430207293,0.0,0.14373551137642232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Pepsi_Cola64,2019/04/10,"Nobody understands A lot of the time while I’m awake I feel like I wanna scream and start crying. Obviously I can’t do that because my parents would get upset, so I do my best to hold it in. The more I hold it in, I get jumpy and forget words for specific things, yelling out whatever descriptive words come to mind. My parents (and my older brother especially) find this very annoying and don’t seem to want to be with me. I have no idea how to let out this frustration, so I sleep all day and retreat to my dreams. Because I sleep so much, my aunt yells at me and calls me lazy because I’m 18 and I should be doing more with my life. What the hell am I supposed to do?",3.8757063492063497,4.178602078571431,5.0580952380952375,86.50468253968252,71.07142857142857,8.507936507936508,27.698412698412696,8.515128840125781,1.6737460317460315,521,17,117,8,9,173,85,140,0.188,0.727,0.085,-0.9377,2,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,1,4,0,13,3,2,1,2,31,23,12,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,12,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,4,21,2,17,18,6,11,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,6,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33640643007642285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930463523141887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878356342321256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845842318654454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206271513828405,0.11863386950404906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301169555934576,0.13141539814340478,0.0,0.0,0.16812886270809432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922147322403004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765950038400732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810345840203554,0.12993078970091038,0.08986969138842749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563894747960784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573915550601985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522593990130347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085140169706725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746305905917785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36816984319816703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020222449833355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220958388474942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726393342624474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915005960478622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177972574910018,0.10849969904993724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067427525076722,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PunkMage,2019/04/10,"can you still be on the spectrum even if you are very perceptive? I've always thought I was on the spectrum, but my understanding is that one of the main problems autistic people have is not being very socially perceptive. like not understanding social cues, not understanding when someone is upset, not understanding sarcasm, etc. I have no issues with this. would it still be possible for me to be on the spectrum? I relate to many of the 'symptoms' except that one. here is an example from an online aspie test I took: https://i.imgur.com/1Fx62Lj.png it suggests I'm neurodiverse in most areas except perception",8.269541778975741,9.869524660377357,7.793072776280326,66.16122641509435,61.83018867924528,10.58544474393531,35.89757412398922,10.608840637214634,4.287357412398922,498,22,73,12,7,157,70,106,0.091,0.858,0.051,-0.6668,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,0,14,1,0,0,0,20,21,3,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,3,0,8,1,13,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,64,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128384151084915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596405097909698,0.10421080648661847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646791223017452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708230603897848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996201344778646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138287594420367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093833209269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778708613055397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097212972434146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216693732168007,0.1336846918540794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520032491277016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639916369215907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525801851149138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529703813053368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6570093798323167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603665616283825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208088423010217,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mcommunist,2019/04/10,"Recently diagnosed with Aspergers. Any advice? I have started going to a therapist for severe social anxiety, but she told me that I probably have Aspergers as well. It kind of shook up my entire world and I have no idea how to handle it. My parents pretend like it isn’t there and I only have a couple friends that know, and they only make jokes about it. Any advice for accepting this?",2.7351351351351347,5.394007040540544,4.441824324324326,79.69219594594598,79.94594594594595,8.024324324324324,25.466216216216218,8.841846274778883,2.524708108108108,307,12,53,8,8,103,54,74,0.11599999999999999,0.688,0.19699999999999998,0.8664,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,9,6,9,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961068391193576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27565434300749875,0.0,0.15504719434701109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425802002796472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571268183632127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565875899874343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518589397262535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879743301245706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105669450313647,0.11138586673883526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901764502597002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528833527880105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082896729621771,0.0,0.0,0.22504859700532973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185198659238864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011888514281206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289670900566577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660347004149865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345567952654387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353233817081837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936663642983807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182230780294147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,VGthrowaway94,2019/08/05,"Anyone have experience with Portland Autism Center or Dr. Matt Lundeberg, Psy.D. ? It looks like they don't have any reviews online.",6.231739130434782,8.980478478260874,5.8254347826086965,73.77989130434786,68.56521739130434,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.711278260869565,107,4,16,2,2,33,22,23,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026708694532946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140332892343257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792198742815187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892863633404854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972427410451271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kwcakes,2019/08/05,"Adult Autistics- What were some of your most challenging autism related behaviors or issues as a younger child? How do they effect your life today? I’m interested in learning more about autistic adult’s experiences growing up with challenging behaviors or developmental delays. Do they still represent major challenges in your life? Did you naturally outgrow some of them as you matured? Did you learn coping mechanisms or replacement behaviors that helped? I’m curious about individual experiences, as I know everyone is so different. I appreciate anyone who might want to share their viewpoint. I hope my question doesn’t come off as ignorant or offensive. I’m just trying to educate myself more about developing from an autistic child to adult.",7.680395894428155,10.878936629032259,7.8386217008797665,58.94156891495604,65.7741935483871,12.251026392961874,38.69208211143695,11.567385478589935,6.148832258064518,618,34,82,24,11,200,87,124,0.039,0.7909999999999999,0.17,0.9189,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,4,4,7,8,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,0,21,15,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,15,6,18,11,6,9,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,10,3,59,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715596502750197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135373793357548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563463380691347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344495804359436,0.0,0.4800133788654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445794253360874,0.0,0.0,0.2436953327012472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560894563990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348420507506383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466064791471507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602855058003741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748565229490776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959427952307663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325701959252621,0.0,0.0,0.16658161877856445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447181948281528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,notquiteadoughnut,2019/08/05,"Little brother is autistic. When having meltdowns, he throws things everywhere and says he’s going to do things that just aren’t real. I feel so helpless. I need to know everything is going to be okay. I am 26 and my little brother is turning 10 later this year. He is a very smart boy. Never has an issue with his school or anything. The issues are at home. He’s actually having a meltdown right now and I want to cry. Basically, he was watching videos on YouTube and my mom had been telling him he was going to stop watching the videos so he could study with my mother. The time came to remove the computer and he exploded. Locked himself in my parents’ bedroom and started throwing everything. Grabbed all of my mother’s makeup and brushes and dumped them in the toilet. He says he’s going to electrocute is all and he’s going to drink an invisible potion so the police to see him. Or he’s going to shoot to outer space and never come back. This is usually how it goes with him and, well, he’s getting older and I’m afraid of him getting stronger and losing control even worse than right now. Anyone who is autistic, did this ever happen to you ask a kid? How can we make this better? Any parents?",2.873424499229582,5.08503684322034,4.093636363636364,84.81969953775041,76.75423728813557,5.985824345146379,25.557781201848996,6.980632752743323,1.237244067796611,949,35,175,10,22,310,136,236,0.085,0.856,0.059000000000000004,-0.8041,3,0,1,1,0,0,24.0,1,1,1,3,13,8,1,1,11,1,22,1,0,4,5,38,43,21,0,3,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,9,19,1,2,2,3,0,11,3,4,1,0,6,8,18,4,22,35,2,35,0,2,3,0,36,10,0,2,14,114,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.11838005351460255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249425794539825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482205083881737,0.0,0.09982694428083637,0.0,0.11340750935807832,0.0,0.0,0.09327910825947304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072879239239182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387451420511939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044969343038244,0.0,0.0,0.13605832246502253,0.0968553397638476,0.0,0.1332522048651221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883660560829347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012342912000238,0.10973090641749368,0.0,0.0,0.2180493563686691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133745903119395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675785763370798,0.0,0.4136560916999109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727311957004684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216827856020276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323009058532503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666823618284343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431669094298325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571370530247345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097467796608836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207559690726365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994906250115116,0.1871219088098328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693985055204099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807616323521898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719439130938688,0.0,0.1929395203123936,0.0,0.12277115175999848,0.09666754138773592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586311176147994,0.0,0.0,0.10141972891177732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060293847402252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118457576052392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073623464759983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319493221868217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336046895968468,0.1000926029131596,0.07155117219776021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907133064663964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236242018727478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811899797318114 autism,BootlegPoodle,2019/08/05,"Canadians: How do you pay for an autism assessment as an adult? So sorry if this isn't allowed. An autism assessment is not covered by anything as it is private, and costs $2,000-$4,000. I'm sure I am autistic/Asperger's (not sure what the right term is any more), and feel like an official diagnosis would be helpful as I am beginning university soon. The assessment fee seems so steep. Has anyone in Canada had any experience with this? I don't know what to do.",2.9895006242197217,5.519416764044949,4.30936329588015,81.77980024968791,77.9887640449438,8.449937578027466,28.990012484394512,9.150863307647796,2.858085143570537,368,17,70,10,9,121,63,89,0.034,0.848,0.11800000000000001,0.8056,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,2,14,18,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,8,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831910497337532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700189753212585,0.0,0.2318512374279768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755996130958409,0.0,0.0,0.14245818981559433,0.20127791049094534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884700855599545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483908845940847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764584633674146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406077655651512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564890803364712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31538924819655434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310806146529321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014279490057665,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,heywhatsupyellow,2019/08/05,Does anyone else have weird textures that they love? I’m asking because I love to stim by touching/rubbing cigarette ashes with my fingers and as much as I love the texture I have to hide it from people because I know they’ll judge. My boyfriend smokes weed and the leaf cigars he uses makes wonderful ashes and I enjoy the feeling of them but I have to wait until he isn’t looking to touch them. It genuinely makes me a little sad when he wipes them away and cleans them up. Does anyone else have an unconventional texture stim they love?,4.555642857142857,6.192312600000001,4.7001785714285695,84.74169642857143,70.61904761904762,6.773809523809526,27.410714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.3869285714285713,433,15,81,4,8,135,67,105,0.057999999999999996,0.763,0.179,0.9224,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,7,0,1,7,0,0,5,0,6,6,1,3,0,13,20,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,16,5,13,19,1,5,0,1,1,4,15,3,0,1,2,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354451944067236,0.3450134487031709,0.0,0.0,0.1573957056210182,0.0,0.15818160377289364,0.0,0.0,0.20526377655395975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946693719369726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812896280745502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512886580316534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252733029675582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687429144244071,0.0,0.0,0.14138164354997476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078129695894148,0.0,0.22476583161112032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376541274446512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672098447570013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541067716244294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258136402902606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,purpleunicornblood,2019/08/05,"Supervisor positions? Hello! I was just curious if any adults who are diagnosed have supervisor/leadership type positions in their work? If you don't, is it something that you would want to do?",4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,78.41176470588233,11.635294117647062,32.029411764705884,10.686352973137794,5.1773764705882375,156,8,25,7,4,52,29,34,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.5318,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,19,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651762885487909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545040523147952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134064286965217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167346692394975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909401196826408,0.0,0.0,0.3814671719099736,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,RumJacks,2019/08/05,"UK People - We need your help! Mods - If this isn't allowed here then please delete. Bit of a weird request, but figured it would be worth asking. My cousin has an autistic son that will only wear specific wellie boots, but he's grown out of them and we're looking to find a pair the next size up. These are the only pair of shoes he will wear, and he's devastates that she has outgrown them. If anybody lives near an Aldi and happens to find them, please let me know! We'll transfer over costs and pay for postage etc. The news report is here, and has pictures and details of the wellie boots: https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.essexlive.news/news/essex-news/mums-desperate-plea-find-larger-3172999.amp Thanks!",7.256500000000003,10.054871650000004,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,65.83333333333334,5.8000000000000025,24.5,6.2581,0.5114000000000001,578,15,100,3,10,154,84,120,0.064,0.8290000000000001,0.107,0.6571,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,8,0,12,3,3,1,0,20,18,11,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,11,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,2,2,58,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940982152518852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001789292914027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985479217430027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282595968799508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49866003868165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608213588365515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189932086178615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994746472493536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596782716157104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058886869776914,0.0,0.1527195995620327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484953654268667,0.0,0.0,0.19341397530325968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766308878818107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608130420632915,0.0,0.0,0.3992631856797909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743554579904227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291906658215661,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,GrievenLeague,2019/08/05,What do people with autism find funny? I recently made an autistic friend and she seems really attached to me but I don't know how to make her laugh. This is sorta putting a huge dent in the friendship. Any ideas?,1.0221428571428568,3.6318421666666687,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,91.61904761904762,4.704761904761905,18.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.11373333333333367,169,5,34,2,6,52,39,42,0.0,0.6779999999999999,0.322,0.9402,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,11,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330127103712672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131744951281288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472935891660665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868084167334941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883106387709824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242222683964789,0.2287205152728002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375493065033096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444563537557372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195093847025644,0.0,0.3383240279463651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119342992554789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AirMax97s,2019/08/05,"When one of the symptoms of Autism is 'noticing small details, patterns, smells or sounds that others do not' 'Noticing small details' Small details in what? Small details in memories with mates, small details to what a person looks like? What does this bit mean? Thanks alot.",6.391595744680853,9.078733212765957,4.056329787234045,86.90875,67.93617021276596,5.5510638297872354,33.026595744680854,5.985473137389443,1.8257702127659576,219,10,35,1,4,60,34,47,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,6,5,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097533802303389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248288989666018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861332955179262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825689927389315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090588680686158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6460438431648691,0.0,0.0,0.19225888419322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773705788254405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29489811579917824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612151556494087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,furkanx32,2019/08/05,How do you tell if you have autism? Hello people what are the signs of having autism?,1.382941176470588,3.89186994117647,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,84.88235294117645,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.1467411764705893,67,0,14,0,2,20,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214314216632251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7834685623365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pupypup2,2019/08/05,"I think it just registered with me what my favorite stim is. So, really stimming for me, like a lot of people is unconscious, like I don't realize when I do it. Then there's stim toys where you know you are, because you have that toy. Without anything my go to is usually tapping the table or something + pacing if I really get thinking. I've noticed that but it's more of a need too get the energy out than my favorite. I haddent noticed until now but I have just realized that I tend to grab something and throw it up and catch it, usually dropping it from time to time. I don't know why but I didn't realize how often I do this until like just now. Thinking about it, I've been doing this my whole life. And with this knowledge I think imma make a stim toy for myself that's like a ball with an arm band so I can casually do it (probably just at home) and not drop it. Just something I thought might be interesting to you guys.",2.45328125,4.058648598958335,4.208749999999998,86.26125,76.03125,7.508333333333333,26.583333333333336,8.278499904357787,1.7272333333333332,729,28,153,13,16,246,105,192,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.9747,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,0,16,6,0,0,7,0,17,2,1,2,0,37,30,16,0,2,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,17,8,0,0,11,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,1,24,6,20,25,3,19,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,14,114,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545753550412947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929351977893244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930296714051706,0.0,0.08664373161776301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509544917509022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292486918121911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757064273903452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768352706903428,0.2979273925014459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296118516733495,0.0,0.0,0.10176494541680732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173074074378435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304350527403305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471422233671346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569315210433408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437235466313607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533324788193968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521020916617648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907482210173859,0.0,0.12103229898881025,0.17779555877747713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358154496136836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375669909944115,0.17021064511584902,0.0,0.14696125051452286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,12littlerucks,2019/08/05,"Any suggestions to help my sons transition out of ABA? My twins are 9 and we are dropping ABA soon. Are there any suggestions for transition? I think they’ll really struggle with the change. Having someone come by for them and having extra structure is honestly something they really enjoy and look forward to. Neither do well with big changes and dropping 6 days of therapy will be a huge change for them. I’ll add: yes, I know how a lot of people feel about ABA. My sons specifically had ABA to work on their extreme and dangerous behaviors (one son has been hospitalized several times), they’re not in therapy because I think they need to learn pronouns or stop stimming. The basis is their therapy is emotional coping and self-regulation, so please don’t comment on our use of ABA.",5.625047021943573,7.501582551724143,5.989529780564264,75.59890282131664,68.3103448275862,9.962382445141069,33.18181818181818,10.230975488527342,3.75603448275862,630,29,108,17,11,202,97,145,0.064,0.809,0.127,0.8569,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,7,1,6,5,1,1,4,1,16,0,0,2,0,24,24,9,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,2,2,15,3,19,19,3,14,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,2,5,70,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791371001452394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318814465020712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851486305535908,0.1316839852698139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985885155873416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195819555181474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729567480005918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246555132564472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401336450637603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837231460131104,0.0,0.0,0.12996462340885806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335118202603248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035886811327046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598082299413186,0.0,0.0,0.16780537477767854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958648971714776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594767694540637,0.1726996086675634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952627095561475,0.11768680912406022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780618089001894,0.0,0.15981293542299915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244605681947925,0.0,0.0,0.19590587101629905,0.0,0.0,0.08913973738496297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203061392116727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744850596737018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111291194452621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,all_alone_with_pizza,2019/08/05,"How do you feel about the portrayal of Autism in television? Hi! I'm trying to start a podcast about autism as a way to make learning about it more enjoyable and less awkward for NTs, as well as to share issues and ideas about autism. I am very passionate about autism in the media, and would super appreciate people's responses and ideas! (I also posted this on r/aspergers, so sorry if you're seeing this twice!)",6.085063291139242,6.813557759493673,6.404911392405065,77.28407594936711,66.34177215189875,9.864303797468356,28.458227848101266,9.888512548439397,2.6395448101265813,329,10,60,7,5,106,57,79,0.036000000000000004,0.747,0.218,0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,12,8,11,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,5,16,7,2,6,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,1,41,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074377962258464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324801208007306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949835759752442,0.0,0.27505546123284336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590743141671586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826975961993588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523876167341073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209998228261026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29499876706294714,0.18652694672936854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789186662751746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174387490573398,0.0,0.20917678944903947,0.0,0.0,0.2369439199658053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720320388159464,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ATerribleLife,2019/09/08,I am a twin of an autistic brother. Are twins even more likely than siblings to pass the autism gene? I’ve read studies that suggest it might run in the family and was wondering if being a twin would exceptionally increase those chances.,6.4560606060606025,7.83941309090909,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,65.81818181818181,8.593939393939394,35.12121212121212,8.841846274778883,3.0970393939393936,192,9,33,3,3,60,40,44,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.5657,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28501649420632386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40680094103008985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108200615009124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577771036616213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43163920454766097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679676661397141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065411521876145,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,chamg,2019/09/08,"Hi, I'm curious to know if you have to have autism to get sensory overload? I am a person diagnosed with multiple anxiety disorders, depression, and DID, although nowhere on the autism spectrum. Now that school is back in session, I forgot how hard it is for me to concentrate because of the constant background noise. I've always had sensitive ears, but even someone speaking slightly too loud will hurt my ears and get me irritated and anxious. When I put earbuds in with no sound I'm fine. Someone suggested sensory overload to me but I believed that only people with autism experienced it? Any help would be great. Thanks in advance, E2.",5.884616858237551,7.9574537068965485,6.221149425287358,73.41657088122608,67.9655172413793,9.638314176245213,38.75095785440613,9.994966539143718,4.4913153256705,514,30,82,13,9,165,84,116,0.179,0.696,0.125,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,10,3,2,1,0,13,17,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,7,9,3,14,11,0,10,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734048612683791,0.0,0.0,0.1417186287571107,0.0,0.15942484733424214,0.23543182145657454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024615098627004,0.0,0.1270382417333045,0.0,0.0,0.23479457777590526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520554205015586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794939590824004,0.21152084070010949,0.0,0.0,0.2388435826270724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764573182438936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217760001913445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297608965861224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866847842600086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968561695808632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309569544339566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453077158099105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849701200241675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447779233249447,0.18196617706217708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949879533677485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109111556573336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531519976545925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918660198457683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804084003858162,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ChillCat17,2019/09/08,"Do any of y'all use music as a kind of anchor? I'm not really sure what word people use, even though I'm on the spectrum myself. I'm just wondering if other autists and aspies use music as a kind of anchor in an overwhelming situation. I do it sometimes, but music is one of my special interests, and I have a good sense of rhythm that might help.",5.428750000000001,4.849893263888891,6.999444444444446,76.94000000000003,67.75,9.977777777777778,29.11111111111111,9.516144504307137,2.4215444444444447,273,8,55,5,4,95,51,72,0.022000000000000002,0.794,0.184,0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,3,1,13,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,9,11,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489305783508539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465041489546787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836905943211549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467941081797959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561189964827294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323291785575192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840312541792638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183015359124655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029989851242125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461702477580786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660106259867232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064091610337557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517082139117905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674487465956184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375010514857127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Cantasktornadoes,2019/09/08,"scratching/picking help My daughter is seven. She picks/scratches her face constantly. I'm looking for help with some sort of sensory toy or something to substitute for the scratching. She is verbal but not really able to articulate why she scratches besides that she feels like she ""has to."" We are addressing things medically as there may be a part of it that's seasonal allergy related. We use lotion and such to keep her skin from getting dry as well. We have seen an allergist, dermatologist, OT for sensory work and she sees a really awesome psychologist who she loves. No one really has had any helpful advice so far. Does anyone have any experience with overcoming scratching/picking that could give some advice or point to types of fidgets that have helped? She touches her face so much that she gets sick frequently and is prone to skin infections. She doesn't want to scratch and has asked for help, but I don't know how to help. She is also starting to feel embarrassed when other kids ask about her face.",5.509193548387097,7.703436693548388,5.677182795698929,76.44577419354839,69.16129032258064,9.476129032258065,31.754838709677426,9.888512548439397,3.431989677419357,819,36,140,21,15,259,119,186,0.057,0.79,0.153,0.9670000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,4,0,17,9,5,2,0,26,34,15,0,2,5,1,8,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,9,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,11,20,3,22,29,4,7,0,0,3,1,31,2,0,6,6,96,29,2,0.140605458675021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747960538216102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244213450306123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912330669312784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831460594532627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289424703883585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194454982338176,0.0,0.11226201758170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304478440997625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753911865637447,0.0,0.0,0.14218868925484013,0.10044856777173404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692109776280812,0.13488156806929782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565469250684004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497659210094288,0.0,0.0,0.07727308293737528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869272485256574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807317289735612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690191605782766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164520717059256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336119039756687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527789769606608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522620098431253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291760614850595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702263717072672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204434631388928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824495144922312,0.0,0.0,0.09952126734250402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341201900714056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143797168162022,0.0,0.0,0.08293274248834538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264211933855934,0.0,0.12687455667412167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236244851834583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,biscotti1998-,2019/09/08,is there a way to be tested and diagnosed for autism or Aspergers without it being put on record? I kinda want to get evaluated so I can look into what I can do to better myself with how I act but I don't want it written down on record,2.03029411764706,3.2074962941176466,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,76.25490196078431,7.452941176470588,22.553921568627448,8.07648339933343,1.1018980392156856,185,5,40,3,4,66,39,51,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.2415,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,12,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,10,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34036378931976696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906091849370307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106542829955049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231725523535188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868751344828835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539826517059037,0.305471743617452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709764771936207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,52IMean54Bicycles,2019/09/08,"Books or other resources to help pre-teens understand autism? Hello! One of my son's best friends is on the spectrum, and as they've gotten older my son has had a rough time dealing with some of the behaviors associated with his buddy's autism. I really don't want to see their friendship splinter, so I've been looking for some good resources to help my son better understand why his friend does the things he does. It would also be helpful if these resources could give my son some tips for how to deal with some of the frustrating behaviors. My kiddo is extremely empathetic and compassionate, so he wants to do right by his friend. But I know it's really hard and frustrating for him sometimes because he just doesn't get it. I looked for a book online, but they all seem to be geared towards young kids. My son is 13, but with a high reading comprehension, and his friend is 15. Can anyone please point us in the right direction? Tyia.",6.402984848484849,6.923129450000005,6.262929292929293,79.30590909090913,65.6111111111111,9.656565656565657,30.808080808080806,9.573946990214177,2.6416111111111107,751,26,143,14,11,236,110,180,0.035,0.792,0.17300000000000001,0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,2,5,10,2,0,8,0,15,0,0,1,1,28,27,14,0,5,6,5,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,5,17,8,22,20,6,10,0,0,3,0,29,7,0,7,3,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121886285055073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724502939368776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477931365193815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595146634226774,0.12300123862124986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110407054430788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867620752711775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434123304800152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297984562635683,0.0,0.0726613626384389,0.13341417509072673,0.0,0.11665017826732928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458459486592885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796587209766803,0.14694121299149726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764324196728691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357728098701105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424135786268874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266345900713474,0.13147157935045906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911343067982745,0.0,0.17819103076936738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375399377147327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082540224745377,0.12660938025945995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375495172107363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239577829488248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109621436265367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289565614305052,0.16729105718695925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406101419891153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254942729460494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879545434260352,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,super-S,2019/09/08,"State Fair I have a 5 year old boy with autism. My wife and I have been going to the state fair for years, until after our son was diagnosed with autism a couple years ago. We haven't been to the fair since. Any suggestions on what we can do to make the trip enjoyable for our son?",1.952881355932206,3.5170090338983084,2.812000000000001,95.91901694915256,77.3050847457627,6.753898305084746,16.884745762711866,7.554174236665415,-0.1406840677966099,219,3,52,3,5,69,40,59,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,10,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,7,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833235503007783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735233397907275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353653082587404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244072343529339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816472225560768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133486097999973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353870750002588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643926916364968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174737597669799 autism,alexastrash,2019/09/30,"tips for sensory overload hi guys! i want to preface this that i do not have (and don't think i have) autism. however, my psychiatrist and therapist recently shared with me that my sensory issues (90% that have to do with sound/crowded-ness) overlap with what people with autism experience and therefore i might find resources originally created for people with autism regarding sensory overload helpful. so, does anybody here have any coping skills/tools to make dealing with getting overwhelmed because of crowds or sound? it was more acceptable as a child but now that i'm 16 i should be able to go out without having a panic attack/being extremely overwhelmed. any suggestions/tips would be appreciated!! have a great day :)",6.850000000000001,9.290303841269843,6.555746031746036,70.50314285714288,66.14285714285714,9.801904761904764,36.40952380952381,10.125756701596842,4.339577142857143,588,30,88,15,10,184,87,126,0.027000000000000003,0.753,0.22,0.9735,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,15,0,0,3,0,24,21,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,8,3,16,15,1,7,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,59,15,0,0.2119119878054405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882148369587971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410804787365411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291795808702372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666570109316292,0.21847195440325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544560857822645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729058679610549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936837177448183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071526728359246,0.0,0.1204344661835072,0.0,0.0,0.2336337146705341,0.0,0.20982618468264824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204013851299638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118105880599087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414528973836846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480513088782586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486330587012353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938261802733364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092375227051757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460461509571496,0.0,0.13578464515468822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499118085793162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427559414752497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053619608502716,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SunsetDreams19,2019/09/30,"I feel like I was misdiagnosed 19 female here. I got diagnosed with pdd-nos in '09. I pass as normal, I don't get help unless I ask for it or tell them the diagnosis. I don't like calming music, it's so boring nothing is happening. That's why I enjoy metal and EDM, it's fast paced and I can listen to it loud. I also love flashy lights and watching horror movies. I do feel terrible getting help because I'm pretty sure 90% of people have it worse than me so it would just be a waste giving me help when I can pass my classes fine. Sure I do have trouble looking people in the eye but no one ever says anything about it, I clearly don't know my surroundings but who cares it's fun not knowing, and I just want friends to talk about my life with yet it's basically impossible to meet anyone in real life or online.",2.8125203619909485,4.037961582352942,4.711176470588239,84.57721719457015,74.3529411764706,7.113122171945702,24.84162895927602,7.61054688173877,1.1896380090497742,639,20,133,8,13,219,110,170,0.12300000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.196,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,0,3,0,13,5,1,0,4,26,29,14,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,1,3,3,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,9,21,11,15,25,0,10,0,0,3,1,14,4,0,2,6,83,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330650172393939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634637489599504,0.0,0.13692787393327935,0.0,0.1555556894617995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143208214417804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696495119254185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888614795330906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051266798520466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682673534308175,0.1188717242098808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855539412641415,0.0,0.17386772754751015,0.15962004154171372,0.0,0.0,0.13308027771362327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471414386039335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334590658222366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182891300643586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505764496249434,0.16258315723237626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972883791768365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017685072037856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303054072482914,0.1596592853668503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275270747475072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307129428104669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928225763370788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939250929563325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232298406210152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136482697194797,0.0,0.0,0.13374098882461524,0.1454354666620783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814334153022906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501444733835325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956944090678186,0.118201341915691,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SubzeroNYC,2019/09/30,"Parents: How to cope with constant worry about the future? Hi all, a little background: I have a 3 year old daughter who is neuro-atypical and getting various therapies. She is verbal and plays with others, but not to the extent of her peers. She also clearly has anxiety and the sensory issues that come with it, as well. As far as meltdowns go, some days are good and some days she can't handle things, it depends. My wife is also pregnant with a boy to come soon, and while we have no specific reason to worry just yet, I am very worried that he will also be neuro-atypical and the daily struggles could be even worse than my daughter, as they often are for boys. I guess I'm just wondering how other parents deal with the constant worry about the future and whether their kids will be able to live independent lives and thrive in the real world someday. The hardest part of it all is the unknown of what tomorrow and the coming years will bring. We do all we can with therapies, etc, but there' s only so much we can control. How do parents out there cope?",7.0728159645232775,6.561222853658537,7.219645232815965,76.49470066518849,64.36585365853658,9.60088691796009,33.758314855875824,8.841846274778883,2.8160243902439017,835,31,152,11,11,270,125,205,0.11699999999999999,0.83,0.053,-0.9319,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,0,2,1,18,4,0,1,13,0,22,0,0,7,4,47,31,24,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,10,23,0,1,2,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,0,15,3,24,24,10,23,0,0,0,0,23,5,0,6,13,124,25,0,0.11309047833552074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713152439993545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651390638442208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922523001122644,0.0,0.2444212619044541,0.12684058773184426,0.09029354469493868,0.0,0.0,0.14586800556913376,0.11659131737768212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612577746197784,0.0746951943589082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059085107292948774,0.0,0.06427192500917239,0.09485492768643222,0.0,0.0,0.1245819118198404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180370775535912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334636922686307,0.19972192856775065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831345139338199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866943314703153,0.0,0.0,0.08601040482629034,0.0,0.0,0.3767207785073981,0.1224659674507067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287217230023955,0.0,0.11627584692148447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822672253163925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586576358191684,0.0,0.07513228868461429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331148841982133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016819216440851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264179963804722,0.0,0.4593954811687,0.11524885901375567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565312046219492 autism,dancingpianofairy,2019/09/30,"Beware: NeuroGuides/Life Guides for Autism (LGFA) TLDR: Paid $860 for workplace advocacy and did not get what I paid for. I was asked to pay hundreds of dollars more, and then was ditched for a newer client. I was really looking forward to getting help vocationally and hopefully making a difference for autistic people with NeuroGuides. I initially reached out to them for workplace advocacy, worked with David Hall for two months, paid $860, but have little to show for it. We'd been talking about a letter to set up a meeting with my bosses for over a month we finally set a hard time for the letter to be sent. The time had come and gone and I had zilch. An hour after that hard time I got a very cookie cutter/fill in the blanks draft. Half a dozen emails later, we finally had something presentable. However, I still wasn't comfortable sending the letter out until I got a cost proposal about new/additional costs associated with the meeting. When we initially discussed costs, David mentioned the one time $500 assessment fee to begin with and then $80 an hour, but that was it. This was mirrored on the website. Then things started changing. Next it was $80 for ""technically up to 50 minutes,"" then travel expenses (flights, hotels, etc. for two people) to Austin, then $300-$400 for a conference call. The organization is headquartered in Austin, according to their website anyway, and Austin is where I initially met David in person for a consultation. Speaking of that initial consultation, David told me that he himself is autistic, specifically a type called ""supreme."" On the website there's no mention of this. Why not? It would give him credibility and relatability. My partner and I were able to find squat about this ""supreme"" type of autism. David also name dropped Marci Ciampi/Samantha Craft often, saying that she was a co-executer. Why is there zero mention of her on the website? In regards to the website, there have been three that correspond with three different names for the organization: neuroguides.com, lifeguidesforautism.com, and foundationforlgfa.org. I recommend using the Wayback Machine to check out all the different iterations of you're curious. I have no idea why there's all this switcheroo, what purpose it serves, or what name actually corresponds with the organization. Anyway, the nail in the coffin for me was instead of receiving that cost proposal, I received an email basically saying that they were unable to provide workplace advocacy for me. Why? Because, as of the week prior, they are going to be working with ""a large multinational corporation"" instead. Remember that I've been working with them for two months now. My employer is also ""a large multinational corporation."" In fact, my employer is larger (at least in terms of market capitalization) than whatever company they're working with now. If you decide you do want to try working with NeuroGuides, protect yourself. Make sure to pay with a credit card so that you can initiate a chargeback if necessary. Get everything in writing that you can, and record anything else like phone calls, video calls, and meetings. You don't need their permission to record in many states, including Texas. Also, maybe get a contract with them! They advertise no contracts as a good thing, but there are benefits to having one. Expectations of all parties, especially money, are laid out and in writing. They can't change anything on you and if they don't do what they say they'll do, you'll have recourse. Here's other information I was able to track down. EIN: 82-2966633 Address: 685 Purtis Creek Lane, Georgetown, Texas, 78628 Board of Directors as of 5/17/2019: Christa Holmans (Board Chair) Nolan Perry Wendy Katz John Reily Debbie Bruce-Juhlke Becca Lory Alice Dendinger Alice Denginger Alliance Group",6.9771104387291984,9.172116134644481,6.56065627836611,71.57222193645994,65.4145234493192,9.524006051437217,35.156459909228445,9.888512548439397,3.8699679636913777,3059,145,477,70,50,952,335,661,0.027999999999999997,0.914,0.057999999999999996,0.9649,5,0,1,0,0,0,124.0,4,7,12,5,23,9,0,0,40,0,47,0,0,4,5,69,73,35,1,8,9,0,2,1,1,3,0,4,1,2,27,35,0,1,5,4,15,9,9,0,0,10,28,7,48,9,95,39,7,70,0,0,1,0,70,27,0,6,33,321,75,17,0.16379093905715136,0.0,0.07991816469638557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647533218195132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347859869515717,0.0,0.0765612089334611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499227180983533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33449772340435474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326909561898685,0.07054569547842175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566900052856018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841315619400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133509661406244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360236736192473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942496769925792,0.07485097548759248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171148010871309,0.07856159676785064,0.04654308261492545,0.06869003433633493,0.13099857655104086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672450957609592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054892806942595816,0.0,0.0,0.08134067984005977,0.16130108179912064,0.0,0.0,0.09245001674695033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000998971171196,0.0820807751794404,0.0,0.0,0.06877156850294831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933172367813423,0.08302915209976093,0.08227500664071287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610454734806454,0.0,0.0,0.0607244529617124,0.0,0.07909515479366996,0.08709676092748543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098897924794618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355201393969948,0.07150796513683623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246433483335212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277160240820194,0.0,0.0,0.19537969323774806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304713349373584,0.0,0.0,0.05796603484599425,0.0,0.06540182775421116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771855108376113,0.0,0.0,0.06582447626181864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881542193725743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101562747213088,0.0,0.0,0.0782546306877991,0.0,0.055601648050097235,0.0,0.23999992155683095,0.0,0.0,0.07073139125025284,0.0,0.06757233914847895,0.048304069766404376,0.0,0.06569160579725224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29559169289642884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810438593568844,0.0,0.0,0.05817619185729012,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Wiredawn,2019/09/30,"What makes a good therapist for those with ASD? For those that have developed a strong working relationship with a therapist, what about your relationship (or their employed methods) leads to valuable therapy?",11.369090909090907,13.052523636363638,9.081363636363637,59.34204545454549,55.06060606060606,13.872727272727275,46.80303030303031,13.023866798666859,7.053193939393943,172,10,23,6,2,51,25,33,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.8645,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327180362583433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852049156834997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957706526495752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31729662622299704,0.6442986674025458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019922335611815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,EmojisBeta,2019/09/30,"Looking for feedback on a game for kids on the autism spectrum Hi everyone, Our team has been working to develop a simple, easy to use and (hopefully) fun game to help children on the autism spectrum improve their ability to recognize emotive facial expression, and we are looking for your feedback! If you are a person on the autism spectrum, a parent of a child with autism, or a special education teacher, we would love to hear your suggestions as we are looking to make our game as accessible and effective as possible by building our game in collaboration with the community. You can find a link to the game below. Please note that EmojisBeta works best on mobile. http://playemojisbeta.netlify.com Once you’ve made it through the first ten rounds, please press the “Share Feedback” button to fill out a brief survey and let us know what you think :) Thanks! -EmojisBeta",8.891154970760232,9.757678144736845,8.075614035087717,67.24540935672516,60.31578947368421,10.966081871345027,38.599415204678365,10.746095033038511,4.392045906432749,706,33,112,16,9,220,96,152,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.9903,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,7,5,1,6,0,7,0,0,15,0,8,2,1,4,0,22,20,9,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,10,0,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,13,7,27,16,1,11,0,0,4,1,31,8,0,3,1,75,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354707598701936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967392983082445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712473332005906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985570703179552,0.14877010715170308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712535121508395,0.0,0.1172319853897304,0.0,0.0,0.17371546331330115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961206316945721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884740819421294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406166106097049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785435071376078,0.16549489424024472,0.1167473094086138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626311302382945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420608681754276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271619709550438,0.0,0.3839760190570813,0.0,0.19717381074592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102469907187344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206905106944573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103835278601183,0.15105770477935826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546590051638161,0.0,0.0,0.1242441560872652,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,wishmybrainwasnormal,2019/09/30,"Finding a social skills group I have autism traits and ADHD. No one in a one-on-one setting can figure out what my social troubles are. I live in a city and only managed to find one that doesn’t work with my college class schedule (and I’m in a program, our schedule stays the same throughout the whole program. It won’t change and I can’t do anything about it). I’ve always struggled socially. I have trouble making friends, keeping friends, etc. I have tried one-on-one sessions, a social skills coach, etc, but no one can figure out what the problem is when it’s one-on-one. I also asked for referrals to people that could help and the referrals still haven’t called back. It’s been 2 years. So I think I could really benefit from some sort of social group where an expert sees me interact with peers and I can get real-time feedback. Does anyone have any advice on how to find one?",4.045423951048953,5.3661346875000016,4.507045454545455,86.86277972027975,71.44318181818181,6.779020979020977,27.174825174825173,7.010146845296331,1.2715284965034963,699,24,137,6,13,221,105,176,0.084,0.8420000000000001,0.075,0.1505,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,10,0,17,0,0,2,0,26,24,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,1,1,13,3,15,20,5,15,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,2,6,88,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764679055263453,0.10378963043389157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493810171558502,0.08837731250052817,0.0,0.0,0.07222814544644733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426625292038046,0.0,0.08740384155904582,0.0,0.09929435435441172,0.0,0.0,0.08167086008506794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108454842671443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235874680357112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960408498634166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294727870451673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691003772087804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912289155581808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411903547499548,0.0,0.05549164999888481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119200310438488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440655443665616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378758764229686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089767170807211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038063943792055,0.08077939601968856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363437742724728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163102278215852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089308333971288,0.06804245030193869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463761494679084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413513649408435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320839809408614,0.08482144353411096,0.0,0.0,0.11103637122486763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805668440330245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211131878774077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858246854274415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732396847972403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839737077788212 autism,ouranchimaru,2019/09/30,"Getting through college lectures? Hello! I’m a college freshman this year. College lectures are a lot different from high school classes, and I’m finding that it’s getting harder and harder to focus. There’s so much background noise and movement, it’s really hard to not get sensory overload. Does anyone have any tips on how to make it through these lectures?",3.86373076923077,7.062243738461543,3.9172115384615367,81.44966346153849,80.84615384615384,5.096153846153847,35.817307692307686,6.6274283507984215,2.8050384615384614,293,18,43,3,8,90,47,65,0.027999999999999997,0.9259999999999999,0.046,0.2661,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,26,6,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985763915467514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549714914854286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070561264459871,0.0,0.0,0.2571881580638041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26861330929131644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606416277072008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26327082455935163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31051458928492603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498577203620323,0.0,0.0,0.19617617483539368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604551790719426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882756838845799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29743588412291866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892577604417345 autism,throwthatpotato,2019/09/30,"Should i approach my boss regarding my diagnosis? My boss and i are somewhat close, i would say. I was recently diagosed with Autism among other diagnoses. Should i inform my boss of my diagnosis?",4.072714285714287,7.193124200000002,5.3539285714285745,72.26232142857145,78.42857142857143,9.214285714285714,31.607142857142854,9.516144504307137,3.9811428571428578,157,8,25,5,4,52,23,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,11,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,21,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725911708612753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570211118366943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486275120498541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40074953206695696,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,King_Sterek,2019/09/30,"High functioning autism Hey I'm 20 years old and only last year did I find out I was on the autistic spectrum. It made everything make so much more sense... it made things easier for me to understand that no I'm not being weird!! I am autistic. The thing is now when i tell people they are like ""are you sure, you dont act like it"" or ""oh your so high functioning we didnt even notice!! You must be so happy"" it makes my blood boil... must because I'm high functioning doesnt mean I dont struggle!! It hurts when people say it. Then when I have a fit they get suddenly and alarmingly reminded that yes. I do have autism. And I'm proud as hell of who I am.",0.4639659367396618,2.5906974890510988,2.2698102189781046,95.0566374695864,85.05839416058393,6.281070559610707,18.62238442822385,7.554174236665415,0.3613634063260345,504,13,117,9,15,166,88,137,0.083,0.7240000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,2,1,8,10,1,2,3,1,18,2,1,4,3,17,29,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,1,17,5,6,20,2,17,1,1,0,0,11,6,1,1,12,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401972052673913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615226049893349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187021688316417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861572993363927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096724025788518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058098979670014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418514550810018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888706165765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651108725224716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572143664438326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070205286346158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918802081076484,0.20590501672351666,0.0,0.0,0.16800623007975282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337986382660314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559662862071204,0.16184281995443425,0.0,0.0,0.11730203889372433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385311182026925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265320515750665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123904581884804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536388309964993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480746565774138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493266290878506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056321382174887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864350174789894 autism,vindwave,2019/09/30,"questions hello I was reading the community posts and noticed that people with autism are different from each other (which was obvious because people are different from each other, but I refer to the symptoms and experience). I stopped to think about it and I really don't quite know what autism is. so what makes someone autistic? sorry for any inconvenience...",7.028548387096772,9.600162822580646,6.9460000000000015,67.34900000000003,65.93548387096774,9.476129032258065,34.980645161290326,9.888512548439397,4.1492477419354845,293,14,41,7,5,93,46,62,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.4215,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,14,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,7,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601552615034986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985414831529253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793964676835162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441974400944906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608489614473006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314165255109294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261199637748361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181060808375079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972384224365527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570062970550899,0.2440196302969579,0.22948511292295626,0.0,0.1469742663168177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943893869434716,0.0,0.0,0.2568202964747611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918079241184258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238458370385746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700501251415973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Skingrine,2019/09/30,"Your thoughts of how people judge the thing you like to do in your spare time? So perhaps not really a full autistic subject, as non-autists may have the same issue. But this does frustrate me a lot. So I consider myself a gamer, as gaming is what I like to do when I have spare time. I started out in 2010-2011 ish, I was probably like 13-14 years old at the time. I taught myself English without needing school. So I got now about 9000 hours in one game. And when people ask me about my hobby' s I say I like to play videogames. What answer do I get in return? I am a no-lifer. That I am wasting my time on something that im not getting anything out of. I surely can't be the only one here experiencing that? I taught myself English with mostly the help of other online players. I'm not going to say to people they are wasting their time playing soccer or riding their bicycles? It can be so frustrating in my head. Did you have a similar situation like this? Please do share and give me your thought on this.",2.3922005420054187,4.231544287804884,3.817520325203252,87.977716802168,76.85365853658539,6.1165311653116525,24.55962059620596,6.937597516519254,0.9244417344173446,789,27,161,8,18,260,123,205,0.06,0.802,0.138,0.9177,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,3,0,11,11,2,0,10,0,18,1,1,1,1,21,31,13,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,2,0,2,7,3,31,9,24,21,4,26,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,4,18,116,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941921791543444,0.0,0.13566513701129945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699317481100514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516356564082396,0.13920978962858047,0.08247353676676904,0.0,0.11606360507922255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893227202724368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726910374775102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291136247186778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675164507301945,0.15146481537730164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35448504612678544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337358531080996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760267955207818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227625213258522,0.0,0.19667055008892467,0.11036828730045667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018183047976702,0.0,0.0,0.15929527726646972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646105243430372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296589320525557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308062896913514,0.0,0.14686651015291693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311798658473525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117184292509145,0.0,0.0,0.10271481039723522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367713891792421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964095220785395,0.0,0.0,0.2304139393408537,0.4230954819239436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398879511684724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345081840880863 autism,tribal-tiddy-tapper,2019/09/30,What does autism even look like I have mild autism (level 1 or 2) and it annoys me when people say I don’t “look” autistic. Like how the hell do you look autistic. I swear some people think if your not in a wheel chair and can’t speak properly then you “look” autistic,3.257363636363636,4.283921236363638,3.503409090909092,94.43511363636364,73.0,6.227272727272728,21.022727272727273,5.985473137389443,-0.07527272727272694,208,4,47,1,4,64,41,55,0.152,0.76,0.08800000000000001,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,9,1,4,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,3,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160585571779464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630711237599584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412398232307957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8293149360195591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423303525906085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633997658741495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819967236736138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lonelymachine123,2019/09/30,"Do you mean what you say? I have a friend with autism, whom I've had conflicts with, and I also heard that people with autism mean what they say. So do you say what you mean?",1.7945045045045056,3.0948228648648666,1.9767567567567568,102.8572072072072,77.1081081081081,4.933333333333334,15.036036036036036,3.1291,-1.467190990990991,134,1,34,0,3,40,22,37,0.07,0.8340000000000001,0.096,0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803322009988468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816607040700336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7683758648930411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300940117613974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56095397504048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ilikesteak2001,2019/09/30,"Is there anybody in here with PDA (Pathological Demand Avoidance) like myself? How is your everyday life? I feel misunderstood most of the time since I've never known anyone with PDA. Most people act like my diagnosis doesn't matter since I haven't got ""real autism"". Sometimes if it comes up I just lie and say I have ADD instead so then I feel as if I'm taken seriously. Shit of me to do that, I know, but I've never felt like anyone respects my diagnosis since it's lesser known. I have very little social life since I can't seem to keep friends. Does anyone else feel like that?",3.20095652173913,5.1969221826087,4.3889130434782615,84.07902173913047,75.0,6.686956521739131,21.93478260869565,7.554174236665415,0.8516260869565215,461,12,90,6,10,151,75,115,0.067,0.779,0.154,0.9186,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,1,1,0,8,4,1,1,2,26,19,8,0,2,4,0,4,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,8,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,5,13,6,9,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,5,9,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32683033452176685,0.1596420505110207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421340188970685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634721468288255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130156239364274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363411643037773,0.11130811029687387,0.14959856024135718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037562409220602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246125967175574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848787102381818,0.0,0.0,0.08562711275404744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201013104294988,0.3044765122727325,0.15615892637909487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240334973621748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801652729425634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773417728581056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123903488425817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184027832164914,0.0,0.0,0.1599330119304158,0.5155385963688557,0.0,0.0,0.15882498509528462,0.0,0.0,0.15409649556926538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085195419532482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285565823578336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,SurpiseAutism,2019/09/30,"So I just figured out I'm autistic I'm a little stoned right now, so apologies in advance for any weirdness. I finally pieced together a bunch of stuff about my life, and realized that I'm autistic and my parents never told me. I'm not really sure what to do. I'm not really sure what my diagnosis might be, but I'm non-neurotypical enough that it is clear to anyone that I run into and significantly affects my relationships. Now I'm coming to grips with the fact that I've lived up until now not realizing what was so odd and frustrating about my life. I'm pretty certain my neurotypical mom married an autist and began adopting autistic children (I have three younger siblings). They raised me without telling me that I was autistic, and now I'm not really sure who I can talk to, or what's going on. I feel betrayed by my family, I'm reevaluating all of my friendships, and I'm realizing that some of the people I thought were my friends have been manipulating me for fun. Does anyone have any experience with a similar situation? btw I'm majoring in philosophy and very interested in neuroscience, so I'm just as interested in the science behind the way my mind works if anyone can point me towards some interesting resources.",5.7959627659574435,7.005220306382983,7.1100398936170235,70.24718750000001,67.21276595744679,10.300531914893618,34.6875,10.411451182825502,3.880494680851065,992,47,175,26,16,338,129,235,0.09699999999999999,0.767,0.135,0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,12,11,1,0,8,0,13,2,0,2,8,43,32,17,0,1,10,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,13,13,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,7,2,24,9,27,23,7,25,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,5,8,118,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956256269864472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077906194989909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639471233031674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840421846281036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161108512648902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352987917221802,0.13832377709571328,0.0,0.07419098503674103,0.0,0.0,0.16073530088140425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133630633341661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338991483724299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727916455112072,0.0,0.14706178592892472,0.1295650831371381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565710808355196,0.14815524890729087,0.17184814387032607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316705122636785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292605536382354,0.0,0.0,0.10172395380825523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870706848150458,0.0,0.0,0.14927693562675348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199656111794746,0.0,0.0,0.1575328706393395,0.0,0.1253064296119096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493041941672149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679704922484655,0.0,0.0,0.4148732409069171,0.0,0.0,0.11793583839500425,0.12824829428810108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164870547099504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020659187242626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106743452222425,0.0,0.11646726892046487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144227096364298,0.0,0.10682102670962286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,kittenlafleur,2019/09/30,"Nephew might be in the spectrum, how do I approach his parents? As the title says, my nephew is showing some pretty strong indicators that he may be on the spectrum. He never answers to his name, even when we repeat it multiple times, or yell at him. He is 19 months, and has no words. He isn’t pointing to anything or sharing with anyone. He doesn’t make eye contact, and doesn’t even seem to notice when someone walks into the room. His mom seems to make constant excuses as to why he acts the way he does, saying that he is teething, or he’s not a morning person, or even going as far as to say he’s just a loner. Any advice on what we could do as a family to push her to get him assessed or even take him to speech therapy. She is very sensitive, but I’m thinking the sooner he gets help the better it will be.",4.744642857142857,4.627486083333333,5.7120000000000015,84.03300000000002,69.1190476190476,8.14857142857143,29.3,7.554174236665415,1.6575314285714289,634,21,133,6,10,210,105,168,0.019,0.9,0.081,0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,10,0,17,2,2,3,1,28,27,16,0,1,8,4,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,6,12,3,20,20,1,21,0,0,1,0,34,8,0,10,7,84,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284552351130154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063665864967542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936800005341987,0.0,0.12871503505834686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833508566940458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690274946780729,0.0,0.12488350257641773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368785630428807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132387327879318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474527867556679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343926188248306,0.0,0.08889343241083575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484071422952766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881453576144834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659300725237298,0.0,0.1831896745773132,0.12484781372253788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063578238398533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807787818955864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367875142594358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657429006838742,0.0,0.0,0.14786137437640112,0.0,0.0,0.15912882527261024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731590298600037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847860665643213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252870435759145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760353347579346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887254087967985,0.0,0.0,0.1002234954742595,0.0,0.0,0.0912060064359708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905757043714033,0.0,0.12415380586564785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113891204354267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,quielywhis,2019/01/15,"I am very isolated, sorry for breaking any rules for this subreddit So I am studying physics and I live pretty far away from my family for almost 3 years now. &#x200B; I am not diagnosed with anything and I think in uni I am doing fine (though the test phase will be hard), but in the last 3 years (which I think is a long time) I basically just completely isolated myself and usually I act quite strange (obsessing over noises and light) and so on and so on. &#x200B; I just think there is something very wrong with me but I already made an appointment with a psychologist from my university. &#x200B; I am writing this because this semester I am very suicidal and I don't like talking to my family.",5.023880597014927,6.6514606417910445,5.8389850746268674,77.06683582089553,69.44776119402985,9.837611940298508,32.80298507462687,10.125756701596842,3.5589874626865665,562,26,102,15,10,184,82,134,0.174,0.8,0.026000000000000002,-0.9664,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,1,0,21,16,13,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,19,2,15,13,0,16,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,8,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747809404548312,0.0,0.12946450241206656,0.0,0.0,0.3813454644908359,0.4276665051911904,0.07978098530791664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654359192218044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022512080261672,0.0,0.0,0.07151661137392848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300680458165247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907637854114428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211959413424306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509483587923887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563069402350803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731616775453102,0.0,0.10359488126831126,0.1038236781921788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110101332679426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935566317649535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247832636913566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031794573822337,0.0,0.13132908503018087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832801234399166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942966181936344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255199536797379,0.1152653829065291,0.0,0.06840968859787544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292103722522107,0.29040153877369485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826997741230212,0.4276665051911904,0.15109925914341035 autism,talisaa,2019/01/15,"My mother casually told me she believes I have autism Please let me know if I am invading this space. I have never been placed anywhere on the spectrum by a medical professional before. I was talking to my mother this past week about a friend who worries he has autism. At one point, my mother told me she thinks I have autism in some way/shape/form. I had no idea to react, but I was upset and explained to her I felt she was coming from a place of complete ignorance. She has always believed I lack empathy, and I've always seen her as over empathetic. I'm not asking for a diagnosis, but any insight or advice on how to handle this. Many thanks in advance.",4.632222222222222,5.670249846153848,5.7464102564102575,79.590811965812,69.76923076923077,8.23931623931624,28.290598290598286,8.515128840125781,2.0364957264957257,520,18,99,8,9,173,89,130,0.102,0.8009999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,2,1,20,23,8,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,9,2,21,3,16,13,2,15,0,0,1,0,17,10,0,3,3,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647550113773737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805791882224796,0.0,0.0,0.11465450715113265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761923819345364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346708997940455,0.37991133322060144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523489027974953,0.17677501100184564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618834645180714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302607661472942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903300824741508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265873713584467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240601410061782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093501897529514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984783729165912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003553681257976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424844644325198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094879607980772,0.0,0.0,0.3523044602578753,0.18507334163871966,0.15938250501563955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551515117646531,0.0,0.1552252102450733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803275593426748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32221108955687305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338276792674703,0.13524160610455338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122256765024427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AlKalonee,2019/01/15,"How many of you also struggle to fall asleep? Hi all, I'm sure this has been asked a million times, but here we go. I struggle to fall asleep. Sometimes it can take me an hour or more to actually sleep. I just have thoughts racing in my head, ideas, plans, projects etc, music, and I can't switch off! How many of you also have this issue? ",1.2463975155279527,3.353548173913044,2.106459627329194,97.51695652173916,81.7536231884058,4.522567287784679,20.002070393374744,5.288315135182226,-0.4267407867494821,260,7,59,1,7,81,54,69,0.079,0.897,0.025,-0.5577,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,1,6,3,0,2,2,0,6,4,4,2,2,11,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,8,1,7,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.20249370996688607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33188131952767425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398797877033327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142151266646815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792915300040392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129586941841376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434937788713586,0.0,0.0,0.2342464563433273,0.0,0.21657998537544104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207524311389962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765358902956066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052264971169306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338559098138179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556981200175236,0.0,0.1560169825432954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473478506685016,0.12099709501410065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,poslovnazgrada,2019/01/15,"Hi, Yes. GoodBye. Hello I am Pavle from Serbia I am 17 years old. I have ""ASD"" Level 2 Little story about me. I learn 4 language, because I want to know more. I go to 2 schools music academy and technical architecture. I live alone, and work in supermarket because I am not adult. I love fishing and hunting you know how Kurt Cobain say in song ""Something on the way"" -It's ok eat fish, because they don't have feelings - ",0.728751369112814,3.2306615903614504,2.7069441401971552,89.0944359255203,89.72289156626505,4.9458926615553125,24.41292442497262,6.574015621080383,0.9853951807228922,324,14,64,4,11,108,64,83,0.071,0.847,0.08199999999999999,-0.0433,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,0,10,12,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,12,2,7,12,1,9,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,33,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663283791624695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702661667526335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631271967630172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002204959019312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614346523260913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826442714768468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577304346802206,0.22706690922720316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320866351498451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698341799288198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044948737215223,0.0,0.2602480936529419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979655416893836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167289624766406,0.20411257523689344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720723043690196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559525596323746 autism,kudichangedlives,2019/01/15,"I think I might have high functioning autism but I'm not sure I dont have health insurance right now and I guess that nothing would really change if I found out I had autism. I also feel like i might be trying to make more excuses as to why everything about life seems so difficult. Idk, but is there a way to figure out if you have autism without going to see a medical professional? Because like I said, no insurance ",3.395318416523238,5.294128807228919,4.53067125645439,83.69879518072291,74.18072289156626,9.080206540447504,25.110154905335627,9.606745405546679,2.284984165232358,333,11,67,9,7,109,60,83,0.142,0.779,0.079,-0.6276,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,1,20,20,8,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,3,10,3,9,13,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,6,3,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521579519835446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831705744500093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532425237149932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274751008753773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443792844156364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813905867422357,0.13865980392608993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128125357174716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030730675698526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138148991417579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631137503600494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506950563353188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709335495244185,0.18964769673671536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955832859001984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552789142775145,0.0,0.4118031875626568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862371001270202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243407000809164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575403388768445,0.18462652494287116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466668600209355,0.1766946283469001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292999394992127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436671146235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317761459506163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406168461776984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513839711106113,0.0,0.0,0.18709835598276803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787782588980135,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MantheHunter,2019/01/15,"Autism and martial arts Has anyone had experience with martial arts? Did you like it? Hate it? Indifferent?",2.873333333333335,4.0731285555555585,3.514000000000003,76.28100000000002,124.55555555555556,5.8844444444444415,25.822222222222226,6.742157984588678,2.3974755555555562,86,4,13,2,5,27,15,18,0.27,0.626,0.10400000000000001,-0.6072,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287857236797947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998580776507526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054391492989749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29959393575583604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,the299792458,2019/07/04,"Either the best or the worst in school. (English is my second language, sorry for grammar) In middle school I wasn't interested in school really, I've barely passed classes. In high school everything changed. I started hyperfocusing on maths/physics etc and became the very best in my school (one year earlier I've barely passed middle school maths ...). My parents noticed that and made me change schools (from normal high school to the best in my city). First semester went quite good (grade wise), but my social skills were really poor and I didn't have any friends there (except one guy, who had aspergers, I wasn't diagnosed then though). My inability to be social and ""cool"" shifted my hyperfocus from school to learning how to make people like me more. I stopped learning, and started reading books on how to make friends, started going to parties (I was forcing myself to go, to be more social and less nerdy). (It sounds really stupid when I think about it know but I didn't know better then). My school performance really suffered there. It wasn't as bad as I was in middle school, my grades were high enough to pass, but way below class average. I went to university after that and got diagnosed. I became really depressed with it, I couldn't accept that I was autistic. Year later I stopped ""fighting"" my autism and accepted it, this made me really happy with my life and with who I am as a person. Now I'm basically hyperfocusing on uni but I finally don't feel like I'm missing out on something (I really regret the time I was trying to be someone else). &#x200B; Have you experienced something similar ?",5.650707070707071,7.387912572390571,5.9645622895622905,76.34462121212124,68.05723905723906,8.901683501683502,30.33501683501684,9.339509955726095,2.8374188552188544,1282,50,220,26,22,410,153,297,0.162,0.741,0.09699999999999999,-0.9696,1,0,2,0,2,0,56.0,0,1,0,8,8,23,2,0,6,1,21,3,0,6,0,39,40,23,0,3,7,1,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,11,13,0,2,8,2,1,7,7,8,0,4,17,4,34,15,36,19,10,43,0,4,0,0,12,19,0,1,18,145,45,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003275475316002,0.07853945113569175,0.043954492959512224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396811028740807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349354067945813,0.057165024744823524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675200200118387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556706343404165,0.1312077513715935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399483410083684,0.0,0.0,0.06678595708193448,0.07208589200702163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058090400095946765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032681752382395686,0.04617575752735699,0.0,0.07080525079852305,0.0,0.05497909403489749,0.0,0.0,0.09987476412025817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346791652786916,0.05421335916521354,0.0516950744697519,0.0,0.0,0.06399950574836824,0.0,0.06880590533947906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204873499751298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104418152016008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565410694125991,0.06315547701772409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231972574237228,0.08628966430402911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332926327182747,0.0,0.07358817370120911,0.0,0.0,0.08759764722036957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177029655832251,0.0,0.0,0.044810256503175966,0.0564374007757079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687480239084292,0.06465319208400035,0.0,0.28985099492460265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7195625787871931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766387143269806,0.05476561949082373,0.09951944049691792,0.0,0.07235437518174477,0.13724844499721847,0.0,0.0,0.10807668003654128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041415947162462274,0.06350424780900486,0.0,0.03768959689119514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043883398007317886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333122231316638,0.0,0.051304810707494056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983588429677375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853945113569175,0.08324654423072801 autism,R_12345678910,2019/07/04,"Autistic Housemate? I moved in with someone two months ago and it has been very difficult. I now wonder if he is on the spectrum. Do any of these signs sound like he might be autistic? &#x200B; \- very needy. Lots of messaging, oversharing personal information, expects an immediate connection with someone \- gives unsolicited gifts/declaration of love \- forced contact and is deeply offended when demands/needs not met \- obsession with trustworthiness and loyalty but unable to return it \- very particular about cleaning, e.g. shower curtain pulled across, nothing to be left in sink, toilet seat left down, bathroom door to be left open, washing machine door to be left open, washing to be removed from machine immediately, and cleaning at odd times of day sometimes \- serial lies if he finds himself in an uncomfortable situation \- paranoia about many things, e.g. people, safety (ovens, plugs, door locks), booby-trapping bedroom door when out \- Seems to discard people if they don't act the way he wants them to \- apparent mood swings and volatile behaviour/very easy to offend \- says something then goes back on it very soon after \- avoids the house if I am in if I have not acted like his best friend \- literal-minded \- an adult in professional/educational matters but a bit child-like in social/personal ones (at least with me in disagreements) \- won't take no for an 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autism,Irish_gay_girl117,2019/07/04,"Struggles with My Youth and Advocacy Sometimes it's hard to advocate for yourself when you are young and broken yourself, but please be kind and respectful:) I'm doing the best I can and this is how I advocate for myself and others!!",4.087499999999999,6.498810022727278,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,73.77272727272728,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,187,8,32,4,4,61,35,44,0.094,0.642,0.263,0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192992774047067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579150789793321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160660725512854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385819454371374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951615877471003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176926288368332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,fexxa,2019/07/04,"Tips on working with autistic children to make them feel safe? Do you guys have any tips on when working with autistic children/childrens with autistic tendencys? Like did your parents have any tricks up their sleeves to get you to eat, sleep and of course feel safe? Honestly I dont have any real training or education in this field but either way I am working at a summer-daycare currently and so I am looking for tips to make them feel more safe during my hours, but sometimes it's tough and it must be even tougher for them to come to a new daycare with new staff and kids just over the summer and then going back to their old routines. I couldn't even imagine that. :(",4.525923076923078,6.21155897692308,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,70.76923076923076,6.430769230769231,30.69230769230769,6.742157984588678,1.5978307692307698,537,23,103,4,10,162,83,130,0.052000000000000005,0.841,0.107,0.7383,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,5,3,6,7,1,0,3,0,11,2,1,2,1,27,20,11,0,2,5,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,10,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,13,5,20,16,2,18,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,1,10,68,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36078601047087777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598440330837466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523380049831993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072633309757255,0.0,0.0,0.1809585995262756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361151072749176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26825742406135344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239524238921504,0.0,0.10050620811435217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510630348476386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741586416879677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639849633270476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485069141959071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360934505436389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415998099782169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557114545714354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963676310211747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012905678345629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769746861034921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749061746398117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037289271103268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862400997442156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Senxxtional,2019/07/04,I have a idea Autisum as we all know is spread by insects and injections so i think we should stop big pharma and big tobbaco who spread the streets with autisum so we should start violent protests to show big tobbaco and big pharma who really owns the autisum industry,7.29529411764706,7.707539705882354,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,63.70588235294118,11.505882352941176,38.568627450980394,11.20814326018867,4.348380392156863,219,11,42,6,3,68,34,51,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,7,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951917990625106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897582964176652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33776458820501903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731844490514448,0.0,0.0,0.4407977405015045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378352466743167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Ctsmith8,2019/07/04,"Developmental appointment next week for our son. Sorry if this is the wrong subreddit. ¹ Our son (2.5) has been delayed with expressive and receptive speech and has been in speech therapy since shortly after his 2nd birthday. One day with the school district and one day with a clinic each week. Lots of improvements and he is a rockstar but he still isn't where he should be. We just learned our developmental pediatrician appointment got moved up a month to next week because a date opened up and we could make it. My wife and I have had our ups and downs with juggling the fact that he might be autistic. Some days he shows no signs outside his speech delay and other days more little things are noticable. So I think I am prepared for him to be diagnosed with being on the spectrum but he is still so little i dont know where he could be placed. Any advice from parents on how to prepare for the appointment and recover after? I think it will hit my wife harder than me, but it will still be a lot to take in. Especially because we want more kids but understand the risk of the next one being autistic at the same level or worse. Idk just looking for advice on this new path we might be heading down since we dont know anyone personally who has been in this situation. Thanks! And sorry if there are errors, I am still getting used to my new phone.",4.201756978653531,6.058915524904215,4.719211822660103,83.3648275862069,71.91187739463601,7.730049261083742,26.604816639299397,8.418075326091056,1.7702218938149974,1076,37,208,18,21,342,143,261,0.08900000000000001,0.873,0.038,-0.8898,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,9,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,13,0,33,3,1,3,1,54,47,20,0,6,9,5,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,2,10,22,0,2,6,1,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,4,22,1,32,26,7,43,0,0,1,0,29,20,0,8,22,150,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827013565771934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898899310126222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093569935530904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368508585496292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199799921131908,0.0,0.0,0.2617055862739852,0.0,0.0,0.102968889466487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377956145056762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300306459881594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113826132059031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411623521919196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150774855471188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335767185412654,0.0,0.0,0.08519184930906433,0.0,0.0,0.17249710963525233,0.0,0.0,0.06771818595273542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152433204008263,0.0,0.0,0.08097585194082231,0.10782453556985754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596070454523867,0.3236773986879698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550068413901547,0.0,0.0,0.20623398449867847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264742602533258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858160316750678,0.10599291114755954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267209321902898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783979491189305,0.11403324765387725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271283390691136,0.0,0.0,0.3240701223404712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627723730603271,0.0,0.0,0.09340087210547614,0.11601609955895352,0.0,0.0673983975498804,0.1300092118321211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561228418586834,0.0,0.08761961019623507,0.0,0.0,0.05983741714975764,0.0,0.2441294929187217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033854891548097,0.0,0.11091886810676263,0.0,0.0 autism,rachiepoo81,2019/07/04,"The term Autistics Hello everyone. I have 2 kids on the spectrum. One with Asperger's, the other Autistic. I just wanted to question the term 'Autistics'. It seems to be that its a term used to describe people with autism but I find that so bizarre. I refer to my children as 'having' autism. Because their autism makes them amazing but they are so much more than that. They are children with autism. I have a friend whose child has down syndrome. She hates her being called 'Downs' and insists that people refer to her as having down syndrome instead, because downs syndrome doesn't define her. I wondered if you lovely lot could explain to me the reasoning behind the term Autistics so I can understand why it is so widely used on Reddit. :)",4.164592760180994,6.792708852941178,3.934117647058823,85.49006787330319,74.44117647058823,5.361085972850678,28.108597285067873,6.297961479604792,1.3757868778280544,588,24,98,4,13,178,84,136,0.054000000000000006,0.818,0.128,0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,0,6,4,1,0,8,0,13,1,0,4,0,23,23,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,18,3,19,20,7,11,0,0,0,1,20,7,0,5,4,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644004460628523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231538859947834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448649462315466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208824439907583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974170084697296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688435464468397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576311358064912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857949859838648,0.19724098115176947,0.0,0.14587722004786535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065212599107492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808843402400934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030163902496427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448149378346566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469563031570314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895070784837288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750796116559704,0.0,0.37749697447670827,0.0,0.0,0.1289006187310384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719845703666145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369974263987186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,urbanebula,2019/07/04,"Autistic daughter due to start school in September / My concerns Hi guys and gals, This is my first time posting on this sub and I don't believe I am in breach of any of the rules, but please do correct me if so. My 4 year old daughter has recently been diagnosed with Autism. It has been an incredibly long and frustrating journey to get to this point, no thanks to the NHS which has done very little in the way of supporting or advising us. To cut a long story short, our daughter, Ivory-Rose is unable to socialise and barely speaks. The majority of her speech is echolalia or very slow and deliberate phrases which we have been able to teach her. If we ask her ""Would you like a drink"" she will simply repeat the question. If she asks us, it comes out as ""Can. I. Have. A. Drink. Please. Daddy"" like she is having to process each word. If we say the phrase back to her fluidly, she gets muddled: ""Caffa naffa drink please daddy."" She will also hit herself or throw things when she does not get her way. Otherwise, her motor skills and mannarisms are no different from other children. Our main concern is that she will be starting primary school in September. We have had a few sessions in the last couple of weeks where she goes in for an hour each morning, but we've been sat with her. This past Monday, she had a 2.5 hour session, where we left her in the classroom while attending a meeting with head teacher. After the meeting, we returned to the classroom and we were told that Ivory-Rose has been distressed throughout the morning. We were then lead to the dining hall where they were serving lunch to the children. Ivory got in line but when asked what she wanted she couldn't respond. She also chose to sit with us away from all of the other children and ignored her food, spending the majority of the time lost in her own thoughts and not responding to any of the staff who came over. The whole session was a little jarring and it has set of some major alarm bells with her mother and I. We don't want to hold her back in terms of her getting into school and trying to interact with other children, but are we throwing her in at the deep end before she's ready? Should we be looking at alternate means of educating her, away from a larger group of children? &#x200B; Thank you for your time. :)",5.11446212231791,6.361826864253395,4.9208714056342115,85.1775441541381,68.81900452488688,7.513180557582832,29.416435556853013,7.717688229018142,1.768586396146548,1822,67,349,20,31,560,233,442,0.057,0.871,0.073,0.8549,1,0,3,0,0,0,59.0,16,3,1,4,10,11,2,2,29,0,41,8,1,1,2,63,65,31,0,9,13,4,0,2,0,5,1,3,0,6,17,35,6,2,3,3,1,7,7,6,0,1,18,4,57,5,60,38,12,71,0,1,1,0,75,29,0,9,32,252,74,12,0.08788757771538708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056732829217558,0.0,0.0952261537355798,0.1067930266989529,0.11953313327984165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464890636389484,0.0,0.16514654469150092,0.1351602445734387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478585540982716,0.09901920377303693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051997538854797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570736610384086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724593309363123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920404136214075,0.0,0.0918238127952026,0.0,0.0,0.07691101152266996,0.08993950591807275,0.0,0.25828910103238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784230744071823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475712870731836,0.10627400783341903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367052772116504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029172458201376,0.0,0.0,0.08702251960351799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901980103027719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310312089058466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716401060367792,0.0,0.0,0.09549011034334984,0.0,0.0,0.08587486219742488,0.17617288353185773,0.0,0.15555548123466986,0.07380343022885966,0.0,0.095939673103948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573533725833967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222322853041492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389863761604271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28942250456171714,0.08308216871664982,0.0,0.08417200508095342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984542010582956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677838015756692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989172934834717,0.0,0.2668407622254305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441455972366187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973378167650512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618301469837376,0.0,0.0,0.058388601391474775,0.0,0.0,0.06977291956832175,0.15374386001706009,0.0,0.0,0.08398034684645239,0.0,0.059669896176630564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31715380403875404,0.0,0.0,0.14503291189386808,0.10367674085031107,0.13952213672092348,0.07049811354631831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812334187288528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624328135912182,0.0,0.1067930266989529,0.056596718541286235 autism,gbuugx,2019/07/04,College? My son is a smart self motivated young man but may be very slightly on the spectrum. Any thoughts about letting him go to college 3 hours away?,3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,78.3103448275862,5.2459770114942526,33.804597701149426,6.42735559955562,1.945749425287356,121,7,23,1,3,37,28,29,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.4956,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,13,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757224600765876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38093715379221815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042871522172445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992902806885258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146039394435754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229766973603578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32188499543578664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345418141581677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,oatbiscuits,2019/07/04,"36 months waiting list for referral appointment... alternatives? Hey all. I’ve recently been referred for a diagnosis by my GP, I wasn’t diagnosed or referred as a child, and it only clicked in my mind after watching a documentary recently. But I just received the letter today telling me the waiting list is approximately 36 months. I’m feeling at a bit of a loss what to do to try and help myself in the meantime. I’ve googled local support groups but they all seem to be for parents of children with autism. Most online advice seems to be geared towards children too. I’m not sure whether I can avail of any organised support without an official diagnosis so I’m just not sure where to begin. Really I just need some advice about strategies for managing my day-to-day more than anything. I really struggle with relationships and social settings and I find it very hard to maintain employment too. I’m currently looking for another job, but feel like I’m drowning with the prospect of repeating the same cycles again and again, in work and in life, until I get some assistance. Is this something worth going private for rather than waiting? Or is there anywhere I can go for support without having the official diagnosis?",5.545659722222219,7.729740183035716,6.173154761904764,72.96906746031749,69.04464285714286,9.084920634920637,36.5515873015873,9.586721724236666,4.012720039682541,987,54,158,23,18,321,135,224,0.054000000000000006,0.851,0.095,0.8412,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,12,8,0,1,12,0,11,2,0,0,4,43,32,15,1,2,14,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,9,0,3,7,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,2,6,14,6,35,28,8,24,0,1,3,0,13,8,0,7,13,108,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571167791032623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889760382961681,0.13719769030582032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767059718508093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284395720518586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876261864306874,0.0,0.0,0.13280037061906946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323137934609082,0.09347249151282852,0.0,0.0,0.11958586219397725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835876990748882,0.0,0.14871936210354386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720740356653345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769964056869235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983902413405726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241652659546397,0.06392206761340538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109873081282962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211162376642452,0.0,0.20887130481165475,0.0,0.0,0.09701658550712848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951010910446494,0.0,0.0,0.1452829102358848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763957115081082,0.0,0.2583784517085433,0.1404737495987904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238224585364647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337542998213184,0.0,0.1007274223026921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678291692670486,0.0,0.0,0.445428804602426,0.2466312777427561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436037891764167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402151136888773,0.0,0.0,0.08883212246952134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795712928115653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25225117873360625,0.0,0.0952534547043672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,private_disability,2019/07/04,"What was the process like for you to get SSI/SSDI (applying as an adult) I have depression, bipolar type 2, and high functioning autism. I don't have an official diagnosis for the autism at this point. I've had difficulty holding down a job. I haven't worked in a year and a half. What was the process like for you to get SSI/SSDI? Did you receive it first try or did you have to try multiple times? Is it absolutely necessary to have a lawyer?",2.5491292134831447,4.530543280898879,3.995941011235957,86.22851825842697,76.86516853932585,8.49494382022472,26.85533707865169,9.188382445141503,2.2264483146067406,348,14,75,9,8,115,55,89,0.078,0.862,0.059000000000000004,-0.3899,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,0,0,4,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,7,2,11,9,0,9,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,49,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774755130471672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402871379042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33663009363087704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34037920905569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196936026667819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147817263959069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045448671721685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785380044309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374503190272959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453595946204145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074601613893891 autism,melody5697,2019/07/04,"How do people react to adults wearing chewelry? I bought a chew pendant from Stimtastic because I really need a way to stim that doesn't interfere with my new job, but my dad told me not to use it because it makes me look like a baby chewing on a teething toy. But the stimming I usually do seems to be keeping me from working as quickly as other people. I'm only getting half as much done as the other people at work. A chew pendant doesn't use my hands or impact the position of my arms, so it seems like the perfect solution... Except for how people will react. They probably already think I'm really weird (although they generally treat me okay, I think). I'm afraid that chewing on a necklace could be enough to get me fired, even if my productivity increases. I don't have an official diagnosis of autism, so I can't ask for accommodations. Do any of you use chewelry in public? How do people generally react?",4.600142610198791,5.987158556179779,6.190449438202248,75.0676447709594,70.17977528089888,8.84770959377701,31.669835782195328,9.265573868473778,2.9884549697493523,725,32,130,15,13,248,104,178,0.042,0.857,0.10099999999999999,0.8909999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,3,7,7,0,1,11,1,14,8,4,10,1,28,33,14,0,3,6,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,4,2,4,1,1,1,5,2,0,1,3,3,19,5,22,26,3,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,4,5,89,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240710409631365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008147827710374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758522674139756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942842295184486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750424604113603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060725776709874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206721458641487,0.0,0.09720520470974058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378177937689805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460447298197208,0.1308125450081475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380085119060876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358676120256964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982379340780604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081877825573659,0.10912559696837633,0.0,0.14213888414289258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193034679225136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101499768118152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867546998149146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856330782751224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679583078972708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860275422053885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406284103494555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813260516049927,0.16208830981250014,0.0,0.0,0.1168176664684239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428480612009385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LokiriAnne,2019/07/04,"Service dog advice I'm considering getting a service dog for my 11 year-old son. He is considered level 3 under the current DSM criteria and has really been struggling lately. He's been very agitated and aggressive lately, and I think the right dog might be beneficial to him. I also have my worries, though. If he gets aggressive with a dog it might fight back and he or the dog may get hurt. I have been in contact with a few breeders and am going to be taking him to meet some of the dogs this month to see if any are a good fit. I haven't found a local trainer yet, but I do have some experience training dogs so I know I can handle at least the basics. The dogs we are looking at are older puppies and young adults (aged between 8-20 months) who already have some training, as well. I have spoken with my son's doctors and they agree that a dog may be beneficial to him, but my husband isn't really onboard yet but he's okay with us meeting dogs to see if kiddo bonds with any of them. Does anyone have any advice on assessing service dog candidates? Is there anything else I should be considering?",5.0958701298701286,5.6219603272727285,6.146753246753246,78.98227272727277,68.45454545454545,8.83116883116883,30.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.4173376623376623,872,33,169,14,14,291,126,220,0.061,0.8540000000000001,0.085,0.7998,1,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,2,0,2,0,8,8,3,1,12,1,29,1,0,0,0,31,41,18,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,4,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,4,3,20,3,21,28,5,21,0,1,3,0,21,9,0,11,11,113,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28365688675283224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016482575887134,0.1160678451142784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29609910143653184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148477264119153,0.0,0.11943727655273025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160316215266006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485562227861195,0.12701237878606872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124526059409707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197408464286862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591377501398402,0.0,0.0,0.2274878802486061,0.0,0.08248600845862042,0.12173595806206625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553746216111178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976476310696401,0.0,0.3274469025885749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188045704191645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079397205065849,0.0,0.0,0.2316976077864268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229927942797394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595990311359434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394816846930393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131446039094924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173110861994604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912669017228184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299940244443253,0.14259862452870434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458470637909174,0.0,0.0,0.1197551220378945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049766048902078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739600354324806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346495009099601 autism,redaelk,2018/12/25,"Fell in love with a lesbian i suspect is autistic I know I have a problem, but I'm working on it as best I can, and I still love her. I mostly just want to vent. I worked in a supermarket with her. I thought she was really pretty, and she has a very interesting geek chic fashion. I noticed her looking at me, and so I asked for her number. She gave it to me, and it made me pretty happy. My nervousness made her nervous, and she blocked me. She told me she has a girlfriend. I told her I still want to be friends. She allowed me to talk to her in her check out lane, but she wasn't very into conversation. I was trying to get her to open up to me, but she never did. She never told me to stop. I told her I can't tell what she thinks, and practically begged her to just talk to me. A friend of mine got jealous of me saying that she maybe wants to be friends, so he told her to just say no to me, which she did. She also told HR to put a restraining order on me. Of course this crushed me, and my emotions went out of control over it. I argued with my former friend and the drama eventually led me to getting a psychotic episode and wanting to kill myself. I went to a mental hospital, and when I returned I was fired from my job. I argued for my job back, and I work at a different supermarket now. I also now know I am bipolar. I'm working on myself by getting alot of therapy, taking medicine, and going to go back to college next Fall. I still think about her every day, but I'm not in as much pain. I wonder if you guys have any perspective on this.",2.3551840490797527,3.4836743588957053,4.155109202453989,88.49817300613499,75.34969325153375,6.933791411042942,25.616687116564414,7.404127859558343,1.0892757300613494,1195,41,267,14,25,405,155,326,0.139,0.7040000000000001,0.157,0.8581,4,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,0,6,16,18,4,2,12,0,16,5,0,5,2,52,51,24,1,6,9,0,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,1,9,19,0,4,7,1,1,8,6,9,0,0,19,4,75,9,50,30,4,40,0,0,1,3,53,16,0,4,15,201,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124300605735307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005385203312155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255796168192325,0.0,0.0,0.13580993161738966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092675933363755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099047213329652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056952666823498276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092265190669943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993369030914785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440501320982963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729124557002948,0.0,0.13841504516730094,0.0,0.10037725591352926,0.0,0.07062960220943318,0.0,0.0,0.08744081866547072,0.0,0.09400767430233364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526816641390916,0.0,0.09770196943079544,0.0,0.09706577138214056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415818789129325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940650875813356,0.16712218059780234,0.0,0.0,0.08871929976350346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899574446842656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491803675703657,0.0,0.13622028615929646,0.0,0.09391872400447886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054156008376122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093968103486852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796861071106649,0.0,0.0845007768981109,0.0,0.08877597650083552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657366968439364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404553685645738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157352391153594,0.07383114346380913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663981559485607,0.14196052190552108,0.07718686295192735,0.0,0.10099022123930404,0.0,0.0,0.11317100916154856,0.0,0.07010830340848298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063041369190913,0.0,0.05995671689512067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573005478600545,0.20835018654533569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372857424258608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576846582864286,0.25716302878844044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,The_Hippie_Guy,2018/12/25,"My younger cousin is displaying amazing calender calculation abilities. I am NOT looking for a diagnosis. My academic background is in mental health, counseling, and therapy but I am NOT licensed in any way, shape, or form. (Obligatory first time posting here) My family is fairly large and being the black sheep I don't see them often. This holiday season I participated in the festivities and was shown an amazing video of my 8yr old cousin displaying absolutely jaw-dropping calender calculation. The family thinks this is ""cool as hell"" but I think this might be a sign of something greater. From what I remember reading in the DSM-V he has/is displaying qualities of ASD and this video of savant-like ability just blew my mind. My question is: Given my family is low income, located around northern Virginia and concerned about the well-being of this young man, what options do his parents have? What should they know about the process of diagnosis? Where do they even start? Doctors? Specialists? Teachers? I've been doing some reading on the topic but I feel like I might find more experienced advice here, I humbly thank the community in advance for any and all information and direction you could offer! (PS Happy Holidays from my family to yours!)",5.714590909090912,8.530031277272734,6.292727272727273,69.53909090909093,70.31818181818181,10.21818181818182,33.72727272727273,10.355215969177356,4.4226090909090905,1011,50,155,32,20,328,142,220,0.038,0.785,0.177,0.9866,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,3,2,9,9,1,0,11,1,21,2,0,0,1,33,30,12,0,2,7,3,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,6,23,7,21,21,5,19,1,1,3,0,14,10,1,7,7,109,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902532596798262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349797128627652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266511266857422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359161364268615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562013659417206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396848564588534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364807885152983,0.0,0.0719363637057432,0.10163824904522052,0.0,0.0,0.13003288397732238,0.12101542348252525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144985414765808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122714963558276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781882810507428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950629990091851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947159445590265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433754490740642,0.3018535563299872,0.14365289617103524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928921493531508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579748263214177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625604696676472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593757952014141,0.0,0.28461849206085915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116502067946548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133713643447743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952697064118644,0.0,0.0,0.10069996596108537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098378782142242,0.1626989965504618,0.0,0.0,0.1823226982101218,0.0,0.0,0.08295921583899832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129278956564342,0.0,0.0,0.1279184862756666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,bearisatwunk,2018/12/25,"getting frustrated when someone’s upset? like, it’s not a “no one else but me can be upset how dare you have emotions” frustrated, but it’s a “i want more than anything in the world for you to feel better but idk how else to help” frustrated. you hate when they put themselves down or start crying bc you love that person dearly, but you can’t think of anything to say or do. i’m just looking to see if anyone else relates to this.",5.460681818181818,5.1020737045454565,5.889909090909092,84.18236363636366,67.63636363636364,8.403636363636364,30.1,7.554174236665415,1.7474927272727272,338,11,70,3,5,109,63,88,0.24,0.57,0.18899999999999997,-0.7818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,1,1,5,10,4,2,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,14,15,11,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,4,8,4,10,14,1,7,0,0,2,1,10,3,0,3,4,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589245981642185,0.2137858911407668,0.3434012338315956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845333728089307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291914867830315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228992147924338,0.23470240789821284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549936824746846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901066095644582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059980122527377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985324482833542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193552121651857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752128838506915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831416259135894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141386182931421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218454315728808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975020158493995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659263183088114,0.0,0.0,0.16626649860496573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678789651057322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768306659053312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369406297086736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306677817205622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rooriley12,2018/12/25,"Going through diagnosis at 22. Not sure how family will take it. Hi, I’ve always felt a little different super sensitive to light, sound, smells and I’ve already been diagnosed as a 14 yr old with dyspraxia. I’ve always been quite socially awkward and now I’m going through diagnosis of being potentially autistic. My family however are the type of conservative sheltered middle class family that assume that autism doesn’t exist... I’ve suffered with mental health issues since I was a child including self harm and all sorts of other issues and they didn’t even believe that was anything medical. I was just told to shake it off and get on with it. I’m terrified of what their reaction to me actually being diagnosed with mild autism is going to be...",6.122014388489204,7.789675194244609,7.233877697841728,67.95671582733814,66.84172661870504,11.02762589928058,31.885611510791364,11.00357731598739,4.144835395683453,608,25,97,19,10,205,94,139,0.11699999999999999,0.857,0.026000000000000002,-0.8914,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,4,6,0,2,4,0,13,4,0,1,2,18,22,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,8,9,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,8,4,6,2,18,10,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,60,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.1532125922238145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325706764744694,0.0,0.2612786788654645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920035473005242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768889771524815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31871012961454315,0.0,0.16403505284504438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036992120621263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440262711997371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074780851496256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202775457607815,0.0,0.2676858145308132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668871872502916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277413504705262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735857279453966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816432721493487,0.1582224188869325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474857343668894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699235663711595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378870381021846,0.0,0.0,0.12987476865101508,0.0,0.0,0.16004511274645766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797377095028053,0.0,0.11804695726254852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002340039644593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,LemonLordTheGreat,2018/12/25,"Antivaxer abuse I’ve recently had some heated augments with antivaxers on Reddit and I’m almost hurt to see how much they hate autism and discriminate against the neurodiverse. What term would even be used to describe this? Diversaphobic? I’ll go with that. As an autistic person who wasn’t vaccinated until age 12, I don’t see why people are so afraid of having a potentially lifesaving injection because someone said vaccines somehow make people autistic and they describe how bad autism is etc. It feels almost as if they’re using the fact that autism exists to back their nonsensical points to create scare and gain followers in the antivax movement. Anyone else experience diversiphobia from antivaxers or even other people?",9.103540000000002,10.670011304000003,8.911750000000003,58.99962500000001,59.96,11.37,37.225,11.20814326018867,4.8183799999999986,603,27,84,16,8,195,97,125,0.136,0.8220000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9293,1,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,7,5,1,2,5,0,8,0,0,5,1,20,19,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,14,14,4,11,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,6,5,54,11,0,0.0,0.2051170433203187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34670622227896564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104843872198655,0.17738030036604727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311739469309206,0.1445466665600632,0.1055313944319179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461824286926378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930728228232005,0.22868619431185794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934305352157744,0.0,0.0,0.08753388508618806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838719918727848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091861905956945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532687095375475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155579032442468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726197294661734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36005558675713417,0.15116034465535666,0.0,0.0,0.16365288298961475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093357471672008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467528053085204,0.0,0.17332175958229862,0.0,0.2759059665349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668269274832132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990374976796365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621246559730245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297837303937027,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,dmfnz,2018/12/25,"Holiday anxiety Does anyone deal with this as well? With rhe added noise of people coming and going, the loss of routine, the excited kids, I'm hitting my limit and I still have to get through tomorrow. Is anyone else going through this?",6.1349242424242405,7.438514159090907,6.4890909090909075,74.66196969696973,66.5,9.503030303030306,32.84848484848485,9.725611199111238,3.3906757575757585,189,8,31,4,3,61,35,44,0.08199999999999999,0.762,0.156,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,8,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377762621589773,0.0,0.0,0.4346647998430387,0.31847157042555824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677436974478149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204415198069022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720004625611515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596500221485421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162390493604034,0.0,0.3532920597189652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154832825637141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822105819502194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279464288090753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,steve-o1234,2018/12/10,"Having trouble getting family to believe or understand struggles. I am a 27 year old male. I recently learned that in all likelyhood i am a HF individual with ASD. When I learned this I found it to be a great relief. It was the first time in my life my own ""collection"" of struggles, insecurities, short coming, and even many of the areas I excel in could all be somewhat explained through this lens. I was quite surprised to find how well ASD ""fit"" as I read through, criteria, information, and online Forums such as on reddit. In the heat of my excitement I explained everything to my parents and siblings who are less educated in psychology and could not have imagined how poorly they were going to react. I should explain that this discovery was somewhat fueled by problems I have been having with my family over the past 3-5 years. I continually get into small disagreements with my family that escalate to unsual energy levels, mostly because they feel i am ""talking at them"" and I feel as though they are just not listening to me at all, that they constantly refuse to have the ""conversation"" i am trying to have, and refuse to discuss the points of a subject that are important to me simply because they are not what is ""typically"" or traditionally important. Upon mentioning ASD I was immediately told by my family that I was being emotional and that I was playing a victim card. When I explain that through out my life I have never felt as though I fit in with my relatively small group of friends or that I have always felt somewhat isolated from my family, my parents just say they disagree or that its simply not true, as though it is something they could know. I do sympathize because throughout my life I have worked very hard to push through and not show to anyone many of the emotions and feeling I am now explaining have been a big part of my life for a very long time, but its been approx. 4 months now and I just feel as though I am being assertively pushed away and being blamed for it. Any advice or responses would be appreciated. I know that gaining understanding of my family is not nor should it be the most important thing. TY ",9.864400110834024,8.032745316708231,9.753694929343308,64.81258174009422,59.67331670822943,13.200387919091165,40.48226655583264,11.958738252310605,4.855829481850929,1716,73,298,43,18,566,192,401,0.066,0.836,0.099,0.9202,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,8,5,18,15,1,3,15,0,47,4,0,3,5,76,69,32,0,7,15,2,7,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,24,18,0,2,21,3,1,4,8,6,1,1,14,9,52,9,54,42,11,44,0,0,0,0,29,23,0,10,17,245,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493030601149389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723185174064585,0.0,0.0,0.05910377048039226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060771539126660876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165755556850607,0.0,0.0,0.15894394013308752,0.0,0.0,0.0979211057615559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486779049622798,0.0,0.09392199730536054,0.0,0.20817869923716986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553068859974454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740516834450491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811173427816727,0.0,0.4916026330524666,0.0,0.17578314858373134,0.0,0.16690007866563486,0.0,0.07943684038039536,0.07392809099292008,0.0,0.09529553801480076,0.06714871151834759,0.0,0.09081683393197708,0.0,0.04939461911363136,0.0,0.0,0.09582180844036682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785691082289334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553014301410936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555668160058355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691520507821721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762321321613659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937306883925262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703260702987016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120049617140977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301303914483164,0.09411822993860453,0.08296822287201676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216080840692244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316393293882733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244259579577256,0.08693644650337186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858160297946112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911664768648787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690981710203038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172052346868067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985731822292643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774108651922739,0.0,0.3415660365360773,0.0,0.10135925290766558,0.0,0.0,0.08304902596765648,0.0,0.05900817206817354,0.0,0.0,0.18095884354390784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434245334573478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781451588642306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327364571539727,0.0,0.0,0.061740449425042684,0.0,0.0,0.11193815039638602 autism,Akathisiahelp,2018/12/10,"Misdiagnosed? I had an autism test in hospital and one privately. The hospital one said I had aspergers, the other said I was neurotypical. I've never had issues reading social cues, although I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder when I was 10. Don't have sensory issues either. A psychiatrist said I might have autistic traits but I'm not autistic. I always make eye contact but don't stare. I just don't want to have a misdiagnosis. One thing I must mention is that when I was in hospital I had a traumatic brain injury, and I was still recovering.",3.36006118881119,6.115675932692312,5.570349650349653,71.96555944055946,78.13461538461539,9.551048951048953,29.646853146853147,9.800150414767053,3.757434615384616,443,21,75,15,11,154,62,104,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.9059,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,18,3,2,1,2,13,24,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,12,5,12,0,4,10,1,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,4,59,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973901628809736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686075176195654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143081768893141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485111761413001,0.0,0.0,0.22002058452400888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40074514421478397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814515417286793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036556952123267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480633603976758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902627539035616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920274770841916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478380609109116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569487248518067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331190287319846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754000898756787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132321390196981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,cynicalchai,2018/12/10,"Behaving neurotypical So I am 14 and I have been referred for an autism dx. I have big social anxiety, e.g. initiating conversation with a stranger, talking to strangers. I don't do the eye contact thing, and i love animals, especially chickens. Confrontation is a big no no. I also struggle with reading expressions, the tone of the room, things like that. But here's the thing. I got a job working at chick fil a with my twin, and i do fine there. I don't make eye contact with the customers, but if I stick to the script, (Welcome to chick fil a, will it be dine in or carryout today, your total will be 6.83) its fine. Also, the symptoms developed later in life, at like 10 or so. So what do yall think",1.7722541966426846,4.187319366906478,3.4743597122302137,86.65811031175062,81.9496402877698,6.872134292565947,26.532853717026377,8.021203637495839,1.833811127098321,548,24,111,11,15,182,89,139,0.08,0.835,0.085,0.4041,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,7,8,1,1,13,0,14,7,2,1,1,16,18,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,7,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,13,6,13,12,1,9,0,0,2,1,12,7,0,3,4,78,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754027554751495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795562149304175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772290414697373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329182677977747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578603724160482,0.22933963593556114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118393126105572,0.0,0.15667398245550435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347783634102757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392622274035785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453749193462877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439585959523322,0.0,0.18865490256693868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678023431975524,0.15039579610015305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224822297484152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087520350266913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,emitthgin,2018/12/10,"Adults with ASD, what are your experiences with cannabis like? Curious about the experience for some of you.",4.5966666666666685,8.01392088888889,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,90.11111111111113,9.066666666666668,28.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.5104222222222234,88,4,15,3,3,26,17,18,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9702062305404968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422805609626992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,AsynchronousKeyboard,2018/12/10,"Time Management and Organization Survey Hello! My name is Ella and I’m part of a student research project at Clark University. I’m a Computer Science major with ADHD and an interest in accessibility. For my honors project, I’m working with another student on a time management and organization app, and we were hoping to collect some data to back up our design decisions. The purpose of the survey is to gather information about popular time management strategies and tools. The survey is anonymous and responses cannot be traced back to participants. Participants are free to leave any questions blank or to stop at any time. The survey will take about 10-15 minutes. Any questions can be directed to Breanna Desrochers ([bdesrochers@clarku.edu](mailto:bdesrochers@clarku.edu)) or Ella Tuson ([btuson@clarku.edu](mailto:btuson@clarku.edu)), two undergraduate students at Clark University. The link to our survey is [https://clarku.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_aXcJ3qxLkG5ZQdn](https://clarku.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_aXcJ3qxLkG5ZQdn)",12.437729306487697,16.34565415436242,9.605520134228193,48.31127796420586,54.43624161073825,11.409619686800895,39.933445190156604,11.20814326018867,5.801872035794183,875,41,95,24,12,257,91,149,0.023,0.871,0.105,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,21,16,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,21,12,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,6,7,60,5,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377147384250586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035282350788791,0.20740843222577532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041888802377066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645802823011052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094395049564159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141959410664722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44315801986209774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536797117457566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487194674741676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613503797620164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321988889670424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399928789095354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Sekyai,2018/12/10,"Does anyone else here count seconds while hugging? A few years back I had a lot of people point out that my hugs were very short compared to others, something I never thought much of. After that I read some studies which told me an average hug lasts just about 3 seconds. So that my standard now. But lately I've had people stick with the hug for about 7 seconds if not more. Meanwhile I let go of the tension in my arm after about 3 seconds still, leading to an awkward looking me, looking stupid. Anyone have any tips for this? I would like to be able to time the ""release"" of my hugs universally, but having a hard time doing so. Thanks beforehand. 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He cut me off after 5 words by loudly saying ""good morning!"" apparently i forgot social conventions again. unfortunately my reaction to this was to tell him to ""f off"" before putting my headphones on, that was 3 hours ago. i have not spoken since. i am not loving my autism today. 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I guess I'm just venting, maybe looking for some validation on my decision or some advice, but I've decided to go out on NYE this year by myself. I usually spend the night home alone while my friends go to parties hosted by their other friends, so I'm not invited, and my parents and sister do the same. I'm 23, and I'm an attractive woman. I like having fun and being social, and hate feeling like I'm not making the most of my youth. I spend all of my days off from work and uni alone, mostly due to chronic health issues and sensory overload, and it makes me feel disconnected from society. I make a huge effort with my friends but I've never been anyone's best friend, and I'm just not essential to the group so I'm rarely invited out unless it's one-on-one or something I've organised. This could be coming from the fact that I've been single for a while now, which has increased my social isolation, but I think mostly it's just that I hate that I miss out on things like Halloween and New Year's every year just because my friends have plans without me. I go out a lot on my own anyway, I honestly do almost everything alone, and I don't think whether or not I'm able to celebrate the new year the way I've always wanted to has to depend on other people, especially when nothing else seems to. I guess I'm just venting. I get major RSD over this every year and I just think it's time to take control of the situation. Even if it's not a perfect night out, at least I'll have made an effort to enjoy it and won't have to regret doing nothing again. TL/DR: I'm (23F) going out alone on NYE this year because I'm tired of doing nothing every year just because my friends always have plans without me. Just venting here.",6.2076970049433,5.256086254143651,6.9979848793253865,78.82530822913637,66.292817679558,9.720500145391103,32.03605699331201,8.841846274778883,2.4628099447513807,1392,47,282,19,19,465,167,362,0.107,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.9848,2,7,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,8,16,19,2,0,14,0,18,3,0,6,4,77,54,27,0,4,24,2,2,3,6,1,3,0,1,1,17,22,0,1,8,0,2,7,10,4,0,0,3,3,29,15,43,47,14,48,0,2,1,0,14,18,0,15,25,178,46,1,0.0788394138909758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704096280117469,0.0,0.0,0.07894628468207067,0.4082692803393343,0.0,0.0,0.13120141610211708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055126351300248434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144179324840866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273710087327603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791317414828874,0.0,0.0,0.08842510653016285,0.06294685677044902,0.0,0.0,0.05084489973769967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658602138532799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207268932276843,0.0,0.19927681955755866,0.07533443856168524,0.07085578161045503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972715304522662,0.056322893036572876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654668136152756,0.0,0.041190339781226215,0.0,0.2240312788462382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370100567004948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567519808613248,0.0,0.08380261026890704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908236030553999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822878649793973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555086588354055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662052514546446,0.0,0.0,0.06702645036598695,0.0,0.07459975968092038,0.15787776291092478,0.0,0.07920478799094759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060805816288417615,0.15228719443077596,0.0,0.14797089841663172,0.0,0.2269456318174269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342362723259387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875418391103304,0.0,0.0,0.05465732278402825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177244140503876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861880445540976,0.0,0.16073370796068998,0.0,0.060694432558541685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059277427559894326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052377403397383095,0.1515513390759894,0.0,0.0,0.04597189624959981,0.09061430852137596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683047605241223,0.0,0.04650152897167667,0.0625790570740032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519967631997103,0.0,0.057396032285518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553899838584844 autism,quaelac2610,2018/12/10,"Finally getting diagnosed at 25 I've suspected that I'm autistic for quite a few years now, it's always been shrugged off by doctors I've approached about it saying ""you'd have been diagnosed as a kid"" I've realised that throughout childhood and adolescence I just got so good at masking and acting neurotypical that I more or less ""got away"" with it. Despite coming home every day from school and needing complete isolation to reset and recharge. All while showing absolute telltale signs of high functioning ASD in almost every aspect of my life. (I'm not up to speed on correct abbreviations or terminology yet so please correct me where I mess up) I'm hoping this community can be something of a support network as I don't have any friends on the spectrum and I don't think my family really understand autism/are in denial about it. Looking forward to hopefully speaking to/helping/being helped by some of you undoubtedly lovely people. 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I'm planning on a huge career switch to the education field and I want to know where I can go very right. ,2.1545833333333317,4.209811125000002,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,78.375,5.5166666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.375341666666666,124,4,27,1,3,39,27,32,0.0,0.71,0.29,0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710414315926413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375171652440686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620996698367941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329962752830575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072822731149511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935043084790001,0.2812964566519405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33878629088808004,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,mw-r,2019/06/17,"Need advice... I think I might be on the spectrum? I'm 18, female. I've feel like I can relate to many symptoms of autism, especially considering how the spectrum is so wide, if that makes sense. Social situations give me a lot of anxiety, I feel stressed out in new situations. Loud noises and bright lights drive me crazy. A lot of commotion going on at once, all around me, is my worst nightmare. Because of this, it's so difficult to make new friends, get a job, or leave the house. I've been searching for years why I am the way I am. Psychiatrists have diagnosed me with general anxiety disorder, depression, hypomania, and something that I think was called a ""change disorder"" or something like that. When I was younger, I didn't understand the concept of self care. I didn't know I was expected to shower everyday, brush my teeth twice a day and for 2 whole minutes, wash my hair, use lotion, brush my hair, etc. I used to go to school with only the top layers of my hair brushed. Anyways, I think I got pretty good at masking as the years went on. It makes sense to think that I picked up on my parents personalities (witty, kind, good conversationalist) so that I could fit in better at school. I didn't have much of an interest on making friends. One of the main reasons I ever really had friends was because of my mom scheduling time for me to hangout with her friends kids. Ever sense I can remember, I've always kind of been stuck in my head. If I'm not talking to anyone or doing anything important, I'm daydreaming. I heard that might be a small factor linked to autism because its an escape from the frustrations of reality. I would never speak for myself, as if I didn't know how. Now that I'm older, I can speak for myself but it gives me a lot of anxiety and stress. People stress me out because they're unpredictable and I don't know how I should act around others. My social skills aren't very great but I don't really have a desire to socialize, anyway. If I'm going to talk to anyone besides my parents or brother, I need to be prepared. Especially with talking on the phone. I'll write out a script before hand because it gives me so much anxiety from unpredictability. I recently asked my dad if I made eye contact as a baby, and when I started talking. He said I developed just fine and normal, but I also feel like he can't put his pride aside and come to the conclusion that maybe something really is off with me. He knows about my anxiety but gets angry about it when it shows through sometimes. When I mentioned the idea of possibly being on the spectrum he disregarded it quick. I also was never screened for it. Im a second child, so maybe my brother just got more attention as kids and my symptoms were overlooked. Ive always been a really, really quiet kid. Nowadays I talk when the conversation interests me, otherwise I don't know what to say or how to say anything. Thank you to anyone who took the time and read it- please give me your opinion on what you think... do you think I might be on the spectrum or do you think I'm an overreacting teenager who should just ""get over it"" like how the rest of my family thinks? Theres also a lot more I could comment on but I don't even know how to begin to explain my thoughts. I'm also not the smartest. If the subject interests me, I'll know everything there is to know and then some. But I get distracted fast, leading to daydreaming. In middle school it was a big deal if I got a B. In high school, school was really easy, I think just because it was public.",4.857832848614727,5.785415320863308,5.7632083269554615,80.08092147558553,69.1726618705036,9.080361242920556,29.895147711617927,9.308941714560437,2.523972294504822,2788,105,545,55,47,918,300,695,0.09,0.8109999999999999,0.098,0.3431,4,0,3,0,0,0,90.0,0,5,0,6,37,30,1,4,37,0,52,11,7,16,5,118,116,55,0,17,25,6,7,4,4,6,4,8,1,6,27,22,0,1,29,3,0,10,14,8,0,3,27,22,80,22,81,76,15,70,0,1,3,0,58,33,0,22,30,362,107,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509085181178006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664758789496426,0.08669764013662977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927004845656116,0.0,0.0,0.10928215660464774,0.0,0.08574267068824787,0.0927546277288477,0.048703598004105064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054683389189336,0.0,0.04433065124068016,0.0,0.0,0.046075501940412766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053196791433024006,0.0,0.05311629332874564,0.0,0.05511164529086859,0.04487689315991763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319032062533213,0.0,0.0,0.0335982106840307,0.05370964838931015,0.044871010412851166,0.052877288428590144,0.0,0.0,0.11941519300025145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581018493715718,0.0344095316497049,0.09424931356016937,0.0,0.0,0.04682136243774685,0.0,0.049112350127258134,0.0,0.0790253210962278,0.07443611596597534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099983892468894,0.0,0.1088739851002456,0.19990449371651656,0.0888236595448456,0.08739286815892736,0.1250000248232127,0.05743705044941976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346648126739263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550432680207716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060112863814575014,0.0,0.05881109394483928,0.056273625459742335,0.0,0.051698165422419146,0.0,0.0,0.10850187368522964,0.229048887014334,0.0,0.0,0.055163127825490085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180771605950692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716379124881246,0.0,0.049295375852205725,0.13910042417808574,0.052818111192613364,0.1046767391747142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657998332428296,0.0,0.06101529605166079,0.0,0.0,0.07659447740756697,0.07725842857671622,0.08036072986718602,0.100631081374154,0.0,0.0,0.05104393124626831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548153135517523,0.035302228788444766,0.039622063674585074,0.0,0.0,0.11569495344743765,0.0,0.0,0.0361174524051866,0.04548903075894243,0.0,0.057186785926382974,0.0,0.05873146210070983,0.0,0.0530013081073716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237180501835575,0.0,0.0,0.05211102926339569,0.0,0.20024776846173306,0.05356432189621716,0.05143943443469332,0.0,0.05901566723969274,0.0,0.049556111547539715,0.0828591412472486,0.0,0.26362437794750904,0.0,0.0,0.05434846104949559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711826665092685,0.0,0.15931878158718876,0.0,0.1203202883457098,0.0515251969670102,0.0,0.036874475969741236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790305756529409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829731793055417,0.0,0.20936769908326489,0.0,0.04796385470788761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004344887682002,0.0,0.041359144004935164,0.06075627894662596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057881607340085885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054234742565772334,0.0,0.08999004309655838,0.0,0.04298542418452106,0.0,0.041352118989849834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829437706092368,0.04700937715303175,0.05816436307774471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037008165115177724,0.0,0.0,0.06709743111906716 autism,missussweetie,2019/06/17,"Working as a cashier with autism Hey ! I'm an 18 year old with autism and I work in a supermarket which involves a lot of till work. I was just wondering if anyone has any advice or tips to help me. I get so overwhelmed at work and if I didn't need the money I would quit. The sounds are just so overwhelming and make me panic. Everything is so loud, there are so many noises at once, it's terrible. I can't stand the sound of the conveyor belt at the till even ! But no one else notices the sound !!! How can I learn to vope with this?? Not to mention that actually talking to customers is terrible ! I never know how to reoly or with what tone I should reply? I feel like everything I'm saying is wrong?? Please spare some advice .",0.967333068362482,3.3268430067567607,2.5552941176470583,92.24852941176472,85.14864864864866,5.914785373608903,20.192368839427658,7.285733465282438,0.5515694753577103,567,17,122,9,17,185,97,148,0.114,0.8240000000000001,0.062,-0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,10,7,0,3,10,0,12,0,0,3,1,28,20,17,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,6,12,1,18,16,2,10,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,7,6,81,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.1621685674952491,0.0,0.0,0.3247800662536631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130086973304045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619753554887036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138822801799295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976090428608504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987053199904685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402604636143586,0.11871965423916794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868226512023391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138754126165047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913286659215188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118758409552702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128104192307148,0.0,0.0,0.11092702815453488,0.16848132971417382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322101722612393,0.12816893977381094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919803389740794,0.1743788794597586,0.17697721418341478,0.11260846542696812,0.0,0.0,0.19497745760477567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241670361556306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675382202878456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215370619181982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335698969321669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021607610877735,0.4839266408571854,0.0,0.0,0.11805012955023728,0.181692705323436,0.0,0.10701503859273356 autism,jasmall12,2019/06/17,"Really wanna talk about this. Help me. Hi, my name is Joelle. I’m twenty years old, and I have high functioning autism. I was diagnosed when I was eight and dance then have gotten extra help. Sadly, all those years they were trying to “help” me were counterproductive. Kids at school would ask why I was so weird and never wanted to play with me. Even my own friends turned against me. I never learned how to be properly social, and felt like I was stuck under a microscope and everyone was just waiting for me to mess up. Now I take an art class in college, but my social anxiety still holding me back. It refuses to let me use my voice or assert myself or give my opinion. I know I’m not a failure and I know if I put my mind to it I can do anything. But even though I know this, (my anxiety’s gotten a lot better in six months) and know that everyone else wants me to fail and I refuse to, I still don’t know what’s holding me back. I feel discouraged. Help me?",1.702792696025778,3.770472673469392,3.1831578947368406,90.61447368421057,79.91836734693878,6.5752953813104185,21.030075187969924,7.669130373188453,0.7380653061224489,748,21,161,12,19,245,118,196,0.10800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.107,0.1814,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,13,9,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,2,3,43,36,18,0,5,7,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,6,8,3,0,2,4,5,0,2,11,3,34,4,18,22,4,21,0,3,0,0,16,6,0,5,14,114,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009889032957969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810283256793796,0.0,0.12280925840616627,0.0,0.0,0.20202433110428544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618234495769765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333348755664362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973924124829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353169938892762,0.0,0.0,0.2510512384925731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642247853583562,0.0,0.12613173654147875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149286516874348,0.0,0.0,0.12601801320364606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522068162905793,0.13879514456638392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609759482068605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433039633444502,0.0,0.0641786778681103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168247681545858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264197578240144,0.0,0.1048549013501233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263475481083648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378462736208758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205887858951404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415627369803469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329491687689754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782171090313145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981774130246605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987707075787116,0.10558682689707624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129066198399451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918873223550615,0.14288823109406892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345784407648668,0.0,0.0,0.1549658650549123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853717143881246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331847130441684,0.0,0.0,0.1691904929897977 autism,20021122,2019/06/17,"parents ignored my brothers autism he just graduated yesterday. i dont know what he is going to do. all he does is watch youtube and obsses over all his little things. he is easily upset, play the victim when he is at fault, lies straight to our faces, and has no interest it seems at making anything of himself. no job, cant drive. i dont know wtf hes going to do. i just wish my parents had addressed w/e kind of autism he had earlier. i mean there were obvious signs and they ignored it. pushed it off and treated him normally. i dont understand the things he does or says. im so frustrated and it hurts me. i could care less whether he is autistic or not. its not his fault and i love him anyways. i wont say i dont get annoyed or mad with him. i dont know what i wanted to get from typing up this rant or whatever it is. idk just now my dad got mad that my brother told him something last minute without any notice that they had to do immediatly. and my brother got mad that he was mad??? his tone of voice his choice of words, his insincere apologys. i feel like my dad is dissapointed... he didnt even come to his graduation LIKE WTF. fuck this im so confused. im pissed when my dad or mom or me or my sister get mad with him. i feel like things couldve been different in the way he was brought up. he could have found his place in the world. COULD. i dont know this feeling. knowing i cant go back. i wish my younger self sat down with my parents and discussed my brothers autism. they never did it alone. but i didnt understand then just like i do now. what would or could we have done? i get so frustrated looking back at the parental choices they made. i wasnt allowed to have an ig or snapchat or phone. and now that i can i dont want to cause it feels to late, plus i honestly think all of that is bullshit. but even though i have friends, i dont know i just feel so out of the fucking loop sometimes. like things couldve been different had i been on social media or had a phone. who couldve i have been? cuz rn im in a shithole. straight a student gone wrong sophmore yr and i could givr0 fucks about my grade. i dont know where this shift in mentality came from. i literally just do not care. do i have depression or some shit like? then i wonder am i autistic? . UGHHHH. im so confused. im trying to perceive how i am if i wasnt me and i dont think id seem autistic but just introverted? k im done going to take a shower. any comments are appreciated even negative ones. let me know how fucked up my mindset is or how selfish my thinking is. sry. bye.",0.10723504273504504,2.3387697833333334,2.137777777777778,94.53269230769232,88.20370370370371,5.397150997150998,21.826210826210822,6.8785474669866105,0.5093980056980061,1993,73,456,28,65,663,234,540,0.171,0.7290000000000001,0.1,-0.9914,9,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,2,0,4,0,31,42,15,3,11,0,67,8,3,8,5,103,121,44,0,12,29,13,5,6,1,2,0,3,2,1,25,19,0,2,24,1,0,10,25,27,0,1,28,10,75,15,40,85,5,45,0,2,2,5,59,21,6,20,20,291,100,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530340795400673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696438116614888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042138259555217474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874866456613475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856614013278043,0.10441606900889444,0.05260277293772112,0.0,0.04410952345722916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044195320051116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410374130183805,0.0,0.0,0.10699895750875217,0.0,0.0,0.0896216112504889,0.10480324307104807,0.6001317110924145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101463443873866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945672071473693,0.07316330013234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056144848693576825,0.039561707994982105,0.18935686762876605,0.10701230101977313,0.0,0.11640643304751433,0.0,0.08190839633878448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548171921088008,0.0,0.38717964618811695,0.0,0.05081415578992582,0.0,0.0,0.053323276250622886,0.22513227951427867,0.041739808163097344,0.05776271433038621,0.0,0.0,0.0523617094245771,0.0,0.1501002918245017,0.0513219673236125,0.0,0.0,0.04300022975886757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621550698964324,0.04845245257369745,0.034180471235662195,0.0,0.0,0.0557784575240723,0.0,0.0,0.051603707810572205,0.0,0.0,0.05997196871115695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039493303229407466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501711086512433,0.0,0.05829848742062254,0.0,0.0,0.03469858047631461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743326926788324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053499478754376086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144229640557597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323222563049456,0.05341913284826492,0.0,0.05256232866466831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219817326001192,0.0,0.03942095963322998,0.05064414499809061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850061662157262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607623750531705,0.09843240917219427,0.050309736005699185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892962560722213,0.0,0.034765582539001895,0.0,0.0,0.10661471777366288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604053722623677,0.04064502094851034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776898222547286,0.04936085579758951,0.055530834171979467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363753462486782,0.05598583493452639,0.0,0.0 autism,Magnabee,2019/06/17,"Microbiome associated with Autism I was wondering if anyone has heard of this? There seem to be a few youtube podcasts that say that Clostridia Bacteria are in higher numbers for children with autism. There is also an antibiotic that targets this particular bacteria. Has anyone here tried the antibiotic? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Efw-FW0OdNM",10.914117647058823,15.309385117647054,8.05466666666667,55.48200000000003,60.56862745098039,11.138823529411766,39.61176470588235,10.793553405168565,5.879851764705883,295,15,34,9,5,85,41,51,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33515322417915033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860873650629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332842520257103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38153188153255735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28454063021621884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544948595065599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sillywillybumbum0986,2019/06/17,How do I tell my cat that I just like him as a friend My and my cat are closely I usually train him and feed him food and make him grow muscle. The other day there was a dog and then he was scared and then I came and stopped the dog and then my cat was happy. And then my cat from then on always purr with me and want to cuddle and lick me but I only like him as a friend and nothing more. What should I do to tell him this without hurting his feelings,0.6105555555555569,2.1158193000000023,2.0773333333333355,99.95922222222224,81.0,4.844444444444445,18.11111111111111,5.033348758259628,-0.7934222222222225,350,7,88,1,9,113,56,100,0.033,0.795,0.172,0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,7,3,0,2,0,23,11,20,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,14,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,2,20,5,8,6,1,12,0,1,0,1,12,2,0,0,10,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115535777248527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26275211092621303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815808074360093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615935953526695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777927450428032,0.0,0.3549806172631745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455389671158806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459327677900593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447082015940967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334783800437174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204339695601956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472147443606134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300017252379684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920661687117028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40159164131919295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530172494851028,0.0,0.13550183636173432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145336927679327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BlindPenguins,2019/06/17,"Weeeel As an autist myself, I *do* intend to “figure it out”, But not because it is a problem. I intend to because it is fascinating. But people who would “cure” the condition are a different matter altogether.",2.4494736842105285,5.372866052631583,5.073999999999998,72.22100000000002,85.84210526315789,7.2505263157894735,26.02105263157895,8.238735603445708,2.6704568421052644,162,7,25,4,5,57,29,38,0.07,0.809,0.12,0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.576084286407452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936799789611838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275839808627054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521352143572052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356627127752032,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ShareBear1993,2019/06/17,"Curious Mama My son is 14 months old, and I can clearly see something different in him.. Does anyone have any of the earliest signs of Autism that they noticed?? &#x200B; Would just like to be able to better understand where he is coming from....",4.605,7.048569888888893,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,72.33333333333333,8.055555555555555,29.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.6337777777777784,195,8,33,4,4,61,42,45,0.0,0.7879999999999999,0.212,0.8677,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,21,5,0,0.2535991793618385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27477460488593397,0.3081507607380539,0.1724561382524593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732244268441488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242878656268304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845323781427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649571665992286,0.0,0.0,0.22192635083425688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389574924685365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024204454893201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887243465474966,0.2661096787665575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208571235494896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952330380076614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640056893710904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014958090273545,0.0,0.3081507607380539,0.0 autism,macgregorc93,2019/06/17,"Elements of the Autistic experience not reported by the media Basically, I'm doing some research and I want to gather as much opinion and insight from other autistic people as possible. &#x200B; What I'm asking is &#x200B; **What Experiences of living with autism do you never see represented or depicted in media?** &#x200B; Can be anything really. Be good to have a discussion and build some ideas if possible. &#x200B; Thank you.",4.503198198198199,7.926481797297296,5.790675675675678,64.52988738738742,89.13513513513512,8.412612612612612,33.193693693693696,8.59863814320734,4.5934990990991,359,20,44,11,12,119,55,74,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7165,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,13,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,10,11,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,5,1,36,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754091853597676,0.5331559013296946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026797483099333,0.0,0.10254812740317293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460156274641407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200526599015336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383002081421213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686090965504304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063696060924071,0.0,0.08460198735150494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760472996350892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473247030977289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027213085531532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741110184054049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099055685613127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469976074701275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331559013296946,0.0 autism,EONTWINE,2019/06/17,"Interaction in online games Does anyone else have a hard time talking with randoms in online games like : PUBG, CS etc. etc. I feel weird trying to interact in even the small key areas, like enemy positions, weapons and such. It's only in the voice chat it's a problem, but I have no problem with writing. I can't put my finger on exactly what makes it difficult but feels so awkward for me.",3.086466165413533,5.302921631578947,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,76.10526315789474,7.50075187969925,26.646616541353367,8.418075326091056,2.0633406015037594,308,12,57,6,7,102,58,76,0.257,0.7,0.043,-0.9368,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,13,6,4,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,5,5,2,9,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328396543907964,0.2392708170409677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435661753280596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507761041643415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208773687943962,0.15423903456604313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361514120803844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918978388061985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281740419522225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587770382468302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776039531980872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468979047398876,0.0,0.2347540421864916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876960843562865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616851725782156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854606394814733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,sebasflo,2019/06/17,Why is masking a bad thing? I've seen a couple of posts that say's masking is bad but i've never seen a real explenation why it is bad.,-0.15817204301075094,1.4412078064516152,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,83.83870967741936,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,0.09499139784946298,106,3,25,1,3,39,20,31,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547266638301489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892131104778334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015931446779096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033075039939984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29750880726571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786066623524616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736499253765164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717114035819243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Jaysus273,2019/06/17,"Anyone else hate being autistic rather than being proud of it? I hate having a processing delay when communicating, I hate getting weird looks whenever I speak to anyone and not knowing why. I hate being hypersensitive to noise and getting kept up late at night by every little noise. I hate having to live alone while having next to no executive functioning skills, and no support network. I'd give up any amount of money to not be like this, but I've seen a lot of people being proud of it and hating those who want it to be curable. Does anyone else feel how I do?",7.184709480122329,6.953039779816514,7.6252752293578,72.74996177370032,64.04587155963304,9.468501529051991,30.093272171253822,8.841846274778883,2.3744850152905204,452,13,80,6,6,149,69,109,0.218,0.7020000000000001,0.08,-0.9065,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,11,6,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,15,26,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,4,6,4,15,18,2,10,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,7,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182325837645412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655447835233511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669905231945405,0.2608259398697155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138321734293206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212651512264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723853486739704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064356379487851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329966535586877,0.1220981700594536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7539734011970229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994952799376232,0.0,0.1435769090693291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062182373180794615,0.12756757574678407,0.11239020016541487,0.0,0.10688279021544228,0.0,0.0,0.10820854654198206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536327626812614,0.11944326277719948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823963411520531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443535796733553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507279342005044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485002301467788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,derp_shrek_11,2019/06/17,"Am I on the spectrum? I've always been suspicious that I have some form of autism. As a child I was very excitable. Old family videos show me flapping my arms with excitement over things that you'd normally think aren't that exciting (for example, people jumping off a dock into the ocean). In grade school I remember I'd kind of daydream intensely at times when I shouldn't. in a game of basketball I remember walking back and forth on the court with my hands firmly at my side sticking out at 90 degree angles while I basically was in a sort of trance. I couldn't help myself, it's just how I was. These 'trances' are something I go through even now. Periods of intense mental self-stimulation where I think about something so intently that I actually lose time sometimes. I've caught myself doing it at work and even my co-workers noticed it I think. I sometimes feel like I can't control it. I'll start thinking about something and eventually my train of thought leads to me entering this sort of trance. Basically, everything I've described up to this point is accompanied by me being in this trance state. it's like mental overload, sometimes it feels almost like a weird form of ADD. it can make it hard to focus on my work. Can anyone explain this phenomenon to me?",4.106701940035272,6.298929699588478,4.8504291593180495,80.89740740740741,72.99176954732509,8.085361552028218,29.67842445620224,8.841846274778883,2.57747948265726,1019,44,186,21,21,328,146,243,0.07,0.865,0.065,0.18899999999999997,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,5,11,9,0,0,8,0,17,2,2,5,0,31,29,8,0,3,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,8,0,1,10,3,0,6,4,2,0,0,6,4,28,7,36,19,3,35,0,1,0,0,5,19,0,4,12,122,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.12434159859317775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759073265247858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602199250368033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909363599797117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797658551403056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291013405497507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831678928611635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451509244228125,0.0,0.12011836098017,0.0,0.1288527498197391,0.09102745261013627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241459207403331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414151052393284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540560700360708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268625097940145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867500123163811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254816218875427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505251184591847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568147723646781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484259750142275,0.0,0.14506625019166636,0.13370376866373102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833560549330034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045120565811145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886795359055145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895382978586664,0.0,0.0,0.13292477444358214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942778301445332,0.3780590132311321,0.0,0.09018712409426424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465086483574905,0.32657726647160257,0.0,0.10115566810675428,0.1485969339160629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513320347535757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782854889300844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,smalltrash,2019/06/17,"Lotion or lotion alternatives for someone who can’t handle the texture? Ever since I was little, I’ve refused to ever wear lotion because the slimy feeling of it makes me feel absolutely sick to my stomach. I just can’t handle it. I’ve gone a good 21 years not using it, but this summer has been exceptionally harsh and my legs have become PAINFULLY dry. The feeling keeps me up at night. I’ve finally accepted I need to start moisturizing somehow, but I’m not sure what I should do. I was hoping someone on this sub might have a similar sensory issue, and could point me to a good solution. I’m looking for ANYTHING that I could use to moisturize, just as long as it doesn’t come with that awful slimy creamy feeling. Thanks! c:",4.295742637644043,5.964923823943664,5.565672215108837,78.1519910371319,71.32394366197181,7.980537772087067,29.106274007682448,8.575989854853784,2.3288929577464788,581,23,105,10,11,194,92,142,0.131,0.713,0.156,0.2029,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,1,14,5,3,3,3,32,31,7,0,5,8,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,5,11,6,15,23,0,15,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,8,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618116960124044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087894586177518,0.182766677209716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255184144678465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642547770281362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993837642730929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346994930642057,0.0,0.0,0.18128221271050174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776042058209636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436529000242953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272475964566655,0.0,0.14709187573319482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586080227655775,0.0,0.14645021639458372,0.13896685917963114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046342681274064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555487078923687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270603517104085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552977335720471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608914910079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643809514791746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689202273120246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804321026983778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713209363982345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596893089356215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523576016532772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28585415459971325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656778677043977 autism,YELLOWYAMANAKA,2019/06/17,"autistic, suicidal, and lonely my parents are no help, they hate each other now more than they ever loved me. i have no friends. i have a daughter, but her mother despises me and keeps her from me. my parents refused to help me get her back. i have a girlfriend but i feel i only ever hurt her. my mother said she will turn me in to a mental house if i speak to her again of suicide. she does not claim my daughter and will do anything to avoid helping me through the pain . she would rather send me to a crazy house than claim and love her grand daughter because she is racist and feels i destroyed the family by dating outside of my race. my ex girlfriends parents let her do what she wants and aid her in keeping my daughter away from me. i have no criminal record, i feel i am a good person. my feelings dont matter though and i understand this. i feel bad that i still want to kill myself knowing my current girl friend loves me, but i was this way before her and its a heavier addiction than whatever people think they’re hooked on. i try to stay positive but i have crumpled. i do t enjoy making music or playing video games anymore, and these two things have been child hood friends when humans could not stand me. i have not eaten today, had a little water but that was it. i have had a eating dis order, anorexia and an abusive father all my life so not eating is easy at this point i feel. i replay things in my head all the time, its hard not to think about how i ruin things often. i have always been alone and tried to fit in to fix that. this type of trying always ends with me feeling like i wasted my energy and time. please dont tell me im weak and trash like my child’s mother did, i dont understand why i feel so deeply at times but i always try to speak from that place of emotion, its just never enough for anyone. i just want to know how anybody, somebody older hopefully ,overcame their suicidal urges and became a person people didnt run from, a person who did not self sabatoge everything they ever did. why does taking my life seem like the answer all the time? why am i in this existence where i feel so much, and am subjugated to feeling more negative aspects of the emotional spectrum than positive. am i going to want to die forever?",3.2159178426213835,4.919385311946903,4.107067687156185,87.37536354939013,74.19911504424778,6.5679024156900265,24.605596747189665,7.2228458231874715,1.0412902894044491,1779,56,352,19,37,572,226,452,0.204,0.634,0.161,-0.9854,4,4,0,0,0,3,40.0,0,0,4,0,20,25,4,1,17,0,37,13,1,3,7,75,72,30,5,9,17,12,11,3,5,3,5,3,0,8,20,17,4,4,18,3,0,3,15,11,0,1,12,14,76,14,42,55,8,39,0,3,0,3,57,14,0,5,21,254,96,1,0.0,0.08278376308363439,0.0,0.07616791238205542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236358249667645,0.0,0.0,0.17441070676249235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929162782200983,0.048854279052549666,0.0,0.057496527667395714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656445609873115,0.053725222859098976,0.05833799476307105,0.042591711605819815,0.0,0.059453676800920785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055784996351291874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251336175767784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228629054097448,0.0,0.2456590986086477,0.0,0.0,0.14298759050731316,0.0,0.15718724523793348,0.0618835120980676,0.0721937231773268,0.0,0.0,0.18960250087549732,0.0,0.0,0.06279407299115201,0.0,0.06586661169372132,0.0,0.35328046306950883,0.04991468269809538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194267601315354,0.0,0.03650385535188313,0.0,0.039708365800021184,0.05860310183598635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258922025297894,0.0689815250735322,0.0717061177309534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049587191508126,0.0,0.0,0.06939603670504918,0.0,0.1612397145896147,0.07479659188587351,0.0,0.07547089534812472,0.0,0.0,0.12420618984999128,0.07730009166384487,0.0,0.07679674288015206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144615146473375,0.09870158645422604,0.10240391597643778,0.0700274511884034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917946808961614,0.0,0.04663833843233661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041187854431441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051362016765795736,0.0,0.05388755553206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313879453529413,0.07434592214803201,0.0,0.2327449578537704,0.0,0.0,0.0968772297303908,0.18302168299171231,0.07299860727188875,0.07669557276051543,0.06604912626499418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646175855756725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636064386265436,0.07288897743281983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447143829257145,0.05579775886226728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292772093517806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253306121704676,0.0,0.061068897752924636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925428880754814,0.08953892570276213,0.06864628863943903,0.0,0.16296553608057784,0.0,0.06622798095487432,0.0,0.0,0.1897468285995549,0.07599779707235912,0.06825220950663137,0.1454729297063716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484302836435158,0.055459043543210296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913868199420056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963318665920707,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,miss-thickums,2019/06/17,"Struggling atm need advice Hello, my toddler was recently referred to a pediatric psychologist for PDD screening due to extreme social and behavioral issues. She scored a 9 on her m-chat r and is having a lot of difficulties in school and at home. I am a single parent of two and the stress is killing me. This is her second daycare, she is three years old. She has so far regressed from her potty training completely and becomes violent with other children when they try to interact with her in certain ways. The caregivers are trying to work with her but are having little success without me leaving work to come assist. Does anyone have any advice?",6.747331932773108,8.101243764705885,6.870073529411767,72.30158088235295,65.1344537815126,8.639075630252101,35.04306722689076,8.841846274778883,3.330419327731092,524,24,80,8,8,168,89,119,0.08800000000000001,0.861,0.051,-0.3656,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,2,6,2,2,6,0,12,1,0,0,1,15,14,8,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,1,1,13,2,17,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,1,5,63,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569071720250544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418746951953698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769174625587199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016888043626084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731046216975098,0.1914729899075812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981148719372024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831821705458121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060723097121265,0.0,0.0,0.2020413335683067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336760015970825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183032637089512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525650239301866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354099877480716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162836391649496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277725702477806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803146482497512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482060505550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615750333170847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091899313537684,0.1909134712211622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479732007131759,0.0,0.17839264004589886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449547972675155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603860640531646,0.0,0.2658982289895604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760092061331615 autism,Xrayone1,2019/06/17,"What would you like the police to know? Also what would you like to ask the police? Hi r/autism I’m a police officer (verified on r/leo and r/protectandserve) I just finished a two hour Autism and Crisis Intervention Training class. The class got me thinking and I want you hear from the ASD community, about how we (the police) can better serve you. Feel free to ask any questions.",2.0462404870624056,4.795766287671235,3.0911415525114165,87.34742770167429,84.75342465753424,5.984170471841705,20.439878234398783,7.3871296695380915,0.8522736681887366,301,9,57,5,9,96,48,73,0.054000000000000006,0.777,0.16899999999999998,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,12,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,8,5,6,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,4,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816485027139955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701550633408833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866978185171474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021755271131486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161741966137494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081887235207248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933812945005668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563468031974133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305615782516326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543425709030718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29159982295873466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667921607928034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427898342861155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535339221278563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698246940064109,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Snaper_XD,2019/06/17,"How to be normal? When I talk to people I usually am completly honest. And I mean in a brutal way. People are calling me negative and say that I always ruin the fun for everybody. I always say random things that are in my mind and its rarely anything positive. My mind is a depressing mess. My problem is that this starts to hurt after a while. Im just used already to be ""the negative depressed one"". Thats just my role in life. I need to find a way to just shut up and be normal and also completly fine with that. But its hard because its completly the opossite of what I am naturally. I love saying random things that come to my mind and being honest or sarcastic sometimes. But I just cant handle the hate anymore. Also I ended up hurting somebody I like because of my incompetence of understanding why things I say are inapropriate. Im too much of a stupid idiot to feel empathy. I just need help how to be normal. How to not be the negative one or some idiot that hurts people. I cant anymore. I already have to deal with normal depression. This doesnt help Also if I am whining too much, just tell me. Ill delete the post then. I dont want to whine around",2.32137729223566,4.4454784163090135,4.290669137729225,83.16419722980882,78.14163090128757,7.154818571985955,24.324814670308236,8.150884317080207,1.6188472103004288,913,32,176,17,22,311,115,233,0.255,0.637,0.10800000000000001,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,16,22,5,0,11,0,19,3,0,4,0,44,30,20,0,9,12,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,16,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,16,0,2,0,6,25,6,26,24,3,18,0,9,0,1,12,7,0,6,8,134,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975278535766012,0.2147159859169166,0.14894000378282915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751711752391025,0.0,0.0,0.07364971916497395,0.0796727257110929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091150274907123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138807359442122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770951161584821,0.2815127270214455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226912314650744,0.2312550301287548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489168857587264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926919192981914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525317953469346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180009581954918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801731631700011,0.08836133511621111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997804540176416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874302959002292,0.0,0.19334768456532408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321550551315587,0.0437244935131103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077597762180637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749020902774094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27110420792318424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315835325719203,0.1327241505805404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507584889705722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212931304936821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614117371743347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571491577329131,0.0,0.0,0.08563806982440783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846915046674515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851640043585432,0.0,0.06334756726674381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071935581739759,0.07822571817268023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837667211006106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931711953194682,0.0,0.0772980518160352,0.09857005980518872,0.0,0.05278859105879045,0.14207964020866268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075856274711707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,greengleam,2019/01/18,"My son is getting started on PECS. Is it possible to start too soon? My son is 2.5 and autistic. He doesn't use language independently yet, but he does a lot of imitation and has a handful of words he will say when prompted, though not consistently. He also knows two signs (ASL). I know it's way to early to know if he'll talk, but he is showing progress. His therapy center got him started on PECS and introduced the binder to me today and showed me what to do with him at home. I have conflicting feelings about using PECS and I'd really appreciate anyone who has any insight or perspective they are willing to offer. I'd rather not share my feelings yet, as I'm more interested in your opinions. 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Hello guys!! Me and my wife have been looking into cbd oil for our son, he has been diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder.. We’ve been researching on the internet for a few days now, seems to be it’s all new research going on so far and a lot of the studies have been turning out pretty good... We were just wondering if anyone has maybe tried it with a 11 year old or older? We’re curious to know if anyone here has tried it and to see what kind of results people have gotten from it! Thanks! 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Similarly, the portrayal of autistic individuals in media has agency. Dustin Hoffman took on this type of character in *Rain Man*, as did Mary McDonnell in *Grey’s Anatomy,* a reminder that ABC had previously introduced a character with Aspergers on one of their other hit shows for a season. *The Good Doctor* has two seasons to showcase its impact; how has it done thus far in your views? 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hey folks! i’m evan. i’ve been on this subreddit for a while in an effort to educate myself and have noticed that i’ve really resonated with a lot of the posts on here. it intrigued me but i never really looked into it. i had a conversation with my mom about my childhood today. as a kid, i has a lot of pretty severe sensory issues. i am currently in my teens and i grew out of them to a degree, but they’re still here and i am still working on dealing with them. that topic came up and i asked about it, and she told me, pretty much straight up, that if she had known more about it when i was young, she would have had me tested for autism. she thinks i most likely would have tested on the spectrum. however, i was what people called “high-functioning” and it didn’t interfere with my development in any way, so she didn’t ever take me to a specialist. this completely confirmed what i was beginning to notice as i found more and more information that seemed to match what i have experienced. my question is whether or not i should bring it up again with my mom. i’m currently doing fine and not having major problems with my sensory issues. will it cause problems if i end up getting screened for autism? should i get screened so i can better understand what i’ve been dealing with since i was a little kid?",3.5042784442021078,5.167563022900765,4.678767720828791,83.73960559796441,73.35114503816793,8.043911304980007,25.453289712831697,8.704169506293173,1.8001793529625596,1040,34,206,20,21,342,135,262,0.013999999999999999,0.889,0.09699999999999999,0.9667,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,3,12,5,0,0,11,0,27,0,0,1,2,46,42,20,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,17,18,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,14,4,37,3,36,23,8,34,0,0,3,0,20,15,0,8,15,162,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376992105601235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613261096081326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840927025538554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201978467699716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933322201331815,0.14486440196732367,0.0,0.1301139058536094,0.0,0.0,0.13279977934181927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116018249475204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218247190737883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457051324822075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887529400266024,0.0,0.0,0.13234842654159976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382241694467456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643986311191977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187929567317409,0.12694581010914727,0.0,0.0,0.10636184242897168,0.0,0.0,0.21536227401188304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966834885293079,0.0,0.0,0.09310909816825223,0.0,0.09768739652419148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884047163306571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780955325767313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213045181448784,0.25771591721193793,0.0,0.2423915301365605,0.0,0.0,0.14188731048083336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228227554375405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153057942645996,0.0,0.1430888632155025,0.0,0.10477381324923464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023004287843728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523196832866873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115811204565304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005812794171727,0.12102830980503565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185671188318615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053619103642576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220941855620972,0.0,0.0,0.17995014760140138,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,BostonFound,2019/01/18,"School Requires Service Dog Handler My five year old nephew has autism spectrum disorder. He is non-verbal, suffers from seizures, and is significantly impaired physically from contracting acute flaccid myelitis a few year ago. He started a new school this year (public) and has 1x1 and inclusion. He is receiving a service dog in three months, which should be great. However, his school has told his mother that the school will allow the service dog but will require that he must provide and pay for a handler while the dog is in the school. Some quick math and it would cost over $20k/year for him attend his public school with his service animal. Does anyone have any experience with a similar situation or any advice? Thank you in advance! 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My two year old wasn’t given a diagnosis because he was “too young” but he has red flags. I have him in speech therapy. I know he’s smart but just smart in a different way. If anyone can tell me what to do or what not to do I would appreciate it. Thank you. ,-0.7642647058823542,1.2113496323529418,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,89.44117647058823,5.752941176470588,15.852941176470587,7.1686216300943375,-0.2471823529411763,237,5,60,4,8,82,51,68,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9313,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,12,5,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,8,3,6,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685160216920422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546310903320644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931152021164665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27966580741205466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114163016454405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007919537173715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856808513789768,0.21969312062098206,0.2728875906597308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662023768898625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940879794793264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951179866852775,0.0,0.0,0.3073323467843618 autism,6meMasterXD,2019/01/18,An aspergers discord We have an aspergers teen discord. Feel free to join in you want. https://discord.gg/ZkxTQn,6.7385294117647065,9.74960035294118,4.808676470588235,68.1565441176471,104.29411764705885,8.758823529411767,33.661764705882355,8.07648339933343,4.756776470588235,94,5,12,3,4,27,14,17,0.223,0.496,0.281,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508395901491681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7592152711151579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Mikejl1719,2019/01/18,"Should I confront kids? My wife and I take our autistic 10 year old daughter to many kid friendly attractions. Sometimes my wife will walk with our daughter while i'm about 10 feet behind carrying things and i notice kids whispering in each other's ears talking about my daughter while staring. Granted, i don't know what they say but it is obvious they're taking about her. This just happened 20 minutes ago at a indoor water park we're staying at which motivated me to post this. Should i confront these kids while their parents are usually close by? Should i ignore and accept ""kids will be kids'? If i do confront, what should i say? Thank you in advance!",4.261847507331378,6.61130283870968,4.222492668621701,84.86737536656894,73.03225806451613,6.444574780058653,29.821114369501466,7.348242739294969,1.899316129032258,528,23,93,6,11,162,84,124,0.069,0.7929999999999999,0.138,0.8658,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,2,2,4,8,3,0,1,0,11,3,2,1,1,18,17,8,0,5,3,6,0,0,1,6,0,4,0,6,9,6,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,5,18,4,12,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,22,5,0,1,7,61,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603791899138235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957723653020488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055398227599072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773915314161766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356506816420199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646266249731729,0.24389943905580866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580894510124329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260665941310714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696802606965854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298822792571452,0.0,0.0,0.24774275845466626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34952152917603124,0.18682092141792672,0.0,0.21399317016230626,0.0,0.0,0.15441822362505225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25599222181374953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496792958193468 autism,HotSauce0619,2019/01/18,"Any Advice? I'm 15 and a half, and I have high-functioning Autism. I've always wanted a girlfriend, but am too afraid to approach girls. How should I start a conversation with one that I'm interested in?",2.527749999999997,4.906868275000001,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,78.75,7.0,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.2534999999999994,161,5,32,3,4,53,32,40,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589171126953253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907698766337554,0.0,0.0,0.3193645822328495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496190000560534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182335197778643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33240661228891216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700000928953195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,god_is_an_american_,2019/09/15,"Wrote a Short Essay for the Action Behavior Center ABA Therapy Scholarship Hope you enjoy. When I was five years old my younger brother was born and early in his life we learned that he had severe autism. Growing up around someone with autism helps you realize that it isn’t like a movie, or a book, or TV show that makes a big deal of the challenges those with autism face from a taboo standpoint. The fact is that people with autism live lives as real as ours. And that their day to day is different sometimes but never that far from everyone else’s. Working with the autistic population (and living with my little brother) helped me get to the point that I don’t go into a situation with an autistic person and let that be the only thing I see. I work with them so much now that I forget they have such a condition, because after all it just come downs to the fact that they’re as human as us. When it comes to teaching autistic children, I’ve learned that it’s helpful to imply what they should do next instead of directly telling them. Letting these kids find the answer themselves is not only more effective to getting the task done, but also teaches them. Applied Behavior Analysis is so important to focus on now, as using hands-on techniques that help people with autism live more independently with the skills they really need and in a way that helps them understand more so why, can make all the difference in their quality of life.",9.923681318681322,7.8395626593406655,8.886163003663004,71.87342032967034,59.769230769230774,11.883882783882784,38.86721611721612,10.317481424215053,3.8744776556776563,1158,44,208,19,12,361,166,273,0.028999999999999998,0.884,0.08800000000000001,0.9184,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,2,9,5,12,4,0,0,20,0,17,3,1,5,5,48,30,20,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,21,19,0,1,7,3,1,5,4,0,0,1,5,1,23,4,36,21,6,33,0,0,1,0,30,14,0,3,14,146,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912377310038962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015642876202334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954820446298221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655686388912347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715722188713204,0.11762177932383512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23839953233363545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116753680208251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530755447979523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901788329168986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042761921978856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921463120317485,0.0,0.0648399756532303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38236060717581294,0.0,0.0,0.11331711189141065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332950768212524,0.16117028071257988,0.055738610617111856,0.1143481515452199,0.4029742374730812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231192055041498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838692766498395,0.0845962886508622,0.08799324067649035,0.0,0.12133600829014238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971826197734176,0.0,0.0,0.1735411707075913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581912801122525,0.09961898649569986,0.0,0.0,0.10785192622903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985939637448324,0.0730889748193556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091495794413,0.0,0.0,0.1288892244756374,0.0,0.0,0.1282419390921499,0.0,0.0,0.09666808594121644,0.0,0.11283792631338532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971968787159534,0.0,0.13047185693165025,0.0,0.07579632582012483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877171258909106,0.1372362213007973,0.09853712794508347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055933077687313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294847855949364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611775619685962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347021878711384 autism,bubmer,2019/09/15,"Help dealing with meltdowns My younger brother (18 years old) has autism, he's (sort of, for lack of a better term) verbal, as in he can speak and will do but he can't hold conversations I've never figured out what's the best course of action during a meltdown, keeping in mind that they can sometimes get violent, what should I do in order to prevent/help him get past the meltdowns?",5.161200000000001,6.059706720000001,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,68.46666666666667,7.066666666666667,31.0,6.742157984588678,1.6953999999999998,304,12,58,2,5,95,59,75,0.08900000000000001,0.789,0.122,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,11,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,11,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075297685482624,0.25917206172931695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021136986378644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062049679199308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928400944497392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26046942173541826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958891417443152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260122534170783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307498552805367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797419919078926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898262843933665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887096051862749 autism,kylee121,2019/09/15,"(F) 25. Anyone else ever experienced a burnout before? I've read about autistic burnouts being different. I feel like I've had one, and have no idea what to do to overcome it Sorry for the long post. This is the only place I can think of to come to. I'm on mobile, so excuse formatting and spelling errors. I've been working for 4 years in retail and masking everything for those 4 years. I was about to transfer to another job, but the last two days I had severe meltdowns and just couldn't go in. I'm high functioning, so mo one ever believes me or understands my higher level of anxiety. But when I try to explain it to others, they dismiss it. I dont know what to do to get over this bullshit of high functioning autisum and it being not noticed or disregarded because I'm an adult and have been working for years. Any suggestions would be helpful",3.4660714285714285,5.322991559523814,4.753095238095238,82.35857142857144,73.88095238095238,7.419047619047619,29.261904761904763,8.192908349453996,2.1847333333333334,674,29,126,11,14,223,108,168,0.09699999999999999,0.846,0.057999999999999996,-0.7617,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,0,2,24,28,13,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,6,1,1,2,4,0,0,3,5,2,9,1,23,18,0,20,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,10,85,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311491553759553,0.1589993049673366,0.11599801530424853,0.0,0.0,0.10602457462869007,0.15536483652641694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924334202303455,0.0,0.12902760853658055,0.17083726584415673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061748566558978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977900539320423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584230989503238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771149862248686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666902477757666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743195327508206,0.0,0.0,0.1362770059697022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666966240824406,0.10832588472135901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922142770395979,0.0,0.08617592306743806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163568982265707,0.3204149291739227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117399800703578,0.0,0.0,0.15047129837925965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333294600436912,0.12360026513807887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407970425705762,0.0,0.0,0.13418949097043412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263396310260368,0.0,0.0,0.2054994469562125,0.11532291942791212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584230989503238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452214788720223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167296883889744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130092633032828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973953703694153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715962137250893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294813054027066,0.0,0.1481223675949664,0.15785419200963965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207797093372724,0.0,0.0,0.10771497615077726,0.0,0.0,0.2929379842370779 autism,hellogurfdrfrfddf,2019/09/15,"my crappy tick the only thing that can really sustain me is ""daydreaming"" where i prance and dance about my room while thinking about random stuff, it helps anxiety at school its sometimes hell or if i cant do it for a long time its pain. &#x200B; tell me the downsides of your thing",4.9700909090909065,6.422048872727274,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,69.36363636363636,7.6818181818181825,26.47727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.5141818181818176,228,7,44,3,4,69,47,55,0.214,0.7440000000000001,0.042,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,3,32,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28299735629489514,0.3173723083518996,0.0,0.0,0.19980829390566787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506897622451806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114337931168416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864543129185736,0.2779227097460337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732387901351747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264336449946301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25832185466086344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989980538564213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829004004956785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470437308100564,0.16735888223641565,0.0,0.0,0.15230096713491406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173723083518996,0.0 autism,L0L707,2019/09/15,"any resources for children of autistic parents? Heya does anyone know of resources for people who grew up with an autistic parent? it's pretty easy to find resources for parents of autistic children, but these resources tend to drown out search results for kids and adults who had autistic parents.",7.571470588235298,10.124968058823534,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,64.49019607843138,5.1000000000000005,40.200980392156865,3.1291,2.701309803921569,245,14,33,0,4,69,35,51,0.096,0.8320000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.5204,4,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853067602774335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243968413581515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782691397416893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618844635394025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119544081977132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9047892064271352,0.0,0.0,0.14122777237083695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724763731313345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,That_Deus_Ex_Girl,2019/09/15,"Looking for Canadian autistic adults (and immediate family of autistic adults) for a mindfulness study - details in text; poster slightly misleading Hi; I work as an RA for the Azrieli clinic in Toronto. My colleagues, decent people and fellow activists for autistic representation in healthcare, are running a study. They are attempting to determine the effectiveness of a mindfulness group exercise for autistic adults' stress management. The flyer I have is I believe outdated, and incorrectly specifies it's only Alberta and BC; *one group* is Alberta and BC, but the current plan is to have several groups ranging across Canada, so any autistic adult in Canada should be eligible for one group or another. My apologies about this discrepancy! There will also be *another* set of groups for the immediate family of autistic people. If you are eligible for, and interested in, either group, please email Brianne Redquest. Her email, to copy and paste easily, is [brianne.redquest@camh.ca](mailto:brianne.redquest@camh.ca) International people are ineligible for this study due to funding limitations (the government is only funding for Canadian participants), but are welcome to email Brianne anyway if they would be interested in future studies or groups that might include international participants, or if they would like a referral to other accessible resources. If you're in Canada but not sure if you're eligible, please email Brianne. You know what they say: ""When in doubt, email out."" If you have any questions or feedback, please make a *top-level* comment so I will get the notification.",11.821901012373452,12.754722708661422,10.718785151856023,50.528661417322866,54.19685039370079,13.713835770528686,45.701912260967376,12.905362322585251,6.732107761529808,1304,70,165,41,14,414,134,254,0.035,0.865,0.1,0.9601,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,3,4,5,7,7,0,2,13,0,22,2,0,2,1,36,26,25,0,9,15,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,0,4,6,8,0,1,3,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,3,14,5,32,17,1,17,0,0,1,0,31,10,0,13,6,117,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166185014306961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833591551852425,0.3058264903102989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429808117104355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749470902484545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618904748373047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014318807547413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124413518919152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224586899146981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734124100402124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470033367599575,0.2944891720525288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976334885119047,0.22181734510236414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920921041514234,0.3032960676976924,0.0,0.0,0.4802256565928486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633605977501386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596818176785027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474399399817993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670453416629919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374410493075404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616443205870728,0.0,0.0,0.20718388119254413,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,CrystalEyedCat,2019/09/15,"Diagnosed autistic people, was there anything you didn’t know was caused by autism that you thought was normal? I was recently diagnosed and I wanted to learn more about it from actual people rather than doctors who can’t speak from experience. Honestly I’m interested in anything you all have to say as long as it relates ^-^ Hope this doesn’t sound rude! Thanks a bunch!",6.1530434782608685,7.875405463768117,5.8673623188405815,77.57582608695652,66.82608695652175,9.577971014492757,31.19130434782609,9.888512548439397,3.139316521739131,303,12,53,7,5,94,53,69,0.042,0.7909999999999999,0.168,0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,1,10,14,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,3,5,4,10,8,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.22254032192501108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753253974379581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426639908225974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629244490659961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334150818252544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307306932333465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650146116311945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532829899821374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181382578120927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234369845028319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619722291391583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516823908345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813515946632044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995442160121336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104331293559384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345076338644948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Nykitty123,2019/09/15,"Hi :-) I'm new and looking for help on cognitive rigidity Welp anything to help with cognitive rigidity? Idk I've been through therapy (CBT) and it's not really helped (I've not got the heart to tell anyone). Im stressed a lot- exams, pressure to recover, pressure from parents (calling me attention seeking, fat etc...). I'm suffering from paranoia (currently housebound from it) and major anxiety on prison. Any articles/personal advice would be very much appreciated. Thanks :-)",4.894945799457993,8.1281961097561,5.9511382113821165,68.62380758807589,75.70731707317074,10.473712737127373,38.37940379403794,10.25414643259724,5.554841192411923,379,24,55,14,9,125,63,82,0.22,0.609,0.17,-0.2401,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,11,8,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,1,1,11,4,4,4,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,27,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186596217875954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404803545015166,0.0,0.15803186402719682,0.0,0.0,0.14444437792591144,0.0,0.1699963715129984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109395811247417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038945468060334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521956911623165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447963265398664,0.4153953187622226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314005531317951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347377680974124,0.0,0.0,0.17562551664204434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185884849053788,0.0,0.0,0.19951464723130174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938079873835066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037623765603766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323393738062304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366347895517927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055857373422696,0.1901895800228463,0.23624033430960234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044876444039286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674732511676794,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,throwawayforaut,2019/09/15,"So how reliable are the online tests? I did a basic test - [https://psychology-tools.com/test/autism-spectrum-quotient](https://psychology-tools.com/test/autism-spectrum-quotient) \- and got 34. It said &#x200B; \>Scores in the 33-50 range indicate significant Austistic traits (Autism). &#x200B; I'm around 20yrs old and I have been going to psychologist like 7 years before for an issue I have (can't be too specific), but it also included social stuff (shyness, etc.) and later I learned from my parents that apparently she tested if I was autistic and said I was not. However I'm not sure if my parents lied to me; the issue I mentioned I have is kind of autistic, but other than that I'm doing pretty okay, however I do have slight symptoms with the social stuff, like difficulty reading intentions of people, having hard time communicating, etc. I know that the test isn't probably very good way to find out autism, but with the other context, I'm not so sure. Can someone tell me if the test is extremely imprecise or if it's partially reliable?",8.80313559322034,10.72882678531074,7.962500000000002,64.24680084745765,60.80790960451978,9.967796610169492,33.39406779661017,10.125756701596842,3.6123864406779664,859,33,128,18,12,267,111,177,0.095,0.831,0.07400000000000001,-0.5762,5,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,9,1,18,1,0,2,2,26,27,16,0,4,11,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,4,15,7,13,19,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,5,6,87,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953412940007124,0.0,0.2697142336941141,0.3024757194327499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079969695856054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591003044725428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776213957505821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113758199523044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073598231734292,0.10439482692610748,0.09954554440642048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149564802963104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598169769905006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296105112825599,0.0684023748768461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161403008820725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060444235176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640595613374497,0.0,0.0,0.08628793795838402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662503252929666,0.13419366589847953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449807393894982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678827790516044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25375154716479986,0.10545827552988307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849639022347673,0.0,0.0,0.23461243317018735,0.12936615996355694,0.0,0.0,0.10878736469150277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257618795360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269615845374884,0.0,0.09879404111380434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024757194327499,0.08015098779139791 autism,WineMomDonna,2019/09/15,"Making friends as an adult So I’ve been at uni for two years but I’m still having issues with making friends. There’s people I talk to and like, but don’t know how to make actual friends with them. I think I’m ok at making friends but then can’t maintain them. I find it really stressful when I get a message from someone because I find it hard to keep up a conversation over text or messenger and I feel like I don’t have the energy to do it. I have made two friends but they’ve gone on to make other friends so I end up feeling jealous and alone, but still can’t bring myself to contact them. Maybe if one person sees this they can give me tips on how to make friends last longer or develop more or something",2.6067897091722583,4.072945020134232,3.50753355704698,92.03074105145416,75.30872483221476,6.577404921700225,25.168344519015665,7.1686216300943375,0.8908653243847873,564,19,125,6,12,180,89,149,0.078,0.677,0.24600000000000002,0.9819,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,8,12,1,1,4,1,10,0,0,9,0,30,29,19,0,1,9,0,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,4,15,10,19,26,1,16,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,4,9,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1132459948692362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019060981899912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074171308991703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027839805630099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735459419912725,0.08290463165890752,0.0,0.0,0.2121313275455783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6276081522380329,0.0,0.06063022979395576,0.1113237049210339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395611011445838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112384091642812,0.0,0.10314869155386601,0.0,0.0,0.06377688224116244,0.09459451432659563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339026882872465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098073139491211,0.4647771829747251,0.0,0.11658569757323185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863704967578622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045299111197074,0.10132853630661416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434324619349514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247513893602732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983269956918129,0.08933933084269849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535198045224974,0.0,0.13293245926456554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327489350306876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435879838624147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672384088979786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747310326445281 autism,YellowGrandiras,2019/09/15,"16 and confused So, when I was in kindergarten or elementary school, I was tested for autism and the psychologist said that I'm a ""borderline-autistic"" child, meaning that I had autistic traits and some professionals would probably diagnose me with Asperger's, but she didn't because I didn't really seem to need help with that. I have been told this by my mother and don't really remember it myself so I'm not entirely sure that''s the exact thing she said. Anyway now I'm 16 and have just learned about the fact that Asperger's isn't a thing anymore and instead autism is considered a spectrum now. Considering that what used to be called Asperger's isn't the lower end of that spectrum, does that mean I am now definitely somewhere on the spectrum? Because, although I know that self-diagnosing isn't considered valid by everyone, I feel like that''s the logical conclusion to it. I know I probably shouldn't worry that much about a label, but I feel like having this word to describe me gives me a kind of comfort. Sorry this turned into a bit of a ramble, but I just wanted to ask what you think of this. English isn't my native language so if there is any bad grammar mistakes or anything, let me know.",8.769063597346857,7.28072127896996,8.775630120952009,69.87279360124855,61.532188841201716,12.249551307062035,39.20756925477957,11.20814326018867,4.3615356223175965,970,42,176,22,11,318,127,233,0.063,0.8370000000000001,0.099,0.8395,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,1,13,0,21,1,0,1,3,43,42,17,0,6,9,1,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,19,9,0,0,13,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,9,4,22,5,19,29,3,8,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,6,7,122,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318933435000824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135903115643638,0.0,0.0,0.11276913956707015,0.0,0.1281103748380487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441952654177995,0.1670720255755803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960806912489394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399293105632932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817777407062744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992132677061072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137342367971825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094398860576875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857926891399394,0.19579741761760194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131457636967985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918524951642333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270214396966915,0.22593458163889854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012882782529135,0.0,0.133897958264703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985452521182346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073739531913836,0.10161062683220548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954964630779795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557783359902304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552353329369493,0.0,0.2607056680016273,0.0,0.0,0.1386879789557075,0.0,0.12475263543451252,0.14295867250577907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340083815113986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915502332344944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208156175613666,0.08780728175160825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094398860576875,0.0,0.0,0.14905606534049204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183553025365861,0.0,0.0,0.08082751787991611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916694163617002,0.0,0.09734660475339424,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WhaleLoad,2019/09/15,"Books on autism? I'm sorry, I know you can Google it, but I'd like input from the Reddit community.. Book recommendations for people whose child has very recently been diagnosed?",3.6178125,6.776370156250002,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,81.8125,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,2.0501,143,4,24,4,4,47,30,32,0.036000000000000004,0.85,0.114,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557235664293775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467575843497989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193577660252243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31127871170367033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433314039419174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026165536700564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704704117024608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,MolisticFlubbage,2019/09/15,"High-functioning is an inadequate descriptor. One of the most commonly observed features of autism is decreased central coherence. Consequently, different domains of cognitive ability don't always track with each other. A ""high-functioning"" autistic might happen to be superior in terms of the limited repertoire of skills tapped on neuropsychological tests, but not fare quite as well in dynamic, real-world situations. So what if I had a high IQ when I was 8? That means practically nothing with regard to navigating social structures. Even if I try to understand the system logically, I can never do so quite as efficiently as those who grasp its intricacies through intuition alone. So what if I'm good enough academically to go through higher education? The great demand for social prestidigitation in the modern workplace must surely be harder to overcome. I understand that there are true ""low-functioning"" autistics for whom the label garners additional support and protection, but comorbid ID is the culprit there. Autism is distinct from ID, and the *Syndrome Formerly Known As Asperger's* is still autism.",9.832728937728934,11.809175697802205,9.51620879120879,53.849624542124566,58.5054945054945,13.0996336996337,43.188644688644686,12.45797560212912,6.577405128205128,915,51,118,32,12,296,128,182,0.038,0.7809999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.985,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,9,8,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,0,5,26,22,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,5,8,25,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,7,87,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101077712701758,0.0,0.0,0.12935605851369156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242372310100306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063283590206495,0.0,0.1026805662182578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835210495830469,0.13039336421879447,0.0,0.17139637127562118,0.0,0.0,0.13747370498776468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927594468079272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934267306576176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491962100867932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990115600056253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916908318506109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534443995534812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307039541119676,0.0,0.17694872496036845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474474887717922,0.0,0.3169459530208549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415140608568145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641537250222847,0.1465202124922881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554785734801243,0.0,0.0,0.3236808993535203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397781661616362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Forwardnoona,2019/07/27,"Do I have Asperger syndrome? Ok so I’ve suspected myself to be an aspie because my score is higher than most My symptoms are as follows Poor social skills but perceived to be pretty polite Obsession with one thing or subject(changes every year) Remember small details no one notices Inflexible routine Difficulty experiencing empathy Pointer*i can lie very well I can also manipulate people pretty well",8.819999999999997,11.390445029850746,9.185253731343284,53.075791044776146,61.38805970149254,11.330149253731346,41.75820895522389,11.20814326018867,6.0769725373134325,335,19,38,10,5,111,58,67,0.152,0.65,0.19699999999999998,0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,1,8,1,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,5,3,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459948208813987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071549547279202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441939017834902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944893030344947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628083391578269,0.0,0.0,0.31284092296667904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600326315564261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696864395196147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614922122821193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353082528978885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23992701069415276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335719484279411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046389190590554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150986092016914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865082885965636 autism,JayJoyK,2019/07/27,"Anyone else? Does anyone on here have an easier time speaking to older people? I know that seems a little weird, but what’s not weird about autism? *just a joke* Even though I don’t agree with a lot of elderly people’s views, I still have an easier time talking to them rather than people my age, ( 20’s ) and while I don’t mind that too much, I was just curious to see how many have this experience. No, I don’t think it’s purely an autistic thing, but I feel like it may be more so for autistic people as opposed to “ normal people. “",1.9093577981651395,3.817411724770648,3.3839357798165146,90.21553669724771,78.54128440366972,6.194862385321102,18.239449541284404,7.1686216300943375,0.14702128440366954,414,8,88,5,10,136,74,109,0.053,0.7979999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8996,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,19,14,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,9,2,11,11,3,8,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,7,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369889599013035,0.1858809037455605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875731617901356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515487888291974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198227660712588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745848759228294,0.0,0.0,0.09172877503648152,0.12960277113682606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997008310335288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863010887385947,0.18182529145902412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423237760986666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392613553089499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831772349532856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336075367413386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777479884162119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288509089128522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445641097192479,0.16515322271013969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487809559991796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581434635915422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052393368437855,0.11624328021757765,0.17823912233883024,0.0,0.2115688604452174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ImmortalWizard2,2019/07/27,"How do study with autism? I get extra time in school exams because of autism but my grades are dropping constantly. I cannot concentrate studying even when I want to. My parents don't get no matter how I explain. I don't like going outside and I am mostly introvert. So I study at home. However, the environment is too open at home and I share the same room with my sibling. Probably my parents think that it will help develop collaboration skills but truly it is adding more stress. Anyone educated on this subject and no how autistic people generally manage their studying environment?",3.893193146417445,6.928186785046734,4.980957943925233,75.23318146417445,78.34579439252337,7.678816199376946,29.47741433021807,8.59863814320734,2.949231152647976,474,22,76,11,12,155,76,107,0.071,0.78,0.149,0.8298,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,18,15,10,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,13,2,8,14,4,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,54,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212063206751892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133859592822345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25055632598761685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314014273287696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227266136433626,0.0,0.13177034820108996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540965226573755,0.0,0.4651453229072186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327419628504888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149021458583584,0.0,0.0,0.16074126997092095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998233575796336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465285885164705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265592764510214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856536122418554,0.0,0.0,0.13519837068001156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675596318598165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,laurellittlewolf,2019/07/27,Would lowering testosterone impact autism One of the main traits if autism is high testosterone. I'm a girl and i wonder would limiting testosterone foods and maybe taking estrogen pills impact it if it is hormone related. Not completely I know,5.422857142857139,8.956184142857143,4.5431428571428585,77.45185714285714,76.61904761904762,8.121904761904762,29.82857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.354480000000001,202,9,29,5,5,60,31,42,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,10,8,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455206018483237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984858986858493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481813168115753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110875762495876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33107122992443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233075351068498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477760669121858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573763978568679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681971883544481,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TKisOK,2019/07/27,"Insane moderator in r/Aspergers I had a guy stalking me on Facebook, which led to me letting him have it on an r/Aspergers forum. I got banned, then eventually the guy kept stalking me and I provided evidence to the mods. When I asked about why I was still banned they said I’d made racist comments (no evidence). They supplied ‘evidence’ and would be thrilled to have this community have a look over it and see if this moderator is delusional or I am. Because those are the options.",3.876739130434782,6.040552978260872,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,73.56521739130434,9.382608695652175,33.23913043478261,9.827888789773867,3.6573652173913054,382,20,71,11,8,128,63,92,0.139,0.83,0.032,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,12,18,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,12,1,8,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,3,3,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704419028497663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634511087311774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313671949973,0.0,0.0,0.5728741578611214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958129416847493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429260732293873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372793373584564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751757499234924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305222465838908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310229291582051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26103421369354834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054993677034583,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,A-MDad,2019/07/27,Suggestions on therapies for early intervention Adults with Autism - What is the therapy / early intervention did you have / wish you had? Looking for advice for a 3 year old diagnosed at 2 and a half years old.,3.5286486486486477,6.739701864864867,4.836540540540541,73.56724324324324,84.4054054054054,9.446486486486489,26.318918918918918,9.3871,3.5676854054054066,167,7,27,6,5,55,30,37,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,6,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497661938585449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594253292112919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214636903123209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364116032658846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845943367523118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29392365774086304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291918643068001 autism,Aussiedude476,2019/07/27,"A question Hi! Quick question out to the r/autism world- my bf is on the spectrum and id like to I introduce him to family and have thought I could prep them about his slight awkwardness to make it easier on him. But I also feel that this is somehow a betrayal. Any advice on how to approach this? Or should I let it happen naturally? Thank u",0.16985714285714335,2.5678691285714312,2.4800000000000004,89.75000000000004,93.42857142857142,6.2285714285714295,21.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,1.1908285714285711,269,10,56,6,10,91,52,70,0.079,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,11,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,10,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,2,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726206267633686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310396933673066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971916750496828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227465872906011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630019526895937,0.0,0.1410630503758274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467052549761796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852807646271053,0.0,0.13629783574364698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622445822686667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250534408202154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568516353627539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148269440746726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,99bfrph55,2019/07/27,"Non-verbal adults - how do you communicate with strangers? I'm an autistic adult that is verbal but increasingly having trouble being verbal towards strangers in public. This can range from speaking/responding to service workers like cashiers, to speaking to the police, and to people that ask me questions or even compliment my service dog. I am not sure how to handle interactions with people anymore and am on the verge of cutting myself out of society completely. I know I look like a huge asshole when people speak to me and I don't acknowledge them but I'm not sure how to relay that I'm not able to interact verbally so I've resorted to just full on ignoring people and I feel awful for it. At one point I tried using hand motions and the cashier used sign language back to me but I don't know sign language so I felt like a big jerk. Does anyone have any tips or advice? I don't go out in public very often but even just a quick trip to the store has multiple people that I feel I'm expected to engage with and it's extremely stressful for me.",3.9908263988522212,5.953393482926828,4.999770444763278,80.69480631276902,72.70731707317074,7.7503586800573885,29.13199426111909,8.4952907291091,2.346893830703013,844,35,152,15,17,276,119,205,0.121,0.767,0.11199999999999999,-0.2109,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,1,1,13,12,2,1,8,1,12,1,1,5,2,41,26,18,0,1,11,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,11,0,1,7,0,1,4,6,5,0,1,1,8,18,7,28,24,2,20,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,4,6,103,25,3,0.16031659166560025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665951794111885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902077982278444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589909805790362,0.1120970884390091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987437205824464,0.0,0.0,0.12327356323821513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808889621058498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029412972101335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117751936266862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212177144147227,0.0,0.1539290689977891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111161354086536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621161227667256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349677663519325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346255602337441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863467153861392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557166945976589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155099802583055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959127284107976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364211409972211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30219298075179624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884444228348376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276924123746551,0.0,0.13227797783583406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,ashleyoui34,2019/07/27,I believe a I may be autistic. So basically since a very young age it’s always been very hard for me to make friends. I spent a majority of my life being the friend who was kind of just there if you know what I mean. I could never make friends because I’m always so bad with even knowing how to start a conversation sometimes I literally fear other people being around me so I literally avoid any conversation at all. I like doing things on my own and it affects a lot of the friendships I do have because I’d rather keep to myself. I’m 20 years old now don’t know how to exactly approach a doctor with this without sounding like an idiot seeking attention. I without a doubt believe there’s something wrong with me and have for years now but I just don’t know how to find out.,3.635611814345989,5.024893848101269,4.929810126582279,83.16956751054853,72.54430379746836,7.2919831223628675,28.989451476793253,7.793537801064563,1.7920995780590716,620,25,124,8,12,206,97,158,0.084,0.8270000000000001,0.09,-0.0197,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,15,12,1,3,10,0,13,2,0,6,3,36,25,10,0,3,7,0,1,2,3,1,2,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,3,2,18,6,19,17,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,11,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396934301136308,0.0,0.0,0.09794715093142102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821960807816202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202612585856341,0.17560195079844082,0.0,0.0,0.32455098033316204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499836253624775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474235352735721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513221647928843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162076790995217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164324595560298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33383783784758586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902497646836267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280228500838159,0.0,0.14998785570393253,0.3166263424566921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017345304684512,0.1407341689801524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245142067719797,0.0,0.0,0.19228584393394366,0.0,0.0,0.15689379623238658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108687017285113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113805246122214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985411414107624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191453084436535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108833819097974,0.1424519880684173,0.0,0.10194706124527644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956889022523402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376840650204531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277684697466615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747710797357165,0.0,0.1855046272470257 autism,thewinnertakesitall2,2019/07/27,"Has anyone physically hurt someone during an autistic meltdown? My boyfriends mum think I will go out control and physically hurt her son. A few days ago I had the worst meltdown of my life, due to a big change in plans. My boyfriend witnessed the whole meltdown and got scared and called his mum. His mum now hates me and will not support our relationship anymore. I would never put my boyfriend in serious danger. His mum doesn’t believe me when I promise I’ll get help and that I will learn to control my meltdowns. She thinks I’ll never change because I’ll always have autism. I feel so sad about this all. I just want people to know I’m not some monster and I would never properly hurt someone.",4.209252525252524,6.135319177777778,4.230437710437712,86.59151515151515,72.03703703703705,6.390572390572393,30.050505050505052,6.980632752743323,1.6318888888888898,559,24,106,5,11,172,87,135,0.215,0.741,0.044000000000000004,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,5,11,2,1,5,0,9,1,0,2,4,25,20,8,0,3,3,5,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,2,1,21,2,8,13,5,14,0,4,0,0,14,4,0,1,8,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794248343015074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009660652806516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313953856447514,0.1009209796376123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879840485431883,0.0,0.0,0.1626138495531214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473801159805313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053703223839113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237634330986113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308283552373806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729790943828152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540802799892052,0.0,0.08202776203157694,0.0,0.11543627387884076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249894220788956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674335802778576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635343396567686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932163440694849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194665636179433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339554896750876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006231919268092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450945158493796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495961172493933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450249796062162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445857411187688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378736195537122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849654988850057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513133461178794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611426243089198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205060024109484,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,PhantomFullForce,2019/07/27,"Finding the best place I belong? Hello, I am a 31 year old high functioning autist who has never really fit in with any one interest, field, career, or community. I am frankly tired of taking shots at goals but getting nothing out of it. I just want to do some math, find the best-fit place for me, and ride it out the rest of my life. Are there any sort of quizzes or heuristics that I can take to help me realize what is the best fit for me? Sorry if this is a vague question. Thanks for your time.",3.6798319327731086,4.4198972352941235,4.43795518207283,89.19794117647061,71.74509803921569,7.789355742296919,25.35574229691877,7.957251820313856,1.15153893557423,386,11,86,5,7,124,75,102,0.086,0.7390000000000001,0.175,0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,0,1,17,13,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,4,14,13,4,14,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,4,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556976935910645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453017793662641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166112418028207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049211433294893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609521224622295,0.18299988554322064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233934142244653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358585796827266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619422718095836,0.0,0.18174880954221384,0.0,0.11736773741828092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36192332298692503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402849067329755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095912974908426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388806838684347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604562031099306,0.0,0.0,0.15946327747914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009968384241721,0.19907289938537515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216040214069416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153791059789346 autism,mrh616,2019/07/27,"It’s all finally starting to make sense. I think I have autism. When I was a kid, my 1st grade teacher tried to put me in special ed for being disruptive, loud, and ‘not paying attention’. My parents stopped this, fortunately, and instead transferred me to another school. Since then, I’ve been diagnosed with chronic depression and ADHD with an underlying anxiety disorder. Over the last several years (now 26), I’ve noticed more and more regularly how different my worldview is compared to that of my peers. I struggle with relating to those views to the point where my ex-bf called me a sociopath (one of 6000 reasons he’s an ex). Then, last week, I found an article about ‘camouflaged autism’. I read it and it was like a lightbulb turning on. Next thing I knew, I was taking every internet test I could find and scoring well into the autism range on every single one. I can’t talk to anyone in my life about this in person so I started browsing and remembered that Reddit exists. When I started reading the posts on this subreddit it was like the world suddenly opened up around me and now I’m actually crying while typing this. I don’t have insurance and can’t go see a therapist right now but I feel like I’m letting down everyone in my life with all the things I should do but can’t and I guess it’s just nice to know that I’m not alone in this. So...thanks, I guess. Thanks for posting your stories and your questions and your kind words because I feel like I know myself a little better now. I’ll hopefully have insurance again soon and can find a therapist to confirm this but for now I’ll hold this little light in my heart as an attempt to remind myself that I’m not stupid or bad or mean or a sociopath. Thanks",4.452410714285712,5.919655276785715,5.174219047619051,81.90411428571429,70.63690476190476,8.590285714285715,30.10666666666667,9.065960079200117,2.5486560952380954,1367,56,261,27,25,442,181,336,0.038,0.823,0.139,0.9887,2,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,2,18,16,1,1,17,0,19,5,1,3,2,56,44,27,0,3,10,2,2,4,0,1,4,2,0,2,19,20,0,2,14,2,1,2,7,4,1,2,7,7,36,12,37,33,5,49,0,1,2,0,11,22,0,7,27,175,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.09618285709611143,0.0,0.11845306365525768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208110460651428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335145556329177,0.07540010144453088,0.0,0.0,0.06891724536534953,0.0,0.0,0.08774158979704079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822956346338554,0.060082831968744366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717058954226428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064341082969944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869419743379605,0.0,0.1082663624299075,0.0,0.0,0.08489180293909293,0.1000389406864758,0.0,0.10297691474014267,0.11296125202930275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608644378044612,0.0941807659015719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967240056887088,0.14082624906358845,0.0,0.1079704851409872,0.18016881909584814,0.0,0.0,0.10806877808213697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601538374875052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171555806908052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679712802209255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789487802778404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263775647863324,0.10833482910756168,0.16068331006419773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007869125570078,0.13923532561596874,0.19261078566948245,0.1975711904650188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579128533892073,0.0,0.0,0.10736354070222097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482241855338036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221414691076158,0.0,0.0,0.13357710566558206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094420773985345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606104029189622,0.0,0.0,0.09317349327937717,0.0,0.18879140664873487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908261281117772,0.1104126430776861,0.0,0.19717849838810436,0.0,0.0,0.1013387444842893,0.0,0.0,0.11165218584416407,0.08417190201712615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975058968697233,0.07854161273868772,0.0,0.0,0.11134765701785068,0.0,0.08153198201426602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928929739070828,0.0,0.0,0.08240272751223712,0.0,0.10303900546034224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741067914602496,0.07922086571644232,0.0,0.2722295351451541,0.0,0.2288774966589281,0.1309611928377736,0.06315491940603113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691751980326263,0.1072077805595715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906095387469475,0.0,0.08861959339775421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347106793307086 autism,ToadLake,2019/07/27,Is there a connection between entrepreneurship and being on the autism spectrum? Do you believe that a lot of entrepreneurs are on the spectrum? I’ve read about an increased number of them being dyslexic or ADD. I’ve observed that and also noticed what I think are high functioning autism traits in my CEO’s and company founders.,7.499237288135593,9.101071423728817,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,63.57627118644068,8.611864406779661,38.478813559322035,8.841846274778883,3.6528949152542367,270,14,42,4,4,80,45,59,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147527249368268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434396610833659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158480495951897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334615020595734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44810332049876495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39369519036193984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521957335217277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Bullmoosebuck,2019/07/27,"How do I come out to my mom about my suspicion? I haven’t formally been diagnosed with autism and I never thought I had it until a few months ago. I’ve always thought of the autism as the horrible stereotypes perpetuated by anti-vaxxers and such but once I looked more into it... it would explain a lot. I’ve always stimmed, most notably rocking back and forth (i used to get yelled at by teachers for doing this), i HATE specific textures and will go out of my way to avoid them, I have issues with making small talk, I have obsessive interests on specific subjects, etc. My question is, how do I tell my mom about my suspicion? She’s not really one to listen to me and she kinda brushes off all my “quirks” as just weird personality traits so how do I tell her in a serious manner that I think this is actually a possibility?",4.247222222222224,5.635835759259257,5.69969135802469,78.24361111111115,71.03703703703705,9.103703703703703,30.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.7922,651,27,126,15,12,220,106,162,0.14400000000000002,0.84,0.016,-0.9601,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,2,6,0,13,1,0,5,2,31,25,13,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,6,11,0,1,5,1,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,4,24,1,24,19,6,16,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,4,5,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.16943082122034225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390614894462396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28893618001628496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350522698618486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956068077736726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622350163278686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363533289772586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071075437705033,0.0,0.09867384642192244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714165837328938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121710935145335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579943586457933,0.0,0.0,0.14760790778146862,0.0,0.0,0.11589457664972885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066898830451812,0.1385840737978841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339086177810232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849026306362533,0.11765131226316518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516007443734217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957336356492203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944972872979587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112272206120354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395514413000935,0.3035079846083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125048872665466,0.0,0.2756742411603532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995436583304902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781370839709858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333666569170658,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,pastelxbones,2019/09/22,"My therapist wants me to get a neuropsych eval for ASD I started seeing my current therapist around January of this year, mainly for my eating disorder. A few months ago she suggested that I might have high-functioning autism, but I didn't think much of it at the time. It just seemed like she was making the connection because there's an overlap between ASD and the LGBT+ community and ASD and eating disorders. She only briefly brought it up once or twice after that, but during my last appointment she suggested that I should get a neuropsych eval to see if I am on the spectrum. I never expected a therapist to tell me this. The people that I've talked to about this think that it makes absolutely no sense, particularly my girlfriend who has a brother on the spectrum. For reference, I am a female college student. I'm not looking for a diagnosis but I am wondering if anyone has ever been in a similar situation or has advice regarding getting a neuropsych evaluation.",9.137,8.39518136666667,9.32,63.86500000000004,60.33333333333334,12.888888888888893,42.22222222222222,12.06081838636515,5.390888888888887,786,40,128,22,9,261,111,180,0.031,0.9490000000000001,0.02,-0.2118,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,16,0,12,2,0,2,2,26,28,10,0,5,9,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,4,2,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,19,1,19,22,3,18,0,0,3,0,11,7,0,7,11,99,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059806443876344,0.12754111443775473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100604379937319,0.0,0.0,0.1280838807391459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770803335289397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297983445828512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944507249046953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301478765358964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255143953131035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520173289310217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728156493768035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029259715326934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082312930365832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208229904468055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526341530525429,0.0,0.0,0.11484380147713125,0.0,0.10576850071812467,0.0,0.11096927875673168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322771530269028,0.0,0.10942737419355814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997484132002816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293077794088829,0.13098312864593573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172737108002366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183914480760567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564545319896755,0.12575763497154455,0.0,0.0,0.5011679989001943,0.0,0.18438524271109752,0.0,0.0,0.08389770060317611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486426868436192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603193739022891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265413031984816 autism,retiredman420,2019/09/22,"I do not experience “fear”. I do not know the meaning of the word, “scared”. Why?",-1.6895833333333314,-0.03395912499999909,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,109.0,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.013891666666666858,58,2,14,1,3,20,12,16,0.165,0.685,0.15,-0.0701,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41603432734748896,0.0,0.4785914603197519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337389929205256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632867580416458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258090318025176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837756949374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,TerriblyDapper,2019/09/22,"Looking for earplugs So my fiancée is on the low end of the spectrum and may be more of the Asperger spectrum than Autism. She has an extreme issue with loud and crowded places. I’m looking for earplugs, not to drown out that noise completely, but just lower the decible level for her. It would be nice if they fit in ear and had a skin tone color or clear. Thanks in advance!",3.640315315315316,5.399088797297299,3.7308108108108087,90.28153153153154,73.18918918918921,6.014414414414415,29.90090090090089,6.42735559955562,1.3814576576576578,297,13,59,2,6,91,61,74,0.055,0.754,0.191,0.9143,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,7,2,2,0,1,13,11,7,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,2,12,6,1,10,0,1,3,0,4,8,0,3,1,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653062716315413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085920831947466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36365451297185175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851613352696832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364019292451418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32077352164474104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475038656902069,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Always-anon,2019/09/22,How did you know you had autism? I'm in my 20s and I've been thinking about asking my doctor if she could recommend me to a specialist to get me diagnosed because I'm starting to realize that I'm can't socialize like a normal person does and that I can't understand social cues like everybody else does.,7.591397849462368,6.097284806451615,8.457096774193548,71.2389784946237,63.838709677419345,12.782795698924732,36.79569892473119,11.855464076750405,4.378208602150538,246,10,47,7,3,84,44,62,0.07400000000000001,0.882,0.044000000000000004,-0.1828,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,15,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,8,2,5,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259032307348478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730309856110624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929319697648044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452621731870833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473314612723828,0.4229261710573726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186140245544004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624829573705285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280046468126938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610875699204176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367584624234035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099301555864156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492648441486835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710358904596113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483483406249535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515584898398693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Greth_188,2019/09/22,"I need help with a class project with your opinion. I'm doing this project about social skills of children with autism and the resources parents have to help them. I need 40 interviews for tomorrow and I'm only in the 20th. It's a simple 7 question interview on your opinion about a problem statement I chose. If you're interested in helping you can contact me or write me an email. I would really appreciate it! Thank you for your attention ^^ My email is sempiternal188@gmail.com",3.7122471910112327,6.706487471910112,4.188865168539326,80.88239887640451,78.77528089887642,7.1555056179775285,30.248314606741573,8.238735603445708,2.6595968539325847,391,19,67,8,10,123,63,89,0.03,0.7859999999999999,0.184,0.9127,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,10,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,2,12,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,5,1,43,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571417375468483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41088719535451773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107239160481039,0.0,0.0,0.30765300184358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651181881504872,0.0,0.0,0.31038136237707026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774978805441716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28243756502095363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550884622219063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968222943376698,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HrafnFjodr,2019/09/22,"Anyone else feel this? ever get kinda down and lonely and wish you had a significant other? that's kinda me rn, though i want to wait till i move to Europe. kinda sucks to have this feeling when you don't plan on having an SO for several years.",1.656399999999998,3.8190958399999992,3.649999999999999,86.705,80.6,5.6000000000000005,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.13600000000000012,192,3,38,2,5,65,42,50,0.087,0.7609999999999999,0.152,0.3273,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,7,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,3,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328354720841226,0.3271921809878811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266759940068783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28885302561064463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229265336972509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668371833096546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393981450376091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607529537852309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31374092765998024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883496022230647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672147050106356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056385904293215 autism,Chef_BoyardeeBr,2019/09/22,"Hand flapping I have not been diagnosed with autism nor do I think I have it,but I just want to ask. I have noticed whenever I get excited about something I just shake my hands. Its happened for around 5 years. Should I be concerned?",2.009999999999998,4.502591304347831,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,81.6086956521739,6.288695652173913,26.591304347826085,7.554174236665415,1.4795443478260868,184,8,38,3,5,57,36,46,0.042,0.7879999999999999,0.17,0.6369,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,8,12,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410398054031357,0.35814634789562505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888379609187591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001536936819796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387736510469997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361613564838291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949287363747569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547471130059226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259620298102721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467035382729496 autism,panicpulp,2019/09/22,"Does anyone else like watching children/kiddie shows? I am pretty much on the high functioning side of the spectrum but I still tend to like watching little kid type cartoons. So far my 2 favorite atm have been the show Bluey and Nature Cat. I just find the humor, colors, the voice acting, and even some of the messages really wholsome and just kinda give me this safe type of feeling. I defintly suggest Bluey though since its a pretty solid family show to watch with your kids or by yourseld and the episodes are only 11 mins each. What are some cartoons or shows you enjoy? They can be new or old.",5.443947368421052,6.7770077368421076,4.976271929824564,84.76598684210526,68.12280701754386,6.752631578947369,27.407894736842106,6.6274283507984215,1.2565473684210522,478,15,86,3,8,145,86,114,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,10,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,5,8,8,4,10,0,0,4,0,8,5,0,6,6,53,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873118579424508,0.2325993272685473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986586260240332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963834164635845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993845100829498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400551970376136,0.0,0.11478344969668842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074837012610172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177693846765056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398493077292347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181195899517128,0.22752439665167415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687901211783754,0.0,0.0,0.21924838469371805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382095814973444,0.0,0.0,0.17265189522480082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619030633682477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542889126709674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778562777244096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812910680626818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303689681699435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,windex0w0,2019/09/22,"What to do about people with misunderstandings about autistic people? A lot of people are ignorant about autism and make mean jokes/imitations. I know they’re not intentionally being mean but it still feels bad. I don’t really know what to do, because if I tell them they’re being mean they continue to make jokes because they don’t care what I say. I don’t know what to do. There’s no way to avoid it. People will also say that they’re accepting of autistic people but will be mean to me and make fun of my behaviors. If I tell them I have autism though, they’ll probably look down on me or pity me, or maybe even be more mean. I don’t know what to do.",4.1866086235489215,4.897684410447759,5.098756218905475,85.02576285240467,70.56716417910448,8.642122719734662,23.844112769485914,8.841846274778883,1.3180043117744609,517,12,113,9,9,169,66,134,0.109,0.7829999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.2382,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,8,8,0,1,1,0,17,0,0,4,0,28,32,10,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,11,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,4,17,4,16,25,2,5,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,5,2,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776786183922563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207842659666863,0.1490519146034592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464786303056975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074875559317872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061816169657422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687542042811949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266402097190208,0.0,0.0,0.10393744838745853,0.0,0.0,0.2448199441337077,0.0,0.1228223114740128,0.6658616436637518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423783643236494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181235287172122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832015015590696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444532443359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763358263191578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371379053835746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011563243600633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970409066756381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,rocky2200,2019/09/22,Can only focus on one thing at a time I zero in on something and ignore all else (not on purpose!) and it’s been a pain in my hide all my life. Anyone else the same?,0.6488288288288295,1.6645888378378402,3.2524324324324314,93.71126126126127,79.54054054054055,4.933333333333334,17.738738738738736,3.1291,-0.7631369369369367,125,2,30,0,3,44,29,37,0.20600000000000002,0.794,0.0,-0.7777,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,7,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164443790293036,0.3540976110848513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773918999304744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24410031057058634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418060635000976,0.2628366314137699,0.367731934975686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605192786231124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295945206647231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151620353143732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,highspeedturtle,2019/09/22,"Daughter has ADOS test Monday, panicking!! As the title says, my six year old daughter finally has her ADOS on Monday after a very long wait. In my heart of hearts, I know she’s high functioning. I have a degree in education and have worked with special education children since I was a child. I am absolutely freaked that she’s going to mask a lot of the things they will be looking for. I know the assessment favours traits in boys more than girls am just super nervous that she’ll be misdiagnosed. Does anyone have a young daughter who’s been diagnosed high functioning? I’m just so overwhelmed, anxious, nervous, after waiting so long for this, it’s finally here!",5.053387096774191,7.13441885483871,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,70.12903225806451,8.508387096774195,31.754838709677426,9.120678840339163,2.972634838709677,534,24,93,11,10,170,83,124,0.10400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.09,0.2549,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,3,8,0,13,3,2,0,0,9,20,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,2,2,12,3,14,14,2,18,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,1,11,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097113415129098,0.0,0.12979822266601287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841259005142744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244782930441967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067016026944541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549895333161513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43994966860311024,0.0,0.3922608363964855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040370040393072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32855698764965696,0.15588414192634234,0.0,0.0,0.15781770285742872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478957550565373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476220308924739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535567229912801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332566383384914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316585524241536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514231947195382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954093296608327 autism,SpaceDrama,2018/12/17,"Autism Across Cultures I want to preface this post saying I don’t personally know many autistic individuals. I know a couple but that is it, and I don’t know them too well. But I just had an experience while studying school work. A kid started having a conversation right next to me with another individual. From the get go I knew he was a high functioning autistic. The most obvious reasons was his sporadic thought processes being vocalized with the person he was talking to. The other reason was (and I came to the realization just now) that autistics tend to have a droning/nasally voice. I was told that it is another externality from their inability to communicate at times. With that said, is the inability to inflect their voice found in other languages as well? I assume so, but want to hear from the Reddit community of what they know. 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My first child had a few developmental delays. He would never look me in the eye as a baby. When he was taking his 2 year pictures the lady told him to put his foot on a ladder and I was thinking he is only 2. He doesn't understand. I now know that that is not normal because I have other children. He also didn't start talking till he was 4. He then attended a developmental preschool. He also has a hard time expressing himself and hates water on his hands (this has only been going on the past few years). At the time I did notice things were not right but I couldn't admit there was anything not normal about my baby. As he got older he excelled at school and sports so I stopped thinking about it. But lately his grades are really starting to suffer and because of the issues he had when he was younger and the not liking water on his hands I'm wondering if he has any issues that I can somehow help him with. I have discussed this with his pediatrician and she said it would be good to get him counseling and she really didnt give me any information. He refuses to go. I hope that through other people's experience maybe I can get some advice.",2.799607843137256,4.7620840588235325,4.348487394957981,84.07200280112045,76.05882352941177,6.718207282913166,23.098039215686285,7.62386473244151,1.0746812324929982,938,28,184,13,21,313,134,238,0.069,0.866,0.065,0.3055,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,1,0,11,0,28,6,4,0,1,35,49,19,0,7,7,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,11,9,2,3,7,1,0,4,9,2,0,1,15,6,27,4,20,30,3,32,0,1,2,0,39,8,0,5,21,125,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284797138855853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102873468338244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882039704066127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081959778550315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029670217195915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150581202040832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861164756403715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183593260093112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738465557861104,0.12612659485446853,0.14944504098096542,0.11027831011224842,0.10515573175013793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777931925957175,0.12980824863784768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812757258654122,0.0,0.0,0.13058826950386762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744597410105949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225739561235524,0.0,0.14831398891421824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423397652433703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040920901479534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320882830307804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140467610039056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764292203284306,0.0,0.14968966256610633,0.13796504692612774,0.0,0.0,0.1999913410438537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255115404240928,0.09115095317756022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217266526713636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845757153814075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122823098277517,0.12506659530291436,0.0,0.0,0.1330637225526244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612296320668956,0.0,0.0,0.10992229425085656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988558119714024,0.1056778043032274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734877600027938,0.16849281192319635,0.0,0.0,0.15333287285543468,0.0,0.0,0.1256337766327726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687422979755445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258331900181656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679775570862572,0.0,0.0,0.25400441040203525 autism,Somnium_lo_Vult,2018/12/17,"[19Y] struggling with relatin. Hello. Im a 19 y old student with autism and entered my first year of uni. I've been taking ralatin daily for schooldays since i was 6 but now we can't afford much anymore so i tried to quit this year to save money... turned out to ne a bad idea. Psychologist fell away, dorm life, new city, no people to talk with, no relatin and my head feels like its exploding. 2 weeks ago i tried to take a relatin from my small suply i still have left but my mind exploded and i went crazy. I have taken 2 relatins since the start of the schoolyear... Do you have any tips? Has anyone else experienced this? If yes, what did you do?",1.6934233705226092,3.83988617557252,2.6621374045801542,93.92448032883148,80.37404580152672,5.252143276570758,21.52730475631239,6.297961479604792,0.16497604227833218,503,15,109,4,13,159,96,131,0.11900000000000001,0.799,0.083,-0.5845,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,2,3,4,0,1,5,1,10,2,1,0,0,15,17,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,5,2,13,2,14,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,11,59,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616473341962325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119802145843298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747140377647335,0.12318267911501946,0.1805077442716973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551821147638654,0.0,0.14709521107420828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471680493662307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907722059123419,0.1258564134231473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985074331236872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080200675021224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887532435928226,0.19029463261941384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141002686116104,0.0,0.12443460519861813,0.0860681259075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788222898143727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950576597713745,0.0,0.0,0.17014680059922915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486155882276736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213461067140595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737926960738105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914605168802783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469455806992966,0.0,0.14069018228423102,0.0,0.0,0.1841719105089728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649169468192743,0.14159936934549974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921673959542056,0.19162317880370405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413135429317443,0.0,0.0,0.16331204299190707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689636397504945 autism,dg909,2018/12/17,"Hiding emotion. Advice? Hi, I work with a guy who has autism. I am looking for help understanding some of his behavior in terms of displaying emotions. He doesn't generally display positive emotions, but sometimes he will just be smiling to himself or laugh at something random. This is generally when he is not aware he is being observed. I used to ask him 'what are you so happy about?' or 'what's so funny?' but he clams up as if I have caught him doing something wrong. He will adamantly deny laughing, smiling etc. I only ask because I would like to share the moment with him and understand him better. He is generally quite a 'closed book' and doesn't really talk about his thoughts or feelings, it's almost as if he's trying to hide them. I have decided that I should just allow him to enjoy these moments without asking, because that seems to ruin his mood. It's nice to see him laughing and smiling. Do any of you guys/girls have similar issues with displaying or explaining emotion? Can you give me any insight into his behaviour? 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Before going to his IEP review meeting this morning I was making myself something for breakfast while he watched Blaze and the Monster Machines in the living room. Out of no where I hear him sing, word for word, the entire programs theme song. He only regularly says ""mom"" and ""dad"", what happened? Has anyone else experienced something like this before?",7.1687142857142865,9.04913558571429,6.221428571428575,75.39357142857145,64.57142857142857,6.742857142857144,34.0,6.742157984588678,2.4170857142857147,321,14,47,2,5,97,57,70,0.031,0.9279999999999999,0.040999999999999995,0.168,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,2,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737568056332976,0.2745740040146344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560572121259616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238603154703828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229744886488727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369710893195049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30202944437952955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091997821927848,0.0,0.2366285139188127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887666287536574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138513086948017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380850937654035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310598817514506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126034224583487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,WeebCunt420,2018/12/17,I started repeating the sentence I just said and also some words in other people sentences. So I started repeating my own sentences today and I don’t really know why. I feel like half of it was me doing this but also another half is involuntary but idk. I never really understood exactly what I said after I said it so I feel like repeating my sentences help me comprehend it more so that’s why I feel like its me doing this. But the other half is like im not even thinking about it it’s just happening. I always repeated words from other people’s sentences but never full sentences just little words from their sentences that don’t really contribute to the conversation at all I don’t know why I do that either but that’s been happening forever. Im 15 years old and I am on the spectrum does anyone have any idea why this is happening?,2.965886363636365,5.348426872727277,4.951875000000001,77.92781250000002,77.24242424242424,8.488636363636363,26.07007575757576,9.188382445141503,2.6455530303030304,674,26,119,18,16,231,80,165,0.01,0.8370000000000001,0.153,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,4,29,28,13,0,0,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,17,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,6,20,4,9,22,6,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,16,92,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561215098013632,0.1017663206905644,0.0,0.0,0.08317058308764436,0.12824589765427388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551746027734022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702862877735267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807803171379866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552099357444324,0.26212096326090223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244577789951166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197746699393227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806577980949594,0.2642175637506097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442962491818336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390052754598184,0.12258025072657645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865601863450615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833696366249636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957971350546594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23505228736020345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490159454381904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313411257420058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836715299621289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592943014192998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414395910458366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875945276036529 autism,dergutehirt,2018/12/17,"If it's not autism, what is it? I thought this might be an interesting question for those who ended up not being autistic. Say that you are convinced that you are on the spectrum but you go for your diagnoses and the doctor informs you that you are not autistic. What ended up being your 'issue.' &#x200B; Of course, if one ends up not being autistic then I would assume they wouldn't stick around this subreddit long enough to be able to answer my question...",4.652906403940887,6.622119643678165,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,70.95402298850574,6.3507389162561605,27.37110016420361,6.868970318607317,1.3276548440065679,367,13,66,3,7,112,57,87,0.0,0.956,0.044000000000000004,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,0,0,18,14,5,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,11,2,10,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,6,5,58,22,1,0.1935565796499094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209718473183592,0.23519243009802346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723063922663203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645585401066445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981133609662173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143010367997973,0.1999956877134868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000266472817197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202278157637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129148211981618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053329435159056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115894765443234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336553334242557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392396092985994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366230376227766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374970407737258,0.0,0.23519243009802346,0.0 autism,shaggyjebus,2018/12/17,"Trouble at work Some general info - I am 32 years old, high-functioning autism, not diagnosed because I've never been able to have insurance as an adult but certain I have it due to over six years of research and understanding and various friends/family members helping me. And sorry, this is a rather long post. Read only the first and last paragraphs for the gist. I work at a fairly large Walmart, been there for two years without any major problems. Last week, a coworker overheard me asking another coworker about the former's work habits that day, because less was done than should have been. When confronted, I tried to simply ask the person why a particular thing wasn't done, got an unsatisfactory answer, made up some excuse, then went to our manager and told him that it seemed like the coworker hadn't done enough. I did not bring up the coworker's work with the coworker, nor did I make it obvious that I was reporting him. When I got back to our area, the coworker confronted me, saying things like, ""You think I don't work?"" and ""I'd rather work with (another person), he's a team player,"" and generally being disrespectful and very angry. He got more and more angry, getting me angry as well, until I finally walked away. I saw our manager immediately, told him that the coworker had essentially yelled at me, then went to sit down in the bathroom and calm down. I was very upset, my legs shaking and practically on the verge of tears. Later that day, the same coworker tried to ""apologize"" by never admitting what he had done, continually trying to put his hand on my shoulder (or even around my shoulder), and explaining that everything I had said was wrong, just wholly incorrect, because he said so. This felt like an abuser trying to get a victim to quiet down, and I felt much, much worse. I'm shaking just remembering it. Not going to go into details about my personal past, just going to say that that sort of behavior really affects me. I complained to the manager, again, he said, ""I can't keep babysitting you two,"" and feeling very disrespected by that, I found the store manager (highest person in the store) and talked to him. He listened to me and said something would be done within a few days, that we'd be separated since I wasn't comfortable being around the coworker any more. Since then, the store manager hasn't made time for me, and the other managers act like I'm blowing this out of proportion. They want me to just work with the guy and forget this happened, because refusing to work beside him makes things harder for them. My direct manager, in particular, acts like this is a schoolyard squabble and something the coworker and I need to just talk through, ignoring the coworker's anger issues and the fact that everybody that's ever worked with him has had a hard time dealing with him. (Whenever I've mentioned that I had an incident with another employee, everyone has instantly guessed, correctly, who it was. I have not tried to spread it around, it's something everybody already knows.) He's really made me feel bad for making his job harder. I nearly quit today. I'm getting more anxious everyday about this, and if I could afford it, I wouldn't go back there again. I know the autism is making things worse for me than it would neurotypical people, but I'm still being put in a bad position, aren't I? The managers are more stressful now because they don't care about me or if I end up feeling terrible, and I'm worried about my direct manager purposefully making things harder for me, because he really seems upset at me over this. And I'm the victim. I never tried to cause any problems at all. I feel so bad, I wish I could just stay at home curled up in a blanket like when I was a teenager and my parents could take care of things. I hate this so much. I'm a good worker, I like my position, and I feel like quitting and throwing it all away because I don't know if I can handle the situation at work. I just hate this, and I thought I might get some support here, if anyone can read all of this. Thank you if you do. I just wish I had more support. I'm going to try hard not to quit my job right before Christmas, for my family's sake.",6.996741854636593,6.9490689498746905,7.369859649122809,73.80935087719298,64.38847117794487,10.852731829573937,34.024060150375945,10.504223727775694,3.538296541353384,3314,130,606,75,45,1085,322,798,0.157,0.754,0.08900000000000001,-0.9964,5,0,3,0,1,0,113.0,4,4,3,16,36,40,7,5,43,0,59,5,4,10,11,132,133,50,0,20,25,1,10,8,0,5,1,9,1,6,42,39,0,3,21,3,3,16,20,22,1,4,44,20,86,18,88,75,21,94,0,0,1,0,59,35,0,15,48,418,128,27,0.04777317763687003,0.05660340357187341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271888947760305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746219701541102,0.15028302651705136,0.0,0.05397009263527856,0.0,0.033404116585406464,0.0,0.0,0.12758476979593053,0.08932294437106869,0.0,0.0897689459733635,0.07346924948096742,0.11966582351947044,0.20385459970982706,0.0,0.04065145550818205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741587703235018,0.0490762131604971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442898501258973,0.0,0.0,0.09242924219820993,0.04925204843042237,0.0,0.04848876968393396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444427360776016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231285555590196,0.04936246307423764,0.0,0.03155373326958368,0.04321357423858522,0.0,0.04564931850658023,0.04293545162774218,0.0,0.09007260034422453,0.0,0.12077777018290035,0.03412916764931219,0.09173948473216338,0.05233318096671638,0.0,0.040635840492982536,0.0,0.05238082345225512,0.0,0.0,0.09983805420028843,0.0,0.13575298892171953,0.04006987481874569,0.11462572295711032,0.0,0.05262754116268288,0.04730295674878993,0.04224566321094215,0.0,0.08559076710849865,0.09433224480978808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03202135395462884,0.05047498510281315,0.04792039235659467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049862785591681,0.09481501456471103,0.04246299532857095,0.0,0.0,0.07876466715808182,0.07788303195026072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671649181570552,0.0,0.0,0.042277758874401335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561240736135236,0.1594448351870734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067979194005843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535634724610887,0.035423205886003284,0.1105368591496072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012991361642475,0.0,0.0,0.03633365433467155,0.0,0.0,0.053046460191338525,0.0,0.045604903702117484,0.03311990616936849,0.16685478406060975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575349845009896,0.0,0.0,0.09142495817983247,0.0,0.09605047713051414,0.0,0.15243796480044458,0.09557221147441912,0.0,0.0918141626889168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411769743816733,0.04079803267367912,0.18177292752105376,0.07598229666357181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698181337107155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903693243122971,0.05369905328152028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033437839344973,0.0,0.05347816111681545,0.0,0.0509198509373588,0.03815172137193371,0.0,0.05472401357431598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842487168910382,0.0,0.0,0.035919484137611916,0.07679654113742007,0.0,0.043983123439191904,0.0,0.0,0.19043025866134164,0.03061112323333954,0.0,0.037926566727949564,0.05571384812355327,0.0,0.045283386428711256,0.09129863701316046,0.0,0.2270439619118641,0.0,0.09333490567402468,0.049733562731580895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182536242869718,0.028177857930578174,0.0,0.038320761466644135,0.0,0.042953824023533434,0.0885724285767287,0.04310786217483277,0.0,0.10987359320838283,0.04605163845212317,0.0,0.34779442295440954,0.048515980855468696,0.09736989877743606,0.06787338942760904,0.05223247018685121,0.0,0.09229308027896972 autism,b1naryst0rm,2018/12/17,"My 10 year old son Wondering if he might need to be tested for Autism. He’s developed a tic recently and we’ve been wondering for a few years now. He often repeats sentences under his breath after saying them. He definitely does the hand flapping. He has SO much energy and is very difficult to calm down sometimes. His recent tick is stretching his neck over and over, especially when stressed or people are paying attention to him. He said it feels uncomfortable and doesn’t realize he’s doing it. He reads at a 9th grade level and is VERY good at math and spelling (he won the local spelling bee). He’s VERY bright but only focuses on a few things (right now it’s Minecraft and Pokémon Go) Just wanted to get this out there and get some opinions from the community on if I should discuss this with his doctor and if so, what some good next steps would be. I was being pretty hard on him for the neck thing and I think I made it worse. I didn’t know any better but now I’m looking into what’s going on. If he is, I want to help him any way that I can. 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I'm in high school so everyone is really judging and I feel like one-day somebody will find out and it doesn't help that I now have at least one doctor's appointment once a week so I have to leave during class and people keep asking why and I have to lie about it and I feel like shit. These thoughts are also distracting me in class because my school just had practise exams and I failed all of them even tho I've have good grades all year before I was diagnosed. I don't know what to do because when my doctor asked how I felt about being autistic I said I was fine but a few weeks later Im obviously not. (Sorry for any bad grammar/spelling)",1.1132539682539715,3.3121476666666645,2.517722222222222,93.84325000000004,82.91534391534394,5.684761904761905,20.56111111111111,6.961326702584282,0.3512304761904761,715,21,157,9,20,231,115,189,0.115,0.812,0.073,-0.7528,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,12,13,1,2,3,0,21,6,1,1,4,32,34,18,0,0,5,0,3,3,2,2,5,1,0,0,7,12,0,1,9,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,4,26,7,15,24,7,14,0,2,0,0,9,6,1,3,11,101,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015090413296328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516453657665846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341568545337176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456653673104063,0.15268497980280582,0.0,0.10656631418764986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533524697072946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076663382313838,0.0,0.0,0.25422309730930376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563679891180736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271696576086829,0.0,0.0,0.11966803051972393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664581519453022,0.1789367468993844,0.12024586366179575,0.0,0.11446311534988655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351350520275126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504172153281932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394281640311986,0.13231834023755182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705519852917471,0.0,0.0,0.11131520003317996,0.0,0.0,0.0688262380959061,0.0,0.0,0.2652129416962057,0.0,0.0,0.08845764331885388,0.1835514382152014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337188009956327,0.16972583525420734,0.09524735523023907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682263113555723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022916429165979,0.0,0.12365509592541772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191277819137293,0.0,0.12538273327887592,0.25349032781271597,0.0,0.11400983232257783,0.0,0.0,0.12855259513579567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401910570854041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946147816598688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604918955713334,0.0,0.09942311721596428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091296881325424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300569504962787,0.13982113090591228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064765264780485 autism,zetikla,2019/02/16,"Struggling with emotional unstability on top of my aspergers, could need some advice Ever since like 6 years now i cant help but feel like im on an emotional ""rollercoaster"": i tend to not show off my frustration but instead it just bursts out randomly, sometimes I feel very optimistic and hopeful but many times it feels like that my life isnt going anywhere. I had 2 diagnose of my condition, one as a child and one roughly when I was around 20-ish, they didnt ""diagnosed"" anything else beside asperger, although part of me cant help but wonder if i dont show the signs of bipolar syndrome as well. Its not a topic i feel comfortable bringing up with my family, let alone with my mom because i have a feeling she would just brush it off as me being overly dramatic/ etc and yeah Any advices would be appreciated",6.055384615384617,6.877337358974363,6.681179487179487,74.94715384615388,66.43589743589743,10.342564102564104,34.18974358974359,10.355215969177356,3.65556358974359,652,29,118,16,10,214,108,156,0.099,0.7070000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9339,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,8,8,1,1,5,1,14,4,0,0,1,32,25,13,0,6,9,1,6,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,2,1,2,3,7,18,6,19,16,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,8,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695006973736786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281864058690452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937739901686207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347663612842752,0.12275665144935652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406010512390052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009871359537586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799230194396759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616130531436066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519439086220705,0.3102288182527876,0.0,0.0,0.15379046084297535,0.0,0.1247348021046341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999605074271767,0.0,0.34862173582835465,0.1970258210639607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836945916472587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485752771112768,0.0,0.0,0.13696181535497154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895131370797954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410079749413733,0.09740000366766542,0.2021070207683837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980487280568255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615020967447329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224811656882256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868837599105909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932790069423174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140689736902626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638264310496606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441588112119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040825067848607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377861920696095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398504020129696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954230026953094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591468531811854,0.0,0.0,0.08880048539582296 autism,Giorcheslov,2019/02/16,"Just diagnosed with PDD-NOS, what is it? Just got diagnosed today with PDD-NOS, ADHD and generalized anxiety disorder. I know it means I'm on the spectrum but that's all I know. Pretty shocked I must say being diagnosed with all this when I'm 21.",1.39721088435374,3.9756707959183686,3.7296938775510218,82.86828231292519,85.93877551020408,8.164625850340135,24.493197278911573,8.841846274778883,2.4414870748299315,195,8,38,6,6,67,34,49,0.13,0.78,0.091,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,14,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815917810103209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924440448342854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7134507781143458,0.0,0.0,0.26853640726982764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739691174022347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753827324071066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25522928414836793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383747076425156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863305291475974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220958756278862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,HisHuntress,2019/02/16,"Ok fellow autism parents, I need advice This is going to be a long one so bare with me. I have an 11 year old autistic son (kiddo). He is almost to level 2, but diagnosed officially with level 1. He is in ABA-inhome therapy which is helping immensely. The therapist and I have worked out a weekend schedule that works. She says I have come so far in learning how to handle kiddo. My husband (DH) on the other hand, trying to train him is like banging our heads against a brick wall. So I was the one primarily taking care of kiddo. Due to the government shutdown back in December I have had to get a job. I am working the 3pm-11pm or 9pm-6am shift at the gas station a block from my house. During the week DH has been pretty good about sticking to the schedule for kiddo. The only fighting is over homework or eating dinner. The weekends are a complete disaster. DH tries to make deals with him about chores and reading. When I point out the schedule (which is printed and posted on the fridge) kiddo throws a fit saying that DH said he didn't have to do xyz chore. DH yells at kiddo for not listening, doing what he wants, shutting down, and throwing a temper tantrum which in turn makes kiddo shutdown even more and DH starts yelling louder. It is a complete nightmare. This is an every single day thing. DH tries to cut corners and kiddo plays one parent against another to get his way. So when this happens DH and I start arguing and kiddo is off doing his own thing. Ok, so here's an example. Kiddo's schedule for Saturday: by 10am he has to make his bed and start his laundry. 11:40am he eats lunch and puts his laundry in the dryer. At 1pm he folds and puts away his laundry. At 3:30pm he takes his medicine and eats a snack. At 4pm he gets the mail then reads for 30 mins. THEN he can have his tablet. So apparently yesterday while I was at work, DH tells kiddo that he has to read only once this weekend and that he can have his tablet after he eats breakfast. So I didn't know that and DH didn't follow the schedule. When I woke up at 8am this morning kiddo immediately asks for his tablet. I asked him if he had made his bed or started his laundry. Kiddo blatantly lies to me (the laundry room is right next to the living room where I am sitting and I can see the washer door is still open) then tells me that DH said he didn't have to do any of that this weekend. I tell kiddo he has to follow his schedule, no matter what anyone else says. Kiddo starts having a meltdown and asks for a break (one of the best things the therapist and I have gotten him to do). While kiddo is sitting on the couch taking a 3 minute break I am sitting here dumbfounded wondering why the hell DH would say that. During kiddo's break DH comes downstairs to go to the insurance company and kiddo starts throwing a temper tantrum. I turned to him and said that kiddo has to follow his schedule no matter if it is a long weekend or not. So now I'm the bad guy because I am making kiddo stick to the schedule. DH leaves to go to the insurance company and ***OMG*** kiddo starts following his schedule. I would say I am shocked, but I'm really not. Kiddo knows that momma won't put up with his bullshit. There is a schedule and rules for a reason. Kiddo knows that his life is much smoother when I am the one mainly taking care of him. So here's my dilemma: 1) should I continue working. We could use the money to catch up but we don't NEED the money. During the hours I work I know that DH will continue to cut corners and make life hell for kiddo. Or 2) quit the job that I actually like and go back to being a stay at home mom. I have no idea what to do. 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Heyo, I am a high school dude and I kind of have a thing about personal space. There's a kid with autism in our PE class, and he's pretty cool. I talk to him and try to make him feel included and stuff, partnering with him during weightlifting sessions and things. Just the one thing is he has a habit of getting a bit too physically close, and it makes me uncomfortable. Please understand that this has nothing to do with his autism, if it was literally anybody I would be uncomfortable. I've told him a few times to please give me some space, but he doesn't seem to understand. How should I go about this situation? 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He has 2 of his grade 11 credits. He was diagnosed as autistic last month. He has such high anxiety he hasn't returned. I am looking for ideas to help me get him interested in learning again. Either in a formal school setting, online, offline, book, whatever! I don't believe school is for everybody but would like him to finish his education or do something besides hide at home. I just filled out his OSSP (disability papers) and it took me so long... I really didn't realize how many accommodations and modifications we have made in our house for him. He has a brother who is 3 years older and a brother who is 3 years younger than him. He has recently gotten into D&D and goes to the local youth Center to play with a bunch of kids. His dad and his brothers all play role-playing games together at home as well. It is one of the few things that has caught his attention lately besides still playing Pokemon on his phone. I have a friend who is on the autism scale as well and I had her talk to my son just to let him know that she was autistic as well. Autism wasn't a common subject in her house. She asked him how he felt about the diagnosis and he said I'm just me. I would really like to help him feel more confident, and have some sort of drive for life. Either heaven want to learn something or do something, to have a goal to get out of the house everyday. Any suggestions?",3.4918903803131967,5.177883463087252,4.5766610738255045,84.36564038031321,73.42953020134227,7.651230425055928,26.510626398210288,8.344100000000001,1.7161002237136458,1184,42,238,20,24,387,161,298,0.015,0.831,0.154,0.9915,0,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,14,0,30,2,0,3,1,43,44,19,0,3,8,6,2,2,1,2,2,1,2,1,8,15,0,0,8,5,1,4,4,0,3,2,12,4,32,12,41,29,7,40,1,0,1,0,48,17,0,7,20,158,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229666070612277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164868241895468,0.0,0.07311035117441733,0.0,0.08224470330227845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050715093980228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112672967268025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912018469214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054360185564493305,0.0,0.1032262685028742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306180536561011,0.0,0.11233886717122887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412310645940296,0.2271800143684411,0.21568219192016694,0.0,0.0,0.3721556265510012,0.0,0.12136547890261908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908457486499,0.0876348367487278,0.12127573803710462,0.0,0.0,0.1099360552731066,0.07593735170837826,0.10504771622793597,0.0,0.0,0.09514279052275224,0.090281155590163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017283729426792,0.0,0.10899806362445354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581329725093244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383363549501144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128134507862724,0.0,0.0728514233599865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774706260541986,0.0,0.10615295815619252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226644000466747,0.0,0.0,0.3264169740832926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482988912002663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585746575062984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641230543955776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142473446788994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194473444257248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341206596199538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899926668319696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274375568403722,0.0,0.0,0.20769836049654875 autism,bakedmaga2020,2019/02/08,"Weed and autism I asked this same question in r/weed but I figured I could get more information from peeps who are more knowledgeable about autism So I have this friend with low level autism who I smoke weed with a lot. Whenever we smoke though, he can’t handle his weed. I’ll just be chilling there and he’ll be pacing around the room, making weird noises, calling his ex, etc. I don’t have a problem with this as long as he stays relatively quite because we live in a dorm. He also can’t seem to build up a tolerance even though he’s smoked weed several times a day everyday since the year began and he still interacts with weed as if he were an amateur. I’ve asked him if his autism affects that at all and he said he had no idea. Does it? 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If you'd like to read this book, it's called ""Authoring Autism: On Rhetoric and Neurological Queerness."" I would highly recommend it, though it's quite an academic read. On top of addressing current societal ableism + autistic rhetoricity, the second chapter is all about ABA and the historical documentation of the practice (and how it intersects with queer conversion therapy)",31.873642857142855,40.2954484,12.342083333333333,29.953125,12.61904761904762,11.726190476190474,42.64880952380953,11.45678717892309,6.070452380952383,1042,31,71,17,8,203,75,105,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.8718,2,0,0,0,0,0,97.0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,13,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,8,6,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,9,4,2,11,0,0,0,3,5,6,2,1,5,45,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495112455643054,0.21863133008140098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017341930185633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837258622744732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908610472481345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901030420651129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790337685486778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239138824057536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750611403431328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191374801965446,0.7199038534105388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057625168951783,0.0,0.0,0.11529013105867307,0.1767776316683747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278151720022937,0.0,0.21863133008140098,0.0 autism,Caffeinated_EdTech,2019/02/08,"Proud mom moment/DON'T under estimate spectrum teens!! SOOOOO Let me start by saying I am the mom of a 15 yr old Aspie who is fairly obsessed with trains... We have been struggling to get him to think about his future as an adult, things like getting a job and living on his own, etc... He has said that he would like to work in the rail industry. Not the guy driving the train but the guy fixing them or improving the trains and rail lines. My cousin is a train mechanic and that has helped him look realistically at the rail industry. Then completely out of left field... for his birthday he asked if he could sign up for Wildland Firefighting courses offered by the Ranger Service because he wants to explore it as a ""grown up option"" (aka a job) I said he could, and since he can't drive and the classes are an hour from home, this mom is ALSO taking the training, some super mom/son time for sure! The classes are EIGHT HOURS long on Saturday's and Sunday's. They are filled with ADULTS who already work at local Fire Depts or Emergency Services, plus 2 seniors from his high school.... and him and I. I thought he would be intimidated by the class length and adult presence but he has handled it AMAZINGLY WELL!!! It helps that he has me there I am sure, but he does not rely on me. I am a sped 1:1 by profession so I used a couple of tactics to keep him focused at the beginning but once the class got really going, he has been all in!!! He is a fidget kid, so he moves quite a bit, we sat at the end of the front row. He tends to sit with one foot under his butt and then about 30 min later change and put the other foot under his butt. This was his ONLY fidget during the classes which was AMAZING btw, and was more of a comfortable position thing rather than a fidget. There was a young lady who is a college freshman sitting one seat down, and every time my son would shift position she would shoot him dirty looks, then she made a nasty comment that ""fidgety children should not be allowed to take the class"" and also ""It's not like he is learning anything anyway"" SERIOUSLY CHICK??? 1st off she is 19, just 4 yrs older than my son, and openly admitted that she will NOT be doing anything with her training and only took the class because it was free and counts as 1/2 a college credit. Secondly, he got a 100 on is S-190 Fire Behavior exam and she failed it so he IS TOO LEARNING!!! AND she skipped HALF of the first 8 hour class and the teacher was ticked off about it! I was biting my tongue trying to keep quiet, my son just looked at her and rolled his eyes and went back to work... but the 2 high school seniors that know my son, they went off on her. They told her that since she admits she is never going to do anything fire fighter related and HE was looking to become a fire fighter, maybe she should sit down and shut up and not distract the real learners!!! Warmed my heart to see his peers stand up for him! Then I asked my son what inspired him to want to look into this (thinking we were finally branching away from trains...) and he gave me an answer that made my brain hurt for a moment LOL... Here is his answer: ""Well mom I want to work on trains, trains go through forests, trains have metal wheels on metal tracks and that makes sparks, sparks start fires! So they could accidentally start forest fires and I should know how they work and how they are put out so I can work on trains NOT starting them!"" WHOOSH... OK kiddo!!! But hey, even if nothing else we have been having fun training together! &#x200B; Now for the pack test... ugh.... 3 miles in 45 minutes with 45 lbs of gear..... 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I am on a leadership team on my college campus and coordinate service activities with students. I'm partnering with an on-campus school for middle and high school students who have different needs to do a student service day. Volunteers from the college will come in and do a variety of activities with the school's students. Most students in the school have autism and the grades are divided into verbal and nonverbal classrooms. However, I'm struggling with one aspect of planning. I have prior experience working a young, nonverbal autistic student, but I'm not an education major and don't know what kind of sensory crafts/activities are developmentally appropriate for middle and high school students. I'm also not receiving much help or feedback for coordinating these projects, so I don't have guidance I can rely on. For those of you with autism or who have a child with autism, what kind of sensory activities would you recommend for an older age group?",9.481480787253986,10.102311103092784,9.292305529522023,59.853678537956895,59.10309278350515,12.415370196813495,42.37863167760075,11.911945987284742,5.63436701030928,910,48,133,26,11,296,104,194,0.036000000000000004,0.935,0.028999999999999998,-0.0926,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,2,4,0,1,12,0,17,0,0,0,0,30,26,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,16,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,26,23,3,18,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,6,5,92,17,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519646491550108,0.0,0.14252891994448802,0.1598415367617384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331434379451033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483562315162801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743649564200686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867622207803542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817182048537006,0.41695344910707305,0.0,0.13065383645831388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739676869631858,0.14458735053473915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451364418294026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670068864608798,0.09753892839204864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913827602529227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439687475408822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736047178594894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6656526620260537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751936403069034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957663047914818,0.0,0.0,0.09344577241837188,0.0,0.1598415367617384,0.0 autism,Ingolin,2019/02/08,"Sheldon TBBT My post was removed from another sub so I will try here. I am sorry for bringing up a subject that may aggravate some people. I wanted to talk Sheldon. I know this is a subject that has been debated a lot, and that many people feel his character is detrimental to autism awareness. I know some people find him a stereotype and that it upsets them that Sheldon is the picture people think of when they hear Aspergers. However, does anyone else ever feel free when they watch the show? I am always so happy when I watch this show because there is finally someone who is easy to understand. I understand his motives. He is a dick at times, yes, and makes no effort to make people around him happy or to understand other people, but when I watch this show, it feels like I can relax, because there is finally someone who is easy to understand and who acts the way I find reasonable. I realize at times we are supposed to find his antics ridiculous, but I cannot help thinking how much easier the world would be if everyone was so clear cut and non duplicitous as he is. To me he is a fresh of breath air in a world that is at times very demanding to understand. 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I mean, animals may function better, because they don't drool in the corner of a basement all day, but still, I don't think that ban was justified, let alone nice. 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I'm 21 years old and I've had a habit of clenching my jaws while rapidly moving my fingers when I think of something exciting or try to study. I also read that that could be a sign of low intelligence and that really put me down. is that correct though?,4.195,6.232968500000003,4.823333333333334,81.855,72.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,30.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.614733333333333,250,11,46,5,5,80,47,60,0.035,0.853,0.111,0.6767,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,1,8,7,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,4,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546116143736182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420376138927325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33264357369206393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33839186465698184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340905085720846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200639143193228,0.0,0.0,0.3184702150213353,0.0,0.2039649788186224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451076009725721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204007647155378,0.31281071827398305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161618745923588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502889328726454 autism,Chellyu100,2019/02/08,"Parent Perspective working with BCBA Hello there, I am in the field of ABA and am looking to gather information. I would like to see how parents have effectively collaborated with BCBAs. If you are interested please message me your answers to the following questions. I look forward to learning about your experiences. &#x200B; 1. How long has your child been receiving services? 2. What are some things you do to encourage parent-BCBA collaboration? 3. Share some positive experiences you have had collaborating with BCBAs. 4. Share some negative experiences you have had collaborating with BCBAs. 5. How was this resolved? 6. What are your fears or concerns when attending a meeting with a BCBA? 7. Was there ever a time you had concerns in a meeting with a BCBA? 8. What are you most confident discussing with a BCBA? 9. How do you handle situations where a BCBA’s ideas or goals differ greatly from your own? 10. How do you carry goals/interventions over into the home setting? 11. What support are you given by the BCBA in order to implement these goals at home? 12. What are your suggestions for increasing collaboration between parents and BCBAs?",3.7577333333333343,7.043612639999999,5.005000000000003,71.05333333333334,87.6,7.466666666666668,29.16666666666667,8.238735603445708,3.2399666666666658,928,45,137,24,30,305,116,200,0.031,0.8240000000000001,0.145,0.9691,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,15,0,5,11,9,0,1,11,0,22,0,0,6,1,31,28,11,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,3,19,8,25,20,6,18,0,0,3,0,32,8,0,8,6,106,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818687502787115,0.16618674891804386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289229730992742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371348777883034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013528043479821,0.0,0.15390078182650532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078598602821666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743766966108019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439317862744215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681739718177214,0.0,0.0,0.12103439944466445,0.2296994945804664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074538123932073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012898183704187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321022445899088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898550910151496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373172177797656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520145318891754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086184874668328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974987709753575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956792941070168,0.0,0.0,0.09715527911554683,0.0,0.16618674891804386,0.0 autism,Arogani,2019/02/08,"I’m new here. I spoke with a psychiatrist today about the possibility of me being on the spectrum, and she supported me! My wife and I have noticed behaviors that indicated I was somewhere I was ok the spectrum for a while now, and having some kind of professional assurance is really uplifting. It tells me that I’m not just socially deficient, I’m not just bad at communicating with others. I’m not some abnormally intelligent freak that retains seemingly useless information just because it’s interesting. I’m so happy to have some sort of direction in my life. 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Any thoughts/experiences with Wellbutrin? My son is almost 12, and it’s been suggested.",4.7228571428571415,8.251725095238099,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,83.76190476190476,6.609523809523811,35.57142857142857,7.793537801064563,3.3525428571428577,101,6,16,2,3,29,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573160557855742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38924119783269856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599020311053166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544094853679899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,giannissim,2019/07/10,"A question from a non autistic person I just want to ask if it's better to treat an autistic person like I would anybody else(so far it seems that way to me). I always completely avoid talking down, (speaking like they're a toddler, or as if they were completely ignorant to the world around them), especially for people who are on the spectrum but high functioning, but obviously allow far more leniency when it comes to saying something that may offend me. But I really don't know what to do when it comes to people who have larger problems with autism, cause I have met people in my life who had major issues and I was completely unaware how to speak with them and not make them feel patronized. Obviously I must say that I'm 16 and lack the life experience to know what to do in some situations, so I'd like an input from people who have had similar problems. Thanks in advance.",7.607113740959897,7.151914550295861,7.862327416173573,72.13886916502305,63.2603550295858,10.824720578566732,34.754109138724516,10.25414643259724,3.501745036160422,705,27,126,14,9,231,104,169,0.10800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.102,-0.4647,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,2,6,11,1,1,8,0,14,2,0,4,3,37,26,14,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,3,2,4,0,2,13,8,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,5,14,6,22,18,4,16,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,7,5,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705281469950922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523051648183908,0.13151207399393255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441554769699795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451190837806194,0.0,0.2423579996437818,0.4424849769661909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760707929926932,0.0,0.0,0.07112947366862861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863079184017244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146828083074268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462253001676615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987257329134111,0.20618000162599864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939016111066062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39010514769630666,0.24566385335958466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692138274145981,0.0,0.0,0.15758812155931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011996519859998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237407083120101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806517694559885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812452037465072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829843729792184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130691836420667,0.0,0.1295145793714518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297372110265963,0.11166121509011837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993143727485396,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,thefirststarinthesky,2019/07/10,"Certain kinds of video games hard to play, even if you love them? i live my life as a self diagnosed Autistic person, and have done for a while (will be going for a diagnosis later this year), but something I have realised in the past year or two, realised I SUCK at video games, even if I love them. I love Crash Team Racing, but I am useless at anything after the first time you beat Oxide, so any time trials, CTR token races or racing the ghost of Oxide or N Tropy, as I get SUPER stressed out by time limits, and especially the fact that I KNOW the game is only complete with getting all this done? it is super daunting, and all the risk involve is just too much to deal with! Another game I love but suck at majorly is Project Diva. This is a Japanese rhythm game with Hatsune Miku, where you press button inputs in time with the music or singing, but it can get crazy complicated VERY fast, and I just cannot keep up, my brain just can't process it quickly enough to pass a song. I have beaten most songs on Hard, and I LIKE playing on Extreme, as it fits the songs better, but man, I suck at it. I get stressed way too easily seeing multiple buttons to press, and my hands just don't seem to work for fast combos. And another one I like but stink at is Spiderman PS4 or any kind of fighting game, but because I don't like hurting other people, and it makes me really, really sad to have to hurt people or characters in these games! I KNOW that is the key to winning and the whole point, but even the fighting in Spider-man, when I know they're bad is stressful, because it hurts me when I lose (the character losing health, I mean) and the bad guy. Pokken Tournament is a blast, but the effects, fast pace and obvious fighting can make it hard for me. &#x200B; I find games like Crash 2, the Spyro Trilogy, Animal Crossing, The Sims, Civilisation and Nintendogs are much better for me, even if I don't always enjoy these titles more consistently (I tend to bore of the Sims, Civ and Nintendogs much faster than say, Spyro) because it does tend to be NO stakes, no time limits and I can take my time and actually enjoy it. &#x200B; Does anyone else who is a games enthusiast find this? Or is this just me being even weirder than I thought?",9.606598639455783,6.444290941043086,9.082913832199548,73.57974489795919,61.358276643990926,12.067573696145125,37.42517006802722,9.861636050157227,3.4069102040816333,1759,57,349,25,18,565,215,441,0.215,0.65,0.135,-0.991,0,0,1,0,6,0,66.0,0,3,2,15,17,42,7,4,24,0,31,9,2,3,5,64,56,41,1,3,24,0,6,4,0,1,3,4,0,4,21,20,0,3,9,18,0,3,7,22,0,3,3,12,39,20,43,49,10,41,0,7,1,4,30,16,3,12,25,224,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.07498819515454105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393996823662748,0.16651985350211704,0.1867465865557994,0.10451246354903024,0.16115427121366574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373077907018376,0.0787352718547687,0.06323567321659855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832226649544706,0.1405292979997738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592370569320472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578278708339168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056897348726381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922229962893702,0.0,0.07799455988040398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449257235588025,0.15727521024441465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419290442046162,0.0,0.0,0.07939990243480027,0.0,0.25377211620201845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404671786119034,0.06536306273142246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059027992305328,0.0,0.04367194586464028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608717063172002,0.0,0.0,0.20651011318602427,0.0,0.0,0.08168107323734783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467877470568973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830205537165619,0.0,0.16004141164892005,0.12669357439185688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054276853926594634,0.1501674583259657,0.0,0.06785424002118799,0.0,0.0,0.17193649633064909,0.0,0.0,0.2774171243315769,0.0,0.10258729868116054,0.0,0.0,0.08370512569215569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946649683276924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207116096489081,0.0584429631263337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335583921432012,0.1065472488495029,0.06709680164899619,0.0,0.0,0.07264196872715614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845585904238176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110905499981301,0.0,0.0,0.061234340106114574,0.06995545871443277,0.08016455506142729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915789943780436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407199325366004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057776767171150524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100517499212421,0.2688484627655949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506495768995111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340395546325832,0.0,0.06099481302054782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579305092580887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594300107840448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867465865557994,0.09896942079972117 autism,RealPatCampbell,2019/07/10,"Link between Unusual Eating Behaviors and Autism Study from Penn State found that 70.4% of children with autism had atypical eating behaviors and 25% had 3 or more. [https://www.mdmag.com/medical-news/unusual-eating-habits-as-an-early-indicator-of-autism](https://www.mdmag.com/medical-news/unusual-eating-habits-as-an-early-indicator-of-autism)",36.49310344827586,45.41778055172415,15.699482758620693,8.331293103448303,2.103448275862064,12.696551724137931,38.63793103448275,12.161744961471696,5.761124137931034,312,7,20,5,2,63,24,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8814603420336311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47225804961054296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,Leonsoldier,2019/07/10,"Can somebody tell me if I have symptoms of autism? So, for as long as I can remember, I've always felt different from other people. I've always felt behind. My peers seemed to learn a lot faster than me and were able to retain a lot more information. I also have a hard time speaking, I stutter, I stumble on my words, I just can't seem to speak coherently. It's especially bad when I'm doing a presentation or when I'm nervous about whatever is going on. &#x200B; I also feel like I have a lot of brain fog, where I have a difficult time making decisions and doing my job. Some days I feel fine, where I can function normally and have little to no difficulty doing my job or making decisions. &#x200B; I'm hoping somebody can help point me in the right direction as to what's going on, because I've been dealing with this my whole life and it's been difficult feeling like I can't function like a normal person.",4.435879120879122,5.6375297307692325,5.949120879120881,77.34587912087913,70.37362637362638,8.676923076923076,29.384615384615394,9.057496981413335,2.524096703296704,729,28,135,14,13,248,102,182,0.107,0.7979999999999999,0.095,-0.2619,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,8,0,18,3,1,2,0,32,33,15,0,4,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,12,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,8,20,5,20,28,6,19,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,10,11,93,25,3,0.11809997386210777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888890128583645,0.1965372780898508,0.25592254467589176,0.2870087898575364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986085451356562,0.07199264790201443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318386288364871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616471297399062,0.12175588729938296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233893363877965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791446858755622,0.16874128984916073,0.2267889909133868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423787352160305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579437938151892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915992303916454,0.0,0.0,0.11729992169695312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343920018664553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341750416997075,0.17309304530677244,0.1183671997861986,0.0,0.1045147604785207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30121312344759804,0.0,0.0,0.15766529922856662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314257987723133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187565170249682,0.10312034184804494,0.0,0.0,0.11164264858474668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378424817176887,0.10085673239094592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502756135849369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275109251508692,0.0,0.0,0.10322458262254187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773008898765346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185440322383082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870087898575364,0.0 autism,tripguard,2019/07/10,"Augmentative and alternative communication android widget Hello, I created augmentative and alternative communication android Application. [For more information check the link](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.aac.comwidget) I am open to create some new app which can help some peoples with special needs. If you have some ideas you can write me and we can create something what can help somebody. It's old app but i hope it can help somebody. &#x200B; &#x200B; https://i.redd.it/8vjwibc8qh931.jpg Best Regards &#x200B; Richard Lipka",11.218888888888893,16.107599215189868,7.69915611814346,55.49770745428975,63.17721518987342,10.093389592123767,40.42334739803094,9.994966539143718,5.811631786216596,474,25,50,13,9,133,56,79,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.9655,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,9,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,3,9,5,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,5,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681694025506162,0.5250367209522198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115062103376814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896208610471006,0.0,0.0,0.14305430921073986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259236225049226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679643553162918,0.0,0.13910509173483054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113527852254735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985228145113126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088134679225778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250367209522198,0.0 autism,pomuranium,2019/07/10,"How to go about being tested for Autism as an adult? Hi there, I'm 23F and I live in Peterborough, Ontario. For a few years now my husband and I have been suspecting that I might be on the autism spectrum. I don't want to go around saying I have autism until I see a professional, but I have no idea where to begin. I talked to my doctor and he referred me to the local mental health clinic but that is for my depression and I'm not sure if they will be able to help with this suspicion. Any advice would be greatly appreciated! I hope this is the proper place for this as well, I wasn't sure where else to ask.",2.070128847530423,3.7669810236220513,3.6859556191839684,89.1998282032928,77.34645669291339,6.507945597709378,20.20687186828919,7.348242739294969,0.3894157480314959,478,11,105,6,11,159,82,127,0.141,0.745,0.114,-0.1361,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,15,3,0,1,2,20,24,11,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,2,2,15,5,19,15,1,13,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,3,4,76,20,3,0.2021415617995862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753039469203645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746319375323374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799488465014443,0.18897507317757264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410423097705152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690045397325288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688633366448783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297634158496491,0.0,0.0,0.22286178550644595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486702762738205,0.0,0.0,0.13549122791301335,0.0,0.0,0.20077218135946576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281932185162656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849470247412494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037111500912443,0.21444025290323315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119490844228156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607510833112355,0.0,0.0,0.16108065339803854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810320594979802,0.0,0.0,0.1624737303882361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192283304566698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174954028346904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359556577768512,0.0,0.0,0.13017253832749814 autism,CocoGrasshopper,2019/07/10,"Am I this? I just read the ask Reddit post about masking symptoms and the more it went into that, the more it seemed to explain a lot of my own behaviors, but I don’t want to claim an experience I don’t belong to. I already suffer from severe depression and anxiety but I just have no idea. But I’ve always had to fake my way through conversations and I’ve felt like everyone else has an instruction manual to life while I have to go about it like scratch. I treat every social interaction like a guessing game and a puzzle to be solved and I’m used to being unable to read people or wrongly assuming they feel a certain way. I’ve walked out of jobs and ruined friendships because I assumed they hated me over some minor infraction. My entire life has been constantly walking over social landmines and people getting upset at me for misreading what seems so obvious to me. Is that me? Is that what I am? I don’t know. I don’t know who to talk to about this. If this isn’t me than I need to know what is me.",3.7944117647058846,5.024254323529416,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176473,71.94117647058823,8.185098039215687,27.32549019607843,8.648137234880735,1.974410196078431,798,28,158,14,15,267,116,204,0.16399999999999998,0.73,0.106,-0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,12,1,1,9,0,18,3,0,1,2,36,36,14,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,11,3,0,4,6,7,0,0,4,3,24,5,27,30,5,14,0,3,0,0,11,5,0,10,5,113,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223301449765007,0.0,0.12232697999530172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246489843457527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374377445420275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896180438165262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886932832040554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662248209966545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281088576431096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386518501483093,0.14047766605994516,0.0,0.14380737857407708,0.0,0.0,0.07433442523253699,0.0,0.14115598131939916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680846777592723,0.0,0.08355114016274229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195190629059886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451453605289225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659603075967144,0.0,0.0,0.14588817959648573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423842671114751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767991625879664,0.21547005938371988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498559080634597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900862159660392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384125200583672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079826132389545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941064981326856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676710744382422,0.0,0.1660833698831692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997234277254225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280328072549906,0.0,0.11816385450427093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697243182514334,0.0,0.0,0.08671235072404751,0.23338489142093674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628295504484356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073614556451365,0.0,0.0 autism,IEatBugsAsSnack,2019/07/10,"How did you learn what is socially acceptable? I was diagnosed with Aspergers as a kid. During puberty I got hit by suddenly feeling all the emotions and some shitty humans and ended up with BPD and depression. The latter 2 are under control most of the time now but while I was busy taking care of that the Aspergers kind of got forgotten. Now I remember why I am so weird and am having a hard time in social interactions but I have noone to teach me all the new situation I don't know. Like when is it acceptable to stay out of work? Can you be too tired to work or is that just laziness. How do I read adults people's emotions. How to discern fake interest in a subject from real one? I just get overwhelmed with everything I don't know. Just as I thought I was getting better by dealing with my depression and BPD my Aspergers feels like it's flaring up or something. I know I need a therapist and I am looking for one but it feels to me like most don't know what to do either.",2.55318181818182,4.583404015151519,4.314141414141417,83.72454545454549,77.03030303030303,8.036363636363637,27.161616161616163,8.841846274778883,2.2761191919191934,777,32,154,18,18,262,111,198,0.133,0.743,0.124,-0.4436,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,4,11,14,0,1,9,0,20,2,0,4,2,44,37,19,0,1,9,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,11,0,1,13,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,7,5,21,9,26,28,6,17,0,3,1,0,9,6,0,5,13,114,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287693930864393,0.0,0.0,0.3214869786223966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012564955066092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314609180256918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157926590510527,0.21985229051391014,0.12954012925303704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28712952078700665,0.11304087139156152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147041673700804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935982463036645,0.18235549457776146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336113217327364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041521650528598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432996863369753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290532815769146,0.28056490140536705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705835372660187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717570353512676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463483398198523,0.0,0.12326429432633793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729686001713666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848145568539759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766292801502982,0.14526904918511202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457808615712814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345965773511238,0.0,0.2602021418844413,0.0,0.0982545699502914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603488219987522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596066570091527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818639770101705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132268539884966,0.14884228109216124,0.1466900593645609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516477061285772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858299758755372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,introvertedintooit,2019/07/10,Do autistic dating sites exist that are any good? I've searched and not found any. Does anyone know of any?,1.134285714285717,3.771838619047621,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,91.38095238095238,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.116504761904762,85,2,17,0,3,25,19,21,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7388340869382121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25322741260854065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169245514592351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970846036058382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037586908773993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903108666680186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,freshcakes16,2019/07/10,Rudy How does Rudy get the chalk to chalkzone?,0.1833333333333336,1.796965666666669,-0.7238888888888884,108.2675,114.55555555555556,1.8,15.611111111111107,3.1291,-1.5881555555555549,37,1,8,0,2,10,8,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8586186139684046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126149390595008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 autism,lenalouise,2019/07/10,"how do i help a high-functioning 7yo without overstepping my boundaries, because im not his parent? im currently sixteen and i work in an acting summer day camp and recently there was a seven year old enrolled that is high functioning on the spectrum (no clear diagnosis, and im not gonna diagnose him myself) . his mom brought a book (fantastic beasts and where to find them) and a beanbag for him if he gets overstimulated and needs a safe place to go to. it's the second day and while he is slightly disruptive, he's a real sweetheart and obviously has no ill intention. my older brother (18 now) has high functioning aspergers. because i have prior experience because of my brother, and im the most patient with the 7 y.o. out of the camp counselors (they tend to get frustrated with him because he speaks out and isn't good with social cues, and he's also really touchy, which i don't mind but others do) i've kind of been put on the job of looking over him and making sure he feels okay and is following directions well. today, he must've been overstimulated, because when we asked them to line up for a game, he ended up putting one of the girls in a choke hold (not anything damaging, just shocked her more than anything) and then also put his hands around a boys throat (one of his friends that he's known for a while) and the boy started coughing, but seemed fine after like, thirty seconds. he didn't seem openly upset or angry before or when he was doing it, and he seemed like he was just messing around and didn't realize he was hurting them. i took him to his beanbag and lectured him for a bit about how he can't hurt the other kids, but he seemed like he didn't really understand/shut down. so i read his book to him (he can't read yet) until he was ready to go back and finish camp. we obviously told his mom what happened and she said he hasn't done that in a long time. are there some signs i can catch before he possibly does this again, so i can stop it before it happens? what are some ways i can discipline him, or making him realize what he's done is wrong without overstepping my boundaries because i'm not his parent? i really really enjoy having him (he reminds me of my brother so much) and he's obviously very intelligent and imaginative (he tells me about the underworld and all these characters he's created that live there and it's actually really cool stuff, and even though he can't read he knows a bunch of animals and facts that i definitely wouldn't know at 7) and i'm afraid that if i can't properly assess these, he'd do something like this again and wouldn't be able to return to camp, and that would break my heart because i really like having him around. what can i do to make this a safe place for him?",7.485308188922866,6.231230711926607,7.762956167176353,75.35804621134898,63.899082568807344,11.230037376826367,34.31362555215766,10.338469443840273,3.2731189262657168,2178,77,431,43,27,715,252,545,0.065,0.805,0.13,0.9881,4,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,4,1,28,26,1,2,25,2,44,6,3,6,7,96,73,51,0,6,16,7,2,5,2,4,3,2,0,4,25,40,0,5,12,6,0,10,20,9,1,5,16,6,52,17,49,51,8,62,0,3,1,0,78,21,0,12,34,275,77,8,0.0706644379371441,0.0,0.0689582979589325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302065097595178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630162284389435,0.1887189944847059,0.06606171047329458,0.0,0.0,0.05433659091822264,0.0,0.3015346983801813,0.0,0.1803906960081823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714726429839493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114543309273003,0.0,0.0,0.0717229170314683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061838925838038725,0.1446285083570428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258771769591825,0.0,0.0,0.04667319480529704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691233797450675,0.0,0.0,0.03573006304981217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458601608031668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054595169459520206,0.0,0.07383850451007737,0.0,0.08032045708458059,0.05926997789012683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497665818985282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373769919151902,0.04736488320684469,0.22398257528236498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129548465676185,0.0,0.3053188762021877,0.0,0.07012355095096838,0.0,0.0,0.07358613797485218,0.07767065411109833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261537488728376,0.0,0.062397993331016324,0.06253580389419143,0.059340330573731614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150718312419092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135093814964999,0.16552267131752474,0.0,0.0,0.05194649263823902,0.05239678534455045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415044057710561,0.0,0.0957681039124738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692899151355752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765859497075462,0.0,0.0,0.07966353624722637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311183332665734,0.0,0.0,0.2120506822128624,0.08043160078674848,0.2716166904532871,0.0,0.06977260744161673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721806247168688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573210013091789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203349549441099,0.0,0.05440093667609282,0.0,0.0,0.05001665287977661,0.0,0.0,0.05907863425952755,0.0,0.0,0.08089387511937647,0.0,0.0,0.06660039647648634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176383341824415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942745149029593,0.0,0.04120500202950539,0.0,0.06698162458855919,0.06752289870690098,0.07851079063003485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735641720078203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058305561876768074,0.0,0.056090141675660864,0.0,0.0,0.06353581616332381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623599301011718,0.0,0.05144455242763482,0.0,0.0,0.05019798924877553,0.07726046979495628,0.0,0.04550558120691652 autism,Gorebert,2019/07/10,"How do Autistic people react/deal with death? So late last year I was identified as being on the spectrum. I'm concerned I don't feel much around death, Idk maybe I just didn't feel overly connected with the people that have died, despite them being family (the that have occurred being an Uncle, the end of 2017 and Step Grandfather, about a month ago)?",6.769179104477612,7.18082080597015,6.441007462686567,78.71733208955227,64.82089552238807,9.088059701492536,28.690298507462693,8.841846274778883,2.1891820895522387,282,8,50,4,4,88,51,67,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,12,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470448315431111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480961600506717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287320597350968,0.0,0.0,0.2892396881185401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468395797003548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627272789721374,0.0,0.2818314541754889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717226974899996,0.3143782278543942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998492012485743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245036602322354,0.0,0.20487167261839184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386421743990369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946937438602567 autism,throwaway0614000,2019/07/10,"how do i help a high-functioning 7yo? using a throwaway because my original account includes my first name and i feel a little uncomfortable because i have an uncommon name and it could be easy to trace who i am. &#x200B; im currently sixteen and i work in an acting summer day camp and recently there was a seven year old enrolled that is high functioning on the spectrum (no clear diagnosis, and im not gonna diagnose him myself) . his mom brought a book (fantastic beasts and where to find them) and a beanbag for him if he gets overstimulated and needs a safe place to go to. &#x200B; it's the second day and while he is slightly disruptive, he's a real sweetheart and obviously has no ill intention. my older brother (18 now) has high functioning aspergers. because i have prior experience because of my brother, and im the most patient with the 7 y.o. out of the camp counselors (they tend to get frustrated with him because he speaks out and isn't good with social cues, and he's also really touchy, which i don't mind but others do) i've kind of been put on the job of looking over him and making sure he feels okay and is following directions well. today, he must've been overstimulated, because when we asked them to line up for a game, he ended up putting one of the girls in a choke hold (not anything damaging, just shocked her more than anything) and then also put his hands around a boys throat (one of his friends that he's known for a while) and the boy started coughing, but seemed fine after like, thirty seconds. &#x200B; he didn't seem openly upset or angry before or when he was doing it, and he seemed like he was just messing around and didn't realize he was hurting them. i took him to his beanbag and lectured him for a bit about how he can't hurt the other kids, but he seemed like he didn't really understand. so then read his book to him (he can't read yet) until he was ready to go back and finish camp. we obviously told his mom what happened and she said he hasn't done that in a long time. &#x200B; are there some signs i can catch before he possibly does this again, so i can stop it before it happens? what are some ways i can discipline him, or making him realize what he's done is wrong without overstepping my boundaries because i'm not his parent? &#x200B; i really really enjoy having him (he reminds me of my brother so much) and he's obviously very intelligent and imaginative (he tells me about the underworld and all these characters he's created that live there and it's actually really cool stuff, and even though he can't read he knows a bunch of animals and facts that i definitely wouldn't know at 7) and i'm afraid that if i can't properly assess these, he'd do something like this again and wouldn't be able to return to camp, and that would break my heart because i really like having him around. what can i do to make this a safe place for him?",8.215037296490893,6.607880679509634,8.239564117532595,73.65614451579427,62.6952714535902,11.611623532464163,36.20944412012713,10.504223727775694,3.5794992670428734,2312,86,447,45,27,754,267,571,0.065,0.805,0.13,0.9890000000000001,3,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,2,0,4,2,28,26,1,2,28,2,48,6,3,8,7,103,80,54,0,7,14,6,3,5,2,4,3,2,0,4,27,42,0,5,14,6,1,10,18,9,1,6,16,7,54,17,48,56,8,65,0,3,1,0,79,21,0,12,37,288,81,8,0.057905694242241436,0.0,0.056507604583611974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261432552953874,0.0,0.3137039775936253,0.3518087829920036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530290495291817,0.15464503378707944,0.05413400742235743,0.0,0.0,0.044525904567090296,0.0,0.28239018999078314,0.0,0.14782044253272508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321802066920662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623298502320553,0.0,0.0,0.07468876473536701,0.0,0.0,0.058773060750586976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050673663250972896,0.11851525927488114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051287257777996816,0.0,0.0,0.038246164925391464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056642880200484476,0.0,0.0,0.05855771776063035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052924755487306616,0.04925455394131295,0.0,0.0,0.04473779573027057,0.0,0.060506670544356524,0.0,0.06581828095022656,0.048568549013337015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241162836384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686185264821036,0.03881296625092594,0.18354163563045853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397848664074795,0.0,0.18764425934592496,0.0,0.05746246654022591,0.0,0.0,0.06029986978498837,0.06364691038160859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144898638582307,0.05803671800243355,0.05113178889739683,0.051244717218452265,0.048626199241724365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595750165534295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584682441267811,0.1356368984919571,0.0,0.0,0.04256734798262067,0.04293633856023446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060762285321007414,0.0,0.07847679405937741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429742077910751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099825176874597,0.0,0.0,0.0652799697676905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463364912056184,0.0,0.0,0.1737640930364268,0.06590935721747727,0.22257522294973534,0.0,0.05717488726920854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508157549492697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086067700942535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902756304393832,0.0,0.04457863244393735,0.0,0.0,0.04098594842363111,0.0,0.0,0.04841175323186433,0.0,0.0,0.06628816609139776,0.0,0.0,0.05457543153757001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061212906450697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056892050589734074,0.0,0.03376527597790877,0.0,0.05488782740653416,0.05533137234247234,0.06433535692993539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028186986016317,0.0,0.05001192787149681,0.0,0.04777826212473898,0.0,0.04596284480128261,0.0,0.0,0.05206417331808725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055819022880002934,0.0,0.04215603506184167,0.0,0.0,0.04113454379415666,0.06331078646572019,0.3518087829920036,0.03728936857924283 autism,LMS3oul,2019/07/10,"I need help, I work in direct care for someone with autism So I got the job a few months back and it’s not that bad. I’m assigned to two guys. My first guy is a sweet heart, he has to IQ of a 4-6 year old I was told and that he really likes to talk which I was fine with. Apparently I’m his favorite care worker because I guess I’m the only one that won’t put him in a protective hold when he’s having a behavior. I usually talk him down from it, by distracting him of what he was sad or upset about. I’ve only had to do it once, his tantrums aren’t violent to others, but it’s very violent to himself. He’ll start trying to headbutt the ground until he’s unconscious or he’ll attempt to bite his fingers off. Just happens that day talking to him failed and he tried to jump down the stairs. My problem isn’t him. It’s his housemate. He’s very violent towards people when he can’t get what he wants, he’ll try to punch holes in the wall or he’ll attack his staff member. Lately he’s gotten even worse. He has the IQ of a 2-4 year old I was told. All his tantrums stem from not getting fast food or having to go to his day program. It’s becoming to insane to deal with him, I can walk in with my lunch and he’ll walk by me and look in my bag get angry and punch a window out. He’s also attacked his housemate before, just because he couldn’t do anything to me, every time he ran up to me to punch me I’d move out the way and wrestle him to the ground. After I let him up he saw his housemate sitting at the table watching his tablet and he ran at him and started hitting him. Which caused me to have to tackle him and myself into the couch and put him into a 3 person hole (two staff members were present). What should I do?",2.4217013269954464,3.19294782887701,4.041633986928108,90.75772331154684,74.72192513368984,6.717211328976035,24.279659338482862,6.775458762138228,0.6609494157258857,1344,39,309,11,27,451,182,374,0.139,0.8190000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9915,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,9,18,7,2,18,0,23,4,2,1,1,37,52,21,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,3,16,19,2,2,0,0,0,9,7,13,0,4,13,5,44,5,53,29,2,52,0,2,3,0,54,21,0,5,21,186,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736078604799623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989685603971671,0.0,0.0,0.2485570860141449,0.0,0.08400035308227648,0.09121250499159213,0.1331858156326449,0.12064920369012272,0.09295689394187563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275899439143945,0.1122216236737454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409041022310195,0.1126237027711198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072153309158157,0.0,0.0920410945839377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929211873898308,0.13209585717530042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122330491570284,0.0,0.062084744744005535,0.0,0.08737080496244723,0.0,0.12034237645676818,0.2163335053402637,0.09660233773950216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129452293188053,0.07322260829840599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084058263450773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232297315891174,0.0,0.0,0.11170734396294864,0.0,0.05337012202250119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917357647209478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719592029012578,0.11610695514188688,0.0,0.08100155705282616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292622000911857,0.1163391622179278,0.07402520480881028,0.16616692368267308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757346463161988,0.0953858986826121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452983829143052,0.0,0.2196367609492033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998322099207442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256039010022384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464409639603965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634137390791778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369988732718952,0.0,0.0,0.20877082042393255,0.0,0.22250443670200698,0.0,0.21342711643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031462681187605,0.18027217760790806,0.06443376057309423,0.08671121293349884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952947535086842,0.0,0.1113269284043658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069652968652702 autism,Dictator_Lee,2019/07/10,"Is this mean? If I display my nerdiness and I include my age and it makes someone feel bad about themselves is it mean to say something like ""I would take it as a compliment because that means you had a childhood""?",1.0221428571428568,3.6318421666666687,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,91.61904761904762,3.752380952380953,28.42857142857143,5.46131890053228,0.9661142857142856,169,9,33,1,6,52,33,42,0.079,0.787,0.134,0.3527,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107202094520739,0.1538437244363765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276069454832487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329628807037862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846037445873513,0.0,0.0,0.8247217930189397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069646867460492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383410959585775,0.19428841619971152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975245391571244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927793937858386,0.0,0.0,0.0